Body of Lies Chapter Sampler
Body of Lies Chapter Sampler
Body of Lies Chapter Sampler
S U N D A Y, 1 8 S E P T E M B E R , 7. 3 7 P M
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Trying to ignore the pain of the stitch in his side, he holds out
his hands as if he can somehow prevent the inevitable horror. Please
don’t land, please don’t land, please don’t land.
When the car nosedives into a tree, Bob swears he can see the
impact ripple out across the paddocks. His knees buckle, his insides
churning, as an odd little noise escapes his mouth. He screams out
for help, but he’s alone. The four-wheel drive is gone.
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Red and blue lights slice across the shadowy farmland, the ambulance
siren screaming into the darkness. Fred nods in time to the music,
some electronic rubbish Ash has put on. Out of the corner of his eye
he notices a flash of silver. He flicks glitter from a crease in his wrist;
his daughter’s fairy party this morning only went for three hours,
but it felt like ten. His back aches, and his gut still feels slippery
from the onslaught of soft drink, cake and lollies.
As he presses his foot against the accelerator, Ash gives him
a look. Fred pretends not to notice and drives even faster. It’s all
right for Ash—he doesn’t spend every five seconds at home getting
jumped on or yelled at. Ash just goes for beers, watches TV and does
whatever he likes. Fred enjoys driving the bus now more than ever;
it feels like freedom, and he’s going to damn well enjoy it.
‘We’re close,’ says Ash, as they fly past the turn-off to the
Montgomery farmhouse. He fidgets in his seat and snaps his gum.
‘Despatch said it’s just before the Staffords’ joint.’
Fred thinks Ash seems particularly jumpy tonight. He doesn’t
know him that well, considering how much time they spend together,
but Ash has definitely been more skittish lately. Fred just has too
much on his plate to be bothered asking what’s up.
Behind them, the road is empty. ‘No sign of the blues,’ he comments.
He always feels childishly smug when they beat the cops to a scene.
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‘She hit the tree. I saw it happen. I was coming along behind her,
but there was nothing I could do—too far away. It’s not good, not
good at all. I didn’t want to move her and make it worse.’
‘Thanks, Bob,’ Fred says calmly. ‘We’ll take it from here, but
I’m sure the cops will want a chat, so just wait in your truck, okay?’
‘Sure, yep.’ Bob wipes his large nostrils. ‘I have girls myself. Just
makes you think, doesn’t it?’
‘Got a jacket, Bob?’ Fred asks.
The man nods.
‘Might be a good idea to put it on. We’ll be back with you in
a tick.’
Fred grabs the portable stretcher, while Ash shoulders the triage
bag. A cluster of cows watches from behind a wire fence as they
navigate roadside shrubs and tall grass before reaching the mangled
mess of an old Subaru. There’s no music, no ticking engine, no
crying—no signs of life.
Ash doesn’t break stride, but his heart executes the hollow thump
it always does just before he reaches a crash scene. Despite his exten-
sive training, there’s a split second of disbelief that he has to deal
with whatever horrible thing the universe has served up, a moment
where he expects a grown-up to push him out of the way and step
in. He’s only been a paramedic for three years, but he’s seen a lot
during that time: heart attacks, strokes, accidents, suicides, two
murders. Although farm accidents score first place for the most
gruesome, it’s the invisible injuries he finds the most stressful—the
damage he can’t see. The things he might miss, especially when his
thoughts are all over the shop.
When they reach the car, Ash’s vision blurs. He forces himself
to focus. Get it together. Concentrate.
The bonnet has disappeared into the trunk of an ancient gum,
the right headlight reduced to a feeble glow against the wood.
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S U N D A Y, 1 8 S E P T E M B E R , 9. 4 7 P M
M y left leg has gone numb, and I wince as pins and needles take
hold. Scarlett is heavy in the baby carrier against my chest, her
breath hot on my neck. Careful not to wake her, I stretch out my
calves and wriggle my toes.
‘You don’t have to stay, you know,’ says Dad.
I smile. ‘I know, but I want to. We want to.’
He laughs. ‘I don’t think Scarlett has a strong opinion on the
matter, Gem.’
I peer down at her sleeping face. ‘Well, either way, I just wish
she would sleep like this at night.’
‘Ha!’ Dad uses the silver triangle above the hospital bed to pull
himself upright. ‘You barely ever slept when you were a baby, day or
night. Your mother and I were beside ourselves. It was horrendous.’
I run my hand over Scarlett’s head; her downy hair is starting
to thicken. ‘I’m sorry.’
He waves my apology away. ‘Little did we know you would be
way worse later on.’
‘The medication is obviously making you confused.’
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Dad grins and is about to respond when a nurse strides in. She
positions herself authoritatively at the end of his bed. ‘Good evening!
I’m Beth.’ She beams at me.
I nod hello and introduce myself.
Beth yanks Dad’s bedclothes straight and moves the portable
table out of the way. After expertly fixing a blood-pressure cuff
around his arm, she presses a button on the device next to the bed.
‘Feeling good, Ned?’
‘Very good, thank you.’
As the cuff inflates, she cranes her neck to glimpse Scarlett’s
face. ‘How old is she?’
‘Almost nine months,’ I reply.
‘How precious.’ The machine beeps, and Beth reviews the results,
nods and rips off the velcro. ‘Very good, Ned. You have the blood
pressure of a much younger man.’
‘And?’ Dad prompts.
‘That’s it,’ Beth chirps. ‘Everything else seems age appropriate,
including your sense of humour.’ She wheels the table back in place.
‘Keep up your fluids, and I’ll see you tomorrow.’ When she leaves
through the curtain, I see the elderly man in the bed opposite, his
beady eyes fixed on his TV as he eats yoghurt from a plastic tub.
‘You do seem well, Dad,’ I say. And I mean it: he’s a little paler
than usual, but he looks a hell of a lot better than he did a few
days ago.
‘I told you, Gemma, nothing to worry about.’
‘That’s not quite true, Dad, and you know it.’
I’m still recovering from Rebecca’s phone call last Sunday
morning that had me deciphering her panicked words through a fog
of exhaustion. Eventually I worked out that Dad was on the way to
Smithson Hospital in an ambulance, with a suspected heart attack.
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Dad sips his water and smiles, though I can sense his caution.
‘I assume he wants you back at work.’
I can’t tell whether the flutter in my stomach is dread or excite-
ment. My former boss sounded odd when he called to ask me to
come and see him at the office. Jonesy is always gruff, but this time
I got the sense there was something wrong. ‘I doubt it. He knows
I’m still thinking things through and Scarlett’s not even a year old.
He probably just wants to complain about new policies being rolled
out—you know how much he hates red tape.’
‘Maybe he wants your advice on something. He trusts your
judgement, Gemma.’
‘Maybe.’ But I’m worried that Jonesy will ask me to come
back early or at the very least want to know what my plans are.
Conversations I’ve been avoiding for months will need to be had.
I catch my expression sliding and force a smile. ‘I’m looking forward
to seeing him.’
‘Ben was very chatty when he came in yesterday,’ Dad ventures.
‘It was nice to spend time with him.’
I don’t tell Dad how reluctant Ben was about visiting him in
hospital. My ex, Ben’s father Scott, died here from cancer just over
a year ago, so his grandfather being unwell in the same place has
really rocked him. ‘He was worried about you—and he’s relieved
you seem okay.’
‘You heard the nurse! I’m fit as a fiddle.’
Optimism aside, Dad is clearly starting to tire. And I’ve barely
had more than three hours sleep in a row for days. ‘I think we’ll
head off, Dad,’ I say softly. ‘We all need a decent sleep.’
Dad yawns and nods.
Scarlett is still fast asleep, but I know there’s close to zero chance
of getting her into the car and then into her cot without waking
her up. I’ll likely spend the next few hours settling her. Last week
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I fell asleep on the floor of her bedroom, one hand on her stomach
through the bars of the cot. Ben took an unflattering photo of me
with my face mashed into the sheepskin rug before he covered
me with a blanket.
Bracing myself for the tediousness ahead, I locate the nappy bag
and check my phone: two missed calls from an unknown number,
plus a voice message from my friend Candy and one from Mac.
‘I’ll call you tomorrow morning, Dad, and try to come by after
school with Ben.’
‘Sounds good, Gem.’ He removes his glasses and shimmies into
the bedsheets.
Cradling the warm curve of Scarlett’s body, I tense my muscles
to stand up.
Before I can, there’s a flurry of white noise, like all the sound
in the room is being sucked out. Dad and I lock eyes before we’re
plunged into darkness.
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‘I’m not sure,’ I say, just as a screech starts blasting us from every
direction.
Scarlett’s eyes spring open. She scrunches up her face, swiftly
working her way to a full-body bawl.
‘Shhh, shhh.’ I pat her back in a futile attempt to calm her.
‘Gemma!’
Ignoring Dad, I step out into the corridor. Two nurses run past.
‘Excuse me,’ I say. ‘Excuse me! Hey!’
‘Everything’s fine,’ one calls over her shoulder. ‘Just stay where
you are, please.’
They disappear through a set of doors further down the hall.
Scarlett’s cries merge with the whoops of the siren that I assume
is a fire alarm. An emergency light flashes red on the ceiling near
the nurse station. I look in both directions—no visible smoke and
no smell, but of course a fire could be on another floor. The hospital
had a new wing built last year and now boasts sixty beds; it’s one
of the biggest buildings in Smithson.
I pat Scarlett’s back and grope around for her dummy, easing
it into her mouth. She glares at me as she sucks, aware she’s being
silenced. I cup my hands over her ears to mute the sound.
An elderly lady, hunched over a walker, makes her way to the
room adjacent to Dad’s. Remnants of food stain the collar of her
peach dressing-gown. ‘What’s that awful noise?’ She blinks in a way
that suggests she normally wears glasses.
‘It’s an alarm,’ I tell her. ‘But I think everything is okay.’
‘It woke me up!’ she says indignantly.
‘It’s very loud,’ I agree. ‘But I’m sure it’s just a false alarm.’
I smile at her reassuringly and walk confidently to the double
doors further along the corridor. The red light on the security panel
is off: it must have been disabled by the alarm.
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I push through and make my way down the dim corridor. I can
feel Scarlett sucking her dummy against my chest, but I can’t hear
anything except the alarm needling my brain. Maybe someone
threatened a patient—it’s happened before. My throat tightens, and
I wonder if I should ditch my fact-finding mission and get Dad
and Scarlett the hell out of here.
Up ahead is the security door that leads to the main reception.
Again, I push straight through and enter the large, poorly lit space.
Two nurses and three grim-faced security guards huddle near the
main desk, talking animatedly to each other and ignoring me.
Beyond them, a police car pulls up outside the front entrance.
A man and a woman get out and rush through the open automatic
doors. I recognise Julian Everett in a tailored suit, his brown hair
slicked back from his face. The woman, a constable in uniform, has
a thick braid and heavy dark brows, and is almost as tall as Everett.
I don’t recognise her; she must be new.
‘Excuse me,’ I say to the hospital staff as Everett and his partner
make their way over to us—then louder, ‘Excuse me!’
The alarm stops, and my words echo around the room. Abashed,
I clear my throat, suddenly unsure how to introduce myself.
‘Is that a patient?’ the constable mutters to Everett, curious eyes
on me.
‘She’s a cop,’ he replies, ‘on maternity leave. Good evening, detec-
tive.’ He nods at me politely and turns so his broad shoulders face
away. ‘Right, everyone, I’m Detective Sergeant Julian Everett and
this is Constable Natasha Holdsworth. The fire brigade is circling
the building and will be checking every part of the premises due to the
emergency alarm being activated. Can someone tell me what happened,
please?’ It’s clear he wants it known that he is calling the shots.
I only worked with Everett for a few months when he moved
here from Melbourne last year, but that was long enough to know
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