Adore
Adore
'Jae Vee', or Veetara, was the owner of a famous English language institute
near Wongwian Yai. The business had been running for four years now,
with an initial investment pooled together with two female friends. One of
them was Akin, short for 'Anakin Skywalker, 'a name given by her die-hard
Star Wars fan father.
Initially, she almost got the full name Anakin, but her mother rallied the
relatives to protest at home, forcing her father to shorten it to just 'Akin.'
However, Akin now preferred everyone to call her 'Kinny' because it suited
her appearance after undergoing some cosmetic enhancements. Veetara
agreed and ordered announcements to be posted everywhere, from the
reception counter to the student handouts, stating that their beloved Jae Kin
now had a two-syllable name, Kinny, so please call her correctly. Anyone
who didn't would be fined five baht each time (a punishment for staff and
Aunty Aeow, who sold pickled fruits in front of the institute building) and
would be denied the sour candies that they gave out during class breaks (a
punishment for students).
The communal fund had surged past two thousand baht, and the sour
candies were so plentiful that there was no need to restock. Of course, no
one intended to mock or disrespect Kinny's wishes and decisions, they just
weren't used to the new name and slipped up out of habit.
Even though Kinny understood the reason, she couldn't help but sulk for a
week, except for 'Salee,' who managed to avoid the sulking by using other
terms while waiting to get used to the new name.
For example, 'My beautiful Jae, could you sign this document for me?' or
Jae Vee's friend, Jae Vee is calling you to her office. Because of this, Kinny
had a special fondness for Salee, appreciating her sweet talk, quick wit, and
flattering nature.
This situation made Salee Kinny's favorite, meaning she had a shield to hide
behind whenever Veetara yelled at her Salee had been battling the beautiful
institute owner alone for the past year with no help because everyone in the
office agreed that 'Salee deserves it!'
Veetara shouted.
"No,"
Hearing this, Salee began to recount the event in detail: yesterday, when
she brought the documents for approval, Veetara returned them with the
pen Salee picked up from Veetara's desk. To Salee, this meant Veetara had
willingly given her that pen to add to her collection.
"You little...!!!"
The younger girl grinned as Veetara looked like an angry demon but still
managed to look stunningly beautiful and bouncy with every breath.
Veetara was twenty-eight years old, with a youthful face, firm cheeks, no
crow's feet, sharp eyes, and a beautiful smile that she rarely showed because
she no longer taught students herself. She didn't see the need to look kind,
especially to someone who constantly teased and tricked her into raising her
voice daily. Veetara was very meticulous, wanting everything to go her way,
with a precise daily schedule that no one could disrupt.
Her life was like this until Salee applied to be an English teacher at the
institute.
Was the first thing Veetara lectured Salee on the day she stepped into the
building.
She didn't like being called 'Jae' because it made her feel older. Calling her
Jae was like calling the owner of a gold shop in Yaowarat or Jae Kiew
from Nakkrarachai Air, the bus transportation company.
In contrast, 'Jae' (with a lower tone) gave a sense of being an older sister,
kind and gentle (?). Usually, Veetara's younger brother, Salee's ex-
boyfriend, called her 'Jae-jae,' so she wasn't used to Jae and couldn't help
but correct anyone who mispronounced it, saying,
Salee pronounced it correctly from the start because she'd heard how Best
called his big sister so many times. This was the only thing out of a billion
things that Salee never upset Veetara with.
Kinny, who'd witnessed the entire event, said as she walked back into the
office after teaching an intensive class to kids preparing for exams. Salee
quickly hid behind her, but Veetara wouldn't relent, insisting on getting her
pen back until Salee had to agree with Kinny.
"Liar!"
Initially, Veetara didn't know that Salee had dated Best until he called her,
pleading with her to hire Salee because (1) her brother wanted to make
amends and get back together with his ex after breaking up three times
since high school, and (2) Salee was talented and needed. Not only did she
have excellent academic records, but she was also a great teacher, friendly,
and got along well with kids. She had four years of tutoring experience
during university, so she didn't need to start from scratch.
Salee was twenty-three. She had a sweet, pretty face and light brown
shoulder-length hair with bangs, usually tied half-up, that made her
look like a cute little girl.
But that was just an illusion.
Veetara wasn't sure if Salee's brain was normal because instead of being
scared of her like everyone else in the office, Salee would approach her,
smile sweetly, and flatter her for about ten minutes before sneaking off with
her small items to add to her collection on her desk. From small erasers to
large staplers, whenever Veetara tried to reclaim her items, Salee would
come up with various excuses. Now, she'd only managed to get a few
things back, and whenever she planned to take then back openly, Salee
seemed to know and kept them in her bag, bringing them with her even to
the bathroom.
On the first day, this Little Trouble claimed she was just testing it before
using it in class, but on the second, third, fourth, fifth... two hundred and
nineteenth, she was still testing it. Some days, it wasn't just 'love you, my
jae!' but also special occasion messages like:
"Today is Children's Day! I'm still a kid. If you love kids, that means you
love me too!"
Recently, she heard that Salee was making extra money by shouting
messages for the cleaning lady who wanted to request funds for toilet paper
after failing to get it from the finance department.
"Khun Jae, I love you so much! But today, Aunty Oun asked me to tell you
that we're out of tissue paper, and P' Karn won't let her take the company
money to buy more!"
(This message cost twenty baht, which Aunty Oun and her group paid, each
contributing five baht.)
Veetara heard this and felt like knocking Little Trouble's head, but she
couldn't catch her. She gave her own money to Aunty Oun because she
didn't want to deal with the stingy finance department. This made her
grumpy all day, wondering why the tissue paper ran out so quickly when
they'd just restocked recently. It wasn't until Salee popped into her private
office after the students had gone home that Veetara couldn't help but ask
about the situation. It seemed like Salee knew everything happening around
the place as if she owned it.
"I'll tell you, but you have to let me hug you for thirty seconds first."
"No way!"
Salee gave her a wai like a primary school kid did, with her knees bending
and left, making Veetara call out with a frown.
"Wait,"
Veetara frowned at the younger girl, who was
person."
"Yeah, right!"
Veetara stood up, about to knock on Salee's forehead with her fist, but
Salee didn't dodge. She just smiled, making Veetara pull her hand back in
frustration.
The cheeky girl hesitated for a few seconds before revealing that the
finance department had cut the housekeeping budget, forcing them to buy
cheaper tissue paper.
"It's so thin that just a little bit of water makes it disintegrate. So, we have to
use a lot of it because it's soooo thin."
"Oh,"
"I'll talk to Karn about it. In the meantime, tell everyone to bring their own
tissue."
Salee nodded. As Veetara moved away from her desk to fulfill the younger
girl's request, Salee made her nervous again with a mischievous smile.
Veetara always thought Salee acted like a fan girl because she was a
mischievous kid, probably wanting to tease her as the sister of her ex-
boyfriend. But lately, she wasn't so sure. Sometimes, Salee didn't seem like
she was just playing around. For instance, she'd suddenly smile sweetly,
more to herself than at Veetara, and quickly look away, even though she
usually never backed down from anything, including the staring contest at
the New Year's party.
Veetara cleared her throat, pushing away her overthinking. She opened her
arms slightly, letting Salee do what she'd asked. Salee stepped closer,
looking up at her without saying anything, making Veetara start the
conversation.
"Save it up?"
"Thirty seconds is too short. Let me save it up until it's ten minutes, and
then you can let me hug you all at once."
"If you're going to be difficult, forget it. You're such an annoying kid!"
"Wait,"
She mumbled to herself, and Veetara didn't know why thirty seconds felt
like three hours. She stood still, letting the annoying girl who liked to use a
megaphone to teach students (instead of a mic) wrap her arms loosely
around her waist. Salee's sweet face, which charmed everyone from Aunty
Aeow who sold pickled fruits to Aunty Oun and her group, rested against
her chest.
Veetara stood there until Salee let go and left the room five minutes ago.
She still stood there, feeling dizzy and afraid to move quickly as she might
faint.
Veetara took a deep breath, regaining her composure. She reasoned that she
allowed Salee to do something silly because it was the easiest way out.
Since Salee asked for a hug, she gave it in exchange for information about
the tissue paper. It was just a simple transaction...
She turned to pack her things, ready to go home like everyone else in the
office. But then she noticed something odd on her desk.
"...."
"Saleeeeeee!"
Veetara shouted in her office, but alas, no one was there to hear her, not
even Aunty Oun and her group.
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Note:
Book title:
ADORE KHUN JAE LIKE CRAZY !!
BY : THEK34
□Chapter 01□
Kinny had been friends with Veetara since their freshman year. They first
met at the pharmacy building because they had to take a 'Food for Health'
class together. Veetara was studying languages, while Kinny (back when
she was still Anakin Skywalker) was studying engineering. Not long after,
Kinny switched majors to be in the same faculty as Veetara. Veetara
graduated a year earlier, making her somewhat of a senior.
Kinny wasn't sure when her parents realized she wanted to be Padmé
Amidala more than Anakin. So, when she confessed to her parents that she
wanted to be a woman with a busty chest like Veetara, her parents didn't
seem surprised or shocked. Her dad just took a few sips of water while her
mom nodded but couldn't help but complain,
"Nope."
"Yup."
Kinny nodded while discussing cosmetic surgery with her best friend.
Veetara supported Kinny in everything and firmly assured her that she could
be whatever she wanted to be, inclúding changing her name to 'Kinny' after
getting her boobs done.
One day, Salee sat down next to her and cautiously asked about it, probably
out of curiosity and a desire to understand her. Kinny wasn't the type to be
outspoken about personal matters; she was quite shy about them. She was
only confident regarding other people's issues, teaching, and English.
So, she told Salee to ask Veetara instead (Kinny was close enough to Salee
to let her know but too shy to say it herself). She was confident that it'd be a
good way to avoid the topic and ensure that Veetara would provide Salee
with the correct information on how to approach someone like her and what
questions were appropriate. Veetara handled it well but was a bit too
straightforward, telling Salee everything about how Kinny dealt with her
body and her thoughts on it.
At first, Kinny didn't understand the strange vibe between these two
women.
Salee used to be Veetara's younger brother's girlfriend, and now she was
loudly proclaiming around the office,
"I'm her future wife, but Khun Jae just doesn't know it yet!"
After getting her fortune told by a famous fortune teller in Khlong San
district and believing it wholeheartedly. Upon questioning witnesses, they
said Salee had gathered a group from the office to eat at Lat Ya Road, then
took a mini-bus to Khlong San Pier because they weren't full yet. That's
when Salee encountered the fortune-teller who beckoned her over,
probably because she looked gullible. She sat down, blinking her eyes,
letting the fortune-teller read the cards for several minutes.
"I see! I see that you're going to have your boss as your husband!"
Everyone glanced at Salee, who was bothering other people's desks and
told them,
'Soon enough, I'll be the boss's wife. So, you better start treating me well, P'
Aof.'
Poor Veetara!
Kinny thought to herself, amused, until she later realized that the fortune
teller Salee believed in was the top one in Khlong San (the same popular
fortune teller at the one in Si Phraya), who'd even read the fortune for the
former governor's wife and was known for her accuracy.
Salee's nonsense didn't end there; there was so much of it that it was hard to
keep track.
For instance, Salee was half a prankster, enjoying annoying people, arguing,
and winning like a child who never grew up. But the other half was
incredibly kind, caring about everyone around her to the point of knowing
everything about everyone who was sick, whose dog was ill, who forgot to
eat breakfast, who lost an earring two days ago.
Salee knew it all and never stayed idle. She always helped everyone as
much as she could. That's why people in the office couldn't decide whether
to hate or love this troublemaker.
That was what the boss, who was unknowingly going to be Salee's
husband, according to the fortune teller, felt, too.
Last Saturday morning, the two of them were arguing about something as
trivial as how to pick mangosteen. Salee said to 'look at the bottom first to
find the one with the most segments, while Veetara said to 'just pick the
big ones' and not waste time counting segments. Kinny excused herself
from listening to the rest of the argument because it was too annoying.
By the time Kinny finished teaching her afternoon class, the two of them
had already made up because Veetara was incredibly low-tech. The new
phone Veetara had just bought had so many functions she didn't know how
to use. She got frustrated whenever she tried to adjust the settings because
she didn't know why the notification numbers weren't showing on the app
icons.
When Salee came back from buying pickled olives from Aunty Aeow's
shop, Veetara called her over to fix the problem (according to
Onanong). Salee fiddled with the phone for less than a minute, and
Veetara's forty- thousand-baht phone, which Veetara used like a three-
hundred-baht one, was back to normal.
"Jae Vee was so pleased she rewarded Salee with a pink Faber- Castell
marker,"
Onanong recounted.
But even though they made up, it didn't mean they'd stay that way. Soon
enough, Veetara was shouting.
With a photo of herself taken while she was adjusting the phone settings.
"Salee!!"
For the millionth time, but the little troublemaker girl had already run off.
Then there was the fact that she couldn't ride a bicycle but could easily ride
a modified Wave motorcycle belonging to one of the male students.
Kinny could understand the doctor might drop Salee on the floor after her
birth, making her grow up to be such a quirky, nonsensical person. But her
friend, Veetara, was acting even stranger.
Because Veetara had always been strict and disciplined, excelling in both
academics and extracurricular activities. She was so disciplined that she
woke up early every morning to run on the treadmill to maintain her fit and
sexy body. So, having someone like Salee constantly around should've
annoyed Veetara to the point where they couldn't coexist in the limited
space ace of the office. Kinny predicted that Veetara would have a reason
to fire Salee within three months.
But no...
Salee had been working for over a year, and all her body parts remained
intact.
When Kinny curiously asked why Veetara decided to keep the mischievous
girl around, she nonchalantly replied,
And if she waited a while and asked again, her friend would switch to
saying,
Leaving Kinny even more puzzled about the real reason Veetara allowed
Salee to continue working.
Kinny couldn't figure it out because Veetara wasn't easy to read. At least
she was naturally tight-lipped, never revealing her true feelings. Even when
her boyfriend of three years threatened to break up with her in front of
Aunty Aeow's shop, Veetara only said, "Then just break up," after he
complained that she was always working, never had free time, wasn't sweet
enough, and didn't consider his feelings.
woman.
But she believed that her friend must've felt some pain and regret.
However, she never spoke about it and never showed any signs of hurt.
Even Kinny only found out from Aunty Aeow three days later,
"Veetara broke up with that guy right in front of my shop. I almost couldn't
sell anything after that!"
However, Salee knew the news faster than anyone but kept her mouth shut,
not making a fuss as usual.
Before Kinny realized it, she saw the little one clinging to Veetara like a
playful puppy.
"So annoying! Go away!"
Veetara complained repeatedly. Every time she moved to the left, Salee
followed. When she moved to the right, Salee followed again. It was
enough to give anyone a headache.
Kinny noticed that Veetara did nothing but wave her hand to shoo
Salee away. Kinny propped her chin on her hand, raising an eyebrow as
if she understood the nonsense between the two a bit more.
Luckily, it was Saturday. Otherwise, the kids who had to travel for
extra classes after school would've been soaked.
Veetara closed the window blinds and walked out to check on everyone in
the office. If the morning instructors were stuck in the rain or couldn't make
it on time, she'd send someone else to teach the class to avoid wasting time.
Everyone was present except for Little Trouble, who hadn't shown up yet.
"Call her,"
Veetara ordered Aof calmly, leaving the young man confused but obedient.
Meanwhile, she pretended to walk around the office, inspecting things.
When Aof shook his head and replied, "She's not answering," Veetara
frowned, thinking about how to scold Salee for being late. Just then, the
person she was thinking about walked in, drenched, with water dripping
from her skirt onto the floor that Aunty Oun and the team had just cleaned
yesterday.
"You look like a puppy after a rainstorm!"
Aof pointed and laughed at Salee, joined by Kinny and others who took the
opportunity to tease her. Veetara could only shake her head.
Veetara grumbled, waving them away before going to her office to get a
towel (kept for gym days) for Salee to dry herself.
Veetara asked while placing the towel on Salee's head. Salee explained
that she took a motorcycle taxi as usual and should've arrived before the
rain, but something unexpected happened.
It turned out that Salee, being chatty even with the motorcycle taxi driver,
didn't pay attention and dropped her keys. She had to walk back to find
them, which took a long time. Fortunately, the road there was quite small
and only had small houses and shops. So, an elderly man reading a
newspaper in front of his house found them and kept them for her.
Veetara said, taking the towel back when she noticed Salee wasn't making
much effort to dry herself. Salee still looked like a sad puppy caught
stealing food, prompting Veetara to ask more sternly,
"Well.."
"I..."
"Well, the keychain attached with the keys I dropped was from your
desk, and now the Merlion tail is broken."
"..."
I knew it!
"..."
Veetara scolded, switching from drying Little Trouble's hair with a towel
to shaking her head in frustration until the towel slipped off, revealing
Salee's guilty face. That's when Veetara stopped.
She clicked her tongue in annoyance, wanting to knock Salee's head but
couldn't because she looked so pitiful, like Aof said, a sad puppy.
"Never mind."
"..."
"Consider it yours."
Veetara put her hands on her hips, realizing Salee wasn't feeling guilty
about taking her stuff but regretting the broken keychain.
She scolded, something she should've done long ago. Salee looked up, then
quickly looked away and nodded slowly. Veetara sighed loudly. muttering,
"If you want something, just ask. There is no need to sneak it,"
"Really?"
Veetara wanted to bite her tongue. With Salee's sweet face pressuring her,
she couldn't refuse, fearing she'd look like a mean adult punishing a kid for
asking for snacks. She nodded reluctantly, intending to clarify 'only things
on my desk, but Salee interrupted
"..."
"..."
"Salee!"
Veetara wiped the spit off her face as other people in the office started
teasing,
Both started sneezing non-stop, then coughing the next day, and clearing
their throats the day after. Everyone in the office suggested they take a day
or two off. However, since they were stubborn, they were quarantined in a
hazard zone: Veetara's office.
Salee got hit several times for spreading the germs, and Veetara was still
mad about the Merlion keychain. She kept a sour face, answering curtly,
making Salee hover around her desk, trying to get her attention. Salee
ended up kneeling on the floor to see Veetara's face clearly.
Actually, Salee could only see her eyes because they were both forced to
wear masks.
Well.
Yes...
She didn't just fall for Veetara now; she'd loved her since forever...
It started when she was a little girl with short hair in elementary school,
where she played cops and robbers with the boys.
Little Salee wasn't feeling well that day, so her parents let her take a day
off. But instead of resting at home, she had to follow her mom to an all-
girls high school because everyone had to work and didn't want to leave her
alone. So, Salee had to hang around behind her mom's noodle shop in the
cafeteria, which was too hot for a sick child.
Luckily, she was usually healthy, though small, and didn't get sick often, so
it wasn't too torturous to be behind the hot pots from dawn till afternoon.
Salee realized that day that her mom's noodles were very popular, probably
because of the variety of toppings, like stewed pork, beef, spicy pork bones,
fish balls, crispy pork, red pork, and large pieces of fried garlic and pork
cracking. Her mom also sourced various noodles from everywhere, like
thin, wide, yellow, green, glass, Chan, and Vietnamese noodles. Most kids
flocked to Aunty Toom's shop as soon as the lunch bell rang.
Salee watched her mother boil noodles, prepare soup, and take orders from
high school students all by herself. Feeling the urge to help, she got up and
mumbled through her mask.
She then stood at the front of the shop, wondering how her mother could
remember complicated orders like 'extra, small noodles with stewed beef,
tom yum flavor, no peanuts, no soup, and less spicy. It wasn't just one
person who ordered such complex dishes, even with a pen and paper in
hand, she had to ask customers to repeat their orders twice to get them right.
Finally, she reached the last person in line, who made her look up
automatically because their order was simply, 'The usual.' It was much
shorter than everyone else's.
That person was Veetara, whom she later learned was a regular customer
who ordered the same every day, so her mother remembered.
Salee shouted to her mother, who was still boiling noodles behind the pot.
"Who is it?"
Salee blinked at Veetara, who was twelve years old, with fair skin, short
wavy hair, beautiful eyebrows, and sharp eyes. Veetara nodded to her
mother, then stepped back and looked down at Salee, asking,
Salee nodded.
Salee nodded faster. Veetara then placed her hand on Salee's head and said,
"Get well soon," before turning back to her group of friends who'd taken a
table not far from her mother's shop. Salee watched her go, touching her
own head.
That day was Salee's first impression of Veetara. It was the beginning of
everything that led her to kneel, hold onto the edge of the table, and tilt her
head to look at someone who seemed uninterested in anything. Veetara just
sat there, checking work for almost an hour.
Of course, Veetara didn't remember her because, after that day, they only
met a few more times. Until Salee decided to take the entrance exam for the
same high school after finishing sixth grade, her kind Jae was already in the
eleventh grade, becoming a well-known senior among the students.
As for Salee, she was so ordinary that she was almost invisible, just secretly
admiring Veetara like half the school.
Salee wrinkled her nose at the person who claimed to have a sore throat but
still managed to raise her voice and scold her.
"Salee!"
Veetara pushed Salee's forehead, trying to get her to move away. But when
her fingers touched Salee's skin, she paused, making Salee pause, too, not
knowing what that reaction meant.
"You're hot."
Veetara frowned, using her palm to feel Salee's forehead and the left side of
the neck.
Veetara rolled her eyes, then got up, walked around the table, and pulled
Salee out of the room. Others in the office started making noises, saying,
"Ew! Sickies!"
Probably using the same logic as sticking out their tongues at someone with
eye inflection, believing doing so would prevent them from the infection.
Salee complained, but Veetara ignored it and dragged her to the parking lot,
telling someone,
"Cover Salee's class today."
Salee asked innocently after being pushed into the passenger seat of a sleek
Honda Civic. When Veetara answered,
And then showed her a fist after realizing what Salee had asked, Salee
laughed so hard that Veetara frowned even more.
Veetara grumbled while moving the car out to take her to the doctor.
"Why did you come if you're not well? Did you use up all your sick days?"
Salee mumbled.
came."
Veetara clicked her tongue in frustration when she couldn't beat Salee in
the argument. She finally fell silent until they reached a private hospital that
looked too luxurious. Salee knew the medical bills must be too costly, but
she hesitated to tell Veetara that it was a waste of money. She thought she
could just go to a local clinic. But Veetara seemed to understand and said,
"Yes,"
magazine. "But I think it'll cost more than the company's limit.
So-"
"It's alright."
Huh?
Salee scratched her head in confusion until Veetara turned to her, annoyed,
and said,
"I'm the company. I'm the one who pays. Stop asking."
Only then did Salee exclaim, 'Ooooooh', and couldn't help but flatter and
tease,
Veetara put down the magazine and slapped Salee's thigh, saying,
Salee smiled, not correcting that she meant every word. She let Veetara
frown until the nurse called them to see the doctor.
Salee was advised to rest, wipe her body with a wet cloth if it felt too hot,
drink water, and take her medicine, which included cough syrup, fever
reducer, and decongestant. Veetara got cough drops for her sore throat.
These sounded normal, but the bill was still high, making Salee exclaim,
"Wow."
"With service fees, the good environment, and convenience, it's about this
much. It's worth not having to wait long."
Well, yes.
Salee thought so, as she couldn't argue. She just wrinkled her nose at the
wealthy person while following her back to the car.
Veetara asked after buckling her seatbelt. Salee quickly shook her head,
feeling more and more indebted to Veetara, who'd already taken her to the
doctor and paid the bills.
Veetara narrowed her eyes, suspicious because Salee usually tried to spend
as much time alone with her as possible. So when she refused, Veetara
wondered if she was up to something.
"My alley is quite small, it's hard for a car to move around,"
Salee explained.
"And I plan to get something to eat before going home so I can take my
medicine."
Veetara nodded but drove past the bus stop.
Salee stayed quiet, smiling at the grumbling driver who was scolding her
for her nonsense.
And today, Veetara brought that mischievous little girl to Talat Phlu, the
market that sold a lot of food and goodies, to find something to eat before
heading home.
But it seemed like Salee didn't realize she was sick. Instead of choosing
porridge or something hot like noodles or soup, Little Trouble wanted
shaved ice from a stall by the railway. She started whining, saying she'd be
happy with just one bite since it only cost a few baht per bowl.
Veetara said, pulling the younger girl's wrist to stop her from crossing the
railway tracks to get shaved ice. She looked around for a while, still
undecided on what to make Salee, who was chattering about palm seeds and
coconut jelly. eat.
"Noodles or porridge?"
"Shaved ice."
The young woman clicked her tongue, then lightly tapped the forehead of
the one who acted unreasonably.
"Get better first, then you can have it."
"But..."
"Salee."
Salee pouted but eventually walked sulkily to sit in a noodle shop not far
from Talat Phlu railway station.
"One bowl of meatball soup and one bowl of wide noodles with stewed
beef and lots of fried garlic, please."
Salee ordered from the old man behind the pot, making Veetara look up
and raise her eyebrows.
soup."
"How did you know... / Jae Kinny said you like wide noodles with lots of
fried garlic!"
Veetara squinted her eyes at Salee again, feeling that the girl's face looked
oddly familiar. It was like Veetara had seen her somewhere before besides
the office. But before she could ask or press further, the girl pretended to
cough heavily like she was gravely ill, then took off her mask and turned to
order from the old man again.
Veetara thought as she watched the sick girl puff her cheeks with rice and
smile sheepishly.
They ate for about half an hour, then walked around for a bit before
heading back to the car parked in front of a convenience store just under the
Talat Phlu bridge.
Veetara insisted on driving Salee home because it was getting dark. If she
were to let the sick girl go home alone and she were to do anything strange
because of her sickness at the bus stop, it'd be pitiful.
This time, Salee didn't refuse, probably because she was too full and sleepy
to move. She only gave directions until they reached her house.
The girl pointed to an electric pole, where there was enough space for the
car to park.
"Okay,"
Hearing that, Salee gave her a wai, making Veetara instinctively extend her
left hand to receive the gesture.
Both froze as if time had stopped. Then Veetara cleared her throat and said.
"Take a day off tomorrow. Don't spread your germs to anyone else."
"I won't."
Veetara felt like her ears were ringing, unable to hear anything clearly, and
couldn't say a thing. She just watched Salee get out of the car with a tight
feeling in her chest.
The young woman pressed her lips together, covered her face with her
hand, and tried hard not to analyze any situation that might've happened or
was about to happen.
Felt...
....
"Khun Jae!"
The call and the sound of knocking on the window startled Veetara.
"What?!"
felt. She...
□□□□□
□Chapter 02□
Kinny found that after feeling (a bit) down due to a fever, Salee recovered
and was back to her usual antics within two days. In contrast, Veetara, who
initially only complained of a slight sore throat, started to experience a
headache and fever, seemingly worse than the one who spread the illness.
When asked how she managed to get even sicker after visiting the doctor,
Veetara speculated that it was because they had a meal at Talat Phlu, and
Salee dipped her saliva-covered spoon into her soup to steal a meatball.
That's why Veetara looked worn out, like a wilted veggie. However, she
still refused to take a day off. She continued to cough her way into the
office early in the morning, just like Salee and her ever-present megaphone.
"Khun Jae!"
Salee obediently complied, seemingly aware that she was the reason for
Veetara's state. She hoped to make amends by being cooperative. After
finishing her own class, Salee returned to fuss over Veetara, treating her as
if she were paralyzed, which annoyed everyone in the office.
Thinking about this, Kinny realized that Salee was actually a talented
photographer, as evidenced by the photos she posted on social media.
Because of this, everyone agreed to let Salee take photos during the office's
New Year celebration, hoping for some nice pictures to post on Facebook
and Instagram without hiring a professional photographer.
However, except for Veetara, no one got usable photos; they were either
blurry or missing half a face.
"She took them for free, so let's not be too hard on her."
Forcing everyone to back off. Two days later, Salee tried to sell the good
photos she'd secretly kept, saying.
"I just found some usable ones. Five hundred per photo. Transfer the
money to..."
Salee got beaten for real this time, with Veetara fully supporting the idea.
But that didn't mean this annoying, precocious girl was alone. Recently,
Veetara, who'd always said the kid was annoying, was quite supportive of
her, siding with her in matters that weren't too trivial or annoying. This led
Kinny to believe that if Veetara didn't allow it, no one should mess with
Salee.
Didn't anyone else notice this?
Kinny rested her chin on both hands, watching Salee search the office for
nearly half an hour.
Onanong replied with a sweet smile, making Salee frown briefly before her
superb instinct told her she was being pranked, knowing she'd pulled
pranks on others many times.
"Who would take it? You're the only one who uses it," Aof said
nonchalantly.
Ignoring him, Salee packed her bag and headed for the door, prompting
Kinny to ask.
The entire office was startled, exchanging nervous glances before Aof
quickly said,
"Hey, look for it properly first. It'll turn up. No need to bother the police."
"My megaphone doesn't have legs, P'Aof. How will it turn up on its own?"
"Fine."
Veetara had been wondering what the commotion outside was since
yesterday evening until Kinny walked in, shaking her head. She stayed here
to escape the chaos.
Veetara shook her head, feeling that since Salee started working there, the
tutors at her institute had been acting like elementary school kids. She
wasn't sure if Salee was spreading her mischief or if they already had it in
them; they were just waiting for someone to trigger it. Lately, they'd been
pranking each other many times.
Kinny looked reluctant to answer, but under Veetara's stern gaze, she gave
in, explaining that yesterday, Aof and the others decided to hide Salee's
megaphone. Salee realized she was being pranked and declared that if it
wasn't returned within twenty-four hours, she'd go to the police. She even
prepared documents to prove ownership over the lost megaphone.
"....."
No wonder Little Trouble is quiet today. She doesn't use her megaphone to
shout at me as usual.
Kinny muttered, explaining that after Salee left yesterday, the pranksters
tried to retrieve the megaphone but found it missing. They'd been searching
the building since morning. The twenty-four-hour deadline was looming,
but they still didn't find it.
"Guess."
Veetara thought for a moment and realized that the only place Salee, who
knew every nook and cranny of the four-story building, wouldn't go was the
men's restroom.
"Exactly."
Veetara couldn't remember the brand; it was loud, foldable, had a strap,
could record and playback, and was made of premium materials supposedly
used in Apollo 11. When asked where she bought it or if it was imported,
Salee replied,
But still...
Aof apologized, but Salee remained silent, unsure how to respond, making
everyone anxious that she, the girl who rarely got angry, might really get
angry over this.
She said.
Salee seemed more sad than angry at Aof and the gang because the
megaphone held sentimental value. Besides being a teaching tool, Salee
had used it to shout her love for Veetara for nearly a year.
.
Thinking about this, Veetara felt restless and decided to help solve the
problem.
Aof replied, looking downcast. He explained that one of the ceiling tiles
was slightly ajar because the electrician who came to fix the lights last
month didn't finish the job properly. So, he climbed onto the toilet and hid
the megaphone there, thinking it wouldn't be found easily.
Veetara asked. Salee hesitated before answering that it cost over a thousand
baht, showing the receipt she'd prepared to threaten legal action. Veetara
then ordered everyone to gather twice the price of the lost megaphone. No
one dared to complain, and they all gave a hundred or two hundred baht
each until the amount was met.
Veetara said, handing the money to Salee, who was still upset. She pouted
like a child, stubbornly insisting that she wanted the original megaphone
back, even though she knew it was impossible.
"You have two choices: one, buy a better new one, or two, keep sulking
like this."
"...."
"Well?"
Veetara shook her head, too tired to waste more words. She left the office
to contact the building maintenance and security departments.
Well...
Initially, Veetara was annoyed by the girl's incessant chatter, but now she
was displeased that the noise had disappeared without warning. It was like
an alarm clock that suddenly stopped ringing, causing her to wake up late
and miss something important. That's why Veetara, despite being unwell,
was playing detective to find the missing megaphone.
She started by asking the maintenance department if anyone had entered the
men's restroom on the second floor yesterday. When they said no, she
moved to the security office to request a review of the CCTV footage.
To ensure quick and willing cooperation, she paid a fee. She promised a
bonus if any clues were found, not realizing that the money spent could've
bought another high-quality megaphone for the girl.
"Vee."
"..."
No one dared to answer except Kinny, Veetara's close friend and business
partner.
She didn't understand why the man who'd publicly threatened to break up
with her two months ago still had the nerve to show up here and lie to
Kinny about having an appointment.
"Vee, I just want to apologize. You didn't answer my calls or texts, so I had
to do this."
"Leave."
Before Wat could finish, Veetara swatted the bouquet out of his hand,
sending it spinning 360 degrees before landing perfectly in the trash can
behind him.
Everything went silent as if the world had stopped for five seconds.
Her appearance, demeanor, and poise made her unique. Her aura of
sophistication even made the cheap market slippers she wore in the office
seem as valuable as Jimmy Choos. So, Salee wasn't surprised that Veetara
was the target of well-off men with good profiles.
Salee was used to people admiring Veetara because she remembered how
popular Veetara was even back in high school.
Back then, Veetara was in the 11th grade, studying the Arts- English
program.
She was already popular among her peers, but when she became the 39th
president of the Red House that year, she drew even more attention.
Veetara had to lead various activities and often interacted with younger
students, making it natural for girls to have a crush on her. With her
athletic build, love for volleyball, decisive actions, and not being overly
delicate, some even mistook her for a tomboy and tried to flirt with her,
only to receive a polite smile and the response:
But Salee wasn't bothered by the rumors because she never fantasized about
being Veetara's lover. The reasons were (1) she admired everything about
her Jae Vee, so it didn't matter who Veetara dated; Jae Vee would always
be the same determined and serious person she admired, and (2) she knew it
was impossible. Instead of trying to create opportunities for herself, she
found a quiet spot to watch her Jae Vee play volleyball and made sure her
mother, Aunty Toom, prepared 'the usual' noodles for Veetara.
Sometimes, by the time Veetara came down for lunch, many food stalls
were already sold out and closed. It was likely because she was busy with
meetings about sports events.
Salee had begged her mother not to tell Veetara that she was the girl taking
orders on that day, whether Veetara remembered her or not. When her
mother asked why, Salee replied without hesitation.
"I'm shy!"
Salee didn't want Veetara to notice her because her only happiness was
secretly watching her Jae Vee from behind pillars, along corridors, or from
buildings. She didn't want to lose that chance just because Veetara knew her
as Aunty Toom's daughter, the noodle shop owner she frequented. Her
mother often scolded her for not using her connections to her advantage, but
Salee would leave the noodle shop before the bell rang.
She would arrive at school early to avoid Veetara, who sometimes had
duty at the gate, checking for latecomers. She'd find a good spot to secretly
watch her Jae Vee until the national anthem played. She'd go to class,
come down for lunch, remind her mother about Veetara's usual noodles,
and then return to class. After the last period, she'd rush to the field to
watch Veetara practice volleyball.
Yes.
Besides being her house president, Veetara was also a volleyball player.
Salee was thrilled to be selected for the cheer squad. She practiced every
day, even though she had to stay out of sight and keep a low profile when
Veetara came to check on their progress occasionally.
Salee was happy with the tasks she was assigned until, out of nowhere, a
senior from the 10th grade who was in charge of the parade line came to ask
for four or five people from the cheer squad.
Salee was chosen first because she was small and perfect for leading the
parade.
"Damn it!!"
Young Salee, at that time, kicked the zinc bowl of Go (a neighborhood dog
that wasn't really kept but always came around for food from her mother)
out of frustration.
She was furious about being moved to walk in the parade for the sports day
opening ceremony, which required lining up at the school entrance at
seven in the morning instead of comfortably sitting in the stands waiting to
cheer for the sports events. She didn't even realize that she wasn't the only
one at the head of the parade.
The house president also led with the flag at the very front.
Salee froze when she saw her Khun Jae appear just a few was dressed in a
bright red slit cheongsam to match the Chinese mafia theme of that year.
Salee was at a loss, standing there staring at Veetara, who looked stunning
from head to toe-tall, fierce eyes, red lips, red nails, hair in a bun with a
black hairpin. She didn't look anything like the usual energetic person Salee
was used to seeing.
That was the day Salee first interacted with Veetara after so many years.
"Everyone, extend your hands. I'll tie the colored strings for you."
Veetara ordered from the end of the line, tying red strings around
everyone's wrists for a beautiful parade. When she got to Salee, one string
was missing, seemingly because someone had taken an extra one earlier,
making Veetara quite upset.
She scolded the parade supervisor several times, while Salee didn't know
what to do. She hid her face because her heart was pounding so hard that
her cheeks and ears turned red, and she was sweating all over.
Not long after, Veetara solved the problem by taking off her own colored
string.
Salee was extremely shy, extending her wrist hesitantly and avoiding eye
contact until Veetara asked while tying the string,
This time, she nodded, but Veetara still called for someone to bring her
cold water to drink, thinking that the weather before eight in the morning
wasn't pleasant at all.
In the end, Salee got that wrist string and kept it in a velvet box. The real
owner probably forgot about the incident years ago; only Selee remembered
this memory.
Veetara, who was about to take Salee to buy a new megaphone, said while
they were stuck at a red light.
"Huh?"
"Huh, what?"
Veetara
frowned.
"You have something to say, don't you? You've been quiet the whole way."
"Right now."
Veetara grumbled. Salee would usually chatter away, but now she was
sitting still, seemingly searching for the right words to say.
Salee replied, not wanting to bring the conversation back to the earlier
office incident.
The young girl scrunched her nose when caught while Veetara cleared her
throat and brought up the topic first.
"Better?"
What?
???
This time, Salee raised an eyebrow, too. She scratched her head, realizing
that she and Veetara were talking about different things.
"I was talking about the 360- degree flower bouquet toss."
"....."
"P'Aof and Jae Kinny only gave it a five out of ten because they thought it
was a fluke that it landed in the trash can. I thought the same, so I was
going to give it a six. But considering how stunning you looked, I'll give it a
seven-point-five.. ."
"Salee!"
Salee didn't get to finish her explanation before Veetara smacked her thigh
several times. Luckily, the Civic's door lock system worked excellently;
otherwise, she might've been kicked out of the car.
Veetara tried to pull her hand away several times before succeeding.
She felt half annoyed, half exasperated, and puzzled.
Veetara felt that this was another instance of Salee joking around with
some hidden purpose, making her wonder if the goofy image Salee had
shown everyone for over a year was just a facade.
Veetara also suspected that the girl might have some thoughts in her mind
and that she wasn't entirely the frivolous person she appeared to be.
"The red one is available, but it's two hundred baht more expensive."
"Why is it more expensive? It's the same brand and specs, right?"
"The red one is rare. There's only one left in the store."
Hearing this, Salee asked for Veetara's opinion. Both of them paused for
several moments when they accidentally made direct eye contact.
In the end, the young girl was the first to look away before she could say
anything.
"It's a bit more expensive, but getting the color you like is worth it."
The smaller girl scrunched her nose before replying, making her hide a
smile,
"No. If I have to be taken advantage of, I'd rather use another color."
"Just that?"
Veetara couldn't help but ask, believing that Salee's choice of red had more
reasons than just personal preference.
Who knows?
Sometimes, Veetara felt that the girl wasn't really as nonsensical as Kinny
had accused.
"Actually..."
"Huh?"
"When they feel competitive, the kids will compete to answer quiz
questions I insert between lessons more."
"Oh."
Veetara murmured, realizing she was smiling fully again when Salee
avoided her gaze with a normal expression. However, her ears, peeking out
from her hair, were bright red as if pinched, making Veetara feel a tickle in
her throat.
She coughed and blamed herself for forgetting her mask in the car.
"I stumbled upon it while searching for the meaning of colors on Google."
Salee still avoided eye contact, looking elsewhere. When Veetara was about
to probe further, asking, 'Why do you like it?' she held back, realizing that
doing so would be like nagging and wouldn't benefit anyone. She couldn't
even answer why she wanted to know.
"Oh, that shop has red!"
Salee pointed to a shop on the right. When they reached there, the red they
saw wasn't what they wanted but a bright, noticeable red from a distance.
"Wait!"
The older woman called out, stopping the eager younger girl who was about
to pull out money to pay the vendor immediately because she was desperate
to get the item.
"Try it out first. If you take it and don't like it, I'm not bringing you back
to buy another one."
"You can record and play three different recordings, each up to five
minutes long."
"Wow."
"It has built-in Bluetooth so that you can send sounds from your phone to
the megaphone."
"Wowww."
Veetara shook her head, amused, as she waited for Salee to check the item
according to the vendor's instructions.
Once Salee was satisfied with the megaphone's features and the reasonable
price, she quickly pulled out the money she'd collected from her office
mates and paid with a beaming face.
Her mood had significantly improved from when she found out her old
megaphone was lost.
This time, the eager girl nodded, still looking down at the new megaphone
in her bag. Even as they walked back to the car, Salee couldn't take her eyes
off her new toy.
Veetara felt a strange sense of unease, wondering what kind of chaos the
new megaphone, with its remote control functions and ability to record and
replay sounds, would bring to her office. But when she saw the person next
to her smiling so widely and was no longer sad about the lost one, Veetara
felt an odd sense of satisfaction.
Salee quickly reached into the bag, making a rustling noise as she opened
the megaphone box.
The driver glanced away from the road briefly when she noticed Salee
squinting at the text on the included documents. She reached up, turned on
the light above the rearview mirror, and then pretended to focus on driving.
Veetara didn't say anything as she listened to the person next to her mumble
through the English manual.
Veetara smirked when she realized the rhythm of Salee's reading sounded
like she was narrating a story.
"Oh no, it says here that it needs to be charged before first use,"
Veetara mumbled as she turned left to park at the entrance of Salee's alley.
Salee laughed and nodded, then put everything back in the bag, preparing to
get out of the car.
