Nelisiwe The Girl Behind The School Uniform

NELISIWE THE GIRL BEHIND THE SCHOOL UNIFORM
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NELISIWE:the girl behind the school uniform

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𝙸𝚗𝚝𝚛𝚘𝚍𝚞𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗
Nelisiwe Mnguni'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
A girl who dreams a lot about success but get's crushed easily»
Always fighting battles but always loose «
Running a race but never reach the end »
Giving up on yourself because no one believes in you «
That's almost me ‚ I don't understand if it's because I don't have parents or what ‚ my
cousin (auntie's son) has been taking advantage on me ‚ I never told anyone not even
my auntie I'm scared she might not believe Me or even do worse I mean she might kick
me out .
My cousin has been sleeping with me forceful since I was in grade 9 now I'm in grade
10 second year ‚ he is 28 years old and I'm almost getting used to it .
Ohh about me? well my name is nelisiwe phihlelo Mnguni a 17 years old girl living at
Jozi ‚ well I'm light skinned girl ‚ silk hair with a Nice body that attracts old men ‚ I'm in
grade 10 I'm repeating but that's not a problem .
About my family? Well I'm an orphanage I don't know my real parents and I don't wish to
know them ‚ I was raised by my auntie ndalo Ndlovu ‚ I don't know how we are related
but last time I saw my parents face they left me at her door step ‚ she doesn't want me
to talk about my parents or ask anything but I'm getting used to it by now .
Well my auntie have 2 sons Senzo( the first born) and siya ( the last spoil prat) well
Senzo is working at PTA and only comes home on weekends ‚ we don't really
communicate because he is too cold ‚ as for Siya he is so annoying worse part we are in
the same school.
Let me not get into too much details ‚ join me as I unfold my story till the end
𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴:The girl behind the school uniform

Nelisiwe mnguni'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
Fuck today Is Saturday ‚ I just hate this day ‚ I poured warm water inside a basin that
was on top of a chair and washed my face after I brushed my teeth‚ when I was done I
went out and poured my water in the toilet .
I placed the basin outside against the wall and walked inside the house ‚ I went to the
kitchen and found auntie and his son Siya .
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Me: morning auntie
Auntie: Sawubona neli sit down and have some soft porridge
Me:umh…I want to go to the river first then I will eat when I come back
Siya: you know you take too long at the river so just have you breakfast before it gets
called
I rolled my eyes and sat down .
I don't like to argue with Siya last time I did I got punished .
Auntie:when you are done eating wash the dishes

Me: mara auntie the is no water in the house so I will have to get water at the river
Auntie: whatever just make sure they are clean I'm off to work
She said that kissing Siya’s cheek and walked out .
Siya is such a spoil brat but what can I say he is the last born .
Siya: what ever you are planning on me won't work

Me: boring
I said that taking another plate and and covering my porridge plate with it I took the
bucket and walked out to the river.
I'm just so excited to see my mam since it's holidays it has been months without seeing
him ‚ since he is doing his third year at jozi ‚ well he always tells me that he will always
wait for me in the river every morning since I don't have a phone to communicate with
him.
I arrived at the river and mduduzi was sitting next to a tree on a rock‚ I placed the bucket
down with out making noise as i tip toe and hugged him from the back ‚ he raised his
head and looked at me .
Mdu: mkami wam( my wife)

Me: mangethe ( clan name)
Mdu: woza ngapha( come this side )
He said that holding my hand and came to the front facing him ‚ I got in between his
legs and he wrapped his arms between my legs.
Mdu: uthathe sonke isikhathi sakho ukuza lapha( you took long to come here)
Me: ngiya xolisa sthandwa Sam ‚ ngi vele ngaba busy ngo kunye ( im sorry my love I've
been busy with something else) .
Mdu: aii ngiyak xolela mkami wam( I forgive you forgive you my wife)
He made me sit on his lap side way and cupped my face ‚ he likes doing that yoooh .
𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸��𝙴:The girl behind the school uniform

Being with mduduzi is the only thing that matters after few days he will be leaving me to
Jozi ‚ I can't believe it I will miss him everyday but he promised to come back and take
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me to Jozi with him because he doesn't like they way I get treated sometimes.
Mdu: u xabanga ngani sthandwa Sam ( what I you thinking about my love)
Me: I don't believe it Dudu ‚ you will be leaving me in few days to come ‚ I don't know
how will I manage
Mdu: mara skhulumile ngale Ndaba sthandwa Sam( but we talked about this my love)
why do you keep on bringing it up
Me: Ngiyaxolisa(I'm sorry )
Let's hope he is not already angry yoo .
Mdu:“ checking his watch ” I need to get going muntuza wam baba will be back
anytime.
I made poppy eyes and he peck my lips .
Mdu: ngiyak Thanda yezwa

Me: Nam ngiyak Thanda
He smiled warming up my heart ‚ he peck my lips again and looked at me .
Mdu: umuhle mmami

Me:ngiya Bonga mangethe
Mdu: you like my clan name huh
I blushed as He kissed me and I responded to the kiss ‚ we kissed passionately ‚ I

enjoyed sucking his lips .
He then pulled out and we both made an eye contact.
Mdu: yazi ngizok khumbhula ‚ we have to call bra Tom to take pictures of me and you so
that when you miss me you can look at our photos everytime
I smiled ‚ this one knows how to make me happy Shem.
Mdu: what do you think sthandwa

Me: it's a great idea Dudu
He blushed and took the stick and started to write our names at the ground with some
hearts this one is gone and I'm scared of telling him about my cousin it will break him .
𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴
Mduduzi zwane'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I just love this girl ‚ I don't mind spending the whole day with her but my father will kill
me ‚ I mean I'm 10 mins late plus more since I'm still with nelisiwe.
Neli: sthandwa Sam you have to get going

Me: Haw I'm still spending time with you
Neli: you know that your father is something else
Me: mara sthandwa Sam
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She got up and took her bucket to the river ‚ she Kneeled down and I was looking at her
thighs Argh this girl make me wet ‚ her light fresh thighs makes me crave for her .
I stood and walked towards her I pulled the bucket out for her ‚ she stood up and
cleaned her knees.
Me: let me help you with the bucket

Neli: last you did this you lost a cow and we had to look for it the whole day and I got
beaten at home
Me: eish okay fine ‚ but I don't like it when you are carrying heavy things
Neli: I'm a woman so I have to
Me: I hate this tradition
I picked up the stick and controlled the cows to one place ‚ I counted em and started to
walk following them .
Me: I will be taking all this cows ka Mnguni

Neli: so many cows for just a single girl
Me: but she deserves them
She blushed as we continued walking and stopped at the T junction gravel.
Me: ngizok bona ksasa( I will see you tomorrow) before I leave mama
I kissed her cheek and she blushed as we went separate ways ‚ I arrived at home and
controlled the cows to their cage .
I saw my father's car parked at the front and I knew I was dead ‚ I used the back door
and found Mom busy in the kitchen.
Mom: you are late

Me: ngiya xolisa ma eish
Mom: go to your room before you father sees you .
I tip toe to my room and and locked the door behind me ‚ I let out a loud sigh ‚ I'm glad I
made it through otherwise my father would've chewed me alive.
Hey‚ my name is mduduzi Zwane I'm 22 years old and doing my third year of teaching at
UJ ‚ I'm a light skinned dude ‚ tall with a fit body…I don't really like to talk about my self
but I don't mind talking aBout my girl all day.
𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴: the girl behind the school uniform

I arrived at home and placed the bucket in the kitchen ‚ Siya was not around and I'm
glad he is not because I'm tired and not ready for his drama‚ well I didn't see senzo's car
which means he didn't arrive and that's a good thing because he won't be able to force
himself on me since auntie will be back to work anytime.
I poured water inside the pot and placed it on the stove‚ I took a tin fish and opened it I
started to clean it inside when I was done I chopped onion and tomato after i washed
my hands and turned to get oil from the cardboard only to find Senzo sitting on a chair
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‚ my heart beat changed as I swallowed hard.
Senzo: Argh I missed you so much neli
He said that standing up and walked towards me ‚ I step back and he grabbed my hand
pulling me closer to him tears rolled out and he chuckled.
Senzo:I know you really missed me but the is no need to cry now because you are going
to cry in bed
Me: ngiyak cela Senzo ungayi yenzi lento ngiyak Bawa
Senzo: you are talking as if you are a virgin
He said that dragging me to my room as I screamed my lungs out ‚ he pushed me inside

my room and placed me on bed .
Senzo: get naked
I just looked at him and he walked towards me giving me a hot slap.
Senzo: I said get naked
I took off my clothes as he took out his pants ‚ he got on top of me as he pushed his
dick in my dry pussy I cried out loud and he pushed it all in ‚ I felt like my pussy is being
ripped off.
Senzo: ahhh umnandi ngathi ausi cousin yam .
He said that going harder as I cried my lungs it was hurting I don't know if his dick is too
big or what but it hurts after every sex I bleed .
He went roughly as I felt like I'm bleeding it hurts in a different way ‚ he kept on saying
ohh fuck and stuffs and I just kept on screaming not having energy to push or fight him
back.

I was on bed with Senzo I was facing the other side and I'm glad today I didn't bleed a
lot because I putted on a pads after sex .
Senzo: you know‚ me and you are meant to be together mara nelisiwe I don't understand
why are you making this hard
Me: Senzo just leave my room before your mother finds you in here because it won't be
nice for the both of us .
He chuckled and moved his hands to my ass squeezing it.
I'm just scared that if they find us together auntie will tell the whole community and that
will hurt mduduzi.
‘ ehh mama woza Uzo bona u nelisiwe uletha aba fana endlini ’
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I got off bed as I saw Siya standing there and auntie walked in Senzo got out of be with
his pants on only .
Auntie:mhlolo wam lo ‚ nelisiwe Yin le huh ? Wen Senzo ne ngani encani .

Senzo: she forced herself on me mama I swear
Me: auntie he is lying I…
Auntie: Thula Wena loose panty ‚ I already saw you from the day you dated a grade 12
while you are in grade 8 I mean how could you sleep with your cousin he is 11 years
older than you
Me: auntie he forced himself on me I promise
She gave me a hot slap as I held my cheek .
Auntie: how dare you ‚ I you saying my son raped you neli don't you dare try to trap us .
Me: auntie is not…
Auntie: Thula sfebe ‚ I will let the whole community know about you sies ingane yaka
Zwane doesn't satisfies you Neh that's why you can't keep your legs closed .
I just kept quiet because she won't even let me talk besides that she should know that
mduduzi never touched me or ever slept with me he respects me.
Auntie: Senzo boy go to your room and call mxolisi and wen nelisiwe go and pack your
bags you are leaving
Me: auntie
Auntie: auntie Yani ‚ I said pack your bags
Senzo walked out and I went to the headboards and took out my clothes placing them
in my school bag.
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I was done packing my bag and stood up they dragged me to the living room and I
found a man sitting with Senzo they where talking about something but kept quiet the
moment they saw me.
Man:“ standing up and hugging auntie” awh Sisi

Auntie: bhuti ‚ nelisiwe come and greet your uncle
I just rolled my eyes I mean I've never seen this man in my life ‚ I wonder what's going on
they pulled out the hug and the man who is old enough to be on senzo's generation he
scanned me from toe to head .
Auntie: I'm glad you came on time ‚ you will be taking her with you I want you to put
more sense into this girl's head she just can't control her legs .
The man chuckled and looked at auntie.
Man: I will do so sisi I promise I won't disappoint .

Auntie: you both have a safe trip 6
Me: I'm not going anywhere
Auntie: ehh uyahlanya wen
Man: unga khathazeki Sisi ithi ngi khulume naye ngaphande you'll have a great day
He said that dragging me outside forcefully ‚ he was parking his range rover outside the
yard and I stopped on my tracks.
Me: stop pulling me and tell me where you are taking me

Man: you will see when we get there is not really far
I just stood there I don't trust this man like why do I feel like I will regret going with him.
Man: let's go
Me: I'm not going anywhere
He carried me on his shoulder and walked to his car he opened the back seat throwing
me inside it ‚ he locked the door and went to the front sit he turned to looked at me.
Him: you better behave otherwise I will cut your throat .
He said that with a serious face and turned to face at the front he started to drive
playing soft music I never got into a car ever since I remembered my self pretty good ‚ I
mean is even the first time seeing big buildings.
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Finally we arrived at where we are going ‚ I mean our road trip was not really long since
he was driving on a high speed ‚ the gate opened on it's own and he drove in parking
his car infront of the house he got out and I was still sitting at the back not coming out .
Inner me: how I'm I supposed to open this door
He opened the door for meand pulled me out ‚ I kept on looking around the yard and he
pulled my hand as we walked inside i just stopped on my tracks and looked around.
Him: take a sit I'm going to make something for you
He disappeared somewhere I don't know where to ‚ I just kept on looking around the
house ‚ it's so big‚ clean and too white I mean is 10 times better than my house .
‘ here you go’
He said that handing me a plate ‚ I took it and looked at the food ‚ they looked so English
‚ he place the glass of juy on the table and I started to dig in ‚ I don't want to lie the food
are good .
Man: how is the food

Me: they are good malume
Man: call me mxolisi 7
Okay why I'm I calling my uncle by his name ‚ this too confusing Shem ‚ I was done
eating and I wanted to wash my dishes but I don't even know where is the kitchen.
Mxolisi: come let me show you around
I stood up and we walked to some room which looked like a dinning room .
Him: this is the dinning room
He said that with a smile on his face �� we walked to other more different rooms
‚ he showed me the kitchen ‚ lounge‚ bar area‚ studying room ‚ bathroom he even taught
me how to use the shower and the bathtub ‚ we walked to the other room and it was a
bedroom.
Mxolisi: this will be your room
Danm the room was beautiful I mean that bed really looked comfortable .
Mxolisi: you have an ensuite bathroom

Me: what is that .
He walked to some door in the room and opened it ‚ it looked exactly like a bathroom.
Mxolisi: you will usually use it to take a bath ‚ you better fresh up and get to bed
tomorrow we are going somewhere .
I nod as he walked out ‚ I went to take a bath when I was done I went to bed.

Zamokuhle Zwane'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
Next day »»
I was in the living room with Ndalo ( nelisiwe's auntie) I don't believe what she's telling
me yooh .
Me: you are lying ma ka senzo

Ndalo: yooh I'm really disappointed at nelisiwe how could she sleep with her cousin
after what I've done for her
Me: Haw vela she really disappointed me ‚ all along I thought she was an innocent girl
yooh
Mduduzi walked in he comes from the forest he just looks down
Mduduzi Zwane'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
Finally nelisiwe's auntie is here ‚ I can ask her about nelisiwe phela I've been waiting for
her for like 1 hour.
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Me: sanibonani
Them: yebow
Me: umh auntie can I ask
Ndalo: okay bouy
Me: umh is nelisiwe at home
Ndalo: no I took her to Cape town
Me: what ? Why
Ndalo: do you really want to know
I nod as I took a seat mom stood up going to the kitchen .
Ndalo: I don't know how I'm going to tell you this but I have to ‚ you see nelisiwe has
been sleeping with her cousin Senzo ‚ yesterday I found the both of them in bed I
couldn't believe it and she claimed that my son raped her but only to find out that the
wanted to satisfies herself‚ so I decided to send her to her uncle since I don't want
history to repeat itself.
I swallowed hard hearing what nelisiwe's auntie said ‚ so all along nelisiwe has been
fucking with her cousin while I was patiently waiting for her to be ready this girl disgust
me .
I stood up as Mom walked in with a tray of tea I almost bumped into her but she noticed
in time .
Mom: urty bouyza.
I nod going to my room ‚ no I need to hear her story the other side of her I can't just
believe what that woman says .
I scrolled down on my phone viewing her pictures and videos I can't believe she really
left I just hope when I go back to Jozi I will have to make a plan to land in Cape town.

I was woken up by the sun rays hitting my eyes ‚ I yawn getting out of bed ‚ I went to the
ensuite bathroom and took a shower since mxolisi said we are going somewhere ‚ I
brushed my teeth and when I was done I went back to my room naked only to find
mxolisi standing in my room facing me .
Me: Ahh
I said that running back to the bathroom but I slipped and fell on my butt mxolisi
laughed walking towards me ‚ he carried me and placed me on bed .
Mxolisi:why I you rushing .
I was embarrassed I mean my uncle is looking at me naked ‚ he moved his hand to my

thighs and I stopped him.
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Mxolisi: I bet you already know that I'm not your uncle I mean the whole thing was just a
pretend so that you can come with me.
I swallowed looking at him what is he talking about.
Mxolisi: I mean you auntie sold you to me and she knew that Senzo was rapping you
since day one but Siya didn't know that's why they had to react ASAP
He said that turning me to lay down on my stomach and brushed my ass.
Mxolisi: I'm sorry for buying you but I couldn't stand it ‚ I knew that Senzo wouldn't stop
doing what he was doing to you .
I felt the pillow wet ‚ I was crying I mean I didn't notice how could Ndalo do something
like this she's so cruel.
Mxolisi: say something nelisiwe

Me: “ with a shaking voice” I want to go home
Mxolisi: you don't have a home‚ Ndo is not even related to you she Bought you from
some homeless bitch
Why does it hurt ‚ they say the truth hurts but I don't want to believe this .
Mxolisi: this is your new home nelisiwe Mnguni
He gently squeezed my ass making my butt to get better ‚ he then stopped and stood
up walking out .
I also got off bed and wiped my teary eyes I need to be strong ‚ i put on my long dress
and slides I did my hair into a bun and walked out going downstairs I found mxolisi
sitting on the couch in the living room.

Mxolisi cawe'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I smiled and stood up walking towards her ‚ she's such a beautiful and a natural girl with
a clean soft skin .
Me:I you ready
She nods and I held her hand ‚her face expression says it all she's scared .
Me: you need to get comfortable around me because we are going to be together
Nelisiwe: what do you mean
I chuckled opening the front door for her ‚ she got in and I jogged to my side and got in
‚ I started the engine and drove off ‚I placed my hand on her thighs and she looked at
me.
Nelisiwe: why I you so touchy 10

Me: because you are my girl
Nelisiwe: too old to be my father
I gently squeezed her thighs as she let out a soft moan and held her mouth
Me: too old to make you moan
She rolled her eyes facing away ‚ I just find this girl attractive but it disgust me because
the gap year between us is something else I wouldn't mind if I was only hitting on her
and pass .
We arrived at the mall and she did her hair and took her shopping buying the latest
fashion trends ‚ even school clothes because she will be going to school soon we went
to mac D driving thru and ordered two big Mac‚ fries and drinks .
Me: can I ask
She nods without facing me .
Me: did you have morning after pills

Nelisiwe: what is that
Me: pills to avoid pregnancy
Nelisiwe: Senzo used to give em to me but this time around he didn't
I will have to pass at the pharmacy.
Nelisiwe: so I'm going to get pregnant
She asked while her round beautiful eyes popped out .
Me:if you don't take em on time but I will stop at the pharmacy and buy them for you .
She looked at me and faced back to the window ‚ I drove to next window and collected
my orders I gave her a package and took mine I parked my car next to the pharmacy.
Me: you can have your food I will be back .
She just smiles and I walked out of the car ‚ I locked it and went to the pharmacy I
bought those morning after pills .
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Exe‚ my name is mxolisi Cawe a 27 years old dark skinned guy ‚ I'm a father of 2 and
divorced ‚ I just have a fine body that fits well in formal clothes .
𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸��𝙴:the girl behind the school uniform

I was him walking out the pharmacy with his undertaker walk some girls stopped her
and I faced down focusing on my food ‚ I faced one more time but he was no longer
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I frowned as the door opened and i turned I raised my head to look at him ‚ he placed
the pills in one of the clothes plastic and started to drive .
Mxolisi: you didn't eat your food
I didn't even touch it I was just looking at them .
Mxolisi: I you okay
I rolled my eyes leaning my head against the door .
Mxolisi: nelisiwe
Me: mxolisi
I said that with an annoyed voice .
Mxolisi: wow what was that

Me: what was what
Mxolisi: your attitude nkosazana
Me: don't call me that go and call those chicks you where standing with
Mxolisi: haiybow they where just asking about the morning after pills like if I bought
them for my wife or side chick
Me: so you have a wife
He looked at me and laughed .
Me: I asked you a question and focus on the road

Mxolisi: okay fine I don't have a wife and I'm focusing on the road and why in the world
are you jealous
Me: do I look jealous to you
He nod and I rolled my eyes .
Mxolisi: look me and you should take things slowly for now focus on small boys but the
forbidden fruit is mine
Me: you can't tell me what to do
Mxolisi: I'm the owner
He said that with a serious face ‚This one is full of himself man‚ I took out the fries and
ate them .

We arrived at the house and I already placed everything in the closet he even bought
me an iPhone 14 pro max but don't know how to use it.
I was in the living room with mxolisi while he was teaching me how to use the phone.
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Me: you should've bought me a small phone so that it will be easy to use
Mxolisi: the school you will be attending is not for poor people
Okay that touched me ‚ I forced a smile and he cupped my face.
Mxolisi: what's wrong

Me: still wondering if we will keep on eating junk food everyday I want pap
Mxolisi: I can order a full plate
Me:so you don't have grocery
Mxolisi: I do but…
I didn't let him finish I stood up going to the kitchen I took out maize meal and meat ‚ I
put the meat inside a bowl full of water and poured water in a pot ‚ I couldn't turn on the
stove .
Me: mxolisi
I yelled his name and he didn't come ‚ I got busy with chopping onion maybe he is busy
‚ I felt hands on my waist and jumped a Lil .
Mxolisi: Come on nkosazana what's wrong with you

Me: umh I…actually I…
My throat was dry what's happening to me Kant .
Mxolisi: you called me

Me: umh the stove…can you please turn it on for me .
He laughed a little and turned it on ‚ I moved a bit far from him .
Mxolisi: what's wrong

Me: stop making me uncomfortable just wait for me to get older
Mxolisi: so we can't even cuddle
Me: I don't know
I said that taking two tomatoes and washed them after I chopped them .‚ mxolisi
walked out of the kitchen Going to the living room and I continued Cooking
After some hours I was done cooking pap‚ fried chicken and gravie with mash potatoes
‚ I dished up for mxolisi and poured warm water inside a bowl ‚ I set them on the tray
with a cloth on my shoulder .
I took the tray to the living room and Kneeled down holding the bowl up and mxolisi
washed his hands after he took the cloth wiping the water I handed him his plate.
Mxolisi: thanks but that was not really necessary.
I stood up and placed the tray on the table.
Me: thanks would've been better than your stories

Mxolisi: I mean I had to what you just did doesn't match your attitude
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Me: whatever I'm off to take a nap
Mxolisi: good night
I smiled and went upstairs ‚ I went to my room throwing myself on bed and doze off I
really miss mduduzi cupping my face Non stop let's hope we meet mangethe .

Nelisiwe mnguni'�� 𝚘𝚟
It has been 2 weeks and we are going back to school for term 3 well I can't believe that
I'm going to start a new life with new friends at school ‚ I mean for me making friends is
hard .
I'm glad that mxolisi gave me few tips of how to survive in the school I'm rolled in ‘ have
attitude ‚ Don't be friendly where you don't benefit ’ that's what he told me .
Mxolisi: I you ready
I nod‚ I was inside his car while it is parked outside the school premises ‚ I looked at
different student walking in some Hugging each other.
Mxolisi: Don't mind them i brought you on time just go to the office I already talked with
the teachers
Me: thank you
Mxolisi: anything for you nkosazana
I smiled and he handed me a 200 rand note .
Mxolisi: that's for lunch

Me: thanks again
He kissed my cheek and I looked at him ‚ he looked away and I got out of the car and
walked to the school premises everyone was looking at me .
Well mxolisi bought short skirts for me and I even have a maid to prepare my school
clothes ‚ I was looking so fucken clean plus the braids I did yesterday ‚ I bumped into
something hard as I looked up it was guy .
Me: I'm sorry

Him: watch where you are going
He said that looking deep into my eyes ‚ I was getting wet he better get the hell out of
my face.
‘ Ayy Bongani let's go bro ’
It came from my back I turned to look and it was group of boys standing from a
distance ‚ I looked back and the handsome boy ‚ I shifted as I walked away .
Finally I arrived at the office I told them my14

names and they told me to wait in the
branches‚ after some mins the bell rang and a lady holding a book walked towards me .
Her: hello young lady

Me:hello ma'am
Her:you can call me ma'am modiseng your class teacher ‚ let's go
I stood up following her to a class ‚ she got in as I stood besides her.
Her: morning class ‚ we got a new learner in class her name is nelisiwe phihlelo Mnguni
she will be in our class from today till the end of the year.
The boys from the back whistled as some girl whispering at each other and some
chewing their gums like that donky from shrek .
Ma'am: you may take your sit nelisiwe
I looked around for a sit and walked on the raw as others made space for me ‚ I sat on
an empty table and ma'am did her thing I took some notes and after the bell rang .

Next period ‚ I've been waiting for the teacher and people where busy fixing themselves
looking at the mirrors and boys doing their shoes ‚ the guy I bumped into earlier walked
in as the glass kept quiet I had one of my classmates saying ‚ ‘ shh keep quiet we want
to hear Bongani the president ’
Bongani: umh guys ma'am mazibuye told me to deliver this to you'll that you should go
to the ground since she's busy with something
The boys where the first ones to go out ‚ others where greeting the Bongani guy‚ the
girls where cat walking some where even shaking their ass ‚ I packed my stuffs and
carried my school bag and walked towards Bongani's direction since he was leaning
against the door .
Me: can I please pass

Bongani: rushing somewhere
He said that pushing me back inside closing the door behind him mind you the is only
me and him in the class .
Bongani: hi nelisiwe
Me:what do you want
I just hate it when someone does this what if he force himself on me.
Bongani: relax I just wanted to check if you are good

Me: I'm fine can I pass now
He moved closer to me as I just faced his chest

15 ‚ he is tall so yah .
Bongani: look at me and tell me if you are okay
Me: okay first of all I'm good and who are you to check up on me I you a doctor
Bongani: nop but I'm the president and if I'm not mistaken it's my duty to check on every
student in the school premises if their good
He held my chin gently making me to face him ‚ he raised his eyebrows moving closer to
me and I felt his cock porking me.
Bongani: I asked you a question

Me: “ swallowed” Bongani I'm good and thanks for checking on me
I said that with some confidence he chuckled pulling me with my waist and his
manhood was hard .
Bongani: I will see you around
‘ Bongani ma'am mazibuye is coming’
Someone yelled from the outside
Bongani: bye phihlelo Mnguni

Me: bye
He smiled letting me go ‚ his smile makes me wanna kiss his whole face ‚ he jogged out
and left after few mins the door opened it was a lady holding 3 books with her carrot
body .
Mazibuye: where is the rest of the class

Me: to the ground
Mazibuye: go and call them
I cat walked to my desk I won't go there you'll know the embarassment of calling your
classmates from the ground but no one bothers to come .
Mazibuye: Ntombi I think I asked you to call your classmates from the ground
Me: ma'am I'm not feeling well
I said that sitting down and layed my head down on the table and doze off.

My head is buried on the desk inside of my arms ‚ I'm too lazy to raise my head ‚ all of a
suddenly the was loud voice coming from the back some where even laughing.
Someone tabbed me and I raised my head and rubbed my eyes ‚ I brushed my face and
looked up ‚ the girl who was chewing the gum was standing there just like a soldier.
Me: can I help you 16

Her: hey my name is Samantha
Me: great to know you ‚ how can I help you
Her: looks like you are bored or Loney make space for me
I looked around and people where roaming around holding kotas some school food .
Me: it's break time
She nods and I took out my phone and checked the time ‚ I'm glad is 10 past so that
means I still have 50 mins.
Me: can you please show me where they sell kotas

Samantha: okay let me tell my girls to start moving
She walked to two girls ‚ so she has a squad ‘ rule number 4 never trust a girl who
already has a squad’ that's what mxolisi said .
Samantha: good to go
I grabbed my bag and we walked out to the store we ordered 4 kotas and I the drink was
on me I even bought the glasses ‚ we went back to the class and Bongani was at the
back seat with his squad and one of my classmates .
He just looked at me and I sat on the table facing him while the girls seat on my desk we
started to eat .
Girl1: yooh girl I saw you today's morning

Me: and you are supposed to be who
Girl1: Nomfundo
Girl2: and I'm jabulile
I faked a smile looking at them‚ I know I talk too much but Nomfundo girl is talkative.
Nom: I mean that BMW M5 danm girl who was that

Me: my uncle
Nom: how old is he
Is she being serious right now.
Me: I don't know

mantha: how come you don't know
Me: because I only have 2 weeks and days since I moved to his place
Mantha: he is danm rich Neh
I just nod eating my Kota ‚ I don't trust this girls aii .
Finally break time was over and Bongani and his gang went to their classes and the
other one who is my classmate was busy staring at me.

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Finally it was afternoon ‚ I tried sneaking out of class with the first group but danm the
girls saw me .
Jabu:neli
She yelled my name and I waited for her outside‚ she came out with Samantha and
Nomfundo.
Samantha: going home without giving us a hug

Me: what hug
Nom: good bye hug dah
Me: is not like I'm not going to see you tomorrow
Samantha: Argh fine let's go to the waiting area outside the yard
We walked out of the school premises and stood on the pavement waiting for our
transport njabulo and nomfundo's transport arrived and they left I was left with
Samantha.
Samantha: omg look at the hot squad is coming to our direction
I turned to look only to find Bongani's gang ‚ mxolisi better come early‚ one of the boys
from the gang came to us while the rest passed and stopped from a distance.
Guy: hey girls

Samantha: hey Tebogo
She said that with a smile on her face.
Tebogo:I was wondering if I could offer you'll a lift you've been standing here for too
long .
What he is saying is true but bad Because mxolisi is here .
Me: see you tomz summer

Samantha: bye nelisiwe
I smiled going to mxolisi's car ‚ he opened up for me and closed the windows .
Me: why I you closing the windows

Mxolisi: just I prefer it that way
Me: it's hot in here
He made a grin face and did what ever he was doing‚ all of a suddenly the was cold air
and truly speaking it was not real hot I just wanted to see Bongani's face.
Mxolisi: lost in your thoughts

Me: I'm not
He held my chin Making me face him .
Mxolisi: I hate it when you lie to me

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Me: I'm not lying
Mxolisi: let's hope so
He leaned in and grabbed my lips with his ‚ he kissed me and I was about to respond but
he pulled out I rolled my eyes.
Mxolisi: what's up with the eyes thing

Me: you better stay away from me
Mxolisi: I can't do that nkosazana
He said that placing his hands on my thighs ‚ no was it necessary for him to make me
taste his sweet lips then pull out just like that ‚ mxolisi drove off to his house not saying
anything all the way but didn't stop brushing my thighs.

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We arrived at the house and I took off my shoes and placed them on the corner in the
living room ‚ I sat on the couch and mxolisi walked busy on the call .
Mxolisi: okay ‚ we will talk about the deal when I get there
:…
Mxolisi: sure just give me 30 minutes
:…
Mxolisi: wola
Mxolisi removed the phone from his ear and placed it in the pocket ‚ he walked towards
me and kissed my forehead.
Mxolisi: nkosazana I need to rush somewhere I hope you will be fine ‚ when you are
hungry you can order something to eat or cook
Me: okay
He went upstairs and after some couple of time he came back wearing a different
tuxedo ‚ mind you mxolisi Is a fan of tuxedos he be looking hell asf in it .
Mxolisi: ngizak bona nkosazana

Me: have a great day wherever you are going
He chuckled and walked out ‚fuck now I'm going to get bored .
I was just on Facebook watching reels ‚ I just want mxolisi to come back already ‚ a
notification popped in saying ‘’ Bongani joy sent you a friend request’‘ I accepted the
request same time a message got in .
‘’ can you please come out of the yard I will be waiting for you next to your gate ‘’
First of all how did he find me on social media

19 and lastly how did he know that I live
here Argh .
I responded him telling him that I'm going to change my school uniform phela I want to
see his handsome face‚ I went to my room and changed into a long silk skirt and a crop
tee I put on my crooks and walked out .
I got out of the yard and closed the gate using the remote‚ well mxolisi gave me some
keys to the house and the gate remote ‚ I saw a car parking not far from mxolisi's yard I
walked towards it and Bongani was leaning on car .
Bongani: phihlelo
Me: you better tell me why you called me here
Bongani: so you are not going to give me a hug
Me: what hug
I said that Rolling my eyes ‚ he opened the car's door and looked at me.
Bongani: a rid won't hurt
I got in the car and he jogged to his side he also got in and started the engine.
Me: where are we going

Bongani: I don't know but as long we are far from your yard I don't want that man to kill
me
Me: who is the man
Bongani: the one you are living with
Me: ohh mxolisi
Bongani: you even call him by his name I wonder what type of bond is this
Me: he is my uncle
I said that facing away as he got on the road ‚ I had to lie to him how will he take me if I
tell him that I'm just a product that he bought from my auntie .
Bongani: lost in your thoughts

Me: still wondering how you manage to find me on Facebook
Bongani: come on you used your real name so it was easy
Me: and how did you know I live there
Bongani: maybe I followed your car afterschool
Me: you are too much
He chuckled focusing on the road ‚ that's why he is still in his school uniform.
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Argh I can't believe my brother messed up things like that I mean how could he sell half
of the shares of our project without me knowing.
I arrived at the certain location Xolani has sent ‚ I took my laptop and walked in the
building I went straight to the boarding room20 ‚ I found Xolani stanza and bra K in the
board meeting.
Me: exe
Bra K : don't exe us fix this mess you and your brother did otherwise I'm taking what's
mine and walking out .
Me: chill bra K I didn't know that Xolani sold the shares to Melusi
Stanza: no marn worse part die bouy Ga ovie gore o chunang (no man worse part this
boy doesn't tell us what he is doing)
Xolani: ayee stanza check the way ukhuluma Nam angsi mgani wakho
Bra K banged the table and stood up.
Bra K: mxo you are the oldest amongst them put some sense into their head otherwise
I'm done with this business
I swallowed hard as he walked out ‚ bra K is one of the most underground head I can't
afford to loose him because of xolani's stupidity.
Xolani: bra K is claiming

Stanza: entlek X uya trinka or wat ( entlek X you are crazy or what )
Xolani: stanza I told you to watch your tone
Me: aii fuck marn xolani what's wrong with you hee you know if we loose this one you
are dead
I said that with anger and stood up .
Me: stanza you better work on the last gems that need to be transported and as for you
Xolani you better stay out of this
Xolani: but bhuti ( but bro)
Me: don't you dare you made a huge mistake and I don't want more damages ‚ stanza
hope you heard what I told you .
She nods as I leave the both of them in there ‚ you see Xolani is my younger brother and
stanza she's my Dawg she's a lesbian.
I got in my car and drove back to my house ‚ I just wanna rest on nelisiwe's thighs I'm
really tired and not in a mood ‚ I parked my car infront of the house and walked in ‚ it was
dark I wonder where is nelisiwe.
Me: nkosazana
I said that switching on the lights and checked everywhere but she was nowhere to be
seen ‚ I went to the living room and took off my shoes I wonder where the hell she is.

