1. |
This Time
02:14
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Repeat, repeat your guilt
Because it feels
It feels so good
Through immorality
Time nurses sins
So this time it’s gonna hurt
And I’ll take it on the chin
This time
This time it’s gonna hurt
Misery and greed
Possesses more pride
Then anger blisters
Because envy resides
Too much, not enough
Craving more lust
Your crown of thorns
Bleeds mistrust
Too much, but not enough
In this life or the next
Your crown of thorns
Bleeds mistrust
Too much, but not enough
In this life or the next
This time
This time it’s gonna hurt
In this life or the next
This time it’s gonna hurt
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2. |
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Shut out the world
Where sadness can’t be seen
Fucking your brain with dopamine
Oversaturate to control and divide
Clouding our minds
To market our lives
I feel psychotic
From this virtual narcotic
And I’ve grown psychotic
From this ... fuck
You may think that you are alive
But they’ve made you dead on the inside
We touch desensitized
We’re forever enslaved to a device
We are the walking dead
I feel psychotic
From this virtual narcotic
And I’ve grown psychotic
From this virtual narcotic
We feel psychotic
From this virtual narcotic
We’ve grown psychotic
We are the walking dead
Motherfucker you’re dead
I feel psychotic
From this virtual narcotic
And I’ve grown psychotic
From this virtual narcotic
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3. |
Stay Away
01:54
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How do I shake this?
How do I break the faces
Of the people i can’t trust
Beyond my worth?
How can I trust myself
With pathetic mental health
And not cross them out
When they get too close?
Everyone’s got an excuse
For what they do
In fact they got a few
Stemmed from internal abuse
I’ll sabotage anything
That holds my hand
Or tries to help me understand
One more thing to throw away
Stay the fuck away from me
Two hearts always separate
Stay the fuck away from me
Three times the apologies
Stay the fuck away from me
Four counts of abandonment
Stay the fuck away from me
Look at what you’ve done to me
Stay the fuck away from me
I question trust in everything
Stay the fuck away from me
Don’t you fucking smile at me
Stay the fuck away from me
Now I’m just an enemy
Stay the fuck away from me
Don’t you fucking smile at me
Now I’m just an enemy
Stay the fuck away from me
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4. |
Manipulation Artist
02:49
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I’m not the first grave you dug
But soon you’re gonna
Die on your own drug
There’s no place left in me
To ever give sympathy
There is hate beyond any forgiveness
There’s no way I could foresee this
Shoved down with no one to tell
And If I’m going down
You’re coming with me
I know the enemy
They know how to deceive
Fool me once, shame on you
Fool me twice, shame on me
Now I know the enemy
They know how to deceive
Fool me once, shame on you
Fool me twice, shame on me
Foot in the trap
Of a victim player
That has built me to snap
Your gaslighting games
Taking a stab
And hiding your hands
Control is your thing
So the charm in your rotten heart
Is where it’s started
You build me up
Just to tear me down
That’s why you’re
A manipulation artist
Come take advantage of me
You took advantage of me
My love, my empathy
How would you feel if you were me?
Then it wouldn’t be so fucking easy
I know the enemy
They know how to deceive
Fool me once, shame on you
Fool me twice, shame on me
Now I know the enemy
They know how to deceive
Fool me once, shame on you
Fool me twice, shame on me
You build me up
Just to tear me down
That’s why you’re
A manipulation artist
Shoved down with no one to tell
And if I’m going down
You’re going down fucking with me
You manipulation artist
Now I know the enemy
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5. |
Final Tears
02:01
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In my tears
I’ve drowned inside
And my tears
They’ve never dried
But in my tears
I’ve killed what’s killed me
In my final tears I will rise
Because I’ve been searching for comfort
Where fears go to die
So I can have the power
To live on the other side
No more will my tears fall
INTERNAL INCARCERATION
I hold myself in contempt
I dont give a fuck, I’ve nothing to hide
They just don’t understand
Since my mom passed
A part of me has really died
Heaven denied on an Earth that’s hell
I live in a skull no different from a cell
Sick of a body that I can’t leave behind
And what it takes to meditate a mind
From a womb to a tomb
These issues im facing
Alone in my room
Depend, depend on a friend
I can’t remember
How long it’s been
If there’s one thing I’ve learned
It’s comfort in nowhere
Nowhere to grow
It’s nobody’s fault but my own
To painfully exist, exist alone
In my internal incarceration
How do I break out?
You have to lose a lot
To find yourself
Even your innocence
Thinking back as a kid
What being alone did
It’s not so pretty now
That’s where addiction was found
I’d burn those houses down
Into a hole in the ground
And I’d burn them down again
And I’d make it evident
With satisfaction just to
Laugh at the fucking flames
From a womb to a tomb
These issues im facing
Alone in my room
Depend, Depend on a friend
I can’t remember
How long its been
If there’s one thing I’ve learned
It’s comfort in nowhere
Nowhere to grow
It’s nobody’s fault but my own
To painfully exist
Exist alone
In my internal incarceration
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6. |
Internal Incarceration
02:56
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I hold myself in contempt
I dont give a fuck, I’ve nothing to hide
They just don’t understand
Since my mom passed
A part of me has really died
Heaven denied on an Earth that’s hell
I live in a skull no different from a cell
Sick of a body that I can’t leave behind
And what it takes to meditate a mind
From a womb to a tomb
These issues im facing
Alone in my room
Depend, depend on a friend
I can’t remember
How long it’s been
If there’s one thing I’ve learned
It’s comfort in nowhere
Nowhere to grow
It’s nobody’s fault but my own
To painfully exist, exist alone
In my internal incarceration
How do I break out?