"I'll go now."
"Okay,"
Veetara acknowledged, waiting until the girl got out of the car before
sighing and shaking her head at herself for secretly hoping Salee would try
out the megaphone with the teasing phrases she used every day.
"...."
If that Little Trouble really shouted through the megaphone in the car, my
eardrums would probably burst.
Veetara almost slapped her face for that thought, but then the mischievous
girl knocked on her window again, this time on the driver's side, making her
both annoyed and resigned.
Veetara asked with a frown as she rolled down the window completely.
"It's okay. Hurry home now, or you'll get hit by a car standing here."
Veetara said, pressing the button to roll up the window. But the girl outside
quickly raised her hand to stop it, making her roll it back down.
"What is it..."
Veetara frowned, but before she could finish, Salee leaned in and
whispered in her ear instead of shouting through the megaphone as she did
every day.
"Khun Jae."
Then, Salee walked away, leaving Veetara with butterflies in her stomach.
Footnotes:
1.^ Khlong Thom Market sells a wide variety of items, usually at cheap
prices.
□Chapter 03□
Salee confessed to the pen she'd stolen that she once dated Best because he
looked so much like his older sister.
At that time, Salee's heart broke when Veetara graduated from high school
while she was just entering her third year there. It meant she'd no longer be
able to secretly admire her Jae as she had for the past two years. Salee
ended up isolating herself for a long time before finally deciding to follow
in Veetara's footsteps. Veetara wasn't only her first love but also a role
model for living a good life.
So, she studied hard to get into the Arts-English program in high school.
She then took up volleyball and ran for the president of the Red House
when she was in grade 11.
And she never, ever, no matter what, fell in love with anyone as deeply as
she loved her Jae Vee.
She only wavered when she met a boy from another school who reminded
her so much of Veetara. She never suspected that Best or Monchit was
Veetara's younger brother because they had completely different last
names. She only found out later that the siblings lived separately after their
parents divorced.
Best lived with their father, while Veetara lived with their mother.
Salee admitted that she was swayed by Best's appearance, which reminded
her of Veetara every time they met. At that time, she was too young to know
that she was using him as a substitute for the person she missed every day.
He approached her first, and soon, she softened to the lingering memories
of Veetara.
Salee once optimistically thought that maybe Best was her soulmate, like in
some novel. Otherwise, he wouldn't look so much like Veetara in a male
version. But it turned out she didn't get what she expected. Besides his
looks and skin, nothing about Best could compare to her Jae Vee. She
ended up breaking up and getting back together with him three times
because, despite giving him chances, Best never improved himself.
She warned him since high school that he should focus on his studies or at
least find a goal in life. But the boy replied, 'It's fine as it is now'. Why
think so hard? Being the only beloved son of a wealthy printing business
owner, it wasn't surprising that Best was complacent, not worried about his
future, and just asked his father for money every day. Salee didn't see it as
wrong since that money was rightfully his inheritance. But she wasn't
impressed by someone who lacked enthusiasm for life.
He was sluggish.
He was lazy.
The woman she didn't know when she'd stop loving and thinking about.
Salee broke up with him on the day he intended to introduce her to his
father for the first time, hoping to use respect as a tool to prolong their
rocky relationship. But she saw through it and refused to get out of the car,
breaking up with him right there. At first, Best wouldn't accept it and threw
a tantrum like a child until that woman walked out of the big house, looking
annoyed. Salee was stunned, speechless, while her heart raced.
Her heart had never beaten that fast for anyone except her Jae Vee.
Salee asked, ignoring his drama and attempts to make her feel guilty or seek
sympathy. At that moment, Salee only saw Veetara walking towards her
Civic. When she noticed Best's car, she changed her path and walked
gracefully towards the driver's side.
"That's my Jae-jae,"
Best answered, confused, before getting out to greet his sister, whom he
rarely saw, leaving Salee alone in the car feeling foolish.
Salee placed her hand on her chest, fearing something might burst out, just
like the hot tears at the corners of her eyes.
.
The English language institute taught students from high school to working
adults. The office was on the top floor of a four-story rental building, with
the other floors being classrooms. There were twelve tutors and two
receptionists, and it operated full-time Monday to Friday, half-day on
Saturday, and closed on Sunday.
"Ughhh."
Kinny responded to the dissatisfied groans from Aof and the others by
promoting the benefits of exercise. Using her best friend as a model, she
claimed that just one Sunday of exercise would make them as fit and sexy
as Veetara.
"I've been waiting for my chest to grow since fourth grade. How can one
Sunday make it happen?"
Orn, unhappy with her chest size since fourth grade, protested, only to be
scolded that she didn't mean the chest but a fit and strong body.
"Don't stress, P' Orn. I think Jae Vee had some work done. Your natural
look is already good."
"Who can look that good without some help from a surgeon?"
"Don't disrespect my idol! Even if she had surgery, she's still my idol!"
"I'm not; I'm stating a fact!"
"What fact? Are you better than Conan? You haven't even proven it
yet!"
"...."
This led to a division between those who believed and those who didn't
believe that Salee's idol was naturally perfect.
Kinny sighed, wanting to borrow the security guard's baton to let them fight
it out and end the matter. But she realized she should use this nonsense to
her advantage, so she threatened the office, saying,
"If Vee finds out you guys are arguing about this.. "
"...."
"...."
Yes.
Kinny asked her friend, who was refilling her coffee in the kitchen for the
third time. As she got closer, she noticed Veetara had dark circles under her
eyes, even with concealer. Veetara had been like this for three or four days
since Wat showed up at the office.
"Not exactly."
"Want to talk? I'm here to listen."
Veetara hesitated for a moment before letting her gaze drift past
Kinny's shoulder to the work area outside. She nodded once she was
sure no one would burst into the kitchen while they were discussing life
problems.
"No,"
"I was done with Wat the day he dared to humiliate me on the sidewalk."
Kinny had to raise her hand, gesturing Veetara to pause so that she could
recalibrate her understanding.
Veetara avoided eye contact and then started to fidget like Salee,
Kinny knew her friend held back the word 'maybe' to avoid feeling too
guilty for not feeling anything for Wat except anger for being the one
threatened with a breakup first.
It turned out Kinny misunderstood all along, thinking Veetara was okay
with this guy, which was why they'd been together for three years.
Meanwhile, her previous boyfriends lasted at most five or six months. They
were just like a free mobile app that got deleted after the trial period ended
because it wasn't that essential.
Kinny never thought Wat would be just another app to be deleted without
hesitation, especially since the past three years seemed happy enough. The
guy even seemed to love her friend a lot. Otherwise, he wouldn't have
threatened to break up because Veetara didn't have time for him.
"I even thought I might end up marrying and starting a family with him. But
this past year, it's been..."
Veetara explained that the guy was too clingy, showing more love and
attention than she wanted.
"I felt it was too much, and he never tried to understand my job,"
Kinny began to wonder what kind of bad karma her beautiful friend had
from a past life, making things that should go well never be in the way
Veetara wanted.
But wait.
"Isn't there someone she's willing to yield to, so much that it feels like she
could give everything up?"
Kinny almost blurted out the question, but Veetara suddenly started
coughing, tucking her hair behind her ear, lifting her chin, and turning
sideways with an oddly elaborate pose.
"...."
Before she could think further, someone walked in with a smile to make a
cup of coffee, silently moving between her and Veetara to grab the sugar
and Coffee-Mate. Kinny didn't say anything either. She just stood there,
feeling the sudden change in the atmosphere.
Once the person got what they needed and walked away, she heard her
friend exhale heavily before taking several gulps of her now- cold coffee.
Oh
Kinny squinted, smiling slyly at her friend, who was clearly hiding
something.
'A little' didn't seem to fit the situation at all, but Kinny nodded, not
arguing, and asked,
"Huh?"
Kinny wasn't sure how her friend's question related to the kid, but sincere
she seemed genuinely curious, she answered.
"Since we've been friends, I know you prefer noodles over rice or anything
else."
"And if I walked into a noodle shop, do you know what I'd order?"
The question left her silent for a moment. Kinny only knew Veetara liked
noodles and had never really paid attention to what she ordered, especially
recently when they hadn't had many chances to eat out together.
Back in university, they'd buy food separately in the cafeteria, and by the
time they got back to the table, her friend would've eaten half the bowl
already. Plus, it depended on what she felt like eating each day.
"No."
"Who would know such a trivial thing? I'm not your wife."
She was annoyed by her limbs, not knowing where to place them when the
kid glanced her way. Before, her hands and feet were fine where they
were, and she never had this problem in her life.
Veetara felt so nervous that sometimes she wanted to avoid Salee
altogether, but she couldn't help but peek to see what Little Trouble was up
to. Since the night they bought the megaphone, they hadn't talked or been
alone together for more than three minutes. She wasn't sure if she was
avoiding confrontation or if Salee wasn't bothering her as usual.
The mischievous kid stuck to her own desk, suddenly seeming more
focused on work (Veetara knew Salee was always diligent and well-
prepared, but now she seemed even more so). She wasn't causing any
trouble except using her new megaphone.
Well...
The kid was declaring her love and shouting random messages for extra
cash, five or ten baht here and there.
Veetara knew Salee did it to joke around and liven up the office, so she
didn't feel much beyond 'getting used to it. But the night before, she felt a
change when the kid spoke directly to her without any device. A word
could have multiple meanings depending on the context.
When the context changed, the tone changed, and so did the meaning. For
example, 'I made it' could mean 'I created it', but in the context of passing a
tough exam, it means 'I passed!'
Both gave a completely different meaning and feeling Veetara was good at
interpreting both Thai and English. She knew the voice through the
megaphone and the whisper in her ear that night wasn't the same at all. But
she didn't dare to analyze the latter's meaning because thinking about that
night made her uneasy.
"Yes."
And Veetara believed she wasn't imagining things. Salee was a cute, smiling
girl, not too tall, well-proportioned, and single. Her qualifications fit most
people's standards, and she was good at her job. So, if you ignored her
mischievousness, why wouldn't a guy her age be interested?
"Yeah,"
Veetara breathed unevenly when she turned to see the girl standing nearby,
arms full of documents, teaching materials, a shoulder bag, and her trusty
megaphone hanging by her side.
"Get in."
Salee then opened the door, sitting next to the driver with a smile. This
made Veetara feel even more awkward, her limbs moving unnaturally.
Every movement felt stiff and unnatural. She decided to drop the little
troublemaker off at the bus stop as requested so she could breathe easier.
After nearly ten minutes of being stuck in traffic, Veetara glanced over and
saw that the little troublemaker had fallen asleep, hugging her megaphone
and other belongings.
You troublemaker!
How could Veetara make her take the bus home by herself now?
Veetara sighed and tried to think positively. At least Salee was asleep,
which should ease her awkwardness.
But she was wrong. The nervousness didn't go away, especially when the
car stopped at every red light. Veetara couldn't help but glance at the person
next to her and then reach out to adjust her posture, gently pushing her
forehead back against the headrest.
She only realized she'd been staring at Salee's face for a while when the car
behind honked loudly.
Veetara was annoyed but eventually managed to drop the little troublemaker
off safely at the entrance of her alley.
"Salee."
No response.
"Salee, we're at your home."
This time, Veetara reached out and tapped the back of Salee's hand resting
on the megaphone.
Finally, the little troublemaker opened her eyes, slowly sitting up straight
and rubbing her sleepy eyes.
"Home?"
"Yeah."
Veetara responded, trying not to think about the previous night while the
small girl looked at her with confusion.
Veetara said, tucking her hair behind her ear. She felt frustrated with her
body's uncooperative response.
"Oh, I forgot to remind you, so you drove me all the way here?"
"Exactly."
Salee smiled.
"Thank you,"
Salee said, giving her a wai.
"Salee!"
She raised her hand, trying to hit the little troublemaker, but Salee
dodged, quickly opening the door and laughing as she stood beside the
car, making Veetara frown.
Salee bent down and waved goodbye. Just as she was about to close the
door, Veetara called out.
"Wait."
"Yes?"
"D-Did you forget anything? Check properly so you don't have to come
back later."
"Alright."
"Yeah,"
"...?"
"Motorbike taxi."
Salee agreed without hesitation, closing the car door with a smile and
walking cheerfully into the alley, leaving Veetara confused in the car.
Realizing what she'd done, she wanted to bang her head on the steering
wheel.
If she wasn't thinking about random things, she was sitting up. staring at the
megaphone she'd retrieved the day before.
Yes.
She hadn't told Salee or anyone that she found it the day after buying a new
one.
That morning, the security guard called to inform her that they found it on
the CCTV footage. It showed one of the maintenance workers, Prasong,
carrying the megaphone out. After questioning him, they found out that the
loose ceiling tile in the men's restroom was his doing, not a result of shoddy
work as Aof or others had thought.
He'd been using the space to exchange love letters with a housekeeper.
Prasong had taken the megaphone home because it was in the way, and he
didn't know who it belonged to, so he couldn't return it. When he brought it
back to the building, Veetara happened to be looking for it.
"Why use letters?"
Veetara couldn't help but ask, believing that someone of Prasong's age
would know how to use a mobile phone.
He laughed awkwardly, embarrassed and a bit worried she might scold him.
"And Pook didn't want anyone to know we were seeing each other, so we
had to keep it secret."
In the end, she asked Prasong to close the ceiling tile and find a safer place
to exchange love letters. Otherwise, she feared history might repeat itself,
or a mischievous student might find it and cause more trouble.
"Salee!!"
Even when she isn't around, she can still cause trouble!
Veetara thought angrily, realizing her mind was in crisis. Even with the
megaphone off, she kept hearing Salee's voice.
She lay back on her bed, staring at the ceiling, mourning for herself all
night.
The next morning, Veetara didn't want to get up because she felt exhausted
from the situation. But since she had plans with Kinny and everyone, she
couldn't cancel. So, she got up, showered, and brushed her teeth before the
alarm even went off.
She took a deep breath, meditating for several minutes before leaving the
house to pick up Salee.
Today, she felt even more awkward and clumsy than yesterday, especially
when she saw the girl in a sleeveless shirt, sports shorts, sneakers, and a red
backpack, waiting with a sweet smile at the alley entrance.
"It's not even seven yet. Why are you here so early?"
Veetara replied, though the truth was she always arrived early. Her watch
was set fifteen minutes ahead, and she'd never met anyone who waited for
her like Salee. Most people either arrived on time or were ten to twenty
minutes late, often making her annoyed.
"But why are you here so early? Didn't you say you'd wait at seven?"
The driver couldn't help but glance at the owner of that answer.
She secretly observed Salee, who had her hair tucked behind one ear. She
felt a tingling sensation in her stomach and a strange sense of déjà vu as if
she'd looked at her like this many times before.
"Coffee?"
Veetara said, taking a sip of the coffee. She started to feel restless because
Salee had bought her favorite-Americano or lightly sweetened black coffee.
She rarely drank anything with milk.
She wanted to ask about the noodles and coffee directly, but she didn't
know why she was afraid. So, she pretended to focus on driving until they
reached Kinny's meeting place.
Only five or six students used their passes, unlike when they went on trips
or to the movies. But everyone from the office was there because Kinny
had advertised something enticing (?) that Veetara didn't know about.
"In the morning, we'll play badminton, then volleyball. Whoever scores the
highest wins the first prize."
Veetara looked at the prizes and saw that there were three items: a gift
voucher for a three-day, two-night stay at a four-star hotel (somewhere) for
third place, a multi-purpose screwdriver set for second place, and Arsenal
cookies for first place.
"And what are you carrying? That looks like you're moving!"
Kinny looked over at Salee, who was sitting on the bleachers, pulling
things out of her backpack, causing Veetara to raise an eyebrow and look
there as well.
"A megaphone to cheer for Khun Jae, a camera with a telephoto lens to take
pictures of Khun Jae, a towel to wipe Khun Jae's sweat, a cold water bottle
for Khun Jae to drink, a handheld fan to cool Khun Jae down, and first aid
supplies in case Khun Jae gets injured."
"...."
"...."
"You do realize there are like ten people here, not just Vee, right?"
"Yes."
Veetara pretended not to care, mumbling a question as she sat down on the
field to stretch her legs.
"And what about your own stuff? Didn't you bring anything?"
Veetara rolled her eyes, looking up at the high ceiling of the indoor sports
arena that Kinny had rented for the day's activities.
Just the camera and the lens must weigh a few kilos.
"It's not heavy, but if I added my stuff, it would be."
Salee said, moving to sit on the field next to her after organizing her
belongings. Then, out of nowhere, the younger girl started a conversation
that made her stomach churn with anxiety.
"What?"
"Well"
Salee scratched her cheek, looking awkward, making her even more
flustered.
"What is it?"
Veetara urged, not realizing her own impatience. Though she appeared
calm on the outside, inside, she was screaming, feeling like someone lost in
a maze. This was especially true when Salee fell silent, seemingly gathering
her courage. That made Veetara even more anxious, her heart racing
uncontrollably.
"Someone said that you had a boob job, but I believe that yours are natural.
Oh, but even if it's not, I don't mind. I just want to know the truth. And to
be a hundred percent sure."
"...."
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□Chapter 04□
Everyone was on their own. Whoever wanted a prize must maintain their
ranking. There were no strict rules like in real sports championships
because this was more about fostering relationships among colleagues and
students than a cutthroat competition.
Kinny and the others started warming up for about two or three minutes
when a commotion erupted from Veetara's side, causing others to
glance over, looking tired. The scene showed Veetara standing up, one
hand pushing away the clingy girl hugging her long legs while the other
hand held onto the bleachers for balance.
Kinny felt an urge to throw something to the girl to relieve the itch in her
hands.
Because the overzealous fan and her friend were equally annoying, the
situation looked like a puppy playing with a mother hen.
However, the mother hen seemed to enjoy the teasing but was too proud to
admit she wanted to take the puppy in.
"Let go!"
Kinny stood with her hands on her hips, watching the person who said to let
go but was pushing gently as if afraid to hurt the kid. Even an elementary
school kid could see it as a pointless and irrational act. If Veetara really
wanted to be let go, a push (or a kick) would've sent the girl flying.
Kinny shouted in annoyance. Veetara took the opportunity to pull her leg
back and slapped the other person's hand twice as punishment, with a force
that wouldn't even kill a mosquito.
Sigh.
With others, she was so tough. Even when a bunch of well- profiled guys
came to court her, Veetara never even glanced at them. But now, with this
cheeky kid, just knowing the kid was watching or walking nearby made
Veetara clumsy and awkward.
Kinny couldn't help but wonder if, besides reading horoscopes, Salee had
dabbled in black magic to charm her friend, who now barely resembled the
capable woman who owned a language institute. All that was left was a
clumsy person who only managed to cover her embarrassment with loud
noises.
Kinny heard her friend say while raising a fist to hit Salee, but when the kid
offered a cold water bottle and a towel to wipe her sweat, Veetara lost her
steam, leaving only a grumpy face. Kinny guessed that Veetara lost to
Onanong because she was too busy posing for Salee's camera.
She had a soft spot for Veetara since she was little, and it hadn't changed.
Her constant teasing and playful antics made it easier to interact with
others.
Imagine what would happen if she confessed her love seriously from the
start.
Salee could guess that not only would she be rejected, but Veetara would
also fire her for making her boss uncomfortable If colleagues found out
about her feelings, it would create an awkward atmosphere in the office.
This wasn't entirely wrong because, in one aspect, Veetara was a role
model and someone she admired greatly. Salee was happy that everyone
saw only that side and didn't take her feelings seriously.
Salee believed she was doing the right thing. When she first started
working, Veetara was still dating a guy named Wat, and she didn't want to
cause any trouble. So, she never acted inappropriately, always keeping a
respectful distance.
A distance where she could secretly admire her Khun Jae every day.
Salee didn't come here to seek love but to ensure Veetara was happy and to
help whenever she could.
Salee didn't want Veetara to be sad, so she tried to make her smile, feeling
that their relationship had become something indescribable. She began to
think that maybe Veetara wasn't as closed off to the idea of same-sex
relationships as she'd thought, especially when Veetara was kind to her
without realizing it.
She couldn't help but think that Veetara might have some affection for her.
If their feelings matched, Salee saw no problem in clarifying their
relationship.
So, Salee slowly shifted her behavior from 50-50 to 0-100 to not scare
Veetara away and have a chance to stop or retreat if her thoughts were just
fantasies.
Whatever Veetara decided, she'd follow and nevs terma anything that
would make her Khun Jae uncomfortable. Because the idea that two people
who like each other must date was just a myth.
Salee had moved past those ingrained beliefs. She wouldn't mind if she
ended up loving Veetara unrequitedly forever.
"Alright, the top four scorers from the morning can choose their partners
now."
Kinny's voice echoed, but it didn't distract her from watching Veetara toss
a volleyball behind the court. She rested her chin on her hand, feeling a
mix of admiration and excitement like a fan seeing her idol on stage again.
Salee was embarrassed and covered her face because Veetara's energetic
demeanor reminded her of high school memories. She fell in love with her
repeatedly, like humans never finding the edge of the universe (at least in
her era).
"No."
Salee refused. She'd forfeited her right to compete since the morning
because she preferred watching her Khun Jae from the sidelines. She also
sensed that Aof was increasingly interested in her in that way, which was
the last thing she wanted. So, she had to decline, not letting any situation
encourage Aof's misunderstanding.
"Come on, there's no rule saying you can't pick someone who didn't
compete in the morning round."
The young girl looked flustered. She scanned the area for help, and when
she turned to Veetara, she didn't say anything, she just kept hitting the
volleyball to the ground with loud thuds.
Luckily, it seemed Kinny understood the situation and waved her hands to
stop them.
"Don't pick her for the team. If she competes against we, she'll just throw
the game. Pick me instead."
With that, Aof seemed to have no choice but to switch to Kinny. Since
Kinny was also a boss, he didn't dare refused to agree, letting Salee breathe
a sigh of relief and send a gratefur signal to Kinny, who nodded back with a
hint of annoyance.
Salee got up from the bleachers and sat on the ground by the edge of the
court.
This time, she didn't cheer or grab her camera to capture Veetara's graceful
moves when setting the ball. She wanted to see those moments with her
own eyes rather than through a lens, not realizing that this made Veetara
even more distracted.
Instead of her usual loud cheering, she just sat there gazing sweetly,
causing Veetara to glance over several times, wondering if something was
wrong with her. Had she been hit in the head by a volleyball and gone
silent?
When their eyes met, Veetara stopped moving, dazed, like she forgot she
was in a volleyball match. This caused a teammate to rush over to receive
the ball from the other side, accidentally bumping into Veetara and making
her fall on her bottom.
Salee was startled and quickly got up to check on Veetara, just as Onanong,
Veetara's partner, hurriedly apologized profusely.
Veetara said, waving her hand, only realizing her wrist hurt when she
helped herself up.
In the end, the opposing team narrowly led Veetara and Onanong
"P'On is so clumsy."
Salee muttered, but the person sitting higher up on the bleachers said
nothing.
They were silent for several moments. When Salee looked up, she saw
Veetara staring down at her and examining her. Salee quickly grabbed a
bandage from the first aid kit.
She was always shy around Veetara and wasn't as confident as she
appeared.
Veetara said as she watched Salee wrap the bandage around her wrist.
Salee nodded but didn't elaborate that she followed in Veetara's footsteps
and played volleyball when she was in high school for a while.
"What sport?"
That answer made Veetara narrow her eyes. When Veetara wanted to ask
more, Salee pretended to be cheeky to cover her nervousness, as she always
did.
"If you want to know more, you'll have to pay up."
Salee said, grinding. She felt embarrassed and guilty for asking to touch
Veetara's chest. But at that moment, she had nothing else to tease Veetara
with except the ongoing office debate about whether Veetara had had breast
augmentation.
Salee expected to be scolded or have the first aid kit thrown at her for being
cheeky. But Veetara did something different. She didn't scold, try to hit her
or yell at her. She just stared back, making Salee shiver. Then she stood up,
using her good hand to pull Salee up, making her follow in confusion.
Salee asked, but Veetara didn't answer. While others were still cheering for
the volleyball game, no оnе seemed to notice them.
Veetara led her into the locker room, filled with metal lockers.
When Veetara pulled off her Adidas shirt, revealing her fair skin and large
breasts under a black sports bra, Salee's jaw dropped.
She stood frozen as Veetara grabbed her hand and placed it on her chest,
making Salee lose her mind.
Veetara said.
"K-Khun Jae... I..."
Salee tried to pull her hand away, but Veetara didn't let go and even
squeezed her hand harder.
"I'll tell you for free. When you're embarrassed, your ears turn red
like they are now."
That's when Salee admitted defeat, letting Veetara win without a word.
Veetara wanted to know if Salee had a hidden agenda and wasn't just the
office prankster as everyone thought. But she didn't want to prove or
demand clarity, fearing she wouldn't know what to do if she saw that sweet
smile.
Looking back, Veetara realized she might've understood Salee's smiles for
a long time but hadn't paid much attention, knowing Salee was her brother's
ex-girlfriend (with whom her little brother always tried to reconcile). Salee
was naturally mischievous.
Veetara had been teased countless times by Salee's antics, stealing things,
saying weird things like a crazy fan, or stalking her around the office,
annoying everyone. But in those moments, Salee would smile to herself, not
at anyone in particular. Initially, Veetara dismissed it as a coincidence.
She saw Salee sitting by the court, looking sweetly and smiling like a child
going to Disneyland. Suddenly, Veetara realized something Being
important to many people wasn't as significant as she once thought.
Before turning twenty-four, she was the eldest child, a big sister, class
president, top student, House president, class president, tutor, and owner of
a language institute. These were important positions respected by many.
Veetara was happy under the spotlight, not troubled by her roles. But
seeing that annoying girl by the court, her thoughts shifted like a Rubik's
cube turned by a world-class expert.
Kinny scooted over and whispered after noticing that Veetara and the
young girl had walked out of the locker room together. Veetara didn't
answer directly, only giving a brief hint that she was 'teaching the kid a
lesson.
After all, she wasn't exactly a pro at standing there shirtless for the girl to
grab her chest like someone with no shame.
But seeing that the little rascal was even more embarrassed, she felt a bit
more confident this time. She used this advantage to bluff and get the girl to
reveal her feelings easily by saying, 'If you're shy, your- ears will turn red'.
The girl immediately let her hair down to cover her ears, which only meant
one thing: she was genuinely shy. Little did she know that her ears and
entire head down to her neck were as red as a ripe tomato.
She was satisfied that Salee finally got some payback after she had let the
girl have all the fun for so long, especially after that last time when Salee
teased her about her chest, almost making her lose her temper.
She remembered that day well. She wasn't in a good mood after having to
act as a mediator between her parents, who'd been separated since Best was
under five years old.
Both of them hated each other to the core. Whenever they needed to discuss
anything, they'd use her to relay messages, each word chosen to be as
hurtful as possible, giving her a massive headache.
Veetara, playing the role of a big bully, picked a fight over nothing. The
result was the same as always: the girl replied,
"Because you're sooooo beautiful today, but too bad your eyebrows are
a bit crooked."
Leaving her confused about whether she was being complimented or
criticized for her makeup skill. Once she gathered her thoughts, she yelled
again, filling the office with her voice.
Veetara chased Salee away, emphasizing not to look at her (before sneaking
off to fix her eyebrows during lunch break). When she returned, the girl
really didn't look at her as ordered.
"Jae Kinny asked me to remind you not to forget to teach the evening
class."
The girl spoke to Veetara's chest, which was at her eye level.
"Salee!"
The girl dodged, still staring at Veetara's chest as if it were her eyes.
In the end, Veetara barely managed to hit Salee twice. She almost needed a
knee check-up to get the girl to stop talking to her chest. She had to keep
bending down to match the Salee's eye level for several days.
Who knows if this time, the girl would realize that she couldn't mess with
Veetara so easily anymore.
Kinny left Veetara to shout for everyone to gather for the competition
results. It turned out that Aof came in first, a student from the university
prep class came in second, and Veetara came in third, seemingly by luck,
causing the annoying bunch to cheer loudly.
"Did you cheat, Jae?"
Salee argued with someone while still avoiding eye contact with Veetara.
"You're the one seeking attention so Jae Vee can keep her third place. You
must be in cahoots to sell the prize!"
"Sell what? Khun Jae is richer than Elon Musk! Why would she sell a gift
voucher?"
Veetara agreed. After listening to Salee and the office seniors argue, she
was getting a headache.
Onanong's voice rang out as Veetara was packing her things nearby.
Veetara immediately saw that Aof had sent Onanong to persuade Salee to
ride with them and a few other colleagues, using them as an excuse to cover
his true intentions
"Um."
Salee scratched her cheek, glancing at Veetara briefly Seeing Veetara said
nothing, she politely declined.
"I picked her up this morning. How can I let her go home alone? Go on, tell
Aof not to worry."
Hearing that, Salee didn't hesitate. She quickly pretended to call her
imaginary motorcycle taxi driver.
"Hello? I'd like to cancel the ride. Someone very beautiful is taking me
home. Yes, okay. Bye."
And who could explain that she became weak because her Khun jae let her
squeeze her chest?
Salee wouldn't let that happen. So, she continued to shout her love for
Veetara every day, teasing and joking, though she felt more nervous and
cautious around this beautiful woman. She sensed that Veetara wasn't the
same as before, who used to yell out of irritation. Sometimes, she suspected
that Veetara's outbursts were just for show.
The girl sighed multiple times a day. Just dealing with Veetara was
exhausting and embarrassing enough. So, she didn't even want to think
about Aof's daily attempts to woo her. Luckily, Kinny, with her seventh
sense (her sixth sense was already used for lottery predictions), understood
the situation. Salee had someone to confide in.
"Oh, Jae Kinny, I've hinted so many times, but he doesn't get it."
Salee noticed that her beautiful Jae had been acting strangely lately.
For instance, she'd come out to check on things every two hours, making
everyone uneasy, thinking they were being watched. Or she'd randomly buy
premium cookies for the whole office without any reason. And her hand,
injured from the friendly volleyball match, still hadn't healed after almost a
week.
Salee felt like prostrating Kinny in gratitude but didn't get the chance as
Kinny excused herself to prepare for her next class, noticing someone
standing nearby.
Veetara cleared her throat, making the girl look that way, raising an
eyebrow.
"You can just call my name. Doing that often will ruin your voice."
"Oh, really? If you don't need anything, I'll go grab something to eat."
"Wait."
Salee smiled secretly, afraid that the high-maintenance woman would get
annoyed and storm off.
She stood up, fully aware of what Veetara wanted. She grabbed something
from her bag and led the way into the office
The young girl held out her hand, asking for the other's hand.
It was 'much better,', 'but I still needed to change the bandage once a day.
This wasn't a bad thing because Salee earned an extra twenty baht a day
besides getting the chance to touch and hold Veetara's soft, white hand,
which smelled of hand cream. She used it to buy pickled;mangoes from
Aunty Aeow for free.
"Salee!"
"Oh... twenty baht only gets you this fast, Khun Jae,"
Salee retorted out of habit. But the young girl started to panic when she
realized the conversation might circle back to the payment Veetara had
given her last Sunday. The tall figure standing over her gave a
mocking smile through those stern eyes.
"By the way, you still haven't told me the details about the sports you used
to play, have you?"
Salee hesitated. She quickly sped up from wrapping slowly (to prolong
touching her Khun Jae).
"I already told you, I just played sports during gym class. There's nothing
to.....But I already paid for you to tell me this."
This time, Salee choked on her own saliva, vividly recalling the firm,
bouncy feel under the sweaty sports bra.
Salee lowered her head, hastily doing her job before making an excuse to
leave, claiming she had a class to prepare for in half an hour. Just then,
Kinny knocked on the door, whispering for Veetara before she could leave
the room.
"The reception called to say your little brother is on his way up to the
office."
"He's probably here to see Salee. He's carrying a bouquet and a gift box."
Salee could only shake her head vigorously at her Khun Jae.
No way!
Salee grimaced, knowing that Best would cause her more discomfort than
being pursued by Aof. She asked the beautiful woman in a desperate,
pleading voice,
"Alright."
"I... I..."
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□Chapter 05□
Salee was a young girl with a sweet face and petite body, perfectly fitting
the ideal type of the average Thai man. This led to two young men (trying
to) get involved with her.
One was a senior colleague at the office who, after some playful antics,
ended up falling for her.
The other was an ex-boyfriend from high school, handsome and wealthy,
who drove a Benz and was her boss's younger brother.
But the problem was that Salee wasn't a woman who wanted to keep both
men around. Her true preference was for kind-hearted, older women who
were fair- skinned, beautiful, slightly Chinese-looking, and very sexy.
Therefore, all men in the world were out of the question for her from the
moment they were conceived in their mother's womb.
No, actually.
Salee might not have any special type in mind, but it just so happened that
Veetara, a nearly thirty-year-old woman who she flirted with every day,
was kind-hearted, fair-skinned, beautiful, slightly Chinese-looking, and
extremely sexy.
No one knew this except Kinny because Kinny saw everything that
happened in the office as if she had magical eyes in every nook and cranny.
No one knew why Veetara was in such a good mood. Some guessed she'd
reconciled with an ex, and others thought she'd won the lottery.
At first, Kinny didn't know either, until she remembered that after the
friendly sports competition last Sunday, Aof, the first-place winner, shared
his Arsenal cookies with Salee because she'd mumbled that she wanted the
cookies the most out of the three prizes.
This made her friend frown for several minutes before deciding to drive out
and buy high-quality snacks from the supermarket to share equally with
everyone, even though she really just wanted to buy cookies for Salee.
In this context, the word 'show-off' suggested more about boasting, not the
kind of impressive you would want at a party.
Knowing this, Kinny could only shake her head in a mix of exasperation
and amusement because she'd never seen her friend act this way before. By
nature, Veetara wasn't someone who liked to win in a childish way, didn't
care about trivial matters, and was very generous with her previous
partners. She never checked up on them, followed them around, or tried to
please them excessively.
But if her partner flirted with another woman or if another woman started
bothering her partner, she'd break up immediately, without much talk,
without fighting, and without taking revenge. She found it annoying and
always thought that those men weren't more important than her work,
money, and mental health.
Kinny knew Veetara didn't believe in the institution of family due to her
parents' long-ago divorce. So, she wasn't surprised Veetara didn't want
to
get married or have children, even though both sides of her family often
hinted that they wanted her to settle down.
Luckily, Veetara had been independent since her teenage years. As soon as
she was legally able to work, Veetara found jobs and earned money on her
own, even paying back all the tuition and expenses her parents had invested
in her. This closed off any avenue for relatives to demand gratitude or
obedience using money as leverage.
Veetara was free from relying on others or from the trivialities of human
relationships. So, Kinny found her friend's recent 'show-off behavior quite
interesting.
Kinny was sure Veetara was aware of Salee's infatuation, but she couldn't
help but 'show off her other qualities with Salee, which was the most
unreasonable thing Veetara had ever done in her otherwise strictly
regulated life.
Especially now that Salee's birthday was approaching, Veetara was even
more driven to 'show off' as the second and third wheels tried their hardest
to score points. Starting with Best, Salee's ex-boyfriend and Veetara's
younger brother.
Best was quite handsome, having everything Veetara had except for
the demeanor and sharp intelligence that made it obvious he was trying
too hard to be someone he wasn't.
He brought a big bouquet of flowers and a gift box to surprise Salee for her
birthday in advance.
And that was a very foolish decision because being wooed by an ex-
boyfriend at work made Salee feel even more embarrassed, annoyed, and
disgusted with him.
Veetara came out to face Best, but she didn't know what he'd done
beforehand to make his face so red, as if he'd just finished exercising.
"Oh, but the receptionist said she hasn't seen Salee go downstairs."
"Most of the restaurants are around there. It'd be a long way around if she
walked out the front."
"I'm having a business meeting with a foreign client. You should go back.
Everyone is very busy. It's not a good time for surprises."
Best hesitated, looking around the office to make sure his ex wasn't there,
until Veetara added,
The young man scratched his cheek and finally agreed with his sister, who
seemed genuinely serious about the business meeting she mentioned.
"Alright then."
"But you have to tell Salee to call me because if you don't, she definitely
won't call on her own."
"Okay, I'll tell her."
Kinny remembered that the whole incident took only three minutes because
Veetara didn't give her brother any other option but to leave the gifts and
go. Then, when the receptionist downstairs called to say that Best had
driven off, Veetara knocked on the door to tell the person hiding in the
office to come out.
Salee pouted, took the gifts, and placed them on her desk, not knowing
what to do with them. She didn't want to open them even if someone hired
her to do so, but she felt bad for Veetara, which was Best's sister, about
throwing them away immediately. Then Veetara casually said,
"If you don't want to keep them, you can return them,"
Before walking back into her office. Salee sighed in relief while Kinny
raised an eyebrow, surprised that Veetara didn't care about Best's wishes at
all.
Well, then.
If she doesn't even give in to her little brother, what chance does Aof have?
Kinny wasn't wrong because when it was Aof's turn, who'd bought an
expensive pen for Salee's birthday, thinking she was a pen collector,
Veetara one- upped him the next day with a set of seventy-two Faber-
Castell markers. Salee almost screamed with joy, beaming and running
around the office all day asking everyone.
She shouldn't have let anyone touch her breasts, especially not twice!
So when Khun Jae seemed serious about teaching her a lesson for her
nonsense, the young girl quickly bowed her head, her chin touching her
chest, her ears burning, and feeling very thirsty. She closed her eyes
tightly, not knowing the other person's expression, but she was sure they
were so close to each other.
Salee found herself being closer to Veetara than she'd ever been since she
first met her.
Not counting the playful teasing and the thirty-second hug she got from a
little trick, this was a closeness she didn't initiate. It was Veetara who took
the steps, making her retreat until her back was against the door.
She didn't know what to do, not even to move, so she just stood there,
tense, breathing shallowly due to nervousness, fear, and embarrassment all
at once. It wasn't until she felt Veetara pull away slightly that Salee dared to
open one eye and look up, only to see that the other's cheeks were flushed,
looking like two juicy, sweet peaches.
"Wait here."
Then she stepped aside to open the door and greet Best, leaving behind a
scent that made her insides want to breakdance.
Salee rubbed her chest as if to calm herself down, pressing her forehead
against the door because she thought just using her hand to support herself
wouldn't be enough to keep her wobbly body upright.
She'd definitely collapse on the floor and even had an episode if she didn't
find something to hold onto.
The young girl thought to herself. She wasn't sure if it was because she had
her eyes closed, but the fresh scent from Veetara's body was clearer than
ever before.
Salee wanted to scratch the door with her nails to release the overwhelming
feelings in her heart, but she was afraid the uninvited guest would hear and
wonder if there was something hiding in his sister's office. So she had to
endure, take a deep breath to calm herself, and return to normal mode like
someone with bipolar disorder.
The young girl went back outside after Veetara knocked on the door,
signaling that it was 'safe' or something like that.
She found that the beautiful one had also managed to compose herself.
Therefore, the matter of blurting out that she'd let Veetara grab her chest in
return was null and void, as both were too embarrassed to think about it (at
least for now). So they pretended not to know anything and moved on to
less embarrassing topics, though their hearts still beat irregularly.
The topic, for example, was the unnecessary victory of Veetara.
Salee felt her beautiful one had been particularly domineering lately.
Normally, the other would stay in her own fortress, not meddling in her
subordinates' work or trivial debates. She'd only step in during emergencies
or issues requiring decisive action.
But Veetara had been casually walking around the office several times a day
lately, making the previously noisy atmosphere much quieter. Eventually,
she'd stand with her chin up, scrutinizing Salee's desk as if something was
missing or new.
When she found Aof's Arsenal cookies next to the teaching documents on
Salee's desk, Veetara disappeared from the office for about an hour and
returned with a large bag of snacks, already portioned out.
Salee didn't announce that she got more than others, especially the
expensive cookies that were much tastier than the Arsenal brand. She kept
quiet, hiding her smile from everyone, even Veetara, who pretended not to
notice and walked into her office.
The young girl received many things from her colleagues. Some gave
useless items for laughs, some gave practical gifts, and some, like Aof, tried
to impress her with an expensive pen in a ribbon-tied box.
Salee wasn't very comfortable, but she couldn't refuse because they were
colleagues she had to stay with for a long time. So she chose to keep the
gifts but not use them.
These two young men bought gifts without knowing what Salee really
thought.
She didn't like anything in particular except those that came from Veetara.
Her Khun Jae should know that even if she threw a piece of eraser dust at
her, she'd still keep it well. So Salee concluded that Veetara's victory was
unnecessary, but she couldn't deny that Veetara's recent behavior made her
heart flutter.
Quite a lot...
Because of that, she wasn't prepared. She didn't think anything could make
her heart race more until Veetara decided to compete with Aof over alcohol
and lost miserably on the night everyone went to celebrate her birthday at
their usual hotpot place.
Her gorgeous Jae was drunk, face red, eyes glazed, smiling all the time, and
confident she could hold her liquor.
This was the first time Salee realized that dealing with a tipsy Veetara was
much harder than when she was fully sober!
Today's chaos started when someone complained about being hungry. The
responder then suggested going to their usual hotpot place on Lat Ya Road,
not far from the office. They could take a Subaru passenger mini-truck for
seven baht each, giving the seniors a chance to treat the birthday girl.
Normally, Veetara wouldn't join such gatherings because she prioritized her
health and wasn't interested in street food, which might be seasoned with
ten tablespoons of MSG and questionable ingredients. She usually declined
such invitations, but this time, she softened up when the young girl
approached her with puppy eyes and asked,
Leaving everyone confused about whether Veetara was going or not. In the
end. she was ready to leave work before the inviter.
