A Winter Grave A Novel 2023 by May
A Winter Grave A Novel 2023 by May
A Winter Grave A Novel 2023 by May
FICTION
Stand-alone Novels
The Man With No Face
The Noble Path
Entry Island
Runaway
Coffin Road
I’ll Keep You Safe
A Silent Death
Lockdown
NON-FICTION
Hebrides (with David Wilson)
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In memory of Stephen Penn,
my best and oldest friend
1951–2022
RIP
CONTENTS
Also By
Title
Copyright
Dedication
AUTHOR’S NOTE
PROLOGUE
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
CHAPTER NINETEEN
CHAPTER TWENTY
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
CHAPTER THIRTY
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
AUTHOR’S NOTE
In 1990, as NASA’s Voyager 1 spacecraft was about to leave
the solar system, Carl Sagan – a member of the mission’s
imaging team – asked that the camera be turned around to
take one last look back at Earth. The image it captured of our
world, as a speck less than 0.12 pixels in size, became
known as ‘the pale blue dot’.
Later, when considering that speck of dust in his 1994 book
Pale Blue Dot: A Vision of the Human Future in Space, he
wrote: ‘There is perhaps no better demonstration of the folly
of human conceits than this distant image of our tiny world.
To me, it underscores our responsibility to deal more kindly
with one another, and to preserve and cherish the pale blue
dot, the only home we’ve ever known.’
PROLOGUE
NOVEMBER, 2051
Little will heighten your sense of mortality more than a
confrontation with death. But right now such an encounter is
the furthest thing from Addie’s mind, and so she is
unprepared for what is to come.
She is conflicted. Such a day as this should lift the spirits.
She is almost at the summit. The wind is cold, but the sky is
a crystal-clear blue, and the winter sun lays its gold across
the land below. Not all of the land. Only where it rises above
the shadow cast by the peaks that surround it. The loch, at
its eastern end, rarely sees the sun in this mid-November.
Further west, it emerges finally into sunshine, glinting a deep
cut-glass blue and spangling in coruscating flashes of light. A
gossamer mist hovers above its surface, almost spectral in
the angled mid-morning sunshine. Recent snowfall catches
the wind and is blown like dust along the ridge serpentining
to the north.
But she is blind to it all. Distracted by a destiny she
appears unable to change. Such things, she thinks, must be
preordained. Unhappiness a natural state, broken only by
rare moments of unanticipated pleasure.
The wind seems to inflate her down-filled North Face parka
as well as her lungs. Her daypack, with its carefully stowed
flask of milky coffee and cheese sandwiches, rests lightly on
her shoulders, catching the breeze a little as she turns
towards the north. The peaks of the Mamores rise and fall all
around her, almost every one of them a Munro, and in the
distance, sunlight catches the summit of the towering Ben
Nevis, the highest mountain in Scotland, the loftiest
prominence in the British Isles – a little of its measured
height lost now with the rise in sea levels below.
She stops here for a moment and looks back. And down.
She can no longer see the tiny arcs of housing that huddle
around the head of the loch where she lives. Kin is the Gaelic
for head. Hence the name of the village: Kinlochleven. The
settlement at the head of Loch Leven.
Somewhere away to her left lies the shimmering
Blackwater Reservoir, the sweep of its dam, and the six huge
black pipes laid side by side that zigzag their way down the
valley to the hydro plant above the village. The occasional
leak sends water under pressure fizzing into the air to make
tiny rainbows where it catches the sunlight.
Finally, she focuses on the purpose of her climb. An ascent
she makes once a week during the fiercest weather months
of the winter to check on the condition of the flimsy little
weather station she installed here – she stops to think – six
years ago now. Just before she got pregnant. Fifty kilograms
of metal framework and components, carried on her back in
three separate trips during the more clement summer
months. A tripod bolted to the rock, a central pole with
sensors attached. Air temperature and relative humidity.
Wind speed and direction. Ultraviolet, visible and infrared
radiation. Solar panels, radio antenna, a satellite
communication device. A metal box that is anchored at the
summit to sandstone recrystallised into white quartzite. It
contains the data logger, barometric pressure sensor, radios
and battery. How it all survives here, in this most
inhospitable of environments, is always a source of
amazement to Addie.
It takes her less than fifteen minutes to clear the sensors
of snow and ice, and to check that everything is in working
order. Fifteen minutes during which she does not have to
think of anything else. Fifteen minutes of escape from her
depression. Fifteen minutes to forget.
When she finishes, she squats on the metal box and delves
into her pack for the sandwiches thrown together in haste,
and the hot, sweet coffee that will wash them down. And she
cannot stop her thoughts returning to those things that have
troubled her these last months. She closes her eyes, as if
that might shut them out, but she carries her depression with
her like the daypack on her back. If only she could shrug it
from her shoulders in the same way when she returns home.
Eventually, she gets stiffly to her feet and turns towards
the north-facing corrie that drops away from the curve of the
summit. Coire an dà loch. The Corrie of the Two Lochans.
She can see sunlight glinting on the two tiny lochs at the foot
of the drop which give the corrie its name, and starts her
way carefully down the west ridge. There is a mere skin of
snow here, where the wind has blown it off into the corrie
itself, rocks and vegetation breaking its surface like some
kind of atopic dermatitis.
Before the Big Change, long-lying snow patches had
become increasingly rare among the higher Scottish
mountains. Thirty years ago they had all but vanished. Now
they linger in the north- and east-facing corries in increasing
size and number all through the summer months. Melting
and freezing, melting and freezing, until they become hard
like ice and impervious to the diminished estival
temperatures. She had watched this patch in the Coire an dà
Loch both shrink and grow across the seasons, increasing in
size every year. The next snowstorm will bury it, and it will
likely not be visible again until late spring.
But today there is something different about it. A yawning
gap at the top end. Like the entrance to a hollow beneath it,
disappearing into darkness. Maybe it had been there during
her last visit, and she had simply not seen it. Obscured by
snow, perhaps, which was then blown away by high winds. At
any rate, she is intrigued. She has heard of snow tunnels.
Periods of milder weather, as they have just experienced,
sending meltwater down the corries to tunnel its way
beneath the ice of long-lying snow patches.
She forgets those things that have been troubling her, and
slithers down the ridge and into the corrie. The snowfall that
fills this narrow valley is peppered by the rocks that break its
surface from the scree below, and she has to make her way
carefully across it to where the snow patch it hosts lies deep
in its frozen heart. Twenty metres long, seven or eight wide.
Maybe two-and-a-half deep. She arrives at the lower end of
it, swinging herself round to find herself gazing up into the
first snow tunnel she has ever seen. It takes her breath
away. A perfect cathedral arch formed in large, geometric
dimples of nascent ice stalactites above the rock and the
blackened vegetation beneath it. Light from the top end of
the tunnel floods down like the water before it, turning the
ice blue. Big enough for her to crawl into.
She quickly removes her pack and delves into one of its
pockets to retrieve her camera, then drops to her knees and
climbs carefully inside. She stops several times to take
photographs. Then a selfie, with the tunnel receding behind
her. But she wants to capture the colour and structure of the
arch, and turns on to her back so that she can shoot up and
back towards the light.
The man is almost directly overhead, encased in the ice.
Fully dressed, in what occurs incongruously to Addie as
wholly inadequate climbing gear. He is lying face down, arms
at his side, eyes and mouth wide open, staring at her for all
the world as though he were still alive. But there is neither
breath in his lungs, nor sight in his eyes. And Addie’s scream
can be heard echoing all around the Coire an dà Loch below.
CHAPTER ONE
FIVE DAYS EARLIER
The Glasgow High Court of Justiciary was an impressive
building, all the more so for being stone-cleaned in the latter
part of the twentieth century. A-listed as a structure of
historic importance. Very few A-listers, however, had passed
through its porticoed entrance. Just a long list of mostly men,
in unaccustomed suits, who had gone on to wear a very
different kind of attire after sentencing by the Lord Justice
General, or the Lord Justice Clerk, or, more likely, one of the
thirty-five Lords Commissioners of Justiciary.
Detective Inspector Cameron Brodie had given evidence in
various of its courtrooms many times over the years. He was
well used to the odour of the justice being dispensed by men
and women in wigs and black gowns from lofty oak benches
beneath artificial skylights. Justice, it seemed to him, smelled
of cleaning fluid and urine and stale alcohol, with the
occasional whiff of aftershave.
It was cold outside in the Saltmarket, rain leaking, as it did
most days, from a leaden sky. But the heat of legal argument
in this courtroom, where a certain Jack Stalker, alias the
Beanstalk, stood accused of first-degree murder, had
warmed the air to a high level of humidity among all the
rainwater trailed in on coats and umbrellas. Stalker sat in the
dock, flanked by police officers, a grey man in his thirties
with a deeply pockmarked face and a livid scar transecting
his left eyebrow. Thinning hair was scraped back and
plastered across the shallow slope of his skull with some evil-
smelling oil that Brodie imagined he could detect from the
witness stand, even above the odour of institutional justice.
Stalker’s lawyer, the elderly Archibald Quayle, was well
known for his defence of over five hundred murder cases,
more even than the twentieth century’s legendary Joe
Beltrami. And despite the sweat that gathered comically in
the folds of his neck and chin, he was known by Brodie to be
a formidable opponent.
Quayle had wandered away from the big square table
beneath the bench where the lawyers and their clerks sat,
and now insinuated himself between the jury and the witness
stand. He had the condescending air of a man supremely
confident in his ability to achieve an acquittal, carrying about
him a sense of absolute incredulity that this case had ever
come to court.
To Brodie, there was no question of Stalker’s guilt. He had
been caught on a high-definition CCTV security camera
kicking his victim to death on top of the levee on the north
bank of the Clyde near the SEC conference centre.
Quayle turned dark, penetrating eyes in Brodie’s direction.
‘What witnesses did you interview in relation to the alleged
assault, Detective Inspector?’
‘None, sir.’
Quayle raised both eyebrows in mock surprise. ‘And why
was that?’
‘We were unable to find any. The incident took place in the
small hours of the morning. Apparently there was no one else
in the vicinity.’
The lawyer for the defence pretended to consult his notes.
‘And what forensic evidence did you acquire that led you to
suspect my client of committing this heinous crime?’
‘None, sir.’
The eyebrows shot up again. ‘But your scenes of crime
people must have gathered forensic traces from the victim
and the crime scene.’
‘They did.’
‘Which matched nothing that you found on the accused.’ A
statement, not a question.
‘It took us nearly two days to find Stalker. He had ample
time to dispose of anything that might have linked him to the
murder.’
‘And how did you find him?’
‘We asked around. He was known to us, sir.’
Quayle frowned. ‘Known to you? How?’
Brodie took a moment before responding. He wasn’t about
to fall into Quayle’s trap. He said evenly, ‘I’m afraid that
because of the Rehabilitation of Offenders Act 1974, I am
unable to say how.’ Which brought smiles around the
lawyers’ table, and a glare from the judge.
Quayle was unruffled. ‘Asked around, you say. Asked who?’
‘Known associates.’
‘Friends, you mean?’
‘Yes.’
‘The victim, too, was a friend, wasn’t he?’
‘I believe they once shared the same accommodation.’
‘Flatmates?’ Quayle asked disingenuously.
Brodie paused once more. ‘You might say that; I couldn’t
possibly comment.’
Quayle ignored the detective’s flippancy and strode
confidently towards his chair. ‘So the only evidence you have
against the accused is the CCTV footage that the advocate
depute has presented to the court?’
‘It’s pretty damning, I think?’
‘When I want your opinion, Detective Inspector, I’ll ask for
it.’ He turned away dismissively, towards the judge. ‘I
wonder, my Lord, if I might ask for the court’s indulgence in
replaying Production Five A one more time?’
The judge glanced towards the advocate depute, who
shrugged. After all, it could only reinforce the case against
the accused. ‘I have no objection, my Lord,’ the prosecutor
said.