You have to lose a lot
To find yourself
Even your innocence
Thinking back as a kid
What being alone did
It’s not so pretty now
That’s where addiction was found
I’d burn those houses down
Into a hole in the ground
And I’d burn them down again
And I’d make it evident
With satisfaction just to
Laugh at the fucking flames
From a womb to a tomb
These issues im facing
Alone in my room
Depend, Depend on a friend
I can’t remember
How long its been
If there’s one thing I’ve learned
It’s comfort in nowhere
Nowhere to grow
It’s nobody’s fault but my own
To painfully exist
Exist alone
In my internal incarceration
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7. |
Premonitions of You
02:27
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How long will this last
I gotta know
What would I say
If I saw you again
Living with this embarrassment
How long will this last
I gotta know
What would i say
I hold these premonitions of you
You keep killing yourself
No matter where you run
You’re the problem
The problems from within
And you have to solve them
We’re all burdens to somebody
But you aren’t to me
Sometimes I wish to be dead
Because you feel dead, dead to me
From your hands
Every bridge has burned
From your hands
Every back has turned
From your hands
I’ve grit my teeth
From your hands
You’ll beat this
I blindly believe
I hold these premonitions of you
You keep killing yourself
No matter where you run
You’re the problem
The problems from within
You gotta solve them
You can’t keep killing yourself
We’re all burdens to somebody
But you aren’t to me
Sometimes I wish to be dead
Because you feel dead, Dead to me
How long will this last
I gotta know
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8. |
Through The Eyes
02:43
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We cast judgement
But don’t live the same lives
Some don’t know true pain
Because they haven’t seen through your eyes
Remember who you are
Or do you really know
Really know at all?
You lack to empathize
Is that why
You laugh at those who cry?
Point your finger at me
Because I’ve got a way you’ll never see
Point your broken finger at me
It all comes down to hypocrisy
Some die from behind the wheel
Some die from the money they steal
Some fuck their own world up for free
Some die with true beliefs
Liars and cowards
Can’t face themselves
That’s why they
Prey on everyone else
Because you cast judgement
And I cast judgement
And we cast judgment
Again and again and again and again
Laugh at those who cry
Some die, some die
Some die from behind the wheel
Some die from the money they steal
Some fuck their own world up for free
Some die with true beliefs
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9. |
Sick Statistic
03:07
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Demonized
I did it again
This promise I break
A circle of death
A circle of fate
I did it again
This promise I break
I am enslaved
I am enslaved
I have no limitations
I tremble in desperation
Paralyzed from the mistakes
Of the morphine that takes my place
Now I’m just another
Fucking sick statistic of America’s cold dead face
They all just live with shame
When they speak my name
Do you know what it’s like to hurt this bad?
There’s a family out there that I can’t win back
And I’ll do it again
And again
I have no limitations
I tremble in desperation
Demonized by what I inject
This is something that you can’t fix
Robbed of my soul
This is something you can’t fix
Robbed of my soul
Fix me
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10. |
Eviction
03:10
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Don’t tell me
To suppress my anger
You don’t have the cure
To prevent my danger
Divorce breeds the pain
Two lovers lost their way
Trauma scars the home
So the kids result from blame
Mom’s eating cleaning tablets
To kill herself
Because she can’t cope with the bills
Suffering from the need of pills
Don’t ask me why
The way i am
A life this fragile
I will never understand
Eviction
Dad can’t find a way
To connect with his sons
From child support, split custody
And the damage it’s done
Brothers leaving spoons
Bags of dust on the floor
Burnt into his little brothers brain
At sixteen how do you explain?
Don’t ask me why
The way I am
A life this fragile
I will never understand
Don’t ask me why
The way I am
I’m doing my best
I’m doing the best I can
Eviction of a home
Eviction of a teenage soul
Eviction to this hole
Home is where the heart is evicted from your soul
Eviction of a home
Eviction of a teenage soul
Eviction in this hole
Eviction
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11. |
Nothing To Nobody
02:22
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Tomorrow may
May never come
With a heavy heart
I’ll have nothing to say
The rain won’t stop
On my eulogies
And I’ll be in the mud
On my knees
If I lose you
And everyone else
It’ll teach me to give
Give up on myself
Sometimes I wanna
Break down and cry
Because I can’t stop the pain
My pain is nothing to nobody
Nothing to nobody
Fuck you
I wanna fuck everyone up
From the bitter rage
Inside this cage
If my heart can’t live
Then theirs can’t
No one deserves
To be happier than me
A year will pass
Of constant collapse
Alienating everything I once had
And I’ll break down and cry
Because I couldn’t stop your pain
My pain is nothing to nobody
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12. |
Get It Out
02:26
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Get it out
Please get it out
This parasite
That’s eating me alive
Domesticated from the start
Programmed to not think freely
Everything I’ve turned into
Has taught me that this isn’t me
Please get it out
What’s eating me alive
Is it me that lets it thrive?
Or was I born under a bad sign?
True forms drown in
Distorted realities
That sink their fangs
Into identities
These snakes fill thoughts
In my head and chest
With poison I can’t fucking digest
Get it out
Please get it out
This parasite that’s eating me alive
True forms drown in distorted realities
That sink their fangs
Into identities
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13. |
DDM
02:10
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YOTK
302
DEHC
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