Kinny said while they were on the small mini-truck with Salee, Veetara,
Karn, Onanong, and Aof. With three other passengers, it was quite
cramped, with everyone facing each other in a square formation due to the
seating arrangement.
Salee nodded at her before turning to look at Veetara, who sat with her arms
crossed and back straight. Salee probably hadn't seen Veetara in such a
posture before, so she was interested in the beautiful one who didn't seem to
fit the atmosphere.
Veetara, on the other hand, let the young girl stare without saying anything,
only lifting her chin, posing, and tucking her hair behind her ear
unconsciously.
Kinny noticed those actions and couldn't help but feel super annoyed
because her friend's condition was worsening daily. It was evident in her
unusual concern for her appearance, even though she'd inherited perfect
genes from her parents. In other words, she already had everything but felt
insecure about her looks.
Kinny was very confused because Veetara had always been confident.
She wasn't one to care about others' opinions on her appearance. She
exercised daily because she believed good health was the greatest
blessing.
After a hospital stay once, Veetara never neglected her health again. So, her
perfect figure was a bonus from her strict health regimen, not the main goal.
Of course, Kinny already knew that Salee was the only living being on
earth capable of causing both physical and mental turmoil for Veetara. She
just didn't know how or why until she noticed that the little girl always had
one compliment on her lips when calling Veetara: "Gorgeous."
If a day went by without hearing this phrase, the next day, Veetara would
become restless and oddly insecure about her body and makeup. But if the
Little Trouble flattered her with something like,
"What did you eat yesterday? Why are you so beautiful today?"
Veetara would lift her chin, acting indifferent to the praise, even though she
was so happy with the compliment that she'd hum a tune for quite a while.
It seemed that being constantly praised by the kid had made Veetara
feel like she wasn't just beautiful in Thonburi but might soon become
Miss Universe.
Salee asked Veetara, who was sitting still, just like the car that hadn't
moved an inch.
"Yes."
"Mm."
Kinny was annoyed. Everyone was annoyed except Aof, who seemed a bit
uncomfortable, unsure how to react to the scene before him. If his senses
weren't too dull, he might've picked up on the atmosphere between the two.
It was just a matter of deciding whether to believe what he saw and felt.
If she hadn't hidden it under the guise of teasing, everyone would've easily
figured it out by now.
Finally, after Salee had been sweetly fanning the honored guest for a while,
the car finally sped out of the hellish intersection at Wongwian Yai.
They pressed the bell to get off in front of a mall on Lat Ya Road, then
walked a bit further, turned right across the crosswalk, and walked a little
more to reach the sidewalk area now lined with hot pot restaurants.
Onanong was the one who dealt with the shop to arrange a table for ten
while waiting for others to join.
It didn't take long for everything to be ready: a clay pot on the stove, three
large plates of pork hot pot with morning glory, Chinese cabbage, glass
noodles, eggs, and spicy dipping sauce. Little Trouble Salee also ordered
more food to make the most of the free meal.
As a result, the table was filled with various dishes like papaya salad, sticky
rice, fried intestines, grilled pork neck, larb, nam tok, bamboo shoot soup,
and many other menus.
Salee said.
"Mm."
"That one."
Sigh!
She was both resigned and annoyed by the fussiness as if they were the only
two people there. So when Aof cleared his throat to start a conversation, she
couldn't help but smile mischievously, curious to see how Veetara would
respond, given that alcohol was something she'd always avoided.
"It's not that I can't drink, but if possible, I don't want to drink at all,"
Veetara said, explaining at length that she wasn't the type to need alcohol
to socialize, as an excuse many people would use on the internet. She just
had a simple question to ask herself:
This left Kinny dumbfounded for a while because when she asked herself
the same question, she couldn't help but agree,
But this time, it seemed that 'others' were more important than ever. Her
friend, who'd maintained her principles for so long, ordered someone to
pour beer to celebrate the birthday person, competing with Aof, who'd
already started with the first glass.
It was a battle that wasn't worth betting on but was funny, like an
elementary school kid challenging a high school senior. Veetara
stubbornly wanted to outdrink Aof without considering that her body,
accustomed to healthy substances, couldn't absorb alcohol into her
bloodstream from the first glass.
The result was a defeat, leaving her tipsy and unsteady.
But no matter how drunk she was, Veetara still maintained her composure
sitting straight and calm. Except now, a faint smile on her flushed face and
dreamy eyes made Salee feel uneasy.
The hot pot party ended around 9:30 PM, and everyone noticed that the
boss was so drunk she could barely walk straight. Salee quickly grabbed
the tall woman's arm, worried she might fall, and asked for help from
Veetara's close friend because she wasn't sure how to handle the situation.
She knew she couldn't let her Khun Jae drive or take a taxi alone. Kinny
shrugged, her face indifferent.
That's what Kinny said, and she then disappeared into the car that came to
pick her up in front of the restaurant, leaving Salee standing there blinking
with Veetara and a few others who hadn't figured out how to get home.
Salee asked where Veetara's house was so she could call a taxi and have it
take them there. By the time everyone else had gotten a taxi, Veetara was
still shaking her head slowly, repeating,
"I don't know, I have to drive myself,"
"I can."
The young girl wasn't sure what she and Veetara were arguing about until
she leaned in close, making her uneasy. She quickly dodged and decided to
first hail a taxi back to the office.
Salee got Veetara back to the company within ten minutes because the
traffic was smooth, unlike in the evening. During the taxi ride, she tried to
contact Kinny to ask for Veetara's address, but Kinny didn't answer, even
though the message showed as 'read! This made Salee even more anxious
about handling a drunken, smiling Khun Jae alone.
Salee asked bravely after getting out of the taxi, but Veetara still shook her
head, saying,
Leaving her at a loss. Then she remembered that Veetara's Civic probably
had a GPS system. She saw a glimmer of hope and quickly asked for the
keys to check the console screen, hoping the home address was saved.
But there was nothing because Veetara was so low-tech she couldn't even
set up the GPS. Salee sighed repeatedly, and seeing the person smiling on
the passenger seat made her want to pinch those rosy cheeks out of
frustration.
Veetara suddenly asked, leaning over the gear shift. Salee quickly pushed
her back and buckled her seatbelt.
"Yes,"
Salee replied, blushing, her heart racing from the faint scent of the other's
perfume.
"...."
The young girl was stunned for a moment but eventually followed the order,
thinking it was better than sitting there aimlessly.
Salee adjusted the rearview mirror and the seat to fit her body before
driving off. As she drove, she tried not to look at her passenger too often,
aware that the other was smiling. Veetara's smile, whether small, big,
satisfied, grinning, or drunkenly unaware, always made her heart flutter.
So, for safety and a smooth journey, Salee decided to focus only on the
directions.
"I can't."
Salee felt utterly exhausted. She wasn't used to driving herself, and on top
of that, she had to argue with Veetara about north, south, left, and right the
whole way until they reached a housing estate in the Charan Sanit Wong
area, where Veetara remembered she lived.
At first, Salee wasn't sure if the drunk woman was telling the truth or just
babbling. But when the security guard at the entrance greeted Veetara
before lifting the barrier to let them in, she sighed in relief.
The older woman said as Salee drove up to the last house in the row.
Veetara then used a remote to open the gate, allowing Salee to park her
beloved Civic in its rightful place.
Salee got out of the car and helped Veetara, who still believed she could
walk straight, into the house.
"Sit down,"
Veetara invited as she phlopped down on the sofa in the middle of the living
room.
Salee avoided eye contact and shook her head , saying it was late and she
needed to go wait for the taxi she called through an app at the front of the
estate. But in the end, Veetara tugged her wrist, making her sit down next
to her before she could move away.
Salee was so embarrassed she didn't know what to do, sitting there stiffly
with her heart pounding like it'd never beaten before. Especially when
Veetara leaned in, still smiling drunkenly, and whispered,
Salee silently swore with a scout's honor and a seventy-two color marker
that she only thought Veetara was being kind, offering her a place to
sleep
for the night as a thank-you for driving her home.
She didn't think for a second that she might be taken advantage of like in
those immoral TV dramas after the evening news.
Believe me guys!
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□Chapter 06□
We had many levels of drunkenness, but the level where you woke up and
couldn't remember anything at all was definitely not something that
happened to Veetara.
Even if she couldn't remember everything completely, she was well aware
of her actions. So when she opened her eyes and found Salee curled up like
a ball of yarn on the sofa, surrounded by the remnants of popcorn they
bought from the 7-Eleven at the village entrance last night, she wasn't
surprised or needed to rethink what happened or why the mischievous girl
was here.
In fact, she'd been gradually sobering up since she got home. So when she
invited Salee to stay over, she was just feeling a bit dizzy, not as drunk as
when she'd just consumed alcohol.
She admitted she overdid it (she meant the alcohol) and didn't think ahead
that she still had to drive home. She drank glass after glass to vent her
frustration at being preempted by Aof's toast at the dinner table, even
though, by all rights, she, as the elder in age and rank, should've been the
one to start according to proper etiquette.
But that didn't mean Veetara wanted to say much to Salee in front of almost
the entire office. She didn't want to be accused of favoritism because she
usually never attended anyone's birthday celebrations except for Kinny's. At
most, she'd just say 'Happy Birthday' as a formality, without any long-
winded wishes or serious gifts.
Veetara was very careful not to form personal relationships with anyone.
She intended to be just a boss and the eldest sister of the office, nothing
more than work-related matters to maintain her respectability and prevent
any discord among her subordinates.
Luckily, Salee's quirky behavior had its benefits. It made everything in their
relationship seem like a joke. Even with the seventy-two shade marker set
she bought earlier, everyone thought she was just annoyed by Salee's habit
of borrowing (stealing) her stuff, so she solved the problem by buying her a
set.
No one knew what Veetara really thought, and she was satisfied with that.
Last night, she kept quiet, saying nothing in front of everyone except
"Happy Birthday' as she usually did with others. Then she turned to
continue drinking beer with Aof, which ended in a unanimous result as
seen.
Salee mumbled after she answered that she had to drive herself to know
where her home was.
Veetara wasn't lying. At that moment, she really couldn't remember which
street in Bangkok her home was on. Even the name of the village was
vaguely on the tip of her tongue.
She was only confident that she'd remember the way once she drove herself.
So she answered Salee like that, fully believing that she was fine, walking
straight as a ruler, and it was the world spinning, not her.
Veetara argued, leaning in close to look at Salee. The image still spun,
making her laugh. But it also made her see Salee in a new light, realizing,
even in her dizzy state, that the girl wasn't just a cute, adorable young girl.
She had a 'womanly' quality both in her looks hidden under her playful
exterior and in her dependable demeanor.
She probably wouldn't have made it home in one piece without Salee's help.
Veetara Invited, almost ordered, as she was sobering up. She noticed the
younger girl tensed up, showing reluctance and blushing up to her ears as if
thinking inappropriate thoughts. So she raised her hand and knocked her
forehead lightly.
Veetara smiled.
"I'm worried,"
Her once-high walls were lowered to the level most people have in their
daily lives.
Salee stared back, seemingly searching for the truth, testing, or whatever,
making Veetara realize that the world didn't stop spinning like in movies or,
as people often said (and it never would until NASA announced otherwise).
It was she who stopped moving.
She let people on the other side of the world drive, do laundry, eat
breakfast, go to work, date, and party.
As for her, she'd sit on this sofa, watching a girl with blushing red cheeks
smile back until she looked away.
Veetara smiled.
She felt oddly proud of herself for working hard to own this house, even
though yesterday, it was just a plece of real estate she'd bought to live
in.
"Here,"
Hoping she'd get a scold as usual. However, Veetara just listened with a
smile, leaving Salee at a loss.
Salee stammered, rubbing her knees awkwardly as she chose the wrong
time to joke.
The more she saw the once-confident girl fidgeting and blushing, the more
satisfied she felt.
Veetara slowly stood up, and Salee tried to help, but she waved her off,
signaling,
Veetara nodded towards the low table on the right of the sofa, where the
remote for the fifty-five-inch TV was.
Salee didn't look where she pointed but scrutinized her from head to toe,
analyzing the risk of Veetara falling down the stairs before reaching the
second floor.
"Sure."
"How many fingers?"
"Three."
Veetara walked slowly around the TV stand in the middle of the living room
to the stairs behind, leaving Salee blinking at her parting words.
She saw the sweet face turning sharp red as if splashed with house paint,
which was so funny she chuckled softly after carefully reaching the second
floor.
Veetara first put the megaphone in her workroom and put it into the cabinet
just in case she really fell and hit her head in the bathroom. If she called for
help, Salee wouldn't see her cherished item Veetara 'confiscated' without
telling the owner. Otherwise, there'd be endless questions, and she wasn't
keen on returning it anyway.
Salee had a new megaphone now, so if she wanted to keep the old one here,
Veetara didn't see why it'd be a problem.
Right?
Veetara finished her shower and hair wash and walked out to pick some
emergency clothes from the built-in closet between the bathroom and
bedroom for Salee. She grabbed a T-shirt, shorts, and underwear, one of
each. It seemed like the guest would fit comfortably in them because, aside
from height, their builds were quite similar in terms of agility.
"Here,"
She tossed the sleepwear to the girl on the sofa. Salee was sitting with her
knees hugged, pressing the TV remote with a relaxed demeanor as if she
were at home. She must've calmed down while Veetara spent almost twenty
minutes in the bathroom.
Until she entered the comedy section and exclaimed, "Ooh, Burn!" with
excitement and joy at seeing Emma Stone on the cover of Easy A.
Veetara shook her head. She rarely had the chance to watch comedies, as
she usually preferred films like 'The Godfather' or 'Goodfellas'
Salee replied confidently. But as soon as the other pressed play, she had to
press it again to stop the movie from starting.
"What is it?"
Veetara raised an eyebrow.
"Do you think someone like me has popcorn ready to eat late at night?"
"I know you don't, but the mini-mart at the front of the village surely does."
Veetara chuckled before slowly standing up, still feeling a bit dizzy. She
held Salee's small arm as they walked to the convenience store. She felt a
sense of wonder at the nighttime atmosphere around the village because
she'd never walked around late at night like this before, only driven
through. She just noticed that the granite walkway was lit with orange-
yellow lights on every slab, and the air was quite cool due to the many
plants.
Salee whispered to her while waiting for the mini-mart staff to microwave
the popcorn.
Salee pouted, swaying like a child who didn't get her way. She'd
intentionally not brought her wallet, planning for Veetara to pay for
everything she wanted in the store, using her 'birthday' as a flimsy excuse.
As expected, Salee grabbed various snacks, ice cream, soda, and instant
noodles, all of which were unhealthy.
"Salee."
"Yes?"
"Save it for the movie, or you'll finish it all before we get back,"
She remarked as the girl she was holding her arm while walking back home
eagerly ate the first bag of popcorn. The birthday girl was too greedy to stop
tossing the popcorn into her mouth and even insisted on offering some to
Veetara.
"Try some."
"No."
"It's yummy."
Veetara rolled her eyes, finally letting Salee put the buttered popcorn
(meaning fat and sodium) into her mouth.
Delicious.
Maybe it was because Veetara hadn't eaten such things in a long time.
The first bite felt heavenly. When the girl leaned in, smiling at her
chewing the popcorn, Veetara couldn't help but push her head away.
Veetara argued and complained about the unhealthy snacks until they were
almost home. She called out to Salee, who was excited to get back to Emma
Stone.
"Salee."
"Yes?"
"Which hand?"
The girl raised an eyebrow, lifting her free hand (greasy with butter
from the popcorn) as requested. Veetara then pulled something from her
chest pocket.
Veetara tied a finely woven red silk bracelet around Salee's wrist.
Veetara paused, changing her mind at the last second from 'I wish for your
happiness', which was too cliché, to
"I wish you the chance to visit the most beautiful places in the world."
She believed that was one of the most precious gifts anyone could receive
in their lifetime.
"....."
The birthday girl was silent, looking up at her with mixed emotions. But in
the end, she responded by placing the snack bags on the ground, stepping
forward, and placing her hands in a wai on Veetara's left chest.
"Thank you."
"Yeah."
With permission, Salee quickly stepped up, tiptoeing until her lips touched
Veetara's chin.
Not at all.
"......"
She was very embarrassed but also deeply moved, forgetting her
shyness after receiving such a unique birthday wish and gift, in addition
to the seventy-two- shade marker set.
That's why she wanted to kiss Veetara's cheek so badly, for being so
gorgeous, kind, and generous, with free Netflix to watch. But she could
only reach her chin because Veetara's sandals were thicker than her
elementary school textbooks.
How frustrating
Veetara replied, looking away while quickly tucking her hair behind her
ears.
Salee wrinkled her nose, feeling like she missed a big prize by one shot at a
fair.
"You said 'suit yourself', so if I call that a hug, it's not against the rules."
The girl retorted, realizing she'd kissed Veetara's soft, white chín. She was
so embarrassed she had to laugh it off. She then hurriedly grabbed the snack
bags and Veetara's hand to walk back home.
Salee went to shower in the room next to the stairs first, then returned and
sat on the sofa as if nothing had happened. Veetara didn't mention it either,
she just kept tucking her hair behind her ears while leaning back, waiting to
watch the movie Salee praised so highly. Salee still found the movie fun,
funny, and thought-provoking every time she watched it.
The plot was about Olive Penderghast (played by Salee's beloved Emma
Stone), a plain high school girl who couldn't even find anything when
searching for her name on Google. She became popular overnight due to a
lie, leading to a series of chaotic events from rumors that spiraled out of
control.
It turned out Veetara was quite interested, laughing so hard at the scene
where the heroine pretended to hook up with a gay friend at a party.
Veetara smiled, glancing at the clock on the left wall to see it was past 3
AM.
Veetara said, referring to the downstairs bedroom that was left vacant. It
was opposite the bathroom where she'd just taken a shower and handled her
business earlier.
"The sofa is huge, and there're plenty of cushions. I can sleep right here."
"How can you sleep here when a perfectly good room is available?"
Veetara frowned.
The young girl said, flopping down like a wilted bean sprout.
"What a kid,"
Salee smiled secretly at the not-so-serious threat as she got up to arrange the
pillows and blanket. When she turned and saw the homeowner still standing
with arms crossed, watching her, she raised an eyebrow in surprise.
Veetara laughed.
"Sit here,"
She invited, just like when the beautiful woman was still tipsy.
Veetara grumbled but sat down as invited. They started chatting about
various topics for a long time, from the gossip about Aunty Oun's gang to
the restaurant behind the building that changed chefs and wasn't as good
anymore, to the regular motorbike taxi driver whose wife was about to give
birth, and even about the neighborhood dog, Go, who often came by for
food.
Salee explained.
Go was a Thai street dog with a ridgeback, erect ears, a pointed tail,
reddish-brown fur, dark fur at the mouth, and a somewhat dumb-looking
but handsome face. No one knew where Go came from, but he was likely
abandoned in the community as a puppy.
"My mom felt sorry for him and fed him every day."
Fortunately, Go and his gang were smart dogs. The neighbors trusted them
and let them roam freely. They never caused trouble by leaving waste
around or rummaging through garbage. Go's gang acted as bodyguards,
patrols, and alarms whenever strangers entered the alley.
Veetara shifted, facing Salee with interest, especially when she continued,
"Recently, he fathered a litter with a female dog from the next alley."
"Very much. There were eight puppies, but now only one is left, named
Keng, who looks just like his dad."
"I did."
"You?"
Salee nodded.
"No one around there bothered to name the street dogs. Once I started
calling them by names, everyone else followed."
Veetara smiled.
"What about the other dogs in the alley? What are their names?"
Kek-huay was a high-society dog who liked to eat Chinese donuts and had a
proud, aloof nature. She probably descended from noble ancestors who'd
fallen on hard times since World War II. Her fur was brownish-yellow,
hence the name Kek-huay.
The last one, Tuk-tuk, was found sleeping on a tuk-tuk. When he woke up,
the vehicle had already driven to the alley. Unable to find his way back,
he'd been living with Go and the other two dogs for over three years. He
was a purebred Thai dog with a spotted face and black fur and was as big
as a bear.
"You,"
Soon, the atmosphere grew quiet as they ran out of 'general' topics to
discuss. The conversation naturally shifted to more personal matters, as if
the previous chat was just a warm-up.
Salee bit her lip, holding her breath nervously, unsure of what Veetara was
curious about. But she nodded and reassured the hesitant woman,
"Ask away. If I can answer, I will If I don't want to, I just won't."
"Fair enough,"
Salee was silent for a long moment before sighing and leaning her head
back against the sofa.
"If I answer honestly, promise you won't hold it against me."
"I won't."
"You promised,"
Salee reminded, feeling a bit anxious that Veetara might take offense at her
criticism of her only brother. But instead, the beautiful woman burst into
laughter louder than when watching Easy A.
It turned out Veetara had guessed that the reason for their breakup was
either incompatibility or Best's uselessness, which made Salee unable to
tolerate the relationship any longer.
"Dad pampered Best all his life, so it's no surprise he turned out that way."
"But honestly, he's not a bad person. Sometimes, he's even obedient"
"I know."
Salee knew Best wasn't a bad person. He was dull and sluggish but never
had issues with infidelity. On the contrary, he was the one who was overly
jealous.
"Well.."
Salee scratched her cheek, unsure how to say it was because of Khun Jae
that she decided to date Best. So she vaguely answered,
"I thought you were the type to fall head over heels"
"Oh, come on. Just because I like rom-coms doesn't mean I believe in
unconditional love,"
Salee pouted, making Veetara smile as she rested her chin on her hand.
"Why not?"
Salee admitted that 'unconditional love' sounded great, but it was just an
unrealistic concept. Even parental love was based on the reason that the
child was theirs.
If you removed the word 'child, no one would spend money raising them
through college. Even saints who loved their fellow humans did so because
of religious teachings. So, Salee didn't see how the idealistic theory could
be applied in daily life.
"Hmm,"
"You're right."
It seemed the beautiful woman was satisfied with the answer and didn't ask
further. She just got up, stretched to relieve her stiffness, and sald
goodnight.
"Goodnight"
Salee saw Veetara hiding a smile, then waved her hand as if annoyed by the
cheerful voice calling after her until she disappeared up the stairs.
Once the young girl was sure the homeowner wouldn't come back down to
stand guard, she grabbed a cushion from the sofa and hugged it tightly,
kicking her legs like a child learning to swim.
She felt so exhausted, as if she'd actually been swimming, that she flipped
over to lie on her back, grinning widely while examining the bracelet
Veetara had put on her wrist. She discovered that besides being beautiful
with red silk and genuine leather, it could also transform into a wrist strap
for a camera.
Veetara quickly sent her upstairs to use the bathroom there while she was
busy making scrambled eggs (following a YouTube recipe), toast, and
coffee for two, something she'd never done before, making it a bit of a
struggle.
"Go into my bedroom and turn left. The new towels are in the wardrobe. Or
if you want to dry your hair, the dryer is hanging in front of the mirror,"
She told Salee, who was standing damp in front of the kitchen. Salee
nodded and walked upstairs, her wet feet making her steps cautious.
Finally, everything was in order. The eggs in the pan were neither
overcooked nor too runny, the toast was perfectly crispy, and as for the
coffee, she left it to the expensive grinder. Within ten minutes, Salee came
back down, having changed into the dried clothes from last night, looking
neat and tidy.
Salee grinned widely, making Veetara frown as she sat waiting for
breakfast at the kitchen island.
"What's up?"
"Nothing"
Anyone who believed that was too gullible! Veetara thought but said
nothing; she just slid over the plate of scrambled eggs, toast, and a cup of
coffee.
Though she clearly remembered when Salee came while Veetara talked to
Kinny. Salee was making coffee with two spoons of Coffee-Mate and sugar
each.
They didn't talk much while eating breakfast. Once they were done, Veetara
offered to drive Salee home, which she accepted with a smile, making
Veetara even more suspicious of what mischief Salee might be planning.
But questioning her would be pointless and might even play into Salee's
hands, so she ignored the mischievous glances Salee gave her as she drove.
"Yeah."
"Uh-huh."
Luckily, there was still time to prepare before seeing Salee at the office
tomorrow morning, so Veetara wasn't too worried about what tricks Salee
might pull. But she was completely wrong...
Veetara only realized it when she checked the downstairs shower and found
the water heater working fine.
At first, Veetara was just puzzled until she opened her phone to see a
message with a selfie of Salee grinning next to her bedroom wardrobe.
That's when Veetara realized she'd been tricked.
Love,
"Salee!"
Veetara gritted her teeth. When she called to scold the girl and said she'd
turn last night's blessing into a curse:
"May you never have underwear for the rest of your lifel"
Salee just laughed loudly before whispering back, "Love you, My Jae," and
hung up, leaving Veetara standing there, blinking
In the end, she could only cover her flushed face with her hands.
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□ Chapter 07 □
Kinny had two guesses: if those two didn't end up together like in a
romance novel, they'd probably fight to the death because of Salee's
teasing nature.
When Veetara stormed into the office early in the morning, the mischievous
girl was making a face like an internet emoticon (อิ v อิ), seemingly
mocking Veetara about something. She even had a new gadget to up her
annoyance and stalking level-a pair of binoculars she ordered online. When
asked why she needed them, she replied,
"Khun Jae told me to stay away from her, so I'm using these to watch her
from afar."
"...."
How far could she really be? The office is only so big!
Kinny grumbled to herself but couldn't help being curious what happened
last Saturday night that made Veetara so upset wit Salee, to the point of
banning her from coming close. Veetara had been holed up in her office
ever since. When Kinny walked in with a cup of coffee, Veetara accepted it
with a grateful look, as if Kinny were a saint.
"...."
Kinny did as her friend asked, locking the door to prevent anyone from
barging in during their private conversation. They then moved to the beige
sofa to the left of the desk.
The question made Veetara nervous and speechless until Kinny had to
emphasize.
Veetara sighed, resting her elbows on her knees and covering her face with
her hands before slowly turning to Kinny.
"I..."
Kinny crossed her arms, squinting at her friend until Veetara finally let her
worries spill out.
Kinny mused, then asked the question that made Veetara ponder for a while.
"And what's your problem? Don't you like being this way?"
"No, I..."
Veetara shook her head slowly, tucking her hair behind her ear-a gesture
Salee probably knew by now meant she was 'off balance.'
How could anyone not know?
She did it as often as breathing. Anyone who wasn't blind could see it,
especially that kid who brought binoculars to spy on Veetara like a secret
agent.
"It's not that I don't like it but it feels like I'm torn between being annoyed
and secretly pleased. Do you get it?"
Kinny rolled her eyes three times at the contradictory answer before
listening to Veetara explain further. Her friend didn't hate that cute kid, but
Salee's cheekiness was sometimes so overwhelming that it made her want
to pinch her until she was all bruised. It was a whirlwind of emotions.
When she tried to glet back at Salee, she ended up being affected herself,
which was no different from when Salee teased her
Of course not.
Salee wasn't a handsome, well-off guy like the ones before. So, her friend's
experience in this case was practically zero. Veetara had mentioned that she
had female juniors flirting with her in high school, but she always brushed
them off, claiming she had a boyfriend from another school to avoid
problems. In reality, Veetara had never dated anyone until college.
"And it's not that I'm confused about discovering I'm gay or anything at
almost thirty. I'm confused that I'm losing to such silly things."
"...."
"There's nothing complicated about it, Vee. You're fond of that kid, so even
if she climbed the antenna on the roof and beat her chest like King Kong,
you'd still find her cute."
"See?"
"If you like someone enough, you'll inevitably see the best in their worst
traits."
"Really?"
"Yeah!"
Kinny emphasized, realizing Veetara had never seen the good in anyone's
bad traits before (because bad was just bad for Veetara). She sighed, feeling
like she was preparing a rookie fighter to face Mike Tyson in his early
twenties.
"Now, what's the problem? If you're going to talk, spill it all out."
If I don't push her to talk, she'll just bottle it up and be tight- lipped again.
Veetara mumbled, confessing that if she hadn't been drunk the other night,
she wouldn't have had the guts to make Salee back off. Even the last time
she retaliated (in some unknown way), Veetara had to suppress her own
feelings. Fortunately, the situation gave her a slight advantage; otherwise,
she'd have lost completely. It sounded utterly pathetic.
Kinny didn't know whether to laugh or pity her friend, but for the sake of
their long friendship, she chose the latter and gave simple advice,
She reached out and slapped her friend's hand, which was tucking her hair
behind her ear, with a loud smack.
Veetara flinched, confused at first, but then seemed to realize she'd been
giving away her thoughts to Salee.
"Don't let her read you. And if she's playing around, keep a serious face.
Don't react to her game."
"...."
"That's true,"
Kinny smiled, not mentioning that her expertise came from comparing it to
her mom's cats. Her Siberian Husky was just like that Little Trouble-
playful, barking to tease, and always bothering the grumpy cat. Until one
day, the cat got fed up and slapped the dog with it's paws repeatedly like a
combo punch in a fighting game. After that, the blue-eyed dog stayed in
line and didn't bother the grumpy cat again.
See? If you stand up seriously, the other side will back down.
"Salee knows almost everything about you, but do you know her
weakness?"
"What is it?"
weaknesses."
She meant that Veetara herself was the biggest weakness because, from
what she observed, that silly kid only cared about her friend. But Veetara
didn't realize it (or pretended not to), so she was sitting here, troubled, even
though she had the upper hand in this relationship.
Veetara blushed, and Kinny could guess she was thinking far ahead.
Kinny grinned.
She reminded her friend, fearing she might forget that Salee was a grown
woman, not a high school kid whose behavior hadn't matured. So, Veetara
didn't need to worry that flirting with this kid would be illegal or immoral.
"I know!"
Veetara
pouted.
"But I wasn't thinking in that way!"
"What I mean is, you need to use your working woman charm, your allure,
your skills, your beauty, your wealth, and your uniqueness to your
advantage. But the key is you need to recognize your own capabilities first.
Only then can you handle that kid. Got it?"
"I'll try."
"Don't let her guess my moves. Stay calm, don't get swept up in the game.
Remember that I have the upper hand and use it to my benefit."
Kinny praised and encouraged her friend, who reviewed the methods
clearly and thoroughly.
Salee noticed that her Khun Jae had become much quieter lately, as if she
was constantly deep in thought. She wasn't sure if Veetara was still angry
about the see-through incident or if there were other issues mixed in,
making the beautiful woman seem so serious and tense.
Just as Salee was thinking of investigating to find a solution, another
problem arose. Best, her ex-boyfriend, was still trying to win her back.
Despite Salee returning his birthday gift through Veetara and reiterating
over the phone that 'No means no!!', he didn't seem to understand.
Salee felt bad for being the cause of the office's discomfort.
She had to confront Best directly after avoiding him the last time.
"This is a workplace, not a park where you can come and go as you please!"
"Why should I? I'm just waiting for you to finish work. I'm not doing
anything wrong. Besides, Jae didn't say anything. She even told me to take
you home tonight."
"What?"
Salee's face darkened upon hearing this. She pulled her hand away when
Best tried to reach out to her.
"Don't push it, Best. We're over. Stop pretending like nothing happened. I
don't like it!"
"Yes."
"Listen carefully,"
"The time when I had expectations for you has passed. So, our breakup
means I no longer expect or want anything from our relationship. Do you
understand?"
Salee frowned.
Best continued to search for a way, making Salee, who felt a bit guilty and
sympathetic, become angry instead.
"Wait, I mean while you're single, just give me a chance. You don't have to
decide or give me a chance right away; just see..."
"No."
"I'm glad you've realized how to handle your life, but I'm not going back.
You should move on too. Both of us should."
"And you're the one responsible for your feelings, not me!"
The security guard's voice from behind was like a lifesaver. Otherwise, this
might've ended with her kicking her ex and getting charged with assault.
"Nothing,"
She left it at that, turned her back on Best, and walked out of the alley,
calling her regular motorcycle taxi to pick her up.
Today's troubles weighed heavily on her mind, especially the fact that
Veetara had asked her brother to take her home as if trying to mend their
broken relationship. Thinking back to the night before when Veetara asked
about Best, combined with the current tension between her and Khun Jae,
Salee became even more suspicious that Veetara might be playing cupid to
reunite her with Best.
Or does Khun Jae see me as nothing more than Best's ex, and I'm the only
one imagining that things have changed?
These questions swirled in Salee's head all week, making her behavior
noticeably different. People asked if she was stressed, unwell, or sick, to
which she could only shake her head and give a dry smile, saying she was
fine; she just had some things to think about.
"What's wrong?"
A voice snapped Salee back to reality. Salee realized she was in the
elevator, about to return to the office after her last class. The other
passenger was Khun Jae, whom she didn't know had come to this floor or
when.
She froze for a moment, then quickly looked away at the floor numbers on
the control panel.
"I'm fine,"
Veetara didn't answer but reached out and pressed the door close button
when the elevator reached the office floor. It was as if she wanted to keep
Salee there until they talked things out.
"What happened?"
"Oh, I forgot to charge my megaphone today, so I had to use a mic for the
last half hour."
Salee tried to change the subject, hoping Veetara would let it go. But
Veetara moved closer, frowning as she scrutinized her
"I... I-"
Salee raised her hand to push Veetara's chest to keep her from getting too
close, but the other party didn't back off. This time, Salee realized what
Khun Jae meant by saying that 'height gives authority'.
Veetara was strictly following Kinny's advice: control herself so that Salee
couldn't read her. She kept her distance (not too far, but not too close like
before) and was busy with business expansion plans, giving them little time
to talk. When she finally noticed, Salee seemed down and quiet, making her
worried and curious.
She didn't know what had happened to make the usually loud and lively girl
so subdued. Asking around the office yielded no answers, just wild guesses
about losing money on the lottery, being ditched by a motorcycle taxi, or
her new megaphone breaking down (since she hadn't been using it much).
All were baseless speculations.
She waited for Salee after her last class and rode the elevator with her, only
for Salee to evade the question. Veetara had to use her advantage to
pressure Salee into talking. After realizing she had no escape, Salee
decided to lock her arms around Veetara like a boxer clinching an
opponent.
"Help! Ouch!"
Veetara paused for a moment before trying hard to stifle her laughter, as the
reflection in the elevator mirror was completely at odds with Salee's cries.
Salee was screaming like she was being attacked, but her tiny arms clung
tightly, and she even pressed her face against Veetara's chest with closed
eyes, making Veetara want to pinch the girl's butt a couple of times.
However, this time, Veetara didn't respond with her usual sharp retort.
Instead, she wrapped her arms around the other's shoulders, as she'd learned
from her dear friend to be cautious and not fall into Salee's teasing game.
This caused the mischievous girl, who intended to create a ruckus to cover
up probing questions, to be taken aback, not expecting Veetara to respond
in this manner.
Veetara hid her smile, suppressing her own awkward and shy feelings,
while tightening her arms around the girl's neck even tighter than Salee was
hugging her waist.
'This kid's so sassy', Veetara thought. 'Why not enjoy the view of that sexy
boobs you've teased for years?'
Salee protested, her voice muffled because Veetara had locked her head in
place.
"Go ahead, if you want to die from suffocation in my boobs, then die."
Veetara threatened, and Salee finally screamed for mercy in the elevator.
The young girl tapped Veetara's back to signal surrender. When Veetara let
go, the girl, whose face was now beet red, quickly crossed her arms over
her chest and turned her back, afraid she might be taken advantage of
again.
"Me?"
Veetara raised an eyebrow. Besides trying to control herself from falling for
Salee's teasing, she wasn't sure what she'd done to make Salee point the
blame at her.
"What?"
The older woman made a high-pitched sound. When she saw the reflection
on the right-hand mirror to check the face of the person standing with her
back turned, she saw that Salee was pursing her lips and frowning in anger.
This was the first time Veetara heard the usually playful girl say she didn't
like something with such seriousness, which made her anxious and
confused. She couldn't recall ever showing support for Best.
Apart from the time Salee asked her to help deal with her brother the other
day and the time she asked about them to clear her own doubts, Veetara
hardly interfered in their relationship.
"...."
Veetara spoke softly, causing the person with her back turned to finally turn
around and look up at her with a scrutinizing expression.
She muttered, guessing it was because she'd been holed up in her office
without Kinny to keep an eye out, and no one in the office dared to mention
her brother's visit. Veetara only now realized that Best had taken the
opportunity to come here, knowing well when to show up to avoid being
easily sent away.
Damn it.
"I never did that, and I never ordered anyone to take you home,"
"But he..."
Salee protested but stopped mid-sentence, looking like she'd just realized
something.
"He lied!"
"Probably,"
"I didn't do it. I never thought of doing it, and I won't do it."
Hearing this, the young girl pursed her lips, then looked down at her feet,
nodding as if feeling guilty for misunderstanding the situation.
"Yeah... the last time we broke up, he tried to take me to see his dad."
She didn't know why Best was so fixated on Salee and wouldn't try to
understand his ex-girlfriend's status either. She only knew that his actions
caused trouble for everyone in the office, especially Salee, who must've felt
uncomfortable being harassed by her ex.
This meant Veetara herself would also be troubled, both as the sister of the
troublemaker, as the boss, and as... (left to be understood). Veetara then
promised not to let this happen again.
"Okay?"
"Yes."
"Good, so those people will stop worrying and guessing what's wrong with
you."
"Which people?"
Veetara suppressed a smile, not showing more than a slight shrug as she
answered evasively.
This made the girl grin widely, her previous gloominess replaced with joy.
"Geez, I should've let them worry longer."
"Knock it off,"
Veetara raised her hand, wanting to flick Salee's forehead, but this time,
Salee didn't dodge. Instead, she stood still as if waiting for her to do so.
Veetara then withdrew her hand, refusing to go along, causing Salee to
wrinkle her nose in displeasure before tiptoeing closer to scrutinize her up
close.
"You keep asking me, but what about you, Khun Jae? What's wrong?"
"Nothing,"
"Nothing's wrong."
"Sure."
Veetara pursed her lips, not realizing when the other had moved so close.
Salee didn't seem convinced, as she must've noticed the changes in her too.
Veetara then diverted the situation by locking the other's neck and
squeezing her red cheeks hard out of a mix of affection and annoyance.
Salee responded by hugging her waist again, this time trying to lift her off
the ground with some unknown strength, making it seem like she wanted
to slam her to the elevator floor like a wrestler. Veetara inadvertently
shouted in a high-pitched voice out of fear when her body seemed to lift
off the ground.
"Let go of me!"
"You let go of me first!"
Both held their ground, neither letting go, pulling each other like
elementary kids fighting over the last snack in the co-op. Until the 'ding'
sound followed by the 'whoosh' of the elevator doors opening slowly, the
chaotic scene turned awkward in a split second when at least five people
stood outside the elevator.
"....."
The doors closed automatically when no one moved. Then Veetara and
Salee quickly separated to opposite corners.
When the elevator doors opened again, Veetara saw that the group outside
was in a similar state. Some pretended to argue loudly on the phone, some
pretended to read teaching materials, and some turned to each other,
nodding as if discussing something important. Then, as if on cue (?), they
turned to look at her and Salee again, exclaiming in surprise
"Hello, Jae."
Veetara said nothing, just nodded along as everyone pretended not to see
anything. She walked out of the elevator with Salee, who was still singing
(which she later found out was a Digimon theme song sung incorrectly).
Then the group, led by Karn from accounting, rushed into the elevator,
smiling at them while pressing the close button repeatedly as if eager to
leave the area.
Leaving just Veetara and Salee standing quietly in front of the office
"...."
Veetara stepped closer, itching to give the other a good smack. But this
time, Salee dodged like Keanu Reeves in The Matrix. Veetara had to give
up within seconds, knowing she couldn't catch the girl no matter how hard
she tried.
She stood with her hands on her hips, watching Salee dash into the office to
grab her things, then run out and disappear down the stairs to avoid her,
still standing guard by the elevator.
Kinny's plan to deal with the girl hadn't gone as well as she'd hoped. But
before she had to sit down and rack her brain over this mess again, she
decided to handle her troublesome younger brother.
Veetara didn't answer because she didn't want Best to know (at least not yet)
that something was going on between her and Salee.
It was too awkward. More importantly, the young man would never
understand that his 'ex-girlfriend' from a year ago had the right to start a
new relationship with anyone, even his own sibling.
And that's not even considering the fact that Veetara was a woman.
Veetara wasn't ready to deal with this headache. Just handling Salee alone
was exhausting enough, not to mention the unfinished business expansion
plans. So if drama erupted because Best couldn't handle her relationship
with Salee, she hoped things would settle down a bit before dealing with it.
A chirpy voice snapped her out of her thoughts. Veetara looked up at Salee
and frowned, noticing she seemed much taller.
Veetara hid a smile, seeing an opportunity. She walked around to lock the
door before returning to the short stool where Salee stood.
Salee grew nervous, unable to guess what Veetara was thinking. She started
to get off the stool but was too slow for Veetara's naturally long legs.
Veetara reached her, causing Salee to lose her balance and sit down hard on
the edge of her desk.
"By the way, last time I helped you deal with Best, I didn't get anything in
return,"
Veetara said,
"What were you going to pay me with? Two boobs squeezes, right?"
Veetara looked down at the second button of Salee's shirt, placing her
hands on the desk to prevent Little Trouble from escaping
reputation." "Wait!"
Salee protested softly, worried that the curious colleagues who'd been
eyeing them lately would gather outside the office door to eavesdrop.
"Just pay up. It probably feels like when high school girls chase each other
around, grabbing each other's chests."
"Khun Jae!"
Salee sat with her shoulders hunched, her neck retracted, and she leaned
back, making Veetara feel satisfied that the girl had left such a golden
opportunity open.
Veetara smiled.
After being taken advantage of for so long, getting a little payback from
Salee today was better than nothing, right?