Large screens mounted on all four walls flickered into life,
and the murder of the unfortunate Archie Lafferty replayed
for the umpteenth time in all its graphic detail. An argument
of some kind was in progress. In full view, just across the
river, of police headquarters at Pacific Quay, whose lights
reflected in the dark waters of the Clyde flowing swiftly by.
The levee on the north bank was deserted, except for the two
antagonists. Stalker bellowed in Lafferty’s face. You could
almost see the spittle gathering on his lips. Then he pushed
the other man in the chest with both hands and Lafferty
staggered backwards, gesticulating wildly, as if pleading
innocence to some savage accusation. Another push and he
lost his footing, falling backwards and striking his head on
the cobbles. Enough, the pathologist later confirmed, to
fracture his skull, though not apparently to induce
unconsciousness. Lafferty was more than aware of the kicks
that rained in on him from the vicious feet of his attacker,
curling up foetally to protect his head and chest. But Stalker
was relentless, and when his right foot finally breached the
other man’s defences and caught Lafferty full in the face, you
could see the spray of blood that it threw off.
The kicking continued for an inordinate and excruciating
period of time, long after Lafferty had stopped trying to fend
off his attacker and lay spent on the cobbles, soaking up the
repeated blows and leaking blood on to stone. Stalker
appeared to be enjoying himself, putting all his energy into
each repeated blow, until finally he stood breathing hard and
looking down on his victim with clear contempt. Lafferty was
almost certainly dead by now. Stalker turned on his heel and
walked briskly out of shot. The screens flickered and the
video came to an end.
No matter how many times he had watched it, Brodie still
felt a shiver of disquiet. A silence hung momentarily in the
court, before Quayle said casually, ‘That will be all, Detective
Inspector.’
Brodie could barely believe it. Quayle was concluding his
cross-examination with a replay of the murder, reinforcing
his client’s guilt in the minds of every man and woman in the
courtroom. Brodie got to his feet, stepped down from the
stand and walked briskly to the door.
Tiny was waiting for him outside in the hall. DI Tony
Thomson was a man so thin that he didn’t wear clothes, they
hung on him. He measured a cool two metres, hence the
nickname, and even with his voice lowered, it echoed
sonorously around the tiles and painted plaster of this
ancient chamber. ‘That didn’t take long, pal. Come on,
there’s a pie and a pint with our name on it at the Sarry
Heid.’ He turned towards the door leading to the street. But
when Brodie made no move to follow, he stopped and looked
back. ‘What’s up with you, man?’
Brodie shook his head. ‘Something’s not right, Tiny.’
‘How?’
‘Quayle had me on the stand for less than five minutes,
and most of that time he spent rerunning the CCTV footage.’
Tiny frowned. ‘What? He voluntarily showed the jury his
client kicking shit out of that poor bastard again?’
Brodie nodded. ‘I’m going back in.’
A few heads turned as the door creaked open and Brodie,
followed by Tiny, tiptoed into the courtroom to find
themselves places in the crowded public gallery. The
advocate depute half turned and offered Brodie a quizzical
frown. Brodie just shrugged.
Quayle was on his feet again. ‘My Lord, I have only the one
witness. I call Mr Raphael Johnson.’
The court officer returned with the witness in short order
and beckoned him towards the stand. Raphael Johnson could
have been no more than twenty-seven or twenty-eight years
old, with a pimply, adolescent complexion and a mane of
thick dark hair that tumbled over narrow shoulders. His T-
shirt, beneath a hooded leather bomber, was emblazoned
with the faded red logo of some unidentifiable creature
breathing fire. His jeans were frayed at the knees and
concertinaed over the baseball boots that were once again in
fashion. Brodie clocked the nicotine-stained fingers and
thumb, his bloodshot eyes and reddened nostrils betraying a
likely acquaintance with a certain white powdered substance.
Though perhaps Brodie was doing him an injustice. Maybe he
simply had a cold, or was recovering from the latest mutation
of Covid. It was hard to tell the two apart these days.
He affirmed, rather than take the oath. When asked to tell
the court who he was, he called himself Raff, and described
his occupation as a computer programmer with special
working expertise in audiovisual manipulation.
‘Who is your employer?’ Quayle asked him.
‘I’m self-employed, mate.’
‘And your qualifications?’
‘First-class honours degree in computer science from
Strathclyde University.’
‘Tell me about the process of video manipulation known as
“deepfake”.’
Raff made a snorting sound. ‘No one calls it that any more,
mate. Neural masking. That’s what it’s known as these days.’
‘Tell us about it.’
The advocate depute was on his feet. ‘Objection, my Lord.
Relevance?’
Quayle raised a finger. ‘Coming to it.’
The judge nodded. ‘Be quick then, Mr Quayle.’
Quayle nodded and returned to the witness. ‘Mr Johnson?’
‘The technology’s about thirty-five years old. Originated
somewhere in the early twenty-tens, with the development of
software called GAN.’
‘Which is what?’
‘Well, it stands for generative adversarial network, in which
two neural networks use AI to out-predict one another.’
It was clear that no one in the courtroom had the least idea
what he was talking about. In an attempt to be helpful, the
judge leaned forward and said, ‘I take it we’re speaking of
artificial intelligence?’
‘Yes, Your Honour. It’s kind of complicated to explain, but
we’re talking about video here, and what GANs did was
produce fake videos that you really couldn’t tell were fake.
The two neural networks do different things. One of them is a
generator; the other we call a discriminator.’
‘And in layman’s terms?’ Quayle was hoping for more
clarity.
‘Well, in the early days, GAN was used to superimpose
celebrity faces on to the participants in porn videos. Give the
generator a few videos, or even some still samples of the
celebrity face, and it would seamlessly superimpose it on to
the target porn actor. You, or I, maybe couldn’t tell that it
had been done. But the discriminator would scan the video
and find lots of faults with it. The generator would learn from
that, redo the original and let the discriminator scan it again.
That process would go on many times until, finally, it was
virtually impossible to tell that the video wasn’t genuine.’
Quayle said, ‘And is it still used for that purpose?’
‘Nah.’ Raff shook his thick mane. ‘Nobody does that any
more. The software has advanced a lot since then. It has
much more sophisticated applications now.’
‘Such as?’
‘Well, you’ve probably read they’ve started making movies
with actors who’ve been dead for years, even decades. Big
stars of the past. They employ unknown actors to make the
film, then superimpose the faces of the dead stars on to
them. Bingo! You’ve got Cary Grant playing the latest
incarnation of Batman. Or Marilyn Monroe playing herself in a
brand-new biopic. They can do the same thing with the
voices, too. So . . .’ He shrugged. ‘CGI went out of business.’
Again the judge leaned forward. ‘CGI?’
‘Computer-generated imagery. It’s how they used to turn a
dozen people into a thousand in the movies, or make a scene
shot in a studio seem like they were in the Bahamas. Pretty
crude stuff by today’s standards.’
Quayle cleared his throat and steered Raff gently back to
the subject in hand. ‘This neural masking,’ he said. ‘Just how
convincing is it?’
An expression of amusement escaped Raff’s lips in a tiny
explosion of air. ‘Mate, you can’t tell it’s not genuine. Unless
you have the next-generation AI software – which likely
won’t even exist yet – there’s no way to tell that it’s not the
real McCoy.’
Quayle nodded sagely, as if he understood every nuance of
the technology being described. ‘Are you able to show us an
example?’
‘Well, as you know, I prepared a short video by way of
demonstration.’
The advocate depute was on his feet again. ‘My Lord . . .’
But the judge was one step ahead of him. ‘Mr Quayle, you
are stretching the court’s patience. This had better be good.’
There was, however, no doubt in anyone’s mind that his
lordship was as intrigued as everyone else to see Raff’s
video.
‘Thank you, my Lord.’ Quayle nodded towards his clerk and
the video screens around the courtroom flickered once more,
before the video of the assault on the levee began replaying.
The judge frowned. ‘That’s the wrong video, Mr Quayle.’
Quayle’s smile was almost imperceptible. ‘No, my Lord, it’s
not.’
Eyes drawn by this exchange returned to the screens as
Jack Stalker turned to confront his victim, and his face was
caught in full street-light glare for the first time. Except that
it wasn’t Stalker. There was an involuntary collective gasp in
the courtroom as DI Cameron Brodie’s superimposed face
snarled and pushed Archie Lafferty to the ground before
kicking him repeatedly about the face and head. So
convincing was it, that there was not a single person in the
courtroom who would not have sworn that it was Brodie.
Those same eyes tore themselves away now from the video
to glance at Brodie himself, sitting in the public gallery,
before returning to the screens, anxious not to miss the
moment. Brodie’s face burned with shock and
embarrassment. And anger.
CHAPTER TWO
SEVEN DAYS LATER
The rain was mixed with hail, turning to ice as it hit frozen
ground and making conditions treacherous underfoot. Such
little light penetrated the thick, sulphurous cloud that
smothered the city, it would have been easy to mistake mid-
morning for first light.
Overhead electric lights burned all the way along the
corridor, making it seem even darker outside, and turning
hard, cream-painted surfaces into reflective veneers that
almost hurt the eyes. Brodie glanced from the windows as he
strode the length of the hall. The river was swollen again and
seemed sluggish as the surge from the estuary slowed its
seaward passage.
The DCI’s door stood ajar. Brodie could hear the distant
chatter of computer keyboards and a murmur of voices from
further along. They invoked a sense of hush that he was
reluctant to break and he knocked softly on the door.
The voice from beyond it demonstrated no such sensitivity.
‘Enter!’ It was like the crack of a rifle.
Brodie stepped in, and Detective Chief Inspector Angus
Maclaren glanced up from paperwork that lay like a snowdrift
across his desk. He was in shirtsleeves, his tie loose at the
neck, normally well-kempt hair falling in a loop across his
forehead. He swept it back with a careless hand. ‘You like a
bit of hillwalking, I’m told, Brodie. Bit of climbing. That right?’
There was a hint of condescension in his tone, incredulity
that anyone might be drawn to indulge in such an activity.
Not least one of his officers.
Born four years before the turn of the millennium, Brodie
had worked his way up through the force the hard way.
Graduating from Tulliallan, and spending more than ten years
in uniform before sitting further exams and embarking on his
investigator pathway, gaining entrance finally to the criminal
investigation department as a detective constable. Two
promotions later, he found himself serving under a senior
officer twenty-five years his junior, who had fast-tracked his
way directly to detective status as a university graduate with
a degree in criminology and law from the University of
Stirling. A senior officer who had little time for Brodie’s old
school approach. And even less, apparently, for his passion
for hillwalking.
‘Yes, sir.’
It was his widowed father, an unemployed welder made
redundant from one of the last shipyards on the Clyde, who
had taken him hillwalking for the first time in the West
Highlands. Brodie had only been fourteen when they took the
train from Queen Street up to Arrochar to climb The Cobbler,
ill-dressed and ill-equipped. The right gear cost money, and
his father had precious little of the stuff. But that first taste
of the wild outdoors gave Brodie the bug, and as he grew
more experienced, and began to earn, he started taking
safety more seriously, spending all his spare time haunting
sports equipment shops in the city. He was devastated when
his father was struck down by a stroke. Semi-paralysed, he
died a year later when Brodie was just twenty-one. And
Brodie’s weekend trips to the hills and mountains of the
Highlands became something of an obsession, an escape
from a solitary life. And in recent years, an escape from life
itself.
Maclaren pushed himself back in his chair and regarded the
older man speculatively. ‘Remember those stories in the
papers about three months ago? Scottish Herald reporter
going missing in the West Highlands?’
Brodie didn’t. ‘No, sir.’
Maclaren tutted his annoyance and pushed an open folder
of newspaper cuttings towards him. The Herald itself, the
Scotsman, the Record. Most of the other national papers had
gone to the wall. Apart from these, and a handful of surviving
local newspapers, most people got their news from TV,
internet and social media. ‘A modern police officer needs to
keep himself abreast of current affairs, Brodie. How can we
police a society in ignorance of them?’
