Little Dorrit

By

Charles Dickens
Chapter I - Sun And Shadow

Thirty years ago, Marseilles lay burning in the sun, one day.

A blazing sun upon a fierce August day was no greater rarity in

southern France then, than at any other time, before or since.
Everything in Marseilles, and about Marseilles, had stared at the
fervid sky, and been stared at in return, until a staring habit had
become universal there. Strangers were stared out of countenance by
staring white houses, staring white walls, staring white streets,
staring tracts of arid road, staring hills from which verdure was burnt
away. The only things to be seen not fixedly staring and glaring were
the vines drooping under their load of grapes. These did occasionally
wink a little, as the hot air barely moved their faint leaves.

There was no wind to make a ripple on the foul water within the
harbour, or on the beautiful sea without. The line of demarcation
between the two colours, black and blue, showed the point which the
pure sea would not pass; but it lay as quiet as the abominable pool,
with which it never mixed. Boats without awnings were too hot to
touch; ships blistered at their moorings; the stones of the quays had
not cooled, night or day, for months. Hindoos, Russians, Chinese,
Spaniards, Portuguese, Englishmen, Frenchmen, Genoese,
Neapolitans, Venetians, Greeks, Turks, descendants from all the
builders of Babel, come to trade at Marseilles, sought the shade alike-
-taking refuge in any hiding-place from a sea too intensely blue to be
looked at, and a sky of purple, set with one great flaming jewel of fire.

The universal stare made the eyes ache. Towards the distant line of
Italian coast, indeed, it was a little relieved by light clouds of mist,
slowly rising from the evaporation of the sea, but it softened nowhere
else. Far away the staring roads, deep in dust, stared from the hill-
side, stared from the hollow, stared from the interminable plain. Far
away the dusty vines overhanging wayside cottages, and the
monotonous wayside avenues of parched trees without shade,
drooped beneath the stare of earth and sky. So did the horses with
drowsy bells, in long files of carts, creeping slowly towards the
interior; so did their recumbent drivers, when they were awake, which
rarely happened; so did the exhausted labourers in the fields.
Everything that lived or grew, was oppressed by the glare; except the
lizard, passing swiftly over rough stone walls, and the cicala, chirping
his dry hot chirp, like a rattle. The very dust was scorched brown, and
something quivered in the atmosphere as if the air itself were panting.

Blinds, shutters, curtains, awnings, were all closed and drawn to keep
out the stare. Grant it but a chink or keyhole, and it shot in like a
white-hot arrow. The churches were the freest from it. To come out of
the twilight of pillars and arches - dreamily dotted with winking
lamps, dreamily peopled with ugly old shadows piously dozing,
spitting, and begging - was to plunge into a fiery river, and swim for
life to the nearest strip of shade. So, with people lounging and lying
wherever shade was, with but little hum of tongues or barking of dogs,
with occasional jangling of discordant church bells and rattling of
vicious drums, Marseilles, a fact to be strongly smelt and tasted, lay
broiling in the sun one day. In Marseilles that day there was a
villainous prison. In one of its chambers, so repulsive a place that
even the obtrusive stare blinked at it, and left it to such refuse of
reflected light as it could find for itself, were two men. Besides the two
men, a notched and disfigured bench, immovable from the wall, with a
draught-board rudely hacked upon it with a knife, a set of draughts,
made of old buttons and soup bones, a set of dominoes, two mats,
and two or three wine bottles. That was all the chamber held,
exclusive of rats and other unseen vermin, in addition to the seen
vermin, the two men.

It received such light as it got through a grating of iron bars fashioned

like a pretty large window, by means of which it could be always
inspected from the gloomy staircase on which the grating gave. There
was a broad strong ledge of stone to this grating where the bottom of it
was let into the masonry, three or four feet above the ground. Upon it,
one of the two men lolled, half sitting and half lying, with his knees
drawn up, and his feet and shoulders planted against the opposite
sides of the aperture. The bars were wide enough apart to admit of his
thrusting his arm through to the elbow; and so he held on negligently,
for his greater ease.

A prison taint was on everything there. The imprisoned air, the

imprisoned light, the imprisoned damps, the imprisoned men, were all
deteriorated by confinement. As the captive men were faded and
haggard, so the iron was rusty, the stone was slimy, the wood was
rotten, the air was faint, the light was dim. Like a well, like a vault,
like a tomb, the prison had no knowledge of the brightness outside,
and would have kept its polluted atmosphere intact in one of the spice
islands of the Indian ocean.

The man who lay on the ledge of the grating was even chilled. He
jerked his great cloak more heavily upon him by an impatient
movement of one shoulder, and growled, 'To the devil with this
Brigand of a Sun that never shines in here!'

He was waiting to be fed, looking sideways through the bars that he

might see the further down the stairs, with much of the expression of
a wild beast in similar expectation. But his eyes, too close together,
were not so nobly set in his head as those of the king of beasts are in
his, and they were sharp rather than bright - pointed weapons with
little surface to betray them. They had no depth or change; they
glittered, and they opened and shut. So far, and waiving their use to
himself, a clockmaker could have made a better pair. He had a hook
nose, handsome after its kind, but too high between the eyes by
probably just as much as his eyes were too near to one another. For
the rest, he was large and tall in frame, had thin lips, where his thick
moustache showed them at all, and a quantity of dry hair, of no
definable colour, in its shaggy state, but shot with red. The hand with
which he held the grating (seamed all over the back with ugly
scratches newly healed), was unusually small and plump; would have
been unusually white but for the prison grime. The other man was
lying on the stone floor, covered with a coarse brown coat.

'Get up, pig!' growled the first. 'Don't sleep when I am hungry.'

'It's all one, master,' said the pig, in a submissive manner, and not
without cheerfulness; 'I can wake when I will, I can sleep when I will.
It's all the same.'

As he said it, he rose, shook himself, scratched himself, tied his brown
coat loosely round his neck by the sleeves (he had previously used it
as a coverlet), and sat down upon the pavement yawning, with his
back against the wall opposite to the grating.

'Say what the hour is,' grumbled the first man.

'The mid-day bells will ring - in forty minutes.' When he made the little
pause, he had looked round the prison-room, as if for certain
information.

'You are a clock. How is it that you always know?'

'How can I say? I always know what the hour is, and where I am. I
was brought in here at night, and out of a boat, but I know where I
am. See here! Marseilles harbour;' on his knees on the pavement,
mapping it all out with a swarthy forefinger; 'Toulon (where the galleys
are), Spain over there, Algiers over there. Creeping away to the left
here, Nice. Round by the Cornice to Genoa. Genoa Mole and Harbour.
Quarantine Ground. City there; terrace gardens blushing with the
bella donna. Here, Porto Fino. Stand out for Leghorn. Out again for
Civita Vecchia. so away to - hey! there's no room for Naples;' he had
got to the wall by this time; 'but it's all one; it's in there!'

He remained on his knees, looking up at his fellow-prisoner with a

lively look for a prison. A sunburnt, quick, lithe, little man, though
rather thickset. Earrings in his brown ears, white teeth lighting up his
grotesque brown face, intensely black hair clustering about his brown
throat, a ragged red shirt open at his brown breast. Loose, seaman-
like trousers, decent shoes, a long red cap, a red sash round his
waist, and a knife in it.

'Judge if I come back from Naples as I went! See here, my master!

Civita Vecchia, Leghorn, Porto Fino, Genoa, Cornice, Off Nice (which is
in there), Marseilles, you and me. The apartment of the jailer and his
keys is where I put this thumb; and here at my wrist they keep the
national razor in its case - the guillotine locked up.'

The other man spat suddenly on the pavement, and gurgled in his
throat.

Some lock below gurgled in its throat immediately afterwards, and

then a door crashed. Slow steps began ascending the stairs; the
prattle of a sweet little voice mingled with the noise they made; and
the prison-keeper appeared carrying his daughter, three or four years
old, and a basket.

'How goes the world this forenoon, gentlemen? My little one, you see,
going round with me to have a peep at her father's birds. Fie, then!
Look at the birds, my pretty, look at the birds.'

He looked sharply at the birds himself, as he held the child up at the

grate, especially at the little bird, whose activity he seemed to
mistrust. 'I have brought your bread, Signor John Baptist,' said he
(they all spoke in French, but the little man was an Italian); 'and if I
might recommend you not to game - '

'You don't recommend the master!' said John Baptist, showing his
teeth as he smiled.

'Oh! but the master wins,' returned the jailer, with a passing look of
no particular liking at the other man, 'and you lose. It's quite another
thing. You get husky bread and sour drink by it; and he gets sausage
of Lyons, veal in savoury jelly, white bread, strachino cheese, and
good wine by it. Look at the birds, my pretty!'

'Poor birds!' said the child.

The fair little face, touched with divine compassion, as it peeped

shrinkingly through the grate, was like an angel's in the prison. John
Baptist rose and moved towards it, as if it had a good attraction for
him. The other bird remained as before, except for an impatient glance
at the basket.

'Stay!' said the jailer, putting his little daughter on the outer ledge of
the grate, 'she shall feed the birds. This big loaf is for Signor John
Baptist. We must break it to get it through into the cage. So, there's a
tame bird to kiss the little hand! This sausage in a vine leaf is for
Monsieur Rigaud. Again - this veal in savoury jelly is for Monsieur
Rigaud. Again - these three white little loaves are for Monsieur Rigaud.
Again, this cheese - again, this wine - again, this tobacco - all for
Monsieur Rigaud. Lucky bird!'

The child put all these things between the bars into the soft, Smooth,
well-shaped hand, with evident dread - more than once drawing back
her own and looking at the man with her fair brow roughened into an
expression half of fright and half of anger. Whereas she had put the
lump of coarse bread into the swart, scaled, knotted hands of John
Baptist (who had scarcely as much nail on his eight fingers and two
thumbs as would have made out one for Monsieur Rigaud), with ready
confidence; and, when he kissed her hand, had herself passed it
caressingly over his face. Monsieur Rigaud, indifferent to this
distinction, propitiated the father by laughing and nodding at the
daughter as often as she gave him anything; and, so soon as he had
all his viands about him in convenient nooks of the ledge on which he
rested, began to eat with an appetite.

When Monsieur Rigaud laughed, a change took place in his face, that
was more remarkable than prepossessing. His moustache went up
under his nose, and his nose came down over his moustache, in a
very sinister and cruel manner.

'There!' said the jailer, turning his basket upside down to beat the
crumbs out, 'I have expended all the money I received; here is the note
of it, and that's a thing accomplished. Monsieur Rigaud, as I expected
yesterday, the President will look for the pleasure of your society at an
hour after mid-day, to-day.'

'To try me, eh?' said Rigaud, pausing, knife in hand and morsel in
mouth.

'You have said it. To try you.'

'There is no news for me?' asked John Baptist, who had begun,
contentedly, to munch his bread.

The jailer shrugged his shoulders.

'Lady of mine! Am I to lie here all my life, my father?'

'What do I know!' cried the jailer, turning upon him with southern
quickness, and gesticulating with both his hands and all his fingers,
as if he were threatening to tear him to pieces. 'My friend, how is it
possible for me to tell how long you are to lie here? What do I know,
John Baptist Cavalletto? Death of my life! There are prisoners here
sometimes, who are not in such a devil of a hurry to be tried.' He
seemed to glance obliquely at Monsieur Rigaud in this remark; but
Monsieur Rigaud had already resumed his meal, though not with
quite so quick an appetite as before.

'Adieu, my birds!' said the keeper of the prison, taking his pretty child
in his arms, and dictating the words with a kiss.

'Adieu, my birds!' the pretty child repeated.

Her innocent face looked back so brightly over his shoulder, as he

walked away with her, singing her the song of the child's game:

'Who passes by this road so late? Compagnon de la Majolaine! Who

passes by this road so late? Always gay!'

that John Baptist felt it a point of honour to reply at the grate, and in
good time and tune, though a little hoarsely:

'Of all the king's knights 'tis the flower, Compagnon de la Majolaine!
Of all the king's knights 'tis the flower, Always gay!'

which accompanied them so far down the few steep stairs, that the
prison-keeper had to stop at last for his little daughter to hear the
song out, and repeat the Refrain while they were yet in sight. Then the
child's head disappeared, and the prison-keeper's head disappeared,
but the little voice prolonged the strain until the door clashed.

Monsieur Rigaud, finding the listening John Baptist in his way before
the echoes had ceased (even the echoes were the weaker for
imprisonment, and seemed to lag), reminded him with a push of his
foot that he had better resume his own darker place. The little man
sat down again upon the pavement with the negligent ease of one who
was thoroughly accustomed to pavements; and placing three hunks of
coarse bread before himself, and falling to upon a fourth, began
contentedly to work his way through them as if to clear them off were
a sort of game.

Perhaps he glanced at the Lyons sausage, and perhaps he glanced at

the veal in savoury jelly, but they were not there long, to make his
mouth water; Monsieur Rigaud soon dispatched them, in spite of the
president and tribunal, and proceeded to suck his fingers as clean as
he could, and to wipe them on his vine leaves. Then, as he paused in
his drink to contemplate his fellow-prisoner, his moustache went up,
and his nose came down.

'How do you find the bread?'

'A little dry, but I have my old sauce here,' returned John Baptist,
holding up his knife. 'How sauce?'

'I can cut my bread so - like a melon. Or so - like an omelette. Or so -

like a fried fish. Or so - like Lyons sausage,' said John Baptist,
demonstrating the various cuts on the bread he held, and soberly
chewing what he had in his mouth.

'Here!' cried Monsieur Rigaud. 'You may drink. You may finish this.'

It was no great gift, for there was mighty little wine left; but Signor
Cavalletto, jumping to his feet, received the bottle gratefully, turned it
upside down at his mouth, and smacked his lips.

'Put the bottle by with the rest,' said Rigaud.

The little man obeyed his orders, and stood ready to give him a lighted
match; for he was now rolling his tobacco into cigarettes by the aid of
little squares of paper which had been brought in with it.

'Here! You may have one.'

'A thousand thanks, my master!' John Baptist said in his own

language, and with the quick conciliatory manner of his own
countrymen.

Monsieur Rigaud arose, lighted a cigarette, put the rest of his stock
into a breast-pocket, and stretched himself out at full length upon the
bench. Cavalletto sat down on the pavement, holding one of his ankles
in each hand, and smoking peacefully. There seemed to be some
uncomfortable attraction of Monsieur Rigaud's eyes to the immediate
neighbourhood of that part of the pavement where the thumb had
been in the plan. They were so drawn in that direction, that the Italian
more than once followed them to and back from the pavement in some
surprise.

'What an infernal hole this is!' said Monsieur Rigaud, breaking a long
pause. 'Look at the light of day. Day? the light of yesterday week, the
light of six months ago, the light of six years ago. So slack and dead!'

It came languishing down a square funnel that blinded a window in

the staircase wall, through which the sky was never seen - nor
anything else.

'Cavalletto,' said Monsieur Rigaud, suddenly withdrawing his gaze

from this funnel to which they had both involuntarily turned their
eyes, 'you know me for a gentleman?'
'Surely, surely!'

'How long have we been here?' 'I, eleven weeks, to-morrow night at
midnight. You, nine weeks and three days, at five this afternoon.'

'Have I ever done anything here? Ever touched the broom, or spread
the mats, or rolled them up, or found the draughts, or collected the
dominoes, or put my hand to any kind of work?'

'Never!'

'Have you ever thought of looking to me to do any kind of work?'

John Baptist answered with that peculiar back-handed shake of the

right forefinger which is the most expressive negative in the Italian
language.

'No! You knew from the first moment when you saw me here, that I
was a gentleman?'

'ALTRO!' returned John Baptist, closing his eyes and giving his head a
most vehement toss. The word being, according to its Genoese
emphasis, a confirmation, a contradiction, an assertion, a denial, a
taunt, a compliment, a joke, and fifty other things, became in the
present instance, with a significance beyond all power of written
expression, our familiar English 'I believe you!'

'Haha! You are right! A gentleman I am! And a gentleman I'll live, and
a gentleman I'll die! It's my intent to be a gentleman. It's my game.
Death of my soul, I play it out wherever I go!'

He changed his posture to a sitting one, crying with a triumphant air:

'Here I am! See me! Shaken out of destiny's dice-box into the company
of a mere smuggler; - shut up with a poor little contraband trader,
whose papers are wrong, and whom the police lay hold of besides, for
placing his boat (as a means of getting beyond the frontier) at the
disposition of other little people whose papers are wrong; and he
instinctively recognises my position, even by this light and in this
place. It's well done! By Heaven! I win, however the game goes.'

Again his moustache went up, and his nose came down.

'What's the hour now?' he asked, with a dry hot pallor upon him,
rather difficult of association with merriment.

'A little half-hour after mid-day.'

'Good! The President will have a gentleman before him soon. Come!

Shall I tell you on what accusation? It must be now, or never, for I

shall not return here. Either I shall go free, or I shall go to be made
ready for shaving. You know where they keep the razor.' Signor
Cavalletto took his cigarette from between his parted lips, and showed
more momentary discomfiture than might have been expected.

'I am a' - Monsieur Rigaud stood up to say it - 'I am a cosmopolitan

gentleman. I own no particular country. My father was Swiss -
Canton de Vaud. My mother was French by blood, English by birth. I
myself was born in Belgium. I am a citizen of the world.'

His theatrical air, as he stood with one arm on his hip within the folds
of his cloak, together with his manner of disregarding his companion
and addressing the opposite wall instead, seemed to intimate that he
was rehearsing for the President, whose examination he was shortly to
undergo, rather than troubling himself merely to enlighten so small a
person as John Baptist Cavalletto.

'Call me five-and-thirty years of age. I have seen the world. I have lived
here, and lived there, and lived like a gentleman everywhere. I have
been treated and respected as a gentleman universally. If you try to
prejudice me by making out that I have lived by my wits - how do your
lawyers live - your politicians - your intriguers - your men of the
Exchange?'

He kept his small smooth hand in constant requisition, as if it were a

witness to his gentility that had often done him good service before.

'Two years ago I came to Marseilles. I admit that I was poor; I had
been ill. When your lawyers, your politicians, your intriguers, your
men of the Exchange fall ill, and have not scraped money together,
they become poor. I put up at the Cross of Gold, - kept then by
Monsieur Henri Barronneau - sixty-five at least, and in a failing state
of health. I had lived in the house some four months when Monsieur
Henri Barronneau had the misfortune to die; - at any rate, not a rare
misfortune, that. It happens without any aid of mine, pretty often.'

John Baptist having smoked his cigarette down to his fingers' ends,
Monsieur Rigaud had the magnanimity to throw him another. He
lighted the second at the ashes of the first, and smoked on, looking
sideways at his companion, who, preoccupied with his own case,
hardly looked at him.

'Monsieur Barronneau left a widow. She was two-and-twenty. She had

gained a reputation for beauty, and (which is often another thing) was
beautiful. I continued to live at the Cross of Gold. I married Madame
Barronneau. It is not for me to say whether there was any great
disparity in such a match. Here I stand, with the contamination of a
jail upon me; but it is possible that you may think me better suited to
her than her former husband was.'

He had a certain air of being a handsome man - which he was not;

and a certain air of being a well-bred man - which he was not. It was
mere swagger and challenge; but in this particular, as in many others,
blustering assertion goes for proof, half over the world.

'Be it as it may, Madame Barronneau approved of me. That is not to

prejudice me, I hope?'

His eye happening to light upon John Baptist with this inquiry, that
little man briskly shook his head in the negative, and repeated in an
argumentative tone under his breath, altro, altro, altro, altro - an
infinite number of times.

' Now came the difficulties of our position. I am proud. I say nothing in
defence of pride, but I am proud. It is also my character to govern. I
can't submit; I must govern. Unfortunately, the property of Madame
Rigaud was settled upon herself. Such was the insane act of her late
husband. More unfortunately still, she had relations. When a wife's
relations interpose against a husband who is a gentleman, who is
proud, and who must govern, the consequences are inimical to peace.
There was yet another source of difference between us. Madame
Rigaud was unfortunately a little vulgar. I sought to improve her
manners and ameliorate her general tone; she (supported in this
likewise by her relations) resented my endeavours. Quarrels began to
arise between us; and, propagated and exaggerated by the slanders of
the relations of Madame Rigaud, to become notorious to the
neighbours. It has been said that I treated Madame Rigaud with
cruelty. I may have been seen to slap her face - nothing more. I have a
light hand; and if I have been seen apparently to correct Madame
Rigaud in that manner, I have done it almost playfully.'

If the playfulness of Monsieur Rigaud were at all expressed by his

smile at this point, the relations of Madame Rigaud might have said
that they would have much preferred his correcting that unfortunate
woman seriously.

'I am sensitive and brave. I do not advance it as a merit to be sensitive

and brave, but it is my character. If the male relations of Madame
Rigaud had put themselves forward openly, I should have known how
to deal with them. They knew that, and their machinations were
conducted in secret; consequently, Madame Rigaud and I were
brought into frequent and unfortunate collision. Even when I wanted
any little sum of money for my personal expenses, I could not obtain it
without collision - and I, too, a man whose character it is to govern!
One night, Madame Rigaud and myself were walking amicably - I may
say like lovers - on a height overhanging the sea. An evil star
occasioned Madame Rigaud to advert to her relations; I reasoned with
her on that subject, and remonstrated on the want of duty and
devotion manifested in her allowing herself to be influenced by their
jealous animosity towards her husband. Madame Rigaud retorted; I
retorted; Madame Rigaud grew warm; I grew warm, and provoked her.
I admit it. Frankness is a part of my character. At length, Madame
Rigaud, in an access of fury that I must ever deplore, threw herself
upon me with screams of passion (no doubt those that were overheard
at some distance), tore my clothes, tore my hair, lacerated my hands,
trampled and trod the dust, and finally leaped over, dashing herself to
death upon the rocks below. Such is the train of incidents which
malice has perverted into my endeavouring to force from Madame
Rigaud a relinquishment of her rights; and, on her persistence in a
refusal to make the concession I required, struggling with her -
assassinating her!'

He stepped aside to the ledge where the vine leaves yet lay strewn
about, collected two or three, and stood wiping his hands upon them,
with his back to the light.

'Well,' he demanded after a silence, 'have you nothing to say to all

that?'

'It's ugly,' returned the little man, who had risen, and was brightening
his knife upon his shoe, as he leaned an arm against the wall.

'What do you mean?' John Baptist polished his knife in silence.

'Do you mean that I have not represented the case correctly?'

'Al-tro!' returned John Baptist. The word was an apology now, and
stood for 'Oh, by no means!'

'What then?'

'Presidents and tribunals are so prejudiced.'

'Well,' cried the other, uneasily flinging the end of his cloak over his
shoulder with an oath, 'let them do their worst!'

'Truly I think they will,' murmured John Baptist to himself, as he bent

his head to put his knife in his sash.

Nothing more was said on either side, though they both began walking
to and fro, and necessarily crossed at every turn. Monsieur Rigaud
sometimes stopped, as if he were going to put his case in a new light,
or make some irate remonstrance; but Signor Cavalletto continuing to
go slowly to and fro at a grotesque kind of jog-trot pace with his eyes
turned downward, nothing came of these inclinings.

By-and-by the noise of the key in the lock arrested them both. The
sound of voices succeeded, and the tread of feet. The door clashed, the
voices and the feet came on, and the prison-keeper slowly ascended
the stairs, followed by a guard of soldiers.

'Now, Monsieur Rigaud,' said he, pausing for a moment at the grate,
with his keys in his hands, 'have the goodness to come out.'

'I am to depart in state, I see?' 'Why, unless you did,' returned the
jailer, 'you might depart in so many pieces that it would be difficult to
get you together again. There's a crowd, Monsieur Rigaud, and it
doesn't love you.'

He passed on out of sight, and unlocked and unbarred a low door in

the corner of the chamber. 'Now,' said he, as he opened it and
appeared within, 'come out.'

There is no sort of whiteness in all the hues under the sun at all like
the whiteness of Monsieur Rigaud's face as it was then. Neither is
there any expression of the human countenance at all like that
expression in every little line of which the frightened heart is seen to
beat. Both are conventionally compared with death; but the difference
is the whole deep gulf between the struggle done, and the fight at its
most desperate extremity.

He lighted another of his paper cigars at his companion's; put it

tightly between his teeth; covered his head with a soft slouched hat;
threw the end of his cloak over his shoulder again; and walked out
into the side gallery on which the door opened, without taking any
further notice of Signor Cavalletto. As to that little man himself, his
whole attention had become absorbed in getting near the door and
looking out at it. Precisely as a beast might approach the opened gate
of his den and eye the freedom beyond, he passed those few moments
in watching and peering, until the door was closed upon him.

There was an officer in command of the soldiers; a stout, serviceable,

profoundly calm man, with his drawn sword in his hand, smoking a
cigar. He very briefly directed the placing of Monsieur Rigaud in the
midst of the party, put himself with consummate indifference at their
head, gave the word 'march!' and so they all went jingling down the
staircase. The door clashed - the key turned - and a ray of unusual
light, and a breath of unusual air, seemed to have passed through the
jail, vanishing in a tiny wreath of smoke from the cigar.
Still, in his captivity, like a lower animal - like some impatient ape, or
roused bear of the smaller species - the prisoner, now left solitary, had
jumped upon the ledge, to lose no glimpse of this departure. As he yet
stood clasping the grate with both hands, an uproar broke upon his
hearing; yells, shrieks, oaths, threats, execrations, all comprehended
in it, though (as in a storm) nothing but a raging swell of sound
distinctly heard.

Excited into a still greater resemblance to a caged wild animal by his

anxiety to know more, the prisoner leaped nimbly down, ran round
the chamber, leaped nimbly up again, clasped the grate and tried to
shake it, leaped down and ran, leaped up and listened, and never
rested until the noise, becoming more and more distant, had died
away. How many better prisoners have worn their noble hearts out so;
no man thinking of it; not even the beloved of their souls realising it;
great kings and governors, who had made them captive, careering in
the sunlight jauntily, and men cheering them on. Even the said great
personages dying in bed, making exemplary ends and sounding
speeches; and polite history, more servile than their instruments,
embalming them! At last, John Baptist, now able to choose his own
spot within the compass of those walls for the exercise of his faculty of
going to sleep when he would, lay down upon the bench, with his face
turned over on his crossed arms, and slumbered. In his submission,
in his lightness, in his good humour, in his short-lived passion, in his
easy contentment with hard bread and hard stones, in his ready
sleep, in his fits and starts, altogether a true son of the land that gave
him birth.

The wide stare stared itself out for one while; the Sun went down in a
red, green, golden glory; the stars came out in the heavens, and the
fire-flies mimicked them in the lower air, as men may feebly imitate
the goodness of a better order of beings; the long dusty roads and the
interminable plains were in repose - and so deep a hush was on the
sea, that it scarcely whispered of the time when it shall give up its
dead.
Chapter II - Fellow Travellers

'No more of yesterday's howling over yonder to-day, Sir; is there?'

'I have heard none.'

'Then you may be sure there is none. When these people howl, they
howl to be heard.'

'Most people do, I suppose.'

'Ah! but these people are always howling. Never happy otherwise.'

'Do you mean the Marseilles people?'

'I mean the French people. They're always at it. As to Marseilles, we

know what Marseilles is. It sent the most insurrectionary tune into the
world that was ever composed. It couldn't exist without allonging and
marshonging to something or other - victory or death, or blazes, or
something.'

The speaker, with a whimsical good humour upon him all the time,
looked over the parapet-wall with the greatest disparagement of
Marseilles; and taking up a determined position by putting his hands
in his pockets and rattling his money at it, apostrophised it with a
short laugh.

'Allong and marshong, indeed. It would be more creditable to you, I

think, to let other people allong and marshong about their lawful
business, instead of shutting 'em up in quarantine!'

'Tiresome enough,' said the other. 'But we shall be out to-day.'

'Out to-day!' repeated the first. 'It's almost an aggravation of the

enormity, that we shall be out to-day. Out! What have we ever been in
for?'

'For no very strong reason, I must say. But as we come from the East,
and as the East is the country of the plague - '

'The plague!' repeated the other. 'That's my grievance. I have had the
plague continually, ever since I have been here. I am like a sane man
shut up in a madhouse; I can't stand the suspicion of the thing. I
came here as well as ever I was in my life; but to suspect me of the
plague is to give me the plague. And I have had it - and I have got it.'

'You bear it very well, Mr Meagles,' said the second speaker, smiling.
'No. If you knew the real state of the case, that's the last observation
you would think of making. I have been waking up night after night,
and saying, NOW I have got it, NOW it has developed itself, NOW I am
in for it, NOW these fellows are making out their case for their
precautions. Why, I'd as soon have a spit put through me, and be
stuck upon a card in a collection of beetles, as lead the life I have been
leading here.'

'Well, Mr Meagles, say no more about it now it's over,' urged a cheerful
feminine voice.

'Over!' repeated Mr Meagles, who appeared (though without any ill-

nature) to be in that peculiar state of mind in which the last word
spoken by anybody else is a new injury. 'Over! and why should I say
no more about it because it's over?'

It was Mrs Meagles who had spoken to Mr Meagles; and Mrs Meagles
was, like Mr Meagles, comely and healthy, with a pleasant English
face which had been looking at homely things for five-and-fifty years
or more, and shone with a bright reflection of them.

'There! Never mind, Father, never mind!' said Mrs Meagles. 'For
goodness sake content yourself with Pet.'

'With Pet?' repeated Mr Meagles in his injured vein. Pet, however,

being close behind him, touched him on the shoulder, and Mr Meagles
immediately forgave Marseilles from the bottom of his heart.

Pet was about twenty. A fair girl with rich brown hair hanging free in
natural ringlets. A lovely girl, with a frank face, and wonderful eyes; so
large, so soft, so bright, set to such perfection in her kind good head.
She was round and fresh and dimpled and spoilt, and there was in Pet
an air of timidity and dependence which was the best weakness in the
world, and gave her the only crowning charm a girl so pretty and
pleasant could have been without.

'Now, I ask you,' said Mr Meagles in the blandest confidence, falling

back a step himself, and handing his daughter a step forward to
illustrate his question: 'I ask you simply, as between man and man,
you know, DID you ever hear of such damned nonsense as putting Pet
in quarantine?'

'It has had the result of making even quarantine enjoyable.' 'Come!'
said Mr Meagles, 'that's something to be sure. I am obliged to you for
that remark. Now, Pet, my darling, you had better go along with
Mother and get ready for the boat. The officer of health, and a variety
of humbugs in cocked hats, are coming off to let us out of this at last:
and all we jail-birds are to breakfast together in something
approaching to a Christian style again, before we take wing for our
different destinations. Tattycoram, stick you close to your young
mistress.'

He spoke to a handsome girl with lustrous dark hair and eyes, and
very neatly dressed, who replied with a half curtsey as she passed off
in the train of Mrs Meagles and Pet. They crossed the bare scorched
terrace all three together, and disappeared through a staring white
archway. Mr Meagles's companion, a grave dark man of forty, still
stood looking towards this archway after they were gone; until Mr
Meagles tapped him on the arm.

'I beg your pardon,' said he, starting.

'Not at all,' said Mr Meagles.

They took one silent turn backward and forward in the shade of the
wall, getting, at the height on which the quarantine barracks are
placed, what cool refreshment of sea breeze there was at seven in the
morning. Mr Meagles's companion resumed the conversation.

'May I ask you,' he said, 'what is the name of - '

'Tattycoram?' Mr Meagles struck in. 'I have not the least idea.'

'I thought,' said the other, 'that - '

'Tattycoram?' suggested Mr Meagles again.

'Thank you - that Tattycoram was a name; and I have several times
wondered at the oddity of it.'

'Why, the fact is,' said Mr Meagles, 'Mrs Meagles and myself are, you
see, practical people.'

'That you have frequently mentioned in the course of the agreeable

and interesting conversations we have had together, walking up and
down on these stones,' said the other, with a half smile breaking
through the gravity of his dark face.

'Practical people. So one day, five or six years ago now, when we took
Pet to church at the Foundling - you have heard of the Foundling
Hospital in London? Similar to the Institution for the Found Children
in Paris?'

'I have seen it.'

'Well! One day when we took Pet to church there to hear the music -
because, as practical people, it is the business of our lives to show her
everything that we think can please her - Mother (my usual name for
Mrs Meagles) began to cry so, that it was necessary to take her out.
‘What's the matter, Mother?’ said I, when we had brought her a little
round: ‘you are frightening Pet, my dear.’ ‘Yes, I know that, Father,’
says Mother, ‘but I think it's through my loving her so much, that it
ever came into my head.’ ‘That ever what came into your head,
Mother?’ ‘O dear, dear!’ cried Mother, breaking out again, ‘when I saw
all those children ranged tier above tier, and appealing from the father
none of them has ever known on earth, to the great Father of us all in
Heaven, I thought, does any wretched mother ever come here, and
look among those young faces, wondering which is the poor child she
brought into this forlorn world, never through all its life to know her
love, her kiss, her face, her voice, even her name!’ Now that was
practical in Mother, and I told her so. I said, ‘Mother, that's what I call
practical in you, my dear.’'

The other, not unmoved, assented.

'So I said next day: Now, Mother, I have a proposition to make that I
think you'll approve of. Let us take one of those same little children to
be a little maid to Pet. We are practical people. So if we should find
her temper a little defective, or any of her ways a little wide of ours, we
shall know what we have to take into account. We shall know what an
immense deduction must be made from all the influences and
experiences that have formed us - no parents, no child-brother or
sister, no individuality of home, no Glass Slipper, or Fairy Godmother.
And that's the way we came by Tattycoram.'

'And the name itself - '

'By George!' said Mr Meagles, 'I was forgetting the name itself. Why,
she was called in the Institution, Harriet Beadle - an arbitrary name,
of course. Now, Harriet we changed into Hattey, and then into Tatty,
because, as practical people, we thought even a playful name might be
a new thing to her, and might have a softening and affectionate kind
of effect, don't you see? As to Beadle, that I needn't say was wholly out
of the question. If there is anything that is not to be tolerated on any
terms, anything that is a type of Jack-in-office insolence and
absurdity, anything that represents in coats, waistcoats, and big
sticks our English holding on by nonsense after every one has found it
out, it is a beadle. You haven't seen a beadle lately?'

'As an Englishman who has been more than twenty years in China,
no.'
'Then,' said Mr Meagles, laying his forefinger on his companion's
breast with great animation, 'don't you see a beadle, now, if you can
help it. Whenever I see a beadle in full fig, coming down a street on a
Sunday at the head of a charity school, I am obliged to turn and run
away, or I should hit him. The name of Beadle being out of the
question, and the originator of the Institution for these poor
foundlings having been a blessed creature of the name of Coram, we
gave that name to Pet's little maid. At one time she was Tatty, and at
one time she was Coram, until we got into a way of mixing the two
names together, and now she is always Tattycoram.'

'Your daughter,' said the other, when they had taken another silent
turn to and fro, and, after standing for a moment at the wall glancing
down at the sea, had resumed their walk, 'is your only child, I know,
Mr Meagles. May I ask you - in no impertinent curiosity, but because I
have had so much pleasure in your society, may never in this
labyrinth of a world exchange a quiet word with you again, and wish
to preserve an accurate remembrance of you and yours - may I ask
you, if I have not gathered from your good wife that you have had
other children?'

'No. No,' said Mr Meagles. 'Not exactly other children. One other child.'

'I am afraid I have inadvertently touched upon a tender theme.'

'Never mind,' said Mr Meagles. 'If I am grave about it, I am not at all
sorrowful. It quiets me for a moment, but does not make me unhappy.
Pet had a twin sister who died when we could just see her eyes -
exactly like Pet's - above the table, as she stood on tiptoe holding by
it.'

'Ah! indeed, indeed!'

'Yes, and being practical people, a result has gradually sprung up in

the minds of Mrs Meagles and myself which perhaps you may - or
perhaps you may not - understand. Pet and her baby sister were so
exactly alike, and so completely one, that in our thoughts we have
never been able to separate them since. It would be of no use to tell us
that our dead child was a mere infant. We have changed that child
according to the changes in the child spared to us and always with us.
As Pet has grown, that child has grown; as Pet has become more
sensible and womanly, her sister has become more sensible and
womanly by just the same degrees. It would be as hard to convince me
that if I was to pass into the other world to- morrow, I should not,
through the mercy of God, be received there by a daughter, just like
Pet, as to persuade me that Pet herself is not a reality at my side.' 'I
understand you,' said the other, gently.
'As to her,' pursued her father, 'the sudden loss of her little picture
and playfellow, and her early association with that mystery in which
we all have our equal share, but which is not often so forcibly
presented to a child, has necessarily had some influence on her
character. Then, her mother and I were not young when we married,
and Pet has always had a sort of grown-up life with us, though we
have tried to adapt ourselves to her. We have been advised more than
once when she has been a little ailing, to change climate and air for
her as often as we could - especially at about this time of her life - and
to keep her amused. So, as I have no need to stick at a bank-desk now
(though I have been poor enough in my time I assure you, or I should
have married Mrs Meagles long before), we go trotting about the world.
This is how you found us staring at the Nile, and the Pyramids, and
the Sphinxes, and the Desert, and all the rest of it; and this is how
Tattycoram will be a greater traveller in course of time than Captain
Cook.'

'I thank you,' said the other, 'very heartily for your confidence.'

'Don't mention it,' returned Mr Meagles, 'I am sure you are quite
welcome. And now, Mr Clennam, perhaps I may ask you whether you
have yet come to a decision where to go next?'

'Indeed, no. I am such a waif and stray everywhere, that I am liable to

be drifted where any current may set.'

'It's extraordinary to me - if you'll excuse my freedom in saying so -

that you don't go straight to London,' said Mr Meagles, in the tone of a
confidential adviser.

'Perhaps I shall.'

'Ay! But I mean with a will.'

'I have no will. That is to say,' - he coloured a little, - 'next to none

that I can put in action now. Trained by main force; broken, not bent;
heavily ironed with an object on which I was never consulted and
which was never mine; shipped away to the other end of the world
before I was of age, and exiled there until my father's death there, a
year ago; always grinding in a mill I always hated; what is to be
expected from me in middle life? Will, purpose, hope? All those lights
were extinguished before I could sound the words.'

'Light 'em up again!' said Mr Meagles.

'Ah! Easily said. I am the son, Mr Meagles, of a hard father and

mother. I am the only child of parents who weighed, measured, and
priced everything; for whom what could not be weighed, measured,
and priced, had no existence. Strict people as the phrase is, professors
of a stern religion, their very religion was a gloomy sacrifice of tastes
and sympathies that were never their own, offered up as a part of a
bargain for the security of their possessions. Austere faces, inexorable
discipline, penance in this world and terror in the next - nothing
graceful or gentle anywhere, and the void in my cowed heart
everywhere - this was my childhood, if I may so misuse the word as to
apply it to such a beginning of life.'

'Really though?' said Mr Meagles, made very uncomfortable by the

picture offered to his imagination. 'That was a tough commencement.
But come! You must now study, and profit by, all that lies beyond it,
like a practical man.'

'If the people who are usually called practical, were practical in your
direction - ' 'Why, so they are!' said Mr Meagles.

'Are they indeed?'

'Well, I suppose so,' returned Mr Meagles, thinking about it. 'Eh?

One can but be practical, and Mrs Meagles and myself are nothing
else.'

'My unknown course is easier and more helpful than I had expected to
find it, then,' said Clennam, shaking his head with his grave smile.
'Enough of me. Here is the boat.'

The boat was filled with the cocked hats to which Mr Meagles
entertained a national objection; and the wearers of those cocked hats
landed and came up the steps, and all the impounded travellers
congregated together. There was then a mighty production of papers
on the part of the cocked hats, and a calling over of names, and great
work of signing, sealing, stamping, inking, and sanding, with
exceedingly blurred, gritty, and undecipherable results. Finally,
everything was done according to rule, and the travellers were at
liberty to depart whithersoever they would.

They made little account of stare and glare, in the new pleasure of
recovering their freedom, but flitted across the harbour in gay boats,
and reassembled at a great hotel, whence the sun was excluded by
closed lattices, and where bare paved floors, lofty ceilings, and
resounding corridors tempered the intense heat. There, a great table
in a great room was soon profusely covered with a superb repast; and
the quarantine quarters became bare indeed, remembered among
dainty dishes, southern fruits, cooled wines, flowers from Genoa,
snow from the mountain tops, and all the colours of the rainbow
flashing in the mirrors.
'But I bear those monotonous walls no ill-will now,' said Mr Meagles.
'One always begins to forgive a place as soon as it's left behind; I dare
say a prisoner begins to relent towards his prison, after he is let out.'

They were about thirty in company, and all talking; but necessarily in
groups. Father and Mother Meagles sat with their daughter between
them, the last three on one side of the table: on the opposite side sat
Mr Clennam; a tall French gentleman with raven hair and beard, of a
swart and terrible, not to say genteelly diabolical aspect, but who had
shown himself the mildest of men; and a handsome young
Englishwoman, travelling quite alone, who had a proud observant
face, and had either withdrawn herself from the rest or been avoided
by the rest - nobody, herself excepted perhaps, could have quite
decided which. The rest of the party were of the usual materials:
travellers on business, and travellers for pleasure; officers from India
on leave; merchants in the Greek and Turkey trades; a clerical English
husband in a meek strait- waistcoat, on a wedding trip with his young
wife; a majestic English mama and papa, of the patrician order, with a
family of three growing-up daughters, who were keeping a journal for
the confusion of their fellow-creatures; and a deaf old English mother,
tough in travel, with a very decidedly grown-up daughter indeed,
which daughter went sketching about the universe in the expectation
of ultimately toning herself off into the married state.

The reserved Englishwoman took up Mr Meagles in his last remark.

'Do you mean that a prisoner forgives his prison?' said she, slowly and
with emphasis.

'That was my speculation, Miss Wade. I don't pretend to know

positively how a prisoner might feel. I never was one before.'

'Mademoiselle doubts,' said the French gentleman in his own

language, 'it's being so easy to forgive?'

'I do.'

Pet had to translate this passage to Mr Meagles, who never by any

accident acquired any knowledge whatever of the language of any
country into which he travelled. 'Oh!' said he. 'Dear me! But that's a
pity, isn't it?'

'That I am not credulous?' said Miss Wade.

'Not exactly that. Put it another way. That you can't believe it easy to
forgive.'
'My experience,' she quietly returned, 'has been correcting my belief in
many respects, for some years. It is our natural progress, I have
heard.'

'Well, well! But it's not natural to bear malice, I hope?' said Mr
Meagles, cheerily.

'If I had been shut up in any place to pine and suffer, I should always
hate that place and wish to burn it down, or raze it to the ground. I
know no more.' 'Strong, sir?' said Mr Meagles to the Frenchman; it
being another of his habits to address individuals of all nations in
idiomatic English, with a perfect conviction that they were bound to
understand it somehow. 'Rather forcible in our fair friend, you'll agree
with me, I think?'

The French gentleman courteously replied, 'Plait-il?' To which Mr

Meagles returned with much satisfaction, 'You are right. My opinion.'

The breakfast beginning by-and-by to languish, Mr Meagles made the

company a speech. It was short enough and sensible enough,
considering that it was a speech at all, and hearty. It merely went to
the effect that as they had all been thrown together by chance, and
had all preserved a good understanding together, and were now about
to disperse, and were not likely ever to find themselves all together
again, what could they do better than bid farewell to one another, and
give one another good-speed in a simultaneous glass of cool
champagne all round the table? It was done, and with a general
shaking of hands the assembly broke up for ever.

The solitary young lady all this time had said no more. She rose with
the rest, and silently withdrew to a remote corner of the great room,
where she sat herself on a couch in a window, seeming to watch the
reflection of the water as it made a silver quivering on the bars of the
lattice. She sat, turned away from the whole length of the apartment,
as if she were lonely of her own haughty choice. And yet it would have
been as difficult as ever to say, positively, whether she avoided the
rest, or was avoided.

The shadow in which she sat, falling like a gloomy veil across her
forehead, accorded very well with the character of her beauty. One
could hardly see the face, so still and scornful, set off by the arched
dark eyebrows, and the folds of dark hair, without wondering what its
expression would be if a change came over it. That it could soften or
relent, appeared next to impossible. That it could deepen into anger or
any extreme of defiance, and that it must change in that direction
when it changed at all, would have been its peculiar impression upon
most observers. It was dressed and trimmed into no ceremony of
expression. Although not an open face, there was no pretence in it. 'I
am self-contained and self- reliant; your opinion is nothing to me; I
have no interest in you, care nothing for you, and see and hear you
with indifference' - this it said plainly. It said so in the proud eyes, in
the lifted nostril, in the handsome but compressed and even cruel
mouth. Cover either two of those channels of expression, and the third
would have said so still. Mask them all, and the mere turn of the head
would have shown an unsubduable nature.

Pet had moved up to her (she had been the subject of remark among
her family and Mr Clennam, who were now the only other occupants
of the room), and was standing at her side.

'Are you' - she turned her eyes, and Pet faltered - 'expecting any one to
meet you here, Miss Wade?'

'I? No.'

'Father is sending to the Poste Restante. Shall he have the pleasure of

directing the messenger to ask if there are any letters for you?'

'I thank him, but I know there can be none.'

'We are afraid,' said Pet, sitting down beside her, shyly and half
tenderly, 'that you will feel quite deserted when we are all gone.'

'Indeed!'

'Not,' said Pet, apologetically and embarrassed by her eyes, 'not, of

course, that we are any company to you, or that we have been able to
be so, or that we thought you wished it.'

'I have not intended to make it understood that I did wish it.'

'No. Of course. But - in short,' said Pet, timidly touching her hand as
it lay impassive on the sofa between them, 'will you not allow Father
to tender you any slight assistance or service? He will be very glad.'

'Very glad,' said Mr Meagles, coming forward with his wife and
Clennam. 'Anything short of speaking the language, I shall be
delighted to undertake, I am sure.'

'I am obliged to you,' she returned, 'but my arrangements are made,

and I prefer to go my own way in my own manner.'

'Do you?' said Mr Meagles to himself, as he surveyed her with a

puzzled look. 'Well! There's character in that, too.'
'I am not much used to the society of young ladies, and I am afraid I
may not show my appreciation of it as others might. A pleasant
journey to you. Good-bye!'

She would not have put out her hand, it seemed, but that Mr Meagles
put out his so straight before her that she could not pass it. She put
hers in it, and it lay there just as it had lain upon the couch.

'Good-bye!' said Mr Meagles. 'This is the last good-bye upon the list,
for Mother and I have just said it to Mr Clennam here, and he only
waits to say it to Pet. Good-bye! We may never meet again.'

'In our course through life we shall meet the people who are coming to
meet us, from many strange places and by many strange roads,' was
the composed reply; 'and what it is set to us to do to them, and what
it is set to them to do to us, will all be done.' There was something in
the manner of these words that jarred upon Pet's ear. It implied that
what was to be done was necessarily evil, and it caused her to say in a
whisper, 'O Father!' and to shrink childishly, in her spoilt way, a little
closer to him. This was not lost on the speaker.

'Your pretty daughter,' she said, 'starts to think of such things. Yet,'
looking full upon her, 'you may be sure that there are men and
women already on their road, who have their business to do with
YOU, and who will do it. Of a certainty they will do it. They may be
coming hundreds, thousands, of miles over the sea there; they may be
close at hand now; they may be coming, for anything you know or
anything you can do to prevent it, from the vilest sweepings of this
very town.'

With the coldest of farewells, and with a certain worn expression on

her beauty that gave it, though scarcely yet in its prime, a wasted
look, she left the room.

Now, there were many stairs and passages that she had to traverse in
passing from that part of the spacious house to the chamber she had
secured for her own occupation. When she had almost completed the
journey, and was passing along the gallery in which her room was,
she heard an angry sound of muttering and sobbing. A door stood
open, and within she saw the attendant upon the girl she had just
left; the maid with the curious name.

She stood still, to look at this maid. A sullen, passionate girl! Her rich
black hair was all about her face, her face was flushed and hot, and
as she sobbed and raged, she plucked at her lips with an unsparing
hand.
'Selfish brutes!' said the girl, sobbing and heaving between whiles.
'Not caring what becomes of me! Leaving me here hungry and thirsty
and tired, to starve, for anything they care! Beasts! Devils! Wretches!'

'My poor girl, what is the matter?'

She looked up suddenly, with reddened eyes, and with her hands
suspended, in the act of pinching her neck, freshly disfigured with
great scarlet blots. 'It's nothing to you what's the matter. It don't
signify to any one.'

'O yes it does; I am sorry to see you so.'

'You are not sorry,' said the girl. 'You are glad. You know you are glad.
I never was like this but twice over in the quarantine yonder; and both
times you found me. I am afraid of you.'

'Afraid of me?'

'Yes. You seem to come like my own anger, my own malice, my own -
whatever it is - I don't know what it is. But I am ill-used, I am ill-used,
I am ill-used!' Here the sobs and the tears, and the tearing hand,
which had all been suspended together since the first surprise, went
on together anew.

The visitor stood looking at her with a strange attentive smile. It was
wonderful to see the fury of the contest in the girl, and the bodily
struggle she made as if she were rent by the Demons of old.

'I am younger than she is by two or three years, and yet it's me that
looks after her, as if I was old, and it's she that's always petted and
called Baby! I detest the name. I hate her! They make a fool of her,
they spoil her. She thinks of nothing but herself, she thinks no more
of me than if I was a stock and a stone!' So the girl went on.

'You must have patience.'

'I WON'T have patience!'

'If they take much care of themselves, and little or none of you, you
must not mind it.'

I WILL mind it.'

'Hush! Be more prudent. You forget your dependent position.'

'I don't care for that. I'll run away. I'll do some mischief. I won't bear
it; I can't bear it; I shall die if I try to bear it!'
The observer stood with her hand upon her own bosom, looking at the
girl, as one afflicted with a diseased part might curiously watch the
dissection and exposition of an analogous case.

The girl raged and battled with all the force of her youth and fulness
of life, until by little and little her passionate exclamations trailed off
into broken murmurs as if she were in pain. By corresponding degrees
she sank into a chair, then upon her knees, then upon the ground
beside the bed, drawing the coverlet with her, half to hide her shamed
head and wet hair in it, and half, as it seemed, to embrace it, rather
than have nothing to take to her repentant breast.

'Go away from me, go away from me! When my temper comes upon
me, I am mad. I know I might keep it off if I only tried hard enough,
and sometimes I do try hard enough, and at other times I don't and
won't. What have I said! I knew when I said it, it was all lies. They
think I am being taken care of somewhere, and have all I want.

They are nothing but good to me. I love them dearly; no people could
ever be kinder to a thankless creature than they always are to me. Do,
do go away, for I am afraid of you. I am afraid of myself when I feel my
temper coming, and I am as much afraid of you. Go away from me,
and let me pray and cry myself better!' The day passed on; and again
the wide stare stared itself out; and the hot night was on Marseilles;
and through it the caravan of the morning, all dispersed, went their
appointed ways. And thus ever by day and night, under the sun and
under the stars, climbing the dusty hills and toiling along the weary
plains, journeying by land and journeying by sea, coming and going so
strangely, to meet and to act and react on one another, move all we
restless travellers through the pilgrimage of life.
Chapter III - Home

It was a Sunday evening in London, gloomy, close, and stale.

Maddening church bells of all degrees of dissonance, sharp and flat,
cracked and clear, fast and slow, made the brick-and-mortar echoes
hideous. Melancholy streets, in a penitential garb of soot, steeped the
souls of the people who were condemned to look at them out of
windows, in dire despondency. In every thoroughfare, up almost every
alley, and down almost every turning, some doleful bell was throbbing,
jerking, tolling, as if the Plague were in the city and the dead-carts
were going round. Everything was bolted and barred that could by
possibility furnish relief to an overworked people. No pictures, no
unfamiliar animals, no rare plants or flowers, no natural or artificial
wonders of the ancient world - all TABOO with that enlightened
strictness, that the ugly South Sea gods in the British Museum might
have supposed themselves at home again. Nothing to see but streets,
streets, streets. Nothing to breathe but streets, streets, streets.
Nothing to change the brooding mind, or raise it up. Nothing for the
spent toiler to do, but to compare the monotony of his seventh day
with the monotony of his six days, think what a weary life he led, and
make the best of it - or the worst, according to the probabilities.

At such a happy time, so propitious to the interests of religion and

morality, Mr Arthur Clennam, newly arrived from Marseilles by way of
Dover, and by Dover coach the Blue-eyed Maid, sat in the window of a
coffee-house on Ludgate Hill. Ten thousand responsible houses
surrounded him, frowning as heavily on the streets they composed, as
if they were every one inhabited by the ten young men of the
Calender's story, who blackened their faces and bemoaned their
miseries every night. Fifty thousand lairs surrounded him where
people lived so unwholesomely that fair water put into their crowded
rooms on Saturday night, would be corrupt on Sunday morning; albeit
my lord, their county member, was amazed that they failed to sleep in
company with their butcher's meat. Miles of close wells and pits of
houses, where the inhabitants gasped for air, stretched far away
towards every point of the compass. Through the heart of the town a
deadly sewer ebbed and flowed, in the place of a fine fresh river. What
secular want could the million or so of human beings whose daily
labour, six days in the week, lay among these Arcadian objects, from
the sweet sameness of which they had no escape between the cradle
and the grave - what secular want could they possibly have upon their
seventh day? Clearly they could want nothing but a stringent
policeman.

Mr Arthur Clennam sat in the window of the coffee-house on Ludgate

Hill, counting one of the neighbouring bells, making sentences and
burdens of songs out of it in spite of himself, and wondering how
many sick people it might be the death of in the course of the year. As
the hour approached, its changes of measure made it more and more
exasperating. At the quarter, it went off into a condition of deadly-
lively importunity, urging the populace in a voluble manner to Come
to church, Come to church, Come to church! At the ten minutes, it
became aware that the congregation would be scanty, and slowly
hammered out in low spirits, They WON'T come, they WON'T come,
they WON'T come! At the five minutes, it abandoned hope, and shook
every house in the neighbourhood for three hundred seconds, with
one dismal swing per second, as a groan of despair.

'Thank Heaven!' said Clennam, when the hour struck, and the bell
stopped.

But its sound had revived a long train of miserable Sundays, and the
procession would not stop with the bell, but continued to march on.
'Heaven forgive me,' said he, 'and those who trained me. How I have
hated this day!'

There was the dreary Sunday of his childhood, when he sat with his
hands before him, scared out of his senses by a horrible tract which
commenced business with the poor child by asking him in its title,
why he was going to Perdition? - a piece of curiosity that he really, in
a frock and drawers, was not in a condition to satisfy - and which, for
the further attraction of his infant mind, had a parenthesis in every
other line with some such hiccupping reference as 2 Ep. Thess. c. iii,
v. 6 & 7. There was the sleepy Sunday of his boyhood, when, like a
military deserter, he was marched to chapel by a picquet of teachers
three times a day, morally handcuffed to another boy; and when he
would willingly have bartered two meals of indigestible sermon for
another ounce or two of inferior mutton at his scanty dinner in the
flesh. There was the interminable Sunday of his nonage; when his
mother, stern of face and unrelenting of heart, would sit all day
behind a Bible - bound, like her own construction of it, in the
hardest, barest, and straitest boards, with one dinted ornament on
the cover like the drag of a chain, and a wrathful sprinkling of red
upon the edges of the leaves - as if it, of all books! were a fortification
against sweetness of temper, natural affection, and gentle intercourse.
There was the resentful Sunday of a little later, when he sat down
glowering and glooming through the tardy length of the day, with a
sullen sense of injury in his heart, and no more real knowledge of the
beneficent history of the New Testament than if he had been bred
among idolaters. There was a legion of Sundays, all days of
unserviceable bitterness and mortification, slowly passing before him.
'Beg pardon, sir,' said a brisk waiter, rubbing the table. 'Wish see bed-
room?'

'Yes. I have just made up my mind to do it.'

'Chaymaid!' cried the waiter. 'Gelen box num seven wish see room!'

'Stay!' said Clennam, rousing himself. 'I was not thinking of what I
said; I answered mechanically. I am not going to sleep here. I am
going home.'

'Deed, sir? Chaymaid! Gelen box num seven, not go sleep here, gome.'

He sat in the same place as the day died, looking at the dull houses
opposite, and thinking, if the disembodied spirits of former
inhabitants were ever conscious of them, how they must pity
themselves for their old places of imprisonment. Sometimes a face
would appear behind the dingy glass of a window, and would fade
away into the gloom as if it had seen enough of life and had vanished
out of it. Presently the rain began to fall in slanting lines between him
and those houses, and people began to collect under cover of the
public passage opposite, and to look out hopelessly at the sky as the
rain dropped thicker and faster. Then wet umbrellas began to appear,
draggled skirts, and mud. What the mud had been doing with itself, or
where it came from, who could say? But it seemed to collect in a
moment, as a crowd will, and in five minutes to have splashed all the
sons and daughters of Adam. The lamplighter was going his rounds
now; and as the fiery jets sprang up under his touch, one might have
fancied them astonished at being suffered to introduce any show of
brightness into such a dismal scene.

Mr Arthur Clennam took up his hat and buttoned his coat, and
walked out. In the country, the rain would have developed a thousand
fresh scents, and every drop would have had its bright association
with some beautiful form of growth or life. In the city, it developed
only foul stale smells, and was a sickly, lukewarm, dirt- stained,
wretched addition to the gutters.

He crossed by St Paul's and went down, at a long angle, almost to the

water's edge, through some of the crooked and descending streets
which lie (and lay more crookedly and closely then) between the river
and Cheapside. Passing, now the mouldy hall of some obsolete
Worshipful Company, now the illuminated windows of a
Congregationless Church that seemed to be waiting for some
adventurous Belzoni to dig it out and discover its history; passing
silent warehouses and wharves, and here and there a narrow alley
leading to the river, where a wretched little bill, FOUND DROWNED,
was weeping on the wet wall; he came at last to the house he sought.
An old brick house, so dingy as to be all but black, standing by itself
within a gateway. Before it, a square court-yard where a shrub or two
and a patch of grass were as rank (which is saying much) as the iron
railings enclosing them were rusty; behind it, a jumble of roots. It was
a double house, with long, narrow, heavily-framed windows. Many
years ago, it had had it in its mind to slide down sideways; it had been
propped up, however, and was leaning on some half-dozen gigantic
crutches: which gymnasium for the neighbouring cats, weather-
stained, smoke- blackened, and overgrown with weeds, appeared in
these latter days to be no very sure reliance.

'Nothing changed,' said the traveller, stopping to look round. 'Dark

and miserable as ever. A light in my mother's window, which seems
never to have been extinguished since I came home twice a year from
school, and dragged my box over this pavement. Well, well, well!'

He went up to the door, which had a projecting canopy in carved work

of festooned jack-towels and children's heads with water on the brain,
designed after a once-popular monumental pattern, and knocked. A
shuffling step was soon heard on the stone floor of the hall, and the
door was opened by an old man, bent and dried, but with keen eyes.

He had a candle in his hand, and he held it up for a moment to assist

his keen eyes. 'Ah, Mr Arthur?' he said, without any emotion, 'you are
come at last? Step in.'

Mr Arthur stepped in and shut the door.

'Your figure is filled out, and set,' said the old man, turning to look at
him with the light raised again, and shaking his head; 'but you don't
come up to your father in my opinion. Nor yet your mother.'

'How is my mother?'

'She is as she always is now. Keeps her room when not actually
bedridden, and hasn't been out of it fifteen times in as many years,
Arthur.' They had walked into a spare, meagre dining-room. The old
man had put the candlestick upon the table, and, supporting his right
elbow with his left hand, was smoothing his leathern jaws while he
looked at the visitor. The visitor offered his hand. The old man took it
coldly enough, and seemed to prefer his jaws, to which he returned as
soon as he could.

'I doubt if your mother will approve of your coming home on the
Sabbath, Arthur,' he said, shaking his head warily.

'You wouldn't have me go away again?'

'Oh! I? I? I am not the master. It's not what I would have. I have stood
between your father and mother for a number of years. I don't pretend
to stand between your mother and you.'

'Will you tell her that I have come home?'

'Yes, Arthur, yes. Oh, to be sure! I'll tell her that you have come home.
Please to wait here. You won't find the room changed.'

He took another candle from a cupboard, lighted it, left the first on the
table, and went upon his errand. He was a short, bald old man, in a
high-shouldered black coat and waistcoat, drab breeches, and long
drab gaiters. He might, from his dress, have been either clerk or
servant, and in fact had long been both. There was nothing about him
in the way of decoration but a watch, which was lowered into the
depths of its proper pocket by an old black ribbon, and had a
tarnished copper key moored above it, to show where it was sunk. His
head was awry, and he had a one-sided, crab-like way with him, as if
his foundations had yielded at about the same time as those of the
house, and he ought to have been propped up in a similar manner.

'How weak am I,' said Arthur Clennam, when he was gone, 'that I
could shed tears at this reception! I, who have never experienced
anything else; who have never expected anything else.' He not only
could, but did. It was the momentary yielding of a nature that had
been disappointed from the dawn of its perceptions, but had not quite
given up all its hopeful yearnings yet. He subdued it, took up the
candle, and examined the room. The old articles of furniture were in
their old places; the Plagues of Egypt, much the dimmer for the fly
and smoke plagues of London, were framed and glazed upon the
walls. There was the old cellaret with nothing in it, lined with lead,
like a sort of coffin in compartments; there was the old dark closet,
also with nothing in it, of which he had been many a time the sole
contents, in days of punishment, when he had regarded it as the
veritable entrance to that bourne to which the tract had found him
galloping. There was the large, hard- featured clock on the sideboard,
which he used to see bending its figured brows upon him with a
savage joy when he was behind-hand with his lessons, and which,
when it was wound up once a week with an iron handle, used to
sound as if it were growling in ferocious anticipation of the miseries
into which it would bring him. But here was the old man come back,
saying, 'Arthur, I'll go before and light you.'

Arthur followed him up the staircase, which was panelled off into
spaces like so many mourning tablets, into a dim bed-chamber, the
floor of which had gradually so sunk and settled, that the fire- place
was in a dell. On a black bier-like sofa in this hollow, propped up
behind with one great angular black bolster like the block at a state
execution in the good old times, sat his mother in a widow's dress.

She and his father had been at variance from his earliest
remembrance. To sit speechless himself in the midst of rigid silence,
glancing in dread from the one averted face to the other, had been the
peacefullest occupation of his childhood. She gave him one glassy
kiss, and four stiff fingers muffled in worsted. This embrace
concluded, he sat down on the opposite side of her little table. There
was a fire in the grate, as there had been night and day for fifteen
years. There was a kettle on the hob, as there had been night and day
for fifteen years. There was a little mound of damped ashes on the top
of the fire, and another little mound swept together under the grate,
as there had been night and day for fifteen years. There was a smell of
black dye in the airless room, which the fire had been drawing out of
the crape and stuff of the widow's dress for fifteen months, and out of
the bier- like sofa for fifteen years.

'Mother, this is a change from your old active habits.'

'The world has narrowed to these dimensions, Arthur,' she rep lied,
glancing round the room. 'It is well for me that I never set my heart
upon its hollow vanities.'

The old influence of her presence and her stern strong voice, so
gathered about her son, that he felt conscious of a renewal of the
timid chill and reserve of his childhood.

'Do you never leave your room, mother?'

'What with my rheumatic affection, and what with its attendant

debility or nervous weakness - names are of no matter now - I have
lost the use of my limbs. I never leave my room. I have not been
outside this door for - tell him for how long,' she said, speaking over
her shoulder.

'A dozen year next Christmas,' returned a cracked voice out of the
dimness behind.

'Is that Affery?' said Arthur, looking towards it.

The cracked voice replied that it was Affery: and an old woman came
forward into what doubtful light there was, and kissed her hand once;
then subsided again into the dimness.

'I am able,' said Mrs Clennam, with a slight motion of her worsted-
muffled right hand toward a chair on wheels, standing before a tall
writing cabinet close shut up, 'I am able to attend to my business
duties, and I am thankful for the privilege. It is a great privilege. But
no more of business on this day. It is a bad night, is it not?'

'Yes, mother.'

'Does it snow?'
'Snow, mother? And we only yet in September?'

'All seasons are alike to me,' she returned, with a grim kind of
luxuriousness. 'I know nothing of summer and winter, shut up here.

The Lord has been pleased to put me beyond all that.' With her cold
grey eyes and her cold grey hair, and her immovable face, as stiff as
the folds of her stony head-dress, - her being beyond the reach of the
seasons seemed but a fit sequence to her being beyond the reach of all
changing emotions.

On her little table lay two or three books, her handkerchief, a pair of
steel spectacles newly taken off, and an old-fashioned gold watch in a
heavy double case. Upon this last object her son's eyes and her own
now rested together.

'I see that you received the packet I sent you on my father's death,
safely, mother.'

'You see.'

'I never knew my father to show so much anxiety on any subject, as

that his watch should be sent straight to you.'

'I keep it here as a remembrance of your father.'

'It was not until the last, that he expressed the wish; when he could
only put his hand upon it, and very indistinctly say to me ‘your
mother.’ A moment before, I thought him wandering in his mind, as
he had been for many hours - I think he had no consciousness of pain
in his short illness - when I saw him turn himself in his bed and try to
open it.'

'Was your father, then, not wandering in his mind when he tried to
open it?'

'No. He was quite sensible at that time.'

Mrs Clennam shook her head; whether in dismissal of the deceased or

opposing herself to her son's opinion, was not clearly expressed.

'After my father's death I opened it myself, thinking there might be, for
anything I knew, some memorandum there. However, as I need not
tell you, mother, there was nothing but the old silk watch- paper
worked in beads, which you found (no doubt) in its place between the
cases, where I found and left it.'
Mrs Clennam signified assent; then added, 'No more of business on
this day,' and then added, 'Affery, it is nine o'clock.'

Upon this, the old woman cleared the little table, went out of the
room, and quickly returned with a tray on which was a dish of little
rusks and a small precise pat of butter, cool, symmetrical, white, and
plump. The old man who had been standing by the door in one
attitude during the whole interview, looking at the mother up- stairs
as he had looked at the son down-stairs, went out at the same time,
and, after a longer absence, returned with another tray on which was
the greater part of a bottle of port wine (which, to judge by his
panting, he had brought from the cellar), a lemon, a sugar-basin, and
a spice box. With these materials and the aid of the kettle, he filled a
tumbler with a hot and odorous mixture, measured out and
compounded with as much nicety as a physician's prescription. Into
this mixture Mrs Clennam dipped certain of the rusks, and ate them;
while the old woman buttered certain other of the rusks, which were
to be eaten alone. When the invalid had eaten all the rusks and drunk
all the mixture, the two trays were removed; and the books and the
candle, watch, handkerchief, and spectacles were replaced upon the
table. She then put on the spectacles and read certain passages aloud
from a book - sternly, fiercely, wrathfully - praying that her enemies
(she made them by her tone and manner expressly hers) might be put
to the edge of the sword, consumed by fire, smitten by plagues and
leprosy, that their bones might be ground to dust, and that they might
be utterly exterminated. As she read on, years seemed to fall away
from her son like the imaginings of a dream, and all the old dark
horrors of his usual preparation for the sleep of an innocent child to
overshadow him.

She shut the book and remained for a little time with her face shaded
by her hand. So did the old man, otherwise still unchanged

in attitude; so, probably, did the old woman in her dimmer part of the
room. Then the sick woman was ready for bed.

'Good night, Arthur. Affery will see to your accommodation. Only

touch me, for my hand is tender.' He touched the worsted muffling of
her hand - that was nothing; if his mother had been sheathed in brass
there would have been no new barrier between them - and followed
the old man and woman down-stairs.

The latter asked him, when they were alone together among the heavy
shadows of the dining-room, would he have some supper?

'No, Affery, no supper.'

'You shall if you like,' said Affery. 'There's her tomorrow's partridge in
the larder - her first this year; say the word and I'll cook it.'

No, he had not long dined, and could eat nothing.

'Have something to drink, then,' said Affery; 'you shall have some of
her bottle of port, if you like. I'll tell Jeremiah that you ordered me to
bring it you.'

No; nor would he have that, either.

'It's no reason, Arthur,' said the old woman, bending over him to
whisper, 'that because I am afeared of my life of 'em, you should be.
You've got half the property, haven't you?'

'Yes, yes.'

'Well then, don't you be cowed. You're clever, Arthur, an't you? ' He
nodded, as she seemed to expect an answer in the affirmative. 'Then
stand up against them! She's awful clever, and none but a clever one
durst say a word to her. HE'S a clever one - oh, he's a clever one! -
and he gives it her when he has a mind to't, he does!'

'Your husband does?'

'Does? It makes me shake from head to foot, to hear him give it her.
My husband, Jeremiah Flintwinch, can conquer even your mother.
What can he be but a clever one to do that!'

His shuffling footstep coming towards them caused her to retreat to

the other end of the room. Though a tall, hard-favoured, sinewy old
woman, who in her youth might have enlisted in the Foot Guards
without much fear of discovery, she collapsed before the little keen-
eyed crab-like old man.

'Now, Affery,' said he, 'now, woman, what are you doing? Can't you
find Master Arthur something or another to pick at?'

Master Arthur repeated his recent refusal to pick at anything.

'Very well, then,' said the old man; 'make his bed. Stir yourself.' His
neck was so twisted that the knotted ends of his white cravat usually
dangled under one ear; his natural acerbity and energy, always
contending with a second nature of habitual repression, gave his
features a swollen and suffused look; and altogether, he had a weird
appearance of having hanged himself at one time or other, and of
having gone about ever since, halter and all, exactly as some timely
hand had cut him down.
'You'll have bitter words together to-morrow, Arthur; you and your
mother,' said Jeremiah. 'Your having given up the business on your
father's death - which she suspects, though we have left it to you to
tell her - won't go off smoothly.'

'I have given up everything in life for the business, and the time came
for me to give up that.'

'Good!' cried Jeremiah, evidently meaning Bad. 'Very good! only don't
expect me to stand between your mother and you, Arthur. I stood
between your mother and your father, fending off this, and fending off
that, and getting crushed and pounded betwixt em; and I've done with
such work.'

'You will never be asked to begin it again for me, Jeremiah.'

' Good. I'm glad to hear it; because I should have had to decline it, if I
had been. That's enough - as your mother says - and more than
enough of such matters on a Sabbath night. Affery, woman, have you
found what you want yet?'

She had been collecting sheets and blankets from a press, and
hastened to gather them up, and to reply, 'Yes, Jeremiah.' Arthur
Clennam helped her by carrying the load himself, wished the old man
good night, and went up-stairs with her to the top of the house.

They mounted up and up, through the musty smell of an old close
house, little used, to a large garret bed-room. Meagre and spare, like
all the other rooms, it was even uglier and grimmer than the rest, by
being the place of banishment for the worn-out furniture. Its movables
were ugly old chairs with worn-out seats, and ugly old chairs without
any seats; a threadbare patternless carpet, a maimed table, a crippled
wardrobe, a lean set of fire-irons like the skeleton of a set deceased, a
washing-stand that looked as if it had stood for ages in a hail of dirty
soapsuds, and a bedstead with four bare atomies of posts, each
terminating in a spike, as if for the dismal accommodation of lodgers
who might prefer to impale themselves. Arthur opened the long low
window, and looked out upon the old blasted and blackened forest of
chimneys, and the old red glare in the sky, which had seemed to him
once upon a time but a nightly reflection of the fiery environment that
was presented to his childish fancy in all directions, let it look where it
would.

He drew in his head again, sat down at the bedside, and looked on at
Affery Flintwinch making the bed.

'Affery, you were not married when I went away.'

She screwed her mouth into the form of saying 'No,' shook her head,
and proceeded to get a pillow into its case.

'How did it happen?'

'Why, Jeremiah, o' course,' said Affery, with an end of the pillow- case
between her teeth.

'Of course he proposed it, but how did it all come about? I should
have thought that neither of you would have married; least of all
should I have thought of your marrying each other.'

'No more should I,' said Mrs Flintwinch, tying the pillow tightly in its
case.

'That's what I mean. When did you begin to think otherwise?'

'Never begun to think otherwise at all,' said Mrs Flintwinch.

Seeing, as she patted the pillow into its place on the bolster, that he
was still looking at her as if waiting for the rest of her reply, she gave
it a great poke in the middle, and asked, 'How could I help myself?'

'How could you help yourself from being married!'

'O' course,' said Mrs Flintwinch. 'It was no doing o' mine. I'D never
thought of it. I'd got something to do, without thinking, indeed! She
kept me to it (as well as he) when she could go about, and she could
go about then.' 'Well?'

'Well?' echoed Mrs Flintwinch. 'That's what I said myself. Well! What's
the use of considering? If them two clever ones have made up their
minds to it, what's left for me to do? Nothing.'

'Was it my mother's project, then?'

'The Lord bless you, Arthur, and forgive me the wish!' cried Affery,
speaking always in a low tone. 'If they hadn't been both of a mind in
it, how could it ever have been? Jeremiah never courted me; t'ant
likely that he would, after living in the house with me and ordering me
about for as many years as he'd done. He said to me one day, he said,
‘Affery,’ he said, ‘now I am going to tell you something. What do you
think of the name of Flintwinch?’ ‘What do I think of it?’ I says. ‘Yes,’
he said, ‘because you're going to take it,’ he said. ‘Take it?’ I says.
‘Jere-MI-ah?’ Oh! he's a clever one!'
Mrs Flintwinch went on to spread the upper sheet over the bed, and
the blanket over that, and the counterpane over that, as if she had
quite concluded her story. 'Well?' said Arthur again.

'Well?' echoed Mrs Flintwinch again. 'How could I help myself? He said
to me, ‘Affery, you and me must be married, and I'll tell you why.
She's failing in health, and she'll want pretty constant attendance up
in her room, and we shall have to be much with her, and there'll be
nobody about now but ourselves when we're away from her, and
altogether it will be more convenient. She's of my opinion,’ he said, ‘so
if you'll put your bonnet on next Monday morning at eight, we'll get it
over.’' Mrs Flintwinch tucked up the bed.

'Well?'

'Well?' repeated Mrs Flintwinch, 'I think so! I sits me down and says it.
Well! - Jeremiah then says to me, ‘As to banns, next Sunday being the
third time of asking (for I've put 'em up a fortnight), is my reason for
naming Monday. She'll speak to you about it herself, and now she'll
find you prepared, Affery.’ That same day she spoke to me, and she
said, ‘So, Affery, I understand that you and Jeremiah are going to be
married. I am glad of it, and so are you, with reason. It is a very good
thing for you, and very welcome under the circumstances to me. He is
a sensible man, and a trustworthy man, and a persevering man, and a
pious man.’ What could I say when it had come to that? Why, if it had
been - a smothering instead of a wedding,' Mrs Flintwinch cast about
in her mind with great pains for this form of expression, 'I couldn't
have said a word upon it, against them two clever ones.'

'In good faith, I believe so.' 'And so you may, Arthur.'

'Affery, what girl was that in my mother's room just now?'

'Girl?' said Mrs Flintwinch in a rather sharp key.

'It was a girl, surely, whom I saw near you - almost hidden in the dark
corner?'

'Oh! She? Little Dorrit? She's nothing; she's a whim of - hers.' It was a
peculiarity of Affery Flintwinch that she never spoke of Mrs Clennam
by name. 'But there's another sort of girls than that about. Have you
forgot your old sweetheart? Long and long ago, I'll be bound.'

'I suffered enough from my mother's separating us, to remember her.

I recollect her very well.'

'Have you got another?'

'No.'

'Here's news for you, then. She's well to do now, and a widow. And if
you like to have her, why you can.'

'And how do you know that, Affery?'

'Them two clever ones have been speaking about it. - There's Jeremiah
on the stairs!' She was gone in a moment. Mrs Flintwinch had
introduced into the web that his mind was busily weaving, in that old
workshop where the loom of his youth had stood, the last thread
wanting to the pattern. The airy folly of a boy's love had found its way
even into that house, and he had been as wretched under its
hopelessness as if the house had been a castle of romance. Little more
than a week ago at Marseilles, the face of the pretty girl from whom he
had parted with regret, had had an unusual interest for him, and a
tender hold upon him, because of some resemblance, real or
imagined, to this first face that had soared out of his gloomy life into
the bright glories of fancy. He leaned upon the sill of the long low
window, and looking out upon the blackened forest of chimneys again,
began to dream; for it had been the uniform tendency of this man's life
- so much was wanting in it to think about, so much that might have
been better directed and happier to speculate upon - to make him a
dreamer, after all.
Chapter IV - Mrs Flintwinch Has A Dream

When Mrs Flintwinch dreamed, she usually dreamed, unlike the son
of her old mistress, with her eyes shut. She had a curiously vivid
dream that night, and before she had left the son of her old mistress
many hours. In fact it was not at all like a dream; it was so very real
in every respect. It happened in this wise.

The bed-chamber occupied by Mr and Mrs Flintwinch was within a

few paces of that to which Mrs Clennam had been so long confined. It
was not on the same floor, for it was a room at the side of the house,
which was approached by a steep descent of a few odd steps, diverging
from the main staircase nearly opposite to Mrs Clennam's door. It
could scarcely be said to be within call, the walls, doors, and panelling
of the old place were so cumbrous; but it was within easy reach, in
any undress, at any hour of the night, in any temperature. At the
head of the bed and within a foot of Mrs Flintwinch's ear, was a bell,
the line of which hung ready to Mrs Clennam's hand. Whenever this
bell rang, up started Affery, and was in the sick room before she was
awake.

Having got her mistress into bed, lighted her lamp, and given her good
night, Mrs Flintwinch went to roost as usual, saving that her lord had
not yet appeared. It was her lord himself who became - unlike the last
theme in the mind, according to the observation of most philosophers
- the subject of Mrs Flintwinch's dream. It seemed to her that she
awoke after sleeping some hours, and found Jeremiah not yet abed.
That she looked at the candle she had left burning, and, measuring
the time like King Alfred the Great, was confirmed by its wasted state
in her belief that she had been asleep for some considerable period.
That she arose thereupon, muffled herself up in a wrapper, put on her
shoes, and went out on the staircase, much surprised, to look for
Jeremiah.

The staircase was as wooden and solid as need be, and Affery went
straight down it without any of those deviations peculiar to dreams.
She did not skim over it, but walked down it, and guided herself by
the banisters on account of her candle having died out. In one corner
of the hall, behind the house-door, there was a little waiting-room, like
a well-shaft, with a long narrow window in it as if it had been ripped
up. In this room, which was never used, a light was burning.

Mrs Flintwinch crossed the hall, feeling its pavement cold to her
stockingless feet, and peeped in between the rusty hinges on the door,
which stood a little open. She expected to see Jeremiah fast asleep or
in a fit, but he was calmly seated in a chair, awake, and in his usual
health. But what - hey? - Lord forgive us! - Mrs Flintwinch muttered
some ejaculation to this effect, and turned giddy.
For, Mr Flintwinch awake, was watching Mr Flintwinch asleep. He sat
on one side of the small table, looking keenly at himself on the other
side with his chin sunk on his breast, snoring. The waking Flintwinch
had his full front face presented to his wife; the sleeping Flintwinch
was in profile. The waking Flintwinch was the old original; the
sleeping Flintwinch was the double. just as she might have
distinguished between a tangible object and its reflection in a glass,
Affery made out this difference with her head going round and round.

If she had had any doubt which was her own Jeremiah, it would have
been resolved by his impatience. He looked about him for an offensive
weapon, caught up the snuffers, and, before applying them to the
cabbage-headed candle, lunged at the sleeper as though he would
have run him through the body.

'Who's that? What's the matter?' cried the sleeper, starting.

Mr Flintwinch made a movement with the snuffers, as if he would

have enforced silence on his companion by putting them down his
throat; the companion, coming to himself, said, rubbing his eyes, 'I
forgot where I was.'

'You have been asleep,' snarled Jeremiah, referring to his watch, 'two
hours. You said you would be rested enough if you had a short nap.'

'I have had a short nap,' said Double.

'Half-past two o'clock in the morning,' muttered Jeremiah. 'Where's

your hat? Where's your coat? Where's the box?'

'All here,' said Double, tying up his throat with sleepy carefulness in a
shawl. 'Stop a minute. Now give me the sleeve - not that sleeve, the
other one. Ha! I'm not as young as I was.' Mr Flintwinch had pulled
him into his coat with vehement energy. 'You promised me a second
glass after I was rested.' 'Drink it!' returned Jeremiah, 'and - choke
yourself, I was going to say - but go, I mean.'At the same time he
produced the identical port-wine bottle, and filled a wine-glass.

'Her port-wine, I believe?' said Double, tasting it as if he were in the

Docks, with hours to spare. 'Her health.'

He took a sip.

'Your health!'

He took another sip.

'His health!'
He took another sip.

'And all friends round St Paul's.' He emptied and put down the wine-
glass half-way through this ancient civic toast, and took up the box. It
was an iron box some two feet square, which he carried under his
arms pretty easily. Jeremiah watched his manner of adjusting it, with
jealous eyes; tried it with his hands, to be sure that he had a firm hold
of it; bade him for his life be careful what he was about; and then
stole out on tiptoe to open the door for him. Affery, anticipating the
last movement, was on the staircase. The sequence of things was so
ordinary and natural, that, standing there, she could hear the door
open, feel the night air, and see the stars outside.

But now came the most remarkable part of the dream. She felt so
afraid of her husband, that being on the staircase, she had not the
power to retreat to her room (which she might easily have done before
he had fastened the door), but stood there staring. Consequently when
he came up the staircase to bed, candle in hand, he came full upon
her. He looked astonished, but said not a word. He kept his eyes upon
her, and kept advancing; and she, completely under his influence,
kept retiring before him. Thus, she walking backward and he walking
forward, they came into their own room. They were no sooner shut in
there, than Mr Flintwinch took her by the throat, and shook her until
she was black in the face.

'Why, Affery, woman - Affery!' said Mr Flintwinch. 'What have you

been dreaming of? Wake up, wake up! What's the matter?'

'The - the matter, Jeremiah?' gasped Mrs Flintwinch, rolling her eyes.

'Why, Affery, woman - Affery! You have been getting out of bed in your
sleep, my dear! I come up, after having fallen asleep myself, below,
and find you in your wrapper here, with the nightmare. Affery,
woman,' said Mr Flintwinch, with a friendly grin on his expressive
countenance, 'if you ever have a dream of this sort again, it'll be a sign
of your being in want of physic. And I'll give you such a dose, old
woman - such a dose!'

Mrs Flintwinch thanked him and crept into bed.

Chapter V - Family Affairs

As the city clocks struck nine on Monday morning, Mrs Clennam was
wheeled by Jeremiah Flintwinch of the cut-down aspect to her tall
cabinet. When she had unlocked and opened it, and had settled
herself at its desk, Jeremiah withdrew - as it might be, to hang
himself more effectually - and her son appeared.

'Are you any better this morning, mother?'

She shook her head, with the same austere air of luxuriousness that
she had shown over-night when speaking of the weather.

'I shall never be better any more. It is well for me, Arthur, that I know
it and can bear it.'

Sitting with her hands laid separately upon the desk, and the tall
cabinet towering before her, she looked as if she were performing on a
dumb church organ. Her son thought so (it was an old thought with
him), while he took his seat beside it.

She opened a drawer or two, looked over some business papers, and
put them back again. Her severe face had no thread of relaxation in it,
by which any explorer could have been guided to the gloomy labyrinth
of her thoughts.

'Shall I speak of our affairs, mother? Are you inclined to enter upon
business?'

'Am I inclined, Arthur? Rather, are you? Your father has been dead a
year and more. I have been at your disposal, and waiting your
pleasure, ever since.'

'There was much to arrange before I could leave; and when I did leave,
I travelled a little for rest and relief.'

She turned her face towards him, as not having heard or understood
his last words. 'For rest and relief.'

She glanced round the sombre room, and appeared from the motion of
her lips to repeat the words to herself, as calling it to witness how
little of either it afforded her.

'Besides, mother, you being sole executrix, and having the direction
and management of the estate, there remained little business, or I
might say none, that I could transact, until you had had time to
arrange matters to your satisfaction.'
'The accounts are made out,' she returned. 'I have them here. The
vouchers have all been examined and passed. You can inspect them
when you like, Arthur; now, if you please.'

'It is quite enough, mother, to know that the business is completed.

Shall I proceed then?'

'Why not?' she said, in her frozen way.

'Mother, our House has done less and less for some years past, and
our dealings have been progressively on the decline. We have never
shown much confidence, or invited much; we have attached no people
to us; the track we have kept is not the track of the time; and we have
been left far behind. I need not dwell on this to you, mother. You know
it necessarily.'

'I know what you mean,' she answered, in a qualified tone. 'Even this
old house in which we speak,' pursued her son, 'is an instance of
what I say. In my father's earlier time, and in his uncle's time before
him, it was a place of business - really a place of business, and
business resort. Now, it is a mere anomaly and incongruity here, out
of date and out of purpose. All our consignments have long been made
to Rovinghams' the commission- merchants; and although, as a check
upon them, and in the stewardship of my father's resources, your
judgment and watchfulness have been actively exerted, still those
qualities would have influenced my father's fortunes equally, if you
had lived in any private dwelling: would they not?'

'Do you consider,' she returned, without answering his question, 'that
a house serves no purpose, Arthur, in sheltering your infirm and
afflicted - justly infirm and righteously afflicted - mother?'

'I was speaking only of business purposes.'

'With what object?'

'I am coming to it.'

'I foresee,' she returned, fixing her eyes upon him, 'what it is. But the
Lord forbid that I should repine under any visitation. In my sinfulness
I merit bitter disappointment, and I accept it.'

'Mother, I grieve to hear you speak like this, though I have had my
apprehensions that you would - '

'You knew I would. You knew ME,' she interrupted.

Her son paused for a moment. He had struck fire out of her, and was
surprised.

'Well!' she said, relapsing into stone. 'Go on. Let me hear.'

'You have anticipated, mother, that I decide for my part, to abandon

the business. I have done with it. I will not take upon myself to advise
you; you will continue it, I see. If I had any influence with you, I would
simply use it to soften your judgment of me in causing you this
disappointment: to represent to you that I have lived the half of a long
term of life, and have never before set my own will against yours. I
cannot say that I have been able to conform myself, in heart and
spirit, to your rules; I cannot say that I believe my forty years have
been profitable or pleasant to myself, or any one; but I have habitually
submitted, and I only ask you to remember it.'

Woe to the suppliant, if such a one there were or ever had been, who
had any concession to look for in the inexorable face at the cabinet.
Woe to the defaulter whose appeal lay to the tribunal where those
severe eyes presided. Great need had the rigid woman of her mystical
religion, veiled in gloom and darkness, with lightnings of cursing,
vengeance, and destruction, flashing through the sable clouds.
Forgive us our debts as we forgive our debtors, was a prayer too poor
in spirit for her. Smite Thou my debtors, Lord, wither them, crush
them; do Thou as I would do, and Thou shalt have my worship: this
was the impious tower of stone she built up to scale Heaven.

'Have you finished, Arthur, or have you anything more to say to me?

I think there can be nothing else. You have been short, but full of
matter!'

'Mother, I have yet something more to say. It has been upon my mind,
night and day, this long time. It is far more difficult to say than what I
have said. That concerned myself; this concerns us all.'

'Us all! Who are us all?'

'Yourself, myself, my dead father.'

She took her hands from the desk; folded them in her lap; and sat
looking towards the fire, with the impenetrability of an old Egyptian
sculpture.

'You knew my father infinitely better than I ever knew him; and his
reserve with me yielded to you. You were much the stronger, mother,
and directed him. As a child, I knew it as well as I know it now. I knew
that your ascendancy over him was the cause of his going to China to
take care of the business there, while you took care of it here (though I
do not even now know whether these were really terms of separation
that you agreed upon); and that it was your will that I should remain
with you until I was twenty, and then go to him as I did. You will not
be offended by my recalling this, after twenty years?'

'I am waiting to hear why you recall it.'

He lowered his voice, and said, with manifest reluctance, and against
his will:

'I want to ask you, mother, whether it ever occurred to you to suspect
-'

At the word Suspect, she turned her eyes momentarily upon her son,
with a dark frown. She then suffered them to seek the fire, as before;
but with the frown fixed above them, as if the sculptor of old Egypt
had indented it in the hard granite face, to frown for ages.

' - that he had any secret remembrance which caused him trouble of
mind - remorse? Whether you ever observed anything in his conduct
suggesting that; or ever spoke to him upon it, or ever heard him hint
at such a thing?'

'I do not understand what kind of secret remembrance you mean to

infer that your father was a prey to,' she returned, after a silence. 'You
speak so mysteriously.'

'Is it possible, mother,' her son leaned forward to be the nearer to her
while he whispered it, and laid his hand nervously upon her desk, 'is
it possible, mother, that he had unhappily wronged any one, and
made no reparation?'

Looking at him wrathfully, she bent herself back in her chair to keep
him further off, but gave him no reply.

'I am deeply sensible, mother, that if this thought has never at any
time flashed upon you, it must seem cruel and unnatural in me, even
in this confidence, to breathe it. But I cannot shake it off.

Time and change (I have tried both before breaking silence) do nothing
to wear it out. Remember, I was with my father. Remember, I saw his
face when he gave the watch into my keeping, and struggled to
express that he sent it as a token you would understand, to you.
Remember, I saw him at the last with the pencil in his failing hand,
trying to write some word for you to read, but to which he could give
no shape. The more remote and cruel this vague suspicion that I have,
the stronger the circumstances that could give it any semblance of
probability to me. For Heaven's sake, let us examine sacredly whether
there is any wrong entrusted to us to set right. No one can help
towards it, mother, but you. '

Still so recoiling in her chair that her overpoised weight moved it, from
time to time, a little on its wheels, and gave her the appearance of a
phantom of fierce aspect gliding away from him, she interposed her
left arm, bent at the elbow with the back of her hand towards her face,
between herself and him, and looked at him in a fixed silence.

'In grasping at money and in driving hard bargains - I have begun,

and I must speak of such things now, mother - some one may have
been grievously deceived, injured, ruined. You were the moving power
of all this machinery before my birth; your stronger spirit has been
infused into all my father's dealings for more than two score years.
You can set these doubts at rest, I think, if you will really help me to
discover the truth. Will you, mother?'

He stopped in the hope that she would speak. But her grey hair was
not more immovable in its two folds, than were her firm lips.

'If reparation can be made to any one, if restitution can be made to

any one, let us know it and make it. Nay, mother, if within my means,
let ME make it. I have seen so little happiness come of money; it has
brought within my knowledge so little peace to this house, or to any
one belonging to it, that it is worth less to me than to another. It can
buy me nothing that will not be a reproach and misery to me, if I am
haunted by a suspicion that it darkened my father's last hours with
remorse, and that it is not honestly and justly mine.' There was a bell-
rope hanging on the panelled wall, some two or three yards from the
cabinet. By a swift and sudden action of her foot, she drove her
wheeled chair rapidly back to it and pulled it violently - still holding
her arm up in its shield-like posture, as if he were striking at her, and
she warding off the blow.

A girl came hurrying in, frightened.

'Send Flintwinch here!'

In a moment the girl had withdrawn, and the old man stood within
the door. 'What! You're hammer and tongs, already, you two?' he said,
coolly stroking his face. 'I thought you would be. I was pretty sure of
it.'

'Flintwinch!' said the mother, 'look at my son. Look at him!'

'Well, I AM looking at him,' said Flintwinch.

She stretched out the arm with which she had shielded herself, and as
she went on, pointed at the object of her anger.

'In the very hour of his return almost - before the shoe upon his foot is
dry - he asperses his father's memory to his mother! Asks his mother
to become, with him, a spy upon his father's transactions through a
lifetime! Has misgivings that the goods of this world which we have
painfully got together early and late, with wear and tear and toil and
self-denial, are so much plunder; and asks to whom they shall be
given up, as reparation and restitution!'

Although she said this raging, she said it in a voice so far from being
beyond her control that it was even lower than her usual tone. She
also spoke with great distinctness.

'Reparation!' said she. 'Yes, truly! It is easy for him to talk of

reparation, fresh from journeying and junketing in foreign lands, and
living a life of vanity and pleasure. But let him look at me, in prison,
and in bonds here. I endure without murmuring, because it is
appointed that I shall so make reparation for my sins. Reparation! Is
there none in this room? Has there been none here this fifteen years?'

Thus was she always balancing her bargains with the Majesty of
heaven, posting up the entries to her credit, strictly keeping her set-
off, and claiming her due. She was only remarkable in this, for the
force and emphasis with which she did it. Thousands upon thousands
do it, according to their varying manner, every day.

'Flintwinch, give me that book!'

The old man handed it to her from the table. She put two fingers
between the leaves, closed the book upon them, and held it up to her
son in a threatening way. ' In the days of old, Arthur, treated of in this
commentary, there were pious men, beloved of the Lord, who would
have cursed their sons for less than this: who would have sent them
forth, and sent whole nations forth, if such had supported them, to be
avoided of God and man, and perish, down to the baby at the breast.
But I only tell you that if you ever renew that theme with me, I will
renounce you; I will so dismiss you through that doorway, that you
had better have been motherless from your cradle. I will never see or
know you more. And if, after all, you were to come into this darkened
room to look upon me lying dead, my body should bleed, if I could
make it, when you came near me.'

In part relieved by the intensity of this threat, and in part (monstrous

as the fact is) by a general impression that it was in some sort a
religious proceeding, she handed back the book to the old man, and
was silent.
'Now,' said Jeremiah; 'premising that I'm not going to stand between
you two, will you let me ask (as I have been called in, and made a
third) what is all this about?'

'Take your version of it,' returned Arthur, finding it left to him to

speak, 'from my mother. Let it rest there. What I have said, was said
to my mother only.' 'Oh!' returned the old man. 'From your mother?
Take it from your mother? Well! But your mother mentioned that you
had been suspecting your father. That's not dutiful, Mr Arthur. Who
will you be suspecting next?'

'Enough,' said Mrs Clennam, turning her face so that it was addressed
for the moment to the old man only. 'Let no more be said about this.'

'Yes, but stop a bit, stop a bit,' the old man persisted. 'Let us see how
we stand. Have you told Mr Arthur that he mustn't lay offences at his
father's door? That he has no right to do it? That he has no ground to
go upon?'

'I tell him so now.'

'Ah! Exactly,' said the old man. 'You tell him so now. You hadn't told
him so before, and you tell him so now. Ay, ay! That's right! You know
I stood between you and his father so long, that it seems as if death
had made no difference, and I was still standing between you. So I
will, and so in fairness I require to have that plainly put forward.
Arthur, you please to hear that you have no right to mistrust your
father, and have no ground to go upon.'

He put his hands to the back of the wheeled chair, and muttering to
himself, slowly wheeled his mistress back to her cabinet. 'Now,' he
resumed, standing behind her: 'in case I should go away leaving
things half done, and so should be wanted again when you come to
the other half and get into one of your flights, has Arthur told you
what he means to do about the business?'

'He has relinquished it.'

'In favour of nobody, I suppose?'

Mrs Clennam glanced at her son, leaning against one of the windows.

He observed the look and said, 'To my mother, of course. She does
what she pleases.'

'And if any pleasure,' she said after a short pause, 'could arise for me
out of the disappointment of my expectations that my son, in the
prime of his life, would infuse new youth and strength into it, and
make it of great profit and power, it would be in advancing an old and
faithful servant. Jeremiah, the captain deserts the ship, but you and I
will sink or float with it.'

Jeremiah, whose eyes glistened as if they saw money, darted a sudden

look at the son, which seemed to say, 'I owe YOU no thanks for this;
YOU have done nothing towards it!' and then told the mother that he
thanked her, and that Affery thanked her, and that he would never
desert her, and that Affery would never desert her. Finally, he hauled
up his watch from its depths, and said, 'Eleven. Time for your oysters!'
and with that change of subject, which involved no change of
expression or manner, rang the bell.

But Mrs Clennam, resolved to treat herself with the greater rigour for
having been supposed to be unacquainted with reparation, refused to
eat her oysters when they were brought. They looked tempting; eight
in number, circularly set out on a white plate on a tray covered with a
white napkin, flanked by a slice of buttered French roll, and a little
compact glass of cool wine and water; but she resisted all
persuasions, and sent them down again - placing the act to her credit,
no doubt, in her Eternal Day-Book.

This refection of oysters was not presided over by Affery, but by the
girl who had appeared when the bell was rung; the same who had
been in the dimly-lighted room last night. Now that he had an
opportunity of observing her, Arthur found that her diminutive figure,
small features, and slight spare dress, gave her the appearance of
being much younger than she was. A woman, probably of not less
than two-and-twenty, she might have been passed in the street for
little more than half that age. Not that her face was very youthful, for
in truth there was more consideration and care in it than naturally
belonged to her utmost years; but she was so little and light, so
noiseless and shy, and appeared so conscious of being out of place
among the three hard elders, that she had all the manner and much
of the appearance of a subdued child.

In a hard way, and in an uncertain way that fluctuated between

patronage and putting down, the sprinkling from a watering-pot and
hydraulic pressure, Mrs Clennam showed an interest in this
dependent. Even in the moment of her entrance, upon the violent
ringing of the bell, when the mother shielded herself with that
singular action from the son, Mrs Clennam's eyes had had some
individual recognition in them, which seemed reserved for her. As
there are degrees of hardness in the hardest metal, and shades of
colour in black itself, so, even in the asperity of Mrs Clennam's
demeanour towards all the rest of humanity and towards Little Dorrit,
there was a fine gradation.
Little Dorrit let herself out to do needlework. At so much a day - or at
so little - from eight to eight, Little Dorrit was to be hired. Punctual to
the moment, Little Dorrit appeared; punctual to the moment, Little
Dorrit vanished. What became of Little Dorrit between the two eights
was a mystery.

Another of the moral phenomena of Little Dorrit. Besides her

consideration money, her daily contract included meals. She had an
extraordinary repugnance to dining in company; would never do so, if
it were possible to escape. Would always plead that she had this bit of
work to begin first, or that bit of work to finish first; and would, of a
certainty, scheme and plan - not very cunningly, it would seem, for
she deceived no one - to dine alone. Successful in this, happy in
carrying off her plate anywhere, to make a table of her lap, or a box, or
the ground, or even as was supposed, to stand on tip-toe, dining
moderately at a mantel-shelf; the great anxiety of Little Dorrit's day
was set at rest.

It was not easy to make out Little Dorrit's face; she was so retiring,
plied her needle in such removed corners, and started away so scared
if encountered on the stairs. But it seemed to be a pale transparent
face, quick in expression, though not beautiful in feature, its soft
hazel eyes excepted. A delicately bent head, a tiny form, a quick little
pair of busy hands, and a shabby dress - it must needs have been
very shabby to look at all so, being so neat - were Little Dorrit as she
sat at work.

For these particulars or generalities concerning Little Dorrit, Mr

Arthur was indebted in the course of the day to his own eyes and to
Mrs Affery's tongue. If Mrs Affery had had any will or way of her own,
it would probably have been unfavourable to Little Dorrit. But as
'them two clever ones' - Mrs Affery's perpetual reference, in whom her
personality was swallowed up - were agreed to accept Little Dorrit as a
matter of course, she had nothing for it but to follow suit. Similarly, if
the two clever ones had agreed to murder Little Dorrit by candlelight,
Mrs Affery, being required to hold the candle, would no doubt have
done it.

In the intervals of roasting the partridge for the invalid chamber, and
preparing a baking-dish of beef and pudding for the dining- room, Mrs
Affery made the communications above set forth; invariably putting
her head in at the door again after she had taken it out, to enforce
resistance to the two clever ones. It appeared to have become a perfect
passion with Mrs Flintwinch, that the only son should be pitted
against them.

In the course of the day, too, Arthur looked through the whole house.
Dull and dark he found it. The gaunt rooms, deserted for years upon
years, seemed to have settled down into a gloomy lethargy from which
nothing could rouse them again. The furniture, at once spare and
lumbering, hid in the rooms rather than furnished them, and there
was no colour in all the house; such colour as had ever been there,
had long ago started away on lost sunbeams - got itself absorbed,
perhaps, into flowers, butterflies, plumage of birds, precious stones,
what not. There was not one straight floor from the foundation to the
roof; the ceilings were so fantastically clouded by smoke and dust,
that old women might have told fortunes in them better than in grouts
of tea; the dead-cold hearths showed no traces of having ever been
warmed but in heaps of soot that had tumbled down the chimneys,
and eddied about in little dusky whirlwinds when the doors were
opened. In what had once been a drawing-room, there were a pair of
meagre mirrors, with dismal processions of black figures carrying
black garlands, walking round the frames; but even these were short
of heads and legs, and one undertaker-like Cupid had swung round
on its own axis and got upside down, and another had fallen off
altogether. The room Arthur Clennam's deceased father had occupied
for business purposes, when he first remembered him, was so
unaltered that he might have been imagined still to keep it invisibly,
as his visible relict kept her room up-stairs; Jeremiah Flintwinch still
going between them negotiating. His picture, dark and gloomy,
earnestly speechless on the wall, with the eyes intently looking at his
son as they had looked when life departed from them, seemed to urge
him awfully to the task he had attempted; but as to any yielding on
the part of his mother, he had now no hope, and as to any other
means of setting his distrust at rest, he had abandoned hope a long
time.

Down in the cellars, as up in the bed-chambers, old objects that he

well remembered were changed by age and decay, but were still in
their old places; even to empty beer-casks hoary with cobwebs, and
empty wine-bottles with fur and fungus choking up their throats.
There, too, among unusual bottle-racks and pale slants of light from
the yard above, was the strong room stored with old ledgers, which
had as musty and corrupt a smell as if they were regularly balanced,
in the dead small hours, by a nightly resurrection of old book-keepers.

The baking-dish was served up in a penitential manner on a shrunken

cloth at an end of the dining-table, at two o'clock, when he dined with
Mr Flintwinch, the new partner. Mr Flintwinch informed him that his
mother had recovered her equanimity now, and that he need not fear
her again alluding to what had passed in the morning. 'And don't you
lay offences at your father's door, Mr Arthur,' added Jeremiah, 'once
for all, don't do it! Now, we have done with the subject.'

Mr Flintwinch had been already rearranging and dusting his own

particular little office, as if to do honour to his accession to new
dignity. He resumed this occupation when he was replete with beef,
had sucked up all the gravy in the baking-dish with the flat of his
knife, and had drawn liberally on a barrel of small beer in the scullery.
Thus refreshed, he tucked up his shirt-sleeves and went to work
again; and Mr Arthur, watching him as he set about it, plainly saw
that his father's picture, or his father's grave, would be as
communicative with him as this old man.

'Now, Affery, woman,' said Mr Flintwinch, as she crossed the hall. 'You
hadn't made Mr Arthur's bed when I was up there last. Stir yourself.
Bustle.'

But Mr Arthur found the house so blank and dreary, and was so
unwilling to assist at another implacable consignment of his mother's
enemies (perhaps himself among them) to mortal disfigurement and
immortal ruin, that he announced his intention of lodging at the
coffee-house where he had left his luggage. Mr Flintwinch taking
kindly to the idea of getting rid of him, and his mother being
indifferent, beyond considerations of saving, to most domestic
arrangements that were not bounded by the walls of her own
chamber, he easily carried this point without new offence. Daily
business hours were agreed upon, which his mother, Mr Flintwinch,
and he, were to devote together to a necessary checking of books and
papers; and he left the home he had so lately found, with depressed
heart.

But Little Dorrit?

The business hours, allowing for intervals of invalid regimen of oysters

and partridges, during which Clennam refreshed himself with a walk,
were from ten to six for about a fortnight. Sometimes Little Dorrit was
employed at her needle, sometimes not, sometimes appeared as a
humble visitor: which must have been her character on the occasion
of his arrival. His original curiosity augmented every day, as he
watched for her, saw or did not see her, and speculated about her.
Influenced by his predominant idea, he even fell into a habit of
discussing with himself the possibility of her being in some way
associated with it. At last he resolved to watch Little Dorrit and know
more of her story.
Chapter VI - The Father Of The Marshalsea

Thirty years ago there stood, a few doors short of the church of Saint
George, in the borough of Southwark, on the left-hand side of the way
going southward, the Marshalsea Prison. It had stood there many
years before, and it remained there some years afterwards; but it is
gone now, and the world is none the worse without it.

It was an oblong pile of barrack building, partitioned into squalid

houses standing back to back, so that there were no back rooms;
environed by a narrow paved yard, hemmed in by high walls duly
spiked at top. Itself a close and confined prison for debtors, it
contained within it a much closer and more confined jail for
smugglers. Offenders against the revenue laws, and defaulters to
excise or customs who had incurred fines which they were unable to
pay, were supposed to be incarcerated behind an iron-plated door
closing up a second prison, consisting of a strong cell or two, and a
blind alley some yard and a half wide, which formed the mysterious
termination of the very limited skittle-ground in which the Marshalsea
debtors bowled down their troubles.

Supposed to be incarcerated there, because the time had rather

outgrown the strong cells and the blind alley. In practice they had
come to be considered a little too bad, though in theory they were
quite as good as ever; which may be observed to be the case at the
present day with other cells that are not at all strong, and with other
blind alleys that are stone-blind. Hence the smugglers habitually
consorted with the debtors (who received them with open arms),
except at certain constitutional moments when somebody came from
some Office, to go through some form of overlooking something which
neither he nor anybody else knew anything about. On these truly
British occasions, the smugglers, if any, made a feint of walking into
the strong cells and the blind alley, while this somebody pretended to
do his something: and made a reality of walking out again as soon as
he hadn't done it - neatly epitomising the administration of most of
the public affairs in our right little, tight little, island.

There had been taken to the Marshalsea Prison, long before the day
when the sun shone on Marseilles and on the opening of this
narrative, a debtor with whom this narrative has some concern.

He was, at that time, a very amiable and very helpless middle-aged

gentleman, who was going out again directly. Necessarily, he was
going out again directly, because the Marshalsea lock never turned
upon a debtor who was not. He brought in a portmanteau with him,
which he doubted its being worth while to unpack; he was so perfectly
clear - like all the rest of them, the turnkey on the lock said - that he
was going out again directly.
He was a shy, retiring man; well-looking, though in an effeminate
style; with a mild voice, curling hair, and irresolute hands - rings
upon the fingers in those days - which nervously wandered to his
trembling lip a hundred times in the first half-hour of his
acquaintance with the jail. His principal anxiety was about his wife.

'Do you think, sir,' he asked the turnkey, 'that she will be very much
shocked, if she should come to the gate to-morrow morning?'

The turnkey gave it as the result of his experience that some of 'em
was and some of 'em wasn't. In general, more no than yes. 'What like
is she, you see?' he philosophically asked: 'that's what it hinges on.'

'She is very delicate and inexperienced indeed.'

'That,' said the turnkey, 'is agen her.'

'She is so little used to go out alone,' said the debtor, 'that I am at a

loss to think how she will ever make her way here, if she walks.'

'P'raps,' quoth the turnkey, 'she'll take a ackney coach.'

'Perhaps.' The irresolute fingers went to the trembling lip. 'I hope she
will. She may not think of it.'

'Or p'raps,' said the turnkey, offering his suggestions from the the top
of his well-worn wooden stool, as he might have offered them to a
child for whose weakness he felt a compassion, 'p'raps she'll get her
brother, or her sister, to come along with her.'

'She has no brother or sister.'

'Niece, nevy, cousin, serwant, young 'ooman, greengrocer. - Dash it!

One or another on 'em,' said the turnkey, repudiating beforehand the

refusal of all his suggestions.

'I fear - I hope it is not against the rules - that she will bring the
children.'

'The children?' said the turnkey. 'And the rules? Why, lord set you up
like a corner pin, we've a reg'lar playground o' children here. Children!
Why we swarm with 'em. How many a you got?'

'Two,' said the debtor, lifting his irresolute hand to his lip again, and
turning into the prison.
The turnkey followed him with his eyes. 'And you another,' he
observed to himself, 'which makes three on you. And your wife
another, I'll lay a crown. Which makes four on you. And another
coming, I'll lay half-a-crown. Which'll make five on you. And I'll go
another seven and sixpence to name which is the helplessest, the
unborn baby or you!'

He was right in all his particulars. She came next day with a little boy
of three years old, and a little girl of two, and he stood entirely
corroborated.

'Got a room now; haven't you?' the turnkey asked the debtor after a
week or two.

'Yes, I have got a very good room.'

'Any little sticks a coming to furnish it?' said the turnkey.

'I expect a few necessary articles of furniture to be delivered by the

carrier, this afternoon.'

'Missis and little 'uns a coming to keep you company?' asked the
turnkey.

'Why, yes, we think it better that we should not be scattered, even for
a few weeks.'

'Even for a few weeks, OF course,' replied the turnkey. And he

followed him again with his eyes, and nodded his head seven times
when he was gone.

The affairs of this debtor were perplexed by a partnership, of which he

knew no more than that he had invested money in it; by legal matters
of assignment and settlement, conveyance here and conveyance there,
suspicion of unlawful preference of creditors in this direction, and of
mysterious spiriting away of property in that; and as nobody on the
face of the earth could be more incapable of explaining any single item
in the heap of confusion than the debtor himself, nothing
comprehensible could be made of his case. To question him in detail,
and endeavour to reconcile his answers; to closet him with
accountants and sharp practitioners, learned in the wiles of
insolvency and bankruptcy; was only to put the case out at compound
interest and incomprehensibility. The irresolute fingers fluttered more
and more ineffectually about the trembling lip on every such occasion,
and the sharpest practitioners gave him up as a hopeless job.

'Out?' said the turnkey, 'he'll never get out, unless his creditors take
him by the shoulders and shove him out.'
He had been there five or six months, when he came running to this
turnkey one forenoon to tell him, breathless and pale, that his wife
was ill.

'As anybody might a known she would be,' said the turnkey.

'We intended,' he returned, 'that she should go to a country lodging

only to-morrow. What am I to do! Oh, good heaven, what am I to do!'

'Don't waste your time in clasping your hands and biting your fingers,'
responded the practical turnkey, taking him by the elbow, 'but come
along with me.'

The turnkey conducted him - trembling from head to foot, and

constantly crying under his breath, What was he to do! while his
irresolute fingers bedabbled the tears upon his face - up one of the
common staircases in the prison to a door on the garret story. Upon
which door the turnkey knocked with the handle of his key.

'Come in!' cried a voice inside.

The turnkey, opening the door, disclosed in a wretched, ill- smelling

little room, two hoarse, puffy, red-faced personages seated at a rickety
table, playing at all-fours, smoking pipes, and drinking brandy.
'Doctor,' said the turnkey, 'here's a gentleman's wife in want of you
without a minute's loss of time!'

The doctor's friend was in the positive degree of hoarseness, puffiness,

red-facedness, all-fours, tobacco, dirt, and brandy; the doctor in the
comparative - hoarser, puffier, more red-faced, more all-fourey,
tobaccoer, dirtier, and brandier. The doctor was amazingly shabby, in
a torn and darned rough-weather sea-jacket, out at elbows and
eminently short of buttons (he had been in his time the experienced
surgeon carried by a passenger ship), the dirtiest white trousers
conceivable by mortal man, carpet slippers, and no visible linen.
'Childbed?' said the doctor. 'I'm the boy!' With that the doctor took a
comb from the chimney-piece and stuck his hair upright - which
appeared to be his way of washing himself - produced a professional
chest or case, of most abject appearance, from the cupboard where his
cup and saucer and coals were, settled his chin in the frowsy wrapper
round his neck, and became a ghastly medical scarecrow.

The doctor and the debtor ran down-stairs, leaving the turnkey to
return to the lock, and made for the debtor's room. All the ladies in
the prison had got hold of the news, and were in the yard. Some of
them had already taken possession of the two children, and were
hospitably carrying them off; others were offering loans of little
comforts from their own scanty store; others were sympathising with
the greatest volubility. The gentlemen prisoners, feeling themselves at
a disadvantage, had for the most part retired, not to say sneaked, to
their rooms; from the open windows of which some of them now
complimented the doctor with whistles as he passed below, while
others, with several stories between them, interchanged sarcastic
references to the prevalent excitement.

It was a hot summer day, and the prison rooms were baking between
the high walls. In the debtor's confined chamber, Mrs Bangham,
charwoman and messenger, who was not a prisoner (though she had
been once), but was the popular medium of communication with the
outer world, had volunteered her services as fly-catcher and general
attendant. The walls and ceiling were blackened with flies. Mrs
Bangham, expert in sudden device, with one hand fanned the patient
with a cabbage leaf, and with the other set traps of vinegar and sugar
in gallipots; at the same time enunciating sentiments of an
encouraging and congratulatory nature, adapted to the occasion.

'The flies trouble you, don't they, my dear?' said Mrs Bangham. 'But
p'raps they'll take your mind off of it, and do you good. What between
the buryin ground, the grocer's, the waggon-stables, and the paunch
trade, the Marshalsea flies gets very large. P'raps they're sent as a
consolation, if we only know'd it. How are you now, my dear? No
better? No, my dear, it ain't to be expected; you'll be worse before
you're better, and you know it, don't you? Yes. That's right! And to
think of a sweet little cherub being born inside the lock! Now ain't it
pretty, ain't THAT something to carry you through it pleasant? Why,
we ain't had such a thing happen here, my dear, not for I couldn't
name the time when. And you a crying too?' said Mrs Bangham, to
rally the patient more and more. 'You! Making yourself so famous!
With the flies a falling into the gallipots by fifties! And everything a
going on so well! And here if there ain't,' said Mrs Bangham as the
door opened, 'if there ain't your dear gentleman along with Dr
Haggage! And now indeed we ARE complete, I THINK!'

The doctor was scarcely the kind of apparition to inspire a patient

with a sense of absolute completeness, but as he presently delivered
the opinion, 'We are as right as we can be, Mrs Bangham, and we
shall come out of this like a house afire;' and as he and Mrs Bangham
took possession of the poor helpless pair, as everybody else and
anybody else had always done, the means at hand were as good on
the whole as better would have been. The special feature in Dr
Haggage's treatment of the case, was his determination to keep Mrs
Bangham up to the mark. As thus:

'Mrs Bangham,' said the doctor, before he had been there twenty
minutes, 'go outside and fetch a little brandy, or we shall have you
giving in.'
'Thank you, sir. But none on my accounts,' said Mrs Bangham.

'Mrs Bangham,' returned the doctor, 'I am in professional attendance

on this lady, and don't choose to allow any discussion on your part.
Go outside and fetch a little brandy, or I foresee that you'll break
down.'

'You're to be obeyed, sir,' said Mrs Bangham, rising. 'If you was to put
your own lips to it, I think you wouldn't be the worse, for you look but
poorly, sir.'

'Mrs Bangham,' returned the doctor, 'I am not your business, thank
you, but you are mine. Never you mind ME, if you please. What you
have got to do, is, to do as you are told, and to go and get what I bid
you.'

Mrs Bangham submitted; and the doctor, having administered her

potion, took his own. He repeated the treatment every hour, being very
determined with Mrs Bangham. Three or four hours passed; the flies
fell into the traps by hundreds; and at length one little life, hardly
stronger than theirs, appeared among the multitude of lesser deaths.

'A very nice little girl indeed,' said the doctor; 'little, but well-formed.
Halloa, Mrs Bangham! You're looking queer! You be off, ma'am, this
minute, and fetch a little more brandy, or we shall have you in
hysterics.'

By this time, the rings had begun to fall from the debtor's irresolute
hands, like leaves from a wintry tree. Not one was left upon them that
night, when he put something that chinked into the doctor's greasy
palm. In the meantime Mrs Bangham had been out on an errand to a
neighbouring establishment decorated with three golden balls, where
she was very well known.

'Thank you,' said the doctor, 'thank you. Your good lady is quite
composed. Doing charmingly.'

'I am very happy and very thankful to know it,' said the debtor,
'though I little thought once, that - '

'That a child would be born to you in a place like this?' said the
doctor. 'Bah, bah, sir, what does it signify? A little more elbow-room is
all we want here. We are quiet here; we don't get badgered here;
there's no knocker here, sir, to be hammered at by creditors and bring
a man's heart into his mouth. Nobody comes here to ask if a man's at
home, and to say he'll stand on the door mat till he is. Nobody writes
threatening letters about money to this place. It's freedom, sir, it's
freedom! I have had to-day's practice at home and abroad, on a
march, and aboard ship, and I'll tell you this: I don't know that I have
ever pursued it under such quiet circumstances as here this day.
Elsewhere, people are restless, worried, hurried about, anxious
respecting one thing, anxious respecting another. Nothing of the kind
here, sir. We have done all that - we know the worst of it; we have got
to the bottom, we can't fall, and what have we found? Peace. That's
the word for it. Peace.' With this profession of faith, the doctor, who
was an old jail-bird, and was more sodden than usual, and had the
additional and unusual stimulus of money in his pocket, returned to
his associate and chum in hoarseness, puffiness, red- facedness, all-
fours, tobacco, dirt, and brandy.

Now, the debtor was a very different man from the doctor, but he had
already begun to travel, by his opposite segment of the circle, to the
same point. Crushed at first by his imprisonment, he had soon found
a dull relief in it. He was under lock and key; but the lock and key
that kept him in, kept numbers of his troubles out. If he had been a
man with strength of purpose to face those troubles and fight them,
he might have broken the net that held him, or broken his heart; but
being what he was, he languidly slipped into this smooth descent, and
never more took one step upward.

When he was relieved of the perplexed affairs that nothing would

make plain, through having them returned upon his hands by a dozen
agents in succession who could make neither beginning, middle, nor
end of them or him, he found his miserable place of refuge a quieter
refuge than it had been before. He had unpacked the portmanteau
long ago; and his elder children now played regularly about the yard,
and everybody knew the baby, and claimed a kind of proprietorship in
her.

'Why, I'm getting proud of you,' said his friend the turnkey, one day.
'You'll be the oldest inhabitant soon. The Marshalsea wouldn't be like
the Marshalsea now, without you and your family.'

The turnkey really was proud of him. He would mention him in

laudatory terms to new-comers, when his back was turned. 'You took
notice of him,' he would say, 'that went out of the lodge just now?'

New-comer would probably answer Yes.

'Brought up as a gentleman, he was, if ever a man was. Ed'cated at no

end of expense. Went into the Marshal's house once to try a new piano
for him. Played it, I understand, like one o'clock - beautiful! As to
languages - speaks anything. We've had a Frenchman here in his
time, and it's my opinion he knowed more French than the
Frenchman did. We've had an Italian here in his time, and he shut
him up in about half a minute. You'll find some characters behind
other locks, I don't say you won't; but if you want the top sawyer in
such respects as I've mentioned, you must come to the Marshalsea.'

When his youngest child was eight years old, his wife, who had long
been languishing away - of her own inherent weakness, not that she
retained any greater sensitiveness as to her place of abode than he did
- went upon a visit to a poor friend and old nurse in the country, and
died there. He remained shut up in his room for a fortnight
afterwards; and an attorney's clerk, who was going through the
Insolvent Court, engrossed an address of condolence to him, which
looked like a Lease, and which all the prisoners signed.

When he appeared again he was greyer (he had soon begun to turn
grey); and the turnkey noticed that his hands went often to his
trembling lips again, as they had used to do when he first came in.

But he got pretty well over it in a month or two; and in the meantime
the children played about the yard as regularly as ever, but in black.

Then Mrs Bangham, long popular medium of communication with the

outer world, began to be infirm, and to be found oftener than usual
comatose on pavements, with her basket of purchases spilt, and the
change of her clients ninepence short. His son began to supersede
Mrs Bangham, and to execute commissions in a knowing manner, and
to be of the prison prisonous, of the streets streety.

Time went on, and the turnkey began to fail. His chest swelled, and
his legs got weak, and he was short of breath. The well-worn wooden
stool was 'beyond him,' he complained. He sat in an arm- chair with a
cushion, and sometimes wheezed so, for minutes together, that he
couldn't turn the key. When he was overpowered by these fits, the
debtor often turned it for him. 'You and me,' said the turnkey, one
snowy winter's night when the lodge, with a bright fire in it, was pretty
full of company, 'is the oldest inhabitants. I wasn't here myself above
seven year before you. I shan't last long. When I'm off the lock for good
and all, you'll be the Father of the Marshalsea.' The turnkey went off
the lock of this world next day. His words were remembered and
repeated; and tradition afterwards handed down from generation to
generation - a Marshalsea generation might be calculated as about
three months - that the shabby old debtor with the soft manner and
the white hair, was the Father of the Marshalsea.

And he grew to be proud of the title. If any impostor had arisen to

claim it, he would have shed tears in resentment of the attempt to
deprive him of his rights. A disposition began to be perceived in him to
exaggerate the number of years he had been there; it was generally
understood that you must deduct a few from his account; he was
vain, the fleeting generations of debtors said.
All new-comers were presented to him. He was punctilious in the
exaction of this ceremony. The wits would perform the office of
introduction with overcharged pomp and politeness, but they could
not easily overstep his sense of its gravity. He received them in his
poor room (he disliked an introduction in the mere yard, as informal -
a thing that might happen to anybody), with a kind of bowed-down
beneficence. They were welcome to the Marshalsea, he would tell
them. Yes, he was the Father of the place. So the world was kind
enough to call him; and so he was, if more than twenty years of
residence gave him a claim to the title. It looked small at first, but
there was very good company there - among a mixture - necessarily a
mixture - and very good air.

It became a not unusual circumstance for letters to be put under his

door at night, enclosing half-a-crown, two half-crowns, now and then
at long intervals even half-a-sovereign, for the Father of the
Marshalsea. 'With the compliments of a collegian taking leave.' He
received the gifts as tributes, from admirers, to a public character.
Sometimes these correspondents assumed facetious names, as the
Brick, Bellows, Old Gooseberry, Wideawake, Snooks, Mops, Cutaway,
the Dogs-meat Man; but he considered this in bad taste, and was
always a little hurt by it.

In the fulness of time, this correspondence showing signs of wearing

out, and seeming to require an effort on the part of the
correspondents to which in the hurried circumstances of departure
many of them might not be equal, he established the custom of
attending collegians of a certain standing, to the gate, and taking
leave of them there. The collegian under treatment, after shaking
hands, would occasionally stop to wrap up something in a bit of
paper, and would come back again calling 'Hi!'

He would look round surprised.'Me?' he would say, with a smile. By

this time the collegian would be up with him, and he would paternally
add,'What have you forgotten? What can I do for you?'

'I forgot to leave this,' the collegian would usually return, 'for the
Father of the Marshalsea.'

'My good sir,' he would rejoin, 'he is infinitely obliged to you.' But, to
the last, the irresolute hand of old would remain in the pocket into
which he had slipped the money during two or three turns about the
yard, lest the transaction should be too conspicuous to the general
body of collegians.

One afternoon he had been doing the honours of the place to a rather
large party of collegians, who happened to be going out, when, as he
was coming back, he encountered one from the poor side who had
been taken in execution for a small sum a week before, had 'settled' in
the course of that afternoon, and was going out too. The man was a
mere Plasterer in his working dress; had his wife with him, and a
bundle; and was in high spirits.

'God bless you, sir,' he said in passing.

'And you,' benignantly returned the Father of the Marshalsea.

They were pretty far divided, going their several ways, when the
Plasterer called out, 'I say! - sir!' and came back to him.

'It ain't much,' said the Plasterer, putting a little pile of halfpence in
his hand, 'but it's well meant.'

The Father of the Marshalsea had never been offered tribute in copper
yet. His children often had, and with his perfect acquiescence it had
gone into the common purse to buy meat that he had eaten, and drink
that he had drunk; but fustian splashed with white lime, bestowing
halfpence on him, front to front, was new.

'How dare you!' he said to the man, and feebly burst into tears.

The Plasterer turned him towards the wall, that his face might not be
seen; and the action was so delicate, and the man was so penetrated
with repentance, and asked pardon so honestly, that he could make
him no less acknowledgment than, 'I know you meant it kindly. Say
no more.'

'Bless your soul, sir,' urged the Plasterer, 'I did indeed. I'd do more by
you than the rest of 'em do, I fancy.'

'What would you do?' he asked.

'I'd come back to see you, after I was let out.'

'Give me the money again,' said the other, eagerly, 'and I'll keep it, and
never spend it. Thank you for it, thank you! I shall see you again?' 'If I
live a week you shall.'

They shook hands and parted. The collegians, assembled in

Symposium in the Snuggery that night, marvelled what had happened
to their Father; he walked so late in the shadows of the yard, and
seemed so downcast.
Chapter VII - The Child Of The Marshalsea

The baby whose first draught of air had been tinctured with Doctor
Haggage's brandy, was handed down among the generations of
collegians, like the tradition of their common parent. In the earlier
stages of her existence, she was handed down in a literal and prosaic
sense; it being almost a part of the entrance footing of every new
collegian to nurse the child who had been born in the college.

'By rights,' remarked the turnkey when she was first shown to him, 'I
ought to be her godfather.'

The debtor irresolutely thought of it for a minute, and said, 'Perhaps

you wouldn't object to really being her godfather?'

'Oh! I don't object,' replied the turnkey, 'if you don't.'

Thus it came to pass that she was christened one Sunday afternoon,
when the turnkey, being relieved, was off the lock; and that the
turnkey went up to the font of Saint George's Church, and promised
and vowed and renounced on her behalf, as he himself related when
he came back, 'like a good 'un.'

This invested the turnkey with a new proprietary share in the child,
over and above his former official one. When she began to walk and
talk, he became fond of her; bought a little arm-chair and stood it by
the high fender of the lodge fire-place; liked to have her company
when he was on the lock; and used to bribe her with cheap toys to
come and talk to him. The child, for her part, soon grew so fond of the
turnkey that she would come climbing up the lodge-steps of her own
accord at all hours of the day. When she fell asleep in the little
armchair by the high fender, the turnkey would cover her with his
pocket-handkerchief; and when she sat in it dressing and undressing
a doll which soon came to be unlike dolls on the other side of the lock,
and to bear a horrible family resemblance to Mrs Bangham - he would
contemplate her from the top of his stool with exceeding gentleness.
Witnessing these things, the collegians would express an opinion that
the turnkey, who was a bachelor, had been cut out by nature for a
family man. But the turnkey thanked them, and said, 'No, on the
whole it was enough to see other people's children there.' At what
period of her early life the little creature began to perceive that it was
not the habit of all the world to live locked up in narrow yards
surrounded by high walls with spikes at the top, would be a difficult
question to settle. But she was a very, very little creature indeed,
when she had somehow gained the knowledge that her clasp of her
father's hand was to be always loosened at the door which the great
key opened; and that while her own light steps were free to pass
beyond it, his feet must never cross that line. A pitiful and plaintive
look, with which she had begun to regard him when she was still
extremely young, was perhaps a part of this discovery.

With a pitiful and plaintive look for everything, indeed, but with
something in it for only him that was like protection, this Child of the
Marshalsea and the child of the Father of the Marshalsea, sat by her
friend the turnkey in the lodge, kept the family room, or wandered
about the prison-yard, for the first eight years of her life. With a pitiful
and plaintive look for her wayward sister; for her idle brother; for the
high blank walls; for the faded crowd they shut in; for the games of
the prison children as they whooped and ran, and played at hide-and-
seek, and made the iron bars of the inner gateway 'Home.'

Wistful and wondering, she would sit in summer weather by the high
fender in the lodge, looking up at the sky through the barred window,
until, when she turned her eyes away, bars of light would arise
between her and her friend, and she would see him through a grating,
too. 'Thinking of the fields,' the turnkey said once, after watching her,
'ain't you?'

'Where are they?' she inquired.

'Why, they're - over there, my dear,' said the turnkey, with a vague
flourish of his key. 'Just about there.'

'Does anybody open them, and shut them? Are they locked?'

The turnkey was discomfited. 'Well,' he said. 'Not in general.'

'Are they very pretty, Bob?' She called him Bob, by his own particular
request and instruction.

'Lovely. Full of flowers. There's buttercups, and there's daisies, and

there's' - the turnkey hesitated, being short of floral nomenclature -
'there's dandelions, and all manner of games.'

'Is it very pleasant to be there, Bob?'

'Prime,' said the turnkey.

'Was father ever there?'

'Hem!' coughed the turnkey. 'O yes, he was there, sometimes.'

'Is he sorry not to be there now?'

'N-not particular,' said the turnkey.

'Nor any of the people?' she asked, glancing at the listless crowd
within. 'O are you quite sure and certain, Bob?'

At this difficult point of the conversation Bob gave in, and changed the
subject to hard-bake: always his last resource when he found his little
friend getting him into a political, social, or theological corner. But
this was the origin of a series of Sunday excursions that these two
curious companions made together. They used to issue from the lodge
on alternate Sunday afternoons with great gravity, bound for some
meadows or green lanes that had been elaborately appointed by the
turnkey in the course of the week; and there she picked grass and
flowers to bring home, while he smoked his pipe. Afterwards, there
were tea-gardens, shrimps, ale, and other delicacies; and then they
would come back hand in hand, unless she was more than usually
tired, and had fallen asleep on his shoulder.

In those early days, the turnkey first began profoundly to consider a

question which cost him so much mental labour, that it remained
undetermined on the day of his death. He decided to will and
bequeath his little property of savings to his godchild, and the point
arose how could it be so 'tied up' as that only she should have the
benefit of it? His experience on the lock gave him such an acute
perception of the enormous difficulty of 'tying up' money with any
approach to tightness, and contrariwise of the remarkable ease with
which it got loose, that through a series of years he regularly
propounded this knotty point to every new insolvent agent and other
professional gentleman who passed in and out.

'Supposing,' he would say, stating the case with his key on the
professional gentleman's waistcoat; 'supposing a man wanted to leave
his property to a young female, and wanted to tie it up so that nobody
else should ever be able to make a grab at it; how would you tie up
that property?'

'Settle it strictly on herself,' the professional gentleman would

complacently answer.

'But look here,' quoth the turnkey. 'Supposing she had, say a brother,
say a father, say a husband, who would be likely to make a grab at
that property when she came into it - how about that?'

'It would be settled on herself, and they would have no more legal
claim on it than you,' would be the professional answer.

'Stop a bit,' said the turnkey. 'Supposing she was tender-hearted, and
they came over her. Where's your law for tying it up then?'
The deepest character whom the turnkey sounded, was unable to
produce his law for tying such a knot as that. So, the turnkey thought
about it all his life, and died intestate after all.

But that was long afterwards, when his god-daughter was past
sixteen. The first half of that space of her life was only just
accomplished, when her pitiful and plaintive look saw her father a
widower. From that time the protection that her wondering eyes had
expressed towards him, became embodied in action, and the Child of
the Marshalsea took upon herself a new relation towards the Father.

At first, such a baby could do little more than sit with him, deserting
her livelier place by the high fender, and quietly watching him. But
this made her so far necessary to him that he became accustomed to
her, and began to be sensible of missing her when she was not there.
Through this little gate, she passed out of childhood into the care-
laden world.

What her pitiful look saw, at that early time, in her father, in her
sister, in her brother, in the jail; how much, or how little of the
wretched truth it pleased God to make visible to her; lies hidden with
many mysteries. It is enough that she was inspired to be something
which was not what the rest were, and to be that something, different
and laborious, for the sake of the rest. Inspired? Yes. Shall we speak
of the inspiration of a poet or a priest, and not of the heart impelled by
love and self-devotion to the lowliest work in the lowliest way of life!

With no earthly friend to help her, or so much as to see her, but the
one so strangely assorted; with no knowledge even of the common
daily tone and habits of the common members of the free community
who are not shut up in prisons; born and bred in a social condition,
false even with a reference to the falsest condition outside the walls;
drinking from infancy of a well whose waters had their own peculiar
stain, their own unwholesome and unnatural taste; the Child of the
Marshalsea began her womanly life.

No matter through what mistakes and discouragements, what ridicule

(not unkindly meant, but deeply felt) of her youth and little figure,
what humble consciousness of her own babyhood and want of
strength, even in the matter of lifting and carrying; through how much
weariness and hopelessness, and how many secret tears; she drudged
on, until recognised as useful, even indispensable. That time came.
She took the place of eldest of the three, in all things but precedence;
was the head of the fallen family; and bore, in her own heart, its
anxieties and shames.

At thirteen, she could read and keep accounts, that is, could put
down in words and figures how much the bare necessaries that they
wanted would cost, and how much less they had to buy them with.
She had been, by snatches of a few weeks at a time, to an evening
school outside, and got her sister and brother sent to day-schools by
desultory starts, during three or four years. There was no instruction
for any of them at home; but she knew well - no one better - that a
man so broken as to be the Father of the Marshalsea, could be no
father to his own children.

To these scanty means of improvement, she added another of her own

contriving. Once, among the heterogeneous crowd of inmates there
appeared a dancing-master. Her sister had a great desire to learn the
dancing-master's art, and seemed to have a taste that way. At thirteen
years old, the Child of the Marshalsea presented herself to the
dancing-master, with a little bag in her hand, and preferred her
humble petition.

'If you please, I was born here, sir.'

'Oh! You are the young lady, are you?' said the dancing-master,
surveying the small figure and uplifted face.

'Yes, sir.'

'And what can I do for you?' said the dancing-master.

'Nothing for me, sir, thank you,' anxiously undrawing the strings of
the little bag; 'but if, while you stay here, you could be so kind as to
teach my sister cheap - '

'My child, I'll teach her for nothing,' said the dancing-master, shutting
up the bag. He was as good-natured a dancing-master as ever danced
to the Insolvent Court, and he kept his word. The sister was so apt a
pupil, and the dancing-master had such abundant leisure to bestow
upon her (for it took him a matter of ten weeks to set to his creditors,
lead off, turn the Commissioners, and right and left back to his
professional pursuits), that wonderful progress was made. Indeed the
dancing-master was so proud of it, and so wishful to display it before
he left to a few select friends among the collegians, that at six o'clock
on a certain fine morning, a minuet de la cour came off in the yard -
the college- rooms being of too confined proportions for the purpose -
in which so much ground was covered, and the steps were so
conscientiously executed, that the dancing-master, having to play the
kit besides, was thoroughly blown.

The success of this beginning, which led to the dancing-master's

continuing his instruction after his release, emboldened the poor child
to try again. She watched and waited months for a seamstress. In the
fulness of time a milliner came in, and to her she repaired on her own
behalf.

'I beg your pardon, ma'am,' she said, looking timidly round the door of
the milliner, whom she found in tears and in bed: 'but I was born
here.'

Everybody seemed to hear of her as soon as they arrived; for the

milliner sat up in bed, drying her eyes, and said, just as the dancing-
master had said:

'Oh! You are the child, are you?'

'Yes, ma'am.'

'I am sorry I haven't got anything for you,' said the milliner, shaking
her head.

'It's not that, ma'am. If you please I want to learn needle-work.'

'Why should you do that,' returned the milliner, 'with me before you?
It has not done me much good.'

'Nothing - whatever it is - seems to have done anybody much good

who comes here,' she returned in all simplicity; 'but I want to learn
just the same.'

'I am afraid you are so weak, you see,' the milliner objected.

'I don't think I am weak, ma'am.'

'And you are so very, very little, you see,' the milliner objected.

'Yes, I am afraid I am very little indeed,' returned the Child of the

Marshalsea; and so began to sob over that unfortunate defect of hers,
which came so often in her way. The milliner - who was not morose or
hard-hearted, only newly insolvent - was touched, took her in hand
with goodwill, found her the most patient and earnest of pupils, and
made her a cunning work-woman in course of time.

In course of time, and in the very self-same course of time, the Father
of the Marshalsea gradually developed a new flower of character. The
more Fatherly he grew as to the Marshalsea, and the more dependent
he became on the contributions of his changing family, the greater
stand he made by his forlorn gentility. With the same hand that he
pocketed a collegian's half-crown half an hour ago, he would wipe
away the tears that streamed over his cheeks if any reference were
made to his daughters' earning their bread. So, over and above other
daily cares, the Child of the Marshalsea had always upon her the care
of preserving the genteel fiction that they were all idle beggars
together.

The sister became a dancer. There was a ruined uncle in the family
group - ruined by his brother, the Father of the Marshalsea, and
knowing no more how than his ruiner did, but accepting the fact as
an inevitable certainty - on whom her protection devolved. Naturally a
retired and simple man, he had shown no particular sense of being
ruined at the time when that calamity fell upon him, further than that
he left off washing himself when the shock was announced, and never
took to that luxury any more. He had been a very indifferent musical
amateur in his better days; and when he fell with his brother, resorted
for support to playing a clarionet as dirty as himself in a small Theatre
Orchestra. It was the theatre in which his niece became a dancer; he
had been a fixture there a long time when she took her poor station in
it; and he accepted the task of serving as her escort and guardian,
just as he would have accepted an illness, a legacy, a feast, starvation
- anything but soap.

To enable this girl to earn her few weekly shillings, it was necessary
for the Child of the Marshalsea to go through an elaborate form with
the Father.

'Fanny is not going to live with us just now, father. She will be here a
good deal in the day, but she is going to live outside with uncle.'

'You surprise me. Why?'

'I think uncle wants a companion, father. He should be attended to,

and looked after.'

'A companion? He passes much of his time here. And you attend to
him and look after him, Amy, a great deal more than ever your sister
will. You all go out so much; you all go out so much.'

This was to keep up the ceremony and pretence of his having no idea
that Amy herself went out by the day to work.

'But we are always glad to come home, father; now, are we not? And
as to Fanny, perhaps besides keeping uncle company and taking care
of him, it may be as well for her not quite to live here, always. She was
not born here as I was, you know, father.'

'Well, Amy, well. I don't quite follow you, but it's natural I suppose
that Fanny should prefer to be outside, and even that you often
should, too. So, you and Fanny and your uncle, my dear, shall have
your own way. Good, good. I'll not meddle; don't mind me.'
To get her brother out of the prison; out of the succession to Mrs
Bangham in executing commissions, and out of the slang interchange
with very doubtful companions consequent upon both; was her
hardest task. At eighteen he would have dragged on from hand to
mouth, from hour to hour, from penny to penny, until eighty. Nobody
got into the prison from whom he derived anything useful or good, and
she could find no patron for him but her old friend and godfather.

'Dear Bob,' said she, 'what is to become of poor Tip?' His name was
Edward, and Ted had been transformed into Tip, within the walls.

The turnkey had strong private opinions as to what would become of

poor Tip, and had even gone so far with the view of averting their
fulfilment, as to sound Tip in reference to the expediency of running
away and going to serve his country. But Tip had thanked him, and
said he didn't seem to care for his country.

'Well, my dear,' said the turnkey, 'something ought to be done with

him. Suppose I try and get him into the law?'

'That would be so good of you, Bob!'

The turnkey had now two points to put to the professional gentlemen
as they passed in and out. He put this second one so perseveringly
that a stool and twelve shillings a week were at last found for Tip in
the office of an attorney in a great National Palladium called the
Palace Court; at that time one of a considerable list of everlasting
bulwarks to the dignity and safety of Albion, whose places know them
no more.

Tip languished in Clifford's Inns for six months, and at the expiration
of that term sauntered back one evening with his hands in his
pockets, and incidentally observed to his sister that he was not going
back again.

'Not going back again?' said the poor little anxious Child of the
Marshalsea, always calculating and planning for Tip, in the front rank
of her charges.

'I am so tired of it,' said Tip, 'that I have cut it.'

Tip tired of everything. With intervals of Marshalsea lounging, and Mrs

Bangham succession, his small second mother, aided by her trusty
friend, got him into a warehouse, into a market garden, into the hop
trade, into the law again, into an auctioneers, into a brewery, into a
stockbroker's, into the law again, into a coach office, into a waggon
office, into the law again, into a general dealer's, into a distillery, into
the law again, into a wool house, into a dry goods house, into the
Billingsgate trade, into the foreign fruit trade, and into the docks. But
whatever Tip went into, he came out of tired, announcing that he had
cut it. Wherever he went, this foredoomed Tip appeared to take the
prison walls with him, and to set them up in such trade or calling;
and to prowl about within their narrow limits in the old slip-shod,
purposeless, down-at-heel way; until the real immovable Marshalsea
walls asserted their fascination over him, and brought him back.

Nevertheless, the brave little creature did so fix her heart on her
brother's rescue, that while he was ringing out these doleful changes,
she pinched and scraped enough together to ship him for Canada.
When he was tired of nothing to do, and disposed in its turn to cut
even that, he graciously consented to go to Canada. And there was
grief in her bosom over parting with him, and joy in the hope of his
being put in a straight course at last.

'God bless you, dear Tip. Don't be too proud to come and see us, when
you have made your fortune.'

'All right!' said Tip, and went.

But not all the way to Canada; in fact, not further than Liverpool.

After making the voyage to that port from London, he found himself so
strongly impelled to cut the vessel, that he resolved to walk back
again. Carrying out which intention, he presented himself before her
at the expiration of a month, in rags, without shoes, and much more
tired than ever. At length, after another interval of successorship to
Mrs Bangham, he found a pursuit for himself, and announced it.

'Amy, I have got a situation.'

'Have you really and truly, Tip?'

'All right. I shall do now. You needn't look anxious about me any
more, old girl.'

'What is it, Tip?'

'Why, you know Slingo by sight?'

'Not the man they call the dealer?'

'That's the chap. He'll be out on Monday, and he's going to give me a
berth.'

'What is he a dealer in, Tip?'

'Horses. All right! I shall do now, Amy.'

She lost sight of him for months afterwards, and only heard from him
once. A whisper passed among the elder collegians that he had been
seen at a mock auction in Moorfields, pretending to buy plated articles
for massive silver, and paying for them with the greatest liberality in
bank notes; but it never reached her ears. One evening she was alone
at work - standing up at the window, to save the twilight lingering
above the wall - when he opened the door and walked in.

She kissed and welcomed him; but was afraid to ask him any
questions. He saw how anxious and timid she was, and appeared
sorry.

'I am afraid, Amy, you'll be vexed this time. Upon my life I am!'

'I am very sorry to hear you say so, Tip. Have you come back?'

'Why - yes.'

'Not expecting this time that what you had found would answer very
well, I am less surprised and sorry than I might have been, Tip.'

'Ah! But that's not the worst of it.'

'Not the worst of it?'

'Don't look so startled. No, Amy, not the worst of it. I have come back,
you see; but - DON'T look so startled - I have come back in what I may
call a new way. I am off the volunteer list altogether. I am in now, as
one of the regulars.'

'Oh! Don't say you are a prisoner, Tip! Don't, don't!'

'Well, I don't want to say it,' he returned in a reluctant tone; 'but if you
can't understand me without my saying it, what am I to do? I am in
for forty pound odd.'

For the first time in all those years, she sunk under her cares. She
cried, with her clasped hands lifted above her head, that it would kill
their father if he ever knew it; and fell down at Tip's graceless feet.

It was easier for Tip to bring her to her senses than for her to bring
him to understand that the Father of the Marshalsea would be beside
himself if he knew the truth. The thing was incomprehensible to Tip,
and altogether a fanciful notion. He yielded to it in that light only,
when he submitted to her entreaties, backed by those of his uncle and
sister. There was no want of precedent for his return; it was
accounted for to the father in the usual way; and the collegians, with
a better comprehension of the pious fraud than Tip, supported it
loyally.

This was the life, and this the history, of the child of the Marshalsea
at twenty-two. With a still surviving attachment to the one miserable
yard and block of houses as her birthplace and home, she passed to
and fro in it shrinkingly now, with a womanly consciousness that she
was pointed out to every one. Since she had begun to work beyond the
walls, she had found it necessary to conceal where she lived, and to
come and go as secretly as she could, between the free city and the
iron gates, outside of which she had never slept in her life. Her
original timidity had grown with this concealment, and her light step
and her little figure shunned the thronged streets while they passed
along them.

Worldly wise in hard and poor necessities, she was innocent in all
things else. Innocent, in the mist through which she saw her father,
and the prison, and the turbid living river that flowed through it and
flowed on.

This was the life, and this the history, of Little Dorrit; now going home
upon a dull September evening, observed at a distance by Arthur
Clennam. This was the life, and this the history, of Little Dorrit;
turning at the end of London Bridge, recrossing it, going back again,
passing on to Saint George's Church, turning back suddenly once
more, and flitting in at the open outer gate and little court-yard of the
Marshalsea.
Chapter VIII - The Lock

Arthur Clennam stood in the street, waiting to ask some passer-by

what place that was. He suffered a few people to pass him in whose
face there was no encouragement to make the inquiry, and still stood
pausing in the street, when an old man came up and turned into the
courtyard.

He stooped a good deal, and plodded along in a slow pre-occupied

manner, which made the bustling London thoroughfares no very safe
resort for him. He was dirtily and meanly dressed, in a threadbare
coat, once blue, reaching to his ankles and buttoned to his chin,
where it vanished in the pale ghost of a velvet collar. A piece of red
cloth with which that phantom had been stiffened in its lifetime was
now laid bare, and poked itself up, at the back of the old man's neck,
into a confusion of grey hair and rusty stock and buckle which
altogether nearly poked his hat off. A greasy hat it was, and a napless;
impending over his eyes, cracked and crumpled at the brim, and with
a wisp of pocket-handkerchief dangling out below it. His trousers were
so long and loose, and his shoes so clumsy and large, that he shuffled
like an elephant; though how much of this was gait, and how much
trailing cloth and leather, no one could have told. Under one arm he
carried a limp and worn-out case, containing some wind instrument;
in the same hand he had a pennyworth of snuff in a little packet of
whitey-brown paper, from which he slowly comforted his poor blue old
nose with a lengthened- out pinch, as Arthur Clennam looked at him.
To this old man crossing the court-yard, he preferred his inquiry,
touching him on the shoulder. The old man stopped and looked
round, with the expression in his weak grey eyes of one whose
thoughts had been far off, and who was a little dull of hearing also.

'Pray, sir,' said Arthur, repeating his question, 'what is this place?'

'Ay! This place?' returned the old man, staying his pinch of snuff on
its road, and pointing at the place without looking at it. 'This is the
Marshalsea, sir.'

'The debtors' prison?'

'Sir,' said the old man, with the air of deeming it not quite necessary
to insist upon that designation, 'the debtors' prison.'

He turned himself about, and went on.

'I beg your pardon,' said Arthur, stopping him once more, 'but will you
allow me to ask you another question? Can any one go in here?'
'Any one can go IN,' replied the old man; plainly adding by the
significance of his emphasis, 'but it is not every one who can go out.'

'Pardon me once more. Are you familiar with the place?'

'Sir,' returned the old man, squeezing his little packet of snuff in his
hand, and turning upon his interrogator as if such questions hurt
him. 'I am.'

'I beg you to excuse me. I am not impertinently curious, but have a
good object. Do you know the name of Dorrit here?'

'My name, sir,' replied the old man most unexpectedly, 'is Dorrit.'

Arthur pulled off his hat to him. 'Grant me the favour of half-a- dozen
words. I was wholly unprepared for your announcement, and hope
that assurance is my sufficient apology for having taken the liberty of
addressing you. I have recently come home to England after a long
absence. I have seen at my mother's - Mrs Clennam in the city - a
young woman working at her needle, whom I have only heard
addressed or spoken of as Little Dorrit. I have felt sincerely interested
in her, and have had a great desire to know something more about
her. I saw her, not a minute before you came up, pass in at that door.'

The old man looked at him attentively. 'Are you a sailor, sir?' he
asked. He seemed a little disappointed by the shake of the head that
replied to him. 'Not a sailor? I judged from your sunburnt face that
you might be. Are you in earnest, sir?'

'I do assure you that I am, and do entreat you to believe that I am, in
plain earnest.'

'I know very little of the world, sir,' returned the other, who had a
weak and quavering voice. 'I am merely passing on, like the shadow
over the sun-dial. It would be worth no man's while to mislead me; it
would really be too easy - too poor a success, to yield any satisfaction.
The young woman whom you saw go in here is my brother's child. My
brother is William Dorrit; I am Frederick. You say you have seen her
at your mother's (I know your mother befriends her), you have felt an
interest in her, and you wish to know what she does here. Come and
see.'

He went on again, and Arthur accompanied him.

'My brother,' said the old man, pausing on the step and slowly facing
round again, 'has been here many years; and much that happens even
among ourselves, out of doors, is kept from him for reasons that I
needn't enter upon now. Be so good as to say nothing of my niece's
working at her needle. Be so good as to say nothing that goes beyond
what is said among us. If you keep within our bounds, you cannot
well be wrong. Now! Come and see.'

Arthur followed him down a narrow entry, at the end of which a key
was turned, and a strong door was opened from within. It admitted
them into a lodge or lobby, across which they passed, and so through
another door and a grating into the prison. The old man always
plodding on before, turned round, in his slow, stiff, stooping manner,
when they came to the turnkey on duty, as if to present his
companion. The turnkey nodded; and the companion passed in
without being asked whom he wanted.

The night was dark; and the prison lamps in the yard, and the candles
in the prison windows faintly shining behind many sorts of wry old
curtain and blind, had not the air of making it lighter. A few people
loitered about, but the greater part of the population was within
doors. The old man, taking the right-hand side of the yard, turned in
at the third or fourth doorway, and began to ascend the stairs. 'They
are rather dark, sir, but you will not find anything in the way.'

He paused for a moment before opening a door on the second story.

He had no sooner turned the handle than the visitor saw Little Dorrit,
and saw the reason of her setting so much store by dining alone.

She had brought the meat home that she should have eaten herself,
and was already warming it on a gridiron over the fire for her father,
clad in an old grey gown and a black cap, awaiting his supper at the
table. A clean cloth was spread before him, with knife, fork, and
spoon, salt-cellar, pepper-box, glass, and pewter ale-pot. Such zests
as his particular little phial of cayenne pepper and his pennyworth of
pickles in a saucer, were not wanting.

She started, coloured deeply, and turned white. The visitor, more with
his eyes than by the slight impulsive motion of his hand, entreated
her to be reassured and to trust him.

'I found this gentleman,' said the uncle - 'Mr Clennam, William, son of
Amy's friend - at the outer gate, wishful, as he was going by, of paying
his respects, but hesitating whether to come in or not. This is my
brother William, sir.' 'I hope,' said Arthur, very doubtful what to say,
'that my respect for your daughter may explain and justify my desire
to be presented to you, sir.'

'Mr Clennam,' returned the other, rising, taking his cap off in the flat
of his hand, and so holding it, ready to put on again, 'you do me
honour. You are welcome, sir;' with a low bow. 'Frederick, a chair.
Pray sit down, Mr Clennam.'
He put his black cap on again as he had taken it off, and resumed his
own seat. There was a wonderful air of benignity and patronage in his
manner. These were the ceremonies with which he received the
collegians.

'You are welcome to the Marshalsea, sir. I have welcomed many

gentlemen to these walls. Perhaps you are aware - my daughter Amy
may have mentioned that I am the Father of this place.'

'I - so I have understood,' said Arthur, dashing at the assertion.

'You know, I dare say, that my daughter Amy was born here. A good
girl, sir, a dear girl, and long a comfort and support to me. Amy, my
dear, put this dish on; Mr Clennam will excuse the primitive customs
to which we are reduced here. Is it a compliment to ask you if you
would do me the honour, sir, to - '

'Thank you,' returned Arthur. 'Not a morsel.'

He felt himself quite lost in wonder at the manner of the man, and
that the probability of his daughter's having had a reserve as to her
family history, should be so far out of his mind.

She filled his glass, put all the little matters on the table ready to his
hand, and then sat beside him while he ate his supper. Evidently in
observance of their nightly custom, she put some bread before herself,
and touched his glass with her lips; but Arthur saw she was troubled
and took nothing. Her look at her father, half admiring him and proud
of him, half ashamed for him, all devoted and loving, went to his
inmost heart.

The Father of the Marshalsea condescended towards his brother as an

amiable, well-meaning man; a private character, who had not arrived
at distinction. 'Frederick,' said he, 'you and Fanny sup at your
lodgings to-night, I know. What have you done with Fanny,
Frederick?' 'She is walking with Tip.'

'Tip - as you may know - is my son, Mr Clennam. He has been a little

wild, and difficult to settle, but his introduction to the world was
rather' - he shrugged his shoulders with a faint sigh, and looked
round the room - 'a little adverse. Your first visit here, sir?'

'my first.'

'You could hardly have been here since your boyhood without my
knowledge. It very seldom happens that anybody - of any pretensions-
any pretensions - comes here without being presented to me.'
'As many as forty or fifty in a day have been introduced to my brother,'
said Frederick, faintly lighting up with a ray of pride.

'Yes!' the Father of the Marshalsea assented. 'We have even exceeded
that number. On a fine Sunday in term time, it is quite a Levee - quite
a Levee. Amy, my dear, I have been trying half the day to remember
the name of the gentleman from Camberwell who was introduced to
me last Christmas week by that agreeable coal- merchant who was
remanded for six months.'

'I don't remember his name, father.'

'Frederick, do you remember his name?' Frederick doubted if he had

ever heard it. No one could doubt that Frederick was the last person
upon earth to put such a question to, with any hope of information.

'I mean,' said his brother, 'the gentleman who did that handsome
action with so much delicacy. Ha! Tush! The name has quite escaped
me. Mr Clennam, as I have happened to mention handsome and
delicate action, you may like, perhaps, to know what it was.'

'Very much,' said Arthur, withdrawing his eyes from the delicate head
beginning to droop and the pale face with a new solicitude stealing
over it.

'It is so generous, and shows so much fine feeling, that it is almost a

duty to mention it. I said at the time that I always would mention it on
every suitable occasion, without regard to personal sensitiveness. A -
well - a - it's of no use to disguise the fact - you must know, Mr
Clennam, that it does sometimes occur that people who come here
desire to offer some little - Testimonial - to the Father of the place.'

To see her hand upon his arm in mute entreaty half-repressed, and
her timid little shrinking figure turning away, was to see a sad, sad
sight.

'Sometimes,' he went on in a low, soft voice, agitated, and clearing his

throat every now and then; 'sometimes - hem - it takes one shape and
sometimes another; but it is generally - ha - Money. And it is, I cannot
but confess it, it is too often - hem - acceptable. This gentleman that I
refer to, was presented to me, Mr Clennam, in a manner highly
gratifying to my feelings, and conversed not only with great politeness,
but with great - ahem - information.' All this time, though he had
finished his supper, he was nervously going about his plate with his
knife and fork, as if some of it were still before him. 'It appeared from
his conversation that he had a garden, though he was delicate of
mentioning it at first, as gardens are - hem - are not accessible to me.
But it came out, through my admiring a very fine cluster of geranium
- beautiful cluster of geranium to be sure - which he had brought from
his conservatory. On my taking notice of its rich colour, he showed me
a piece of paper round it, on which was written, ‘For the Father of the
Marshalsea,’ and presented it to me. But this was - hem - not all. He
made a particular request, on taking leave, that I would remove the
paper in half an hour. I - ha - I did so; and I found that it contained -
ahem - two guineas. I assure you, Mr Clennam, I have received - hem
- Testimonials in many ways, and of many degrees of value, and they
have always been - ha - unfortunately acceptable; but I never was
more pleased than with this - ahem - this particular Testimonial.'
Arthur was in the act of saying the little he could say on such a
theme, when a bell began to ring, and footsteps approached the door.
A pretty girl of a far better figure and much more developed than Little
Dorrit, though looking much younger in the face when the two were
observed together, stopped in the doorway on seeing a stranger; and a
young man who was with her, stopped too.

'Mr Clennam, Fanny. My eldest daughter and my son, Mr Clennam.

The bell is a signal for visitors to retire, and so they have come to say
good night; but there is plenty of time, plenty of time. Girls, Mr
Clennam will excuse any household business you may have together.
He knows, I dare say, that I have but one room here.'

'I only want my clean dress from Amy, father,' said the second girl.

'And I my clothes,' said Tip.

Amy opened a drawer in an old piece of furniture that was a chest of

drawers above and a bedstead below, and produced two little bundles,
which she handed to her brother and sister. 'Mended and made up?'
Clennam heard the sister ask in a whisper. To which Amy answered
'Yes.' He had risen now, and took the opportunity of glancing round
the room. The bare walls had been coloured green, evidently by an
unskilled hand, and were poorly decorated with a few prints. The
window was curtained, and the floor carpeted; and there were shelves
and pegs, and other such conveniences, that had accumulated in the
course of years. It was a close, confined room, poorly furnished; and
the chimney smoked to boot, or the tin screen at the top of the
fireplace was superfluous; but constant pains and care had made it
neat, and even, after its kind, comfortable. All the while the bell was
ringing, and the uncle was anxious to go. 'Come, Fanny, come,
Fanny,' he said, with his ragged clarionet case under his arm; 'the
lock, child, the lock!'

Fanny bade her father good night, and whisked off airily. Tip had
already clattered down-stairs. 'Now, Mr Clennam,' said the uncle,
looking back as he shuffled out after them, 'the lock, sir, the lock.'
Mr Clennam had two things to do before he followed; one, to offer his
testimonial to the Father of the Marshalsea, without giving pain to his
child; the other to say something to that child, though it were but a
word, in explanation of his having come there.

'Allow me,' said the Father, 'to see you down-stairs.'

She had slipped out after the rest, and they were alone. 'Not on any
account,' said the visitor, hurriedly. 'Pray allow me to - ' chink, chink,
chink.

'Mr Clennam,' said the Father, 'I am deeply, deeply - ' But his visitor
had shut up his hand to stop the clinking, and had gone down-stairs
with great speed.

He saw no Little Dorrit on his way down, or in the yard. The last two
or three stragglers were hurrying to the lodge, and he was following,
when he caught sight of her in the doorway of the first house from the
entrance. He turned back hastily.

'Pray forgive me,' he said, 'for speaking to you here; pray forgive me for
coming here at all! I followed you to-night. I did so, that I might
endeavour to render you and your family some service. You know the
terms on which I and my mother are, and may not be surprised that I
have preserved our distant relations at her house, lest I should
unintentionally make her jealous, or resentful, or do you any injury in
her estimation. What I have seen here, in this short time, has greatly
increased my heartfelt wish to be a friend to you. It would recompense
me for much disappointment if I could hope to gain your confidence.'

She was scared at first, but seemed to take courage while he spoke to
her.

'You are very good, sir. You speak very earnestly to me. But I - but I
wish you had not watched me.'

He understood the emotion with which she said it, to arise in her
father's behalf; and he respected it, and was silent.

'Mrs Clennam has been of great service to me; I don't know what we
should have done without the employment she has given me; I am
afraid it may not be a good return to become secret with her; I can say
no more to-night, sir. I am sure you mean to be kind to us. Thank
you, thank you.' 'Let me ask you one question before I leave. Have you
known my mother long?'

'I think two years, sir, - The bell has stopped.'

'How did you know her first? Did she send here for you?'

'No. She does not even know that I live here. We have a friend, father
and I - a poor labouring man, but the best of friends - and I wrote out
that I wished to do needlework, and gave his address. And he got what
I wrote out displayed at a few places where it cost nothing, and Mrs
Clennam found me that way, and sent for me. The gate will be locked,
sir!'

She was so tremulous and agitated, and he was so moved by

compassion for her, and by deep interest in her story as it dawned
upon him, that he could scarcely tear himself away. But the stoppage
of the bell, and the quiet in the prison, were a warning to depart; and
with a few hurried words of kindness he left her gliding back to her
father.

But he remained too late. The inner gate was locked, and the lodge
closed. After a little fruitless knocking with his hand, he was standing
there with the disagreeable conviction upon him that he had got to get
through the night, when a voice accosted him from behind.

'Caught, eh?' said the voice. 'You won't go home till morning. Oh! It's
you, is it, Mr Clennam?'

The voice was Tip's; and they stood looking at one another in the
prison-yard, as it began to rain.

'You've done it,' observed Tip; 'you must be sharper than that next
time.'

'But you are locked in too,' said Arthur.

'I believe I am!' said Tip, sarcastically. 'About! But not in your way. I
belong to the shop, only my sister has a theory that our governor
must never know it. I don't see why, myself.'

'Can I get any shelter?' asked Arthur. 'What had I better do?'

'We had better get hold of Amy first of all,' said Tip, referring any
difficulty to her as a matter of course.

'I would rather walk about all night - it's not much to do - than give
that trouble.'

'You needn't do that, if you don't mind paying for a bed. If you don't
mind paying, they'll make you up one on the Snuggery table, under
the circumstances. If you'll come along, I'll introduce you there.'
As they passed down the yard, Arthur looked up at the window of the
room he had lately left, where the light was still burning. 'Yes, sir,'
said Tip, following his glance. 'That's the governor's. She'll sit with him
for another hour reading yesterday's paper to him, or something of
that sort; and then she'll come out like a little ghost, and vanish away
without a sound.'

'I don't understand you.'

'The governor sleeps up in the room, and she has a lodging at the
turnkey's. First house there,' said Tip, pointing out the doorway into
which she had retired. 'First house, sky parlour. She pays twice as
much for it as she would for one twice as good outside. But she
stands by the governor, poor dear girl, day and night.'

This brought them to the tavern-establishment at the upper end of the

prison, where the collegians had just vacated their social evening club.
The apartment on the ground-floor in which it was held, was the
Snuggery in question; the presidential tribune of the chairman, the
pewter-pots, glasses, pipes, tobacco-ashes, and general flavour of
members, were still as that convivial institution had left them on its
adjournment. The Snuggery had two of the qualities popularly held to
be essential to grog for ladies, in respect that it was hot and strong;
but in the third point of analogy, requiring plenty of it, the Snuggery
was defective; being but a cooped-up apartment.

The unaccustomed visitor from outside, naturally assumed everybody

here to be prisoners - landlord, waiter, barmaid, potboy, and all.
Whether they were or not, did not appear; but they all had a weedy
look. The keeper of a chandler's shop in a front parlour, who took in
gentlemen boarders, lent his assistance in making the bed. He had
been a tailor in his time, and had kept a phaeton, he said. He boasted
that he stood up litigiously for the interests of the college; and he had
undefined and undefinable ideas that the marshal intercepted a
'Fund,' which ought to come to the collegians. He liked to believe this,
and always impressed the shadowy grievance on new-comers and
strangers; though he could not, for his life, have explained what Fund
he meant, or how the notion had got rooted in his soul. He had fully
convinced himself, notwithstanding, that his own proper share of the
Fund was three and ninepence a week; and that in this amount he, as
an individual collegian, was swindled by the marshal, regularly every
Monday. Apparently, he helped to make the bed, that he might not
lose an opportunity of stating this case; after which unloading of his
mind, and after announcing (as it seemed he always did, without
anything coming of it) that he was going to write a letter to the papers
and show the marshal up, he fell into miscellaneous conversation with
the rest. It was evident from the general tone of the whole party, that
they had come to regard insolvency as the normal state of mankind,
and the payment of debts as a disease that occasionally broke out. In
this strange scene, and with these strange spectres flitting about him,
Arthur Clennam looked on at the preparations as if they were part of a
dream. Pending which, the long-initiated Tip, with an awful enjoyment
of the Snuggery's resources, pointed out the common kitchen fire
maintained by subscription of collegians, the boiler for hot water
supported in like manner, and other premises generally tending to the
deduction that the way to be healthy, wealthy, and wise, was to come
to the Marshalsea.

The two tables put together in a corner, were, at length, converted into
a very fair bed; and the stranger was left to the Windsor chairs, the
presidential tribune, the beery atmosphere, sawdust, pipe-lights,
spittoons and repose. But the last item was long, long, long, in linking
itself to the rest. The novelty of the place, the coming upon it without
preparation, the sense of being locked up, the remembrance of that
room up-stairs, of the two brothers, and above all of the retiring
childish form, and the face in which he now saw years of insufficient
food, if not of want, kept him waking and unhappy.

Speculations, too, bearing the strangest relations towards the prison,

but always concerning the prison, ran like nightmares through his
mind while he lay awake. Whether coffins were kept ready for people
who might die there, where they were kept, how they were kept, where
people who died in the prison were buried, how they were taken out,
what forms were observed, whether an implacable creditor could
arrest the dead? As to escaping, what chances there were of escape?
Whether a prisoner could scale the walls with a cord and grapple, how
he would descend upon the other side? whether he could alight on a
housetop, steal down a staircase, let himself out at a door, and get
lost in the crowd? As to Fire in the prison, if one were to break out
while he lay there?

And these involuntary starts of fancy were, after all, but the setting of
a picture in which three people kept before him. His father, with the
steadfast look with which he had died, prophetically darkened forth in
the portrait; his mother, with her arm up, warding off his suspicion;
Little Dorrit, with her hand on the degraded arm, and her drooping
head turned away.

What if his mother had an old reason she well knew for softening to
this poor girl! What if the prisoner now sleeping quietly - Heaven grant
it! - by the light of the great Day of judgment should trace back his fall
to her. What if any act of hers and of his father's, should have even
remotely brought the grey heads of those two brothers so low!

A swift thought shot into his mind. In that long imprisonment here,
and in her own long confinement to her room, did his mother find a
balance to be struck? 'I admit that I was accessory to that man's
captivity. I have suffered for it in kind. He has decayed in his prison: I
in mine. I have paid the penalty.'

When all the other thoughts had faded out, this one held possession
of him. When he fell asleep, she came before him in her wheeled chair,
warding him off with this justification. When he awoke, and sprang up
causelessly frightened, the words were in his ears, as if her voice had
slowly spoken them at his pillow, to break his rest: 'He withers away
in his prison; I wither away in mine; inexorable justice is done; what
do I owe on this score!'
Chapter VIX - Little Mother

The morning light was in no hurry to climb the prison wall and look in
at the Snuggery windows; and when it did come, it would have been
more welcome if it had come alone, instead of bringing a rush of rain
with it. But the equinoctial gales were blowing out at sea, and the
impartial south-west wind, in its flight, would not neglect even the
narrow Marshalsea. While it roared through the steeple of St George's
Church, and twirled all the cowls in the neighbourhood, it made a
swoop to beat the Southwark smoke into the jail; and, plunging down
the chimneys of the few early collegians who were yet lighting their
fires, half suffocated them. Arthur Clennam would have been little
disposed to linger in bed, though his bed had been in a more private
situation, and less affected by the raking out of yesterday's fire, the
kindling of to- day's under the collegiate boiler, the filling of that
Spartan vessel at the pump, the sweeping and sawdusting of the
common room, and other such preparations. Heartily glad to see the
morning, though little rested by the night, he turned out as soon as he
could distinguish objects about him, and paced the yard for two heavy
hours before the gate was opened.

The walls were so near to one another, and the wild clouds hurried
over them so fast, that it gave him a sensation like the beginning of
sea-sickness to look up at the gusty sky. The rain, carried aslant by
flaws of wind, blackened that side of the central building which he
had visited last night, but left a narrow dry trough under the lee of the
wall, where he walked up and down among the waits of straw and
dust and paper, the waste droppings of the pump, and the stray
leaves of yesterday's greens. It was as haggard a view of life as a man
need look upon.

Nor was it relieved by any glimpse of the little creature who had
brought him there. Perhaps she glided out of her doorway and in at
that where her father lived, while his face was turned from both; but
he saw nothing of her. It was too early for her brother; to have seen
him once, was to have seen enough of him to know that he would be
sluggish to leave whatever frowsy bed he occupied at night; so, as
Arthur Clennam walked up and down, waiting for the gate to open, he
cast about in his mind for future rather than for present means of
pursuing his discoveries.

At last the lodge-gate turned, and the turnkey, standing on the step,
taking an early comb at his hair, was ready to let him out. With a
joyful sense of release he passed through the lodge, and found himself
again in the little outer court-yard where he had spoken to the brother
last night.
There was a string of people already straggling in, whom it was not
difficult to identify as the nondescript messengers, go-betweens, and
errand-bearers of the place. Some of them had been lounging in the
rain until the gate should open; others, who had timed their arrival
with greater nicety, were coming up now, and passing in with damp
whitey-brown paper bags from the grocers, loaves of bread, lumps of
butter, eggs, milk, and the like. The shabbiness of these attendants
upon shabbiness, the poverty of these insolvent waiters upon
insolvency, was a sight to see. Such threadbare coats and trousers,
such fusty gowns and shawls, such squashed hats and bonnets, such
boots and shoes, such umbrellas and walking-sticks, never were seen
in Rag Fair. All of them wore the cast-off clothes of other men and
women, were made up of patches and pieces of other people's
individuality, and had no sartorial existence of their own proper. Their
walk was the walk of a race apart. They had a peculiar way of
doggedly slinking round the corner, as if they were eternally going to
the pawnbroker's. When they coughed, they coughed like people
accustomed to be forgotten on doorsteps and in draughty passages,
waiting for answers to letters in faded ink, which gave the recipients of
those manuscripts great mental disturbance and no satisfaction. As
they eyed the stranger in passing, they eyed him with borrowing eyes -
hungry, sharp, speculative as to his softness if they were accredited to
him, and the likelihood of his standing something handsome.
Mendicity on commission stooped in their high shoulders, shambled
in their unsteady legs, buttoned and pinned and darned and dragged
their clothes, frayed their button-holes, leaked out of their figures in
dirty little ends of tape, and issued from their mouths in alcoholic
breathings.

As these people passed him standing still in the court-yard, and one of
them turned back to inquire if he could assist him with his services, it
came into Arthur Clennam's mind that he would speak to Little Dorrit
again before he went away. She would have recovered her first
surprise, and might feel easier with him. He asked this member of the
fraternity (who had two red herrings in his hand, and a loaf and a
blacking brush under his arm), where was the nearest place to get a
cup of coffee at. The nondescript replied in encouraging terms, and
brought him to a coffee-shop in the street within a stone's throw.

'Do you know Miss Dorrit?' asked the new client.

The nondescript knew two Miss Dorrits; one who was born inside -
That was the one! That was the one? The nondescript had known her
many years. In regard of the other Miss Dorrit, the nondescript lodged
in the same house with herself and uncle.

This changed the client's half-formed design of remaining at the

coffee-shop until the nondescript should bring him word that Dorrit
had issued forth into the street. He entrusted the nondescript with a
confidential message to her, importing that the visitor who had waited
on her father last night, begged the favour of a few words with her at
her uncle's lodging; he obtained from the same source full directions
to the house, which was very near; dismissed the nondescript gratified
with half-a-crown; and having hastily refreshed himself at the coffee-
shop, repaired with all speed to the clarionet-player's dwelling.

There were so many lodgers in this house that the doorpost seemed to
be as full of bell-handles as a cathedral organ is of stops. Doubtful
which might be the clarionet-stop, he was considering the point, when
a shuttlecock flew out of the parlour window, and alighted on his hat.
He then observed that in the parlour window was a blind with the
inscription, MR CRIPPLES's ACADEMY; also in another line,
EVENING TUITION; and behind the blind was a little white-faced boy,
with a slice of bread-and-butter and a battledore.

The window being accessible from the footway, he looked in over the
blind, returned the shuttlecock, and put his question.

'Dorrit?' said the little white-faced boy (Master Cripples in fact). 'Mr
Dorrit? Third bell and one knock.' The pupils of Mr Cripples appeared
to have been making a copy-book of the street-door, it was so
extensively scribbled over in pencil.

The frequency of the inscriptions, 'Old Dorrit,' and 'Dirty Dick,' in

combination, suggested intentions of personality on the part Of Mr
Cripples's pupils. There was ample time to make these observations
before the door was opened by the poor old man himself.

'Ha!' said he, very slowly remembering Arthur, 'you were shut in last
night?'

'Yes, Mr Dorrit. I hope to meet your niece here presently.'

'Oh!' said he, pondering. 'Out of my brother's way? True. Would you
come up-stairs and wait for her?'

'Thank you.'

Turning himself as slowly as he turned in his mind whatever he heard

or said, he led the way up the narrow stairs. The house was very
close, and had an unwholesome smell. The little staircase windows
looked in at the back windows of other houses as unwholesome as
itself, with poles and lines thrust out of them, on which unsightly
linen hung; as if the inhabitants were angling for clothes, and had had
some wretched bites not worth attending to. In the back garret - a
sickly room, with a turn-up bedstead in it, so hastily and recently
turned up that the blankets were boiling over, as it were, and keeping
the lid open - a half-finished breakfast of coffee and toast for two
persons was jumbled down anyhow on a rickety table.

There was no one there. The old man mumbling to himself, after some
consideration, that Fanny had run away, went to the next room to
fetch her back. The visitor, observing that she held the door on the
inside, and that, when the uncle tried to open it, there was a sharp
adjuration of 'Don't, stupid!' and an appearance of loose stocking and
flannel, concluded that the young lady was in an undress. The uncle,
without appearing to come to any conclusion, shuffled in again, sat
down in his chair, and began warming his hands at the fire; not that it
was cold, or that he had any waking idea whether it was or not.

'What did you think of my brother, sir?' he asked, when he by-and- by

discovered what he was doing, left off, reached over to the chimney-
piece, and took his clarionet case down.

'I was glad,' said Arthur, very much at a loss, for his thoughts were on
the brother before him; 'to find him so well and cheerful.' 'Ha!'
muttered the old man, 'yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!'

Arthur wondered what he could possibly want with the clarionet case.
He did not want it at all. He discovered, in due time, that it was not
the little paper of snuff (which was also on the chimney-piece), put it
back again, took down the snuff instead, and solaced himself with a
pinch. He was as feeble, spare, and slow in his pinches as in
everything else, but a certain little trickling of enjoyment of them
played in the poor worn nerves about the corners of his eyes and
mouth.

'Amy, Mr Clennam. What do you think of her?'

'I am much impressed, Mr Dorrit, by all that I have seen of her and
thought of her.'

'My brother would have been quite lost without Amy,' he returned. 'We
should all have been lost without Amy. She is a very good girl, Amy.
She does her duty.'

Arthur fancied that he heard in these praises a certain tone of custom,

which he had heard from the father last night with an inward protest
and feeling of antagonism. It was not that they stinted her praises, or
were insensible to what she did for them; but that they were lazily
habituated to her, as they were to all the rest of their condition. He
fancied that although they had before them, every day, the means of
comparison between her and one another and themselves, they
regarded her as being in her necessary place; as holding a position
towards them all which belonged to her, like her name or her age. He
fancied that they viewed her, not as having risen away from the prison
atmosphere, but as appertaining to it; as being vaguely what they had
a right to expect, and nothing more.

Her uncle resumed his breakfast, and was munching toast sopped in
coffee, oblivious of his guest, when the third bell rang. That was Amy,
he said, and went down to let her in; leaving the visitor with as vivid a
picture on his mind of his begrimed hands, dirt-worn face, and
decayed figure, as if he were still drooping in his chair.

She came up after him, in the usual plain dress, and with the usual
timid manner. Her lips were a little parted, as if her heart beat faster
than usual.

'Mr Clennam, Amy,' said her uncle, 'has been expecting you some
time.'

'I took the liberty of sending you a message.'

'I received the message, sir.'

'Are you going to my mother's this morning? I think not, for it is past
your usual hour.' 'Not to-day, sir. I am not wanted to-day.'

'Will you allow Me to walk a little way in whatever direction you may
be going? I can then speak to you as we walk, both without detaining
you here, and without intruding longer here myself.'

She looked embarrassed, but said, if he pleased. He made a pretence

of having mislaid his walking-stick, to give her time to set the
bedstead right, to answer her sister's impatient knock at the wall, and
to say a word softly to her uncle. Then he found it, and they went
down-stairs; she first, he following; the uncle standing at the stair-
head, and probably forgetting them before they had reached the
ground floor.

Mr Cripples's pupils, who were by this time coming to school, desisted

from their morning recreation of cuffing one another with bags and
books, to stare with all the eyes they had at a stranger who had been
to see Dirty Dick. They bore the trying spectacle in silence, until the
mysterious visitor was at a safe distance; when they burst into
pebbles and yells, and likewise into reviling dances, and in all respects
buried the pipe of peace with so many savage ceremonies, that, if Mr
Cripples had been the chief of the Cripplewayboo tribe with his war-
paint on, they could scarcely have done greater justice to their
education.
In the midst of this homage, Mr Arthur Clennam offered his arm to
Little Dorrit, and Little Dorrit took it. 'Will you go by the Iron Bridge,'
said he, 'where there is an escape from the noise of the street?' Little
Dorrit answered, if he pleased, and presently ventured to hope that he
would 'not mind' Mr Cripples's boys, for she had herself received her
education, such as it was, in Mr Cripples's evening academy. He
returned, with the best will in the world, that Mr Cripples's boys were
forgiven out of the bottom of his soul. Thus did Cripples
unconsciously become a master of the ceremonies between them, and
bring them more naturally together than Beau Nash might have done
if they had lived in his golden days, and he had alighted from his
coach and six for the purpose.

The morning remained squally, and the streets were miserably

muddy, but no rain fell as they walked towards the Iron Bridge. The
little creature seemed so young in his eyes, that there were moments
when he found himself thinking of her, if not speaking to her, as if she
were a child. Perhaps he seemed as old in her eyes as she seemed
young in his.

'I am sorry to hear you were so inconvenienced last night, sir, as to be

locked in. It was very unfortunate.'

It was nothing, he returned. He had had a very good bed.

'Oh yes!' she said quickly; 'she believed there were excellent beds at
the coffee-house.' He noticed that the coffee-house was quite a
majestic hotel to her, and that she treasured its reputation. 'I believe
it is very expensive,' said Little Dorrit, 'but MY father has told me that
quite beautiful dinners may be got there. And wine,' she added
timidly. 'Were you ever there?'

'Oh no! Only into the kitchen to fetch hot water.'

To think of growing up with a kind of awe upon one as to the luxuries

of that superb establishment, the Marshalsea Hotel!

'I asked you last night,' said Clennam, 'how you had become
acquainted with my mother. Did you ever hear her name before she
sent for you?'

'No, sir.'

'Do you think your father ever did?'

'No, sir.'
He met her eyes raised to his with so much wonder in them (she was
scared when the encounter took place, and shrunk away again), that
he felt it necessary to say:

'I have a reason for asking, which I cannot very well explain; but you
must, on no account, suppose it to be of a nature to cause you the
least alarm or anxiety. Quite the reverse. And you think that at no
time of your father's life was my name of Clennam ever familiar to
him?'

'No, sir.'

He felt, from the tone in which she spoke, that she was glancing up at
him with those parted lips; therefore he looked before him, rather
than make her heart beat quicker still by embarrassing her afresh.

Thus they emerged upon the Iron Bridge, which was as quiet after the
roaring streets as though it had been open country. The wind blew
roughly, the wet squalls came rattling past them, skimming the pools
on the road and pavement, and raining them down into the river. The
clouds raced on furiously in the lead-Coloured sky, the smoke and
mist raced after them, the dark tide ran fierce and strong in the same
direction. Little Dorrit seemed the least, the quietest, and weakest of
Heaven's creatures.

'Let me put you in a coach,' said Clennam, very nearly adding 'my
poor child.'

She hurriedly declined, saying that wet or dry made little difference to
her; she was used to go about in all weathers. He knew it to be so,
and was touched with more pity; thinking of the slight figure at his
side, making its nightly way through the damp dark boisterous streets
to such a place of rest. 'You spoke so feelingly to me last night, sir,
and I found afterwards that you had been so generous to my father,
that I could not resist your message, if it was only to thank you;
especially as I wished very much to say to you - ' she hesitated and
trembled, and tears rose in her eyes, but did not fall.

'To say to me - ?'

'That I hope you will not misunderstand my father. Don't judge him,
sir, as you would judge others outside the gates. He has been there so
long! I never saw him outside, but I can understand that he must
have grown different in some things since.'

'My thoughts will never be unjust or harsh towards him, believe me.'
'Not,' she said, with a prouder air, as the misgiving evidently crept
upon her that she might seem to be abandoning him, 'not that he has
anything to be ashamed of for himself, or that I have anything to be
ashamed of for him. He only requires to be understood. I only ask for
him that his life may be fairly remembered. All that he said was quite
true. It all happened just as he related it. He is very much respected.
Everybody who comes in, is glad to know him. He is more courted
than anyone else. He is far more thought of than the Marshal is.'

If ever pride were innocent, it was innocent in Little Dorrit when she
grew boastful of her father.

'It is often said that his manners are a true gentleman's, and quite a
study. I see none like them in that place, but he is admitted to be
superior to all the rest. This is quite as much why they make him
presents, as because they know him to be needy. He is not to be
blamed for being in need, poor love. Who could be in prison a quarter
of a century, and be prosperous!'

What affection in her words, what compassion in her repressed tears,

what a great soul of fidelity within her, how true the light that shed
false brightness round him!

'If I have found it best to conceal where my home is, it is not because I
am ashamed of him. God forbid! Nor am I so much ashamed of the
place itself as might be supposed. People are not bad because they
come there. I have known numbers of good, persevering, honest
people come there through misfortune. They are almost all kind-
hearted to one another. And it would be ungrateful indeed in me, to
forget that I have had many quiet, comfortable hours there; that I had
an excellent friend there when I was quite a baby, who was very very
fond of me; that I have been taught there, and have worked there, and
have slept soundly there. I think it would be almost cowardly and
cruel not to have some little attachment for it, after all this.'

She had relieved the faithful fulness of her heart, and modestly said,
raising her eyes appealingly to her new friend's, 'I did not mean to say
so much, nor have I ever but once spoken about this before. But it
seems to set it more right than it was last night. I said I wished you
had not followed me, sir. I don't wish it so much now, unless you
should think - indeed I don't wish it at all, unless I should have
spoken so confusedly, that - that you can scarcely understand me,
which I am afraid may be the case.'

He told her with perfect truth that it was not the case; and putting
himself between her and the sharp wind and rain, sheltered her as
well as he could.
'I feel permitted now,' he said, 'to ask you a little more concerning
your father. Has he many creditors?'

'Oh! a great number.'

'I mean detaining creditors, who keep him where he is?'

'Oh yes! a great number.'

'Can you tell me - I can get the information, no doubt, elsewhere, if

you cannot - who is the most influential of them?'

Little Dorrit said, after considering a little, that she used to hear long
ago of Mr Tite Barnacle as a man of great power. He was a
commissioner, or a board, or a trustee, 'or something.' He lived in
Grosvenor Square, she thought, or very near it. He was under
Government - high in the Circumlocution Office. She appeared to have
acquired, in her infancy, some awful impression of the might of this
formidable Mr Tite Barnacle of Grosvenor Square, or very near it, and
the Circumlocution Office, which quite crushed her when she
mentioned him.

'It can do no harm,' thought Arthur, 'if I see this Mr Tite Barnacle.'

The thought did not present itself so quietly but that her quickness
intercepted it. 'Ah!' said Little Dorrit, shaking her head with the mild
despair of a lifetime. 'Many people used to think once of getting my
poor father out, but you don't know how hopeless it is.'

She forgot to be shy at the moment, in honestly warning him away

from the sunken wreck he had a dream of raising; and looked at him
with eyes which assuredly, in association with her patient face, her
fragile figure, her spare dress, and the wind and rain, did not turn
him from his purpose of helping her.

'Even if it could be done,' said she - 'and it never can be done now -
where could father live, or how could he live? I have often thought that
if such a change could come, it might be anything but a service to him
now. People might not think so well of him outside as they do there.
He might not be so gently dealt with outside as he is there. He might
not be so fit himself for the life outside as he is for that.' Here for the
first time she could not restrain her tears from falling; and the little
thin hands he had watched when they were so busy, trembled as they
clasped each other.

' It would be a new distress to him even to know that I earn a little
money, and that Fanny earns a little money. He is so anxious about
us, you see, feeling helplessly shut up there. Such a good, good
father!'

He let the little burst of feeling go by before he spoke. It was soon

gone. She was not accustomed to think of herself, or to trouble any
one with her emotions. He had but glanced away at the piles of city
roofs and chimneys among which the smoke was rolling heavily, and
at the wilderness of masts on the river, and the wilderness of steeples
on the shore, indistinctly mixed together in the stormy haze, when she
was again as quiet as if she had been plying her needle in his mother's
room.

'You would be glad to have your brother set at liberty?'

'Oh very, very glad, sir!'

'Well, we will hope for him at least. You told me last night of a friend
you had?'

His name was Plornish, Little Dorrit said.

And where did Plornish live? Plornish lived in Bleeding Heart Yard. He
was 'only a plasterer,' Little Dorrit said, as a caution to him not to
form high social expectations of Plornish. He lived at the last house in
Bleeding Heart Yard, and his name was over a little gateway. Arthur
took down the address and gave her his. He had now done all he
sought to do for the present, except that he wished to leave her with a
reliance upon him, and to have something like a promise from her
that she would cherish it.

'There is one friend!' he said, putting up his pocketbook. 'As I take you
back - you are going back?'

'Oh yes! going straight home.'

'As I take you back,' the word home jarred upon him, 'let me ask you
to persuade yourself that you have another friend. I make no
professions, and say no more.'

'You are truly kind to me, sir. I am sure I need no more.'

They walked back through the miserable muddy streets, and among
the poor, mean shops, and were jostled by the crowds of dirty
hucksters usual to a poor neighbourhood. There was nothing, by the
short way, that was pleasant to any of the five senses. Yet it was not a
common passage through common rain, and mire, and noise, to
Clennam, having this little, slender, careful creature on his arm. How
young she seemed to him, or how old he to her; or what a secret either
to the other, in that beginning of the destined interweaving of their
stories, matters not here. He thought of her having been born and
bred among these scenes, and shrinking through them now, familiar
yet misplaced; he thought of her long acquaintance with the squalid
needs of life, and of her innocence; of her solicitude for others, and
her few years, and her childish aspect.

They were come into the High Street, where the prison stood, when a
voice cried, 'Little mother, little mother!' Little Dorrit stopping and
looking back, an excited figure of a strange kind bounced against
them (still crying 'little mother'), fell down, and scattered the contents
of a large basket, filled with potatoes, in the mud.

'Oh, Maggy,' said Little Dorrit, 'what a clumsy child you are!'

Maggy was not hurt, but picked herself up immediately, and then
began to pick up the potatoes, in which both Little Dorrit and Arthur
Clennam helped. Maggy picked up very few potatoes and a great
quantity of mud; but they were all recovered, and deposited in the
basket. Maggy then smeared her muddy face with her shawl, and
presenting it to Mr Clennam as a type of purity, enabled him to see
what she was like.

She was about eight-and-twenty, with large bones , large features,

large feet and hands, large eyes and no hair. Her large eyes were
limpid and almost colourless; they seemed to be very little affected by
light, and to stand unnaturally still. There was also that attentive
listening expression in her face, which is seen in the faces of the blind;
but she was not blind, having one tolerably serviceable eye. Her face
was not exceedingly ugly, though it was only redeemed from being so
by a smile; a good-humoured smile, and pleasant in itself, but
rendered pitiable by being constantly there. A great white cap, with a
quantity of opaque frilling that was always flapping about, apologised
for Maggy's baldness, and made it so very difficult for her old black
bonnet to retain its place upon her head, that it held on round her
neck like a gipsy's baby. A commission of haberdashers could alone
have reported what the rest of her poor dress was made of, but it had
a strong general resemblance to seaweed, with here and there a
gigantic tea-leaf. Her shawl looked particularly like a tea-leaf after
long infusion.

Arthur Clennam looked at Little Dorrit with the expression of one

saying, 'May I ask who this is?' Little Dorrit, whose hand this Maggy,
still calling her little mother, had begun to fondle, answered in words
(they were under a gateway into which the majority of the potatoes
had rolled).

'This is Maggy, sir.'

'Maggy, sir,' echoed the personage presented. 'Little mother!'

'She is the grand-daughter - ' said Little Dorrit.

'Grand-daughter,' echoed Maggy.

'Of my old nurse, who has been dead a long time. Maggy, how old are
you?'

'Ten, mother,' said Maggy.

'You can't think how good she is, sir,' said Little Dorrit, with infinite
tenderness.

'Good SHE is,' echoed Maggy, transferring the pronoun in a most

expressive way from herself to her little mother.

'Or how clever,' said Little Dorrit. 'She goes on errands as well as any
one.' Maggy laughed. 'And is as trustworthy as the Bank of England.'
Maggy laughed. 'She earns her own living entirely. Entirely, sir!' said
Little Dorrit, in a lower and triumphant tone.

'Really does!'

'What is her history?' asked Clennam.

'Think of that, Maggy?' said Little Dorrit, taking her two large hands
and clapping them together. 'A gentleman from thousands of miles
away, wanting to know your history!'

'My history?' cried Maggy. 'Little mother.'

'She means me,' said Little Dorrit, rather confused; 'she is very much
attached to me. Her old grandmother was not so kind to her as she
should have been; was she, Maggy?' Maggy shook her head, made a
drinking vessel of her clenched left hand, drank out of it, and said,
'Gin.' Then beat an imaginary child, and said, 'Broom-handles and
pokers.'

'When Maggy was ten years old,' said Little Dorrit, watching her face
while she spoke, 'she had a bad fever, sir, and she has never grown
any older ever since.'

'Ten years old,' said Maggy, nodding her head. 'But what a nice
hospital! So comfortable, wasn't it? Oh so nice it was. Such a Ev'nly
place!'
'She had never been at peace before, sir,' said Little Dorrit, turning
towards Arthur for an instant and speaking low, 'and she always runs
off upon that.'

'Such beds there is there!' cried Maggy. 'Such lemonades! Such

oranges! Such d'licious broth and wine! Such Chicking! Oh, AIN'T it a
delightful place to go and stop at!'

'So Maggy stopped there as long as she could,' said Little Dorrit, in her
former tone of telling a child's story; the tone designed for Maggy's ear,
'and at last, when she could stop there no longer, she came out. Then,
because she was never to be more than ten years old, however long
she lived - '

'However long she lived,' echoed Maggy.

'And because she was very weak; indeed was so weak that when she
began to laugh she couldn't stop herself - which was a great pity - '

(Maggy mighty grave of a sudden.)

'Her grandmother did not know what to do with her, and for some
years was very unkind to her indeed. At length, in course of time,
Maggy began to take pains to improve herself, and to be very attentive
and very industrious; and by degrees was allowed to come in and out
as often as she liked, and got enough to do to support herself, and
does support herself. And that,' said Little Dorrit, clapping the two
great hands together again, 'is Maggy's history, as Maggy knows!'

Ah! But Arthur would have known what was wanting to its
completeness, though he had never heard of the words Little mother;
though he had never seen the fondling of the small spare hand;
though he had had no sight for the tears now standing in the
colourless eyes; though he had had no hearing for the sob that
checked the clumsy laugh. The dirty gateway with the wind and rain
whistling through it, and the basket of muddy potatoes waiting to be
spilt again or taken up, never seemed the common hole it really was,
when he looked back to it by these lights. Never, never!

They were very near the end of their walk, and they now came out of
the gateway to finish it. Nothing would serve Maggy but that they
must stop at a grocer's window, short of their destination, for her to
show her learning. She could read after a sort; and picked out the fat
figures in the tickets of prices, for the most part correctly. She also
stumbled, with a large balance of success against her failures,
through various philanthropic recommendations to Try our Mixture,
Try our Family Black, Try our Orange-flavoured Pekoe, challenging
competition at the head of Flowery Teas; and various cautions to the
public against spurious establishments and adulterated articles.
When he saw how pleasure brought a rosy tint into Little Dorrit's face
when Maggy made a hit, he felt that he could have stood there making
a library of the grocer's window until the rain and wind were tired.

The court-yard received them at last, and there he said goodbye to

Little Dorrit. Little as she had always looked, she looked less than ever
when he saw her going into the Marshalsea lodge passage, the little
mother attended by her big child. The cage door opened, and when the
small bird, reared in captivity, had tamely fluttered in, he saw it shut
again; and then he came away.
Chapter X - Containing The Whole Science Of Government

The Circumlocution Office was (as everybody knows without being

told) the most important Department under Government. No public
business of any kind could possibly be done at any time without the
acquiescence of the Circumlocution Office. Its finger was in the largest
public pie, and in the smallest public tart. It was equally impossible to
do the plainest right and to undo the plainest wrong without the
express authority of the Circumlocution Office. If another Gunpowder
Plot had been discovered half an hour before the lighting of the match,
nobody would have been justified in saving the parliament until there
had been half a score of boards, half a bushel of minutes, several
sacks of official memoranda, and a family-vault full of ungrammatical
correspondence, on the part of the Circumlocution Office.

This glorious establishment had been early in the field, when the one
sublime principle involving the difficult art of governing a country, was
first distinctly revealed to statesmen. It had been foremost to study
that bright revelation and to carry its shining influence through the
whole of the official proceedings. Whatever was required to be done,
the Circumlocution Office was beforehand with all the public
departments in the art of perceiving - HOW NOT TO DO IT.

Through this delicate perception, through the tact with which it

invariably seized it, and through the genius with which it always acted
on it, the Circumlocution Office had risen to overtop all the public
departments; and the public condition had risen to be - what it was.

It is true that How not to do it was the great study and object of all
public departments and professional politicians all round the
Circumlocution Office. It is true that every new premier and every new
government, coming in because they had upheld a certain thing as
necessary to be done, were no sooner come in than they applied their
utmost faculties to discovering How not to do it. It is true that from
the moment when a general election was over, every returned man
who had been raving on hustings because it hadn't been done, and
who had been asking the friends of the honourable gentleman in the
opposite interest on pain of impeachment to tell him why it hadn't
been done, and who had been asserting that it must be done, and who
had been pledging himself that it should be done, began to devise,
How it was not to be done. It is true that the debates of both Houses
of Parliament the whole session through, uniformly tended to the
protracted deliberation, How not to do it. It is true that the royal
speech at the opening of such session virtually said, My lords and
gentlemen, you have a considerable stroke of work to do, and you will
please to retire to your respective chambers, and discuss, How not to
do it. It is true that the royal speech, at the close of such session,
virtually said, My lords and gentlemen, you have through several
laborious months been considering with great loyalty and patriotism,
How not to do it, and you have found out; and with the blessing of
Providence upon the harvest (natural, not political), I now dismiss
you. All this is true, but the Circumlocution Office went beyond it.

Because the Circumlocution Office went on mechanically, every day,

keeping this wonderful, all-sufficient wheel of statesmanship, How not
to do it, in motion. Because the Circumlocution Office was down upon
any ill-advised public servant who was going to do it, or who appeared
to be by any surprising accident in remote danger of doing it, with a
minute, and a memorandum, and a letter of instructions that
extinguished him. It was this spirit of national efficiency in the
Circumlocution Office that had gradually led to its having something
to do with everything. Mechanicians, natural philosophers, soldiers,
sailors, petitioners, memorialists, people with grievances, people who
wanted to prevent grievances, people who wanted to redress
grievances, jobbing people, jobbed people, people who couldn't get
rewarded for merit, and people who couldn't get punished for demerit,
were all indiscriminately tucked up under the foolscap paper of the
Circumlocution Office.

Numbers of people were lost in the Circumlocution Office.

Unfortunates with wrongs, or with projects for the general welfare
(and they had better have had wrongs at first, than have taken that
bitter English recipe for certainly getting them), who in slow lapse of
time and agony had passed safely through other public departments;
who, according to rule, had been bullied in this, over-reached by that,
and evaded by the other; got referred at last to the Circumlocution
Office, and never reappeared in the light of day. Boards sat upon
them, secretaries minuted upon them, commissioners gabbled about
them, clerks registered, entered, checked, and ticked them off, and
they melted away. In short, all the business of the country went
through the Circumlocution Office, except the business that never
came out of it; and its name was Legion.

Sometimes, angry spirits attacked the Circumlocution Office.

Sometimes, parliamentary questions were asked about it, and even
parliamentary motions made or threatened about it by demagogues so
low and ignorant as to hold that the real recipe of government was,
How to do it. Then would the noble lord, or right honourable
gentleman, in whose department it was to defend the Circumlocution
Office, put an orange in his pocket, and make a regular field-day of
the occasion. Then would he come down to that house with a slap
upon the table, and meet the honourable gentleman foot to foot. Then
would he be there to tell that honourable gentleman that the
Circumlocution Office not only was blameless in this matter, but was
commendable in this matter, was extollable to the skies in this matter.
Then would he be there to tell that honourable gentleman that,
although the Circumlocution Office was invariably right and wholly
right, it never was so right as in this matter. Then would he be there
to tell that honourable gentleman that it would have been more to his
honour, more to his credit, more to his good taste, more to his good
sense, more to half the dictionary of commonplaces, if he had left the
Circumlocution Office alone, and never approached this matter. Then
would he keep one eye upon a coach or crammer from the
Circumlocution Office sitting below the bar, and smash the
honourable gentleman with the Circumlocution Office account of this
matter. And although one of two things always happened; namely,
either that the Circumlocution Office had nothing to say and said it,
or that it had something to say of which the noble lord, or right
honourable gentleman, blundered one half and forgot the other; the
Circumlocution Office was always voted immaculate by an
accommodating majority.

Such a nursery of statesmen had the Department become in virtue of

a long career of this nature, that several solemn lords had attained the
reputation of being quite unearthly prodigies of business, solely from
having practised, How not to do it, as the head of the Circumlocution
Office. As to the minor priests and acolytes of that temple, the result
of all this was that they stood divided into two classes, and, down to
the junior messenger, either believed in the Circumlocution Office as a
heaven-born institution that had an absolute right to do whatever it
liked; or took refuge in total infidelity, and considered it a flagrant
nuisance.

The Barnacle family had for some time helped to administer the
Circumlocution Office. The Tite Barnacle Branch, indeed, considered
themselves in a general way as having vested rights in that direction,
and took it ill if any other family had much to say to it. The Barnacles
were a very high family, and a very large family. They were dispersed
all over the public offices, and held all sorts of public places. Either
the nation was under a load of obligation to the Barnacles, or the
Barnacles were under a load of obligation to the nation. It was not
quite unanimously settled which; the Barnacles having their opinion,
the nation theirs.

The Mr Tite Barnacle who at the period now in question usually

coached or crammed the statesman at the head of the Circumlocution
Office, when that noble or right honourable individual sat a little
uneasily in his saddle by reason of some vagabond making a tilt at
him in a newspaper, was more flush of blood than money. As a
Barnacle he had his place, which was a snug thing enough; and as a
Barnacle he had of course put in his son Barnacle Junior in the office.
But he had intermarried with a branch of the Stiltstalkings, who were
also better endowed in a sanguineous point of view than with real or
personal property, and of this marriage there had been issue,
Barnacle junior and three young ladies. What with the patrician
requirements of Barnacle junior, the three young ladies, Mrs Tite
Barnacle nee Stiltstalking, and himself, Mr Tite Barnacle found the
intervals between quarter day and quarter day rather longer than he
could have desired; a circumstance which he always attributed to the
country's parsimony. For Mr Tite Barnacle, Mr Arthur Clennam made
his fifth inquiry one day at the Circumlocution Office; having on
previous occasions awaited that gentleman successively in a hall, a
glass case, a waiting room, and a fire-proof passage where the
Department seemed to keep its wind. On this occasion Mr Barnacle
was not engaged, as he had been before, with the noble prodigy at the
head of the Department; but was absent. Barnacle Junior, however,
was announced as a lesser star, yet visible above the office horizon.

With Barnacle junior, he signified his desire to confer; and found that
young gentleman singeing the calves of his legs at the parental fire,
and supporting his spine against the mantel-shelf. It was a
comfortable room, handsomely furnished in the higher official
manner; an presenting stately suggestions of the absent Barnacle, in
the thick carpet, the leather-covered desk to sit at, the leather-covered
desk to stand at, the formidable easy-chair and hearth-rug, the
interposed screen, the torn-up papers, the dispatch-boxes with little
labels sticking out of them, like medicine bottles or dead game, the
pervading smell of leather and mahogany, and a general bamboozling
air of How not to do it.

The present Barnacle, holding Mr Clennam's card in his hand, had a

youthful aspect, and the fluffiest little whisker, perhaps, that ever was
seen. Such a downy tip was on his callow chin, that he seemed half
fledged like a young bird; and a compassionate observer might have
urged that, if he had not singed the calves of his legs, he would have
died of cold. He had a superior eye-glass dangling round his neck, but
unfortunately had such flat orbits to his eyes and such limp little
eyelids that it wouldn't stick in when he put it up, but kept tumbling
out against his waistcoat buttons with a click that discomposed him
very much.

'Oh, I say. Look here! My father's not in the way, and won't be in the
way to-day,' said Barnacle Junior. 'Is this anything that I can do?'

(Click! Eye-glass down. Barnacle Junior quite frightened and feeling

all round himself, but not able to find it.)

'You are very good,' said Arthur Clennam. 'I wish however to see Mr
Barnacle.'

'But I say. Look here! You haven't got any appointment, you know,'
said Barnacle Junior.
(By this time he had found the eye-glass, and put it up again.)

'No,' said Arthur Clennam. 'That is what I wish to have.'

'But I say. Look here! Is this public business?' asked Barnacle junior.

(Click! Eye-glass down again. Barnacle Junior in that state of search

after it that Mr Clennam felt it useless to reply at present.)

'Is it,' said Barnacle junior, taking heed of his visitor's brown face,
'anything about - Tonnage - or that sort of thing?'

(Pausing for a reply, he opened his right eye with his hand, and stuck
his glass in it, in that inflammatory manner that his eye began
watering dreadfully.)