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□ Chapter 08 □
Of course, not everyone had the same size, but breasts comprised about four
to five percent of the body's total fat. Veetara never thought that another
woman's breasts would feel so different from her own until things reached a
certain point.
The point where she'd reclaim everything (except for her countless
stationery items) by grabbing the bust of the younger woman. Veetara was
both amazed and embarrassed for a while before other feelings followed,
led by the satisfaction of the soft, full sensation in her hands.
Veetara placed both hands over the rounded shape hidden under Salee's
shirt, causing the girl's face to turn bright red. They both fell into a silent
trance until Salee cried out loudly because she'd leaned back so far to avoid
Veetara that she almost lay flat on the table, getting poked in the back by
the pens in the pen holder Veetara had to let go of both breasts and help the
younger woman sit up straight again.
"Khun Jae!"
The mischievous girl pushed Veetara's shoulder before quickly crossing her
arms over her chest to protect herself with a grumpy face.
Veetara raised a finger to her lips, signaling for her to lower her voice. By
now, the office staff outside were probably pressed against the door and
walls like geckos, having heard the loud "Ouch!"
"I'm going to give the Women's and Children's Rights Foundation a ring!"
Veetara smiled and leaned closer, enjoying the feeling of having the upper
hand.
"Yes."
Salee pursed her lips, then uncrossed her arms to cover her face instead,
continuing to make excuses.
"I didn't consent. I resisted with all my might but couldn't fight off your
force, Khun Jae!"
Veetara placed both hands on the edge of the table, stifling her laughter
until her body shook.
The older woman cut off the conversation, making the younger one pout
even more.
Veetara didn't do so, letting Salee think hard about how to escape the 176-
centimeter wall plus two-inch heels. Realizing that her usual tricks wouldn't
work, Salee switched to sweet-talking to cover up her defeat.
"Please let me go back to work,"
Salee pleaded.
"If I'm late for class and the students talk about it, it could damage the
institution's reputation."
Veetara smiled.
"What topics?"
"Hmm,"
Veetara hummed but still didn't step back. She leaned closer until Salee
raised her hands to shield her face again. Only then did Veetara stop.
"Too close?"
She mumbled against Salee's hands, then added, making the younger
woman lower her head even more
Salee stopped mid-sentence, but Veetara guessed she was about to say, 'I
was the one approaching you, not sitting here being harassed like this',
making her stifle her laughter, unsure whether to pity or mock her.
"And now?"
Salee said, leaning back and closing her eyes tightly again. Veetara,
feeling both exasperated and amused, finally stepped back, letting the
'heart attack' victim escape to the door.
Salee turned to glare at her with a face as red as a ripe tomato, making
Veetara pretend to step forward, causing the girl to hurriedly open the door
and bump into someone, creating a loud commotion for several minutes.
Veetara shook her head as she returned to her work with a smile on her lips.
Kinny had returned from America after handling business for Veetara,
giving her the chance to shine solo for the first time. With the language
institute's business stabilizing, it was time to expand and keep up with the
social media-driven world. Otherwise, if they kept teaching only in
classrooms, they feared the institute would be outpaced by quicker-adapting
competitors.
The expansion plan had three main points: (1) Create educational content
online to promote the institute, (2) Offer online classes, both live and
recorded, for students who couldn't come to the institute after school or
those who worked and couldn't travel, and (3) Collaborate with schools
abroad (teaching Thai to foreigners), with their institute acting as a
coordinator for students wanting to study summer courses there, including
teacher exchange programs.
Kinny and Veetara hadn't decided who to send yet, but the foreign school
had already selected their tutor and was ready to send them as soon as they
were ready.
Kinny nodded and implemented Veetara's plan. After several days, she
noticed a change in the office atmosphere. It wasn't much, but for someone
familiar with the place, it was noticeable.
She wasn't sure why everyone seemed overly polite and curious. so she
asked Onanong, the office gossip, and found out,
"Rumors?"
Kinny frowned.
"Oh, you've been back for days and still don't know?"
"Well,"
"What?!"
Everyone stopped what they were doing to look, so Kinny waved them off.
"Go on, get back to work. What did you say? Doing it in the elevator?"
"Yes, you heard right. Everyone saw it, but when the elevator doors closed
and opened again, they were standing in opposite corners!"
"What's scarier is that Jae Vee was coughing non-stop like she was seriously
ill, and Salee was singing something like a chant!"
"...."
"...."
"When the rumor spread, everyone started noticing the odd behavior."
"Odd behavior?"
Onanong gestured.
"Salee avoided Jae Vee while Jae Vee clung to Salee like she was under a
love spell!"
So now everyone believed Veetara was under Salee's love spell. Recently,
there was another incident with a loud 'Ouch' in Veetara's office the day
before Kinny returned, scaring everyone.
They were so curious and respectful that they changed Salee's nickname
from 'Little Trouble Salee' to 'Little Precious Salee', 'fearing they might
offend the new queen of the area.
"Now that you know, keep it to yourself, Jae Kinny. Don't tell anyone I told
you!"
The whole office believes in the supernatural powers of that Little Trouble
because of you!
"I took a Japanese cartoon song and turned it into a love spell to give to
P'On and the others."
What?
Salee nodded earnestly, explaining with an innocent face that the spell was
just a simple gamble. If someone used it and felt it worked, everyone would
start believing it. But if it didn't, the rumor would die down and be seen as
just another prank of Salee.
"Luckily, someone in P'On's gang used it on a guy who already liked her,
so it seemed like my spell worked,"
Salee grinned widely, leaving Kinny unsure whether to praise or scold her
for being clever in such a nonsensical matter. In the end, Kinny could
only grumble internally and probe for more information.
Initially, Kinny hadn't realized that the cause was her own advice to
Veetara until the girl confessed,
"Jae Vee suddenly became super bold and aggressive, and I couldn't
keep up!"
Kinny almost burst out laughing but managed to hold it in. Otherwise, Salee
would've known that she was an accomplice in this grand scheme.
Salee then briefly recounted how they resolved some issues about Best in
the elevator before Veetara started acting strangely, leading to a situation
where her friend and the mischievous girl ended up 'doing it'. However, it
wasn't the Fifty Shades of Grey kind of 'doing it' that Onanong exaggerated
but rather a childish scuffle between two women who, despite being adults,
had the minds of elementary school kids.
Salee mumbled, hesitating and blushing for long before finally admitting,
Kinny blinked, unsure if she'd heard wrong or if the girl was just babbling
nonsense.
The girl nodded shyly, then switched to a pouty face, shaking Kinny's arm.
Wait, what?
"When did I even promise you that?"
"Just now."
Kinny rolled her eyes, knowing well how good the girl was at playing
innocent. In the end, she had to think positively that helping someone in
distress was a good deed.
More importantly, Kinny couldn't deny that being involved in Salee and
Veetara's situation was quite entertaining and gave her a sense of
satisfaction in playing cupid for her friend, who suddenly wanted to date a
younger girl at almost thirty.
"But you can't tell Vee that I secretly guided you, got it?"
"Got it,"
The girl nodded eagerly, while Kinny felt like a double agent selling secrets
from one person to another.
This is exciting and challenging, but if I get caught, it'll be the bad end.
"Emotional?"
"Yeah, during that time, she's bipolar. Sometimes she's nice, sometimes
she's mean. When she's mean, she's very aggressive, but when she's nice,
she's really, really nice. Sometimes she's like a tame chick, easy to talk to,"
"You should approach her during this time because she'll be less confident
than usual."
"But how will I know which days are good and which are bad?"
The girl whined when Kinny teased her. Then she started asking more
questions, like a clueless puppy seeing food for the first time.
"Why does my beautiful Jae get emotional for a few days each month?"
Sigh...
"Think for yourself why Vee would be emotional for a few days each
month."
Kinny put her hands on her hips, but internally, she couldn't help but
analyze that this girl might be so carefree all month that she didn't even
notice her own body's cycles.
Even though she wasn't a real woman, Kinny knew that females had to deal
with certain things every month.
"How could you not know?"
"...."
"...."
Salee's face turned pale, forcing Kinny to scream the truth to snap her out of
her cluelessness.
Salee received valuable help from Jae Kinny but couldn't immediately use
the information because she didn't know when Veetara's troublesome
period would come. So, the girl had to find out exactly when her last
month's period was, which wasn't easy to pry as it was a personal matter.
Therefore, Salee spent all her free time analyzing and figuring out her own
approach for several days while avoiding Veetara, who now liked to hover
around Salee's workspace and classroom. Normally, Veetara would stay on
the fourth floor. This made the girl anxious and fearing another
confrontation. She stuck with her group, not wanting to be alone, so
Veetara would hold back and not give her strange looks too openly.
Even though Salee both liked and disliked Veetara's new behavior.
Maybe because Salee was an ordinary human with conflicting feelings, part
of her feared the new, bold Veetara, while another part couldn't deny being
thrilled by Veetara's new, spicy demeanor.
People her age could still have sudden heart attacks, after all. So, Salee was
even more determined to find Veetara's menstrual cycle.
Veetara did almost the same thing every day: she went to the bathroom
twice in the morning and once or twice in the afternoon. This was probably
because she liked to sip water, tea, and coffee while sitting at her desk,
which made her need to go to the bathroom often.
This meant Salee could never know if Jae was going to the bathroom
because of the annoying P.M.S. or because she drank too much water.
Unless, of course, she went more often than usual or carried a small bag for
her sanitary pads that Salee could notice.
Especially with her plan to sneak into Veetara's office after hearing that she
had to meet someone from abroad with Kinny in the afternoon and wouldn't
be back at the office. This gave Salee a perfect opportunity to execute her
plan.
The young girl believed that the calendar on the desk might hold the answer
to the mysterious case that had been bothering her for months.
So, it was likely that she'd also written down her menstrual cycle. Besides,
Veetara was a health-conscious woman who'd surely keep track of her
periods for thoroughness.
Right?
But to get into the fortress when the queen was away, Salee needed a key,
of which there were only two in the office: one with the fortress owner and
the other with Aunty Oun.
Aunty Oun was responsible for cleaning Veetara's office as per her
instructions. Most of the time, Veetara would handle the dust herself, only
asking Aunty Oun for help when she was really busy.
"Aunty, Jae Vee asked if you could clean her office this evening."
"Please don't lock the room after cleaning, Aunty. I need to organize some
teaching reports as per Khun Jae's instructions, and I'll lock up afterward."
Aunty Oun hesitated slightly, worried that Salee might mess up the room
and get her into trouble. Salee reassured her, insisting it was Veetara's
order
(while silently apologizing for lying) and promising to leave everything
neat and tidy. Finally, Aunty Oun nodded.
Salee felt a triumphant smile forming inside her. She waited until most of
the staff had left for home, then stood up, stretched, and turned to see Aof,
who seemed quieter these days, perhaps accepting that she wasn't interested
in his advances.
He looked like he wanted to say more but decided against it, leaving her
alone in the quiet office with Veetara's mysterious room.
Salee peeked to ensure Aof and the others were really gone before sneaking
into the fortress of her beautiful lady, who was probably home by now,
showering and having dinner.
She surveyed the room without turning on any lights, relying on the glow
from the sign on the building across the street.
This was her first chance to examine the items in this room closely.
Usually, suppose she wasn't delivering a report. In that case, she'd come in
just to annoy Veetara, leaving no time to notice the details around the desk.
Even on the days she hid from Best, she was too distracted to do anything.
Now, standing in the space where Veetara spent most of her time,
undisturbed, Salee couldn't help but smile. Every inch of this room
reminded her of Veetara and matched her Khun Jae perfectly.
The room, about ten square meters, was decorated in white. It gave a
spacious and airy feel. The large glass window behind the desk chair made
the room seem even bigger, especially when the blinds were fully raised.
To the left of the desk was a beige sofa that could seat three, with a low
glass table for placing items or tea and coffee cups. Opposite the sofa was a
bookshelf filled with dictionaries from various publishers, including
English-English, Thai-Thai, Thai-English, and English-Thai, which any
tutor could borrow for teaching.
The shelf also held many document files and a few small abstract sculptures
for decoration.
Salee leisurely examined the items on the shelf, confident she had plenty of
time. However, she didn't touch anything beyond her mission. When she
was satisfied looking there, she moved to Veetara's desk, standing beside
the swivel chair to the view Veetara saw every day: the sofa on the left, the
bookshelf on the right, and the door leading to the main office area.
Salee glanced over the desk she was familiar with (having often stolen pens
from it) and found everything in its usual place: the computer monitor and
keyboard at the same angle, the metal pen holder that had poked her before,
the desk calendar, and the direct phone line to the reception downstairs.
She spotted a red asterisk and a note on July 4th saying, 'Little Trouble's
birthday', which made her pause before smiling even wider.
"Well,"
"What note?"
A voice from the sofa, in the part of the room the light didn't reach, made
Salee jump.
She instinctively backed away from the desk, one hand clutching her chest,
fearing her racing heart might leap out.
"K-Khun Jae?!"
"What's up?"
'I'm so busted!'
Veetara didn't seem angry about her snooping in the office. Instead, she
stood up, turned on the light, and smiled teasingly at her.
"I've been here since you started sneaking around before coming in."
'Oh shit!'
Salee thought, realizing she'd been so engrossed in the dictionaries that she
hadn't noticed someone entering the room. Veetara used the darkness to her
advantage, sitting comfortably on the other side of the sofa, meaning she'd
seen everything Salee did in the office!
"Khun Jae!!"
Veetara didn't stop and teased Salee even more, making Salee fume with
frustration. She was annoyed that her plan had failed before she got the
crucial information and embarrassed that Veetara had been watching her for
so long.
At least she hadn't scratched her butt or picked her nose while exploring.
Otherwise, this humiliation would be remembered for generations.
Salee raised her hands in a hasty wai, but before she could walk past the
person standing between the desk and the exit, Veetara spread her arms
and pressed her palm against Salee's forehead, stopping her in her tracks.
Veetara's amused smile turned into a mischievous grin, making the young
girl laugh nervously.
"Well... Salee dragged out the word, trying to come up with an excuse.
"I didn't see you getting mad, so I thought I was off the hook."
"Whether you're off the hook or not depends on your next answer."
This made Salee hunch her shoulders and shrink her neck in fear.
"Yeah, right!"
Salee exclaimed in a muffled voice as Veetara still hadn't let go of her nose.
"Don't bring Aunty Oun into this. Tell me quickly, what were you doing in
here?"
Veetara smirked.
Veetara squeezed her nose even harder, making Salee yelp loudly in the
office. She then let go, allowing Salee to rub her nose in pain.
"Fine, don't tell me. But if you try to explain later, I won't listen."
'Oh no'.
Salee thought. This was a threat from a reasonable adult. She knew Veetara
meant what she said. So, she needed to clear things up right now about why
she'd entered her private office. Otherwise, Salee would never ever get any
future trust or opportunities from Veetara.
"The calendar?"
"Well..."
The young girl hesitated for several seconds before reluctantly answering
without daring to look at Veetara,
"I wanted to know when you had your period last month."
"...."
Salee finally looked up after the room was filled with an awkward silence,
seeing Veetara frozen in place, her face turning red.
Inappropriate thing?
"Why would you want to know my menstrual cycle if not for. .!!"
"For what?"
"Salee!"
Salee couldn't dodge Veetara's hand in time. She stood there, confused
about what was so inappropriate about tracking someone's menstrual cycle.
According to her plan, based on information from Kinny, if she knew
when
Veetara's PMS would occur, she could take advantage and turn the situation
around so that she could tease Veetara again. She didn't see how that was
inappropriate.
"You're trying to move things forward too quickly, and it's too soon
for that!"
Salee made a face at Veetara, who was convinced she was playing dumb. In
reality, she wasn't as naive as she seemed, but she hadn't thought of what
Veetara was thinking. When she changed her approach and asked
This time, it was the gorgeous one who hesitated, nervously tucking her hair
behind her ear.
Salee hid her smile, and seeing a golden opportunity, she stepped closer
until their toes touched.
She asked again, looking up until Veetara's eyes dropped to her lips in close
proximity.
The younger girl finally realized what the 'first step' she shouldn't skip...
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□ Chapter 09 □
Salee spoke up, looking shy as if she already knew what Veetara was
thinking.
"My lips aren't in good shape. Sometimes, they get dry and flaky."
This made Veetara blush even more, unsure how their conversation had
ended up here. Their relationship wasn't at a level where they could freely
discuss such intimate matters as if they'd already agreed on everything.
This girl...
Veetara dismissed her with a flushed face, then pretended to end the
conversation by pushing Salee away.
"Hmm, how should I get home? It's dark now, and the buses are probably
crowded. My usual motorcycle taxi driver is off taking care of his pregnant
wife. It'd be nice if a beautiful woman could drive me home."
Salee teased, making Veetara frown. She pinched Salee's waist a couple of
times.
"Why beat around the bush? Just ask me to take you home."
Salee repeated obediently, making Veetara feel a bit better. But within two
seconds, she was back to her teasing self.
"By the way, I'm not beating, but dancing around the bush!"
"Salee!"
The girl laughed, her eyes sparkling, as she dodged Veetara's attempts to
pinch her. Then she took the opportunity to grab Veetara's hand, her
mischievous demeanor returning after throwing Veetara off balance with the
earlier 'step."
Veetara turned her face away, unsure how to handle Salee's smiling face.
She knew this time Salee wasn't trying to mock or tease her into a fit of
rage. It was the same sweet smile she'd seen during the friendly sports
competition. Seeing it up close now made Veetara's heart race. She cleared
her throat and said briefly,
"Let's go."
Before tightening her grip on Salee's hand, which had been playfully
groping hers for a while now, and leading her out of the office to the
elevator, heading to her beloved Civic in the parking lot.
"I'm hungry."
Salee said as Veetara drove out of the alley onto the main road. This time,
Veetara nodded as she was just as hungry. After meeting with the foreign
tutor who'd just arrived in Thailand, Veetara had gone straight back to the
office without stopping for a meal as planned.
"Okay."
Veetara agreed without objection since it was a healthy vegetable soup with
low fat, which she liked. She asked which restaurant Salee wanted to go to,
but Salee couldn't decide, possibly because they'd already passed the major
shopping malls. Salee didn't want to go back to the crowded area. So
Veetara suggested.
"Where?"
"Do you have a place to make a hot pot at your house? If so, we can make it
there."
Veetara replied while looking in front. When she glanced back, Salee
was fidgeting with her hands, making Veetara's heart, which she'd
suppressed, race again. She tried to cover it up by asking sharply.
"Nothing, really."
Salee denied innocently. But when. Veetara reached over and pinched her,
Salee quickly confesse.
"Well, it's just that having a charming person like you come to my room is
a bit nerve- wracking."
Veetara frowned but didn't prolong the conversation. Instead, she asked.
"So, can we make it at your house?"
"That's fine. I don't expect your house to be spotless like a proper lady."
Veetara hid a smile and focused on finding a place to buy the ingredients.
She remembered a small supermarket along the way to Salee's house. She
slowed down and changed lanes to the left. Soon, they arrived, and Salee,
who'd been complaining about hunger, beamed with joy at the sight of their
potential dinner.
They got out of the car, each grabbing a basket from the stack by the
automatic sliding door. Veetara picked various fresh vegetables like Napa
Cabbage, Chinese Morning Glory, cabbage, pumpkin, carrots, daikon, and
various mushrooms. Meanwhile, Salee headed straight for the meats,
especially the fatty sliced pork and bacon she loved. Veetara had to remind
her to get some seafood too, so Salee grabbed some squid and shrimp.
"There's pink fermented bean sauce, Cantonese sauce, and seafood sauce."
They ended up with two large bags of ingredients. When Veetara offered to
pay for the meal, Salee quickly stopped her and told her to put her credit
card away.
"I'll pay."
Salee said, swiftly handing her card to the cashier. When Veetara protested
that they could split the bill, Salee used the excuse.
The older woman smiled secretly, impressed by Salee's quick thinking. She
knew how to make Veetara back down on money matters, understanding
that if they kept arguing out of politeness or repayment for past favors,
they'd still be standing there with empty stomachs, arguing at the cashier. It
was better to end it by saying she wanted the reward points.
"Yes."
Salee nodded, reminding her that it might be tricky to turn around because
the alley was narrow. Veetara didn't mind and turned left into the alley.
When Salee pointed out the spot, she parked her beloved Civic in front of
the white gate on the right.
Veetara turned off the engine and got out with the bags of vegetables while
Salee carried the dipping sauces and meats. She unlocked the gate, which
was as tall as herself, for Veetara.
Back then, her parents were still in love, even though they often argued.
They seemed to find a way to resolve everything with her as the bond. But
after her mother gave birth to Best, business problems with their new
printing company caused tension at home. Her father became irritable, and
her mother was short-tempered. Veetara remembered sitting cross-legged
on a chair, listening to them argue at the dinner table while covering her
little brother's ears as he munched on fried pork.
She wasn't sure how flexible the Thai language could be, but her parents
seemed to find endless ways to hurl vicious words at each other every day.
What started as financial problems eventually escalated to issues involving
her father's relatives, who took turns criticizing her family and giving
unsolicited advice as if they were experts in solving world problems.
Veetara never liked her mother's blunt and harsh nature, but she loved her
mother, and her mother loved both her and Best equally. However, that
incident forced her mother to choose her because she was confident that
Best would be well taken care of by the father's expert relatives. Her mother
stood up and pointed fingers at everyone who dared to stick their nose (her
mother used that exact phrase) into her educational matters.
Normally, her mother would stay silent, listening without saying a word to
outsiders, and if there was a fight, it'd only be with her father. But that day,
her mother had enough and called each relative out, leaving them
embarrassed. She then turned to her father and ended with,
This was the first time she'd stepped into the two-story townhouse since her
parents separated.
Woof!
Salee quickly left the inner door and came to Veetara, facing an old,
loud- mouthed dog with erect ears and a ridgeback. Despite its age, it
barked as loudly as if it had a megaphone.
The petite girl shouted, then hurriedly pushed Veetara inside the house
before turning back to deal with the other two neighborhood dogs that had
joined in, using food to quiet them.
"Shoo!"
The girl waved her hand, and Go trotted away with the chicken, ignoring
the scolding voice behind. This made Veetara smile, but she quickly
composed herself before the homeowner turned back. She removed her high
heels and walked inside after the dog encounter ended peacefully.
"Hey, kid!"
This time, a greeting came from across the street, likely from a familiar
uncle. Salee responded politely, raising her hands in a respectful wai until
the uncle shouted,
She didn't hear Salee's response, but within ten seconds, Salee closed the
gate and followed her inside, raising an eyebrow at her frozen stance.
Veetara replied, unsure how to explain that uncle's question was so loud
that all the people in this alley could hear him.
"I'll help."
Veetara offered, not wanting to sit idly and also to explore Salee's home.
Despite Salee's claim of messiness, everything seemed orderly and clean
(except for the misplaced fan). The rooms were spotless.
Starting with the first area, there was a dark sofa in the middle. an all-
purpose shelf opposite it with a flat-screen TV and signal box, and a table
with two chairs for dining behind the sofa that was against the wall. Further
in, a glass cabinet and bookshelf were on the left, while the right had a
hallway leading to the kitchen at the back. The first-floor bathroom was
under the stairs.
Salee explained that her parents were from the other province and had
moved to the city for work when they were young. After saving enough,
they settled here, running a small food business to support their daughter
through college. A few years ago, they decided to return to their hometown
permanently because (1) their mission to educate their daughter was
complete, (2) Bangkok was a stressful city for those who grew up in nature,
and (3) their parents were aging, and they wanted to care for them closely
before it was too late.
Veetara asked, still focused on the large bunch of morning glory she'd just
taken out of the bag.
"I did."
Salee admitted that she didn't like Bangkok as much. The place seemed
unfriendly to some people's mental health.
"Because I got a job before they asked, so I couldn't go. I visit them once a
month to ease the homesickness."
Veetara felt a strange pang, imagining if Salee ever left Bangkok for good,
her office would feel desolate.
And I would
"The soup's ready,"
Salee announced before Veetara could think further. She hurriedly washed
the morning glory, cut it into bite-sized pieces, and arranged it on a plate
with the Napa cabbage, roughly chopped cabbage, and carrot slices. The
daikon had already been added to the soup pot.
Veetara carried the plates of vegetables and meat out of the kitchen while
Salee brought down a Japanese table from the second floor to set up the
electric stove and a two-liter hot pot. They agreed that sitting on the floor
would be more comfortable than using the small glass table behind the sofa
Soon, Veetara realized she hadn't eaten this much in a long time. Despite
feeling full from the vegetables and seafood within the first fifteen minutes,
she kept eating while listening to Salee's lively chatter, switching topics
like a parrot.
What she initially thought would leave a lot of leftovers turned out to be
just a few pieces of pork and chicken. Both of them ended up with 'food
babies.'
Salee leaned back, one hand on the floor, the other rubbing her
She groaned, and Veetara couldn't argue, having eaten just as much.
"Oh, no need. I'll do it. You just rest and digest, or you won't be able to
drive back."
Salee insisted. Veetara didn't argue, not wanting to make her host
uncomfortable. She sat back against the sofa as Salee suggested, and about
fifteen minutes later, Salee returned from the kitchen after cleaning the
dishes and hot pot.
Salee sat down beside her and started asking questions only she'd ask.
Veetara frowned at the cheeky brat, feeling the urge to pinch Salee until she
turned blue.
"I feel so bloated. I burped a lot while washing the dishes earlier, but I
never heard you burp, Khun Jae."
Veetara sighed. In this whole wide world, it seerned only this Little
Trouble could bring up such an embarrassing topic out of the blue as if
they'd run out of normal topics to talk about today.
Veetara scowled but eventually answered that she was human too. She
burped and farted like everyone else. Most people had an image to maintain
and wouldn't do such things in front of others to avoid gossip.
"Never."
Hearing that, Salee fell silent for a moment before stringing together a
sentence that left Veetara unsure whether to laugh or cry.
"Khun Jae, you don't have to be like that with me. Even if you burp loudly
or fart, I'll still love you."
Veetara burst into laughter, then quickly snapped when Salee laughed along.
"Stop laughing!"
She elbowed Salee's side, making her yelp dramatically. Then Veetara
stood up, ready to head home, thinking that the conversation would only get
more nonsensical if they kept talking. Salee offered to walk her out and
stood by encouragingly as Veetara took a minute to back her car out. Once
she succeeded, Salee clung to the window.
"Drive safely."
"Yeah,"
Veetara nodded, but before she could take her foot off the brake, she
rummaged through her bag on the back seat.
"Take this,"
"What's this?"
"Lip balm."
"....."
"You said your lips are chapped, right? This one is good. Apply it
morning and night, and they'll heal."
Salee stood there, stunned, while Veetara felt both embarrassed and
reluctant to admit she'd reached a point of desperation to offer such a
blatant gesture.
"Alright, I'm off."
Veetara cut the conversation short when Salee didn't even thank her for the
gift. But before she could drive away, a nosy neighbor from the adjacent
house called out,
Veetara choked on her saliva, unsure if the aunty didn't see her in the car
because it was late or if she was just hoping Salee had brought a man home,
which could be a gossip topic.
"Yes, Aunty."
"....."
"It's my boyfriend's
.
Two hours earlier, Veetara had demanded the lip balm back, but Salee
refused, claiming she had a right to it as if she'd paid for it herself.
She ran back into the house without waiting for Veetara to ask again, then
did aerobics with a YouTube clip for about half an hour to digest the hot
pot meal in her stomach (she'd heard that eating late and going straight to
bed could cause acid reflux, bloating, and restless sleep). After cooling
down, she showered and got ready for bed as usual.
Her nerves were still buzzing from the evening's events: being caught by
Veetara in the office, talking about 'chapped lips, shopping together,
making a hot pot at her place, and ending with the free lip balm. Salee
wasn't sure if she was reminiscing or dreaming because, looking back to her
high school days, she never imagined that ten years later, the senior she
admired and had a puppy love crush on would be within reach.
Salee lay on her side, staring at the pink round lip balm on the pillow next
to her, feeling a mix of emotions. The more she replayed Veetara's words,
'Apply it morning and night, and they'll heal', the tighter she hugged her
pillow, unsure how to express her overwhelming feelings without alarming
the neighbors into thinking she was being murdered. Just then, her phone
buzzed under her pillow, and she picked it up, wondering who'd call at this
hour. Seeing the name 'My Beautiful One' with a photo on the screen,
Salee sat up cross- legged immediately.
"Khun Jae?"
She said awkwardly into the phone. Veetara had never called her this late
before, especially not after they'd just parted less than three hours ago.
"Did you forget something? Or are you calling about the lip balm? If it's
about the lip balm. I..."
"No,"
The voice on the other end cut her off, not letting her guess any further.
Wrong number?
"Ohhh,"
"I just can't think of anything I haven't already bragged to you about."
Veetara murmured.
Salee paused for several moments, thinking Veetara had forgotten about
those things. But it seemed she'd had been waiting for the right moment to
ask since the time Salee avoided answering directly about what sports she
used to play. Salee wasn't sure if she should be worried about being
interrogated or happy that Veetara seemed to want to know her better.
Salee opened up but didn't go into detail about the school's name. Luckily,
Veetara let her continue without interrupting, perhaps not wanting their first
phone conversation (outside of work) to be too pressured. Veetara only
responded with 'Hmm' as Salee started recounting everything from trivial
matters to her grades and quirky high school antics.
"A hamster?"
"Back then, it was trendy to have hamsters. Some even secretly brought
them to school,"
Salee remembered that the first two days of bringing the hamsters, Chaba
and Brownie, to school went smoothly. But on the third day, Brownie
escaped during a 'Science' class taught by a female teacher nearing
menopause, with frizzy hair, a tall and skinny frame like a single chopstick,
and a face resembling Cruella from 101 Dalmatians.
Her name was Dueanphen (though Salee didn't share this with Veetara,
believing that Veetara would immediately recall studying science classes
with this very teacher). Everyone was terrified of her. Even the rowdy Red
Lips gang at the back of the class, who were usually noisy, fell silent. It
was unclear whether it was due to her strict and often fierce teaching style
or the
rumors that she spent her after-school hours talking to the skeleton in the
science building's display case.
When Brownie went missing during Dueanphen's class, her group of friends
panicked, especially the owner, who was already worried that her beloved
pet might be dissected or used in a ritual to bring the fake skeleton to life.
Salee had to take on the role of rescuer to find Brownie. After secretly
passing notes to classmates to check under desks and on the floor, they still
couldn't find the troublesome hamster.
"The group thinks Brownie might've left the classroom," Salee said.
That class wasn't held in an air-conditioned room but one with ceiling fans
and both front and back doors wide open. Given the circumstances, it made
sense that Brownie might've escaped.
"Can you imagine how hungry kids waiting for lunch since eight in the
morning would be?"
"Yeah" Veetara
it clearly."
They hoped Brownie would be safe until the lunch bell rang. Salee and her
friends discreetly sat on the floor when the teacher turned to write on the
whiteboard, then crawled out the back door.
Salee said, unable to recall the senior's name from that year. After Veetara
graduated, she didn't pay much attention to the student council or house
presidents until she decided to follow in Veetara's footsteps.
"We hid in the bathroom and had to find a way back to class before the
period ended because sometimes the teacher liked to do a random roll call
again."
"Just barely."
Her friend found him later that evening (after crying because she thought
Brownie had been trampled to death). The gluttonous hamster had sneaked
into another bag full of sunflower seeds. Skipping class that day was
pointless, they almost got sent to the student discipline room.
Salee concluded.
"I agree."
Salee said before falling silent when Veetara suddenly changed the subject
by asking,
Salee's heart raced, her face heating up as she began to understand the
implied question.
She replied, turning to lie on her stomach, pressing her left cheek against
the pillow.
"Sure,"
"You pick."
"True,"
Veetara murmured, then excused herself, leaving Salee wide awake and
unable to sleep all night with the parting words,
Veetara hadn't planned to pick up Salee from her house, but she did,
surprising the girl who'd just walked out of the alley. Salee didn't ask many
questions, she just opened the door, sat in the passenger seat, buckled her
seatbelt, and smiled the whole way, making Veetara clear her throat, feeling
a bit alarmed.
"I was just passing by, so I thought I'd pick you up."
Veetara explained.
The girl next to her, dressed in an oversized white T-shirt, jeans, and
sneakers, nodded.
"Yeah,"
Veetara replied. Glancing to her left at a red light, she saw Salee still
smiling to herself, which made her tense face relax automatically.
When they arrived at the institute, the younger girl asked about the
possibility of people noticing they came together. Veetara usually kept her
personal relationships private to avoid any unpleasant office gossip. But
now, the situation seemed unusual since everyone still believed Salee had
some charm that made Veetara fall for her...
"If anyone asks, just tell them you summoned me to pick you up through
your magic,"
Veetara
"...."
"Seriously?"
Salee asked, half-believing that Veetara would use this to her advantage.
Veetara nodded before getting out of the car, locking the doors, and
heading to the elevator, with Salee following closely behind.
They agreed that once Salee finished her teaching duties, she'd text Veetara,
who'd then prepare to leave the office. The younger girl nodded. When the
elevator reached the fourth floor, Salee went to her private office, leaving
Salee to face the colleagues who'd undoubtedly bombard her with questions
about arriving with Veetara.
Veetara found the morning unusually long, and her body language clearly
showed her anxiety. Kinny, who came in to discuss work, couldn't help but
ask,
"What's got you so worked up, girl? You're pacing like a cat on a hot tin
roof."
Veetara bit her lip, feeling awkward and embarrassed, but finally admitted
to her friend,
"Oh my,"
"She agreed."
Veetara meant she hadn't planned what to do, in what order, where to go,
how long it'd take, or what time to start. Without a plan and being
inexperienced in such matters, Veetara feared the 'date' wouldn't be perfect
or, worse, something might go wrong, making her anxious and restless.
Kinny said.
Kinny looked like she wanted to scream, then counted on her fingers the
potential problems: (1) the Silom line train breaking down or being
delayed, which was unlikely since Veetara was driving her car, (2) no
parking spaces, (3) the projector malfunctioning during the movie, (4) long
queues at the restaurant they wanted to eat at, and finally, (5) for the truly
unlucky, encountering A high school gang fight.
"Other than that, I can't think of any other problems you might face."
Said Kinny.
Veetara sighed deeply, still worried. She'd never paid attention to what
made a good date. More importantly, this time, her date was a cute girl
with a stray dog named Go as her bodyguard, unlike her past experiences
with boys who tried to win her over.
Kinny called out to snap Veetara out of her thoughts when she noticed
Veetara had been sitting quietly for a while. Then, as she got up to prepare
for her next class. she left Veetara with a piece of advice,
"Just do what you and that little trouble of yours want to do."
Then, she left Veetara alone in the quiet office with her unresolved
thoughts.
Veetara sat with her chin in her hand, pondering what she actually wanted
to do. She had no idea how much time had passed until she heard a knock
on the door. Then, a girl who lived in the alley with the tricky turn
appeared, smiling broadly at her.
Salee nodded.
Veetara picked up her phone and saw the message from 'Salee loves you.
You call me anytime, my beauty had been sent half an hour ago.
Veetara said as she stood up, quickly gathering her things. She felt annoyed
with herself for seemingly messing things up before they even started.
When the younger girl walked around to help her pack miscellaneous items
into her bag, Veetara sighed again.
She mumbled as she leaned her hip against the edge of the desk.
"...."
"I don't know what movie you booked, but if it's a horror movie, I'll make
the most of it."
"....."
"...."
They were silent for a long time as if they'd both rocketed off to a place far
away from any sound, millions of light-years away. But finally, they both
blurted out at the same time, pointing out different things:
"My lips are still chapped! / Why do you taste weird, like spicy pickled
stuff!?"
"I just ate Aunty Aeow's spicy pickled star gooseberries! / I don't see
any chapped lips!"
Veetara wasn't sure when they started talking about the same thing again,
but she guessed it was after Salee made her realize that eating pickled stuff
wasn't as bad as she thought.
Because it was funny, tangy, spicy, not chapped, and very tender.
□□□□☘
□ Chapter 10 □
The first thing that happened when Veetara kissed Salee was shock. Then,
Salee's body tensed up as if all her tendons were tightening. Finally, she
turned into a shapeless liquid, her legs giving out so much that she had to
hold onto Veetara to keep from collapsing.
They were silent for several moments, and each lost in their thoughts. When
Salee realized that it was her first kiss with Veetara, she lost her mind
because (1) she'd just eaten a variety of pickled foods from Aunty Aeow's
shop, which her colleagues had bought for a party at the office (the pickled
star gooseberries were very yummy), and (2) she wasn't confident about the
feel of her own lips at all, thinking they were rough, flaky, and not soft or
moist enough, which might irritate Veeetara's plump, juicy lips.
The young girl was very embarrassed and wanted to blame the one who'd
acted rashly, even though she already said yesterday that she wasn't ready.
Veetaraa should've known that lip care wasn't something that improved
over a day. But the woman, much more beautiful than Miss Universe,
seemed to forget that fact, making their first kiss seem like a complete
failure.
However, what Veetara considered a problem with the kiss wasn't the lip
health that Salee was worried about, but the fact that Salee had the nerve to
eat pickled foods before their 'date.'
Salee asked.
Salee was taken aback by this question. Given Veetara's aloof and stubborn
behavior, she thought Veetara just wanted to watch a movie together, not
considering it a 'date'. Since they hadn't officially agreed on anything, Salee
didn't dare to think too much about it. She tried to stay relaxed and not
dress up too much, but she was coaxed into eating pickled star gooseberries
by her colleagues, who'd been persuaded by Aunty Aeow while waiting for
Veetara to respond to her text message.
Onanong, who might secretly be Aunty Aeow's PR, had advertised. So,
Salee joined her colleagues in devouring the pickled foods after discovering
they were indeed very yummy, flavorful, and high in sodium.
Salee had eaten several pickled star gooseberries, not knowing that the
person in the private office, who was stressed about something, would
suddenly pull her in without warning.
It was like a scene cut in a movie; the next thing she knew, she was feeling
Veetara's warm, soft lips.
"...."
Veetara muttered after a long silence, prompting Salee to quickly shake her
head.
"It's okay."
"Khun Jae, if you want to call it a date, then I'll call it a date."
Salee explained sweetly, realizing that someone whose period was about to
start in a few days might be easily irritated or annoyed by the smallest
things.
"But you should've told me before I left the house so I could dress nicely
and not eat pickled foods while waiting."
Veetara paused for a moment, then looked Salee up and down, making her
face flush.
Salee teased, feeling braver now that Veetara's mood had settled. She didn't
expect the usually reserved and contradictory woman to respond seriously.
"You're beautiful."
"...."
"I-I mean, the clothes. They're simple, not too flashy, easy on the eyes, and
suit you well."
"Khun Jae-"
Salee bit her lip to hold back a smile at the long explanation, then took the
opportunity to use Veetara's words against her.
"Just saying 'beautiful' would've been enough. I understand what you want
to say."
Hearing this, Veetara frowned and pinched Salee's nose like twisting a
piece of bread before standing up to prepare for their 'date'. But as Salee
was about to lead the way out of the room, Veetara quickly stopped her
with a flushed face, saying.
Salee then realized that Veetara hadn't just stolen a kiss but had also left her
own vibrant lipstick as a memento. They spent a while wiping and rubbing
her lips until the red mark faded but didn't completely disappear. Veetara
then instructed Salee to head straight to the car without chatting with
anyone, while she'd follow later to avoid making it look like they were
intentionally going somewhere together.
Finally, Salee managed to sneak past her colleagues, who were still
enjoying the pickled foods, and made it to the parking lot. By the time
Veetara joined her and they navigated the Saturday afternoon traffic from
Wongwian Yai to a famous shopping mall, the theater doors were just
opening for the movie Veetara had booked.
Salee looked at the movie ticket she'd just gotten at the counter with interest
while waiting to buy popcorn and a large soda.
"Yeah,"
Veetara nodded.
"Out of all the movies showing right now, this one seemed the most
interesting."
Salee spun around to look at the movie posters and realized Veetara had
made the right choice for their date. The other movies were either action-
packed with violence or overly sexy, neither of which was her style.
After buying snacks, Salee and Veetara headed to theater number one.
At this point, Salee realized that Veetara had booked 'sweet honeymoon
seats' in the back row, making it impossible for her to hide her nervousness.
The seats were like a sofa, close together, with a gap on either side and in
the row behind, making it feel like they were watching the movie alone in a
huge theater. Fortunately, the dim lighting provided some cover, otherwise,
both of them would have been awkward about each other throughout the
movie, as they could see each other's faces.
Veetara had boyfriends before and was almost thirty. 'Kissing' shouldn't be
a big deal. Following hand-holding or hugging, kissing was one of the first
steps in physical interaction in a relationship. She'd been through that stage,
both in terms of accepting that kissing was a common human behavior and
in terms of her past experiences.
She didn't count how many times she'd kissed her ex-boyfriends, only
knowing it felt the same, started the same way, and ended with the same
words.
She should be used to kissing because, even though she'd been single for
almost a year, it didn't make her forget the steps of kissing. It was like
riding a bike or swimming, even if one hadn't done it in a while, one still
remembered how. Sure, one might be a bit rusty, but with a little
adjustment, it was good to go.
However...
The kiss two hours ago was completely out of the ordinary. It started
without any warning, and it was the first time Veetara did that out of her
own desire. Veetara gave the kiss as a thank you to Salee, who'd gone out
of
her way to act silly and make her smile after noticing that she'd been
stressed out with her formless thoughts for a long time.