Brodie supposed that the question was rhetorical and
maintained a silence that drew a look from Maclaren, as if he
suspected dumb insolence.
‘Charles Younger,’ he said. ‘The paper’s investigative
reporter. Specialised in political scandals. Last August he
went hillwalking in the Loch Leven area, even though by all
accounts he’d never been hillwalking in his life. Went out one
day, never came back. No trace of him ever found. Until
now.’ He paused, as if waiting for Brodie to ask. When he
didn’t, the DCI sighed impatiently and added, ‘Younger’s
body was discovered frozen in a snow patch in a north-facing
corrie of Binnein Mòr, above the village of—’
Brodie interrupted for the first time. ‘I know where Binnein
Mòr is. I’ve climbed most of the mountains in the
Kinlochleven area.’
‘Aye, so I heard. All of the Munros in the Mamores, I
believe.’
Brodie offered a single nod in affirmation.
‘I want you to go up there and check it out.’
‘Why are Inverness not dealing with it?’
‘Because the two officers they sent to investigate were
killed when their drone came down in an ice storm.
Edinburgh have asked us to send someone instead. And I’m
asking you.’
‘Then you’ll have to ask someone else, sir.’
Maclaren canted his head and Brodie saw coals of anger
stoking themselves in his eyes. ‘And why the fuck would I do
that?’
‘I have a doctor’s appointment today, sir. To get the result
of hospital tests. I’m likely to require treatment.’
Maclaren glared at him for a moment, before banging the
cuttings folder closed and drawing it back towards himself.
‘Why didn’t I know about this?’ No concern or query about
the state of his health.
Brodie said, ‘You will, sir. When I’ve got something to tell
you.’ He glanced at his watch. ‘If that’s all, sir, I have to go.
There’s a tech briefing at ten-thirty, and I wouldn’t like to
keep the DCS waiting.’
It was still raining when I got to the car. I don’t know why,
but I had kind of worked myself up into a lather going back
down all those stairs. The only thing I could picture was that
pale bruised face, and the innocence of her smile. And the
drunken fist that Jardine had thrown at Tiny. The thought of
it connecting with Mel. I knew that whatever happened to
him tonight, he would take it out on her when he got home,
and I wanted him to know I wasn’t about to let that happen.
Tiny was sitting at the wheel with the window down. ‘She
alright, mate?’ he said. But I just walked past and opened
the rear door. Jardine wasn’t expecting it, so it was easy
enough to pull him out on to the forecourt. He fell to his
knees before scrambling unsteadily to his feet. I heard Tiny’s
voice from somewhere behind me. ‘What the fuck?’
I grabbed Jardine’s jacket and pushed him up against the
car, thrusting my face in his. ‘Lay a finger on that lassie
again, Jardine, and I’ll fucking have you.’
‘You and whose fucking army?’ he roared. And I was totally
unprepared for the headbutt. A Glasgow kiss delivered
properly will break your nose, but all that Jardine managed
was a clash of foreheads that stunned him and infuriated me.
I piled in with knees and fists, catching him in the crotch
and pummelling his ribs until his legs gave way. A final fist
caught him full in the face, jerking his head to the side before
he vomited on the tarmac.
Tiny was pulling me away, his voice hissing in the dark,
‘Jesus Christ, man! Stop!
I turned towards him. ‘He headbutted me. You saw that,
didn’t you?’
His face was dark with anger. ‘Fuck’s sake, Cammie! Get in
the fucking car.’ And he dragged Jardine to his feet and
bundled him in the back.
The kitchen was at the back of the hotel, pots and pans and
cooking utensils hanging from a metal rack above a central
stainless steel worktop. The place smelled of stale oil, taking
Brodie back to pub meals in Highland villages and scampi in a
basket. The shadows from Brannan’s candle cavorted among
the appliances and the big overhead extractor units. ‘Through
here,’ he said, and Sita and Brodie followed him into an
anteroom that might have served as a pantry. The air was
heavy with the astringent stench of detergent.
The cake cabinet stood on castors and was pushed up
against one wall. Its glass top was misted so that it was
impossible to see inside. Brannan handed his candle to
Brodie.
‘Here, take this.’ And he lifted the lid.
Charles Younger was a man in his forties, big built.
Thinning fair hair lay slicked across his forehead. He was still
fully dressed, just as he had been found. Vomit-green parka,
black ski pants, cheap walking boots. His woolly hat had been
recovered separately and lay beside him. He was folded,
knees drawn up, to fit into the cabinet. His eyes were open,
his mouth gaping, his face bruised and grazed. Those parts
of his skin that were visible had taken on a pink-reddish hue.
Brodie was struck by the ice-blue of eyes that seemed to
match the colour of his lips. There hadn’t been much about
him in Maclaren’s dossier. A single man. No relatives apart
from a very elderly mother who was living in a care home in
Livingston. He’d been with the Herald since graduating from
Edinburgh University. Won numerous awards, and struck the
fear of God into any politician who learned that he was
digging into their history. Brodie had never read a word he’d
written.
‘Looks fresh,’ was all he said. ‘For someone who’s been
dead for three months.’
‘Being frozen in ice most of that time will have preserved
him pretty well,’ Sita said. ‘And this cabinet’s what? Three,
four degrees?’
Brannan said, ‘Usually around four or five.’
‘Which means he probably hasn’t completely defrosted on
the inside yet. Though this power cut is going to accelerate
decomposition. Even so, I’m going to have cold hands when I
go pawing about his interior tomorrow.’
Brannan lowered the lid on the sightless body inside. ‘What
I want to know is who’s going to pay for a new chiller. I
mean, is it an insurance job, or do the cops cough up? Cos,
let’s face it, no one’s going to want a slice of chocolate cream
gateau from this one now.’
CHAPTER TEN
The bay windows in the bar rose from a wooden floor to a
stucco ceiling and opened, in summer, on to a terrace with
unrestricted views back down the loch. There was no view
now, though. Just black beyond glass that ran with rain,
distorting their reflections. Despite the double glazing, the
flames of their candles ducked and dived in the draught, and
Brodie watched the glass bend with the force of the wind. He
shivered, despite the comparative warmth that came from
the fire that Brannan had lit.
A pool table lurked in the darkness of one corner, the balls
of a half-finished game casting shadows on the baize. In a
flicker of candlelight at the bar, Brannan placed a bottle, a
jug of water and two glasses on a tray, threw on a couple of
packs of crisps, and crossed to the window. He set the tray
down on their table and straightened up, running a large
hand back over the shining baldness of his head.
‘Shame you can’t see the view. It’s one of the big selling
points of this place. But never mind, you’ll see it tomorrow.
The forecast’s quite good, and you’ll no doubt want a drink
after . . .’ he hesitated and rephrased, ‘before you leave.’ His
smile was unctuous. ‘As for tonight, just help yourself to the
bottle. I’ll put it on your room, shall I, Mr Brodie? No doubt
Police Scotland will be paying for it.’
‘No doubt.’ Brodie grunted and leaned forward to break the
seal and uncork a bottle of Balvenie DoubleWood, pouring
generous measures of its pale amber into each of the
glasses. ‘Thank you, Mr Brannan.’ It was clear, he thought,
that he and Sita wanted some privacy, but Brannan wasn’t
taking the hint. Or maybe he was just lonely.
‘Ironic, isn’t it?’ he said. ‘A nuclear power plant at one end
of the loch, and a hydroelectric power station at the other,
and all we seem to get all winter these days is power cuts.’
‘And why’s that?’ Sita asked him.
‘Because the power still leaves here on pylons. They never
invested in underground cabling. So the overhead cables are
exposed to the full force of the weather. All these storms. Ice
forms on them and the weight of it brings them down. Bloody
short-sighted, if you ask me.’
Nobody was, Brodie thought. But kept his own counsel.
‘You know, they’ve had hydro power here since the first
decade of the twentieth century. Way ahead of its time. They
built it to power an aluminium smelter across the river there.
That’s long gone now, mind you, but Kinlochleven was the
first village in the world to have electricity in every home.
The electric village, they called it.’ He chuckled to himself.
‘When I bought this place six months ago, it was called the
MacDonald Hotel. I toyed with the idea of changing it to the
Electric Hotel. But people thought that was a bit shocking.’
He laughed. And when neither Brodie nor Sita joined him, he
added lamely, ‘So I settled for the International instead.’
Brodie took a long pull at his whisky and closed his eyes,
trying to shut out the voice, hoping that it might be drowned
by the wind. A forlorn hope.
‘Wish I’d bought it back in the thirties when they were
building Ballachulish A. There was an influx of thousands of
workers then, a lot of foreign experts among them. They all
needed accommodation. So the International, or the
MacDonald as it was then, and every other hotel and B & B
for miles around was full. The bars and restaurants were
stowed out, summer and winter, for more than five years.
Even when they finished work, the plant itself employed
nearly two thousand folk, and until they built the 3D homes
across the loch, they all needed accommodation.’ A long, sad
sigh escaped his lips. ‘Different story now, though. Business
has dropped right off. We still do well in the summer, but the
winter’s dead. Just dead.’
‘Like Mr Younger,’ Brodie said.
Brannan leaned in a little, and his voice became softly
suffused with a sense of confidentiality. ‘You won’t be
advertising the fact that he was staying here, will you? It
wouldn’t be good for business.’
Brodie opened his eyes and felt a wave of fatigue wash
over him, as if he had just endured a long, sleepless night.
‘I’m afraid I can’t say what the press will or won’t report in
relation to the case, Mr Brannan. I suspect that if his death
was the result of natural causes, or an accident, they won’t
pay it very much attention at all.’
‘Well, what else would it be?’ Brannan seemed surprised.
‘Until Dr Roy has conducted her post-mortem, nothing can
be ruled out, including foul play.’
The hotel proprietor frowned. ‘Murder, you mean?’
Brodie shrugged. He had assumed that this was self-
evident.
‘But who would want to murder him?’
‘We don’t know that anyone did. But if he was, then it’ll be
my job to find out who killed him and why.’
Brannan stood staring forlornly at his reflection in the
window. ‘Never even thought of that. Let’s just hope he fell,
or had a heart attack or something. Can’t afford to lose any
more business.’ He folded his arms across his chest.
Sita said, ‘With all the snow you get here, you’d think it
would be good for winter skiing.’
‘Oh, we have the snow, but not the infrastructure. And too
much snow, if the experts are to be believed. Ballachulish A
might have brought a lot of business, but it also buried us in
bloody snowfall.’
Brodie frowned. ‘How’s that?’
‘So, to cool the reactor they use water from the loch, which
then goes back in to recirculate. That raises the overall
temperature of the loch, making it warmer in winter than the
air. So winter precipitation almost always falls as snow. Kind
of like the lake-effect snow they get in North America. The
stuff just dumps on us. Metres of it at a time.’ That thought
seemed to draw the curtain on his desire to talk to them any
further. He said, ‘I’m afraid it’ll be a cold breakfast, unless
the power comes back on again overnight.’ He made a tiny
bow. ‘Sleep well.’ And he retreated into the dark of the hotel
from which he had emerged half an hour earlier.
Brodie let out a long sigh of relief. ‘I thought he’d never
go.’
‘Interesting, though,’ Sita said, ‘that it never occurred to
him that Mr Younger might have been murdered.’
Brodie took a thoughtful sip of his DoubleWood. ‘Well, in
truth, it does seem unlikely. I mean, if someone had killed
him, they would hardly drag him halfway up a mountain to
get rid of the body.’
‘Maybe they killed him up there.’
‘Well, there is that. But, then, you’d have to figure it would
have been easier to kill the man before he went up.’
Sita emptied her glass and poured herself another. ‘You?’
She waved the bottle in his direction, and when he nodded,
refilled his glass. ‘What was he doing up the mountain
anyway?’
‘Hillwalking, apparently.’
‘Ah. A passion, was it?’
‘That’s the odd thing. He was supposed to be on a
hillwalking holiday, but from all accounts he’d never been
hillwalking in his life.’