Nelisiwe mnguni'𝚜 ��𝚘𝚟
Bongani drove back to mxolisi's yard ‚ I was eating the Kota he got for me.
Bongani: so when will I see you again 21

Me: at school
Bongani: you can't be for real
Me: what
Bongani: a last let's go on a date
Me: I will think about it
Bongani: I'm giving you 24 hours to think about it
Me: that's enough
Bongani: that means your answer is not supposed to be no
I laughed looking away .
Me: I need to go
Bongani: but I'm still chilling with you
Me: I bet mxolisi is back and I never went out late
Bongani: then he better get used to it
He chuckled and lean in kissing my lips while holding my waist‚ I felt like my stomach
have some things walking around ‚ the kiss was getting heated and he pulled me to
come on top of him adjusting his seat .
He pulled out the kiss and went down to my neck and sucked it making me more wet
‚ he pulled my skirt up and I stopped him moving back to my seat .
Me:I have to go
I opened the door and walked out ‚ Bongani called my name but I ignored him .
I just kept looking back while walking inside the yard ‚ finally Bongani drove off ‚ I
opened the door and walked in only to find mxolisi sitting on the couch opposite to my
direction.
Me: hey
Mxolisi: where were you
Me: i…I was out wi…with my friends
Mxolisi: ohh made friends so fast
He said that with a serious face and stood up walking towards me .
Mxolisi: so you friends been pulling your skirt up
He pulled my skirt down ‚ fuck I wonder how I didn't not notice that‚ he held my neck
with his hand gently and bend it a Lil .
Mxolisi: so your friends been giving you love bites
He let go of my neck and I held my neck ‚ I'm telling you Bongani is going to get me
killed today .
Mxolisi: who was it

Me: mxolisi I…I actually…
Mxolisi:“ shouting” I said who is it
Me: stop shouting at me
Mxolisi: stop telling me to stop shouting don't you dare tell me what to do
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He said that in a rough way and I pulled my self together making sure I don't cry
Mxolisi:what did I tell you about lying

Me: mxolisi I can explain
Mxolisi: FUCK
he said that raising his hand on me ‚ I covered my face waiting for a hot slap ‚ but
instead he sniffed I slowly removed my hands around my face and mxolisi was walking
upstairs‚ why seeing him angry at me hurts a lot .

Nelisiwe mnguni'𝚜 𝚙𝚘��
Next day»»
I was woken up by my alarm‚ I rolled off bed and opened the curtains‚ I went to the
ensuite and took a shower ‚ brushed my teeth and fixed my hair ‚ I went to my room and
applied lotion on my body and put on my school uniform.
I went downstairs and put on my shoes well mxolisi was no where to be seen ‚ I went to
the kitchen to make cereal and found a 200 rand note on the table I took it when I was
done eating I went outside holding my school bag only to find a cute cute boy leaning
against mxolisi's car.
Me: hey
Him: hey I'm stanza I will be your driver for today
His voice is too girlish man ‚ what kind of a man decides to be this hot .
Stanza: stop staring I'm not a man

Me: what
Stanza: get in the car you will be late
I got in the car and she went to her side ‚ she started to drive getting out of the yard .
Me: where is mxolisi

Stanza:“ giving me a dead stare” Hai baby girl Aker die boy Omo entse angry bird then
now obatlo Mona (no baby girl you know that you made the boy angry then now you
want to see him)
Me: no like eish yesterday the was a misunderstanding
Stanza: misunderstanding? O busy ovaya osasanka leba fana ba high school Keng ntwe
my guy asao guyeng Yona ( you are busy roaming around with high school boys what it
is that mxolisi doesn't give you)
I looked through the window ‚ mxolisi doesn't touch me like that .
Stanza: ngiyak buza Ntombi yomzulu

Me: no is just that mxolisi garate gonswara Swara ( mxolisi doesn't like to be touchy )
Stanza:“ laughing” ware bafo wetsang aii no23girl the is something off about you
Me: what do you mean
She chuckled and parked mxolisi's car at the school gate and I got out she waved at me
and I walked away .
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I was just sitting in my study room I don't understand why it affects me like this seeing
nelisiwe like that ‚ I'm not ready to fall in love with a teenager .
I took a sip of wine and the door opened it was stanza ‚ she sat down pouring herself
wine .
Stanza: ey bafo die girl Joh

Me: what's wrong
Stanza: the is a lot bafo
Me: aii stanza speak out
Stanza; she says you are not being touchy around her and I think that's why she keeps
on chasing small boys
I laughed taking another sip of wine and let my tie loose .
Me: uthin ndoda ( what are you saying mam )

Stanza: I'm telling you bozza I asked her and I was like this can't be mxolisi I know Kant
dnx
Me: eish that girl is too young boy I don't want to push her to do things she doesn't like
especially from her past I bet the flashbacks will hit harder
Stanza: the is no such bozza you see if she says you are not being touchy that means
she wants you bozza
I took another sip and chuckled ‚ I will show her how is done I won't get her into any
sexual intercourse but I will make her go through the whole process.
I went to my class and I found the same group of boys at the back but Bongani was not
there ‚ I went to my tablet and sat down .
After few mins Samantha and her girls walked in
Samantha: hey girl

Me: summer
Samantha: what's up are you good
Me: yah I'm fine
Samantha:you don't look like you are fine to me
Nom: yah I can also tell
Me: I'm just not in a mood
Samantha: what's wrong you wanna talk
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I said that baring my head on the table ‚ Samantha and her friends walked away .
I can't believe mxolisi is angry at me ‚ I thought he said I can play with small boys ‚ let's
not talk about Bongani because I am missing him ryt now.

Finally it was after school ‚ I walked out with Samantha and the girl ‚ we walked out of
the school premises and guess what mxolisi's car was just parking next to the gate with
the window opened.
he was smoking his roll I went to my side and got in the car while Samantha and the
girls where busy giggling ‚ he throw the half roll through the window and closed it he
didn't even turn to look at me.
Me: mxolisi
Mxolisi: nkosazana
At last he still calls me that .
Me:where are we going

Mxolisi:to the mall i thought maybe we could grab something to eat at mac D
I smiled looking at him ‚ he just know how to lift my mood this one .
Finally we arrived at the mall and went to Mac D ‚ we went to sit on the empty table.
Mxolisi: I'm going to order what should I get for you.

Me: umh chicken big Mac ‚ large fries and coke
Mxolisi: I will be right back
He stood up and walked away after couple of mins he came back and sat down.
Mxolisi: our orders will be served soon.

Me: mmh okay
Mxolisi: how was school today
Me: it was boring
Mxolisi: books?
Me: what about books
Mxolisi: do you push I mean I didn't roll you in that school because I want you to slay but
I did that because I want you to be successful one day and depend on your self
‘ here is your order sir ’
Mxolisi: thank you

Waiter: hope you'll enjoys your meal
Mxolisi nod and the waiter walked away ‚ I pulled

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When we where done we walked out to his car and got in we drove back to his house‚ I
took off my shoes and mxolisi came From the back and wrapped his arms around my
waist breathing heavily on my neck .
Me: mxolisi
Mxolisi: nkosazana
He said that running his hand to my boobs and the other one to my neck grabbing it
gently ‚ he sucked my neck while playing with my boobs ‚ what is this feeling it feels so
foreign .
Me: mxoli…si
He let go of me and turned me to face him ‚ he leaned in and kissed me as I responded

to his salty lips ‚ fuck I'm enjoying this I'm even wet ‚ he unbuttoned my school shirt and
took it off .
He lifted me up and walked to some room he placed me on bed and pulling out as I
opened my eyes slowly .
The room had red lights on the wall and lightblue on the poles of the bed ‚ the where
two beds and he was placing me on the small one.
Mxolisi: your boobs are beautiful
He said that going down to my boobs and sucked them as I let a weird sound ‚ mxolisi
stopped and looked at me with a grin face.
Mxolisi: I like it when you moan nkosazana .
To be continued…

Continuation…
He continued sucking my boobs while I was moaning softly he took my right hand and
cuffed it with the right pole .
Me: mxolisi
Mxolisi:do you trust me
He said that with a husky voice and i nodded ‚ he cuffed my other hand and legs on
different pole ‚ the way he cuffed me my arms and legs where spread and I was sitting
up straight .
Mxolisi: you are beautiful nkosazana

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He kissed my forehead and got off bed Going to the big bed ‚ he placed his hand on the
mini table next to that bed and the blue lights went of on the bed I was on .
After few mins a girl walked in wearing a G-string and a bra ‚ she went to the bed mxolisi
was at and sat there facing mxolisi ‚ they started to suck each other's lips and ‚ mxolisi
made the girl to lay down and got in between her thighs.
Girl: fuck cawe just be in me already.
She said that and mxolisi looked at me ‚since he was oppositely facing me ‚ we held a
strong eye contact while his hand where busy down there ‚ I broke the eye contact the
moment the girl let out a loud moan .
Girl: Ahh Cawe ohh .

Mxolisi: fuck
He pushed himself gently closer to the girl ‚ as the girl moved forward ‚ mxolisi held the
girls' waist ‚ and hit it slowly as the girl moans came out every time he hit back moving
his waist .
Mxolisi looked at me while hitting on the girl ‚ my eyes where filled with water‚ why does
it hurt I mean he shouldn't have cuffed me now I will have to watch him hit on a girl .
Girl: go harder Cawe Ahh…
He held the girl's waist down hitting harder as the girl grabs the cloths closing her eyes.
Girl: mxolisi I'm going to cum

Mxolisi: just hold on don't release
He said that hitting it fast as the girl's whole body shakes .
Girl: ohh fuck ahhh I can't Ahh…

Mxolisi: fuck
He pulled and the where white shit on the bed some on mxolisi's big black cock‚ he took
a towel and wiped it off and wiped the girl's pussy .
Mxolisi:you will find me downstairs don't forget to turn on the lights.

Girl: thanks
She smiled getting off bed ‚ she was walking slowly when she finally got out the lights in
the room went on as mxolisi walked towards me with a towel wrapped around his
waist .
Mxolisi: someone said I'm not touchy but she was crying when I made love to another
girl .
He said that with a grin face and he wiped the tears on my cheek ‚ this is so
embarrassing‚ he unchuffed me and walked out of the room .
So stanza told mxolisi now I'm getting punished like that because of him
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I was in the living room well the girl left truely speaking I wasn't making love to her I just
wanted to find a way for nelisiwe to stop thinking that I'm some freak .
Someone knocked on the door and I was about to stood up but stanza walked in not
closing the door.
Me: aii fuck marn you need to stop throwing your self in my house like that what if I was
on top.
Stanza:aii I have a right timing anyway did you hit on her
Me: you are crazy dawg close the door
Stanza: Xolani is coming
Ohh yah I forgot today it's dinner night with the boys ‚ Xolani walked in and closed the
door .
Me: where is bra K

Xolani: he is busy with some work he won't be able to come
Me: ohh okay
Xolani: ulala
He said that with his eyes at the stairs I looked at the stairs and it was nelisiwe wearing
her tight long dress that revealed her sexy body she went to the kitchen and Xolani
looked at me .
Me: what's wrong

Xolani: who is that xabashi( clan name)
Me: aii stay away from her zikali( clan name)
‘mxolisi’
That was nelisiwe she yelled my name from the kitchen‚ glad she still calls my name .
I went to the kitchen and she was on top of a high chair holding a pack of cornflakes I
just stood next to the chair‚ she lost balance and almost felt but I catch her on time .
Me:I you okay

Nelisiwe:get your hands off me
She said that with an attitude I placed her down and laughed.
Nelisiwe:thank you bye

Me: but you called me
Nelisiwe:you are no longer needed
Me:but I need your help
She rolled her eyes as I moved close to her and held her waist pulling her closer fuck
this girl is doing wonders by just being with her I'm already wet .
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Nelisiwe: let me go mxolisi
Me: shh why I you shouting
Nelisiwe: I will scream if you don't let me go
Me: just scream as loud as you want as long as you don't want to help me I won't let go
Nelisiwe: what do you want
Me: help me prepare dinner the boys came over for dinner night and I forgot to make
the orders
She let a loud sigh looking down .
Nelisiwe: you can order now mos .

Me: it won't arrive on time .
Nelisiwe: okay fine let go of me I will help .
I let go of her as she prepared her things ‚ I just want her to cook I mean she's a good
cooker and I enjoy her food so why not .

We where done cooking actually I was done cooking all mxolisi did was to stare at me
while I was cooking .
I prepared uphutu (crumbly mazie meal porridge)‚ mogodu ( tribes) and mashed
potatoes ‚ I dished them up in 3 different bowls ‚ first bowl has uphutu the second one
mogodu and the last one had mashed potatoes.
Me: mxo
Mxolisi: nkosazana
Me: don't call me that
Mxolisi: Haw mara nelisiwe so you won't come around
Me: for what ? I mean you fucked someone Infront of me
Mxolisi: ngiya xolisa
I rolled my eyes that was not a mistake he need to stop apologizing .
Me: go and place the bowls on the dinning table
He took two bowls to the dinning room and I took four plates and the last bowl .
Mxolisi: I will call the boys
He said that going to the living room and I went to the kitchen to fetch a bowl of warm
water and placed it on the table with a cloth .
Stanza:“ sitting down” eh neli girl you are the one who cooked
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I nod sitting down and mxolisi sat next to me ‚ and the other guy just sat next to stanza .
Guy: xabashi where did you get a girl who can cook .
Stanza: a girl from KwaZulu Natal can never go wrong when it comes to cooking
Guy:I need to go to KZN to find someone like nelisiwe
Mxolisi: aii just chill Xolani she rare
He said that looking at me ‚ have I told you that mxolisi is full of himself.
We kept on eating as they kept on complimenting my cooking and mxolisi take all the
credit ‚ my phone rang and I swallowed as I checked the ID and it was Bongani .
Xolani: you are not going to answer that

Me: is not really important
Mxolisi: it looks important because the person keeps on calling over and over again.
Stanza: just answer it we promise we will keep quiet.
I forced a smile as I answered the call.
(On call)
Me: hey
Bongani: hi phihlelo I'm outside your yard can you please come out I missed you
Tbc…

I blinked multiples time I don't know what to say .
Bongani: hello ‚ phihlelo

Me: umh I can't
Xolani coughed while stanza scratched her head .
Bongani: why I mean I bet you uncle is asleep right now
Xolani laughed and mxolisi stood up going upstairs ‚ mind you my phone speaker is
kinder loud you see.
I said that hanging up and stanza washed her hands and stood up going out .
Xolani: thanks for the dinner
He winked at me and also followed stanza‚ I called Bongani back .
(On call)
Bongani: I thought you hanged up on me
Me: it was a network problem but for now you need to leave because my uncle is going
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Bongani: ohh yah I see the lights car from your yard I guess I will see you tomorrow at
school
Me: night
I hanged up and took the dishes and washed them ‚ I cleaned the table when I was done
I went upstairs and knocked on mxolisi's door .
Mxolisi:ngena
I pushed the door walking in his room was dark‚i switched on the lights and he was
shirtless smoking his roll ‚ he looked at me and put his roll on the ashes tray .
Mxolisi: I thought you went out to see your boyfriend

Me: he is not my boyfriend
Mxolisi: okay what do you want
I looked at him as I walked to the other side of the bed he was at ‚ I sat next to him .
Me: I just want to be with you

Mxolisi: stop lying to me ‚besides that was it necessary to humiliate me infront of my
boys
Me: I'm sorry
Mxolisi: that won't fix anything
Me: xabashi
He just looked at me with his lazy eyes .
Me:please tell me what to do so that you can forgive me

Mxolisi: go to sleep tomorrow you are going to school
Me: I want to sleep with you
He chocked on his own saliva and looked at me.
Me: please only for tonight
He just looked annoyed he opened the blankets and got in the other side and I also got
in and moved closer to him ‚ he turned to look at me.
Mxolisi: this bed is to big and you decide to come closer to me

Me: it's cold
He chuckled and wrapped his arms around my body kissing my forehead.
Mxolisi: hope you will get warmer so that you can sleep
I smiled getting too comfortable to a point where I wrapped my legs around his waist.
Mxolisi: nkosazana
Me: mmmh
Mxolisi: was just checking if you are asleep
Me: how will I sleep if you keep on talking
Mxolisi: ngiya xolisa.
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I laughed as I tried to sleep‚ finally I doze off.

Next day »»
I was woken up by my alarm I switched it off before it could wake mxolisi up ‚ I tried to
get out of bed without waking him up but he was holding me tight.
Mxolisi: “sleepy voice”mmmh nkosazana uyaphi( where are you going)

Me: xabashi you know I have to go to school
Mxolisi: no marn nnana I will talk with your teachers I just want to spend the day with
you
I sniffed trying to get off bed ‚ if I stay I won't be able to see Bongani .
Me: mxolisi me and my friends need to finalize the sleepover thing

Mxolisi: you see that means I won't get a chance to spend time with you please stay
then you can make it up to your friends by arriving early to their house.
Omg this one won't understand how will I even contact Samantha about the sleep over
thing because I don't have her tens of Facebook name .
Mxolisi: let's go and take a shower

Me: you and who
Mxolisi: who I'm I talking to
Me: umh like me and you same shower stall
Mxolisi: is not like I've never seen you naked before
He said that Rolling off bed and got in the ensuite bathroom I followed him ‚ and he took
off his shorts while his man hood looked hard ‚ I took off my dress and walked towards
the shower stall .
Mxolisi: nkosazana
Me: mmh
I said that not removing my eyes off his manhood I want him to do the same thing he
did to that girl ‚ he fucked her good that girl didn't even bleed.
Mxolisi: Haw neli what I you thinking about
He said that pulling me inside the stall I faced aside as warm water runs on my body .
Mxolisi: you body is art mommy I just wanna stare at it everytime
I blushed as he held my chin and made me face him ‚ I stood on my toes and he leaned
in for a kiss ‚ I responded to it while his dick kept on touching my pussy ‚ I touched his
dick so that it can stop poking my nnana .
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Mxolisi:Ahh fuck
He groaned breaking the kiss and removed my hand from his dick ‚ what an
embarrassment yooh ‚ I turned to face at the different direction but he came closer to
me hugging me from the back
Mxolisi: you wanna touch it
He said that making me to face him and he took my hand placing it on his dick as I
moved my hand on his manhood brushing it ‚ this shit just made me wanna have him
right now .
Me: xabashi
Mxolisi: nkosazana
Me: make love to me please
Mxolisi: “ chuckled” I don't think you are ready
Me: but…
Mxolisi: “ interrupting me” no but I will make love to you when you are ready
I sniffed ‚ what ready is he talking about I'm ready can't he see.

We where done taking a shower and I went to my room to put on my clothes ‚ I put on
my short tight skirt and a crop tee I just want to make someone to go hard but first I
need to call Bongani before his classes start .
I dialled his number but he didn't answer I tried again and he picked up .
(On call)
Me: hey
Bongani: ohh hi
Me: I'm sorry about yesterday
Bongani: I just let it slip
Me: but I'm ready to make it up for you
Bongani: and how are you going to do that
Me: a sleepover at your place if you don't mind
Bongani:“ clears his throat” ofcourse I mean i don't mind
Me: I will see you tonight
Bongani: you are not coming to school
Me: umh yah I have an appointment with the doctor so I can't come
Bongani: okay let me be off I will run late to school bye
Me: bye
I hanged up and placed my phone on charger ‚i went downstairs and mxolisi was in the
kitchen I walked in the kitchen and he was busy with the pots ‚ I made my arms to go
through his waist then placed my hands on his chest.
Mxolisi: nkosazana 33
Me: xabashi
Mxolisi: will you please let go of me I'm cooking something for you
Me:“ laughs ” what I you cooking
Mxolisi: spaghetti and meatballs
Me: mmh I can't wait to taste them
I let go of him and he turned to look at me ‚ he scanned me from toe to head and bite his
lower lip.
Me: stop staring Cawe

Mxolisi: nawe nkosazana you like to make me horny
Me: ngiya xolisa baba
I said that with a smirk on my face and sat on the counter with my legs opened.
Mxolisi: let me dish up for you and you better rate my cooking and be honest
I nod and he dished up for me and himself after he handed me a my bowl and a fork .
Me: they look delicious
I took a bite and danm the salt was too much .
Mxolisi: how is it
Me: mmh they are fine
I swallowed hard and mxolisi took a bite .
Mxolisi: fuck
He went to the tab a poured water inside a glass ‚ he handed me the glass .
Mxolisi: the is nothing fine about this food
I took the glass and gulped the water down and he took the bowl from me and placed it
away .
Mxolisi: order something to eat

Me: what about you
Mxolisi: I will have you
He smirked getting inbetween my legs and ran his hand to my panty and gently rubbed
my clit on top of the panty .

He rubbed my clit on my panty and I felt my panty getting wet ‚ he stopped and pulled
my panty down and I lift my ass up a Lil so that he can take the panty off .
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He took off my panty and rubbed his fingers on my wet clit I let out a soft moan and he
slides his finger inside my pussy hole .
Me: ohh…xabashi
I placed my hands at the back on the counter and moved his fingers hitting hard as I
tossed my head back .
Me:mxo…ahhh
Mxo: nkosazana don't lay down
He said that hitting fast my arms getting weaker‚he then slides two fingers as I let out a
loud moan.
Me: xabashi…kubhlungu
Mxolisi: you want me to pull out
I nod ‚ and he moved his fingers slowly tossing them in my pussy hitting every corner‚ he
then changed his pace hitting fast and I felt something hot in my pussy .
Me: Ahh fuck mxo it's burning

Mxolisi: release
He said that with his husky voice as I layed on my back and released‚ I lifted my head up
and he cleaned me up by licking me up ‚ he then went to my clit and licked it slowly.
Me:mmmh…fuck
He moved his tongue up and down as my whole body get's shivers‚ he went fast sliding
one finger in my mound .
Me: Maa…ohh…xabashi
He went fast as my body start to shake ‚ I held his head I just want him to stop I'm no
longer feeling my body ‚ this feel is too much for my body .
He then stop and lifted his head up and pecked my lips‚ I was trying to catch my breath
as he Chuckled and lifted me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist and my hands
around his neck and went to the bathroom.
Later that night I was in the living room with mxolisi while we are watching TV eating
some popcorns.
Mxolisi: if your friends come late I swear the is no way I'm letting you go ‚ how about an
Uber .
Me:Nah that's not necessarily they already called a car to pick me up
Mxolisi: let's hope it comes any sooner .
I received a text coming from Bongani telling me that he is outside.
Me:my ride is outside I will see you tomorrow

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Mxolisi: have fun nkosazana
Me: I will surely will
He kissed my forehead and stood up taking my bag and the keys ,l walked out going
outside the yard and Bongani's car was parking next to mxolisi's yard.
I got in the car placing my bag at the back seats .
Bongani: you look beautiful as always phihlelo

Me: thank you ‚ can you please just drive already
Bongani: you sneaked out .
I nod.
Bongani: just for me

Me: yah
Bongani: you are unbelievable
He said that driving away after 30 mins we arrived at his apartment and we walked in
while I was holding my bag.

He then slides his dick in and I held his head moaning out loud.
Me: ohh Bongani Ahh fuck

Bongani: already in mommy hold on
He pushed himself in and I tossed my head aside grabbing the pillow‚ he hit it slowly
and gently as I moan softly .
Bongani: fuck I like it in here
He said that with a deep voice and started to hit it fast as I move up a Lil and my boobs
also going with the flow .
I was moaning loud as he kept on increasing his pace ‚ I tried to push him off but he was
too strong ‚ but atleast he fucks better than Senzo .
I was on bed laying with Bongani fuck ‚ he really served me I'm no longer craving for any
sex or more I just want to rest .
Bongani: you are so hot mommy don't you want us to do one more round before we
doze off
I shook my head while I gently place it back on his chest.

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Bongani: come on neli I know you want more
Me: Bongani can you please let me sleep
Bongani: do you even love me
I swallowed looking at him ‚ I feel him how could I let him fuck me when I don't love
him .
Bongani: I asked you a question

Me: that's an unnecessary question you know I love you so much
Bongani: then show me come and ride me
Me: I don't know how to
Bongani: come on just come to the top
Argh I hate this sex thing how could one fuck you from last night till 3am ‚ I just looked
at him making me to go at the top with my poppy eyes‚ for God sake I'm tired worse
part he never gives me a chance to release he just pull out.
Bongani: take it out and push it in for yourself

Me: Bongani I'm tired
Bongani: just get off me if you don't know what you are doing
He said that with anger ‚ I can't deal with his attitude towards me ‚ I rolled off bed and
took my phone .
Bongani: where are you going

Me: to take a shower
Bongani: it's 3am for fucken sake I thought we where going to take it together in the
morning
Me: you know I can't do that I have to go back home early
he chuckled and I went to the bathroom to take a shower when I was done I lotioned my
body and put on my pyjamas ‚ I can't believe it Bongani used my dress to wipe his shit
off now I will have to go back home wearing my pyjamas .
*
It's literally 6am I'm just in the living room watching a blank TV well Yesterday I couldn't
sleep ‚ the house is so fucken quite when nelisiwe is not around ‚ I can't believe how
much I missed her .
The main door slowly opens and it was nelisiwe wearing her pyjamas ‚ she greets me
without even looking at me .
Me: nelisiwe
Nelisiwe: mxo
Me:woza la ( come here)
She place her bag on the other couch and stands infront of me ‚ the is no way a girl
could come from her friend's house and come this early.
Me: u grand ( you are good)
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She nods without even looking at me ‚ I pulled her hand and make her sit on top of me
with her legs wide open .
I move my hand inside her night dress going down to her panty ‚ I looked at her and her
eyes said it all ‚ I pulled her panty aside and slowly push one finger that freely went in
without her making an sound but breath.
Me: get off me
I said that pushing her off my lap as she fell down on her butt ‚ I don't understand why
she had to do this she could've waited for me I wanted to make the day special for her
but Nah she couldn't close her legs .
I called stanza to cancel the plane and the hotel bookings ‚ at this point I don't know
whether to take her back to the village or what she likes opening her legs and I think her
and Senzo deserves each other
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I made it long since yesterday I couldn't drop
𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸��𝙸𝚆𝙴: the girl behind the school uniform

I was in my room covering my whole body with a blanket ‚ today luck was not with me
‚ but how could I be this stupid I'm sure mxolisi hates me I don't even know what I will
say to him .
I'm so hungry ‚ I checked the time it was 10am ‚ I rolled off bed with my trackpant on I
went down to the kitchen and mxolisi was there with stanza and Xolani .
Xolani: sponono
He said that smiling at me mxolisi didn't even look at me he was focusing on whatever
they where doing .
Mxolisi: stanza the gems must go to the other country without the police getting
involved
Xolani:I head that they are even patrolling at the airport
Stanza: if you didn't cancel your weekend away with nkosazana yakho it would've been
easy to take them to the other country
I turned to look at mxolisi who had a frowned face ‚ I then looked back and start to
prepare breakfast ‚ I really fucked up .
After some couple of minutes stanza and Xolani left ‚ mxolisi was about to go when I
called his name and he turned looking at me .
Me: I'm sorry

Mxolisi: for getting fucked by someone you just met few days ago that's disgusting
nkosazana how could you disappoint me like that
Me: I'm sorry I…is just that I couldn't hold my self
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Mxolisi: so you opened your legs for someone‚ you could've waited for me you know the
way this thing piss me off I'm even thinking of sending you back to Senzo you both
deserves each other
I swallowed kneeling down begging him‚ he can't sent me back there I'm really enjoying
my life here .
Me: please don't send me back I'm begging you

Mxolisi: no wonder why he took advantage on you at the first place you are just a lose
panty
I felt tears making their way out how could he say that‚ I never choose to get rape ‚ yes
he really changed me ‚ I can't get over seeing a dick ‚ I just want to settle for a good one
or maybe I need a check up .
He walked away and I wiped my tears as i stood up‚ I switched off the stove and went to
my room locking myself in .

I'm in my office I can't believe what nelisiwe just did ‚ I don't even wanna lie I love this
girl she's all I ever needed but her behaviour makes me angry .
I think I should call Ma before I make any further decisions‚ she always have solutions
for every problems‚ I dialled her number after some mins she answered.
(On call)
Me: Sawubona Ma
Ma:mxo
Me: how are you'll doing
Ma: good what about you
Me:nothing is good Ma I need your help
Ma:khuluma
I let out a loud sigh.
Me: eish Ma I found my self in a situation where I don't know what to do

Ma: khuluma xabashi you like to go around the bushes just get straight to what you
want to say
Me:Ma don't shout ‚ I'm trying to put it in a good way
Ma: I want it in a bad way‚ did you hit a girl
Me: Nah Ma ‚ the is this girl I bought from emakhaya well her oldest cousin was rapping
her every weekend so I just took her with me ‚ it has been weeks and she's staying with
me but the problem is that she can't close her legs.
Ma: how old is she
I cleared my throat.
Me: she's 17 39
Ma: she's still young all she just need is a therapist she will be better �� I mean
getting rapped is something else and worse part she was used as a sex slave so it will
be hard for her it's more like she's addicted
Me: ohh
Ma: but why I you so concerned about her don't tell me you love a 17 years old girl
Me: what ? Nah Ma eish
Ma: wee xabashi you want to go to prison
Me: Haw Ma I only called for help byee
She giggled as I hanged up ‚ I think I should go and talk with nelisiwe even though it
won't be easy to forget what she did .
I walked out of the office going to her room ‚ I knocked on her door but she didn't
respond.
Me: nelisiwe open this door .
I said that holding the handle the door opened and i walked in she walked to her bed
and she was packing her clothes in a traveling bag .
Me: what do you think you are doing

Nelisiwe:you said you are sending me back home so I'm packing
She said that with a shaking voice I walked towards her and wrapped my arms around
her and she broke down.
You see reason why I didn't want to fall for a teenager�� they are hard to understand
and you always have to be soft around them .

My heart hurts I know mxolisi cares about me and he has done a lot for me but what he
said to me earlier it's like I had a choice.
His hands where still wrapped around me and his head on my shoulder.
Mxolisi: I'm sorry nkosazana‚ I know I was too harsh earlier anger took me away i didn't
mean what I said .
I sniff trying to stop my tears from coming out.
Mxolisi: I told you that you can play with small boys but I regret it look now you just
broke the promise ‚ I thought you wouldn't give anyone my forbidden fruit but what did
you do…you know you keep on pushing me nnana I honestly don't know what you want
me to do .
He turned me around and made me face him ‚ he then pulled me closer and wiped my
tears.
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Mxolisi: please don't cry I know I was wrong ‚ even if I had many thoughts I wouldn't sent
you back there .
Me: I did you wrong I deserve it I know I shouldn't have done it but how do I control
myself
Mxolisi: you need to see a therapist momma and you will start with your sections
tomorrow
Me: I don't think I'm ready being opened to a stranger
Mxolisi: I don't care if you are ready I just want you to get back to normal you have
turned into something else nelisiwe
He kissed my forehead.
Mxolisi: put your clothes back in the closet when you are done come downstairs
I nod as he walked to the door ‚he stops on his tracks and turned to look at me.
Mxolisi: you better stop whatever you are trying with that boy of yours I don't want you
to see the other side of me
He said that as he smirked and walked out ‚ I took my clothes and put them back in the
closet.
I don't think it be easy to do what he just asked me to do .

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Bongani mabuso'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I was in the lounge sitting with Nkosi and Ayanda they are my best buddies this two and
rolled in the same school Ayanda is doing G ten and nkosi is doing G12 same class with
me .
Ayanda: bro pass that white chick

Me: I told you'll I will pass after smashing
Nkosi: this is not like you bro we also want to smash that coloured girl
Me: she's not a coloured she's just beautiful
Ayanda: yee baba you are complimenting her I bet you are falling for her
Me: me ? Fall in love? Bouy did you forget that I have a girlfriend
Nkosi: I thought you forgot
I chuckled‚ those two don't know what hot pussy that girl serves I'm not ready to let go
of her that's why I didn't buy her morning after pills ‚ I mean it will be easy to trap her
while I enjoy life .
Ayanda: don't take too long because if you don't smash we will have to do things
different
Me: just give me a month
Nkosi: yah a month it's enough
I took my beer and gulped it down‚ by that month she will be a month pregnant.
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I was in the living room and nelisiwe walked down the stairs looking hot as always she
was wearing her long dress not tight but danm when she moves Argh .
She walked in the living room and seats on a different couch ‚ she just stared at me .
Me: just say what you want to say

Nelisiwe: umh the morning after pil…
Me: I will go and get them
I stood up and went to the kitchen and checked them in the drawers finally I found them
‚ I took em and a glass of water ‚ i walked to the living room and handed her the pills‚ she
gulped them down with water .
She placed the glass on the table and sat down ‚ I also sat next to her and her eyes kept
playing around .
Nelisiwe: I'm sorry

Me: for what
She kept quiet ‚ now she doesn't know what to say wow I mean she slept with someone
without using protection how low .
Me: it's okay you know as long you promise to not let history repeat itself then it's totally
okay
Nelisiwe: I won't
Yes you better not because if I found you with him it will be the end of him and maybe
you too because now you are making me fall for you .
Nelisiwe: you are good
I nod faking a smile ‚ I'm not really okay being next to you make me go hard if you didn't
flop I would've been on top of you making you scream my name .
Me: you didn't eat anything since the day started let me order something for you.
She smiles as I ordered something for her .