It wasn't just the hormones pushing her, besides, the girl had no beard, only
smooth skin that felt nice to the touch, allowing her to press her lips
repeatedly without feeling any irritation. Reflecting on it, Veetara realized
the kiss lasted longer than she thought, but she couldn't be sure whether it
was long by the clock or by feeling. She only knew it was long enough to
make both her mind and body feel weak.
And when they broke the kiss once to argue about something unrelated,
they were pulled back together for a second time. This time, she discovered
that the girl's funny taste wasn't bad at all when combined with her softness
and sweetness.
Hmm...
Thinking back to this, Veetara had to swallow hard, keeping her hands
from wandering like they did in the office. Meanwhile, the person next to
her was fidgeting, seemingly unable to find a comfortable position. But
Salee seemed very happy with the caramel popcorn. She ate it non-stop,
making Veetara want to try it too since they had split the cost. She reached
into the paper bucket to grab a piece, but instead of popcorn, she found
Salee's hand, making her jump as if she'd touched something hot.
Veetara quickly pulled her hand back, her heart racing up. Salee just
cleared her throat and offered the popcorn bucket to her again to ease the
awkwardness. Finally, Veetara got to taste the popcorn. It was rich, sweet,
and enjoyable. As the movie progressed towards the end, both of them
forgot about the snacks and the lingering embarrassment from the kiss, as
they were completely engrossed in the story. When the main character, a
guide dog for the visually impaired, died from a disease, the young girl
cried her eyes out, just like Veetara, who had to keep wiping her tears with
the back of her hand throughout the rest of the movie.
When they left the theater, Veetara noticed that other viewers also had
swollen eyes.
"Sorry,"
She said with a sweet smile as if she knew what Veetara was worried about.
She reassured her again that the movie was enjoyable and thought-
provoking about the mutual dependence between humans and animals.
Crying over a sad ending wasn't so bad since she usually watched rom-
coms (especially those starring Emma Stone) or mainstream movies. It was
nice to watch a life drama for a change
"Go must thank you for taking me to see this movie, Khun Jae.a"
"What?"
"Yes, because I've decided to throw a chicken party for all the dogs in the
alley today!"
"Salee!?"
"I asked what hand cream you use, but you didn't tell me."
Veetara raised an eyebrow, remembering that Salee had indeed asked when
they went to buy a megaphone, but she hadn't answered, thinking Salee was
just changing the subject.
"Are you going to buy it for yourself?"
Veetara asked. When Salee nodded, she took her to browse cosmetics and
creams, turning their conversation to skincare, which Salee was more
interested in since she didn't wear much makeup. Veetara, on the other
hand, was knowledgeable about both, so she recommended what was good
or suitable for Salee's needs. Salee nodded and listened attentively,
especially about the hand cream she seemed particularly interested in.
"There are many scents, mostly light fruity ones. It makes my hands feel
soft."
"Peach."
"There are other scents. Try them first, you might like one."
"No,"
Veetara felt a warm flush from her head to her chest, not knowing how to
handle this shyness. She ended up playfully hitting Salee's shoulder, making
the atmosphere even more awkward until a staff member approached them.
Salee didn't respond, she just handed the staff two tubes of peach-scented
hand cream and walked away to pay, leaving Veetara biting her lip to hold
back a smile. When she looked at other products while waiting for Salee,
her smile faded, replaced by a tense expression as she narrowed her eyes at
someone approaching her.
"Vee."
"..."
She silently looked at her ex-boyfriend, Wat, who broke up with her in
front of Aunty Aeow's pickle shop.
"Yes."
Veetara didn't want to roll her eyes at him, but she almost couldn't help it
because his question was so annoying.
Use your eyes. Seeing me in a cosmetics store, what else could I be doing?
Digging for treasure?
Veetara replied, which seemed to make Wat understand that she didn't
want to talk. But he didn't want to miss the chance because once she left,
he couldn't contact her again, not by phone or at work, as she'd instructed
the security to escort him out without notice if he showed up.
"Are you alone? I came here to buy some groceries. We... could walk
together, maybe you..."
"Khun Jae!"
Salee's cheerful voice came from behind. Two seconds later, she
was standing next to Veetara, ignoring Wat, who hadn't even
finished his sentence.
She looked around as if Wat was invisible, making Veetara realize her
tactic.
Salee responded,
And grabbed Veetara's hand, leading her out of the store in the opposite
direction, leaving Wat standing there, blinking in confusion.
When they were far enough from the store, they stopped, looked at each
other, and then burst into laughter, not expecting to use such a tactic to
avoid an ex.
"Thanks,"
She smiled wider, realizing that the younger girl wasn't just good at being
playful but also reliable when her own leadership faltered, whether due to
alcohol or her fluctuating emotions. If not for Kinny's advice on heart
matters, Veetara hadn't relied on anyone for a long time, feeling strong and
too proud to ask for help. But today, she wanted to be weak and lean on
someone.
"So if there's anything you need my help with or want to ask. for something,
just let me know."
"Anything at all?"
"Yeah,"
Veetara nodded, already bracing herself for another one of Salee's usual
odd requests.
But instead, the girl moved closer and stood on tiptoe to whisper in her ear.
This made Veetara feel a tightness in her chest, a knot in her stomach, and a
shortness of breath. The sweet, earnest face that pulled away looked
determined yet shy, with no hint of joking.
Veetara replied, "Sure," because today she was too tired to keep up
appearances with someone so adorable.
She must've smelled good since birth because Salee vividly remembered
that the first time they met, Veetara smelled wonderful. When Veetara tied
a string around her wrist up close, she smelled great again. Sitting next to
her in the cinema or in the car, the scent was even stronger. At any time,
Veetara smelled so good that Salee couldn't help but sniff discreetly,
especially when it came to her soft hands, which seemed to radiate a sweet
fragrance constantly. This often led Salee to find excuses to touch them
playfully.
But today was special because Veetara didn't pull her hand away. They'd
both decided that this was a date, so holding hands or linking arms was
perfectly reasonable.
Hmm...
Salee was so embarrassed she wanted to hide under the escalator. But when
she thought about how an ideal kiss should be memorable for more than just
the taste of pickled star gooseberries and leftover spicy chili, she couldn't
bear it and had to ask for a redo. Otherwise, she'd consider this as a lifelong
regret.
Veetara acknowledged. Then the two of them made their way down to the
supermarket, with Veetara allowing Salee to hold her hand and cling to her
arm like a koala hugging a eucalyptus tree. At one point, Salee wondered if
this was real or if she was dreaming somewhere with drool on her pillow.
But when the scent from Veetara's sleeve reached her nose, she was sure it
was all real. No dream could smell this sweet.
Next time, I should ask her which brand of fabric softener she used.
Veetara led Salee to buy chicken in the fresh food section, then they
headed back to the car because there was nothing else to do at the mall.
More importantly, Veetara didn't want to risk running into her persistent ex
again. They agreed to go home, but the date wasn't entirely over. Veetara
insisted on helping with the chicken party for the dogs before leaving, as if
she wanted to linger with Salee a bit longer but didn't want to say it
outright.
That was her usual composed style.
"Aunties and uncles next door might get curious again. Are you okay with
that, Khun Jae?"
"I don't live around here, so I don't have to deal with nosy neighbors every
day. You should be the one answering that question."
"I'm fine. I've been here long enough to get used to it. I'm just worried you
might get annoyed."
The driver smiled, unable to resist asking how the neighbors reacted when
Salee jokingly told them.
Salee giggled because the neighbors believed it and spread the rumor so
widely that someone even called her mom in the countryside to report it.
Veetara was shocked because most families wouldn't accept their daughter
being the subject of gossip like that. Luckily, Salee's mom knew how
gossipy and tattletale the neighbors were, so she didn't take it seriously, just
acknowledged it and hung up.
Veetara asked, sounding anxious. Salee smiled and used the opportunity of
the date to grab Veetara's left hand.
"She didn't say much. Mom knows me well, both my mischievous side and
that I wouldn't settle down with any guy."
"Doesn't your mom want you to get married and have a family?"
"She does,"
Salee leaned her head back and explained that her mom, like most moms,
wanted to see her daughter settle down with a good man and have
grandchildren. But that was just her mom's wish, not hers.
Salee's mom understood how hard it was to fight for the life you wanted.
Her parents had opposed her relationship, so her mom didn't want to impose
her expectations on Salee like the older generation had done to her.
"So your mom knows you have no interest in marriage and starting a
family?"
Salee paused, unsure how to explain that she once thought she might end up
with Best until he acted foolishly and she reconnected with Veetara. She
went home to tell her mom that the 'Vee' who used to buy noodles from her
every day had grown up, was very beautiful, very fair-skinned, and very
well-endowed, and said,
Her mom got annoyed because Salee acted no different from when she was
a middle school stalker.
"If you love her, go tell her!"
Her mom said, waving her away in annoyance. Then, she muttered to
Salee's dad about how Best looked familiar as if she'd always suspected
that Salee had chosen him because he resembled someone she had a crush
on since she was young.
"Mom knows because I always said I couldn't marry someone like Best."
"Uh-huh,"
Salee added,
"And lately, Mom knows who I've been clinging to, so starting a family
isn't a big deal anymore."
Veetara got so embarrassed she had to look away, quickly turning back to
the road to hide her blushing cheeks, which weren't very visible in the dark,
but Salee could still feel the sweat on the hand she was holding.
"Yes."
Salee replied with a smile, stroking Veetara's soft hand to ease her worries.
Veetara let out a big sigh of relief. They had to let go of each other's hands
as they arrived at Salee's home Veetara turned the car around to avoid
dealing with the curious neighbors on the way back.
"Well,"
Salee put her hands on her hips, looking at the neighborhood dogs gathered
in front of her house as if they knew there'd be a treat. When Go saw
Veetara get out of the car, it didn't bark aggressively like yesterday but
wagged its tail, which puzzled Salee.
Normally, the old dog only recognized people from the neighborhood. Even
the ice delivery guy, who came often, got barked at every time. Salee
concluded,
"You see a beautiful person, and suddenly your memory improves, and you
naturally remember her, huh?"
"The scent?"
"But even with the ice delivery guy, who comes often, it doesn't remember.
How could it remember you after just two encounters?"
"Oh?"
Veetara cleared her throat when she saw that Salee was still standing there,
confused. Then she revealed the mystery of how the dog recognized her,
saying,
That's when Salee finally understood and remembered that they'd been
unusually close since the afternoon.
"Oh, I see,"
"Because the ice delivery guy didn't get all cozy with the coffee seller."
"Salee,"
Veetara's voice turned stern as she raised her hand to twist Salee's waist,
partly to hide her embarrassment.
Salee dodged Veetara's hand and quickly unlocked the house door to bring
the chicken into the kitchen. She divided it, boiling half and leaving the
other half raw, then mixed them together and portioned them out onto zinc
plates for each dog: Goh, Long, Kek-huay, and Tuk-tuk. Finally, the gang
of street dogs was well- fed and seemed to enjoy their meal so much that
they licked their plates clean.
After the chicken party for the dogs was over, Veetara showed no sign of
leaving. She continued to sit neatly on the steps in front of the house, even
though she initially said she'd go home after feeding the dogs.
"...."
"...."
A moment of awkward silence ensued as both were shy in their own ways.
Salee wasn't quite sure what made Veetara so embarrassed She'd never
imagined that one day, Veetara would purse her lips, blush, and repeatedly
tuck her hair behind her ear just from sitting next to her while feeding the
dogs.
But Salee was shy about everything concerning Veetara. She admired her
determination, constant self-improvement, maturity, and reasonableness.
She also couldn't deny that Veetara was exceptionally beautiful, especially
her well-toned figure, which resulted from genetics and disciplined
exercise. Her clean, well-maintained skin and appropriate dressing added
to her charm.
"So..."
Salee felt like she'd been hit over the head with Go's zinc plate because she
hadn't planned to make it today.
Just look at those plump, juicy lips. Even if Salee were out of her mind,
she'd still want to kiss them. But she needed more time to prepare herself,
maybe tomorrow or the day after, to let her heart rest before facing
another heart-pounding situation.
Just look at her. She talks like she's asking for a pen I took from her!
"My gorgeous, I think... um, this place isn't quite right for that."
Salee said, trying to avoid the situation. It was true, though, because there
were four street dogs as witnesses, and nosy neighbors might
pop out and spread the news.
"Well, um..." Salee hesitated for a moment before coming up with another
excuse.
"It's not good either because, compared to you, the atmosphere inside the
house feels depressing. I think we need a more pleasant place."
"...."
"It's okay,"
"Khun Jae,"
Before Salee could explain, Veetara smiled, placed a hand on her head, and
said,
Veetara wasn't upset that Salee didn't kiss her to get it over with. She was
frustrated with herself for losing control, much like someone who couldn't
resist eating at the wrong time, knowing it was bad for their health.
In her case, she knew how to behave appropriately in her relationship with
Salee, but she still pushed too hard, even though Salee had already said she
wasn't ready. Maybe Salee wanted to take things slow, to get to know each
other better, even though they'd been working together for two years.
But Veetara felt anxious.
She'd been observing Salee for a while, so when their feelings aligned, she
wanted everything to move quickly. Her fluctuating emotions made her
even more intense, turning her into something unrecognizable.
A demon named "Veetara wants to hurry up and get that Little Trouble
before she gets too old," perhaps?
Veetara increased the speed on her treadmill, hoping the exhaustion and
adrenaline would clear her mind. But her Sunday evening workout was cut
short when the doorbell rang, followed by a familiar, cheerful voice.
That's Salee!
"Yes!"
Veetara responded with a frown, jogging down the stairs to the door.
She asked, surprised and confused about how Salee, who looked unusually
cute today, ended up in her neighborhood.
Veetara saw Salee's toothy smile and felt a mix of warmth and
nervousness. She quickly wiped the sweat from her face with the towel
around her neck, worried that her post-workout appearance wasn't very
graceful.
"How did you get in here? Did you sneak past the security?"
"Sneak? No way," Salee scrunched her nose. "The security guard let me in."
What?
Veetara frowned, confident that the security at the village gate wouldn't let
outsiders in easily. If they did, it'd be with the homeowner's permission, and
she hadn't heard her phone ring.
After some questioning, she found out that Salee had befriended the
security guard at the village gate. The night when Salee had driven her
home, the same guard greeted them and opened the gate.
"The security guard remembered me, so I told him I was here to see the
beautiful lady at the end of the village. He said, 'Oh,' and we chatted about
food in Talat Phlu because I smelled chive dumplings from his booth. I
recommended which stalls were good, which weren't, and which ones
falsely claimed to be a second branch of some famous stalls at that market."
Veetara frowned, placing one hand on her hip but still opening the door
wider to let Salee in.
She asked while wiping the sweat from her neck and hairline. Salee didn't
answer immediately as she was- too busy staring at Veetara.
Salee nodded, but her eyes were still glued to one spot- Veetara's chest
under her sports bra. Veetara blushed and had to push Salee's face away.
"Stop that!"
She scolded lightly. She couldn't help but ask why Salee hadn't called or
texted first. If she'd been out, it'd have been a waste of time.
"...."
And now she gave Veetara a smile that looked just like this internet
emoticon.:)
"Smart girl!"
Veetara said, trying to pull her hand away, but Salee grabbed it and
sniffed it like a puppy.
Salee had no idea that her affectionate behavior made Veetara's heart waver
so much.
That's when Salee finally let go of her hand, and Veetara walked briskly
upstairs. Once out of sight, she leaned against the wall, exhaling deeply, her
face burning like a hot pan. She looked at her hand, which Salee had
probably sneakily kissed.
Veetara stood there for a long time, trying to gather her thoughts and catch
her breath. By the time she finished showering, scrubbing herself clean, and
getting dressed, she went downstairs to find Salee lounging around,
watching Netflix as if she were at her own home.
Seeing her like this made Veetara want to pinch her cheeks even more!
"All done."
She called out, making the girl, who was busy with the remote, look up and
turn off the TV. She then sprang up with a smile. At that moment, Veetara
noticed why Salee looked particularly cute today.
She was wearing a white shirt with rolled-up sleeves and an old rose-
colored chiffon skirt that reached her knees. Her hair was left down, not
tied up in her usual girly half-up style.
Hmm...
Salee suggested as Veetara was about to grab her car keys from her bag.
Veetara nodded and decided to leave her beloved Civic at home and
take public transportation to Khlong San Pier.
Khlong San was a district on the Thonburi side of Bangkok, not far from
Wongwian Yai, where the language institute was located. From there, one
could take a songthaew, a minibus that ran along Lat Ya Road (a hotspot
for local grilled dishes) straight to Khlong San Pier.
Veetara knew the area well because she used to study around there. Khlong
San Pier was a popular destination for high school students in the vicinity
after school. It was bustling with famous food stalls and clothing shops and
served as a crossing point to Phra Nakhon, where you could catch a van to
the Siam area. Before the convenience of the current BTS Skytrain, Khlong
San Pier was a popular route by default.
Veetara hadn't visited the area in a long time, but when she arrived,
memories of hanging out with friends during her high school days came
flooding back, making her smile.
"I want to try the fried pork with sticky rice from that stall. The smoothies
look delicious, as do the salted egg yolk bua loi... Oh! Bubble tea!"
Veetara shook her head, letting the trip's instigator drag her here and there.
Eventually, they ended up with their hands full of food (mostly Salee's).
Then, Salee's attention shifted to the clothing shops. As they walked
deeper, they saw alleys branching left and right, both leading to the ferry
pier.
They strolled leisurely, eating and digesting, holding hands tightly as the
crowd grew with the setting sun.
Veetara was enjoying the sights, sipping the bubble tea that Salee had
insisted on buying (so Salee could also drink it, as she couldn't finish one
by herself). Suddenly, Salee stopped abruptly, causing Veetara to bump
into her.
"Khun Jae,"
Veetara whispered to Salee, who was nudging her toward the fortune teller.
"It's okay if you don't believe. We'll just do it for fun, for the experience."
Veetara sighed but couldn't refuse Salee, who was eager to do everything at
Khlong San Pier like it was an amusement park. She finally agreed to let
the fortune teller read her fortune for 200 baht. However, Salee sweet-
talked and used her connections (often bringing in customers from their
superstitious office) to get a discount, reducing the fee to just 100 baht.
She listened quietly as the fortune teller spoke about her life, finances, and
career. Most of the predictions were general enough to apply to many
people, meaning that if it were Kinny or the frugal Miss Karn from
accounting sitting there, they'd likely find the predictions accurate too.
Salee, who was listening nearby, spat out her bubble tea pearls like a
machine gun while Veetara choked on her drink, tears streaming down her
face.
"No, no,"
Veetara waved her hands to stop the reading, but the fortune teller furrowed
her brow and shook her head.
Salee quickly placed the money on the table and dragged Veetara away,
fearing that people around them might accuse them of doing something to
cause the fortune teller's malfunctioning.
"...."
"...."
Finally, Veetarą and Salee stood silently at the bus stop at the entrance of
Khlong San Pier. Once everyone else had boarded the bus that just left,
they burst into laughter.
"Home."
"Whose home?"
"Well.. "
Just that made Veetara's heart race more than when she was exercising. She
didn't say anything, she just hailed a taxi and gave the driver a destination
not far from Khlong San. Salee raised an eyebrow in surprise because it
wasn't the way to her home.
When they arrived, Veetara explained,
"This place is beautiful. The atmosphere should be better than at your house
or mine."
"Your condo?"
Salee looked around in awe at the luxurious surroundings, fitting the price
and riverside location.
Veetara had bought it during the first pre-sale phase, so the price wasn't
exorbitant. She also got promotional furniture and kitchen appliances.
Initially, she planned to rent it out, but the beautiful view and convenience
made her decide to keep it. She'd occasionally stay there when she worked
late and didn't want to drive home
She led Salee to the fourteenth floor Her room faced the Thonburi area
without a river view, but it was still beautiful. The room had a modern loft
design with high ceilings featuring two floors. The lower floor had a
kitchen, living room, small bathroom, and a workspace next to a balcony as
wide as the room. Turning right to the second floor, there was a bedroom,
wardrobe, dressing table, and a large bathroom.
"It's... nice."
Salee stammered, placing the food bags on the kitchen counter. She then
wandered around, exploring before stopping at the living room's glass wall,
which stretched from floor to loft ceiling, offering a full view of the
scenery.
Veetara said, walking towards her. Salee raised her hand to call a timeout,
which caused Veetara to put her hands on her hips and frown.
"What now, huh?"
She leaned her left shoulder against the glass wall, trying to steady her
racing heart.
It wasn't long before Salee returned, looking shy and blushing all the way to
her ears.
Veetara asked again to be sure. The younger girl responded by lifting both
hands and pulling her face close without saying a word.
Mmm...
The young woman made a pleased sound. When she pulled her lips away
for a moment, she frowned and couldn't help but mutter,
"Didn't you ever accidentally swallow toothpaste when you were a kid?"
"No, never,"
The young woman burst into laughter, making the one who was earnestly
trying to 'redo' protest,
Veetara admitted. Then she promised herself not to talk during a kiss again.
She relaxed and let the young girl guide the kiss slowly and gently, making
her stomach feel light and her heart race as if it'd drop into her lower
abdomen.
She didn't know when she was pushed against the glass wall, only that the
small tongue tasted like cool, tingling toothpaste, playful and mischievous
like its owner. It made her unconsciously respond with pleased sounds at
various moments.
When she opened her eyes and saw the sweetness and the gentle touch from
the smooth-faced girl, Veetara's heart softened even more. She lifted her
arms to wrap around the girl's neck, not wanting to part easily.
They intended to just kiss properly, but when Salee whispered that she
smelled nice, Veetara didn't mind gathering her long, wavy hair to the back
as the other girl lowered her lips to her jawline, under her ear, and the nape
of her neck.
She felt ticklish, like a small puppy nuzzling her. Except this little pup had
two hands-one holding her above the hip and the other slipping under her
short-sleeved T-shirt. The pup lightly stroked her stomach with all five
fingers, both absentmindedly and enjoyably.
Veetara's emotions surged. She wanted to hug the girl closer, but then
an unwelcome sensation, especially in such a situation, made her push
the other girl away slightly.
"No."
"S-sorry, I..."
"It's coming."
"Who?"
Veetara squeezed the cheek of the girl who stood biting her lip with a
forlorn look. Then, the two of them had to scramble around, believing there
wasn't a single sanitary pad stocked in the room.
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□ Chapter 11 □
One of the strange things about humans was that when someone tried too
hard to act normal, they often got caught easily, revealing that they were
hiding something from those around them.
In this case, Kinny was referring to her dear friend and the young girl she'd
lured in.
She was both curious and not curious about what had happened in the past
three or four days, which made both Veetara and Salee try so hard to act
normal that it was almost laughable. It started with a morning greeting
through a megaphone, followed by the young girl playing the role of a
puppy teasing a mother hen.
They engaged in a polite banter before going their separate ways to work.
In the afternoon, they coincidentally wanted a cup of coffee at the same
time, so they had to stand next to each other in the kitchen, boiling water.
When it was time to leave work, Salee left the office first, while Veetara
followed exactly seven minutes later, like someone with OCD.
This was their normal daily routine that wasn't normal at all. Kinny noticed
from the second day that Salee wouldn't spend more than three minutes
alone in the office with Veetara. It was as if she'd drop off a report, chat a
bit, and then quickly leave.
It was like she worried that the others would sense some energy in the
room. Finally, after observing for almost a week, Kinny caught them red-
handed, realizing that their (not so) normal behavior was because their
relationship had taken a step forward.
She didn't intend to pry or play a bigger role than being an advisor, but it so
happened that she forgot a book she needed for teaching a new foreign tutor
at the office. So, she had to take a taxi back, only to run into Veetara and
Salee coming out.
"...."
"...."
"...."
The three of them stood blinking at each other in silence for a long moment.
Her dear friend and the young girl were in quite a disheveled state,
noticeable from Veetara's lipstick on the young girl's lips and the crumpled
and wrinkled collar of her shirt.
Kinny broke the silence first, to which the two responded in different
ways, "Just clearing some work. / Khun Jae did this to me!"
Kinny rolled her eyes. Salee ran down the stairs as Veetara shooed her out,
leaving Kinny and her dear friend facing each other.
Veetara hesitated for a moment, then ran her hand through her hair and
sighed, knowing she couldn't avoid it. She had to admit that she stayed late
to clear work, but the young girl stayed with her because she wasn't good at
taking the bus home alone lately. So, Veetara had to drive her to the end of
the alley, which she didn't mind because it gave them a bit more time
together after trying to act normal all day.
"No!"
Veetara blushed.
Kinny frowned as she examined her friend again. This time, she noticed
that the lipstick smudged on the young girl's lips, and it also stained
Veetara's shirt and neck.
Finally, Kinny understood when Veetara explained that they hadn't officially
declared their relationship. They hadn't said, 'You're my girlfriend, and I'm
your girlfriend'.
They just understood each other through some unspoken connection. Or, to
put it like a celebrity, they were 'getting to know each other', which meant
they were basically together but not officially calling it that. In Salee and
Veetara's case, they weren't worried about public perception like TV
personalities because they understood each other, and the terms of their
relationship weren't a big deal.
"Just kissing!"
Veetara glared.
"Only kissing!"
Kinny agreed, not wanting to prolong the conversation as she had her own
business to attend to. She let Veetara go down to chase the young girl, not
forgetting to tease,
Even though they hadn't officially declared their relationship, Salee and
Veetara's relationship wasn't open like some couples. They weren't broad-
minded enough for that, especially Veetara, who'd poke the girl's eyes out if
she looked at anyone else. Not that it'd happen because, besides Veetara,
Salee saw everyone else as just a blur. Only her beautiful Veetara was
special, a glowing light in her life visible from three hundred meters away.
She had eyes only for Veetara, but Veetara didn't know because Salee
never expressed her feelings in a speech. Their relationship had only
recently become clear. So, it wasn't surprising that Veetara felt insecure
when someone got too close to Salee.
There were only a few people who fit that category: Aof, who'd recently
given up, realizing Salee wasn't interested in him; Kinny, who didn't count
because they both knew Kinny was the advisor of the 'Get the Young Girl
with my Friend' organization; Best, the ex-boyfriend who Salee had already
chased away, and Thee, a young boy who'd recently become a significant
topic.
Thee was a high school junior from a nearby school and one of Salee's
students.
This story was complicated but not risky or worrisome for Veetara because
Thee didn't like her in a romantic way like Aof or Best.
Months ago, when Salee first taught Thee (and when she and Veetara
weren't this close yet), Thee was almost seventeen, with dark skin, sharp
features, and tall. He was a street racer who rode a modified Wave to
evening classes. Despite his rough appearance, he was smart and ranked top
in class tests, surprising Salee.
Initially, Salee didn't know Thee personally; he only liked to ask questions
and take notes diligently. One day, she found him sitting on the steps of a
7- Eleven, holding his head, and couldn't help but check if something was
wrong. She feared he might be in a difficult situation typical for his age and
had no one to talk to.
Salee wasn't a saint, but she cared for her students. Deep down, she wanted
them to use the knowledge from Veetara's institution throughout their
lives. So, she thought it'd be better if her actions helped a student through a
tough time, even if she might be told off for meddling. It turned out Thee
wasn't a big troublemaker, he was quite polite, contrary to his street racer
image.
That day, she bought him shrimp wrapped in seaweed, a red pork bun, and
a bottle of water. Thee thanked her and devoured them hungrily.
"I don't know what's bothering you, but if you want to talk, call the
reception and ask them to connect you to my desk,"
Before leaving, understanding that Thee probably didn't want to talk to
anyone at that moment.
And that was the beginning of her relationship with Thee, who carried the
typical teenage confusion and stress.
The young boy returned the money for the snacks the next day. They then
chatted about various topics that didn't touch on the problems he was
facing, as if he wanted to gauge what kind of person she was, how
trustworthy she was, and whether she was suitable to give advice.
This was the right approach. Salee thus had the chance to learn about the
experience of riding a modified Wave motorcycle at that time, which led
Kinny to critique (when she showed off her riding skills in the parking lot),
'It doesn't make any sense!' because, she couldn't even ride a bicycle but
somehow managed to ride a loud, smoky Wave.
Salee and Thee got to know each other better, but not to the point of being
close friends. She was always cautious about relationships that might lead
to misunderstandings. The easiest way to avoid this was to make sure the
students in the class knew she was a cheerful person who got along with
everyone, not just with Thee alone. In other words, she tried to reach out to
all students equally. Most of the students called her 'P Salee' without the
'Teach' prefix, like other tutors.
She mostly talked about lessons with Thee in class, and he never mentioned
why he was sitting alone holding his head in front of 7- Eleven again. Until
a few days ago, there was a call from reception saying, 'A student wants to
talk to you'. Salee immediately knew it was time for the young boy to share
his heavy-hearted problems with her.
She and Thee arranged to meet in front of the same 7- Eleven branch.
It turned out the young boy was indeed in a tight spot, as she'd guessed. But
it wasn't as serious as fighting with rivals from other schools, drugs, or
racing modified motorcycles at night and getting chased by the police. It
was about his identity and puppy love.
"I'm tired of keeping it a secret,"
Thee said this to her, and 'it' was his long-hidden identity.
This sharp-featured young man knew he was gay since elementary school
but didn't dare to show it, especially to his father, a strict, high-ranking
military officer.
Thee was the only son in the family, so he had to bear many expectations.
The soft-hearted young man built a shield with a rough and rebellious
image, riding a Wave, being a street racer, and looking like a thug at first
glance to prevent anyone from discovering he was a gay boy who preferred
makeup over modifying motorcycles. He also didn't want to be bullied like
other gay boys in school.
The young man said in a softer voice, making Salee notice that he'd been
speaking in a deep voice to everyone all along.
Thee explained that he planned to use his university years to escape far
from home and the people he knew. He felt like he was running out of
breath after holding it underwater for so long. The young man wanted to
breathe freely and be himself without worrying about his family or
schoolmates. So, he needed to endure a bit longer because it was less than
a year before he could apply to universities (Thee was only interested in
institutions with campuses in other provinces).
Until her class led the young boy to meet someone, all his patience seemed
to vanish sooner than expected.
Salee rested her chin on her hand, thinking, 'I knew it, 'because she'd been
through similar situations before. Having feelings for someone wasn't
unusual for young people. The problem was that sometimes, confused kids
couldn't handle their feelings when they found themselves unlucky, falling
for the wrong person, at the wrong place, or at the wrong time.
In Thee's case, it was the latter two because the other boy approached him
first.
"Yes,"
They liked each other, but the problem was that Thee couldn't reveal his
feelings until he left this place. He had to deny and insist to the boy from
another school that he was straight, fearing that anything could happen
since kids from nearby schools knew each other.
Most importantly, rumors spread faster than wildfire thanks to social media
(thanks to Mark Zuckerberg). He adhered to the principle of 'safety first
because if anyone at his school found out, it wouldn't be long before his
family knew, too.
And when the young man denied his own desires, the conflict within him
grew until he felt like his world was collapsing.
Thee was almost at his limit in hiding his identity, especially when the
other boy showed no signs of giving up on him.
Salee said with a smile at the enthusiasm of the youth. Then she fell silent
for a while, thinking of ways to relieve Thee's frustration so he could hold
on until university. Finally, an idea came up, but she couldn't do it alone
because Salee couldn't say she deeply understood Thee's pressure. Or at
least not as much as someone who'd been a young boy (and almost named
Anakin Skywalker) before. So, she hurried to Kinny as soon as she
explained and got Thee's permission to share his story.
Salee explained the whole situation from the beginning to the solution,
which was to find a space for Thee to express himself, like gradually
releasing accumulated stress. The person she thought was most suitable to
advise the young man was Kinny.
Veetara's best friend put her hands on her hips and complained in a high-
pitched voice. But after being persuaded for about fifteen minutes, Kinny
sighed and agreed. After all, the young man was a student of the institute,
and not helping when she could wasn't something a beautiful person like
Kinny would do.
It turned out that her and Kinny's brainstorming to solve the young man's
problem led to a misunderstanding with Veetara.
At first, Salee didn't realize that Veetara's dazed behavior, like she hadn't
slept enough, meant she was so jealous she didn't know what to do. Because
those behaviors were quite strange and contrary to the common sense she
knew, if someone felt jealous, they'd mostly sulk, argue without listening to
explanations, or stay silent and not talk at all.
Kinny called this behavior 'shadow jealousy, 'short for 'the shadow of
someone who'd never been jealous in almost thirty years of life.'
Veetara happened to overhear Thee's story one evening. Then she started
feeling uneasy and curious about who Thee was and why Salee had to
discuss him with Kinny, who had now become a consultant for all sorts of
issues.
A few days later, Salee found that Veetara was following her around every
corner she had to go, whether it was in front of the women's restroom, the
elevator, the classroom she had to teach, or the small room borrowed from
the housekeeper to create a space for Thee to relieve his stress with an
expert after school.
Finally, Kinny couldn't stand it and had to shout for her to deal with the
'shadow jealousy' standing by the pillar, watching silently because it gave
her goosebumps. Moreover, Veetara's fair skin, red lips, and red nails made
her look even more like a vengeful spirit.
Salee protested, only to be chased away by Kinny's raised fist again. She
had to dodge and quickly slip out to find the shadow jealousy standing by a
pillar of the building.
When asked, "Then why did you leave me standing here alone?"
Salee was taken aback and almost couldn't answer. She'd never officially
told Veetara about Thee because, first, out of courtesy, she needed to ask
the young man's permission before discussing it, but she hadn't had the
chance yet. Second, Salee thought Veetara didn't need to worry about this
boy, as there was no romantic risk like with Aof or Best.
But she was wrong, so she had to take Veetara's hand and lead her back to
the office to confess.
Luckily, after the tutor ended, the students and staff had all gone home, so
the two of them could sit and talk privately for as long as they needed.
Salee began, but she didn't go into as much detail as she had with her co-
conspirator.
"I thought Jae Kinny could help, so I suggested they talk after school
whenever they had the chance."
She also explained why she hadn't mentioned it earlier. Veetara nodded
silently until Salee added,
"But you don't have to worry about it being inappropriate. I'm very careful,
and Thee doesn't like girls anyway."
Veetara let out a big sigh, got up from her \chair, and squeezed Salee's
cheeks several times.
"Really?"
"Think logically. If I can like you, why can't someone else, regardless of
their gender, like you too?"
Of all the long sentences, Salee only heard, "I like you." Realizing this was
the first time Veetara had expressed her feelings, Salee placed a hand on
her chest.
"Yes."
"But... but..."
Salee stammered, still in shock. Even though she knew Veetara had
feelings for her, she never expected to hear it so directly, especially from
someone she'd admired from afar since she was young. She never dared to
hope for something that would make her heart race and her stomach flutter
like this.
"I..."
Seeing that Salee was too stunned to speak, Veetara shook her head.
The older woman said, placing one hand on the edge of the table and using
the other to brush Salee's bangs aside. She then kissed Salee's forehead and
held it there for several seconds before continuing,
"Others could feel the same way I do. So assuming someone will only ever
like men and never women or other genders is wrong."
She touched her forehead where she'd been kissed, and her heart started
racing like a clumsy boy she used to play with in elementary school.
Salee nodded.
Salee teased, pressing her cheek against Veetara's chest and tightening her
grip until Veetara protested, pretending to be out of breath, even though
she was blushing and didn't know where to hide her face.
After pretending to think for a moment, Salee nodded and teased Veetara
until she almost fainted from the embarrassment, saying,
"You're so beautiful and busty and jealous. I should just ravish you!"
.
Salee's idea of ravishing was....
Like a villain in a Thai drama or the hero in "Sawan Biang," with loud
noises, force, and fake nuzzling before the camera panned to a lamp to cut
the scene.
Veetara hesitated to take anything more than a few kisses and touches. And
(2) she hadn't resolved the issue with her brother, Best. She feared that
if her relationship with Salee progressed and Best found out, it'd cause
unnecessary complications as Best was practically still an inexperienced
kid.
Best had always gotten what he wanted since childhood. He probably still
believed he had a say in Salee's life, even though simple logic dictated that
an ex was an ex.
For Salee, Best was a past tense ex, meaning their relationship ended in the
past and had no bearing on the present. But because Best liked to
complicate things by involving many variables, Veetara needed to resolve
this issue before advancing her relationship with Salee.
His male pride wouldn't allow him to accept that his ex- girlfriend, whom
he still loved and hoped to reconcile with, was now dating his sister. But
Veetara wasn't afraid of having problems with her brother because she
believed any conflict wouldn't stem from immoral actions.
So, if she ignored the fact that she and Best shared the same parents,
Veetara saw nothing improper about the situation except for some
awkwardness when facing each other. And that wasn't a big deal because
they rarely saw each other. Recently, they both had their own work, and
their phone conversations had dwindled.
She had no reason to take Salee to see Best, which might make Salee
misunderstand and think she was trying to mend their relationship (unless
the world was as small as the day she accidentally met Wat).
Why would I want my own girl to meet her ex-boyfriend who hasn't moved
on, right?
Veetara spent many moments pondering how to reveal her relationship with
Salee to Best in the gentlest way possible without causing chaos. But before
she could figure it out, a new problem arose.
Jan was her name. She looked somewhat like Emma Stone but with a fuller
figure. She had blonde hair cut in a bob and was thirty- three years old. Jan
was a true American, born and raised in West Hollywood, California. She
was learning Thai because she loved Thai food and tourist spots.
She applied for an exchange program for a year as soon as she heard about
the offer from the institute. She was assigned to be looked after by Kinny,
both during and after work hours, since this was her first time traveling to
Thailand alone without friends or family. She might need a guide or
someone to give her small tips about living in a country where motorcycles
can legally ride on the sidewalks behind pedestrians.
The American woman rushed to hug Veetara on the first morning of work,
looking fresh and energetic. Meanwhile, the colleagues were buzzing with
excitement, lining up to shake hands and get to know Jan. Because this
foreign woman was friendly with everyone, the office atmosphere was
filled with joy, especially among the men, who were quite thrilled.
One day, when the team decided to have lunch together, Salee brought
Veetara in jealous mode along. Veetara felt uncomfortable that Jan was
way more busty than her, and she looked like Emma Stone, Salee's idol.
They were all taken aback when Jan cut off a young tutor who was subtly
asking if she was single.
From then on, the jealousy shifted to Salee, who was already pouting.
Veetara learned that Salee had a possessive nature, like a child not liking
anyone to touch her belongings, especially those she didn't get along with.
In this case, it was the fake Emma Stone. Salee locked everything on her
desk in a drawer to prevent Jan, who seemed to lack teaching materials,
from borrowing them like she did with others. She was particularly
annoyed whenever the foreign woman approached her with a cheerful face.
Jan didn't have to worry about the rules of personal relationships between
bosses and subordinates because she was only here for a year. Technically,
Jan wasn't Veetara's subordinate but a guest sent by a partner. Meanwhile,
the institute had to send a tutor as well, and that person was none other than
Onanong, the gossip queen of the team.
"Veetara, can you take me home today? I don't want to take a taxi alone,"
"Where's Kinny?"
Veetara asked hesitantly, glancing at Salee, who was sitting to her right,
talking to Aunty Oun, who'd been invited to join the party. She noticed that
Salee wasn't looking at her because she was engrossed in a conversation
about bathroom cleaners with Aunty Oun, but she seemed to be aware of
everything with a frown; she just couldn't do anything about it.
"Veetara?"
"...."
say?"
"I said Kinny had an urgent call and rushed out of the restaurant."
Veetara raised her eyebrows in surprise because she'd been too busy
observing Salee's mood to notice Kinny leaving. She wanted to call and
check on her friend but couldn't because Jan was waiting for her answer.
She reluctantly nodded, but before Jan could grab her arm, she called out to
Salee, who was still arguing with Aunty Oun, probably becoming an expert
on bathroom cleaners by now.
"Salee."
"Yes?"
Jan invited, her face red from drinking, making Salee quickly shake her
head.
"Oh, but didn't you two say you had work to discuss? Hmm?"
"We can talk while driving. Her house is far, and we should be done by the
time we get there."
The short-haired woman paused for a moment, then nodded before leaning
over the gear shift to kiss Veetara's cheek in a typical Western manner,
catching her off guard.
Veetara stiffened, and after Jan got out of the car, she shivered, feeling
uneasy. When she looked at Salee, who was pouting like a crying emoji
(T^T) in the group chat, she felt even worse. She patted the seat next to her
to call Salee to sit beside her.
Salee slowly moved, climbing through the gap to the front passenger seat.
After buckling her seatbelt, Veetara asked,
Giving Salee the choice of going home or spending more time with her.
Veetara was anxious about the answer, fearing that the usually cheerful girl,
who had been down lately, might be upset.
Luckily, Salee was reasonable enough not to sulk and wanted to go home
immediately. Otherwise, Veetara would've spent the night feeling miserable.
They decided to hang out at Veetara's condo, which had become their usual
spot after work. Salee's neighborhood was noisy with barking dogs and
gossiping neighbors, while Veetara's house was far, making daily
commutes difficult. Salee had suggested taking a taxi home, but Veetara
worried about her safety. So, the riverside condo became the best option,
with a city view and common areas on the twenty-third floor, and an area
on the rooftop for a walk.
"Huh?"
cheek,"
Oh, great.
Veetara quickly rubbed her cheek, but the person next to her stopped her,
explaining that the more she rubbed, the bigger the smudge would get. In
the end, the two of them found themselves busy in front of the mirror by
the bed on the second floor, trying to erase the traces of Jan's colonization.
Veetara teased, wrapping her arm loosely around the girl's waist.
Salee protested, scrunching her nose. She knew this was a sensitive topic
because Jan resembled her in many ways-cheerful and easy to get along
with. Salee might've felt overshadowed, but that wasn't the main issue. The
real problem was Jan's open interest in Veetara.