‘How did he manage to climb a mountain, then?’
Brodie sucked in more whisky. ‘Binnein Mòr’s not a difficult
climb. Anyone could walk it, really. Take the long way round,
in good weather, and in August, and you wouldn’t need much
experience to reach the summit.’ He paused and ran the rim
of his glass thoughtfully back and forth along his lower lip.
‘But the body was found in a north-facing corrie. Coire an dà
Loch.’
‘Which means?’
‘Corrie of the Two Lochans. And you wouldn’t venture up
that way unless you had considerable experience.’
They became aware for the first time that the wind outside
seemed to have dropped. The rain was no longer hammering
against the window. Brodie used a hand to shade his view
through the glass from his own reflection and peered out into
the dark.
‘It’s snowing,’ he said. ‘Quite heavily.’
‘Will that make it more difficult for you tomorrow, then, if
you’re going to go up there to take a look at where the body
was found?’
He nodded. ‘It will. But I came equipped for it.’ He grinned
at her. ‘And my kit doesn’t weigh nearly as much as yours.’
She shrugged. ‘Tools of the trade. You don’t cut open
another human being without the right equipment.’ She
drained her second glass and refilled it, before pushing the
bottle towards Brodie.
He grasped it to pour another. ‘And what drew you to doing
that?’ he said.
‘Oh, it was never my ambition to become a pathologist. I
wanted to be a doctor, Mr Brodie.’
‘Cameron,’ he corrected her. But she just smiled.
‘I trained at the Medical College and Hospital in Kolkata for
five years to get my MBBS.’
‘Which is what?’
‘Bachelor of Medicine, Bachelor of Surgery. We had a guest
lecturer in my fifth year, a visiting American pathologist, and
when he took us step by step through an autopsy, I was
intrigued by just how much you could tell about a person
from their dead body. How they had lived. How they had
died. And I was struck by something he said. He told us that
when he performed an autopsy on the body of a murdered
person, he felt like their last remaining representative on this
earth. The only one able to tell their story, explain how they
had died, even catch their killer.’ She smiled. ‘And that’s
when I decided I wanted to be a pathologist.’ She issued a
self-deprecating little laugh. ‘Maybe I’d have thought
differently about it at the time if I’d realised it would involve
another four years of specialty training.’
Brodie was amazed. ‘Nine years’ training to cut open dead
bodies. But just five to make folk well again?’
She laughed. ‘Yes. Seems like it should be the other way
round, doesn’t it? But I enjoyed my time there. The Kolkata
Medical College was the second oldest in Asia to teach
Western medicine. And the first to teach it in the English
language.’ She raised a hand to pre-empt his comment. ‘And
before you say anything, I know my English is good. In my
opinion, I speak it better than most Scots.’
He chuckled. ‘That wouldn’t be difficult.’
She was getting through her Balvenie DoubleWood at a
good lick, and there was a glassy quality now in her eyes. ‘So
what else should I know about Mr Younger before I go
cutting him up tomorrow?’
Brodie shrugged. ‘I don’t know that much myself. An
investigative journalist with the Scottish Herald. Single. Not a
hillwalker, despite the reason he gave people for being here.
It was Brannan . . .’ he nodded vaguely towards the interior
of the hotel, ‘who reported him missing when he didn’t return
to check out and pick up his belongings. There was no real
search for him, because nobody knew where he had gone,
where to look.’ He swirled some whisky pensively around his
mouth. ‘One thing, though. There’s about a minute or so of
CCTV footage of him on the day he disappeared. Talking to
someone in the village. A man, apparently, who has never
been identified.’
‘You’ve seen it?’
He shook his head. ‘No. But I should be able to view it at
the local police station. They record all the feeds there from
around the village.’ He lifted the bottle and held it up against
the candlelight. They were about two-thirds of the way
through it. He raised an eyebrow in admiration. ‘You can
drink,’ he said.
She raised her glass. ‘So can you.’
He laughed. ‘Goes with the territory, I guess. Folk like you
and me, we see things that most people never do. When I
was a traffic cop, I lost count of the number of times I
attended road accidents where we had to cut people out of
their cars in pieces. Or as a detective investigating a murder
where the victim had been hacked to bits. Most murders
aren’t pat and clever constructs like they write about in
books. They’re just brutal and bloody.’ He paused. ‘Well,
you’d know all about that.’
She nodded. And it was his turn to refill her glass before
topping up his own.
‘So . . . you mentioned kids earlier. You’re married, I take
it?’
‘Was.’
‘Oh. Divorced?’
‘Widowed.’
And for the first time he saw a sadness behind her eyes,
and realised it had always been there. He just hadn’t noticed
before.
She took a gulp of whisky and held it in her mouth for a
long time before finally swallowing it. ‘Viraj. We were at
school together. A lovely boy. Fell head over heels the first
time I ever set eyes on him. He had such big eyes, and
luscious curls that fell about his forehead. I could only have
been about eight.’ She smiled sadly, replaying some fond
memory behind the increasing opacity of her eyes. ‘I went to
medical school, he trained as a computer programmer. We
were sort of an item off and on for years. Then, when I came
to Scotland, he followed me here. Got a job in what they
laughingly called Silicon Glen, and told me he wasn’t about to
let me escape that easily.’ She laughed. ‘What’s a girl to do?
When a man demonstrates his love like that, and gets down
on one knee to propose . . .’
She stared into her glass now, as if the amber in it
provided some window to the past.
‘We had two beautiful children together. Palash. Two years
older than his little sister, Deepa. They’re nine and eleven
now.’ She looked up over her glass at Brodie. ‘My whole
world.’ And he wondered how much of this she would be
telling him if it wasn’t for the whisky.
‘What happened?’ And he knew it was the whisky that
emboldened him to ask. But he did want to know.
‘I was working one night at the mortuary at the Queen
Elizabeth Hospital. I’d just called home, expecting him to pick
up. I left a message, then called his mobile, but there was no
answer. I knew he’d been out earlier, and the kids were
overnighting with school friends. I just wanted to say I was
going to be late that night. They’d just wheeled in a body.
Victim of a street attack, and I had to do the PM.’ The deep
breath she drew had a tremble in it as she tried to control
her emotions. ‘I went to the autopsy room to open up the
body bag. And there was Viraj, lying there staring back at me
from the slab. My beautiful boy with his big brown eyes, and
those gorgeous curls falling over his forehead. Sticky with
blood now. His face all swollen and broken. Missing teeth.
Beautiful white, even teeth he’d had. Lips all split and bloody.
Lips that had kissed me so many times. A random attack,
they said. Kids whipped up into a racist fury by anti-
immigration politicians. Killed for the colour of his skin.’ Her
voice cracked. ‘Dead because he followed me here.’
A silent tear tracked its way from her eye to the corner of
her mouth.
Brodie was shocked to his core. ‘I can’t imagine.’ His voice
was the merest whisper in the dark.
‘No, you can’t,’ she said, as if daring him to even try.
He had no idea what to do, or say. And they sat in silence
for the longest time. Until finally she drew a long, quivering
breath and wiped away the tear. She took a sip of whisky
and cleared her throat, a determined effort to change the
direction of their conversation.
‘So what about you?’
‘What about me?’
‘Married?’
His eyes dropped to the glass he clutched in both hands.
‘Widowed,’ he said, and he felt her eyes on him in the dark.
There was another long silence before she said, quietly, ‘Do
you want to tell me?’
He closed his eyes and thought that probably he didn’t. He
had spent most of the last ten years trying to forget. Images
burned into his retinas, scorched into his memory. Pain that
had never left him in all that time. And yet, hadn’t Sita just
bared her soul to him? The whisky speaking, for certain. But
she had told him things she had quite possibly never
revealed to anyone. Opened up her own little box of horrors
to public view. How could he refuse to reveal his to her? A
grown-up version of ‘you show me yours and I’ll show you
mine’.
As if she could read his mind, she said, ‘It’s okay, you don’t
have to.’
But he wanted to now. As if some invisible constraint had
suddenly been removed. He needed to share it with her.
Things he had never spoken about to anyone. And with the
sense of his own death little more than a breath away, he felt
the urge almost to shout it from the rooftops.
‘I was on the night shift,’ he said. Then looked up. ‘Why is
it these things always seem to happen at night?’ He
remembered it had been a warm, humid Glasgow night. He’d
had a fish supper earlier, liberally sprinkled with salt and
vinegar. And he still recalled the taste of it in his mouth when
he threw it up just a few hours later. ‘I was a detective
constable then. Working out of Pacific Quay. I got a message
that the DS wanted to see me. I thought he was behaving
kind of strange. Told me that he was taking me off shift. That
I was needed at home. Said he didn’t have any further
information. But I could tell that he did, and I knew that
something awful must have happened.’
His recollection of it was painfully vivid. The frantic drive
across the city. Turning into the road where he lived. The two
police cars, and an ambulance, sitting outside his home.
Neighbours standing at gates, gazing from windows, an
intermittent blue cast on inquisitive faces.
‘I ran up the steps to the door. There was a cop in uniform
barring the way. He raised a hand and asked where I thought
I was going.’
He heard himself shouting. It’s my fucking house!
‘Someone was crying inside. My daughter. Just crying and
crying. Throaty, like she had cried herself hoarse. Which she
had.’
Sita sat perfectly still. ‘What age was she?’
‘She’d have been seventeen then. Just started at Glasgow
Uni. Everyone was upstairs. A cop on the half landing, and a
couple of ambulance men a few steps above him. Addie was
sitting on the bed in our room, a policewoman with an arm
around her. She was inconsolable. There was a medic. A
woman. She was standing in the open door to the bathroom.
I still remember her turning towards me, eyes wide with
shock, face the colour of chalk. And she must have seen
things in her time.’
He paused to draw breath. Closing his eyes and replaying it
all in the dark.
When he opened them again, he said, ‘She advised me that
it would be better to remain on the landing. Like there was a
chance in hell I was going to stand out there. I glanced into
the bedroom and Addie was staring back at me. The look on
her face . . . I . . . I’ve seen it every night since, when I’m
trying to sleep. The accusation in it. The naked hatred. I felt,
right there and then, like my life was over, whatever it was
that lay beyond the bathroom door. But still I had to look.’
He turned his head slowly towards the window, as if it
might offer a reflective insight into the moment. Wet snow
slapped the black pane and ran down it in slow rivulets, like
tears.
‘I pushed past the medic and stepped into the bathroom.
The overheadlight seemed unnaturally bright, reflecting back
at me off every tiled surface. Like some overexposed film.’
He shook his head. ‘Of course, I realise now it was just my
pupils that were so dilated with the shock.’ A series of short,
rapid breaths tugged at his chest. ‘Mel was lying naked in the
bath. Her eyes were shut, and there was this strange, sad
smile on her lips. First time I’d seen her smiling in months.’
He turned away suddenly from the window, as if he could no
longer bear the vision it was offering him. ‘The water was
crimson with her blood. Marbled darker by it in places. The
woman I’d loved since the first time I ever set eyes on her
was dead.’
He turned now towards Sita.
‘Took her own life. It was Addie who found her. Came
home from a night at the student union, and . . .’ He couldn’t
bring himself to finish. ‘I’d give anything to be able to erase
that moment from her life. It’s when she stopped being my
little girl. It’s when she started hating me.’
Sita’s brows crinkled into a frown. ‘Why would she do that?’
‘Because she blamed me. Mel left a note, you see.’ He gave
a sad little chuckle that nearly choked him. ‘She wasn’t the
most . . . literate person in the world. Articulate in every
way, except on paper. I suppose she’d been trying to explain
why she’d done it. But they were her last confused thoughts,
and they were all jumbled up, difficult to interpret.’ He shut
his eyes again and shook his head. ‘She couldn’t take the
deceit any more, she said, knowing that she no longer loved
me. Even if I had been the love of her life. The affair had
somehow destroyed all her feelings.’ He paused. ‘As if it was
me who’d had the affair.’ He opened his eyes to gaze off into
the darkness. ‘That’s what everyone thought. Including
Addie.’ He turned his gaze towards Sita. ‘Blamed me for
cheating on her mother. Driving her to suicide.’