It has been 2 weeks attending the therapy session thing ‚ it's really helping and I'm trying
by all means to change otherwise I will be homeless.
Bongani? Argh I'm trying by all means to stay away from him I love him but I will just
have to distance myself from him ‚ we still contact each other but don't do any meet ups
he only sees me at school.
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I was in the kitchen making breakfast today is school day a whole Monday ‚ mxolisi
walked in wearing his tuxedo while he was fixing his tie ‚ he peck my lips and sat on a
high chair.
Mxolisi: morning beautiful

Me: morning
He smiled checking my pots .
Mxolisi: why i you cooking porridge we will run late

Me: looks like you are rushing somewhere
Mxolisi: yah I have a meeting within 40 mins
Me: let me do sandwich for you
Mxolisi: Nah it's fine I will wait for the porridge.
After few mins I was done I dished up for mxolisi and let it cool down first ‚ he then
started to eat while I dished up for myself .
When mxolisi was done eating I started to eat ‚ he placed a 200 note on the table and
kissed my forehead.
Mxolisi: enjoy your day nkosazana

Me:you also have a good day at work
He walked out and when I was done eating I washed my bowl and his ‚ I took my school
bag and walked out .
I arrived at school couple of mins ago and I'm sitting in class on my tablet ‚ Bongani
walked in with his friends and he walked to my direction while his friends go to the
backseat.
He sat on the table facing me and a smile flashed on my face.
Bongani: miss me
Me: nop why should I miss you
Bobgani: stop lying you know your cheeks turn red when you are lying
Me: because you make me blush nothing much
Bongani: fine you didn't miss me I get it but do you know how much I missed you
Me: no I don't know
He leaned in and peck my lips.
Bongani: I missed you ohh no words can describe the way I missed you
I smiled like a fool and he leaned in closer and kissed me and I responded to the kiss .
‘ Mr mabuso this is not your class if I'm not mistaken so get the hell out’
Bongani pulled out fast and stood up walking out ‚ I was facing down because of shame
that's our lifescince teacher he talks a lot and I'm not even ready for his humiliation.
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Sir: okay guys let's not focus on nelisiwe and our lovely grade twelves ‚ well guys this is
sir Zwane he will be joining us for only few months for his practicals let's hope you treat
him good .
Girls where screaming and doing weird sounds.
‘ thank you sir well class…
I lifted my head up as everything went on silent I didn't even hear what he was saying ‚ I
even felt like my eyes are playing tricks with me it can't be mangethe .
𝙽𝙴��𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴: the girl behind the school uniform

The lifescince teacher walked out .
Mduduzi: okay guys today we will not do much let's all remind ourselves of the
biogeochemical cycles ‚ I see the nitrogen cycle is the one that gives you all hard time
to get
He preached what ever he had to and I layed my head dozing off .
I was woken by someone shaking me ‚ I raised my head and it was the girl who is sitting
on the front desk next to mine .
Her: sir Zwane said you should follow him to his office
I swallowed hard and stood up ‚ I'm not ready to talk with mdu ‚ I went to the
adminstration window and the was a lady busy on some papers.
Me: morning
Her: morning to you too
Me: umh can I ask
Her: sure
Me: where is sir zwane's office
Her: next to ma'am masilesa's office
I thanked her and walked away the next thing I was on mdu's office door step ‚ I
knocked as the door opens ‚he went back to sit on his chair .
Mduduzi: lock the door
I just stared at him ‚ the is no way I'm locking this door I don't want to die in his office he
gets angry easily.
Mduduzi: nelisiwe ngithe uvale umnyango( I said close the door)

Me: mangethe
Mduduzi: manje awusangilaleli nokungilalela
44 uma ngikhuluma(now you dont even listen
to me when i talk)
Me:ngiya xolisa ( I'm sorry )
I said that locking the door and stood from a distance‚ he stood up and walked towards
me as I moved back ‚ I hit the wall with my back as he gently place his hand on my
neck .
Mduduzi:now you are scared of me
He said that his breath hitting my neck ‚ he is making me weak I just want to leave
already.
Me: mangethe
Mduduzi: mkami
Me: please let me go
Mduduzi: why should I do that
I swallowed as he move his other hand to my booba and squeezed em as I let a soft
moan out and covered my mouth .
Mduduzi: you really changed I wonder what went wrong
He sniffs and let go of me ‚ he just went to his sit and just stared at me .
Mduduzi: I heard the news roaming around ‚ that you fucked with your cousin ‚ moved in
with you uncle whom I'm not sure is your uncle and the matric boy Argh neli.
He said that as he takes a seat .
Mduduzi: I wonder if you body count can still buy a Loli pop
I swallowed as he smirked .
Mduduzi: I just wanted to meet you I even worked hard to get my practicals done at this
school ‚ after seeing you on social media slaying .
He said that smiling and winked at me .
Mduduzi: do you even still love me neli
He asked making a serious face locking me in an eye contact.

[Narrator]
Mduduzi was just staring at nelisiwe who just froze after hearing mduduzi's question
‚ mduduzi realised that he was no longer loved but still hard for him to let go.
Mduduzi: mkami
Nelisiwe: mangethe I don't know if I love you I'm in a situation where I don't want you to
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get involved
Mduduzi: what are you talking about
Nelisiwe took all the air in and released ‚ she wants to tell mduduzi about mxolisi how
he keeps on threatening her but on the other side she doesn't want to make mxolisi to
look like a bad person because of the feelings she has for mxolisi.
Mduduzi: neli are you good I mean your life is your uncle making you do things you don't
want
Nelisiwe: what ? No he is not
She said that keeping a straight face mduduzi stood up and walked towards nelisiwe
and gives her a tight hug .
Mduduzi: I know when your lying to me let's hope your uncle is not forcing you into any
sexual intercourse
Nelisiwe just sniffs because she knows that mxolisi wouldn't go so low it has been a
month and weeks staying with him but never forced her to sleep with him but instead
she's the one who wants him so badly .
Nelisiwe: I think I should go.
She tried to release herself from mduduzi's hands but he didn't let her go .
Mduduzi: I just missed you I don't even wanna let go
He said that squeezing nelisiwe and let her go ‚ nelisiwe fixed her clothes and mduduzi
just stared at her .
Mduduzi: you have become more beautiful neli

Nelisiwe:“ blushing” thanks
Mduduzi kissed her forehead and fixed nelisiwe's skirt .
Mduduzi: you are good to go
Nelisiwe turned to walk away and mduduzi pulled her with her hand as she placed her
other hand on mduduzi's chest .
Mduduzi: how will I get my answer
He said that looking deep into nelisiwe's eyes as she swallows.
Mduduzi: give me your number and let's make it a date on Saturday
Nelisiwe's mouth was opened ready to say something but mduduzi handed him his
phone ‚ nelisiwe dialled her numbers and handed the phone to mduduzi .
Mduduzi: ngiya Bonga mommi ( thank you mommy)
He walked to his desk and sat down and nelisiwe made her way out of the office going
back to class .
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Well it was finally afterschool and as usual stanza came to pick me up but she didn't
look good at all .
Me: hey what's up

Stanza: yooh ntwana Xolani made bafo angry today
Me: what did Xolani do this time
Stanza: he lost the gems now mxolisi has to pay a whole billion back
Me: what ?
Stanza: I don't understand why mxolisi always have to include him in business we
almost lost bra K because of him
I sniffs looking through the window my day was bad now this how will I tell him about
mduduzi .
Me: where is he now

Stanza: at the house he didn't want to come to fetch you because he doesn't want you
to see him and his worse
Me: mmmh just drive fast
Stanza: you think I'm driving a speed fly huh
Me: just drive
After few mins she parked the car infront of the house as I walked out and waved at her
driving away‚ I walked in the house and it was so quite ‚ I bet he is at his office.
I walked to his office door and knocked but the was no response ‚ I pushed the door
slowly and he was sitting on his chair with his head buried on the table inside his folded
arms .
Me: xabashi
He raised his head and looked at me with is lazy red eyes he just looks wasted ‚ he
pushed the glass of wine aside and cleared his throat trying to be strong.
Mxolisi: “ clears his throat again” I see you are back from school
Me: you know you don't always have to act strong
Mxolisi: what are you talking about
Me: drop the act stanza told me what happened
Mxolisi: ohh I see
Me: and i know money means everything to you so it must be a big lost for you
Mxolisi: I tried you know Xolani really failed me I just can't give up on him because I
promise dad before he died to take care of Xolani to grow up one day to be as strong as
me
I walked to his side and stood on his back and started to massage his shoulders.
Me: I think you should stop pressurizing him I mean we as people don't like the same
thing get to know what he loves
Mxolisi: he just love money
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Me: he is just like you
Mxolisi sniffed turning his chair and faced me .
Mxolisi: I don't love money but I make money to survive

Me: then when you get old all your money will go to Xolani you see still same thing
Mxolisi: my money will go to my wife and kids
Me: you have one
Mxolisi: you will
He pulled me making me to sit on his lab with my legs hanging over on each side ‚ he
kissed my lips and I responded to the kiss even though he smells alcohol ‚ he then
pulled out and looked at me .
Mxolisi: you are beautiful nkosazana
I smiled and remembered that I need to tell him about mduduzi.
Me: xabashi I need to tell you something

Mxolisi: it could wait nkosazana I just want tonight to be me and you
He unbuttoned my school t-shirt and my tees popped out ‚ Mxolisi sucked them and his
hand rubbing my clit as soft moans escaped from my mouth‚he grabbed my waist
bringing me closer to him and he stopped sucking my boobs as I was breathing heavily .
Mxolisi: I want you nkosazana only you

Me: I'm all yours
He smirked and leaned in kissing my lips as I responded to the kiss and my hands
wrapped around his neck while his was doing magic with my clit ‚ I felt his rubbing his
big cock on my clit and I wanted to pull out the kiss because I was already weak ‚ he bits
my lower lip and continued kissing .
He pushed his manhood through my pussy wall as I jump off my he held me back down
with more force making sure he pins me down and his dick getting in ‚ tears where
streaming out this is too much for me .
Me: mxo…Lisi
Mxolisi:ngiya xolisa mama
He said that holding my waist with both of his hands and moved his waist slowly and I
was trying by all means not to sit down because his dick was huge ‚ my moans where
the only thing playing in the room and he was breathing heavily on my neck as he hit
every curve of the pussy .
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He lifted me up and walked out going to his room without pulling out his hands where
under my butt holding me so tight ‚ he opened his door and closed it with his leg ‚ he
gently placed me down on bed and he opened my legs tight pushing them forward with
his hands coming across my thighs pressing me down .
Mxolisi: I love you nkosazana
It Came out as a whisper and he increased his pace hitting the g-spot everytime he
shoved in ‚ he was fucking me really good this is all I ever wanted something to settle
for ‚ he was moving to every corner settling after reaching his radio's point after each
lap .
Me: mmmh fuck…Ahh

Mxolisi: ohh nkosazana ohh shit
He said that hitting it harder as I tried to push him off but the way he was holding me he
was even tighten up his grip making sure that I don't catch my breath ‚ I was already
building up my whole body was getting lose because of the pleasure he was delivering.
Mxolisi: please don't release till I'm done
I nod and he moved fast for the last time after he let out the loudest groan ever as he let
go of my legs placing one on his shoulder ‚ he moved harder coming closer with his
face and kissed my lips I didn't even respond .
Mxolisi:kiss me back mommy
He said that hitting it once harder than ever and I wide open my mouth letting the
loudest moan and he placed his lips on mine and trying by all means to respond to the
kiss .
He was giving me what I wanted he is the one I want ‚ he pulled out the kiss standing up
straight with my right leg on his left shoulder he moved fast rubbing his finger on my clit
making my whole body vibrate I tried to toss around but he held my waist down using
his left hand while the other one doing magic to my clit and him still hitting fast .
Me:mmmh xaa…bashi I can't hold on anymore

Mxolisi: just few seconds mommy
He said that going even harder as I kept my eyes shut and he let the loudest groan
again ‚ he then pulled out and slapped my pussy playful as I released‚ he smiled at me
and lifted me up taking me to the shower .
Later that night I was with mxolisi in my room while my head rest on his chest playing
my fingers on his abs .
Me: xabashi
Mxolisi: nkosazana
Me: I need to tell you something
Mxolisi: I'm listening sthandwa Sam khuluma
Me: well today I saw…
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Before I could even finish my phone rang and I checked the ID it was unknown ‚ I was
about to hang up and mxolisi gave me a dead stare .
Me:what
Mxolisi: it might be something important
Me:mff okay
I answered it and placed it on my ear .
: Mkami
I felt mxolisi's heavy eyes on me as I swallowed not knowing what to say obviously he
heard that
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[Narrator]
Mxolisi was still waiting for nelisiwe's respond but instead she hanged up and mxolisi
glanced at her and he was about to get of bed but nelisiwe stopped him .
Nelisiwe: this is what I wanted us talk about

Mxolisi: that you have someone who calls you his wife
Nelisiwe: actually it was mduduzi
Mxolisi: and who is that the man you are planning on fucking soon
Nelisiwe: stop making me a bad person and let me explain
Mxolisi: fine
He said that in a husky voice facing away he is just angry at himself for falling for a
teen .
Nelisiwe: mduduzi was my high school lover I started to date him when I was doing
grade 8 till you took me from home we where still dating I had that spot for him ‚ so
today he appeared at school as my life science teacher actually he is doing his
practicals so yah during his period I was sleeping after he called me to his office…
Mxolisi:“ interrupting ” then you fucked
He said that glenching his teeth and nelisiwe rolled her eyes .
Nelisiwe: if you give me a chance to explain maybe you won't be boiling as you are
Mxolisi: fine I'm listening
He said that wrapping his arm on nelisiwe's body while her head lay comfortable on
mxolisi's cheat .
Nelisiwe: he was being touchy but didn't react to any of his actions that's when he
asked if I still love him ‚ I was blank didn't know what to tell him that's when I released
that I was no longer into him but he couldn't let me finish instead he wanted my answer
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on Saturday.
Mxolisi's heart started to jump after hearing nelisiwe's statement‚ he fails to understand
what so special about nelisiwe .
Nelisiwe: so yah that's it

Mxolisi: you are sure you didn't left anything behind
Nelisiwe: I swear I told you everything
Mxolisi: so you are going on a date with him on Saturday
Nelisiwe: nop
Mxolisi: I think I should just get rid of him it won't be easy for you to concentrate in class
Nelisiwe: don't do anything to him please I will just try to focus
Mxolisi: you better obtain high marks in life science to prove that he is not a destruction
Nelisiwe nods as mxolisi's kiss her forehead‚ she really wants to improve in life science
even if she's not good at this subject she will do anything for mduduzi to stay alive ‚ is
not like she's still loves him but can't let him die like that .
Mxolisi: nkosazana
Nelisiwe: xabashi
Mxolisi:I nearly forgot to inform you that I will have to go on a business trip on
Wednesday I will be back on Saturday
Nelisiwe: but why I you informing me now
Mxolisi: after what Xolani did everything was prepared on a short period I only got to
know today and bra K didn't even wanna hear what I have to tell him he is a hard nut to
crack
Nelisiwe: so I will be left alone
Nelisiwe asked looking at xabashi who just glanced at her and blushed.
Mxolisi: I was thinking of taking you with me

Nelisiwe: what about school
Mxolisi:I will talk with your teachers
Nelisiwe: but mxo…
Mxolisi: “ interrupting ” it's a no I'm not leaving you behind
He said that kissing nelisiwe's forehead and layed back facing up still thinking about
this trip thing he just can't go with nelisiwe to this kind of missions but if she's stays
behind he bet she will be pregnant in a week.
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Next day»»
Mxolisi woke up earlier today since bra K and stanza will be here to discuss about
business‚ he kissed nelisiwe's forehead before rolling out of bed he went to take a quick
shower and put on his red tuxedo… he is a fan of tuxedo don't judge .
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A knock came through the main door and he went downstairs to open ‚ bra K walked in
with stanza and shook hands .
Mxolisi:“ to stanza” small

Stanza:grootman
Bra K : Argh let's just get to business
Stanza: you are always serious Kobus
Mxolisi and stanza laughed and bra K made a serious face‚ mxolisi lead the way to his
office and the moment they stepped in his office was a messy .
Bra K : look at your place it looks like you don't have a lady
Mxolisi: my lady is not a maid sir
He said that opening the sliding door which leads to the balcony and removed all the
papers on his desk and sprayed the whole place .
Mxolisi: can we get back to business
They all sat down and mxolisi took out some file .
Bra K: okay give me that file I want to check something .
Mxolisi handed him the file as he checked it .
Bra K: stanza have you found out about the gems

Stanza: yes he sold them to the Russians half price and they are going to cell them to
dragon in China which mean we can hijack them while they are still in Russia to avoid
the drama and deliver them to Moscow in London
Mxolisi: lot of traveling
Bra K: since when did you start to complain about traveling
Mxolisi: actually I wanted to come with my gi…
Bra K:“ interrupting” you do realise that you can put your girl in a lot of danger and if they
even notice her they will take her and use her of a way of getting you
Mxolisi sniffs looking away‚ he knows that is too risk but what choice does he have.
Mxolisi: I will protect her with my life

Bra K: and that's how you died
Mxolisi: I can't just leave her here
Bra K : she will stay at my place with my wife and kids
Mxolisi: not sure if she will agree
Bra K: she just have to
He said that placing the file on the desk .
Bra K : I have somewhere to rush to see you'll tomorrow at the airport

Mxolisi: let me walk you out
The both stood up and walked downstairs‚ nelisiwe was in the living room watching
TV .
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Mxolisi: morning nkosazana
Nelisiwe: morning
Bra K just kept staring at nelisiwe still figuring her face ‚ he knows this face no matter
how hard he tries to forget it but is too hard for him to forget it has been years but he
could never go wrong with the face

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Nelisiwe was in the living room watching TV while waiting for mxolisi to give her pocket
money .
Mxolisi was standing next to bra K's car having a Lil conversation.
Bra K: you are still dating small chicks

Mxolisi: and since when did you start to have problems with that
Bra K: look I know that you think I'm up to something but nothing much that girl is too
young
Mxolisi: and you know how much I love her so why are you making it a big issue
Bra K: don't have much to say have a great day
Mxolisi: you too
Mxolisi walked back to the house still thinking of what bra K told him ‚ for the first time
bra K complaining about mxolisi dating small girls .
Nelisiwe: mxolisi
Mxolisi came back to his senses after nelisiwe called her ‚ he walked towards the couch
nelisiwe was sitting on.
Nelisiwe: I've been calling your name but didn't give me any attention are you okay
Mxolisi: ohh sorry nkosazana I didn't hear you and I'm good okay
He said that sitting down on the couch next to nelisiwe.
Mxolisi: we need to talk

Nelisiwe: mmh is about the trip
Mxolisi: kind of ‚ look I can't take you there with me because is too risky so you will go
and stay with bra K's wife
Nelisiwe: but mxolisi
Mxolisi: Haw mama please only for 4 day just do it for me
Nelisiwe frowned and mxolisi held her chin and kissed her lips ‚ nelisiwe responded to
the kiss going with the flow and mxolisi grabbed her thighs making her to come on top
of him .
They kissed passionately and mxolisi moved his hands under nelisiwe's skirt ‚ he pulled
nelisiwe's panty aside and rub her clit as she pulled out the kiss breathing heavily.
Nelisiwe: mmmh mxolisi i will run late to school

Mxolisi: a quick wouldn't hurt
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Nelisiwe: come on mxolisi
Mxolisi: okay fine
He said that rubbing nelisiwe's clit fast and she was moaning inside mxolisi's ears
‚ mxolisi instead two fingers in and nelisiwe moaned loud as she covered her mouth.
Mxolisi: I will miss you nkosazana everything about you
He said that increasing his pace and nelisiwe making lazy eyes trying to control her self
‚ stanza walked down the stairs and cleared his throat.
Mxolisi pulled out fast and looked at stanza .
Mxolisi: forgot that you are still here

Stanza: whatever it's late nelisiwe
Mxolisi: I will drive her to school all you just have to do is to check up on Xolani
Stanza: no problem‚ neli girl see you around
She said that laughing and walked out‚ nelisiwe was embarrassed and mxolisi squeezed
her ass .
Nelisiwe: stop it
Mxolisi: did you take the morning after pills
Nelisiwe: yes I did
Mxolisi: good girl now go and pack your stuff I will drop em at bra K's house after
dropping you at school.
Nelisiwe nodded and walked to her room ‚ when she was done packing she went
downstairs.
Nelisiwe: do you think they will be enough
He looked at nelisiwe and just smiled .
Mxolisi: you wanna take the whole closet
Nelisiwe rolled her eyes and they walked out to the car‚ they got in the car and mxolisi
started to drive .
Mxolisi: if you don't feel like they are enough you can use my card to buy some
He said that taking out a black bank card and handed it to nelisiwe .
Mxolisi: and this is for your pocket money till Friday
He handed her 1k and nelisiwe smiled.
Nelisiwe: you love to give me a lot of money you know I already have 4k savings in my
room .
Mxolisi: my bad I should've opened an account for you
He laughed and glanced at nelisiwe and back on the road .
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Mxolisi: we didn't finish our business
Nelisiwe: we will run late
Mxolisi: it's seven a two minutes thing won't hurt
He said that placing his hand on nelisiwe's thighs and brushed then going to her panty .
Nelisiwe: just pull over I don't want to die

Mxolisi: I'm a professional driver
Nelisiwe: just pull over Mxo
Mxolisi: okay fine
Mxolisi pulled over on the side of him road and looked at nelisiwe bitting his lower lip
‚ he pulled nelisiwe to come on top of him as he adjust the seat a Lil .
They did their business and when their done mxolisi dropped nelisiwe at school.

I walked into the school premises ‚ I don't want to lie today I don't feel like I belong here I
will miss mxolisi .
Samantha walked towards me and gave me a tight hug after she pulled out giving me a
side eye.
Samantha: girl you don't smell good

Me: what do you mean
Samantha: what do I mean ? I mean you smell sex Argh
She said that making an ugly face .
Samantha: but I got you
She took out a cologne and looked at me .
Me: what
Samantha: you will have to do something in return
Me: just say it
Samantha: Ayanda is hosting a party at his place on Friday and you will have to come
with me and outfits are on you
Me: but…
Samantha:“ interrupting me” no buts otherwise you will have to explain it to Bongani
why you smell sex because he arrived at school an hour ago and you still smell fresh
She handed me the cologne and smiled .
Me: I hate blackmails

Samantha: I love you more girl
Me: fuck you
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She giggled and I sprayed the cologne all over my clothes just glad it doesn't leave
stains ‚ we both went to class and I was just happy because life science period is the
last one .
It was break time and I was in class with Samantha and her girls .
Samantha:girl I just can't wait for the party yooh finally I can get nkosi
Me: who is nkosi
Samantha smiled and Bongani walked in with Ayanda and the other dude .
Samantha: nkosi is the guy wearing trackpant
She said that smiling and they walked to our direction ‚ I was sitting on the table with
jabulile and Samantha was sitting on the chair with Nomfundo .
:Girls
We turned to look at it was Ayanda ‚ Bongani was standing next to me and nkosi guy
was just standing a bit far from us .
Samantha: hey Aya

Ayanda: I'm just here to deliver the message ‚ and please don't disappoint me
Samantha: since when did we start to disappoint you
Ayanda: you better come early I want you to bake those things again
Samantha: don't worry me and my girls will come early
Me: don't include me I still have to talk with my…
Samantha: don't you dare baby girl…Bongani
My heart was beating fast she can't tell him now what will I tell him‚ that I fucked with
my uncle.
Bongani: Sama
Samantha: are you good this is not like you keeping quiet like this
Bongani: people change haw
He said that smiling and Samantha gave me a side eye.
Ayanda:girls we will leave let's hope you make it on time

Samantha: byee
She said that smiling and Ayanda walked away with Nkosi ‚ Bongani was still standing
next to me can he just leave already.
Bongani: let's hope you will make it to the party I love you
Me: I love you more
I smiled and he peck my lips before walking away Samantha cleared her throat.
Me: bitch
Samantha: I wasn't going to set you up girl I need you and you also need me
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She winked at me and I laughed ‚ this girl is crazy .
It was now the last period‘ lifescince’ I tried my best to concentrate avoiding eye
contact with mduduzi finally the bell rang and I just packed my stuff slowly I just want to
talk to him .
Everyone went out of class and mduduzi walked towards me.
Mduduzi: yesterday you…

Me: I don't love you mdu I'm no longer feeling you like that spot I had for you is no longer
there
Mduduzi: mkami wam don't do that please nelisiwe I still love you
Me: keep that love to yourself and move on
I pushed him aside and walked away ‚ I know I'm wrong but I don't need to be any soft
because he won't let go ‚ I walked out of the school premises and mxolisi's car was
parked next to the pavement.
Samantha waved at me and I got in the passenger seat as always ‚ my smile vanished
the moment I realised that the driver is not mxolisi ‚ it was a handsome boy that looks
like the man who was at mxo's house .
Him: hey
Me: hi
Him: I'm neo and I guess you are nelisiwe
Me: nice to know you neo where is mxolisi
Him: ohh he didn't tell you I mean tomorrow they will be leaving earlier so they went to
the closest hotel to the airport they will be spending the night there doing business
Me: ohh okay
He smiled and started to drive ‚ he got beautiful eyes like mine and his K9 teeth are just
like mine but nothing much people can have similar things .
After a long drive we arrived at a mansion and the gates opened wide like we are
entering in the royal yard the where cameras on the walls and the house was so big‚ he
parked the car infront of the mansion .
Neo: let's go
He smiled again and we both got of the car going to the door step ‚ he opened the door
and I found a beautiful girl maybe she's at my age or young ‚ she was sitting on the
couch busy on her phone .

The moment the girl saw me she jumped off

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Her: ohh my gosh finally
She pulled out and smiled while neo dropped the keys and sat down on the couch .
Neo: ohh Rini stop being an annoying rat and let nelisiwe rest
Rini: “ rolling her eyes” bro just leave me alone you don't want to see me having my own
peace “ to me” come girl let's go I will show you your room
She smiled as I followed her to a room and my bag was on the bed .
Rini: Argh I can't believe you will be only staying for 4 days only I wish dad and uncle
mxo could go on the trip for like a whole month
What ? A month no girl I miss my man .
Rini: you know uncle mxo always told me about you I thought you where more older
than this
Me: so how old are you
Rini:16
Me: and I'm 17 still older than you
Rini: whatever let me help you put your clothes in the closet
We placed my clothes in the closet and went downstairs neo was watching TV.
Neo: Rini Mom called and told me to inform you that you should cook
Me: but it's not my turn today
Neo: Haw she said she's going to be late mos
Rini:Argh whatever
Me: I will help
Rini smiled as we walked to the kitchen ‚ we cooked rice ‚ fried chicken‚ smash
potatoes‚ gravy and bean salad .
We where done with cooking and set the dinning table and a beautiful lady walked it
followed by neo .
Her: girls
Rini ran to her and gave her a tight hug .
Rini: ohh Mom I missed you how was your day at work
Rini's mom:was hectic baby let me sit down “ to neo” I thought I told you to cook why
did you make Rini cook
Neo: Mom I was tired but nelisiwe helped
She looked at me and scanned me from toe to head our eyes met and she chuckled.
Neo: Mom take a sit Haw we want to eat
Rini's mom took a sit and we also sat down ‚ we dished up for ourselves and rini's mom
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couldn't stop staring at me.
Rini's mom: this is so good Rini you are improving

Rini: credit goes to nelisiwe she's the one who cooked and I was just watching
Rini's mom rolled her eyes and continued eating‚ I hope she doesn't hate me for what I
don't know .

Rini's mom was just staring at me I couldn't even eat properly.
Rini's mom: so nelisiwe
I looked up at her and she just didn't shift her eyes off me .
Rini's mom: where is your Mom

Me: I don't know
I said that looking back at my plate .
Rini's mom: ohh really
I nod without facing her ‚ why is she asking me about my Mom this question is hard to
answer.
Rini: how come you don't know I mean she's your mother
Me: I just don't know
Rini:ohh I mean who in the world doesn't know their mothers only orphans right .
Neo: Rini stop it
Me: you see I was never raised by my mother I don't even know her and that's how I
don't know her and don't wish to.
I took my plate and went to the kitchen and put it in the microwave ‚ I went to my room
and layed on bed covering my face I wonder why did mxolisi bring me here.
A knock came through the door and I didn't respond ‚ someone pushed it slowly walking
in .
‘ nelisiwe I'm sorry ’
Rini said that as I heard footsteps coming to my bed ‚ she sat on bed and brushed my
back .
Rini: I'm sorry I thought you where lying to us when you said you don't know please
forgive me for my behaviour
Me:“ sniffs ” it's okay I understand
Rini: you don't always have to understand I was wrong
Me: fine I forgive you
Rini: that won't convince me till you lift your head up and give me a smile
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I did as she requested and she smiled back .
Rini: danm wanted to complement your smile but since you look like neo when you
smile I will give you a Red card
Me: just leave my room already‚ tomorrow I'm going to school and I need to rest
Rini: good night
Me: nigh
She smiled walking away ‚ this girl knows how to make me smile but right now I need to
talk to my men .
I dialled mxolisi's number and on the third ring he picked up .
( On call)
Mxolisi: nkosazana
Me: why didn't you pick up when I called you for the first time
Mxolisi: you do realise that you called me at night
Me: so
Mxolisi: and I need to rest Tommorow I have a flight to catch
Me: and how is that stopping you from answering my calls
Mxolisi: don't you dare make it a big issue or else I will hang up on you
Me:you wouldn't dare
Mxolisi: ohh really
Me: mxolisi
He didn't respond i checked my phone and mxolisi hanged up on me after few mins I
received a message from him .
‘’ I'm sorry for hanging up tomorrow I have a long trip to go ‚ I love you nkosazana and I
know you are angry that's why I won't answer your calls ‘’
I chuckled dialling his number but he didn't answer ‚ I called again and it took me
straight to voicemail ‚ I sniffed laying my head down how dare mxolisi do such a thing to
me.

Friday
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Finally it's Friday which means I'm going to see my man Tommorow I'm so excited ‚ well
I'm not going to the party since the security is so tight here ‚ rini's mom? Ahh she's being
a bitch that one she doesn't treat me good Shem I'm surely going to complain about this
to mxolisi.
glad I already told Bongani that I'm not coming to the party and to my surprise he didn't
get angry at me ‚well Samantha she's on her way here as I promised to buy her the outfit
‚I was in my room with Rini busy doing her nails .
Rini: OMG I got an invitation

Me: to where
Rini: a friend of my boyfriend is hosting a house party so my boyfriend invited me
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Me: can I see
I checked and it was Bongani who sent the invitation to Rini .
Me: who sent you the invitation

Rini: my boyfriend Bongani
Me: ohh how long have you been dating
Rini: two years and months
Me: ohh really
Rini: what
Me: umh I know him he is the school president
Rini: does he have any girlfriend at school i mean he is hot to have a single girlfriend
Me: what no he doesn't I guess he is loyal
A huge smile flashed on her face and her cheeks turning red.
Rini: I know right why would he cheat on a hottie like me

Inner Me: mmh the question you should be asking him not me
Rini:let's talk about the party obviously you are coming with me right
She said that with a smile on her face and I looked away .
Rini: please pretty I need you‚ I mean Mom will not be at home because of night shifts
and we will only be left with neo
Me: you know he won't let us go
Rini: but if you ask him he will surely agree I mean your bond is something else
She did poppy eyes and I nod‚ I don't want to disappoint her but I know if I go there they
will only be trouble.
Rini: I'm done with the nails can I do yours

Me: nop I prefer them like this
A text popped up on my phone and it was Samantha telling me she's at the T-junction
which is not far from the yard.
Me: we need to go
Rini: where are we going
Me: to buy some outfits babies
Rini: we even get new outfits for parties
Me: I was also surprised
We walked downstairs and neo was doing workouts .
Me: neo
He stopped and glanced at us .
Neo: where are you going

Me:to the mall can you please drive us
Neo: yah I mean it is my job to do that
He said that annoyed he doesn't like it when someone disturb him while he is busy ‚ we
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walked out and got in the car and he started to drive.
Me: stop at the T-junction my friend will be waiting for us

Neo: okay miss
After few mins he stopped at the T-junction and Samantha got in the front sit since me
and Rini where at the back .

[Narrator]
Finally they arrived at the mall and neo drove back he told nelisiwe to call him when
they are done with their things.
The me and the girls where at the salon doing our hairstyles after some hours we where
done and went to KFC ‚ we walked to an empty table and sat down while Samantha
went to order after few mins she came back and sat down and I checked the number.
Samantha: can't believe you paid for our hairstyles yet you are still going to pay for our
outfits.
Rini: all thanks to uncle mxo
Samantha: who is that
Rini: Haw you don't know nelisiwe's man
Samantha: I thought…
I kicked Samantha's leg under the table and gave her a side eye.
Samantha: nevermind
Rini: I just can't wait for the party yooh I want to get layed already
Samantha: wait girl how old are you
Rini: I'm 16
Samantha: but you want get layed yoooh I bet you will find someone who will get you
layed .
Rini: I already have
Samantha: and who is that
‘order number 206 ’
Me: Rini can you please go and get the orders

Rini: okay no problem
I gave her the slip and she walked away .
Me: summer you better not mention Bongani because sis is gone
Samantha: what you are lying neli
Me: I'm telling you they have 2 years and months dating
Samantha:poor thing which mean all those years Bongani was cheating on her
Rini walked towards us holding the paper bags and placed them on the table.
We started to eat after we where done we went to totalsports and got some kicks after
we went to the FIX to but some stylish outfits .
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Rini: did you call neo I'm already tired
Me: I texted him he will be here anytime
Samantha: I will catch a cab to my place see you'll at the party
Me & Rini : bye
She walked away after some couple of mins neo arrived and took us back to the house .
Me: neo
Neo: nelisiwe
He said that keeping his face serious as we walked to the living room we both sat down
and Rini took the plastics upstairs.
Me: can you please do a favour for us

Neo: what kind of a favour
Me: actually we want to attend a house party our friend is hosting tonight so we just
need your permission
Neo: no
Me: please neo we will do anything
Neo: anything?
Me: yes I promise
Neo: buy a 500 voucher for me
Me: okay it's done
I took out 3 two hundreds note and handed it to him .
Neo: I will take the both of you there and you better call I will come and pick you'll up
just make sure you Don't get wasted too much
Me: I promise
Neo: then it's a done deal
Me: thank you so much
I gave him a hug and ran upstairs to tell Rina the good news and she was happy.
��𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴: the girl behind the school uniform

[Narrator]
Later that night Rini and nelisiwe where preparing themselves for the party ‚ after a
couple of minutes they where done.
Rini: Argh nelisiwe I'm feeling jealous I mean we are wearing almost the same things
‚same hairstyles but still you look more beautiful
Nelisiwe: I won't take it as a complement because you also look so good
Rini: thank you
She said that with a smile on her face and they both laughed.
Nelisiwe: let's go don't wanna miss the party

Rini: OMG I just can't wait
They took their mini bags and walked out going downstairs ‚ the moment neo saw them
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he took the car keys and walked out as they followed him ‚ the hopped in and neo
started to drive .
Neo: are we going to pick up that talkative Friend of yours

Me: who? Summer Nah we will find her at the party
Neo: okay and please don't get wasted as for you Rini you better not touch alcohol
Rini: and how I'm I supposed to enjoy
Neo: look I don't want you to end up getting fucked by small boys
Rini and nelisiwe glanced at each other and back at the front.
Nelisiwe: trust me I will take a good care of her

Neo: I trust you
Neo parked his car at the gate and the sound coming from the house and people
around the yard you could tell that the party already started.
Neo: don't forget to call

Nelisiwe: I will
Rini and nelisiwe got out of the car going inside‚ at the yard it was crowded but inside
they where less people ‚ Samantha noticed nelisiwe and Rini walking inside the house
and she walked towards them.
Samantha: ohh my gosh friends you look so good

Rini: all thanks to mxolisi
Samantha: no all thanks to nelisiwe because she's the one getting layed I mean girl you
are blessed
Nelisiwe: thank you girl
She said that making a Lil bow and the bust out laughing .
Samantha: come here and give me a tight hug you've done a lot for me .
Nelisiwe: first let me get a drink
Nelisiwe held rini's hand and they walked to the bar with Samantha.
Samantha: can we have 3 Savanna

Bar guy: coming right up
The bar guy handed Samantha 3 savanna and Samantha passed each to Rini and
nelisiwe.
Nelisiwe:“ to Rini” you better not gulped it down it's your first and last
Rini: now you are acting like neo
She opened it using the edge of the table and gulped it half way .
Samantha: you don't want shots

Nelisiwe: Nah I'm good
Rini:“ screaming” bringing it up
Samantha requested some shots and gave Rini two while she took the rest ‚ Rini gulped
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one down.
Rini:“ shouting” shit this is so good
Her eyes where changing as she gulped another one down .
Samantha:“ to nelisiwe” can I get my hug already I know after few minutes I will
disappear
Nelisiwe: okay fine
Nelisiwe hugged Samantha and Samantha didn't wanna let go ‚ Bongani noticed Rini
and walked towards her .
Bongani: pumpkin you didn't tell me that you are here

Rini: “ laughing ” don't blame me you better blame my girl
She tabbed nelisiwe as she pulled out the hug and turned to look and Bongani who's
heart started to skip fast not even blinking.