'No,' said Arthur, 'it is nothing about tonnage.'

'Then look here. Is it private business?'

'I really am not sure. It relates to a Mr Dorrit.'

'Look here, I tell you what! You had better call at our house, if you are
going that way. Twenty-four, Mews Street, Grosvenor Square. My
father's got a slight touch of the gout, and is kept at home by it.'

(The misguided young Barnacle evidently going blind on his eye- glass
side, but ashamed to make any further alteration in his painful
arrangements.)

'Thank you. I will call there now. Good morning.' Young Barnacle
seemed discomfited at this, as not having at all expected him to go.

'You are quite sure,' said Barnacle junior, calling after him when he
got to the door, unwilling wholly to relinquish the bright business idea
he had conceived; 'that it's nothing about Tonnage?'

'Quite sure.'

With such assurance, and rather wondering what might have taken
place if it HAD been anything about tonnage, Mr Clennam withdrew to
pursue his inquiries.

Mews Street, Grosvenor Square, was not absolutely Grosvenor Square

itself, but it was very near it. It was a hideous little street of dead wall,
stables, and dunghills, with lofts over coach-houses inhabited by
coachmen's families, who had a passion for drying clothes and
decorating their window-sills with miniature turnpike- gates. The
principal chimney-sweep of that fashionable quarter lived at the blind
end of Mews Street; and the same corner contained an establishment
much frequented about early morning and twilight for the purchase of
wine-bottles and kitchen-stuff. Punch's shows used to lean against
the dead wall in Mews Street, while their proprietors were dining
elsewhere; and the dogs of the neighbourhood made appointments to
meet in the same locality. Yet there were two or three small airless
houses at the entrance end of Mews Street, which went at enormous
rents on account of their being abject hangers-on to a fashionable
situation; and whenever one of these fearful little coops was to be let
(which seldom happened, for they were in great request), the house
agent advertised it as a gentlemanly residence in the most aristocratic
part of town, inhabited solely by the elite of the beau monde.

If a gentlemanly residence coming strictly within this narrow margin

had not been essential to the blood of the Barnacles, this particular
branch would have had a pretty wide selection among, let us say, ten
thousand houses, offering fifty times the accommodation for a third of
the money. As it was, Mr Barnacle, finding his gentlemanly residence
extremely inconvenient and extremely dear, always laid it, as a public
servant, at the door of the country, and adduced it as another
instance of the country's parsimony.

Arthur Clennam came to a squeezed house, with a ramshackle bowed

front, little dingy windows, and a little dark area like a damp
waistcoat-pocket, which he found to be number twenty-four, Mews
Street, Grosvenor Square. To the sense of smell the house was like a
sort of bottle filled with a strong distillation of Mews; and when the
footman opened the door, he seemed to take the stopper out.

The footman was to the Grosvenor Square footmen, what the house
was to the Grosvenor Square houses. Admirable in his way, his way
was a back and a bye way. His gorgeousness was not unmixed with
dirt; and both in complexion and consistency he had suffered from the
closeness of his pantry. A sallow flabbiness was upon him when he
took the stopper out, and presented the bottle to Mr Clennam's nose.

'Be so good as to give that card to Mr Tite Barnacle, and to say that I
have just now seen the younger Mr Barnacle, who recommended me
to call here.'

The footman (who had as many large buttons with the Barnacle crest
upon them on the flaps of his pockets, as if he were the family strong
box, and carried the plate and jewels about with him buttoned up)
pondered over the card a little; then said, 'Walk in.'

It required some judgment to do it without butting the inner hall- door

open, and in the consequent mental confusion and physical darkness
slipping down the kitchen stairs. The visitor, however, brought himself
up safely on the door-mat.

Still the footman said 'Walk in,' so the visitor followed him. At the
inner hall-door, another bottle seemed to be presented and another
stopper taken out. This second vial appeared to be filled with
concentrated provisions and extract of Sink from the pantry. After a
skirmish in the narrow passage, occasioned by the footman's opening
the door of the dismal dining-room with confidence, finding some one
there with consternation, and backing on the visitor with disorder, the
visitor was shut up, pending his announcement, in a close back
parlour. There he had an opportunity of refreshing himself with both
the bottles at once, looking out at a low blinding wall three feet off,
and speculating on the number of Barnacle families within the bills of
mortality who lived in such hutches of their own free flunkey choice.

Mr Barnacle would see him. Would he walk up-stairs? He would, and

he did; and in the drawing-room, with his leg on a rest, he found Mr
Barnacle himself, the express image and presentment of How not to
do it.

Mr Barnacle dated from a better time, when the country was not so
parsimonious and the Circumlocution Office was not so badgered. He
wound and wound folds of white cravat round his neck, as he wound
and wound folds of tape and paper round the neck of the country. His
wristbands and collar were oppressive; his voice and manner were
oppressive. He had a large watch-chain and bunch of seals, a coat
buttoned up to inconvenience, a waistcoat buttoned up to
inconvenience, an unwrinkled pair of trousers, a stiff pair of boots. He
was altogether splendid, massive, overpowering, and impracticable. He
seemed to have been sitting for his portrait to Sir Thomas Lawrence
all the days of his life.

'Mr Clennam?' said Mr Barnacle. 'Be seated.'

Mr Clennam became seated.

'You have called on me, I believe,' said Mr Barnacle, 'at the

Circumlocution - ' giving it the air of a word of about five-and- twenty
syllables - 'Office.'

'I have taken that liberty.'

Mr Barnacle solemnly bent his head as who should say, 'I do not deny
that it is a liberty; proceed to take another liberty, and let me know
your business.'
'Allow me to observe that I have been for some years in China, am
quite a stranger at home, and have no personal motive or interest in
the inquiry I am about to make.'

Mr Barnacle tapped his fingers on the table, and, as if he were now

sitting for his portrait to a new and strange artist, appeared to say to
his visitor, 'If you will be good enough to take me with my present lofty
expression, I shall feel obliged.'

'I have found a debtor in the Marshalsea Prison of the name of Dorrit,
who has been there many years. I wish to investigate his confused
affairs so far as to ascertain whether it may not be possible, after this
lapse of time, to ameliorate his unhappy condition. The name of Mr
Tite Barnacle has been mentioned to me as representing some highly
influential interest among his creditors. Am I correctly informed?'

It being one of the principles of the Circumlocution Office never, on

any account whatever, to give a straightforward answer, Mr Barnacle
said, 'Possibly.'

'On behalf of the Crown, may I ask, or as private individual?'

'The Circumlocution Department, sir,' Mr Barnacle replied, 'may have

possibly recommended - possibly - I cannot say - that some public
claim against the insolvent estate of a firm or copartnership to which
this person may have belonged, should be enforced. The question may
have been, in the course of official business, referred to the
Circumlocution Department for its consideration. The Department
may have either originated, or confirmed, a Minute making that
recommendation.'

'I assume this to be the case, then.'

'The Circumlocution Department,' said Mr Barnacle, 'is not

responsible for any gentleman's assumptions.'

'May I inquire how I can obtain official information as to the real state
of the case?'

'It is competent,' said Mr Barnacle, 'to any member of the - Public,'

mentioning that obscure body with reluctance, as his natural enemy,
'to memorialise the Circumlocution Department. Such formalities as
are required to be observed in so doing, may be known on application
to the proper branch of that Department.'

'Which is the proper branch?'

'I must refer you,' returned Mr Barnacle, ringing the bell, 'to the
Department itself for a formal answer to that inquiry.'

'Excuse my mentioning - '

'The Department is accessible to the - Public,' Mr Barnacle was always

checked a little by that word of impertinent signification, 'if the -
Public approaches it according to the official forms; if the - Public does
not approach it according to the official forms, the - Public has itself to
blame.'

Mr Barnacle made him a severe bow, as a wounded man of family, a

wounded man of place, and a wounded man of a gentlemanly
residence, all rolled into one; and he made Mr Barnacle a bow, and
was shut out into Mews Street by the flabby footman.

Having got to this pass, he resolved as an exercise in perseverance, to

betake himself again to the Circumlocution Office, and try what
satisfaction he could get there. So he went back to the Circumlocution
Office, and once more sent up his card to Barnacle junior by a
messenger who took it very ill indeed that he should come back again,
and who was eating mashed potatoes and gravy behind a partition by
the hall fire.

He was readmitted to the presence of Barnacle junior, and found that

young gentleman singeing his knees now, and gaping his weary way
on to four o'clock. 'I say. Look here. You stick to us in a devil of a
manner,' Said Barnacle junior, looking over his shoulder.

'I want to know - '

'Look here. Upon my soul you mustn't come into the place saying you
want to know, you know,' remonstrated Barnacle junior, turning
about and putting up the eye-glass.

'I want to know,' said Arthur Clennam, who had made up his mind to
persistence in one short form of words, 'the precise nature of the claim
of the Crown against a prisoner for debt, named Dorrit.'

'I say. Look here. You really are going it at a great pace, you know.
Egad, you haven't got an appointment,' said Barnacle junior, as if the
thing were growing serious.

'I want to know,' said Arthur, and repeated his case.

Barnacle junior stared at him until his eye-glass fell out, and then put
it in again and stared at him until it fell out again. 'You have no right
to come this sort of move,' he then observed with the greatest
weakness. 'Look here. What do you mean? You told me you didn't
know whether it was public business or not.'

'I have now ascertained that it is public business,' returned the suitor,
'and I want to know' - and again repeated his monotonous inquiry.

Its effect upon young Barnacle was to make him repeat in a

defenceless way, 'Look here! Upon my SOUL you mustn't come into
the place saying you want to know, you know!' The effect of that upon
Arthur Clennam was to make him repeat his inquiry in exactly the
same words and tone as before. The effect of that upon young
Barnacle was to make him a wonderful spectacle of failure and
helplessness.

'Well, I tell you what. Look here. You had better try the Secretarial
Department,' he said at last, sidling to the bell and ringing it.
'Jenkinson,' to the mashed potatoes messenger, 'Mr Wobbler!'

Arthur Clennam, who now felt that he had devoted himself to the
storming of the Circumlocution Office, and must go through with it,
accompanied the messenger to another floor of the building, where
that functionary pointed out Mr Wobbler's room. He entered that
apartment, and found two gentlemen sitting face to face at a large and
easy desk, one of whom was polishing a gun-barrel on his pocket-
handkerchief, while the other was spreading marmalade on bread with
a paper-knife.

'Mr Wobbler?' inquired the suitor.

Both gentlemen glanced at him, and seemed surprised at his

assurance.

'So he went,' said the gentleman with the gun-barrel, who was an
extremely deliberate speaker, 'down to his cousin's place, and took the
Dog with him by rail. Inestimable Dog. Flew at the porter fellow when
he was put into the dog-box, and flew at the guard when he was taken
out. He got half-a-dozen fellows into a Barn, and a good supply of
Rats, and timed the Dog. Finding the Dog able to do it immensely,
made the match, and heavily backed the Dog. When the match came
off, some devil of a fellow was bought over, Sir, Dog was made drunk,
Dog's master was cleaned out.'

'Mr Wobbler?' inquired the suitor.

The gentleman who was spreading the marmalade returned, without

looking up from that occupation, 'What did he call the Dog?'
'Called him Lovely,' said the other gentleman. 'Said the Dog was the
perfect picture of the old aunt from whom he had expectations. Found
him particularly like her when hocussed.'

'Mr Wobbler?' said the suitor.

Both gentlemen laughed for some time. The gentleman with the gun-
barrel, considering it, on inspection, in a satisfactory state, referred it
to the other; receiving confirmation of his views, he fitted it into its
place in the case before him, and took out the stock and polished that,
softly whistling.

'Mr Wobbler?' said the suitor.

'What's the matter?' then said Mr Wobbler, with his mouth full.

'I want to know - ' and Arthur Clennam again mechanically set forth
what he wanted to know.

'Can't inform you,' observed Mr Wobbler, apparently to his lunch.

'Never heard of it. Nothing at all to do with it. Better try Mr Clive,
second door on the left in the next passage.'

'Perhaps he will give me the same answer.'

'Very likely. Don't know anything about it,' said Mr Wobbler.

The suitor turned away and had left the room, when the gentleman
with the gun called out 'Mister! Hallo!'

He looked in again.

'Shut the door after you. You're letting in a devil of a draught here!' A
few steps brought him to the second door on the left in the next
passage. In that room he found three gentlemen; number one doing
nothing particular, number two doing nothing particular, number
three doing nothing particular. They seemed, however, to be more
directly concerned than the others had been in the effective execution
of the great principle of the office, as there was an awful inner
apartment with a double door, in which the Circumlocution Sages
appeared to be assembled in council, and out of which there was an
imposing coming of papers, and into which there was an imposing
going of papers, almost constantly; wherein another gentleman,
number four, was the active instrument.

'I want to know,' said Arthur Clennam, - and again stated his case in
the same barrel-organ way. As number one referred him to number
two, and as number two referred him to number three, he had
occasion to state it three times before they all referred him to number
four, to whom he stated it again.

Number four was a vivacious, well-looking, well-dressed, agreeable

young fellow - he was a Barnacle, but on the more sprightly side of the
family - and he said in an easy way, 'Oh! you had better not bother
yourself about it, I think.'

'Not bother myself about it?'

'No! I recommend you not to bother yourself about it.'

This was such a new point of view that Arthur Clennam found himself
at a loss how to receive it.

'You can if you like. I can give you plenty of forms to fill up. Lots of 'em
here. You can have a dozen if you like. But you'll never go on with it,'
said number four.

'Would it be such hopeless work? Excuse me; I am a stranger in

England.' 'I don't say it would be hopeless,' returned number four,
with a frank smile. 'I don't express an opinion about that; I only
express an opinion about you. I don't think you'd go on with it.
However, of course, you can do as you like. I suppose there was a
failure in the performance of a contract, or something of that kind,
was there?'

'I really don't know.'

'Well! That you can find out. Then you'll find out what Department the
contract was in, and then you'll find out all about it there.'

'I beg your pardon. How shall I find out?'

'Why, you'll - you'll ask till they tell you. Then you'll memorialise that
Department (according to regular forms which you'll find out) for leave
to memorialise this Department. If you get it (which you may after a
time), that memorial must be entered in that Department, sent to be
registered in this Department, sent back to be signed by that
Department, sent back to be countersigned by this Department, and
then it will begin to be regularly before that Department. You'll find
out when the business passes through each of these stages by asking
at both Departments till they tell you.'

'But surely this is not the way to do the business,' Arthur Clennam
could not help saying.
This airy young Barnacle was quite entertained by his simplicity in
supposing for a moment that it was. This light in hand young
Barnacle knew perfectly that it was not. This touch and go young
Barnacle had 'got up' the Department in a private secretaryship, that
he might be ready for any little bit of fat that came to hand; and he
fully understood the Department to be a politico-diplomatic hocus
pocus piece of machinery for the assistance of the nobs in keeping off
the snobs. This dashing young Barnacle, in a word, was likely to
become a statesman, and to make a figure.

'When the business is regularly before that Department, whatever it

is,' pursued this bright young Barnacle, 'then you can watch it from
time to time through that Department. When it comes regularly before
this Department, then you must watch it from time to time through
this Department. We shall have to refer it right and left; and when we
refer it anywhere, then you'll have to look it up. When it comes back
to us at any time, then you had better look US up. When it sticks
anywhere, you'll have to try to give it a jog. When you write to another
Department about it, and then to this Department about it, and don't
hear anything satisfactory about it, why then you had better - keep on
writing.'

Arthur Clennam looked very doubtful indeed. 'But I am obliged to you

at any rate,' said he, 'for your politeness.'

'Not at all,' replied this engaging young Barnacle. 'Try the thing, and
see how you like it. It will be in your power to give it up at any time, if
you don't like it. You had better take a lot of forms away with you.
Give him a lot of forms!' With which instruction to number two, this
sparkling young Barnacle took a fresh handful of papers from
numbers one and three, and carried them into the sanctuary to offer
to the presiding Idol of the Circumlocution Office.

Arthur Clennam put his forms in his pocket gloomily enough, and
went his way down the long stone passage and the long stone
staircase. He had come to the swing doors leading into the street, and
was waiting, not over patiently, for two people who were between him
and them to pass out and let him follow, when the voice of one of
them struck familiarly on his ear. He looked at the speaker and
recognised Mr Meagles. Mr Meagles was very red in the face - redder
than travel could have made him - and collaring a short man who was
with him, said, 'come out, you rascal, come Out!'

it was such an unexpected hearing, and it was also such an

unexpected sight to see Mr Meagles burst the swing doors open, and
emerge into the street with the short man, who was of an unoffending
appearance, that Clennam stood still for the moment exchanging
looks of surprise with the porter. He followed, however, quickly; and
saw Mr Meagles going down the street with his enemy at his side. He
soon came up with his old travelling companion, and touched him on
the back. The choleric face which Mr Meagles turned upon him
smoothed when he saw who it was, and he put out his friendly hand.
'How are you?' said Mr Meagles. 'How d'ye do? I have only just come
over from abroad. I am glad to see you.'

'And I am rejoiced to see you.'

'Thank'ee. Thank'ee!'

'Mrs Meagles and your daughter - ?'

'Are as well as possible,' said Mr Meagles. 'I only wish you had come
upon me in a more prepossessing condition as to coolness.'

Though it was anything but a hot day, Mr Meagles was in a heated

state that attracted the attention of the passersby; more particularly
as he leaned his back against a railing, took off his hat and cravat,
and heartily rubbed his steaming head and face, and his reddened
ears and neck, without the least regard for public opinion.

'Whew!' said Mr Meagles, dressing again. 'That's comfortable. Now I

am cooler.'

'You have been ruffled, Mr Meagles. What is the matter?'

'Wait a bit, and I'll tell you. Have you leisure for a turn in the Park?'

'As much as you please.'

'Come along then. Ah! you may well look at him.' He happened to have
turned his eyes towards the offender whom Mr Meagles had so angrily
collared. 'He's something to look at, that fellow is.'

He was not much to look at, either in point of size or in point of dress;
being merely a short, square, practical looking man, whose hair had
turned grey, and in whose face and forehead there were deep lines of
cogitation, which looked as though they were carved in hard wood. He
was dressed in decent black, a little rusty, and had the appearance of
a sagacious master in some handicraft. He had a spectacle-case in his
hand, which he turned over and over while he was thus in question,
with a certain free use of the thumb that is never seen but in a hand
accustomed to tools.

'You keep with us,' said Mr Meagles, in a threatening kind of Way,

'and I'll introduce you presently. Now then!'
Clennam wondered within himself, as they took the nearest way to the
Park, what this unknown (who complied in the gentlest manner) could
have been doing. His appearance did not at all justify the suspicion
that he had been detected in designs on Mr Meagles's pocket-
handkerchief; nor had he any appearance of being quarrelsome or
violent. He was a quiet, plain, steady man; made no attempt to
escape; and seemed a little depressed, but neither ashamed nor
repentant. If he were a criminal offender, he must surely be an
incorrigible hypocrite; and if he were no offender, why should Mr
Meagles have collared him in the Circumlocution Office? He perceived
that the man was not a difficulty in his own mind alone, but in Mr
Meagles's too; for such conversation as they had together on the short
way to the Park was by no means well sustained, and Mr Meagles's
eye always wandered back to the man, even when he spoke of
something very different.

At length they being among the trees, Mr Meagles stopped short, and
said:

'Mr Clennam, will you do me the favour to look at this man? His name
is Doyce, Daniel Doyce. You wouldn't suppose this man to be a
notorious rascal; would you?'

'I certainly should not.' It was really a disconcerting question, with the
man there.

'No. You would not. I know you would not. You wouldn't suppose him
to be a public offender; would you?'

'No.'

'No. But he is. He is a public offender. What has he been guilty of?
Murder, manslaughter, arson, forgery, swindling, house- breaking,
highway robbery, larceny, conspiracy, fraud? Which should you say,
now?'

'I should say,' returned Arthur Clennam, observing a faint smile in

Daniel Doyce's face, 'not one of them.'

'You are right,' said Mr Meagles. 'But he has been ingenious, and he
has been trying to turn his ingenuity to his country's service. That
makes him a public offender directly, sir.'

Arthur looked at the man himself, who only shook his head.

'This Doyce,' said Mr Meagles, 'is a smith and engineer. He is not in a

large way, but he is well known as a very ingenious man. A dozen
years ago, he perfects an invention (involving a very curious secret
process) of great importance to his country and his fellow- creatures. I
won't say how much money it cost him, or how many years of his life
he had been about it, but he brought it to perfection a dozen years
ago. Wasn't it a dozen?' said Mr Meagles, addressing Doyce. 'He is the
most exasperating man in the world; he never complains!'

'Yes. Rather better than twelve years ago.'

'Rather better?' said Mr Meagles, 'you mean rather worse. Well, Mr

Clennam, he addresses himself to the Government. The moment he
addresses himself to the Government, he becomes a public offender!
Sir,' said Mr Meagles, in danger of making himself excessively hot
again, 'he ceases to be an innocent citizen, and becomes a culprit.

He is treated from that instant as a man who has done some infernal
action. He is a man to be shirked, put off, brow-beaten, sneered at,
handed over by this highly-connected young or old gentleman, to that
highly-connected young or old gentleman, and dodged back again; he
is a man with no rights in his own time, or his own property; a mere
outlaw, whom it is justifiable to get rid of anyhow; a man to be worn
out by all possible means.'

It was not so difficult to believe, after the morning's experience, as Mr

Meagles supposed.

'Don't stand there, Doyce, turning your spectacle-case over and over,'
cried Mr Meagles, 'but tell Mr Clennam what you confessed to me.'

'I undoubtedly was made to feel,' said the inventor, 'as if I had
committed an offence. In dancing attendance at the various offices, I
was always treated, more or less, as if it was a very bad offence. I have
frequently found it necessary to reflect, for my own self-support, that I
really had not done anything to bring myself into the Newgate
Calendar, but only wanted to effect a great saving and a great
improvement.'

'There!' said Mr Meagles. 'Judge whether I exaggerate. Now you'll be

able to believe me when I tell you the rest of the case.'

With this prelude, Mr Meagles went through the narrative; the

established narrative, which has become tiresome; the matter-of-
course narrative which we all know by heart. How, after interminable
attendance and correspondence, after infinite impertinences,
ignorances, and insults, my lords made a Minute, number three
thousand four hundred and seventy-two, allowing the culprit to make
certain trials of his invention at his own expense.
How the trials were made in the presence of a board of six, of whom
two ancient members were too blind to see it, two other ancient
members were too deaf to hear it, one other ancient member was too
lame to get near it, and the final ancient member was too pig- headed
to look at it. How there were more years; more impertinences,
ignorances, and insults. How my lords then made a Minute, number
five thousand one hundred and three, whereby they resigned the
business to the Circumlocution Office. How the Circumlocution Office,
in course of time, took up the business as if it were a bran new thing
of yesterday, which had never been heard of before; muddled the
business, addled the business, tossed the business in a wet blanket.
How the impertinences, ignorances, and insults went through the
multiplication table. How there was a reference of the invention to
three Barnacles and a Stiltstalking, who knew nothing about it; into
whose heads nothing could be hammered about it; who got bored
about it, and reported physical impossibilities about it. How the
Circumlocution Office, in a Minute, number eight thousand seven
hundred and forty, 'saw no reason to reverse the decision at which my
lords had arrived.' How the Circumlocution Office, being reminded
that my lords had arrived at no decision, shelved the business. How
there had been a final interview with the head of the Circumlocution
Office that very morning, and how the Brazen Head had spoken, and
had been, upon the whole, and under all the circumstances, and
looking at it from the various points of view, of opinion that one of two
courses was to be pursued in respect of the business: that was to say,
either to leave it alone for evermore, or to begin it all over again.

'Upon which,' said Mr Meagles, 'as a practical man, I then and there,
in that presence, took Doyce by the collar, and told him it was plain to
me that he was an infamous rascal and treasonable disturber of the
government peace, and took him away. I brought him out of the office
door by the collar, that the very porter might know I was a practical
man who appreciated the official estimate of such characters; and
here we are!'

If that airy young Barnacle had been there, he would have frankly told
them perhaps that the Circumlocution Office had achieved its
function. That what the Barnacles had to do, was to stick on to the
national ship as long as they could. That to trim the ship, lighten the
ship, clean the ship, would be to knock them off; that they could but
be knocked off once; and that if the ship went down with them yet
sticking to it, that was the ship's look out, and not theirs.

'There!' said Mr Meagles, 'now you know all about Doyce. Except,
which I own does not improve my state of mind, that even now you
don't hear him complain.'
'You must have great patience,' said Arthur Clennam, looking at him
with some wonder, 'great forbearance.'

'No,' he returned, 'I don't know that I have more than another man.'

'By the Lord, you have more than I have, though!' cried Mr Meagles.

Doyce smiled, as he said to Clennam, 'You see, my experience of these

things does not begin with myself. It has been in my way to know a
little about them from time to time. Mine is not a particular case. I am
not worse used than a hundred others who have put themselves in
the same position - than all the others, I was going to say.'

'I don't know that I should find that a consolation, if it were my case;
but I am very glad that you do.'

'Understand me! I don't say,' he replied in his steady, planning way,

and looking into the distance before him as if his grey eye were
measuring it, 'that it's recompense for a man's toil and hope; but it's a
certain sort of relief to know that I might have counted on this.'

He spoke in that quiet deliberate manner, and in that undertone,

which is often observable in mechanics who consider and adjust with
great nicety. It belonged to him like his suppleness of thumb, or his
peculiar way of tilting up his hat at the back every now and then, as if
he were contemplating some half-finished work of his hand and
thinking about it.

'Disappointed?' he went on, as he walked between them under the

trees. 'Yes. No doubt I am disappointed. Hurt? Yes. No doubt I am
hurt. That's only natural. But what I mean when I say that people who
put themselves in the same position are mostly used in the same way
-'

'In England,' said Mr Meagles.

'Oh! of course I mean in England. When they take their inventions

into foreign countries, that's quite different. And that's the reason why
so many go there.'

Mr Meagles very hot indeed again.

'What I mean is, that however this comes to be the regular way of our
government, it is its regular way. Have you ever heard of any projector
or inventor who failed to find it all but inaccessible, and whom it did
not discourage and ill-treat?'

'I cannot say that I ever have.'

'Have you ever known it to be beforehand in the adoption of any useful
thing? Ever known it to set an example of any useful kind?'

'I am a good deal older than my friend here,' said Mr Meagles, 'and I'll
answer that. Never.'

'But we all three have known, I expect,' said the inventor, 'a pretty
many cases of its fixed determination to be miles upon miles, and
years upon years, behind the rest of us; and of its being found out
persisting in the use of things long superseded, even after the better
things were well known and generally taken up?'

They all agreed upon that.

'Well then,' said Doyce, with a sigh, 'as I know what such a metal will
do at such a temperature, and such a body under such a pressure, so
I may know (if I will only consider), how these great lords and
gentlemen will certainly deal with such a matter as mine.

I have no right to be surprised, with a head upon my shoulders, and

memory in it, that I fall into the ranks with all who came before me. I
ought to have let it alone. I have had warning enough, I am sure.'

With that he put up his spectacle-case, and said to Arthur, 'If I don't
complain, Mr Clennam, I can feel gratitude; and I assure you that I
feel it towards our mutual friend. Many's the day, and many's the way
in which he has backed me.'

'Stuff and nonsense,' said Mr Meagles.

Arthur could not but glance at Daniel Doyce in the ensuing silence.

Though it was evidently in the grain of his character, and of his

respect for his own case, that he should abstain from idle murmuring,
it was evident that he had grown the older, the sterner, and the
poorer, for his long endeavour. He could not but think what a blessed
thing it would have been for this man, if he had taken a lesson from
the gentlemen who were so kind as to take a nation's affairs in charge,
and had learnt How not to do it.

Mr Meagles was hot and despondent for about five minutes, and then
began to cool and clear up.

'Come, come!' said he. 'We shall not make this the better by being
grim. Where do you think of going, Dan?'
'I shall go back to the factory,' said Dan. 'Why then, we'll all go back to
the factory, or walk in that direction,' returned Mr Meagles cheerfully.
'Mr Clennam won't be deterred by its being in Bleeding Heart Yard.'

'Bleeding Heart Yard?' said Clennam. 'I want to go there.'

'So much the better,' cried Mr Meagles. 'Come along!'

As they went along, certainly one of the party, and probably more
than one, thought that Bleeding Heart Yard was no inappropriate
destination for a man who had been in official correspondence with
my lords and the Barnacles - and perhaps had a misgiving also that
Britannia herself might come to look for lodgings in Bleeding Heart
Yard some ugly day or other, if she over-did the Circumlocution Office.
Chapter XI - Let Loose

A late, dull autumn night was closing in upon the river Saone. The
stream, like a sullied looking-glass in a gloomy place, reflected the
clouds heavily; and the low banks leaned over here and there, as if
they were half curious, and half afraid, to see their darkening pictures
in the water. The flat expanse of country about Chalons lay a long
heavy streak, occasionally made a little ragged by a row of poplar trees
against the wrathful sunset. On the banks of the river Saone it was
wet, depressing, solitary; and the night deepened fast.

One man slowly moving on towards Chalons was the only visible
figure in the landscape. Cain might have looked as lonely and avoided.
With an old sheepskin knapsack at his back, and a rough, unbarked
stick cut out of some wood in his hand; miry, footsore, his shoes and
gaiters trodden out, his hair and beard untrimmed; the cloak he
carried over his shoulder, and the clothes he wore, sodden with wet;
limping along in pain and difficulty; he looked as if the clouds were
hurrying from him, as if the wail of the wind and the shuddering of
the grass were directed against him, as if the low mysterious plashing
of the water murmured at him, as if the fitful autumn night were
disturbed by him.

He glanced here, and he glanced there, sullenly but shrinkingly; and

sometimes stopped and turned about, and looked all round him. Then
he limped on again, toiling and muttering.

'To the devil with this plain that has no end! To the devil with these
stones that cut like knives! To the devil with this dismal darkness,
wrapping itself about one with a chill! I hate you!'

And he would have visited his hatred upon it all with the scowl he
threw about him, if he could. He trudged a little further; and looking
into the distance before him, stopped again. 'I, hungry, thirsty, weary.
You, imbeciles, where the lights are yonder, eating and drinking, and
warming yourselves at fires! I wish I had the sacking of your town; I
would repay you, my children!'

But the teeth he set at the town, and the hand he shook at the town,
brought the town no nearer; and the man was yet hungrier, and
thirstier, and wearier, when his feet were on its jagged pavement, and
he stood looking about him.

There was the hotel with its gateway, and its savoury smell of cooking;
there was the cafe with its bright windows, and its rattling of
dominoes; there was the dyer's with its strips of red cloth on the
doorposts; there was the silversmith's with its earrings, and its
offerings for altars; there was the tobacco dealer's with its lively group
of soldier customers coming out pipe in mouth; there were the bad
odours of the town, and the rain and the refuse in the kennels, and
the faint lamps slung across the road, and the huge Diligence, and its
mountain of luggage, and its six grey horses with their tails tied up,
getting under weigh at the coach office. But no small cabaret for a
straitened traveller being within sight, he had to seek one round the
dark corner, where the cabbage leaves lay thickest, trodden about the
public cistern at which women had not yet left off drawing water.
There, in the back street he found one, the Break of Day. The
curtained windows clouded the Break of Day, but it seemed light and
warm, and it announced in legible inscriptions with appropriate
pictorial embellishment of billiard cue and ball, that at the Break of
Day one could play billiards; that there one could find meat, drink,
and lodgings, whether one came on horseback, or came on foot; and
that it kept good wines, liqueurs, and brandy. The man turned the
handle of the Break of Day door, and limped in.

He touched his discoloured slouched hat, as he came in at the door,

to a few men who occupied the room. Two were playing dominoes at
one of the little tables; three or four were seated round the stove,
conversing as they smoked; the billiard-table in the centre was left
alone for the time; the landlady of the Daybreak sat behind her little
counter among her cloudy bottles of syrups, baskets of cakes, and
leaden drainage for glasses, working at her needle.

Making his way to an empty little table in a corner of the room behind
the stove, he put down his knapsack and his cloak upon the ground.
As he raised his head from stooping to do so, he found the landlady
beside him.

'One can lodge here to-night, madame?'

'Perfectly!' said the landlady in a high, sing-song, cheery voice.

'Good. One can dine - sup - what you please to call it?'

'Ah, perfectly!' cried the landlady as before. 'Dispatch then, madame, if

you please. Something to eat, as quickly as you can; and some wine at
once. I am exhausted.'

'It is very bad weather, monsieur,' said the landlady.

'Cursed weather.'

'And a very long road.'

'A cursed road.'

His hoarse voice failed him, and he rested his head upon his hands
until a bottle of wine was brought from the counter. Having filled and
emptied his little tumbler twice, and having broken off an end from
the great loaf that was set before him with his cloth and napkin, soup-
plate, salt, pepper, and oil, he rested his back against the corner of
the wall, made a couch of the bench on which he sat, and began to
chew crust, until such time as his repast should be ready. There had
been that momentary interruption of the talk about the stove, and
that temporary inattention to and distraction from one another, which
is usually inseparable in such a company from the arrival of a
stranger. It had passed over by this time; and the men had done
glancing at him, and were talking again.

'That's the true reason,' said one of them, bringing a story he had
been telling, to a close, 'that's the true reason why they said that the
devil was let loose.' The speaker was the tall Swiss belonging to the
church, and he brought something of the authority of the church into
the discussion - especially as the devil was in question.

The landlady having given her directions for the new guest's
entertainment to her husband, who acted as cook to the Break of Day,
had resumed her needlework behind her counter. She was a smart,
neat, bright little woman, with a good deal of cap and a good deal of
stocking, and she struck into the conversation with several laughing
nods of her head, but without looking up from her work.

'Ah Heaven, then,' said she. 'When the boat came up from Lyons, and
brought the news that the devil was actually let loose at Marseilles,
some fly-catchers swallowed it. But I? No, not I.'

'Madame, you are always right,' returned the tall Swiss. 'Doubtless
you were enraged against that man, madame?'

'Ay, yes, then!' cried the landlady, raising her eyes from her work,
opening them very wide, and tossing her head on one side. 'Naturally,
yes.'

'He was a bad subject.'

'He was a wicked wretch,' said the landlady, 'and well merited what he
had the good fortune to escape. So much the worse.'

'Stay, madame! Let us see,' returned the Swiss, argumentatively

turning his cigar between his lips. 'It may have been his unfortunate
destiny. He may have been the child of circumstances. It is always
possible that he had, and has, good in him if one did but know how to
find it out. Philosophical philanthropy teaches - '
The rest of the little knot about the stove murmured an objection to
the introduction of that threatening expression. Even the two players
at dominoes glanced up from their game, as if to protest against
philosophical philanthropy being brought by name into the Break of
Day.

'Hold there, you and your philanthropy,' cried the smiling landlady,
nodding her head more than ever. 'Listen then. I am a woman, I. I
know nothing of philosophical philanthropy. But I know what I have
seen, and what I have looked in the face in this world here, where I
find myself. And I tell you this, my friend, that there are people (men
and women both, unfortunately) who have no good in them - none.
That there are people whom it is necessary to detest without
compromise. That there are people who must be dealt with as enemies
of the human race. That there are people who have no human heart,
and who must be crushed like savage beasts and cleared out of the
way. They are but few, I hope; but I have seen (in this world here
where I find myself, and even at the little Break of Day) that there are
such people. And I do not doubt that this man - whatever they call
him, I forget his name - is one of them.'

The landlady's lively speech was received with greater favour at the
Break of Day, than it would have elicited from certain amiable
whitewashers of the class she so unreasonably objected to, nearer
Great Britain.

'My faith! If your philosophical philanthropy,' said the landlady,

putting down her work, and rising to take the stranger's soup from
her husband, who appeared with it at a side door, 'puts anybody at
the mercy of such people by holding terms with them at all, in words
or deeds, or both, take it away from the Break of Day, for it isn't worth
a sou.'

As she placed the soup before the guest, who changed his attitude to a
sitting one, he looked her full in the face, and his moustache went up
under his nose, and his nose came down over his moustache.

'Well!' said the previous speaker, 'let us come back to our subject.
Leaving all that aside, gentlemen, it was because the man was
acquitted on his trial that people said at Marseilles that the devil was
let loose. That was how the phrase began to circulate, and what it
meant; nothing more.'

'How do they call him?' said the landlady. 'Biraud, is it not?'

'Rigaud, madame,' returned the tall Swiss.

'Rigaud! To be sure.'
The traveller's soup was succeeded by a dish of meat, and that by a
dish of vegetables. He ate all that was placed before him, emptied his
bottle of wine, called for a glass of rum, and smoked his cigarette with
his cup of coffee. As he became refreshed, he became overbearing; and
patronised the company at the Daybreak in certain small talk at
which he assisted, as if his condition were far above his appearance.

The company might have had other engagements, or they might have
felt their inferiority, but in any case they dispersed by degrees, and
not being replaced by other company, left their new patron in
possession of the Break of Day. The landlord was clinking about in his
kitchen; the landlady was quiet at her work; and the refreshed
traveller sat smoking by the stove, warming his ragged feet.

'Pardon me, madame - that Biraud.'

'Rigaud, monsieur.'

'Rigaud. Pardon me again - has contracted your displeasure, how?'

The landlady, who had been at one moment thinking within herself
that this was a handsome man, at another moment that this was an
ill-looking man, observed the nose coming down and the moustache
going up, and strongly inclined to the latter decision. Rigaud was a
criminal, she said, who had killed his wife.

'Ay, ay? Death of my life, that's a criminal indeed. But how do you
know it?'

'All the world knows it.'

'Hah! And yet he escaped justice?'

'Monsieur, the law could not prove it against him to its satisfaction. So
the law says. Nevertheless, all the world knows he did it. The people
knew it so well, that they tried to tear him to pieces.'

'Being all in perfect accord with their own wives?' said the guest.

'Haha!'

The landlady of the Break of Day looked at him again, and felt almost
confirmed in her last decision. He had a fine hand, though, and he
turned it with a great show. She began once more to think that he was
not ill-looking after all.

'Did you mention, madame - or was it mentioned among the

gentlemen - what became of him?' The landlady shook her head; it
being the first conversational stage at which her vivacious earnestness
had ceased to nod it, keeping time to what she said. It had been
mentioned at the Daybreak, she remarked, on the authority of the
journals, that he had been kept in prison for his own safety. However
that might be, he had escaped his deserts; so much the worse.

The guest sat looking at her as he smoked out his final cigarette, and
as she sat with her head bent over her work, with an expression that
might have resolved her doubts, and brought her to a lasting
conclusion on the subject of his good or bad looks if she had seen it.
When she did look up, the expression was not there. The hand was
smoothing his shaggy moustache. 'May one ask to be shown to bed,
madame?'

Very willingly, monsieur. Hola, my husband! My husband would

conduct him up-stairs. There was one traveller there, asleep, who had
gone to bed very early indeed, being overpowered by fatigue; but it was
a large chamber with two beds in it, and space enough for twenty.
This the landlady of the Break of Day chirpingly explained, calling
between whiles, 'Hola, my husband!' out at the side door.

My husband answered at length, 'It is I, my wife!' and presenting

himself in his cook's cap, lighted the traveller up a steep and narrow
staircase; the traveller carrying his own cloak and knapsack, and
bidding the landlady good night with a complimentary reference to the
pleasure of seeing her again to-morrow. It was a large room, with a
rough splintery floor, unplastered rafters overhead, and two bedsteads
on opposite sides. Here 'my husband' put down the candle he carried,
and with a sidelong look at his guest stooping over his knapsack,
gruffly gave him the instruction, 'The bed to the right!' and left him to
his repose. The landlord, whether he was a good or a bad
physiognomist, had fully made up his mind that the guest was an ill-
looking fellow.

The guest looked contemptuously at the clean coarse bedding

prepared for him, and, sitting down on the rush chair at the bedside,
drew his money out of his pocket, and told it over in his hand. 'One
must eat,' he muttered to himself, 'but by Heaven I must eat at the
cost of some other man to-morrow!'

As he sat pondering, and mechanically weighing his money in his

palm, the deep breathing of the traveller in the other bed fell so
regularly upon his hearing that it attracted his eyes in that direction.
The man was covered up warm, and had drawn the white curtain at
his head, so that he could be only heard, not seen. But the deep
regular breathing, still going on while the other was taking off his
worn shoes and gaiters, and still continuing when he had laid aside
his coat and cravat, became at length a strong provocative to
curiosity, and incentive to get a glimpse of the sleeper's face.

The waking traveller, therefore, stole a little nearer, and yet a little
nearer, and a little nearer to the sleeping traveller's bed, until he stood
close beside it. Even then he could not see his face, for he had drawn
the sheet over it. The regular breathing still continuing, he put his
smooth white hand (such a treacherous hand it looked, as it went
creeping from him!) to the sheet, and gently lifted it away.

'Death of my soul!' he whispered, falling back, 'here's Cavalletto!'

The little Italian, previously influenced in his sleep, perhaps, by the

stealthy presence at his bedside, stopped in his regular breathing, and
with a long deep respiration opened his eyes. At first they were not
awake, though open. He lay for some seconds looking placidly at his
old prison companion, and then, all at once, with a cry of surprise and
alarm, sprang out of bed.

'Hush! What's the matter? Keep quiet! It's I. You know me?' cried the
other, in a suppressed voice.

But John Baptist, widely staring, muttering a number of invocations

and ejaculations, tremblingly backing into a corner, slipping on his
trousers, and tying his coat by the two sleeves round his neck,
manifested an unmistakable desire to escape by the door rather than
renew the acquaintance. Seeing this, his old prison comrade fell back
upon the door, and set his shoulders against it.

'Cavalletto! Wake, boy! Rub your eyes and look at me. Not the name
you used to call me - don't use that - Lagnier, say Lagnier!'

John Baptist, staring at him with eyes opened to their utmost width,
made a number of those national, backhanded shakes of the right
forefinger in the air, as if he were resolved on negativing beforehand
everything that the other could possibly advance during the whole
term of his life.

'Cavalletto! Give me your hand. You know Lagnier, the gentleman.

Touch the hand of a gentleman!'

Submitting himself to the old tone of condescending authority, John

Baptist, not at all steady on his legs as yet, advanced and put his
hand in his patron's. Monsieur Lagnier laughed; and having given it a
squeeze, tossed it up and let it go.

'Then you were - ' faltered John Baptist.

'Not shaved? No. See here!' cried Lagnier, giving his head a twirl; 'as
tight on as your own.'

John Baptist, with a slight shiver, looked all round the room as if to
recall where he was. His patron took that opportunity of turning the
key in the door, and then sat down upon his bed.

'Look!' he said, holding up his shoes and gaiters. 'That's a poor trim
for a gentleman, you'll say. No matter, you shall see how Soon I'll
mend it. Come and sit down. Take your old place!'

John Baptist, looking anything but reassured, sat down on the floor at
the bedside, keeping his eyes upon his patron all the time.

'That's well!' cried Lagnier. 'Now we might be in the old infernal hole
again, hey? How long have you been out?'

'Two days after you, my master.'

'How do you come here?'

'I was cautioned not to stay there, and so I left the town at once, and
since then I have changed about. I have been doing odds and ends at
Avignon, at Pont Esprit, at Lyons; upon the Rhone, upon the Saone.'
As he spoke, he rapidly mapped the places out with his sunburnt
hand upon the floor. 'And where are you going?'

'Going, my master?'

'Ay!'

John Baptist seemed to desire to evade the question without knowing

how. 'By Bacchus!' he said at last, as if he were forced to the
admission, 'I have sometimes had a thought of going to Paris, and
perhaps to England.'

'Cavalletto. This is in confidence. I also am going to Paris and perhaps

to England. We'll go together.'

The little man nodded his head, and showed his teeth; and yet seemed
not quite convinced that it was a surpassingly desirable arrangement.

'We'll go together,' repeated Lagnier. 'You shall see how soon I will
force myself to be recognised as a gentleman, and you shall profit by
it. It is agreed? Are we one?'

'Oh, surely, surely!' said the little man.

'Then you shall hear before I sleep - and in six words, for I want sleep
- how I appear before you, I, Lagnier. Remember that. Not the other.'

'Altro, altro! Not Ri - ' Before John Baptist could finish the name, his
comrade had got his hand under his chin and fiercely shut up his
mouth.

'Death! what are you doing? Do you want me to be trampled upon and
stoned? Do YOU want to be trampled upon and stoned? You would be.
You don't imagine that they would set upon me, and let my prison
chum go? Don't think it!' There was an expression in his face as he
released his grip of his friend's jaw, from which his friend inferred that
if the course of events really came to any stoning and trampling,
Monsieur Lagnier would so distinguish him with his notice as to
ensure his having his full share of it. He remembered what a
cosmopolitan gentleman Monsieur Lagnier was, and how few weak
distinctions he made.

'I am a man,' said Monsieur Lagnier, 'whom society has deeply

wronged since you last saw me. You know that I am sensitive and
brave, and that it is my character to govern. How has society
respected those qualities in me? I have been shrieked at through the
streets. I have been guarded through the streets against men, and
especially women, running at me armed with any weapons they could
lay their hands on. I have lain in prison for security, with the place of
my confinement kept a secret, lest I should be torn out of it and felled
by a hundred blows. I have been carted out of Marseilles in the dead
of night, and carried leagues away from it packed in straw. It has not
been safe for me to go near my house; and, with a beggar's pittance in
my pocket, I have walked through vile mud and weather ever since,
until my feet are crippled - look at them! Such are the humiliations
that society has inflicted upon me, possessing the qualities I have
mentioned, and which you know me to possess. But society shall pay
for it.'

All this he said in his companion's ear, and with his hand before his
lips.

'Even here,' he went on in the same way, 'even in this mean drinking-
shop, society pursues me. Madame defames me, and her guests
defame me. I, too, a gentleman with manners and accomplishments to
strike them dead! But the wrongs society has heaped upon me are
treasured in this breast.'

To all of which John Baptist, listening attentively to the suppressed

hoarse voice, said from time to time, 'Surely, surely!' tossing his head
and shutting his eyes, as if there were the clearest case against society
that perfect candour could make out.
'Put my shoes there,' continued Lagnier. 'Hang my cloak to dry there
by the door. Take my hat.' He obeyed each instruction, as it was given.
'And this is the bed to which society consigns me, is it? Hah. Very
well!'

As he stretched out his length upon it, with a ragged handkerchief

bound round his wicked head, and only his wicked head showing
above the bedclothes, John Baptist was rather strongly reminded of
what had so very nearly happened to prevent the moustache from any
more going up as it did, and the nose from any more coming down as
it did.

'Shaken out of destiny's dice-box again into your company, eh? By

Heaven! So much the better for you. You'll profit by it. I shall need a
long rest. Let me sleep in the morning.'

John Baptist replied that he should sleep as long as he would, and

wishing him a happy night, put out the candle. One might have
Supposed that the next proceeding of the Italian would have been to
undress; but he did exactly the reverse, and dressed himself from
head to foot, saving his shoes. When he had so done, he lay down
upon his bed with some of its coverings over him, and his coat still
tied round his neck, to get through the night.

When he started up, the Godfather Break of Day was peeping at its
namesake. He rose, took his shoes in his hand, turned the key in the
door with great caution, and crept downstairs. Nothing was astir there
but the smell of coffee, wine, tobacco, and syrups; and madame's little
counter looked ghastly enough. But he had paid madame his little
note at it over night, and wanted to see nobody - wanted nothing but
to get on his shoes and his knapsack, open the door, and run away.

He prospered in his object. No movement or voice was heard when he

opened the door; no wicked head tied up in a ragged handkerchief
looked out of the upper window. When the sun had raised his full disc
above the flat line of the horizon, and was striking fire out of the long
muddy vista of paved road with its weary avenue of little trees, a black
speck moved along the road and splashed among the flaming pools of
rain-water, which black speck was John Baptist Cavalletto running
away from his patron.
Chapter XII - Bleeding Heart Yard

In London itself, though in the old rustic road towards a suburb of

note where in the days of William Shakespeare, author and stage-
player, there were Royal hunting-seats - howbeit no sport is left there
now but for hunters of men - Bleeding Heart Yard was to be found; a
place much changed in feature and in fortune, yet with some relish of
ancient greatness about it. Two or three mighty stacks of chimneys,
and a few large dark rooms which had escaped being walled and
subdivided out of the recognition of their old proportions, gave the
Yard a character. It was inhabited by poor people, who set up their
rest among its faded glories, as Arabs of the desert pitch their tents
among the fallen stones of the Pyramids; but there was a family
sentimental feeling prevalent in the Yard, that it had a character.

As if the aspiring city had become puffed up in the very ground on

which it stood, the ground had so risen about Bleeding Heart Yard
that you got into it down a flight of steps which formed no part of the
original approach, and got out of it by a low gateway into a maze of
shabby streets, which went about and about, tortuously ascending to
the level again. At this end of the Yard and over the gateway, was the
factory of Daniel Doyce, often heavily beating like a bleeding heart of
iron, with the clink of metal upon metal. The opinion of the Yard was
divided respecting the derivation of its name. The more practical of its
inmates abided by the tradition of a murder; the gentler and more
imaginative inhabitants, including the whole of the tender sex, were
loyal to the legend of a young lady of former times closely imprisoned
in her chamber by a cruel father for remaining true to her own true
love, and refusing to marry the suitor he chose for her. The legend
related how that the young lady used to be seen up at her window
behind the bars, murmuring a love-lorn song of which the burden
was, 'Bleeding Heart, Bleeding Heart, bleeding away,' until she died. It
was objected by the murderous party that this Refrain was notoriously
the invention of a tambour-worker, a spinster and romantic, still
lodging in the Yard. But, forasmuch as all favourite legends must be
associated with the affections, and as many more people fall in love
than commit murder - which it may be hoped, howsoever bad we are,
will continue until the end of the world to be the dispensation under
which we shall live - the Bleeding Heart, Bleeding Heart, bleeding
away story, carried the day by a great majority. Neither party would
listen to the antiquaries who delivered learned lectures in the
neighbourhood, showing the Bleeding Heart to have been the heraldic
cognisance of the old family to whom the property had once belonged.
And, considering that the hour-glass they turned from year to year
was filled with the earthiest and coarsest sand, the Bleeding Heart
Yarders had reason enough for objecting to be despoiled of the one
little golden grain of poetry that sparkled in it.
Down in to the Yard, by way of the steps, came Daniel Doyce, Mr
Meagles, and Clennam. Passing along the Yard, and between the open
doors on either hand, all abundantly garnished with light children
nursing heavy ones, they arrived at its opposite boundary, the
gateway. Here Arthur Clennam stopped to look about him for the
domicile of Plornish, plasterer, whose name, according to the custom
of Londoners, Daniel Doyce had never seen or heard of to that hour.

It was plain enough, nevertheless, as Little Dorrit had said; over a

lime-splashed gateway in the corner, within which Plornish kept a
ladder and a barrel or two. The last house in Bleeding Heart Yard
which she had described as his place of habitation, was a large house,
let off to various tenants; but Plornish ingeniously hinted that he lived
in the parlour, by means of a painted hand under his name, the
forefinger of which hand (on which the artist had depicted a ring and
a most elaborate nail of the genteelest form) referred all inquirers to
that apartment.

Parting from his companions, after arranging another meeting with Mr

Meagles, Clennam went alone into the entry, and knocked with his
knuckles at the parlour-door. It was opened presently by a woman
with a child in her arms, whose unoccupied hand was hastily
rearranging the upper part of her dress. This was Mrs Plornish, and
this maternal action was the action of Mrs Plornish during a large part
of her waking existence.

Was Mr Plornish at home? 'Well, sir,' said Mrs Plornish, a civil woman,
'not to deceive you, he's gone to look for a job.'

'Not to deceive you' was a method of speech with Mrs Plornish. She
would deceive you, under any circumstances, as little as might be; but
she had a trick of answering in this provisional form.

'Do you think he will be back soon, if I wait for him?'

'I have been expecting him,' said Mrs Plornish, 'this half an hour, at
any minute of time. Walk in, sir.' Arthur entered the rather dark and
close parlour (though it was lofty too), and sat down in the chair she
placed for him.

'Not to deceive you, sir, I notice it,' said Mrs Plornish, 'and I take it
kind of you.'

He was at a loss to understand what she meant; and by expressing as

much in his looks, elicited her explanation.
'It ain't many that comes into a poor place, that deems it worth their
while to move their hats,' said Mrs Plornish. 'But people think more of
it than people think.'

Clennam returned, with an uncomfortable feeling in so very slight a

courtesy being unusual, Was that all! And stooping down to pinch the
cheek of another young child who was sitting on the floor, staring at
him, asked Mrs Plornish how old that fine boy was?

'Four year just turned, sir,' said Mrs Plornish. 'He IS a fine little fellow,
ain't he, sir? But this one is rather sickly.' She tenderly hushed the
baby in her arms, as she said it. 'You wouldn't mind my asking if it
happened to be a job as you was come about, sir, would you?' asked
Mrs Plornish wistfully.

She asked it so anxiously, that if he had been in possession of any

kind of tenement, he would have had it plastered a foot deep rather
than answer No. But he was obliged to answer No; and he saw a
shade of disappointment on her face, as she checked a sigh, and
looked at the low fire. Then he saw, also, that Mrs Plornish was a
young woman, made somewhat slatternly in herself and her
belongings by poverty; and so dragged at by poverty and the children
together, that their united forces had already dragged her face into
wrinkles.

'All such things as jobs,' said Mrs Plornish, 'seems to me to have gone
underground, they do indeed.' (Herein Mrs Plornish limited her
remark to the plastering trade, and spoke without reference to the
Circumlocution Office and the Barnacle Family.)

'Is it so difficult to get work?' asked Arthur Clennam.

'Plornish finds it so,' she returned. 'He is quite unfortunate. Really he

is.' Really he was. He was one of those many wayfarers on the road of
life, who seem to be afflicted with supernatural corns, rendering it
impossible for them to keep up even with their lame competitors.

A willing, working, soft hearted, not hard-headed fellow, Plornish took

his fortune as smoothly as could be expected; but it was a rough one.
It so rarely happened that anybody seemed to want him, it was such
an exceptional case when his powers were in any request, that his
misty mind could not make out how it happened. He took it as it
came, therefore; he tumbled into all kinds of difficulties, and tumbled
out of them; and, by tumbling through life, got himself considerably
bruised.

'It's not for want of looking after jobs, I am sure,' said Mrs Plornish,
lifting up her eyebrows, and searching for a solution of the problem
between the bars of the grate; 'nor yet for want of working at them
when they are to be got. No one ever heard my husband complain of
work.'

Somehow or other, this was the general misfortune of Bleeding Heart

Yard. From time to time there were public complaints, pathetically
going about, of labour being scarce - which certain people seemed to
take extraordinarily ill, as though they had an absolute right to it on
their own terms - but Bleeding Heart Yard, though as willing a Yard as
any in Britain, was never the better for the demand. That high old
family, the Barnacles, had long been too busy with their great
principle to look into the matter; and indeed the matter had nothing to
do with their watchfulness in out-generalling all other high old
families except the Stiltstalkings.

While Mrs Plornish spoke in these words of her absent lord, her lord
returned. A smooth-cheeked, fresh-coloured, sandy-whiskered man of
thirty. Long in the legs, yielding at the knees, foolish in the face,
flannel-jacketed, lime-whitened.

'This is Plornish, sir.'

'I came,' said Clennam, rising, 'to beg the favour of a little
conversation with you on the subject of the Dorrit family.'

Plornish became suspicious. Seemed to scent a creditor. Said, 'Ah,

yes. Well. He didn't know what satisfaction he could give any
gentleman, respecting that family. What might it be about, now?'

'I know you better,' said Clennam, smiling, 'than you suppose.'

Plornish observed, not Smiling in return, And yet he hadn't the

pleasure of being acquainted with the gentleman, neither.

'No,' said Arthur, 'I know your kind offices at second hand, but on the
best authority; through Little Dorrit. - I mean,' he explained, 'Miss
Dorrit.'

'Mr Clennam, is it? Oh! I've heard of you, Sir.'

'And I of you,' said Arthur.

'Please to sit down again, Sir, and consider yourself welcome. - Why,
yes,' said Plornish, taking a chair, and lifting the elder child upon his
knee, that he might have the moral support of speaking to a stranger
over his head, 'I have been on the wrong side of the Lock myself, and
in that way we come to know Miss Dorrit. Me and my wife, we are well
acquainted with Miss Dorrit.' 'Intimate!' cried Mrs Plornish. Indeed,
she was so proud of the acquaintance, that she had awakened some
bitterness of spirit in the Yard by magnifying to an enormous amount
the sum for which Miss Dorrit's father had become insolvent. The
Bleeding Hearts resented her claiming to know people of such
distinction.

'It was her father that I got acquainted with first. And through getting
acquainted with him, you see - why - I got acquainted with her,' said
Plornish tautologically.

'I see.'

'Ah! And there's manners! There's polish! There's a gentleman to have

run to seed in the Marshalsea jail! Why, perhaps you are not aware,'
said Plornish, lowering his voice, and speaking with a perverse
admiration of what he ought to have pitied or despised, 'not aware
that Miss Dorrit and her sister dursn't let him know that they work for
a living. No!' said Plornish, looking with a ridiculous triumph first at
his wife, and then all round the room. 'Dursn't let him know it, they
dursn't!'

'Without admiring him for that,' Clennam quietly observed, 'I am very
sorry for him.' The remark appeared to suggest to Plornish, for the
first time, that it might not be a very fine trait of character after all. He
pondered about it for a moment, and gave it up.

'As to me,' he resumed, 'certainly Mr Dorrit is as affable with me, I am

sure, as I can possibly expect. Considering the differences and
distances betwixt us, more so. But it's Miss Dorrit that we were
speaking of.'

'True. Pray how did you introduce her at my mother's!'

Mr Plornish picked a bit of lime out of his whisker, put it between his
lips, turned it with his tongue like a sugar-plum, considered, found
himself unequal to the task of lucid explanation, and appealing to his
wife, said, 'Sally, you may as well mention how it was, old woman.'

'Miss Dorrit,' said Sally, hushing the baby from side to side, and
laying her chin upon the little hand as it tried to disarrange the gown
again, 'came here one afternoon with a bit of writing, telling that how
she wished for needlework, and asked if it would be considered any ill-
conwenience in case she was to give her address here.' (Plornish
repeated, her address here, in a low voice, as if he were making
responses at church.) 'Me and Plornish says, No, Miss Dorrit, no ill-
conwenience,' (Plornish repeated, no ill- conwenience,) 'and she wrote
it in, according. Which then me and Plornish says, Ho Miss Dorrit!'
(Plornish repeated, Ho Miss Dorrit.) 'Have you thought of copying it
three or four times, as the way to make it known in more places than
one? No, says Miss Dorrit, I have not, but I will. She copied it out
according, on this table, in a sweet writing, and Plornish, he took it
where he worked, having a job just then,' (Plornish repeated job just
then,) 'and likewise to the landlord of the Yard; through which it was
that Mrs Clennam first happened to employ Miss Dorrit.' Plornish
repeated, employ Miss Dorrit; and Mrs Plornish having come to an
end, feigned to bite the fingers of the little hand as she kissed it.

'The landlord of the Yard,' said Arthur Clennam, 'is - '

'He is Mr Casby, by name, he is,' said Plornish, 'and Pancks, he

collects the rents. That,' added Mr Plornish, dwelling on the subject
with a slow thoughtfulness that appeared to have no connection with
any specific object, and to lead him nowhere, 'that is about what they
are, you may believe me or not, as you think proper.'

'Ay?' returned Clennam, thoughtful in his turn. 'Mr Casby, too! An old
acquaintance of mine, long ago!'

Mr Plornish did not see his road to any comment on this fact, and
made none. As there truly was no reason why he should have the
least interest in it, Arthur Clennam went on to the present purport of
his visit; namely, to make Plornish the instrument of effecting Tip's
release, with as little detriment as possible to the self- reliance and
self-helpfulness of the young man, supposing him to possess any
remnant of those qualities: without doubt a very wide stretch of
supposition. Plornish, having been made acquainted with the cause of
action from the Defendant's own mouth, gave Arthur to understand
that the Plaintiff was a 'Chaunter' - meaning, not a singer of anthems,
but a seller of horses - and that he (Plornish) considered that ten
shillings in the pound 'would settle handsome,' and that more would
be a waste of money. The Principal and instrument soon drove off
together to a stable-yard in High Holborn, where a remarkably fine
grey gelding, worth, at the lowest figure, seventy-five guineas (not
taking into account the value of the shot he had been made to swallow
for the improvement of his form), was to be parted with for a twenty-
pound note, in consequence of his having run away last week with
Mrs Captain Barbary of Cheltenham, who wasn't up to a horse of his
courage, and who, in mere spite, insisted on selling him for that
ridiculous sum: or, in other words, on giving him away. Plornish,
going up this yard alone and leaving his Principal outside, found a
gentleman with tight drab legs, a rather old hat, a little hooked stick,
and a blue neckerchief (Captain Maroon of Gloucestershire, a private
friend of Captain Barbary); who happened to be there, in a friendly
way, to mention these little circumstances concerning the remarkably
fine grey gelding to any real judge of a horse and quick snapper-up of
a good thing, who might look in at that address as per advertisement.
This gentleman, happening also to be the Plaintiff in the Tip case,
referred Mr Plornish to his solicitor, and declined to treat with Mr
Plornish, or even to endure his presence in the yard, unless he
appeared there with a twenty-pound note: in which case only, the
gentleman would augur from appearances that he meant business,
and might be induced to talk to him. On this hint, Mr Plornish retired
to communicate with his Principal, and presently came back with the
required credentials. Then said Captain Maroon, 'Now, how much time
do you want to make the other twenty in? Now, I'll give you a month.'
Then said Captain Maroon, when that wouldn't suit, 'Now, I'll tell what
I'll do with you. You shall get me a good bill at four months, made
payable at a banking-house, for the other twenty!' Then said Captain
Maroon, when THAT wouldn't suit, 'Now, come; Here's the last I've got
to say to you. You shall give me another ten down, and I'll run my pen
clean through it.' Then said Captain Maroon when THAT wouldn't
suit, 'Now, I'll tell you what it is, and this shuts it up; he has used me
bad, but I'll let him off for another five down and a bottle of wine; and
if you mean done, say done, and if you don't like it, leave it.' Finally
said Captain Maroon, when THAT wouldn't suit either, 'Hand over,
then!' - And in consideration of the first offer, gave a receipt in full and
discharged the prisoner.

'Mr Plornish,' said Arthur, 'I trust to you, if you please, to keep my
secret. If you will undertake to let the young man know that he is free,
and to tell him that you were employed to compound for the debt by
some one whom you are not at liberty to name, you will not only do
me a service, but may do him one, and his sister also.'

'The last reason, sir,' said Plornish, 'would be quite sufficient. Your
wishes shall be attended to.'

'A Friend has obtained his discharge, you can say if you please. A
Friend who hopes that for his sister's sake, if for no one else's, he will
make good use of his liberty.'

'Your wishes, sir, shall be attended to.'

'And if you will be so good, in your better knowledge of the family, as

to communicate freely with me, and to point out to me any means by
which you think I may be delicately and really useful to Little Dorrit, I
shall feel under an obligation to you.'

'Don't name it, sir,' returned Plornish, 'it'll be ekally a pleasure an a -

it'l be ekally a pleasure and a - ' Finding himself unable to balance his
sentence after two efforts, Mr Plornish wisely dropped it. He took
Clennam's card and appropriate pecuniary compliment.
He was earnest to finish his commission at once, and his Principal
was in the same mind. So his Principal offered to set him down at the
Marshalsea Gate, and they drove in that direction over Blackfriars
Bridge. On the way, Arthur elicited from his new friend a confused
summary of the interior life of Bleeding Heart Yard. They was all hard
up there, Mr Plornish said, uncommon hard up, to be sure. Well, he
couldn't say how it was; he didn't know as anybody could say how it
was; all he know'd was, that so it was.

When a man felt, on his own back and in his own belly, that poor he
was, that man (Mr Plornish gave it as his decided belief) know'd well
that he was poor somehow or another, and you couldn't talk it out of
him, no more than you could talk Beef into him. Then you see, some
people as was better off said, and a good many such people lived
pretty close up to the mark themselves if not beyond it so he'd heerd,
that they was 'improvident' (that was the favourite word) down the
Yard. For instance, if they see a man with his wife and children going
to Hampton Court in a Wan, perhaps once in a year, they says, 'Hallo!
I thought you was poor, my improvident friend!' Why, Lord, how hard
it was upon a man! What was a man to do? He couldn't go
mollancholy mad, and even if he did, you wouldn't be the better for it.
In Mr Plornish's judgment you would be the worse for it. Yet you
seemed to want to make a man mollancholy mad. You was always at it
- if not with your right hand, with your left. What was they a doing in
the Yard? Why, take a look at 'em and see. There was the girls and
their mothers a working at their sewing, or their shoe-binding, or their
trimming, or their waistcoat making, day and night and night and
day, and not more than able to keep body and soul together after all -
often not so much. There was people of pretty well all sorts of trades
you could name, all wanting to work, and yet not able to get it. There
was old people, after working all their lives, going and being shut up
in the workhouse, much worse fed and lodged and treated altogether,
than - Mr Plornish said manufacturers, but appeared to mean
malefactors. Why, a man didn't know where to turn himself for a
crumb of comfort. As to who was to blame for it, Mr Plornish didn't
know who was to blame for it. He could tell you who suffered, but he
couldn't tell you whose fault it was. It wasn't HIS place to find out,
and who'd mind what he said, if he did find out? He only know'd that
it wasn't put right by them what undertook that line of business, and
that it didn't come right of itself. And, in brief, his illogical opinion
was, that if you couldn't do nothing for him, you had better take
nothing from him for doing of it; so far as he could make out, that was
about what it come to. Thus, in a prolix, gently-growling, foolish way,
did Plornish turn the tangled skein of his estate about and about, like
a blind man who was trying to find some beginning or end to it; until
they reached the prison gate. There, he left his Principal alone; to
wonder, as he rode away, how many thousand Plornishes there might
be within a day or two's journey of the Circumlocution Office, playing
sundry curious variations on the same tune, which were not known
by ear in that glorious institution.
Chapter XIII - Patriarchal

The mention of Mr Casby again revived in Clennam's memory the

smouldering embers of curiosity and interest which Mrs Flintwinch
had fanned on the night of his arrival. Flora Casby had been the
beloved of his boyhood; and Flora was the daughter and only child of
wooden-headed old Christopher (so he was still occasionally spoken of
by some irreverent spirits who had had dealings with him, and in
whom familiarity had bred its proverbial result perhaps), who was
reputed to be rich in weekly tenants, and to get a good quantity of
blood out of the stones of several unpromising courts and alleys. After
some days of inquiry and research, Arthur Clennam became
convinced that the case of the Father of the Marshalsea was indeed a
hopeless one, and sorrowfully resigned the idea of helping him to
freedom again. He had no hopeful inquiry to make at present,
concerning Little Dorrit either; but he argued with himself that it
might - for anything he knew - it might be serviceable to the poor
child, if he renewed this acquaintance. It is hardly necessary to add
that beyond all doubt he would have presented himself at Mr Casby's
door, if there had been no Little Dorrit in existence; for we all know
how we all deceive ourselves - that is to say, how people in general,
our profounder selves excepted, deceive themselves - as to motives of
action.

With a comfortable impression upon him, and quite an honest one in

its way, that he was still patronising Little Dorrit in doing what had no
reference to her, he found himself one afternoon at the corner of Mr
Casby's street. Mr Casby lived in a street in the Gray's Inn Road,
which had set off from that thoroughfare with the intention of running
at one heat down into the valley, and up again to the top of Pentonville
Hill; but which had run itself out of breath in twenty yards, and had
stood still ever since. There is no such place in that part now; but it
remained there for many years, looking with a baulked countenance
at the wilderness patched with unfruitful gardens and pimpled with
eruptive summerhouses, that it had meant to run over in no time.

'The house,' thought Clennam, as he crossed to the door, 'is as little

changed as my mother's, and looks almost as gloomy. But the
likeness ends outside. I know its staid repose within. The smell of its
jars of old rose-leaves and lavender seems to come upon me even
here.'

When his knock at the bright brass knocker of obsolete shape brought
a woman-servant to the door, those faded scents in truth saluted him
like wintry breath that had a faint remembrance in it of the bygone
spring. He stepped into the sober, silent, air-tight house - one might
have fancied it to have been stifled by Mutes in the Eastern manner -
and the door, closing again, seemed to shut out sound and motion.
The furniture was formal, grave, and quaker- like, but well-kept; and
had as prepossessing an aspect as anything, from a human creature
to a wooden stool, that is meant for much use and is preserved for
little, can ever wear. There was a grave clock, ticking somewhere up
the staircase; and there was a songless bird in the same direction,
pecking at his cage, as if he were ticking too. The parlour-fire ticked in
the grate. There was only one person on the parlour-hearth, and the
loud watch in his pocket ticked audibly.

The servant-maid had ticked the two words 'Mr Clennam' so softly
that she had not been heard; and he consequently stood, within the
door she had closed, unnoticed. The figure of a man advanced in life,
whose smooth grey eyebrows seemed to move to the ticking as the
fire-light flickered on them, sat in an arm-chair, with his list shoes on
the rug, and his thumbs slowly revolving over one another. This was
old Christopher Casby - recognisable at a glance - as unchanged in
twenty years and upward as his own solid furniture - as little touched
by the influence of the varying seasons as the old rose-leaves and old
lavender in his porcelain jars.

Perhaps there never was a man, in this troublesome world, so

troublesome for the imagination to picture as a boy. And yet he had
changed very little in his progress through life. Confronting him, in
the room in which he sat, was a boy's portrait, which anybody seeing
him would have identified as Master Christopher Casby, aged ten:
though disguised with a haymaking rake, for which he had had, at
any time, as much taste or use as for a diving-bell; and sitting (on one
of his own legs) upon a bank of violets, moved to precocious
contemplation by the spire of a village church. There was the same
smooth face and forehead, the same calm blue eye, the same placid
air. The shining bald head, which looked so very large because it
shone so much; and the long grey hair at its sides and back, like floss
silk or spun glass, which looked so very benevolent because it was
never cut; were not, of course, to be seen in the boy as in the old man.
Nevertheless, in the Seraphic creature with the haymaking rake, were
clearly to be discerned the rudiments of the Patriarch with the list
shoes.

Patriarch was the name which many people delighted to give him.
Various old ladies in the neighbourhood spoke of him as The Last of
the Patriarchs. So grey, so slow, so quiet, so impassionate, so very
bumpy in the head, Patriarch was the word for him. He had been
accosted in the streets, and respectfully solicited to become a
Patriarch for painters and for sculptors; with so much importunity, in
sooth, that it would appear to be beyond the Fine Arts to remember
the points of a Patriarch, or to invent one. Philanthropists of both
sexes had asked who he was, and on being informed, 'Old Christopher
Casby, formerly Town-agent to Lord Decimus Tite Barnacle,' had cried
in a rapture of disappointment, 'Oh! why, with that head, is he not a
benefactor to his species! Oh! why, with that head, is he not a father
to the orphan and a friend to the friendless!' With that head, however,
he remained old Christopher Casby, proclaimed by common report
rich in house property; and with that head, he now sat in his silent
parlour. Indeed it would be the height of unreason to expect him to be
sitting there without that head.

Arthur Clennam moved to attract his attention, and the grey eyebrows
turned towards him.

'I beg your pardon,' said Clennam, 'I fear you did not hear me
announced?'

'No, sir, I did not. Did you wish to see me, sir?'

'I wished to pay my respects.'

Mr Casby seemed a feather's weight disappointed by the last words,

having perhaps prepared himself for the visitor's wishing to pay
something else. 'Have I the pleasure, sir,' he proceeded - 'take a chair,
if you please - have I the pleasure of knowing - ? Ah! truly, yes, I think
I have! I believe I am not mistaken in supposing that I am acquainted
with those features? I think I address a gentleman of whose return to
this country I was informed by Mr Flintwinch?'

'That is your present visitor.'

'Really! Mr Clennam?'

'No other, Mr Casby.'

'Mr Clennam, I am glad to see you. How have you been since we met?'

Without thinking it worth while to explain that in the course of some

quarter of a century he had experienced occasional slight fluctuations
in his health and spirits, Clennam answered generally that he had
never been better, or something equally to the purpose; and shook
hands with the possessor of 'that head' as it shed its patriarchal light
upon him.

'We are older, Mr Clennam,' said Christopher Casby.

'We are - not younger,' said Clennam. After this wise remark he felt
that he was scarcely shining with brilliancy, and became aware that
he was nervous.
'And your respected father,' said Mr Casby, 'is no more! I was grieved
to hear it, Mr Clennam, I was grieved.'

Arthur replied in the usual way that he felt infinitely obliged to him.

'There was a time,' said Mr Casby, 'when your parents and myself
were not on friendly terms. There was a little family misunderstanding
among us. Your respected mother was rather jealous of her son,
maybe; when I say her son, I mean your worthy self, your worthy self.'

His smooth face had a bloom upon it like ripe wall-fruit. What with his
blooming face, and that head, and his blue eyes, he seemed to be
delivering sentiments of rare wisdom and virtue. In like manner, his
physiognomical expression seemed to teem with benignity. Nobody
could have said where the wisdom was, or where the virtue was, or
where the benignity was; but they all seemed to be somewhere about
him. 'Those times, however,' pursued Mr Casby, 'are past and gone,
past and gone. I do myself the pleasure of making a visit to your
respected mother occasionally, and of admiring the fortitude and
strength of mind with which she bears her trials, bears her trials.'
When he made one of these little repetitions, sitting with his hands
crossed before him, he did it with his head on one side, and a gentle
smile, as if he had something in his thoughts too sweetly profound to
be put into words. As if he denied himself the pleasure of uttering it,
lest he should soar too high; and his meekness therefore preferred to
be unmeaning.

'I have heard that you were kind enough on one of those occasions,'
said Arthur, catching at the opportunity as it drifted past him, 'to
mention Little Dorrit to my mother.'

'Little - Dorrit? That's the seamstress who was mentioned to me by a

small tenant of mine? Yes, yes. Dorrit? That's the name. Ah, yes, yes!
You call her Little Dorrit?'

No road in that direction. Nothing came of the cross-cut. It led no

further.

'My daughter Flora,' said Mr Casby, 'as you may have heard probably,
Mr Clennam, was married and established in life, several years ago.
She had the misfortune to lose her husband when she had been
married a few months. She resides with me again. She will be glad to
see you, if you will permit me to let her know that you are here.'

'By all means,' returned Clennam. 'I should have preferred the
request, if your kindness had not anticipated me.'
Upon this Mr Casby rose up in his list shoes, and with a slow, heavy
step (he was of an elephantine build), made for the door. He had a
long wide-skirted bottle-green coat on, and a bottle-green pair of
trousers, and a bottle-green waistcoat. The Patriarchs were not
dressed in bottle-green broadcloth, and yet his clothes looked
patriarchal.

He had scarcely left the room, and allowed the ticking to become
audible again, when a quick hand turned a latchkey in the house-
door, opened it, and shut it. Immediately afterwards, a quick and
eager short dark man came into the room with so much way upon him
that he was within a foot of Clennam before he could stop.

'Halloa!' he said.

Clennam saw no reason why he should not say 'Halloa!' too.

'What's the matter?' said the short dark man.

'I have not heard that anything is the matter,' returned Clennam.

'Where's Mr Casby?' asked the short dark man, looking about. 'He will
be here directly, if you want him.'

'I want him?' said the short dark man. 'Don't you?' This elicited a word
or two of explanation from Clennam, during the delivery of which the
short dark man held his breath and looked at him. He was dressed in
black and rusty iron grey; had jet black beads of eyes; a scrubby little
black chin; wiry black hair striking out from his head in prongs, like
forks or hair-pins; and a complexion that was very dingy by nature, or
very dirty by art, or a compound of nature and art. He had dirty
hands and dirty broken nails, and looked as if he had been in the
coals; he was in a perspiration, and snorted and sniffed and puffed
and blew, like a little labouring steam-engine.

'Oh!' said he, when Arthur told him how he came to be there. 'Very
well. That's right. If he should ask for Pancks, will you be so good as
to say that Pancks is come in?' And so, with a snort and a puff, he
worked out by another door.

Now, in the old days at home, certain audacious doubts respecting the
last of the Patriarchs, which were afloat in the air, had, by some
forgotten means, come in contact with Arthur's sensorium. He was
aware of motes and specks of suspicion in the atmosphere of that
time; seen through which medium, Christopher Casby was a mere Inn
signpost, without any Inn - an invitation to rest and be thankful,
when there was no place to put up at, and nothing whatever to be
thankful for. He knew that some of these specks even represented
Christopher as capable of harbouring designs in 'that head,' and as
being a crafty impostor. Other motes there were which showed him as
a heavy, selfish, drifting Booby, who, having stumbled, in the course
of his unwieldy jostlings against other men, on the discovery that to
get through life with ease and credit, he had but to hold his tongue,
keep the bald part of his head well polished, and leave his hair alone,
had had just cunning enough to seize the idea and stick to it. It was
said that his being town-agent to Lord Decimus Tite Barnacle was
referable, not to his having the least business capacity, but to his
looking so supremely benignant that nobody could suppose the
property screwed or jobbed under such a man; also, that for similar
reasons he now got more money out of his own wretched lettings,
unquestioned, than anybody with a less nobby and less shining crown
could possibly have done. In a word, it was represented (Clennam
called to mind, alone in the ticking parlour) that many people select
their models, much as the painters, just now mentioned, select theirs;
and that, whereas in the Royal Academy some evil old ruffian of a
Dog-stealer will annually be found embodying all the cardinal virtues,
on account of his eyelashes, or his chin, or his legs (thereby planting
thorns of confusion in the breasts of the more observant students of
nature), so, in the great social Exhibition, accessories are often
accepted in lieu of the internal character.

Calling these things to mind, and ranging Mr Pancks in a row with

them, Arthur Clennam leaned this day to the opinion, without quite
deciding on it, that the last of the Patriarchs was the drifting Booby
aforesaid, with the one idea of keeping the bald part of his head highly
polished: and that, much as an unwieldy ship in the Thames river
may sometimes be seen heavily driving with the tide, broadside on,
stern first, in its own way and in the way of everything else, though
making a great show of navigation, when all of a sudden, a little coaly
steam-tug will bear down upon it, take it in tow, and bustle off with it;
similarly the cumbrous Patriarch had been taken in tow by the
snorting Pancks, and was now following in the wake of that dingy little
craft.

The return of Mr Casby with his daughter Flora, put an end to these
meditations. Clennam's eyes no sooner fell upon the subject of his old
passion than it shivered and broke to pieces.

Most men will be found sufficiently true to themselves to be true to an

old idea. It is no proof of an inconstant mind, but exactly the opposite,
when the idea will not bear close comparison with the reality, and the
contrast is a fatal shock to it. Such was Clennam's case. In his youth
he had ardently loved this woman, and had heaped upon her all the
locked-up wealth of his affection and imagination. That wealth had
been, in his desert home, like Robinson Crusoe's money;
exchangeable with no one, lying idle in the dark to rust, until he
poured it out for her. Ever since that memorable time, though he had,
until the night of his arrival, as completely dismissed her from any
association with his Present or Future as if she had been dead (which
she might easily have been for anything he knew), he had kept the old
fancy of the Past unchanged, in its old sacred place. And now, after
all, the last of the Patriarchs coolly walked into the parlour, saying in
effect, 'Be good enough to throw it down and dance upon it. This is
Flora.'

Flora, always tall, had grown to be very broad too, and short of breath;
but that was not much. Flora, whom he had left a lily, had become a
peony; but that was not much. Flora, who had seemed enchanting in
all she said and thought, was diffuse and silly. That was much. Flora,
who had been spoiled and artless long ago, was determined to be
spoiled and artless now. That was a fatal blow.

This is Flora!

'I am sure,' giggled Flora, tossing her head with a caricature of her
girlish manner, such as a mummer might have presented at her own
funeral, if she had lived and died in classical antiquity, 'I am ashamed
to see Mr Clennam, I am a mere fright, I know he'll find me fearfully
changed, I am actually an old woman, it's shocking to be found out,
it's really shocking!'

He assured her that she was just what he had expected and that time
had not stood still with himself.

'Oh! But with a gentleman it's so different and really you look so
amazingly well that you have no right to say anything of the kind,
while, as to me, you know - oh!' cried Flora with a little scream, 'I am
dreadful!'

The Patriarch, apparently not yet understanding his own part in the
drama under representation, glowed with vacant serenity.

'But if we talk of not having changed,' said Flora, who, whatever she
said, never once came to a full stop, 'look at Papa, is not Papa
precisely what he was when you went away, isn't it cruel and
unnatural of Papa to be such a reproach to his own child, if we go on
in this way much longer people who don't know us will begin to
suppose that I am Papa's Mama!'

That must be a long time hence, Arthur considered.

'Oh Mr Clennam you insincerest of creatures,' said Flora, 'I perceive

already you have not lost your old way of paying compliments, your
old way when you used to pretend to be so sentimentally struck you
know - at least I don't mean that, I - oh I don't know what I mean!'
Here Flora tittered confusedly, and gave him one of her old glances.

The Patriarch, as if he now began to perceive that his part in the piece
was to get off the stage as soon as might be, rose, and went to the
door by which Pancks had worked out, hailing that Tug by name. He
received an answer from some little Dock beyond, and was towed out
of sight directly.

'You mustn't think of going yet,' said Flora - Arthur had looked at his
hat, being in a ludicrous dismay, and not knowing what to do: 'you
could never be so unkind as to think of going, Arthur - I mean Mr
Arthur - or I suppose Mr Clennam would be far more proper - but I
am sure I don't know what I am saying - without a word about the
dear old days gone for ever, when I come to think of it I dare say it
would be much better not to speak of them and it's highly probable
that you have some much more agreeable engagement and pray let Me
be the last person in the world to interfere with it though there was a
time, but I am running into nonsense again.'

Was it possible that Flora could have been such a chatterer in the
days she referred to? Could there have been anything like her present
disjointed volubility in the fascinations that had captivated him?

'Indeed I have little doubt,' said Flora, running on with astonishing

speed, and pointing her conversation with nothing but commas, and
very few of them, 'that you are married to some Chinese lady, being in
China so long and being in business and naturally desirous to settle
and extend your connection nothing was more likely than that you
should propose to a Chinese lady and nothing was more natural I am
sure than that the Chinese lady should accept you and think herself
very well off too, I only hope she's not a Pagodian dissenter.'

'I am not,' returned Arthur, smiling in spite of himself, 'married to any

lady, Flora.'

'Oh good gracious me I hope you never kept yourself a bachelor so

long on my account!' tittered Flora; 'but of course you never did why
should you, pray don't answer, I don't know where I'm running to, oh
do tell me something about the Chinese ladies whether their eyes are
really so long and narrow always putting me in mind of mother-of-
pearl fish at cards and do they really wear tails down their back and
plaited too or is it only the men, and when they pull their hair so very
tight off their foreheads don't they hurt themselves, and why do they
stick little bells all over their bridges and temples and hats and things
or don't they really do it?' Flora gave him another of her old glances.
Instantly she went on again, as if he had spoken in reply for some
time.
'Then it's all true and they really do! good gracious Arthur! - pray
excuse me - old habit - Mr Clennam far more proper - what a country
to live in for so long a time, and with so many lanterns and umbrellas
too how very dark and wet the climate ought to be and no doubt
actually is, and the sums of money that must be made by those two
trades where everybody carries them and hangs them everywhere, the
little shoes too and the feet screwed back in infancy is quite
surprising, what a traveller you are!'

In his ridiculous distress, Clennam received another of the old glances

without in the least knowing what to do with it.

'Dear dear,' said Flora, 'only to think of the changes at home Arthur -
cannot overcome it, and seems so natural, Mr Clennam far more
proper - since you became familiar with the Chinese customs and
language which I am persuaded you speak like a Native if not better
for you were always quick and clever though immensely difficult no
doubt, I am sure the tea chests alone would kill me if I tried, such
changes Arthur - I am doing it again, seems so natural, most improper
- as no one could have believed, who could have ever imagined Mrs
Finching when I can't imagine it myself!'

'Is that your married name?' asked Arthur, struck, in the midst of all
this, by a certain warmth of heart that expressed itself in her tone
when she referred, however oddly, to the youthful relation in which
they had stood to one another. 'Finching?'

'Finching oh yes isn't it a dreadful name, but as Mr F. said when he

proposed to me which he did seven times and handsomely consented I
must say to be what he used to call on liking twelve months, after all,
he wasn't answerable for it and couldn't help it could he, Excellent
man, not at all like you but excellent man!'

Flora had at last talked herself out of breath for one moment. One
moment; for she recovered breath in the act of raising a minute corner
of her pocket-handkerchief to her eye, as a tribute to the ghost of the
departed Mr F., and began again.

'No one could dispute, Arthur - Mr Clennam - that it's quite right you
should be formally friendly to me under the altered circumstances and
indeed you couldn't be anything else, at least I suppose not you ought
to know, but I can't help recalling that there was a time when things
were very different.'

'My dear Mrs Finching,' Arthur began, struck by the good tone again.

'Oh not that nasty ugly name, say Flora!'

'Flora. I assure you, Flora, I am happy in seeing you once more, and
in finding that, like me, you have not forgotten the old foolish dreams,
when we saw all before us in the light of our youth and hope.'

'You don't seem so,' pouted Flora, 'you take it very coolly, but however
I know you are disappointed in me, I suppose the Chinese ladies -
Mandarinesses if you call them so - are the cause or perhaps I am the
cause myself, it's just as likely.'

'No, no,' Clennam entreated, 'don't say that.'

'Oh I must you know,' said Flora, in a positive tone, 'what nonsense
not to, I know I am not what you expected, I know that very well.'

In the midst of her rapidity, she had found that out with the quick
perception of a cleverer woman. The inconsistent and profoundly
unreasonable way in which she instantly went on, nevertheless, to
interweave their long-abandoned boy and girl relations with their
present interview, made Clennam feel as if he were light-headed.

'One remark,' said Flora, giving their conversation, without the

slightest notice and to the great terror of Clennam, the tone of a love-
quarrel, 'I wish to make, one explanation I wish to offer, when your
Mama came and made a scene of it with my Papa and when I was
called down into the little breakfast-room where they were looking at
one another with your Mama's parasol between them seated on two
chairs like mad bulls what was I to do?'

'My dear Mrs Finching,' urged Clennam - 'all so long ago and so long
concluded, is it worth while seriously to - '

'I can't Arthur,' returned Flora, 'be denounced as heartless by the

whole society of China without setting myself right when I have the
opportunity of doing so, and you must be very well aware that there
was Paul and Virginia which had to be returned and which was
returned without note or comment, not that I mean to say you could
have written to me watched as I was but if it had only come back with
a red wafer on the cover I should have known that it meant Come to
Pekin Nankeen and What's the third place, barefoot.'

'My dear Mrs Finching, you were not to blame, and I never blamed
you. We were both too young, too dependent and helpless, to do
anything but accept our separation. - Pray think how long ago,' gently
remonstrated Arthur. 'One more remark,' proceeded Flora with
unslackened volubility, 'I wish to make, one more explanation I wish
to offer, for five days I had a cold in the head from crying which I
passed entirely in the back drawing-room - there is the back drawing-
room still on the first floor and still at the back of the house to confirm
my words - when that dreary period had passed a lull succeeded years
rolled on and Mr F. became acquainted with us at a mutual friend's,
he was all attention he called next day he soon began to call three
evenings a week and to send in little things for supper it was not love
on Mr F.'s part it was adoration, Mr F. proposed with the full approval
of Papa and what could I do?'

'Nothing whatever,' said Arthur, with the cheerfulest readiness, 'but

what you did. Let an old friend assure you of his full conviction that
you did quite right.'

'One last remark,' proceeded Flora, rejecting commonplace life with a

wave of her hand, 'I wish to make, one last explanation I wish to offer,
there was a time ere Mr F. first paid attentions incapable of being
mistaken, but that is past and was not to be, dear Mr Clennam you no
longer wear a golden chain you are free I trust you may be happy,
here is Papa who is always tiresome and putting in his nose
everywhere where he is not wanted.'

With these words, and with a hasty gesture fraught with timid caution
- such a gesture had Clennam's eyes been familiar with in the old time
- poor Flora left herself at eighteen years of age, a long long way
behind again; and came to a full stop at last.

Or rather, she left about half of herself at eighteen years of age

behind, and grafted the rest on to the relict of the late Mr F.; thus
making a moral mermaid of herself, which her once boy-lover
contemplated with feelings wherein his sense of the sorrowful and his
sense of the comical were curiously blended.

For example. As if there were a secret understanding between herself

and Clennam of the most thrilling nature; as if the first of a train of
post-chaises and four, extending all the way to Scotland, were at that
moment round the corner; and as if she couldn't (and wouldn't) have
walked into the Parish Church with him, under the shade of the
family umbrella, with the Patriarchal blessing on her head, and the
perfect concurrence of all mankind; Flora comforted her soul with
agonies of mysterious signalling, expressing dread of discovery. With
the sensation of becoming more and more light-headed every minute,
Clennam saw the relict of the late Mr F. enjoying herself in the most
wonderful manner, by putting herself and him in their old places, and
going through all the old performances - now, when the stage was
dusty, when the scenery was faded, when the youthful actors were
dead, when the orchestra was empty, when the lights were out. And
still, through all this grotesque revival of what he remembered as
having once been prettily natural to her, he could not but feel that it
revived at sight of him, and that there was a tender memory in it.
The Patriarch insisted on his staying to dinner, and Flora signalled
'Yes!' Clennam so wished he could have done more than stay to dinner
- so heartily wished he could have found the Flora that had been, or
that never had been - that he thought the least atonement he could
make for the disappointment he almost felt ashamed of, was to give
himself up to the family desire. Therefore, he stayed to dinner.

Pancks dined with them. Pancks steamed out of his little dock at a
quarter before six, and bore straight down for the Patriarch, who
happened to be then driving, in an inane manner, through a stagnant
account of Bleeding Heart Yard. Pancks instantly made fast to him
and hauled him out.

'Bleeding Heart Yard?' said Pancks, with a puff and a snort. 'It's a
troublesome property. Don't pay you badly, but rents are very hard to
get there. You have more trouble with that one place than with all the
places belonging to you.'

just as the big ship in tow gets the credit, with most spectators, of
being the powerful object, so the Patriarch usually seemed to have
said himself whatever Pancks said for him.

'Indeed?' returned Clennam, upon whom this impression was so

efficiently made by a mere gleam of the polished head that he spoke
the ship instead of the Tug. 'The people are so poor there?'

'You can't say, you know,' snorted Pancks, taking one of his dirty
hands out of his rusty iron-grey pockets to bite his nails, if he could
find any, and turning his beads of eyes upon his employer, 'whether
they're poor or not. They say they are, but they all say that. When a
man says he's rich, you're generally sure he isn't. Besides, if they ARE
poor, you can't help it. You'd be poor yourself if you didn't get your
rents.'

'True enough,' said Arthur.

'You're not going to keep open house for all the poor of London,'
pursued Pancks. 'You're not going to lodge 'em for nothing. You're not
going to open your gates wide and let 'em come free. Not if you know
it, you ain't.'

Mr Casby shook his head, in Placid and benignant generality.

'If a man takes a room of you at half-a-crown a week, and when the
week comes round hasn't got the half-crown, you say to that man,
Why have you got the room, then? If you haven't got the one thing,
why have you got the other? What have you been and done with your
money? What do you mean by it? What are you up to? That's what
YOU say to a man of that sort; and if you didn't say it, more shame for
you!' Mr Pancks here made a singular and startling noise, produced
by a strong blowing effort in the region of the nose, unattended by any
result but that acoustic one.

'You have some extent of such property about the east and north- east
here, I believe?' said Clennam, doubtful which of the two to address.

'Oh, pretty well,' said Pancks. 'You're not particular to east or north-
east, any point of the compass will do for you. What you want is a
good investment and a quick return. You take it where you can find it.
You ain't nice as to situation - not you.'

There was a fourth and most original figure in the Patriarchal tent,
who also appeared before dinner. This was an amazing little old
woman, with a face like a staring wooden doll too cheap for
expression, and a stiff yellow wig perched unevenly on the top of her
head, as if the child who owned the doll had driven a tack through it
anywhere, so that it only got fastened on. Another remarkable thing in
this little old woman was, that the same child seemed to have
damaged her face in two or three places with some blunt instrument
in the nature of a spoon; her countenance, and particularly the tip of
her nose, presenting the phenomena of several dints, generally
answering to the bowl of that article. A further remarkable thing in
this little old woman was, that she had no name but Mr F.'s Aunt.

She broke upon the visitor's view under the following circumstances:
Flora said when the first dish was being put on the table, perhaps Mr
Clennam might not have heard that Mr F. had left her a legacy?
Clennam in return implied his hope that Mr F. had endowed the wife
whom he adored, with the greater part of his worldly substance, if not
with all. Flora said, oh yes, she didn't mean that, Mr F. had made a
beautiful will, but he had left her as a separate legacy, his Aunt. She
then went out of the room to fetch the legacy, and, on her return,
rather triumphantly presented 'Mr F.'s Aunt.'

The major characteristics discoverable by the stranger in Mr F.'s Aunt,

were extreme severity and grim taciturnity; sometimes interrupted by
a propensity to offer remarks in a deep warning voice, which, being
totally uncalled for by anything said by anybody, and traceable to no
association of ideas, confounded and terrified the Mind. Mr F.'s Aunt
may have thrown in these observations on some system of her own,
and it may have been ingenious, or even subtle: but the key to it was
wanted. The neatly-served and well-cooked dinner (for everything
about the Patriarchal household promoted quiet digestion) began with
some soup, some fried soles, a butter-boat of shrimp sauce, and a
dish of potatoes. The conversation still turned on the receipt of rents.
Mr F.'s Aunt, after regarding the company for ten minutes with a
malevolent gaze, delivered the following fearful remark:

'When we lived at Henley, Barnes's gander was stole by tinkers.' Mr

Pancks courageously nodded his head and said, 'All right, ma'am.' But
the effect of this mysterious communication upon Clennam was
absolutely to frighten him. And another circumstance invested this old
lady with peculiar terrors. Though she was always staring, she never
acknowledged that she saw any individual.

The polite and attentive stranger would desire, say, to consult her
inclinations on the subject of potatoes. His expressive action would be
hopelessly lost upon her, and what could he do? No man could say,
'Mr F.'s Aunt, will you permit me?' Every man retired from the spoon,
as Clennam did, cowed and baffled.

There was mutton, a steak, and an apple-pie - nothing in the remotest

way connected with ganders - and the dinner went on like a
disenchanted feast, as it truly was. Once upon a time Clennam had
sat at that table taking no heed of anything but Flora; now the
principal heed he took of Flora was to observe, against his will, that
she was very fond of porter, that she combined a great deal of sherry
with sentiment, and that if she were a little overgrown, it was upon
substantial grounds. The last of the Patriarchs had always been a
mighty eater, and he disposed of an immense quantity of solid food
with the benignity of a good soul who was feeding some one else. Mr
Pancks, who was always in a hurry, and who referred at intervals to a
little dirty notebook which he kept beside him (perhaps containing the
names of the defaulters he meant to look up by way of dessert), took
in his victuals much as if he were coaling; with a good deal of noise, a
good deal of dropping about, and a puff and a snort occasionally, as if
he were nearly ready to steam away.

All through dinner, Flora combined her present appetite for eating and
drinking with her past appetite for romantic love, in a way that made
Clennam afraid to lift his eyes from his plate; since he could not look
towards her without receiving some glance of mysterious meaning or
warning, as if they were engaged in a plot. Mr F.'s Aunt sat silently
defying him with an aspect of the greatest bitterness, until the
removal of the cloth and the appearance of the decanters, when she
originated another observation - struck into the conversation like a
clock, without consulting anybody.

Flora had just said, 'Mr Clennam, will you give me a glass of port for
Mr F.'s Aunt?'

'The Monument near London Bridge,' that lady instantly proclaimed,

'was put up arter the Great Fire of London; and the Great Fire of
London was not the fire in which your uncle George's workshops was
burned down.'

Mr Pancks, with his former courage, said, 'Indeed, ma'am? All right!'
But appearing to be incensed by imaginary contradiction, or other ill-
usage, Mr F.'s Aunt, instead of relapsing into silence, made the
following additional proclamation:

'I hate a fool!'

She imparted to this sentiment, in itself almost Solomonic, so

extremely injurious and personal a character by levelling it straight at
the visitor's head, that it became necessary to lead Mr F.'s Aunt from
the room. This was quietly done by Flora; Mr F.'s Aunt offering no
resistance, but inquiring on her way out, 'What he come there for,
then?' with implacable animosity.

When Flora returned, she explained that her legacy was a clever old
lady, but was sometimes a little singular, and 'took dislikes' -
peculiarities of which Flora seemed to be proud rather than otherwise.
As Flora's good nature shone in the case, Clennam had no fault to
find with the old lady for eliciting it, now that he was relieved from the
terrors of her presence; and they took a glass or two of wine in peace.
Foreseeing then that the Pancks would shortly get under weigh, and
that the Patriarch would go to sleep, he pleaded the necessity of
visiting his mother, and asked Mr Pancks in which direction he was
going?

'Citywards, sir,' said Pancks. 'Shall we walk together?' said Arthur.

'Quite agreeable,' said Pancks. Meanwhile Flora was murmuring in

rapid snatches for his ear, that there was a time and that the past was
a yawning gulf however and that a golden chain no longer bound him
and that she revered the memory of the late Mr F. and that she should
be at home to-morrow at half-past one and that the decrees of Fate
were beyond recall and that she considered nothing so improbable as
that he ever walked on the north-west side of Gray's-Inn Gardens at
exactly four o'clock in the afternoon. He tried at parting to give his
hand in frankness to the existing Flora - not the vanished Flora, or
the mermaid - but Flora wouldn't have it, couldn't have it, was wholly
destitute of the power of separating herself and him from their bygone
characters. He left the house miserably enough; and so much more
light-headed than ever, that if it had not been his good fortune to be
towed away, he might, for the first quarter of an hour, have drifted
anywhere.

When he began to come to himself, in the cooler air and the absence
of Flora, he found Pancks at full speed, cropping such scanty
pasturage of nails as he could find, and snorting at intervals. These,
in conjunction with one hand in his pocket and his roughened hat
hind side before, were evidently the conditions under which he
reflected.

'A fresh night!' said Arthur.

'Yes, it's pretty fresh,' assented Pancks. 'As a stranger you feel the
climate more than I do, I dare say. Indeed I haven't got time to feel it.'

'You lead such a busy life?'

'Yes, I have always some of 'em to look up, or something to look after.
But I like business,' said Pancks, getting on a little faster. 'What's a
man made for?'

'For nothing else?' said Clennam.

Pancks put the counter question, 'What else?' It packed up, in the
smallest compass, a weight that had rested on Clennam's life; and he
made no answer.

'That's what I ask our weekly tenants,' said Pancks. 'Some of 'em will
pull long faces to me, and say, Poor as you see us, master, we're
always grinding, drudging, toiling, every minute we're awake.

I say to them, What else are you made for? It shuts them up. They
haven't a word to answer. What else are you made for? That clinches
it.'

'Ah dear, dear, dear!' sighed Clennam.

'Here am I,' said Pancks, pursuing his argument with the weekly
tenant. 'What else do you suppose I think I am made for? Nothing.

Rattle me out of bed early, set me going, give me as short a time as

you like to bolt my meals in, and keep me at it. Keep me always at it,
and I'll keep you always at it, you keep somebody else always at it.
There you are with the Whole Duty of Man in a commercial country.'

When they had walked a little further in silence, Clennam said: 'Have
you no taste for anything, Mr Pancks?'

'What's taste?' drily retorted Pancks.

'Let us say inclination.'

'I have an inclination to get money, sir,' said Pancks, 'if you will show
me how.' He blew off that sound again, and it occurred to his
companion for the first time that it was his way of laughing. He was a
singular man in all respects; he might not have been quite in earnest,
but that the short, hard, rapid manner in which he shot out these
cinders of principles, as if it were done by mechanical revolvency,
seemed irreconcilable with banter.

'You are no great reader, I suppose?' said Clennam.

'Never read anything but letters and accounts. Never collect anything
but advertisements relative to next of kin. If that's a taste, I have got
that. You're not of the Clennams of Cornwall, Mr Clennam?'

'Not that I ever heard of.' 'I know you're not. I asked your mother, sir.
She has too much character to let a chance escape her.'

'Supposing I had been of the Clennams of Cornwall?' 'You'd have

heard of something to your advantage.'

'Indeed! I have heard of little enough to my advantage for some time.'

'There's a Cornish property going a begging, sir, and not a Cornish

Clennam to have it for the asking,' said Pancks, taking his note- book
from his breast pocket and putting it in again. 'I turn off here. I wish
you good night.'

'Good night!' said Clennam. But the Tug, suddenly lightened, and
untrammelled by having any weight in tow, was already puffing away
into the distance.

They had crossed Smithfield together, and Clennam was left alone at
the corner of Barbican. He had no intention of presenting himself in
his mother's dismal room that night, and could not have felt more
depressed and cast away if he had been in a wilderness. He turned
slowly down Aldersgate Street, and was pondering his way along
towards Saint Paul's, purposing to come into one of the great
thoroughfares for the sake of their light and life, when a crowd of
people flocked towards him on the same pavement, and he stood aside
against a shop to let them pass. As they came up, he made out that
they were gathered around a something that was carried on men's
shoulders. He soon saw that it was a litter, hastily made of a shutter
or some such thing; and a recumbent figure upon it, and the scraps of
conversation in the crowd, and a muddy bundle carried by one man,
and a muddy hat carried by another, informed him that an accident
had occurred. The litter stopped under a lamp before it had passed
him half-a-dozen paces, for some readjustment of the burden; and,
the crowd stopping too, he found himself in the midst of the array.
'An accident going to the Hospital?' he asked an old man beside him,
who stood shaking his head, inviting conversation.

'Yes,' said the man, 'along of them Mails. They ought to be prosecuted
and fined, them Mails. They come a racing out of Lad Lane and Wood
Street at twelve or fourteen mile a hour, them Mails do. The only
wonder is, that people ain't killed oftener by them Mails.'

'This person is not killed, I hope?'

'I don't know!' said the man, 'it an't for the want of a will in them
Mails, if he an't.' The speaker having folded his arms, and set in
comfortably to address his depreciation of them Mails to any of the
bystanders who would listen, several voices, out of pure sympathy
with the sufferer, confirmed him; one voice saying to Clennam,
'They're a public nuisance, them Mails, sir;' another, 'I see one on 'em
pull up within half a inch of a boy, last night;' another, 'I see one on
'em go over a cat, sir - and it might have been your own mother;' and
all representing, by implication, that if he happened to possess any
public influence, he could not use it better than against them Mails.

'Why, a native Englishman is put to it every night of his life, to save

his life from them Mails,' argued the first old man; 'and he knows
when they're a coming round the corner, to tear him limb from limb.
What can you expect from a poor foreigner who don't know nothing
about 'em!'

'Is this a foreigner?' said Clennam, leaning forward to look.

In the midst of such replies as 'Frenchman, sir,' 'Porteghee, sir,'

'Dutchman, sir,' 'Prooshan, sir,' and other conflicting testimony, he
now heard a feeble voice asking, both in Italian and in French, for
water. A general remark going round, in reply, of 'Ah, poor fellow, he
says he'll never get over it; and no wonder!' Clennam begged to be
allowed to pass, as he understood the poor creature. He was
immediately handed to the front, to speak to him.

'First, he wants some water,' said he, looking round. (A dozen good
fellows dispersed to get it.) 'Are you badly hurt, my friend?' he asked
the man on the litter, in Italian.

'Yes, sir; yes, yes, yes. It's my leg, it's my leg. But it pleases me to hear
the old music, though I am very bad.'

'You are a traveller! Stay! See, the water! Let me give you some.' They
had rested the litter on a pile of paving stones. It was at a convenient
height from the ground, and by stooping he could lightly raise the
head with one hand and hold the glass to his lips with the other. A
little, muscular, brown man, with black hair and white teeth. A lively
face, apparently. Earrings in his ears.

'That's well. You are a traveller?'

'Surely, sir.'

'A stranger in this city?'

'Surely, surely, altogether. I am arrived this unhappy evening.'

'From what country?' 'Marseilles.'

'Why, see there! I also! Almost as much a stranger here as you, though
born here, I came from Marseilles a little while ago. Don't be cast
down.' The face looked up at him imploringly, as he rose from wiping
it, and gently replaced the coat that covered the writhing figure. 'I
won't leave you till you shall be well taken care of. Courage! You will
be very much better half an hour hence.'

'Ah! Altro, Altro!' cried the poor little man, in a faintly incredulous
tone; and as they took him up, hung out his right hand to give the
forefinger a back-handed shake in the air.

Arthur Clennam turned; and walking beside the litter, and saying an
encouraging word now and then, accompanied it to the neighbouring
hospital of Saint Bartholomew. None of the crowd but the bearers and
he being admitted, the disabled man was soon laid on a table in a
cool, methodical way, and carefully examined by a surgeon who was
as near at hand, and as ready to appear as Calamity herself. 'He
hardly knows an English word,' said Clennam; 'is he badly hurt?'

'Let us know all about it first,' said the surgeon, continuing his
examination with a businesslike delight in it, 'before we pronounce.'

After trying the leg with a finger, and two fingers, and one hand and
two hands, and over and under, and up and down, and in this
direction and in that, and approvingly remarking on the points of
interest to another gentleman who joined him, the surgeon at last
clapped the patient on the shoulder, and said, 'He won't hurt. He'll do
very well. It's difficult enough, but we shall not want him to part with
his leg this time.' Which Clennam interpreted to the patient, who was
full of gratitude, and, in his demonstrative way, kissed both the
interpreter's hand and the surgeon's several times.

'It's a serious injury, I suppose?' said Clennam.

'Ye-es,' replied the surgeon, with the thoughtful pleasure of an artist
contemplating the work upon his easel. 'Yes, it's enough. There's a
compound fracture above the knee, and a dislocation below. They are
both of a beautiful kind.' He gave the patient a friendly clap on the
shoulder again, as if he really felt that he was a very good fellow
indeed, and worthy of all commendation for having broken his leg in a
manner interesting to science.

'He speaks French?' said the surgeon.

'Oh yes, he speaks French.'

'He'll be at no loss here, then. - You have only to bear a little pain like
a brave fellow, my friend, and to be thankful that all goes as well as it
does,' he added, in that tongue, 'and you'll walk again to a marvel.
Now, let us see whether there's anything else the matter, and how our
ribs are?'

There was nothing else the matter, and our ribs were sound. Clennam
remained until everything possible to be done had been skilfully and
promptly done - the poor belated wanderer in a strange land movingly
besought that favour of him - and lingered by the bed to which he was
in due time removed, until he had fallen into a doze. Even then he
wrote a few words for him on his card, with a promise to return to-
morrow, and left it to be given to him when he should awake. All these
proceedings occupied so long that it struck eleven o'clock at night as
he came out at the Hospital Gate. He had hired a lodging for the
present in Covent Garden, and he took the nearest way to that
quarter, by Snow Hill and Holborn.

Left to himself again, after the solicitude and compassion of his last
adventure, he was naturally in a thoughtful mood. As naturally, he
could not walk on thinking for ten minutes without recalling Flora.
She necessarily recalled to him his life, with all its misdirection and
little happiness.

When he got to his lodging, he sat down before the dying fire, as he
had stood at the window of his old room looking out upon the
blackened forest of chimneys, and turned his gaze back upon the
gloomy vista by which he had come to that stage in his existence. So
long, so bare, so blank. No childhood; no youth, except for one
remembrance; that one remembrance proved, only that day, to be a
piece of folly.

It was a misfortune to him, trifle as it might have been to another.

For, while all that was hard and stern in his recollection, remained
Reality on being proved - was obdurate to the sight and touch, and
relaxed nothing of its old indomitable grimness - the one tender
recollection of his experience would not bear the same test, and
melted away. He had foreseen this, on the former night, when he had
dreamed with waking eyes. but he had not felt it then; and he had
now.

He was a dreamer in such wise, because he was a man who had,

deep- rooted in his nature, a belief in all the gentle and good things
his life had been without. Bred in meanness and hard dealing, this
had rescued him to be a man of honourable mind and open hand.
Bred in coldness and severity, this had rescued him to have a warm
and sympathetic heart. Bred in a creed too darkly audacious to
pursue, through its process of reserving the making of man in the
image of his Creator to the making of his Creator in the image of an
erring man, this had rescued him to judge not, and in humility to be
merciful, and have hope and charity.

And this saved him still from the whimpering weakness and cruel
selfishness of holding that because such a happiness or such a virtue
had not come into his little path, or worked well for him, therefore it
was not in the great scheme, but was reducible, when found in
appearance, to the basest elements. A disappointed mind he had, but
a mind too firm and healthy for such unwholesome air. Leaving
himself in the dark, it could rise into the light, seeing it shine on
others and hailing it.

Therefore, he sat before his dying fire, sorrowful to think upon the way
by which he had come to that night, yet not strewing poison on the
way by which other men had come to it. That he should have missed
so much, and at his time of life should look so far about him for any
staff to bear him company upon his downward journey and cheer it,
was a just regret. He looked at the fire from which the blaze departed,
from which the afterglow subsided, in which the ashes turned grey,
from which they dropped to dust, and thought, 'How soon I too shall
pass through such changes, and be gone!'

To review his life was like descending a green tree in fruit and flower,
and seeing all the branches wither and drop off, one by one, as he
came down towards them.

'From the unhappy suppression of my youngest days, through the

rigid and unloving home that followed them, through my departure,
my long exile, my return, my mother's welcome, my intercourse with
her since, down to the afternoon of this day with poor Flora,' said
Arthur Clennam, 'what have I found!'

His door was softly opened, and these spoken words startled him, and
came as if they were an answer:
'Little Dorrit.'
Chapter XIV - Little Dorrit's Party

Arthur Clennam rose hastily, and saw her standing at the door. This
history must sometimes see with Little Dorrit's eyes, and shall begin
that course by seeing him.

Little Dorrit looked into a dim room, which seemed a spacious one to
her, and grandly furnished. Courtly ideas of Covent Garden, as a
place with famous coffee-houses, where gentlemen wearing gold- laced
coats and swords had quarrelled and fought duels; costly ideas of
Covent Garden, as a place where there were flowers in winter at
guineas a-piece, pine-apples at guineas a pound, and peas at guineas
a pint; picturesque ideas of Covent Garden, as a place where there
was a mighty theatre, showing wonderful and beautiful sights to
richly-dressed ladies and gentlemen, and which was for ever far
beyond the reach of poor Fanny or poor uncle; desolate ideas of
Covent Garden, as having all those arches in it, where the miserable
children in rags among whom she had just now passed, like young
rats, slunk and hid, fed on offal, huddled together for warmth, and
were hunted about (look to the rats young and old, all ye Barnacles,
for before God they are eating away our foundations, and will bring
the roofs on our heads!); teeming ideas of Covent Garden, as a place of
past and present mystery, romance, abundance, want, beauty,
ugliness, fair country gardens, and foul street gutters; all confused
together, - made the room dimmer than it was in Little Dorrit's eyes,
as they timidly saw it from the door.

At first in the chair before the gone-out fire, and then turned round
wondering to see her, was the gentleman whom she sought. The
brown, grave gentleman, who smiled so pleasantly, who was so frank
and considerate in his manner, and yet in whose earnestness there
was something that reminded her of his mother, with the great
difference that she was earnest in asperity and he in gentleness. Now
he regarded her with that attentive and inquiring look before which
Little Dorrit's eyes had always fallen, and before which they fell still.

'My poor child! Here at midnight?'

'I said Little Dorrit, sir, on purpose to prepare you. I knew you must
be very much surprised.'

'Are you alone?'

'No sir, I have got Maggy with me.' Considering her entrance
sufficiently prepared for by this mention of her name, Maggy appeared
from the landing outside, on the broad grin. She instantly suppressed
that manifestation, however, and became fixedly solemn.
'And I have no fire,' said Clennam. 'And you are - ' He was going to say
so lightly clad, but stopped himself in what would have been a
reference to her poverty, saying instead, 'And it is so cold.'

Putting the chair from which he had risen nearer to the grate, he
made her sit down in it; and hurriedly bringing wood and coal, heaped
them together and got a blaze.

'Your foot is like marble, my child;' he had happened to touch it, while
stooping on one knee at his work of kindling the fire; 'put it nearer the
warmth.' Little Dorrit thanked him hastily. It was quite warm, it was
very warm! It smote upon his heart to feel that she hid her thin, worn
shoe.

Little Dorrit was not ashamed of her poor shoes. He knew her story,
and it was not that. Little Dorrit had a misgiving that he might blame
her father, if he saw them; that he might think, 'why did he dine to-
day, and leave this little creature to the mercy of the cold stones!' She
had no belief that it would have been a just reflection; she simply
knew, by experience, that such delusions did sometimes present
themselves to people. It was a part of her father's misfortunes that
they did.

'Before I say anything else,' Little Dorrit began, sitting before the pale
fire, and raising her eyes again to the face which in its harmonious
look of interest, and pity, and protection, she felt to be a mystery far
above her in degree, and almost removed beyond her guessing at;
'may I tell you something, sir?'

'Yes, my child.' A slight shade of distress fell upon her, at his so often
calling her a child. She was surprised that he should see it, or think of
such a slight thing; but he said directly: 'I wanted a tender word, and
could think of no other. As you just now gave yourself the name they
give you at my mother's, and as that is the name by which I always
think of you, let me call you Little Dorrit.'

'Thank you, sir, I should like it better than any name.'

'Little Dorrit.'

'Little mother,' Maggy (who had been falling asleep) put in, as a
correction.

'It's all the same, MaggY,' returned Little Dorrit, 'all the same.'

'Is it all the same, mother?'

'Just the same.'

Maggy laughed, and immediately snored. In Little Dorrit's eyes and
ears, the uncouth figure and the uncouth sound were as pleasant as
could be. There was a glow of pride in her big child, overspreading her
face, when it again met the eyes of the grave brown gentleman. She
wondered what he was thinking of, as he looked at Maggy and her.
She thought what a good father he would be. How, with some such
look, he would counsel and cherish his daughter.

'What I was going to tell you, sir,' said Little Dorrit, 'is, that MY
brother is at large.'

Arthur was rejoiced to hear it, and hoped he would do well.

'And what I was going to tell you, sir,' said Little Dorrit, trembling in
all her little figure and in her voice, 'is, that I am not to know whose
generosity released him - am never to ask, and am never to be told,
and am never to thank that gentleman with all MY grateful heart!'

He would probably need no thanks, Clennam said. Very likely he

would be thankful himself (and with reason), that he had had the
means and chance of doing a little service to her, who well deserved a
great one.

'And what I was going to say, sir, is,' said Little Dorrit, trembling more
and more, 'that if I knew him, and I might, I would tell him that he
can never, never know how I feel his goodness, and how my good
father would feel it. And what I was going to say, sir, is, that if I knew
him, and I might - but I don't know him and I must not - I know that!
- I would tell him that I shall never any more lie down to sleep without
having prayed to Heaven to bless him and reward him. And if I knew
him, and I might, I would go down on my knees to him, and take his
hand and kiss it and ask him not to draw it away, but to leave it - O to
leave it for a moment - and let my thankful tears fall on it; for I have
no other thanks to give him!'

Little Dorrit had put his hand to her lips, and would have kneeled to
him, but he gently prevented her, and replaced her in her chair.

Her eyes, and the tones of her voice, had thanked him far better than
she thought. He was not able to say, quite as composedly as usual,
'There, Little Dorrit, there, there, there! We will suppose that you did
know this person, and that you might do all this, and that it was all
done. And now tell me, Who am quite another person - who am
nothing more than the friend who begged you to trust him - why you
are out at midnight, and what it is that brings you so far through the
streets at this late hour, my slight, delicate,' child was on his lips
again, 'Little Dorrit!'
'Maggy and I have been to-night,' she answered, subduing herself with
the quiet effort that had long been natural to her, 'to the theatre where
my sister is engaged.'

'And oh ain't it a Ev'nly place,' suddenly interrupted Maggy, who

seemed to have the power of going to sleep and waking up whenever
she chose. 'Almost as good as a hospital. Only there ain't no Chicking
in it.'

Here she shook herself, and fell asleep again.

'We went there,' said Little Dorrit, glancing at her charge, 'because I
like sometimes to know, of my own knowledge, that my sister is doing
well; and like to see her there, with my own eyes, when neither she
nor Uncle is aware. It is very seldom indeed that I can do that,
because when I am not out at work, I am with my father, and even
when I am out at work, I hurry home to him. But I pretend to-night
that I am at a party.'

As she made the confession, timidly hesitating, she raised her eyes to
the face, and read its expression so plainly that she answered it. 'Oh
no, certainly! I never was at a party in my life.' She paused a little
under his attentive look, and then said, 'I hope there is no harm in it.
I could never have been of any use, if I had not pretended a little.'

She feared that he was blaming her in his mind for so devising to
contrive for them, think for them, and watch over them, without their
knowledge or gratitude; perhaps even with their reproaches for
supposed neglect. But what was really in his mind, was the weak
figure with its strong purpose, the thin worn shoes, the insufficient
dress, and the pretence of recreation and enjoyment. He asked where
the suppositious party was? At a place where she worked, answered
Little Dorrit, blushing. She had said very little about it; only a few
words to make her father easy. Her father did not believe it to be a
grand party - indeed he might suppose that. And she glanced for an
instant at the shawl she wore.

'It is the first night,' said Little Dorrit, 'that I have ever been away from
home. And London looks so large, so barren, and so wild.' In Little
Dorrit's eyes, its vastness under the black sky was awful; a tremor
passed over her as she said the words.

'But this is not,' she added, with the quiet effort again, 'what I have
come to trouble you with, sir. My sister's having found a friend, a lady
she has told me of and made me rather anxious about, was the first
cause of my coming away from home. And being away, and coming (on
purpose) round by where you lived and seeing a light in the window - '
Not for the first time. No, not for the first time. In Little Dorrit's eyes,
the outside of that window had been a distant star on other nights
than this. She had toiled out of her way, tired and troubled, to look up
at it, and wonder about the grave, brown gentleman from so far off,
who had spoken to her as a friend and protector.

'There were three things,' said Little Dorrit, 'that I thought I would like
to say, if you were alone and I might come up-stairs. First, what I have
tried to say, but never can - never shall - '

'Hush, hush! That is done with, and disposed of. Let us pass to the
second,' said Clennam, smiling her agitation away, making the blaze
shine upon her, and putting wine and cake and fruit towards her on
the table.

'I think,' said Little Dorrit - 'this is the second thing, sir - I think Mrs
Clennam must have found out my secret, and must know where I
come from and where I go to. Where I live, I mean.'

'Indeed!' returned Clennam quickly. He asked her, after short

consideration, why she supposed so.

'I think,' replied Little Dorrit, 'that Mr Flintwinch must have watched
me.'

And why, Clennam asked, as he turned his eyes upon the fire, bent
his brows, and considered again; why did she suppose that?

'I have met him twice. Both times near home. Both times at night,
when I was going back. Both times I thought (though that may easily
be my mistake), that he hardly looked as if he had met me by
accident.' 'Did he say anything?'

'No; he only nodded and put his head on one side.'

'The devil take his head!' mused Clennam, still looking at the fire; 'it's
always on one side.' He roused himself to persuade her to put some
wine to her lips, and to touch something to eat - it was very difficult,
she was so timid and shy - and then said, musing again: 'Is my
mother at all changed to you?'

'Oh, not at all. She is just the same. I wondered whether I had better
tell her my history. I wondered whether I might - I mean, whether you
would like me to tell her. I wondered,' said Little Dorrit, looking at him
in a suppliant way, and gradually withdrawing her eyes as he looked
at her, 'whether you would advise me what I ought to do.'
'Little Dorrit,' said Clennam; and the phrase had already begun,
between these two, to stand for a hundred gentle phrases, according
to the varying tone and connection in which it was used; 'do nothing. I
will have some talk with my old friend, Mrs Affery. Do nothing, Little
Dorrit - except refresh yourself with such means as there are here. I
entreat you to do that.'

'Thank you, I am not hungry. Nor,' said Little Dorrit, as he softly put
her glass towards her, 'nor thirsty. - I think Maggy might like
something, perhaps.'

'We will make her find pockets presently for all there is here,' said
Clennam: 'but before we awake her, there was a third thing to say.'

'Yes. You will not be offended, sir?'

'I promise that, unreservedly.'

'It will sound strange. I hardly know how to say it. Don't think it
unreasonable or ungrateful in me,' said Little Dorrit, with returning
and increasing agitation.

'No, no, no. I am sure it will be natural and right. I am not afraid that
I shall put a wrong construction on it, whatever it is.'

'Thank you. You are coming back to see my father again?'

'Yes.'

'You have been so good and thoughtful as to write him a note, saying
that you are coming to-morrow?'

'Oh, that was nothing! Yes.'

'Can you guess,' said Little Dorrit, folding her small hands tight in one
another, and looking at him with all the earnestness of her soul
looking steadily out of her eyes, 'what I am going to ask you not to
do?'

'I think I can. But I may be wrong.' 'No, you are not wrong,' said Little
Dorrit, shaking her head. 'If we should want it so very, very badly that
we cannot do without it, let me ask you for it.'

'I Will, - I Will.'

'Don't encourage him to ask. Don't understand him if he does ask.

Don't give it to him. Save him and spare him that, and you will be able
to think better of him!'
Clennam said - not very plainly, seeing those tears glistening in her
anxious eyes - that her wish should be sacred with him.

'You don't know what he is,' she said; 'you don't know what he really
is. How can you, seeing him there all at once, dear love, and not
gradually, as I have done! You have been so good to us, so delicately
and truly good, that I want him to be better in your eyes than in
anybody's. And I cannot bear to think,' cried Little Dorrit, covering her
tears with her hands, 'I cannot bear to think that you of all the world
should see him in his only moments of degradation.'

'Pray,' said Clennam, 'do not be so distressed. Pray, pray, Little Dorrit!
This is quite understood now.'

'Thank you, sir. Thank you! I have tried very much to keep myself
from saying this; I have thought about it, days and nights; but when I
knew for certain you were coming again, I made up my mind to speak
to you. Not because I am ashamed of him,' she dried her tears quickly,
'but because I know him better than any one does, and love him, and
am proud of him.'

Relieved of this weight, Little Dorrit was nervously anxious to be gone.

Maggy being broad awake, and in the act of distantly gloating over the
fruit and cakes with chuckles of anticipation, Clennam made the best
diversion in his power by pouring her out a glass of wine, which she
drank in a series of loud smacks; putting her hand upon her windpipe
after every one, and saying, breathless, with her eyes in a prominent
state, 'Oh, ain't it d'licious! Ain't it hospitally!' When she had finished
the wine and these encomiums, he charged her to load her basket
(she was never without her basket) with every eatable thing upon the
table, and to take especial care to leave no scrap behind. Maggy's
pleasure in doing this and her little mother's pleasure in seeing Maggy
pleased, was as good a turn as circumstances could have given to the
late conversation.

'But the gates will have been locked long ago,' said Clennam, suddenly
remembering it. 'Where are you going?'

'I am going to Maggy's lodging,' answered Little Dorrit. 'I shall be quite
safe, quite well taken care of.'

'I must accompany you there,' said Clennam, 'I cannot let you go
alone.'

'Yes, pray leave us to go there by ourselves. Pray do!' begged Little

Dorrit.
She was so earnest in the petition, that Clennam felt a delicacy in
obtruding himself upon her: the rather, because he could well
understand that Maggy's lodging was of the obscurest sort. 'Come,
Maggy,' said Little Dorrit cheerily, 'we shall do very well; we know the
way by this time, Maggy?'

'Yes, yes, little mother; we know the way,' chuckled Maggy. And away
they went. Little Dorrit turned at the door to say, 'God bless you!' She
said it very softly, but perhaps she may have been as audible above -
who knows! - as a whole cathedral choir.

Arthur Clennam suffered them to pass the corner of the street before
he followed at a distance; not with any idea of encroaching a second
time on Little Dorrit's privacy, but to satisfy his mind by seeing her
secure in the neighbourhood to which she was accustomed. So
diminutive she looked, so fragile and defenceless against the bleak
damp weather, flitting along in the shuffling shadow of her charge,
that he felt, in his compassion, and in his habit of considering her a
child apart from the rest of the rough world, as if he would have been
glad to take her up in his arms and carry her to her journey's end.

In course of time she came into the leading thoroughfare where the
Marshalsea was, and then he saw them slacken their pace, and soon
turn down a by-street. He stopped, felt that he had no right to go
further, and slowly left them. He had no suspicion that they ran any
risk of being houseless until morning; had no idea of the truth until
long, long afterwards.

But, said Little Dorrit, when they stopped at a poor dwelling all in
darkness, and heard no sound on listening at the door, 'Now, this is a
good lodging for you, Maggy, and we must not give offence.
Consequently, we will only knock twice, and not very loud; and if we
cannot wake them so, we must walk about till day.'

Once, Little Dorrit knocked with a careful hand, and listened. Twice,
Little Dorrit knocked with a careful hand, and listened. All was close
and still. 'Maggy, we must do the best we can, my dear. We must be
patient, and wait for day.'

It was a chill dark night, with a damp wind blowing, when they came
out into the leading street again, and heard the clocks strike half-past
one. 'In only five hours and a half,' said Little Dorrit, 'we shall be able
to go home.' To speak of home, and to go and look at it, it being so
near, was a natural sequence. They went to the closed gate, and
peeped through into the court-yard. 'I hope he is sound asleep,' said
Little Dorrit, kissing one of the bars, 'and does not miss me.'
The gate was so familiar, and so like a companion, that they put down
Maggy's basket in a corner to serve for a seat, and keeping close
together, rested there for some time. While the street was empty and
silent, Little Dorrit was not afraid; but when she heard a footstep at a
distance, or saw a moving shadow among the street lamps, she was
startled, and whispered, 'Maggy, I see some one. Come away!' Maggy
would then wake up more or less fretfully, and they would wander
about a little, and come back again.

As long as eating was a novelty and an amusement, Maggy kept up

pretty well. But that period going by, she became querulous about the
cold, and shivered and whimpered. 'It will soon be over, dear,' said
Little Dorrit patiently. 'Oh it's all very fine for you, little mother,'
returned Maggy, 'but I'm a poor thing, only ten years old.' At last, in
the dead of the night, when the street was very still indeed, Little
Dorrit laid the heavy head upon her bosom, and soothed her to sleep.
And thus she sat at the gate, as it were alone; looking up at the stars,
and seeing the clouds pass over them in their wild flight - which was
the dance at Little Dorrit's party.

'If it really was a party!' she thought once, as she sat there. 'If it was
light and warm and beautiful, and it was our house, and my poor dear
was its master, and had never been inside these walls.

And if Mr Clennam was one of our visitors, and we were dancing to

delightful music, and were all as gay and light-hearted as ever we
could be! I wonder - ' Such a vista of wonder opened out before her,
that she sat looking up at the stars, quite lost, until Maggy was
querulous again, and wanted to get up and walk.

Three o'clock, and half-past three, and they had passed over London
Bridge. They had heard the rush of the tide against obstacles; and
looked down, awed, through the dark vapour on the river; had seen
little spots of lighted water where the bridge lamps were reflected,
shining like demon eyes, with a terrible fascination in them for guilt
and misery. They had shrunk past homeless people, lying coiled up in
nooks. They had run from drunkards. They had started from slinking
men, whistling and signing to one another at bye corners, or running
away at full speed. Though everywhere the leader and the guide, Little
Dorrit, happy for once in her youthful appearance, feigned to cling to
and rely upon Maggy. And more than once some voice, from among a
knot of brawling or prowling figures in their path, had called out to
the rest to 'let the woman and the child go by!'

So, the woman and the child had gone by, and gone on, and five had
sounded from the steeples. They were walking slowly towards the east,
already looking for the first pale streak of day, when a woman came
after them.
'What are you doing with the child?' she said to Maggy.

She was young - far too young to be there, Heaven knows! - and
neither ugly nor wicked-looking. She spoke coarsely, but with no
naturally coarse voice; there was even something musical in its sound.
'What are you doing with yourself?' retorted Maggy, for want Of a
better answer.

'Can't you see, without my telling you?'

'I don't know as I can,' said Maggy.

'Killing myself! Now I have answered you, answer me. What are you
doing with the child?'

The supposed child kept her head drooped down, and kept her form
close at Maggy's side.

'Poor thing!' said the woman. 'Have you no feeling, that you keep her
out in the cruel streets at such a time as this? Have you no eyes, that
you don't see how delicate and slender she is? Have you no sense (you
don't look as if you had much) that you don't take more pity on this
cold and trembling little hand?'

She had stepped across to that side, and held the hand between her
own two, chafing it. 'Kiss a poor lost creature, dear,' she said, bending
her face, 'and tell me where's she taking you.'

Little Dorrit turned towards her.

'Why, my God!' she said, recoiling, 'you're a woman!'

'Don't mind that!' said Little Dorrit, clasping one of her hands that
had suddenly released hers. 'I am not afraid of you.'

'Then you had better be,' she answered. 'Have you no mother?'

'No.'

'No father?'

'Yes, a very dear one.'

'Go home to him, and be afraid of me. Let me go. Good night!'

'I must thank you first; let me speak to you as if I really were a child.'
'You can't do it,' said the woman. 'You are kind and innocent; but you
can't look at me out of a child's eyes. I never should have touched you,
but I thought that you were a child.' And with a strange, wild cry, she
went away.

No day yet in the sky, but there was day in the resounding stones of
the streets; in the waggons, carts, and coaches; in the workers going
to various occupations; in the opening of early shops; in the traffic at
markets; in the stir of the riverside. There was coming day in the
flaring lights, with a feebler colour in them than they would have had
at another time; coming day in the increased sharpness of the air, and
the ghastly dying of the night.

They went back again to the gate, intending to wait there now until it
should be opened; but the air was so raw and cold that Little Dorrit,
leading Maggy about in her sleep, kept in motion. Going round by the
Church, she saw lights there, and the door open; and went up the
steps and looked in.

'Who's that?' cried a stout old man, who was putting on a nightcap as
if he were going to bed in a vault.

'It's no one particular, sir,' said Little Dorrit.

'Stop!' cried the man. 'Let's have a look at you!'

This caused her to turn back again in the act of going out, and to
present herself and her charge before him.

'I thought so!' said he. 'I know YOU.'

'We have often seen each other,' said Little Dorrit, recognising the
sexton, or the beadle, or the verger, or whatever he was, 'when I have
been at church here.'

'More than that, we've got your birth in our Register, you know; you're
one of our curiosities.'

'Indeed!' said Little Dorrit.

'To be sure. As the child of the - by-the-bye, how did you get out so
early?'

'We were shut out last night, and are waiting to get in.'

'You don't mean it? And there's another hour good yet! Come into the
vestry. You'll find a fire in the vestry, on account of the painters. I'm
waiting for the painters, or I shouldn't be here, you may depend upon
it. One of our curiosities mustn't be cold when we have it in our power
to warm her up comfortable. Come along.'

He was a very good old fellow, in his familiar way; and having stirred
the vestry fire, he looked round the shelves of registers for a particular
volume. 'Here you are, you see,' he said, taking it down and turning
the leaves. 'Here you'll find yourself, as large as life. Amy, daughter of
William and Fanny Dorrit. Born, Marshalsea Prison, Parish of St
George. And we tell people that you have lived there, without so much
as a day's or a night's absence, ever since. Is it true?'

'Quite true, till last night.' 'Lord!' But his surveying her with an
admiring gaze suggested Something else to him, to wit: 'I am sorry to
see, though, that you are faint and tired. Stay a bit. I'll get some
cushions out of the church, and you and your friend shall lie down
before the fire.

Don't be afraid of not going in to join your father when the gate opens.
I'll call you.'

He soon brought in the cushions, and strewed them on the ground.

'There you are, you see. Again as large as life. Oh, never mind
thanking. I've daughters of my own. And though they weren't born in
the Marshalsea Prison, they might have been, if I had been, in my
ways of carrying on, of your father's breed. Stop a bit. I must put
something under the cushion for your head. Here's a burial volume.
just the thing! We have got Mrs Bangham in this book. But what
makes these books interesting to most people is - not who's in 'em,
but who isn't - who's coming, you know, and when. That's the
interesting question.'

Commendingly looking back at the pillow he had improvised, he left

them to their hour's repose. Maggy was snoring already, and Little
Dorrit was soon fast asleep with her head resting on that sealed book
of Fate, untroubled by its mysterious blank leaves.

This was Little Dorrit's party. The shame, desertion, wretchedness,

and exposure of the great capital; the wet, the cold, the slow hours,
and the swift clouds of the dismal night. This was the party from
which Little Dorrit went home, jaded, in the first grey mist of a rainy
morning.
Chapter XV - Mrs Flintwinch Has Another Dream

The debilitated old house in the city, wrapped in its mantle of soot,
and leaning heavily on the crutches that had partaken of its decay
and worn out with it, never knew a healthy or a cheerful interval, let
what would betide. If the sun ever touched it, it was but with a ray,
and that was gone in half an hour; if the moonlight ever fell upon it, it
was only to put a few patches on its doleful cloak, and make it look
more wretched. The stars, to be sure, coldly watched it when the
nights and the smoke were clear enough; and all bad weather stood by
it with a rare fidelity. You should alike find rain, hail, frost, and thaw
lingering in that dismal enclosure when they had vanished from other
places; and as to snow, you should see it there for weeks, long after it
had changed from yellow to black, slowly weeping away its grimy life.
The place had no other adherents. As to street noises, the rumbling of
wheels in the lane merely rushed in at the gateway in going past, and
rushed out again: making the listening Mistress Affery feel as if she
were deaf, and recovered the sense of hearing by instantaneous
flashes. So with whistling, singing, talking, laughing, and all pleasant
human sounds. They leaped the gap in a moment, and went upon
their way. The varying light of fire and candle in Mrs Clennam's room
made the greatest change that ever broke the dead monotony of the
spot. In her two long narrow windows, the fire shone sullenly all day,
and sullenly all night. On rare occasions it flashed up passionately, as
she did; but for the most part it was suppressed, like her, and preyed
upon itself evenly and slowly. During many hours of the short winter
days, however, when it was dusk there early in the afternoon,
changing distortions of herself in her wheeled chair, of Mr Flintwinch
with his wry neck, of Mistress Affery coming and going, would be
thrown upon the house wall that was over the gateway, and would
hover there like shadows from a great magic lantern. As the room-
ridden invalid settled for the night, these would gradually disappear:
Mistress Affery's magnified shadow always flitting about, last, until it
finally glided away into the air, as though she were off upon a witch
excursion. Then the solitary light would burn unchangingly, until it
burned pale before the dawn, and at last died under the breath of Mrs
Affery, as her shadow descended on it from the witch-region of sleep.

Strange, if the little sick-room fire were in effect a beacon fire,

summoning some one, and that the most unlikely some one in the
world, to the spot that MUST be come to. Strange, if the little sick-
room light were in effect a watch-light, burning in that place every
night until an appointed event should be watched out! Which of the
vast multitude of travellers, under the sun and the stars, climbing the
dusty hills and toiling along the weary plains, journeying by land and
journeying by sea, coming and going so strangely, to meet and to act
and react on one another; which of the host may, with no suspicion of
the journey's end, be travelling surely hither?
Time shall show us. The post of honour and the post of shame, the
general's station and the drummer's, a peer's statue in Westminster
Abbey and a seaman's hammock in the bosom of the deep, the mitre
and the workhouse, the woolsack and the gallows, the throne and the
guillotine - the travellers to all are on the great high road, but it has
wonderful divergencies, and only Time shall show us whither each
traveller is bound.

On a wintry afternoon at twilight, Mrs Flintwinch, having been heavy

all day, dreamed this dream:

She thought she was in the kitchen getting the kettle ready for tea,
and was warming herself with her feet upon the fender and the skirt
of her gown tucked up, before the collapsed fire in the middle of the
grate, bordered on either hand by a deep cold black ravine. She
thought that as she sat thus, musing upon the question whether life
was not for some people a rather dull invention, she was frightened by
a sudden noise behind her. She thought that she had been similarly
frightened once last week, and that the noise was of a mysterious kind
- a sound of rustling and of three or four quick beats like a rapid step;
while a shock or tremble was communicated to her heart, as if the
step had shaken the floor, or even as if she had been touched by some
awful hand. She thought that this revived within her certain old fears
of hers that the house was haunted; and that she flew up the kitchen
stairs without knowing how she got up, to be nearer company.

Mistress Affery thought that on reaching the hall, she saw the door of
her liege lord's office standing open, and the room empty. That she
went to the ripped-up window in the little room by the street door to
connect her palpitating heart, through the glass, with living things
beyond and outside the haunted house. That she then saw, on the
wall over the gateway, the shadows of the two clever ones in
conversation above. That she then went upstairs with her shoes in her
hand, partly to be near the clever ones as a match for most ghosts,
and partly to hear what they were talking about.

'None of your nonsense with me,' said Mr Flintwinch. 'I won't take it
from you.'

Mrs Flintwinch dreamed that she stood behind the door, which was
just ajar, and most distinctly heard her husband say these bold
words.

'Flintwinch,' returned Mrs Clennam, in her usual strong low voice,

'there is a demon of anger in you. Guard against it.'

'I don't care whether there's one or a dozen,' said Mr Flintwinch,

forcibly suggesting in his tone that the higher number was nearer the
mark. 'If there was fifty, they should all say, None of your nonsense
with me, I won't take it from you - I'd make 'em say it, whether they
liked it or not.'

'What have I done, you wrathful man?' her strong voice asked.

'Done?' said Mr Flintwinch. 'Dropped down upon me.'

'If you mean, remonstrated with you - '

'Don't put words into my mouth that I don't mean,' said Jeremiah,
sticking to his figurative expression with tenacious and impenetrable
obstinacy: 'I mean dropped down upon me.'

'I remonstrated with you,' she began again, 'because - '

'I won't have it!' cried Jeremiah. 'You dropped down upon me.'

'I dropped down upon you, then, you ill-conditioned man,' (Jeremiah
chuckled at having forced her to adopt his phrase,) 'for having been
needlessly significant to Arthur that morning. I have a right to
complain of it as almost a breach of confidence. You did not mean it - '

'I won't have it!' interposed the contradictory Jeremiah, flinging back
the concession. 'I did mean it.'

'I suppose I must leave you to speak in soliloquy if you choose,' she
replied, after a pause that seemed an angry one. 'It is useless my
addressing myself to a rash and headstrong old man who has a set
purpose not to hear me.'

'Now, I won't take that from you either,' said Jeremiah. 'I have no such
purpose. I have told you I did mean it. Do you wish to know why I
meant it, you rash and headstrong old woman?'

'After all, you only restore me my own words,' she said, struggling with
her indignation. 'Yes.'

'This is why, then. Because you hadn't cleared his father to him, and
you ought to have done it. Because, before you went into any tantrum
about yourself, who are - '

'Hold there, Flintwinch!' she cried out in a changed voice: 'you may go
a word too far.'

The old man seemed to think so. There was another pause, and he
had altered his position in the room, when he spoke again more
mildly:
'I was going to tell you why it was. Because, before you took your own
part, I thought you ought to have taken the part of Arthur's father.
Arthur's father! I had no particular love for Arthur's father. I served
Arthur's father's uncle, in this house, when Arthur's father was not
much above me - was poorer as far as his pocket went - and when his
uncle might as soon have left me his heir as have left him. He starved
in the parlour, and I starved in the kitchen; that was the principal
difference in our positions; there was not much more than a flight of
breakneck stairs between us. I never took to him in those times; I
don't know that I ever took to him greatly at any time. He was an
undecided, irresolute chap, who had everything but his orphan life
scared out of him when he was young. And when he brought you
home here, the wife his uncle had named for him, I didn't need to look
at you twice (you were a good- looking woman at that time) to know
who'd be master. You have stood of your own strength ever since.
Stand of your own strength now. Don't lean against the dead.'

'I do not - as you call it - lean against the dead.'

'But you had a mind to do it, if I had submitted,' growled Jeremiah,

'and that's why you drop down upon me. You can't forget that I didn't
submit. I suppose you are astonished that I should consider it worth
my while to have justice done to Arthur's father?

Hey? It doesn't matter whether you answer or not, because I know you
are, and you know you are. Come, then, I'll tell you how it is. I may be
a bit of an oddity in point of temper, but this is my temper - I can't let
anybody have entirely their own way. You are a determined woman,
and a clever woman; and when you see your purpose before you,
nothing will turn you from it. Who knows that better than I do?'

'Nothing will turn me from it, Flintwinch, when I have justified it to

myself. Add that.'

'Justified it to yourself? I said you were the most determined woman

on the face of the earth (or I meant to say so), and if you are
determined to justify any object you entertain, of course you'll do it.'

'Man! I justify myself by the authority of these Books,' she cried, with
stern emphasis, and appearing from the sound that followed to strike
the dead-weight of her arm upon the table.

'Never mind that,' returned Jeremiah calmly, 'we won't enter into that
question at present. However that may be, you carry out your
purposes, and you make everything go down before them. Now, I won't
go down before them. I have been faithful to you, and useful to you,
and I am attached to you. But I can't consent, and I won't consent,
and I never did consent, and I never will consent to be lost in you.
Swallow up everybody else, and welcome. The peculiarity of my temper
is, ma'am, that I won't be swallowed up alive.'

Perhaps this had Originally been the mainspring of the understanding

between them. Descrying thus much of force of character in Mr
Flintwinch, perhaps Mrs Clennam had deemed alliance with him
worth her while.

'Enough and more than enough of the subject,' said she gloomily.

'Unless you drop down upon me again,' returned the persistent

Flintwinch, 'and then you must expect to hear of it again.'

Mistress Affery dreamed that the figure of her lord here began walking
up and down the room, as if to cool his spleen, and that she ran away;
but that, as he did not issue forth when she had stood listening and
trembling in the shadowy hall a little time, she crept up-stairs again,
impelled as before by ghosts and curiosity, and once more cowered
outside the door.

'Please to light the candle, Flintwinch,' Mrs Clennam was saying,

apparently wishing to draw him back into their usual tone. 'It is
nearly time for tea. Little Dorrit is coming, and will find me in the
dark.'

Mr Flintwinch lighted the candle briskly, and said as he put it down

upon the table:

'What are you going to do with Little Dorrit? Is she to come to work
here for ever? To come to tea here for ever? To come backwards and
forwards here, in the same way, for ever?' 'How can you talk about ‘for
ever’ to a maimed creature like me? Are we not all cut down like the
grass of the field, and was not I shorn by the scythe many years ago:
since when I have been lying here, waiting to be gathered into the
barn?'

'Ay, ay! But since you have been lying here - not near dead - nothing
like it - numbers of children and young people, blooming women,
strong men, and what not, have been cut down and carried; and still
here are you, you see, not much changed after all. Your time and mine
may be a long one yet. When I say for ever, I mean (though I am not
poetical) through all our time.' Mr Flintwinch gave this explanation
with great calmness, and calmly waited for an answer.

'So long as Little Dorrit is quiet and industrious, and stands in need of
the slight help I can give her, and deserves it; so long, I suppose,
unless she withdraws of her own act, she will continue to come here, I
being spared.'
'Nothing more than that?' said Flintwinch, stroking his mouth and
chin.

'What should there be more than that! What could there be more than
that!' she ejaculated in her sternly wondering way.

Mrs Flintwinch dreamed, that, for the space of a minute or two, they
remained looking at each other with the candle between them, and
that she somehow derived an impression that they looked at each
other fixedly.

'Do you happen to know, Mrs Clennam,' Affery's liege lord then
demanded in a much lower voice, and with an amount of expression
that seemed quite out of proportion to the simple purpose of his
words, 'where she lives?'

'No.'

'Would you - now, would you like to know?' said Jeremiah with a
pounce as if he had sprung upon her.

'If I cared to know, I should know already. Could I not have asked her
any day?'

'Then you don't care to know?'

'I do not.'

Mr Flintwinch, having expelled a long significant breath said, with his

former emphasis, 'For I have accidentally - mind! - found out.'
'Wherever she lives,' said Mrs Clennam, speaking in one unmodulated
hard voice, and separating her words as distinctly as if she were
reading them off from separate bits of metal that she took up one by
one, 'she has made a secret of it, and she shall always keep her secret
from me.'

'After all, perhaps you would rather not have known the fact, any
how?' said Jeremiah; and he said it with a twist, as if his words had
come out of him in his own wry shape.

'Flintwinch,' said his mistress and partner, flashing into a sudden

energy that made Affery start, 'why do you goad me? Look round this
room. If it is any compensation for my long confinement within these
narrow limits - not that I complain of being afflicted; you know I never
complain of that - if it is any compensation to me for long confinement
to this room, that while I am shut up from all pleasant change I am
also shut up from the knowledge of some things that I may prefer to
avoid knowing, why should you, of all men, grudge me that belief?'
'I don't grudge it to you,' returned Jeremiah.

'Then say no more. Say no more. Let Little Dorrit keep her secret from
me, and do you keep it from me also. Let her come and go,
unobserved and unquestioned. Let me suffer, and let me have what
alleviation belongs to my condition. Is it so much, that you torment
me like an evil spirit?'

'I asked you a question. That's all.'

'I have answered it. So, say no more. Say no more.' Here the sound of
the wheeled chair was heard upon the floor, and Affery's bell rang with
a hasty jerk.

More afraid of her husband at the moment than of the mysterious

sound in the kitchen, Affery crept away as lightly and as quickly as
she could, descended the kitchen stairs almost as rapidly as she had
ascended them, resumed her seat before the fire, tucked up her skirt
again, and finally threw her apron over her head. Then the bell rang
once more, and then once more, and then kept on ringing; in despite
of which importunate summons, Affery still sat behind her apron,
recovering her breath.

At last Mr Flintwinch came shuffling down the staircase into the hall,
muttering and calling 'Affery woman!' all the way. Affery still
remaining behind her apron, he came stumbling down the kitchen
stairs, candle in hand, sidled up to her, twitched her apron off, and
roused her.

'Oh Jeremiah!' cried Affery, waking. 'What a start you gave me!'

'What have you been doing, woman?' inquired Jeremiah. 'You've been
rung for fifty times.'

'Oh Jeremiah,' said Mistress Affery, 'I have been a-dreaming!'

Reminded of her former achievement in that way, Mr Flintwinch held

the candle to her head, as if he had some idea of lighting her up for
the illumination of the kitchen.

'Don't you know it's her tea-time?' he demanded with a vicious grin,
and giving one of the legs of Mistress Affery's chair a kick.

'Jeremiah? Tea-time? I don't know what's come to me. But I got such
a dreadful turn, Jeremiah, before I went - off a-dreaming, that I think
it must be that.'
'Yoogh! Sleepy-Head!' said Mr Flintwinch, 'what are you talking
about?'

'Such a strange noise, Jeremiah, and such a curious movement. In

the kitchen here - just here.'

Jeremiah held up his light and looked at the blackened ceiling, held
down his light and looked at the damp stone floor, turned round with
his light and looked about at the spotted and blotched walls.

'Rats, cats, water, drains,' said Jeremiah.

Mistress Affery negatived each with a shake of her head. 'No,

Jeremiah; I have felt it before. I have felt it up-stairs, and once on the
staircase as I was going from her room to ours in the night - a rustle
and a sort of trembling touch behind me.'

'Affery, my woman,' said Mr Flintwinch grimly, after advancing his

nose to that lady's lips as a test for the detection of spirituous liquors,
'if you don't get tea pretty quick, old woman, you'll become sensible of
a rustle and a touch that'll send you flying to the other end of the
kitchen.'

This prediction stimulated Mrs Flintwinch to bestir herself, and to

hasten up-stairs to Mrs Clennam's chamber. But, for all that, she now
began to entertain a settled conviction that there was something
wrong in the gloomy house. Henceforth, she was never at peace in it
after daylight departed; and never went up or down stairs in the dark
without having her apron over her head, lest she should see
something.

What with these ghostly apprehensions and her singular dreams, Mrs
Flintwinch fell that evening into a haunted state of mind, from which
it may be long before this present narrative descries any trace of her
recovery. In the vagueness and indistinctness of all her new
experiences and perceptions, as everything about her was mysterious
to herself she began to be mysterious to others: and became as
difficult to be made out to anybody's satisfaction as she found the
house and everything in it difficult to make out to her own.

She had not yet finished preparing Mrs Clennam's tea, when the soft
knock came to the door which always announced Little Dorrit.
Mistress Affery looked on at Little Dorrit taking off her homely bonnet
in the hall, and at Mr Flintwinch scraping his jaws and contemplating
her in silence, as expecting some wonderful consequence to ensue
which would frighten her out of her five wits or blow them all three to
pieces.
After tea there came another knock at the door, announcing Arthur.
Mistress Affery went down to let him in, and he said on entering,
'Affery, I am glad it's you. I want to ask you a question.' Affery
immediately replied, 'For goodness sake don't ask me nothing, Arthur!
I am frightened out of one half of my life, and dreamed out of the
other. Don't ask me nothing! I don't know which is which, or what is
what!' - and immediately started away from him, and came near him
no more.

Mistress Affery having no taste for reading, and no sufficient light for
needlework in the subdued room, supposing her to have the
inclination, now sat every night in the dimness from which she had
momentarily emerged on the evening of Arthur Clennam's return,
occupied with crowds of wild speculations and suspicions respecting
her mistress and her husband and the noises in the house. When the
ferocious devotional exercises were engaged in, these speculations
would distract Mistress Affery's eyes towards the door, as if she
expected some dark form to appear at those propitious moments, and
make the party one too many.

Otherwise, Affery never said or did anything to attract the attention of

the two clever ones towards her in any marked degree, except on
certain occasions, generally at about the quiet hour towards bed-time,
when she would suddenly dart out of her dim corner, and whisper
with a face of terror to Mr Flintwinch, reading the paper near Mrs
Clennam's little table: 'There, jeremiah! Now! What's that noise?'

Then the noise, if there were any, would have ceased, and Mr
Flintwinch would snarl, turning upon her as if she had cut him down
that moment against his will, 'Affery, old woman, you shall have a
dose, old woman, such a dose! You have been dreaming again!'
Chapter XVI - Nobody's Weakness

The time being come for the renewal of his acquaintance with the
Meagles family, Clennam, pursuant to contract made between himself
and Mr Meagles within the precincts of Bleeding Heart Yard, turned
his face on a certain Saturday towards Twickenham, where Mr
Meagles had a cottage-residence of his own. The weather being fine
and dry, and any English road abounding in interest for him who had
been so long away, he sent his valise on by the coach, and set out to
walk. A walk was in itself a new enjoyment to him, and one that had
rarely diversified his life afar off.

He went by Fulham and Putney, for the pleasure of strolling over the
heath. It was bright and shining there; and when he found himself so
far on his road to Twickenham, he found himself a long way on his
road to a number of airier and less substantial destinations. They had
risen before him fast, in the healthful exercise and the pleasant road.
It is not easy to walk alone in the country without musing upon
something. And he had plenty of unsettled subjects to meditate upon,
though he had been walking to the Land's End.

First, there was the subject seldom absent from his mind, the
question, what he was to do henceforth in life; to what occupation he
should devote himself, and in what direction he had best seek it. He
was far from rich, and every day of indecision and inaction made his
inheritance a source of greater anxiety to him. As often as he began to
consider how to increase this inheritance, or to lay it by, so often his
misgiving that there was some one with an unsatisfied claim upon his
justice, returned; and that alone was a subject to outlast the longest
walk. Again, there was the subject of his relations with his mother,
which were now upon an equable and peaceful but never confidential
footing, and whom he saw several times a week. Little Dorrit was a
leading and a constant subject: for the circumstances of his life,
united to those of her own story, presented the little creature to him
as the only person between whom and himself there were ties of
innocent reliance on one hand, and affectionate protection on the
other; ties of compassion, respect, unselfish interest, gratitude, and
pity. Thinking of her, and of the possibility of her father's release from
prison by the unbarring hand of death - the only change of
circumstance he could foresee that might enable him to be such a
friend to her as he wished to be, by altering her whole manner of life,
smoothing her rough road, and giving her a home - he regarded her,
in that perspective, as his adopted daughter, his poor child of the
Marshalsea hushed to rest. If there were a last subject in his
thoughts, and it lay towards Twickenham, its form was so indefinite
that it was little more than the pervading atmosphere in which these
other subjects floated before him.
He had crossed the heath and was leaving it behind when he gained
upon a figure which had been in advance of him for some time, and
which, as he gained upon it, he thought he knew. He derived this
impression from something in the turn of the head, and in the figure's
action of consideration, as it went on at a sufficiently sturdy walk. But
when the man - for it was a man's figure - pushed his hat up at the
back of his head, and stopped to consider some object before him, he
knew it to be Daniel Doyce.

'How do you do, Mr Doyce?' said Clennam, overtaking him. 'I am glad
to see you again, and in a healthier place than the Circumlocution
Office.'

'Ha! Mr Meagles's friend!' exclaimed that public criminal, coming out

of some mental combinations he had been making, and offering his
hand. 'I am glad to see you, sir. Will you excuse me if I forget your
name?'

'Readily. It's not a celebrated name. It's not Barnacle.' 'No, no,' said
Daniel, laughing. 'And now I know what it is. It's Clennam. How do
you do, Mr Clennam?'

'I have some hope,' said Arthur, as they walked on together, 'that we
may be going to the same place, Mr Doyce.'

'Meaning Twickenham?' returned Daniel. 'I am glad to hear it.'

They were soon quite intimate, and lightened the way with a variety of
conversation. The ingenious culprit was a man of great modesty and
good sense; and, though a plain man, had been too much accustomed
to combine what was original and daring in conception with what was
patient and minute in execution, to be by any means an ordinary
man. It was at first difficult to lead him to speak about himself, and
he put off Arthur's advances in that direction by admitting slightly, oh
yes, he had done this, and he had done that, and such a thing was of
his making, and such another thing was his discovery, but it was his
trade, you see, his trade; until, as he gradually became assured that
his companion had a real interest in his account of himself, he frankly
yielded to it. Then it appeared that he was the son of a north-country
blacksmith, and had originally been apprenticed by his widowed
mother to a lock- maker; that he had 'struck out a few little things' at
the lock- maker's, which had led to his being released from his
indentures with a present, which present had enabled him to gratify
his ardent wish to bind himself to a working engineer, under whom he
had laboured hard, learned hard, and lived hard, seven years. His
time being out, he had 'worked in the shop' at weekly wages seven or
eight years more; and had then betaken himself to the banks of the
Clyde, where he had studied, and filed, and hammered, and improved
his knowledge, theoretical and practical, for six or seven years more.
There he had had an offer to go to Lyons, which he had accepted; and
from Lyons had been engaged to go to Germany, and in Germany had
had an offer to go to St Petersburg, and there had done very well
indeed - never better. However, he had naturally felt a preference for
his own country, and a wish to gain distinction there, and to do
whatever service he could do, there rather than elsewhere. And so he
had come home. And so at home he had established himself in
business, and had invented and executed, and worked his way on,
until, after a dozen years of constant suit and service, he had been
enrolled in the Great British Legion of Honour, the Legion of the
Rebuffed of the Circumlocution Office, and had been decorated with
the Great British Order of Merit, the Order of the Disorder of the
Barnacles and Stiltstalkings.

'it is much to be regretted,' said Clennam, 'that you ever turned your
thoughts that way, Mr Doyce.'

'True, sir, true to a certain extent. But what is a man to do? if he has
the misfortune to strike out something serviceable to the nation, he
must follow where it leads him.' 'Hadn't he better let it go?' said
Clennam.

'He can't do it,' said Doyce, shaking his head with a thoughtful smile.
'It's not put into his head to be buried. It's put into his head to be
made useful. You hold your life on the condition that to the last you
shall struggle hard for it. Every man holds a discovery on the same
terms.'

'That is to say,' said Arthur, with a growing admiration of his quiet

companion, 'you are not finally discouraged even now?'

'I have no right to be, if I am,' returned the other. 'The thing is as true
as it ever was.'

When they had walked a little way in silence, Clennam, at once to

change the direct point of their conversation and not to change it too
abruptly, asked Mr Doyce if he had any partner in his business to
relieve him of a portion of its anxieties?

'No,' he returned, 'not at present. I had when I first entered on it, and
a good man he was. But he has been dead some years; and as I could
not easily take to the notion of another when I lost him, I bought his
share for myself and have gone on by myself ever since. And here's
another thing,' he said, stopping for a moment with a good-humoured
laugh in his eyes, and laying his closed right hand, with its peculiar
suppleness of thumb, on Clennam's arm, 'no inventor can be a man of
business, you know.'
'No?' said Clennam.

'Why, so the men of business say,' he answered, resuming the walk

and laughing outright. 'I don't know why we unfortunate creatures
should be supposed to want common sense, but it is generally taken
for granted that we do. Even the best friend I have in the world, our
excellent friend over yonder,' said Doyce, nodding towards
Twickenham, 'extends a sort of protection to me, don't you know, as a
man not quite able to take care of himself?'

Arthur Clennam could not help joining in the good-humoured laugh,

for he recognised the truth of the description.

'So I find that I must have a partner who is a man of business and not
guilty of any inventions,' said Daniel Doyce, taking off his hat to pass
his hand over his forehead, 'if it's only in deference to the current
opinion, and to uphold the credit of the Works. I don't think he'll find
that I have been very remiss or confused in my way of conducting
them; but that's for him to say - whoever he is - not for me.' 'You have
not chosen him yet, then?'

'No, sir, no. I have only just come to a decision to take one. The fact is,
there's more to do than there used to be, and the Works are enough
for me as I grow older. What with the books and correspondence, and
foreign journeys for which a Principal is necessary, I can't do all. I am
going to talk over the best way of negotiating the matter, if I find a
spare half-hour between this and Monday morning, with my - my
Nurse and protector,' said Doyce, with laughing eyes again. 'He is a
sagacious man in business, and has had a good apprenticeship to it.'

After this, they conversed on different subjects until they arrived at

their journey's end. A composed and unobtrusive self- sustainment
was noticeable in Daniel Doyce - a calm knowledge that what was true
must remain true, in spite of all the Barnacles in the family ocean,
and would be just the truth, and neither more nor less when even that
sea had run dry - which had a kind of greatness in it, though not of
the official quality.

As he knew the house well, he conducted Arthur to it by the way that

showed it to the best advantage. It was a charming place (none the
worse for being a little eccentric), on the road by the river, and just
what the residence of the Meagles family ought to be. It stood in a
garden, no doubt as fresh and beautiful in the May of the Year as Pet
now was in the May of her life; and it was defended by a goodly show
of handsome trees and spreading evergreens, as Pet was by Mr and
Mrs Meagles. It was made out of an old brick house, of which a part
had been altogether pulled down, and another part had been changed
into the present cottage; so there was a hale elderly portion, to
represent Mr and Mrs Meagles, and a young picturesque, very pretty
portion to represent Pet. There was even the later addition of a
conservatory sheltering itself against it, uncertain of hue in its deep-
stained glass, and in its more transparent portions flashing to the
sun's rays, now like fire and now like harmless water drops; which
might have stood for Tattycoram. Within view was the peaceful river
and the ferry-boat, to moralise to all the inmates saying: Young or old,
passionate or tranquil, chafing or content, you, thus runs the current
always. Let the heart swell into what discord it will, thus plays the
rippling water on the prow of the ferry-boat ever the same tune. Year
after year, so much allowance for the drifting of the boat, so many
miles an hour the flowing of the stream, here the rushes, there the
lilies, nothing uncertain or unquiet, upon this road that steadily runs
away; while you, upon your flowing road of time, are so capricious and
distracted.

The bell at the gate had scarcely sounded when Mr Meagles came out
to receive them. Mr Meagles had scarcely come out, when Mrs Meagles
came out. Mrs Meagles had scarcely come out, when Pet came out. Pet
scarcely had come out, when Tattycoram came out. Never had visitors
a more hospitable reception.

'Here we are, you see,' said Mr Meagles, 'boxed up, Mr Clennam,

within our own home-limits, as if we were never going to expand -
that is, travel - again. Not like Marseilles, eh? No allonging and
marshonging here!'

'A different kind of beauty, indeed!' said Clennam, looking about him.

'But, Lord bless me!' cried Mr Meagles, rubbing his hands with a
relish, 'it was an uncommonly pleasant thing being in quarantine,
wasn't it? Do you know, I have often wished myself back again? We
were a capital party.'

This was Mr Meagles's invariable habit. Always to object to everything

while he was travelling, and always to want to get back to it when he
was not travelling.

'If it was summer-time,' said Mr Meagles, 'which I wish it was on your

account, and in order that you might see the place at its best, you
would hardly be able to hear yourself speak for birds. Being practical
people, we never allow anybody to scare the birds; and the birds,
being practical people too, come about us in myriads. We are
delighted to see you, Clennam (if you'll allow me, I shall drop the
Mister); I heartily assure you, we are delighted.'

'I have not had so pleasant a greeting,' said Clennam - then he

recalled what Little Dorrit had said to him in his own room, and
faithfully added 'except once - since we last walked to and fro, looking
down at the Mediterranean.'

'Ah!' returned Mr Meagles. 'Something like a look out, that was, wasn't
it? I don't want a military government, but I shouldn't mind a little
allonging and marshonging - just a dash of it - in this neighbourhood
sometimes. It's Devilish still.'

Bestowing this eulogium on the retired character of his retreat with a

dubious shake of the head, Mr Meagles led the way into the house. It
was just large enough, and no more; was as pretty within as it was
without, and was perfectly well-arranged and comfortable.

Some traces of the migratory habits of the family were to be observed

in the covered frames and furniture, and wrapped-up hangings; but it
was easy to see that it was one of Mr Meagles's whims to have the
cottage always kept, in their absence, as if they were always coming
back the day after to-morrow. Of articles collected on his various
expeditions, there was such a vast miscellany that it was like the
dwelling of an amiable Corsair. There were antiquities from Central
Italy, made by the best modern houses in that department of industry;
bits of mummy from Egypt (and perhaps Birmingham); model
gondolas from Venice; model villages from Switzerland; morsels of
tesselated pavement from Herculaneum and Pompeii, like petrified
minced veal; ashes out of tombs, and lava out of Vesuvius; Spanish
fans, Spezzian straw hats, Moorish slippers, Tuscan hairpins, Carrara
sculpture, Trastaverini scarves, Genoese velvets and filigree,
Neapolitan coral, Roman cameos, Geneva jewellery, Arab lanterns,
rosaries blest all round by the Pope himself, and an infinite variety of
lumber. There were views, like and unlike, of a multitude of places;
and there was one little picture-room devoted to a few of the regular
sticky old Saints, with sinews like whipcord, hair like Neptune's,
wrinkles like tattooing, and such coats of varnish that every holy
personage served for a fly-trap, and became what is now called in the
vulgar tongue a Catch-em-alive O. Of these pictorial acquisitions Mr
Meagles spoke in the usual manner. He was no judge, he said, except
of what pleased himself; he had picked them up, dirt-cheap, and
people had considered them rather fine. One man, who at any rate
ought to know something of the subject, had declared that 'Sage,
Reading' (a specially oily old gentleman in a blanket, with a swan's-
down tippet for a beard, and a web of cracks all over him like rich pie-
crust), to be a fine Guercino. As for Sebastian del Piombo there, you
would judge for yourself; if it were not his later manner, the question
was, Who was it? Titian, that might or might not be - perhaps he had
only touched it. Daniel Doyce said perhaps he hadn't touched it, but
Mr Meagles rather declined to overhear the remark.
When he had shown all his spoils, Mr Meagles took them into his own
snug room overlooking the lawn, which was fitted up in part like a
dressing-room and in part like an office, and in which, upon a kind of
counter-desk, were a pair of brass scales for weighing gold, and a
scoop for shovelling out money.

'Here they are, you see,' said Mr Meagles. 'I stood behind these two
articles five-and-thirty years running, when I no more thought of
gadding about than I now think of - staying at home. When I left the
Bank for good, I asked for them, and brought them away with me.

I mention it at once, or you might suppose that I sit in my counting-

house (as Pet says I do), like the king in the poem of the four-and-
twenty blackbirds, counting out my money.'

Clennam's eyes had strayed to a natural picture on the wall, of two

pretty little girls with their arms entwined. 'Yes, Clennam,' said Mr
Meagles, in a lower voice. 'There they both are. It was taken some
seventeen years ago. As I often say to Mother, they were babies then.'

'Their names?' said Arthur.

'Ah, to be sure! You have never heard any name but Pet. Pet's name is
Minnie; her sister's Lillie.'

'Should you have known, Mr Clennam, that one of them was meant
for me?' asked Pet herself, now standing in the doorway.

'I might have thought that both of them were meant for you, both are
still so like you. Indeed,' said Clennam, glancing from the fair original
to the picture and back, 'I cannot even now say which is not your
portrait.' 'D'ye hear that, Mother?' cried Mr Meagles to his wife, who
had followed her daughter. 'It's always the same, Clennam; nobody
can decide. The child to your left is Pet.'

The picture happened to be near a looking-glass. As Arthur looked at

it again, he saw, by the reflection of the mirror, Tattycoram stop in
passing outside the door, listen to what was going on, and pass away
with an angry and contemptuous frown upon her face, that changed
its beauty into ugliness.

'But come!' said Mr Meagles. 'You have had a long walk, and will be
glad to get your boots off. As to Daniel here, I suppose he'd never
think of taking his boots off, unless we showed him a boot- jack.'

'Why not?' asked Daniel, with a significant smile at Clennam.

'Oh! You have so many things to think about,' returned Mr Meagles,
clapping him on the shoulder, as if his weakness must not be left to
itself on any account. 'Figures, and wheels, and cogs, and levers, and
screws, and cylinders, and a thousand things.'

'In my calling,' said Daniel, amused, 'the greater usually includes the
less. But never mind, never mind! Whatever pleases you, pleases me.'

Clennam could not help speculating, as he seated himself in his room

by the fire, whether there might be in the breast of this honest,
affectionate, and cordial Mr Meagles, any microscopic portion of the
mustard-seed that had sprung up into the great tree of the
Circumlocution Office. His curious sense of a general superiority to
Daniel Doyce, which seemed to be founded, not so much on anything
in Doyce's personal character as on the mere fact of his being an
originator and a man out of the beaten track of other men, suggested
the idea. It might have occupied him until he went down to dinner an
hour afterwards, if he had not had another question to consider,
which had been in his mind so long ago as before he was in
quarantine at Marseilles, and which had now returned to it, and was
very urgent with it. No less a question than this: Whether he should
allow himself to fall in love with Pet?

He was twice her age. (He changed the leg he had crossed over the
other, and tried the calculation again, but could not bring out the
total at less.) He was twice her age. Well! He was young in appearance,
young in health and strength, young in heart. A man was certainly not
old at forty; and many men were not in circumstances to marry, or did
not marry, until they had attained that time of life. On the other hand,
the question was, not what he thought of the point, but what she
thought of it.

He believed that Mr Meagles was disposed to entertain a ripe regard

for him, and he knew that he had a sincere regard for Mr Meagles and
his good wife. He could foresee that to relinquish this beautiful only
child, of whom they were so fond, to any husband, would be a trial of
their love which perhaps they never yet had had the fortitude to
contemplate. But the more beautiful and winning and charming she,
the nearer they must always be to the necessity of approaching it. And
why not in his favour, as well as in another's?

When he had got so far, it came again into his head that the question
was, not what they thought of it, but what she thought of it.

Arthur Clennam was a retiring man, with a sense of many

deficiencies; and he so exalted the merits of the beautiful Minnie in
his mind, and depressed his own, that when he pinned himself to this
point, his hopes began to fail him. He came to the final resolution, as
he made himself ready for dinner, that he would not allow himself to
fall in love with Pet.

There were only five, at a round table, and it was very pleasant indeed.
They had so many places and people to recall, and they were all so
easy and cheerful together (Daniel Doyce either sitting out like an
amused spectator at cards, or coming in with some shrewd little
experiences of his own, when it happened to be to the purpose), that
they might have been together twenty times, and not have known so
much of one another.

'And Miss Wade,' said Mr Meagles, after they had recalled a number of
fellow-travellers. 'Has anybody seen Miss Wade?'

'I have,' said Tattycoram.

She had brought a little mantle which her young mistress had sent
for, and was bending over her, putting it on, when she lifted up her
dark eyes and made this unexpected answer.

'Tatty!' her young mistress exclaimed. 'You seen Miss Wade? - where?'

'Here, miss,' said Tattycoram.

'How?'

An impatient glance from Tattycoram seemed, as Clennam saw it, to

answer 'With my eyes!' But her only answer in words was: 'I met her
near the church.'

'What was she doing there I wonder!' said Mr Meagles. 'Not going to it,
I should think.'

'She had written to me first,' said Tattycoram.

'Oh, Tatty!' murmured her mistress, 'take your hands away. I feel as if
some one else was touching me!'

She said it in a quick involuntary way, but half playfully, and not
more petulantly or disagreeably than a favourite child might have
done, who laughed next moment. Tattycoram set her full red lips
together, and crossed her arms upon her bosom. 'Did you wish to
know, sir,' she said, looking at Mr Meagles, 'what Miss Wade wrote to
me about?'

'Well, Tattycoram,' returned Mr Meagles, 'since you ask the question,

and we are all friends here, perhaps you may as well mention it, if you
are so inclined.'
'She knew, when we were travelling, where you lived,' said Tattycoram,
'and she had seen me not quite - not quite - '

'Not quite in a good temper, Tattycoram?' suggested Mr Meagles,

shaking his head at the dark eyes with a quiet caution. 'Take a little
time - count five-and-twenty, Tattycoram.'

She pressed her lips together again, and took a long deep breath.

'So she wrote to me to say that if I ever felt myself hurt,' she looked
down at her young mistress, 'or found myself worried,' she looked
down at her again, 'I might go to her, and be considerately treated. I
was to think of it, and could speak to her by the church. So I went
there to thank her.'

'Tatty,' said her young mistress, putting her hand up over her
shoulder that the other might take it, 'Miss Wade almost frightened
me when we parted, and I scarcely like to think of her just now as
having been so near me without my knowing it. Tatty dear!'

Tatty stood for a moment, immovable.

'Hey?' cried Mr Meagles. 'Count another five-and-twenty, Tattycoram.'

She might have counted a dozen, when she bent and put her lips to
the caressing hand. It patted her cheek, as it touched the owner's
beautiful curls, and Tattycoram went away. 'Now there,' said Mr
Meagles softly, as he gave a turn to the dumb- waiter on his right
hand to twirl the sugar towards himself. 'There's a girl who might be
lost and ruined, if she wasn't among practical people. Mother and I
know, solely from being practical, that there are times when that girl's
whole nature seems to roughen itself against seeing us so bound up in
Pet. No father and mother were bound up in her, poor soul. I don't like
to think of the way in which that unfortunate child, with all that
passion and protest in her, feels when she hears the Fifth
Commandment on a Sunday. I am always inclined to call out, Church,
Count five-and-twenty, Tattycoram.'

Besides his dumb-waiter, Mr Meagles had two other not dumb waiters
in the persons of two parlour-maids with rosy faces and bright eyes,
who were a highly ornamental part of the table decoration. 'And why
not, you see?' said Mr Meagles on this head. 'As I always say to
Mother, why not have something pretty to look at, if you have
anything at all?' A certain Mrs Tickit, who was Cook and Housekeeper
when the family were at home, and Housekeeper only when the family
were away, completed the establishment. Mr Meagles regretted that
the nature of the duties in which she was engaged, rendered Mrs
Tickit unpresentable at present, but hoped to introduce her to the new
visitor to-morrow. She was an important part of the Cottage, he said,
and all his friends knew her. That was her picture up in the corner.
When they went away, she always put on the silk-gown and the jet-
black row of curls represented in that portrait (her hair was reddish-
grey in the kitchen), established herself in the breakfast-room, put her
spectacles between two particular leaves of Doctor Buchan's Domestic
Medicine, and sat looking over the blind all day until they came back
again. It was supposed that no persuasion could be invented which
would induce Mrs Tickit to abandon her post at the blind, however
long their absence, or to dispense with the attendance of Dr Buchan;
the lucubrations of which learned practitioner, Mr Meagles implicitly
believed she had never yet consulted to the extent of one word in her
life.

In the evening they played an old-fashioned rubber; and Pet sat

looking over her father's hand, or singing to herself by fits and starts
at the piano. She was a spoilt child; but how could she be otherwise?
Who could be much with so pliable and beautiful a creature, and not
yield to her endearing influence? Who could pass an evening in the
house, and not love her for the grace and charm of her very presence
in the room? This was Clennam's reflection, notwithstanding the final
conclusion at which he had arrived up- stairs.

In making it, he revoked. 'Why, what are you thinking of, my good
sir?' asked the astonished Mr Meagles, who was his partner.

'I beg your pardon. Nothing,' returned Clennam.

'Think of something, next time; that's a dear fellow,' said Mr Meagles.

Pet laughingly believed he had been thinking of Miss Wade.

'Why of Miss Wade, Pet?' asked her father.

'Why, indeed!' said Arthur Clennam.

Pet coloured a little, and went to the piano again.

As they broke up for the night, Arthur overheard Doyce ask his host if
he could give him half an hour's conversation before breakfast in the
morning? The host replying willingly, Arthur lingered behind a
moment, having his own word to add to that topic.

'Mr Meagles,' he said, on their being left alone, 'do you remember
when you advised me to go straight to London?'

'Perfectly well.' 'And when you gave me some other good advice which I
needed at that time?'
'I won't say what it was worth,' answered Mr Meagles: 'but of course I
remember our being very pleasant and confidential together.' 'I have
acted on your advice; and having disembarrassed myself of an
occupation that was painful to me for many reasons, wish to devote
myself and what means I have, to another pursuit.'

'Right! You can't do it too soon,' said Mr Meagles.

'Now, as I came down to-day, I found that your friend, Mr Doyce, is

looking for a partner in his business - not a partner in his mechanical
knowledge, but in the ways and means of turning the business arising
from it to the best account.'

'Just so,' said Mr Meagles, with his hands in his pockets, and with the
old business expression of face that had belonged to the scales and
scoop.

'Mr Doyce mentioned incidentally, in the course of our conversation,

that he was going to take your valuable advice on the subject of
finding such a partner. If you should think our views and
opportunities at all likely to coincide, perhaps you will let him know
my available position. I speak, of course, in ignorance of the details,
and they may be unsuitable on both sides.'

'No doubt, no doubt,' said Mr Meagles, with the caution belonging to

the scales and scoop.

'But they will be a question of figures and accounts - '

'Just so, just so,' said Mr Meagles, with arithmetical solidity belonging
to the scales and scoop.

' - And I shall be glad to enter into the subject, provided Mr Doyce
responds, and you think well of it. If you will at present, therefore,
allow me to place it in your hands, you will much oblige me.'

'Clennam, I accept the trust with readiness,' said Mr Meagles. 'And

without anticipating any of the points which you, as a man of
business, have of course reserved, I am free to say to you that I think
something may come of this. Of one thing you may be perfectly
certain. Daniel is an honest man.'

'I am so sure of it that I have promptly made up my mind to speak to

you.' 'You must guide him, you know; you must steer him; you must
direct him; he is one of a crotchety sort,' said Mr Meagles, evidently
meaning nothing more than that he did new things and went new
ways; 'but he is as honest as the sun, and so good night!' Clennam
went back to his room, sat down again before his fire, and made up
his mind that he was glad he had resolved not to fall in love with Pet.
She was so beautiful, so amiable, so apt to receive any true
impression given to her gentle nature and her innocent heart, and
make the man who should be so happy as to communicate it, the
most fortunate and enviable of all men, that he was very glad indeed
he had come to that conclusion.

But, as this might have been a reason for coming to the opposite
conclusion, he followed out the theme again a little way in his mind;
to justify himself, perhaps.

'Suppose that a man,' so his thoughts ran, 'who had been of age some
twenty years or so; who was a diffident man, from the circumstances
of his youth; who was rather a grave man, from the tenor of his life;
who knew himself to be deficient in many little engaging qualities
which he admired in others, from having been long in a distant region,
with nothing softening near him; who had no kind sisters to present
to her; who had no congenial home to make her known in; who was a
stranger in the land; who had not a fortune to compensate, in any
measure, for these defects; who had nothing in his favour but his
honest love and his general wish to do right - suppose such a man
were to come to this house, and were to yield to the captivation of this
charming girl, and were to persuade himself that he could hope to win
her; what a weakness it would be!'

He softly opened his window, and looked out upon the serene river.
Year after year so much allowance for the drifting of the ferry- boat, so
many miles an hour the flowing of the stream, here the rushes, there
the lilies, nothing uncertain or unquiet.

Why should he be vexed or sore at heart? It was not his weakness that
he had imagined. It was nobody's, nobody's within his knowledge; why
should it trouble him? And yet it did trouble him. And he thought -
who has not thought for a moment, sometimes? - that it might be
better to flow away monotonously, like the river, and to compound for
its insensibility to happiness with its insensibility to pain.
Chapter XVII - Nobody's Rival

Before breakfast in the morning, Arthur walked out to look about him.
As the morning was fine and he had an hour on his hands, he crossed
the river by the ferry, and strolled along a footpath through some
meadows. When he came back to the towing-path, he found the ferry-
boat on the opposite side, and a gentleman hailing it and waiting to be
taken over.

This gentleman looked barely thirty. He was well dressed, of a

sprightly and gay appearance, a well-knit figure, and a rich dark
complexion. As Arthur came over the stile and down to the water's
edge, the lounger glanced at him for a moment, and then resumed his
occupation of idly tossing stones into the water with his foot. There
was something in his way of spurning them out of their places with
his heel, and getting them into the required position, that Clennam
thought had an air of cruelty in it. Most of us have more or less
frequently derived a similar impression from a man's manner of doing
some very little thing: plucking a flower, clearing away an obstacle, or
even destroying an insentient object.

The gentleman's thoughts were preoccupied, as his face showed, and

he took no notice of a fine Newfoundland dog, who watched him
attentively, and watched every stone too, in its turn, eager to spring
into the river on receiving his master's sign. The ferry- boat came over,
however, without his receiving any sign, and when it grounded his
master took him by the collar and walked him into it.

'Not this morning,' he said to the dog. 'You won't do for ladies'
company, dripping wet. Lie down.'

Clennam followed the man and the dog into the boat, and took his
seat. The dog did as he was ordered. The man remained standing,
with his hands in his pockets, and towered between Clennam and the
prospect. Man and dog both jumped lightly out as soon as they
touched the other side, and went away. Clennam was glad to be rid of
them.

The church clock struck the breakfast hour as he walked up the little
lane by which the garden-gate was approached. The moment he
pulled the bell a deep loud barking assailed him from within the wall.

'I heard no dog last night,' thought Clennam. The gate was opened by
one of the rosy maids, and on the lawn were the Newfoundland dog
and the man.
'Miss Minnie is not down yet, gentlemen,' said the blushing portress,
as they all came together in the garden. Then she said to the master of
the dog, 'Mr Clennam, sir,' and tripped away.

'Odd enough, Mr Clennam, that we should have met just now,' said
the man. Upon which the dog became mute. 'Allow me to introduce
myself - Henry Gowan. A pretty place this, and looks wonderfully well
this morning!'

The manner was easy, and the voice agreeable; but still Clennam
thought, that if he had not made that decided resolution to avoid
falling in love with Pet, he would have taken a dislike to this Henry
Gowan.

'It's new to you, I believe?' said this Gowan, when Arthur had extolled
the place. 'Quite new. I made acquaintance with it only yesterday
afternoon.'

'Ah! Of course this is not its best aspect. It used to look charming in
the spring, before they went away last time. I should like you to have
seen it then.'

But for that resolution so often recalled, Clennam might have wished
him in the crater of Mount Etna, in return for this civility.

'I have had the pleasure of seeing it under many circumstances during
the last three years, and it's - a Paradise.'

It was (at least it might have been, always excepting for that wise
resolution) like his dexterous impudence to call it a Paradise. He only
called it a Paradise because he first saw her coming, and so made her
out within her hearing to be an angel, Confusion to him! And ah! how
beaming she looked, and how glad! How she caressed the dog, and
how the dog knew her! How expressive that heightened colour in her
face, that fluttered manner, her downcast eyes, her irresolute
happiness! When had Clennam seen her look like this? Not that there
was any reason why he might, could, would, or should have ever seen
her look like this, or that he had ever hoped for himself to see her look
like this; but still - when had he ever known her do it!

He stood at a little distance from them. This Gowan when he had

talked about a Paradise, had gone up to her and taken her hand. The
dog had put his great paws on her arm and laid his head against her
dear bosom. She had laughed and welcomed them, and made far too
much of the dog, far, far, too much - that is to say, supposing there
had been any third person looking on who loved her.
She disengaged herself now, and came to Clennam, and put her hand
in his and wished him good morning, and gracefully made as if she
would take his arm and be escorted into the house. To this Gowan
had no objection. No, he knew he was too safe.

There was a passing cloud on Mr Meagles's good-humoured face when

they all three (four, counting the dog, and he was the most
objectionable but one of the party) came in to breakfast. Neither it, nor
the touch of uneasiness on Mrs Meagles as she directed her eyes
towards it, was unobserved by Clennam.

'Well, Gowan,' said Mr Meagles, even suppressing a sigh; 'how goes

the world with you this morning?'

'Much as usual, sir. Lion and I being determined not to waste

anything of our weekly visit, turned out early, and came over from
Kingston, my present headquarters, where I am making a sketch or
two.' Then he told how he had met Mr Clennam at the ferry, and they
had come over together.

'Mrs Gowan is well, Henry?' said Mrs Meagles. (Clennam became

attentive.)

'My mother is quite well, thank you.' (Clennam became inattentive.) 'I
have taken the liberty of making an addition to your family dinner-
party to-day, which I hope will not be inconvenient to you or to Mr
Meagles. I couldn't very well get out of it,' he explained, turning to the
latter. 'The young fellow wrote to propose himself to me; and as he is
well connected, I thought you would not object to my transferring him
here.' 'Who is the young fellow?' asked Mr Meagles with peculiar
complacency.

'He is one of the Barnacles. Tite Barnacle's son, Clarence Barnacle,

who is in his father's Department. I can at least guarantee that the
river shall not suffer from his visit. He won't set it on fire.'

'Aye, aye?' said Meagles. 'A Barnacle is he? We know something of that
family, eh, Dan? By George, they are at the top of the tree, though! Let
me see. What relation will this young fellow be to Lord Decimus now?
His Lordship married, in seventeen ninety-seven, Lady Jemima
Bilberry, who was the second daughter by the third marriage - no!
There I am wrong! That was Lady Seraphina - Lady Jemima was the
first daughter by the second marriage of the fifteenth Earl of
Stiltstalking with the Honourable Clementina Toozellem. Very well.
Now this young fellow's father married a Stiltstalking and his father
married his cousin who was a Barnacle.
The father of that father who married a Barnacle, married a Joddleby.
- I am getting a little too far back, Gowan; I want to make out what
relation this young fellow is to Lord Decimus.'

'That's easily stated. His father is nephew to Lord Decimus.'

'Nephew - to - Lord - Decimus,' Mr Meagles luxuriously repeated with

his eyes shut, that he might have nothing to distract him from the full
flavour of the genealogical tree. 'By George, you are right, Gowan. So
he is.'

'Consequently, Lord Decimus is his great uncle.'

'But stop a bit!' said Mr Meagles, opening his eyes with a fresh
discovery. 'Then on the mother's side, Lady Stiltstalking is his great
aunt.'

'Of course she is.'

'Aye, aye, aye?' said Mr Meagles with much interest. 'Indeed, indeed?
We shall be glad to see him. We'll entertain him as well as we can, in
our humble way; and we shall not starve him, I hope, at all events.'

In the beginning of this dialogue, Clennam had expected some great

harmless outburst from Mr Meagles, like that which had made him
burst out of the Circumlocution Office, holding Doyce by the collar.
But his good friend had a weakness which none of us need go into the
next street to find, and which no amount of Circumlocution
experience could long subdue in him. Clennam looked at Doyce; but
Doyce knew all about it beforehand, and looked at his plate, and made
no sign, and said no word.

'I am much obliged to you,' said Gowan, to conclude the subject.

'Clarence is a great ass, but he is one of the dearest and best fellows
that ever lived!'

It appeared, before the breakfast was over, that everybody whom this
Gowan knew was either more or less of an ass, or more or less of a
knave; but was, notwithstanding, the most lovable, the most engaging,
the simplest, truest, kindest, dearest, best fellow that ever lived. The
process by which this unvarying result was attained, whatever the
premises, might have been stated by Mr Henry Gowan thus: 'I claim to
be always book-keeping, with a peculiar nicety, in every man's case,
and posting up a careful little account of Good and Evil with him. I do
this so conscientiously, that I am happy to tell you I find the most
worthless of men to be the dearest old fellow too: and am in a
condition to make the gratifying report, that there is much less
difference than you are inclined to suppose between an honest man
and a scoundrel.' The effect of this cheering discovery happened to be,
that while he seemed to be scrupulously finding good in most men, he
did in reality lower it where it was, and set it up where it was not; but
that was its only disagreeable or dangerous feature.

It scarcely seemed, however, to afford Mr Meagles as much

satisfaction as the Barnacle genealogy had done. The cloud that
Clennam had never seen upon his face before that morning,
frequently overcast it again; and there was the same shadow of
uneasy observation of him on the comely face of his wife. More than
once or twice when Pet caressed the dog, it appeared to Clennam that
her father was unhappy in seeing her do it; and, in one particular
instance when Gowan stood on the other side of the dog, and bent his
head at the same time, Arthur fancied that he saw tears rise to Mr
Meagles's eyes as he hurried out of the room. It was either the fact
too, or he fancied further, that Pet herself was not insensible to these
little incidents; that she tried, with a more delicate affection than
usual, to express to her good father how much she loved him; that it
was on this account that she fell behind the rest, both as they went to
church and as they returned from it, and took his arm. He could not
have sworn but that as he walked alone in the garden afterwards, he
had an instantaneous glimpse of her in her father's room, clinging to
both her parents with the greatest tenderness, and weeping on her
father's shoulder.

The latter part of the day turning out wet, they were fain to keep the
house, look over Mr Meagles's collection, and beguile the time with
conversation. This Gowan had plenty to say for himself, and said it in
an off-hand and amusing manner. He appeared to be an artist by
profession, and to have been at Rome some time; yet he had a slight,
careless, amateur way with him - a perceptible limp, both in his
devotion to art and his attainments - which Clennam could scarcely
understand.

He applied to Daniel Doyce for help, as they stood together, looking

out of window.

'You know Mr Gowan?' he said in a low voice.

'I have seen him here. Comes here every Sunday when they are at
home.'

'An artist, I infer from what he says?'

'A sort of a one,' said Daniel Doyce, in a surly tone.

'What sort of a one?' asked Clennam, with a smile.

'Why, he has sauntered into the Arts at a leisurely Pall-Mall pace,'
said Doyce, 'and I doubt if they care to be taken quite so coolly.'

Pursuing his inquiries, Clennam found that the Gowan family were a
very distant ramification of the Barnacles; and that the paternal
Gowan, originally attached to a legation abroad, had been pensioned
off as a Commissioner of nothing particular somewhere or other, and
had died at his post with his drawn salary in his hand, nobly
defending it to the last extremity. In consideration of this eminent
public service, the Barnacle then in power had recommended the
Crown to bestow a pension of two or three hundred a-year on his
widow; to which the next Barnacle in power had added certain shady
and sedate apartments in the Palaces at Hampton Court, where the
old lady still lived, deploring the degeneracy of the times in company
with several other old ladies of both sexes. Her son, Mr Henry Gowan,
inheriting from his father, the Commissioner, that very questionable
help in life, a very small independence, had been difficult to settle; the
rather, as public appointments chanced to be scarce, and his genius,
during his earlier manhood, was of that exclusively agricultural
character which applies itself to the cultivation of wild oats. At last he
had declared that he would become a Painter; partly because he had
always had an idle knack that way, and partly to grieve the souls of
the Barnacles-in-chief who had not provided for him. So it had come
to pass successively, first, that several distinguished ladies had been
frightfully shocked; then, that portfolios of his performances had been
handed about o' nights, and declared with ecstasy to be perfect
Claudes, perfect Cuyps, perfect phaenomena; then, that Lord Decimus
had bought his picture, and had asked the President and Council to
dinner at a blow, and had said, with his own magnificent gravity, 'Do
you know, there appears to me to be really immense merit in that
work?' and, in short, that people of condition had absolutely taken
pains to bring him into fashion. But, somehow, it had all failed. The
prejudiced public had stood out against it obstinately. They had
determined not to admire Lord Decimus's picture. They had
determined to believe that in every service, except their own, a man
must qualify himself, by striving early and late, and by working heart
and soul, might and main. So now Mr Gowan, like that worn-out old
coffin which never was Mahomet's nor anybody else's, hung midway
between two points: jaundiced and jealous as to the one he had left:
jaundiced and jealous as to the other that he couldn't reach.

Such was the substance of Clennam's discoveries concerning him,

made that rainy Sunday afternoon and afterwards.

About an hour or so after dinner time, Young Barnacle appeared,

attended by his eye-glass; in honour of whose family connections, Mr
Meagles had cashiered the pretty parlour-maids for the day, and had
placed on duty in their stead two dingy men. Young Barnacle was in
the last degree amazed and disconcerted at sight of Arthur, and had
murmured involuntarily, 'Look here! upon my soul, you know!' before
his presence of mind returned.

Even then, he was obliged to embrace the earliest opportunity of

taking his friend into a window, and saying, in a nasal way that was a
part of his general debility:

'I want to speak to you, Gowan. I say. Look here. Who is that fellow?'

'A friend of our host's. None of mine.'

'He's a most ferocious Radical, you know,' said Young Barnacle.

'Is he? How do you know?'

'Ecod, sir, he was Pitching into our people the other day in the most
tremendous manner. Went up to our place and Pitched into my father
to that extent that it was necessary to order him out. Came back to
our Department, and Pitched into me. Look here. You never saw such
a fellow.'

'What did he want?'

'Ecod, sir,' returned Young Barnacle, 'he said he wanted to know, you
know! Pervaded our Department - without an appointment - and said
he wanted to know!'

The stare of indignant wonder with which Young Barnacle

accompanied this disclosure, would have strained his eyes injuriously
but for the opportune relief of dinner. Mr Meagles (who had been
extremely solicitous to know how his uncle and aunt were) begged him
to conduct Mrs Meagles to the dining-room. And when he sat on Mrs
Meagles's right hand, Mr Meagles looked as gratified as if his whole
family were there.

All the natural charm of the previous day was gone. The eaters of the
dinner, like the dinner itself, were lukewarm, insipid, overdone - and
all owing to this poor little dull Young Barnacle. Conversationless at
any time, he was now the victim of a weakness special to the occasion,
and solely referable to Clennam. He was under a pressing and
continual necessity of looking at that gentleman, which occasioned his
eye-glass to get into his soup, into his wine-glass, into Mrs Meagles's
plate, to hang down his back like a bell-rope, and be several times
disgracefully restored to his bosom by one of the dingy men.
Weakened in mind by his frequent losses of this instrument, and its
determination not to stick in his eye, and more and more enfeebled in
intellect every time he looked at the mysterious Clennam, he applied
spoons to his eyes, forks, and other foreign matters connected with
the furniture of the dinner-table. His discovery of these mistakes
greatly increased his difficulties, but never released him from the
necessity of looking at Clennam. And whenever Clennam spoke, this
ill-starred young man was clearly seized with a dread that he was
coming, by some artful device, round to that point of wanting to know,
you know.

It may be questioned, therefore, whether any one but Mr Meagles had

much enjoyment of the time. Mr Meagles, however, thoroughly enjoyed
Young Barnacle. As a mere flask of the golden water in the tale
became a full fountain when it was poured out, so Mr Meagles seemed
to feel that this small spice of Barnacle imparted to his table the
flavour of the whole family-tree. In its presence, his frank, fine,
genuine qualities paled; he was not so easy, he was not so natural, he
was striving after something that did not belong to him, he was not
himself. What a strange peculiarity on the part of Mr Meagles, and
where should we find another such case!

At last the wet Sunday wore itself out in a wet night; and Young
Barnacle went home in a cab, feebly smoking; and the objectionable
Gowan went away on foot, accompanied by the objectionable dog. Pet
had taken the most amiable pains all day to be friendly with Clennam,
but Clennam had been a little reserved since breakfast - that is to
say, would have been, if he had loved her.

When he had gone to his own room, and had again thrown himself
into the chair by the fire, Mr Doyce knocked at the door, candle in
hand, to ask him how and at what hour he proposed returning on the
morrow? After settling this question, he said a word to Mr Doyce
about this Gowan - who would have run in his head a good deal, if he
had been his rival.

'Those are not good prospects for a painter,' said Clennam.

'No,' returned Doyce.

Mr Doyce stood, chamber-candlestick in hand, the other hand in his

pocket, looking hard at the flame of his candle, with a certain quiet
perception in his face that they were going to say something more. 'I
thought our good friend a little changed, and out of spirits, after he
came this morning?' said Clennam.

'Yes,' returned Doyce.

'But not his daughter?' said Clennam.

'No,' said Doyce.

There was a pause on both sides. Mr Doyce, still looking at the flame
of his candle, slowly resumed:

'The truth is, he has twice taken his daughter abroad in the hope of
separating her from Mr Gowan. He rather thinks she is disposed to
like him, and he has painful doubts (I quite agree with him, as I dare
say you do) of the hopefulness of such a marriage.'

'There - ' Clennam choked, and coughed, and stopped.

'Yes, you have taken cold,' said Daniel Doyce. But without looking at
him.

'There is an engagement between them, of course?' said Clennam

airily.

'No. As I am told, certainly not. It has been solicited on the

gentleman's part, but none has been made. Since their recent return,
our friend has yielded to a weekly visit, but that is the utmost. Minnie
would not deceive her father and mother. You have travelled with
them, and I believe you know what a bond there is among them,
extending even beyond this present life. All that there is between Miss
Minnie and Mr Gowan, I have no doubt we see.'

'Ah! We see enough!' cried Arthur.

Mr Doyce wished him Good Night in the tone of a man who had heard
a mournful, not to say despairing, exclamation, and who sought to
infuse some encouragement and hope into the mind of the person by
whom it had been uttered. Such tone was probably a part of his
oddity, as one of a crotchety band; for how could he have heard
anything of that kind, without Clennam's hearing it too?

The rain fell heavily on the roof, and pattered on the ground, and
dripped among the evergreens and the leafless branches of the trees.
The rain fell heavily, drearily. It was a night of tears.

If Clennam had not decided against falling in love with Pet; if he had
had the weakness to do it; if he had, little by little, persuaded himself
to set all the earnestness of his nature, all the might of his hope, and
all the wealth of his matured character, on that cast; if he had done
this and found that all was lost; he would have been, that night,
unutterably miserable. As it was - As it was, the rain fell heavily,
drearily.
Chapter XVIII - Little Dorrit's Lover

Little Dorrit had not attained her twenty-second birthday without

finding a lover. Even in the shallow Marshalsea, the ever young Archer
shot off a few featherless arrows now and then from a mouldy bow,
and winged a Collegian or two.

Little Dorrit's lover, however, was not a Collegian. He was the

sentimental son of a turnkey. His father hoped, in the fulness of time,
to leave him the inheritance of an unstained key; and had from his
early youth familiarised him with the duties of his office, and with an
ambition to retain the prison-lock in the family. While the succession
was yet in abeyance, he assisted his mother in the conduct of a snug
tobacco business round the corner of Horsemonger Lane (his father
being a non-resident turnkey), which could usually command a neat
connection within the College walls.

Years agone, when the object of his affections was wont to sit in her
little arm-chair by the high Lodge-fender, Young John (family name,
Chivery), a year older than herself, had eyed her with admiring
wonder. When he had played with her in the yard, his favourite game
had been to counterfeit locking her up in corners, and to counterfeit
letting her out for real kisses. When he grew tall enough to peep
through the keyhole of the great lock of the main door, he had divers
times set down his father's dinner, or supper, to get on as it might on
the outer side thereof, while he stood taking cold in one eye by dint of
peeping at her through that airy perspective.

If Young John had ever slackened in his truth in the less penetrable
days of his boyhood, when youth is prone to wear its boots unlaced
and is happily unconscious of digestive organs, he had soon strung it
up again and screwed it tight. At nineteen, his hand had inscribed in
chalk on that part of the wall which fronted her lodgings, on the
occasion of her birthday, 'Welcome sweet nursling of the Fairies!' At
twenty-three, the same hand falteringly presented cigars on Sundays
to the Father of the Marshalsea, and Father of the queen of his soul.

Young John was small of stature, with rather weak legs and very weak
light hair. One of his eyes (perhaps the eye that used to peep through
the keyhole) was also weak, and looked larger than the other, as if it
couldn't collect itself. Young John was gentle likewise. But he was
great of soul. Poetical, expansive, faithful.

Though too humble before the ruler of his heart to be sanguine, Young
John had considered the object of his attachment in all its lights and
shades. Following it out to blissful results, he had descried, without
self-commendation, a fitness in it. Say things prospered, and they
were united. She, the child of the Marshalsea; he, the lock-keeper.
There was a fitness in that. Say he became a resident turnkey. She
would officially succeed to the chamber she had rented so long. There
was a beautiful propriety in that. It looked over the wall, if you stood
on tip-toe; and, with a trellis-work of scarlet beans and a canary or so,
would become a very Arbour. There was a charming idea in that.
Then, being all in all to one another, there was even an appropriate
grace in the lock. With the world shut out (except that part of it which
would be shut in); with its troubles and disturbances only known to
them by hearsay, as they would be described by the pilgrims tarrying
with them on their way to the Insolvent Shrine; with the Arbour
above, and the Lodge below; they would glide down the stream of time,
in pastoral domestic happiness. Young John drew tears from his eyes
by finishing the picture with a tombstone in the adjoining churchyard,
close against the prison wall, bearing the following touching
inscription: 'Sacred to the Memory Of JOHN CHIVERY, Sixty years
Turnkey, and fifty years Head Turnkey, Of the neighbouring
Marshalsea, Who departed this life, universally respected, on the
thirty-first of December, One thousand eight hundred and eighty- six,
Aged eighty-three years. Also of his truly beloved and truly loving wife,
AMY, whose maiden name was DORRIT, Who survived his loss not
quite forty-eight hours, And who breathed her last in the Marshalsea
aforesaid. There she was born, There she lived, There she died.'

The Chivery parents were not ignorant of their son's attachment -

indeed it had, on some exceptional occasions, thrown him into a state
of mind that had impelled him to conduct himself with irascibility
towards the customers, and damage the business - but they, in their
turns, had worked it out to desirable conclusions. Mrs Chivery, a
prudent woman, had desired her husband to take notice that their
john's prospects of the Lock would certainly be strengthened by an
alliance with Miss Dorrit, who had herself a kind of claim upon the
College and was much respected there. Mrs Chivery had desired her
husband to take notice that if, on the one hand, their John had
means and a post of trust, on the other hand, Miss Dorrit had family;
and that her (Mrs Chivery's) sentiment was, that two halves made a
whole. Mrs Chivery, speaking as a mother and not as a diplomatist,
had then, from a different point of view, desired her husband to
recollect that their John had never been strong, and that his love had
fretted and worrited him enough as it was, without his being driven to
do himself a mischief, as nobody couldn't say he wouldn't be if he was
crossed. These arguments had so powerfully influenced the mind of
Mr Chivery, who was a man of few words, that he had on sundry
Sunday mornings, given his boy what he termed 'a lucky touch,'
signifying that he considered such commendation of him to Good
Fortune, preparatory to his that day declaring his passion and
becoming triumphant. But Young John had never taken courage to
make the declaration; and it was principally on these occasions that
he had returned excited to the tobacco shop, and flown at the
customers. In this affair, as in every other, Little Dorrit herself was the
last person considered. Her brother and sister were aware of it, and
attained a sort of station by making a peg of it on which to air the
miserably ragged old fiction of the family gentility. Her sister asserted
the family gentility by flouting the poor swain as he loitered about the
prison for glimpses of his dear. Tip asserted the family gentility, and
his own, by coming out in the character of the aristocratic brother,
and loftily swaggering in the little skittle ground respecting seizures by
the scruff of the neck, which there were looming probabilities of some
gentleman unknown executing on some little puppy not mentioned.
These were not the only members of the Dorrit family who turned it to
account.