‘But there was no affair?’
‘There was. Only, it wasn’t me who had it.’ He raised his
glass to empty it and found that he already had. He leaned
forward to grasp the bottle by the neck and refill the glass
before raising it, trembling, to his lips. But the whisky
seemed to have lost its malted flavour now. It tasted harsh
and burned his mouth. ‘Though it didn’t look like that at the
time. I was partnered with a female detective in those days.
Jenny. We were colleagues, mates, but that was all. Jenny
came to the funeral with me for moral support, and Addie
thought she was my lover. How dare I bring my girlfriend to
her mother’s funeral!’
He could still feel the sting of her slap, delivered with all
the power of pure loathing when everyone had left the house
after the wake. Words hurled at him in a fury, barely heard in
the moment, and lost now in time. But the shrill tone of
anger and accusation still lived with him in every moment of
every day. As it would, he knew, till he died.
‘She packed all her stuff in a case and left that night to
stay with a friend. I haven’t seen her or spoken to her since.’
Sita reached through the candlelight in the dark to place a
hand over his and gently squeezed it.
He was overwhelmingly touched, feeling his eyes fill, and
fought to prevent the tears from spilling. Big, macho Scottish
men didn’t show their emotions, after all. He raised his glass
to his mouth and emptied it in a single draught. And the
sound of a glass smashing broke the soft, simmering silence
of the hotel.
They were both startled by it. Sita half turned towards the
barroom door. ‘What was that?’
Brodie blinked away his emotion. ‘Must have been
Brannan. I’ll go and see.’ He was almost glad of the excuse
to break the moment. He lifted a candle from the table and
carried it to the door.
Shadows moved around the walls of the hall as he crossed
it to the open door of the dining room. Empty tables stood in
rows, draped with white cloth, chairs tipped up, a forest of
legs at angles disappearing into darkness. It felt much colder
in here, draughty, and the flame of his candle danced
dangerously close to extinction. He saw shards of glass on
the floor catch its flickering light. Freshly knocked from a
table of wine glasses by someone no longer in evidence.
‘Hello?’ His voice sounded dully in the dark. ‘Brannan?’ No
response.
An icy gust blew out the candle, plunging him into total
darkness. He groped for a tabletop to lay it down and
searched through the pockets of his open parka for the
headlight he had stuffed into one of them earlier. His fingers
found the elastic headband and he pulled it out. A loud bang
somewhere on the other side of the dining room startled him.
He fumbled for the switch on his torch, and bright white light
pierced the gloom. He slipped the elastic over his head to
free both hands and turned his head to rake torchlight across
the dining room. One half of a pair of French windows
opening on to an outside terrace lay open, swinging in the
wind. As he hurried towards it, Brodie saw wet footprints on
the wooden floor. They came fresh from the open door, and
returned to it more faintly. Someone had come in from the
outside and beat a hasty retreat when Brodie entered with
the candle.
Brodie followed the fresh prints from the open door, back
across the dining room and into the hall, where they
vanished in the carpet. Had someone been eavesdropping on
him and Sita in the bar? If so, why? Retreating into the
dining room, the intruder had knocked over a glass,
smashing it on the floor.
Brodie crunched his way through the broken glass now,
heading back to the open door, and stepping out into the
snow that lay ten centimetres thick on the wooden terrace.
There, the footprints that came and went were crisply
imprinted in the fresh fall, and he followed them down the
steps and on to the driveway, zipping up his jacket.
Snowflakes fell through the beam of his torch as he followed
the footsteps through the darkness towards the trees and the
football field beyond.
He could feel his heart pounding distantly beneath fleece
and waterproof layers, cold wet snow settling on his bristled
head. Up ahead, he saw a shadow darting between the trees.
He shouted, ‘Stop!’ but only succeeded in sending the
intruder off at a run. Brodie ran several metres himself into
the trees, but quickly realised he would never catch their
eavesdropper. There had been far too much whisky
consumed. He stopped, breathing heavily for several
moments, before turning reluctantly back to the hotel.
Sita turned in her seat as he came into the bar, surprised
to see the snow on his jacket. He stamped his feet and shook
it off in front of the fire. She said, ‘Who was it?’
‘No idea. But someone was out there in the hall listening to
us talking in here. I don’t know how much they could hear,
or why they would want to, but they ran off through the
snow when I went after them with my torch.’
She stood up, a little unsteadily. ‘How did they get in?’
‘Through French windows in the dining room.’
‘Broke in, you mean?’
Brodie shook his head. ‘There didn’t appear to be any
damage. It couldn’t have been locked.’ He pursed his lips
thoughtfully. ‘But we’d better lock ourselves into our rooms
tonight. Don’t want to offer open invites to any unwanted
guests.’
She lifted her bag and crossed to the fire. ‘You think we’re
in danger?’
He shook his head. ‘No. I mean, why would we be?’
She shivered, in spite of standing in front of the flames. ‘I
don’t like this place,’ she said. ‘I’ve spent half my life with
corpses. But the thought of that dead man folded into the
cake cabinet in the kitchen gives me the willies.’
Younger’s clothes, all laid out now on the table, were torn in
places, badly abraded in others. An anorak over a fleece. Ski
pants. His leather boots were badly lacerated, the uppers on
one of them ripped completely free of the sole. Sita held the
torch as Brodie photographed them.
She packed towels around the body, and got Brodie to
photograph it as well. She was particularly interested in the
face. ‘Look at these,’ she said, running a latexed finger over
irregular-shaped random contusions and abrasions. Most
were broad brush-type abrasions, several of them appearing
over the prominences of the face, around the eye sockets
and high parts of the cheeks. Similar injuries were in
evidence, too, around the rest of his body, but less severe
where he had been protected by his clothes.
Brodie nodded. ‘Injuries from a fall?’
‘Looks like it.’
‘An accident, then?’
‘Not so fast. Look closer.’ As Brodie leaned in to examine
Younger’s face, she said, ‘See? There are multiple blunt force
injuries, different from the others. Look at the left cheek.
There are seven sets of patterned injuries consisting of four
short, parallel abraded contusions, about 3.8 centimetres in
length and 0.4 millimetres apart. And check out the single
faint linear contusion running perpendicular to the groups.’
Brodie could see that the injuries she was describing
formed some kind of a pattern. ‘What do they mean? How
did he get those?’
She looked up and smiled from behind her mask. ‘Someone
hit him, Mr Brodie. Punched him. Someone wearing a very
distinctive pair of gloves. Gloves with some kind of protective
reinforcement along the backs of the fingers, notched with
four horizontal niches at each knuckle to allow the fingers to
flex, and a raised ledge running along the length of each
finger.’ She moved her fingertips to Younger’s forehead. ‘Two
more here as well. And another along the right jawline.’
‘Is that what killed him?’
‘I doubt it. Enough to knock him off his feet, though. Cause
him to fall, which would be consistent with his other injuries.’
Robbie came in with a basin of steaming hot water. ‘This’ll
be too hot to put your hands in just yet.’
‘Put it on the table over there. I won’t need it till I cut him
open.’ She lifted one of Younger’s hands and examined it
closely, turning it this way and that, then fetched a tiny
scalpel and a piece of paper torn from a notebook, before
gently scraping residue from beneath the fingernails of the
right hand to collect on the paper. ‘I think,’ she said, ‘we’ll
find that this is skin. Almost certainly harvested from his
attacker’s face or neck. I’d say our man put up a bit of a
fight. He’ll have left his mark.’ She let the scrapings slide
from the paper into a plastic sample bag and sealed it.
Brodie said, ‘You’ll get DNA from that?’
‘We will.’
‘How soon?’
‘As soon as we get power. The wonders of technology. We
have a very smart little piece of kit these days that can do
on-site DNA analysis. And assuming we have power, then
we’ll also have internet access, and I can run it through the
database.’
‘And cause of death?’
‘You know as well as I do, Detective Inspector, that no
pathologist worth her salt is going to speculate on that until
the autopsy is complete.’ She turned towards Robbie. ‘Do
you have that bucket and stainless steel dish?’
‘I’ll just dash back across the road and get them.’ He
hurried to the door and paused there. ‘My wife will be over in
about an hour, sir, if that suits.’
He nodded. ‘Sure.’ And he turned away quickly to focus on
Sita’s scalpel as she made her Y-incision in the body, cutting
from each shoulder to the breastbone and then all the way
down to the pubis. Although he was losing the hair on his
head, Younger had plenty of it on his body, a tangle of wiry
fair pubic hair on his chest and belly and back, and the fluids
of his autopsy ran freely through it.
It took Sita the best part of three-quarters of an hour to
open him up and remove his organs one by one, transferring
them to the stainless steel bowl that Robbie had brought to
an adjoining table, where she carefully bread-loafed each
one. After Robbie returned, he had stood at the far side of
the room watching at a distance, white face tinged now with
green.
Sita asked the two men to leave the room while she cut
around the skull with her handsaw. ‘We don’t want to be
breathing in any particulates, now, do we?’ she said, double-
layering her own surgical mask and slipping on a pair of
goggles.
Brodie and the young constable stood outside for some
time, stamping their feet to keep warm. ‘Do you want to
come across to the station for a coffee?’ Robbie asked him
eventually.
Brodie shook his head. ‘Better stay around in case I’m
needed.’
Robbie nodded and they stood in awkward silence for some
more minutes.
Then Brodie said, ‘How long have you been here?’
‘Since I was twenty-three. So about seven years, I guess. I
was at Inverness before. Then this posting came up, and I
thought, why the hell not? I grew up myself in a village near
Fort William. I like the informality of village life.’ He
shrugged. ‘Lifestyle’s much more important to me than
career. I mean, I guess I might have thought about moving
on, climbing the ladder, but then I met Addie.’ He allowed
himself a fond laugh. ‘And, well, here I still am. Got a young
kid now, too, so that makes a difference. You got family?’
Brodie couldn’t meet his eye. He just nodded, and breathed
out slowly. ‘Yeah.’
Robbie waited for Brodie to tell him more, but when no
further elucidation was forthcoming, they fell into an
awkward silence, and Brodie was relieved ten minutes later
to hear Sita calling from the surgery. They went back in.
She was peeling off her latex gloves and freeing her hair
from its plastic protection, shaking it free to tumble over her
shoulders. On the table behind her stood an array of jars and
plastic bags with all the samples she would take back with
her for laboratory analysis. The body was all sewn up, the
skull cap replaced, and Younger looked as if he had just been
carried off the set of the latest Frankenstein movie.
Finally she broke the silence she had maintained
throughout most of the post-mortem. Ready to pronounce on
cause of death. ‘Disarticulated vertebrae in the neck,’ she
said. ‘Cut the spinal cord clean through. That would certainly
have killed him, even if the multiple fractures of his skull
hadn’t. Both forearms broken, right tibia. It was quite a fall, I
think.’
‘As a result of the blows struck by his attacker?’ Brodie
said.
‘Well, we can speculate on that. But all I can say for certain
is that he was in a heck of a fight before the fall.’ She started
to remove her apron, then paused. ‘There’s some other stuff,
though. Weird stuff that I can’t quite explain.’
‘Weird in what way?’
‘It might not even be related.’ She thought about it some
more. ‘There was sloughing off of the gut mucosa. With a fair
bit of inflammation. In the lungs, too. I mean, with a big fall
like he had, pulmonary contusion would be possible.’ She
paused to explain. ‘Lung bruising. But because he died pretty
quickly, there wouldn’t have been any accompanying
inflammation. I sampled some random areas of the lung for
microscopic examination. And there was plenty of
haemorrhaging and inflammation, which I really wouldn’t
have expected to see. It doesn’t fit with trauma, or being
frozen.’ She shrugged and smiled. ‘Can’t know everything.
But I’ll get some detailed analysis done on the samples.’
A tentative knock at the door brought colour to Brodie’s
face, and his heart beat faster.