The issue was that they couldn't openly say they were dating.
Veetara and Salee understood the workplace decorum and Jan's status as a
guest, which couldn't be compromised as it might affect future
partnerships. Telling Jan directly that she was already seeing someone
could lead to rumors and disrupt the office atmosphere. More importantly,
it could damage Veetara's credibility as a boss who shouldn't have personal
relationships with subordinates. They had both decided they didn't want
that.
She'd just realized what it felt like to want to go to work every day, even
when sick.
Yes, she wanted to see Salee, just like Salee had said before when she was
told to take a break because she was unwell:
The younger girl said, tossing the cotton pad into the trash under the mirror.
She then lifted Veetara's face to inspect her left cheek.
"How did you feel when you were ambushed with a kiss?"
"Weird."
her.
"Still joking around? Aren't you jealous that I got kissed like that?"
"Of course, I'm jealous! I've been waiting forever to kiss your cheek!"
"If it weren't for the need to maintain the institution's reputation, I'd have
pinched Jan's lips right off her face!"
Veetara shook her head, smiling, but was intrigued by Salee's 'I've been
waiting forever' comment. She asked casually,
absentmindedly. "Since-"
"Since when?"
Before Veetara could ask more, Salee diverted her attention by saying.
And leaned in to reclaim the kiss on Veetara's left cheek. Unlike Jan's kiss,
Salee's was soft, sweet, and comforting.
"Salee."
"Yes?"
"About Jan..."
"It's okay,"
Salee said with a smile, sensing Veetara's worry that Jan's presence might
disrupt their simple relationship. Even though Veetara wouldn't be swayed
by Jan, too much drama could easily affect Salee. Veetara imagined that if
Jan (or anyone else) were to flirt with Salee instead of her, she wouldn't
tolerate it for long and might hide Salee from everyone.
"I do get annoyed when Jan flirts with you, but she's not a bad person.
Besides, she's only here for a year, right?"
Salee mumbled, shifting her attention from Veetara's cheek to her lips.
"I bet she'll be back before we know it."
Veetara couldn't help but smile, feeling like she won the lottery.
"You,"
She murmured, pulling Salee closer and letting her reclaim her rights from
Jan.
Veetara asked, pulling back to whisper after noticing Salee had settled
comfortably on her lap. Salee looked startled, placing a hand on her chest in
genuine surprise.
"Well, you were sneaking your hand under my skirt, so I had to assume you
had some wicked intentions,"
"Salee!"
Veetara blushed, realizing she'd indeed done that. She quickly withdrew her
hand and placed it on her lap.
"What do you need time to prepare for that you need advance notice?"
Veetara didn't want to imagine how long Salee would take to prepare for
such an event, considering how hesitant she was even about a simple kiss.
"I need to wax every hair on my body and wear sexy lingerie like Onanong
taught me."
Veetara wanted to pinch Onanong, who was probably packing her bags and
crying over leaving her hometown.
"Sexy lingerie?"
Veetara frowned but couldn't help but laugh at the thought of Salee in such
attire, looking like a high schooler trying to be sexy.
"Alright,"
Veetara concluded.
Salee, sitting on Veetara's lap, gave her two thumbs up and went to change
into Veetara's clothes, leaving her smiling at her own unexpected life.
If I'd known it'd be this good, I wouldn't have played hard to get.
Sitting there, Veetara remembered she hadn't contacted Kinny to find out
why she'd left the restaurant so abruptly. She grabbed her phone and called
her repeatedly, but there was no answer. She started to worry, as Kinny
usually called back within five to ten minutes or at least sent a message
explaining she was busy.
"Is something wrong?"
Salee asked when seeing Veetara frowned. She was coming out of the
bathroom with a towel around her hair.
Veetara explained. Jan saw Kinny take a call before rushing out of the
restaurant, which made Veetara worry that she might be in danger. Salee sat
beside her, helping her try to contact Kinny through calls, texts, and social
media, but there was no response.
"Do you have any idea who Kinny might've been talking to before she
left?"
Salee asked.
"Boyfriend?"
Salee raised an eyebrow, as she'd never heard Kinny mention her boyfriend
before.
It wasn't surprising, though, because Kinny was known for being quite
private about her personal life. Even Salee only knew that her boyfriend
was Tar, a guy introduced by a junior from Kinny and Veetara's university
days.
Veetara remembered meeting him once or twice when they first started
dating.
Salee asked.
"She stays with her boyfriend, but sometimes she goes to her mom's house."
"My phone is about to break, and I lost Kinny's number along with most of
my office contacts. If she comes home, please ask her to call me,"
The young girl opened the Facebook app on her phone. She navigated
through several pages until she reached Kinny's limited list of friends.
Salee handed the screen to Veetara, who scrolled through the profile
pictures until she saw a smiling man with a buzz cut.
"That's him."
Veetara confirmed, noting that his Facebook name included "TAR." Both
Veetara and Salee were confident they had found the right person.
The young girl messaged him to ask about Kinny, but his response was less
than polite. He did admit that Kinny was 'packing up her stuff in the room,
which annoyed Veetara.
When Salee asked, 'Where is Jae Kinny going? he replied curtly, 'How
should I know? We broke up. Don't message me again. It's annoying.
Both Veetara and Salee sat in stunned silence, feeling like they'd been
frozen by Elsa from Frozen.
"Well... I think Jae Kinny probably wants some time to herself right now,"
The young girl murmured after a long silence, and Veetara agreed, deciding
not to bother her friend any further.
"Damn it,"
Veetara muttered wearily. Salee wrapped her arms around her, sticking to
her like glue to comfort her. Veetara was grateful to have her there at such a
moment.
"I believe Jae Kinny is stronger than a rock. So, your friend will be fine.
Don't worry."
She leaned her head on Salee's shoulder until Salee yawned and excused
herself to snuggle under the blankets on the bed. Veetara watched her with
a smile, feeling much more at ease. She then got up to take a shower. When
she returned, she found the younger girl still wide awake, seemingly excited
about sharing the bed for the night.
Veetara found it amusing but didn't say anything. She simply turned off the
light and lay down next to Salee, who seemed to tense up even more.
Veetara thought with a hidden smile. She then playfully brushed her foot
against Salee's warm leg under the blanket, causing the girl to jump and
tense up even more.
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□ Chapter 12 □
She didn't want to move or do anything, not even pack her things out of the
apartment she shared with Tar for three years.
Even though she was well aware that lately, things between them hadn't
been going smoothly-whether it was work, lifestyle, money, or something
that changed over time -she never expected her boyfriend to break up so
suddenly, without any warning.
Because the lease was ending in five days, Kinny hurriedly left Onanong's
farewell party to return to the apartment, which was now half-empty,
making it clear that everything between them was over.
She wasn't sure of Tar's reasons, but if she had to guess, Kinny thought he
probably found someone better- someone who was a real woman and could
fulfill matters that she couldn't, like legally marrying him or starting a
family without having to rely on adoption.
Kinny felt hurt and worthless, but she could understand that since their
relationship couldn't progress as he wanted, it meant they'd reached a dead
end. Tar wasn't wrong for wanting to find someone who could make his life
better.
The fault lay with her for being born this way.
Kinny was lost in thought for a long time. When she finally came to her
senses and checked her phone, she was shocked to see fifty-three missed
calls and nearly thirty messages from chat apps and social media. This
oddly alleviated her initial sense of emptiness.
"Busybodies,"
Kinny muttered to herself with a small smile. She texted them back, saying,
'I'm okay, 'Thanks for worrying,' and 'I'll call in the morning. Then she
started to gather her belongings, piece by piece, as much as her physical and
mental state would allow. When the sky began to lighten, Kinny was
exhausted and decided to lie down on the bed she'd shared with her
boyfriend for the last time.
Kinny could say she still loved Tar and would be sad about this breakup for
a long time. But this wasn't the first time she'd been heartbroken. She wasn't
destitute; she had money, a job, family, and friends, especially those two
who would keep her company until she could convince them to get
together. So, she'd never sit and wallow in despair forever.
Never.
"Jae!"
Salee's loud voice rang out after Veetara came down to get Kinny and bring
her up to the condo in the afternoon. The little troublemaker, who could
transform into a gecko, jumped on her, nearly knocking her over.
Veetara had to step in to separate them before they disturbed the neighbors
any further.
Veetara waved off the person she'd secretly brought home last night to deal
with the scrambled eggs on the dining table. Then she dragged Kinny to the
sofa, starting to question her about the previous night when she suddenly
lost contact. Veetara also confessed, somewhat uncomfortably, that she and
Salee were so worried about her safety that they might've overstepped.
Kinny raised an eyebrow, more surprised than angry. as Veetara had feared.
"No,"
Kinny couldn't help but criticize the young girl, who was still eating
breakfast made by her beloved Veetara.
"What happened?"
Of course, Kinny wanted to tell her. Since they'd known each other,
Veetara was the only friend she could confide in about her life problems,
just as Veetara trusted her with hers. But this time was different because
there was an extra girl involved, and Kinny didn't mind that the little brat
would hear
her story, too. So, she waved to Salee, who was peeking curiously, to hurry
up and join them.
Salee listened with a frown, and seeing that Kinny wasn't angry at what Tar
had done, she became even more agitated, as if she'd been dumped herself.
"It's infuriating!"
"Yes, it's
infuriating," Veetara
agreed.
In her life, she'd been heartbroken three times before, including this one,
making it four. Not to mention the unrequited crushes here and there. This
had given her a peculiar perspective that differed from common sense:
breaking up without having to explain anything was the best.
She wasn't the type to sit and argue with an ex about why the relationship
ended. She might already know the faults, and sometimes the reasons
weren't the truth but excuses that a man could come up with to tell someone
like her.
A breakup is a breakup.
Kinny was tired of listening to explanations and thought a clean break was a
good option. At least she wouldn't have to dwell on harsh words fueled by
emotions, which could lead to hatred and resentment later on.
Salee and Veetara sat quietly for a while before they both hugged Kinny,
offering comfort like parents consoling a child who didn't get into their
desired school.
Kinny acknowledged the young girl's presence on her left and the busty one
on her right for a few seconds before she let out a sharp cry to mask her
emotions,
"Proud of what?!"
"I came to tell you this so you wouldn't worry and keep calling non-stop,"
Kinny pretended to give them a glare while fixing her clothes and hair.
Seeing that it was a good opportunity with both of them present, she
changed the subject from herself to the two troublemakers as soon as
possible.
"Kinny!"
"Jae!"
They both cried out in unison, embarrassedly waving their hands like
volunteer traffic controllers in front of the condo.
"What?"
Kinny pretended not to know that talking about sex among the three of
them created an awkward atmosphere, like a parent meddling in their child's
love affairs.
"How can I not think anything when you two are living together like this?"
Salee suggested.
'Woohoo' in Salee's sense meant sex, a slang term from the game The
Sims, a life simulation game where players created and controlled people
from birth to death on a computer, which many kids around the world,
including Kinny in the past, spent a lot of time on.
Kinny remembered that the young girl had once secretly played this game
in the office. When she stood nearby with her hands on her hips, she saw
that it was the latest version, with the special feature of creating realistic
characters with adjustable body shapes.
"This is Jae Vee, the busty, slim-waisted, perky- butt, slightly six-
packed, and most beautiful woman in The Sims neighborhood!"
"...."
"We've already woohooed and are getting married in three days."
Kinny didn't know whether to laugh or cry for Veetara because, at that
moment, Veetara was still trying to chase Salee in a fit of rage. Kinny didn't
get a chance to tell her friend how everyone in the office had been tortured
by Salee in The Sims, especially Veetara's character, which Salee had
commanded to 'flirt,' 'kiss, 'talk, and 'woohoo' repeatedly with herself.
It was clear that Salee was cheeky and not as innocent as Veetara worried,
fearing it might be like taking advantage of a minor.
"Enough, enough,"
Veetara raised her hand to stop the argument about 'woohoo, which hadn't
even happened in real life. She then changed the subject to ask about
Kinny's new place. If she had to move out of her old place and hadn't found
a new one yet, she could temporarily stay here. That way, she wouldn't
have to rush or go back to her mom's house, which was far from work.
Kinny hesitated for a moment, not wanting to intrude on their love nest. But
when Veetara insisted that she accept the offer and not worry about her and
Salee having no place to be lovey-dovey after work, she couldn't refuse.
She thanked them and ended with a wish for them to get intimate soon, as
that'd be the best consolation prize for a heartbroken person like her.
The saying 'When it rains, it pours' meant that when one trouble arose and
hadn't been resolved, another one popped up, making things even more
complicated.
Veetara had been in such situations only a few times. But even if she'd
combined all those times, it wouldn't compare to what was happening now.
Instead of just two troubles, as the saying goes, she could count three.
Three issues, not counting Jan's chatty nature, which she and Salee had
already discussed once.
And these three issues were even more chaotic due to Veetara's selfishness.
Veetara had become very selfish lately. She used to think she was already
greedy and eager to build a stable life for herself. But now, with Salee as a
significant factor, she wanted even more. This might be a period of role
reversal for the two of them.
Veetara had become the one who wanted to be close to Salee as much as
possible.
Initially, when the troubles hadn't piled up, everything seemed reasonable.
They had feelings for each other and seized every opportunity to spend
quality time together despite the limitations.
Kinny said she was infatuated, obsessed, and probably hopelessly in love
like never before.
"If you keep staring, I'll start charging you a baht per minute,"
It was Sunday, and Salee had been at Veetara's house since yesterday
afternoon. Kinny was temporarily staying at Veetara's condo while looking
for a new place. Meanwhile, Salee's neighborhood was still gossiping, so
they had to move their private time here.
Hearing that, Veetara got up and handed a gray banknote to Salee, who was
still engrossed in her book on the sofa. Finally, Salee looked up, half-
frowning, half- laughing.
Veetara nodded with a smile, making the younger girl finally close her
book and scoot over to let her sit beside her.
"I won't charge you anymore. You can look at me all you want like a VIP
member,"
Salee said, sweeping the books off her lap and turned to face Veetara.
Her one leg crossed and the other dangling, with her elbow resting on the
sofa back.
Salee was surprised for a moment before her cheeks turned a cute shade of
pink. Veetara asked because she genuinely wanted to know how Salee
was doing, whether it was obvious or something affecting her emotions.
"The neighbors are still curious but don't say much anymore because they
probably got scolde when they called my mom to complain about someone
picking me up for work almost every day. As for the dogs, they're still as
mischievous as ever. Yesterday, they chased the new mailman away."
Veetara could imagine the gang of four dogs chasing someone because she
almost had a run-in with them the first time she visited Salee's
neighborhood.
"Thee said he's feeling much better, thanks to Jae Kinny for transforming
into a teacher to teach him the power."
Salee explained that the boy had spent time being himself to relieve stress,
doing makeup and hair, and not having to deepen his voice all the time
like before.
"That's good,"
Veetara laughed.
"Only temporarily,"
"Not necessarily,"
Veetara pulled her hand back and tugged Salee closer until there was no
space between them.
"People who are meant to meet will meet. Remember how we ran into
Wat that day?"
This question didn't need an answer because as soon as she asked, Salee
wrapped her arms around Veetara's neck, snuggling like a puppy
seeking attention, halting their casual conversation to do something else
instead.
Veetara didn't know when she'd picked up Salee's clingy habits, but now she
was stuck to her like glue and was about to become even stickier. Even after
they parted, she followed Salee everywhere like a ghost, as Kinny had once
commented. Even when it was time to leave, she walked Salee to the front
of the village with an umbrella after Salee refused her offer to drive her,
citing Veetara's heavy workload about online content for the institute and
the constant traffic.
Veetara wanted Salee to stay over, but with more work came more
problems, especially with Jan, who seemed to have noticed something.
They had to be extra careful, avoiding going to work together, which
frustrated Veetara.
"How can someone look so beautiful even when frowning? But you'd look
even better with a big smile,"
Salee teased, hugging Veetara's waist in front of the village. Veetara didn't
smile because she still wanted Salee to stay, even though she understood the
reason.
"A trip?"
"Do you still have the gift voucher from the friendly sports competition?"
Salee asked.
"If you find it, let's go there. Saturday is a holiday, and Monday is a
substitute holiday. If we go early Saturday, we can have a three-day, two-
night trip."
Veetara replied.
Salee nodded and waved until she got in the taxi, closed the door, and even
after the taxi drove off, she kept waving through the back window, making
Veetara chuckle and wave back until she couldn't see the taillights
anymore. Then she turned and walked back into the village, unaware that
she was about to face an unexpected problem.
He stood firmly at the gate, next to the familiar Benz that Veetara had just
realized had turned in when Salee called a taxi a moment ago.
"Best."
The situation happened so suddenly that the young woman was confused.
She only remembered Best saying he came to see her because Wat had
contacted him (they knew each other when Wat was still dating her) to ask,
"Wat said every time he visited you, you were always with a girl from
work, and you two seemed very close."
Best started explaining that, at first, he wasn't sure if it was Salee or not and
was coming to ask her himself. But when he drove to the village's entrance,
Best confirmed with his own eyes that the 'girl' in Wat's description was
indeed his ex-girlfriend. Even if she denied it strongly or claimed Salee was
just there to discuss work, Best wouldn't believe it because he'd seen their
close behavior.
Veetara
sighed. "So
what?"
She asked, causing her brother to pause, as she didn't deny it at all.
"Yes, Salee is your ex. So that means your relationship with her ended ages
ago, Best."
"Jae!"
Best blamed Veetara for luring Salee with whatever she could, making
her raise her hand to stop him from speaking. Otherwise, she might've
slapped Best to wake him up to reality.
"I think you should blame yourself for being so pathetic and unworthy of a
smart girl like Salee."
"..."
Best was stunned for several moments, as he'd never heard such harsh but
straightforward words from her before.
His face turned red with rage, but Best eventually managed to control his
emotions before retorting.
The young man paused for a breath, then continued to fuel the fire.
Best smiled.
"Since I'm a failure, Salee just upgraded to a sibling who looks similar but
is better. Am I right...?"
Veetara stood
still.
And yes.
Salee found that her office life was harder than she thought. Still, she tried
to endure the annoyance caused by Jan, the foreign woman who liked to
flirt with Veetara whenever she had the chance, as if she wanted to see
chaos. Jan seemed to instinctively sense (somehow) that there was
something special between Salee and Veetara, even though they tried hard
to hide it.
Salee was used to being the third person who had nothing to do with
Veetara's love life since high school. But now, she wasn't that little girl
anymore. She had her own space, but she couldn't relax and be herself, like
when she felt her home wasn't her own when guests visited.
It was frustrating enough to want to send those guests away quickly, but she
couldn't.
Salee started to get angry at her own dwindling patience. She tried to accept
the situation several times a day, but whenever she thought she could, Jan
would act interested and touch Veetara openly in front of her. Even though
Veetara tried to stop her, Jan would use the excuse, 'I'm just teasing, 'with a
playful attitude, making Salee's head throb because she couldn't voice her
objections even though she had the right to.
It'd be better to go back to when she had nothing. At least Salee could
enjoy small things like secretly admiring Veetara's success without
worrying about unsolvable problems like this.
But even though she thought that her selfishness as a lover had
developed, it was impossible to watch Veetara anymore. She loved
Veetara a lot and wanted Veetara to love her back. She wanted to have
exclusive rights to Veetara, not letting anyone else touch or bother her
like Jan was doing.
But it seemed the longer Jan stayed, the more intense her actions became.
Until one day, Salee's patience ran out, causing trouble and leading to the
cancellation of a three- day, two-night trip they had planned. She later
learned from Veetara that this was the 'second and third major problem'
Veetara prayed never to encounter again in her life.
The trouble started when Salee brought in her work and found Jan learning
the process.
"...."
Jan smiled when she saw Salee freeze, then cleared her throat and
explained the reason for her question.
"I was assigned to assess the office situation for future collaborations. So if
you can answer, it'd benefit Veetara a lot."
"Jan, you're here as an exchange tutor. You can't just interrogate my staff
like this,"
Veetara interrupted with a stern voice, making the foreign woman raise her
hands in surrender and apologize.
"You're right. I forgot that it's rude. Good thing you reminded me. So let's
make it official."
She then took an envelope from the inside pocket of her blazer and handed
it to Veetara. The content stated that Jan's institution requested (demanded)
an interview with the staff to evaluate their work, attitudes, and opinions
about the organization to see if they were suitable for future investments.
"...."
"....."
Jan leaned towards Veetara, clasping her hands on the desk like an
executive making an offer.
"But from what I've observed, it seems that many people in your our office
don't agree with this strict rule."
Salee pressed her lips tightly, not daring to say anything at all. She feared
that the words that might slip out would turn into profanities that, besides
being unpleasant to hear, would also be unkind and unworthy of the praise
Veetara had once given her, saying,
When Jan began to be serious, as expected, Salee had to suppress her anger,
which made her body tremble. She stood up, excused herself, and calmed
down outside. She couldn't tell if Jan was just teasing her or if she really
meant what she said.
"We can benefit from it. I don't need to report the truth, and your
subordinates won't have to answer difficult questions. So, you and I,
let's spend a night consulting together. By morning, these annoying
issues will disappear as if they never happened. What do you think,
Veetara?"
Even when riding a roller coaster with her high school friends at an
amusement park, Veetara never screamed, only scrunching her face behind
the safety lock. But in this situation, she wanted to scream to release her
pent-up frustration at the cause of this conflict. However, she could only
sit tensely, watching Salee, whose face was a shade of anger she'd never
seen before until she closed the office door behind her.
Jan chuckled.
"See how fragile relationships can be and how much trouble they can cause
us?"
"....."
"Come on, Veetara. I've been on this earth for over thirty years, had no less
than ten relationships, and countless bed partners. Do you think I can't see
how you and Salee look at each other and how close your body language is,
even when you're standing apart?"
The American woman pushed herself from her chair to sit on the edge of
Veetara's desk, smiling.
"I'll consider that you didn't just make that ridiculous offer. So, don't let
there be a second time."
"Or what?"
"I'll report back to your institution that you have sexually harassed me."
"And what will you do about the report on office romances? Don't forget
that it could cost your institution a great opportunity."
"I have high hopes for the joint venture expansion, but I don't like being
blackmailed to reduce my bargaining power. So, if I have to lose the
opportunity, then so be it,"
Jan didn't seem fazed at all. Instead, she smiled with satisfaction as she said,
"Don't worry about losing any opportunities. I was just joking, though
I did hope you'd fall for the trap and accept the offer a little."
"?"
"And if you want to report anything, you don't have to go through the
trouble of emailing the higher-ups over there. Just walk over to my desk and
tell me directly because you'll be talking to the owner of the institution."
Veetara blinked in confusion as she watched the foreign woman move off
the desk. She was puzzled, wondering if Jan was joking again. But when
Jan added with a smile,
"I handed over the management to my big sister because I prefer teaching,"
It seemed she knew Veetara was questioning why she hadn't seen Jan's
name on the board of directors when researching the institution.
It turned out Jan wasn't lying. Later, when Veetara searched for the
founding history, she found that Jan was indeed the founder of the
language
school. Jan graduated with honors in Thai language from a prestigious
university in Thailand at the age of seventeen. This meant that the foreign
woman wasn't visiting Thailand for the first time as she claimed and
understood Thai very well. The odd accent was just another playful act.
Jan said, almost reaching the door but then turning back to Veetara's desk.
"Besides you, I also want Salee. That girl is cute. She seems smart and is a
great teacher. It's a shame she seems to hate me now."
Hearing that, Veetara's heart raced, but outwardly, she could only sit and
listen to the provocations with a calm demeanor. She didn't want to give
Jan any more reasons to target her, so she didn't respond, letting Jan
continue,
"But we all know nothing is certain in this world. Maybe one day I'll
become 'Khun Jae' to Salee, right?"
"...."
Veetara pressed her lips tightly together after the office door closed, leaving
her alone, clenching her fists in frustration, not knowing how to release her
accumulated anger. Just the thoughts triggered by her brother's words were
already giving her a headache. Now, she had to deal with being humiliated
further. Veetara's mood grew even more furious.
Regarding the problem Best had thrown at her the other day, she couldn't
help but question why Salee had turned to like her, the sister of her ex-
boyfriend. In reality, if someone broke up with another person for
unpleasant reasons, they would want to stay away from anything related to
their ex. Especially family members. No one would want to face someone
who almost became their sister-in-law. But Salee, instead of being bothered
by this fact, tried to get close to Veetara every day in a subtle way.
Veetara thought about it over and over but couldn't figure it out.
She tried to calm down to find an opportunity to ask Salee as she should.
But when the opportunity arose, something always prevented her from
asking. She feared her useless brother might be right. And with the current
situation in the company, it was even harder for her and Salee to find time
together.
So, Veetara decided not to ask, fearing that if something went wrong, she'd
waste valuable time and make Salee upset over nothing if Best's assumption
was incorrect.
There was only one thing that could comfort her and clear up her cloudy
thoughts a bit: Salee's warm presence and smile.
That evening, Veetara drove to see Salee after she'd asked to go home
immediately after work.
She wanted to check how the young woman felt about that day. It turned
out that the problem Jan left was bigger than she thought, as it could make
someone as cheerful as Salee so angry that she couldn't hide her expression,
even hours after the incident.
"Khun Jae,"
The younger woman began as they hugged each other tightly. Veetara had
to pull away to listen to what Salee was about to say.
"I told you not to worry about Jan flirting with you because I could handle
my emotions, right?"
"Yes."
"...."
Veetara sat still, listening to Salee explain that their relationship was always
at risk, like standing on the edge of a cliff. This was because neither of
them could exercise their rightful relationship openly. They couldn't even
reveal it fully. Even with their colleagues, they had to hide it to some
extent.
With Jan's arrival, Salee realized that their relationship wouldn't survive if
workplace rules continued to limit their freedom to express themselves. She
believed that even if they got past Jan, there would still be opportunities for
others to cause similar chaos.
The young woman bit her lip, realizing that Salee's analysis was entirely
accurate. She agreed.
Until the girl mumbled about the only way to solve the problem, Veetara
froze, then shook her head, refusing to accept the decision. The
accumulated chaos forced them into a heated argument, leading to the final
conflict.
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□ Chapter 13 □
Kinny could only describe the current situation between Veetara and Salee
in one word: chaotic!
She had no idea what happened at first because suddenly, the atmosphere
between Veetara and Salee became tense and strained. It wasn't until Salee
found an opportunity to unofficially inform her, as another senior in the
office, 'I'm going to resign, Jae, that Kinny was both shocked and confused.
When she tried to ask what, why, and how, Salee had already walked away,
seeing Jan approaching them in the kitchen.
Or could it be...
"Hi, Kinny."
Kinny nodded in greeting, her mind filled with suspicion, wondering if this
foreign woman was the cause of the conflict. From her perspective, Kinny
didn't see much possibility of that.
The relationship between Veetara and Salee seemed too strong for
anyone to come between them, especially someone who didn't seem
serious about life and liked to socialize, joke around, and chat with
everyone. However, she forgot to consider one crucial fact in her
analysis:
And humans were creatures full of tricks and countless deceptions (case
study: her many exes). If Jan intended to play dirty, anything could
happen.
"It's strange that you were assigned to look after me, but we haven't talked
much,"
The foreign woman started a conversation, leaning her hip against the
counter next to her coffee cup.
"It's not strange at all because you've adapted so well that I thought you
didn't need any help."
"I still need help in many areas, like grocery shopping, for example."
"Grocery shopping?"
"You know, the food stalls you guys take me to during lunch breaks, while
delicious, aren't exactly healthy, right?"
Jan referred to the overly oily cooking methods and the occasional heavy-
handed use of MSG when the vendor was in a bad mood.
"My condo has a kitchen, so I thought I'd try cooking for myself. But I don't
know where to buy affordable ingredients besides the supermarket. Can you
help me, Kinny?"
She crossed her arms and leaned in as Kinny was about to make another
cup of coffee for Veetara.
Lately, her dear friend hadn't left her office since arriving, seemingly
avoiding any confrontation with the younger girl, which worried her enough
to find an excuse to investigate.
Kinny asked as Jan pulled her hand back and crossed her arms again.
"I asked if you could take me to the market. I don't want to buy tomatoes
for a hundred baht each at the supermarket."
Kinny pondered for several seconds, and when she realized Jan was the
prime suspect in the current mess, she agreed. Kinny believed that, besides
having the chance to observe Jan's suspicious behavior, she could also
prevent the foreign woman from adding more tension between Salee and
Veetara.
"Alright."
"Great!"
"Today!"
She went to Veetara's office, only to find her friend leaning back in her
swivel chair, hands clasped on her stomach, staring at the documents on her
desk without moving. It was clear that she was deeply troubled.
Veetara muttered, not reaching for the cup, Just letting her place it on the
desk.
"Yeah."
Kinny was stunned. When she took the liberty of pulling the letter from the
envelope and reading it, she found that Salee would only stay for another
half month to finish her work, and the reason given for her resignation was
'personal issues'.
Kinny asked, looking up at her friend, who remained silent, indicating she
didn't want to talk about it. Kinny sighed deeply Just by looking, she could
tell Veetara was in a state of emotional turmoil and quite 'sensitive. This
relationship was almost like a first love, making Veetara clumsy and unable
to organize her thoughts. Unlike her previous relationships, where she dated
exes at appropriate times in her life, when the relationship faced turmoil,
Veetara simply let go without feeling much more than wasted time.
Kinny believed Veetara couldn't let go of the younger girl, but she was still
used to certain patterns, pretending everything was under control when, in
reality, she was deeply troubled and didn't know what to do next.
"I don't know what happened, but if you two break up over something
trivial, no one here will be happy, including me."
Veetara stayed silent, but she showed signs of discomfort when Kinny
emphasized,
Kinny then left her friend to spend time alone, and Veetara chose to remain
stubbornly silent.
Until Veetara realized she was the one who started it, and Salee wasn't the
type to 'sulk unreasonably and couldn't be easily appeased (because the
younger girl had moved on to the 'angry + hurt' stage now). By then, it
seemed too late to fix things.
Just think about it. Veetara managed to anger a girl who'd always been
attentive and agreeable.
In the end, Veetara found that Salee had cleared her desk on her last
working day, leaving only a box of pens and other stationery that she'd
playfully taken from her.
Veetara sat on the edge of the desk, one arm crossed, the other hand
holding her temple, as the office was silent and dim. The staff had gone
home, looking sad after Salee informed everyone at the end of the day that
it was her last day working.
Everything came to a standstill for a long time. Then, the young girl was
bombarded with questions and complaints about why she gave such short
notice, ending with their well-wishes, which Veetara didn't see who was
the one saying because she was hiding, gripping the doorknob tightly
behind her office door.
She didn't say a word to Salee, even though part of her always thought
about the girl. But another part of her was too proud of her own reasoning,
leaving her sitting alone in the office at eleven o'clock in the evening,
feeling lonely. Finally, the silence forced her to recall the night Salee
declared her intention to resign.
Veetara kept replaying that event over and over again, and she couldn't deny
that each time, she thought of countless other possibilities. For example,
That day, she lost control of her emotions and used harsh words with her
younger brother, which led to a sharp retort that left her speechless.
The same went for Jan. She had many options to prevent that foreign
woman from meddling in her relationship with Salee. For instance, she
could've lied, saying,
'I already have a boyfriend and have never been interested in women, so
don't waste your time'.
This tactic had worked well in high school to fend off younger admirers.
But she didn't do it because she was too proud of Salee to hide this fact
from anyone. She didn't want to lose her own foolish pride. Despite
knowing from experience that a white lie could make things easier, she
didn't act decisively.
She could've shown that the business proposal wasn't that important since
there were many other institutions to work with. But Veetara clung to the
expectation that the plan was about to succeed, so she compromised with
the future partner out of politeness, leading to an awkward situation. And
the reason for this was that she wanted Salee to see her success soon.
Veetara craved Salee's admiration, even though Salee always looked at her
that way. But she was too greedy. Besides the hugs, kisses, and presence in
her life, the look of admiration, as if she were someone important and
exemplary, made her feel more valuable than anything or anyone else could.
That's why she bluntly rejected Salee's suggestion to solve the problem by
quitting.
Because Veetara was selfish and wanted to be important to Salee's life at all
times.
The issue started when Veetara stubbornly argued that quitting might not be
the only solution. But when Salee asked what the other solutions were, she
couldn't answer and only declared that she wouldn't accept the resignation
letter.
"Where will you work if you quit? Will you work for a competitor?"
Veetara tried to point out that even though Salee was a skilled and well-
known tutor among students, finding a new job wouldn't be easy, especially
with a competitor. No other place would offer as good a deal as her
institution.
"It's not about the salary at all, and I'm not going to work for your
competitor either,"
"If not working for another institution, then what will you do?"
The rising tension made her forget that Salee's question deserved an
answer. Otherwise, it'd linger in her mind that she saw Salee as someone
who could be bought with money or ready to benefit a competitor. Salee
had always considered Veetara's best interests and still did.
anymore,"
Salee replied calmly this time, then mumbled something that left Veetara
stunned. Salee admitted that being a tutor wasn't her dream job and wasn't
something she planned to do as a career from the start. A 'travel
photographer' was her true calling, which explained her photography skills
and the camera equipment she had.
"I always thought that one day I'd have to quit, no matter the reason,"
Salee confessed. Since she started as a tutor, she prepared herself for the
possibility that she might not do this job for long, expecting it to last at
most a little over a year. But it'd exceeded her expectations, lasting over
two years as their relationship developed rapidly.
But that confession made Veetara's pent-up emotions explode before she
could ask or listen to any further explanations. She assumed Salee had
planned for Best to get her a job while also preparing an escape route in
case the 'plan to approach her' as a sister, who was better than Best in
almost every way, failed. Or in case things got too complicated, like now,
Salee could quickly escape the chaotic relationship, just like she did with
Best.
Veetara believed that at her age, with her looks, abilities, and charming
personality, Salee would still have many options after leaving her. Salee
didn't need to stop at her alone.
So, instead of a calm conversation, the emotions and tension made her
accuse Salee based on her own understanding. This left Salee silent for so
long that she didn't dare count the seconds until the young woman stood up,
her eyes and nose red and her arms crossed as she instinctively stepped
back from her. Veetara realized at that moment that she made a mistake.
I messed up again.
"I don't know where you got this idea, but does this mean you never
believed me?"
"No matter how softly, loudly, or daily I spoke, you never believed
Veetara pressed her lips together, and that made her too slow to respond
when the younger woman cut her off, saying,
Just before the door closed, Veetara noticed that those red eyes were now
filled with tears, which Salee would never let her see falling.
"Vetara."
Veetara quickly wiped the tears from her eyes and sniffed to clear the
burning sensation. Luckily, the office was almost entirely dark, so
the foreign woman couldn't see clearly that she'd just been crying.
"Jan,"
"Don't,"
Jan continued as if she hadn't heard what Veetara said earlier. She
explained that she didn't intended or expected Salee to resign like this.
Veetara thought.
"If you're staying, make sure to lock the front door when you leave. Good
night,"
Veetara concluded, grabbing her bag and walking past Jan. She had an
important job tomorrow, so she needed to save her energy for work rather
than listen to anyone's apologies, which were useless since everything had
already happened.
No one could go back and fix it, not even the person who caused it all.
Veetara went home, showered, and lay down, hoping that the important job'
of filming the online English teaching program for the first time tomorrow
would go smoothly. Fortunately, she was familiar with the filming location.
Salee was born and raised in Bangkok, but both her parents were from the
provinces. When they were young, her parents told her a few times about
the love story between Little Miss Toom and Mr. Krai, which wasn't easy.
Yes.
Before becoming Aunty Toom, who sold all kinds of noodles at an all-girls
high school, she was once Little Miss Toom. Her parents were well-off
from farming, agriculture. and livestock, which made them prosperous.
This resulted in their youngest daughter being raised like a rural princess.
She had better food and clothes than others, always had a servant following
her around, and could act as she pleased because no one wanted to mess
with her father and Uncle Tu (Toom's oldest brother), who always sided
with her.
Salee's father, Krai, added that even though Little Miss Toom looked quite
proper back then, she was actually very mischievous and liked to pick
fights, especially with him. He'd just moved to the area with his
grandparents, who ran a noodle cart in the market.
Toom and Krai fought and bickered constantly because they couldn't stand
each other. But over time, Little Miss Toom changed her mind when she
saw how hardworking Krai was. He helped his grandparents with the
noodle cart before school and took over selling noodles until late at night
after school, which affected his grades.
Toom saw an opportunity and offered to help him with his homework and
teach him what he didn't understand. The conditions were that he had to
agree to be her servant, take her to school every day, and let her eat noodles
for free once a day. Krai, who didn't have many options and needed a
scholarship to ease his grandparents' financial burden, had to agree.
"And then your mother took advantage of me and finished me at the hut..."
In the end, Toom was determined to win Krai over, and he eventually
softened because he'd secretly liked her from the start. But when they first
met, Toom was more annoying than cute, so Krai pretended to be
indifferent.
And that was the beginning of their challenging journey. Even though they
loved each other, love alone wasn't enough. Their relationship connected to
many others -family, friends, and those around them. This
interconnectedness meant no one could be truly free because even small
actions could have ripple effects. They faced opposition from their
guardians.
Salee wasn't sure how common arranged marriages were back then, but it
seemed as popular as posting food pictures on social media today. Her
father told her that families with beautiful daughters often did this,
especially if they were wealthy. They wanted a son-in-law of equal or
higher status to ensure financial prosperity.
With Little Miss Toom, it was no different. If there were a chart of the
hottest girls in the district, Toom would be in the top three. Her parents
intended to find a good husband for her, not the son of a noodle vendor in
the market. But Toom had already chosen her own husband. This caused
chaos and conflict between the two families, arguing every other day.
Toom's parents tried everything to make her and Krai break up. When that
didn't work, they threatened to disinherit her from the family estate, which
included farmland, orchards, a pig farm, and fish ponds. They hoped this
would make her reconsider, as she'd always lived comfortably.
But if former Little Miss Toom had been afraid of leaving her comfort zone
as her father hoped, she wouldn't have eloped with Krai to find work in
Bangkok right after high school. By the time they realized it, they had Salee
and their they proved they could make it work through hard work,
understanding, and patience. People often said grandparents loved their
grandchildren more than their own children, which seemed to hold true.
Her mother told Salee that Salee's grandfather used to be stern and
unemotional, even with Toom. But when Salee was born, he became a
cheerful old man, smiling widely. He'd wait at the house entrance whenever
Salee's mother called to say they were visiting. He spoiled Salee and gave
her money for snacks. Her grandmother and grandparents from Salee's
father's side also made peace, with Salee as the glue.
But now, she wasn't sure if she should be upset that her grandparents and
parents seemed to get along too well, conspiring to make her rush back
home after her grandfather fell ill (he was pretending, though) while her
issues in Bangkok remained unresolved.
She wanted Veetara to apologize, even though she knew Veetara wasn't the
type to do that.
Salee wouldn't apologize either, feeling that she'd always loved and cared
for Veetara, but Veetara either didn't see it or had forgotten all her past
actions. Veetara didn't reflect, reconsider, or try to improve the situation.
Instead, she remained indifferent. On Salee's last day of work, Veetara
didn't say a word to her, as if she'd already decided that Salee was trying to
escape the complicated relationship, just like she did with Best.
But who would want to run away from someone they secretly loved for so
long?
Salee had already explained that she wanted to leave her job to fully express
her love, but Veetara wouldn't listen, arguing that it wasn't the only way to
solve their problems and would only make them more distant. Salee didn't
see the difference between being apart because of different jobs and being
close but unable to be intimate.
She preferred the first option, where she could fully express herself when
visiting her friends at the institute.
"Sigh."
"Dad!"
Salee pouted as Krai, the husband of former Little Miss Toom, who was
reading the newspaper behind her, commented for the eighteenth time.
She was sitting at the top step of their traditional Thai house, which was on
a high hill. From there, Salee could see the vast green fields stretching to
the horizon, with tall palm trees lining the edge, resembling Veetara's
curves when lying down. Despite the serene and beautiful natural scenery,
far from the chaos of the city, she kept sighing repeatedly.
"Nineteenth."
"Dad!"
She pouted as she lay back on the warm wooden floor, her legs still
dangling over the steps.
"I've always been good to her, always caring, always trying to help, and I
tell her I love her every day,"
She whined.
This time, her mother sighed. Former Little Miss Toom put down her
needlework and sat beside Salee.
"Don't forget that you dated Best before, and you've never explained the
beginning of that relationship to Vee."
Salee thought about it and frowned. In truth, the term 'beginning' had to be
traced back to the first day she met Veetara in the cafeteria. From that
moment on, she'd always admired and followed her. Her relationship with
Best was simply because he bore an unforgivable resemblance to Veetara.
"Is it necessary?" she asked.
"But they say the present is more important than the past,"
Salee argued. She believed that past events weren't as significant as the
present, which shapes the future. She was confident she'd done her best, but
it was Veetara who was paranoid and distrustful.
Thinking about it made her both sad and frustrated that she wanted to
squeeze Veetara's chest to relieve her anger!
Salee looked up at Krai and realized he wasn't teasing her as he usually did
to make her yell like when she was a kid.
Her mother elaborated with a weary tone, having to give relationship advice
for free.
"My trustworthiness?"
"Second, you approached her half-heartedly, which was useful for you
because it gave you a way out. But for Vee, it might've created lingering
doubts that you were never serious from the start."
"Third, you think you have every right to feel hurt because you've loved her
longer. But just because her feelings developed later doesn't mean they are
any less significant than yours, right?"
"...."