No, no. The Father of the Marshalsea was supposed to know nothing
about the matter, of course: his poor dignity could not see so low.

But he took the cigars, on Sundays, and was glad to get them; and
sometimes even condescended to walk up and down the yard with the
donor (who was proud and hopeful then), and benignantly to smoke
one in his society. With no less readiness and condescension did he
receive attentions from Chivery Senior, who always relinquished his
arm-chair and newspaper to him, when he came into the Lodge during
one of his spells of duty; and who had even mentioned to him, that, if
he would like at any time after dusk quietly to step out into the fore-
court and take a look at the street, there was not much to prevent
him. If he did not avail himself of this latter civility, it was only
because he had lost the relish for it; inasmuch as he took everything
else he could get, and would say at times, 'Extremely civil person,
Chivery; very attentive man and very respectful. Young Chivery, too;
really almost with a delicate perception of one's position here. A very
well conducted family indeed, the Chiveries. Their behaviour gratifies
me.'

The devoted Young John all this time regarded the family with
reverence. He never dreamed of disputing their pretensions, but did
homage to the miserable Mumbo jumbo they paraded. As to resenting
any affront from her brother, he would have felt, even if he had not
naturally been of a most pacific disposition, that to wag his tongue or
lift his hand against that sacred gentleman would be an unhallowed
act. He was sorry that his noble mind should take offence; still, he felt
the fact to be not incompatible with its nobility, and sought to
propitiate and conciliate that gallant soul. Her father, a gentleman in
misfortune - a gentleman of a fine spirit and courtly manners, who
always bore with him - he deeply honoured. Her sister he considered
somewhat vain and proud, but a young lady of infinite
accomplishments, who could not forget the past. It was an instinctive
testimony to Little Dorrit's worth and difference from all the rest, that
the poor young fellow honoured and loved her for being simply what
she was.

The tobacco business round the corner of Horsemonger Lane was

carried out in a rural establishment one story high, which had the
benefit of the air from the yards of Horsemonger Lane jail, and the
advantage of a retired walk under the wall of that pleasant
establishment. The business was of too modest a character to support
a life-size Highlander, but it maintained a little one on a bracket on
the door-post, who looked like a fallen Cherub that had found it
necessary to take to a kilt. From the portal thus decorated, one
Sunday after an early dinner of baked viands, Young John issued
forth on his usual Sunday errand; not empty-handed, but with his
offering of cigars. He was neatly attired in a plum-coloured coat, with
as large a collar of black velvet as his figure could carry; a silken
waistcoat, bedecked with golden sprigs; a chaste neckerchief much in
vogue at that day, representing a preserve of lilac pheasants on a buff
ground; pantaloons so highly decorated with side-stripes that each leg
was a three-stringed lute; and a hat of state very high and hard. When
the prudent Mrs Chivery perceived that in addition to these
adornments her John carried a pair of white kid gloves, and a cane
like a little finger-post, surmounted by an ivory hand marshalling him
the way that he should go; and when she saw him, in this heavy
marching order, turn the corner to the right; she remarked to Mr
Chivery, who was at home at the time, that she thought she knew
which way the wind blew.

The Collegians were entertaining a considerable number of visitors

that Sunday afternoon, and their Father kept his room for the purpose
of receiving presentations. After making the tour of the yard, Little
Dorrit's lover with a hurried heart went up-stairs, and knocked with
his knuckles at the Father's door.

'Come in, come in!' said a gracious voice. The Father's voice, her
father's, the Marshalsea's father's. He was seated in his black velvet
cap, with his newspaper, three-and-sixpence accidentally left on the
table, and two chairs arranged. Everything prepared for holding his
Court.

'Ah, Young John! How do you do, how do you do!'

'Pretty well, I thank you, sir. I hope you are the same.'

'Yes, John Chivery; yes. Nothing to complain of.'

'I have taken the liberty, sir, of - '

'Eh?' The Father of the Marshalsea always lifted up his eyebrows at
this point, and became amiably distraught and smilingly absent in
mind.

' - A few cigars, sir.'

'Oh!' (For the moment, excessively surprised.) 'Thank you, Young

John, thank you. But really, I am afraid I am too - No? Well then, I
will say no more about it. Put them on the mantelshelf, if you please,
Young John. And sit down, sit down. You are not a stranger, John.'

'Thank you, sir, I am sure - Miss;' here Young John turned the great
hat round and round upon his left-hand, like a slowly twirling mouse-
cage; 'Miss Amy quite well, sir?' 'Yes, John, yes; very well. She is out.'
'Indeed, sir?'

'Yes, John. Miss Amy is gone for an airing. My young people all go out
a good deal. But at their time of life, it's natural, John.'

'Very much so, I am sure, sir.'

'An airing. An airing. Yes.' He was blandly tapping his fingers on the
table, and casting his eyes up at the window. 'Amy has gone for an
airing on the Iron Bridge. She has become quite partial to the Iron
Bridge of late, and seems to like to walk there better than anywhere.'
He returned to conversation. 'Your father is not on duty at present, I
think, John?'

'No, sir, he comes on later in the afternoon.' Another twirl of the great
hat, and then Young John said, rising, 'I am afraid I must wish you
good day, sir.'

'So soon? Good day, Young John. Nay, nay,' with the utmost
condescension, 'never mind your glove, John. Shake hands with it on.
You are no stranger here, you know.'

Highly gratified by the kindness of his reception, Young John

descended the staircase. On his way down he met some Collegians
bringing up visitors to be presented, and at that moment Mr Dorrit
happened to call over the banisters with particular distinctness,
'Much obliged to you for your little testimonial, John!'

Little Dorrit's lover very soon laid down his penny on the tollplate of
the Iron Bridge, and came upon it looking about him for the well-
known and well-beloved figure. At first he feared she was not there;
but as he walked on towards the Middlesex side, he saw her standing
still, looking at the water. She was absorbed in thought, and he
wondered what she might be thinking about. There were the piles of
city roofs and chimneys, more free from smoke than on week-days;
and there were the distant masts and steeples. Perhaps she was
thinking about them.

Little Dorrit mused so long, and was so entirely preoccupied, that

although her lover stood quiet for what he thought was a long time,
and twice or thrice retired and came back again to the former spot,
still she did not move. So, in the end, he made up his mind to go on,
and seem to come upon her casually in passing, and speak to her. The
place was quiet, and now or never was the time to speak to her.

He walked on, and she did not appear to hear his steps until he was
close upon her. When he said 'Miss Dorrit!' she started and fell back
from him, with an expression in her face of fright and something like
dislike that caused him unutterable dismay. She had often avoided
him before - always, indeed, for a long, long while. She had turned
away and glided off so often when she had seen him coming toward
her, that the unfortunate Young John could not think it accidental.
But he had hoped that it might be shyness, her retiring character, her
foreknowledge of the state of his heart, anything short of aversion.
Now, that momentary look had said, 'You, of all people! I would rather
have seen any one on earth than you!'

It was but a momentary look, inasmuch as she checked it, and said in
her soft little voice, 'Oh, Mr John! Is it you?' But she felt what it had
been, as he felt what it had been; and they stood looking at one
another equally confused.

'Miss Amy, I am afraid I disturbed you by speaking to you.'

'Yes, rather. I - I came here to be alone, and I thought I was.'

'Miss Amy, I took the liberty of walking this way, because Mr Dorrit
chanced to mention, when I called upon him just now, that you - '

She caused him more dismay than before by suddenly murmuring, 'O
father, father!' in a heartrending tone, and turning her face away.

'Miss Amy, I hope I don't give you any uneasiness by naming Mr

Dorrit. I assure you I found him very well and in the best of Spirits,
and he showed me even more than his usual kindness; being so very
kind as to say that I was not a stranger there, and in all ways
gratifying me very much.'

To the inexpressible consternation of her lover, Little Dorrit, with her

hands to her averted face, and rocking herself where she stood as if
she were in pain, murmured, 'O father, how can you! O dear, dear
father, how can you, can you, do it!'
The poor fellow stood gazing at her, overflowing with sympathy, but
not knowing what to make of this, until, having taken out her
handkerchief and put it to her still averted face, she hurried away. At
first he remained stock still; then hurried after her.

'Miss Amy, pray! Will you have the goodness to stop a moment? Miss
Amy, if it comes to that, let ME go. I shall go out of my senses, if I
have to think that I have driven you away like this.'

His trembling voice and unfeigned earnestness brought Little Dorrit to

a stop. 'Oh, I don't know what to do,' she cried, 'I don't know what to
do!'

To Young John, who had never seen her bereft of her quiet self-
command, who had seen her from her infancy ever so reliable and
self-suppressed, there was a shock in her distress, and in having to
associate himself with it as its cause, that shook him from his great
hat to the pavement. He felt it necessary to explain himself. He might
be misunderstood - supposed to mean something, or to have done
something, that had never entered into his imagination. He begged her
to hear him explain himself, as the greatest favour she could show
him.

'Miss Amy, I know very well that your family is far above mine. It were
vain to conceal it. There never was a Chivery a gentleman that ever I
heard of, and I will not commit the meanness of making a false
representation on a subject so momentous. Miss Amy, I know very
well that your high-souled brother, and likewise your spirited sister,
spurn me from a height. What I have to do is to respect them, to wish
to be admitted to their friendship, to look up at the eminence on
which they are placed from my lowlier station - for, whether viewed as
tobacco or viewed as the lock, I well know it is lowly - and ever wish
them well and happy.'

There really was a genuineness in the poor fellow, and a contrast

between the hardness of his hat and the softness of his heart (albeit,
perhaps, of his head, too), that was moving. Little Dorrit entreated
him to disparage neither himself nor his station, and, above all things,
to divest himself of any idea that she supposed hers to be superior.
This gave him a little comfort.

'Miss Amy,' he then stammered, 'I have had for a long time - ages
they seem to me - Revolving ages - a heart-cherished wish to say
something to you. May I say it?'

Little Dorrit involuntarily started from his side again, with the faintest
shadow of her former look; conquering that, she went on at great
speed half across the Bridge without replying!
'May I - Miss Amy, I but ask the question humbly - may I say it? I
have been so unlucky already in giving you pain without having any
such intentions, before the holy Heavens! that there is no fear of my
saying it unless I have your leave. I can be miserable alone, I can be
cut up by myself, why should I also make miserable and cut up one
that I would fling myself off that parapet to give half a moment's joy to!
Not that that's much to do, for I'd do it for twopence.'

The mournfulness of his spirits, and the gorgeousness of his

appearance, might have made him ridiculous, but that his delicacy
made him respectable. Little Dorrit learnt from it what to do.

'If you please, John Chivery,' she returned, trembling, but in a quiet
way, 'since you are so considerate as to ask me whether you shall say
any more - if you please, no.'

'Never, Miss Amy?'

'No, if you please. Never.'

'O Lord!' gasped Young John.

'But perhaps you will let me, instead, say something to you. I want to
say it earnestly, and with as plain a meaning as it is possible to
express. When you think of us, John - I mean my brother, and sister,
and me - don't think of us as being any different from the rest; for,
whatever we once were (which I hardly know) we ceased to be long
ago, and never can be any more. It will be much better for you, and
much better for others, if you will do that instead of what you are
doing now.'

Young John dolefully protested that he would try to bear it in mind,

and would be heartily glad to do anything she wished.

'As to me,' said Little Dorrit, 'think as little of me as you can; the less,
the better. When you think of me at all, John, let it only be as the
child you have seen grow up in the prison with one set of duties
always occupying her; as a weak, retired, contented, unprotected girl.
I particularly want you to remember, that when I come outside the
gate, I am unprotected and solitary.'

He would try to do anything she wished. But why did Miss Amy so
much want him to remember that?

'Because,' returned Little Dorrit, 'I know I can then quite trust you not
to forget to-day, and not to say any more to me. You are so generous
that I know I can trust to you for that; and I do and I always will. I am
going to show you, at once, that I fully trust you. I like this place
where we are speaking better than any place I know;' her slight colour
had faded, but her lover thought he saw it coming back just then; 'and
I may be often here. I know it is only necessary for me to tell you so, to
be quite sure that you will never come here again in search of me. And
I am - quite sure!'

She might rely upon it, said Young John. He was a miserable wretch,
but her word was more than a law for him.

'And good-bye, John,' said Little Dorrit. 'And I hope you will have a
good wife one day, and be a happy man. I am sure you will deserve to
be happy, and you will be, John.'

As she held out her hand to him with these words, the heart that was
under the waistcoat of sprigs - mere slop-work, if the truth must be
known - swelled to the size of the heart of a gentleman; and the poor
common little fellow, having no room to hold it, burst into tears.

'Oh, don't cry,' said Little Dorrit piteously. 'Don't, don't! Good-bye,
John. God bless you!'

'Good-bye, Miss Amy. Good-bye!'

And so he left her: first observing that she sat down on the corner of a
seat, and not only rested her little hand upon the rough wall, but laid
her face against it too, as if her head were heavy, and her mind were
sad. It was an affecting illustration of the fallacy of human projects, to
behold her lover, with the great hat pulled over his eyes, the velvet
collar turned up as if it rained, the plum-coloured coat buttoned to
conceal the silken waistcoat of golden sprigs, and the little direction-
post pointing inexorably home, creeping along by the worst back-
streets, and composing, as he went, the following new inscription for a
tombstone in St George's Churchyard:

'Here lie the mortal remains Of JOHN CHIVERY, Never anything worth
mentioning, Who died about the end of the year one thousand eight
hundred and twenty-six, Of a broken heart, Requesting with his last
breath that the word AMY might be inscribed over his ashes, which
was accordingly directed to be done, By his afflicted Parents.'
Chapter XIX - The Father Of The Marshalsea In Two Or Three
Relations

The brothers William and Frederick Dorrit, walking up and down the
College-yard - of course on the aristocratic or Pump side, for the
Father made it a point of his state to be chary of going among his
children on the Poor side, except on Sunday mornings, Christmas
Days, and other occasions of ceremony, in the observance whereof he
was very punctual, and at which times he laid his hand upon the
heads of their infants, and blessed those young insolvents with a
benignity that was highly edifying - the brothers, walking up and
down the College-yard together, were a memorable sight. Frederick the
free, was so humbled, bowed, withered, and faded; William the bond,
was so courtly, condescending, and benevolently conscious of a
position; that in this regard only, if in no other, the brothers were a
spectacle to wonder at.

They walked up and down the yard on the evening of Little Dorrit's
Sunday interview with her lover on the Iron Bridge. The cares of state
were over for that day, the Drawing Room had been well attended,
several new presentations had taken place, the three-and- sixpence
accidentally left on the table had accidentally increased to twelve
shillings, and the Father of the Marshalsea refreshed himself with a
whiff of cigar. As he walked up and down, affably accommodating his
step to the shuffle of his brother, not proud in his superiority, but
considerate of that poor creature, bearing with him, and breathing
toleration of his infirmities in every little puff of smoke that issued
from his lips and aspired to get over the spiked wall, he was a sight to
wonder at.

His brother Frederick of the dim eye, palsied hand, bent form, and
groping mind, submissively shuffled at his side, accepting his
patronage as he accepted every incident of the labyrinthian world in
which he had got lost. He held the usual screwed bit of whitey- brown
paper in his hand, from which he ever and again unscrewed a spare
pinch of snuff. That falteringly taken, he would glance at his brother
not unadmiringly, put his hands behind him, and shuffle on so at his
side until he took another pinch, or stood still to look about him -
perchance suddenly missing his clarionet. The College visitors were
melting away as the shades of night drew on, but the yard was still
pretty full, the Collegians being mostly out, seeing their friends to the
Lodge. As the brothers paced the yard, William the bond looked about
him to receive salutes, returned them by graciously lifting off his hat,
and, with an engaging air, prevented Frederick the free from running
against the company, or being jostled against the wall. The Collegians
as a body were not easily impressible, but even they, according to
their various ways of wondering, appeared to find in the two brothers
a sight to wonder at.
'You are a little low this evening, Frederick,' said the Father of the
Marshalsea. 'Anything the matter?'

'The matter?' He stared for a moment, and then dropped his head and
eyes again. 'No, William, no. Nothing is the matter.'

'If you could be persuaded to smarten yourself up a little, Frederick - '

'Aye, aye!' said the old man hurriedly. 'But I can't be. I can't be. Don't
talk so. That's all over.'

The Father of the Marshalsea glanced at a passing Collegian with

whom he was on friendly terms, as who should say, 'An enfeebled old
man, this; but he is my brother, sir, my brother, and the voice of
Nature is potent!' and steered his brother clear of the handle of the
pump by the threadbare sleeve. Nothing would have been wanting to
the perfection of his character as a fraternal guide, philosopher and
friend, if he had only steered his brother clear of ruin, instead of
bringing it upon him.

'I think, William,' said the object of his affectionate consideration, 'that
I am tired, and will go home to bed.'

'My dear Frederick,' returned the other, 'don't let me detain you; don't
sacrifice your inclination to me.'

'Late hours, and a heated atmosphere, and years, I suppose,' said

Frederick, 'weaken me.'

'My dear Frederick,' returned the Father of the Marshalsea, 'do you
think you are sufficiently careful of yourself? Do you think your habits
are as precise and methodical as - shall I say as mine are? Not to
revert again to that little eccentricity which I mentioned just now, I
doubt if you take air and exercise enough, Frederick. Here is the
parade, always at your service. Why not use it more regularly than
you do?'

'Hah!' sighed the other. 'Yes, yes, yes, yes.'

'But it is of no use saying yes, yes, my dear Frederick,' the Father of

the Marshalsea in his mild wisdom persisted, 'unless you act on that
assent. Consider my case, Frederick. I am a kind of example.
Necessity and time have taught me what to do. At certain stated hours
of the day, you will find me on the parade, in my room, in the Lodge,
reading the paper, receiving company, eating and drinking. I have
impressed upon Amy during many years, that I must have my meals
(for instance) punctually. Amy has grown up in a sense of the
importance of these arrangements, and you know what a good girl she
is.'

The brother only sighed again, as he plodded dreamily along, 'Hah!

Yes, yes, yes, yes.'

'My dear fellow,' said the Father of the Marshalsea, laying his hand
upon his shoulder, and mildly rallying him - mildly, because of his
weakness, poor dear soul; 'you said that before, and it does not
express much, Frederick, even if it means much. I wish I could rouse
you, my good Frederick; you want to be roused.'

'Yes, William, yes. No doubt,' returned the other, lifting his dim eyes to
his face. 'But I am not like you.'

The Father of the Marshalsea said, with a shrug of modest self-

depreciation, 'Oh! You might be like me, my dear Frederick; you might
be, if you chose!' and forbore, in the magnanimity of his strength, to
press his fallen brother further.

There was a great deal of leave-taking going on in corners, as was

usual on Sunday nights; and here and there in the dark, some poor
woman, wife or mother, was weeping with a new Collegian. The time
had been when the Father himself had wept, in the shades of that
yard, as his own poor wife had wept. But it was many years ago; and
now he was like a passenger aboard ship in a long voyage, who has
recovered from sea-sickness, and is impatient of that weakness in the
fresher passengers taken aboard at the last port. He was inclined to
remonstrate, and to express his opinion that people who couldn't get
on without crying, had no business there. In manner, if not in words,
he always testified his displeasure at these interruptions of the
general harmony; and it was so well understood, that delinquents
usually withdrew if they were aware of him.

On this Sunday evening, he accompanied his brother to the gate with

an air of endurance and clemency; being in a bland temper and
graciously disposed to overlook the tears. In the flaring gaslight of the
Lodge, several Collegians were basking; some taking leave of visitors,
and some who had no visitors, watching the frequent turning of the
key, and conversing with one another and with Mr Chivery. The
paternal entrance made a sensation of course; and Mr Chivery,
touching his hat (in a short manner though) with his key, hoped he
found himself tolerable.

'Thank you, Chivery, quite well. And you?'

Mr Chivery said in a low growl, 'Oh! he was all right.' Which was his
general way of acknowledging inquiries after his health when a little
sullen.

'I had a visit from Young John to-day, Chivery. And very smart he
looked, I assure you.'

So Mr Chivery had heard. Mr Chivery must confess, however, that his

wish was that the boy didn't lay out so much money upon it. For what
did it bring him in? It only brought him in wexation. And he could get
that anywhere for nothing.

'How vexation, Chivery?' asked the benignant father.

'No odds,' returned Mr Chivery. 'Never mind. Mr Frederick going out?'

'Yes, Chivery, my brother is going home to bed. He is tired, and not

quite well. Take care, Frederick, take care. Good night, my dear
Frederick!'

Shaking hands with his brother, and touching his greasy hat to the
company in the Lodge, Frederick slowly shuffled out of the door which
Mr Chivery unlocked for him. The Father of the Marshalsea showed
the amiable solicitude of a superior being that he should come to no
harm.

'Be so kind as to keep the door open a moment, Chivery, that I may
see him go along the passage and down the steps. Take care,
Frederick! (He is very infirm.) Mind the steps! (He is so very absent.)
Be careful how you cross, Frederick. (I really don't like the notion of
his going wandering at large, he is so extremely liable to be run over.)'

With these words, and with a face expressive of many uneasy doubts
and much anxious guardianship, he turned his regards upon the
assembled company in the Lodge: so plainly indicating that his
brother was to be pitied for not being under lock and key, that an
opinion to that effect went round among the Collegians assembled.

But he did not receive it with unqualified assent; on the contrary, he

said, No, gentlemen, no; let them not misunderstand him. His brother
Frederick was much broken, no doubt, and it might be more
comfortable to himself (the Father of the Marshalsea) to know that he
was safe within the walls. Still, it must be remembered that to support
an existence there during many years, required a certain combination
of qualities - he did not say high qualities, but qualities - moral
qualities. Now, had his brother Frederick that peculiar union of
qualities? Gentlemen, he was a most excellent man, a most gentle,
tender, and estimable man, with the simplicity of a child; but would
he, though unsuited for most other places, do for that place? No; he
said confidently, no! And, he said, Heaven forbid that Frederick
should be there in any other character than in his present voluntary
character! Gentlemen, whoever came to that College, to remain there a
length of time, must have strength of character to go through a good
deal and to come out of a good deal. Was his beloved brother
Frederick that man? No. They saw him, even as it was, crushed.
Misfortune crushed him. He had not power of recoil enough, not
elasticity enough, to be a long time in such a place, and yet preserve
his self-respect and feel conscious that he was a gentleman. Frederick
had not (if he might use the expression) Power enough to see in any
delicate little attentions and - and - Testimonials that he might under
such circumstances receive, the goodness of human nature, the fine
spirit animating the Collegians as a community, and at the same time
no degradation to himself, and no depreciation of his claims as a
gentleman. Gentlemen, God bless you!

Such was the homily with which he improved and pointed the
occasion to the company in the Lodge before turning into the sallow
yard again, and going with his own poor shabby dignity past the
Collegian in the dressing-gown who had no coat, and past the
Collegian in the sea-side slippers who had no shoes, and past the
stout greengrocer Collegian in the corduroy knee-breeches who had no
cares, and past the lean clerk Collegian in buttonless black who had
no hopes, up his own poor shabby staircase to his own poor shabby
room.

There, the table was laid for his supper, and his old grey gown was
ready for him on his chair-back at the fire. His daughter put her little
prayer-book in her pocket - had she been praying for pity on all
prisoners and captives! - and rose to welcome him.

Uncle had gone home, then? she asked @ as she changed his coat and
gave him his black velvet cap. Yes, uncle had gone home. Had her
father enjoyed his walk? Why, not much, Amy; not much. No! Did he
not feel quite well?

As she stood behind him, leaning over his chair so lovingly, he looked
with downcast eyes at the fire. An uneasiness stole over him that was
like a touch of shame; and when he spoke, as he presently did, it was
in an unconnected and embarrassed manner.

'Something, I - hem! - I don't know what, has gone wrong with

Chivery. He is not - ha! - not nearly so obliging and attentive as usual
to-night. It - hem! - it's a little thing, but it puts me out, my love. It's
impossible to forget,' turning his hands over and over and looking
closely at them, 'that - hem! - that in such a life as mine, I am
unfortunately dependent on these men for something every hour in
the day.'

Her arm was on his shoulder, but she did not look in his face while he
spoke. Bending her head she looked another way.

'I - hem! - I can't think, Amy, what has given Chivery offence. He is
generally so - so very attentive and respectful. And to-night he was
quite - quite short with me. Other people there too! Why, good Heaven!
if I was to lose the support and recognition of Chivery and his brother
officers, I might starve to death here.' While he spoke, he was opening
and shutting his hands like valves; so conscious all the time of that
touch of shame, that he shrunk before his own knowledge of his
meaning.

'I - ha! - I can't think what it's owing to. I am sure I cannot imagine
what the cause of it is. There was a certain Jackson here once, a
turnkey of the name of Jackson (I don't think you can remember him,
my dear, you were very young), and - hem! - and he had a - brother,
and this - young brother paid his addresses to - at least, did not go so
far as to pay his addresses to - but admired - respectfully admired -
the - not daughter, the sister - of one of us; a rather distinguished
Collegian; I may say, very much so. His name was Captain Martin;
and he consulted me on the question whether It was necessary that
his daughter - sister - should hazard offending the turnkey brother by
being too - ha! - too plain with the other brother. Captain Martin was
a gentleman and a man of honour, and I put it to him first to give me
his - his own opinion. Captain Martin (highly respected in the army)
then unhesitatingly said that it appeared to him that his - hem! -
sister was not called upon to understand the young man too
distinctly, and that she might lead him on - I am doubtful whether
‘lead him on’ was Captain Martin's exact expression: indeed I think he
said tolerate him - on her father's - I should say, brother's - account. I
hardly know how I have strayed into this story. I suppose it has been
through being unable to account for Chivery; but as to the connection
between the two, I don't see - '

His voice died away, as if she could not bear the pain of hearing him,
and her hand had gradually crept to his lips. For a little while there
was a dead silence and stillness; and he remained shrunk in his
chair, and she remained with her arm round his neck and her head
bowed down upon his shoulder.

His supper was cooking in a saucepan on the fire, and, when she
moved, it was to make it ready for him on the table. He took his usual
seat, she took hers, and he began his meal. They did not, as yet, look
at one another. By little and little he began; laying down his knife and
fork with a noise, taking things up sharply, biting at his bread as if he
were offended with it, and in other similar ways showing that he was
out of sorts. At length he pushed his plate from him, and spoke aloud;
with the strangest inconsistency.

'What does it matter whether I eat or starve? What does it matter

whether such a blighted life as mine comes to an end, now, next week,
or next year? What am I worth to anyone? A poor prisoner, fed on
alms and broken victuals; a squalid, disgraced wretch!'

'Father, father!' As he rose she went on her knees to him, and held up
her hands to him.

'Amy,' he went on in a suppressed voice, trembling violently, and

looking at her as wildly as if he had gone mad. 'I tell you, if you could
see me as your mother saw me, you wouldn't believe it to be the
creature you have only looked at through the bars of this cage. I was
young, I was accomplished, I was good-looking, I was independent -
by God I was, child! - and people sought me out, and envied me.
Envied me!'

'Dear father!' She tried to take down the shaking arm that he
flourished in the air, but he resisted, and put her hand away.

'If I had but a picture of myself in those days, though it was ever so ill
done, you would be proud of it, you would be proud of it. But I have
no such thing. Now, let me be a warning! Let no man,' he cried,
looking haggardly about, 'fail to preserve at least that little of the
times of his prosperity and respect. Let his children have that clue to
what he was. Unless my face, when I am dead, subsides into the long
departed look - they say such things happen, I don't know - my
children will have never seen me.'

'Father, father!'

'O despise me, despise me! Look away from me, don't listen to me,
stop me, blush for me, cry for me - even you, Amy! Do it, do it! I do it
to myself! I am hardened now, I have sunk too low to care long even
for that.'

'Dear father, loved father, darling of my heart!' She was clinging to

him with her arms, and she got him to drop into his chair again, and
caught at the raised arm, and tried to put it round her neck.

'Let it lie there, father. Look at me, father, kiss me, father! Only think
of me, father, for one little moment!'

Still he went on in the same wild way, though it was gradually

breaking down into a miserable whining.
'And yet I have some respect here. I have made some stand against it.
I am not quite trodden down. Go out and ask who is the chief person
in the place. They'll tell you it's your father. Go out and ask who is
never trifled with, and who is always treated with some delicacy.
They'll say, your father. Go out and ask what funeral here (it must be
here, I know it can be nowhere else) will make more talk, and perhaps
more grief, than any that has ever gone out at the gate. They'll say
your father's. Well then. Amy! Amy! Is your father so universally
despised? Is there nothing to redeem him? Will you have nothing to
remember him by but his ruin and decay? Will you be able to have no
affection for him when he is gone, poor castaway, gone?'

He burst into tears of maudlin pity for himself, and at length suffering
her to embrace him and take charge of him, let his grey head rest
against her cheek, and bewailed his wretchedness. Presently he
changed the subject of his lamentations, and clasping his hands
about her as she embraced him, cried, O Amy, his motherless, forlorn
child! O the days that he had seen her careful and laborious for him!
Then he reverted to himself, and weakly told her how much better she
would have loved him if she had known him in his vanished
character, and how he would have married her to a gentleman who
should have been proud of her as his daughter, and how (at which he
cried again) she should first have ridden at his fatherly side on her
own horse, and how the crowd (by which he meant in effect the people
who had given him the twelve shillings he then had in his pocket)
should have trudged the dusty roads respectfully.

Thus, now boasting, now despairing, in either fit a captive with the
jail-rot upon him, and the impurity of his prison worn into the grain of
his soul, he revealed his degenerate state to his affectionate child. No
one else ever beheld him in the details of his humiliation. Little recked
the Collegians who were laughing in their rooms over his late address
in the Lodge, what a serious picture they had in their obscure gallery
of the Marshalsea that Sunday night.

There was a classical daughter once - perhaps - who ministered to her

father in his prison as her mother had ministered to her. Little Dorrit,
though of the unheroic modern stock and mere English, did much
more, in comforting her father's wasted heart upon her innocent
breast, and turning to it a fountain of love and fidelity that never ran
dry or waned through all his years of famine.

She soothed him; asked him for his forgiveness if she had been, or
seemed to have been, undutiful; told him, Heaven knows truly, that
she could not honour him more if he were the favourite of Fortune and
the whole world acknowledged him. When his tears were dried, and he
sobbed in his weakness no longer, and was free from that touch of
shame, and had recovered his usual bearing, she prepared the
remains of his supper afresh, and, sitting by his side, rejoiced to see
him eat and drink. For now he sat in his black velvet cap and old grey
gown, magnanimous again; and would have comported himself
towards any Collegian who might have looked in to ask his advice, like
a great moral Lord Chesterfield, or Master of the ethical ceremonies of
the Marshalsea.

To keep his attention engaged, she talked with him about his
wardrobe; when he was pleased to say, that Yes, indeed, those shirts
she proposed would be exceedingly acceptable, for those he had were
worn out, and, being ready-made, had never fitted him. Being
conversational, and in a reasonable flow of spirits, he then invited her
attention to his coat as it hung behind the door: remarking that the
Father of the place would set an indifferent example to his children,
already disposed to be slovenly, if he went among them out at elbows.
He was jocular, too, as to the heeling of his shoes; but became grave
on the subject of his cravat, and promised her that, when she could
afford it, she should buy him a new one.

While he smoked out his cigar in peace, she made his bed, and put
the small room in order for his repose. Being weary then, owing to the
advanced hour and his emotions, he came out of his chair to bless her
and wish her Good night. All this time he had never once thought of
HER dress, her shoes, her need of anything. No other person upon
earth, save herself, could have been so unmindful of her wants.

He kissed her many times with 'Bless you, my love. Good night, MY
dear!'

But her gentle breast had been so deeply wounded by what she had
seen of him that she was unwilling to leave him alone, lest he should
lament and despair again. 'Father, dear, I am not tired; let me come
back presently, when you are in bed, and sit by you.'

He asked her, with an air of protection, if she felt solitary?

'Yes, father.'

'Then come back by all means, my love.'

'I shall be very quiet, father.'

'Don't think of me, my dear,' he said, giving her his kind permission
fully. 'Come back by all means.'

He seemed to be dozing when she returned, and she put the low fire
together very softly lest she should awake him. But he overheard her,
and called out who was that?
'Only Amy, father.'

'Amy, my child, come here. I want to say a word to you.' He raised

himself a little in his low bed, as she kneeled beside it to bring her
face near him; and put his hand between hers. O! Both the private
father and the Father of the Marshalsea were strong within him then.

'My love, you have had a life of hardship here. No companions, no

recreations, many cares I am afraid?'

'Don't think of that, dear. I never do.'

'You know my position, Amy. I have not been able to do much for you;
but all I have been able to do, I have done.'

'Yes, my dear father,' she rejoined, kissing him. 'I know, I know.'

'I am in the twenty-third year of my life here,' he said, with a catch in

his breath that was not so much a sob as an irrepressible sound of
self-approval, the momentary outburst of a noble consciousness. 'It is
all I could do for my children - I have done it. Amy, my love, you are
by far the best loved of the three; I have had you principally in my
mind - whatever I have done for your sake, my dear child, I have done
freely and without murmuring.'

Only the wisdom that holds the clue to all hearts and all mysteries,
can surely know to what extent a man, especially a man brought
down as this man had been, can impose upon himself. Enough, for
the present place, that he lay down with wet eyelashes, serene, in a
manner majestic, after bestowing his life of degradation as a sort of
portion on the devoted child upon whom its miseries had fallen so
heavily, and whose love alone had saved him to be even what he was.

That child had no doubts, asked herself no question, for she was but
too content to see him with a lustre round his head. Poor dear, good
dear, truest, kindest, dearest, were the only words she had for him, as
she hushed him to rest.

She never left him all that night. As if she had done him a wrong
which her tenderness could hardly repair, she sat by him in his sleep,
at times softly kissing him with suspended breath, and calling him in
a whisper by some endearing name. At times she stood aside so as not
to intercept the low fire-light, and, watching him when it fell upon his
sleeping face, wondered did he look now at all as he had looked when
he was prosperous and happy; as he had so touched her by imagining
that he might look once more in that awful time. At the thought of
that time, she kneeled beside his bed again, and prayed, 'O spare his
life! O save him to me! O look down upon my dear, long-suffering,
unfortunate, much- changed, dear dear father!'

Not until the morning came to protect him and encourage him, did
she give him a last kiss and leave the small room. When she had
stolen down-stairs, and along the empty yard, and had crept up to her
own high garret, the smokeless housetops and the distant country
hills were discernible over the wall in the clear morning. As she gently
opened the window, and looked eastward down the prison yard, the
spikes upon the wall were tipped with red, then made a sullen purple
pattern on the sun as it came flaming up into the heavens. The spikes
had never looked so sharp and cruel, nor the bars so heavy, nor the
prison space so gloomy and contracted. She thought of the sunrise on
rolling rivers, of the sunrise on wide seas, of the sunrise on rich
landscapes, of the sunrise on great forests where the birds were
waking and the trees were rustling; and she looked down into the
living grave on which the sun had risen, with her father in it three-
and-twenty years, and said, in a burst of sorrow and compassion, 'No,
no, I have never seen him in my life!'
Chapter XX - Moving In Society

If Young John Chivery had had the inclination and the power to write
a satire on family pride, he would have had no need to go for an
avenging illustration out of the family of his beloved. He would have
found it amply in that gallant brother and that dainty sister, so
steeped in mean experiences, and so loftily conscious of the family
name; so ready to beg or borrow from the poorest, to eat of anybody's
bread, spend anybody's money, drink from anybody's cup and break it
afterwards. To have painted the sordid facts of their lives, and they
throughout invoking the death's head apparition of the family gentility
to come and scare their benefactors, would have made Young John a
satirist of the first water.

Tip had turned his liberty to hopeful account by becoming a billiard-

marker. He had troubled himself so little as to the means of his
release, that Clennam scarcely needed to have been at the pains of
impressing the mind of Mr Plornish on that subject. Whoever had paid
him the compliment, he very readily accepted the compliment with
HIS compliments, and there was an end of it. Issuing forth from the
gate on these easy terms, he became a billiard-marker; and now
occasionally looked in at the little skittle-ground in a green
Newmarket coat (second-hand), with a shining collar and bright
buttons (new), and drank the beer of the Collegians.

One solid stationary point in the looseness of this gentleman's

character was, that he respected and admired his sister Amy. The
feeling had never induced him to spare her a moment's uneasiness, or
to put himself to any restraint or inconvenience on her account; but
with that Marshalsea taint upon his love, he loved her. The same rank
Marshalsea flavour was to be recognised in his distinctly perceiving
that she sacrificed her life to her father, and in his having no idea that
she had done anything for himself.

When this spirited young man and his sister had begun systematically
to produce the family skeleton for the overawing of the College, this
narrative cannot precisely state. Probably at about the period when
they began to dine on the College charity. It is certain that the more
reduced and necessitous they were, the more pompously the skeleton
emerged from its tomb; and that when there was anything particularly
shabby in the wind, the skeleton always came out with the ghastliest
flourish.

Little Dorrit was late on the Monday morning, for her father slept late,
and afterwards there was his breakfast to prepare and his room to
arrange. She had no engagement to go out to work, however, and
therefore stayed with him until, with Maggy's help, she had put
everything right about him, and had seen him off upon his morning
walk (of twenty yards or so) to the coffee-house to read the paper.

She then got on her bonnet and went out, having been anxious to get
out much sooner. There was, as usual, a cessation of the small- talk
in the Lodge as she passed through it; and a Collegian who had come
in on Saturday night, received the intimation from the elbow of a more
seasoned Collegian, 'Look out. Here she is!' She wanted to see her
sister, but when she got round to Mr Cripples's, she found that both
her sister and her uncle had gone to the theatre where they were
engaged. Having taken thought of this probability by the way, and
having settled that in such case she would follow them, she set off
afresh for the theatre, which was on that side of the river, and not
very far away.

Little Dorrit was almost as ignorant of the ways of theatres as of the

ways of gold mines, and when she was directed to a furtive sort of
door, with a curious up-all-night air about it, that appeared to be
ashamed of itself and to be hiding in an alley, she hesitated to
approach it; being further deterred by the sight of some half-dozen
close-shaved gentlemen with their hats very strangely on, who were
lounging about the door, looking not at all unlike Collegians. On her
applying to them, reassured by this resemblance, for a direction to
Miss Dorrit, they made way for her to enter a dark hall - it was more
like a great grim lamp gone out than anything else - where she could
hear the distant playing of music and the sound of dancing feet. A
man so much in want of airing that he had a blue mould upon him,
sat watching this dark place from a hole in a corner, like a spider; and
he told her that he would send a message up to Miss Dorrit by the
first lady or gentleman who went through. The first lady who went
through had a roll of music, half in her muff and half out of it, and
was in such a tumbled condition altogether, that it seemed as if it
would be an act of kindness to iron her. But as she was very good-
natured, and said, 'Come with me; I'll soon find Miss Dorrit for you,'
Miss Dorrit's sister went with her, drawing nearer and nearer at every
step she took in the darkness to the sound of music and the sound of
dancing feet.

At last they came into a maze of dust, where a quantity of people were
tumbling over one another, and where there was such a confusion of
unaccountable shapes of beams, bulkheads, brick walls, ropes, and
rollers, and such a mixing of gaslight and daylight, that they seemed
to have got on the wrong side of the pattern of the universe. Little
Dorrit, left to herself, and knocked against by somebody every
moment, was quite bewildered, when she heard her sister's voice.

'Why, good gracious, Amy, what ever brought you here?'

'I wanted to see you, Fanny dear; and as I am going out all day to-
morrow, and knew you might be engaged all day to-day, I thought - '

'But the idea, Amy, of YOU coming behind! I never did!' As her sister
said this in no very cordial tone of welcome, she conducted her to a
more open part of the maze, where various golden chairs and tables
were heaped together, and where a number of young ladies were
sitting on anything they could find, chattering. All these young ladies
wanted ironing, and all had a curious way of looking everywhere while
they chattered.

just as the sisters arrived here, a monotonous boy in a Scotch cap put
his head round a beam on the left, and said, 'Less noise there, ladies!'
and disappeared. Immediately after which, a sprightly gentleman with
a quantity of long black hair looked round a beam on the right, and
said, 'Less noise there, darlings!' and also disappeared.

'The notion of you among professionals, Amy, is really the last thing I
could have conceived!' said her sister. 'Why, how did you ever get
here?'

'I don't know. The lady who told you I was here, was so good as to
bring me in.'

'Like you quiet little things! You can make your way anywhere, I
believe. I couldn't have managed it, Amy, though I know so much
more of the world.'

It was the family custom to lay it down as family law, that she was a
plain domestic little creature, without the great and sage experience of
the rest. This family fiction was the family assertion of itself against
her services. Not to make too much of them.

'Well! And what have you got on your mind, Amy? Of course you have
got something on your mind about me?' said Fanny. She spoke as if
her sister, between two and three years her junior, were her
prejudiced grandmother.

'It is not much; but since you told me of the lady who gave you the
bracelet, Fanny - '

The monotonous boy put his head round the beam on the left, and
said, 'Look out there, ladies!' and disappeared. The sprightly
gentleman with the black hair as suddenly put his head round the
beam on the right, and said, 'Look out there, darlings!' and also
disappeared. Thereupon all the young ladies rose and began shaking
their skirts out behind.
'Well, Amy?' said Fanny, doing as the rest did; 'what were you going to
say?'

'Since you told me a lady had given you the bracelet you showed me,
Fanny, I have not been quite easy on your account, and indeed want
to know a little more if you will confide more to me.'

'Now, ladies!' said the boy in the Scotch cap. 'Now, darlings!' said the
gentleman with the black hair. They were every one gone in a moment,
and the music and the dancing feet were heard again.

Little Dorrit sat down in a golden chair, made quite giddy by these
rapid interruptions. Her sister and the rest were a long time gone; and
during their absence a voice (it appeared to be that of the gentleman
with the black hair) was continually calling out through the music,
'One, two, three, four, five, six - go! One, two, three, four, five, six - go!
Steady, darlings! One, two, three, four, five, six - go!' Ultimately the
voice stopped, and they all came back again, more or less out of
breath, folding themselves in their shawls, and making ready for the
streets. 'Stop a moment, Amy, and let them get away before us,'
whispered Fanny. They were soon left alone; nothing more important
happening, in the meantime, than the boy looking round his old
beam, and saying, 'Everybody at eleven to-morrow, ladies!' and the
gentleman with the black hair looking round his old beam, and
saying, 'Everybody at eleven to-morrow, darlings!' each in his own
accustomed manner. When they were alone, something was rolled up
or by other means got out of the way, and there was a great empty
well before them, looking down into the depths of which Fanny said,
'Now, uncle!' Little Dorrit, as her eyes became used to the darkness,
faintly made him out at the bottom of the well, in an obscure corner
by himself, with his instrument in its ragged case under his arm.

The old man looked as if the remote high gallery windows, with their
little strip of sky, might have been the point of his better fortunes,
from which he had descended, until he had gradually sunk down
below there to the bottom. He had been in that place six nights a week
for many years, but had never been observed to raise his eyes above
his music-book, and was confidently believed to have never seen a
play. There were legends in the place that he did not so much as know
the popular heroes and heroines by sight, and that the low comedian
had 'mugged' at him in his richest manner fifty nights for a wager, and
he had shown no trace of consciousness. The carpenters had a joke to
the effect that he was dead without being aware of it; and the
frequenters of the pit supposed him to pass his whole life, night and
day, and Sunday and all, in the orchestra. They had tried him a few
times with pinches of snuff offered over the rails, and he had always
responded to this attention with a momentary waking up of manner
that had the pale phantom of a gentleman in it: beyond this he never,
on any occasion, had any other part in what was going on than the
part written out for the clarionet; in private life, where there was no
part for the clarionet, he had no part at all. Some said he was poor,
some said he was a wealthy miser; but he said nothing, never lifted up
his bowed head, never varied his shuffling gait by getting his
springless foot from the ground. Though expecting now to be
summoned by his niece, he did not hear her until she had spoken to
him three or four times; nor was he at all surprised by the presence of
two nieces instead of one, but merely said in his tremulous voice, 'I
am coming, I am coming!' and crept forth by some underground way
which emitted a cellarous smell.

'And so, Amy,' said her sister, when the three together passed out at
the door that had such a shame-faced consciousness of being different
from other doors: the uncle instinctively taking Amy's arm as the arm
to be relied on: 'so, Amy, you are curious about me?'

She was pretty, and conscious, and rather flaunting; and the
condescension with which she put aside the superiority of her
charms, and of her worldly experience, and addressed her sister on
almost equal terms, had a vast deal of the family in it.

'I am interested, Fanny, and concerned in anything that concerns

you.'

'So you are, so you are, and you are the best of Amys. If I am ever a
little provoking, I am sure you'll consider what a thing it is to occupy
my position and feel a consciousness of being superior to it. I
shouldn't care,' said the Daughter of the Father of the Marshalsea, 'if
the others were not so common. None of them have come down in the
world as we have. They are all on their own level. Common.'

Little Dorrit mildly looked at the speaker, but did not interrupt her.
Fanny took out her handkerchief, and rather angrily wiped her eyes. 'I
was not born where you were, you know, Amy, and perhaps that
makes a difference. My dear child, when we get rid of Uncle, you shall
know all about it. We'll drop him at the cook's shop where he is going
to dine.'

They walked on with him until they came to a dirty shop window in a
dirty street, which was made almost opaque by the steam of hot
meats, vegetables, and puddings. But glimpses were to be caught of a
roast leg of pork bursting into tears of sage and onion in a metal
reservoir full of gravy, of an unctuous piece of roast beef and
blisterous Yorkshire pudding, bubbling hot in a similar receptacle, of
a stuffed fillet of veal in rapid cut, of a ham in a perspiration with the
pace it was going at, of a shallow tank of baked potatoes glued
together by their own richness, of a truss or two of boiled greens, and
other substantial delicacies. Within, were a few wooden partitions,
behind which such customers as found it more convenient to take
away their dinners in stomachs than in their hands, Packed their
purchases in solitude. Fanny opening her reticule, as they surveyed
these things, produced from that repository a shilling and handed it to
Uncle. Uncle, after not looking at it a little while, divined its object,
and muttering 'Dinner? Ha! Yes, yes, yes!' slowly vanished from them
into the mist.

'Now, Amy,' said her sister, 'come with me, if you are not too tired to
walk to Harley Street, Cavendish Square.'

The air with which she threw off this distinguished address and the
toss she gave to her new bonnet (which was more gauzy than
serviceable), made her sister wonder; however, she expressed her
readiness to go to Harley Street, and thither they directed their steps.
Arrived at that grand destination, Fanny singled out the handsomest
house, and knocking at the door, inquired for Mrs Merdle. The
footman who opened the door, although he had powder on his head
and was backed up by two other footmen likewise powdered, not only
admitted Mrs Merdle to be at home, but asked Fanny to walk in.
Fanny walked in, taking her sister with her; and they went up- stairs
with powder going before and powder stopping behind, and were left
in a spacious semicircular drawing-room, one of several drawing-
rooms, where there was a parrot on the outside of a golden cage
holding on by its beak, with its scaly legs in the air, and putting itself
into many strange upside-down postures. This peculiarity has been
observed in birds of quite another feather, climbing upon golden
wires.

The room was far more splendid than anything Little Dorrit had ever
imagined, and would have been splendid and costly in any eyes. She
looked in amazement at her sister and would have asked a question,
but that Fanny with a warning frown pointed to a curtained doorway
of communication with another room. The curtain shook next
moment, and a lady, raising it with a heavily ringed hand, dropped it
behind her again as she entered.

The lady was not young and fresh from the hand of Nature, but was
young and fresh from the hand of her maid. She had large unfeeling
handsome eyes, and dark unfeeling handsome hair, and a broad
unfeeling handsome bosom, and was made the most of in every
particular. Either because she had a cold, or because it suited her
face, she wore a rich white fillet tied over her head and under her
chin. And if ever there were an unfeeling handsome chin that looked
as if, for certain, it had never been, in familiar parlance, 'chucked' by
the hand of man, it was the chin curbed up so tight and close by that
laced bridle.
'Mrs Merdle,' said Fanny. 'My sister, ma'am.'

'I am glad to see your sister, Miss Dorrit. I did not remember that you
had a sister.'

'I did not mention that I had,' said Fanny.

'Ah!' Mrs Merdle curled the little finger of her left hand as who should
say, 'I have caught you. I know you didn't!' All her action was usually
with her left hand because her hands were not a pair; and left being
much the whiter and plumper of the two. Then she added: 'Sit down,'
and composed herself voluptuously, in a nest of crimson and gold
cushions, on an ottoman near the parrot.

'Also professional?' said Mrs Merdle, looking at Little Dorrit through

an eye-glass.

Fanny answered No. 'No,' said Mrs Merdle, dropping her glass. 'Has
not a professional air. Very pleasant; but not professional.'

'My sister, ma'am,' said Fanny, in whom there was a singular mixture
of deference and hardihood, 'has been asking me to tell her, as
between sisters, how I came to have the honour of knowing you. And
as I had engaged to call upon you once more, I thought I might take
the liberty of bringing her with me, when perhaps you would tell her. I
wish her to know, and perhaps you will tell her?' 'Do you think, at
your sister's age - ' hinted Mrs Merdle.

'She is much older than she looks,' said Fanny; 'almost as old as I
am.'

'Society,' said Mrs Merdle, with another curve of her little finger, 'is so
difficult to explain to young persons (indeed is so difficult to explain to
most persons), that I am glad to hear that.

I wish Society was not so arbitrary, I wish it was not so exacting -

Bird, be quiet!'

The parrot had given a most piercing shriek, as if its name were
Society and it asserted its right to its exactions.

'But,' resumed Mrs Merdle, 'we must take it as we find it. We know it
is hollow and conventional and worldly and very shocking, but unless
we are Savages in the Tropical seas (I should have been charmed to be
one myself - most delightful life and perfect climate, I am told), we
must consult it. It is the common lot. Mr Merdle is a most extensive
merchant, his transactions are on the vastest scale, his wealth and
influence are very great, but even he - Bird, be quiet!'
The parrot had shrieked another shriek; and it filled up the sentence
so expressively that Mrs Merdle was under no necessity to end it.

'Since your sister begs that I would terminate our personal

acquaintance,' she began again, addressing Little Dorrit, 'by relating
the circumstances that are much to her credit, I cannot object to
comply with her request, I am sure. I have a son (I was first married
extremely young) of two or three-and-twenty.'

Fanny set her lips, and her eyes looked half triumphantly at her
sister.

'A son of two or three-and-twenty. He is a little gay, a thing Society is

accustomed to in young men, and he is very impressible. Perhaps he
inherits that misfortune. I am very impressible myself, by nature. The
weakest of creatures - my feelings are touched in a moment.'

She said all this, and everything else, as coldly as a woman of snow;
quite forgetting the sisters except at odd times, and apparently
addressing some abstraction of Society; for whose behoof, too, she
occasionally arranged her dress, or the composition of her figure upon
the ottoman.

'So he is very impressible. Not a misfortune in our natural state I dare

say, but we are not in a natural state. Much to be lamented, no doubt,
particularly by myself, who am a child of nature if I could but show it;
but so it is. Society suppresses us and dominates us - Bird, be quiet!'
The parrot had broken into a violent fit of laughter, after twisting
divers bars of his cage with his crooked bill, and licking them with his
black tongue.

'It is quite unnecessary to say to a person of your good sense, wide

range of experience, and cultivated feeling,' said Mrs Merdle from her
nest of crimson and gold - and there put up her glass to refresh her
memory as to whom she was addressing, - 'that the stage sometimes
has a fascination for young men of that class of character. In saying
the stage, I mean the people on it of the female sex. Therefore, when I
heard that my son was supposed to be fascinated by a dancer, I knew
what that usually meant in Society, and confided in her being a
dancer at the Opera, where young men moving in Society are usually
fascinated.'

She passed her white hands over one another, observant of the sisters
now; and the rings upon her fingers grated against each other with a
hard sound.

'As your sister will tell you, when I found what the theatre was I was
much surprised and much distressed. But when I found that your
sister, by rejecting my son's advances (I must add, in an unexpected
manner), had brought him to the point of proposing marriage, my
feelings were of the profoundest anguish - acute.' She traced the
outline of her left eyebrow, and put it right.

'In a distracted condition, which only a mother - moving in Society -

can be susceptible of, I determined to go myself to the theatre, and
represent my state of mind to the dancer. I made myself known to
your sister. I found her, to my surprise, in many respects different
from my expectations; and certainly in none more so, than in meeting
me with - what shall I say - a sort of family assertion on her own
part?' Mrs Merdle smiled.

'I told you, ma'am,' said Fanny, with a heightening colour, 'that
although you found me in that situation, I was so far above the rest,
that I considered my family as good as your son's; and that I had a
brother who, knowing the circumstances, would be of the same
opinion, and would not consider such a connection any honour.'

'Miss Dorrit,' said Mrs Merdle, after frostily looking at her through her
glass, 'precisely what I was on the point of telling your sister, in
pursuance of your request. Much obliged to you for recalling it so
accurately and anticipating me. I immediately,' addressing Little
Dorrit, '(for I am the creature of impulse), took a bracelet from my
arm, and begged your sister to let me clasp it on hers, in token of the
delight I had in our being able to approach the subject so far on a
common footing.' (This was perfectly true, the lady having bought a
cheap and showy article on her way to the interview, with a general
eye to bribery.)

'And I told you, Mrs Merdle,' said Fanny, 'that we might be

unfortunate, but we are not common.'

'I think, the very words, Miss Dorrit,' assented Mrs Merdle.

'And I told you, Mrs Merdle,' said Fanny, 'that if you spoke to me of
the superiority of your son's standing in Society, it was barely possible
that you rather deceived yourself in your suppositions about my
origin; and that my father's standing, even in the Society in which he
now moved (what that was, was best known to myself), was eminently
superior, and was acknowledged by every one.'

'Quite accurate,' rejoined Mrs Merdle. 'A most admirable memory.'

'Thank you, ma'am. Perhaps you will be so kind as to tell my sister

the rest.'
'There is very little to tell,' said Mrs Merdle, reviewing the breadth of
bosom which seemed essential to her having room enough to be
unfeeling in, 'but it is to your sister's credit. I pointed out to your
sister the plain state of the case; the impossibility of the Society in
which we moved recognising the Society in which she moved - though
charming, I have no doubt; the immense disadvantage at which she
would consequently place the family she had so high an opinion of,
upon which we should find ourselves compelled to look down with
contempt, and from which (socially speaking) we should feel obliged to
recoil with abhorrence. In short, I made an appeal to that laudable
pride in your sister.'

'Let my sister know, if you please, Mrs Merdle,' Fanny pouted, with a
toss of her gauzy bonnet, 'that I had already had the honour of telling
your son that I wished to have nothing whatever to say to him.'

'Well, Miss Dorrit,' assented Mrs Merdle, 'perhaps I might have

mentioned that before. If I did not think of it, perhaps it was because
my mind reverted to the apprehensions I had at the time that he
might persevere and you might have something to say to him.

I also mentioned to your sister - I again address the non- professional

Miss Dorrit - that my son would have nothing in the event of such a
marriage, and would be an absolute beggar. (I mention that merely as
a fact which is part of the narrative, and not as supposing it to have
influenced your sister, except in the prudent and legitimate way in
which, constituted as our artificial system is, we must all be
influenced by such considerations.) Finally, after some high words
and high spirit on the part of your sister, we came to the complete
understanding that there was no danger; and your sister was so
obliging as to allow me to present her with a mark or two of my
appreciation at my dressmaker's.'

Little Dorrit looked sorry, and glanced at Fanny with a troubled face.

'Also,' said Mrs Merdle, 'as to promise to give me the present pleasure
of a closing interview, and of parting with her on the best of terms. On
which occasion,' added Mrs Merdle, quitting her nest, and putting
something in Fanny's hand, 'Miss Dorrit will permit me to say
Farewell with best wishes in my own dull manner.'

The sisters rose at the same time, and they all stood near the cage of
the parrot, as he tore at a claw-full of biscuit and spat it out, seemed
to mock them with a pompous dance of his body without moving his
feet, and suddenly turned himself upside down and trailed himself all
over the outside of his golden cage, with the aid of his cruel beak and
black tongue.
'Adieu, Miss Dorrit, with best wishes,' said Mrs Merdle. 'If we could
only come to a Millennium, or something of that sort, I for one might
have the pleasure of knowing a number of charming and talented
persons from whom I am at present excluded. A more primitive state
of society would be delicious to me. There used to be a poem when I
learnt lessons, something about Lo the poor Indians whose something
mind! If a few thousand persons moving in Society, could only go and
be Indians, I would put my name down directly; but as, moving in
Society, we can't be Indians, unfortunately - Good morning!'

They came down-stairs with powder before them and powder behind,
the elder sister haughty and the younger sister humbled, and were
shut out into unpowdered Harley Street, Cavendish Square.

'Well?' said Fanny, when they had gone a little way without speaking.
'Have you nothing to say, Amy?'

'Oh, I don't know what to say!' she answered, distressed. 'You didn't
like this young man, Fanny?'

'Like him? He is almost an idiot.'

'I am so sorry - don't be hurt - but, since you ask me what I have to
say, I am so very sorry, Fanny, that you suffered this lady to give you
anything.'

'You little Fool!' returned her sister, shaking her with the sharp pull
she gave her arm. 'Have you no spirit at all? But that's just the way!
You have no self-respect, you have no becoming pride. just as you
allow yourself to be followed about by a contemptible little Chivery of a
thing,' with the scornfullest emphasis, 'you would let your family be
trodden on, and never turn.'

'Don't say that, dear Fanny. I do what I can for them.'

'You do what you can for them!' repeated Fanny, walking her on very
fast. 'Would you let a woman like this, whom you could see, if you had
any experience of anything, to be as false and insolent as a woman
can be - would you let her put her foot upon your family, and thank
her for it?'

'No, Fanny, I am sure.' 'Then make her pay for it, you mean little
thing. What else can you make her do? Make her pay for it, you stupid
child; and do your family some credit with the money!'

They spoke no more all the way back to the lodging where Fanny and
her uncle lived. When they arrived there, they found the old man
practising his clarionet in the dolefullest manner in a corner of the
room. Fanny had a composite meal to make, of chops, and porter, and
tea; and indignantly pretended to prepare it for herself, though her
sister did all that in quiet reality. When at last Fanny sat down to eat
and drink, she threw the table implements about and was angry with
her bread, much as her father had been last night.

'If you despise me,' she said, bursting into vehement tears, 'because I
am a dancer, why did you put me in the way of being one?

It was your doing. You would have me stoop as low as the ground
before this Mrs Merdle, and let her say what she liked and do what
she liked, and hold us all in contempt, and tell me so to my face.
Because I am a dancer!'

'O Fanny!'

'And Tip, too, poor fellow. She is to disparage him just as much as she
likes, without any check - I suppose because he has been in the law,
and the docks, and different things. Why, it was your doing, Amy. You
might at least approve of his being defended.'

All this time the uncle was dolefully blowing his clarionet in the
corner, sometimes taking it an inch or so from his mouth for a
moment while he stopped to gaze at them, with a vague impression
that somebody had said something.

'And your father, your poor father, Amy. Because he is not free to
show himself and to speak for himself, you would let such people
insult him with impunity. If you don't feel for yourself because you go
out to work, you might at least feel for him, I should think, knowing
what he has undergone so long.'

Poor Little Dorrit felt the injustice of this taunt rather sharply.

The remembrance of last night added a barbed point to it. She said
nothing in reply, but turned her chair from the table towards the fire.
Uncle, after making one more pause, blew a dismal wail and went on
again.

Fanny was passionate with the tea-cups and the bread as long as her
passion lasted, and then protested that she was the wretchedest girl
in the world, and she wished she was dead. After that, her crying
became remorseful, and she got up and put her arms round her
sister. Little Dorrit tried to stop her from saying anything, but she
answered that she would, she must! Thereupon she said again, and
again, 'I beg your pardon, Amy,' and 'Forgive me, Amy,' almost as
passionately as she had said what she regretted.
'But indeed, indeed, Amy,' she resumed when they were seated in
sisterly accord side by side, 'I hope and I think you would have seen
this differently, if you had known a little more of Society.'

'Perhaps I might, Fanny,' said the mild Little Dorrit.

'You see, while you have been domestic and resignedly shut up there,
Amy,' pursued her sister, gradually beginning to patronise, 'I have
been out, moving more in Society, and may have been getting proud
and spirited - more than I ought to be, perhaps?'

Little Dorrit answered 'Yes. O yes!'

'And while you have been thinking of the dinner or the clothes, I may
have been thinking, you know, of the family. Now, may it not be so,
Amy?'

Little Dorrit again nodded 'Yes,' with a more cheerful face than heart.

'Especially as we know,' said Fanny, 'that there certainly is a tone in

the place to which you have been so true, which does belong to it, and
which does make it different from other aspects of Society. So kiss me
once again, Amy dear, and we will agree that we may both be right,
and that you are a tranquil, domestic, home- loving, good girl.'

The clarionet had been lamenting most pathetically during this

dialogue, but was cut short now by Fanny's announcement that it was
time to go; which she conveyed to her uncle by shutting up his scrap
of music, and taking the clarionet out of his mouth.

Little Dorrit parted from them at the door, and hastened back to the
Marshalsea. It fell dark there sooner than elsewhere, and going into it
that evening was like going into a deep trench. The shadow of the wall
was on every object. Not least upon the figure in the old grey gown
and the black velvet cap, as it turned towards her when she opened
the door of the dim room.

'Why not upon me too!' thought Little Dorrit, with the door Yet in her
hand. 'It was not unreasonable in Fanny.'
Chapter XXI - Mr Merdle's Complaint

Upon that establishment of state, the Merdle establishment in Harley

Street, Cavendish Square, there was the shadow of no more common
wall than the fronts of other establishments of state on the opposite
side of the street. Like unexceptionable Society, the opposing rows of
houses in Harley Street were very grim with one another. Indeed, the
mansions and their inhabitants were so much alike in that respect,
that the people were often to be found drawn up on opposite sides of
dinner-tables, in the shade of their own loftiness, staring at the other
side of the way with the dullness of the houses.

Everybody knows how like the street the two dinner-rows of people
who take their stand by the street will be. The expressionless uniform
twenty houses, all to be knocked at and rung at in the same form, all
approachable by the same dull steps, all fended off by the same
pattern of railing, all with the same impracticable fire- escapes, the
same inconvenient fixtures in their heads, and everything without
exception to be taken at a high valuation - who has not dined with
these? The house so drearily out of repair, the occasional bow-
window, the stuccoed house, the newly-fronted house, the corner
house with nothing but angular rooms, the house with the blinds
always down, the house with the hatchment always up, the house
where the collector has called for one quarter of an Idea, and found
nobody at home - who has not dined with these? The house that
nobody will take, and is to be had a bargain - who does not know her?
The showy house that was taken for life by the disappointed
gentleman, and which does not suit him at all - who is unacquainted
with that haunted habitation?

Harley Street, Cavendish Square, was more than aware of Mr and Mrs
Merdle. Intruders there were in Harley Street, of whom it was not
aware; but Mr and Mrs Merdle it delighted to honour. Society was
aware of Mr and Mrs Merdle. Society had said 'Let us license them; let
us know them.'

Mr Merdle was immensely rich; a man of prodigious enterprise; a

Midas without the ears, who turned all he touched to gold. He was in
everything good, from banking to building. He was in Parliament, of
course. He was in the City, necessarily. He was Chairman of this,
Trustee of that, President of the other. The weightiest of men had said
to projectors, 'Now, what name have you got? Have you got Merdle?'
And, the reply being in the negative, had said, 'Then I won't look at
you.'

This great and fortunate man had provided that extensive bosom
which required so much room to be unfeeling enough in, with a nest
of crimson and gold some fifteen years before. It was not a bosom to
repose upon, but it was a capital bosom to hang jewels upon. Mr
Merdle wanted something to hang jewels upon, and he bought it for
the purpose. Storr and Mortimer might have married on the same
speculation.

Like all his other speculations, it was sound and successful. The
jewels showed to the richest advantage. The bosom moving in Society
with the jewels displayed upon it, attracted general admiration.
Society approving, Mr Merdle was satisfied. He was the most
disinterested of men, - did everything for Society, and got as little for
himself out of all his gain and care, as a man might.

That is to say, it may be supposed that he got all he wanted, otherwise

with unlimited wealth he would have got it. But his desire was to the
utmost to satisfy Society (whatever that was), and take up all its drafts
upon him for tribute. He did not shine in company; he had not very
much to say for himself; he was a reserved man, with a broad,
overhanging, watchful head, that particular kind of dull red colour in
his cheeks which is rather stale than fresh, and a somewhat uneasy
expression about his coat- cuffs, as if they were in his confidence, and
had reasons for being anxious to hide his hands. In the little he said,
he was a pleasant man enough; plain, emphatic about public and
private confidence, and tenacious of the utmost deference being
shown by every one, in all things, to Society. In this same Society (if
that were it which came to his dinners, and to Mrs Merdle's receptions
and concerts), he hardly seemed to enjoy himself much, and was
mostly to be found against walls and behind doors. Also when he went
out to it, instead of its coming home to him, he seemed a little
fatigued, and upon the whole rather more disposed for bed; but he
was always cultivating it nevertheless, and always moving in it - and
always laying out money on it with the greatest liberality.

Mrs Merdle's first husband had been a colonel, under whose auspices
the bosom had entered into competition with the snows of North
America, and had come off at little disadvantage in point of whiteness,
and at none in point of coldness. The colonel's son was Mrs Merdle's
only child. He was of a chuckle-headed, high- shouldered make, with
a general appearance of being, not so much a young man as a swelled
boy. He had given so few signs of reason, that a by-word went among
his companions that his brain had been frozen up in a mighty frost
which prevailed at St john's, New Brunswick, at the period of his birth
there, and had never thawed from that hour. Another by-word
represented him as having in his infancy, through the negligence of a
nurse, fallen out of a high window on his head, which had been heard
by responsible witnesses to crack. It is probable that both these
representations were of ex post facto origin; the young gentleman
(whose expressive name was Sparkler) being monomaniacal in offering
marriage to all manner of undesirable young ladies, and in remarking
of every successive young lady to whom he tendered a matrimonial
proposal that she was 'a doosed fine gal - well educated too - with no
biggodd nonsense about her.'

A son-in-law with these limited talents, might have been a clog upon
another man; but Mr Merdle did not want a son-in-law for himself; he
wanted a son-in-law for Society. Mr Sparkler having been in the
Guards, and being in the habit of frequenting all the races, and all the
lounges, and all the parties, and being well known, Society was
satisfied with its son-in-law. This happy result Mr Merdle would have
considered well attained, though Mr Sparkler had been a more
expensive article. And he did not get Mr Sparkler by any means cheap
for Society, even as it was. There was a dinner giving in the Harley
Street establishment, while Little Dorrit was stitching at her father's
new shirts by his side that night; and there were magnates from the
Court and magnates from the City, magnates from the Commons and
magnates from the Lords, magnates from the bench and magnates
from the bar, Bishop magnates, Treasury magnates, Horse Guard
magnates, Admiralty magnates, - all the magnates that keep us going,
and sometimes trip us up.

'I am told,' said Bishop magnate to Horse Guards, 'that Mr Merdle has
made another enormous hit. They say a hundred thousand pounds.'

Horse Guards had heard two.

Treasury had heard three.

Bar, handling his persuasive double eye-glass, was by no means clear

but that it might be four. It was one of those happy strokes of
calculation and combination, the result of which it was difficult to
estimate. It was one of those instances of a comprehensive grasp,
associated with habitual luck and characteristic boldness, of which an
age presented us but few. But here was Brother Bellows, who had
been in the great Bank case, and who could probably tell us more.
What did Brother Bellows put this new success at?

Brother Bellows was on his way to make his bow to the bosom, and
could only tell them in passing that he had heard it stated, with great
appearance of truth, as being worth, from first to last, half-a-million of
money.

Admiralty said Mr Merdle was a wonderful man, Treasury said he was

a new power in the country, and would be able to buy up the whole
House of Commons. Bishop said he was glad to think that this wealth
flowed into the coffers of a gentleman who was always disposed to
maintain the best interests of Society.
Mr Merdle himself was usually late on these occasions, as a man still
detained in the clutch of giant enterprises when other men had
shaken off their dwarfs for the day. On this occasion, he was the last
arrival. Treasury said Merdle's work punished him a little. Bishop said
he was glad to think that this wealth flowed into the coffers of a
gentleman who accepted it with meekness.

Powder! There was so much Powder in waiting, that it flavoured the

dinner. Pulverous particles got into the dishes, and Society's meats
had a seasoning of first-rate footmen. Mr Merdle took down a countess
who was secluded somewhere in the core of an immense dress, to
which she was in the proportion of the heart to the overgrown
cabbage. If so low a simile may be admitted, the dress went down the
staircase like a richly brocaded Jack in the Green, and nobody knew
what sort of small person carried it.

Society had everything it could want, and could not want, for dinner.
It had everything to look at, and everything to eat, and everything to
drink. It is to be hoped it enjoyed itself; for Mr Merdle's own share of
the repast might have been paid for with eighteenpence. Mrs Merdle
was magnificent. The chief butler was the next magnificent institution
of the day. He was the stateliest man in the company. He did nothing,
but he looked on as few other men could have done. He was Mr
Merdle's last gift to Society. Mr Merdle didn't want him, and was put
out of countenance when the great creature looked at him; but
inappeasable Society would have him - and had got him.

The invisible countess carried out the Green at the usual stage of the
entertainment, and the file of beauty was closed up by the bosom.
Treasury said, Juno. Bishop said, Judith.

Bar fell into discussion with Horse Guards concerning courts- martial.
Brothers Bellows and Bench struck in. Other magnates paired off. Mr
Merdle sat silent, and looked at the table-cloth. Sometimes a magnate
addressed him, to turn the stream of his own particular discussion
towards him; but Mr Merdle seldom gave much attention to it, or did
more than rouse himself from his calculations and pass the wine.

When they rose, so many of the magnates had something to say to Mr

Merdle individually that he held little levees by the sideboard, and
checked them off as they went out at the door.

Treasury hoped he might venture to congratulate one of England's

world-famed capitalists and merchant-princes (he had turned that
original sentiment in the house a few times, and it came easy to him)
on a new achievement. To extend the triumphs of such men was to
extend the triumphs and resources of the nation; and Treasury felt -
he gave Mr Merdle to understand - patriotic on the subject.
'Thank you, my lord,' said Mr Merdle; 'thank you. I accept your
congratulations with pride, and I am glad you approve.'

'Why, I don't unreservedly approve, my dear Mr Merdle. Because,'

smiling Treasury turned him by the arm towards the sideboard and
spoke banteringly, 'it never can be worth your while to come among us
and help us.'

Mr Merdle felt honoured by the -

'No, no,' said Treasury, 'that is not the light in which one so
distinguished for practical knowledge and great foresight, can be
expected to regard it. If we should ever be happily enabled, by
accidentally possessing the control over circumstances, to propose to
one so eminent to - to come among us, and give us the weight of his
influence, knowledge, and character, we could only propose it to him
as a duty. In fact, as a duty that he owed to Society.'

Mr Merdle intimated that Society was the apple of his eye, and that its
claims were paramount to every other consideration. Treasury moved
on, and Bar came up. Bar, with his little insinuating jury droop, and
fingering his persuasive double eye-glass, hoped he might be excused
if he mentioned to one of the greatest converters of the root of all evil
into the root of all good, who had for a long time reflected a shining
lustre on the annals even of our commercial country - if he
mentioned, disinterestedly, and as, what we lawyers called in our
pedantic way, amicus curiae, a fact that had come by accident within
his knowledge. He had been required to look over the title of a very
considerable estate in one of the eastern counties - lying, in fact, for
Mr Merdle knew we lawyers loved to be particular, on the borders of
two of the eastern counties. Now, the title was perfectly sound, and
the estate was to be purchased by one who had the command of -
Money (jury droop and persuasive eye-glass), on remarkably
advantageous terms. This had come to Bar's knowledge only that day,
and it had occurred to him, 'I shall have the honour of dining with my
esteemed friend Mr Merdle this evening, and, strictly between
ourselves, I will mention the opportunity.' Such a purchase would
involve not only a great legitimate political influence, but some half-
dozen church presentations of considerable annual value. Now, that
Mr Merdle was already at no loss to discover means of occupying even
his capital, and of fully employing even his active and vigorous
intellect, Bar well knew: but he would venture to suggest that the
question arose in his mind, whether one who had deservedly gained so
high a position and so European a reputation did not owe it - we
would not say to himself, but we would say to Society, to possess
himself of such influences as these; and to exercise them - we would
not say for his own, or for his party's, but we would say for Society's -
benefit.
Mr Merdle again expressed himself as wholly devoted to that object of
his constant consideration, and Bar took his persuasive eye- glass up
the grand staircase. Bishop then came undesignedly sidling in the
direction of the sideboard.

Surely the goods of this world, it occurred in an accidental way to

Bishop to remark, could scarcely be directed into happier channels
than when they accumulated under the magic touch of the wise and
sagacious, who, while they knew the just value of riches (Bishop tried
here to look as if he were rather poor himself), were aware of their
importance, judiciously governed and rightly distributed, to the
welfare of our brethren at large.

Mr Merdle with humility expressed his conviction that Bishop couldn't

mean him, and with inconsistency expressed his high gratification in
Bishop's good opinion.

Bishop then - jauntily stepping out a little with his well-shaped right
leg, as though he said to Mr Merdle 'don't mind the apron; a mere
form!' put this case to his good friend:

Whether it had occurred to his good friend, that Society might not
unreasonably hope that one so blest in his undertakings, and whose
example on his pedestal was so influential with it, would shed a little
money in the direction of a mission or so to Africa?

Mr Merdle signifying that the idea should have his best attention,
Bishop put another case:

Whether his good friend had at all interested himself in the

proceedings of our Combined Additional Endowed Dignitaries
Committee, and whether it had occurred to him that to shed a little
money in that direction might be a great conception finely executed?

Mr Merdle made a similar reply, and Bishop explained his reason for
inquiring.

Society looked to such men as his good friend to do such things. It

was not that HE looked to them, but that Society looked to them.

just as it was not Our Committee who wanted the Additional Endowed
Dignitaries, but it was Society that was in a state of the most
agonising uneasiness of mind until it got them. He begged to assure
his good friend that he was extremely sensible of his good friend's
regard on all occasions for the best interests of Society; and he
considered that he was at once consulting those interests and
expressing the feeling of Society, when he wished him continued
prosperity, continued increase of riches, and continued things in
general.

Bishop then betook himself up-stairs, and the other magnates

gradually floated up after him until there was no one left below but Mr
Merdle. That gentleman, after looking at the table-cloth until the soul
of the chief butler glowed with a noble resentment, went slowly up
after the rest, and became of no account in the stream of people on
the grand staircase. Mrs Merdle was at home, the best of the jewels
were hung out to be seen, Society got what it came for, Mr Merdle
drank twopennyworth of tea in a corner and got more than he wanted.

Among the evening magnates was a famous physician, who knew

everybody, and whom everybody knew. On entering at the door, he
came upon Mr Merdle drinking his tea in a corner, and touched him
on the arm.

Mr Merdle started. 'Oh! It's you!'

'Any better to-day?'

'No,' said Mr Merdle, 'I am no better.'

'A pity I didn't see you this morning. Pray come to me to-morrow, or
let me come to you. '

'Well!' he replied. 'I will come to-morrow as I drive by.' Bar and Bishop
had both been bystanders during this short dialogue, and as Mr
Merdle was swept away by the crowd, they made their remarks upon
it to the Physician. Bar said, there was a certain point of mental strain
beyond which no man could go; that the point varied with various
textures of brain and peculiarities of constitution, as he had had
occasion to notice in several of his learned brothers; but the point of
endurance passed by a line's breadth, depression and dyspepsia
ensued. Not to intrude on the sacred mysteries of medicine, he took it,
now (with the jury droop and persuasive eye-glass), that this was
Merdle's case? Bishop said that when he was a young man, and had
fallen for a brief space into the habit of writing sermons on Saturdays,
a habit which all young sons of the church should sedulously avoid,
he had frequently been sensible of a depression, arising as he
supposed from an over- taxed intellect, upon which the yolk of a new-
laid egg, beaten up by the good woman in whose house he at that time
lodged, with a glass of sound sherry, nutmeg, and powdered sugar
acted like a charm. Without presuming to offer so simple a remedy to
the consideration of so profound a professor of the great healing art,
he would venture to inquire whether the strain, being by way of
intricate calculations, the spirits might not (humanly speaking) be
restored to their tone by a gentle and yet generous stimulant?
'Yes,' said the physician, 'yes, you are both right. But I may as well tell
you that I can find nothing the matter with Mr Merdle. He has the
constitution of a rhinoceros, the digestion of an ostrich, and the
concentration of an oyster. As to nerves, Mr Merdle is of a cool
temperament, and not a sensitive man: is about as invulnerable, I
should say, as Achilles. How such a man should suppose himself
unwell without reason, you may think strange. But I have found
nothing the matter with him. He may have some deep- seated
recondite complaint. I can't say. I only say, that at present I have not
found it out.'

There was no shadow of Mr Merdle's complaint on the bosom now

displaying precious stones in rivalry with many similar superb jewel-
stands; there was no shadow of Mr Merdle's complaint on young
Sparkler hovering about the rooms, monomaniacally seeking any
sufficiently ineligible young lady with no nonsense about her; there
was no shadow of Mr Merdle's complaint on the Barnacles and
Stiltstalkings, of whom whole colonies were present; or on any of the
company. Even on himself, its shadow was faint enough as he moved
about among the throng, receiving homage.

Mr Merdle's complaint. Society and he had so much to do with one

another in all things else, that it is hard to imagine his complaint, if
he had one, being solely his own affair. Had he that deep-seated
recondite complaint, and did any doctor find it out? Patience. in the
meantime, the shadow of the Marshalsea wall was a real darkening
influence, and could be seen on the Dorrit Family at any stage of the
sun's course.
Chapter XXII - A Puzzle

Mr Clennam did not increase in favour with the Father of the

Marshalsea in the ratio of his increasing visits. His obtuseness on the
great Testimonial question was not calculated to awaken admiration
in the paternal breast, but had rather a tendency to give offence in
that sensitive quarter, and to be regarded as a positive shortcoming in
point of gentlemanly feeling. An impression of disappointment,
occasioned by the discovery that Mr Clennam scarcely possessed that
delicacy for which, in the confidence of his nature, he had been
inclined to give him credit, began to darken the fatherly mind in
connection with that gentleman. The father went so far as to say, in
his private family circle, that he feared Mr Clennam was not a man of
high instincts. He was happy, he observed, in his public capacity as
leader and representative of the College, to receive Mr Clennam when
he called to pay his respects; but he didn't find that he got on with
him personally. There appeared to be something (he didn't know what
it was) wanting in him. Howbeit, the father did not fail in any outward
show of politeness, but, on the contrary, honoured him with much
attention; perhaps cherishing the hope that, although not a man of a
sufficiently brilliant and spontaneous turn of mind to repeat his
former testimonial unsolicited, it might still be within the compass of
his nature to bear the part of a responsive gentleman, in any
correspondence that way tending.

In the threefold capacity, of the gentleman from outside who had been
accidentally locked in on the night of his first appearance, of the
gentleman from outside who had inquired into the affairs of the Father
of the Marshalsea with the stupendous idea of getting him out, and of
the gentleman from outside who took an interest in the child of the
Marshalsea, Clennam soon became a visitor of mark.

He was not surprised by the attentions he received from Mr Chivery

when that officer was on the lock, for he made little distinction
between Mr Chivery's politeness and that of the other turnkeys. It was
on one particular afternoon that Mr Chivery surprised him all at once,
and stood forth from his companions in bold relief.

Mr Chivery, by some artful exercise of his power of clearing the Lodge,

had contrived to rid it of all sauntering Collegians; so that Clennam,
coming out of the prison, should find him on duty alone.

'(Private) I ask your pardon, sir,' said Mr Chivery in a secret manner;

'but which way might you be going?'

'I am going over the Bridge.' He saw in Mr Chivery, with some

astonishment, quite an Allegory of Silence, as he stood with his key on
his lips.
'(Private) I ask your pardon again,' said Mr Chivery, 'but could you go
round by Horsemonger Lane? Could you by any means find time to
look in at that address?' handing him a little card, printed for
circulation among the connection of Chivery and Co., Tobacconists,
Importers of pure Havannah Cigars, Bengal Cheroots, and fine-
flavoured Cubas, Dealers in Fancy Snuffs, &C. &C.

'(Private) It an't tobacco business,' said Mr Chivery. 'The truth is, it's
my wife. She's wishful to say a word to you, sir, upon a point
respecting - yes,' said Mr Chivery, answering Clennam's look of
apprehension with a nod, 'respecting her.'

'I will make a point of seeing your wife directly.'

'Thank you, sir. Much obliged. It an't above ten minutes out of your
way. Please to ask for Mrs Chivery!' These instructions, Mr Chivery,
who had already let him out, cautiously called through a little slide in
the outer door, which he could draw back from within for the
inspection of visitors when it pleased him.

Arthur Clennam, with the card in his hand, betook himself to the
address set forth upon it, and speedily arrived there. It was a very
small establishment, wherein a decent woman sat behind the counter
working at her needle. Little jars of tobacco, little boxes of cigars, a
little assortment of pipes, a little jar or two of snuff, and a little
instrument like a shoeing horn for serving it out, composed the retail
stock in trade.

Arthur mentioned his name, and his having promised to call, on the
solicitation of Mr Chivery. About something relating to Miss Dorrit, he
believed. Mrs Chivery at once laid aside her work, rose up from her
seat behind the counter, and deploringly shook her head.

'You may see him now,' said she, 'if you'll condescend to take a peep.'

With these mysterious words, she preceded the visitor into a little
parlour behind the shop, with a little window in it commanding a very
little dull back-yard. In this yard a wash of sheets and table-cloths
tried (in vain, for want of air) to get itself dried on a line or two; and
among those flapping articles was sitting in a chair, like the last
mariner left alive on the deck of a damp ship without the power of
furling the sails, a little woe-begone young man.

'Our John,' said Mrs Chivery.

Not to be deficient in interest, Clennam asked what he might be doing

there?
'It's the only change he takes,' said Mrs Chivery, shaking her head
afresh. 'He won't go out, even in the back-yard, when there's no linen;
but when there's linen to keep the neighbours' eyes off, he'll sit there,
hours. Hours he will. Says he feels as if it was groves!' Mrs Chivery
shook her head again, put her apron in a motherly way to her eyes,
and reconducted her visitor into the regions of the business.

'Please to take a seat, sir,' said Mrs Chivery. 'Miss Dorrit is the matter
with Our John, sir; he's a breaking his heart for her, and I would wish
to take the liberty to ask how it's to be made good to his parents when
bust?'

Mrs Chivery, who was a comfortable-looking woman much respected

about Horsemonger Lane for her feelings and her conversation,
uttered this speech with fell composure, and immediately afterwards
began again to shake her head and dry her eyes.

'Sir,' said she in continuation, 'you are acquainted with the family,
and have interested yourself with the family, and are influential with
the family. If you can promote views calculated to make two young
people happy, let me, for Our john's sake, and for both their sakes,
implore you so to do!'

'I have been so habituated,' returned Arthur, at a loss, 'during the

short time I have known her, to consider Little - I have been so
habituated to consider Miss Dorrit in a light altogether removed from
that in which you present her to me, that you quite take me by
surprise. Does she know your son?'

'Brought up together, sir,' said Mrs Chivery. 'Played together.'

'Does she know your son as her admirer?'

'Oh! bless you, sir,' said Mrs Chivery, with a sort of triumphant shiver,
'she never could have seen him on a Sunday without knowing he was
that. His cane alone would have told it long ago, if nothing else had.
Young men like John don't take to ivory hands a pinting, for nothing.
How did I first know it myself? Similarly.'

'Perhaps Miss Dorrit may not be so ready as you, you see.'

'Then she knows it, sir,' said Mrs Chivery, 'by word of mouth.'

'Are you sure?'

'Sir,' said Mrs Chivery, 'sure and certain as in this house I am. I see
my son go out with my own eyes when in this house I was, and I see
my son come in with my own eyes when in this house I was, and I
know he done it!' Mrs Chivery derived a surprising force of emphasis
from the foregoing circumstantiality and repetition.

'May I ask you how he came to fall into the desponding state which
causes you so much uneasiness?'

'That,' said Mrs Chivery, 'took place on that same day when to this
house I see that John with these eyes return. Never been himself in
this house since. Never was like what he has been since, not from the
hour when to this house seven year ago me and his father, as tenants
by the quarter, came!' An effect in the nature of an affidavit was
gained from this speech by Mrs Chivery's peculiar power of
construction. 'May I venture to inquire what is your version of the
matter?'

'You may,' said Mrs Chivery, 'and I will give it to you in honour and in
word as true as in this shop I stand. Our John has every one's good
word and every one's good wish. He played with her as a child when in
that yard a child she played. He has known her ever since. He went
out upon the Sunday afternoon when in this very parlour he had
dined, and met her, with appointment or without appointment; which,
I do not pretend to say. He made his offer to her. Her brother and
sister is high in their views, and against Our John. Her father is all for
himself in his views and against sharing her with any one. Under
which circumstances she has answered Our John, ‘No, John, I cannot
have you, I cannot have any husband, it is not my intentions ever to
become a wife, it is my intentions to be always a sacrifice, farewell,
find another worthy of you, and forget me!’ This is the way in which
she is doomed to be a constant slave to them that are not worthy that
a constant slave she unto them should be. This is the way in which
Our John has come to find no pleasure but in taking cold among the
linen, and in showing in that yard, as in that yard I have myself
shown you, a broken-down ruin that goes home to his mother's heart!'
Here the good woman pointed to the little window, whence her son
might be seen sitting disconsolate in the tuneless groves; and again
shook her head and wiped her eyes, and besought him, for the united
sakes of both the young people, to exercise his influence towards the
bright reversal of these dismal events.

She was so confident in her exposition of the case, and it was so

undeniably founded on correct premises in so far as the relative
positions of Little Dorrit and her family were concerned, that Clennam
could not feel positive on the other side. He had come to attach to
Little Dorrit an interest so peculiar - an interest that removed her
from, while it grew out of, the common and coarse things surrounding
her - that he found it disappointing, disagreeable, almost painful, to
suppose her in love with young Mr Chivery in the back-yard, or any
such person. On the other hand, he reasoned with himself that she
was just as good and just as true in love with him, as not in love with
him; and that to make a kind of domesticated fairy of her, on the
penalty of isolation at heart from the only people she knew, would be
but a weakness of his own fancy, and not a kind one. Still, her
youthful and ethereal appearance, her timid manner, the charm of her
sensitive voice and eyes, the very many respects in which she had
interested him out of her own individuality, and the strong difference
between herself and those about her, were not in unison, and were
determined not to be in unison, with this newly presented idea.

He told the worthy Mrs Chivery, after turning these things over in his
mind - he did that, indeed, while she was yet speaking - that he might
be relied upon to do his utmost at all times to promote the happiness
of Miss Dorrit, and to further the wishes of her heart if it were in his
power to do so, and if he could discover what they were. At the same
time he cautioned her against assumptions and appearances;
enjoined strict silence and secrecy, lest Miss Dorrit should be made
unhappy; and particularly advised her to endeavour to win her son's
confidence and so to make quite sure of the state of the case. Mrs
Chivery considered the latter precaution superfluous, but said she
would try. She shook her head as if she had not derived all the
comfort she had fondly expected from this interview, but thanked him
nevertheless for the trouble he had kindly taken. They then parted
good friends, and Arthur walked away.

The crowd in the street jostling the crowd in his mind, and the two
crowds making a confusion, he avoided London Bridge, and turned off
in the quieter direction of the Iron Bridge. He had scarcely set foot
upon it, when he saw Little Dorrit walking on before him. It was a
pleasant day, with a light breeze blowing, and she seemed to have that
minute come there for air. He had left her in her father's room within
an hour.

It was a timely chance, favourable to his wish of observing her face

and manner when no one else was by. He quickened his pace; but
before he reached her, she turned her head.

'Have I startled you?' he asked.

'I thought I knew the step,' she answered, hesitating.

'And did you know it, Little Dorrit? You could hardly have expected
mine.'

'I did not expect any. But when I heard a step, I thought it - sounded
like yours.'

'Are you going further?'

'No, sir, I am only walking her for a little change.'

They walked together, and she recovered her confiding manner with
him, and looked up in his face as she said, after glancing around:

'It is so strange. Perhaps you can hardly understand it. I sometimes

have a sensation as if it was almost unfeeling to walk here.'

'Unfeeling?'

'To see the river, and so much sky, and so many objects, and such
change and motion. Then to go back, you know, and find him in the
same cramped place.'

'Ah yes! But going back, you must remember that you take with you
the spirit and influence of such things to cheer him.'

'Do I? I hope I may! I am afraid you fancy too much, sir, and make me
out too powerful. If you were in prison, could I bring such comfort to
you?' 'Yes, Little Dorrit, I am sure of it.'

He gathered from a tremor on her lip, and a passing shadow of great

agitation on her face, that her mind was with her father. He remained
silent for a few moments, that she might regain her composure. The
Little Dorrit, trembling on his arm, was less in unison than ever with
Mrs Chivery's theory, and yet was not irreconcilable with a new fancy
which sprung up within him, that there might be some one else in the
hopeless - newer fancy still - in the hopeless unattainable distance.

They turned, and Clennam said, Here was Maggy coming! Little Dorrit
looked up, surprised, and they confronted Maggy, who brought herself
at sight of them to a dead stop. She had been trotting along, so
preoccupied and busy that she had not recognised them until they
turned upon her. She was now in a moment so conscience- stricken
that her very basket partook of the change.

'Maggy, you promised me to stop near father.'

'So I would, Little Mother, only he wouldn't let me. If he takes and
sends me out I must go. If he takes and says, ‘Maggy, you hurry away
and back with that letter, and you shall have a sixpence if the
answer's a good 'un,’ I must take it. Lor, Little Mother, what's a poor
thing of ten year old to do? And if Mr Tip - if he happens to be a
coming in as I come out, and if he says ‘Where are you going, Maggy?’
and if I says, ‘I'm a going So and So,’ and if he says, ‘I'll have a Try
too,’ and if he goes into the George and writes a letter and if he gives it
me and says, ‘Take that one to the same place, and if the answer's a
good 'un I'll give you a shilling,’ it ain't my fault, mother!'
Arthur read, in Little Dorrit's downcast eyes, to whom she foresaw
that the letters were addressed.

'I'm a going So and So. There! That's where I am a going to,' said
Maggy. 'I'm a going So and So. It ain't you, Little Mother, that's got
anything to do with it - it's you, you know,' said Maggy, addressing
Arthur. 'You'd better come, So and So, and let me take and give 'em to
you.'

'We will not be so particular as that, Maggy. Give them me here,' said
Clennam in a low voice.

'Well, then, come across the road,' answered Maggy in a very loud
whisper. 'Little Mother wasn't to know nothing of it, and she would
never have known nothing of it if you had only gone So and So,
instead of bothering and loitering about. It ain't my fault. I must do
what I am told. They ought to be ashamed of themselves for telling
me.'

Clennam crossed to the other side, and hurriedly opened the letters.
That from the father mentioned that most unexpectedly finding
himself in the novel position of having been disappointed of a
remittance from the City on which he had confidently counted, he
took up his pen, being restrained by the unhappy circumstance of his
incarceration during three-and-twenty years (doubly underlined), from
coming himself, as he would otherwise certainly have done - took up
his pen to entreat Mr Clennam to advance him the sum of Three
Pounds Ten Shillings upon his I.O.U., which he begged to enclose.
That from the son set forth that Mr Clennam would, he knew, be
gratified to hear that he had at length obtained permanent
employment of a highly satisfactory nature, accompanied with every
prospect of complete success in life; but that the temporary inability of
his employer to pay him his arrears of salary to that date (in which
condition said employer had appealed to that generous forbearance in
which he trusted he should never be wanting towards a fellow-
creature), combined with the fraudulent conduct of a false friend and
the present high price of provisions, had reduced him to the verge of
ruin, unless he could by a quarter before six that evening raise the
sum of eight pounds. This sum, Mr Clennam would be happy to learn,
he had, through the promptitude of several friends who had a lively
confidence in his probity, already raised, with the exception of a
trifling balance of one pound seventeen and fourpence; the loan of
which balance, for the period of one month, would be fraught with the
usual beneficent consequences.

These letters Clennam answered with the aid of his pencil and pocket-
book, on the spot; sending the father what he asked for, and excusing
himself from compliance with the demand of the son. He then
commissioned Maggy to return with his replies, and gave her the
shilling of which the failure of her supplemental enterprise would have
disappointed her otherwise.

When he rejoined Little Dorrit, and they had begun walking as before,
she said all at once:

'I think I had better go. I had better go home.'

'Don't be distressed,' said Clennam, 'I have answered the letters. They
were nothing. You know what they were. They were nothing.'

'But I am afraid,' she returned, 'to leave him, I am afraid to leave any
of them. When I am gone, they pervert - but they don't mean it - even
Maggy.'

'It was a very innocent commission that she undertook, poor thing.
And in keeping it secret from you, she supposed, no doubt, that she
was only saving you uneasiness.'

'Yes, I hope so, I hope so. But I had better go home! It was but the
other day that my sister told me I had become so used to the prison
that I had its tone and character. It must be so. I am sure it must be
when I see these things. My place is there. I am better there. it is
unfeeling in me to be here, when I can do the least thing there. Good-
bye. I had far better stay at home!'

The agonised way in which she poured this out, as if it burst of itself
from her suppressed heart, made it difficult for Clennam to keep the
tears from his eyes as he saw and heard her.

'Don't call it home, my child!' he entreated. 'It is always painful to me

to hear you call it home.'

'But it is home! What else can I call home? Why should I ever forget it
for a single moment?'

'You never do, dear Little Dorrit, in any good and true service.'

'I hope not, O I hope not! But it is better for me to stay there; much
better, much more dutiful, much happier. Please don't go with me, let
me go by myself. Good-bye, God bless you. Thank you, thank you.'

He felt that it was better to respect her entreaty, and did not move
while her slight form went quickly away from him. When it had
fluttered out of sight, he turned his face towards the water and stood
thinking.
She would have been distressed at any time by this discovery of the
letters; but so much so, and in that unrestrainable way?

No.

When she had seen her father begging with his threadbare disguise
on, when she had entreated him not to give her father money, she had
been distressed, but not like this. Something had made her keenly
and additionally sensitive just now. Now, was there some one in the
hopeless unattainable distance? Or had the suspicion been brought
into his mind, by his own associations of the troubled river running
beneath the bridge with the same river higher up, its changeless tune
upon the prow of the ferry-boat, so many miles an hour the peaceful
flowing of the stream, here the rushes, there the lilies, nothing
uncertain or unquiet?

He thought of his poor child, Little Dorrit, for a long time there; he
thought of her going home; he thought of her in the night; he thought
of her when the day came round again. And the poor child Little Dorrit
thought of him - too faithfully, ah, too faithfully! - in the shadow of
the Marshalsea wall.
Chapter XXIII - Machinery In Motion

Mr Meagles bestirred himself with such prompt activity in the matter

of the negotiation with Daniel Doyce which Clennam had entrusted to
him, that he soon brought it into business train, and called on
Clennam at nine o'clock one morning to make his report. 'Doyce is
highly gratified by your good opinion,' he opened the business by
saying, 'and desires nothing so much as that you should examine the
affairs of the Works for yourself, and entirely understand them. He
has handed me the keys of all his books and papers - here they are
jingling in this pocket - and the only charge he has given me is ‘Let Mr
Clennam have the means of putting himself on a perfect equality with
me as to knowing whatever I know. If it should come to nothing after
all, he will respect my confidence. Unless I was sure of that to begin
with, I should have nothing to do with him.’ And there, you see,' said
Mr Meagles, 'you have Daniel Doyce all over.'

'A very honourable character.'

'Oh, yes, to be sure. Not a doubt of it. Odd, but very honourable. Very
odd though. Now, would you believe, Clennam,' said Mr Meagles, with
a hearty enjoyment of his friend's eccentricity, 'that I had a whole
morning in What's-his-name Yard - '

'Bleeding Heart?'

'A whole morning in Bleeding Heart Yard, before I could induce him to
pursue the subject at all?'

'How was that?'

'How was that, my friend? I no sooner mentioned your name in

connection with it than he declared off.'

'Declared off on my account?'

'I no sooner mentioned your name, Clennam, than he said, ‘That will
never do!’ What did he mean by that? I asked him. No matter,
Meagles; that would never do. Why would it never do? You'll hardly
believe it, Clennam,' said Mr Meagles, laughing within himself, 'but it
came out that it would never do, because you and he, walking down to
Twickenham together, had glided into a friendly conversation in the
course of which he had referred to his intention of taking a partner,
supposing at the time that you were as firmly and finally settled as St
Paul's Cathedral. ‘Whereas,’ says he, ‘Mr Clennam might now believe,
if I entertained his proposition, that I had a sinister and designing
motive in what was open free speech. Which I can't bear,’ says he,
‘which I really
am too proud to bear.’'

'I should as soon suspect - '

'Of course you would,' interrupted Mr Meagles, 'and so I told him. But
it took a morning to scale that wall; and I doubt if any other man than
myself (he likes me of old) could have got his leg over it. Well,
Clennam. This business-like obstacle surmounted, he then stipulated
that before resuming with you I should look over the books and form
my own opinion. I looked over the books, and formed my own opinion.
‘Is it, on the whole, for, or against?’ says he. ‘For,’ says I. ‘Then,’ says
he, ‘you may now, my good friend, give Mr Clennam the means of
forming his opinion. To enable him to do which, without bias and with
perfect freedom, I shall go out of town for a week.’ And he's gone,' said
Mr Meagles; that's the rich conclusion of the thing.'

'Leaving me,' said Clennam, 'with a high sense, I must say, of his
candour and his - '

'Oddity,' Mr Meagles struck in. 'I should think so!'

It was not exactly the word on Clennam's lips, but he forbore to

interrupt his good-humoured friend.

'And now,' added Mr Meagles, 'you can begin to look into matters as
soon as you think proper. I have undertaken to explain where you
may want explanation, but to be strictly impartial, and to do nothing
more.'

They began their perquisitions in Bleeding Heart Yard that same

forenoon. Little peculiarities were easily to be detected by experienced
eyes in Mr Doyce's way of managing his affairs, but they almost
always involved some ingenious simplification of a difficulty, and some
plain road to the desired end. That his papers were in arrear, and that
he stood in need of assistance to develop the capacity of his business,
was clear enough; but all the results of his undertakings during many
years were distinctly set forth, and were ascertainable with ease.
Nothing had been done for the purposes of the pending investigation;
everything was in its genuine working dress, and in a certain honest
rugged order. The calculations and entries, in his own hand, of which
there were many, were bluntly written, and with no very neat
precision; but were always plain and directed straight to the purpose.
It occurred to Arthur that a far more elaborate and taking show of
business - such as the records of the Circumlocution Office made
perhaps - might be far less serviceable, as being meant to be far less
intelligible.
Three or four days of steady application tendered him master of all the
facts it was essential to become acquainted with. Mr Meagles was at
hand the whole time, always ready to illuminate any dim place with
the bright little safety-lamp belonging to the scales and scoop.
Between them they agreed upon the sum it would be fair to offer for
the purchase of a half-share in the business, and then Mr Meagles
unsealed a paper in which Daniel Doyce had noted the amount at
which he valued it; which was even something less. Thus, when
Daniel came back, he found the affair as good as concluded.

'And I may now avow, Mr Clennam,' said he, with a cordial shake of
the hand, 'that if I had looked high and low for a partner, I believe I
could not have found one more to my mind.'

'I say the same,' said Clennam.

'And I say of both of you,' added Mr Meagles, 'that you are well
matched. You keep him in check, Clennam, with your common sense,
and you stick to the Works, Dan, with your - '

'Uncommon sense?' suggested Daniel, with his quiet smile.

'You may call it so, if you like - and each of you will be a right hand to
the other. Here's my own right hand upon it, as a practical man, to
both of you.'

The purchase was completed within a month. It left Arthur in

possession of private personal means not exceeding a few hundred
pounds; but it opened to him an active and promising career. The
three friends dined together on the auspicious occasion; the factory
and the factory wives and children made holiday and dined too; even
Bleeding Heart Yard dined and was full of meat. Two months had
barely gone by in all, when Bleeding Heart Yard had become so
familiar with short-commons again, that the treat was forgotten there;
when nothing seemed new in the partnership but the paint of the
inscription on the door-posts, DOYCE AND CLENNAM; when it
appeared even to Clennam himself, that he had had the affairs of the
firm in his mind for years.

The little counting-house reserved for his own occupation, was a room
of wood and glass at the end of a long low workshop, filled with
benches, and vices, and tools, and straps, and wheels; which, when
they were in gear with the steam-engine, went tearing round as
though they had a suicidal mission to grind the business to dust and
tear the factory to pieces. A communication of great trap- doors in the
floor and roof with the workshop above and the workshop below,
made a shaft of light in this perspective, which brought to Clennam's
mind the child's old picture-book, where similar rays were the
witnesses of Abel's murder. The noises were sufficiently removed and
shut out from the counting-house to blend into a busy hum,
interspersed with periodical clinks and thumps. The patient figures at
work were swarthy with the filings of iron and steel that danced on
every bench and bubbled up through every chink in the planking. The
workshop was arrived at by a step- ladder from the outer yard below,
where it served as a shelter for the large grindstone where tools were
sharpened. The whole had at once a fanciful and practical air in
Clennam's eyes, which was a welcome change; and, as often as he
raised them from his first work of getting the array of business
documents into perfect order, he glanced at these things with a feeling
of pleasure in his pursuit that was new to him.

Raising his eyes thus one day, he was surprised to see a bonnet
labouring up the step-ladder. The unusual apparition was followed by
another bonnet. He then perceived that the first bonnet was on the
head of Mr F.'s Aunt, and that the second bonnet was on the head of
Flora, who seemed to have propelled her legacy up the steep ascent
with considerable difficulty. Though not altogether enraptured at the
sight of these visitors, Clennam lost no time in opening the counting-
house door, and extricating them from the workshop; a rescue which
was rendered the more necessary by Mr F.'s Aunt already stumbling
over some impediment, and menacing steam power as an Institution
with a stony reticule she carried.

'Good gracious, Arthur, - I should say Mr Clennam, far more proper -

the climb we have had to get up here and how ever to get down again
without a fire-escape and Mr F.'s Aunt slipping through the steps and
bruised all over and you in the machinery and foundry way too only
think, and never told us!'

Thus, Flora, out of breath. Meanwhile, Mr F.'s Aunt rubbed her

esteemed insteps with her umbrella, and vindictively glared.

'Most unkind never to have come back to see us since that day,
though naturally it was not to be expected that there should be any
attraction at our house and you were much more pleasantly engaged,
that's pretty certain, and is she fair or dark blue eyes or black I
wonder, not that I expect that she should be anything but a perfect
contrast to me in all particulars for I am a disappointment as I very
well know and you are quite right to be devoted no doubt though what
I am saying Arthur never mind I hardly know myself Good gracious!'

By this time he had placed chairs for them in the counting-house. As

Flora dropped into hers, she bestowed the old look upon him.

'And to think of Doyce and Clennam, and who Doyce can be,' said
Flora; 'delightful man no doubt and married perhaps or perhaps a
daughter, now has he really? then one understands the partnership
and sees it all, don't tell me anything about it for I know I have no
claim to ask the question the golden chain that once was forged being
snapped and very proper.'

Flora put her hand tenderly on his, and gave him another of the
youthful glances.

'Dear Arthur - force of habit, Mr Clennam every way more delicate and
adapted to existing circumstances - I must beg to be excused for
taking the liberty of this intrusion but I thought I might so far
presume upon old times for ever faded never more to bloom as to call
with Mr F.'s Aunt to congratulate and offer best wishes, A great deal
superior to China not to be denied and much nearer though higher
up!'

'I am very happy to see you,' said Clennam, 'and I thank you, Flora,
very much for your kind remembrance.' 'More than I can say myself at
any rate,' returned Flora, 'for I might have been dead and buried
twenty distinct times over and no doubt whatever should have been
before you had genuinely remembered Me or anything like it in spite
of which one last remark I wish to make, one last explanation I wish
to offer - '

'My dear Mrs Finching,' Arthur remonstrated in alarm.

'Oh not that disagreeable name, say Flora!'

'Flora, is it worth troubling yourself afresh to enter into explanations?

I assure you none are needed. I am satisfied - I am perfectly satisfied.'

A diversion was occasioned here, by Mr F.'s Aunt making the following

inexorable and awful statement:

'There's mile-stones on the Dover road!'

With such mortal hostility towards the human race did she discharge
this missile, that Clennam was quite at a loss how to defend himself;
the rather as he had been already perplexed in his mind by the
honour of a visit from this venerable lady, when it was plain she held
him in the utmost abhorrence. He could not but look at her with
disconcertment, as she sat breathing bitterness and scorn, and
staring leagues away. Flora, however, received the remark as if it had
been of a most apposite and agreeable nature; approvingly observing
aloud that Mr F.'s Aunt had a great deal of spirit. Stimulated either by
this compliment, or by her burning indignation, that illustrious
woman then added, 'Let him meet it if he can!' And, with a rigid
movement of her stony reticule (an appendage of great size and of a
fossil appearance), indicated that Clennam was the unfortunate
person at whom the challenge was hurled.

'One last remark,' resumed Flora, 'I was going to say I wish to make
one last explanation I wish to offer, Mr F.'s Aunt and myself would not
have intruded on business hours Mr F. having been in business and
though the wine trade still business is equally business call it what
you will and business habits are just the same as witness Mr F.
himself who had his slippers always on the mat at ten minutes before
six in the afternoon and his boots inside the fender at ten minutes
before eight in the morning to the moment in all weathers light or
dark - would not therefore have intruded without a motive which
being kindly meant it may be hoped will be kindly taken Arthur, Mr
Clennam far more proper, even Doyce and Clennam probably more
business-like.'

'Pray say nothing in the way of apology,' Arthur entreated. 'You are
always welcome.'

'Very polite of you to say so Arthur - cannot remember Mr Clennam

until the word is out, such is the habit of times for ever fled, and so
true it is that oft in the stilly night ere slumber's chain has bound
people, fond memory brings the light of other days around people -
very polite but more polite than true I am afraid, for to go into the
machinery business without so much as sending a line or a card to
papa - I don't say me though there was a time but that is past and
stern reality has now my gracious never mind - does not look like it
you must confess.'

Even Flora's commas seemed to have fled on this occasion; she was so
much more disjointed and voluble than in the preceding interview.

'Though indeed,' she hurried on, 'nothing else is to be expected and

why should it be expected and if it's not to be expected why should it
be, and I am far from blaming you or any one, When your mama and
my papa worried us to death and severed the golden bowl - I mean
bond but I dare say you know what I mean and if you don't you don't
lose much and care just as little I will venture to add - when they
severed the golden bond that bound us and threw us into fits of crying
on the sofa nearly choked at least myself everything was changed and
in giving my hand to Mr F. I know I did so with my eyes open but he
was so very unsettled and in such low spirits that he had distractedly
alluded to the river if not oil of something from the chemist's and I did
it for the best.'

'My good Flora, we settled that before. It was all quite right.'
'It's perfectly clear you think so,' returned Flora, 'for you take it very
coolly, if I hadn't known it to be China I should have guessed myself
the Polar regions, dear Mr Clennam you are right however and I
cannot blame you but as to Doyce and Clennam papa's property being
about here we heard it from Pancks and but for him we never should
have heard one word about it I am satisfied.'

'No, no, don't say that.'

'What nonsense not to say it Arthur - Doyce and Clennam - easier and
less trying to me than Mr Clennam - when I know it and you know it
too and can't deny it.'

'But I do deny it, Flora. I should soon have made you a friendly visit.'

'Ah!' said Flora, tossing her head. 'I dare say!' and she gave him
another of the old looks. 'However when Pancks told us I made up my
mind that Mr F.'s Aunt and I would come and call because when papa
- which was before that - happened to mention her name to me and to
say that you were interested in her I said at the moment Good
gracious why not have her here then when there's anything to do
instead of putting it out.'

'When you say Her,' observed Clennam, by this time pretty well
bewildered, 'do you mean Mr F.'s - '

'My goodness, Arthur - Doyce and Clennam really easier to me with

old remembrances - who ever heard of Mr F.'s Aunt doing needlework
and going out by the day?'

'Going out by the day! Do you speak of Little Dorrit?' 'Why yes of
course,' returned Flora; 'and of all the strangest names I ever heard
the strangest, like a place down in the country with a turnpike, or a
favourite pony or a puppy or a bird or something from a seed-shop to
be put in a garden or a flower-pot and come up speckled.'

'Then, Flora,' said Arthur, with a sudden interest in the conversation,

'Mr Casby was so kind as to mention Little Dorrit to you, was he?
What did he say?'

'Oh you know what papa is,' rejoined Flora, 'and how aggravatingly he
sits looking beautiful and turning his thumbs over and over one
another till he makes one giddy if one keeps one's eyes upon him, he
said when we were talking of you - I don't know who began the subject
Arthur (Doyce and Clennam) but I am sure it wasn't me, at least I
hope not but you really must excuse my confessing more on that
point.'
'Certainly,' said Arthur. 'By all means.'

'You are very ready,' pouted Flora, coming to a sudden stop in a

captivating bashfulness, 'that I must admit, Papa said you had spoken
of her in an earnest way and I said what I have told you and that's all.'

'That's all?' said Arthur, a little disappointed.

'Except that when Pancks told us of your having embarked in this

business and with difficulty persuaded us that it was really you I said
to Mr F.'s Aunt then we would come and ask you if it would be
agreeable to all parties that she should be engaged at our house when
required for I know she often goes to your mama's and I know that
your mama has a very touchy temper Arthur - Doyce and Clennam -
or I never might have married Mr F. and might have been at this hour
but I am running into nonsense.'

'It was very kind of you, Flora, to think of this.'

Poor Flora rejoined with a plain sincerity which became her better
than her youngest glances, that she was glad he thought so. She said
it with so much heart that Clennam would have given a great deal to
buy his old character of her on the spot, and throw it and the
mermaid away for ever.

'I think, Flora,' he said, 'that the employment you can give Little
Dorrit, and the kindness you can show her - '

'Yes and I will,' said Flora, quickly.

'I am sure of it - will be a great assistance and support to her. I do not

feel that I have the right to tell you what I know of her, for I acquired
the knowledge confidentially, and under circumstances that bind me
to silence. But I have an interest in the little creature, and a respect
for her that I cannot express to you. Her life has been one of such trial
and devotion, and such quiet goodness, as you can scarcely imagine. I
can hardly think of her, far less speak of her, without feeling moved.
Let that feeling represent what I could tell you, and commit her to
your friendliness with my thanks.'

Once more he put out his hand frankly to poor Flora; once more poor
Flora couldn't accept it frankly, found it worth nothing openly, must
make the old intrigue and mystery of it. As much to her own
enjoyment as to his dismay, she covered it with a corner of her shawl
as she took it. Then, looking towards the glass front of the counting-
house, and seeing two figures approaching, she cried with infinite
relish, 'Papa! Hush, Arthur, for Mercy's sake!' and tottered back to her
chair with an amazing imitation of being in danger of swooning, in the
dread surprise and maidenly flutter of her spirits.

The Patriarch, meanwhile, came inanely beaming towards the

counting-house in the wake of Pancks. Pancks opened the door for
him, towed him in, and retired to his own moorings in a corner.

'I heard from Flora,' said the Patriarch with his benevolent smile, 'that
she was coming to call, coming to call. And being out, I thought I'd
come also, thought I'd come also.'

The benign wisdom he infused into this declaration (not of itself

profound), by means of his blue eyes, his shining head, and his long
white hair, was most impressive. It seemed worth putting down among
the noblest sentiments enunciated by the best of men. Also, when he
said to Clennam, seating himself in the proffered chair, 'And you are
in a new business, Mr Clennam? I wish you well, sir, I wish you well!'
he seemed to have done benevolent wonders.

'Mrs Finching has been telling me, sir,' said Arthur, after making his
acknowledgments; the relict of the late Mr F. meanwhile protesting,
with a gesture, against his use of that respectable name; 'that she
hopes occasionally to employ the young needlewoman you
recommended to my mother. For which I have been thanking her.'

The Patriarch turning his head in a lumbering way towards Pancks,

that assistant put up the note-book in which he had been absorbed,
and took him in tow.

'You didn't recommend her, you know,' said Pancks; 'how could you?
You knew nothing about her, you didn't. The name was mentioned to
you, and you passed it on. That's what YOU did.'

'Well!' said Clennam. 'As she justifies any recommendation, it is much

the same thing.'

'You are glad she turns out well,' said Pancks, 'but it wouldn't have
been your fault if she had turned out ill. The credit's not yours as it is,
and the blame wouldn't have been yours as it might have been. You
gave no guarantee. You knew nothing about her.' 'You are not
acquainted, then,' said Arthur, hazarding a random question, 'with
any of her family?'

'Acquainted with any of her family?' returned Pancks. 'How should

you be acquainted with any of her family? You never heard of 'em. You
can't be acquainted with people you never heard of, can you? You
should think not!'
All this time the Patriarch sat serenely smiling; nodding or shaking his
head benevolently, as the case required.

'As to being a reference,' said Pancks, 'you know, in a general way,

what being a reference means. It's all your eye, that is! Look at your
tenants down the Yard here. They'd all be references for one another,
if you'd let 'em. What would be the good of letting 'em? It's no
satisfaction to be done by two men instead of one. One's enough. A
person who can't pay, gets another person who can't pay, to guarantee
that he can pay. Like a person with two wooden legs getting another
person with two wooden legs, to guarantee that he has got two natural
legs. It don't make either of them able to do a walking match. And four
wooden legs are more troublesome to you than two, when you don't
want any.' Mr Pancks concluded by blowing off that steam of his.

A momentary silence that ensued was broken by Mr F.'s Aunt, who

had been sitting upright in a cataleptic state since her last public
remark. She now underwent a violent twitch, calculated to produce a
startling effect on the nerves of the uninitiated, and with the deadliest
animosity observed:

'You can't make a head and brains out of a brass knob with nothing in
it. You couldn't do it when your Uncle George was living; much less
when he's dead.'

Mr Pancks was not slow to reply, with his usual calmness, 'Indeed,
ma'am! Bless my soul! I'm surprised to hear it.' Despite his presence
of mind, however, the speech of Mr F.'s Aunt produced a depressing
effect on the little assembly; firstly, because it was impossible to
disguise that Clennam's unoffending head was the particular temple
of reason depreciated; and secondly, because nobody ever knew on
these occasions whose Uncle George was referred to, or what spectral
presence might be invoked under that appellation.

Therefore Flora said, though still not without a certain boastfulness

and triumph in her legacy, that Mr F.'s Aunt was 'very lively to-day,
and she thought they had better go.' But Mr F.'s Aunt proved so lively
as to take the suggestion in unexpected dudgeon and declare that she
would not go; adding, with several injurious expressions, that if 'He' -
too evidently meaning Clennam - wanted to get rid of her, 'let him
chuck her out of winder;' and urgently expressing her desire to see
'Him' perform that ceremony.

In this dilemma, Mr Pancks, whose resources appeared equal to any

emergency in the Patriarchal waters, slipped on his hat, slipped out at
the counting-house door, and slipped in again a moment afterwards
with an artificial freshness upon him, as if he had been in the country
for some weeks. 'Why, bless my heart, ma'am!' said Mr Pancks,
rubbing up his hair in great astonishment, 'is that you?

How do you do, ma'am? You are looking charming to-day! I am

delighted to see you. Favour me with your arm, ma'am; we'll have a
little walk together, you and me, if you'll honour me with your
company.' And so escorted Mr F.'s Aunt down the private staircase of
the counting-house with great gallantry and success. The patriarchal
Mr Casby then rose with the air of having done it himself, and blandly
followed: leaving his daughter, as she followed in her turn, to remark
to her former lover in a distracted whisper (which she very much
enjoyed), that they had drained the cup of life to the dregs; and
further to hint mysteriously that the late Mr F. was at the bottom of it.

Alone again, Clennam became a prey to his old doubts in reference to

his mother and Little Dorrit, and revolved the old thoughts and
suspicions. They were all in his mind, blending themselves with the
duties he was mechanically discharging, when a shadow on his
papers caused him to look up for the cause. The cause was Mr
Pancks. With his hat thrown back upon his ears as if his wiry prongs
of hair had darted up like springs and cast it off, with his jet-black
beads of eyes inquisitively sharp, with the fingers of his right hand in
his mouth that he might bite the nails, and with the fingers of his left
hand in reserve in his pocket for another course, Mr Pancks cast his
shadow through the glass upon the books and papers.

Mr Pancks asked, with a little inquiring twist of his head, if he might

come in again? Clennam replied with a nod of his head in the
affirmative. Mr Pancks worked his way in, came alongside the desk,
made himself fast by leaning his arms upon it, and started
conversation with a puff and a snort.

'Mr F.'s Aunt is appeased, I hope?' said Clennam.

'All right, sir,' said Pancks.

'I am so unfortunate as to have awakened a strong animosity in the

breast of that lady,' said Clennam. 'Do you know why?'

'Does SHE know why?' said Pancks.

'I suppose not.'

'I suppose not,' said Pancks.

He took out his note-book, opened it, shut it, dropped it into his hat,
which was beside him on the desk, and looked in at it as it lay at the
bottom of the hat: all with a great appearance of consideration.
'Mr Clennam,' he then began, 'I am in want of information, sir.'

'Connected with this firm?' asked Clennam.

'No,' said Pancks.

'With what then, Mr Pancks? That is to say, assuming that you want it
of me.'

'Yes, sir; yes, I want it of you,' said Pancks, 'if I can persuade you to
furnish it. A, B, C, D. DA, DE, DI, DO. Dictionary order.

Dorrit. That's the name, sir?'

Mr Pancks blew off his peculiar noise again, and fell to at his right-
hand nails. Arthur looked searchingly at him; he returned the look.

'I don't understand you, Mr Pancks.'

'That's the name that I want to know about.'

'And what do you want to know?'

'Whatever you can and will tell me.' This comprehensive summary of
his desires was not discharged without some heavy labouring on the
part of Mr Pancks's machinery.

'This is a singular visit, Mr Pancks. It strikes me as rather

extraordinary that you should come, with such an object, to me.'

'It may be all extraordinary together,' returned Pancks. 'It may be out
of the ordinary course, and yet be business. In short, it is business. I
am a man of business. What business have I in this present world,
except to stick to business? No business.'

With his former doubt whether this dry hard personage were quite in
earnest, Clennam again turned his eyes attentively upon his face. It
was as scrubby and dingy as ever, and as eager and quick as ever,
and he could see nothing lurking in it that was at all expressive of a
latent mockery that had seemed to strike upon his ear in the voice.

'Now,' said Pancks, 'to put this business on its own footing, it's not my
proprietor's.'

'Do you refer to Mr Casby as your proprietor?'

Pancks nodded. 'My proprietor. Put a case. Say, at my proprietor's I

hear name - name of young person Mr Clennam wants to serve. Say,
name first mentioned to my proprietor by Plornish in the Yard. Say, I
go to Plornish. Say, I ask Plornish as a matter of business for
information. Say, Plornish, though six weeks in arrear to my
proprietor, declines. Say, Mrs Plornish declines. Say, both refer to Mr
Clennam. Put the case.' 'Well?'

'Well, sir,' returned Pancks, 'say, I come to him. Say, here I am.'

With those prongs of hair sticking up all over his head, and his breath
coming and going very hard and short, the busy Pancks fell back a
step (in Tug metaphor, took half a turn astern) as if to show his dingy
hull complete, then forged a-head again, and directed his quick glance
by turns into his hat where his note-book was, and into Clennam's
face.

'Mr Pancks, not to trespass on your grounds of mystery, I will be as

plain with you as I can. Let me ask two questions. First - '

'All right!' said Pancks, holding up his dirty forefinger with his broken
nail. 'I see! ‘What's your motive?’'

'Exactly.'

'Motive,' said Pancks, 'good. Nothing to do with my proprietor; not

stateable at present, ridiculous to state at present; but good.

Desiring to serve young person, name of Dorrit,' said Pancks, with his
forefinger still up as a caution. 'Better admit motive to be good.'

'Secondly, and lastly, what do you want to know?'

Mr Pancks fished up his note-book before the question was put, and
buttoning it with care in an inner breast-pocket, and looking straight
at Clennam all the time, replied with a pause and a puff, 'I want
supplementary information of any sort.'

Clennam could not withhold a smile, as the panting little steam- tug,
so useful to that unwieldy ship, the Casby, waited on and watched
him as if it were seeking an opportunity of running in and rifling him
of all he wanted before he could resist its manoeuvres; though there
was that in Mr Pancks's eagerness, too, which awakened many
wondering speculations in his mind. After a little consideration, he
resolved to supply Mr Pancks with such leading information as it was
in his power to impart him; well knowing that Mr Pancks, if he failed
in his present research, was pretty sure to find other means of getting
it.
He, therefore, first requesting Mr Pancks to remember his voluntary
declaration that his proprietor had no part in the disclosure, and that
his own intentions were good (two declarations which that coaly little
gentleman with the greatest ardour repeated), openly told him that as
to the Dorrit lineage or former place of habitation, he had no
information to communicate, and that his knowledge of the family did
not extend beyond the fact that it appeared to be now reduced to five
members; namely, to two brothers, of whom one was single, and one a
widower with three children. The ages of the whole family he made
known to Mr Pancks, as nearly as he could guess at them; and finally
he described to him the position of the Father of the Marshalsea, and
the course of time and events through which he had become invested
with that character. To all this, Mr Pancks, snorting and blowing in a
more and more portentous manner as he became more interested,
listened with great attention; appearing to derive the most agreeable
sensations from the painfullest parts of the narrative, and particularly
to be quite charmed by the account of William Dorrit's long
imprisonment.

'In conclusion, Mr Pancks,' said Arthur, 'I have but to say this. I have
reasons beyond a personal regard for speaking as little as I can of the
Dorrit family, particularly at my mother's house' (Mr Pancks nodded),
'and for knowing as much as I can. So devoted a man of business as
you are - eh?'

For Mr Pancks had suddenly made that blowing effort with unusual
force.

'It's nothing,' said Pancks.

'So devoted a man of business as yourself has a perfect understanding

of a fair bargain. I wish to make a fair bargain with you, that you shall
enlighten me concerning the Dorrit family when you have it in your
power, as I have enlightened you. It may not give you a very flattering
idea of my business habits, that I failed to make my terms
beforehand,' continued Clennam; 'but I prefer to make them a point of
honour. I have seen so much business done on sharp principles that,
to tell you the truth, Mr Pancks, I am tired of them.'

Mr Pancks laughed. 'It's a bargain, sir,' said he. 'You shall find me
stick to it.'

After that, he stood a little while looking at Clennam, and biting his
ten nails all round; evidently while he fixed in his mind what he had
been told, and went over it carefully, before the means of supplying a
gap in his memory should be no longer at hand. 'It's all right,' he said
at last, 'and now I'll wish you good day, as it's collecting day in the
Yard. By-the-bye, though. A lame foreigner with a stick.'
'Ay, ay. You do take a reference sometimes, I see?' said Clennam.

'When he can pay, sir,' replied Pancks. 'Take all you can get, and keep
back all you can't be forced to give up. That's business. The lame
foreigner with the stick wants a top room down the Yard. Is he good
for it?'

'I am,' said Clennam, 'and I will answer for him.'

'That's enough. What I must have of Bleeding Heart Yard,' said

Pancks, making a note of the case in his book, 'is my bond. I want my
bond, you see. Pay up, or produce your property! That's the
watchword down the Yard. The lame foreigner with the stick
represented that you sent him; but he could represent (as far as that
goes) that the Great Mogul sent him. He has been in the hospital, I
believe?'

'Yes. Through having met with an accident. He is only just now

discharged.'

'It's pauperising a man, sir, I have been shown, to let him into a
hospital?' said Pancks. And again blew off that remarkable sound.

'I have been shown so too,' said Clennam, coldly.

Mr Pancks, being by that time quite ready for a start, got under steam
in a moment, and, without any other signal or ceremony, was snorting
down the step-ladder and working into Bleeding Heart Yard, before he
seemed to be well out of the counting-house.

Throughout the remainder of the day, Bleeding Heart Yard was in

consternation, as the grim Pancks cruised in it; haranguing the
inhabitants on their backslidings in respect of payment, demanding
his bond, breathing notices to quit and executions, running down
defaulters, sending a swell of terror on before him, and leaving it in
his wake. Knots of people, impelled by a fatal attraction, lurked
outside any house in which he was known to be, listening for
fragments of his discourses to the inmates; and, when he was
rumoured to be coming down the stairs, often could not disperse so
quickly but that he would be prematurely in among them, demanding
their own arrears, and rooting them to the spot. Throughout the
remainder of the day, Mr Pancks's What were they up to? and What
did they mean by it? sounded all over the Yard. Mr Pancks wouldn't
hear of excuses, wouldn't hear of complaints, wouldn't hear of repairs,
wouldn't hear of anything but unconditional money down. Perspiring
and puffing and darting about in eccentric directions, and becoming
hotter and dingier every moment, he lashed the tide of the yard into a
most agitated and turbid state. It had not settled down into calm
water again full two hours after he had been seen fuming away on the
horizon at the top of the steps.

There were several small assemblages of the Bleeding Hearts at the

popular points of meeting in the Yard that night, among whom it was
universally agreed that Mr Pancks was a hard man to have to do with;
and that it was much to be regretted, so it was, that a gentleman like
Mr Casby should put his rents in his hands, and never know him in
his true light. For (said the Bleeding Hearts), if a gentleman with that
head of hair and them eyes took his rents into his own hands, ma'am,
there would be none of this worriting and wearing, and things would
be very different.

At which identical evening hour and minute, the Patriarch - who had
floated serenely through the Yard in the forenoon before the harrying
began, with the express design of getting up this trustfulness in his
shining bumps and silken locks - at which identical hour and minute,
that first-rate humbug of a thousand guns was heavily floundering in
the little Dock of his exhausted Tug at home, and was saying, as he
turned his thumbs:

'A very bad day's work, Pancks, very bad day's work. It seems to me,
sir, and I must insist on making this observation forcibly in justice to
myself, that you ought to have got much more money, much more
money.'
Chapter XXIV - Fortune-Telling

Little Dorrit received a call that same evening from Mr Plornish, who,
having intimated that he wished to speak to her privately, in a series
of coughs so very noticeable as to favour the idea that her father, as
regarded her seamstress occupation, was an illustration of the axiom
that there are no such stone-blind men as those who will not see,
obtained an audience with her on the common staircase outside the
door.

'There's been a lady at our place to-day, Miss Dorrit,' Plornish

growled, 'and another one along with her as is a old wixen if ever I met
with such. The way she snapped a person's head off, dear me!'

The mild Plornish was at first quite unable to get his mind away from
Mr F.'s Aunt. 'For,' said he, to excuse himself, 'she is, I do assure you,
the winegariest party.'

At length, by a great effort, he detached himself from the subject

sufficiently to observe:

'But she's neither here nor there just at present. The other lady, she's
Mr Casby's daughter; and if Mr Casby an't well off, none better, it an't
through any fault of Pancks. For, as to Pancks, he does, he really
does, he does indeed!'

Mr Plornish, after his usual manner, was a little obscure, but

conscientiously emphatic.

'And what she come to our place for,' he pursued, 'was to leave word
that if Miss Dorrit would step up to that card - which it's Mr Casby's
house that is, and Pancks he has a office at the back, where he really
does, beyond belief - she would be glad for to engage her. She was a
old and a dear friend, she said particular, of Mr Clennam, and hoped
for to prove herself a useful friend to his friend. Them was her words.
Wishing to know whether Miss Dorrit could come to-morrow morning,
I said I would see you, Miss, and inquire, and look round there to-
night, to say yes, or, if you was engaged to-morrow, when.'

'I can go to-morrow, thank you,' said Little Dorrit. 'This is very kind of
you, but you are always kind.'

Mr Plornish, with a modest disavowal of his merits, opened the room

door for her readmission, and followed her in with such an
exceedingly bald pretence of not having been out at all, that her father
might have observed it without being very suspicious. In his affable
unconsciousness, however, he took no heed. Plornish, after a little
conversation, in which he blended his former duty as a Collegian with
his present privilege as a humble outside friend, qualified again by his
low estate as a plasterer, took his leave; making the tour of the prison
before he left, and looking on at a game of skittles with the mixed
feelings of an old inhabitant who had his private reasons for believing
that it might be his destiny to come back again.

Early in the morning, Little Dorrit, leaving Maggy in high domestic

trust, set off for the Patriarchal tent. She went by the Iron Bridge,
though it cost her a penny, and walked more slowly in that part of her
journey than in any other. At five minutes before eight her hand was
on the Patriarchal knocker, which was quite as high as she could
reach.

She gave Mrs Finching's card to the young woman who opened the
door, and the young woman told her that 'Miss Flora' - Flora having,
on her return to the parental roof, reinvested herself with the title
under which she had lived there - was not yet out of her bedroom, but
she was to please to walk up into Miss Flora's sitting-room. She
walked up into Miss Flora's sitting-room, as in duty bound, and there
found a breakfast-table comfortably laid for two, with a
supplementary tray upon it laid for one. The young woman,
disappearing for a few moments, returned to say that she was to
please to take a chair by the fire, and to take off her bonnet and make
herself at home. But Little Dorrit, being bashful, and not used to
make herself at home on such occasions, felt at a loss how to do it; so
she was still sitting near the door with her bonnet on, when Flora
came in in a hurry half an hour afterwards.

Flora was so sorry to have kept her waiting, and good gracious why
did she sit out there in the cold when she had expected to find her by
the fire reading the paper, and hadn't that heedless girl given her the
message then, and had she really been in her bonnet all this time, and
pray for goodness sake let Flora take it off! Flora taking it off in the
best-natured manner in the world, was so struck with the face
disclosed, that she said, 'Why, what a good little thing you are, my
dear!' and pressed her face between her hands like the gentlest of
women.

It was the word and the action of a moment. Little Dorrit had hardly
time to think how kind it was, when Flora dashed at the breakfast-
table full of business, and plunged over head and ears into loquacity.

'Really so sorry that I should happen to be late on this morning of all

mornings because my intention and my wish was to be ready to meet
you when you came in and to say that any one that interested Arthur
Clennam half so much must interest me and that I gave you the
heartiest welcome and was so glad, instead of which they never called
me and there I still am snoring I dare say if the truth was known and
if you don't like either cold fowl or hot boiled ham which many people
don't I dare say besides Jews and theirs are scruples of conscience
which we must all respect though I must say I wish they had them
equally strong when they sell us false articles for real that certainly
ain't worth the money I shall be quite vexed,' said Flora.

Little Dorrit thanked her, and said, shyly, bread-and-butter and tea
was all she usually -

'Oh nonsense my dear child I can never hear of that,' said Flora,
turning on the urn in the most reckless manner, and making herself
wink by splashing hot water into her eyes as she bent down to look
into the teapot. 'You are coming here on the footing of a friend and
companion you know if you will let me take that liberty and I should
be ashamed of myself indeed if you could come here upon any other,
besides which Arthur Clennam spoke in such terms - you are tired my
dear.'

'No, ma'am.'

'You turn so pale you have walked too far before breakfast and I dare
say live a great way off and ought to have had a ride,' said Flora, 'dear
dear is there anything that would do you good?'

'Indeed I am quite well, ma'am. I thank you again and again, but I am
quite well.'

'Then take your tea at once I beg,' said Flora, 'and this wing of fowl
and bit of ham, don't mind me or wait for me, because I always carry
in this tray myself to Mr F.'s Aunt who breakfasts in bed and a
charming old lady too and very clever, Portrait of Mr F. behind the
door and very like though too much forehead and as to a pillar with a
marble pavement and balustrades and a mountain, I never saw him
near it nor not likely in the wine trade, excellent man but not at all in
that way.'

Little Dorrit glanced at the portrait, very imperfectly following the

references to that work of art.

'Mr F. was so devoted to me that he never could bear me out of his

sight,' said Flora, 'though of course I am unable to say how long that
might have lasted if he hadn't been cut short while I was a new
broom, worthy man but not poetical manly prose but not romance.'

Little Dorrit glanced at the portrait again. The artist had given it a
head that would have been, in an intellectual point of view, top-heavy
for Shakespeare. 'Romance, however,' Flora went on, busily arranging
Mr F.'s Aunt's toast, 'as I openly said to Mr F. when he proposed to me
and you will be surprised to hear that he proposed seven times once
in a hackney-coach once in a boat once in a pew once on a donkey at
Tunbridge Wells and the rest on his knees, Romance was fled with the
early days of Arthur Clennam, our parents tore us asunder we became
marble and stern reality usurped the throne, Mr F. said very much to
his credit that he was perfectly aware of it and even preferred that
state of things accordingly the word was spoken the fiat went forth
and such is life you see my dear and yet we do not break but bend,
pray make a good breakfast while I go in with the tray.'

She disappeared, leaving Little Dorrit to ponder over the meaning of

her scattered words. She soon came back again; and at last began to
take her own breakfast, talking all the while.

'You see, my dear,' said Flora, measuring out a spoonful or two of

some brown liquid that smelt like brandy, and putting it into her tea,
'I am obliged to be careful to follow the directions of my medical man
though the flavour is anything but agreeable being a poor creature
and it may be have never recovered the shock received in youth from
too much giving way to crying in the next room when separated from
Arthur, have you known him long?'

As soon as Little Dorrit comprehended that she had been asked this
question - for which time was necessary, the galloping pace of her new
patroness having left her far behind - she answered that she had
known Mr Clennam ever since his return.

'To be sure you couldn't have known him before unless you had been
in China or had corresponded neither of which is likely,' returned
Flora, 'for travelling-people usually get more or less mahogany and
you are not at all so and as to corresponding what about? that's very
true unless tea, so it was at his mother's was it really that you knew
him first, highly sensible and firm but dreadfully severe - ought to be
the mother of the man in the iron mask.’

'Mrs Clennam has been kind to me,' said Little Dorrit.

'Really? I am sure I am glad to hear it because as Arthur's mother it's

naturally pleasant to my feelings to have a better opinion of her than I
had before, though what she thinks of me when I run on as I am
certain to do and she sits glowering at me like Fate in a go-cart -
shocking comparison really - invalid and not her fault - I never know
or can imagine.'

'Shall I find my work anywhere, ma'am?' asked Little Dorrit, looking

timidly about; 'can I get it?'
'You industrious little fairy,' returned Flora, taking, in another cup of
tea, another of the doses prescribed by her medical man, 'there's not
the slightest hurry and it's better that we should begin by being
confidential about our mutual friend - too cold a word for me at least I
don't mean that, very proper expression mutual friend - than become
through mere formalities not you but me like the Spartan boy with the
fox biting him, which I hope you'll excuse my bringing up for of all the
tiresome boys that will go tumbling into every sort of company that
boy's the tiresomest.'

Little Dorrit, her face very pale, sat down again to listen. 'Hadn't I
better work the while?' she asked. 'I can work and attend too. I would
rather, if I may.'

Her earnestness was so expressive of her being uneasy without her

work, that Flora answered, 'Well my dear whatever you like best,' and
produced a basket of white handkerchiefs. Little Dorrit gladly put it by
her side, took out her little pocket-housewife, threaded the needle,
and began to hem.

'What nimble fingers you have,' said Flora, 'but are you sure you are
well?'

'Oh yes, indeed!'

Flora put her feet upon the fender, and settled herself for a thorough
good romantic disclosure. She started off at score, tossing her head,
sighing in the most demonstrative manner, making a great deal of use
of her eyebrows, and occasionally, but not often, glancing at the quiet
face that bent over the work.

'You must know my dear,' said Flora, 'but that I have no doubt you
know already not only because I have already thrown it out in a
general way but because I feel I carry it stamped in burning what's his
names upon my brow that before I was introduced to the late Mr F. I
had been engaged to Arthur Clennam - Mr Clennam in public where
reserve is necessary Arthur here - we were all in all to one another it
was the morning of life it was bliss it was frenzy it was everything else
of that sort in the highest degree, when rent asunder we turned to
stone in which capacity Arthur went to China and I became the statue
bride of the late Mr F.'

Flora, uttering these words in a deep voice, enjoyed herself immensely.

'To paint,' said she, 'the emotions of that morning when all was
marble within and Mr F.'s Aunt followed in a glass-coach which it
stands to reason must have been in shameful repair or it never could
have broken down two streets from the house and Mr F.'s Aunt
brought home like the fifth of November in a rush-bottomed chair I
will not attempt, suffice it to say that the hollow form of breakfast took
place in the dining-room downstairs that papa partaking too freely of
pickled salmon was ill for weeks and that Mr F. and myself went upon
a continental tour to Calais where the people fought for us on the pier
until they separated us though not for ever that was not yet to be.'

The statue bride, hardly pausing for breath, went on, with the greatest
complacency, in a rambling manner sometimes incidental to flesh and
blood.

'I will draw a veil over that dreamy life, Mr F. was in good spirits his
appetite was good he liked the cookery he considered the wine weak
but palatable and all was well, we returned to the immediate
neighbourhood of Number Thirty Little Gosling Street London Docks
and settled down, ere we had yet fully detected the housemaid in
selling the feathers out of the spare bed Gout flying upwards soared
with Mr F. to another sphere.'

His relict, with a glance at his portrait, shook her head and wiped her
eyes.

'I revere the memory of Mr F. as an estimable man and most indulgent

husband, only necessary to mention Asparagus and it appeared or to
hint at any little delicate thing to drink and it came like magic in a
pint bottle it was not ecstasy but it was comfort, I returned to papa's
roof and lived secluded if not happy during some years until one day
papa came smoothly blundering in and said that Arthur Clennam
awaited me below, I went below and found him ask me not what I
found him except that he was still unmarried still unchanged!'

The dark mystery with which Flora now enshrouded herself might
have stopped other fingers than the nimble fingers that worked near
her.

They worked on without pause, and the busy head bent over them
watching the stitches.

'Ask me not,' said Flora, 'if I love him still or if he still loves me or what
the end is to be or when, we are surrounded by watchful eyes and it
may be that we are destined to pine asunder it may be never more to
be reunited not a word not a breath not a look to betray us all must
be secret as the tomb wonder not therefore that even if I should seem
comparatively cold to Arthur or Arthur should seem comparatively
cold to me we have fatal reasons it is enough if we understand them
hush!'
All of which Flora said with so much headlong vehemence as if she
really believed it. There is not much doubt that when she worked
herself into full mermaid condition, she did actually believe whatever
she said in it.

'Hush!' repeated Flora, 'I have now told you all, confidence is
established between us hush, for Arthur's sake I will always be a
friend to you my dear girl and in Arthur's name you may always rely
upon me.'

The nimble fingers laid aside the work, and the little figure rose and
kissed her hand. 'You are very cold,' said Flora, changing to her own
natural kind-hearted manner, and gaining greatly by the change.
'Don't work to-day. I am sure you are not well I am sure you are not
strong.'

'It is only that I feel a little overcome by your kindness, and by Mr

Clennam's kindness in confiding me to one he has known and loved
so long.'

'Well really my dear,' said Flora, who had a decided tendency to be

always honest when she gave herself time to think about it, 'it's as
well to leave that alone now, for I couldn't undertake to say after all,
but it doesn't signify lie down a little!'

'I have always been strong enough to do what I want to do, and I shall
be quite well directly,' returned Little Dorrit, with a faint smile. 'You
have overpowered me with gratitude, that's all. If I keep near the
window for a moment I shall be quite myself.'

Flora opened a window, sat her in a chair by it, and considerately

retired to her former place. It was a windy day, and the air stirring on
Little Dorrit's face soon brightened it. In a very few minutes she
returned to her basket of work, and her nimble fingers were as nimble
as ever.

Quietly pursuing her task, she asked Flora if Mr Clennam had told
her where she lived? When Flora replied in the negative, Little Dorrit
said that she understood why he had been so delicate, but that she
felt sure he would approve of her confiding her secret to Flora, and
that she would therefore do so now with Flora's permission. Receiving
an encouraging answer, she condensed the narrative of her life into a
few scanty words about herself and a glowing eulogy upon her father;
and Flora took it all in with a natural tenderness that quite
understood it, and in which there was no incoherence.

When dinner-time came, Flora drew the arm of her new charge
through hers, and led her down-stairs, and presented her to the
Patriarch and Mr Pancks, who were already in the dining-room
waiting to begin. (Mr F.'s Aunt was, for the time, laid up in ordinary in
her chamber.) By those gentlemen she was received according to their
characters; the Patriarch appearing to do her some inestimable service
in saying that he was glad to see her, glad to see her; and Mr Pancks
blowing off his favourite sound as a salute.

In that new presence she would have been bashful enough under any
circumstances, and particularly under Flora's insisting on her
drinking a glass of wine and eating of the best that was there; but her
constraint was greatly increased by Mr Pancks. The demeanour of
that gentleman at first suggested to her mind that he might be a taker
of likenesses, so intently did he look at her, and so frequently did he
glance at the little note-book by his side. Observing that he made no
sketch, however, and that he talked about business only, she began to
have suspicions that he represented some creditor of her father's, the
balance due to whom was noted in that pocket volume. Regarded from
this point of view Mr Pancks's puffings expressed injury and
impatience, and each of his louder snorts became a demand for
payment.

But here again she was undeceived by anomalous and incongruous

conduct on the part of Mr Pancks himself. She had left the table half
an hour, and was at work alone. Flora had 'gone to lie down' in the
next room, concurrently with which retirement a smell of something to
drink had broken out in the house. The Patriarch was fast asleep,
with his philanthropic mouth open under a yellow pocket-
handkerchief in the dining-room. At this quiet time, Mr Pancks softly
appeared before her, urbanely nodding.

'Find it a little dull, Miss Dorrit?' inquired Pancks in a low voice.

'No, thank you, sir,' said Little Dorrit.

'Busy, I see,' observed Mr Pancks, stealing into the room by inches.

'What are those now, Miss Dorrit?'

'Handkerchiefs.'

'Are they, though!' said Pancks. 'I shouldn't have thought it.' Not in
the least looking at them, but looking at Little Dorrit. 'Perhaps you
wonder who I am. Shall I tell you? I am a fortune- teller.'

Little Dorrit now began to think he was mad.

'I belong body and soul to my proprietor,' said Pancks; 'you saw my
proprietor having his dinner below. But I do a little in the other way,
sometimes; privately, very privately, Miss Dorrit.'
Little Dorrit looked at him doubtfully, and not without alarm.

'I wish you'd show me the palm of your hand,' said Pancks. 'I should
like to have a look at it. Don't let me be troublesome.' He was so far
troublesome that he was not at all wanted there, but she laid her work
in her lap for a moment, and held out her left hand with her thimble
on it.

'Years of toil, eh?' said Pancks, softly, touching it with his blunt
forefinger. 'But what else are we made for? Nothing. Hallo!' looking
into the lines. 'What's this with bars? It's a College! And what's this
with a grey gown and a black velvet cap? it's a father! And what's this
with a clarionet? It's an uncle! And what's this in dancing-shoes? It's a
sister! And what's this straggling about in an idle sort of a way? It's a
brother! And what's this thinking for 'em all? Why, this is you, Miss
Dorrit!' Her eyes met his as she looked up wonderingly into his face,
and she thought that although his were sharp eyes, he was a brighter
and gentler-looking man than she had supposed at dinner. His eyes
were on her hand again directly, and her opportunity of confirming or
correcting the impression was gone.

'Now, the deuce is in it,' muttered Pancks, tracing out a line in her
hand with his clumsy finger, 'if this isn't me in the corner here! What
do I want here? What's behind me?'

He carried his finger slowly down to the wrist, and round the wrist,
and affected to look at the back of the hand for what was behind him.

'Is it any harm?' asked Little Dorrit, smiling.

'Deuce a bit!' said Pancks. 'What do you think it's worth?'

'I ought to ask you that. I am not the fortune-teller.'

'True,' said Pancks. 'What's it worth? You shall live to see, Miss
Dorrit.'

Releasing the hand by slow degrees, he drew all his fingers through
his prongs of hair, so that they stood up in their most portentous
manner; and repeated slowly, 'Remember what I say, Miss Dorrit. You
shall live to see.'

She could not help showing that she was much surprised, if it were
only by his knowing so much about her.

'Ah! That's it!' said Pancks, pointing at her. 'Miss Dorrit, not that,
ever!'
More surprised than before, and a little more frightened, she looked to
him for an explanation of his last words.

'Not that,' said Pancks, making, with great seriousness, an imitation

of a surprised look and manner that appeared to be unintentionally
grotesque. 'Don't do that. Never on seeing me, no matter when, no
matter where. I am nobody. Don't take on to mind me. Don't mention
me. Take no notice. Will you agree, Miss Dorrit?'

'I hardly know what to say,' returned Little Dorrit, quite astounded.
'Why?'

'Because I am a fortune-teller. Pancks the gipsy. I haven't told you so

much of your fortune yet, Miss Dorrit, as to tell you what's behind me
on that little hand. I have told you you shall live to see. Is it agreed,
Miss Dorrit?'

'Agreed that I - am - to - '

'To take no notice of me away from here, unless I take on first. Not to
mind me when I come and go. It's very easy. I am no loss, I am not
handsome, I am not good company, I am only my proprietors grubber.
You need do no more than think, ‘Ah! Pancks the gipsy at his fortune-
telling - he'll tell the rest of my fortune one day - I shall live to know
it.’ Is it agreed, Miss Dorrit?'

'Ye-es,' faltered Little Dorrit, whom he greatly confused, 'I suppose so,
while you do no harm.'

'Good!' Mr Pancks glanced at the wall of the adjoining room, and

stooped forward. 'Honest creature, woman of capital points, but
heedless and a loose talker, Miss Dorrit.' With that he rubbed his
hands as if the interview had been very satisfactory to him, panted
away to the door, and urbanely nodded himself out again.

If Little Dorrit were beyond measure perplexed by this curious

conduct on the part of her new acquaintance, and by finding herself
involved in this singular treaty, her perplexity was not diminished by
ensuing circumstances. Besides that Mr Pancks took every
opportunity afforded him in Mr Casby's house of significantly glancing
at her and snorting at her - which was not much, after what he had
done already - he began to pervade her daily life. She saw him in the
street, constantly. When she went to Mr Casby's, he was always there.
When she went to Mrs Clennam's, he came there on any pretence, as
if to keep her in his sight. A week had not gone by, when she found
him to her astonishment in the Lodge one night, conversing with the
turnkey on duty, and to all appearance one of his familiar
companions. Her next surprise was to find him equally at his ease
within the prison; to hear of his presenting himself among the visitors
at her father's Sunday levee; to see him arm in arm with a Collegiate
friend about the yard; to learn, from Fame, that he had greatly
distinguished himself one evening at the social club that held its
meetings in the Snuggery, by addressing a speech to the members of
the institution, singing a song, and treating the company to five
gallons of ale - report madly added a bushel of shrimps. The effect on
Mr Plornish of such of these phenomena as he became an eye-witness
of in his faithful visits, made an impression on Little Dorrit only
second to that produced by the phenomena themselves. They seemed
to gag and bind him. He could only stare, and sometimes weakly
mutter that it wouldn't be believed down Bleeding Heart Yard that this
was Pancks; but he never said a word more, or made a sign more,
even to Little Dorrit.

Mr Pancks crowned his mysteries by making himself acquainted with

Tip in some unknown manner, and taking a Sunday saunter into the
College on that gentleman's arm. Throughout he never took any notice
of Little Dorrit, save once or twice when he happened to come close to
her and there was no one very near; on which occasions, he said in
passing, with a friendly look and a puff of encouragement, 'Pancks the
gipsy - fortune-telling.'

Little Dorrit worked and strove as usual, wondering at all this, but
keeping her wonder, as she had from her earliest years kept many
heavier loads, in her own breast. A change had stolen, and was
stealing yet, over the patient heart. Every day found her something
more retiring than the day before. To pass in and out of the prison
unnoticed, and elsewhere to be overlooked and forgotten, were, for
herself, her chief desires.

To her own room too, strangely assorted room for her delicate youth
and character, she was glad to retreat as often as she could without
desertion of any duty. There were afternoon times when she was
unemployed, when visitors dropped in to play a hand at cards with
her father, when she could be spared and was better away. Then she
would flit along the yard, climb the scores of stairs that led to her
room, and take her seat at the window. Many combinations did those
spikes upon the wall assume, many light shapes did the strong iron
weave itself into, many golden touches fell upon the rust, while Little
Dorrit sat there musing. New zig- zags sprung into the cruel pattern
sometimes, when she saw it through a burst of tears; but beautified or
hardened still, always over it and under it and through it, she was fain
to look in her solitude, seeing everything with that ineffaceable brand.
A garret, and a Marshalsea garret without compromise, was Little
Dorrit's room. Beautifully kept, it was ugly in itself, and had little but
cleanliness and air to set it off; for what embellishment she had ever
been able to buy, had gone to her father's room. Howbeit, for this poor
place she showed an increasing love; and to sit in it alone became her
favourite rest.

Insomuch, that on a certain afternoon during the Pancks mysteries,

when she was seated at her window, and heard Maggy's well-known
step coming up the stairs, she was very much disturbed by the
apprehension of being summoned away. As Maggy's step came higher
up and nearer, she trembled and faltered; and it was as much as she
could do to speak, when Maggy at length appeared.

'Please, Little Mother,' said Maggy, panting for breath, 'you must come
down and see him. He's here.'

'Who, Maggy?'

'Who, o' course Mr Clennam. He's in your father's room, and he says
to me, Maggy, will you be so kind and go and say it's only me.'

'I am not very well, Maggy. I had better not go. I am going to lie down.
See! I lie down now, to ease my head. Say, with my grateful regard,
that you left me so, or I would have come.'

'Well, it an't very polite though, Little Mother,' said the staring Maggy,
'to turn your face away, neither!'

Maggy was very susceptible to personal slights, and very ingenious in

inventing them. 'Putting both your hands afore your face too!' she
went on. 'If you can't bear the looks of a poor thing, it would be better
to tell her so at once, and not go and shut her out like that, hurting
her feelings and breaking her heart at ten year old, poor thing!'

'It's to ease my head, Maggy.'

'Well, and if you cry to ease your head, Little Mother, let me cry too.
Don't go and have all the crying to yourself,' expostulated Maggy, 'that
an't not being greedy.' And immediately began to blubber.

It was with some difficulty that she could be induced to go back with
the excuse; but the promise of being told a story - of old her great
delight - on condition that she concentrated her faculties upon the
errand and left her little mistress to herself for an hour longer,
combined with a misgiving on Maggy's part that she had left her good
temper at the bottom of the staircase, prevailed. So away she went,
muttering her message all the way to keep it in her mind, and, at the
appointed time, came back.

'He was very sorry, I can tell you,' she announced, 'and wanted to
send a doctor. And he's coming again to-morrow he is and I don't
think he'll have a good sleep to-night along o' hearing about your
head, Little Mother. Oh my! Ain't you been a-crying!'

'I think I have, a little, Maggy.'

'A little! Oh!'

'But it's all over now - all over for good, Maggy. And my head is much
better and cooler, and I am quite comfortable. I am very glad I did not
go down.'

Her great staring child tenderly embraced her; and having smoothed
her hair, and bathed her forehead and eyes with cold water (offices in
which her awkward hands became skilful), hugged her again, exulted
in her brighter looks, and stationed her in her chair by the window.
Over against this chair, Maggy, with apoplectic exertions that were not
at all required, dragged the box which was her seat on story-telling
occasions, sat down upon it, hugged her own knees, and said, with a
voracious appetite for stories, and with widely-opened eyes:

'Now, Little Mother, let's have a good 'un!'

'What shall it be about, Maggy?'

'Oh, let's have a princess,' said Maggy, 'and let her be a reg'lar one.
Beyond all belief, you know!'

Little Dorrit considered for a moment; and with a rather sad smile
upon her face, which was flushed by the sunset, began:

'Maggy, there was once upon a time a fine King, and he had
everything he could wish for, and a great deal more. He had gold and
silver, diamonds and rubies, riches of every kind. He had palaces, and
he had - '

'Hospitals,' interposed Maggy, still nursing her knees. 'Let him have
hospitals, because they're so comfortable. Hospitals with lots of
Chicking.'

'Yes, he had plenty of them, and he had plenty of everything.'

'Plenty of baked potatoes, for instance?' said Maggy.

'Plenty of everything.'

'Lor!' chuckled Maggy, giving her knees a hug. 'Wasn't it prime!'

'This King had a daughter, who was the wisest and most beautiful
Princess that ever was seen. When she was a child she understood all
her lessons before her masters taught them to her; and when she was
grown up, she was the wonder of the world. Now, near the Palace
where this Princess lived, there was a cottage in which there was a
poor little tiny woman, who lived all alone by herself.'

'An old woman,' said Maggy, with an unctuous smack of her lips.

'No, not an old woman. Quite a young one.'

'I wonder she warn't afraid,' said Maggy. 'Go on, please.'

'The Princess passed the cottage nearly every day, and whenever she
went by in her beautiful carriage, she saw the poor tiny woman
spinning at her wheel, and she looked at the tiny woman, and the tiny
woman looked at her. So, one day she stopped the coachman a little
way from the cottage, and got out and walked on and peeped in at the
door, and there, as usual, was the tiny woman spinning at her wheel,
and she looked at the Princess, and the Princess looked at her.'

'Like trying to stare one another out,' said Maggy. 'Please go on, Little
Mother.'

'The Princess was such a wonderful Princess that she had the power
of knowing secrets, and she said to the tiny woman, Why do you keep
it there? This showed her directly that the Princess knew why she
lived all alone by herself spinning at her wheel, and she kneeled down
at the Princess's feet, and asked her never to betray her. So the
Princess said, I never will betray you. Let me see it. So the tiny woman
closed the shutter of the cottage window and fastened the door, and
trembling from head to foot for fear that any one should suspect her,
opened a very secret place and showed the Princess a shadow.'

'Lor!' said Maggy. 'It was the shadow of Some one who had gone by
long before: of Some one who had gone on far away quite out of reach,
never, never to come back. It was bright to look at; and when the tiny
woman showed it to the Princess, she was proud of it with all her
heart, as a great, great treasure. When the Princess had considered it
a little while, she said to the tiny woman, And you keep watch over
this every day? And she cast down her eyes, and whispered, Yes. Then
the Princess said, Remind me why. To which the other replied, that no
one so good and kind had ever passed that way, and that was why in
the beginning. She said, too, that nobody missed it, that nobody was
the worse for it, that Some one had gone on, to those who were
expecting him - '

'Some one was a man then?' interposed Maggy.

Little Dorrit timidly said Yes, she believed so; and resumed:

' - Had gone on to those who were expecting him, and that this
remembrance was stolen or kept back from nobody. The Princess
made answer, Ah! But when the cottager died it would be discovered
there. The tiny woman told her No; when that time came, it would
sink quietly into her own grave, and would never be found.'

'Well, to be sure!' said Maggy. 'Go on, please.'

'The Princess was very much astonished to hear this, as you may
suppose, Maggy.' ('And well she might be,' said Maggy.)

'So she resolved to watch the tiny woman, and see what came of it.
Every day she drove in her beautiful carriage by the cottage-door, and
there she saw the tiny woman always alone by herself spinning at her
wheel, and she looked at the tiny woman, and the tiny woman looked
at her. At last one day the wheel was still, and the tiny woman was
not to be seen. When the Princess made inquiries why the wheel had
stopped, and where the tiny woman was, she was informed that the
wheel had stopped because there was nobody to turn it, the tiny
woman being dead.'

('They ought to have took her to the Hospital,' said Maggy, and then
she'd have got over it.')

'The Princess, after crying a very little for the loss of the tiny woman,
dried her eyes and got out of her carriage at the place where she had
stopped it before, and went to the cottage and peeped in at the door.
There was nobody to look at her now, and nobody for her to look at, so
she went in at once to search for the treasured shadow. But there was
no sign of it to be found anywhere; and then she knew that the tiny
woman had told her the truth, and that it would never give anybody
any trouble, and that it had sunk quietly into her own grave, and that
she and it were at rest together.

'That's all, Maggy.'

The sunset flush was so bright on Little Dorrit's face when she came
thus to the end of her story, that she interposed her hand to shade it.

'Had she got to be old?' Maggy asked.

'The tiny woman?' 'Ah!'

'I don't know,' said Little Dorrit. 'But it would have been just the same
if she had been ever so old.'
'Would it raly!' said Maggy. 'Well, I suppose it would though.' And sat
staring and ruminating.

She sat so long with her eyes wide open, that at length Little Dorrit, to
entice her from her box, rose and looked out of window. As she
glanced down into the yard, she saw Pancks come in and leer up with
the corner of his eye as he went by.

'Who's he, Little Mother?' said Maggy. She had joined her at the
window and was leaning on her shoulder. 'I see him come in and out
often.'

'I have heard him called a fortune-teller,' said Little Dorrit. 'But I
doubt if he could tell many people even their past or present fortunes.'

'Couldn't have told the Princess hers?' said Maggy.

Little Dorrit, looking musingly down into the dark valley of the prison,
shook her head.

'Nor the tiny woman hers?' said Maggy.

'No,' said Little Dorrit, with the sunset very bright upon her. 'But let
us come away from the window.'
Chapter XXV - Conspirators And Others

The private residence of Mr Pancks was in Pentonville, where he

lodged on the second-floor of a professional gentleman in an extremely
small way, who had an inner-door within the street door, poised on a
spring and starting open with a click like a trap; and who wrote up in
the fan-light, RUGG, GENERAL AGENT, ACCOUNTANT, DEBTS
RECOVERED.

This scroll, majestic in its severe simplicity, illuminated a little slip of

front garden abutting on the thirsty high-road, where a few of the
dustiest of leaves hung their dismal heads and led a life of choking. A
professor of writing occupied the first- floor, and enlivened the garden
railings with glass-cases containing choice examples of what his
pupils had been before six lessons and while the whole of his young
family shook the table, and what they had become after six lessons
when the young family was under restraint. The tenancy of Mr Pancks
was limited to one airy bedroom; he covenanting and agreeing with Mr
Rugg his landlord, that in consideration of a certain scale of payments
accurately defined, and on certain verbal notice duly given, he should
be at liberty to elect to share the Sunday breakfast, dinner, tea, or
supper, or each or any or all of those repasts or meals of Mr and Miss
Rugg (his daughter) in the back-parlour.

Miss Rugg was a lady of a little property which she had acquired,
together with much distinction in the neighbourhood, by having her
heart severely lacerated and her feelings mangled by a middle-aged
baker resident in the vicinity, against whom she had, by the agency of
Mr Rugg, found it necessary to proceed at law to recover damages for
a breach of promise of marriage. The baker having been, by the
counsel for Miss Rugg, witheringly denounced on that occasion up to
the full amount of twenty guineas, at the rate of about eighteen- pence
an epithet, and having been cast in corresponding damages, still
suffered occasional persecution from the youth of Pentonville. But
Miss Rugg, environed by the majesty of the law, and having her
damages invested in the public securities, was regarded with
consideration.

In the society of Mr Rugg, who had a round white visage, as if all his
blushes had been drawn out of him long ago, and who had a ragged
yellow head like a worn-out hearth broom; and in the society of Miss
Rugg, who had little nankeen spots, like shirt buttons, all over her
face, and whose own yellow tresses were rather scrubby than
luxuriant; Mr Pancks had usually dined on Sundays for some few
years, and had twice a week, or so, enjoyed an evening collation of
bread, Dutch cheese, and porter. Mr Pancks was one of the very few
marriageable men for whom Miss Rugg had no terrors, the argument
with which he reassured himself being twofold; that is to say, firstly,
'that it wouldn't do twice,' and secondly, 'that he wasn't worth it.'
Fortified within this double armour, Mr Pancks snorted at Miss Rugg
on easy terms.

Up to this time, Mr Pancks had transacted little or no business at his

quarters in Pentonville, except in the sleeping line; but now that he
had become a fortune-teller, he was often closeted after midnight with
Mr Rugg in his little front-parlour office, and even after those untimely
hours, burnt tallow in his bed-room. Though his duties as his
proprietor's grubber were in no wise lessened; and though that service
bore no greater resemblance to a bed of roses than was to be
discovered in its many thorns; some new branch of industry made a
constant demand upon him. When he cast off the Patriarch at night, it
was only to take an anonymous craft in tow, and labour away afresh
in other waters.

The advance from a personal acquaintance with the elder Mr Chivery

to an introduction to his amiable wife and disconsolate son, may have
been easy; but easy or not, Mr Pancks soon made it. He nestled in the
bosom of the tobacco business within a week or two after his first
appearance in the College, and particularly addressed himself to the
cultivation of a good understanding with Young John. In this
endeavour he so prospered as to lure that pining shepherd forth from
the groves, and tempt him to undertake mysterious missions; on
which he began to disappear at uncertain intervals for as long a space
as two or three days together. The prudent Mrs Chivery, who
wondered greatly at this change, would have protested against it as
detrimental to the Highland typification on the doorpost but for two
forcible reasons; one, that her John was roused to take strong interest
in the business which these starts were supposed to advance - and
this she held to be good for his drooping spirits; the other, that Mr
Pancks confidentially agreed to pay her, for the occupation of her
son's time, at the handsome rate of seven and sixpence per day. The
proposal originated with himself, and was couched in the pithy terms,
'If your John is weak enough, ma'am, not to take it, that is no reason
why you should be, don't you see? So, quite between ourselves,
ma'am, business being business, here it is!'

What Mr Chivery thought of these things, or how much or how little

he knew about them, was never gathered from himself. It has been
already remarked that he was a man of few words; and it may be here
observed that he had imbibed a professional habit of locking
everything up. He locked himself up as carefully as he locked up the
Marshalsea debtors. Even his custom of bolting his meals may have
been a part of an uniform whole; but there is no question, that, as to
all other purposes, he kept his mouth as he kept the Marshalsea door.
He never opened it without occasion. When it was necessary to let
anything out, he opened it a little way, held it open just as long as
sufficed for the purpose, and locked it again.

Even as he would be sparing of his trouble at the Marshalsea door,

and would keep a visitor who wanted to go out, waiting for a few
moments if he saw another visitor coming down the yard, so that one
turn of the key should suffice for both, similarly he would often
reserve a remark if he perceived another on its way to his lips, and
would deliver himself of the two together. As to any key to his inner
knowledge being to be found in his face, the Marshalsea key was as
legible as an index to the individual characters and histories upon
which it was turned.

That Mr Pancks should be moved to invite any one to dinner at

Pentonville, was an unprecedented fact in his calendar. But he invited
Young John to dinner, and even brought him within range of the
dangerous (because expensive) fascinations of Miss Rugg. The
banquet was appointed for a Sunday, and Miss Rugg with her own
hands stuffed a leg of mutton with oysters on the occasion, and sent it
to the baker's - not THE baker's but an opposition establishment.
Provision of oranges, apples, and nuts was also made. And rum was
brought home by Mr Pancks on Saturday night, to gladden the
visitor's heart. The store of creature comforts was not the chief part of
the visitor's reception. Its special feature was a foregone family
confidence and sympathy. When Young John appeared at half-past
one without the ivory hand and waistcoat of golden sprigs, the sun
shorn of his beams by disastrous clouds, Mr Pancks presented him to
the yellow-haired Ruggs as the young man he had so often mentioned
who loved Miss Dorrit. 'I am glad,' said Mr Rugg, challenging him
specially in that character, 'to have the distinguished gratification of
making your acquaintance, sir. Your feelings do you honour. You are
young; may you never outlive your feelings! If I was to outlive my own
feelings, sir,' said Mr Rugg, who was a man of many words, and was
considered to possess a remarkably good address; 'if I was to outlive
my own feelings, I'd leave fifty pound in my will to the man who would
put me out of existence.'

Miss Rugg heaved a sigh.

'My daughter, sir,' said Mr Rugg. 'Anastatia, you are no stranger to the
state of this young man's affections. My daughter has had her trials,
sir' - Mr Rugg might have used the word more pointedly in the
singular number - 'and she can feel for you.'

Young John, almost overwhelmed by the touching nature of this

greeting, professed himself to that effect.
'What I envy you, sir, is,' said Mr Rugg, 'allow me to take your hat - we
are rather short of pegs - I'll put it in the corner, nobody will tread on
it there - What I envy you, sir, is the luxury of your own feelings. I
belong to a profession in which that luxury is sometimes denied us.'

Young John replied, with acknowledgments, that he only hoped he did

what was right, and what showed how entirely he was devoted to Miss
Dorrit. He wished to be unselfish; and he hoped he was. He wished to
do anything as laid in his power to serve Miss Dorrit, altogether
putting himself out of sight; and he hoped he did. It was but little that
he could do, but he hoped he did it.

'Sir,' said Mr Rugg, taking him by the hand, 'you are a young man
that it does one good to come across. You are a young man that I
should like to put in the witness-box, to humanise the minds of the
legal profession. I hope you have brought your appetite with you, and
intend to play a good knife and fork?'

'Thank you, sir,' returned Young John, 'I don't eat much at present.'

Mr Rugg drew him a little apart. 'My daughter's case, sir,' said he, 'at
the time when, in vindication of her outraged feelings and her sex, she
became the plaintiff in Rugg and Bawkins. I suppose I could have put
it in evidence, Mr Chivery, if I had thought it worth my while, that the
amount of solid sustenance my daughter consumed at that period did
not exceed ten ounces per week.' 'I think I go a little beyond that, sir,'
returned the other, hesitating, as if he confessed it with some shame.

'But in your case there's no fiend in human form,' said Mr Rugg, with
argumentative smile and action of hand. 'Observe, Mr Chivery!

No fiend in human form!' 'No, sir, certainly,' Young John added with
simplicity, 'I should be very sorry if there was.'

'The sentiment,' said Mr Rugg, 'is what I should have expected from
your known principles. It would affect my daughter greatly, sir, if she
heard it. As I perceive the mutton, I am glad she didn't hear it. Mr
Pancks, on this occasion, pray face me. My dear, face Mr Chivery. For
what we are going to receive, may we (and Miss Dorrit) be truly
thankful!'

But for a grave waggishness in Mr Rugg's manner of delivering this

introduction to the feast, it might have appeared that Miss Dorrit was
expected to be one of the company. Pancks recognised the sally in his
usual way, and took in his provender in his usual way. Miss Rugg,
perhaps making up some of her arrears, likewise took very kindly to
the mutton, and it rapidly diminished to the bone. A bread-and-butter
pudding entirely disappeared, and a considerable amount of cheese
and radishes vanished by the same means. Then came the dessert.

Then also, and before the broaching of the rum and water, came Mr
Pancks's note-book. The ensuing business proceedings were brief but
curious, and rather in the nature of a conspiracy. Mr Pancks looked
over his note-book, which was now getting full, studiously; and picked
out little extracts, which he wrote on separate slips of paper on the
table; Mr Rugg, in the meanwhile, looking at him with close attention,
and Young John losing his uncollected eye in mists of meditation.
When Mr Pancks, who supported the character of chief conspirator,
had completed his extracts, he looked them over, corrected them, put
up his note-book, and held them like a hand at cards.

'Now, there's a churchyard in Bedfordshire,' said Pancks. 'Who takes

it?'

'I'll take it, sir,' returned Mr Rugg, 'if no one bids.'

Mr Pancks dealt him his card, and looked at his hand again.

'Now, there's an Enquiry in York,' said Pancks. 'Who takes it?'

'I'm not good for York,' said Mr Rugg.

'Then perhaps,' pursued Pancks, 'you'll be so obliging, John Chivery?'

Young John assenting, Pancks dealt him his card, and consulted his
hand again.

'There's a Church in London; I may as well take that. And a Family

Bible; I may as well take that, too. That's two to me. Two to me,'
repeated Pancks, breathing hard over his cards. 'Here's a Clerk at
Durham for you, John, and an old seafaring gentleman at Dunstable
for you, Mr Rugg. Two to me, was it? Yes, two to me. Here's a Stone;
three to me. And a Still-born Baby; four to me. And all, for the
present, told.' When he had thus disposed of his cards, all being done
very quietly and in a suppressed tone, Mr Pancks puffed his way into
his own breast-pocket and tugged out a canvas bag; from which, with
a sparing hand, he told forth money for travelling expenses in two
little portions. 'Cash goes out fast,' he said anxiously, as he pushed a
portion to each of his male companions, 'very fast.'

'I can only assure you, Mr Pancks,' said Young John, 'that I deeply
regret my circumstances being such that I can't afford to pay my own
charges, or that it's not advisable to allow me the time necessary for
my doing the distances on foot; because nothing would give me
greater satisfaction than to walk myself off my legs without fee or
reward.'
This young man's disinterestedness appeared so very ludicrous in the
eyes of Miss Rugg, that she was obliged to effect a precipitate
retirement from the company, and to sit upon the stairs until she had
had her laugh out. Meanwhile Mr Pancks, looking, not without some
pity, at Young John, slowly and thoughtfully twisted up his canvas
bag as if he were wringing its neck. The lady, returning as he restored
it to his pocket, mixed rum and water for the party, not forgetting her
fair self, and handed to every one his glass. When all were supplied,
Mr Rugg rose, and silently holding out his glass at arm's length above
the centre of the table, by that gesture invited the other three to add
theirs, and to unite in a general conspiratorial clink. The ceremony
was effective up to a certain point, and would have been wholly so
throughout, if Miss Rugg, as she raised her glass to her lips in
completion of it, had not happened to look at Young John; when she
was again so overcome by the contemptible comicality of his
disinterestedness as to splutter some ambrosial drops of rum and
water around, and withdraw in confusion.

Such was the dinner without precedent, given by Pancks at

Pentonville; and such was the busy and strange life Pancks led. The
only waking moments at which he appeared to relax from his cares,
and to recreate himself by going anywhere or saying anything without
a pervading object, were when he showed a dawning interest in the
lame foreigner with the stick, down Bleeding Heart Yard.

The foreigner, by name John Baptist Cavalletto - they called him Mr

Baptist in the Yard - was such a chirping, easy, hopeful little fellow,
that his attraction for Pancks was probably in the force of contrast.
Solitary, weak, and scantily acquainted with the most necessary
words of the only language in which he could communicate with the
people about him, he went with the stream of his fortunes, in a brisk
way that was new in those parts. With little to eat, and less to drink,
and nothing to wear but what he wore upon him, or had brought tied
up in one of the smallest bundles that ever were seen, he put as bright
a face upon it as if he were in the most flourishing circumstances
when he first hobbled up and down the Yard, humbly propitiating the
general good-will with his white teeth.

It was uphill work for a foreigner, lame or sound, to make his way
with the Bleeding Hearts. In the first place, they were vaguely
persuaded that every foreigner had a knife about him; in the second,
they held it to be a sound constitutional national axiom that he ought
to go home to his own country. They never thought of inquiring how
many of their own countrymen would be returned upon their hands
from divers parts of the world, if the principle were generally
recognised; they considered it particularly and peculiarly British. In
the third place, they had a notion that it was a sort of Divine visitation
upon a foreigner that he was not an Englishman, and that all kinds of
calamities happened to his country because it did things that England
did not, and did not do things that England did. In this belief, to be
sure, they had long been carefully trained by the Barnacles and
Stiltstalkings, who were always proclaiming to them, officially, that no
country which failed to submit itself to those two large families could
possibly hope to be under the protection of Providence; and who,
when they believed it, disparaged them in private as the most
prejudiced people under the sun.

This, therefore, might be called a political position of the Bleeding

Hearts; but they entertained other objections to having foreigners in
the Yard. They believed that foreigners were always badly off; and
though they were as ill off themselves as they could desire to be, that
did not diminish the force of the objection. They believed that
foreigners were dragooned and bayoneted; and though they certainly
got their own skulls promptly fractured if they showed any ill-humour,
still it was with a blunt instrument, and that didn't count. They
believed that foreigners were always immoral; and though they had an
occasional assize at home, and now and then a divorce case or so,
that had nothing to do with it. They believed that foreigners had no
independent spirit, as never being escorted to the poll in droves by
Lord Decimus Tite Barnacle, with colours flying and the tune of Rule
Britannia playing. Not to be tedious, they had many other beliefs of a
similar kind.

Against these obstacles, the lame foreigner with the stick had to make
head as well as he could; not absolutely single-handed, because Mr
Arthur Clennam had recommended him to the Plornishes (he lived at
the top of the same house), but still at heavy odds. However, the
Bleeding Hearts were kind hearts; and when they saw the little fellow
cheerily limping about with a good-humoured face, doing no harm,
drawing no knives, committing no outrageous immoralities, living
chiefly on farinaceous and milk diet, and playing with Mrs Plornish's
children of an evening, they began to think that although he could
never hope to be an Englishman, still it would be hard to visit that
affliction on his head. They began to accommodate themselves to his
level, calling him 'Mr Baptist,' but treating him like a baby, and
laughing immoderately at his lively gestures and his childish English -
more, because he didn't mind it, and laughed too. They spoke to him
in very loud voices as if he were stone deaf. They constructed
sentences, by way of teaching him the language in its purity, such as
were addressed by the savages to Captain Cook, or by Friday to
Robinson Crusoe. Mrs Plornish was particularly ingenious in this art;
and attained so much celebrity for saying 'Me ope you leg well soon,'
that it was considered in the Yard but a very short remove indeed
from speaking Italian. Even Mrs Plornish herself began to think that
she had a natural call towards that language. As he became more
popular, household objects were brought into requisition for his
instruction in a copious vocabulary; and whenever he appeared in the
Yard ladies would fly out at their doors crying 'Mr Baptist - tea-pot!'
'Mr Baptist - dust-pan!' 'Mr Baptist - flour-dredger!' 'Mr Baptist -
coffee-biggin!' At the same time exhibiting those articles, and
penetrating him with a sense of the appalling difficulties of the Anglo-
Saxon tongue.

It was in this stage of his progress, and in about the third week of his
occupation, that Mr Pancks's fancy became attracted by the little
man. Mounting to his attic, attended by Mrs Plornish as interpreter,
he found Mr Baptist with no furniture but his bed on the ground, a
table, and a chair, carving with the aid of a few simple tools, in the
blithest way possible.

'Now, old chap,' said Mr Pancks, 'pay up!'

He had his money ready, folded in a scrap of paper, and laughingly

handed it in; then with a free action, threw out as many fingers of his
right hand as there were shillings, and made a cut crosswise in the air
for an odd sixpence.

'Oh!' said Mr Pancks, watching him, wonderingly. 'That's it, is it?

You're a quick customer. It's all right. I didn't expect to receive it,
though.'

Mrs Plornish here interposed with great condescension, and explained

to Mr Baptist. 'E please. E glad get money.'

The little man smiled and nodded. His bright face seemed
uncommonly attractive to Mr Pancks. 'How's he getting on in his
limb?' he asked Mrs Plornish.

'Oh, he's a deal better, sir,' said Mrs Plornish. 'We expect next week
he'll be able to leave off his stick entirely.' (The opportunity being too
favourable to be lost, Mrs Plornish displayed her great
accomplishment by explaining with pardonable pride to Mr Baptist, 'E
ope you leg well soon.')

'He's a merry fellow, too,' said Mr Pancks, admiring him as if he were a

mechanical toy. 'How does he live?'

'Why, sir,' rejoined Mrs Plornish, 'he turns out to have quite a power of
carving them flowers that you see him at now.' (Mr Baptist, watching
their faces as they spoke, held up his work. Mrs Plornish interpreted
in her Italian manner, on behalf of Mr Pancks, 'E please. Double
good!')
'Can he live by that?' asked Mr Pancks. 'He can live on very little, sir,
and it is expected as he will be able, in time, to make a very good
living. Mr Clennam got it him to do, and gives him odd jobs besides in
at the Works next door - makes 'em for him, in short, when he knows
he wants 'em.'

'And what does he do with himself, now, when he ain't hard at it?'
said Mr Pancks.

'Why, not much as yet, sir, on accounts I suppose of not being able to
walk much; but he goes about the Yard, and he chats without
particular understanding or being understood, and he plays with the
children, and he sits in the sun - he'll sit down anywhere, as if it was
an arm-chair - and he'll sing, and he'll laugh!'

'Laugh!' echoed Mr Pancks. 'He looks to me as if every tooth in his

head was always laughing.'

'But whenever he gets to the top of the steps at t'other end of the
Yard,' said Mrs Plornish, 'he'll peep out in the curiousest way! So that
some of us thinks he's peeping out towards where his own country is,
and some of us thinks he's looking for somebody he don't want to see,
and some of us don't know what to think.'

Mr Baptist seemed to have a general understanding of what she said;

or perhaps his quickness caught and applied her slight action of
peeping. In any case he closed his eyes and tossed his head with the
air of a man who had sufficient reasons for what he did, and said in
his own tongue, it didn't matter. Altro!

'What's Altro?' said Pancks.

'Hem! It's a sort of a general kind of expression, sir,' said Mrs Plornish.

'Is it?' said Pancks. 'Why, then Altro to you, old chap. Good afternoon.
Altro!'

Mr Baptist in his vivacious way repeating the word several times, Mr

Pancks in his duller way gave it him back once. From that time it
became a frequent custom with Pancks the gipsy, as he went home
jaded at night, to pass round by Bleeding Heart Yard, go quietly up
the stairs, look in at Mr Baptist's door, and, finding him in his room,
to say, 'Hallo, old chap! Altro!' To which Mr Baptist would reply with
innumerable bright nods and smiles, 'Altro, signore, altro, altro, altro!'
After this highly condensed conversation, Mr Pancks would go his way
with an appearance of being lightened and refreshed.
Chapter XXVI - Nobody's State Of Mind

If Arthur Clennam had not arrived at that wise decision firmly to

restrain himself from loving Pet, he would have lived on in a state of
much perplexity, involving difficult struggles with his own heart. Not
the least of these would have been a contention, always waging within
it, between a tendency to dislike Mr Henry Gowan, if not to regard him
with positive repugnance, and a whisper that the inclination was
unworthy. A generous nature is not prone to strong aversions, and is
slow to admit them even dispassionately; but when it finds ill-will
gaining upon it, and can discern between-whiles that its origin is not
dispassionate, such a nature becomes distressed.

Therefore Mr Henry Gowan would have clouded Clennam's mind, and

would have been far oftener present to it than more agreeable persons
and subjects but for the great prudence of his decision aforesaid. As it
was, Mr Gowan seemed transferred to Daniel Doyce's mind; at all
events, it so happened that it usually fell to Mr Doyce's turn, rather
than to Clennam's, to speak of him in the friendly conversations they
held together. These were of frequent occurrence now; as the two
partners shared a portion of a roomy house in one of the grave old-
fashioned City streets, lying not far from the Bank of England, by
London Wall.

Mr Doyce had been to Twickenham to pass the day. Clennam had

excused himself. Mr Doyce was just come home. He put in his head at
the door of Clennam's sitting-room to say Good night.

'Come in, come in!' said Clennam.

'I saw you were reading,' returned Doyce, as he entered, 'and thought
you might not care to be disturbed.'

But for the notable resolution he had made, Clennam really might not
have known what he had been reading; really might not have had his
eyes upon the book for an hour past, though it lay open before him.
He shut it up, rather quickly.

'Are they well?' he asked.

'Yes,' said Doyce; 'they are well. They are all well.'

Daniel had an old workmanlike habit of carrying his pocket-

handkerchief in his hat. He took it out and wiped his forehead with it,
slowly repeating, 'They are all well. Miss Minnie looking particularly
well, I thought.'

'Any company at the cottage?'

'No, no company.' 'And how did you get on, you four?' asked Clennam
gaily.

'There were five of us,' returned his partner. 'There was What's- his-
name. He was there.' 'Who is he?' said Clennam.

'Mr Henry Gowan.'

'Ah, to be sure!' cried Clennam with unusual vivacity, 'Yes! - I forgot

him.'

'As I mentioned, you may remember,' said Daniel Doyce, 'he is always
there on Sunday.'

'Yes, yes,' returned Clennam; 'I remember now.'

Daniel Doyce, still wiping his forehead, ploddingly repeated. 'Yes. He

was there, he was there. Oh yes, he was there. And his dog. He was
there too.'

'Miss Meagles is quite attached to - the - dog,' observed Clennam.

'Quite so,' assented his partner. 'More attached to the dog than I am
to the man.'

'You mean Mr - ?'

'I mean Mr Gowan, most decidedly,' said Daniel Doyce.

There was a gap in the conversation, which Clennam devoted to

winding up his watch.

'Perhaps you are a little hasty in your judgment,' he said. 'Our

judgments - I am supposing a general case - '

'Of course,' said Doyce.

'Are so liable to be influenced by many considerations, which, almost

without our knowing it, are unfair, that it is necessary to keep a guard
upon them. For instance, Mr - '

'Gowan,' quietly said Doyce, upon whom the utterance of the name
almost always devolved.

'Is young and handsome, easy and quick, has talent, and has seen a
good deal of various kinds of life. It might be difficult to give an
unselfish reason for being prepossessed against him.'
'Not difficult for me, I think, Clennam,' returned his partner. 'I see him
bringing present anxiety, and, I fear, future sorrow, into my old
friend's house. I see him wearing deeper lines into my old friend's face,
the nearer he draws to, and the oftener he looks at, the face of his
daughter. In short, I see him with a net about the pretty and
affectionate creature whom he will never make happy.' 'We don't
know,' said Clennam, almost in the tone of a man in pain, 'that he will
not make her happy.'

'We don't know,' returned his partner, 'that the earth will last another
hundred years, but we think it highly probable.'

'Well, well!' said Clennam, 'we must be hopeful, and we must at least
try to be, if not generous (which, in this case, we have no opportunity
of being), just. We will not disparage this gentleman, because he is
successful in his addresses to the beautiful object of his ambition; and
we will not question her natural right to bestow her love on one whom
she finds worthy of it.'

'Maybe, my friend,' said Doyce. 'Maybe also, that she is too young and
petted, too confiding and inexperienced, to discriminate well.'

'That,' said Clennam, 'would be far beyond our power of correction.'

Daniel Doyce shook his head gravely, and rejoined, 'I fear so.'

'Therefore, in a word,' said Clennam, 'we should make up our minds

that it is not worthy of us to say any ill of Mr Gowan. It would be a
poor thing to gratify a prejudice against him. And I resolve, for my
part, not to depreciate him.'

'I am not quite so sure of myself, and therefore I reserve my privilege

of objecting to him,' returned the other. 'But, if I am not sure of
myself, I am sure of you, Clennam, and I know what an upright man
you are, and how much to be respected. Good night, MY friend and
partner!' He shook his hand in saying this, as if there had been
something serious at the bottom of their conversation; and they
separated.

By this time they had visited the family on several occasions, and had
always observed that even a passing allusion to Mr Henry Gowan
when he was not among them, brought back the cloud which had
obscured Mr Meagles's sunshine on the morning of the chance
encounter at the Ferry. If Clennam had ever admitted the forbidden
passion into his breast, this period might have been a period of real
trial; under the actual circumstances, doubtless it was nothing -
nothing.
Equally, if his heart had given entertainment to that prohibited guest,
his silent fighting of his way through the mental condition of this
period might have been a little meritorious. In the constant effort not
to be betrayed into a new phase of the besetting sin of his experience,
the pursuit of selfish objects by low and small means, and to hold
instead to some high principle of honour and generosity, there might
have been a little merit. In the resolution not even to avoid Mr
Meagles's house, lest, in the selfish sparing of himself, he should
bring any slight distress upon the daughter through making her the
cause of an estrangement which he believed the father would regret,
there might have been a little merit. In the modest truthfulness of
always keeping in view the greater equality of Mr Gowan's years and
the greater attractions of his person and manner, there might have
been a little merit. In doing all this and much more, in a perfectly
unaffected way and with a manful and composed constancy, while the
pain within him (peculiar as his life and history) was very sharp, there
might have been some quiet strength of character. But, after the
resolution he had made, of course he could have no such merits as
these; and such a state of mind was nobody's - nobody's.

Mr Gowan made it no concern of his whether it was nobody's or

somebody's. He preserved his perfect serenity of manner on all
occasions, as if the possibility of Clennam's presuming to have
debated the great question were too distant and ridiculous to be
imagined. He had always an affability to bestow on Clennam and an
ease to treat him with, which might of itself (in the supposititious case
of his not having taken that sagacious course) have been a very
uncomfortable element in his state of mind.

'I quite regret you were not with us yesterday,' said Mr Henry Gowan,
calling on Clennam the next morning. 'We had an agreeable day up
the river there.'

So he had heard, Arthur said.

'From your partner?' returned Henry Gowan. 'What a dear old fellow
he is!'

'I have a great regard for him.'

'By Jove, he is the finest creature!' said Gowan. 'So fresh, so green,
trusts in such wonderful things!'

Here was one of the many little rough points that had a tendency to
grate on Clennam's hearing. He put it aside by merely repeating that
he had a high regard for Mr Doyce.
'He is charming! To see him mooning along to that time of life, laying
down nothing by the way and picking up nothing by the way, is
delightful. It warms a man. So unspoilt, so simple, such a good soul!
Upon my life Mr Clennam, one feels desperately worldly and wicked in
comparison with such an innocent creature. I speak for myself, let me
add, without including you. You are genuine also.'

'Thank you for the compliment,' said Clennam, ill at ease; 'you are too,
I hope?'

'So so,' rejoined the other. 'To be candid with you, tolerably. I am not a
great impostor. Buy one of my pictures, and I assure you, in
confidence, it will not be worth the money. Buy one of another man's -
any great professor who beats me hollow - and the chances are that
the more you give him, the more he'll impose upon you. They all do it.'
'All painters?'

'Painters, writers, patriots, all the rest who have stands in the market.
Give almost any man I know ten pounds, and he will impose upon you
to a corresponding extent; a thousand pounds - to a corresponding
extent; ten thousand pounds - to a corresponding extent. So great the
success, so great the imposition. But what a capital world it is!' cried
Gowan with warm enthusiasm. 'What a jolly, excellent, lovable world it
is!'

'I had rather thought,' said Clennam, 'that the principle you mention
was chiefly acted on by - '

'By the Barnacles?' interrupted Gowan, laughing.

'By the political gentlemen who condescend to keep the

Circumlocution Office.'

'Ah! Don't be hard upon the Barnacles,' said Gowan, laughing afresh,
'they are darling fellows! Even poor little Clarence, the born idiot of the
family, is the most agreeable and most endearing blockhead! And by
Jupiter, with a kind of cleverness in him too that would astonish you!'

'It would. Very much,' said Clennam, drily.

'And after all,' cried Gowan, with that characteristic balancing of his
which reduced everything in the wide world to the same light weight,
'though I can't deny that the Circumlocution Office may ultimately
shipwreck everybody and everything, still, that will probably not be in
our time - and it's a school for gentlemen.'
'It's a very dangerous, unsatisfactory, and expensive school to the
people who pay to keep the pupils there, I am afraid,' said Clennam,
shaking his head.

'Ah! You are a terrible fellow,' returned Gowan, airily. 'I can
understand how you have frightened that little donkey, Clarence, the
most estimable of moon-calves (I really love him) nearly out of his
wits. But enough of him, and of all the rest of them. I want to present
you to my mother, Mr Clennam. Pray do me the favour to give me the
opportunity.'

In nobody's state of mind, there was nothing Clennam would have

desired less, or would have been more at a loss how to avoid.

'My mother lives in a most primitive manner down in that dreary red-
brick dungeon at Hampton Court,' said Gowan. 'If you would make
your own appointment, suggest your own day for permitting me to
take you there to dinner, you would be bored and she would be
charmed. Really that's the state of the case.'

What could Clennam say after this? His retiring character included a
great deal that was simple in the best sense, because unpractised and
unused; and in his simplicity and modesty, he could only say that he
was happy to place himself at Mr Gowan's disposal. Accordingly he
said it, and the day was fixed. And a dreaded day it was on his part,
and a very unwelcome day when it came and they went down to
Hampton Court together.

The venerable inhabitants of that venerable pile seemed, in those

times, to be encamped there like a sort of civilised gipsies. There was a
temporary air about their establishments, as if they were going away
the moment they could get anything better; there was also a
dissatisfied air about themselves, as if they took it very ill that they
had not already got something much better. Genteel blinds and
makeshifts were more or less observable as soon as their doors were
opened; screens not half high enough, which made dining-rooms out
of arched passages, and warded off obscure corners where footboys
slept at nights with their heads among the knives and forks; curtains
which called upon you to believe that they didn't hide anything; panes
of glass which requested you not to see them; many objects of various
forms, feigning to have no connection with their guilty secret, a bed;
disguised traps in walls, which were clearly coal-cellars; affectations of
no thoroughfares, which were evidently doors to little kitchens. Mental
reservations and artful mysteries grew out of these things. Callers
looking steadily into the eyes of their receivers, pretended not to smell
cooking three feet off; people, confronting closets accidentally left
open, pretended not to see bottles; visitors with their heads against a
partition of thin canvas, and a page and a young female at high words
on the other side, made believe to be sitting in a primeval silence.
There was no end to the small social accommodation-bills of this
nature which the gipsies of gentility were constantly drawing upon,
and accepting for, one another.

Some of these Bohemians were of an irritable temperament, as

constantly soured and vexed by two mental trials: the first, the
consciousness that they had never got enough out of the public; the
second, the consciousness that the public were admitted into the
building. Under the latter great wrong, a few suffered dreadfully -
particularly on Sundays, when they had for some time expected the
earth to open and swallow the public up; but which desirable event
had not yet occurred, in consequence of some reprehensible laxity in
the arrangements of the Universe.

Mrs Gowan's door was attended by a family servant of several years'

standing, who had his own crow to pluck with the public concerning a
situation in the Post-Office which he had been for some time
expecting, and to which he was not yet appointed. He perfectly knew
that the public could never have got him in, but he grimly gratified
himself with the idea that the public kept him out. Under the
influence of this injury (and perhaps of some little straitness and
irregularity in the matter of wages), he had grown neglectful of his
person and morose in mind; and now beholding in Clennam one of the
degraded body of his oppressors, received him with ignominy. Mrs
Gowan, however, received him with condescension. He found her a
courtly old lady, formerly a Beauty, and still sufficiently well- favoured
to have dispensed with the powder on her nose and a certain
impossible bloom under each eye. She was a little lofty with him; so
was another old lady, dark-browed and high-nosed, and who must
have had something real about her or she could not have existed, but
it was certainly not her hair or her teeth or her figure or her
complexion; so was a grey old gentleman of dignified and sullen
appearance; both of whom had come to dinner. But, as they had all
been in the British Embassy way in sundry parts of the earth, and as
a British Embassy cannot better establish a character with the
Circumlocution Office than by treating its compatriots with illimitable
contempt (else it would become like the Embassies of other countries),
Clennam felt that on the whole they let him off lightly.

The dignified old gentleman turned out to be Lord Lancaster

Stiltstalking, who had been maintained by the Circumlocution Office
for many years as a representative of the Britannic Majesty abroad.

This noble Refrigerator had iced several European courts in his time,
and had done it with such complete success that the very name of
Englishman yet struck cold to the stomachs of foreigners who had the
distinguished honour of remembering him at a distance of a quarter of
a century.

He was now in retirement, and hence (in a ponderous white cravat,

like a stiff snow-drift) was so obliging as to shade the dinner. There
was a whisper of the pervading Bohemian character in the nomadic
nature of the service and its curious races of plates and dishes; but
the noble Refrigerator, infinitely better than plate or porcelain, made it
superb. He shaded the dinner, cooled the wines, chilled the gravy, and
blighted the vegetables.

There was only one other person in the room: a microscopically small
footboy, who waited on the malevolent man who hadn't got into the
Post-Office. Even this youth, if his jacket could have been unbuttoned
and his heart laid bare, would have been seen, as a distant adherent
of the Barnacle family, already to aspire to a situation under
Government.

Mrs Gowan with a gentle melancholy upon her, occasioned by her

son's being reduced to court the swinish public as a follower of the low
Arts, instead of asserting his birthright and putting a ring through its
nose as an acknowledged Barnacle, headed the conversation at dinner
on the evil days. It was then that Clennam learned for the first time
what little pivots this great world goes round upon.

'If John Barnacle,' said Mrs Gowan, after the degeneracy of the times
had been fully ascertained, 'if John Barnacle had but abandoned his
most unfortunate idea of conciliating the mob, all would have been
well, and I think the country would have been preserved.' The old lady
with the high nose assented; but added that if Augustus Stiltstalking
had in a general way ordered the cavalry out with instructions to
charge, she thought the country would have been preserved.

The noble Refrigerator assented; but added that if William Barnacle

and Tudor Stiltstalking, when they came over to one another and
formed their ever-memorable coalition, had boldly muzzled the
newspapers, and rendered it penal for any Editor-person to presume
to discuss the conduct of any appointed authority abroad or at home,
he thought the country would have been preserved.

It was agreed that the country (another word for the Barnacles and
Stiltstalkings) wanted preserving, but how it came to want preserving
was not so clear. It was only clear that the question was all about
John Barnacle, Augustus Stiltstalking, William Barnacle and Tudor
Stiltstalking, Tom, Dick, or Harry Barnacle or Stiltstalking, because
there was nobody else but mob. And this was the feature of the
conversation which impressed Clennam, as a man not used to it, very
disagreeably: making him doubt if it were quite right to sit there,
silently hearing a great nation narrowed to such little bounds.
Remembering, however, that in the Parliamentary debates, whether on
the life of that nation's body or the life of its soul, the question was
usually all about and between John Barnacle, Augustus Stiltstalking,
William Barnacle and Tudor Stiltstalking, Tom, Dick, or Harry
Barnacle or Stiltstalking, and nobody else; he said nothing on the part
of mob, bethinking himself that mob was used to it.

Mr Henry Gowan seemed to have a malicious pleasure in playing off

the three talkers against each other, and in seeing Clennam startled
by what they said. Having as supreme a contempt for the class that
had thrown him off as for the class that had not taken him on, he had
no personal disquiet in anything that passed. His healthy state of
mind appeared even to derive a gratification from Clennam's position
of embarrassment and isolation among the good company; and if
Clennam had been in that condition with which Nobody was
incessantly contending, he would have suspected it, and would have
struggled with the suspicion as a meanness, even while he sat at the
table.

In the course of a couple of hours the noble Refrigerator, at no time

less than a hundred years behind the period, got about five centuries
in arrears, and delivered solemn political oracles appropriate to that
epoch. He finished by freezing a cup of tea for his own drinking, and
retiring at his lowest temperature. Then Mrs Gowan, who had been
accustomed in her days of a vacant arm- chair beside her to which to
summon state to retain her devoted slaves, one by one, for short
audiences as marks of her especial favour, invited Clennam with a
turn of her fan to approach the presence. He obeyed, and took the
tripod recently vacated by Lord Lancaster Stiltstalking.

'Mr Clennam,' said Mrs Gowan, 'apart from the happiness I have in
becoming known to you, though in this odiously inconvenient place -
a mere barrack - there is a subject on which I am dying to speak to
you. It is the subject in connection with which my son first had, I
believe, the pleasure of cultivating your acquaintance.'

Clennam inclined his head, as a generally suitable reply to what he

did not yet quite understand.

'First,' said Mrs Gowan, 'now, is she really pretty?'

In nobody's difficulties, he would have found it very difficult to

answer; very difficult indeed to smile, and say 'Who?'

'Oh! You know!' she returned. 'This flame of Henry's. This unfortunate
fancy. There! If it is a point of honour that I should originate the name
- Miss Mickles - Miggles.'
'Miss Meagles,' said Clennam, 'is very beautiful.'

'Men are so often mistaken on those points,' returned Mrs Gowan,

shaking her head, 'that I candidly confess to you I feel anything but
sure of it, even now; though it is something to have Henry
corroborated with so much gravity and emphasis. He picked the
people up at Rome, I think?'

The phrase would have given nobody mortal offence. Clennam replied,
'Excuse me, I doubt if I understand your expression.'

'Picked the people up,' said Mrs Gowan, tapping the sticks of her
closed fan (a large green one, which she used as a hand-screen) on
her little table. 'Came upon them. Found them out. Stumbled UP
against them.'

'The people?'

'Yes. The Miggles people.'

'I really cannot say,' said Clennam, 'where my friend Mr Meagles first
presented Mr Henry Gowan to his daughter.'

'I am pretty sure he picked her up at Rome; but never mind where -
somewhere. Now (this is entirely between ourselves), is she very
plebeian?'

'Really, ma'am,' returned Clennam, 'I am so undoubtedly plebeian

myself, that I do not feel qualified to judge.'

'Very neat!' said Mrs Gowan, coolly unfurling her screen. 'Very happy!
From which I infer that you secretly think her manner equal to her
looks?'

Clennam, after a moment's stiffness, bowed.

'That's comforting, and I hope you may be right. Did Henry tell me you
had travelled with them?' 'I travelled with my friend Mr Meagles, and
his wife and daughter, during some months.' (Nobody's heart might
have been wrung by the remembrance.)

'Really comforting, because you must have had a large experience of

them. You see, Mr Clennam, this thing has been going on for a long
time, and I find no improvement in it. Therefore to have the
opportunity of speaking to one so well informed about it as yourself, is
an immense relief to me. Quite a boon. Quite a blessing, I am sure.'
'Pardon me,' returned Clennam, 'but I am not in Mr Henry Gowan's
confidence. I am far from being so well informed as you suppose me to
be. Your mistake makes my position a very delicate one. No word on
this topic has ever passed between Mr Henry Gowan and myself.'

Mrs Gowan glanced at the other end of the room, where her son was
playing ecarte on a sofa, with the old lady who was for a charge of
cavalry.

'Not in his confidence? No,' said Mrs Gowan. 'No word has passed
between you? No. That I can imagine. But there are unexpressed
confidences, Mr Clennam; and as you have been together intimately
among these people, I cannot doubt that a confidence of that sort
exists in the present case. Perhaps you have heard that I have
suffered the keenest distress of mind from Henry's having taken to a
pursuit which - well!' shrugging her shoulders, 'a very respectable
pursuit, I dare say, and some artists are, as artists, quite superior
persons; still, we never yet in our family have gone beyond an
Amateur, and it is a pardonable weakness to feel a little - '

As Mrs Gowan broke off to heave a sigh, Clennam, however resolute to

be magnanimous, could not keep down the thought that there was
mighty little danger of the family's ever going beyond an Amateur,
even as it was.

'Henry,' the mother resumed, 'is self-willed and resolute; and as these
people naturally strain every nerve to catch him, I can entertain very
little hope, Mr Clennam, that the thing will be broken off. I apprehend
the girl's fortune will be very small; Henry might have done much
better; there is scarcely anything to compensate for the connection:
still, he acts for himself; and if I find no improvement within a short
time, I see no other course than to resign myself and make the best of
these people. I am infinitely obliged to you for what you have told me.'
As she shrugged her shoulders, Clennam stiffly bowed again. With an
uneasy flush upon his face, and hesitation in his manner, he then
said in a still lower tone than he had adopted yet:

'Mrs Gowan, I scarcely know how to acquit myself of what I feel to be a

duty, and yet I must ask you for your kind consideration in
attempting to discharge it. A misconception on your part, a very great
misconception if I may venture to call it so, seems to require setting
right. You have supposed Mr Meagles and his family to strain every
nerve, I think you said - '

'Every nerve,' repeated Mrs Gowan, looking at him in calm obstinacy,

with her green fan between her face and the fire.

'To secure Mr Henry Gowan?'

The lady placidly assented.

'Now that is so far,' said Arthur, 'from being the case, that I know Mr
Meagles to be unhappy in this matter; and to have interposed all
reasonable obstacles with the hope of putting an end to it.'

Mrs Gowan shut up her great green fan, tapped him on the arm with
it, and tapped her smiling lips. 'Why, of course,' said she. 'Just what I
mean.'

Arthur watched her face for some explanation of what she did mean.

'Are you really serious, Mr Clennam? Don't you see?'

Arthur did not see; and said so.

'Why, don't I know my son, and don't I know that this is exactly the
way to hold him?' said Mrs Gowan, contemptuously; 'and do not these
Miggles people know it, at least as well as I? Oh, shrewd people, Mr
Clennam: evidently people of business! I believe Miggles belonged to a
Bank. It ought to have been a very profitable Bank, if he had much to
do with its management. This is very well done, indeed.'

'I beg and entreat you, ma'am - ' Arthur interposed.

'Oh, Mr Clennam, can you really be so credulous?'

It made such a painful impression upon him to hear her talking in

this haughty tone, and to see her patting her contemptuous lips with
her fan, that he said very earnestly, 'Believe me, ma'am, this is unjust,
a perfectly groundless suspicion.'

