Avesta Volume2
Avesta Volume2
Translated by @jasper.fx
1
That star is extremely small.
Its surface is enough for just one medium-sized city, and a grown
man could probably circle it in half a day. More often than not,
celestial bodies of this size are common remnants - useless boulders
with only the name left of their stellar status.
This star, however, is an exception. Even if it really could be
bypassed, walking around it... no, even existing as such on it is
virtually impossible.
There are so-called neutron stars. When the life of particularly large
stationary stars comes to an end, a supernova explosion occurs,
scattering them across the universe, but sometimes a frightening
"force" remains at the epicenter of the explosion.
So-called black holes... A dungeon of superpowered gravity that
doesn't even let out light and turns anything that gets inside into a
neutron star.
- Show me what you are capable of. You think you can kill me this
way?
An incredible fighting spirit surges at the same time, ruffling the hair of
the man battling supergravity. Considering that any speck of dust
here is heavier than a mountain, this can't be called anything but
absurd.
He faced off against Spenta-Mainyu right before he was summoned
to the gatha, and at the time their strengths were equal, but after he
fought Nadare and the rest of the evil kings, the superiority shifted in
his favor. This once again shows how little it takes for Bahlavan to
grow above himself.
They meet each other, look each other in the eye, declare to the
world that they are here and now together, which means they can't
go on living as long as their rival lives.
This has nothing to do with Avesta. It is a different kind of truth, one
that emphasizes the fact that only one can survive and experience the
sweetness of victory.
With a gamma pulse that could shake the galaxy itself, the Spenta-
Mainyu rushes in. The energy of the brightest glow in the universe
surpasses all the light that motionless stars emit in their lifetime. A
direct hit would doom and destroy even stars tens of thousands of
light-years away.
And even this is no more than an unintended consequence of its
deed.
The real threat is the charge from the supergravity-assisted ram. The
manifestation of his power as a stellar spirit, Spenta-Mainyu is even
capable of momentarily trampling a black hole.
Precisely because he is a personality-possessing organism, his will is
enough to break the cause-and-effect relationship of the laws of
physics. "Incomplete, therefore inferior in power to a black celestial
body"-this kind of logic does not apply to him.
- Hn-n-n-n-n!
All this pride Bahlavan takes face to face. It is hard to believe, but he
continues to stand on his feet even after the Spenty-Mainou ram hits
him square in the chest.
Of course, he is not left unscathed. The King of Evil's body, as if cast
in a super-dense alloy, is covered in burns, and the gushing jets of
blood dissolve in the vacuum of space.
He raises his fist, in which he puts all of his strength, and then, with a
battle cry, he brings it down. Compared to the divine will of the
Spenta-Minho, it's an incredibly simple blow, and yet the
concentration of pure destruction shatters the star-spirit's head along
with the core of his being.
Spenta-Mainyu, falling to the ground, dies before he can even utter a
dying cry. At the same time, life leaves the star, and it becomes an
ordinary boulder. In the near future, it will probably turn into space
garbage.
Meanwhile, Bahlavan, who has deprived the universe of another
shining light, is already thinking of his next target. The memory of his
formidable rival still burns in his chest, but in the end it is only a badge
of honor. He believes that on his journey he cannot turn around,
cannot stop, and looks only forward.
And right now they're going out at the same time. One is pierced by a
beam of light and the other's skin is sliced off as if in a spiral, but they
both let out their last breath. If you consider the distance between
them, you can understand that it happened about the same time that
Bahlavan defeated Spenta-Mainyu.
It's hard to call it a coincidence, but then what is it, who is to blame?
- How strong you have become, Zairi, Taurvi... Are you coming here?
I am always ready.
Daevas of special rank, Zairiched and Taurvid. Those are the names
of the war demons called locusts. It is not easy to explain the
relationship they have with Bahlavan.
They are not minions. Nor would you call them comrades. To put it
bluntly, they are something of a rival to each other.
Bahlavan has been invulnerable since birth, but that doesn't mean he's
known only for his victories. There have been battles in which there
has been no winner, as with Khvarenah or Nadare, as well as those in
which he has won but failed to kill his opponent.
Zairiched and Taurwid belong to the second category. They once
faced Bahlavan and were defeated, but in spite of that, they survived
and managed to escape.
And even now they stay close to him and keep up with him, following
the king of evil and improving their fighting prowess and strength
themselves.
The reason is obvious. It is all to get Bahlavan's head and win his
throne. Like him, they are unable to accept the fact that anyone in the
universe can be stronger.
Anyone who crosses paths with me will be killed. I, and no one else,
am the strongest in all the world.
They embody the apotheosis of violence. That is why they are the
Locusts of Aeshma's Ferocity.
This is both Bahlavan's middle name and the common name of this
army. Since they are driven by the same will toward the same goal,
they may well be called one.
It is therefore obvious that internal strife is the order of the day for
them, and because of this there are now only three people in the
locust pack, but if you look at it from another angle, you can say that
in this mad jungle only the most worthy have survived. Both Zairiched
and Taurvid have lived for more than five hundred years. They hold
themselves at the very edge of what Bahlavan considers their
presence the beginning of battle, slyly observing his strength and
continuing to improve.
If Zairiched and Taurvid approach him just a little more, just a little
more, it will herald the beginning of a battle. The irrepressible power
of himself turns into an aura, and the fists of the incarnation of
ferocity are already trembling with joy...
- ...What?
The two Daevas of special rank suddenly disappear. They didn't hide
their presence at all, much less die.
Teleportation is also within their power, and they've used it to get
away. The question, of course, is "Where," but Bahlavan isn't
sensitive enough to answer it. Since he specializes in combat, such
minor skills remain his weakness.
- Running away... has never been in their spirit. Found a new partner
to play with? Hmm, I'm even jealous.
One day he will fulfill his dream, and after he has conquered all of
creation, there will be nothing but endless emptiness waiting for him.
How will he live then? What will he oppose this isolation?
- Fha!
The resounding laughter of the king of evil echoes through the vacuum
of space.
Identify yourself, challenge me. I'm not going to run or hide - that's
what he declares to all that exists.
This prayer is reminiscent of a love letter.
2
- How are you feeling? Do you have a feeling that something is
wrong?
- Okay, then. You're full of black boxes -- rather, you're one big black
box yourself, so I wasn't particularly sure of the outcome. Chaoma
doesn't work well on anything that doesn't have any organics, so it's
already weird that it's more or less working on you. And then there's
your personal regeneration... It was quite interesting to watch the
robot gradually regenerate itself, but to be honest, it looked a little
nasty.
It sounds pretty gross, but I have to admit that I feel the same way,
which means that all I have to do is keep quiet. The fact that I can't
be called a living creature is the plain truth, and the fact that my
wounds can still be healed is beyond explanation. If I were a machine
or a doll, I could be repaired by replacing certain parts, but since, as
they say, I am a black box, this cannot be done to me, so I have to
undergo an inexplicably effective treatment that even the doctor
himself does not understand.
- Are you angry? Well, I did go a little overboard with the robot.
You're still cute, and you have emotions, and you're living a real, full
life. We just can't figure out exactly how you're built. On the outside
and on the inside, you're just like a human being. Yes, you're some
incomprehensible material, and you've got that parent, but that's no
reason to get down and belittle yourself. Maybe you could even have
a baby... In fact, have you thought about checking it out?
I haven't. It's hard to tell from the wording if she wants my opinion or
if she's just mocking me, so I just have to sigh to myself. I've been
thinking about it for a while now, but maybe there's something of the
mad scientist in her.
- Yeah? That's a shame. Anyway, if you're feeling okay, you can open
your eyes, Quinn.
I raise five fingers with my right hand and four with my left, thus
representing the nine. This also causes me no problems, which
means that the injuries Frederica inflicted are gradually healed.
What else would you expect from the best Haoma owner. Amazing:
even I, with my abnormal device, can so easily regain my former
appearance.
Since I have real admiration for her for this without a backward
thought, I respectfully pronounce her official title, but Roxanne
suddenly starts sulking.
- I told you not to call me that. I don't like all that officiousness.
- А...
By the way, it's true. But I do owe her, and besides, she's above me
anyway, and I think it's important to keep up the rules of decorum.
- From now on, you will treat me as an equal, without any second
thoughts. And most importantly, you will not call me "Mistress," "Much
Esteemed," and the like. And yes, "mistress" is forbidden, too.
Sounds like I'm some kind of old lady, I don't like that. The order is
effective immediately and has no statute of limitations. Is that clear?
- ...Yes.
- Good. Then let's check it out in front of His Majesty.
- What, wai... That's too much!
I've never liked overly frivolous executives. She may look like Zurvan,
but the comparison is still not in his favor, even if they both treat me
like a toy.
Her name is Roxanne. Despite her young age, she is one of the
twelve lords who govern the holy kingdom, and is considered one of
his majesty's de facto and de jure retainers.
This has nothing to do with what is going on, and the subject is quite
vulgar, but it is rumored that they are even in a close relationship as
man and woman.
In other words, her position is very similar to that of a queen, and if I
am forced to address her as "you" in front of his royal majesty, I don't
think he would tolerate it.
***
It's too late to say this, but even though I can read other people's
thoughts and memories, that doesn't mean I understand everyone
without words. People like Magsarion or his majesty have armor that
I can't pierce through, let alone Zurvan and his kind with their
smokescreens.
But there is another unpleasant sort of people--those who know how
to lie. It is not difficult for me to uncover obvious lies, but there are
masters in every business... Those who do not see the difference
between the truth and a lie can easily deceive me.
I stand up in the hot water with a splash, and then I swiftly hide from
the stares simultaneously directed at my breasts.
What? No, seriously, what? You all have so much dignity, you should
be completely indifferent to my breasts. Stop looking at them.
- I'm kidding, I'm kidding. Although I didn't think you'd be so
uncomfortable about it. Do you really want to make her smaller? If
that's the case, I don't mind.
- Thank you, I don't mind. If it comes to that...
How should I put it... I get the feeling that the longer I discuss this
subject, the more stuck I get, so I dive under the water again with an
offended look.
You can see the atmosphere for yourself. Four girls are chatting
amongst themselves in the bathroom naked. Since I thought that I
could not avoid the disgrace before His Majesty, I really feel much
calmer here, and yet I cannot get rid of the resentment that I have
been dragged here by deceit.
Bubbling out of the water, I watch the dialogue between Arma and
Samluch as if it's not about me.
What exactly has changed about me? Unfortunately, I don't feel
anything like that myself, so I have to expect anything.
After all, I'd never been so badly wounded before, and my opponent
was no different. It would be foolish to expect me to survive this
without any consequences.
Was my life expectancy shortened, or were there other invisible
symptoms? There's no way to verify that now, so I'll just have to
accept it.
To begin with, no Yazata can guarantee their own safety. Even if I
worry about the risks involved, there's nothing I can do about it.
- Are you yourself all right, Samluch? I can always be cured, albeit in
an unusual way, but that won't work with you.
- Fer's gift protected me, and it wasn't that scary after all. It was a
powerful blow, but it didn't tear me in two, and I'm thankful for that. It
did damage my reputation, though.
- But we were dealing with the fourth king of evil, weren't we? So we
can be proud of the fact that we survived.
- That's true, but I'm known for my survivability. What am I supposed
to talk about when they can take me out in one fell swoop?
Samluch gritted her teeth, and there was even some embarrassment
in her voice. I shifted the conversation to her because I didn't want to
be the topic of discussion, but I guess I'd inadvertently hurt her
feelings. I was embarrassed myself, and I wanted to be supportive,
but I didn't even know how to do that.
Considering that I've suffered far more damage than "one punch," any
words would probably sound like mockery.
- You've been struck, backed up by the strength of yourself. Thanks
to the fact that we are far away from Frederica now, her effect
should subside, but when you first received it, the pain must have
been unprecedented. You already have to endure numerous wounds
all the time-no wonder you couldn't take it. It's nothing to be ashamed
of.
- But basically it all comes down to fortitude, doesn't it? Any way you
look at it, I couldn't stand the pain, which means I don't have the
fortitude. And anyway, you make it sound like the pain would get
worse if I got closer to her. So I have to endure it somehow...
- I guess... But I think you can handle it. So don't dwell on it. If
anything, you should feel sorry for me. I couldn't protect the people of
Arzang.
- No, it wasn't your fault... I'm sorry, you can't say that, can you?
- Aren't you curious? After all, if they see feathers on her, the mission
will be immediately blown, so I've been wondering all this time how
she avoids it. I can't find it, I can't find it, it's more like Arma's so
flawless, I can't wait... Let me get a closer look at you!
- Wait, what?
Even Arma seems to feel horror at Roxanne's approaching hands.
Clearly trying to stay away from her, she responds to her with some
rudeness.
- The feathers... Who cares where they are? You think of something
yourself.
- Why should I? By the way, I'm a pretty important person. In the
name of the mistress of the sacred kingdom of Sahnawak, I order
you to give me your seal this very minute.
- Who just said to act like girlfriends?! And anyway, are you sure you
haven't spotted her yet? You're a woman, you must know where to
hide them.
- I don't know... Say it louder!
- Who are you, Zurvan?!
- It's all girls, what are you ashamed of. Anyway, Arma's feathers are
on the...
- Shut up!
I practically take off and cover Roxanne's mouth, and then we start
wrestling underwater. Since Arma wished to be helped, I believe this
is the best way to protect a woman's innocence.
- So, am I getting this right? They want to use us for propaganda with
Veretragna as a pretext?
- Yes. I think you probably have something to say about that, but it's
also part of your job. The last time the Yazatas survived a battle with
an evil king was back in the days of Lord Varhran, and that should be
used to instill hope in the populace.
- The logic is clear to me, but it's still pretty brazen. To be honest, I
don't really want any part of it.
- I'm telling you, don't be so gloomy about it! All you have to do is
dress up, eat good food, and smile. I'll make sure everything goes off
to the highest standard.
- Hey, what are you touching there, Roxanne?!
Veretragna, the annual festival of heroes on the anniversary of Lord
Varhrán's death and lasting seven days... This event is an occasion of
great joy for the entire population of the holy kingdom, and though
politically it often involves deception for propaganda purposes, it
seems that this time we have to participate as guests of honor. We
are being treated as stars of sorts, and, as Arma said, there is a bit
of shamelessness in that, but Roxanne is also right that we should be
helped with morale support.
Since she deals with public opinion all the time in her position, she is
second to none in conducting events. While that doesn't make it any
less of a concern, I believe that if there's anything we can do to help,
we should do it.
- I personally am not against it. Rather, I'm for it. We may only be
bluffing now, but that just means that someday we have to become
real heroes.
- And true. What's more, we should count it as an oath and put even
more effort into it.
Samluch is back to normal, and I also answer her with a smile. Since
the holiday starts the day after tomorrow, there's essentially nothing
we can do about it anymore.
- So the return to the star of the dragon's remains will have to wait a
little longer, Armochka. You're probably worried about her, but it's
safer to wait until things calm down.
- ...Indeed. I have done much wrong as a concubine. If I go back
while we don't know if Kaikhosru is back, the older sisters will eat me
and not choke on me. The only thing is, Roxanne...
- Yes?
- Please stop calling me "Armochka." It's inappropriate, and why
would you want to call me that all of a sudden?
They just can't be interrupted, and I'm just stunned into silence when
Samluch speaks to me telepathically.
- All right, let's switch. Everybody turn a hundred and eighty degrees.
- Indeed, his majesty is a rather charming man. You know, it's not that
you can't leave him alone, but his maternal instincts just beg to differ.
- ...I agree with you there. Still, it's very rude to compare a king to a
child. You'd rather say he's a virtuous man.
- You're so boring... It's important to see the nice side in every man...
By the way, you can't leave Fer in that sense, either. Besides, he is
sure to go far, and I want to teach him all sorts of tricks.
Lightly humming some song under her nose, Roxanne says something
that would probably make Ferdows himself tremble. She didn't
actually say anything wrong, but given her age difference, her looks,
and so on, it sounds like a real crime.
- Zurvan is a bit of a bully and clearly has sadistic tendencies-isn't the
thought of being with him badly enough to send shivers down your
spine? But the main thing, of course, is Magsarion. This menace of
his, his mystery makes him seem like a horror movie hero, impossible
to resist. Maybe he could even swing me instead of a sword!
- Would you settle for anyone!
- All right, that's enough, have relations with whoever you want.
Apparently, you and I can't get along!
Arma gets up from her feet in a burst of anger and immediately walks
out of the bathroom with a wide stride. Then Samluch follows her out.
I tell off Roxanne, who clearly isn't particularly sorry for what she's
done, but I still think it has in a way relieved Arma of some of her
accumulated stress.
Being away from home requires her to constantly hide her true
feelings and play different roles. No doubt the hatred coming out of
her gut was an important release for her.
This means that after Arma cools down, she might even be grateful to
Roxanne, but since the latter might think too much of herself, I don't
say it out loud.
Indeed, the activities of the young men and women at the foot of the
sacred mountain are imbued with such heroism that visitors from all
lands who observe them are also transfixed by enthusiasm. The
Yazata tutors play the roles of villains, acting out the plot of how Lord
Varhran had already defeated a Daeva of the first rank at the age of
fifteen. There are elements of theatricality in this, of course, but it is
how the narrative emphasizes only the most important things,
entertaining all viewers.
Of course, this is not a complete fiction: all the cadets involved in the
production are officially admitted to the Yazata, and a solemn
ceremony is held on the same two days. Having received such honors
to the roar of the cheering crowd, they are sure to become fine
ambassadors for good.
Then come the three days of the main part of the feast. As you might
guess, they celebrate the hitherto unthinkable victory over the three
kings of evil.
But because the deed is too glorious, no one will imitate it so easily,
and instead the participants bring back to life the "universal smiles"
that Lord Varhran loved more than anything else in the world.
I heard him once say the following: "Everyone plays a major role,
everyone harbors a unique story."
Therefore, in order to fill the world with the light that was once Lord
Varhran's "sword," there is a general revelry in the city.
...To tell you the truth, this is the first Veretragna in which I have taken
part. Up to now it has fallen on the time when I have been on a
mission, and I have heard only hearsay about it.
Now that I have attended it in person, I have to say that it really does
look a lot like opinion control and political deception. The common
people, unaware of what is going on outside the holy kingdom,
probably believe that we are successfully defeating all enemies in our
path.
Railey, Marika, the many other people we couldn't save... It's enough
to make you think there'll be more deaths in the future, and it makes
you sick to your stomach.
And yet... no, that's why there remains that radiance whose purity we
must protect, and all those smiles are the perfect embodiment of it.
Perhaps I am not powerful enough to save them all, and yet I think I
must strive for it.
- Wow, there are even more people here at worst than at the main
celebration. How many of them are there?
- As far as I know, more than eight million people have come to the
capital now. Even from here you can probably see about a million.
- Oh, yeah, that's impressive. When you're greeted by such a crowd,
you really have to wonder if we've won.
The Yazata parade follows the main street of the capital, led by the
huge platform on which we're riding. Moreover, because we are
standing on a movable hill, our view is elevated to about the height of
the fourth floor. Because of this, the spectators called to the
"welcoming ceremony" can see us perfectly, and we, in turn, can see
them.
I can't say that I can hardly stand on my feet for fear of heights, but I
have never experienced so many stares and so much attention, and
the fact that they all greet us as heroes is truly overwhelming.
Samluch is right: it really does make you believe that we have won.
I think Magsarion is still doing his bangs as usual right now. It's hard
to imagine him taking part in such festivities, and in a way it's only
natural, but it bothers me for a different reason.
It's no use thinking about it alone. I pull myself together, and I lay my
worries on the table for Arma.
- Why did he return to the holy kingdom with us? He should still have
his feathers, after all, so why not stay on the star of dragon remains?
- Hey, are you serious? Are those bastards really going to come here
too?
- No, I don't think so. As you can see, the atmosphere isn't right for
lumberjacks.
With these words, Arma nods toward the spectacle unfolding beneath
us. The streets, full of joyful and enthusiastic citizens, really don't look
a bit like the sad ruins of Arzang.
It is safe to say that the chances of making contact with the Garden
of Bloodshed are almost nil now.
- Besides, Kaikhosru can't find us by smell, either. You've only been
on the star of dragon remains for a few days, so the dragon spirit
impregnating you won't give him anything.
As for me, as you can see, I am an Ashavan now. I've completely
shed the concubine form that Kaikhosru knows, and I'm used to these
precautions by now. I am not so careless as to allow an enemy to
come upon my trail.
- ...
We can only remain silent as Arma looks us over and continues her
lecture.
Samluch tastes the word and looks at me. I know what she's thinking,
and so I immediately deny her speculation.
- My father cannot come here either. After all, he has stated that he
will summon me when I am finished collecting miracles, and he is
willing to wait until then. If there is a bond between us, it is through
this promise, and if he breaks it, it will be broken as well. And as far
as I know, Khvarenah appreciates a logical approach.
- Indeed. Apparently, that's why his majesty accepted you into the
Yazaths. Being able to choose the timing of a decisive battle is quite
an advantage. If it were only a risk from you, he wouldn't have done
so.
- What's the point, then? What possible danger could there be?
When we get that unexpected answer, we can't help but stare at her.
It's Magsarion, isn't it? Every year, without exception?
The truth is so unpredictable, I can hardly comprehend it.
- But-but why?
- I don't know.
- You could treat people better, too. Don't tease your subordinates.
- I'm sorry, I guess I got too relaxed. I think it's Roxanne, so if you
want to complain about someone, go to her.
- I'll tell her. But if you want to express your gratitude to her, it would
be better to do it in person.
- Understood. I better apologize to you, too, so if you have any more
questions, ask. I'll try to answer seriously this time.
In response to this request, I shut up and think about it. All the while
there are more gunshots and angry shouts from Samluch, and I
ponder what to ask her.
Indeed, there is one mystery that still haunts me.
Indeed, Arma is right. After the battle with his father, Wohu Mana
was completely exhausted, and he was only able to act again after
his new receptacle had been cleansed.
This meant that Zurvan could not bring another yazat, and Zurvan
himself could not come here on his own. After all, at that time he was
still an ordinary young man.
- I do not seem to have been of much help to you. That's too bad, but
I don't know much more about him myself.
- ...Yes, I'm sorry, too. Anyway, it looks like we're almost at our last
stop, so we'd better change our tune.
- ?..
Where are we going? Ahead of us for a long time was nothing but a
construction site, and the passage there is open only to builders and
the like...
4
- It's been thirteen years since this planet became free of the
Drujvantes... I suppose the memory of the days before is still fresh in
your souls, and many of you still suffer from deep wounds in your
hearts. I am no exception, having buried many of my neighbors and
even my own father. Not for a moment do I forget that sadness.
However...no, that is why I am sure of the following. Our job is to
protect the smiles of children who have not heard of those times, and
to lead them to a new future. Meaningless slumber, the pursuit of
momentary happiness, cannot form the basis of true peace.
- No, did you hear that, Quinn? She didn't say a word of specificity!
- Yeah, but she's not lying, either. We really are driven by the desires
of ordinary citizens, and whether or not we get results depends on
the point of view.
- It may be a work for the public, but at least in this she can be called
sincere.
There's a hint of irony in Arma's remark, and I just nod silently in
response.
Aside from the fact that we're sitting in honorable seats like heroes,
as the organizer, Roxanne is very sincere with the audience, and
there's no double-bottom in her words. As Samluch pointed out, her
speech lacks specificity, but that's how people can believe what they
want to believe.
In short, it's about the purpose for which Veretragna is being held.
Gratitude to the population and the desire to protect them are of
utmost importance to us, and as long as we talk about it frankly, it will
not turn into a farce. Which means that in no way should it be
considered meaningless self-glorification.
Even though I agree that opinions may differ on this point...
- Ferdows, I understand how you feel, but try to be patient. I'm not
asking you to smile, but at least don't curve so much.
- Yeah, I get it.
Only Fer still looks like he disagrees with what's going on. Even after
nodding obediently in response to Arma's remark, his forehead still
has deep wrinkles. He looks at Roxanne as if he is trying to pierce
her with his gaze.
You can understand what's going on inside him after the words
"worthy fruits." Even though I know that nothing is Roxanne's fault,
Fer is now overwhelmed with an overwhelming sense of regret and
guilt. Which means he probably can't forgive himself.
Marika... Even now, Fer continues to apologize to the spirit of the girl
he killed himself.
I thought that upon his return to the holy kingdom, everyone's smiles
would help distract him, but in fact they haven't cured him at all, and
the storm is still raging inside him. It even seems to me that time has
only made his wound deeper.
"Don't worry about him so much, Quinn. No matter how you look at it,
it's a problem Fer has to solve on his own. It concerns us, too, after
all."