[Narrator]
Nelisiwe kept a serious face even though she wanted to laugh.
Rini: Bongani
Bongani: mmm…
He said that coming back from his thoughts .
Samantha:“ drunk voice” what a twist you know Bongani you inspire me a lot
Bongani: pumpkin let's go and take a sit
Rini: I want to go with nelisiwe you know I should never leave her side
Nelisiwe: you can go baby I mean the couch is right infront of my eyes
Bongani looked at nelisiwe trying to figure out what is she up to‚ he swallowed walking
away and sat with Rini on the couch opposite to the bar .
Samantha: what game are you playing girl that's your man
Nelisiwe: my man is out of this country but right now I need to find a way of dumping
this rat
Samantha: go to the bathroom he will surely follow he has a lot to say to you
Nelisiwe glanced at Bongani who was just staring ‚ she smiled and stood up going to
the bathroom Bongani stood up and looked at Rini.
Bongani: I will be back baby

Rini: don't take too long
Bongani walked away and Rini stood up and followed him without getting noticed ‚ she
saw a chance of getting layed since she's been waiting for this moment.
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Bongani pushed the door and found nelisiwe staring at the mirror‚ he went closer to her
and nelisiwe turned facing him.
Bongani: neli babe i…

Nelisiwe:“ interrupting him” don't call me that and I don't need your explanation
Bongani: you know that I love you and I wouldn't do anything to hurt you
Nelisiwe: Nah this doesn't hurt at all you know the funniest part is that I already knew
that you are a dick
Bongani walked closer to nelisiwe .
Nelisiwe: stay away from me Bongani

Bongani: I can't
He said that smashing his lips on nelisiwe's ‚ Rini was just watching everything making
sure they don't notice her ‚ tears rolled on her cheek trying not to make any sound.
Nelisiwe pushed Bongani away from her .
Nelisiwe: it's over between us I don't want anything to do with you

Bongani: you can't dump me you are carrying my child and I won't let you get rid of it
Nelisiwe laughed and rolled her eyes back at Bongani with a serious face.
Nelisiwe: you thought you could trap me huh
Bongani kept quiet and Rini couldn't hold it anymore she sniffed as tears kept of
floating‚ because of the sniff nelisiwe walked to the door and met rini's red face .
Nelisiwe: Rini I…
Rini: I should've known that you where the one running after my man
Nelisiwe: is not like that Rini Bongani…
Rini: save your explanations to uncle mxo when he finds out that you are pregnant you
know I should've listened to my Mom when she said you are going to ruin everything we
ever had just like you Mom tried to
Rini said that running away and went out the house ‚ she made a call to neo to pick her
up .
Well nelisiwe was left there frozen not knowing what to do ‚ she didn't know that rini's
mom really hated her this much and how do they know her mother.
��𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴: the girl behind the school uniform

Nelisiwe mnguni'𝚜 𝚙��𝚟
I walked back to the bar and neo got in and walked towards me he just looks like he is in
a rush.
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Me: mmh
Neo: we need to go
Me: is too early I want to enjoy
Neo: I just got a call from dad telling me he is on the way and I also bet Mom will also be
there since dad will be coming
Me: just one drink
Neo: come on you don't want to make uncle Mxo angry
I sigh looking at him ‚ I just want to get my mind relieved .
Me: okay fine let's go
He held my hand walking me out ‚ I found Rini folding her arms while sitting in the front
sit ‚ I sat at the back and neo got in an started to drive ‚ we just had a silent trip .
After like 40 mins we arrived‚When we got inside the yard the where three cars parking
infront of the house .
Neo: fuck they are here ‚ I will find a way to get you inside without getting noticed
Rini Chuckled getting out of the car neo got out calling her name but she didn't listen I
followed them getting inside the house and Rini ran to her mother hugging her .
I didn't blink even for a second the moment I saw the way mxolisi was angry‚ Rini started
to crty.
Rini's mom: what's wrong baby girl

Rini: Mom nelisiwe is really after me I found her kissing my boyfriend and she's carrying
his child .
Rini's mom:“ pulling out the hug” what ? You see Kobus ‚ you see the reason why I didn't
want this girl come here she just wants to ruin my daughter's life the way her mother
almost ruined ours
Neo: Ma they are just going crazy over a guy and besides Rini is too you to have a
boyfriend
Rini's mom glenched her teeth looking at neo .
Rini's mom: so my daughter is too young to have a boyfriend while it's okay for nelisiwe
to date someone who is 12 years older than her
Mxolisi: I will not let you insult me‚ bra K you better control your wife
Rini's mom: don't you dare mxolisi this girl is a loose panty just like her mom she disgust
me I guess it's in their genes .
Okay now I'm crying because she's comparing me to someone I don't know.
Bra K : Lidia I heard enough I can't just let you insult my daughter like that
Neo: “ suprised”your what ?
I'm also asking my self that question like what now this is lot drama to deal with I can't
even control my tears ?
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[Narrator]
Bra K was angry at Lidia I mean how could Lidia treats nelisiwe like this.
Bra K: Rini and nelisiwe got to your rooms

Nelisiwe: I'm not going anywhere till you explain it to me why you called me that
Lidia: ohh so now you can't tell her how you got her mother pregnant and left her
Bra K: neli baby look I was trapped trust me I didn't leave you because I wanted to I
thought your mother would keep you safe till I return
Nelisiwe was just standing there feeling like this is a dream ‚ her knees where getting
weak and felt like falling ‚ mxolisi realised the weakness in nelisiwe and walked towards
her wrapping his arms around her .
Mxolisi: neo can you please go and pack nelisiwe's clothes

Neo: okay
Bra K: neo you are not going to pack anything nelisiwe is not going anywhere
Mxolisi: keep the clothes incase she changes her mind and visit and as for you bra K I
don't have much to say for you but you better not stop me from taking neli with me
Lidia: she better stay away I don't want to see her ever again in my house
Neo:Ma
Lidia frowned walking upstairs with Rini ‚Mxolisi's made nelisiwe to face him .
Mxolisi: let's go
Nelisiwe just looked at mxolisi with her red eyes that kept on releasing tearsr‚ he carried
her bridal way and nelisiwe layed her head on mxolisi's chest .
Mxolisi:“ to bra k” you better fix this I bet you don't want to see your family falling apart
He walked out and opened his car ‚ he placed nelisiwe at the passenger side and he
jogged to his side getting in .
Mxolisi: neli
Nelisiwe: mxo
She said that with a lower voice and looked through the window‚ mxolisi started to drive
away .
Mxolisi: umh about the pregnancy thing…

Nelisiwe:“ interrupting him” I'm not pregnant mxo I took the pills right Infront of you
Mxolisi: I'm not sure if you didn't get layed after that
Nelisiwe: so you are also trying to say I'm a loose panty but what's surprising about
something you once said to me .
Mxolisi: I said I'm sorry besides that won't change my mind we are going to see a doctor
tomorrow
Nelisiwe sniffed glancing at him then looked back to the window .
Nelisiwe:so you don't trust me

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Mxolisi: why are you saying that I trust you
Nelisiwe: then why don't you just believe me when I say I'm not pregnant
Mxolisi: this had nothing to do with trust ‚ I'm concerned about your future what kind of
lady will you be in the future
Nelisiwe rolled her teary eyes and mxolisi focused on the road .

We arrived at my house and I walked out the car and carried nelisiwe going in the house
‚ I took her straight to her room and placed her on bed .
Me: I'm going to make something to eat for you while you freshen up okay
She nods and I kissed her forehead and went to the kitchen ‚ I made some sandwich for
her I know I should've cooked porridge since is soft but I'm scared it might not taste
good .
I took the plate of sandwich and glass of juice to nelisiwe's room ‚ she was still in the
bathroom ‚ I placed my phone on the mini table and after some couple of time nelisiwe
walked in with a towel wrapped around her dody ‚ she was about to pass infront of me
and I pulled her with her hand .
Me: nelisiwe
She just looked at me .
Me:can you please have your food you will put on your clothes when you are done
eating
She just stared at me and I made her sit on my lap and took the plate of sandwich and
started to feed her up ‚ after she was done eating I placed the plate back on the table
and handed her the glass of juice she gulped it down and handed it to me .
Me: good girl
She stood up going to the closet she took her night dress and put it on and tied her hair
into a bun ‚ she went to the other side of the bed and got inside the blankets‚ I also got
in the blankets and wrapped my arm around her waist.
Me: nkosazana how long will you keep on giving me a silent treatment.
I'm still wondering if she's angry at me or bra K but her silent treatment hurts .
Me:neli please say something you've been quite since we arrived here
She didn't even turn to look at me ‚ I just brushed her body till she doze off ‚ now I'm left
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My phone rang bringing me to the world and I checked the ID it was bra K ‚ I picked up
and kept quiet.
(On call)
Bra K: mxolisi
Me:bra K
Bra K : you know nelisiwe is my daughter and you can't keep her away from me
Me: who said I'm keeping her from you
Bra K: then why did you take her away even after knowing that she's my daughter
Me: that's not my problem the time I felt for her she was not your daughter so please
don't you dare ask Me to dump her because that's not going to happen
Bra k: fine at least let me talk to her
Me: you know my house right? Then be here around three pm
Bra K: fine
He hanged up and I placed my phone back on the table‚ I just hope neli won't get angry
at me for organising a meeting without her permission.
I didn't edit

We went to the doctor and I found out that i was not pregnant‚ they even gave me some
pills to prevent but I don't really want them I prefer morning after pills.
Mxolisi: nkosazana
Me: mmmh
Mxolisi: you are quite what's wrong
Me: I'm hungry
He laughed and held my hand walking out of the hospital we got in the car and he drove
to the mall .
Mxolisi: mac D or KFC

Me:mmmh mac D
He smiled and parked the car infront of mac D and we both got out ‚people where
looking at us and some even taking pictures ‚ mind you Rini is the queen of social media
with many followers no wonder why I'm trending.
We walked to an empty table and I sat down while mxolisi went to order ‚ I could feel
heavy eyes on me I tried to act like I'm focusing on my phone but this is too
much‚ mxolisi came back and sat down.
Mxolisi: looks like we are famous.

Me: and the is nothing cute about that
Mxolisi: come on nkosazana try to be positive those people wanna drag your mind to
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Me: I'm already in hell
He held both of my hand and brushed them.
Mxolisi: you should've told me that you don't want to come here
Me: mxo…
Mxolisi: let's just leave already I don't like it when you are not comfortable
Me: I'm fine
Mxolisi: but you don't look fine
Me: I'm trying okay it just too much for me
He let go of my hands and faced down on the table not saying anything till our orders
arrived ‚ we had our food after we went back to the house.
He parked his car next to some unknown car ‚ and we both got out and the door of the
other car opened and bra K got out .
Mxolisi: “ checking his wrist watch”you came earlier than I thought

Bra K: I got a meeting to attend so I thought I should come early
Mxolisi: okay let's get inside
I held mxolisi's hand tight and we walked inside the house ‚ I let go of his hand and I was
about to go upstairs when mxolisi stopped me.
Mxolisi: nelisiwe your father wants to talk to you

Me: I don't have a father
I turned to walk upstairs ‚ mxolisi yelled at my name .
Mxolisi: nelisiwe get down here I don't have time for this games
He said that with an angry tone and I went back to the living room and we all sat down
and I sat next to mxolisi.
I don't understand why he had to call this man here without my permission especially to
talk to me I mean I'm already going through a lot and this is too much.
Bra K: nelisiwe
I just looked at him without blinking and mxolisi was holding my hand brushing it .
Bra K:look I know you probably hate me now for leaving you ‚ I wouldn't say I blame your
Mom because the situation we where both in was difficult she was married and I was
also married and my marriage was all business so when your mother found out that she
was pregnant at first she wanted to terminate it but I asked her to keep the child till i get
all the percentage in this business things so that I can marry her by then I had only one
son neo and I was sure Lidia would agree if I take him because she was not a fan of
having children ‚ but when she found out about your mother's pregnancy she threaten
me that if I go near your mother she will harm you after a year I went back to your
mother but she told me that she gave you away to some homeless lady ‚ I searched for
you on every streets of Cape town‚ Pretoria and Jozi but I couldn't find you I'm sorry
nelisiwe for not searching hard to find you but give me a chance to show you that I can
be a good father .
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He wiped his red eyes and I felt like my lungs like they went out for some vacation for a
second I couldn't breath but mxolisi brushed my hand and stood up going to the kitchen
‚ I broke down crying ‚ bra K came to the couch I was seating on and kneeled down
brushing my back .
Bra K: I'm sorry neli I'm really sorry I couldn't be there through your childhood I don't
know what worse you went through while I was not there I'm really sorry.
Me:“ shaking voice’’ where is she
Bra K : she is no more she died two years ago
He stood up and I also did wrapping my arms around him he hugged me back i felt like I
need this hug this hurts because I didn't get a chance to question her why she left me .
Bra K :I'm here for you now

Me: promise that you won't leave me again
Bra K : I won't
He kissed my forehead and wiped my teary eyes .
Bra K: you just look exactly like her

Me: is this why you kept on staring at me
He laughed and I joined him with tears rolling down my cheeks and he hugged me tight
again .
Bra K : please come with me neli I want to shower you with all the love I couldn't give to
you and spend time with you
Me: I can't ‚ I can't come to your house your wife hates me and let's not talk about your
daughter
Bra K: I will talk with them trust me
Bra K: don't take too long
We both giggled and pulled out the hug ‚ mxolisi was leaning against the wall and I
smiled at him and he forced a smile then walked away ‚ I wonder what's wrong with him.

Dad: where is mxo

Me: I think he went to his room I will go and call him
Dad: no it's okay just till him that I left i really have to rush to work
Me:okay bye
Dad: I will come and see you later
He hugged me and walked out ‚ I went upstairs heading to mxolisi's room I knocked and
the was no response I pushed the door and he was laying on bed shirtless facing up.
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Mxolisi:mmmh
Me: what's wrong
Mxolisi: nothing
He said that not even shifting his eyes or even look at me ‚ I layed on bed next to him
facing up .
Me:umh dad told me that I should come and stay with him .
Mxolisi: you came here to tell me that you are leaving with him
Me: what ? No I wanted to get your permission
Mxolisi: I'm not your father just a boyfriend why should I give you permission do what
you think it's right
Me: mxo
He turned to look at me and frowned getting off bed ‚ he put on his shirt and I got off
bed running to the door I locked the door taking the key .
Mxolisi: nelisiwe give me the key

Me: now you are acting like a teen ‚ just sit down and let's talk
Mxolisi: now I'm acting like a teen “ Chuckled” do you know how my life was before you
came ‚ I was always busy with work drinking non stop fucking girls but when you came
you changed everything my life my world can't you see that the house is going to be
empty without you
He let out a loud sigh‚ I didn't know that I mean a lot to him .
Mxolisi: just give me the key

Me: did you think I would leave you ‚ I mean mxolisi you helped me ‚ you saved me I was
drowning and you pulled me ‚ you are everything one could asked from God and if you
thought I was going to leave you then you must be kidding.
Truely speaking I wanted to spend time with dad but why not spend it with daddy mxo .
I walked towards him and wrapped my arms around his waist standing on my toes ‚ I
kissed him and when he was about to respond I pulled out .
Me:I love you

Mxolisi:“ smiling” I love you more nkosazana
He lifted me up with his arms wrapped around my waist and my legs wrapped around
his waist .
Mxolisi:give me the key
I handed him the key and he unlocked the door still in his arms ‚ he walked to the play
room and switched on the lights .
He placed me on bed and kissed my lips as I respond to the kiss ‚ we kissed

passionately with him inbetween my thighs.

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Mxolisi pulled out the kiss and walked to the table and took a big box placing it on the
mini table next to the bed .
Nelisiwe: what's that

Mxolisi: shhh
Nelisiwe: but…
Before she could even finish mxolisi gave her a side eye ‚ he took out hand cuffs ‚ a box
of lush toy ‚ vibrator and other stuff.
Mxolisi: take of your clothes
She took he clothes without question him and mxolisi took the box back to the table .
Mxolisi: we are going to play a game okay .

Nelisiwe: I hate games
Mxolisi: you gonna love this one
He got on bed and kissed nelisiwe's neck leaving wet kisses on her he went down
sucking her boob while squeezing the other one and nelisiwe was already loosing her
breath .
Nelisiwe: mmmh mxolisi
Mxolisi continued sucking em till they became red he then pulled out and peck
nelisiwe's lips.
Mxolisi: I want you to choose

Nelisiwe: what
Mxolisi: make your self reach your organs without moaning or you use the lush toy
while I control it
Nelisiwe: what is a lush
Mxolisi: is just a toy nothing much
Nelisiwe: can I see it
Mxolisi: sure no problem
He took out a lush toy in its box and handed it to nelisiwe.
Nelisiwe: I will go with it since it's small

Mxolisi: okay each phase takes 5 minutes you don't tell me to stop or else you will get
punished
Nelisiwe:what phase
Mxolisi:you will see
He smirked and turned on the lush and rubbed it on nelisiwe's wet pussy‚ he opened her
legs wide and slides the lush in leaving the tale outside .
Mxolisi: another rule don't take the lush out no matter what okay
Nelisiwe: mmh huh
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Mxolisi pulled a chair seating next to the bed and took his phone connecting with the
lush ‚ he increased it putting it on level 2 and nelisiwe was moaning softly .
Mxolisi: I love you okay

Nelisiwe:I love you more
Mxolisi jumped level 3 going to 4 and nelisiwe grabbed the shirts moaning loud .
Nelisiwe: mmmh mxolisi i don't want this

Mxolisi: we are almost done nkosazana
Nelisiwe tossed while the lush was doing magic inside her ‚ every level the pace was
changing ‚ mxolisi moved to level 5 and the moment it heated nelisiwe gasped air
facing up and grabbed the shirts with both of her hands tears where rolling off her
cheek and he whole body shaking moving up and down.
Nelisiwe:mx…ooooh I want to release

Mxolisi: not now neli
Nelisiwe's body was already build up and she was no longer feeling her self‚ she
released and took out the lush .
Nelisiwe: ahhh fuck

Mxolisi: haiybow mammie I was still enjoying the show you know you are doing to get
punished right
Nelisiwe:“ shaking voice” I hate you
Mxolisi placed his phone on the chair and got on bed getting inbetween nelisiwe
thighs‚ nelisiwe's tears kept on coming out.
Mxolisi: but you promise

Nelisiwe:“ why didn't you tell me that the lush it's worse
Mxolisi: I'm sorry
Nelisiwe: get off me
Mxolisi: we are not yet done mommy
Mxolisi took the handcuffs from the table and cuffed nelisiwe's right hand with the
pole .
Nelisiwe: xabashi
Mxolisi: nkosazana
Nelisiwe: let me go
Mxolisi: you want me to let you go
He said that rubbing nelisiwe's pussy gently cooling it down.
Mxolisi:“ looking in nelisiwe's eyes” I asked you a question do you really want me to let
you go .
Nelisiwe: nope
Mxolisi: now let me punish you
Nelisiwe: please be gentle
Mxolisi: not promising because you pussy is too good
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He said that cuffing another hand with the left pole .
Nelisiwe nods and mxolisi took off his shirt and lean in for a kiss ‚ nelisiwe responded to
the kiss and they kissed passionately while mxolisi was rubbing nelisiwe's clit.
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After the long hot session mxolisi gave me he finally released my hands as I held the
other one brushing it my wrist was red .
Mxolisi:mommy
Me:mmh
Mxolisi: let's go and take a shower
Me: I'm tired mxo
Mxolisi: come on let me help you get up
He lifted me in a bridal way and walked to the bathroom ensuite he placed me in the
shower stall and I faced to the wall rubbing my body while water hits my skin ‚ mxolisi
spanked my ass and I let out a soft moan .
Me:aii xabashi
Mxolisi:ngiya xolisa mama
Me:hold your self I'm trying to relax my body
Mxolisi:then you better turn and face me because that ass of yours will make me do
some of the things I'm not really into
I turned to face him and he pulled me closer to him and I was just staring at his dick that
was erect .
Me:mxo
Mxolisi: don't mind it let's just bath
I placed my hand on it and brushed it gently and he groaned ‚ I wish I could put it in my
mouth but what if I bite it ‚ I gave him a fine hand job till he released.
Mxolisi:ohh fuck
He said that catching his breath and we continued bathing you know the naughty vibes
in a shower right? We walked out the shower stall and wrapped towels around our
bodies‚ I went to room and he went to his .
I put on my long skirt a crop top and slides ‚ I sat infront of the mirror and fixed my hair
when I was done took my phone on the table and walked to the living room where I
found mxolisi and dad .
Me:ohh dad when did you arrive

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Dad: seconds ago
Me:mmh okay let me get you something to drink
Mxolisi:wine will do nkosazana
I glanced and mxolisi and he smirked and looked at the dad whom you could tell that he
is not comfortable .
I walked to the small bar on the passage the leads to the back door ‚ I took two glasses
and a wine I don't even know what kind of wine it is ‚i went to the living room and put
them on the table.
Mxolisi: habla N point two two
He said that holding the bottle of wine .
Mxolisi: not your father's favourite I will go and get another one
He smiled at me and walked away with the bottle.
Dad: how is mxolisi treating you

Me:“ smiling” good
Dad:he never raised his hand on you
Me: nop
Dad:“ clearing his throat” ohh I see
Mxolisi came back with a different bottle and opened it pouring some for him and dad .
I stood up going to the kitchen I know dad is concerned about me but why asking this
as if mxolisi is a bad person.

Kobus McGladrey'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I was sitting with mxolisi in the living room drinking wine ‚ I can't believe this busted is
hitting on my daughter .
Mxolisi:“ Chuckled” bra K you see if you want our business to keep on going you better
stop including nelisiwe in every topic
Me: nelisiwe is my daughter mxo and you are fucking her for crime's sake
Mxolisi: look the is nothing I can do maybe I will stop hitting on her much that's all I'm
promising
I clenched my teeth and took a sip �� one thing about mxolisi is that he is
disrespectful.
Me: we are talking about my daughter here how would you feel if I was doing this to
your kids .
Mxolisi: Argh bra K just accept the fact that I love your daughter and worse part I'm
going to marry her with you by her side like it or not
Me:fuck mxolisi I won't let that happen I won't
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He made a grin face and gulped his wine down and poured another one .
Mxolisi: so you think I will hit nelisiwe mara bra K

Me: I'm doing this for her I don't want her to get hurt I know you mxolisi
Mxolisi: you don't know anything about me bra K you don't
He moved his fingers on the mound of the glass and stopped looking at me .
Mxolisi: I see you are judging me based on my history It was a once mistake bra K
Me: beating her till she was bleeding blood no mxolisi
Mxolisi:bra K just don't look at my past here is the future give me a chance to prove it to
you that I can't take a good care of your daughter
He gulped another glass down and his eyes where even changing.
Me: I think you should stop drinking you had enough

Mxolisi: you don't get to decide if I had enough I want nelisiwe bra K she's everything I
even wanted
Me: if you ever dare to lay a hand on her you are dead
Mxolisi: I…
Me:“ yelling” nelisiwe
‘ I'm coming’
It came from the kitchen and she walked to the living room.
Nelisiwe: baba
Me: I will get going okay
Nelisiwe: drive safe
Me: I will
I gave her a hug and looked at mxolisi who was giving me a dead serious stare ‚ I
walked out of the house and went in the car driving away .
My name is Kobus McGladrey a 49 years old man ‚ I am married to Lidia and have three
kids ‚ I'm an independent business man and Mxolisi's partnership I don't have much to
say about my self but right now mxolisi is being a hard nut to crack.

I looked at mxolisi who was busy drinking the wine like he is drinking water.
Me: mxolisi
Mxolisi: mmh
Me: stop drinking please
He glanced at me then back at the class smiling‚ he stood up walking towards me.
Mxolisi:“ husky voice” you don't like it when78

I'm drunk
Me: mxolisi you smell alcohol please stay a distance from me
Mxolisi: was I drinking juice ? You can't expect me to smell nice
Me: just please stay away from me
He chuckled pulling me closer to him holding my waist his touches does the most to my
body .
Mxolisi: now you sound like your father I mean why should I stay away from you ‚ I love
you nelisiwe.
Me: xabashi
Mxolisi: look I need you to trust me you know I wouldn't dare to hurt you right
I nod and he peck my lips.
Mxolisi: but bra K things I will hurt you I'm a different person nelisiwe I've changed you
changed me .
Me: mxolisi you are just drunk let's go to your room
Mxolisi:no I won't go there I swear on my father's grave that I will never raised a hand on
you what I did back then doesn't have to affect us
I just look at him not breathing for a second‚ so he used to abuse girls no mxolisi
would've raised his hand on me long time ago.
Mxolisi: I don't want you to be scared of me

Me:“ swallows ” I'm not scared of you
I tried to keep my self calm looking in his bloody eyes .
Mxolisi:I love you nelisiwe please don't leave me

Me: I'm not going to leave you xabashi
He hugs me so tight and I couldn't feel that he is hurt even though he is drunk but if dad
takes me away from him he will be left into pieces I should convince dad not to take me
away.

I don't know if time flies of what but today it was a full Monday ‚ mxolisi parked his car
infront of the school gate .
Mxolisi: are you sure you want to continue studying here I mean you can get you
homeschooled
Me: trust me I can do this
Me: I love you more
He peck my lips and I walked out of the car going inside the school premises‚ Samantha
came running to me and gave me a hug and pulled out .
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Samantha: ohh girl
Me: hey
Samantha: mmmh I thought you wouldn't come to school
Me: why
Samantha: I mean girl after you became the face of social media I bet even the teachers
knows about this
Me: mhh good for them
She laughed and we continued walking to the class‚ i walked to my desk and Samantha
went to catch up with her girls ‚ I could feel heavy eyes on me but why should I care .
Bongani was also in the class with his boys ‚ a group of girls walked in to my surprise
Rini was amongst them worse wearing our school uniform I thought she was home
schooled .
Bongani met her half way and kissed her while ass grabbing her ‚ the boys cheered and
whistled I mean that's so childish ‚ Samantha walked to my desk and sat on the table.
Samantha: did you see that

Me: I did
Samantha: I'm telling you Rini is going to be the queen of the school
Me: good for her
Samantha: omg look at them they are so cute
I chuckled checking my phone ‚ OMG mxolisi sent me many texts saying that he miss
me I should fake a sickness to get a letter so that we can be together at his workplace.
I blushed and Samantha snatched my phone reading our conversation.
Me: summer
I screamed her name trying to take my phone .
Samantha: love is so beautiful can I read them loud this is so nice of him .
Me: you wouldn't dare
Samantha: OMG he even calls you nkosazana
Me: bring my phone flat ass
She giggled giving me back my phone ‚ I sat down and the was silent moment all eyes
where on us the moment they continued with their takings me and Samantha laughed.

The bell rang and Bongani went out with his guys and Rina took a seat a the back ‘ this
is a dream’the teacher walked in ‚ ma'am masilesa .
Masilesa: morning class

Us: morning ma'am
Masilesa: I see we have a new student in class
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yourself
Rini stood up making her fancy walk and went to the front.
Rini: hey class ‚ my name is rini McGladrey….
The class cheered for her and Samantha pushed me a Lil and I pushed her back ‚ we
both laughed trying so hard not to bust out.
Rini mcgladrey'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I whispered at ma'am asking her to go to the toilet and she agreed ‚ I walked out going
to the old classes that's where Bongani said I will find him ‚ I passed 3 classes already
and I couldn't find him ‚ I checked the 4th and he was in there sitting on a table .
Me: hello handsome

Bongani: hey pumpkin
Me: you look good
Bongani: let's just get to what we came for I'm running late for my classes
He winked ‚ I smiled walking towards him and he pulled me closer turning me to bend
over the desk .
Bongani: you know Rini you are making me do things I've never done .
He said that pulling my panty aside and rubbed my clit .
Me: I know you like this and besides I was missing your touches .
He rubbed the head and when it was wet he pushed it in through my pussy wall as I
gasped air with my eyes shut letting out the loudest moan .
Me: ahhh Bongani

Bongani: keep it low we are at school
I nod and he went in and out while I'm covering my mouth with my hand ‚ he was hitting
it do good till he started to go hard pulling my hair .
Me: ohh fuck Bonga

Bongani: ohh shit
He went faster and I was loosing my breath I can't take it anymore my legs are so weak I
feel like falling.
He then let out a loud groan pulling out and too a hand towel and wiped me and his
manhood.
Bongani: we need to get going

Me: but Bongani I can't go to class looking like this
Bongani: okay fine
He sat on the chair with a frowned upon his face and I got on top of him wrapping my
arms around his neck and his around my waist.
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Nelisiwe mnguni'�� 𝚙𝚘𝚟
It's break time and guess who didn't attend the whole 2 periods Argh this girl really likes
to stress me up‚ I was seating on a chair outside the class ‚ Samantha and her girls went
to the shop .
I was just facing to the old classes thinking about Rini I mean she's new here what if
something happened to her ‚ okay thinking of the devil she came to one of the old
classes followed by Bongani ‚ they went separate ways and Rini walked towards the
class I held her hand pulling her aside.
Me: Rini you almost gave me heart attack where the hell where you doing in the old
classes
Her eyes where rolling around and she was playing with her fingers.
Me: you got fucked at school Rini how could you
Yah she smells sex I think her man should've bought some cologne for her.
Rini: look neli you are nothing to me just because we share a father that doesn't mean
we are thing okay
Me: ops my bad I almost forgot that he is your father ‚ and girl go and wash yourself
b*cause you smell sex
Rini: at least I was satisfying myself with someone who is my type not some old dudes.
I rolled my eyes what type is she talking about.
Me:that type you are talking about that satisfies you looks like you don't satisfies it back
because he keeps on chasing after girls complimenting them how good they are ‚ you
know what's worse
She looked at me with her eyes filled with water.
Me: that type of yours tries to trap girls who are hot even in bed so that he can keep on
hitting on em so chill Barbie this is not Barbie's world .
Rini looked at me angrily ‚ she was about to jump on me and someone held back .
Rini: fuck leave me
Ohh it was Bongani to the rescue ‚ I just scanned the both of them and rolled my eyes
taking my chair back in class .

Bongani mabuso'𝚜 𝚙𝚘��
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Rini turned to look at me with her teary eyes‚ I pulled her for a hug I love this girl Neh but
not compared to what I feel for nelisiwe lately.
Me: let's go and take a seat pumpkin
I pulled out the hug and wiped her tears ‚ I walked her in class and took a seat at the
back‚ Rini buried her head on the table inside her arms ‚ I brushed her back staring at
nelisiwe.
Me: it's going to be okay pumpkin
Nelisiwe stood up from her desk and I looked at her walking away .
Me: I'm going to get you some water okay
She nods and I walked out following nelisiwe‚ she went to the girls washroom and I also
got in pushing her inside one of the toilets
Nelisiwe: what the fuck

Me: shhh
Nelisiwe: don't tell me to shhh you can't just get in the ladies washroom
Me: I'm sorry okay I needed to talk to you
Nelisiwe: why here you could've talked to me in class ohh I forgot…
She giggled looking at me .
Nelisiwe: scared that your pumpkin might blast out if she finds out that you where
talking to me
Me: let's just forget about Rini please
Nelisiwe: and who should we think about
Me: nelisiwe give me a chance
Nelisiwe: what chance
Me: to talk this out
She rolled her eyes and I went closer to her .
Nelisiwe: stay away from me Bongani or I will scream .
I stepped back looking at her .
Me: look we can fix this is not too late to do so

Nelisiwe: you have a girlfriend and I have a boyfriend so I don't know what needs to be
fixed there
Me: look Rini will find her self a new boyfriend and what ever your man is giving to you I
will double it
She chuckled and rolled her eyes.
Nelisiwe: look I'm not ready for the shit that's coming out of your mouth‚ we are done
and besides my man is giving me everything that you are thinking of double it with no
pressure
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She rolled her eyes and walked out leaving me inside the toilet with many thoughts.
Finally it was after School can't shake off what I did to Rini I wish I could apologize‚ her
mother even came to take her home earlier .
I said my goodbyes to Samantha hugging her ‚ then went to mxolisi's car that was
parked next to the gate ‚ I got in and he glanced at me .
Me: what
Mxolisi: what did you do to Rini
Me:…
Mxolisi: her mother called me ‚ nelisiwe you are bullying other peeps
Me: me? bullying? Nah daddy I only placed here where she belongs how dare she calls
you old dude
Mxolisi: but I'm old
I rolled my eyes and he made me face him ‚ OMG this man is so handsome ‚ I blushed
and he shook his head and peck my lips .
Mxolisi: you need to stop behaving like that

Me: I will try
Mxolisi: please
He pecked my lips again.
Me: okay fine

Mxolisi; good girl mac D or KFC
Me: KFC will do
He smiled and drove off with his other hand brushing my thighs .
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Mxolisi and nelisiwe came back from the mall and parked their car next to two other
cars which belongs to Mrs McGladrey and Mr McGladrey.
Nelisiwe: did you invite them

Mxolisi: nop
Nelisiwe gave mxolisi a side eye and took the paper bags ‚ they both got out in the car
and the other two cars doors opened looks like the whole family of McGladrey is here .
Bra K: good afternoon 84

Mxolisi: afternoon bra K what a surprise I didn't expect you and the whole McGladrey
family here
Bra K: we had to rush here to have a talk with nelisiwe
Neo: not me ‚you forced me to come
He said that focusing on his phone leaning against the car .
Lidia: can we get inside and talk about this

Mxolisi: Ohh sure no problem
Mxolisi leaded the way followed by everyone ‚ neo tabbed nelisiwe.
Neo: are you okay

Nelisiwe: mmmh I'm good
Neo: glad you are Lil sis
Nelisiwe smiled hearing that from neo ‚ they all sat down and nelisiwe sat on a different
couch with mxolisi while neo sat on the empty couch and Rini inbetween her parents.
Mxolisi: what brings you'll here

Lidia: as i already told you nelisiwe is bullying my daughter now Rini doesn't want to go
to school because she's scared that nelisiwe might bully her.
Nelisiwe chuckled softly and lean on the couch and took out her Phone just scrolling
down.
Mxolisi: so what is the solution to this

Lidia: nelisiwe needs to promise that she won't bully Rini ever again she must swear on
her mother's grave…
Nelisiwe: I'm not gonna swear on any shit Rini should stop acting like she's Queen Bee
and tell you what she did
Lidia:“ looking at Rini” what did you do baby girl
Rini just made her poppy eyes and tears threatening to come out .
Bra K: Rini what did you do

Rini: I didn't do anything
Nelisiwe: ohh really Rini you didn't do anything “ sniffs ” let me tell Samantha to send
me the video and I will let your family see the nothing you are talking.
Rini started to cry and her mother made her lay on her shoulder brushing her back
‚ nelisiwe made a serious face but deep down she knew the was no video.