'Suspicion?' repeated Mrs Gowan. 'Not suspicion, Mr Clennam,

Certainty. It is very knowingly done indeed, and seems to have taken
YOU in completely.' She laughed; and again sat tapping her lips with
her fan, and tossing her head, as if she added, 'Don't tell me. I know
such people will do anything for the honour of such an alliance.'

At this opportune moment, the cards were thrown up, and Mr Henry
Gowan came across the room saying, 'Mother, if you can spare Mr
Clennam for this time, we have a long way to go, and it's getting late.'
Mr Clennam thereupon rose, as he had no choice but to do; and Mrs
Gowan showed him, to the last, the same look and the same tapped
contemptuous lips.

'You have had a portentously long audience of my mother,' said

Gowan, as the door closed upon them. 'I fervently hope she has not
bored you?'
'Not at all,' said Clennam.

They had a little open phaeton for the journey, and were soon in it on
the road home. Gowan, driving, lighted a cigar; Clennam declined one.
Do what he would, he fell into such a mood of abstraction that Gowan
said again, 'I am very much afraid my mother has bored you?' To
which he roused himself to answer, 'Not at all!' and soon relapsed
again.

In that state of mind which rendered nobody uneasy, his

thoughtfulness would have turned principally on the man at his side.
He would have thought of the morning when he first saw him rooting
out the stones with his heel, and would have asked himself, 'Does he
jerk me out of the path in the same careless, cruel way?' He would
have thought, had this introduction to his mother been brought about
by him because he knew what she would say, and that he could thus
place his position before a rival and loftily warn him off, without
himself reposing a word of confidence in him? He would have thought,
even if there were no such design as that, had he brought him there to
play with his repressed emotions, and torment him? The current of
these meditations would have been stayed sometimes by a rush of
shame, bearing a remonstrance to himself from his own open nature,
representing that to shelter such suspicions, even for the passing
moment, was not to hold the high, unenvious course he had resolved
to keep. At those times, the striving within him would have been
hardest; and looking up and catching Gowan's eyes, he would have
started as if he had done him an injury.

Then, looking at the dark road and its uncertain objects, he would
have gradually trailed off again into thinking, 'Where are we driving,
he and I, I wonder, on the darker road of life? How will it be with us,
and with her, in the obscure distance?' Thinking of her, he would have
been troubled anew with a reproachful misgiving that it was not even
loyal to her to dislike him, and that in being so easily prejudiced
against him he was less deserving of her than at first.

'You are evidently out of spirits,' said Gowan; 'I am very much afraid
my mother must have bored you dreadfully.' 'Believe me, not at all,'
said Clennam. 'It's nothing - nothing!'
Chapter XXVII - Five-And-Twenty

A frequently recurring doubt, whether Mr Pancks's desire to collect

information relative to the Dorrit family could have any possible
bearing on the misgivings he had imparted to his mother on his return
from his long exile, caused Arthur Clennam much uneasiness at this
period. What Mr Pancks already knew about the Dorrit family, what
more he really wanted to find out, and why he should trouble his busy
head about them at all, were questions that often perplexed him. Mr
Pancks was not a man to waste his time and trouble in researches
prompted by idle curiosity. That he had a specific object Clennam
could not doubt. And whether the attainment of that object by Mr
Pancks's industry might bring to light, in some untimely way, secret
reasons which had induced his mother to take Little Dorrit by the
hand, was a serious speculation.

Not that he ever wavered either in his desire or his determination to

repair a wrong that had been done in his father's time, should a wrong
come to light, and be reparable. The shadow of a supposed act of
injustice, which had hung over him since his father's death, was so
vague and formless that it might be the result of a reality widely
remote from his idea of it. But, if his apprehensions should prove to
be well founded, he was ready at any moment to lay down all he had,
and begin the world anew. As the fierce dark teaching of his childhood
had never sunk into his heart, so that first article in his code of
morals was, that he must begin, in practical humility, with looking
well to his feet on Earth, and that he could never mount on wings of
words to Heaven. Duty on earth, restitution on earth, action on earth;
these first, as the first steep steps upward. Strait was the gate and
narrow was the way; far straiter and narrower than the broad high
road paved with vain professions and vain repetitions, motes from
other men's eyes and liberal delivery of others to the judgment - all
cheap materials costing absolutely nothing.

No. It was not a selfish fear or hesitation that rendered him uneasy,
but a mistrust lest Pancks might not observe his part of the
understanding between them, and, making any discovery, might take
some course upon it without imparting it to him. On the other hand,
when he recalled his conversation with Pancks, and the little reason
he had to suppose that there was any likelihood of that strange
personage being on that track at all, there were times when he
wondered that he made so much of it. Labouring in this sea, as all
barks labour in cross seas, he tossed about and came to no haven.

The removal of Little Dorrit herself from their customary association,

did not mend the matter. She was so much out, and so much in her
own room, that he began to miss her and to find a blank in her place.
He had written to her to inquire if she were better, and she had
written back, very gratefully and earnestly telling him not to be
uneasy on her behalf, for she was quite well; but he had not seen her,
for what, in their intercourse, was a long time.

He returned home one evening from an interview with her father, who
had mentioned that she was out visiting - which was what he always
said when she was hard at work to buy his supper - and found Mr
Meagles in an excited state walking up and down his room. On his
opening the door, Mr Meagles stopped, faced round, and said:

'Clennam! - Tattycoram!'

'What's the matter?'

'Lost!'

'Why, bless my heart alive!' cried Clennam in amazement. 'What do

you mean?'

'Wouldn't count five-and-twenty, sir; couldn't be got to do it; stopped

at eight, and took herself off.'

'Left your house?'

'Never to come back,' said Mr Meagles, shaking his head. 'You don't
know that girl's passionate and proud character. A team of horses
couldn't draw her back now; the bolts and bars of the old Bastille
couldn't keep her.'

'How did it happen? Pray sit down and tell me.'

'As to how it happened, it's not so easy to relate: because you must
have the unfortunate temperament of the poor impetuous girl herself,
before you can fully understand it. But it came about in this way. Pet
and Mother and I have been having a good deal of talk together of late.
I'll not disguise from you, Clennam, that those conversations have not
been of as bright a kind as I could wish; they have referred to our
going away again. In proposing to do which, I have had, in fact, an
object.'

Nobody's heart beat quickly.

'An object,' said Mr Meagles, after a moment's pause, 'that I will not
disguise from you, either, Clennam. There's an inclination on the part
of my dear child which I am sorry for. Perhaps you guess the person.
Henry Gowan.'

'I was not unprepared to hear it.'

'Well!' said Mr Meagles, with a heavy sigh, 'I wish to God you had
never had to hear it. However, so it is. Mother and I have done all we
could to get the better of it, Clennam. We have tried tender advice, we
have tried time, we have tried absence. As yet, of no use. Our late
conversations have been upon the subject of going away for another
year at least, in order that there might be an entire separation and
breaking off for that term. Upon that question, Pet has been unhappy,
and therefore Mother and I have been unhappy.' Clennam said that he
could easily believe it.

'Well!' continued Mr Meagles in an apologetic way, 'I admit as a

practical man, and I am sure Mother would admit as a practical
woman, that we do, in families, magnify our troubles and make
mountains of our molehills in a way that is calculated to be rather
trying to people who look on - to mere outsiders, you know, Clennam.

Still, Pet's happiness or unhappiness is quite a life or death question

with us; and we may be excused, I hope, for making much of it. At all
events, it might have been borne by Tattycoram. Now, don't you think
so?'

'I do indeed think so,' returned Clennam, in most emphatic

recognition of this very moderate expectation.

'No, sir,' said Mr Meagles, shaking his head ruefully. 'She couldn't
stand it. The chafing and firing of that girl, the wearing and tearing of
that girl within her own breast, has been such that I have softly said
to her again and again in passing her, 'Five-and-twenty, Tattycoram,
five-and-twenty!’ I heartily wish she could have gone on counting five-
and-twenty day and night, and then it wouldn't have happened.'

Mr Meagles with a despondent countenance in which the goodness of

his heart was even more expressed than in his times of cheerfulness
and gaiety, stroked his face down from his forehead to his chin, and
shook his head again.

'I said to Mother (not that it was necessary, for she would have
thought it all for herself), we are practical people, my dear, and we
know her story; we see in this unhappy girl some reflection of what
was raging in her mother's heart before ever such a creature as this
poor thing was in the world; we'll gloss her temper over, Mother, we
won't notice it at present, my dear, we'll take advantage of some better
disposition in her another time. So we said nothing. But, do what we
would, it seems as if it was to be; she broke out violently one night.'

'How, and why?'

'If you ask me Why,' said Mr Meagles, a little disturbed by the
question, for he was far more intent on softening her case than the
family's, 'I can only refer you to what I have just repeated as having
been pretty near my words to Mother. As to How, we had said Good
night to Pet in her presence (very affectionately, I must allow), and she
had attended Pet up-stairs - you remember she was her maid.
Perhaps Pet, having been out of sorts, may have been a little more
inconsiderate than usual in requiring services of her: but I don't know
that I have any right to say so; she was always thoughtful and gentle.'

'The gentlest mistress in the world.'

'Thank you, Clennam,' said Mr Meagles, shaking him by the hand;

'you have often seen them together. Well! We presently heard this
unfortunate Tattycoram loud and angry, and before we could ask
what was the matter, Pet came back in a tremble, saying she was
frightened of her. Close after her came Tattycoram in a flaming rage. ‘I
hate you all three,’ says she, stamping her foot at us. ‘I am bursting
with hate of the whole house.’'

'Upon which you - ?'

'I?' said Mr Meagles, with a plain good faith that might have
commanded the belief of Mrs Gowan herself. 'I said, count five- and-
twenty, Tattycoram.'

Mr Meagles again stroked his face and shook his head, with an air of
profound regret.

'She was so used to do it, Clennam, that even then, such a picture of
passion as you never saw, she stopped short, looked me full in the
face, and counted (as I made out) to eight. But she couldn't control
herself to go any further. There she broke down, poor thing, and gave
the other seventeen to the four winds. Then it all burst out. She
detested us, she was miserable with us, she couldn't bear it, she
wouldn't bear it, she was determined to go away. She was younger
than her young mistress, and would she remain to see her always
held up as the only creature who was young and interesting, and to be
cherished and loved? No. She wouldn't, she wouldn't, she wouldn't!
What did we think she, Tattycoram, might have been if she had been
caressed and cared for in her childhood, like her young mistress? As
good as her? Ah! Perhaps fifty times as good. When we pretended to be
so fond of one another, we exulted over her; that was what we did; we
exulted over her and shamed her. And all in the house did the same.
They talked about their fathers and mothers, and brothers and
sisters; they liked to drag them up before her face. There was Mrs
Tickit, only yesterday, when her little grandchild was with her, had
been amused by the child's trying to call her (Tattycoram) by the
wretched name we gave her; and had laughed at the name. Why, who
didn't; and who were we that we should have a right to name her like
a dog or a cat? But she didn't care. She would take no more benefits
from us; she would fling us her name back again, and she would go.
She would leave us that minute, nobody should stop her, and we
should never hear of her again.'

Mr Meagles had recited all this with such a vivid remembrance of his
original, that he was almost as flushed and hot by this time as he
described her to have been.

'Ah, well!' he said, wiping his face. 'It was of no use trying reason then,
with that vehement panting creature (Heaven knows what her
mother's story must have been); so I quietly told her that she should
not go at that late hour of night, and I gave her MY hand and took her
to her room, and locked the house doors. But she was gone this
morning.' 'And you know no more of her?'

'No more,' returned Mr Meagles. 'I have been hunting about all day.
She must have gone very early and very silently. I have found no trace
of her down about us.'

'Stay! You want,' said Clennam, after a moment's reflection, 'to see
her? I assume that?'

'Yes, assuredly; I want to give her another chance; Mother and Pet
want to give her another chance; come! You yourself,' said Mr
Meagles, persuasively, as if the provocation to be angry were not his
own at all, 'want to give the poor passionate girl another chance, I
know, Clennam.'

'It would be strange and hard indeed if I did not,' said Clennam, 'when
you are all so forgiving. What I was going to ask you was, have you
thought of that Miss Wade?'

'I have. I did not think of her until I had pervaded the whole of our
neighbourhood, and I don't know that I should have done so then but
for finding Mother and Pet, when I went home, full of the idea that
Tattycoram must have gone to her. Then, of course, I recalled what
she said that day at dinner when you were first with US.'

'Have you any idea where Miss Wade is to be found?'

'To tell you the truth,' returned Mr Meagles, 'it's because I have an
addled jumble of a notion on that subject that you found me waiting
here. There is one of those odd impressions in my house, which do
mysteriously get into houses sometimes, which nobody seems to have
picked up in a distinct form from anybody, and yet which everybody
seems to have got hold of loosely from somebody and let go again, that
she lives, or was living, thereabouts.' Mr Meagles handed him a slip of
paper, on which was written the name of one of the dull by-streets in
the Grosvenor region, near Park Lane.

'Here is no number,' said Arthur looking over it.

'No number, my dear Clennam?' returned his friend. 'No anything! The
very name of the street may have been floating in the air; for, as I tell
you, none of my people can say where they got it from. However, it's
worth an inquiry; and as I would rather make it in company than
alone, and as you too were a fellow-traveller of that immovable
woman's, I thought perhaps - ' Clennam finished the sentence for him
by taking up his hat again, and saying he was ready.

It was now summer-time; a grey, hot, dusty evening. They rode to the
top of Oxford Street, and there alighting, dived in among the great
streets of melancholy stateliness, and the little streets that try to be as
stately and succeed in being more melancholy, of which there is a
labyrinth near Park Lane. Wildernesses of corner houses, with
barbarous old porticoes and appurtenances; horrors that came into
existence under some wrong-headed person in some wrong-headed
time, still demanding the blind admiration of all ensuing generations
and determined to do so until they tumbled down; frowned upon the
twilight. Parasite little tenements, with the cramp in their whole
frame, from the dwarf hall-door on the giant model of His Grace's in
the Square to the squeezed window of the boudoir commanding the
dunghills in the Mews, made the evening doleful. Rickety dwellings of
undoubted fashion, but of a capacity to hold nothing comfortably
except a dismal smell, looked like the last result of the great
mansions' breeding in-and-in; and, where their little supplementary
bows and balconies were supported on thin iron columns, seemed to
be scrofulously resting upon crutches.

Here and there a Hatchment, with the whole science of Heraldry in it,
loomed down upon the street, like an Archbishop discoursing on
Vanity. The shops, few in number, made no show; for popular opinion
was as nothing to them. The pastrycook knew who was on his books,
and in that knowledge could be calm, with a few glass cylinders of
dowager peppermint-drops in his window, and half-a- dozen ancient
specimens of currant-jelly. A few oranges formed the greengrocer's
whole concession to the vulgar mind. A single basket made of moss,
once containing plovers' eggs, held all that the poulterer had to say to
the rabble. Everybody in those streets seemed (which is always the
case at that hour and season) to be gone out to dinner, and nobody
seemed to be giving the dinners they had gone to. On the doorsteps
there were lounging footmen with bright parti-coloured plumage and
white polls, like an extinct race of monstrous birds; and butlers,
solitary men of recluse demeanour, each of whom appeared distrustful
of all other butlers. The roll of carriages in the Park was done for the
day; the street lamps were lighting; and wicked little grooms in the
tightest fitting garments, with twists in their legs answering to the
twists in their minds, hung about in pairs, chewing straws and
exchanging fraudulent secrets. The spotted dogs who went out with
the carriages, and who were so associated with splendid equipages
that it looked like a condescension in those animals to come out
without them, accompanied helpers to and fro on messages. Here and
there was a retiring public-house which did not require to be
supported on the shoulders of the people, and where gentlemen out of
livery were not much wanted.

This last discovery was made by the two friends in pursuing their
inquiries. Nothing was there, or anywhere, known of such a person as
Miss Wade, in connection with the street they sought. It was one of
the parasite streets; long, regular, narrow, dull and gloomy; like a
brick and mortar funeral. They inquired at several little area gates,
where a dejected youth stood spiking his chin on the summit of a
precipitous little shoot of wooden steps, but could gain no
information. They walked up the street on one side of the way, and
down it on the other, what time two vociferous news- sellers,
announcing an extraordinary event that had never happened and
never would happen, pitched their hoarse voices into the secret
chambers; but nothing came of it. At length they stood at the corner
from which they had begun, and it had fallen quite dark, and they
were no wiser.

It happened that in the street they had several times passed a dingy
house, apparently empty, with bills in the windows, announcing that
it was to let. The bills, as a variety in the funeral procession, almost
amounted to a decoration. Perhaps because they kept the house
separated in his mind, or perhaps because Mr Meagles and himself
had twice agreed in passing, 'It is clear she don't live there,' Clennam
now proposed that they should go back and try that house before
finally going away. Mr Meagles agreed, and back they went.

They knocked once, and they rang once, without any response.

'Empty,' said Mr Meagles, listening. 'Once more,' said Clennam, and

knocked again. After that knock they heard a movement below, and
somebody shuffling up towards the door.

The confined entrance was so dark that it was impossible to make out
distinctly what kind of person opened the door; but it appeared to be
an old woman. 'Excuse our troubling you,' said Clennam. 'Pray can
you tell us where Miss Wade lives?' The voice in the darkness
unexpectedly replied, 'Lives here.'
'Is she at home?'

No answer coming, Mr Meagles asked again. 'Pray is she at home?'

After another delay, 'I suppose she is,' said the voice abruptly; 'you
had better come in, and I'll ask.'

They 'were summarily shut into the close black house; and the figure
rustling away, and speaking from a higher level, said, 'Come up, if you
please; you can't tumble over anything.' They groped their way up-
stairs towards a faint light, which proved to be the light of the street
shining through a window; and the figure left them shut in an airless
room.

'This is odd, Clennam,' said Mr Meagles, softly.

'Odd enough,' assented Clennam in the same tone, 'but we have

succeeded; that's the main point. Here's a light coming!'

The light was a lamp, and the bearer was an old woman: very dirty,
very wrinkled and dry. 'She's at home,' she said (and the voice was the
same that had spoken before); 'she'll come directly.' Having set the
lamp down on the table, the old woman dusted her hands on her
apron, which she might have done for ever without cleaning them,
looked at the visitors with a dim pair of eyes, and backed out.

The lady whom they had come to see, if she were the present occupant
of the house, appeared to have taken up her quarters there as she
might have established herself in an Eastern caravanserai. A small
square of carpet in the middle of the room, a few articles of furniture
that evidently did not belong to the room, and a disorder of trunks
and travelling articles, formed the whole of her surroundings. Under
some former regular inhabitant, the stifling little apartment had
broken out into a pier-glass and a gilt table; but the gilding was as
faded as last year's flowers, and the glass was so clouded that it
seemed to hold in magic preservation all the fogs and bad weather it
had ever reflected. The visitors had had a minute or two to look about
them, when the door opened and Miss Wade came in.

She was exactly the same as when they had parted. just as handsome,
just as scornful, just as repressed. She manifested no surprise in
seeing them, nor any other emotion. She requested them to be seated;
and declining to take a seat herself, at once anticipated any
introduction of their business.

'I apprehend,' she said, 'that I know the cause of your favouring me
with this visit. We may come to it at once.'
'The cause then, ma'am,' said Mr Meagles, 'is Tattycoram.'

'So I supposed.'

'Miss Wade,' said Mr Meagles, 'will you be so kind as to say whether

you know anything of her?'

'Surely. I know she is here with me.'

'Then, ma'am,' said Mr Meagles, 'allow me to make known to you that

I shall be happy to have her back, and that my wife and daughter will
be happy to have her back. She has been with us a long time: we don't
forget her claims upon us, and I hope we know how to make
allowances.'

'You hope to know how to make allowances?' she returned, in a level,

measured voice. 'For what?'

'I think my friend would say, Miss Wade,' Arthur Clennam interposed,
seeing Mr Meagles rather at a loss, 'for the passionate sense that
sometimes comes upon the poor girl, of being at a disadvantage.
Which occasionally gets the better of better remembrances.'

The lady broke into a smile as she turned her eyes upon him.
'Indeed?' was all she answered.

She stood by the table so perfectly composed and still after this
acknowledgment of his remark that Mr Meagles stared at her under a
sort of fascination, and could not even look to Clennam to make
another move. After waiting, awkwardly enough, for some moments,
Arthur said: 'Perhaps it would be well if Mr Meagles could see her,
Miss Wade?'

'That is easily done,' said she. 'Come here, child.' She had opened a
door while saying this, and now led the girl in by the hand. It was very
curious to see them standing together: the girl with her disengaged
fingers plaiting the bosom of her dress, half irresolutely, half
passionately; Miss Wade with her composed face attentively regarding
her, and suggesting to an observer, with extraordinary force, in her
composure itself (as a veil will suggest the form it covers), the
unquenchable passion of her own nature.

'See here,' she said, in the same level way as before. 'Here is your
patron, your master. He is willing to take you back, my dear, if you
are sensible of the favour and choose to go. You can be, again, a foil to
his pretty daughter, a slave to her pleasant wilfulness, and a toy in
the house showing the goodness of the family. You can have your droll
name again, playfully pointing you out and setting you apart, as it is
right that you should be pointed out and set apart. (Your birth, you
know; you must not forget your birth.) You can again be shown to this
gentleman's daughter, Harriet, and kept before her, as a living
reminder of her own superiority and her gracious condescension. You
can recover all these advantages and many more of the same kind
which I dare say start up in your memory while I speak, and which
you lose in taking refuge with me - you can recover them all by telling
these gentlemen how humbled and penitent you are, and by going
back to them to be forgiven. What do you say, Harriet? Will you go?'

The girl who, under the influence of these words, had gradually risen
in anger and heightened in colour, answered, raising her lustrous
black eyes for the moment, and clenching her hand upon the folds it
had been puckering up, 'I'd die sooner!'

Miss Wade, still standing at her side holding her hand, looked quietly
round and said with a smile, 'Gentlemen! What do you do upon that?'

Poor Mr Meagles's inexpressible consternation in hearing his motives

and actions so perverted, had prevented him from interposing any
word until now; but now he regained the power of speech.

'Tattycoram,' said he, 'for I'll call you by that name still, my good girl,
conscious that I meant nothing but kindness when I gave it to you,
and conscious that you know it - '

'I don't!' said she, looking up again, and almost rending herself with
the same busy hand.

'No, not now, perhaps,' said Mr Meagles; 'not with that lady's eyes so
intent upon you, Tattycoram,' she glanced at them for a moment, 'and
that power over you, which we see she exercises; not now, perhaps,
but at another time. Tattycoram, I'll not ask that lady whether she
believes what she has said, even in the anger and ill blood in which I
and my friend here equally know she has spoken, though she subdues
herself, with a determination that any one who has once seen her is
not likely to forget. I'll not ask you, with your remembrance of my
house and all belonging to it, whether you believe it. I'll only say that
you have no profession to make to me or mine, and no forgiveness to
entreat; and that all in the world that I ask you to do, is, to count five-
and-twenty, Tattycoram.'

She looked at him for an instant, and then said frowningly, 'I won't.
Miss Wade, take me away, please.'

The contention that raged within her had no softening in it now; it

was wholly between passionate defiance and stubborn defiance. Her
rich colour, her quick blood, her rapid breath, were all setting
themselves against the opportunity of retracing their steps. 'I won't. I
won't. I won't!' she repeated in a low, thick voice. 'I'd be torn to pieces
first. I'd tear myself to pieces first!'

Miss Wade, who had released her hold, laid her hand protectingly on
the girl's neck for a moment, and then said, looking round with her
former smile and speaking exactly in her former tone, 'Gentlemen!
What do you do upon that?'

'Oh, Tattycoram, Tattycoram!' cried Mr Meagles, adjuring her besides

with an earnest hand. 'Hear that lady's voice, look at that lady's face,
consider what is in that lady's heart, and think what a future lies
before you. My child, whatever you may think, that lady's influence
over you - astonishing to us, and I should hardly go too far in saying
terrible to us to see - is founded in passion fiercer than yours, and
temper more violent than yours. What can you two be together? What
can come of it?'

'I am alone here, gentlemen,' observed Miss Wade, with no change of

voice or manner. 'Say anything you will.'

'Politeness must yield to this misguided girl, ma'am,' said Mr Meagles,

'at her present pass; though I hope not altogether to dismiss it, even
with the injury you do her so strongly before me. Excuse me for
reminding you in her hearing - I must say it - that you were a mystery
to all of us, and had nothing in common with any of us when she
unfortunately fell in your way. I don't know what you are, but you
don't hide, can't hide, what a dark spirit you have within you. If it
should happen that you are a woman, who, from whatever cause, has
a perverted delight in making a sister-woman as wretched as she is (I
am old enough to have heard of such), I warn her against you, and I
warn you against yourself.'

'Gentlemen!' said Miss Wade, calmly. 'When you have concluded - Mr

Clennam, perhaps you will induce your friend - '

'Not without another effort,' said Mr Meagles, stoutly. 'Tattycoram, my

poor dear girl, count five-and-twenty.' 'Do not reject the hope, the
certainty, this kind man offers you,' said Clennam in a low emphatic
voice. 'Turn to the friends you have not forgotten. Think once more!'

'I won't! Miss Wade,' said the girl, with her bosom swelling high, and
speaking with her hand held to her throat, 'take me away!'

'Tattycoram,' said Mr Meagles. 'Once more yet! The only thing I ask of
you in the world, my child! Count five-and-twenty!'
She put her hands tightly over her ears, confusedly tumbling down
her bright black hair in the vehemence of the action, and turned her
face resolutely to the wall. Miss Wade, who had watched her under
this final appeal with that strange attentive smile, and that repressing
hand upon her own bosom with which she had watched her in her
struggle at Marseilles, then put her arm about her waist as if she took
possession of her for evermore.

And there was a visible triumph in her face when she turned it to
dismiss the visitors.

'As it is the last time I shall have the honour,' she said, 'and as you
have spoken of not knowing what I am, and also of the foundation of
my influence here, you may now know that it is founded in a common
cause. What your broken plaything is as to birth, I am. She has no
name, I have no name. Her wrong is my wrong. I have nothing more to
say to you.'

This was addressed to Mr Meagles, who sorrowfully went out. As

Clennam followed, she said to him, with the same external composure
and in the same level voice, but with a smile that is only seen on cruel
faces: a very faint smile, lifting the nostril, scarcely touching the lips,
and not breaking away gradually, but instantly dismissed when done
with:

'I hope the wife of your dear friend Mr Gowan, may be happy in the
contrast of her extraction to this girl's and mine, and in the high good
fortune that awaits her.'
Chapter XXVIII - Nobody's Disappearance

Not resting satisfied with the endeavours he had made to recover his
lost charge, Mr Meagles addressed a letter of remonstrance, breathing
nothing but goodwill, not only to her, but to Miss Wade too. No answer
coming to these epistles, or to another written to the stubborn girl by
the hand of her late young mistress, which might have melted her if
anything could (all three letters were returned weeks afterwards as
having been refused at the house- door), he deputed Mrs Meagles to
make the experiment of a personal interview. That worthy lady being
unable to obtain one, and being steadfastly denied admission, Mr
Meagles besought Arthur to essay once more what he could do. All
that came of his compliance was, his discovery that the empty house
was left in charge of the old woman, that Miss Wade was gone, that
the waifs and strays of furniture were gone, and that the old woman
would accept any number of half-crowns and thank the donor kindly,
but had no information whatever to exchange for those coins, beyond
constantly offering for perusal a memorandum relative to fixtures,
which the house- agent's young man had left in the hall.

Unwilling, even under this discomfiture, to resign the ingrate and

leave her hopeless, in case of her better dispositions obtaining the
mastery over the darker side of her character, Mr Meagles, for six
successive days, published a discreetly covert advertisement in the
morning papers, to the effect that if a certain young person who had
lately left home without reflection, would at any time apply to his
address at Twickenham, everything would be as it had been before,
and no reproaches need be apprehended. The unexpected
consequences of this notification suggested to the dismayed Mr
Meagles for the first time that some hundreds of young persons must
be leaving their homes without reflection every day; for shoals of
wrong young people came down to Twickenham, who, not finding
themselves received with enthusiasm, generally demanded
compensation by way of damages, in addition to coach-hire there and
back. Nor were these the only uninvited clients whom the
advertisement produced. The swarm of begging-letter writers, who
would seem to be always watching eagerly for any hook, however
small, to hang a letter upon, wrote to say that having seen the
advertisement, they were induced to apply with confidence for various
sums, ranging from ten shillings to fifty pounds: not because they
knew anything about the young person, but because they felt that to
part with those donations would greatly relieve the advertiser's mind.
Several projectors, likewise, availed themselves of the same
opportunity to correspond with Mr Meagles; as, for example, to
apprise him that their attention having been called to the
advertisement by a friend, they begged to state that if they should ever
hear anything of the young person, they would not fail to make it
known to him immediately, and that in the meantime if he would
oblige them with the funds necessary for bringing to perfection a
certain entirely novel description of Pump, the happiest results would
ensue to mankind.

Mr Meagles and his family, under these combined discouragements,

had begun reluctantly to give up Tattycoram as irrecoverable, when
the new and active firm of Doyce and Clennam, in their private
capacities, went down on a Saturday to stay at the cottage until
Monday. The senior partner took the coach, and the junior partner
took his walking-stick.

A tranquil summer sunset shone upon him as he approached the end

of his walk, and passed through the meadows by the river side. He
had that sense of peace, and of being lightened of a weight of care,
which country quiet awakens in the breasts of dwellers in towns.
Everything within his view was lovely and placid. The rich foliage of
the trees, the luxuriant grass diversified with wild flowers, the little
green islands in the river, the beds of rushes, the water-lilies floating
on the surface of the stream, the distant voices in boats borne
musically towards him on the ripple of the water and the evening air,
were all expressive of rest. In the occasional leap of a fish, or dip of an
oar, or twittering of a bird not yet at roost, or distant barking of a dog,
or lowing of a cow - in all such sounds, there was the prevailing
breath of rest, which seemed to encompass him in every scent that
sweetened the fragrant air. The long lines of red and gold in the sky,
and the glorious track of the descending sun, were all divinely calm.
Upon the purple tree-tops far away, and on the green height near at
hand up which the shades were slowly creeping, there was an equal
hush. Between the real landscape and its shadow in the water, there
was no division; both were so untroubled and clear, and, while so
fraught with solemn mystery of life and death, so hopefully reassuring
to the gazer's soothed heart, because so tenderly and mercifully
beautiful.

Clennam had stopped, not for the first time by many times, to look
about him and suffer what he saw to sink into his soul, as the
shadows, looked at, seemed to sink deeper and deeper into the water.
He was slowly resuming his way, when he saw a figure in the path
before him which he had, perhaps, already associated with the
evening and its impressions.

Minnie was there, alone. She had some roses in her hand, and seemed
to have stood still on seeing him, waiting for him. Her face was
towards him, and she appeared to have been coming from the
opposite direction. There was a flutter in her manner, which Clennam
had never seen in it before; and as he came near her, it entered his
mind all at once that she was there of a set purpose to speak to him.
She gave him her hand, and said, 'You wonder to see me here by
myself? But the evening is so lovely, I have strolled further than I
meant at first. I thought it likely I might meet you, and that made me
more confident. You always come this way, do you not?'

As Clennam said that it was his favourite way, he felt her hand falter
on his arm, and saw the roses shake.

'Will you let me give you one, Mr Clennam? I gathered them as I came
out of the garden. Indeed, I almost gathered them for you, thinking it
so likely I might meet you. Mr Doyce arrived more than an hour ago,
and told us you were walking down.'

His own hand shook, as he accepted a rose or two from hers and
thanked her. They were now by an avenue of trees. Whether they
turned into it on his movement or on hers matters little. He never
knew how that was.

'It is very grave here,' said Clennam, 'but very pleasant at this hour.
Passing along this deep shade, and out at that arch of light at the
other end, we come upon the ferry and the cottage by the best
approach, I think.' In her simple garden-hat and her light summer
dress, with her rich brown hair naturally clustering about her, and
her wonderful eyes raised to his for a moment with a look in which
regard for him and trustfulness in him were strikingly blended with a
kind of timid sorrow for him, she was so beautiful that it was well for
his peace - or ill for his peace, he did not quite know which - that he
had made that vigorous resolution he had so often thought about.

She broke a momentary silence by inquiring if he knew that papa had

been thinking of another tour abroad? He said he had heard it
mentioned. She broke another momentary silence by adding, with
some hesitation, that papa had abandoned the idea.

At this, he thought directly, 'they are to be married.'

'Mr Clennam,' she said, hesitating more timidly yet, and speaking so
low that he bent his head to hear her. 'I should very much like to give
you my confidence, if you would not mind having the goodness to
receive it. I should have very much liked to have given it to you long
ago, because - I felt that you were becoming so much our friend.'

'How can I be otherwise than proud of it at any time! Pray give it to

me. Pray trust me.'

'I could never have been afraid of trusting you,' she returned, raising
her eyes frankly to his face. 'I think I would have done so some time
ago, if I had known how. But I scarcely know how, even now.'
'Mr Gowan,' said Arthur Clennam, 'has reason to be very happy. God
bless his wife and him!'

She wept, as she tried to thank him. He reassured her, took her hand
as it lay with the trembling roses in it on his arm, took the remaining
roses from it, and put it to his lips. At that time, it seemed to him, he
first finally resigned the dying hope that had flickered in nobody's
heart so much to its pain and trouble; and from that time he became
in his own eyes, as to any similar hope or prospect, a very much older
man who had done with that part of life.

He put the roses in his breast and they walked on for a little while,
slowly and silently, under the umbrageous trees. Then he asked her,
in a voice of cheerful kindness, was there anything else that she would
say to him as her friend and her father's friend, many years older than
herself; was there any trust she would repose in him, any service she
would ask of him, any little aid to her happiness that she could give
him the lasting gratification of believing it was in his power to render?

She was going to answer, when she was so touched by some little
hidden sorrow or sympathy - what could it have been? - that she said,
bursting into tears again: 'O Mr Clennam! Good, generous, Mr
Clennam, pray tell me you do not blame me.'

'I blame you?' said Clennam. 'My dearest girl! I blame you? No!'

After clasping both her hands upon his arm, and looking
confidentially up into his face, with some hurried words to the effect
that she thanked him from her heart (as she did, if it be the source of
earnestness), she gradually composed herself, with now and then a
word of encouragement from him, as they walked on slowly and
almost silently under the darkening trees.

'And, now, Minnie Gowan,' at length said Clennam, smiling; 'will you
ask me nothing?'

'Oh! I have very much to ask of you.'

'That's well! I hope so; I am not disappointed.'

'You know how I am loved at home, and how I love home. You can
hardly think it perhaps, dear Mr Clennam,' she spoke with great
agitation, 'seeing me going from it of my own free will and choice, but I
do so dearly love it!'

'I am sure of that,' said Clennam. 'Can you suppose I doubt it?'
'No, no. But it is strange, even to me, that loving it so much and being
so much beloved in it, I can bear to cast it away. It seems so neglectful
of it, so unthankful.'

'My dear girl,' said Clennam, 'it is in the natural progress and change
of time. All homes are left so.'

'Yes, I know; but all homes are not left with such a blank in them as
there will be in mine when I am gone. Not that there is any scarcity of
far better and more endearing and more accomplished girls than I am;
not that I am much, but that they have made so much of me!'

Pet's affectionate heart was overcharged, and she sobbed while she
pictured what would happen.

'I know what a change papa will feel at first, and I know that at first I
cannot be to him anything like what I have been these many years.
And it is then, Mr Clennam, then more than at any time, that I beg
and entreat you to remember him, and sometimes to keep him
company when you can spare a little while; and to tell him that you
know I was fonder of him when I left him, than I ever was in all my
life. For there is nobody - he told me so himself when he talked to me
this very day - there is nobody he likes so well as you, or trusts so
much.'

A clue to what had passed between the father and daughter dropped
like a heavy stone into the well of Clennam's heart, and swelled the
water to his eyes. He said, cheerily, but not quite so cheerily as he
tried to say, that it should be done - that he gave her his faithful
promise.

'If I do not speak of mama,' said Pet, more moved by, and more pretty
in, her innocent grief, than Clennam could trust himself even to
consider - for which reason he counted the trees between them and
the fading light as they slowly diminished in number - 'it is because
mama will understand me better in this action, and will feel my loss in
a different way, and will look forward in a different manner. But you
know what a dear, devoted mother she is, and you will remember her
too; will you not?'

Let Minnie trust him, Clennam said, let Minnie trust him to do all she
wished.

'And, dear Mr Clennam,' said Minnie, 'because papa and one whom I
need not name, do not fully appreciate and understand one another
yet, as they will by-and-by; and because it will be the duty, and the
pride, and pleasure of my new life, to draw them to a better knowledge
of one another, and to be a happiness to one another, and to be proud
of one another, and to love one another, both loving me so dearly; oh,
as you are a kind, true man! when I am first separated from home (I
am going a long distance away), try to reconcile papa to him a little
more, and use your great influence to keep him before papa's mind
free from prejudice and in his real form. Will you do this for me, as
you are a noble-hearted friend?'

Poor Pet! Self-deceived, mistaken child! When were such changes ever
made in men's natural relations to one another: when was such
reconcilement of ingrain differences ever effected! It has been tried
many times by other daughters, Minnie; it has never succeeded;
nothing has ever come of it but failure.

So Clennam thought. So he did not say; it was too late. He bound

himself to do all she asked, and she knew full well that he would do it.

They were now at the last tree in the avenue. She stopped, and
withdrew her arm. Speaking to him with her eyes lifted up to his, and
with the hand that had lately rested on his sleeve trembling by
touching one of the roses in his breast as an additional appeal to him,
she said:

'Dear Mr Clennam, in my happiness - for I am happy, though you

have seen me crying - I cannot bear to leave any cloud between us. If
you have anything to forgive me (not anything that I have wilfully
done, but any trouble I may have caused you without meaning it, or
having it in my power to help it), forgive me to-night out of your noble
heart!'

He stooped to meet the guileless face that met his without shrinking.
He kissed it, and answered, Heaven knew that he had nothing to
forgive. As he stooped to meet the innocent face once again, she
whispered, 'Good-bye!' and he repeated it. It was taking leave of all his
old hopes - all nobody's old restless doubts. They came out of the
avenue next moment, arm-in-arm as they had entered it: and the
trees seemed to close up behind them in the darkness, like their own
perspective of the past.

The voices of Mr and Mrs Meagles and Doyce were audible directly,
speaking near the garden gate. Hearing Pet's name among them,
Clennam called out, 'She is here, with me.' There was some little
wondering and laughing until they came up; but as soon as they had
all come together, it ceased, and Pet glided away.

Mr Meagles, Doyce, and Clennam, without speaking, walked up and

down on the brink of the river, in the light of the rising moon, for a few
minutes; and then Doyce lingered behind, and went into the house.
Mr Meagles and Clennam walked up and down together for a few
minutes more without speaking, until at length the former broke
silence.

'Arthur,' said he, using that familiar address for the first time in their
communication, 'do you remember my telling you, as we walked up
and down one hot morning, looking over the harbour at Marseilles,
that Pet's baby sister who was dead seemed to Mother and me to have
grown as she had grown, and changed as she had changed?'

'Very well.'

'You remember my saying that our thoughts had never been able to
separate those twin sisters, and that, in our fancy, whatever Pet was,
the other was?'

'Yes, very well.'

'Arthur,' said Mr Meagles, much subdued, 'I carry that fancy further
to-night. I feel to-night, my dear fellow, as if you had loved my dead
child very tenderly, and had lost her when she was like what Pet is
now.'

'Thank you!' murmured Clennam, 'thank you!' And pressed his hand.

'Will you come in?' said Mr Meagles, presently.

'In a little while.'

Mr Meagles fell away, and he was left alone. When he had walked on
the river's brink in the peaceful moonlight for some half an hour, he
put his hand in his breast and tenderly took out the handful of roses.
Perhaps he put them to his heart, perhaps he put them to his lips, but
certainly he bent down on the shore and gently launched them on the
flowing river. Pale and unreal in the moonlight, the river floated them
away. The lights were bright within doors when he entered, and the
faces on which they shone, his own face not excepted, were soon
quietly cheerful. They talked of many subjects (his partner never had
had such a ready store to draw upon for the beguiling of the time),
and so to bed, and to sleep. While the flowers, pale and unreal in the
moonlight, floated away upon the river; and thus do greater things
that once were in our breasts, and near our hearts, flow from us to
the eternal seas.
Chapter XXIX - Mrs Flintwinch Goes On Dreaming

The house in the city preserved its heavy dulness through all these
transactions, and the invalid within it turned the same unvarying
round of life. Morning, noon, and night, morning, noon, and night,
each recurring with its accompanying monotony, always the same
reluctant return of the same sequences of machinery, like a dragging
piece of clockwork.

The wheeled chair had its associated remembrances and reveries, one
may suppose, as every place that is made the station of a human
being has. Pictures of demolished streets and altered houses, as they
formerly were when the occupant of the chair was familiar with them,
images of people as they too used to be, with little or no allowance
made for the lapse of time since they were seen; of these, there must
have been many in the long routine of gloomy days. To stop the clock
of busy existence at the hour when we were personally sequestered
from it, to suppose mankind stricken motionless when we were
brought to a stand-still, to be unable to measure the changes beyond
our view by any larger standard than the shrunken one of our own
uniform and contracted existence, is the infirmity of many invalids,
and the mental unhealthiness of almost all recluses.

What scenes and actors the stern woman most reviewed, as she sat
from season to season in her one dark room, none knew but herself.
Mr Flintwinch, with his wry presence brought to bear upon her daily
like some eccentric mechanical force, would perhaps have screwed it
out of her, if there had been less resistance in her; but she was too
strong for him. So far as Mistress Affery was concerned, to regard her
liege-lord and her disabled mistress with a face of blank wonder, to go
about the house after dark with her apron over her head, always to
listen for the strange noises and sometimes to hear them, and never to
emerge from her ghostly, dreamy, sleep- waking state, was occupation
enough for her.

There was a fair stroke of business doing, as Mistress Affery made out,
for her husband had abundant occupation in his little office, and saw
more people than had been used to come there for some years. This
might easily be, the house having been long deserted; but he did
receive letters, and comers, and keep books, and correspond.
Moreover, he went about to other counting-houses, and to wharves,
and docks, and to the Custom House,' and to Garraway's Coffee
House, and the Jerusalem Coffee House, and on 'Change; so that he
was much in and out. He began, too, sometimes of an evening, when
Mrs Clennam expressed no particular wish for his society, to resort to
a tavern in the neighbourhood to look at the shipping news and
closing prices in the evening paper, and even to exchange Small
socialities with mercantile Sea Captains who frequented that
establishment. At some period of every day, he and Mrs Clennam held
a council on matters of business; and it appeared to Affery, who was
always groping about, listening and watching, that the two clever ones
were making money.

The state of mind into which Mr Flintwinch's dazed lady had fallen,
had now begun to be so expressed in all her looks and actions that
she was held in very low account by the two clever ones, as a person,
never of strong intellect, who was becoming foolish. Perhaps because
her appearance was not of a commercial cast, or perhaps because it
occurred to him that his having taken her to wife might expose his
judgment to doubt in the minds of customers, Mr Flintwinch laid his
commands upon her that she should hold her peace on the subject of
her conjugal relations, and should no longer call him Jeremiah out of
the domestic trio. Her frequent forgetfulness of this admonition
intensified her startled manner, since Mr Flintwinch's habit of
avenging himself on her remissness by making springs after her on
the staircase, and shaking her, occasioned her to be always nervously
uncertain when she might be thus waylaid next.

Little Dorrit had finished a long day's work in Mrs Clennam's room,
and was neatly gathering up her shreds and odds and ends before
going home. Mr Pancks, whom Affery had just shown in, was
addressing an inquiry to Mrs Clennam on the subject of her health,
coupled with the remark that, 'happening to find himself in that
direction,' he had looked in to inquire, on behalf of his proprietor, how
she found herself. Mrs Clennam, with a deep contraction of her brows,
was looking at him.

'Mr Casby knows,' said she, 'that I am not subject to changes. The
change that I await here is the great change.'

'Indeed, ma'am?' returned Mr Pancks, with a wandering eye towards

the figure of the little seamstress on her knee picking threads and
fraying of her work from the carpet. 'You look nicely, ma'am.'

'I bear what I have to bear,' she answered. 'Do you what you have to
do.' 'Thank you, ma'am,' said Mr Pancks, 'such is my endeavour.'

'You are often in this direction, are you not?' asked Mrs Clennam.

'Why, yes, ma'am,' said Pancks, 'rather so lately; I have lately been
round this way a good deal, owing to one thing and another.' 'Beg Mr
Casby and his daughter not to trouble themselves, by deputy, about
me. When they wish to see me, they know I am here to see them. They
have no need to trouble themselves to send. You have no need to
trouble yourself to come.' 'Not the least trouble, ma'am,' said Mr
Pancks. 'You really are looking uncommonly nicely, ma'am.'
'Thank you. Good evening.'

The dismissal, and its accompanying finger pointed straight at the

door, was so curt and direct that Mr Pancks did not see his way to
prolong his visit. He stirred up his hair with his sprightliest
expression, glanced at the little figure again, said 'Good evening, ma
'am; don't come down, Mrs Affery, I know the road to the door,' and
steamed out. Mrs Clennam, her chin resting on her hand, followed
him with attentive and darkly distrustful eyes; and Affery stood
looking at her as if she were spell-bound.

Slowly and thoughtfully, Mrs Clennam's eyes turned from the door by
which Pancks had gone out, to Little Dorrit, rising from the carpet.
With her chin drooping more heavily on her hand, and her eyes
vigilant and lowering, the sick woman sat looking at her until she
attracted her attention. Little Dorrit coloured under such a gaze, and
looked down. Mrs Clennam still sat intent.

'Little Dorrit,' she said, when she at last broke silence, 'what do you
know of that man?'

'I don't know anything of him, ma'am, except that I have seen him
about, and that he has spoken to me.'

'What has he said to you?'

'I don't understand what he has said, he is so strange. But nothing

rough or disagreeable.'

'Why does he come here to see you?'

'I don't know, ma'am,' said Little Dorrit, with perfect frankness.

'You know that he does come here to see you?'

'I have fancied so,' said Little Dorrit. 'But why he should come here or
anywhere for that, ma'am, I can't think.'

Mrs Clennam cast her eyes towards the ground, and with her strong,
set face, as intent upon a subject in her mind as it had lately been
upon the form that seemed to pass out of her view, sat absorbed.
Some minutes elapsed before she came out of this thoughtfulness,
and resumed her hard composure.

Little Dorrit in the meanwhile had been waiting to go, but afraid to
disturb her by moving. She now ventured to leave the spot where she
had been standing since she had risen, and to pass gently round by
the wheeled chair. She stopped at its side to say 'Good night, ma'am.'
Mrs Clennam put out her hand, and laid it on her arm. Little Dorrit,
confused under the touch, stood faltering. Perhaps some momentary
recollection of the story of the Princess may have been in her mind.

'Tell me, Little Dorrit,' said Mrs Clennam, 'have you many friends
now?'

'Very few, ma'am. Besides you, only Miss Flora and - one more.'

'Meaning,' said Mrs Clennam, with her unbent finger again pointing to
the door, 'that man?'

'Oh no, ma'am!'

'Some friend of his, perhaps?'

'No ma'am.' Little Dorrit earnestly shook her head. 'Oh no! No one at
all like him, or belonging to him.'

'Well!' said Mrs Clennam, almost smiling. 'It is no affair of mine. I ask,
because I take an interest in you; and because I believe I was your
friend when you had no other who could serve you. Is that so?'

'Yes, ma'am; indeed it is. I have been here many a time when, but for
you and the work you gave me, we should have wanted everything.'

'We,' repeated Mrs Clennam, looking towards the watch, once her
dead husband's, which always lay upon her table. 'Are there many of
you?'

'Only father and I, now. I mean, only father and I to keep regularly out
of what we get.'

'Have you undergone many privations? You and your father and who
else there may be of you?' asked Mrs Clennam, speaking deliberately,
and meditatively turning the watch over and over.

'Sometimes it has been rather hard to live,' said Little Dorrit, in her
soft voice, and timid uncomplaining way; 'but I think not harder - as
to that - than many people find it.'

'That's well said!' Mrs Clennam quickly returned. 'That's the truth!
You are a good, thoughtful girl. You are a grateful girl too, or I much
mistake you.'

'It is only natural to be that. There is no merit in being that,' said

Little Dorrit. 'I am indeed.' Mrs Clennam, with a gentleness of which
the dreaming Affery had never dreamed her to be capable, drew down
the face of her little seamstress, and kissed her on the forehead. 'Now
go, Little Dorrit,' said she,'or you will be late, poor child!'

In all the dreams Mistress Affery had been piling up since she first
became devoted to the pursuit, she had dreamed nothing more
astonishing than this. Her head ached with the idea that she would
find the other clever one kissing Little Dorrit next, and then the two
clever ones embracing each other and dissolving into tears of
tenderness for all mankind. The idea quite stunned her, as she
attended the light footsteps down the stairs, that the house door
might be safely shut.

On opening it to let Little Dorrit out, she found Mr Pancks, instead of

having gone his way, as in any less wonderful place and among less
wonderful phenomena he might have been reasonably expected to do,
fluttering up and down the court outside the house.

The moment he saw Little Dorrit, he passed her briskly, said with his
finger to his nose (as Mrs Affery distinctly heard), 'Pancks the gipsy,
fortune-telling,' and went away. 'Lord save us, here's a gipsy and a
fortune-teller in it now!' cried Mistress Affery. 'What next! She stood at
the open door, staggering herself with this enigma, on a rainy,
thundery evening. The clouds were flying fast, and the wind was
coming up in gusts, banging some neighbouring shutters that had
broken loose, twirling the rusty chimney-cowls and weather-cocks,
and rushing round and round a confined adjacent churchyard as if it
had a mind to blow the dead citizens out of their graves. The low
thunder, muttering in all quarters of the sky at once, seemed to
threaten vengeance for this attempted desecration, and to mutter, 'Let
them rest! Let them rest!'

Mistress Affery, whose fear of thunder and lightning was only to be

equalled by her dread of the haunted house with a premature and
preternatural darkness in it, stood undecided whether to go in or not,
until the question was settled for her by the door blowing upon her in
a violent gust of wind and shutting her out. 'What's to be done now,
what's to be done now!' cried Mistress Affery, wringing her hands in
this last uneasy dream of all; 'when she's all alone by herself inside,
and can no more come down to open it than the churchyard dead
themselves!'

In this dilemma, Mistress Affery, with her apron as a hood to keep the
rain off, ran crying up and down the solitary paved enclosure several
times. Why she should then stoop down and look in at the keyhole of
the door as if an eye would open it, it would be difficult to say; but it is
none the less what most people would have done in the same
situation, and it is what she did.
From this posture she started up suddenly, with a half scream, feeling
something on her shoulder. It was the touch of a hand; of a man's
hand.

The man was dressed like a traveller, in a foraging cap with fur about
it, and a heap of cloak. He looked like a foreigner. He had a quantity of
hair and moustache - jet black, except at the shaggy ends, where it
had a tinge of red - and a high hook nose. He laughed at Mistress
Affery's start and cry; and as he laughed, his moustache went up
under his nose, and his nose came down over his moustache.

'What's the matter?' he asked in plain English. 'What are you

frightened at?'

'At you,' panted Affery.

'Me, madam?'

'And the dismal evening, and - and everything,' said Affery. 'And here!
The wind has been and blown the door to, and I can't get in.'

'Hah!' said the gentleman, who took that very coolly. 'Indeed! Do you
know such a name as Clennam about here?'

'Lord bless us, I should think I did, I should think I did!' cried Affery,
exasperated into a new wringing of hands by the inquiry.

'Where about here?'

'Where!' cried Affery, goaded into another inspection of the keyhole.

'Where but here in this house? And she's all alone in her room, and
lost the use of her limbs and can't stir to help herself or me, and
t'other clever one's out, and Lord forgive me!' cried Affery, driven into a
frantic dance by these accumulated considerations, 'if I ain't a-going
headlong out of my mind!'

Taking a warmer view of the matter now that it concerned himself, the
gentleman stepped back to glance at the house, and his eye soon
rested on the long narrow window of the little room near the hall-
door.

'Where may the lady be who has lost the use of her limbs, madam?' he
inquired, with that peculiar smile which Mistress Affery could not
choose but keep her eyes upon.

'Up there!' said Affery. 'Them two windows.'

'Hah! I am of a fair size, but could not have the honour of presenting
myself in that room without a ladder. Now, madam, frankly -
frankness is a part of my character - shall I open the door for you?'

'Yes, bless you, sir, for a dear creetur, and do it at once,' cried Affery,
'for she may be a-calling to me at this very present minute, or may be
setting herself a fire and burning herself to death, or there's no
knowing what may be happening to her, and me a-going out of my
mind at thinking of it!'

'Stay, my good madam!' He restrained her impatience with a smooth

white hand. 'Business-hours, I apprehend, are over for the day?' 'Yes,
yes, yes,' cried Affery. 'Long ago.'

'Let me make, then, a fair proposal. Fairness is a part of my character.

I am just landed from the packet-boat, as you may see.'

He showed her that his cloak was very wet, and that his boots were
saturated with water; she had previously observed that he was
dishevelled and sallow, as if from a rough voyage, and so chilled that
he could not keep his teeth from chattering. 'I am just landed from the
packet-boat, madam, and have been delayed by the weather: the
infernal weather! In consequence of this, madam, some necessary
business that I should otherwise have transacted here within the
regular hours (necessary business because money- business), still
remains to be done. Now, if you will fetch any authorised
neighbouring somebody to do it in return for my opening the door, I'll
open the door. If this arrangement should be objectionable, I'll - ' and
with the same smile he made a significant feint of backing away.

Mistress Affery, heartily glad to effect the proposed compromise, gave

in her willing adhesion to it. The gentleman at once requested her to
do him the favour of holding his cloak, took a short run at the narrow
window, made a leap at the sill, clung his way up the bricks, and in a
moment had his hand at the sash, raising it. His eyes looked so very
sinister, as he put his leg into the room and glanced round at Mistress
Affery, that she thought with a sudden coldness, if he were to go
straight up-stairs to murder the invalid, what could she do to prevent
him?

Happily he had no such purpose; for he reappeared, in a moment, at

the house door. 'Now, my dear madam,' he said, as he took back his
cloak and threw it on, 'if you have the goodness to - what the Devil's
that!'

The strangest of sounds. Evidently close at hand from the peculiar

shock it communicated to the air, yet subdued as if it were far off. A
tremble, a rumble, and a fall of some light dry matter.
'What the Devil is it?'

'I don't know what it is, but I've heard the like of it over and over
again,' said Affery, who had caught his arm. He could hardly be a very
brave man, even she thought in her dreamy start and fright, for his
trembling lips had turned colourless. After listening a few moments,
he made light of it.

'Bah! Nothing! Now, my dear madam, I think you spoke of some clever
personage. Will you be so good as to confront me with that genius?' He
held the door in his hand, as though he were quite ready to shut her
out again if she failed.

'Don't you say anything about the door and me, then,' whispered
Affery.

'Not a word.'

'And don't you stir from here, or speak if she calls, while I run round
the corner.'

'Madam, I am a statue.'

Affery had so vivid a fear of his going stealthily up-stairs the moment
her back was turned, that after hurrying out of sight, she returned to
the gateway to peep at him. Seeing him still on the threshold, more
out of the house than in it, as if he had no love for darkness and no
desire to probe its mysteries, she flew into the next street, and sent a
message into the tavern to Mr Flintwinch, who came out directly. The
two returning together - the lady in advance, and Mr Flintwinch
coming up briskly behind, animated with the hope of shaking her
before she could get housed - saw the gentleman standing in the
same place in the dark, and heard the strong voice of Mrs Clennam
calling from her room, 'Who is it? What is it? Why does no one
answer? Who is that, down there?'
Chapter XXX - The Word Of A Gentleman

When Mr and Mrs Flintwinch panted up to the door of the old house
in the twilight, Jeremiah within a second of Affery, the stranger
started back. 'Death of my soul!' he exclaimed. 'Why, how did you get
here?'

Mr Flintwinch, to whom these words were spoken, repaid the

stranger's wonder in full. He gazed at him with blank astonishment;
he looked over his own shoulder, as expecting to see some one he had
not been aware of standing behind him; he gazed at the stranger
again, speechlessly, at a loss to know what he meant; he looked to his
wife for explanation; receiving none, he pounced upon her, and shook
her with such heartiness that he shook her cap off her head, saying
between his teeth, with grim raillery, as he did it, 'Affery, my woman,
you must have a dose, my woman! This is some of your tricks! You
have been dreaming again, mistress. What's it about? Who is it? What
does it mean! Speak out or be choked! It's the only choice I'll give you.'

Supposing Mistress Affery to have any power of election at the

moment, her choice was decidedly to be choked; for she answered not
a syllable to this adjuration, but, with her bare head wagging violently
backwards and forwards, resigned herself to her punishment. The
stranger, however, picking up her cap with an air of gallantry,
interposed.

'Permit me,' said he, laying his hand on the shoulder of Jeremiah, who
stopped and released his victim. 'Thank you. Excuse me. Husband
and wife I know, from this playfulness. Haha! Always agreeable to see
that relation playfully maintained. Listen! May I suggest that
somebody up-stairs, in the dark, is becoming energetically curious to
know what is going on here?'

This reference to Mrs Clennam's voice reminded Mr Flintwinch to step

into the hall and call up the staircase. 'It's all right, I am here, Affery
is coming with your light.' Then he said to the latter flustered woman,
who was putting her cap on, 'Get out with you, and get up-stairs!' and
then turned to the stranger and said to him, 'Now, sir, what might you
please to want?'

'I am afraid,' said the stranger, 'I must be so troublesome as to

propose a candle.'

'True,' assented Jeremiah. 'I was going to do so. Please to stand where
you are while I get one.'

The visitor was standing in the doorway, but turned a little into the
gloom of the house as Mr Flintwinch turned, and pursued him with
his eyes into the little room, where he groped about for a phosphorus
box. When he found it, it was damp, or otherwise out of order; and
match after match that he struck into it lighted sufficiently to throw a
dull glare about his groping face, and to sprinkle his hands with pale
little spots of fire, but not sufficiently to light the candle. The stranger,
taking advantage of this fitful illumination of his visage, looked
intently and wonderingly at him. Jeremiah, when he at last lighted the
candle, knew he had been doing this, by seeing the last shade of a
lowering watchfulness clear away from his face, as it broke into the
doubtful smile that was a large ingredient in its expression.

'Be so good,' said Jeremiah, closing the house door, and taking a
pretty sharp survey of the smiling visitor in his turn, 'as to step into
my counting-house. - It's all right, I tell you!' petulantly breaking off
to answer the voice up-stairs, still unsatisfied, though Affery was
there, speaking in persuasive tones. 'Don't I tell you it's all right?
Preserve the woman, has she no reason at all in her!'

'Timorous,' remarked the stranger.

'Timorous?' said Mr Flintwinch, turning his head to retort, as he went

before with the candle. 'More courageous than ninety men in a
hundred, sir, let me tell you.'

'Though an invalid?'

'Many years an invalid. Mrs Clennam. The only one of that name left
in the House now. My partner.' Saying something apologetically as he
crossed the hall, to the effect that at that time of night they were not
in the habit of receiving any one, and were always shut up, Mr
Flintwinch led the way into his own office, which presented a
sufficiently business- like appearance. Here he put the light on his
desk, and said to the stranger, with his wryest twist upon him, 'Your
commands.'

'MY name is Blandois.'

'Blandois. I don't know it,' said Jeremiah.

'I thought it possible,' resumed the other, 'that you might have been
advised from Paris - '

'We have had no advice from Paris respecting anybody of the name of
Blandois,' said Jeremiah.

'No?'

'No.'
Jeremiah stood in his favourite attitude. The smiling Mr Blandois,
opening his cloak to get his hand to a breast-pocket, paused to say,
with a laugh in his glittering eyes, which it occurred to Mr Flintwinch
were too near together:

'You are so like a friend of mine! Not so identically the same as I

supposed when I really did for the moment take you to be the same in
the dusk - for which I ought to apologise; permit me to do so; a
readiness to confess my errors is, I hope, a part of the frankness of my
character - still, however, uncommonly like.'

'Indeed?' said Jeremiah, perversely. 'But I have not received any letter
of advice from anywhere respecting anybody of the name of Blandois.'

'Just so,' said the stranger. 'JUST so,' said Jeremiah.

Mr Blandois, not at all put out by this omission on the part of the
correspondents of the house of Clennam and Co., took his pocket-
book from his breast-pocket, selected a letter from that receptacle,
and handed it to Mr Flintwinch. 'No doubt you are well acquainted
with the writing. Perhaps the letter speaks for itself, and requires no
advice. You are a far more competent judge of such affairs than I am.
It is my misfortune to be, not so much a man of business, as what the
world calls (arbitrarily) a gentleman.'

Mr Flintwinch took the letter, and read, under date of Paris, 'We have
to present to you, on behalf of a highly esteemed correspondent of our
Firm, M. Blandois, of this city,' &c. &c. 'Such facilities as he may
require and such attentions as may lie in your power,' &c. &c. 'Also
have to add that if you will honour M. Blandois' drafts at sight to the
extent of, say Fifty Pounds sterling (l50),' &c. &c.

'Very good, sir,' said Mr Flintwinch. 'Take a chair. To the extent of

anything that our House can do - we are in a retired, old- fashioned,
steady way of business, sir - we shall be happy to render you our best
assistance. I observe, from the date of this, that we could not yet be
advised of it. Probably you came over with the delayed mail that
brings the advice.'

'That I came over with the delayed mail, sir,' returned Mr Blandois,
passing his white hand down his high-hooked nose, 'I know to the
cost of my head and stomach: the detestable and intolerable weather
having racked them both. You see me in the plight in which I came
out of the packet within this half-hour. I ought to have been here
hours ago, and then I should not have to apologise - permit me to
apologise - for presenting myself so unreasonably, and frightening -
no, by-the-bye, you said not frightening; permit me to apologise again
- the esteemed lady, Mrs Clennam, in her invalid chamber above
stairs.'

Swagger and an air of authorised condescension do so much, that Mr

Flintwinch had already begun to think this a highly gentlemanly
personage. Not the less unyielding with him on that account, he
scraped his chin and said, what could he have the honour of doing for
Mr Blandois to-night, out of business hours?

'Faith!' returned that gentleman, shrugging his cloaked shoulders, 'I

must change, and eat and drink, and be lodged somewhere. Have the
kindness to advise me, a total stranger, where, and money is a matter
of perfect indifference until to-morrow. The nearer the place, the
better. Next door, if that's all.'

Mr Flintwinch was slowly beginning, 'For a gentleman of your habits,

there is not in this immediate neighbourhood any hotel - ' when Mr
Blandois took him up.

'So much for my habits! my dear sir,' snapping his fingers. 'A citizen of
the world has no habits. That I am, in my poor way, a gentleman, by
Heaven! I will not deny, but I have no unaccommodating prejudiced
habits. A clean room, a hot dish for dinner, and a bottle of not
absolutely poisonous wine, are all I want tonight. But I want that
much without the trouble of going one unnecessary inch to get it.'

'There is,' said Mr Flintwinch, with more than his usual deliberation,
as he met, for a moment, Mr Blandois' shining eyes, which were
restless; 'there is a coffee-house and tavern close here, which, so far, I
can recommend; but there's no style about it.'

'I dispense with style!' said Mr Blandois, waving his hand. 'Do me the
honour to show me the house, and introduce me there (if I am not too
troublesome), and I shall be infinitely obliged.' Mr Flintwinch, upon
this, looked up his hat, and lighted Mr Blandois across the hall again.
As he put the candle on a bracket, where the dark old panelling
almost served as an extinguisher for it, he bethought himself of going
up to tell the invalid that he would not be absent five minutes. 'Oblige
me,' said the visitor, on his saying so, 'by presenting my card of visit.
Do me the favour to add that I shall be happy to wait on Mrs
Clennam, to offer my personal compliments, and to apologise for
having occasioned any agitation in this tranquil corner, if it should
suit her convenience to endure the presence of a stranger for a few
minutes, after he shall have changed his wet clothes and fortified
himself with something to eat and drink.'

Jeremiah made all despatch, and said, on his return, 'She'll be glad to
see you, sir; but, being conscious that her sick room has no
attractions, wishes me to say that she won't hold you to your offer, in
case you should think better of it.'

'To think better of it,' returned the gallant Blandois, 'would be to slight
a lady; to slight a lady would be to be deficient in chivalry towards the
sex; and chivalry towards the sex is a part of my character!' Thus
expressing himself, he threw the draggled skirt of his cloak over his
shoulder, and accompanied Mr Flintwinch to the tavern; taking up on
the road a porter who was waiting with his portmanteau on the outer
side of the gateway.

The house was kept in a homely manner, and the condescension of Mr

Blandois was infinite. It seemed to fill to inconvenience the little bar in
which the widow landlady and her two daughters received him; it was
much too big for the narrow wainscoted room with a bagatelle-board
in it, that was first proposed for his reception; it perfectly swamped
the little private holiday sitting- room of the family, which was finally
given up to him. Here, in dry clothes and scented linen, with sleeked
hair, a great ring on each forefinger and a massive show of watch-
chain, Mr Blandois waiting for his dinner, lolling on a window-seat
with his knees drawn up, looked (for all the difference in the setting of
the jewel) fearfully and wonderfully like a certain Monsieur Rigaud
who had once so waited for his breakfast, lying on the stone ledge of
the iron grating of a cell in a villainous dungeon at Marseilles.

His greed at dinner, too, was closely in keeping with the greed of
Monsieur Rigaud at breakfast. His avaricious manner of collecting all
the eatables about him, and devouring some with his eyes while
devouring others with his jaws, was the same manner. His utter
disregard of other people, as shown in his way of tossing the little
womanly toys of furniture about, flinging favourite cushions under his
boots for a softer rest, and crushing delicate coverings with his big
body and his great black head, had the same brute selfishness at the
bottom of it. The softly moving hands that were so busy among the
dishes had the old wicked facility of the hands that had clung to the
bars. And when he could eat no more, and sat sucking his delicate
fingers one by one and wiping them on a cloth, there wanted nothing
but the substitution of vine-leaves to finish the picture.

On this man, with his moustache going up and his nose coming down
in that most evil of smiles, and with his surface eyes looking as if they
belonged to his dyed hair, and had had their natural power of
reflecting light stopped by some similar process, Nature, always true,
and never working in vain, had set the mark, Beware! It was not her
fault, if the warning were fruitless. She is never to blame in any such
instance.
Mr Blandois, having finished his repast and cleaned his fingers, took a
cigar from his pocket, and, lying on the window-seat again, smoked it
out at his leisure, occasionally apostrophising the smoke as it parted
from his thin lips in a thin stream:

'Blandois, you shall turn the tables on society, my little child. Haha!
Holy blue, you have begun well, Blandois! At a pinch, an excellent
master in English or French; a man for the bosom of families! You
have a quick perception, you have humour, you have ease, you have
insinuating manners, you have a good appearance; in effect, you are a
gentleman! A gentleman you shall live, my small boy, and a gentleman
you shall die. You shall win, however the game goes. They shall all
confess your merit, Blandois. You shall subdue the society which has
grievously wronged you, to your own high spirit. Death of my soul!
You are high spirited by right and by nature, my Blandois!'

To such soothing murmurs did this gentleman smoke out his cigar
and drink out his bottle of wine. Both being finished, he shook himself
into a sitting attitude; and with the concluding serious apostrophe,
'Hold, then! Blandois, you ingenious one, have all your wits about
you!' arose and went back to the house of Clennam and Co.

He was received at the door by Mistress Affery, who, under

instructions from her lord, had lighted up two candles in the hall and
a third on the staircase, and who conducted him to Mrs Clennam's
room. Tea was prepared there, and such little company arrangements
had been made as usually attended the reception of expected visitors.
They were slight on the greatest occasion, never extending beyond the
production of the China tea-service, and the covering of the bed with a
sober and sad drapery. For the rest, there was the bier-like sofa with
the block upon it, and the figure in the widow's dress, as if attired for
execution; the fire topped by the mound of damped ashes; the grate
with its second little mound of ashes; the kettle and the smell of black
dye; all as they had been for fifteen years.

Mr Flintwinch presented the gentleman commended to the

consideration of Clennam and Co. Mrs Clennam, who had the letter
lying before her, bent her head and requested him to sit. They looked
very closely at one another. That was but natural curiosity. 'I thank
you, sir, for thinking of a disabled woman like me. Few who come here
on business have any remembrance to bestow on one so removed from
observation. It would be idle to expect that they should have. Out of
sight, out of mind. While I am grateful for the exception, I don't
complain of the rule. '

Mr Blandois, in his most gentlemanly manner, was afraid he had

disturbed her by unhappily presenting himself at such an
unconscionable time. For which he had already offered his best
apologies to Mr - he begged pardon - but by name had not the
distinguished honour -

'Mr Flintwinch has been connected with the House many years.'

Mr Blandois was Mr Flintwinch's most obedient humble servant. He

entreated Mr Flintwinch to receive the assurance of his profoundest
consideration.

'My husband being dead,' said Mrs Clennam, 'and my son preferring
another pursuit, our old House has no other representative in these
days than Mr Flintwinch. '

'What do you call yourself?' was the surly demand of that gentleman.
'You have the head of two men.'

'My sex disqualifies me,' she proceeded with merely a slight turn of
her eyes in jeremiah's direction, 'from taking a responsible part in the
business, even if I had the ability; and therefore Mr Flintwinch
combines my interest with his own, and conducts it. It is not what it
used to be; but some of our old friends (principally the writers of this
letter) have the kindness not to forget us, and we retain the power of
doing what they entrust to us as efficiently as we ever did. This
however is not interesting to you. You are English, sir?'

'Faith, madam, no; I am neither born nor bred in England. In effect, I

am of no country,' said Mr Blandois, stretching out his leg and
smiting it: 'I descend from half-a-dozen countries.'

'You have been much about the world?'

'It is true. By Heaven, madam, I have been here and there and
everywhere!'

'You have no ties, probably. Are not married?'

'Madam,' said Mr Blandois, with an ugly fall of his eyebrows, 'I adore
your sex, but I am not married - never was.'

Mistress Affery, who stood at the table near him, pouring out the tea,
happened in her dreamy state to look at him as he said these words,
and to fancy that she caught an expression in his eyes which
attracted her own eyes so that she could not get them away. The effect
of this fancy was to keep her staring at him with the tea- pot in her
hand, not only to her own great uneasiness, but manifestly to his, too;
and, through them both, to Mrs Clennam's and Mr Flintwinch's. Thus
a few ghostly moments supervened, when they were all confusedly
staring without knowing why.
'Affery,' her mistress was the first to say, 'what is the matter with
you?'

'I don't know,' said Mistress Affery, with her disengaged left hand
extended towards the visitor. 'It ain't me. It's him!'

'What does this good woman mean?' cried Mr Blandois, turning white,
hot, and slowly rising with a look of such deadly wrath that it
contrasted surprisingly with the slight force of his words. 'How is it
possible to understand this good creature?'

'It's NOT possible,' said Mr Flintwinch, screwing himself rapidly in

that direction. 'She don't know what she means. She's an idiot, a
wanderer in her mind. She shall have a dose, she shall have such a
dose! Get along with you, my woman,' he added in her ear, 'get along
with you, while you know you're Affery, and before you're shaken to
yeast.'

Mistress Affery, sensible of the danger in which her identity stood,

relinquished the tea-pot as her husband seized it, put her apron over
her head, and in a twinkling vanished. The visitor gradually broke into
a smile, and sat down again.

'You'll excuse her, Mr Blandois,' said Jeremiah, pouring out the tea
himself, 'she's failing and breaking up; that's what she's about. Do
you take sugar, sir? '

'Thank you, no tea for me. - Pardon my observing it, but that's a very
remarkable watch!'

The tea-table was drawn up near the sofa, with a small interval
between it and Mrs Clennam's own particular table. Mr Blandois in
his gallantry had risen to hand that lady her tea (her dish of toast was
already there), and it was in placing the cup conveniently within her
reach that the watch, lying before her as it always did, attracted his
attention. Mrs Clennam looked suddenly up at him.

'May I be permitted? Thank you. A fine old-fashioned watch,' he said,

taking it in his hand. 'Heavy for use, but massive and genuine. I have
a partiality for everything genuine. Such as I am, I am genuine myself.
Hah! A gentleman's watch with two cases in the old fashion. May I
remove it from the outer case? Thank you. Aye? An old silk watch-
lining, worked with beads! I have often seen these among old Dutch
people and Belgians. Quaint things!'

'They are old-fashioned, too,' said Mrs Clennam. 'Very. But this is not
so old as the watch, I think?'
'I think not.'

'Extraordinary how they used to complicate these cyphers!' remarked

Mr Blandois, glancing up with his own smile again. 'Now is this D. N.
F.? It might be almost anything.'

'Those are the letters.'

Mr Flintwinch, who had been observantly pausing all this time with a
cup of tea in his hand, and his mouth open ready to swallow the
contents, began to do so: always entirely filling his mouth before he
emptied it at a gulp; and always deliberating again before he refilled it.

'D. N. F. was some tender, lovely, fascinating fair-creature, I make no

doubt,' observed Mr Blandois, as he snapped on the case again. 'I
adore her memory on the assumption. Unfortunately for my peace of
mind, I adore but too readily. It may be a vice, it may be a virtue, but
adoration of female beauty and merit constitutes three parts of my
character, madam.'

Mr Flintwinch had by this time poured himself out another cup of tea,
which he was swallowing in gulps as before, with his eyes directed to
the invalid.

'You may be heart-free here, sir,' she returned to Mr Blandois. 'Those

letters are not intended, I believe, for the initials of any name.'

'Of a motto, perhaps,' said Mr Blandois, casually.

'Of a sentence. They have always stood, I believe, for Do Not Forget!'

'And naturally,' said Mr Blandois, replacing the watch and stepping

backward to his former chair, 'you do not forget.'

Mr Flintwinch, finishing his tea, not only took a longer gulp than he
had taken yet, but made his succeeding pause under new
circumstances: that is to say, with his head thrown back and his cup
held still at his lips, while his eyes were still directed at the invalid.
She had that force of face, and that concentrated air of collecting her
firmness or obstinacy, which represented in her case what would have
been gesture and action in another, as she replied with her deliberate
strength of speech: 'No, sir, I do not forget. To lead a life as
monotonous as mine has been during many years, is not the way to
forget. To lead a life of self-correction is not the way to forget. To be
sensible of having (as we all have, every one of us, all the children of
Adam!) offences to expiate and peace to make, does not justify the
desire to forget. Therefore I have long dismissed it, and I neither forget
nor wish to forget.'
Mr Flintwinch, who had latterly been shaking the sediment at the
bottom of his tea-cup, round and round, here gulped it down, and
putting the cup in the tea-tray, as done with, turned his eyes upon Mr
Blandois as if to ask him what he thought of that?

'All expressed, madam,' said Mr Blandois, with his smoothest bow and
his white hand on his breast, 'by the word ‘naturally,’ which I am
proud to have had sufficient apprehension and appreciation (but
without appreciation I could not be Blandois) to employ.'

'Pardon me, sir,' she returned, 'if I doubt the likelihood of a gentleman
of pleasure, and change, and politeness, accustomed to court and to
be courted - '

'Oh madam! By Heaven!'

' - If I doubt the likelihood of such a character quite comprehending

what belongs to mine in my circumstances. Not to obtrude doctrine
upon you,' she looked at the rigid pile of hard pale books before her,
'(for you go your own way, and the consequences are on your own
head), I will say this much: that I shape my course by pilots, strictly
by proved and tried pilots, under whom I cannot be shipwrecked - can
not be - and that if I were unmindful of the admonition conveyed in
those three letters, I should not be half as chastened as I am.'

It was curious how she seized the occasion to argue with some
invisible opponent. Perhaps with her own better sense, always turning
upon herself and her own deception.

'If I forgot my ignorances in my life of health and freedom, I might

complain of the life to which I am now condemned. I never do; I never
have done. If I forgot that this scene, the Earth, is expressly meant to
be a scene of gloom, and hardship, and dark trial, for the creatures
who are made out of its dust, I might have some tenderness for its
vanities. But I have no such tenderness. If I did not know that we are,
every one, the subject (most justly the subject) of a wrath that must
be satisfied, and against which mere actions are nothing, I might
repine at the difference between me, imprisoned here, and the people
who pass that gateway yonder. But I take it as a grace and favour to
be elected to make the satisfaction I am making here, to know what I
know for certain here, and to work out what I have worked out here.
My affliction might otherwise have had no meaning to me. Hence I
would forget, and I do forget, nothing. Hence I am contented, and say
it is better with me than with millions.' As she spoke these words, she
put her hand upon the watch, and restored it to the precise spot on
her little table which it always occupied. With her touch lingering
upon it, she sat for some moments afterwards, looking at it steadily
and half-defiantly.
Mr Blandois, during this exposition, had been strictly attentive,
keeping his eyes fastened on the lady, and thoughtfully stroking his
moustache with his two hands. Mr Flintwinch had been a little fidgety,
and now struck in.

'There, there, there!' said he. 'That is quite understood, Mrs Clennam,
and you have spoken piously and well. Mr Blandois, I suspect, is not
of a pious cast.' 'On the contrary, sir!' that gentleman protested,
snapping his fingers. 'Your pardon! It's a part of my character. I am
sensitive, ardent, conscientious, and imaginative. A sensitive, ardent,
conscientious, and imaginative man, Mr Flintwinch, must be that, or
nothing!'

There was an inkling of suspicion in Mr Flintwinch's face that he

might be nothing, as he swaggered out of his chair (it was
characteristic of this man, as it is of all men similarly marked, that
whatever he did, he overdid, though it were sometimes by only a
hairsbreadth), and approached to take his leave of Mrs Clennam.

'With what will appear to you the egotism of a sick old woman, sir,'
she then said, 'though really through your accidental allusion, I have
been led away into the subject of myself and my infirmities. Being so
considerate as to visit me, I hope you will be likewise so considerate as
to overlook that. Don't compliment me, if you please.' For he was
evidently going to do it. 'Mr Flintwinch will be happy to render you any
service, and I hope your stay in this city may prove agreeable.'

Mr Blandois thanked her, and kissed his hand several times. 'This is
an old room,' he remarked, with a sudden sprightliness of manner,
looking round when he got near the door, 'I have been so interested
that I have not observed it. But it's a genuine old room.'

'It is a genuine old house,' said Mrs Clennam, with her frozen smile. 'A
place of no pretensions, but a piece of antiquity.'

'Faith!' cried the visitor. 'If Mr Flintwinch would do me the favour to

take me through the rooms on my way out, he could hardly oblige me
more. An old house is a weakness with me. I have many weaknesses,
but none greater. I love and study the picturesque in all its varieties. I
have been called picturesque myself. It is no merit to be picturesque -
I have greater merits, perhaps - but I may be, by an accident.
Sympathy, sympathy!'

'I tell you beforehand, Mr Blandois, that you'll find it very dingy and
very bare,' said Jeremiah, taking up the candle. 'It's not worth your
looking at.'But Mr Blandois, smiting him in a friendly manner on the
back, only laughed; so the said Blandois kissed his hand again to Mrs
Clennam, and they went out of the room together.
'You don't care to go up-stairs?' said Jeremiah, on the landing. 'On the
contrary, Mr Flintwinch; if not tiresome to you, I shall be ravished!'

Mr Flintwinch, therefore, wormed himself up the staircase, and Mr

Blandois followed close. They ascended to the great garret bed- room
which Arthur had occupied on the night of his return. 'There, Mr
Blandois!' said Jeremiah, showing it, 'I hope you may think that worth
coming so high to see. I confess I don't.'

Mr Blandois being enraptured, they walked through other garrets and

passages, and came down the staircase again. By this time Mr
Flintwinch had remarked that he never found the visitor looking at
any room, after throwing one quick glance around, but always found
the visitor looking at him, Mr Flintwinch. With this discovery in his
thoughts, he turned about on the staircase for another experiment. He
met his eyes directly; and on the instant of their fixing one another,
the visitor, with that ugly play of nose and moustache, laughed (as he
had done at every similar moment since they left Mrs Clennam's
chamber) a diabolically silent laugh.

As a much shorter man than the visitor, Mr Flintwinch was at the

physical disadvantage of being thus disagreeably leered at from a
height; and as he went first down the staircase, and was usually a
step or two lower than the other, this disadvantage was at the time
increased. He postponed looking at Mr Blandois again until this
accidental inequality was removed by their having entered the late Mr
Clennam's room. But, then twisting himself suddenly round upon
him, he found his look unchanged.

'A most admirable old house,' smiled Mr Blandois. 'So mysterious. Do

you never hear any haunted noises here?'

'Noises,' returned Mr Flintwinch. 'No.'

'Nor see any devils?'

'Not,' said Mr Flintwinch, grimly screwing himself at his questioner,

'not any that introduce themselves under that name and in that
capacity.'

'Haha! A portrait here, I see.'

(Still looking at Mr Flintwinch, as if he were the portrait.)

'It's a portrait, sir, as you observe.'

'May I ask the subject, Mr Flintwinch?'

'Mr Clennam, deceased. Her husband.' 'Former owner of the
remarkable watch, perhaps?' said the visitor.

Mr Flintwinch, who had cast his eyes towards the portrait, twisted
himself about again, and again found himself the subject of the same
look and smile. 'Yes, Mr Blandois,' he replied tartly. 'It was his, and
his uncle's before him, and Lord knows who before him; and that's all
I can tell you of its pedigree.'

'That's a strongly marked character, Mr Flintwinch, our friend up-

stairs.'

'Yes, sir,' said Jeremiah, twisting himself at the visitor again, as he did
during the whole of this dialogue, like some screw- machine that fell
short of its grip; for the other never changed, and he always felt
obliged to retreat a little. 'She is a remarkable woman. Great fortitude
- great strength of mind.'

'They must have been very happy,' said Blandois.

'Who?' demanded Mr Flintwinch, with another screw at him.

Mr Blandois shook his right forefinger towards the sick room, and his
left forefinger towards the portrait, and then, putting his arms akimbo
and striding his legs wide apart, stood smiling down at Mr Flintwinch
with the advancing nose and the retreating moustache.

'As happy as most other married people, I suppose,' returned Mr

Flintwinch. 'I can't say. I don't know. There are secrets in all families.'

'Secrets!' cried Mr Blandois, quickly. 'Say it again, my son.'

'I say,' replied Mr Flintwinch, upon whom he had swelled himself so

suddenly that Mr Flintwinch found his face almost brushed by the
dilated chest. 'I say there are secrets in all families.'

'So there are,' cried the other, clapping him on both shoulders, and
rolling him backwards and forwards. 'Haha! you are right. So there
are! Secrets! Holy Blue! There are the devil's own secrets in some
families, Mr Flintwinch!' With that, after clapping Mr Flintwinch on
both shoulders several times, as if in a friendly and humorous way he
were rallying him on a joke he had made, he threw up his arms, threw
back his head, hooked his hands together behind it, and burst into a
roar of laughter. It was in vain for Mr Flintwinch to try another screw
at him. He had his laugh out.

'But, favour me with the candle a moment,' he said, when he had

done. 'Let us have a look at the husband of the remarkable lady. Hah!'
holding up the light at arm's length. 'A decided expression of face here
too, though not of the same character. Looks as if he were saying,
what is it - Do Not Forget - does he not, Mr Flintwinch?

By Heaven, sir, he does!'

As he returned the candle, he looked at him once more; and then,

leisurely strolling out with him into the hall, declared it to be a
charming old house indeed, and one which had so greatly pleased him
that he would not have missed inspecting it for a hundred pounds.
Throughout these singular freedoms on the part of Mr Blandois, which
involved a general alteration in his demeanour, making it much
coarser and rougher, much more violent and audacious than before,
Mr Flintwinch, whose leathern face was not liable to many changes,
preserved its immobility intact. Beyond now appearing perhaps, to
have been left hanging a trifle too long before that friendly operation of
cutting down, he outwardly maintained an equable composure. They
had brought their survey to a close in the little room at the side of the
hall, and he stood there, eyeing Mr Blandois.

'I am glad you are so well satisfied, sir,' was his calm remark. 'I didn't
expect it. You seem to be quite in good spirits.'

'In admirable spirits,' returned Blandois. 'Word of honour! never more

refreshed in spirits. Do you ever have presentiments, Mr Flintwinch?'

'I am not sure that I know what you mean by the term, sir,' replied
that gentleman.

'Say, in this case, Mr Flintwinch, undefined anticipations of pleasure

to come.'

'I can't say I'm sensible of such a sensation at present,' returned Mr

Flintwinch with the utmost gravity. 'If I should find it coming on, I'll
mention it.'

'Now I,' said Blandois, 'I, my son, have a presentiment to-night that we
shall be well acquainted. Do you find it coming on?'

'N-no,' returned Mr Flintwinch, deliberately inquiring of himself. 'I

can't say I do.'

'I have a strong presentiment that we shall become intimately

acquainted. - You have no feeling of that sort yet?'

'Not yet,' said Mr Flintwinch.

Mr Blandois, taking him by both shoulders again, rolled him about a
little in his former merry way, then drew his arm through his own,
and invited him to come off and drink a bottle of wine like a dear deep
old dog as he was.

Without a moment's indecision, Mr Flintwinch accepted the invitation,

and they went out to the quarters where the traveller was lodged,
through a heavy rain which had rattled on the windows, roofs, and
pavements, ever since nightfall. The thunder and lightning had long
ago passed over, but the rain was furious. On their arrival at Mr
Blandois' room, a bottle of port wine was ordered by that gallant
gentleman; who (crushing every pretty thing he could collect, in the
soft disposition of his dainty figure) coiled himself upon the window-
seat, while Mr Flintwinch took a chair opposite to him, with the table
between them. Mr Blandois proposed having the largest glasses in the
house, to which Mr Flintwinch assented. The bumpers filled, Mr
Blandois, with a roystering gaiety, clinked the top of his glass against
the bottom of Mr Flintwinch's, and the bottom of his glass against the
top of Mr Flintwinch's, and drank to the intimate acquaintance he
foresaw.

Mr Flintwinch gravely pledged him, and drank all the wine he could
get, and said nothing. As often as Mr Blandois clinked glasses (which
was at every replenishment), Mr Flintwinch stolidly did his part of the
clinking, and would have stolidly done his companion's part of the
wine as well as his own: being, except in the article of palate, a mere
cask.

In short, Mr Blandois found that to pour port wine into the reticent
Flintwinch was, not to open him but to shut him up. Moreover, he had
the appearance of a perfect ability to go on all night; or, if occasion
were, all next day and all next night; whereas Mr Blandois soon grew
indistinctly conscious of swaggering too fiercely and boastfully. He
therefore terminated the entertainment at the end of the third bottle.

'You will draw upon us to-morrow, sir,' said Mr Flintwinch, with a

business-like face at parting.

'My Cabbage,' returned the other, taking him by the collar with both
hands, 'I'll draw upon you; have no fear. Adieu, my Flintwinch.
Receive at parting;' here he gave him a southern embrace, and kissed
him soundly on both cheeks; 'the word of a gentleman! By a thousand
Thunders, you shall see me again!'

He did not present himself next day, though the letter of advice came
duly to hand. Inquiring after him at night, Mr Flintwinch found, with
surprise, that he had paid his bill and gone back to the Continent by
way of Calais. Nevertheless, Jeremiah scraped out of his cogitating
face a lively conviction that Mr Blandois would keep his word on this
occasion, and would be seen again.
Chapter XXXI - Spirit

Anybody may pass, any day, in the thronged thoroughfares of the

metropolis, some meagre, wrinkled, yellow old man (who might be
supposed to have dropped from the stars, if there were any star in the
Heavens dull enough to be suspected of casting off so feeble a spark),
creeping along with a scared air, as though bewildered and a little
frightened by the noise and bustle. This old man is always a little old
man. If he were ever a big old man, he has shrunk into a little old
man; if he were always a little old man, he has dwindled into a less old
man. His coat is a colour, and cut, that never was the mode
anywhere, at any period. Clearly, it was not made for him, or for any
individual mortal. Some wholesale contractor measured Fate for five
thousand coats of such quality, and Fate has lent this old coat to this
old man, as one of a long unfinished line of many old men. It has
always large dull metal buttons, similar to no other buttons. This old
man wears a hat, a thumbed and napless and yet an obdurate hat,
which has never adapted itself to the shape of his poor head. His
coarse shirt and his coarse neckcloth have no more individuality than
his coat and hat; they have the same character of not being his - of
not being anybody's. Yet this old man wears these clothes with a
certain unaccustomed air of being dressed and elaborated for the
public ways; as though he passed the greater part of his time in a
nightcap and gown. And so, like the country mouse in the second year
of a famine, come to see the town mouse, and timidly threading his
way to the town-mouse's lodging through a city of cats, this old man
passes in the streets.

Sometimes, on holidays towards evening, he will be seen to walk with

a slightly increased infirmity, and his old eyes will glimmer with a
moist and marshy light. Then the little old man is drunk. A very small
measure will overset him; he may be bowled off his unsteady legs with
a half-pint pot. Some pitying acquaintance - chance acquaintance
very often - has warmed up his weakness with a treat of beer, and the
consequence will be the lapse of a longer time than usual before he
shall pass again. For the little old man is going home to the
Workhouse; and on his good behaviour they do not let him out often
(though methinks they might, considering the few years he has before
him to go out in, under the sun); and on his bad behaviour they shut
him up closer than ever in a grove of two score and nineteen more old
men, every one of whom smells of all the others.

Mrs Plornish's father, - a poor little reedy piping old gentleman, like a
worn-out bird; who had been in what he called the music- binding
business, and met with great misfortunes, and who had seldom been
able to make his way, or to see it or to pay it, or to do anything at all
with it but find it no thoroughfare, - had retired of his own accord to
the Workhouse which was appointed by law to be the Good Samaritan
of his district (without the twopence, which was bad political
economy), on the settlement of that execution which had carried Mr
Plornish to the Marshalsea College. Previous to his son-in-law's
difficulties coming to that head, Old Nandy (he was always so called in
his legal Retreat, but he was Old Mr Nandy among the Bleeding
Hearts) had sat in a corner of the Plornish fireside, and taken his bite
and sup out of the Plornish cupboard. He still hoped to resume that
domestic position when Fortune should smile upon his son-in-law; in
the meantime, while she preserved an immovable countenance, he
was, and resolved to remain, one of these little old men in a grove of
little old men with a community of flavour.

But no poverty in him, and no coat on him that never was the mode,
and no Old Men's Ward for his dwelling-place, could quench his
daughter's admiration. Mrs Plornish was as proud of her father's
talents as she could possibly have been if they had made him Lord
Chancellor. She had as firm a belief in the sweetness and propriety of
his manners as she could possibly have had if he had been Lord
Chamberlain. The poor little old man knew some pale and vapid little
songs, long out of date, about Chloe, and Phyllis, and Strephon being
wounded by the son of Venus; and for Mrs Plornish there was no such
music at the Opera as the small internal flutterings and chirpings
wherein he would discharge himself of these ditties, like a weak, little,
broken barrel-organ, ground by a baby. On his 'days out,' those flecks
of light in his flat vista of pollard old men,' it was at once Mrs
Plornish's delight and sorrow, when he was strong with meat, and had
taken his full halfpenny-worth of porter, to say, 'Sing us a song,
Father.' Then he would give them Chloe, and if he were in pretty good
spirits, Phyllis also - Strephon he had hardly been up to since he went
into retirement - and then would Mrs Plornish declare she did believe
there never was such a singer as Father, and wipe her eyes.

If he had come from Court on these occasions, nay, if he had been the
noble Refrigerator come home triumphantly from a foreign court to be
presented and promoted on his last tremendous failure, Mrs Plornish
could not have handed him with greater elevation about Bleeding
Heart Yard. 'Here's Father,' she would say, presenting him to a
neighbour. 'Father will soon be home with us for good, now. Ain't
Father looking well? Father's a sweeter singer than ever; you'd never
have forgotten it, if you'd aheard him just now.'

As to Mr Plornish, he had married these articles of belief in marrying

Mr Nandy's daughter, and only wondered how it was that so gifted an
old gentleman had not made a fortune. This he attributed, after much
reflection, to his musical genius not having been scientifically
developed in his youth. 'For why,' argued Mr Plornish, 'why go a-
binding music when you've got it in yourself? That's where it is, I
consider.'
Old Nandy had a patron: one patron. He had a patron who in a certain
sumptuous way - an apologetic way, as if he constantly took an
admiring audience to witness that he really could not help being more
free with this old fellow than they might have expected, on account of
his simplicity and poverty - was mightily good to him. Old Nandy had
been several times to the Marshalsea College, communicating with his
son-in-law during his short durance there; and had happily acquired
to himself, and had by degrees and in course of time much improved,
the patronage of the Father of that national institution.

Mr Dorrit was in the habit of receiving this old man as if the old man
held of him in vassalage under some feudal tenure. He made little
treats and teas for him, as if he came in with his homage from some
outlying district where the tenantry were in a primitive state.

It seemed as if there were moments when he could by no means have

sworn but that the old man was an ancient retainer of his, who had
been meritoriously faithful. When he mentioned him, he spoke of him
casually as his old pensioner. He had a wonderful satisfaction in
seeing him, and in commenting on his decayed condition after he was
gone. It appeared to him amazing that he could hold up his head at
all, poor creature. 'In the Workhouse, sir, the Union; no privacy, no
visitors, no station, no respect, no speciality. Most deplorable!'

It was Old Nandy's birthday, and they let him out. He said nothing
about its being his birthday, or they might have kept him in; for such
old men should not be born. He passed along the streets as usual to
Bleeding Heart Yard, and had his dinner with his daughter and son-
in-law, and gave them Phyllis. He had hardly concluded, when Little
Dorrit looked in to see how they all were.

'Miss Dorrit,' said Mrs Plornish, 'here's Father! Ain't he looking nice?
And such voice he's in!'

Little Dorrit gave him her hand, and smilingly said she had not seen
him this long time.

'No, they're rather hard on poor Father,' said Mrs Plornish with a
lengthening face, 'and don't let him have half as much change and
fresh air as would benefit him. But he'll soon be home for good, now.
Won't you, Father?'

'Yes, my dear, I hope so. In good time, please God.'

Here Mr Plornish delivered himself of an oration which he invariably

made, word for word the same, on all such opportunities.

It was couched in the following terms:

'John Edward Nandy. Sir. While there's a ounce of wittles or drink of
any sort in this present roof, you're fully welcome to your share on it.
While there's a handful of fire or a mouthful of bed in this present
roof, you're fully welcome to your share on it.

If so be as there should be nothing in this present roof, you should be

as welcome to your share on it as if it was something, much or little.
And this is what I mean and so I don't deceive you, and consequently
which is to stand out is to entreat of you, and therefore why not do it?'

To this lucid address, which Mr Plornish always delivered as if he had

composed it (as no doubt he had) with enormous labour, Mrs
Plornish's father pipingly replied:

'I thank you kindly, Thomas, and I know your intentions well, which is
the same I thank you kindly for. But no, Thomas. Until such times as
it's not to take it out of your children's mouths, which take it is, and
call it by what name you will it do remain and equally deprive, though
may they come, and too soon they can not come, no Thomas, no!'

Mrs Plornish, who had been turning her face a little away with a
corner of her apron in her hand, brought herself back to the
conversation again by telling Miss Dorrit that Father was going over
the water to pay his respects, unless she knew of any reason why it
might not be agreeable.

Her answer was, 'I am going straight home, and if he will come with
me I shall be so glad to take care of him - so glad,' said Little Dorrit,
always thoughtful of the feelings of the weak, 'of his company.'

'There, Father!' cried Mrs Plornish. 'Ain't you a gay young man to be
going for a walk along with Miss Dorrit! Let me tie your neck-
handkerchief into a regular good bow, for you're a regular beau
yourself, Father, if ever there was one.'

With this filial joke his daughter smartened him up, and gave him a
loving hug, and stood at the door with her weak child in her arms,
and her strong child tumbling down the steps, looking after her little
old father as he toddled away with his arm under Little Dorrit's.

They walked at a slow pace, and Little Dorrit took him by the Iron
Bridge and sat him down there for a rest, and they looked over at the
water and talked about the shipping, and the old man mentioned
what he would do if he had a ship full of gold coming home to him (his
plan was to take a noble lodging for the Plornishes and himself at a
Tea Gardens, and live there all the rest of their lives, attended on by
the waiter), and it was a special birthday of the old man. They were
within five minutes of their destination, when, at the corner of her
own street, they came upon Fanny in her new bonnet bound for the
same port.

'Why, good gracious me, Amy!' cried that young lady starting. 'You
never mean it!'

'Mean what, Fanny dear?'

'Well! I could have believed a great deal of you,' returned the young
lady with burning indignation, 'but I don't think even I could have
believed this, of even you!'

'Fanny!' cried Little Dorrit, wounded and astonished.

'Oh! Don't Fanny me, you mean little thing, don't! The idea of coming
along the open streets, in the broad light of day, with a Pauper!' (firing
off the last word as if it were a ball from an air-gun). 'O Fanny!'

'I tell you not to Fanny me, for I'll not submit to it! I never knew such
a thing. The way in which you are resolved and determined to disgrace
us on all occasions, is really infamous. You bad little thing!'

'Does it disgrace anybody,' said Little Dorrit, very gently, 'to take care
of this poor old man?'

'Yes, miss,' returned her sister, 'and you ought to know it does. And
you do know it does, and you do it because you know it does. The
principal pleasure of your life is to remind your family of their
misfortunes. And the next great pleasure of your existence is to keep
low company. But, however, if you have no sense of decency, I have.
You'll please to allow me to go on the other side of the way,
unmolested.'

With this, she bounced across to the opposite pavement. The old
disgrace, who had been deferentially bowing a pace or two off (for
Little Dorrit had let his arm go in her wonder, when Fanny began),
and who had been hustled and cursed by impatient passengers for
stopping the way, rejoined his companion, rather giddy, and said, 'I
hope nothing's wrong with your honoured father, Miss? I hope there's
nothing the matter in the honoured family?'

'No, no,' returned Little Dorrit. 'No, thank you. Give me your arm
again, Mr Nandy. We shall soon be there now.'

So she talked to him as she had talked before, and they came to the
Lodge and found Mr Chivery on the lock, and went in. Now, it
happened that the Father of the Marshalsea was sauntering towards
the Lodge at the moment when they were coming out of it, entering
the prison arm in arm. As the spectacle of their approach met his
view, he displayed the utmost agitation and despondency of mind; and
- altogether regardless of Old Nandy, who, making his reverence, stood
with his hat in his hand, as he always did in that gracious presence -
turned about, and hurried in at his own doorway and up the
staircase.

Leaving the old unfortunate, whom in an evil hour she had taken
under her protection, with a hurried promise to return to him directly,
Little Dorrit hastened after her father, and, on the staircase, found
Fanny following her, and flouncing up with offended dignity. The three
came into the room almost together; and the Father sat down in his
chair, buried his face in his hands, and uttered a groan.

'Of course,' said Fanny. 'Very proper. Poor, afflicted Pa! Now, I hope
you believe me, Miss?'

'What is it, father?' cried Little Dorrit, bending over him. 'Have I made
you unhappy, father? Not I, I hope!'

'You hope, indeed! I dare say! Oh, you' - Fanny paused for a
sufficiently strong expression - 'you Common-minded little Amy! You
complete prison-child!'

He stopped these angry reproaches with a wave of his hand, and

sobbed out, raising his face and shaking his melancholy head at his
younger daughter, 'Amy, I know that you are innocent in intention.
But you have cut me to the soul.' 'Innocent in intention!' the
implacable Fanny struck in. 'Stuff in intention! Low in intention!
Lowering of the family in intention!'

'Father!' cried Little Dorrit, pale and trembling. 'I am very sorry. Pray
forgive me. Tell me how it is, that I may not do it again!'

'How it is, you prevaricating little piece of goods!' cried Fanny. 'You
know how it is. I have told you already, so don't fly in the face of
Providence by attempting to deny it!'

'Hush! Amy,' said the father, passing his pocket-handkerchief several

times across his face, and then grasping it convulsively in the hand
that dropped across his knee, 'I have done what I could to keep you
select here; I have done what I could to retain you a position here. I
may have succeeded; I may not. You may know it; you may not. I give
no opinion. I have endured everything here but humiliation. That I
have happily been spared - until this day.'

Here his convulsive grasp unclosed itself, and he put his pocket-
handkerchief to his eyes again. Little Dorrit, on the ground beside
him, with her imploring hand upon his arm, watched him
remorsefully. Coming out of his fit of grief, he clenched his pocket-
handkerchief once more.

'Humiliation I have happily been spared until this day. Through all my
troubles there has been that - Spirit in myself, and that - that
submission to it, if I may use the term, in those about me, which has
spared me - ha - humiliation. But this day, this minute, I have keenly
felt it.'

'Of course! How could it be otherwise?' exclaimed the irrepressible

Fanny. 'Careering and prancing about with a Pauper!' (air-gun again).

'But, dear father,' cried Little Dorrit, 'I don't justify myself for having
wounded your dear heart - no! Heaven knows I don't!' She clasped her
hands in quite an agony of distress. 'I do nothing but beg and pray
you to be comforted and overlook it. But if I had not known that you
were kind to the old man yourself, and took much notice of him, and
were always glad to see him, I would not have come here with him,
father, I would not, indeed. What I have been so unhappy as to do, I
have done in mistake. I would not wilfully bring a tear to your eyes,
dear love!' said Little Dorrit, her heart well-nigh broken, 'for anything
the world could give me, or anything it could take away.'

Fanny, with a partly angry and partly repentant sob, began to cry
herself, and to say - as this young lady always said when she was half
in passion and half out of it, half spiteful with herself and half spiteful
with everybody else - that she wished she were dead.

The Father of the Marshalsea in the meantime took his younger

daughter to his breast, and patted her head. 'There, there! Say no
more, Amy, say no more, my child. I will forget it as soon as I can. I,'
with hysterical cheerfulness, 'I - shall soon be able to dismiss it. It is
perfectly true, my dear, that I am always glad to see my old pensioner
- as such, as such - and that I do - ha - extend as much protection
and kindness to the - hum - the bruised reed - I trust I may so call
him without impropriety - as in my circumstances, I can. It is quite
true that this is the case, my dear child. At the same time, I preserve
in doing this, if I may - ha - if I may use the expression - Spirit.
Becoming Spirit. And there are some things which are,' he stopped to
sob, 'irreconcilable with that, and wound that - wound it deeply.

It is not that I have seen my good Amy attentive, and - ha -

condescending to my old pensioner - it is not that that hurts me. It is,
if I am to close the painful subject by being explicit, that I have seen
my child, my own child, my own daughter, coming into this College
out of the public streets - smiling! smiling! - arm in arm with - O my
God, a livery!'
This reference to the coat of no cut and no time, the unfortunate
gentleman gasped forth, in a scarcely audible voice, and with his
clenched pocket-handkerchief raised in the air. His excited feelings
might have found some further painful utterance, but for a knock at
the door, which had been already twice repeated, and to which Fanny
(still wishing herself dead, and indeed now going so far as to add,
buried) cried 'Come in!'

'Ah, Young John!' said the Father, in an altered and calmed voice.
'What is it, Young John?'

'A letter for you, sir, being left in the Lodge just this minute, and a
message with it, I thought, happening to be there myself, sir, I would
bring it to your room.' The speaker's attention was much distracted by
the piteous spectacle of Little Dorrit at her father's feet, with her head
turned away.

'Indeed, John? Thank you.'

'The letter is from Mr Clennam, sir - it's the answer - and the message
was, sir, that Mr Clennam also sent his compliments, and word that
he would do himself the pleasure of calling this afternoon, hoping to
see you, and likewise,' attention more distracted than before, 'Miss
Amy.'

'Oh!' As the Father glanced into the letter (there was a bank-note in
it), he reddened a little, and patted Amy on the head afresh. 'Thank
you, Young John. Quite right. Much obliged to you for your attention.
No one waiting?'

'No, sir, no one waiting.'

'Thank you, John. How is your mother, Young John?'

'Thank you, sir, she's not quite as well as we could wish - in fact, we
none of us are, except father - but she's pretty well, sir.' 'Say we sent
our remembrances, will you? Say kind remembrances, if you please,
Young John.'

'Thank you, sir, I will.' And Mr Chivery junior went his way, having
spontaneously composed on the spot an entirely new epitaph for
himself, to the effect that Here lay the body of John Chivery, Who,
Having at such a date, Beheld the idol of his life, In grief and tears,
And feeling unable to bear the harrowing spectacle, Immediately
repaired to the abode of his inconsolable parents, And terminated his
existence by his own rash act.
'There, there, Amy!' said the Father, when Young John had closed the
door, 'let us say no more about it.' The last few minutes had improved
his spirits remarkably, and he was quite lightsome. 'Where is my old
pensioner all this while? We must not leave him by himself any longer,
or he will begin to suppose he is not welcome, and that would pain
me. Will you fetch him, my child, or shall I?'

'If you wouldn't mind, father,' said Little Dorrit, trying to bring her
sobbing to a close.

'Certainly I will go, my dear. I forgot; your eyes are rather red.

There! Cheer up, Amy. Don't be uneasy about me. I am quite myself
again, my love, quite myself. Go to your room, Amy, and make
yourself look comfortable and pleasant to receive Mr Clennam.'

'I would rather stay in my own room, Father,' returned Little Dorrit,
finding it more difficult than before to regain her composure. 'I would
far rather not see Mr Clennam.'

'Oh, fie, fie, my dear, that's folly. Mr Clennam is a very gentlemanly

man - very gentlemanly. A little reserved at times; but I will say
extremely gentlemanly. I couldn't think of your not being here to
receive Mr Clennam, my dear, especially this afternoon. So go and
freshen yourself up, Amy; go and freshen yourself up, like a good girl.'

Thus directed, Little Dorrit dutifully rose and obeyed: only pausing for
a moment as she went out of the room, to give her sister a kiss of
reconciliation. Upon which, that young lady, feeling much harassed in
her mind, and having for the time worn out the wish with which she
generally relieved it, conceived and executed the brilliant idea of
wishing Old Nandy dead, rather than that he should come bothering
there like a disgusting, tiresome, wicked wretch, and making mischief
between two sisters.

The Father of the Marshalsea, even humming a tune, and wearing his
black velvet cap a little on one side, so much improved were his
spirits, went down into the yard, and found his old pensioner standing
there hat in hand just within the gate, as he had stood all this time.
'Come, Nandy!' said he, with great suavity. 'Come up-stairs, Nandy;
you know the way; why don't you come up-stairs?' He went the length,
on this occasion, of giving him his hand and saying, 'How are you,
Nandy? Are you pretty well?' To which that vocalist returned, 'I thank
you, honoured sir, I am all the better for seeing your honour.' As they
went along the yard, the Father of the Marshalsea presented him to a
Collegian of recent date. 'An old acquaintance of mine, sir, an old
pensioner.' And then said, 'Be covered, my good Nandy; put your hat
on,' with great consideration.
His patronage did not stop here; for he charged Maggy to get the tea
ready, and instructed her to buy certain tea-cakes, fresh butter, eggs,
cold ham, and shrimps: to purchase which collation he gave her a
bank-note for ten pounds, laying strict injunctions on her to be
careful of the change. These preparations were in an advanced stage
of progress, and his daughter Amy had come back with her work,
when Clennam presented himself; whom he most graciously received,
and besought to join their meal.

'Amy, my love, you know Mr Clennam even better than I have the
happiness of doing. Fanny, my dear, you are acquainted with Mr
Clennam.' Fanny acknowledged him haughtily; the position she tacitly
took up in all such cases being that there was a vast conspiracy to
insult the family by not understanding it, or sufficiently deferring to it,
and here was one of the conspirators.

'This, Mr Clennam, you must know, is an old pensioner of mine, Old

Nandy, a very faithful old man.' (He always spoke of him as an object
of great antiquity, but he was two or three years younger than
himself.) 'Let me see. You know Plornish, I think? I think my daughter
Amy has mentioned to me that you know poor Plornish?'

'O yes!' said Arthur Clennam.

'Well, sir, this is Mrs Plornish's father.'

'Indeed? I am glad to see him.'

'You would be more glad if you knew his many good qualities, Mr
Clennam.'

'I hope I shall come to know them through knowing him,' said Arthur,
secretly pitying the bowed and submissive figure.

'It is a holiday with him, and he comes to see his old friends, who are
always glad to see him,' observed the Father of the Marshalsea.

Then he added behind his hand, ('Union, poor old fellow. Out for the
day.')

By this time Maggy, quietly assisted by her Little Mother, had spread
the board, and the repast was ready. It being hot weather and the
prison very close, the window was as wide open as it could be pushed.
'If Maggy will spread that newspaper on the window- sill, my dear,'
remarked the Father complacently and in a half whisper to Little
Dorrit, 'my old pensioner can have his tea there, while we are having
ours.'
So, with a gulf between him and the good company of about a foot in
width, standard measure, Mrs Plornish's father was handsomely
regaled. Clennam had never seen anything like his magnanimous
protection by that other Father, he of the Marshalsea; and was lost in
the contemplation of its many wonders.

The most striking of these was perhaps the relishing manner in which
he remarked on the pensioner's infirmities and failings, as if he were a
gracious Keeper making a running commentary on the decline of the
harmless animal he exhibited.

'Not ready for more ham yet, Nandy? Why, how slow you are! (His last
teeth,' he explained to the company, 'are going, poor old boy.')

At another time, he said, 'No shrimps, Nandy?' and on his not

instantly replying, observed, ('His hearing is becoming very defective.
He'll be deaf directly.')

At another time he asked him, 'Do you walk much, Nandy, about the
yard within the walls of that place of yours?'

'No, sir; no. I haven't any great liking for that.'

'No, to be sure,' he assented. 'Very natural.' Then he privately

informed the circle ('Legs going.')

Once he asked the pensioner, in that general clemency which asked

him anything to keep him afloat, how old his younger grandchild was?

'John Edward,' said the pensioner, slowly laying down his knife and
fork to consider. 'How old, sir? Let me think now.'

The Father of the Marshalsea tapped his forehead ('Memory weak.')

'John Edward, sir? Well, I really forget. I couldn't say at this minute,
sir, whether it's two and two months, or whether it's two and five
months. It's one or the other.'

'Don't distress yourself by worrying your mind about it,' he returned,

with infinite forbearance. ('Faculties evidently decaying - old man
rusts in the life he leads!')

The more of these discoveries that he persuaded himself he made in

the pensioner, the better he appeared to like him; and when he got out
of his chair after tea to bid the pensioner good-bye, on his intimating
that he feared, honoured sir, his time was running out, he made
himself look as erect and strong as possible.
'We don't call this a shilling, Nandy, you know,' he said, putting one in
his hand. 'We call it tobacco.'

'Honoured sir, I thank you. It shall buy tobacco. My thanks and duty
to Miss Amy and Miss Fanny. I wish you good night, Mr Clennam.'

'And mind you don't forget us, you know, Nandy,' said the Father.
'You must come again, mind, whenever you have an afternoon. You
must not come out without seeing us, or we shall be jealous. Good
night, Nandy. Be very careful how you descend the stairs, Nandy; they
are rather uneven and worn.' With that he stood on the landing,
watching the old man down: and when he came into the room again,
said, with a solemn satisfaction on him, 'A melancholy sight that, Mr
Clennam, though one has the consolation of knowing that he doesn't
feel it himself. The poor old fellow is a dismal wreck. Spirit broken and
gone - pulverised - crushed out of him, sir, completely!'

As Clennam had a purpose in remaining, he said what he could

responsive to these sentiments, and stood at the window with their
enunciator, while Maggy and her Little Mother washed the tea- service
and cleared it away. He noticed that his companion stood at the
window with the air of an affable and accessible Sovereign, and that,
when any of his people in the yard below looked up, his recognition of
their salutes just stopped short of a blessing.

When Little Dorrit had her work on the table, and Maggy hers on the
bedstead, Fanny fell to tying her bonnet as a preliminary to her
departure. Arthur, still having his purpose, still remained. At this time
the door opened, without any notice, and Mr Tip came in. He kissed
Amy as she started up to meet him, nodded to Fanny, nodded to his
father, gloomed on the visitor without further recognition, and sat
down.

'Tip, dear,' said Little Dorrit, mildly, shocked by this, 'don't you see - '

'Yes, I see, Amy. If you refer to the presence of any visitor you have
here - I say, if you refer to that,' answered Tip, jerking his head with
emphasis towards his shoulder nearest Clennam, 'I see!'

'Is that all you say?'

'That's all I say. And I suppose,' added the lofty young man, after a
moment's pause, 'that visitor will understand me, when I say that's all
I say. In short, I suppose the visitor will understand that he hasn't
used me like a gentleman.'

'I do not understand that,' observed the obnoxious personage referred

to with tranquillity.
'No? Why, then, to make it clearer to you, sir, I beg to let you know
that when I address what I call a properly-worded appeal, and an
urgent appeal, and a delicate appeal, to an individual, for a small
temporary accommodation, easily within his power - easily within his
power, mind! - and when that individual writes back word to me that
he begs to be excused, I consider that he doesn't treat me like a
gentleman.'

The Father of the Marshalsea, who had surveyed his son in silence, no
sooner heard this sentiment, than he began in angry voice: -

'How dare you - ' But his son stopped him.

'Now, don't ask me how I dare, father, because that's bosh. As to the
fact of the line of conduct I choose to adopt towards the individual
present, you ought to be proud of my showing a proper spirit.'

'I should think so!' cried Fanny.

'A proper spirit?' said the Father. 'Yes, a proper spirit; a becoming
spirit. Is it come to this that my son teaches me - ME - spirit!'

'Now, don't let us bother about it, father, or have any row on the
subject. I have fully made up my mind that the individual present has
not treated me like a gentleman. And there's an end of it.'

'But there is not an end of it, sir,' returned the Father. 'But there shall
not be an end of it. You have made up your mind? You have made up
your mind?'

'Yes, I have. What's the good of keeping on like that?'

'Because,' returned the Father, in a great heat, 'you had no right to

make up your mind to what is monstrous, to what is - ha - immoral,
to what is - hum - parricidal. No, Mr Clennam, I beg, sir. Don't ask me
to desist; there is a - hum - a general principle involved here, which
rises even above considerations of - ha - hospitality. I object to the
assertion made by my son. I - ha - I personally repel it.'

'Why, what is it to you, father?' returned the son, over his shoulder.

'What is it to me, sir? I have a - hum - a spirit, sir, that will not
endure it. I,' he took out his pocket-handkerchief again and dabbed
his face. 'I am outraged and insulted by it. Let me suppose the case
that I myself may at a certain time - ha - or times, have made a - hum
- an appeal, and a properly-worded appeal, and a delicate appeal, and
an urgent appeal to some individual for a small temporary
accommodation. Let me suppose that that accommodation could have
been easily extended, and was not extended, and that that individual
informed me that he begged to be excused. Am I to be told by my own
son, that I therefore received treatment not due to a gentleman, and
that I - ha - I submitted to it?'

His daughter Amy gently tried to calm him, but he would not on any
account be calmed. He said his spirit was up, and wouldn't endure
this.

Was he to be told that, he wished to know again, by his own son on

his own hearth, to his own face? Was that humiliation to be put upon
him by his own blood?

'You are putting it on yourself, father, and getting into all this injury of
your own accord!' said the young gentleman morosely. 'What I have
made up my mind about has nothing to do with you. What I said had
nothing to do with you. Why need you go trying on other people's
hats?'

'I reply it has everything to do with me,' returned the Father. 'I point
out to you, sir, with indignation, that - hum - the - ha - delicacy and
peculiarity of your father's position should strike you dumb, sir, if
nothing else should, in laying down such - ha - such unnatural
principles. Besides; if you are not filial, sir, if you discard that duty,
you are at least - hum - not a Christian? Are you - ha - an Atheist?
And is it Christian, let me ask you, to stigmatise and denounce an
individual for begging to be excused this time, when the same
individual may - ha - respond with the required accommodation next
time? Is it the part of a Christian not to - hum - not to try him again?'
He had worked himself into quite a religious glow and fervour.

'I see precious well,' said Mr Tip, rising, 'that I shall get no sensible or
fair argument here to-night, and so the best thing I can do is to cut.
Good night, Amy. Don't be vexed. I am very sorry it happens here, and
you here, upon my soul I am; but I can't altogether part with my
spirit, even for your sake, old girl.'

With those words he put on his hat and went out, accompanied by
Miss Fanny; who did not consider it spirited on her part to take leave
of Clennam with any less opposing demonstration than a stare,
importing that she had always known him for one of the large body of
conspirators.

When they were gone, the Father of the Marshalsea was at first
inclined to sink into despondency again, and would have done so, but
that a gentleman opportunely came up within a minute or two to
attend him to the Snuggery. It was the gentleman Clennam had seen
on the night of his own accidental detention there, who had that
impalpable grievance about the misappropriated Fund on which the
Marshal was supposed to batten. He presented himself as deputation
to escort the Father to the Chair, it being an occasion on which he
had promised to preside over the assembled Collegians in the
enjoyment of a little Harmony.

'Such, you see, Mr Clennam,' said the Father, 'are the incongruities of
my position here. But a public duty! No man, I am sure, would more
readily recognise a public duty than yourself.'

Clennam besought him not to delay a moment. 'Amy, my dear, if you

can persuade Mr Clennam to stay longer, I can leave the honours of
our poor apology for an establishment with confidence in your hands,
and perhaps you may do something towards erasing from Mr
Clennam's mind the - ha - untoward and unpleasant circumstance
which has occurred since tea-time.'

Clennam assured him that it had made no impression on his mind,

and therefore required no erasure.

'My dear sir,' said the Father, with a removal of his black cap and a
grasp of Clennam's hand, combining to express the safe receipt of his
note and enclosure that afternoon, 'Heaven ever bless you!'

So, at last, Clennam's purpose in remaining was attained, and he

could speak to Little Dorrit with nobody by. Maggy counted as nobody,
and she was by.
Chapter XXXII - More Fortune-Telling

Maggy sat at her work in her great white cap with its quantity of
opaque frilling hiding what profile she had (she had none to spare),
and her serviceable eye brought to bear upon her occupation, on the
window side of the room. What with her flapping cap, and what with
her unserviceable eye, she was quite partitioned off from her Little
Mother, whose seat was opposite the window. The tread and shuffle of
feet on the pavement of the yard had much diminished since the
taking of the Chair, the tide of Collegians having set strongly in the
direction of Harmony. Some few who had no music in their souls, or
no money in their pockets, dawdled about; and the old spectacle of the
visitor-wife and the depressed unseasoned prisoner still lingered in
corners, as broken cobwebs and such unsightly discomforts draggle in
corners of other places. It was the quietest time the College knew,
saving the night hours when the Collegians took the benefit of the act
of sleep. The occasional rattle of applause upon the tables of the
Snuggery, denoted the successful termination of a morsel of Harmony;
or the responsive acceptance, by the united children, of some toast or
sentiment offered to them by their Father. Occasionally, a vocal strain
more sonorous than the generality informed the listener that some
boastful bass was in blue water, or in the hunting field, or with the
reindeer, or on the mountain, or among the heather; but the Marshal
of the Marshalsea knew better, and had got him hard and fast.

As Arthur Clennam moved to sit down by the side of Little Dorrit, she
trembled so that she had much ado to hold her needle. Clennam
gently put his hand upon her work, and said, 'Dear Little Dorrit, let
me lay it down.'

She yielded it to him, and he put it aside. Her hands were then
nervously clasping together, but he took one of them. 'How seldom I
have seen you lately, Little Dorrit!'

'I have been busy, sir.'

'But I heard only to-day,' said Clennam, 'by mere accident, of your
having been with those good people close by me. Why not come to me,
then?'

'I - I don't know. Or rather, I thought you might be busy too. You
generally are now, are you not?'

He saw her trembling little form and her downcast face, and the eyes
that drooped the moment they were raised to his - he saw them
almost with as much concern as tenderness.

'My child, your manner is so changed!'

The trembling was now quite beyond her control. Softly withdrawing
her hand, and laying it in her other hand, she sat before him with her
head bent and her whole form trembling.

'My own Little Dorrit,' said Clennam, compassionately.

She burst into tears. Maggy looked round of a sudden, and stared for
at least a minute; but did not interpose. Clennam waited some little
while before he spoke again.

'I cannot bear,' he said then, 'to see you weep; but I hope this is a
relief to an overcharged heart.'

'Yes it is, sir. Nothing but that.'

'Well, well! I feared you would think too much of what passed here
just now. It is of no moment; not the least. I am only unfortunate to
have come in the way. Let it go by with these tears. It is not worth one
of them. One of them? Such an idle thing should be repeated, with my
glad consent, fifty times a day, to save you a moment's heart-ache,
Little Dorrit.'

She had taken courage now, and answered, far more in her usual
manner, 'You are so good! But even if there was nothing else in it to be
sorry for and ashamed of, it is such a bad return to you - '

'Hush!' said Clennam, smiling and touching her lips with his hand.
'Forgetfulness in you who remember so many and so much, would be
new indeed. Shall I remind you that I am not, and that I never was,
anything but the friend whom you agreed to trust? No. You remember
it, don't you?'

'I try to do so, or I should have broken the promise just now, when my
mistaken brother was here. You will consider his bringing-up in this
place, and will not judge him hardly, poor fellow, I know!' In raising
her eyes with these words, she observed his face more nearly than she
had done yet, and said, with a quick change of tone, 'You have not
been ill, Mr Clennam?'

'No.'

'Nor tried? Nor hurt?' she asked him, anxiously.

It fell to Clennam now, to be not quite certain how to answer. He said

in reply:

'To speak the truth, I have been a little troubled, but it is over.
Do I show it so plainly? I ought to have more fortitude and self-
command than that. I thought I had. I must learn them of you. Who
could teach me better!'

He never thought that she saw in him what no one else could see. He
never thought that in the whole world there were no other eyes that
looked upon him with the same light and strength as hers.

'But it brings me to something that I wish to say,' he continued, 'and

therefore I will not quarrel even with my own face for telling tales and
being unfaithful to me. Besides, it is a privilege and pleasure to
confide in my Little Dorrit. Let me confess then, that, forgetting how
grave I was, and how old I was, and how the time for such things had
gone by me with the many years of sameness and little happiness that
made up my long life far away, without marking it - that, forgetting all
this, I fancied I loved some one.'

'Do I know her, sir?' asked Little Dorrit.

'No, my child.'

'Not the lady who has been kind to me for your sake?'

'Flora. No, no. Do you think - '

'I never quite thought so,' said Little Dorrit, more to herself than him.
'I did wonder at it a little.'

'Well!' said Clennam, abiding by the feeling that had fallen on him in
the avenue on the night of the roses, the feeling that he was an older
man, who had done with that tender part of life, 'I found out my
mistake, and I thought about it a little - in short, a good deal - and got
wiser. Being wiser, I counted up my years and considered what I am,
and looked back, and looked forward, and found that I should soon be
grey. I found that I had climbed the hill, and passed the level ground
upon the top, and was descending quickly.'

If he had known the sharpness of the pain he caused the patient

heart, in speaking thus! While doing it, too, with the purpose of easing
and serving her.

'I found that the day when any such thing would have been graceful in
me, or good in me, or hopeful or happy for me or any one in
connection with me, was gone, and would never shine again.'

O! If he had known, if he had known! If he could have seen the dagger

in his hand, and the cruel wounds it struck in the faithful bleeding
breast of his Little Dorrit!
'All that is over, and I have turned my face from it. Why do I speak of
this to Little Dorrit? Why do I show you, my child, the space of years
that there is between us, and recall to you that I have passed, by the
amount of your whole life, the time that is present to you?'

'Because you trust me, I hope. Because you know that nothing can
touch you without touching me; that nothing can make you happy or
unhappy, but it must make me, who am so grateful to you, the same.'

He heard the thrill in her voice, he saw her earnest face, he saw her
clear true eyes, he saw the quickened bosom that would have joyfully
thrown itself before him to receive a mortal wound directed at his
breast, with the dying cry, 'I love him!' and the remotest suspicion of
the truth never dawned upon his mind. No. He saw the devoted little
creature with her worn shoes, in her common dress, in her jail-home;
a slender child in body, a strong heroine in soul; and the light of her
domestic story made all else dark to him.

'For those reasons assuredly, Little Dorrit, but for another too. So far
removed, so different, and so much older, I am the better fitted for
your friend and adviser. I mean, I am the more easily to be trusted;
and any little constraint that you might feel with another, may vanish
before me. Why have you kept so retired from me? Tell me.'

'I am better here. My place and use are here. I am much better here,'
said Little Dorrit, faintly.

'So you said that day upon the bridge. I thought of it much
afterwards. Have you no secret you could entrust to me, with hope
and comfort, if you would!'

'Secret? No, I have no secret,' said Little Dorrit in some trouble.

They had been speaking in low voices; more because it was natural to
what they said to adopt that tone, than with any care to reserve it
from Maggy at her work. All of a sudden Maggy stared again, and this
time spoke:

'I say! Little Mother!'

'Yes, Maggy.'

'If you an't got no secret of your own to tell him, tell him that about
the Princess. She had a secret, you know.'

'The Princess had a secret?' said Clennam, in some surprise. 'What

Princess was that, Maggy?'
'Lor! How you do go and bother a gal of ten,' said Maggy, 'catching the
poor thing up in that way. Whoever said the Princess had a secret? I
never said so.'

'I beg your pardon. I thought you did.'

'No, I didn't. How could I, when it was her as wanted to find it out? It
was the little woman as had the secret, and she was always a
spinning at her wheel. And so she says to her, why do you keep it
there? And so the t'other one says to her, no I don't; and so the t'other
one says to her, yes you do; and then they both goes to the cupboard,
and there it is. And she wouldn't go into the Hospital, and so she died.
You know, Little Mother; tell him that.

For it was a reg'lar good secret, that was!' cried Maggy, hugging
herself.

Arthur looked at Little Dorrit for help to comprehend this, and was
struck by seeing her so timid and red. But, when she told him that it
was only a Fairy Tale she had one day made up for Maggy, and that
there was nothing in it which she wouldn't be ashamed to tell again to
anybody else, even if she could remember it, he left the subject where
it was.

However, he returned to his own subject by first entreating her to see

him oftener, and to remember that it was impossible to have a
stronger interest in her welfare than he had, or to be more set upon
promoting it than he was. When she answered fervently, she well
knew that, she never forgot it, he touched upon his second and more
delicate point - the suspicion he had formed.

'Little Dorrit,' he said, taking her hand again, and speaking lower than
he had spoken yet, so that even Maggy in the small room could not
hear him, 'another word. I have wanted very much to say this to you; I
have tried for opportunities. Don't mind me, who, for the matter of
years, might be your father or your uncle. Always think of me as quite
an old man. I know that all your devotion centres in this room, and
that nothing to the last will ever tempt you away from the duties you
discharge here. If I were not sure of it, I should, before now, have
implored you, and implored your father, to let me make some
provision for you in a more suitable place. But you may have an
interest - I will not say, now, though even that might be - may have, at
another time, an interest in some one else; an interest not
incompatible with your affection here.'

She was very, very pale, and silently shook her head.

'It may be, dear Little Dorrit.'

'No. No. No.' She shook her head, after each slow repetition of the
word, with an air of quiet desolation that he remembered long
afterwards. The time came when he remembered it well, long
afterwards, within those prison walls; within that very room.

'But, if it ever should be, tell me so, my dear child. Entrust the truth
to me, point out the object of such an interest to me, and I will try
with all the zeal, and honour, and friendship and respect that I feel for
you, good Little Dorrit of my heart, to do you a lasting service.'

'O thank you, thank you! But, O no, O no, O no!' She said this,
looking at him with her work-worn hands folded together, and in the
same resigned accents as before.

'I press for no confidence now. I only ask you to repose unhesitating
trust in me.'

'Can I do less than that, when you are so good!'

'Then you will trust me fully? Will have no secret unhappiness, or

anxiety, concealed from me?'

'Almost none.'

'And you have none now?'

She shook her head. But she was very pale.

'When I lie down to-night, and my thoughts come back - as they will,
for they do every night, even when I have not seen you - to this sad
place, I may believe that there is no grief beyond this room, now, and
its usual occupants, which preys on Little Dorrit's mind?'

She seemed to catch at these words - that he remembered, too, long

afterwards - and said, more brightly, 'Yes, Mr Clennam; yes, you may!'

The crazy staircase, usually not slow to give notice when any one was
coming up or down, here creaked under a quick tread, and a further
sound was heard upon it, as if a little steam-engine with more steam
than it knew what to do with, were working towards the room. As it
approached, which it did very rapidly, it laboured with increased
energy; and, after knocking at the door, it sounded as if it were
stooping down and snorting in at the keyhole.

Before Maggy could open the door, Mr Pancks, opening it from

without, stood without a hat and with his bare head in the wildest
condition, looking at Clennam and Little Dorrit, over her shoulder.
He had a lighted cigar in his hand, and brought with him airs of ale
and tobacco smoke.

'Pancks the gipsy,' he observed out of breath, 'fortune-telling.' He

stood dingily smiling, and breathing hard at them, with a most
curious air; as if, instead of being his proprietor's grubber, he were the
triumphant proprietor of the Marshalsea, the Marshal, all the
turnkeys, and all the Collegians. In his great self- satisfaction he put
his cigar to his lips (being evidently no smoker), and took such a pull
at it, with his right eye shut up tight for the purpose, that he
underwent a convulsion of shuddering and choking. But even in the
midst of that paroxysm, he still essayed to repeat his favourite
introduction of himself, 'Pa-ancks the gi-ipsy, fortune-telling.'

'I am spending the evening with the rest of 'em,' said Pancks. 'I've been
singing. I've been taking a part in White sand and grey sand. I don't
know anything about it. Never mind. I'll take any part in anything. It's
all the same, if you're loud enough.'

At first Clennam supposed him to be intoxicated. But he soon

perceived that though he might be a little the worse (or better) for ale,
the staple of his excitement was not brewed from malt, or distilled
from any grain or berry.

'How d'ye do, Miss Dorrit?' said Pancks. 'I thought you wouldn't mind
my running round, and looking in for a moment. Mr Clennam I heard
was here, from Mr Dorrit. How are you, Sir?'

Clennam thanked him, and said he was glad to see him so gay.

'Gay!' said Pancks. 'I'm in wonderful feather, sir. I can't stop a minute,
or I shall be missed, and I don't want 'em to miss me. - Eh, Miss
Dorrit?'

He seemed to have an insatiate delight in appealing to her and looking

at her; excitedly sticking his hair up at the same moment, like a dark
species of cockatoo.

'I haven't been here half an hour. I knew Mr Dorrit was in the chair,
and I said, ‘I'll go and support him!’ I ought to be down in Bleeding
Heart Yard by rights; but I can worry them to-morrow. - Eh, Miss
Dorrit?'

His little black eyes sparkled electrically. His very hair seemed to
sparkle as he roughened it. He was in that highly-charged state that
one might have expected to draw sparks and snaps from him by
presenting a knuckle to any part of his figure.
'Capital company here,' said Pancks. - 'Eh, Miss Dorrit?'

She was half afraid of him, and irresolute what to say. He laughed,
with a nod towards Clennam.

'Don't mind him, Miss Dorrit. He's one of us. We agreed that you
shouldn't take on to mind me before people, but we didn't mean Mr
Clennam. He's one of us. He's in it. An't you, Mr Clennam? - Eh, Miss
Dorrit?' The excitement of this strange creature was fast
communicating itself to Clennam. Little Dorrit with amazement, saw
this, and observed that they exchanged quick looks.

'I was making a remark,' said Pancks, 'but I declare I forget what it
was. Oh, I know! Capital company here. I've been treating 'em all
round. - Eh, Miss Dorrit?'

'Very generous of you,' she returned, noticing another of the quick

looks between the two.

'Not at all,' said Pancks. 'Don't mention it. I'm coming into my
property, that's the fact. I can afford to be liberal. I think I'll give 'em a
treat here. Tables laid in the yard. Bread in stacks. Pipes in faggots.
Tobacco in hayloads. Roast beef and plum-pudding for every one.
Quart of double stout a head. Pint of wine too, if they like it, and the
authorities give permission. - Eh, Miss Dorrit?'

She was thrown into such a confusion by his manner, or rather by

Clennam's growing understanding of his manner (for she looked to
him after every fresh appeal and cockatoo demonstration on the part
of Mr Pancks), that she only moved her lips in answer, without
forming any word.

'And oh, by-the-bye!' said Pancks, 'you were to live to know what was
behind us on that little hand of yours. And so you shall, you shall, my
darling. - Eh, Miss Dorrit?'

He had suddenly checked himself. Where he got all the additional

black prongs from, that now flew up all over his head like the myriads
of points that break out in the large change of a great firework, was a
wonderful mystery.

'But I shall be missed;' he came back to that; 'and I don't want 'em to
miss me. Mr Clennam, you and I made a bargain. I said you should
find me stick to it. You shall find me stick to it now, sir, if you'll step
out of the room a moment. Miss Dorrit, I wish you good night. Miss
Dorrit, I wish you good fortune.'
He rapidly shook her by both hands, and puffed down stairs. Arthur
followed him with such a hurried step, that he had very nearly
tumbled over him on the last landing, and rolled him down into the
yard.

'What is it, for Heaven's sake!' Arthur demanded, when they burst out
there both together.

'Stop a moment, sir. Mr Rugg. Let me introduce him.' With those

words he presented another man without a hat, and also with a cigar,
and also surrounded with a halo of ale and tobacco smoke, which
man, though not so excited as himself, was in a state which would
have been akin to lunacy but for its fading into sober method when
compared with the rampancy of Mr Pancks. 'Mr Clennam, Mr Rugg,'
said Pancks. 'Stop a moment. Come to the pump.'

They adjourned to the pump. Mr Pancks, instantly putting his head

under the spout, requested Mr Rugg to take a good strong turn at the
handle. Mr Rugg complying to the letter, Mr Pancks came forth
snorting and blowing to some purpose, and dried himself on his
handkerchief.

'I am the clearer for that,' he gasped to Clennam standing astonished.

'But upon my soul, to hear her father making speeches in that chair,
knowing what we know, and to see her up in that room in that dress,
knowing what we know, is enough to - give me a back, Mr Rugg - a
little higher, sir, - that'll do!'

Then and there, on that Marshalsea pavement, in the shades of

evening, did Mr Pancks, of all mankind, fly over the head and
shoulders of Mr Rugg of Pentonville, General Agent, Accountant, and
Recoverer of Debts. Alighting on his feet, he took Clennam by the
button-hole, led him behind the pump, and pantingly produced from
his pocket a bundle of papers. Mr Rugg, also, pantingly produced from
his pocket a bundle of papers.

'Stay!' said Clennam in a whisper.'You have made a discovery.'

Mr Pancks answered, with an unction which there is no language to

convey, 'We rather think so.'

'Does it implicate any one?'

'How implicate, sir?'

'In any suppression or wrong dealing of any kind?'

'Not a bit of it.'

'Thank God!' said Clennam to himself. 'Now show me.' 'You are to
understand' - snorted Pancks, feverishly unfolding papers, and
speaking in short high-pressure blasts of sentences, 'Where's the
Pedigree? Where's Schedule number four, Mr Rugg? Oh!

all right! Here we are. - You are to understand that we are this very
day virtually complete. We shan't be legally for a day or two. Call it at
the outside a week. We've been at it night and day for I don't know
how long. Mr Rugg, you know how long? Never mind. Don't say. You'll
only confuse me. You shall tell her, Mr Clennam. Not till we give you
leave. Where's that rough total, Mr Rugg? Oh! Here we are! There sir!
That's what you'll have to break to her. That man's your Father of the
Marshalsea!'
Chapter XXXIII - Mrs Merdle's Complaint

Resigning herself to inevitable fate by making the best of those people,

the Miggleses, and submitting her philosophy to the draught upon it,
of which she had foreseen the likelihood in her interview with Arthur,
Mrs Gowan handsomely resolved not to oppose her son's marriage. In
her progress to, and happy arrival at, this resolution, she was possibly
influenced, not only by her maternal affections but by three politic
considerations.

Of these, the first may have been that her son had never signified the
smallest intention to ask her consent, or any mistrust of his ability to
dispense with it; the second, that the pension bestowed upon her by a
grateful country (and a Barnacle) would be freed from any little filial
inroads, when her Henry should be married to the darling only child
of a man in very easy circumstances; the third, that Henry's debts
must clearly be paid down upon the altar-railing by his father-in-law.
When, to these three-fold points of prudence there is added the fact
that Mrs Gowan yielded her consent the moment she knew of Mr
Meagles having yielded his, and that Mr Meagles's objection to the
marriage had been the sole obstacle in its way all along, it becomes
the height of probability that the relict of the deceased Commissioner
of nothing particular, turned these ideas in her sagacious mind.

Among her connections and acquaintances, however, she maintained

her individual dignity and the dignity of the blood of the Barnacles, by
diligently nursing the pretence that it was a most unfortunate
business; that she was sadly cut up by it; that this was a perfect
fascination under which Henry laboured; that she had opposed it for a
long time, but what could a mother do; and the like. She had already
called Arthur Clennam to bear witness to this fable, as a friend of the
Meagles family; and she followed up the move by now impounding the
family itself for the same purpose. In the first interview she accorded
to Mr Meagles, she slided herself into the position of disconsolately
but gracefully yielding to irresistible pressure. With the utmost
politeness and good- breeding, she feigned that it was she - not he -
who had made the difficulty, and who at length gave way; and that the
sacrifice was hers - not his. The same feint, with the same polite
dexterity, she foisted on Mrs Meagles, as a conjuror might have forced
a card on that innocent lady; and, when her future daughter-in-law
was presented to her by her son, she said on embracing her, 'My dear,
what have you done to Henry that has bewitched him so!' at the same
time allowing a few tears to carry before them, in little pills, the
cosmetic powder on her nose; as a delicate but touching signal that
she suffered much inwardly for the show of composure with which she
bore her misfortune.
Among the friends of Mrs Gowan (who piqued herself at once on being
Society, and on maintaining intimate and easy relations with that
Power), Mrs Merdle occupied a front row. True, the Hampton Court
Bohemians, without exception, turned up their noses at Merdle as an
upstart; but they turned them down again, by falling flat on their
faces to worship his wealth. In which compensating adjustment of
their noses, they were pretty much like Treasury, Bar, and Bishop,
and all the rest of them.

To Mrs Merdle, Mrs Gowan repaired on a visit of self-condolence, after

having given the gracious consent aforesaid. She drove into town for
the purpose in a one-horse carriage irreverently called at that period
of English history, a pill-box. It belonged to a job- master in a small
way, who drove it himself, and who jobbed it by the day, or hour, to
most of the old ladies in Hampton Court Palace; but it was a point of
ceremony, in that encampment, that the whole equipage should be
tacitly regarded as the private property of the jobber for the time
being, and that the job-master should betray personal knowledge of
nobody but the jobber in possession. So the Circumlocution
Barnacles, who were the largest job-masters in the universe, always
pretended to know of no other job but the job immediately in hand.

Mrs Merdle was at home, and was in her nest of crimson and gold,
with the parrot on a neighbouring stem watching her with his head on
one side, as if he took her for another splendid parrot of a larger
species. To whom entered Mrs Gowan, with her favourite green fan,
which softened the light on the spots of bloom.

'My dear soul,' said Mrs Gowan, tapping the back of her friend's hand
with this fan after a little indifferent conversation, 'you are my only
comfort. That affair of Henry's that I told you of, is to take place. Now,
how does it strike you? I am dying to know, because you represent
and express Society so well.'

Mrs Merdle reviewed the bosom which Society was accustomed to

review; and having ascertained that show-window of Mr Merdle's and
the London jewellers' to be in good order, replied:

'As to marriage on the part of a man, my dear, Society requires that he

should retrieve his fortunes by marriage. Society requires that he
should gain by marriage. Society requires that he should found a
handsome establishment by marriage. Society does not see, otherwise,
what he has to do with marriage. Bird, be quiet!'

For the parrot on his cage above them, presiding over the conference
as if he were a judge (and indeed he looked rather like one), had
wound up the exposition with a shriek.
'Cases there are,' said Mrs Merdle, delicately crooking the little finger
of her favourite hand, and making her remarks neater by that neat
action; 'cases there are where a man is not young or elegant, and is
rich, and has a handsome establishment already. Those are of a
different kind. In such cases - '

Mrs Merdle shrugged her snowy shoulders and put her hand upon the
jewel-stand, checking a little cough, as though to add, 'why, a man
looks out for this sort of thing, my dear.' Then the parrot shrieked
again, and she put up her glass to look at him, and said, 'Bird! Do be
quiet!' 'But, young men,' resumed Mrs Merdle, 'and by young men you
know what I mean, my love - I mean people's sons who have the world
before them - they must place themselves in a better position towards
Society by marriage, or Society really will not have any patience with
their making fools of themselves. Dreadfully worldly all this sounds,'
said Mrs Merdle, leaning back in her nest and putting up her glass
again, 'does it not?'

'But it is true,' said Mrs Gowan, with a highly moral air.

'My dear, it is not to be disputed for a moment,' returned Mrs Merdle;

'because Society has made up its mind on the subject, and there is
nothing more to be said. If we were in a more primitive state, if we
lived under roofs of leaves, and kept cows and sheep and creatures
instead of banker's accounts (which would be delicious; my dear, I am
pastoral to a degree, by nature), well and good. But we don't live
under leaves, and keep cows and sheep and creatures. I perfectly
exhaust myself sometimes, in pointing out the distinction to Edmund
Sparkler.'

Mrs Gowan, looking over her green fan when this young gentleman's
name was mentioned, replied as follows:

'My love, you know the wretched state of the country - those
unfortunate concessions of John Barnacle's! - and you therefore know
the reasons for my being as poor as Thingummy.'

'A church mouse?' Mrs Merdle suggested with a smile.

'I was thinking of the other proverbial church person - Job,' said Mrs
Gowan. 'Either will do. It would be idle to disguise, consequently, that
there is a wide difference between the position of your son and mine. I
may add, too, that Henry has talent - '

'Which Edmund certainly has not,' said Mrs Merdle, with the greatest
suavity.
' - and that his talent, combined with disappointment,' Mrs Gowan
went on, 'has led him into a pursuit which - ah dear me! You know,
my dear. Such being Henry's different position, the question is what is
the most inferior class of marriage to which I can reconcile myself.'

Mrs Merdle was so much engaged with the contemplation of her arms
(beautiful-formed arms, and the very thing for bracelets), that she
omitted to reply for a while. Roused at length by the silence, she
folded the arms, and with admirable presence of mind looked her
friend full in the face, and said interrogatively, 'Ye-es? And then?'

'And then, my dear,' said Mrs Gowan not quite so sweetly as before, 'I
should be glad to hear what you have to say to it.'

Here the parrot, who had been standing on one leg since he screamed
last, burst into a fit of laughter, bobbed himself derisively up and
down on both legs, and finished by standing on one leg again, and
pausing for a reply, with his head as much awry as he could possibly
twist it.

'Sounds mercenary to ask what the gentleman is to get with the lady,'
said Mrs Merdle; 'but Society is perhaps a little mercenary, you know,
my dear.'

'From what I can make out,' said Mrs Gowan, 'I believe I may say that
Henry will be relieved from debt - '

'Much in debt?' asked Mrs Merdle through her eyeglass.

'Why tolerably, I should think,' said Mrs Gowan.

'Meaning the usual thing; I understand; just so,' Mrs Merdle observed
in a comfortable sort of way.

'And that the father will make them an allowance of three hundred a-
year, or perhaps altogether something more, which, in Italy-'

'Oh! Going to Italy?' said Mrs Merdle.

'For Henry to study. You need be at no loss to guess why, my dear.

That dreadful Art - '

True. Mrs Merdle hastened to spare the feelings of her afflicted friend.
She understood. Say no more!

'And that,' said Mrs Gowan, shaking her despondent head, 'that's all.
That,' repeated Mrs Gowan, furling her green fan for the moment, and
tapping her chin with it (it was on the way to being a double chin;
might be called a chin and a half at present), 'that's all! On the death
of the old people, I suppose there will be more to come; but how it may
be restricted or locked up, I don't know. And as to that, they may live
for ever. My dear, they are just the kind of people to do it.'

Now, Mrs Merdle, who really knew her friend Society pretty well, and
who knew what Society's mothers were, and what Society's daughters
were, and what Society's matrimonial market was, and how prices
ruled in it, and what scheming and counter-scheming took place for
the high buyers, and what bargaining and huckstering went on,
thought in the depths of her capacious bosom that this was a
sufficiently good catch. Knowing, however, what was expected of her,
and perceiving the exact nature of the fiction to be nursed, she took it
delicately in her arms, and put her required contribution of gloss
upon it.

'And that is all, my dear?' said she, heaving a friendly sigh. 'Well, well!
The fault is not yours. You have nothing to reproach yourself with.
You must exercise the strength of mind for which you are renowned,
and make the best of it.' 'The girl's family have made,' said Mrs
Gowan, 'of course, the most strenuous endeavours to - as the lawyers
say - to have and to hold Henry.'

'Of course they have, my dear,' said Mrs Merdle.

'I have persisted in every possible objection, and have worried myself
morning, noon, and night, for means to detach Henry from the
connection.'

'No doubt you have, my dear,' said Mrs Merdle.

'And all of no use. All has broken down beneath me. Now tell me, my
love. Am I justified in at last yielding my most reluctant consent to
Henry's marrying among people not in Society; or, have I acted with
inexcusable weakness?'

In answer to this direct appeal, Mrs Merdle assured Mrs Gowan

(speaking as a Priestess of Society) that she was highly to be
commended, that she was much to be sympathised with, that she had
taken the highest of parts, and had come out of the furnace refined.
And Mrs Gowan, who of course saw through her own threadbare blind
perfectly, and who knew that Mrs Merdle saw through it perfectly, and
who knew that Society would see through it perfectly, came out of this
form, notwithstanding, as she had gone into it, with immense
complacency and gravity.
The conference was held at four or five o'clock in the afternoon, when
all the region of Harley Street, Cavendish Square, was resonant of
carriage-wheels and double-knocks. It had reached this point when
Mr Merdle came home from his daily occupation of causing the British
name to be more and more respected in all parts of the civilised globe
capable of the appreciation of world-wide commercial enterprise and
gigantic combinations of skill and capital. For, though nobody knew
with the least precision what Mr Merdle's business was, except that it
was to coin money, these were the terms in which everybody defined it
on all ceremonious occasions, and which it was the last new polite
reading of the parable of the camel and the needle's eye to accept
without inquiry.

For a gentleman who had this splendid work cut out for him, Mr
Merdle looked a little common, and rather as if, in the course of his
vast transactions, he had accidentally made an interchange of heads
with some inferior spirit. He presented himself before the two ladies in
the course of a dismal stroll through his mansion, which had no
apparent object but escape from the presence of the chief butler.

'I beg your pardon,' he said, stopping short in confusion; 'I didn't
know there was anybody here but the parrot.'

However, as Mrs Merdle said, 'You can come in!' and as Mrs Gowan
said she was just going, and had already risen to take her leave, he
came in, and stood looking out at a distant window, with his hands
crossed under his uneasy coat-cuffs, clasping his wrists as if he were
taking himself into custody. In this attitude he fell directly into a
reverie from which he was only aroused by his wife's calling to him
from her ottoman, when they had been for some quarter of an hour
alone.

'Eh? Yes?' said Mr Merdle, turning towards her. 'What is it?'

'What is it?' repeated Mrs Merdle. 'It is, I suppose, that you have not
heard a word of my complaint.'

'Your complaint, Mrs Merdle?' said Mr Merdle. 'I didn't know that you
were suffering from a complaint. What complaint?'

'A complaint of you,' said Mrs Merdle.

'Oh! A complaint of me,' said Mr Merdle. 'What is the - what have I -

what may you have to complain of in me, Mrs Merdle?' In his
withdrawing, abstracted, pondering way, it took him some time to
shape this question. As a kind of faint attempt to convince himself
that he was the master of the house, he concluded by presenting his
forefinger to the parrot, who expressed his opinion on that subject by
instantly driving his bill into it.

'You were saying, Mrs Merdle,' said Mr Merdle, with his wounded
finger in his mouth, 'that you had a complaint against me?'

'A complaint which I could scarcely show the justice of more

emphatically, than by having to repeat it,' said Mrs Merdle. 'I might as
well have stated it to the wall. I had far better have stated it to the
bird. He would at least have screamed.'

'You don't want me to scream, Mrs Merdle, I suppose,' said Mr Merdle,

taking a chair.

'Indeed I don't know,' retorted Mrs Merdle, 'but that you had better do
that, than be so moody and distraught. One would at least know that
you were sensible of what was going on around you.'

'A man might scream, and yet not be that, Mrs Merdle,' said Mr
Merdle, heavily.

'And might be dogged, as you are at present, without screaming,'

returned Mrs Merdle. 'That's very true. If you wish to know the
complaint I make against you, it is, in so many plain words, that you
really ought not to go into Society unless you can accommodate
yourself to Society.'

Mr Merdle, so twisting his hands into what hair he had upon his head
that he seemed to lift himself up by it as he started out of his chair,
cried: 'Why, in the name of all the infernal powers, Mrs Merdle, who
does more for Society than I do? Do you see these premises, Mrs
Merdle?

Do you see this furniture, Mrs Merdle? Do you look in the glass and
see yourself, Mrs Merdle? Do you know the cost of all this, and who
it's all provided for? And yet will you tell me that I oughtn't to go into
Society? I, who shower money upon it in this way? I, who might
always be said - to - to - to harness myself to a watering-cart full of
money, and go about saturating Society every day of my life.'

'Pray, don't be violent, Mr Merdle,' said Mrs Merdle.

'Violent?' said Mr Merdle. 'You are enough to make me desperate. You

don't know half of what I do to accommodate Society. You don't know
anything of the sacrifices I make for it.'

'I know,' returned Mrs Merdle, 'that you receive the best in the land. I
know that you move in the whole Society of the country. And I believe
I know (indeed, not to make any ridiculous pretence about it, I know I
know) who sustains you in it, Mr Merdle.'

'Mrs Merdle,' retorted that gentleman, wiping his dull red and yellow
face, 'I know that as well as you do. If you were not an ornament to
Society, and if I was not a benefactor to Society, you and I would never
have come together. When I say a benefactor to it, I mean a person
who provides it with all sorts of expensive things to eat and drink and
look at. But, to tell me that I am not fit for it after all I have done for it
- after all I have done for it,' repeated Mr Merdle, with a wild emphasis
that made his wife lift up her eyelids, 'after all - all! - to tell me I have
no right to mix with it after all, is a pretty reward.'

'I say,' answered Mrs Merdle composedly, 'that you ought to make
yourself fit for it by being more degage, and less preoccupied. There is
a positive vulgarity in carrying your business affairs about with you as
you do.' 'How do I carry them about, Mrs Merdle?' asked Mr Merdle.

'How do you carry them about?' said Mrs Merdle. 'Look at yourself in
the glass.'

Mr Merdle involuntarily turned his eyes in the direction of the nearest

mirror, and asked, with a slow determination of his turbid blood to his
temples, whether a man was to be called to account for his digestion?

'You have a physician,' said Mrs Merdle.

'He does me no good,' said Mr Merdle.

Mrs Merdle changed her ground.

'Besides,' said she, 'your digestion is nonsense. I don't speak of your

digestion. I speak of your manner.' 'Mrs Merdle,' returned her
husband, 'I look to you for that. You supply manner, and I supply
money.'

'I don't expect you,' said Mrs Merdle, reposing easily among her
cushions, 'to captivate people. I don't want you to take any trouble
upon yourself, or to try to be fascinating. I simply request you to care
about nothing - or seem to care about nothing - as everybody else
does.'

'Do I ever say I care about anything?' asked Mr Merdle.

'Say? No! Nobody would attend to you if you did. But you show it.'

'Show what? What do I show?' demanded Mr Merdle hurriedly.

'I have already told you. You show that you carry your business cares
an projects about, instead of leaving them in the City, or wherever else
they belong to,' said Mrs Merdle. 'Or seeming to. Seeming would be
quite enough: I ask no more. Whereas you couldn't be more occupied
with your day's calculations and combinations than you habitually
show yourself to be, if you were a carpenter.'

'A carpenter!' repeated Mr Merdle, checking something like a groan.

'I shouldn't so much mind being a carpenter, Mrs Merdle.'

'And my complaint is,' pursued the lady, disregarding the low remark,
'that it is not the tone of Society, and that you ought to correct it, Mr
Merdle. If you have any doubt of my judgment, ask even Edmund
Sparkler.' The door of the room had opened, and Mrs Merdle now
surveyed the head of her son through her glass. 'Edmund; we want
you here.'

Mr Sparkler, who had merely put in his head and looked round the
room without entering (as if he were searching the house for that
young lady with no nonsense about her), upon this followed up his
head with his body, and stood before them. To whom, in a few easy
words adapted to his capacity, Mrs Merdle stated the question at
issue.

The young gentleman, after anxiously feeling his shirt-collar as if it

were his pulse and he were hypochondriacal, observed, 'That he had
heard it noticed by fellers.'

'Edmund Sparkler has heard it noticed,' said Mrs Merdle, with languid
triumph. 'Why, no doubt everybody has heard it noticed!' Which in
truth was no unreasonable inference; seeing that Mr Sparkler would
probably be the last person, in any assemblage of the human species,
to receive an impression from anything that passed in his presence.

'And Edmund Sparkler will tell you, I dare say,' said Mrs Merdle,
waving her favourite hand towards her husband, 'how he has heard it
noticed.' 'I couldn't,' said Mr Sparkler, after feeling his pulse as before,
'couldn't undertake to say what led to it - 'cause memory desperate
loose. But being in company with the brother of a doosed fine gal -
well educated too - with no biggodd nonsense about her - at the period
alluded to - '

'There! Never mind the sister,' remarked Mrs Merdle, a little

impatiently. 'What did the brother say?'

'Didn't say a word, ma'am,' answered Mr Sparkler. 'As silent a feller as

myself. Equally hard up for a remark.'
'Somebody said something,' returned Mrs Merdle. 'Never mind who it
was.'

('Assure you I don't in the least,' said Mr Sparkler.)

'But tell us what it was.'

Mr Sparkler referred to his pulse again, and put himself through some
severe mental discipline before he replied:

'Fellers referring to my Governor - expression not my own -

occasionally compliment my Governor in a very handsome way on
being immensely rich and knowing - perfect phenomenon of Buyer
and Banker and that - but say the Shop sits heavily on him. Say he
carried the Shop about, on his back rather - like Jew clothesmen with
too much business.'

'Which,' said Mrs Merdle, rising, with her floating drapery about her,
'is exactly my complaint. Edmund, give me your arm up- stairs.'

Mr Merdle, left alone to meditate on a better conformation of himself

to Society, looked out of nine windows in succession, and appeared to
see nine wastes of space. When he had thus entertained himself he
went down-stairs, and looked intently at all the carpets on the
ground-floor; and then came up-stairs again, and looked intently at all
the carpets on the first-floor; as if they were gloomy depths, in unison
with his oppressed soul. Through all the rooms he wandered, as he
always did, like the last person on earth who had any business to
approach them. Let Mrs Merdle announce, with all her might, that she
was at Home ever so many nights in a season, she could not
announce more widely and unmistakably than Mr Merdle did that he
was never at home.

At last he met the chief butler, the sight of which splendid retainer
always finished him. Extinguished by this great creature, he sneaked
to his dressing-room, and there remained shut up until he rode out to
dinner, with Mrs Merdle, in her own handsome chariot. At dinner, he
was envied and flattered as a being of might, was Treasuried, Barred,
and Bishoped, as much as he would; and an hour after midnight
came home alone, and being instantly put out again in his own hall,
like a rushlight, by the chief butler, went sighing to bed.
Chapter XXXIV - A Shoal Of Barnacles

Mr Henry Gowan and the dog were established frequenters of the

cottage, and the day was fixed for the wedding. There was to be a
convocation of Barnacles on the occasion, in order that that very high
and very large family might shed as much lustre on the marriage as so
dim an event was capable of receiving.

To have got the whole Barnacle family together would have been
impossible for two reasons. Firstly, because no building could have
held all the members and connections of that illustrious house.
Secondly, because wherever there was a square yard of ground in
British occupation under the sun or moon, with a public post upon it,
sticking to that post was a Barnacle. No intrepid navigator could plant
a flag-staff upon any spot of earth, and take possession of it in the
British name, but to that spot of earth, so soon as the discovery was
known, the Circumlocution Office sent out a Barnacle and a despatch-
box. Thus the Barnacles were all over the world, in every direction -
despatch-boxing the compass.

But, while the so-potent art of Prospero himself would have failed in
summoning the Barnacles from every speck of ocean and dry land on
which there was nothing (except mischief) to be done and anything to
be pocketed, it was perfectly feasible to assemble a good many
Barnacles. This Mrs Gowan applied herself to do; calling on Mr
Meagles frequently with new additions to the list, and holding
conferences with that gentleman when he was not engaged (as he
generally was at this period) in examining and paying the debts of his
future son-in-law, in the apartment of scales and scoops.

One marriage guest there was, in reference to whose presence Mr

Meagles felt a nearer interest and concern than in the attendance of
the most elevated Barnacle expected; though he was far from
insensible of the honour of having such company. This guest was
Clennam. But Clennam had made a promise he held sacred, among
the trees that summer night, and, in the chivalry of his heart,
regarded it as binding him to many implied obligations. In
forgetfulness of himself, and delicate service to her on all occasions,
he was never to fail; to begin it, he answered Mr Meagles cheerfully, 'I
shall come, of course.'

His partner, Daniel Doyce, was something of a stumbling-block in Mr

Meagles's way, the worthy gentleman being not at all clear in his own
anxious mind but that the mingling of Daniel with official Barnacleism
might produce some explosive combination, even at a marriage
breakfast. The national offender, however, lightened him of his
uneasiness by coming down to Twickenham to represent that he
begged, with the freedom of an old friend, and as a favour to one, that
he might not be invited. 'For,' said he, 'as my business with this set of
gentlemen was to do a public duty and a public service, and as their
business with me was to prevent it by wearing my soul out, I think we
had better not eat and drink together with a show of being of one
mind.' Mr Meagles was much amused by his friend's oddity; and
patronised him with a more protecting air of allowance than usual,
when he rejoined: 'Well, well, Dan, you shall have your own crotchety
way.'

To Mr Henry Gowan, as the time approached, Clennam tried to convey

by all quiet and unpretending means, that he was frankly and
disinterestedly desirous of tendering him any friendship he would
accept. Mr Gowan treated him in return with his usual ease, and with
his usual show of confidence, which was no confidence at all.

'You see, Clennam,' he happened to remark in the course of

conversation one day, when they were walking near the Cottage within
a week of the marriage, 'I am a disappointed man. That you know
already.'

'Upon my word,' said Clennam, a little embarrassed, 'I scarcely know

how.'

'Why,' returned Gowan, 'I belong to a clan, or a clique, or a family, or a

connection, or whatever you like to call it, that might have provided
for me in any one of fifty ways, and that took it into its head not to do
it at all. So here I am, a poor devil of an artist.'

Clennam was beginning, 'But on the other hand - ' when Gowan took
him up.

'Yes, yes, I know. I have the good fortune of being beloved by a

beautiful and charming girl whom I love with all my heart.' ('Is there
much of it?' Clennam thought. And as he thought it, felt ashamed of
himself.)

'And of finding a father-in-law who is a capital fellow and a liberal

good old boy. Still, I had other prospects washed and combed into my
childish head when it was washed and combed for me, and I took
them to a public school when I washed and combed it for myself, and I
am here without them, and thus I am a disappointed man.'

Clennam thought (and as he thought it, again felt ashamed of

himself), was this notion of being disappointed in life, an assertion of
station which the bridegroom brought into the family as his property,
having already carried it detrimentally into his pursuit? And was it a
hopeful or a promising thing anywhere? 'Not bitterly disappointed, I
think,' he said aloud. 'Hang it, no; not bitterly,' laughed Gowan. 'My
people are not worth that - though they are charming fellows, and I
have the greatest affection for them. Besides, it's pleasant to show
them that I can do without them, and that they may all go to the
Devil. And besides, again, most men are disappointed in life, somehow
or other, and influenced by their disappointment. But it's a dear good
world, and I love it!'

'It lies fair before you now,' said Arthur.

'Fair as this summer river,' cried the other, with enthusiasm, 'and by
Jove I glow with admiration of it, and with ardour to run a race in it.
It's the best of old worlds! And my calling! The best of old callings,
isn't it?'

'Full of interest and ambition, I conceive,' said Clennam.

'And imposition,' added Gowan, laughing; 'we won't leave out the
imposition. I hope I may not break down in that; but there, my being a
disappointed man may show itself. I may not be able to face it out
gravely enough. Between you and me, I think there is some danger of
my being just enough soured not to be able to do that.'

'To do what?' asked Clennam.

'To keep it up. To help myself in my turn, as the man before me helps
himself in his, and pass the bottle of smoke. To keep up the pretence
as to labour, and study, and patience, and being devoted to my art,
and giving up many solitary days to it, and abandoning many
pleasures for it, and living in it, and all the rest of it - in short, to pass
the bottle of smoke according to rule.'

'But it is well for a man to respect his own vocation, whatever it is;
and to think himself bound to uphold it, and to claim for it the respect
it deserves; is it not?' Arthur reasoned. 'And your vocation, Gowan,
may really demand this suit and service. I confess I should have
thought that all Art did.'

'What a good fellow you are, Clennam!' exclaimed the other, stopping
to look at him, as if with irrepressible admiration. 'What a capital
fellow! You have never been disappointed. That's easy to see.'

It would have been so cruel if he had meant it, that Clennam firmly
resolved to believe he did not mean it. Gowan, without pausing, laid
his hand upon his shoulder, and laughingly and lightly went on:

'Clennam, I don't like to dispel your generous visions, and I would give
any money (if I had any), to live in such a rose-coloured mist. But
what I do in my trade, I do to sell. What all we fellows do, we do to
sell. If we didn't want to sell it for the most we can get for it, we
shouldn't do it. Being work, it has to be done; but it's easily enough
done. All the rest is hocus-pocus.

Now here's one of the advantages, or disadvantages, of knowing a

disappointed man. You hear the truth.'

Whatever he had heard, and whether it deserved that name or

another, it sank into Clennam's mind. It so took root there, that he
began to fear Henry Gowan would always be a trouble to him, and
that so far he had gained little or nothing from the dismissal of
Nobody, with all his inconsistencies, anxieties, and contradictions. He
found a contest still always going on in his breast between his promise
to keep Gowan in none but good aspects before the mind of Mr
Meagles, and his enforced observation of Gowan in aspects that had
no good in them. Nor could he quite support his own conscientious
nature against misgivings that he distorted and discoloured himself,
by reminding himself that he never sought those discoveries, and that
he would have avoided them with willingness and great relief. For he
never could forget what he had been; and he knew that he had once
disliked Gowan for no better reason than that he had come in his way.

Harassed by these thoughts, he now began to wish the marriage over,

Gowan and his young wife gone, and himself left to fulfil his promise,
and discharge the generous function he had accepted. This last week
was, in truth, an uneasy interval for the whole house. Before Pet, or
before Gowan, Mr Meagles was radiant; but Clennam had more than
once found him alone, with his view of the scales and scoop much
blurred, and had often seen him look after the lovers, in the garden or
elsewhere when he was not seen by them, with the old clouded face on
which Gowan had fallen like a shadow. In the arrangement of the
house for the great occasion, many little reminders of the old travels of
the father and mother and daughter had to be disturbed and passed
from hand to hand; and sometimes, in the midst of these mute
witnesses, to the life they had had together, even Pet herself would
yield to lamenting and weeping. Mrs Meagles, the blithest and busiest
of mothers, went about singing and cheering everybody; but she,
honest soul, had her flights into store rooms, where she would cry
until her eyes were red, and would then come out, attributing that
appearance to pickled onions and pepper, and singing clearer than
ever. Mrs Tickit, finding no balsam for a wounded mind in Buchan's
Domestic Medicine, suffered greatly from low spirits, and from moving
recollections of Minnie's infancy. When the latter was powerful with
her, she usually sent up secret messages importing that she was not
in parlour condition as to her attire, and that she solicited a sight of
'her child' in the kitchen; there, she would bless her child's face, and
bless her child's heart, and hug her child, in a medley of tears and
congratulations, chopping-boards, rolling-pins, and pie-crust, with the
tenderness of an old attached servant, which is a very pretty
tenderness indeed.

But all days come that are to be; and the marriage-day was to be, and
it came; and with it came all the Barnacles who were bidden to the
feast. There was Mr Tite Barnacle, from the Circumlocution Office,
and Mews Street, Grosvenor Square, with the expensive Mrs Tite
Barnacle NEE Stiltstalking, who made the Quarter Days so long in
coming, and the three expensive Miss Tite Barnacles, double-loaded
with accomplishments and ready to go off, and yet not going off with
the sharpness of flash and bang that might have been expected, but
rather hanging fire. There was Barnacle junior, also from the
Circumlocution Office, leaving the Tonnage of the country, which he
was somehow supposed to take under his protection, to look after
itself, and, sooth to say, not at all impairing the efficiency of its
protection by leaving it alone. There was the engaging Young
Barnacle, deriving from the sprightly side of the family, also from the
Circumlocution Office, gaily and agreeably helping the occasion along,
and treating it, in his sparkling way, as one of the official forms and
fees of the Church Department of How not to do it. There were three
other Young Barnacles from three other offices, insipid to all the
senses, and terribly in want of seasoning, doing the marriage as they
would have 'done' the Nile, Old Rome, the new singer, or Jerusalem.

But there was greater game than this. There was Lord Decimus Tite
Barnacle himself, in the odour of Circumlocution - with the very smell
of Despatch-Boxes upon him. Yes, there was Lord Decimus Tite
Barnacle, who had risen to official heights on the wings of one
indignant idea, and that was, My Lords, that I am yet to be told that it
behoves a Minister of this free country to set bounds to the
philanthropy, to cramp the charity, to fetter the public spirit, to
contract the enterprise, to damp the independent self- reliance, of its
people. That was, in other words, that this great statesman was
always yet to be told that it behoved the Pilot of the ship to do
anything but prosper in the private loaf and fish trade ashore, the
crew being able, by dint of hard pumping, to keep the ship above
water without him. On this sublime discovery in the great art How not
to do it, Lord Decimus had long sustained the highest glory of the
Barnacle family; and let any ill-advised member of either House but
try How to do it by bringing in a Bill to do it, that Bill was as good as
dead and buried when Lord Decimus Tite Barnacle rose up in his
place and solemnly said, soaring into indignant majesty as the
Circumlocution cheering soared around him, that he was yet to be
told, My Lords, that it behoved him as the Minister of this free
country, to set bounds to the philanthropy, to cramp the charity, to
fetter the public spirit, to contract the enterprise, to damp the
independent self- reliance, of its people. The discovery of this
Behoving Machine was the discovery of the political perpetual motion.
It never wore out, though it was always going round and round in all
the State Departments.

And there, with his noble friend and relative Lord Decimus, was
William Barnacle, who had made the ever-famous coalition with Tudor
Stiltstalking, and who always kept ready his own particular recipe for
How not to do it; sometimes tapping the Speaker, and drawing it fresh
out of him, with a 'First, I will beg you, sir, to inform the House what
Precedent we have for the course into which the honourable
gentleman would precipitate us;' sometimes asking the honourable
gentleman to favour him with his own version of the Precedent;
sometimes telling the honourable gentleman that he (William
Barnacle) would search for a Precedent; and oftentimes crushing the
honourable gentleman flat on the spot by telling him there was no
Precedent. But Precedent and Precipitate were, under all
circumstances, the well-matched pair of battle-horses of this able
Circumlocutionist. No matter that the unhappy honourable gentleman
had been trying in vain, for twenty-five years, to precipitate William
Barnacle into this - William Barnacle still put it to the House, and (at
second-hand or so) to the country, whether he was to be precipitated
into this. No matter that it was utterly irreconcilable with the nature
of things and course of events that the wretched honourable
gentleman could possibly produce a Precedent for this - William
Barnacle would nevertheless thank the honourable gentleman for that
ironical cheer, and would close with him upon that issue, and would
tell him to his teeth that there Was NO Precedent for this. It might
perhaps have been objected that the William Barnacle wisdom was not
high wisdom or the earth it bamboozled would never have been made,
or, if made in a rash mistake, would have remained blank mud. But
Precedent and Precipitate together frightened all objection out of most
people.

And there, too, was another Barnacle, a lively one, who had leaped
through twenty places in quick succession, and was always in two or
three at once, and who was the much-respected inventor of an art
which he practised with great success and admiration in all Barnacle
Governments. This was, when he was asked a Parliamentary question
on any one topic, to return an answer on any other. It had done
immense service, and brought him into high esteem with the
Circumlocution Office.

And there, too, was a sprinkling of less distinguished Parliamentary

Barnacles, who had not as yet got anything snug, and were going
through their probation to prove their worthiness. These Barnacles
perched upon staircases and hid in passages, waiting their orders to
make houses or not to make houses; and they did all their hearing,
and ohing, and cheering, and barking, under directions from the
heads of the family; and they put dummy motions on the paper in the
way of other men's motions; and they stalled disagreeable subjects off
until late in the night and late in the session, and then with virtuous
patriotism cried out that it was too late; and they went down into the
country, whenever they were sent, and swore that Lord Decimus had
revived trade from a swoon, and commerce from a fit, and had
doubled the harvest of corn, quadrupled the harvest of hay, and
prevented no end of gold from flying out of the Bank. Also these
Barnacles were dealt, by the heads of the family, like so many cards
below the court-cards, to public meetings and dinners; where they
bore testimony to all sorts of services on the part of their noble and
honourable relatives, and buttered the Barnacles on all sorts of toasts.
And they stood, under similar orders, at all sorts of elections; and they
turned out of their own seats, on the shortest notice and the most
unreasonable terms, to let in other men; and they fetched and carried,
and toadied and jobbed, and corrupted, and ate heaps of dirt, and
were indefatigable in the public service. And there was not a list, in all
the Circumlocution Office, of places that might fall vacant anywhere
within half a century, from a lord of the Treasury to a Chinese consul,
and up again to a governor-general of India, but as applicants for
such places, the names of some or of every one of these hungry and
adhesive Barnacles were down.

It was necessarily but a sprinkling of any class of Barnacles that

attended the marriage, for there were not two score in all, and what is
that subtracted from Legion! But the sprinkling was a swarm in the
Twickenham cottage, and filled it. A Barnacle (assisted by a Barnacle)
married the happy pair, and it behoved Lord Decimus Tite Barnacle
himself to conduct Mrs Meagles to breakfast.

The entertainment was not as agreeable and natural as it might have

been. Mr Meagles, hove down by his good company while he highly
appreciated it, was not himself. Mrs Gowan was herself, and that did
not improve him. The fiction that it was not Mr Meagles who had
stood in the way, but that it was the Family greatness, and that the
Family greatness had made a concession, and there was now a
soothing unanimity, pervaded the affair, though it was never openly
expressed. Then the Barnacles felt that they for their parts would have
done with the Meagleses when the present patronising occasion was
over; and the Meagleses felt the same for their parts. Then Gowan
asserting his rights as a disappointed man who had his grudge
against the family, and who, perhaps, had allowed his mother to have
them there, as much in the hope it might give them some annoyance
as with any other benevolent object, aired his pencil and his poverty
ostentatiously before them, and told them he hoped in time to settle a
crust of bread and cheese on his wife, and that he begged such of
them as (more fortunate than himself) came in for any good thing, and
could buy a picture, to please to remember the poor painter. Then
Lord Decimus, who was a wonder on his own Parliamentary pedestal,
turned out to be the windiest creature here: proposing happiness to
the bride and bridegroom in a series of platitudes that would have
made the hair of any sincere disciple and believer stand on end; and
trotting, with the complacency of an idiotic elephant, among howling
labyrinths of sentences which he seemed to take for high roads, and
never so much as wanted to get out of. Then Mr Tite Barnacle could
not but feel that there was a person in company, who would have
disturbed his life-long sitting to Sir Thomas Lawrence in full official
character, if such disturbance had been possible: while Barnacle
junior did, with indignation, communicate to two vapid gentlemen, his
relatives, that there was a feller here, look here, who had come to our
Department without an appointment and said he wanted to know, you
know; and that, look here, if he was to break out now, as he might
you know (for you never could tell what an ungentlemanly Radical of
that sort would be up to next), and was to say, look here, that he
wanted to know this moment, you know, that would be jolly; wouldn't
it?

The pleasantest part of the occasion by far, to Clennam, was the

painfullest. When Mr and Mrs Meagles at last hung about Pet in the
room with the two pictures (where the company were not), before
going with her to the threshold which she could never recross to be
the old Pet and the old delight, nothing could be more natural and
simple than the three were. Gowan himself was touched, and
answered Mr Meagles's 'O Gowan, take care of her, take care of her!'
with an earnest 'Don't be so broken-hearted, sir. By Heaven I will!'

And so, with the last sobs and last loving words, and a last look to
Clennam of confidence in his promise, Pet fell back in the carriage,
and her husband waved his hand, and they were away for Dover;
though not until the faithful Mrs Tickit, in her silk gown and jet black
curls, had rushed out from some hiding-place, and thrown both her
shoes after the carriage: an apparition which occasioned great
surprise to the distinguished company at the windows.

The said company being now relieved from further attendance, and
the chief Barnacles being rather hurried (for they had it in hand just
then to send a mail or two which was in danger of going straight to its
destination, beating about the seas like the Flying Dutchman, and to
arrange with complexity for the stoppage of a good deal of important
business otherwise in peril of being done), went their several ways;
with all affability conveying to Mr and Mrs Meagles that general
assurance that what they had been doing there, they had been doing
at a sacrifice for Mr and Mrs Meagles's good, which they always
conveyed to Mr John Bull in their official condescension to that most
unfortunate creature.
A miserable blank remained in the house and in the hearts of the
father and mother and Clennam. Mr Meagles called only one
remembrance to his aid, that really did him good.

'It's very gratifying, Arthur,' he said, 'after all, to look back upon.'

'The past?' said Clennam.

'Yes - but I mean the company.'

It had made him much more low and unhappy at the time, but now it
really did him good. 'It's very gratifying,' he said, often repeating the
remark in the course of the evening. 'Such high company!'
Chapter XXXV - What Was Behind Mr Pancks On Little Dorrit's
Hand

It was at this time that Mr Pancks, in discharge of his compact with

Clennam, revealed to him the whole of his gipsy story, and told him
Little Dorrit's fortune. Her father was heir-at-law to a great estate that
had long lain unknown of, unclaimed, and accumulating. His right
was now clear, nothing interposed in his way, the Marshalsea gates
stood open, the Marshalsea walls were down, a few flourishes of his
pen, and he was extremely rich.

In his tracking out of the claim to its complete establishment, Mr

Pancks had shown a sagacity that nothing could baffle, and a patience
and secrecy that nothing could tire. 'I little thought, sir,' said Pancks,
'when you and I crossed Smithfield that night, and I told you what
sort of a Collector I was, that this would come of it. I little thought, sir,
when I told you you were not of the Clennams of Cornwall, that I was
ever going to tell you who were of the Dorrits of Dorsetshire.' He then
went on to detail. How, having that name recorded in his note-book,
he was first attracted by the name alone. How, having often found two
exactly similar names, even belonging to the same place, to involve no
traceable consanguinity, near or distant, he did not at first give much
heed to this, except in the way of speculation as to what a surprising
change would be made in the condition of a little seamstress, if she
could be shown to have any interest in so large a property. How he
rather supposed himself to have pursued the idea into its next degree,
because there was something uncommon in the quiet little
seamstress, which pleased him and provoked his curiosity.

How he had felt his way inch by inch, and 'Moled it out, sir' (that was
Mr Pancks's expression), grain by grain. How, in the beginning of the
labour described by this new verb, and to render which the more
expressive Mr Pancks shut his eyes in pronouncing it and shook his
hair over them, he had alternated from sudden lights and hopes to
sudden darkness and no hopes, and back again, and back again. How
he had made acquaintances in the Prison, expressly that he might
come and go there as all other comers and goers did; and how his first
ray of light was unconsciously given him by Mr Dorrit himself and by
his son; to both of whom he easily became known; with both of whom
he talked much, casually ('but always Moleing you'll observe,' said Mr
Pancks): and from whom he derived, without being at all suspected,
two or three little points of family history which, as he began to hold
clues of his own, suggested others. How it had at length become plain
to Mr Pancks that he had made a real discovery of the heir-at-law to a
great fortune, and that his discovery had but to be ripened to legal
fulness and perfection. How he had, thereupon, sworn his landlord,
Mr Rugg, to secrecy in a solemn manner, and taken him into Moleing
partnership.
How they had employed John Chivery as their sole clerk and agent,
seeing to whom he was devoted. And how, until the present hour,
when authorities mighty in the Bank and learned in the law declared
their successful labours ended, they had confided in no other human
being.

'So if the whole thing had broken down, sir,' concluded Pancks, 'at the
very last, say the day before the other day when I showed you our
papers in the Prison yard, or say that very day, nobody but ourselves
would have been cruelly disappointed, or a penny the worse.'

Clennam, who had been almost incessantly shaking hands with him
throughout the narrative, was reminded by this to say, in an
amazement which even the preparation he had had for the main
disclosure smoothed down, 'My dear Mr Pancks, this must have cost
you a great sum of money.'

'Pretty well, sir,' said the triumphant Pancks. 'No trifle, though we did
it as cheap as it could be done. And the outlay was a difficulty, let me
tell you.'

'A difficulty!' repeated Clennam. 'But the difficulties you have so

wonderfully conquered in the whole business!' shaking his hand
again.

'I'll tell you how I did it,' said the delighted Pancks, putting his hair
into a condition as elevated as himself. 'First, I spent all I had of my
own. That wasn't much.'

'I am sorry for it,' said Clennam: 'not that it matters now, though.
Then, what did you do?'

'Then,' answered Pancks, 'I borrowed a sum of my proprietor.'

'Of Mr Casby?' said Clennam. 'He's a fine old fellow.'

'Noble old boy; an't he?' said Mr Pancks, entering on a series of the
dryest snorts. 'Generous old buck. Confiding old boy. Philanthropic
old buck. Benevolent old boy! Twenty per cent. I engaged to pay him,
sir. But we never do business for less at our shop.'

Arthur felt an awkward consciousness of having, in his exultant

condition, been a little premature.

'I said to that boiling-over old Christian,' Mr Pancks pursued,

appearing greatly to relish this descriptive epithet, 'that I had got a
little project on hand; a hopeful one; I told him a hopeful one; which
wanted a certain small capital. I proposed to him to lend me the
money on my note. Which he did, at twenty; sticking the twenty on in
a business-like way, and putting it into the note, to look like a part of
the principal. If I had broken down after that, I should have been his
grubber for the next seven years at half wages and double grind. But
he's a perfect Patriarch; and it would do a man good to serve him on
such terms - on any terms.'

Arthur for his life could not have said with confidence whether Pancks
really thought so or not.

'When that was gone, sir,' resumed Pancks, 'and it did go, though I
dribbled it out like so much blood, I had taken Mr Rugg into the
secret. I proposed to borrow of Mr Rugg (or of Miss Rugg; it's the same
thing; she made a little money by a speculation in the Common Pleas
once). He lent it at ten, and thought that pretty high. But Mr Rugg's a
red-haired man, sir, and gets his hair cut. And as to the crown of his
hat, it's high. And as to the brim of his hat, it's narrow. And there's no
more benevolence bubbling out of him, than out of a ninepin.'

'Your own recompense for all this, Mr Pancks,' said Clennam, 'ought
to be a large one.'

'I don't mistrust getting it, sir,' said Pancks. 'I have made no bargain. I
owed you one on that score; now I have paid it. Money out of pocket
made good, time fairly allowed for, and Mr Rugg's bill settled, a
thousand pounds would be a fortune to me. That matter I place in
your hands. I authorize you now to break all this to the family in any
way you think best. Miss Amy Dorrit will be with Mrs Finching this
morning. The sooner done the better. Can't be done too soon.'

This conversation took place in Clennam's bed-room, while he was yet

in bed. For Mr Pancks had knocked up the house and made his way
in, very early in the morning; and, without once sitting down or
standing still, had delivered himself of the whole of his details
(illustrated with a variety of documents) at the bedside. He now said
he would 'go and look up Mr Rugg', from whom his excited state of
mind appeared to require another back; and bundling up his papers,
and exchanging one more hearty shake of the hand with Clennam, he
went at full speed down-stairs, and steamed off.

Clennam, of course, resolved to go direct to Mr Casby's. He dressed

and got out so quickly that he found himself at the corner of the
patriarchal street nearly an hour before her time; but he was not sorry
to have the opportunity of calming himself with a leisurely walk.

When he returned to the street, and had knocked at the bright brass
knocker, he was informed that she had come, and was shown up-
stairs to Flora's breakfast-room. Little Dorrit was not there herself,
but Flora was, and testified the greatest amazement at seeing him.

'Good gracious, Arthur - Doyce and Clennam!' cried that lady, 'who
would have ever thought of seeing such a sight as this and pray
excuse a wrapper for upon my word I really never and a faded check
too which is worse but our little friend is making me a, not that I need
mind mentioning it to you for you must know that there are such
things a skirt, and having arranged that a trying on should take place
after breakfast is the reason though I wish not so badly starched.'

'I ought to make an apology,' said Arthur, 'for so early and abrupt a
visit; but you will excuse it when I tell you the cause.'

'In times for ever fled Arthur,' returned Mrs Finching, 'pray excuse me
Doyce and Clennam infinitely more correct and though
unquestionably distant still 'tis distance lends enchantment to the
view, at least I don't mean that and if I did I suppose it would depend
considerably on the nature of the view, but I'm running on again and
you put it all out of my head.'

She glanced at him tenderly, and resumed:

'In times for ever fled I was going to say it would have sounded strange
indeed for Arthur Clennam - Doyce and Clennam naturally quite
different - to make apologies for coming here at any time, but that is
past and what is past can never be recalled except in his own case as
poor Mr F. said when he was in spirits Cucumber and therefore never
ate it.'

She was making the tea when Arthur came in, and now hastily
finished that operation.

'Papa,' she said, all mystery and whisper, as she shut down the tea-
pot lid, 'is sitting prosingly breaking his new laid egg in the back
parlour over the City article exactly like the Woodpecker Tapping and
need never know that you are here, and our little friend you are well
aware may be fully trusted when she comes down from cutting out on
the large table overhead.'

Arthur then told her, in the fewest words, that it was their little friend
he came to see; and what he had to announce to their little friend. At
which astounding intelligence, Flora clasped her hands, fell into a
tremble, and shed tears of sympathy and pleasure, like the good-
natured creature she really was.

'For goodness sake let me get out of the way first,' said Flora, putting
her hands to her ears and moving towards the door, 'or I know I shall
go off dead and screaming and make everybody worse, and the dear
little thing only this morning looking so nice and neat and good and
yet so poor and now a fortune is she really and deserves it too! and
might I mention it to Mr F.'s Aunt Arthur not Doyce and Clennam for
this once or if objectionable not on any account.'

Arthur nodded his free permission, since Flora shut out all verbal
communication. Flora nodded in return to thank him, and hurried out
of the room.

Little Dorrit's step was already on the stairs, and in another moment
she was at the door. Do what he could to compose his face, he could
not convey so much of an ordinary expression into it, but that the
moment she saw it she dropped her work, and cried, 'Mr Clennam!
What's the matter?'

' Nothing, nothing. That is, no misfortune has happened. I have come
to tell you something, but it is a piece of great good- fortune.' 'Good-
fortune?'

'Wonderful fortune!'

They stood in a window, and her eyes, full of light, were fixed upon his
face. He put an arm about her, seeing her likely to sink down. She put
a hand upon that arm, partly to rest upon it, and partly so to preserve
their relative positions as that her intent look at him should be
shaken by no change of attitude in either of them. Her lips seemed to
repeat 'Wonderful fortune?' He repeated it again, aloud.

'Dear Little Dorrit! Your father.'

The ice of the pale face broke at the word, and little lights and shoots
of expression passed all over it. They were all expressions of pain. Her
breath was faint and hurried. Her heart beat fast. He would have
clasped the little figure closer, but he saw that the eyes appealed to
him not to be moved.

'Your father can be free within this week. He does not know it; we
must go to him from here, to tell him of it. Your father will be free
within a few days. Your father will be free within a few hours.
Remember we must go to him from here, to tell him of it!'

That brought her back. Her eyes were closing, but they opened again.

'This is not all the good-fortune. This is not all the wonderful good-
fortune, my dear Little Dorrit. Shall I tell you more?'

Her lips shaped 'Yes.'

'Your father will be no beggar when he is free. He will want for
nothing. Shall I tell you more? Remember! He knows nothing of it; we
must go to him, from here, to tell him of it!'

She seemed to entreat him for a little time. He held her in his arm,
and, after a pause, bent down his ear to listen.

'Did you ask me to go on?'

'Yes.'

'He will be a rich man. He is a rich man. A great sum of money is

waiting to be paid over to him as his inheritance; you are all
henceforth very wealthy. Bravest and best of children, I thank Heaven
that you are rewarded!'

As he kissed her, she turned her head towards his shoulder, and
raised her arm towards his neck; cried out 'Father! Father! Father!'
and swooned away.

Upon which Flora returned to take care of her, and hovered about her
on a sofa, intermingling kind offices and incoherent scraps of
conversation in a manner so confounding, that whether she pressed
the Marshalsea to take a spoonful of unclaimed dividends, for it would
do her good; or whether she congratulated Little Dorrit's father on
coming into possession of a hundred thousand smelling- bottles; or
whether she explained that she put seventy-five thousand drops of
spirits of lavender on fifty thousand pounds of lump sugar, and that
she entreated Little Dorrit to take that gentle restorative; or whether
she bathed the foreheads of Doyce and Clennam in vinegar, and gave
the late Mr F. more air; no one with any sense of responsibility could
have undertaken to decide. A tributary stream of confusion, moreover,
poured in from an adjoining bedroom, where Mr F.'s Aunt appeared,
from the sound of her voice, to be in a horizontal posture, awaiting her
breakfast; and from which bower that inexorable lady snapped off
short taunts, whenever she could get a hearing, as, 'Don't believe it's
his doing!' and 'He needn't take no credit to himself for it!' and 'It'll be
long enough, I expect, afore he'll give up any of his own money!' all
designed to disparage Clennam's share in the discovery, and to relieve
those inveterate feelings with which Mr F.'s Aunt regarded him.

But Little Dorrit's solicitude to get to her father, and to carry the joyful
tidings to him, and not to leave him in his jail a moment with this
happiness in store for him and still unknown to him, did more for her
speedy restoration than all the skill and attention on earth could have
done. 'Come with me to my dear father. Pray come and tell my dear
father!' were the first words she said. Her father, her father. She spoke
of nothing but him, thought of nothing but him. Kneeling down and
pouring out her thankfulness with uplifted hands, her thanks were for
her father.

Flora's tenderness was quite overcome by this, and she launched out
among the cups and saucers into a wonderful flow of tears and
speech.

'I declare,' she sobbed, 'I never was so cut up since your mama and
my papa not Doyce and Clennam for this once but give the precious
little thing a cup of tea and make her put it to her lips at least pray
Arthur do, not even Mr F.'s last illness for that was of another kind
and gout is not a child's affection though very painful for all parties
and Mr F. a martyr with his leg upon a rest and the wine trade in
itself inflammatory for they will do it more or less among themselves
and who can wonder, it seems like a dream I am sure to think of
nothing at all this morning and now Mines of money is it really, but
you must know my darling love because you never will be strong
enough to tell him all about it upon teaspoons, mightn't it be even
best to try the directions of my own medical man for though the
flavour is anything but agreeable still I force myself to do it as a
prescription and find the benefit, you'd rather not why no my dear I'd
rather not but still I do it as a duty, everybody will congratulate you
some in earnest and some not and many will congratulate you with all
their hearts but none more so I do assure you from the bottom of my
own I do myself though sensible of blundering and being stupid, and
will be judged by Arthur not Doyce and Clennam for this once so
good-bye darling and God bless you and may you be very happy and
excuse the liberty, vowing that the dress shall never be finished by
anybody else but shall be laid by for a keepsake just as it is and called
Little Dorrit though why that strangest of denominations at any time I
never did myself and now I never shall!'

Thus Flora, in taking leave of her favourite. Little Dorrit thanked her,
and embraced her, over and over again; and finally came out of the
house with Clennam, and took coach for the Marshalsea.

It was a strangely unreal ride through the old squalid streets, with a
sensation of being raised out of them into an airy world of wealth and
grandeur. When Arthur told her that she would soon ride in her own
carriage through very different scenes, when all the familiar
experiences would have vanished away, she looked frightened. But
when he substituted her father for herself, and told her how he would
ride in his carriage, and how great and grand he would be, her tears of
joy and innocent pride fell fast. Seeing that the happiness her mind
could realise was all shining upon him, Arthur kept that single figure
before her; and so they rode brightly through the poor streets in the
prison neighbourhood to carry him the great news.
When Mr Chivery, who was on duty, admitted them into the Lodge, he
saw something in their faces which filled him with astonishment. He
stood looking after them, when they hurried into the prison, as though
he perceived that they had come back accompanied by a ghost a-
piece. Two or three Collegians whom they passed, looked after them
too, and presently joining Mr Chivery, formed a little group on the
Lodge steps, in the midst of which there spontaneously originated a
whisper that the Father was going to get his discharge. Within a few
minutes, it was heard in the remotest room in the College.

Little Dorrit opened the door from without, and they both entered. He
was sitting in his old grey gown and his old black cap, in the sunlight
by the window, reading his newspaper. His glasses were in his hand,
and he had just looked round; surprised at first, no doubt, by her step
upon the stairs, not expecting her until night; surprised again, by
seeing Arthur Clennam in her company. As they came in, the same
unwonted look in both of them which had already caught attention in
the yard below, struck him. He did not rise or speak, but laid down
his glasses and his newspaper on the table beside him, and looked at
them with his mouth a little open and his lips trembling. When Arthur
put out his hand, he touched it, but not with his usual state; and
then he turned to his daughter, who had sat down close beside him
with her hands upon his shoulder, and looked attentively in her face.

'Father! I have been made so happy this morning!'

'You have been made so happy, my dear?'

'By Mr Clennam, father. He brought me such joyful and wonderful

intelligence about you! If he had not with his great kindness and
gentleness, prepared me for it, father - prepared me for it, father - I
think I could not have borne it.'

Her agitation was exceedingly great, and the tears rolled down her
face. He put his hand suddenly to his heart, and looked at Clennam.

'Compose yourself, sir,' said Clennam, 'and take a little time to think.
To think of the brightest and most fortunate accidents of life. We have
all heard of great surprises of joy. They are not at an end, sir. They are
rare, but not at an end.'

'Mr Clennam? Not at an end? Not at an end for - ' He touched himself
upon the breast, instead of saying 'me.'

'No,' returned Clennam.

'What surprise,' he asked, keeping his left hand over his heart, and
there stopping in his speech, while with his right hand he put his
glasses exactly level on the table: 'what such surprise can be in store
for me?'

'Let me answer with another question. Tell me, Mr Dorrit, what

surprise would be the most unlooked for and the most acceptable to
you. Do not be afraid to imagine it, or to say what it would be.'

He looked steadfastly at Clennam, and, so looking at him, seemed to

change into a very old haggard man. The sun was bright upon the wall
beyond the window, and on the spikes at top. He slowly stretched out
the hand that had been upon his heart, and pointed at the wall.

'It is down,' said Clennam. 'Gone!'

He remained in the same attitude, looking steadfastly at him.

'And in its place,' said Clennam, slowly and distinctly, 'are the means
to possess and enjoy the utmost that they have so long shut out. Mr
Dorrit, there is not the smallest doubt that within a few days you will
be free, and highly prosperous. I congratulate you with all my soul on
this change of fortune, and on the happy future into which you are
soon to carry the treasure you have been blest with here - the best of
all the riches you can have elsewhere - the treasure at your side.'

With those words, he pressed his hand and released it; and his
daughter, laying her face against his, encircled him in the hour of his
prosperity with her arms, as she had in the long years of his adversity
encircled him with her love and toil and truth; and poured out her full
heart in gratitude, hope, joy, blissful ecstasy, and all for him.

'I shall see him as I never saw him yet. I shall see my dear love, with
the dark cloud cleared away. I shall see him, as my poor mother saw
him long ago. O my dear, my dear! O father, father! O thank God,
thank God!'

He yielded himself to her kisses and caresses, but did not return
them, except that he put an arm about her. Neither did he say one
word. His steadfast look was now divided between her and Clennam,
and he began to shake as if he were very cold. Explaining to Little
Dorrit that he would run to the coffee-house for a bottle of wine,
Arthur fetched it with all the haste he could use. While it was being
brought from the cellar to the bar, a number of excited people asked
him what had happened; when he hurriedly informed them that Mr
Dorrit had succeeded to a fortune.

On coming back with the wine in his hand, he found that she had
placed her father in his easy chair, and had loosened his shirt and
neckcloth. They filled a tumbler with wine, and held it to his lips.
When he had swallowed a little, he took the glass himself and emptied
it. Soon after that, he leaned back in his chair and cried, with his
handkerchief before his face.

After this had lasted a while Clennam thought it a good season for
diverting his attention from the main surprise, by relating its details.
Slowly, therefore, and in a quiet tone of voice, he explained them as
best he could, and enlarged on the nature of Pancks's service.

'He shall be - ha - he shall be handsomely recompensed, sir,' said the

Father, starting up and moving hurriedly about the room. 'Assure
yourself, Mr Clennam, that everybody concerned shall be - ha - shall
be nobly rewarded. No one, my dear sir, shall say that he has an
unsatisfied claim against me. I shall repay the - hum - the advances I
have had from you, sir, with peculiar pleasure. I beg to be informed at
your earliest convenience, what advances you have made my son.'

He had no purpose in going about the room, but he was not still a
moment.

'Everybody,' he said, 'shall be remembered. I will not go away from

here in anybody's debt. All the people who have been - ha - well
behaved towards myself and my family, shall be rewarded. Chivery
shall be rewarded. Young John shall be rewarded. I particularly wish,
and intend, to act munificently, Mr Clennam.'

'Will you allow me,' said Arthur, laying his purse on the table, 'to
supply any present contingencies, Mr Dorrit? I thought it best to bring
a sum of money for the purpose.'

'Thank you, sir, thank you. I accept with readiness, at the present
moment, what I could not an hour ago have conscientiously taken. I
am obliged to you for the temporary accommodation. Exceedingly
temporary, but well timed - well timed.' His hand had closed upon the
money, and he carried it about with him. 'Be so kind, sir, as to add
the amount to those former advances to which I have already referred;
being careful, if you please, not to omit advances made to my son. A
mere verbal statement of the gross amount is all I shall - ha - all I
shall require.'

His eye fell upon his daughter at this point, and he stopped for a
moment to kiss her, and to pat her head.

'It will be necessary to find a milliner, my love, and to make a speedy

and complete change in your very plain dress. Something must be
done with Maggy too, who at present is - ha - barely respectable,
barely respectable. And your sister, Amy, and your brother. And my
brother, your uncle - poor soul, I trust this will rouse him -
messengers must be despatched to fetch them. They must be
informed of this. We must break it to them cautiously, but they must
be informed directly. We owe it as a duty to them and to ourselves,
from this moment, not to let them - hum - not to let them do
anything.'

This was the first intimation he had ever given, that he was privy to
the fact that they did something for a livelihood.

He was still jogging about the room, with the purse clutched in his
hand, when a great cheering arose in the yard. 'The news has spread
already,' said Clennam, looking down from the window. 'Will you show
yourself to them, Mr Dorrit? They are very earnest, and they evidently
wish it.'

'I - hum - ha - I confess I could have desired, Amy my dear,' he said,

jogging about in a more feverish flutter than before, 'to have made
some change in my dress first, and to have bought a - hum - a watch
and chain. But if it must be done as it is, it - ha - it must be done.
Fasten the collar of my shirt, my dear. Mr Clennam, would you oblige
me - hum - with a blue neckcloth you will find in that drawer at your
elbow. Button my coat across at the chest, my love. It looks - ha - it
looks broader, buttoned.'

With his trembling hand he pushed his grey hair up, and then, taking
Clennam and his daughter for supporters, appeared at the window
leaning on an arm of each. The Collegians cheered him very heartily,
and he kissed his hand to them with great urbanity and protection.
When he withdrew into the room again, he said 'Poor creatures!' in a
tone of much pity for their miserable condition.

Little Dorrit was deeply anxious that he should lie down to compose
himself. On Arthur's speaking to her of his going to inform Pancks
that he might now appear as soon as he would, and pursue the joyful
business to its close, she entreated him in a whisper to stay with her
until her father should be quite calm and at rest. He needed no
second entreaty; and she prepared her father's bed, and begged him to
lie down. For another half-hour or more he would be persuaded to do
nothing but go about the room, discussing with himself the
probabilities for and against the Marshal's allowing the whole of the
prisoners to go to the windows of the official residence which
commanded the street, to see himself and family depart for ever in a
carriage - which, he said, he thought would be a Sight for them. But
gradually he began to droop and tire, and at last stretched himself
upon the bed.
She took her faithful place beside him, fanning him and cooling his
forehead; and he seemed to be falling asleep (always with the money
in his hand), when he unexpectedly sat up and said:

'Mr Clennam, I beg your pardon. Am I to understand, my dear sir,

that I could - ha - could pass through the Lodge at this moment, and -
hum - take a walk?'

'I think not, Mr Dorrit,' was the unwilling reply. 'There are certain
forms to be completed; and although your detention here is now in
itself a form, I fear it is one that for a little longer has to be observed
too.'

At this he shed tears again.

'It is but a few hours, sir,' Clennam cheerfully urged upon him.

'A few hours, sir,' he returned in a sudden passion. 'You talk very
easily of hours, sir! How long do you suppose, sir, that an hour is to a
man who is choking for want of air?'

It was his last demonstration for that time; as, after shedding some
more tears and querulously complaining that he couldn't breathe, he
slowly fell into a slumber. Clennam had abundant occupation for his
thoughts, as he sat in the quiet room watching the father on his bed,
and the daughter fanning his face. Little Dorrit had been thinking too.
After softly putting his grey hair aside, and touching his forehead with
her lips, she looked towards Arthur, who came nearer to her, and
pursued in a low whisper the subject of her thoughts.

'Mr Clennam, will he pay all his debts before he leaves here?'

'No doubt. All.'

'All the debts for which he had been imprisoned here, all my life and
longer?'

'No doubt.'

There was something of uncertainty and remonstrance in her look;

something that was not all satisfaction. He wondered to detect it, and
said:

'You are glad that he should do so?'

'Are you?' asked Little Dorrit, wistfully.

'Am I? Most heartily glad!'

'Then I know I ought to be.'

'And are you not?'

'It seems to me hard,' said Little Dorrit, 'that he should have lost so
many years and suffered so much, and at last pay all the debts as
well. It seems to me hard that he should pay in life and money both.'

'My dear child - ' Clennam was beginning.

'Yes, I know I am wrong,' she pleaded timidly, 'don't think any worse
of me; it has grown up with me here.'

The prison, which could spoil so many things, had tainted Little
Dorrit's mind no more than this. Engendered as the confusion was, in
compassion for the poor prisoner, her father, it was the first speck
Clennam had ever seen, it was the last speck Clennam ever saw, of
the prison atmosphere upon her.

He thought this, and forebore to say another word. With the thought,
her purity and goodness came before him in their brightest light. The
little spot made them the more beautiful.

Worn out with her own emotions, and yielding to the silence of the
room, her hand slowly slackened and failed in its fanning movement,
and her head dropped down on the pillow at her father's side.
Clennam rose softly, opened and closed the door without a sound, and
passed from the prison, carrying the quiet with him into the turbulent
streets.
Chapter XXVI - The Marshalsea Becomes An Orphan

And now the day arrived when Mr Dorrit and his family were to leave
the prison for ever, and the stones of its much-trodden pavement were
to know them no more.

The interval had been short, but he had greatly complained of its
length, and had been imperious with Mr Rugg touching the delay. He
had been high with Mr Rugg, and had threatened to employ some one
else. He had requested Mr Rugg not to presume upon the place in
which he found him, but to do his duty, sir, and to do it with
promptitude. He had told Mr Rugg that he knew what lawyers and
agents were, and that he would not submit to imposition. On that
gentleman's humbly representing that he exerted himself to the
utmost, Miss Fanny was very short with him; desiring to know what
less he could do, when he had been told a dozen times that money
was no object, and expressing her suspicion that he forgot whom he
talked to.