"I guess... I was thinking the same thing myself..."
- ...This time there are brave heroes among us who have engaged in
mortal combat with the king of evil himself and brilliantly repulsed his
attack. Unfortunately, they didn't manage to defeat him, but that
doesn't change the great value of this achievement. They are
undoubtedly the heirs of the great Varhran... Ladies and gentlemen,
let's give them a round of applause!
As soon as Roxanne announces this, the air is filled with applause.
Only Zurvan reacts with frank smugness to the thunder of applause
that shakes the earth itself.
Fer maintains his pained look, and me, Arma and Samluch's smiles
look frankly strained. We can't say we've "brilliantly beaten something
off," and while I understand Roxanne's position and intent, that
doesn't mean we should play along with her quietly. At the very least,
we cannot be as shameless as Zurvan.
- The heroic legend is not over. As long as the prayer for peace lives
in the heart of each of us, the miracle will happen many more times.
And so I ask that you Commandments never to extinguish the flame
of hope that burns within you. For it is your will that will be the great
force that will bring us victory in any battle.
- It's kind of weird, though. I thought we were all going to have some
kind of tournament or something.
- Please don't talk nonsense. Anything but that.
I may be telling off the frivolous Samluch, but her hunch is almost
identical to mine. Logically speaking, this arena was erected to "show
the population heroic prowess," and the last part of the feast is
dedicated to "the promise of victory. Just as the main characters of
the first two days are the young men and women of the new
generation, so the last two days usually focus on experienced Yazuts.
The fact that we are now sitting in the seats of honor is quite
consistent with this, but we are essentially no different from the
audience. Which means we are in no position to fight.
Who will fight whom? There's no way of knowing, and that worries
me.
No, perhaps it's the fact that I actually understand it that worries me.
- But by the method of elimination, there is only one answer. Who isn't
here right now?
That name takes my breath away. Arma, Samluch, and Fer are all
astounded except Zurvan, and everyone's attention turns to the
arena.
Indeed, he's the only one left, but I didn't think Magsarion would
agree to put on a show in a place like this.
And yet I see with my own eyes the black knight emerge from the
gate. Not only his appearance, but the fierce flame of rage that
continues to burn within him leaves no doubt as to whether he is a
double.
- Well, he's not just dealing with the masses here, who have nothing
but numbers to brag about. You might say it's his brother's ghost, and
that's a serious contender.
- Do you think Magsarion is standing there to challenge Lord
Varhran's authority? Why would he?
- It's a hunch, a hunch. You brought it up, so don't bark at me like
that, Arma.
- I'm sorry, I didn't mean... Still, a ghost, then?
However...
- Are you saying that this is the same reason why Magsarion drops
by every year for the feast? It doesn't explain everything, but it
sounds realistic.
- Yes, that doesn't answer all the questions.
This is a kind of clash between an old hero and a new one. Which
means that both sides must know Lord Varhran personally, or there
would be no point.
This course of events is all too obvious, and that's why it's so hard to
shake off the feeling that it's just not conceivable.
- What nonsense...
Fer speaks in a voice like he's squeezing that hiss out of him.
Following him, Samluch looks around at us with a look of horror and
asks us:
What are you thinking, Roxanne? And why did they both agree to
these terms?
- Lord Varhran's tale began the day he crossed blades with his
majesty Sirius in the days of their shared youth. There is no need to
talk about it now, for you all know it as the prologue to a great
legend. However...
His majesty draws his sword from its sheath. Magsarion responds in
kind and raises the massive blade, rusty with blood.
"In the name of the sacred wings of Wohu Mana"... As if taking these
words as a tentative sign, the two sides rush at each other.
5
The shudder of the clash shakes the arena to its core. Sirius and
Magsarion, crossing blades head-on, are deadly serious. They are
both prepared to take their opponents' lives without a moment's
hesitation and do not even think about how to make the fight more
interesting for the audience.
Despite this, the audience's excitement still builds up far too quickly.
Most of it is far removed from the ugly side of war, and their inability
to distinguish a show match from a fight to the death is
understandable, but for ashawans they behave somewhat
intemperately.
Holy King Sirius... The man who was once the hero's loyal companion
makes a horizontal sweep, as clear as a mountain stream. And the
swing itself, and even the feel of his blade's flight, the immaculate
beam makes it feel nothing.
Magsarion dodges the blade at the last moment, which feels as if it is
drawn to his neck. He falls and rolls over with his whole body, as if
the exact opposite of Sirius, and sloppily increases his distance,
raising clouds of dust to shield himself from the next blow.
He is the one who distributes the star spirit feathers given to each of
the yazatas. Which means he can easily neutralize their gifts, and
even take the feathers for himself by force if he wishes.
Consequently, Magsarion's favorite tactic against Sirius is useless.
- I do not need you to forgive me. But I want to spare you your
regrets.
It is my duty to Varhran.
- That's how you speak...
In that moment...
What do you call the state that Magsarion demonstrates? His face
remains hidden behind his visor, unseen, and yet the wave of emotion
that spreads everywhere with frightening speed...
Perhaps... it should be called joy.
- I can hear the beating of a brother's heart.
Like a curse, like an evil eye, from the very bowels of the earth
comes a murmur, and the world changes.
Not a gift or a Commandments, but something beyond the fate of
creation that can only be called a grotesque distortion.
In the space around Magsarion, the very rule of the universe breaks,
goes mad and boils over.
In the way it changes common sense, it is like the power of itself. But
this rampage has a "depth" that cannot be driven into such a
framework. If there is one thing we can be sure of, it is that even he
himself is incapable of controlling this power.
That's because Magsarion, for all his disdain for danger and morality,
has never used it. It's probably safe to assume that he can't even use
it of his own free will, much less keep it in check.
And now this violent anomaly was unleashed by Sirius' hands. The
black knight slowly thrust his right hand forward, the implications of
this gesture unbelievable.
- ...Agh!
Sirius, who was momentarily facing his adversary, was not foolish
enough to parry the blade aimed in his direction with a blow of his
own. The recent skirmish turns inside out, and this time the sacred
king is forced to dodge a roll.
He cannot escape, however. With a swing of Magsarion's sword,
space disappears again. So distance is no longer of any importance,
and the strange teleportation repeats itself over and over again.
The arena, close to a perfect circle, begins to change its shape,
curving and adjusting to the disappearing space. No, not just the
arena-the city, the country, the continent...
And even the planet itself is being obliterated by Magsarion's slashing
blows.
- There are those among the Yazata who chant you as a faithful
follower of Avesta, but I have no words to describe their folly. Let me
guess what you are thinking, Magsarion. You feel disgusted, as if in
the arms of a mad mother-the whole world is wrong.
Perhaps for twenty years its prayers have desecrated the holy
kingdom to its foundations.
Even now, at this very moment, they become a hegemony of thick
anger and sprawl wider and wider.
Magsarion gives no answer and still stands silent. But Sirius continues
without much embarrassment.
It is as if he is absolutely certain of an idea they share that defies
common sense - precisely because both know their own kind, both
have suffered the same fate, both are a pitiful sight.
- It's all the fault of regret, Magsarion. You still regret what happened,
and I am unable to shake off my pity. We can't decide what to do,
and until we put an end to it, we can't rise above the curse of the mad
mother. The fact that we can't even pull off this worthless trick, which
can't even be called child's play, is the clearest proof of that.
- And what do you suggest...
Once again the blades collide with each other, and the men are once
more in a delicate balance. Responding to the very soul of Sirius,
Magsarion finally opens his mouth.
- What can you do? A miserable old man who keeps praising my
brother, drunk with pity for him?
- That is why I feel pity. Ah... Now I know exactly what we looked like
in your eyes at that time. Despicable scum, not even fit to be fed to
pigs. I have resigned myself to the idea that a foolish ruler like me is
only capable of rotten rule. And so...
With force on his sword, and yet with frightening calm, Sirius
declares:
But the feeling they share at this moment cannot be described in that
way.
It feels like a hideous, majestic beating, impossible to look at without
pain.
The king's speech is perfectly calm, but he will not forgive me for
evading an answer. The furious warrior is silent for a while, but...
- ...All right.
Soon he mutters quietly in reply, draws his blade away, and turns
away. The enigmatic distortion is gone, but there is as much weight in
his words as in his companion's.
- I don't know or know how to do anything but kill anyway. I'll take out
all the scum without a trace. But if this heartless world of yours does
not please me, I will kill you anyway, Sirius.
- Let it be. My life has no meaning. All this is but a heartless oath that
I will present to my friend. It is a miracle.
At this, Sirius also turns his back on his opponent. The sudden finale
causes the audience to be somewhat taken aback, but soon there is
a timid applause, which turns into a thunderous ovation.
The shouts of elation that fall upon the deserted arena rise to the
heavens, and they echo through the neighborhood without end.
None of them understand anything.
The meaning of the phenomenon that took place here that day has
not been fully understood by a single living soul.
***
- Bhaa!..! Hey, are you guys glad it ended well?
- Yes... However, I have the feeling that I have lost several years of
my life.
- And yet King Sirius is strong. I didn't even expect him to be.
- Of course you didn't. He's a loyal friend of Varhran himself,
remember? I bet he's been through more battles than we could ever
dream of.
Fer may look annoyed at the words, but I understand that inside he's
just as pleased with what's happened. Of course, I wasn't expecting
this at all either.
I have heard that his majesty stands on a qualitatively different level in
battle, but he is no longer young, and he has not been on the front
lines for a long time. The fact that he still showed such honed skill
came as a real surprise, and his dedication inspires only genuine
respect.
There is just one "but." There's still something about him that's a little
off-putting.
- But Magsarion, of course, had gone too far. He was so scared of
the king's blows, he was the first to buck his tail.
- Actually, it didn't seem that way to me. Rather, I'd say his majesty
went along with Magsarion. After all, they were determined to kill
each other. To be honest, that doesn't sound like him.
- You think so? His Majesty is human after all, he couldn't just take
out his accumulated anger on Magsarion?
- That's what I'm saying, His Majesty isn't petty enough to kill his
subjects for such a petty reason. Don't judge others by yourself.
- Now, Fer, what did you say there? You always have to blurt
something out when you're not asked.
Watching from the sidelines an argument that was already turning into
a quarrel, I just sighed wearily.
Just as they said, having His Majesty engage in mortal combat did
seem strange to me. Such a competent ruler would be unlikely to
follow through, even if it were against Magsarion.
Moreover, purely ideologically, His Majesty has developed a
reputation for always taking the hardest path alone. That he still
stooped to the level of his opponent, whether out of hatred for
Magsarion (as Samluch believes) or out of an inability to resist his will
(as Fer believes), does not make him look good in any case.
None of us can understand her, and we are only more confused. But
unlike Zurvan, she is a straightforward person, which means there
must be some sense in it.
So I try to think about her question, even if I don't know where it
leads.
Samluch is right: that time Magsarion did say he was out of feathers,
but in fact he wasn't. He didn't use the help of the Yazaths who came
for us, but teleported to the holy kingdom on his own.
He didn't start acting like a lone wolf yesterday or today, so it didn't
surprise me enough to mention it out loud, but if you think about it, it's
really strange. It's hard to imagine that, in his own rational way,
Magsarion would act senselessly.
- Commandment...?
- In the end, it's just our guess. Though I don't think we're wrong.
All that awaits him is a scorched wasteland with no one left. And
standing in the middle of it will be him alone...
- ...a limitation of the worst kind. And what does he get in exchange
for such a burden?
- As far as I'm concerned, everyone's bloodlust makes him more
powerful. That is, the more the enemy wants to kill him, and he wants
to kill the enemy, the more powerful his attacks. Under the right
circumstances, he could probably even overwhelm the lumberjacks'
immortality.
- A sort of counterattack, right? Maybe he could turn the enemy's
power to his advantage, too.
I'm embarrassed to stop halfway through a sentence, but I'm too hurt
that I can't answer her point-blank. Come to think of it, this
Commandments is not inferior to Arma in its irreversibility, and
perhaps she just thinks I'm naive.
Indeed, Zurvan's next words come as a complete surprise to me.
Another shock literally paralyzes me, and Fer and Samluch are also
clearly concerned about what they have heard.
No one is saying that everyone can take only one Commandments,
and of course, it is possible to take several at once. But not everyone
will do so: as far as I know, there are hardly any such cases.
- Again, it is only a guess. In all the time we have watched him, there
have been instances that cannot be explained by one Commandment
alone.
- ...In that case, how many can there be?
- Funny boy, isn't he? That's why I never tire of watching him... Oh,
here comes the next event.
- Uh-oh, and they're cute. That's them, isn't it? The musical group
everyone's been talking about lately? Maybe we should ask Roxanne
to get us a date together.
- Do whatever you want, honestly.
- Anyway, here's the deal, Quinn. If you want to keep hanging out
with Magsarion, you'll have to be prepared for anything. No matter
how you look at it, being around him means risking your life.
- ...Yes. I'll try to carve it... in my heart.
As if covered by a sticky feeling of defeat, I lower my head.
Magsarion himself constantly rejected my attempts to make contact
with him, and things had never really gotten off the ground, and yet I
thought that someday things would change.
But the wall between us was much stronger and higher than I'd
thought. I couldn't help but wonder what exactly I was supposed to
be "prepared" for.
Will Magsarion kill me one day? Or the opposite, that I will have to kill
him?
I want neither. I don't want to think about any of that.
Logically, my main goal should be to win the good. That's why I follow
Magsarion out of the crowd, worrying about him, looking at him from
afar. I thought that by understanding him, I could get closer to the
mathematical equation of the miracle.
Of course, that's exactly what I think now. But if that were all it was
about, it wouldn't explain my anxiety.
How long ago? Perhaps I just didn't realize it, and in fact my personal
battle began many years ago. When I think about it, everything
around me becomes much more frightening, and I look at Arma as if
begging her for help.
Of course, she's not even aware of my feelings, and she just looks at
the singing and dancing girls with a detached but gentle gaze.
Her thoughts begin to echo in my head, and the words fly from my
lips.
Arma shakes her head hastily, and then looks at the floor, but I don't
want her to feel guilty.
After all, I have a quiet sense of awe for her now.
What a clueless wit I am. I can feel my ears burning with shame, but
at the same time it's as if a shroud falls from my eyes.
- Indeed, I think, if the eternal war ends, this world will surely find
new life. No, it just can't help being reborn.
And then a horizon will unfold before us that no one has ever seen.
Without the Avesta and the Commandments, having gotten rid of his
instinctive bloodlust, Magsarion will surely strive for happiness as
well.
- This is the miracle you see in the victory his majesty seeks. Is that
why you are so devoted to him, Arma?
- ...Don't read other people's minds. There is something insidious
about you.
- I'm sorry for raising my voice without asking. I've been in therapy for
a while now-maybe I'm feeling a little weird.
- Hey, what's all this sneaking around?
She sounds like she's really mad. Our mission to the dragonfossil star
is still not over, and we have to go back there soon; it's probably not
g y
a good idea to screw things up with your superiors.
Though I may be frightened of what the near future holds, the idea of
a new world has brought me much joy. Perhaps Magsarion also
retreated because he pinned his hopes on his majesty.
6
- We've been informed of Kaikhosru's return, so I'll go first. He may
have exposed us, but if I come back with you in the open, the sisters
will just eat me up. Better wait three days. After that, I'll meet you in
Arzang.
The next day, after noon, Arma gives us this instruction and returns to
the star of the dragon's remains. Roxanne, who was seeing her off,
was hanging on to her in tears, which Arma was obviously very
unhappy about, but judging by the way she didn't scold her much, she
must have had mixed feelings.
I'm a little wary of Roxanne myself, but since I don't think the incident
in the arena was her personal initiative, I'm not going to blame her for
what happened.
Still, I find it strangely irritating that with her connections to the King
and Magsarion, she seems completely unconcerned. To tell you the
truth, I'm a little jealous of that.
Despite the fact that Roxanne's eyes were just now wet, right after
the send-off she's already holding on as if nothing had happened. If
her sobbing was just good acting, you could call it cute, but if it
wasn't, it just shows she's got a bad temper.
In other words, I am now actually acting as I see fit. Now that I know
the darkness that possessed Magsarion, I can't tame the feeling.
I feel I must get to know him better.
He keeps taunting me, and I'm not sure how to respond. Zurvan is
right: Magsarion has been excluded from the Arma-led team to
counter Kaikhosru.
Since her true identity has been revealed, the mission has become
even more difficult and delicate, so this is a natural result. In a
situation like this, keeping a bomb of mass destruction on the team is
just silly.
- Don't just stand there, you'll freeze. If you have business with
Magsarion, go to him already.
- ...
- I won't disturb you, and I won't peek, either. Of course, I'm not
going to eavesdrop either. Come on.
- All right.
Trying to ignore the unpleasant stare that followed, I walk deeper and
deeper into the thicket. Not a few minutes pass before I find the one I
came for.
I see the lonely figure of Magsarion, waving his sword silently over
and over again.
- ...
So, what's next? Obviously, if I just try to talk to him, he'll ignore me,
so maybe I should follow his example and start training as well. It
would look like a circus, but maybe it would be surprisingly effective.
The main thing is to get his attention, and you can't do that with
casual behavior. If I can't even surprise Magsarion, he won't want
anything to do with me.
Let him think that I am a nuisance to him. Who cares if he gets really
mad at me? I don't expect any tenderness from him anyway, so why
should I bother?
- I can't understand you. Can't you all do nothing but hinder me?
- Interfere?
His words are filled with pure disgust, but I am surprisingly cold-
blooded. The lust for murder didn't dampen my enthusiasm-quite the
contrary.
My head is filled with such heat that, on the contrary, it has cooled. I
look him straight in the eye and silently answer a question with a
question.
Without taking his blade aside, he tilts his head slightly sideways. He
asks me more and more questions, as if he were staring at an
unknown beast.
- It is our Ashavan duty to put our feelings together so that they can
give rise to hope...
My attempts to appeal to him end with him silently drawing back his
sword. I am glad that I could convince him, when suddenly I hear
some strange sound.
- Arma.
He draws his sword back and slices the massive tree in two with a
single swing. Against the darkness of the forest that shakes the
forest to its foundations, the black yazatha involuntarily lets out a
laugh that resembles an angry growl.
I'm sure I don't understand a tenth of the crazy experiences that lie in
his words.
But I can tell you with certainty that his thoughts gnaw about Lord
Varhran. That he regrets his death to such an extent that he can
hardly keep his sanity.
- I will not leave you so easily anymore. For I feel the prayers of all
within me, for among them the feelings for you are blazing! I will not
let you die, and I will not let you kill me!
For Magsarion has not yet crossed the final line. I stand completely
defenseless and speak to him in such a calm voice that I am amazed
at myself.
- One thing I noticed after the recent mission. You still haven't
become like Kaikhosru and appropriated the power of the star-spirit,
have you? If you had killed Wohu Mana, you could have fought
without any restrictions, so why haven't you done so? Why do you
deliberately continue to behave so illogically and ineffectively?
- ...
- The answer is that you are ashawan... I'm sure you can be
everyone's wonder!
- Talkative puppet.
- ...Huh?!
The voice, which even has a certain subtlety about it, penetrates my
gut. The blazing insanity audible in it frightens me to my core.
- I cannot look at a slop like you without disgust. Don't breathe. Don't
rummage. Know that the only fate that mortals like you deserve is to
be the flowers of doom that amuse me with their withering.
This trembling, this pressure... It all reminds me of the dragon voice
of Kaikhosru that I managed to hear on the star of the dragon's
remains.
This bile, this despair... The density of the surging power of myself is
not inferior even to Frederick's.
- Zurvan!
It was the first time I'd ever seen him muttering angrily to himself, but
it made me realize that I was the only one who didn't make sense of
what was going on.
Both Magsarion and Zurvan had foreseen this development to some
extent. Perhaps that was their unknowing promise...
A hot smell of rot hangs in the air. Perhaps that breath is that of a
woman intoxicated with passion.
- I have found you, Zurvan. Thirteen years I haven't seen you, but
now you can't get away.
- Shut up, you lunatic. If that's the way it is, I'll go to you myself, so
open the way!
- Oh, wait!
Using the gift of flight, Zurvan flies straight for the gap in the sky, and
Magsarion immediately follows. I, too, immediately rush after him.
- Well, well, well. You mean you have decided to return to me? Well,
so be it, commendable. As a token of my gratitude, I'll postpone
cleaning up this slop.
- What is it...!
- Mashyana.
While we remain incapable of anything but allowing ourselves to be
consumed, Zurvan whispers back to me.
Along with an uncharacteristic irritation - and a loneliness that even he
is unable to hide.
Translated by @jasper.fx
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Here it is, this day is finally here.
I was so tired of waiting that I even lost track of time, but it didn't
bother me at all.
I was willing to wait a second, or a million years. That's the only thing
that matters, and it doesn't convey a fraction of my determination.
So I feel neither confusion nor fear. I feel a quiet sadness and
discomfort, but I believe that this is just further proof of who I am, and
it won't stop me in any way.
Rather, I think of it as my wings that will lift me into the air while my
heart sings with anticipation.
I will fly to the edge of the world, swiftly, unwaveringly-so that my
former cowardice will dissolve into the sky, and I myself will win true
freedom.
I will finally meet you. This time I will not be stubborn, but will look
you straight in the face with confidence. Then I will declare my
feelings for you.
Oh, I love you. I love you with all my heart. Ever since I was not even
born, for a long, long time, without memory, I have adored you.
2
- Where did you come from?
That was the question Magsarion asked at the star of the dragon's
remains. None of us understood the meaning of those words, no
matter how much we puzzled over them.
Zurvan, however, smiles ear to ear at them, as if he has finally been
figured out. "Glad you noticed," he says without any attempt to turn
away, and reveals his past in high spirits.
- Thirteen years ago, Mashyana killed me. She and I were twin stars,
but of different colors, all according to Avesta. My body was
swallowed whole and completely, and all I had to do was nourish my
little sister and disappear... supposedly.
- Then why did you arise in the holy kingdom?
- I don't know. I remember trying to teleport at the last moment, but I
suspect something else was involved. Anyway, I've been like this ever
since. When I woke up, I was already human and impotent. Well, not
that it bothered me, but long story short, I think I literally found a new
life.
He was born a star spirit, died a star spirit, but he didn't disappear,
but was reborn in the holy kingdom as a man.
It would be difficult for an outsider to believe such a confession, but I
understand that Zurvan is not lying.
After all, for some reason he has always stubbornly refused to lie.
Even with his frivolous behavior, which everyone has long tired of, I
know him as a man who suspiciously avoids any untruth.
- No matter how it works, that's how I became me. But it seems that
even so, we are not so easily separated from each other. My sense
of smell has proven to be extremely sharp-perhaps because my
sister is the king of evil.
- Do you think your flair for the Daeva is Mashyana's influence?
- Most likely. Apparently it's some kind of mirror. I'm sure she can't sit
still either, let her sniff out a yazat or two. And this is just a reflection.
The inherent bond of the twins has to do with the unity of opposites
because of the relationship between good and evil. Zurvan complains
about this discomfort, as if mocking herself.
- Anyway, she must have noticed that I survived, too. I was also sure
she had noticed that I had survived, but thanks to my reincarnation, it
wouldn't be easy for her to track me down by smell, and it would be a
long time before we would meet. I was not sure how much she cared
for her older brother-not that she could expect to forget me that
quickly, much less forgive me and let me go.
- So, sooner or later she will come for you?
That's their deal... All the details of that conversation we never got to
hear.
- However, the best thing would be if we never meet her.
Zurvan turns the conversation into a joke, but not at all because she
fears the evil king that she once killed him.
One can only feel the sadness of an older brother caring for his
sister.
Regrets, pity that they never understood each other, remaining in a
black and white relationship.
The fact that his soul, which is usually so hard to read, makes it so
openly clear, must mean just that. I think I can see the true implication
of his words that the world is better off being messy and crazy, that
just two value systems for everyone is too boring.
The idea of empathy going beyond good and evil. The belief that he is
capable of going against the foundations of the universe.
***
I fall into the sky. It is this contradiction that proves to be the first
thing I realize after a brief thought-reading.
- Stay awake, Quinn, if you've decided to come with us, get a grip!
- ...E-excuse me!
- ...How so?!
This means that the environment is not so hostile, and any Yazata is
used to operating in such conditions. However, a much deeper, more
primitive fear throws me into a shiver... No, the realization that
something is missing.
- I'd put it a little differently. It's not like there's no earth here.
- It's just that what replaces it is so dangerous that it won't let anyone
set foot on it.
The bizarre plant that tore the heavens of the holy kingdom and drew
us to itself.
