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Is it the Kingfisher?
By Marjorie Evasco
This is how I desire god on this island
with you today: basic and blue as the sea that softens our feet with salt and brings the living wave to our mouths
playing with sounds of a primary language.
“God is blue,” sang the poet Juan Ramon Jimenez, drunk with desiring, his hair, eyebrows, eyelashes turned blue as the kingfisher’s wings. It is this bird that greets us as we come round the eastern bend of this island; tells us the hairbreadth boundary between us is transient in the air, permeable to the blue
of tropic skies and mountain gentian.
Where we sit on this rock covered with seaweeds, I suddenly feel the blueness embrace us, this rock, this island, this changed air, the distance between us and the Self we have longed to be. A bolt of burning blue lights in my brain, gives the answer we’ve pursued this whole day:
sea waves sing it, the kingfisher flies in it,
this island is rooted in it. Desiring God is transparent blue – the color which makes our souls visible. Oh How To Find Silence In the World by Cirilo Bautista
Being spotted in the color of skin,
why I take care in San Francisco, waiting for the bus to Iowa. They say racial prejudice is strong,
Negros and not whites kawawa,
and because of this they will revolt. I shiver and shiver from fear and hunger because I just landed from Tokyo. A Negro came into the station— naka-African hairdo; he holds a small whip: it’s scary to look, so I did not look at him. Kumakalansing
the metal on the strings of his shoes
and he shouts, “Peace, brothers!” Smiled showing white teeth. Looked at me— maybe he laughed at what he saw—
a tiny dayuhan, dark and from
some lupalog. Upside down my insides went in fright and pulled a cigarette so the redness of my face
wouldn’t show. I nahalata
that the Whites there too were quiet so quiet, unable to speak in front of that Negro. Only when he left returned
the normalcy in the station—others
read again, neighbors gossiped again, laughter, the janitor sweeped again. After a while that Negro passed again
two white Americanas on each arm,
blonde, their beauty with no equal. The janitor stopped sweeping. I thought, “So this is racial prejudice.”