Towards the Marshal, who was a Marshal of many years' standing,

and with whom he had never had any previous difference, Mr Dorrit
comported himself with severity. That officer, on personally tendering
his congratulations, offered the free use of two rooms in his house for
Mr Dorrit's occupation until his departure. Mr Dorrit thanked him at
the moment, and replied that he would think of it; but the Marshal
was no sooner gone than he sat down and wrote him a cutting note, in
which he remarked that he had never on any former occasion had the
honour of receiving his congratulations (which was true, though
indeed there had not been anything particular to congratulate him
upon), and that he begged, on behalf of himself and family, to
repudiate the Marshal's offer, with all those thanks which its
disinterested character and its perfect independence of all worldly
considerations demanded.

Although his brother showed so dim a glimmering of interest in their

altered fortunes that it was very doubtful whether he understood
them, Mr Dorrit caused him to be measured for new raiment by the
hosiers, tailors, hatters, and bootmakers whom he called in for
himself; and ordered that his old clothes should be taken from him
and burned. Miss Fanny and Mr Tip required no direction in making
an appearance of great fashion and elegance; and the three passed
this interval together at the best hotel in the neighbourhood - though
truly, as Miss Fanny said, the best was very indifferent. In connection
with that establishment, Mr Tip hired a cabriolet, horse, and groom, a
very neat turn out, which was usually to be observed for two or three
hours at a time gracing the Borough High Street, outside the
Marshalsea court-yard. A modest little hired chariot and pair was also
frequently to be seen there; in alighting from and entering which
vehicle, Miss Fanny fluttered the Marshal's daughters by the display
of inaccessible bonnets.

A great deal of business was transacted in this short period. Among

other items, Messrs Peddle and Pool, solicitors, of Monument Yard,
were instructed by their client Edward Dorrit, Esquire, to address a
letter to Mr Arthur Clennam, enclosing the sum of twenty- four
pounds nine shillings and eightpence, being the amount of principal
and interest computed at the rate of five per cent. per annum, in
which their client believed himself to be indebted to Mr Clennam. In
making this communication and remittance, Messrs Peddle and Pool
were further instructed by their client to remind Mr Clennam that the
favour of the advance now repaid (including gate-fees) had not been
asked of him, and to inform him that it would not have been accepted
if it had been openly proffered in his name. With which they requested
a stamped receipt, and remained his obedient servants. A great deal of
business had likewise to be done, within the so-soon-to-be-orphaned
Marshalsea, by Mr Dorrit so long its Father, chiefly arising out of
applications made to him by Collegians for small sums of money. To
these he responded with the greatest liberality, and with no lack of
formality; always first writing to appoint a time at which the applicant
might wait upon him in his room, and then receiving him in the midst
of a vast accumulation of documents, and accompanying his donation
(for he said in every such case, 'it is a donation, not a loan') with a
great deal of good counsel: to the effect that he, the expiring Father of
the Marshalsea, hoped to be long remembered, as an example that a
man might preserve his own and the general respect even there.

The Collegians were not envious. Besides that they had a personal
and traditional regard for a Collegian of so many years' standing, the
event was creditable to the College, and made it famous in the
newspapers. Perhaps more of them thought, too, than were quite
aware of it, that the thing might in the lottery of chances have
happened to themselves, or that something of the sort might yet
happen to themselves some day or other. They took it very well. A few
were low at the thought of being left behind, and being left poor; but
even these did not grudge the family their brilliant reverse. There
might have been much more envy in politer places. It seems probable
that mediocrity of fortune would have been disposed to be less
magnanimous than the Collegians, who lived from hand to mouth -
from the pawnbroker's hand to the day's dinner.

They got up an address to him, which they presented in a neat frame

and glass (though it was not afterwards displayed in the family
mansion or preserved among the family papers); and to which he
returned a gracious answer. In that document he assured them, in a
Royal manner, that he received the profession of their attachment
with a full conviction of its sincerity; and again generally exhorted
them to follow his example - which, at least in so far as coming into a
great property was concerned, there is no doubt they would have
gladly imitated. He took the same occasion of inviting them to a
comprehensive entertainment, to be given to the whole College in the
yard, and at which he signified he would have the honour of taking a
parting glass to the health and happiness of all those whom he was
about to leave behind.

He did not in person dine at this public repast (it took place at two in
the afternoon, and his dinners now came in from the hotel at six), but
his son was so good as to take the head of the principal table, and to
be very free and engaging. He himself went about among the
company, and took notice of individuals, and saw that the viands were
of the quality he had ordered, and that all were served. On the whole,
he was like a baron of the olden time in a rare good humour. At the
conclusion of the repast, he pledged his guests in a bumper of old
Madeira; and told them that he hoped they had enjoyed themselves,
and what was more, that they would enjoy themselves for the rest of
the evening; that he wished them well; and that he bade them
welcome.

His health being drunk with acclamations, he was not so baronial

after all but that in trying to return thanks he broke down, in the
manner of a mere serf with a heart in his breast, and wept before
them all. After this great success, which he supposed to be a failure,
he gave them 'Mr Chivery and his brother officers;' whom he had
beforehand presented with ten pounds each, and who were all in
attendance. Mr Chivery spoke to the toast, saying, What you
undertake to lock up, lock up; but remember that you are, in the
words of the fettered African, a man and a brother ever. The list of
toasts disposed of, Mr Dorrit urbanely went through the motions of
playing a game of skittles with the Collegian who was the next oldest
inhabitant to himself; and left the tenantry to their diversions.

But all these occurrences preceded the final day. And now the day
arrived when he and his family were to leave the prison for ever, and
when the stones of its much-trodden pavement were to know them no
more.

Noon was the hour appointed for the departure. As it approached,

there was not a Collegian within doors, nor a turnkey absent. The
latter class of gentlemen appeared in their Sunday clothes, and the
greater part of the Collegians were brightened up as much as
circumstances allowed. Two or three flags were even displayed, and
the children put on odds and ends of ribbon. Mr Dorrit himself, at this
trying time, preserved a serious but graceful dignity. Much of his great
attention was given to his brother, as to whose bearing on the great
occasion he felt anxious.
'My dear Frederick,' said he, 'if you will give me your arm we will pass
among our friends together. I think it is right that we should go out
arm in arm, my dear Frederick.'

'Hah!' said Frederick. 'Yes, yes, yes, yes.' 'And if, my dear Frederick - if
you could, without putting any great constraint upon yourself, throw
a little (pray excuse me, Frederick), a little Polish into your usual
demeanour - '

'William, William,' said the other, shaking his head, 'it's for you to do
all that. I don't know how. All forgotten, forgotten!'

'But, my dear fellow,' returned William, 'for that very reason, if for no
other, you must positively try to rouse yourself. What you have
forgotten you must now begin to recall, my dear Frederick. Your
position - '

'Eh?' said Frederick.

'Your position, my dear Frederick.'

'Mine?' He looked first at his own figure, and then at his brother's,
and then, drawing a long breath, cried, 'Hah, to be sure! Yes, yes, yes.'
'Your position, my dear Frederick, is now a fine one. Your position, as
my brother, is a very fine one. And I know that it belongs to your
conscientious nature to try to become worthy of it, my dear Frederick,
and to try to adorn it. To be no discredit to it, but to adorn it.'

'William,' said the other weakly, and with a sigh, 'I will do anything
you wish, my brother, provided it lies in my power. Pray be so kind as
to recollect what a limited power mine is. What would you wish me to
do to-day, brother? Say what it is, only say what it is.'

'My dearest Frederick, nothing. It is not worth troubling so good a

heart as yours with.'

'Pray trouble it,' returned the other. 'It finds it no trouble, William, to
do anything it can for you.'

William passed his hand across his eyes, and murmured with august
satisfaction, 'Blessings on your attachment, my poor dear fellow!' Then
he said aloud, 'Well, my dear Frederick, if you will only try, as we walk
out, to show that you are alive to the occasion - that you think about
it - '

'What would you advise me to think about it?' returned his submissive
brother.
'Oh! my dear Frederick, how can I answer you? I can only say what, in
leaving these good people, I think myself.'

'That's it!' cried his brother. 'That will help me.'

'I find that I think, my dear Frederick, and with mixed emotions in
which a softened compassion predominates, What will they do without
me!'

'True,' returned his brother. 'Yes, yes, yes, yes. I'll think that as we go,
What will they do without my brother! Poor things! What will they do
without him!'

Twelve o'clock having just struck, and the carriage being reported
ready in the outer court-yard, the brothers proceeded down-stairs
arm-in-arm. Edward Dorrit, Esquire (once Tip), and his sister Fanny
followed, also arm-in-arm; Mr Plornish and Maggy, to whom had been
entrusted the removal of such of the family effects as were considered
worth removing, followed, bearing bundles and burdens to be packed
in a cart.

In the yard, were the Collegians and turnkeys. In the yard, were Mr
Pancks and Mr Rugg, come to see the last touch given to their work.
In the yard, was Young John making a new epitaph for himself, on the
occasion of his dying of a broken heart. In the yard, was the
Patriarchal Casby, looking so tremendously benevolent that many
enthusiastic Collegians grasped him fervently by the hand, and the
wives and female relatives of many more Collegians kissed his hand,
nothing doubting that he had done it all. In the yard, was the man
with the shadowy grievance respecting the Fund which the Marshal
embezzled, who had got up at five in the morning to complete the
copying of a perfectly unintelligible history of that transaction, which
he had committed to Mr Dorrit's care, as a document of the last
importance, calculated to stun the Government and effect the
Marshal's downfall. In the yard, was the insolvent whose utmost
energies were always set on getting into debt, who broke into prison
with as much pains as other men have broken out of it, and who was
always being cleared and complimented; while the insolvent at his
elbow - a mere little, snivelling, striving tradesman, half dead of
anxious efforts to keep out of debt - found it a hard matter, indeed, to
get a Commissioner to release him with much reproof and reproach.
In the yard, was the man of many children and many burdens, whose
failure astonished everybody; in the yard, was the man of no children
and large resources, whose failure astonished nobody. There, were the
people who were always going out to-morrow, and always putting it
off; there, were the people who had come in yesterday, and who were
much more jealous and resentful of this freak of fortune than the
seasoned birds. There, were some who, in pure meanness of spirit,
cringed and bowed before the enriched Collegian and his family; there,
were others who did so really because their eyes, accustomed to the
gloom of their imprisonment and poverty, could not support the light
of such bright sunshine. There, were many whose shillings had gone
into his pocket to buy him meat and drink; but none who were now
obtrusively Hail fellow well met! with him, on the strength of that
assistance. It was rather to be remarked of the caged birds, that they
were a little shy of the bird about to be so grandly free, and that they
had a tendency to withdraw themselves towards the bars, and seem a
little fluttered as he passed.

Through these spectators the little procession, headed by the two

brothers, moved slowly to the gate. Mr Dorrit, yielding to the vast
speculation how the poor creatures were to get on without him, was
great, and sad, but not absorbed. He patted children on the head like
Sir Roger de Coverley going to church, he spoke to people in the
background by their Christian names, he condescended to all present,
and seemed for their consolation to walk encircled by the legend in
golden characters, 'Be comforted, my people! Bear it!'

At last three honest cheers announced that he had passed the gate,
and that the Marshalsea was an orphan. Before they had ceased to
ring in the echoes of the prison walls, the family had got into their
carriage, and the attendant had the steps in his hand.

Then, and not before, 'Good Gracious!' cried Miss Fanny all at once,
'Where's Amy!'

Her father had thought she was with her sister. Her sister had
thought she was 'somewhere or other.' They had all trusted to finding
her, as they had always done, quietly in the right place at the right
moment. This going away was perhaps the very first action of their
joint lives that they had got through without her.

A minute might have been consumed in the ascertaining of these

points, when Miss Fanny, who, from her seat in the carriage,
commanded the long narrow passage leading to the Lodge, flushed
indignantly.

'Now I do say, Pa,' cried she, 'that this is disgraceful!'

'What is disgraceful, Fanny?'

'I do say,' she repeated, 'this is perfectly infamous! Really almost

enough, even at such a time as this, to make one wish one was dead!
Here is that child Amy, in her ugly old shabby dress, which she was
so obstinate about, Pa, which I over and over again begged and prayed
her to change, and which she over and over again objected to, and
promised to change to-day, saying she wished to wear it as long as
ever she remained in there with you - which was absolutely romantic
nonsense of the lowest kind - here is that child Amy disgracing us to
the last moment and at the last moment, by being carried out in that
dress after all. And by that Mr Clennam too!'

The offence was proved, as she delivered the indictment. Clennam

appeared at the carriage-door, bearing the little insensible figure in his
arms.

'She has been forgotten,' he said, in a tone of pity not free from
reproach. 'I ran up to her room (which Mr Chivery showed me) and
found the door open, and that she had fainted on the floor, dear child.
She appeared to have gone to change her dress, and to have sunk
down overpowered. It may have been the cheering, or it may have
happened sooner. Take care of this poor cold hand, Miss Dorrit. Don't
let it fall.'

'Thank you, sir,' returned Miss Dorrit, bursting into tears. 'I believe I
know what to do, if you will give me leave. Dear Amy, open your eyes,
that's a love! Oh, Amy, Amy, I really am so vexed and ashamed! Do
rouse yourself, darling! Oh, why are they not driving on! Pray, Pa, do
drive on!'

The attendant, getting between Clennam and the carriage-door, with a

sharp 'By your leave, sir!' bundled up the steps, and they drove away.
BOOK THE SECOND RICHES

Chapter XXXVII - Fellow Travellers

In the autumn of the year, Darkness and Night were creeping up to

the highest ridges of the Alps.

It was vintage time in the valleys on the Swiss side of the Pass of the
Great Saint Bernard, and along the banks of the Lake of Geneva.

The air there was charged with the scent of gathered grapes. Baskets,
troughs, and tubs of grapes stood in the dim village doorways,
stopped the steep and narrow village streets, and had been carrying
all day along the roads and lanes. Grapes, split and crushed under
foot, lay about everywhere. The child carried in a sling by the laden
peasant woman toiling home, was quieted with picked-up grapes; the
idiot sunning his big goitre under the leaves of the wooden chalet by
the way to the Waterfall, sat Munching grapes; the breath of the cows
and goats was redolent of leaves and stalks of grapes; the company in
every little cabaret were eating, drinking, talking grapes. A pity that no
ripe touch of this generous abundance could be given to the thin,
hard, stony wine, which after all was made from the grapes!

The air had been warm and transparent through the whole of the
bright day. Shining metal spires and church-roofs, distant and rarely
seen, had sparkled in the view; and the snowy mountain-tops had
been so clear that unaccustomed eyes, cancelling the intervening
country, and slighting their rugged heights for something fabulous,
would have measured them as within a few hours easy reach.
Mountain-peaks of great celebrity in the valleys, whence no trace of
their existence was visible sometimes for months together, had been
since morning plain and near in the blue sky. And now, when it was
dark below, though they seemed solemnly to recede, like spectres who
were going to vanish, as the red dye of the sunset faded out of them
and left them coldly white, they were yet distinctly defined in their
loneliness above the mists and shadows. Seen from these solitudes,
and from the Pass of the Great Saint Bernard, which was one of them,
the ascending Night came up the mountain like a rising water. When
it at last rose to the walls of the convent of the Great Saint Bernard, it
was as if that weather- beaten structure were another Ark, and floated
on the shadowy waves.

Darkness, outstripping some visitors on mules, had risen thus to the

rough convent walls, when those travellers were yet climbing the
mountain. As the heat of the glowing day when they had stopped to
drink at the streams of melted ice and snow, was changed to the
searching cold of the frosty rarefied night air at a great height, so the
fresh beauty of the lower journey had yielded to barrenness and
desolation. A craggy track, up which the mules in single file scrambled
and turned from block to block, as though they were ascending the
broken staircase of a gigantic ruin, was their way now. No trees were
to be seen, nor any vegetable growth save a poor brown scrubby moss,
freezing in the chinks of rock. Blackened skeleton arms of wood by the
wayside pointed upward to the convent as if the ghosts of former
travellers overwhelmed by the snow haunted the scene of their
distress. Icicle-hung caves and cellars built for refuges from sudden
storms, were like so many whispers of the perils of the place; never-
resting wreaths and mazes of mist wandered about, hunted by a
moaning wind; and snow, the besetting danger of the mountain,
against which all its defences were taken, drifted sharply down.

The file of mules, jaded by their day's work, turned and wound slowly
up the deep ascent; the foremost led by a guide on foot, in his broad-
brimmed hat and round jacket, carrying a mountain staff or two upon
his shoulder, with whom another guide conversed. There was no
speaking among the string of riders. The sharp cold, the fatigue of the
journey, and a new sensation of a catching in the breath, partly as if
they had just emerged from very clear crisp water, and partly as if
they had been sobbing, kept them silent.

At length, a light on the summit of the rocky staircase gleamed

through the snow and mist. The guides called to the mules, the mules
pricked up their drooping heads, the travellers' tongues were
loosened, and in a sudden burst of slipping, climbing, jingling,
clinking, and talking, they arrived at the convent door.

Other mules had arrived not long before, some with peasant riders
and some with goods, and had trodden the snow about the door into a
pool of mud. Riding-saddles and bridles, pack-saddles and strings of
bells, mules and men, lanterns, torches, sacks, provender, barrels,
cheeses, kegs of honey and butter, straw bundles and packages of
many shapes, were crowded confusedly together in this thawed
quagmire and about the steps. Up here in the clouds, everything was
seen through cloud, and seemed dissolving into cloud. The breath of
the men was cloud, the breath of the mules was cloud, the lights were
encircled by cloud, speakers close at hand were not seen for cloud,
though their voices and all other sounds were surprisingly clear. Of
the cloudy line of mules hastily tied to rings in the wall, one would
bite another, or kick another, and then the whole mist would be
disturbed: with men diving into it, and cries of men and beasts
coming out of it, and no bystander discerning what was wrong. In the
midst of this, the great stable of the convent, occupying the basement
story and entered by the basement door, outside which all the
disorder was, poured forth its contribution of cloud, as if the whole
rugged edifice were filled with nothing else, and would collapse as
soon as it had emptied itself, leaving the snow to fall upon the bare
mountain summit.

While all this noise and hurry were rife among the living travellers,
there, too, silently assembled in a grated house half- a-dozen paces
removed, with the same cloud enfolding them and the same snow
flakes drifting in upon them, were the dead travellers found upon the
mountain. The mother, storm-belated many winters ago, still standing
in the corner with her baby at her breast; the man who had frozen
with his arm raised to his mouth in fear or hunger, still pressing it
with his dry lips after years and years. An awful company,
mysteriously come together! A wild destiny for that mother to have
foreseen! 'Surrounded by so many and such companions upon whom I
never looked, and never shall look, I and my child will dwell together
inseparable, on the Great Saint Bernard, outlasting generations who
will come to see us, and will never know our name, or one word of our
story but the end.'

The living travellers thought little or nothing of the dead just then.
They thought much more of alighting at the convent door, and
warming themselves at the convent fire. Disengaged from the turmoil,
which was already calming down as the crowd of mules began to be
bestowed in the stable, they hurried shivering up the steps and into
the building. There was a smell within, coming up from the floor, of
tethered beasts, like the smell of a menagerie of wild animals. There
were strong arched galleries within, huge stone piers, great staircases,
and thick walls pierced with small sunken windows - fortifications
against the mountain storms, as if they had been human enemies.
There were gloomy vaulted sleeping- rooms within, intensely cold, but
clean and hospitably prepared for guests. Finally, there was a parlour
for guests to sit in and sup in, where a table was already laid, and
where a blazing fire shone red and high.

In this room, after having had their quarters for the night allotted to
them by two young Fathers, the travellers presently drew round the
hearth. They were in three parties; of whom the first, as the most
numerous and important, was the slowest, and had been overtaken by
one of the others on the way up. It consisted of an elderly lady, two
grey-haired gentlemen, two young ladies, and their brother. These
were attended (not to mention four guides), by a courier, two footmen,
and two waiting-maids: which strong body of inconvenience was
accommodated elsewhere under the same roof. The party that had
overtaken them, and followed in their train, consisted of only three
members: one lady and two gentlemen. The third party, which had
ascended from the valley on the Italian side of the Pass, and had
arrived first, were four in number: a plethoric, hungry, and silent
German tutor in spectacles, on a tour with three young men, his
pupils, all plethoric, hungry, and silent, and all in spectacles.
These three groups sat round the fire eyeing each other drily, and
waiting for supper. Only one among them, one of the gentlemen
belonging to the party of three, made advances towards conversation.
Throwing out his lines for the Chief of the important tribe, while
addressing himself to his own companions, he remarked, in a tone of
voice which included all the company if they chose to be included,
that it had been a long day, and that he felt for the ladies. That he
feared one of the young ladies was not a strong or accustomed
traveller, and had been over-fatigued two or three hours ago. That he
had observed, from his station in the rear, that she sat her mule as if
she were exhausted. That he had, twice or thrice afterwards, done
himself the honour of inquiring of one of the guides, when he fell
behind, how the lady did. That he had been enchanted to learn that
she had recovered her spirits, and that it had been but a passing
discomfort. That he trusted (by this time he had secured the eyes of
the Chief, and addressed him) he might be permitted to express his
hope that she was now none the worse, and that she would not regret
having made the journey.

'My daughter, I am obliged to you, sir,' returned the Chief, 'is quite
restored, and has been greatly interested.'

'New to mountains, perhaps?' said the insinuating traveller.

'New to - ha - to mountains,' said the Chief.

'But you are familiar with them, sir?' the insinuating traveller
assumed.

'I am - hum - tolerably familiar. Not of late years. Not of late years,'
replied the Chief, with a flourish of his hand.

The insinuating traveller, acknowledging the flourish with an

inclination of his head, passed from the Chief to the second young
lady, who had not yet been referred to otherwise than as one of the
ladies in whose behalf he felt so sensitive an interest.

He hoped she was not incommoded by the fatigues of the day.

'Incommoded, certainly,' returned the young lady, 'but not tired.'

The insinuating traveller complimented her on the justice of the

distinction. It was what he had meant to say. Every lady must
doubtless be incommoded by having to do with that proverbially
unaccommodating animal, the mule.

'We have had, of course,' said the young lady, who was rather reserved
and haughty, 'to leave the carriages and fourgon at Martigny. And the
impossibility of bringing anything that one wants to this inaccessible
place, and the necessity of leaving every comfort behind, is not
convenient.'

'A savage place indeed,' said the insinuating traveller.

The elderly lady, who was a model of accurate dressing, and whose
manner was perfect, considered as a piece of machinery, here
interposed a remark in a low soft voice.

'But, like other inconvenient places,' she observed, 'it must be seen.
As a place much spoken of, it is necessary to see it.'

'O! I have not the least objection to seeing it, I assure you, Mrs
General,' returned the other, carelessly.

'You, madam,' said the insinuating traveller, 'have visited this spot
before?' 'Yes,' returned Mrs General. 'I have been here before. Let me
commend you, my dear,' to the former young lady, 'to shade your face
from the hot wood, after exposure to the mountain air and snow. You,
too, my dear,' to the other and younger lady, who immediately did so;
while the former merely said, 'Thank you, Mrs General, I am Perfectly
comfortable, and prefer remaining as I am.'

The brother, who had left his chair to open a piano that stood in the
room, and who had whistled into it and shut it up again, now came
strolling back to the fire with his glass in his eye. He was dressed in
the very fullest and completest travelling trim. The world seemed
hardly large enough to yield him an amount of travel proportionate to
his equipment.

'These fellows are an immense time with supper,' he drawled. 'I

wonder what they'll give us! Has anybody any idea?'

'Not roast man, I believe,' replied the voice of the second gentleman of
the party of three.

'I suppose not. What d'ye mean?' he inquired.

'That, as you are not to be served for the general supper, perhaps you
will do us the favour of not cooking yourself at the general fire,'
returned the other.

The young gentleman who was standing in an easy attitude on the

hearth, cocking his glass at the company, with his back to the blaze
and his coat tucked under his arms, something as if he were Of the
Poultry species and were trussed for roasting, lost countenance at this
reply; he seemed about to demand further explanation, when it was
discovered - through all eyes turning on the speaker - that the lady
with him, who was young and beautiful, had not heard what had
passed through having fainted with her head upon his shoulder.

'I think,' said the gentleman in a subdued tone, 'I had best carry her
straight to her room. Will you call to some one to bring a light?'
addressing his companion, 'and to show the way? In this strange
rambling place I don't know that I could find it.'

'Pray, let me call my maid,' cried the taller of the young ladies.

'Pray, let me put this water to her lips,' said the shorter, who had not
spoken yet.

Each doing what she suggested, there was no want of assistance.

Indeed, when the two maids came in (escorted by the courier, lest any
one should strike them dumb by addressing a foreign language to
them on the road), there was a prospect of too much assistance.
Seeing this, and saying as much in a few words to the slighter and
younger of the two ladies, the gentleman put his wife's arm over his
shoulder, lifted her up, and carried her away.

His friend, being left alone with the other visitors, walked slowly up
and down the room without coming to the fire again, pulling his black
moustache in a contemplative manner, as if he felt himself committed
to the late retort. While the subject of it was breathing injury in a
corner, the Chief loftily addressed this gentleman.

'Your friend, sir,' said he, 'is - ha - is a little impatient; and, in his
impatience, is not perhaps fully sensible of what he owes to - hum - to
- but we will waive that, we will waive that. Your friend is a little
impatient, sir.'

'It may be so, sir,' returned the other. 'But having had the honour of
making that gentleman's acquaintance at the hotel at Geneva, where
we and much good company met some time ago, and having had the
honour of exchanging company and conversation with that gentleman
on several subsequent excursions, I can hear nothing - no, not even
from one of your appearance and station, sir - detrimental to that
gentleman.'

'You are in no danger, sir, of hearing any such thing from me. In
remarking that your friend has shown impatience, I say no such
thing. I make that remark, because it is not to be doubted that my
son, being by birth and by - ha - by education a - hum - a gentleman,
would have readily adapted himself to any obligingly expressed wish
on the subject of the fire being equally accessible to the whole of the
present circle. Which, in principle, I - ha - for all are - hum - equal on
these occasions - I consider right.'

'Good,' was the reply. 'And there it ends! I am your son's obedient
servant. I beg your son to receive the assurance of my profound
consideration. And now, sir, I may admit, freely admit, that my friend
is sometimes of a sarcastic temper.'

'The lady is your friend's wife, sir?'

'The lady is my friend's wife, sir.' 'She is very handsome.'

'Sir, she is peerless. They are still in the first year of their marriage.
They are still partly on a marriage, and partly on an artistic, tour.'

'Your friend is an artist, sir?'

The gentleman replied by kissing the fingers of his right hand, and
wafting the kiss the length of his arm towards Heaven. As who should
say, I devote him to the celestial Powers as an immortal artist!

'But he is a man of family,' he added. 'His connections are of the best.

He is more than an artist: he is highly connected. He may, in effect,
have repudiated his connections, proudly, impatiently, sarcastically (I
make the concession of both words); but he has them. Sparks that
have been struck out during our intercourse have shown me this.'

'Well! I hope,' said the lofty gentleman, with the air of finally disposing
of the subject, 'that the lady's indisposition may be only temporary.'

'Sir, I hope so.'

'Mere fatigue, I dare say.'

'Not altogether mere fatigue, sir, for her mule stumbled to-day, and
she fell from the saddle. She fell lightly, and was up again without
assistance, and rode from us laughing; but she complained towards
evening of a slight bruise in the side. She spoke of it more than once,
as we followed your party up the mountain.'

The head of the large retinue, who was gracious but not familiar,
appeared by this time to think that he had condescended more than
enough. He said no more, and there was silence for some quarter of
an hour until supper appeared.

With the supper came one of the young Fathers (there seemed to be
no old Fathers) to take the head of the table. It was like the supper of
an ordinary Swiss hotel, and good red wine grown by the convent in
more genial air was not wanting. The artist traveller calmly came and
took his place at table when the rest sat down, with no apparent sense
upon him of his late skirmish with the completely dressed traveller.

'Pray,' he inquired of the host, over his soup, 'has your convent many
of its famous dogs now?'

'Monsieur, it has three.'

'I saw three in the gallery below. Doubtless the three in question.' The
host, a slender, bright-eyed, dark young man of polite manners,
whose garment was a black gown with strips of white crossed over it
like braces, and who no more resembled the conventional breed of
Saint Bernard monks than he resembled the conventional breed of
Saint Bernard dogs, replied, doubtless those were the three in
question.

'And I think,' said the artist traveller, 'I have seen one of them before.'

It was possible. He was a dog sufficiently well known. Monsieur might

have easily seen him in the valley or somewhere on the lake, when he
(the dog) had gone down with one of the order to solicit aid for the
convent.

'Which is done in its regular season of the year, I think?'

Monsieur was right.

'And never without a dog. The dog is very important.' Again Monsieur
was right. The dog was very important. People were justly interested in
the dog. As one of the dogs celebrated everywhere, Ma'amselle would
observe.

Ma'amselle was a little slow to observe it, as though she were not yet
well accustomed to the French tongue. Mrs General, however,
observed it for her.

'Ask him if he has saved many lives?' said, in his native English, the
young man who had been put out of countenance.

The host needed no translation of the question. He promptly replied in

French, 'No. Not this one.'

'Why not?' the same gentleman asked.

'Pardon,' returned the host composedly, 'give him the opportunity and
he will do it without doubt. For example, I am well convinced,' smiling
sedately, as he cut up the dish of veal to be handed round, on the
young man who had been put out of countenance, 'that if you,
Monsieur, would give him the opportunity, he would hasten with great
ardour to fulfil his duty.'

The artist traveller laughed. The insinuating traveller (who evinced a

provident anxiety to get his full share of the supper), wiping some
drops of wine from his moustache with a piece of bread, joined the
conversation.

'It is becoming late in the year, my Father,' said he, 'for tourist-
travellers, is it not?'

'Yes, it is late. Yet two or three weeks, at most, and we shall be left to
the winter snows.' 'And then,' said the insinuating traveller, 'for the
scratching dogs and the buried children, according to the pictures!'

'Pardon,' said the host, not quite understanding the allusion. 'How,
then the scratching dogs and the buried children according to the
pictures?'

The artist traveller struck in again before an answer could be given.

'Don't you know,' he coldly inquired across the table of his companion,
'that none but smugglers come this way in the winter or can have any
possible business this way?'

'Holy blue! No; never heard of it.'

'So it is, I believe. And as they know the signs of the weather tolerably
well, they don't give much employment to the dogs - who have
consequently died out rather - though this house of entertainment is
conveniently situated for themselves. Their young families, I am told,
they usually leave at home. But it's a grand idea!' cried the artist
traveller, unexpectedly rising into a tone of enthusiasm. 'It's a sublime
idea. It's the finest idea in the world, and brings tears into a man's
eyes, by Jupiter!' He then went on eating his veal with great
composure.

There was enough of mocking inconsistency at the bottom of this

speech to make it rather discordant, though the manner was refined
and the person well-favoured, and though the depreciatory part of it
was so skilfully thrown off as to be very difficult for one not perfectly
acquainted with the English language to understand, or , even
understanding, to take offence at: so simple and dispassionate was its
tone. After finishing his veal in the midst of silence, the speaker again
addressed his friend.
'Look,' said he, in his former tone, 'at this gentleman our host, not yet
in the prime of life, who in so graceful a way and with such courtly
urbanity and modesty presides over us! Manners fit for a crown! Dine
with the Lord Mayor of London (if you can get an invitation) and
observe the contrast. This dear fellow, with the finest cut face I ever
saw, a face in perfect drawing, leaves some laborious life and comes
up here I don't know how many feet above the level of the sea, for no
other purpose on earth (except enjoying himself, I hope, in a capital
refectory) than to keep an hotel for idle poor devils like you and me,
and leave the bill to our consciences! Why, isn't it a beautiful
sacrifice? What do we want more to touch us? Because rescued people
of interesting appearance are not, for eight or nine months out of
every twelve, holding on here round the necks of the most sagacious of
dogs carrying wooden bottles, shall we disparage the place? No! Bless
the place. It's a great place, a glorious place!'

The chest of the grey-haired gentleman who was the Chief of the
important party, had swelled as if with a protest against his being
numbered among poor devils. No sooner had the artist traveller
ceased speaking than he himself spoke with great dignity, as having it
incumbent on him to take the lead in most places, and having
deserted that duty for a little while.

He weightily communicated his opinion to their host, that his life

must be a very dreary life here in the winter.

The host allowed to Monsieur that it was a little monotonous. The air
was difficult to breathe for a length of time consecutively. The cold
was very severe. One needed youth and strength to bear it. However,
having them and the blessing of Heaven -

Yes, that was very good. 'But the confinement,' said the grey- haired
gentleman.

There were many days, even in bad weather, when it was possible to
walk about outside. It was the custom to beat a little track, and take
exercise there.

'But the space,' urged the grey-haired gentleman. 'So small. So - ha -

very limited.'

Monsieur would recall to himself that there were the refuges to visit,
and that tracks had to be made to them also.

Monsieur still urged, on the other hand, that the space was so - ha -
hum - so very contracted. More than that, it was always the same,
always the same.
With a deprecating smile, the host gently raised and gently lowered
his shoulders. That was true, he remarked, but permit him to say that
almost all objects had their various points of view. Monsieur and he
did not see this poor life of his from the same point of view. Monsieur
was not used to confinement.

'I - ha - yes, very true,' said the grey-haired gentleman. He seemed to

receive quite a shock from the force of the argument.

Monsieur, as an English traveller, surrounded by all means of

travelling pleasantly; doubtless possessing fortune, carriages, and
servants -

'Perfectly, perfectly. Without doubt,' said the gentleman.

Monsieur could not easily place himself in the position of a person

who had not the power to choose, I will go here to-morrow, or there
next day; I will pass these barriers, I will enlarge those bounds.
Monsieur could not realise, perhaps, how the mind accommodated
itself in such things to the force of necessity.

'It is true,' said Monsieur. 'We will - ha - not pursue the subject.

You are - hum - quite accurate, I have no doubt. We will say no more.'

The supper having come to a close, he drew his chair away as he

spoke, and moved back to his former place by the fire. As it was very
cold at the greater part of the table, the other guests also resumed
their former seats by the fire, designing to toast themselves well before
going to bed. The host, when they rose from the table, bowed to all
present, wished them good night, and withdrew. But first the
insinuating traveller had asked him if they could have some wine
made hot; and as he had answered Yes, and had presently afterwards
sent it in, that traveller, seated in the centre of the group, and in the
full heat of the fire, was soon engaged in serving it out to the rest.

At this time, the younger of the two young ladies, who had been
silently attentive in her dark corner (the fire-light was the chief light in
the sombre room, the lamp being smoky and dull) to what had been
said of the absent lady, glided out. She was at a loss which way to
turn when she had softly closed the door; but, after a little hesitation
among the sounding passages and the many ways, came to a room in
a corner of the main gallery, where the servants were at their supper.
From these she obtained a lamp, and a direction to the lady's room.

It was up the great staircase on the story above. Here and there, the
bare white walls were broken by an iron grate, and she thought as she
went along that the place was something like a prison. The arched
door of the lady's room, or cell, was not quite shut. After knocking at
it two or three times without receiving an answer, she pushed it gently
open, and looked in.

The lady lay with closed eyes on the outside of the bed, protected from
the cold by the blankets and wrappers with which she had been
covered when she revived from her fainting fit. A dull light placed in
the deep recess of the window, made little impression on the arched
room. The visitor timidly stepped to the bed, and said, in a soft
whisper, 'Are you better?'

The lady had fallen into a slumber, and the whisper was too low to
awake her. Her visitor, standing quite still, looked at her attentively.

'She is very pretty,' she said to herself. 'I never saw so beautiful a face.
O how unlike me!'

It was a curious thing to say, but it had some hidden meaning, for it
filled her eyes with tears.

'I know I must be right. I know he spoke of her that evening. I could
very easily be wrong on any other subject, but not on this, not on
this!'

With a quiet and tender hand she put aside a straying fold of the
sleeper's hair, and then touched the hand that lay outside the
covering.

'I like to look at her,' she breathed to herself. 'I like to see what has
affected him so much.'

She had not withdrawn her hand, when the sleeper opened her eyes
and started.

'Pray don't be alarmed. I am only one of the travellers from down-

stairs. I came to ask if you were better, and if I could do anything for
you.'

'I think you have already been so kind as to send your servants to my
assistance?'

'No, not I; that was my sister. Are you better?'

'Much better. It is only a slight bruise, and has been well looked to,
and is almost easy now. It made me giddy and faint in a moment. It
had hurt me before; but at last it overpowered me all at once.' 'May I
stay with you until some one comes? Would you like it?'
'I should like it, for it is lonely here; but I am afraid you will feel the
cold too much.'

'I don't mind cold. I am not delicate, if I look so.' She quickly moved
one of the two rough chairs to the bedside, and sat down. The other as
quickly moved a part of some travelling wrapper from herself, and
drew it over her, so that her arm, in keeping it about her, rested on
her shoulder.

'You have so much the air of a kind nurse,' said the lady, smiling on
her, 'that you seem as if you had come to me from home.'

'I am very glad of it.'

'I was dreaming of home when I woke just now. Of my old home, I
mean, before I was married.'

'And before you were so far away from it.'

'I have been much farther away from it than this; but then I took the
best part of it with me, and missed nothing. I felt solitary as I dropped
asleep here, and, missing it a little, wandered back to it.' There was a
sorrowfully affectionate and regretful sound in her voice, which made
her visitor refrain from looking at her for the moment.

'It is a curious chance which at last brings us together, under this

covering in which you have wrapped me,' said the visitor after a
pause;'for do you know, I think I have been looking for you some time.'
'Looking for me?'

'I believe I have a little note here, which I was to give to you whenever I
found you. This is it. Unless I greatly mistake, it is addressed to you?
Is it not?'

The lady took it, and said yes, and read it. Her visitor watched her as
she did so. It was very short. She flushed a little as she put her lips to
her visitor's cheek, and pressed her hand.

'The dear young friend to whom he presents me, may be a comfort to

me at some time, he says. She is truly a comfort to me the first time I
see her.'

'Perhaps you don't,' said the visitor, hesitating - 'perhaps you don't
know my story? Perhaps he never told you my story ?'

'No.'
'Oh no, why should he! I have scarcely the right to tell it myself at
present, because I have been entreated not to do so. There is not
much in it, but it might account to you for my asking you not to say
anything about the letter here. You saw my family with me, perhaps?
Some of them - I only say this to you - are a little proud, a little
prejudiced.'

'You shall take it back again,' said the other; 'and then my husband is
sure not to see it. He might see it and speak of it, otherwise, by some
accident. Will you put it in your bosom again, to be certain?'

She did so with great care. Her small, slight hand was still upon the
letter, when they heard some one in the gallery outside.

'I promised,' said the visitor, rising, 'that I would write to him after
seeing you (I could hardly fail to see you sooner or later), and tell him
if you were well and happy. I had better say you were well and happy.'

'Yes, yes, yes! Say I was very well and very happy. And that I thanked
him affectionately, and would never forget him.'

'I shall see you in the morning. After that we are sure to meet again
before very long. Good night!'

'Good night. Thank you, thank you. Good night, my dear!'

Both of them were hurried and fluttered as they exchanged this

parting, and as the visitor came out of the door. She had expected to
meet the lady's husband approaching it; but the person in the gallery
was not he: it was the traveller who had wiped the wine- drops from
his moustache with the piece of bread. When he heard the step behind
him, he turned round - for he was walking away in the dark. His
politeness, which was extreme, would not allow of the young lady's
lighting herself down-stairs, or going down alone. He took her lamp,
held it so as to throw the best light on the stone steps, and followed
her all the way to the supper-room. She went down, not easily hiding
how much she was inclined to shrink and tremble; for the appearance
of this traveller was particularly disagreeable to her. She had sat in
her quiet corner before supper imagining what he would have been in
the scenes and places within her experience, until he inspired her
with an aversion that made him little less than terrific.

He followed her down with his smiling politeness, followed her in, and
resumed his seat in the best place in the hearth. There with the wood-
fire, which was beginning to burn low, rising and falling upon him in
the dark room, he sat with his legs thrust out to warm, drinking the
hot wine down to the lees, with a monstrous shadow imitating him on
the wall and ceiling.
The tired company had broken up, and all the rest were gone to bed
except the young lady's father, who dozed in his chair by the fire.

The traveller had been at the pains of going a long way up-stairs to his
sleeping-room to fetch his pocket-flask of brandy. He told them so, as
he poured its contents into what was left of the wine, and drank with
a new relish.

'May I ask, sir, if you are on your way to Italy?'

The grey-haired gentleman had roused himself, and was preparing to

withdraw. He answered in the affirmative.

'I also!' said the traveller. 'I shall hope to have the honour of offering
my compliments in fairer scenes, and under softer circumstances,
than on this dismal mountain.'

The gentleman bowed, distantly enough, and said he was obliged to

him.

'We poor gentlemen, sir,' said the traveller, pulling his moustache dry
with his hand, for he had dipped it in the wine and brandy; 'we poor
gentlemen do not travel like princes, but the courtesies and graces of
life are precious to us. To your health, sir!'

'Sir, I thank you.'

'To the health of your distinguished family - of the fair ladies, your
daughters!'

'Sir, I thank you again, I wish you good night. My dear, are our - ha -
our people in attendance?'

'They are close by, father.'

'Permit me!' said the traveller, rising and holding the door open, as the
gentleman crossed the room towards it with his arm drawn through
his daughter's. 'Good repose! To the pleasure of seeing you once more!
To to-morrow!'

As he kissed his hand, with his best manner and his daintiest smile,
the young lady drew a little nearer to her father, and passed him with
a dread of touching him.

'Humph!' said the insinuating traveller, whose manner shrunk, and

whose voice dropped when he was left alone. 'If they all go to bed, why
I must go. They are in a devil of a hurry. One would think the night
would be long enough, in this freezing silence and solitude, if one
went to bed two hours hence.'

Throwing back his head in emptying his glass, he cast his eyes upon
the travellers' book, which lay on the piano, open, with pens and ink
beside it, as if the night's names had been registered when he was
absent. Taking it in his hand, he read these entries.

William Dorrit, Esquire Frederick Dorrit, Esquire Edward Dorrit,

Esquire Miss Dorrit Miss Amy Dorrit Mrs General and Suite. From
France to Italy.

Mr and Mrs Henry Gowan. From France to Italy.

To which he added, in a small complicated hand, ending with a long

lean flourish, not unlike a lasso thrown at all the rest of the names:

Blandois. Paris. From France to Italy.

And then, with his nose coming down over his moustache and his
moustache going up and under his nose, repaired to his allotted cell.
Chapter XXXVIII - Mrs General

It is indispensable to present the accomplished lady who was of

sufficient importance in the suite of the Dorrit Family to have a line to
herself in the Travellers' Book.

Mrs General was the daughter of a clerical dignitary in a cathedral

town, where she had led the fashion until she was as near forty- five
as a single lady can be. A stiff commissariat officer of sixty, famous as
a martinet, had then become enamoured of the gravity with which she
drove the proprieties four-in-hand through the cathedral town society,
and had solicited to be taken beside her on the box of the cool coach
of ceremony to which that team was harnessed. His proposal of
marriage being accepted by the lady, the commissary took his seat
behind the proprieties with great decorum, and Mrs General drove
until the commissary died. In the course of their united journey, they
ran over several people who came in the way of the proprieties; but
always in a high style and with composure.

The commissary having been buried with all the decorations suitable
to the service (the whole team of proprieties were harnessed to his
hearse, and they all had feathers and black velvet housings with his
coat of arms in the corner), Mrs General began to inquire what
quantity of dust and ashes was deposited at the bankers'. It then
transpired that the commissary had so far stolen a march on Mrs
General as to have bought himself an annuity some years before his
marriage, and to have reserved that circumstance in mentioning, at
the period of his proposal, that his income was derived from the
interest of his money. Mrs General consequently found her means so
much diminished, that, but for the perfect regulation of her mind, she
might have felt disposed to question the accuracy of that portion of
the late service which had declared that the commissary could take
nothing away with him.

In this state of affairs it occurred to Mrs General, that she might 'form
the mind,' and eke the manners of some young lady of distinction. Or,
that she might harness the proprieties to the carriage of some rich
young heiress or widow, and become at once the driver and guard of
such vehicle through the social mazes. Mrs General's communication
of this idea to her clerical and commissariat connection was so
warmly applauded that, but for the lady's undoubted merit, it might
have appeared as though they wanted to get rid of her. Testimonials
representing Mrs General as a prodigy of piety, learning, virtue, and
gentility, were lavishly contributed from influential quarters; and one
venerable archdeacon even shed tears in recording his testimony to
her perfections (described to him by persons on whom he could rely),
though he had never had the honour and moral gratification of setting
eyes on Mrs General in all his life.
Thus delegated on her mission, as it were by Church and State, Mrs
General, who had always occupied high ground, felt in a condition to
keep it, and began by putting herself up at a very high figure. An
interval of some duration elapsed, in which there was no bid for Mrs
General. At length a county-widower, with a daughter of fourteen,
opened negotiations with the lady; and as it was a part either of the
native dignity or of the artificial policy of Mrs General (but certainly
one or the other) to comport herself as if she were much more sought
than seeking, the widower pursued Mrs General until he prevailed
upon her to form his daughter's mind and manners.

The execution of this trust occupied Mrs General about seven years,
in the course of which time she made the tour of Europe, and saw
most of that extensive miscellany of objects which it is essential that
all persons of polite cultivation should see with other people's eyes,
and never with their own. When her charge was at length formed, the
marriage, not only of the young lady, but likewise of her father, the
widower, was resolved on. The widower then finding Mrs General both
inconvenient and expensive, became of a sudden almost as much
affected by her merits as the archdeacon had been, and circulated
such praises of her surpassing worth, in all quarters where he
thought an opportunity might arise of transferring the blessing to
somebody else, that Mrs General was a name more honourable than
ever.

The phoenix was to let, on this elevated perch, when Mr Dorrit, who
had lately succeeded to his property, mentioned to his bankers that
he wished to discover a lady, well-bred, accomplished, well connected,
well accustomed to good society, who was qualified at once to
complete the education of his daughters, and to be their matron or
chaperon. Mr Dorrit's bankers, as bankers of the county- widower,
instantly said, 'Mrs General.'

Pursuing the light so fortunately hit upon, and finding the concurrent
testimony of the whole of Mrs General's acquaintance to be of the
pathetic nature already recorded, Mr Dorrit took the trouble of going
down to the county of the county-widower to see Mrs General, in
whom he found a lady of a quality superior to his highest
expectations.

'Might I be excused,' said Mr Dorrit, 'if I inquired - ha - what remune -

'

'Why, indeed,' returned Mrs General, stopping the word, 'it is a subject
on which I prefer to avoid entering. I have never entered on it with my
friends here; and I cannot overcome the delicacy, Mr Dorrit, with
which I have always regarded it. I am not, as I hope you are aware, a
governess - '
'O dear no!' said Mr Dorrit. 'Pray, madam, do not imagine for a
moment that I think so.' He really blushed to be suspected of it.

Mrs General gravely inclined her head. 'I cannot, therefore, put a price
upon services which it is a pleasure to me to render if I can render
them spontaneously, but which I could not render in mere return for
any consideration. Neither do I know how, or where, to find a case
parallel to my own. It is peculiar.'

No doubt. But how then (Mr Dorrit not unnaturally hinted) could the
subject be approached. 'I cannot object,' said Mrs General - 'though
even that is disagreeable to me - to Mr Dorrit's inquiring, in
confidence of my friends here, what amount they have been
accustomed, at quarterly intervals, to pay to my credit at my
bankers'.'

Mr Dorrit bowed his acknowledgements.

'Permit me to add,' said Mrs General, 'that beyond this, I can never
resume the topic. Also that I can accept no second or inferior position.
If the honour were proposed to me of becoming known to Mr Dorrit's
family - I think two daughters were mentioned? - '

'Two daughters.'

'I could only accept it on terms of perfect equality, as a companion,

protector, Mentor, and friend.'

Mr Dorrit, in spite of his sense of his importance, felt as if it would be

quite a kindness in her to accept it on any conditions. He almost said
as much.

'I think,' repeated Mrs General, 'two daughters were mentioned?'

'Two daughters,' said Mr Dorrit again.

'It would therefore,' said Mrs General, 'be necessary to add a third
more to the payment (whatever its amount may prove to be), which my
friends here have been accustomed to make to my bankers'.'

Mr Dorrit lost no time in referring the delicate question to the county-

widower, and finding that he had been accustomed to pay three
hundred pounds a-year to the credit of Mrs General, arrived, without
any severe strain on his arithmetic, at the conclusion that he himself
must pay four. Mrs General being an article of that lustrous surface
which suggests that it is worth any money, he made a formal proposal
to be allowed to have the honour and pleasure of regarding her as a
member of his family. Mrs General conceded that high privilege, and
here she was.

In person, Mrs General, including her skirts which had much to do

with it, was of a dignified and imposing appearance; ample, rustling,
gravely voluminous; always upright behind the proprieties. She might
have been taken - had been taken - to the top of the Alps and the
bottom of Herculaneum, without disarranging a fold in her dress, or
displacing a pin. If her countenance and hair had rather a floury
appearance, as though from living in some transcendently genteel
Mill, it was rather because she was a chalky creation altogether, than
because she mended her complexion with violet powder, or had
turned grey. If her eyes had no expression, it was probably because
they had nothing to express. If she had few wrinkles, it was because
her mind had never traced its name or any other inscription on her
face. A cool, waxy, blown-out woman, who had never lighted well. Mrs
General had no opinions. Her way of forming a mind was to prevent it
from forming opinions. She had a little circular set of mental grooves
or rails on which she started little trains of other people's opinions,
which never overtook one another, and never got anywhere. Even her
propriety could not dispute that there was impropriety in the world;
but Mrs General's way of getting rid of it was to put it out of sight, and
make believe that there was no such thing. This was another of her
ways of forming a mind - to cram all articles of difficulty into
cupboards, lock them up, and say they had no existence. It was the
easiest way, and, beyond all comparison, the properest.

Mrs General was not to be told of anything shocking. Accidents,

miseries, and offences, were never to be mentioned before her. Passion
was to go to sleep in the presence of Mrs General, and blood was to
change to milk and water. The little that was left in the world, when
all these deductions were made, it was Mrs General's province to
varnish. In that formation process of hers, she dipped the smallest of
brushes into the largest of pots, and varnished the surface of every
object that came under consideration. The more cracked it was, the
more Mrs General varnished it. There was varnish in Mrs General's
voice, varnish in Mrs General's touch, an atmosphere of varnish
round Mrs General's figure. Mrs General's dreams ought to have been
varnished - if she had any - lying asleep in the arms of the good Saint
Bernard, with the feathery snow falling on his house-top.
Chapter XXXIX - On The Road

The bright morning sun dazzled the eyes, the snow had ceased, the
mists had vanished, the mountain air was so clear and light that the
new sensation of breathing it was like the having entered on a new
existence. To help the delusion, the solid ground itself seemed gone,
and the mountain, a shining waste of immense white heaps and
masses, to be a region of cloud floating between the blue sky above
and the earth far below.

Some dark specks in the snow, like knots upon a little thread,
beginning at the convent door and winding away down the descent in
broken lengths which were not yet pieced together, showed where the
Brethren were at work in several places clearing the track. Already the
snow had begun to be foot-thawed again about the door. Mules were
busily brought out, tied to the rings in the wall, and laden; strings of
bells were buckled on, burdens were adjusted, the voices of drivers
and riders sounded musically. Some of the earliest had even already
resumed their journey; and, both on the level summit by the dark
water near the convent, and on the downward way of yesterday's
ascent, little moving figures of men and mules, reduced to miniatures
by the immensity around, went with a clear tinkling of bells and a
pleasant harmony of tongues.

In the supper-room of last night, a new fire, piled upon the feathery
ashes of the old one, shone upon a homely breakfast of loaves, butter,
and milk. It also shone on the courier of the Dorrit family, making tea
for his party from a supply he had brought up with him, together with
several other small stores which were chiefly laid in for the use of the
strong body of inconvenience. Mr Gowan and Blandois of Paris had
already breakfasted, and were walking up and down by the lake,
smoking their cigars. 'Gowan, eh?' muttered Tip, otherwise Edward
Dorrit, Esquire, turning over the leaves of the book, when the courier
had left them to breakfast. 'Then Gowan is the name of a puppy,
that's all I have got to say! If it was worth my while, I'd pull his nose.
But it isn't worth my while - fortunately for him. How's his wife, Amy?

I suppose you know. You generally know things of that sort.'

'She is better, Edward. But they are not going to-day.'

'Oh! They are not going to-day! Fortunately for that fellow too,' said
Tip, 'or he and I might have come into collision.'

'It is thought better here that she should lie quiet to-day, and not be
fatigued and shaken by the ride down until to-morrow.'
'With all my heart. But you talk as if you had been nursing her. You
haven't been relapsing into (Mrs General is not here) into old habits,
have you, Amy?'

He asked her the question with a sly glance of observation at Miss

Fanny, and at his father too.

'I have only been in to ask her if I could do anything for her, Tip,' said
Little Dorrit.

'You needn't call me Tip, Amy child,' returned that young gentleman
with a frown; 'because that's an old habit, and one you may as well
lay aside.'

'I didn't mean to say so, Edward dear. I forgot. It was so natural once,
that it seemed at the moment the right word.'

'Oh yes!' Miss Fanny struck in. 'Natural, and right word, and once,
and all the rest of it! Nonsense, you little thing! I know perfectly well
why you have been taking such an interest in this Mrs Gowan. You
can't blind me.'

'I will not try to, Fanny. Don't be angry.'

'Oh! angry!' returned that young lady with a flounce. 'I have no
patience' (which indeed was the truth). 'Pray, Fanny,' said Mr Dorrit,
raising his eyebrows, 'what do you mean? Explain yourself.'

'Oh! Never mind, Pa,' replied Miss Fanny, 'it's no great matter. Amy
will understand me. She knew, or knew of, this Mrs Gowan before
yesterday, and she may as well admit that she did.'

'My child,' said Mr Dorrit, turning to his younger daughter, 'has your
sister - any - ha - authority for this curious statement?'

'However meek we are,' Miss Fanny struck in before she could answer,
'we don't go creeping into people's rooms on the tops of cold
mountains, and sitting perishing in the frost with people, unless we
know something about them beforehand. It's not very hard to divine
whose friend Mrs Gowan is.'

'Whose friend?' inquired her father.

'Pa, I am sorry to say,' returned Miss Fanny, who had by this time
succeeded in goading herself into a state of much ill-usage and
grievance, which she was often at great pains to do: 'that I believe her
to be a friend of that very objectionable and unpleasant person, who,
with a total absence of all delicacy, which our experience might have
led us to expect from him, insulted us and outraged our feelings in so
public and wilful a manner on an occasion to which it is understood
among us that we will not more pointedly allude.'

'Amy, my child,' said Mr Dorrit, tempering a bland severity with a

dignified affection, 'is this the case?'

Little Dorrit mildly answered, yes it was.

'Yes it is!' cried Miss Fanny. 'Of course! I said so! And now, Pa, I do
declare once for all' - this young lady was in the habit of declaring the
same thing once for all every day of her life, and even several times in
a day - 'that this is shameful! I do declare once for all that it ought to
be put a stop to. Is it not enough that we have gone through what is
only known to ourselves, but are we to have it thrown in our faces,
perseveringly and systematically, by the very person who should spare
our feelings most? Are we to be exposed to this unnatural conduct
every moment of our lives? Are we never to be permitted to forget? I
say again, it is absolutely infamous!'

'Well, Amy,' observed her brother, shaking his head, 'you know I stand
by you whenever I can, and on most occasions. But I must say, that,
upon my soul, I do consider it rather an unaccountable mode of
showing your sisterly affection, that you should back up a man who
treated me in the most ungentlemanly way in which one man can
treat another. And who,' he added convincingly, must be a low-
minded thief, you know, or he never could have conducted himself as
he did.'

'And see,' said Miss Fanny, 'see what is involved in this! Can we ever
hope to be respected by our servants? Never. Here are our two women,
and Pa's valet, and a footman, and a courier, and all sorts of
dependents, and yet in the midst of these, we are to have one of
ourselves rushing about with tumblers of cold water, like a menial!
Why, a policeman,' said Miss Fanny, 'if a beggar had a fit in the street,
could but go plunging about with tumblers, as this very Amy did in
this very room before our very eyes last night!'

'I don't so much mind that, once in a way,' remarked Mr Edward; 'but
your Clennam, as he thinks proper to call himself, is another thing.'
'He is part of the same thing,' returned Miss Fanny, 'and of a piece
with all the rest. He obtruded himself upon us in the first instance.
We never wanted him. I always showed him, for one, that I could have
dispensed with his company with the greatest pleasure.

He then commits that gross outrage upon our feelings, which he never
could or would have committed but for the delight he took in exposing
us; and then we are to be demeaned for the service of his friends!
Why, I don't wonder at this Mr Gowan's conduct towards you. What
else was to be expected when he was enjoying our past misfortunes -
gloating over them at the moment!' 'Father - Edward - no indeed!'
pleaded Little Dorrit. 'Neither Mr nor Mrs Gowan had ever heard our
name. They were, and they are, quite ignorant of our history.'

'So much the worse,' retorted Fanny, determined not to admit

anything in extenuation, 'for then you have no excuse. If they had
known about us, you might have felt yourself called upon to conciliate
them. That would have been a weak and ridiculous mistake, but I can
respect a mistake, whereas I can't respect a wilful and deliberate
abasing of those who should be nearest and dearest to us. No. I can't
respect that. I can do nothing but denounce that.'

'I never offend you wilfully, Fanny,' said Little Dorrit, 'though you are
so hard with me.'

'Then you should be more careful, Amy,' returned her sister. 'If you do
such things by accident, you should be more careful. If I happened to
have been born in a peculiar place, and under peculiar circumstances
that blunted my knowledge of propriety, I fancy I should think myself
bound to consider at every step, ‘Am I going, ignorantly, to
compromise any near and dear relations?’ That is what I fancy I
should do, if it was my case.'

Mr Dorrit now interposed, at once to stop these painful subjects by his

authority, and to point their moral by his wisdom.

'My dear,' said he to his younger daughter, 'I beg you to - ha - to say
no more. Your sister Fanny expresses herself strongly, but not without
considerable reason. You have now a - hum - a great position to
support. That great position is not occupied by yourself alone, but by -
ha - by me, and - ha hum - by us. Us. Now, it is incumbent upon all
people in an exalted position, but it is particularly so on this family,
for reasons which I - ha - will not dwell upon, to make themselves
respected. To be vigilant in making themselves respected.
Dependants, to respect us, must be - ha - kept at a distance and -
hum - kept down. Down. Therefore, your not exposing yourself to the
remarks of our attendants by appearing to have at any time dispensed
with their services and performed them for yourself, is - ha - highly
important.'

'Why, who can doubt it?' cried Miss Fanny. 'It's the essence of
everything.' 'Fanny,' returned her father, grandiloquently, 'give me
leave, my dear. We then come to - ha - to Mr Clennam. I am free to
say that I do not, Amy, share your sister's sentiments - that is to say
altogether - hum - altogether - in reference to Mr Clennam. I am
content to regard that individual in the light of - ha - generally - a
well-behaved person. Hum. A well-behaved person. Nor will I inquire
whether Mr Clennam did, at any time, obtrude himself on - ha - my
society. He knew my society to be - hum - sought, and his plea might
be that he regarded me in the light of a public character. But there
were circumstances attending my - ha - slight knowledge of Mr
Clennam (it was very slight), which,' here Mr Dorrit became extremely
grave and impressive, 'would render it highly indelicate in Mr
Clennam to - ha - to seek to renew communication with me or with
any member of my family under existing circumstances. If Mr
Clennam has sufficient delicacy to perceive the impropriety of any
such attempt, I am bound as a responsible gentleman to - ha - defer
to that delicacy on his part. If, on the other hand, Mr Clennam has
not that delicacy, I cannot for a moment - ha - hold any
correspondence with so - hum - coarse a mind. In either case, it would
appear that Mr Clennam is put altogether out of the question, and
that we have nothing to do with him or he with us. Ha - Mrs General!'

The entrance of the lady whom he announced, to take her place at the
breakfast-table, terminated the discussion. Shortly afterwards, the
courier announced that the valet, and the footman, and the two
maids, and the four guides, and the fourteen mules, were in
readiness; so the breakfast party went out to the convent door to join
the cavalcade.

Mr Gowan stood aloof with his cigar and pencil, but Mr Blandois was
on the spot to pay his respects to the ladies. When he gallantly pulled
off his slouched hat to Little Dorrit, she thought he had even a more
sinister look, standing swart and cloaked in the snow, than he had in
the fire-light over-night. But, as both her father and her sister
received his homage with some favour, she refrained from expressing
any distrust of him, lest it should prove to be a new blemish derived
from her prison birth.

Nevertheless, as they wound down the rugged way while the convent
was yet in sight, she more than once looked round, and descried Mr
Blandois, backed by the convent smoke which rose straight and high
from the chimneys in a golden film, always standing on one jutting
point looking down after them. Long after he was a mere black stick in
the snow, she felt as though she could yet see that smile of his, that
high nose, and those eyes that were too near it. And even after that,
when the convent was gone and some light morning clouds veiled the
pass below it, the ghastly skeleton arms by the wayside seemed to be
all pointing up at him.

More treacherous than snow, perhaps, colder at heart, and harder to

melt, Blandois of Paris by degrees passed out of her mind, as they
came down into the softer regions. Again the sun was warm, again the
streams descending from glaciers and snowy caverns were refreshing
to drink at, again they came among the pine-trees, the rocky rivulets,
the verdant heights and dales, the wooden chalets and rough zigzag
fences of Swiss country. Sometimes the way so widened that she and
her father could ride abreast. And then to look at him, handsomely
clothed in his fur and broadcloths, rich, free, numerously served and
attended, his eyes roving far away among the glories of the landscape,
no miserable screen before them to darken his sight and cast its
shadow on him, was enough.

Her uncle was so far rescued from that shadow of old, that he wore
the clothes they gave him, and performed some ablutions as a
sacrifice to the family credit, and went where he was taken, with a
certain patient animal enjoyment, which seemed to express that the
air and change did him good. In all other respects, save one, he shone
with no light but such as was reflected from his brother. His brother's
greatness, wealth, freedom, and grandeur, pleased him without any
reference to himself. Silent and retiring, he had no use for speech
when he could hear his brother speak; no desire to be waited on, so
that the servants devoted themselves to his brother. The only
noticeable change he originated in himself, was an alteration in his
manner to his younger niece. Every day it refined more and more into
a marked respect, very rarely shown by age to youth, and still more
rarely susceptible, one would have said, of the fitness with which he
invested it. On those occasions when Miss Fanny did declare once for
all, he would take the next opportunity of baring his grey head before
his younger niece, and of helping her to alight, or handing her to the
carriage, or showing her any other attention, with the profoundest
deference. Yet it never appeared misplaced or forced, being always
heartily simple, spontaneous, and genuine. Neither would he ever
consent, even at his brother's request, to be helped to any place before
her, or to take precedence of her in anything. So jealous was he of her
being respected, that, on this very journey down from the Great Saint
Bernard, he took sudden and violent umbrage at the footman's being
remiss to hold her stirrup, though standing near when she
dismounted; and unspeakably astonished the whole retinue by
charging at him on a hard-headed mule, riding him into a corner, and
threatening to trample him to death.

They were a goodly company, and the Innkeepers all but worshipped
them. Wherever they went, their importance preceded them in the
person of the courier riding before, to see that the rooms of state were
ready. He was the herald of the family procession. The great travelling-
carriage came next: containing, inside, Mr Dorrit, Miss Dorrit, Miss
Amy Dorrit, and Mrs General; outside, some of the retainers, and (in
fine weather) Edward Dorrit, Esquire, for whom the box was reserved.
Then came the chariot containing Frederick Dorrit, Esquire, and an
empty place occupied by Edward Dorrit, Esquire, in wet weather.
Then came the fourgon with the rest of the retainers, the heavy
baggage, and as much as it could carry of the mud and dust which
the other vehicles left behind.

These equipages adorned the yard of the hotel at Martigny, on the

return of the family from their mountain excursion. Other vehicles
were there, much company being on the road, from the patched
Italian Vettura - like the body of a swing from an English fair put
upon a wooden tray on wheels, and having another wooden tray
without wheels put atop of it - to the trim English carriage. But there
was another adornment of the hotel which Mr Dorrit had not
bargained for. Two strange travellers embellished one of his rooms.

The Innkeeper, hat in hand in the yard, swore to the courier that he
was blighted, that he was desolated, that he was profoundly afflicted,
that he was the most miserable and unfortunate of beasts, that he
had the head of a wooden pig. He ought never to have made the
concession, he said, but the very genteel lady had so passionately
prayed him for the accommodation of that room to dine in, only for a
little half-hour, that he had been vanquished. The little half-hour was
expired, the lady and gentleman were taking their little dessert and
half-cup of coffee, the note was paid, the horses were ordered, they
would depart immediately; but, owing to an unhappy destiny and the
curse of Heaven, they were not yet gone.

Nothing could exceed Mr Dorrit's indignation, as he turned at the foot

of the staircase on hearing these apologies. He felt that the family
dignity was struck at by an assassin's hand. He had a sense of his
dignity, which was of the most exquisite nature. He could detect a
design upon it when nobody else had any perception of the fact. His
life was made an agony by the number of fine scalpels that he felt to
be incessantly engaged in dissecting his dignity.

'Is it possible, sir,' said Mr Dorrit, reddening excessively, 'that you

have - ha - had the audacity to place one of my rooms at the
disposition of any other person?'

Thousands of pardons! It was the host's profound misfortune to have

been overcome by that too genteel lady. He besought Monseigneur not
to enrage himself. He threw himself on Monseigneur for clemency. If
Monseigneur would have the distinguished goodness to occupy the
other salon especially reserved for him, for but five minutes, all would
go well.

'No, sir,' said Mr Dorrit. 'I will not occupy any salon. I will leave your
house without eating or drinking, or setting foot in it.

How do you dare to act like this? Who am I that you - ha - separate
me from other gentlemen?'
Alas! The host called all the universe to witness that Monseigneur was
the most amiable of the whole body of nobility, the most important,
the most estimable, the most honoured. If he separated Monseigneur
from others, it was only because he was more distinguished, more
cherished, more generous, more renowned.

'Don't tell me so, sir,' returned Mr Dorrit, in a mighty heat. 'You have
affronted me. You have heaped insults upon me. How dare you?
Explain yourself.'

Ah, just Heaven, then, how could the host explain himself when he
had nothing more to explain; when he had only to apologise, and
confide himself to the so well-known magnanimity of Monseigneur!

'I tell you, sir,' said Mr Dorrit, panting with anger, 'that you separate
me - ha - from other gentlemen; that you make distinctions between
me and other gentlemen of fortune and station. I demand of you, why?
I wish to know on - ha - what authority, on whose authority. Reply sir.
Explain. Answer why.'

Permit the landlord humbly to submit to Monsieur the Courier then,

that Monseigneur, ordinarily so gracious, enraged himself without
cause. There was no why. Monsieur the Courier would represent to
Monseigneur, that he deceived himself in suspecting that there was
any why, but the why his devoted servant had already had the honour
to present to him. The very genteel lady -

'Silence!' cried Mr Dorrit. 'Hold your tongue! I will hear no more of the
very genteel lady; I will hear no more of you. Look at this family - my
family - a family more genteel than any lady. You have treated this
family with disrespect; you have been insolent to this family. I'll ruin
you. Ha - send for the horses, pack the carriages, I'll not set foot in
this man's house again!'

No one had interfered in the dispute, which was beyond the French
colloquial powers of Edward Dorrit, Esquire, and scarcely within the
province of the ladies. Miss Fanny, however, now supported her father
with great bitterness; declaring, in her native tongue, that it was quite
clear there was something special in this man's impertinence; and
that she considered it important that he should be, by some means,
forced to give up his authority for making distinctions between that
family and other wealthy families. What the reasons of his
presumption could be, she was at a loss to imagine; but reasons he
must have, and they ought to be torn from him.

All the guides, mule-drivers, and idlers in the yard, had made
themselves parties to the angry conference, and were much impressed
by the courier's now bestirring himself to get the carriages out. With
the aid of some dozen people to each wheel, this was done at a great
cost of noise; and then the loading was proceeded with, pending the
arrival of the horses from the post-house.

But the very genteel lady's English chariot being already horsed and
at the inn-door, the landlord had slipped up-stairs to represent his
hard case. This was notified to the yard by his now coming down the
staircase in attendance on the gentleman and the lady, and by his
pointing out the offended majesty of Mr Dorrit to them with a
significant motion of his hand.

'Beg your pardon,' said the gentleman, detaching himself from the
lady, and coming forward. 'I am a man of few words and a bad hand at
an explanation - but lady here is extremely anxious that there should
be no Row. Lady - a mother of mine, in point of fact - wishes me to say
that she hopes no Row.'

Mr Dorrit, still panting under his injury, saluted the gentleman, and
saluted the lady, in a distant, final, and invincible manner.

'No, but really - here, old feller; you!' This was the gentleman's way of
appealing to Edward Dorrit, Esquire, on whom he pounced as a great
and providential relief. 'Let you and I try to make this all right. Lady
so very much wishes no Row.'

Edward Dorrit, Esquire, led a little apart by the button, assumed a

diplomatic expression of countenance in replying, 'Why you must
confess, that when you bespeak a lot of rooms beforehand, and they
belong to you, it's not pleasant to find other people in 'em.'

'No,' said the other, 'I know it isn't. I admit it. Still, let you and I try to
make it all right, and avoid Row. The fault is not this chap's at all, but
my mother's. Being a remarkably fine woman with no bigodd
nonsense about her - well educated, too - she was too many for this
chap. Regularly pocketed him.'

'If that's the case - ' Edward Dorrit, Esquire, began.

'Assure you 'pon my soul 'tis the case. Consequently,' said the other
gentleman, retiring on his main position, 'why Row?'

'Edmund,' said the lady from the doorway, 'I hope you have explained,
or are explaining, to the satisfaction of this gentleman and his family
that the civil landlord is not to blame?'

'Assure you, ma'am,' returned Edmund, 'perfectly paralysing myself

with trying it on.' He then looked steadfastly at Edward Dorrit,
Esquire, for some seconds, and suddenly added, in a burst of
confidence, 'Old feller! Is it all right?'

'I don't know, after all,' said the lady, gracefully advancing a step or
two towards Mr Dorrit, 'but that I had better say myself, at once, that
I assured this good man I took all the consequences on myself of
occupying one of a stranger's suite of rooms during his absence, for
just as much (or as little) time as I could dine in. I had no idea the
rightful owner would come back so soon, nor had I any idea that he
had come back, or I should have hastened to make restoration of my
ill-gotten chamber, and to have offered my explanation and apology. I
trust in saying this - '

For a moment the lady, with a glass at her eye, stood transfixed and
speechless before the two Miss Dorrits. At the same moment, Miss
Fanny, in the foreground of a grand pictorial composition, formed by
the family, the family equipages, and the family servants, held her
sister tight under one arm to detain her on the spot, and with the
other arm fanned herself with a distinguished air, and negligently
surveyed the lady from head to foot.

The lady, recovering herself quickly - for it was Mrs Merdle and she
was not easily dashed - went on to add that she trusted in saying this,
she apologised for her boldness, and restored this well- behaved
landlord to the favour that was so very valuable to him. Mr Dorrit, on
the altar of whose dignity all this was incense, made a gracious reply;
and said that his people should - ha - countermand his horses, and
he would - hum - overlook what he had at first supposed to be an
affront, but now regarded as an honour. Upon this the bosom bent to
him; and its owner, with a wonderful command of feature, addressed
a winning smile of adieu to the two sisters, as young ladies of fortune
in whose favour she was much prepossessed, and whom she had
never had the gratification of seeing before.

Not so, however, Mr Sparkler. This gentleman, becoming transfixed at

the same moment as his lady-mother, could not by any means unfix
himself again, but stood stiffly staring at the whole composition with
Miss Fanny in the Foreground. On his mother saying, 'Edmund, we
are quite ready; will you give me your arm?' he seemed, by the motion
of his lips, to reply with some remark comprehending the form of
words in which his shining talents found the most frequent utterance,
but he relaxed no muscle. So fixed was his figure, that it would have
been matter of some difficulty to bend him sufficiently to get him in
the carriage-door, if he had not received the timely assistance of a
maternal pull from within. He was no sooner within than the pad of
the little window in the back of the chariot disappeared, and his eye
usurped its place. There it remained as long as so small an object was
discernible, and probably much longer, staring (as though something
inexpressibly surprising should happen to a codfish) like an ill-
executed eye in a large locket.

This encounter was so highly agreeable to Miss Fanny, and gave her
so much to think of with triumph afterwards, that it softened her
asperities exceedingly. When the procession was again in motion next
day, she occupied her place in it with a new gaiety; and showed such
a flow of spirits indeed, that Mrs General looked rather surprised.

Little Dorrit was glad to be found no fault with, and to see that Fanny
was pleased; but her part in the procession was a musing part, and a
quiet one. Sitting opposite her father in the travelling-carriage, and
recalling the old Marshalsea room, her present existence was a dream.
All that she saw was new and wonderful, but it was not real; it seemed
to her as if those visions of mountains and picturesque countries
might melt away at any moment, and the carriage, turning some
abrupt corner, bring up with a jolt at the old Marshalsea gate.

To have no work to do was strange, but not half so strange as having

glided into a corner where she had no one to think for, nothing to plan
and contrive, no cares of others to load herself with. Strange as that
was, it was far stranger yet to find a space between herself and her
father, where others occupied themselves in taking care of him, and
where she was never expected to be. At first, this was so much more
unlike her old experience than even the mountains themselves, that
she had been unable to resign herself to it, and had tried to retain her
old place about him. But he had spoken to her alone, and had said
that people - ha - people in an exalted position, my dear, must
scrupulously exact respect from their dependents; and that for her,
his daughter, Miss Amy Dorrit, of the sole remaining branch of the
Dorrits of Dorsetshire, to be known to - hum - to occupy herself in
fulfilling the functions of - ha hum - a valet, would be incompatible
with that respect. Therefore, my dear, he - ha - he laid his parental
injunctions upon her, to remember that she was a lady, who had now
to conduct herself with - hum - a proper pride, and to preserve the
rank of a lady; and consequently he requested her to abstain from
doing what would occasion - ha - unpleasant and derogatory remarks.
She had obeyed without a murmur. Thus it had been brought about
that she now sat in her corner of the luxurious carriage with her little
patient hands folded before her, quite displaced even from the last
point of the old standing ground in life on which her feet had lingered.

It was from this position that all she saw appeared unreal; the more
surprising the scenes, the more they resembled the unreality of her
own inner life as she went through its vacant places all day long. The
gorges of the Simplon, its enormous depths and thundering waterfalls,
the wonderful road, the points of danger where a loose wheel or a
faltering horse would have been destruction, the descent into Italy, the
opening of that beautiful land as the rugged mountain-chasm widened
and let them out from a gloomy and dark imprisonment - all a dream -
only the old mean Marshalsea a reality. Nay, even the old mean
Marshalsea was shaken to its foundations when she pictured it
without her father. She could scarcely believe that the prisoners were
still lingering in the close yard, that the mean rooms were still every
one tenanted, and that the turnkey still stood in the Lodge letting
people in and out, all just as she well knew it to be.

With a remembrance of her father's old life in prison hanging about

her like the burden of a sorrowful tune, Little Dorrit would wake from
a dream of her birth-place into a whole day's dream. The painted room
in which she awoke, often a humbled state-chamber in a dilapidated
palace, would begin it; with its wild red autumnal vine-leaves
overhanging the glass, its orange-trees on the cracked white terrace
outside the window, a group of monks and peasants in the little street
below, misery and magnificence wrestling with each other upon every
rood of ground in the prospect, no matter how widely diversified, and
misery throwing magnificence with the strength of fate. To this would
succeed a labyrinth of bare passages and pillared galleries, with the
family procession already preparing in the quadrangle below, through
the carriages and luggage being brought together by the servants for
the day's journey. Then breakfast in another painted chamber, damp-
stained and of desolate proportions; and then the departure, which, to
her timidity and sense of not being grand enough for her place in the
ceremonies, was always an uneasy thing. For then the courier (who
himself would have been a foreign gentleman of high mark in the
Marshalsea) would present himself to report that all was ready; and
then her father's valet would pompously induct him into his
travelling-cloak; and then Fanny's maid, and her own maid (who was
a weight on Little Dorrit's mind - absolutely made her cry at first, she
knew so little what to do with her), would be in attendance; and then
her brother's man would complete his master's equipment; and then
her father would give his arm to Mrs General, and her uncle would
give his to her, and, escorted by the landlord and Inn servants, they
would swoop down-stairs. There, a crowd would be collected to see
them enter their carriages, which, amidst much bowing, and begging,
and prancing, and lashing, and clattering, they would do; and so they
would be driven madly through narrow unsavoury streets, and jerked
out at the town gate.

Among the day's unrealities would be roads where the bright red vines
were looped and garlanded together on trees for many miles; woods of
olives; white villages and towns on hill-sides, lovely without, but
frightful in their dirt and poverty within; crosses by the way; deep blue
lakes with fairy islands, and clustering boats with awnings of bright
colours and sails of beautiful forms; vast piles of building mouldering
to dust; hanging-gardens where the weeds had grown so strong that
their stems, like wedges driven home, had split the arch and rent the
wall; stone-terraced lanes, with the lizards running into and out of
every chink; beggars of all sorts everywhere: pitiful, picturesque,
hungry, merry; children beggars and aged beggars. Often at posting-
houses and other halting places, these miserable creatures would
appear to her the only realities of the day; and many a time, when the
money she had brought to give them was all given away, she would sit
with her folded hands, thoughtfully looking after some diminutive girl
leading her grey father, as if the sight reminded her of something in
the days that were gone.

Again, there would be places where they stayed the week together in
splendid rooms, had banquets every day, rode out among heaps of
wonders, walked through miles of palaces, and rested in dark corners
of great churches; where there were winking lamps of gold and silver
among pillars and arches, kneeling figures dotted about at
confessionals and on the pavements; where there was the mist and
scent of incense; where there were pictures, fantastic images, gaudy
altars, great heights and distances, all softly lighted through stained
glass, and the massive curtains that hung in the doorways. From
these cities they would go on again, by the roads of vines and olives,
through squalid villages, where there was not a hovel without a gap in
its filthy walls, not a window with a whole inch of glass or paper;
where there seemed to be nothing to support life, nothing to eat,
nothing to make, nothing to grow, nothing to hope, nothing to do but
die.

Again they would come to whole towns of palaces, whose proper

inmates were all banished, and which were all changed into barracks:
troops of idle soldiers leaning out of the state windows, where their
accoutrements hung drying on the marble architecture, and showing
to the mind like hosts of rats who were (happily) eating away the
props of the edifices that supported them, and must soon, with them,
be smashed on the heads of the other swarms of soldiers and the
swarms of priests, and the swarms of spies, who were all the ill-
looking population left to be ruined, in the streets below.

Through such scenes, the family procession moved on to Venice. And

here it dispersed for a time, as they were to live in Venice some few
months in a palace (itself six times as big as the whole Marshalsea) on
the Grand Canal.

In this crowning unreality, where all the streets were paved with
water, and where the deathlike stillness of the days and nights was
broken by no sound but the softened ringing of church-bells, the
rippling of the current, and the cry of the gondoliers turning the
corners of the flowing streets, Little Dorrit, quite lost by her task being
done, sat down to muse. The family began a gay life, went here and
there, and turned night into day; but she was timid of joining in their
gaieties, and only asked leave to be left alone.

Sometimes she would step into one of the gondolas that were always
kept in waiting, moored to painted posts at the door - when she could
escape from the attendance of that oppressive maid, who was her
mistress, and a very hard one - and would be taken all over the
strange city. Social people in other gondolas began to ask each other
who the little solitary girl was whom they passed, sitting in her boat
with folded hands, looking so pensively and wonderingly about her.
Never thinking that it would be worth anybody's while to notice her or
her doings, Little Dorrit, in her quiet, scared, lost manner, went about
the city none the less. But her favourite station was the balcony of her
own room, overhanging the canal, with other balconies below, and
none above. It was of massive stone darkened by ages, built in a wild
fancy which came from the East to that collection of wild fancies; and
Little Dorrit was little indeed, leaning on the broad-cushioned ledge,
and looking over. As she liked no place of an evening half so well, she
soon began to be watched for, and many eyes in passing gondolas
were raised, and many people said, There was the little figure of the
English girl who was always alone.

Such people were not realities to the little figure of the English girl;
such people were all unknown to her. She would watch the sunset, in
its long low lines of purple and red, and its burning flush high up into
the sky: so glowing on the buildings, and so lightening their structure,
that it made them look as if their strong walls were transparent, and
they shone from within. She would watch those glories expire; and
then, after looking at the black gondolas underneath, taking guests to
music and dancing, would raise her eyes to the shining stars. Was
there no party of her own, in other times, on which the stars had
shone? To think of that old gate now! She would think of that old gate,
and of herself sitting at it in the dead of the night, pillowing Maggy's
head; and of other places and of other scenes associated with those
different times. And then she would lean upon her balcony, and look
over at the water, as though they all lay underneath it. When she got
to that, she would musingly watch its running, as if, in the general
vision, it might run dry, and show her the prison again, and herself,
and the old room , and the old inmates, and the old visitors: all lasting
realities that had never changed.
Chapter XL - A Letter From Little Dorrit

Dear Mr Clennam,

I write to you from my own room at Venice, thinking you will be glad
to hear from me. But I know you cannot be so glad to hear from me as
I am to write to you; for everything about you is as you have been
accustomed to see it, and you miss nothing - unless it should be me,
which can only be for a very little while together and very seldom -
while everything in my life is so strange, and I miss so much.

When we were in Switzerland, which appears to have been years ago,

though it was only weeks, I met young Mrs Gowan, who was on a
mountain excursion like ourselves. She told me she was very well and
very happy. She sent you the message, by me, that she thanked you
affectionately and would never forget you. She was quite confiding
with me, and I loved her almost as soon as I spoke to her. But there is
nothing singular in that; who could help loving so beautiful and
winning a creature! I could not wonder at any one loving her. No
indeed.

It will not make you uneasy on Mrs Gowan's account, I hope - for I
remember that you said you had the interest of a true friend in her - if
I tell you that I wish she could have married some one better suited to
her. Mr Gowan seems fond of her, and of course she is very fond of
him, but I thought he was not earnest enough - I don't mean in that
respect - I mean in anything. I could not keep it out of my mind that if
I was Mrs Gowan (what a change that would be, and how I must alter
to become like her!) I should feel that I was rather lonely and lost, for
the want of some one who was steadfast and firm in purpose. I even
thought she felt this want a little, almost without knowing it. But
mind you are not made uneasy by this, for she was 'very well and very
happy.' And she looked most beautiful.

I expect to meet her again before long, and indeed have been expecting
for some days past to see her here. I will ever be as good a friend to
her as I can for your sake. Dear Mr Clennam, I dare say you think
little of having been a friend to me when I had no other (not that I
have any other now, for I have made no new friends), but I think
much of it, and I never can forget it.

I wish I knew - but it is best for no one to write to me - how Mr and

Mrs Plornish prosper in the business which my dear father bought for
them, and that old Mr Nandy lives happily with them and his two
grandchildren, and sings all his songs over and over again. I cannot
quite keep back the tears from my eyes when I think of my poor
Maggy, and of the blank she must have felt at first, however kind they
all are to her, without her Little Mother. Will you go and tell her, as a
strict secret, with my love, that she never can have regretted our
separation more than I have regretted it? And will you tell them all
that I have thought of them every day, and that my heart is faithful to
them everywhere? O, if you could know how faithful, you would
almost pity me for being so far away and being so grand!

You will be glad, I am sure, to know that my dear father is very well in
health, and that all these changes are highly beneficial to him, and
that he is very different indeed from what he used to be when you
used to see him. There is an improvement in my uncle too, I think,
though he never complained of old, and never exults now. Fanny is
very graceful, quick, and clever. It is natural to her to be a lady; she
has adapted herself to our new fortunes with wonderful ease.

This reminds me that I have not been able to do so, and that I
sometimes almost despair of ever being able to do so. I find that I
cannot learn. Mrs General is always with us, and we speak French
and speak Italian, and she takes pains to form us in many ways.
When I say we speak French and Italian, I mean they do. As for me, I
am so slow that I scarcely get on at all. As soon as I begin to plan, and
think, and try, all my planning, thinking, and trying go in old
directions, and I begin to feel careful again about the expenses of the
day, and about my dear father, and about my work, and then I
remember with a start that there are no such cares left, and that in
itself is so new and improbable that it sets me wandering again. I
should not have the courage to mention this to any one but you.

It is the same with all these new countries and wonderful sights. They
are very beautiful, and they astonish me, but I am not collected
enough - not familiar enough with myself, if you can quite understand
what I mean - to have all the pleasure in them that I might have. What
I knew before them, blends with them, too, so curiously. For instance,
when we were among the mountains, I often felt (I hesitate to tell such
an idle thing, dear Mr Clennam, even to you) as if the Marshalsea
must be behind that great rock; or as if Mrs Clennam's room where I
have worked so many days, and where I first saw you, must be just
beyond that snow. Do you remember one night when I came with
Maggy to your lodging in Covent Garden? That room I have often and
often fancied I have seen before me, travelling along for miles by the
side of our carriage, when I have looked out of the carriage-window
after dark. We were shut out that night, and sat at the iron gate, and
walked about till morning. I often look up at the stars, even from the
balcony of this room, and believe that I am in the street again, shut
out with Maggy. It is the same with people that I left in England.

When I go about here in a gondola, I surprise myself looking into other

gondolas as if I hoped to see them. It would overcome me with joy to
see them, but I don't think it would surprise me much, at first. In my
fanciful times, I fancy that they might be anywhere; and I almost
expect to see their dear faces on the bridges or the quays.

Another difficulty that I have will seem very strange to you. It must
seem very strange to any one but me, and does even to me: I often feel
the old sad pity for - I need not write the word - for him. Changed as
he is, and inexpressibly blest and thankful as I always am to know it,
the old sorrowful feeling of compassion comes upon me sometimes
with such strength that I want to put my arms round his neck, tell
him how I love him, and cry a little on his breast. I should be glad
after that, and proud and happy. But I know that I must not do this;
that he would not like it, that Fanny would be angry, that Mrs General
would be amazed; and so I quiet myself. Yet in doing so, I struggle
with the feeling that I have come to be at a distance from him; and
that even in the midst of all the servants and attendants, he is
deserted, and in want of me.

Dear Mr Clennam, I have written a great deal about myself, but I must
write a little more still, or what I wanted most of all to say in this weak
letter would be left out of it. In all these foolish thoughts of mine,
which I have been so hardy as to confess to you because I know you
will understand me if anybody can, and will make more allowance for
me than anybody else would if you cannot - in all these thoughts,
there is one thought scarcely ever - never - out of my memory, and
that is that I hope you sometimes, in a quiet moment, have a thought
for me. I must tell you that as to this, I have felt, ever since I have
been away, an anxiety which I am very anxious to relieve. I have been
afraid that you may think of me in a new light, or a new character.
Don't do that, I could not bear that - it would make me more unhappy
than you can suppose. It would break my heart to believe that you
thought of me in any way that would make me stranger to you than I
was when you were so good to me. What I have to pray and entreat of
you is, that you will never think of me as the daughter of a rich
person; that you will never think of me as dressing any better, or
living any better, than when you first knew me. That you will
remember me only as the little shabby girl you protected with so much
tenderness, from whose threadbare dress you have kept away the
rain, and whose wet feet you have dried at your fire. That you will
think of me (when you think of me at all), and of my true affection and
devoted gratitude, always without change, as of your poor child,
LITTLE DORRIT.

P.S. - Particularly remember that you are not to be uneasy about Mrs
Gowan. Her words were, 'Very well and very happy.' And she looked
most beautiful.
Chapter XLI - Something Wrong Somewhere

The family had been a month or two at Venice, when Mr Dorrit, who
was much among Counts and Marquises, and had but scant leisure,
set an hour of one day apart, beforehand, for the purpose of holding
some conference with Mrs General.

The time he had reserved in his mind arriving, he sent Mr Tinkler, his
valet, to Mrs General's apartment (which would have absorbed about
a third of the area of the Marshalsea), to present his compliments to
that lady, and represent him as desiring the favour of an interview. It
being that period of the forenoon when the various members of the
family had coffee in their own chambers, some couple of hours before
assembling at breakfast in a faded hall which had once been
sumptuous, but was now the prey of watery vapours and a settled
melancholy, Mrs General was accessible to the valet. That envoy found
her on a little square of carpet, so extremely diminutive in reference to
the size of her stone and marble floor that she looked as if she might
have had it spread for the trying on of a ready-made pair of shoes; or
as if she had come into possession of the enchanted piece of carpet,
bought for forty purses by one of the three princes in the Arabian
Nights, and had that moment been transported on it, at a wish, into a
palatial saloon with which it had no connection.

Mrs General, replying to the envoy, as she set down her empty coffee-
cup, that she was willing at once to proceed to Mr Dorrit's apartment,
and spare him the trouble of coming to her (which, in his gallantry, he
had proposed), the envoy threw open the door, and escorted Mrs
General to the presence. It was quite a walk, by mysterious staircases
and corridors, from Mrs General's apartment, - hoodwinked by a
narrow side street with a low gloomy bridge in it, and dungeon-like
opposite tenements, their walls besmeared with a thousand downward
stains and streaks, as if every crazy aperture in them had been
weeping tears of rust into the Adriatic for centuries - to Mr Dorrit's
apartment: with a whole English house- front of window, a prospect of
beautiful church-domes rising into the blue sky sheer out of the water
which reflected them, and a hushed murmur of the Grand Canal
laving the doorways below, where his gondolas and gondoliers
attended his pleasure, drowsily swinging in a little forest of piles.

Mr Dorrit, in a resplendent dressing-gown and cap - the dormant grub

that had so long bided its time among the Collegians had burst into a
rare butterfly - rose to receive Mrs General. A chair to Mrs General. An
easier chair, sir; what are you doing, what are you about, what do you
mean? Now, leave us!

'Mrs General,' said Mr Dorrit, 'I took the liberty - '

'By no means,' Mrs General interposed. 'I was quite at your
disposition. I had had my coffee.'

' - I took the liberty,' said Mr Dorrit again, with the magnificent
placidity of one who was above correction, 'to solicit the favour of a
little private conversation with you, because I feel rather worried
respecting my - ha - my younger daughter. You will have observed a
great difference of temperament, madam, between my two daughters?'

Said Mrs General in response, crossing her gloved hands (she was
never without gloves, and they never creased and always fitted), 'There
is a great difference.'

'May I ask to be favoured with your view of it?' said Mr Dorrit, with a
deference not incompatible with majestic serenity.

'Fanny,' returned Mrs General, 'has force of character and self-

reliance. Amy, none.'

None? O Mrs General, ask the Marshalsea stones and bars. O Mrs
General, ask the milliner who taught her to work, and the dancing-
master who taught her sister to dance. O Mrs General, Mrs General,
ask me, her father, what I owe her; and hear my testimony touching
the life of this slighted little creature from her childhood up!

No such adjuration entered Mr Dorrit's head. He looked at Mrs

General, seated in her usual erect attitude on her coach-box behind
the proprieties, and he said in a thoughtful manner, 'True, madam.'

'I would not,' said Mrs General, 'be understood to say, observe, that
there is nothing to improve in Fanny. But there is material there -
perhaps, indeed, a little too much.'

'Will you be kind enough, madam,' said Mr Dorrit, 'to be - ha - more

explicit? I do not quite understand my elder daughter's having - hum
- too much material. What material?'

'Fanny,' returned Mrs General, 'at present forms too many opinions.

Perfect breeding forms none, and is never demonstrative.'

Lest he himself should be found deficient in perfect breeding, Mr

Dorrit hastened to reply, 'Unquestionably, madam, you are right.' Mrs
General returned, in her emotionless and expressionless manner, 'I
believe so.'

'But you are aware, my dear madam,' said Mr Dorrit, 'that my

daughters had the misfortune to lose their lamented mother when
they were very young; and that, in consequence of my not having been
until lately the recognised heir to my property, they have lived with me
as a comparatively poor, though always proud, gentleman, in - ha
hum - retirement!'

'I do not,' said Mrs General, 'lose sight of the circumstance.'

'Madam,'pursued Mr Dorrit, 'of my daughter Fanny, under her present
guidance and with such an example constantly before her - '

(Mrs General shut her eyes.)

- 'I have no misgivings. There is adaptability of character in Fanny.

But my younger daughter, Mrs General, rather worries and vexes my
thoughts. I must inform you that she has always been my favourite.'

'There is no accounting,' said Mrs General, 'for these partialities.'

'Ha - no,' assented Mr Dorrit. 'No. Now, madam, I am troubled by

noticing that Amy is not, so to speak, one of ourselves. She does not
Care to go about with us; she is lost in the society we have here; our
tastes are evidently not her tastes. Which,' said Mr Dorrit, summing
up with judicial gravity, 'is to say, in other words, that there is
something wrong in - ha - Amy.'

'May we incline to the supposition,' said Mrs General, with a little

touch of varnish, 'that something is referable to the novelty of the
position?'

'Excuse me, madam,' observed Mr Dorrit, rather quickly. 'The

daughter of a gentleman, though - ha - himself at one time
comparatively far from affluent - comparatively - and herself reared in
- hum - retirement, need not of necessity find this position so very
novel.'

'True,' said Mrs General, 'true.'

'Therefore, madam,' said Mr Dorrit, 'I took the liberty' (he laid an
emphasis on the phrase and repeated it, as though he stipulated, with
urbane firmness, that he must not be contradicted again), 'I took the
liberty of requesting this interview, in order that I might mention the
topic to you, and inquire how you would advise me?'

'Mr Dorrit,' returned Mrs General, 'I have conversed with Amy several
times since we have been residing here, on the general subject of the
formation of a demeanour. She has expressed herself to me as
wondering exceedingly at Venice. I have mentioned to her that it is
better not to wonder. I have pointed out to her that the celebrated Mr
Eustace, the classical tourist, did not think much of it; and that he
compared the Rialto, greatly to its disadvantage, with Westminster
and Blackfriars Bridges. I need not add, after what you have said, that
I have not yet found my arguments successful. You do me the honour
to ask me what to advise. It always appears to me (if this should prove
to be a baseless assumption, I shall be pardoned), that Mr Dorrit has
been accustomed to exercise influence over the minds of others.'

'Hum - madam,' said Mr Dorrit, 'I have been at the head of - ha of a

considerable community. You are right in supposing that I am not
unaccustomed to - an influential position.'

'I am happy,' returned Mrs General, 'to be so corroborated. I would

therefore the more confidently recommend that Mr Dorrit should
speak to Amy himself, and make his observations and wishes known
to her. Being his favourite, besides, and no doubt attached to him, she
is all the more likely to yield to his influence.'

'I had anticipated your suggestion, madam,' said Mr Dorrit, 'but - ha -

was not sure that I might - hum - not encroach on - '

'On my province, Mr Dorrit?' said Mrs General, graciously. 'Do not

mention it.'

'Then, with your leave, madam,' resumed Mr Dorrit, ringing his little
bell to summon his valet, 'I will send for her at once.'

'Does Mr Dorrit wish me to remain?'

'Perhaps, if you have no other engagement, you would not object for a
minute or two - '

'Not at all.'

So, Tinkler the valet was instructed to find Miss Amy's maid, and to
request that subordinate to inform Miss Amy that Mr Dorrit wished to
see her in his own room. In delivering this charge to Tinkler, Mr Dorrit
looked severely at him, and also kept a jealous eye upon him until he
went out at the door, mistrusting that he might have something in his
mind prejudicial to the family dignity; that he might have even got
wind of some Collegiate joke before he came into the service, and
might be derisively reviving its remembrance at the present moment. If
Tinkler had happened to smile, however faintly and innocently,
nothing would have persuaded Mr Dorrit, to the hour of his death, but
that this was the case. As Tinkler happened, however, very fortunately
for himself, to be of a serious and composed countenance, he escaped
the secret danger that threatened him. And as on his return - when
Mr Dorrit eyed him again - he announced Miss Amy as if she had
come to a funeral, he left a vague impression on Mr Dorrit's mind that
he was a well- conducted young fellow, who had been brought up in
the study of his Catechism by a widowed mother.

'Amy,' said Mr Dorrit, 'you have just now been the subject of some
conversation between myself and Mrs General. We agree that you
scarcely seem at home here. Ha - how is this?'

A pause.

'I think, father, I require a little time.'

'Papa is a preferable mode of address,' observed Mrs General. 'Father

is rather vulgar, my dear. The word Papa, besides, gives a pretty form
to the lips. Papa, potatoes, poultry, prunes, and prism are all very
good words for the lips: especially prunes and prism. You will find it
serviceable, in the formation of a demeanour, if you sometimes say to
yourself in company - on entering a room, for instance - Papa,
potatoes, poultry, prunes and prism, prunes and prism.'

'Pray, my child,' said Mr Dorrit, 'attend to the - hum - precepts of Mrs

General.'

Poor Little Dorrit, with a rather forlorn glance at that eminent

varnisher, promised to try.

'You say, Amy,' pursued Mr Dorrit, 'that you think you require time.
Time for what?'

Another pause.

'To become accustomed to the novelty of my life, was all I meant,' said
Little Dorrit, with her loving eyes upon her father; whom she had very
nearly addressed as poultry, if not prunes and prism too, in her desire
to submit herself to Mrs General and please him.

Mr Dorrit frowned, and looked anything but pleased. 'Amy,' he

returned, 'it appears to me, I must say, that you have had abundance
of time for that. Ha - you surprise me. You disappoint me. Fanny has
conquered any such little difficulties, and - hum - why not you?'

'I hope I shall do better soon,' said Little Dorrit.

'I hope so,' returned her father. 'I - ha - I most devoutly hope so, Amy.
I sent for you, in order that I might say - hum - impressively say, in
the presence of Mrs General, to whom we are all so much indebted for
obligingly being present among us, on - ha - on this or any other
occasion,' Mrs General shut her eyes, 'that I - ha hum - am not
pleased with you. You make Mrs General's a thankless task. You - ha
- embarrass me very much. You have always (as I have informed Mrs
General) been my favourite child; I have always made you a - hum - a
friend and companion; in return, I beg - I - ha - I do beg, that you
accommodate yourself better to - hum - circumstances, and dutifully
do what becomes your - your station.'

Mr Dorrit was even a little more fragmentary than usual, being excited
on the subject and anxious to make himself particularly emphatic.

'I do beg,' he repeated, 'that this may be attended to, and that you will
seriously take pains and try to conduct yourself in a manner both
becoming your position as - ha - Miss Amy Dorrit, and satisfactory to
myself and Mrs General.'

That lady shut her eyes again, on being again referred to; then, slowly
opening them and rising, added these words: 'If Miss Amy Dorrit will
direct her own attention to, and will accept of my poor assistance in,
the formation of a surface, Mr Dorrit will have no further cause of
anxiety. May I take this opportunity of remarking, as an instance in
point, that it is scarcely delicate to look at vagrants with the attention
which I have seen bestowed upon them by a very dear young friend of
mine? They should not be looked at. Nothing disagreeable should ever
be looked at. Apart from such a habit standing in the way of that
graceful equanimity of surface which is so expressive of good breeding,
it hardly seems compatible with refinement of mind. A truly refined
mind will seem to be ignorant of the existence of anything that is not
perfectly proper, placid, and pleasant.' Having delivered this exalted
sentiment, Mrs General made a sweeping obeisance, and retired with
an expression of mouth indicative of Prunes and Prism.

Little Dorrit, whether speaking or silent, had preserved her quiet

earnestness and her loving look. It had not been clouded, except for a
passing moment, until now. But now that she was left alone with him
the fingers of her lightly folded hands were agitated, and there was
repressed emotion in her face.

Not for herself. She might feel a little wounded, but her care was not
for herself. Her thoughts still turned, as they always had turned, to
him. A faint misgiving, which had hung about her since their
accession to fortune, that even now she could never see him as he
used to be before the prison days, had gradually begun to assume
form in her mind. She felt that, in what he had just now said to her
and in his whole bearing towards her, there was the well-known
shadow of the Marshalsea wall. It took a new shape, but it was the old
sad shadow. She began with sorrowful unwillingness to acknowledge
to herself that she was not strong enough to keep off the fear that no
space in the life of man could overcome that quarter of a century
behind the prison bars. She had no blame to bestow upon him,
therefore: nothing to reproach him with, no emotions in her faithful
heart but great compassion and unbounded tenderness.

This is why it was, that, even as he sat before her on his sofa, in the
brilliant light of a bright Italian day, the wonderful city without and
the splendours of an old palace within, she saw him at the moment in
the long-familiar gloom of his Marshalsea lodging, and wished to take
her seat beside him, and comfort him, and be again full of confidence
with him, and of usefulness to him. If he divined what was in her
thoughts, his own were not in tune with it.

After some uneasy moving in his seat, he got up and walked about,
looking very much dissatisfied.

'Is there anything else you wish to say to me, dear father?'

'No, no. Nothing else.'

'I am sorry you have not been pleased with me, dear. I hope you will
not think of me with displeasure now. I am going to try, more than
ever, to adapt myself as you wish to what surrounds me - for indeed I
have tried all along, though I have failed, I know.'

'Amy,' he returned, turning short upon her. 'You - ha - habitually hurt

me.'

'Hurt you, father! I!'

'There is a - hum - a topic,' said Mr Dorrit, looking all about the

ceiling of the room, and never at the attentive, uncomplainingly
shocked face, 'a painful topic, a series of events which I wish - ha -
altogether to obliterate. This is understood by your sister, who has
already remonstrated with you in my presence; it is understood by
your brother; it is understood by - ha hum - by every one of delicacy
and sensitiveness except yourself - ha - I am sorry to say, except
yourself. You, Amy - hum - you alone and only you - constantly
revive the topic, though not in words.'

She laid her hand on his arm. She did nothing more. She gently
touched him. The trembling hand may have said, with some
expression, 'Think of me, think how I have worked, think of my many
cares!' But she said not a syllable herself.

There was a reproach in the touch so addressed to him that she had
not foreseen, or she would have withheld her hand. He began to
justify himself in a heated, stumbling, angry manner, which made
nothing of it.
'I was there all those years. I was - ha - universally acknowledged as
the head of the place. I - hum - I caused you to be respected there,
Amy. I - ha hum - I gave my family a position there. I deserve a return.
I claim a return. I say, sweep it off the face of the earth and begin
afresh. Is that much? I ask, is that much?' He did not once look at
her, as he rambled on in this way; but gesticulated at, and appealed
to, the empty air.

'I have suffered. Probably I know how much I have suffered better
than any one - ha - I say than any one! If I can put that aside, if I can
eradicate the marks of what I have endured, and can emerge before
the world - a - ha - gentleman unspoiled, unspotted - is it a great deal
to expect - I say again, is it a great deal to expect - that my children
should - hum - do the same and sweep that accursed experience off
the face of the earth?'

In spite of his flustered state, he made all these exclamations in a

carefully suppressed voice, lest the valet should overhear anything.

'Accordingly, they do it. Your sister does it. Your brother does it. You
alone, my favourite child, whom I made the friend and companion of
my life when you were a mere - hum - Baby, do not do it.

You alone say you can't do it. I provide you with valuable assistance to
do it. I attach an accomplished and highly bred lady - ha - Mrs
General, to you, for the purpose of doing it. Is it surprising that I
should be displeased? Is it necessary that I should defend myself for
expressing my displeasure? No!'

Notwithstanding which, he continued to defend himself, without any

abatement of his flushed mood.

'I am careful to appeal to that lady for confirmation, before I express

any displeasure at all. I - hum - I necessarily make that appeal within
limited bounds, or I - ha - should render legible, by that lady, what I
desire to be blotted out. Am I selfish? Do I complain for my own sake?
No. No. Principally for - ha hum - your sake, Amy.'

This last consideration plainly appeared, from his manner of pursuing

it, to have just that instant come into his head.

'I said I was hurt. So I am. So I - ha - am determined to be, whatever

is advanced to the contrary. I am hurt that my daughter, seated in the
- hum - lap of fortune, should mope and retire and proclaim herself
unequal to her destiny. I am hurt that she should - ha -
systematically reproduce what the rest of us blot out; and seem - hum
- I had almost said positively anxious - to announce to wealthy and
distinguished society that she was born and bred in - ha hum - a
place that I myself decline to name. But there is no inconsistency - ha
- not the least, in my feeling hurt, and yet complaining principally for
your sake, Amy. I do; I say again, I do. It is for your sake that I wish
you, under the auspices of Mrs General, to form a - hum - a surface. It
is for your sake that I wish you to have a - ha - truly refined mind,
and (in the striking words of Mrs General) to be ignorant of everything
that is not perfectly proper, placid, and pleasant.'

He had been running down by jerks, during his last speech, like a sort
of ill-adjusted alarum. The touch was still upon his arm. He fell silent;
and after looking about the ceiling again for a little while, looked down
at her. Her head drooped, and he could not see her face; but her
touch was tender and quiet, and in the expression of her dejected
figure there was no blame - nothing but love. He began to whimper,
just as he had done that night in the prison when she afterwards sat
at his bedside till morning; exclaimed that he was a poor ruin and a
poor wretch in the midst of his wealth; and clasped her in his arms.
'Hush, hush, my own dear! Kiss me!' was all she said to him. His tears
were soon dried, much sooner than on the former occasion; and he
was presently afterwards very high with his valet, as a way of righting
himself for having shed any.

With one remarkable exception, to be recorded in its place, this was

the only time, in his life of freedom and fortune, when he spoke to his
daughter Amy of the old days.

But, now, the breakfast hour arrived; and with it Miss Fanny from her
apartment, and Mr Edward from his apartment. Both these young
persons of distinction were something the worse for late hours. As to
Miss Fanny, she had become the victim of an insatiate mania for what
she called 'going into society;'and would have gone into it head-
foremost fifty times between sunset and sunrise, if so many
opportunities had been at her disposal. As to Mr Edward, he, too, had
a large acquaintance, and was generally engaged (for the most part, in
diceing circles, or others of a kindred nature), during the greater part
of every night. For this gentleman, when his fortunes changed, had
stood at the great advantage of being already prepared for the highest
associates, and having little to learn: so much was he indebted to the
happy accidents which had made him acquainted with horse-dealing
and billiard-marking.

At breakfast, Mr Frederick Dorrit likewise appeared. As the old

gentleman inhabited the highest story of the palace, where he might
have practised pistol-shooting without much chance of discovery by
the other inmates, his younger niece had taken courage to propose the
restoration to him of his clarionet, which Mr Dorrit had ordered to be
confiscated, but which she had ventured to preserve. Notwithstanding
some objections from Miss Fanny, that it was a low instrument, and
that she detested the sound of it, the concession had been made. But
it was then discovered that he had had enough of it, and never played
it, now that it was no longer his means of getting bread. He had
insensibly acquired a new habit of shuffling into the picture-galleries,
always with his twisted paper of snuff in his hand (much to the
indignation of Miss Fanny, who had proposed the purchase of a gold
box for him that the family might not be discredited, which he had
absolutely refused to carry when it was bought); and of passing hours
and hours before the portraits of renowned Venetians. It was never
made out what his dazed eyes saw in them; whether he had an
interest in them merely as pictures, or whether he confusedly
identified them with a glory that was departed, like the strength of his
own mind. But he paid his court to them with great exactness, and
clearly derived pleasure from the pursuit. After the first few days,
Little Dorrit happened one morning to assist at these attentions. It so
evidently heightened his gratification that she often accompanied him
afterwards, and the greatest delight of which the old man had shown
himself susceptible since his ruin, arose out of these excursions, when
he would carry a chair about for her from picture to picture, and
stand behind it, in spite of all her remonstrances, silently presenting
her to the noble Venetians.

It fell out that, at this family breakfast, he referred to their having

seen in a gallery, on the previous day, the lady and gentleman whom
they had encountered on the Great Saint Bernard, 'I forget the name,'
said he. 'I dare say you remember them, William?

I dare say you do, Edward?'

'I remember 'em well enough,' said the latter.

'I should think so,' observed Miss Fanny, with a toss of her head and a
glance at her sister. 'But they would not have been recalled to our
remembrance, I suspect, if Uncle hadn't tumbled over the subject.'

'My dear, what a curious phrase,' said Mrs General. 'Would not
inadvertently lighted upon, or accidentally referred to, be better?'

'Thank you very much, Mrs General,' returned the young lady, no ) I
think not. On the whole I prefer my own expression.' This was always
Miss Fanny's way of receiving a suggestion from Mrs General. But she
always stored it up in her mind, and adopted it at another time.

'I should have mentioned our having met Mr and Mrs Gowan, Fanny,'
said Little Dorrit, 'even if Uncle had not. I have scarcely seen you
since, you know. I meant to have spoken of it at breakfast; because I
should like to pay a visit to Mrs Gowan, and to become better
acquainted with her, if Papa and Mrs General do not object.'
'Well, Amy,' said Fanny, 'I am sure I am glad to find you at last
expressing a wish to become better acquainted with anybody in
Venice. Though whether Mr and Mrs Gowan are desirable
acquaintances, remains to be determined.'

'Mrs Gowan I spoke of, dear.'

'No doubt,' said Fanny. 'But you can't separate her from her husband,
I believe, without an Act of Parliament.'

'Do you think, Papa,' inquired Little Dorrit, with diffidence and
hesitation, 'there is any objection to my making this visit?'

'Really,' he replied, 'I - ha - what is Mrs General's view?'

Mrs General's view was, that not having the honour of any
acquaintance with the lady and gentleman referred to, she was not in
a position to varnish the present article. She could only remark, as a
general principle observed in the varnishing trade, that much
depended on the quarter from which the lady under consideration was
accredited to a family so conspicuously niched in the social temple as
the family of Dorrit.

At this remark the face of Mr Dorrit gloomed considerably. He was

about (connecting the accrediting with an obtrusive person of the
name of Clennam, whom he imperfectly remembered in some former
state of existence) to black-ball the name of Gowan finally, when
Edward Dorrit, Esquire, came into the conversation, with his glass in
his eye, and the preliminary remark of 'I say - you there! Go out, will
you!' - which was addressed to a couple of men who were handing the
dishes round, as a courteous intimation that their services could be
temporarily dispensed with.

Those menials having obeyed the mandate, Edward Dorrit, Esquire,

proceeded.

'Perhaps it's a matter of policy to let you all know that these Gowans -
in whose favour, or at least the gentleman's, I can't be supposed to be
much prepossessed myself - are known to people of importance, if that
makes any difference.'

'That, I would say,' observed the fair varnisher, 'Makes the greatest
difference. The connection in question, being really people of
importance and consideration - '

'As to that,' said Edward Dorrit, Esquire, 'I'll give you the means of
judging for yourself. You are acquainted, perhaps, with the famous
name of Merdle?'
'The great Merdle!' exclaimed Mrs General.

'THE Merdle,' said Edward Dorrit, Esquire. 'They are known to him.

Mrs Gowan - I mean the dowager, my polite friend's mother - is

intimate with Mrs Merdle, and I know these two to be on their visiting
list.'

'If so, a more undeniable guarantee could not be given,' said Mrs
General to Mr Dorrit, raising her gloves and bowing her head, as if she
were doing homage to some visible graven image.

'I beg to ask my son, from motives of - ah - curiosity,' Mr Dorrit

observed, with a decided change in his manner, 'how he becomes
possessed of this - hum - timely information?'

'It's not a long story, sir,' returned Edward Dorrit, Esquire, 'and you
shall have it out of hand. To begin with, Mrs Merdle is the lady you
had the parley with at what's-his-name place.'

'Martigny,' interposed Miss Fanny with an air of infinite languor.

'Martigny,' assented her brother, with a slight nod and a slight wink;
in acknowledgment of which, Miss Fanny looked surprised, and
laughed and reddened.

'How can that be, Edward?' said Mr Dorrit. 'You informed me that the
name of the gentleman with whom you conferred was - ha - Sparkler.
Indeed, you showed me his card. Hum. Sparkler.'

'No doubt of it, father; but it doesn't follow that his mother's name
must be the same. Mrs Merdle was married before, and he is her son.
She is in Rome now; where probably we shall know more of her, as
you decide to winter there. Sparkler is just come here. I passed last
evening in company with Sparkler. Sparkler is a very good fellow on
the whole, though rather a bore on one subject, in consequence of
being tremendously smitten with a certain young lady.' Here Edward
Dorrit, Esquire, eyed Miss Fanny through his glass across the table.
'We happened last night to compare notes about our travels, and I had
the information I have given you from Sparkler himself.' Here he
ceased; continuing to eye Miss Fanny through his glass, with a face
much twisted, and not ornamentally so, in part by the action of
keeping his glass in his eye, and in part by the great subtlety of his
smile. 'Under these circumstances,' said Mr Dorrit, 'I believe I express
the sentiments of - ha - Mrs General, no less than my own, when I say
that there is no objection, but - ha hum - quite the contrary - to your
gratifying your desire, Amy. I trust I may - ha - hail - this desire,' said
Mr Dorrit, in an encouraging and forgiving manner, 'as an auspicious
omen. It is quite right to know these people. It is a very proper thing.
Mr Merdle's is a name of - ha - world- wide repute. Mr Merdle's
undertakings are immense. They bring him in such vast sums of
money that they are regarded as - hum - national benefits. Mr Merdle
is the man of this time. The name of Merdle is the name of the age.
Pray do everything on my behalf that is civil to Mr and Mrs Gowan, for
we will - ha - we will certainly notice them.'

This magnificent accordance of Mr Dorrit's recognition settled the

matter. It was not observed that Uncle had pushed away his plate,
and forgotten his breakfast; but he was not much observed at any
time, except by Little Dorrit. The servants were recalled, and the meal
proceeded to its conclusion. Mrs General rose and left the table. Little
Dorrit rose and left the table. When Edward and Fanny remained
whispering together across it, and when Mr Dorrit remained eating
figs and reading a French newspaper, Uncle suddenly fixed the
attention of all three by rising out of his chair, striking his hand upon
the table, and saying, 'Brother! I protest against it!'

If he had made a proclamation in an unknown tongue, and given up

the ghost immediately afterwards, he could not have astounded his
audience more. The paper fell from Mr Dorrit's hand, and he sat
petrified, with a fig half way to his mouth.

'Brother!' said the old man, conveying a surprising energy into his
trembling voice, 'I protest against it! I love you; you know I love you
dearly. In these many years I have never been untrue to you in a
single thought. Weak as I am, I would at any time have struck any
man who spoke ill of you. But, brother, brother, brother, I protest
against it!'

It was extraordinary to see of what a burst of earnestness such a

decrepit man was capable. His eyes became bright, his grey hair rose
on his head, markings of purpose on his brow and face which had
faded from them for five-and-twenty years, started out again, and
there was an energy in his hand that made its action nervous once
more.

'My dear Frederick!' exclaimed Mr Dorrit faintly. 'What is wrong? What

is the matter?'

'How dare you,' said the old man, turning round on Fanny, 'how dare
you do it? Have you no memory? Have you no heart?'

'Uncle?' cried Fanny, affrighted and bursting into tears, 'why do you
attack me in this cruel manner? What have I done?'
'Done?' returned the old man, pointing to her sister's place, 'where's
your affectionate invaluable friend? Where's your devoted guardian?
Where's your more than mother? How dare you set up superiorities
against all these characters combined in your sister?

For shame, you false girl, for shame!' 'I love Amy,' cried Miss Fanny,
sobbing and weeping, 'as well as I love my life - better than I love my
life. I don't deserve to be so treated. I am as grateful to Amy, and as
fond of Amy, as it's possible for any human being to be. I wish I was
dead. I never was so wickedly wronged. And only because I am
anxious for the family credit.'

'To the winds with the family credit!' cried the old man, with great
scorn and indignation. 'Brother, I protest against pride. I protest
against ingratitude. I protest against any one of us here who have
known what we have known, and have seen what we have seen,
setting up any pretension that puts Amy at a moment's disadvantage,
or to the cost of a moment's pain. We may know that it's a base
pretension by its having that effect. It ought to bring a judgment on
us. Brother, I protest against it in the sight of God!'

As his hand went up above his head and came down on the table, it
might have been a blacksmith's. After a few moments' silence, it had
relaxed into its usual weak condition. He went round to his brother
with his ordinary shuffling step, put the hand on his shoulder, and
said, in a softened voice, 'William, my dear, I felt obliged to say it;
forgive me, for I felt obliged to say it!' and then went, in his bowed
way, out of the palace hall, just as he might have gone out of the
Marshalsea room.

All this time Fanny had been sobbing and crying, and still continued
to do so. Edward, beyond opening his mouth in amazement, had not
opened his lips, and had done nothing but stare. Mr Dorrit also had
been utterly discomfited, and quite unable to assert himself in any
way. Fanny was now the first to speak.

'I never, never, never was so used!' she sobbed. 'There never was
anything so harsh and unjustifiable, so disgracefully violent and cruel!
Dear, kind, quiet little Amy, too, what would she feel if she could know
that she had been innocently the means of exposing me to such
treatment! But I'll never tell her! No, good darling, I'll never tell her!'

This helped Mr Dorrit to break his silence.

'My dear,' said he, 'I - ha - approve of your resolution. It will be - ha

hum - much better not to speak of this to Amy. It might - hum - it
might distress her. Ha. No doubt it would distress her greatly. It is
considerate and right to avoid doing so. We will - ha - keep this to
ourselves.'

'But the cruelty of Uncle!' cried Miss Fanny. 'O, I never can forgive the
wanton cruelty of Uncle!'

'My dear,' said Mr Dorrit, recovering his tone, though he remained

unusually pale, 'I must request you not to say so. You must remember
that your uncle is - ha - not what he formerly was. You must
remember that your uncle's state requires - hum - great forbearance
from us, great forbearance.'

'I am sure,' cried Fanny, piteously, 'it is only charitable to suppose

that there Must be something wrong in him somewhere, or he never
could have so attacked Me, of all the people in the world.'

'Fanny,' returned Mr Dorrit in a deeply fraternal tone, 'you know, with

his innumerable good points, what a - hum - wreck your uncle is; an(]
I entreat you by the fondness that I have for him, and by the fidelity
that you know I have always shown him, to - ha - to draw your own
conclusions, and to spare my brotherly feelings.'

This ended the scene; Edward Dorrit, Esquire, saying nothing

throughout, but looking, to the last, perplexed and doubtful. Miss
Fanny awakened much affectionate uneasiness in her sister's mind
that day by passing the greater part of it in violent fits of embracing
her, and in alternately giving her brooches, and wishing herself dead.
Chapter XLII - Something Right Somewhere

To be in the halting state of Mr Henry Gowan; to have left one of two

powers in disgust; to want the necessary qualifications for finding
promotion with another, and to be loitering moodily about on neutral
ground, cursing both; is to be in a situation unwholesome for the
mind, which time is not likely to improve. The worst class of sum
worked in the every-day world is cyphered by the diseased
arithmeticians who are always in the rule of Subtraction as to the
merits and successes of others, and never in Addition as to their own.

The habit, too, of seeking some sort of recompense in the discontented

boast of being disappointed, is a habit fraught with degeneracy. A
certain idle carelessness and recklessness of consistency soon comes
of it. To bring deserving things down by setting undeserving things up
is one of its perverted delights; and there is no playing fast and loose
with the truth, in any game, without growing the worse for it.

In his expressed opinions of all performances in the Art of painting

that were completely destitute of merit, Gowan was the most liberal
fellow on earth. He would declare such a man to have more power in
his little finger (provided he had none), than such another had
(provided he had much) in his whole mind and body. If the objection
were taken that the thing commended was trash, he would reply, on
behalf of his art, 'My good fellow, what do we all turn out but trash? I
turn out nothing else, and I make you a present of the confession.'

To make a vaunt of being poor was another of the incidents of his

splenetic state, though this may have had the design in it of showing
that he ought to be rich; just as he would publicly laud and decry the
Barnacles, lest it should be forgotten that he belonged to the family.
Howbeit, these two subjects were very often on his lips; and he
managed them so well that he might have praised himself by the
month together, and not have made himself out half so important a
man as he did by his light disparagement of his claims on anybody's
consideration.

Out of this same airy talk of his, it always soon came to be

understood, wherever he and his wife went, that he had married
against the wishes of his exalted relations, and had had much ado to
prevail on them to countenance her. He never made the
representation, on the contrary seemed to laugh the idea to scorn; but
it did happen that, with all his pains to depreciate himself, he was
always in the superior position. From the days of their honeymoon,
Minnie Gowan felt sensible of being usually regarded as the wife of a
man who had made a descent in marrying her, but whose chivalrous
love for her had cancelled that inequality.
To Venice they had been accompanied by Monsieur Blandois of Paris,
and at Venice Monsieur Blandois of Paris was very much in the
society of Gowan. When they had first met this gallant gentleman at
Geneva, Gowan had been undecided whether to kick him or
encourage him; and had remained for about four-and-twenty hours,
so troubled to settle the point to his satisfaction, that he had thought
of tossing up a five-franc piece on the terms, 'Tails, kick; heads,
encourage,' and abiding by the voice of the oracle. It chanced,
however, that his wife expressed a dislike to the engaging Blandois,
and that the balance of feeling in the hotel was against him. Upon it,
Gowan resolved to encourage him.

Why this perversity, if it were not in a generous fit? - which it was not.
Why should Gowan, very much the superior of Blandois of Paris, and
very well able to pull that prepossessing gentleman to pieces and find
out the stuff he was made of, take up with such a man? In the first
place, he opposed the first separate wish he observed in his wife,
because her father had paid his debts and it was desirable to take an
early opportunity of asserting his independence. In the second place,
he opposed the prevalent feeling, because with many capacities of
being otherwise, he was an ill-conditioned man. He found a pleasure
in declaring that a courtier with the refined manners of Blandois
ought to rise to the greatest distinction in any polished country. He
found a pleasure in setting up Blandois as the type of elegance, and
making him a satire upon others who piqued themselves on personal
graces. He seriously protested that the bow of Blandois was perfect,
that the address of Blandois was irresistible, and that the picturesque
ease of Blandois would be cheaply purchased (if it were not a gift, and
unpurchasable) for a hundred thousand francs. That exaggeration in
the manner of the man which has been noticed as appertaining to him
and to every such man, whatever his original breeding, as certainly as
the sun belongs to this system, was acceptable to Gowan as a
caricature, which he found it a humorous resource to have at hand for
the ridiculing of numbers of people who necessarily did more or less of
what Blandois overdid. Thus he had taken up with him; and thus,
negligently strengthening these inclinations with habit, and idly
deriving some amusement from his talk, he had glided into a way of
having him for a companion. This, though he supposed him to live by
his wits at play-tables and the like; though he suspected him to be a
coward, while he himself was daring and courageous; though he
thoroughly knew him to be disliked by Minnie; and though he cared
so little for him, after all, that if he had given her any tangible
personal cause to regard him with aversion, he would have had no
compunction whatever in flinging him out of the highest window in
Venice into the deepest water of the city.

Little Dorrit would have been glad to make her visit to Mrs Gowan,
alone; but as Fanny, who had not yet recovered from her Uncle's
protest, though it was four-and-twenty hours of age, pressingly offered
her company, the two sisters stepped together into one of the gondolas
under Mr Dorrit's window, and, with the courier in attendance, were
taken in high state to Mrs Gowan's lodging. In truth, their state was
rather too high for the lodging, which was, as Fanny complained,
'fearfully out of the way,' and which took them through a complexity of
narrow streets of water, which the same lady disparaged as 'mere
ditches.'

The house, on a little desert island, looked as if it had broken away

from somewhere else, and had floated by chance into its present
anchorage in company with a vine almost as much in want of training
as the poor wretches who were lying under its leaves. The features of
the surrounding picture were, a church with hoarding and scaffolding
about it, which had been under suppositious repair so long that the
means of repair looked a hundred years old, and had themselves
fallen into decay; a quantity of washed linen, spread to dry in the sun;
a number of houses at odds with one another and grotesquely out of
the perpendicular, like rotten pre- Adamite cheeses cut into fantastic
shapes and full of mites; and a feverish bewilderment of windows,
with their lattice-blinds all hanging askew, and something draggled
and dirty dangling out of most of them.

On the first-floor of the house was a Bank - a surprising experience

for any gentleman of commercial pursuits bringing laws for all
mankind from a British city - where two spare clerks, like dried
dragoons, in green velvet caps adorned with golden tassels, stood,
bearded, behind a small counter in a small room, containing no other
visible objects than an empty iron-safe with the door open, a jug of
water, and a papering of garland of roses; but who, on lawful
requisition, by merely dipping their hands out of sight, could produce
exhaustless mounds of five-franc pieces. Below the Bank was a suite
of three or four rooms with barred windows, which had the
appearance of a jail for criminal rats. Above the Bank was Mrs
Gowan's residence.

Notwithstanding that its walls were blotched, as if missionary maps

were bursting out of them to impart geographical knowledge;
notwithstanding that its weird furniture was forlornly faded and
musty, and that the prevailing Venetian odour of bilge water and an
ebb tide on a weedy shore was very strong; the place was better
within, than it promised. The door was opened by a smiling man like a
reformed assassin - a temporary servant - who ushered them into the
room where Mrs Gowan sat, with the announcement that two
beautiful English ladies were come to see the mistress.

Mrs Gowan, who was engaged in needlework, put her work aside in a
covered basket, and rose, a little hurriedly. Miss Fanny was
excessively courteous to her, and said the usual nothings with the
skill of a veteran.

'Papa was extremely sorry,' proceeded Fanny, 'to be engaged to-day

(he is so much engaged here, our acquaintance being so wretchedly
large!); and particularly requested me to bring his card for Mr Gowan.
That I may be sure to acquit myself of a commission which he
impressed upon me at least a dozen times, allow me to relieve my
conscience by placing it on the table at once.'

Which she did with veteran ease.

'We have been,' said Fanny, 'charmed to understand that you know
the Merdles. We hope it may be another means of bringing us
together.'

'They are friends,' said Mrs Gowan, 'of Mr Gowan's family. I have not
yet had the pleasure of a personal introduction to Mrs Merdle, but I
suppose I shall be presented to her at Rome.'

'Indeed?' returned Fanny, with an appearance of amiably quenching

her own superiority. 'I think you'll like her.'

'You know her very well?'

'Why, you see,' said Fanny, with a frank action of her pretty
shoulders, 'in London one knows every one. We met her on our way
here, and, to say the truth, papa was at first rather cross with her for
taking one of the rooms that our people had ordered for us.

However, of course, that soon blew over, and we were all good friends
again.'

Although the visit had as yet given Little Dorrit no opportunity of

conversing with Mrs Gowan, there was a silent understanding
between them, which did as well. She looked at Mrs Gowan with keen
and unabated interest; the sound of her voice was thrilling to her;
nothing that was near her, or about her, or at all concerned her,
escaped Little Dorrit. She was quicker to perceive the slightest matter
here, than in any other case - but one.

'You have been quite well,' she now said, 'since that night?'

'Quite, my dear. And you?' 'Oh! I am always well,' said Little Dorrit,
timidly. 'I - yes, thank you.'

There was no reason for her faltering and breaking off, other than that
Mrs Gowan had touched her hand in speaking to her, and their looks
had met. Something thoughtfully apprehensive in the large, soft eyes,
had checked Little Dorrit in an instant.

'You don't know that you are a favourite of my husband's, and that I
am almost bound to be jealous of you?' said Mrs Gowan.

Little Dorrit, blushing, shook her head.

'He will tell you, if he tells you what he tells me, that you are quieter
and quicker of resource than any one he ever saw.'

'He speaks far too well of me,' said Little Dorrit.

'I doubt that; but I don't at all doubt that I must tell him you are here.
I should never be forgiven, if I were to let you - and Miss Dorrit - go,
without doing so. May I? You can excuse the disorder and discomfort
of a painter's studio?'

The inquiries were addressed to Miss Fanny, who graciously replied

that she would be beyond anything interested and enchanted. Mrs
Gowan went to a door, looked in beyond it, and came back. 'Do Henry
the favour to come in,' said she, 'I knew he would be pleased!'

The first object that confronted Little Dorrit, entering first, was
Blandois of Paris in a great cloak and a furtive slouched hat, standing
on a throne platform in a corner, as he had stood on the Great Saint
Bernard, when the warning arms seemed to be all pointing up at him.
She recoiled from this figure, as it smiled at her.

'Don't be alarmed,' said Gowan, coming from his easel behind the
door. 'It's only Blandois. He is doing duty as a model to-day. I am
making a study of him. It saves me money to turn him to some use.
We poor painters have none to spare.'

Blandois of Paris pulled off his slouched hat, and saluted the ladies
without coming out of his corner.

'A thousand pardons!' said he. 'But the Professore here is so

inexorable with me, that I am afraid to stir.'

'Don't stir, then,' said Gowan coolly, as the sisters approached the
easel. 'Let the ladies at least see the original of the daub, that they
may know what it's meant for. There he stands, you see. A bravo
waiting for his prey, a distinguished noble waiting to save his country,
the common enemy waiting to do somebody a bad turn, an angelic
messenger waiting to do somebody a good turn - whatever you think
he looks most like!' 'Say, Professore Mio, a poor gentleman waiting to
do homage to elegance and beauty,' remarked Blandois.
'Or say, Cattivo Soggetto Mio,' returned Gowan, touching the painted
face with his brush in the part where the real face had moved, 'a
murderer after the fact. Show that white hand of yours, Blandois. Put
it outside the cloak. Keep it still.'

Blandois' hand was unsteady; but he laughed, and that would

naturally shake it.

'He was formerly in some scuffle with another murderer, or with a

victim, you observe,' said Gowan, putting in the markings of the hand
with a quick, impatient, unskilful touch, 'and these are the tokens of
it. Outside the cloak, man! - Corpo di San Marco, what are you
thinking of?'

Blandois of Paris shook with a laugh again, so that his hand shook
more; now he raised it to twist his moustache, which had a damp
appearance; and now he stood in the required position, with a little
new swagger.

His face was so directed in reference to the spot where Little Dorrit
stood by the easel, that throughout he looked at her. Once attracted
by his peculiar eyes, she could not remove her own, and they had
looked at each other all the time. She trembled now; Gowan, feeling it,
and supposing her to be alarmed by the large dog beside him, whose
head she caressed in her hand, and who had just uttered a low growl,
glanced at her to say, 'He won't hurt you, Miss Dorrit.'

'I am not afraid of him,' she returned in the same breath; 'but will you
look at him?'

In a moment Gowan had thrown down his brush, and seized the dog
with both hands by the collar.

'Blandois! How can you be such a fool as to provoke him! By Heaven,

and the other place too, he'll tear you to bits! Lie down!

Lion! Do you hear my voice, you rebel!

'The great dog, regardless of being half-choked by his collar, was

obdurately pulling with his dead weight against his master, resolved
to get across the room. He had been crouching for a spring at the
moment when his master caught him.

'Lion! Lion!' He was up on his hind legs, and it was a wrestle between
master and dog. 'Get back! Down, Lion! Get out of his sight, Blandois!
What devil have you conjured into the dog?'

'I have done nothing to him.'

'Get out of his sight or I can't hold the wild beast! Get out of the room!
By my soul, he'll kill you!'

The dog, with a ferocious bark, made one other struggle as Blandois
vanished; then, in the moment of the dog's submission, the master,
little less angry than the dog, felled him with a blow on the head, and
standing over him, struck him many times severely with the heel of
his boot, so that his mouth was presently bloody.

'Now get you into that corner and lie down,' said Gowan, 'or I'll take
you out and shoot you.'

Lion did as he was ordered, and lay down licking his mouth and
chest. Lion's master stopped for a moment to take breath, and then,
recovering his usual coolness of manner, turned to speak to his
frightened wife and her visitors. Probably the whole occurrence had
not occupied two minutes.

'Come, come, Minnie! You know he is always good-humoured and

tractable. Blandois must have irritated him, - made faces at him. The
dog has his likings and dislikings, and Blandois is no great favourite
of his; but I am sure you will give him a character, Minnie, for never
having been like this before.'

Minnie was too much disturbed to say anything connected in reply;

Little Dorrit was already occupied in soothing her; Fanny, who had
cried out twice or thrice, held Gowan's arm for protection; Lion, deeply
ashamed of having caused them this alarm, came trailing himself
along the ground to the feet of his mistress.

'You furious brute,' said Gowan, striking him with his foot again. 'You
shall do penance for this.' And he struck him again, and yet again.

'O, pray don't punish him any more,' cried Little Dorrit. 'Don't hurt
him. See how gentle he is!' At her entreaty, Gowan spared him; and he
deserved her intercession, for truly he was as submissive, and as
sorry, and as wretched as a dog could be.

It was not easy to recover this shock and make the visit unrestrained,
even though Fanny had not been, under the best of circumstances,
the least trifle in the way. In such further communication as passed
among them before the sisters took their departure, Little Dorrit
fancied it was revealed to her that Mr Gowan treated his wife, even in
his very fondness, too much like a beautiful child. He seemed so
unsuspicious of the depths of feeling which she knew must lie below
that surface, that she doubted if there could be any such depths in
himself. She wondered whether his want of earnestness might be the
natural result of his want of such qualities, and whether it was with
people as with ships, that, in too shallow and rocky waters, their
anchors had no hold, and they drifted anywhere.

He attended them down the staircase, jocosely apologising for the poor
quarters to which such poor fellows as himself were limited, and
remarking that when the high and mighty Barnacles, his relatives,
who would be dreadfully ashamed of them, presented him with better,
he would live in better to oblige them. At the water's edge they were
saluted by Blandois, who looked white enough after his late
adventure, but who made very light of it notwithstanding, - laughing
at the mention of Lion.

Leaving the two together under the scrap of vine upon the causeway,
Gowan idly scattering the leaves from it into the water, and Blandois
lighting a cigarette, the sisters were paddled away in state as they had
come. They had not glided on for many minutes, when Little Dorrit
became aware that Fanny was more showy in manner than the
occasion appeared to require, and, looking about for the cause
through the window and through the open door, saw another gondola
evidently in waiting on them.

As this gondola attended their progress in various artful ways;

sometimes shooting on a-head, and stopping to let them pass;
sometimes, when the way was broad enough, skimming along side by
side with them; and sometimes following close astern; and as Fanny
gradually made no disguise that she was playing off graces upon
somebody within it, of whom she at the same time feigned to be
unconscious; Little Dorrit at length asked who it was?

To which Fanny made the short answer, 'That gaby.'

'Who?' said Little Dorrit.

'My dear child,' returned Fanny (in a tone suggesting that before her
Uncle's protest she might have said, You little fool, instead), 'how slow
you are! Young Sparkler.'

She lowered the window on her side, and, leaning back and resting
her elbow on it negligently, fanned herself with a rich Spanish fan of
black and gold. The attendant gondola, having skimmed forward
again, with some swift trace of an eye in the

window, Fanny laughed coquettishly and said, 'Did you ever see such
a fool, my love?'

'Do you think he means to follow you all the way?' asked Little Dorrit.
'My precious child,' returned Fanny, 'I can't possibly answer for what
an idiot in a state of desperation may do, but I should think it highly
probable. It's not such an enormous distance. All Venice would
scarcely be that, I imagine, if he's dying for a glimpse of me.'

'And is he?' asked Little Dorrit in perfect simplicity.

'Well, my love, that really is an awkward question for me to answer,'

said her sister. 'I believe he is. You had better ask Edward. He tells
Edward he is, I believe. I understand he makes a perfect spectacle of
himself at the Casino, and that sort of places, by going on about me.
But you had better ask Edward if you want to know.'

'I wonder he doesn't call,' said Little Dorrit after thinking a moment.

'My dear Amy, your wonder will soon cease, if I am rightly informed. I
should not be at all surprised if he called to-day. The creature has
only been waiting to get his courage up, I suspect.'

'Will you see him?'

'Indeed, my darling,' said Fanny, 'that's just as it may happen. Here

he is again. Look at him. O, you simpleton!'

Mr Sparkler had, undeniably, a weak appearance; with his eye in the

window like a knot in the glass, and no reason on earth for stopping
his bark suddenly, except the real reason.

'When you asked me if I will see him, my dear,' said Fanny, almost as
well composed in the graceful indifference of her attitude as Mrs
Merdle herself, 'what do you mean?' 'I mean,' said Little Dorrit - 'I
think I rather mean what do you mean, dear Fanny?'

Fanny laughed again, in a manner at once condescending, arch, and

affable; and said, putting her arm round her sister in a playfully
affectionate way:

'Now tell me, my little pet. When we saw that woman at Martigny, how
did you think she carried it off? Did you see what she decided on in a
moment?'

'No, Fanny.'

'Then I'll tell you, Amy. She settled with herself, now I'll never refer to
that meeting under such different circumstances, and I'll never
pretend to have any idea that these are the same girls. That's her way
out of a difficulty. What did I tell you when we came away from Harley
Street that time? She is as insolent and false as any woman in the
world. But in the first capacity, my love, she may find people who can
match her.'

A significant turn of the Spanish fan towards Fanny's bosom,

indicated with great expression where one of these people was to be
found.

'Not only that,' pursued Fanny, 'but she gives the same charge to
Young Sparkler; and doesn't let him come after me until she has got it
thoroughly into his most ridiculous of all ridiculous noddles (for one
really can't call it a head), that he is to pretend to have been first
struck with me in that Inn Yard.'

'Why?' asked Little Dorrit.

'Why? Good gracious, my love!' (again very much in the tone of You
stupid little creature) 'how can you ask? Don't you see that I may have
become a rather desirable match for a noddle? And don't you see that
she puts the deception upon us, and makes a pretence, while she
shifts it from her own shoulders (very good shoulders they are too, I
must say),' observed Miss Fanny, glancing complacently at herself, 'of
considering our feelings?'

'But we can always go back to the plain truth.'

'Yes, but if you please we won't,' retorted Fanny. 'No; I am not going to
have that done, Amy. The pretext is none of mine; it's hers, and she
shall have enough of it.'

In the triumphant exaltation of her feelings, Miss Fanny, using her

Spanish fan with one hand, squeezed her sister's waist with the other,
as if she were crushing Mrs Merdle.

'No,' repeated Fanny. 'She shall find me go her way. She took it, and
I'll follow it. And, with the blessing of fate and fortune, I'll go on
improving that woman's acquaintance until I have given her maid,
before her eyes, things from my dressmaker's ten times as handsome
and expensive as she once gave me from hers!'

Little Dorrit was silent; sensible that she was not to be heard on any
question affecting the family dignity, and unwilling to lose to no
purpose her sister's newly and unexpectedly restored favour. She
could not concur, but she was silent. Fanny well knew what she was
thinking of; so well, that she soon asked her.

Her reply was, 'Do you mean to encourage Mr Sparkler, Fanny?'

'Encourage him, my dear?' said her sister, smiling contemptuously,
'that depends upon what you call encourage. No, I don't mean to
encourage him. But I'll make a slave of him.'

Little Dorrit glanced seriously and doubtfully in her face, but Fanny
was not to be so brought to a check. She furled her fan of black and
gold, and used it to tap her sister's nose; with the air of a proud
beauty and a great spirit, who toyed with and playfully instructed a
homely companion.

'I shall make him fetch and carry, my dear, and I shall make him
subject to me. And if I don't make his mother subject to me, too, it
shall not be my fault.'

'Do you think - dear Fanny, don't be offended, we are so comfortable

together now - that you can quite see the end of that course?'

'I can't say I have so much as looked for it yet, my dear,' answered
Fanny, with supreme indifference; 'all in good time. Such are my
intentions. And really they have taken me so long to develop, that here
we are at home. And Young Sparkler at the door, inquiring who is
within. By the merest accident, of course!'

In effect, the swain was standing up in his gondola, card-case in

hand, affecting to put the question to a servant. This conjunction of
circumstances led to his immediately afterwards presenting himself
before the young ladies in a posture, which in ancient times would not
have been considered one of favourable augury for his suit; since the
gondoliers of the young ladies, having been put to some inconvenience
by the chase, so neatly brought their own boat in the gentlest collision
with the bark of Mr Sparkler, as to tip that gentleman over like a
larger species of ninepin, and cause him to exhibit the soles of his
shoes to the object of his dearest wishes: while the nobler portions of
his anatomy struggled at the bottom of his boat in the arms of one of
his men.

However, as Miss Fanny called out with much concern, Was the
gentleman hurt, Mr Sparkler rose more restored than might have been
expected, and stammered for himself with blushes, 'Not at all so.' Miss
Fanny had no recollection of having ever seen him before, and was
passing on, with a distant inclination of her head, when he
announced himself by name. Even then she was in a difficulty from
being unable to call it to mind, until he explained that he had had the
honour of seeing her at Martigny. Then she remembered him, and
hoped his lady-mother was well.

'Thank you,' stammered Mr Sparkler, 'she's uncommonly well - at

least, poorly.'
'In Venice?' said Miss Fanny.

'In Rome,' Mr Sparkler answered. 'I am here by myself, myself. I came

to call upon Mr Edward Dorrit myself. Indeed, upon Mr Dorrit
likewise. In fact, upon the family.'

Turning graciously to the attendants, Miss Fanny inquired whether

her papa or brother was within? The reply being that they were both
within, Mr Sparkler humbly offered his arm. Miss Fanny accepting it,
was squired up the great staircase by Mr Sparkler, who, if he still
believed (which there is not any reason to doubt) that she had no
nonsense about her, rather deceived himself.

Arrived in a mouldering reception-room, where the faded hangings, of

a sad sea-green, had worn and withered until they looked as if they
might have claimed kindred with the waifs of seaweed drifting under
the windows, or clinging to the walls and weeping for their imprisoned
relations, Miss Fanny despatched emissaries for her father and
brother. Pending whose appearance, she showed to great advantage
on a sofa, completing Mr Sparkler's conquest with some remarks upon
Dante - known to that gentleman as an eccentric man in the nature of
an Old File, who used to put leaves round his head, and sit upon a
stool for some unaccountable purpose, outside the cathedral at
Florence.

Mr Dorrit welcomed the visitor with the highest urbanity, and most
courtly manners. He inquired particularly after Mrs Merdle. He
inquired particularly after Mr Merdle. Mr Sparkler said, or rather
twitched out of himself in small pieces by the shirt-collar, that Mrs
Merdle having completely used up her place in the country, and also
her house at Brighton, and being, of course, unable, don't you see, to
remain in London when there wasn't a soul there, and not feeling
herself this year quite up to visiting about at people's places, had
resolved to have a touch at Rome, where a woman like herself, with a
proverbially fine appearance, and with no nonsense about her,
couldn't fail to be a great acquisition. As to Mr Merdle, he was so
much wanted by the men in the City and the rest of those places, and
was such a doosed extraordinary phenomenon in Buying and Banking
and that, that Mr Sparkler doubted if the monetary system of the
country would be able to spare him; though that his work was
occasionally one too many for him, and that he would be all the better
for a temporary shy at an entirely new scene and climate, Mr Sparkler
did not conceal. As to himself, Mr Sparkler conveyed to the Dorrit
family that he was going, on rather particular business, wherever they
were going.

This immense conversational achievement required time, but was

effected. Being effected, Mr Dorrit expressed his hope that Mr Sparkler
would shortly dine with them. Mr Sparkler received the idea so kindly
that Mr Dorrit asked what he was going to do that day, for instance?
As he was going to do nothing that day (his usual occupation, and one
for which he was particularly qualified), he was secured without
postponement; being further bound over to accompany the ladies to
the Opera in the evening.

At dinner-time Mr Sparkler rose out of the sea, like Venus's son taking
after his mother, and made a splendid appearance ascending the great
staircase. If Fanny had been charming in the morning, she was now
thrice charming, very becomingly dressed in her most suitable
colours, and with an air of negligence upon her that doubled Mr
Sparkler's fetters, and riveted them.

'I hear you are acquainted, Mr Sparkler,' said his host at dinner, 'with
- ha - Mr Gowan. Mr Henry Gowan?'

'Perfectly, sir,' returned Mr Sparkler. 'His mother and my mother are

cronies in fact.'

'If I had thought of it, Amy,' said Mr Dorrit, with a patronage as

magnificent as that of Lord Decimus himself, 'you should have
despatched a note to them, asking them to dine to-day. Some of our
people could have - ha - fetched them, and taken them home. We
could have spared a - hum - gondola for that purpose. I am sorry to
have forgotten this. Pray remind me of them to-morrow.'

Little Dorrit was not without doubts how Mr Henry Gowan might take
their patronage; but she promised not to fail in the reminder.

'Pray, does Mr Henry Gowan paint - ha - Portraits?' inquired Mr

Dorrit.

Mr Sparkler opined that he painted anything, if he could get the job.

'He has no particular walk?' said Mr Dorrit.

Mr Sparkler, stimulated by Love to brilliancy, replied that for a

particular walk a man ought to have a particular pair of shoes; as, for
example, shooting, shooting-shoes; cricket, cricket-shoes. Whereas, he
believed that Henry Gowan had no particular pair of shoes.

'No speciality?' said Mr Dorrit.

This being a very long word for Mr Sparkler, and his mind being
exhausted by his late effort, he replied, 'No, thank you. I seldom take
it.'
'Well!' said Mr Dorrit. 'It would be very agreeable to me to present a
gentleman so connected, with some - ha - Testimonial of my desire to
further his interests, and develop the - hum - germs of his genius. I
think I must engage Mr Gowan to paint my picture. If the result
should be - ha - mutually satisfactory, I might afterwards engage him
to try his hand upon my family.'

The exquisitely bold and original thought presented itself to Mr

Sparkler, that there was an opening here for saying there were some
of the family (emphasising 'some' in a marked manner) to whom no
painter could render justice. But, for want of a form of words in which
to express the idea, it returned to the skies.

This was the more to be regretted as Miss Fanny greatly applauded

the notion of the portrait, and urged her papa to act upon it. She
surmised, she said, that Mr Gowan had lost better and higher
opportunities by marrying his pretty wife; and Love in a cottage,
painting pictures for dinner, was so delightfully interesting, that she
begged her papa to give him the commission whether he could paint a
likeness or not: though indeed both she and Amy knew he could, from
having seen a speaking likeness on his easel that day, and having had
the opportunity of comparing it with the original. These remarks made
Mr Sparkler (as perhaps they were intended to do) nearly distracted;
for while on the one hand they expressed Miss Fanny's susceptibility
of the tender passion, she herself showed such an innocent
unconsciousness of his admiration that his eyes goggled in his head
with jealousy of an unknown rival.

Descending into the sea again after dinner, and ascending out of it at
the Opera staircase, preceded by one of their gondoliers, like an
attendant Merman, with a great linen lantern, they entered their box,
and Mr Sparkler entered on an evening of agony. The theatre being
dark, and the box light, several visitors lounged in during the
representation; in whom Fanny was so interested, and in conversation
with whom she fell into such charming attitudes, as she had little
confidences with them, and little disputes concerning the identity of
people in distant boxes, that the wretched Sparkler hated all
mankind. But he had two consolations at the close of the
performance. She gave him her fan to hold while she adjusted her
cloak, and it was his blessed privilege to give her his arm down-stairs
again. These crumbs of encouragement, Mr Sparkler thought, would
just keep him going; and it is not impossible that Miss Dorrit thought
so too.

The Merman with his light was ready at the box-door, and other
Mermen with other lights were ready at many of the doors. The Dorrit
Merman held his lantern low, to show the steps, and Mr Sparkler put
on another heavy set of fetters over his former set, as he watched her
radiant feet twinkling down the stairs beside him. Among the loiterers
here, was Blandois of Paris. He spoke, and moved forward beside
Fanny.

Little Dorrit was in front with her brother and Mrs General (Mr Dorrit
had remained at home), but on the brink of the quay they all came
together. She started again to find Blandois close to her, handing
Fanny into the boat.

'Gowan has had a loss,' he said, 'since he was made happy to-day by a
visit from fair ladies.'

'A loss?' repeated Fanny, relinquished by the bereaved Sparkler, and

taking her seat.

'A loss,' said Blandois. 'His dog Lion.'

Little Dorrit's hand was in his, as he spoke.

'He is dead,' said Blandois.

'Dead?' echoed Little Dorrit. 'That noble dog?'

'Faith, dear ladies!' said Blandois, smiling and shrugging his

shoulders, 'somebody has poisoned that noble dog. He is as dead as
the Doges!'
Chapter XLII - Something Right Somewhere

To be in the halting state of Mr Henry Gowan; to have left one of two

powers in disgust; to want the necessary qualifications for finding
promotion with another, and to be loitering moodily about on neutral
ground, cursing both; is to be in a situation unwholesome for the
mind, which time is not likely to improve. The worst class of sum
worked in the every-day world is cyphered by the diseased
arithmeticians who are always in the rule of Subtraction as to the
merits and successes of others, and never in Addition as to their own.

The habit, too, of seeking some sort of recompense in the discontented

boast of being disappointed, is a habit fraught with degeneracy. A
certain idle carelessness and recklessness of consistency soon comes
of it. To bring deserving things down by setting undeserving things up
is one of its perverted delights; and there is no playing fast and loose
with the truth, in any game, without growing the worse for it.

In his expressed opinions of all performances in the Art of painting

that were completely destitute of merit, Gowan was the most liberal
fellow on earth. He would declare such a man to have more power in
his little finger (provided he had none), than such another had
(provided he had much) in his whole mind and body. If the objection
were taken that the thing commended was trash, he would reply, on
behalf of his art, 'My good fellow, what do we all turn out but trash? I
turn out nothing else, and I make you a present of the confession.'

To make a vaunt of being poor was another of the incidents of his

splenetic state, though this may have had the design in it of showing
that he ought to be rich; just as he would publicly laud and decry the
Barnacles, lest it should be forgotten that he belonged to the family.
Howbeit, these two subjects were very often on his lips; and he
managed them so well that he might have praised himself by the
month together, and not have made himself out half so important a
man as he did by his light disparagement of his claims on anybody's
consideration.

Out of this same airy talk of his, it always soon came to be

understood, wherever he and his wife went, that he had married
against the wishes of his exalted relations, and had had much ado to
prevail on them to countenance her. He never made the
representation, on the contrary seemed to laugh the idea to scorn; but
it did happen that, with all his pains to depreciate himself, he was
always in the superior position. From the days of their honeymoon,
Minnie Gowan felt sensible of being usually regarded as the wife of a
man who had made a descent in marrying her, but whose chivalrous
love for her had cancelled that inequality.
To Venice they had been accompanied by Monsieur Blandois of Paris,
and at Venice Monsieur Blandois of Paris was very much in the
society of Gowan. When they had first met this gallant gentleman at
Geneva, Gowan had been undecided whether to kick him or
encourage him; and had remained for about four-and-twenty hours,
so troubled to settle the point to his satisfaction, that he had thought
of tossing up a five-franc piece on the terms, 'Tails, kick; heads,
encourage,' and abiding by the voice of the oracle. It chanced,
however, that his wife expressed a dislike to the engaging Blandois,
and that the balance of feeling in the hotel was against him. Upon it,
Gowan resolved to encourage him.

Why this perversity, if it were not in a generous fit?--which it was not.

Why should Gowan, very much the superior of Blandois of Paris, and
very well able to pull that prepossessing gentleman to pieces and find
out the stuff he was made of, take up with such a man? In the first
place, he opposed the first separate wish he observed in his wife,
because her father had paid his debts and it was desirable to take an
early opportunity of asserting his independence. In the second place,
he opposed the prevalent feeling, because with many capacities of
being otherwise, he was an ill-conditioned man. He found a pleasure
in declaring that a courtier with the refined manners of Blandois
ought to rise to the greatest distinction in any polished country. He
found a pleasure in setting up Blandois as the type of elegance, and
making him a satire upon others who piqued themselves on personal
graces. He seriously protested that the bow of Blandois was perfect,
that the address of Blandois was irresistible, and that the picturesque
ease of Blandois would be cheaply purchased (if it were not a gift, and
unpurchasable) for a hundred thousand francs. That exaggeration in
the manner of the man which has been noticed as appertaining to him
and to every such man, whatever his original breeding, as certainly as
the sun belongs to this system, was acceptable to Gowan as a
caricature, which he found it a humorous resource to have at hand for
the ridiculing of numbers of people who necessarily did more or less of
what Blandois overdid. Thus he had taken up with him; and thus,
negligently strengthening these inclinations with habit, and idly
deriving some amusement from his talk, he had glided into a way of
having him for a companion. This, though he supposed him to live by
his wits at play-tables and the like; though he suspected him to be a
coward, while he himself was daring and courageous; though he
thoroughly knew him to be disliked by Minnie; and though he cared
so little for him, after all, that if he had given her any tangible
personal cause to regard him with aversion, he would have had no
compunction whatever in flinging him out of the highest window in
Venice into the deepest water of the city.

Little Dorrit would have been glad to make her visit to Mrs Gowan,
alone; but as Fanny, who had not yet recovered from her Uncle's
protest, though it was four-and-twenty hours of age, pressingly offered
her company, the two sisters stepped together into one of the gondolas
under Mr Dorrit's window, and, with the courier in attendance, were
taken in high state to Mrs Gowan's lodging. In truth, their state was
rather too high for the lodging, which was, as Fanny complained,
'fearfully out of the way,' and which took them through a complexity of
narrow streets of water, which the same lady disparaged as 'mere
ditches.'

The house, on a little desert island, looked as if it had broken away

from somewhere else, and had floated by chance into its present
anchorage in company with a vine almost as much in want of training
as the poor wretches who were lying under its leaves. The features of
the surrounding picture were, a church with hoarding and scaffolding
about it, which had been under suppositious repair so long that the
means of repair looked a hundred years old, and had themselves
fallen into decay; a quantity of washed linen, spread to dry in the sun;
a number of houses at odds with one another and grotesquely out of
the perpendicular, like rotten pre- Adamite cheeses cut into fantastic
shapes and full of mites; and a feverish bewilderment of windows,
with their lattice-blinds all hanging askew, and something draggled
and dirty dangling out of most of them.

On the first-floor of the house was a Bank--a surprising experience for

any gentleman of commercial pursuits bringing laws for all mankind
from a British city--where two spare clerks, like dried dragoons, in
green velvet caps adorned with golden tassels, stood, bearded, behind
a small counter in a small room, containing no other visible objects
than an empty iron-safe with the door open, a jug of water, and a
papering of garland of roses; but who, on lawful requisition, by merely
dipping their hands out of sight, could produce exhaustless mounds
of five-franc pieces. Below the Bank was a suite of three or four rooms
with barred windows, which had the appearance of a jail for criminal
rats. Above the Bank was Mrs Gowan's residence.

Notwithstanding that its walls were blotched, as if missionary maps

were bursting out of them to impart geographical knowledge;
notwithstanding that its weird furniture was forlornly faded and
musty, and that the prevailing Venetian odour of bilge water and an
ebb tide on a weedy shore was very strong; the place was better
within, than it promised. The door was opened by a smiling man like a
reformed assassin--a temporary servant--who ushered them into the
room where Mrs Gowan sat, with the announcement that two
beautiful English ladies were come to see the mistress.

Mrs Gowan, who was engaged in needlework, put her work aside in a
covered basket, and rose, a little hurriedly. Miss Fanny was
excessively courteous to her, and said the usual nothings with the
skill of a veteran.

'Papa was extremely sorry,' proceeded Fanny, 'to be engaged to-day

(he is so much engaged here, our acquaintance being so wretchedly
large!); and particularly requested me to bring his card for Mr Gowan.
That I may be sure to acquit myself of a commission which he
impressed upon me at least a dozen times, allow me to relieve my
conscience by placing it on the table at once.'

Which she did with veteran ease.

'We have been,' said Fanny, 'charmed to understand that you know
the Merdles. We hope it may be another means of bringing us
together.'

'They are friends,' said Mrs Gowan, 'of Mr Gowan's family. I have not
yet had the pleasure of a personal introduction to Mrs Merdle, but I
suppose I shall be presented to her at Rome.'

'Indeed?' returned Fanny, with an appearance of amiably quenching

her own superiority. 'I think you'll like her.'

'You know her very well?'

'Why, you see,' said Fanny, with a frank action of her pretty
shoulders, 'in London one knows every one. We met her on our way
here, and, to say the truth, papa was at first rather cross with her for
taking one of the rooms that our people had ordered for us.

However, of course, that soon blew over, and we were all good friends
again.'

Although the visit had as yet given Little Dorrit no opportunity of

conversing with Mrs Gowan, there was a silent understanding
between them, which did as well. She looked at Mrs Gowan with keen
and unabated interest; the sound of her voice was thrilling to her;
nothing that was near her, or about her, or at all concerned her,
escaped Little Dorrit. She was quicker to perceive the slightest matter
here, than in any other case--but one.

'You have been quite well,' she now said, 'since that night?'

'Quite, my dear. And you?' 'Oh! I am always well,' said Little Dorrit,
timidly. 'I--yes, thank you.'

There was no reason for her faltering and breaking off, other than that
Mrs Gowan had touched her hand in speaking to her, and their looks
had met. Something thoughtfully apprehensive in the large, soft eyes,
had checked Little Dorrit in an instant.

'You don't know that you are a favourite of my husband's, and that I
am almost bound to be jealous of you?' said Mrs Gowan.

Little Dorrit, blushing, shook her head.

'He will tell you, if he tells you what he tells me, that you are quieter
and quicker of resource than any one he ever saw.'

'He speaks far too well of me,' said Little Dorrit.

'I doubt that; but I don't at all doubt that I must tell him you are here.
I should never be forgiven, if I were to let you--and Miss Dorrit--go,
without doing so. May I? You can excuse the disorder and discomfort
of a painter's studio?'

The inquiries were addressed to Miss Fanny, who graciously replied

that she would be beyond anything interested and enchanted. Mrs
Gowan went to a door, looked in beyond it, and came back. 'Do Henry
the favour to come in,' said she, 'I knew he would be pleased!'

The first object that confronted Little Dorrit, entering first, was
Blandois of Paris in a great cloak and a furtive slouched hat, standing
on a throne platform in a corner, as he had stood on the Great Saint
Bernard, when the warning arms seemed to be all pointing up at him.
She recoiled from this figure, as it smiled at her.

'Don't be alarmed,' said Gowan, coming from his easel behind the
door. 'It's only Blandois. He is doing duty as a model to-day. I am
making a study of him. It saves me money to turn him to some use.
We poor painters have none to spare.'

Blandois of Paris pulled off his slouched hat, and saluted the ladies
without coming out of his corner.

'A thousand pardons!' said he. 'But the Professore here is so

inexorable with me, that I am afraid to stir.'

'Don't stir, then,' said Gowan coolly, as the sisters approached the
easel. 'Let the ladies at least see the original of the daub, that they
may know what it's meant for. There he stands, you see. A bravo
waiting for his prey, a distinguished noble waiting to save his country,
the common enemy waiting to do somebody a bad turn, an angelic
messenger waiting to do somebody a good turn--whatever you think
he looks most like!' 'Say, Professore Mio, a poor gentleman waiting to
do homage to elegance and beauty,' remarked Blandois.
'Or say, Cattivo Soggetto Mio,' returned Gowan, touching the painted
face with his brush in the part where the real face had moved, 'a
murderer after the fact. Show that white hand of yours, Blandois. Put
it outside the cloak. Keep it still.'

Blandois' hand was unsteady; but he laughed, and that would

naturally shake it.

'He was formerly in some scuffle with another murderer, or with a

victim, you observe,' said Gowan, putting in the markings of the hand
with a quick, impatient, unskilful touch, 'and these are the tokens of
it. Outside the cloak, man!--Corpo di San Marco, what are you
thinking of?'

Blandois of Paris shook with a laugh again, so that his hand shook
more; now he raised it to twist his moustache, which had a damp
appearance; and now he stood in the required position, with a little
new swagger.

His face was so directed in reference to the spot where Little Dorrit
stood by the easel, that throughout he looked at her. Once attracted
by his peculiar eyes, she could not remove her own, and they had
looked at each other all the time. She trembled now; Gowan, feeling it,
and supposing her to be alarmed by the large dog beside him, whose
head she caressed in her hand, and who had just uttered a low growl,
glanced at her to say, 'He won't hurt you, Miss Dorrit.'

'I am not afraid of him,' she returned in the same breath; 'but will you
look at him?'

In a moment Gowan had thrown down his brush, and seized the dog
with both hands by the collar.

'Blandois! How can you be such a fool as to provoke him! By Heaven,

and the other place too, he'll tear you to bits! Lie down!

Lion! Do you hear my voice, you rebel!

'The great dog, regardless of being half-choked by his collar, was

obdurately pulling with his dead weight against his master, resolved
to get across the room. He had been crouching for a spring at the
moment when his master caught him.

'Lion! Lion!' He was up on his hind legs, and it was a wrestle between
master and dog. 'Get back! Down, Lion! Get out of his sight, Blandois!
What devil have you conjured into the dog?'

'I have done nothing to him.'

'Get out of his sight or I can't hold the wild beast! Get out of the room!
By my soul, he'll kill you!'

The dog, with a ferocious bark, made one other struggle as Blandois
vanished; then, in the moment of the dog's submission, the master,
little less angry than the dog, felled him with a blow on the head, and
standing over him, struck him many times severely with the heel of
his boot, so that his mouth was presently bloody.

'Now get you into that corner and lie down,' said Gowan, 'or I'll take
you out and shoot you.'

Lion did as he was ordered, and lay down licking his mouth and
chest. Lion's master stopped for a moment to take breath, and then,
recovering his usual coolness of manner, turned to speak to his
frightened wife and her visitors. Probably the whole occurrence had
not occupied two minutes.

'Come, come, Minnie! You know he is always good-humoured and

tractable. Blandois must have irritated him,--made faces at him. The
dog has his likings and dislikings, and Blandois is no great favourite
of his; but I am sure you will give him a character, Minnie, for never
having been like this before.'

Minnie was too much disturbed to say anything connected in reply;

Little Dorrit was already occupied in soothing her; Fanny, who had
cried out twice or thrice, held Gowan's arm for protection; Lion, deeply
ashamed of having caused them this alarm, came trailing himself
along the ground to the feet of his mistress.

'You furious brute,' said Gowan, striking him with his foot again. 'You
shall do penance for this.' And he struck him again, and yet again.

'O, pray don't punish him any more,' cried Little Dorrit. 'Don't hurt
him. See how gentle he is!' At her entreaty, Gowan spared him; and he
deserved her intercession, for truly he was as submissive, and as
sorry, and as wretched as a dog could be.

It was not easy to recover this shock and make the visit unrestrained,
even though Fanny had not been, under the best of circumstances,
the least trifle in the way. In such further communication as passed
among them before the sisters took their departure, Little Dorrit
fancied it was revealed to her that Mr Gowan treated his wife, even in
his very fondness, too much like a beautiful child. He seemed so
unsuspicious of the depths of feeling which she knew must lie below
that surface, that she doubted if there could be any such depths in
himself. She wondered whether his want of earnestness might be the
natural result of his want of such qualities, and whether it was with
people as with ships, that, in too shallow and rocky waters, their
anchors had no hold, and they drifted anywhere.

He attended them down the staircase, jocosely apologising for the poor
quarters to which such poor fellows as himself were limited, and
remarking that when the high and mighty Barnacles, his relatives,
who would be dreadfully ashamed of them, presented him with better,
he would live in better to oblige them. At the water's edge they were
saluted by Blandois, who looked white enough after his late
adventure, but who made very light of it notwithstanding,--laughing at
the mention of Lion.

Leaving the two together under the scrap of vine upon the causeway,
Gowan idly scattering the leaves from it into the water, and Blandois
lighting a cigarette, the sisters were paddled away in state as they had
come. They had not glided on for many minutes, when Little Dorrit
became aware that Fanny was more showy in manner than the
occasion appeared to require, and, looking about for the cause
through the window and through the open door, saw another gondola
evidently in waiting on them.

As this gondola attended their progress in various artful ways;

sometimes shooting on a-head, and stopping to let them pass;
sometimes, when the way was broad enough, skimming along side by
side with them; and sometimes following close astern; and as Fanny
gradually made no disguise that she was playing off graces upon
somebody within it, of whom she at the same time feigned to be
unconscious; Little Dorrit at length asked who it was?

To which Fanny made the short answer, 'That gaby.'

'Who?' said Little Dorrit.

'My dear child,' returned Fanny (in a tone suggesting that before her
Uncle's protest she might have said, You little fool, instead), 'how slow
you are! Young Sparkler.'

She lowered the window on her side, and, leaning back and resting
her elbow on it negligently, fanned herself with a rich Spanish fan of
black and gold. The attendant gondola, having skimmed forward
again, with some swift trace of an eye in the

window, Fanny laughed coquettishly and said, 'Did you ever see such
a fool, my love?'

'Do you think he means to follow you all the way?' asked Little Dorrit.
'My precious child,' returned Fanny, 'I can't possibly answer for what
an idiot in a state of desperation may do, but I should think it highly
probable. It's not such an enormous distance. All Venice would
scarcely be that, I imagine, if he's dying for a glimpse of me.'

'And is he?' asked Little Dorrit in perfect simplicity.

'Well, my love, that really is an awkward question for me to answer,'

said her sister. 'I believe he is. You had better ask Edward. He tells
Edward he is, I believe. I understand he makes a perfect spectacle of
himself at the Casino, and that sort of places, by going on about me.
But you had better ask Edward if you want to know.'

'I wonder he doesn't call,' said Little Dorrit after thinking a moment.

'My dear Amy, your wonder will soon cease, if I am rightly informed. I
should not be at all surprised if he called to-day. The creature has
only been waiting to get his courage up, I suspect.'

'Will you see him?'

'Indeed, my darling,' said Fanny, 'that's just as it may happen. Here

he is again. Look at him. O, you simpleton!'

Mr Sparkler had, undeniably, a weak appearance; with his eye in the

window like a knot in the glass, and no reason on earth for stopping
his bark suddenly, except the real reason.

'When you asked me if I will see him, my dear,' said Fanny, almost as
well composed in the graceful indifference of her attitude as Mrs
Merdle herself, 'what do you mean?' 'I mean,' said Little Dorrit--'I
think I rather mean what do you mean, dear Fanny?'

Fanny laughed again, in a manner at once condescending, arch, and

affable; and said, putting her arm round her sister in a playfully
affectionate way:

'Now tell me, my little pet. When we saw that woman at Martigny, how
did you think she carried it off? Did you see what she decided on in a
moment?'

'No, Fanny.'

'Then I'll tell you, Amy. She settled with herself, now I'll never refer to
that meeting under such different circumstances, and I'll never
pretend to have any idea that these are the same girls. That's her way
out of a difficulty. What did I tell you when we came away from Harley
Street that time? She is as insolent and false as any woman in the
world. But in the first capacity, my love, she may find people who can
match her.'

A significant turn of the Spanish fan towards Fanny's bosom,

indicated with great expression where one of these people was to be
found.

'Not only that,' pursued Fanny, 'but she gives the same charge to
Young Sparkler; and doesn't let him come after me until she has got it
thoroughly into his most ridiculous of all ridiculous noddles (for one
really can't call it a head), that he is to pretend to have been first
struck with me in that Inn Yard.'

'Why?' asked Little Dorrit.

'Why? Good gracious, my love!' (again very much in the tone of You
stupid little creature) 'how can you ask? Don't you see that I may have
become a rather desirable match for a noddle? And don't you see that
she puts the deception upon us, and makes a pretence, while she
shifts it from her own shoulders (very good shoulders they are too, I
must say),' observed Miss Fanny, glancing complacently at herself, 'of
considering our feelings?'

'But we can always go back to the plain truth.'

'Yes, but if you please we won't,' retorted Fanny. 'No; I am not going to
have that done, Amy. The pretext is none of mine; it's hers, and she
shall have enough of it.'

In the triumphant exaltation of her feelings, Miss Fanny, using her

Spanish fan with one hand, squeezed her sister's waist with the other,
as if she were crushing Mrs Merdle.

'No,' repeated Fanny. 'She shall find me go her way. She took it, and
I'll follow it. And, with the blessing of fate and fortune, I'll go on
improving that woman's acquaintance until I have given her maid,
before her eyes, things from my dressmaker's ten times as handsome
and expensive as she once gave me from hers!'

Little Dorrit was silent; sensible that she was not to be heard on any
question affecting the family dignity, and unwilling to lose to no
purpose her sister's newly and unexpectedly restored favour. She
could not concur, but she was silent. Fanny well knew what she was
thinking of; so well, that she soon asked her.

Her reply was, 'Do you mean to encourage Mr Sparkler, Fanny?'

'Encourage him, my dear?' said her sister, smiling contemptuously,
'that depends upon what you call encourage. No, I don't mean to
encourage him. But I'll make a slave of him.'

Little Dorrit glanced seriously and doubtfully in her face, but Fanny
was not to be so brought to a check. She furled her fan of black and
gold, and used it to tap her sister's nose; with the air of a proud
beauty and a great spirit, who toyed with and playfully instructed a
homely companion.

'I shall make him fetch and carry, my dear, and I shall make him
subject to me. And if I don't make his mother subject to me, too, it
shall not be my fault.'

'Do you think--dear Fanny, don't be offended, we are so comfortable

together now--that you can quite see the end of that course?'

'I can't say I have so much as looked for it yet, my dear,' answered
Fanny, with supreme indifference; 'all in good time. Such are my
intentions. And really they have taken me so long to develop, that here
we are at home. And Young Sparkler at the door, inquiring who is
within. By the merest accident, of course!'

In effect, the swain was standing up in his gondola, card-case in

hand, affecting to put the question to a servant. This conjunction of
circumstances led to his immediately afterwards presenting himself
before the young ladies in a posture, which in ancient times would not
have been considered one of favourable augury for his suit; since the
gondoliers of the young ladies, having been put to some inconvenience
by the chase, so neatly brought their own boat in the gentlest collision
with the bark of Mr Sparkler, as to tip that gentleman over like a
larger species of ninepin, and cause him to exhibit the soles of his
shoes to the object of his dearest wishes: while the nobler portions of
his anatomy struggled at the bottom of his boat in the arms of one of
his men.

However, as Miss Fanny called out with much concern, Was the
gentleman hurt, Mr Sparkler rose more restored than might have been
expected, and stammered for himself with blushes, 'Not at all so.' Miss
Fanny had no recollection of having ever seen him before, and was
passing on, with a distant inclination of her head, when he
announced himself by name. Even then she was in a difficulty from
being unable to call it to mind, until he explained that he had had the
honour of seeing her at Martigny. Then she remembered him, and
hoped his lady-mother was well.

'Thank you,' stammered Mr Sparkler, 'she's uncommonly well--at

least, poorly.'
'In Venice?' said Miss Fanny.

'In Rome,' Mr Sparkler answered. 'I am here by myself, myself. I came

to call upon Mr Edward Dorrit myself. Indeed, upon Mr Dorrit
likewise. In fact, upon the family.'

Turning graciously to the attendants, Miss Fanny inquired whether

her papa or brother was within? The reply being that they were both
within, Mr Sparkler humbly offered his arm. Miss Fanny accepting it,
was squired up the great staircase by Mr Sparkler, who, if he still
believed (which there is not any reason to doubt) that she had no
nonsense about her, rather deceived himself.

Arrived in a mouldering reception-room, where the faded hangings, of

a sad sea-green, had worn and withered until they looked as if they
might have claimed kindred with the waifs of seaweed drifting under
the windows, or clinging to the walls and weeping for their imprisoned
relations, Miss Fanny despatched emissaries for her father and
brother. Pending whose appearance, she showed to great advantage
on a sofa, completing Mr Sparkler's conquest with some remarks upon
Dante--known to that gentleman as an eccentric man in the nature of
an Old File, who used to put leaves round his head, and sit upon a
stool for some unaccountable purpose, outside the cathedral at
Florence.

Mr Dorrit welcomed the visitor with the highest urbanity, and most
courtly manners. He inquired particularly after Mrs Merdle. He
inquired particularly after Mr Merdle. Mr Sparkler said, or rather
twitched out of himself in small pieces by the shirt-collar, that Mrs
Merdle having completely used up her place in the country, and also
her house at Brighton, and being, of course, unable, don't you see, to
remain in London when there wasn't a soul there, and not feeling
herself this year quite up to visiting about at people's places, had
resolved to have a touch at Rome, where a woman like herself, with a
proverbially fine appearance, and with no nonsense about her,
couldn't fail to be a great acquisition. As to Mr Merdle, he was so
much wanted by the men in the City and the rest of those places, and
was such a doosed extraordinary phenomenon in Buying and Banking
and that, that Mr Sparkler doubted if the monetary system of the
country would be able to spare him; though that his work was
occasionally one too many for him, and that he would be all the better
for a temporary shy at an entirely new scene and climate, Mr Sparkler
did not conceal. As to himself, Mr Sparkler conveyed to the Dorrit
family that he was going, on rather particular business, wherever they
were going.

This immense conversational achievement required time, but was

effected. Being effected, Mr Dorrit expressed his hope that Mr Sparkler
would shortly dine with them. Mr Sparkler received the idea so kindly
that Mr Dorrit asked what he was going to do that day, for instance?
As he was going to do nothing that day (his usual occupation, and one
for which he was particularly qualified), he was secured without
postponement; being further bound over to accompany the ladies to
the Opera in the evening.

At dinner-time Mr Sparkler rose out of the sea, like Venus's son taking
after his mother, and made a splendid appearance ascending the great
staircase. If Fanny had been charming in the morning, she was now
thrice charming, very becomingly dressed in her most suitable
colours, and with an air of negligence upon her that doubled Mr
Sparkler's fetters, and riveted them.

'I hear you are acquainted, Mr Sparkler,' said his host at dinner, 'with-
-ha--Mr Gowan. Mr Henry Gowan?'

'Perfectly, sir,' returned Mr Sparkler. 'His mother and my mother are

cronies in fact.'

'If I had thought of it, Amy,' said Mr Dorrit, with a patronage as

magnificent as that of Lord Decimus himself, 'you should have
despatched a note to them, asking them to dine to-day. Some of our
people could have--ha--fetched them, and taken them home. We could
have spared a--hum--gondola for that purpose. I am sorry to have
forgotten this. Pray remind me of them to-morrow.'

Little Dorrit was not without doubts how Mr Henry Gowan might take
their patronage; but she promised not to fail in the reminder.

'Pray, does Mr Henry Gowan paint--ha--Portraits?' inquired Mr Dorrit.

Mr Sparkler opined that he painted anything, if he could get the job.

'He has no particular walk?' said Mr Dorrit.

Mr Sparkler, stimulated by Love to brilliancy, replied that for a

particular walk a man ought to have a particular pair of shoes; as, for
example, shooting, shooting-shoes; cricket, cricket-shoes. Whereas, he
believed that Henry Gowan had no particular pair of shoes.

'No speciality?' said Mr Dorrit.

This being a very long word for Mr Sparkler, and his mind being
exhausted by his late effort, he replied, 'No, thank you. I seldom take
it.'
'Well!' said Mr Dorrit. 'It would be very agreeable to me to present a
gentleman so connected, with some--ha--Testimonial of my desire to
further his interests, and develop the--hum--germs of his genius. I
think I must engage Mr Gowan to paint my picture. If the result
should be--ha--mutually satisfactory, I might afterwards engage him
to try his hand upon my family.'

The exquisitely bold and original thought presented itself to Mr

Sparkler, that there was an opening here for saying there were some
of the family (emphasising 'some' in a marked manner) to whom no
painter could render justice. But, for want of a form of words in which
to express the idea, it returned to the skies.

This was the more to be regretted as Miss Fanny greatly applauded

the notion of the portrait, and urged her papa to act upon it. She
surmised, she said, that Mr Gowan had lost better and higher
opportunities by marrying his pretty wife; and Love in a cottage,
painting pictures for dinner, was so delightfully interesting, that she
begged her papa to give him the commission whether he could paint a
likeness or not: though indeed both she and Amy knew he could, from
having seen a speaking likeness on his easel that day, and having had
the opportunity of comparing it with the original. These remarks made
Mr Sparkler (as perhaps they were intended to do) nearly distracted;
for while on the one hand they expressed Miss Fanny's susceptibility
of the tender passion, she herself showed such an innocent
unconsciousness of his admiration that his eyes goggled in his head
with jealousy of an unknown rival.

Descending into the sea again after dinner, and ascending out of it at
the Opera staircase, preceded by one of their gondoliers, like an
attendant Merman, with a great linen lantern, they entered their box,
and Mr Sparkler entered on an evening of agony. The theatre being
dark, and the box light, several visitors lounged in during the
representation; in whom Fanny was so interested, and in conversation
with whom she fell into such charming attitudes, as she had little
confidences with them, and little disputes concerning the identity of
people in distant boxes, that the wretched Sparkler hated all
mankind. But he had two consolations at the close of the
performance. She gave him her fan to hold while she adjusted her
cloak, and it was his blessed privilege to give her his arm down-stairs
again. These crumbs of encouragement, Mr Sparkler thought, would
just keep him going; and it is not impossible that Miss Dorrit thought
so too.

The Merman with his light was ready at the box-door, and other
Mermen with other lights were ready at many of the doors. The Dorrit
Merman held his lantern low, to show the steps, and Mr Sparkler put
on another heavy set of fetters over his former set, as he watched her
radiant feet twinkling down the stairs beside him. Among the loiterers
here, was Blandois of Paris. He spoke, and moved forward beside
Fanny.

Little Dorrit was in front with her brother and Mrs General (Mr Dorrit
had remained at home), but on the brink of the quay they all came
together. She started again to find Blandois close to her, handing
Fanny into the boat.

'Gowan has had a loss,' he said, 'since he was made happy to-day by a
visit from fair ladies.'

'A loss?' repeated Fanny, relinquished by the bereaved Sparkler, and

taking her seat.

'A loss,' said Blandois. 'His dog Lion.'

Little Dorrit's hand was in his, as he spoke.

'He is dead,' said Blandois.

'Dead?' echoed Little Dorrit. 'That noble dog?'

'Faith, dear ladies!' said Blandois, smiling and shrugging his

shoulders, 'somebody has poisoned that noble dog. He is as dead as
the Doges!'
Chapter XLIII - Mostly, Prunes And Prism

Mrs General, always on her coach-box keeping the proprieties well

together, took pains to form a surface on her very dear young friend,
and Mrs General's very dear young friend tried hard to receive it. Hard
as she had tried in her laborious life to attain many ends, she had
never tried harder than she did now, to be varnished by Mrs General.
It made her anxious and ill at ease to be operated upon by that
smoothing hand, it is true; but she submitted herself to the family
want in its greatness as she had submitted herself to the family want
in its littleness, and yielded to her own inclinations in this thing no
more than she had yielded to her hunger itself, in the days when she
had saved her dinner that her father might have his supper.

One comfort that she had under the Ordeal by General was more
sustaining to her, and made her more grateful than to a less devoted
and affectionate spirit, not habituated to her struggles and sacrifices,
might appear quite reasonable; and, indeed, it may often be observed
in life, that spirits like Little Dorrit do not appear to reason half as
carefully as the folks who get the better of them. The continued
kindness of her sister was this comfort to Little Dorrit. It was nothing
to her that the kindness took the form of tolerant patronage; she was
used to that. It was nothing to her that it kept her in a tributary
position, and showed her in attendance on the flaming car in which
Miss Fanny sat on an elevated seat, exacting homage; she sought no
better place. Always admiring Fanny's beauty, and grace, and
readiness, and not now asking herself how much of her disposition to
be strongly attached to Fanny was due to her own heart, and how
much to Fanny's, she gave her all the sisterly fondness her great heart
contained.

The wholesale amount of Prunes and Prism which Mrs General

infused into the family life, combined with the perpetual plunges made
by Fanny into society, left but a very small residue of any natural
deposit at the bottom of the mixture. This rendered confidences with
Fanny doubly precious to Little Dorrit, and heightened the relief they
afforded her.

'Amy,' said Fanny to her one night when they were alone, after a day
so tiring that Little Dorrit was quite worn out, though Fanny would
have taken another dip into society with the greatest pleasure in life, 'I
am going to put something into your little head. You won't guess what
it is, I suspect.'

'I don't think that's likely, dear,' said Little Dorrit.

'Come, I'll give you a clue, child,' said Fanny. 'Mrs General.'
Prunes and Prism, in a thousand combinations, having been wearily
in the ascendant all day - everything having been surface and varnish
and show without substance - Little Dorrit looked as if she had hoped
that Mrs General was safely tucked up in bed for some hours.

'Now, can you guess, Amy?' said Fanny.

'No, dear. Unless I have done anything,' said Little Dorrit, rather
alarmed, and meaning anything calculated to crack varnish and ruffle
surface.

Fanny was so very much amused by the misgiving, that she took up
her favourite fan (being then seated at her dressing-table with her
armoury of cruel instruments about her, most of them reeking from
the heart of Sparkler), and tapped her sister frequently on the nose
with it, laughing all the time.

'Oh, our Amy, our Amy!' said Fanny. 'What a timid little goose our
Amy is! But this is nothing to laugh at. On the contrary, I am very
cross, my dear.'

'As it is not with me, Fanny, I don't mind,' returned her sister, smiling.

'Ah! But I do mind,' said Fanny, 'and so will you, Pet, when I enlighten
you. Amy, has it never struck you that somebody is monstrously
polite to Mrs General?'

'Everybody is polite to Mrs General,' said Little Dorrit. 'Because - '

'Because she freezes them into it?' interrupted Fanny. 'I don't mean
that; quite different from that. Come! Has it never struck you, Amy,
that Pa is monstrously polite to Mrs General.'

Amy, murmuring 'No,' looked quite confounded. 'No; I dare say not.
But he is,' said Fanny. 'He is, Amy. And remember my words. Mrs
General has designs on Pa!'

'Dear Fanny, do you think it possible that Mrs General has designs on
any one?'

'Do I think it possible?' retorted Fanny. 'My love, I know it. I tell you
she has designs on Pa. And more than that, I tell you Pa considers her
such a wonder, such a paragon of accomplishment, and such an
acquisition to our family, that he is ready to get himself into a state of
perfect infatuation with her at any moment. And that opens a pretty
picture of things, I hope? Think of me with Mrs General for a Mama!'
Little Dorrit did not reply, 'Think of me with Mrs General for a Mama;'
but she looked anxious, and seriously inquired what had led Fanny to
these conclusions.

'Lord, my darling,' said Fanny, tartly. 'You might as well ask me how I
know when a man is struck with myself! But, of course I do know. It
happens pretty often: but I always know it. I know this in much the
same way, I suppose. At all events, I know it.'

'You never heard Papa say anything?'

'Say anything?' repeated Fanny. 'My dearest, darling child, what

necessity has he had, yet awhile, to say anything?'

'And you have never heard Mrs General say anything?' 'My goodness
me, Amy,' returned Fanny, 'is she the sort of woman to say anything?
Isn't it perfectly plain and clear that she has nothing to do at present
but to hold herself upright, keep her aggravating gloves on, and go
sweeping about? Say anything! If she had the ace of trumps in her
hand at whist, she wouldn't say anything, child. It would come out
when she played it.'

'At least, you may be mistaken, Fanny. Now, may you not?'

'O yes, I MAY be,' said Fanny, 'but I am not. However, I am glad you
can contemplate such an escape, my dear, and I am glad that you can
take this for the present with sufficient coolness to think of such a
chance. It makes me hope that you may be able to bear the
connection. I should not be able to bear it, and I should not try.

I'd marry young Sparkler first.'

'O, you would never marry him, Fanny, under any circumstances.'

'Upon my word, my dear,' rejoined that young lady with exceeding

indifference, 'I wouldn't positively answer even for that. There's no
knowing what might happen. Especially as I should have many
opportunities, afterwards, of treating that woman, his mother, in her
own style. Which I most decidedly should not be slow to avail myself
of, Amy.'

No more passed between the sisters then; but what had passed gave
the two subjects of Mrs General and Mr Sparkler great prominence in
Little Dorrit's mind, and thenceforth she thought very much of both.

Mrs General, having long ago formed her own surface to such
perfection that it hid whatever was below it (if anything), no
observation was to be made in that quarter. Mr Dorrit was undeniably
very polite to her and had a high opinion of her; but Fanny,
impetuous at most times, might easily be wrong for all that.

Whereas, the Sparkler question was on the different footing that any
one could see what was going on there, and Little Dorrit saw it and
pondered on it with many doubts and wonderings.

The devotion of Mr Sparkler was only to be equalled by the caprice

and cruelty of his enslaver. Sometimes she would prefer him to such
distinction of notice, that he would chuckle aloud with joy; next day,
or next hour, she would overlook him so completely, and drop him
into such an abyss of obscurity, that he would groan under a weak
pretence of coughing. The constancy of his attendance never touched
Fanny: though he was so inseparable from Edward, that, when that
gentleman wished for a change of society, he was under the irksome
necessity of gliding out like a conspirator in disguised boats and by
secret doors and back ways; though he was so solicitous to know how
Mr Dorrit was, that he called every other day to inquire, as if Mr Dorrit
were the prey of an intermittent fever; though he was so constantly
being paddled up and down before the principal windows, that he
might have been supposed to have made a wager for a large stake to
be paddled a thousand miles in a thousand hours; though whenever
the gondola of his mistress left the gate, the gondola of Mr Sparkler
shot out from some watery ambush and gave chase, as if she were a
fair smuggler and he a custom-house officer. It was probably owing to
this fortification of the natural strength of his constitution with so
much exposure to the air, and the salt sea, that Mr Sparkler did not
pine outwardly; but, whatever the cause, he was so far from having
any prospect of moving his mistress by a languishing state of health,
that he grew bluffer every day, and that peculiarity in his appearance
of seeming rather a swelled boy than a young man, became developed
to an extraordinary degree of ruddy puffiness.

Blandois calling to pay his respects, Mr Dorrit received him with

affability as the friend of Mr Gowan, and mentioned to him his idea of
commissioning Mr Gowan to transmit him to posterity. Blandois
highly extolling it, it occurred to Mr Dorrit that it might be agreeable
to Blandois to communicate to his friend the great opportunity
reserved for him. Blandois accepted the commission with his own free
elegance of manner, and swore he would discharge it before he was an
hour older. On his imparting the news to Gowan, that Master gave Mr
Dorrit to the Devil with great liberality some round dozen of times (for
he resented patronage almost as much as he resented the want of it),
and was inclined to quarrel with his friend for bringing him the
message.

'It may be a defect in my mental vision, Blandois,' said he, 'but may I
die if I see what you have to do with this.'
'Death of my life,' replied Blandois, 'nor I neither, except that I thought
I was serving my friend.'

'By putting an upstart's hire in his pocket?' said Gowan, frowning.

'Do you mean that? Tell your other friend to get his head painted for
the sign of some public-house, and to get it done by a sign- painter.
Who am I, and who is he?'

'Professore,' returned the ambassador, 'and who is Blandois?'

Without appearing at all interested in the latter question, Gowan

angrily whistled Mr Dorrit away. But, next day, he resumed the
subject by saying in his off-hand manner and with a slighting laugh,
'Well, Blandois, when shall we go to this Maecenas of yours?

We journeymen must take jobs when we can get them. When shall we
go and look after this job?' 'When you will,' said the injured Blandois,
'as you please. What have I to do with it? What is it to me?'

'I can tell you what it is to me,' said Gowan. 'Bread and cheese. One
must eat! So come along, my Blandois.'

Mr Dorrit received them in the presence of his daughters and of Mr

Sparkler, who happened, by some surprising accident, to be calling
there. 'How are you, Sparkler?' said Gowan carelessly. 'When you have
to live by your mother wit, old boy, I hope you may get on better than I
do.'

Mr Dorrit then mentioned his proposal. 'Sir,' said Gowan, laughing,

after receiving it gracefully enough, 'I am new to the trade, and not
expert at its mysteries. I believe I ought to look at you in various
lights, tell you you are a capital subject, and consider when I shall be
sufficiently disengaged to devote myself with the necessary
enthusiasm to the fine picture I mean to make of you. I assure you,'
and he laughed again, 'I feel quite a traitor in the camp of those dear,
gifted, good, noble fellows, my brother artists, by not doing the hocus-
pocus better. But I have not been brought up to it, and it's too late to
learn it. Now, the fact is, I am a very bad painter, but not much worse
than the generality. If you are going to throw away a hundred guineas
or so, I am as poor as a poor relation of great people usually is, and I
shall be very much obliged to you, if you'll throw them away upon me.
I'll do the best I can for the money; and if the best should be bad, why
even then, you may probably have a bad picture with a small name to
it, instead of a bad picture with a large name to it.'

This tone, though not what he had expected, on the whole suited Mr
Dorrit remarkably well. It showed that the gentleman, highly
connected, and not a mere workman, would be under an obligation to
him. He expressed his satisfaction in placing himself in Mr Gowan's
hands, and trusted that he would have the pleasure, in their
characters of private gentlemen, of improving his acquaintance.

'You are very good,' said Gowan. 'I have not forsworn society since I
joined the brotherhood of the brush (the most delightful fellows on the
face of the earth), and am glad enough to smell the old fine gunpowder
now and then, though it did blow me into mid-air and my present
calling. You'll not think, Mr Dorrit,' and here he laughed again in the
easiest way, 'that I am lapsing into the freemasonry of the craft - for
it's not so; upon my life I can't help betraying it wherever I go, though,
by Jupiter, I love and honour the craft with all my might - if I propose
a stipulation as to time and place?'

Ha! Mr Dorrit could erect no - hum - suspicion of that kind on Mr

Gowan's frankness.

'Again you are very good,' said Gowan. 'Mr Dorrit, I hear you are going
to Rome. I am going to Rome, having friends there. Let me begin to do
you the injustice I have conspired to do you, there - not here. We
shall all be hurried during the rest of our stay here; and though
there's not a poorer man with whole elbows in Venice, than myself, I
have not quite got all the Amateur out of me yet - comprising the trade
again, you see! - and can't fall on to order, in a hurry, for the mere
sake of the sixpences.' These remarks were not less favourably
received by Mr Dorrit than their predecessors. They were the prelude
to the first reception of Mr and Mrs Gowan at dinner, and they
skilfully placed Gowan on his usual ground in the new family.

His wife, too, they placed on her usual ground. Miss Fanny
understood, with particular distinctness, that Mrs Gowan's good looks
had cost her husband very dear; that there had been a great
disturbance about her in the Barnacle family; and that the Dowager
Mrs Gowan, nearly heart-broken, had resolutely set her face against
the marriage until overpowered by her maternal feelings. Mrs General
likewise clearly understood that the attachment had occasioned much
family grief and dissension. Of honest Mr Meagles no mention was
made; except that it was natural enough that a person of that sort
should wish to raise his daughter out of his own obscurity, and that
no one could blame him for trying his best to do so.

Little Dorrit's interest in the fair subject of this easily accepted belief
was too earnest and watchful to fail in accurate observation. She
could see that it had its part in throwing upon Mrs Gowan the touch
of a shadow under which she lived, and she even had an instinctive
knowledge that there was not the least truth in it. But it had an
influence in placing obstacles in the way of her association with Mrs
Gowan by making the Prunes and Prism school excessively polite to
her, but not very intimate with her; and Little Dorrit, as an enforced
sizar of that college, was obliged to submit herself humbly to its
ordinances.

Nevertheless, there was a sympathetic understanding already

established between the two, which would have carried them over
greater difficulties, and made a friendship out of a more restricted
intercourse. As though accidents were determined to be favourable to
it, they had a new assurance of congeniality in the aversion which
each perceived that the other felt towards Blandois of Paris; an
aversion amounting to the repugnance and horror of a natural
antipathy towards an odious creature of the reptile kind.

And there was a passive congeniality between them, besides this

active one. To both of them, Blandois behaved in exactly the same
manner; and to both of them his manner had uniformly something in
it, which they both knew to be different from his bearing towards
others. The difference was too minute in its expression to be perceived
by others, but they knew it to be there. A mere trick of his evil eyes, a
mere turn of his smooth white hand, a mere hair's- breadth of
addition to the fall of his nose and the rise of the moustache in the
most frequent movement of his face, conveyed to both of them,
equally, a swagger personal to themselves. It was as if he had said, 'I
have a secret power in this quarter. I know what I know.'

This had never been felt by them both in so great a degree, and never
by each so perfectly to the knowledge of the other, as on a day when
he came to Mr Dorrit's to take his leave before quitting Venice. Mrs
Gowan was herself there for the same purpose, and he came upon the
two together; the rest of the family being out. The two had not been
together five minutes, and the peculiar manner seemed to convey to
them, 'You were going to talk about me. Ha! Behold me here to
prevent it!'

'Gowan is coming here?' said Blandois, with a smile.

Mrs Gowan replied he was not coming.

'Not coming!' said Blandois. 'Permit your devoted servant, when you
leave here, to escort you home.'

'Thank you: I am not going home.'

'Not going home!' said Blandois. 'Then I am forlorn.'

That he might be; but he was not so forlorn as to roam away and leave
them together. He sat entertaining them with his finest compliments,
and his choicest conversation; but he conveyed to them, all the time,
'No, no, no, dear ladies. Behold me here expressly to prevent it!'

He conveyed it to them with so much meaning, and he had such a

diabolical persistency in him, that at length, Mrs Gowan rose to
depart. On his offering his hand to Mrs Gowan to lead her down the
staircase, she retained Little Dorrit's hand in hers, with a cautious
pressure, and said, 'No, thank you. But, if you will please to see if my
boatman is there, I shall be obliged to you.'

It left him no choice but to go down before them. As he did so, hat in
hand, Mrs Gowan whispered:

'He killed the dog.'

'Does Mr Gowan know it?' Little Dorrit whispered.

'No one knows it. Don't look towards me; look towards him. He will
turn his face in a moment. No one knows it, but I am sure he did. You
are?'

'I - I think so,' Little Dorrit answered.

'Henry likes him, and he will not think ill of him; he is so generous
and open himself. But you and I feel sure that we think of him as he
deserves. He argued with Henry that the dog had been already
poisoned when he changed so, and sprang at him. Henry believes it,
but we do not. I see he is listening, but can't hear.

Good-bye, my love! Good-bye!'

The last words were spoken aloud, as the vigilant Blandois stopped,
turned his head, and looked at them from the bottom of the staircase.
Assuredly he did look then, though he looked his politest, as if any
real philanthropist could have desired no better employment than to
lash a great stone to his neck, and drop him into the water flowing
beyond the dark arched gateway in which he stood. No such
benefactor to mankind being on the spot, he handed Mrs Gowan to
her boat, and stood there until it had shot out of the narrow view;
when he handed himself into his own boat and followed.

Little Dorrit had sometimes thought, and now thought again as she
retraced her steps up the staircase, that he had made his way too
easily into her father's house. But so many and such varieties of
people did the same, through Mr Dorrit's participation in his elder
daughter's society mania, that it was hardly an exceptional case. A
perfect fury for making acquaintances on whom to impress their
riches and importance, had seized the House of Dorrit.
It appeared on the whole, to Little Dorrit herself, that this same
society in which they lived, greatly resembled a superior sort of
Marshalsea. Numbers of people seemed to come abroad, pretty much
as people had come into the prison; through debt, through idleness,
relationship, curiosity, and general unfitness for getting on at home.
They were brought into these foreign towns in the custody of couriers
and local followers, just as the debtors had been brought into the
prison. They prowled about the churches and picture- galleries, much
in the old, dreary, prison-yard manner. They were usually going away
again to-morrow or next week, and rarely knew their own minds, and
seldom did what they said they would do, or went where they said
they would go: in all this again, very like the prison debtors. They paid
high for poor accommodation, and disparaged a place while they
pretended to like it: which was exactly the Marshalsea custom. They
were envied when they went away by people left behind, feigning not
to want to go: and that again was the Marshalsea habit invariably. A
certain set of words and phrases, as much belonging to tourists as the
College and the Snuggery belonged to the jail, was always in their
mouths. They had precisely the same incapacity for settling down to
anything, as the prisoners used to have; they rather deteriorated one
another, as the prisoners used to do; and they wore untidy dresses,
and fell into a slouching way of life: still, always like the people in the
Marshalsea.

The period of the family's stay at Venice came, in its course, to an end,
and they moved, with their retinue, to Rome. Through a repetition of
the former Italian scenes, growing more dirty and more haggard as
they went on, and bringing them at length to where the very air was
diseased, they passed to their destination. A fine residence had been
taken for them on the Corso, and there they took up their abode, in a
city where everything seemed to be trying to stand still for ever on the
ruins of something else - except the water, which, following eternal
laws, tumbled and rolled from its glorious multitude of fountains.

Here it seemed to Little Dorrit that a change came over the

Marshalsea spirit of their society, and that Prunes and Prism got the
upper hand. Everybody was walking about St Peter's and the Vatican
on somebody else's cork legs, and straining every visible object
through somebody else's sieve. Nobody said what anything was, but
everybody said what the Mrs Generals, Mr Eustace, or somebody else
said it was. The whole body of travellers seemed to be a collection of
voluntary human sacrifices, bound hand and foot, and delivered over
to Mr Eustace and his attendants, to have the entrails of their
intellects arranged according to the taste of that sacred priesthood.
Through the rugged remains of temples and tombs and palaces and
senate halls and theatres and amphitheatres of ancient days, hosts of
tongue-tied and blindfolded moderns were carefully feeling their way,
incessantly repeating Prunes and Prism in the endeavour to set their
lips according to the received form. Mrs General was in her pure
element. Nobody had an opinion. There was a formation of surface
going on around her on an amazing scale, and it had not a flaw of
courage or honest free speech in it.

Another modification of Prunes and Prism insinuated itself on Little

Dorrit's notice very shortly after their arrival. They received an early
visit from Mrs Merdle, who led that extensive department of life in the
Eternal City that winter; and the skilful manner in which she and
Fanny fenced with one another on the occasion, almost made her
quiet sister wink, like the glittering of small-swords.

'So delighted,' said Mrs Merdle, 'to resume an acquaintance so

inauspiciously begun at Martigny.'

'At Martigny, of course,' said Fanny. 'Charmed, I am sure!'

'I understand,' said Mrs Merdle, 'from my son Edmund Sparkler, that
he has already improved that chance occasion. He has returned quite
transported with Venice.'

'Indeed?' returned the careless Fanny. 'Was he there long?'

'I might refer that question to Mr Dorrit,' said Mrs Merdle, turning the
bosom towards that gentleman; 'Edmund having been so much
indebted to him for rendering his stay agreeable.'

'Oh, pray don't speak of it,' returned Fanny. 'I believe Papa had the
pleasure of inviting Mr Sparkler twice or thrice, - but it was nothing.
We had so many people about us, and kept such open house, that if
he had that pleasure, it was less than nothing.'

'Except, my dear,' said Mr Dorrit, 'except - ha - as it afforded me

unusual gratification to - hum - show by any means, however slight
and worthless, the - ha, hum - high estimation in which, in - ha -
common with the rest of the world, I hold so distinguished and
princely a character as Mr Merdle's.'

The bosom received this tribute in its most engaging manner. 'Mr
Merdle,' observed Fanny, as a means of dismissing Mr Sparkler into
the background, 'is quite a theme of Papa's, you must know, Mrs
Merdle.'

'I have been - ha - disappointed, madam,' said Mr Dorrit, 'to

understand from Mr Sparkler that there is no great - hum -
probability of Mr Merdle's coming abroad.'
'Why, indeed,' said Mrs Merdle, 'he is so much engaged and in such
request, that I fear not. He has not been able to get abroad for years.
You, Miss Dorrit, I believe have been almost continually abroad for a
long time.'

'Oh dear yes,' drawled Fanny, with the greatest hardihood. 'An
immense number of years.'

'So I should have inferred,' said Mrs Merdle.

'Exactly,' said Fanny.

'I trust, however,' resumed Mr Dorrit, 'that if I have not the - hum -
great advantage of becoming known to Mr Merdle on this side of the
Alps or Mediterranean, I shall have that honour on returning to
England. It is an honour I particularly desire and shall particularly
esteem.' 'Mr Merdle,' said Mrs Merdle, who had been looking
admiringly at Fanny through her eye-glass, 'will esteem it, I am sure,
no less.'

Little Dorrit, still habitually thoughtful and solitary though no longer

alone, at first supposed this to be mere Prunes and Prism. But as her
father when they had been to a brilliant reception at Mrs Merdle's,
harped at their own family breakfast-table on his wish to know Mr
Merdle, with the contingent view of benefiting by the advice of that
wonderful man in the disposal of his fortune, she began to think it
had a real meaning, and to entertain a curiosity on her own part to
see the shining light of the time.
Chapter XLIV - The Dowager Mrs Gowan Is Reminded That 'It
Never Does'

While the waters of Venice and the ruins of Rome were sunning
themselves for the pleasure of the Dorrit family, and were daily being
sketched out of all earthly proportion, lineament, and likeness, by
travelling pencils innumerable, the firm of Doyce and Clennam
hammered away in Bleeding Heart Yard, and the vigorous clink of iron
upon iron was heard there through the working hours.

The younger partner had, by this time, brought the business into
sound trim; and the elder, left free to follow his own ingenious devices,
had done much to enhance the character of the factory. As an
ingenious man, he had necessarily to encounter every discouragement
that the ruling powers for a length of time had been able by any
means to put in the way of this class of culprits; but that was only
reasonable self-defence in the powers, since How to do it must
obviously be regarded as the natural and mortal enemy of How not to
do it. In this was to be found the basis of the wise system, by tooth
and nail upheld by the Circumlocution Office, of warning every
ingenious British subject to be ingenious at his peril: of harassing
him, obstructing him, inviting robbers (by making his remedy
uncertain, and expensive) to plunder him, and at the best of
confiscating his property after a short term of enjoyment, as though
invention were on a par with felony. The system had uniformly found
great favour with the Barnacles, and that was only reasonable, too; for
one who worthily invents must be in earnest, and the Barnacles
abhorred and dreaded nothing half so much. That again was very
reasonable; since in a country suffering under the affliction of a great
amount of earnestness, there might, in an exceeding short space of
time, be not a single Barnacle left sticking to a post.

Daniel Doyce faced his condition with its pains and penalties attached
to it, and soberly worked on for the work's sake. Clennam cheering
him with a hearty co-operation, was a moral support to him, besides
doing good service in his business relation. The concern prospered,
and the partners were fast friends. But Daniel could not forget the old
design of so many years. It was not in reason to be expected that he
should; if he could have lightly forgotten it, he could never have
conceived it, or had the patience and perseverance to work it out. So
Clennam thought, when he sometimes observed him of an evening
looking over the models and drawings, and consoling himself by
muttering with a sigh as he put them away again, that the thing was
as true as it ever was.

To show no sympathy with so much endeavour, and so much

disappointment, would have been to fail in what Clennam regarded as
among the implied obligations of his partnership. A revival of the
passing interest in the subject which had been by chance awakened at
the door of the Circumlocution Office, originated in this feeling. He
asked his partner to explain the invention to him; 'having a lenient
consideration,' he stipulated, 'for my being no workman, Doyce.'

'No workman?' said Doyce. 'You would have been a thorough

workman if you had given yourself to it. You have as good a head for
understanding such things as I have met with.'

'A totally uneducated one, I am sorry to add,' said Clennam.

'I don't know that,' returned Doyce, 'and I wouldn't have you say that.
No man of sense who has been generally improved, and has improved
himself, can be called quite uneducated as to anything. I don't
particularly favour mysteries. I would as soon, on a fair and clear
explanation, be judged by one class of man as another, provided he
had the qualification I have named.'

'At all events,' said Clennam - 'this sounds as if we were exchanging

compliments, but we know we are not - I shall have the advantage of
as plain an explanation as can be given.'

'Well!' said Daniel, in his steady even way,'I'll try to make it so.'

He had the power, often to be found in union with such a character, of

explaining what he himself perceived, and meant, with the direct force
and distinctness with which it struck his own mind. His manner of
demonstration was so orderly and neat and simple, that it was not
easy to mistake him. There was something almost ludicrous in the
complete irreconcilability of a vague conventional notion that he must
be a visionary man, with the precise, sagacious travelling of his eye
and thumb over the plans, their patient stoppages at particular
points, their careful returns to other points whence little channels of
explanation had to be traced up, and his steady manner of making
everything good and everything sound at each important stage, before
taking his hearer on a line's-breadth further. His dismissal of himself
from his description, was hardly less remarkable. He never said, I
discovered this adaptation or invented that combination; but showed
the whole thing as if the Divine artificer had made it, and he had
happened to find it; so modest he was about it, such a pleasant touch
of respect was mingled with his quiet admiration of it, and so calmly
convinced he was that it was established on irrefragable laws.

Not only that evening, but for several succeeding evenings, Clennam
was quite charmed by this investigation. The more he pursued it, and
the oftener he glanced at the grey head bending over it, and the
shrewd eye kindling with pleasure in it and love of it - instrument for
probing his heart though it had been made for twelve long years - the
less he could reconcile it to his younger energy to let it go without one
effort more. At length he said:

'Doyce, it came to this at last - that the business was to be sunk with
Heaven knows how many more wrecks, or begun all over again?'

'Yes,' returned Doyce, 'that's what the noblemen and gentlemen made
of it after a dozen years.'

'And pretty fellows too!' said Clennam, bitterly.

'The usual thing!' observed Doyce. 'I must not make a martyr of
myself, when I am one of so large a company.'

'Relinquish it, or begin it all over again?' mused Clennam.

'That was exactly the long and the short of it,' said Doyce.

'Then, my friend,' cried Clennam, starting up and taking his work-

roughened hand, 'it shall be begun all over again!'

Doyce looked alarmed, and replied in a hurry - for him, 'No, no. Better
put it by. Far better put it by. It will be heard of, one day. I can put it
by. You forget, my good Clennam; I HAVE put it by. It's all at an end.'

'Yes, Doyce,' returned Clennam, 'at an end as far as your efforts and
rebuffs are concerned, I admit, but not as far as mine are. I am
younger than you: I have only once set foot in that precious office, and
I am fresh game for them. Come! I'll try them. You shall do exactly as
you have been doing since we have been together. I will add (as I
easily can) to what I have been doing, the attempt to get public justice
done to you; and, unless I have some success to report, you shall hear
no more of it.'

Daniel Doyce was still reluctant to consent, and again and again
urged that they had better put it by. But it was natural that he should
gradually allow himself to be over-persuaded by Clennam, and should
yield. Yield he did. So Arthur resumed the long and hopeless labour of
striving to make way with the Circumlocution Office.

The waiting-rooms of that Department soon began to be familiar with

his presence, and he was generally ushered into them by its janitors
much as a pickpocket might be shown into a police-office; the
principal difference being that the object of the latter class of public
business is to keep the pickpocket, while the Circumlocution object
was to get rid of Clennam. However, he was resolved to stick to the
Great Department; and so the work of form- filling, corresponding,
minuting, memorandum-making, signing, counter-signing, counter-
counter-signing, referring backwards and forwards, and referring
sideways, crosswise, and zig-zag, recommenced.

Here arises a feature of the Circumlocution Office, not previously

mentioned in the present record. When that admirable Department
got into trouble, and was, by some infuriated members of Parliament
whom the smaller Barnacles almost suspected of labouring under
diabolic possession, attacked on the merits of no individual case, but
as an Institution wholly abominable and Bedlamite; then the noble or
right honourable Barnacle who represented it in the House, would
smite that member and cleave him asunder, with a statement of the
quantity of business (for the prevention of business) done by the
Circumlocution Office. Then would that noble or right honourable
Barnacle hold in his hand a paper containing a few figures, to which,
with the permission of the House, he would entreat its attention. Then
would the inferior Barnacles exclaim, obeying orders,'Hear, Hear,
Hear!' and 'Read!' Then would the noble or right honourable Barnacle
perceive, sir, from this little document, which he thought might carry
conviction even to the perversest mind (Derisive laughter and cheering
from the Barnacle fry), that within the short compass of the last
financial half- year, this much-maligned Department (Cheers) had
written and received fifteen thousand letters (Loud cheers), had
written twenty-four thousand minutes (Louder cheers), and thirty-two
thousand five hundred and seventeen memoranda (Vehement
cheering). Nay, an ingenious gentleman connected with the
Department, and himself a valuable public servant, had done him the
favour to make a curious calculation of the amount of stationery
consumed in it during the same period. It formed a part of this same
short document; and he derived from it the remarkable fact that the
sheets of foolscap paper it had devoted to the public service would
pave the footways on both sides of Oxford Street from end to end, and
leave nearly a quarter of a mile to spare for the park (Immense
cheering and laughter); while of tape - red tape - it had used enough
to stretch, in graceful festoons, from Hyde Park Corner to the General
Post Office. Then, amidst a burst of official exultation, would the noble
or right honourable Barnacle sit down, leaving the mutilated
fragments of the Member on the field. No one, after that exemplary
demolition of him, would have the hardihood to hint that the more the
Circumlocution Office did, the less was done, and that the greatest
blessing it could confer on an unhappy public would be to do nothing.

With sufficient occupation on his hands, now that he had this

additional task - such a task had many and many a serviceable man
died of before his day - Arthur Clennam led a life of slight variety.
Regular visits to his mother's dull sick room, and visits scarcely less
regular to Mr Meagles at Twickenham, were its only changes during
many months.
He sadly and sorely missed Little Dorrit. He had been prepared to
miss her very much, but not so much. He knew to the full extent only
through experience, what a large place in his life was left blank when
her familiar little figure went out of it. He felt, too, that he must
relinquish the hope of its return, understanding the family character
sufficiently well to be assured that he and she were divided by a broad
ground of separation. The old interest he had had in her, and her old
trusting reliance on him, were tinged with melancholy in his mind: so
soon had change stolen over them, and so soon had they glided into
the past with other secret tendernesses.

When he received her letter he was greatly moved, but did not the less
sensibly feel that she was far divided from him by more than distance.
It helped him to a clearer and keener perception of the place assigned
him by the family. He saw that he was cherished in her grateful
remembrance secretly, and that they resented him with the jail and
the rest of its belongings.

Through all these meditations which every day of his life crowded
about her, he thought of her otherwise in the old way. She was his
innocent friend, his delicate child, his dear Little Dorrit. This very
change of circumstances fitted curiously in with the habit, begun on
the night when the roses floated away, of considering himself as a
much older man than his years really made him. He regarded her
from a point of view which in its remoteness, tender as it was, he little
thought would have been unspeakable agony to her. He speculated
about her future destiny, and about the husband she might have,
with an affection for her which would have drained her heart of its
dearest drop of hope, and broken it.

Everything about him tended to confirm him in the custom of looking

on himself as an elderly man, from whom such aspirations as he had
combated in the case of Minnie Gowan (though that was not so long
ago either, reckoning by months and seasons), were finally departed.
His relations with her father and mother were like those on which a
widower son-in-law might have stood. If the twin sister who was dead
had lived to pass away in the bloom of womanhood, and he had been
her husband, the nature of his intercourse with Mr and Mrs Meagles
would probably have been just what it was. This imperceptibly helped
to render habitual the impression within him, that he had done with,
and dismissed that part of life.

He invariably heard of Minnie from them, as telling them in her letters

how happy she was, and how she loved her husband; but inseparable
from that subject, he invariably saw the old cloud on Mr Meagles's
face. Mr Meagles had never been quite so radiant since the marriage
as before. He had never quite recovered the separation from Pet. He
was the same good-humoured, open creature; but as if his face, from
being much turned towards the pictures of his two children which
could show him only one look, unconsciously adopted a characteristic
from them, it always had now, through all its changes of expression, a
look of loss in it.

One wintry Saturday when Clennam was at the cottage, the Dowager
Mrs Gowan drove up, in the Hampton Court equipage which
pretended to be the exclusive equipage of so many individual
proprietors. She descended, in her shady ambuscade of green fan, to
favour Mr and Mrs Meagles with a call.

'And how do you both do, Papa and Mama Meagles?' said she,
encouraging her humble connections. 'And when did you last hear
from or about my poor fellow?'

My poor fellow was her son; and this mode of speaking of him politely
kept alive, without any offence in the world, the pretence that he had
fallen a victim to the Meagles' wiles.

'And the dear pretty one?' said Mrs Gowan. 'Have you later news of
her than I have?'

Which also delicately implied that her son had been captured by mere
beauty, and under its fascination had forgone all sorts of worldly
advantages.

' I am sure,' said Mrs Gowan, without straining her attention on the
answers she received, 'it's an unspeakable comfort to know they
continue happy. My poor fellow is of such a restless disposition, and
has been so used to roving about, and to being inconstant and
popular among all manner of people, that it's the greatest comfort in
life. I suppose they're as poor as mice, Papa Meagles?'

Mr Meagles, fidgety under the question, replied, 'I hope not, ma'am. I
hope they will manage their little income.'

'Oh! my dearest Meagles!' returned the lady, tapping him on the arm
with the green fan and then adroitly interposing it between a yawn
and the company, 'how can you, as a man of the world and one of the
most business-like of human beings - for you know you are business-
like, and a great deal too much for us who are not - '

(Which went to the former purpose, by making Mr Meagles out to be

an artful schemer.)

' - How can you talk about their managing their little means? My poor
dear fellow! The idea of his managing hundreds! And the sweet pretty
creature too. The notion of her managing! Papa Meagles! Don't!'
'Well, ma'am,' said Mr Meagles, gravely, 'I am sorry to admit, then,
that Henry certainly does anticipate his means.'

'My dear good man - I use no ceremony with you, because we are a
kind of relations; - positively, Mama Meagles,' exclaimed Mrs Gowan
cheerfully, as if the absurd coincidence then flashed upon her for the
first time, 'a kind of relations! My dear good man, in this world none of
us can have everything our own way.'

This again went to the former point, and showed Mr Meagles with all
good breeding that, so far, he had been brilliantly successful in his
deep designs. Mrs Gowan thought the hit so good a one, that she
dwelt upon it; repeating 'Not everything. No, no; in this world we must
not expect everything, Papa Meagles.'

'And may I ask, ma'am,' retorted Mr Meagles, a little heightened in

colour, 'who does expect everything?'

'Oh, nobody, nobody!' said Mrs Gowan. 'I was going to say - but you
put me out. You interrupting Papa, what was I going to say?'

Drooping her large green fan, she looked musingly at Mr Meagles

while she thought about it; a performance not tending to the cooling of
that gentleman's rather heated spirits.

'Ah! Yes, to be sure!' said Mrs Gowan. 'You must remember that my
poor fellow has always been accustomed to expectations. They may
have been realised, or they may not have been realised - '

'Let us say, then, may not have been realised,' observed Mr Meagles.

The Dowager for a moment gave him an angry look; but tossed it off
with her head and her fan, and pursued the tenor of her way in her
former manner.

'It makes no difference. My poor fellow has been accustomed to that

sort of thing, and of course you knew it, and were prepared for the
consequences. I myself always clearly foresaw the consequences, and
am not surprised. And you must not be surprised.

In fact, can't be surprised. Must have been prepared for it.'

Mr Meagles looked at his wife and at Clennam; bit his lip; and
coughed.

'And now here's my poor fellow,' Mrs Gowan pursued, 'receiving notice
that he is to hold himself in expectation of a baby, and all the
expenses attendant on such an addition to his family! Poor Henry! But
it can't be helped now; it's too late to help it now. Only don't talk of
anticipating means, Papa Meagles, as a discovery; because that would
be too much.'

'Too much, ma'am?' said Mr Meagles, as seeking an explanation.

'There, there!' said Mrs Gowan, putting him in his inferior place with
an expressive action of her hand. 'Too much for my poor fellow's
mother to bear at this time of day. They are fast married, and can't be
unmarried. There, there! I know that! You needn't tell me that, Papa
Meagles. I know it very well. What was it I said just now? That it was a
great comfort they continued happy. It is to be hoped they will still
continue happy. It is to be hoped Pretty One will do everything she
can to make my poor fellow happy, and keep him contented. Papa and
Mama Meagles, we had better say no more about it. We never did look
at this subject from the same side, and we never shall. There, there!
Now I am good.'

Truly, having by this time said everything she could say in

maintenance of her wonderfully mythical position, and in admonition
to Mr Meagles that he must not expect to bear his honours of alliance
too cheaply, Mrs Gowan was disposed to forgo the rest. If Mr Meagles
had submitted to a glance of entreaty from Mrs Meagles, and an
expressive gesture from Clennam, he would have left her in the
undisturbed enjoyment of this state of mind. But Pet was the darling
and pride of his heart; and if he could ever have championed her more
devotedly, or loved her better, than in the days when she was the
sunlight of his house, it would have been now, when, as its daily grace
and delight, she was lost to it.

'Mrs Gowan, ma'am,' said Mr Meagles, 'I have been a plain man all my
life. If I was to try - no matter whether on myself, on somebody else, or
both - any genteel mystifications, I should probably not succeed in
them.'

'Papa Meagles,' returned the Dowager, with an affable smile, but with
the bloom on her cheeks standing out a little more vividly than usual
as the neighbouring surface became paler,'probably not.'

'Therefore, my good madam,' said Mr Meagles, at great pains to

restrain himself, 'I hope I may, without offence, ask to have no such
mystification played off upon me.' 'Mama Meagles,' observed Mrs
Gowan, 'your good man is incomprehensible.'

Her turning to that worthy lady was an artifice to bring her into the
discussion, quarrel with her, and vanquish her. Mr Meagles
interposed to prevent that consummation.
'Mother,' said he, 'you are inexpert, my dear, and it is not a fair
match. Let me beg of you to remain quiet. Come, Mrs Gowan, come!
Let us try to be sensible; let us try to be good-natured; let us try to be
fair. Don't you pity Henry, and I won't pity Pet. And don't be one-
sided, my dear madam; it's not considerate, it's not kind. Don't let us
say that we hope Pet will make Henry happy, or even that we hope
Henry will make Pet happy,' (Mr Meagles himself did not look happy
as he spoke the words,) 'but let us hope they will make each other
happy.'

'Yes, sure, and there leave it, father,' said Mrs Meagles the kind-
hearted and comfortable.

'Why, mother, no,' returned Mr Meagles, 'not exactly there. I can't

quite leave it there; I must say just half-a-dozen words more. Mrs
Gowan, I hope I am not over-sensitive. I believe I don't look it.'

'Indeed you do not,' said Mrs Gowan, shaking her head and the great
green fan together, for emphasis.

'Thank you, ma'am; that's well. Notwithstanding which, I feel a little -

I don't want to use a strong word - now shall I say hurt?' asked Mr
Meagles at once with frankness and moderation, and with a
conciliatory appeal in his tone.

'Say what you like,' answered Mrs Gowan. 'It is perfectly indifferent to
me.'

'No, no, don't say that,' urged Mr Meagles, 'because that's not
responding amiably. I feel a little hurt when I hear references made to
consequences having been foreseen, and to its being too late now, and
so forth.'

'Do you, Papa Meagles?' said Mrs Gowan. 'I am not surprised.'

'Well, ma'am,' reasoned Mr Meagles, 'I was in hopes you would have
been at least surprised, because to hurt me wilfully on so tender a
subject is surely not generous.' 'I am not responsible,' said Mrs
Gowan, 'for your conscience, you know.'

Poor Mr Meagles looked aghast with astonishment.

'If I am unluckily obliged to carry a cap about with me, which is yours
and fits you,' pursued Mrs Gowan, 'don't blame me for its pattern,
Papa Meagles, I beg!' 'Why, good Lord, ma'am!' Mr Meagles broke out,
'that's as much as to state - '
'Now, Papa Meagles, Papa Meagles,' said Mrs Gowan, who became
extremely deliberate and prepossessing in manner whenever that
gentleman became at all warm, 'perhaps to prevent confusion, I had
better speak for myself than trouble your kindness to speak for me.

It's as much as to state, you begin. If you please, I will finish the
sentence. It is as much as to state - not that I wish to press it or even
recall it, for it is of no use now, and my only wish is to make the best
of existing circumstances - that from the first to the last I always
objected to this match of yours, and at a very late period yielded a
most unwilling consent to it.'

'Mother!' cried Mr Meagles. 'Do you hear this! Arthur! Do you hear
this!'

'The room being of a convenient size,' said Mrs Gowan, looking about
as she fanned herself, 'and quite charmingly adapted in all respects to
conversation, I should imagine I am audible in any part of it.'

Some moments passed in silence, before Mr Meagles could hold

himself in his chair with sufficient security to prevent his breaking out
of it at the next word he spoke. At last he said: 'Ma'am, I am very
unwilling to revive them, but I must remind you what my opinions
and my course were, all along, on that unfortunate subject.'

'O, my dear sir!' said Mrs Gowan, smiling and shaking her head with
accusatory intelligence, 'they were well understood by me, I assure
you.'

'I never, ma'am,' said Mr Meagles, 'knew unhappiness before that

time, I never knew anxiety before that time. It was a time of such
distress to me that - ' That Mr Meagles could really say no more about
it, in short, but passed his handkerchief before his Face.

'I understood the whole affair,' said Mrs Gowan, composedly looking
over her fan. 'As you have appealed to Mr Clennam, I may appeal to
Mr Clennam, too. He knows whether I did or not.'

'I am very unwilling,' said Clennam, looked to by all parties, 'to take
any share in this discussion, more especially because I wish to
preserve the best understanding and the clearest relations with Mr
Henry Gowan. I have very strong reasons indeed, for entertaining that
wish. Mrs Gowan attributed certain views of furthering the marriage
to my friend here, in conversation with me before it took place; and I
endeavoured to undeceive her. I represented that I knew him (as I did
and do) to be strenuously opposed to it, both in opinion and action.'
'You see?' said Mrs Gowan, turning the palms of her hands towards
Mr Meagles, as if she were Justice herself, representing to him that he
had better confess, for he had not a leg to stand on. 'You see? Very
good! Now Papa and Mama Meagles both!' here she rose; 'allow me to
take the liberty of putting an end to this rather formidable
controversy. I will not say another word upon its merits. I will only say
that it is an additional proof of what one knows from all experience;
that this kind of thing never answers - as my poor fellow himself
would say, that it never pays - in one word, that it never does.'

Mr Meagles asked, What kind of thing?

'It is in vain,' said Mrs Gowan, 'for people to attempt to get on together
who have such extremely different antecedents; who are jumbled
against each other in this accidental, matrimonial sort of way; and
who cannot look at the untoward circumstance which has shaken
them together in the same light. It never does.'

Mr Meagles was beginning, 'Permit me to say, ma'am - '

'No, don't,' returned Mrs Gowan. 'Why should you! It is an ascertained

fact. It never does. I will therefore, if you please, go my way, leaving
you to yours. I shall at all times be happy to receive my poor fellow's
pretty wife, and I shall always make a point of being on the most
affectionate terms with her. But as to these terms, semi-family and
semi-stranger, semi-goring and semi- boring, they form a state of
things quite amusing in its impracticability. I assure you it never
does.'

The Dowager here made a smiling obeisance, rather to the room than
to any one in it, and therewith took a final farewell of Papa and Mama
Meagles. Clennam stepped forward to hand her to the Pill-Box which
was at the service of all the Pills in Hampton Court Palace; and she
got into that vehicle with distinguished serenity, and was driven away.

Thenceforth the Dowager, with a light and careless humour, often

recounted to her particular acquaintance how, after a hard trial, she
had found it impossible to know those people who belonged to Henry's
wife, and who had made that desperate set to catch him. Whether she
had come to the conclusion beforehand, that to get rid of them would
give her favourite pretence a better air, might save her some
occasional inconvenience, and could risk no loss (the pretty creature
being fast married, and her father devoted to her), was best known to
herself. Though this history has its opinion on that point too, and
decidedly in the affirmative.
Chapter XLV - Appearance And Disappearance

'Arthur, my dear boy,' said Mr Meagles, on the evening of the following

day, 'Mother and I have been talking this over, and we don't feel
comfortable in remaining as we are. That elegant connection of ours -
that dear lady who was here yesterday - '

'I understand,' said Arthur.

'Even that affable and condescending ornament of society,' pursued

Mr Meagles, 'may misrepresent us, we are afraid. We could bear a
great deal, Arthur, for her sake; but we think we would rather not
bear that, if it was all the same to her.'

'Good,' said Arthur. 'Go on.'

'You see,' proceeded Mr Meagles 'it might put us wrong with our son-
in-law, it might even put us wrong with our daughter, and it might
lead to a great deal of domestic trouble. You see, don't you?'

'Yes, indeed,' returned Arthur, 'there is much reason in what you say.'
He had glanced at Mrs Meagles, who was always on the good and
sensible side; and a petition had shone out of her honest face that he
would support Mr Meagles in his present inclinings.

'So we are very much disposed, are Mother and I,' said Mr Meagles, 'to
pack up bags and baggage and go among the Allongers and
Marshongers once more. I mean, we are very much disposed to be off,
strike right through France into Italy, and see our Pet.'

'And I don't think,' replied Arthur, touched by the motherly

anticipation in the bright face of Mrs Meagles (she must have been
very like her daughter, once), 'that you could do better. And if you ask
me for my advice, it is that you set off to-morrow.'

'Is it really, though?' said Mr Meagles. 'Mother, this is being backed in

an idea!'

Mother, with a look which thanked Clennam in a manner very

agreeable to him, answered that it was indeed.

'The fact is, besides, Arthur,' said Mr Meagles, the old cloud coming
over his face, 'that my son-in-law is already in debt again, and that I
suppose I must clear him again. It may be as well, even on this
account, that I should step over there, and look him up in a friendly
way. Then again, here's Mother foolishly anxious (and yet naturally
too) about Pet's state of health, and that she should not be left to feel
lonesome at the present time. It's undeniably a long way off, Arthur,
and a strange place for the poor love under all the circumstances. Let
her be as well cared for as any lady in that land, still it is a long way
off. just as Home is Home though it's never so Homely, why you see,'
said Mr Meagles, adding a new version to the proverb, 'Rome is Rome,
though it's never so Romely.'

'All perfectly true,' observed Arthur, 'and all sufficient reasons for
going.'

'I am glad you think so; it decides me. Mother, my dear, you may get
ready. We have lost our pleasant interpreter (she spoke three foreign
languages beautifully, Arthur; you have heard her many a time), and
you must pull me through it, Mother, as well as you can.

I require a deal of pulling through, Arthur,' said Mr Meagles, shaking

his head, 'a deal of pulling through. I stick at everything beyond a
noun-substantive - and I stick at him, if he's at all a tight one.'

'Now I think of it,' returned Clennam, 'there's Cavalletto. He shall go

with you, if you like. I could not afford to lose him, but you will bring
him safe back.'

'Well! I am much obliged to you, my boy,' said Mr Meagles, turning it

over, 'but I think not. No, I think I'll be pulled through by Mother.
Cavallooro (I stick at his very name to start with, and it sounds like
the chorus to a comic song) is so necessary to you, that I don't like the
thought of taking him away. More than that, there's no saying when
we may come home again; and it would never do to take him away for
an indefinite time. The cottage is not what it was. It only holds two
little people less than it ever did, Pet, and her poor unfortunate maid
Tattycoram; but it seems empty now. Once out of it, there's no
knowing when we may come back to it. No, Arthur, I'll be pulled
through by Mother.'

They would do best by themselves perhaps, after all, Clennam

thought; therefore did not press his proposal.

'If you would come down and stay here for a change, when it wouldn't
trouble you,' Mr Meagles resumed, 'I should be glad to think - and so
would Mother too, I know - that you were brightening up the old place
with a bit of life it was used to when it was full, and that the Babies
on the wall there had a kind eye upon them sometimes. You so belong
to the spot, and to them, Arthur, and we should every one of us have
been so happy if it had fallen out - but, let us see - how's the weather
for travelling now?' Mr Meagles broke off, cleared his throat, and got
up to look out of the window.
They agreed that the weather was of high promise; and Clennam kept
the talk in that safe direction until it had become easy again, when he
gently diverted it to Henry Gowan and his quick sense and agreeable
qualities when he was delicately dealt With; he likewise dwelt on the
indisputable affection he entertained for his wife. Clennam did not fail
of his effect upon good Mr Meagles, whom these commendations
greatly cheered; and who took Mother to witness that the single and
cordial desire of his heart in reference to their daughter's husband,
was harmoniously to exchange friendship for friendship, and
confidence for confidence. Within a few hours the cottage furniture
began to be wrapped up for preservation in the family absence - or, as
Mr Meagles expressed it, the house began to put its hair in papers -
and within a few days Father and Mother were gone, Mrs Tickit and
Dr Buchan were posted, as of yore, behind the parlour blind, and
Arthur's solitary feet were rustling among the dry fallen leaves in the
garden walks.

As he had a liking for the spot, he seldom let a week pass without
paying a visit. Sometimes, he went down alone from Saturday to
Monday; sometimes his partner accompanied him; sometimes, he
merely strolled for an hour or two about the house and garden, saw
that all was right, and returned to London again. At all times, and
under all circumstances, Mrs Tickit, with her dark row of curls, and
Dr Buchan, sat in the parlour window, looking out for the family
return.

On one of his visits Mrs Tickit received him with the words, 'I have
something to tell you, Mr Clennam, that will surprise you.' So
surprising was the something in question, that it actually brought Mrs
Tickit out of the parlour window and produced her in the garden walk,
when Clennam went in at the gate on its being opened for him.

'What is it, Mrs Tickit?' said he.

'Sir,' returned that faithful housekeeper, having taken him into the
parlour and closed the door; 'if ever I saw the led away and deluded
child in my life, I saw her identically in the dusk of yesterday evening.'

'You don't mean Tatty - '

'Coram yes I do!' quoth Mrs Tickit, clearing the disclosure at a leap.

'Where?'

'Mr Clennam,' returned Mrs Tickit, 'I was a little heavy in my eyes,
being that I was waiting longer than customary for my cup of tea
which was then preparing by Mary Jane. I was not sleeping, nor what
a person would term correctly, dozing. I was more what a person
would strictly call watching with my eyes closed.'

Without entering upon an inquiry into this curious abnormal

condition, Clennam said, 'Exactly. Well?'

'Well, sir,' proceeded Mrs Tickit, 'I was thinking of one thing and
thinking of another. just as you yourself might. just as anybody
might.' 'Precisely so,' said Clennam. 'Well?'

'And when I do think of one thing and do think of another,' pursued

Mrs Tickit, 'I hardly need to tell you, Mr Clennam, that I think of the
family. Because, dear me! a person's thoughts,' Mrs Tickit said this
with an argumentative and philosophic air, 'however they may stray,
will go more or less on what is uppermost in their minds. They will do
it, sir, and a person can't prevent them.'

Arthur subscribed to this discovery with a nod.

'You find it so yourself, sir, I'll be bold to say,' said Mrs Tickit, 'and we
all find it so. It an't our stations in life that changes us, Mr Clennam;
thoughts is free! - As I was saying, I was thinking of one thing and
thinking of another, and thinking very much of the family. Not of the
family in the present times only, but in the past times too. For when a
person does begin thinking of one thing and thinking of another in
that manner, as it's getting dark, what I say is, that all times seem to
be present, and a person must get out of that state and consider
before they can say which is which.'

He nodded again; afraid to utter a word, lest it should present any

new opening to Mrs Tickit's conversational powers.

'In consequence of which,' said Mrs Tickit, 'when I quivered my eyes

and saw her actual form and figure looking in at the gate, I let them
close again without so much as starting, for that actual form and
figure came so pat to the time when it belonged to the house as much
as mine or your own, that I never thought at the moment of its having
gone away. But, sir, when I quivered my eyes again, and saw that it
wasn't there, then it all flooded upon me with a fright, and I jumped
up.'

'You ran out directly?' said Clennam.

'I ran out,' assented Mrs Tickit, 'as fast as ever my feet would carry
me; and if you'll credit it, Mr Clennam, there wasn't in the whole
shining Heavens, no not so much as a finger of that young woman.'
Passing over the absence from the firmament of this novel
constellation, Arthur inquired of Mrs Tickit if she herself went beyond
the gate?

'Went to and fro, and high and low,' said Mrs Tickit, 'and saw no sign
of her!'

He then asked Mrs Tickit how long a space of time she supposed there
might have been between the two sets of ocular quiverings she had
experienced? Mrs Tickit, though minutely circumstantial in her reply,
had no settled opinion between five seconds and ten minutes.

She was so plainly at sea on this part of the case, and had so clearly
been startled out of slumber, that Clennam was much disposed to
regard the appearance as a dream. Without hurting Mrs Tickit's
feelings with that infidel solution of her mystery, he took it away from
the cottage with him; and probably would have retained it ever
afterwards if a circumstance had not soon happened to change his
opinion. He was passing at nightfall along the Strand, and the lamp-
lighter was going on before him, under whose hand the street-lamps,
blurred by the foggy air, burst out one after another, like so many
blazing sunflowers coming into full-blow all at once, - when a
stoppage on the pavement, caused by a train of coal-waggons toiling
up from the wharves at the river-side, brought him to a stand-still. He
had been walking quickly, and going with some current of thought,
and the sudden check given to both operations caused him to look
freshly about him, as people under such circumstances usually do.

Immediately, he saw in advance - a few people intervening, but still so

near to him that he could have touched them by stretching out his
arm - Tattycoram and a strange man of a remarkable appearance: a
swaggering man, with a high nose, and a black moustache as false in
its colour as his eyes were false in their expression, who wore his
heavy cloak with the air of a foreigner. His dress and general
appearance were those of a man on travel, and he seemed to have very
recently joined the girl. In bending down (being much taller than she
was), listening to whatever she said to him, he looked over his
shoulder with the suspicious glance of one who was not unused to be
mistrustful that his footsteps might be dogged. It was then that
Clennam saw his face; as his eyes lowered on the people behind him
in the aggregate, without particularly resting upon Clennam's face or
any other.

He had scarcely turned his head about again, and it was still bent
down, listening to the girl, when the stoppage ceased, and the
obstructed stream of people flowed on. Still bending his head and
listening to the girl, he went on at her side, and Clennam followed
them, resolved to play this unexpected play out, and see where they
went.

He had hardly made the determination (though he was not long about
it), when he was again as suddenly brought up as he had been by the
stoppage. They turned short into the Adelphi, - the girl evidently
leading, - and went straight on, as if they were going to the Terrace
which overhangs the river.

There is always, to this day, a sudden pause in that place to the roar
of the great thoroughfare. The many sounds become so deadened that
the change is like putting cotton in the ears, or having the head
thickly muffled. At that time the contrast was far greater; there being
no small steam-boats on the river, no landing places but slippery
wooden stairs and foot-causeways, no railroad on the opposite bank,
no hanging bridge or fish-market near at hand, no traffic on the
nearest bridge of stone, nothing moving on the stream but watermen's
wherries and coal-lighters. Long and broad black tiers of the latter,
moored fast in the mud as if they were never to move again, made the
shore funereal and silent after dark; and kept what little water-
movement there was, far out towards mid- stream. At any hour later
than sunset, and not least at that hour when most of the people who
have anything to eat at home are going home to eat it, and when most
of those who have nothing have hardly yet slunk out to beg or steal, it
was a deserted place and looked on a deserted scene.

Such was the hour when Clennam stopped at the corner, observing
the girl and the strange man as they went down the street. The man's
footsteps were so noisy on the echoing stones that he was unwilling to
add the sound of his own. But when they had passed the turning and
were in the darkness of the dark corner leading to the terrace, he
made after them with such indifferent appearance of being a casual
passenger on his way, as he could assume.

When he rounded the dark corner, they were walking along the
terrace towards a figure which was coming towards them. If he had
seen it by itself, under such conditions of gas-lamp, mist, and
distance, he might not have known it at first sight, but with the figure
of the girl to prompt him, he at once recognised Miss Wade.

He stopped at the corner, seeming to look back expectantly up the

street as if he had made an appointment with some one to meet him
there; but he kept a careful eye on the three. When they came
together, the man took off his hat, and made Miss Wade a bow. The
girl appeared to say a few words as though she presented him, or
accounted for his being late, or early, or what not; and then fell a pace
or so behind, by herself. Miss Wade and the man then began to walk
up and down; the man having the appearance of being extremely
courteous and complimentary in manner; Miss Wade having the
appearance of being extremely haughty.

When they came down to the corner and turned, she was saying,

'If I pinch myself for it, sir, that is my business. Confine yourself to
yours, and ask me no question.'

'By Heaven, ma'am!' he replied, making her another bow. 'It was my
profound respect for the strength of your character, and my
admiration of your beauty.'

'I want neither the one nor the other from any one,' said she, 'and
certainly not from you of all creatures. Go on with your report.'

'Am I pardoned?' he asked, with an air of half abashed gallantry.

'You are paid,' she said, 'and that is all you want.'

Whether the girl hung behind because she was not to hear the
business, or as already knowing enough about it, Clennam could not
determine. They turned and she turned. She looked away at the river,
as she walked with her hands folded before her; and that was all he
could make of her without showing his face. There happened, by good
fortune, to be a lounger really waiting for some one; and he sometimes
looked over the railing at the water, and sometimes came to the dark
corner and looked up the street, rendering Arthur less conspicuous.

When Miss Wade and the man came back again, she was saying, 'You
must wait until to-morrow.'

'A thousand pardons?' he returned. 'My faith! Then it's not convenient
to-night?'

'No. I tell you I must get it before I can give it to you.'

She stopped in the roadway, as if to put an end to the conference. He

of course stopped too. And the girl stopped.

'It's a little inconvenient,' said the man. 'A little. But, Holy Blue! that's
nothing in such a service. I am without money to- night, by chance. I
have a good banker in this city, but I would not wish to draw upon the
house until the time when I shall draw for a round sum.'

'Harriet,' said Miss Wade, 'arrange with him - this gentleman here -
for sending him some money to-morrow.' She said it with a slur of the
word gentleman which was more contemptuous than any emphasis,
and walked slowly on. The man bent his head again, and the girl
spoke to him as they both followed her. Clennam ventured to look at
the girl as they Moved away. He could note that her rich black eyes
were fastened upon the man with a scrutinising expression, and that
she kept at a little distance from him, as they walked side by side to
the further end of the terrace.

A loud and altered clank upon the pavement warned him, before he
could discern what was passing there, that the man was coming back
alone. Clennam lounged into the road, towards the railing; and the
man passed at a quick swing, with the end of his cloak thrown over
his shoulder, singing a scrap of a French song.

The whole vista had no one in it now but himself. The lounger had
lounged out of view, and Miss Wade and Tattycoram were gone. More
than ever bent on seeing what became of them, and on having some
information to give his good friend, Mr Meagles, he went out at the
further end of the terrace, looking cautiously about him. He rightly
judged that, at first at all events, they would go in a contrary direction
from their late companion. He soon saw them in a neighbouring bye-
street, which was not a thoroughfare, evidently allowing time for the
man to get well out of their way. They walked leisurely arm-in-arm
down one side of the street, and returned on the opposite side. When
they came back to the street- corner, they changed their pace for the
pace of people with an object and a distance before them, and walked
steadily away. Clennam, no less steadily, kept them in sight.

They crossed the Strand, and passed through Covent Garden (under
the windows of his old lodging where dear Little Dorrit had come that
night), and slanted away north-east, until they passed the great
building whence Tattycoram derived her name, and turned into the
Gray's Inn Road. Clennam was quite at home here, in right of Flora,
not to mention the Patriarch and Pancks, and kept them in view with
ease. He was beginning to wonder where they might be going next,
when that wonder was lost in the greater wonder with which he saw
them turn into the Patriarchal street. That wonder was in its turn
swallowed up on the greater wonder with which he saw them stop at
the Patriarchal door. A low double knock at the bright brass knocker,
a gleam of light into the road from the opened door, a brief pause for
inquiry and answer and the door was shut, and they were housed.

After looking at the surrounding objects for assurance that he was not
in an odd dream, and after pacing a little while before the house,
Arthur knocked at the door. It was opened by the usual maid-servant,
and she showed him up at once, with her usual alacrity, to Flora's
sitting-room.

There was no one with Flora but Mr F.'s Aunt, which respectable
gentlewoman, basking in a balmy atmosphere of tea and toast, was
ensconced in an easy-chair by the fireside, with a little table at her
elbow, and a clean white handkerchief spread over her lap on which
two pieces of toast at that moment awaited consumption. Bending
over a steaming vessel of tea, and looking through the steam, and
breathing forth the steam, like a malignant Chinese enchantress
engaged in the performance of unholy rites, Mr F.'s Aunt put down her
great teacup and exclaimed, 'Drat him, if he an't come back again!'

It would seem from the foregoing exclamation that this

uncompromising relative of the lamented Mr F., measuring time by
the acuteness of her sensations and not by the clock, supposed
Clennam to have lately gone away; whereas at least a quarter of a year
had elapsed since he had had the temerity to present himself before
her.

'My goodness Arthur!' cried Flora, rising to give him a cordial

reception, 'Doyce and Clennam what a start and a surprise for though
not far from the machinery and foundry business and surely might be
taken sometimes if at no other time about mid-day when a glass of
sherry and a humble sandwich of whatever cold meat in the larder
might not come amiss nor taste the worse for being friendly for you
know you buy it somewhere and wherever bought a profit must be
made or they would never keep the place it stands to reason without a
motive still never seen and learnt now not to be expected, for as Mr F.
himself said if seeing is believing not seeing is believing too and when
you don't see you may fully believe you're not remembered not that I
expect you Arthur Doyce and Clennam to remember me why should I
for the days are gone but bring another teacup here directly and tell
her fresh toast and pray sit near the fire.'

Arthur was in the greatest anxiety to explain the object of his visit; but
was put off for the moment, in spite of himself, by what he understood
of the reproachful purport of these words, and by the genuine
pleasure she testified in seeing him. 'And now pray tell me something
all you know,' said Flora, drawing her chair near to his, 'about the
good dear quiet little thing and all the changes of her fortunes carriage
people now no doubt and horses without number most romantic, a
coat of arms of course and wild beasts on their hind legs showing it as
if it was a copy they had done with mouths from ear to ear good
gracious, and has she her health which is the first consideration after
all for what is wealth without it Mr F. himself so often saying when his
twinges came that sixpence a day and find yourself and no gout so
much preferable, not that he could have lived on anything like it being
the last man or that the previous little thing though far too familiar an
expression now had any tendency of that sort much too slight and
small but looked so fragile bless her?'
Mr F.'s Aunt, who had eaten a piece of toast down to the crust, here
solemnly handed the crust to Flora, who ate it for her as a matter of
business. Mr F.'s Aunt then moistened her ten fingers in slow
succession at her lips, and wiped them in exactly the same order on
the white handkerchief; then took the other piece of toast, and fell to
work upon it. While pursuing this routine, she looked at Clennam
with an expression of such intense severity that he felt obliged to look
at her in return, against his personal inclinations.

'She is in Italy, with all her family, Flora,' he said, when the dreaded
lady was occupied again.

'In Italy is she really?' said Flora, 'with the grapes growing everywhere
and lava necklaces and bracelets too that land of poetry with burning
mountains picturesque beyond belief though if the organ-boys come
away from the neighbourhood not to be scorched nobody can wonder
being so young and bringing their white mice with them most
humane, and is she really in that favoured land with nothing but blue
about her and dying gladiators and Belvederes though Mr F. himself
did not believe for his objection when in spirits was that the images
could not be true there being no medium between expensive
quantities of linen badly got up and all in creases and none whatever,
which certainly does not seem probable though perhaps in
consequence of the extremes of rich and poor which may account for
it.'

Arthur tried to edge a word in, but Flora hurried on again.

'Venice Preserved too,' said she, 'I think you have been there is it well
or ill preserved for people differ so and Maccaroni if they really eat it
like the conjurors why not cut it shorter, you are acquainted Arthur -
dear Doyce and Clennam at least not dear and most assuredly not
Doyce for I have not the pleasure but pray excuse me - acquainted I
believe with Mantua what has it got to do with Mantua-making for I
never have been able to conceive?'

'I believe there is no connection, Flora, between the two,' Arthur was
beginning, when she caught him up again.

'Upon your word no isn't there I never did but that's like me I run
away with an idea and having none to spare I keep it, alas there was a
time dear Arthur that is to say decidedly not dear nor Arthur neither
but you understand me when one bright idea gilded the what's-his-
name horizon of et cetera but it is darkly clouded now and all is over.'

Arthur's increasing wish to speak of something very different was by

this time so plainly written on his face, that Flora stopped in a tender
look, and asked him what it was?
'I have the greatest desire, Flora, to speak to some one who is now in
this house - with Mr Casby no doubt. Some one whom I saw come in,
and who, in a misguided and deplorable way, has deserted the house
of a friend of mine.'

'Papa sees so many and such odd people,' said Flora, rising, 'that I
shouldn't venture to go down for any one but you Arthur but for you I
would willingly go down in a diving-bell much more a dining- room
and will come back directly if you'll mind and at the same time not
mind Mr F.'s Aunt while I'm gone.'

With those words and a parting glance, Flora bustled out, leaving
Clennam under dreadful apprehension of this terrible charge.

The first variation which manifested itself in Mr F.'s Aunt's demeanour

when she had finished her piece of toast, was a loud and prolonged
sniff. Finding it impossible to avoid construing this demonstration into
a defiance of himself, its gloomy significance being unmistakable,
Clennam looked plaintively at the excellent though prejudiced lady
from whom it emanated, in the hope that she might be disarmed by a
meek submission.

'None of your eyes at me,' said Mr F.'s Aunt, shivering with hostility.
'Take that.'

'That' was the crust of the piece of toast. Clennam accepted the boon
with a look of gratitude, and held it in his hand under the pressure of
a little embarrassment, which was not relieved when Mr F.'s Aunt,
elevating her voice into a cry of considerable power, exclaimed, 'He
has a proud stomach, this chap! He's too proud a chap to eat it!' and,
coming out of her chair, shook her venerable fist so very close to his
nose as to tickle the surface. But for the timely return of Flora, to find
him in this difficult situation, further consequences might have
ensued. Flora, without the least discomposure or surprise, but
congratulating the old lady in an approving manner on being 'very
lively to-night', handed her back to her chair.

'He has a proud stomach, this chap,' said Mr F.'s relation, on being
reseated. 'Give him a meal of chaff!'

'Oh! I don't think he would like that, aunt,' returned Flora.

'Give him a meal of chaff, I tell you,' said Mr F.'s Aunt, glaring round
Flora on her enemy. 'It's the only thing for a proud stomach. Let him
eat up every morsel. Drat him, give him a meal of chaff!'

Under a general pretence of helping him to this refreshment, Flora got

him out on the staircase; Mr F.'s Aunt even then constantly
reiterating, with inexpressible bitterness, that he was 'a chap,' and
had a 'proud stomach,' and over and over again insisting on that
equine provision being made for him which she had already so
strongly prescribed.

'Such an inconvenient staircase and so many corner-stairs Arthur,'

whispered Flora, 'would you object to putting your arm round me
under my pelerine?'

With a sense of going down-stairs in a highly-ridiculous manner,

Clennam descended in the required attitude, and only released his fair
burden at the dining-room door; indeed, even there she was rather
difficult to be got rid of, remaining in his embrace to murmur, 'Arthur,
for mercy's sake, don't breathe it to papa!'

She accompanied Arthur into the room, where the Patriarch sat alone,
with his list shoes on the fender, twirling his thumbs as if he had
never left off. The youthful Patriarch, aged ten, looked out of his
picture-frame above him with no calmer air than he. Both smooth
heads were alike beaming, blundering, and bumpy.

'Mr Clennam, I am glad to see you. I hope you are well, sir, I hope you
are well. Please to sit down, please to sit down.'

'I had hoped, sir,' said Clennam, doing so, and looking round with a
face of blank disappointment, 'not to find you alone.'

'Ah, indeed?' said the Patriarch, sweetly. 'Ah, indeed?'

'I told you so you know papa,' cried Flora.

'Ah, to be sure!' returned the Patriarch. 'Yes, just so. Ah, to be sure!'

'Pray, sir,'demanded Clennam, anxiously, 'is Miss Wade gone?'

'Miss - ? Oh, you call her Wade,' returned Mr Casby. 'Highly proper.'
Arthur quickly returned, 'What do you call her?'

'Wade,' said Mr Casby. 'Oh, always Wade.'

After looking at the philanthropic visage and the long silky white hair
for a few seconds, during which Mr Casby twirled his thumbs, and
smiled at the fire as if he were benevolently wishing it to burn him
that he might forgive it, Arthur began:

'I beg your pardon, Mr Casby - '

'Not so, not so,' said the Patriarch, 'not so.'

' - But, Miss Wade had an attendant with her - a young woman
brought up by friends of mine, over whom her influence is not
considered very salutary, and to whom I should be glad to have the
opportunity of giving the assurance that she has not yet forfeited the
interest of those protectors.'

'Really, really?' returned the Patriarch.

'Will you therefore be so good as to give me the address of Miss Wade?'

'Dear, dear, dear!' said the Patriarch, 'how very unfortunate! If you
had only sent in to me when they were here! I observed the young
woman, Mr Clennam. A fine full-coloured young woman, Mr Clennam,
with very dark hair and very dark eyes. If I mistake not, if I mistake
not?'

Arthur assented, and said once more with new expression, 'If you
would be so good as to give me the address.'

'Dear, dear, dear!' exclaimed the Patriarch in sweet regret. 'Tut, tut,
tut! what a pity, what a pity! I have no address, sir. Miss Wade mostly
lives abroad, Mr Clennam. She has done so for some years, and she is
(if I may say so of a fellow-creature and a lady) fitful and uncertain to
a fault, Mr Clennam. I may not see her again for a long, long time. I
may never see her again. What a pity, what a pity!'

Clennam saw now, that he had as much hope of getting assistance

out of the Portrait as out of the Patriarch; but he said nevertheless:

'Mr Casby, could you, for the satisfaction of the friends I have
mentioned, and under any obligation of secrecy that you may consider
it your duty to impose, give me any information at all touching Miss
Wade? I have seen her abroad, and I have seen her at home, but I
know nothing of her. Could you give me any account of her whatever?'

'None,' returned the Patriarch, shaking his big head with his utmost
benevolence. 'None at all. Dear, dear, dear! What a real pity that she
stayed so short a time, and you delayed! As confidential agency
business, agency business, I have occasionally paid this lady money;
but what satisfaction is it to you, sir, to know that?'

'Truly, none at all,' said Clennam.

'Truly,' assented the Patriarch, with a shining face as he

philanthropically smiled at the fire, 'none at all, sir. You hit the wise
answer, Mr Clennam. Truly, none at all, sir.' His turning of his smooth
thumbs over one another as he sat there, was so typical to Clennam of
the way in which he would make the subject revolve if it were
pursued, never showing any new part of it nor allowing it to make the
smallest advance, that it did much to help to convince him of his
labour having been in vain. He might have taken any time to think
about it, for Mr Casby, well accustomed to get on anywhere by leaving
everything to his bumps and his white hair, knew his strength to lie in
silence. So there Casby sat, twirling and twirling, and making his
polished head and forehead look largely benevolent in every knob.

With this spectacle before him, Arthur had risen to go, when from the
inner Dock where the good ship Pancks was hove down when out in
no cruising ground, the noise was heard of that steamer labouring
towards him. It struck Arthur that the noise began demonstratively
far off, as though Mr Pancks sought to impress on any one who might
happen to think about it, that he was working on from out of hearing.
Mr Pancks and he shook hands, and the former brought his employer
a letter or two to sign. Mr Pancks in shaking hands merely scratched
his eyebrow with his left forefinger and snorted once, but Clennam,
who understood him better now than of old, comprehended that he
had almost done for the evening and wished to say a word to him
outside. Therefore, when he had taken his leave of Mr Casby, and
(which was a more difficult process) of Flora, he sauntered in the
neighbourhood on Mr Pancks's line of road.

He had waited but a short time when Mr Pancks appeared. Mr Pancks

shaking hands again with another expressive snort, and taking off his
hat to put his hair up, Arthur thought he received his cue to speak to
him as one who knew pretty well what had just now passed. Therefore
he said, without any preface:

'I suppose they were really gone, Pancks?'

'Yes,' replied Pancks. 'They were really gone.'

'Does he know where to find that lady?'

'Can't say. I should think so.'

Mr Pancks did not? No, Mr Pancks did not. Did Mr Pancks know
anything about her? 'I expect,' rejoined that worthy, 'I know as much
about her as she knows about herself. She is somebody's child -
anybody's - nobody's.

Put her in a room in London here with any six people old enough to be
her parents, and her parents may be there for anything she knows.
They may be in any house she sees, they may be in any churchyard
she passes, she may run against 'em in any street, she may make
chance acquaintance of 'em at any time; and never know it.
She knows nothing about 'em. She knows nothing about any relative
whatever. Never did. Never will.' 'Mr Casby could enlighten her,
perhaps?'

'May be,' said Pancks. 'I expect so, but don't know. He has long had
money (not overmuch as I make out) in trust to dole out to her when
she can't do without it. Sometimes she's proud and won't touch it for
a length of time; sometimes she's so poor that she must have it. She
writhes under her life. A woman more angry, passionate, reckless, and
revengeful never lived. She came for money to-night. Said she had
peculiar occasion for it.'

'I think,' observed Clennam musing, 'I by chance know what occasion
- I mean into whose pocket the money is to go.'

'Indeed?' said Pancks. 'If it's a compact, I recommend that party to be

exact in it. I wouldn't trust myself to that woman, young and
handsome as she is, if I had wronged her; no, not for twice my
proprietor's money! Unless,' Pancks added as a saving clause, 'I had a
lingering illness on me, and wanted to get it over.'

Arthur, hurriedly reviewing his own observation of her, found it to

tally pretty nearly with Mr Pancks's view.

'The wonder is to me,' pursued Pancks, 'that she has never done for
my proprietor, as the only person connected with her story she can lay
hold of. Mentioning that, I may tell you, between ourselves, that I am
sometimes tempted to do for him myself.'

Arthur started and said, 'Dear me, Pancks, don't say that!'

'Understand me,' said Pancks, extending five cropped coaly finger-

nails on Arthur's arm; 'I don't mean, cut his throat. But by all that's
precious, if he goes too far, I'll cut his hair!'

Having exhibited himself in the new light of enunciating this

tremendous threat, Mr Pancks, with a countenance of grave import,
snorted several times and steamed away.
Chapter XLVI - The Dreams Of Mrs Flintwinch Thicken

The shady waiting-rooms of the Circumlocution Office, where he

passed a good deal of time in company with various troublesome
Convicts who were under sentence to be broken alive on that wheel,
had afforded Arthur Clennam ample leisure, in three or four
successive days, to exhaust the subject of his late glimpse of Miss
Wade and Tattycoram. He had been able to make no more of it and no
less of it, and in this unsatisfactory condition he was fain to leave it.

During this space he had not been to his mother's dismal old house.

One of his customary evenings for repairing thither now coming

round, he left his dwelling and his partner at nearly nine o'clock, and
slowly walked in the direction of that grim home of his youth.

It always affected his imagination as wrathful, mysterious, and sad;

and his imagination was sufficiently impressible to see the whole
neighbourhood under some tinge of its dark shadow. As he went
along, upon a dreary night, the dim streets by which he went, seemed
all depositories of oppressive secrets. The deserted counting-houses,
with their secrets of books and papers locked up in chests and safes;
the banking-houses, with their secrets of strong rooms and wells, the
keys of which were in a very few secret pockets and a very few secret
breasts; the secrets of all the dispersed grinders in the vast mill,
among whom there were doubtless plunderers, forgers, and trust-
betrayers of many sorts, whom the light of any day that dawned might
reveal; he could have fancied that these things, in hiding, imparted a
heaviness to the air. The shadow thickening and thickening as he
approached its source, he thought of the secrets of the lonely church-
vaults, where the people who had hoarded and secreted in iron coffers
were in their turn similarly hoarded, not yet at rest from doing harm;
and then of the secrets of the river, as it rolled its turbid tide between
two frowning wildernesses of secrets, extending, thick and dense, for
many miles, and warding off the free air and the free country swept by
winds and wings of birds.

The shadow still darkening as he drew near the house, the melancholy
room which his father had once occupied, haunted by the appealing
face he had himself seen fade away with him when there was no other
watcher by the bed, arose before his mind. Its close air was secret.
The gloom, and must, and dust of the whole tenement, were secret. At
the heart of it his mother presided, inflexible of face, indomitable of
will, firmly holding all the secrets of her own and his father's life, and
austerely opposing herself, front to front, to the great final secret of all
life.
He had turned into the narrow and steep street from which the court
of enclosure wherein the house stood opened, when another footstep
turned into it behind him, and so close upon his own that he was
jostled to the wall. As his mind was teeming with these thoughts, the
encounter took him altogether unprepared, so that the other
passenger had had time to say, boisterously, 'Pardon! Not my fault!'
and to pass on before the instant had elapsed which was requisite to
his recovery of the realities about him.

When that moment had flashed away, he saw that the man striding on
before him was the man who had been so much in his mind during
the last few days. It was no casual resemblance, helped out by the
force of the impression the man made upon him. It was the man; the
man he had followed in company with the girl, and whom he had
overheard talking to Miss Wade.

The street was a sharp descent and was crooked too, and the man
(who although not drunk had the air of being flushed with some
strong drink) went down it so fast that Clennam lost him as he looked
at him. With no defined intention of following him, but with an
impulse to keep the figure in view a little longer, Clennam quickened
his pace to pass the twist in the street which hid him from his sight.
On turning it, he saw the man no more.

Standing now, close to the gateway of his mother's house, he looked

down the street: but it was empty. There was no projecting shadow
large enough to obscure the man; there was no turning near that he
could have taken; nor had there been any audible sound of the
opening and closing of a door. Nevertheless, he concluded that the
man must have had a key in his hand, and must have opened one of
the many house-doors and gone in.

Ruminating on this strange chance and strange glimpse, he turned

into the court-yard. As he looked, by mere habit, towards the feebly
lighted windows of his mother's room, his eyes encountered the figure
he had just lost, standing against the iron railings of the little waste
enclosure looking up at those windows and laughing to himself. Some
of the many vagrant cats who were always prowling about there by
night, and who had taken fright at him, appeared to have stopped
when he had stopped, and were looking at him with eyes by no means
unlike his own from tops of walls and porches, and other safe points
of pause. He had only halted for a moment to entertain himself thus;
he immediately went forward, throwing the end of his cloak off his
shoulder as he went, ascended the unevenly sunken steps, and
knocked a sounding knock at the door.

Clennam's surprise was not so absorbing but that he took his

resolution without any incertitude. He went up to the door too, and
ascended the steps too. His friend looked at him with a braggart air,
and sang to himself.

'Who passes by this road so late? Compagnon de la Majolaine; Who

passes by this road so late? Always gay!'

After which he knocked again.

'You are impatient, sir,' said Arthur.

'I am, sir. Death of my life, sir,' returned the stranger, 'it's my
character to be impatient!' The sound of Mistress Affery cautiously
chaining the door before she opened it, caused them both to look that
way. Affery opened it a very little, with a flaring candle in her hands
and asked who was that, at that time of night, with that knock! 'Why,
Arthur!' she added with astonishment, seeing him first. 'Not you sure?
Ah, Lord save us! No,' she cried out, seeing the other. 'Him again!'

'It's true! Him again, dear Mrs Flintwinch,' cried the stranger. 'Open
the door, and let me take my dear friend Jeremiah to my arms! Open
the door, and let me hasten myself to embrace my Flintwinch!'

'He's not at home,' cried Affery.

'Fetch him!' cried the stranger. 'Fetch my Flintwinch! Tell him that it
is his old Blandois, who comes from arriving in England; tell him that
it is his little boy who is here, his cabbage, his well-beloved! Open the
door, beautiful Mrs Flintwinch, and in the meantime let me to pass
upstairs, to present my compliments - homage of Blandois - to my
lady! My lady lives always? It is well.

Open then!'

To Arthur's increased surprise, Mistress Affery, stretching her eyes

wide at himself, as if in warning that this was not a gentleman for him
to interfere with, drew back the chain, and opened the door. The
stranger, without ceremony, walked into the hall, leaving Arthur to
follow him.

'Despatch then! Achieve then! Bring my Flintwinch! Announce me to

my lady!' cried the stranger, clanking about the stone floor.

'Pray tell me, Affery,' said Arthur aloud and sternly, as he surveyed
him from head to foot with indignation; 'who is this gentleman?'

'Pray tell me, Affery,' the stranger repeated in his turn, 'who - ha, ha,
ha! - who is this gentleman?'
The voice of Mrs Clennam opportunely called from her chamber above,
'Affery, let them both come up. Arthur, come straight to me!'

'Arthur?' exclaimed Blandois, taking off his hat at arm's length, and
bringing his heels together from a great stride in making him a
flourishing bow. 'The son of my lady? I am the all-devoted of the son of
my lady!'

Arthur looked at him again in no more flattering manner than before,

and, turning on his heel without acknowledgment, went up- stairs.
The visitor followed him up-stairs. Mistress Affery took the key from
behind the door, and deftly slipped out to fetch her lord.

A bystander, informed of the previous appearance of Monsieur

Blandois in that room, would have observed a difference in Mrs
Clennam's present reception of him. Her face was not one to betray it;
and her suppressed manner, and her set voice, were equally under
her control. It wholly consisted in her never taking her eyes off his
face from the moment of his entrance, and in her twice or thrice, when
he was becoming noisy, swaying herself a very little forward in the
chair in which she sat upright, with her hands immovable upon its
elbows; as if she gave him the assurance that he should be presently
heard at any length he would. Arthur did not fail to observe this;
though the difference between the present occasion and the former
was not within his power of observation.

'Madame,' said Blandois, 'do me the honour to present me to

Monsieur, your son. It appears to me, madame, that Monsieur, your
son, is disposed to complain of me. He is not polite.'

'Sir,' said Arthur, striking in expeditiously, 'whoever you are, and

however you come to be here, if I were the master of this house I
would lose no time in placing you on the outside of it.'

'But you are not,' said his mother, without looking at him.
'Unfortunately for the gratification of your unreasonable temper, you
are not the master, Arthur.'

'I make no claim to be, mother. If I object to this person's manner of

conducting himself here, and object to it so much, that if I had any
authority here I certainly would not suffer him to remain a minute, I
object on your account.'

'In the case of objection being necessary,' she returned, 'I could object
for myself. And of course I should.'

The subject of their dispute, who had seated himself, laughed aloud,
and rapped his legs with his hand.
'You have no right,' said Mrs Clennam, always intent on Blandois,
however directly she addressed her son, 'to speak to the prejudice of
any gentleman (least of all a gentleman from another country),
because he does not conform to your standard, or square his
behaviour by your rules. It is possible that the gentleman may, on
similar grounds, object to you.'

'I hope so,' returned Arthur.

'The gentleman,' pursued Mrs Clennam, 'on a former occasion brought

a letter of recommendation to us from highly esteemed and
responsible correspondents. I am perfectly unacquainted with the
gentleman's object in coming here at present. I am entirely ignorant of
it, and cannot be supposed likely to be able to form the remotest
guess at its nature;' her habitual frown became stronger, as she very
slowly and weightily emphasised those words; 'but, when the
gentleman proceeds to explain his object, as I shall beg him to have
the goodness to do to myself and Flintwinch, when Flintwinch
returns, it will prove, no doubt, to be one more or less in the usual
way of our business, which it will be both our business and our
pleasure to advance. It can be nothing else.'

'We shall see, madame!' said the man of business.

'We shall see,' she assented. 'The gentleman is acquainted with

Flintwinch; and when the gentleman was in London last, I remember
to have heard that he and Flintwinch had some entertainment or
good-fellowship together. I am not in the way of knowing much that
passes outside this room, and the jingle of little worldly things beyond
it does not much interest me; but I remember to have heard that.'

'Right, madame. It is true.' He laughed again, and whistled the burden

of the tune he had sung at the door.

'Therefore, Arthur,' said his mother, 'the gentleman comes here as an

acquaintance, and no stranger; and it is much to be regretted that
your unreasonable temper should have found offence in him. I regret
it. I say so to the gentleman. You will not say so, I know; therefore I
say it for myself and Flintwinch, since with us two the gentleman's
business lies.'

The key of the door below was now heard in the lock, and the door
was heard to open and close. In due sequence Mr Flintwinch
appeared; on whose entrance the visitor rose from his chair, laughing
loud, and folded him in a close embrace.

'How goes it, my cherished friend!' said he. 'How goes the world, my
Flintwinch? Rose-coloured? So much the better, so much the better!
Ah, but you look charming! Ah, but you look young and fresh as the
flowers of Spring! Ah, good little boy! Brave child, brave child!'

While heaping these compliments on Mr Flintwinch, he rolled him

about with a hand on each of his shoulders, until the staggerings of
that gentleman, who under the circumstances was dryer and more
twisted than ever, were like those of a teetotum nearly spent.

'I had a presentiment, last time, that we should be better and more
intimately acquainted. Is it coming on you, Flintwinch? Is it yet
coming on?'

'Why, no, sir,' retorted Mr Flintwinch. 'Not unusually. Hadn't you

better be seated? You have been calling for some more of that port,
sir, I guess?'

'Ah, Little joker! Little pig!' cried the visitor. 'Ha ha ha ha!' And
throwing Mr Flintwinch away, as a closing piece of raillery, he sat
down again.

The amazement, suspicion, resentment, and shame, with which

Arthur looked on at all this, struck him dumb. Mr Flintwinch, who
had spun backward some two or three yards under the impetus last
given to him, brought himself up with a face completely unchanged in
its stolidity except as it was affected by shortness of breath, and
looked hard at Arthur. Not a whit less reticent and wooden was Mr
Flintwinch outwardly, than in the usual course of things: the only
perceptible difference in him being that the knot of cravat which was
generally under his ear, had worked round to the back of his head:
where it formed an ornamental appendage not unlike a bagwig, and
gave him something of a courtly appearance. As Mrs Clennam never
removed her eyes from Blandois (on whom they had some effect, as a
steady look has on a lower sort of dog), so Jeremiah never removed his
from Arthur. It was as if they had tacitly agreed to take their different
provinces. Thus, in the ensuing silence, Jeremiah stood scraping his
chin and looking at Arthur as though he were trying to screw his
thoughts out of him with an instrument.

After a little, the visitor, as if he felt the silence irksome, rose, and
impatiently put himself with his back to the sacred fire which had
burned through so many years. Thereupon Mrs Clennam said, moving
one of her hands for the first time, and moving it very slightly with an
action of dismissal:

'Please to leave us to our business, Arthur.' 'Mother, I do so with

reluctance.'
'Never mind with what,' she returned, 'or with what not. Please to
leave us. Come back at any other time when you may consider it a
duty to bury half an hour wearily here. Good night.'

She held up her muffled fingers that he might touch them with his,
according to their usual custom, and he stood over her wheeled chair
to touch her face with his lips. He thought, then, that her cheek was
more strained than usual, and that it was colder. As he followed the
direction of her eyes, in rising again, towards Mr Flintwinch's good
friend, Mr Blandois, Mr Blandois snapped his finger and thumb with
one loud contemptuous snap.

'I leave your - your business acquaintance in my mother's room, Mr

Flintwinch,' said Clennam, 'with a great deal of surprise and a great
deal of unwillingness.'

The person referred to snapped his finger and thumb again.

'Good night, mother.'

'Good night.'

'I had a friend once, my good comrade Flintwinch,' said Blandois,

standing astride before the fire, and so evidently saying it to arrest
Clennam's retreating steps, that he lingered near the door; 'I had a
friend once, who had heard so much of the dark side of this city and
its ways, that he wouldn't have confided himself alone by night with
two people who had an interest in getting him under the ground - my
faith! not even in a respectable house like this - unless he was bodily
too strong for them. Bah! What a poltroon, my Flintwinch! Eh?'

'A cur, sir.'

'Agreed! A cur. But he wouldn't have done it, my Flintwinch, unless he

had known them to have the will to silence him, without the power.
He wouldn't have drunk from a glass of water under such
circumstances - not even in a respectable house like this, my
Flintwinch - unless he had seen one of them drink first, and swallow
too!'

Disdaining to speak, and indeed not very well able, for he was half-
choking, Clennam only glanced at the visitor as he passed out.

The visitor saluted him with another parting snap, and his nose came
down over his moustache and his moustache went up under his nose,
in an ominous and ugly smile.
'For Heaven's sake, Affery,' whispered Clennam, as she opened the
door for him in the dark hall, and he groped his way to the sight of the
night-sky, 'what is going on here?'

Her own appearance was sufficiently ghastly, standing in the dark

with her apron thrown over her head, and speaking behind it in a low,
deadened voice.

'Don't ask me anything, Arthur. I've been in a dream for ever so long.
Go away!'

He went out, and she shut the door upon him. He looked up at the
windows of his mother's room, and the dim light, deadened by the
yellow blinds, seemed to say a response after Affery, and to mutter,
'Don't ask me anything. Go away!'
Chapter XLVII - A Letter From Little Dorrit

Dear Mr Clennam,

As I said in my last that it was best for nobody to write to me, and as
my sending you another little letter can therefore give you no other
trouble than the trouble of reading it (perhaps you may not find
leisure for even that, though I hope you will some day), I am now
going to devote an hour to writing to you again. This time, I write from
Rome.

We left Venice before Mr and Mrs Gowan did, but they were not so
long upon the road as we were, and did not travel by the same way,
and so when we arrived we found them in a lodging here, in a place
called the Via Gregoriana. I dare say you know it.

Now I am going to tell you all I can about them, because I know that is
what you most want to hear. Theirs is not a very comfortable lodging,
but perhaps I thought it less so when I first saw it than you would
have done, because you have been in many different countries and
have seen many different customs. Of course it is a far, far better
place - millions of times - than any I have ever been used to until
lately; and I fancy I don't look at it with my own eyes, but with hers.
For it would be easy to see that she has always been brought up in a
tender and happy home, even if she had not told me so with great love
for it.

Well, it is a rather bare lodging up a rather dark common staircase,

and it is nearly all a large dull room, where Mr Gowan paints. The
windows are blocked up where any one could look out, and the walls
have been all drawn over with chalk and charcoal by others who have
lived there before - oh, - I should think, for years!

There is a curtain more dust-coloured than red, which divides it, and
the part behind the curtain makes the private sitting-room.

When I first saw her there she was alone, and her work had fallen out
of her hand, and she was looking up at the sky shining through the
tops of the windows. Pray do not be uneasy when I tell you, but it was
not quite so airy, nor so bright, nor so cheerful, nor so happy and
youthful altogether as I should have liked it to be.

On account of Mr Gowan's painting Papa's picture (which I am not

quite convinced I should have known from the likeness if I had not
seen him doing it), I have had more opportunities of being with her
since then than I might have had without this fortunate chance. She
is very much alone. Very much alone indeed.
Shall I tell you about the second time I saw her? I went one day, when
it happened that I could run round by myself, at four or five o'clock in
the afternoon. She was then dining alone, and her solitary dinner had
been brought in from somewhere, over a kind of brazier with a fire in
it, and she had no company or prospect of company, that I could see,
but the old man who had brought it. He was telling her a long story (of
robbers outside the walls being taken up by a stone statue of a Saint),
to entertain her - as he said to me when I came out, 'because he had a
daughter of his own, though she was not so pretty.'

I ought now to mention Mr Gowan, before I say what little more I have
to say about her. He must admire her beauty, and he must be proud
of her, for everybody praises it, and he must be fond of her, and I do
not doubt that he is - but in his way. You know his way, and if it
appears as careless and discontented in your eyes as it does in mine, I
am not wrong in thinking that it might be better suited to her. If it
does not seem so to you, I am quite sure I am wholly mistaken; for
your unchanged poor child confides in your knowledge and goodness
more than she could ever tell you if she was to try. But don't be
frightened, I am not going to try. Owing (as I think, if you think so too)
to Mr Gowan's unsettled and dissatisfied way, he applies himself to
his profession very little.

He does nothing steadily or patiently; but equally takes things up and

throws them down, and does them, or leaves them undone, without
caring about them. When I have heard him talking to Papa during the
sittings for the picture, I have sat wondering whether it could be that
he has no belief in anybody else, because he has no belief in himself.
Is it so? I wonder what you will say when you come to this! I know
how you will look, and I can almost hear the voice in which you would
tell me on the Iron Bridge.

Mr Gowan goes out a good deal among what is considered the best
company here - though he does not look as if he enjoyed it or liked it
when he is with it - and she sometimes accompanies him, but lately
she has gone out very little. I think I have noticed that they have an
inconsistent way of speaking about her, as if she had made some
great self-interested success in marrying Mr Gowan, though, at the
same time, the very same people, would not have dreamed of taking
him for themselves or their daughters. Then he goes into the country
besides, to think about making sketches; and in all places where there
are visitors, he has a large acquaintance and is very well known.
Besides all this, he has a friend who is much in his society both at
home and away from home, though he treats this friend very coolly
and is very uncertain in his behaviour to him. I am quite sure
(because she has told me so), that she does not like this friend. He is
so revolting to me, too, that his being away from here, at present, is
quite a relief to my mind. How much more to hers!
But what I particularly want you to know, and why I have resolved to
tell you so much while I am afraid it may make you a little
uncomfortable without occasion, is this. She is so true and so
devoted, and knows so completely that all her love and duty are his
for ever, that you may be certain she will love him, admire him, praise
him, and conceal all his faults, until she dies. I believe she conceals
them, and always will conceal them, even from herself.

She has given him a heart that can never be taken back; and however
much he may try it, he will never wear out its affection. You know the
truth of this, as you know everything, far far better than I; but I
cannot help telling you what a nature she shows, and that you can
never think too well of her.

I have not yet called her by her name in this letter, but we are such
friends now that I do so when we are quietly together, and she speaks
to me by my name - I mean, not my Christian name, but the name
you gave me. When she began to call me Amy, I told her my short
story, and that you had always called me Little Dorrit. I told her that
the name was much dearer to me than any other, and so she calls me
Little Dorrit too.

Perhaps you have not heard from her father or mother yet, and may
not know that she has a baby son. He was born only two days ago,
and just a week after they came. It has made them very happy.
However, I must tell you, as I am to tell you all, that I fancy they are
under a constraint with Mr Gowan, and that they feel as if his
mocking way with them was sometimes a slight given to their love for
her. It was but yesterday, when I was there, that I saw Mr Meagles
change colour, and get up and go out, as if he was afraid that he
might say so, unless he prevented himself by that means. Yet I am
sure they are both so considerate, good-humoured, and reasonable,
that he might spare them. It is hard in him not to think of them a
little more.

I stopped at the last full stop to read all this over. It looked at first as
if I was taking on myself to understand and explain so much, that I
was half inclined not to send it. But when I thought it over a little, I
felt more hopeful for your knowing at once that I had only been
watchful for you, and had only noticed what I think I have noticed,
because I was quickened by your interest in it. Indeed, you may be
sure that is the truth.

And now I have done with the subject in the present letter, and have
little left to say.

We are all quite well, and Fanny improves every day. You can hardly
think how kind she is to me, and what pains she takes with me. She
has a lover, who has followed her, first all the way from Switzerland,
and then all the way from Venice, and who has just confided to me
that he means to follow her everywhere. I was much confused by his
speaking to me about it, but he would. I did not know what to say, but
at last I told him that I thought he had better not. For Fanny (but I did
not tell him this) is much too spirited and clever to suit him. Still, he
said he would, all the same. I have no lover, of course.

If you should ever get so far as this in this long letter, you will perhaps
say, Surely Little Dorrit will not leave off without telling me something
about her travels, and surely it is time she did. I think it is indeed, but
I don't know what to tell you. Since we left Venice we have been in a
great many wonderful places, Genoa and Florence among them, and
have seen so many wonderful sights, that I am almost giddy when I
think what a crowd they make.

But you can tell me so much more about them than I can tell you,
that why should I tire you with my accounts and descriptions?

Dear Mr Clennam, as I had the courage to tell you what the familiar
difficulties in my travelling mind were before, I will not be a coward
now. One of my frequent thoughts is this: - Old as these cities are,
their age itself is hardly so curious, to my reflections, as that they
should have been in their places all through those days when I did not
even know of the existence of more than two or three of them, and
when I scarcely knew of anything outside our old walls. There is
something melancholy in it, and I don't know why. When we went to
see the famous leaning tower at Pisa, it was a bright sunny day, and it
and the buildings near it looked so old, and the earth and the sky
looked so young, and its shadow on the ground was so soft and
retired! I could not at first think how beautiful it was, or how curious,
but I thought, 'O how many times when the shadow of the wall was
falling on our room, and when that weary tread of feet was going up
and down the yard - O how many times this place was just as quiet
and lovely as it is to-day!' It quite overpowered me. My heart was so
full that tears burst out of my eyes, though I did what I could to
restrain them. And I have the same feeling often - often.

Do you know that since the change in our fortunes, though I appear
to myself to have dreamed more than before, I have always dreamed of
myself as very young indeed! I am not very old, you may say. No, but
that is not what I mean. I have always dreamed of myself as a child
learning to do needlework. I have often dreamed of myself as back
there, seeing faces in the yard little known, and which I should have
thought I had quite forgotten; but, as often as not, I have been abroad
here - in Switzerland, or France, or Italy - somewhere where we have
been - yet always as that little child. I have dreamed of going down to
Mrs General, with the patches on my clothes in which I can first
remember myself. I have over and over again dreamed of taking my
place at dinner at Venice when we have had a large company, in the
mourning for my poor mother which I wore when I was eight years
old, and wore long after it was threadbare and would mend no more. It
has been a great distress to me to think how irreconcilable the
company would consider it with my father's wealth, and how I should
displease and disgrace him and Fanny and Edward by so plainly
disclosing what they wished to keep secret. But I have not grown out
of the little child in thinking of it; and at the self-same moment I have
dreamed that I have sat with the heart-ache at table, calculating the
expenses of the dinner, and quite distracting myself with thinking how
they were ever to be made good. I have never dreamed of the change in
our fortunes itself; I have never dreamed of your coming back with me
that memorable morning to break it; I have never even dreamed of
you.

Dear Mr Clennam, it is possible that I have thought of you - and

others - so much by day, that I have no thoughts left to wander round
you by night. For I must now confess to you that I suffer from home-
sickness - that I long so ardently and earnestly for home, as
sometimes, when no one sees me, to pine for it. I cannot bear to turn
my face further away from it. My heart is a little lightened when we
turn towards it, even for a few miles, and with the knowledge that we
are soon to turn away again. So dearly do I love the scene of my
poverty and your kindness. O so dearly, O so dearly!

Heaven knows when your poor child will see England again. We are all
fond of the life here (except me), and there are no plans for our return.
My dear father talks of a visit to London late in this next spring, on
some affairs connected with the property, but I have no hope that he
will bring me with him.

I have tried to get on a little better under Mrs General's instruction,

and I hope I am not quite so dull as I used to be. I have begun to
speak and understand, almost easily, the hard languages I told you
about. I did not remember, at the moment when I wrote last, that you
knew them both; but I remembered it afterwards, and it helped me on.
God bless you, dear Mr Clennam. Do not forget your ever grateful and
affectionate LITTLE DORRIT.

P.S. - Particularly remember that Minnie Gowan deserves the best

remembrance in which you can hold her. You cannot think too
generously or too highly of her. I forgot Mr Pancks last time. Please, if
you should see him, give him your Little Dorrit's kind regard. He was
very good to Little D.
Chapter XLVIII - In Which A Great Patriotic Conference Is Holden

The famous name of Merdle became, every day, more famous in the
land. Nobody knew that the Merdle of such high renown had ever
done any good to any one, alive or dead, or to any earthly thing;
nobody knew that he had any capacity or utterance of any sort in him,
which had ever thrown, for any creature, the feeblest farthing-candle
ray of light on any path of duty or diversion, pain or pleasure, toil or
rest, fact or fancy, among the multiplicity of paths in the labyrinth
trodden by the sons of Adam; nobody had the smallest reason for
supposing the clay of which this object of worship was made, to be
other than the commonest clay, with as clogged a wick smouldering
inside of it as ever kept an image of humanity from tumbling to pieces.
All people knew (or thought they knew) that he had made himself
immensely rich; and, for that reason alone, prostrated themselves
before him, more degradedly and less excusably than the darkest
savage creeps out of his hole in the ground to propitiate, in some log
or reptile, the Deity of his benighted soul.

Nay, the high priests of this worship had the man before them as a
protest against their meanness. The multitude worshipped on trust -
though always distinctly knowing why - but the officiators at the altar
had the man habitually in their view. They sat at his feasts, and he
sat at theirs. There was a spectre always attendant on him, saying to
these high priests, 'Are such the signs you trust, and love to honour;
this head, these eyes, this mode of speech, the tone and manner of
this man? You are the levers of the Circumlocution Office, and the
rulers of men. When half-a-dozen of you fall out by the ears, it seems
that mother earth can give birth to no other rulers. Does your
qualification lie in the superior knowledge of men which accepts,
courts, and puffs this man? Or, if you are competent to judge aright
the signs I never fail to show you when he appears among you, is your
superior honesty your qualification?' Two rather ugly questions these,
always going about town with Mr Merdle; and there was a tacit
agreement that they must be stifled. In Mrs Merdle's absence abroad,
Mr Merdle still kept the great house open for the passage through it of
a stream Of visitors. A few of these took affable possession of the
establishment. Three or four ladies of distinction and liveliness used
to say to one another, 'Let us dine at our dear Merdle's next Thursday.
Whom shall we have?' Our dear Merdle would then receive his
instructions; and would sit heavily among the company at table and
wander lumpishly about his drawing-rooms afterwards, only
remarkable for appearing to have nothing to do with the
entertainment beyond being in its way.

The Chief Butler, the Avenging Spirit of this great man's life, relaxed
nothing of his severity. He looked on at these dinners when the bosom
was not there, as he looked on at other dinners when the bosom was
there; and his eye was a basilisk to Mr Merdle. He was a hard man,
and would never bate an ounce of plate or a bottle of wine. He would
not allow a dinner to be given, unless it was up to his mark. He set
forth the table for his own dignity. If the guests chose to partake of
what was served, he saw no objection; but it was served for the
maintenance of his rank. As he stood by the sideboard he seemed to
announce, 'I have accepted office to look at this which is now before
me, and to look at nothing less than this.' If he missed the presiding
bosom, it was as a part of his own state of which he was, from
unavoidable circumstances, temporarily deprived. just as he might
have missed a centre-piece, or a choice wine-cooler, which had been
sent to the Banker's.

Mr Merdle issued invitations for a Barnacle dinner. Lord Decimus was

to be there, Mr Tite Barnacle was to be there, the pleasant young
Barnacle was to be there; and the Chorus of Parliamentary Barnacles
who went about the provinces when the House was up, warbling the
praises of their Chief, were to be represented there. It was understood
to be a great occasion. Mr Merdle was going to take up the Barnacles.
Some delicate little negotiations had occurred between him and the
noble Decimus - the young Barnacle of engaging manners acting as
negotiator - and Mr Merdle had decided to cast the weight of his great
probity and great riches into the Barnacle scale. jobbery was
suspected by the malicious; perhaps because it was indisputable that
if the adherence of the immortal Enemy of Mankind could have been
secured by a job, the Barnacles would have jobbed him - for the good
of the country, for the good of the country.

Mrs Merdle had written to this magnificent spouse of hers, whom it

was heresy to regard as anything less than all the British Merchants
since the days of Whittington rolled into one, and gilded three feet
deep all over - had written to this spouse of hers, several letters from
Rome, in quick succession, urging upon him with importunity that
now or never was the time to provide for Edmund Sparkler. Mrs
Merdle had shown him that the case of Edmund was urgent, and that
infinite advantages might result from his having some good thing
directly. In the grammar of Mrs Merdle's verbs on this momentous
subject, there was only one mood, the Imperative; and that Mood had
only one Tense, the Present. Mrs Merdle's verbs were so pressingly
presented to Mr Merdle to conjugate, that his sluggish blood and his
long coat-cuffs became quite agitated.

In which state of agitation, Mr Merdle, evasively rolling his eyes round

the Chief Butler's shoes without raising them to the index of that
stupendous creature's thoughts, had signified to him his intention of
giving a special dinner: not a very large dinner, but a very special
dinner. The Chief Butler had signified, in return, that he had no
objection to look on at the most expensive thing in that way that could
be done; and the day of the dinner was now come.

Mr Merdle stood in one of his drawing-rooms, with his back to the fire,
waiting for the arrival of his important guests. He seldom or never
took the liberty of standing with his back to the fire unless he was
quite alone. In the presence of the Chief Butler, he could not have
done such a deed. He would have clasped himself by the wrists in that
constabulary manner of his, and have paced up and down the
hearthrug, or gone creeping about among the rich objects of furniture,
if his oppressive retainer had appeared in the room at that very
moment. The sly shadows which seemed to dart out of hiding when
the fire rose, and to dart back into it when the fire fell, were sufficient
witnesses of his making himself so easy.

They were even more than sufficient, if his uncomfortable glances at

them might be taken to mean anything.

Mr Merdle's right hand was filled with the evening paper, and the
evening paper was full of Mr Merdle. His wonderful enterprise, his
wonderful wealth, his wonderful Bank, were the fattening food of the
evening paper that night. The wonderful Bank, of which he was the
chief projector, establisher, and manager, was the latest of the many
Merdle wonders. So modest was Mr Merdle withal, in the midst of
these splendid achievements, that he looked far more like a man in
possession of his house under a distraint, than a commercial
Colossus bestriding his own hearthrug, while the little ships were
sailing into dinner.

Behold the vessels coming into port! The engaging young Barnacle
was the first arrival; but Bar overtook him on the staircase. Bar,
strengthened as usual with his double eye-glass and his little jury
droop, was overjoyed to see the engaging young Barnacle; and opined
that we were going to sit in Banco, as we lawyers called it, to take a
special argument?

'Indeed,' said the sprightly young Barnacle, whose name was

Ferdinand; 'how so?'

'Nay,' smiled Bar. 'If you don't know, how can I know? You are in the
innermost sanctuary of the temple; I am one of the admiring
concourse on the plain without.'

Bar could be light in hand, or heavy in hand, according to the

customer he had to deal with. With Ferdinand Barnacle he was
gossamer. Bar was likewise always modest and self-depreciatory - in
his way. Bar was a man of great variety; but one leading thread ran
through the woof of all his patterns. Every man with whom he had to
do was in his eyes a jury-man; and he must get that jury-man over, if
he could.

'Our illustrious host and friend,' said Bar; 'our shining mercantile
star; - going into politics?'

'Going? He has been in Parliament some time, you know,' returned the
engaging young Barnacle.

'True,' said Bar, with his light-comedy laugh for special jury-men,
which was a very different thing from his low-comedy laugh for comic
tradesmen on common juries: 'he has been in Parliament for some
time. Yet hitherto our star has been a vacillating and wavering star?
Humph?'

An average witness would have been seduced by the Humph? into an

affirmative answer, But Ferdinand Barnacle looked knowingly at Bar
as he strolled up-stairs, and gave him no answer at all.

'Just so, just so,' said Bar, nodding his head, for he was not to be put
off in that way, 'and therefore I spoke of our sitting in Banco to take a
special argument - meaning this to be a high and solemn occasion,
when, as Captain Macheath says, ‘the judges are met: a terrible show!’
We lawyers are sufficiently liberal, you see, to quote the Captain,
though the Captain is severe upon us. Nevertheless, I think I could
put in evidence an admission of the Captain's,' said Bar, with a little
jocose roll of his head; for, in his legal current of speech, he always
assumed the air of rallying himself with the best grace in the world;
'an admission of the Captain's that Law, in the gross, is at least
intended to be impartial. For what says the Captain, if I quote him
correctly - and if not,' with a light-comedy touch of his double eye-
glass on his companion's shoulder, 'my learned friend will set me
right:

‘Since laws were made for every degree, To curb vice in others as well
as in me, I wonder we ha'n't better company Upon Tyburn Tree!’'

These words brought them to the drawing-room, where Mr Merdle

stood before the fire. So immensely astounded was Mr Merdle by the
entrance of Bar with such a reference in his mouth, that Bar
explained himself to have been quoting Gay. 'Assuredly not one of our
Westminster Hall authorities,' said he, 'but still no despicable one to a
man possessing the largely-practical Mr Merdle's knowledge of the
world.'

Mr Merdle looked as if he thought he would say something, but

subsequently looked as if he thought he wouldn't. The interval
afforded time for Bishop to be announced. Bishop came in with
meekness, and yet with a strong and rapid step as if he wanted to get
his seven-league dress-shoes on, and go round the world to see that
everybody was in a satisfactory state. Bishop had no idea that there
was anything significant in the occasion. That was the most
remarkable trait in his demeanour. He was crisp, fresh, cheerful,
affable, bland; but so surprisingly innocent.

Bar sidled up to prefer his politest inquiries in reference to the health

of Mrs Bishop. Mrs Bishop had been a little unfortunate in the article
of taking cold at a Confirmation, but otherwise was well. Young Mr
Bishop was also well. He was down, with his young wife and little
family, at his Cure of Souls. The representatives of the Barnacle
Chorus dropped in next, and Mr Merdle's physician dropped in next.
Bar, who had a bit of one eye and a bit of his double eye-glass for
every one who came in at the door, no matter with whom he was
conversing or what he was talking about, got among them all by some
skilful means, without being seen to get at them, and touched each
individual gentleman of the jury on his own individual favourite spot.
With some of the Chorus, he laughed about the sleepy member who
had gone out into the lobby the other night, and voted the wrong way:
with others, he deplored that innovating spirit in the time which could
not even be prevented from taking an unnatural interest in the public
service and the public money: with the physician he had a word to say
about the general health; he had also a little information to ask him
for, concerning a professional man of unquestioned erudition and
polished manners - but those credentials in their highest development
he believed were the possession of other professors of the healing art
(jury droop) - whom he had happened to have in the witness-box the
day before yesterday, and from whom he had elicited in cross-
examination that he claimed to be one of the exponents of this new
mode of treatment which appeared to Bar to - eh? - well, Bar thought
so; Bar had thought, and hoped, Physician would tell him so. Without
presuming to decide where doctors disagreed, it did appear to Bar,
viewing it as a question of common sense and not of so-called legal
penetration, that this new system was - might be, in the presence of
so great an authority - say, Humbug? Ah! Fortified by such
encouragement, he could venture to say Humbug; and now Bar's
mind was relieved.

Mr Tite Barnacle, who, like Dr johnson's celebrated acquaintance, had

only one idea in his head and that was a wrong one, had appeared by
this time. This eminent gentleman and Mr Merdle, seated diverse ways
and with ruminating aspects on a yellow ottoman in the light of the
fire, holding no verbal communication with each other, bore a strong
general resemblance to the two cows in the Cuyp picture over against
them.
But now, Lord Decimus arrived. The Chief Butler, who up to this time
had limited himself to a branch of his usual function by looking at the
company as they entered (and that, with more of defiance than
favour), put himself so far out of his way as to come up-stairs with
him and announce him. Lord Decimus being an overpowering peer, a
bashful young member of the Lower House who was the last fish but
one caught by the Barnacles, and who had been invited on this
occasion to commemorate his capture, shut his eyes when his
Lordship came in.

Lord Decimus, nevertheless, was glad to see the Member. He was also
glad to see Mr Merdle, glad to see Bishop, glad to see Bar, glad to see
Physician, glad to see Tite Barnacle, glad to see Chorus, glad to see
Ferdinand his private secretary. Lord Decimus, though one of the
greatest of the earth, was not remarkable for ingratiatory manners,
and Ferdinand had coached him up to the point of noticing all the
fellows he might find there, and saying he was glad to see them. When
he had achieved this rush of vivacity and condescension, his Lordship
composed himself into the picture after Cuyp, and made a third cow
in the group.

Bar, who felt that he had got all the rest of the jury and must now lay
hold of the Foreman, soon came sidling up, double eye-glass in hand.
Bar tendered the weather, as a subject neatly aloof from official
reserve, for the Foreman's consideration. Bar said that he was told (as
everybody always is told, though who tells them, and why, will ever
remain a mystery), that there was to be no wall- fruit this year. Lord
Decimus had not heard anything amiss of his peaches, but rather
believed, if his people were correct, he was to have no apples. No
apples? Bar was lost in astonishment and concern. It would have been
all one to him, in reality, if there had not been a pippin on the surface
of the earth, but his show of interest in this apple question was
positively painful. Now, to what, Lord Decimus - for we troublesome
lawyers loved to gather information, and could never tell how useful it
might prove to us - to what, Lord Decimus, was this to be attributed?
Lord Decimus could not undertake to propound any theory about it.
This might have stopped another man; but Bar, sticking to him fresh
as ever, said, 'As to pears, now?'

Long after Bar got made Attorney-General, this was told of him as a
master-stroke. Lord Decimus had a reminiscence about a pear-tree
formerly growing in a garden near the back of his dame's house at
Eton, upon which pear-tree the only joke of his life perennially
bloomed. It was a joke of a compact and portable nature, turning on
the difference between Eton pears and Parliamentary pairs; but it was
a joke, a refined relish of which would seem to have appeared to Lord
Decimus impossible to be had without a thorough and intimate
acquaintance with the tree. Therefore, the story at first had no idea of
such a tree, sir, then gradually found it in winter, carried it through
the changing season, saw it bud, saw it blossom, saw it bear fruit, saw
the fruit ripen; in short, cultivated the tree in that diligent and minute
manner before it got out of the bed-room window to steal the fruit,
that many thanks had been offered up by belated listeners for the
trees having been planted and grafted prior to Lord Decimus's time.
Bar's interest in apples was so overtopped by the wrapt suspense in
which he pursued the changes of these pears, from the moment when
Lord Decimus solemnly opened with 'Your mentioning pears recalls to
my remembrance a pear-tree,' down to the rich conclusion, 'And so we
pass, through the various changes of life, from Eton pears to
Parliamentary pairs,' that he had to go down-stairs with Lord
Decimus, and even then to be seated next to him at table in order that
he might hear the anecdote out. By that time, Bar felt that he had
secured the Foreman, and might go to dinner with a good appetite.

It was a dinner to provoke an appetite, though he had not had one.

The rarest dishes, sumptuously cooked and sumptuously served; the
choicest fruits; the most exquisite wines; marvels of workmanship in
gold and silver, china and glass; innumerable things delicious to the
senses of taste, smell, and sight, were insinuated into its composition.
O, what a wonderful man this Merdle, what a great man, what a
master man, how blessedly and enviably endowed - in one word, what
a rich man!

He took his usual poor eighteenpennyworth of food in his usual

indigestive way, and had as little to say for himself as ever a wonderful
man had. Fortunately Lord Decimus was one of those sublimities who
have no occasion to be talked to, for they can be at any time
sufficiently occupied with the contemplation of their own greatness.
This enabled the bashful young Member to keep his eyes open long
enough at a time to see his dinner. But, whenever Lord Decimus
spoke, he shut them again.

The agreeable young Barnacle, and Bar, were the talkers of the party.
Bishop would have been exceedingly agreeable also, but that his
innocence stood in his way. He was so soon left behind. When there
was any little hint of anything being in the wind, he got lost directly.
Worldly affairs were too much for him; he couldn't make them out at
all.

This was observable when Bar said, incidentally, that he was happy to
have heard that we were soon to have the advantage of enlisting on
the good side, the sound and plain sagacity - not demonstrative or
ostentatious, but thoroughly sound and practical - of our friend Mr
Sparkler.
Ferdinand Barnacle laughed, and said oh yes, he believed so. A vote
was a vote, and always acceptable.

Bar was sorry to miss our good friend Mr Sparkler to-day, Mr Merdle.

'He is away with Mrs Merdle,' returned that gentleman, slowly coming
out of a long abstraction, in the course of which he had been fitting a
tablespoon up his sleeve. 'It is not indispensable for him to be on the
spot.'

'The magic name of Merdle,' said Bar, with the jury droop, 'no doubt
will suffice for all.'

'Why - yes - I believe so,' assented Mr Merdle, putting the spoon aside,
and clumsily hiding each of his hands in the coat-cuff of the other
hand. 'I believe the people in my interest down there will not make any
difficulty.'

'Model people!' said Bar. 'I am glad you approve of them,' said Mr
Merdle.

'And the people of those other two places, now,' pursued Bar, with a
bright twinkle in his keen eye, as it slightly turned in the direction of
his magnificent neighbour; 'we lawyers are always curious, always
inquisitive, always picking up odds and ends for our patchwork
minds, since there is no knowing when and where they may fit into
some corner; - the people of those other two places now? Do they yield
so laudably to the vast and cumulative influence of such enterprise
and such renown; do those little rills become absorbed so quietly and
easily, and, as it were by the influence of natural laws, so beautifully,
in the swoop of the majestic stream as it flows upon its wondrous way
enriching the surrounding lands; that their course is perfectly to be
calculated, and distinctly to be predicated?'

Mr Merdle, a little troubled by Bar's eloquence, looked fitfully about

the nearest salt-cellar for some moments, and then said hesitating:

'They are perfectly aware, sir, of their duty to Society. They will return
anybody I send to them for that purpose.'

'Cheering to know,' said Bar. 'Cheering to know.'

The three places in question were three little rotten holes in this
Island, containing three little ignorant, drunken, guzzling, dirty, out-
of-the-way constituencies, that had reeled into Mr Merdle's pocket.
Ferdinand Barnacle laughed in his easy way, and airily said they were
a nice set of fellows. Bishop, mentally perambulating among paths of
peace, was altogether swallowed up in absence of mind.
'Pray,' asked Lord Decimus, casting his eyes around the table, 'what is
this story I have heard of a gentleman long confined in a debtors'
prison proving to be of a wealthy family, and having come into the
inheritance of a large sum of money? I have met with a variety of
allusions to it. Do you know anything of it, Ferdinand?'

'I only know this much,' said Ferdinand, 'that he has given the
Department with which I have the honour to be associated;' this
sparkling young Barnacle threw off the phrase sportively, as who
should say, We know all about these forms of speech, but we must
keep it up, we must keep the game alive; 'no end of trouble, and has
put us into innumerable fixes.'

'Fixes?' repeated Lord Decimus, with a majestic pausing and

pondering on the word that made the bashful Member shut his eyes
quite tight. 'Fixes?'

'A very perplexing business indeed,' observed Mr Tite Barnacle, with

an air of grave resentment.

'What,' said Lord Decimus, 'was the character of his business; what
was the nature of these - a - Fixes, Ferdinand?'

'Oh, it's a good story, as a story,' returned that gentleman; 'as good a
thing of its kind as need be. This Mr Dorrit (his name is Dorrit) had
incurred a responsibility to us, ages before the fairy came out of the
Bank and gave him his fortune, under a bond he had signed for the
performance of a contract which was not at all performed. He was a
partner in a house in some large way - spirits, or buttons, or wine, or
blacking, or oatmeal, or woollen, or pork, or hooks and eyes, or iron,
or treacle, or shoes, or something or other that was wanted for troops,
or seamen, or somebody - and the house burst, and we being among
the creditors, detainees were lodged on the part of the Crown in a
scientific manner, and all the rest Of it. When the fairy had appeared
and he wanted to pay us off, Egad we had got into such an exemplary
state of checking and counter-checking, signing and counter-signing,
that it was six months before we knew how to take the money, or how
to give a receipt for it. It was a triumph of public business,' said this
handsome young Barnacle, laughing heartily, 'You never saw such a
lot of forms in your life. ‘Why,’ the attorney said to me one day, ‘if I
wanted this office to give me two or three thousand pounds instead of
take it, I couldn't have more trouble about it.’ ‘You are right, old
fellow,’ I told him, ‘and in future you'll know that we have something
to do here.’' The pleasant young Barnacle finished by once more
laughing heartily. He was a very easy, pleasant fellow indeed, and his
manners were exceedingly winning.
Mr Tite Barnacle's view of the business was of a less airy character.
He took it ill that Mr Dorrit had troubled the Department by wanting
to pay the money, and considered it a grossly informal thing to do
after so many years. But Mr Tite Barnacle was a buttoned-up man,
and consequently a weighty one. All buttoned-up men are weighty. All
buttoned-up men are believed in. Whether or no the reserved and
never-exercised power of unbuttoning, fascinates mankind; whether
or no wisdom is supposed to condense and augment when buttoned
up, and to evaporate when unbuttoned; it is certain that the man to
whom importance is accorded is the buttoned-up man. Mr Tite
Barnacle never would have passed for half his current value, unless
his coat had been always buttoned-up to his white cravat.

'May I ask,' said Lord Decimus, 'if Mr Darrit - or Dorrit - has any
family?'

Nobody else replying, the host said, 'He has two daughters, my lord.'

'Oh! you are acquainted with him?' asked Lord Decimus.

'Mrs Merdle is. Mr Sparkler is, too. In fact,' said Mr Merdle, 'I rather
believe that one of the young ladies has made an impression on
Edmund Sparkler. He is susceptible, and - I - think - the conquest - '
Here Mr Merdle stopped, and looked at the table-cloth, as he usually
did when he found himself observed or listened to.

Bar was uncommonly pleased to find that the Merdle family, and this
family, had already been brought into contact. He submitted, in a low
voice across the table to Bishop, that it was a kind of analogical
illustration of those physical laws, in virtue of which Like flies to Like.
He regarded this power of attraction in wealth to draw wealth to it, as
something remarkably interesting and curious - something indefinably
allied to the loadstone and gravitation. Bishop, who had ambled back
to earth again when the present theme was broached, acquiesced. He
said it was indeed highly important to Society that one in the trying
situation of unexpectedly finding himself invested with a power for
good or for evil in Society, should become, as it were, merged in the
superior power of a more legitimate and more gigantic growth, the
influence of which (as in the case of our friend at whose board we sat)
was habitually exercised in harmony with the best interests of Society.

Thus, instead of two rival and contending flames, a larger and a

lesser, each burning with a lurid and uncertain glare, we had a
blended and a softened light whose genial ray diffused an equable
warmth throughout the land. Bishop seemed to like his own way of
putting the case very much, and rather dwelt upon it; Bar, meanwhile
(not to throw away a jury-man), making a show of sitting at his feet
and feeding on his precepts.
The dinner and dessert being three hours long, the bashful Member
cooled in the shadow of Lord Decimus faster than he warmed with
food and drink, and had but a chilly time of it. Lord Decimus, like a
tall tower in a flat country, seemed to project himself across the table-
cloth, hide the light from the honourable Member, cool the honourable
Member's marrow, and give him a woeful idea of distance. When he
asked this unfortunate traveller to take wine, he encompassed his
faltering steps with the gloomiest of shades; and when he said, 'Your
health sir!' all around him was barrenness and desolation.

At length Lord Decimus, with a coffee-cup in his hand, began to hover

about among the pictures, and to cause an interesting speculation to
arise in all minds as to the probabilities of his ceasing to hover, and
enabling the smaller birds to flutter up- stairs; which could not be
done until he had urged his noble pinions in that direction. After some
delay, and several stretches of his wings which came to nothing, he
soared to the drawing-rooms.

And here a difficulty arose, which always does arise when two people
are specially brought together at a dinner to confer with one another.
Everybody (except Bishop, who had no suspicion of it) knew perfectly
well that this dinner had been eaten and drunk, specifically to the end
that Lord Decimus and Mr Merdle should have five minutes'
conversation together. The opportunity so elaborately prepared was
now arrived, and it seemed from that moment that no mere human
ingenuity could so much as get the two chieftains into the same room.
Mr Merdle and his noble guest persisted in prowling about at opposite
ends of the perspective. It was in vain for the engaging Ferdinand to
bring Lord Decimus to look at the bronze horses near Mr Merdle. Then
Mr Merdle evaded, and wandered away. It was in vain for him to bring
Mr Merdle to Lord Decimus to tell him the history of the unique
Dresden vases. Then Lord Decimus evaded and wandered away, while
he was getting his man up to the mark.

'Did you ever see such a thing as this?' said Ferdinand to Bar when he
had been baffled twenty times.

'Often,' returned Bar.

'Unless I butt one of them into an appointed corner, and you butt the
other,' said Ferdinand,'it will not come off after all.'

'Very good,' said Bar. 'I'll butt Merdle, if you like; but not my lord.'

Ferdinand laughed, in the midst of his vexation. 'Confound them

both!' said he, looking at his watch. 'I want to get away. Why the
deuce can't they come together! They both know what they want and
mean to do. Look at them!'
They were still looming at opposite ends of the perspective, each with
an absurd pretence of not having the other on his mind, which could
not have been more transparently ridiculous though his real mind had
been chalked on his back. Bishop, who had just now made a third
with Bar and Ferdinand, but whose innocence had again cut him out
of the subject and washed him in sweet oil, was seen to approach Lord
Decimus and glide into conversation.

'I must get Merdle's doctor to catch and secure him, I suppose,' said
Ferdinand; 'and then I must lay hold of my illustrious kinsman, and
decoy him if I can - drag him if I can't - to the conference.'

'Since you do me the honour,' said Bar, with his slyest smile, to ask
for my poor aid, it shall be yours with the greatest pleasure. I don't
think this is to be done by one man. But if you will undertake to pen
my lord into that furthest drawing-room where he is now so
profoundly engaged, I will undertake to bring our dear Merdle into the
presence, without the possibility of getting away.'

'Done!' said Ferdinand.

'Done!' said Bar.

Bar was a sight wondrous to behold, and full of matter, when, jauntily
waving his double eye-glass by its ribbon, and jauntily drooping to an
Universe of jurymen, he, in the most accidental manner ever seen,
found himself at Mr Merdle's shoulder, and embraced that
opportunity of mentioning a little point to him, on which he
particularly wished to be guided by the light of his practical
knowledge. (Here he took Mr Merdle's arm and walked him gently
away.) A banker, whom we would call A. B., advanced a considerable
sum of money, which we would call fifteen thousand pounds, to a
client or customer of his, whom he would call P. q. (Here, as they were
getting towards Lord Decimus, he held Mr Merdle tight.) As a security
for the repayment of this advance to P. Q. whom we would call a
widow lady, there were placed in A. B.'s hands the title-deeds of a
freehold estate, which we would call Blinkiter Doddles. Now, the point
was this. A limited right of felling and lopping in the woods of Blinkiter
Doddles, lay in the son of P. Q. then past his majority, and whom we
would call X. Y. - but really this was too bad! In the presence of Lord
Decimus, to detain the host with chopping our dry chaff of law, was
really too bad! Another time! Bar was truly repentant, and would not
say another syllable. Would Bishop favour him with half-a-dozen
words? (He had now set Mr Merdle down on a couch, side by side with
Lord Decimus, and to it they must go, now or never.)

And now the rest of the company, highly excited and interested,
always excepting Bishop, who had not the slightest idea that anything
was going on, formed in one group round the fire in the next drawing-
room, and pretended to be chatting easily on the infinite variety of
small topics, while everybody's thoughts and eyes were secretly
straying towards the secluded pair. The Chorus were excessively
nervous, perhaps as labouring under the dreadful apprehension that
some good thing was going to be diverted from them! Bishop alone
talked steadily and evenly. He conversed with the great Physician on
that relaxation of the throat with which young curates were too
frequently afflicted, and on the means of lessening the great
prevalence of that disorder in the church. Physician, as a general rule,
was of opinion that the best way to avoid it was to know how to read,
before you made a profession of reading. Bishop said dubiously, did
he really think so? And Physician said, decidedly, yes he did.

Ferdinand, meanwhile, was the only one of the party who skirmished
on the outside of the circle; he kept about mid-way between it and the
two, as if some sort of surgical operation were being performed by
Lord Decimus on Mr Merdle, or by Mr Merdle on Lord Decimus, and
his services might at any moment be required as Dresser. In fact,
within a quarter of an hour Lord Decimus called to him 'Ferdinand!'
and he went, and took his place in the conference for some five
minutes more. Then a half-suppressed gasp broke out among the
Chorus; for Lord Decimus rose to take his leave. Again coached up by
Ferdinand to the point of making himself popular, he shook hands in
the most brilliant manner with the whole company, and even said to
Bar, 'I hope you were not bored by my pears?' To which Bar retorted,
'Eton, my lord, or Parliamentary?' neatly showing that he had
mastered the joke, and delicately insinuating that he could never
forget it while his life remained.

All the grave importance that was buttoned up in Mr Tite Barnacle,

took itself away next; and Ferdinand took himself away next, to the
opera. Some of the rest lingered a little, marrying golden liqueur
glasses to Buhl tables with sticky rings; on the desperate chance of Mr
Merdle's saying something. But Merdle, as usual, oozed sluggishly and
muddily about his drawing-room, saying never a word.

In a day or two it was announced to all the town, that Edmund

Sparkler, Esquire, son-in-law of the eminent Mr Merdle of worldwide
renown, was made one of the Lords of the Circumlocution Office; and
proclamation was issued, to all true believers, that this admirable
appointment was to be hailed as a graceful and gracious mark of
homage, rendered by the graceful and gracious Decimus, to that
commercial interest which must ever in a great commercial country -
and all the rest of it, with blast of trumpet. So, bolstered by this mark
of Government homage, the wonderful Bank and all the other
wonderful undertakings went on and went up; and gapers came to
Harley Street, Cavendish Square, only to look at the house where the
golden wonder lived.

And when they saw the Chief Butler looking out at the hall-door in his
moments of condescension, the gapers said how rich he looked, and
wondered how much money he had in the wonderful Bank. But, if
they had known that respectable Nemesis better, they would not have
wondered about it, and might have stated the amount with the utmost
precision.
Chapter XLIX - The Progress Of An Epidemic

That it is at least as difficult to stay a moral infection as a physical

one; that such a disease will spread with the malignity and rapidity of
the Plague; that the contagion, when it has once made head, will
spare no pursuit or condition, but will lay hold on people in the
soundest health, and become developed in the most unlikely
constitutions: is a fact as firmly established by experience as that we
human creatures breathe an atmosphere. A blessing beyond
appreciation would be conferred upon mankind, if the tainted, in
whose weakness or wickedness these virulent disorders are bred,
could be instantly seized and placed in close confinement (not to say
summarily smothered) before the poison is communicable.

As a vast fire will fill the air to a great distance with its roar, so the
sacred flame which the mighty Barnacles had fanned caused the air to
resound more and more with the name of Merdle. It was deposited on
every lip, and carried into every ear. There never was, there never had
been, there never again should be, such a man as Mr Merdle. Nobody,
as aforesaid, knew what he had done; but everybody knew him to be
the greatest that had appeared.

Down in Bleeding Heart Yard, where there was not one

unappropriated halfpenny, as lively an interest was taken in this
paragon of men as on the Stock Exchange. Mrs Plornish, now
established in the small grocery and general trade in a snug little shop
at the crack end of the Yard, at the top of the steps, with her little old
father and Maggy acting as assistants, habitually held forth about him
over the counter in conversation with her customers. Mr Plornish,
who had a small share in a small builder's business in the
neighbourhood, said, trowel in hand, on the tops of scaffolds and on
the tiles of houses, that people did tell him as Mr Merdle was the one,
mind you, to put us all to rights in respects of that which all on us
looked to, and to bring us all safe home as much as we needed, mind
you, fur toe be brought. Mr Baptist, sole lodger of Mr and Mrs
Plornish was reputed in whispers to lay by the savings which were the
result of his simple and moderate life, for investment in one of Mr
Merdle's certain enterprises. The female Bleeding Hearts, when they
came for ounces of tea, and hundredweights of talk, gave Mrs Plornish
to understand, That how, ma'am, they had heard from their cousin
Mary Anne, which worked in the line, that his lady's dresses would fill
three waggons. That how she was as handsome a lady, ma'am, as
lived, no matter wheres, and a busk like marble itself. That how,
according to what they was told, ma'am, it was her son by a former
husband as was took into the Government; and a General he had
been, and armies he had marched again and victory crowned, if all
you heard was to be believed. That how it was reported that Mr
Merdle's words had been, that if they could have made it worth his
while to take the whole Government he would have took it without a
profit, but that take it he could not and stand a loss. That how it was
not to be expected, ma'am, that he should lose by it, his ways being,
as you might say and utter no falsehood, paved with gold; but that
how it was much to be regretted that something handsome hadn't
been got up to make it worth his while; for it was such and only such
that knowed the heighth to which the bread and butchers' meat had
rose, and it was such and only such that both could and would bring
that heighth down. So rife and potent was the fever in Bleeding Heart
Yard, that Mr Pancks's rent-days caused no interval in the patients.
The disease took the singular form, on those occasions, of causing the
infected to find an unfathomable excuse and consolation in allusions
to the magic name.

'Now, then!' Mr Pancks would say, to a defaulting lodger. 'Pay up!

Come on!'

'I haven't got it, Mr Pancks,' Defaulter would reply. 'I tell you the
truth, sir, when I say I haven't got so much as a single sixpence of it
to bless myself with.'

'This won't do, you know,' Mr Pancks would retort. 'You don't expect it
will do; do you?' Defaulter would admit, with a low-spirited 'No, sir,'
having no such expectation.

'My proprietor isn't going to stand this, you know,' Mr Pancks would
proceed. 'He don't send me here for this. Pay up! Come!'

The Defaulter would make answer, 'Ah, Mr Pancks. If I was the rich
gentleman whose name is in everybody's mouth - if my name was
Merdle, sir - I'd soon pay up, and be glad to do it.'

Dialogues on the rent-question usually took place at the house- doors

or in the entries, and in the presence of several deeply interested
Bleeding Hearts. They always received a reference of this kind with a
low murmur of response, as if it were convincing; and the Defaulter,
however black and discomfited before, always cheered up a little in
making it.

'If I was Mr Merdle, sir, you wouldn't have cause to complain of me

then. No, believe me!' the Defaulter would proceed with a shake of the
head. 'I'd pay up so quick then, Mr Pancks, that you shouldn't have to
ask me.'

The response would be heard again here, implying that it was

impossible to say anything fairer, and that this was the next thing to
paying the money down.
Mr Pancks would be now reduced to saying as he booked the case,
'Well! You'll have the broker in, and be turned out; that's what'll
happen to you. It's no use talking to me about Mr Merdle. You are not
Mr Merdle, any more than I am.'

'No, sir,' the Defaulter would reply. 'I only wish you were him, sir.'

The response would take this up quickly; replying with great feeling,
'Only wish you were him, sir.'

'You'd be easier with us if you were Mr Merdle, sir,' the Defaulter

would go on with rising spirits, 'and it would be better for all parties.
Better for our sakes, and better for yours, too. You wouldn't have to
worry no one, then, sir. You wouldn't have to worry us, and you
wouldn't have to worry yourself. You'd be easier in your own mind, sir,
and you'd leave others easier, too, you would, if you were Mr Merdle.'

Mr Pancks, in whom these impersonal compliments produced an

irresistible sheepishness, never rallied after such a charge. He could
only bite his nails and puff away to the next Defaulter. The responsive
Bleeding Hearts would then gather round the Defaulter whom he had
just abandoned, and the most extravagant rumours would circulate
among them, to their great comfort, touching the amount of Mr
Merdle's ready money.

From one of the many such defeats of one of many rent-days, Mr

Pancks, having finished his day's collection, repaired with his note-
book under his arm to Mrs Plornish's corner. Mr Pancks's object was
not professional, but social. He had had a trying day, and wanted a
little brightening. By this time he was on friendly terms with the
Plornish family, having often looked in upon them at similar seasons,
and borne his part in recollections of Miss Dorrit.

Mrs Plornish's shop-parlour had been decorated under her own eye,
and presented, on the side towards the shop, a little fiction in which
Mrs Plornish unspeakably rejoiced. This poetical heightening of the
parlour consisted in the wall being painted to represent the exterior of
a thatched cottage; the artist having introduced (in as effective a
manner as he found compatible with their highly disproportionate
dimensions) the real door and window. The modest sunflower and
hollyhock were depicted as flourishing with great luxuriance on this
rustic dwelling, while a quantity of dense smoke issuing from the
chimney indicated good cheer within, and also, perhaps, that it had
not been lately swept. A faithful dog was represented as flying at the
legs of the friendly visitor, from the threshold; and a circular pigeon-
house, enveloped in a cloud of pigeons, arose from behind the garden-
paling. On the door (when it was shut), appeared the semblance of a
brass-plate, presenting the inscription, Happy Cottage, T. and M.
Plornish; the partnership expressing man and wife. No Poetry and no
Art ever charmed the imagination more than the union of the two in
this counterfeit cottage charmed Mrs Plornish. It was nothing to her
that Plornish had a habit of leaning against it as he smoked his pipe
after work, when his hat blotted out the pigeon-house and all the
pigeons, when his back swallowed up the dwelling, when his hands in
his pockets uprooted the blooming garden and laid waste the adjacent
country. To Mrs Plornish, it was still a most beautiful cottage, a most
wonderful deception; and it made no difference that Mr Plornish's eye
was some inches above the level of the gable bed-room in the thatch.
To come out into the shop after it was shut, and hear her father sing a
song inside this cottage, was a perfect Pastoral to Mrs Plornish, the
Golden Age revived. And truly if that famous period had been revived,
or had ever been at all, it may be doubted whether it would have
produced many more heartily admiring daughters than the poor
woman.

Warned of a visitor by the tinkling bell at the shop-door, Mrs Plornish

came out of Happy Cottage to see who it might be. 'I guessed it was
you, Mr Pancks,' said she, 'for it's quite your regular night; ain't it?
Here's father, you see, come out to serve at the sound of the bell, like
a brisk young shopman. Ain't he looking well? Father's more pleased
to see you than if you was a customer, for he dearly loves a gossip;
and when it turns upon Miss Dorrit, he loves it all the more. You
never heard father in such voice as he is at present,' said Mrs
Plornish, her own voice quavering, she was so proud and pleased. 'He
gave us Strephon last night to that degree that Plornish gets up and
makes him this speech across the table. ‘John Edward Nandy,’ says
Plornish to father, ‘I never heard you come the warbles as I have heard
you come the warbles this night.’ An't it gratifying, Mr Pancks,
though; really?'

Mr Pancks, who had snorted at the old man in his friendliest manner,
replied in the affirmative, and casually asked whether that lively Altro
chap had come in yet? Mrs Plornish answered no, not yet, though he
had gone to the West-End with some work, and had said he should be
back by tea-time. Mr Pancks was then hospitably pressed into Happy
Cottage, where he encountered the elder Master Plornish just come
home from school. Examining that young student, lightly, on the
educational proceedings of the day, he found that the more advanced
pupils who were in the large text and the letter M, had been set the
copy 'Merdle, Millions.'

'And how are you getting on, Mrs Plornish,' said Pancks, 'since we're
mentioning millions?'
'Very steady, indeed, sir,' returned Mrs Plornish. 'Father, dear, would
you go into the shop and tidy the window a little bit before tea, your
taste being so beautiful?'

John Edward Nandy trotted away, much gratified, to comply with his
daughter's request. Mrs Plornish, who was always in mortal terror of
mentioning pecuniary affairs before the old gentleman, lest any
disclosure she made might rouse his spirit and induce him to run
away to the workhouse, was thus left free to be confidential with Mr
Pancks.

'It's quite true that the business is very steady indeed,' said Mrs
Plornish, lowering her voice; 'and has a excellent connection. The only
thing that stands in its way, sir, is the Credit.'

This drawback, rather severely felt by most people who engaged in

commercial transactions with the inhabitants of Bleeding Heart Yard,
was a large stumbling-block in Mrs Plornish's trade. When Mr Dorrit
had established her in the business, the Bleeding Hearts had shown
an amount of emotion and a determination to support her in it, that
did honour to human nature. Recognising her claim upon their
generous feelings as one who had long been a member of their
community, they pledged themselves, with great feeling, to deal with
Mrs Plornish, come what would and bestow their patronage on no
other establishment. Influenced by these noble sentiments, they had
even gone out of their way to purchase little luxuries in the grocery
and butter line to which they were unaccustomed; saying to one
another, that if they did stretch a point, was it not for a neighbour and
a friend, and for whom ought a point to be stretched if not for such?
So stimulated, the business was extremely brisk, and the articles in
stock went off with the greatest celerity. In short, if the Bleeding
Hearts had but paid, the undertaking would have been a complete
success; whereas, by reason of their exclusively confining themselves
to owing, the profits actually realised had not yet begun to appear in
the books.

Mr Pancks was making a very porcupine of himself by sticking his

hair up in the contemplation of this state of accounts, when old Mr
Nandy, re-entering the cottage with an air of mystery, entreated them
to come and look at the strange behaviour of Mr Baptist, who seemed
to have met with something that had scared him. All three going into
the shop, and watching through the window, then saw Mr Baptist,
pale and agitated, go through the following extraordinary
performances. First, he was observed hiding at the top of the steps
leading down into the Yard, and peeping up and down the street with
his head cautiously thrust out close to the side of the shop-door. After
very anxious scrutiny, he came out of his retreat, and went briskly
down the street as if he were going away altogether; then, suddenly
turned about, and went, at the same pace, and with the same feint,
up the street. He had gone no further up the street than he had gone
down, when he crossed the road and disappeared. The object of this
last manoeuvre was only apparent, when his entering the shop with a
sudden twist, from the steps again, explained that he had made a
wide and obscure circuit round to the other, or Doyce and Clennam,
end of the Yard, and had come through the Yard and bolted in. He
was out of breath by that time, as he might well be, and his heart
seemed to jerk faster than the little shop-bell, as it quivered and
jingled behind him with his hasty shutting of the door.

'Hallo, old chap!' said Mr Pancks. 'Altro, old boy! What's the matter?'

Mr Baptist, or Signor Cavalletto, understood English now almost as

well as Mr Pancks himself, and could speak it very well too.
Nevertheless, Mrs Plornish, with a pardonable vanity in that
accomplishment of hers which made her all but Italian, stepped in as
interpreter.

'E ask know,' said Mrs Plornish, 'What go wrong?'

'Come into the happy little cottage, Padrona,' returned Mr Baptist,

imparting great stealthiness to his flurried back-handed shake of his
right forefinger. 'Come there!'

Mrs Plornish was proud of the title Padrona, which she regarded as
signifying: not so much Mistress of the house, as Mistress of the
Italian tongue. She immediately complied with Mr Baptist's request,
and they all went into the cottage.

'E ope you no fright,' said Mrs Plornish then, interpreting Mr Pancks
in a new way with her usual fertility of resource. 'What appen? Peaka
Padrona!'

'I have seen some one,' returned Baptist. 'I have rincontrato him.'

'Im? Oo him?' asked Mrs Plornish.

'A bad man. A baddest man. I have hoped that I should never see him
again.' 'Ow you know him bad?' asked Mrs Plornish.

'It does not matter, Padrona. I know it too well.'

''E see you?' asked Mrs Plornish.

'No. I hope not. I believe not.'

'He says,' Mrs Plornish then interpreted, addressing her father and
Pancks with mild condescension, 'that he has met a bad man, but he
hopes the bad man didn't see him - Why,' inquired Mrs Plornish,
reverting to the Italian language, 'why ope bad man no see?'

'Padrona, dearest,' returned the little foreigner whom she so

considerately protected, 'do not ask, I pray. Once again I say it
matters not. I have fear of this man. I do not wish to see him, I do not
wish to be known of him - never again! Enough, most beautiful. Leave
it.'

The topic was so disagreeable to him, and so put his usual liveliness
to the rout, that Mrs Plornish forbore to press him further: the rather
as the tea had been drawing for some time on the hob. But she was
not the less surprised and curious for asking no more questions;
neither was Mr Pancks, whose expressive breathing had been
labouring hard since the entrance of the little man, like a locomotive
engine with a great load getting up a steep incline. Maggy, now better
dressed than of yore, though still faithful to the monstrous character
of her cap, had been in the background from the first with open
mouth and eyes, which staring and gaping features were not
diminished in breadth by the untimely suppression of the subject.
However, no more was said about it, though much appeared to be
thought on all sides: by no means excepting the two young Plornishes,
who partook of the evening meal as if their eating the bread and
butter were rendered almost superfluous by the painful probability of
the worst of men shortly presenting himself for the purpose of eating
them. Mr Baptist, by degrees began to chirp a little; but never stirred
from the seat he had taken behind the door and close to the window,
though it was not his usual place. As often as the little bell rang, he
started and peeped out secretly, with the end of the little curtain in
his hand and the rest before his face; evidently not at all satisfied but
that the man he dreaded had tracked him through all his doublings
and turnings, with the certainty of a terrible bloodhound.

The entrance, at various times, of two or three customers and of Mr

Plornish, gave Mr Baptist just enough of this employment to keep the
attention of the company fixed upon him. Tea was over, and the
children were abed, and Mrs Plornish was feeling her way to the
dutiful proposal that her father should favour them with Chloe, when
the bell rang again, and Mr Clennam came in.

Clennam had been poring late over his books and letters; for the
waiting-rooms of the Circumlocution Office ravaged his time sorely.

Over and above that, he was depressed and made uneasy by the late
occurrence at his mother's. He looked worn and solitary. He felt so,
too; but, nevertheless, was returning home from his counting- house
by that end of the Yard to give them the intelligence that he had
received another letter from Miss Dorrit.

The news made a sensation in the cottage which drew off the general
attention from Mr Baptist. Maggy, who pushed her way into the
foreground immediately, would have seemed to draw in the tidings of
her Little Mother equally at her ears, nose, mouth, and eyes, but that
the last were obstructed by tears. She was particularly delighted when
Clennam assured her that there were hospitals, and very kindly
conducted hospitals, in Rome. Mr Pancks rose into new distinction in
virtue of being specially remembered in the letter. Everybody was
pleased and interested, and Clennam was well repaid for his trouble.
'But you are tired, sir. Let me make you a cup of tea,' said Mrs
Plornish, 'if you'd condescend to take such a thing in the cottage; and
many thanks to you, too, I am sure, for bearing us in mind so kindly.'

Mr Plornish deeming it incumbent on him, as host, to add his

personal acknowledgments, tendered them in the form which always
expressed his highest ideal of a combination of ceremony with
sincerity.

'John Edward Nandy,' said Mr Plornish, addressing the old gentleman.

'Sir. It's not too often that you see unpretending actions without a
spark of pride, and therefore when you see them give grateful honour
unto the same, being that if you don't, and live to want 'em, it follows
serve you right.'

To which Mr Nandy replied:

'I am heartily of your opinion, Thomas, and which your opinion is the
same as mine, and therefore no more words and not being backwards
with that opinion, which opinion giving it as yes, Thomas, yes, is the
opinion in which yourself and me must ever be unanimously jined by
all, and where there is not difference of opinion there can be none but
one opinion, which fully no, Thomas, Thomas, no !'

Arthur, with less formality, expressed himself gratified by their high

appreciation of so very slight an attention on his part; and explained
as to the tea that he had not yet dined, and was going straight home
to refresh after a long day's labour, or he would have readily accepted
the hospitable offer. As Mr Pancks was somewhat noisily getting his
steam up for departure, he concluded by asking that gentleman if he
would walk with him? Mr Pancks said he desired no better
engagement, and the two took leave of Happy Cottage.

'If you will come home with me, Pancks,' said Arthur, when they got
into the street, 'and will share what dinner or supper there is, it will
be next door to an act of charity; for I am weary and out of sorts to-
night.'

'Ask me to do a greater thing than that,' said Pancks, 'when you want
it done, and I'll do it.'

Between this eccentric personage and Clennam, a tacit understanding

and accord had been always improving since Mr Pancks flew over Mr
Rugg's back in the Marshalsea Yard. When the carriage drove away on
the memorable day of the family's departure, these two had looked
after it together, and had walked slowly away together. When the first
letter came from little Dorrit, nobody was more interested in hearing of
her than Mr Pancks. The second letter, at that moment in Clennam's
breast-pocket, particularly remembered him by name. Though he had
never before made any profession or protestation to Clennam, and
though what he had just said was little enough as to the words in
which it was expressed, Clennam had long had a growing belief that
Mr Pancks, in his own odd way, was becoming attached to him. All
these strings intertwining made Pancks a very cable of anchorage that
night.

'I am quite alone,' Arthur explained as they walked on. 'My partner is
away, busily engaged at a distance on his branch of our business, and
you shall do just as you like.'

'Thank you. You didn't take particular notice of little Altro just now;
did you?' said Pancks.

'No. Why?'

'He's a bright fellow, and I like him,' said Pancks. 'Something has gone
amiss with him to-day. Have you any idea of any cause that can have
overset him?'

'You surprise me! None whatever.'

Mr Pancks gave his reasons for the inquiry. Arthur was quite
unprepared for them, and quite unable to suggest an explanation of
them.

'Perhaps you'll ask him,' said Pancks, 'as he's a stranger?'

'Ask him what?' returned Clennam.

'What he has on his mind.'

'I ought first to see for myself that he has something on his mind, I
think,' said Clennam. 'I have found him in every way so diligent, so
grateful (for little enough), and so trustworthy, that it might look like
suspecting him. And that would be very unjust.'

'True,' said Pancks. 'But, I say! You oughtn't to be anybody's

proprietor, Mr Clennam. You're much too delicate.' 'For the matter of
that,' returned Clennam laughing, 'I have not a large proprietary share
in Cavalletto. His carving is his livelihood. He keeps the keys of the
Factory, watches it every alternate night, and acts as a sort of
housekeeper to it generally; but we have little work in the way of his
ingenuity, though we give him what we have. No! I am rather his
adviser than his proprietor. To call me his standing counsel and his
banker would be nearer the fact. Speaking of being his banker, is it
not curious, Pancks, that the ventures which run just now in so many
people's heads, should run even in little Cavalletto's?'

'Ventures?' retorted Pancks, with a snort. 'What ventures?'

'These Merdle enterprises.'

'Oh! Investments,' said Pancks. 'Ay, ay! I didn't know you were
speaking of investments.' His quick way of replying caused Clennam
to look at him, with a doubt whether he meant more than he said. As
it was accompanied, however, with a quickening of his pace and a
corresponding increase in the labouring of his machinery, Arthur did
not pursue the matter, and they soon arrived at his house.

A dinner of soup and a pigeon-pie, served on a little round table before

the fire, and flavoured with a bottle of good wine, oiled Mr Pancks's
works in a highly effective manner; so that when Clennam produced
his Eastern pipe, and handed Mr Pancks another Eastern pipe, the
latter gentleman was perfectly comfortable.

They puffed for a while in silence, Mr Pancks like a steam-vessel with

wind, tide, calm water, and all other sea-going conditions in her
favour. He was the first to speak, and he spoke thus:

'Yes. Investments is the word.'

Clennam, with his former look, said 'Ah!'

'I am going back to it, you see,' said Pancks.

'Yes. I see you are going back to it,' returned Clennam, wondering
why.

'Wasn't it a curious thing that they should run in little Altro's head?
Eh?' said Pancks as he smoked. 'Wasn't that how you put it?'
'That was what I said.'

'Ay! But think of the whole Yard having got it. Think of their all
meeting me with it, on my collecting days, here and there and
everywhere. Whether they pay, or whether they don't pay. Merdle,
Merdle, Merdle. Always Merdle.'

'Very strange how these runs on an infatuation prevail,' said Arthur.

'An't it?' returned Pancks. After smoking for a minute or so, more drily
than comported with his recent oiling, he added: 'Because you see
these people don't understand the subject.'

'Not a bit,' assented Clennam.

'Not a bit,' cried Pancks. 'Know nothing of figures. Know nothing of

money questions. Never made a calculation. Never worked it, sir!'

'If they had - ' Clennam was going on to say; when Mr Pancks, without
change of countenance, produced a sound so far surpassing all his
usual efforts, nasal or bronchial, that he stopped.

'If they had?' repeated Pancks in an inquiring tone.

'I thought you - spoke,' said Arthur, hesitating what name to give the
interruption.

'Not at all,' said Pancks. 'Not yet. I may in a minute. If they had?'

'If they had,' observed Clennam, who was a little at a loss how to take
his friend, 'why, I suppose they would have known better.'

'How so, Mr Clennam?' Pancks asked quickly, and with an odd effect
of having been from the commencement of the conversation loaded
with the heavy charge he now fired off. 'They're right, you know. They
don't mean to be, but they're right.'

'Right in sharing Cavalletto's inclination to speculate with Mr Merdle?'

'Per-fectly, sir,' said Pancks. 'I've gone into it. I've made the
calculations. I've worked it. They're safe and genuine.' Relieved by
having got to this, Mr Pancks took as long a pull as his lungs would
permit at his Eastern pipe, and looked sagaciously and steadily at
Clennam while inhaling and exhaling too.

In those moments, Mr Pancks began to give out the dangerous

infection with which he was laden. It is the manner of communicating
these diseases; it is the subtle way in which they go about.
'Do you mean, my good Pancks,' asked Clennam emphatically, 'that
you would put that thousand pounds of yours, let us say, for
instance, out at this kind of interest?'

'Certainly,' said Pancks. 'Already done it, sir.'

Mr Pancks took another long inhalation, another long exhalation,

another long sagacious look at Clennam.

'I tell you, Mr Clennam, I've gone into it,' said Pancks. 'He's a man of
immense resources - enormous capital - government influence.
They're the best schemes afloat. They're safe. They're certain.'

'Well!' returned Clennam, looking first at him gravely and then at the
fire gravely. 'You surprise me!'

'Bah!' Pancks retorted. 'Don't say that, sir. It's what you ought to do
yourself! Why don't you do as I do?'

Of whom Mr Pancks had taken the prevalent disease, he could no

more have told than if he had unconsciously taken a fever. Bred at
first, as many physical diseases are, in the wickedness of men, and
then disseminated in their ignorance, these epidemics, after a period,
get communicated to many sufferers who are neither ignorant nor
wicked. Mr Pancks might, or might not, have caught the illness
himself from a subject of this class; but in this category he appeared
before Clennam, and the infection he threw off was all the more
virulent.

'And you have really invested,' Clennam had already passed to that
word, 'your thousand pounds, Pancks?'

'To be sure, sir!' replied Pancks boldly, with a puff of smoke. 'And only
wish it ten!'

Now, Clennam had two subjects lying heavy on his lonely mind that
night; the one, his partner's long-deferred hope; the other, what he
had seen and heard at his mother's. In the relief of having this
companion, and of feeling that he could trust him, he passed on to
both, and both brought him round again, with an increase and
acceleration of force, to his point of departure.

It came about in the simplest manner. Quitting the investment

subject, after an interval of silent looking at the fire through the
smoke of his pipe, he told Pancks how and why he was occupied with
the great National Department. 'A hard case it has been, and a hard
case it is on Doyce,' he finished by saying, with all the honest feeling
the topic roused in him.
'Hard indeed,' Pancks acquiesced. 'But you manage for him, Mr
Clennam?'

'How do you mean ?'

'Manage the money part of the business?'

'Yes. As well as I can.'

'Manage it better, sir,' said Pancks. 'Recompense him for his toils and
disappointments. Give him the chances of the time. He'll never benefit
himself in that way, patient and preoccupied workman. He looks to
you, sir.'

'I do my best, Pancks,' returned Clennam, uneasily. 'As to duly

weighing and considering these new enterprises of which I have had
no experience, I doubt if I am fit for it, I am growing old.'

'Growing old?' cried Pancks. 'Ha, ha!'

There was something so indubitably genuine in the wonderful laugh,

and series of snorts and puffs, engendered in Mr Pancks's
astonishment at, and utter rejection of, the idea, that his being quite
in earnest could not be questioned.

'Growing old?' cried Pancks. 'Hear, hear, hear! Old? Hear him, hear
him!'

The positive refusal expressed in Mr Pancks's continued snorts, no

less than in these exclamations, to entertain the sentiment for a single
instant, drove Arthur away from it. Indeed, he was fearful of
something happening to Mr Pancks in the violent conflict that took
place between the breath he jerked out of himself and the smoke he
jerked into himself. This abandonment of the second topic threw him
on the third.

'Young, old, or middle-aged, Pancks,' he said, when there was a

favourable pause, 'I am in a very anxious and uncertain state; a state
that even leads me to doubt whether anything now seeming to belong
to me, may be really mine. Shall I tell you how this is? Shall I put a
great trust in you?'

'You shall, sir,' said Pancks, 'if you believe me worthy of it.'

'I do.'
'You may!' Mr Pancks's short and sharp rejoinder, confirmed by the
sudden outstretching of his coaly hand, was most expressive and
convincing. Arthur shook the hand warmly.

He then, softening the nature of his old apprehensions as much as

was possible consistently with their being made intelligible and never
alluding to his mother by name, but speaking vaguely of a relation of
his, confided to Mr Pancks a broad outline of the misgivings he
entertained, and of the interview he had witnessed. Mr Pancks
listened with such interest that, regardless of the charms of the
Eastern pipe, he put it in the grate among the fire- irons, and
occupied his hands during the whole recital in so erecting the loops
and hooks of hair all over his head, that he looked, when it came to a
conclusion, like a journeyman Hamlet in conversation with his
father's spirit.

'Brings me back, sir,' was his exclamation then, with a startling touch
on Clennam's knee, 'brings me back, sir, to the Investments! I don't
say anything of your making yourself poor to repair a wrong you never
committed. That's you. A man must be himself. But I say this, fearing
you may want money to save your own blood from exposure and
disgrace - make as much as you can!'

Arthur shook his head, but looked at him thoughtfully too.

'Be as rich as you can, sir,' Pancks adjured him with a powerful
concentration of all his energies on the advice. 'Be as rich as you
honestly can. It's your duty. Not for your sake, but for the sake of
others. Take time by the forelock. Poor Mr Doyce (who really is
growing old) depends upon you. Your relative depends upon you. You
don't know what depends upon you.'

'Well, well, well!' returned Arthur. 'Enough for to-night.'

'One word more, Mr Clennam,' retorted Pancks, 'and then enough for
to-night. Why should you leave all the gains to the gluttons, knaves,
and impostors? Why should you leave all the gains that are to be got
to my proprietor and the like of him? Yet you're always doing it. When
I say you, I mean such men as you. You know you are. Why, I see it
every day of my life. I see nothing else. It's my business to see it.
Therefore I say,' urged Pancks, 'Go in and win!'

'But what of Go in and lose?' said Arthur.

'Can't be done, sir,' returned Pancks. 'I have looked into it. Name up
everywhere - immense resources - enormous capital - great position -
high connection - government influence. Can't be done!'
Gradually, after this closing exposition, Mr Pancks subsided; allowed
his hair to droop as much as it ever would droop on the utmost
persuasion; reclaimed the pipe from the fire-irons, filled it anew, and
smoked it out. They said little more; but were company to one another
in silently pursuing the same subjects, and did not part until
midnight. On taking his leave, Mr Pancks, when he had shaken hands
with Clennam, worked completely round him before he steamed out at
the door. This, Arthur received as an assurance that he might
implicitly rely on Pancks, if he ever should come to need assistance;
either in any of the matters of which they had spoken that night, or
any other subject that could in any way affect himself.

At intervals all next day, and even while his attention was fixed on
other things, he thought of Mr Pancks's investment of his thousand
pounds, and of his having 'looked into it.' He thought of Mr Pancks's
being so sanguine in this matter, and of his not being usually of a
sanguine character. He thought of the great National Department, and
of the delight it would be to him to see Doyce better off. He thought of
the darkly threatening place that went by the name of Home in his
remembrance, and of the gathering shadows which made it yet more
darkly threatening than of old. He observed anew that wherever he
went, he saw, or heard, or touched, the celebrated name of Merdle; he
found it difficult even to remain at his desk a couple of hours, without
having it presented to one of his bodily senses through some agency
or other. He began to think it was curious too that it should be
everywhere, and that nobody but he should seem to have any mistrust
of it. Though indeed he began to remember, when he got to this, even
he did not mistrust it; he had only happened to keep aloof from it.

Such symptoms, when a disease of the kind is rife, are usually the
signs of sickening.
Chapter L - Taking Advice

When it became known to the Britons on the shore of the yellow Tiber
that their intelligent compatriot, Mr Sparkler, was made one of the
Lords of their Circumlocution Office, they took it as a piece of news
with which they had no nearer concern than with any other piece of
news - any other Accident or Offence - in the English papers. Some
laughed; some said, by way of complete excuse, that the post was
virtually a sinecure, and any fool who could spell his name was good
enough for it; some, and these the more solemn political oracles, said
that Decimus did wisely to strengthen himself, and that the sole
constitutional purpose of all places within the gift of Decimus, was,
that Decimus should strengthen himself. A few bilious Britons there
were who would not subscribe to this article of faith; but their
objection was purely theoretical. In a practical point of view, they
listlessly abandoned the matter, as being the business of some other
Britons unknown, somewhere, or nowhere. In like manner, at home,
great numbers of Britons maintained, for as long as four-and-twenty
consecutive hours, that those invisible and anonymous Britons 'ought
to take it up;' and that if they quietly acquiesced in it, they deserved
it. But of what class the remiss Britons were composed, and where the
unlucky creatures hid themselves, and why they hid themselves, and
how it constantly happened that they neglected their interests, when
so many other Britons were quite at a loss to account for their not
looking after those interests, was not, either upon the shore of the
yellow Tiber or the shore of the black Thames, made apparent to men.

Mrs Merdle circulated the news, as she received congratulations on it,

with a careless grace that displayed it to advantage, as the setting
displays the jewel. Yes, she said, Edmund had taken the place. Mr
Merdle wished him to take it, and he had taken it. She hoped Edmund
might like it, but really she didn't know. It would keep him in town a
good deal, and he preferred the country. Still, it was not a
disagreeable position - and it was a position. There was no denying
that the thing was a compliment to Mr Merdle, and was not a bad
thing for Edmund if he liked it. It was just as well that he should have
something to do, and it was just as well that he should have
something for doing it. Whether it would be more agreeable to
Edmund than the army, remained to be seen.

Thus the Bosom; accomplished in the art of seeming to make things of

small account, and really enhancing them in the process. While Henry
Gowan, whom Decimus had thrown away, went through the whole
round of his acquaintance between the Gate of the People and the
town of Albano, vowing, almost (but not quite) with tears in his eyes,
that Sparkler was the sweetest-tempered, simplest-hearted, altogether
most lovable jackass that ever grazed on the public common; and that
only one circumstance could have delighted him (Gowan) more, than
his (the beloved jackass's) getting this post, and that would have been
his (Gowan's) getting it himself. He said it was the very thing for
Sparkler. There was nothing to do, and he would do it charmingly;
there was a handsome salary to draw, and he would draw it
charmingly; it was a delightful, appropriate, capital appointment; and
he almost forgave the donor his slight of himself, in his joy that the
dear donkey for whom he had so great an affection was so admirably
stabled. Nor did his benevolence stop here. He took pains, on all social
occasions, to draw Mr Sparkler out, and make him conspicuous
before the company; and, although the considerate action always
resulted in that young gentleman's making a dreary and forlorn
mental spectacle of himself, the friendly intention was not to be
doubted.

Unless, indeed, it chanced to be doubted by the object of Mr

Sparkler's affections. Miss Fanny was now in the difficult situation of
being universally known in that light, and of not having dismissed Mr
Sparkler, however capriciously she used him. Hence, she was
sufficiently identified with the gentleman to feel compromised by his
being more than usually ridiculous; and hence, being by no means
deficient in quickness, she sometimes came to his rescue against
Gowan, and did him very good service. But, while doing this, she was
ashamed of him, undetermined whether to get rid of him or more
decidedly encourage him, distracted with apprehensions that she was
every day becoming more and more immeshed in her uncertainties,
and tortured by misgivings that Mrs Merdle triumphed in her distress.
With this tumult in her mind, it is no subject for surprise that Miss
Fanny came home one night in a state of agitation from a concert and
ball at Mrs Merdle's house, and on her sister affectionately trying to
soothe her, pushed that sister away from the toilette-table at which
she sat angrily trying to cry, and declared with a heaving bosom that
she detested everybody, and she wished she was dead.

'Dear Fanny, what is the matter? Tell me.'

'Matter, you little Mole,' said Fanny. 'If you were not the blindest of the
blind, you would have no occasion to ask me. The idea of daring to
pretend to assert that you have eyes in your head, and yet ask me
what's the matter!'

'Is it Mr Sparkler, dear?' 'Mis-ter Spark-ler!' repeated Fanny, with

unbounded scorn, as if he were the last subject in the Solar system
that could possibly be near her mind. 'No, Miss Bat, it is not.'

Immediately afterwards, she became remorseful for having called her

sister names; declaring with sobs that she knew she made herself
hateful, but that everybody drove her to it.
'I don't think you are well to-night, dear Fanny.'

'Stuff and nonsense!' replied the young lady, turning angry again; 'I
am as well as you are. Perhaps I might say better, and yet make no
boast of it.'

Poor Little Dorrit, not seeing her way to the offering of any soothing
words that would escape repudiation, deemed it best to remain quiet.
At first, Fanny took this ill, too; protesting to her looking-glass, that of
all the trying sisters a girl could have, she did think the most trying
sister was a flat sister. That she knew she was at times a wretched
temper; that she knew she made herself hateful; that when she made
herself hateful, nothing would do her half the good as being told so;
but that, being afflicted with a flat sister, she never WAS told so, and
the consequence resulted that she was absolutely tempted and goaded
into making herself disagreeable. Besides (she angrily told her looking-
glass), she didn't want to be forgiven. It was not a right example, that
she should be constantly stooping to be forgiven by a younger sister.
And this was the Art of it - that she was always being placed in the
position of being forgiven, whether she liked it or not. Finally she
burst into violent weeping, and, when her sister came and sat close at
her side to comfort her, said, 'Amy, you're an Angel!'

'But, I tell you what, my Pet,' said Fanny, when her sister's gentleness
had calmed her, 'it now comes to this; that things cannot and shall
not go on as they are at present going on, and that there must be an
end of this, one way or another.'

As the announcement was vague, though very peremptory, Little

Dorrit returned, 'Let us talk about it.'

'Quite so, my dear,' assented Fanny, as she dried her eyes. 'Let us talk
about it. I am rational again now, and you shall advise me. Will you
advise me, my sweet child?'

Even Amy smiled at this notion, but she said, 'I will, Fanny, as well as
I can.'

'Thank you, dearest Amy,' returned Fanny, kissing her. 'You are my
anchor.'

Having embraced her Anchor with great affection, Fanny took a bottle
of sweet toilette water from the table, and called to her maid for a fine
handkerchief. She then dismissed that attendant for the night, and
went on to be advised; dabbing her eyes and forehead from time to
time to cool them.
'My love,' Fanny began, 'our characters and points of view are
sufficiently different (kiss me again, my darling), to make it very
probable that I shall surprise you by what I am going to say. What I
am going to say, my dear, is, that notwithstanding our property, we
labour, socially speaking, under disadvantages. You don't quite
understand what I mean, Amy?'

'I have no doubt I shall,' said Amy, mildly, 'after a few words more.'

'Well, my dear, what I mean is, that we are, after all, newcomers into
fashionable life.'

'I am sure, Fanny,' Little Dorrit interposed in her zealous admiration,

'no one need find that out in you.'

'Well, my dear child, perhaps not,' said Fanny, 'though it's most kind
and most affectionate in you, you precious girl, to say so.' Here she
dabbed her sister's forehead, and blew upon it a little. 'But you are,'
resumed Fanny, 'as is well known, the dearest little thing that ever
was! To resume, my child. Pa is extremely gentlemanly and extremely
well informed, but he is, in some trifling respects, a little different
from other gentlemen of his fortune: partly on account of what he has
gone through, poor dear: partly, I fancy, on account of its often
running in his mind that other people are thinking about that, while
he is talking to them. Uncle, my love, is altogether unpresentable.
Though a dear creature to whom I am tenderly attached, he is, socially
speaking, shocking. Edward is frightfully expensive and dissipated. I
don't mean that there is anything ungenteel in that itself - far from it -
but I do mean that he doesn't do it well, and that he doesn't, if I may
so express myself, get the money's-worth in the sort of dissipated
reputation that attaches to him.'

'Poor Edward!' sighed Little Dorrit, with the whole family history in the
sigh.

'Yes. And poor you and me, too,' returned Fanny, rather sharply.

'Very true! Then, my dear, we have no mother, and we have a Mrs

General. And I tell you again, darling, that Mrs General, if I may
reverse a common proverb and adapt it to her, is a cat in gloves who
WILL catch mice. That woman, I am quite sure and confident, will be
our mother-in-law.'

'I can hardly think, Fanny-' Fanny stopped her.

'Now, don't argue with me about it, Amy,' said she, 'because I know
better.' Feeling that she had been sharp again, she dabbed her sister's
forehead again, and blew upon it again. 'To resume once more, my
dear. It then becomes a question with me (I am proud and spirited,
Amy, as you very well know: too much so, I dare say) whether I shall
make up my mind to take it upon myself to carry the family through.'
'How?' asked her sister, anxiously.

'I will not,' said Fanny, without answering the question, 'submit to be
mother-in-lawed by Mrs General; and I will not submit to be, in any
respect whatever, either patronised or tormented by Mrs Merdle.'

Little Dorrit laid her hand upon the hand that held the bottle of sweet
water, with a still more anxious look. Fanny, quite punishing her own
forehead with the vehement dabs she now began to give it, fitfully
went on.

'That he has somehow or other, and how is of no consequence,

attained a very good position, no one can deny. That it is a very good
connection, no one can deny. And as to the question of clever or not
clever, I doubt very much whether a clever husband would be suitable
to me. I cannot submit. I should not be able to defer to him enough.'

'O, my dear Fanny!' expostulated Little Dorrit, upon whom a kind of

terror had been stealing as she perceived what her sister meant. 'If
you loved any one, all this feeling would change. If you loved any one,
you would no more be yourself, but you would quite lose and forget
yourself in your devotion to him. If you loved him, Fanny - ' Fanny
had stopped the dabbing hand, and was looking at her fixedly.

'O, indeed!' cried Fanny. 'Really? Bless me, how much some people
know of some subjects! They say every one has a subject, and I
certainly seem to have hit upon yours, Amy. There, you little thing, I
was only in fun,' dabbing her sister's forehead; 'but don't you be a silly
puss, and don't you think flightily and eloquently about degenerate
impossibilities. There! Now, I'll go back to myself.'

'Dear Fanny, let me say first, that I would far rather we worked for a
scanty living again than I would see you rich and married to Mr
Sparkler.'

'Let you say, my dear?' retorted Fanny. 'Why, of course, I will let you
say anything. There is no constraint upon you, I hope. We are together
to talk it over. And as to marrying Mr Sparkler, I have not the slightest
intention of doing so to-night, my dear, or to-morrow morning either.'

'But at some time?'

'At no time, for anything I know at present,' answered Fanny, with

indifference. Then, suddenly changing her indifference into a burning
restlessness, she added, 'You talk about the clever men, you little
thing! It's all very fine and easy to talk about the clever men; but
where are they? I don't see them anywhere near me!'

'My dear Fanny, so short a time - '

'Short time or long time,' interrupted Fanny. 'I am impatient of our

situation. I don't like our situation, and very little would induce me to
change it. Other girls, differently reared and differently circumstanced
altogether, might wonder at what I say or may do. Let them. They are
driven by their lives and characters; I am driven by mine.'

'Fanny, my dear Fanny, you know that you have qualities to make you
the wife of one very superior to Mr Sparkler.'

'Amy, my dear Amy,' retorted Fanny, parodying her words, 'I know
that I wish to have a more defined and distinct position, in which I
can assert myself with greater effect against that insolent woman.'

'Would you therefore - forgive my asking, Fanny - therefore marry her

son?'

'Why, perhaps,' said Fanny, with a triumphant smile. 'There may be

many less promising ways of arriving at an end than that, MY dear.
That piece of insolence may think, now, that it would be a great
success to get her son off upon me, and shelve me. But, perhaps, she
little thinks how I would retort upon her if I married her son.

I would oppose her in everything, and compete with her. I would make
it the business of my life.'

Fanny set down the bottle when she came to this, and walked about
the room; always stopping and standing still while she spoke.

'One thing I could certainly do, my child: I could make her older. And I
would!'

This was followed by another walk.

'I would talk of her as an old woman. I would pretend to know - if I

didn't, but I should from her son - all about her age. And she should
hear me say, Amy: affectionately, quite dutifully and affectionately:
how well she looked, considering her time of life. I could make her
seem older at once, by being myself so much younger. I may not be as
handsome as she is; I am not a fair judge of that question, I suppose;
but I know I am handsome enough to be a thorn in her side. And I
would be!'
'My dear sister, would you condemn yourself to an unhappy life for
this?'

'It wouldn't be an unhappy life, Amy. It would be the life I am fitted

for. Whether by disposition, or whether by circumstances, is no
matter; I am better fitted for such a life than for almost any other.'

There was something of a desolate tone in those words; but, with a

short proud laugh she took another walk, and after passing a great
looking-glass came to another stop.

'Figure! Figure, Amy! Well. The woman has a good figure. I will give
her her due, and not deny it. But is it so far beyond all others that it
is altogether unapproachable? Upon my word, I am not so sure of it.
Give some much younger woman the latitude as to dress that she has,
being married; and we would see about that, my dear!'

Something in the thought that was agreeable and flattering, brought

her back to her seat in a gayer temper. She took her sister's hands in
hers, and clapped all four hands above her head as she looked in her
sister's face laughing:

'And the dancer, Amy, that she has quite forgotten - the dancer who
bore no sort of resemblance to me, and of whom I never remind her,
oh dear no! - should dance through her life, and dance in her way, to
such a tune as would disturb her insolent placidity a little. just a
little, my dear Amy, just a little!'

Meeting an earnest and imploring look in Amy's face, she brought the
four hands down, and laid only one on Amy's lips.

'Now, don't argue with me, child,' she said in a sterner way, 'because
it is of no use. I understand these subjects much better than you do. I
have not nearly made up my mind, but it may be. Now we have talked
this over comfortably, and may go to bed. You best and dearest little
mouse, Good night!' With those words Fanny weighed her Anchor, and
- having taken so much advice - left off being advised for that
occasion.

Thenceforward, Amy observed Mr Sparkler's treatment by his

enslaver, with new reasons for attaching importance to all that passed
between them. There were times when Fanny appeared quite unable
to endure his mental feebleness, and when she became so sharply
impatient of it that she would all but dismiss him for good. There were
other times when she got on much better with him; when he amused
her, and when her sense of superiority seemed to counterbalance that
opposite side of the scale. If Mr Sparkler had been other than the
faithfullest and most submissive of swains, he was sufficiently hard
pressed to have fled from the scene of his trials, and have set at least
the whole distance from Rome to London between himself and his
enchantress. But he had no greater will of his own than a boat has
when it is towed by a steam-ship; and he followed his cruel mistress
through rough and smooth, on equally strong compulsion.

Mrs Merdle, during these passages, said little to Fanny, but said more
about her. She was, as it were, forced to look at her through her eye-
glass, and in general conversation to allow commendations of her
beauty to be wrung from her by its irresistible demands. The defiant
character it assumed when Fanny heard these extollings (as it
generally happened that she did), was not expressive of concessions to
the impartial bosom; but the utmost revenge the bosom took was, to
say audibly, 'A spoilt beauty - but with that face and shape, who could
wonder?'

It might have been about a month or six weeks after the night of the
new advice, when Little Dorrit began to think she detected some new
understanding between Mr Sparkler and Fanny. Mr Sparkler, as if in
attendance to some compact, scarcely ever spoke without first looking
towards Fanny for leave. That young lady was too discreet ever to look
back again; but, if Mr Sparkler had permission to speak, she
remained silent; if he had not, she herself spoke. Moreover, it became
plain whenever Henry Gowan attempted to perform the friendly office
of drawing him out, that he was not to be drawn. And not only that,
but Fanny would presently, without any pointed application in the
world, chance to say something with such a sting in it that Gowan
would draw back as if he had put his hand into a bee-hive.

There was yet another circumstance which went a long way to confirm
Little Dorrit in her fears, though it was not a great circumstance in
itself. Mr Sparkler's demeanour towards herself changed. It became
fraternal. Sometimes, when she was in the outer circle of assemblies -
at their own residence, at Mrs Merdle's, or elsewhere - she would find
herself stealthily supported round the waist by Mr Sparkler's arm. Mr
Sparkler never offered the slightest explanation of this attention; but
merely smiled with an air of blundering, contented, good-natured
proprietorship, which, in so heavy a gentleman, was ominously
expressive.

Little Dorrit was at home one day, thinking about Fanny with a heavy
heart. They had a room at one end of their drawing-room suite, nearly
all irregular bay-window, projecting over the street, and commanding
all the picturesque life and variety of the Corso, both up and down. At
three or four o'clock in the afternoon, English time, the view from this
window was very bright and peculiar; and Little Dorrit used to sit and
muse here, much as she had been used to while away the time in her
balcony at Venice. Seated thus one day, she was softly touched on the
shoulder, and Fanny said, 'Well, Amy dear,' and took her seat at her
side. Their seat was a part of the window; when there was anything in
the way of a procession going on, they used to have bright draperies
hung out of the window, and used to kneel or sit on this seat, and
look out at it, leaning on the brilliant colour. But there was no
procession that day, and Little Dorrit was rather surprised by Fanny's
being at home at that hour, as she was generally out on horseback
then.

'Well, Amy,' said Fanny, 'what are you thinking of, little one?' 'I was
thinking of you, Fanny.'

'No? What a coincidence! I declare here's some one else. You were not
thinking of this some one else too; were you, Amy?'

Amy HAD been thinking of this some one else too; for it was Mr
Sparkler. She did not say so, however, as she gave him her hand. Mr
Sparkler came and sat down on the other side of her, and she felt the
fraternal railing come behind her, and apparently stretch on to
include Fanny.

'Well, my little sister,' said Fanny with a sigh, 'I suppose you know
what this means?'

'She's as beautiful as she's doated on,' stammered Mr Sparkler - 'and

there's no nonsense about her - it's arranged - '

'You needn't explain, Edmund,' said Fanny.

'No, my love,' said Mr Sparkler.

'In short, pet,' proceeded Fanny, 'on the whole, we are engaged. We
must tell papa about it either to-night or to-morrow, according to the
opportunities. Then it's done, and very little more need be said.'

'My dear Fanny,' said Mr Sparkler, with deference, 'I should like to say
a word to Amy.'

'Well, well! Say it for goodness' sake,' returned the young lady.

'I am convinced, my dear Amy,' said Mr Sparkler, 'that if ever there

was a girl, next to your highly endowed and beautiful sister, who had
no nonsense about her - '

'We know all about that, Edmund,' interposed Miss Fanny. 'Never
mind that. Pray go on to something else besides our having no
nonsense about us.'
'Yes, my love,' said Mr Sparkler. 'And I assure you, Amy, that nothing
can be a greater happiness to myself, myself - next to the happiness of
being so highly honoured with the choice of a glorious girl who hasn't
an atom of - '

'Pray, Edmund, pray!' interrupted Fanny, with a slight pat of her

pretty foot upon the floor.

'My love, you're quite right,' said Mr Sparkler, 'and I know I have a
habit of it. What I wished to declare was, that nothing can be a greater
happiness to myself, myself-next to the happiness of being united to
pre-eminently the most glorious of girls - than to have the happiness
of cultivating the affectionate acquaintance of Amy. I may not myself,'
said Mr Sparkler manfully, 'be up to the mark on some other subjects
at a short notice, and I am aware that if you were to poll Society the
general opinion would be that I am not; but on the subject of Amy I
am up to the mark!'

Mr Sparkler kissed her, in witness thereof.

'A knife and fork and an apartment,' proceeded Mr Sparkler, growing,

in comparison with his oratorical antecedents, quite diffuse, 'will ever
be at Amy's disposal. My Governor, I am sure, will always be proud to
entertain one whom I so much esteem. And regarding my mother,'
said Mr Sparkler, 'who is a remarkably fine woman, with - '

'Edmund, Edmund!' cried Miss Fanny, as before.

'With submission, my soul,' pleaded Mr Sparkler. 'I know I have a

habit of it, and I thank you very much, my adorable girl, for taking the
trouble to correct it; but my mother is admitted on all sides to be a
remarkably fine woman, and she really hasn't any.'

'That may be, or may not be,' returned Fanny, 'but pray don't mention
it any more.'

'I will not, my love,' said Mr Sparkler.

'Then, in fact, you have nothing more to say, Edmund; have you?'
inquired Fanny.

'So far from it, my adorable girl,' answered Mr Sparkler, 'I apologise for
having said so much.'

Mr Sparkler perceived, by a kind of inspiration, that the question

implied had he not better go? He therefore withdrew the fraternal
railing, and neatly said that he thought he would, with submission,
take his leave. He did not go without being congratulated by Amy, as
well as she could discharge that office in the flutter and distress of her
spirits.

When he was gone, she said, 'O Fanny, Fanny!' and turned to her
sister in the bright window, and fell upon her bosom and cried there.
Fanny laughed at first; but soon laid her face against her sister's and
cried too - a little. It was the last time Fanny ever showed that there
was any hidden, suppressed, or conquered feeling in her on the
matter. From that hour the way she had chosen lay before her, and
she trod it with her own imperious self-willed step.
Chapter LI - No Just Cause Or Impediment Why These Two
Persons Should Not Be Joined Together

Mr Dorrit, on being informed by his elder daughter that she had

accepted matrimonial overtures from Mr Sparkler, to whom she had
plighted her troth, received the communication at once with great
dignity and with a large display of parental pride; his dignity dilating
with the widened prospect of advantageous ground from which to
make acquaintances, and his parental pride being developed by Miss
Fanny's ready sympathy with that great object of his existence. He
gave her to understand that her noble ambition found harmonious
echoes in his heart; and bestowed his blessing on her, as a child
brimful of duty and good principle, self-devoted to the aggrandisement
of the family name.

To Mr Sparkler, when Miss Fanny permitted him to appear, Mr Dorrit

said, he would not disguise that the alliance Mr Sparkler did him the
honour to propose was highly congenial to his feelings; both as being
in unison with the spontaneous affections of his daughter Fanny, and
as opening a family connection of a gratifying nature with Mr Merdle,
the master spirit of the age. Mrs Merdle also, as a leading lady rich in
distinction, elegance, grace, and beauty, he mentioned in very
laudatory terms. He felt it his duty to remark (he was sure a
gentleman of Mr Sparkler's fine sense would interpret him with all
delicacy), that he could not consider this proposal definitely
determined on, until he should have had the privilege of holding some
correspondence with Mr Merdle; and of ascertaining it to be so far
accordant with the views of that eminent gentleman as that his (Mr
Dorrit's) daughter would be received on that footing which her station
in life and her dowry and expectations warranted him in requiring
that she should maintain in what he trusted he might be allowed,
without the appearance of being mercenary, to call the Eye of the
Great World. While saying this, which his character as a gentleman of
some little station, and his character as a father, equally demanded of
him, he would not be so diplomatic as to conceal that the proposal
remained in hopeful abeyance and under conditional acceptance, and
that he thanked Mr Sparkler for the compliment rendered to himself
and to his family. He concluded with some further and more general
observations on the - ha - character of an independent gentleman,
and the - hum - character of a possibly too partial and admiring
parent. To sum the whole up shortly, he received Mr Sparkler's offer
very much as he would have received three or four half-crowns from
him in the days that were gone.

Mr Sparkler, finding himself stunned by the words thus heaped upon

his inoffensive head, made a brief though pertinent rejoinder; the
same being neither more nor less than that he had long perceived
Miss Fanny to have no nonsense about her, and that he had no doubt
of its being all right with his Governor. At that point the object of his
affections shut him up like a box with a spring lid, and sent him
away.

Proceeding shortly afterwards to pay his respects to the Bosom, Mr

Dorrit was received by it with great consideration. Mrs Merdle had
heard of this affair from Edmund. She had been surprised at first,
because she had not thought Edmund a marrying man. Society had
not thought Edmund a marrying man. Still, of course she had seen,
as a woman (we women did instinctively see these things, Mr Dorrit!),
that Edmund had been immensely captivated by Miss Dorrit, and she
had openly said that Mr Dorrit had much to answer for in bringing so
charming a girl abroad to turn the heads of his countrymen.

'Have I the honour to conclude, madam,' said Mr Dorrit, 'that the

direction which Mr Sparkler's affections have taken, is - ha- approved
of by you?'

'I assure you, Mr Dorrit,' returned the lady, 'that, personally, I am

charmed.'

That was very gratifying to Mr Dorrit.

'Personally,' repeated Mrs Merdle, 'charmed.'

This casual repetition of the word 'personally,' moved Mr Dorrit to

express his hope that Mr Merdle's approval, too, would not be
wanting?

'I cannot,' said Mrs Merdle, 'take upon myself to answer positively for
Mr Merdle; gentlemen, especially gentlemen who are what Society
calls capitalists, having their own ideas of these matters. But I should
think - merely giving an opinion, Mr Dorrit - I should think Mr Merdle
would be upon the whole,' here she held a review of herself before
adding at her leisure, 'quite charmed.'

At the mention of gentlemen whom Society called capitalists, Mr

Dorrit had coughed, as if some internal demur were breaking out of
him. Mrs Merdle had observed it, and went on to take up the cue.

'Though, indeed, Mr Dorrit, it is scarcely necessary for me to make

that remark, except in the mere openness of saying what is uppermost
to one whom I so highly regard, and with whom I hope I may have the
pleasure of being brought into still more agreeable relations. For one
cannot but see the great probability of your considering such things
from Mr Merdle's own point of view, except indeed that circumstances
have made it Mr Merdle's accidental fortune, or misfortune, to be
engaged in business transactions, and that they, however vast, may a
little cramp his horizons. I am a very child as to having any notion of
business,' said Mrs Merdle; 'but I am afraid, Mr Dorrit, it may have
that tendency.'

This skilful see-saw of Mr Dorrit and Mrs Merdle, so that each of them
sent the other up, and each of them sent the other down, and neither
had the advantage, acted as a sedative on Mr Dorrit's cough. He
remarked with his utmost politeness, that he must beg to protest
against its being supposed, even by Mrs Merdle, the accomplished and
graceful (to which compliment she bent herself), that such enterprises
as Mr Merdle's, apart as they were from the puny undertakings of the
rest of men, had any lower tendency than to enlarge and expand the
genius in which they were conceived. 'You are generosity itself,' said
Mrs Merdle in return, smiling her best smile; 'let us hope so. But I
confess I am almost superstitious in my ideas about business.'

Mr Dorrit threw in another compliment here, to the effect that

business, like the time which was precious in it, was made for slaves;
and that it was not for Mrs Merdle, who ruled all hearts at her
supreme pleasure, to have anything to do with it. Mrs Merdle laughed,
and conveyed to Mr Dorrit an idea that the Bosom flushed - which
was one of her best effects.

'I say so much,' she then explained, 'merely because Mr Merdle has
always taken the greatest interest in Edmund, and has always
expressed the strongest desire to advance his prospects. Edmund's
public position, I think you know. His private position rests solely with
Mr Merdle. In my foolish incapacity for business, I assure you I know
no more.'

Mr Dorrit again expressed, in his own way, the sentiment that

business was below the ken of enslavers and enchantresses. He then
mentioned his intention, as a gentleman and a parent, of writing to Mr
Merdle. Mrs Merdle concurred with all her heart - or with all her art,
which was exactly the same thing - and herself despatched a
preparatory letter by the next post to the eighth wonder of the world.

In his epistolary communication, as in his dialogues and discourses

on the great question to which it related, Mr Dorrit surrounded the
subject with flourishes, as writing-masters embellish copy-books and
ciphering-books: where the titles of the elementary rules of arithmetic
diverge into swans, eagles, griffins, and other calligraphic recreations,
and where the capital letters go out of their minds and bodies into
ecstasies of pen and ink. Nevertheless, he did render the purport of
his letter sufficiently clear, to enable Mr Merdle to make a decent
pretence of having learnt it from that source. Mr Merdle replied to it
accordingly. Mr Dorrit replied to Mr Merdle; Mr Merdle replied to Mr
Dorrit; and it was soon announced that the corresponding powers had
come to a satisfactory understanding.

Now, and not before, Miss Fanny burst upon the scene, completely
arrayed for her new part. Now and not before, she wholly absorbed Mr
Sparkler in her light, and shone for both, and twenty more. No longer
feeling that want of a defined place and character which had caused
her so much trouble, this fair ship began to steer steadily on a shaped
course, and to swim with a weight and balance that developed her
sailing qualities.

'The preliminaries being so satisfactorily arranged, I think I will now,

my dear,' said Mr Dorrit, 'announce - ha - formally, to Mrs General - '

'Papa,' returned Fanny, taking him up short upon that name, 'I don't
see what Mrs General has got to do with it.'

'My dear,' said Mr Dorrit, 'it will be an act of courtesy to - hum - a

lady, well bred and refined - '

'Oh! I am sick of Mrs General's good breeding and refinement, papa,'

said Fanny. 'I am tired of Mrs General.'

'Tired,' repeated Mr Dorrit in reproachful astonishment, 'of - ha - Mrs

General.'

'Quite disgusted with her, papa,' said Fanny. 'I really don't see what
she has to do with my marriage. Let her keep to her own matrimonial
projects - if she has any.'

'Fanny,' returned Mr Dorrit, with a grave and weighty slowness upon

him, contrasting strongly with his daughter's levity: 'I beg the favour
of your explaining - ha - what it is you mean.' 'I mean, papa,' said
Fanny, 'that if Mrs General should happen to have any matrimonial
projects of her own, I dare say they are quite enough to occupy her
spare time. And that if she has not, so much the better; but still I
don't wish to have the honour of making announcements to her.'

'Permit me to ask you, Fanny,' said Mr Dorrit, 'why not?'

'Because she can find my engagement out for herself, papa,' retorted
Fanny. 'She is watchful enough, I dare say. I think I have seen her so.
Let her find it out for herself. If she should not find it out for herself,
she will know it when I am married. And I hope you will not consider
me wanting in affection for you, papa, if I say it strikes me that will be
quite enough for Mrs General.'
'Fanny,' returned Mr Dorrit, 'I am amazed, I am displeased by this -
hum - this capricious and unintelligible display of animosity towards -
ha - Mrs General.'

'Do not, if you please, papa,' urged Fanny, 'call it animosity, because I
assure you I do not consider Mrs General worth my animosity.'

At this, Mr Dorrit rose from his chair with a fixed look of severe
reproof, and remained standing in his dignity before his daughter. His
daughter, turning the bracelet on her arm, and now looking at him,
and now looking from him, said, 'Very well, papa. I am truly sorry if
you don't like it; but I can't help it. I am not a child, and I am not
Amy, and I must speak.'

'Fanny,' gasped Mr Dorrit, after a majestic silence, 'if I request you to

remain here, while I formally announce to Mrs General, as an
exemplary lady, who is - hum - a trusted member of this family, the -
ha - the change that is contemplated among us; if I - ha - not only
request it, but - hum - insist upon it - '

'Oh, papa,' Fanny broke in with pointed significance, 'if you make so
much of it as that, I have in duty nothing to do but comply. I hope I
may have my thoughts upon the subject, however, for I really cannot
help it under the circumstances.'So, Fanny sat down with a meekness
which, in the junction of extremes, became defiance; and her father,
either not deigning to answer, or not knowing what to answer,
summoned Mr Tinkler into his presence.

'Mrs General.'

Mr Tinkler, unused to receive such short orders in connection with

the fair varnisher, paused. Mr Dorrit, seeing the whole Marshalsea
and all its testimonials in the pause, instantly flew at him with, 'How
dare you, sir? What do you mean?'

'I beg your pardon, sir,' pleaded Mr Tinkler, 'I was wishful to know - '
'You wished to know nothing, sir,' cried Mr Dorrit, highly flushed.

'Don't tell me you did. Ha. You didn't. You are guilty of mockery, sir.'

'I assure you, sir - ' Mr Tinkler began.

'Don't assure me!' said Mr Dorrit. 'I will not be assured by a domestic.
You are guilty of mockery. You shall leave me - hum - the whole
establishment shall leave me. What are you waiting for?'

'Only for my orders, sir.'

'It's false,' said Mr Dorrit, 'you have your orders. Ha - hum. MY
compliments to Mrs General, and I beg the favour of her coming to
me, if quite convenient, for a few minutes. Those are your orders.'

In his execution of this mission, Mr Tinkler perhaps expressed that Mr

Dorrit was in a raging fume. However that was, Mrs General's skirts
were very speedily heard outside, coming along - one might almost
have said bouncing along - with unusual expedition. Albeit, they
settled down at the door and swept into the room with their
customary coolness.

'Mrs General,' said Mr Dorrit, 'take a chair.'

Mrs General, with a graceful curve of acknowledgment, descended into

the chair which Mr Dorrit offered.

'Madam,' pursued that gentleman, 'as you have had the kindness to
undertake the - hum - formation of my daughters, and as I am
persuaded that nothing nearly affecting them can - ha - be indifferent
to you - '

'Wholly impossible,' said Mrs General in the calmest of ways.

' - I therefore wish to announce to you, madam, that my daughter now

present - '

Mrs General made a slight inclination of her head to Fanny, who made
a very low inclination of her head to Mrs General, and came loftily
upright again.

' - That my daughter Fanny is - ha - contracted to be married to Mr

Sparkler, with whom you are acquainted. Hence, madam, you will be
relieved of half your difficult charge - ha - difficult charge.' Mr Dorrit
repeated it with his angry eye on Fanny. 'But not, I hope, to the - hum
- diminution of any other portion, direct or indirect, of the footing you
have at present the kindness to occupy in my family.'

'Mr Dorrit,' returned Mrs General, with her gloved hands resting on
one another in exemplary repose, 'is ever considerate, and ever but too
appreciative of my friendly services.'

(Miss Fanny coughed, as much as to say, 'You are right.')

'Miss Dorrit has no doubt exercised the soundest discretion of which

the circumstances admitted, and I trust will allow me to offer her my
sincere congratulations. When free from the trammels of passion,' Mrs
General closed her eyes at the word, as if she could not utter it, and
see anybody; 'when occurring with the approbation of near relatives;
and when cementing the proud structure of a family edifice; these are
usually auspicious events.

I trust Miss Dorrit will allow me to offer her my best congratulations.'

Here Mrs General stopped, and added internally, for the setting of her
face, 'Papa, potatoes, poultry, Prunes, and prism.'

'Mr Dorrit,' she superadded aloud, 'is ever most obliging; and for the
attention, and I will add distinction, of having this confidence
imparted to me by himself and Miss Dorrit at this early time, I beg to
offer the tribute of my thanks. My thanks, and my congratulations,
are equally the meed of Mr Dorrit and of Miss Dorrit.'

'To me,' observed Miss Fanny, 'they are excessively gratifying -

inexpressibly so. The relief of finding that you have no objection to
make, Mrs General, quite takes a load off my mind, I am sure. I hardly
know what I should have done,' said Fanny, 'if you had interposed any
objection, Mrs General.'

Mrs General changed her gloves, as to the right glove being uppermost
and the left undermost, with a Prunes and Prism smile.

'To preserve your approbation, Mrs General,' said Fanny, returning

the smile with one in which there was no trace of those ingredients,
'will of course be the highest object of my married life; to lose it, would
of course be perfect wretchedness. I am sure your great kindness will
not object, and I hope papa will not object, to my correcting a small
mistake you have made, however. The best of us are so liable to
mistakes, that even you, Mrs General, have fallen into a little error.
The attention and distinction you have so impressively mentioned,
Mrs General, as attaching to this confidence, are, I have no doubt, of
the most complimentary and gratifying description; but they don't at
all proceed from me. The merit of having consulted you on the subject
would have been so great in me, that I feel I must not lay claim to it
when it really is not mine. It is wholly papa's. I am deeply obliged to
you for your encouragement and patronage, but it was papa who
asked for it. I have to thank you, Mrs General, for relieving my breast
of a great weight by so handsomely giving your consent to my
engagement, but you have really nothing to thank me for. I hope you
will always approve of my proceedings after I have left home and that
my sister also may long remain the favoured object of your
condescension, Mrs General.'

With this address, which was delivered in her politest manner, Fanny
left the room with an elegant and cheerful air - to tear up- stairs with
a flushed face as soon as she was out of hearing, pounce in upon her
sister, call her a little Dormouse, shake her for the better opening of
her eyes, tell her what had passed below, and ask her what she
thought of Pa now?

Towards Mrs Merdle, the young lady comported herself with great
independence and self-possession; but not as yet with any more
decided opening of hostilities. Occasionally they had a slight skirmish,
as when Fanny considered herself patted on the back by that lady, or
as when Mrs Merdle looked particularly young and well; but Mrs
Merdle always soon terminated those passages of arms by sinking
among her cushions with the gracefullest indifference, and finding her
attention otherwise engaged. Society (for that mysterious creature sat
upon the Seven Hills too) found Miss Fanny vastly improved by her
engagement. She was much more accessible, much more free and
engaging, much less exacting; insomuch that she now entertained a
host of followers and admirers, to the bitter indignation of ladies with
daughters to marry, who were to be regarded as Having revolted from
Society on the Miss Dorrit grievance, and erected a rebellious
standard. Enjoying the flutter she caused. Miss Dorrit not only
haughtily moved through it in her own proper person, but haughtily,
even Ostentatiously, led Mr Sparkler through it too: seeming to say to
them all, 'If I think proper to march among you in triumphal
procession attended by this weak captive in bonds, rather than a
stronger one, that is my business. Enough that I choose to do it!' Mr
Sparkler for his part, questioned nothing; but went wherever he was
taken, did whatever he was told, felt that for his bride-elect to be
distinguished was for him to be distinguished on the easiest terms,
and was truly grateful for being so openly acknowledged.

The winter passing on towards the spring while this condition of

affairs prevailed, it became necessary for Mr Sparkler to repair to
England, and take his appointed part in the expression and direction
of its genius, learning, commerce, spirit, and sense. The land of
Shakespeare, Milton, Bacon, Newton, Watt, the land of a host of past
and present abstract philosophers, natural philosophers, and
subduers of Nature and Art in their myriad forms, called to Mr
Sparkler to come and take care of it, lest it should perish. Mr
Sparkler, unable to resist the agonised cry from the depths of his
country's soul, declared that he must go.

It followed that the question was rendered pressing when, where, and
how Mr Sparkler should be married to the foremost girl in all this
world with no nonsense about her. Its solution, after some little
mystery and secrecy, Miss Fanny herself announced to her sister.

'Now, my child,' said she, seeking her out one day, 'I am going to tell
you something. It is only this moment broached; and naturally I hurry
to you the moment it IS broached.'
'Your marriage, Fanny?'

'My precious child,' said Fanny, 'don't anticipate me. Let me impart
my confidence to you, you flurried little thing, in my own way. As to
your guess, if I answered it literally, I should answer no. For really it is
not my marriage that is in question, half as much as it is Edmund's.'

Little Dorrit looked, and perhaps not altogether without cause,

somewhat at a loss to understand this fine distinction.

'I am in no difficulty,' exclaimed Fanny, 'and in no hurry. I am not

wanted at any public office, or to give any vote anywhere else.

But Edmund is. And Edmund is deeply dejected at the idea of going
away by himself, and, indeed, I don't like that he should be trusted by
himself. For, if it's possible - and it generally is - to do a foolish thing,
he is sure to do it.'

As she concluded this impartial summary of the reliance that might be

safely placed upon her future husband, she took off, with an air of
business, the bonnet she wore, and dangled it by its strings upon the
ground.

'It is far more Edmund's question, therefore, than mine. However, we

need say no more about that. That is self-evident on the face of it.
Well, my dearest Amy! The point arising, is he to go by himself, or is
he not to go by himself, this other point arises, are we to be married
here and shortly, or are we to be married at home months hence?'

'I see I am going to lose you, Fanny.'

'What a little thing you are,' cried Fanny, half tolerant and half
impatient, 'for anticipating one! Pray, my darling, hear me out. That
woman,' she spoke of Mrs Merdle, of course, 'remains here until after
Easter; so, in the case of my being married here and going to London
with Edmund, I should have the start of her. That is something.
Further, Amy. That woman being out of the way, I don't know that I
greatly object to Mr Merdle's proposal to Pa that Edmund and I should
take up our abode in that house -.you know - where you once went
with a dancer, my dear, until our own house can be chosen and fitted
up. Further still, Amy. Papa having always intended to go to town
himself, in the spring, - you see, if Edmund and I were married here,
we might go off to Florence, where papa might join us, and we might
all three travel home together. Mr Merdle has entreated Pa to stay
with him in that same mansion I have mentioned, and I suppose he
will. But he is master of his own actions; and upon that point (which
is not at all material) I can't speak positively.' The difference between
papa's being master of his own actions and Mr Sparkler's being
nothing of the sort, was forcibly expressed by Fanny in her manner of
stating the case. Not that her sister noticed it; for she was divided
between regret at the coming separation, and a lingering wish that she
had been included in the plans for visiting England.

'And these are the arrangements, Fanny dear?'

'Arrangements!' repeated Fanny. 'Now, really, child, you are a little

trying. You know I particularly guarded myself against laying my
words open to any such construction. What I said was, that certain
questions present themselves; and these are the questions.'

Little Dorrit's thoughtful eyes met hers, tenderly and quietly.

'Now, my own sweet girl,' said Fanny, weighing her bonnet by the
strings with considerable impatience, 'it's no use staring. A little owl
could stare. I look to you for advice, Amy. What do you advise me to
do?'

'Do you think,' asked Little Dorrit, persuasively, after a short

hesitation, 'do you think, Fanny, that if you were to put it off for a few
months, it might be, considering all things, best?'

'No, little Tortoise,' retorted Fanny, with exceeding sharpness. 'I don't
think anything of the kind.'

Here, she threw her bonnet from her altogether, and flounced into a
chair. But, becoming affectionate almost immediately, she flounced
out of it again, and kneeled down on the floor to take her sister, chair
and all, in her arms.

'Don't suppose I am hasty or unkind, darling, because I really am not.

But you are such a little oddity! You make one bite your head off,
when one wants to be soothing beyond everything. Didn't I tell you,
you dearest baby, that Edmund can't be trusted by himself? And don't
you know that he can't?'

'Yes, yes, Fanny. You said so, I know.'

'And you know it, I know,' retorted Fanny. 'Well, my precious child! If
he is not to be trusted by himself, it follows, I suppose, that I should
go with him?'

'It - seems so, love,' said Little Dorrit.

'Therefore, having heard the arrangements that are feasible to carry

out that object, am I to understand, dearest Amy, that on the whole
you advise me to make them?'
'It - seems so, love,' said Little Dorrit again.

'Very well,' cried Fanny with an air of resignation, 'then I suppose it

must be done! I came to you, my sweet, the moment I saw the doubt,
and the necessity of deciding. I have now decided. So let it be.'

After yielding herself up, in this pattern manner, to sisterly advice and
the force of circumstances, Fanny became quite benignant: as one
who had laid her own inclinations at the feet of her dearest friend, and
felt a glow of conscience in having made the sacrifice. 'After all, my
Amy,' she said to her sister, 'you are the best of small creatures, and
full of good sense; and I don't know what I shall ever do without you!'

With which words she folded her in a closer embrace, and a really
fond one.

'Not that I contemplate doing without You, Amy, by any means, for I
hope we shall ever be next to inseparable. And now, my pet, I am
going to give you a word of advice. When you are left alone here with
Mrs General - '

'I am to be left alone here with Mrs General?' said Little Dorrit, quietly.

'Why, of course, my precious, till papa comes back! Unless you call
Edward company, which he certainly is not, even when he is here, and
still more certainly is not when he is away at Naples or in Sicily. I was
going to say - but you are such a beloved little Marplot for putting one
out - when you are left alone here with Mrs General, Amy, don't you
let her slide into any sort of artful understanding with you that she is
looking after Pa, or that Pa is looking after her. She will if she can. I
know her sly manner of feeling her way with those gloves of hers. But
don't you comprehend her on any account. And if Pa should tell you
when he comes back, that he has it in contemplation to make Mrs
General your mama (which is not the less likely because I am going
away), my advice to you is, that you say at once,’ Papa, I beg to object
most strongly. Fanny cautioned me about this, and she objected, and
I object.’ I don't mean to say that any objection from you, Amy, is
likely to be of the smallest effect, or that I think you likely to make it
with any degree of firmness. But there is a principle involved - a filial
principle - and I implore you not to submit to be mother-in-lawed by
Mrs General, without asserting it in making every one about you as
uncomfortable as possible. I don't expect you to stand by it - indeed, I
know you won't, Pa being concerned - but I wish to rouse you to a
sense of duty. As to any help from me, or as to any opposition that I
can offer to such a match, you shall not be left in the lurch , my love.
Whatever weight I may derive from my position as a married girl not
wholly devoid of attractions - used, as that position always shall be, to
oppose that woman - I will bring to bear, you May depend upon it, on
the head and false hair (for I am confident it's not all real, ugly as it is
and unlikely as it appears that any One in their Senses would go to
the expense of buying it) of Mrs General!' Little Dorrit received this
counsel without venturing to oppose it but without giving Fanny any
reason to believe that she intended to act upon it. Having now, as it
were, formally wound up her single life and arranged her worldly
affairs, Fanny proceeded with characteristic ardour to prepare for the
serious change in her condition.

The preparation consisted in the despatch of her maid to Paris under

the protection of the Courier, for the purchase of that outfit for a bride
on which it would be extremely low, in the present narrative, to
bestow an English name, but to which (on a vulgar principle it
observes of adhering to the language in which it professes to be
written) it declines to give a French one. The rich and beautiful
wardrobe purchased by these agents, in the course of a few weeks
made its way through the intervening country, bristling with custom-
houses, garrisoned by an immense army of shabby mendicants in
uniform who incessantly repeated the Beggar's Petition over it, as if
every individual warrior among them were the ancient Belisarius: and
of whom there were so many Legions, that unless the Courier had
expended just one bushel and a half of silver money relieving their
distresses, they would have worn the wardrobe out before it got to
Rome, by turning it over and over. Through all such dangers, however,
it was triumphantly brought, inch by inch, and arrived at its journey's
end in fine condition.

There it was exhibited to select companies of female viewers, in whose

gentle bosoms it awakened implacable feelings. Concurrently, active
preparations were made for the day on which some of its treasures
were to be publicly displayed. Cards of breakfast- invitation were sent
out to half the English in the city of Romulus; the other half made
arrangements to be under arms, as criticising volunteers, at various
outer points of the solemnity. The most high and illustrious English
Signor Edgardo Dorrit, came post through the deep mud and ruts
(from forming a surface under the improving Neapolitan nobility), to
grace the occasion. The best hotel and all its culinary myrmidons,
were set to work to prepare the feast. The drafts of Mr Dorrit almost
constituted a run on the Torlonia Bank. The British Consul hadn't
had such a marriage in the whole of his Consularity.

The day came, and the She-Wolf in the Capitol might have snarled
with envy to see how the Island Savages contrived these things now-
a-days. The murderous-headed statues of the wicked Emperors of the
Soldiery, whom sculptors had not been able to flatter out of their
villainous hideousness, might have come off their pedestals to run
away with the Bride. The choked old fountain, where erst the
gladiators washed, might have leaped into life again to honour the
ceremony. The Temple of Vesta might have sprung up anew from its
ruins, expressly to lend its countenance to the occasion. Might have
done; but did not. Like sentient things - even like the lords and ladies
of creation sometimes - might have done much, but did nothing. The
celebration went off with admirable pomp; monks in black robes,
white robes, and russet robes stopped to look after the carriages;
wandering peasants in fleeces of sheep, begged and piped under the
house-windows; the English volunteers defiled; the day wore on to the
hour of vespers; the festival wore away; the thousand churches rang
their bells without any reference to it; and St Peter denied that he had
anything to do with it.

But by that time the Bride was near the end of the first day's journey
towards Florence. It was the peculiarity of the nuptials that they were
all Bride. Nobody noticed the Bridegroom. Nobody noticed the first
Bridesmaid. Few could have seen Little Dorrit (who held that post) for
the glare, even supposing many to have sought her. So, the Bride had
mounted into her handsome chariot, incidentally accompanied by the
Bridegroom; and after rolling for a few minutes smoothly over a fair
pavement, had begun to jolt through a Slough of Despond, and
through a long, long avenue of wrack and ruin. Other nuptial
carriages are said to have gone the same road, before and since.

If Little Dorrit found herself left a little lonely and a little low that
night, nothing would have done so much against her feeling of
depression as the being able to sit at work by her father, as in the old
time, and help him to his supper and his rest. But that was not to be
thought of now, when they sat in the state-equipage with Mrs General
on the coach-box. And as to supper! If Mr Dorrit had wanted supper,
there was an Italian cook and there was a Swiss confectioner, who
must have put on caps as high as the Pope's Mitre, and have
performed the mysteries of Alchemists in a copper- saucepaned
laboratory below, before he could have got it.

He was sententious and didactic that night. If he had been simply

loving, he would have done Little Dorrit more good; but she accepted
him as he was - when had she not accepted him as he was ! - and
made the most and best of him. Mrs General at length retired. Her
retirement for the night was always her frostiest ceremony, as if she
felt it necessary that the human imagination should be chilled into
stone to prevent its following her. When she had gone through her
rigid preliminaries, amounting to a sort of genteel platoon-exercise,
she withdrew. Little Dorrit then put her arm round her father's neck,
to bid him good night.

'Amy, my dear,' said Mr Dorrit, taking her by the hand, 'this is the
close of a day, that has - ha - greatly impressed and gratified me.' 'A
little tired you, dear, too?'
'No,' said Mr Dorrit, 'no: I am not sensible of fatigue when it arises
from an occasion so - hum - replete with gratification of the purest
kind.'

Little Dorrit was glad to find him in such heart, and smiled from her
own heart.

'My dear,' he continued, 'this is an occasion - ha - teeming with a good

example. With a good example, my favourite and attached child -
hum - to you.'

Little Dorrit, fluttered by his words, did not know what to say, though
he stopped as if he expected her to say something.

'Amy,' he resumed; 'your dear sister, our Fanny, has contracted ha

hum - a marriage, eminently calculated to extend the basis of our -
ha - connection, and to - hum - consolidate our social relations. My
love, I trust that the time is not far distant when some - ha - eligible
partner may be found for you.'

'Oh no! Let me stay with you. I beg and pray that I may stay with you!
I want nothing but to stay and take care of you!' She said it like one in
sudden alarm.

'Nay, Amy, Amy,' said Mr Dorrit. 'This is weak and foolish, weak and
foolish. You have a - ha - responsibility imposed upon you by your
position. It is to develop that position, and be - hum - worthy of that
position. As to taking care of me; I can - ha - take care of myself. Or,'
he added after a moment, 'if I should need to be taken care of, I - hum
- can, with the - ha - blessing of Providence, be taken care of, I - ha
hum - I cannot, my dear child, think of engrossing, and - ha - as it
were, sacrificing you.'

O what a time of day at which to begin that profession of self- denial;

at which to make it, with an air of taking credit for it; at which to
believe it, if such a thing could be!

'Don't speak, Amy. I positively say I cannot do it. I - ha - must not do

it. My - hum - conscience would not allow it. I therefore, my love, take
the opportunity afforded by this gratifying and impressive occasion of
- ha - solemnly remarking, that it is now a cherished wish and
purpose of mine to see you - ha - eligibly (I repeat eligibly) married.'

'Oh no, dear! Pray!'

'Amy,' said Mr Dorrit, 'I am well persuaded that if the topic were
referred to any person of superior social knowledge, of superior
delicacy and sense - let us say, for instance, to - ha - Mrs General -
that there would not be two opinions as to the - hum - affectionate
character and propriety of my sentiments. But, as I know your loving
and dutiful nature from - hum - from experience, I am quite satisfied
that it is necessary to say no more. I have - hum - no husband to
propose at present, my dear: I have not even one in view. I merely
wish that we should - ha - understand each other. Hum. Good night,
my dear and sole remaining daughter. Good night.

God bless you!'

If the thought ever entered Little Dorrit's head that night, that he
could give her up lightly now in his prosperity, and when he had it in
his mind to replace her with a second wife, she drove it away. Faithful
to him still, as in the worst times through which she had borne him
single-handed, she drove the thought away; and entertained no harder
reflection, in her tearful unrest, than that he now saw everything
through their wealth, and through the care he always had upon him
that they should continue rich, and grow richer.

They sat in their equipage of state, with Mrs General on the box, for
three weeks longer, and then he started for Florence to join Fanny.
Little Dorrit would have been glad to bear him company so far, only
for the sake of her own love, and then to have turned back alone,
thinking of dear England. But, though the Courier had gone on with
the Bride, the Valet was next in the line; and the succession would not
have come to her, as long as any one could be got for money.

Mrs General took life easily - as easily, that is, as she could take
anything - when the Roman establishment remained in their sole
occupation; and Little Dorrit would often ride out in a hired carriage
that was left them, and alight alone and wander among the ruins of
old Rome. The ruins of the vast old Amphitheatre, of the old Temples,
of the old commemorative Arches, of the old trodden highways, of the
old tombs, besides being what they were, to her were ruins of the old
Marshalsea - ruins of her own old life - ruins of the faces and forms
that of old peopled it - ruins of its loves, hopes, cares, and joys. Two
ruined spheres of action and suffering were before the solitary girl
often sitting on some broken fragment; and in the lonely places, under
the blue sky, she saw them both together.

Up, then, would come Mrs General; taking all the colour out of
everything, as Nature and Art had taken it out of herself; writing
Prunes and Prism, in Mr Eustace's text, wherever she could lay a
hand; looking everywhere for Mr Eustace and company, and seeing
nothing else; scratching up the driest little bones of antiquity, and
bolting them whole without any human visitings - like a Ghoule in
gloves.
Chapter LII - Getting On

The newly married pair, on their arrival in Harley Street, Cavendish

Square, London, were received by the Chief Butler. That great man
was not interested in them, but on the whole endured them. People
must continue to be married and given in marriage, or Chief Butlers
would not be wanted. As nations are made to be taxed, so families are
made to be butlered. The Chief Butler, no doubt, reflected that the
course of nature required the wealthy population to be kept up, on his
account.

He therefore condescended to look at the carriage from the Hall- door

without frowning at it, and said, in a very handsome way, to one of his
men, 'Thomas, help with the luggage.' He even escorted the Bride up-
stairs into Mr Merdle's presence; but this must be considered as an
act of homage to the sex (of which he was an admirer, being
notoriously captivated by the charms of a certain Duchess), and not
as a committal of himself with the family.

Mr Merdle was slinking about the hearthrug, waiting to welcome Mrs

Sparkler. His hand seemed to retreat up his sleeve as he advanced to
do so, and he gave her such a superfluity of coat-cuff that it was like
being received by the popular conception of Guy Fawkes. When he put
his lips to hers, besides, he took himself into custody by the wrists,
and backed himself among the ottomans and chairs and tables as if
he were his own Police officer, saying to himself, 'Now, none of that!
Come! I've got you, you know, and you go quietly along with me!'

Mrs Sparkler, installed in the rooms of state - the innermost

sanctuary of down, silk, chintz, and fine linen - felt that so far her
triumph was good, and her way made, step by step. On the day before
her marriage, she had bestowed on Mrs Merdle's maid with an air of
gracious indifference, in Mrs Merdle's presence, a trifling little
keepsake (bracelet, bonnet, and two dresses, all new) about four times
as valuable as the present formerly made by Mrs Merdle to her. She
was now established in Mrs Merdle's own rooms, to which some extra
touches had been given to render them more worthy of her
occupation. In her mind's eye, as she lounged there, surrounded by
every luxurious accessory that wealth could obtain or invention
devise, she saw the fair bosom that beat in unison with the exultation
of her thoughts, competing with the bosom that had been famous so
long, outshining it, and deposing it. Happy? Fanny must have been
happy. No more wishing one's self dead now.

The Courier had not approved of Mr Dorrit's staying in the house of a

friend, and had preferred to take him to an hotel in Brook Street,
Grosvenor Square. Mr Merdle ordered his carriage to be ready early in
the morning that he might wait upon Mr Dorrit immediately after
breakfast. Bright the carriage looked, sleek the horses looked,
gleaming the harness looked, luscious and lasting the liveries looked.
A rich, responsible turn-out. An equipage for a Merdle. Early people
looked after it as it rattled along the streets, and said, with awe in
their breath, 'There he goes!'

There he went, until Brook Street stopped him. Then, forth from its
magnificent case came the jewel; not lustrous in itself, but quite the
contrary.

Commotion in the office of the hotel. Merdle! The landlord, though a

gentleman of a haughty spirit who had just driven a pair of thorough-
bred horses into town, turned out to show him up- stairs. The clerks
and servants cut him off by back-passages, and were found
accidentally hovering in doorways and angles, that they might look
upon him. Merdle! O ye sun, moon, and stars, the great man! The rich
man, who had in a manner revised the New Testament, and already
entered into the kingdom of Heaven. The man who could have any one
he chose to dine with him, and who had made the money!

As he went up the stairs, people were already posted on the lower

stairs, that his shadow might fall upon them when he came down. So
were the sick brought out and laid in the track of the Apostle - who
had NOT got into the good society, and had NOT made the money.

Mr Dorrit, dressing-gowned and newspapered, was at his breakfast.

The Courier, with agitation in his voice, announced 'Miss Mairdale!'
Mr Dorrit's overwrought heart bounded as he leaped up.

'Mr Merdle, this is - ha - indeed an honour. Permit me to express the -

hum - sense, the high sense, I entertain of this - ha hum - highly
gratifying act of attention. I am well aware, sir, of the many demands
upon your time, and its - ha - enormous value,' Mr Dorrit could not
say enormous roundly enough for his own satisfaction. 'That you
should - ha - at this early hour, bestow any of your priceless time
upon me, is - ha - a compliment that I acknowledge with the greatest
esteem.' Mr Dorrit positively trembled in addressing the great man.

Mr Merdle uttered, in his subdued, inward, hesitating voice, a few

sounds that were to no purpose whatever; and finally said, 'I am glad
to see you, sir.'

'You are very kind,' said Mr Dorrit. 'Truly kind.' By this time the visitor
was seated, and was passing his great hand over his exhausted
forehead. 'You are well, I hope, Mr Merdle?'

'I am as well as I - yes, I am as well as I usually am,' said Mr Merdle.

'Your occupations must be immense.'

'Tolerably so. But - Oh dear no, there's not much the matter with me,'
said Mr Merdle, looking round the room.

'A little dyspeptic?' Mr Dorrit hinted.

'Very likely. But I - Oh, I am well enough,' said Mr Merdle.

There were black traces on his lips where they met, as if a little train
of gunpowder had been fired there; and he looked like a man who, if
his natural temperament had been quicker, would have been very
feverish that morning. This, and his heavy way of passing his hand
over his forehead, had prompted Mr Dorrit's solicitous inquiries.

'Mrs Merdle,' Mr Dorrit insinuatingly pursued, 'I left, as you will be

prepared to hear, the - ha - observed of all observers, the - hum -
admired of all admirers, the leading fascination and charm of Society
in Rome. She was looking wonderfully well when I quitted it.'

'Mrs Merdle,' said Mr Merdle, 'is generally considered a very attractive

woman. And she is, no doubt. I am sensible of her being SO.'

'Who can be otherwise?' responded Mr Dorrit.

Mr Merdle turned his tongue in his closed mouth - it seemed rather a

stiff and unmanageable tongue - moistened his lips, passed his hand
over his forehead again, and looked all round the room again,
principally under the chairs.

'But,' he said, looking Mr Dorrit in the face for the first time, and
immediately afterwards dropping his eyes to the buttons of Mr Dorrit's
waistcoat; 'if we speak of attractions, your daughter ought to be the
subject of our conversation. She is extremely beautiful. Both in face
and figure, she is quite uncommon. When the young people arrived
last night, I was really surprised to see such charms.'

Mr Dorrit's gratification was such that he said - ha - he could not

refrain from telling Mr Merdle verbally, as he had already done by
letter, what honour and happiness he felt in this union of their
families. And he offered his hand. Mr Merdle looked at the hand for a
little while, took it on his for a moment as if his were a yellow salver or
fish-slice, and then returned it to Mr Dorrit.

'I thought I would drive round the first thing,' said Mr Merdle, 'to offer
my services, in case I can do anything for you; and to say that I hope
you will at least do me the honour of dining with me to-day, and every
day when you are not better engaged during your stay in town.'
Mr Dorrit was enraptured by these attentions.

'Do you stay long, sir?'

'I have not at present the intention,' said Mr Dorrit, 'of - ha -

exceeding a fortnight.'

'That's a very short stay, after so long a journey,' returned Mr Merdle.

'Hum. Yes,' said Mr Dorrit. 'But the truth is - ha - my dear Mr Merdle,

that I find a foreign life so well suited to my health and taste, that I -
hum - have but two objects in my present visit to London. First, the -
ha - the distinguished happiness and - ha - privilege which I now
enjoy and appreciate; secondly, the arrangement - hum - the laying
out, that is to say, in the best way, of - ha, hum - my money.'

'Well, sir,' said Mr Merdle, after turning his tongue again, 'if I can be of
any use to you in that respect, you may command me.'

Mr Dorrit's speech had had more hesitation in it than usual, as he

approached the ticklish topic, for he was not perfectly clear how so
exalted a potentate might take it. He had doubts whether reference to
any individual capital, or fortune, might not seem a wretchedly retail
affair to so wholesale a dealer. Greatly relieved by Mr Merdle's affable
offer of assistance, he caught at it directly, and heaped
acknowledgments upon him.

'I scarcely - ha - dared,' said Mr Dorrit, 'I assure you, to hope for so -
hum - vast an advantage as your direct advice and assistance. Though
of course I should, under any circumstances, like the - ha, hum - rest
of the civilised world, have followed in Mr Merdle's train.'

'You know we may almost say we are related, sir,' said Mr Merdle,
curiously interested in the pattern of the carpet, 'and, therefore, you
may consider me at your service.'