Its size cannot even be estimated by eye. The way it makes the
eyeballs go crazy is reminiscent of the absurdity that Father
embodies.
The starry spirit--this is the true face of Mashyana. In that case,
Zurvan's recent words can indeed be understood.
On this planet, only Mashyana has the right to put down roots. It is
this great tree that is the core, the earth, and the great mother, and
that is why it is the only unquestionable authority that no one has the
right to encroach upon.
This planet is doomed, even if not in the same way as the star of the
dragon remains of Kaikhosru. The realization of how catastrophic the
rule of an evil star spirit is once again leaves me cold from head to
toe.
- Why are you alive? Why have I become like this? Why, why, how
annoying... I've swallowed you whole, I can still taste you.
The devil's trees grow out of the clouds one by one, and there is no
end to them. Already they can be called a real forest, but even with
this density they are beginning to expand, covering the heavens.
The first thing we saw was just the tip of a single branch. On the
intertwining trees of unimaginable size, innumerable buds grow noisily,
blooming one by one.
- And yet let me forgive you. I will gladly take you in my arms a
second time.
The flowers begin to fall. When I see a petal flying in our direction, I
finally realize how enormous our enemy is.
It can't be... Are you seriously telling me it's bigger than the whole
island?!
- We'll get through- don't think you can dodge one of those!
- O-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o-o!
- GHHHH!!!
It's hard to say whether our combined response has been successful.
At least we manage to stay alive, and we withstand the first attack of
the king of evil.
We never manage to get through, however. The petal is already
falling down, but all we were able to do was change its flight path.
We did not repel it, nor did we pass through it. Even the thin petal-
though you can't call it thin, it's clearly tens of meters thick-was too
hard and heavy for us, like a mountain.
Even now, my fist feels a dull pain from the impact. Zurvan is right:
dodging such huge objects is simply impossible forever, and even
teleportation can only be used a limited number of times. So this is
really the only option available to us, though it doesn't seem promising
to me either.
In a storm of petals stretching as far as the eye can see, there are
easily tens of billions. Trying to break through it head-on would be like
fighting a meteor shower.
But Magsarion doesn't back down, dashing forward again and again.
In his usual fashion, he thinks nothing of the consequences; though so
far this recklessness has always ended successfully, I find it hard to
believe that this time he can turn the situation in our favor.
There is nothing we can do now but try for a moment to prolong our
position, which cannot even be called deplorable. We have no time to
make a plan to get out of the situation, and our strength is leaving us
before our eyes.
Even Zurvan, who never loses his carefree mood, grinds his teeth in
worry. As soon as I cast a glance at him, I feel a sense of impending
doom. The sense of futility of our every action is replaced by terror
that is about to give way to despair...
- It's your fault I've become this way. I am falling apart. I am fading. I
am melting. No matter how much I slow it down at someone else's
expense, there is no stopping it. Gayomart is dying because you
dared to reject me, Zurvan.
My consciousness is about to leave me, but looking at the mirage of
the storm of petals that surrounds the world tree of Mashyana, for
some reason I feel in it the exact opposite of the darkness and filth.
There is an unbearable putrid stench in the air. Come to think of it, I
felt it when Mashyana first appeared, and I knew even then. That it
was a rotten stench that I couldn't do anything about.
- ....Kh!
At the same time there is a deafening roar, followed by unimaginable
destruction. The supernatural blow, which destroyed several thousand
petals and even left a mark on Mashyana herself, had been delivered
by an unrelated Zurvan, and even by Magsarion, who was not devoid
of any common sense.
It was none other than myself. A single blow of my fist, which I did
completely involuntarily, did considerable damage to the fifth king of
evil.
- ...You!
I can't even feel the pressure of Mashyana, blazing with anger at the
unforeseen backlash. No wonder I am more surprised than she is.
- Brother...
What happened to me? Not long ago all of Mashyana's attention was
on Zurvan, and she didn't even expect me to put up a decent fight.
That meant that I couldn't use my trump card. If only because this
feature only allows me to become a worthy victim for the enemy,
which means that even in the best case, I can only rise to their level.
- Don't think about what you can't grasp. Act while you can, Quinn!
- ...Yes!
Which means, let's face it, time is our enemy. Now that we've made a
small breach in her defenses, we must see it through.
The pale pink petals approach us again, and I kick one of them away
with all my might. A meteor shower-like storm flies out in all
directions, like blood spatter.
- Whew! I don't know what it is, but we're clearly on the upswing!
- Yes, even if I couldn't repeat the previous blow.
That leaves the last one... I feel uncomfortable with the fact that
Magsarion has been silent and unmoving all this time, but for now it
would be best to follow Zurvan's instructions.
- As you say. I'll try to make a path, I'll leave the cover to you.
- Yeah, for now we have to get inside her. We'll do the rest later.
- Ha-ah-ah-ah!!!
The rest can only be compared to a raging torrent. The constantly
shifting petals still pose an enormous danger, but now I can break
through them. Smashing, piercing, trampling underfoot-ramming my
way forward as if through a tsunami.
I feel again the white landscape I saw in the battle with Frederica on
the star of the dragon's remains before I passed out. This time, not
vaguely, but clearly and distinctly, fully aware of what's happening.
Moreover, there are those whom I am seeing for the first time, but
about them I have not the slightest doubt.
They are the same legendary Yazatas who died twenty years ago at
the hands of their father... Certainly those are the heroes who served
the sword of Lord Varhran and dedicated their lives to the cause of
good.
If you count even such distant people, their total number could well be
called incalculable. And all of them push me forward in a single
impulse.
- I will give you the death that such stench deserves. Let your filthy
prayers be consumed by my nasu.
Raising an unholy buzz, nasu flies and vausagi bees swarm in the sky.
Each one is the size of a cow and has the aura of a formidable
drujwant.
All of them have just broken out of the petals en masse. As far as I
can make out with my function, there were hundreds of millions of
them in just one petal-an absurd number and density.
The Fifth King of Evil Mashyana... The way she combines quantitative
and qualitative advantage is beyond the bounds of reason just as it
was in the case of her father. Still, you can't call her an ordinary
monster.
- This is the end, little girl. First I will destroy you, and then we will
continue our encounter of thirteen years ago, Zurvan.
A sudden shout from the heavens leaves me, Zurvan, and even
Mashyana stunned. The voice announces its intervention, but it
sounds so clear that it doesn't seem fully aware of the current
situation-so full of anticipation and joy.
- I apologize for the wait, young lady, but now that I'm here, you can
rest easy. So, it's superhero time!
- Ah, well...
I hate to admit it, but this character, taking everything around her as a
play, even irritates me. And that's because she gives me a strange
sense of déjà vu...
- Who else are you? Disappear.
- Do-a-a-a-a-a-a!!
Nasu flaps her wings and the self-appointed superhero flies away
screaming.
She's weak. Too weak. At the sight of such disappointing physical
attributes, I can only wonder why she showed up here in the first
place.
However, the fact that Mashyana took her for a minor nuisance and
tossed her aside as not even worthy of being killed can be called
great good fortune. We're in no position to worry about anyone else's
safety now, and we'd be glad to see her out of the battlefield that
way.
But we can only dream of that.
- That's enough, you asked for it, Mashyana. Now I'm really angry!
- Hey, calm down already!
The self-appointed superhero returns and, in the same bizarre
manner, strikes a pose and raises a ruckus. She concludes with a
smug wink in my direction.
In a sense, the enemy has been taken by surprise, and so the insects
and petals have frozen in place, but now they are finally coming back
into motion. I jump to the side of Incest to protect her, but at the
same time I see something astonishing.
- Listen and remember. There's no way you can beat me. And that's
because...
The main anomaly here is Incest. Undoubtedly, she is feeble, and
even now she cannot at all be called mighty...
But somehow I understand. While she fights in the Air Burial Zone,
Incest is a hero in the true sense of the word.
- So you too should soon face your ignorance. And then you, like
me... whoa, whoa-oh!
- ...Careful!
In the end, the Incest reception only affected the petals. The minions
that exist apart from their mistress felt no effect, and the flood of
insects nearly covers her head, but at the last moment I manage to
save her.
- G-damn it, that's not fair! Aren't villains supposed to say things like,
"If you want something done well, do it yourself," only to regret it
later?!
- Shut up, or you'll bite your tongue.
I hold the squealing Incest under my arm, fighting off the swarm of
insects with my legs and retreating from the danger zone. Her temper
still robs me of my tongue, and yet I feel a glimmer of hope for us.
I have no idea what this is all about, but Incest has a unique power
over Mashyana. That means that, combined with my new power, we
can achieve some pretty decent results.
I'm rambling on about the details of the plan, but suddenly I notice
something's wrong.
Incest stands there staring at one point. With a pale face and
trembling all over her body, as if she were dreaming a bad dream.
Suddenly Incest breaks down like a hysterical child, and starts waving
her arms and legs around. I let her go, unable to make sense of what
is happening.
- You should have been warned! Do you have any idea how long I've
waited... how long I've waited for this day?!
- Hey you, stop talking nonsense. You want me to hit you?!
- Stop it, Zurvan, we need to calm down...
- Hee-hee-hee-hee!
Zurvan finally loses her patience and flies closer, and Incest hides
behind my back with a squeal. Then she peeks out from behind me
with one eye and whispers quietly, as if checking something.
I feel like I'm the translator here. Scared beyond belief, Incest doesn't
look Zurvan in the face and only responds when I speak to her.
- Well, you know, we're just getting to know each other, so it's a little
too early to fight the boss. First we get to know each other better,
bind each other by the bonds of love and courage - we have plenty of
time anyway. In fact, that's the way things are usually done, I think!
- Incest... Please, stop fooling around. If we could run, we would
have done it long ago!
- It's no big deal, you can see for yourself the state Mashyana's in!
Incest starts screaming again, and as I follow her gaze, I see even
more indescribable chaos.
A dark, ominous vortex that can't be called anything other than
"distortion"... Needless to say, who exactly is its source.
- Magsarion...
He has been silent ever since the mysterious power was awakened in
me, but now he is acting again. No, perhaps it would be more
accurate to say that all this time he has been trying to do so.
- What's that?
- This is bad, very bad! What's the matter with him, Mashyana
resonates with him!
Incest with redoubled fierceness cries out for me to stop him, but it's
too late.
- Brother... I was wrong. It looks like I can still meet you.
At the sight of his small back, covered in sweat and blood, I feel as if
he were crying.
***
- ...
Watching from the depths of Gaiaomart, Mashyana idly tilts her cup
of wine.
She sank into silence in the middle of the battle not at all because she
was subjected to Incest's surprise counterattack. Certainly that one
did her proper damage, but the fifth king of evil is not so simple as to
allow herself to be cornered by such trifle. After all, only her petals
were destroyed, and the overall loss is minimal.
Be that as it may, Mashyana has not let even one of her branches go
to waste. Both Quinn and Incest were indeed rather annoying, and
yet she was sure that if she made the proper effort, she could
destroy them without difficulty-in fact, that's exactly where it was
going.
In that case, why didn't Mashyana act wisely and let her adversaries
get away? The answer lies on an entirely different plane-because she
saw something unimaginable.
- Who it was...
She whispers with contempt in her voice and resolutely brings the
wine to her mouth. The sakura petals, touching her graceful and
enchanting lips, decompose and turn to dust in an instant.
It was the Magsarion that alerted Mashyana. More accurately, she
decided to interrupt the attack, since she could not understand it, and
instead began to watch him.
- The curse...
"A flower without love is devoid of beauty"... Who put it that way?
- ...Kh!
Mashyana involuntarily drops the cup and turns away. The woman,
feared as an arrogant, cold, merciless wretch, trembles like a
helpless child.
3
I don't know whose thoughts I'm reading or what meaning is
embedded in them. But these fuzzy memories draw me irresistibly
toward them. I feel compelled to understand this plea and take it with
me.
- You say you desire me. But is it really your own intention? Is it not
possible that you are only acting as others desire, unable to resist
their will?
The voice is calm and monotone, expressing only what comes to mind
unvarnished. At first glance it seems cold, even mechanical, but I
sense a deep weariness in it.
"Her" voice sounds as if she has been walking for years, but has still
achieved nothing, tired of the worthlessness of what is happening.
The way she whispers proves my hunch that she is admitting her own
exhaustion. The details are unknown to me, but she is beginning to
forget her purpose, despite the fact that creation itself has assigned
her an important role.
So the problem is very serious. Of course, this cannot be overlooked,
and yet it's not what I remember.
Hero... That's what she just called her interlocutor. The meaning of
the word is obvious.
Her interlocutor is none other than Lord Varhran himself. But I do not
see the hero himself, nor do I even hear his words.
- And what, then, do you still want to say that you wish for a miracle?
To tell you the truth, I would prefer to go to sleep sooner. Not
because I'm dissatisfied with you: rather, you're just too much like a
hero. I feel that my efforts will once again be wasted...
The desire to change everything. To see a future in which everything
would be different. Now her soul is a prisoner of this hope, this
despair.
Something resembling a desire for self-destruction, a destructive, yet
sincere form of prayer...
All because in the future that followed, we exist. If you take the words
"destruction factor" literally, we all carry a grievous sin.
Forced or not, she was serious, and perhaps that is why Lord
Varhran went along with her. Which meant that to oppose his choice
now would simply be rude.
To grieve and complain to the people of the old days is like admitting
that nothing can be undone. I believe that such behavior can only be
called laziness and shifting responsibility, and so I will remember and
inherit her will as sincerely as possible.
Simply put, she was begging for a violation of the status quo. The
very desire to try to do things differently, brought on by the anguish of
vain labor and helplessness, is quite sympathetic to me. It may be a
double-edged sword, but if I make no mistake, such a point of view
may yet come in handy.
- Well, that does beg the question. I'll answer it, of course, but I want
you to promise me something first. It's very important that we have
nothing to talk about without it. Okay?
- Ashozushta. The name is long, hard to pronounce, and not the least
bit cute, so I call her Ash affectionately. It is a very large bird.
- A bird?! And now we are on her back?
- It all adds up. Was it also because of Ashozushta that you were
able to use the gift of flight?
- It doesn't work outside these heavens, but she can teleport, too.
That's how we brought you here, so you'd better remember our
kindness to Ashozushta and me.
Incest takes on such an important look that she almost bends over
backwards, still considering what is happening to be some kind of
spectacle, in which she plays the role of the catcher. Once again I
feel a kind of déjà vu in connection with this, and I finally understand
something.
I don't know exactly how she imagines Zurvan, but they do have a
strikingly annoying trait in common. The fact that my anguish has
doubled gives me a headache, but Incest ignores it and starts talking
nonstop.
- I think you know this already, but all stars and planets are
essentially alive. It's true that not everyone can get their identity and
become a star spirit, and that only happens as a result of a long
evolution anyway. Usually they have to climb hard to the very top of
the hierarchy, and although there are cases when their place is taken
by someone else, for the most part they are surprisingly nice
creatures. Just because they have tremendous power doesn't make
them unblemished gods.
- Incest.
There are four candidates for evil kings, daevas of special rank.
Monserrat of the Garden of Bloodshed, Kaikhosru's servant the
Princess of the Dragon-Pearls, and the locusts of Ruth, Zairiched and
Taurvid.
The latter two were born in the Air Burial Zone, and from what I hear,
because of the atrocities they committed, the few survivors joined
forces and drove them out. Most likely, Ashozushta was one of them
as well.
After all, this is Zurvan's homeland, and even now people with
inexplicable abilities like Incest appear here. So far, I don't hear
anything unnatural in her story.
- Well, anyway, if that's the case, I want Mashyana to leave her post.
She's not much good for the role anyway, so it would be better if she
gave it up nicely.
And yet there is still one discrepancy. I can't explain it properly, but
Incest is too peaceful toward Mashyana.
Indeed, the fifth king of evil is a great mother to the inhabitants of the
Air Burial Zone. She may have acquired an identity only thirty years
ago, but this planet has been her body since time immemorial. Even
Ashozushta or locusts are actually children of Mashyana.
This means that some affection is quite appropriate, but only if their
colors are the same. In a universe where even mother and fetus fight
to the death, Incest's attitude does seem strange.
I can't help feeling like there's a small bone stuck in my throat, but
since I've just been forbidden to dig any deeper, I can't find out the
details...
- ...Okay. You are our ally, and since our goals are the same now, I
don't care about the rest.
- I'm glad to hear that. Don't worry, with me we'll win for sure! I'm a
superhero, after all!
From the look on her face, she doesn't know how to assess what's
happened. Incest points to the window with her chin, and I cautiously
look out.
We may be on the back of a huge bird, but the landscape outside the
window is no different from an ordinary village. Perhaps some kind of
barrier has been erected around it, because the air outside is quite
normal: here are farmers plowing fields, here are children playing...
- ?..
Only one child is unlike the others for some reason. He looks about
six or seven years old, but he's not running around with the other
children, he's standing still.
No, it's more like he's looking at them sideways... At that moment an
inexplicable chill runs down my spine.
"He wasn't doing anything. He stood there with his nose turned up,
stubbornly still."
"By the way, he's been hiding his face ever since."
"I'm thinking and I realize I've never seen your face."
No way. That's not true... It's just not possible. And yet my intuition
coldly assesses the situation and informs me that it undoubtedly is.
The fierce blade of the holy kingdom. The mysterious man who never
ceases to trouble my heart, so dangerous and creepy...
One who, time after time, commits heartless and merciless deeds
while continuing to cherish a certain regret in my soul...
- Magsarion...
4
Let us calm down and try to think logically. First of all, a violation of
the Commandment is in order-as Incest said she teleported us here,
she may have forced Magsarion to break a taboo.
For a raging warrior, who is only allowed to touch others in a killing
spree, accepting any help is obviously out of the question. That his
punishment lies in his physical degradation to the level of a child is not
the most obvious option, but it is possible.
However...
- No, that's not it. It is clearly the Mashyagh effect.
- What is "Mashyagh"?
- Mashyana's treasure. I think you can tell from the name, but she
treasures it very much and almost considers it part of herself. It
seems to have fallen from heaven around the time she acquired her
identity as a star spirit.
- ...
- And who is your father? I'm curious, could you tell me more about
him?
- It's not that important. To make a long story short, I'm just like this
Mashyagh.
In that case, let's try to think what other ability he might have.
It can't just be "granting its owner's wishes without flaws", so what
are we supposed to do? It sounds crazy, but I'm afraid of it precisely
because my father's skills allow for it. Assuming that Mashyagh is just
such an improbable artefact, one can understand why Incest chose to
keep quiet about it.
With a sad smirk, Incest looks out the window at Magsarion standing
still. What's going on doesn't seem to have been part of her plan, but
at the same time she definitely seems quite curious.
- I can tell he's clearly not easy. He was able to activate Mashyana's
item externally, so his potential is at least equal to hers.
- Sounds logical enough. But in this state...
- Mm-hmm. Now he's not only outwardly but inwardly a child again.
You said he took some kind of creepy Commandments, but now he's
not even there. I think if you destroy Mashyagh, he'll go back to
normal, but until we wait for that to happen, he won't be much help in
battle.
I can't say it's worth speculating about usefulness and such if I were
her, but in essence Incest is right. Magsarion should not be expected
to succeed as a Yazata right now.
This means that the most logical thing to do would be to return him to
the holy kingdom, and request reinforcements at the same time.
However, this requires Wohu Mana to lay out a route, and Mashyana
will not allow a front line to be drawn here. Given her insidiousness,
she's unlikely to let Magsarion get away that easily after he's stolen
her treasure, and at worst this could end in a war in the holy
kingdom's territory.
It would only be a repetition of the tragedy of twenty years ago. No
matter what we do, it won't end well, and His Majesty is unlikely to let
us do it.
But in that case, what are we to do? While I am puzzling, Incest
suddenly puts his hand on my shoulder. I look up at her with surprise,
and I am met with an extremely frivolous smile.
- This, I'm sorry. I'm not quite sure what you're getting at...
But she cuts off my embarrassed babble with a tone that sounds like
heaven's providence talking to me through her.
- Boys have a weakness for beautiful older girls. Make him feel good
about himself.
No wonder Raleigh liked him. Despite his young age, he was already
a real gentleman, and even now I cherished happy memories of his
advances.
That means I like dating. I'll admit it: I kept thinking I'd like to go
through it again, should the opportunity arise.
I almost snap at him in a fit of rage, but I can hold out. He may not be
charming at all, but yelling won't do anything for me right now.
To begin with, I was wrong to expect him to take the lead. If that's
the case, I'll have to drag him along myself.
I pull the boy by the arm, letting his cries of indignation pass my ears.
Sure, he's resisting as best he can, but considering he's literally a
baby now, I have no problem taking him wherever I want.
If he were in his usual form, I wouldn't dream of it. He wasn't the kind
of man you could force, and touching him would be impossible...
When I think about it, I feel a kind of strange tenderness and serenity.
Of course, he continues to spout curses that I would never expect
from a child, but at some point they stop annoying me.
- ...So we're not in the holy kingdom? Was it because of this accident
that we were thrown to another planet?
- Well, that's... about right.
- But don't worry, I'll be sure to get you home safely. However, that
requires a little help from you.
- To do what I want, yes? What's the point of that?
- I'm sorry, but since this is a military secret, I can't explain further. I
suppose it would be difficult for you to accept this way of putting it,
but I hope you can trust me.
- You do want to meet Lord Varhran, don't you? You just have to
keep wishing for it with all your might.
- You mean my wish will come true?
- Yes. I'm sure your brother often says something like that as well.
- ...I don't like that idea.
It's funny to hear a seven-year-old say the word "long time," but since
the occasional mockery might spoil his mood, I try to control myself.
After all, this Magsarion is so willing to talk. He may be rude and
unsociable compared to the others, but compared to the Magsarion I
know, he could even be called chatty.
So now I want to hear as much as I can from him. Whatever he talks
about, if he does it sincerely, I want to understand and accept it.
- They are all part of the brother, and vice versa, the brother himself
is all of them. They themselves call it ties and all that nonsense, but I
find it all just nasty.
- ...
- But maybe I'm wrong here. I didn't even think about it until
yesterday, but now I feel like I've got something wrong. It's as if I've
done something incorrigible and all I've been doing all this time is
regretting it... I don't like it, so I'm talking to you.
- ...Okay, so I guess you could say you're training on me?
I am bitter to listen to his irritated and frightened monologue, but at
the same time I am finally convinced of my hunch.
After all, Magsarion had rewound time in order to get rid of his
regrets. In that case, what exactly is the mistake he's talking about?
It may not be that uncommon, but that kind of regret doesn't make it
any easier. I wouldn't be surprised if it plagued him for the rest of his
life.
- I believe that the way in which you should behave towards Mr.
Warran is a matter for you to decide. However, I am honored that you
have chosen to practice on me, and I am truly happy to help you.
- What's this...?
- Have you not noticed it? You've been wearing it the whole time.
- Me? Why?
In his mind Lord Varhran is still alive, and judging by how soft his hand
was when I squeezed it, he has not yet begun his training.
So the sequence of events is broken. That's also clear from the fact
that he didn't notice it himself until I pointed it out to him. And if this is
also the effect of Mashyagh, how exactly does his regret have to do
with hiding his face?
- Let me ask again. Would you mind showing your face?
- Well, no... I can't.
- Why not? Doesn't it torment you to distance yourself from your
brother or his surroundings? I'd say that by hiding your face, you're
rather loudly announcing your intention to distance yourself from
them.
- I understand... But that's not the point. I just can't.
So far, it all adds up. All this is nothing more than my speculation, but
it all sounds pretty logical, and I'm sure that if I'm wrong, it's not by
much.
But the reason why he hides his face, disregarding the chronological
order of events, remains unknown. If Magsarion's regression to his
childhood years is due to a desire to redeem himself before Lord
Varhran, why hide his face and thereby erect unnecessary walls?
No, it simply can't be. I shake my head and banish the unkind
thoughts from my mind. The facts are that Magsarion is trying to get
close to me now, so what good would it do me if I didn't trust that
desire of his?
For the sake of the epilogue that awaits us in the future. For the
miracle I wish for myself.
- That seems to have troubled you quite a bit. If you don't want to
show your face, I won't ask you to overpower yourself, you don't
have to worry.
- How can I not worry? Why am I wearing this thing and don't want to
take it off?
- In that case, why don't we think together? You seem to know a girl
named Arma, don't you?
- What's she got to do with it?
- Do you remember if she said anything to you about your looks? Like
that she thinks you're cool, or maybe the other way around.
I ask him a little jokingly, but Magsarion suddenly falls silent. After a
while, though, he points to the dot below us and asks:
Not quite sure what he means, I notice the figures of Incest and
Zurvan below. Two people in the middle of a carefree meadow... The
way they walk side by side... Yes, there's nothing to talk about, it's
much more like a date.
***
A man named Zurvan has a lot of nerve in every situation. He is
defiant and sassy, idle and willful, but always manages to avoid
unnecessary hassle. Perhaps the main reason why so many people
dislike him so much is that he embodies a certain injustice.
He is not in the center of the action but only observes the characters
from the sidelines, and although he finds other people's weaknesses
easy to find, he does not show his own.
- Aah!
After receiving a push to the shoulder, Incest doesn't resist the force
put into him one bit and immediately falls to the grass. She can't be
described as completely feeble, and she's not exactly putting on a
cheap act to get a man's attention.
It's just that it came as a complete surprise to her, and so she failed
to react. At least, that is what Zurvan thinks, and this inexplicable
anomaly puzzles him once again. How is it possible that they are
talking to each other in private, and yet she is completely oblivious to
what the other person is doing?
The man's outstretched hand and the woman's trying to grab onto it
dangle in the air, but they never manage to meet. It even resembles a
comedic pantomime, but at least Incest is clearly serious. Judging by
the fact that she is blushing to her ears and turning away, unable to
look at Zurvan, she must be struggling with indescribable
embarrassment.
The fact that they wouldn't get anywhere that way, though, didn't
change that.
With a heavy sigh, Zurvan finally grabs Incest by the arm and lifts her
to her feet.
He was visibly thrown out of his usual rhythm. In some ways, Zurvan
is even more discouraged than Incest right now. It's hard to
understand why, but in front of this strange girl he can't maintain his
usual facade.
Accidentally turning away in annoyance, he meets his gaze with
Quinn, who is watching them with great interest from the top of the
hill, and this annoys him even more. After sending the strained "Don't
look" thought in her direction and thus getting rid of any unnecessary
witnesses, he turns to Incest again.
- Anyway, you wanted to talk to me, didn't you? Since you're the one
who started it, stop stalling.
- ...H-okay. But I wasn't going to ask you anything very important.
With his head bowed, as if trying to hide under the brim of his hat,
Incest begins to speak curtly.
- I wonder what you've been doing for thirteen years. Can you tell me
in general terms?
- No problem, though I haven't managed to do any of that. Don't
complain if you're not interested.
- ...That's all right. I'm interested in everything that concerns you.
Since that's the case, all that's left to do is to go along with it, no
matter how uncomfortable it might be for him. No matter how one
goes about it, it wouldn't be very nice to turn down someone who has
struggled in his homeland all the while he's been doing whatever his
heart desires.
Incest nods toward the hill, and Zurvan nods back, noticing the boy's
silhouette there.
- Well, yes. But I don't particularly regret it. He's a lost kid in many
ways, but I guess I was lucky to meet him.
After all, he's never boring to look at. Even now that he is a child, a
creature called Magsarion is Zurvan's greatest entertainment. In a
way, he even respects him, sensing in the black knight's perpetually
rebellious behavior the ideal to which he aspires.
- ...Do you have any idea why Mashyagh might have done this to
him?
- Not really. After all, I didn't even know my little sister had found such
a thing. All I can say is that since he was in on it, it's in the bag. We'll
just have to give this Mashyagh to Magsarion.
- ...And you trust him. Indeed, as long as he stares his regrets
straight in the face, Mashyana can't use his trump card. Then we can
probably handle the rest on our own.
- That would be good. Wait, we got distracted. Anyway, it's hard to
call me a decent Yazata, so I'm not very well liked for this...
Zurvan then goes on to talk about the events that happened to him
over thirteen years. Not only about those events that impressed him,
but also about secret matters that should not be discussed with
outsiders, and even about everyday life, which to an outsider would
seem unimportant.
On all these occasions, Zurvan remained aloof, merely observing.
And in the encounter with Quinn when he brought her to the holy
kingdom, and in the battle with the lumberjack gang on the star of the
dragon's remains, he was above it all, unconcerned about the world's
oodles of war between good and evil. It could be said that he never
once acted with the same fervor or vector as anyone else, whether
enemy or ally.
What a mysterious look she has. The squinted eyes are definitely
directed at Zurvan, but at the same time, as if they are facing
somewhere far away...
It's oddly unfocused, but it doesn't make a fuzzy impression. It shines
with a strange luster that no veil will allow it to cover.
- I have not lived a second of peace with her since the moment I
realized I was a star-spirit. We may be brother and sister, but that
goes without saying with Avesta. For a decade or more, she and I
fought hard, got others involved along the way, and it ended up in a
grand mess. If you were born in these heavens, you probably know
what it was like back then.
- ...Mm-hmm, that was after the tops of good and evil had confronted
each other properly. To fill the void, many had awakened to replace
them, including on our planet, and it had been a hell of a few years.
- Both these heroes in shining armor and these trashy evil kings
disgust me equally. Why do you settle scores and I have to clean up
my own backyard? But I didn't have time to complain at the time.
- Really?
- No, you didn't. All I could think about was how to deal with my
cheeky little sister. But, you know...
Suddenly Zurvan shuts up, takes a cigarette out of his pocket, takes
a drag, and continues in a self-deprecating tone, watching the cloud
of smoke.
- I thought: why am I doing this? The Drujvants piss me off, but they
only piss me off because of some instinct I can't really understand.
Just do it, are we some kind of insects who can't even think with their
heads? When I looked at it that way, it immediately began to seem
like terrible stupidity to me. Though you and all those who've fought
beside me would probably think I was kidding.
- ...No, I think I understand you in some ways. But when exactly did
you start thinking that way?
- I'm ashamed to admit it, just before I died. And if I had noticed it
earlier, maybe I would have been able to go another way...
Apparently, I'm such a person that the most important things are
difficult for me.
- I'm not going to lie, the fact that I only got my eyes open when I
was dying is a real shame. And I also thought I was just down
because I'd lost. I realized I'd changed internally, but I still resisted it.
And because of that...
- I lied to her. To my own little sister, who kept telling me with tears in
her eyes how glad she was. To the woman who asked me how I felt
while she was devouring me... I answered her in the most typical way
possible for the idiocy that reigned around me called Avesta.
- ...
- "You make me sick. Die."
Zurvan said this deliberately. At the end of a long war with her sworn
brother, Mashyana would surely have expected to hear his dying
wails of anger and hatred. If only because that is the nature of all
Drujvantes: they all believe that the loser must do the will of the victor,
and unsightly last moments are a kind of etiquette.
If he had told her that it was nothing, that it shouldn't be like that, that
he didn't want to fight her to the last, Mashyana would surely have
been disappointed. She would have regarded what was happening as
one big foolishness, just like he himself.
After whispering this, Zurvan hides his face under the brim of his hat.
He has said what he had to, and he can't take the Incest look any
further.
- ...You probably think you should have met Mashyana face to face.
No matter how she reacted, if she had to lie, at least let you know
how you really feel.
- ...Anyway, yes. Of course, that could be explained by my habit of
always keeping to myself, but it still left an unpleasant residue. That's
why I've since decided to at least never lie. Stupid, huh?
He tries to turn it into a sad joke, but Incest smiles and shakes his
head.
- ...No, you're a real hero after all. At least in my eyes... And most
likely in Mashyana's eyes.
- You think so? I don't know about you, but Junior's obviously still
pretty pissed off.
- ...But that's why you came to end it all, isn't it? You were tossed all
over the world, but you came back to heaven in the end. That's all
that matters to us.
- That's all that matters to us, is...
Incest turns to him with a kind of strange excitement, and Zurvan only
sighs wearily in response to her. If he had to reveal his shameful past
to Magsarion, nothing could be done about it because of their pact,
and Quinn would be a tolerable conversationalist. But the girl in front
of him, abnormal in every sense, came the closest to him in spite of
that, and that made him feel somehow uncomfortable.
Even though the most unbearable and mysterious thing about it is that
he himself is not out of it...
- You keep saying that Mashyana is your little sister, but she's not, is
she? In fact, she's the eldest and you're her little brother.
- Huh? What are you talking about? Screw you, I'm the eldest.
- Nah, you're the youngest, after all. If you don't straighten things out,
I won't forgive myself, so keep in mind that Mashyana's the eldest.
- Hey, what are you looking at? You can see that I have more adult
dignity!
- ...I don't know if looks matter, after all, you're twins. And anyway, if
you have to rely on evidence like that, the answer's a little obvious,
isn't it?
- No way - I'm definitely the oldest!
- ...Ah, yeah. Look, you're kind of cute.
- What?!
Incest says this in such an arrogant tone from her older sister that
Zurvan can't stand it and pokes her lightly in the shoulder again. This
makes her fall to the grass again with incredible ease, as if from an
unexpected attack.
- ...You're so violent after all. You should have had a little pity.
- ...I didn't put any effort into it. Are you sure you'll be all right if you
fall like that every time?
In her fight with Mashyana, it was obvious that Incest was burning
with enthusiasm, but this strange weightless behavior of hers really
doesn't inspire much confidence.
It's as if she lives in another world, separated from this one by a thin
veil-she can hardly be mistaken for a real person.
- ...No need to worry. Didn't you see how I dealt with Mashyana?
- I saw it. But I don't know what it is, so I can't just accept it. Is that
what you want to talk about, by any chance?
Shaking the grass off his butt, Incest contemplates these words for a
while, and then looks down.
- ...Sorry, I can't talk about that. But I promise, when it's over, I'll tell
you everything.
- Okay, then I'll wait. But if you do, don't die.
He would not forgive her if she died without revealing her secret.
Zurvan does not put any other meaning in this, but Incest seems to
blossom.
- ...Yes, yes! Don't worry, I'm not going to die myself. That's why I'm
with you...
- Isn't it "myself"? You're getting out of character.
- ...У!
- And by the way, I've been wondering why you're reacting with such
a delay.
- ...Ooh!
- Here we go again.
Almost every line from Incest starts with a little pause. Even
assuming that she considers Zurvan's every word before answering
him, the delay before her reflex reactions looks too unnatural. There
is a certain uncomfortableness about it, as if the words were passing
through someone else's hands or a great distance away.
What's the big deal here? Zurvan may love to banter with others, but
he can't stand being bantered at. As soon as he decides to ask about
it directly, a stranger's voice goes off in his head.
Telepathy - but not Quinn. By sheer force of will it seems like a girl
who's about to blow her mind is talking to him.
- So, is that you, Ashozushta! It can't be, hey - so all this time you've
been...
"All the time you've been passing on. And you're good for noticing."
- Fuck you, what were you two thinking about? Hey, where did you
run off to?
He turns around too late: The incest is already gone. It's hard to
know what her intention was, but you can't be so stupid as not to be
able to look your interlocutor in the eye properly and need help talking
to him. Zurvan had never been so tricked before, and so it was only
natural that he would start gritting his teeth and roughly kicking the
ground beneath his feet.
***
Finally, night falls. I was told that Ashozushta was going to talk to us
tomorrow morning, and we decided it would be better to wait quietly
for her. Haste is a mockery, and given recent developments, it would
be more than wise to take every opportunity to rest.
So right now I'd like to go back to sleep, but...
The masked boy points to the cold floor without any remorse. I don't
even know what to say: we've already gone about the third circle,
and he's even starting to seem nice to me.
- Listen, Magsarion. Don't you think men should yield any comfort to a
lady in such cases?
- This is the first I've heard of it. Don't impose rules on me that you've
made up for yourself.
I don't know what rule this unseen world of Magsarion works by, but I
can say with certainty that his self-centeredness is even invigorating
at first. Somehow I even admire the fact that his utter inability to read
the setting was even in these years.
Not wanting to lose, I pull the boy down by his leg. Thus begins our
bitter struggle for the one and only throne.
I hold Magsarion's neck with my legs as he thrusts with all his limbs.
He pinches and scratches and bites my thighs like some wild cat.
- It hurts, it hurts. That's too much. Stop it, where are you putting
your hands, and you're still a child!
- Don't make such vile screams!
- What do you mean "vile", how rude!
This battle goes on for another half hour. What annoys me most
about it is that Magsarion refuses to show amusement,
embarrassment, and the like. Perhaps my grip really disgusts him,
but my pride won't let me let him go so easily, and the situation is
slowly becoming stalemated.
The main thing is that I myself feel how precious such moments are.
And yet I can't help but ponder it. In some ways I even pray for such
a possibility.
5
Having missed the invasion of the king of evil, the holy kingdom was
plunged into chaos. In time the incident took no more than ten
seconds and the damage was close to zero, but it was enough to
plunge the citizens accustomed to a quiet life into the abysses of
terror.
First of all, it should be noted that everything happened the day after
the end of Veretragna. There were still many guests in the capital
from all the surrounding lands, and they were all napping after long
celebrations. It was like a thunderstorm out of the blue, and precisely
because the storm had passed before anyone realized it, no one
could relax and rejoice at the unexpected rescue.
Rather, it only increased the anxiety and fear that sooner or later
things might happen again. The illusion of peace, in which everyone
had hitherto vaguely believed, was shattered, and the powerless
citizens, though belatedly, realized once again that they were on the
front lines of the war between good and evil.
And so chaos gripped the capital. The night has passed since
Mashyana's invasion, but even now many are jostling with one
another, loading their belongings into carts and trying to flee out of
the city ahead of others.
No one can reason calmly about whether this makes any sense at all.
Logically, this is nothing more than a futile effort, and if the king of evil
does launch an invasion, there will be nowhere to flee from him.
And yet no one is willing to stay put. If only for a moment longer, if
only one step further, everyone is trying to flee from death. The
disorderly flight is already beginning to resemble a riot, but the
authorities, who would calm the unhappy panic-stricken people, still
do nothing.
After all, the Yazatas, who are supposed to serve as the first bulwark
of goodness, are in the same chaos.
Quinn, Zurvan, Magsarion. The fact that all three have disappeared
along with Mashyana is now known to all, but no one knows what to
do about it, and the idle argument continues to this day.
The argument gets harder and harder, time goes on and on, and still
no answer. The sacred king, who could solve everything for them, has
locked himself in the throne room and won't come out, so this state of
affairs is only natural.
Now that someone is even beginning to distrust Sirius, further
developments come as a complete surprise to all.
Thin cracks form in the skies of the holy kingdom, over which the sun
has barely begun to rise. From the planet's perspective, they are no
larger than the eye of a needle, tens of thousands of times smaller
than when Mashyana appears, and therefore no one notices them.
However, this is nothing more than a matter of zone of influence.
The very act of opening the hole in the heavens and setting up the
connection does not change from this, and the power behind it is in no
way inferior to that of the king of evil. What's more, the perpetrator of
what happened doesn't even think about conceding anything to
anyone.
- Well, there you go. I guess I'm too late after all.
This woman is like a skeleton knight. Hungry and hungry, thirsty and
thirsty. The embodiment of thirst, who goes only forward to get the
one thing she needs, discarding everything else. With a comically
huge spear on her shoulder, she surveys the hitherto unseen people
far below.
- What can I do? I can still catch up with Mashyana. But I can warm
up first. Ten, no, seven minutes might be enough... No, it's definitely
enough.
Shaking all around with a thunderous scream, the man nearly faints in
agony. His tone is radically different, but the meaning of his words is
almost identical to the woman's first retort.
- Scared of me? I'll bet she was! Definitely scared, there's nothing to
argue about! Which means I'm stronger!
A haughty way of life that leaves nothing of common sense gives this
carefree beauty his special fervor. No matter how many atrocities, no
matter how much cruelty he commits, he does not let even a shadow
of gloomy impression come near him. After all, he has decided that
by allowing himself to be tainted in this way, he will show weakness.
- All right, all right, so you have decided to run, Mashyana? If so, I
have to go after her, but first I have to do something about it. Ten, no,
seven minutes is enough for me... No, seven seconds!
- S-Shut up.
- O-your yelling is making my head buzz. Shut your... No, I will shut
you up myself.
- It's been a long time, Zairiched. How long has it been? Ah, never
mind, you were obviously thinking what I was thinking anyway. Did
you come for Mashyana, too?
Punching each other in full force, the two knights sprawl apart and
turn to face each other. The man in blue is still holding on happily, but
the woman in red smirks with a sense of superiority.
- Since we parted ways with Bahlavan, I have killed nine planets and
everyone who lived on them. What about you? Answer me now,
honestly, like I did!
- N-nine?!
- Exactly. If you've killed more and faster than me, all I have to do is
admit you're right.
- I-I only... seven...
- Ooh-ha-ha-ha-ha!
The man clutches his stomach and laughs, throwing his head back. At
the sight of the joy and innocence with which he does this, the
average man in the street would surely immediately succumb to his
charms.
That is, of course, if the average man did not know his
circumstances.
Once again, the straight and the curve collide. Scarlet and blue
knights, whose strength is absolutely equal, begin a deadly battle
right in the sky of the holy kingdom.
Their speed, their precision-the greatest cruelty available only to the
greatest of evils-blooms in full bloom. In mere seconds they exchange
tens of thousands of fatal blows, yet they do not spill a drop of blood
or even exhale. The density of their techniques, dividing each second
into smaller and smaller fractions, is direct proof of their
unfathomable endurance.
They will not stop. They cannot stop. They are locusts. Monsters of
war.
For five hundred years they have been furrowing the cosmos and
destroying everything in their path to get the head of the third king of
evil. You might say they think of nothing but reaching new heights.
- And you are strong, much stronger than before, Zairiched. But mind
you, I am stronger!
- Y-you are strong too, Taurvid. But know that I am stronger!
That is why both Zairiched and Taurvid prefer not to kill those who do
not participate in the battle. Proof of this is that the spear piercing the
luminaries and the blades slicing through the starry wind have still had
no effect on their surroundings. The force of the self, which
transcends the laws of physics, leaves the attackers with only their
own power, depriving them of the shockwave.
And so those who pay attention to the monstrous battle high in the
sky begin to emerge.
One, two, a dozen, a hundred - the sense of fear spreads wider and
wider, like circles on water.
All the inhabitants of the holy kingdom, men and women, old men and
children, turn their eyes to the dance of the locusts...
- What would you have me do? I think this is a rather serious trouble.
- Of course, we'll take the fight. If we do not endure such a trifle, we
have nothing to count on henceforth.
- Of course, the winner will have the right to fight Mashyana, but I
thought we should clean up first. It's distracting, I just can't get
enough of it.
- H-okay. I want to get a good look at how you die. T-so we really
should put everything else away first.
The spear and blades collide once more instead of a handshake, and
both eyes turn in the other direction.
They turn to the noisy mass of ashawans. People and animals,
insects and plants, it doesn't matter.
If it is alive, if it is looking this way, then the gong has already
sounded. Anyone who stands in their way is an enemy to be defeated
in a battle for the title of strongest.
The spear and blades make a million scarlet flowers bloom in one
motion.
To say they could wipe out an entire planet in a matter of minutes
was no exaggeration. For them, it is nothing more than a daily
routine.
Chapter 7: Permeating Void (Part 1-3)
1
Ferdows had a dream. He sincerely aspired to an ideal, quite inherent
in anyone who was born ashawan, raised as a man, and accepted
into the yazatas.
How, then, can he condemn such beliefs? The entire holy kingdom
now rests on the accomplishments of Magsarion, which means those
who wish to challenge his hell on earth must show equal
determination and achievement. To rebuke a black knight with mere
language and pretty words seems to him overly shameless hypocrisy.
This means that for Ferdows, Magsarion is both a bad example and a
point of reference. The same kind of born mediocrity who decided to
become a "legend" anyway. In order to realize the ideal that lives in
his heart, one must stand side by side with Magsarion, ahead of the
others.
To stand side by side? Catch up? Yes, it is possible, for they began in
the same way.
His path is winding and thorny, filled with such madness and darkness
that he cannot walk it, but Magsarion has proven that even he who is
not chosen by the heavens can prove himself. Which means he can
be unafraid and follow his own path.
That's why he is the only one left. He alone can barely keep the
menace called Magsarion in check and thus contribute to the victory
of the good.
Strong men will stand in pairs. The fierce and holy blades, born
mediocre but earning their reputations through their own strength.
Even if they did not become divine blades like Varhran, if they still
managed to become universal heroes in the true sense of the word,
then...
He believed it would be very, very cool, and that the pursuit of such a
dream was worth risking his life for.
However...
- Death to all who cross my path!
Ferdows didn't even have time to figure out what kind of attack they
had suffered. At the same time as something flashed, all of his
comrades were transformed into small pieces of meat hanging in the
air.
Even he himself was shredded into mincemeat and hanging in the sky
like an ugly salute. Just like the unfortunate girl he recently killed by
misunderstanding...
- Marika...
You were hurt, weren't you? Were you bitter? Unbearably hurt and
sad?
Falling surrounded by his own remains, Ferdows, of whom only his
head remains, feels overwhelming shame, regret, and remorse to the
point of madness.
Why didn't Marika say she hated me? "No forgiveness for you, be
damned"-why didn't she blame it all on the talentless yazata?
Strictly speaking, he didn't speak to her after her death, but by taking
over all of Marika's memories and personality, Frederica definitely
became herself. And so the words spoken to her definitely expressed
her true feelings.
"Fer, Fer," Marika smiled cheerfully. "It hurts, it's sad," Marika wails.
Her cries of "HELP, HELP" still echo in his ears.
And it's not that I didn't help you, but I even killed you by declaring
you an abominable enemy.
Without a shred of doubt, ruthlessly killed on the spot according to
Avesta's instinct.
Even proud as a fool, calling it justice and good, while the innocent
girl sank into the abysses of despair.
There was no excuse for it. More than anything, he cannot forgive
himself, his own insignificance.
"May there be no more men like me in the world... That next time you
will help, that you will protect the others."
And yet her pleas boiled down to just that. She wished that he, having
already made a fatal mistake, would not make it again.
Marika, Marika... Oh, how condescending and noble and strong you
are. A stream of tears and blood begins to flow from Ferdows' eyes.
- ...А...
The fact that he can't move a finger from the pain in his gut proves
once again that he's alive... With difficulty trying to think with his
barely working head, he suddenly remembers.
He tries to blacken himself from his gut, but in spite of this, his chest
is inflamed with bursting emotions.
He howls with his own pity. Screaming amidst the storm of regret that
soaks into his very soul.
Why do I cover myself in such shame, but still can't give up the
dream? Why do my clenched teeth almost split with righteous anger,
and the hand still clutching the sword burns with fighting spirit?
I will lose. I cannot win. I am nothing more than a random stone on
the sidewalk. Digging in the ground, not chosen by heaven.
So there is only one thing left to do. No matter how much pain and
hardship I may have to endure, I will, by all means, destroy
everything that defames Marika's dream. Let everything that awaits
me in the future be dedicated to that goal alone.
Ferdows had no idea that Sirius would come to the front, but events
unfolded without any interest in his opinion.
- I may be a foolish king, but I am a king nonetheless. The first thing
to do is to observe the rules of decorum.
One step faster than the approaching Taurvid, Sirius makes his first
move. And it looks as befitting a holy king as can be: an act
comparable to a miracle.
2
It can be compared to an instantaneous earthquake. At the same
time as Sirius plunges his sword into the ground, there is a sound like
a million automatic switches.
Upon witnessing such an act, only Taurvid is able to realize its exact
effect. For Ferdows this skill is beyond his comprehension, and the
others did not even feel it.
That's because right now... all the people in the holy kingdom, the
animals, the plants, the flowers-all the living things, with very few
exceptions, are asleep.
- So you're not likely to lay a hand on them. In the end, though, that's
just worthless Daeva pride... If your situation worsens, you can
always discard it.
The Locust of Ferocity does not attack those who do not feel its
presence. To those who seek the title of strongest, killing is nothing
more than the result of a contest of strength, and unless this
fundamental condition is met, they will not take the life of even the
tiniest insect.
In this regard, Sirius' move may indeed be called the best way to
protect his subjects. He himself shows no pride in this, and no mercy
or warmth can be discerned in his grim countenance, but as king he
has certainly made the right decision.
On a planet steeped in violent silence, the young man who feels like
an outsider wriggles and opens his mouth with a twist of his neck.
Sirius rudely stops the cries of his subordinate, who barely manages
to hold back his tears. In no way does he consider Ferdows' will or
circumstances, but only ruthlessly pushes him aside and doesn't even
turn around. Perhaps this can be called abdication in the name of
protection, but it cannot be called humane behavior.
- I have no time for the mortal's appeals. If you keep stirring the air,
I'll execute you on the spot.
- ...Aah!
After telling Ferdows, who was speechless, just that, and
immediately losing interest in him, Sirius turns his dim eyes to the
other side. Certainly to the biggest threat of the moment, the Daeva
of the special rank of Taurvid.
The locust himself, however, does not reciprocate, but looks around
as if he were walking down the street. With a slight smile that shows
genuine interest, he leisurely steps to the side and looks into the face
of the girl in front of the collapsed house.
Then he suddenly drops his foot centimeters from her head.
- ...Desire, then. First of all, I wish you'd get the hell out of here, but I
don't think you will. In that case, let me ask you straight out. Why did
you come here?
- А?
Taurvid tilts his head, not understanding the meaning of the question.
But Sirius pays no attention to it and continues.
- Details, daeva. What were you thinking, what logic did you follow,
what means did you use, and why are you standing here now? That's
not a difficult question.
- Ah, I see, is that what you mean?
- I don't know how many rumors about me have reached you, but
right now my main target is Bahlavan's head. However, he has been
waiting for me for five hundred years, and I want to meet him in full
dress, and for this I am gaining experience. Mashyana came here,
didn't she?
- She did. So she was your prey to begin with?
- Exactly. Mashyana is the star spirit of my home world, but we lost
contact when I was cast out, and that's why I can't track her by
scent. Unless, of course, she makes her own move.
This means that the invasion of Mashyana was the beginning. When
the huge creature starts to move, the others can smell it. It emits a
scent. That's what the locusts came after her.
Even though they ended up splitting up.
- I don't know what happened to it, but it left quite a trail. So I can
follow the rest of the scent for a while, and you can serve as my
warm-up. Are we clear?
- More than clear. You've calmed me down.
- Oh, with what?
Taurvid still does not understand why Sirius asked him all the details.
He had promised to grant his wish, so he answered him properly, but
the cause and circumstances of the locust invasion did not seem to
him to be something that should be asked under the circumstances.
Moreover, when he received the answer, he calmed down, causing
even more bewilderment. What could it be that Sirius found
"reassuring"?
- I know now that it was not the work of Nadare. That's all I was
worried about, and you don't really matter.
- ...
Terrific abuse. To hear the Locust of the Ferocious treated like that,
and not just by anyone, but by the Locust of the Ferocious herself, is
beyond madness. Taurvid has never seen such impudence before,
and so he bursts into flames in an instant.
Not anger, but joy, which is about to incinerate even himself.
- Ooh-ha-ha-ha, die!
- You die here.
Before the spinning curved blades can outline the arc of death, Sirius
leaps straight toward them.
Quickly - but not only that.
Sirius' beam fails to reach its target, cleaving only the air. Such a
result is physically impossible, but before there is a chance to wonder
about the cause of this phenomenon, another anomaly occurs.
The azure blades outline an arc that kills even the sound of the air
being cut--with a silence that might be called the doldrums of the
universe. From the back of Sirius, a wave of self-power approaches
his neck, capable of shattering the stars themselves.
As a result, the two are equal. Despite the fact that only a few
seconds have passed since the start of the battle, the situation is
already beginning to look stalemated.
The killing moments follow one after another. The incessant sound of
clashing blades.
Repeatedly, a skirmish on the cusp of death that grows a hundred, a
thousand, ten thousand times more fierce.
There is some mystery in this. Yes, locusts are perpetual motion, but
why is Sirius able to move like this despite his limited stamina?
Willpower and life experience must be abundant. His finely honed
martial prowess is skillfully combined with the gifts of stellar spirit,
and this maximum efficiency certainly elevates him to superhuman
levels.
However, this is by no means enough to explain everything. The
techniques of both sides of the fierce battle are overly extreme and
exaggerated, and Sirius has a kind of special internal combustion
engine... You might call it an inexhaustible heart.
Ferdows is almost incapable of seeing the confrontation before his
eyes, but understands at least that. And soon he notices something
strange.
- It is...
The trees growing along the street begin to crack and split. The
flowers wither, the grass shrivels, and the sleeping people one by one
take their breath away.
And it doesn't stop there. It is a global phenomenon: all the Ashawans
living on the planet give up their lives.
To whom exactly are they giving their lives, there is no doubt now.
- Stop it... Why are you doing this, Your Highness! You are the leader
of good. A man known to be a faithful friend of a hero!
Digging his hands into the ground, the powerless youth tries to follow
them.
But he does so too slowly, and the distance between them only
grows farther.
- I see you have interesting methods. From the outside it looks like
solidarity, but I'm not sure if I'm right. What do you think?
As if to the rhythm of his words, his left blade soars upward... Sirius
dodges it with his torso and silently blocks the right blade that comes
at him from the side.
This exchange, for which there is no counting, does not even think of
weakening. Both their swords and their behavior can be called
complete opposites, similar only in their unwillingness to stop.
Even given the star-spirit's current hibernation, he will not forgive such
an abuse of power. Therefore, Taurvid guesses that without some
sort of retribution such a thing would be impossible, and yet Sirius
shows no desire to respond.
- All right, you don't want to talk, let's try it this way.
Taurvid begins spinning both blades like a juggler. Not about to miss
this opportunity, Sirius rushes in to attack, and the locusts meet him
with a blow that is strikingly different from the previous ones.
- ...Whew!
- I wouldn't call him perfect just yet, though. I didn't look on this planet
for nothing; it would make a great souvenir for Bahlavan.
"I am grateful to you, so happy to be stronger that I almost cry"...
Holding back tears of gratitude, the locusts show their main skill. It
can no longer be called ordinary plagiarism.
The blue-blades galloping with joy are a mirror image of Sirius. Like a
doppelganger whose encounter promises death, he strikes at the
original's personality with blow after blow. Not rising to his level, but
striving even higher.
- Is that it? No? How about this? A-ha-ha - how many variations, how
interesting!
But the main absurdity is that it has nothing to do with any special
skills.
It's not the Commandment or the power of ego. Just talent. Talent
and experience.
A beast of war, year after year soaking up blood and death cries,
climbing higher and higher. The difference between their attitude of
strength and madness is too great.
- Since I've learned your tricks, you won't mind if I become you, will
you? Then let's do this. I'll get to know you as well as I can hit you
with my next punch!
Sirius, who has gone into a counterattack without even thinking of the
wound, realizes that his secret has been exposed. For this reason he
makes no further attempt to hide it.
This is unlike the emptiness of the murderers, but the locusts also live
by a single desire. The incessant pursuit of power and the eternal
search for strong opponents. As long as nothing contradicts this, they
may well accept any Commandment.
As a result, the Commandment of Sirius was exposed to the white
light. More specifically, the true nature of the unbearably heavy
responsibility that sacred kings pass down from generation to
generation.
All those who live on the planet Wohu Mana... Every insect, every
flower without exception-all their lives are stored in Sirius's memory
without a trace. In the smallest detail, perfectly-right down to the
appearance and name of each person.
- Honestly, how can you do that in your head? Don't you think that's
something a human being should not be able to do?
- What of it? A king should not compare himself to mere mortals.
Taurvid does not hold back his admiration and a good deal of
amazement, but Sirius answers him with stony confidence.
He has never felt any hardship because of it. He has never grown
weary of the burden, has never grown weary of the difficulty; he has
only understood that it is his duty, and therefore it is his fate to carry
the burden.
- I see now... And yet there is still one mystery. I'd say it's even less
clear now.
- ...
- Look, Sirius, I don't mean to belittle what's driving you, but don't you
think it's strange to fight me with the power of an entire planet? Is
that something you don't want to talk about? Don't you think?
Indeed, the locust who destroyed many stars couldn't help but talk
about it. The facts are that he knows the sum total of the power of
the holy kingdom that was once a distant and savage planet.
At least now, even with all the lives of the planet united to one, they
are no match for the Locusts of Ferocity. However, Sirius is still in no
hurry to reveal his secret... and Taurvid nods with an interested look
and assumes the imitator pose again.
- Good, good, then let's try again. Now I'll strike you in the heart...
and if I hit, I'll know the answer again, and if I miss...
- Show me what you can really do.
Even Taurvid can't help but open his eyes at being ripped off. To
make such a demand of a locust, obliged to fight every man he
encounters to the fullest, seems simply inappropriate.
Yet Sirius arrogantly asks for it, even while covered in blood from
head to toe.
He declares that to him he must have even more authority than the
fate of creation itself.
- A man like you would have been killed a hundred times over by
Varhran. I don't have time to get my feet wet over a small fry.
Such a proud tone makes Taurvid bend to his knees and burst into
loud laughter. Obviously, he is so delighted that he almost rolls on the
ground, struggling to catch his breath.
- ...I see, I see - then let's do this! But I'd like to get rid of any
unnecessary misunderstandings. I swear I wasn't going to hold back
at all. It's just a matter of combinability - I just can't use those
techniques at the same time.
- I don't care. Attack me.
- It's not a question of... Well, I've already given myself a condition. If
it's okay with you, I'll still do it.
The promise went into effect in the blink of an eye. As the locusts had
declared, he would either strike the sacred king's heart or be
blocked.
The outcome would determine whether the mystery of Sirius or the
diabolical technique of Taurvid would be revealed. Whatever
immeasurable mystery they may be hiding, it is unlikely that they can
perfectly foresee any twist of fate...
- Let us begin.
Perhaps when this is all over, someone will be able to remember this
moment.
To remember that this particular day, this particular fork, may have
been of great significance.
3
Samluch is confused. Even a few blocks away from the scene of
Sirius and Taurvid's battle, she wonders only "Why?"
The townspeople suddenly asleep, their precipitous exhaustion, even
the fact that she alone is the exception...
Yes, indeed, all these mysteries are more than puzzling. Now,
however, there's another mystery that's really bugging her.
- H-don't run back and forth, you're annoying.
- Shut up you, your babbling is much more annoying!
The dust from the King of Evil's invasion hasn't even settled yet, and
the Locust of Ferocity, Zairiched, shows up after her.
Samluch dodges all of her fearsome attacks with his spear and
sharps her in return, but this courage is only apparent. From the
moment of their encounter until now, she has wondered about one
thing and one thing only.
A scarlet spear approaches her, but she barely dodges it again. She
may not feel the shockwave-perhaps because of the enemy's
Commandment-but she still understands how formidable such a blow
is.
Like the others, Samluch admits that she is a spunky and rude
person, but that in no way makes her shallow. Rather, it is her
pugnacious nature that allows her to make sound decisions on the
battlefield.
It is why she instinctively understands how dangerous locusts are.
That even if there were a hundred times more of them, she couldn't
face such an opponent.
But then why... Eventually she comes back to this question and feels
the same anxiety. Because of her thoughtless and ferocious
disposition, she finds it difficult to accept the incredible power that
has so suddenly descended upon her.
- A wretched coward. I'm bored with people like you. I bet you live a
gloomy life and no one wants to hang out with you.
- What did you say?! Look at you, you've got the nerve to call others
gloomy!
An angry yell. The clenched fist of her aura hits Zairiched squarely in
the face, but she only responds with a compassionate chuckle.
- There, there, right off the bat... Hehehe, tell me, what are you so
afraid of?
- ...Aah!
- Y-You only know how to run? T-then you can't win. And you can't kill
a flea. Weak, weak... I'm stronger!
Simultaneously, with a sudden cry, the scarlet spear seeks to strike
its target from below. Neither the radius of impact nor the angle of
impact defies common sense: the tip of the spear curves space itself.
There are no safe havens in a battle with a thirsty witch.
Coward... The recent word has settled in her chest, burning through
her like a curse. Yes, she understands that the confusion over the
mysterious amplification is just an excuse.
She has already dealt several blows to Zairiched, but none of them
have had any effect. The reason, as she had pointed out, was merely
her unwillingness to shorten her distance.
But it goes without saying that the shorter the distance, the harder it
is to evade. Which means there's a greater chance of missing the
devil's lance. No, what's even more terrifying is the idea that even a
hard hit won't make any difference - what if it's just a simple lack of
power?
If it's all about a simple lack of firepower, she needs to get hurt on
purpose.
- Damn you!!!
- Wha-o-o-o-o-o?!
A moment, and her body flies upward faster than she can weigh the
situation. When she comes to, she realizes that she is tens of meters
above the ground, and then falls on her back, unable to cushion the
impact.
- Gha, ah...!
- Are you in pain? Sorry. But it's better than being killed, isn't it?
Hearing a gentle voice from the side that could even be called
carefree, Samluch raises her head and sees someone she didn't
expect to see at all.
Does she know what's going on? She seems to have bailed her out
somehow, but there's surprisingly little tension in the warmly smiling
Roxanne.
- Well, you can leave the rest to me. I'll take care of hers.
What's more, she utters words that are also highly questionable.
Even her intonation sounds as weightless as a feather, which makes
it seem like a bad joke. But Roxanne actually walks forward leisurely,
making sure nothing accidentally hits Samluch, and turns her gaze
forward.
Needless to say, it falls on the gloomy looking up Zairiched. Roxanne
fearlessly stands in front of the scarlet locust and gallantly beckons
her toward her.
- Welcome, lady grasshopper. And you were not shy to do as you
please.
All such lunges of the storm pass by. Roxanne finds herself under fire
of such density that any dodging seems impossible, yet not a scratch
is left on her, and a charming smile never leaves her face.
It's as if she's standing in the pouring rain completely dry. She stays
in the safe zone with imperceptible movements that Samluch can't
even discern with her heightened senses, and finds a gap in the
attack that simply can't be there. What's more, she gets closer and
closer to Zairiched as she continues to hold her incredible defense.
- Everything is passing...
It's like she's dancing. Also with a knack that is second to none. It is
essentially as gentle an art as Sirius' swordsmanship, but Samluch
senses some difference in it.
- ...Agh!
- Oh, what a pity, and I was going to make your face a little more
pleasing to the eye.
The dark-haired dancer, her lush form gleaming in the morning sun, is
as graceful and beautiful as a guria weaving a celestial cloth. At the
same time, however, it seems as if a mysterious and unkind glow
lurks within her jewel. Of course, Samluch wasn't the only one who
had questions about her behavior.
Samluch fails to hold back an angry whisper. This can't go on like this.
She clenches her fists, not about to let Roxanne do as she pleases.
As her resolve begins to surpass her terror, the situation between the
two rivals also begins to change.
- T-you're... strong.
Zairiched smiles. Trembling with small shivers, and the eyes in her
sunken eye sockets light up with the fire of eerie joy.
- I'm stronger!!!
Her whole body feels like it has turned into a spear and is coming
closer and closer. Obviously, the encounter with the mighty opponent
has just raised Zairiched to a new level. The inexhaustible fighting
spirit inherent in locusts breeds endless development.
Therefore, even Roxanne cannot dodge with the same success. She
manages to dodge the blow itself, but she makes a tiny error in
trajectory and ends up too close. A powerful momentum pushes her
and tosses her into the air.
- ...Gha-ah!
Like a wild beast, Zairiched growls and grabs her ankle with his
teeth. She bites down on the bone, pulls toward her, and lunges
upward with her spear, but the end of it still strikes only the air.
- You go on and on about strength, and you seem very proud of it...
Having cut off her own right leg, Roxanne hovers in the air behind
Zairiched's head. Exactly in her blind spot-although the lost leg has
already regained its former appearance.
Haoma's gift of incredible speed, allowing her to grow a limb in less
than a hundredth of a second...
- ...But in the end, strength in a fight is strength that is available to
men as well. Of course, we women can also be strong...
A foot glistening with all the colors of the rainbow draws an arc and
hits exactly the back of the locust's head.
Her skull-like head is covered in blood, and the witch howls as she
ruffles her own hair.
- And B-Bahlavan and Taurvid are head over heels in love with me!
An even more powerful lunge with her spear, and this time Roxanne
loses her left arm. However, she covers it with a shawl, and it also
grows back in the blink of an eye for a counterattack.
Their argument aside, the advantage goes from one side to the other.
Roxanne and Zairiched's battle has reached an incredibly high level,
and now they see no one but each other.
So this is her chance. Samluch cast aside all extraneous thoughts,
transforming herself into a creature just waiting for the decisive
moment.
Until her prey gets closer, until her fangs can plunge into her most
vulnerable spot... She's literally turned into a waiting predator, with
silent breathing and spring-loaded muscles.
And the chance she's been waiting for is right in front of her...
- You're no match for me, or anyone else! I'm better than that!
Samluch joyfully clenches his fist. Her posture is restrained, but she
puts all the emotions that drive her into it. Standing to the side,
Roxanne puffs out her cheeks in a hurt look.
Samluch fails to finish because of the shiver that pierces her whole
body like a spear.
- ...It doesn't seem to be over yet.
If she was going to bet on the unexpected, the fight had to end with a
single blow, no matter what. However, she was unable to finish her
opponent off and can no longer escape her fate...
- ...Shut up!
She doesn't know what to expect from her partner, and she doesn't
have much confidence in her, but now Roxanne is obviously fighting
for them. They've just made sure that the two of them are capable of
doing some serious damage to the locusts, so it's enough to
"surround" her until they're victorious.
Why does she keep pouring sweat and the pounding of her heart
barely beats an alarm?
Emerging from behind the veil, Zairiched is covered in wounds. She
has definitely sustained serious damage, which means Samluch's
hunch was correct.
However...
- Uh-oh!
Taurvid raises his voice, but not so much out of surprise as out of a
much stronger respect. For only at this moment has Sirius changed
his manner of swordsmanship.
Sprawling and impressive. Courageous, but subtle. Even with pride-
worthy power, it is not at all stained with blood or carnage.
A savior's blade that gives hope to all who are weak and never
falters. Truly, this is the manner of the true hero that all worthy men
dream of.
- All beautiful things want to imitate... Yes, I know exactly what you
mean, Daeva. I may be a pathetic fake, but that's more than enough
for you.
That's why the blue locust looks up into the sky and laughs out loud
with an innocent laugh.
- Wonderful - amazing, I'm almost in love! Then in exchange for that,
I'll keep my promise and fulfill your request.
Zairiched leans forward, pointing his spear, while the Taurvid leaps to
his feet, spreading his blades as if pointing to heaven and earth.
Does this mean that conflicting prohibitions are nothing more than
suicide?
The answer is no.
Of course, it's not easy to hide it. Indeed, Sirius no longer has any
doubts, and Samluch has begun to guess vaguely.
Simply put, we have to reason from the contrary. Since the locusts
have so far preferred inexhaustible endurance, the second
Commandments has been reduced to a minimum, but it can be
partially seen.
A rampant fang that leaves nothing living in its path. That is their truth,
which they have perfected for five hundred years.
- Taurvi Astwihad.
- Zairi Astwihad.
Blue makes a circle. The scarlet color rushes from its place. The
fervor and lust slashes and pierces the universe itself.
Nothing can stop them, and they do not intend to release their prey.
- ...А...
A perfect mortal wound. No miracle, no divine act can save her any
longer.
It was this moment... that determined the demise of the yazata
named Samluch.
4
- Take out the ligature, leave the seal, fill this emptiness. Hear me, I
pray, Avesta - let my desire find you on the wings of the oath.
The right to establish one's own rule of life that will be valid even after
death. If no one could assert themselves and take pride in their
differences with the rest of the world, the universe would quickly
become an empty farce. In a world where everyone only fights
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among themselves, like puppets, there would be no richness of
individual colors without the ability to define one's way of life.
In a real scene...
Complex but orderly, in which good and evil, love and hate, joy and
sorrow intertwine.
Overflowing life and death with hope and despair, victories and
defeats.
The heavenly spinner turns to him. Tell me, what color pattern will you
show me?
Tell me of your radiance. Enchant me with your shining values. What
fleeting light will your Commandment shed on my canvas of eternal
battle?
- I'm...
Feeling the deity's question inside him, Ferdows is speechless for a
moment.
Not because he is confused, much less afraid.
He only wants to carve his decision. On his own soul, on the most
ruthless world. He deliberately "collects" the feelings that overwhelm
him in their entirety, so that they will never weaken again.
And so it is quite natural that the words that follow are devoid of the
slightest shred of doubt.
The form of this address is polite and courteous, but the feeling
behind it is close to the threat of a madman.
Give me strength. Do your work. Dare you cross me, and I will
destroy you...
In the face of a young man turned into a knight of hate, Truth speaks
with all the earnestness in the world.
She praises him. Cherishes him. How beautiful this pattern is. With
love for all things, two different eyes gaze upon him from one who
sits beyond human comprehension.
***
The Fiery Sword of the Pernicious Curve, Taurvi Astwihad... A
Commandment forbidding any action, from gait to hand or eye
movements, except in an arc.
Frankly, it forces a detour in everything, and though you wouldn't
expect such a thing from a blue locust with his easygoing disposition,
it is in the intentional observance of the rule that its value lies.
A spiraling blade that forever draws an arc that could cut through
creation. The damage it inflicts increases considerably, but it also
becomes more narrowly focused.
By reducing all its movements to a single vector, it ceases to pay
attention to its surroundings. After all, he is unable to achieve a
circumferential path of his own thoughts.
He has by no means strayed from his own path, much less vowed to
serve him faithfully.
To even out the contradiction by force of self and to achieve a perfect
compatibility between Bahlavan's Commandment and his own
Commandment is Taurvid's present goal. This may be difficult for him
now, and he cannot prevent the deformation, but one day he will
achieve it.
At the very least, faced with it, Sirius cannot think otherwise.
Yes, in the end this only applies to Sirius.
- W-well...!
- ...What?
An astonished cry resounded simultaneously from the attacking and
the defending side. Which means that a third party has just entered
the fray.
- What is it... The interference of a small fry has spoiled the mood?
It was none other than Ferdows - a moment before Taurvid's blade
reached Sirius, he appeared right in his path. The manner was so
clumsy that it could not be called either a defense or a counter-attack
- he literally threw himself under attack. In an instant, the young man's
frail, diminutive body was transformed into a bloody sack of meat and
bones.
In spite of this, however, the blue spiral stopped. From the outside it
looks as ridiculous as if an ant had stopped a comet, but of course
there are several reasons.
In other words, in this case, his danger against anyone other than
Sirius is not so great. He's still capable of cleaving heaven and earth
with a single blow, but there's no doubt that he couldn't hit the
suddenly interfering fighter with all his might.
Without delay, the gifts of the starry spirit layered on top of each
other. A forbidden technique, destructive to enemies and wearers,
offering extraordinary power only to those who forsake the morrow.
Ferdows, wrapped in a comet of exorcism, rushes after Taurvid with
almost frantic determination. He no longer even looks at Sirius behind
him.
He will kill the enemy. He will kill him, no matter what. No matter what
happens to him, he can't stand the way the scum keep breathing.
Every minute, every second - every moment, as long as there are still
Daevas in the world, by his connivance he only tarnishes Marika's
glorious name.
Taurvid laughingly blocks a lunge that could pierce the planet, but still
can't get the momentum down to zero and flies back. Ferdows, who
rushes after him, also draws his sword from its sheath and sparks fly
through the air at supernatural speed. Both of them are already
hundreds of kilometers away from the capital and keep dashing
forward. They keep colliding with each other.
At this rate, a full circle around the planet is unlikely to take them
more than a few minutes.
- Well, he's obviously hiding something else, too, but I'll try to find out
more after I defeat you. The idea of turning my bloodlust against me
is a pretty good one, and I can guess what it cost you, but...
At this, Taurvid turns to attack for the first time. A blade of fervor,
dissecting the universe.
Now that the two opponents can see each other, the blue spiral is
strikingly different from the one blocked from the outside. Once again
Ferdows cannot even make out the sweep of his blades and
crumbles to bloody shreds. Before the unthinkable cruelty of a Daeva
of special rank, any one awaits only a sad demise...
If he falls, it will end like their first fight. This time, however, his
readiness is quite different.
- Indeed, I am weak...
Ferdows, chopped into little pieces, still does not fall, continuing to
hang in the air. Besides, albeit slowly, he is going back.
Despite the fact that Taurvid has forcefully commanded him to "Die,"
his will is now enough to resist even that.
Drunk with bliss, Taurvid drools, torn between two desires. But one
such as he is is incapable of understanding the answer in any case.
There is no one in the world who is as far removed from the sadness
and suffering of the weak as the locusts. That is why this power is
not so much like him as it is his exact opposite.
- Ah-ah-ah-ah, that's it, I can't wait any longer!
- Guo-o-o-o-o-o!!!
Therefore, his statement that locusts are the best fit was quite
appropriate. A reality which without any shyness or mercy hammered
into him an awareness of the difference in their abilities. Its own
potential, comparable to a small stone on the side of the road.
The greater the difference between the two sides, the greater the
regrets that awaken the young warrior.
And yet it is evident that under such circumstances he will not fail for
anything-and the newly assembled blue locust flies at Ferdows as if
nothing had happened.
- What?! What kind of power was that?! Now that's what I mean, it
would have been boring without that!