I kept a serious face and wish that Rini could talk .
Rini: i…I can we please leave this place already

Bra K: Rini don't test me what did you do
Rini: I got layed at school
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Rini: I'm sorry I…I couldn't hold my self
Neo: you are still young Rini
Rini: what about nelisiwe why do you always see me and my doings wrong ‚ so nelisiwe
is fine to fuck with someone older enough to be her uncle
Mxolisi chocked by his own saliva and i glanced at him and giggled.
Neo: you just won't understand love and mxolisi is not some high school dude he won't
hurt nelisiwe
Rini: how sure are you
Neo kept quiet and suddenly the was silent but Lidia decided to break it.
Lidia: nelisiwe you better delete that video

Me: which video
Lidia: don't play around young girl
Me: I just wanted Cinderella tell you'll the truth because I knew if I did she would've been
crying saying how much I hate her
Everyone looked at me and I took my paper bags going to the kitchen and took out my
big Mac and coke .
I started to dig in and neo came to the kitchen .
Neo: just came to say goodbye

Me: ohh you are leaving
Neo: yah ‚ and you better visit at the house one day
He smiled walking away and after few mins mxolisi walked in and smiled.
Mxolisi: you have changed nkosazana what happened

Me: I didn't change is just that Rini did me wrong she has to feel what I felt
Mxolisi laughed sitting on a highchair and took my coke gulping it down .
Me: mxo I told you to order something for your self but what did you say
Mxolisi:I was not hungry but that meeting made me hungry
I laughed getting of the chair.
Mxolisi: what are you doing

Me: Cooking something for my man
He smiled and just stared at me ‚ I took out the pots and poured water in one of them
and placed it on the stove .
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It has been two months so far sis is in a happy relationship and as for Rini she has been
pain in my neck can't believe she still hates me ‚ well we are done with final exams and I
did go academically.
Well I was sitting on the chair infront of the mirror applying lip gloss ‚ my phone rang
and I checked the ID‚ it was mxolisi I answered with a smile flashing through my face.
(On call)
Mxolisi: auw nkosazana the driver has been waiting for you outside
Me: and you are calling me for the third time how will I finish if you keep on disturbing
me
Mxolisi: I'm sorry but you better hurry up
Me: bye
Mxolisi: neli…
I hanged up on him and took my mini hand bag going down the stairs ‚ I was holding my
long dress up and the hills made me look like the most serious person.
I went out to the car and the driver opened the door for me‚ I got in the back and he
closed it jogging to his side .
Him: good afternoon ma'am

Me: afternoon
He smiled and started to drive away playing soft music‚ after like fifty minutes of driving
he finally parked the car Infront of some hotel‚ someone opened the door for me and I
steeped out .
Him: good afternoon ma'am hope you enjoy your night
He smiled as I made my way in the hotel walking on the red carpet two ladies walked to
my direction.
Lady1: good afternoon ma'am I'm the manager of this hotel and Portia will take you to
the top floor hope you enjoy your night
Me: thank you
I walked with the other lady into the elevator and she was telling me about the hotel
how good it was and by just looking around you can tell ‚ the elevator stopped on the
last floor and Portia told me to take the stairs to the top floor .
I took the stairs and finally arrived to the top floor ‚ OMG I was on top of the hotel
‚ mxolisi was facing the other side and I walked to his direction‚ the was a table
decorated in black and red which matches with my dress everything was perfect even
the candles.
Me: xabashi
Mxolisi:“ turning to face me” ohh nkosazana
He walked towards me his eyes not shifting a bit off me‚ he grabbed me with the waist
pulling me closer to him .
Mxolisi: ohh maCawe Waze wamuhle

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Me: ngiyabonga
I blushed facing down and he kissed my forehead.
Mxolisi: let's take a seat mama
He let go of my waist and walked towards the table ‚ he pulled out a chair for me and I
sat down‚ he went to his side and took a seat .
Mxolisi:“ staring at me” nkosazana

Me:“ blushing” xabashi
Mxolisi: umuhle mama
Me: you are telling me for the second time mxo
Mxolisi: haw mara mos the is nothing wrong with that I mean you are also ten times hot
I smiled glancing at him‚ will he just stop complimenting me because his delivering
butterflies in my stomach.
The waiters walked in holding 2 plates ‚ and placed them on the table.
Waiter: hope you enjoy your meal

Mxolisi: thank you
The walked away and mxolisi glanced at me and started to dig in .
Me:“looking at the view ” why did you bring me here

Mxolisi: you don't like it
Me: no I like it it's absolutely fine I mean the view is beautiful but you never took me to
this kind of place
Mxolisi: wanna know what's so special about this place
He asked glancing at me and I nod .
Mxolisi: since we ever dated I never took you out on a date so this place will be
memorized as our first date venue ‚ I want us to create memories not promising you a
lot but to stay with you till infinity and I can insure you that I'm going to be with you till
infinity by giving you this…
He said that kneeling down with one leg the other one balancing him…he took out a
mini box and opened it ‚ the was a sparkling diamond ring inside‚ he can't expect me to
marry him at this age .
Mxolisi: nelisiwe phihlelo Mnguni ‚ Ntombi ka xabashi sthandwa saw MmaCawe

‚ nkosazana I'm not asking for much I just want to make some few promises that I won't
break till you are ready to get married with me but for now…
He smiled making me to blush mind you ‚ he is still on his knees.
Mxolisi: I'm giving you this promise ring ‚ I promise to love and support you through hard
times and good ones ‚ I promise to protect you with my life and never to get hurt ‚ I
promise to always tell the truth and nothing much ‚ I promise to treat you right till infinity
and I promise to make you my wife one day…nkosazana please accept this promising
ring…
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I felt like this is a dream I know mxolisi loves me but to this point I feel like I'm blessed
after all those years of crying I finally found what I've been looking for.
Mxolisi: nkosazana
Me: xabashi
Mxolisi: please don't turn me down
Me:“ blushing” the is no way I'm turning you down
I placed my hand forward in his hand and he puts on the ring on my finger ‚ he stood up
helping me to do the same and pulled me for a tight hug .
Mxolisi: ngiyak Thanda nkosazana

Me: I love you more xabashi
He kissed my forehead multiple times making me blush .
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[Narrator]
We where done having our dinner we took the stairs to the elevator‚ mxolisi pressed the
4th floor and it took us straight there ‚ mxolisi held my hand and we walked out the
elevator heading to room 305‚ mxolisi unlocked it using a card and the both of us got
in .
The where candles on the floor the room was dark on the candles made light ‚ mxolisi
locked the room and my eyes where still admiring the room .
Mxolisi: nkosazana
He said that wrapping his arms around my waist kissing my neck leaving wet kisses.
Me: mxo
He squeezed my boobs making me to be weak as my knees betrays me ‚ he turned me

pinning me on the door and looked at me .
Mxolisi: you are beautiful I can't get over staring at your beautiful face
He kissed my cheek and brushed my lips bitting his .
Mxolisi: you have beautiful eyes ‚ body‚ small lips are you sure you even exist your face
is too perfect everything about you it's perfect
I blushed and he held my chin making me to face him ‚ he leaned in for a kiss and I
responded to it with his hands pulling my dress up .
He ran his hand under my hand and chuckled inbetween the kiss mind you I didn't put
on a panty ‚he pulled out looking at me .
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Mxolisi: you like to tease me
I blushed and he grabbed my left leg placing it on his waist ‚ he just started at me with
his finger brushing my clit and i let out a soft moan .
Me: mmmh mxolisi

Mxolisi: nkosazana
He said that with his lazy eyes staring at me ‚ I was so fucken wet he stopped playing
with my clit and unzipped his pants without breaking the eye contact‚ he brushed my
clit with the head delivering shivers to my spine .
Mxolisi: I love you MmaCawe

Me:I love you more xaba…ahhh
He pushed the head in still holding my leg on his waist and I moved my waist back to
lean on the door ‚ he kisses my neck pushing the head in and out .
He finally pushes it all through my pussy wall as I gasped air holding his back tight‚ he
plays with his waist circulating inside me gently.
Mxolisi: Ahh fuck this is so good mommy
He said that with his husky voice and pushed himself closer to me and I felt his dick
inside tabbing my spot ‚ he grab my waist hitting it harder and I held him even more
tight.
Me: ohh xabashi…shhh
He kept on hitting the spot while my other leg was getting tired but he was balancing
me with the door .
He then grabbed my other leg lifting me up without pulling out and I wrapped my legs
around his waist and went to the bedroom ‚ he gently placed me on the edge of the bed
hitting it fast holding both of my legs .
Mxolisi: ohh fuck ngiyak Thanda nkosazana

Me: Nam ngiyak ahhh…take it slo…Ahh fuck mxolisi
I kept my eyes shut as tears made their way out I felt like my whole body is shutting
down as my nipples get harder ‚ I squirted and he held my waist down hitting it good on
the same pace and let out a loud groan before pulling out .
He lifted me up bridal way going to the bathroom and placed me down helping me to
take my dress off .
Mxolisi: I'm not a fan of this dress

Me: but you are the one who bought it for me
Mxolisi: just fell inlove with the design nothing much
He said that pulling it down and lifted me up with my legs wrapped around his waist and
placed me on the shower stall ‚ he let out warm water hitting our skins and he pulled me
closer to him hugging me so tight.
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My head was laying on mxolisi's chest and my other leg wrapped around his legs ‚ he
was brushing my butt while facing up .
Mxolisi: nkosazana
Me: mmmh
Mxolisi: I was thinking you know
Me:about
Mxolisi: how about we go to KZN
My heart started to beat fast I have a bad history in that place I don't want to go back .
Me: I can't
Mxolisi: I'm not even done speaking haw
Me: I said I'm not going and that's finally
I said that trying to get off him but he tighten up his grip.
Mxolisi: listen to me neli I'm not even Done talking
He said that with his deep voice and i swallowed hard moving my fingers around on his
chest .
Mxolisi: look I want us to go to KZN at my village I want to introduce you to my mother

Me: I don't think she will accept me
Mxolisi: and what makes you think like that
Me:I mean I'm young xabashi what will she think of me
Mxolisi: that you love me
I just closed my eyes thinking about this whole think who in the world as a mother
would allow their son to date someone young like me I mean the gap between us is too
much.
Mxolisi: nelisiwe are you even listening to me

Me: umh what…what did you say
Mxolisi: nothing
I looked at him and he had a frowned upon his face I layed my head back .
Me: I'm sorry is just this whole thing is making me think a lot
Mxolisi: the is nothing to think about nkosazana my mother is not that really bad
Me: I'm 17 mxolisi and you are almost 30
Mxolisi: don't think about it too much my mother won't judge I mean I already told her
about you and she likes you
I tried to relax my mind ofcourse he is lying to me so that I don't panic .

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Mxolisi: trust me nkosazana Ma already accepted you after all those years she's finally
happy that I found someone who matches my vibes
He squeezed my ass and I let out a moan then frowned looking at him ‚he peck my lips
and smiled .
Next day»»
I was infront of the mirror fixing my hair and mxolisi walked in holding a dress while he
was wearing his blue tuxedo .
He placed the blue dress on bed and walked to the mirror he glanced at me through the
mirror then smiled.
Me:what
Mxolisi: you are beautiful but the is something missing
Me: and what is that
He opened a small box and took out the necklace he made me wear it and danm the
necklace was beautiful the diamonds in it where sparkling and it matches my ring .
Mxolisi: now put on your clothes

Me: stop rushing
Mxolisi: I'm not rushing you where the one telling me how much you miss the house
right
I rolled my eyes and stood up from the chair going next to the bed ‚ I took off the towel
wrapped around my body and put on the dress ‚ ohh this nigga really knows my size the
dress was perfectly fine on my body ‚ I put on my hills and took my mini hand bag.
Me: let's go
He just looked at me and smiled‚ he held my hand and we walked out ‚ we headed to the
elevator and back at the receptionist ‚ mxolisi went to give the card back and the was a
tall light skinned man staring at me from a distance finally mxolisi came back.
Mxolisi: are you okay

Me: no someone is busy staring at me
Mxolisi: who is it
I turned to the direction the man was at but he was no where to be found.
Me: Nevermind let's go
We walked out and we found the car waiting for us ‚ we hopped in and they closed the
door ‚ I looked through the window and the same man was staring at me again before
the driver started to drive the man waved at me ‚ I leaned over breathing heavily.
Mxolisi: nkosazana what's wrong

Me: nothing
Mxolisi: oohh okay
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He just stared at me with a worried face and I tried to calm my self down ‚ who the hell
is that man .

Finally arrived at the house ‚ we hopped out of the car and the where also two cars
parked outside the yard ‚ stanza's and xolani's cars .
Mxolisi: didn't expect them to come this early

Me: what are they even doing here
Mxolisi: you don't want them around
Me: no I mean like you didn't tell me they will be around
Mxolisi: I got stanza's text hours ago I thought they will pull up later.
I just glanced at him and he held me with my waist and we walked to the house ‚ one
thing I hate about this house is because almost everyone has access to it except for his
office and my room .
We walked in and stanza was sitting on the couch while Xolani walked in from the
kitchen with a bowl of snacks.
Mxolisi: boys
Xolani:“ walking towards us” sister-in-law “ he said that to me ” you look great I bet bro
is treating you good
He opened his arms for a hug but mxolisi stood infront of me and hugged Xolani tight.
Xolani: fuck let me go

Mxolisi: I missed you too Lil bro
Xolani pushed mxolisi away from him and stanza laughed.
Stanza: you did him good grootman this one likes to be touchy around our chicks
Xolani: fuck you stanza for the last time I've changed and besides soon nelisiwe will be
my sister-in-law so what's wrong with hugging her.
Stanza looked at my hand and jumped off the couch .
Stanza: aiyy grootlady Neh xabashi you are the man

Xolani: the is nothing charming and inspiring about this i mean you didn't even invite us
to the wedding.
I tried to held my laughs‚ is he serious what wedding is he talking about.
Mxolisi: get out of the way dum head who said I'm married
He pushed Xolani asides and held my hand as we walked to the kitchen stanza and
xolani followed us and we all sat on the high chair.
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can you please cook
Mxolisi:my girl is not a maid
Did he ? No he didn't I just giggled and stanza jaw was dropped .
Stanza:wow people really change

Mxolisi:order something to eat
Stanza:what is something
Xolani:let Mrs xabashi decides
Me:me?
Mxolisi:yebow nkosazana what should we order
Me: anything
Mxolisi: are you sure
I nodded and they made their orders ‚ after a couple of mins a knock came through the
door .
Xolani: I will go and get that
He stood up going to the living room‚ he then came back holding two black plastic
bags‚ he opened up and in each they where two take
aways ‚ mxolisi took one plastic bag and placed it inbetween me and him.
Xolani: and now ?

Mxolisi: I'm eating with my girl you can share that one with stanza
Stanza:“ laughing” since when did we start eating like that
Mxolisi: today
Xolani and stanza laughed and I just started at mxolisi who was opening the takeaways
and placed them on the counter.
The door from the living room opened and we started at mxolisi.
Stanza: did you expect some one

Mxolisi: nop I will go and…
“ hunny I'm home ”
I shifted my eyes fast after hearing the soft voice and it was a lady carrying a child and
holding the other one with her hand ‚ the was silent moment and Xolani looked at
mxolisi and smirked .
I looked at the kids they look exactly like mxolisi ‚ I turned to face mxolisi who was just
freezing on his chair not even blinking.
𝙽��𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴: the girl behind the school uniform

For the first time after freezing finally mxolisi made a move the moment the baby girl
was released from the ladies hand‚ she ran towards mxolisi's direction.
Girl: daddy
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Mxolisi lifted her up and I was just standing there like a lost person the lady glanced at
me and chuckled walking towards mxolisi .
Xolani: xabashi we will get leaving‚ nkosazana we will see you around
Me: travel safe
I forced a smile and stanza waved at me as they made their way out .
Mxolisi: Lihle what are you doing here

Lihle: Haw mxolisi you know tomorrow it's sihle's birthday
Mxolisi: but you didn't tell me you where Coming
Lihle: was there any need
Mxolisi kept quiet and suddenly the was silent you could tell that someone is starting at
me .
Me: excuse me
I said that without even turning around‚ now I look stupid worse part in this dress .
I went upstairs to my room and took off the dress ‚ truely speaking I don't know how I
feel. I went to the bathroom and got in the shower stall and let warm water to hit my
skin as tears rolled out ‚ how could mxolisi keep something like this from me .
‘ nelisiwe’
That was his voice but I ignored it ‚ I continue getting lost in my thoughts till he turned
the water off .
Me: what the heck

Mxolisi: I need us to talk
Me: we could've done that after I was done doing my business
Mxolisi: I thought maybe you are angry so I just wanted us to talk it out
Me:“ Chuckled” you thought I was angry right? Then you thought wrong because I'm
really mad at you
I pushed him off my sight and took a towel wrapping it around my body.
Mxolisi: I'm sorry nkosazana I was going to tell you

Me: when on our wedding day
Mxolisi:“ heavily sigh ” no is just that I didn't want to get you stressed the examination
things and stuff
Me: stay away from me mxolisi
Mxolisi: I can't
He walked towards me and grabbed me with my waist making me to come closer to

him.
Mxolisi: I'm sorry for not telling you
He peck my lips and I smiled.
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Mxolisi: please forgive me nkosazana
Me: the is no way I'm forgiving you for making me start a match at zero while you are at
two
He laughed and stared at me .
Me: just let me go I want to put on my clothes

Mxolisi: I prefer you more when you are naked
He kissed my lips and I responded wrapping my arms around his neck ‚ I pulled out the
moment I heard a sweet voice.
‘ daddy ’
Mxolisi turned and his daughter was standing right on the door step ‚ mxolisi walked
towards the kid and kneeled infront of her .
Mxolisi: what's wrong baby

Sihle: I'm hungry
Mxolisi: okay come I will order something for you to eat
He kissed her forehead and lifted her up before he left he glanced at me and smiled
‚ actually now I'm just getting bored I don't think I will ever get a chance to spend time
with my man.

I went to my room and took out my pyjamas and put them on I got inside the blankets
and doze off.
I was woken up by my phone ringing ‚ I checked the ID and it was dad ‚ I answered the
call and kept my eyes closed .
(On call)
Dad: nelisiwe
Me: hey
Dad: how are you doing
Me: good
Dad: did I wake you up
Me: mmh huh
Dad: I'm sorry actually I need to inform you that tomorrow we will behaving a family day
so I want you to come
Dad: come on neli
Me: I will talk to mxolisi first
Dad let out a heavily sigh .

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Dad: okay fine
Me: byee
Dad: daddy loves you princess
Me: love you more dad
I hanged up and got off bed ‚ I checked the time and it was 8pm I really slept for a long
time wonder why mxolisi didn't wake me up I'm Sooo hungry.
I went downstairs and found mxolisi in the living room with the small baby on too of him
and Sihle eating while lihle kept on staring at mxolisi.
Me: hey
Mxolisi: hey nkosazana so you finally decided to wake up
I didn't respond him instead I went to the kitchen and found dishes in the sink ‚ I took
out a pack of noodles and a small pot placing it on the stove and poured water in it
‚ meanwhile I was cooking I washed the dishes and placed them on the tray to dry out .
Finally my noodles where ready I dished up for my self and started to dig in ‚ lihle walked
in and placed the plate Sihle was using to eat in the sink .
Me: can you please wash that

Lihle: do I look like a maid
Me: do you see any maid around to do the dishes
Lihle: the one who washed the dishes that where in here is the maid and trust me she
will even wash this one .
She took her fat ass back to the living room and I continued eating when I was done I
placed my Bowl in the sink and washed it.
I took the apple from the fridge and I was heading upstairs when mxolisi called me.
Mxolisi: nelisiwe
I glanced at him and he just stared at me.
Mxolisi: nkosazana
Me: mxolisi
Mxolisi: come here
I looked at lihle who pretend to be focused on her phone .
Me: I'm busy if you want me you know where my room is
I said that turning to walk away I got in my room and I was about to close the door but
mxolisi blocked it with his leg and got in .
Me: what do you want

Mxolisi: what's up with your attitude
Me: ohh so now I'm having an attitude I mean mxolisi I'm in the house with strangers
worse part you didn't tell me about them
Mxolisi: I thought we where good mos
Me: ohh that's what you thought right you better stay out of my sight because you
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disgust me
Mxolisi: nkosazana how could you say something like that
I ignored him and went to the bathroom locking the door he banged it many times till he
gave up ‚ I took a bath when I was done got in my night dress and went to bed .
Mxolisi Cawe'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I was in the living room playing with Mpho ‚ he is my last born.
Lihle: mxolisi
Me:mmmh
Lihle: do you have any plans for sihle's birthday
Me:I will think about it
Actually I'm not sure if I want them here they are just making things worse between me
and nkosazana now she slept with a broken heart because of me .
Lihle: are you even listening to me

Me: yes
Lihle: so what do you think should I put that favourite dress of yours
Me: which one I mean it has been years didn't you buy new clothes
Lihle: u did but that one will always remain on my top 5 since it's your favourite
Me: mhh I see
She continued talking this girl is so loud now I just want to sleep on my girl's thighs.
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Nelisiwe mnguni'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟(errors)
I was woken up by my alarm‚ I switched it off and checked the time it was around 9am
shit this days I over sleep I don't know what's wrong with me I think I should tell mxolisi
to take me for a check up now .
I went to the bathroom and did my business I went back to my room and put on my
cargo pant and a over sized tee‚ I took my phone and walked downstairs I found mxolisi
and lihle and their so called kids wearing a matching outfits looks like they are going
somewhere .
Mxolisi: morning nkosazana
He smiled and I walked towards him .
Me: going somewhere?

Mxolisi: umh actually today is sihle's birthday so I thought I should make something
small for her
Me: ohh
Mxolisi: what's wrong you look like you are heading somewhere
Me: umh I wanted to go on a check up
Mxolisi: are you okay 98
I nod and faked a smile
Mxolisi: then why do you need to go on a check up

Lihle: mxolisi we are running late
Mxolisi: lihle just wait for a second Joh
She roll her eyes placing her things in the bag and lifted the Lil boy while lihle is sitting
on the couch.
Me: Don't worry I will ask dad to take me

Mxolisi: I can drop you
Lihle: mxolisi you know we will have to pass at the mall and besides this is family time
we don't need a plus one
Mxolisi: nelisiwe is my girl I will decide if she goes with us or not
Sihle: daddy can we go already
Mxolisi: lihle take the kids to the car
He gave lihle the car keys and she walked out followed by Sihle ‚ mxolisi came closer to
me .
Mxolisi: are you sure you are going to be okay

Me: yes I will don't be late your family is waiting for you
Mxolisi chuckled and kissed my forehead.
Mxolisi: I will make it up to you

Me: just go
I nod and he walked out ‚ truely speaking I feel like I'm loosing mxolisi I don't know what
to do anymore .
I texted dad to pick me up maybe I just need to spend time with him and neo .

I was just focusing on the road I just hate the way lihle treats my girl yet I can't do
anything I'm scared that my kids might take me some how .
Lihle: xabashi
I was brought to this world when she called me that only nelisiwe and my fam is
allowed to call me that .
Me:stop calling me that

Sihle:but nkosazana calls you that
Me: because she's allowed to
Sihle:why is Mom not allowed to call you that
Me: because she's not my girl
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Me:you are still young Sihle nkosazana is my wife
Sihle laughed.
Sihle:I thought Mom is your wife since you are my father
I kept a straight face and looked forward.
Sihle:is nkosazana trying to take you away from us

Me:no one is trying to take me away from you I will always be your father
Sihle:but she's taking you away from Mom
Me: me and your mother we are no longer together
Sihle: so you are also no longer my father
I looked at lihle who pretend like she's focusing on the phone ‚ she glanced at me and
smiled.
Can't this day end already I want to see nkosazana.
Dad told me that he will wait for me on the road so I should just take a walk there is not
that too far .
I got out of the yard and walked down the street a car came from the back and started
to drive slowly‚ the driver opened the window slowly and it was the same man I saw at
the hotel‚ I kept on walking while keeping my head down .
‘ nelisiwe’
I looked forward and it was dad leaning against his car ‚ the man in the car winked at me
and drove fast passing dad's car .
Dad: who was that

Me: I don't know
Dad: you are cheating on mxolisi
Me: what ?
Dad: I don't want to see a dead body
Me: trust me I don't know who was that
Dad chuckled and opened the door for me ‚ I got in and he went to his side and got in.
Dad: you are gaining

Me: I'm doing what?
Dad: you are gaining weight o bet mxolisi is treating you good
I giggled and looked forward I mean Samantha told me the same thing few months ago
‚ dad started to drive and I was just thinking about mxolisi what if they fix things I mean
him and lihle.

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Well my day was good so far I enjoyed because Rini and her mom didn't make it to the
family picnic ‚ I was in the car with neo driving me back to the house.
Neo: sis the is something fishing what if you are pregnant

Me: what? I'm not pregnant I had sex 2 days ago
Neo: when last did you had sex without protection and didn't drink the pills
Me: when we had sex in the car but we went to the doctor after then
Neo: doctors can also make mistakes
Me: the is no such
He parked his car infront of mxolisi's house and we both got out well I didn't see
mxolisi's car around which mean they are not yet back .
Neo: looks like no one is home

Me: yah
Neo: where is mxolisi
Me: went out
Neo: okay let's get in I will keep you company till he comes back
I smiled and we both walked in the house and switched on the lights yooh sis is craving
for uphutu ( crumbly mazie meal) and beef stew .
Me: umh can you please come and sit with me in the kitchen
Neo: cooking?
Me: yep I'm so fucken hungry
Neo: we ate thirty minutes ago
I chuckled walking to the kitchen and he followed me ‚ I placed the pot on the stove and
poured water after I took out the beef meat putting it in the bowl then poured water neo
sat on the high chair.
Neo: tomorrow you should go and see a doctor

Neo: come on neli
Me: I will go with mxolisi
Neo: why not me
Me: you want to look like you are the father of the child
Neo: so you are pregnant
Me: if I'm pregnant
He laughed and I continued Cooking having a chat there and here .
I was done cooking and i dished up for me and neo I sat on the high chair and we both
started to dig in.
Neo: you should come and stay with us you are a good cooker
Me: what about my man who will cook for him
‘ ohh is great to be back home ’
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I can never go wrong with the voice that's lihle ‚ I heard footsteps coming to the kitchen
and it was mxolisi and his Lil family.
Mxolisi: ey
Neo: exe
Lihle: it smells good in here what did you cook
She said that going to my pots and opened them ‚ I got annoyed and stood up from the
chair.
Neo: what's wrong

Me: I'm no longer hungry
Neo: but I thought
I rolled my eyes and walked away to my room‚ neo sent a text telling me that he is
leaving.
I was trying to sleep I've been tossing around for like a whole one hour
‚someone knocked roughly on my door .
Me: I'm coming
I yelled going to the door and I found mxolisi boiled he just looks angry.
Me: what's wrong

Mxolisi: you are asking me what's wrong “ chucks” you want to kill my daughter
Me: what are you talking about mxolisi
Mxolisi: just to take a bath now my daughter is turning red ‚ since when did you start
eating chills
He is crazy right I pushed my door to close it but he blocked it and pulled me out with
my hand dragging me downstairs.
Mxolisi: explain this
He pointed and Sihle who had rush all her face and body she was red .
Me: I…I don't know what happened
A hot slap landed on my cheek and I held my burning cheek.
Me:Xa…xabashi
Mxolisi: now you don't know how could you add chills in the food you know the are kids
around you are such a selfish ass if you don't want them around I will take them away
Me: mxolisi I will never do that I didn't add chills in the food
Mxolisi: really
He dragged me to the kitchen and took a spoon full of stew and feed me ‚ danm my lips
where burning I wanted water.
I just swallowed looking at mxolisi who was just angry he pushed me down on the floor
and lifted sihle going upstairs.
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Lihle:you should know your place girl mxolisi belongs to me .
She kat walked upstairs following mxolisi while holding the baby boy ‚ I just found my
self breaking down how could mxolisi slap me .
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I was in my room sitting on my bed with my head down ‚ I can't believe I just slapped
nelisiwe worse part Infront of my kids ‚ truely speaking I'm really angry right now not
sure at my self or nelisiwe how could she do something like this I mean sihle she's my
blood and I don't want anything to happen to her .
Same applies to nelisiwe but what she did today clearly shows that she hates my kids ‚i
think I should just go and apologize for slapping her .I stood up heading to nelisiwe's
room but she was not there ‚ I sat on her bed after few minutes she walked out of the
ensuite bathroom with a towel around her body‚ I stood up walking towards her and she
moved back covering her face .
Me: nelisiwe
Nelisiwe:…
Me: nkosazana I'm sorry for my reaction out there I'm really sorry
I could hear her sniffs I really did hurt her and I hate my self for doing that‚ I moved my
hands to her waist and her whole body was shaking.
Me: MmaCawe look at me when I talk to you
She slowly removed her hands from her face ‚ she was red and her eyes looks like she's
been crying.
Me: come let's sit down and talk this out
She just faced down walking to the bed and i sat next to her .
Me: nelisiwe please say something nkosazana

Nelisiwe:…
Me: nelisiwe
Nelisiwe: xabashi
It came out of fear which really broke my heart what have I done now my girl is scared
of me .
Me: look at me please
She looked at me with her teary red eyes .
Me: please forgive me I really don't know what happened to me I didn't mean to hit you
Nelisiwe: do you really think I would do that
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Tears rolled from her eyes truely speaking I don't know if she would do something like
this but at my own point of view She would firstly she's a teenager and no teenage
wanna find themselves being step mothers .
Me: I don't know nelisiwe what I'm asking you is would you do it
Nelisiwe:“ shaking her head” I will never do something like that I swear on my mother's
grave
You could see the pain in her eyes I wish I could believe her it's hard besides lihle could
never do something like that to her daughter.
Me: all you just need to do is change your behaviour nkosazana I swear everything is
going to be okay
Nelisiwe: so you don't believe me
I just don't want to reply her ‚ I tried to hug her but she pushed me off her and stood up
walking to her closet .
Nelisiwe: this is all her doings she wants to break us why can't you see that
Me: neli ‚lihle won't do that she knows that I don't want her back and I love you
Nelisiwe: ohh so you don't believe me you think I will do something bad to hurt your
blood
Me: nkosazana I…
‘ mxolisi’
Okay that was lihle and the way she called me looks like something happened ‚i glanced
at nelisiwe who didn't even look at Me and walked out.
Lihle: Sihle wanna spend sometime with you

Me: is that all
She nods and I chuckled walking to sihle's room .
Lihle Mahlangu'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I pushed nelisiwe's door and walked In i sat on her bed while she was putting on her
clothes without looking at me .
Me: poor poor neli
She turned to look with a suprised face ‚she whipped her tears and walked towards me .
Nelisiwe:what are you doing here

Me: just checking if the room will suit me in the next few days or maybe I should say
tomorrow
Nelisiwe: keep on dreaming I won't leave
Me: nch nch nch…you won't leave but mxolisi will chase you out
Nelisiwe: you like day dreaming right I mean how could one lie to themselves like that
I chuckled standing up.
Me: if I was you I would've started to pack while the is still time
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Nelisiwe: you are going somewhere should I also put mxolisi's favourite dress
She glanced at me and laughed seating on her bed ‚ I walked out of her room boiling
‚ you see one thing about nelisiwe is that her attitude is on another level .
I went to sihle's room and found mxolisi playing with Sihle‚ we are such a nice family
together ‚ I sat on the other side of the bed and kissed sihle's forehead.
Sihle: can you both sleep with me tonight

Mxolisi: the is only one bed nnana
Sihle: we can share it like we used to do back then
Mxolisi: okay fine
Mxolisi glanced at me and back at Sihle‚ one thing I know about mxolisi is that he
doesn't want anything to happen to his children he just got that soft spot for his kids
and that's why I'm going to use Sihle to get rid of nelisiwe and win mxolisi back
I felt my heart breaking into pieces looking at mxolisi and lihle together hurts more than
anything ‚ I mean it looks like I'm just disturbing family moments I need to leave
tomorrow .
I just hope I'm not pregnant I can't deal with this drama then pregnancy.

I was woken up by my alarm ‚ I switched it off rolling out of bed and went to take a
shower‚ I was having a headache and it just hits hard .
When I was done doing my business I went to the room and put on my long tight
dress‚ danm I really did gain weight I called dad and he picked up same time.
(On call)
Dad: hey princess

Me: hey dad can you please come and pick me up
Dad: what's wrong
Me: nothing I just want to spend time with you
Dad: okay I'm coming
Me:I will be waiting outside the yard
Dad: no problem
i hanged up and left my phone inside and envelope then rolled my bags going to the
stairs ‚ Sihle came running from my back and tripped right infront of me and rolled off
the stairs screaming she grabbed mxolisi and lihle's attention since they where in the
living room.
Lihle: wtf nelisiwe
She screamed walking towards sihle who 105

was bleeding and mxolisi lifted sihle up‚ lihle
walked towards me .
Lihle:how could you do this nelisiwe i meam do you really hate us that much
Me: I didn't do it she just lost balance
Mxolisi: lihle take Sihle to the hospital I'm right behind you
Lihle: I'm not going anywhere till this bitch tells me why does she hate us like this
Mxolisi: lihle
He said in a deep loud voice and lihle rolled her eyes going down and took the car keys
lifting up Sihle who was screaming and they walked out.
I walked down the stairs and mxolisi stopped me
Mxolisi: where do you think you are going

Me: I'm going to stay with my father I can't deal with this mxolisi how do you expect me
to survive here
Mxolisi: you are not going anywhere till Sihle recovers
Me: you can't decide whether I should stay or what
I walked pass him and he grabbed my hand pushing me on the wall and pinned me .
Mxolisi: you are not going anywhere and that's finally
I pushed him off my sight since he didn't held my hand tight‚ he pushed me back to the
wall holding my throat.
Me: mxolisi you are hurting

Mxolisi: did you think about that when you pushed my daughter off the stairs
Me: I didn't push her
Mxolisi:ohh don't test me nkosazana I can't just let you leave just like that you want to
burn us alive in the house
I closed my eyes as I started to breath heavily .
Mxolisi: I don't want you to leave nelisiwe I love you so much ‚ I can't loose you because
of your selfishness I'm going to fix this attitude of yours
I leaned my head down and bite his hand as he groaned tighten up his grip.
Mxolisi: fuck
Me: mxolisi you are hurting me
I said that with a shaking voice and closed eyes as tears stream out ‚ if dad doesn't save
me today then I'm dead.

[Narrator]
Kobus been outside for Like five minutes waiting for nelisiwe ‚ xolani's car parked right
to kobus's car and Xolani opened his window.
Xolani: bra K
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Bra K: exe Xolani
Xolani: what are you doing here looks like you've been waiting for like a day
Bra K:“ chucks” I'm here to fetch nelisiwe but seems like she's not ready to come out
Xolani: let's get inside maybe she's busy with something
Bra K:she would've told me
Xolani: which means she's more busy who knows maybe you know
Bra K gave Xolani a middle finger and they both laughed and Xolani drove inside the
yard followed by bra K ‚ they parked their car right Infront of the house and got off .
Bra K: as for you X what brings you here

Xolani:is it a sin to visit your brother
Bra K:this is not like you i mean today is not boys night are you in some kind of trouble
Xolani:is bad to discuss business outside you don't know who is listing
Bra K chuckled and Xolani pushed the door only to find mxolisi chocking down nelisiwe
who just turned pink on her face.
Xolani: mxolisi
He shouted going towards mxolisi and bra K took out his gun while mxolisi's anger get
even worse ‚ xolani tried to pull mxolisi from nelisiwe but mxolisi was too strong he
pushed Xolani asides.
Bra K : mxolisi let nelisiwe go

Mxolisi: stay away from me bra K
Bra K: I will shout if you don't step back
Nelisiwe:“ shaking voice” mxolisi let me go please
Mxolisi: fuck
He said that releasing nelisiwe and bra K placed his gun on his waist belt walking up to
nelisiwe who was on the floor.
Bra K: princess
He said that lifting her up bridal way and turned to walk away but he stopped on his
tracks.
Bra K: If I ever see you near nelisiwe I'm going to cut every business shares of mine with
you I might even kill you if you dare try to hurt her again she's not lihle you can't treat my
child like that
He clenched his teeth walking away and Xolani walked up to mxolisi who was facing
the wall regretting laying his hand on nelisiwe.
Xolani: you are crazy?
He said that pushing him to the wall and turned him giving him a punch on his face .
Mxolisi: fuck
Xolani: how could you do that to nelisiwe I thought you loved her
He gave him 2 more punches and pushed him and the floor and started to kick him on
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his stomach.
Xolani: is this how dad taught you huh to beat up women ‚ is this why you wanted me to
be like you
He said that still kicking him and mxolisi was coughing blood groaning in pain.
Xolani: I'm even ashamed to call you my brother you such piss off shit .
Lihle: xolani stop
Xolani turned to look and it was lihle standing on the door step carrying Siya (her last
born) ‚ Xolani walked up to her .
Xolani: I know some how you are involved in this thing that is happening here you better
number your days bitch because if the truth comes out you are dead.
He pushed her aside walking away Xolani never liked lihle because he knows her pretty
good how evil she is.
Lihle walked towards mxolisi who was bleeding and placed Siya on the couch she
helped mxolisi to stand up and made him sit on the couch.

Mxolisi Cawe'𝚜 𝚙𝚘��
I was feeling dizzy‚ I just need to take a shower ‚ I stood up balancing myself with the
couch.
Lihle: where are you going

Me: I'm going to take a bath you can order something to eat and don't forget to visit
Sihle
Lihle: you are not coming with me
Me: I'm not feeling good lihle don't forget to tell her that I love her
She just stared at me and I went upstairs balancing myself with things ‚ I got in my room
and tried to call nelisiwe but she didn't answer ‚ I went to the bathroom and got in the
shower stall letting water to run allover my body I was groaning in pain ‚I totally
deserved the punches now I feel less of a man ‚ I got out of the shower stall ‚ dried my
body then went to my room ‚ I put on my tracksuits and went to nelisiwe's room .
It smells like her everything in here ‚ I sat on her bed then realised that the is an
envelope I took it and opened it ‚ the was her phone inside the envelope and a letter ‚ I
took the letter and read it loud and it goes like .
𝑥𝑎𝑏𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑖
𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛’𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜𝑢𝑏 𝑚𝑒 ‚ 𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛’𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟
ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠 𝑜𝑛 𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑'𝑣𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑦 𝑓��𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑖 𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙
𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛‚ 𝑖 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 ‚ 𝑖 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢
𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑖 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑢𝑛𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑛 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑓 𝑖’𝑚
𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑔𝑛𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑔𝑜 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑐𝑘 𝑢𝑝 ‚ 𝑖 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙108
𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡
𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑖ℎ𝑙𝑒 𝑔𝑖𝑟𝑙 𝑖𝑠 𝑑𝑖𝑔𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑒 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡��𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑡ℎ 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑜 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑏𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑔𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑖
𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑤𝑜𝑛𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑖 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑝ℎ𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑒𝑣𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑔𝑜 𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑡𝑜
𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑟𝑑𝑠 .
𝐼 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑛’𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑡𝑜 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑒 ‚𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑛𝑘𝑜𝑠𝑎𝑧𝑎𝑛𝑎 .
I felt my eyes burning tears threatening to come out‚ I opened her phone since I know
her password and went straight to the records I tabbed the last record which was taken
last night.
‘what are you doing here’ ~ nelisiwe's voice

‘ just checking if the room will suit me in the next few days or maybe I should say
tomorrow’ ~ lihle's voice
‘ keep on dreaming I won't leave ’ ~ nelisiwe's voice
‘ nch nch nch…you won't leave but mxolisi will chase you out ’ lihle's voice
‘ you like day dreaming right I mean how could one lie to themselves like that ’~
nelisiwe's voice
The was silent for a moment.
‘ if I was you I would've started to pack while the is still time ’~ lihle's voice
‘you are going somewhere should I also put mxolisi's favourite dress ’ ~ nelisiwe's voice
After few minutes the record stopped ‚ so this was lihle's plan she did all of this because
she knew when it comes to my kids I can't control my anger .
Me: fuck
I stormed out of the room going downstairs and lihle was no where to be found I bet
she's at the hospital ‚ she will know me well when she comes back ‚ as for now I need to
find a way to get to nelisiwe because as for bra K he wouldn't think twice to kill me if I
get near his daughter.
Neo McGladrey'𝚜 𝚙��𝚟
I've been outside nelisiwe's door step she won't even let me in I can't let her cry her self
out like that.
Dad: let's go and take a sit neo she will come around
Me: you think so ? I mean dad you just told mxolisi to stay away from her
Dad: what was I supposed to do he almost killed my daughter
Me: but making threats to him‚ you know mxolisi respect and bow for you he wouldn't
even think of coming near nelisiwe
Dad: that's good
I let out a loud sigh does this man notice what he is doing.
Me: nelisiwe love's mxolisi she's expecting mxolisi to knock right on her door right now
asking for forgiveness ‚ fine I see you are planning to separate them forever what about
their child you want nelisiwe to also give her child away to some homeless person
Dad: she's pregnant?
Me: what did you expect
Dad: she will just terminate the baby 109
Is this man even hearing a thing that he is saying ‚ he thinks that this is some magical
story if mxolisi finds out that nelisiwe terminated the baby he will go crazy .
Not that I'm supporting what he did I know GBV Is wrong but mxolisi love's nelisiwe I've
never seen him happy in a relationship like this one something happened back there in
the house for sure .
Hey my name is neo McGladrey a 27 years light skinned dude ‚ I'm the first born in the
McGladrey's family and a qualified doctor .

[Narrator]
Nelisiwe been crying since they left mxolisi's house ‚ but she can't get over the fact that
she over heard neo and bra K's conversation .
Nelisiwe:“ holding her belly ” I won't sell you to homeless people I promise I don't want
you to suffer the way I did I know your father will come back for us
She said that crying‚ she wiped her tears and got off bed and unlocked the door since
she was not hearing voices outside her room mind you sis is hungry ‚she went
downstairs and found neo on the couch.
Nelisiwe: hey
Neo:ohh you finally decided to come down how are you doing
Nelisiwe:not good I'm hungry
Neo laughed and stood up going to the kitchen followed by nelisiwe.
Neo: sit on the high chair while I prepare something for you to eat .
Nelisiwe: I can do that on my own
Neo: I didn't ask
Nelisiwe rolled her eyes sitting on the high chair neo handed her an apple.
Neo : an apple a day keeps the doctor away

Nelisiwe: yet you are still on my face
Neo: as your brother
Nelisiwe: whatever‚ can you please borrow me your phone
Neo:I can't let you talk with mxolisi
Nelisiwe: please
Neo: look nelisiwe mxolisi is not himself right now you will talk with him when he calls
Nelisiwe frowned and neo started to cook soup .
{At the hospital}
Mxolisi walked in the hospital since lihle was not promising to come back‚ he walked up
to sihle's ward since he checked at the receptionist which ward she's at ‚ he stopped on
his tracks after he over heard lihle and sihle's conversation.
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Sihle: mom will dad beat up nkosazana
Lihle: no baby why are you saying that
Sihle: yesterday he gave her a slap for something she didn't do and today you told me to
fall right infront of her and dad asked us to go out is dad going to beat nkosazana like
he used to do with you
Lihle: no no he won't dad is a changed man he won't hurt nkosazana but he will ask her
to leave
Sihle: why can't she just live with us
Lihle: nkosazana is a bad person and if she stays with us dad will beat her up
Sihle: you where also a bad person back then when dad used to beat you up
Lihle looked down not knowing what to say and mxolisi realised how hard he was
making sihle's life ‚ for God's sake she's 7 years old but already going through a lot now
he doesn't know how to react to this situation

I walk out of the hospital and got in my car I could I get fooled like that fuck ‚ I hit the
steering wheel in frustration trying to find a way to solve lihle as I said no one is
supposed to double cross me .
I dialled stanza's number and she picked up then connected to a conference call with
xolani.
(On conference call)
Xolani : satan
Me : fuck you I'm still you brother
Xolani : I thought I was stupid Neh but you are worse bro
Stanza : grootman how could you do something like this to grootlady
Me : look I'm the one who called right so let me do the talking ‚ Xolani
Xolani : what
Me : can you please prepare everything a the morgue
Stanza : is anyone getting killed
Xolani : if is not that bitch who is getting killed then I'm not preparing anything
Stanza laughed .
Stanza : you really hate her Joh

Xolani : I wish her nothing but death
Me : then you better get going as for you stanza you need to collect her from the
hospital the is something I need to fix .
Stanza : I'm on it grootman and please bring grootlady back
Me : I'm working on it
I hanged up and checked Kobus schedule glad he left today for a meeting in UK I will go
to his place .
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I started the Engine and drove off to Kobus place ‚ I parked three house from his so that
i don't even appear on the CCTV cameras ‚ I dialled Neo's number and he picked up .
(On call)
Me : bouy
: Hey
Fuck it was nelisiwe my heart melted for a second after hearing her voice.
Me : can you please come out I'm parking three house from your dad's mansion
Nelisiwe : whatever you want to say just say it on the call
Me : I thought I should bring your phone back I mean you really need it
Nelisiwe : just give me few seconds I'm coming
I smiled and she hanged up after few mins she walked out of the yard walking up to the
car slowly wearing her night dress ‚ I opened the doors and she hopped in and lean her
hand forward to me without even looking.
Me : nelisiwe
Nelisiwe :…
Me : I'm sorry
Nelisiwe: that's what you said last night
Me : I really mean it I was so stupid not to believe you
Nelisiwe : your bad can I have my phone
Me : I will give it to you when we are done talking
She rolled her eyes and she was about to get out but I locked the doors before she
could even open ‚ she looked at me and you could tell that she was scared .
Me : I'm not going to hurt you nelisiwe I was too blind to see that I was hurting you j was
scared that you where going to leave me forever but I just realised that you love me so
much and you wouldn't do anything to hurt my loved ones ‚ please don't close the doors
for me I want to be part of my child's life I want to be there for you
Tears rolled from her cheek and o wiped them kissing her forehead �� I really love
this girl what I did to her will always be my everyday regret.
Nelisiwe : I want to go mxolisi
I unlocked the doors and gave her phone back she got out of the car then closed the
door ‚ I just stared at her Going back inside the yard .
I looked down at my pants and o was really embarrassed fuck that girl is something else
‚ I started the engine and drove off to my warehouse.
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I got out of the car then walked inside the 112

warehouse ‚ the where two chairs in the
middle of the hall and freezers ‚ stanza was standing aside while Xolani was pacing up
and down .
Me : zikali
Xolani : xabashi you took almost an hour
Me : I'm sorry where is she
Stanza : in the fridge
Me : take her out you want her brain to freeze
Xolani : what difference does it makes because she's going to die
He said that walking to the fridge and opened it‚ stanza helped him to carry lihle and
they placed her on the chair ‚ she was shivering .
Me : lihle
Lihle :…
Me : stanza bring water
Stanza walked out after few minutes she came back and poured water at lihle ‚ lihle's
breath changed and she opened her eyes slowly trying to catch his breath.
Me: lihle
Lihle : mxolisi what I'm I doing here
Me: you know exactly why you are here how could you be so heartless
Lihle: I don't know what are talking about
Me: ohh really
I walked up to her and gave her a hot slap and she held her cheek rubbing it .
Lihle : mxolisi
Me : you risk sihle's life ‚how could you use a child
Lihle : mxolisi please let me go
Me : why did you do that lihle
Lihle : I'm sorry I wanted to win your heart back I love you xabashi
I sniffed with anger forming up what makes me more angry is that she used my
daughter.
Me : you risked my daughter's life and my unborn baby's life how could you be so
heartless what kind of a mother are you
Lihle : I'm sorry please don't kill me think about lihle what about Siya he is only 2 years .
Me : stop using my kids I will take them to KZN whatever it takes me to do I don't want
you any closer to them
Lihle started to cry and I faced away ‚ what will I tell Sihle about her mother I can't just
kill her I will make her suffer tomorrow right now I'm not in a good mood.
Me : stanza take her to the cold room I will come tomorrow

Stanza : sure grootman
Stanza walked up to lihle and I turned to walk away while lihle screams my name ‚ a
gunshot triggered from my back and I turned to look only to find mxolisi sniffing his gun
and lihle laying down on the floor with blood on the floor.
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Me : zikali what have you done
Xolani : what you couldn't do xabashi
He said that taking his car keys and pushed me off his sight going out ‚ I just looked at
lihle who was on the floor lifeless.

[Narrator]
Nelisiwe been tossing around not able to sleep not to lie she misses mxolisi ‚ she got up
and went to the kitchen and poured water for herself then go back to her room .
She gulped down the water and get's back into her blankets trying to get some sleep
but her phone disturb her it was ringing she checked the ID and it was mxolisi she
answered the call with a smile on her face .
( On call )
Nelisiwe : what do you want xabashi
Mxolisi smiled after hearing nelisiwe's voice worse part calling him xabashi .
Nelisiwe : mxolisi
Mxolisi : mama
Nelisiwe : what do you want
Mxolisi : I was just checking on you and xabashi junior .
Nelisiwe smiled .
Nelisiwe : you excitement is starting to freak me out I didn't even go on a check up

Mxolisi : we can go tomorrow
Nelisiwe : I don't need you xabashi don't forget I have a family
Mxolisi : but you are my girl
Nelisiwe : not sure about that
Mxolisi let out a loud sigh .
Mxolisi : you will never forgive me nkosazana

Nelisiwe : do you expect me to forgive you after trying to kill me
Mxolisi : please don't punish me I'm ready to make it up for you
Nelisiwe : then who should get punished abo Cawe ‚ amacade huh ?
Mxolisi felt blood running on his veins he just love it when nelisiwe praises him
especially with his clan names .
Mxolisi : nkosazana
Nelisiwe : good night mxolisi
Mxolisi : Haw suya lala manje ( you are already sleeping)
Nelisiwe hanged up without answer him and smiled covering her face with the blanket .
{ At the hospital }
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Mxolisi smiled after the call with nelisiwe and walked to sihle's ward room‚ he got in and
found Sihle facing up with her eyes wide opened.
Mxolisi : princess
Sihle :…
Mxolisi walked closer to the bed and sat on top of it next to Sihle .
Mxolisi : you are good
Sihle shook her head .
Mxolisi : what's wrong

Sihle : mommy told me that she will come back with my mac D and it's already late but
she didn't come back
Mxolisi inhale air and let it out looking at Sihle who had water glasses in her eyes .
Mxolisi : mommy went out of the country princess she got caught up by work
Sihle : does it mean she won't come back with my food
Mxolisi : what do you want I will order it for you
Sihle : I just want fries and coke
Mxolisi : are you sure
Sihle nodded and mxolisi made the orders ‚ after he placed his phone in the pocket.
Mxolisi : it will arrive in no time

Sihle : where is Siya
Mxolisi : umh she's with auntie stanza
Sihle : ohh I thought maybe Mom left with him but why didn't she tell me ‚ is she going
to be back soon
Mxolisi faced aside avoiding to see sihle's face .
Mxolisi : I don't know nnana you see the is a chance that Mom might not come back for
us
Sihle : ohh
She said that with tears streaming out and mxolisi noticed that she was crying ‚ he
wrapped her inside his arms brushing her back .
Mxolisi : don't cry okay Tommorow I'm taking you home you will stay with Grandma till
mommy comes back okay
Sihle nodded and mxolisi kept on brushing her back.
Mxolisi : big girl don't cry princess you need to be strong okay ‚ daddy loves you okay .
Sihle smiled pulling out the hug and wiped her tears .
Sihle : you see I'm a big girl I'm no longer crying and I will keep on waiting for Mom to
come back for us
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Mxolisi pulled Sihle for a hug ‚ he feels like what happened out there was not supposed
to happen no one is supposed to loose their parents especially that way lihle lost her
life .
It hurts because the same thing happened to his father ‚ he was going out on a mission
and never came back it still hunt him down and the fact lihle will grow up without a
mother.

[Narrator]
Next day»»
Mxolisi was woken up by his phone ringing he just realised that he slap on the couch in
sihle's ward room ‚ he got up and answered his phone .
( On call)
Mxolisi : sure
Stanza : exe grootman I need money to pay the nanny it has been 12 and more hours.
Mxolisi : don't worry double her payments and tell her to order something good to junior
to wear and herself I will come and pick them up around “ checking his wrist watch” to
mins to 9
Stanza : don't you think is too early
Mxolisi stood up from the couch going to sihle's bed .
Mxolisi : Nah I need to take them now so that I can come back early to take nkosazana
for a check up
Stanza : oryt grootman
Mxolisi : sure
Mxolisi hanged up and shook Sihle who was sleeping peacefully.
Sihle : mmmh huh

Mxolisi : wake up princess
She tossed on bed and a doctor walked in .
Doc : morning Mr Cawe .

Mxolisi : morning doc .
Doc : “ to Sihle ” how are you feeling pumpkin
Sihle : I'm good
Doc : ready to go home
Sihle nodded and the doctor gave her a high five and lifted her up placing her down .
Doc : let's go and take a bath after I will dress you up “ to mxolisi” don't forget to bring
clothes for her
She nods and the doctor gave Sihle a hand and walked out .
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Mxolisi walked out and drove to the nearest hotel to take a shower while stanza
delivered his suit and sihle's clothes at the hospital.
I was in the kitchen with neo having breakfast well dad is still out of the country for a
business trip .
Neo : sis
Me : mhh
Neo : Argh something came up and I can't drive you to the hospital
Me : don't worry I will call an ubar
Neo : well you can ask mxolisi
Me : why should I
He kept quiet and ate his breakfast ‚ I called for and ubar and continued eating while
waiting for it .
Neo : I will get going Lil sis “ kisses my forehead ” and please go for a check up I'm really
curious to know
Me : just leave before you get late
Neo : byee
He said that going out and after few minutes my ubar arrived ‚ I took mini bag and my
phone going out of the yard .
The ubar was parking three houses from mine ‚ strange! I walked towards it and got in
the back sit .
Me: morning sir

Driver :…
He didn't say anything nor turn to look at me he just drove off ‚ I just took out my phone
and turned on data ‚ I received many messages from mxolisi telling me that he will
accompany me to the hospital I smiled putting my phone back in my mini bag I can't
believe he is still trying to make things work ‚ I was already feeling like sleeping .
I was woken up by an annoying sound ‚ the driver was busy playing with a paper ‚ wait it
was a picture I took a closer look and it was someone who looked exactly like me .
Driver : nelisiwe phihlelo mnguni
He turned to look at me and it was the man who kept on following me and waving at me
‚ he made a grin face and turned to look forward .
Mind you the windows where black I couldn't see outside ‚ I tried to scream but he didn't
mind me he stopped the car and unlocked the doors ‚ i got out fast and looked around
everything was black looks like we are in some warehouse .
I didn't edit

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I arrived at KZN and the maid got out of the car carrying Siya in her hands and I got out
with Sihle ‚ we knocked on the door and Ma opened up .
Mom : awh xabashi

Me: yebow Ma
Mom: you are good
Me : I'm fine ma what about yah
Mom : I'm good “ to Sihle ” awh stufuza sa gogo
She hugged Sihle then pulled out the hug ‚ we walked inside and took seats Ma turned
to look at the maid .
Mom : and who is this young lady

Maid : phetogo
Mom : you have a nice name my child mxolisi you really know how to choose
Me : Ma…she's not my girl she's siya's nanny
Mom : ohh I'm sorry I thought “ giggles ” NVM where is makoti
Me : I left her behind
Mom : when will I get to meet her
Me: when the time is right for now I need to get going
Mom : so early do you have any business meeting
Me: I need to take my girl to the hospital.
Mom glanced and me and I smiled .
Mom : wow so fast now you are really making me a grandma

Me : Haw ma you are already old
Sihle laughed out making Mom angry
Mom : what are you laughing at wen

Sihle : I'm sorry ‚ gogo where is Thandeka
Mom : she went out to the mall
Me : say hi to her when she gets back
Mom : no problem
I took my car keys and kissed siya's cheek then sihle's forehead.
Me : byee
Them : bye
I smiled walking out then dialled nelisiwe's number but it took me straight to voicemail
‚ I tried three times but still same thing .
I got in my car then started to drive ‚ I called neo and he picked up.
( On call)
Neo : exe
Me : exe neo where is nelisiwe
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Neo : eish I don't know bro I'm at work right now ‚ did you try to call her
Me : many times but it takes me straight to voicemail
Neo : maybe she didn't charge her phone and she's asleep you know the pregnancy
vibes
Me : okay bro no problem when you get to your house you better tell her to charge her
phone
Neo : oryt bouy
I hanged up and focused on the road truely speaking I'm really stressed about nelisiwe
‚ I feel like going to check up on her but you know the terms and conditions bra K gave
me .
[ Narrator]
Nelisiwe was laying on bed while the doctor was checking on her after she had a panic
attack .
Doc : sizwe you don't need to do this she's pregnant

Sizwe : so?
Doc : you know this can be harmful to the baby
Sizwe : look doc you do your job I will do mine I need Kobus to feel what I felt
Doc : but with a pregnant lady
Sizwe : what difference does it makes
Doc : he has many children why this one after so many years
Sizwe : your job is done here “ taking pills from the table ” I should give her two of them
after eating right
The doctor nodded packing his things and was about to walk away when Sizwe held his
arm stopping him.
Sizwe : I trust you with my life please don't disappoint me because I will cut off your
tongue
The doctor swallowed hard and Sizwe let go of him as he made his way out of the
room .
I opened my eyes slowly facing the ceiling ‚ I tossed my head around and found that
man sitting on a chair beside the bed facing me ‚ my heart skipped fast as I swallowed
mind you I was tied up.
Him: mhh you are awake ‚ let me go and make something to eat for you
I just kept quiet and watched him walk away ‚ yes I'm really hungry ! After a couple of
minutes he came back holding a tray of food and he sat on the bed with the tray on his
lap .
Him : I'm going to feed you okay
I nod and he took a spoon and started to feed me soft brown porridge ‚ when I was
done he took out some pills .
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Him : don't worry this is good for the baby
Me : ho…how did you know that I'm pregnant
Him : the doctor was here
I just took the pills and gulped the water down then layed my head back .
Him : you just remind me of her ‚ your eyes ‚ smile everything about you that's why I like
you
I turned to look at him ‚ he can't say that I mean he is old enough to be my father .
Him : I really loved her you know but bra K broke everything we had ‚ you know she used
to tell me that I'm not enough for her “ chucks ” crazy right? I know but I'm going to
show bra K who I'm
He said that Blinky his tears away .
Him : all I just did was to love her but she always found a way to hurt me after she
decided to leave me in this world no kids just money “ laughs ” you know money can't
buy happiness but since you are here you will replace her ‚ I will marry you ‚ we will have
children ‚ we will just terminate this one that's why I waited for you to wake up so that I
can here your side .
Me : please don't kill my child I'm begging you
I said that with tears streaming down my cheeks
Him : okay okay we will just sell the child to the homeless people the way your mother
did with you
I felt my heart breaking apart how could he say something like that ‚ it really hurts .
Him : you should just forget about mxolisi is me and you against the world
He stood up and kissed my forehead.
Him : good night sthandwa Sam
He walked out as I cried my self out ‚ this might be some joke I mean now I'm paying for
my father and mother's mistakes .

Neo McGladrey'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I arrived at the house then parked my car infront of the house ‚ I got out of the car and
walked inside it was so quite I went to nelisiwe's room and she was not there .
I checked for her everywhere but I couldn't find her I even tried to call her but it took me
straight to voicemail ‚ I called mxolisi and he answered.
( On call)
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Me : no she's no where to be found in the house I will go and check the CCTV photage if
she ever came back to the house
Mxolisi : you better do so I will ask my boys to try and trace her location
Me : okay I will call you back .
I hanged up going to the CCTV photage room ‚ and sat down checking the CCTV
photage ‚ to my suprised she only went out early in the morning after I've left which
means she never came back let me just call mxolisi .
(On call)
Me : what
Neo : I'm telling you I think she went missing or someone took her
Me : Nah how could this happened checking on my previous life I don't have enemies
worse part no one dares to double cross me in this game
Neo : well they just did and you better start to search for her I will inform dad
Me : okay no problem
I chuckled and hanged up banging the table ‚ stanza looked and me and continued with
her work.
Me : fuck
Stanza : grootman her location takes me straight to the hospital
Me : the is no way
Stanza : I know they are playing tricks with us
Me : why haven't they call what's going on
Stanza : maybe this doesn't involve you but someone else
Me : but who
Sranza and i: fuck bra K
I loosen up my tie and took a gulp of whiskey then decided to call bra K ‚ It took me to
line busy after few mins he called back.
( On call)
Bra K : mxolisi
Me : I'm sure by now you know that nelisiwe is missing
Bra K :…
Me : and you know very well that this doesn't involve me but you
Bra K : I'm not sure I'm trying to work on it
Me : work on it ? Bra K I mean my girl is missing worse part she's carrying my child and if
anything happens to her or my child you will know me well .
He just kept quiet and after some couple of minutes he chuckled.
Bra K : don't you dare threaten me mxolisi

Me : you think it's a threat ? Come on bra K you know me better than anyone the only
problem is that you have power that's why I bow for you
Bra K : I will just call you if I get a call
Me : you will surely get a call
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He just banged up without saying anything.
Me : who could it be
Stanza : just don't stress yourself this is not your fight grootman but bra k's
Me : are you crazy stanza we are talking about my girl she's out there and I'm not even
sure if she's okay stanza you know what is the painfully part “ sniffs ” she's out there still
angry at me how could this not involve me
Stanza : I'm sorry grootman
Me : get the hell out of my office
She stood up and took her laptop walking out ‚ tear rolled from my eye and I poured
whiskey in my glass then gulped it down .
Me : nkosazana just give me a hint where the hell are you who could it be .
I throw the glass against the wall and broke into pieces ‚ I held my head scratching it .
I'm not sure if I'm thinking straight but I wish this was my fight I wouldn't hesitate to give
them all my businesses and house as long as nelisiwe will be safe in my arms.

[Narrator]
Next day»»
{ Private location}
Sizwe woke up and went to the bathroom‚ he did his business then went back to his
room ‚ he took out his tracksuits and put them on as he made his way to the room
where nelisiwe was tied up .
Nelisiwe was trying to free her self as she kept on tossing around.
Sizwe : hey hey you are going to hurt your wrists

Nelisiwe : “ crying” I want to use the bathroom
Sizwe : “ laughs ” you could've called my name
Nelisiwe rolled her eyes like how is she supposed to know his name .
Sizwe : sorry by the way my name is Sizwe

Nelisiwe : go to hell Sizwe
Sizwe : at first you where crying now you are a bad bitch girl you are so confusing
He untied nelisiwe's hands and legs ‚ and held nelisiwe's hand .
Sizwe : you see what I was talking about look at you wrist
Nelisiwe : stay away from me
She yanked her hand from sizwe' s hand and rolled off bed ‚ her wrists where red and
Sizwe just stared at her as she walked out after few minutes she came back .
Nelisiwe : where the hell is the bathroom

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Sizwe : mind your language young girl
Nelisiwe : see I'm not even your type just let me go
Sizwe : the bathroom is two rooms from here
Nelisiwe glenched her teeth and walked out she can't believe a fact that an old man
want's to marry her .
She went to the bathroom and took a quick shower after she lotioned her body and
wrapped a towel around her body and walked back to the room she thought the Sizwe
would've been gone by now but he was still seating on his chair he glanced at nelisiwe
and smiled.
Sizwe : fuck you are making me go hard I wish I could fuck you now
Nelisiwe : old man you won't fuck me over my dead body not while my father is alive
Sizwe : don't worry your father will be watching when I fuck you the way he fucked my
wife
Nelisiwe swallowed hard as tears made their way out she can't get over the fact that
she's getting punished for someone whom she doesn't know worse part she's dead .
Sizwe : the are clothes in the closet put on something while I invite your father to the
party .
Sizwe walked out leaving nelisiwe in the room ‚ he dialled bra K's number and he
answered .
Sizwe Mnguni'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
( On call )
Kobus : hello
Me : K
Kobus : sizsa
Me : ohh you still recall my voice
Kobus : just tell me what you want
Me : I thought you are the one who is supposed to want or should I say looking for your
Lil rat
Kobus : fuck sizsa if you dare touch her I swear on my mother's grave you are dead
Me : stop swearing on your ugly ancestors and let's get to business
Nelisiwe walked out wearing a dress especially her size I made sure I buy her everything
she needs don't ask about her size because I've been stalking her since I found out that
she's kobus's daughter and all thanks to Lidia.
Kobus : what do you want

Me : ohh you finally asked …well I need 2 of your businesses ‚ No ! I want all your
businesses and you will get your daughter I'm giving you 24 hours or say goodbye to her
Kobus : I know you won't kill her
Me : you are forgetting who I'm I Kobus you might regret what you just said
Kobus : okay fine just send me the location
Me : don't worry I know how greedy you are that's why I'm giving you 24 hours
I glanced again where nelisiwe was standing but she was no longer there .
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Me : I will send a cab to come and collect you I'm inviting you to the party you better
bring my present with you .
I hanged up and took out the SIM card and chewed it going to look for nelisiwe ‚ I found
her in the kitchen cooking ‚ she's so beautiful I just wish Kobus mess with me so that I
can marry his daughter.

I was cooking the is no way i was going to starve my child to death ‚ I continued
Cooking when I felt a warm breath hitting my neck ‚ I turned to look and it was Sizwe I
pushed him off me .
Sizwe : i see you are getting too comfortable you are even cooking
Me : should I starve my child to death
He chuckled moving closer too me and I picked a knife pointing at him .
Me : you better stay away

Sizwe : you wouldn't dare
Me : try me
He moved closer to me and pulled me with my waist taking away the knife and placed it
on the table behind me .
Sizwe : you are so beautiful
He made a grin face and started to suck my neck leaving wet kisses I just let it be trying
so hard not to moan or he might do something .
Sizwe : I want to be in you already but not yet let's see if your father will be able to
rescue you or you will be stuck with me forever
He continue kissing my neck trying by all means to not let him take control ‚ I couldn't
take this anymore I need to district him .
Me : Sizwe my pots are burning

Sizwe : Don't worry I will order something for you
Me : sizwe
Sizwe : we both know that you want this
He should really speak for himself because he just disgust me .
Sizwe : you should get used to this I'm going to be your husband anyway I know your
father won't save you
He continued sucking my neck and I was getting wet I moved my hands to the table
searching for the knife ‚ he squeezed my boob and I let a soft moan out .
I finally found the knife I took it and stabbed him

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stabbed him again as he groans in pain .
Sizwe : Ahh fuck nelisiwe

Me : fuck your self
He fell on the ground and I ran out to the exit door without even looking back ‚ I opened
the door which was not locked lucky me .
It leaded me to the dark garage and felt a hard thing hitting me on the head everything
went bleary and I heard voices fading away slowly .
‘ go and check on boss she has blood on her hands and don't forget to call the doctor I
will take her to her room ’
That was the last words I heard before I closed my eyes taking all the pain in .

Kobus McGladrey'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I was in my office still thinking about the deal I can't just give away all my businesses to
sizsa I mean I do really love nelisiwe but this is way beyond love I can't just do this .
Me : did you manage to trace the call
I asked one of my computer workers .
Him : no sir looks like he destroyed the SIM card before we could even get thought
Me :“ sniffs ” mhh cleaver I see just let it be
He nod packing his things and left same time I reserved a call from neo .
( On call )
Neo : dad
Me : son
Neo : any news about nelisiwe
Me : actually I know who took her
Neo : who
Me : sizsa ‚ katlego's husband
Neo : fuck what does he want in an exchange
Me : all my businesses shares
Neo : what
Me : yes
Neo : did you give him already I mean will I get to meet nelisiwe tomorrow
Me : Whoo I didn't say anything about giving away my businesses you know how much
I've worked for all I've got today and I can't just give it away.
I said that loosen up my tie pacing up and down.
Neo : what 125

Me : Don't worry I will find another way to save her I only have “ checks my wrist watch”
twenty hours to do that
Neo : dad the is no other way stop being selfish or else we will loose nelisiwe forever
Me: neo
Neo : don't neo me dad you are the one who got her in this mess you better safe her
He hanged up the call and I walked to the balcony watching the view I mean who would
give away all he have the has to be the other way around.
I opened my eyes I was in the same room I was at when I woke up yesterday ‚ I turned to
look aside and Sizwe was seating down on the chair with a frowned face ‚ he held my
chin squeezing it tight.
Me : you are hurting me

Sizwe : “ sniffs ” did you think about that when you stabbed me
Tears rolled from my eyes ‚ this pregnancy is really making me moody I'm even crying
where is not necessary.
Me : Sizwe
I closed my eyes listening to the pain it was just small but made me cry .
Sizwe : hey open your eyes
His husky voice shook me off ‚ I opened them and faced him .
Sizwe : I want you to listen to me carefully since you've hurt me I will have to do the
same I will take away something precious to you but I'm still thinking about it if I should
send hit men to kill mxolisi or I should give you the pills to kill your unborn child “
chuckles ” well I will let you decide I'm giving you ten hours
He stood up making his way out while my thoughts eat me up.

[Narrator]
Mxolisi was in his office with Xolani still thinking of a way to rescue nelisiwe .
Xolani : how will we rescue her when we don't know where she is
Mxolisi : I'm waiting for bra K to call
Xolani : do you think they will call
Mxolisi : they have to Xolani ‚ this doesn't involve her so they will have to call she's just a
bet
Xolani : it could even be worse
Mxolisi swallowed hard gulping his whiskey down .
Xolani : do you think bra K will call to inform you

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have a right to kno…
My phone disturbed me it was neo I picked up the call waiting for him to spill the beans.
( On call)
Neo : mxolisi
Mxolisi : tell me the good news
Neo : well they called but you know dad he is not ready to give all his businesses to
sizsa
Mxolisi : sizsa ? What does he want with nelisiwe
Neo : he wants to do revenge dad has to go there or worse things might happen only
leven hours left
Mxolisi : fuck let me call bra K I will get back to you
Neo : no problem
He hanged up and mxolisi dialled bra K's number he took long to answer .
( On call )
Mxolisi : so you where not going to tell me

Bra K : what are you talking about
Mxolisi : fuck drop the act you are going to take the deal like it or not we are going to
save nelisiwe
Bra K : this is my businesses we are talking about
Mxolisi : ohh you forgot nelisiwe is in danger because of you
Bra K : fine
Mxolisi : how many hours did he give you
Bra K : 24 but I'm only left with leven hours
Mxolisi : fine you just let me in I will handle everything I won't let your businesses go to
drain
Bra K : no problem
I hanged up letting out a loud sniff ‚ in the meantime I will just find a way to save
nelisiwe and my child .
My ten hours it's over ‚ I let a loud sniff and Sizwe walked in and sat down on the chair
and smiled .
Sizwe : did you decide
I nod ‚ I can't believe I'm doing this mxolisi will have to forgive me .
Sizwe : the child or mxolisi

Me : the child
He glenched his teeth and looked at me you can see the anger in his face .
Sizwe : ohh you really love this him that you are even killing an innocent soul
Me : you are making me kill this innocent soul It's all your doings
Sizwe : take this
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He handed me a three pills and I opened my mouth throwing them in then he made me
gulped the water with the pills down as I shut my eyes tears rolling down .
Let's hope mxolisi won't hate me forever let's hope he will forgive me .
Sizwe : good girl ‚ well let's hope your father comes tomorrow or otherwise we will make
kids together
He kissed my forehead and stood up walking away ‚ this hurts I killed my own blood .

[Narrator]
Next day»»
It has been twenty three hours from the time Sizwe gave nelisiwe's father ‚ Sizwe feels
like nelisiwe's father won't which is what he wants .
Nelisiwe been vomiting blood since she took those pills and her face was turned red
with her bloody eyes ‚ Sizwe walked in the room he chained up nelisiwe and two maids
walked in holding a school uniform and a wedding dress.
Sizwe : rise and shine my soon to be wife
Nelisiwe kept quiet with tears in her eyes .
Sizwe : look I'm sorry for you lost but if I was you I would've chosen mxolisi I mean we
are not even sure if your father will come
He moved his hands on nelisiwe's thighs while nelisiwe tried to stop him .
Nelisiwe : stay the hell away from me

Sizwe : look I'm sorry you need to get used to it maybe soon you will be my wife
Nelisiwe : over my dead body
Sizwe : well I don't have time for this ‚ you need to take a bath if your father comes you
will wear the school uniform if he doesn't come you will wear that wedding dress
He pointed at the dress that the maids where holding ‚ he unchained nelisiwe and
leaded her to the bath room even though it was hard but they finally reached the
bathroom.
Sizwe : if you ever try to do anything stupid I will put a bullet on everyone you ever loved
He said that pushing nelisiwe inside the bathroom and walked to his office ‚ he dialled
kobus's number same time he picked up.
( On call)
Sizwe : K
Bra K : fuck Sizwe just send me the location already
Sizwe : don't worry the is a car parked outside your yard don't even try to kill my people
because you will loose nelisiwe �� and make sure no one is following you because
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be escorting you without even noticing
Bra K : fine just let me speak to her
Sizwe : she's still taking a shower maybe you will talk to her when you get here
Bra K : look i…
Sizwe hanged up and poured whiskey in a class ‚ he was just happy that he will finally
get revenge and bra K will finally feel what he felt all those years
Mxolisi was pacing up and down after hearing bra K and Sizwe's conversation .
Xolani : the is no time for this xabashi

Mxolisi : I know ‚ stanza did you manage to find the location
Stanza : yah grootman but we have a problem
Mxolisi : what is it
Stanza : they are CCTV photages everywhere
Mxolisi : that's not a problem just get in their system and be the one who is incharge
what about the map on the area
Stanza laughed after seeing the map of that area .
Stanza : for the first time re etsa clean job bona we get in and out ( we are going to do a
clean job we get in and out )
Mxolisi : you are not giving us a hint
Stanza : look at this “ turning his laptop to mxolisi ” this is the area we are going to…
only the front door is working it's only guarded by two people the rest are just drives
Xolani : which mean we will just use silencers
Stanza : good thinking Xolani but the problem is that this place is big ‚ but according to
the map the are only two people in here
Xolani : Sizwe and nelisiwe
Mxolisi packed the guns inside a black bag .
Mxolisi : we are done with the talking let's get going

Xolani : I will take the black BMW X5
Mxolisi : stanza you are with me we are taking the Audi A6
Stanza took her laptop and they made their way out ‚ Xolani took the guns with him .

[Narrator]
Nelisiwe was done bathing and she was wearing a school uniform which means her
father is coming ‚ she was tied up on bed in the hall way with a cloth inside her mouth
and her legs wide open.
Sizwe walked up to her and kneeled infront of nelisiwe he kissed nelisiwe's thighs while
tears rolled on nelisiwe's eyes.
Sizwe : shh don't cry neli daddy is coming to save you okay but first we must have fun
okay I will be the teacher you will be the girl behind the school uniform okay .
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He laughed then stood up .
Sizwe : no ‚ no you will be NELISIWE : THE GIRL BEHIND THE SCHOOL UNIFORM you are
just similar to your mother she was the captain while your father was the boss “
chuckled ” this is going to be fun .
The door opened and Kobus walked in with two muscular men pointing guns at him .
Sizwe : tied him up

Bra K : sizsa don't do this please let nelisiwe go she has nothing to do with this
Sizwe : she does ‚ now sit
Kobus sat down while one of the men tied him on the chair and the walked out .
Sizwe : remember you last time fucking my wife

Bra K : no Sizwe please don't do this
Sizwe : yes I'm doing it ‚ I want you to watch the way I watched the both of you fucking
‚ I want you to feel what I felt
Bra K : she's only seventeen years old for fucken sake
Sizwe : didn't you know how tied they are
Bra K : I'm going to kill you trust me sizsa
Sizwe : your bad because today is your last day I'm going to reunite you with you
mistress
Sizwe walked up to nelisiwe and got in between her legs while bra K keeps on
threatening him ‚ Sizwe pulled nelisiwe's skirt while tears just kept on rolling down she
couldn't even scream because of the cloth inside her mouth .
Sizwe : ohh is so beautiful
He said that brushing his fingers on nelisiwe's pussy ‚ he then took out his man hood
rubbing it on nelisiwe's clit .
Sizwe : I hope you are watching K
He said that pushing himself in nelisiwe's pussy wall while bra K kept his eyes shut
taking the pain in because the was nothing he could do ‚ Sizwe finally pushed it all in
while nelisiwe taking the pain in .
Sizwe : ohh fuck this is do warm it reminds me of my wife.
He went in and out while groaning and flashbacks kept on playing in nelisiwe's head it
just remind her of Senzo tears just rolled on her cheeks while Sizwe kept on having no
mercy
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[Narrator]
Mxolisi and Xolani parked their cars infront of Sizwe's Warehouse and Xolani got out of
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the car holding the bag ‚ stanza was about to go out and mxolisi stopped her .
Mxolisi : stay here we need eyes inside besides the is only two bodyguards
Stanza : come on grootman
Mxolisi : a clean job will do
Mxolisi got out and took two guns from the bag and placed one on his waist belt Xolani
did the same they placed the remaining guns inside the car .
Xolani : are you ready
He asked mxolisi ‚ mxolisi nodded with many thoughts running in his head ‚ the walked
inside the dark hall and stanza just layed her head back because she was bored she just
opened the laptop not even focusing on it .
Xolani walked slowly till mxolisi pulled his hand .
Mxolisi : how are we supposed to shot on something we can't see.

Xolani : shh we will just listen to footsteps ‚ and don't shot me .
Mxolisi laughed and Xolani gave him a punch on his stomach.
Xolani : what the hell

Mxolisi : how will they move if they don't know we are here .
‘ did you hear that ’
One of the guards said that moving towards Xolani and Mxolisi's direction while the
both of them listened carefully ‚ the guard got closer and mxolisi shot him while the
guard fell on the ground .
‘ skhumba ’
The other guard said that moving to the switch he turned on the lights and xolani didn't
hesitate but shot him same time .
Mxolisi : you are really good at this

Xolani:“ laughs ” let's get going we don't have to keep nkosazana waiting
The both did a hand shake and stanza walked in holding the bag of guns .
Mxolisi : stanza
He said that In an annoyed way .
Stanza : you will thank me the moment we walked in that door .
Stanza handed them extra guns and Xolani opened the door only to be met by more
than 15 men holding guns .
Xolani : ohh shit it's time for hide and seek
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{ In the room }
Sizwe was done with his business and nelisiwe was bleeding ‚ Sizwe zipped his pants
and let a loud sigh.
Sizwe : fuck you daughter is good
Kobus just faced aside with tears in his eyes he blinked them way the moment he heard
gunshots coming from outside the room .
Sizwe : ohh you brought someone to the party “ laughs ” this is for not following my
rules
Sizwe took a gun from the table and shot Kobus on his forehead .
Sizwe : I thought you knew me better
He turned to look at nelisiwe who was crying her eyes where so bloody red you could
see that she has been crying since morning .
Sizwe : I'm going to take off the handcuffs okay all you just need to do is be a good girl
or you will follow your father .
He said that taking off the cuffs on nelisiwe's legs ‚ nelisiwe wanted to kick Sizwe but
she was weak her body was not functioning because of pain.

Sizwe cuffed my hands together and didn't remove the cloth in my mouth since his
preventing me from screaming ‚he was pacing up and down .
Sizwe : just come with me nelisiwe look mxolisi won't forgive you for the fact that you
killed his child
I swallowed hugging my legs with my head buried inside ‚ he touched my back sending
shivers to my whole body .
Sizwe : I will treat you good I will give you the life you never imagined we will start
afresh in a new country.
Well I will rather die here but first all I just want right now is to see mxolisi .
The door slowly opened I raised my head and it was Xolani followed by stanza ‚ mxolisi
just stood there on the door staring at me .
Xolani : what have you done Sizwe

Sizwe : agh the cawe family is here
Stanza : ehh bra K o satile ( bra K is dead)
Xolani : fuck ‚ drop that gun Sizwe or I will shot
Sizwe : you wouldn't dare if ever you come132 closer I will blow her head
He said that pointing a gun on my head as I swallowed ‚ mxolisi walked forward.
Mxolisi : wooh Sizwe don't do that

Sizwe : actually you are the target this is what I wanted
Sizwe fired up and stanza jumped Infront of mxolisi taking a bullet for him ‚ Xolani shot
Sizwe's hand causing him to drop the gun .
Mxolisi : fuck stanza
He was on the floor holding stanza in his hands ‚ stanza was still breathing but
coughing blood ‚ Xolani walked up to Sizwe and cuffed him with the handcuffs he was
cuffing my legs he took his gun and looked for the keys to take the cuffs off my hands.
Stanza : “ to mxolisi” take care of grootlady bozza yam no matter what happen never
leave her sight because I did this so that the both of you can be happy
Mxolisi : “ crying ”no stanza you are not going to leave me you are not going to die we
have unfinished business bro you still own me for not listening you should've stayed in
the car
Stanza : is this what you want for nkosazana look at her she has been through a lot she
needs you so I couldn't let you die…tell oldlady that keamo frostana Joh ( tell Mom that I
love her )
She coughed blood non stop after few minutes the was silent .
Mxolisi : stanza ‚ stanza this is not how things are supposed to be stanza
He said that screaming he layed her down and took his gun pointing it on Sizwe's head .
Xolani : bro this is not how Sizwe dies he killed bra K ‚ stanza and rapped nelisiwe is this
how he is supposed to die think about it is this how you avenge what he did to nelisiwe
Mxolisi looked at me and walked to the bed ‚ Xolani took Sizwe out and mxolisi gave me
a tight hug since Xolani unchuffed me I hugged him back he then pulled out kissed my
forehead.
Mxolisi : are you okay
I nod and he held my stomach brushing it .
Mxolisi : how about the Lil one in there
I swallowed hard as I felt my whole soul leaving my body ‚ how will I tell him that I killed
our child my own blood how I'm I supposed to do that .

Me : mxolisi
Mxolisi : nkosazana
Me : I need to tell you something 133
He wiped my teary eyes and kissed my forehead.
Mxolisi : what is it
Me : I lost the baby…I killed our own child I had to choose who lives between you and
the baby and I chose you
He just gave me a blank stare and finally blinked ‚ he carried me in a bridal way and
walked out of the room with me .
I just look at the dead bodies on the floor as I swallowed a huge gulp thinking of stanza
and dad I can't believe they died because of me ‚ mxolisi placed me in the passenger
seat .
Me : mxolisi
Mxolisi :…
Me : I'm sorry for not choosing our child I love you and I couldn't let you die on someone
who was going to have the same childhood as mine
He just glanced at me and shut the door leaving me in the car and went to xolani he
said whatever he was saying and Xolani walked towards the car and got it .
Xolani : hey
Me :…
Xolani : look I'm sorry he will come around it's not easy to loose that many people
almost in a day
Me : look I don't regret my choices even if I chose the child Sizwe was going to sell my
child
Ofc I regret it what kind of a mother fails to protect their own children ‚ Xolani started to
drive and I just gave him a dead stare.
Me : where are we going

Xolani : we are going to the hospital
Me : I'm fine I need to talk with mxolisi he can't be mad at me
Xolani : look nelisiwe I need to take you to the hospital your bleeding for fucken sake
I look inbetween my thighs and I had blood .
Me : it's nothing I'm not feeling anything

Xolani : actually I didn't ask you if you where feeling anything or what
Me : stop the car Xolani
Xolani :…
Me : stop the car or I will jump out
Xolani stopped at the side of the road I looked back and I couldn't see the warehouse.
Me : take me back I need mxolisi

Xolani : fuck nelisiwe stop being stubborn can't you see that you are hurt
Me : emotionally
Xolani : I don't care okay I'm taking you to the hospital I mean you lost your child not
knowing when but it was to early to get into sexual intercourse which might affect your
body some how…
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I kept quiet not because I'm speechless but the information Xolani just shared I didn't
know any of that .
Xolani : Sizwe will die not now but he will because somehow he is affected and I want
him to suffer and you are busy wasting my time that's not how he is supposed to die.
Me : I'm coming with you
Xolani : hell no
Me : then I'm not going to the hospital
Xolani : fuck
He said that getting back on the road and drove to the hospital.

[Narrator]
Nelisiwe was in ward three laying on the bed facing up Xolani was standing next to the
bed .
Xolani : you heard that right you will be discharged tomorrow

Nelisiwe : I need to go Xolani you can't leave me here
Xolani : I'm not leaving you I will come tomorrow okay
Nelisiwe : if you dare leave me I will switch off the machines
Xolani : good you will be saving electricity for the hospital
Xolani walked out and nelisiwe kept on screaming xolani's name but he ignored her .
{ Mxolisi's warehouse }
Mxolisi was pacing up and down as two of his men came holding Senzo .
Senzo : mxolisi what is this bro

Mxolisi : don't bro me Sox tied him up
Senzo : what's going on mxolisi what have I done
Mxolisi : SOX
Sox took Senzo and made him sit while he tied him up next to Sizwe .
Sizwe : ohh at last I won't die alone

Senzo : mxolisi please don't do this man
‘ partying without me wow that's so sad’
It was Xolani walking In the hall way playing with his gun .
Mxolisi : how is she

Xolani : better but stubborn ‚
Mxolisi : mmh I'm glad
Xolani :“ suprised ”wow what is this dude doing here
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He said that pointing his gun at Senzo .
Senzo : please xolani talk to your brother tell him I didn't do anything
Mxolisi : shut up Senzo
Xolani : no like for real bro what is this dude doing here
Mxolisi : I thought today we where going to celebrate rapist day by making them repay
Xolani : okay
He said that shooting senzo on his chest .
Mxolisi : what the hell

Xolani : look Senzo is my friend so I did it easy all I just want is this dog I want him to
suffer for what he did
Sizwe : just shot me already
Xolani : nch nch nch not now old man first I will take that shit inside your pants ‚ after
give you drugs the way you gave nelisiwe those pills then after I will I will cut of that
tongue of yours since you talk to much .
Mxolisi laughed taking a sit because he enjoys it when his little brother act like a freak .
Xolani : Sox bring me my knifes and gloves please
Sox walked to some room and came back holding a suit case one of the guards carried
a small table and put it infront of Sizwe ‚ Sox placed the case on the table and opened it
the where different type of knifes ‚ Xolani took the gloves and put them on .
Xolani : Let the game begin
He said that taking a knife and brushing it ‚ he then made a grin face .
Xolani : wish stanza was here she enjoys every show I host
Mxolisi : then do it for her take all your time zikali
Xolani : definitely
He laughed taking Sizwe's hand and placed it on the table .
Xolani : let's start with the hands you used to touch her .
Sizwe was scared but tried by all means to keep it cool since he knows that he is going
to die either way .

[Narrator]
Neo heard that her sister was admitted in the hospital ‚ he walked to ward three and
found nelisiwe sitting on the bed .
Neo : hey
Nelisiwe shifted her eyes and looked at neo who walked towards the bed .
Neo : are you okay

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Nelisiwe : I need to go home
Neo : shhh you are only allowed to go tomorrow and you need someone to discharge
you and that won't even happen today
Nelisiwe : I need to know if mxolisi is okay
Neo : where is he
Nelisiwe : I don't know but right now their dealing with Sizwe
Neo : ohh I will come back later okay
Nelisiwe : where are you going
Neo swallowed looking at nelisiwe he really needs to be there when they are making
Sizwe pay he took someone special from him someone who understood him better
than anyone .
Nelisiwe : I'm sorry he had to die because of me

Neo : it's okay he died for his sins
Nelisiwe : you are not okay because you are crying
Neo : what I didn't notice
He said that wiping his teary eyes and kissed nelisiwe's forehead.
Neo : let me go I will come back at night okay
Nelisiwe nodded and neo walked out heading to the parking lot.
I was still watching my brother's show he is really good at this I wish I had time like him
otherwise I would've placed the bullet in Sizwe's mouth already.
Xolani : nine fingers down one more to go

Sizwe :fuck you are going to pay for this
He was groaning because of pain he is so annoying .
Xolani : stay strong Sizwe we are almost done buddy
Xolani took the knife cutting the last finger while Sizwe was crying his ass out .
Xolani : Sox the drug please .
Sox handed Xolani the cocaine and xolani made Sizwe sniff it ‚ I just looked at him I
think somehow he is crazy he stared at me .
Xolani : wanna join me

Me :“ laughs ” nop I need to stay clean after this I'm going to visit my girl at the hospital.
‘ what the hell party without me ’
Xolani : that's my fucken line
It was neo we all laughed as he took a chair and sat next to me .
Me : you are late

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Neo : I needed to check on my sis how cute is it
Me : fuck you
Sizwe started to shake and neo stood up .
Neo : what happened here

Xolani : I gave him some drugs
Neo : let me see
He took the small bag of cocaine.
Neo : fuck this is too strong and he can't take it because of the pain in his hands .
Me : save him
He placed his fingers on Sizwe's neck .
Neo : fuck his pulls is too weak we need to take him to the hospital
Xolani : I guess he is dying here
He handed neo a gun and I took mine pointing them at Sizwe who was turning into a
tomato.
Xolani : on three ‚ one…two…three
We shot Sizwe at the same time and said the most important last words .
Xolani : for stanza

Neo : for my father
Me : for making my girl suffer
Xolani : fuck that was hectic I didn't get a chance to cut of his mini dick
We bust out laughing and we took our car keys .
Me : Sox you know what to do
Sox nodded and we walked out going to our cars we drove to the hospital ‚ actually I'm
not satisfied I feel like something is missing someone has to pay for something .
I shook my head out of my dark thoughts following xolani's car while he was following
Neo's .

[Narrator]
They parked their cars in the parking lot of the hospital and hopped out .
Mxolisi : Xolani you gun

Xolani : ohh fuck I forgot
Neo scratched his head and also went back to place his gun in the car .
Xolani : Dr killer
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Neo : it was just a mistake
Mxolisi : you are starting to freak me out small K
Neo : don't call me that it makes me look like a bad person
Xolani : okay fine can we go in already
Mxolisi : I'm I not the one who is supposed to say that
Xolani : mmh too late
He said that in a dramatic way they walked in and the lady In the receptionist stopped
them .
Lady : Dr McGladrey
Neo : umh yes kea
Kea : the registration please
Neo : umh actually I'm i…
Kea : Neo
Xolani : sorry sis do we look like we have the whole night here
Mxolisi gave Xolani a punch on his stomach.
Xolani : what the fuck

Mxolisi : be friendly dick head
Xolani : sesi kea we are here to see someone
Kea : visiting hours are over
Xolani : did I say visit
Neo : Xolani stay out of this I will talk with kea
Xolani : ohh xabashi let's go since neo said we should stay out of this and as for you kea
we will get to know each other napkin
He made a grin face walking away with mxolisi ‚ mxolisi tried not to laugh at all .
Mxolisi : zikali are you good

Xolani : ngi grand but craving for a drink we need to celebrate
Mxolisi : not yet
Xolani : whatever
He said that pushing the door in ward three and they got in ‚ nelisiwe was
asleep‚ mxolisi sat down quietly so and looked at nelisiwe while he cupped her face .
Xolani : okay sleeping time it's over Sisi
He said that shaking nelisiwe ‚ nelisiwe jumped off bed and tried to scream but mxolisi
covered nelisiwe's mouth with his hand .
Mxolisi : shh it's okay it's us baby
Nelisiwe came to her senses and hugged mxolisi tight not even Pulling out.
Xolani : fine I'm out of here
Xolani walked out and mxolisi pulled out the hug laughing .
Mxolisi : you are good
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She shook her head facing mxolisi .
Mxolisi : what's wrong nkosazana

Nelisiwe : I missed you xabashi I don't want to loose you please don't leave me I'm sorry
for what I did .
Nelisiwe said that with tears making their way out ‚ mxolisi pulled her up for a hug .
Mxolisi : I'm not going to leave you nkosazana u just had unfinished business okay
Nelisiwe Nodded multiple times and he kissed nelisiwe's forehead brushing her back
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Next day»»
Well I was done preparing myself since I was discharged the boys where waiting for me
outside the ward ‚ I walked out of my ward and they all smiled looking at me .
Mxolisi's smile vanished and he looked at Xolani and neo .
Mxolisi : wooh guys why are you smiling at my girl

Neo : we are not supposed to do that Kant
Xolani : I mean what's yours it's also ours right
Mxolisi : fuck the both of you
I smiled wrapping my arms around his body he hugged me back and I could hear some
clearing their throats ‚ mxolisi pulled out and gave the both of them middle fingers .
Xolani and neo laughed making mxolisi to fume up I held his hand in mine and he
looked at me I just smiled at him and he did the same .
Mxolisi : let's go nkosazana

Neo : I don't get a chance to say goodbye to my Lil sis
Me : is not like I'm going forever you can visit anytime
Neo : I'm just saving my petrol KZN is far
Me : KZN
Neo : ohh mxolisi didn't tell you well save that for the both of you come here
He pulled me from mxolisi's hand and gave me a tight hug kissing my forehead.
Neo : go and enjoy yourself don't think too much I love you Lil sis
Me : I love you more bro
I feel like neo is the only family I've been looking for all those years he is so kind and
caring .
Xolani : okay that's enough xabashi Is being jealous

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We pulled and laughed neo Pat mxolisi's shoulder.
Neo : take good care of my sister she's now your responsibility xabashi and I trust you
and please never raise a hand on her treat her like a glass because to me she's a
treasure .
Mxolisi : Thanks for the speech we will run late
We stared at him and he laughed .
Mxolisi : I promise to take care of her small K Don't worry I will never think of hurting her
you can trust me .
I finally released air letting out the loudest sigh they looked at me and bust out laughing
how crazy are they Kant .
Xolani : let's get going I don't like keeping kea waiting

Me : who is kea
Xolani : your future sister in law
He said that with a smile and neo walked us out Xolani kept on giving the lady at the
receptionist dirty looks .
Me : do you know her

Xolani : she's my kea
Neo : you haven't confess bro
Xolani : but she's mine
Neo : we will see about that I'm giving you three weeks to prove that
Xolani : okay
He said that going back to the hospital and mxolisi shook his head staring at Xolani
through the glass after few mins he peck kea's lips and came back smiling .
Xolani : “ to neo ”drinks are on you when we meet again

Neo : whatever
He said that doing handshakes with mxolisi then Xolani he then went back inside ‚ I and
mxolisi went to his car then Xolani took his .

We arrived at mxolisi's home in KZN we walked towards the door step with Xolani by
our side .
Mxolisi : are you ready
I swallowed hard and closed my eyes taking a deep breath and nod ‚ mxolisi knocked
and a beautiful d lady ‚no xolani's lookalike opened the door for us and made a way for
us .
Mxolisi : Sawubona Ma
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She just smiled and greeted mxolisi back ‚ we took a sit and I didn't like the fact that
Xolani was quite .
Mxo's Mom : who is this young lady

Mxolisi : umh she's my girl
‘ she's your what ’
Okay this one is mxolisi's lookalike she looked like she was on my age .
Mxolisi : Thandeka
Thandeka : you are kidding right
Mxolisi : why should I
Thandeka : Ma you don't see anything wrong I mean this girl looks like she doesn't even
have a matric certificate
Mxo's Mom : Thandeka is that a way of talking to your brother
She rolled her eyes taking a sit why didn't she walk away .
Mxo's Mom : “ to me ”how old are you

Mxolisi: she's seventeen
Thandeka : what who in the world as a parent would let their daughter date someone
who is old enough to be her father
Xolani : watch your tone Thandeka mxolisi is your brother
Mxo's Mom : and who are you to interfere
Xolani Angrily stood up going outside what the hell is going on here .
Thandeka : where are your parents while you are here playing perfect makoti
Me : excuse me
Mxolisi : nkosazana
I looked at me standing up and went outside I felt tears threatening to come out and
someone chuckled as I wiped my teary eyes .
Xolani : mmh can't deal with the drama
He was sitting on the rock and I went to sit next to him watching the view .
Xolani : isn't the view good

Me : it's beautiful
Xolani : whatever Thandeka says don't put it in your heart
Me : and what about you and your mother shouldn't I be stressed about that
Xolani : not really because she's not ready to forgive me it has been two years
Me : I thought you where mama's boy
Xolani : once upon a time
Suddenly the was silent and we continued watching the view this place is peaceful but
the thing that is happening between Xolani and his mother eats me up more than what
I've been through.

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Mxolisi Cawe'�� 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I just wanna leave and go outside already but I respect my mother and it's not like me to
leave the conversation hanging .
Ma : xabashi
Me : Ma
Ma : is she the girl that is carrying your child
I swallowed facing her ‚ how I'm I supposed to tell her that we lost the baby .
Thandeka : she's even pregnant sies man

Me : Thandeka you are being disrespectful another bad word about nelisiwe I will give
you a hot slap
Thandeka : do I look like Lihle or any of your past girlfriends
Me : what did you say
Thandeka : you heard me
Ma : Thandeka go to your room
She stood up going upstairs one thing about Mom is when she speaks everyone listen .
Ma : you didn't answer my Question mxolisi

Me : ma we lost the baby due to stress
Ma : did you raise your hand on her
Me : I was angry ma I couldn't control myself
Ma : let's hope you are not controlling her she's still young and have a life to live
Me : trust me I'm not controlling her
She just smiled and stood up and left which means our conversation it's over .
Thandeka Cawe'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I was in my room chatting with my boyfriend he is just laughing at the whole

conversation ‚ he told me to come to the shop with nelisiwe so that we can deal with
her in other ways .
I got off bed and put on my slides walking down to the lounge and mxolisi was holding a
bottle of wine gulping it down ‚ which means he is stressed I went out and found the so
called girl nelisiwe seating with Xolani on a rock I walked towards them .
Me : hey
Xolani : I wonder what do you want
Me : I'm here to steal her for few hours
Xolani : what's your plan ndeka
Me : is it a sin to make it up to your sister-in-law for judging her without knowing her
story
Xolani : well the is no story behind this girl
I glanced at him and he chuckled .
Xolani : fine ‚ nelisiwe you don't mind taking a walk with ndeka
She nods and stood up I bet she's planning on dating Xolani ‚ I just want to show my
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family that a teenager will never be good for my brother and a slut will always be one .

Well after a long silent walk we arrived at the shop .
Me : what do you want

Nelisiwe : umh anything that can cool me down
Me : right up
I smirked going inside I bought two mayo and walked out I found sanele ( my boyfriend )
and his friends talking to nelisiwe .
Me : hey boys
Sanele : hey Hunn
He said that grabbing me with my waist and pulled me closer he kissed me and I
responded to the kiss ‚ I pulled out the moment I heard someone clearing his throat it
was Troy one of sanele's friend .
Troy : are we somehow invisible

Sanele :my bad let's get going
I glanced at nelisiwe who didn't look comfortable at all .
Me : “ to nelisiwe ” are you good

Nelisiwe : I'm fine
I handed her a cup of mayo and a spoon .
Thabo : I will get going guys I need to get to the field

Troy : sure boy
Thabo left as we continued with out journey this is a perfect time for Troy to strike ‚ we
finally arrived at our favourite spot I sat on the rock next to sanele and Troy sat next to
nelisiwe .
I don't understand why this dude had to sit next to me .
Him : hey
Me : hi
Him : my name it's Troy and you are
Me : nelisiwe
He smiled moving closer to me he is really making me uncomfortable.
Troy : so you are from around

Me : have you seen me around
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Me : stop interviewing me
He giggled then glanced at me .
Troy : you are so beautiful
I just stared at him this dude better not try me .
Troy : so you are not going to say thank you

Me : why should I because I already know that I'm beautiful
Troy : I love your confidence
He said that not shifting his eyes on mine ‚ I felt his hands on my thighs mind you I was
wearing a skirt ‚ I pushed his hand and stood up .
Troy : what wrong

Me : you better stop whatever you are trying to achieve
I clenched my teeth and rolled my eyes walking away I don't even know my way back to
the house.
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[Narrator]
Thandeka said her goodbyes to her boyfriend and Troy she ran after nelisiwe and finally
catch up with her .
Thandeka : hey
Nelisiwe : just leave me alone
Thandeka : you are taking the wrong root
Thandeka held nelisiwe's hand taking the other way around .
Thandeka : what's wrong

Nelisiwe : why did you take me with you if you know you are going to leave me with Troy
Thandeka : I'm sorry is just that I missed my man and when mxolisi is around he doesn't
allow me to see him .
Nelisiwe glanced at Thandeka then back at the road .
Thandeka : I'm sorry

Nelisiwe : it's okay
Thandeka : what did he do
Nelisiwe : nothing
Thandeka : ohh
She said that with a smile on her face .
They finally arrived at the house and mxolisi was sitting with Xolani outside under the
tree.
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Mxolisi : nkosazana
Nelisiwe stopped on her tracks and looked at them .
Mxolisi : come here

Thandeka :“ to nelisiwe ” you can come to my room whenever you feel bored .
She whispered and nelisiwe nodded going towards mxolisi she stood right infront of
mxolisi and mxolisi pulled her closer making her to sit on his lap and Xolani excused
himself.
Mxolisi : nkosazana
Nelisiwe : xabashi
Mxolisi : you are not yourself what's wrong
Nelisiwe : I'm tired I guess I'm no longer used to walking
Mxolisi peck nelisiwe's lips .
Mxolisi : we need to talk
Nelisiwe just started at him scared asking her self if it's about Troy .
Nelisiwe : xabashi Ngiyaxolisa nothing happened between us

Mxolisi : what are you talking about
Nelisiwe swallowed looking at mxolisi who was trying to keep himself calm .
Nelisiwe : nothing
Mxolisi : ohh really
Nelisiwe nodded .
Nelisiwe : you said you wanted to tell me something

Mxolisi : ohh I will be leaving tomorrow I will just be back after five days
Nelisiwe : what you can't leave me here
Mxolisi : it's some business I need to handle
Nelisiwe faced away without even saying a word mxolisi placed his fingers on nelisiwe's
chin and made her face him .
Mxolisi : only five days nkosazana
He kissed nelisiwe and nelisiwe responded to the kiss after a couple of minutes mxolisi
pulled out .
Mxolisi : mami
Nelisiwe : mmh
Mxolisi: please allow me to go
Nelisiwe just gave her a blank stare .
Mxolisi : nkosazana
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Nelisiwe : I need to go and refresh
Mxolisi released her and nelisiwe walked away ‚ Xolani came back and sat down.
Xolani : did she agree

Mxolisi : nop
Xolani : you know this is important mxolisi bra K's belongings are going to sink if you
don't go there all your hard work will vanish
Mxolisi : when I'm away please keep an eye on nelisiwe
Xolani : why you don't trust her
Mxolisi : I do but today something happened and she's not telling me
Xolani : Don't worry I will watch her
Mxolisi just swallowed facing away thinking of a way to convince nelisiwe to let him go .

[Narrator]
Later that night nelisiwe was in mxolisi's room laying down on bed ‚ mxolisi walked in
and got on top of nelisiwe wrapping his arms around nelisiwe's waist and layed his head
down on nelisiwe's stomach.
Mxolisi : nkosazana
Nelisiwe : xabashi
Mxolisi : u ryt
Nelisiwe nodded and mxolisi kissed nelisiwe's belly .
Mxolisi : look I needed to bring you here because it's the only place safe .
Nelisiwe : I feel safe when I'm in your arms not your house
Mxolisi : I wish I could take you with me I'm going out of country and I might be a target
since the head of the train died
Nelisiwe frowned releasing a loud sigh .
Mxolisi : I will make it up to you when I come back nkosazana

Nelisiwe : mmh
Mxolisi : I love you
Nelisiwe : I know
Mxolisi : I'm not getting it back ?
Nelisiwe rolled her eyes and mxolisi pulled nelisiwe's tee up kissing her belly up to the
boobs he sucked it and nelisiwe tried to held her moan .
Nelisiwe : mmh xabashi…stop

Mxolisi : say that you love me back
Nelisiwe gave him a dead stare mxolisi continue sucking nelisiwe boob and squeezing
the other one.
Nelisiwe : Ahh…I love you

Mxolisi : Nah I prefer it more when you call me daddy
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Nelisiwe chuckled while mxolisi continue sucking nelisiwe's boob .
Nelisiwe : mmh I love you daddy
Mxolisi smirked and continued with his thing.
Thandeka was sitting in the lounge with Xolani .
Thandeka : so bhuti Xolani how did nelisiwe meet my brother

Xolani : it's non of your business
Thandeka : ohh really
She said that folding her arms knowing pretty well that xolani have a soft spot for her .
Xolani : look sis I don't know how they met but whatever their Sharing is nice you can
tell that xabashi loves nelisiwe
Thandeka : but does nelisiwe love's my brother
Xolani : if she choose Xolani over their child then that's enough proof to show that she
also loves mxolisi
Thandeka poured whiskey in xolani's glass and handed it to him .
Thandeka : tell me more about their love story I find it interesting

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I opened my eyes and checked on my sight but mxolisi was not there ‚ I rolled off bed
and went to the bathroom to do my business when I was done I went to my room and
put on my long tight dress .
I went downstairs and looked for mxolisi almost everywhere but I couldn't find him I
went to the kitchen only to find his Mom .
Me : morning ma
Mxo's Mom : morning mtanam
Me : haven't you seen mxolisi
Mxo's Mom : ohh he didn't tell you that he will be leaving for a business trip
Me : ohh I guess I forgot
Mxo's Mom : come here and help me prepare breakfast
I walked towards the kitchen counter and she told me to chop the onions .
’ aunty neli ’
I turned to look it was sihle she ran up to me and wrapped her arms around my legs .
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Me : hey princess
I lifted her up and kissed her forehead.
Sihle : how are you

Me : I'm gud what about you
Sihle : I miss my Mom
Okay where the hell is Lihle I never heard from her .
Me : where did she go

Sihle : dad told me that she went out of the country for business and she might not
come back
Me : sorry baby she will be back okay go to the living room aunty and granny is
preparing something for you okay
She nodded and I placed her down as she ran out of the kitchen .
Mxo's Mom : do you believe that

Me : what
Mxo's Mom : that lihle is out of the country
Me : I'm not sure
Mxo's Mom : looks like mxolisi is keeping lot of things away from you
I swallowed facing down what is she talking about entlek where the hell is lihle .
Mxo's Mom : finish up I'm going to take a quick shower okay .
I nodded as she made her way out what was she talking about .
‘ my favourite sister in the world ’
I turned to look and it was Xolani he brushed my hair and took a sit on a high chair .
Me : I thought you left for a business trip

Xolani : Nah I had to stay behind
Me : ohh can I ask
Xolani : sure
Me : where is Lihle
Xolani : is that supposed to be any of your concern
Me : I just wanted to know I mean my man is in another country and Sihle told me that
her mother is also out of the country I don't feel like my man is safe around lihle
Actually I'm lying I can see that they are hiding something from me .
Xolani : what have you prepared ohh gosh I'm so hungry .

I was done preparing breakfast and Xolani was busy with his silly stories .
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Me : you are busy telling me stories but didn't tell me how you and your Mom ended up
being oil and water .
Xolani : I'm not in a mood to talk about it
Me : come on xolani do you know how much it eats me up
He sniffed pulling his plate closer to him and started to dig in .
Me : Xolani
Xolani : come on neli I'm not in the mood
I frowned taking the plates to the dinning room and set the table after I went back to the
kitchen .
Xolani : okay I will tell you

Me : I'm listening
Xolani : well it was five years back when I started to get involved in this game thing well
I took my young brother xolile with me for shopping he was my favourite and mom's
favourite well I took mxolisi's car and all I just remember is that someone shot him on
his head he was bleeding while not moving…
He wiped his tear away trying to hold himself.
Xolani : mxolisi told me that he was the target I didn't want to tell Mom because he was
already hating mxolisi for taking my father's root and also influencing me to do so ‚ she
always blamed my own hustling style but I didn't want to tell her that mxolisi was the
one who got me into this I hated to see mxolisi fighting with Mom because mxo can't
control his angers I had to do something .
I found my self wiping my tears off Xolani has sacrificed a lot to see this family happy he
doesn't deserve this .
Me : I'm sorry
Xolani : it's fine I'm living with it
Mxolisi's Mom walked in looking fine and the was silent in the kitchen .
Mxo's Mom : you didn't take the food to the dinning room
Me : I was about to take them
Mxo's Mom : let me help you
I nodded as we took the food to the dinning room and I went to call out the kids and
Thandeka well Xolani didn't come to join us .
Thandeka : ma I don't see bhut mxo where is he

Mxo's Mom : ohh he went out on a business trip he will be back after few days
Thandeka : ohh really that so sad because he didn't tell me
A smile flashed on her face is it me who is failing to understand this girl or what some
beautiful girl came and join us .
Her : I'm sorry I'm late

Mxo's Mom : it's okay phetogo dish up for yourself after do the dishes
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She smiled scanning the table .
Phetogo : where is mxolisi

Mxo's Mom : went out on a business trip
Phetogo : ohh this is unlike him not informing me
Mxo's Mom : it looks like he didn't get to tell many people
Mxo's Mom glanced at me then back at her plate the phetogo girl served herself I think
she's xolani's girlfriend but why is she asking about my man.

We where done having our breakfast and since the phetogo girl will be the one doing
the dishes I excused myself and went to mxolisi's room .
I layed and bed and dialled his number after few minutes he picked up .
( On call )
Me : xabashi
Mxolisi : haw mara nkosazana
Me : what
Mxolisi : I'm in the meeting right now
Me : so ??
Mxolisi : wait I will call you back
Me : mxoli…
He hanged up on me and I frowned same time he called back and I picked up .
( On call)
Mxolisi : okay I'm in the Washroom now we can talk

Me : you are good
Mxolisi : ngi right sthandwa Sam wen unjani
Me : I'm not good at all
Mxolisi : what's wrong mami
I smiled the way he called me made me wanna be with him right now .
Me : where is lihle
Mxolisi :…
Me : xabashi
Mxolisi : nkosazana can we focus on us don't forget I have a meeting to attend
Me : you know it breaks my heart seeing Sihle having high hopes
Mxolisi : look I had to she risked my daughter's life and yours
Ohh so he really killed her .
Me : but ending her life was not a right thing

Mxolisi : I don't have to explain myself and I won't
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Mxolisi : no nelisiwe she did me wrong so she had to pay
Me : she was once your lover
Mxolisi : so does it means that she had a right to hurt you
Me : she didn't hurt me but your doubts
He let out a loud sigh.
Mxolisi : nelisiwe
Me : xabashi
Mxolisi : for the last time I did what I did because I was blind and this is the last time
talking about Sihle she's dead and nothing can bring her back
He said that in a husky tone and I swallowed hard .
Mxolisi : and I'm sorry for not telling you I didn't get a chance to don't think I was hiding it
from you I love you and that is the only thing we should focus on our love .
I just felt my heart getting warm and sending butterflies in my stomach .
Mxolisi : how are you feeling

Me : I'm feeling good
Mxolisi : I can't wait to come already so that we can have a hot session
Me : you are addicted xabashi
Mxolisi : if you where me wouldn't you be addicted to good pussy
I giggled .
Mxolisi : take care mami daddy uyak Thanda Neh

Me : Nam ngiyam Thanda u daddy
Mxolisi : bye mommy
I smiled and hanged up the call trust me when I say I love this man I don't know what
will I do without him.

Phetogo nkwane'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟
I was in the kitchen washing the dishes and Xolani was sitting on a high chair .
Xolani : so phetogo do you have a boyfriend

Me : what did you expect from a lady like me
Xolani : maybe married
I looked at him and he was staring at me .
Xolani : you look beautiful

Me : i know Xolani
Actually I know guys like Xolani ‚ mxolisi is way better at flirting than Xolani .
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He got off the chair and walked towards me I continue washing the dishes .
Xolani : still thinking that I'm not your type

Me : who said I'm you are not my type “ he smiled ” and I didn't say you are my type
Xolani : nanny P playing hard to get “ smirk” I like that
He said that moving at my back coming closer to me and I felt his cock porking me on
my butt ‚I swallowed a big lump .
Xolani : you didn't answer my question

Me : umh which questions
I said that clearing my throat he started to breath heavily on my neck Making my knees
to get weal .
Xolani : do you have boyfriend
I shook my head and he kissed my neck leaving wet kisses on it .
Me : zikali someone might see us
He turned me to face him and buried his head on my boobs kissing them since I was
wearing a dress that revealed my cleavage he squeezed my butt as I let out a soft
moan.
Xolani : let's take this to my bedroom
He kissed me and I responded to the kiss it was getting heated but he pulled he winked
at me before walking out .
I fixed my dress and walked out the kitchen following him he got in his room and I stood
on the door step bitting my nails I finally pushed the door and walked towards Xolani he
attacked me with a kiss and I responded to it as he placed me on bed and opened my
legs wide getting in between my thighs .
He ran his hand to my pussy mind you I didn't put a panty on so he insert two fingers as
I grab the shirts moaning .
Me : ohh zikali
He went in and out till I felt like I'm reaching my organ but he pulled out not letting me
release .
Me : Xolani
Xolani : shh I know what I'm doing
He said in his deep voice taking out his manhood I guess the Cawe family is blessed ‚ he
rubbed the head on my wet clit.
Xolani : I'm going in okay
I nod and he pushed the head in as I jerked up and he held my waist down shoving it
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through my pussy wall and I let out a moan keeping my eyes shut as i take all the pain
in.
Hi my name is phetogo nkwane a 24 years lady who once worked as a stripers at the
clubs before I became siya's nanny well I once had fun with mxolisi before he fell inlove
with nelisiwe but then he is in the past and the only thing that can help me to stop
working as a nanny and be treated like nelisiwe is if I go for zikali .

I was done with the meeting neo and I decided to go for a break ‚ we where sitting at the
bar having our drinks .
Neo : what if this doesn't work

Me : chill bro you are his only son you will get all his belongings
Neo : what about my family and what about nelisiwe ain't they getting something
Me : stop asking questions your a man now and it's your duty to protect and feed them
on their wants and needs
He scratched his head taking a sip of his wine .
Neo : why can't you just take them

Me : I know Soon I will die so is best if you be the one taking it
Neo : did you sign some dead certificate
Me :“ chuckled ” don't be silly you know how it works in this game if I need to be the
head I will have to kill to survive and obviously when you kill people will come after you
Neo : what will happen to nelisiwe if you die
Me : you should know better you are her brother
I gulped my drink down as I swallowed hard I'm scared that I might die without even
seeing her beautiful face .
I was just laying on bed thinking of my man I really miss him after hearing moans
coming from xolani's room I felt like a flight was needed tonight .
Someone knocked on the door and I let em in it was mxo's Mom she walked towards my
bed and sat down and I also sat up straight.
Me : ma
She let out a loud sigh and looked at me .
Mxo's Mom : I really messed up nelisiwe I…I thought what I was doing would bring
peace to me but loosing xolile then Xolani only brought more pain for a fact that I
couldn't call him my son for a whole five years
She wiped her teary eyes .
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Mxo's Mom : I don't know how for a fact that he sacrificed a lot for this family and all I
just did was to treat him bad I didn't know that it was all mxolisi's fault and I won't hate
him because he was a target he is also my son and he deserves to be treated like one
mxolisi always supported this family even back then when I didn't love the fact that he
was following his father's footsteps I was scared that he will get killed and never come
back I didn't wanna loose him because I loved him
Tears rolled from her eyes she couldn't hold her self how do you'll comfort older people .
Me : it's going to be okay ma all you just need to do is talk with Xolani he will come
around .
You could see pain in her eyes ‚ I opened my arms wrapping her inside me as she let all
the pain out she has to be the strongest women unlike my mother who left me with her
problems in this world .
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I opened my eyes checking on my sight that slut was no longer on bed and that's good
‚ I checked my phone and I had four missed calls from kea I dialled her number back
and on the second ring she answered .
( Oncall)
Me : morning mama
Kea : yooh aii Xolani why beo SA arabe call tsaka ( why didn't you answer my calls )
Me : look sthandwa Sam yesterday I was kinda busy
Kea : ohh really you where busy with some hoes
Me : Haw mama
I could hear her trying to control her self by breathing in and out .
Kea : I have to get back to work

Me : kea please trust me I was busy
Kea : Kao Tshepa ( I trust you )
Her voice was shaking you see one thing about kea is that she's too soft and I don't
want to hear her cry .
Me : okay I know you don't trust me and you are only pretending but I promise you no
matter how far you are I will never go for a hoe
Kea : Xolani
Me : I will come to your place today hope you will cook
Kea : I'm working on night shifts today
Me : you are sick they will understand
Kea : zikali…
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Kea : I love you more I will be waiting for you
Me : bye mami
Kea : bye daddy
I smiled as she hanged up I don't know what I'm feeling but this girl makes me feel
different ‚ I placed my phone on the mini table and my door slowly open Mom got in I
faced away avoiding to look her in the eyes .
Ma : Argh Xolani you room smell shit
She said that opening the curtains and windows .
Ma : you found someone or you are still fucking hoes

Me : ma…
Ma : you are my son I should know right
I felt his words warming up my heart she sat on bed facing the windows .
Me : actually I have found someone

Ma : the one you where fucking last night
Me : was she too loud
Ma : “ laughs ” you are talking about that slut obviously she was too loud
Me : you can't just call her that besides she's not my girl
Ma : when are you going to introduce that lucky girl
Me : soon ma
She smiled and attacked me with a hug since I was sitting up straight I hug her back
closing my eyes.
Ma : I'm sorry Xolani ngiya xolisa zikali I guess I was too blind to see you sacrifices all
your hard work I didn't notice the pain I'm giving you and all you had to go through
because of me please forgive me I'm ready to make it work this time I want the Cawe
family to reunite
Me : ngiyak xolela ma
I said that blinking my tears back and ma pulled out the hug she cupped my face .
Ma : you better get ready breakfast will be served soon and your chair is tired of being
lonely
Me : I will be there
She kissed my cheek and left ‚ I don't know why suddenly everything is going back to
normal let's hope no one dies this time.
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I was fixing my bed and my phone rang i checked the ID and it was xabashi I answered
placing it on my ear balancing it with my shoulder and continued with fixing the bed .
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( On call )
Mxolisi : nkosazana
Me : xabashi
Mxolisi : sthandwa sam I need to tell you something
Me : what is it
Mxolisi : look sthandwa Sam I got held by some work here and it's going to take me like
five months to deal with it
Me : xabashi
Mxolisi : ngiyak Thanda yezwa mami
Me : I'm coming there you should book a flight for me I can't stay away from you
He let out a loud sigh.
Mxolisi : look nkosazana it's not safe here

Me : then come back home mxolisi
Mxolisi : bye bye mami I need to get back to work love you
Me : mxo…
He hanged up on me before I could even talk back I throw my phone on bed .
I can't live without him a whole five months yooh .
I was sitting outside while waiting for phetogo finally she came out and walked towards
me .
Phetogo : hey
Me : don't hey me sit down
She took a sit and rolled her eyes .
Me : Don't give me that attitude what do you want from bhuti Xolani
Phetogo : what do you mean
Me : I know you are after his money
Phetogo : you guessed right but the question is what are you going to about that
Me : maybe I have a better idea you see Xolani doesn't have that kind of money you
want
She glanced at me and I smirked .
Me : but mxolisi has it all

Phetogo : you know he is deeply inlove
Me : but love can never fight a drug
Phetogo : what do you mean
Me : don't worry I will handle everything you just have to be ready
Sihle came running to us .
Sihle : breakfast is ready
She said that running back inside and I stood up going inside.
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I didn't go down for breakfast I almost spent my day in the room trying to call mxolisi but
he didn't pick up .
The door slowly opened and it was sihle .
Sihle : aunty neli
She said that biting her nails on the door .
Me : princess come her
I opened my arms and Sihle walked up to me and i placed her on bed wrapping her in
my arms .
Me : what's wrong baby

Sihle : is dad coming back home or he won't come back like Mom
Me : who told you that
Sihle : nanny phetogo
Me : do you believe her
She just stared at me with her poppy shiny eyes .
Me : look even if mommy doesn't come back she will always be with you in your heart
and you shouldn't listen to people with negative thoughts okay .
She nod with tears in her eyes threatening to come out .
Me : what's wrong princess

Sihle : “ crying ” I don't want to loose dad the way I lost Mom dad is the only person I'm
left with here
Me : and I'm also here for you okay nothing will happen to daddy
Sihle : can we pray for his safety
Me : sure
I wiped my teary eyes I'm just scared that something might have happened to mxolisi
Sihle : are you crying

Me :“ giggles ” no I'm no
Sihle : okay then let's hold hands I will pray
We held hands and closed our eyes .
Sihle : lord please protect my father where ever he is so that he can come back to me
‚ Siya ‚ his family and auntie neli please don't let anything bad happen to him I'm scared
of living alone I don't want him to go forever and never come back like Mom did please
lord hear my prays amen .
Me : amen
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‘ amen ’
I opened my eyes only to see mxolisi leaning against the wall with his hands in his
pocket ‚ Sihle immediately jumped off bed running to mxolisi ‚ mxolisi lifted sihle up
wrapping her in his arms .
Mxolisi : hey princess

Sihle : hey daddy
Mxolisi : I see you and aunty where praying for me
Sihle : and God answered our prayers
He kissed her forehead placing her down he looked at me and smiled .
Sihle : daddy can you please stay forever this time please don't leave us aunty neli was
crying .
I giggled as I realised that tears where rolling down I wiped them and mxolisi just
couldn't stop glancing at me .
Mxolisi : “ to Sihle ” daddy bought you your favourite meal

Sihle : really
Mxolisi : yep go and tell aunty Thandeka to give em to you
Sihle : you are the best dad
She ran out and mxolisi stared at me.
Mxolisi : so you are not going to give me a hug
I got off the bed and jumped on him as he held my thighs lifting me up with my legs
wrapped on his waist and buried my head on his shoulder with my arms wrapped on his
neck I broke down same time.
Mxolisi : didn't know you missed me this much

Me : “ with a shaking voice ” you lied to me
Mxolisi : ngiya xolisa mami
Me : I hate you
Mxolisi : I love you more nkosazana
I tight up my grip not letting him go and he walked towards the bed and gently placed
me on bed without breaking the hug i just want him inside me already I missed
everything about him .
Sorry for dropping late the was no electricity from 14:30 till 20:00 I tried to make this
one long if you'll comment fast I might drop the other one.

Finally she let go of me and I kissed her forehead multiple times and she giggled .
Me : nkosazana
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Me : I love you mami
Nelisiwe : Nam ngiyak Thanda baba
My heart was melting how could one deeply fall in love like this .
Me : so you were crying

Nelisiwe : because you were not answering my calls
Me : I'm sorry mommy I just had to make another way to see you
Nelisiwe : I thought you where not coming back
Me : I wouldn't dare to stay away from you
Nelisiwe : imagine life without your dick I will definitely cry
Me : “ laughs ” what
She giggled pulling me closer to her and attacked me with a kiss I responded to it and
she was sucking my lips hungrily ‚ she took off my t-shirt and whispered in my ears ‘ be
in me already ’ I smiled I mean how did she know that I was craving for her .
Me : I didn't hear you mommy

Nelisiwe : make love to me xabashi
I smirked sucking her neck going down to her boobs sucking them I don't want to lie but
I enjoy mommy .
I want him already in me ‚ he pulled my dress up disappearing in between my thighs

danm I was not wearing a panty ‚ I felt his tongue licking my clit as a soft moan escaped
from my mouth I kept my eyes shut and he continued playing with my clit .
He rubbed his fingers in my wet pussy pushing em in through my pussy wall as I

grabbed the shirts moaning out with his tongue doing wonders on my clit he was going
in and out with his fingers.
Me : ohh fuck this is good…Ahh
He increased his pace going fast as I felt like I need to release ‚ he increased his pace
and I was tossing on bed while he was doing what he was good at I felt my cum closer .
Me : xabashi I need to release
I said that grabbing the shirts tight but he still went in I couldn't hold my self but I
released right on his face ‚ he licked me up clean and wiped his face with his t-shirt he
brought his face closer to mine .
Mxolisi : ohh mommy I enjoy you
He kissed my cheek and helped me to take off my dress ‚ he took out his man hood that
was already hard and rubbed it on my wet pussy with his eyes not shifting on mine .
Mxolisi : nkosazana
Me : xabashi
Mxolisi : ngiyak Thanda mami
Me : Nam ngiyak Thanda ba…ahhh fuck
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He pushed himself in unexpected and I jerked up he shoved himself in as I felt like my
pussy wall was cracking he finally pushed it all and he groaned going in and out slowly
with my moans mixed with his groans as I take all the pain in .
He buried his head on my neck holding my hair as he moved his waist circulating inside
me and hitting it hard at each last lap I was busy digging up at his back with my nails
while my moans and his groans filled in the room .
Mxolisi : “ whispering ” you are good I love you I love being inside you I enjoy you
nkosazana fuck .
He said that lifting his head up and held my waist with my legs wide open as he hit it
hard with tears flowing from his eyes he was giving me pleasure .
His groans got louder and he couldn't stop complimenting my pussy not even giving me
a chance to release.

��𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚝:113
[Narrator]
Xolani is so worried after overhearing Thandeka and phetogo's conversation he feels

like killing them right away but he doesn't feel like killing his sister but he is dealing with
phetogo other way .
He was sitting in the living room with his glass of wine in his hand ‚ his mother Anna
walk in and sit next to him.
Anna : zikali
Xolani : ma
Anna : you are drinking a lot what's bordering you
Xolani : eish Ma this thing of nelisiwe and mxolisi I mean nelisiwe had been through a
lot yet many people still want to destroy them let's not talk about Thandeka I didn't know
she hates nelisiwe this much she even pretended to be cool with her while she knows
she planing the worse
Anna :what are you talking about
Xolani gulped his wine down and looked at his mother with his red eyes .
Xolani : I don't know what the hell phetogo and Thandeka are planing but they want to
ruin every Lil piece of love that mxolisi and nelisiwe have designed Ma nelisiwe has
been through a lot.
He poured another wine in the glass .
Xolani : growing up without knowing her parents being raped by her cousin that she
considered as a brother just because she wasn't his blood being raped by your mother's
husband just to pay for the fact that you mother did her husband wrong by sleeping
with your father losing your child because you had to choose who lives between mxolisi
and the child and the very next day loosing your father that you got to know Ma it's hard
for nelisiwe she has been through a lot Thandeka needs to stop
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‘ I will stop ’
It was Thandeka standing on the door with tears in her eyes .
Thandeka :I will stop making it hard for her I didn't know she has been through a lot I
thought she didn't love my brother and I didn't want to see my brother hurt the way he
was after his divorce I'm sorry
She said that with tears streaming out Xolani stood up and hugged her tight .
Xolani : it's okay pumpkin I understand it would've been hard for me to believe that
nelisiwe really loves mxolisi but judging from their past nelisiwe is a good person with a
big heart and she also cares for you
Thandeka : I'm sorry I will go and apologize to her
Xolani : no need to all I just need to do is to handle this phetogo girl
Thandeka : you mean your sex mate
Xolani pulled out the hug laughing and Thandeka joined him and they hugged again .
‘ did I miss something ’
It was mxolisi walking in the living room with no shirt .
Anna : aii xabashi you want to show us that you where busy
Mxolisi : what
Sihle came running to him for a hug and immediately stopped .
Sihle : dad you are not wearing all your clothes
Mxolisi looked down and realised that he didn't zip his pants he looked embarassed and
zipped them ‚ nelisiwe walked in looking tired asf .
Nelisiwe : are we having some family meeting

Sihle : I thought the same I was like the is no way I'm missing this one
She said that dramatically and they all bust out laughing .
{ In the basement }
Phetogo was tied up on a chair with a cloth in her mouth she was trying to free herself
because she knew Xolani wouldn't spare her .
You'll better comment

[Narrator]
Mxolisi and Xolani where sitting in the library having some drinks .
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Mxolisi : what's wrong zikali you don't look more of yourself
Xolani :eish xabashi this phetogo girl is driving me to the edge
Mxolisi : you are inlove with siya's nanny
Xolani : what ? “ Chucks ” no
Mxolisi : then what is it
Xolani took a sip of his wine not sure if he is ready to spill the beans .
Mxolisi : hiding something from me is not good

Xolani : I know that's why I'm finding a better way to tell you
Mxolisi : just say it zikali you are making me curious
Xolani : okay fine phetogo and Thandeka were trying to break you and nelisiwe apart
but we talked this out
Mxolisi : how did you talk it out
Xolani : I talked with Thandeka
Mxolisi : where is phetogo
Xolani looked down .
Mxolisi : let's hope you didn't kill her because the is no way she's getting punished while
Thandeka is not even getting a sjbglt slap for thinking shit
Xolani : we don't have to take this far
Mxolisi : is it because Thandeka is our sis
Xolani kept quiet .
Mxolisi : if it's not like that you better bring her to the base don't keep me waiting okay
Mxolisi stood up going to the base and found phetogo tied up he pulled a chair and sat
infront of her and removed the cloth from her mouth .
Phetogo :“ crying ” it wasn't my plan mxolisi trust me it was thandeka's I only wanted
money that's all you know I need enough money to support my child please don't kill me
Mxolisi sniffs looking at phetogo who was crying her ass out xolani walked in pushing
Thandeka inside the base .
Thandeka : let me go xolani I will go and apologize to nelisiwe

Mxolisi : take a sit Lil sis and let's have a talk
Thandeka swallowed taking a sit .
Mxolisi : why would you want to break me and my happiness apart .

Thandeka : I'm sorry I thought nelisiwe was after your money so I wanted to find a way
to break the both of you apart but after all the sacrifices she has made to be with you
today I realised that she really loves you I'm sorry .
Mxolisi just looked deep into Thandeka's eyes the truth was written there she was not
lying .
Mxolisi : okay
Thandeka : okay what are you letting us go
Mxolisi : yes only on one condition for each… Thandeka I will cut your monthly
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allowance into a half and as for you phetogo I don't want to see you any near my family
or I will kill you
Phetogo : please mxolisi don't do this to me I need this money you know it
Mxolisi : you better get the hell out of here or I will shoot you
Xolani untied phetogo's hands and legs and she walked out followed by Thandeka .
Mxolisi : check where her son is schooling and manage her school fees for every month
and monthly twenty thousand Rands grocery.
Xolani : I'm on it

𝙸𝚗𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚝: season finale
[Narrator]
It has been years and mxolisi is married to nelisiwe while Xolani is deeply inlove with
kea the receptionist girl at the hospital well as for Lidia ( Neo's Mom ) she didn't get any
shares on bra K's money while Rini only got her monthly allowance till she was done
with school then the rest neo sent it to different orphanages shelters around South
Africa .
Well Thandeka came around and became closer with nelisiwe while Sihle finally
understand that her mother is no longer coming back and nelisiwe is the only person
who cares for her like a mother .
{ Cawe's house }
Well the whole family where in the dinning room eating their dinner .
Xolani : ma you should call my uncles I feel like I'm ready

Mxolisi : ready for what to break you virginity
Anna : xabashi mind your language we have kids on the table
She said that pinching mxolisi's ear since she was sitting next to him then on the other
side it was nelisiwe .
Mxolisi : ngiya xolisa ma

Sihle : well dad when you go back to your house you will take me with you right
Nelisiwe : Sihle we talked about this that you will only come during school holidays
Sihle : but mommy
Mxolisi : Sihle
Sihle : okay fine only during holidays
Xolani kept on glancing on kea till kea noticed that Xolani was stealing glances .
Kea : what's wrong zikali

Xolani : I just want to marry you already so that I can call you mkami wam
Anna : well you need to pay xolani marriage is not for kids
Xolani : I know ma and I'm willing to pay
Thandeka : love in the air
Xolani : aii leave me alone single girl
Thandeka : how will I date when my two brothers are so protective I mean guys I'm 27
years old
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Mxolisi : so ? Till no one comes here and talk with us like elders you are not going
anywhere
Thandeka chuckled facing down.
Thandeka : how will they come if you keep on threatening them
She mumbled and mxolisi gave her a dead stare .
Thandeka : don't look at me like that you look like zikali omkhulu when you do that
Mxolisi : what ? I don't look like baba you just like to see me talking
Anna : can we have our dinner in peace big heads
They kept quiet and nelisiwe leaned over and whispered in mxolisi's ear ‘ I got
something to show you follow me to the room’ she excused herself going to their room
and she layed on bed waiting for mxolisi after few minutes the door opened and mxolisi
walked in and he got on top of nelisiwe kissing her forehead .
Mxolisi : mommy
Nelisiwe : baba
Mxolisi : already craving for me
He said that sucking nelisiwe's neck and nelisiwe stopped him.
Nelisiwe : get off me you are too heavy

Mxolisi : Haw nkosazana
Nelisiwe : get off
Mxolisi got off and helped nelisiwe to also stand up .
Nelisiwe : I got something for you

Mxolisi : what
Nelisiwe : wait here
Nelisiwe went to the drawer and took out a wrapped up box and handed it to mxolisi .
Mxolisi : it's not my birthday mami what's up with the present

Nelisiwe : stop talking just open it
Mxolisi : fine
Mxolisi opened the box only to find almost ten of positive pregnancy tests a smile
flashed on his face and he looked at nelisiwe.
Mxolisi : ohh mami ngiya Bonga sthandwa Sam

Nelisiwe : “ giggles ”for what
Mxolisi : for this beautiful gift you are carrying I'm so happy mommy when did you find
out
Nelisiwe : yesterday Thandeka took me to see a doctor
Mxolisi : ohh sthandwa Sam you are carrying my child I just can't wait
He pulled nelisiwe closer to him and captured her lips with his and nelisiwe responded
to the kiss it got heated then after they pulled out .
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Mxolisi : we are going to name her buhlebendalo
Nelisiwe : if he is a boy
Mxolisi : khanyile
Nelisiwe : I will go for Lil mxo.
Mxolisi : what kind of a name is that khanyile is fine
Nelisiwe : I said Lil mxo
Mxolisi : I bet I'm not the father
He said that lifting nelisiwe up and peck her lips non stop and nelisiwe was giggling .
Mxolisi : I love you mama ka Khanyile

Nelisiwe : Nam ngiyak Thanda baba ka Khanyile Lil mxo Cawe
Mxolisi peck nelisiwe's lips again .
Mxolisi : and I will always love you nkosazana nothing can separate us even death it's
self fear our love because it will never die ngiyak Thanda nelisiwe phihlelo Cawe .
The end .
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NELISIWE THE GIRL BEHIND THE SCHOOL UNIFORM

NELISIWE:the girl behind the school uniform

Nelisiwe Mnguni'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟

𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴:The girl behind the school uniform

I rolled my eyes and sat down .

Auntie:when you are done eating wash the dishes

She said that kissing Siya’s cheek and walked out .

Siya: what ever you are planning on me won't work

Mdu: mkami wam( my wife)

𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸���𝙴:The girl behind the school uniform

Let's hope he is not already angry yoo .

I made poppy eyes and he peck my lips .

Mdu: ngiyak Thanda yezwa

He smiled warming up my heart ‚ he peck my lips again and looked at me .

Mdu: umuhle mmami

I blushed as He kissed me and I responded to the kiss ‚ we kissed passionately ‚ I

He then pulled out and we both made an eye contact.

I smiled ‚ this one knows how to make me happy Shem.

Mdu: what do you think sthandwa

Neli: sthandwa Sam you have to get going

Me: let me help you with the bucket

Me: I will be taking all this cows ka Mnguni

She blushed as we continued walking and stopped at the T junction gravel.

Mom: you are late

𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴: the girl behind the school uniform

Senzo: Argh I missed you so much neli

He said that dragging me to my room as I screamed my lungs out ‚ he pushed me inside

Senzo: get naked

I just looked at him and he walked towards me giving me a hot slap.

Senzo: I said get naked

Senzo: ahhh umnandi ngathi ausi cousin yam .

𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴: the girl behind the school uniform

He chuckled and moved his hands to my ass squeezing it.

Auntie:mhlolo wam lo ‚ nelisiwe Yin le huh ? Wen Senzo ne ngani encani .

She gave me a hot slap as I held my cheek .

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𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴:the girl behind the school uniform

Man:“ standing up and hugging auntie” awh Sisi

The man chuckled and looked at auntie.

Man: I will do so sisi I promise I won't disappoint .

Me: stop pulling me and tell me where you are taking me

Him: you better behave otherwise I will cut your throat .

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𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴: the girl behind the school uniform

Inner me: how I'm I supposed to open this door

Him: take a sit I'm going to make something for you

‘ here you go’

Man: how is the food

Mxolisi: come let me show you around

Him: this is the dinning room

Mxolisi: this will be your room

Mxolisi: you have an ensuite bathroom

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𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸𝚆𝙴:the girl behind the school uniform

Me: you are lying ma ka senzo

Mduduzi walked in he comes from the forest he just looks down

Mduduzi Zwane'𝚜 𝚙𝚘𝚟

I nod as I took a seat mom stood up going to the kitchen .

Mom: urty bouyza.

𝙽𝙴𝙻𝙸𝚂𝙸��𝙴:The girl behind the school uniform