'Ha. Very handsome, indeed!' cried Mr Dorrit. 'Ha. Most handsome!'

'it would not,' said Mr Merdle, 'be at the present moment easy for what
I may call a mere outsider to come into any of the good things - of
course I speak of my own good things - '

'Of course, of course!' cried Mr Dorrit, in a tone implying that there

were no other good things.

' - Unless at a high price. At what we are accustomed to term a very

long figure.'
Mr Dorrit laughed in the buoyancy of his spirit. Ha, ha, ha! Long
figure. Good. Ha. Very expressive to be sure!

'However,' said Mr Merdle, 'I do generally retain in my own hands the

power of exercising some preference - people in general would be
pleased to call it favour - as a sort of compliment for my care and
trouble.' 'And public spirit and genius,' Mr Dorrit suggested.

Mr Merdle, with a dry, swallowing action, seemed to dispose of those

qualities like a bolus; then added, 'As a sort of return for it. I will see,
if you please, how I can exert this limited power (for people are
jealous, and it is limited), to your advantage.' 'You are very good,'
replied Mr Dorrit. 'You are very good.'

'Of course,' said Mr Merdle, 'there must be the strictest integrity and
uprightness in these transactions; there must be the purest faith
between man and man; there must be unimpeached and
unimpeachable confidence; or business could not be carried on.' Mr
Dorrit hailed these generous sentiments with fervour.

'Therefore,' said Mr Merdle, 'I can only give you a preference to a

certain extent.'

'I perceive. To a defined extent,' observed Mr Dorrit.

'Defined extent. And perfectly above-board. As to my advice, however,'

said Mr Merdle, 'that is another matter. That, such as it is - '

Oh! Such as it was! (Mr Dorrit could not bear the faintest appearance
of its being depreciated, even by Mr Merdle himself.)

' - That, there is nothing in the bonds of spotless honour between

myself and my fellow-man to prevent my parting with, if I choose. And
that,' said Mr Merdle, now deeply intent upon a dust-cart that was
passing the windows, 'shall be at your command whenever you think
proper.'

New acknowledgments from Mr Dorrit. New passages of Mr Merdle's

hand over his forehead. Calm and silence. Contemplation of Mr
Dorrit's waistcoat buttons by Mr Merdle.

'My time being rather precious,' said Mr Merdle, suddenly getting up,
as if he had been waiting in the interval for his legs and they had just
come, 'I must be moving towards the City. Can I take you anywhere,
sir? I shall be happy to set you down, or send you on. My carriage is
at your disposal.'
Mr Dorrit bethought himself that he had business at his banker's. His
banker's was in the City. That was fortunate; Mr Merdle would take
him into the City. But, surely, he might not detain Mr Merdle while he
assumed his coat? Yes, he might and must; Mr Merdle insisted on it.
So Mr Dorrit, retiring into the next room, put himself under the hands
of his valet, and in five minutes came back glorious.

Then said Mr Merdle, 'Allow me, sir. Take my arm!' Then leaning on
Mr Merdle's arm, did Mr Dorrit descend the staircase, seeing the
worshippers on the steps, and feeling that the light of Mr Merdle
shone by reflection in himself. Then the carriage, and the ride into the
City; and the people who looked at them; and the hats that flew off
grey heads; and the general bowing and crouching before this
wonderful mortal the like of which prostration of spirit was not to be
seen - no, by high Heaven, no! It may be worth thinking of by Fawners
of all denominations - in Westminster Abbey and Saint Paul's
Cathedral put together, on any Sunday in the year. It was a rapturous
dream to Mr Dorrit to find himself set aloft in this public car of
triumph, making a magnificent progress to that befitting destination,
the golden Street of the Lombards.

There Mr Merdle insisted on alighting and going his way a-foot, and
leaving his poor equipage at Mr Dorrit's disposition. So the dream
increased in rapture when Mr Dorrit came out of the bank alone, and
people looked at him in default of Mr Merdle, and when, with the ears
of his mind, he heard the frequent exclamation as he rolled glibly
along, 'A wonderful man to be Mr Merdle's friend!'

At dinner that day, although the occasion was not foreseen and
provided for, a brilliant company of such as are not made of the dust
of the earth, but of some superior article for the present unknown,
shed their lustrous benediction upon Mr Dorrit's daughter's marriage.
And Mr Dorrit's daughter that day began, in earnest, her competition
with that woman not present; and began it so well that Mr Dorrit
could all but have taken his affidavit, if required, that Mrs Sparkler
had all her life been lying at full length in the lap of luxury, and had
never heard of such a rough word in the English tongue as
Marshalsea.

Next day, and the day after, and every day, all graced by more dinner
company, cards descended on Mr Dorrit like theatrical snow. As the
friend and relative by marriage of the illustrious Merdle, Bar, Bishop,
Treasury, Chorus, Everybody, wanted to make or improve Mr Dorrit's
acquaintance. In Mr Merdle's heap of offices in the City, when Mr
Dorrit appeared at any of them on his business taking him Eastward
(which it frequently did, for it throve amazingly), the name of Dorrit
was always a passport to the great presence of Merdle. So the dream
increased in rapture every hour, as Mr Dorrit felt increasingly sensible
that this connection had brought him forward indeed.

Only one thing sat otherwise than auriferously, and at the same time
lightly, on Mr Dorrit's mind. It was the Chief Butler. That stupendous
character looked at him, in the course of his official looking at the
dinners, in a manner that Mr Dorrit considered questionable. He
looked at him, as he passed through the hall and up the staircase,
going to dinner, with a glazed fixedness that Mr Dorrit did not like.
Seated at table in the act of drinking, Mr Dorrit still saw him through
his wine-glass, regarding him with a cold and ghostly eye. It misgave
him that the Chief Butler must have known a Collegian, and must
have seen him in the College - perhaps had been presented to him.
He looked as closely at the Chief Butler as such a man could be
looked at, and yet he did not recall that he had ever seen him
elsewhere. Ultimately he was inclined to think that there was no
reverence in the man, no sentiment in the great creature. But he was
not relieved by that; for, let him think what he would, the Chief Butler
had him in his supercilious eye, even when that eye was on the plate
and other table-garniture; and he never let him out of it. To hint to
him that this confinement in his eye was disagreeable, or to ask him
what he meant, was an act too daring to venture upon; his severity
with his employers and their visitors being terrific, and he never
permitting himself to be approached with the slightest liberty.
Chapter LIII - Missing

The term of Mr Dorrit's visit was within two days of being out, and he
was about to dress for another inspection by the Chief Butler (whose
victims were always dressed expressly for him), when one of the
servants of the hotel presented himself bearing a card. Mr Dorrit,
taking it, read:

'Mrs Finching.'

The servant waited in speechless deference.

'Man, man,' said Mr Dorrit, turning upon him with grievous

indignation, 'explain your motive in bringing me this ridiculous name.
I am wholly unacquainted with it. Finching, sir?' said Mr Dorrit,
perhaps avenging himself on the Chief Butler by Substitute.

'ha! What do you mean by Finching?'

The man, man, seemed to mean Flinching as much as anything else,

for he backed away from Mr Dorrit's severe regard, as he replied, 'A
lady, sir.'

'I know no such lady, sir,' said Mr Dorrit. 'Take this card away. I know
no Finching of either sex.'

'Ask your pardon, sir. The lady said she was aware she might be
unknown by name. But she begged me to say, sir, that she had
formerly the honour of being acquainted with Miss Dorrit. The lady
said, sir, the youngest Miss Dorrit.'

Mr Dorrit knitted his brows and rejoined, after a moment or two,

'Inform Mrs Finching, sir,' emphasising the name as if the innocent
man were solely responsible for it, 'that she can come up.'

He had reflected, in his momentary pause, that unless she were

admitted she might leave some message, or might say something
below, having a disgraceful reference to that former state of existence.
Hence the concession, and hence the appearance of Flora, piloted in
by the man, man.

'I have not the pleasure,' said Mr Dorrit, standing with the card in his
hand, and with an air which imported that it would scarcely have
been a first-class pleasure if he had had it, 'of knowing either this
name, or yourself, madam. Place a chair, sir.' The responsible man,
with a start, obeyed, and went out on tiptoe. Flora, putting aside her
veil with a bashful tremor upon her, proceeded to introduce herself. At
the same time a singular combination of perfumes was diffused
through the room, as if some brandy had been put by mistake in a
lavender-water bottle, or as if some lavender-water had been put by
mistake in a brandy-bottle.

'I beg Mr Dorrit to offer a thousand apologies and indeed they would
be far too few for such an intrusion which I know must appear
extremely bold in a lady and alone too, but I thought it best upon the
whole however difficult and even apparently improper though Mr F.'s
Aunt would have willingly accompanied me and as a character of great
force and spirit would probably have struck one possessed of such a
knowledge of life as no doubt with so many changes must have been
acquired, for Mr F. himself said frequently that although well
educated in the neighbourhood of Blackheath at as high as eighty
guineas which is a good deal for parents and the plate kept back too
on going away but that is more a meanness than its value that he had
learnt more in his first years as a commercial traveller with a large
commission on the sale of an article that nobody would hear of much
less buy which preceded the wine trade a long time than in the whole
six years in that academy conducted by a college Bachelor, though
why a Bachelor more clever than a married man I do not see and
never did but pray excuse me that is not the point.'

Mr Dorrit stood rooted to the carpet, a statue of mystification.

'I must openly admit that I have no pretensions,' said Flora, 'but
having known the dear little thing which under altered circumstances
appears a liberty but is not so intended and Goodness knows there
was no favour in half-a-crown a-day to such a needle as herself but
quite the other way and as to anything lowering in it far from it the
labourer is worthy of his hire and I am sure I only wish he got it
oftener and more animal food and less rheumatism in the back and
legs poor soul.'

'Madam,' said Mr Dorrit, recovering his breath by a great effort, as the

relict of the late Mr Finching stopped to take hers; 'madam,' said Mr
Dorrit, very red in the face, 'if I understand you to refer to - ha - to
anything in the antecedents of - hum - a daughter of mine, involving -
ha hum - daily compensation, madam, I beg to observe that the - ha -
fact, assuming it - ha - to be fact, never was within my knowledge.
Hum. I should not have permitted it. Ha. Never! Never!'

'Unnecessary to pursue the subject,' returned Flora, 'and would not

have mentioned it on any account except as supposing it a favourable
and only letter of introduction but as to being fact no doubt whatever
and you may set your mind at rest for the very dress I have on now
can prove it and sweetly made though there is no denying that it
would tell better on a better figure for my own is much too fat though
how to bring it down I know not, pray excuse me I am roving off
again.' Mr Dorrit backed to his chair in a stony way, and seated
himself, as Flora gave him a softening look and played with her
parasol.

'The dear little thing,' said Flora, 'having gone off perfectly limp and
white and cold in my own house or at least papa's for though not a
freehold still a long lease at a peppercorn on the morning when Arthur
- foolish habit of our youthful days and Mr Clennam far more adapted
to existing circumstances particularly addressing a stranger and that
stranger a gentleman in an elevated station - communicated the glad
tidings imparted by a person of name of Pancks emboldens me.'

At the mention of these two names, Mr Dorrit frowned, stared,

frowned again, hesitated with his fingers at his lips, as he had
hesitated long ago, and said, 'Do me the favour to - ha - state your
pleasure, madam.'

'Mr Dorrit,' said Flora, 'you are very kind in giving me permission and
highly natural it seems to me that you should be kind for though more
stately I perceive a likeness filled out of course but a likeness still, the
object of my intruding is my own without the slightest consultation
with any human being and most decidedly not with Arthur - pray
excuse me Doyce and Clennam I don't know what I am saying Mr
Clennam solus - for to put that individual linked by a golden chain to
a purple time when all was ethereal out of any anxiety would be worth
to me the ransom of a monarch not that I have the least idea how
much that would come to but using it as the total of all I have in the
world and more.'

Mr Dorrit, without greatly regarding the earnestness of these latter

words, repeated, 'State your pleasure, madam.'

'It's not likely I well know,' said Flora, 'but it's possible and being
possible when I had the gratification of reading in the papers that you
had arrived from Italy and were going back I made up my mind to try
it for you might come across him or hear something of him and if so
what a blessing and relief to all!'

'Allow me to ask, madam,' said Mr Dorrit, with his ideas in wild

confusion, 'to whom - ha - To whom,' he repeated it with a raised voice
in mere desperation, 'you at present allude?'

'To the foreigner from Italy who disappeared in the City as no doubt
you have read in the papers equally with myself,' said Flora, 'not
referring to private sources by the name of Pancks from which one
gathers what dreadfully ill-natured things some people are wicked
enough to whisper most likely judging others by themselves and what
the uneasiness and indignation of Arthur - quite unable to overcome it
Doyce and Clennam - cannot fail to be.'

It happened, fortunately for the elucidation of any intelligible result,

that Mr Dorrit had heard or read nothing about the matter. This
caused Mrs Finching, with many apologies for being in great practical
difficulties as to finding the way to her pocket among the stripes of her
dress at length to produce a police handbill, setting forth that a
foreign gentleman of the name of Blandois, last from Venice, had
unaccountably disappeared on such a night in such a part of the city
of London; that he was known to have entered such a house, at such
an hour; that he was stated by the inmates of that house to have left
it, about so many minutes before midnight; and that he had never
been beheld since. This, with exact particulars of time and locality,
and with a good detailed description of the foreign gentleman who had
so mysteriously vanished, Mr Dorrit read at large.

'Blandois!' said Mr Dorrit. 'Venice! And this description! I know this

gentleman. He has been in my house. He is intimately acquainted
with a gentleman of good family (but in indifferent circumstances), of
whom I am a - hum - patron.'

'Then my humble and pressing entreaty is the more,' said Flora, 'that
in travelling back you will have the kindness to look for this foreign
gentleman along all the roads and up and down all the turnings and
to make inquiries for him at all the hotels and orange-trees and
vineyards and volcanoes and places for he must be somewhere and
why doesn't he come forward and say he's there and clear all parties
up?'

'Pray, madam,' said Mr Dorrit, referring to the handbill again, 'who is

Clennam and Co.? Ha. I see the name mentioned here, in connection
with the occupation of the house which Monsieur Blandois was seen
to enter: who is Clennam and Co.? Is it the individual of whom I had
formerly - hum - some - ha - slight transitory knowledge, and to whom
I believe you have referred? Is it - ha - that person?'

'It's a very different person indeed,' replied Flora, 'with no limbs and
wheels instead and the grimmest of women though his mother.'

'Clennam and Co. a - hum - a mother!' exclaimed Mr Dorrit.

'And an old man besides,' said Flora.

Mr Dorrit looked as if he must immediately be driven out of his mind

by this account. Neither was it rendered more favourable to sanity by
Flora's dashing into a rapid analysis of Mr Flintwinch's cravat, and
describing him, without the lightest boundary line of separation
between his identity and Mrs Clennam's, as a rusty screw in gaiters.
Which compound of man and woman, no limbs, wheels, rusty screw,
grimness, and gaiters, so completely stupefied Mr Dorrit, that he was
a spectacle to be pitied. 'But I would not detain you one moment
longer,' said Flora, upon whom his condition wrought its effect,
though she was quite unconscious of having produced it, 'if you would
have the goodness to give your promise as a gentleman that both in
going back to Italy and in Italy too you would look for this Mr Blandois
high and low and if you found or heard of him make him come
forward for the clearing of all parties.' By that time Mr Dorrit had so
far recovered from his bewilderment, as to be able to say, in a
tolerably connected manner, that he should consider that his duty.
Flora was delighted with her success, and rose to take her leave.

'With a million thanks,' said she, 'and my address upon my card in

case of anything to be communicated personally, I will not send my
love to the dear little thing for it might not be acceptable, and indeed
there is no dear little thing left in the transformation so why do it but
both myself and Mr F.'s Aunt ever wish her well and lay no claim to
any favour on our side you may be sure of that but quite the other
way for what she undertook to do she did and that is more than a
great many of us do, not to say anything of her doing it as Well as it
could be done and I myself am one of them for I have said ever since I
began to recover the blow of Mr F's death that I would learn the Organ
of which I am extremely fond but of which I am ashamed to say I do
not yet know a note, good evening!'

When Mr Dorrit, who attended her to the room-door, had had a little
time to collect his senses, he found that the interview had summoned
back discarded reminiscences which jarred with the Merdle dinner-
table. He wrote and sent off a brief note excusing himself for that day,
and ordered dinner presently in his own rooms at the hotel. He had
another reason for this. His time in London was very nearly out, and
was anticipated by engagements; his plans were made for returning;
and he thought it behoved his importance to pursue some direct
inquiry into the Blandois disappearance, and be in a condition to
carry back to Mr Henry Gowan the result of his own personal
investigation. He therefore resolved that he would take advantage of
that evening's freedom to go down to Clennam and Co.'s, easily to be
found by the direction set forth in the handbill; and see the place, and
ask a question or two there himself.

Having dined as plainly as the establishment and the Courier would

let him, and having taken a short sleep by the fire for his better
recovery from Mrs Finching, he set out in a hackney-cabriolet alone.
The deep bell of St Paul's was striking nine as he passed under the
shadow of Temple Bar, headless and forlorn in these degenerate days.
As he approached his destination through the by-streets and water-
side ways, that part of London seemed to him an uglier spot at such
an hour than he had ever supposed it to be. Many long years had
passed since he had seen it; he had never known much of it; and it
wore a mysterious and dismal aspect in his eyes. So powerfully was
his imagination impressed by it, that when his driver stopped, after
having asked the way more than once, and said to the best of his
belief this was the gateway they wanted, Mr Dorrit stood hesitating,
with the coach-door in his hand, half afraid of the dark look of the
place.

Truly, it looked as gloomy that night as even it had ever looked. Two of
the handbills were posted on the entrance wall, one on either side,
and as the lamp flickered in the night air, shadows passed over them,
not unlike the shadows of fingers following the lines. A watch was
evidently kept upon the place. As Mr Dorrit paused, a man passed in
from over the way, and another man passed out from some dark
corner within; and both looked at him in passing, and both remained
standing about.

As there was only one house in the enclosure, there was no room for
uncertainty, so he went up the steps of that house and knocked.
There was a dim light in two windows on the first-floor. The door gave
back a dreary, vacant sound, as though the house were empty; but it
was not, for a light was visible, and a step was audible, almost
directly. They both came to the door, and a chain grated, and a
woman with her apron thrown over her face and head stood in the
aperture.

'Who is it?' said the woman.

Mr Dorrit, much amazed by this appearance, replied that he was from

Italy, and that he wished to ask a question relative to the missing
person, whom he knew.

'Hi!' cried the woman, raising a cracked voice. 'Jeremiah!'

Upon this, a dry old man appeared, whom Mr Dorrit thought he

identified by his gaiters, as the rusty screw. The woman was Under
apprehensions of the dry old man, for she whisked her apron away as
he approached, and disclosed a pale affrighted face. 'Open the door,
you fool,' said the old man; 'and let the gentleman in.'

Mr Dorrit, not without a glance over his shoulder towards his driver
and the cabriolet, walked into the dim hall. 'Now, sir,' said Mr
Flintwinch, 'you can ask anything here you think proper; there are no
secrets here, sir.'
Before a reply could be made, a strong stern voice, though a woman's,
called from above, 'Who is it?'

'Who is it?' returned Jeremiah. 'More inquiries. A gentleman from

Italy.'

'Bring him up here!'

Mr Flintwinch muttered, as if he deemed that unnecessary; but,

turning to Mr Dorrit, said, 'Mrs Clennam. She will do as she likes. I'll
show you the way.' He then preceded Mr Dorrit up the blackened
staircase; that gentleman, not unnaturally looking behind him on the
road, saw the woman following, with her apron thrown over her head
again in her former ghastly manner.

Mrs Clennam had her books open on her little table. 'Oh!' said she
abruptly, as she eyed her visitor with a steady look. 'You are from
Italy, sir, are you. Well?' Mr Dorrit was at a loss for any more distinct
rejoinder at the moment than 'Ha - well?'

'Where is this missing man? Have you come to give us information

where he is? I hope you have?'

'So far from it, I - hum - have come to seek information.'

'Unfortunately for us, there is none to be got here. Flintwinch, show
the gentleman the handbill. Give him several to take away. Hold the
light for him to read it.'

Mr Flintwinch did as he was directed, and Mr Dorrit read it through,

as if he had not previously seen it; glad enough of the opportunity of
collecting his presence of mind, which the air of the house and of the
people in it had a little disturbed. While his eyes were on the paper, he
felt that the eyes of Mr Flintwinch and of Mrs Clennam were on him.
He found, when he looked up, that this sensation was not a fanciful
one.

'Now you know as much,' said Mrs Clennam, 'as we know, sir. Is Mr
Blandois a friend of yours?'

'No - a - hum - an acquaintance,' answered Mr Dorrit.

'You have no commission from him, perhaps?'

'I? Ha. Certainly not.'

The searching look turned gradually to the floor, after taking Mr

Flintwinch's face in its way. Mr Dorrit, discomfited by finding that he
was the questioned instead of the questioner, applied himself to the
reversal of that unexpected order of things.

'I am - ha - a gentleman of property, at present residing in Italy with

my family, my servants, and - hum - my rather large establishment.
Being in London for a short time on affairs connected with - ha - my
estate, and hearing of this strange disappearance, I wished to make
myself acquainted with the circumstances at first-hand, because there
is - ha hum - an English gentleman in Italy whom I shall no doubt see
on my return, who has been in habits of close and daily intimacy with
Monsieur Blandois. Mr Henry Gowan. You may know the name.'

'Never heard of it.' Mrs Clennam said it, and Mr Flintwinch echoed it.

'Wishing to - ha - make the narrative coherent and consecutive to

him,' said Mr Dorrit, 'may I ask - say, three questions?'

'Thirty, if you choose.'

'Have you known Monsieur Blandois long?'

'Not a twelvemonth. Mr Flintwinch here, will refer to the books and tell
you when, and by whom at Paris he was introduced to us. If that,' Mrs
Clennam added, 'should be any satisfaction to you. It is poor
satisfaction to us.'

'Have you seen him often?'

'No. Twice. Once before, and - ' 'That once,' suggested Mr Flintwinch.

'And that once.'

'Pray, madam,' said Mr Dorrit, with a growing fancy upon him as he

recovered his importance, that he was in some superior way in the
Commission of the Peace; 'pray, madam, may I inquire, for the greater
satisfaction of the gentleman whom I have the honour to - ha - retain,
or protect or let me say to - hum - know - to know - Was Monsieur
Blandois here on business on the night indicated in this present
sheet?'

'On what he called business,' returned Mrs Clennam.

'Is - ha - excuse me - is its nature to be communicated?'

'No.'

It was evidently impracticable to pass the barrier of that reply.

'The question has been asked before,' said Mrs Clennam, 'and the
answer has been, No. We don't choose to publish our transactions,
however unimportant, to all the town. We say, No.'

'I mean, he took away no money with him, for example,' said Mr
Dorrit.

'He took away none of ours, sir, and got none here.'

'I suppose,' observed Mr Dorrit, glancing from Mrs Clennam to Mr

Flintwinch, and from Mr Flintwinch to Mrs Clennam, 'you have no
way of accounting to yourself for this mystery?'

'Why do you suppose so?' rejoined Mrs Clennam.

Disconcerted by the cold and hard inquiry, Mr Dorrit was unable to

assign any reason for his supposing so. 'I account for it, sir,' she
pursued after an awkward silence on Mr Dorrit's part, 'by having no
doubt that he is travelling somewhere, or hiding somewhere.'

'Do you know - ha - why he should hide anywhere?'

'No.'

It was exactly the same No as before, and put another barrier up. 'You
asked me if I accounted for the disappearance to myself,' Mrs
Clennam sternly reminded him, 'not if I accounted for it to you. I do
not pretend to account for it to you, sir. I understand it to be no more
my business to do that, than it is yours to require that.'

Mr Dorrit answered with an apologetic bend of his head. As he

stepped back, preparatory to saying he had no more to ask, he could
not but observe how gloomily and fixedly she sat with her eyes
fastened on the ground, and a certain air upon her of resolute waiting;
also, how exactly the self-same expression was reflected in Mr
Flintwinch, standing at a little distance from her chair, with his eyes
also on the ground, and his right hand softly rubbing his chin.

At that moment, Mistress Affery (of course, the woman with the apron)
dropped the candlestick she held, and cried out, 'There! O good Lord!
there it is again. Hark, Jeremiah! Now!'

If there were any sound at all, it was so slight that she must have
fallen into a confirmed habit of listening for sounds; but Mr Dorrit
believed he did hear a something, like the falling of dry leaves. The
woman's terror, for a very short space, seemed to touch the three; and
they all listened.
Mr Flintwinch was the first to stir. 'Affery, my woman,' said he, sidling
at her with his fists clenched, and his elbows quivering with
impatience to shake her, 'you are at your old tricks. You'll be walking
in your sleep next, my woman, and playing the whole round of your
distempered antics. You must have some physic. When I have shown
this gentleman out, I'll make you up such a comfortable dose, my
woman; such a comfortable dose!'

It did not appear altogether comfortable in expectation to Mistress

Affery; but Jeremiah, without further reference to his healing
medicine, took another candle from Mrs Clennam's table, and said,
'Now, sir; shall I light you down?'

Mr Dorrit professed himself obliged, and went down. Mr Flintwinch

shut him out, and chained him out, without a moment's loss of time.

He was again passed by the two men, one going out and the other
coming in; got into the vehicle he had left waiting, and was driven
away.

Before he had gone far, the driver stopped to let him know that he had
given his name, number, and address to the two men, on their joint
requisition; and also the address at which he had taken Mr Dorrit up,
the hour at which he had been called from his stand and the way by
which he had come. This did not make the night's adventure run any
less hotly in Mr Dorrit's mind, either when he sat down by his fire
again, or when he went to bed. All night he haunted the dismal house,
saw the two people resolutely waiting, heard the woman with her
apron over her face cry out about the noise, and found the body of the
missing Blandois, now buried in the cellar, and now bricked up in a
wall.
Chapter LIV - A Castle In The Air

Manifold are the cares of wealth and state. Mr Dorrit's satisfaction in

remembering that it had not been necessary for him to announce
himself to Clennam and Co., or to make an allusion to his having had
any knowledge of the intrusive person of that name, had been damped
over-night, while it was still fresh, by a debate that arose within him
whether or no he should take the Marshalsea in his way back, and
look at the old gate. He had decided not to do so; and had astonished
the coachman by being very fierce with him for proposing to go over
London Bridge and recross the river by Waterloo Bridge - a course
which would have taken him almost within sight of his old quarters.
Still, for all that, the question had raised a conflict in his breast; and,
for some odd reason or no reason, he was vaguely dissatisfied. Even at
the Merdle dinner- table next day, he was so out of sorts about it that
he continued at intervals to turn it over and over, in a manner
frightfully inconsistent with the good society surrounding him. It
made him hot to think what the Chief Butler's opinion of him would
have been, if that illustrious personage could have plumbed with that
heavy eye of his the stream of his meditations.

The farewell banquet was of a gorgeous nature, and wound up his

visit in a most brilliant manner. Fanny combined with the attractions
of her youth and beauty, a certain weight of self- sustainment as if
she had been married twenty years. He felt that he could leave her
with a quiet mind to tread the paths of distinction, and wished - but
without abatement of patronage, and without prejudice to the retiring
virtues of his favourite child - that he had such another daughter.

'My dear,' he told her at parting, 'our family looks to you to - ha -

assert its dignity and - hum - maintain its importance. I know you will
never disappoint it.'

'No, papa,' said Fanny, 'you may rely upon that, I think. My best love
to dearest Amy, and I will write to her very soon.'

'Shall I convey any message to - ha - anybody else?' asked Mr Dorrit,

in an insinuating manner.

'Papa,' said Fanny, before whom Mrs General instantly loomed, 'no, I
thank you. You are very kind, Pa, but I must beg to be excused. There
is no other message to send, I thank you, dear papa, that it would be
at all agreeable to you to take.'

They parted in an outer drawing-room, where only Mr Sparkler waited

on his lady, and dutifully bided his time for shaking hands. When Mr
Sparkler was admitted to this closing audience, Mr Merdle came
creeping in with not much more appearance of arms in his sleeves
than if he had been the twin brother of Miss Biffin, and insisted on
escorting Mr Dorrit down-stairs. All Mr Dorrit's protestations being in
vain, he enjoyed the honour of being accompanied to the hall-door by
this distinguished man, who (as Mr Dorrit told him in shaking hands
on the step) had really overwhelmed him with attentions and services
during this memorable visit. Thus they parted; Mr Dorrit entering his
carriage with a swelling breast, not at all sorry that his Courier, who
had come to take leave in the lower regions, should have an
opportunity of beholding the grandeur of his departure.

The aforesaid grandeur was yet full upon Mr Dorrit when he alighted
at his hotel. Helped out by the Courier and some half-dozen of the
hotel servants, he was passing through the hall with a serene
magnificence, when lo! a sight presented itself that struck him dumb
and motionless. John Chivery, in his best clothes, with his tall hat
under his arm, his ivory-handled cane genteelly embarrassing his
deportment, and a bundle of cigars in his hand!

'Now, young man,' said the porter. 'This is the gentleman. This young
man has persisted in waiting, sir, saying you would be glad to see
him.'

Mr Dorrit glared on the young man, choked, and said, in the mildest
of tones, 'Ah! Young John! It is Young John, I think; is it not?'

'Yes, sir,' returned Young John.

'I - ha - thought it was Young john!' said Mr Dorrit. 'The young man
may come up,' turning to the attendants, as he passed on: 'oh yes, he
may come up. Let Young John follow. I will speak to him above.'

Young John followed, smiling and much gratified. Mr Dorrit's rooms

were reached. Candles were lighted. The attendants withdrew.

'Now, sir,' said Mr Dorrit, turning round upon him and seizing him by
the collar when they were safely alone. 'What do you mean by this?'

The amazement and horror depicted in the unfortunate john's face -

for he had rather expected to be embraced next - were of that
powerfully expressive nature that Mr Dorrit withdrew his hand and
merely glared at him.

'How dare you do this?' said Mr Dorrit. 'How do you presume to come
here? How dare you insult me?'

'I insult you, sir?' cried Young John. 'Oh!'

'Yes, sir,' returned Mr Dorrit. 'Insult me. Your coming here is an
affront, an impertinence, an audacity. You are not wanted here.

Who sent you here? What - ha - the Devil do you do here?'

'I thought, sir,' said Young John, with as pale and shocked a face as
ever had been turned to Mr Dorrit's in his life - even in his College life:
'I thought, sir, you mightn't object to have the goodness to accept a
bundle - '

'Damn your bundle, sir!' cried Mr Dorrit, in irrepressible rage. 'I - hum
- don't smoke.'

'I humbly beg your pardon, sir. You used to.'

'Tell me that again,' cried Mr Dorrit, quite beside himself, 'and I'll take
the poker to you!'

John Chivery backed to the door.

'Stop, sir!' cried Mr Dorrit. 'Stop! Sit down. Confound you,

sit down!'

John Chivery dropped into the chair nearest the door, and Mr Dorrit
walked up and down the room; rapidly at first; then, more slowly.
Once, he went to the window, and stood there with his forehead
against the glass. All of a sudden, he turned and said:

'What else did you come for, Sir?'

'Nothing else in the world, sir. Oh dear me! Only to say, Sir, that I
hoped you was well, and only to ask if Miss Amy was Well?'

'What's that to you, sir?' retorted Mr Dorrit.

'It's nothing to me, sir, by rights. I never thought of lessening the

distance betwixt us, I am sure. I know it's a liberty, sir, but I never
thought you'd have taken it ill. Upon my word and honour, sir,' said
Young John, with emotion, 'in my poor way, I am too proud to have
come, I assure you, if I had thought so.'

Mr Dorrit was ashamed. He went back to the window, and leaned his
forehead against the glass for some time. When he turned, he had his
handkerchief in his hand, and he had been wiping his eyes with it,
and he looked tired and ill.
'Young John, I am very sorry to have been hasty with you, but - ha -
some remembrances are not happy remembrances, and - hum - you
shouldn't have come.'

'I feel that now, sir,' returned John Chivery; 'but I didn't before, and
Heaven knows I meant no harm, sir.'

'No. No,' said Mr Dorrit. 'I am - hum - sure of that. Ha. Give me your
hand, Young John, give me your hand.'

Young John gave it; but Mr Dorrit had driven his heart out of it, and
nothing could change his face now, from its white, shocked look.

'There!' said Mr Dorrit, slowly shaking hands with him. 'Sit down
again, Young John.'

'Thank you, sir - but I'd rather stand.'

Mr Dorrit sat down instead. After painfully holding his head a little
while, he turned it to his visitor, and said, with an effort to be easy:

'And how is your father, Young John? How - ha - how are they all,
Young John?'

'Thank you, sir, They're all pretty well, sir. They're not any ways
complaining.'

'Hum. You are in your - ha - old business I see, John?' said Mr Dorrit,
with a glance at the offending bundle he had anathematised.

'Partly, sir. I am in my' - John hesitated a little - 'father's business

likewise.'

'Oh indeed!' said Mr Dorrit. 'Do you - ha hum - go upon the ha - '

'Lock, sir? Yes, sir.'

'Much to do, John?'

'Yes, sir; we're pretty heavy at present. I don't know how it is, but we
generally ARE pretty heavy.'

'At this time of the year, Young John?'

'Mostly at all times of the year, sir. I don't know the time that makes
much difference to us. I wish you good night, sir.'
'Stay a moment, John - ha - stay a moment. Hum. Leave me the
cigars, John, I - ha - beg.'

'Certainly, sir.' John put them, with a trembling hand, on the table.

'Stay a moment, Young John; stay another moment. It would be a - ha

- a gratification to me to send a little - hum - Testimonial, by such a
trusty messenger, to be divided among - ha hum - them - them -
according to their wants. Would you object to take

it, John?'

'Not in any ways, sir. There's many of them, I'm sure, that would be
the better for it.'

'Thank you, John. I - ha - I'll write it, John.'

His hand shook so that he was a long time writing it, and wrote it in a
tremulous scrawl at last. It was a cheque for one hundred pounds. He
folded it up, put it in Young john's hand, and pressed the hand in his.

'I hope you'll - ha - overlook - hum - what has passed, John.'

'Don't speak of it, sir, on any accounts. I don't in any ways bear
malice, I'm sure.'

But nothing while John was there could change John's face to its
natural colour and expression, or restore John's natural manner.

'And, John,' said Mr Dorrit, giving his hand a final pressure, and
releasing it, 'I hope we - ha - agree that we have spoken together in
confidence; and that you will abstain, in going out, from saying
anything to any one that might - hum - suggest that - ha - once I - '

'Oh! I assure you, sir,' returned John Chivery, 'in my poor humble
way, sir, I'm too proud and honourable to do it, sir.'

Mr Dorrit was not too proud and honourable to listen at the door that
he might ascertain for himself whether John really went straight out,
or lingered to have any talk with any one. There was no doubt that he
went direct out at the door, and away down the street with a quick
step. After remaining alone for an hour, Mr Dorrit rang for the
Courier, who found him with his chair on the hearth-rug, sitting with
his back towards him and his face to the fire. 'You can take that
bundle of cigars to smoke on the journey, if you like,' said Mr Dorrit,
with a careless wave of his hand. 'Ha - brought by - hum - little
offering from - ha - son of old tenant of mine.'
Next morning's sun saw Mr Dorrit's equipage upon the Dover road,
where every red-jacketed postilion was the sign of a cruel house,
established for the unmerciful plundering of travellers. The whole
business of the human race, between London and Dover, being
spoliation, Mr Dorrit was waylaid at Dartford, pillaged at Gravesend,
rifled at Rochester, fleeced at Sittingbourne, and sacked at
Canterbury. However, it being the Courier's business to get him out of
the hands of the banditti, the Courier brought him off at every stage;
and so the red-jackets went gleaming merrily along the spring
landscape, rising and falling to a regular measure, between Mr Dorrit
in his snug corner and the next chalky rise in the dusty highway.

Another day's sun saw him at Calais. And having now got the Channel
between himself and John Chivery, he began to feel safe, and to find
that the foreign air was lighter to breathe than the air of England.

On again by the heavy French roads for Paris. Having now quite
recovered his equanimity, Mr Dorrit, in his snug corner, fell to castle-
building as he rode along. It was evident that he had a very large
castle in hand. All day long he was running towers up, taking towers
down, adding a wing here, putting on a battlement there, looking to
the walls, strengthening the defences, giving ornamental touches to
the interior, making in all respects a superb castle of it. His
preoccupied face so clearly denoted the pursuit in which he was
engaged, that every cripple at the post-houses, not blind, who shoved
his little battered tin-box in at the carriage window for Charity in the
name of Heaven, Charity in the name of our Lady, Charity in the name
of all the Saints, knew as well what work he was at, as their
countryman Le Brun could have known it himself, though he had
made that English traveller the subject of a special physiognomical
treatise.

Arrived at Paris, and resting there three days, Mr Dorrit strolled much
about the streets alone, looking in at the shop-windows, and
particularly the jewellers' windows. Ultimately, he went into the most
famous jeweller's, and said he wanted to buy a little gift for a lady.

It was a charming little woman to whom he said it - a sprightly little

woman, dressed in perfect taste, who came out of a green velvet bower
to attend upon him, from posting up some dainty little books of
account which one could hardly suppose to be ruled for the entry of
any articles more commercial than kisses, at a dainty little shining
desk which looked in itself like a sweetmeat.

For example, then, said the little woman, what species of gift did
Monsieur desire? A love-gift?
Mr Dorrit smiled, and said, Eh, well! Perhaps. What did he know? It
was always possible; the sex being so charming. Would she show him
some?

Most willingly, said the little woman. Flattered and enchanted to show
him many. But pardon! To begin with, he would have the great
goodness to observe that there were love-gifts, and there were nuptial
gifts. For example, these ravishing ear-rings and this necklace so
superb to correspond, were what one called a love- gift. These
brooches and these rings, of a beauty so gracious and celestial, were
what one called, with the permission of Monsieur, nuptial gifts.

Perhaps it would be a good arrangement, Mr Dorrit hinted, smiling, to

purchase both, and to present the love-gift first, and to finish with the
nuptial offering?

Ah Heaven! said the little woman, laying the tips of the fingers of her
two little hands against each other, that would be generous indeed,
that would be a special gallantry! And without doubt the lady so
crushed with gifts would find them irresistible.

Mr Dorrit was not sure of that. But, for example, the sprightly little
woman was very sure of it, she said. So Mr Dorrit bought a gift of each
sort, and paid handsomely for it. As he strolled back to his hotel
afterwards, he carried his head high: having plainly got up his castle
now to a much loftier altitude than the two square towers of Notre
Dame.

Building away with all his might, but reserving the plans of his castle
exclusively for his own eye, Mr Dorrit posted away for Marseilles.
Building on, building on, busily, busily, from morning to night. Falling
asleep, and leaving great blocks of building materials dangling in the
air; waking again, to resume work and get them into their places.
What time the Courier in the rumble, smoking Young john's best
cigars, left a little thread of thin light smoke behind - perhaps as he
built a castle or two with stray pieces of Mr Dorrit's money.

Not a fortified town that they passed in all their journey was as strong,
not a Cathedral summit was as high, as Mr Dorrit's castle. Neither the
Saone nor the Rhone sped with the swiftness of that peerless building;
nor was the Mediterranean deeper than its foundations; nor were the
distant landscapes on the Cornice road, nor the hills and bay of
Genoa the Superb, more beautiful. Mr Dorrit and his matchless castle
were disembarked among the dirty white houses and dirtier felons of
Civita Vecchia, and thence scrambled on to Rome as they could,
through the filth that festered on the way.
Chapter LV - The Storming Of The Castle In The Air

The sun had gone down full four hours, and it was later than most
travellers would like it to be for finding themselves outside the walls of
Rome, when Mr Dorrit's carriage, still on its last wearisome stage,
rattled over the solitary Campagna. The savage herdsmen and the
fierce-looking peasants who had chequered the way while the light
lasted, had all gone down with the sun, and left the wilderness blank.
At some turns of the road, a pale flare on the horizon, like an
exhalation from the ruin-sown land, showed that the city was yet far
off; but this poor relief was rare and short-lived. The carriage dipped
down again into a hollow of the black dry sea, and for a long time
there was nothing visible save its petrified swell and the gloomy sky.

Mr Dorrit, though he had his castle-building to engage his mind,

could not be quite easy in that desolate place. He was far more
curious, in every swerve of the carriage, and every cry of the
postilions, than he had been since he quitted London. The valet on the
box evidently quaked. The Courier in the rumble was not altogether
comfortable in his mind. As often as Mr Dorrit let down the glass and
looked back at him (which was very often), he saw him smoking John
Chivery out, it is true, but still generally standing up the while and
looking about him, like a man who had his suspicions, and kept upon
his guard. Then would Mr Dorrit, pulling up the glass again, reflect
that those postilions were cut-throat looking fellows, and that he
would have done better to have slept at Civita Vecchia, and have
started betimes in the morning. But, for all this, he worked at his
castle in the intervals.

And now, fragments of ruinous enclosure, yawning window-gap and

crazy wall, deserted houses, leaking wells, broken water-tanks,
spectral cypress-trees, patches of tangled vine, and the changing of
the track to a long, irregular, disordered lane where everything was
crumbling away, from the unsightly buildings to the jolting road -
now, these objects showed that they were nearing Rome. And now, a
sudden twist and stoppage of the carriage inspired Mr Dorrit with the
mistrust that the brigand moment was come for twisting him into a
ditch and robbing him; until, letting down the glass again and looking
out, he perceived himself assailed by nothing worse than a funeral
procession, which came mechanically chaunting by, with an indistinct
show of dirty vestments, lurid torches, swinging censers, and a great
cross borne before a priest. He was an ugly priest by torchlight; of a
lowering aspect, with an overhanging brow; and as his eyes met those
of Mr Dorrit, looking bareheaded out of the carriage, his lips, moving
as they chaunted, seemed to threaten that important traveller;
likewise the action of his hand, which was in fact his manner of
returning the traveller's salutation, seemed to come in aid of that
menace. So thought Mr Dorrit, made fanciful by the weariness of
building and travelling, as the priest drifted past him, and the
procession straggled away, taking its dead along with it. Upon their
so-different way went Mr Dorrit's company too; and soon, with their
coach load of luxuries from the two great capitals of Europe, they were
(like the Goths reversed) beating at the gates of Rome.

Mr Dorrit was not expected by his own people that night. He had
been; but they had given him up until to-morrow, not doubting that it
was later than he would care, in those parts, to be out. Thus, when
his equipage stopped at his own gate, no one but the porter appeared
to receive him. Was Miss Dorrit from home? he asked. No. She was
within. Good, said Mr Dorrit to the assembling servants; let them keep
where they were; let them help to unload the carriage; he would find
Miss Dorrit for himself. So he went up his grand staircase, slowly, and
tired, and looked into various chambers which were empty, until he
saw a light in a small ante-room. It was a curtained nook, like a tent,
within two other rooms; and it looked warm and bright in colour, as
he approached it through the dark avenue they made.

There was a draped doorway, but no door; and as he stopped here,

looking in unseen, he felt a pang. Surely not like jealousy? For why
like jealousy? There was only his daughter and his brother there: he,
with his chair drawn to the hearth, enjoying the warmth of the
evening wood fire; she seated at a little table, busied with some
embroidery work. Allowing for the great difference in the still-life of the
picture, the figures were much the same as of old; his brother being
sufficiently like himself to represent himself, for a moment, in the
composition. So had he sat many a night, over a coal fire far away; so
had she sat, devoted to him. Yet surely there was nothing to be
jealous of in the old miserable poverty. Whence, then, the pang in his
heart?

'Do you know, uncle, I think you are growing young again?'

Her uncle shook his head and said, 'Since when, my dear; since
when?'

'I think,' returned Little Dorrit, plying her needle, 'that you have been
growing younger for weeks past. So cheerful, uncle, and so ready, and
so interested.'

'My dear child - all you.'

'All me, uncle!'

'Yes, yes. You have done me a world of good. You have been so
considerate of me, and so tender with me, and so delicate in trying to
hide your attentions from me, that I - well, well, well! It's treasured
up, my darling, treasured up.'

'There is nothing in it but your own fresh fancy, uncle,' said Little
Dorrit, cheerfully.

'Well, well, well!' murmured the old man. 'Thank God!'

She paused for an instant in her work to look at him, and her look
revived that former pain in her father's breast; in his poor weak
breast, so full of contradictions, vacillations, inconsistencies, the little
peevish perplexities of this ignorant life, mists which the morning
without a night only can clear away.

'I have been freer with you, you see, my dove,' said the old man, 'since
we have been alone. I say, alone, for I don't count Mrs General; I don't
care for her; she has nothing to do with me. But I know Fanny was
impatient of me. And I don't wonder at it, or complain of it, for I am
sensible that I must be in the way, though I try to keep out of it as
well as I can. I know I am not fit company for our company. My
brother William,' said the old man admiringly, 'is fit company for
monarchs; but not so your uncle, my dear. Frederick Dorrit is no
credit to William Dorrit, and he knows it quite well. Ah! Why, here's
your father, Amy! My dear William, welcome back! My beloved brother,
I am rejoiced to see you!'

(Turning his head in speaking, he had caught sight of him as he stood

in the doorway.)

Little Dorrit with a cry of pleasure put her arms about her father's
neck, and kissed him again and again. Her father was a little
impatient, and a little querulous. 'I am glad to find you at last, Amy,'
he said. 'Ha. Really I am glad to find - hum - any one to receive me at
last. I appear to have been - ha - so little expected, that upon my word
I began - ha hum - to think it might be right to offer an apology for -
ha - taking the liberty of coming back at all.'

'It was so late, my dear William,' said his brother, 'that we had given
you up for to-night.'

'I am stronger than you, dear Frederick,' returned his brother with an
elaboration of fraternity in which there was severity; 'and I hope I can
travel without detriment at - ha - any hour I choose.'

'Surely, surely,' returned the other, with a misgiving that he had given
offence. 'Surely, William.'
'Thank you, Amy,' pursued Mr Dorrit, as she helped him to put off his
wrappers. 'I can do it without assistance. I - ha - need not trouble you,
Amy. Could I have a morsel of bread and a glass of wine, or - hum -
would it cause too much inconvenience?'

'Dear father, you shall have supper in a very few minutes.'

'Thank you, my love,' said Mr Dorrit, with a reproachful frost upon

him; 'I - ha - am afraid I am causing inconvenience. Hum. Mrs
General pretty well?'

'Mrs General complained of a headache, and of being fatigued; and so,

when we gave you up, she went to bed, dear.'

Perhaps Mr Dorrit thought that Mrs General had done well in being
overcome by the disappointment of his not arriving. At any rate, his
face relaxed, and he said with obvious satisfaction, 'Extremely sorry to
hear that Mrs General is not well.'

During this short dialogue, his daughter had been observant of him,
with something more than her usual interest. It would seem as
though he had a changed or worn appearance in her eyes, and he
perceived and resented it; for he said with renewed peevishness, when
he had divested himself of his travelling-cloak, and had come to the
fire: 'Amy, what are you looking at? What do you see in me that
causes you to - ha - concentrate your solicitude on me in that - hum -
very particular manner?'

'I did not know it, father; I beg your pardon. It gladdens my eyes to see
you again; that's all.'

'Don't say that's all, because - ha - that's not all. You - hum - you
think,' said Mr Dorrit, with an accusatory emphasis, 'that I am not
looking well.' 'I thought you looked a little tired, love.'

'Then you are mistaken,' said Mr Dorrit. 'Ha, I am not tired. Ha, hum.
I am very much fresher than I was when I went away.'

He was so inclined to be angry that she said nothing more in her

justification, but remained quietly beside him embracing his arm. As
he stood thus, with his brother on the other side, he fell into a heavy
doze, of not a minute's duration, and awoke with a start.

'Frederick,' he said, turning to his brother: 'I recommend you to go to

bed immediately.'

'No, William. I'll wait and see you sup.'

'Frederick,' he retorted, 'I beg you to go to bed. I - ha - make it a
personal request that you go to bed. You ought to have been in bed
long ago. You are very feeble.'

'Hah!' said the old man, who had no wish but to please him. 'Well,
well, well! I dare say I am.'

'My dear Frederick,' returned Mr Dorrit, with an astonishing

superiority to his brother's failing powers, 'there can be no doubt of it.
It is painful to me to see you so weak. Ha. It distresses me. Hum. I
don't find you looking at all well. You are not fit for this sort of thing.
You should be more careful, you should be very careful.'

'Shall I go to bed?' asked Frederick.

'Dear Frederick,' said Mr Dorrit, 'do, I adjure you! Good night, brother.
I hope you will be stronger to-morrow. I am not at all pleased with
your looks. Good night, dear fellow.' After dismissing his brother in
this gracious way, he fell into a doze again before the old man was
well out of the room: and he would have stumbled forward upon the
logs, but for his daughter's restraining hold.

'Your uncle wanders very much, Amy,' he said, when he was thus
roused. 'He is less - ha - coherent, and his conversation is more -
hum - broken, than I have - ha, hum - ever known. Has he had any
illness since I have been gone?' 'No, father.'

'You - ha - see a great change in him, Amy?'

'I have not observed it, dear.'

'Greatly broken,' said Mr Dorrit. 'Greatly broken. My poor,

affectionate, failing Frederick! Ha. Even taking into account what he
was before, he is - hum - sadly broken!'

His supper, which was brought to him there, and spread upon the
little table where he had seen her working, diverted his attention.

She sat at his side as in the days that were gone, for the first time
since those days ended. They were alone, and she helped him to his
meat and poured out his drink for him, as she had been used to do in
the prison. All this happened now, for the first time since their
accession to wealth. She was afraid to look at him much, after the
offence he had taken; but she noticed two occasions in the course of
his meal, when he all of a sudden looked at her, and looked about
him, as if the association were so strong that he needed assurance
from his sense of sight that they were not in the old prison-room. Both
times, he put his hand to his head as if he missed his old black cap -
though it had been ignominiously given away in the Marshalsea, and
had never got free to that hour, but still hovered about the yards on
the head of his successor.

He took very little supper, but was a long time over it, and often
reverted to his brother's declining state. Though he expressed the
greatest pity for him, he was almost bitter upon him. He said that
poor Frederick - ha hum - drivelled. There was no other word to
express it; drivelled. Poor fellow! It was melancholy to reflect what
Amy must have undergone from the excessive tediousness of his
Society - wandering and babbling on, poor dear estimable creature,
wandering and babbling on - if it had not been for the relief she had
had in Mrs General. Extremely sorry, he then repeated with his former
satisfaction, that that - ha - superior woman was poorly.

Little Dorrit, in her watchful love, would have remembered the lightest
thing he said or did that night, though she had had no subsequent
reason to recall that night. She always remembered that, when he
looked about him under the strong influence of the old association, he
tried to keep it out of her mind, and perhaps out of his own too, by
immediately expatiating on the great riches and great company that
had encompassed him in his absence, and on the lofty position he and
his family had to sustain. Nor did she fail to recall that there were two
under-currents, side by side, pervading all his discourse and all his
manner; one showing her how well he had got on without her, and
how independent he was of her; the other, in a fitful and unintelligible
way almost complaining of her, as if it had been possible that she had
neglected him while he was away.

His telling her of the glorious state that Mr Merdle kept, and of the
court that bowed before him, naturally brought him to Mrs Merdle. So
naturally indeed, that although there was an unusual want of
sequence in the greater part of his remarks, he passed to her at once,
and asked how she was.

'She is very well. She is going away next week.'

'Home?' asked Mr Dorrit.

'After a few weeks' stay upon the road.'

'She will be a vast loss here,' said Mr Dorrit. 'A vast - ha - acquisition
at home. To Fanny, and to - hum - the rest of the - ha - great world.'

Little Dorrit thought of the competition that was to be entered upon,

and assented very softly.
'Mrs Merdle is going to have a great farewell Assembly, dear, and a
dinner before it. She has been expressing her anxiety that you should
return in time. She has invited both you and me to her dinner.'

'She is - ha - very kind. When is the day?'

'The day after to-morrow.'

'Write round in the morning, and say that I have returned, and shall -
hum - be delighted.'

'May I walk with you up the stairs to your room, dear?'

'No!' he answered, looking angrily round; for he was moving away, as

if forgetful of leave-taking. 'You may not, Amy. I want no help. I am
your father, not your infirm uncle!' He checked himself, as abruptly as
he had broken into this reply, and said, 'You have not kissed me,
Amy. Good night, my dear! We must marry - ha - we must marry YOU,
now.' With that he went, more slowly and more tired, up the staircase
to his rooms, and, almost as soon as he got there, dismissed his valet.
His next care was to look about him for his Paris purchases, and, after
opening their cases and carefully surveying them, to put them away
under lock and key. After that, what with dozing and what with castle-
building, he lost himself for a long time, so that there was a touch of
morning on the eastward rim of the desolate Campagna when he crept
to bed.

Mrs General sent up her compliments in good time next day, and
hoped he had rested well after this fatiguing journey. He sent down
his compliments, and begged to inform Mrs General that he had
rested very well indeed, and was in high condition. Nevertheless, he
did not come forth from his own rooms until late in the afternoon;
and, although he then caused himself to be magnificently arrayed for
a drive with Mrs General and his daughter, his appearance was
scarcely up to his description of himself. As the family had no visitors
that day, its four members dined alone together. He conducted Mrs
General to the seat at his right hand with immense ceremony; and
Little Dorrit could not but notice as she followed with her uncle, both
that he was again elaborately dressed, and that his manner towards
Mrs General was very particular. The perfect formation of that
accomplished lady's surface rendered it difficult to displace an atom of
its genteel glaze, but Little Dorrit thought she descried a slight thaw of
triumph in a corner of her frosty eye.

Notwithstanding what may be called in these pages the Pruney and

Prismatic nature of the family banquet, Mr Dorrit several times fell
asleep while it was in progress. His fits of dozing were as sudden as
they had been overnight, and were as short and profound. When the
first of these slumberings seized him, Mrs General looked almost
amazed: but, on each recurrence of the symptoms, she told her polite
beads, Papa, Potatoes, Poultry, Prunes, and Prism; and, by dint of
going through that infallible performance very slowly, appeared to
finish her rosary at about the same time as Mr Dorrit started from his
sleep.

He was again painfully aware of a somnolent tendency in Frederick

(which had no existence out of his own imagination), and after dinner,
when Frederick had withdrawn, privately apologised to Mrs General
for the poor man. 'The most estimable and affectionate of brothers,' he
said, 'but - ha, hum - broken up altogether. Unhappily, declining fast.'

'Mr Frederick, sir,' quoth Mrs General, 'is habitually absent and
drooping, but let us hope it is not so bad as that.'

Mr Dorrit, however, was determined not to let him off. 'Fast declining,
madam. A wreck. A ruin. Mouldering away before our eyes. Hum.
Good Frederick!'

'You left Mrs Sparkler quite well and happy, I trust?' said Mrs
General, after heaving a cool sigh for Frederick.

'Surrounded,' replied Mr Dorrit, 'by - ha - all that can charm the taste,
and - hum - elevate the mind. Happy, my dear madam, in a - hum -
husband.'

Mrs General was a little fluttered; seeming delicately to put the word
away with her gloves, as if there were no knowing what it might lead
to.

'Fanny,' Mr Dorrit continued. 'Fanny, Mrs General, has high qualities.

Ha. Ambition - hum - purpose, consciousness of - ha - position,
determination to support that position - ha, hum - grace, beauty, and
native nobility.'

'No doubt,' said Mrs General (with a little extra stiffness).

'Combined with these qualities, madam,' said Mr Dorrit, 'Fanny has -

ha - manifested one blemish which has made me - hum - made me
uneasy, and - ha - I must add, angry; but which I trust may now be
considered at an end, even as to herself, and which is undoubtedly at
an end as to - ha - others.'

'To what, Mr Dorrit,' returned Mrs General, with her gloves again
somewhat excited, 'can you allude? I am at a loss to - '

'Do not say that, my dear madam,' interrupted Mr Dorrit.

Mrs General's voice, as it died away, pronounced the words, 'at a loss
to imagine.'

After which Mr Dorrit was seized with a doze for about a minute, out
of which he sprang with spasmodic nimbleness.

'I refer, Mrs General, to that - ha - strong spirit of opposition, or - hum

- I might say - ha - jealousy in Fanny, which has occasionally risen
against the - ha - sense I entertain of - hum - the claims of - ha - the
lady with whom I have now the honour of communing.'

'Mr Dorrit,' returned Mrs General, 'is ever but too obliging, ever but
too appreciative. If there have been moments when I have imagined
that Miss Dorrit has indeed resented the favourable opinion Mr Dorrit
has formed of my services, I have found, in that only too high opinion,
my consolation and recompense.'

'Opinion of your services, madam?' said Mr Dorrit.

'Of,' Mrs General repeated, in an elegantly impressive manner, 'my

services.'

'Of your services alone, dear madam?' said Mr Dorrit.

'I presume,' retorted Mrs General, in her former impressive manner,

'of my services alone. For, to what else,' said Mrs General, with a
slightly interrogative action of her gloves, 'could I impute - '

'To - ha - yourself, Mrs General. Ha, hum. To yourself and your

merits,' was Mr Dorrit's rejoinder.

'Mr Dorrit will pardon me,' said Mrs General, 'if I remark that this is
not a time or place for the pursuit of the present conversation. Mr
Dorrit will excuse me if I remind him that Miss Dorrit is in the
adjoining room, and is visible to myself while I utter her name. Mr
Dorrit will forgive me if I observe that I am agitated, and that I find
there are moments when weaknesses I supposed myself to have
subdued, return with redoubled power. Mr Dorrit will allow me to
withdraw.'

'Hum. Perhaps we may resume this - ha - interesting conversation,'

said Mr Dorrit, 'at another time; unless it should be, what I hope it is
not - hum - in any way disagreeable to - ah - Mrs General.' 'Mr Dorrit,'
said Mrs General, casting down her eyes as she rose with a bend,
'must ever claim my homage and obedience.'

Mrs General then took herself off in a stately way, and not with that
amount of trepidation upon her which might have been expected in a
less remarkable woman. Mr Dorrit, who had conducted his part of the
dialogue with a certain majestic and admiring condescension - much
as some people may be seen to conduct themselves in Church, and to
perform their part in the service - appeared, on the whole, very well
satisfied with himself and with Mrs General too. On the return of that
lady to tea, she had touched herself up with a little powder and
pomatum, and was not without moral enchantment likewise: the
latter showing itself in much sweet patronage of manner towards Miss
Dorrit, and in an air of as tender interest in Mr Dorrit as was
consistent with rigid propriety. At the close of the evening, when she
rose to retire, Mr Dorrit took her by the hand as if he were going to
lead her out into the Piazza of the people to walk a minuet by
moonlight, and with great solemnity conducted her to the room door,
where he raised her knuckles to his lips. Having parted from her with
what may be conjectured to have been a rather bony kiss of a
cosmetic flavour, he gave his daughter his blessing, graciously. And
having thus hinted that there was something remarkable in the wind,
he again went to bed.

He remained in the seclusion of his own chamber next morning; but,

early in the afternoon, sent down his best compliments to Mrs
General, by Mr Tinkler, and begged she would accompany Miss Dorrit
on an airing without him. His daughter was dressed for Mrs Merdle's
dinner before he appeared. He then presented himself in a refulgent
condition as to his attire, but looking indefinably shrunken and old.
However, as he was plainly determined to be angry with her if she so
much as asked him how he was, she only ventured to kiss his cheek,
before accompanying him to Mrs Merdle's with an anxious heart.

The distance that they had to go was very short, but he was at his
building work again before the carriage had half traversed it. Mrs
Merdle received him with great distinction; the bosom was in
admirable preservation, and on the best terms with itself; the dinner
was very choice; and the company was very select.

It was principally English; saving that it comprised the usual French

Count and the usual Italian Marchese - decorative social milestones,
always to be found in certain places, and varying very little in
appearance. The table was long, and the dinner was long; and Little
Dorrit, overshadowed by a large pair of black whiskers and a large
white cravat, lost sight of her father altogether, until a servant put a
scrap of paper in her hand, with a whispered request from Mrs Merdle
that she would read it directly. Mrs Merdle had written on it in pencil,
'Pray come and speak to Mr Dorrit, I doubt if he is well.'

She was hurrying to him, unobserved, when he got up out of his

chair, and leaning over the table called to her, supposing her to be
still in her place:
'Amy, Amy, my child!'

The action was so unusual, to say nothing of his strange eager

appearance and strange eager voice, that it instantaneously caused a
profound silence.

' Amy, my dear,' he repeated. 'Will you go and see if Bob is on the
lock?'

She was at his side, and touching him, but he still perversely
supposed her to be in her seat, and called out, still leaning over the
table, 'Amy, Amy. I don't feel quite myself. Ha. I don't know what's the
matter with me. I particularly wish to see Bob. Ha. Of all the turnkeys,
he's as much my friend as yours. See if Bob is in the lodge, and beg
him to come to me.'

All the guests were now in consternation, and everybody rose.

'Dear father, I am not there; I am here, by you.'

'Oh! You are here, Amy! Good. Hum. Good. Ha. Call Bob. If he has
been relieved, and is not on the lock, tell Mrs Bangham to go and
fetch him.'

She was gently trying to get him away; but he resisted, and would not
go.

'I tell you, child,' he said petulantly, 'I can't be got up the narrow
stairs without Bob. Ha. Send for Bob. Hum. Send for Bob - best of all
the turnkeys - send for Bob!'

He looked confusedly about him, and, becoming conscious of the

number of faces by which he was surrounded, addressed them:

'Ladies and gentlemen, the duty - ha - devolves upon me of - hum -

welcoming you to the Marshalsea! Welcome to the Marshalsea! The
space is - ha - limited - limited - the parade might be wider; but you
will find it apparently grow larger after a time - a time, ladies and
gentlemen - and the air is, all things considered, very good. It blows
over the - ha - Surrey hills. Blows over the Surrey hills. This is the
Snuggery. Hum. Supported by a small subscription of the - ha -
Collegiate body. In return for which - hot water - general kitchen - and
little domestic advantages. Those who are habituated to the - ha -
Marshalsea, are pleased to call me its father. I am accustomed to be
complimented by strangers as the - ha - Father of the Marshalsea.
Certainly, if years of residence may establish a claim to so - ha -
honourable a title, I may accept the - hum - conferred distinction. My
child, ladies and gentlemen. My daughter. Born here!'
She was not ashamed of it, or ashamed of him. She was pale and
frightened; but she had no other care than to soothe him and get him
away, for his own dear sake. She was between him and the wondering
faces, turned round upon his breast with her own face raised to his.
He held her clasped in his left arm, and between whiles her low voice
was heard tenderly imploring him to go away with her.

'Born here,' he repeated, shedding tears. 'Bred here. Ladies and

gentlemen, my daughter. Child of an unfortunate father, but - ha -
always a gentleman. Poor, no doubt, but - hum - proud. Always
proud. It has become a - hum - not infrequent custom for my - ha -
personal admirers - personal admirers solely - to be pleased to express
their desire to acknowledge my semi-official position here, by offering -
ha - little tributes, which usually take the form of - ha - voluntary
recognitions of my humble endeavours to - hum - to uphold a Tone
here - a Tone - I beg it to be understood that I do not consider myself
compromised. Ha. Not compromised. Ha. Not a beggar. No; I repudiate
the title! At the same time far be it from me to - hum - to put upon the
fine feelings by which my partial friends are actuated, the slight of
scrupling to admit that those offerings are - hum - highly acceptable.
On the contrary, they are most acceptable. In my child's name, if not
in my own, I make the admission in the fullest manner, at the same
time reserving - ha - shall I say my personal dignity? Ladies and
gentlemen, God bless you all!'

By this time, the exceeding mortification undergone by the Bosom had

occasioned the withdrawal of the greater part of the company into
other rooms. The few who had lingered thus long followed the rest,
and Little Dorrit and her father were left to the servants and
themselves. Dearest and most precious to her, he would come with
her now, would he not? He replied to her fervid entreaties, that he
would never be able to get up the narrow stairs without Bob; where
was Bob, would nobody fetch Bob? Under pretence of looking for Bob,
she got him out against the stream of gay company now pouring in for
the evening assembly, and got him into a coach that had just set
down its load, and got him home.

The broad stairs of his Roman palace were contracted in his failing
sight to the narrow stairs of his London prison; and he would suffer
no one but her to touch him, his brother excepted. They got him up to
his room without help, and laid him down on his bed. And from that
hour his poor maimed spirit, only remembering the place where it had
broken its wings, cancelled the dream through which it had since
groped, and knew of nothing beyond the Marshalsea. When he heard
footsteps in the street, he took them for the old weary tread in the
yards. When the hour came for locking up, he supposed all strangers
to be excluded for the night. When the time for opening came again,
he was so anxious to see Bob, that they were fain to patch up a
narrative how that Bob - many a year dead then, gentle turnkey - had
taken cold, but hoped to be out to-morrow, or the next day, or the
next at furthest.

He fell away into a weakness so extreme that he could not raise his
hand. But he still protected his brother according to his long usage;
and would say with some complacency, fifty times a day, when he saw
him standing by his bed, 'My good Frederick, sit down. You are very
feeble indeed.'

They tried him with Mrs General, but he had not the faintest
knowledge of her. Some injurious suspicion lodged itself in his brain,
that she wanted to supplant Mrs Bangham, and that she was given to
drinking. He charged her with it in no measured terms; and was so
urgent with his daughter to go round to the Marshal and entreat him
to turn her out, that she was never reproduced after the first failure.
Saving that he once asked 'if Tip had gone outside?' the remembrance
of his two children not present seemed to have departed from him.
But the child who had done so much for him and had been so poorly
repaid, was never out of his mind. Not that he spared her, or was
fearful of her being spent by watching and fatigue; he was not more
troubled on that score than he had usually been. No; he loved her in
his old way. They were in the jail again, and she tended him, and he
had constant need of her, and could not turn without her; and he
even told her, sometimes, that he was content to have undergone a
great deal for her sake. As to her, she bent over his bed with her quiet
face against his, and would have laid down her own life to restore him.

When he had been sinking in this painless way for two or three days,
she observed him to be troubled by the ticking of his watch - a
pompous gold watch that made as great a to-do about its going as if
nothing else went but itself and Time. She suffered it to run down; but
he was still uneasy, and showed that was not what he wanted. At
length he roused himself to explain that he wanted money to be raised
on this watch. He was quite pleased when she pretended to take it
away for the purpose, and afterwards had a relish for his little tastes
of wine and jelly, that he had not had before.

He soon made it plain that this was so; for, in another day or two he
sent off his sleeve-buttons and finger-rings. He had an amazing
satisfaction in entrusting her with these errands, and appeared to
consider it equivalent to making the most methodical and provident
arrangements. After his trinkets, or such of them as he had been able
to see about him, were gone, his clothes engaged his attention; and it
is as likely as not that he was kept alive for some days by the
satisfaction of sending them, piece by piece, to an imaginary
pawnbroker's.
Thus for ten days Little Dorrit bent over his pillow, laying her cheek
against his. Sometimes she was so worn out that for a few minutes
they would slumber together. Then she would awake; to recollect with
fast-flowing silent tears what it was that touched her face, and to see,
stealing over the cherished face upon the pillow, a deeper shadow
than the shadow of the Marshalsea Wall.

Quietly, quietly, all the lines of the plan of the great Castle melted one
after another. Quietly, quietly, the ruled and cross- ruled countenance
on which they were traced, became fair and blank.

Quietly, quietly, the reflected marks of the prison bars and of the zig-
zag iron on the wall-top, faded away. Quietly, quietly, the face
subsided into a far younger likeness of her own than she had ever
seen under the grey hair, and sank to rest.

At first her uncle was stark distracted. 'O my brother! O William,

William! You to go before me; you to go alone; you to go, and I to
remain! You, so far superior, so distinguished, so noble; I, a poor
useless creature fit for nothing, and whom no one would have missed!'

It did her, for the time, the good of having him to think of and to
succour.

'Uncle, dear uncle, spare yourself, spare me!'

The old man was not deaf to the last words. When he did begin to
restrain himself, it was that he might spare her. He had no care for
himself; but, with all the remaining power of the honest heart,
stunned so long and now awaking to be broken, he honoured and
blessed her.

'O God,' he cried, before they left the room, with his wrinkled hands
clasped over her. 'Thou seest this daughter of my dear dead brother!
All that I have looked upon, with my half-blind and sinful eyes, Thou
hast discerned clearly, brightly. Not a hair of her head shall be
harmed before Thee. Thou wilt uphold her here to her last hour. And I
know Thou wilt reward her hereafter!'

They remained in a dim room near, until it was almost midnight, quiet
and sad together. At times his grief would seek relief in a burst like
that in which it had found its earliest expression; but, besides that his
little strength would soon have been unequal to such strains, he never
failed to recall her words, and to reproach himself and calm himself.
The only utterance with which he indulged his sorrow, was the
frequent exclamation that his brother was gone, alone; that they had
been together in the outset of their lives, that they had fallen into
misfortune together, that they had kept together through their many
years of poverty, that they had remained together to that day; and
that his brother was gone alone, alone!

They parted, heavy and sorrowful. She would not consent to leave him
anywhere but in his own room, and she saw him lie down in his
clothes upon his bed, and covered him with her own hands. Then she
sank upon her own bed, and fell into a deep sleep: the sleep of
exhaustion and rest, though not of complete release from a pervading
consciousness of affliction. Sleep, good Little Dorrit. Sleep through the
night!

It was a moonlight night; but the moon rose late, being long past the
full. When it was high in the peaceful firmament, it shone through
half-closed lattice blinds into the solemn room where the stumblings
and wanderings of a life had so lately ended. Two quiet figures were
within the room; two figures, equally still and impassive, equally
removed by an untraversable distance from the teeming earth and all
that it contains, though soon to lie in it.

One figure reposed upon the bed. The other, kneeling on the floor,
drooped over it; the arms easily and peacefully resting on the coverlet;
the face bowed down, so that the lips touched the hand over which
with its last breath it had bent. The two brothers were before their
Father; far beyond the twilight judgment of this world; high above its
mists and obscurities.
Chapter LVI - Introduces The Next

The passengers were landing from the packet on the pier at Calais. A
low-lying place and a low-spirited place Calais was, with the tide
ebbing out towards low water-mark. There had been no more water on
the bar than had sufficed to float the packet in; and now the bar itself,
with a shallow break of sea over it, looked like a lazy marine monster
just risen to the surface, whose form was indistinctly shown as it lay
asleep. The meagre lighthouse all in white, haunting the seaboard as
if it were the ghost of an edifice that had once had colour and
rotundity, dropped melancholy tears after its late buffeting by the
waves. The long rows of gaunt black piles, slimy and wet and weather-
worn, with funeral garlands of seaweed twisted about them by the late
tide, might have represented an unsightly marine cemetery. Every
wave-dashed, storm-beaten object, was so low and so little, under the
broad grey sky, in the noise of the wind and sea, and before the
curling lines of surf, making at it ferociously, that the wonder was
there was any Calais left, and that its low gates and low wall and low
roofs and low ditches and low sand-hills and low ramparts and flat
streets, had not yielded long ago to the undermining and besieging
sea, like the fortifications children make on the sea-shore.

After slipping among oozy piles and planks, stumbling up wet steps
and encountering many salt difficulties, the passengers entered on
their comfortless peregrination along the pier; where all the French
vagabonds and English outlaws in the town (half the population)
attended to prevent their recovery from bewilderment. After being
minutely inspected by all the English, and claimed and reclaimed and
counter-claimed as prizes by all the French in a hand-to-hand scuffle
three quarters of a mile long, they were at last free to enter the streets,
and to make off in their various directions, hotly pursued.

Clennam, harassed by more anxieties than one, was among this

devoted band. Having rescued the most defenceless of his compatriots
from situations of great extremity, he now went his way alone, or as
nearly alone as he could be, with a native gentleman in a suit of
grease and a cap of the same material, giving chase at a distance of
some fifty yards, and continually calling after him, 'Hi! Ice-say! You!
Seer! Ice-say! Nice Oatel!'

Even this hospitable person, however, was left behind at last, and
Clennam pursued his way, unmolested. There was a tranquil air in
the town after the turbulence of the Channel and the beach, and its
dulness in that comparison was agreeable. He met new groups of his
countrymen, who had all a straggling air of having at one time
overblown themselves, like certain uncomfortable kinds of flowers,
and of being now mere weeds. They had all an air, too, of lounging out
a limited round, day after day, which strongly reminded him of the
Marshalsea. But, taking no further note of them than was sufficient to
give birth to the reflection, he sought out a certain street and number
which he kept in his mind.

'So Pancks said,' he murmured to himself, as he stopped before a dull

house answering to the address. 'I suppose his information to be
correct and his discovery, among Mr Casby's loose papers,
indisputable; but, without it, I should hardly have supposed this to be
a likely place.'

A dead sort of house, with a dead wall over the way and a dead
gateway at the side, where a pendant bell-handle produced two dead
tinkles, and a knocker produced a dead, flat, surface-tapping, that
seemed not to have depth enough in it to penetrate even the cracked
door. However, the door jarred open on a dead sort of spring; and he
closed it behind him as he entered a dull yard, soon brought to a close
by another dead wall, where an attempt had been made to train some
creeping shrubs, which were dead; and to make a little fountain in a
grotto, which was dry; and to decorate that with a little statue, which
was gone.

The entry to the house was on the left, and it was garnished as the
outer gateway was, with two printed bills in French and English,
announcing Furnished Apartments to let, with immediate possession.
A strong cheerful peasant woman, all stocking, petticoat, white cap,
and ear-ring, stood here in a dark doorway, and said with a pleasant
show of teeth, 'Ice-say! Seer! Who?'

Clennam, replying in French, said the English lady; he wished to see

the English lady. 'Enter then and ascend, if you please,' returned the
peasant woman, in French likewise. He did both, and followed her up
a dark bare staircase to a back room on the first- floor. Hence, there
was a gloomy view of the yard that was dull, and of the shrubs that
were dead, and of the fountain that was dry, and of the pedestal of the
statue that was gone.

'Monsieur Blandois,' said Clennam.

'With pleasure, Monsieur.'

Thereupon the woman withdrew and left him to look at the room. It
was the pattern of room always to be found in such a house. Cool,
dull, and dark. Waxed floor very slippery. A room not large enough to
skate in; nor adapted to the easy pursuit of any other occupation. Red
and white curtained windows, little straw mat, little round table with a
tumultuous assemblage of legs underneath, clumsy rush-bottomed
chairs, two great red velvet arm-chairs affording plenty of space to be
uncomfortable in, bureau, chimney- glass in several pieces pretending
to be in one piece, pair of gaudy vases of very artificial flowers;
between them a Greek warrior with his helmet off, sacrificing a clock
to the Genius of France.

After some pause, a door of communication with another room was

opened, and a lady entered. She manifested great surprise on seeing
Clennam, and her glance went round the room in search of some one
else.

'Pardon me, Miss Wade. I am alone.'

'It was not your name that was brought to me.'

'No; I know that. Excuse me. I have already had experience that my
name does not predispose you to an interview; and I ventured to
mention the name of one I am in search of.'

'Pray,' she returned, motioning him to a chair so coldly that he

remained standing, 'what name was it that you gave?'

'I mentioned the name of Blandois.'

'Blandois?'

'A name you are acquainted with.'

'It is strange,' she said, frowning, 'that you should still press an
undesired interest in me and my acquaintances, in me and my affairs,
Mr Clennam. I don't know what you mean.'

'Pardon me. You know the name?'

'What can you have to do with the name? What can I have to do with
the name? What can you have to do with my knowing or not knowing
any name? I know many names and I have forgotten many more. This
may be in the one class, or it may be in the other, or I may never have
heard it. I am acquainted with no reason for examining myself, or for
being examined, about it.'

'If you will allow me,' said Clennam, 'I will tell you my reason for
pressing the subject. I admit that I do press it, and I must beg you to
forgive me if I do so, very earnestly. The reason is all mine, I do not
insinuate that it is in any way yours.'

'Well, sir,' she returned, repeating a little less haughtily than before
her former invitation to him to be seated: to which he now deferred, as
she seated herself. 'I am at least glad to know that this is not another
bondswoman of some friend of yours, who is bereft of free choice, and
whom I have spirited away. I will hear your reason, if you please.'

'First, to identify the person of whom we speak,' said Clennam, 'let me

observe that it is the person you met in London some time back. You
will remember meeting him near the river - in the Adelphi!'

'You mix yourself most unaccountably with my business,' she replied,

looking full at him with stern displeasure. 'How do you know that?'

'I entreat you not to take it ill. By mere accident.' 'What accident?'

'Solely the accident of coming upon you in the street and seeing the
meeting.'

'Do you speak of yourself, or of some one else?'

'Of myself. I saw it.'

'To be sure it was in the open street,' she observed, after a few
moments of less and less angry reflection. 'Fifty people might have
seen it. It would have signified nothing if they had.'

'Nor do I make my having seen it of any moment, nor (otherwise than

as an explanation of my coming here) do I connect my visit with it or
the favour that I have to ask.'

'Oh! You have to ask a favour! It occurred to me,' and the handsome
face looked bitterly at him, 'that your manner was softened, Mr
Clennam.'

He was content to protest against this by a slight action without

contesting it in words. He then referred to Blandois' disappearance, of
which it was probable she had heard? However probable it was to
him, she had heard of no such thing. Let him look round him (she
said) and judge for himself what general intelligence was likely to
reach the ears of a woman who had been shut up there while it was
rife, devouring her own heart. When she had uttered this denial,
which he believed to be true, she asked him what he meant by
disappearance? That led to his narrating the circumstances in detail,
and expressing something of his anxiety to discover what had really
become of the man, and to repel the dark suspicions that clouded
about his mother's house. She heard him with evident surprise, and
with more marks of suppressed interest than he had seen in her; still
they did not overcome her distant, proud, and self-secluded manner.
When he had finished, she said nothing but these words:
'You have not yet told me, sir, what I have to do with it, or what the
favour is? Will you be so good as come to that?'

'I assume,' said Arthur, persevering, in his endeavour to soften her

scornful demeanour, 'that being in communication - may I say,
confidential communication? - with this person - '

'You may say, of course, whatever you like,' she remarked; 'but I do
not subscribe to your assumptions, Mr Clennam, or to any one's.'

' - that being, at least in personal communication with him,' said

Clennam, changing the form of his position in the hope of making it
unobjectionable, 'you can tell me something of his antecedents,
pursuits, habits, usual place of residence. Can give me some little clue
by which to seek him out in the likeliest manner, and either produce
him, or establish what has become of him. This is the favour I ask,
and I ask it in a distress of mind for which I hope you will feel some
consideration. If you should have any reason for imposing conditions
upon me, I will respect it without asking what it is.'

'You chanced to see me in the street with the man,' she observed, after
being, to his mortification, evidently more occupied with her own
reflections on the matter than with his appeal. 'Then you knew the
man before?'

'Not before; afterwards. I never saw him before, but I saw him again
on this very night of his disappearance. In my mother's room, in fact. I
left him there. You will read in this paper all that is known of him.'

He handed her one of the printed bills, which she read with a steady
and attentive face.

'This is more than I knew of him,' she said, giving it back.

Clennam's looks expressed his heavy disappointment, perhaps his

incredulity; for she added in the same unsympathetic tone: 'You don't
believe it. Still, it is so. As to personal communication: it seems that
there was personal communication between him and your mother.
And yet you say you believe her declaration that she knows no more of
him!'

A sufficiently expressive hint of suspicion was conveyed in these

words, and in the smile by which they were accompanied, to bring the
blood into Clennam's cheeks.

'Come, sir,' she said, with a cruel pleasure in repeating the stab, 'I will
be as open with you as you can desire. I will confess that if I cared for
my credit (which I do not), or had a good name to preserve (which I
have not, for I am utterly indifferent to its being considered good or
bad), I should regard myself as heavily compromised by having had
anything to do with this fellow. Yet he never passed in at MY door -
never sat in colloquy with ME until midnight.'

She took her revenge for her old grudge in thus turning his subject
against him. Hers was not the nature to spare him, and she had no
compunction.

'That he is a low, mercenary wretch; that I first saw him prowling

about Italy (where I was, not long ago), and that I hired him there, as
the suitable instrument of a purpose I happened to have; I have no
objection to tell you. In short, it was worth my while, for my own
pleasure - the gratification of a strong feeling - to pay a spy who would
fetch and carry for money. I paid this creature. And I dare say that if I
had wanted to make such a bargain, and if I could have paid him
enough, and if he could have done it in the dark, free from all risk, he
would have taken any life with as little scruple as he took my money.
That, at least, is my opinion of him; and I see it is not very far
removed from yours. Your mother's opinion of him, I am to assume
(following your example of assuming this and that), was vastly
different.'

'My mother, let me remind you,' said Clennam, 'was first brought into
communication with him in the unlucky course of business.'

'It appears to have been an unlucky course of business that last

brought her into communication with him,' returned Miss Wade; 'and
business hours on that occasion were late.'

'You imply,' said Arthur, smarting under these cool-handed thrusts, of

which he had deeply felt the force already, 'that there was something -
'

'Mr Clennam,' she composedly interrupted, 'recollect that I do not

speak by implication about the man. He is, I say again without
disguise, a low mercenary wretch. I suppose such a creature goes
where there is occasion for him. If I had not had occasion for him, you
would not have seen him and me together.'

Wrung by her persistence in keeping that dark side of the case before
him, of which there was a half-hidden shadow in his own breast,
Clennam was silent.

'I have spoken of him as still living,' she added, 'but he may have been
put out of the way for anything I know. For anything I care, also. I
have no further occasion for him.'
With a heavy sigh and a despondent air, Arthur Clennam slowly rose.

She did not rise also, but said, having looked at him in the meanwhile
with a fixed look of suspicion, and lips angrily compressed:

'He was the chosen associate of your dear friend, Mr Gowan, was he
not? Why don't you ask your dear friend to help you?'

The denial that he was a dear friend rose to Arthur's lips; but he
repressed it, remembering his old struggles and resolutions, and said:

'Further than that he has never seen Blandois since Blandois set out
for England, Mr Gowan knows nothing additional about him. He was a
chance acquaintance, made abroad.'

'A chance acquaintance made abroad!' she repeated. 'Yes. Your dear
friend has need to divert himself with all the acquaintances he can
make, seeing what a wife he has. I hate his wife, sir.'

The anger with which she said it, the more remarkable for being so
much under her restraint, fixed Clennam's attention, and kept him on
the spot. It flashed out of her dark eyes as they regarded him,
quivered in her nostrils, and fired the very breath she exhaled; but her
face was otherwise composed into a disdainful serenity; and her
attitude was as calmly and haughtily graceful as if she had been in a
mood of complete indifference.

'All I will say is, Miss Wade,' he remarked, 'that you can have received
no provocation to a feeling in which I believe you have no sharer.'

'You may ask your dear friend, if you choose,' she returned, 'for his
opinion upon that subject.'

'I am scarcely on those intimate terms with my dear friend,' said

Arthur, in spite of his resolutions, 'that would render my approaching
the subject very probable, Miss Wade.'

'I hate him,' she returned. 'Worse than his wife, because I was once
dupe enough, and false enough to myself, almost to love him. You
have seen me, sir, only on common-place occasions, when I dare say
you have thought me a common-place woman, a little more self- willed
than the generality. You don't know what I mean by hating, if you
know me no better than that; you can't know, without knowing with
what care I have studied myself and people about me. For this reason
I have for some time inclined to tell you what my life has been - not to
propitiate your opinion, for I set no value on it; but that you may
comprehend, when you think of your dear friend and his dear wife,
what I mean by hating. Shall I give you something I have written and
put by for your perusal, or shall I hold my hand?'

Arthur begged her to give it to him. She went to the bureau, unlocked
it, and took from an inner drawer a few folded sheets of paper.
Without any conciliation of him, scarcely addressing him, rather
speaking as if she were speaking to her own looking-glass for the
justification of her own stubbornness, she said, as she gave them to
him:

'Now you may know what I mean by hating! No more of that. Sir,
whether you find me temporarily and cheaply lodging in an empty
London house, or in a Calais apartment, you find Harriet with me.
You may like to see her before you leave. Harriet, come in!' She called
Harriet again. The second call produced Harriet, once Tattycoram.

'Here is Mr Clennam,' said Miss Wade; 'not come for you; he has given
you up, - I suppose you have, by this time?'

'Having no authority, or influence - yes,' assented Clennam.

'Not come in search of you, you see; but still seeking some one. He
wants that Blandois man.'

'With whom I saw you in the Strand in London,' hinted Arthur. 'If you
know anything of him, Harriet, except that he came from Venice -
which we all know - tell it to Mr Clennam freely.' 'I know nothing more
about him,' said the girl.

'Are you satisfied?' Miss Wade inquired of Arthur.

He had no reason to disbelieve them; the girl's manner being so

natural as to be almost convincing, if he had had any previous
doubts. He replied, 'I must seek for intelligence elsewhere.'

He was not going in the same breath; but he had risen before the girl
entered, and she evidently thought he was. She looked quickly at him,
and said:

'Are they well, sir?'

'Who?'

She stopped herself in saying what would have been 'all of them;'
glanced at Miss Wade; and said 'Mr and Mrs Meagles.'

'They were, when I last heard of them. They are not at home. By the
way, let me ask you. Is it true that you were seen there?'
'Where? Where does any one say I was seen?' returned the girl,
sullenly casting down her eyes.

'Looking in at the garden gate of the cottage.'

'No,' said Miss Wade. 'She has never been near it.'

'You are wrong, then,' said the girl. 'I went down there the last time we
were in London. I went one afternoon when you left me alone. And I
did look in.'

'You poor-spirited girl,' returned Miss Wade with infinite contempt;

'does all our companionship, do all our conversations, do all your old
complainings, tell for so little as that?'

'There was no harm in looking in at the gate for an instant,' said the
girl. 'I saw by the windows that the family were not there.'

'Why should you go near the place?'

'Because I wanted to see it. Because I felt that I should like to look at
it again.'

As each of the two handsome faces looked at the other, Clennam felt
how each of the two natures must be constantly tearing the other to
pieces.

'Oh!' said Miss Wade, coldly subduing and removing her glance; 'if you
had any desire to see the place where you led the life from which I
rescued you because you had found out what it was, that is another
thing. But is that your truth to me? Is that your fidelity to me? Is that
the common cause I make with you? You are not worth the confidence
I have placed in you. You are not worth the favour I have shown you.
You are no higher than a spaniel, and had better go back to the people
who did worse than whip you.'

'If you speak so of them with any one else by to hear, you'll provoke
me to take their part,' said the girl.

'Go back to them,' Miss Wade retorted. 'Go back to them.'

'You know very well,' retorted Harriet in her turn, 'that I won't go back
to them. You know very well that I have thrown them off, and never
can, never shall, never will, go back to them. Let them alone, then,
Miss Wade.'
'You prefer their plenty to your less fat living here,' she rejoined. 'You
exalt them, and slight me. What else should I have expected? I ought
to have known it.'

'It's not so,' said the girl, flushing high, 'and you don't say what you
mean. I know what you mean. You are reproaching me, underhanded,
with having nobody but you to look to. And because I have nobody but
you to look to, you think you are to make me do, or not do, everything
you please, and are to put any affront upon me. You are as bad as
they were, every bit. But I will not be quite tamed, and made
submissive. I will say again that I went to look at the house, because I
had often thought that I should like to see it once more. I will ask
again how they are, because I once liked them and at times thought
they were kind to me.'

Hereupon Clennam said that he was sure they would still receive her
kindly, if she should ever desire to return.

'Never!' said the girl passionately. 'I shall never do that. Nobody knows
that better than Miss Wade, though she taunts me because she has
made me her dependent. And I know I am so; and I know she is
overjoyed when she can bring it to my mind.'

'A good pretence!' said Miss Wade, with no less anger, haughtiness,
and bitterness; 'but too threadbare to cover what I plainly see in this.
My poverty will not bear competition with their money. Better go back
at once, better go back at once, and have done with it!'

Arthur Clennam looked at them, standing a little distance asunder in

the dull confined room, each proudly cherishing her own anger; each,
with a fixed determination, torturing her own breast, and torturing the
other's. He said a word or two of leave-taking; but Miss Wade barely
inclined her head, and Harriet, with the assumed humiliation of an
abject dependent and serf (but not without defiance for all that), made
as if she were too low to notice or to be noticed.

He came down the dark winding stairs into the yard with an increased
sense upon him of the gloom of the wall that was dead, and of the
shrubs that were dead, and of the fountain that was dry, and of the
statue that was gone. Pondering much on what he had seen and
heard in that house, as well as on the failure of all his efforts to trace
the suspicious character who was lost, he returned to London and to
England by the packet that had taken him over. On the way he
unfolded the sheets of paper, and read in them what is reproduced in
the next chapter.
Chapter LVII - The History Of A Self-Tormentor

I have the misfortune of not being a fool. From a very early age I have
detected what those about me thought they hid from me. If I could
have been habitually imposed upon, instead of habitually discerning
the truth, I might have lived as smoothly as most fools do.

My childhood was passed with a grandmother; that is to say, with a

lady who represented that relative to me, and who took that title on
herself. She had no claim to it, but I - being to that extent a little fool -
had no suspicion of her. She had some children of her own family in
her house, and some children of other people. All girls; ten in number,
including me. We all lived together and were educated together.

I must have been about twelve years old when I began to see how
determinedly those girls patronised me. I was told I was an orphan.
There was no other orphan among us; and I perceived (here was the
first disadvantage of not being a fool) that they conciliated me in an
insolent pity, and in a sense of superiority. I did not set this down as a
discovery, rashly. I tried them often. I could hardly make them quarrel
with me. When I succeeded with any of them, they were sure to come
after an hour or two, and begin a reconciliation. I tried them over and
over again, and I never knew them wait for me to begin. They were
always forgiving me, in their vanity and condescension. Little images
of grown people!

One of them was my chosen friend. I loved that stupid mite in a

passionate way that she could no more deserve than I can remember
without feeling ashamed of, though I was but a child. She had what
they called an amiable temper, an affectionate temper. She could
distribute, and did distribute pretty looks and smiles to every one
among them. I believe there was not a soul in the place, except myself,
who knew that she did it purposely to wound and gall me!

Nevertheless, I so loved that unworthy girl that my life was made

stormy by my fondness for her. I was constantly lectured and
disgraced for what was called 'trying her;' in other words charging her
with her little perfidy and throwing her into tears by showing her that
I read her heart. However, I loved her faithfully; and one time I went
home with her for the holidays.

She was worse at home than she had been at school. She had a crowd
of cousins and acquaintances, and we had dances at her house, and
went out to dances at other houses, and, both at home and out, she
tormented my love beyond endurance. Her plan was, to make them all
fond of her - and so drive me wild with jealousy. To be familiar and
endearing with them all - and so make me mad with envying them.
When we were left alone in our bedroom at night, I would reproach
her with my perfect knowledge of her baseness; and then she would
cry and cry and say I was cruel, and then I would hold her in my arms
till morning: loving her as much as ever, and often feeling as if, rather
than suffer so, I could so hold her in my arms and plunge to the
bottom of a river - where I would still hold her after we were both
dead.

It came to an end, and I was relieved. In the family there was an aunt
who was not fond of me. I doubt if any of the family liked me much;
but I never wanted them to like me, being altogether bound up in the
one girl. The aunt was a young woman, and she had a serious way
with her eyes of watching me. She was an audacious woman, and
openly looked compassionately at me. After one of the nights that I
have spoken of, I came down into a greenhouse before breakfast.
Charlotte (the name of my false young friend) had gone down before
me, and I heard this aunt speaking to her about me as I entered. I
stopped where I was, among the leaves, and listened.

The aunt said, 'Charlotte, Miss Wade is wearing you to death, and this
must not continue.' I repeat the very words I heard.

Now, what did she answer? Did she say, 'It is I who am wearing her to
death, I who am keeping her on a rack and am the executioner, yet
she tells me every night that she loves me devotedly, though she
knows what I make her undergo?' No; my first memorable experience
was true to what I knew her to be, and to all my experience. She
began sobbing and weeping (to secure the aunt's sympathy to herself),
and said, 'Dear aunt, she has an unhappy temper; other girls at
school, besides I, try hard to make it better; we all try hard.'

Upon that the aunt fondled her, as if she had said something noble
instead of despicable and false, and kept up the infamous pretence by
replying, 'But there are reasonable limits, my dear love, to everything,
and I see that this poor miserable girl causes you more constant and
useless distress than even so good an effort justifies.'

The poor miserable girl came out of her concealment, as you may be
prepared to hear, and said, 'Send me home.' I never said another word
to either of them, or to any of them, but 'Send me home, or I will walk
home alone, night and day!' When I got home, I told my supposed
grandmother that, unless I was sent away to finish my education
somewhere else before that girl came back, or before any one of them
came back, I would burn my sight away by throwing myself into the
fire, rather than I would endure to look at their plotting faces.

I went among young women next, and I found them no better. Fair
words and fair pretences; but I penetrated below those assertions of
themselves and depreciations of me, and they were no better. Before I
left them, I learned that I had no grandmother and no recognised
relation. I carried the light of that information both into my past and
into my future. It showed me many new occasions on which people
triumphed over me, when they made a pretence of treating me with
consideration, or doing me a service.

A man of business had a small property in trust for me. I was to be a

governess; I became a governess; and went into the family of a poor
nobleman, where there were two daughters - little children, but the
parents wished them to grow up, if possible, under one instructress.
The mother was young and pretty. From the first, she made a show of
behaving to me with great delicacy. I kept my resentment to myself;
but I knew very well that it was her way of petting the knowledge that
she was my Mistress, and might have behaved differently to her
servant if it had been her fancy.

I say I did not resent it, nor did I; but I showed her, by not gratifying
her, that I understood her. When she pressed me to take wine, I took
water. If there happened to be anything choice at table, she always
sent it to me: but I always declined it, and ate of the rejected dishes.
These disappointments of her patronage were a sharp retort, and
made me feel independent.

I liked the children. They were timid, but on the whole disposed to
attach themselves to me. There was a nurse, however, in the house, a
rosy-faced woman always making an obtrusive pretence of being gay
and good-humoured, who had nursed them both, and who had
secured their affections before I saw them. I could almost have settled
down to my fate but for this woman. Her artful devices for keeping
herself before the children in constant competition with me, might
have blinded many in my place; but I saw through them from the first.
On the pretext of arranging my rooms and waiting on me and taking
care of my wardrobe (all of which she did busily), she was never
absent. The most crafty of her many subtleties was her feint of
seeking to make the children fonder of me. She would lead them to me
and coax them to me. 'Come to good Miss Wade, come to dear Miss
Wade, come to pretty Miss Wade. She loves you very much. Miss Wade
is a clever lady, who has read heaps of books, and can tell you far
better and more interesting stories than I know. Come and hear Miss
Wade!' How could I engage their attentions, when my heart was
burning against these ignorant designs? How could I wonder, when I
saw their innocent faces shrinking away, and their arms twining
round her neck, instead of mine? Then she would look up at me,
shaking their curls from her face, and say, 'They'll come round soon,
Miss Wade; they're very simple and loving, ma'am; don't be at all cast
down about it, ma'am' - exulting over me!
There was another thing the woman did. At times, when she saw that
she had safely plunged me into a black despondent brooding by these
means, she would call the attention of the children to it, and would
show them the difference between herself and me. 'Hush! Poor Miss
Wade is not well. Don't make a noise, my dears, her head aches. Come
and comfort her. Come and ask her if she is better; come and ask her
to lie down. I hope you have nothing on your mind, ma'am. Don't take
on, ma'am, and be sorry!'

It became intolerable. Her ladyship, my Mistress, coming in one day

when I was alone, and at the height of feeling that I could support it
no longer, I told her I must go. I could not bear the presence of that
woman Dawes.

'Miss Wade! Poor Dawes is devoted to you; would do anything for you!'

I knew beforehand she would say so; I was quite prepared for it; I only
answered, it was not for me to contradict my Mistress; I must go.

'I hope, Miss Wade,' she returned, instantly assuming the tone of
superiority she had always so thinly concealed, 'that nothing I have
ever said or done since we have been together, has justified your use
of that disagreeable word, ‘Mistress.’ It must have been wholly
inadvertent on my part. Pray tell me what it is.'

I replied that I had no complaint to make, either of my Mistress or to

my Mistress; but I must go.

She hesitated a moment, and then sat down beside me, and laid her
hand on mine. As if that honour would obliterate any remembrance!

'Miss Wade, I fear you are unhappy, through causes over which I have
no influence.'

I smiled, thinking of the experience the word awakened, and said, 'I
have an unhappy temper, I suppose.' 'I did not say that.'

'It is an easy way of accounting for anything,' said I.

'It may be; but I did not say so. What I wish to approach is something
very different. My husband and I have exchanged some remarks upon
the subject, when we have observed with pain that you have not been
easy with us.'

'Easy? Oh! You are such great people, my lady,' said I.

'I am unfortunate in using a word which may convey a meaning - and

evidently does - quite opposite to my intention.' (She had not expected
my reply, and it shamed her.) 'I only mean, not happy with us. It is a
difficult topic to enter on; but, from one young woman to another,
perhaps - in short, we have been apprehensive that you may allow
some family circumstances of which no one can be more innocent
than yourself, to prey upon your spirits. If so, let us entreat you not to
make them a cause of grief. My husband himself, as is well known,
formerly had a very dear sister who was not in law his sister, but who
was universally beloved and respected .

I saw directly that they had taken me in for the sake of the dead
woman, whoever she was, and to have that boast of me and advantage
of me; I saw, in the nurse's knowledge of it, an encouragement to goad
me as she had done; and I saw, in the children's shrinking away, a
vague impression, that I was not like other people. I left that house
that night.

After one or two short and very similar experiences, which are not to
the present purpose, I entered another family where I had but one
pupil: a girl of fifteen, who was the only daughter. The parents here
were elderly people: people of station, and rich. A nephew whom they
had brought up was a frequent visitor at the house, among many
other visitors; and he began to pay me attention.

I was resolute in repulsing him; for I had determined when I went

there, that no one should pity me or condescend to me. But he wrote
me a letter. It led to our being engaged to be married.

He was a year younger than I, and young-looking even when that

allowance was made. He was on absence from India, where he had a
post that was soon to grow into a very good one. In six months we
were to be married, and were to go to India. I was to stay in the house,
and was to be married from the house. Nobody objected to any part of
the plan.

I cannot avoid saying he admired me; but, if I could, I would. Vanity

has nothing to do with the declaration, for his admiration worried me.
He took no pains to hide it; and caused me to feel among the rich
people as if he had bought me for my looks, and made a show of his
purchase to justify himself. They appraised me in their own minds, I
saw, and were curious to ascertain what my full value was. I resolved
that they should not know. I was immovable and silent before them;
and would have suffered any one of them to kill me sooner than I
would have laid myself out to bespeak their approval.

He told me I did not do myself justice. I told him I did, and it was
because I did and meant to do so to the last, that I would not stoop to
propitiate any of them. He was concerned and even shocked, when I
added that I wished he would not parade his attachment before them;
but he said he would sacrifice even the honest impulses of his
affection to my peace.

Under that pretence he began to retort upon me. By the hour together,
he would keep at a distance from me, talking to any one rather than
to me. I have sat alone and unnoticed, half an evening, while he
conversed with his young cousin, my pupil. I have seen all the while,
in people's eyes, that they thought the two looked nearer on an
equality than he and I. I have sat, divining their thoughts, until I have
felt that his young appearance made me ridiculous, and have raged
against myself for ever loving him.

For I did love him once. Undeserving as he was, and little as he

thought of all these agonies that it cost me - agonies which should
have made him wholly and gratefully mine to his life's end - I loved
him. I bore with his cousin's praising him to my face, and with her
pretending to think that it pleased me, but full well knowing that it
rankled in my breast; for his sake. While I have sat in his presence
recalling all my slights and wrongs, and deliberating whether I should
not fly from the house at once and never see him again - I have loved
him.

His aunt (my Mistress you will please to remember) deliberately,

wilfully, added to my trials and vexations. It was her delight to
expatiate on the style in which we were to live in India, and on the
establishment we should keep, and the company we should entertain
when he got his advancement. My pride rose against this barefaced
way of pointing out the contrast my married life was to present to my
then dependent and inferior position. I suppressed my indignation;
but I showed her that her intention was not lost upon me, and I
repaid her annoyance by affecting humility. What she described would
surely be a great deal too much honour for me, I would tell her. I was
afraid I might not be able to support so great a change. Think of a
mere governess, her daughter's governess, coming to that high
distinction! It made her uneasy, and made them all uneasy, when I
answered in this way. They knew that I fully understood her.

It was at the time when my troubles were at their highest, and when I
was most incensed against my lover for his ingratitude in caring as
little as he did for the innumerable distresses and mortifications I
underwent on his account, that your dear friend, Mr Gowan, appeared
at the house. He had been intimate there for a long time, but had
been abroad. He understood the state of things at a glance, and he
understood me.

He was the first person I had ever seen in my life who had understood
me. He was not in the house three times before I knew that he
accompanied every movement of my mind. In his coldly easy way with
all of them, and with me, and with the whole subject, I saw it clearly.
In his light protestations of admiration of my future husband, in his
enthusiasm regarding our engagement and our prospects, in his
hopeful congratulations on our future wealth and his despondent
references to his own poverty - all equally hollow, and jesting, and full
of mockery - I saw it clearly. He made me feel more and more
resentful, and more and more contemptible, by always presenting to
me everything that surrounded me with some new hateful light upon
it, while he pretended to exhibit it in its best aspect for my admiration
and his own. He was like the dressed-up Death in the Dutch series;
whatever figure he took upon his arm, whether it was youth or age,
beauty or ugliness, whether he danced with it, sang with it, played
with it, or prayed with it, he made it ghastly.

You will understand, then, that when your dear friend complimented
me, he really condoled with me; that when he soothed me under my
vexations, he laid bare every smarting wound I had; that when he
declared my 'faithful swain' to be 'the most loving young fellow in the
world, with the tenderest heart that ever beat,' he touched my old
misgiving that I was made ridiculous. These were not great services,
you may say. They were acceptable to me, because they echoed my
own mind, and confirmed my own knowledge. I soon began to like the
society of your dear friend better than any other.

When I perceived (which I did, almost as soon) that jealousy was

growing out of this, I liked this society still better. Had I not been
subject to jealousy, and were the endurances to be all mine? No. Let
him know what it was! I was delighted that he should know it; I was
delighted that he should feel keenly, and I hoped he did.

More than that. He was tame in comparison with Mr Gowan, who

knew how to address me on equal terms, and how to anatomise the
wretched people around us.

This went on, until the aunt, my Mistress, took it upon herself to
speak to me. It was scarcely worth alluding to; she knew I meant
nothing; but she suggested from herself, knowing it was only
necessary to suggest, that it might be better if I were a little less
companionable with Mr Gowan.

I asked her how she could answer for what I meant? She could always
answer, she replied, for my meaning nothing wrong. I thanked her,
but said I would prefer to answer for myself and to myself. Her other
servants would probably be grateful for good characters, but I wanted
none.

Other conversation followed, and induced me to ask her how she

knew that it was only necessary for her to make a suggestion to me, to
have it obeyed? Did she presume on my birth, or on my hire? I was
not bought, body and soul. She seemed to think that her
distinguished nephew had gone into a slave-market and purchased a
wife.

It would probably have come, sooner or later, to the end to which it

did come, but she brought it to its issue at once. She told me, with
assumed commiseration, that I had an unhappy temper. On this
repetition of the old wicked injury, I withheld no longer, but exposed
to her all I had known of her and seen in her, and all I had undergone
within myself since I had occupied the despicable position of being
engaged to her nephew. I told her that Mr Gowan was the only relief I
had had in my degradation; that I had borne it too long, and that I
shook it off too late; but that I would see none of them more. And I
never did. Your dear friend followed me to my retreat, and was very
droll on the severance of the connection; though he was sorry, too, for
the excellent people (in their way the best he had ever met), and
deplored the necessity of breaking mere house-flies on the wheel. He
protested before long, and far more truly than I then supposed, that
he was not worth acceptance by a woman of such endowments, and
such power of character; but - well, well! -

Your dear friend amused me and amused himself as long as it suited

his inclinations; and then reminded me that we were both people of
the world, that we both understood mankind, that we both knew there
was no such thing as romance, that we were both prepared for going
different ways to seek our fortunes like people of sense, and that we
both foresaw that whenever we encountered one another again we
should meet as the best friends on earth. So he said, and I did not
contradict him.

It was not very long before I found that he was courting his present
wife, and that she had been taken away to be out of his reach. I hated
her then, quite as much as I hate her now; and naturally, therefore,
could desire nothing better than that she should marry him. But I was
restlessly curious to look at her - so curious that I felt it to be one of
the few sources of entertainment left to me. I travelled a little:
travelled until I found myself in her society, and in yours. Your dear
friend, I think, was not known to you then, and had not given you any
of those signal marks of his friendship which he has bestowed upon
you.

In that company I found a girl, in various circumstances of whose

position there was a singular likeness to my own, and in whose
character I was interested and pleased to see much of the rising
against swollen patronage and selfishness, calling themselves
kindness, protection, benevolence, and other fine names, which I have
described as inherent in my nature. I often heard it said, too, that she
had 'an unhappy temper.' Well understanding what was meant by the
convenient phrase, and wanting a companion with a knowledge of
what I knew, I thought I would try to release the girl from her bondage
and sense of injustice. I have no occasion to relate that I succeeded.

We have been together ever since, sharing my small means.

Chapter LVIII - Who Passes By This Road So Late?

Arthur Clennam had made his unavailing expedition to Calais in the

midst of a great pressure of business. A certain barbaric Power with
valuable possessions on the map of the world, had occasion for the
services of one or two engineers, quick in invention and determined in
execution: practical men, who could make the men and means their
ingenuity perceived to be wanted out of the best materials they could
find at hand; and who were as bold and fertile in the adaptation of
such materials to their purpose, as in the conception of their purpose
itself. This Power, being a barbaric one, had no idea of stowing away a
great national object in a Circumlocution Office, as strong wine is
hidden from the light in a cellar until its fire and youth are gone, and
the labourers who worked in the vineyard and pressed the grapes are
dust. With characteristic ignorance, it acted on the most decided and
energetic notions of How to do it; and never showed the least respect
for, or gave any quarter to, the great political science, How not to do it.
Indeed it had a barbarous way of striking the latter art and mystery
dead, in the person of any enlightened subject who practised it.

Accordingly, the men who were wanted were sought out and found;
which was in itself a most uncivilised and irregular way of proceeding.
Being found, they were treated with great confidence and honour
(which again showed dense political ignorance), and were invited to
come at once and do what they had to do. In short, they were regarded
as men who meant to do it, engaging with other men who meant it to
be done.

Daniel Doyce was one of the chosen. There was no foreseeing at that
time whether he would be absent months or years. The preparations
for his departure, and the conscientious arrangement for him of all
the details and results of their joint business, had necessitated labour
within a short compass of time, which had occupied Clennam day and
night. He had slipped across the water in his first leisure, and had
slipped as quickly back again for his farewell interview with Doyce.

Him Arthur now showed, with pains and care, the state of their gains
and losses, responsibilities and prospects. Daniel went through it all
in his patient manner, and admired it all exceedingly. He audited the
accounts, as if they were a far more ingenious piece of mechanism
than he had ever constructed, and afterwards stood looking at them,
weighing his hat over his head by the brims, as if he were absorbed in
the contemplation of some wonderful engine.

'It's all beautiful, Clennam, in its regularity and order. Nothing can be
plainer. Nothing can be better.'
'I am glad you approve, Doyce. Now, as to the management of your
capital while you are away, and as to the conversion of so much of it
as the business may need from time to time - ' His partner stopped
him.

'As to that, and as to everything else of that kind, all rests with you.
You will continue in all such matters to act for both of us, as you have
done hitherto, and to lighten my mind of a load it is much relieved
from.'

'Though, as I often tell you,' returned Clennam, 'you unreasonably

depreciate your business qualities.'

'Perhaps so,' said Doyce, smiling. 'And perhaps not. Anyhow, I have a
calling that I have studied more than such matters, and that I am
better fitted for. I have perfect confidence in my partner, and I am
satisfied that he will do what is best. If I have a prejudice connected
with money and money figures,' continued Doyce, laying that plastic
workman's thumb of his on the lapel of his partner's coat, 'it is against
speculating. I don't think I have any other. I dare say I entertain that
prejudice, only because I have never given my mind fully to the
subject.'

'But you shouldn't call it a prejudice,' said Clennam. 'My dear Doyce,
it is the soundest sense.'

'I am glad you think so,' returned Doyce, with his grey eye looking
kind and bright.

'It so happens,' said Clennam, 'that just now, not half an hour before
you came down, I was saying the same thing to Pancks, who looked in
here. We both agreed that to travel out of safe investments is one of
the most dangerous, as it is one of the most common, of those follies
which often deserve the name of vices.'

'Pancks?' said Doyce, tilting up his hat at the back, and nodding with
an air of confidence. 'Aye, aye, aye! That's a cautious fellow.'

'He is a very cautious fellow indeed,' returned Arthur. 'Quite a

specimen of caution.'

They both appeared to derive a larger amount of satisfaction from the

cautious character of Mr Pancks, than was quite intelligible, judged by
the surface of their conversation.

'And now,' said Daniel, looking at his watch, 'as time and tide wait for
no man, my trusty partner, and as I am ready for starting, bag and
baggage, at the gate below, let me say a last word. I want you to grant
a request of mine.'

'Any request you can make - Except,' Clennam was quick with his
exception, for his partner's face was quick in suggesting it, 'except
that I will abandon your invention.'

'That's the request, and you know it is,' said Doyce.

'I say, No, then. I say positively, No. Now that I have begun, I will have
some definite reason, some responsible statement, something in the
nature of a real answer, from those people.'

'You will not,' returned Doyce, shaking his head. 'Take my word for it,
you never will.'

'At least, I'll try,' said Clennam. 'It will do me no harm to try.'

'I am not certain of that,' rejoined Doyce, laying his hand persuasively
on his shoulder. 'It has done me harm, my friend. It has aged me,
tired me, vexed me, disappointed me. It does no man any good to have
his patience worn out, and to think himself ill- used. I fancy, even
already, that unavailing attendance on delays and evasions has made
you something less elastic than you used to be.'

'Private anxieties may have done that for the moment,' said Clennam,
'but not official harrying. Not yet. I am not hurt yet.'

'Then you won't grant my request?'

'Decidedly, No,' said Clennam. 'I should be ashamed if I submitted to

be so soon driven out of the field, where a much older and a much
more sensitively interested man contended with fortitude so long.'

As there was no moving him, Daniel Doyce returned the grasp of his
hand, and, casting a farewell look round the counting-house, went
down-stairs with him. Doyce was to go to Southampton to join the
small staff of his fellow-travellers; and a coach was at the gate, well
furnished and packed, and ready to take him there. The workmen
were at the gate to see him off, and were mightily proud of him. 'Good
luck to you, Mr Doyce!' said one of the number. 'Wherever you go,
they'll find as they've got a man among 'em) a man as knows his tools
and as his tools knows, a man as is willing and a man as is able, and
if that's not a man, where is a man!' This oration from a gruff
volunteer in the back-ground, not previously suspected of any powers
in that way, was received with three loud cheers; and the speaker
became a distinguished character for ever afterwards. In the midst of
the three loud cheers, Daniel gave them all a hearty 'Good Bye, Men!'
and the coach disappeared from sight, as if the concussion of the air
had blown it out of Bleeding Heart Yard.

Mr Baptist, as a grateful little fellow in a position of trust, was among

the workmen, and had done as much towards the cheering as a mere
foreigner could. In truth, no men on earth can cheer like Englishmen,
who do so rally one another's blood and spirit when they cheer in
earnest, that the stir is like the rush of their whole history, with all its
standards waving at once, from Saxon Alfred's downwards. Mr Baptist
had been in a manner whirled away before the onset, and was taking
his breath in quite a scared condition when Clennam beckoned him to
follow up-stairs, and return the books and papers to their places.

In the lull consequent on the departure - in that first vacuity which

ensues on every separation, foreshadowing the great separation that is
always overhanging all mankind - Arthur stood at his desk, looking
dreamily out at a gleam of sun. But his liberated attention soon
reverted to the theme that was foremost in his thoughts, and began,
for the hundredth time, to dwell upon every circumstance that had
impressed itself upon his mind on the mysterious night when he had
seen the man at his mother's. Again the man jostled him in the
crooked street, again he followed the man and lost him, again he came
upon the man in the court-yard looking at the house, again he
followed the man and stood beside him on the door-steps.

'Who passes by this road so late? Compagnon de la Majolaine; Who

passes by this road so late? Always gay!'

It was not the first time, by many, that he had recalled the song of the
child's game, of which the fellow had hummed @ verse while they
stood side by side; but he was so unconscious of having repeated it
audibly, that he started to hear the next verse.

'Of all the king's knights 'tis the flower, Compagnon de la Majolaine;
Of all the king's knights 'tis the flower, Always gay!'

Cavalletto had deferentially suggested the words and tune, supposing

him to have stopped short for want of more.

'Ah! You know the song, Cavalletto?'

'By Bacchus, yes, sir! They all know it in France. I have heard it many
times, sung by the little children. The last time when it I have heard,'
said Mr Baptist, formerly Cavalletto, who usually went back to his
native construction of sentences when his memory went near home,
'is from a sweet little voice. A little voice, very pretty, very innocent.
Altro!'
'The last time I heard it,' returned Arthur, 'was in a voice quite the
reverse of pretty, and quite the reverse of innocent.' He said it more to
himself than to his companion, and added to himself, repeating the
man's next words. 'Death of my life, sir, it's my character to be
impatient!'

'EH!' cried Cavalletto, astounded, and with all his colour gone in a
moment.

'What is the matter?'

'Sir! You know where I have heard that song the last time?'

With his rapid native action, his hands made the outline of a high
hook nose, pushed his eyes near together, dishevelled his hair, puffed
out his upper lip to represent a thick moustache, and threw the heavy
end of an ideal cloak over his shoulder. While doing this, with a
swiftness incredible to one who has not watched an Italian peasant,
he indicated a very remarkable and sinister smile.

The whole change passed over him like a flash of light, and he stood
in the same instant, pale and astonished, before his patron.

'In the name of Fate and wonder,' said Clennam, 'what do you mean?
Do you know a man of the name of Blandois?'

'No!' said Mr Baptist, shaking his head.

'You have just now described a man who was by when you heard that
song; have you not?'

'Yes!' said Mr Baptist, nodding fifty times.

'And was he not called Blandois?'

'No!' said Mr Baptist. 'Altro, Altro, Altro, Altro!' He could not reject the
name sufficiently, with his head and his right forefinger going at once.

'Stay!' cried Clennam, spreading out the handbill on his desk. 'Was
this the man? You can understand what I read aloud?'

'Altogether. Perfectly.'

'But look at it, too. Come here and look over me, while I read.'

Mr Baptist approached, followed every word with his quick eyes, saw
and heard it all out with the greatest impatience, then clapped his two
hands flat upon the bill as if he had fiercely caught some noxious
creature, and cried, looking eagerly at Clennam, 'It is the man! Behold
him!'

'This is of far greater moment to me' said Clennam, in great agitation,

'than you can imagine. Tell me where you knew the man.'

Mr Baptist, releasing the paper very slowly and with much

discomfiture, and drawing himself back two or three paces, and
making as though he dusted his hands, returned, very much against
his will:

'At Marsiglia - Marseilles.'

'What was he?'

'A prisoner, and - Altro! I believe yes! - an,' Mr Baptist crept closer
again to whisper it, 'Assassin!'

Clennam fell back as if the word had struck him a blow: so terrible did
it make his mother's communication with the man appear. Cavalletto
dropped on one knee, and implored him, with a redundancy of
gesticulation, to hear what had brought himself into such foul
company.

He told with perfect truth how it had come of a little contraband

trading, and how he had in time been released from prison, and how
he had gone away from those antecedents. How, at the house of
entertainment called the Break of Day at Chalons on the Saone, he
had been awakened in his bed at night by the same assassin, then
assuming the name of Lagnier, though his name had formerly been
Rigaud; how the assassin had proposed that they should join their
fortunes together; how he held the assassin in such dread and
aversion that he had fled from him at daylight, and how he had ever
since been haunted by the fear of seeing the assassin again and being
claimed by him as an acquaintance. When he had related this, with
an emphasis and poise on the word, 'assassin,' peculiarly belonging to
his own language, and which did not serve to render it less terrible to
Clennam, he suddenly sprang to his feet, pounced upon the bill again,
and with a vehemence that would have been absolute madness in any
man of Northern origin, cried 'Behold the same assassin! Here he is!'

In his passionate raptures, he at first forgot the fact that he had lately
seen the assassin in London. On his remembering it, it suggested
hope to Clennam that the recognition might be of later date than the
night of the visit at his mother's; but Cavalletto was too exact and
clear about time and place, to leave any opening for doubt that it had
preceded that occasion.
'Listen,' said Arthur, very seriously. 'This man, as we have read here,
has wholly disappeared.'

'Of it I am well content!' said Cavalletto, raising his eyes piously. 'A
thousand thanks to Heaven! Accursed assassin!'

'Not so,' returned Clennam; 'for until something more is heard of him,
I can never know an hour's peace.'

'Enough, Benefactor; that is quite another thing. A million of excuses!'

'Now, Cavalletto,' said Clennam, gently turning him by the arm, so

that they looked into each other's eyes. 'I am certain that for the little I
have been able to do for you, you are the most sincerely grateful of
men.'

'I swear it!' cried the other.

'I know it. If you could find this man, or discover what has become of
him, or gain any later intelligence whatever of him, you would render
me a service above any other service I could receive in the world, and
would make me (with far greater reason) as grateful to you as you are
to me.' 'I know not where to look,' cried the little man, kissing Arthur's
hand in a transport. 'I know not where to begin. I know not where to
go. But, courage! Enough! It matters not! I go, in this instant of time!'

'Not a word to any one but me, Cavalletto.'

'Al-tro!' cried Cavalletto. And was gone with great speed.

Chapter LIX - Mistress Affery Makes A Conditional Promise,
Respecting Her Dreams

Left alone, with the expressive looks and gestures of Mr Baptist,

otherwise Giovanni Baptista Cavalletto, vividly before him, Clennam
entered on a weary day. It was in vain that he tried to control his
attention by directing it to any business occupation or train of
thought; it rode at anchor by the haunting topic, and would hold to no
other idea. As though a criminal should be chained in a stationary
boat on a deep clear river, condemned, whatever countless leagues of
water flowed past him, always to see the body of the fellow-creature he
had drowned lying at the bottom, immovable, and unchangeable,
except as the eddies made it broad or long, now expanding, now
contracting its terrible lineaments; so Arthur, below the shifting
current of transparent thoughts and fancies which were gone and
succeeded by others as soon as come, saw, steady and dark, and not
to be stirred from its place, the one subject that he endeavoured with
all his might to rid himself of, and that he could not fly from. The
assurance he now had, that Blandois, whatever his right name, was
one of the worst of characters, greatly augmented the burden of his
anxieties. Though the disappearance should be accounted for to-
morrow, the fact that his mother had been in communication with
such a man, would remain unalterable. That the communication had
been of a secret kind, and that she had been submissive to him and
afraid of him, he hoped might be known to no one beyond himself; yet,
knowing it, how could he separate it from his old vague fears, and how
believe that there was nothing evil in such relations? Her resolution
not to enter on the question with him, and his knowledge of her
indomitable character, enhanced his sense of helplessness. It was like
the oppression of a dream to believe that shame and exposure were
impending over her and his father's memory, and to be shut out, as by
a brazen wall, from the possibility of coming to their aid. The purpose
he had brought home to his native country, and had ever since kept in
view, was, with her greatest determination, defeated by his mother
herself, at the time of all others when he feared that it pressed most.
His advice, energy, activity, money, credit, all his resources
whatsoever, were all made useless. If she had been possessed of the
old fabled influence, and had turned those who looked upon her into
stone, she could not have rendered him more completely powerless (so
it seemed to him in his distress of mind) than she did, when she
turned her unyielding face to his in her gloomy room.

But the light of that day's discovery, shining on these considerations,

roused him to take a more decided course of action.

Confident in the rectitude of his purpose, and impelled by a sense of

overhanging danger closing in around, he resolved, if his mother
would still admit of no approach, to make a desperate appeal to Affery.
If she could be brought to become communicative, and to do what lay
in her to break the spell of secrecy that enshrouded the house, he
might shake off the paralysis of which every hour that passed over his
head made him more acutely sensible. This was the result of his day's
anxiety, and this was the decision he put in practice when the day
closed in.

His first disappointment, on arriving at the house, was to find the

door open, and Mr Flintwinch smoking a pipe on the steps. If
circumstances had been commonly favourable, Mistress Affery would
have opened the door to his knock. Circumstances being uncommonly
unfavourable, the door stood open, and Mr Flintwinch was smoking
his pipe on the steps.

'Good evening,' said Arthur.

'Good evening,' said Mr Flintwinch.

The smoke came crookedly out of Mr Flintwinch's mouth, as if it

circulated through the whole of his wry figure and came back by his
wry throat, before coming forth to mingle with the smoke from the
crooked chimneys and the mists from the crooked river.

'Have you any news?' said Arthur.

'We have no news,' said Jeremiah.

'I mean of the foreign man,' Arthur explained.

'I mean of the foreign man,' said Jeremiah.

He looked so grim, as he stood askew, with the knot of his cravat

under his ear, that the thought passed into Clennam's mind, and not
for the first time by many, could Flintwinch for a purpose of his own
have got rid of Blandois? Could it have been his secret, and his safety,
that were at issue? He was small and bent, and perhaps not actively
strong; yet he was as tough as an old yew-tree, and as crusty as an
old jackdaw. Such a man, coming behind a much younger and more
vigorous man, and having the will to put an end to him and no
relenting, might do it pretty surely in that solitary place at a late hour.

While, in the morbid condition of his thoughts, these thoughts drifted

over the main one that was always in Clennam's mind, Mr Flintwinch,
regarding the opposite house over the gateway with his neck twisted
and one eye shut up, stood smoking with a vicious expression upon
him; more as if he were trying to bite off the stem of his pipe, than as
if he were enjoying it. Yet he was enjoying it in his own way.
'You'll be able to take my likeness, the next time you call, Arthur, I
should think,' said Mr Flintwinch, drily, as he stooped to knock the
ashes out.

Rather conscious and confused, Arthur asked his pardon, if he had

stared at him unpolitely. 'But my mind runs so much upon this
matter,' he said, 'that I lose myself.'

'Hah! Yet I don't see,' returned Mr Flintwinch, quite at his leisure,

'why it should trouble YOU, Arthur.'

'No?'

'No,' said Mr Flintwinch, very shortly and decidedly: much as if he

were of the canine race, and snapped at Arthur's hand.

'Is it nothing to see those placards about? Is it nothing to me to see

my mother's name and residence hawked up and down in such an
association?'

'I don't see,' returned Mr Flintwinch, scraping his horny cheek, 'that it
need signify much to you. But I'll tell you what I do see, Arthur,'
glancing up at the windows; 'I see the light of fire and candle in your
mother's room!'

'And what has that to do with it?'

'Why, sir, I read by it,' said Mr Flintwinch, screwing himself at him,

'that if it's advisable (as the proverb says it is) to let sleeping dogs lie,
it's just as advisable, perhaps, to let missing dogs lie. Let 'em be. They
generally turn up soon enough.'

Mr Flintwinch turned short round when he had made this remark,

and went into the dark hall. Clennam stood there, following him with
his eyes, as he dipped for a light in the phosphorus-box in the little
room at the side, got one after three or four dips, and lighted the dim
lamp against the wall. All the while, Clennam was pursuing the
probabilities - rather as if they were being shown to him by an
invisible hand than as if he himself were conjuring them up - of Mr
Flintwinch's ways and means of doing that darker deed, and removing
its traces by any of the black avenues of shadow that lay around
them.

'Now, sir,' said the testy Jeremiah; 'will it be agreeable to walk up-
stairs?'

'My mother is alone, I suppose?'

'Not alone,' said Mr Flintwinch. 'Mr Casby and his daughter are with
her. They came in while I was smoking, and I stayed behind to have
my smoke out.'

This was the second disappointment. Arthur made no remark upon it,
and repaired to his mother's room, where Mr Casby and Flora had
been taking tea, anchovy paste, and hot buttered toast. The relics of
those delicacies were not yet removed, either from the table or from
the scorched countenance of Affery, who, with the kitchen toasting-
fork still in her hand, looked like a sort of allegorical personage;
except that she had a considerable advantage over the general run of
such personages in point of significant emblematical purpose.

Flora had spread her bonnet and shawl upon the bed, with a care
indicative of an intention to stay some time. Mr Casby, too, was
beaming near the hob, with his benevolent knobs shining as if the
warm butter of the toast were exuding through the patriarchal skull,
and with his face as ruddy as if the colouring matter of the anchovy
paste were mantling in the patriarchal visage. Seeing this, as he
exchanged the usual salutations, Clennam decided to speak to his
mother without postponement.

It had long been customary, as she never changed her room, for those
who had anything to say to her apart, to wheel her to her desk; where
she sat, usually with the back of her chair turned towards the rest of
the room, and the person who talked with her seated in a corner, on a
stool which was always set in that place for that purpose. Except that
it was long since the mother and son had spoken together without the
intervention of a third person, it was an ordinary matter of course
within the experience of visitors for Mrs Clennam to be asked, with a
word of apology for the interruption, if she could be spoken with on a
matter of business, and, on her replying in the affirmative, to be
wheeled into the position described.

Therefore, when Arthur now made such an apology, and such a

request, and moved her to her desk and seated himself on the stool,
Mrs Finching merely began to talk louder and faster, as a delicate hint
that she could overhear nothing, and Mr Casby stroked his long white
locks with sleepy calmness.

'Mother, I have heard something to-day which I feel persuaded you

don't know, and which I think you should know, of the antecedents of
that man I saw here.'

'I know nothing of the antecedents of the man you saw here, Arthur.'
She spoke aloud. He had lowered his own voice; but she rejected that
advance towards confidence as she rejected every other, and spoke in
her usual key and in her usual stern voice.

'I have received it on no circuitous information; it has come to me

direct.' She asked him, exactly as before, if he were there to tell her
what it was?

'I thought it right that you should know it.'

'And what is it?'

'He has been a prisoner in a French gaol.'

She answered with composure, 'I should think that very likely.'

' But in a gaol for criminals, mother. On an accusation of murder.'

She started at the word, and her looks expressed her natural horror.
Yet she still spoke aloud, when she demanded: -

'Who told you so?'

'A man who was his fellow-prisoner.'

'That man's antecedents, I suppose, were not known to you, before he

told you?'

'No.'

'Though the man himself was?'

'Yes.'

'My case and Flintwinch's, in respect of this other man! I dare say the
resemblance is not so exact, though, as that your informant became
known to you through a letter from a correspondent with whom he
had deposited money? How does that part of the parallel stand?'

Arthur had no choice but to say that his informant had not become
known to him through the agency of any such credentials, or indeed
of any credentials at all. Mrs Clennam's attentive frown expanded by
degrees into a severe look of triumph, and she retorted with emphasis,
'Take care how you judge others, then. I say to you, Arthur, for your
good, take care how you judge!' Her emphasis had been derived from
her eyes quite as much as from the stress she laid upon her words.
She continued to look at him; and if, when he entered the house, he
had had any latent hope of prevailing in the least with her, she now
looked it out of his heart.

'Mother, shall I do nothing to assist you?'

'Nothing.'

'Will you entrust me with no confidence, no charge, no explanation?

Will you take no counsel with me? Will you not let me come near you?'

'How can you ask me? You separated yourself from my affairs. It was
not my act; it was yours. How can you consistently ask me such a
question? You know that you left me to Flintwinch, and that he
occupies your place.'

Glancing at Jeremiah, Clennam saw in his very gaiters that his

attention was closely directed to them, though he stood leaning
against the wall scraping his jaw, and pretended to listen to Flora as
she held forth in a most distracting manner on a chaos of subjects, in
which mackerel, and Mr F.'s Aunt in a swing, had become entangled
with cockchafers and the wine trade.

'A prisoner, in a French gaol, on an accusation of murder,' repeated

Mrs Clennam, steadily going over what her son had said. 'That is all
you know of him from the fellow-prisoner?'

'In substance, all.'

'And was the fellow-prisoner his accomplice and a murderer, too? But,
of course, he gives a better account of himself than of his friend; it is
needless to ask. This will supply the rest of them here with something
new to talk about. Casby, Arthur tells me - '

'Stay, mother! Stay, stay!' He interrupted her hastily, for it had not
entered his imagination that she would openly proclaim what he had
told her.

'What now?' she said with displeasure. 'What more?'

'I beg you to excuse me, Mr Casby - and you, too, Mrs Finching - for
one other moment with my mother - '

He had laid his hand upon her chair, or she would otherwise have
wheeled it round with the touch of her foot upon the ground. They
were still face to face. She looked at him, as he ran over the
possibilities of some result he had not intended, and could not
foresee, being influenced by Cavalletto's disclosure becoming a matter
of notoriety, and hurriedly arrived at the conclusion that it had best
not be talked about; though perhaps he was guided by no more
distinct reason than that he had taken it for granted that his mother
would reserve it to herself and her partner.

'What now?' she said again, impatiently. 'What is it?'

'I did not mean, mother, that you should repeat what I have
communicated. I think you had better not repeat it.'

'Do you make that a condition with me?'

'Well! Yes.'

'Observe, then! It is you who make this a secret,' said she, holding up
her hand, 'and not I. It is you, Arthur, who bring here doubts and
suspicions and entreaties for explanations, and it is you, Arthur, who
bring secrets here. What is it to me, do you think, where the man has
been, or what he has been? What can it be to me? The whole world
may know it, if they care to know it; it is nothing to me. Now, let me
go.'

He yielded to her imperious but elated look, and turned her chair back
to the place from which he had wheeled it. In doing so he saw elation
in the face of Mr Flintwinch, which most assuredly was not inspired
by Flora. this turning of his intelligence and of his whole attempt and
design against himself, did even more than his mother's fixedness and
firmness to convince him that his efforts with her were idle. Nothing
remained but the appeal to his old friend Affery.

But even to get the very doubtful and preliminary stage of making the
appeal, seemed one of the least promising of human undertakings.
She was so completely under the thrall of the two clever ones, was so
systematically kept in sight by one or other of them, and was so afraid
to go about the house besides, that every opportunity of speaking to
her alone appeared to be forestalled. Over and above that, Mistress
Affery, by some means (it was not very difficult to guess, through the
sharp arguments of her liege lord), had acquired such a lively
conviction of the hazard of saying anything under any circumstances,
that she had remained all this time in a corner guarding herself from
approach with that symbolical instrument of hers; so that, when a
word or two had been addressed to her by Flora, or even by the bottle-
green patriarch himself, she had warded off conversation with the
toasting-fork like a dumb woman.

After several abortive attempts to get Affery to look at him while she
cleared the table and washed the tea-service, Arthur thought of an
expedient which Flora might originate. To whom he therefore
whispered, 'Could you say you would like to go through the house?'

Now, poor Flora, being always in fluctuating expectation of the time

when Clennam would renew his boyhood and be madly in love with
her again, received the whisper with the utmost delight; not only as
rendered precious by its mysterious character, but as preparing the
way for a tender interview in which he would declare the state of his
affections. She immediately began to work out the hint.

'Ah dear me the poor old room,' said Flora, glancing round, 'looks just
as ever Mrs Clennam I am touched to see except for being smokier
which was to be expected with time and which we must all expect and
reconcile ourselves to being whether we like it or not as I am sure I
have had to do myself if not exactly smokier dreadfully stouter which
is the same or worse, to think of the days when papa used to bring me
here the least of girls a perfect mass of chilblains to be stuck upon a
chair with my feet on the rails and stare at Arthur - pray excuse me -
Mr Clennam - the least of boys in the frightfullest of frills and jackets
ere yet Mr F. appeared a misty shadow on the horizon paying
attentions like the well-known spectre of some place in Germany
beginning with a B is a moral lesson inculcating that all the paths in
life are similar to the paths down in the North of England where they
get the coals and make the iron and things gravelled with ashes!'

Having paid the tribute of a sigh to the instability of human existence,

Flora hurried on with her purpose.

'Not that at any time,' she proceeded, 'its worst enemy could have said
it was a cheerful house for that it was never made to be but always
highly impressive, fond memory recalls an occasion in youth ere yet
the judgment was mature when Arthur - confirmed habit - Mr
Clennam - took me down into an unused kitchen eminent for
mouldiness and proposed to secrete me there for life and feed me on
what he could hide from his meals when he was not at home for the
holidays and on dry bread in disgrace which at that halcyon period
too frequently occurred, would it be inconvenient or asking too much
to beg to be permitted to revive those scenes and walk through the
house?'

Mrs Clennam, who responded with a constrained grace to Mrs

Finching's good nature in being there at all, though her visit (before
Arthur's unexpected arrival) was undoubtedly an act of pure good
nature and no self-gratification, intimated that all the house was open
to her. Flora rose and looked to Arthur for his escort. 'Certainly,' said
he, aloud; 'and Affery will light us, I dare say.'
Affery was excusing herself with 'Don't ask nothing of me, Arthur!'
when Mr Flintwinch stopped her with 'Why not? Affery, what's the
matter with you, woman? Why not, jade!' Thus expostulated with, she
came unwillingly out of her corner, resigned the toasting-fork into one
of her husband's hands, and took the candlestick he offered from the
other.

'Go before, you fool!' said Jeremiah. 'Are you going up, or down, Mrs
Finching?'

Flora answered, 'Down.'

'Then go before, and down, you Affery,' said Jeremiah. 'And do it

properly, or I'll come rolling down the banisters, and tumbling over
you!'

Affery headed the exploring party; Jeremiah closed it. He had no

intention of leaving them. Clennam looking back, and seeing him
following three stairs behind, in the coolest and most methodical
manner exclaimed in a low voice, 'Is there no getting rid of him!' Flora
reassured his mind by replying promptly, 'Why though not exactly
proper Arthur and a thing I couldn't think of before a younger man or
a stranger still I don't mind him if you so particularly wish it and
provided you'll have the goodness not to take me too tight.'

Wanting the heart to explain that this was not at all what he meant,
Arthur extended his supporting arm round Flora's figure. 'Oh my
goodness me,' said she. 'You are very obedient indeed really and it's
extremely honourable and gentlemanly in you I am sure but still at
the same time if you would like to be a little tighter than that I
shouldn't consider it intruding.'

In this preposterous attitude, unspeakably at variance with his

anxious mind, Clennam descended to the basement of the house;
finding that wherever it became darker than elsewhere, Flora became
heavier, and that when the house was lightest she was too. Returning
from the dismal kitchen regions, which were as dreary as they could
be, Mistress Affery passed with the light into his father's old room,
and then into the old dining-room; always passing on before like a
phantom that was not to be overtaken, and neither turning nor
answering when he whispered, 'Affery! I want to speak to you!'

In the dining-room, a sentimental desire came over Flora to look into

the dragon closet which had so often swallowed Arthur in the days of
his boyhood - not improbably because, as a very dark closet, it was a
likely place to be heavy in. Arthur, fast subsiding into despair, had
opened it, when a knock was heard at the outer door.
Mistress Affery, with a suppressed cry, threw her apron over her head.

'What? You want another dose!' said Mr Flintwinch. 'You shall have it,
my woman, you shall have a good one! Oh! You shall have a sneezer,
you shall have a teaser!'

'In the meantime is anybody going to the door?' said Arthur.

'In the meantime, I am going to the door, sir,' returned the old man so
savagely, as to render it clear that in a choice of difficulties he felt he
must go, though he would have preferred not to go. 'Stay here the
while, all! Affery, my woman, move an inch, or speak a word in your
foolishness, and I'll treble your dose!'

The moment he was gone, Arthur released Mrs Finching: with some
difficulty, by reason of that lady misunderstanding his intentions, and
making arrangements with a view to tightening instead of slackening.

'Affery, speak to me now!'

'Don't touch me, Arthur!' she cried, shrinking from him. 'Don't come
near me. He'll see you. Jeremiah will. Don't.'

'He can't see me,' returned Arthur, suiting the action to the word, 'if I
blow the candle out.'

'He'll hear you,' cried Affery.

'He can't hear me,' returned Arthur, suiting the action to the words
again, 'if I draw you into this black closet, and speak here.

Why do you hide your face?'

'Because I am afraid of seeing something.'

'You can't be afraid of seeing anything in this darkness, Affery.'

'Yes I am. Much more than if it was light.'

'Why are you afraid?'

'Because the house is full of mysteries and secrets; because it's full of
whisperings and counsellings; because it's full of noises. There never
was such a house for noises. I shall die of 'em, if Jeremiah don't
strangle me first. As I expect he will.'

'I have never heard any noises here, worth speaking of.'
'Ah! But you would, though, if you lived in the house, and was obliged
to go about it as I am,' said Affery; 'and you'd feel that they was so
well worth speaking of, that you'd feel you was nigh bursting through
not being allowed to speak of 'em. Here's Jeremiah! You'll get me
killed.'

'My good Affery, I solemnly declare to you that I can see the light of
the open door on the pavement of the hall, and so could you if you
would uncover your face and look.'

'I durstn't do it,' said Affery, 'I durstn't never, Arthur. I'm always blind-
folded when Jeremiah an't a looking, and sometimes even when he is.'

'He cannot shut the door without my seeing him,' said Arthur. 'You
are as safe with me as if he was fifty miles away.'

('I wish he was!' cried Affery.)

'Affery, I want to know what is amiss here; I want some light thrown
on the secrets of this house.' 'I tell you, Arthur,' she interrupted,
'noises is the secrets, rustlings and stealings about, tremblings, treads
overhead and treads underneath.'

'But those are not all the secrets.'

'I don't know,' said Affery. 'Don't ask me no more. Your old sweetheart
an't far off, and she's a blabber.'

His old sweetheart, being in fact so near at hand that she was then
reclining against him in a flutter, a very substantial angle of forty-five
degrees, here interposed to assure Mistress Affery with greater
earnestness than directness of asseveration, that what she heard
should go no further, but should be kept inviolate, 'if on no other
account on Arthur's - sensible of intruding in being too familiar Doyce
and Clennam's.'

'I make an imploring appeal to you, Affery, to you, one of the few
agreeable early remembrances I have, for my mother's sake, for your
husband's sake, for my own, for all our sakes. I am sure you can tell
me something connected with the coming here of this man, if you will.'

'Why, then I'll tell you, Arthur,' returned Affery - 'Jeremiah's coming!'

'No, indeed he is not. The door is open, and he is standing outside,

talking.'

'I'll tell you then,' said Affery, after listening, 'that the first time he ever
come he heard the noises his own self. ‘What's that?’ he said to me. ‘I
don't know what it is,’ I says to him, catching hold of him, ‘but I have
heard it over and over again.’ While I says it, he stands a looking at
me, all of a shake, he do.'

'Has he been here often?'

'Only that night, and the last night.'

'What did you see of him on the last night, after I was gone?'

'Them two clever ones had him all alone to themselves. Jeremiah come
a dancing at me sideways, after I had let you out (he always comes a
dancing at me sideways when he's going to hurt me), and he said to
me, ‘Now, Affery,’ he said, ‘I am a coming behind you, my woman, and
a going to run you up.’ So he took and squeezed the back of my neck
in his hand, till it made me open MY mouth, and then he pushed me
before him to bed, squeezing all the way. That's what he calls running
me up, he do. Oh, he's a wicked one!'

'And did you hear or see no more, Affery?'

'Don't I tell you I was sent to bed, Arthur! Here he is!'

'I assure you he is still at the door. Those whisperings and

counsellings, Affery, that you have spoken of. What are they?'

'How should I know? Don't ask me nothing about 'em, Arthur. Get
away!'

'But my dear Affery; unless I can gain some insight into these hidden
things, in spite of your husband and in spite of my mother, ruin will
come of it.'

'Don't ask me nothing,' repeated Affery. 'I have been in a dream for
ever so long. Go away, go away!'

'You said that before,' returned Arthur. 'You used the same expression
that night, at the door, when I asked you what was going on here.
What do you mean by being in a dream?'

'I an't a going to tell you. Get away! I shouldn't tell you, if you was by
yourself; much less with your old sweetheart here.'

It was equally vain for Arthur to entreat, and for Flora to protest.
Affery, who had been trembling and struggling the whole time, turned
a deaf ear to all adjuration, and was bent on forcing herself out of the
closet.
'I'd sooner scream to Jeremiah than say another word! I'll call out to
him, Arthur, if you don't give over speaking to me. Now here's the very
last word I'll say afore I call to him - If ever you begin to get the better
of them two clever ones your own self (you ought to it, as I told you
when you first come home, for you haven't been a living here long
years, to be made afeared of your life as I have), then do you get the
better of 'em afore my face; and then do you say to me, Affery tell your
dreams! Maybe, then I'll tell 'em!'

The shutting of the door stopped Arthur from replying. They glided
into the places where Jeremiah had left them; and Clennam, stepping
forward as that old gentleman returned, informed him that he had
accidentally extinguished the candle. Mr Flintwinch looked on as he
re-lighted it at the lamp in the hall, and preserved a profound
taciturnity respecting the person who had been holding him in
conversation. Perhaps his irascibility demanded compensation for
some tediousness that the visitor had expended on him; however that
was, he took such umbrage at seeing his wife with her apron over her
head, that he charged at her, and taking her veiled nose between his
thumb and finger, appeared to throw the whole screw- power of his
person into the wring he gave it.

Flora, now permanently heavy, did not release Arthur from the survey
of the house, until it had extended even to his old garret bedchamber.
His thoughts were otherwise occupied than with the tour of
inspection; yet he took particular notice at the time, as he afterwards
had occasion to remember, of the airlessness and closeness of the
house; that they left the track of their footsteps in the dust on the
upper floors; and that there was a resistance to the opening of one
room door, which occasioned Affery to cry out that somebody was
hiding inside, and to continue to believe so, though somebody was
sought and not discovered. When they at last returned to his mother's
room, they found her shading her face with her muffled hand, and
talking in a low voice to the Patriarch as he stood before the fire,
whose blue eyes, polished head, and silken locks, turning towards
them as they came in, imparted an inestimable value and
inexhaustible love of his species to his remark:

'So you have been seeing the premises, seeing the premises -
premises - seeing the premises!'

it was not in itself a jewel of benevolence or wisdom, yet he made it an

exemplar of both that one would have liked to have a copy of.
Chapter LX - The Evening Of A Long Day

That illustrious man and great national ornament, Mr Merdle,

continued his shining course. It began to be widely understood that
one who had done society the admirable service of making so much
money out of it, could not be suffered to remain a commoner. A
baronetcy was spoken of with confidence; a peerage was frequently
mentioned. Rumour had it that Mr Merdle had set his golden face
against a baronetcy; that he had plainly intimated to Lord Decimus
that a baronetcy was not enough for him; that he had said, 'No - a
Peerage, or plain Merdle.' This was reported to have plunged Lord
Decimus as nigh to his noble chin in a slough of doubts as so lofty a
person could be sunk. For the Barnacles, as a group of themselves in
creation, had an idea that such distinctions belonged to them; and
that when a soldier, sailor, or lawyer became ennobled, they let him
in, as it were, by an act of condescension, at the family door, and
immediately shut it again. Not only (said Rumour) had the troubled
Decimus his own hereditary part in this impression, but he also knew
of several Barnacle claims already on the file, which came into
collision with that of the master spirit.

Right or wrong, Rumour was very busy; and Lord Decimus, while he
was, or was supposed to be, in stately excogitation of the difficulty,
lent her some countenance by taking, on several public occasions, one
of those elephantine trots of his through a jungle of overgrown
sentences, waving Mr Merdle about on his trunk as Gigantic
Enterprise, The Wealth of England, Elasticity, Credit, Capital,
Prosperity, and all manner of blessings.

So quietly did the mowing of the old scythe go on, that fully three
months had passed unnoticed since the two English brothers had
been laid in one tomb in the strangers' cemetery at Rome. Mr and Mrs
Sparkler were established in their own house: a little manSion, rather
of the Tite Barnacle class, quite a triumph of inconvenience, with a
perpetual smell in it of the day before yesterday's soup and coach-
horses, but extremely dear, as being exactly in the centre of the
habitable globe. In this enviable abode (and envied it really was by
many people), Mrs Sparkler had intended to proceed at once to the
demolition of the Bosom, when active hostilities had been suspended
by the arrival of the Courier with his tidings of death. Mrs Sparkler,
who was not unfeeling, had received them with a violent burst of grief,
which had lasted twelve hours; after which, she had arisen to see
about her mourning, and to take every precaution that could ensure
its being as becoming as Mrs Merdle's. A gloom was then cast over
more than one distinguished family (according to the politest sources
of intelligence), and the Courier went back again.
Mr and Mrs Sparkler had been dining alone, with their gloom cast
over them, and Mrs Sparkler reclined on a drawing-room sofa. It was a
hot summer Sunday evening. The residence in the centre of the
habitable globe, at all times stuffed and close as if it had an incurable
cold in its head, was that evening particularly stifling.

The bells of the churches had done their worst in the way of clanging
among the unmelodious echoes of the streets, and the lighted
windows of the churches had ceased to be yellow in the grey dusk,
and had died out opaque black. Mrs Sparkler, lying on her sofa,
looking through an open window at the opposite side of a narrow
street over boxes of mignonette and flowers, was tired of the view. Mrs
Sparkler, looking at another window where her husband stood in the
balcony, was tired of that view. Mrs Sparkler, looking at herself in her
mourning, was even tired of that view: though, naturally, not so tired
of that as of the other two.

'It's like lying in a well,' said Mrs Sparkler, changing her position
fretfully. 'Dear me, Edmund, if you have anything to say, why don't
you say it?'

Mr Sparkler might have replied with ingenuousness, 'My life, I have

nothing to say.' But, as the repartee did not occur to him, he
contented himself with coming in from the balcony and standing at
the side of his wife's couch.

'Good gracious, Edmund!' said Mrs Sparkler more fretfully still, you
are absolutely putting mignonette up your nose! Pray don't!'

Mr Sparkler, in absence of mind - perhaps in a more literal absence of

mind than is usually understood by the phrase - had smelt so hard at
a sprig in his hand as to be on the verge of the offence in question. He
smiled, said, 'I ask your pardon, my dear,' and threw it out of window.

'You make my head ache by remaining in that position, Edmund,' said

Mrs Sparkler, raising her eyes to him after another minute; 'you look
so aggravatingly large by this light. Do sit down.'

'Certainly, my dear,' said Mr Sparkler, and took a chair on the same

spot.

'If I didn't know that the longest day was past,' said Fanny, yawning in
a dreary manner, 'I should have felt certain this was the longest day. I
never did experience such a day.'

'Is that your fan, my love?' asked Mr Sparkler, picking up one and
presenting it.
'Edmund,' returned his wife, more wearily yet, 'don't ask weak
questions, I entreat you not. Whose can it be but mine?'

'Yes, I thought it was yours,' said Mr Sparkler.

'Then you shouldn't ask,' retorted Fanny. After a little while she
turned on her sofa and exclaimed, 'Dear me, dear me, there never was
such a long day as this!' After another little while, she got up slowly,
walked about, and came back again.

'My dear,' said Mr Sparkler, flashing with an original conception, 'I

think you must have got the fidgets.'

'Oh, Fidgets!' repeated Mrs Sparkler. 'Don't.'

'My adorable girl,' urged Mr Sparkler, 'try your aromatic vinegar. I

have often seen my mother try it, and it seemingly refreshed her.

And she is, as I believe you are aware, a remarkably fine woman, with
no non - '

'Good Gracious!' exclaimed Fanny, starting up again. 'It's beyond all

patience! This is the most wearisome day that ever did dawn upon the
world, I am certain.'

Mr Sparkler looked meekly after her as she lounged about the room,
and he appeared to be a little frightened. When she had tossed a few
trifles about, and had looked down into the darkening street out of all
the three windows, she returned to her sofa, and threw herself among
its pillows.

'Now Edmund, come here! Come a little nearer, because I want to be

able to touch you with my fan, that I may impress you very much with
what I am going to say. That will do. Quite close enough. Oh, you do
look so big!'

Mr Sparkler apologised for the circumstance, pleaded that he couldn't

help it, and said that 'our fellows,' without more particularly
indicating whose fellows, used to call him by the name of Quinbus
Flestrin, Junior, or the Young Man Mountain.

'You ought to have told me so before,' Fanny complained.

'My dear,' returned Mr Sparkler, rather gratified, 'I didn't know It

would interest you, or I would have made a point of telling you.'
'There! For goodness sake, don't talk,' said Fanny; 'I want to talk,
myself. Edmund, we must not be alone any more. I must take such
precautions as will prevent my being ever again reduced to the state of
dreadful depression in which I am this evening.'

'My dear,' answered Mr Sparkler; 'being as you are well known to be, a
remarkably fine woman with no - '

'Oh, good GRACIOUS!' cried Fanny.

Mr Sparkler was so discomposed by the energy of this exclamation,

accompanied with a flouncing up from the sofa and a flouncing down
again, that a minute or two elapsed before he felt himself equal to
saying in explanation:

'I mean, my dear, that everybody knows you are calculated to shine in
society.'

'Calculated to shine in society,' retorted Fanny with great irritability;

'yes, indeed! And then what happens? I no sooner recover, in a visiting
point of view, the shock of poor dear papa's death, and my poor
uncle's - though I do not disguise from myself that the last was a
happy release, for, if you are not presentable you had much better die
-'

'You are not referring to me, my love, I hope?' Mr Sparkler humbly

interrupted.

'Edmund, Edmund, you would wear out a Saint. Am I not expressly

speaking of my poor uncle?'

'You looked with so much expression at myself, my dear girl,' said Mr

Sparkler, 'that I felt a little uncomfortable. Thank you, my love.'

'Now you have put me out,' observed Fanny with a resigned toss of her
fan, 'and I had better go to bed.'

'Don't do that, my love,' urged Mr Sparkler. 'Take time.'

Fanny took a good deal of time: lying back with her eyes shut, and her
eyebrows raised with a hopeless expression as if she had utterly given
up all terrestrial affairs. At length, without the slightest notice, she
opened her eyes again, and recommenced in a short, sharp manner:

'What happens then, I ask! What happens? Why, I find myself at the
very period when I might shine most in society, and should most like
for very momentous reasons to shine in society - I find myself in a
situation which to a certain extent disqualifies me for going into
society. it's too bad, really!'
'My dear,' said Mr Sparkler. 'I don't think it need keep you at home.'
'Edmund, you ridiculous creature,' returned Fanny, with great
indignation; 'do you suppose that a woman in the bloom of youth and
not wholly devoid of personal attractions, can put herself, at such a
time, in competition as to figure with a woman in every other way her
inferior? If you do suppose such a thing, your folly is boundless.'

Mr Sparkler submitted that he had thought 'it might be got over.' 'Got
over!' repeated Fanny, with immeasurable scorn.

'For a time,' Mr Sparkler submitted.

Honouring the last feeble suggestion with no notice, Mrs Sparkler

declared with bitterness that it really was too bad, and that positively
it was enough to make one wish one was dead!

'However,' she said, when she had in some measure recovered from
her sense of personal ill-usage; 'provoking as it is, and cruel as it
seems, I suppose it must be submitted to.'

'Especially as it was to be expected,' said Mr Sparkler.

'Edmund,' returned his wife, 'if you have nothing more becoming to do
than to attempt to insult the woman who has honoured you with her
hand, when she finds herself in adversity, I think YOU had better go
to bed!'

Mr Sparkler was much afflicted by the charge, and offered a most

tender and earnest apology. His apology was accepted; but Mrs
Sparkler requested him to go round to the other side of the sofa and
sit in the window-curtain, to tone himself down.

'Now, Edmund,' she said, stretching out her fan, and touching him
with it at arm's length, 'what I was going to say to you when you
began as usual to prose and worry, is, that I shall guard against our
being alone any more, and that when circumstances prevent my going
out to my own satisfaction, I must arrange to have some people or
other always here; for I really cannot, and will not, have another such
day as this has been.'

Mr Sparkler's sentiments as to the plan were, in brief, that it had no

nonsense about it. He added, 'And besides, you know it's likely that
you'll soon have your sister - '

'Dearest Amy, yes!' cried Mrs Sparkler with a sigh of affection. 'Darling
little thing! Not, however, that Amy would do here alone.'
Mr Sparkler was going to say 'No?' interrogatively, but he saw his
danger and said it assentingly, 'No, Oh dear no; she wouldn't do here
alone.'

'No, Edmund. For not only are the virtues of the precious child of that
still character that they require a contrast - require life and movement
around them to bring them out in their right colours and make one
love them of all things; but she will require to be roused, on more
accounts than one.'

'That's it,' said Mr Sparkler. 'Roused.'

'Pray don't, Edmund! Your habit of interrupting without having the

least thing in the world to say, distracts one. You must be broken of it.
Speaking of Amy; - my poor little pet was devotedly attached to poor
papa, and no doubt will have lamented his loss exceedingly, and
grieved very much. I have done so myself. I have felt it dreadfully. But
Amy will no doubt have felt it even more, from having been on the spot
the whole time, and having been with poor dear papa at the last;
which I unhappily was not.'

Here Fanny stopped to weep, and to say, 'Dear, dear, beloved papa!
How truly gentlemanly he was! What a contrast to poor uncle!'

'From the effects of that trying time,' she pursued, 'my good little
Mouse will have to be roused. Also, from the effects of this long
attendance upon Edward in his illness; an attendance which is not yet
over, which may even go on for some time longer, and which in the
meanwhile unsettles us all by keeping poor dear papa's affairs from
being wound up. Fortunately, however, the papers with his agents
here being all sealed up and locked up, as he left them when he
providentially came to England, the affairs are in that state of order
that they can wait until my brother Edward recovers his health in
Sicily, sufficiently to come over, and administer, or execute, or
whatever it may be that will have to be done.'

'He couldn't have a better nurse to bring him round,' Mr Sparkler

made bold to opine.

'For a wonder, I can agree with you,' returned his wife, languidly
turning her eyelids a little in his direction (she held forth, in general,
as if to the drawing-room furniture), 'and can adopt your words. He
couldn't have a better nurse to bring him round. There are times when
my dear child is a little wearing to an active mind; but, as a nurse, she
is Perfection. Best of Amys!'

Mr Sparkler, growing rash on his late success, observed that Edward

had had, biggodd, a long bout of it, my dear girl.
'If Bout, Edmund,' returned Mrs Sparkler, 'is the slang term for
indisposition, he has. If it is not, I am unable to give an opinion on the
barbarous language you address to Edward's sister. That he
contracted Malaria Fever somewhere, either by travelling day and
night to Rome, where, after all, he arrived too late to see poor dear
papa before his death - or under some other unwholesome
circumstances - is indubitable, if that is what you mean. Likewise that
his extremely careless life has made him a very bad subject for it
indeed.'

Mr Sparkler considered it a parallel case to that of some of our fellows

in the West Indies with Yellow Jack. Mrs Sparkler closed her eyes
again, and refused to have any consciousness of our fellows of the
West Indies, or of Yellow Jack.

'So, Amy,' she pursued, when she reopened her eyelids, 'will require to
be roused from the effects of many tedious and anxious weeks. And
lastly, she will require to be roused from a low tendency which I know
very well to be at the bottom of her heart. Don't ask me what it is,
Edmund, because I must decline to tell you.'

'I am not going to, my dear,' said Mr Sparkler.

'I shall thus have much improvement to effect in my sweet child,' Mrs
Sparkler continued, 'and cannot have her near me too soon. Amiable
and dear little Twoshoes! As to the settlement of poor papa's affairs,
my interest in that is not very selfish. Papa behaved very generously to
me when I was married, and I have little or nothing to expect.
Provided he had made no will that can come into force, leaving a
legacy to Mrs General, I am contented. Dear papa, dear papa.'

She wept again, but Mrs General was the best of restoratives. The
name soon stimulated her to dry her eyes and say:

'It is a highly encouraging circumstance in Edward's illness, I am

thankful to think, and gives one the greatest confidence in his sense
not being impaired, or his proper spirit weakened - down to the time
of poor dear papa's death at all events - that he paid off Mrs General
instantly, and sent her out of the house. I applaud him for it. I could
forgive him a great deal for doing, with such promptitude, so exactly
what I would have done myself!'

Mrs Sparkler was in the full glow of her gratification, when a double
knock was heard at the door. A very odd knock. Low, as if to avoid
making a noise and attracting attention. Long, as if the person
knocking were preoccupied in mind, and forgot to leave off.

'Halloa!' said Mr Sparkler. 'Who's this?'

'Not Amy and Edward without notice and without a carriage!' said Mrs
Sparkler. 'Look out.'

The room was dark, but the street was lighter, because of its lamps.
Mr Sparkler's head peeping over the balcony looked so very bulky and
heavy that it seemed on the point of overbalancing him and flattening
the unknown below.

'It's one fellow,' said Mr Sparkler. 'I can't see who - stop though!' On
this second thought he went out into the balcony again and had
another look. He came back as the door was opened, and announced
that he believed he had identified 'his governor's tile.' He was not
mistaken, for his governor, with his tile in his hand, was introduced
immediately afterwards.

'Candles!' said Mrs Sparkler, with a word of excuse for the darkness.

'It's light enough for me,' said Mr Merdle.

When the candles were brought in, Mr Merdle was discovered

standing behind the door, picking his lips. 'I thought I'd give you a
call,' he said. 'I am rather particularly occupied just now; and, as I
happened to be out for a stroll, I thought I'd give you a call.'

As he was in dinner dress, Fanny asked him where he had been

dining?

'Well,' said Mr Merdle, 'I haven't been dining anywhere, particularly.'

'Of course you have dined?' said Fanny.

'Why - no, I haven't exactly dined,' said Mr Merdle.

He had passed his hand over his yellow forehead and considered, as if
he were not sure about it. Something to eat was proposed. 'No, thank
you,' said Mr Merdle, 'I don't feel inclined for it. I was to have dined
out along with Mrs Merdle. But as I didn't feel inclined for dinner, I let
Mrs Merdle go by herself just as we were getting into the carriage, and
thought I'd take a stroll instead.'

Would he have tea or coffee? 'No, thank you,' said Mr Merdle. 'I looked
in at the Club, and got a bottle of wine.'

At this period of his visit, Mr Merdle took the chair.which Edmund

Sparkler had offered him, and which he had hitherto been pushing
slowly about before him, like a dull man with a pair of skates on for
the first time, who could not make up his mind to start. He now put
his hat upon another chair beside him, and, looking down into it as if
it were some twenty feet deep, said again: 'You see I thought I'd give
you a call.'

'Flattering to us,' said Fanny, 'for you are not a calling man.'

'No - no,' returned Mr Merdle, who was by this time taking himself
into custody under both coat-sleeves. 'No, I am not a calling man.'

'You have too much to do for that,' said Fanny. 'Having so much to do,
Mr Merdle, loss of appetite is a serious thing with you, and you must
have it seen to. You must not be ill.' 'Oh! I am very well,' replied Mr
Merdle, after deliberating about it. 'I am as well as I usually am. I am
well enough. I am as well as I want to be.'

The master-mind of the age, true to its characteristic of being at all

times a mind that had as little as possible to say for itself and great
difficulty in saying it, became mute again. Mrs Sparkler began to
wonder how long the master-mind meant to stay.

'I was speaking of poor papa when you came in, sir.'

'Aye! Quite a coincidence,' said Mr Merdle.

Fanny did not see that; but felt it incumbent on her to continue
talking. 'I was saying,' she pursued, 'that my brother's illness has
occasioned a delay in examining and arranging papa's property.'

'Yes,' said Mr Merdle; 'yes. There has been a delay.'

'Not that it is of consequence,' said Fanny.

'Not,' assented Mr Merdle, after having examined the cornice of all

that part of the room which was within his range: 'not that it is of any
consequence.'

'My only anxiety is,' said Fanny, 'that Mrs General should not get
anything.'

'She won't get anything,' said Mr Merdle.

Fanny was delighted to hear him express the opinion. Mr Merdle, after
taking another gaze into the depths of his hat as if he thought he saw
something at the bottom, rubbed his hair and slowly appended to his
last remark the confirmatory words, 'Oh dear no. No. Not she. Not
likely.'
As the topic seemed exhausted, and Mr Merdle too, Fanny inquired if
he were going to take up Mrs Merdle and the carriage in his way
home?

'No,' he answered; 'I shall go by the shortest way, and leave Mrs
Merdle to - ' here he looked all over the palms of both his hands as if
he were telling his own fortune - 'to take care of herself. I dare say
she'll manage to do it.'

'Probably,' said Fanny.

There was then a long silence; during which, Mrs Sparkler, lying back
on her sofa again, shut her eyes and raised her eyebrows in her
former retirement from mundane affairs.

'But, however,' said Mr Merdle, 'I am equally detaining you and

myself. I thought I'd give you a call, you know.'

'Charmed, I am sure,' said Fanny.

'So I am off,' added Mr Merdle, getting up. 'Could you lend me a

penknife?'

It was an odd thing, Fanny smilingly observed, for her who could
seldom prevail upon herself even to write a letter, to lend to a man of
such vast business as Mr Merdle. 'Isn't it?' Mr Merdle acquiesced; 'but
I want one; and I know you have got several little wedding keepsakes
about, with scissors and tweezers and such things in them. You shall
have it back to-morrow.'

'Edmund,' said Mrs Sparkler, 'open (now, very carefully, I beg and
beseech, for you are so very awkward) the mother of pearl box on my
little table there, and give Mr Merdle the mother of pearl penknife.'

'Thank you,' said Mr Merdle; 'but if you have got one with a darker
handle, I think I should prefer one with a darker handle.'

'Tortoise-shell?'

'Thank you,' said Mr Merdle; 'yes. I think I should prefer tortoise-

shell.'

Edmund accordingly received instructions to open the tortoise-shell

box, and give Mr Merdle the tortoise-shell knife. On his doing so, his
wife said to the master-spirit graciously:

'I will forgive you, if you ink it.'

'I'll undertake not to ink it,' said Mr Merdle.

The illustrious visitor then put out his coat-cuff, and for a moment
entombed Mrs Sparkler's hand: wrist, bracelet, and all. Where his own
hand had shrunk to, was not made manifest, but it was as remote
from Mrs Sparkler's sense of touch as if he had been a highly
meritorious Chelsea Veteran or Greenwich Pensioner.

Thoroughly convinced, as he went out of the room, that it was the

longest day that ever did come to an end at last, and that there never
was a woman, not wholly devoid of personal attractions, so worn out
by idiotic and lumpish people, Fanny passed into the balcony for a
breath of air. Waters of vexation filled her eyes; and they had the effect
of making the famous Mr Merdle, in going down the street, appear to
leap, and waltz, and gyrate, as if he were possessed of several Devils.
Chapter LXI - The Chief Butler Resigns The Seals Of Office

The dinner-party was at the great Physician's. Bar was there, and in
full force. Ferdinand Barnacle was there, and in his most engaging
state. Few ways of life were hidden from Physician, and he was oftener
in its darkest places than even Bishop. There were brilliant ladies
about London who perfectly doted on him, my dear, as the most
charming creature and the most delightful person, who would have
been shocked to find themselves so close to him if they could have
known on what sights those thoughtful eyes of his had rested within
an hour or two, and near to whose beds, and under what roofs, his
composed figure had stood. But Physician was a composed man, who
performed neither on his own trumpet, nor on the trumpets of other
people. Many wonderful things did he see and hear, and much
irreconcilable moral contradiction did he pass his life among; yet his
equality of compassion was no more disturbed than the Divine
Master's of all healing was. He went, like the rain, among the just and
unjust, doing all the good he could, and neither proclaiming it in the
synagogues nor at the corner of streets.

As no man of large experience of humanity, however quietly carried it

may be, can fail to be invested with an interest peculiar to the
possession of such knowledge, Physician was an attractive man. Even
the daintier gentlemen and ladies who had no idea of his secret, and
who would have been startled out of more wits than they had, by the
monstrous impropriety of his proposing to them 'Come and see what I
see!' confessed his attraction. Where he was, something real was. And
half a grain of reality, like the smallest portion of some other scarce
natural productions, will flavour an enormous quantity of diluent.

It came to pass, therefore, that Physician's little dinners always

presented people in their least conventional lights. The guests said to
themselves, whether they were conscious of it or no, 'Here is a man
who really has an acquaintance with us as we are, who is admitted to
some of us every day with our wigs and paint off, who hears the
wanderings of our minds, and sees the undisguised expression of our
faces, when both are past our control; we may as well make an
approach to reality with him, for the man has got the better of us and
is too strong for us.' Therefore, Physician's guests came out so
surprisingly at his round table that they were almost natural.

Bar's knowledge of that agglomeration of jurymen which is called

humanity was as sharp as a razor; yet a razor is not a generally
convenient instrument, and Physician's plain bright scalpel, though
far less keen, was adaptable to far wider purposes. Bar knew all about
the gullibility and knavery of people; but Physician could have given
him a better insight into their tendernesses and affections, in one
week of his rounds, than Westminster Hall and all the circuits put
together, in threescore years and ten. Bar always had a suspicion of
this, and perhaps was glad to encourage it (for, if the world were really
a great Law Court, one would think that the last day of Term could
not too soon arrive); and so he liked and respected Physician quite as
much as any other kind of man did.

Mr Merdle's default left a Banquo's chair at the table; but, if he had

been there, he would have merely made the difference of Banquo in it,
and consequently he was no loss. Bar, who picked up all sorts of odds
and ends about Westminster Hall, much as a raven would have done
if he had passed as much of his time there, had been picking up a
great many straws lately and tossing them about, to try which way the
Merdle wind blew. He now had a little talk on the subject with Mrs
Merdle herself; sidling up to that lady, of course, with his double eye-
glass and his jury droop.

'A certain bird,' said Bar; and he looked as if it could have been no
other bird than a magpie; 'has been whispering among us lawyers
lately, that there is to be an addition to the titled personages of this
realm.'

'Really?' said Mrs Merdle.

'Yes,' said Bar. 'Has not the bird been whispering in very different ears
from ours - in lovely ears?' He looked expressively at Mrs Merdle's
nearest ear-ring.

'Do you mean mine?' asked Mrs Merdle.

'When I say lovely,' said Bar, 'I always mean you.'

'You never mean anything, I think,' returned Mrs Merdle (not

displeased).

'Oh, cruelly unjust!' said Bar. 'But, the bird.'

'I am the last person in the world to hear news,' observed Mrs Merdle,
carelessly arranging her stronghold. 'Who is it?'

'What an admirable witness you would make!' said Bar. 'No jury
(unless we could empanel one of blind men) could resist you, if you
were ever so bad a one; but you would be such a good one!'

'Why, you ridiculous man?' asked Mrs Merdle, laughing.

Bar waved his double eye-glass three or four times between himself
and the Bosom, as a rallying answer, and inquired in his most
insinuating accents:
'What am I to call the most elegant, accomplished and charming of
women, a few weeks, or it may be a few days, hence?'

'Didn't your bird tell you what to call her?' answered Mrs Merdle. 'Do
ask it to-morrow, and tell me the next time you see me what it says.'

This led to further passages of similar pleasantry between the two; but
Bar, with all his sharpness, got nothing out of them. Physician, on the
other hand, taking Mrs Merdle down to her carriage and attending on
her as she put on her cloak, inquired into the symptoms with his
usual calm directness.

'May I ask,' he said, 'is this true about Merdle?'

'My dear doctor,' she returned, 'you ask me the very question that I
was half disposed to ask you.' 'To ask me! Why me?'

'Upon my honour, I think Mr Merdle reposes greater confidence in you

than in any one.'

'On the contrary, he tells me absolutely nothing, even professionally.

You have heard the talk, of course?'

' Of course I have. But you know what Mr Merdle is; you know how
taciturn and reserved he is. I assure you I have no idea what
foundation for it there may be. I should like it to be true; why should I
deny that to you? You would know better, if I did!'

'Just so,' said Physician.

'But whether it is all true, or partly true, or entirely false, I am wholly

unable to say. It is a most provoking situation, a most absurd
situation; but you know Mr Merdle, and are not surprised.'

Physician was not surprised, handed her into her carriage, and bade
her Good Night. He stood for a moment at his own hall door, looking
sedately at the elegant equipage as it rattled away. On his return up-
stairs, the rest of the guests soon dispersed, and he was left alone.
Being a great reader of all kinds of literature (and never at all
apologetic for that weakness), he sat down comfortably to read.

The clock upon his study table pointed to a few minutes short of
twelve, when his attention was called to it by a ringing at the door
bell. A man of plain habits, he had sent his servants to bed and must
needs go down to open the door. He went down, and there found a
man without hat or coat, whose shirt sleeves were rolled up tight to
his shoulders. For a moment, he thought the man had been fighting:
the rather, as he was much agitated and out of breath. A second look,
however, showed him that the man was particularly clean, and not
otherwise discomposed as to his dress than as it answered this
description.

'I come from the warm-baths, sir, round in the neighbouring street.'

'And what is the matter at the warm-baths?'

'Would you please to come directly, sir. We found that, lying on the
table.'

He put into the physician's hand a scrap of paper. Physician looked at

it, and read his own name and address written in pencil; nothing
more. He looked closer at the writing, looked at the man, took his hat
from its peg, put the key of his door in his pocket, and they hurried
away together.

When they came to the warm-baths, all the other people belonging to
that establishment were looking out for them at the door, and running
up and down the passages. 'Request everybody else to keep back, if
you please,' said the physician aloud to the master; 'and do you take
me straight to the place, my friend,' to the messenger.

The messenger hurried before him, along a grove of little rooms, and
turning into one at the end of the grove, looked round the door.
Physician was close upon him, and looked round the door too.

There was a bath in that corner, from which the water had been
hastily drained off. Lying in it, as in a grave or sarcophagus, with a
hurried drapery of sheet and blanket thrown across it, was the body of
a heavily-made man, with an obtuse head, and coarse, mean,
common features. A sky-light had been opened to release the steam
with which the room had been filled; but it hung, condensed into
water-drops, heavily upon the walls, and heavily upon the face and
figure in the bath. The room was still hot, and the marble of the bath
still warm; but the face and figure were clammy to the touch. The
white marble at the bottom of the bath was veined with a dreadful red.
On the ledge at the side, were an empty laudanum- bottle and a
tortoise-shell handled penknife - soiled, but not with ink.

'Separation of jugular vein - death rapid - been dead at least half an

hour.' This echo of the physician's words ran through the passages
and little rooms, and through the house while he was yet
straightening himself from having bent down to reach to the bottom of
the bath, and while he was yet dabbling his hands in water; redly
veining it as the marble was veined, before it mingled into one tint.
He turned his eyes to the dress upon the sofa, and to the watch,
money, and pocket-book on the table. A folded note half buckled up in
the pocket-book, and half protruding from it, caught his observant
glance. He looked at it, touched it, pulled it a little further out from
among the leaves, said quietly, 'This is addressed to me,' and opened
and read it.

There were no directions for him to give. The people of the house knew
what to do; the proper authorities were soon brought; and they took
an equable business-like possession of the deceased, and of what had
been his property, with no greater disturbance of manner or
countenance than usually attends the winding-up of a clock.
Physician was glad to walk out into the night air - was even glad, in
spite of his great experience, to sit down upon a door-step for a little
while: feeling sick and faint.

Bar was a near neighbour of his, and, when he came to the house, he
saw a light in the room where he knew his friend often sat late getting
up his work. As the light was never there when Bar was not, it gave
him assurance that Bar was not yet in bed. In fact, this busy bee had
a verdict to get to-morrow, against evidence, and was improving the
shining hours in setting snares for the gentlemen of the jury.

Physician's knock astonished Bar; but, as he immediately suspected

that somebody had come to tell him that somebody else was robbing
him, or otherwise trying to get the better of him, he came down
promptly and softly. He had been clearing his head with a lotion of
cold water, as a good preparative to providing hot water for the heads
of the jury, and had been reading with the neck of his shirt thrown
wide open that he might the more freely choke the opposite witnesses.
In consequence, he came down, looking rather wild. Seeing Physician,
the least expected of men, he looked wilder and said, 'What's the
matter?'

'You asked me once what Merdle's complaint was.'

'Extraordinary answer! I know I did.'

'I told you I had not found out.'

'Yes. I know you did.'

'I have found it out.'

'My God!' said Bar, starting back, and clapping his hand upon the
other's breast. 'And so have I! I see it in your face.'
They went into the nearest room, where Physician gave him the letter
to read. He read it through half-a-dozen times. There was not much in
it as to quantity; but it made a great demand on his close and
continuous attention. He could not sufficiently give utterance to his
regret that he had not himself found a clue to this. The smallest clue,
he said, would have made him master of the case, and what a case it
would have been to have got to the bottom of!

Physician had engaged to break the intelligence in Harley Street. Bar

could not at once return to his inveiglements of the most enlightened
and remarkable jury he had ever seen in that box, with whom, he
could tell his learned friend, no shallow sophistry would go down, and
no unhappily abused professional tact and skill prevail (this was the
way he meant to begin with them); so he said he would go too, and
would loiter to and fro near the house while his friend was inside.
They walked there, the better to recover self-possession in the air; and
the wings of day were fluttering the night when Physician knocked at
the door.

A footman of rainbow hues, in the public eye, was sitting up for his
master - that is to say, was fast asleep in the kitchen over a couple of
candles and a newspaper, demonstrating the great accumulation of
mathematical odds against the probabilities of a house being set on
fire by accident When this serving man was roused, Physician had still
to await the rousing of the Chief Butler. At last that noble creature
came into the dining-room in a flannel gown and list shoes; but with
his cravat on, and a Chief Butler all over. It was morning now.
Physician had opened the shutters of one window while waiting, that
he might see the light. 'Mrs Merdle's maid must be called, and told to
get Mrs Merdle up, and prepare her as gently as she can to see me. I
have dreadful news to break to her.'

Thus Physician to the Chief Butler. The latter, who had a candle in his
hand, called his man to take it away. Then he approached the window
with dignity; looking on at Physician's news exactly as he had looked
on at the dinners in that very room.

'Mr Merdle is dead.'

'I should wish,' said the Chief Butler, 'to give a month's notice.'

'Mr Merdle has destroyed himself.'

'Sir,' said the Chief Butler, 'that is very unpleasant to the feelings of
one in my position, as calculated to awaken prejudice; and I should
wish to leave immediately.'
'If you are not shocked, are you not surprised, man?' demanded the
Physician, warmly.

The Chief Butler, erect and calm, replied in these memorable words.

'Sir, Mr Merdle never was the gentleman, and no ungentlemanly act

on Mr Merdle's part would surprise me. Is there anybody else I can
send to you, or any other directions I can give before I leave,
respecting what you would wish to be done?'

When Physician, after discharging himself of his trust up-stairs,

rejoined Bar in the street, he said no more of his interview with Mrs
Merdle than that he had not yet told her all, but that what he had told
her she had borne pretty well. Bar had devoted his leisure in the
street to the construction of a most ingenious man- trap for catching
the whole of his jury at a blow; having got that matter settled in his
mind, it was lucid on the late catastrophe, and they walked home
slowly, discussing it in every bearing. Before parting at the Physician's
door, they both looked up at the sunny morning sky, into which the
smoke of a few early fires and the breath and voices of a few early
stirrers were peacefully rising, and then looked round upon the
immense city, and said, if all those hundreds and thousands of
beggared people who were yet asleep could only know, as they two
spoke, the ruin that impended over them, what a fearful cry against
one miserable soul would go up to Heaven!

The report that the great man was dead, got about with astonishing
rapidity. At first, he was dead of all the diseases that ever were known,
and of several bran-new maladies invented with the speed of Light to
meet the demand of the occasion. He had concealed a dropsy from
infancy, he had inherited a large estate of water on the chest from his
grandfather, he had had an operation performed upon him every
morning of his life for eighteen years, he had been subject to the
explosion of important veins in his body after the manner of fireworks,
he had had something the matter with his lungs, he had had
something the matter with his heart, he had had something the
matter with his brain. Five hundred people who sat down to breakfast
entirely uninformed on the whole subject, believed before they had
done breakfast, that they privately and personally knew Physician to
have said to Mr Merdle, 'You must expect to go out, some day, like the
snuff of a candle;' and that they knew Mr Merdle to have said to
Physician, 'A man can die but once.' By about eleven o'clock in the
forenoon, something the matter with the brain, became the favourite
theory against the field; and by twelve the something had been
distinctly ascertained to be 'Pressure.'

Pressure was so entirely satisfactory to the public mind, and seemed

to make everybody so comfortable, that it might have lasted all day
but for Bar's having taken the real state of the case into Court at half-
past nine. This led to its beginning to be currently whispered all over
London by about one, that Mr Merdle had killed himself. Pressure,
however, so far from being overthrown by the discovery, became a
greater favourite than ever. There was a general moralising upon
Pressure, in every street. All the people who had tried to make money
and had not been able to do it, said, There you were! You no sooner
began to devote yourself to the pursuit of wealth than you got
Pressure. The idle people improved the occasion in a similar manner.
See, said they, what you brought yourself to by work, work, work! You
persisted in working, you overdid it. Pressure came on, and you were
done for! This consideration was very potent in many quarters, but
nowhere more so than among the young clerks and partners who had
never been in the slightest danger of overdoing it. These, one and all,
declared, quite piously, that they hoped they would never forget the
warning as long as they lived, and that their conduct might be so
regulated as to keep off Pressure, and preserve them, a comfort to
their friends, for many years.

But, at about the time of High 'Change, Pressure began to wane, and
appalling whispers to circulate, east, west, north, and south. At first
they were faint, and went no further than a doubt whether Mr
Merdle's wealth would be found to be as vast as had been supposed;
whether there might not be a temporary difficulty in 'realising' it;
whether there might not even be a temporary suspension (say a
month or so), on the part of the wonderful Bank. As the whispers
became louder, which they did from that time every minute, they
became more threatening. He had sprung from nothing, by no natural
growth or process that any one could account for; he had been, after
all, a low, ignorant fellow; he had been a down-looking man, and no
one had ever been able to catch his eye; he had been taken up by all
sorts of people in quite an unaccountable manner; he had never had
any money of his own, his ventures had been utterly reckless, and his
expenditure had been most enormous. In steady progression, as the
day declined, the talk rose in sound and purpose. He had left a letter
at the Baths addressed to his physician, and his physician had got the
letter, and the letter would be produced at the Inquest on the morrow,
and it would fall like a thunderbolt upon the multitude he had
deluded. Numbers of men in every profession and trade would be
blighted by his insolvency; old people who had been in easy
circumstances all their lives would have no place of repentance for
their trust in him but the workhouse; legions of women and children
would have their whole future desolated by the hand of this mighty
scoundrel. Every partaker of his magnificent feasts would be seen to
have been a sharer in the plunder of innumerable homes; every servile
worshipper of riches who had helped to set him on his pedestal, would
have done better to worship the Devil point-blank. So, the talk, lashed
louder and higher by confirmation on confirmation, and by edition
after edition of the evening papers, swelled into such a roar when
night came, as might have brought one to believe that a solitary
watcher on the gallery above the Dome of St Paul's would have
perceived the night air to be laden with a heavy muttering of the name
of Merdle, coupled with every form of execration.

For by that time it was known that the late Mr Merdle's complaint had
been simply Forgery and Robbery. He, the uncouth object of such
wide-spread adulation, the sitter at great men's feasts, the roc's egg of
great ladies' assemblies, the subduer of exclusiveness, the leveller of
pride, the patron of patrons, the bargain-driver with a Minister for
Lordships of the Circumlocution Office, the recipient of more
acknowledgment within some ten or fifteen years, at most, than had
been bestowed in England upon all peaceful public benefactors, and
upon all the leaders of all the Arts and Sciences, with all their works
to testify for them, during two centuries at least - he, the shining
wonder, the new constellation to be followed by the wise men bringing
gifts, until it stopped over a certain carrion at the bottom of a bath
and disappeared - was simply the greatest Forger and the greatest
Thief that ever cheated the gallows.
Chapter LXII - Reaping The Whirlwind

With a precursory sound of hurried breath and hurried feet, Mr

Pancks rushed into Arthur Clennam's Counting-house. The Inquest
was over, the letter was public, the Bank was broken, the other model
structures of straw had taken fire and were turned to smoke. The
admired piratical ship had blown up, in the midst of a vast fleet of
ships of all rates, and boats of all sizes; and on the deep was nothing
but ruin; nothing but burning hulls, bursting magazines, great guns
self-exploded tearing friends and neighbours to pieces, drowning men
clinging to unseaworthy spars and going down every minute, spent
swimmers floating dead, and sharks.

The usual diligence and order of the Counting-house at the Works

were overthrown. Unopened letters and unsorted papers lay strewn
about the desk. In the midst of these tokens of prostrated energy and
dismissed hope, the master of the Counting-house stood idle in his
usual place, with his arms crossed on the desk, and his head bowed
down upon them.

Mr Pancks rushed in and saw him, and stood still. In another minute,
Mr Pancks's arms were on the desk, and Mr Pancks's head was bowed
down upon them; and for some time they remained in these attitudes,
idle and silent, with the width of the little room between them. Mr
Pancks was the first to lift up his head and speak.

'I persuaded you to it, Mr Clennam. I know it. Say what you will.

You can't say more to me than I say to myself. You can't say more
than I deserve.'

'O, Pancks, Pancks!' returned Clennam, 'don't speak of deserving.

What do I myself deserve!'

'Better luck,' said Pancks.

'I,' pursued Clennam, without attending to him, 'who have ruined my

partner! Pancks, Pancks, I have ruined Doyce! The honest, self-
helpful, indefatigable old man who has worked his way all through his
life; the man who has contended against so much disappointment,
and who has brought out of it such a good and hopeful nature; the
man I have felt so much for, and meant to be so true and useful to; I
have ruined him - brought him to shame and disgrace - ruined him,
ruined him!'

The agony into which the reflection wrought his mind was so
distressing to see, that Mr Pancks took hold of himself by the hair of
his head, and tore it in desperation at the spectacle.
'Reproach me!' cried Pancks. 'Reproach me, sir, or I'll do myself an
injury. Say, - You fool, you villain. Say, - Ass, how could you do it;
Beast, what did you mean by it! Catch hold of me somewhere.

Say something abusive to me!' All the time, Mr Pancks was tearing at
his tough hair in a most pitiless and cruel manner.

'If you had never yielded to this fatal mania, Pancks,' said Clennam,
more in commiseration than retaliation, 'it would have been how
much better for you, and how much better for me!'

'At me again, sir!' cried Pancks, grinding his teeth in remorse. 'At me
again!' 'If you had never gone into those accursed calculations, and
brought out your results with such abominable clearness,' groaned
Clennam, 'it would have been how much better for you, Pancks, and
how much better for me!'

'At me again, sir!' exclaimed Pancks, loosening his hold of his hair; 'at
me again, and again!'

Clennam, however, finding him already beginning to be pacified, had

said all he wanted to say, and more. He wrung his hand, only adding,
'Blind leaders of the blind, Pancks! Blind leaders of the blind! But
Doyce, Doyce, Doyce; my injured partner!' That brought his head
down on the desk once more.

Their former attitudes and their former silence were once more first
encroached upon by Pancks.

'Not been to bed, sir, since it began to get about. Been high and low,
on the chance of finding some hope of saving any cinders from the
fire. All in vain. All gone. All vanished.'

'I know it,' returned Clennam, 'too well.'

Mr Pancks filled up a pause with a groan that came out of the very
depths of his soul.

'Only yesterday, Pancks,' said Arthur; 'only yesterday, Monday, I had

the fixed intention of selling, realising, and making an end of it.'

'I can't say as much for myself, sir,' returned Pancks. 'Though it's
wonderful how many people I've heard of, who were going to realise
yesterday, of all days in the three hundred and sixty-five, if it hadn't
been too late!'

His steam-like breathings, usually droll in their effect, were more

tragic than so many groans: while from head to foot, he was in that
begrimed, besmeared, neglected state, that he might have been an
authentic portrait of Misfortune which could scarcely be discerned
through its want of cleaning.

'Mr Clennam, had you laid out - everything?' He got over the break
before the last word, and also brought out the last word itself with
great difficulty.

'Everything.'

Mr Pancks took hold of his tough hair again, and gave it such a
wrench that he pulled out several prongs of it. After looking at these
with an eye of wild hatred, he put them in his pocket.

'My course,' said Clennam, brushing away some tears that had been
silently dropping down his face, 'must be taken at once. What
wretched amends I can make must be made. I must clear my
unfortunate partner's reputation. I must retain nothing for myself. I
must resign to our creditors the power of management I have so much
abused, and I must work out as much of my fault - or crime - as is
susceptible of being worked out in the rest of my days.'

'Is it impossible, sir, to tide over the present?'

'Out of the question. Nothing can be tided over now, Pancks. The
sooner the business can pass out of my hands, the better for it. There
are engagements to be met, this week, which would bring the
catastrophe before many days were over, even if I would postpone it
for a single day by going on for that space, secretly knowing what I
know. All last night I thought of what I would do; what remains is to
do it.'

'Not entirely of yourself?' said Pancks, whose face was as damp as if

his steam were turning into water as fast as he dismally blew it off.
'Have some legal help.'

'Perhaps I had better.'

'Have Rugg.'

'There is not much to do. He will do it as well as another.'

'Shall I fetch Rugg, Mr Clennam?'

'If you could spare the time, I should be much obliged to you.'
Mr Pancks put on his hat that moment, and steamed away to
Pentonville. While he was gone Arthur never raised his head from the
desk, but remained in that one position.

Mr Pancks brought his friend and professional adviser, Mr Rugg, back

with him. Mr Rugg had had such ample experience, on the road, of Mr
Pancks's being at that present in an irrational state of mind, that he
opened his professional mediation by requesting that gentleman to
take himself out of the way. Mr Pancks, crushed and submissive,
obeyed.

'He is not unlike what my daughter was, sir, when we began the
Breach of Promise action of Rugg and Bawkins, in which she was
Plaintiff,' said Mr Rugg. 'He takes too strong and direct an interest in
the case. His feelings are worked upon. There is no getting on, in our
profession, with feelings worked upon, sir.'

As he pulled off his gloves and put them in his hat, he saw, in a side
glance or two, that a great change had come over his client.

'I am sorry to perceive, sir,' said Mr Rugg, 'that you have been allowing
your own feelings to be worked upon. Now, pray don't, pray don't.
These losses are much to be deplored, sir, but we must look 'em in the
face.' 'If the money I have sacrificed had been all my own, Mr Rugg,'
sighed Mr Clennam, 'I should have cared far less.'

'Indeed, sir?' said Mr Rugg, rubbing his hands with a cheerful air.

'You surprise me. That's singular, sir. I have generally found, in my

experience, that it's their own money people are most particular
about. I have seen people get rid of a good deal of other people's
money, and bear it very well: very well indeed.'

With these comforting remarks, Mr Rugg seated himself on an office-

stool at the desk and proceeded to business.

'Now, Mr Clennam, by your leave, let us go into the matter. Let us see
the state of the case. The question is simple. The question is the usual
plain, straightforward, common-sense question. What can we do for
ourself? What can we do for ourself?'

'This is not the question with me, Mr Rugg,' said Arthur. 'You mistake
it in the beginning. It is, what can I do for my partner, how can I best
make reparation to him?'

'I am afraid, sir, do you know,' argued Mr Rugg persuasively, 'that you
are still allowing your feeling to be worked upon. I don't like the term
‘reparation,’ sir, except as a lever in the hands of counsel. Will you
excuse my saying that I feel it my duty to offer you the caution, that
you really must not allow your feelings to be worked upon?'

'Mr Rugg,' said Clennam, nerving himself to go through with what he

had resolved upon, and surprising that gentleman by appearing, in
his despondency, to have a settled determination of purpose; 'you give
me the impression that you will not be much disposed to adopt the
course I have made up my mind to take. If your disapproval of it
should render you unwilling to discharge such business as it
necessitates, I am sorry for it, and must seek other aid. But I will
represent to you at once, that to argue against it with me is useless.'

'Good, sir,' answered Mr Rugg, shrugging his shoulders.'Good, sir.

Since the business is to be done by some hands, let it be done by
mine. Such was my principle in the case of Rugg and Bawkins. Such
is my principle in most cases. '

Clennam then proceeded to state to Mr Rugg his fixed resolution. He

told Mr Rugg that his partner was a man of great simplicity and
integrity, and that in all he meant to do, he was guided above all
things by a knowledge of his partner's character, and a respect for his
feelings. He explained that his partner was then absent on an
enterprise of importance, and that it particularly behoved himself
publicly to accept the blame of what he had rashly done, and publicly
to exonerate his partner from all participation in the responsibility of
it, lest the successful conduct of that enterprise should be endangered
by the slightest suspicion wrongly attaching to his partner's honour
and credit in another country. He told Mr Rugg that to clear his
partner morally, to the fullest extent, and publicly and unreservedly to
declare that he, Arthur Clennam, of that Firm, had of his own sole act,
and even expressly against his partner's caution, embarked its
resources in the swindles that had lately perished, was the only real
atonement within his power; was a better atonement to the particular
man than it would be to many men; and was therefore the atonement
he had first to make. With this view, his intention was to print a
declaration to the foregoing effect, which he had already drawn up;
and, besides circulating it among all who had dealings with the
House, to advertise it in the public papers. Concurrently with this
measure (the description of which cost Mr Rugg innumerable wry
faces and great uneasiness in his limbs), he would address a letter to
all the creditors, exonerating his partner in a solemn manner,
informing them of the stoppage of the House until their pleasure could
be known and his partner communicated with, and humbly
submitting himself to their direction. If, through their consideration
for his partner's innocence, the affairs could ever be got into such
train as that the business could be profitably resumed, and its
present downfall overcome, then his own share in it should revert to
his partner, as the only reparation he could make to him in money
value for the distress and loss he had unhappily brought upon him,
and he himself, at as mall a salary as he could live upon, would ask to
be allowed to serve the business as a faithful clerk.

Though Mr Rugg saw plainly there was no preventing this from being
done, still the wryness of his face and the uneasiness of his limbs so
sorely required the propitiation of a Protest, that he made one.

'I offer no objection, sir,' said he, 'I argue no point with you. I will
carry out your views, sir; but, under protest.' Mr Rugg then stated, not
without prolixity, the heads of his protest. These were, in effect,
because the whole town, or he might say the whole country, was in
the first madness of the late discovery, and the resentment against the
victims would be very strong: those who had not been deluded being
certain to wax exceedingly wroth with them for not having been as
wise as they were: and those who had been deluded being certain to
find excuses and reasons for themselves, of which they were equally
certain to see that other sufferers were wholly devoid: not to mention
the great probability of every individual sufferer persuading himself, to
his violent indignation, that but for the example of all the other
sufferers he never would have put himself in the way of suffering.
Because such a declaration as Clennam's, made at such a time, would
certainly draw down upon him a storm of animosity, rendering it
impossible to calculate on forbearance in the creditors, or on
unanimity among them; and exposing him a solitary target to a
straggling cross- fire, which might bring him down from half-a-dozen
quarters at once.

To all this Clennam merely replied that, granting the whole protest,
nothing in it lessened the force, or could lessen the force, of the
voluntary and public exoneration of his partner. He therefore, once
and for all, requested Mr Rugg's immediate aid in getting the business
despatched. Upon that, Mr Rugg fell to work; and Arthur, retaining no
property to himself but his clothes and books, and a little loose
money, placed his small private banker's- account with the papers of
the business.

The disclosure was made, and the storm raged fearfully. Thousands of
people were wildly staring about for somebody alive to heap
reproaches on; and this notable case, courting publicity, set the living
somebody so much wanted, on a scaffold. When people who had
nothing to do with the case were so sensible of its flagrancy, people
who lost money by it could scarcely be expected to deal mildly with it.
Letters of reproach and invective showered in from the creditors; and
Mr Rugg, who sat upon the high stool every day and read them all,
informed his client within a week that he feared there were writs out.
'I must take the consequences of what I have done,' said Clennam.
'The writs will find me here.'

On the very next morning, as he was turning in Bleeding Heart Yard

by Mrs Plornish's corner, Mrs Plornish stood at the door waiting for
him, and mysteriously besought him to step into Happy Cottage.
There he found Mr Rugg.

'I thought I'd wait for you here. I wouldn't go on to the Counting-house
this morning if I was you, sir.'

'Why not, Mr Rugg?'

'There are as many as five out, to my knowledge.'

'It cannot be too soon over,' said Clennam. 'Let them take me at once.'

'Yes, but,' said Mr Rugg, getting between him and the door, 'hear
reason, hear reason. They'll take you soon enough, Mr Clennam, I
don't doubt; but, hear reason. It almost always happens, in these
cases, that some insignificant matter pushes itself in front and makes
much of itself. Now, I find there's a little one out - a mere Palace Court
jurisdiction - and I have reason to believe that a caption may be made
upon that. I wouldn't be taken upon that.'

'Why not?' asked Clennam.

'I'd be taken on a full-grown one, sir,' said Mr Rugg. 'It's as well to

keep up appearances. As your professional adviser, I should prefer
your being taken on a writ from one of the Superior Courts, if you
have no objection to do me that favour. It looks better.'

'Mr Rugg,' said Arthur, in his dejection, 'my only wish is, that it
should be over. I will go on, and take my chance.'

'Another word of reason, sir!' cried Mr Rugg. 'Now, this is reason. The
other may be taste; but this is reason. If you should be taken on a
little one, sir, you would go to the Marshalsea. Now, you know what
the Marshalsea is. Very close. Excessively confined. Whereas in the
King's Bench - ' Mr Rugg waved his right hand freely, as expressing
abundance of space. 'I would rather,' said Clennam, 'be taken to the
Marshalsea than to any other prison.'

'Do you say so indeed, sir?' returned Mr Rugg. 'Then this is taste, too,
and we may be walking.'

He was a little offended at first, but he soon overlooked it. They

walked through the Yard to the other end. The Bleeding Hearts were
more interested in Arthur since his reverses than formerly; now
regarding him as one who was true to the place and had taken up his
freedom. Many of them came out to look after him, and to observe to
one another, with great unctuousness, that he was 'pulled down by it.'
Mrs Plornish and her father stood at the top of the steps at their own
end, much depressed and shaking their heads.

There was nobody visibly in waiting when Arthur and Mr Rugg arrived
at the Counting-house. But an elderly member of the Jewish
persuasion, preserved in rum, followed them close, and looked in at
the glass before Mr Rugg had opened one of the day's letters.

'Oh!' said Mr Rugg, looking up. 'How do you do? Step in - Mr

Clennam, I think this is the gentleman I was mentioning.'

This gentleman explained the object of his visit to be 'a tyfling madder
ob bithznithz,' and executed his legal function.

'Shall I accompany you, Mr Clennam?' asked Mr Rugg politely,

rubbing his hands.

'I would rather go alone, thank you. Be so good as send me my

clothes.' Mr Rugg in a light airy way replied in the affirmative, and
shook hands with him. He and his attendant then went down- stairs,
got into the first conveyance they found, and drove to the old gates.

'Where I little thought, Heaven forgive me,' said Clennam to himself,

'that I should ever enter thus!'

Mr Chivery was on the Lock, and Young John was in the Lodge: either
newly released from it, or waiting to take his own spell of duty. Both
were more astonished on seeing who the prisoner was, than one might
have thought turnkeys would have been. The elder Mr Chivery shook
hands with him in a shame-faced kind of way, and said, 'I don't call to
mind, sir, as I was ever less glad to see you.' The younger Mr Chivery,
more distant, did not shake hands with him at all; he stood looking at
him in a state of indecision so observable that it even came within the
observation of Clennam with his heavy eyes and heavy heart.
Presently afterwards, Young John disappeared into the jail.

As Clennam knew enough of the place to know that he was required to

remain in the Lodge a certain time, he took a seat in a corner, and
feigned to be occupied with the perusal of letters from his pocket.

They did not so engross his attention, but that he saw, with gratitude,
how the elder Mr Chivery kept the Lodge clear of prisoners; how he
signed to some, with his keys, not to come in, how he nudged others
with his elbows to go out, and how he made his misery as easy to him
as he could.

Arthur was sitting with his eyes fixed on the floor, recalling the past,
brooding over the present, and not attending to either, when he felt
himself touched upon the shoulder. It was by Young John; and he
said, 'You can come now.'

He got up and followed Young John. When they had gone a step or
two within the inner iron-gate, Young John turned and said to him:

'You want a room. I have got you one.'

'I thank you heartily.'

Young John turned again, and took him in at the old doorway, up the
old staircase, into the old room. Arthur stretched out his hand. Young
John looked at it, looked at him - sternly - swelled, choked, and said:

'I don't know as I can. No, I find I can't. But I thought you'd like the
room, and here it is for you.'

Surprise at this inconsistent behaviour yielded when he was gone (he

went away directly) to the feelings which the empty room awakened in
Clennam's wounded breast, and to the crowding associations with the
one good and gentle creature who had sanctified it. Her absence in his
altered fortunes made it, and him in it, so very desolate and so much
in need of such a face of love and truth, that he turned against the
wall to weep, sobbing out, as his heart relieved itself, 'O my Little
Dorrit!'
Chapter LXIII - The Pupil Of The Marshalsea

The day was sunny, and the Marshalsea, with the hot noon striking
upon it, was unwontedly quiet. Arthur Clennam dropped into a
solitary arm-chair, itself as faded as any debtor in the jail, and yielded
himself to his thoughts.

In the unnatural peace of having gone through the dreaded arrest,

and got there, - the first change of feeling which the prison most
commonly induced, and from which dangerous resting-place so many
men had slipped down to the depths of degradation and disgrace by so
many ways, - he could think of some passages in his life, almost as if
he were removed from them into another state of existence. Taking
into account where he was, the interest that had first brought him
there when he had been free to keep away, and the gentle presence
that was equally inseparable from the walls and bars about him and
from the impalpable remembrances of his later life which no walls or
bars could imprison, it was not remarkable that everything his
memory turned upon should bring him round again to Little Dorrit.
Yet it was remarkable to him; not because of the fact itself, but
because of the reminder it brought with it, how much the dear little
creature had influenced his better resolutions.

None of us clearly know to whom or to what we are indebted in this

wise, until some marked stop in the whirling wheel of life brings the
right perception with it. It comes with sickness, it comes with sorrow,
it comes with the loss of the dearly loved, it is one of the most frequent
uses of adversity. It came to Clennam in his adversity, strongly and
tenderly. 'When I first gathered myself together,' he thought, 'and set
something like purpose before my jaded eyes, whom had I before me,
toiling on, for a good object's sake, without encouragement, without
notice, against ignoble obstacles that would have turned an army of
received heroes and heroines? One weak girl! When I tried to conquer
my misplaced love, and to be generous to the man who was more
fortunate than I, though he should never know it or repay me with a
gracious word, in whom had I watched patience, self-denial, self-
subdual, charitable construction, the noblest generosity of the
affections? In the same poor girl! If I, a man, with a man's advantages
and means and energies, had slighted the whisper in my heart, that if
my father had erred, it was my first duty to conceal the fault and to
repair it, what youthful figure with tender feet going almost bare on
the damp ground, with spare hands ever working, with its slight
shape but half protected from the sharp weather, would have stood
before me to put me to shame? Little Dorrit's.' So always as he sat
alone in the faded chair, thinking. Always, Little Dorrit. Until it
seemed to him as if he met the reward of having wandered away from
her, and suffered anything to pass between him and his remembrance
of her virtues.
His door was opened, and the head of the elder Chivery was put in a
very little way, without being turned towards him.

'I am off the Lock, Mr Clennam, and going out. Can I do anything for
you?'

'Many thanks. Nothing.'

'You'll excuse me opening the door,' said Mr Chivery; 'but I couldn't

make you hear.'

'Did you knock?' 'Half-a-dozen times.'

Rousing himself, Clennam observed that the prison had awakened

from its noontide doze, that the inmates were loitering about the
shady yard, and that it was late in the afternoon. He had been
thinking for hours. 'Your things is come,' said Mr Chivery, 'and my
son is going to carry 'em up. I should have sent 'em up but for his
wishing to carry 'em himself. Indeed he would have 'em himself, and
so I couldn't send 'em up. Mr Clennam, could I say a word to you?'

'Pray come in,' said Arthur; for Mr Chivery's head was still put in at
the door a very little way, and Mr Chivery had but one ear upon him,
instead of both eyes. This was native delicacy in Mr Chivery - true
politeness; though his exterior had very much of a turnkey about it,
and not the least of a gentleman.

'Thank you, sir,' said Mr Chivery, without advancing; 'it's no odds me

coming in. Mr Clennam, don't you take no notice of my son (if you'll be
so good) in case you find him cut up anyways difficult. My son has a
'art, and my son's 'art is in the right place. Me and his mother knows
where to find it, and we find it sitiwated correct.'

With this mysterious speech, Mr Chivery took his ear away and shut
the door. He might have been gone ten minutes, when his son
succeeded him.

'Here's your portmanteau,' he said to Arthur, putting it carefully

down.

'It's very kind of you. I am ashamed that you should have the trouble.'

He was gone before it came to that; but soon returned, saying exactly
as before, 'Here's your black box:' which he also put down with care.

'I am very sensible of this attention. I hope we may shake hands now,
Mr John.'
Young John, however, drew back, turning his right wrist in a socket
made of his left thumb and middle-finger and said as he had said at
first, 'I don't know as I can. No; I find I can't!' He then stood regarding
the prisoner sternly, though with a swelling humour in his eyes that
looked like pity.

'Why are you angry with me,' said Clennam, 'and yet so ready to do
me these kind services? There must be some mistake between us. If I
have done anything to occasion it I am sorry.'

'No mistake, sir,' returned John, turning the wrist backwards and
forwards in the socket, for which it was rather tight. 'No mistake, sir,
in the feelings with which my eyes behold you at the present moment!
If I was at all fairly equal to your weight, Mr Clennam - which I am
not; and if you weren't under a cloud - which you are; and if it wasn't
against all rules of the Marshalsea - which it is; those feelings are
such, that they would stimulate me, more to having it out with you in
a Round on the present spot than to anything else I could name.'
Arthur looked at him for a moment in some wonder, and some little
anger. 'Well, well!' he said. 'A mistake, a mistake!' Turning away, he
sat down with a heavy sigh in the faded chair again.

Young John followed him with his eyes, and, after a short pause, cried
out, 'I beg your pardon!'

'Freely granted,' said Clennam, waving his hand without raising his
sunken head. 'Say no more. I am not worth it.'

'This furniture, sir,' said Young John in a voice of mild and soft
explanation, 'belongs to me. I am in the habit of letting it out to
parties without furniture, that have the room. It an't much, but it's at
your service. Free, I mean. I could not think of letting you have it on
any other terms. You're welcome to it for nothing.'

Arthur raised his head again to thank him, and to say he could not
accept the favour. John was still turning his wrist, and still
contending with himself in his former divided manner.

'What is the matter between us?' said Arthur.

'I decline to name it, sir,' returned Young John, suddenly turning loud
and sharp. 'Nothing's the matter.'

Arthur looked at him again, in vain, for an explanation of his

behaviour. After a while, Arthur turned away his head again. Young
John said, presently afterwards, with the utmost mildness:
'The little round table, sir, that's nigh your elbow, was - you know
whose - I needn't mention him - he died a great gentleman. I bought it
of an individual that he gave it to, and that lived here after him. But
the individual wasn't any ways equal to him. Most individuals would
find it hard to come up to his level.'

Arthur drew the little table nearer, rested his arm upon it, and kept it
there.

'Perhaps you may not be aware, sir,' said Young John, 'that I intruded
upon him when he was over here in London. On the whole he was of
opinion that it WAS an intrusion, though he was so good as to ask me
to sit down and to inquire after father and all other old friends.
Leastways humblest acquaintances. He looked, to me, a good deal
changed, and I said so when I came back. I asked him if Miss Amy
was well - '

'And she was?'

'I should have thought you would have known without putting the
question to such as me,' returned Young John, after appearing to take
a large invisible pill. 'Since you do put me the question, I am sorry I
can't answer it. But the truth is, he looked upon the inquiry as a
liberty, and said, ‘What was that to me?’ It was then I became quite
aware I was intruding: of which I had been fearful before. However, he
spoke very handsome afterwards; very handsome.'

They were both silent for several minutes: except that Young John
remarked, at about the middle of the pause, 'He both spoke and acted
very handsome.'

It was again Young John who broke the silence by inquiring:

'If it's not a liberty, how long may it be your intentions, sir, to go
without eating and drinking?'

'I have not felt the want of anything yet,' returned Clennam. 'I have no
appetite just now.'

'The more reason why you should take some support, sir,' urged
Young John. 'If you find yourself going on sitting here for hours and
hours partaking of no refreshment because you have no appetite, why
then you should and must partake of refreshment without an
appetite. I'm going to have tea in my own apartment. If it's not a
liberty, please to come and take a cup. Or I can bring a tray here in
two minutes.'
Feeling that Young John would impose that trouble on himself if he
refused, and also feeling anxious to show that he bore in mind both
the elder Mr Chivery's entreaty, and the younger Mr Chivery's apology,
Arthur rose and expressed his willingness to take a cup of tea in Mr
john's apartment. Young John locked his door for him as they went
out, slided the key into his pocket with great dexterity, and led the
way to his own residence.

It was at the top of the house nearest to the gateway. It was the room
to which Clennam had hurried on the day when the enriched family
had left the prison for ever, and where he had lifted her insensible
from the floor. He foresaw where they were going as soon as their feet
touched the staircase. The room was so far changed that it was
papered now, and had been repainted, and was far more comfortably
furnished; but he could recall it just as he had seen it in that single
glance, when he raised her from the ground and carried her down to
the carriage.

Young John looked hard at him, biting his fingers.

'I see you recollect the room, Mr Clennam?' 'I recollect it well, Heaven
bless her!'

Oblivious of the tea, Young John continued to bite his fingers and to
look at his visitor, as long as his visitor continued to glance about the
room. Finally, he made a start at the teapot, gustily rattled a quantity
of tea into it from a canister, and set off for the common kitchen to fill
it with hot water.

The room was so eloquent to Clennam in the changed circumstances

of his return to the miserable Marshalsea; it spoke to him so
mournfully of her, and of his loss of her; that it would have gone hard
with him to resist it, even though he had not been alone. Alone, he did
not try. He had his hand on the insensible wall as tenderly as if it had
been herself that he touched, and pronounced her name in a low
voice. He stood at the window, looking over the prison-parapet with its
grim spiked border, and breathed a benediction through the summer
haze towards the distant land where she was rich and prosperous.

Young John was some time absent, and, when he came back, showed
that he had been outside by bringing with him fresh butter in a
cabbage leaf, some thin slices of boiled ham in another cabbage leaf,
and a little basket of water-cresses and salad herbs. When these were
arranged upon the table to his satisfaction, they sat down to tea.

Clennam tried to do honour to the meal, but unavailingly. The ham

sickened him, the bread seemed to turn to sand in his mouth. He
could force nothing upon himself but a cup of tea.
'Try a little something green,' said Young John, handing him the
basket.

He took a sprig or so of water-cress, and tried again; but the bread

turned to a heavier sand than before, and the ham (though it was
good enough of itself) seemed to blow a faint simoom of ham through
the whole Marshalsea.

'Try a little more something green, sir,' said Young John; and again
handed the basket.

It was so like handing green meat into the cage of a dull imprisoned
bird, and John had so evidently brought the little basket as a handful
of fresh relief from the stale hot paving- stones and bricks of the jail,
that Clennam said, with a smile, 'It was very kind of you to think of
putting this between the wires; but I cannot even get this down to-
day.'

As if the difficulty were contagious, Young John soon pushed away his
own plate, and fell to folding the cabbage-leaf that had contained the
ham. When he had folded it into a number of layers, one over another,
so that it was small in the palm of his hand, he began to flatten it
between both his hands, and to eye Clennam attentively. 'I wonder,'
he at length said, compressing his green packet with some force, 'that
if it's not worth your while to take care of yourself for your own sake,
it's not worth doing for some one else's.'

'Truly,' returned Arthur, with a sigh and a smile, 'I don't know for
whose.'

'Mr Clennam,' said John, warmly, 'I am surprised that a gentleman

who is capable of the straightforwardness that you are capable of,
should be capable of the mean action of making me such an answer.
Mr Clennam, I am surprised that a gentleman who is capable of
having a heart of his own, should be capable of the heartlessness of
treating mine in that way. I am astonished at it, sir. Really and truly I
am astonished!'

Having got upon his feet to emphasise his concluding words, Young
John sat down again, and fell to rolling his green packet on his right
leg; never taking his eyes off Clennam, but surveying him with a fixed
look of indignant reproach.

'I had got over it, sir,' said John. 'I had conquered it, knowing that it
must be conquered, and had come to the resolution to think no more
about it. I shouldn't have given my mind to it again, I hope, if to this
prison you had not been brought, and in an hour unfortunate for me,
this day!' (In his agitation Young John adopted his mother's powerful
construction of sentences.) 'When you first came upon me, sir, in the
Lodge, this day, more as if a Upas tree had been made a capture of
than a private defendant, such mingled streams of feelings broke loose
again within me, that everything was for the first few minutes swept
away before them, and I was going round and round in a vortex. I got
out of it. I struggled, and got out of it. If it was the last word I had to
speak, against that vortex with my utmost powers I strove, and out of
it I came. I argued that if I had been rude, apologies was due, and
those apologies without a question of demeaning, I did make. And
now, when I've been so wishful to show that one thought is next to
being a holy one with me and goes before all others - now, after all,
you dodge me when I ever so gently hint at it, and throw me back
upon myself. For, do not, sir,' said Young John, 'do not be so base as
to deny that dodge you do, and thrown me back upon myself you
have!'

All amazement, Arthur gazed at him like one lost, only saying, 'What
is it? What do you mean, John?' But, John, being in that state of
mind in which nothing would seem to be more impossible to a certain
class of people than the giving of an answer, went ahead blindly.

'I hadn't,' John declared, 'no, I hadn't, and I never had the
audaciousness to think, I am sure, that all was anything but lost. I
hadn't, no, why should I say I hadn't if I ever had, any hope that it
was possible to be so blest, not after the words that passed, not even if
barriers insurmountable had not been raised! But is that a reason
why I am to have no memory, why I am to have no thoughts, why I am
to have no sacred spots, nor anything?'

'What can you mean?' cried Arthur.

'It's all very well to trample on it, sir,' John went on, scouring a very
prairie of wild words, 'if a person can make up his mind to be guilty of
the action. It's all very well to trample on it, but it's there. It may be
that it couldn't be trampled upon if it wasn't there. But that doesn't
make it gentlemanly, that doesn't make it honourable, that doesn't
justify throwing a person back upon himself after he has struggled
and strived out of himself like a butterfly. The world may sneer at a
turnkey, but he's a man - when he isn't a woman, which among
female criminals he's expected to be.'

Ridiculous as the incoherence of his talk was, there was yet a

truthfulness in Young john's simple, sentimental character, and a
sense of being wounded in some very tender respect, expressed in his
burning face and in the agitation of his voice and manner, which
Arthur must have been cruel to disregard. He turned his thoughts
back to the starting-point of this unknown injury; and in the
meantime Young John, having rolled his green packet pretty round,
cut it carefully into three pieces, and laid it on a plate as if it were
some particular delicacy.

'It seems to me just possible,' said Arthur, when he had retraced the
conversation to the water-cresses and back again, 'that you have
made some reference to Miss Dorrit.'

'It is just possible, sir,' returned John Chivery.

'I don't understand it. I hope I may not be so unlucky as to make you
think I mean to offend you again, for I never have meant to offend you
yet, when I say I don't understand it.'

'Sir,' said Young John, 'will you have the perfidy to deny that you
know and long have known that I felt towards Miss Dorrit, call it not
the presumption of love, but adoration and sacrifice ?'

'Indeed, John, I will not have any perfidy if I know it; why you should
suspect me of it I am at a loss to think. Did you ever hear from Mrs
Chivery, your mother, that I went to see her once?'

'No, sir,' returned John, shortly. 'Never heard of such a thing.'

'But I did. Can you imagine why?'

'No, sir,' returned John, shortly. 'I can't imagine why.'

'I will tell you. I was solicitous to promote Miss Dorrit's happiness; and
if I could have supposed that Miss Dorrit returned your affection - '

Poor John Chivery turned crimson to the tips of his ears. 'Miss Dorrit
never did, sir. I wish to be honourable and true, so far as in my
humble way I can, and I would scorn to pretend for a moment that
she ever did, or that she ever led me to believe she did; no, nor even
that it was ever to be expected in any cool reason that she would or
could. She was far above me in all respects at all times. As likewise,'
added John, 'similarly was her gen-teel family.' His chivalrous feeling
towards all that belonged to her made him so very respectable, in
spite of his small stature and his rather weak legs, and his very weak
hair, and his poetical temperament, that a Goliath might have sat in
his place demanding less consideration at Arthur's hands.

'You speak, john,' he said, with cordial admiration, 'like a Man.'

'Well, sir,' returned John, brushing his hand across his eyes,

'then I wish you'd do the same.'

He was quick with this unexpected retort, and it again made Arthur
regard him with a wondering expression of face.

'Leastways,' said John, stretching his hand across the tea-tray, 'if too
strong a remark, withdrawn! But, why not, why not? When I say to
you, Mr Clennam, take care of yourself for some one else's sake, why
not be open, though a turnkey? Why did I get you the room which I
knew you'd like best? Why did I carry up your things?

Not that I found 'em heavy; I don't mention 'em on that accounts; far
from it. Why have I cultivated you in the manner I have done since the
morning? On the ground of your own merits? No. They're very great,
I've no doubt at all; but not on the ground of them. Another's merits
have had their weight, and have had far more weight with Me. Then
why not speak free?'

'Unaffectedly, John,' said Clennam, 'you are so good a fellow and I

have so true a respect for your character, that if I have appeared to be
less sensible than I really am of the fact that the kind services you
have rendered me to-day are attributable to my having been trusted
by Miss Dorrit as her friend - I confess it to be a fault, and I ask your
forgiveness.'

'Oh! why not,' John repeated with returning scorn, 'why not speak
free!'

'I declare to you,' returned Arthur, 'that I do not understand you.

Look at me. Consider the trouble I have been in. Is it likely that I
would wilfully add to my other self-reproaches, that of being
ungrateful or treacherous to you. I do not understand you.'

john's incredulous face slowly softened into a face of doubt. He rose,

backed into the garret-window of the room, beckoned Arthur to come
there, and stood looking at him thoughtfully. 'Mr Clennam, do you
mean to say that you don't know?'

'What, John?'

'Lord,' said Young John, appealing with a gasp to the spikes on the
wall. 'He says, What!'

Clennam looked at the spikes, and looked at John; and looked at the
spikes, and looked at John.

'He says What! And what is more,' exclaimed Young John, surveying
him in a doleful maze, 'he appears to mean it! Do you see this window,
sir?'
'Of course I see this window.'

'See this room?'

'Why, of course I see this room.'

'That wall opposite, and that yard down below? They have all been
witnesses of it, from day to day, from night to night, from week to
week, from month to month. For how often have I seen Miss Dorrit
here when she has not seen me!'

'Witnesses of what?' said Clennam.

'Of Miss Dorrit's love.'

'For whom?'

'You,' said John. And touched him with the back of his hand upon the
breast, and backed to his chair, and sat down on it with a pale face,
holding the arms, and shaking his head at him.

If he had dealt Clennam a heavy blow, instead of laying that light

touch upon him, its effect could not have been to shake him more. He
stood amazed; his eyes looking at John; his lips parted, and seeming
now and then to form the word 'Me!' without uttering it; his hands
dropped at his sides; his whole appearance that of a man who has
been awakened from sleep, and stupefied by intelligence beyond his
full comprehension.

'Me!' he at length said aloud.

'Ah!' groaned Young John. 'You!'

He did what he could to muster a smile, and returned, 'Your fancy.

You are completely mistaken.'

'I mistaken, sir!' said Young John. 'I completely mistaken on that
subject! No, Mr Clennam, don't tell me so. On any other, if you like,
for I don't set up to be a penetrating character, and am well aware of
my own deficiencies. But, I mistaken on a point that has caused me
more smart in my breast than a flight of savages' arrows could have
done! I mistaken on a point that almost sent me into my grave, as I
sometimes wished it would, if the grave could only have been made
compatible with the tobacco- business and father and mother's
feelings! I mistaken on a point that, even at the present moment,
makes me take out my pocket- handkercher like a great girl, as people
say: though I am sure I don't know why a great girl should be a term
of reproach, for every rightly constituted male mind loves 'em great
and small. Don't tell me so, don't tell me so!'

Still highly respectable at bottom, though absurd enough upon the

surface, Young John took out his pocket-handkerchief with a genuine
absence both of display and concealment, which is only to be seen in
a man with a great deal of good in him, when he takes out his pocket-
handkerchief for the purpose of wiping his eyes. Having dried them,
and indulged in the harmless luxury of a sob and a sniff, he put it up
again.

The touch was still in its influence so like a blow that Arthur could
not get many words together to close the subject with. He assured
John Chivery when he had returned his handkerchief to his pocket,
that he did all honour to his disinterestedness and to the fidelity of his
remembrance of Miss Dorrit. As to the impression on his mind, of
which he had just relieved it - here John interposed, and said, 'No
impression! Certainty!' - as to that, they might perhaps speak of it at
another time, but would say no more now. Feeling low-spirited and
weary, he would go back to his room, with john's leave, and come out
no more that night. John assented, and he crept back in the shadow
of the wall to his own lodging.

The feeling of the blow was still so strong upon him that, when the
dirty old woman was gone whom he found sitting on the stairs outside
his door, waiting to make his bed, and who gave him to understand
while doing it, that she had received her instructions from Mr Chivery,
'not the old 'un but the young 'un,' he sat down in the faded arm-
chair, pressing his head between his hands, as if he had been
stunned. Little Dorrit love him! More bewildering to him than his
misery, far.

Consider the improbability. He had been accustomed to call her his

child, and his dear child, and to invite her confidence by dwelling
upon the difference in their respective ages, and to speak of himself as
one who was turning old. Yet she might not have thought him old.
Something reminded him that he had not thought himself so, until the
roses had floated away upon the river.

He had her two letters among other papers in his box, and he took
them out and read them. There seemed to be a sound in them like the
sound of her sweet voice. It fell upon his ear with many tones of
tenderness, that were not insusceptible of the new meaning. Now it
was that the quiet desolation of her answer,'No, No, No,' made to him
that night in that very room - that night when he had been shown the
dawn of her altered fortune, and when other words had passed
between them which he had been destined to remember in
humiliation and a prisoner, rushed into his mind.
Consider the improbability.

But it had a preponderating tendency, when considered, to become

fainter. There was another and a curious inquiry of his own heart's
that concurrently became stronger. In the reluctance he had felt to
believe that she loved any one; in his desire to set that question at
rest; in a half-formed consciousness he had had that there would be a
kind of nobleness in his helping her love for any one, was there no
suppressed something on his own side that he had hushed as it
arose? Had he ever whispered to himself that he must not think of
such a thing as her loving him, that he must not take advantage of
her gratitude, that he must keep his experience in remembrance as a
warning and reproof; that he must regard such youthful hopes as
having passed away, as his friend's dead daughter had passed away;
that he must be steady in saying to himself that the time had gone by
him, and he was too saddened and old?

He had kissed her when he raised her from the ground on the day
when she had been so consistently and expressively forgotten. Quite
as he might have kissed her, if she had been conscious? No
difference?

The darkness found him occupied with these thoughts. The darkness
also found Mr and Mrs Plornish knocking at his door. They brought
with them a basket, filled with choice selections from that stock in
trade which met with such a quick sale and produced such a slow
return. Mrs Plornish was affected to tears. Mr Plornish amiably
growled, in his philosophical but not lucid manner, that there was ups
you see, and there was downs. It was in vain to ask why ups, why
downs; there they was, you know. He had heerd it given for a truth
that accordin' as the world went round, which round it did rewolve
undoubted, even the best of gentlemen must take his turn of standing
with his ed upside down and all his air a flying the wrong way into
what you might call Space. Wery well then. What Mr Plornish said
was, wery well then. That gentleman's ed would come up-ards when
his turn come, that gentleman's air would be a pleasure to look upon
being all smooth again, and wery well then!

It has been already stated that Mrs Plornish, not being philosophical,
wept. It further happened that Mrs Plornish, not being philosophical,
was intelligible. It may have arisen out of her softened state of mind,
out of her sex's wit, out of a woman's quick association of ideas, or out
of a woman's no association of ideas, but it further happened
somehow that Mrs Plornish's intelligibility displayed itself upon the
very subject of Arthur's meditations.

'The way father has been talking about you, Mr Clennam,' said Mrs
Plornish, 'you hardly would believe. It's made him quite poorly. As to
his voice, this misfortune has took it away. You know what a sweet
singer father is; but he couldn't get a note out for the children at tea,
if you'll credit what I tell you.'

While speaking, Mrs Plornish shook her head, and wiped her eyes,
and looked retrospectively about the room.

'As to Mr Baptist,' pursued Mrs Plornish, 'whatever he'll do when he

comes to know of it, I can't conceive nor yet imagine. He'd have been
here before now, you may be sure, but that he's away on confidential
business of your own. The persevering manner in which he follows up
that business, and gives himself no rest from it - it really do,' said Mrs
Plornish, winding up in the Italian manner, 'as I say to him,
Mooshattonisha padrona.'

Though not conceited, Mrs Plornish felt that she had turned this
Tuscan sentence with peculiar elegance. Mr Plornish could not
conceal his exultation in her accomplishments as a linguist.

'But what I say is, Mr Clennam,' the good woman went on, 'there's
always something to be thankful for, as I am sure you will yourself
admit. Speaking in this room, it's not hard to think what the present
something is. It's a thing to be thankful for, indeed, that Miss Dorrit is
not here to know it.'

Arthur thought she looked at him with particular expression.

'It's a thing,' reiterated Mrs Plornish, 'to be thankful for, indeed, that
Miss Dorrit is far away. It's to be hoped she is not likely to hear of it. If
she had been here to see it, sir, it's not to be doubted that the sight of
you,' Mrs Plornish repeated those words - 'not to be doubted, that the
sight of you - in misfortune and trouble, would have been almost too
much for her affectionate heart. There's nothing I can think of, that
would have touched Miss Dorrit so bad as that.'

Of a certainty Mrs Plornish did look at him now, with a sort of

quivering defiance in her friendly emotion.

'Yes!' said she. 'And it shows what notice father takes, though at his
time of life, that he says to me this afternoon, which Happy Cottage
knows I neither make it up nor any ways enlarge, ‘Mary, it's much to
be rejoiced in that Miss Dorrit is not on the spot to behold it.’ Those
were father's words. Father's own words was, ‘Much to be rejoiced in,
Mary, that Miss Dorrit is not on the spot to behold it.’ I says to father
then, I says to him, ‘Father, you are right!’ That,' Mrs Plornish
concluded, with the air of a very precise legal witness, 'is what passed
betwixt father and me. And I tell you nothing but what did pass
betwixt me and father.'
Mr Plornish, as being of a more laconic temperament, embraced this
opportunity of interposing with the suggestion that she should now
leave Mr Clennam to himself. 'For, you see,' said Mr Plornish, gravely,
'I know what it is, old gal;' repeating that valuable remark several
times, as if it appeared to him to include some great moral secret.
Finally, the worthy couple went away arm in arm.

Little Dorrit, Little Dorrit. Again, for hours. Always Little Dorrit!

Happily, if it ever had been so, it was over, and better over. Granted
that she had loved him, and he had known it and had suffered himself
to love her, what a road to have led her away upon - the road that
would have brought her back to this miserable place! He ought to be
much comforted by the reflection that she was quit of it forever; that
she was, or would soon be, married (vague rumours of her father's
projects in that direction had reached Bleeding Heart Yard, with the
news of her sister's marriage); and that the Marshalsea gate had shut
for ever on all those perplexed possibilities of a time that was gone.

Dear Little Dorrit.

Looking back upon his own poor story, she was its vanishing-point.
Every thing in its perspective led to her innocent figure. He had
travelled thousands of miles towards it; previous unquiet hopes and
doubts had worked themselves out before it; it was the centre of the
interest of his life; it was the termination of everything that was good
and pleasant in it; beyond, there was nothing but mere waste and
darkened sky.

As ill at ease as on the first night of his lying down to sleep within
those dreary walls, he wore the night out with such thoughts. What
time Young John lay wrapt in peaceful slumber, after composing and
arranging the following monumental inscription on his pillow -

STRANGER! RESPECT THE TOMB OF JOHN CHIVERY, JUNIOR,

WHO DIED AT AN ADVANCED AGE NOT NECESSARY TO MENTION.
HE ENCOUNTERED HIS RIVAL IN A DISTRESSED STATE, AND FELT
INCLINED TO HAVE A ROUND WITH HIM; BUT, FOR THE SAKE OF
THE LOVED ONE, CONQUERED THOSE FEELINGS OF BITTERNESS,
AND BECAME MAGNANIMOUS.
Chapter LXIV - An Appearance In The Marshalsea

The opinion of the community outside the prison gates bore hard on
Clennam as time went on, and he made no friends among the
community within. Too depressed to associate with the herd in the
yard, who got together to forget their cares; too retiring and too
unhappy to join in the poor socialities of the tavern; he kept his own
room, and was held in distrust. Some said he was proud; some
objected that he was sullen and reserved; some were contemptuous of
him, for that he was a poor-spirited dog who pined under his debts.
The whole population were shy of him on these various counts of
indictment, but especially the last, which involved a species of
domestic treason; and he soon became so confirmed in his seclusion,
that his only time for walking up and down was when the evening
Club were assembled at their songs and toasts and sentiments, and
when the yard was nearly left to the women and children.

Imprisonment began to tell upon him. He knew that he idled and

moped. After what he had known of the influences of imprisonment
within the four small walls of the very room he occupied, this
consciousness made him afraid of himself. Shrinking from the
observation of other men, and shrinking from his own, he began to
change very sensibly. Anybody might see that the shadow of the wall
was dark upon him.

One day when he might have been some ten or twelve weeks in jail,
and when he had been trying to read and had not been able to release
even the imaginary people of the book from the Marshalsea, a footstep
stopped at his door, and a hand tapped at it. He arose and opened it,
and an agreeable voice accosted him with 'How do you do, Mr
Clennam? I hope I am not unwelcome in calling to see you.'

It was the sprightly young Barnacle, Ferdinand. He looked very good-

natured and prepossessing, though overpoweringly gay and free, in
contrast with the squalid prison.

'You are surprised to see me, Mr Clennam,' he said, taking the seat
which Clennam offered him.

'I must confess to being much surprised.'

'Not disagreeably, I hope?'

'By no means.'

'Thank you. Frankly,' said the engaging young Barnacle, 'I have been
excessively sorry to hear that you were under the necessity of a
temporary retirement here, and I hope (of course as between two
private gentlemen) that our place has had nothing to do with it?'

'Your office?'

'Our Circumlocution place.'

'I cannot charge any part of my reverses upon that remarkable

establishment.'

Upon my life,' said the vivacious young Barnacle, 'I am heartily glad to
know it. It is quite a relief to me to hear you say it. I should have so
exceedingly regretted our place having had anything to do with your
difficulties.'

Clennam again assured him that he absolved it of the responsibility.

'That's right,' said Ferdinand. 'I am very happy to hear it. I was rather
afraid in my own mind that we might have helped to floor you,
because there is no doubt that it is our misfortune to do that kind of
thing now and then. We don't want to do it; but if men will be
gravelled, why - we can't help it.'

'Without giving an unqualified assent to what you say,' returned

Arthur, gloomily, 'I am much obliged to you for your interest in me.'

'No, but really! Our place is,' said the easy young Barnacle, 'the most
inoffensive place possible. You'll say we are a humbug. I won't say we
are not; but all that sort of thing is intended to be, and must be. Don't
you see?'

'I do not,' said Clennam.

'You don't regard it from the right point of view. It is the point of view
that is the essential thing. Regard our place from the point of view
that we only ask you to leave us alone, and we are as capital a
Department as you'll find anywhere.'

'Is your place there to be left alone?' asked Clennam.

'You exactly hit it,' returned Ferdinand. 'It is there with the express
intention that everything shall be left alone. That is what it means.
That is what it's for. No doubt there's a certain form to be kept up that
it's for something else, but it's only a form. Why, good Heaven, we are
nothing but forms! Think what a lot of our forms you have gone
through. And you have never got any nearer to an end?'

'Never,' said Clennam.

'Look at it from the right point of view, and there you have us - official
and effectual. It's like a limited game of cricket. A field of outsiders are
always going in to bowl at the Public Service, and we block the balls.'

Clennam asked what became of the bowlers? The airy young Barnacle
replied that they grew tired, got dead beat, got lamed, got their backs
broken, died off, gave it up, went in for other games.

'And this occasions me to congratulate myself again,' he pursued, 'on

the circumstance that our place has had nothing to do with your
temporary retirement. It very easily might have had a hand in it;
because it is undeniable that we are sometimes a most unlucky place,
in our effects upon people who will not leave us alone. Mr Clennam, I
am quite unreserved with you. As between yourself and myself, I know
I may be. I was so, when I first saw you making the mistake of not
leaving us alone; because I perceived that you were inexperienced and
sanguine, and had - I hope you'll not object to my saying - some
simplicity.'

'Not at all.'

'Some simplicity. Therefore I felt what a pity it was, and I went out of
my way to hint to you (which really was not official, but I never am
official when I can help it) something to the effect that if I were you, I
wouldn't bother myself. However, you did bother yourself, and you
have since bothered yourself. Now, don't do it any more.'

'I am not likely to have the opportunity,' said Clennam.

'Oh yes, you are! You'll leave here. Everybody leaves here. There are
no ends of ways of leaving here. Now, don't come back to us. That
entreaty is the second object of my call. Pray, don't come back to us.
Upon my honour,' said Ferdinand in a very friendly and confiding way,
'I shall be greatly vexed if you don't take warning by the past and keep
away from us.'

'And the invention?' said Clennam.

'My good fellow,' returned Ferdinand, 'if you'll excuse the freedom of
that form of address, nobody wants to know of the invention, and
nobody cares twopence-halfpenny about it.'

'Nobody in the Office, that is to say?'

'Nor out of it. Everybody is ready to dislike and ridicule any invention.
You have no idea how many people want to be left alone.
You have no idea how the Genius of the country (overlook the
Parliamentary nature of the phrase, and don't be bored by it) tends to
being left alone. Believe me, Mr Clennam,' said the sprightly young
Barnacle in his pleasantest manner, 'our place is not a wicked Giant
to be charged at full tilt; but only a windmill showing you, as it grinds
immense quantities of chaff, which way the country wind blows.'

'If I could believe that,' said Clennam, 'it would be a dismal prospect
for all of us.'

'Oh! Don't say so!' returned Ferdinand. 'It's all right. We must have
humbug, we all like humbug, we couldn't get on without humbug.

A little humbug, and a groove, and everything goes on admirably, if

you leave it alone.'

With this hopeful confession of his faith as the head of the rising
Barnacles who were born of woman, to be followed under a variety of
watchwords which they utterly repudiated and disbelieved, Ferdinand
rose. Nothing could be more agreeable than his frank and courteous
bearing, or adapted with a more gentlemanly instinct to the
circumstances of his visit.

'Is it fair to ask,' he said, as Clennam gave him his hand with a real
feeling of thankfulness for his candour and good-humour, 'whether it
is true that our late lamented Merdle is the cause of this passing
inconvenience?'

'I am one of the many he has ruined. Yes.'

'He must have been an exceedingly clever fellow,' said Ferdinand

Barnacle.

Arthur, not being in the mood to extol the memory of the deceased,
was silent.

'A consummate rascal, of course,' said Ferdinand, 'but remarkably

clever! One cannot help admiring the fellow. Must have been such a
master of humbug. Knew people so well - got over them so completely
- did so much with them!' In his easy way, he was really moved to
genuine admiration.

'I hope,' said Arthur, 'that he and his dupes may be a warning to
people not to have so much done with them again.'

'My dear Mr Clennam,' returned Ferdinand, laughing, 'have you really

such a verdant hope? The next man who has as large a capacity and
as genuine a taste for swindling, will succeed as well. Pardon me, but I
think you really have no idea how the human bees will swarm to the
beating of any old tin kettle; in that fact lies the complete manual of
governing them. When they can be got to believe that the kettle is
made of the precious metals, in that fact lies the whole power of men
like our late lamented. No doubt there are here and there,' said
Ferdinand politely, 'exceptional cases, where people have been taken
in for what appeared to them to be much better reasons; and I need
not go far to find such a case; but they don't invalidate the rule. Good
day! I hope that when I have the pleasure of seeing you, next, this
passing cloud will have given place to sunshine. Don't come a step
beyond the door. I know the way out perfectly. Good day!'

With those words, the best and brightest of the Barnacles went down-
stairs, hummed his way through the Lodge, mounted his horse in the
front court-yard, and rode off to keep an appointment with his noble
kinsman, who wanted a little coaching before he could triumphantly
answer certain infidel Snobs who were going to question the Nobs
about their statesmanship.

He must have passed Mr Rugg on his way out, for, a minute or two
afterwards, that ruddy-headed gentleman shone in at the door, like an
elderly Phoebus.

'How do you do to-day, sir?' said Mr Rugg. 'Is there any little thing I
can do for you to-day, sir?'

'No, I thank you.'

Mr Rugg's enjoyment of embarrassed affairs was like a housekeeper's

enjoyment in pickling and preserving, or a washerwoman's enjoyment
of a heavy wash, or a dustman's enjoyment of an overflowing dust-
bin, or any other professional enjoyment of a mess in the way of
business.

'I still look round, from time to time, sir,' said Mr Rugg, cheerfully, 'to
see whether any lingering Detainers are accumulating at the gate.
They have fallen in pretty thick, sir; as thick as we could have
expected.'

He remarked upon the circumstance as if it were matter of

congratulation: rubbing his hands briskly, and rolling his head a little.

'As thick,' repeated Mr Rugg, 'as we could reasonably have expected.

Quite a shower-bath of 'em. I don't often intrude upon you now, when
I look round, because I know you are not inclined for company, and
that if you wished to see me, you would leave word in the Lodge. But I
am here pretty well every day, sir. Would this be an unseasonable
time, sir,' asked Mr Rugg, coaxingly, 'for me to offer an observation?'
'As seasonable a time as any other.'

'Hum! Public opinion, sir,' said Mr Rugg, 'has been busy with you.'

'I don't doubt it.'

'Might it not be advisable, sir,' said Mr Rugg, more coaxingly yet, 'now
to make, at last and after all, a trifling concession to public opinion?
We all do it in one way or another. The fact is, we must do it.'

'I cannot set myself right with it, Mr Rugg, and have no business to
expect that I ever shall.'

'Don't say that, sir, don't say that. The cost of being moved to the
Bench is almost insignificant, and if the general feeling is strong that
you ought to be there, why - really - '

'I thought you had settled, Mr Rugg,' said Arthur, 'that my

determination to remain here was a matter of taste.'

'Well, sir, well! But is it good taste, is it good taste? That's the
Question.' Mr Rugg was so soothingly persuasive as to be quite
pathetic. 'I was almost going to say, is it good feeling? This is an
extensive affair of yours; and your remaining here where a man can
come for a pound or two, is remarked upon as not in keeping. It is not
in keeping. I can't tell you, sir, in how many quarters I heard it
mentioned. I heard comments made upon it last night in a Parlour
frequented by what I should call, if I did not look in there now and
then myself, the best legal company - I heard, there, comments on it
that I was sorry to hear. They hurt me on your account. Again, only
this morning at breakfast. My daughter (but a woman, you'll say: yet
still with a feeling for these things, and even with some little personal
experience, as the plaintiff in Rugg and Bawkins) was expressing her
great surprise; her great surprise.

Now under these circumstances, and considering that none of us can

quite set ourselves above public opinion, wouldn't a trifling concession
to that opinion be - Come, sir,' said Rugg, 'I will put it on the lowest
ground of argument, and say, amiable?'

Arthur's thoughts had once more wandered away to Little Dorrit, and
the question remained unanswered.

'As to myself, sir,' said Mr Rugg, hoping that his eloquence had
reduced him to a state of indecision, 'it is a principle of mine not to
consider myself when a client's inclinations are in the scale. But,
knowing your considerate character and general wish to oblige, I will
repeat that I should prefer your being in the Bench.
Your case has made a noise; it is a creditable case to be professionally
concerned in; I should feel on a better standing with my connection, if
you went to the Bench. Don't let that influence you, sir. I merely state
the fact.'

So errant had the prisoner's attention already grown in solitude and

dejection, and so accustomed had it become to commune with only
one silent figure within the ever-frowning walls, that Clennam had to
shake off a kind of stupor before he could look at Mr Rugg, recall the
thread of his talk, and hurriedly say, 'I am unchanged, and
unchangeable, in my decision. Pray, let it be; let it be!' Mr Rugg,
without concealing that he was nettled and mortified, replied:

'Oh! Beyond a doubt, sir. I have travelled out of the record, sir, I am
aware, in putting the point to you. But really, when I herd it remarked
in several companies, and in very good company, that however worthy
of a foreigner, it is not worthy of the spirit of an Englishman to remain
in the Marshalsea when the glorious liberties of his island home admit
of his removal to the Bench, I thought I would depart from the narrow
professional line marked out to me, and mention it. Personally,' said
Mr Rugg, 'I have no opinion on the topic.'

'That's well,' returned Arthur.

'Oh! None at all, sir!' said Mr Rugg. 'If I had, I should have been

unwilling, some minutes ago, to see a client of mine visited in this

place by a gentleman of a high family riding a saddle-horse. But it was
not my business. If I had, I might have wished to be now empowered
to mention to another gentleman, a gentleman of military

exterior at present waiting in the Lodge, that my client had never

intended to remain here, and was on the eve of removal to a superior
abode. But my course as a professional machine is clear; I have
nothing to do with it. Is it your good pleasure to see the gentleman,
sir?'

'Who is waiting to see me, did you say?'

'I did take that unprofessional liberty, sir. Hearing that I was your
professional adviser, he declined to interpose before my very limited
function was performed. Happily,' said Mr Rugg, with sarcasm, 'I did
not so far travel out of the record as to ask the gentleman for his
name.'

'I suppose I have no resource but to see him,' sighed Clennam,

wearily.
'Then it IS your good pleasure, sir?' retorted Rugg. 'Am I honoured by
your instructions to mention as much to the gentleman, as I pass out?
I am? Thank you, sir. I take my leave.' His leave he took accordingly,
in dudgeon.

The gentleman of military exterior had so imperfectly awakened

Clennam's curiosity, in the existing state of his mind, that a half-
forgetfulness of such a visitor's having been referred to, was already
creeping over it as a part of the sombre veil which almost always
dimmed it now, when a heavy footstep on the stairs aroused him. It
appeared to ascend them, not very promptly or spontaneously, yet
with a display of stride and clatter meant to be insulting. As it paused
for a moment on the landing outside his door, he could not recall his
association with the peculiarity of its sound, though he thought he
had one. Only a moment was given him for consideration. His door
was immediately swung open by a thump, and in the doorway stood
the missing Blandois, the cause of many anxieties.

'Salve, fellow jail-bird !' said he. 'You want me, it seems. Here I am!'

Before Arthur could speak to him in his indignant wonder, Cavalletto

followed him into the room. Mr Pancks followed Cavalletto. Neither of
the two had been there since its present occupant had had possession
of it. Mr Pancks, breathing hard, sidled near the window, put his hat
on the ground, stirred his hair up with both hands, and folded his
arms, like a man who had come to a pause in a hard day's work. Mr
Baptist, never taking his eyes from his dreaded chum of old, softly sat
down on the floor with his back against the door and one of his ankles
in each hand: resuming the attitude (except that it was now
expressive of unwinking watchfulness) in which he had sat before the
same man in the deeper shade of another prison, one hot morning at
Marseilles. 'I have it on the witnessing of these two madmen,' said
Monsieur Blandois, otherwise Lagnier, otherwise Rigaud, 'that you
want me, brother-bird. Here I am!' Glancing round contemptuously at
the bedstead, which was turned up by day, he leaned his back against
it as a resting-place, without removing his hat from his head, and
stood defiantly lounging with his hands in his pockets.

'You villain of ill-omen!' said Arthur. 'You have purposely cast a

dreadful suspicion upon my mother's house. Why have you done it?

What prompted you to the devilish invention?'

Monsieur Rigaud, after frowning at him for a moment, laughed. 'Hear

this noble gentleman! Listen, all the world, to this creature of Virtue!
But take care, take care. It is possible, my friend, that your ardour is
a little compromising. Holy Blue! It is possible.'
'Signore!' interposed Cavalletto, also addressing Arthur: 'for to
commence, hear me! I received your instructions to find him, Rigaud;
is it not?'

'It is the truth.'

'I go, consequentementally,' - it would have given Mrs Plornish great

concern if she could have been persuaded that his occasional
lengthening of an adverb in this way, was the chief fault of his
English, - 'first among my countrymen. I ask them what news in
Londra, of foreigners arrived. Then I go among the French. Then I go
among the Germans. They all tell me. The great part of us know well
the other, and they all tell me. But! - no person can tell me nothing of
him, Rigaud. Fifteen times,' said Cavalletto, thrice throwing out his
left hand with all its fingers spread, and doing it so rapidly that the
sense of sight could hardly follow the action, 'I ask of him in every
place where go the foreigners; and fifteen times,' repeating the same
swift performance, 'they know nothing. But! - ' At this significant
Italian rest on the word 'But,' his backhanded shake of his right
forefinger came into play; a very little, and very cautiously.

'But! - After a long time when I have not been able to find that he is
here in Londra, some one tells me of a soldier with white hair - hey? -
not hair like this that he carries - white - who lives retired
secrettementally, in a certain place. But! - ' with another rest upon the
word, 'who sometimes in the after-dinner, walks, and smokes. It is
necessary, as they say in Italy (and as they know, poor people), to
have patience. I have patience. I ask where is this certain place. One.
believes it is here, one believes it is there. Eh well! It is not here, it is
not there. I wait patientissamentally. At last I find it. Then I watch;
then I hide, until he walks and smokes. He is a soldier with grey hair -
But! - ' a very decided rest indeed, and a very vigorous play from side
to side of the back-handed forefinger - 'he is also this man that you
see.'

It was noticeable, that, in his old habit of submission to one who had
been at the trouble of asserting superiority over him, he even then
bestowed upon Rigaud a confused bend of his head, after thus
pointing him out.

'Eh well, Signore!' he cried in conclusion, addressing Arthur again. 'I

waited for a good opportunity. I writed some words to Signor Panco,'
an air of novelty came over Mr Pancks with this designation, 'to come
and help. I showed him, Rigaud, at his window, to Signor Panco, who
was often the spy in the day. I slept at night near the door of the
house. At last we entered, only this to-day, and now you see him! As
he would not come up in presence of the illustrious Advocate,' such
was Mr Baptist's honourable mention of Mr Rugg, 'we waited down
below there, together, and Signor Panco guarded the street.'

At the close of this recital, Arthur turned his eyes upon the impudent
and wicked face. As it met his, the nose came down over the
moustache and the moustache went up under the nose. When nose
and moustache had settled into their places again, Monsieur Rigaud
loudly snapped his fingers half-a-dozen times; bending forward to jerk
the snaps at Arthur, as if they were palpable missiles which he jerked
into his face.

'Now, Philosopher!' said Rigaud.'What do you want with me?'

'I want to know,' returned Arthur, without disguising his abhorrence,

'how you dare direct a suspicion of murder against my mother's
house?'

'Dare!' cried Rigaud. 'Ho, ho! Hear him! Dare? Is it dare? By Heaven,
my small boy, but you are a little imprudent!'

'I want that suspicion to be cleared away,' said Arthur. 'You shall be
taken there, and be publicly seen. I want to know, moreover, what
business you had there when I had a burning desire to fling you
down-stairs. Don't frown at me, man! I have seen enough of you to
know that you are a bully and coward. I need no revival of my spirits
from the effects of this wretched place to tell you so plain a fact, and
one that you know so well.'

White to the lips, Rigaud stroked his moustache, muttering, 'By

Heaven, my small boy, but you are a little compromising of my lady,
your respectable mother' - and seemed for a minute undecided how to
act. His indecision was soon gone. He sat himself down with a
threatening swagger, and said:

'Give me a bottle of wine. You can buy wine here. Send one of your
madmen to get me a bottle of wine. I won't talk to you without wine.
Come! Yes or no?'

'Fetch him what he wants, Cavalletto,' said Arthur, scornfully,

producing the money.

'Contraband beast,' added Rigaud, 'bring Port wine! I'll drink nothing
but Porto-Porto.'

The contraband beast, however, assuring all present, with his

significant finger, that he peremptorily declined to leave his post at the
door, Signor Panco offered his services. He soon returned with the
bottle of wine: which, according to the custom of the place, originating
in a scarcity of corkscrews among the Collegians (in common with a
scarcity of much else), was already opened for use. 'Madman! A large
glass,' said Rigaud.

Signor Panco put a tumbler before him; not without a visible conflict
of feeling on the question of throwing it at his head.

'Haha!' boasted Rigaud. 'Once a gentleman, and always a gentleman.

A gentleman from the beginning, and a gentleman to the end. What

the Devil! A gentleman must be waited on, I hope? It's a part of my
character to be waited on!'

He half filled the tumbler as he said it, and drank off the contents
when he had done saying it. 'Hah!' smacking his lips. 'Not a very old
prisoner that! I judge by your looks, brave sir, that imprisonment will
subdue your blood much sooner than it softens this hot wine. You are
mellowing - losing body and colour already. I salute you!'

He tossed off another half glass: holding it up both before and

afterwards, so as to display his small, white hand.

'To business,' he then continued. 'To conversation. You have shown

yourself more free of speech than body, sir.'

'I have used the freedom of telling you what you know yourself to be.
You know yourself, as we all know you, to be far worse than that.'

'Add, always a gentleman, and it's no matter. Except in that regard,

we are all alike. For example: you couldn't for your life be a
gentleman; I couldn't for my life be otherwise. How great the
difference! Let us go on. Words, sir, never influence the course of the
cards, or the course of the dice. Do you know that? You do? I also play
a game, and words are without power over it.'

Now that he was confronted with Cavalletto, and knew that his story
was known - whatever thin disguise he had worn, he dropped; and
faced it out, with a bare face, as the infamous wretch he was.

'No, my son,' he resumed, with a snap of his fingers. 'I play my game
to the end in spite of words; and Death of my Body and Death of my
Soul! I'll win it. You want to know why I played this little trick that
you have interrupted? Know then that I had, and that I have - do you
understand me? have - a commodity to sell to my lady your
respectable mother. I described my precious commodity, and fixed my
price. Touching the bargain, your admirable mother was a little too
calm, too stolid, too immovable and statue-like. In fine, your
admirable mother vexed me. To make variety in my position, and to
amuse myself - what! a gentleman must be amused at somebody's
expense! - I conceived the happy idea of disappearing. An idea, see
you, that your characteristic mother and my Flintwinch would have
been well enough pleased to execute. Ah! Bah, bah, bah, don't look as
from high to low at me! I repeat it. Well enough pleased, excessively
enchanted, and with all their hearts ravished. How strongly will you
have it?'

He threw out the lees of his glass on the ground, so that they nearly
spattered Cavalletto. This seemed to draw his attention to him anew.
He set down his glass and said:

'I'll not fill it. What! I am born to be served. Come then, you Cavalletto,
and fill!'

The little man looked at Clennam, whose eyes were occupied with
Rigaud, and, seeing no prohibition, got up from the ground, and
poured out from the bottle into the glass. The blending, as he did so,
of his old submission with a sense of something humorous; the
striving of that with a certain smouldering ferocity, which might have
flashed fire in an instant (as the born gentleman seemed to think, for
he had a wary eye upon him); and the easy yielding of all to a good-
natured, careless, predominant propensity to sit down on the ground
again: formed a very remarkable combination of character.

'This happy idea, brave sir,' Rigaud resumed after drinking, 'was a
happy idea for several reasons. It amused me, it worried your dear
mama and my Flintwinch, it caused you agonies (my terms for a
lesson in politeness towards a gentleman), and it suggested to all the
amiable persons interested that your entirely devoted is a man to fear.
By Heaven, he is a man to fear! Beyond this; it might have restored
her wit to my lady your mother - might, under the pressing little
suspicion your wisdom has recognised, have persuaded her at last to
announce, covertly, in the journals, that the difficulties of a certain
contract would be removed by the appearance of a certain important
party to it. Perhaps yes, perhaps no. But that, you have interrupted.
Now, what is it you say? What is it you want?'

Never had Clennam felt more acutely that he was a prisoner in bonds,
than when he saw this man before him, and could not accompany him
to his mother's house. All the undiscernible difficulties and dangers
he had ever feared were closing in, when he could not stir hand or
foot.

'Perhaps, my friend, philosopher, man of virtue, Imbecile, what you

will; perhaps,' said Rigaud, pausing in his drink to look out of his
glass with his horrible smile, 'you would have done better to leave me
alone?'
'No! At least,' said Clennam, 'you are known to be alive and
unharmed. At least you cannot escape from these two witnesses; and
they can produce you before any public authorities, or before
hundreds of people!'

'But will not produce me before one,' said Rigaud, snapping his fingers
again with an air of triumphant menace. 'To the Devil with your
witnesses! To the Devil with your produced! To the Devil with yourself!
What! Do I know what I know, for that? Have I my commodity on sale,
for that? Bah, poor debtor! You have interrupted my little project. Let
it pass. How then? What remains? To you, nothing; to me, all. Produce
me! Is that what you want? I will produce myself, only too quickly.
Contrabandist!

Give me pen, ink, and paper.'

Cavalletto got up again as before, and laid them before him in his
former manner. Rigaud, after some villainous thinking and smiling,
wrote, and read aloud, as follows:

'To MRS CLENNAM.

'Wait answer.

'Prison of the Marshalsea. 'At the apartment of your son.

'Dear Madam, - I am in despair to be informed to-day by our prisoner

here (who has had the goodness to employ spies to seek me, living for
politic reasons in retirement), that you have had fears for my safety.

'Reassure yourself, dear madam. I am well, I am strong and constant.

'With the greatest impatience I should fly to your house, but that I
foresee it to be possible, under the circumstances, that you will not
yet have quite definitively arranged the little proposition I have had
the honour to submit to you. I name one week from this day, for a last
final visit on my part; when you will unconditionally accept it or reject
it, with its train of consequences.

'I suppress my ardour to embrace you and achieve this interesting

business, in order that you may have leisure to adjust its details to
our perfect mutual satisfaction.

'In the meanwhile, it is not too much to propose (our prisoner having
deranged my housekeeping), that my expenses of lodging and
nourishment at an hotel shall be paid by you. 'Receive, dear madam,
the assurance of my highest and most distinguished consideration,
'RIGAUD BLANDOIS.

'A thousand friendships to that dear Flintwinch.

'I kiss the hands of Madame F.'

When he had finished this epistle, Rigaud folded it and tossed it with
a flourish at Clennam's feet. 'Hola you! Apropos of producing, let
somebody produce that at its address, and produce the answer here.'

'Cavalletto,' said Arthur. 'Will you take this fellow's letter?'

But, Cavalletto's significant finger again expressing that his post was
at the door to keep watch over Rigaud, now he had found him with so
much trouble, and that the duty of his post was to sit on the floor
backed up by the door, looking at Rigaud and holding his own ankles,
- Signor Panco once more volunteered. His services being accepted,
Cavalletto suffered the door to open barely wide enough to admit of
his squeezing himself out, and immediately shut it on him.

'Touch me with a finger, touch me with an epithet, question my

superiority as I sit here drinking my wine at my pleasure,' said
Rigaud, 'and I follow the letter and cancel my week's grace. You
wanted me? You have got me! How do you like me?'

'You know,' returned Clennam, with a bitter sense of his helplessness,

'that when I sought you, I was not a prisoner.'

'To the Devil with you and your prison,' retorted Rigaud, leisurely, as
he took from his pocket a case containing the materials for making
cigarettes, and employed his facile hands in folding a few for present
use; 'I care for neither of you. Contrabandist! A light.'

Again Cavalletto got up, and gave him what he wanted. There had
been something dreadful in the noiseless skill of his cold, white
hands, with the fingers lithely twisting about and twining one over
another like serpents. Clennam could not prevent himself from
shuddering inwardly, as if he had been looking on at a nest of those
creatures.

'Hola, Pig!' cried Rigaud, with a noisy stimulating cry, as if Cavalletto

were an Italian horse or mule. 'What! The infernal old jail was a
respectable one to this. There was dignity in the bars and stones of
that place. It was a prison for men. But this? Bah! A hospital for
imbeciles!'

He smoked his cigarette out, with his ugly smile so fixed upon his face
that he looked as though he were smoking with his drooping beak of a
nose, rather than with his mouth; like a fancy in a weird picture.
When he had lighted a second cigarette at the still burning end of the
first, he said to Clennam:

'One must pass the time in the madman's absence. One must talk.
One can't drink strong wine all day long, or I would have another
bottle. She's handsome, sir. Though not exactly to my taste, still, by
the Thunder and the Lightning! handsome. I felicitate you on your
admiration.'

'I neither know nor ask,' said Clennam, 'of whom you speak.'

'Della bella Gowana, sir, as they say in Italy. Of the Gowan, the fair
Gowan.'

'Of whose husband you were the - follower, I think?'

'Sir? Follower? You are insolent. The friend.'

'Do you sell all your friends?'

Rigaud took his cigarette from his mouth, and eyed him with a
momentary revelation of surprise. But he put it between his lips
again, as he answered with coolness:

'I sell anything that commands a price. How do your lawyers live, your
politicians, your intriguers, your men of the Exchange? How do you
live? How do you come here? Have you sold no friend? Lady of mine! I
rather think, yes!'

Clennam turned away from him towards the window, and sat looking
out at the wall.

'Effectively, sir,' said Rigaud, 'Society sells itself and sells me: and I
sell Society. I perceive you have acquaintance with another lady. Also
handsome. A strong spirit. Let us see. How do they call her? Wade.'

He received no answer, but could easily discern that he had hit the
mark.

'Yes,' he went on, 'that handsome lady and strong spirit addresses me
in the street, and I am not insensible. I respond. That handsome lady
and strong spirit does me the favour to remark, in full confidence, ‘I
have my curiosity, and I have my chagrins. You are not more than
ordinarily honourable, perhaps?’ I announce myself, ‘Madame, a
gentleman from the birth, and a gentleman to the death; but NOT
more than ordinarily honourable. I despise such a weak fantasy.’
Thereupon she is pleased to compliment. ‘The difference between you
and the rest is,’ she answers, ‘that you say so.’ For she knows Society.
I accept her congratulations with gallantry and politeness. Politeness
and little gallantries are inseparable from my character. She then
makes a proposition, which is, in effect, that she has seen us much
together; that it appears to her that I am for the passing time the cat
of the house, the friend of the family; that her curiosity and her
chagrins awaken the fancy to be acquainted with their movements, to
know the manner of their life, how the fair Gowana is beloved, how the
fair Gowana is cherished, and so on. She is not rich, but offers such
and such little recompenses for the little cares and derangements of
such services; and I graciously - to do everything graciously is a part
of my character - consent to accept them. O yes! So goes the world. It
is the mode.'

Though Clennam's back was turned while he spoke, and thenceforth

to the end of the interview, he kept those glittering eyes of his that
were too near together, upon him, and evidently saw in the very
carriage of the head, as he passed with his braggart recklessness from
clause to clause of what he said, that he was saying nothing which
Clennam did not already know.

'Whoof! The fair Gowana!' he said, lighting a third cigarette with a

sound as if his lightest breath could blow her away. 'Charming, but
imprudent! For it was not well of the fair Gowana to make mysteries of
letters from old lovers, in her bedchamber on the mountain, that her
husband might not see them. No, no. That was not well. Whoof! The
Gowana was mistaken there.'

'I earnestly hope,' cried Arthur aloud, 'that Pancks may not be long
gone, for this man's presence pollutes the room.'

'Ah! But he'll flourish here, and everywhere,' said Rigaud, with an
exulting look and snap of his fingers. 'He always has; he always will!'
Stretching his body out on the only three chairs in the room besides
that on which Clennam sat, he sang, smiting himself on the breast as
the gallant personage of the song.

'Who passes by this road so late? Compagnon de la Majolaine! Who

passes by this road so late? Always gay!

'Sing the Refrain, pig! You could sing it once, in another jail. Sing it!
Or, by every Saint who was stoned to death, I'll be affronted and
compromising; and then some people who are not dead yet, had better
have been stoned along with them!'

'Of all the king's knights 'tis the flower, Compagnon de la Majolaine!
Of all the king's knights 'tis the flower, Always gay!'
Partly in his old habit of submission, partly because his not doing it
might injure his benefactor, and partly because he would as soon do it
as anything else, Cavalletto took up the Refrain this time. Rigaud
laughed, and fell to smoking with his eyes shut.

Possibly another quarter of an hour elapsed before Mr Pancks's step

was heard upon the stairs, but the interval seemed to Clennam
insupportably long. His step was attended by another step; and when
Cavalletto opened the door, he admitted Mr Pancks and Mr
Flintwinch. The latter was no sooner visible, than Rigaud rushed at
him and embraced him boisterously.

'How do you find yourself, sir?' said Mr Flintwinch, as soon as he

could disengage himself, which he struggled to do with very little
ceremony. 'Thank you, no; I don't want any more.' This was in
reference to another menace of attention from his recovered friend.

'Well, Arthur. You remember what I said to you about sleeping dogs
and missing ones. It's come true, you see.'

He was as imperturbable as ever, to all appearance, and nodded his

head in a moralising way as he looked round the room.

'And this is the Marshalsea prison for debt!' said Mr Flintwinch. 'Hah!
you have brought your pigs to a very indifferent market, Arthur.'

If Arthur had patience, Rigaud had not. He took his little Flintwinch,
with fierce playfulness, by the two lapels of his coat, and cried:

'To the Devil with the Market, to the Devil with the Pigs, and to the
Devil with the Pig-Driver! Now! Give me the answer to my letter.'

'If you can make it convenient to let go a moment, sir,' returned Mr

Flintwinch, 'I'll first hand Mr Arthur a little note that I have for him.'

He did so. It was in his mother's maimed writing, on a slip of paper,

and contained only these words:

'I hope it is enough that you have ruined yourself. Rest contented
without more ruin. Jeremiah Flintwinch is my messenger and
representative. Your affectionate M. C.'

Clennam read this twice, in silence, and then tore it to pieces. Rigaud
in the meanwhile stepped into a chair, and sat himself on the back
with his feet upon the seat.

'Now, Beau Flintwinch,' he said, when he had closely watched the note
to its destruction, 'the answer to my letter?'
'Mrs Clennam did not write, Mr Blandois, her hands being cramped,
and she thinking it as well to send it verbally by me.' Mr Flintwinch
screwed this out of himself, unwillingly and rustily. 'She sends her
compliments, and says she doesn't on the whole wish to term you
unreasonable, and that she agrees. But without prejudicing the
appointment that stands for this day week.'

Monsieur Rigaud, after indulging in a fit of laughter, descended from

his throne, saying, 'Good! I go to seek an hotel!' But, there his eyes
encountered Cavalletto, who was still at his post.

'Come, Pig,' he added, 'I have had you for a follower against my will;
now, I'll have you against yours. I tell you, my little reptiles, I am born
to be served. I demand the service of this contrabandist as my
domestic until this day week.'

In answer to Cavalletto's look of inquiry, Clennam made him a sign to

go; but he added aloud, 'unless you are afraid of him.' Cavalletto
replied with a very emphatic finger-negative.'No, master, I am not
afraid of him, when I no more keep it secrettementally that he was
once my comrade.' Rigaud took no notice of either remark until he
had lighted his last cigarette and was quite ready for walking.

'Afraid of him,' he said then, looking round upon them all. 'Whoof! My
children, my babies, my little dolls, you are all afraid of him. You give
him his bottle of wine here; you give him meat, drink, and lodging
there; you dare not touch him with a finger or an epithet. No. It is his
character to triumph! Whoof!

'Of all the king's knights he's the flower, And he's always gay!'

With this adaptation of the Refrain to himself, he stalked out of the

room closely followed by Cavalletto, whom perhaps he had pressed
into his service because he tolerably well knew it would not be easy to
get rid of him. Mr Flintwinch, after scraping his chin, and looking
about with caustic disparagement of the Pig- Market, nodded to
Arthur, and followed. Mr Pancks, still penitent and depressed,
followed too; after receiving with great attention a secret word or two
of instructions from Arthur, and whispering back that he would see
this affair out, and stand by it to the end.

The prisoner, with the feeling that he was more despised, more
scorned and repudiated, more helpless, altogether more miserable and
fallen than before, was left alone again.
Chapter LXV - A Plea In The Marshalsea

Haggard anxiety and remorse are bad companions to be barred up

with. Brooding all day, and resting very little indeed at night, t will not
arm a man against misery. Next morning, Clennam felt that his health
was sinking, as his spirits had already sunk and that the weight
under which he bent was bearing him down.

Night after night he had risen from his bed of wretchedness at twelve
or one o'clock, and had sat at his window watching the sickly lamps in
the yard, and looking upward for the first wan trace of day, hours
before it was possible that the sky could show it to him. Now when the
night came, he could not even persuade himself to undress.

For a burning restlessness set in, an agonised impatience of the

prison, and a conviction that he was going to break his heart and die
there, which caused him indescribable suffering. His dread and hatred
of the place became so intense that he felt it a labour to draw his
breath in it. The sensation of being stifled sometimes so overpowered
him, that he would stand at the window holding his throat and
gasping. At the same time a longing for other air, and a yearning to be
beyond the blind blank wall, made him feel as if he must go mad with
the ardour of the desire.

Many other prisoners had had experience of this condition before him,
and its violence and continuity had worn themselves out in their
cases, as they did in his. Two nights and a day exhausted it. It came
back by fits, but those grew fainter and returned at lengthening
intervals. A desolate calm succeeded; and the middle of the week
found him settled down in the despondency of low, slow fever.

With Cavalletto and Pancks away, he had no visitors to fear but Mr

and Mrs Plornish. His anxiety, in reference to that worthy pair, was
that they should not come near him; for, in the morbid state of his
nerves, he sought to be left alone, and spared the being seen so
subdued and weak. He wrote a note to Mrs Plornish representing
himself as occupied with his affairs, and bound by the necessity of
devoting himself to them, to remain for a time even without the
pleasant interruption of a sight of her kind face. As to Young John,
who looked in daily at a certain hour, when the turnkeys were
relieved, to ask if he could do anything for him; he always made a
pretence of being engaged in writing, and to answer cheerfully in the
negative. The subject of their only long conversation had never been
revived between them. Through all these changes of unhappiness,
however, it had never lost its hold on Clennam's mind.

The sixth day of the appointed week was a moist, hot, misty day. It
seemed as though the prison's poverty, and shabbiness, and dirt, were
growing in the sultry atmosphere. With an aching head and a weary
heart, Clennam had watched the miserable night out, listening to the
fall of rain on the yard pavement, thinking of its softer fall upon the
country earth. A blurred circle of yellow haze had risen up in the sky
in lieu of sun, and he had watched the patch it put upon his wall, like
a bit of the prison's raggedness. He had heard the gates open; and the
badly shod feet that waited outside shuffle in; and the sweeping, and
pumping, and moving about, begin, which commenced the prison
morning. So ill and faint that he was obliged to rest many times in the
process of getting himself washed, he had at length crept to his chair
by the open window. In it he sat dozing, while the old woman who
arranged his room went through her morning's work.

Light of head with want of sleep and want of food (his appetite, and
even his sense of taste, having forsaken him), he had been two or
three times conscious, in the night, of going astray. He had heard
fragments of tunes and songs in the warm wind, which he knew had
no existence. Now that he began to doze in exhaustion, he heard them
again; and voices seemed to address him, and he answered, and
started.

Dozing and dreaming, without the power of reckoning time, so that a

minute might have been an hour and an hour a minute, some abiding
impression of a garden stole over him - a garden of flowers, with a
damp warm wind gently stirring their scents. It required such a
painful effort to lift his head for the purpose of inquiring into this, or
inquiring into anything, that the impression appeared to have become
quite an old and importunate one when he looked round. Beside the
tea-cup on his table he saw, then, a blooming nosegay: a wonderful
handful of the choicest and most lovely flowers.

Nothing had ever appeared so beautiful in his sight. He took them up

and inhaled their fragrance, and he lifted them to his hot head, and
he put them down and opened his parched hands to them, as cold
hands are opened to receive the cheering of a fire. It was not until he
had delighted in them for some time, that he wondered who had sent
them; and opened his door to ask the woman who must have put
them there, how they had come into her hands. But she was gone,
and seemed to have been long gone; for the tea she had left for him on
the table was cold. He tried to drink some, but could not bear the
odour of it: so he crept back to his chair by the open window, and put
the flowers on the little round table of old.

When the first faintness consequent on having moved about had left
him, he subsided into his former state. One of the night-tunes was
playing in the wind, when the door of his room seemed to open to a
light touch, and, after a moment's pause, a quiet figure seemed to
stand there, with a black mantle on it. It seemed to draw the mantle
off and drop it on the ground, and then it seemed to be his Little
Dorrit in her old, worn dress. It seemed to tremble, and to clasp its
hands, and to smile, and to burst into tears.

He roused himself, and cried out. And then he saw, in the loving,
pitying, sorrowing, dear face, as in a mirror, how changed he was; and
she came towards him; and with her hands laid on his breast to keep
him in his chair, and with her knees upon the floor at his feet, and
with her lips raised up to kiss him, and with her tears dropping on
him as the rain from Heaven had dropped upon the flowers, Little
Dorrit, a living presence, called him by his name.

'O, my best friend! Dear Mr Clennam, don't let me see you weep!
Unless you weep with pleasure to see me. I hope you do. Your own
poor child come back!' So faithful, tender, and unspoiled by Fortune.
In the sound of her voice, in the light of her eyes, in the touch of her
hands, so Angelically comforting and true!

As he embraced her, she said to him, 'They never told me you were ill,'
and drawing an arm softly round his neck, laid his head upon her
bosom, put a hand upon his head, and resting her cheek upon that
hand, nursed him as lovingly, and GOD knows as innocently, as she
had nursed her father in that room when she had been but a baby,
needing all the care from others that she took of them.

When he could speak, he said, 'Is it possible that you have come to
me? And in this dress?'

'I hoped you would like me better in this dress than any other. I have
always kept it by me, to remind me: though I wanted no reminding. I
am not alone, you see. I have brought an old friend with me.'

Looking round, he saw Maggy in her big cap which had been long
abandoned, with a basket on her arm as in the bygone days,
chuckling rapturously.

'It was only yesterday evening that I came to London with my brother.
I sent round to Mrs Plornish almost as soon as we arrived, that I
might hear of you and let you know I had come. Then I heard that you
were here. Did you happen to think of me in the night? I almost
believe you must have thought of me a little. I thought of you so
anxiously, and it appeared so long to morning.'

'I have thought of you - ' he hesitated what to call her. She perceived it
in an instant.

'You have not spoken to me by my right name yet. You know what my
right name always is with you.'
'I have thought of you, Little Dorrit, every day, every hour, every
minute, since I have been here.'

'Have you? Have you?'

He saw the bright delight of her face, and the flush that kindled in it,
with a feeling of shame. He, a broken, bankrupt, sick, dishonoured
prisoner.

'I was here before the gates were opened, but I was afraid to come
straight to you. I should have done you more harm than good, at first;
for the prison was so familiar and yet so strange, and it brought back
so many remembrances of my poor father, and of you too, that at first
it overpowered me. But we went to Mr Chivery before we came to the
gate, and he brought us in, and got john's room for us - my poor old
room, you know - and we waited there a little. I brought the flowers to
the door, but you didn't hear me.' She looked something more
womanly than when she had gone away, and the ripening touch of the
Italian sun was visible upon her face. But, otherwise, she was quite
unchanged. The same deep, timid earnestness that he had always
seen in her, and never without emotion, he saw still. If it had a new
meaning that smote him to the heart, the change was in his
perception, not in her.

She took off her old bonnet, hung it in the old place, and noiselessly
began, with Maggy's help, to make his room as fresh and neat as it
could be made, and to sprinkle it with a pleasant- smelling water.
When that was done, the basket, which was filled with grapes and
other fruit, was unpacked, and all its contents were quietly put away.
When that was done, a moment's whisper despatched Maggy to
despatch somebody else to fill the basket again; which soon came
back replenished with new stores, from which a present provision of
cooling drink and jelly, and a prospective supply of roast chicken and
wine and water, were the first extracts. These various arrangements
completed, she took out her old needle-case to make him a curtain for
his window; and thus, with a quiet reigning in the room, that seemed
to diffuse itself through the else noisy prison, he found himself
composed in his chair, with Little Dorrit working at his side.

To see the modest head again bent down over its task, and the nimble
fingers busy at their old work - though she was not so absorbed in it,
but that her compassionate eyes were often raised to his face, and,
when they drooped again had tears in them - to be so consoled and
comforted, and to believe that all the devotion of this great nature was
turned to him in his adversity to pour out its inexhaustible wealth of
goodness upon him, did not steady Clennam's trembling voice or
hand, or strengthen him in his weakness. Yet it inspired him with an
inward fortitude, that rose with his love. And how dearly he loved her
now, what words can tell!

As they sat side by side in the shadow of the wall, the shadow fell like
light upon him. She would not let him speak much, and he lay back
in his chair, looking at her. Now and again she would rise and give
him the glass that he might drink, or would smooth the resting-place
of his head; then she would gently resume her seat by him, and bend
over her work again.

The shadow moved with the sun, but she never moved from his side,
except to wait upon him. The sun went down and she was still there.
She had done her work now, and her hand, faltering on the arm of his
chair since its last tending of him, was hesitating there yet. He laid his
hand upon it, and it clasped him with a trembling supplication.

'Dear Mr Clennam, I must say something to you before I go. I have put
it off from hour to hour, but I must say it.'

'I too, dear Little Dorrit. I have put off what I must say.' She nervously
moved her hand towards his lips as if to stop him; then it dropped,
trembling, into its former place.

'I am not going abroad again. My brother is, but I am not. He was
always attached to me, and he is so grateful to me now - so much too
grateful, for it is only because I happened to be with him in his illness
- that he says I shall be free to stay where I like best, and to do what I
like best. He only wishes me to be happy, he says.'

There was one bright star shining in the sky. She looked up at it While
she spoke, as if it were the fervent purpose of her own heart shining
above her.

'You will understand, I dare say, without my telling you, that my

brother has come home to find my dear father's will, and to take
possession of his property. He says, if there is a will, he is sure i shall
be left rich; and if there is none, that he will make me so.'

He would have spoken; but she put up her trembling hand again, and
he stopped.

'I have no use for money, I have no wish for it. It would be of no value
at all to me but for your sake. I could not be rich, and you here. I
must always be much worse than poor, with you distressed. Will you
let me lend you all I have? Will you let me give it you? Will you let me
show you that I have never forgotten, that I never can forget, your
protection of me when this was my home? Dear Mr Clennam, make
me of all the world the happiest, by saying Yes. Make me as happy as
I can be in leaving you here, by saying nothing to-night, and letting
me go away with the hope that you will think of it kindly; and that for
my sake - not for yours, for mine, for nobody's but mine! - you will
give me the greatest joy I can experience on earth, the joy of knowing
that I have been serviceable to you, and that I have paid some little of
the great debt of my affection and gratitude. I can't say what I wish to
say. I can't visit you here where I have lived so long, I can't think of
you here where I have seen so much, and be as calm and comforting
as I ought. My tears will make their way. I cannot keep them back.
But pray, pray, pray, do not turn from your Little Dorrit, now, in your
affliction! Pray, pray, pray, I beg you and implore you with all my
grieving heart, my friend - my dear! - take all I have, and make it a
Blessing to me!'

The star had shone on her face until now, when her face sank upon
his hand and her own.

It had grown darker when he raised her in his encircling arm, and
softly answered her.

'No, darling Little Dorrit. No, my child. I must not hear of such a
sacrifice. Liberty and hope would be so dear, bought at such a price,
that I could never support their weight, never bear the reproach of
possessing them. But with what ardent thankfulness and love I say
this, I may call Heaven to witness!'

'And yet you will not let me be faithful to you in your affliction?'

'Say, dearest Little Dorrit, and yet I will try to be faithful to you. If, in
the bygone days when this was your home and when this was your
dress, I had understood myself (I speak only of myself) better, and had
read the secrets of my own breast more distinctly; if, through my
reserve and self-mistrust, I had discerned a light that I see brightly
now when it has passed far away, and my weak footsteps can never
overtake it; if I had then known, and told you that I loved and
honoured you, not as the poor child I used to call you, but as a
woman whose true hand would raise me high above myself and make
me a far happier and better man; if I had so used the opportunity
there is no recalling - as I wish I had, O I wish I had! - and if
something had kept us apart then, when I was moderately thriving,
and when you were poor; I might have met your noble offer of your
fortune, dearest girl, with other words than these, and still have
blushed to touch it. But, as it is, I must never touch it, never!'

She besought him, more pathetically and earnestly, with her little
supplicatory hand, than she could have done in any words.
'I am disgraced enough, my Little Dorrit. I must not descend so low as
that, and carry you - so dear, so generous, so good - down with me.
GOD bless you, GOD reward you! It is past.' He took her in his arms,
as if she had been his daughter.

'Always so much older, so much rougher, and so much less worthy,

even what I was must be dismissed by both of us, and you must see
me only as I am. I put this parting kiss upon your cheek, my child -
who might have been more near to me, who never could have been
more dear - a ruined man far removed from you, for ever separated
from you, whose course is run while yours is but beginning. I have not
the courage to ask to be forgotten by you in my humiliation; but I ask
to be remembered only as I am.'

The bell began to ring, warning visitors to depart. He took her mantle
from the wall, and tenderly wrapped it round her.

'One other word, my Little Dorrit. A hard one to me, but it is a

necessary one. The time when you and this prison had anything in
common has long gone by. Do you understand?'

'O! you will never say to me,' she cried, weeping bitterly, and holding
up her clasped hands in entreaty, 'that I am not to come back any
more! You will surely not desert me so!'

'I would say it, if I could; but I have not the courage quite to shut out
this dear face, and abandon all hope of its return. But do not come
soon, do not come often! This is now a tainted place, and I well know
the taint of it clings to me. You belong to much brighter and better
scenes. You are not to look back here, my Little Dorrit; you are to look
away to very different and much happier paths. Again, GOD bless you
in them! GOD reward you!'

Maggy, who had fallen into very low spirits, here cried, 'Oh get him
into a hospital; do get him into a hospital, Mother! He'll never look like
hisself again, if he an't got into a hospital. And then the little woman
as was always a spinning at her wheel, she can go to the cupboard
with the Princess, and say, what do you keep the Chicking there for?
and then they can take it out and give it to him, and then all be
happy!'

The interruption was seasonable, for the bell had nearly rung itself
out. Again tenderly wrapping her mantle about her, and taking her on
his arm (though, but for her visit, he was almost too weak to walk),
Arthur led Little Dorrit down-stairs. She was the last visitor to pass
out at the Lodge, and the gate jarred heavily and hopelessly upon her.
With the funeral clang that it sounded into Arthur's heart, his sense of
weakness returned. It was a toilsome journey up-stairs to his room,
and he re-entered its dark solitary precincts in unutterable misery.

When it was almost midnight, and the prison had long been quiet, a
cautious creak came up the stairs, and a cautious tap of a key was
given at his door. It was Young John. He glided in, in his stockings,
and held the door closed, while he spoke in a whisper.

'It's against all rules, but I don't mind. I was determined to come
through, and come to you.'

'What is the matter?'

'Nothing's the matter, sir. I was waiting in the court-yard for Miss
Dorrit when she came out. I thought you'd like some one to see that
she was safe.'

'Thank you, thank you! You took her home, John?'

'I saw her to her hotel. The same that Mr Dorrit was at. Miss Dorrit
walked all the way, and talked to me so kind, it quite knocked me
over. Why do you think she walked instead of riding?'

'I don't know, John.'

'To talk about you. She said to me, ‘John, you was always honourable,
and if you'll promise me that you will take care of him, and never let
him want for help and comfort when I am not there, my mind will be
at rest so far.’ I promised her. And I'll stand by you,' said John
Chivery, 'for ever!'

Clennam, much affected, stretched out his hand to this honest spirit.

'Before I take it,' said John, looking at it, without coming from the
door, 'guess what message Miss Dorrit gave me.'

Clennam shook his head.

'‘Tell him,’' repeated John, in a distinct, though quavering voice, '‘that

his Little Dorrit sent him her undying love.’ Now it's delivered. Have I
been honourable, sir?'

'Very, very!'

'Will you tell Miss Dorrit I've been honourable, sir?'

'I will indeed.'

'There's my hand, sir,' said john, 'and I'll stand by you forever!'

After a hearty squeeze, he disappeared with the same cautious creak

upon the stair, crept shoeless over the pavement of the yard, and,
locking the gates behind him, passed out into the front where he had
left his shoes. If the same way had been paved with burning
ploughshares, it is not at all improbable that John would have
traversed it with the same devotion, for the same purpose.
Chapter LXVI - Closing In

The last day of the appointed week touched the bars of the
Marshalsea gate. Black, all night, since the gate had clashed upon
Little Dorrit, its iron stripes were turned by the early-glowing sun into
stripes of gold. Far aslant across the city, over its jumbled roofs, and
through the open tracery of its church towers, struck the long bright
rays, bars of the prison of this lower world.

Throughout the day the old house within the gateway remained
untroubled by any visitors. But, when the sun was low, three men
turned in at the gateway and made for the dilapidated house.

Rigaud was the first, and walked by himself smoking. Mr Baptist was
the second, and jogged close after him, looking at no other object. Mr
Pancks was the third, and carried his hat under his arm for the
liberation of his restive hair; the weather being extremely hot. They all
came together at the door-steps.

'You pair of madmen!' said Rigaud, facing about. 'Don't go yet!'

'We don't mean to,' said Mr Pancks. Giving him a dark glance in
acknowledgment of his answer, Rigaud knocked loudly. He had
charged himself with drink, for the playing out of his game, and was
impatient to begin. He had hardly finished one long resounding knock,
when he turned to the knocker again and began another. That was
not yet finished when Jeremiah Flintwinch opened the door, and they
all clanked into the stone hall. Rigaud, thrusting Mr Flintwinch aside,
proceeded straight up-stairs. His two attendants followed him, Mr
Flintwinch followed them, and they all came trooping into Mrs
Clennam's quiet room. It was in its usual state; except that one of the
windows was wide open, and Affery sat on its old-fashioned window-
seat, mending a stocking. The usual articles were on the little table;
the usual deadened fire was in the grate; the bed had its usual pall
upon it; and the mistress of all sat on her black bier-like sofa, propped
up by her black angular bolster that was like the headsman's block.

Yet there was a nameless air of preparation in the room, as if it were

strung up for an occasion. From what the room derived it - every one
of its small variety of objects being in the fixed spot it had occupied for
years - no one could have said without looking attentively at its
mistress, and that, too, with a previous knowledge of her face.
Although her unchanging black dress was in every plait precisely as of
old, and her unchanging attitude was rigidly preserved, a very slight
additional setting of her features and contraction of her gloomy
forehead was so powerfully marked, that it marked everything about
her.
'Who are these?' she said, wonderingly, as the two attendants entered.
'What do these people want here?'

'Who are these, dear madame, is it?' returned Rigaud. 'Faith, they are
friends of your son the prisoner. And what do they want here, is it?
Death, madame, I don't know. You will do well to ask them.'

'You know you told us at the door, not to go yet,' said Pancks.

'And you know you told me at the door, you didn't mean to go,'
retorted Rigaud. 'In a word, madame, permit me to present two spies
of the prisoner's - madmen, but spies. If you wish them to remain here
during our little conversation, say the word. It is nothing to me.'

'Why should I wish them to remain here?' said Mrs Clennam. 'What
have I to do with them?'

'Then, dearest madame,' said Rigaud, throwing himself into an arm-

chair so heavily that the old room trembled, 'you will do well to
dismiss them. It is your affair. They are not my spies, not my rascals.'

'Hark! You Pancks,' said Mrs Clennam, bending her brows upon him
angrily, 'you Casby's clerk! Attend to your employer's business and
your own. Go. And take that other man with you.' 'Thank you, ma'am,'
returned Mr Pancks, 'I am glad to say I see no objection to our both
retiring. We have done all we undertook to do for Mr Clennam. His
constant anxiety has been (and it grew worse upon him when he
became a prisoner), that this agreeable gentleman should be brought
back here to the place from which he slipped away. Here he is -
brought back. And I will say,' added Mr Pancks, 'to his ill-looking face,
that in my opinion the world would be no worse for his slipping out of
it altogether.'

'Your opinion is not asked,' answered Mrs Clennam. 'Go.'

'I am sorry not to leave you in better company, ma'am,' said Pancks;
'and sorry, too, that Mr Clennam can't be present. It's my fault, that
is.'

'You mean his own,' she returned.

'No, I mean mine, ma'am,' said Pancks,'for it was my misfortune to

lead him into a ruinous investment.' (Mr Pancks still clung to that
word, and never said speculation.) 'Though I can prove by figures,'
added Mr Pancks, with an anxious countenance, 'that it ought to have
been a good investment. I have gone over it since it failed, every day of
my life, and it comes out - regarded as a question of figures -
triumphant. The present is not a time or place,' Mr Pancks pursued,
with a longing glance into his hat, where he kept his calculations, 'for
entering upon the figures; but the figures are not to be disputed. Mr
Clennam ought to have been at this moment in his carriage and pair,
and I ought to have been worth from three to five thousand pound.'

Mr Pancks put his hair erect with a general aspect of confidence that
could hardly have been surpassed, if he had had the amount in his
pocket. These incontrovertible figures had been the occupation of
every moment of his leisure since he had lost his money, and were
destined to afford him consolation to the end of his days.

'However,' said Mr Pancks, 'enough of that. Altro, old boy, you have
seen the figures, and you know how they come out.' Mr Baptist, who
had not the slightest arithmetical power of compensating himself in
this way, nodded, with a fine display of bright teeth.

At whom Mr Flintwinch had been looking, and to whom he then said:

'Oh! it's you, is it? I thought I remembered your face, but I wasn't
certain till I saw your teeth. Ah! yes, to be sure. It was this officious
refugee,' said Jeremiah to Mrs Clennam, 'who came knocking at the
door on the night when Arthur and Chatterbox were here, and who
asked me a whole Catechism of questions about Mr Blandois.'

'It is true,' Mr Baptist cheerfully admitted. 'And behold him, padrone! I

have found him consequentementally.'

'I shouldn't have objected,' returned Mr Flintwinch, 'to your having

broken your neck consequentementally.'

'And now,' said Mr Pancks, whose eye had often stealthily wandered to
the window-seat and the stocking that was being mended there, 'I've
only one other word to say before I go. If Mr Clennam was here - but
unfortunately, though he has so far got the better of this fine
gentleman as to return him to this place against his will, he is ill and
in prison - ill and in prison, poor fellow - if he was here,' said Mr
Pancks, taking one step aside towards the window-seat, and laying his
right hand upon the stocking; 'he would say, ‘Affery, tell your dreams!’'

Mr Pancks held up his right forefinger between his nose and the
stocking with a ghostly air of warning, turned, steamed out and towed
Mr Baptist after him. The house-door was heard to close upon them,
their steps were heard passing over the dull pavement of the echoing
court-yard, and still nobody had added a word. Mrs Clennam and
Jeremiah had exchanged a look; and had then looked, and looked
still, at Affery, who sat mending the stocking with great assiduity.
'Come!' said Mr Flintwinch at length, screwing himself a curve or two
in the direction of the window-seat, and rubbing the palms of his
hands on his coat-tail as if he were preparing them to do something:
'Whatever has to be said among us had better be begun to be said
without more loss of time. - So, Affery, my woman, take yourself
away!'

In a moment Affery had thrown the stocking down, started up, caught
hold of the windowsill with her right hand, lodged herself upon the
window-seat with her right knee, and was flourishing her left hand,
beating expected assailants off.

'No, I won't, Jeremiah - no, I won't - no, I won't! I won't go! I'll stay
here. I'll hear all I don't know, and say all I know. I will, at last, if I die
for it. I will, I will, I will, I will!'

Mr Flintwinch, stiffening with indignation and amazement, moistened

the fingers of one hand at his lips, softly described a circle with them
in the palm of the other hand, and continued with a menacing grin to
screw himself in the direction of his wife; gasping some remark as he
advanced, of which, in his choking anger, only the words, 'Such a
dose!' were audible.

'Not a bit nearer, Jeremiah!' cried Affery, never ceasing to beat the air.
'Don't come a bit nearer to me, or I'll rouse the neighbourhood! I'll
throw myself out of window. I'll scream Fire and Murder! I'll wake the
dead! Stop where you are, or I'll make shrieks enough to wake the
dead!'

The determined voice of Mrs Clennam echoed 'Stop!' Jeremiah had

stopped already. 'It is closing in, Flintwinch. Let her alone. Affery, do
you turn against me after these many years?'

'I do, if it's turning against you to hear what I don't know, and say
what I know. I have broke out now, and I can't go back. I am
determined to do it. I will do it, I will, I will, I will! If that's turning
against you, yes, I turn against both of you two clever ones. I told
Arthur when he first come home to stand up against you. I told him it
was no reason, because I was afeard of my life of you, that he should
be. All manner of things have been a-going on since then, and I won't
be run up by Jeremiah, nor yet I won't be dazed and scared, nor made
a party to I don't know what, no more. I won't, I won't, I won't! I'll up
for Arthur when he has nothing left, and is ill, and in prison, and can't
up for himself. I will, I will, I will, I will!'

'How do you know, you heap of confusion,' asked Mrs Clennam

sternly, 'that in doing what you are doing now, you are even serving
Arthur?'
'I don't know nothing rightly about anything,' said Affery; 'and if ever
you said a true word in your life, it's when you call me a heap of
confusion, for you two clever ones have done your most to make me
such. You married me whether I liked it or not, and you've led me,
pretty well ever since, such a life of dreaming and frightening as never
was known, and what do you expect me to be but a heap of
confusion? You wanted to make me such, and I am such; but I won't
submit no longer; no, I won't, I won't, I won't, I won't!' She was still
beating the air against all comers.

After gazing at her in silence, Mrs Clennam turned to Rigaud. 'You see
and hear this foolish creature. Do you object to such a piece of
distraction remaining where she is?'

'I, madame,' he replied, 'do I? That's a question for you.'

'I do not,' she said, gloomily. 'There is little left to choose now.
Flintwinch, it is closing in.'

Mr Flintwinch replied by directing a look of red vengeance at his wife,

and then, as if to pinion himself from falling upon her, screwed his
crossed arms into the breast of his waistcoat, and with his chin very
near one of his elbows stood in a corner, watching Rigaud in the
oddest attitude. Rigaud, for his part, arose from his chair, and seated
himself on the table with his legs dangling. In this easy attitude, he
met Mrs Clennam's set face, with his moustache going up and his
nose coming down.

'Madame, I am a gentleman - '

'Of whom,' she interrupted in her steady tones, 'I have heard
disparagement, in connection with a French jail and an accusation of
murder.'

He kissed his hand to her with his exaggerated gallantry.

'Perfectly. Exactly. Of a lady too! What absurdity! How incredible! I

had the honour of making a great success then; I hope to have the
honour of making a great success now. I kiss your hands. Madame, I
am a gentleman (I was going to observe), who when he says, ‘I will
definitely finish this or that affair at the present sitting,’ does
definitely finish it. I announce to you that we are arrived at our last
sitting on our little business. You do me the favour to follow, and to
comprehend?'

She kept her eyes fixed upon him with a frown. 'Yes.'
'Further, I am a gentleman to whom mere mercenary trade-bargains
are unknown, but to whom money is always acceptable as the means
of pursuing his pleasures. You do me the favour to follow, and to
comprehend?'

'Scarcely necessary to ask, one would say. Yes.'

'Further, I am a gentleman of the softest and sweetest disposition, but

who, if trifled with, becomes enraged. Noble natures under such
circumstances become enraged. I possess a noble nature. When the
lion is awakened - that is to say, when I enrage - the satisfaction of my
animosity is as acceptable to me as money. You always do me the
favour to follow, and to comprehend?'

'Yes,' she answered, somewhat louder than before.

'Do not let me derange you; pray be tranquil. I have said we are now
arrived at our last sitting. Allow me to recall the two sittings we have
held.'

'It is not necessary.'

'Death, madame,' he burst out, 'it's my fancy! Besides, it clears the

way. The first sitting was limited. I had the honour of making your
acquaintance - of presenting my letter; I am a Knight of Industry, at
your service, madame, but my polished manners had won me so
much of success, as a master of languages, among your compatriots
who are as stiff as their own starch is to one another, but are ready to
relax to a foreign gentleman of polished manners - and of observing
one or two little things,' he glanced around the room and smiled,
'about this honourable house, to know which was necessary to assure
me, and to convince me that I had the distinguished pleasure of
making the acquaintance of the lady I sought. I achieved this. I gave
my word of honour to our dear Flintwinch that I would return. I
gracefully departed.'

Her face neither acquiesced nor demurred. The same when he paused,
and when he spoke, it as yet showed him always the one attentive
frown, and the dark revelation before mentioned of her being nerved
for the occasion.

'I say, gracefully departed, because it was graceful to retire without

alarming a lady. To be morally graceful, not less than physically, is a
part of the character of Rigaud Blandois. It was also politic, as leaving
you with something overhanging you, to expect me again with a little
anxiety on a day not named. But your slave is politic. By Heaven,
madame, politic! Let us return. On the day not named, I have again
the honour to render myself at your house. I intimate that I have
something to sell, which, if not bought, will compromise madame
whom I highly esteem. I explain myself generally. I demand - I think it
was a thousand pounds. Will you correct me?'

Thus forced to speak, she replied with constraint, 'You demanded as

much as a thousand pounds.'

'I demand at present, Two. Such are the evils of delay. But to return
once more. We are not accordant; we differ on that occasion. I am
playful; playfulness is a part of my amiable character. Playfully, I
become as one slain and hidden. For, it may alone be worth half the
sum to madame, to be freed from the suspicions that my droll idea
awakens. Accident and spies intermix themselves against my
playfulness, and spoil the fruit, perhaps - who knows? only you and
Flintwinch - when it is just ripe. Thus, madame, I am here for the last
time. Listen! Definitely the last.'

As he struck his straggling boot-heels against the flap of the table,

meeting her frown with an insolent gaze, he began to change his tone
for a fierce one.

'Bah! Stop an instant! Let us advance by steps. Here is my Hotel-note

to be paid, according to contract. Five minutes hence we may be at
daggers' points. I'll not leave it till then, or you'll cheat me. Pay it!
Count me the money!'

'Take it from his hand and pay it, Flintwinch,' said Mrs Clennam.

He spirted it into Mr Flintwinch's face when the old man advanced to

take it, and held forth his hand, repeating noisily, 'Pay it! Count it out!
Good money!' Jeremiah picked the bill up, looked at the total with a
bloodshot eye, took a small canvas bag from his pocket, and told the
amount into his hand.

Rigaud chinked the money, weighed it in his hand, threw it up a little

way and caught it, chinked it again.

'The sound of it, to the bold Rigaud Blandois, is like the taste of fresh
meat to the tiger. Say, then, madame. How much?'

He turned upon her suddenly with a menacing gesture of the weighted

hand that clenched the money, as if he were going to strike her with
it.

'I tell you again, as I told you before, that we are not rich here, as you
suppose us to be, and that your demand is excessive. I have not the
present means of complying with such a demand, if I had ever so great
an inclination.'
'If!' cried Rigaud. 'Hear this lady with her If! Will you say that you have
not the inclination?'

'I will say what presents itself to me, and not what presents itself to
you.'

'Say it then. As to the inclination. Quick! Come to the inclination, and

I know what to do.'

She was no quicker, and no slower, in her reply. 'It would seem that
you have obtained possession of a paper - or of papers - which I
assuredly have the inclination to recover.'

Rigaud, with a loud laugh, drummed his heels against the table, and
chinked his money. 'I think so! I believe you there!'

'The paper might be worth, to me, a sum of money. I cannot say how
much, or how little.'

'What the Devil!' he asked savagely.'Not after a week's grace to

consider?'

'No! I will not out of my scanty means - for I tell you again, we are
poor here, and not rich - I will not offer any price for a power that I do
not know the worst and the fullest extent of. This is the third time of
your hinting and threatening. You must speak explicitly, or you may
go where you will, and do what you will. It is better to be torn to pieces
at a spring, than to be a mouse at the caprice of such a cat.'

He looked at her so hard with those eyes too near together that the
sinister sight of each, crossing that of the other, seemed to make the
bridge of his hooked nose crooked. After a long survey, he said, with
the further setting off of his internal smile:

'You are a bold woman!'

'I am a resolved woman.'

'You always were. What? She always was; is it not so, my little
Flintwinch?'

'Flintwinch, say nothing to him. It is for him to say, here and now, all
he can; or to go hence, and do all he can. You know this to be our
determination. Leave him to his action on it.'

She did not shrink under his evil leer, or avoid it. He turned it upon
her again, but she remained steady at the point to which she had
fixed herself. He got off the table, placed a chair near the sofa, sat
down in it, and leaned an arm upon the sofa close to her own, which
he touched with his hand. Her face was ever frowning, attentive, and
settled.

'It is your pleasure then, madame, that I shall relate a morsel of family
history in this little family society,' said Rigaud, with a warning play of
his lithe fingers on her arm. 'I am something of a doctor. Let me touch
your pulse.'

She suffered him to take her wrist in his hand. Holding it, he
proceeded to say:

'A history of a strange marriage, and a strange mother, and a revenge,

and a suppression. - Aye, aye, aye? this pulse is beating curiously! It
appears to me that it doubles while I touch it. Are these the usual
changes of your malady, madame?'

There was a struggle in her maimed arm as she twisted it away, but
there was none in her face. On his face there was his own smile.

'I have lived an adventurous life. I am an adventurous character. I

have known many adventurers; interesting spirits - amiable society!
To one of them I owe my knowledge and my proofs - I repeat it,
estimable lady - proofs - of the ravishing little family history I go to
commence. You will be charmed with it. But, bah! I forget. One should
name a history. Shall I name it the history of a house? But, bah,
again. There are so many houses. Shall I name it the history of this
house?'

Leaning over the sofa, poised on two legs of his chair and his left
elbow; that hand often tapping her arm to beat his words home; his
legs crossed; his right hand sometimes arranging his hair, sometimes
smoothing his moustache, sometimes striking his nose, always
threatening her whatever it did; coarse, insolent, rapacious, cruel, and
powerful, he pursued his narrative at his ease.

'In fine, then, I name it the history of this house. I commence it. There
live here, let us suppose, an uncle and nephew. The uncle, a rigid old
gentleman of strong force of character; the nephew, habitually timid,
repressed, and under constraint.'

Mistress Affery, fixedly attentive in the window-seat, biting the rolled

up end of her apron, and trembling from head to foot, here cried
out,'Jeremiah, keep off from me! I've heerd, in my dreams, of Arthur's
father and his uncle. He's a talking of them. It was before my time
here; but I've heerd in my dreams that Arthur's father was a poor,
irresolute, frightened chap, who had had everything but his orphan
life scared out of him when he was young, and that he had no voice in
the choice of his wife even, but his uncle chose her. There she sits! I
heerd it in my dreams, and you said it to her own self.'

As Mr Flintwinch shook his fist at her, and as Mrs Clennam gazed

upon her, Rigaud kissed his hand to her. 'Perfectly right, dear
Madame Flintwinch. You have a genius for dreaming.'

'I don't want none of your praises,' returned Affery. 'I don't want to
have nothing at all to say to you. But Jeremiah said they was dreams,
and I'll tell 'em as such!' Here she put her apron in her mouth again,
as if she were stopping somebody else's mouth - perhaps jeremiah's,
which was chattering with threats as if he were grimly cold.

'Our beloved Madame Flintwinch,' said Rigaud, 'developing all of a

sudden a fine susceptibility and spirituality, is right to a marvel. Yes.
So runs the history. Monsieur, the uncle, commands the nephew to
marry. Monsieur says to him in effect, ‘My nephew, I introduce to you
a lady of strong force of character, like myself - a resolved lady, a stern
lady, a lady who has a will that can break the weak to powder: a lady
without pity, without love, implacable, revengeful, cold as the stone,
but raging as the fire.’

Ah! what fortitude! Ah, what superiority of intellectual strength! Truly,

a proud and noble character that I describe in the supposed words of
Monsieur, the uncle. Ha, ha, ha! Death of my soul, I love the sweet
lady!'

Mrs Clennam's face had changed. There was a remarkable darkness of

colour on it, and the brow was more contracted. 'Madame, madame,'
said Rigaud, tapping her on the arm, as if his cruel hand were
sounding a musical instrument, 'I perceive I interest you. I perceive I
awaken your sympathy. Let us go on.'

The drooping nose and the ascending moustache had, however, to be

hidden for a moment with the white hand, before he could go on; he
enjoyed the effect he made so much.

'The nephew, being, as the lucid Madame Flintwinch has remarked, a

poor devil who has had everything but his orphan life frightened and
famished out of him - the nephew abases his head, and makes
response: ‘My uncle, it is to you to command. Do as you will!’
Monsieur, the uncle, does as he will. It is what he always does. The
auspicious nuptials take place; the newly married come home to this
charming mansion; the lady is received, let us suppose, by Flintwinch.
Hey, old intriguer?'
Jeremiah, with his eyes upon his mistress, made no reply. Rigaud
looked from one to the other, struck his ugly nose, and made a
clucking with his tongue.

'Soon the lady makes a singular and exciting discovery. Thereupon,

full of anger, full of jealousy, full of vengeance, she forms - see you,
madame! - a scheme of retribution, the weight of which she
ingeniously forces her crushed husband to bear himself, as well as
execute upon her enemy. What superior intelligence!'

'Keep off, Jeremiah!' cried the palpitating Affery, taking her apron from
her mouth again. 'But it was one of my dreams, that you told her,
when you quarrelled with her one winter evening at dusk - there she
sits and you looking at her - that she oughtn't to have let Arthur when
he come home, suspect his father only; that she had always had the
strength and the power; and that she ought to have stood up more to
Arthur, for his father. It was in the same dream where you said to her
that she was not - not something, but I don't know what, for she burst
out tremendous and stopped you. You know the dream as well as I do.
When you come down-stairs into the kitchen with the candle in your
hand, and hitched my apron off my head. When you told me I had
been dreaming. When you wouldn't believe the noises.' After this
explosion Affery put her apron into her mouth again; always keeping
her hand on the window-sill and her knee on the window-seat, ready
to cry out or jump out if her lord and master approached.

Rigaud had not lost a word of this.

'Haha!' he cried, lifting his eyebrows, folding his arms, and leaning
back in his chair. 'Assuredly, Madame Flintwinch is an oracle! How
shall we interpret the oracle, you and I and the old intriguer? He said
that you were not - ? And you burst out and stopped him! What was it
you were not? What is it you are not? Say then, madame!'

Under this ferocious banter, she sat breathing harder, and her mouth
was disturbed. Her lips quivered and opened, in spite of her utmost
efforts to keep them still.

'Come then, madame! Speak, then! Our old intriguer said that you
were not - and you stopped him. He was going to say that you were
not - what? I know already, but I want a little confidence from you.
How, then? You are not what?'

She tried again to repress herself, but broke out vehemently, 'Not
Arthur's mother!'

'Good,' said Rigaud. 'You are amenable.'

With the set expression of her face all torn away by the explosion of
her passion, and with a bursting, from every rent feature, of the
smouldering fire so long pent up, she cried out: 'I will tell it myself! I
will not hear it from your lips, and with the taint of your wickedness
upon it. Since it must be seen, I will have it seen by the light I stood
in. Not another word. Hear me!'

'Unless you are a more obstinate and more persisting woman than
even I know you to be,' Mr Flintwinch interposed, 'you had better leave
Mr Rigaud, Mr Blandois, Mr Beelzebub, to tell it in his own way. What
does it signify when he knows all about it?'

'He does not know all about it.'

'He knows all he cares about it,' Mr Flintwinch testily urged. 'He does
not know me.'

'What do you suppose he cares for you, you conceited woman?' said
Mr Flintwinch.

'I tell you, Flintwinch, I will speak. I tell you when it has come to this,
I will tell it with my own lips, and will express myself throughout it.
What! Have I suffered nothing in this room, no deprivation, no
imprisonment, that I should condescend at last to contemplate myself
in such a glass as that. Can you see him? Can you hear him? If your
wife were a hundred times the ingrate that she is, and if I were a
thousand times more hopeless than I am of inducing her to be silent if
this man is silenced, I would tell it myself, before I would bear the
torment of the hearing it from him.'

Rigaud pushed his chair a little back; pushed his legs out straight
before him; and sat with his arms folded over against her.

'You do not know what it is,' she went on addressing him, 'to be
brought up strictly and straitly. I was so brought up. Mine was no
light youth of sinful gaiety and pleasure. Mine were days of wholesome
repression, punishment, and fear. The corruption of our hearts, the
evil of our ways, the curse that is upon us, the terrors that surround
us - these were the themes of my childhood. They formed my
character, and filled me with an abhorrence of evil- doers. When old
Mr Gilbert Clennam proposed his orphan nephew to my father for my
husband, my father impressed upon me that his bringing-up had
been, like mine, one of severe restraint. He told me, that besides the
discipline his spirit had undergone, he had lived in a starved house,
where rioting and gaiety were unknown, and where every day was a
day of toil and trial like the last. He told me that he had been a man in
years long before his uncle had acknowledged him as one; and that
from his school-days to that hour, his uncle's roof has been a
sanctuary to him from the contagion of the irreligious and dissolute.
When, within a twelvemonth of our marriage, I found my husband, at
that time when my father spoke of him, to have sinned against the
Lord and outraged me by holding a guilty creature in my place, was I
to doubt that it had been appointed to me to make the discovery, and
that it was appointed to me to lay the hand of punishment upon that
creature of perdition? Was I to dismiss in a moment - not my own
wrongs - what was I! but all the rejection of sin, and all the war
against it, in which I had been bred?' She laid her wrathful hand upon
the watch on the table.

'No! ‘Do not forget.’ The initials of those words are within here now,
and were within here then. I was appointed to find the old letter that
referred to them, and that told me what they meant, and whose work
they were, and why they were worked, lying with this watch in his
secret drawer. But for that appointment there would have been no
discovery. ‘Do not forget.’ It spoke to me like a voice from an angry
cloud. Do not forget the deadly sin, do not forget the appointed
discovery, do not forget the appointed suffering. I did not forget. Was it
my own wrong I remembered? Mine! I was but a servant and a
minister. What power could I have over them, but that they were
bound in the bonds of their sin, and delivered to me!'

More than forty years had passed over the grey head of this
determined woman, since the time she recalled. More than forty years
of strife and struggle with the whisper that, by whatever name she
called her vindictive pride and rage, nothing through all eternity could
change their nature. Yet, gone those more than forty years, and come
this Nemesis now looking her in the face, she still abided by her old
impiety - still reversed the order of Creation, and breathed her own
breath into a clay image of her Creator. Verily, verily, travellers have
seen many monstrous idols in many countries; but no human eyes
have ever seen more daring, gross, and shocking images of the Divine
nature than we creatures of the dust make in our own likenesses, of
our own bad passions.

'When I forced him to give her up to me, by her name and place of
abode,' she went on in her torrent of indignation and defence; 'when I
accused her, and she fell hiding her face at my feet, was it my injury
that I asserted, were they my reproaches that I poured upon her?
Those who were appointed of old to go to wicked kings and accuse
them - were they not ministers and servants? And had not I, unworthy
and far-removed from them, sin to denounce? When she pleaded to
me her youth, and his wretched and hard life (that was her phrase for
the virtuous training he had belied), and the desecrated ceremony of
marriage there had secretly been between them, and the terrors of
want and shame that had overwhelmed them both when I was first
appointed to be the instrument of their punishment, and the love (for
she said the word to me, down at my feet) in which she had
abandoned him and left him to me, was it my enemy that became my
footstool, were they the words of my wrath that made her shrink and
quiver! Not unto me the strength be ascribed; not unto me the
wringing of the expiation!'

Many years had come and gone since she had had the free use even of
her fingers; but it was noticeable that she had already more than once
struck her clenched hand vigorously upon the table, and that when
she said these words she raised her whole arm in the air, as though it
had been a common action with her.

'And what was the repentance that was extorted from the hardness of
her heart and the blackness of her depravity? I, vindictive and
implacable? It may be so, to such as you who know no righteousness,
and no appointment except Satan's. Laugh; but I will be known as I
know myself, and as Flintwinch knows me, though it is only to you
and this half-witted woman.'

'Add, to yourself, madame,' said Rigaud. 'I have my little suspicions

that madame is rather solicitous to be justified to herself.'

'It is false. It is not so. I have no need to be,' she said, with great
energy and anger.

'Truly?' retorted Rigaud. 'Hah!'

'I ask, what was the penitence, in works, that was demanded of her?

‘You have a child; I have none. You love that child. Give him to me. He
shall believe himself to be my son, and he shall be believed by every
one to be my son. To save you from exposure, his father shall swear
never to see or communicate with you more; equally to save him from
being stripped by his uncle, and to save your child from being a
beggar, you shall swear never to see or communicate with either of
them more. That done, and your present means, derived from my
husband, renounced, I charge myself with your support. You may,
with your place of retreat unknown, then leave, if you please,
uncontradicted by me, the lie that when you passed out of all
knowledge but mine, you merited a good name.’ That was all. She had
to sacrifice her sinful and shameful affections; no more. She was then
free to bear her load of guilt in secret, and to break her heart in secret;
and through such present misery (light enough for her, I think!) to
purchase her redemption from endless misery, if she could. If, in this,
I punished her here, did I not open to her a way hereafter? If she knew
herself to be surrounded by insatiable vengeance and unquenchable
fires, were they mine? If I threatened her, then and afterwards, with
the terrors that encompassed her, did I hold them in my right hand?'
She turned the watch upon the table, and opened it, and, with an
unsoftening face, looked at the worked letters within.

'They did not forget. It is appointed against such offences that the
offenders shall not be able to forget. If the presence of Arthur was a
daily reproach to his father, and if the absence of Arthur was a daily
agony to his mother, that was the just dispensation of Jehovah. As
well might it be charged upon me, that the stings of an awakened
conscience drove her mad, and that it was the will of the Disposer of
all things that she should live so, many years. I devoted myself to
reclaim the otherwise predestined and lost boy; to give him the
reputation of an honest origin; to bring him up in fear and trembling,
and in a life of practical contrition for the sins that were heavy on his
head before his entrance into this condemned world. Was that a
cruelty? Was I, too, not visited with consequences of the original
offence in which I had no complicity? Arthur's father and I lived no
further apart, with half the globe between us, than when we were
together in this house. He died, and sent this watch back to me, with
its Do not forget. I do NOT forget, though I do not read it as he did. I
read in it, that I was appointed to do these things. I have so read these
three letters since I have had them lying on this table, and I did so
read them, with equal distinctness, when they were thousands of
miles away.'

As she took the watch-case in her hand, with that new freedom in the
use of her hand of which she showed no consciousness whatever,
bending her eyes upon it as if she were defying it to move her, Rigaud
cried with a loud and contemptuous snapping of his fingers. 'Come,
madame! Time runs out. Come, lady of piety, it must be! You can tell
nothing I don't know. Come to the money stolen, or I will! Death of my
soul, I have had enough of your other jargon. Come straight to the
stolen money!'

'Wretch that you are,' she answered, and now her hands clasped her
head: 'through what fatal error of Flintwinch's, through what
incompleteness on his part, who was the only other person helping in
these things and trusted with them, through whose and what bringing
together of the ashes of a burnt paper, you have become possessed of
that codicil, I know no more than how you acquired the rest of your
power here - '

'And yet,' interrupted Rigaud, 'it is my odd fortune to have by me, in a

convenient place that I know of, that same short little addition to the
will of Monsieur Gilbert Clennam, written by a lady and witnessed by
the same lady and our old intriguer! Ah, bah, old intriguer, crooked
little puppet! Madame, let us go on. Time presses. You or I to finish?'
'I!' she answered, with increased determination, if it were possible. 'I,
because I will not endure to be shown myself, and have myself shown
to any one, with your horrible distortion upon me. You, with your
practices of infamous foreign prisons and galleys would make it the
money that impelled me. It was not the money.'

'Bah, bah, bah! I repudiate, for the moment, my politeness, and say,
Lies, lies, lies. You know you suppressed the deed and kept the
money.'

'Not for the money's sake, wretch!' She made a struggle as if she were
starting up; even as if, in her vehemence, she had almost risen on her
disabled feet. 'If Gilbert Clennam, reduced to imbecility, at the point of
death, and labouring under the delusion of some imaginary relenting
towards a girl of whom he had heard that his nephew had once had a
fancy for her which he had crushed out of him, and that she
afterwards drooped away into melancholy and withdrawal from all
who knew her - if, in that state of weakness, he dictated to me, whose
life she had darkened with her sin, and who had been appointed to
know her wickedness from her own hand and her own lips, a bequest
meant as a recompense to her for supposed unmerited suffering; was
there no difference between my spurning that injustice, and coveting
mere money - a thing which you, and your comrades in the prisons,
may steal from anyone?'

'Time presses, madame. Take care!'

'If this house was blazing from the roof to the ground,' she returned, 'I
would stay in it to justify myself against my righteous motives being
classed with those of stabbers and thieves.'

Rigaud snapped his fingers tauntingly in her face. 'One thousand

guineas to the little beauty you slowly hunted to death. One thousand
guineas to the youngest daughter her patron might have at fifty, or (if
he had none) brother's youngest daughter, on her coming of age, ‘as
the remembrance his disinterestedness may like best, of his protection
of a friendless young orphan girl.’ Two thousand guineas. What! You
will never come to the money?'

'That patron,' she was vehemently proceeding, when he checked her.

'Names! Call him Mr Frederick Dorrit. No more evasions.'

'That Frederick Dorrit was the beginning of it all. If he had not been a
player of music, and had not kept, in those days of his youth and
prosperity, an idle house where singers, and players, and such-like
children of Evil turned their backs on the Light and their faces to the
Darkness, she might have remained in her lowly station, and might
not have been raised out of it to be cast down. But, no. Satan entered
into that Frederick Dorrit, and counselled him that he was a man of
innocent and laudable tastes who did kind actions, and that here was
a poor girl with a voice for singing music with. Then he is to have her
taught. Then Arthur's father, who has all along been secretly pining in
the ways of virtuous ruggedness for those accursed snares which are
called the Arts, becomes acquainted with her. And so, a graceless
orphan, training to be a singing girl, carries it, by that Frederick
Dorrit's agency, against me, and I am humbled and deceived! - Not I,
that is to say,' she added quickly, as colour flushed into her face; 'a
greater than I. What am I?'

Jeremiah Flintwinch, who had been gradually screwing himself

towards her, and who was now very near her elbow without her
knowing it, made a specially wry face of objection when she said these
words, and moreover twitched his gaiters, as if such pretensions were
equivalent to little barbs in his legs.

'Lastly,' she continued, 'for I am at the end of these things, and I will
say no more of them, and you shall say no more of them, and all that
remains will be to determine whether the knowledge of them can be
kept among us who are here present; lastly, when I suppressed that
paper, with the knowledge of Arthur's father - '

'But not with his consent, you know,' said Mr Flintwinch.

'Who said with his consent?' She started to find Jeremiah so near her,
and drew back her head, looking at him with some rising distrust.
'You were often enough between us when he would have had me
produce it and I would not, to have contradicted me if I had said, with
his consent. I say, when I suppressed that paper, I made no effort to
destroy it, but kept it by me, here in this house, many years. The rest
of the Gilbert property being left to Arthur's father, I could at any
time, without unsettling more than the two sums, have made a
pretence of finding it. But, besides that I must have supported such
pretence by a direct falsehood (a great responsibility), I have seen no
new reason, in all the time I have been tried here, to bring it to light. It
was a rewarding of sin; the wrong result of a delusion. I did what I
was appointed to do, and I have undergone, within these four walls,
what I was appointed to undergo. When the paper was at last
destroyed - as I thought - in my presence, she had long been dead,
and her patron, Frederick Dorrit, had long been deservedly ruined and
imbecile. He had no daughter. I had found the niece before then; and
what I did for her, was better for her far than the money of which she
would have had no good.' She added, after a moment, as though she
addressed the watch: 'She herself was innocent, and I might not have
forgotten to relinquish it to her at my death:' and sat looking at it.
'Shall I recall something to you, worthy madame?' said Rigaud. 'The
little paper was in this house on the night when our friend the
prisoner - jail-comrade of my soul - came home from foreign countries.
Shall I recall yet something more to you? The little singing-bird that
never was fledged, was long kept in a cage by a guardian of your
appointing, well enough known to our old intriguer here. Shall we
coax our old intriguer to tell us when he saw him last?'

'I'll tell you!' cried Affery, unstopping her mouth. 'I dreamed it, first of
all my dreams. Jeremiah, if you come a-nigh me now, I'll scream to be
heard at St Paul's! The person as this man has spoken of, was
jeremiah's own twin brother; and he was here in the dead of the night,
on the night when Arthur come home, and Jeremiah with his own
hands give him this paper, along with I don't know what more, and he
took it away in an iron box - Help! Murder! Save me from Jere-mi-ah!'

Mr Flintwinch had made a run at her, but Rigaud had caught him in
his arms midway. After a moment's wrestle with him, Flintwinch gave
up, and put his hands in his pockets.

'What!' cried Rigaud, rallying him as he poked and jerked him back
with his elbows, 'assault a lady with such a genius for dreaming! Ha,
ha, ha! Why, she'll be a fortune to you as an exhibition. All that she
dreams comes true. Ha, ha, ha! You're so like him, Little Flintwinch.
So like him, as I knew him (when I first spoke English for him to the
host) in the Cabaret of the Three Billiard Tables, in the little street of
the high roofs, by the wharf at Antwerp! Ah, but he was a brave boy to
drink. Ah, but he was a brave boy to smoke! Ah, but he lived in a
sweet bachelor- apartment - furnished, on the fifth floor, above the
wood and charcoal merchant's, and the dress-maker's, and the chair-
maker's, and the maker of tubs - where I knew him too, and
wherewith his cognac and tobacco, he had twelve sleeps a day and
one fit, until he had a fit too much, and ascended to the skies. Ha, ha,
ha! What does it matter how I took possession of the papers in his
iron box? Perhaps he confided it to my hands for you, perhaps it was
locked and my curiosity was piqued, perhaps I suppressed it. Ha, ha,
ha! What does it matter, so that I have it safe? We are not particular
here; hey, Flintwinch? We are not particular here; is it not so,
madame?'

Retiring before him with vicious counter-jerks of his own elbows, Mr

Flintwinch had got back into his corner, where he now stood with his
hands in his pockets, taking breath, and returning Mrs Clennam's
stare. 'Ha, ha, ha! But what's this?' cried Rigaud. 'It appears as if you
don't know, one the other. Permit me, Madame Clennam who
suppresses, to present Monsieur Flintwinch who intrigues.'
Mr Flintwinch, unpocketing one of his hands to scrape his jaw,
advanced a step or so in that attitude, still returning Mrs Clennam's
look, and thus addressed her:

'Now, I know what you mean by opening your eyes so wide at me, but
you needn't take the trouble, because I don't care for it. I've been
telling you for how many years that you're one of the most opinionated
and obstinate of women. That's what YOU are. You call yourself
humble and sinful, but you are the most Bumptious of your sex.
That's what YOU are. I have told you, over and over again when we
have had a tiff, that you wanted to make everything go down before
you, but I wouldn't go down before you - that you wanted to swallow
up everybody alive, but I wouldn't be swallowed up alive. Why didn't
you destroy the paper when you first laid hands upon it?

I advised you to; but no, it's not your way to take advice. You must
keep it forsooth. Perhaps you may carry it out at some other time,
forsooth. As if I didn't know better than that! I think I see your pride
carrying it out, with a chance of being suspected of having kept it by
you. But that's the way you cheat yourself. just as you cheat yourself
into making out that you didn't do all this business because you were
a rigorous woman, all slight, and spite, and power, and unforgiveness,
but because you were a servant and a minister, and were appointed to
do it. Who are you, that you should be appointed to do it? That may
be your religion, but it's my gammon. And to tell you all the truth
while I am about it,' said Mr Flintwinch, crossing his arms, and
becoming the express image of irascible doggedness, 'I have been
rasped - rasped these forty years - by your taking such high ground
even with me, who knows better; the effect of it being coolly to put me
on low ground. I admire you very much; you are a woman of strong
head and great talent; but the strongest head, and the greatest talent,
can't rasp a man for forty years without making him sore. So I don't
care for your present eyes. Now, I am coming to the paper, and mark
what I say. You put it away somewhere, and you kept your own
counsel where. You're an active woman at that time, and if you want
to get that paper, you can get it. But, mark. There comes a time when
you are struck into what you are now, and then if you want to get that
paper, you can't get it. So it lies, long years, in its hiding-place. At
last, when we are expecting Arthur home every day, and when any day
may bring him home, and it's impossible to say what rummaging he
may make about the house, I recommend you five thousand times, if
you can't get at it, to let me get at it, that it may be put in the fire. But
no - no one but you knows where it is, and that's power; and, call
yourself whatever humble names you will, I call you a female Lucifer
in appetite for power! On a Sunday night, Arthur comes home. He has
not been in this room ten minutes, when he speaks of his father's
watch. You know very well that the Do Not Forget, at the time when
his father sent that watch to you, could only mean, the rest of the
story being then all dead and over, Do Not Forget the suppression.
Make restitution! Arthur's ways have frightened you a bit, and the
paper shall be burnt after all. So, before that jumping jade and
Jezebel,' Mr Flintwinch grinned at his wife, 'has got you into bed, you
at last tell me where you have put the paper, among the old ledgers in
the cellars, where Arthur himself went prowling the very next
morning. But it's not to be burnt on a Sunday night. No; you are
strict, you are; we must wait over twelve o'clock, and get into Monday.
Now, all this is a swallowing of me up alive that rasps me; so, feeling a
little out of temper, and not being as strict as yourself, I take a look at
the document before twelve o'clock to refresh my memory as to its
appearance - fold up one of the many yellow old papers in the cellars
like it - and afterwards, when we have got into Monday morning, and I
have, by the light of your lamp, to walk from you, lying on that bed, to
this grate, make a little exchange like the conjuror, and burn
accordingly. My brother Ephraim, the lunatic-keeper (I wish he had
had himself to keep in a strait-waistcoat), had had many jobs since
the close of the long job he got from you, but had not done well. His
wife died (not that that was much; mine might have died instead, and
welcome), he speculated unsuccessfully in lunatics, he got into
difficulty about over-roasting a patient to bring him to reason, and he
got into debt. He was going out of the way, on what he had been able
to scrape up, and a trifle from me. He was here that early Monday
morning, waiting for the tide; in short, he was going to Antwerp, where
(I am afraid you'll be shocked at my saying, And be damned to him!)
he made the acquaintance of this gentleman. He had come a long way,
and, I thought then, was only sleepy; but, I suppose now, was drunk.
When Arthur's mother had been under the care of him and his wife,
she had been always writing, incessantly writing, - mostly letters of
confession to you, and Prayers for forgiveness. My brother had
handed, from time to time, lots of these sheets to me. I thought I
might as well keep them to myself as have them swallowed up alive
too; so I kept them in a box, looking over them when I felt in the
humour. Convinced that it was advisable to get the paper out of the
place, with Arthur coming about it, I put it into this same box, and I
locked the whole up with two locks, and I trusted it to my brother to
take away and keep, till I should write about it. I did write about it,
and never got an answer. I didn't know what to make of it, till this
gentleman favoured us with his first visit. Of course, I began to
suspect how it was, then; and I don't want his word for it now to
understand how he gets his knowledge from my papers, and your
paper, and my brother's cognac and tobacco talk (I wish he'd had to
gag himself). Now, I have only one thing more to say, you hammer-
headed woman, and that is, that I haven't altogether made up my
mind whether I might, or might not, have ever given you any trouble
about the codicil. I think not; and that I should have been quite
satisfied with knowing I had got the better of you, and that I held the
power over you. In the present state of circumstances, I have no more
explanation to give you till this time to-morrow night. So you may as
well,' said Mr Flintwinch, terminating his oration with a screw, 'keep
your eyes open at somebody else, for it's no use keeping 'em open at
me.'

She slowly withdrew them when he had ceased, and dropped her
forehead on her hand. Her other hand pressed hard upon the table,
and again the curious stir was observable in her, as if she were going
to rise.

'This box can never bring, elsewhere, the price it will bring here.

This knowledge can never be of the same profit to you, sold to any
other person, as sold to me. But I have not the present means of
raising the sum you have demanded. I have not prospered. What will
you take now, and what at another time, and how am I to be assured
of your silence?'

'My angel,' said Rigaud, 'I have said what I will take, and time presses.
Before coming here, I placed copies of the most important of these
papers in another hand. Put off the time till the Marshalsea gate shall
be shut for the night, and it will be too late to treat. The prisoner will
have read them.'

She put her two hands to her head again, uttered a loud exclamation,
and started to her feet. She staggered for a moment, as if she would
have fallen; then stood firm.

'Say what you mean. Say what you mean, man!'

Before her ghostly figure, so long unused to its erect attitude, and so
stiffened in it, Rigaud fell back and dropped his voice. It was, to all the
three, almost as if a dead woman had risen.

'Miss Dorrit,' answered Rigaud, 'the little niece of Monsieur Frederick,

whom I have known across the water, is attached to the prisoner. Miss
Dorrit, little niece of Monsieur Frederick, watches at this moment over
the prisoner, who is ill. For her I with my own hands left a packet at
the prison, on my way here, with a letter of instructions, ‘FOR HIS
SAKE’ - she will do anything for his sake - to keep it without breaking
the seal, in case of its being reclaimed before the hour of shutting up
to-night - if it should not be reclaimed before the ringing of the prison
bell, to give it to him; and it encloses a second copy for herself, which
he must give to her. What! I don't trust myself among you, now we
have got so far, without giving my secret a second life. And as to its
not bringing me, elsewhere, the price it will bring here, say then,
madame, have you limited and settled the price the little niece will
give - for his sake - to hush it up? Once more I say, time presses. The
packet not reclaimed before the ringing of the bell to-night, you cannot
buy. I sell, then, to the little girl!'

Once more the stir and struggle in her, and she ran to a closet, tore
the door open, took down a hood or shawl, and wrapped it over her
head. Affery, who had watched her in terror, darted to her in the
middle of the room, caught hold of her dress, and went on her knees
to her.

'Don't, don't, don't! What are you doing? Where are you going? You're
a fearful woman, but I don't bear you no ill-will. I can do poor Arthur
no good now, that I see; and you needn't be afraid of me. I'll keep your
secret. Don't go out, you'll fall dead in the street. Only promise me,
that, if it's the poor thing that's kept here secretly, you'll let me take
charge of her and be her nurse. Only promise me that, and never be
afraid of me.'

Mrs Clennam stood still for an instant, at the height of her rapid
haste, saying in stern amazement:

'Kept here? She has been dead a score of years or more. Ask
Flintwinch - ask HIM. They can both tell you that she died when
Arthur went abroad.'

'So much the worse,' said Affery, with a shiver, 'for she haunts the
house, then. Who else rustles about it, making signals by dropping
dust so softly? Who else comes and goes, and marks the walls with
long crooked touches when we are all a-bed? Who else holds the door
sometimes? But don't go out - don't go out! Mistress, you'll die in the
street!'

Her mistress only disengaged her dress from the beseeching hands,
said to Rigaud, 'Wait here till I come back!' and ran out of the room.
They saw her, from the window, run wildly through the court- yard
and out at the gateway.

For a few moments they stood motionless. Affery was the first to move,
and she, wringing her hands, pursued her mistress. Next, Jeremiah
Flintwinch, slowly backing to the door, with one hand in a pocket, and
the other rubbing his chin, twisted himself out in his reticent way,
speechlessly. Rigaud, left alone, composed himself upon the window-
seat of the open window, in the old Marseilles-jail attitude. He laid his
cigarettes and fire-box ready to his hand, and fell to smoking.

'Whoof! Almost as dull as the infernal old jail. Warmer, but almost as
dismal. Wait till she comes back? Yes, certainly; but where is she
gone, and how long will she be gone? No matter! Rigaud Lagnier
Blandois, my amiable subject, you will get your money. You will
enrich yourself. You have lived a gentleman; you will die a gentleman.
You triumph, my little boy; but it is your character to triumph.
Whoof!' In the hour of his triumph, his moustache went up and his
nose came down, as he ogled a great beam over his head with
particular satisfaction.
Chapter LXVII - Closed

The sun had set, and the streets were dim in the dusty twilight, when
the figure so long unused to them hurried on its way. In the
immediate neighbourhood of the old house it attracted little attention,
for there were only a few straggling people to notice it; but, ascending
from the river by the crooked ways that led to London Bridge, and
passing into the great main road, it became surrounded by
astonishment.

Resolute and wild of look, rapid of foot and yet weak and uncertain,
conspicuously dressed in its black garments and with its hurried
head-covering, gaunt and of an unearthly paleness, it pressed
forward, taking no more heed of the throng than a sleep- walker. More
remarkable by being so removed from the crowd it was among than if
it had been lifted on a pedestal to be seen, the figure attracted all
eyes. Saunterers pricked up their attention to observe it; busy people,
crossing it, slackened their pace and turned their heads; companions
pausing and standing aside, whispered one another to look at this
spectral woman who was coming by; and the sweep of the figure as it
passed seemed to create a vortex, drawing the most idle and most
curious after it.

Made giddy by the turbulent irruption of this multitude of staring

faces into her cell of years, by the confusing sensation of being in the
air, and the yet more confusing sensation of being afoot, by the
unexpected changes in half-remembered objects, and the want of
likeness between the controllable pictures her imagination had often
drawn of the life from which she was secluded and the overwhelming
rush of the reality, she held her way as if she were environed by
distracting thoughts, rather than by external humanity and
observation. But, having crossed the bridge and gone some distance
straight onward, she remembered that she must ask for a direction;
and it was only then, when she stopped and turned to look about her
for a promising place of inquiry, that she found herself surrounded by
an eager glare of faces.

'Why are you encircling me?' she asked, trembling.

None of those who were nearest answered; but from the outer ring
there arose a shrill cry of ''Cause you're mad!'

'I am sure as sane as any one here. I want to find the Marshalsea
prison.'

The shrill outer circle again retorted, 'Then that 'ud show you was
mad if nothing else did, 'cause it's right opposite!'
A short, mild, quiet-looking young man made his way through to her,
as a whooping ensued on this reply, and said: 'Was it the Marshalsea
you wanted? I'm going on duty there. Come across with me.'

She laid her hand upon his arm, and he took her over the way; the
crowd, rather injured by the near prospect of losing her, pressing
before and behind and on either side, and recommending an
adjournment to Bedlam. After a momentary whirl in the outer court-
yard, the prison-door opened, and shut upon them. In the Lodge,
which seemed by contrast with the outer noise a place of refuge and
peace, a yellow lamp was already striving with the prison shadows.

'Why, John!' said the turnkey who admitted them. 'What is it?'

'Nothing, father; only this lady not knowing her way, and being
badgered by the boys. Who did you want, ma'am?'

'Miss Dorrit. Is she here?'

The young man became more interested. 'Yes, she is here. What might
your name be?'

'Mrs Clennam.'

'Mr Clennam's mother?' asked the young man.

She pressed her lips together, and hesitated. 'Yes. She had better be
told it is his mother.'

'You see,' said the young man,'the Marshal's family living in the
country at present, the Marshal has given Miss Dorrit one of the
rooms in his house to use when she likes. Don't you think you had
better come up there, and let me bring Miss Dorrit?'

She signified her assent, and he unlocked a door and conducted her
up a side staircase into a dwelling-house above. He showed her into a
darkening room, and left her. The room looked down into the
darkening prison-yard, with its inmates strolling here and there,
leaning out of windows communing as much apart as they could with
friends who were going away, and generally wearing out their
imprisonment as they best might that summer evening. The air was
heavy and hot; the closeness of the place, oppressive; and from
without there arose a rush of free sounds, like the jarring memory of
such things in a headache and heartache. She stood at the window,
bewildered, looking down into this prison as it were out of her own
different prison, when a soft word or two of surprise made her start,
and Little Dorrit stood before her.
'Is it possible, Mrs Clennam, that you are so happily recovered as - '

Little Dorrit stopped, for there was neither happiness nor health in the
face that turned to her. 'This is not recovery; it is not strength; I don't
know what it is.' With an agitated wave of her hand, she put all that
aside. 'You have a packet left with you which you were to give to
Arthur, if it was not reclaimed before this place closed to-night.'

'Yes.'

'I reclaim it.'

Little Dorrit took it from her bosom, and gave it into her hand, which
remained stretched out after receiving it.

'Have you any idea of its contents?'

Frightened by her being there with that new power Of Movement in

her, which, as she said herself, was not strength, and which was
unreal to look upon, as though a picture or statue had been animated,
Little Dorrit answered 'No.'

'Read them.'

Little Dorrit took the packet from the still outstretched hand, and
broke the seal. Mrs Clennam then gave her the inner packet that was
addressed to herself, and held the other. The shadow of the wall and
of the prison buildings, which made the room sombre at noon, made it
too dark to read there, with the dusk deepening apace, save in the
window. In the window, where a little of the bright summer evening
sky could shine upon her, Little Dorrit stood, and read. After a broken
exclamation or so of wonder and of terror, she read in silence. When
she had finished, she looked round, and her old mistress bowed
herself before her.

'You know, now, what I have done.'

'I think so. I am afraid so; though my mind is so hurried, and so sorry,
and has so much to pity that it has not been able to follow all I have
read,' said Little Dorrit tremulously.

'I will restore to you what I have withheld from you. Forgive me. Can
you forgive me?'

'I can, and Heaven knows I do! Do not kiss my dress and kneel to me;
you are too old to kneel to me; I forgive you freely without that.'

'I have more yet to ask.'

'Not in that posture,' said Little Dorrit. 'It is unnatural to see your grey
hair lower than mine. Pray rise; let me help you.' With that she raised
her up, and stood rather shrinking from her, but looking at her
earnestly.

'The great petition that I make to you (there is another which grows
out of it), the great supplication that I address to your merciful and
gentle heart, is, that you will not disclose this to Arthur until I am
dead. If you think, when you have had time for consideration, that it
can do him any good to know it while I am yet alive, then tell him. But
you will not think that; and in such case, will you promise me to spare
me until I am dead?'

'I am so sorry, and what I have read has so confused my thoughts,'

returned Little Dorrit, 'that I can scarcely give you a steady answer. If
I should be quite sure that to be acquainted with it will do Mr
Clennam no good - '

'I know you are attached to him, and will make him the first
consideration. It is right that he should be the first consideration. I
ask that. But, having regarded him, and still finding that you may
spare me for the little time I shall remain on earth, will you do it?'

'I will.'

'GOD bless you!'

She stood in the shadow so that she was only a veiled form to Little
Dorrit in the light; but the sound of her voice, in saying those three
grateful words, was at once fervent and broken - broken by emotion as
unfamiliar to her frozen eyes as action to her frozen limbs.

'You will wonder, perhaps,' she said in a stronger tone, 'that I can
better bear to be known to you whom I have wronged, than to the son
of my enemy who wronged me. - For she did wrong me! She not only
sinned grievously against the Lord, but she wronged me. What
Arthur's father was to me, she made him. From our marriage day I
was his dread, and that she made me. I was the scourge of both, and
that is referable to her. You love Arthur (I can see the blush upon your
face; may it be the dawn of happier days to both of you!), and you will
have thought already that he is as merciful and kind as you, and why
do I not trust myself to him as soon as to you. Have you not thought
so?'

'No thought,' said Little Dorrit, 'can be quite a stranger to my heart,

that springs out of the knowledge that Mr Clennam is always to be
relied upon for being kind and generous and good.'
'I do not doubt it. Yet Arthur is, of the whole world, the one person
from whom I would conceal this, while I am in it. I kept over him as a
child, in the days of his first remembrance, my restraining and
correcting hand. I was stern with him, knowing that the
transgressions of the parents are visited on their offspring, and that
there was an angry mark upon him at his birth. I have sat with him
and his father, seeing the weakness of his father yearning to unbend
to him; and forcing it back, that the child might work out his release
in bondage and hardship. I have seen him, with his mother's face,
looking up at me in awe from his little books, and trying to soften me
with his mother's ways that hardened me.'

The shrinking of her auditress stopped her for a moment in her flow of
words, delivered in a retrospective gloomy voice.

'For his good. Not for the satisfaction of my injury. What was I, and
what was the worth of that, before the curse of Heaven! I have seen
that child grow up; not to be pious in a chosen way (his mother's
influence lay too heavy on him for that), but still to be just and
upright, and to be submissive to me. He never loved me, as I once
half-hoped he might - so frail we are, and so do the corrupt affections
of the flesh war with our trusts and tasks; but he always respected me
and ordered himself dutifully to me. He does to this hour. With an
empty place in his heart that he has never known the meaning of, he
has turned away from me and gone his separate road; but even that
he has done considerately and with deference. These have been his
relations towards me. Yours have been of a much slighter kind,
spread over a much shorter time. When you have sat at your needle in
my room, you have been in fear of me, but you have supposed me to
have been doing you a kindness; you are better informed now, and
know me to have done you an injury. Your misconstruction and
misunderstanding of the cause in which, and the motives with which,
I have worked out this work, is lighter to endure than his would be. I
would not, for any worldly recompense I can imagine, have him in a
moment, however blindly, throw me down from the station I have held
before him all his life, and change me altogether into something he
would cast out of his respect, and think detected and exposed. Let
him do it, if it must be done, when I am not here to see it. Let me
never feel, while I am still alive, that I die before his face, and utterly
perish away from him, like one consumed by lightning and swallowed
by an earthquake.'

Her pride was very strong in her, the pain of it and of her old passions
was very sharp with her, when she thus expressed herself. Not less so,
when she added:

'Even now, I see YOU shrink from me, as if I had been cruel.'
Little Dorrit could not gainsay it. She tried not to show it, but she
recoiled with dread from the state of mind that had burnt so fiercely
and lasted so long. It presented itself to her, with no sophistry upon it,
in its own plain nature.

'I have done,' said Mrs Clennam,'what it was given to me to do. I have
set myself against evil; not against good. I have been an instrument of
severity against sin. Have not mere sinners like myself been
commissioned to lay it low in all time?'

'In all time?' repeated Little Dorrit.

'Even if my own wrong had prevailed with me, and my own vengeance
had moved me, could I have found no justification? None in the old
days when the innocent perished with the guilty 2 a thousand to one?
When the wrath of the hater of the unrighteous was not slaked even in
blood, and yet found favour?'

'O, Mrs Clennam, Mrs Clennam,' said Little Dorrit, 'angry feelings and
unforgiving deeds are no comfort and no guide to you and me. My life
has been passed in this poor prison, and my teaching has been very
defective; but let me implore you to remember later and better days.
Be guided only by the healer of the sick, the raiser of the dead, the
friend of all who were afflicted and forlorn, the patient Master who
shed tears of compassion for our infirmities. We cannot but be right if
we put all the rest away, and do everything in remembrance of Him.
There is no vengeance and no infliction of suffering in His life, I am
sure. There can be no confusion in following Him, and seeking for no
other footsteps, I am certain.'

In the softened light of the window, looking from the scene of her early
trials to the shining sky, she was not in stronger opposition to the
black figure in the shade than the life and doctrine on which she
rested were to that figure's history. It bent its head low again, and said
not a word. It remained thus, until the first warning bell began to ring.

'Hark!' cried Mrs Clennam starting, 'I said I had another petition.

It is one that does not admit of delay. The man who brought you this
packet and possesses these proofs, is now waiting at my house to be
bought off. I can keep this from Arthur, only by buying him off. He
asks a large sum; more than I can get together to pay him without
having time. He refuses to make any abatement, because his threat is,
that if he fails with me, he will come to you. Will you return with me
and show him that you already know it? Will you return with me and
try to prevail with him? Will you come and help me with him? Do not
refuse what I ask in Arthur's name, though I dare not ask it for
Arthur's sake!'
Little Dorrit yielded willingly. She glided away into the prison for a few
moments, returned, and said she was ready to go. They went out by
another staircase, avoiding the lodge; and coming into the front court-
yard, now all quiet and deserted, gained the street.

It was one of those summer evenings when there is no greater

darkness than a long twilight. The vista of street and bridge was plain
to see, and the sky was serene and beautiful. People stood and sat at
their doors, playing with children and enjoying the evening; numbers
were walking for air; the worry of the day had almost worried itself
out, and few but themselves were hurried. As they crossed the bridge,
the clear steeples of the many churches looked as if they had
advanced out of the murk that usually enshrouded them, and come
much nearer. The smoke that rose into the sky had lost its dingy hue
and taken a brightness upon it. The beauties of the sunset had not
faded from the long light films of cloud that lay at peace in the
horizon. From a radiant centre, over the whole length and breadth of
the tranquil firmament, great shoots of light streamed among the early
stars, like signs of the blessed later covenant of peace and hope that
changed the crown of thorns into a glory.

Less remarkable, now that she was not alone and it was darker, Mrs
Clennam hurried on at Little Dorrit's side, unmolested. They left the
great thoroughfare at the turning by which she had entered it, and
wound their way down among the silent, empty, cross-streets. Their
feet were at the gateway, when there was a sudden noise like thunder.

'What was that! Let us make haste in,' cried Mrs Clennam.

They were in the gateway. Little Dorrit, with a piercing cry, held her
back.

In one swift instant the old house was before them, with the man lying
smoking in the window; another thundering sound, and it heaved,
surged outward, opened asunder in fifty places, collapsed, and fell.
Deafened by the noise, stifled, choked, and blinded by the dust, they
hid their faces and stood rooted to the spot. The dust storm, driving
between them and the placid sky, parted for a moment and showed
them the stars. As they looked up, wildly crying for help, the great pile
of chimneys, which was then alone left standing like a tower in a
whirlwind, rocked, broke, and hailed itself down upon the heap of
ruin, as if every tumbling fragment were intent on burying the
crushed wretch deeper.

So blackened by the flying particles of rubbish as to be

unrecognisable, they ran back from the gateway into the street, crying
and shrieking. There, Mrs Clennam dropped upon the stones; and she
never from that hour moved so much as a finger again, or had the
power to speak one word. For upwards of three years she reclined in a
wheeled chair, looking attentively at those about her and appearing to
understand what they said; but the rigid silence she had so long held
was evermore enforced upon her, and except that she could move her
eyes and faintly express a negative and affirmative with her head, she
lived and died a statue.

Affery had been looking for them at the prison, and had caught sight
of them at a distance on the bridge. She came up to receive her old
mistress in her arms, to help to carry her into a neighbouring house,
and to be faithful to her. The mystery of the noises was out now;
Affery, like greater people, had always been right in her facts, and
always wrong in the theories she deduced from them.

When the storm of dust had cleared away and the summer night was
calm again, numbers of people choked up every avenue of access, and
parties of diggers were formed to relieve one another in digging among
the ruins. There had been a hundred people in the house at the time
of its fall, there had been fifty, there had been fifteen, there had been
two. Rumour finally settled the number at two; the foreigner and Mr
Flintwinch. The diggers dug all through the short night by flaring
pipes of gas, and on a level with the early sun, and deeper and deeper
below it as it rose into its zenith, and aslant of it as it declined, and on
a level with it again as it departed. Sturdy digging, and shovelling, and
carrying away, in carts, barrows, and baskets, went on without
intermission, by night and by day; but it was night for the second time
when they found the dirty heap of rubbish that had been the foreigner
before his head had been shivered to atoms, like so much glass, by
the great beam that lay upon him, crushing him.

Still, they had not come upon Flintwinch yet; so the sturdy digging
and shovelling and carrying away went on without intermission by
night and by day. It got about that the old house had had famous
cellarage (which indeed was true), and that Flintwinch had been in a
cellar at the moment, or had had time to escape into one, and that he
was safe under its strong arch, and even that he had been heard to
cry, in hollow, subterranean, suffocated notes, 'Here I am!' At the
opposite extremity of the town it was even known that the excavators
had been able to open a communication with him through a pipe, and
that he had received both soup and brandy by that channel, and that
he had said with admirable fortitude that he was All right, my lads,
with the exception of his collar-bone. But the digging and shovelling
and carrying away went on without intermission, until the ruins were
all dug out, and the cellars opened to the light; and still no
Flintwinch, living or dead, all right or all wrong, had been turned up
by pick or spade.
It began then to be perceived that Flintwinch had not been there at
the time of the fall; and it began then to be perceived that he had been
rather busy elsewhere, converting securities into as much money as
could be got for them on the shortest notice, and turning to his own
exclusive account his authority to act for the Firm. Affery,
remembering that the clever one had said he would explain himself
further in four-and-twenty hours' time, determined for her part that
his taking himself off within that period with all he could get, was the
final satisfactory sum and substance of his promised explanation; but
she held her peace, devoutly thankful to be quit of him. As it seemed
reasonable to conclude that a man who had never been buried could
not be unburied, the diggers gave him up when their task was done,
and did not dig down for him into the depths of the earth.

This was taken in ill part by a great many people, who persisted in
believing that Flintwinch was lying somewhere among the London
geological formation. Nor was their belief much shaken by repeated
intelligence which came over in course of time, that an old man who
wore the tie of his neckcloth under one ear, and who was very well
known to be an Englishman, consorted with the Dutchmen on the
quaint banks of the canals of the Hague and in the drinking-shops of
Amsterdam, under the style and designation of Mynheer von
Flyntevynge.
Chapter LXVIII - Going

Arthur continuing to lie very ill in the Marshalsea, and Mr Rugg

descrying no break in the legal sky affording a hope of his
enlargement, Mr Pancks suffered desperately from self-reproaches. If
it had not been for those infallible figures which proved that Arthur,
instead of pining in imprisonment, ought to be promenading in a
carriage and pair, and that Mr Pancks, instead of being restricted to
his clerkly wages, ought to have from three to five thousand pounds of
his own at his immediate disposal, that unhappy arithmetician would
probably have taken to his bed, and there have made one of the many
obscure persons who turned their faces to the wall and died, as a last
sacrifice to the late Mr Merdle's greatness. Solely supported by his
unimpugnable calculations, Mr Pancks led an unhappy and restless
life; constantly carrying his figures about with him in his hat, and not
only going over them himself on every possible occasion, but
entreating every human being he could lay hold of to go over them
with him, and observe what a clear case it was. Down in Bleeding
Heart Yard there was scarcely an inhabitant of note to whom Mr
Pancks had not imparted his demonstration, and, as figures are
catching, a kind of cyphering measles broke out in that locality, under
the influence of which the whole Yard was light-headed.

The more restless Mr Pancks grew in his mind, the more impatient he
became of the Patriarch. In their later conferences his snorting
assumed an irritable sound which boded the Patriarch no good;
likewise, Mr Pancks had on several occasions looked harder at the
Patriarchal bumps than was quite reconcilable with the fact of his not
being a painter, or a peruke-maker in search of the living model.

However, he steamed in and out of his little back Dock according as

he was wanted or not wanted in the Patriarchal presence, and
business had gone on in its customary course. Bleeding Heart Yard
had been harrowed by Mr Pancks, and cropped by Mr Casby, at the
regular seasons; Mr Pancks had taken all the drudgery and all the dirt
of the business as his share; Mr Casby had taken all the profits, all
the ethereal vapour, and all the moonshine, as his share; and, in the
form of words which that benevolent beamer generally employed on
Saturday evenings, when he twirled his fat thumbs after striking the
week's balance, 'everything had been satisfactory to all parties - all
parties - satisfactory, sir, to all parties.'

The Dock of the Steam-Tug, Pancks, had a leaden roof, which, frying
in the very hot sunshine, may have heated the vessel. Be that as it
may, one glowing Saturday evening, on being hailed by the lumbering
bottle-green ship, the Tug instantly came working out of the Dock in a
highly heated condition. 'Mr Pancks,' was the Patriarchal remark, 'you
have been remiss, you have been remiss, sir.'
'What do you mean by that?' was the short rejoinder.

The Patriarchal state, always a state of calmness and composure, was

so particularly serene that evening as to be provoking. Everybody else
within the bills of mortality was hot; but the Patriarch was perfectly
cool. Everybody was thirsty, and the Patriarch was drinking. There
was a fragrance of limes or lemons about him; and he made a drink of
golden sherry, which shone in a large tumbler as if he were drinking
the evening sunshine. this was bad, but not the worst. The worst was,
that with his big blue eyes, and his polished head, and his long white
hair, and his bottle-green legs stretched out before him, terminating in
his easy shoes easily crossed at the instep, he had a radiant
appearance of having in his extensive benevolence made the drink for
the human species, while he himself wanted nothing but his own milk
of human kindness.

Wherefore, Mr Pancks said, 'What do you mean by that?' and put his
hair up with both hands, in a highly portentous manner.

'I mean, Mr Pancks, that you must be sharper with the people,
sharper with the people, much sharper with the people, sir. You don't
squeeze them. You don't squeeze them. Your receipts are not up to the
mark. You must squeeze them, sir, or our connection will not
continue to be as satisfactory as I could wish it to be to all parties. All
parties.'

'Don't I squeeze 'em?' retorted Mr Pancks. 'What else am I made for?'

'You are made for nothing else, Mr Pancks. You are made to do your
duty, but you don't do your duty. You are paid to squeeze, and you
must squeeze to pay.' The Patriarch so much surprised himself by this
brilliant turn, after Dr Johnson, which he had not in the least
expected or intended, that he laughed aloud; and repeated with great
satisfaction, as he twirled his thumbs and nodded at his youthful
portrait, 'Paid to squeeze, sir, and must squeeze to pay.'

'Oh,' said Pancks. 'Anything more?'

'Yes, sir, yes, sir. Something more. You will please, Mr Pancks, to
squeeze the Yard again, the first thing on Monday morning. '

'Oh!' said Pancks. 'Ain't that too soon? I squeezed it dry to- day.'

'Nonsense, sir. Not near the mark, not near the mark.'

'Oh!' said Pancks, watching him as he benevolently gulped down a

good draught of his mixture. 'Anything more?'
'Yes, sir, yes, sir, something more. I am not at all pleased, Mr Pancks,
with my daughter; not at all pleased. Besides calling much too often to
inquire for Mrs Clennam, Mrs Clennam, who is not just now in
circumstances that are by any means calculated to - to be satisfactory
to all parties, she goes, Mr Pancks, unless I am much deceived, to
inquire for Mr Clennam in jail. In jail.'

'He's laid up, you know,' said Pancks. 'Perhaps it's kind.'

'Pooh, pooh, Mr Pancks. She has nothing to do with that, nothing to

do with that. I can't allow it. Let him pay his debts and come out,
come out; pay his debts, and come out.'

Although Mr Pancks's hair was standing up like strong wire, he gave it

another double-handed impulse in the perpendicular direction, and
smiled at his proprietor in a most hideous manner.

'You will please to mention to my daughter, Mr Pancks, that I can't

allow it, can't allow it,' said the Patriarch blandly.

'Oh!' said Pancks. 'You couldn't mention it yourself?'

'No, sir, no; you are paid to mention it,' the blundering old booby
could not resist the temptation of trying it again, 'and you must
mention it to pay, mention it to pay.'

'Oh!' said Pancks. 'Anything more?'

'Yes, sir. It appears to me, Mr Pancks, that you yourself are too often
and too much in that direction, that direction. I recommend you, Mr
Pancks, to dismiss from your attention both your own losses and
other people's losses, and to mind your business, mind your
business.'

Mr Pancks acknowledged this recommendation with such an

extraordinarily abrupt, short, and loud utterance of the monosyllable
'Oh!' that even the unwieldy Patriarch moved his blue eyes in
something of a hurry, to look at him. Mr Pancks, with a sniff of
corresponding intensity, then added, 'Anything more?'

'Not at present, sir, not at present. I am going,' said the Patriarch,

finishing his mixture, and rising with an amiable air, 'to take a little
stroll, a little stroll. Perhaps I shall find you here when I come back. If
not, sir, duty, duty; squeeze, squeeze, squeeze, on Monday; squeeze
on Monday!'

Mr Pancks, after another stiffening of his hair, looked on at the

Patriarchal assumption of the broad-brimmed hat, with a momentary
appearance of indecision contending with a sense of injury. He was
also hotter than at first, and breathed harder. But he suffered Mr
Casby to go out, without offering any further remark, and then took a
peep at him over the little green window-blinds. 'I thought so,' he
observed. 'I knew where you were bound to. Good!' He then steamed
back to his Dock, put it carefully in order, took down his hat, looked
round the Dock, said 'Good-bye!' and puffed away on his own account.
He steered straight for Mrs Plornish's end of Bleeding Heart Yard, and
arrived there, at the top of the steps, hotter than ever.

At the top of the steps, resisting Mrs Plornish's invitations to come

and sit along with father in Happy Cottage - which to his relief were
not so numerous as they would have been on any other night than
Saturday, when the connection who so gallantly supported the
business with everything but money gave their orders freely - at the
top of the steps Mr Pancks remained until he beheld the Patriarch,
who always entered the Yard at the other end, slowly advancing,
beaming, and surrounded by suitors. Then Mr Pancks descended and
bore down upon him, with his utmost pressure of steam on.

The Patriarch, approaching with his usual benignity, was surprised to

see Mr Pancks, but supposed him to have been stimulated to an
immediate squeeze instead of postponing that operation until Monday.
The population of the Yard were astonished at the meeting, for the two
powers had never been seen there together, within the memory of the
oldest Bleeding Heart. But they were overcome by unutterable
amazement when Mr Pancks, going close up to the most venerable of
men and halting in front of the bottle-green waistcoat, made a trigger
of his right thumb and forefinger, applied the same to the brim of the
broad-brimmed hat, and, with singular smartness and precision, shot
it off the polished head as if it had been a large marble.

Having taken this little liberty with the Patriarchal person, Mr Pancks
further astounded and attracted the Bleeding Hearts by saying in an
audible voice, 'Now, you sugary swindler, I mean to have it out with
you!'

Mr Pancks and the Patriarch were instantly the centre of a press, all
eyes and ears; windows were thrown open, and door-steps were
thronged.

'What do you pretend to be?' said Mr Pancks. 'What's your moral

game? What do you go in for? Benevolence, an't it? You benevolent!'
Here Mr Pancks, apparently without the intention of hitting him, but
merely to relieve his mind and expend his superfluous power in
wholesome exercise, aimed a blow at the bumpy head, which the
bumpy head ducked to avoid. This singular performance was
repeated, to the ever-increasing admiration of the spectators, at the
end of every succeeding article of Mr Pancks's oration.

'I have discharged myself from your service,' said Pancks, 'that I may
tell you what you are. You're one of a lot of impostors that are the
worst lot of all the lots to be met with. Speaking as a sufferer by both,
I don't know that I wouldn't as soon have the Merdle lot as your lot.
You're a driver in disguise, a screwer by deputy, a wringer, and
squeezer, and shaver by substitute. You're a philanthropic sneak.
You're a shabby deceiver!' (The repetition of the performance at this
point was received with a burst of laughter.)

'Ask these good people who's the hard man here. They'll tell you
Pancks, I believe.'

This was confirmed with cries of 'Certainly,' and 'Hear!'

'But I tell you, good people - Casby! This mound of meekness, this
lump of love, this bottle-green smiler, this is your driver!' said Pancks.
'If you want to see the man who would flay you alive - here he is! Don't
look for him in me, at thirty shillings a week, but look for him in
Casby, at I don't know how much a year!'

'Good!' cried several voices. 'Hear Mr Pancks!'

'Hear Mr Pancks?' cried that gentleman (after repeating the popular

performance). 'Yes, I should think so! It's almost time to hear Mr
Pancks. Mr Pancks has come down into the Yard to-night on purpose
that you should hear him. Pancks is only the Works; but here's the
Winder!'

The audience would have gone over to Mr Pancks, as one man,

woman, and child, but for the long, grey, silken locks, and the broad-
brimmed hat.

'Here's the Stop,' said Pancks, 'that sets the tune to be ground. And
there is but one tune, and its name is Grind, Grind, Grind! Here's the
Proprietor, and here's his Grubber. Why, good people, when he comes
smoothly spinning through the Yard to-night, like a slow-going
benevolent Humming-Top, and when you come about him with your
complaints of the Grubber, you don't know what a cheat the
Proprietor is! What do you think of his showing himself to-night, that I
may have all the blame on Monday? What do you think of his having
had me over the coals this very evening, because I don't squeeze you
enough? What do you think of my being, at the present moment,
under special orders to squeeze you dry on Monday?'

The reply was given in a murmur of 'Shame!' and 'Shabby!'

'Shabby?' snorted Pancks. 'Yes, I should think so! The lot that your
Casby belongs to, is the shabbiest of all the lots. Setting their
Grubbers on, at a wretched pittance, to do what they're ashamed and
afraid to do and pretend not to do, but what they will have done, or
give a man no rest! Imposing on you to give their Grubbers nothing
but blame, and to give them nothing but credit! Why, the worst-
looking cheat in all this town who gets the value of eighteenpence
under false pretences, an't half such a cheat as this sign-post of The
Casby's Head here!'

Cries of 'That's true!' and 'No more he an't!'

'And see what you get of these fellows, besides,' said Pancks' 'See what
more you get of these precious Humming-Tops, revolving among you
with such smoothness that you've no idea of the pattern painted on
'em, or the little window in 'em. I wish to call your attention to myself
for a moment. I an't an agreeable style of chap, I know that very well.'

The auditory were divided on this point; its more uncompromising

members crying, 'No, you are not,' and its politer materials, 'Yes, you
are.'

'I am, in general,' said Mr Pancks, 'a dry, uncomfortable, dreary

Plodder and Grubber. That's your humble servant. There's his full-
length portrait, painted by himself and presented to you, warranted a
likeness! But what's a man to be, with such a man as this for his
Proprietor? What can be expected of him? Did anybody ever find
boiled mutton and caper-sauce growing in a cocoa-nut?'

None of the Bleeding Hearts ever had, it was clear from the alacrity of
their response.

'Well,' said Mr Pancks, 'and neither will you find in Grubbers like
myself, under Proprietors like this, pleasant qualities. I've been a
Grubber from a boy. What has my life been? Fag and grind, fag and
grind, turn the wheel, turn the wheel! I haven't been agreeable to
myself, and I haven't been likely to be agreeable to anybody else. If I
was a shilling a week less useful in ten years' time, this impostor
would give me a shilling a week less; if as useful a man could be got at
sixpence cheaper, he would be taken in my place at sixpence cheaper.
Bargain and sale, bless you! Fixed principles! It's a mighty fine sign-
post, is The Casby's Head,' said Mr Pancks, surveying it with anything
rather than admiration; 'but the real name of the House is the Sham's
Arms. Its motto is, Keep the Grubber always at it. Is any gentleman
present,' said Mr Pancks, breaking off and looking round, 'acquainted
with the English Grammar?'

Bleeding Heart Yard was shy of claiming that acquaintance.

'It's no matter,' said Mr Pancks, 'I merely wish to remark that the task
this Proprietor has set me, has been never to leave off conjugating the
Imperative Mood Present Tense of the verb To keep always at it. Keep
thou always at it. Let him keep always at it. Keep we or do we keep
always at it. Keep ye or do ye or you keep always at it. Let them keep
always at it. Here is your benevolent Patriarch of a Casby, and there is
his golden rule. He is uncommonly improving to look at, and I am not
at all so. He is as sweet as honey, and I am as dull as ditch-water. He
provides the pitch, and I handle it, and it sticks to me. Now,' said Mr
Pancks, closing upon his late Proprietor again, from whom he had
withdrawn a little for the better display of him to the Yard; 'as I am
not accustomed to speak in public, and as I have made a rather
lengthy speech, all circumstances considered, I shall bring my
observations to a close by requesting you to get out of this.'

The Last of the Patriarchs had been so seized by assault, and required
so much room to catch an idea in, an so much more room to turn it
in, that he had not a word to offer in reply. He appeared to be
meditating some Patriarchal way out of his delicate position, when Mr
Pancks, once more suddenly applying the trigger to his hat, shot it off
again with his former dexterity. On the preceding occasion, one or two
of the Bleeding Heart Yarders had obsequiously picked it up and
handed it to its owner; but Mr Pancks had now so far impressed his
audience, that the Patriarch had to turn and stoop for it himself.

Quick as lightning, Mr Pancks, who, for some moments, had had his
right hand in his coat pocket, whipped out a pair of shears, swooped
upon the Patriarch behind, and snipped off short the sacred locks that
flowed upon his shoulders. In a paroxysm of animosity and rapidity,
Mr Pancks then caught the broad-brimmed hat out of the astounded
Patriarch's hand, cut it down into a mere stewpan, and fixed it on the
Patriarch's head.

Before the frightful results of this desperate action, Mr Pancks himself

recoiled in consternation. A bare-polled, goggle-eyed, big-headed
lumbering personage stood staring at him, not in the least impressive,
not in the least venerable, who seemed to have started out of the earth
to ask what was become of Casby. After staring at this phantom in
return, in silent awe, Mr Pancks threw down his shears, and fled for a
place of hiding, where he might lie sheltered from the consequences of
his crime. Mr Pancks deemed it prudent to use all possible despatch
in making off, though he was pursued by nothing but the sound of
laughter in Bleeding Heart Yard, rippling through the air and making
it ring again.
Chapter LXIX - Going!

The changes of a fevered room are slow and fluctuating; but the
changes of the fevered world are rapid and irrevocable.

It was Little Dorrit's lot to wait upon both kinds of change. The
Marshalsea walls, during a portion of every day, again embraced her
in their shadows as their child, while she thought for Clennam,
worked for him, watched him, and only left him, still to devote her
utmost love and care to him. Her part in the life outside the gate
urged its pressing claims upon her too, and her patience untiringly
responded to them. Here was Fanny, proud, fitful, whimsical, further
advanced in that disqualified state for going into society which had so
much fretted her on the evening of the tortoise-shell knife, resolved
always to want comfort, resolved not to be comforted, resolved to be
deeply wronged, and resolved that nobody should have the audacity to
think her so. Here was her brother, a weak, proud, tipsy, young old
man, shaking from head to foot, talking as indistinctly as if some of
the money he plumed himself upon had got into his mouth and
couldn't be got out, unable to walk alone in any act of his life, and
patronising the sister whom he selfishly loved (he always had that
negative merit, ill-starred and ill-launched Tip!) because he suffered
her to lead him. Here was Mrs Merdle in gauzy mourning - the original
cap whereof had possibly been rent to pieces in a fit of grief, but had
certainly yielded to a highly becoming article from the Parisian market
- warring with Fanny foot to foot, and breasting her with her desolate
bosom every hour in the day. Here was poor Mr Sparkler, not knowing
how to keep the peace between them, but humbly inclining to the
opinion that they could do no better than agree that they were both
remarkably fine women, and that there was no nonsense about either
of them - for which gentle recommendation they united in falling upon
him frightfully. Then, too, here was Mrs General, got home from
foreign parts, sending a Prune and a Prism by post every other day,
demanding a new Testimonial by way of recommendation to some
vacant appointment or other. Of which remarkable gentlewoman it
may be finally observed, that there surely never was a gentlewoman of
whose transcendent fitness for any vacant appointment on the face of
this earth, so many people were (as the warmth of her Testimonials
evinced) so perfectly satisfied - or who was so very unfortunate in
having a large circle of ardent and distinguished admirers, who never
themselves happened to want her in any capacity.

On the first crash of the eminent Mr Merdle's decease, many

important persons had been unable to determine whether they should
cut Mrs Merdle, or comfort her. As it seemed, however, essential to the
strength of their own case that they should admit her to have been
cruelly deceived, they graciously made the admission, and continued
to know her. It followed that Mrs Merdle, as a woman of fashion and
good breeding who had been sacrificed to the wiles of a vulgar
barbarian (for Mr Merdle was found out from the crown of his head to
the sole of his foot, the moment he was found out in his pocket), must
be actively championed by her order for her order's sake. She returned
this fealty by causing it to be understood that she was even more
incensed against the felonious shade of the deceased than anybody
else was; thus, on the whole, she came out of her furnace like a wise
woman, and did exceedingly well.

Mr Sparkler's lordship was fortunately one of those shelves on which a

gentleman is considered to be put away for life, unless there should be
reasons for hoisting him up with the Barnacle crane to a more
lucrative height. That patriotic servant accordingly stuck to his
colours (the Standard of four Quarterings), and was a perfect Nelson
in respect of nailing them to the mast. On the profits of his intrepidity,
Mrs Sparkler and Mrs Merdle, inhabiting different floors of the genteel
little temple of inconvenience to which the smell of the day before
yesterday's soup and coach-horses was as constant as Death to man,
arrayed themselves to fight it out in the lists of Society, sworn rivals.
And Little Dorrit, seeing all these things as they developed themselves,
could not but wonder, anxiously, into what back corner of the genteel
establishment Fanny's children would be poked by-and-by, and who
would take care of those unborn little victims.

Arthur being far too ill to be spoken with on subjects of emotion or

anxiety, and his recovery greatly depending on the repose into which
his weakness could be hushed, Little Dorrit's sole reliance during this
heavy period was on Mr Meagles. He was still abroad; but she had
written to him through his daughter, immediately after first seeing
Arthur in the Marshalsea and since, confiding her uneasiness to him
on the points on which she was most anxious, but especially on one.
To that one, the continued absence of Mr Meagles abroad, instead of
his comforting presence in the Marshalsea, was referable.

Without disclosing the precise nature of the documents that had fallen
into Rigaud's hands, Little Dorrit had confided the general outline of
that story to Mr Meagles, to whom she had also recounted his fate.
The old cautious habits of the scales and scoop at once showed Mr
Meagles the importance of recovering the original papers; wherefore he
wrote back to Little Dorrit, strongly confirming her in the solicitude
she expressed on that head, and adding that he would not come over
to England 'without making some attempt to trace them out.'

By this time Mr Henry Gowan had made up his mind that it would be
agreeable to him not to know the Meagleses. He was so considerate as
to lay no injunctions on his wife in that particular; but he mentioned
to Mr Meagles that personally they did not appear to him to get on
together, and that he thought it would be a good thing if - politely, and
without any scene, or anything of that sort - they agreed that they
were the best fellows in the world, but were best apart. Poor Mr
Meagles, who was already sensible that he did not advance his
daughter's happiness by being constantly slighted in her presence,
said 'Good, Henry! You are my Pet's husband; you have displaced me,
in the course of nature; if you wish it, good!' This arrangement
involved the contingent advantage, which perhaps Henry Gowan had
not foreseen, that both Mr and Mrs Meagles were more liberal than
before to their daughter, when their communication was only with her
and her young child: and that his high spirit found itself better
provided with money, without being under the degrading necessity of
knowing whence it came.

Mr Meagles, at such a period, naturally seized an occupation with

great ardour. He knew from his daughter the various towns which
Rigaud had been haunting, and the various hotels at which he had
been living for some time back. The occupation he set himself was to
visit these with all discretion and speed, and, in the event of finding
anywhere that he had left a bill unpaid, and a box or parcel behind, to
pay such bill, and bring away such box or parcel.

With no other attendant than Mother, Mr Meagles went upon his

pilgrimage, and encountered a number of adventures. Not the least of
his difficulties was, that he never knew what was said to him, and
that he pursued his inquiries among people who never knew what he
said to them. Still, with an unshaken confidence that the English
tongue was somehow the mother tongue of the whole world, only the
people were too stupid to know it, Mr Meagles harangued innkeepers
in the most voluble manner, entered into loud explanations of the
most complicated sort, and utterly renounced replies in the native
language of the respondents, on the ground that they were 'all bosh.'
Sometimes interpreters were called in; whom Mr Meagles addressed in
such idiomatic terms of speech, as instantly to extinguish and shut
up - which made the matter worse. On a balance of the account,
however, it may be doubted whether he lost much; for, although he
found no property, he found so many debts and various associations
of discredit with the proper name, which was the only word he made
intelligible, that he was almost everywhere overwhelmed with
injurious accusations. On no fewer than four occasions the police
were called in to receive denunciations of Mr Meagles as a Knight of
Industry, a good-for- nothing, and a thief, all of which opprobrious
language he bore with the best temper (having no idea what it meant),
and was in the most ignominious manner escorted to steam-boats and
public carriages, to be got rid of, talking all the while, like a cheerful
and fluent Briton as he was, with Mother under his arm.

But, in his own tongue, and in his own head, Mr Meagles was a clear,
shrewd, persevering man. When he had 'worked round,' as he called
it, to Paris in his pilgrimage, and had wholly failed in it so far, he was
not disheartened. 'The nearer to England I follow him, you see,
Mother,' argued Mr Meagles, 'the nearer I am likely to come to the
papers, whether they turn up or no. Because it is only reasonable to
conclude that he would deposit them somewhere where they would be
safe from people over in England, and where they would yet be
accessible to himself, don't you see?'

At Paris Mr Meagles found a letter from Little Dorrit, lying waiting for
him; in which she mentioned that she had been able to talk for a
minute or two with Mr Clennam about this man who was no more;
and that when she told Mr Clennam that his friend Mr Meagles, who
was on his way to see him, had an interest in ascertaining something
about the man if he could, he had asked her to tell Mr Meagles that he
had been known to Miss Wade, then living in such a street at Calais.
'Oho!' said Mr Meagles.

As soon afterwards as might be in those Diligence days, Mr Meagles

rang the cracked bell at the cracked gate, and it jarred open, and the
peasant-woman stood in the dark doorway, saying, 'Ice-say! Seer!
Who?' In acknowledgment of whose address, Mr Meagles murmured to
himself that there was some sense about these Calais people, who
really did know something of what you and themselves were up to;
and returned, 'Miss Wade, my dear.' He was then shown into the
presence of Miss Wade.

'It's some time since we met,' said Mr Meagles, clearing his throat; 'I
hope you have been pretty well, Miss Wade?'

Without hoping that he or anybody else had been pretty well, Miss
Wade asked him to what she was indebted for the honour of seeing
him again? Mr Meagles, in the meanwhile, glanced all round the room
without observing anything in the shape of a box.

'Why, the truth is, Miss Wade,' said Mr Meagles, in a comfortable,

managing, not to say coaxing voice, 'it is possible that you may be able
to throw a light upon a little something that is at present dark. Any
unpleasant bygones between us are bygones, I hope. Can't be helped
now. You recollect my daughter? Time changes so! A mother!'

In his innocence, Mr Meagles could not have struck a worse key- note.
He paused for any expression of interest, but paused in vain.

'That is not the subject you wished to enter on?' she said, after a cold
silence.

'No, no,' returned Mr Meagles. 'No. I thought your good nature might -
'
'I thought you knew,' she interrupted, with a smile, 'that my good
nature is not to be calculated upon?'

'Don't say so,' said Mr Meagles; 'you do yourself an injustice. However,

to come to the point.' For he was sensible of having gained nothing by
approaching it in a roundabout way. 'I have heard from my friend
Clennam, who, you will be sorry to hear, has been and still is very ill -
'

He paused again, and again she was silent.

' - that you had some knowledge of one Blandois, lately killed in
London by a violent accident. Now, don't mistake me! I know it was a
slight knowledge,' said Mr Meagles, dexterously forestalling an angry
interruption which he saw about to break. 'I am fully aware of that. It
was a slight knowledge, I know. But the question is,' Mr Meagles's
voice here became comfortable again, 'did he, on his way to England
last time, leave a box of papers, or a bundle of papers, or some papers
or other in some receptacle or other - any papers - with you: begging
you to allow him to leave them here for a short time, until he wanted
them?'

'The question is?' she repeated. 'Whose question is?'

'Mine,' said Mr Meagles. 'And not only mine but Clennam's question,
and other people's question. Now, I am sure,' continued Mr Meagles,
whose heart was overflowing with Pet, 'that you can't have any unkind
feeling towards my daughter; it's impossible. Well! It's her question,
too; being one in which a particular friend of hers is nearly interested.
So here I am, frankly to say that is the question, and to ask, Now, did
he?'

'Upon my word,' she returned, 'I seem to be a mark for everybody who
knew anything of a man I once in my life hired, and paid, and
dismissed, to aim their questions at!'

'Now, don't,' remonstrated Mr Meagles, 'don't! Don't take offence,

because it's the plainest question in the world, and might be asked of
any one. The documents I refer to were not his own, were wrongfully
obtained, might at some time or other be troublesome to an innocent
person to have in keeping, and are sought by the people to whom they
really belong. He passed through Calais going to London, and there
were reasons why he should not take them with him then, why he
should wish to be able to put his hand upon them readily, and why he
should distrust leaving them with people of his own sort. Did he leave
them here? I declare if I knew how to avoid giving you offence, I would
take any pains to do it. I put the question personally, but there's
nothing personal in it. I might put it to any one; I have put it already
to many people. Did he leave them here? Did he leave anything here?'

'No.'

'Then unfortunately, Miss Wade, you know nothing about them?'

'I know nothing about them. I have now answered your unaccountable
question. He did not leave them here, and I know nothing about
them.'

'There!' said Mr Meagles rising. 'I am sorry for it; that's over; and I
hope there is not much harm done. - Tattycoram well, Miss Wade?'

'Harriet well? O yes!'

'I have put my foot in it again,' said Mr Meagles, thus corrected. 'I
can't keep my foot out of it here, it seems. Perhaps, if I had thought
twice about it, I might never have given her the jingling name. But,
when one means to be good-natured and sportive with young people,
one doesn't think twice. Her old friend leaves a kind word for her, Miss
Wade, if you should think proper to deliver it.'

She said nothing as to that; and Mr Meagles, taking his honest face
out of the dull room, where it shone like a sun, took it to the Hotel
where he had left Mrs Meagles, and where he made the Report:
'Beaten, Mother; no effects!' He took it next to the London Steam
Packet, which sailed in the night; and next to the Marshalsea.

The faithful John was on duty when Father and Mother Meagles
presented themselves at the wicket towards nightfall. Miss Dorrit was
not there then, he said; but she had been there in the morning, and
invariably came in the evening. Mr Clennam was slowly mending; and
Maggy and Mrs Plornish and Mr Baptist took care of him by turns.
Miss Dorrit was sure to come back that evening before the bell rang.
There was the room the Marshal had lent her, up-stairs, in which they
could wait for her, if they pleased. Mistrustful that it might be
hazardous to Arthur to see him without preparation, Mr Meagles
accepted the offer; and they were left shut up in the room, looking
down through its barred window into the jail.

The cramped area of the prison had such an effect on Mrs Meagles
that she began to weep, and such an effect on Mr Meagles that he
began to gasp for air. He was walking up and down the room, panting,
and making himself worse by laboriously fanning himself with her
handkerchief, when he turned towards the opening door.
'Eh? Good gracious!' said Mr Meagles, 'this is not Miss Dorrit! Why,
Mother, look! Tattycoram!'

No other. And in Tattycoram's arms was an iron box some two feet
square. Such a box had Affery Flintwinch seen, in the first of her
dreams, going out of the old house in the dead of the night under
Double's arm. This, Tattycoram put on the ground at her old master's
feet: this, Tattycoram fell on her knees by, and beat her hands upon,
crying half in exultation and half in despair, half in laughter and half
in tears, 'Pardon, dear Master; take me back, dear Mistress; here it is!'

'Tatty!' exclaimed Mr Meagles.

'What you wanted!' said Tattycoram. 'Here it is! I was put in the next
room not to see you. I heard you ask her about it, I heard her say she
hadn't got it, I was there when he left it, and I took it at bedtime and
brought it away. Here it is!'

'Why, my girl,' cried Mr Meagles, more breathless than before, 'how

did you come over?'

'I came in the boat with you. I was sitting wrapped up at the other
end. When you took a coach at the wharf, I took another coach and
followed you here. She never would have given it up after what you
had said to her about its being wanted; she would sooner have sunk it
in the sea, or burnt it. But, here it is!'

The glow and rapture that the girl was in, with her 'Here it is!'

'She never wanted it to be left, I must say that for her; but he left it,
and I knew well that after what you said, and after her denying it, she
never would have given it up. But here it is! Dear Master, dear
Mistress, take me back again, and give me back the dear old name!
Let this intercede for me. Here it is!'

Father and Mother Meagles never deserved their names better than
when they took the headstrong foundling-girl into their protection
again.

'Oh! I have been so wretched,' cried Tattycoram, weeping much more,

'always so unhappy, and so repentant! I was afraid of her from the
first time I saw her. I knew she had got a power over me through
understanding what was bad in me so well. It was a madness in me,
and she could raise it whenever she liked. I used to think, when I got
into that state, that people were all against me because of my first
beginning; and the kinder they were to me, the worse fault I found in
them. I made it out that they triumphed above me, and that they
wanted to make me envy them, when I know - when I even knew then
- that they never thought of such a thing. And my beautiful young
mistress not so happy as she ought to have been, and I gone away
from her! Such a brute and a wretch as she must think me! But you'll
say a word to her for me, and ask her to be as forgiving as you two
are? For I am not so bad as I was,' pleaded Tattycoram; 'I am bad
enough, but not so bad as I was, indeed. I have had Miss Wade before
me all this time, as if it was my own self grown ripe - turning
everything the wrong way, and twisting all good into evil. I have had
her before me all this time, finding no pleasure in anything but
keeping me as miserable, suspicious, and tormenting as herself. Not
that she had much to do, to do that,' cried Tattycoram, in a closing
great burst of distress, 'for I was as bad as bad could be. I only mean
to say, that, after what I have gone through, I hope I shall never be
quite so bad again, and that I shall get better by very slow degrees. I'll
try very hard. I won't stop at five-and-twenty, sir, I'll count five-and-
twenty hundred, five-and-twenty thousand!'

Another opening of the door, and Tattycoram subsided, and Little

Dorrit came in, and Mr Meagles with pride and joy produced the box,
and her gentle face was lighted up with grateful happiness and joy.

The secret was safe now! She could keep her own part of it from him;
he should never know of her loss; in time to come he should know all
that was of import to himself; but he should never know what
concerned her only. That was all passed, all forgiven, all forgotten.

'Now, my dear Miss Dorrit,' said Mr Meagles; 'I am a man of business -

or at least was - and I am going to take my measures promptly, in that
character. Had I better see Arthur to-night?'

'I think not to-night. I will go to his room and ascertain how he is. But
I think it will be better not to see him to-night.'

'I am much of your opinion, my dear,' said Mr Meagles, 'and therefore

I have not been any nearer to him than this dismal room. Then I shall
probably not see him for some little time to come. But I'll explain what
I mean when you come back.'

She left the room. Mr Meagles, looking through the bars of the
window, saw her pass out of the Lodge below him into the prison-
yard. He said gently, 'Tattycoram, come to me a moment, my good
girl.'

She went up to the window.

'You see that young lady who was here just now - that little, quiet,
fragile figure passing along there, Tatty? Look. The people stand out of
the way to let her go by. The men - see the poor, shabby fellows - pull
off their hats to her quite politely, and now she glides in at that
doorway. See her, Tattycoram?'

'Yes, sir.'

'I have heard tell, Tatty, that she was once regularly called the child of
this place. She was born here, and lived here many years.

I can't breathe here. A doleful place to be born and bred in,

Tattycoram?'

'Yes indeed, sir!'

'If she had constantly thought of herself, and settled with herself that
everybody visited this place upon her, turned it against her, and cast
it at her, she would have led an irritable and probably an useless
existence. Yet I have heard tell, Tattycoram, that her young life has
been one of active resignation, goodness, and noble service. Shall I tell
you what I consider those eyes of hers, that were here just now, to
have always looked at, to get that expression?'

'Yes, if you please, sir.'

'Duty, Tattycoram. Begin it early, and do it well; and there is no

antecedent to it, in any origin or station, that will tell against us with
the Almighty, or with ourselves.'

They remained at the window, Mother joining them and pitying the
prisoners, until she was seen coming back. She was soon in the room,
and recommended that Arthur, whom she had left calm and
composed, should not be visited that night.

'Good!' said Mr Meagles, cheerily. 'I have not a doubt that's best. I
shall trust my remembrances then, my sweet nurse, in your hands,
and I well know they couldn't be in better. I am off again to-morrow
morning.'

Little Dorrit, surprised, asked him where?

'My dear,' said Mr Meagles, 'I can't live without breathing. This place
has taken my breath away, and I shall never get it back again until
Arthur is out of this place.'

'How is that a reason for going off again to-morrow morning?'

'You shall understand,' said Mr Meagles. 'To-night we three will put

up at a City Hotel. To-morrow morning, Mother and Tattycoram will go
down to Twickenham, where Mrs Tickit, sitting attended by Dr
Buchan in the parlour-window, will think them a couple of ghosts;
and I shall go abroad again for Doyce. We must have Dan here. Now, I
tell you, my love, it's of no use writing and planning and conditionally
speculating upon this and that and the other, at uncertain intervals
and distances; we must have Doyce here. I devote myself at daybreak
to-morrow morning, to bringing Doyce here. It's nothing to me to go
and find him. I'm an old traveller, and all foreign languages and
customs are alike to me - I never understand anything about any of
'em. Therefore I can't be put to any inconvenience. Go at once I must,
it stands to reason; because I can't live without breathing freely; and I
can't breathe freely until Arthur is out of this Marshalsea. I am stifled
at the present moment, and have scarcely breath enough to say this
much, and to carry this precious box down-stairs for you.'

They got into the street as the bell began to ring, Mr Meagles carrying
the box. Little Dorrit had no conveyance there: which rather surprised
him. He called a coach for her and she got into it, and he placed the
box beside her when she was seated. In her joy and gratitude she
kissed his hand.

'I don't like that, my dear,' said Mr Meagles. 'It goes against my feeling
of what's right, that YOU should do homage to ME - at the Marshalsea
Gate.'

She bent forward, and kissed his cheek.

'You remind me of the days,' said Mr Meagles, suddenly drooping -

'but she's very fond of him, and hides his faults, and thinks that no
one sees them - and he certainly is well connected and of a very good
family!'

It was the only comfort he had in the loss of his daughter, and if he
made the most of it, who could blame him?
Chapter LXX - Gone

On a healthy autumn day, the Marshalsea prisoner, weak but

otherwise restored, sat listening to a voice that read to him. On a
healthy autumn day; when the golden fields had been reaped and
ploughed again, when the summer fruits had ripened and waned,
when the green perspectives of hops had been laid low by the busy
pickers, when the apples clustering in the orchards were russet, and
the berries of the mountain ash were crimson among the yellowing
foliage. Already in the woods, glimpses of the hardy winter that was
coming were to be caught through unaccustomed openings among the
boughs where the prospect shone defined and clear, free from the
bloom of the drowsy summer weather, which had rested on it as the
bloom lies on the plum. So, from the seashore the ocean was no
longer to be seen lying asleep in the heat, but its thousand sparkling
eyes were open, and its whole breadth was in joyful animation, from
the cool sand on the beach to the little sails on the horizon, drifting
away like autumn-tinted leaves that had drifted from the trees.
Changeless and barren, looking ignorantly at all the seasons with its
fixed, pinched face of poverty and care, the prison had not a touch of
any of these beauties on it. Blossom what would, its bricks and bars
bore uniformly the same dead crop. Yet Clennam, listening to the
voice as it read to him, heard in it all that great Nature was doing,
heard in it all the soothing songs she sings to man. At no Mother's
knee but hers had he ever dwelt in his youth on hopeful promises, on
playful fancies, on the harvests of tenderness and humility that lie
hidden in the early-fostered seeds of the imagination; on the oaks of
retreat from blighting winds, that have the germs of their strong roots
in nursery acorns.

But, in the tones of the voice that read to him, there were memories of
an old feeling of such things, and echoes of every merciful and loving
whisper that had ever stolen to him in his life.

When the voice stopped, he put his hand over his eyes, murmuring
that the light was strong upon them.

Little Dorrit put the book by, and presently arose quietly to shade the
window. Maggy sat at her needlework in her old place. The light
softened, Little Dorrit brought her chair closer to his side.

'This will soon be over now, dear Mr Clennam. Not only are Mr Doyce's
letters to you so full of friendship and encouragement, but Mr Rugg
says his letters to him are so full of help, and that everybody (now a
little anger is past) is so considerate, and speaks so well of you, that it
will soon be over now.'

'Dear girl. Dear heart. Good angel!'

'You praise me far too much. And yet it is such an exquisite pleasure
to me to hear you speak so feelingly, and to - and to see,' said Little
Dorrit, raising her eyes to his, 'how deeply you mean it, that I cannot
say Don't.'

He lifted her hand to his lips.

'You have been here many, many times, when I have not seen you,
Little Dorrit?'

'Yes, I have been here sometimes when I have not come into the room.'

'Very often?'

'Rather often,' said Little Dorrit, timidly.

'Every day?'

'I think,' said Little Dorrit, after hesitating, 'that I have been here at
least twice every day.' He might have released the little light hand after
fervently kissing it again; but that, with a very gentle lingering where
it was, it seemed to court being retained. He took it in both of his, and
it lay softly on his breast.

'Dear Little Dorrit, it is not my imprisonment only that will soon be

over. This sacrifice of you must be ended. We must learn to part
again, and to take our different ways so wide asunder. You have not
forgotten what we said together, when you came back?'

'O no, I have not forgotten it. But something has been - You feel quite
strong to-day, don't you?'

'Quite strong.'

The hand he held crept up a little nearer his face.

'Do you feel quite strong enough to know what a great fortune I have
got?'

'I shall be very glad to be told. No fortune can be too great or good for
Little Dorrit.'

'I have been anxiously waiting to tell you. I have been longing and
longing to tell you. You are sure you will not take it?'

'Never!'

'You are quite sure you will not take half of it?'
'Never, dear Little Dorrit!'

As she looked at him silently, there was something in her affectionate

face that he did not quite comprehend: something that could have
broken into tears in a moment, and yet that was happy and proud.

'You will be sorry to hear what I have to tell you about Fanny. Poor
Fanny has lost everything. She has nothing left but her husband's
income. All that papa gave her when she married was lost as your
money was lost. It was in the same hands, and it is all gone.'

Arthur was more shocked than surprised to hear it. 'I had hoped it
might not be so bad,' he said: 'but I had feared a heavy loss there,
knowing the connection between her husband and the defaulter.'

'Yes. It is all gone. I am very sorry for Fanny; very, very, very sorry for
poor Fanny. My poor brother too!' 'Had he property in the same
hands?'

'Yes! And it's all gone. - How much do you think my own great fortune
is?'

As Arthur looked at her inquiringly, with a new apprehension on him,

she withdrew her hand, and laid her face down on the spot where it
had rested.

'I have nothing in the world. I am as poor as when I lived here. When
papa came over to England, he confided everything he had to the
same hands, and it is all swept away. O my dearest and best, are you
quite sure you will not share my fortune with me now?'

Locked in his arms, held to his heart, with his manly tears upon her
own cheek, she drew the slight hand round his neck, and clasped it in
its fellow-hand.

' Never to part, my dearest Arthur; never any more, until the last!

I never was rich before, I never was proud before, I never was happy
before, I am rich in being taken by you, I am proud in having been
resigned by you, I am happy in being with you in this prison, as I
should be happy in coming back to it with you, if it should be the will
of GOD, and comforting and serving you with all my love and truth. I
am yours anywhere, everywhere! I love you dearly! I would rather pass
my life here with you, and go out daily, working for our bread, than I
would have the greatest fortune that ever was told, and be the greatest
lady that ever was honoured. O, if poor papa may only know how blest
at last my heart is, in this room where he suffered for so many years!'
Maggy had of course been staring from the first, and had of course
been crying her eyes out long before this. Maggy was now so overjoyed
that, after hugging her little mother with all her might, she went
down-stairs like a clog-hornpipe to find somebody or other to whom to
impart her gladness. Whom should Maggy meet but Flora and Mr F.'s
Aunt opportunely coming in? And whom else, as a consequence of
that meeting, should Little Dorrit find waiting for herself, when, a good
two or three hours afterwards, she went out?

Flora's eyes were a little red, and she seemed rather out of spirits. Mr
F.'s Aunt was so stiffened that she had the appearance of being past
bending by any means short of powerful mechanical pressure. Her
bonnet was cocked up behind in a terrific manner; and her stony
reticule was as rigid as if it had been petrified by the Gorgon's head,
and had got it at that moment inside. With these imposing attributes,
Mr F.'s Aunt, publicly seated on the steps of the Marshal's official
residence, had been for the two or three hours in question a great
boon to the younger inhabitants of the Borough, whose sallies of
humour she had considerably flushed herself by resenting at the point
of her umbrella, from time to time.

'Painfully aware, Miss Dorrit, I am sure,' said Flora, 'that to propose

an adjournment to any place to one so far removed by fortune and so
courted and caressed by the best society must ever appear intruding
even if not a pie-shop far below your present sphere and a back-
parlour though a civil man but if for the sake of Arthur - cannot
overcome it more improper now than ever late Doyce and Clennam -
one last remark I might wish to make one last explanation I might
wish to offer perhaps your good nature might excuse under pretence
of three kidney ones the humble place of conversation.'

Rightly interpreting this rather obscure speech, Little Dorrit returned

that she was quite at Flora's disposition. Flora accordingly led the way
across the road to the pie-shop in question: Mr F.'s Aunt stalking
across in the rear, and putting herself in the way of being run over,
with a perseverance worthy of a better cause.

When the 'three kidney ones,' which were to be a blind to the

conversation, were set before them on three little tin platters, each
kidney one ornamented with a hole at the top, into which the civil
man poured hot gravy out of a spouted can as if he were feeding three
lamps, Flora took out her pocket-handkerchief.

'If Fancy's fair dreams,' she began, 'have ever pictured that when
Arthur - cannot overcome it pray excuse me - was restored to freedom
even a pie as far from flaky as the present and so deficient in kidney
as to be in that respect like a minced nutmeg might not prove
unacceptable if offered by the hand of true regard such visions have
for ever fled and all is cancelled but being aware that tender relations
are in contemplation beg to state that I heartily wish well to both and
find no fault with either not the least, it may be withering to know that
ere the hand of Time had made me much less slim than formerly and
dreadfully red on the slightest exertion particularly after eating I well
know when it takes the form of a rash, it might have been and was not
through the interruption of parents and mental torpor succeeded until
the mysterious clue was held by Mr F. still I would not be ungenerous
to either and I heartily wish well to both.'

Little Dorrit took her hand, and thanked her for all her old kindness.

'Call it not kindness,' returned Flora, giving her an honest kiss, 'for
you always were the best and dearest little thing that ever was if I may
take the liberty and even in a money point of view a saving being
Conscience itself though I must add much more agreeable than mine
ever was to me for though not I hope more burdened than other
people's yet I have always found it far readier to make one
uncomfortable than comfortable and evidently taking a greater
pleasure in doing it but I am wandering, one hope I wish to express
ere yet the closing scene draws in and it is that I do trust for the sake
of old times and old sincerity that Arthur will know that I didn't desert
him in his misfortunes but that I came backwards and forwards
constantly to ask if I could do anything for him and that I sat in the
pie-shop where they very civilly fetched something warm in a tumbler
from the hotel and really very nice hours after hours to keep him
company over the way without his knowing it.'

Flora really had tears in her eyes now, and they showed her to great
advantage.

'Over and above which,' said Flora, 'I earnestly beg you as the dearest
thing that ever was if you'll still excuse the familiarity from one who
moves in very different circles to let Arthur understand that I don't
know after all whether it wasn't all nonsense between us though
pleasant at the time and trying too and certainly Mr F. did work a
change and the spell being broken nothing could be expected to take
place without weaving it afresh which various circumstances have
combined to prevent of which perhaps not the least powerful was that
it was not to be, I am not prepared to say that if it had been agreeable
to Arthur and had brought itself about naturally in the first instance I
should not have been very glad being of a lively disposition and moped
at home where papa undoubtedly is the most aggravating of his sex
and not improved since having been cut down by the hand of the
Incendiary into something of which I never saw the counterpart in all
my life but jealousy is not my character nor ill-will though many
faults.'
Without having been able closely to follow Mrs Finching through this
labyrinth, Little Dorrit understood its purpose, and cordially accepted
the trust.

'The withered chaplet my dear,' said Flora, with great enjoyment, 'is
then perished the column is crumbled and the pyramid is standing
upside down upon its what's-his-name call it not giddiness call it not
weakness call it not folly I must now retire into privacy and look upon
the ashes of departed joys no more but taking a further liberty of
paying for the pastry which has formed the humble pretext of our
interview will for ever say Adieu!'

Mr F.'s Aunt, who had eaten her pie with great solemnity, and who
had been elaborating some grievous scheme of injury in her mind
since her first assumption of that public position on the Marshal's
steps, took the present opportunity of addressing the following Sibyllic
apostrophe to the relict of her late nephew.

'Bring him for'ard, and I'll chuck him out o' winder!'

Flora tried in vain to soothe the excellent woman by explaining that

they were going home to dinner. Mr F.'s Aunt persisted in replying,
'Bring him for'ard and I'll chuck him out o' winder!' Having reiterated
this demand an immense number of times, with a sustained glare of
defiance at Little Dorrit, Mr F.'s Aunt folded her arms, and sat down
in the corner of the pie-shop parlour; steadfastly refusing to budge
until such time as 'he' should have been 'brought for'ard,' and the
chucking portion of his destiny accomplished.

In this condition of things, Flora confided to Little Dorrit that she had
not seen Mr F.'s Aunt so full of life and character for weeks; that she
would find it necessary to remain there 'hours perhaps,' until the
inexorable old lady could be softened; and that she could manage her
best alone. They parted, therefore, in the friendliest manner, and with
the kindest feeling on both sides.

Mr F.'s Aunt holding out like a grim fortress, and Flora becoming in
need of refreshment, a messenger was despatched to the hotel for the
tumbler already glanced at, which was afterwards replenished. With
the aid of its content, a newspaper, and some skimming of the cream
of the pie-stock, Flora got through the remainder of the day in perfect
good humour; though occasionally embarrassed by the consequences
of an idle rumour which circulated among the credulous infants of the
neighbourhood, to the effect that an old lady had sold herself to the
pie-shop to be made up, and was then sitting in the pie-shop parlour,
declining to complete her contract. This attracted so many young
persons of both sexes, and, when the shades of evening began to fall,
occasioned so much interruption to the business, that the merchant
became very pressing in his proposals that Mr F.'s Aunt should be
removed. A conveyance was accordingly brought to the door, which,
by the joint efforts of the merchant and Flora, this remarkable woman
was at last induced to enter; though not without even then putting her
head out of the window, and demanding to have him 'brought for'ard'
for the purpose originally mentioned. As she was observed at this time
to direct baleful glances towards the Marshalsea, it has been
supposed that this admirably consistent female intended by 'him,'
Arthur Clennam.

This, however, is mere speculation; who the person was, who, for the
satisfaction of Mr F.'s Aunt's mind, ought to have been brought
forward and never was brought forward, will never be positively
known.

The autumn days went on, and Little Dorrit never came to the
Marshalsea now and went away without seeing him. No, no, no.

One morning, as Arthur listened for the light feet that every morning
ascended winged to his heart, bringing the heavenly brightness of a
new love into the room where the old love had wrought so hard and
been so true; one morning, as he listened, he heard her coming, not
alone.

'Dear Arthur,' said her delighted voice outside the door, 'I have some
one here. May I bring some one in?'

He had thought from the tread there were two with her. He answered
'Yes,' and she came in with Mr Meagles. Sun-browned and jolly Mr
Meagles looked, and he opened his arms and folded Arthur in them,
like a sun-browned and jolly father.

'Now I am all right,' said Mr Meagles, after a minute or so. 'Now it's
over. Arthur, my dear fellow, confess at once that you expected me
before.' 'I did,' said Arthur; 'but Amy told me - ' 'Little Dorrit. Never
any other name.' (It was she who whispered it.)

' - But my Little Dorrit told me that, without asking for any further
explanation, I was not to expect you until I saw you.'

'And now you see me, my boy,' said Mr Meagles, shaking him by the
hand stoutly; 'and now you shall have any explanation and every
explanation. The fact is, I was here - came straight to you from the
Allongers and Marshongers, or I should be ashamed to look you in the
face this day, - but you were not in company trim at the moment, and
I had to start off again to catch Doyce.'

'Poor Doyce!' sighed Arthur.

'Don't call him names that he don't deserve,' said Mr Meagles.

'He's not poor; he's doing well enough. Doyce is a wonderful fellow
over there. I assure you he is making out his case like a house a-fire.
He has fallen on his legs, has Dan. Where they don't want things done
and find a man to do 'em, that man's off his legs; but where they do
want things done and find a man to do 'em, that man's on his legs.
You won't have occasion to trouble the Circumlocution Office any
more. Let me tell you, Dan has done without 'em!'

'What a load you take from my mind!' cried Arthur. 'What happiness
you give me!'

'Happiness?' retorted Mr Meagles. 'Don't talk about happiness till you

see Dan. I assure you Dan is directing works and executing labours
over yonder, that it would make your hair stand on end to look at.
He's no public offender, bless you, now! He's medalled and ribboned,
and starred and crossed, and I don't-know-what all'd, like a born
nobleman. But we mustn't talk about that over here.'

'Why not?'

'Oh, egad!' said Mr Meagles, shaking his head very seriously, 'he must
hide all those things under lock and key when he comes over here.
They won't do over here. In that particular, Britannia is a Britannia in
the Manger - won't give her children such distinctions herself, and
won't allow them to be seen when they are given by other countries.
No, no, Dan!' said Mr Meagles, shaking his head again. 'That won't do
here!'

'If you had brought me (except for Doyce's sake) twice what I have
lost,' cried Arthur, 'you would not have given me the pleasure that you
give me in this news.' 'Why, of course, of course,' assented Mr
Meagles. 'Of course I know that, my good fellow, and therefore I come
out with it in the first burst. Now, to go back, about catching Doyce. I
caught Doyce. Ran against him among a lot of those dirty brown dogs
in women's nightcaps a great deal too big for 'em, calling themselves
Arabs and all sorts of incoherent races. YOU know 'em! Well! He was
coming straight to me, and I was going to him, and so we came back
together.'

'Doyce in England!' exclaimed Arthur.

'There!' said Mr Meagles, throwing open his arms. 'I am the worst man
in the world to manage a thing of this sort. I don't know what I should
have done if I had been in the diplomatic line - right, perhaps! The
long and short of it is, Arthur, we have both been in England this
fortnight. And if you go on to ask where Doyce is at the present
moment, why, my plain answer is - here he is! And now I can breathe
again at last!'

Doyce darted in from behind the door, caught Arthur by both hands,
and said the rest for himself.

'There are only three branches of my subject, my dear Clennam,' said

Doyce, proceeding to mould them severally, with his plastic thumb, on
the palm of his hand, 'and they're soon disposed of. First, not a word
more from you about the past. There was an error in your
calculations. I know what that is. It affects the whole machine, and
failure is the consequence. You will profit by the failure, and will avoid
it another time. I have done a similar thing myself, in construction,
often. Every failure teaches a man something, if he will learn; and you
are too sensible a man not to learn from this failure. So much for
firstly. Secondly. I was sorry you should have taken it so heavily to
heart, and reproached yourself so severely; I was travelling home night
and day to put matters right, with the assistance of our friend, when I
fell in with our friend as he has informed you. Thirdly. We two agreed,
that, after what you had undergone, after your distress of mind, and
after your illness, it would be a pleasant surprise if we could so far
keep quiet as to get things perfectly arranged without your knowledge,
and then come and say that all the affairs were smooth, that
everything was right, that the business stood in greater want of you
than ever it did, and that a new and prosperous career was opened
before you and me as partners. That's thirdly. But you know we
always make an allowance for friction, and so I have reserved space to
close in. My dear Clennam, I thoroughly confide in you; you have it in
your power to be quite as useful to me as I have, or have had, it in my
power to be useful to you; your old place awaits you, and wants you
very much; there is nothing to detain you here one half-hour longer.'

There was silence, which was not broken until Arthur had stood for
some time at the window with his back towards them, and until his
little wife that was to be had gone to him and stayed by him.

'I made a remark a little while ago,' said Daniel Doyce then, 'which I
am inclined to think was an incorrect one. I said there was nothing to
detain you here, Clennam, half an hour longer. Am I mistaken in
supposing that you would rather not leave here till to-morrow
morning? Do I know, without being very wise, where you would like to
go, direct from these walls and from this room?'

'You do,' returned Arthur. 'It has been our cherished purpose.'

'Very well!' said Doyce. 'Then, if this young lady will do me the honour
of regarding me for four-and-twenty hours in the light of a father, and
will take a ride with me now towards Saint Paul's Churchyard, I dare
say I know what we want to get there.'

Little Dorrit and he went out together soon afterwards, and Mr

Meagles lingered behind to say a word to his friend.

'I think, Arthur, you will not want Mother and me in the morning and
we will keep away. It might set Mother thinking about Pet; she's a
soft-hearted woman. She's best at the Cottage, and I'll stay there and
keep her company.'

With that they parted for the time. And the day ended, and the night
ended, and the morning came, and Little Dorrit, simply dressed as
usual and having no one with her but Maggy, came into the prison
with the sunshine. The poor room was a happy room that morning.
Where in the world was there a room so full of quiet joy!

'My dear love,' said Arthur. 'Why does Maggy light the fire? We shall
be gone directly.'

'I asked her to do it. I have taken such an odd fancy. I want you to
burn something for me.'

'What?'

'Only this folded paper. If you will put it in the fire with your own
hand, just as it is, my fancy will be gratified.'

'Superstitious, darling Little Dorrit? Is it a charm?'

'It is anything you like best, my own,' she answered, laughing with
glistening eyes and standing on tiptoe to kiss him, 'if you will only
humour me when the fire burns up.'

So they stood before the fire, waiting: Clennam with his arm about her
waist, and the fire shining, as fire in that same place had often shone,
in Little Dorrit's eyes. 'Is it bright enough now?' said Arthur. 'Quite
bright enough now,' said Little Dorrit. 'Does the charm want any
words to be said?' asked Arthur, as he held the paper over the flame.
'You can say (if you don't mind) ‘I love you!' answered Little Dorrit. So
he said it, and the paper burned away.

They passed very quietly along the yard; for no one was there, though
many heads were stealthily peeping from the windows.

Only one face, familiar of old, was in the Lodge. When they had both
accosted it, and spoken many kind words, Little Dorrit turned back
one last time with her hand stretched out, saying, 'Good-bye, good
John! I hope you will live very happy, dear!'

Then they went up the steps of the neighbouring Saint George's

Church, and went up to the altar, where Daniel Doyce was waiting in
his paternal character. And there was Little Dorrit's old friend who
had given her the Burial Register for a pillow; full of admiration that
she should come back to them to be married, after all.

And they were married with the sun shining on them through the
painted figure of Our Saviour on the window. And they went into the
very room where Little Dorrit had slumbered after her party, to sign
the Marriage Register. And there, Mr Pancks, (destined to be chief
clerk to Doyce and Clennam, and afterwards partner in the house),
sinking the Incendiary in the peaceful friend, looked in at the door to
see it done, with Flora gallantly supported on one arm and Maggy on
the other, and a back-ground of John Chivery and father and other
turnkeys who had run round for the moment, deserting the parent
Marshalsea for its happy child. Nor had Flora the least signs of
seclusion upon her, notwithstanding her recent declaration; but, on
the contrary, was wonderfully smart, and enjoyed the ceremonies
mightily, though in a fluttered way.

Little Dorrit's old friend held the inkstand as she signed her name,
and the clerk paused in taking off the good clergyman's surplice, and
all the witnesses looked on with special interest. 'For, you see,' said
Little Dorrit's old friend, 'this young lady is one of our curiosities, and
has come now to the third volume of our Registers. Her birth is in
what I call the first volume; she lay asleep, on this very floor, with her
pretty head on what I call the second volume; and she's now a-writing
her little name as a bride in what I call the third volume.'

They all gave place when the signing was done, and Little Dorrit and
her husband walked out of the church alone. They paused for a
moment on the steps of the portico, looking at the fresh perspective of
the street in the autumn morning sun's bright rays, and then went
down.

Went down into a modest life of usefulness and happiness. Went down
to give a mother's care, in the fulness of time, to Fanny's neglected
children no less than to their own, and to leave that lady going into
Society for ever and a day. Went down to give a tender nurse and
friend to Tip for some few years, who was never vexed by the great
exactions he made of her in return for the riches he might have given
her if he had ever had them, and who lovingly closed his eyes upon
the Marshalsea and all its blighted fruits. They went quietly down into
the roaring streets, inseparable and blessed; and as they passed along
in sunshine and shade, the noisy and the eager, and the arrogant and
the froward and the vain, fretted and chafed, and made their usual
uproar.

The End.