A young woman’s voice called, ‘Are you finished in there?’
Robbie turned towards the open body bag. ‘Can we . . . ?’
‘Of course,’ Sita said, and zipped it up to conceal Younger
from innocent eyes.
Robbie crossed the room to open the door and Addie
stepped in. She seemed hesitant. Her smile was uncertain.
She said, ‘Hi.’
Addie had barely changed in all the years since Brodie had
last set eyes on her. A little older. The faintest evidence of
crow’s feet at the corners of her eyes. She was carrying a
little more weight. But then, she’d had a baby. She still
looked fit, though. All that climbing up and down Binnein
Mòr, and the other mountains in the Mamores where she had
installed her weather stations. Her hair was the same silky
chestnut brown falling to fine, square shoulders. Her eyes
and mouth were still Mel’s. He had always seen more of her
mother in her than himself. If she had inherited anything of
him, it was his temper.
She looked around the room, nodding acknowledgement to
Sita, and then her eyes fell on her father. He saw the
momentary confusion in them as she processed disbelief,
which morphed to realisation, and then to anger. It didn’t
take long.
‘What the fuck . . . ?’ An almost involuntary exclamation
under her breath. Then the explosion. ‘What the hell are you
doing here?’
Robbie was startled. ‘Addie!’
But like a terrier following a scent and deaf to its owner’s
calls, she ignored him, focused entirely on her father. She
was shaking her head. ‘This can’t be a coincidence. You must
have known. You planned this, didn’t you?’
Brodie was surprised by the calm he heard in his own
voice. ‘Nobody plans for murder, Addie.’
Robbie cut in, perplexed. ‘Wait a minute. You two know
each other?’
Addie still wasn’t listening, but was deflected by the word
murder. She flashed a look at Sita. ‘Murder? That man I
found was murdered?’
Sita was startled by this unexpected turn of events, and
nodded mutely.
Addie was stopped momentarily in her tracks. But it didn’t
last. She freed herself of the thought and turned blazing eyes
back on her father. ‘Why? Why now, after all these years?
What did you think? That I was going to throw my arms
around your neck, and say, Daddy, everything’s forgiven?’
Robbie dragged his gaze away from his wife and turned it
towards Brodie with incredulity. ‘You’re her father?’
Brodie was embarrassed. ‘I’m sorry,’ he said. ‘I should
have told you.’
But nothing was going to stop Addie. ‘Oh, yes, sorry! That’s
you all over, isn’t it? Always sorry.’
Robbie stepped in firmly, embarrassment giving way to
anger. ‘Addie, stop it!’ He took her by the shoulders, but
pulled up short of shaking them. ‘I don’t know what’s going
on between you two.’ He drew a sharp breath. ‘Because, let’s
face it, you’ve always told me that both your parents were
dead.’
She tore her eyes away from Brodie, and a fleeting
moment of guilt diluted the anger in them.
Robbie said, ‘This is a murder investigation, for Christ’s
sake. You’re a material witness. And like it or not, you’re
going to have to take your father up the mountain to show
him where you found the body. Now, I suggest you get a
hold of yourself, go home and get changed for the climb.’
She glared at him with naked hostility. ‘Whose side are you
on?’
‘I’m on the side of the law, Addie.’ He made a determined
effort to lower the pitch of his voice. ‘Now go and get
changed.’ He let go of her shoulders.
She stood trembling with anger and humiliation. Then
turned her eyes beyond her husband to settle again on her
father. ‘See?’ she said. ‘All these years I’ve been happy
without you. You’re back in my life for two minutes and
causing conflict already.’
As she turned to the door, one of the gloves she’d been
clutching and twisting in her hands fell to the floor. But she
wasn’t about to ruin her exit, and ignored it as she stomped
off through the snow. Robbie was too embarrassed to notice.
He half turned towards Brodie, barely able to meet his eye.
‘I’m sorry about that,’ he said. ‘I’ll speak to her.’ And he
hurried out into the chill of the morning in pursuit of his
inexplicably hostile wife.
Brodie stepped to the door and stooped to pick up the
glove. Soft, hand-sewn lambskin, turned over at the wrist. It
was still warm, and for a moment it felt like holding her
hand. He raised it to his face and breathed in her scent
deeply before closing the door. Then he turned to find Sita
staring at him. Concern was etched deeply in the lines
around her mouth, and reflected in the light that diffused the
darkness of her eyes. ‘Your daughter? Really?’ She hesitated.
‘Of course, you knew?’
He nodded and she closed her eyes.
‘For God’s sake, Brodie. I mean, she’s right. What on earth
did you hope to achieve?’
He hadn’t achieved it yet, and he wasn’t about to tell her.
‘Do they know? In Glasgow, I mean. Your bosses?’
He shook his head. ‘No.’
She sighed in frustration. ‘They would never have sent you
if they had. And you should never have volunteered, if that’s
what you did. Your daughter found the body. She’s a
potential suspect.’
‘Addie didn’t kill anybody.’
‘You don’t know that. No one knows that.’
‘You think she’s big enough and strong enough to punch a
man the size of Younger off the top of a mountain?’
‘No, of course not. But that’s not the point.’
‘What is?’
‘That you should not be involved with this investigation in
any way. You have to declare a family interest. They’ll send
someone else.’
‘We have no power, remember. No comms. No way to
contact HQ. So I’m just going to have to make the best of it.’
She stared at him for a long time, the slightest shaking of
her head. ‘Why did you come?’
‘There are matters I need to settle before . . .’ His voice
tailed away. ‘Just things I need to settle.’
The slightest cant of her head, the faintest narrowing of her
eyes, posed a question that she didn’t frame in words.
Perhaps suspecting that there would be no answer
forthcoming.
Brodie looked at Addie’s glove in his hands and said, ‘I’ve
heard that sometimes gloves can be a good source of DNA. A
tear in the cuticle, a spot of blood dried into the lining.’ He
looked up. ‘Is that right?’
She frowned. ‘It’s been known.’
He took a step towards her and held out the glove. ‘Any
chance you could look for a sample in this?’
Now she was incredulous. She took the glove. ‘You just told
me there’s no way you think she’s involved in Younger’s
murder.’
He scoffed. ‘Of course she’s not.’ He crossed the room to
where he had draped his parka over the back of a chair, and
turned the hood inside out. There were quite a number of
hairs trapped in the fleece from a time before his razor cut,
when his hair had been longer. He teased some of it free and
held it out to her. ‘If you find some, maybe you could check
it against mine. See if there’s a familial match.’
‘You think there might not be?’
‘I’d just be grateful if you could do that for me.’ He paused.
‘Can you?’
She took the hair and slipped it into a resealable evidence
bag. ‘You sure you want to know?’
He pursed his lips, and she saw the sadness in his eyes as
he nodded, almost imperceptibly.
CHAPTER TWELVE
Brodie walked back to the hotel, following the tyre tracks on
the B863. He crossed the bridge spanning the stream they
called Allt Coire na Bà, where it ran in spate down from Grey
Mare’s Waterfall before joining the River Leven as it
debouched into the loch. Across the valley, the windows of
the school simmered darkly. Absent of the sound of children’s
voices. There were no footprints breaking the surface of the
freshly fallen snow on the school playing field. No power, so
no school. Frustrated schoolkids no doubt sitting at home
staring at blank TV screens, unable even to fire up games on
their PlayStation Fifteens. No evidence, either, of them
playing outside. Perhaps they had forgotten how.
Robbie had told him he would bring Sita and the body, and
all her kit and samples, back to the hotel once she had
cleaned up. Brodie wanted to get up on to the mountain
before the light began to fade.
Brannan’s four-by-four was nowhere in evidence when
Brodie reached the International. He pushed open the main
door, kicked the snow off his boots, and walked into the
hallway. It was silent as the grave in there. Gloomy without
any direct sunlight spilling through windows. He called out,
but there was no response. He was hungry, but there was no
time to go foraging for food. Instead, he climbed the stairs
and went into his room to prepare for the mountain.
He pulled on elasticated stretch pants over his long johns,
and a microfleece top over a synthetic base layer. The
weather was dry, with no imminent risk of further snow, so
he would wear his down-filled North Face parka on top of
that.
He sat on the bed to pull on a pair of stiff-soled B2-rated
mountaineering boots, and attach the snow gaiters that
would keep his lower legs dry. His articulated C2 crampons
lay on the duvet. He would put them in his pack and attach
them to his boots when they emerged from the woods to
begin the climb up through the snow.
His gloves, which extended to cover his forearms, were a
halfway house between a glove and a mitten, with separate
sheaths for thumb and forefinger. He stuffed them in his
pack, and before pulling on his woollen hat to cover his ears,
caught sight of himself in the mirror above the sink.
Unshaven, complexion like putty, salt-and-pepper silver
stubbled hair. The face with which he had greeted his
daughter for the first time in ten years. And he thought how
old he looked, and weary. And in that brief encounter had felt
how much she hated him still.
Robbie had promised that Addie would meet him at the
Grey Mare’s car park. He half expected she wouldn’t be
there, and half hoped he might be right. He was, he realised,
dreading the climb with her. He had no idea what he was
going to say. Had rehearsed nothing. Taken the decision to
come on the spur of the moment, and like a marriage made
in haste, was regretting it at leisure. But he also had a job to
do. A man had been murdered. Outside help was not an
option, since he had no way of contacting Glasgow. So he
was on his own. In more ways than one.
He was in the downstairs hall when the power came back
on. Lights flickered to life in the dining room, and he heard
the refrigeration units in the kitchen kick in. He checked the
time. It was approaching midday. He swithered briefly about
whether or not to check in with Glasgow and report Sita’s
findings. Instinctively, he touched his breast pocket to check
that his iCom glasses in their protective case were still there.
He decided against making the call. It would only delay him.
And complicate things. He needed the time with Addie that
the climb would give him, and would call when he got back.
He left the hotel and made his way through the trees to the
football field. Now that the power was back on, he could get
the eVTOL charging for the return journey. As he walked
through the gate on to the pitch, he stopped. There were
more tracks now than previously. Robbie’s tyre tracks had
obliterated the initial single set of footprints leading out to
the e-chopper that they had spotted earlier. He could see
where the three of them had got out of the vehicle to recover
Sita’s Storm case. And the original set of prints that had
circled Eve before heading off to the smaller gate on the far
side of the field. Now a second set of prints came from that
same gate and circled the chopper before disappearing
among the tyre tracks towards the pavilion outside the main
gate. Perfectly possible, of course, that it was just some
curious local, though Brodie reflected he had seen precious
few folk out and about on this morning after the storm. He
circled the eVTOL himself to check for damage, or any sign of
forced entry. But there was nothing.
He sighed and opened the hatch to access the charging
cable, and tracked off with it across the field towards the
pavilion. There he found the charging hub and plugged it in.
It seemed like an archaic process, but he figured it was
probably just as efficient as wireless charging. Lights on the
reader attached to the plug unit flashed green, which
satisfied him that Eve was taking a charge. And piercing
unbroken snow with the point of his walker’s ice axe, he set
off with nervous trepidation for the rendezvous with his
daughter.
They stood on the lip of the drop into the Corrie of the Two
Lochans and felt how the wind had picked up. Brodie planted
his legs well apart to keep his balance.
Addie braced herself too, but shook her head as she gazed
down into the deep hollowed cavity on the north side of the
mountain. ‘There’s been so much snow in the last few days,’
she said. ‘I can’t even see the ice tunnel now. I don’t know if
I’ll be able to find it again.’
There were two ridges flanking the corrie, and they took
the one on the west side. It was steep, very nearly sheer in
places, and their descent was slow and careful, leaning
towards the perpendicular using their crampons for grip and
their ice axes for balance.
As they descended into the shadow on the north side of the
mountain, they felt the temperature drop, and Brodie
paused, bracing himself against the angle, to remove his
iCom glasses and slip them back into their protective case.
When he looked up again, he saw Addie watching him.