At the sound of a thunderous battle call, the spiraling blade bleeds
Ferdows, causing new scarlet flowers to blossom. Thanks to his
regeneration, he can continue to fight, but he is still unable to
withstand Taurvid's attacks. Rather, their danger only grows more
dangerous each time, which means it inevitably leads to another
reinforcement, and this indescribable game of tug-of-war has no end
in sight.
While the fight to the death is going on, with no time to even blink, he
keeps counting down in his head. There's just over three minutes to
zero.
He can't be sure he's counting accurately, though. The last time he
checked the time was more than five minutes ago, and he can't check
again now.
For one thing, he doesn't have time for it, and even if he did, it would
be immediately apparent. He's already seen how sharp Taurvid's
instincts are, and if he wants to get something done, he needs to go
around him. Even if he manages to buy time, I doubt anything will
come of it if his opponent expects it.
Very soon a new day will come. It is still early morning here in the
holy kingdom, but in Ferdows' homeland it is about to hit midnight.
5
The scarlet thirst that burst forth was truly invincible. It has created
the destruction that Zairiched had hoped for, but it has also created a
bizarre spectacle that even she herself cannot control.
- Ouch, ouch, moment, stop - stop, stop, ah-ah-ah-ah!
Beautifully she only managed to run a few hundred yards. After that,
she stumbled awkwardly and screeched across the ground like a
pebble on a watery surface. The difference was so unsightly that it
was nothing short of a bad comedy.
It is likely that her respect and affection for Bahlavan is stronger than
that of Taurvid. Her power against outsiders not only falls, she cannot
touch them at all, and every time she must go on a curve, she
bounces in the air and rolls on, as if stumbling. It may look like a
parody of a steeplechase, but she doesn't move a millimeter from her
main straight path.
The Spear of Scarlet Thirst never misses its target. Which means its
chosen prey will surely be killed.
- ...Kha!
On a straight as an arrow trail of destruction, Roxanne sits coughing
up blood. Her eternal smile still lingers on her lips, but she still looks
much paler, with numerous drops of sweat protruding from her face
and dripping down her chin.
She has lost the entire right side of her body. No matter how many of
Haoma's gifts she uses, she fails to regenerate-she can't even stop
the bleeding. The power of Zairiched, left in her wounds, is like
poison, stopping any attempt to heal them.
- That's unfortunate. That's a little... I could die that way. But with my
restraints...
- Agh! Roxanne!
The fact that she stopped feeling pain is the best proof of that. Now
that Samluch has lost everything below her chest, she already has
two feet in the grave. No matter how hard she fights, her life can no
longer be saved, and the sense of pain that is supposed to help her
avoid death just can't work properly.
- So... Don't you think you don't look too good either?
- Unlike you, I didn't take the masochist commandment, so I'll get
over it. But you can't heal anything in this position.
- ...Is this about her?
- Yes. If that skank isn't killed or at least chased off this planet, I'm in
danger, too.
But they don't have the power to fight back. Which means, it's safe to
say, they have no choice.
- So I'm sorry, but I have to leave you. Of course, if I get the chance,
I'll definitely avenge you, don't worry.
She sticks her tongue out and speaks in a mischievous tone, but it
sounds strange. Far enough to weaken the effects of Zairiched's
power and successfully heal everything, only another planet can
escape. However, the teleportation necessary for this is impossible
without Sirius' permission.
The mere fact that she leaves her comrade to his fate and flees,
worrying only about her own well-being, contradicts the Ashavan way
of thinking. Especially considering that this decision obviously doesn't
torment her, rather, it goes without saying for her.
As it is, she has always been the kind of person who doesn't worry
about nothing. How to behave in this situation, and will she be able to
overcome it? That is all that matters now, and she only clenches her
fists with all her might.
Like a candle about to go out, Samluch's eyes still burn with fire.
Indeed, Roxanne rarely decides to act for others. All she cares about
is how exactly she will amuse herself. What kind of scene she can
build.
Her inner urges don't work in any other direction, and that's why
Samluch shocks her so much. This pure determination to live and die
without any double bottom seems beautiful to her.
Softly whispering this, she kisses Samluch's bloodied cheek. This kind
of behavior between the two women disgusts her, but even this
reaction seems charming to Roxanne.
- Don't worry, I'll see it through to the end. The way you die.
Please show me how beautiful your death is. Sing your contrived
radiance as the gem that complements your beauty...
The whole thing swoops over Roxanne's head as she squints her
eyes mesmerized.
It's like an innocent girl trying her makeup for the first time and
admiring herself in the mirror, forgetting to count the time. Or maybe
like a seductress admiring her beautiful skin while bathing in a bath of
blood.
Finally back in the capital, Zairiched also notices the towering column
of aura. The unforeseen sight makes her involuntarily ask a rhetorical
question, but in general terms she understands, of course.
She doesn't like it. I mean, she's genuinely proud of the fact that her
spear is the ultimate death gimmick. A lethal hold is supposed to kill in
one blow, which means if the enemy survives it, they're no good. How
so - if her calling card turns out to be a lie, she will be even further
removed from the throne of the strongest!
And anyway, even more irritating to her is the fact that this aura is
red. Scarlet, crimson, scarlet... It's her pride, isn't it?
- T-then we are too much alike. D-don't think that imitating me will
make men like you, ugly. You miserable fake, I'll kill you. I'll kill you!
At the same time, the power of the locusts themselves rises to the
sky, vowing to flee until they reach their target.
The scarlet thirst transforms into thrust, and Zairiched, who has
become the devil's all-piercing spear, rushes forward. She is faster
than light itself now, and the blast of her kinetic energy could split
even a star.
...A moment.
"Zero...!"
- I tell you, you don't have enough experience. It's written all over
your face.
- Fight to the death is such a thing, where one moment can mean the
difference between life and death. So why are you making plans
ahead of time?
These regret-filled words are appropriate and fit the locusts perfectly.
According to the basics of battle, one can never be sure what will
happen in the next second exists only "now". It is in the willingness to
devote one's whole self to that dazzling moment that lies the power
worthy of finding the future.
- It was great at first, and then you flattened out and deflated. I wish
I'd met you in twenty years...
Taurvid shrugs, sighs, and is about to throw his head away, when
suddenly...
There's nothing strange about this rebirth-it's just that Tuesday still
hasn't come. Ferdows thought he was in quite a hurry, so he counted
slowly, but in the end he still had more than ten seconds left.
This shows how much of a hurry he was in. His mediocrity, his own
worthlessness once again sinking its fangs into him, and he has
nothing to counteract Taurvid's reproaches...
- You don't mean to say you're going to run, do you? Let's see who
wins, Locusts of Ferocity.
Taurvid feels an imposing force begin to gather in the young man's
frail body. An internal pressure building despite the fragility of his
vessel-its meaning is obvious, and precisely because he feels a chill
running down his back, he can't back down.
As long as he claims the throne of the strongest, there can only be
one answer to any challenge.
The "universal hero" that Ferdows will never become, and even bode
for his doom... Of course, reaching out to his unique nature can only
expect to turn to ash, as if he flew too close to the sun.
Especially today, Tuesday, the day of fire...
His words are nothing more than common sense. On any planet, in
any culture, intelligent life forms, in their concerns, sooner or later
lean toward religious beliefs.
After which they reflect them in their calendars. A prayer for a
peaceful everyday life in the name of the phenomena and
personalities that have been elevated to the status of gods in the
course of history. It is highly likely that one particular patron can be
identified in each culture.
The god of war, the hero, the legend of the victor... To the chanting of
the great god of battles is what Tuesday is all about; it is in him that
his power rests.
- The Flaming Red Light is the Face of the God of War.... Novruz
Veretragna!
- O-o-o-o-o-o-o!!!
In an instant, Taurvid's entire body catches fire and turns to ash.
However, the infamous locust flame, of course, cannot fall so easily.
The spiraling curved blades fold in a cross and begin to spiral,
dissecting the will of the god of war. As if undermining a relentlessly
pounding wave of ultra-high temperatures, it slowly creeps closer to
Ferdows, who is at the epicenter.
- Ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!!! What fun, what happiness,
it's been a long time since I've been on fire like this!!!
- Not yet, it's too soon for you to die! Your head belongs to me!
- Hee, hee, hee, hee... I'm going to kill you. I will. Don't you dare die
without permission, you impostor freak!
The two red-hot fronts oscillate back and forth equally, and the
course of events is still chaotic and unpredictable. But it is clear to all
that one side of the scale of life is beginning to tip over.
Fighting the Locusts like lions, the yazatas will die here. Even if they
were victorious, they would only burn to the ground, to say nothing of
defeat. Mortally wounded from the start, Samluch has no future in
any case, and Feru will have to endure the effects of several
Commandments.
So perhaps we should pray for them to at least fulfill their last will.
That leaves one who sees no other choice, and yet does not agree to
put up with it.
- Alas, this is the most I can do. Forgive me, I will by no means let it
go to waste.
The king's sword plunges into the ground again. Just like the time he
put all his subjects to sleep in an instant, then began to absorb their
lives... This time, however, it has a completely different effect.
- ...Away.
The stellar wind, raised by the flapping of silver wings, has no effect
on the ashavans of the planet, sending only foreign bodies flying.
These, of course, are the two specially ranked Daevas, absorbed in
mortal combat and expecting no outside interference.
- Wha-o-o-o-o-o?!
- Wh-o-o-o?!
If they had been in better shape, they would not have allowed
themselves to be dealt with. But now the locusts are wounded and
exhausted, their eternal engines disabled.
The wind of the starbird inevitably sends them flying far beyond the
clouds. They are thrown out of the planet's atmosphere, into space,
even farther...
Despite this, the holy king muttering to himself, ignoring the confusion
of his subjects around him, still shows not a hint of a smile.
***
- Damn it, damn it, damn it now, that's enough of that, it's not fair!
- Quite good, Sirius. Wait at my place, I'll be right back!
The locusts, banished from the holy kingdom, almost trample the non-
existent earth in indignation. This is the second time they have been
cast out in this way, and since their memories of that time still haunt
them, they cannot bear to see the same fate again. They go on and
on, crying and complaining about their fate, not even aware that they
are in the darkness of interstellar space.
They always got along like cats and dogs. With or without the
Commandment, their meeting could end in nothing but a fight to the
death.
But this time, a moment before they are about to clash, the two
suddenly stop. It's not because they're unwell, much less because
they've suddenly gained wisdom.
It's because something completely unforeseen has occurred next to
them.
- What's that?
- What is that...?
That's why they have only one answer in mind. They see it for the
first time, but they have already heard of it. For since they are going
to be the strongest, sooner or later they must defeat this opponent.
- Angra Mainyu!!!
- Angra Mainyu!!!
- How sad...
The occasional female voice from within makes the locusts' hair stand
on end. It is not aggressive, it is not even clear whether she has
noticed them, but the creepiness it exudes makes me dizzy. The
words themselves are perfectly understandable, but it is impossible
to discern their meaning at all.
- How sad, where is the salvation I long for? This time it will be real...
Yes, I believe it.
Translated by @jasper.fx
1
The first feeling I experienced was loneliness. Sadness bordering on
horror, confusion as to why I was all alone.
- Look, the little things have come together after all. As a reward for
this, I, Taurvid, will mow you all down.
- I-I didn't think you'd treat me and this fool the same. As a reward
for this, I, Zairiched, will stab you all until no one is left.
While the endless rain of their blood showered me, I could only sigh
bitterly at being cut off from my surroundings. Ah, if I had legs, if I
had arms, if I had a mouth, if I had wings... Surely this loneliness
would not have tormented me so much.
The vector of my own fulfillment was deeply secondary to me. I only
wanted those who stomped on me, who pecked at me, who defiled
and ignored me, to know that I was here. I didn't care if I did it
through a massacre like theirs or through the exact opposite of their
mercy.
Both punches and hugs required hands. Both curses and forgiveness
require the ability to utter words. Yet I was deprived of even such
basic rights.
How lonely I felt. I was so frustrated by the coldness of loneliness
that I almost went crazy. In fact, what frightened me was that I
doubted even where I was.
Since no one recognized me, I could not deny with certainty that
everything around me was not just a dream or a mirage. To declare
that I was thinking, and therefore existing, first of all required an
unquestioning ego. And the ego, in turn, is formed in relationships with
others.
As a result, I could not even become myself, only hovering like a petal
in the wind. As something vague and intangible, unable even to know
if it existed or not... I suppose if I had disappeared at some point, life
would have gone on without any change. There wouldn't be a single
living soul in the whole world that had any feelings for me, that could
prove my existence.
Powerless, meaningless. And therefore useless. I could not accept
that the more I pondered, the more I thought of myself in this way. I
want to become like others whose existence is clearly felt by those
around me. To have a relationship in which we could call each other
by name, acknowledge each other.
That's all I've longed for, earnestly. I realize that, at some point, this
desire became the foundation of my blurry life, which cannot even be
called loneliness.
Because you were born out of my desire, in terms of age, you were
my little brother. However, since it was in the embrace of your love
that I found myself, perhaps I can also be called a little sister.
Even this empty argument brought me so much joy that my heart
almost jumped out of my chest.
I dreamed of the moment when, at the end of the holy war that I had
sworn to make my last, you and I would be one again.
So why did you turn your back on me that time?
You didn't share the pain and joy of that demise with me, but you
betrayed me, leaving me all alone.
Unthinkable treason. Unforgivable treachery. I could never have
imagined that in your last moments you would change your mind, and
so I was shaken to my core.
And this is why I want once more, no - this time to put an end to this
story we made up together.
This is what is, for me, the best providence.
The form of that happiness that I so earnestly pray for, that I desire.
2
The morning sun shining through my eyelids wakes me from my
sleep. At the same time, I realize that I'm crying, and I'm overcome
by mild surprise.
- This... dream...
The moisture running down my cheeks does not bode well, which
makes me want to shake it off immediately, but on the other hand, for
some reason I want to keep this feeling longer, and this is also
frightening. I'm even starting to think that I might have been subjected
to some kind of psychic attack by Mashyana, when suddenly...
Something heavy falls sharply on my stomach and knocks all the air
out of me at once. From such a surprise I cannot say a word, and I
already close my eyes to lose consciousness, but this time something
starts to whip my cheeks.
Who's that? It looks like someone is sitting on top of me, but neither
my voice nor my impression is familiar. Such rough bodily contact
immediately chases away the emotions that had possessed me after
sleep, and when I open my eyes, tearful already for a completely
different reason, I see...
- Are you awake? Good morning.
- Well, yes... Hello.
I really don't know her, though. She looks like an extremely perky little
girl of about ten, but somehow I sense that she is not so simple.
Her big, round eyes are full of innocent curiosity and a strange
maturity, but you can't tell one from the other... And anyway, I didn't
notice it right away, but she's covered with feathers.
Ashozushta, the sacred bird that patronizes many Ashavans of the Air
Burial Zone, embodied herself in this girl.
Thus we began our breakfast, but before we dive into the commotion
around the table, let me say one thing. Ashozushta, who was hit on
the head by Zurvan and was shouting angrily, has no right to object to
violence and the like. She is as good at fist-pumping as any of the
others, for no particular reason.
It shows that she's not just a decent fighter in the Air Burial Zone, but
she's so different from the image I have in my head that I can't get
over the feeling of aloofness that has been created. No wonder I try
to escape from it all to someone who also feels superfluous here.
- Come on, Magsarion, you need to eat your vegetables. How about
some tea?
- Shut up. Stop talking to me non-stop, I'm sick of it.
But he's still himself, and he's not at all shy about expressing himself.
Still hiding under a bag over his head, he still manages to chew on a
bun. Seeing this, Ashozushta sighs wearily.
- What a rude young man he is. And he doesn't know how to behave
at the table either. Is he really an Ashavan?
- I don't think Avesta would lie to you. He has his own circumstances,
and I hope you can forgive him.
- How thoughtful of you. Are they really on such terms with each
other, Zurvan?
- You never know. That would only make it more fun for me, but I
hear it's your doing, Incest.
- ...
- Hey, are you even listening?
- Incest, Zurvan's talking to you.
- Huh? Oh, sorry. What were you saying?
- ...Nothing. I'm tired of the stupid show, I tell you.
From her relaxed manner it did not seem that the matter was urgent,
but evidently, for some reason, time is dear to her now. At my
question Ashozushta for some reason turns to Incest, as if asking her
permission, and then begins her story.
- You know about the power of star spirits, don't you? As long as we
live on this planet, we can't go against its will. Well, like children who
have to submit to the control of their parents-s.
- Yeah, so?
It goes without saying that the great determines the behavior of the
small. There are times when the power of a star spirit comes into
effect by its will, just as Kaikhosru can at any moment turn the
population of a dragon's star remains into jewels, and there are times
when it becomes part of its nature.
Power in the form of a law in force in a certain territory, for example,
that no drujvants can be born in the holy kingdom. If we continue with
the analogy of parents and children, it is also not difficult to
understand. In fact, it is a kind of heredity.
Incest interrupts to clarify what has been said, and it does seem to
be true. So that explains the indescribable sense of uncleanness that
Mashyana's stellar body was producing, like the smell going from
overripe to rotten.
I suddenly think of Zurvan, turn to him, and see him frowning his
eyebrows thoughtfully.
- So, is it my fault?
- Isn't it? Surely it's all explained by some nonsense like someone's
behavior has discouraged her from living. So I'd like to see our
lothario take responsibility for what he's done as well.
- I think... that's a little too much. Mashyana must also have her own
circumstances, and frankly, I think it's a bit hasty to jump to
conclusions...
- Why are you sticking up for her?
In response to this pertinent remark, Ashozushta only fluffs her
feathers and smirks.
- That's the Incest man. We found her just as you disappeared, but,
as you see, her point of view doesn't coincide with ours.
- So you've known her since I disappeared? So you don't know what
she was doing until then too, Ash?
- Well, yes, even when I ask, she doesn't say.
- This may surprise you, but she has no malice, so I hope you will
forgive her. Rather, it's because she's like that that she's useful to us,
so maybe you'll think of her in that way.
- ...Well, she did help us out.
- Though she did give us a lot of trouble... Well, it's too late to
complain about that now. We're used to weirdos.
We can agree with Ashozushta's logic: the fact that she is different
from the others means that she is capable of something special. After
all, you could say that about Zurvan, and about Magsarion. Even I
myself am beginning to feel something in myself that is unbecoming of
an Ashavan.
So I have only to wait until they have finished discussing their plans.
Incest turns to us and bows with a smile.
- Thank you for your generosity. I realize I'm acting a little strange,
but it's just my nature that it's hard to fix. Perhaps I will still
accidentally hurt your feelings, but I hope you will not be offended.
- Yeah, so about Mashyana...
- Oh, yeah, sorry to interrupt. Indeed, as a living organism, she's
already dead, and everything in the Air Burial Zone is involved in the
decay of Gaiaomart. Now only Ashozushta can resist more or less
successfully.
- Without my gifts, everyone would be a zombie in no time. So don't
forget my kindness.
Ashanka puffs her chest out proudly, but from what she has managed
to say, they are now literally on the brink. Indeed, the power over
decay is a ghastly force that cannot even be described by the word
"repulsive".
A nature of filth that continues to exist even after death, infecting
everything around it with its filth... For Ashavans, who attach great
importance to their own lives, such an existence lacks the very
foundation of morality.
- However, I could hardly have lasted thirteen years on my own. All
this time we have held on precisely because of Incest.
- Does this have something to do with her strange influence on
Mashyana?
- She herself explains it that way. Something that might strike her to
the core.
- ...It's a long time to explain. But unfortunately, I can't finish her off.
- You understand that she is dead, and therefore you can confront
her. But because she's dead, you can't kill her, right?
- All in all, the logic is correct. If anyone can send her to her death
once and for all, there's only one.
In response to the remark, in which one senses some hope, all eyes
turn to one particular person.
- Wonderful! I was afraid that you even now can not hold out and
again will be stubborn s.
- Hey, what do you think I am?
- In short, a little boy? You're always acting like a bully, but in fact you
worry a lot about little things, just like Mashyana.
- What did you say, let's go out!
- Oh, you want a fight? Do you want to fight?
I can't help but sigh that they've already decided to grab hold of each
other here, but it's a relief to see that we've reached an agreement
on our goal. If you look closely, Incest is also relieved to have a hand
on his chest, and when he catches my eye, he bows to me again.
- Thank you again, Quinn. I've already told Zurvan, but when we get
this whole thing sorted out, I'll be sure to tell him everything. About
who I am.
- Good. Then you and Ashozushta can come back to the holy
kingdom with us.
- I mean, do you think we'll be accepted as Yazata? It's a great
honor, of course, but can we?
- Ultimately it's up to His Majesty to decide, but I don't think he'll mind.
After all, if all goes well, they will be an integral part of defeating the
evil king. No one will be able to object to their initiation, and his
majesty will probably be pleased with them. Even Samluk and Fehr
might be cautious at first, but I'm sure they'll become friends in the
end.
- Sounds like you've got some good comrades left over there. I can
see it in your face.
- It's been a little over twenty-four hours since we parted, but I seem
to miss them already. Strange, isn't it?
Until now, Ashozushta and the others have been forced to hold their
defenses only because they lacked a decisive factor, and it is evident
from their behavior that this problem has been solved with the return
of Zurvan. So I decide to trust them as well, and I will not belatedly
contradict them.
...Although, how should I put it... Recognizing her as the sacred bird
of silence and harmony doesn't work at all.
But the next thing I know, the words of Incest are chasing away the
questions in my head.
Why am I acting this way? No, I understand that. That's why it hurts
so much.
***
Magsarion was on the hill where we spoke to him yesterday. Proudly
standing at his small stature, looking down on the village and the
working villagers.
I wonder what he's thinking, and I know I can read it, but I don't feel
much inclination to. Right now he is not a raging knight, feared even
by his allies, but a lonely child who is unsure how he should live his
life. What he will choose, what answer he will find, how he will enter
adulthood... I want only to watch him grow up.
And yet...
If I may, let this moment last a little longer, an eternity. Ah, it turns out
I must be dreaming now.
If our relationship were to begin from this moment, what would it
become... This selfish question seems unbearably beautiful to me. I
don't want to lose Magsarion, whom I can touch, whom I can talk to,
who awkwardly but tries to get close to me.
I wonder what the look on my face was when I heard his gruff voice?
I try to smile, but maybe I look like I'm confused.
I'm so embarrassed by this that I can't look him in the face, instead
standing behind a tree as if hiding from him. Leaning my back against
the trunk, I turn to Magsarion standing behind it.
It's surprisingly easy to talk. A tired sigh is heard on the other side of
the tree, prompting me to tell you why I'm here.
I am now trying to force you back into this ruthless reality. To the
place where you are a blood-stained, raging knight who himself has
said there is no turning back, and curses all that lies ahead.
When he returns, where will the present boy disappear to? Perhaps if
we do not destroy Mashyagh, but successfully gain possession of
him, this Magsarion can be protected, but only if he is allowed to
remain in the rear.
If you bring him to the battlefield, there must be a fierce struggle to
gain possession of him, and the others hope that in the process the
Mashyagh can be destroyed.
- Frankly, you will definitely have to face some serious danger. I will
also be very busy and will not be able to keep an eye on you all the
time.
So I understand that the Magsarion I'm talking to now will disappear
anyway. Our battle together will be his last, and his only options are
to be killed by Mashyana or by himself.
- Perhaps-no, almost certainly you will die. But the younger brother of
Lord Varhran certainly wouldn't be afraid of something like that, would
he?
Please let this childish threat work, and you will be frightened as
befits your age. Even the fact that I used the forbidden words "little
brother of a hero" is due to my desire to get him to say no.
Then let your team change my priority. If you confess to me
wholeheartedly that you are afraid and do not want to go, I can
protect who you are now. This dream will continue, and may yet
surpass reality...
- ...Agh!
...Did he notice that I was crying? And also in such a gentle, slightly
annoyed, but as if pitying voice?
That's not fair. It's a kind of cowardice. If you open up to me like that,
it'll be harder for me to leave you. I mean, I'll give it all up and try to
run away with you.
- I told you I couldn't let such a rude man meet a great hero. Besides,
you haven't finished your training yet.
- Huh? Wait, what are you talking about?
- Did you forget that you decided to train on me? That's why it's too
early for you.
- Until you are trained, I won't let you go. Remember this well: I'm
used to doing every job I'm assigned.
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- Ah, can you hear me all right, ladies and gentlemen? Something
curious is about to happen. Depending on the circumstances, I may
need your participation, so don't let me down. It's going to be fun!
The voice goes off on its own, and you can't tell that anyone is
expecting an answer to it. But somehow I can't call it a meaningless
monologue, either.
This voice has definitely reached specific recipients, and "they"
undoubtedly hear it. The fact that no one responds to it anyway is
due only to the fact that this one-sided act of communication makes
everyone cringe.
She won't be able to get the answer she's looking for. Besides,
Mashyana doesn't have time for that.
- Apparently, he cares more for his children than he seems to. Since
he swears so much on the honor of the children, your treasure just
can't be broken. If something incomprehensible has happened, you'd
better look for the cause in your own lack of knowledge, Mashyana.
Either regarding the function of the artifact or something else. As
annoying as this is, it is safe to say that the conversation was not in
vain, as she learned of her own ignorance. The fifth king of evil puts
up with such an answer and decides to ask one more question, now
that she has the opportunity.
She already knew that. No one had clearly explained it to her, but it
wasn't hard to guess the origin of Nadare for the most part.
Clearly, then, it will happen again. However, Mashyana decides it has
nothing to do with her, and she is silent as well.
- But I'm still so eager to see it, so agonizing over the decision...
Perhaps I, too, am thinking this way out of my own ignorance. In that
case, omniscience would surely be like death. For then nothing would
be enjoyable.
Even after hearing such a statement, which draws a line under the
monologue, the other six remain speechless.
Anyway, here we are, flying across the vast Air Burial Zone to fight
Mashyana. Teleportation is a powerful technique, and as such, it's
easy to spot; if we're suddenly under the enemy's nose, we'll only
bring unnecessary danger upon ourselves. So we decided to fly to
the very edge of Mashyana's perception once, and then fly to it from
there. It is slow, but since secrecy is our first priority, we must
proceed with caution.
We've been flying for more than five hours and can already see the
stellar body of the evil king, but it doesn't look like we're getting
anywhere near it - which once again speaks to the enormous size of
the enemy. As fear rises in me again, I gather my will into a fist,
waiting for the battle to begin.
I look at him and ask him not to say anything unnecessary. I'm still
trying my best to hide from Magsarion the fact that, from his point of
view, reality is twenty years ahead of us. Even without considering
my own opinion, his confusion in the here and now won't do us any
good.
- What a henchwoman you are, Quinn. Do you really think he's happy
being a piece of shit?
- Leave me alone. I'm the one assigned to keep an eye on him.
- Well, Quinn's right about that. I won't argue with you about your
plans anymore, either.
- I'll be grateful to you for that.
- That's cold. It looks like I've already been disliked here, but at least
let me thank you. You did agree to a whole bunch of my
incomprehensible conditions.
And yet that's why I vowed to protect the little one. Even if, very
soon, the past twenty years of harsh reality were to cover his head, I
wanted the boy standing here to leave his mark.
I'd like him to make at least the slightest difference to the fierce
knight's way of life. Since regrets are an important part of Magsarion,
one cannot make him get rid of them completely, like a stain on a
garment.
A true ashawan does not curse shame or regret, but accepts them
for what they are, continuing to stand on their own feet.
Perhaps carrying one's own crimes within oneself and living one's life
of punishment is really hard, but that's the kind of hero I want
Magsarion to be.
I surpassed my father's orders and decided to keep Magsarion
company in "training" until the very end. I believe that if, as a result,
we bind ourselves by some new bond, I will be able to meet
Magsarion, who is different from the previous one.
- I get it. I don't have time to worry about others anyway. I just
wanted to take this opportunity to tell you that you are my ideal,
Magsarion.
- ...In what way?
- Well, literally, but since your babysitter is so noisy, you can figure
the rest out for yourself. You're not the type to listen to what others
say anyway, are you?
- ...
- I'm counting on you, so don't let me down. Especially since we may
never see each other again.
Zurvan teases fate with a smile, but he does not show his usual non-
seriousness. He is also, in his manner, anticipating further
developments and sincerely intends to part with his life as befits him.
This means that everyone is exceptionally serious. Myself and
Magsarion, Incest and Zurvan all have their reasons for considering
this a case where there is no turning back. The Fifth Evil King is an
obstacle that cannot be bypassed, and it is now safe to say that her
or our death is inevitable.
Even the fact that Ashozushta is nowhere to be seen shows that she
is determined, though not as determined as the rest of us. Since she
should be the next star spirit, her main task now is to ensure the
safety of the villagers under her charge.
This means she can't fight alongside us while they remain on her
back, and even in the guise of a girl this remains difficult. After years
of fighting the power of Mashyana, Ashozushta is quite exhausted,
and in this condition, fighting in her already fragile human form would
be true suicide.
Rather, I am even grateful to her for covering our rear, literally holding
the future of the Air Burial Zone on her shoulders. We now have
virtually unlimited gifts of flight, stealth, and even teleportation within
the planet. As support, this is more than enough.
Of course, that doesn't negate our small numbers, but we use our
fighters and strategy as effectively as possible. If there is anything
else to discuss, it is one thing, and that is what I choose to talk about.
- If we know it, we can figure out how to counter it. Could you tell us
about him?
- Alas, I don't know him.
- You don't?
- You of all people should know that I don't lie.
- It's all over your face, Quinn. Even I can only guess at things that
didn't happen at all.
- Are you telling me that Mashyana doesn't have a Commandment?
- At least thirteen years ago she didn't.
- It's quite common for star spirits. You take a vow to acquire a
power, and if nothing compels you to lack it, no one will want you to.
Think of how it went for you.
- Really... I guess that's where you're right.
Immediately after I was born, I was thrown into outer space, and I
called upon Avesta, because I had to gain power as soon as
possible. Of course, there are different cases, but I suppose that
most often the Commandment is taken out of haste or dissatisfaction.
In that case, star spirits, who are born extremely powerful, are
indeed rarely in this situation. Judging from the memories that came
to me in my dream, the ego-found Mashyana was content with
everything up to the time Zurvan betrayed her. One could say that the
encounter with her one and only older brother made her world
perfect.
- I might add that their perception of time is quite different from that
of humans. We had been fighting for fourteen or fifteen years, but it
felt like an instant. Compared to our way of being, it's too short.
- But you were both ready to give up your lives in the end. But as a
result, for thirteen years you had to walk a different path... You must
have thought about that.
- Well, yes. Of course, some things have changed in us since then.
- Now she has the Commandment. Is that a hunch you could call
right?
- After all, she is a mirror image of me. But I can't say anything
concrete.
- ...Huh?!
- Oh, shit, you got it figured out already? Ashka is good for nothing!
Zurvan curses and pulls out his gun. There's no telling what's caused
this sudden development, but we have to assume we've been
spotted. Which means all we have to do is gather our strength, and
when I'm already covering Magsarion, getting ready to fight back...
...I hear Incest shouting from the side. We look at her with surprise,
and she continues quietly.
- Look, it's holding still. If we move now, we'll only bring more trouble.
Indeed, the mystery tree may be spreading its branches and foliage
with an ominous noise, but it doesn't seem to be paying attention to
us. The gift of stealth still renders us invisible, and we can guess that
it did not originate here to fight.
- But in that case, what is it? Did you know that there are others
besides Mashyana, Zurvan?
- No, it's the first time I've seen one. There is a strange resemblance
between them, but I don't remember any imitators.
I can see that Zurvan at my side is also deprived of his usual smile. A
moment later, however, he shakes his head and frowns his eyebrows.
The only one who understands what's going on is Incest, and I'm the
only one who can have a normal conversation with her right now. So it
would be better for me to postpone trivialities until better times and
do my job as a mediator.
As I have been asked, I tell her the location of Zurvan. Incest nods
appreciatively at me and turns to where I pointed.
After which she begins to speak sadly. As if with a loved one who is
in an unattainably distant parallel world, calm but maddeningly sad.
Incest doesn't answer the question. As if she does not look at Zurvan
at all.
She tells not of the true essence of Mashyagh, but of the Promise of
the Fifth King of Evil, but it does not seem as if they are entirely
unrelated to each other.
- An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. This is her chosen way of
life. Hate for hate, blow for blow. "That time" when her very existence
was disregarded brought her so much pain that she began to believe:
if she became a mirror, she would be seen for sure.
...However, Mashyana never understood. That when you are loved,
love must be reciprocated. That a life based on such reflected
feelings just couldn't satisfy her.
- That's why I'd like to save this fool. You will have to experience real
despair, but I still want to show her that at the end of this journey she
will surely reach the place of her dreams. And in order to do so...
It's as if that's exactly the delay she wanted to take advantage of.
- I love you, Zurvan. Ever since I wasn't even born, for a long, long
time, I've adored you with no memory.
Incest kisses Zurvan. A quiet kiss that touches him lightly and
disappears like the wind.
- Incest!
The gift of secrecy falls at the first touch. No matter how you spin it,
you can only pretend to be "what you're not" while you're doing
nothing.
Exactly according to the knowledge I had gained by attacking
Mashyana, Incest gave herself away. As the principle of "an eye for
an eye" dictates, she disappeared in a jiffy after receiving the evil
king's retaliatory strike.
The fact that we weren't too far away but were perfectly unharmed
may be explained by the fact that Mashyana's Commandment is
ultimately the embodiment of retribution. But we don't need to
speculate now.
- Fuck you... Why on earth would you do something like that without
asking?
Zurvan, writhing in fury, flies straight for the hole to save the
swallowed Incest.
We are left behind, stunned to see the Gayomart looming before us.
Even understanding all this logically, Zurvan still looks at both girls
from the same angle. He does not put them on two different scales,
but rather hardly views them as two different entities.
Thinking of Mashyana will make Incest happy, and if he protects
Incest, he will save Mashyana. This paradox, which comes out of
nowhere, seems to go beyond all reasonable limits of debauchery,
and yet somehow the certainty of it is so firm.
And so, though he scoffs at his own search for Incest, he does not
consider it a wrong decision. Just because the right path has never
been prepared for him by anyone else.
Whispering this, he removes the gift of flight and sinks to the surface
of his little sister. Both the floor and the dome above are a tree cave,
but there is no sense of cramped space at all.
That's because this womb of a cherry tree is as big as an entire
continent. It could well be called a world in its own right: a boundless
temple where many living beings have inhabited since before
Mashyana acquired her identity. Indeed, the eye cannot even grasp
the entire expanse that stretches far beyond the horizon.
Compared to this grandeur, the hole Incest has made is only the eye
of a needle. The space, with no end in sight, is filled with an
astronomical number of cherry trees, intricately beautiful... and yet
fleeting and sad.
Instead of obeying, Zurvan takes out his cigarette, takes a drag, and
only then opens his mouth.
- First tell me, where's that girl you dragged in here? I won't ask for
her back, but at least show me where she is.
He doesn't ask if she's alive. You don't even have to ask that, so he's
only interested in her whereabouts. He expects that such an
impertinent question will provoke anger in Mashyana, but she
answers in an unexpectedly quiet voice.
Like the waves of the sea, a storm of petals part to the sides.
Indeed, on Zurvan's right hand under a particularly large cherry tree
lies Incest. As far as he can see, she is only unconscious; there are
no visible wounds on her.
Therefore, it does not seem possible for him to make only one of
them disappear, and now that he is convinced of this, he can leave
Incest here. He does not choose one of the two: whichever one he
chooses, the result will be the same.
Even if the grounds for such certainty remain unclear.
In any case, he will live as he sees fit. Whatever shape the world
takes, as long as he lives according to the oath he took after he was
reborn, he'll be fine.
Quinn might call such a decision irresponsible, but she'll have to live
with it. After all, it is the chaos that cannot be foreseen or guessed
that is his ideal.
- Chaos is far better. The conversation won't be easy, but the world is
more interesting just when problems aren't solved in one go.
***
My heart flutters in my chest. The ring finger is like a flame. The
primordial ring beats a hot rhythm, heralding the coming of the
promised hour.
"Soon, soon I will meet him," Mashyana sits in the unknown depths of
the decaying Gayomart, and her funeral-mask-like beautiful face
stretches into a smile.
Indeed, Khvarenah was right: it was all her own ignorance and
ignorance that was to blame. Even the heavens she rules are still full
of truths unknown to her.
But so what? She had won. She has brought it back to herself.
Now that she has regained supremacy, she no longer intends to lose
it. Yes, she is ignorant, but by the constant control of Mashyagh,
without any indulgence, she can avoid unforeseen results.
This is more than enough: if no one intervenes in the little time it takes
her, she is fine.
She does not expect to survive this fight anyway, and her body is
already in the arms of death - festering, smoldering, decaying.
- Both victory and defeat will herald my end. The question of victory
and defeat is so vulgar that it is not worth thinking about.
- I know that, having been born with you, I am destined to die with
you. I believe that this is how our relationship will reach perfection...
Ah, I've been waiting for you, Zurvan.
The King of Evil smiles enchantingly at the man who emerges from
the swirling swirl of petals.
Surrounded by the lusciously sweet scent of spoilage, the two stand
and merely gaze at each other. Now that they have met thirteen
years later, no opening remarks are needed.
Dropping his smoked cigarette, Zurvan pulls out his pistol, and
Mashyana, who is on her feet, elegantly unfolds the floral fan.
The mystical silence is broken by the noise of a cannon shot - and
thus becomes the ruthless signal to begin.
If it were only a first-rank Daeva, it could still kill mobs with its bare
hands. Furthermore, in this state, when she has gathered her
essence in one place, her willpower is many times greater than in the
form of a stellar body.
This means that, despite the loss of physical characteristics, special
abilities like the Commandments or the power of a star spirit pose a
far greater threat precisely in humanoid form.
The fact that Mashyana is one of the seven creatures standing atop
the universe generally remains valid. What does Zurvan represent in
comparison to her?
He may have also been a star spirit before, but as a result of his
rebirth he has become an ordinary human. Even if he possesses the
skills that set him apart from the other yazatas, fighting the evil king
one-on-one is nothing short of reckless. Simply put, he is no match
for her.
The willful Zurvan can hardly be seen as a hero serving as a
representative of all the goodwill in the world, which means that a
miracle is unlikely to come upon him. Consequently, even though they
are each other's older brother and sister, their worlds are so different
as to make you weep. Whatever emotions they put into this
confrontation, it is unlikely that anything will come out of it except a
one-goal game, which cannot even be called a farce.
However... Mashyana pays absolutely no attention to such
differences.
She deflects the approaching bullet with an elegant sweep of her fan,
but her face expresses seriousness. There is not an ounce of pride or
frustration in her face: all her strength is devoted to responding to her
older, younger brother. It is as if she believes that even after all this
time, even if their positions and their very way of life have changed,
and the difference in their strength has grown many times over, in fact
they themselves have not changed at all. It is as if they were offering
a prayer that they would not tolerate change.
In fact, a cannon shot would only cause her to have a fit of laughter.
A gun is a weapon that can only boast efficiency and ease of use. On
the one hand, anyone can fight with it, but on the other hand, whoever
fights with it does not change its power.
The caliber, the type of projectile or gunpowder. It's the little things
like that that determine the outcome: the difference between the
shooters comes down to marksmanship at best. Whether a child or a
great warrior, as soon as they hold a gun in their hands, the
difference between them is minimized.
An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth. Hate for hate, blow for blow.
A bullet for a bullet.
A pair dance spawned only to fall with the man you love, a
Commandment designed solely to fight Zurvan.
She only dreamed of a date with Zurvan. Not about ruling the planets,
not about the throne of the strongest, and not even about
exterminating the good. The meaning of her birth in this unjust world is
that she is not alone in this universe of eternal conflict - she only
needs to believe in this. That alone overwhelms her.
The thirteenth shot. Zurvan, who has emptied the whole store,
whispers under his breath with a note of amazement. Of course,
Mashyana is unharmed, but the same is true of him.
His own bullets reflected back at him. At the same speed and
trajectory. He is not so stupid as not to dodge them, which means
that such an outcome was inevitable. It's sad that his attack went
nowhere, but on the other hand, the fact that the king of evil's
response came down to just that plays into his hands.
However, given the difference in their physical strength, it is obvious
who will give weakness first. Indeed, if he cannot find a way to break
through Mashyana's defenses, no amount of Zurvan's efforts will save
him.
- Leave your jokes to others. I became myself only for you, only in
anticipation of this day. That means you have something in store for
me alone. It cannot be otherwise.
The words sound like a threat, but they also sound like a petition...
while the wind echoes through the sanctuary of uncleanness.
Ever since the day they were separated against their will, they have
waited for the inevitable reunion, and thus have lived to see this hour.
Mashyana firmly believes that she alone simply could not gain the
limited and calculated power of her partner.
The cannon shot that rang out for a moment was nothing like the
previous ones. To begin with, the magazine should still be empty, and
there could be no exploding powder or bullet that flew out.
However, the sound still rang out. Piercing... No, piercing the air - the
sound of a thousand panes of glass shattering in an instant sounds
like the very rule of creation breaking.
The invisible bullet that flew through the soaring hat. The projectile,
resembling a beam of light, Mashyana meets, putting a fan forward.
Whatever trick he employs, her providence remains a motionless
mirror, capable of reflecting anything and everything. It cannot pierce
it, or even prick it.
- ...Huh?!
This time, however, the perfect reflection gives way. Mashyana may
have escaped the wound, but still takes a step back because she
was unable to fully reflect Zurvan's beam. As she struggles to regain
her footing, a look of amazement crosses her graceful face.
- What is this...
Unlike the average commoner, who is not familiar with the concept at
all...
Or from the former way of life of the two of them, when they had
enough of what they had and didn't need it.
- You know the Avesta, you know the injustice of the world, but you
still reject power? You don't want to be constrained by anyone and
have made it a rule to live outside all rules, Zurvan?!
This cannot even be called a deviation from the norm - it refutes the
very principle that underlies it.
Whether one is a Yazata or a Daeva, anyone who comprehends
Avesta deeply enough accepts the Commandment. Even if it happens
to everyone in due course, this universe is not so good that one can
remain indifferent to the acquisition of power forever.
Otherwise, you feel empty, as if you were just a puppet all your life.
To find peace from questions about the meaning of the endless battle
between black and white, or about the reason for one's own
existence, a conviction capable of becoming a point of reference is
essential.
Without the ability to declare who you are and to carve your own
pride into creation itself, no one could even stand upright.
Yet right here is a man who thinks the Commandment is a curse for
that very reason.
In Zurvan quietly discussing his mystery, you don't see a drop of cold
calculation. Not because for the most part he has already been
revealed, but only as a sign of sincerity of feeling for Mashyana -
simply put, he speaks because she wants to hear it.
I have to assume he's not particularly interested in who comes out the
winner of this battle, either.
- Not that I am specifically counting on it, but as you can see, the
Commandments do not work on me. Neither does the power of
myself, the power of the star spirits, the nature of the murderers-all
the tricks of the good-for-nothing world against me don't make any
sense.
- ...Look how you talk. It can't be that wide of a field.
- Quiet, let the older man show off a little.
The power received as a reward for her oath not to obey the law of
creation will neutralize any trick based on that rule. If one takes this
description literally, such a joker is practically invincible, but he really
hasn't reached such unattainable heights at all.
Rather, he has a condition of increasing effectiveness. The reason for
Zurvan's unique conviction lies in a bitter mistake he made thirteen
years ago. In the memory of the lie he told.
Perhaps his main purpose was to confront Mashyana with this fact
and impose a truce, but...
The older, younger sister laughs to herself. Not because she can't
find a way out of this situation: you can see an inexplicable sense of
superiority in her brutally fragrant elegance.
- Yes, you are right, victory and defeat I do not care. However,
obedient obedience to your words is not to my liking.
- So you can't spit on it after all?
- Perhaps. In that case, let me answer you equally again. I will leave
the choice to you.
With these words, Mashyana raises her right hand to her face. On
her white, elegant ring finger, a swirling ring gleams.
- Surrender or death?
- Hey, stop it, don't you get it?
It's Mashyagh - Zurvan realizes this and shakes her head irritably.
- I told you, it's not going to work on me right now. I don't know what
kind of nonsense you want him to say, but it doesn't make sense.
- You're the one who doesn't understand.
That's why he's thinking about something else entirely. If that's what
Mashyagh is really for, then the rejuvenation of Magsarion is
inexplicable.
As far as he knows, no one in the Air Burial Zone has ever been
rejuvenated.
- I see what you're asking. But alas, I don't know the answer either.
- From the beginning to the end, it's just the two of us. Look at me,
look at me. You alone are enough for me. Let only you look at me.
With a hum, like the kindling of the fire of life in the primordial ocean,
the Mashyagh begins to shimmer.
Something capable of absorbing its master's will and creating the
desired pairing is not at all limited to the creation of matter.
The man rushes out of his seat while the woman closes her eyes.
Their feelings and destinies find themselves consumed by the flaring
light that lifts the foul petals into the air.
Will they fall? Will they bloom? Or will they vanish?
There is only chaos ahead, and no one can predict what will happen
next.
He'd heard those words a hundred times. And each time, he couldn't
understand that value system.
Or rather, he didn't want to understand it. Once he nodded and
fulfilled that wish, it would be over. He thought that by doing so, he
would confirm some kind of "right behavior" and whatever would
happen after that, no one would be able to stop it.
- No way. Why on earth would I smile when I'm not having fun?
"I don't accept you. You're wrong," he continued to reject him all
alone.
Feeling almost horrified that he alone was obliged to deny him, he
kissed through his teeth:
The hero knelt down and smiled gently, looking the boy straight in the
eyes. He behaved openly and with almost no trace of mushiness, yet
his calm speech represented sincerity itself. You could tell that he
truly believed in his pride, and that he could show his "little brother"
the way.
There was not a shadow of doubt on the face of his elder brother,
who was resolute in his declaration, and he was fearlessly looking
forward, which suited the miracle worker who had made the
impossible possible many times.
He must have been right. Surely there was no error in his logic.
The hero serves as a representative of all goodwill - you could say
that the race called the Ashawans is one whole being.
At the micro level they are all individuals, but at the macro level they
are a colony of organisms living by right logic. Therefore, they all live
in one common direction: according to the will, which can be called
their common instinct.
By doing good deeds, they want to achieve a good end. In other
words, to win and stay alive.
The vessel of this desire, destined to fulfill the universal dream, is the
creature called "hero".
It's arduous to say how many heroes have been born as a result of
up to now, however this time it could undoubtedly be referred to as
one. The legend that would put an end to the endless war existed
here and now - the awakening hope hastened the coming of the
miracle, and the universal movement forward in a united rush indeed
shone with a precious light.
The way of life that was praised and recognized by everyone around
him seemed false to him because of this. It made him feel caustically
disgusted and threatened, like something grotesque.
- Fight for your own sake. Why do you let others decide what you
fight for?
He asked this question from the bottom of his heart. There was a
difference in perception between them that could not be overcome.
Firstly, his brother was not acting against his own will at all. Since he
was also one of the "all", the perception of the universal will could not
change his personality at all - rather, he was chosen as a hero
because of the optimal strength of his nature.
Unable to accept this world, the boy had his own values precisely
because he accepted the renegade's point of view. He was not at all
capricious without any reason, letting his emotions run wild.
- You let others hold you by the heart. Only weaklings do that.
What a stupid thing to do. It's no different than slavery, after all.
- It's up to others to decide how strong your sword is and where it's
pointed. No, it's not just him, it's you...
That's who we want our hero to be. That's the way he should be. To
stay that way and no other way. This huge, howling thing controlled
his every move. Talking about the perfect representative sounds
wonderful, but the boy saw it all as a ridiculous puppet show.
Yes - what if? It all comes down to exactly how one treats this
possibility.
Based on the Avesta alone, the boy's fears are nonsense that cannot
even be called unfounded. The collective will of a swarm of Ashawans
cannot be mistaken, and it is foolish to even think of such a thing.
However, the original boy feared the worst precisely because
everyone thought so. His brother and those around him were like a
colossus on feet of clay.
Since nothing around him was definite, he wished only to become the
only definite element. The fact that the boy paid no attention to the
masses around him, turning away from the impermanent world,
proves how much he wanted to become unchanging.
He realized that he was not at all up to his brother yet. Realized that
ignoring the problem would only encourage it, and admitted that he
had been diligently rejecting it out of fear.
As it suits him... Yeah, did he want to make him his own perfect
hero?
Then he's no different from the rest. Just one of many despicable
puppeteers.
When he looked from afar at the back of the hero going to the front,
in him burned only an unquenchable desire that he would soon return.
The desire to put this stupid, weak, understanding man in front of an
immutable fact.
Searching for that fact while he waited for his return.
He called his brother a loser, but he never once doubted that he
would come back.
***
- Aaah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah!!!
- Magsarion!
Saying that, I realize that the boy's skin feels like it's on fire. It's
obvious that something strange is happening to him.
Sure enough, the battle inside the towering weeping cherry tree
comes to an end. The cornered Mashyana has launched something
far superior to her recent tentative lunge.
Even his father's creation cannot endure rough treatment indefinitely.
Its maximum one-time potential is predetermined, and if it is
exceeded, the less intense effect disappears.
Both Incest and Ashenka, without any confusion, built their entire plan
around the fact that Mashyag would be destroyed. That means they
didn't know about Zurvan's origins, and I was the only one who could
object to them!
Just because I was too involved with Magsarion doesn't excuse me.
Rather, if I wanted to protect him so badly, I had to bring it up.
Destroying Mashyag carries an excessively high risk. If I said that in
the worst case scenario Zurvan would disappear because of it, at the
very least Incest would probably be taken aback. Even though it
would be a labyrinth with no way out, even though it would greatly
delay the start of the operation - it's still much better than leaving
someone behind like that.
I don't understand why I couldn't choose the best path leading to that,
reproaching myself over and over again.
And actually... No, wait. What am I talking about?
Who the hell is this Zurvan?
No, he hasn't met me yet. The body returns gradually, and the
memories follow. If their balance corresponds to one hand, then time
must have advanced by four or five years for Magsarion now.
The former sacred realm has been destroyed by his father, and he
has only just become a Yazata. This means he is already aware of
Mr. Varhran's demise, yet his moans deny that reality.
- Brother will come back. He's coming home. So I... This time I will
definitely succeed in his... Answer.....
That time he said there was nothing he could do about it. He cursed
the fact that he was too late. But that didn't mean he'd accepted it: in
fact, Magsarion had been searching for his brother's trail all along.
- You will never be able to meet Lord Varhran again. For our hero is
already dead.
I'm surprised at how quietly but clearly I whisper it to him. The boy
doesn't even move as I try to approach him with my hand
outstretched.
- No matter how much you regret it, no matter how much you wish
otherwise, there is no changing what has already happened,
Magsarion. No, I don't think we should change it. For it has long since
become a memory of the distant past.
- ...Shut up!
- Don't be so spoiled!
I take a step and slap the boy sharply. Before he can react, I pull
Magsarion into a hug with all my might.
- ...All of us are forced to endure, we struggle to hold back the tears,
but we are still on our feet, despite our regrets. You're not the only
one mourning the death of someone dear to you.
The tragedy of twenty years ago has shattered the world of another
witness, Arma. Even I have to carry on my shoulders the guilt and
regret of the countless people I could not save.
The dead cannot be brought back to life, but even if we can never
touch them again, it is up to us to decide if their deaths were in vain.
- You're not helpless. If you want to meet the universal hero, gather
the universal feelings together. Meet them face to face, with your
head held high, and wrap the shards Mr. Varhran left behind in hope.
I'm sure it's the only way he can curb his regrets. I believe that if he
weaves together the prayers for peace that everyone holds in their
heart, he will bring the outlines of a hero back to life.
- By the time I noticed, it was too late. My brother was weak, frail -
his passing was as sudden as I thought it would be. Because of the
way he died quite in his own spirit - unsightly, senseless, driving
"everyone" who saw it crazy to death... I, hahaha, tried to laugh, but I
couldn't. For I had been stupid, I had miscalculated. It was only then
that I finally realized what I wanted him to do.
With contrived theatricality, yet sadness, he puts into words the very
essence of his regrets.
- ...Huh?!
This prayer of incredible mass is like the will of the gods and it seems
to split heaven and earth, as if it fills the entire universe with itself, but
it still doesn't stop. Watching it up close, I am unable to move a
finger.
- Accept my gratitude, doll. You're right, I should never have let the
past hold me down. To feel its beating, I will find and collect the
shards it left behind. And when I do, my wish will surely come true.
Keep me company in this "workout", ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-
ha-ha!
Black flames and laughter burst out and rumbled in a furious storm.
As if about to bury everything in the heavens... Not even a thought of
Mashyag remained in his raging mind.
In other words, the fifth evil king's trump card had become
meaningless.
Whether this can be called a victory, I can't understand.
7
Incest has been awake for some time now. However, she does not
try to move from her seat.
Of course, she cannot be certain of this decision. Rather, she
hesitated, hesitated, hesitated, hesitated, nearly tearing herself apart,
but ultimately decided to remain cautious.
She reasoned that her desire must be taken care of on her own.
Solving her own problems with the hands of others was out of the
question. Right now, she didn't hesitate a millimeter, watching her
past and future, waiting for the turning point.
- We can meet again soon, Zurvan. I love you. Since before I was
even born, I have adored you for a long, long time.
The woman who was once called the fifth king of evil defies her
insane mother with a pain in her ring finger.
Confident of her own victory, she vows to fulfill the best of her
providence at all costs.
- Mashyana!
And neither of them cared at all. Those who were originally indifferent
to victory and defeat are indifferent to logic.
For them, the only thing that exists is the unfolding of events before
their eyes, the fact that Mashyana's bet has played against her.
Because of that, she can hardly stand more than a minute.
- It affects both of us, but for me the fight is just procedure. You want
to put off taming the shrew for later, and she's the first one to go off.
You don't need to be here before I'm done with my business. You
almost made me shit my pants.
- What are you talking about?
Trying to hide her face behind her hair, Mashyana looks at Zurvan
with a glare. The face of either embarrassed or angry, but somehow
crumpling for some reason, is revealed to her eyes.
Moreover, in the voice of a hurt child, he says something that can
neither be called an apology nor a complaint.
- I wasn't ignoring you that time. I was just thinking about something...
I admit it was my fault, but you're good. You should be used to the
fact that I don't think about what I say.
- Are you stupid?
- Thinking? Yeah, nothing good could come out of it, you fool. You do
everything without a second thought, and every time I have to deal
with the consequences.
- Hey, who's the one who just shot a stake in the ground, why are you
being so important? I've had enough of you going nuts over every little
thing. Do you know how hard it is for me to deal with a naughty little
sister like that?
- Yes, I do. You're the one who's completely incorrigible, you little
brat!
- What? I'm the eldest!
Their altercation actually sounds like a frivolous brother-sister quarrel.
Zurvan jokingly says that it is normal and Mashyana is amazed at his
insolence.
After all, she had put everything on the line in this fight. She was
ready to give up not only her life, but everything she had at her
disposal in order to reach the one and only finale.
The fact that her vow, the equal of which is not and will not be
lowered to such a level, irritates her unbearably.
But then why is it still like a fresh wind blowing in her heart?
Ah, perhaps this is the happiness I've been wishing for... As soon as
Mashyana is visited by this thought, Zurvan squeezes her crumbling
body even tighter.
The heat of his body is too much for her right now. The pounding of
his heartbeat is too loud.
But not only does he not let go of her, he won't even let her look
away. The eyes of the man who looks at her the most in the whole
world leave her no choice but to drown in them.
Besides, in a completely mundane tone, he utters another
unprecedented stupidity.
- You're not going to die, Mashyana. I'm going to help you, so come
with me.
- ...
She feels as if a light of unstoppable will is pouring over her, ready to
melt her very soul.
Why did he remember that lovely dream that the two of them could
go to the end of the sky?
- Who cares about the rules of this lousy world? Listen to me,
Mashyana. I only became me because I wanted to live with you.
Such a collapse of foundations that even wants to kill, she can't listen
to anymore, and so she struggles hard and still breaks out of his
hands.
A crack runs down Mashyana's thigh and her leg falls to the ground.
Zurvan tries to run up to her, but she only waves her off as she
continues her contemptuous speech.
Thirteen years ago, they both lived in a world that was too small.
Saw only each other, knew nothing but these skies - they could well
have been called children.
But since then, Mashyana had become a dead man, had become the
king of evil, had known indifference and the immensity of the world.
She had known anger, she had known regret, and so she had
translated her feelings for her lost half into a vow and had developed
an even truer hatred for her.
In this Zurvan is surely like her. Perhaps the ignorant children needed
the time they spent after rebirth and before reunion.
Zurvan vowed to live against the rule of the universe. Zurvan despises
the Avesta. In order to consolidate these beliefs, he needed to
broaden his horizons. No doubt, outwardly he behaved frivolously and
carelessly, but in reality he had been sharpening his teeth all along,
convinced of how stupid the world was.
- White, black, I don't give a damn. I've got my own head. My heart.
I'm not going to dance to the tune of the Avesta, which was invented
by who knows where. Yes, isn't that right, Mashyana?
The outstretched hand promises eloquently that together they will fly
to the very edge of heaven.
- In our rendezvous, victory and defeat don't matter, but in a war with
this third-rate world, we will surely win. It's not a battle we can afford
to lose.
- ...Is that why you're asking me to help you?
- If you're scared, I'll protect you. Brother won't let you get hurt.
- ...Aah!
- You forget how stubborn I am. Dummy, couldn't calculate it all the
way through.
The emotion of Zurvan offering her to live and triumph together is
undoubtedly called love. Whether he loves her as a sister or as a
woman is hard to say, but it doesn't matter now.
It is love without contempt or disgust, without conditions and without
pity.
She can't go for it - because then her love would not be equal.
If she cannot also love him by overcoming the bondage, then his soul
will not be rewarded in the proper form.
Payback for an event thirteen years ago. A genuine lie created out of
unthinkable love for the person you are talking to.
- You've got to be kidding me! I told you that even someone like this
is willing to protect you!!!
Plus, I'm having a hard time breathing for some reason, and it's like
there's something unpleasantly fuzzy and warm underneath me. To
complete the picture, someone keeps yelling right above my ear.
- Hey, can you hear me? I wish you'd finally wake up.
Oh, it's so noisy. It's annoying me so much I'm about to brush it off
when suddenly...
Something heavy falls on my stomach and knocks all the air out of me
at once. I don't manage to say a word, and I close my eyes to pass
out, but this time something slaps my cheeks.
- Look, I didn't even expect how weak you are... Don't be too cocky.
- Wait, you're--
- Ashozushta... What are you doing here? Did you die too?
- Huh? What are you talking about, you fool?
- Ouch!
- As you can see, Ashenka is awake and full of energy. You're the
one who almost died here. You can thank me for helping you out in
such a mess.
- Oh, hey. What did you say?
Deciding to catch up with the angered bird, I sit up. Except that I
notice that I'm not wearing a thread right now....
- What, what, what...
- Me... Scum, scum, scum, scum, scum, scum, scum, scum, scum,
scum, scum, scum, scum, scum, scum, scum, scum!!! H-how dare
you do this to me, you bitch!!!!
- Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up! We'll never make a deal like this!
- B-damn you, I'll never forgive you for this. You're going to regret it.
- Honestly, you've got a lot of self-importance... Calm down and listen
to me properly.
- I don't know how much you already know, but a major battle has
just taken place. It ended, unfortunately, in our defeat. Our leader
named Zurvan was eaten by a creepy woman named Mashyana. As
a result, I and the few survivors are now retreating in despondent
spirits.
- Z-Zurvan?
You lost? Me?
- That's right. But he's very resilient, and he's always lucky in trouble,
so he must have survived. We need as many allies as possible to
take him in when he returns, so we picked you up. Understand?
- ...I'm an ally?
- Hmm? Why are you all of a sudden, you're clearly an Ashawan, no
matter how you look at it. Falling alone in the open sky, almost got
caught in a swarm of Nasu.
That means I'm not in the afterlife at all. As a result of the gate of the
fall, I was reborn and found a new, white world. How this happened,
you don't even have to ask - it's so obvious.
...My windswept hair has changed from its former black color to silver
and shines in the light like stardust.
Ashozushta moves her huge eyes and looks at me. She still does not
realize that I am Mashyana.
Even though my appearance has not changed much apart from my
hair, the change of side caused by the collapse of the gate must have
changed the impression I make. Which means I am no longer
Mashyana.
Mashyag, who has lost his power with me, wraps a gentle warmth
around my finger.
I do have one theory, however. It wasn't a single force behind it, but a
combination of several factors that occurred at the same time.
Mashyana was driven to break his vow by a desire to reciprocate
Zurvan's expression of love in equal measure. Since he had sworn not
to submit to the world's fief, it would have been too adulterous, if not
impossible, to take his outstretched hand merely because of the
obedience imposed by the Vow. Therefore, by lying about her true
intentions, she had at that moment become like Zurvan of thirteen
years ago.
Yes, in fact, she became what he was thirteen years ago. I think
Mashyana realized this and hence deep in her heart she wished to
stand in the same initial position to shorten the distance between
them.
Mashyag responded to this. By fulfilling this wish in the form of
creating a copy, he created a situation in which two Mashyaghs exist
simultaneously.
I am like the king of evil. I am like an ashavan. Even though our souls
are colored differently, in essence we are one and the same.
The embodiment of the two sides of the coin, light and darkness.
The fact that decay once engulfed me was surely due to the fact that
another self existed simultaneously with me. Incest was the ideal that
Mashyana dreamed of, but it was also unconditional death. Because
of this, there was a fundamental difference between them that had
nothing to do with an external power difference.
As long as Incest existed, Mashyana would inevitably collapse, and
there was no way Mashyana could kill Incest.
You lost? Me?
- That's right. But he's very resilient, and he's always lucky in trouble,
so he must have survived. We need as many allies as possible to
take him in when he returns, so we picked you up. Understand?
- ...I'm an ally?
- Hmm? Why are you all of a sudden, you're clearly an Ashawan, no
matter how you look at it. Falling alone in the open sky, almost got
caught in a swarm of Nasu.
That means I'm not in the afterlife at all. As a result of the gate of the
fall, I was reborn and found a new, white world. How this happened,
you don't even have to ask - it's so obvious.
Color is a given, but it even came down to my powers. The fact that I
can't do anything against Ashozushta isn't because she's so strong.
I've only become incredibly weak myself.
...My windswept hair has changed from its former black color to silver
and shines in the light like stardust.
Ashozushta moves her huge eyes and looks at me. She still does not
realize that I am Mashyana.
Even though my appearance has not changed much apart from my
hair, the change of side caused by the collapse of the gate must have
changed the impression I make. Which means I am no longer
Mashyana.
Not in my point of view, but in the world itself. Not just because I see
everything white - I am in a completely different time.
In the heavens of the past, directly connected to the moment when
Zurvan disappeared before my eyes....
Mashyag, who has lost his power with me, wraps a gentle warmth
around my finger.
I do have one theory, however. It wasn't a single force behind it, but a
combination of several factors that occurred at the same time.
I am like the king of evil. I am like an ashavan. Even though our souls
are colored differently, in essence we are one and the same.
The embodiment of the two sides of the coin, light and darkness.
The fact that decay once engulfed me was surely due to the fact that
another self existed simultaneously with me. Incest was the ideal that
Mashyana dreamed of, but it was also unconditional death. Because
of this, there was a fundamental difference between them that had
nothing to do with an external power difference.
As long as Incest existed, Mashyana would inevitably collapse, and
there was no way Mashyana could kill Incest.
Although, to be honest, when I was the evil king, I didn't even know
Incest existed....
This means that the collapse of the foundations, which could not help
but take place, was a real time bomb, capable of destroying the
universe the very instant its structure becomes clear. An act of that
magnitude could not have happened because of Mashyag and me:
Zurvan's love must be part of it.
I trembled with anticipation, for Incest, born of his love, would be able
to answer him directly this time....
Vowed to make the sweet pain in my ring finger my wings that would
carry us along with him to the very edge of heaven.
- But what to do now...
If Zurvan becomes "that which is not there" for me, then both my dual
existence and the paradox of reversed time are correspondingly
"meaningless." Consequently, the universe "remains unchanged."
Mashyana has successfully completed the fall gate and traveled back
in time. Which means I'm currently alone.
I'm sure in this state of mind, no amendments can hurt us. After all, I
am essentially Incest as of today. It is written in the very script of this
world, a decision made by God himself.
The war that has been waged over nonsense like good and evil will
come to an end. I will be free to live with the one I love.
Ah, Zurvan. I love you. Since before I was even born, I have adored
you for a long, long, long time.
The Gaiaomart of the Immobility of Impurity cracks and begins to
crumble into rubble. With that, the fifth king of evil is defeated and
there is one less absolute evil.
Of course, I am annoyed that I didn't do anything noteworthy at such
a crucial moment. However, right now I only wish to rejoice
wholeheartedly. Twenty years after Varhran-san... Such a great deed
has only happened for the fourth time in history, and I only want to
wholeheartedly bless the one who performed it.
- Incest!
I catch her as she falls from the collapsing star body and hug her with
both arms with all my might.
She speaks quite softly and is clearly exhausted, but there are no
noticeable wounds on Incest. Which means it's pretty safe to say that
we won a clear victory in this battle.
Since she can't move actively yet, it's important to get out of here as
soon as possible.
After all, Mashyana's star body, which is larger than any continent, is
collapsing right in front of our eyes. If we let our guard down and stay
here, we will surely become victims of the evil king's death agony.
- I'm sure Ashenka will be extremely happy too... So, I'm teleporting
now, hold on tight.
And anyway, me, him, Incest - all three of us are safe and sound, so
what else does she want?
- Quinn!
Suddenly she screams and grabs my shoulders, and I turn to her in
surprise. Incest is looking into my eyes with a serious look.
...What is that look? It's like it's a seething mixture of impatience,
terror, and urgency-that eerie glint in its own right, like it's tearing my
heart apart.
If there's one word for it, it's "madness." The pale Incest is trembling
like she's about to cry. Clinging to me like a lost child left all alone in a
deserted world, she asks me pleadingly:
- Wait, wait. This isn't over, is it? What's wrong with you, Quinn... It's
obvious there's something wrong here!
- ...Incest, I don't understand the meaning of your question. What
exactly are you trying to say?
- I'm telling you.
I still don't understand anything, except that it's serious. I try to calm
her down, so I speak softly to her, but Incest only gets more furious.
Howling into his hair, Incest searches for something. She looks
around at the heavens around us and just keeps shouting, "No, it's
nowhere!"
I, on the other hand, still don't understand her - I can't even imagine
who she could be referring to.
- А...
Her voice, her face, her feelings... I can't tell if Incest is screaming to
the sky itself out of hate or out of sadness.
I can only feel her emotions - deep and heavy, leaving only fragments
of sanity.
As if tearing her soul to pieces, her heart, plunged into the void, is
nothing but bottomless despair.
As if obeying Incest's bloody tears, the Evil King's starry body begins
to breathe again.
- What?!
The destruction stops. The trunk that had begun to rot is restored,
and new shoots sprout from the broken branches, before growing up
to cover the sky.
- I don't want to... I don't want to go back. I don't want to fall. I've
become like him, haven't I? Vowed to transcend the world... to see
the dazzling landscape... together!!!
- You gave me this way of life, I don't want to change it... I don't want
to leave it! Let me keep it to the end at least! Please, God!
The translucent pale pink figure, which even in its agony does not lose
its beauty, resembles an infant unwilling to give up its treasure.
...Watching this, I can't hold back the hot tears flowing down my
cheeks.
- Kill me.
I have absolutely no idea what Incest was thinking, what she wanted
to accomplish, why she became like this - so why am I crying so
shamelessly about it?
I can't bear to see how powerless I am, how worthless I am - so
where are these tears pouring without end coming from?
This sight that I saw amidst the storm of dancing petals is a precious
equinox over which good and evil have no power. The beauty of it,
which may be called mysterious, makes me remember what I should
not remember.
- Then die.
Catching my cheek, a ruinous gust along with a drizzle of tears sends
Incest's head flying.
Simultaneously, the huge cherry tree begins to crumble. The woman's
life dissolves along with the floral fragrance.
And her secrets, and her love, everything and everyone.....
...turns out to be buried in the sky, leaving behind only a howling wind.
9
Zurvan sees it all up close, in great detail. No, he doesn't just see it.
He screams, tries to intervene, kicks, punches, kicks, even shoots.
He tries every means he can think of, but nothing works.
No one sees him. Can't hear him. He can't even touch them.
It's like he's become a ghost, but his keen sense of smell tells him
something else. That there's more to it than that.
The very entity called "Zurvan" has vanished from this universe. There
was no trace of him - any memory or record of him was gone, as if
he had been 'what he was not' from the beginning. He wished to live
freely, unbound by the fiat of the world, but the fact that it ended this
way can't even be called ironic.
- Incest...
He had just been in the Air Burial Zone. Perhaps no one had sensed
his presence, and yet it was still an immutable fact of his 'existence'.
However, now he had been deprived of even that. Zurvan now stood
in a bizarre dimension that could hardly even be called a 'place'.
- The Gate of the Fall is a blessing I bestow upon those who have
broken the Vow of their own free will. I do not at all consider it
willfulness to decide to determine one's own path and later abandon
it. It is a development, an evolution, a metamorphosis, and therefore
usually a cause for joy - so why did you oppose it, Mashyana?
Because if you had trusted me, you could surely have found
happiness.
White and black, blue and red, light and dark, heads and tails.
All opposites, competing phenomena, ideas, they are all here without
a trace. Flowing, flipping, rotating and changing shape like a
kaleidoscope in a vast mandala of patterns. The overflowing
profusion of colors seems endless, yet there is nothing here that
exists on its own. The undeniable fate demands that everything has a
pair, has an enemy.
No, perhaps it should be said that the fact that he is him is what
makes it all about him. If Zurvan, who has sworn an oath to the
collapse of the foundations and has effectively transcended the
boundaries of the inheritance, were anyone else, the mere presence
of him in this space would cause him to instantly die of insanity. Not
even someone of the level of an evil king could resist the endless
pattern.
- Still, one must admit: your fall gate was quite curious and amused
me.
- Your hand was reached out to you from beyond the boundaries of
your inheritance, but you were unwilling to take it within those
boundaries. Therefore, you violated the pattern, according to which
you were supposed to mirror his will, and you responded to love with
rejection. At first glance, it would seem to be a violation of the Vow,
but in fact it is more complicated than that. After all, the relationship
between a man and a woman is never simple.
His furious shout finally silences the voice. Zurvan nearly faints before
the face of the maddening hue, but due to the anger that nearly killed
him first, retains his sanity.
The answer to his question becomes his eyes. The light of a will
greater than human, which is left to be recognized only as the center
of the universe itself, takes shape in the midst of the pattern space.
And yet this creature turned out not to be so. It was quite unlike the
enemy they had envisioned.
- All you can do is "observe". From now until the end of time, and
even henceforth, after that, in the midst of the changeable struggle, in
the recurring succession of births and deaths of the universe, you will
be the one and only witness. No matter what happens, you alone will
not know destruction. You alone will not know the rot. You will forever
be yourself, spending every era traveling. To see, to know, you will
only observe the beautiful blossoms around you and record your
observations. Simply put, is that the way it's meant to be? I can't say
I have the right to preach to others, but it's in bad taste. So, who did
this?
- What... What are you talking about?
Truth's words are so vague that he can't grasp them. Plus, he feels
like she's spoken to someone else somewhere along the way.
- Arya wouldn't play around that much. Savitri would also be much
tougher and do everything in one decisive blow. For Sakra, though,
it's too indirect: he's not a big fan of such mind games. That leaves
Vivas, and indeed, this kind of annoyance is quite to her taste. To
begin with.
- ...Hey!
Zurvan tries again to interrupt the lengthy speech with an angry shout,
but this time his face is much more distorted with rage.
Unintelligible words, incomprehensible logic. Despite all this, this
unique man still seems to have understood the meaning of the
speech, which makes him lose his temper.
Truth looks at this with tenderness in her gaze, and her enchanting
eyes squint with joy.
- I have not broken my vow at all. No one tells me what to do, I think
with my own head!
- The thing is, you're the only one who thinks so. But it doesn't make
much difference. Think as you wish.
- I won't forgive you. You'll see, I'll make you admit defeat!
His reply is a low-key laugh. Alone in the world, Zurvan clenches his
fists, grits his teeth and is determined to prevail in his lonely battle.
Meanwhile...
Different from Truth, but just as luminous, the black and white eyes
blink....
Then fill with moisture and shudderingly let tears fall.
This sword is quite bizarre. It is more like a spear in length, but the
section to hold it by is in the middle, with blades extending from it in
either direction.
Simply put, it's more like two long swords joined at the hilt, with one
blade gleaming with elegant silver and the other with ominous
darkness.
The way the two multicolored beams trace a pattern in time with
Nadare's dance could rival the beauty of a two-winged bird.
It's like a billiard table with the universe as its table. Or perhaps a
kind of chess game.
It is clear that the principle of this phenomenon is similar to
teleportation, but the scale and distances do not even allow to call it
just beyond the boundaries of reason.
- Let this be your funeral, Mashyana. That way you won't be lonely.
When the dance of the god of evil comes to an end, all those on the
front lines of the battle between good and evil realize exactly what
has happened.
After all, twenty years ago, Nadare did exactly the same thing.
- So, who will survive in the end? Or maybe everyone dies at once?
- I am the universal king of evil, and so I do this for the sake of all.
This act becomes a violent and inevitable signal for the beginning of
the final battle.