"So if Vee has doubts or feels wary about your secretive behavior, it's
normal for someone who expects love from us and wants to be sure they're
not second to anyone. But you jumped to the conclusion that she didn't trust
you....Imagine if she felt nothing; you'd be in trouble."
"Be careful!"
She then packed her things with determination, but her father stopped her.
Her grandmother called her last week, saying Grandpa was bedridden,
prompting her to rush back to this traditional Thai house to care for him.
But Grandpa's condition improved significantly once she arrived, her smile
cheering him up.
"Very fine,"
Her mother added, explaining that her grandfather was still strong despite
being nearly ninety. The illness was a simple plan to bring her home.
Knowing she was recently unemployed, her grandparents, along with her
paternal grandparents, who built a new house nearby, conspired to set
her up with the district officer's son.
"A setup?!"
Salee exclaimed. She was about to run, but her mother, who stood up
without her noticing, grabbed her collar.
Her mother, the former Little Miss Toom, knocked her on the head.
Salee was shocked, feeling like crying and wanting to run back to Veetara's
arms immediately!
Everyone noticed it. From Karn, Aof, Onanong, to Aunty Oun's gang and
the building's security guards, everyone knew Veetara and Salee had
something going on for a while. No one said anything and just played along
with the story of the fortune-teller and black magic.
Everyone loved and cared for (though sometimes annoyed by) Salee like a
younger sibling. Even Aof, who once had a crush on Salee but moved on,
agreed that their relationship was beneficial. Since Veetara had someone to
pamper her, she became a more pleasant boss, easier to please, and less
demanding about teaching reports. She even gave everyone bonuses.
Kinny rolled her eyes at the group during a secret meeting at a hot pot
restaurant after work.
They then discussed how to help Veetara reconcile with Salee, believing the
office would be dull and lifeless without her. At least, if Salee didn't want to
return to work, they hoped she'd make up with Veetara to ease the
increasingly tense atmosphere.
Kinny agreed with Onanong's idea and encouraged Kinny agreed with
Onanong's idea and encouraged everyone to suggest ways for Veetara.
Seeing her friend so distressed, it seemed Veetara was desperate to get Salee
back. So, it didn't matter who was right or wrong; Veetara just didn't know
how to start making up because of her pride.
Kinny said, opening a small notebook on the table and letting everyone
contribute.
Kinny wasn't sure if it'd work, as most suggestions revolved around using
Veetara's allure and charm.
"When they meet, have her walk slowly and seductively, then tease Salee
with her chest!"
"Promise Salee that she'll let Salee touch her chest every day."
"If she doesn't relent, press her face into her chest until that Little Trouble
gives in."
"Or we could suggest her to get a breast augmentation for a change, then..."
"Enough!"
Kinny meant for everyone to stop, and Veetara's size was already more than
enough!
She sighed, thinking that if her friend saw these suggestions, there'd only be
two options:
Two, Veetara could drop her tough act and make sure that pesky little girl
couldn't escape by transforming into a super hot mommy, just like they
suggested!
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□ Chapter 14 □
Veetara didn't need to investigate anything about Salee. It took her just
about three minutes to look up at the honor board next to the student
discipline room. She found that Miss 'Ratima Prakobsuk had studied at this
school there. Her picture and real name were just four slots away from
'Veetara Santitranon,' answering all her previous questions about why the
girl seemed so familiar.
The main point wasn't that Salee had always known who Veetara was or
what their shared past at this high school was.
Veetara leaned back, resting her head against the chair's backrest. Her eyes
stared blankly at the dim ceiling of her office.
She thought back to her high school days, which, if she counted the years
on her fingers, would find that two hands weren't enough. Her memories
had faded with time. It was normal for people to only remember the big
picture and significant events or things that were important to their lives at
that time.
Veetara never let the memories involving Salee fade away. But because the
girl had grown up so much, she couldn't recognize her. The last time
Veetara saw her, Salee was just a second-year middle school student. So, it
was no wonder that her appearance had changed so much.
Salee probably had braces back then, and there was a rule against middle
school students having long hair. So, she never saw Salee with shoulder-
length hair like in the honor board picture before she graduated.
But not personally. She didn't know her name or ever had long
conversations with her.
The story began when Veetara realized that someone was secretly watching
her every day.
Especially after she became the center of attention among seniors and
juniors for being chosen as the red team house leader. Veetara became
more alert to being watched or intercepted in the hallways between classes.
Because of this, she could usually avoid awkward situations in time.
The patterns of people trying to approach her could be divided into two
types: the shy ones who peeked at her from a distance and the bold ones
who sent gifts or directly approached her.
Until Veetara noticed Salee clearly for the first time when a teammate
missed a volleyball, and it almost hit the girl's head.
She was surprised to learn that even though the girl had been watching her
since the beginning of the eleventh grade, she didn't feel uncomfortable at
all.
Maybe because Salee kept her distance and never intruded on her daily life
like other kids tried to do.
The girl just stood by the post, watching her practice volleyball, sometimes
hiding in the crowded hallway behind the field or sitting on the school
building's balcony, looking down.
Salee might've been a peculiar kid.
But it was that peculiarity that made Veetara feel comfortable and even fond
of her in a way someone with only a younger brother and no younger sister
would.
Veetara loved Best as a family (at least she believed so), but she never liked
him, not now or ever.
She knew such thoughts were inappropriate because he was her brother,
born from the same parents. But the precarious family situation made her
think that if he weren't there, her parents wouldn't have to 'choose' who
should get the best or 'choose' who would take care of whom. With
financial constraints and nosy relatives, they didn't have enough resources
to split in half.
But they would have more than enough for just one child.
Veetara thought so, but it didn't mean she blamed her parents for wanting
another child. No one could've foreseen the economic crisis that would
affect the family. She was just trying to comfort herself by imagining a
parallel world where things would be better 'if' he weren't there.
Her parents wouldn't have to fight, everyone would be together, and she
wouldn't have to struggle to prove herself as the 'daughter' who was always
less valued than the 'son' to her father.
The atmosphere might be a bit awkward, but she believed that Salee had a
way of charming adults, and she didn't even know where the girl learned it
from. It'd be very useful, and eventually, her parents would accept Salee
into the family, along with adopting the four-legged gang after Salee
suggested that the expanding printing house needed more security, and Go
was very good at barking (even though he was very old).
So, it wasn't surprising that she felt even more fond of Salee in high
Salee was a small, round-faced, well-behaved, and cute girl who never
made a fuss like the other middle school girls with their tiny uniforms.
Salee was cute for her age, perfect for being the 'little sister' she didn't have
to share anything with. Veetara didn't have to be the 'big sister' or feel
guilty when not sacrificing small things.
Salee was always there, cheering her on in everything she did, making her
realize that she wasn't just trying to prove herself to her parents but also to
show her 'little sister, 'who she never officially met, that she was capable,
hardworking, and a good role model.
Veetara knew the girl was watching, so she had to keep improving so that
this little girl would also improve.
Veetara didn't dare stray off course, not even to swear like other teenagers
in high school, fearing that the well- behaved and cute girl would see it as a
good thing.
Thinking about this, Veetara could only cover her face with her hands.
I should've known.
I should've realized it from the day I saw Salee looking at me with sweet
eyes during the friendly sports competition.
No one had ever looked at Veetara like that except that girl.
The girl looked at Veetara as if she were the most important person in the
world, making everything she'd tried to prove to others almost meaningless.
Damn it.
Comparing herself to the word dumb, Veetara still felt sorry for the word.
How could she be so gullible with a troublemaker like Best when it was
clear how Salee felt about her?
Veetara made an annoyed sound in her throat, looking away from the
ceiling and standing up.
She decided she had to apologize to that girl first. Whether Salee would
forgive her for being slow to realize her feelings for ten years was up to
fate.
'Salee loves you. You can call me anytime, my beauty but just as she was
about to press the call button, the screen changed to an incoming call,
making her frown, especially when it showed the caller's name as 'Best.'
Veetara was surprised because, since their argument, she and her brother
had lost contact. No one tried to apologize first, only the tense situation
between family members, even though they were far apart, could still be
felt. So, his call was very unusual.
"What happened?"
She asked, knowing something must've happened for him to call her at this
hour.
"What's wrong?"
"Stroke,"
Best answered with a trembling voice, reminiscent of the time he cried his
heart out because his mother and Veetara had to move out of their father's
house.
'Jae!"
He clung to the barred door, shouting to Veetara until his voice was
The person on the other end of the line made a muffled sound as if trying to
hold back tears.
Veetara hung up the phone and took long strides out of her office,
heading straight to the private hospital where her father regularly
received care.
It turned out that her father felt symptoms of facial drooping, slurred
speech, and weakness in his limbs since around 7:30 PM. A few workers
who were working overtime quickly took him to the hospital just in time
before things got worse.
The diagnosis revealed that her father had a stroke, but he was now under
the care of a team of specialists. This gave Veetar and Best some relief
when the doctor said it was fortunate they arrived at the hospital quickly,
increasing the chances of recovery from partial paralysis through physical
therapy.
He might not be the same 100%, but he'd definitely recover if he strictly
followed the medical advice.
Finally, after meeting with the doctor and handling the expenses, Veetara
and Best could take a breather.
He mumbled, starting to blame himself for going out with friends today. He
only heard the news from the workers when his father was already at the
hospital.
Veetara replied softly, fearing she might disturb her father, who was
sleeping on the bed.
"And you didn't cause the stroke. It was those cigarettes. So please, stop
acting like it's your fault."
With that, the room fell back into its eerie silence. The young man couldn't
bear the tension any longer; he got up from the seat next to Veetara and
pulled out his wallet to take out two twenty-baht bills.
"I'm going to get some drinks from the vending machine in the hallway. Do
you want anything?"
Best nodded, starting to understand that he should stop feeling guilty and let
things pass peacefully as they should.
He tossed his wallet onto the sofa, not wanting to carry it and make his
jeans pocket bulge. After all, the vending machine was just down the
hallway by the elevator.
The young man walked out of the recovery room, leaving her with the
silence and her father on the bed. As Veetara shifted to relieve her stiffness,
she noticed Best's wallet on the sofa.
What caught her eye wasn't the expensive brand logo, the multiple credit
cards, or the large amount of cash typical of a spendthrift. It was a photo
tucked in front of his ID card.
But they met in high school, and someone like Salee wouldn't give out a
photo meant for official documents to Just anyone.
Or...
Veetara didn't feel guilty or hesitant as she picked up the photo to examine
it. Her heart raced as she flipped the 3x4 cm photo, expecting to see a
number written in blue ballpoint pen on the back.
"Jae,"
Best returned with her coffee and his soda. He froze at the door, seeing her
staring at the photo she'd taken from his wallet. He couldn't shout about her
invading his privacy because their father was sleeping.
She did him a favor by standing up and leading him out to the fire escape so
they could talk without disturbing other patients.
"What is this!?"
"That's mine!"
"Liar."
'Liar' was a serious accusation. Veetara wouldn't say it unless she was
100% sure. But because she knew the backstory of this photo so well,
Veetara asserted with a firmer voice, making him flinch.
"This photo has never been yours and will never be, Best."
She didn't raise her voice, but it was enough for her brother to sense her
turmoil, ready to explode at any moment.
Veetara took a deep breath and began to explain, so he would stop being a
foolish, troublesome brother.
She started from when she noticed Salee in eleventh grade, then quickly
moved to the sports day, which could be considered their first direct
interaction.
"Salee was very shy then. She didn't even dare look at me,"
Veetara recalled that day because she never forgot her success in managing
the red team and the 'little sister' who stood blushing in the parade.
Veetara ordered, spotting the girl from the end of the line. When she
reached Salee, she complained to the organizer that a ribbon was missing.
But it wasn't.
The last ribbon was in her pocket so she could say, 'Take mine instead'. It
was the only way she could give Salee something as a token of
appreciation.
She appreciated that Salee was a good, well-behaved girl who consistently
respected her without crossing the line to ask silly things like, 'Can we
date?' or 'Be my girlfriend'.
"Order doesn't matter, but remember, Best, you didn't meet Salee
before me,"
That's why Veetara once had this photo, which Best had stolen
through some unknown means.
"I'm not someone who would directly approach anyone to say I wanted to
know them, wanted their contact, or their phone number. I had an image to
maintain, and I valued my privacy, even with my closest friends at the
time."
Yes.
She asked her friends on the committee to help gather activity photos,
personal photos, and names of members from each grade, with names,
phone numbers, and photo numbers written on the back for easy
identification. In reality, Veetara wasn't interested in anyone else but the
'little sister' she hadn't officially met. She asked for other kids' names to
hide her true intention.
Salee's photo was in the 'eighth-grade' pile, which meant she was in seventh
grade the previous year.
Veetara didn't rush to find Salee's photo the first day she got it because she
believed she had plenty of time to gently show Salee she wanted to talk.
Not in a flirty way like teenagers dating, but she wanted to know her
without specifying a role. Salee was very young, so thinking about
romance like in movies wasn't appropriate.
In other words, she didn't need to rush because once the relationship
started, exploring possibilities at the right time wouldn't be too late. Plus,
Veetara was busy with university entrance exams and didn't realize the
opportunity she worked hard for could be snatched away anytime.
"I went for an interview for just one day. When I got home, almost the
entire stack of photos was gone."
It wasn't just the photo of Salee that went missing. The full stack of photos
from eighth-grade kids, which she'd left on her desk at her mother's house,
hoping to sort through them after her university entrance interview, had
almost completely disappeared. The list of names was also gone, leaving
only the scattered bottom photos on the desk.
"Mom said you didn't close the window, and they might've blown away
because of your carelessness."
Veetara remembered being very upset. She was angry and furious and
blamed everything when the photos and the list of names, which included
Salee's nickname, real name, and phone number, went missing. She even
checked around the house four or five times, hoping they might've blown
onto the lawn under the window, but she didn't find a trace.
Veetara could only sit and hold her head in her hands. Going back to school
to find Salee was no longer an option since she'd already graduated.
According to safety measures, entering the school required a valid reason
and prior approval from the school. Using her grades as an excuse was also
out of the question because her grades were perfect in every subject, with
nothing needing correction.
In the end, Veetara had to let it go. Although she initially felt regret and
couldn't help but be angry at her misfortune, the chaos of university life
soon took over, leaving her little time to think about that incident or the
cute girl she hoped to chat with about grades, exams, gossip about math
teachers, or exchange stories about their activities.
She looked forward, believing there was still much to do and fight for in the
near future. The disappointment was just a colorful part of life.
If she'd known that the girlfriend Best had mentioned was that girl, Veetara
wouldn't have been so indifferent until now.
"..."
"You visited Mom at home, then sneaked into my room and had Mom cover
for you, right?"
Seeing this, Veetara lost the will to be angry. She simply put Salee's photo
into her shirt pocket and said to him,
"From now on, you have no right to accuse me of taking opportunities from
you."
Veetara touched her brother's cheek with a mix of frustration and firmness.
"I love you, Best, as much as a sister can love a foolish brother, which
means I don't love you enough to sacrifice important things in my life just
for you."
"Especially Salee. I won't give her to you. I won't feel guilty, won't step
aside, and won't yield to your petty tricks. You stole an opportunity
from me long ago. Now, I'll take it back, and you must remember that
I love Salee more than you. So, act like a decent person, Best. You
know what I can do when I'm really angry. Otherwise, you wouldn't
have asked Mom to cover for you back then, right?"
He nodded.
"Good."
Veetara lowered her hand while Best still pressed his lips together, looking
down at his feet like a scolded child, his shoulders shaking, his chest
heaving.
There would be no more talk about Salee or any annoying behavior. If there
was any mention, it'd only be about introducing her to the family officially.
Veetara agreed with Best that she'd handle the medical expenses beyond
what insurance covered for their father. As for their mother, they'd tell her
in the morning since it was already past a reasonable bedtime.
Instead of rushing to contact that girl to apologize for her unkind behavior,
Veetara found herself busy nursing her father and helping Best manage the
printing business. Fortunately, Best was competent enough, so the burden
didn't fall entirely on her shoulders. Her job at the language institute was
already demanding enough that even Kinny was worried.
Her best friend, who knew about her father's illness, suggested.
"No, you're not. And everyone, including Aof, has voted that you should
take a vacation like everyone else because it makes everyone uncomfortable
when you don't."
Veetara listened and then smiled for the first time in days.
"You're right,"
Kinny said sarcastically, rolling her eyes. As far as she remembered, she'd
begged Veetara to take a break many times, unsure if it was just for her
health or to prevent her from dying at her desk and leaving unfinished
work.
Veetara tried to tell Kinny she'd stay nearby in case the office needed
her, but she was startled when her phone vibrated with a rhythm
someone had set specifically for her call.
"H-Hello,"
Veetara tried to keep her voice steady, but it was difficult, especially
now that she understood many things.
"Khun Jae."
A month, maybe?
"Yeah, I finished work early today. Where are you? Can I come pick you
up?"
"Out of town."
"What?"
"What?"
The other end hesitated, explaining that it wasn't just the distance from
Bangkok but also some family issues, mainly the elders trying to set her up
with someone's son.
"I called because I wanted to apologize and ask if we could try to reconcile.
If we can, I'll chase that guy away. But if not, I won't even have the
strength to feed myself."
Veetara was silent for several seconds, feeling both laughing and crying.
Imagining the other's exaggerated reluctance made her smile, but thinking
about someone else bothering Salee made her almost tear up in frustration.
Why are there so many obstacles when I'm trying to get together with this
girl?!
"Of course, I'll do anything."
"Wait, don't!"
Veetara realized what the girl meant and scratched her cheek awkwardly.
"Uh... okay, send me the location. I'm heading to the car," she said, walking
out of the bathroom. As she reached the door, she found a crowd of nosy
colleagues gathered there. Some scattered when they saw her, some
pretended to whistle and look at the ceiling as if they weren't interested in
their surroundings, and some openly giggled with delight, commenting like,
'You're done for!' This prompted Veetara to raise her hand, ready to beat
them up one by one until they finally went back to work.
And the ringleader of this mob was none other than her best friend.
Veetara was silent for several seconds, feeling both laughing and crying.
Imagining the other's exaggerated reluctance made her smile, but thinking
about someone else bothering Salee made her almost tear up in frustration.
Why are there so many obstacles when I'm trying to get together with this
girl?!
"Wait, don't!"
Veetara realized what the girl meant and scratched her cheek awkwardly.
she said, walking out of the bathroom. As she reached the door, she found
a crowd of nosy colleagues gathered there. Some scattered when they saw
her, some pretended to whistle and look at the ceiling as if they weren't
interested in their surroundings, and some openly giggled with delight,
commenting like, 'You're done for!' This prompted Veetara to raise her
hand, ready to beat them up one by one until they finally went back to
work.
And the ringleader of this mob was none other than her best friend.
And the ringleader of this mob was none other than her best friend.
Kinny didn't say anything; she just shoved a pink paper bag into her free
hand before hurriedly shooing her away with a 'Just go wherever you need
to go' gesture until the elevator doors closed.
Veetara didn't know what was inside the bag because the tape tightly sealed
the top. But she guessed that if it wasn't some weird item her colleagues
had specifically chosen to cause trouble, it was probably something that
could be somewhat useful.
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□ Chapter 15 □
Her mother told her to stop putting on makeup while waiting for Veetara.
After all, there were only cows, buffaloes, and small creatures like crickets,
frogs, and fish in the ditches around here. There was no need to compete
with anyone in beauty or cuteness.
"Mom!"
Salee protested, stomping her feet. She then pouted at everyone who was
holding her back from returning to Bangkok until she met the district
officer's son, 'P' Arnon,' on the upcoming Saturday. This made Salee so
anxious that she finally mustered the courage to call Veetara first, hoping
that the blurry stance from her recent heartbreak would become clearer,
helping her handle the chaotic situation better.
Salee had prepared herself for the possibility that Veetara might not answer
or answer the call to brush her off coldly. But it turned out to be beyond
her expectations.
It was as if time had passed, and all the heated thoughts and emotions had
settled. She only noticed the weariness in Veetara's voice when she said, 'I
miss you', as if she wanted to rest her body and mind after a long day at
work with Salee like she used to.
Salee used a map application on her phone to estimate that she'd arrive in
about an hour and a half after calling back to report that she'd picked up a
change of clothes from her condo. This time, Salee sensed the urgency in
Veetara's voice and asked her not to drive too fast. She worried that Veetara
might be in danger from driving too fast.
After hanging up, Salee went showering and getting dressed. Once ready,
she walked out to the main road to wait for the beautiful girl from Bangkok,
who likely had trouble with the navigation system all the way.
When Salee walked to the alley entrance, she saw the familiar license plate
getting clearer, even though she'd estimated that Veetara would arrive in
another fifteen minutes.
Her heart pounded wildly when the driver stopped the car and opened the
door.
Even though the streetlights weren't very bright and there was no light from
cars passing by like in the city, Salee could still clearly see Veetara's
radiant aura, confirming that this was indeed the real Veetara.
Salee gave Veetara a wai as the older woman walked around the headlights
to her. Veetara returned the gesture with a smile mixed with an
indescribable expression. The atmosphere filled with a warm sense of
longing and shyness, significantly diminishing Salee's confidence, which
she'd built up by dressing up herself.
Especially when Veetara took the opportunity to pull her close to check if
she was well, Salee felt even more embarrassed. She closed her eyes tightly
as Veetara leaned in for a kiss, even though they'd just been talking about
'clearing things up'.
"Khun Jae,"
Salee whispered softly, worried that her face was now smeared with red
lipstick.
"I would love to stand here and make love with you, but the mosquitoes..."
Veetara blinked and then laughed sweetly, making the quiet street seem
instantly brighter. But still, she didn't let Salee go easily tightening her
embrace, laughing again, and burying her nose in Salee's cheek.
Salee replied honestly, hiding her face in Veetara's soft chest. Her lips and
cheeks were bruised from the kisses.
"Hmm,"
Salee felt inexplicably better as she sat in the clean leather seat and smelled
the cool air, not the sweet, overwhelming scent typical of the other's car.
"Turn here,"
Salee directed, letting the driver take her right wrist to check with relief that
the red bracelet was still there and hadn't been thrown away after their fight.
"So..."
Veetara began as she let the car move slowly along the single-lane concrete
road. Besides the darkness on both sides, Veetara probably went so slow to
extend the time before they reached Salee's house, about three hundred
meters away.
"Do any elders on your side know about us?"
"My parents know, but others just think you're a colleague I invited to
visit,"
Hearing this, Salee smiled and reassured her that her relatives weren't as
strict as she imagined. Any decisions about her life were solely her parents'
decision. The only thing her grandparents were enthusiastic about was
matchmaking. They were so eager that they forgot all their joint pains.
"Like what?"
She paused before explaining that her parents didn't approve of the
matchmaking at all. However, they couldn't let her run away without
reason, or her grandparents would play the 'poor old people unloved by
their grandchild' card against her. So, Salee had to stay and wait for the
matchmaking day (which her grandfather claimed was just a regular meal)
to figure out what to do next.
"P" Arnon?"
Veetara raised an eyebrow as she gently braked the Civic to a stop. She
believed there wouldn't even be a motorcycle passing by by that time.
"Grandpa said we met when we were kids, but I don't remember anything."
Veetara asked as she turned on the overhead light, pulling a thin cloth from
the back seat to wipe off the red lipstick marks on Salee's face. She feared
going inside in this state wouldn't look good to the elders. Even though
Salee's parents knew, Veetara was always prepared, cautious, and
meticulous.
"If he's really good, we should be able to agree because no good person
would support forced marriage, right?"
Veetara hummed, ensuring the lipstick marks on Salee's cheeks, lips, and
forehead were gone before pulling away, taking a deep breath, and focusing
back on the road.
Salee sensed that Veetara was quite nervous. When they reached the large
Thai house, she couldn't hide her smile as the older woman repeatedly
adjusted her hair and clothes.
Salee smiled, observing Veetara from head to toe, noticing she was still in
her work attire-a long-sleeved white shirt buttoned to the collar, paired with
a knee-length black pencil skirt, looking very neat and dignified. This was
part of Veetara's unique charm, not just about clothes, status, or maturity,
but also her demeanor and conduct.
Veetara was the type who, even in shorts and flip-flops, would still seem
more credible than those politicians.
"Khun Jae,"
"You might be a bit surprised when you see my mom, but I promise to
explain everything."
Veetara raised an eyebrow in curiosity but didn't ask what she meant. She
just nodded trustingly and let Salee lead her inside.
The young girl introduced her relatives, which included her parents,
grandparents, Uncle Tu, Uncle Tu's wife, Aunty Kaew, and Tam and Ton
(Uncle Tu's twin sons), to her 'former boss. She kept a close eye on
everyone's reactions and noticed that Veetara paused slightly upon seeing
her mother, a sign that she recognized 'Aunty Toom' or at least found her
familiar. Despite this, Veetara maintained her composure, respectfully
greeting the elders with a wai, even bowing almost forty-five degrees to P'
Tam and P' Ton, who were actually two years younger than Veetara but
held the status of her older brothers.
Salee's mother asked with a smile after the introductions. When Vee
replied, "Not yet," Salee's grandmother immediately instructed the
grandchildren and daughter- in-law to set the table.
Salee stifled a smile, thinking that either Veetara handled the situation better
than expected or her relatives were simply mesmerized by Veetara's
mysterious aura.
"Hey, Salee,"
One of the twins, either Tam or Ton, whispered while Veetara was talking to
Salee's grandfather about work.
Salee replied, placing a piece of crispy fried fish on Veetara's plate for her
to try.
"No!"
"She's taken, and they're crazy about each other. So don't even think about
it, P' Tam."
"I'm Ton!"
"Whatever,"
When Salee's father asked Veetara a question about Salee's job, everyone at
the table fell silent, waiting to hear the answer.
Veetara said.
"She can be a bit loud, not exactly well-behaved, but she's very polite and
speaks nicely,"
Veetara said naturally, turning to the grandmother. The twins burst into
laughter.
"That's right."
"Ton!"
Now Salee was sure the one speaking next to her was Ton, not Tam, as
only Aunty Kaew could correctly distinguish her twin sons (or at least she
was better at it than anyone else).
"Does anyone try to court Salee?"
Salee quickly waved her hands and loudly changed the subject,
Making her parents and Kaew nod in agreement, knowing that otherwise,
Salee's grandparents would keep interrogating her and Veetara, delaying
their dinner.
Salee sighed in relief after surviving dinner. Veetara also seemed more
relaxed as the relatives dispersed. Luckily, the large traditional Thai house
had plenty of rooms, divided into left and right wings, a central area, and a
back section, giving each family member their own space.
With Salee's middle uncle (Uncle Tao) and his family having moved out,
the house felt even more spacious. So, Salee didn't worry about privacy,
especially with Veetara staying over. Everyone avoided intruding into the
left wing, which was her family's area.
Salee's mother said sweetly to Veetara, making Salee wonder why her
mother was so fond of Vee. It couldn't be because she was a regular
customer, as many kids bought her mother's noodles daily, but none
received special treatment like Veetara. Her mother never objected to or
discouraged her admiration for Veetara, either.
Her mother always wanted her to live freely, and she saw gender as no
barrier. But back then, she was so young. At least her mother
should've been worried about her being too forward...
Salee wondered but had no chance to ask as she had to take care of
Veetara as both a guest and in many other capacities, starting with
showing her the room.
"The light switch is here, and the air conditioner remote is there. If you
want to feel nature, you can sleep with the windows open. It's cool at night,
but there are a lot of mosquitoes, so you'll need a mosquito net. I'll..."
Before Salee could finish, Veetara pulled her close, making her
quickly cover her mouth, anticipating another playful attack from the
unusually fierce Veetara.
Salee mumbled, but Veetara ignored her, trying to remove her hand. Salee
closed her eyes tightly, but when she felt Veetara only examining her
face, she opened her eyes in confusion.
"Khun Jae?"
"What?"
Making Salee sigh in relief and a bit of disappointment. If not for respecting
her elders, she'd have gone along without question (of course! She missed
Veetara so much!)
"Okay,"
She agreed, stepping aside shyly to let Veetara put her belongings in the
wardrobe. Then, she led the older woman to the separate bathroom on the
ground floor of the left wing. It was a modern bathroom added after Salee's
parents moved back, with concrete walls, non-slip tiles, a hot shower, and
separate toilet areas, unlike the main bathroom her grandparents insisted on
preserving with a basin and dipper.
They'd only stop using that main bathroom until our humanity was doomed
with dengue fever (Salee suspected most mosquitoes that bit her at night
came from one of those basins in the main bathroom).
"Mom wanted to build a new bathroom for them, but they both refused.
One feared electric shocks, and the other said it wasn't as clean as using a
dipper,"
Salee shared family quirks with Veetara while waiting outside the
bathroom. Veetara's laughter, mixed with the shower sound, made her
smile.
Soon, the special guest finished her shower and changed into pajamas.
Salee told the older woman to wait upstairs while she freshened up. She
took extra time scrubbing herself clean, feeling confident to face Veetara
again. Earlier, Veetara had eyed her for a long moment before walking
back upstairs with a sly smile.
Veetara believed she knew everything about Salee's past. But when she
saw Salee's mother up close, she had to rethink. She never imagined that
the kind-looking middle-aged woman was the same 'Aunty Toom' who
made noodles for her almost every day during high school.
The more she observed closely when Aunty Toom waved her over to chat
after Salee had sent her upstairs, the more she understood why she felt a
familiar connection with Salee. It wasn't just because of past memories but
also because Salee and Aunty Toom had similar mannerisms in some way.
Sure, their faces might not be identical, making it hard to notice at first. But
if you stood them side by side, Veetara thought nine out of ten people
would immediately recognize them as mother and daughter, or at least
related by blood.
"Vee,"
Aunty Toom greeted with a smile, reminding her of the times she stood in
line for noodles in the school cafeteria. Veetara remembered Aunty Toom
as a cheerful and patient person. Even when taking orders non-stop or being
rushed by customers, she never frowned.
Instead, she smiled and apologized, asking them to wait a bit longer. Many
kids softened and patiently waited for her delicious noodles, even if it
meant standing in line twice as long as other stalls.
She became a regular customer from the start of her school years and had
noodles for lunch almost every day. Even when she came late due to her
duties as the Red House president, Aunty Toom always saved her a bowl of
beef noodles with extra garlic.
She made space for Veetara to sit more comfortably and reached out to
touch her, checking how much she'd changed since they last met.
"I never thought we'd meet again until that kid started bragging about you."
Aunty Toom nodded, explaining that she knew about Salee's obsession with
her since middle school. But Veetara never realized they were mother and
daughter because Salee, being shy and naive, hid her identity as 'Aunty
Toom's daughter', fearing it'd make it harder to secretly admire Veetara.
This girl...
"I'll go to bed now. If you have any questions, ask her yourself."
Veetara felt even more embarrassed and quickly stood up to say goodbye
before Salee's mother walked into her room. As soon as she left, the cause
of her heart's turmoil appeared at the end of the hallway.
Salee walked closer, her brown hair damp, matching the towel around her
neck. She cleared her throat and asked shyly,
"Which is better?"
Veetara
asked. "The
latter,"
Salee replied softly, explaining that her room had a balcony facing the
eastern fields. At night, the stars were especially clear. The city was on the
opposite side, so there were no lights to disturb the natural sky. In the
morning, the sun would rise over the mountains, greeting them instead of an
alarm clock.
Salee continued, not wanting the atmosphere between them to get too
intense.
Veetara smiled, not surprised that Salee was the family's favorite.
With such charm and sweet talk, how could they not love her?
Veetara looked around as Salee turned on the light, noticing that the room
had been renovated to accommodate air conditioning, just like the guest
room Aunty Toom had prepared for her. Salee confirmed this, explaining
that the house was originally all wood, with only the central area and
kitchen.
When Salee's grandparents had their youngest daughter, they expanded the
house, adding more space.
"When the grandchildren came, they added more comfort. P' Tam, for
example, couldn't stand the heat and would sweat with the slightest
movement. So, Grandpa installed air conditioning throughout the house to
avoid complaints when he visited."
Veetara smiled wider as she followed Salee to the balcony, feeling amazed
by the twinkling stars. When Salee went back to turn off the room light to
reduce the glare, Veetara was even more stunned by the beauty of the
night sky, something she couldn't find in the city.
"Very,"
Veetara nodded, feeling the stress from Bangkok melt away in the cool,
pleasant air. She hoped she could stay like this forever.
Salee asked, moving closer until her cheek brushed against Veetara's arm.
"Good,"
Veetara paused before adding, "except me," making Salee smile under the
dim starlight.
"And Jan?"
"No."
Veetara swallowed her dry throat and explained that Jan had sincerely
apologized, realizing her prank had gone too far, causing the company to
lose a valuable employee.
"Guilty for making the company lose a tutor, but not for causing a rift
between us, right?"
"Probably,"
"But you can relax because Jan likely has a new target now."
"Who?"
"Guess."
"P' Karn?
"No."
"Aunty Oun?"
"Seriously?"
"Jan isn't predictable. Maybe she shifted her target to the older women.
Who knows?"
"It's Kinny."
"....."
"....."
They both fell silent. When Veetara look at Salee, she saw her frowning,
mouth agape, and eyes wide, as if solving a complex math problem that
those in the field of language weren't keen on.
"But..."
"But Jae Kinny hasn't had surgery down there yet, right?! And Jan..."
Veetara didn't know whether to laugh or cover Salee's mouth for loudly
mentioning the word 'down there.'
"People's tastes are diverse. So, if she turns her attention to another gender,
it's not that surprising."
Only then did the girl accept the fact that the relationship between Jan and
Kinny wasn't entirely impossible. Jan's preferences might be focused on a
woman's shape, curves, and softness.
Kinny had all those qualities-a slender figure, hourglass waist, breasts that
would make Onanong cry, and round hips from who knows where. The
only difference was that Kinny had male genitalia...
This time, Veetara choked on air because the term sounded so unfamiliar to
her. When Salee was about to explain the concept of a 'trap' further, Veetara
had to quickly lock Salee in a hug to stop her from speaking. Otherwise,
she'd be thinking about this all night.
Veetara complained, but she didn't feel the cute aggression like before.
Instead, she hugged the younger girl affectionately. Salee didn't try to
defend herself or argue, either.
The younger girl wrapped her arms around Veetara's waist and rested her
head on her chest as if she'd been waiting for this moment for a long time.
Veetara raised an eyebrow. Salee had opened up the topic herself, and
she decided to play along, even though she already knew what Salee
meant.
"Explain what?"
The young girl hesitated, probably trying to find a better way to say, 'I've
been spying on you since high school! Finally, she chose a sentence that'd
make Veetara smile all night.
"I think I've loved you a lot since before we even met each other."
Veetara couldn't help but smile. The smaller girl was hiding her
embarrassed face against her chest and couldn't see that smile.
"I mean..."
"it might sound creepy, but I've never had bad intentions toward you. I
just... just..."
"Calm down,"
She heard the younger girl take a deep breath and remain silent for a while
before finally gathering the courage to say that she'd attended the same
school and had feelings for Veetara since way back then.
"It all started when you patted my head and told me to get well soon in
front of my mom's noodle shop."
Veetara was taken aback. She couldn't remember the first time she met the
girl because she was only in middle school, which felt like long ago. She
only remembered being watched by a cute, well-behaved girl every day
when she was the Red House president.
So, she's been holding onto those feelings longer than I've realized?
Veetara was lost in thought and didn't notice the expression on the girl in
her arms until the younger girl looked up with a worried face, clearly
visible under the dim moonlight. Veetara tucked the girl's hair behind her
ear and gently kissed both her cheeks, making the younger girl both
confused and shy.
"Well,"
"for spying on you and following your life when you were younger."
Veetara laughed.
"How is it different?"
"Huh?"
Salee raised an eyebrow, but Veetara didn't elaborate. She wanted to ask
something first.
"And what about Best? Can you tell me how you two met?"
Salee bit her lip and nodded. She wanted to explain how her relationship
with Best began in the first place.
"I agreed to date him because he looked a lot like you."
The young girl looked down, feeling guilty for what she'd done to Veetara's
brother. She then explained that she met Best at a famous tutoring school in
Siam. The boy was in the same class, and because he looked so much like
Veetara in a male version, Salee was curious about him. But she didn't
approach him first.
It was Best who found a way to talk to Salee through a mutual friend who'd
been in the same class since middle school.
After that, Best made it clear that he liked Salee and pursued her until she
agreed to date him. They broke up and got back together three times
because of his irresponsibility.
"The last time I was about to break up with him, he took me to his house,
hoping I'd be too polite to do anything. That was the day I saw you again
after you graduated high school."
Salee confessed.
"You came to talk to Best by the car, and I... I never knew you and Best
were siblings. So I just sat there, frozen, not daring to greet you because
you didn't know me. I only knew that I missed you a lot. In the end, I
decided to use him to get into your company. So if you're mad at me for
that, I..."
Veetara wasn't mad at all. She felt sorry for the girl who was sniffling,
her eyes red, fearing her reaction.
"And what?"
"Maybe."
"Why?"
"Because I did something bad. I used your brother for my own benefit."
"But you have to remember that doing that isn't right, and it'll stay with you
forever."
"So from now on, if you need to do something bad, tell me. I'll do it for you
so you can stay a good girl... okay?"
Veetara hugged her back to warm her and to fend off the cold wind blowing
from the fields.
They stopped talking for a while, wanting to savor the peaceful moment as
long as possible. When Salee started to fidget because Veetara's hug was
making it hard for her to breathe, Veetara loosened her arms and pulled
away slightly, smiling.
"Hey."
"Hmm?"
"The reason I prepared to resign from the start wasn't because I wanted to
escape the chaos like you thought,"
It was because Salee had impulsively applied for a job at Veetara's company
without a long-term plan. She just wanted to watch her like she did in high
school. More importantly, Veetara hadn't broken up with Wat at that time.
"Um... Jae Kinny once said it was because I was good at teaching, so you
wanted to keep me around and made me work like a slave."
Veetara paused, then took something out of her pajama pocket and handed it
to the younger girl.
Salee raised her eyebrows, then furrowed them as she squinted at the small
photo in her hand, realizing it was a picture of her from school.
Veetara didn't rush to give an answer. Instead, she pulled the face of the
person blinking in confusion closer and kissed the slightly parted lips,
which opened automatically despite the bewilderment, showing no sign of
understanding anything at all.
The woman said, lowering her gaze to the photo in Salee's hand. Then she
began to recount slowly, starting from the first time she noticed the girl
secretly watching her during their school days to the reason why she had
this photo and even the time when her younger brother took it away.
"I only found out recently when I went back to school to film an online
English teaching program,"
Veetara said, gently touching Salee's face, which still seemed frozen. The
girl still didn't quite believe that everything she'd just heard was true.
"I didn't recognize you because you've grown so much. Your face isn't as
round as it used to be, and your face seems more elongated. Plus, you have
long, brown-dyed hair now."
"....."
"....."
"Say something,"
The older woman murmured softly when she saw no reaction from the other
person.
"I..."
Salee hesitated, still not fully regaining her composure, but enough to ask
questions to confirm her understanding of what she'd just been told.
"Yes"
"Why?"
"Why would someone like me deserve your attention? Someone like me..."
"Whether now or back then, you've always been a sweet, good girl to me."
Even though Veetara had never realized that Salee and the little girl who
used to stand behind the volleyball court post were the same person, the
atmosphere and feelings she got from having the girl around in both periods
were no different. That's why Veetara always had a soft spot for this Little
Trouble.
Veetara pursed her lips, still annoyed at her brother who almost made her
miss Salee twice.
"Best took the photo and the list with your name and phone number."
Veetara wasn't sure what happened after Best rummaged through her room
at their mother's house.
She didn't know why he took those photos or what he did with them, but
according to Salee, they met at a tutoring school in high school. She could
guess that Best might've taken a liking to Salee, so he kept the photo and
phone number he took from Veetara. When the time was right, if he didn't
'accidentally' meet Salee himself, he probably arranged it through a mutual
friend.
Because a lazy kid like Best wouldn't ask their father for money to attend
extra classes and accidentally meet his dream girl.
Veetara didn't know the details until Best told her later when everything
had become a funny yet frustrating memory. He said that the day he visited
their mother at home, he sneaked into her room and found a stack of photos
of many girls, along with a list of names.
At first, he only intended to peek out of curiosity, but the mischievous boy
got an idea and took her stuff with him, not forgetting to leave the window
slightly open to make it look like the wind was at fault, leaving only a few
photos at the bottom. He also didn't forget to ask their mother to cover for
him.
His mischievous idea was to show the photos of cute girls to his male
classmates. Whoever was interested would pay (or do his homework) in
exchange for the name and phone number to try their luck at courting the
girls. The only photo Best never showed anyone was Salee's.
He kept Salee's photo with him out of affection, as Veetara had guessed.
When he got to high school, he decided he had to meet her at least once.
That was the beginning of him calling Salee's former classmates from the
list to find out where he could meet her.
Veetara murmured.
"Best made me doubt you by saying I was just a better version of him."
"Ugh!!"
"I'm sorry for believing him... when I should've known that you could never
be what he accused you of. I made you sad."
Salee shook her head, refusing to let Veetara take the blame for this
dispute. "And it's also because that guy never grows up!"
Veetara nodded with the latter statement but didn't say more than
necessary. "And..."
"So if there's a third time, I wouldn't be able to stand it because if you go,"
Veetara raised the heel of her hand to wipe the warm tears from the side of
her nose,
"you'll take the best part of me with you, and I'll have nothing good
left."
"Khun Jae..."
"Can we make up? Forgive me this once, and don't disappear again."
Salee pulled the hand Veetara was using to wipe her tears away from her
face, then stood on tiptoe and leaned her neck down to her.
"Okay,"
The answer before the kiss made Veetara sigh in relief. When Salee
whispered,
"I'll cling to your condo post and watch your Netflix for free until I die,"
Salee laughed before they walked back into the room, clinging to each
other like glue, and lay down on the soft mattress.
They didn't do much more than hug and kiss to make up for lost time
because both Veetara and Salee were well aware of the time and place.
They didn't let the whispers from their lower bodies lead them to
disrespect the elders in the house. This was another matter Veetara had
come to address specifically.
As for that Arnon guy, by the time he realized it, he'd waiting in vain.
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□ Chapter 16 □
9:00 AM
Salee still couldn't open her eyes. She'd only fallen asleep around 4 AM
because she and Veetara had officially made up. So, if they spent the night
chatting sweetly and occasionally kissing, it wasn't against any rules.
The two of them exchanged stories about what had happened since Veetara
graduated high school. Salee told the beautiful woman lying next to her that
she'd been influenced by Veetara in almost everything-studies, activities,
and responsibilities. The only thing comforting and making her feel like
Veetara was still close was following in her footsteps.
"I wanted to know how Khun Jae felt being the president of Red House, so I
ran for the position myself,"
Salee said, slipping her fingers under Veetara's shirt because the air
conditioning was too cold.
"I wanted to know why you liked playing volleyball, so I joined the
volleyball club."
"Oh,"
"Is that why you never told me what sport you played in school?"
"I was afraid that if I gave too many details, you might figure out we went
to the same school."
Veetara raised an eyebrow.
"I was worried that if slipped that I was a peeping Tom in middle school,
you'd think I was a stalker who followed you to work at the institute."
Veetara was silent for a moment, then suddenly laughed, making Salee
frown.
"Khun Jae!"
Salee pinched Veetara's waist in response to the teasing, but the older
woman didn't budge
She kept smiling sweetly, making Salee feel even more embarrassed,
especially when Veetara moved closer, resting her head on Salee's neck and
whispering,
"If you only knew how much I need those looks from you..."
Salee felt like she might suffocate right then and there.
Salee said, clearing her throat and changing the subject as soon as she
regained her composure. Veetara didn't argue and murmured in agreement.
Salee reached over to turn off the bedside lamp, hoping that without the
light, she wouldn't be so distracted by Veetara's beautiful face.
Finally, Salee solved the problem by turning on her side and hugging
Veetara like a body pillow, preventing her from moving and keeping Salee
awake.
Salee didn't know when she fell asleep, but the last time she glanced at the
digital clock on the bedside table, it was well past 4:00 AM. That's why
she woke up late, letting the sunlight poke at her eyes.
Hmm?
Salee groped around the bed with her eyes still closed, realizing that
Veetara's soft, warm body was no longer there. She sat up abruptly, her
mind racing with the fear that yesterday's events were just a dream.
Khun Jae had driven all the way from Bangkok to make up with me and
hinted that she'd been interested in me for a long time.
Her mother asked when she saw Salee running around the house, looking
for someone.
The former Little Miss Toom nodded towards the kitchen and said,
"Probably helping your grandma with breakfast."
Salee sighed in relief and smiled, walking over to kneel by her mother, who
was sewing (a typical hobby for those rich ladies) on the same wooden
bench, to ask about something that had been on her mind since yesterday.
Her mother smiled, pretending not to know where she was coming from.
"Well, I want to make sure there won't be any problems with you and
your daughter-in-law later."
"Vee is such a good person. How could I have any problems with her?"
Salee persisted.
Salee raised an eyebrow but didn't ask further. She let her mother explain
that back when she sold noodles at school, there was almost a serious
problem with her shop.
"It might be because we were the most popular stall at the time,"
Her mother said quietly.
"The other noodle shop, which had been there before us, wasn't happy.
They thought we stole their customers."
Someone had done something to the soup pot her mother had left
simmering early in the morning while she stepped away
"What??!"
"Yes. A death rat, cockroaches, and other dirty things I didn't even know
about."
Just hearing about it made Salee feel nauseous. She couldn't imagine what'd
happen if a student found those things in their noodle bowl.
"Because the people who planned and executed it wouldn't have hesitated
to do something worse."
She smiled.
Young Veetara was there, having arrived at school early to continue her
midterm study from the previous night.
"Vee was sitting in the cafeteria with her friends, right next to my shop.
Veetara was a regular customer, so if she came early, she'd sit near Salee's
mother's shop to be first in line for noodles.
"She told me what she saw, and I found those things when I checked."
Her mother closed the shop that day to deal with the issue and immediately
informed the school authorities. Veetara and her friends who witnessed it
willingly testified, helping to identify the culprit.
"That's why I'm sure Vee is a good kid. She isn't overlooking the
wrongdoings. And she's someone you can rely on,"
Salee asked, laughing. Her mother didn't answer. She just smiled and told
her to go away so she could finish her sewing.
Salee backed away from the bench and went downstairs to wash up. When
she came back up, she heard Aunty Kaew announcing that breakfast was
ready.
Veetara was there, too, looking as stunning as ever.
Veetara bent down and scooped rice onto plates for Salee's grandparents;
they were chatting and laughing heartily. Salee couldn't help but raise an
eyebrow in surprise, just like her cousins, Tam and Ton. It was a rare sight
to see their elders this lively ever since Salee learned to say "Grandpa and
Grandma' for the first time.
Salee nearly choked on the sour soup with long bean she'd just swallowed.
"And what did you say, Grandma?" Ton (or maybe it was Tam) asked.
She replied,
"I told them she wasn't. Ton or Tam couldn't possibly find someone as
beautiful and good as this girl to be their wife."
"Oh, Grandma!"
"Yup, you can ask Vee. As a woman, do you think the two of us are decent
enough?"
Ton asked.
"P' Ton!"
Salee protested.
"I told you, she's already taken!"
Everyone at the table fell silent, with no denial from Salee, implying that
what Tam said was true.
"...."
"...."
"...."
Salee believed this was the longest dead air of her life.
That's when Veetara began her plan. She placed her spoon on the plate with
a composed yet serious demeanor as if negotiating a national economic
issue. Salee finally understood why her mother said Veetara was reliable.
She survived the tense situation without breaking a sweat.
"I must apologize to Grandpa and Grandma for not saying earlier that I
came here to ask for Salee's hand."
Wait, whaaaaaaaaaat?!
Salee screamed internally, confused and stunned, just like her parents,
grandparents, Uncle Tu, Aunty Kaew, Ton, and Tam, who were all left
gaping. When Veetara asked to fetch something important from her room,
all eight pairs of eyes turned to Salee simultaneously
"She probably means she wants Salee to go back to work with her, right,
Dad?"
Ton asked his father.
"Stay calm and listen to what she has to say first, Dad,"
Salee was equally puzzled, silently waiting for Veetara at the table.
After about a minute, Veetara returned with a large brown envelope
containing important documents.
Salee's father was the first to stand, suggesting they move from the dining
table to the common area for the discussion, as everyone was still at a loss.
"..."
"Every piece of paper is proof that I can take care of Salee. So, if you
consider my qualifications and don't mind, I'd like to ask for the opportunity
to have Salee."
"Khun Jae!"
"I promise not to make her sad or let her suffer. Even if I die or become
disabled, she'll still get every best of everything from me."
"...."
"....."
Everyone fell silent for several seconds, but eventually, Salee's grandparents
almost placed Salee on a silver platter for Veetara. Salee coming home this
time wasn't meant for an arranged marriage, as Salee thought.
The truth was, the elders were worried, as loving grandparents often are,
fearing that if they didn't push now, they wouldn't have the chance to
vet her future partner.
They wanted to ensure someone would be there for Salee when they were
gone, even if it meant arranging a marriage with the district officer's son,
hoping it'd either prompt Salee to find a partner or that she might genuinely
fall for Anon.
"Anon is good, but if you love her, I don't think I can object you two,"
Of course.
Veetara thanked them gracefully after the elders nodded in approval, quite
pleased that Salee would officially be off the market.
Salee's father teased, making Salee scowl before standing up abruptly and
saying:
Salee had been ready to go anywhere with Veetara since they'd locked eyes
yesterday.
Veetara scratched her cheek awkwardly, unsure how to explain that she was
blind to Salee's clumsiness, loudness, or antics. She found it all endearing.
Especially now.
"She loved playing in the mud and giving random names to the cows and
buffaloes we raised."
"When she was naughty. I'd threaten to spank her, and she'd hide behind
her grandmother. When her grandmother scolded her for stealing coconut
shells for firewood, she ran to me for help. No one could do anything to
her, especially not Tam and Ton, because she was a tattletale who knew
how to charm people. Even Kaew sided with her over her own sons."
The twins saw her annoyed face and wanted to tease her more. They
quickly spilled embarrassing stories before losing the chance.
"When her baby teeth fell out, she thought she was dying and cried so
loudly that people miles away could hear her!"
Salee was about to hit the two men, but Veetara quickly intervened, fearing
more chaos might happen. She then excused herself to pack up. Most of her
things were still in the suitcase she'd brought from Bangkok as her main
goal of visiting had already been achieved.
After a short packing session, Veetara emerged from her room to bid
farewell to everyone who warmly welcomed her.
"I'll visit again soon and also meet her father's parents."
The elders smiled when they heard Veetara, pleased with her serious and
reliable demeanor. They wished her a safe drive and entrusted Salee to her
care. Veetara firmly agreed, causing the younger girl, who'd been listening
quietly, to blush and lower her head to avoid the teasing of her two older
brothers.
Veetara chuckled because even after driving far out onto the main road, the
girl was still shy and flustered.
Salee mumbled, looking both embarrassed and dazed, as if she hadn't fully
woken up from a dream because of everything that had happened earlier.
Veetara began to worry when she saw the younger girl's strange behavior.
"Not at all,"
The girl answered, but before Veetara could feel alarmed, she continued,
"I didn't expect to have to ask that while you were in your pajamas,"
Veetara smiled.
"But what could I do? The situation just led to it."
"You're so impatient, Salee observed, and Veetara had to admit it was true.
"Yes,"
Veetara reached over to tuck a strand of hair behind Salee's right ear.
She knew Salee was the type of person who could easily make others fall in
love with her. If another suitor appeared, Veetara might just go crazy.
"And..."
The smaller giri began, grabbing Veetara's hand and holding it tightly, her
cheeks still red.
"When did you have time to prepare all those documents? I remember we
only talked briefly yesterday, and then you came straight here."
"What?"
Veetara said seriously as she shifted gears when the light turned green, then
returned her hand for Salee to hold.
"I plan to be with you. But because we're both women, it puts us at a
disadvantage. Many people might not be used to this, and when they're not,
they can't picture and understand it. Even I wondered what our future
relationship would look like because I'd only dated men. I didn't think we
could easily start a family. I expected people might pressure us and view us
as less legitimate than legally recognized couples. That's why I wanted to
prepare early."
"....."
"Luckily, my life is stable now, so it wasn't too much trouble. Just making
copies of documents and keeping them in an envelope was enough,"
Veetara explained, her thumb gently stroking Salee's palm She added
jokingly but sincerely,
"The only thing I didn't show off was the life insurance policy with you as
the beneficiary."
The smaller girl gasped and turned to look at Veetara with wide eyes.
"Khun Jae?"
"I wasn't lying to your grandparents. No matter what happens, you'll always
get the best from me."
Salee cried out, tears streaming down her face as she clung to Veetara's
hand like a koala hugging a eucalyptus tree.
Oh no.
Veetara didn't dare laugh because she saw that Salee was struggling with
overwhelming emotions-gratitude, love, and anger at herself for causing so
much trouble. She irrationally thought that if Veetara didn't love her,
Veetara's life would be easier.
"I told you last night that you're the best part of my life. So why can't I give
you the best?"
"...."
Veetara placed her hand on Salee's lap and patted it comfortingly. Then she
changed the subject to distract Salee, realizing it was a good opportunity to
take a vacation after their previous trip was canceled due to unforeseen
circumstances.
"Let's go on a trip."
"?"
"Since we're already out of Bangkok, why don't we find a quiet place to
stay for a few days?"
Salee nodded eagerly, and although sitting like that wasn't very
comfortable, she insisted on leaning against Veetara despite the seatbelt's
resistance. It wasn't until Veetara reminded her to sit properly for safety
that the girl let go of her arm and started looking for accommodations on
her phone.
They eventually found the last available villa at a resort by the Srinakarin
Dam lake for three nights.
She found the place perfect for relaxation-shady, quiet, and very private.
Their lakeside villa was the innermost one, far from the others.
The villa was mostly wooden, with separate living and sleeping areas. The
long balcony extended into the lake, where they could sit and enjoy the
view of the mountains in the background.
Veetara asked her roommate after she'd unpacked her things (which
included a suitcase and a peculiar paper bag from Kinny).
Veetara nodded and was about to call and order stir-fried pork with basil
and a fried egg for the hungry but lazy girl when she pulled Salee close.
The girl was ready, wrapping her arms around Veetara's neck, standing on
tiptoe, and nothing letting her lips go free for nearly ten minutes.
"Mmm."
Veetara started feeling dizzy, and before she knew it, Salee's quick hands
had pushed her onto the bed.
The girl was about to unbutton Veetara's shirt with a determined but
flushed face.
"Sure thing!"
She couldn't help but laugh and feel a bit embarrassed about the new
experience awaiting them.
But then, their stomachs growled in unison, reminding them to eat first
before they began their love war. Salee reluctantly pulled away.
sighing loudly, unsure if she was disappointed or relieved to have more
time to prepare herself (her confidence earlier was just a lie).
Veetara said softly, amused. She then reached over the bed for the phone
and ordered food and drinks for two. The person on the other end said the
food would be delivered within fifteen minutes, so Salee snacked on some
chips from the minibar while watching TV in the living room.
Veetara carefully peeled off the sealing. Although she didn't expect
anything sensible from them, she was still taken aback to find a package of
sexy lingerie, an English magazine with tips and tricks on bed coming
with illustrations (Onanong sent this from LA), and a few women's
pleasure accessories. It took her a while to muster the courage to inspect
each item before finally opening a handwritten letter.
'Dear Friend,
Everyone knows this (but pretends not to). So, if you reconcile with her and
return to work happier, we'll all be very grateful.
With love,
Kinny
"....."
"Khun Jae!"
"Anywhere is fine."
The young woman hid the bag behind her suitcase, taking a deep breath to
steady herself. Her pulse was racing, and what had been a slight
embarrassment turned into a significant awkwardness. The image of the
lingerie (ranging from beginner Mommy to extra premium Mommy) was
still vivid in her mind, along with the explicit magazines of Onanong and
those bizarre accessories.
This is crazy!
After a while, Salee noticed that the beautiful woman seemed unusually
quiet. She guessed Veetara was probably contemplating strengthening their
relationship. Salee didn't interrupt because she had her own thoughts to
ponder.
She was itching to get started, and she promised not to hesitate when the
time came. However, the waiting made her mind wander.
Salee knew what to expect, yet she still felt a bit scared, a bit shaky, and a
bit excited, making her palms sweat just imagining the stomach-churning
drop. That's why Salee wanted to skip the line and get it over with as soon
as they arrived at the villa. She was sure that the sexual tension between her
and Veetara was bigger than an Airbus A380.
"......"
They sat in silence for a while, and by the time Salee snapped out of her
thoughts, the sky had turned a pinkish-orange.
Veetara nodded and got up from the wooden table to gather the dishes,
letting Salee go take a shower and change first.
Salee felt so anxious that she washed herself multiple times, adhering to the
belief that tonight (or any night from now on), she had to be ready and
confident for Veetara.
It seemed like Veetara knew her thoughts well as she raised an eyebrow,
smiled contentedly, and beckoned her to sit together in front of the TV after
she came out of the bathroom.
Veetara raised her eyebrows but changed the channel without asking. They
stumbled upon a Star Wars marathon starting from A New Hope, and
Salee immediately told her to stop changing channels.
She said, adjusting herself comfortably on the sofa. She was glad that at
least something could distract her from overthinking while she waited for
'that thing' to happen.
Veetara replied, moving closer but doing nothing more than tucking her
hair behind her ear, a sign that she was feeling shy about something. Salee
guessed it was probably because she smelled like she'd been marinating in
the soap for three days and nights.
"Yes,"
Salee nodded, explaining a bit about the Star Wars franchise to Veetara,
mentioning that the movies were divided into three main parts: the original
trilogy (Episodes 4-5-6), the prequel trilogy (Episodes 1-2-3), and the
sequel trilogy (Episodes 7-8-9).
"From what I've read, the numbering was added later. Originally, it was just
called Star Wars. Everyone, even George Lucas, expected the movie to
flop.
Only Steven Spielberg believed it'd be a hit, and it was."
Veetara nodded, remembering that she'd seen those episodes before while
staying over at Kinny's house to work on a university project. Kinny's father
was a die-hard Star Wars fan, known to rewatch the movies from the first to
the latest whenever he had free time. This gave her a chance to watch the
movies too, but only in passing, as she had to rush to work with 'Akın'
(whose name was inspired by Anakin Skywalker, a key character from Star
Wars).
The older woman asked, not really looking at the TV, especially as she
placed her hand on Salee's fair thigh peeking out from under her skirt.
Salee felt a tingling in her mouth that she needed to bite her lip
lightly, while Veetara kept staring, swallowing, tucking her hair, and
breathing through her mouth as if she'd just finished a workout.
The young woman began hesitantly, knowing only that her pulse was
racing fast and her body was starting to shiver from the cold air in the
room.
She said, getting up and grabbing her clothes. Then, she headed to the
bathroom next door, leaving Salee sitting there, tense and unsure of what to
do. From feeling cold a moment ago, she suddenly felt hot and sweaty,
realizing that her 'first time was imminent.
She jumped up from the sofa to grab a drink from the minibar under the
TV, pulling out Coke, Fanta, Mirinda, Pepsi, and every can she could find.
She gulped them down in hopes of calming her nerves.
She returned to her seat just as the movie reached its famous plot twist, a
legendary scene in the film industry in which Luke Skywalker confronted
Darth Vader and learned that the black-clad villain with the iconic Imperial
March theme and heavy breathing, was his father, Anakin Skywalker.
"If you only knew the power of The Dark Side! Obi-Wan never told you
what happened to your father."
"NOOOOOOO! NOOOOOOO!"
Salee stared at the TV, still amazed by the legendary scene every time she
watched it, barely hearing the call from behind her. Veetara had been out
of the bathroom for a while, but it wasn't until she cleared her throat loudly
that Salee turned around.
She was so shocked that grape-flavored Fanta, which had been discontinued
but brought back for a campaign, spilled out of her mouth. Veetara stood at
the doorway between the bedroom and the living room, looking like she'd
stepped out of a Playboy magazine.
But that didn't make Salee feel overwhelmed or like everything was too
much. Veetara must've felt a bit shy, too, which was why she wore a black
chiffon robe with an orchid pattern that reached her thighs. It almost
brought tears of joy to Salee's eyes.
She playfully thought that if she'd forced the scene from Star Wars where to
Veetara, saying, 'No, I am your mommy', it would've made her scream
across the galaxy, competing with Luke Skywalker.
YESSSSSSS! YESSSSSSS!
Veetara walked the middle path. She chose to wear middle-level lingerie
for Mommy because the beginner-level lingerie felt too ordinary (like
wearing a regular bra and panties from Victoria's Secret).
The extra-premium level lingerie, on the other hand, felt like wearing
nothing at all, as it didn't cover anything important, leaving only a few
pieces of fabric on the body.
Salee smiled, looking both shy and pleased, her eyes sparkling.
"To change,"
The younger girl said sweetly, making Veetara bite her lip, swallow,
and take several seconds to regain her courage.
Veetara turned to face Salee, letting the chiffon robe fall open to reveal her
body again. Salee pulled her down for a kiss, having waited hours since
their first attempt.
Mmm.
Veetara's breathing quickened with her pulse as the younger girl moved one
hand to her chest and the other to her hip. Then, guiding her to the bed.
Salee made her sit on the edge as before, not letting the kiss break. She
moved from the lips to the chin, then slowly down the jawline.
Veetara's heart raced. The kissed spots felt hot, contrasting with the cold air
from the air conditioner.
When Salee removed her chiffon robe to kiss her shoulders more freely,
Veetara shivered, her body temperature seemingly unstable.
"Khun Jae."
"Mmm?"
"May I?"
lThe younger girl, now standing, asked shyly but didn't stop kissing and
touching her. Salee, then, sat on her lap with a blushing face. Veetara
helped pull off her oversized white t-shirt when she couldn't do it herself;
Salee was busy with her neck.
Oh...
Veetara had known for a long time that the other girl didn't wear a bra
to bed.
So she felt parched when she finally got to see Salee's delicate, sweet body
clearly, without worrying or waiting for the right moment.
Salee was slim but not skinny, with a soft, curvy body. Even Veetara, who
never cared about other women's figures, couldn't help but enjoy looking
and touching her.
Veetara pulled Salee close, kissing under her chin, then moving down to
her soft spots, which were now just as sensitive as hers.
Salee shivered when Veetara's lips touched her sensitive spot intentionally
while one hand moved under her small elastic shorts. Then, Veetara gently
laid Salee down on the bed. Salee's face and body were red with
embarrassment, but she wasn't protesting, making Veetara smile as she lay
on top of her, her hand still in place.
"Are you scared?"
Veetara asked, and when the girl nodded, admitting she was a little scared,
she kissed her softly and gently.
"Me too."
Veetara murmured to comfort Salee, letting her know she wasn't the only
one nervous about this. Although she was also a bit scared, she felt
confident enough to lead this first time.
Salee wrapped her arms around Veetara's neck, adjusting her body.
"It's okay,"
Veetara smiled, kissing her cute lips, which now looked especially
adorable. "Okay."
She whispered then slowly moved her hand into her short, not rushing,
hoping to make her feel good and happy with the touch.
Veetara swallowed as she felt the readiness of the body beneath her.
Salee took a deep breath, then let go of her neck. Using both hands, she
held Veetara's face for a kiss, easing the tension below. Veetara moved her
hand slowly, carefully, watching the girl's satisfaction until her body
relaxed. She sighed in relief that this first attempt to form a sense of
comfort for the girl had gone well.
Salee immediately covered her face in embarrassment.
Veetara laughed at the murmured response, then was startled when the
seemingly weak girl suddenly sat up, making Veetara sit on the girl's lap.
With Veetara being taller, the position was quite advantageous for the
smaller girl.
Veetara looked down at the cute face level with her chest.
"Mmm."
Veetara made a sound in her throat, feeling quite uncomfortable from the
various factors making her desire meter tremble. But she wouldn't tell Salee
how much her face and low moans had driven her wild.
Veetara just let the girl help her with great satisfaction, especially since
those small hands were both playful and clumsy, making her pulse race,
fearing her heart might jump out of her chest.
Veetara found that their shyness hadn't decreased after a while, but their
courage and familiarity had increased. They both understood that this bed
activity wasn't as scary as they thought and was just another way to
strengthen their relationship. So, if they went all out now, it wouldn't be
strange.
Yes
Going all out from the second round wasn't strange at all.
.
.
If Salee were destined to die in Veetara's chest, she'd die smiling, eyes
wide open.
She'd die with her eyes open, appreciating and touching the soft, warm,
heavenly boobs.
Salee had no idea what good deeds she'd done in her past life, but if she had
to guess, it might be from helping people or building temples or fighting for
her country. That's why she got to experience such wonderful things in this
life.
Now, she and Veetara were so tangled up that she couldn't remember when
they moved from the bed to the sofa or how much time had passed. It wasn't
until Salee looked up at the Star Wars on TV that she realized it was the
Revenge of the Sith episode.
That meant they'd been at it for about five or six hours, including breaks,
since Darth Vader's 'I am your father' scene with his son.
Salee wanted to smile through her tears like that one emoticon on the
internet. Veetara was sitting on her hand and seemed to have boundless
energy to strengthen their relationship. It was as if she'd saved herself for
almost thirty years, and when she finally let go, it was like a wild flood.
Veetara, seeing the girl's exhaustion, probably felt pity and nodded,
even though her beautiful face and sharp eyes clearly showed she still
wanted more.
Salee finally got a chance to catch her breath.
When Salee woke up again late in the morning, Veetara, who'd been awake
for a while, brought a breakfast tray to the bed with two fried eggs, three
pieces of bacon, one sausage, and a cup of coffee as if trying to please her.
The young girl raised an eyebrow and smiled, finally understanding what
people meant when they said that after such activities, something (or many
things) would change noticeably.
Salee stifled a smile. The person who'd gone to the trouble of bringing the
breakfast tray didn't seem to let her eat anything, as she kept nuzzling her
cheek and neck. The young girl took this opportunity to look at Veetara
from head to toe and found that she was wearing a large black shirt over hot
pants, looking much more decent than last night.
She couldn't help but ask out of curiosity where Veetara had prepared such
an outfit, as she believed someone like Veetara wouldn't have the mind to
think of such lingerie while they were still tense with each other.
Then Salee was introduced to the 'Mommy Bag', which was full of naughty
items like magazines ranking popular sex positions, sexy lingeries, and
adult toys from Japan, curated by Jae Kinny and her crew to help Salee and
Veetara reconcile and have fun.
Salee broke into a sweat because it seemed Veetara was quite into it, asking
her opinion on such things. She could only give a half-hearted response,
saying, 'It's okay,' but for some of the popular positions (?) and some toys
in the box that she didn't want to describe, she decided to keep her thoughts
to herself.
The only thing of value was the sexy lingerie package, which came in three
levels: plain, normal sexy, playboy (which Veetara wore last night), and
the final level, which was so advanced that it barely covered anything.
But no matter which one she chose, Veetara was still incredibly hot,
especially during the remaining two nights of their vacation. She was
constantly nudged by the beautiful one, either to be seduced or to get up and
jump at Veetara, who was in naughty lingerie with references from
Onanong's magazine.
If she were to die in those sexy boobs, she'd die happily with a smile
through her tears.
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□ Epilogue □
The current situation between Veetara and Salee had returned to normal.
That meant they were back to being lovey-dovey, with the added detail that
they were now intimate, making their behavior even more annoyingly
affectionate.
Kinny admitted she might be bipolar because when those two fought, she
got all worked up, but when they made up and flaunted it, she got irritated.
Especially now that Veetara and her little lover no longer have to worry
about workplace romance.
Yes.
Salee didn't return to work at the language institute after talking to Veetara,
saying that she wanted to pursue what she loved instead: photography and
videography. Her new office was just across the street in the same alley, not
that far from her old office.
Moreover, the company was the same studio that the institute hired to
produce content and film online English lessons. So, the little troublemaker
and Veetara still saw each other often because Salee usually dropped by
and gossiped with the team during their lunch breaks. Or if she finished
work early, she sat around waiting for her dear Veetara with a big smile.
They started with news from Thee (their adopted daughter), who'd
contacted them via that app to share the good news that she got into her
dream university and would soon be free from all her frustrations. She
wanted Kinny to help her pick out some fabulous outfits for her grand
opening soon.
Next was about Aunty Aeow, who'd started pickling everything under the
sun to sell. Recently, seeing the bubble tea craze, she created a new menu
and forced the team, who had to pass by her shop every day, to be her
guinea pigs.
"Yuck!"
Salee made a face, and Kinny nodded in agreement. Then they gossiped
about Onanong, who seemed to be living a happy life in LA.
"Really?"
"But she hasn't even been there a year, and she's had four boyfriends?"
Kinny shrugged, implying that small breasts probably weren't a big deal for
the guys over there. But even so, the hot girl of Los Angeles still hadn't
found anyone she really liked, so she kept changing boyfriends.
Kinny's gossip was cut short because the busty one opened the office door
from her workspace.
"For a while now."
The young girl replied with a sweet smile. When Veetara walked over
and sniffed (kissed) the top of Salee's head, Kinny's face scrunched up
with an indescribable feeling.
"Well, I just stood buying grilled pork from the smoky shop at the end of
the alley, Salee said, raising the tightly tied bag of grilled pork for her
lover to see.
Veetara sniffed the young girl's head again, even though she'd already
complained that it 'smelled'.
I haaaaaate them.
Salee said.
Kinny rolled her eyes, making both Veetara and Salee smile. They even had
the nerve to invite her to have homemade sükiyaki at their condo because
Salee had been craving healthy food like boiled vegetables with lots of
sliced pork for days. But making it for just the two of them seemed odd,
especially since they knew Kinny was living a lonely single life lately.
At first, Kinny was going to decline. She didn't want to sit and watch the
newlyweds being all mushy-gushy, making her feel even lonelier. But then
a woman who'd just burst into the office after finishing her class made her
change her mind immediately.
"Alright, I'll go,"
Kinny whispered.
"Let's go now."
Because everyone knew that the feisty woman had shifted her target from
'Veetara' to her. Just like everyone knew that her best friend and the little
troublemaker were secretly flirting, but no one said anything. The cause of
this awkward situation could only be blamed on Jan's flexible preferences.
Kinny slipped behind Salee (who now had the courage to face Jan) as they
walked to the elevator, with the American woman smiling sweetly, blocking
their way.
Kinny pursed her lips, not answering, but pushed the burden onto Salee
"We're not partying, we're going to eat sukiyaki. And we're not taking any
more guests because there are only three sets of dishes at the condo!"
"I didn't say I wanted to go with you guys, but hmm or maybe you secretly
want me to join, Salee?"
She raised her hand, intending to poke the young girl's cheek, probably to
tease her. But Veetara cleared her throat loudly and stepped up to shield the
girl, making jan step back. Then, jan muttered something that made Veetara
grab Kinny to use as a shield.
"How are you, Veetara? We haven't had a one-on-one chat in a long time. I
think..."
"Wait."
Jan presumptuously grabbed Kinny's wrist. Those two traitors took the
opportunity to escape into the elevator, shouting before the door closed,
'See you at the car! making Kinny want to scream but holding back, fearing
it'd make the remaining colleagues curious about what was happening.
"You're avoiding
Jan asked the stingy Miss Karn from the accounting department, who was
about to walk by.
"Yup,"
Karn replied.
Yes, my ass!!
Kinny frowned, trying to twist her arm free before asking curtly.
"I don't."
Jan squinted at Kinny for several seconds before finally letting go of her
arm.
The American woman also stayed silent. She abruptly ended the
conversation and walked away, leaving Kinny with an inexplicable feeling.
They parted there. jan went to pack her things to go home while Kinny took
the elevator down to meet Veetara and Salee, who were waiting in the car.
Kinny shifted and shook her head slowly, not wanting them to worry.
"I'm fine."
But even as she said that. Kinny started to get a headache, unsure if she was
really fine' as she claimed. Especially when she found her appetite
significantly reduced, constantly thinking about the gloomy face of the
foreign woman earlier, making her so anxious that Salee noticed as soon as
they started eating sukiyaki.
"They seemed to have discussed the need to talk about this. We didn't know
your issue with Jan was this serious."
"I'm not."
Kinny wanted to deny it but then frowned, closed her eyes, and sighed
helplessly, realizing that lying to Veetara and the little troublemaker was
pointless. They were probably the people who loved and cared for her the
most after her parents. So, no matter how much she tried to hide it, someone
would eventually find out.
"Not exactly."
Kinny sighed.
"I tried to keep jan from stirring things up more, so...we had a bit more
alone time than usual."
At that time, Kinny didn't think she'd become a target. She knew well that
she wasn't a real woman and she'd only undergone breast surgery. But
suddenly, after jan asked her to take her to the market and then took the
opportunity to come back and cook for her as a thank you, the Western
woman began to aggressively pursue her without hiding it.
Jan even said that she'd been interested in her since the first time she saw
her when she went to handle work for Veetara at the institute over there.
"You're so beautiful that I can't believe you have 'Mr.' in front of your
name."
Jan said, moving closer and cornering Kinny until she had to back up to the
kitchen counter.
"The first thought of hitting on you got delayed, but now I..."
"Wait, wait,"
Kinny tried to raise her hand to stop the other. Her pulse raced with
excitement because, since she was born, she'd never encountered a woman
who pursued her so boldly, disregarding her sex or gender status.
She lost it because she'd never kissed a woman before but immediately
knew that something was happening, and the sensation wasn't as bad as she
thought. To be honest, she quite liked Jan's kiss.
"Yeah."
"Yes."
"Uh-huh."
The naturally busty woman gestured to the girl, which could only refer to
the troublemaker still eating sliced pork while listening to her problem.
"It's not?"
"Well, I..."
She meant her 'neither fully woman nor fully man' status, which was very
confusing. Born male, but as she grew older, she became a woman. Now,
she had something going on with a Western woman she'd known for less
than a year. Kinny felt her identity was being heavily shaken, and couldn't
find a stable ground for herself.
The young girl asked for permission, making Kinny pause for a moment
before she agreed.
"Did you decide to change your appearance to match your inner self
because you like men?"
"I mean, sometimes our identity and external factors that define us are
separate issues. For example, I'm a woman, both mind and body. When I
love Khun Jae, who is also a woman, it doesn't make me want to be a man.
So, I think you wanted to be a beautiful woman out of personal satisfaction
more than anything else. Now, try to see yourself as a woman by heart
since birth."
"What?!"
"You're a woman who used to date men, but you're now interested in
women. It's nothing complicated, Salee smiled with chubby cheeks.
"Jan probably understands the same as me, which is why she's openly
pursuing you."
Kinny bit her lip, pondered, and sighed again when she recalled the moment
after being kissed the other day. No matter how loudly she protested or said
things that should have made the other person back off, Jan was unfazed,
finding excuses to counter everything.
'I don't care if you like men or have that thing or not. I like you, and you
know something's happening between us. So, think about it, okay?'
This made Kinny even more confused and disoriented. Since then, Kinny
had been trying to avoid Jan, only approaching her for work or when
absolutely necessary. In contrast, the other kept trying to get close to her,
so much so that everyone in the office knew something was happening
between them.
Veetara reaffirmed the same sentence she'd told her before, adding a bit
more this time.
"You can love anyone you want because it's your rightful choice."
Kinny was stunned, then sighed deeply for the hundredth time, realizing her
friend's words were entirely true.
Salee frowned while eating her second skewer of grilled pork after Kinny
had left.
"About what?"
"That woman is unpredictable. If she messes around and makes Jae Kinny
sad, it'd be terrible."
Veetara replied, handing a paper napkin to the big eater to wipe her messy
mouth.
"She has enough experience and judgment. So, just supporting her as
needed should be enough."
Salee's frown eased, but she couldn't help but preemptively blame the
Western woman,
"If she mistreats Jae Kinny, I'll pinch her boobs off!"
"Hey now,"
The older woman protested, pulling the other into a hug before whispering,
making the listener laugh out loud.
Veetara couldn't help but laugh along. She kissed the cheeky girl's greasy
lips (from the grilled pork) and then reminded her that they had to wake up
early tomorrow for a family breakfast. The young girl agreed, negotiating to
watch one more episode of the series before showering and going to bed as
Veetara wished.
Yes.
Veetara had a family breakfast appointment for the first time in decades,
which stemmed from her father's illness.
Of course, a stroke wasn't pleasant for either the patient or the caregiver.
But in that misfortune, some good things happened. Her parents' pride
softened, and the bad things they had done to each other faded. They
became more empathetic, and perhaps they reminisced about the days when
they were healthy but chose to always waste time arguing, losing a part of
their lives for nothing.
Now, realizing they had little time left to be good to each other before
parting ways due to old age, they decided to end all disputes and become
good friends for the long-lost peace of the family.
Veetara could hardly remember the last time her parents stood in the same
room. But for the reasons mentioned, she finally saw them together again.
One lay watching TV, waiting for physical therapy, while the other
quietly read a magazine without any harsh words.
"..."
"..."
"I'm not asking for permission; I'm just informing you in advance."
"So, if you want us to have good times together like this, please be kind to
Salee for me. She's a lovely girl. You don't have to worry about anything
except opening your hearts."
"O... Okay,"
Her father tried to respond, while her mother nodded, still slightly confused
by her sudden entrance and long speech about bringing a girl to greet them.
But still...
Everyone was okay (or maybe they had to be okay, Veetara wasn't entirely
sure either).
Veetara whispered to the younger girl, who was dressed neatly today in
a white dress that reached her knees and had long sleeves. It looked
formal yet sweet in a way she couldn't quite describe.
together."
Veetara said, holding Salee's hand to reassure her that no matter what
happened next, she wouldn't disappear and would always be there to back
her up. As it turned out, the situation was more pleasant than she
anticipated. Veetara felt completely at ease, especially when Salee's special
charm, 'being liked by those nearby, kicked in. The adults found Salee even
more delightful than Veetara had advertised.
Veetara had intended for it to be this way because she wanted everyone to
see for themselves how charming Salee was, both in her words and her
ability to adapt to her surroundings. Even her usually reserved father
couldn't help but laugh when Salee shyly recounted her mischievous
childhood and how she came to know Veetara.
Veetara hid her smile, letting the talkative girl entertain her parents while
she enjoyed her meal in peace until the end of the event.
Everyone was happy except for her younger brother, who still had some
unresolved issues with Salee.
They saw him driving into the house just as they were about to leave.
Veetara let them talk without interruption. About ten minutes later, Salee
returned to the car and, after fastening her seatbelt, said,
"All settled?"
Veetara echoed, seeking details. Salee explained on the way home that she
apologized to him first. Although both had wronged each other in various
ways, the root cause was that Salee had used him as a stand-in for Veetara
from the beginning.
"I'm not sure if he'll forgive me for that, but for everything he did wrong to
us, I forgive him."
Salee said, hugging and kissing Veetara's hand affectionately. Then she
added,
"Things might still be tense today, but I think with time, everything will get
better,"
"Look at my mom and dad. They used to fight like cats and dogs, but they
eventually made peace."
Salee replied with a pout. Veetara had never told her that her father had a
stroke and was partially paralyzed. She'd only mentioned it in the morning,
an hour before they got to the family's house.
"I didn't want you to worry. He's safe now, just needs physical therapy."
"It's okay this time, but next time, can we share the worries too?"
Salee asked, raising an eyebrow. When Veetara looked puzzled, she added,
"We share the good things, so for fairness, we should share the bad things
too."
Veetara couldn't help but smile, pressing her hand to her mouth to hide it.
"Agreed."
"For me?"
"Yes."
Veetara didn't give any details about the order until Salee discovered
it herself. The large box waiting at the front of the house contained a
red bicycle with a ringing bell.
"I know."
"What?"
She scratched her head in confusion as Veetara pulled her into a hug.
"I didn't mean to tease you. I just wanted to teach you how to ride a bike.
"No."
"Then?"
Salee bit her lip, silent for a long time, then suddenly jumped to hug
Veetara.
"My darling!"
She cried dramatically, then quickly let go and turned to the bike with
determination.
Veetara didn't want to admit she was looking for entertainment in Salee's
bike-riding lessons because she knew Salee wasn't as skilled as she claimed.
Her experience with motorbikes didn't help either.
They spent weeks dragging the bike around the neighborhood. When Salee
seemed to balance for five to ten seconds, she'd almost fall again.
Salee sat sulking in front of the house after her umpteenth failure. Veetara,
feeling sorry for her, went to get a cold drink and brought out something
that made Salee's eyes widen in surprise.
"The megaphone?"
Salee took the old megaphone, which the manufacturer claimed was made
from the same material as Apollo 11, and examined it in surprise.
so..." "So...?"
Veetara admitted, feeling her face heat up. Even after dating for a while,
Salee still made her heart race.
"Khun Jae-"
"I also often borrow your pens, but how did you keep this megaphone?"
"Well..."
She hesitated for several seconds until Salee kissed her cheek, leaving a
warm, sweet mark. Veetara finally admitted,
"It has your recorded voice. Sometimes, I play it to feel close to you,
especially when we're not on good terms."
"Yes."
"Then why return it now?"
"Now that you're here, I hear that phrase all the time."
"Wow,"
Salee's eyes widened even more than when she saw the megaphone.
"I tried not to say it, but you still hear it? You're not only sexy but also
amaaaazing!"
Veetara, seeing Salee's teasing look, prepared to attack her in mock anger.
But Salee slipped away, claiming she needed to practice riding the bike.
Veetara shook her head, amused, wondering how far the so-called Graet
Salee would get.
Veetara stood with her arms crossed, a smile spreading across her face.
She realized that the girl riding the bike with such pride wasn't just the best
part of her life.
"Salee,"
Veetara called out to the girl ringing the bell down the street. When Salee
turned to look, Veetara said loudly,
Veetara was scared out of her wits. She was terrified that her loved one
might've broken a bone or something, so she quickly ran over, knelt down,
and leaned in close. But then she saw the girl looking back at her with
sparkling eyes, not showing any sign of pain at all.
"What did you say just now? Can you say it again?"
Hearing Salee speak so clearly, Veetara let out a sigh of relief, nodded, and
repeated with all her heart, "I love you the most."
Veetara smiled and pressed a kiss on Salee's forehead, which was now
upside down from the fall.
In a whisper, she pledged to uphold her promise to the girls and her family
for all time.
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□ Epilogue 01 □
She was probably so overwhelmed by the love confession that she couldn't
hold back her emotions. It wasn't until she cried out loudly, "Ouch!" that
Veetara realized the other girl was just trying to act all sentimental while
actually being in a lot of pain.
After all, her elbow hit the ground, her arm was scraped, her foot dragged
on the ground, and on top of that, a bike that was bigger than her ended up
falling on her.
Veetara then helped Salee stand up, her face a mix of amusement and
annoyance. She didn't say anything; she just went along with it, comforting
the girl, who'd probably use this injury to get pampered by her for the rest
of her life.
------THE END-----
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