She turned away quickly and they slithered down the side
of the ridge and into the corrie itself, to traverse the snow
that had gathered thickly in the hollow. Breathlessly, Addie
said, ‘It was somewhere over here. Right in the deepest
part.’ She stopped to scan the contour of the slope. ‘You
know, thirty years ago, snow hunters used to scour the
mountains for snow patches that survived throughout the
year.’
‘Why would they do that?’
She shrugged. ‘Who knows? To note and monitor them for
posterity, I guess. The thing is, there were precious few of
them around back then. And as global temperatures rose,
they vanished altogether. Gone by the late spring. Now
there’s hundreds of them all over the mountains, lying in
deep corries just like this one all year round.’
Brodie squatted in the snow, using his ice axe to keep his
balance. Her change towards him was small, and subtle, but
hadn’t gone unnoticed. At least she was talking to him.
‘That’s something I’ve never really understood,’ he said. ‘How
it got cold here and hotter nearly everywhere else.’
Her look was scathing. ‘Probably because, like everyone
else, you just weren’t paying attention.’ He felt the sting of
her rebuke. But she wasn’t finished. ‘Bet you didn’t even care
to know. Certainly didn’t care enough to do anything about
it.’
‘Maybe you’d like to explain it to me, then. Since you’re the
one with the degree.’
She detected and reacted to his sarcasm. ‘It’s perfectly
simple. Simple enough even for you to understand. You’ve
heard of the Gulf Stream, I suppose.’
‘Of course.’
‘Yeah, well, it pretty much doesn’t exist any more. It
brought warm water from the Gulf of Mexico north-east
across the Atlantic. The whole of western Europe was warmer
as a result. Particularly Scotland. I mean, if you look at other
countries on the same latitude as Scotland, you’d see that
snow and ice are the norm. Basically we line up with the
whole of the Alaskan panhandle.’
She exhaled through pursed lips, and Brodie saw that there
was an anger simmering deep inside her.
‘When the Greenland ice sheet started melting, all that
freezing meltwater plunged south and basically stopped the
Gulf Stream in its tracks.’ She paused. ‘It got colder. And
then there’s the jet stream. I suppose you know what that is,
too?’
‘I’ve heard of it.’
‘A stream of air circling the northern hemisphere. Caused
by warm air rising from the equator, meeting cold air
dropping from the Arctic. It used to be that if the jet stream
sat higher than usual, we would have a good summer. Lower,
and it would be crap. But when global temperatures started
rising, the air from the equator got hotter and disrupted the
flow of it. Deforming it into peaks and troughs. The peaks
drew up even hotter air, and the troughs pulled cold air down
from the Arctic, from a circulation up there called the Arctic
vortex. Put everything together, and suddenly Scotland’s got
the climate of northern Norway, and the equator’s so fucking
hot, no one can live there any more.’
She took a deep breath as if to try and calm the passion
that was the cause of her agitation. And she turned further
recrimination towards her father.
‘That’s what happens when you don’t fucking listen. That’s
the legacy your generation left mine.’
Brodie stood up as he felt anger spike through him. The
temper that he had passed on to his daughter. ‘Oh, I was
listening. Like everyone else. It was practically all you ever
fucking heard about. Climate change. Global warming. How
we all had to do our bit. And a lot of us did. But the big boys
didn’t, did they? China, India, Russia, America. The economic
imperative or something, they called it. The need to keep on
sucking fossil fuels from the ground and burning the fucking
stuff, because too many people were making too much
money doing just that.’ He waved his ice axe towards the
heavens. ‘And what could ordinary folk like me or you do
about it? Fuck all. It’s like when they tell us we’re going to
war. Or they’re going to spent billions on nuclear weapons.
Or refuse entry to starving immigrants. Whether we agree
with any of it or not.’
‘You could have taken to the streets.’
He breathed his scorn into the wind. ‘Oh, yeah, that works.
Disrupt the flow of daily life and people get pissed off with
you. Protest in sufficient numbers and the authorities send in
the riot police. You get one chance to change things, Addie.
Once every four years. You put the other lot in, and it turns
out they’re just the same.’ He rammed the point of his ice
axe into the snow. ‘In the end, that’s why I stopped listening.
Stopped caring. And it doesn’t matter what generation you
belong to, nothing changes. It’s the same people abusing the
same power, and making the same money.’
He found that he was breathing hard now, shocked by a
passion he didn’t know he possessed. She was staring at
him. But it wasn’t hate he saw there. She was startled. He
grew suddenly self-conscious and tried a smile that didn’t
quite work.
‘Don’t know where that came from.’
She stood staring at him for a moment longer, then turned
away suddenly. ‘I’ll see if I can find that ice tunnel.’
I’d been meeting her at the Cafe21 for maybe six months.
Sometimes there was bruising. Sometimes there wasn’t. I
never mentioned it when there was. And she never once
talked about her life with Jardine. It was like, you know, a cat
that hides its head beneath a cushion and thinks if it can’t
see you, you can’t see it. We were just pretending we had a
life together. If we didn’t talk about the rest of it, then it
didn’t exist.
It was one early spring day when we met in the late
afternoon and she told me she wouldn’t have to be home till
late that night. Jardine thought she was going on a girls’
night out, and wasn’t expecting her to be there when he got
in from work.
I remember thinking I could take her to a movie, or out for
a meal somewhere. Maybe even take in a show in town. I
made a couple of suggestions, and she sat there looking at
her hands folded in her lap. Then she raised her eyes to mine
and said, ‘Maybe we could just go to your place.’
My heart kind of thundered around in my chest for a
minute before pushing up into my throat and damn near
choking me. I knew this was what they called a watershed
moment. The direction of our relationship was about to
change course. And if we went with the flow, there would be
no way back.
We took a taxi to my place at Maryhill. Sitting in the back
saying nothing. But we held hands for the first time. I mean,
it was really no big deal. But it kind of was. I was so nervous.
It wasn’t like I’d never slept with a girl before. There’d been
a few. But this was different. I wanted it to be amazing. The
best ever. And I was scared it wouldn’t be.
I thought maybe she felt that way, too. But when we got
back to the flat, she was all over me the minute the door was
closed. Hungry for me, like she hadn’t eaten in a month. And
all my fears fell away, like the trail of clothes we left on the
floor on the way to the bedroom. Jesus! And it was amazing.
Better than I could ever have hoped. Better than I could ever
have imagined. I was so lost in her, so blind to the future,
that I couldn’t see how impossible it all would become.
Addie was conceived that night, though I didn’t know that
till much later. But I told Mel for the first time that I loved
her. First time, actually, that I ever told anyone that. I’d
never had the faintest idea what love was, or how it was
supposed to feel. But I did now, even if I couldn’t put it into
words.
We lay together afterwards, till it got dark and street lamps
sent their orange light through the window in long boxes
deformed by the tangle of quilt on the bed. We said nothing
in all that time, till finally it was Mel who broke the silence.
And she said, quite simply, ‘Cammie, I’m scared.’
I was parked on the other side of the river, and sat waiting
there for Mel for nearly half an hour after the sentencing was
over. I was beginning to think she’d stood me up when I saw
her trauchling across the Albert Bridge. She looked like she
had the weight of the world on her shoulders, and there was
something infinitely sad about the way she held herself.
I’d seen her only a couple of times, and briefly, since the
crash. I had no idea what she’d had to deal with, what kind
of relationship she had with Jardine’s relatives, or the friends
who had probably come to Soutra Place to offer comfort and
who knew what else. I was sure she must have been to visit
Jardine in the remand wing at Barlinnie. All of which meant I
had no real idea where we stood now. And, in all likelihood,
no say in where we went from here.
She slipped into the passenger seat and sat gazing out the
windscreen, back across the river towards the High Court. I
couldn’t even bring myself to speak. Afraid that, whatever I
said, it would be the wrong thing. I saw a single tear track its
way slowly down her cheek. She said, ‘My mother had a
weakness for the horses. Had an account with the local
bookie. Sometimes she’d place her bet by phone. But more
often than not, she went to the bookie’s in person. They
always made a fuss of her there. And quite often she’d take
me. Showing me off. She was still a good-looking woman
then and liked folk to think we were sisters. I was probably
only fifteen when I first met Lee there.’
She glanced at me. She knew I didn’t like her to talk about
him, so this was the first time I’d heard how they met.
‘He had a sort of wide-boy charm, you know. My mum was
a good bit older than him, of course, but I think he quite
fancied her. He could make her laugh, and he worked hard at
it.’ She paused, lost in wordless recollection. ‘I was eighteen
when my mum OD’d. The guys from the bookie’s all came to
the funeral, and it was Lee who took me home after.’ She
shrugged. ‘That was the start of it, I suppose.’
And I had the first inkling of what it was that drew her to
him like a moth to the flame. He was more than a lover. He
was the father figure she’d never known. No matter how
abusive he got, he was some kind of anchor. Gave her life
shape and stability, even if the only predictability in it was
that he would get drunk every weekend and raise his fists to
her. I remembered her telling me that first time we met how
he’d bring her flowers and chocolates, and take her out to
nice restaurants after the violence. His way of showing
penitence for the way he was when he drank.
I said, ‘It’s over, Mel. You’re free of him.’
She turned and looked at me. ‘Free?’
‘To start a new life. Build a future that doesn’t include
violence and abuse.’
She nodded and wiped away that single tear. ‘I’m
pregnant, Cam.’
I was so shocked, at first I couldn’t even speak. I was
scared to ask, but I had to know. ‘Is it . . . mine?’
She nodded.
‘How can you be sure?’
And she raised her voice, just a little, to lend it certainty.
‘Because I am.’ She looked at me so directly then that I very
nearly had to look away. ‘That new future you see for me,
Cam: it won’t be anything if it doesn’t include the father of
my child.’ As if she thought for one moment that I would let
her go. Either of them.
Back at the hotel, Brodie forced himself to eat the two fried
eggs with Lorne sausage that Brannan had prepared for
breakfast, and drank nearly a whole carton of orange juice.
Then he returned to his room to wash and change, and
gazing at his ravaged face in the mirror, decided that a shave
might make him feel better. He had just laced up his climbing
boots and was pulling on his North Face when there was a
knock at the door. He thought it was probably Brannan with
news of Joe Jackson. ‘Yeah?’
The door opened and Addie stood framed in the doorway.
For a young woman who always seemed so sure of
everything, in that moment she looked very uncertain. He
straightened up and gazed at her with an ache of regret
somewhere deep inside.
She said, ‘Robbie told me about Dr Roy. I wanted to come
last night, but he said you might not be very . . . receptive.’
He forced a smile. ‘He might have been right.’ He paused.
‘Why would you want to come anyway?’
He saw a tiny shrug of her shoulders. ‘I don’t know.
Seemed like such a shitty thing. I suppose I just wanted to
say sorry.’
‘It’s not your fault.’
‘No. I mean . . . just sorry for all that’s happened. To Dr
Roy and everything.’
He looked away. ‘She was a nice lady. Lost her husband a
while back. Had two young kids, too.’ He felt himself choking
up again. ‘She didn’t deserve that.’ He zipped up his parka. ‘I
could use your help if you have time.’
‘With what?’
‘I’m going to look for Younger’s car.’
‘You know where it is?’
‘No. But I figure he probably drove it as close to the start
of the climb as he could get. If he took the route that you
and I did, that would be the Grey Mare’s car park. And it’s
not there. So . . .’
‘He would have taken the old military road,’ Addie said, ‘if
he was going the other way.’ She paused. ‘But it would be
crazy for a beginner to attempt that route up the mountain.’
‘Aye,’ Brodie said. ‘Just the sort of thing someone who
didn’t know any better might do. But to be fair to him, he did
actually get to the summit.’
‘If he’d left his car somewhere on the road, it would have
been seen.’
‘Maybe.’ He picked McLeish’s map off the bed and traced
the line of the old military road. ‘It looks like there’s some
kind of off-road area here.’ He stabbed a finger at it. It was
well above the stream that ran down through the trees and
eventually tumbled over the rocks at Grey Mare’s Waterfall. ‘I
don’t want to have to go the long way round and follow the
road up to it. Can you guide me through the trees from
below?’
She sighed, pressing her lips together. He knew that look.
That forced concentration when she was undecided about
something.
He said, ‘One way or the other, I’m going. But it might
make things easier if . . .’ He let his voice trail away.
She gave him a hard look with her mother’s eyes. ‘Since
you never answered me the last time, I’m going to ask again.
Why are you here, Dad? Really? It’s not for this, is it?’ She
waved an arm vaguely around herself. ‘Some missing person.
A murder enquiry. I mean, do your bosses even know I’m
your daughter?’
Grudgingly he shook his head.
‘I didn’t think so.’
‘I volunteered.’
She forced a breath of deep frustration through her lips.
‘Why?’
‘There’s stuff I have to tell you.’
She shook her head vigorously. ‘I don’t want to hear it.’
‘I know you don’t. But you have to.’
‘I don’t have to hear anything from you.’
‘Yes, you do!’ His suddenly raised voice startled her. ‘Addie,
I’ve held things inside of me for the last ten years. Mostly
guilt.’
‘And now you want to offload it on to me.’
‘No.’ He was shaking his head slowly, internalising some
buried pain. ‘I’ll take my guilt with me to the grave.’ He
turned penetrating blue eyes on her. Eyes that were filled
with something she had never seen before. Something she
couldn’t define. But they were almost chilling in the way they
violated all her outer defences. ‘There are things I need to
tell you. Things you need to know.’ He hesitated. ‘And I need
to tell you now, because . . .’ He couldn’t bring himself to say
it.
Something in his desperation caused her heart to skip a
beat. ‘Because what?’ And perhaps because she feared the
answer, she provided one for herself. ‘Because it’ll make you
feel better?’
All the fight went out of him. She saw him go limp, and his
gaze drifted away to some far-off place. ‘Because if I don’t
tell you now, I never will, and you’ll never know the truth.’
Now she really was afraid to ask. Her voice was very small.
‘Why?’
His eyes flickered up to meet hers and she saw the defeat
in them. ‘I’m dying, Addie. Be lucky if I have six months.’ He
managed a sad chuckle. ‘If you can call that luck.’
The silence that lay between them was the same silence
that had remained unbridged for ten years. Addie gazed at
him for a very long time before she leaned over to pick up
the map from the bed and said, ‘Tell me on the way up.’
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
The woods lay silent under their thick blanket of snow. Large
snowflakes drifted down through the trees as they crossed
the stream and began the steep ascent towards the old
military road somewhere far above.
Addie made no attempt to outpace him this time, and the
only sound to disturb the still of the morning was the air they
sucked in and breathed out, and the rush of white water
somewhere nearby as it fell from Grey Mare’s Waterfall to
break over the jumble of rocks below.
They paused after a while to look back towards the village
and the loch. The hills were lost in cloud that seemed to
come down almost to the water’s edge, where reflections of
the sky were drowned in shades of grey. Brodie sat down on
a rock to catch his breath. ‘You know, I’ve been here nearly
two days now, and I’ve hardly seen a soul.’
‘The village is like a graveyard in winter,’ Addie said. ‘Not
many more than five hundred live here year-round now.
You’ll see folk at church on a Sunday, or at the Co-op when
you go for your messages. And if you head down to the pub
at night, there’s usually someone there you know. But when
the weather’s like this, people just tend to stay indoors. I
guess it was different when the smelter was still on the go,
and from all accounts it was like the gold rush when they
were building the nuclear plant. Changed days, though.’
It was as if by speaking of things inconsequential, they
might avoid addressing the elephant in the woods.
Brodie inclined his head to look up through the tall pines
towards the sky. ‘Not a breath of wind,’ he said.
She nodded. ‘The calm before the storm.’
He turned to look at her. ‘Another one?’
‘A biggie. Coming in off the Atlantic. They’re forecasting
hurricane-force winds. Rain turning to ice. And eventually to
snow. We’ll be buried in it here. And probably lose power
again. Storm Idriss, they’re calling it.’
‘We’d better move, then.’ Brodie got stiffly back to his feet,
and they started once more over rough ground. Snow lay in
patches, and winter-dead ferns bowed their heads under the
weight of it.
Without looking at him, she said, ‘So, are you going to tell
me?’
He summoned courage and strength from diminishing
reserves and after a few more steps, said, ‘You know how
your mother and I met, don’t you?’
And he heard the hint of sarcasm in her retort. ‘You
rescued her from an abusive relationship.’
Brodie was unaccountably irritated. ‘He was a drunk! And
with a drink in him, he was violent.’
She muttered under her breath so that he barely caught it,
‘Another addictive personality.’
‘What?’
She shook her head and breathed exasperation like smoke
into the cold. ‘Nothing.’ And quickly refocusing, said, ‘So you
got Mum’s drunken partner put away.’
He stopped, taken aback. ‘Is that what she told you?’
She shrugged. Neither confirmation nor denial.
He said, ‘Lee Jardine was sent down for twenty years for
drink driving.’
Addie glanced at him sideways. ‘That seems a bit extreme.’
‘He crashed his car into an SUV, killing a mother and her
two children.’
Which stopped her in her tracks. ‘Jesus,’ she said,
forgetting that she was supposed to be the sceptic here.
Then she recovered herself. ‘That must have been very
convenient for you. With the competition out of the way, my
mother was all yours.’
Brodie said, ‘Think yourself lucky, Addie. Mel would never
have left him. And she was already pregnant. So he could
have ended up being your dad. And no doubt when he got
drunk on the weekend, you’d have been on the receiving end
of his fists, too. Or worse. Your life would have been very
different.’
She stared at him, horrified by the thought, then was
struck by another. Something unthinkable. ‘I’m not . . .’ She
could hardly bring herself to give voice to it. ‘I’m not his, am
I?’
‘Your mother swore not. And I’ve never had any reason to
disbelieve her.’ Even though the tiny seed of doubt
somewhere deep inside him had never quite gone away.
But the thought clearly wouldn’t leave her, and he could
see all the uncertainty gathering like a storm behind her
eyes. She turned abruptly and started off again through the
trees, long legs powering up the incline so that he struggled
to keep up with her. Then she stopped again, turning as he
finally caught up. ‘Why are you going to die?’ she demanded.
He shrugged. ‘Does it matter?’
She thought about it, then shook her head. ‘Probably not.’
She paused. ‘Cancer, I suppose.’
‘Isn’t it always?’
She pursed her lips. ‘So what happened between you and
Mum? I want the truth. I deserve that.’
‘You do, Addie. And it’s all I’ve ever wanted to tell you.’ He
hesitated. ‘But you won’t like it.’
The storm bubbling up behind her eyes was as ominous as
the clouds gathering overhead. ‘Try me.’
He drew a deep breath, and steadied himself on the incline
with his climbing stick. ‘You were seventeen, Addie, when
Jardine got out on licence. The moment I heard about it, I
knew things would end badly. He’d had such a . . .’ He
searched for the right words. ‘Such a Svengali-like hold over
your mother . . .’
CHAPTER NINETEEN
2040
From the moment Tiny told me about Jardine’s release, I had
this sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. Just the thought
that he was out there, walking the streets again, made my
blood run cold. I couldn’t get that old Scots aphorism out of
my head: ye’re a lang time deid. That woman he killed, and
her two children. They were still dead. They would never
walk the streets again. And here he was, out, with half a life
still ahead of him.
I should have known better, but I did everything I could to
try and keep the news of his release from Mel. I was scared
how she might react. Even after all these years, and the life
we’d made together, I was still afraid of the hold he had on
her. The hold he might still have on her.
We moved in different social circles then. We lived in
Pollokshields. Addie had gone to a good school. And she’d
just started university. It was inconceivable to me that Mel
would hear about Jardine’s release by chance. Or that we
would bump into him on some night out in town. We were
regulars at the Theatre Royal now, and the bars and
restaurants round about, which were not establishments that
a guy like Jardine was likely to frequent.
I don’t know why I didn’t think of it, but of course I should
have known that he would seek her out. And, I mean, she
wouldn’t be that hard to find.
I said nothing about Jardine, and life went on like before.
At first I thought it was all going to be okay. But gradually, I
became aware that Mel was changing. It was so subtle at
first that I didn’t notice. I can’t even remember now how long
it was before I did.
There was an increasing lethargy about her. She became
tense and irritable. I saw that she was drinking more in the
evenings, even when I wasn’t there. She hardly ever
laughed, and I had become so accustomed over the years to
the peel of her laughter ringing out around the house. And,
even then, it didn’t occur to me why. I’m so bloody stupid!
Maybe if I’d cottoned on sooner . . .
It was pure chance in the end that I stumbled on the truth.
She’d left her phone on the kitchen table. I don’t know where
she was. Somewhere else in the house. But it chimed. You
know, that sound it makes when there’s an incoming text.
The notification appeared briefly on her welcome screen, and
I had time to read it before it vanished, lost behind a
passcode that she’d always kept from me.
Leonardo, Friday at 7. L.
I didn’t twig initially. She’d told me she was meeting a
girlfriend for drinks on Friday. Leonardo? Had to be some
kind of pub in town. Then it occurred to me that the
girlfriend’s name was Sarah. So who was L? And then it
dawned on me with an awful clarity. Lee. It was Lee! He was
meeting her at seven on Friday at somewhere called
Leonardo. I went online and googled it. The only thing I could
find was the Leonardo Inn. I knew the place. Out west on the
Great Western Road. It had been there for donkeys. In the
old days it had been known as the Pond Hotel.
I could scarcely believe it. Until I ran my mind back over
the previous few weeks. The number of times she’d been
meeting this girlfriend or that. And it felt then like my life had
just ended.
I didn’t even notice her coming back into the kitchen.
Didn’t hear her when she spoke to me. At least, not the first
time. Then I heard her saying, ‘Cam, Cam, are you with us?’
I looked up, and she had her phone in her hand. ‘Sorry,’ I
said. ‘I was away in a dwam.’ But she was the one not
listening now, as she read her text, and suddenly slipped her
phone in the back pocket of her jeans like it was burning her
fingers. I knew then that I had lost her.
THE END
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
I would like to offer my grateful thanks to those who gave so
generously of their time and expertise during my researches
for A Winter Grave. In particular, I would like to express my
gratitude to Dr Steve Campman, medical examiner, San
Diego, California, USA, for his advice on forensics and
pathology; Mo Thomson, photographer, whose amazing still
and drone photography substituted for my eyes and ears in
Kinlochleven and on Binnein Mòr, when Covid-19 made it
difficult for me to travel. Mo’s virtual eVTOL flights from
Glasgow to Mull and through Glencoe to Loch Leven, as well
as his simulated flights to the summit of Binnein Mòr and into
the corries, provided stunning insights into the landscape;
Professor Jim Skea, co-chair of Working Group III of the
United Nations Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change
(IPCC), and member of the UK government Committee on
Climate Change for his advice on my climate change
scenario; Cameron McNeish, author, Scottish wilderness
hiker, backpacker and mountaineer for his insights on snow,
and climbing Binnein Mòr.
Table of Contents
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Title
Copyright
Dedication
CONTENTS
AUTHOR’S NOTE
PROLOGUE
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
CHAPTER NINETEEN
CHAPTER TWENTY
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
CHAPTER THIRTY
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS
Table of Contents
Also By
Title
Copyright
Dedication
CONTENTS
AUTHOR’S NOTE
PROLOGUE
CHAPTER ONE
CHAPTER TWO
CHAPTER THREE
CHAPTER FOUR
CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER SIX
CHAPTER SEVEN
CHAPTER EIGHT
CHAPTER NINE
CHAPTER TEN
CHAPTER ELEVEN
CHAPTER TWELVE
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
CHAPTER FIFTEEN
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
CHAPTER NINETEEN
CHAPTER TWENTY
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE
CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE
CHAPTER THIRTY
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR
ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS