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THEBARTENDER

PROLOGUE
.
-"
Youknowwhatidi
dwhenIf
oundt
hem?
"
I'
mintense,she'
sdri
nki
ng.Thisi
sthecl
imaxbut
she'
ssor el
axed,I
'mint
erest
ed.
-"
Pleaset
ellme!
"Isay.Thi
sst
oryi
skeepi
ngmeon
mytoes.
-"It
ooksj ambokfrom hiscar ,
he'
syourt ypi
calZul
u
man, al
wayswi l
li
ngtost raight
enpeopl eupwitha
sj
ambok.Thatdayhegott hetasteofhisveryown
medicine.Astheywehavi ngsex,Igavethem a
beati
ngt hey'
l
lneverforget."ShesaidDowningher
cocktai
l.
-"
Pleasegi
vemeanothercockt
ail
"sheasked,
she'
s
sl
oshedbutIst
il
lwantt
oknowwhathappened.
-"Ar
eyoust i
llmarr
iedt
ohi
m?"IaskedasIhanded
hertheCocktai
l.
-"That'
sthereasonI'
m here,
He'
srefusi
ngtosi
gn
theDivorcepapers"
,Icoul
dseepit
y,hur
tand
sorrowsinhereyes!.
Ismi l
edather,thisi
st hepartwhereIadviceeach
andever yonewhoof f
loadst ome,beingaBar tender
i
sgoodIdi dn'
tknowt hatti
llIdr
oppedoutof
universi
tythenIgotnochoi cebutbeabar tender.
Thest or
iesdrunkpeopl et
ellme,areveryfunny,
ter
rif
ying,ShockingeyyBazal wanetheli
stislong!.
"NtshepiUf
unanil
a?"Averybol
dvoi
cesai
dbehi
nd
thewomanIwast al
kingt
o.
-"Ohplease!Nkosiar
eyouf
oll
owi
ngme?
"She
asks.
.
Nkosirevealyour
sel
f,Iwantt
oseet
hecheat
ing
husband!.
Whoawait,
Thisisherhusband?Twoni ghtsago
t
wowomenwer efi
ghti
ngovert hisMan.He' sa
marr
iedman?YeahGuysmawat shi
sweamadoda.
Weshouldhaveacampai gn#letsbur
nthemens!Are
Menevenhumans?Weshoul dknowl adies,whati
f
westayi
ngwithali
ensindisgui
sed?
"Sorr
ysisiwi
thAFRO!
!"Avoi
ceshout
edout
.I'
mthe
onlyonebehi
ndthecount
erwit
hAFRO..
But"
AZANI
A"Iswri
tt
eni
nbol
donmynamet
ag.
Wher
edi
dthecoupl
ego?
Icheckt
heper
sonshout
ingatt
hegi
rlwi
th'
AFRO'
.
-"
It
'sAzani
amyl
ove,
howcanIhel
pyou?
"
-"Azani
a?Wereyourpar ent
satwar?Ortheywere
partofUmkhontoWesi zwe?"Sheaskedt
hat
l
aughing.Shedoesn'tknowme.Theydon'tcal
lme
ntosh'
schil
dfornothing!
.
-"Fi
xyoureyebr
ows,
andyourdisl
ocat
edbrai
ds
thencomeandaskmeaboutmyname, Don't
bull
shi
tmenzokunyi
samna!"Isai
dfol
dingmy
arms.
Shedidn'thaveacomeback.Ar
ghbeing
bul
lshi
tt
edbyal owbudgetsl
ayQueen!
"Azaniayouar
eneededatt
heVI
P,we'r
eshor
t
st
uffed"Il
ookatZi
pho,
weworkt
ogether.
-"youknowthi
sisnotwhatIsi
gnedupf oryou
know?"Isai
d,i
t'
s1am I
'mtir
ed.Yourgi
rlhasbeen
st
andi
ngsi
nce2pm t
il
lnow.
.
-"Youneedthi
smoney,
rememberyourpar
entssti
ll
thi
nkyou'r
einvar
sit
yst
udyi
ngMedici
ne"hesaid
cheeki
ly.
Ar
ghwhydidIt
ellhi
m mybiggestsecr
et?Iwas
dr
unkwhenIt
oldhimthatIr
emember .
Ii
gnor edhim andwal kedtot heVIPBar,
Ilove
workingthisside.Ialwaysseet heBigGuns,t
he
Minister
s,Mayor s,BusinessmenyeahandOt her
s.
'
CLUBELI TE'
isoneoft hebiggestcl
ubherein
Johannesburg, i
t'
ssituatedinSandton.
"
Whiskeyonice"Il
ookupit
'st
hegi
rlt
hatIwas
t
alki
ngto.She'
sontheVIPnowwit
hthehusband.
.
ThankGodmyt onguedidn'tsayrubbi
sh.Tot hi
nkI
wasgoi ngtosay' Leavethathusbandofyour s,
he
doesn'tdeser
vesyou.Youdeser vegreatthi
ngsjust
bett
eryourselfandshi t
'thankGodIdi dn'
twastemy
motivati
onspeech.
Igi
veherthedr
inksheaskedf
orandmi
xedt
he
cockt
ail
s.
Someti
mesIenvytheseSl ayQueens,t
heydine,
dri
nkwiththemoneyspenders,theMil
li
onair
es.Yes
i
t'
sinexchangewit
hSex, butl
ookatme.23year s
ol
dvarsit
ydropout
,rant
ingaflatinBr
aam, Iam a
Bart
ender.
.
AllI'
veeverwantedinlifewast obeabusiness
woman, havemyownmoney, wearredbott
oms
slayintheboardrooms, dominatethemaleindust
ry.
Mypar entssentmet oWi tstostudyMedici
ne,Jol
a
myf atherwouldli
teral
lykil
lmei fheweretoknow
thathisDaughterdropoutinUniversi
ty.
NextyearI'm doingBusi nessManagement ,i
twill
takeme4year sthe4year sthat'
sleftformet oget
myMedi cineDegr ee.ImagineLuncumoAzani aJola
awhol eDoctor ?Mypar entswi l
lbesur pr
isedwhenI
GetmyBusi nessst udiesDegr eeinsteadofMedi cal
Degree.Surprisedwillbeanunder st
atement,Iwill
bedeadsixf eetunder !
.
Medicineisnotforme, i
t'
snotthatI'
m notthat
cl
ever,Iam cl
ever.I'
vegotthebrai
nstodo
medicine.I
t'
sjustthatsi
nceIwasachi l
dI'venever
pi
cturedmyselfasadoct or
.
I'
mtoocalcul
ati
veI'
m goodatbr
ainst
ormingideas,
pr
esent
ati
ons,Adver
ti
singandMarket
ing.That'
s
wher
eIfal
l.
"
Azani
a!!
"Isuckmybr
eat
hin,
I'
vezonedoutagai
n.
Il
ookatZi
phowho'
sshout
ingatme.
-"
What
?"Iaskshr
uggi
ngmyshoul
der
s.
-"
whereisyourmi
nd?You'
vebeenmi
xingt
hatf
or
qui
tealongti
me".
-"Wearenotf
ri
endsZi
pho,
doyourwor
kI'
l
ldo
mine!
"
Heroll
edhiseyesatme!Yes,
he'
sGay.I'
vebeen
sayi
ngthatbuthesti
lli
nsi
det
hecloseti
fImayput
i
tli
kethat
.
"CanIhaveaSexont
hebeach,
doyouguyshave
Chardonnay?
"
Ilookatherf ace,she'
sbeaut i
ful
.Sheseemsyoung
l
ikemyage, ifiwasn'tscaredofsexIwouldbeone
oft hem.Bepar toftheslayQueens,Ihavethe
beaut y,
theboot y,
thebrainsandthebody.Butyour
girlhereisscaredofsex.Sexi saveryspi
ri
tual
t
hingt
ome,imaginesl
eepingwi
thdi
ff
erentpeopl
e
aweekyhocha,
I'
m scared.
-"YeslovewedohaveChar donnay,yourSexont he
beachcomi ngrightup"Isaidthatsmil
ing.Shehas
respect,bettert
hant hatonewith5Braids,no
wondershe' sst i
lli
nGeneralshewon'tmakei tto
VIPwi ththatkindofAt t
it
ude.YouseeIknowt he
chroniclesofaSl ayQueen?
I
'
vepl
annedt
hisbutt
hesexpar
trui
nedever
ythi
ng.
IhandedherCockt
ail
.
-"
Thankyousomuch,
canwehave3Bot
tl
esof
Char
donnay"
-"
Comi
ngr
ightup"
Shewal
kedtothei
rtabl
e,whathappenedt
owai
ti
ng?
Wher
earethesedamnwai t
resses.
Ipl
acedthechampagnesont
hei
cebucketf
il
led
wit
hIces.
Iwal
kedt
ohert
abl
eandpl
acedt
hebucket
.
-"
Enj
oy"
Iwal
kedbackt
otheVI
Pbar
.
I
t'
sst
il
l3am.
Thecl
ubcl
osesat6am.
I
'
mt i
red,thankGodI'
l
lbehavi
ngmyweekendof
f.
I
'
llNetf
li
xandchillwi
thmybestf
ri
end.
Ismil
e,It
'sonl
yThur
sdaybutt
hiscl
ubi
sst
il
lful
l
evenaround3am.
BraIkewil
lhavetoconf
ess.He'
sabl
ackMan,
we
bel
ieveuThwele.
Heonlyr
unsClubs,andallhi
sclubar
eal
waysful
l
evendur
ingt
heweekdayshemustsaysomething
never
,weneedavalidst
orytosaywecan'
tal
ways
assumewheneverwegossip..
_
___
_

"
Mar
yMar
y"Isai
dwal
kingi
nmyFl
at.
MaryismyFlat
mate,she'
sahostessatt
heCl
ub
butShewasn'
twor
kinglastni
ght
.
I
t'
s8am i
nthemor
ning.Iam t
ir
ed,
Iwantt
oeatand
sl
eep.Ar
ghIhat
eni
ghtshi
ft
s.
"
Int
heKi
tchen"sheshout
ed.
MaryisaColored,
she'
sfrom CapeTownbutcame
toJohannesburgt
oworkandiam from Easter
n
Capeandicamet oJohannesburgt
ostudy,but
MaryShehasneverinvest
edinschoolatall
.
Wemetonmy1styeari nVarsit
y,IGotdr
unkand
myf r
iendsl ef
tmei nt
heclub.Shetookmet omy
resi
dence, weexchangednumber swebecame
goodf r
iends.Youcansaywear ebestfri
endsnow,
morelikesister.I
magineaXhosaandCol or
edGir
ls,
youdon' twannamesswi t
hus.
-"
ohshamemyNcumo,youlookt
ir
ed"shesai
dasI
mademywayi
nsi
deourkit
chen.
-"
pleaset
ellme,
youar
emaki
ngsomet
hingoi
ly"
-"
DoesBaconandEggssoundsf
ine?
"
-"Per
fect
ly,
I'
llgoandt
akeashowert
hencomeand
eat.
"
-"
You'
l
lfi
ndmeher
e"
Iwal
kedt
oourbat
hroom,
I'
mti
redyho.Ineeda
bett
erJob, eventhoughhear i
ngt opeopl
e'sstori
es
whendr unk,Bartendi
ngi snotmyt hi
ng.Iwoul dl
ike
tosayI '
mt oocl assyforthatJob,butIdon'town
anythingf r
om ZARAnotevenf l
ipfl
opszilch
nothing!.Sol ongIsti
llshopatMrPr ice,
TheFI X,
FoschiniI'm good.ThedayIownsomej immychoo
heels,thenyourGi rli
sclassy.
.
I
'
m onmyBar
biePyj
amas,
yesI
'
m achi
ldj
ustl
ike
t
hat
.
Isatonthecouchwit
hmypl atefullofbacon,
sausageandeggs.Yourgi
rlherelovesfood.Ival
ue
myst omachtoomuch.
-
"Ihaveaj
obforUsthi
sweekend"Mar
ysai
d
pl
ayingwi
thherf
ood.
-"
WhatJob?
"Iasked,
Ineedmoney.Ever
yoneneed
andl
ovesmoney.
-
"There'
saGolftour
namentt omorrow.Allt
he
busi
nessmenwil
lbet her
eplaying.Allwehaveto
do,i
stobewai
tresses.It
'squit
eabi gmoney".
Ifr
own,Ithoughtitwi
llbesomethingbetterbutit
's
more.Idon'
tli
kebeingawai t
ress,Idon'
thavet he
welcomingsmile,
heckIcan'tevensmi l
efor
goodnesssake.Butthisi
sabi gmoney.
-
"I
'mi
nbaby"
.Isai
dmunchi
ngonmyBacon.
-"Lovel
y,Gett
herestyouneedToday.I
'
llgoand
callt
heguyorgani
singsothathecoul
dcountusin"
-
"Al
ri
ght
"
Istoodupandwentt
othekit
chenIdroppedmy
plateont
hesink,
Marywi
llwashthedishes.
Iwalkedtomyroom andJumpedonmybed.Iam
fuckenti
red,
Ineedt
osleep.
Myeyesdon'
tevent
aket
imet
ochi
llt
heyar
ecl
osed
i
mmediat
ely.
ONE
.
"
AsozeMeryNever
"IshoutatMary,
iam not
wear
ingt
hisdr
essthatshe'
sgivi
ngme.
"Ar
ewepr
ost
it
uti
ngour
sel
vesorwear
e
wait
ressi
ng?"Iaskl
ooki
ngather
,Shesi
ghs.She
doesthatwhenshe'
sannoyedwi
thme.
"Areyouwear
ingt
hedr
essAzani
aorWhat
?"She
asks.
Isuckinmybr eat
h,br
eathLuncumodon'
tal
lowt
he
devi
ltotestyou,j
ustbreat
h.
"Youcanbeangryallyouwantsister
sweneedthe
money.Wehaver enttopay,
Grocerytobuy,
Toil
etr
ies.Wehavetopamperour sel
vesoncei
na
whil
e,so? "
Sheasksl
ooki
ngatmesmi
li
ngatme.
"
JustbecauseIloveyouandiam i
nlovewit
hyour
t
oothgapsoI'
llagree"Isayt
aki
ngthedressagai
n
f
rom her
.
"Youjustl
iket
obebegged"shesaysst
if
ll
inga
Laugh.
"
LaughMery.
"Isayl
ooki
ngather
,she'
simpossi
ble
t
hisone.
"
Sor
rybabesi
t'
sjustt
hatyou'
resodr
amat
ic"
She'
sreal
lyt
est
ingandannoyi
ngmer
ightnow.
Iweart
hedr
essshedoesmymakeup.
"
Nowl
et'
sputt
hison"shesayswavi
ngawi
g.
"
Uphambene?Li
kear
eyoucr
azy?I
'
m notwear
ing
t
hat
"
Isayst
andi
ngup
"Iwasjustt
ryi
ngthat'
sall
,iwast
est
ingwat
ers"she
sayssmil
ingshowinghertoot
hgap.
Ishakemyhead,she'
sfr
ustrat
ingasmuchasIl
ove
hershefr
ust
rat
estheshitoutofme.
It
iemyAf r
oneatly,idon'
tlikeweavesonmyhead,
i
fmyAf roisnotplait
edwithbeauti
fulbrai
dsor
Cornr
owsthenit'
sj ustst
yledbeauti
ful
.Iam nott
he
weavetypeofofgirl.
"Ar
eyoudone?Wear
egoi
ngt
obel
ate"
"
YeahI
'm donelet
'sgo"Itookmybagandwentt
o
t
heUbersherequestedfortheGol
fpar
k.
.
Assoonaswegotoutoft
heUberwearewel
comed
bySl
uqyecar
s.Ni
cecars,
thecar
sthatweal
ways
dream aboutbutdon'
tget
,youknowt hosecar
s?
Theoneyoudownl oadthem fr
om thenetandsay
'
Onedayi sOneDay' yeahthosecars.
"Thi
swayAzani
a"Meryshout
s.Whyi
sshe
shouti
ngdi
dIzoneOut
?
Wewalkedtothest affr
oom,t
herewer eot
her
wai
ter
sandwai tressesbei
ngaddressedbythe
Managerwejoinedt oo.
Ilookedarounditwaslikesomeothergirl
sdr esses
werewayshor tert
hanmi ne.Iwaswor r
iedabout
theshortnessofmydr essbutnowIam wor ri
ed
abouttheseothergir
ls,ar
etheycomf or
tabl
ewi th
thosedresses?Buttheydon'tseem t
omi ndatall.
AfterbeingaddressedbytheManagerwewentt o
theGol fcourset
odoourjob.Iam al
readytir
edbutI
needt hismoney,thi
sgigcost
salotsoI'm not
l
osingt hat.
"
YouokayNcumo?Youarenevert
hisQui
etwhat
's
wrong?
"Mer
yaskworr
ied.
"I
'
mt ir
edMery,I
'
mt hi
nki
ngofwaystolazearound
soI'
mt r
yingt
obreakmyskul
lwi
thideas"she
l
aughs
"Let
'sgoLuncumocozr
ightnowyouai
n'tmaki
ng
anysense"
Il
aughed
"i
t'
sAzani
aatwork,youandyourpeopl
eandVan
der
Merwepeopl
eabusemyname.Sobet t
ercal
lme
Azani
aonce,
cozthat'
seasy.
"
Isaywal
kingt
othebar
.
"CanIhaveashotplease,
justtoki
ckst
artmyday"I
saytotheCuteBarmaninfrontofme,he'
sexact
ly
myt ypet
hisone.
"
Surecutey"ohBazal
wanedi
dInotbl
ush?He
t
hinksI
'm cute.
Hehandsmeashot ,iqui
ckl
ydownitandhandhim
theglass.Usual
lyYellowbonesar
enotmyt ype,
i
l
ovemymandar k.Butthi
sYell
owMani nf
rontofis
allki
ndsofhandsome.
"
NeedanotherOne,
docomeback."hesays
winni
ng.
Somebodycat
chmeI
'
m aboutt
ofai
nt.
"
Coolnopr
obl
em l
etmeGoandwor
k"
Isaythenwalkedaway.Itookt
hechampagnet r
ay
andwalkedtotherealhousewi
vesofJohannesbur
g
aboDarl
ing.
Ienvythiswoman,al
ltheydoistochi
llathome,
Shopt i
llt
heydr
op,makekitt
yparti
es,
travelwith
thei
rhusbandsmoneyyho.Nowt heyarewat chi
ng
thei
rhusbandsmingl
eandpl aygol
f,t
heyar e
dressedasift
heyaregoingtoafashi
onshow.
"wowIl
oveyourhai
r,i
sityourr
ealhai
r?"Oneasks
measI'
m handi
ngherthechampagne.
Whatdoesshet
hink?I
sther
eawi
gli
keThi
s?How
doest
hiswomantakeme?
"yes,i
t'
smyownhai r
.Myafr
o"Isaysmil
ingl
ikea
ret
artIdothatwhenI
'
m annoyedbysomeoneor
something.
"
It
'sbeaut
if
ul,
whatpr
oduct
sdoyouuse?
"
HowdoItellt
hem t
hatIuset
heSunl
ightBarsoap
towashmyhairanduseMarosahai
rfoodjustt
o
nut
ri
ti
onit
.
"AuntJacki
eProduct
salloft
hem.Fr
om t
he
shampootil
ltot
hehairf
ood"
Iuset
hosepr
oduct
swhenIhavemoney.
"OhI'
llsurel
ybuyt hem, iam ti
redifwi
gs.I'mt r
ying
toembr acemynat uralhair"shesayssmili
ng.She
seemsNi ce,notl
iketheot heronesImetthey
l
ookedatmei nDisgustwhenIhandedt hem their
dri
nks.
"I
'
m Nokuthul
abutyoucancal
lmeMaZulu"she
sayssmil
ing.OhGoshshe'
sbeaut
if
ul.
"SawubonaMa"Il ookback, ohnoit'
snotwhoI
thi
nkshei s.Ri
ta?She'swi t
h3otherslayqueens.
Ritai
sani nfl
uencerandaSl ayQueen,she'
sdating
myCr ushmydr eam man.Theguysweseeona
magazinecoverandt akethepaperpastei
tinyour
wallandtalktohim andhedoesn'tanswer?Yeah
he'sdati
ngmyl if
etimecr ush.
ButwhyisRitacal
li
ngt
hisBeaut
if
ulwomanMa?
She'
snotthatold.
"
YeboRi
ta"MaZul
usaysshel
ooksannoyedyho!
Letmel
eavet
hem.
"
Azani
a"It
urnback,
it'
sMaZul
u.
Shemust
'ver
eadmynameonmynamet
ag.
"
Yes"Isaywal
kingbackt
oher
"Cal
lme,idon'
tknowt
heproductsyouweretal
king
aboutsoyoucancomewit
ht obuythem"shegives
meacar d.
It
aket
hecar
dandnod.
Onmywaybacktodomyjob,
whichisser
vingI
'
m
metbymybestf
ri
endwho'
sbeamingwit
h
exci
tement
.
"AndthenwenaMer
y,what
'swi
thyou?Ar
eyou
okay?
"
Iask,
she'
scat
chi
ngherbr
eat
h.Wassher
unni
ngor
what?
"
Kungomusai
sher
e"shesaysget
ti
ngexci
tedagai
n.
"Hi
sGir
lf
ri
endisal
soher
etoo"Isay,
iknowihave
bust
edherbubbl
e.
"
Real
lyNcumo?It
houghtyou'
l
lgetexci
tedsi
ncehi
s
pi
ctur
esar
eal
loveryourr
oom"shesayssmi
rki
ng.
"Il
ovehimfar,
hemustbef arawayfrom me.He'
sa
Crush,
LookatRitathenl
ookatme.Hewoul dnever
goforme,evenifhewasn'
tdating.
"
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ngaway.Me?LuncumoAzani aJola
dati
ngKungomusaBr ianKhanyi
le?YhoIcan
pict
urechocol
atesr
ainingt
hatday.
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n"Isaybl
ushi
ng.Am Ir
eal
ly
i
nthisguy?
"
Yout
ir
edal
ready?
"
Heasks
"Yep,
iwasti
redwaybef
oreIst
art
ed."Isaybef
ore
downingt
heshot
"
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inki
ngatwor
kispr
ohi
bit
ed"
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li
ng,hehasat
oot
hgapj
ustl
ikeMer
y.I
l
ovetoot
hgaps.
"
YetyouMrBar
manyouar
eser
vingmef
reedr
inks"
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aughs
"
Onl
ybecauseIl
ikeyou.I
'
m TshepoIcanseeyou
ar
eAzani
a"
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opped,
Tshepo'
sar
ebi
tchwasni
gahs.
"
Pleaset
ellmeyouarenotdri
vingPol
oorGTI
"Isay
wit
hmygr it
tedt
eet
h,il
iket
hisguy.
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aughs
"
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m dr
ivi
ngaGol
fci
ti
"hesays.
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heTshepo'
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'
m surehe'
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rant
ingaflatsomewher
einSowetoorThokoza
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"
Lookletmegetbackt
owor
k,whenIneedt
heshot
I
'
llcomeback"
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ng,
hemustnotbef
ool
ed,
iam nol
onger
i
nterest
ednow.
"
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ryAzani
a"yhoIdi
dn'
tknowiwasf
amous.
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t'
stheManager
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ing,ihopehedidn'
tseeme
dri
nking.Ican'
tlosethemoney,I'
m alr
eadybur
ntby
thesunsoIcan'tlosemymoney.
"
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pMer
yandLonat
odel
iverwhi
skyand
CognactotheGent
lemen's.TheotherWai
tr
esses
ar
eonl unch,
aft
erser
vingthem youcangoona
br
eaktoo."
"
Alr
ightnopr
obl
em"
Isaysmi
li
ng.
"
Pleaset
aket
hesei
cewi
thyou"
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ookthei
cethenwalkedtowher
eMer
yandi
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anding.
"
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ear
ethei
ce"Isaygi
vingt
heLonagi
rl
.
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'm gl
adt
her
e'sanUmbr
ell
aher
eit
's
scorchi
nghot.
"
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y?"Sheasks
"Themanagersai
dafterser
vingwewillgoonour
l
unch.Iam hungr
y,butwewi l
lhavet
owai tf
ort
he
otherWai
tr
essestocomeback"
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aki
ngt
het
rayf
il
ledwi
thdr
inks.
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ng"Merysays
busti
ngmyownbubbl e.I
'm sur
eshe'
ssaying10:
1
toherheadri
ghtnow.Shemustthi
nkshehaswon
butnoakandaziI
'
llwi
nthi
s.
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oher
..
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mthi
nkingofwayst
oactI
nfr
ontofmy
handsomecrush.
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slaught
eral
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heplace,manlyl
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er.
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ymanher e,
whydidtheystopplayi
ngGolf
.
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m sur
er i
ghtnowtheyar
etal
kingaboutbusi
ness,
orthei
rsidewomen.
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ixmydr
ess,
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'
m uncomf
ort
abl
e.
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m avoi
dingKungomusa'
seyesIcanseehist
all
selfi
nthecornerofmyeye.Ihandovert
hedr
inks.
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ce"adeepbar
it
onesaysbehi
nd
me.Lonaiscar
ryi
ngthei
cebackatwhyist
his
persont
alki
ngt
ome?
"
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e"Isaypoi
nti
ngatLona.Hayi
makangandi
qhel
imna!
Icont
inuewit
hmyser vi
ng,outofdri
nksonl
yMery
havedri
nks.NowIcanbr eath,idi
dn'
tknowthatI
washoldi
ngmybr eat
h.I'
m backtowherewewere
mixi
ngthedrinks.
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ease"t
hatdeepbar
it
oneagai
n.
Il
ookback,I
'm metbyachest.Howt al
listhi
sman?
Il
ookupandl ookathi
shandsomef ace.Helooks
morehandsomeandmor edarkeri
nper son.
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ouchesmyshoul
derIl
ovebackqui
ckl
y.
"
Uhm Sor
ry,
HowcanIhel
pyou?
"
IaskIdon'
tknowwhetherheheardmeorwhatcoz
IsoundedasifIwaswhisper
ing.
"
Areyouokay?
"Whyi
shi
svoi
cesobol
danddeep?
"YeahI'
mf ine,it
endtozoneoutsometi
mes.It
's
somethingIcan'thandl
e,sor
rythatImadeyou
uncomfortable".
"
It
'sokayIunder
stand.I
'
m KBbyt
heway"
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"I
sthereanyonewhodoesn'
tknowyou?The
youngestbusi
nessmanandtheri
chest
"
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ohGodI'
veneverpictur
edhisl
aughl
i
ke
t
his.I
t'
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elikehe'
svibrati
ng.
"
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Sout
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ri
cai
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lcount
ryand
Jobur
gisasmallpl
acet
oo.I
'm boundt
obewel
l
known"hesayst
aki
ngaseatnexttome.
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o
me.I'
lleathi
m al
ive,
I'
ml ikeahungryLionr i
ghtand
he'
slikeapreyIwouldn'tmindki
ssinghisdar kl
ips
I'
m surehesmokes.
"
Sinceyoudidn'
ttellmet
oseatIdeci
dedt
omake
myselfcomf
ortabl
e"
Hesayspour
ingvodkai
nhi
sgl
ass.
"Howdoesitfeel
?"Iask,
he'srightnextt
omeNow,
allt
hequesti
onsIaskedhim onmywal lImayask
them now.
"
What?Thefactt
hatI'
m pouri
ngmysel
fadrink
whent
here'
sawai t
ressnexttome?I
tfeel
sweird"
Ismi
le
"No,thef
ame.BeingyoungI
nthei
ndustr
y,you
star
tedbusi
nesswhenyouwere18it
'sbeenyear
s.
Howdi dyoudoit
? "
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edatmethent
akeasi
p.Heunt
iet
hef
ir
st
but
tonofhi
sgol
ft-
shi
rt
.
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hehadcancer .WhenIf i
nishedmat ri
cIhadt otake
overandl eadt hef ami l
ybusiness.Iam t hefirst
bor nathomesoal lt
her esponsi bil
iti
eswer emi ne.I
wentt oapr i
vat ecollaget ostudybusi ness, t
hat 's
notwhatIwant edaf terhi ghschool .Iwant edt o
studyl aw, beal awyer .Butaf t
ermyf at herwentt o
Canadaf orhiscancert reatmentIhadt ot akeover .I
fel
linlovewi tht hebusi ness.IlovedwhatIwas
doing, itf
eltgoodt omakemoney, tober ecogni zed
ast heyoungestbutt hesmar t
est .Whenmyf ather
cameback, ihadani deat oexpandourbusi ness
vent uresandher ewear e.Thef ame?I '
m mor eofa
privateper son,whatt hejournali
st swr iteaboutme
arej ustassumpt ions,thingstheywantt ohappenor
thingst heywantt oknow.Idon' twantt oat tr
act
crowdi nmyl if
e, iwantapeacef ull i
vingj ustlike
anyot hernor malbei ng"
Het
akesasi
pandsmi
le.
"
Andyou?Youl
ookyoung.Ai
n'tyousupposedt
obe
i
nschool
?"
"
Idr
oppedout
"Isaymi
xingt
hedr
inks,
sinceIcan'
t
dr
ink.
"
Why?
"He'
sshockedbymyr
esponse.
"myparent
swant edmetobeaDoct or,
that
'swhatI
didf
or2yearsanddroppedoutthi
syearonmy3r d
year
.Iwasn'
tfai
li
ngbutwasn'tf
eeli
ngthatcourse.
It
'si
twhatIimaginedmysel
fdoingfortherestof
mylif
e"
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sshockedagai
n
"
Whatdi
dyourpar
ent
ssayaboutyourdeci
sion?
"
"Theydon'tknow.TheyareinEast
ernCapet
hey
don'tknowwhat '
shappeni
ngthi
sside"
Agai
nhe'
sshocked,
het
akesanot
hersi
ponhi
s
gl
ass.
"Soyouarebusywai
tr
essi
ng?Woul
dyourpar
ent
s
beproudofthat
?"
"Nah,it
'sal
lforthi
syear .I
'
ver eadyappl i
edfor
Businessstudi
esatwi ts,I
'l
lbespecializi
ngin
Marketing,t
hat'
swher emyhear ti
sat.That'
swhat
I
'm goodat ,
Business.Icanseemysel ftaki
ngover
thebusinesswor l
d,andibelieveinmycapabi l
iti
es"
Isayshr
uggi
ng.
"
Isee,
doyouBur
sar
y?Oraf
undi
ngscheme?
"
"iappl
iedf
orNSFAS,
I'
m hopi
ngt
heypul
lthr
ough"
"
Doyouknowourof
fi
cei
nRandbur
g?"
Inod
"AskformeonTuesday2pm shar
p,ihavea
proposalf
oryou"
Hegul
pdownt
hel
astcont
enti
nthegl
ass.
"
GoodbyeAzani
a,seeyouTuesday"
Hewal
ksaway.
Am Imeeti
nghim agai
n?Tuesday?Ohi
t'
sSat
urday
t
oday,ithoughti
twasMonday.
"
Anndddddd"
"
Let
'sgoearMer
yI'
m hungr
y"Isaywal
kingaway.
"
Whatwast
hatt
alkabout
?"YhouMer
yngeNdaba!
"
Itwasaboutbusi
ness,
hehasabusi
nesspr
oposal
f
orme"
"
Yhor
eal
lyBabes?
"
"
Yep,wehaveameet
ingt
uesday.Idon'
tevenknow
whatt
owear"
"
That
'
swher
eIent
er,
don'
twor
ryI
'
vegotyoubabes"
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ookather
,idon'
ttr
ustherstylenotevenonebit.I
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dlookl
ikeaprosti
tut
einsteadofabusiness
womanthatTuesdaysoshe'sof fmystyl
ingteam.
.
.
.
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easedon'
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gett
oLi
ke,
Shar
eandComment
.
TWO
.
"
MaZul
uHel
lo"
Il
ookatMer
yshenodsatmesot
hatIcant
alk.
"
Hel
louhm i
t'
sAzani
a"
"
Azani
aHey,
I'
vebeenwai
ti
ngf
oryourcal
l"
Haibothi
sWoman,
it'
sSundayt
odaywemet
yester
day.
"
Howar
eYou?
"
"
Iam goodmychi
ld,
Howar
eYou?
"
Mychi
ld?I
ssher eal
lythatol
d?YesRi
tacal
ledher
Mabutshedoesn'tseem toool
dyho.
"
I'
m goodt
hanksIt
houghtIcoul
dgi
veyouacal
l"
"ThankYou,whenar
ewedoi
ngt
hehai
rpr
oduct
s
shopping?
"
Ri
chpeopl
eneh!Whodoesshoppi
ngf
orhai
r
pr
oduct
s?
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hat
,iwasthinkingIspar
eyouthetr
oubl
e
andbuytheproduct
st henbri
ngthem t
oyou"
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emai
nssi
lent
.
"
Howmuchwi
llyouneedt
obuyt
hepr
oduct
s?"
"Iwil
lbuyt
hem wit
hmyownmoneythenbri
ngt
he
sli
pstoyousothatyouknowhowmucht
opayme
for.
"
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ivert
opi
ckyouupandt
ake
youtoMall?
"
"
It
'sal
readyl
atenow,
iwast
hinki
ngofgoi
ng
tomorr
ow.I'
m worki
ngani
ght
shi
ftsoIhavet
o
prepar
eforwork"
"Okaynoproblem mychild,
I'
llcal
lyoutomorr
owt
o
giveyoumyaddr ess.Youwon'tbetir
edaft
er
workingni
ghtshi
ft?"
"
NoIwon't
,I'
l
lsleepi
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ning,
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usht
othe
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heAfter
noon"
"
OkayI
'
llseeyout
omor
row"
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hephone,
ilookatMer
y.
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d'veagr
eedt
otheDri
veri
dea,butyoudi
d
greatshewi
llal
sopayf
oryourt
axif
areIknow
theseri
chhousewi
ves"
Mer
yisal
wayscal
cul
ati
ve.
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'
m onl
ybuyi
ngherhai
rpr
oduct
sthat
's
all
"
"Makeyoursel
fcloset
oher
,She'sri
ch.Maybeyou
cangetyoursel
faRichmanjustbyst
icki
ngtoher
"
Il
ookather
,that
'sherdr
eam t
obeahousewi
fe.
"Mer
ydoyouwantt
ocomewi
thme?Sot
hatyou
cani
ntr
oduceyour
sel
f?"
Shebeamswi
thexci
tement
"
Iwoul
dlovet
obabes"
"
Surenowgoandpr epar
eforyourni
ght
shif
tIwant
t
orelax.I
'
m gl
adI'
m offthi
sweekend"Isay
wal
kingtomyroom.
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osl
eepaf
terYest
erday'
sGol
fday.
Myphonerings,i
t'
sanumbert hatIdon'
tknow.I
t'
s
5pm who'
sit?Don'tpeopl
ehaveli
vestoli
ve.
"
LuncumoHel
lo"
Isayannoyed.
"
Sorryi
sthi
sAzani
a?"Ir
ollmyeyes,
Whoi
sthi
s
i
diot
?
"
Yesspeaki
ng,
Whoi
sthi
s?"
"
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ightNow.
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sfuckboymynumber ?Hedr
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f
f
orfucks'
sake.
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pyouTshepo?Iam t
ir
edIwantt
o
sleep"
"
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oomanyshot
s
l
astni
ght"
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akepl
ace.
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Whogaveyoumynumber
?"
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ookt hem fr
om theregi
ster,
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hat
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j
ustwantedt ogettoknowyout hat'
sall
.Wannago
outf
orlunchmybedi nnersomet i
me? "
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oppedt
hecal
landbl
ockedhi
snumber
.
Menmakesuscr
azyRhaa!
.
"
Areyousur
ethi
sist
hehouse"
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yasksf
ort
heumpt
eent
hti
me.
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ookupI
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ight
ingt
heurget
orol
lmyeyes,
I'
m not
i
nthemoodt
orol
lmyeyes.
"
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dn'
tsayshewast
hisr
ich,
thi
sisamansi
on"
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ustdroppedusInfr
ontoft
hishugeGat
e.
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hehouseyet
.
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lMaZul
usheanswerI
mmedi
atel
y.
"
Azani
aar
eyouher
eal
ready?
"
Sheasked,Ical
ledheraboutanhouragoaski
ngfor
herl
ocati
onandwear einfrontoft
hisbi
ggate.
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weareoutsi
dethishugeGate.Wedon'
tknow
howtogetI
n."Shelaughssweet
ly.
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llcomeandgetyounow,sorr
yforthe
delay"shesaysoftl
y.Thi
swomanissocalm, she
remindsmeofmyAunt ,mymom'ssist
erShe's
calm andclassy.
Thedooropens,there'
sacarI nfr
ontofus.There'
s
aGuywho' swearingatrackpantandt-shi
rt
.Hehas
agreatbody,
I'
veseenhi m somewher ethoughbutI
don'
tknowwher e,maybei ntheclub.
"
Welcomeladi
es,pl
easef
oll
owme.MaZul
uis
wai
ti
ngforyou"
"
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sheshrugshershoul
der
sasifshedi dn'
tcallt
he
poorGuyhandsome.
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nsi
det
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ruggli
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stanceist
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lowme"theGuywhom Iassumei sJunior
walkedwit
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tbeli
evemy
eyesri
ghtnow,t
hisplaceisbeauti
ful
,iwouldn'
t
mindstayi
nghere.EvenbeingacleanerIwouldn'
t
mind.
"
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eshei
s"shepoi
ntatMaZul
uwho'
swat
eri
ng
t
hepl
ant
sintheGar
den.
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ksaway.
.
Wewal
kedt
owher
eMaZul
uis.
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ahell
o,ihopeJuni
orwasn'
trudet
oyou.He'
s
notpeopl
e'
sper son"
"
Hell
oMaZulu,
andnohedidn'
tgi
veusanyhassl
es.
.
meetmybestf
ri
endandsi
ster
,Mery"
"
HiMer
y"
"
HeyMaZul
u"
IcanseeMery'
slook.I
'
m surewhywoulda
beaut
if
ulwomanl ovetobecal
ledMaZul
uasyoung
assheis.
"
Iam sosorr
yyoucaughtmeont
hewr
ongt
ime.I
waswater
ingmyplant
s"
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eastshe'
snott
heshoppi
nghousewi
fe,
shehas
pl
ants.
"
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'sokay,
wecamet
odr
opt
hehai
rpr
oduct
s"
"
Nonsense,
pleasef
oll
owme"
Okayshemustnott
hinkwef
ri
ends,
Hai
bo.
Nonsenset
owhoandwhy?
Wepassbythepl
acewher
eMyJuni orgotI
nsi
det
o.
I
t'
sanoutsi
deGYM,wai
twaitwai
t.
"
Kungomusa?
!"Mer
y,shout
sal
it
tl
e.
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smyson.Myf i
rstBor
n"MaZul usays
nonchal
antl
y.Hai
bowenaBabes, whyyoudidn'tt
ell
meyou'reKungomusa'
smom?Mybr ai
nasks
MaZuluassheleadsustoacoffeetabl
e.Idon'
t
minddri
nkingcof
feei
nthissun,She'
smyCr ush's
Mother.
"Mam'Gl
ori
a"MaZulushouts,
anoldwoman
emergesfr
om oneoftherooms,
thi
shousei
shuge.
"
MaZul
u?"Thehel
peraskssof
tl
y
"Canyoupl
easedi
shoutt
hel
unchf
ormeandmy
guest
s.Pl
ease"
"
OkayMaZul
u"shewal
ksof
f.
"
Howmuchdi
dthepr
oduct
scost
syou?
"
Yhuuit
sokayifyoudon'tpay.You'
remyCrush'
s
Mother
.Thefuck?Ineedthismoney,somet
imes
mybraindoesn'
tfunct
ionwellKungomusaisnot
evenmine,notevensingle.
"TheyCostedR1450.Her
e'st
hesl
ip.Boughtt
hem
atcli
cks"
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etur
nst
hesl
ipt
ome.
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t'
sokayIbel
ieveyou,
givemeyouraccount
numbersothatIcandeposi
titi
ntoyouraccount
butnowlet
'seatl
unchandgettoknoweachot her.
"
Inod
"
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obl
em"
Myphoner i
ngsit'
smymot her
,Godreal
lydoeshate
me.Whywoul dmymot hercal
lmenow?Coul dn'
t
Godstopherfrom cal
li
ng?IfIdon'
tanswernow,
shewon'tst
opcalli
ngandshe' saspitf
ir
ethatone,
I'
mjustli
keher.Shemustbeannoyedt hatI
'm not
evenansweri
ngnow.
"
Ihavet
otaket
his,
it'
smymot
her
"
"
It
'sokayyoucangoandanswert
hephone.I
'
llbe
t
alki
ngwit
hMery"
Ismi
ledandwal
kedt
oMaZul
u'spl
ant
s.
"
Mama"
"
UtheniungabambiphoneLuncumo?
"
Isi
gh
"Whydi
dwebyethatexpensi
vephone,
ifyounot
answer
ingi
t?Why?"
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dgetannoyed
"Sor
rymom, iwasi
nsidethel
ibr
arysoIhadt
oget
outfi
rstt
oansweryourphone"
"
Youshoul
d'
vesai
dsomybaby,
Howar
eyou?
"
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taskmewhyIcoul dn'
tpi
ckup,
nowshe
sai
dIshould'
vesai
dso.IprayIdon'
tbecomel
ike
herwhenIhavemyownki ds.
"
I'
m goodMama,
Howar
eyoual
l?
"
"Si
yaphi
lancuncu,Whenareyoufi
nishi
ngyour
Exams?Wemi ssyou,yourfat
heri
snotokay.Hi
s
asthmastar
tedagain"
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iedi
nst
antly,
myfatherhast
oseeme
graduate.Eventhoughhewil
lbemadt hatIchose
businessInst
eadofmedici
ne.
"
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eyoust
il
lther
emybaby?
"
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pemyt
ear
s
"
YesMama, iwi
llbet
her
eInt
woweekst
ime.Tat
a
wil
lbef
iner
ightMama?"
"Yesbaby,hewil
lbef
ine.YourFat
heri
saver
y
str
ongman, hecanst
il
lpickmeupandhesti
llhas
thest
ami na"
"
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opi
t,someofusi
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sbeenl
ongsi
nce
wegotsome"
"
Wel
lyourdadser
vesmeever
yday,
sohe'
sfi
ne"
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'smymot
herever
yone.
"
Areyoudoneonchecki
nguponyourdaught
er?
"
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me?Amant o
servi
ceyou?uMqwat hidoyourememberhi
sson
from capetown?Si
ya?"
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yai
sthesameWhat
sAppasTshepo.
"YhoomamaIhavet
ogobacki
ncl
assbye,
Ilove
you"
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oppedt
hecal
lasap.
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ghed,shetr
iedtogetmymi ndof
fDad'
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th
butIcan'
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hefactt
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osemydad.
"
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aar
eyouOkay?
"
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n.
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urnbackandf
orceasmi
le
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hing
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ackpant
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m damn.
"
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he
week"hel
aughed.
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essed
"
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yfunny,
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omeetyourmot
her
"
"
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ookingoutforme,indeedyouarei
nfactyou'
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nceSaturday.Shegaveyouhercard,she
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everseeyouagain.ButIseeyoupul l
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ough."
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bo,Hai
bosomeonemustcomeandgetmeon
mysensesIam agonegi
rl
.
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lyyourmothersheseemsyoung.
AndI '
veneverseenheronanyofyoursocialmedi
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kaboutherinyour
i
nt er
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rl
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alkeral
ert
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hhisl
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aised,
he
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ymeatall
.
"
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ist
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nter
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al
medi
apl
atf
orms?
"
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"
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ioni
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est
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utur
e"
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led
"
Baby!
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lisawit
ch,t
heDevil
'
sagentsoze!
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ionwi
thmyhalfnakedcr
ush
wasgoingwell
.
"
Seeyout
omor
rowi
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fi
ceMusa"
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boLuncumoyouneedt
her
apy!
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aKungomusa'
sgir
lf
ri
endyho
evensayi
ngt hatmakesmewannagag.
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ong"Mer
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ows.
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ngt
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gh
uMer
yChr
ist
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.
.
.
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easedo:
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KE
COMMENT
SHARE
.
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THREE
.
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breakout ,ihadtodosomet hingtosavemyself,
i
didn'twantt obelabelledasoneoft heRape
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li
ngmet hatIam st
rong
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ime,I'
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ineand
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ng,
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ethatIwant edt oli
ve.Being
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dence,my
self
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wayIdr essed, t
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dmeIshowmybodyt oall
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ion, andwhat ever
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andt wistedarethepeopl einourcommuni ti
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atstoresandwearl ongdr essesasi fweare
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rontof
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.
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veheardstori
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t
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orybutthis
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onalandI'm not
eventhatemotional
.
"
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dYoudo?
"
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vemet hatface
other
wiseI'
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m notevenpr ett
ywhenI
cr
y.
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ll
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eral
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het
hing
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dagain.
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.Wassupposedt o
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protect i
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l
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family, I
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ckettoJohannesbur g.She
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houtherhusband
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ht hemoney
shegavemeIwassupposedt ofi
ndapl acet
orent
whil
elooki
ngforaJob,butwho'sgoingtohir
eme?
Anex-con?
"
"
Whywoul
dyourf
atherdi
sownyou?
"
"BecausetheManwashi sbrot
her,myownuncle.
Hebelievedhisdeadbr
othermorethanhisown
daughter.Hewastheonewhocal l
edthepoli
ceand
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otinPri
son"
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ckl
ywi
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ear
s.
"
What
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dar
eyou?
"
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'
m Elona,
I'
m 25yearsold.Iwas18aboutt ot
urn
19whenIgotarr
ested.I
'
mf r
om EastLondon"
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gh
"
I'
m aboutt
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ftwi
llendi
n30
minut
es.Ar
eyouwill
ingtocomehomewi t
hme?"
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ookedatmeandsmi
le
"
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llyourf
ami
l
ytakeme?
"
"
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ayi
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iend"shel
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hennod.
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"
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at.Okayshe's
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atel
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ghtsoshe
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ngNightshi
ft
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ywal
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oom yawni
ng.
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ningbabes,
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ryIdi
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tmakebr
eakf
ast
"
"
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obl
em "Isai
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ngof
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ngatEl
ona
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ir
ed
canwesleepthenI'
l
ltel
lyouwhenIwakeup?
Okay?"
Shenods
"
Don'tf
orgetyourAf
ter
noonmeet
ingwi
th
Kungomusa"
Ohshi
t!
"
Pleasetaket
hepur
pleJumpsui
toutandi
roni
tand
myblackheel
soutpl
easebabes"
"
Sur
elove"
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kedwithEl
onatomyroom,
igaveheroneof
mynight
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ept.
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'
minfrontofKhanyi
le&Co.I
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nsi
deandthat'
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det
heBui
ldi
ngt
henwentt
othe
Recepti
onist
.
"
GoodAf
ter
noon"
"
GoodAf
ter
noonma'
am howcanIhel
pyou?
"
Ahh,
that'
ssweet.Ain'
tRecepti
oni
stsupposedt
o
beBi
tterandRude?Thisoneissweet.
"
IhaveanAf
ternoonmeet
ingwi
thKungomusaI
meanMrKhanyil
e"
"
YoumustbeAzani
a"
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"Al
ri
ghther
eisavisit
or'
stag.Lastf
loor
,hi
sPAwi
ll
bewait
ingforyou"
"
Alr
ightThankyou"
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kedtotheLi
ft
s,peopleher
earemi
ndi
ngt
hei
r
busi
nessanddoi
ngtheirbusi
ness.
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nsi
det
hel
if
t,if
eell
ikeaboss
al
ready.
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if
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ngsont
hel
astf
loort
her
ear
e
onl
y3doorsint
hisf
loor
.
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a,MrKhanyi
lei
swai
ti
ngf
or
you"
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fulgi
rli
nfrontofme.Shehas
Chineseeyesshe'saverybeauti
fulyell
owboned
girl
,wit
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hispret
ty
howdoesRi tafeelabouther
?Shewoul dbefir
edon
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iend.
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lo!
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ingersinf
rontofmesmili
ng
hereyesaregetti
ngsmallerasshesmiles,
Argh
she'
spr et
ty.
"
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ret
oobeaut
if
ult
obeal
esbi
an"
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boshemusn'
tbef
orwar
d,who'
slesbi
annow?
"
I'
m st
rai
ghtl
ove"Isaysmi
li
ng.
"Goodnowl et'
sgetyout
oyourmeet
ing,
areyoua
potent
ialcl
ient
?"
Sheasks,
ist
hatt
hequest
ionsshehast
oask.
"
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ent
ialcl
ient"
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'
mthebossl
ady.
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astdoorandopens,
idi
dn'
thear
anycomein.
"
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ent
ialCl
ientSi
r"
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ookatKungomusahewant
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aughbutst
ops
hi
mself
"
ThankyouThat
o,pl
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er"
"
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r"
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ksout
"
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ent
ialCl
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ollmyeyesandsatdown.
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raywi
th
wat
erandgl
asses.
"
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lthatbeal
lSi
r?"
"
Yest
hankyouThat
o."
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kedout
.
"
Howar
eyouAzani
a?"
Heunbutt
onhi
sfi
rstbut
tonandt
hesecondone.
Doest
hismawantsmet oRapehim?
"
I'
m goodMusahowar
eyou?
"
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eat
hAzania,Luncumopleaset
akeover
Azaniai
sagonegir
l,HowcouldsheNickname
Kungomusayhoo.
"I
'
m goodthanks,Il
iket
hewayyousaymyName.
Youli
keshort
cutshuh?"
NoIl
ikeyou
"
Yeah,
Yournamei
slong,
icoul
drunoutofbr
eat
h"
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hatwasn'
tevenf unnybuti
t'
sOkay,
i
l
ikehim morewhenhelaughs.
"
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'sgett
obusi
ness"
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lofaSundayheisser
ious,nahhemusn't
ki
llmyvi
be,al
licat
chisposi
ti
vevibesnotnegat
ive
vi
bes.
"
Pleasest
opbei
ngser
iousyouar
enotcut
e"
LuncumoIsai
dtakeover
!!
"
Yousayso?
"
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ssmirki
ng,Devi
lbet
ternott
rymet
odayI
'
m
God'
sfavour
it
eChil
d.
"
Whyam Iher
eMusa?
"
"
IwantYout
owor
kforus"
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it
tl
ebi
tmor
ecomf
ort
abl
e.
"
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'
m notevenqual
if
ied"
"
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ltakeyoutoschoolandyou'
l
linter
nand
whenyouGr aduat
eyou'
llf
ull
ybeapar toft
he
Market
ingCompany"
"
IfI
'
mthatgoodwi
llImaket
heMar
ket
ingDi
rect
or?
"
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ooksatmeandsmi
le
"
Youar
ejustl
ikeme,
you'
l
lhavet
opr
oveyour
sel
f"
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theart
hel
astpar
t,ihear
dthatI
'
mjust
l
ikehim
"
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l
lpayf
ormyf
ees?
"
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ll
,I
fyouf
ailwepul
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her
e's
nothi
ngwecando.Wewil
lpul
lyououtonour
company"
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"
That
'
sfi
ne,
byme"
"
Youappl
ied?
"
"
Yes,
I'
llbest
art
ingnextyear"
"
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artbei
nganI
nter
nAssoonasyoust
art
wit
hyourfi
rstyear
"
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"
Thankyousomuch,
butwhyme?
"
"Isawapotent
iali
nyout hedayImetyou.You
askedmeaboutbusiness, howIstart
ed,younever
askedmeaboutmyper sonalstuf
f.Youtol
dme
aboutyour
self
,yourdreamswhatyouwant ed,i
couldseei
tinyoureyest hatyouwantedalloft
his
sothat
'swhyIaskedyout
ocomeandmeetme.
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osaynoifyoudon'
twantt
o,
you'
renotf
orcedto"
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"Iwantthi
sMusa, iknowmypar ent
swon'tbe
happyaboutmydeci sionandwhatIchoosef or
myself.I
fItakethisandst artbei
nganInter
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ti
met hatIGraduateIcoul dmakeaMar keti
ng
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or,t
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sabi gposi t
ionforme.Asangryas
theywouldbe, t
heywi llbeproudofmesot his
couldworkoutf orme"
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led
"
Ili
keyou"
Hesaidl
eaningonhischai
r,iam notgoi
ngt
obl
ush
atal
l,
Devi
lisali
ar.
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tyouneedacl
eaner
?"
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sshockedaboutmyquest
ion
"
Doyouwantt
owor
kascl
eaner
?"
"
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endofmineneedsaJobi
t'
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hatshehasa
r
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ustcameoutfr
om Jai
l.
"
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n,iki
ndal
i
keseei
nghi
sface
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ll
edaguywhowanted
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evenaf
fordalawyer"
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ssadandpi
ti
ful
"
Howol
disshe?
"
"
25,
shewas18whenshegotar
rest
ed"
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shead.
"
I'
llseewhatIcando,
givemeyournumberpl
ease"
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saLiarhecan'
tgetoverme!AhhhLawd,
Thi
sisthepar
twhereIsayGodl i
ter
all
ydoeshave
myback.
"
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ewhynot
"
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sPhone,
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uist
hewal
lpaper
.
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sreal
l
ybeaut
if
ul,
andshel
ooks
youngtoo"
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les
Igavehi
m hi
sphone.
"
Who'
sLuncumo?
"
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t'
sme, t
hat
'
smyFi rstName.Peopl
ewhocal
lsme
bythatnamefi
rstearnsi
t"
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aughs
"
Real
ly?
"
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uggedanddrankt
heWat er
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dn'tleave
wit
houtdr
inki
ngthewatert
hatwasbroughtforme
byaverybeaut
if
ulwoman.
"
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if
ulName,
whatdoesi
tmean?
"
"
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eit
,I'
m notsayi
nganyt
hing"
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akeanot
hersi
pfr
om t
hewat
er.
"
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rever
yimpossi
ble"
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augh
"
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hemeet
ingOver
?I'
m wor
kingni
ght
shi
ft
"
"
Wher
ear
eyouwor
king?
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I'
mtheBarman.Iusual
lydothemixesand
alsoser
vepeopl
e.Ial
solist
entothei
rdr
unkstori
es,
t
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'swhatkeepsmei
nter
est
edandmakesmel
ove
myJob"
"
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ngt
opeopl
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spr
obl
ems?
"
"
Yep,
I'
mthei
rconf
idant"
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aughsandChuckl
es
"
Letmewal
kyouout
,bef
orewespendanot
her
t
ime"
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sBlazer
.IwonderwhatMaZulu
wasdrinki
ngandeati
ngwhenshewaspr egnant
.
Godtookhist
imecreati
ngthi
sMan.
If
oll
owbehi
ndhi
m
"
GoodbyeAzani
a"
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if
ull
adysayssmi
li
ng,
ArghI
'm not
Lesbi
anbutwhyi
sshemakingmeone.
"
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if
ul"
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bo,
iqui
ckl
ylookawayf
rom herandwal
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er.
"
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ushonThat
o?"
NahDummy,
ihaveacr
ushonyou
"
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idon'
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ocheckmysexual
it
y
f
ir
st"
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ti
nginsi
det
hel
if
t,hef
oll
owsl
ooki
ng
Gobsmacked.
It'
sonlymeandhi
mi nsidet
hisl
if
t,myt
hought
sare
hiwir
e.Al
lIwanti
stokisshi
m andhavehi
m herei
n
thisf
ourwal
kedmachine.
Yhoot hyshal
lnotleadmei ntotemptati
onAmen.
Thisissomeone'sMan, butasIsaidAzani ais
Jezebelshe'
snastyandLuncumoi sasweet heart
.
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tpings,we'
reontheGr oundFloor,thankGod
ofAbraham theDevilwastotall
ywalkingonmy
toeshewast ryi
ngmeanddi r
tyingmyt houghts.
"
MyRi
dei
sher
e,ByeMusa"
"
ByeNcumo"hewi
nksatme.
YhooDevi
ldon'
tyoudar
etestme.
Iqui
ckl
yrunandgetI
nsi
det
hecar
.
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lo"Iqui
ckl
ygr
eett
heUberdr
iver
.
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'
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kingover
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m gl
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n.
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FOUR
.
"
Howdi
dthemeet
inggo?
"
Hai
bouMeryChrist
mas,
ihaven'
tevent
akenaseat
yet
,shebomber
smewi t
hQuesti
ons.
"
Ijustgotmysel
fFundi
ng,
wher
eisLona?
"
"
Whyyoudi
dn'
ttel
lmeaboutherst
ory?
"
"
Iwast
ir
edwhenIcameback,
andihadt
orusht
o
mymeet
ingwi
thMusa"
"OhYeahI'
m sorr
y,icr
iedwhenshetol
dme.How
coul
dsomemenbet hi
scruel
.Ineededyounextt
o
me,youthestr
ongone"
"
Letmeshockyou,
icr
iedt
oobabes"
Isai
dwal
kingt
otheki
tchen,
ineedt
ochowand
sl
eep"
Iwar
medupmyf
ood
"
Areyouokaywi
thherst
ayi
ngwi
thus?
"
IaskedassoonasIsatnextt
oher
.
"Nopr
oblem honey,
Sher
emi
ndsmeofyou.The
sweet
erver
sionofyou"
"
AndI
'
mthesourone,
YhoMer
yChr
ist
mas"
Iat
ethef
ood
Lonacamet
ous,
sti
llwear
ingmyni
ght
dress.
"
Didyoushower
?"
Iasked,ihavetomakesur
e.I
'
m ver
yhygi
eni
c,andi
l
ikeacleanplace.
"
YeahIDi
d,idon'
thavecl
othest
owear
"
"Youarethesamesi
zeasme,
youshoul
d'vet
aken
something"
Isayst
il
lchowi
ng
"Tomor
rowwear
eof
fsowear
edef
ini
tel
ygoi
ngf
or
shoppi
ng"
OkayIknowMeryChri
stmasisalr
eadybudget
ing
wit
hthatR10kmoney,
ifit
'sst
il
lR10k.
"
Ihavenopr
obl
em,
Areyouwor
kingt
oni
ght
?"
"Meryi
stheonlyonewho'
swor
king,
shewi
llcome
backatMidni
ght"
"Okay,Iwantt othankyouGuysf ort
akingme, i
didn'
tknowwher et ogot hat'
swhyIwasatt hatclub
ti
llt
hemor ni
ngi t
'ssimplybecauseIwasal readyin
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wantedt ogetIntoxicatedsot hatshouldanything
badhappensIwi llbetooi ntoxi
catedtoremember .
Soonceagai nt hankyougi r
ls,howmuchi sRent
moneysot hatIcangi veyouhal ffor2mont hs
whileI
'llbetryi
ngt olookf oraJob"
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ookather
,thi
sgi
rli
shur
ti
ng.Fort
hef
ir
stt
imei
n
myli
feI
'vedonesomethi
ngGood,ihopeGodt
hat
i
ncr
easestheBackupyouhavef
orme.
"I
t'sokayNcumoandiwi l
lbepayi
ngther
entmoney
ti
llyougetmoneytomeetushal fway.Al
lyoucan
doi stobuyusisGrocerythat
'sAl
l,
wecan'tr
elyon
you.Youar eunemployed.Justdousonethi
ng"
IhopeMeryChri
stmasdoesn'
twanthert
obuyus
cl
othes,
act
uall
yshealr
eadybudget
ed.
"
Whati
sIt
?"
Il
ookatMer
yshel
ooksser
ious,
ohGodi
nter
vene
sofast
.
"Itr
ustyou,pl
easedon' tbreakourt rust.Yousee
everyt
hinginthisApartment ?It
'sourownbl oodand
sweat,wewal ked48hour swear ingheel sstanding
andservingpeople,itt
ookusourpr idet ogetthat
kindofJob,it
'snotaJobt obepr oudaboutbuti t
paysthebill
s.Soshoul dyoumesswi t
hus, honeyit
won'tbesweeti twi
llgetsourr eall
yf ast.Luncumo
i
snotonet obemessedwi th,youshoul dbescar ed
ofherbabes.Soyoust ealfrom us,oryout r
yto
jeopar
diseourhustle,Luncumowon' tli
kethatat
al
l.
"
HaibouMery!Howcanshesayt hat
?Isthi
swhite
gir
lfi
neinherhead?I'
m oneoft
hebiggestcowards
you'l
leverf
ind,
I'
m bi
gont hemouthbutnotbyfi
sts.
Isi
gh,
idon'
tknowhowt
oreactt
othatst
atement
.
"Mer yi
sr i
ght,don'tbreakourTr ust,itr
ustyou
enoughj usttoletyousl eepwi t
hmeever ydayI '
m
homeandal lowyout osl eepal onei fI'
m wor ki
ng
nightshif
t.ItrustyouLonababes, ihatebei nga
badper son.Andl et'
spleaser espectoneanot her
andt al
kt oeachot herifthere'sapr obl
em.Even
thoughMer yandiar ebest f
riends, she'sol derthan
mesomet imesshehast ostepupandputonsome
bigsister'
sshoes.Shet el
lsmewhenI 'm wr ongand
adviceme, sodoI .Somet i
mesyou' dthinkI '
m older
thanherwhenIknocksomesensesi ntoher
Chr i
stmashear d.SoLonayou' reolderthanme, i
f
yout hi
nkI '
m wrongsomewher eyouhaveeachand
everyrighttoseatmedownandt al
kt ome, evenI
willseatyoudowni fyou'vedonesomet hingcr azy.
Areweont hesamepage? "
Shesmi
led
"
Yeah,
Idi
dn'
tknowWear
eol
dert
hanyout
hought
"
"
Hai
boLona,i
nallt
hatIsai
dyoutookouttheage
mat
ter
!IwasKiddi
ng,
I'
m ol
dert
hanyout wo"
Istoodupandwalkedt
otheki
tchenandr
insedt
he
plateIwasusi
ng.
Iwal
kedbackt
omyr
ingi
ngphone
"
WhoI
sit
?"
IaskedMer
ywho'
sseat
ednextt
omyphone.
"
Pri
vat
eNumber
"
OhIhopei
t'
snott
hati
diotwhodr
ivesGol
f
"
Yeah"
Ireal
lyhat
epeopl
ewhocallusi
ngpri
vatenumber,
andthere'
snoJobpeopl
ewhocallusi
ngaprivat
e
number.
"HawuNcumoi
sthathowyouansweryhophone
call
?"
Di
disayIhat
epeopl
ewhocal
lusi
ngpr
ivat
e
number?Ar
ghIwasKi
ddi
ngy'
al
l.Iact
ual
lyl
ove
them,
iador
ethem.
"
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iket
hati
fsomeonecal
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thPr
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e
Number"
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ingdown
"Ohsorry,
aboutyourf
ri
end.IhaveaJobf
orher
,is
shetoughthough?"
Il
ookedatLona,
ifshecanki
llandhaveno
consci
encet
hensheisdam t
ough.
"
Yesshei
s,whyar
eyouaski
ngt
hatt
hough?
"
"Shewi
llwor
kwit
hJuni
or,Juni
orhasfir
ed5PA'si
n
thi
sper
iodof10mont
hs.Soisyourfr
iendwi
ll
ingt
o
beaPA? "
"
Shedoesn'
thaveexper
iencet
hough"
"Don'twor
ryaboutt
hat
,That
owi
llt
eachhert
he
ropesdon'
tworr
y"
"
That
othebeaut
if
ulwoman?
"
"
You'
vef
igur
edyoursexual
it
y?"
"
Yeah,
ithi
nkI
'
m bi
sexual
.I'
m at
tr
act
edt
oher
pl
easesendmehernumber
"
"
Younotget
ti
ngi
tSor
ry"
HeeHai
bot
hisMan
"
Sowheni
sshest
art
ing?
"
"
Tomorrow,
8am shemustbewit
hThato.Asofnext
weekshewi
llst
artwor
kingwi
thJuni
or"
"
I'
llaskhert
ogetThat
o'snumberf
orme"
"
Ifsheneedst
hisJobshewon'
tdot
hat"
"
mxxm,
I'
llgett
hem mysel
f"
"
That
'
swhatyoushoul
d'vedonei
nthef
ir
stpl
ace"
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hisZul
uMan
"
Khanyi
le"
IcanhearRit
a'svoicesayi
ngthat
,ir
ollmyeyes.
Yeahit'
sconfi
rmedt hi
sChil
disDevi
l'
sagentfor
good,She'
sthetrustedoneeven.
"Pl
easesureyoutwoladiesar
ehereat8am,
meet
Thatosothatyoucantakehernumbers"
"
Wewi
llbet
her
e,don'
twor
ry.
"
"
Alr
ight
,HaveaGoodni
ghtNcumo"
Hai
boMan,
Ritai
snextt
oyou.Whowhomsti
sShe
t
ometheChil
dofGod?
"
HaveaGoodni
ghtMusa"
Mer
yChr
ist
mascl
apsherhands
"
Youar
elat
eforwor
kMer
y"
Isayl
ooki
ngever
ywher
ebutnother
"Ti
llIcomeback,
letmel
eaveyout
wo.Bye"
"
Byehoney"
Shet
akesherl
eave,
I'
mlef
twi
thLona.
"
Lonaar
eyout
oughbabes?
"
"
Whyar
eyouaski
ngmet
hat
?"
"IgotyouaJob,
butt
her
equi
rementi
sforyout
o
betough"
"Whatki
ndofaJobisthat
?DoIhavetobeaf
emal
e
Bounceri
nthatCl
ubyoudropf
rom?"
"No,Youwil
lbesomeone'
sPA.Buttheper
sonis
veryRudeandInconsi
der
ate,
he'
s hardonpeopl
e.
Hehasfi
red5PA'
sint
hisper
iodoft
ime.Wi
llyou
beabl
esomeonel
iket
hat?
"
Shesi
ghs
"Yeah,ihandl
edwor
se.I
'
llbeabl
etoDoso,
ist
her
e
anythi
ngelse?"
"No,it
'
sallofthat.HeknowsthatyouhaveaRecor
d,
theCEOi smyf r
iend.HeistheonethatIwas
tal
kingwith,
andt heGuyyouwillbeworki
ngwit
his
hisl
itt
lebrot
her."
IsMusaReal
lymyf
ri
end,
orI
'
m bl
owi
ngmyver
y
ownhorn?
"Ohokay,ThankyouLuncumobabe.Idon'tknow
howt ot
hankYou, youtookmei nandyou'
vejust
gotmet heJob.Peoplealwayssai
dJoburgpeople
alwayswantsomet hi
nginretur
n,whatdoyou
want?"
"YourtrustandLoyaltyplusyourbackthat '
sall.I'
m
notfrom here,I
'mf r
om theEasternCapet oo,my
parentsdon'tknowt hatI'
m notastudent.I'
ml ying
tomypar ent
s,theythinkI'
m worki
ngonMedi cine
degree,butI'
mj ustaBar t
enderbabes.I'
l
lst ar
t
schoolnextyeari
t'
sonly2mont hsthat'
sl eft
.In
weekstimeIhavetobei nEasternCapewi t
hFake
resul
tssothatmyparentsbeli
eveI'm sti
llworki
ng.
ThereasonItookyouin,it
'sonlybecauseIf el
tfor
You,iunderst
oodyourpainandihel pedwher eI
can."
"Thankyousomuch, t
rustme.I
'
llr
epayyouwi
th
thatokay?Tr
ust,
Loyalt
yandmyback.Iknowyou
havemi nesoyouworrynott
oo.
"
Ismi
led
"CanIaskyousomet
hingper
sonalbef
orewe
sleep?
"
"
Yesyoucan"
"
Yousai dyoukill
edhim simplybecauseyoudidn'
t
wanttobepar tofthestat
ist
ics,youref
usedforhi
m
t
ot akeyourvir
gini
tyaway.Ar eyoustil
lavi
rgi
n?I
meant hi
ngshappensi ntheprison.Youhavea
r
ighttodon'tanswermyquest ionifyoudon'
twant
t
o"
"Iwi
llanswerYou.Ihadtobr
eakmyVirgi
nit
yfor
prot
ecti
on,ihadtoprot
ectmysel
fsot
hatIcan'tbe
aslavetosomeoneorIcan' tbekill
edorbe
someone' swif
e.Ihadt osleepwi thpri
sonwar dens
j
usttomakesur eIli
vef r
eelyandunbot hered.Idi
d
thatf
orf ul
l7years,idon'tregretanyofit
.Ihavea
peaceful7year
s,iwoul dsleep, wakeupdot he
duti
esoft heday,rel
axandsl eep.Iwantbothered
byanyone, soIdon'tregretanything"
"Iam sosor ryt hi
shadt ohappenedt oyouIj ust
hopeyouf orgivedyourselffirst,t
henf orgivedyour
uncle,yourfatherandt her esti ft
hef ami l
y
member swhower enotbyyoursi de.Ijustwantyou
toknowt hatI '
m hereforyou, idon'tknowwhet heri
t
wasbecauseyouwer edrunki nthemor ningor
whatyouwer ehavingnight mar es.Iknowa
ther
apistf r
om school ,shei slikeamot hertomei
cant al
ktoheryouknow.Youcant alktoher ,
you
needt otalktosomeoneLona, youcan' tbottl
eyour
feel
ings.I'l
lgiveheracal l
, sinceyouwi llbeworking
duri
ngt heweek, youcanmeetherdur i
ngweekends.
Iam nott aki
ngnof orananswer "
Shesmi
led
"
Alr
ightIwi
lldoi
t,onceagai
nthankyou"
"Yeahyouwel come, yhoenoughwiththe
depressi
ngt opic.Let'sgoandsleepIdidn'tr
est
enoughandI '
m wor kingni
ghtshi
ftt
omor rowIneed
allt
herest.Tomor rowwehavet obeInthatoffi
ce
by8am shar p,Musai sver
ypunctual"
"
Whoi
sMusa?
"
"
TheCEO,
sol
et'
sgoandsl
eep"
"
Youdat
ingt
heCEO?
"
Il
aughedyhoIwish,onl
ythemai nmanGodwho
knowshowIwi shtobedati
ngt hatHandsomeman.
AndIknowmyGodi sn'
tsl
eepi ngatall
,he'
s
planningonhowtodealwit
ht hatDevil
'sagentf
ir
st
sot hathecanmakeawayf orme.
"Nah,I
'mi nt
erest
edingirls,
Musaandiwear eonly
fri
endsBabes.Ohr elaxyounotmyt ype,idon'
tdat
e
darkskinnedandbigeyes.Idateyell
owmel l
ows
withChineseeyes,you'l
lseemyFirstgir
lfr
iend
tomorrow"
IfMusaistobemyManThatomuststandasi
de,
shetoopret
tyf
orMusa.Onl
ymewho'ssuit
edfor
Musa,evenmymotheri
nlawli
kesme.SoI'
l
lget
Thatoclosert
omesoshedoesn'teventhi
nknor
dream aboutmyMan.Iwouldendupincoma
shouldshedream aboutmyMan,haaIcan'
teven
breat
hjustthi
nki
ngaboutit
.
.
.
TARGET
.
5SHARES
20+COMMENTS
300+LI
KES
.
HaveaGoodni
ghtl
oves
.
LovexAnqo
FI
VE
.
"
Areyout
heonegoi
ngf
orwor
korme?
"
Lonaaski
ngmakingherwayI
nsi
dehol
dingt
wo
cupsofcof
fee.
"
ThankYoufort
heCoff
ee,
NoIj
ustwannal
ook
Good.DoIl
ookGood?
"
Shel
aughs
"Andyousayyou'
refr
iendswithCEO,
babygi
rlI
'
ve
beenIthisworl
dli
kef or
ever
"
"
Goodf
oryou.
"
Ifi
xmyaf ro,
todayIfeel
li
kewateri
ngaweavefor
thefi
rstt
imeinmyl i
febutI'
m deci
dingnott
o.
"
IsMer
yst
il
lsl
eepi
ng?
"
Iaskasiwor
emyheel
s.
"
Yeah,
shecamebackl
atear
ound3am.Ar
ewe
t
aki
ngataxi
"
"Nother
e'saTaxif
yguywhowepayeverymont
hto
takeuseverywher
e,hei
sevenwai
ti
ngforus
outsi
delet
'sgo"
It
ookmybagandwal
kedoutshewasf
oll
owi
ngme.
"
HeyZee,
thi
sisLonaandLonat
hisSeeourTaxi
fy
Guy.Lonawi
llbeusi
ngyout
ooZeeshewi
llpay
monthend"
"
Okaymysi
stai
t'
sfi
nenaa,
she'
saf
inegi
rl
"
"
ogahwai
t,she'
snotyourt
ypedr
ive"
LonaLaughedatmyNi
ger
ianAccent
"
Youwor
kingt
oday?
"
"
YeahI
'
m wor
king,
I'
llgot
her
eaf
termeet
ingThat
o."
"
Who'
sthi
sThat
o?"
Idon'tanswerher
,she'
sfr
om t
heprisonthi
sone.
Shecancomeandsnat chmygirl
fr
iend,she'
sbeen
checkingmeouttoo.
"
Yout
hinkI
'
m goi
ngt
otakeherawayf
rom you?
"
"
Saywhat?
"
"
I'
m st
rai
ghtbabygi
rl
,idodi
cksost
ressf
ree"
"
Zeecl
oseyourear
smyf
ri
endyhot
hisgi
rl
"
.
Wewal
kedt
otheRecept
ioni
st
"
MissAzani
ahel
loagai
n"
Ismi
leather
"
Hey,
I'
m wi
thLona.MrKhanyi
lei
sexpect
ingus"
"
That
owi
llbet
her
ewai
ti
ngf
oryou"
Ismi
ledandt
ookt
hevi
sit
or'
scar
ds
"
Can'
twai
ttomeett
hef
amousThat
o"
"
Pleasedon'
tembar
rassme"
Isaywal
kingi
nsi
det
hel
if
t
"
Ifyoudon'
tembar
rassyour
sel
ffi
rst
"
Il
ookatherwit
hmymur
derl
ook,
shel
if
therhands
upinsur
render
.
Thel
if
tpi
ngswebot
hgetoutatt
hesamet
ime.
Theresheislookingal
lsnat
ched,l
ikeami
ll
ion
dol
larbaby.She'sri
chthi
sone,somewher
einChi
na
herfat
herisarichman.
"
Ncumohey"
AhhGodshecal
ledmebymyni
ckname
"
That
oHi
,thi
sismyf
ri
endLona,
Lonat
hisi
sThat
o"
"
HeyLona,
iguessyou'
ret
heoneI
'
llbeshowi
ngt
he
r
opesr
ight
?"
"Yeah,
It'
sni
cet
omeetyouThat
oyou'
rebeaut
if
ul
bytheway"
Il
ookatherbutshel
ooksaway
"
Thankyoul
ona"
"l
etmeGoandgr
eetKungomusaI
'
llbebackt
oyou
Okay?
"
"
Okay"
"
Yeywenal
et'
sgo"
It
akeherhandandknockedi
nMusa'
sof
fi
ce
Wewalkedinsi
de,
ther
ehei
slooki
ngal
lhandsome
andst
uff.
"
Ncumohi
"
Ismi
le
"
Musa,
youl
ookgood"
"
Thankyou,
youl
ookBeauti
fultoo.NowIseewhat
mymotherwast
alki
ngabout"
"
Ohr
eal
ly?"
"Yeah,
youAreabeauti
fulwomanNcumo.I'm not
homophobicorwhat
everbutbei
ngalesbi
an
doesn'
tsui
tyou"
"
Shutt
hebackdoor
,youdon'
tsay"
"
What
?"He'
sconf
used
"Not
hing"helaughedandshookhi
sheadi
t'
swhen
henoticedLona.
"
Ohsorryf
ort
hebadmanner
s,youmustbet
he
f
ri
end"
"
Yes,Uhm Lonat
hisist
heCEOofthisCompany
KungomusabutheisMrKhanyi
let
oyou"
Ncumoyouneedt
ogetyouractSt
raightorshoul
d
wecal
lAzani
aQui
ck?Whatactual
lydoIwant ?
"
Yesma'
am,
Hel
loMrNkanyi
leI
'
m LonaDyasi
"
"
It
'sni
cet
oknowyouLona.
"
Sil
ence,
Someoneshouldsaysomet
hing.Idon'
tli
ke
thewayMusaisl
ookingatmeby.
"
SoImustl
eaveot
her
wiseI
'
llbel
atef
orwor
k"
"
Yougoi
ngt
owor
k?"
Hestandsupf
rom hi
schai
r,Whyi
shewear
ing
casual
?
"YeahI
'
m wor
kingaDayshi
ft
"
"
Comel etmedr
opyouof
fatwork,Icameher
eto
f
etchsomefewfil
esI
'
m wor
kingfr
om hometoday"
"
Ican'
tsaynot
oaf
reer
ide"
Hel
aughed
Wewal
kedoutal
ltoget
her
.
"Lonathi
sisThato,
shewil
lbet
eachi
ngal
lthe
basicsaboutbei
ngaPA."
"
Yeswe'
vemet ,
thankyousomuchf
orgi
vingme
t
hisj
ob,
ireal
lyappreci
atei
t"
"Yourfri
endhadyourback,youshoul
dn'tbe
punishedforwhathappenedint
hepast.Allyou
needtodoi stof
orgetandworkhard,
youar e
str
ongIsee"
"
ThankyousomuchMrKhanyi
le"
"
Alr
ightNcumoyou'
l
lfi
ndmedownst
air
sokay?
"
Inodandl
ookedatThat
o.
"
LetmeGoandwai ti
nsidejustt
ogi
veyoutimeto
t
alkbef
oreyoul
eave"Thatosayswal
kingaway
"
PleasecanIhaveyournumber
sifyoudon'
tmi
nd"
"
Idon'
tmi
ndatal
lbabes"
Itookoutmyphoneandgavei
ttoher
,shewr
ote
hernumberandsavedt
hem.
"
Thankyou"
"
Youar
ewel
come"
Shewal
kedaway,
Lonahi
tmeonmyshoul
der
"
OuchwenaDevi
l'
sPAwhatt
hef
uckwasThatf
or?
"
"
Youdi
dn'
ttel
lmet
heCEOi
sthi
sHot
"
Yeahshe'
sreal
lyt
heDevi
l
'sPA
"
HaiboLonathatmani
sof
fli
mit
,he'
sina
Rel
ati
onshi
p"
"
Wit
hwho?"
"SomeDevi
l'
sAgentwet
hui
tdoesn'
tmat
ter
.Wi
ll
youabl
etocallzee?
"
"
Yeaht
hisphonewor
ks,
iwi
llcal
lyouorMer
yifZee
i
snotanswer
ingt
hephone"
"
Cal
lMer
yfi
rstshewi
llbeathomel
azi
ngar
ound"
"
Okay,
byt
hewayt
hatGuyl
ikesyou!
"
"
Whi
chGuyNow?
"
"
Musa"
Shesaywalki
ngaway,Ili
edshe'sGod'
sPA, she
must'
veheardGodtal
kingaboutmyfutur
epl ans,
so
sheknowthatMusaismine,I
'm God'
sfavourit
e
Chi
ldkal
oksonowiknow.
Ismi
ledandwal
kedt
othel
if
t
.
Musai sbusyt alki
ngwit
htheReceptionist,ihaven'
t
seenMusasmi l
ingorl
aughingwithhisStufforin
oneofhisinterviewsheisalwayschucklingor
smirki
ng.Heneversmi l
e,itwasmyf i
rsttime
heari
nghiml aughwhenwef ir
sttal
ked,hehasa
beauti
fulsmileandaver ycontagi
ouslaught eri
t
makeshi m mor ehandsome.
"Youdonewi
thever
ythi
ng?
"
"
YeahI
'
m done,
wecango"
Wewalkedtohiscar,heopenedthedoorforme.No
ex-
manofmi nehaseveropenedadoorf orme.
Phofwher
ewer etheygoingtoopenthedoorfr
om?
Theydi
dn'
tevenownevenscoot erbi
ke.
Godoncepuni
shedmeyho,
ioncedat
edeDr
uggi
e
i
Phar
a!
Yeaht
ogoi
stoSeef
orr
eal
.
"
Youokay?
"
"YeahI'
mfi
ne,
justt
hinki
ngaboutuni
mpor
tant
people"
"
Wannashar
e?"
"
Yourcarsmel
lsni
ce,
isi
tlavender
?"
"I
'
m aManNcumo, Lavenderi
syourt
hing.Ther
e's
nothi
ngj
ustt
hecarspray"
Il
ookathi
m,yeahwhentheysaydreamsdocome
tr
uetheyr
eal
lydo.Whowould'
vethought
?Me
seat
ednextt
omyCr ush,
himtaki
ngtowork?
"
Whydoyoukeeponzoni
ngout
?"
"Idon'tknow,
ihavetwopersonal
it
iesf
ighti
ngeach
other.Eachofthem want
stotal
ktoyou,I'
m
confused"
He'
sconf
usedbyt
hel
ookhei
sgi
vingme
"Azani
aandLuncumo.Azani
aist
heratchetone,
thenLuncumoist
hecoolandni
ceone.Azaniasays
crazyt
hings"
Hel
aughed
"
Youmade2per
sonal
it
ies?
"
"Yeah,someti
mesIsaystuffI
'
mjustthi
nkingabout
.
LikesayingIl
oveyou,t
henlat
err
egreti
tthat'
s
Azaniashe'scr
azyli
kethat
"
"
Soyoudol
oveme?
"
"
Haveyouneverhear
dofe.
g.?Exampl
e?"
Hel
aughed
"
Youar
ecr
azy,
iguessAzani
ahast
akenherpl
ace"
"
Maybeasazi"
Hesmi
lesandendupsmi
li
ngt
oo
"Youreal
lyar
ebeaut
if
ul,
youhaveabeaut
if
ul
smil
e."
Il
ookaway
He'
str
yingt
ochar
m me,
theDevi
lisal
iar
!.
"
Thankyou"
Ismilethenlookedout si
dethewindow.I '
m
catchi
ngf eel
ingsf ort
hisguy,
ithoughtitwasj usta
crushandnot hingmor e.Hehasagirl
friendthathe
l
ovedt hemost ,there'
snochancewhat soever.
.
.
Hadt
orusht
ypi
ngt
hisi
nser
t,pl
easedof
orgi
veme
f
orEr
ror
s.
.
TARGET
10SHARES
30COMMENTS
400+LI
KES.
.
haveaGoodni
ght
SI
X
.
"
Whathaveyoubr
oughtusf
rom Johannesbur
g?"
"
Wher
ear
eyourResul
ts?
"
Ihaven'
tevenbeenathomeformor ethan5
minutesbutI
'm bei
ngaskedQuest
ions,Thi
s
Decemberwillbeaver
yLongDecemberf orme.
"Pl
easecanyouletmeRestf
oraWhi
let
henIwi
l
l
beablet
otalk?
"
"
LuncumaAzani
aJol
aSundi
phambani
sa!
"
Whymymot heri
sli
kethist
hough?Idon'
teven
knowwhyIcamef r
om herwomb.
Itookoutt
heFakeResul
tsf
rom Wi
tsandgavei
tto
her.
"
Wher
eismyf
ather
?"
Shei
sconcent
rat
edont
heResul
tsmor
ethan
anyt
hing.
Hai
bot
hisWomanwhyi
sshel
iket
his?
"
Mama!
"
Ihal
fshout
"YhuuLuncumo, aper
soncan'
tevenReadher
chil
d'sresul
tsi
npeace?YourFat
heri
sinthekr
aal
Outside"
Yeahneh?Par
ent
smnk.
Iwalkedoutandlef
therexamingmyresul
ts.Iwen
tothekraalwher
emyf at
herisseat
ednextto.He'
s
dri
nkingCoffeei
nthi
sscotchi
ngsunyhoool dage
people.
"
Tat
a"
"
Ncuncuwam"
Hesayssmi
li
ngnowIknowwhereIgetthelooks
f
rom,myfat
heri
shandsomeevenonhisoldage.
"
Unj
ani
"
Isi
gh,
itakeaseatnextt
ohi
m.
"I
'
m goodTat a,
youknowhowyourwifecanbe.I
haven'
trest
edbutshehasal
readyshout
edatme"
Hel
aughsandshakeshi
shead
"
Unj
aniwenaTat
a?"
"I
'
m goodt oomychi
ld,event
houghIwasn'
tfeel
ing
goodinthepast2weeksIguessI'
vebeensensi
ng
yourArr
ival"
Ismi
led,eyyI
'
m adaddy'
sgi
rli
nmymot
her
'sbody
andmind.
"
HowwasJohannesbur
gandschool
?"
"
ItwasokayIguess,
schoolkeptmebusythat'
sal
l.
AllIwantt
odoistomakeyoupr oudt
hat
'sall
"
Hesmil
es,ihatel
yingtothi
sManbutshouldIt
ell
hi
mthatIdroppedoutofuniver
sit
yhewould
di
sownmewi thoutevenheari
ngmyreasons
what
soever.
"Ihopeyou'r
enotbusywi
thanyt
hingorMent her
e.
Studiesshoul
dbetheonl
ythi
ngthatkeepsyou
busynotmen"
Inodi
nagr
eement
"Ncuncuwhatareyoueati
nginThere?You'r
eso
skinnymychi
ld,I
t'
sgoodthingt
hatyou'r
eher ef
or
theDecemberholi
daysyourmotherwil
lcookfor
you"
Iknewmywei ghtwoul
dbeani ssue,il
ostweight
becauseoft heJobiwasdoing.Theendless
nightshi
fts,
extr
aWaitr
essi
ngJobs, sl
eeplessni
ghts.
Ididn'tf
reemyselft
hatmuchbecauseIneededt he
money.
"Yoursi
sterandBrotherwi l
lbeJoiningyoui n
Johannesburgtoo,Iwast hi
nkingofr entingan
Apartmentforthet
hr eeofYout ostayal ltogether
andtheNSFASmoneyyouwi l
luseitf orper sonal
stuf
fandGr ocecer
ies"
Isi
gh,TheTwinsaredoingGrade12thi
syearso
nextyeari
t'
sobvi
oustheyaregoingt
oVarsi
ty.
"
It
'sokayTat
a,ihavenopr
obl
em wi
thst
ayi
ngt
hem"
Henodded
"LetmeGoandf etchSi kel
elwaandMi gcobo.
Sikel
elwawil
lbethrowi ngtantrumsshewantedt
o
waithereathomet i
llyouarrive"
"
Idon'
twantt
oseesoon,
she'
stoodr
amat
icf
orme"
Isai
dst
andi
ngupt
oo
"
Sayst
hemostDr
amat
icper
son"
Il
augh
"
Pleasebr
ingmewi
neDaddy"
"
Inevert
aughtyouHowt
odr
inkAl
cohol"
Hai
boJesu'
scousi
nAbr
aham!
Hewal kedaway, Myf at
herownsaSuper maker t
andaTaver n.It
'stheonlyTavernyou' l
lfi
ndherein
ourVill
agebutyou' l
lfi
ndClubsinTown.Thi s
Tarvenismor eLikeaCl ub,i
tgetfullduri
ng
holi
days.Lastyearwehadt oUpgr adeforpeople
l
ikeuswhocomef rom Joburgandot hersfrom
CapeTownsot herehadt obeVI PAr ea,I
t'
saver y
sophisti
cat
edTaver nitalsoisaChi saNyama.
IknowTomorrowI '
llbest
arti
ngmydut i
es,
that
's
wheretheBar
tendingbegan,from home.MyFather
doesn'
tli
kehi
ringpeople,
Botht heChisaNyama
andSupermarkethasfamilymember s,mycousins,
AuntsandUncles.
Iwal
kedI
nsi
det
hehouse.
"
LuncumoAzani
aJol
aComeHer
e!"
Whati
sshemadatnow?
"
Mama"
"WeneversentyoutoUniver
sit
ytogeta68%.What
happenedtoDist
inct
ionsi
nallyourModul
es?"
Isi
gh
"I
'
lltr
ytodobet t
ernextyear,
Mamayoushoul
dbe
proudthatigotDist
inct
ionsi
not
herModul
es,it
ri
ed
mybest "
"Wel
lyourbesti
sn'tenough,ButCongratul
ati
ons
asi
zubasat
hini
,butgetthatdist
inct
ioninthat
module"
Shesai
dwal
kingaway
"
Yesma'
am "Isai
dandwal
kedt
omyr
oom out
side.
Il
aunchedmysel
fonmybed,
myphoner
ang.
It
'sKungomusa,Musaandi?Icoul
dsayWeare
fr
iends,
goodfri
endst
hesepast2weekswegot
cl
osehewouldcomet othecl
ubjustt
oseemeor
hewoul
dcal
ljustRandoml
y.
"
MusaHey"
IsayChi
rpy
"
Wedon'
tsaywhenwear
ri
vei
nEast
ernCape?
"
Il
augh
"I
fyouknewthisistheonlyt
imeI'
mfree,si
nceI
'
ve
arr
ivedIhadt
ot al
kwiththepar
entsf
irst
"
"
Iunder
stand,
Howi
sEver
yone?
"
Hai
boJehovahongcwel
e,Howdoest
hatconcer
n
hi
m?Ohwef ri
endsIfor
got
"Theyar
egood.Ihaven'
tseent
heTwinsyet
,but
Dadwentt of
etchedt
hem fr
om t
heSuper
market
andTavern"
"
Oh,
sowhenar
eyoucomi
ngback?Imi
ssYou?
"
ThankGodI'
m overthephoneot
her
wiseIwoul
d
hat
etohidet
hisblush.
"Idon'
tknowmaybeafterMigcoboandSi kel
elwa
theTwinshavegot
tenthei
rStatementofResults.
Theyarecomingwithmebackt oJozi
,theywillbe
st
udyi
ngt
her
e"
"
Dot
heyknowyoudr
oppedout
?"
"No,t
heywon' t
.NowIwillbestudyi
ngmosNext
year,
soI '
l
ltrymybestt
ohi deit
.Icantel
lthem
whenI '
mi nJobur
gandtellthem t
hereasonInever
tol
danyone"
"
OhIsee,
Imi
ssyouevenmom mi
ssesyou"
Yeah,
he'
smommy'
sboyt
hisone.
"
Imi
sshert
oo,
iwi
llcal
lher
"
MaZuluandiareclose,
asIsai
dalothashappened
i
nt hepast2weeks.Wewenttohavelunchand
wenttoherhousetowashherhai
r,igotpai
dandi
di
dn'tsaynoevenGodwi l
lbemadatmei fIwoul
d
decli
nesuchmoney.
"
Soyoudon'
tmi
ssme?
"
DoImi
sshi
m?Of
causeImi
sshi
m.
"
YeahImi
ssyout
oo"
"
Wast
hathar
d?"
TheDevi
lbet
ternotst
artwi
thme,
nott
oday.
"
Pleasedon'
tst
artwi
thme"
Helaughed,
ijustwantt
oseehi
sfacewhenhe
l
aughs.
"
Ar et
hereanyBnB'
sther
e?Sot
hatwhenImi
ssyou
alotiwoul
dcome."
Let'
sforgetaboutthefactthathehasinsul
tedan
Enti
reQueenstownByaski ngi fwehaveBnB.Let'
s
focusont hepartwherehewoul dcomeher ej
ustto
seeme, meGod' sFavourit
edaughterLuncumo
AzaniaJolayhoyeahi nhonest ,
togoistosee!
"Fi
rst
lywedohaveBnB'
sher
e,whywoul
dyou
comeallt
hewayHere?"
"
Youmyf
ri
endr
ight
?"
Inodasi
fhecanseeme
"
Iknowyou'
repr
obabl
ynoddi
ngyourbi
gheadnow"
Hel aughs,HaibothisMan!Hemust '
veforgott
en
thatI'
mi nEasternCape,theUndergr
oundgang
woul dstr
ikehim downwi t
hthunderforsayi
ngmy
headi sbig.He'si
nsulti
ngmyf at
her,
igotthis'
big
head' f
rom myFat her.
"
Didyouj
ustsayIhaveaBi
ghead?
"
Hel
aughsmor
e,Modi
mo!
"
Idi
dn'
tmeani
tthatway,
Justr
elax"
Ismi
le,
ijustwannaseehi
sface
"Let
'sf
acet
imesot hatyoucanseehowser
iousi
am whenIt
ellyouwheretofuckof
f"
Helaughshar
d,myphonei
sevenVi
brat
ingf
rom
hi
sBarit
one.
"
Justsayyouwantseemyf
ace"
"
YehakeFr
iend,
doyouwannaf
acet
imeorWhat
?"
Hedropsthecallandcal
lbyvi
deocal
l,
iansweri
t.I
comeacrosshishandsomeface,
he'
ssmili
ng.
"
Tel
lmet
ofuckof
fthen"
Haibot
hatwasam excuset
oseehi
sfacewhat
suup
wit
hLucif
er'
slastbor
n.
"
Whydi
dyousaymyheadi
sbi
g?"
"
Iwasjoki
ngwi
thYou,
idon'
tknowwhyyoudi
dn'
t
l
augh"
Ir
ollmyeyes
"
GoodbyeKungomusa"
"
Hai
boyour
eal
lyangr
y?"
YouseeZul
uMen?Theydon'thavesensesIj
ust
sai
dGoodbyebuthet
hinksIam angr
y.
"
Iam notangr
y,ij
usthear
dmyFather'
scardri
ves
i
n,anymomentmysi st
erandBr
otherwil
lbehere"
Hej
ustnodsandl
ooksatme
"
Ifeelbet
terNow,justseei
ngyourface.Whydi
dn'
tI
t
hinkaboutvideocall
ingYouatfi
rst
"
Il
augh
"
Kal
okyourmi
ndgoeshi
wir
ewhent
hinki
ngabout
me"
Hel
aughsandsmi
lesandshakehi
shead
"
Yousai
dGoodbyer
ight
?"Heasks.
Il
augh
"
Am It
ouchi
ngsomepl
aces?
"
"
Heyyyysi
s!!
"
Si
kel
elwasai
dcomi
ngi
n.
"
Iguesswewi
llhavet
ocutourCal
lshor
t"
IsaywithaBrokenhear
t,idon'
tknowwhatt
his
blackchi
ldwantsi
nmyr oom.
"
Alr
ightI
'
llcal
lyoubef
oreIsl
eep"
"
Alr
ight
"
Idroppedthecal
l,
ilookedatsi
kiewi
thmyf
orehead
creasedandmyeyebr owsrai
sed.
"
Iam sosor
ry"
"
Jol
adidn'tr
aiseyoutojustbur
geinsomeone's
r
oom wit
houtknocking.Wheredi
dyouleaveyour
manner
s?Byt heGate?"
"
Okaydeput
yparentIsai
dI'
m sor
ry,
toomuchf
or
missi
ngmybigsi
ster"
Shesul
ksyhuuhai
keIdi
dn'
tsi
gnupf
ort
his.
Itakeapaperbagwi
thashi
rtandboyf
ri
endJeans
thatshewanted.
"
Wil
lthi
smakeyouf
orgi
veyourbi
gsi
ster
?"
Isai
dpassingthepaperbagt
oher
,shet
akesout
thecl
othesandscreams.
"
Arghyaziwena!
"Sher
unst
omeandhugsme.
.
"
Canwegoi
nsi
debef
oreDr
agonl
adyshout
s"
Shelaughsandwalkedoutit
aketheot
herPaper
bagwithMigcobo'
sNikeSneaker
s.Hesentt
he
pict
ureafewdaysago,aski
nghowcoolaret
he
sneaker
sandiknewhemeantIshouldbuythem
forhi
m.
Iam studenti
nthei
reyessowheret heythi
nkIget
themoneyt obuygif
tsfrom?Yhuuha. aIwishIwas
theonlychil
d,andDragonladywi
llaskabouther
Gift
..
WewalkedInsi
dethehouse,
theywer
eseat
edI
nthe
l
oungewit
hMi gcoboeat
ingAppl
e.
"HeyBigSis"yhothi
sChildisevenTallerthanme.
MaramyDad' sHandsomenessr ubbeditselft
oall
hiski
ds,iam notsayi
ngDr agonLadyi snotpr et
ty
butwedon'tevenlookli
keher ,
weonl yhaveher
earswhicharesmallandI'
m gr at
efulf
ort hat.
Imagi
nemewi thsuchabigHead, bigearsYhuu
ha.
aI'
mtr
aumi
ti
sedbyj
ustt
hinki
ngabouti
t.
"HeyBoyza,
pleasecheckhowcoolar
emy
sneaker
s"
Igivehimthepaperbag,Si
kieisnowhereI
nsight
I'
m sureshewenttocheckifthecl
othesfi
ther
.
"YhooBiggi
e!theseArecooldawgyagott
hem,
can'twai
ttofl
exwi t
htheseDawgawesis!
"
Yeahhe'scoolki
d.Dadhat
ethe'
Dawg'
name,
i
hatei
ttooshame.
"Youaregoingt ot
hemountainthi
sWeekend,Wait
forthem nextyear
.GivemethoseBoot
s,ipr
aythis
SkrrSkrrAtti
tudei
sjustaboyPhasewhenyou
comebackasaManyouwi llst
opcal
li
ngpeople
dogs"
Ican'thel
pbutl
augh,
DidDadj
ustcal
ledSneaker
s
Boots?
YeahMi gcoboisgoi
ngtot
heBundusf orhi
s
I
niti
ati
on.MeryandLonawillbehereforuMgi di
and
myhear twantsMusatobeheretoo.Idon'tknow
Why,butmyhear twant
shim her
eIpr ayhecanbe
avail
ablehewouldbemybiggestf
lex,
mymot her
wouldcallanEnti
revi
ll
agepl
ustheChiefandhi
s
wivesjusttoshow-
off
.
.
.
1KLI
KESTHANKYOUSOMUCHLOVES
SEVEN
.
"
Cel
aBl
ackl
abelezi
y2si
ster
i"
Itaket
woblacksandgi
vehi
m,andgavehi
m hi
s
changeback.
.
Idri
nkt hel
astcont
entoft
hePi
net
wistIwas
dri
nking.
"
Hai
boLuncumoyou'
ref
ini
shi
ngt
hest
ork"
Hol
yspir
itpl
easef
allnowandhel
ptheheaven'
s
f
avour
it
eChild.
"
EyyBr
athi
sismyFat
her
'sspotpl
usIpai
dfor
t
hese"
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ossedt
hecani
ntot
heDust
bin.
"
Itmustbeni
ce"
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hatIdon'tlike,t
hatcousinwho
annoysever yonejustforthesakeofannoyi ng,t
hat
cousinthatnoonel ikes,t
hatcousint hatl
ikesto
snit
ch, t
hatcousinthatwant stobet heparent'
s
favor
ite,Qaqambanextt omei sthatcousin.She
annoysmet opit
s.
"
Yeahi
t'
sni
ceQaqamba"
Isayannoyed,
ift
hismusi
cwasn'
tloudIwoul
dpl
ug
myearphonesandlist
ent
oPopsmoke.
"
Whi
skydoubl
eoni
ce"
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ookupandf
oundMor
ri
sChest
nut
'st
win.
Ipourt
hewhi
skyandgi
vei
ttohi
m.
"
Thankyou,
youmustbeLuncumo"
Il
ookathi
m,wher
edoest
hishandsomemanknow
me.
"
YeahIam,
butidon'
tknowyou"
Isay,
hesmi
le.Hehasdi
mpl
eshemustbet
he
pl
ayert
hisone.
He'
sreall
yhandsome,buthe'snotamatchtoMusa.
Iwoulddatehi
m,heismyt ypedark,
tal
land
Handsome.
"
I'
m Si
yabonga"
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arr
ivedinEasternCapenothingi
sgoingwell,ineed
toconsultwitht
heUnder gr
oundgang,orfastfor27
daystil
lFatherGodbri
ngsgoodf ort
uneinmyl if
e.
"
Ohh"
IsayIhavenot hi
ngtosaytoSiya,
ihavetogowash
withint
elezi
,maybether
e'sadarkcloudhover
ing
aroundme, Siya'
sar
efuckboys.
"
Youseem t
obedi
sappoi
nted"
"
Iam not
,it
'sj
ustmyf
ace.
"
Henods
"Ihear
dyou'
rest
udyi
ngMedici
ne,iownasurger
yIn
CapeTownIcansqueezeuMkhayaifyouneeda
j
ob"
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saDoct
or?Butt
hatdoesn'
tfazemeatal
l
"Iwillt
ellyouwhenI'mi nneedforaJob.Iam nota
professionalyet,
ist
il
lhave4year sl
eft
.Butdon't
wor r
y,I'
veal wayswantedtorel
ocatetoCapeTown
afterstudying"
"
That
'
sgood,
thenIwi
llhearf
rom you"
"
Yeah,
yourGirl
fr
iendmustbel
ucky,
youl
ookl
ike
t
hehonestones"
Letmetakeoutt
hepr
opheti
nme,
hei
sgoi
ngt
osay
he'
ssi
ngle.
"Iwi
shIhadagir
lf
ri
end,
myf
ocusi
sonl
yinmyj
ob.
Iam aver
ybusyman"
Whatdi dmypr ophecysay?He' sliketherestofthe
Siya'
sHe' sonl ytheeducatedSi ya.He'snotlikethe
otherSiya'
st heonesthatdr i
vespol ovivo,orGTI
thatst
aysi nt heBackroom withnocouchesonl y
bedthatisbal ancedbybricks,he'stheSi yathat
staysinani cehouse,charm girlswi t
hhisjob.
"
Howmanycar
sdoyouhave?
He'
stakenbackbymyquest
ion,
he'
sconf
used.
"
Ihave3car
sWhy?
"
"
Doyoudr
ivemaybeapol
ovi
vo,
GTIorGol
f?"
"
IhaveaGTI
"
Inod,NextCustomerplease.I
fIwantmyheartt
o
break,
thishandsomemanwi l
lbr
eakmyheartand
cutiti
ntopiecessoThankyouNext.
"
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dyouaskt
hat
?"
"
Manydoct
orsdr
ivet
hosecars,
theyareoneofmy
f
avour
it
eswit
hSUVsasideof
course.
"
Henods
"IknowImaybet oofor
war
d,butdoyoumi
ndgoi
ng
onDi nnerwi
thme?"
YhoIdomind,
iact
uall
ydomindhe'
sreal
lyaSiya,
hekeepsonpr
ovi
ngthati
neachandever
ytimehe
tal
ks.
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ybusy,ikeepthi
spl
acer unni
ngpl
usthe
Supermarket
,it
'sDecemberi
ttendstobebusy"
Isaytaki
nganot
herPi
netwi
stI'
l
lgomadifIkeepon
tal
kingwit
hguysober
,atl
eastt
his3r
dci
derwill
t
akemet
oTi
psyl
and.
"
Youdr
inki
ngatwor
k?"
"AsIsaidit
'sDecemberi
t'
sbusy,
somymindto
funct
ionitneedsoneort
womaybe3asazii
t
depends"
Henods
"Icantal
ktoyourmot
her
,tot
ryt
ofr
eeyouf
orone
night"
IknewI
t,iknewDragonLadysenthi
mtomeYhuu
uMama,sheisreal
lyembarr
assi
ngmeshame!
"
OhhowaboutyouaskmyFat
her
?"
IknowuJolawil
lst
rai
ghtupr ef
usehim,myFat her
doesn'
tpl
ayli
kethatwit
hhiskraalIam kepti
nhis
kraal
,i
nhi
smi ndofcourse.
"
Ohhokay"
Inod
"
Doyouneedanyt
hing?
"
"
NoI
'm good,
canIhaveacanofCast
lel
it
ejustf
or
t
her
oad"
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lyoubedr
inki
nganddri
ving?YouWillcause
acci
dentsont
heroadsobett
erleavewi
thoutthat
beersir
"
Hesmi
les,
ilovehi
sdi
mpl
es
"
Alr
ightDoct
or,
letmel
eavet
hen.I
'
llcal
lyouokay?
"
Inod
Wai
t,wher
edi
dhegetmynumber
s?
"
Wher
edi
dyougetmynumber
s?"
Hesmi
les
"
I'
llcal
lyouMaJol
a"
Hepaysforhi
sdri
nkandleaves.Dr
agonLadyandi
wil
lhaveahugefi
ght
,andenzwanjal
omnakalok,
howcouldshe?
"
Cuz"
It
urnandmymisbehavi
ngcousi
nmypar
tneri
n
cr
imeviwei
snextt
ome.
"
Mzal
a"
Isayexci
ted,
shel
aughs.
"
Doyour
ememberZi
ntl
e?"
"
Whi
chZi
ntl
e?Thecr
azyzi
ntl
e?"
"
Yesher
"
"
Whatabouther
."
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e,thatgi r
lis
crazy.Shewoul dbeateachandever ygirlwhoused
tobecl osertoherboyf ri
endbackwhenwewer ein
highschoolhi sboyf riendwasst udyingatDal e
whichwasf arfrom ourschool .Zintleandiwe
nevergotal ong,asI '
vesai dbeforeI'm bigont he
mout hIcansaywhat evershitIwannasay, callme
tofightyouwoul dneverseemypr ettyfacet here.
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eandiuset ocl ashandiwoul dt el
lherwher e
tobackof f,andshewi llbebackof f.Iwast hat
"Ungandiqhelikakubi , nzakukhabaunyemna"[ Don't
fuckwi t
hmeI '
llkickyourAssandf uckyouup]t ype
ofgirl
,thatGirlwhot alksal otbutnoAct i
ont hat's
me, God'sof f
spring.
"
DoyouknowherBoyf
ri
end?
"
Hai
bowhat
'swi
thVi
weandherannoyi
ngquest
ions.
"I
'
venevermethim,whywoul
dyouaskmeabout
Zintl
eandherugl
yboyf
ri
end?What
'st
hatgott
odo
withme?"
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pneh, butnott
hisl
amegossi
p.Tel
lme
aboutaMancheat i
ngonhiswif
ewit
hotherman,
thatwouldkeepmeonmyt oesnott
hisl
ame
gossipshe'
stryi
ngwi t
hme.
"
Becauset
hatBoyfri
endi
snowt hebabydaddy,
t
heyhavea5yearoldboyandthatBoyfr
iendi
sthe
manyouweretal
kingwit
hafewmi nut
esago."
"
Siyabonga?
"
Iam shooketh,Hai
bozintl
eakamhlangat
uu, she'
s
notbeauti
ful
.WasSi yabongat
hatbli
nd?Viwe
must'veseenthatGuywhowasher efor2black
l
abels.
"
Siyabonga?
"
Iaskagai
nforassur
ance
"
YesSi
yabonga,t
heDoct or
.Zintl
estil
ltr
apevery
l
adywho'
scosywi t
hSiya.Everyonewasl ooki
ngat
t
hetwoofyou,t
hiswil
lgettoZintl
e'searsshewil
l
t
rapyourAss.
"
"
Who'
sAss?
"
Shel
ooksatmel
ike,
'bi
tchyourAss'
"
I'
m notscar
edofher
,ar
etheyst
il
ltoget
her
?"
"Theybrokeupbeforethebabywasbor n,
Siyawent
toCapeTownt ost
udy.Hecamebackandhadsex
withZi
ntlethat'
swhenthebabywasmade, t
hey
werenotdat i
ng.Zi
ntl
esti
lll
oveshimthough,but
Siyadoesn'
tevenlookatherthatway.Hesupport
hischi
ldshameyena"
Shesaystaki
ngt
hePi
net
wistt
hatIwasdr
inki
ng
anddrankit
.
IhopeZi nt
ledoesn'
tcomet ome, I
'minnomoodt o
fi
ght,whom am Ikiddi
ngthatgir
lcouldli
teral
ly
showof fwithme,shedidn'
tgetmebacki nhi gh
schoolthatwouldbeadesserttohershoul dshe
getherclawstome.NowI '
m shitscar
ed,ineedt he
enti
reundergroundgang,Jesusandhi sdisci
ples
thi
swoul dbeaf i
ghttoremember .YeahIt'sclear
DragonLadywant smedead, li
kesixfeetunder !
"
Youl
ookscar
ed"
"
Me?PssshhI
'
m notscar
ed"
It
ookmycel l
phoneandt
extedontheWhatsApp
gr
oupthatconsi
stofme,MeryandLona.
"
IneedbackupASAP"Ipresssend.I
nst
eadoft
hese
i
diot
srepl
ying,
Merycal
ls.
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apleasest
ayhereti
llicomebackIneedt
o
answert
hisphonecal
l"
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kout
side
"
Babeswhatar
eyouonabout"t
hat'
sthef
ir
stt
hing
Mer
yChri
stmassaysovert
hephone.
"
Ineedyouguys,
ther
e'sahugef
ightcomi
ngmy
way"
"
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"Manhappened,youknowhowthi
sGenderli
kesto
seeussuffer
.NowI '
l
lbebeat
enupbecauseoft
he
otherGender
"
Theylaugh,yeahIsuddenlybecameuSkhumba
overnightandcrackedajoke.
"
Thi
sisnotf
unnyatal
lguys!
"
"
Howar
ewegoi
ngt
ogett
her
efast
?"
"
Idon'
tknowbr
a,okayt
eachmehowt
ofi
ghtover
t
hephone"
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theyarereal
lyannoyi
ngmeI
droppedthePhonecall
.
Iam adeadwomanwal
king
"Shoul
dIdi
etoday,youshoul
dknowthatyou'
remy
eter
nit
ycr
ush.Ihaveahugecrushonyou!"
Ipr
esssendt
oMusa,yeahmydaysarenumbered
act
ual
lyi
t'
snotdaysi
t'
shour
s.Wazewandenza
Mama!.
IseeZi
ntl
ecomingmywaywit
haboythatl
ooks
l
ikeSi
yabonga,
maybehewasdenyi
nghi
m.
Musai
scal
li
ng,
ican'
tanswerhi
m.
Ioncewatchedboxi ng,
ther
e'suppercutandlower
cut.Woul
dshef ightmewi t
hherchildhere?Okay
maybethechil
di susedt oi
t,wi
llshefi
ghtmei n
fr
ontofmyFat her'
sspot?
"
Luncumohey"
She'
sfr
iendl
y.Maybeshehasn'
thear
d
"
Zint
lehi
,i
sthi
syourbaby?
"
Yeah,
Luncumoi
sinchar
geshe'
stheni
cest
.
"
Yeah,
he'
smyboyQhawe"
Inod
"
He'
shandsome,
exact
lymyt
ype"
Hai
bokhabar
ibebabaf
ir
e!
Shel
aughs
"
She'sgoi
ngt
obeapl
ayert
hisone,
justl
ikehi
s
f
ather"
She'
stest
ingwatersLuncumo,
actasi
fyoudon'
t
evenknowthefather
.
"
Isi
t?Who'
sthef
ather
."
"Si
yabongasomehandsomemanher
eint
he
vil
lage"
"
SiyabongaMqwat
hi'
sSon?
"
"
Yeshi
m"
"
Hewashereaf
ewmi nutesago,hedidn'
tevent
ell
mehehasachi
ld.YhooSiyabonga"
Isayclappi
ngmyhands,
aft
ert
hisI
'
llgot
oaudi
ti
on
forarolei
nTheQueen
"
Youguysknoweachot
her
?"
"Yeah,
ourf
athersar
efriends.He'
saDoct
orI'
m al
so
doingMedi
cine,
ineverknewyouguysdated"
Shel
aughs
"Youwereaverybusygir
lgr
owi
ngup.Younever
caredaboutboyst
hat'
swhy"
Inodshe'sri
ghtshame, ibr
okemyvirgi
nit
ythi
s
yeartosomef ucker
,letmenott
alkabouthimj
ust
tal
kingabouthim makesmeangry.
"
Yeah,
youher
etobuybooze?
"
"No,
Qhawewant
edbr
aaimeatsowecameher
eto
buymeat
"
"
Ohokay,
letmenotkeepyouwai
ti
ngt
hen"
Shenodst
henleaves,
YeahGodyoukeepon
showi
ngyourl
oveandblessi
ngsoverme.Thank
youLor dforcoveri
ngmewi thyourblood,eyythat
wascl ose.Haikeit
'spr
ovenIdon'tevenhaveany
blackcloudhoveringaroundMe,itmust'vebeen
Azania'scrazythought
s.
Icheckmyphone, 8missedcall
sf r
om MusaHe
mustbewor ri
edshamepoorman.Hemust
continueonget tingwor r
ied,
I'
llt
hinkofal i
ethatI
'm
goingt osaytohi mf orthatmessage.Andt hetwo
i
diotsthatIthinkt heyaremyf ri
endsandt heyhave
mybackt odayt heyprovedmeot herwise.I'
l
lhave
toopent heFriendshipappli
cati
onbefor eIgetback
toJobur g,t
heyar enolongercomingtomy
brother'
sceremony.
Iwenti
nsi
dethespotwalki
ngli
keachampi
on,
li
ke
I'
vej
ustKi
ll
edGoli
athi
nfactIj
ustdi
d.
.
.
IwanttoThankyouallsomuchforsharingthe
page,
forInvi
ti
ngyourfri
endsandforli
kingalso
commentingoneachandeveryinsert
.
I
t'
sbeen2weeksandI
'
veal
readyr
eached1000
l
ikes.Thankyousomuch .
.
TARGET
10SHARES
30COMMENTS
500+LI
KES
.
Onceagai
n,Thankyou.Pl
easel
et'
skeept
het
rai
n
moving
EI
GHT
.
"
Areyougoi
ngt
oanswert
hatphone?
"
Ilookatmymot her,
I'
m sti
llmadatherandiwon'
t
talkt
oherti
llIfeelli
keI'
mi nthemood.Howcan
shesellmelikethat?Toanent i
rebabydaddy?
YeahAbazalibasifunasif
il
e.
Andwhyi
sMusacal
li
ngMe,
doesn'
thegeti
tI'
m
dead.
"
Musa"
IsayassoonasIanswert hephone,Dr
agonLady
givesmel ookIwantt
orollmyeyesbutshewoul
d
l
iteral
lyki
llmewit
hinseconds.
"
Ncumo,
pleasecomeout
"
Il
aughed,mymom l ookedatmeasi fiwascrazy.I
stoppedpeal
ingtheVegi esandwal kedoutofthe
ki
tchenbeforetheDr agonladykil
lsmef orr
ealthi
s
ti
me.Daddyi srest
ingsoSi kieistheonl
yperson
chil
li
ngintheloungeImi ssMi gcobo.
"Idon'
tknowwhatDrugsyousmokeorwhatbut
youknowI '
m noti
njozi
"
Isayseat
ingdown
"
Iknow,I'
minfrontofyourhouse'
sGat
e.Icansee
asi
lverf
ordRangerparkedinfr
ontoft
hegate"
Iquickl
yjumpedandwentt
ostandnextt
othe
window,ther
e'sabl
ackMer
cedes-
BenzattheGat
e.
"
Ufunant
oniaphaMusa?
"
"Ithoughtyourl
if
emaybeindangersoIdeci
dedt
o
fl
ythissidesomakesur
eyoufine"
"
YhoyeahI
'
mfi
ne,
gobackt
hen"
Isaynotknowingwhatt
odo,Hecamef
orMe?But
Zint
lewould'
veki
ll
edme,whydi
dhecomenow?
"
I'
m notgoi
ngbackt
oJobur
gti
llIseeyou"
"
Yhowhatar
eyougoi
ngt
odocozAndi
zi"
Isai
dcl
osi
ngt
hebl
inds.
"
Ijustwantt
oseet
hatyouar
eokayt
hat
'sal
l"
"
Hai
boKungomusa,
isai
dI'
mfi
negoback"
.
"I'
veal
wayswantedtomeetyourf
ather,
youalways
havenicet
hingst
osayabouthim.SoIdon'tt
hink
thisi
sabadt i
me,yeahl
etmecomei nsi
de.
"
"
Youwoul
dn'
tdar
e!"
"
TrymeNcumo,
igi
veyou5mi
nut
es"
Hedr
opedt
hecal
l.
AmadodaAsi
leRhaa!
"
Coverf
ormebabesi
'
m comi
ng"
Isai
dtosiki
eandr
ushedout
sidebef
oresheasks
quest
ions.
Iwal
kedt
othecart
hatwasI
nfr
ontoft
heGat
e.
Heopensthedoorf
orMe,
whyi
sheseat
edi
nthe
backseat
.
"
Yeahwena,
ufunant
oniapha?
"
Isayget
ti
ngi
nsi
det
hecar
.
"
Whatwast
hatmessageabout
?"
Il
ookathi
m, ican'
tseewho'sdri
vingandt
he
per
sonwho'sinthepassengerseat.
"
Whatmessage?
"
Het
ookouthi
sphoneandshowedmet
hemessage.
"
Hee,thi
smustbeApr
ilf
ool2.
0.Whosentyout
hat
message?"
He'
sshockedaboutmyout
bur
st
"
Youdi
dn'
tsendt
hismessage?
"
"
No,myphonewaswit
hmysist
ert
heent
ir
edayI
waswor
kingi
ntheTar
ven"
Henodsandchuckl
e
"
Soyoursi
sterhasahugecr
ushonMe?
"
"Idon'
tknowbrul,
shedidn'tsaysotome.ButI
t
oldherweclosefri
ends,andyou'l
lcomeher
efor
mybr ot
her'
sceremony."
"
Am I
?"Hemusn'
tevendar
e
"
YeahyouArecoming,
ifyoucoul
dcomef oramer
e
messaget
henyou'
l
ldefi
nitel
ycomeforuMgidi
"
Hesmi
les
"
That'
snotjustmereMessage,Yousaid'I
fIdi
e
t
oday'It
houghtyouwereintr
oublethat
'swhywe
t
ookthepri
vateJet
"
Iwasshooket
h,someonecomeandf
etchme
bef
oreIfai
nt
"
Am It
hati
mpor
tant
?"
"
Ofcour
seyouare,yourl
if
eisi
mpor
tantiwoul
dn'
t
l
etyoudieknowi
ngihadachancet
ohelp"
Yhoo,
someonepl
easebr
ingat
issueI
'
m aboutt
o
cr
yariver
"
Ahhh,
ain'
tyousweet
"
Hef
rowned
"
I'
m notachi
ldNcumo,
I'
m agr
ownAssman"
"Gr
ownassmant her
ei nJobur
g,you'
rei
nmyhood
now,inf
rontofmyFather'
sYardsoyou'
resweet
andthat
'sthat
"
Isaypout
ing.
Hesmi
ledandshookhi
shead
"
SoI
'
minvi
tedt
oyourbr
other
'scer
emony?
"
"
YeahIj
usti
nvi
tedyou,
wer
eyoudeaf
?"
"
What
'swi
thyout
oday?You'
rer
eadyf
oraf
ight
!"
"
AFightme?Nahbr
uhIwoul
dn'
tevent
hinkof
f
ight
ingI
'
m acowar
d"
Hel
aughs
"Youacowar
d?Iwouldbeacowar dt
oo.It
rustyou,
icanseet
hatcanbeatsomeone'
sass"
Il
aughedhedoesn'
tknowme,
hayAkandazi
.
"
Iwi
sh"
ARedBMW parkedri
ghtbehi
ndt
hecar
,whocoul
d
t
hatbe?Il
ookedback.
Yeaht
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lyt
est
ingmet
odayhewant
s
mysoult
odaymyheart
.
"
Wai
tami
nut
ether
e'ssomet
hingIneedt
osor
tout
"
Igotoutoft
hecar
,Rhaat
heAudaci
ty!
"
Andt
henwena?Whatar
eyoudoi
ngher
e?"
"
Luncumoar
eyouOkay?
"
"
IaskedyouaQuest
ionSi
yabonga,
ufunani
?"
Heact
sConfused,you'
rel
yingDevil
Iwon'tal
low
t
hismanher
ei nsi
demyFat her
'scompound.
"
YourMot
heri
nvi
tedmeoverf
ordi
nner
"
"
Weal
readyat
e,nowt
akeyourassandl
eave!
"
Iam nowshouting.Newstravel
fasti
nthisvi
ll
age,
thenextt
hingtherewouldberumoursthatI
'l
lbe
gett
ingmarri
edtohi m,Zi
ntl
ewouldli
ter
all
yhave
myBi gheadfordinner
.
"
Whatdi
dIdot
oyouLuncumo?Whyar
eyoumadat
me?
"
"Hai
boNdoda,I'
m notmad.It
oldyouwejustat
e,
youarel
ate.Sogobackwhereyouarecoming
f
rom!
"
"
Okayl
etmegr
eetyourmot
her
"
"She'
sasl
eep,
anddon'
tyoudar
ecal
lher
.Leave
Bhuti
!"
Isaywi
thbot
hmyhandsonmywai
st
"
Luncomoar
eyousur
eyouOkay?
"
Il
ookedaroundandsawast i
ck,
idr
oppeddown
andtookt
hestickandpoi
ntedatSi
yabonga.
"
Leave!Hamba!
"
Isayshushi
nghim awayf
rom myhousehequi
ckl
y
runst
ohiscar.
"
Siyabonga"hel
ooksatme.
"
Bri
ngt
hatwi
ne"
Hepl
acedi
tdownandgetI
nsi
dehi
scarspeedof
f.
"
Shoul
dIseeyouhereagai
n,I
'
llbur
nyourbl
ackAss
wit
hhotwat
erdon'
teventr
yme"
Ishout
ed,
ipi
ckedupt
hebot
tl
eofwi
ne.
Iopent
hecarMusawasi
n,t
heywer
elaughi
ng.
NowIcanseetheDr
iver
,it
'sJuni
orandNqaba
Musa'
sbrot
her
s.
"I
tmustbenice,
lookMusawewi l
ltal
kagai
n.
Ther
e'ssomethi
ngIneedtofi
xinsi
dethehouse,
are
youstayi
ngorfl
yingback?
"
"
I'
mfl
yingback,
icanseeyouar
eper
fect
lyf
ine"
"
Alr
ightcal
lmewhenyouar
einj
obur
g"
"
Okay,
haveaGoodni
ght"
"
HaveaGoodni
ghtt
oo"
Iwal
kedI
nsi
det
heGat
e
"
Ncumo"heshout
ed
Il
ookedathi
m.
"Remindmenottogetonyourbadsi
de"hel
aughed
alongwit
hhi
sbrother
s.
"
Voet
sek!
"
Theyl
aughedanddr
oveaway.
Iopenedthewinebot
tl
eanddr
ank,
I'
llneedi
tto
faceDragonl
ady.
Iopenedt
heDoor
,Daddyi
snowi
ntheDi
ningr
oom.
Iwentt
otheki
tchen
"
Whatar
etr
yingt
odoMama?
"
Ipl
acet
hewineontopoft
heKit
chencount
erand
pl
acedmyhandsonmyhips.
"
Dropt
hatat
ti
tude,
whatar
eyout
alki
ngabout
?"
"
Siyabonga!
"
"
Ohhe'
sher
eal
ready,
wher
eishe?
"
"
Ichasedhi
m away"
"
What
!Why,
UphambeneAzani
a?"
"MamadoyouknowyourSi yabongahasachi ld?A
5yearol dboyt hatlooksexactlyl
ikehim ?Doyou
knowhowcr azyhisbabymamai s?Shewoul dskin
meal iveandf eedtheani malsmybodyandimean
i
tmama.Idon' tneedamani nmyl i
fe,
sost op
please.Ivaluemyl i
fe,idon'
tevenknowt hat
Siyabongaver ywel landidon'twanthim hereever
againIcan'tlosemyl i
febecauseofhim, heisnot
evenmyt ypehe' scertif
iedpl
ayersocha, Thank
youmamadon' tdoort rywhatyou'vedoneagai n.
"
Isighedandf
ixedmybrai
dst
hencat
wal
kedt
othe
dinningAr
ea,
mywi ne!
Iwal
kedbackandlookedatDr
agonl
ady'
sface
she'
sshocked,
li
keshooket
hyeahZi
sil
eiPar
ents!
Itookmywi nethendi dmyNaomiCampbel l
Catwalk,
ArghI '
vejustput t
edstoponmymot her'
s
l
oudmout hIwon' theart heendofitshoul
dshe
regai
nherconsci ousnessf r
om theshocki
ngnews
aboutherbelovedSi yabonga.
"
Goodni
ghtf
ami
ly"
Iswayedmybr
aidst
otheLef
tandwal
kedoutwi
th
myfamouscat
walk.
AssoonasIcl
osedt
hedoor
,ir
ant
omyr
oom and
l
ockedi
t.
Mymot hercouldbeatmythickassupj ustf
or
disr
especti
ngher,soIcan'
ttakeanychancesshe'
s
ri
ghtinthatshockedst
ate,
wewi l
ldiscuss
everyt
hinginthemorni
ng.
Iknowshewon'ttel
lherhusbandwhatt
ranspi
red
becausesheknowsDaddydoesn'tl
iket
heideaof
meDating,
soshewi l
lfortomor
rowtogivemea
Fel
lowsouthAfr
ican'
sspeech,alongassspeechI
thi
nkI'
l
lbeonlevel5oflockdownAsazi.
.
.
Thankyousomuchforr
eachi
ngtheTar
get l
et'
s
makesurewereacht
omorr
ow'st
argett
oo.
.
TARGET
10SHARES
50COMMENTS
600+LI
KES
.
haveaGoodni
ght
NI
NE
.
I
'm wokenupbyal
oudbangonmydoor .Thank
GodI'
m nott
heonewhoboughtt
hatdoor.I
'm sur
e
whoeveri
sknocki
ngt
her
eist
heonewhobought
t
hatdoor.
"
I'
m comi
ng"
Iremovet
hebl
anket
sandandgetoffthebed.I
can'
tfi
ndmysl
eepers,
theknockget
sloudagai
n.
"
Isai
dI'
m comi
ngHai
bo!
"
Iworemysl eepersIopenthedoor.Dr
agonLadyi
s
standi
ngrightinfrontofmewit
hherhandsonher
waistsandt her
ightfoott
appi
ngthepoorgr
ound
aggressi
vely.
TodayI
'
llbet
oldmybusi
ness,
shepushesmeof
f
andget
sinsi
demyroom.
Idon'
tcl
oset
hedoorIncaseshewant
stobevi
olent
I'
l
lmakearunfori
t.
It
's8am Jol
aisawakehewil
ltamehi
swi
fe,
asI
saidmydaddoesn'tl
iket
hei
deaofmehavinga
man.
"
Hlal
aphant
siAzani
a"
Iwantt
orol
lmyeyes,
butIseatatt
hecor
nerofmy
bed.
"Whathappenedt
oyouLastni
ght
?Wer
eyou
possessedbydemons?
"
Hai
boI'
m God'
sfavouri
teChi
ld,
thebestOf
fspr
ing
howcanIbepossessedbydemons?
"
NoIwasn'
t,
itol
dyouwhatIwant
edt
otel
lyou"
.
Idon'
tli
ket
hecheekyAzani
a,Shemustgoback,
thi
swomanwillbacksl
apme.
"
Don'
ttal
ktomel
iket
hat
,I'
m notyouragemat
e."
YouseeItol
dyou,
ifIr
emai
ncheekyI'l
lmeetf
ather
dear
esti
nheaven,
cozshewil
ldef
ini
tel
ykil
lme.
"
Uxol
oMama"
Shesi
ghs
"
Idi
dn'
tknowSi
yabongahadachi
ld.
"
"
Yeah,
kal
okyouchasi
ngt
hebags"
Isaynonchal
ant
ly
"
Uthi
ni?Whatar
eyousayi
ngLuncumo?
"
YhoIneedt
ohol
dmymout
h,ibi
temyt
ongue.
"
I'
m sayi
ngt
hatbecausehehasmoney,
andhas
hi
sownsur ger
yyousawhi mfitf
oryourown
daught
ernotdoinganybackgr
oundscheckf
irst
"
YeahyougotherNcumsbabes.
"
WeneverDi
dbackgroundchecki
nourt
ime.And
what
'swr
ongifhehaschil
d?"
"AsozeMamayoucan' taskmet hat,Achil
dMama?
Whatam Isupposedt obeaSt epmot her?Hai
bo
pleasedon'tpl
aywithme, andmamaI '
m done
havingthi
sconversati
on.Ifyoudon'twantDadto
fi
ndoutaboutt hi
s,youwilll
eavemeal oneandthi
s
conversati
onendshere.AllI'
mlookingforwar
dtois
mydegr ee,myjobthenaftereveryt
hingissor
tedI
'l
l
l
ookf oraboyfri
end."
Icrossmyhandsonmychestandhopet hatshe
doesn'tsl
apmeforspeakingl
iket
hatbutnowI '
ve
heardenoughoft
hisSiyabongaTopi
c.
"Mxxxm"shesaysstandi
ngupandwalkingtot
he
doorswayi
ngherhips.YeswenaMar
ia'scousi
n.
Itookmytoi
let
rybagandwalkedout
,iwenti
nsi
de
themainhousetobat
htodayI'
m wor
kingint
he
supermar
ket.
.
I
'm onmywaytothesuper
marketwit
hmyDad,
Si
kiewi
llbei
ntheTaver
nLateron.
"
Whatdi
dyoudot
oYourmot
herwena?
"
"
Whenl
astni
ght
?"
"
Yes"
"Wewer etal
king,shedidn'
tli
kethefactt
hatI'
m
str
aightfor
war djustl
ikeher
,igaveherapieceof
herownmedi cine.YhooDaddyyoushoul d'
veseen
herface"
Icl
appedmyhandsasdadwasl
aughi
ng.
"
Yeahshewasr
eal
lymad.Whoboughtyouwi
ne?
"
"
Hai
boDaddy"
Isaylaughi
ng,t
ryi
ngtomakehi
mforget
.Did
Abraham'sbrot
herl
augh?Nowhydi
dthetopic
changesosoon.
"
I'
m aski
ngni
a"
"
Zint
le,
myhi
ghschoolf
ri
end.ShewasIt
hepub"
Henodsandpar
kInf
rontoft
hesuper
mar
ket
.
"
I'
llcomeandf
etchyoul
ater
"
"
Itmustbeni
ce"
Isayt
aki
ngmybag
"
What
'sni
ce?
"
"Youspendi
ngt i
meathomewi thyourwi fewhil
eus
thekidswhoareonhol i
daysl avear ound.Ihaven'
t
chil
ledadaysinceI'
vecame, ilastsawTownwhen
thebusdroppedme.Ihaven' theadanyonet al
king
aboutChri
stmasclothes,butandi l
wi .I
'
m not
fi
ghtingwi
thyouatal l
,asIsai ditmustbeni ce"
Iopenedt
hedoorandgotof
fthecar
"Ohandwhi leyouar eatitwit
hyourwi fe,j
ustknow
whenot herkidsdressuponChr i
stmasyour
daughterwillbethelaughingstock,cozdolol
o
Chri
stmascl othes.Il
oveyoudaddydear est
,enjoy
yourday"
IwalkedI
nsi
detheSuper
market,
myDadi sshocked
aboutmyoutbur
st,
hewantedtolaughatsome
pl
acesbutheknewifhel
aughedatmeiwoul dbe
madathi
mfort
her
estofmyst
ay.
"
Mol
ouncl
e"
AsIoncesaideachandeveryworkerhereisa
famil
ymember.Thisismyfather
'syoungerbr
other
,
heli
kesblackl
abelhe'
snotall
owedtowor kat
Tavernot
herwi
sewewoul dbeoutofstock.
"
YeahMtshana,
thankGodyouar
eher
e.I
'
llbeby
t
hedoor
."
Justli
kethathel
eavesthecount
er,
idon'
tmind
seat
inginthecount
er,I
'
dgomadi fIwastowalkI
n
eachandeveryaisl
e.
Itookoutmyphoneandcheckedonmyf ake
fr
iendstheyar
eoff
li
nesinceyest
erday.Iam sure
Mer ywasworki
ngNight
shif
tandLonadoesn' thave
Data.
Ideci
dedtoscr
ollonInstagram juststal
kingmy
ManMusat her
ewasal otofnoiseinsidetheshop.
ArghWhypeoplecan'tjustwal
ki nsidetheshop
grabwhatt
heywantandcomeandpayt henl
eave.I
shoul
dwrit
eanot eattheDoor." SHUTYOUR
MOUTHANDSHOPMAKEPLENTYNOI SE
OUTSI DENOTINSIDETHESTOREORYOUWI LLBE
KICKEDOUT. "
YeahIshouldwri
teI
t,t
henoiseis
comi ngmyway.Ahhit
'sSomizi
'
schil
drenIhada
feel
ing.Hai
bouTi
mmy!
"
Azani
"
Yeahhecal
lsmeAzani
,st
upi
dchi
ld.
"
Timmy!Usenj
e!"
Iquicklybitemyt ongue,idi
dn'tmeant oaskt hat
.
Buthe' ssti
llthesameTi mmy, ithoughtbynowhe
willbef l
ourishi
ngj ustl
ikeotherbeaut i
fulGaysout
there,somi ziwouldbedi sappointed.He'smuch
darkernow, charcoaldarkhehaswhi t
et i
ntonhis
shorthai r
,justimaginetheHor rorYhoo!
"
WhatdoyoumeanI
'
m st
il
lli
ket
his?
"
"Hai
bofr
iend,
3year
saft
ermatr
icIt
houghtbynow
youwoul
dbeaMohal ei
nanot
herSomizi
"
"
Idon'
tunder
stand"
"YhuuhayiTi
mmydowest
il
lhavet
orepeat
oursel
vesevennow?
"
Ir
oll
edmyeyes.Ti
mmywast
hatonef
ri
endwho
usedtogetthejokeaf
terEver
yonehaslaughedand
for
gott
en,youhavetoremindhim andt
hejoke
wouldbeasi cecol
d.
"
Sadi
kiAzani
."
Hesaylaughi
ng,
I'
m sur
ehe'smuski
ngitsothathi
s
newfr
iendswon'
tknowthatHehast
hatdisease.
Myphoner
ingsi
t'
sMer
yChr
ist
mas.
"
Fakef
ri
endhey"
Shel
aughs,idon'
tgetpeopl
e.Whywoul
dyoul
augh
whenther
e'snojokeshar
ed.
"
Babeswear
einQueenst
own"
OMGI
'
m aboutt
oscr
eam.
"
Fakeypl
easedon'
tli
eneh,
youandwho?
"
"
MeandLonaDuhh"
"OhOkayguys,askf
ortaxi
sthatgot oJol
a'
s
supermar
kettel
lmewhenyouf indthem.AskLona
total
kyou'
llt
raumat
isetheTaxidri
vers"
"Okaywewil
lcal
lyouwhenwear
ri
vei
nthe
supermar
ket"
"
Sur
efakey"
Idr
oppedt
heCal
l.
.
"
YeahTi
mmy,
Whatwer
eyousayi
ng?
"
IAsk,
Yhoohe' scr
ustymaani
tbot
her
sme,
maybe
he'
sbeingabusedathome.
"
Fri
endi
sever
ythi
ngokayathome?
"
"
YouknowwhatCal
lme"
Iwrot
emynumber
sonapapert
hengavet
hem t
o
hi
m.
"
Sur
ebabyboo"
"
Shar
pTi
mmy"
Hewal ksawaywit
hhisfri
ends,ican'thelpbutget
worriedjustbyl
ookingathi
m, hi
sf eetiscracked
too.Timmyusedt odatemanwi ththepl an,what
happenedyhoIwonder ,butIwil
lknowcozIknow
hewi llcal
l.
"Yousti
llf
ri
endswit
hesast
abene"il
ookatmyuncl
e.
Ishakemyhead,I'
m ver
ymuchaller
gict
o
homophobicpeopl
etheymakemegag, makeme
wannavomi
t.
Iseatbackandgoi ngbackonscr
olli
ngon
Instagram stal
kingmyManMusa.He' staggedby
Rita.Irol
ledmyeyesandl ookedatthepict
ure,i
t'
sa
pictureofthem inaRestaur
antRit
aholdingfl
owers.
"TheBestBoyfr
iendEver
!"Withri
ngemoji
sand
i
nloveemoji
smxxm t hat
'snotevencut
e.She'
sjust
showingofthathe'
sdati
ngMusaar gh.
Myphonerings,
yeahj
eal
ouswasaboutt
omake
meNasty.
"
Babewear
eout
sidet
heSuper
mar
ket"
Ohi
t'
sMyf
akef
ri
ends.
Imovef
rom t
hecount
er,
they'
l
lwai
tifsomeone
want
stopay.
"
Ahhmyf
akef
ri
ends!
!"
Iscr
eam andhugt
hem.
"
Babesyoul
ookgood,
youar
egl
owi
ng"
Il
ookatherwi
thafrownonmyf ace.She'
sreal
ly
messi
ngwithmeforreal
,whatgl
owdoesaper son
geti
ntheBundus?Uyandi
qhel
ashameuMer
y
Chri
stmas.
"
Heyl
orns"
Ihughert
ooat
leaastshedoesn'
tsayanyt
hing
funny.
"
Wel
comeguyst
omyvi
ll
age,
hopeyou'
l
lenj
oy"
"
Thanksboo"
Wewal
kedtothedoor,myuncl ei
sbusyl
ooki
ngat
Mer
yshockedbythi
swhi t
egirlwi
thl
onghair
.Mer
y
i
sacol
ouredbutshelooksli
keawhitewoman.
"Heyuncl
e,I
'
m knocki
ngoffear
lyt
oday.Myf
ri
ends
areher
esoIcan'tbewor
king"
Henods.
"
Mol
oMl
ungu!
"
HaiboUncl
eMalume,Lonaj
oinsmebylaughi
ng
wit
hme, Meryi
spi
tyi
nguncl
eshedoesn'twantt
o
l
augh.
"
ByeUncl
e"
Isayaswel
eavehi
m,howcanheembar
rassme
l
iket
hist
omyf
akef
ri
ends.
Wewal kedawayf
rom t
heSuper
mar
ketgoi
ngt
othe
Taver
n.
ThesetwohaveSmallsuit
cases,I
'
m noteven
hel
pingthem t
heydi
dn'thel
pmet hatdayZint
lewas
goi
ngtokillmesoI'
m nothelpi
ngatall
.
Wear
ri
veatt
heTaver
n.
"Mzal
acousi
n,pl
easekeepthesesui
tcasesand
bri
ngusVerycol
dpinetwi
sts.Makethem 12cans
I'
l
lpaywi
thacard"
Isaygi
vinghert
heSui
tcases.
Iwalkedt
othewher
et he2fakefr
iendswereseat
ed.
Ever
yonewasbusylookingatMerybecauseshe'
s
whit
eandhaslonghair.
"
I'
m gladyout
woareher
e,t
herewi
llbetoomuch
t
hingstodosoyou'
l
lmakethej
obeasier"
.
"That
'
swhyIr emovedt
henai
ls,
iwanttobeseen.I
needaXhosamani nmyli
fe,
soI'
llbet
ryi
ngmake
animpressi
on."
Il
aughed,
Hai
boTshi
sawenaMer
yChr
ist
mas
"
Shedoesn'
tknowXhosaMen"
Lonasayst
aki
ngasi
ponherPi
net
wistcan.
"
LeaveherBabes,LethergetherXhosamanand
t
hatmanwi l
lshowherhowl if
eisplayedl
ike"
It
akeasi
ptoo.
Myphoner
ingsi
t'
sKungaf
uckenMusa.
"
Yeah"
"Hawuist
hathowweanswereachot
her
'sphone
call
s?"
"
BraI
'
m noti
nthemood,
What
suup?
"
Iam notannoyed,
butI
'
m hur
tbyt
hatpostIsaw
today.
"
Ncumowhat
'swr
ong?Iwantedtoaski
fyoust
il
l
wantmet
ocomethi
ssat
urday"
It
akeasi
pagai
ntocal
m medown
"
Yesyoucancome,
iinvi
tedyouMusa"
"Al
ri
ghtt
henI
'
llcome.Iwi
llcomewi
thNqabaand
Juni
or"
"
That'
sokay,t
heyareyourbrot
hersyoucancome
wit
hthem,aslongasther
e'snofemalecomi
ng"
Hai
boAzani
a
"
Areyouj
eal
ous?
"
"
Arewedat
ing"
Theset
wof akeslookedatmewit
hthei
reyeswide,
whyaretheylooki
ngatmel i
ket
hat?Ij
ustaskedi
f
wearedati
ngyesorno.
"
Wenotdat
ingbutwewi
llgetmar
ri
ed"
Ilaughedsohard,Hai
bothisZul
uManwhodoeshe
thinkheis?Moses'
sfi
rstson?
"
Okayt
henI
'
llseeyouSat
urdayhusband"
"
Sur
ewi
fey"
Hedr oppedthecall,iwanttost andupanddance
orscream.Butmyf eetarefrozenwher etheyAre,
whereisRitasot hatItel
lherthatt heri
ngt hatwas
oneofheremoj i
swi llbetheringt hatgetsintomy
fi
nger,yeahthi
slifethinghasnobal anceatallbut
whatcanwesay, I'
mt heeAlmi ghty'sfi
rstand
favouri
tedaughter.
.
.
Sorr
yIdidn'
tpostyest
erday.Iwasreadi
ngsome
Facebookst
ory.Hopeyoual lf
orgi
veme.
.
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50COMMENTS
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KES
.
Wer
eacht
heTar
getwear
eget
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omorr
ow.
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ght
TEN
.
Theyardisf
ullwit
hMenandWomen.Event he
chi
efandhiswivesareher
e,it
oldyoumymot her
wouldfl
exandrightnowshe'
sfl
exing.Iam sureWe
ar
eoutofst
ockatt
heTaver
ncozt
heWhol
e
Al
coholi
shere.
InotherhousesUmqombot hi,
acaseofBeerand2
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ldothedo.Butthisismy
mot her'
ssoncer emonythi
ngswillhavetobe
diff
erent,i
t'
sear l
yint
hemor ni
ngbutt heyar
disf
ull
.
"
HowdoIl
ookNcumsBoo?
"
IlookatMery,ahhshelookscuteandpret
tyi
nmy
tradi
ti
onaldr
ess.She'st
ryingtochar
m myuncle
this,
they'
vebeenclosethesepast2days.
Lonaisal
sobeauti
ful
,butshei
snowherei nsi
ght
.
Sheisbestf
ri
endswithmymot her
,theDragon
LadysoI'
m sur
etheyaretoget
herri
ghtnow.
"
Youlookbeaut
if
ult
oday,
uncl
eismar
ryi
ngyou
t
oday"
Isaysheblushes,
Unclecanlovehi
sblacklabelbut
sheeatsthecakebecauseofhisl
ooks,mygranny
didhermiracl
eswit
hmyDadandhi sbr
othersthey
arehandsome.
"
Iwon'
tbemar
ryi
ngyouruncl
eNcums"
Webot hwalkoutofmyr oom,iam l
ooki
ngbeaut if
ul
today.Nottoblowmyownhor nIlookabsolutel
y
stunninginmybl ackandwhiteMbhaco( Xhosa
Tradit
ionalcl
othi
ng).Myaf r
oisstyl
ednicelyand
coveredinbeads.
Iwal
kinsi
det
heMai
nhouseIneedaGi
ntoday.
Myphonevi
brat
esi
nmyhandi
t'
sKungomusa.
"
MusaHey"
"
Heywear
eout
side,
shoul
dwegeti
nsi
de?
"
"
I'
llcomeandf
etchyoudon'
twor
ry"
"
Okaywewi
llwai
t"
Wher
eisDragonLadyIneedhernow,
ohyeaht
her
e
shei
swit
hotherWoman.
Iwalkedt
oThem,theyweresi
ngi
nganddanci
ngI
askedmymotheraside.
"
Ncumowhat
'swr
ong?
"
Shecanseet
hewor
ryi
nmyf
ace
"
Myf
ri
endsf
rom Jobur
gar
eher
e"
Isay,
shel
ooksatmel
ikeI
'
m cr
azy
"
So?LonaandMer
yar
eher
e?Thenwhyar
eyou
wor
ri
ed?"
"
It
'sMal
efr
iends"
Hereyesar
ewi
del
yopenedi
nseconds
"
Wher
ear
ethey?
"
"
Out
side"
"
Okaycome"
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edandwewal
kedtot
hegat
e,t
herear
eplent
y
car
soutsi
det
hegat
e.It
ookmyphoneandcal
led
Musa.
"
Ncumo"
"
Wher
ear
eyouguys?Comeout"
"
Okay"
TheycomeoutinblackBMW i
8,mymother'
sJaw
droppedassoonashenoti
cedKungomusa.It
old
y'
allhe'
safamousyoungman.
"
Ncumohowar
eyouf
ri
endswi
tht
hisMan?
"
She'
sal
readypl
anni
ngaweddi
ngi
nherheadI
knowher.
"
Jobur
gisnott
hatbi
gMoms"
Isaylaughi
ng.Kungomusa,
NqabaandJuni
or
approachus.
"
Sawubona"
Theygr
eet
,Mymot
hersmi
les.
"Uhm mamat hi
sisKungomusamyf ri
end,
his
brot
hersNqabayomziandJunior
.Uhm Guysthi
sis
myMot her
,youcancallherMankosi
"
Theygr
eeteachot
her
.
"
Mot
herdoyourt
hings"
Iknowshei
shappyt
ocoverf
ormecozMusai
sa
cel
ebri
ty
"
Youl
ookbeaut
if
ul"
Musawhispersi
nmyear
,mycheeksar ebur
ning
meIdon'
twanttobl
ushatal
l.Ican'
tgi
vehimthe
sat
isf
act
ion.
"
Let
'sgo"
Mymot hersaysthenwal
ksi
nsi
dethegate,
MigcoboIsabouttocomeandr
ecei
vehisgift
she'
s
st
il
lwithothermen.
Al
leyesar
eonus,
act
ual
lynotonmebutMusa.
IcanseeDadcomi
ngourway,
OhGodhei
sabout
tosendmyZuluManaway.
"
Mankosi
"
Hewant
shi
swi
fet
oexpl
ainj
ustbyaski
ngt
hat
.
"Thi
sisKungomusa,
theBusi
nessmanyouknow
hi
m?"
"
Whodoesn'
tknowhi
m.Mol
oNdoda"
"
Mol
oBaba"
Musagreet
sstret
chinghi
shandt
omyf
ather
,hi
s
br
other
sfol
lowsuit
.
"
Howcanwehel
pyout
oday?
"
Whyi
sAbr
aham'
sbr
otherbei
ngdoni
cet
oday?
"
Icamebecausemyf
ri
end,
yourDaught
erAzani
a
i
nvi
tedme"
"
Niaar
eyouf
ri
endswi
tht
hisMan?
"
Ahhj
esu!
"
YesDaddy"
"
Whyyoudi
dn'
tsayso?
"
"
Itwasn'
timpor
tantTat
a"
"
Hai
bosi
siam Inoti
mpor
tantt
oyou?
"
Whotol
dthi
sfi
neassmant
otal
k,hebut
tershuthi
s
mout
h.
"Come,
wel
comet
otheJol
aHouse,
feelathome
son"
I
smyDadprobabl
ydrunkori
t'
ssimplybecause
Musai
saverywel
lknownbusinessman?
"
Thankyouf
orwel
comi
ngussi
r"
Dadtakesthem awayf
rom us,ihaven'
tevenspent
afewmi nut
eswi t
hmy'fr
iend'
butDaddyhast aken
over
.
"
Howcanyoubet
hir
sty,
whi
leyouar
ehavi
ngsuch
f
ri
ends"
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ookaroundhopi
ngnooneheadmyMot
hert
alki
ng
aboutme.
"
NowIcanseet hereasont
hereasonyou'
recheeky,
i
t'
stheamountofsalti
nyourhead"
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redIdon'
tevehavebull
etpr
oof
onsot hatIcanshootback.Mymouthifevendr
y.I
don'thaveacomeback,Haibothat
'st
hefir
st.
"
Areyousur
ethathe'
sonl
yyourf
ri
endandnot
hing
more?
"
"
Iam suremommyandidon'
tseehi
mli
ket
hat
,he'
s
l
ikeabrothert
ome."
Sheeyesme
"
That
'
sbet
ter
,that
'ssomeone'
sfi
ance"
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ance?Thatl
eavesabet
tert
ast
einmymout
h.
Mymom walksaway,iwal
ktot
heGi
rl
s.I
sther
e
somet
hingt
hatIdon'
tknow?
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inkt
heAl
coholi
nfr
ontofme.
.
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obemybr
otherr
ight
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ft
sher
ecei
ved
toomanythings,Fr
om Bed, wardrobe, Beddi
ng,
NewClot
hes, NewCel lphone.EverythingIsnew,
l
et'
snottal
kaboutt hemoney.I t
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esome
peopl
eareleaving,
andiam dr unkI'vebeen
dri
nki
ngthef r
eeAlcohol.
"
Howdoyouf
eel
?"
Iaskmybr
other
,it
'st
heonl
yti
met
hatIt
alkt
ohi
m
today.
"
I'm Okay,
iam changedper
sonnowbiggy.If
eel
l
ikeaMan, I'
m sur
eyouevennoti
cedt
hewayI '
m
t
alking"
Inodandlaugh,
iguessAbraham'
sbrother
's
prayer
swereheard,
MigcoboIsachangedMan.
"
Iam gl
adt
hatt
her
e'sachangei
nyou"
Ismi
leathi
m
"Andwhyyoudi dn'
ttellmethatyouwerefri
ends
withKungomusaKhanyi le?Ilookuptot
hatMan,i
wantt obeasuccessf ulbusinessmanjustli
kehi
m,
hereallyInspi
resme.Event houghhegrewupwi t
h
asilverspoononhismout h,heworkedhardto
makesur
et hathi
sfat
her
'scompanyi
sI'
m br
eat
h
hei
ght
she'sonefocusni
gah"
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ngmybr othertalki
ngliket
his,
heremindsme
ofmyself
.Ial
sol ookupt oMusaevent houghI
wouldnevert
ellhimt hatbuthereal
lyi
sgood
per
sontolookupt o.
"Them makesur
eyourr
esul
tsar
egreatsothatyou
cangoandstudyandmakeusproudtoo"
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lesandnod.
Myphonepingsi
t'
samessagef
rom Zi
phowewor
k
t
oget
heratThebar.
"
Howdoesitf
eelt
owakeupt
oYourcr
ushget
ti
ng
mar
ri
edsoon?"
"
Whatar
eyout
alki
ngabout
?"
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cklyrepl
y,t
hisbet
ternotconf
ir
m whatmy
mothersaid.
"
Sisar
eyouOkay?
"
Mi
gcoboasksInod.
"
Alr
ightl
etmel
eavewewi
llt
alkl
ater
,ihavet
ogo
andgr
eetsomepeopl
e"
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wewer
einmyr
oom sohewal
ksout
.
Il
ogi
nonI
nst
agr
am Ineedanupdat
e.
Myeyescomeacr ossafi
ngerwitharingon"She
saidyest obeminefor
ever
"thatwasthecaption.
Tearsstreameddownmyf ace,wasIfooli
ngmyself
thi
nkingthatMusawouldleavehisbeauti
ful
gir
lfr
iendjustf
orme?IguessI'm st
upidandnaive
tothinkofsuch.
IwipemyTear s,itwassupposedtobej ustacrush
nottocat chfeel
ingsbutbeingclosert
ohi m and
tal
kingwi thhim overt
hephoneal otti
memademe
fal
linlovewithhim.Iguesst hej
okeisonmef or
realthist
ime.
ThedooropensMusaget
sinsi
de,
"I
'
vebeenl ooki
ngf
oryoueverywherebutyour
brotherj
usttol
dmeyouhere"hissmil
eturnedi
nto
afrownwhenhesawmecr yi
ng.
Iquickl
yloggedoutonI
nst
agr
am andwi
pedmy
tear
s.
"
Ncumowhat
'swr
ong?Whyar
eyoucr
ying?
"
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ouchinginf
rontofmeandt ookmyhands
andheldthem.Iam weakatt
hismoment ,ican'
t
evenbri
ngAzaniatocomeandt akeovermywhol e
beingi
shurt.
"
Ncumopl
easet
alkt
ome"
Ir
emovemyhandsf
rom hi
m
"
I'
mfi
ne,
iguessIhadt
oomucht
odr
ink"
Howdi dmymoodgett hi
ssombr ei nmi nutes.One
momentIwashappyt hathe'shere, hecameher e.
Myf atherevenadoreshim,heal l
owedhi mi nhis
yardwi t
hasmi l
eonhi sface,iwascont entatthat
momentIwassohappy.Andwhenmybr other
tal
kedabouthi m sonicel
y,somethi ngi nmyhear t
moved.IwashappybutnowIdon' tf eelli
kethat,i
can'tevengooutandbewi thpeopl eIwoul dn'
tbe
ofgreatcompany.
"
Ncumol
wam"
Hehol
dsmycheeksandwipemyTears,ican'
tmiss
t
heworryi
nhi
seyes.He'
sworr
iedaboutme, I
'
ve
neverf
eltt
hisheartbr
okennotevenonwhent
hat
i
diotbr
okemyvi rgi
nit
yandlef
tme.
"
CanIbeal
one?"
Heshakeshi
sheadi
ndi
sagr
eement
"
Ican'
tleaveyoul
iket
his,
notunt
ilyout
ellme
what
'swrong"
Hepl
eadswi
thhi
seyes
"
Domeonef
avorMusa"
"
Whatf
avor
?"
"Pr
omi semeyou'
l
ldoi
t.Justpr
omi
semeyouwi
ll
doit"
Idon'tknowwhyI
'
mthi
nki
ngaboutt
his,
butmy
heartwantsi
t.
"
Ifyouwantmetol
eaveyoual
oneandnotcal
lyou
f
orgeti
tIwon'
tdot
hatshi
t"
Ismi
le,
idon'
twantt
oloosecont
actwi
thhi
mtoo.
"Noit
'
snott
hat
,wenotbr
eaki
ngt
hisf
ri
endshi
pti
llI
sayso"
Hel
aughsandnods
"
Soyoupr
omi
seyou'
l
ldot
hisf
avour
?"
Henods
Iwi
pemytearsandlookathimintheeye,he'
s
wor
ri
edaboutmeit'
sevidenti
nhisface.
"Pl
easeki
ssme, hererightnowinthisroom.Ifyou
wantmef i
neyouwi l
ldoi t
,thi
sWillhel
pmebeat
easewit
heverythi
ng.Myhear tcan'tt
akeitany
l
ongerMusa,pleasekissme"
Imaysounddesper ateri
ghtnow,butIwantto
forgetabouthi
m.Iwantthesefeel
ingstoend,t
his
kisswillmakeever
ythi
ngokayagain.
"
Ncumo"
"
PleaseMusa,
justt
hisonce"
Ipl
eadwi
thmygl
ossyeyesandt
hesest
upi
dtear
s
fal
l.
Hemakesmest andIam onhischestlevelhe'
s
tal
lerthanme.Helooksintomyeyesasi fhe's
searchingf
orsomething,noonesaysanythingto
anyoneonlyoureyesarecommuni cat
ing.Hekeeps
onwi
pingeachandever
yteart
hat
'sonmyf
ace.
Iwassol
osti
nhi
seyest
hatIdi
dn'
tevennot
icet
hat
he'
ski
ssi
ngme.
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psaresosoft,andicantastet
hebrandyinhi
s
l
ips.Heholdsmecl oserastheki
sskeepson
gett
ingmoreheated,icanfeelhi
sd*ckpokingme
onmyst omach,hegr oansdeepinmymouth.
Hepicksmeupandl
aysmeont opoft
hebed,he
get
sinbetweenmyt
highsher
emovesthevestI
wasweari
ng.
ThedooropensMer
yget
sinsi
deandsheseest
he
si
tuat
ion.
"
Ohsor
ry!
"
Shewal
ksoutf
ast
.
Musaqui
ckl
yst
oodupandi
wor
emyvestagai
n.
"
Iam sosor
ry,
idon'
tknowwhathasgot
teni
nto
me"
Hel
ooksatmet
hensmi
le,
whyi
shesmi
li
ng?
"
It
'sOkay,
areyouf
inenow?
"
"YeahIam f
ine,
Ican'
timagineIwasaboutt
ohave
sexatmyfather
'shouseyho!"
Iam shocked,
whati
fmyfatherwast
heonewho
openedthedoorormymother?
"
Itdi
dn'
thappendon'
twor
ry"
Inodhet
akesmei
ntohi
sar
msandhugsme.
"
Idon'
teverwantt
oseeyouhurt
ingagai
n.Doyou
wantt
otellmewhatwashur
ti
ngyou?"
"
Nottodaymaybesomeot hert
ime,
ijustwantt
o
f
orgetaboutever
ythi
ngnow"
HenodsI
'
m st
il
linhi
swar
m embr
ace
"
Iwant
edt
otel
lyout
hatwewer
eleavi
ng"
Inodmyhead,
it'
slat
efort
hem.
"
Thankyousomuchf
orcomi
ng"
"
Anyt
hingf
oryou"
Inod
"
Letmewal
kyouout
"
Henods,
webot
hwal
kout
.Ever
yonewasmi
ndi
ng
thei
rbusi
nessnoonenot
icedt
hatMusawas
comingfr
om myroom.
Nqabai stalki
ngt ooneofmycousi nsandJunioris
drinki
ngaCast lel i
temindinghi sownbusiness.
That '
swhathe'sbeendoi ngt odaythewholeday,
drinki
ngevent houghsomegi rl
swer et
hrowing
themselvesathi m hedi dn'tbudgeatall
.Idon't
knowhowpeopl edealwi thhisgrumpyself,duri
ng
Lona'sfi
rstwor kingashi sPAshewoul dcome
cryingsayingshewant stoqui tbutsheispati
ent
andshenol ongert ol
erateshim.
"Thankyousomuchf orcomi
ngt
oday,
ireal
ly
appreci
ateyouref
for
t"
Isayt
oNqabaandJuni
or
"Youcaninvi
temeanyt
imeIwoul
dcome,
asl
ong
asyourcousi
nswil
lbeher
e"
Il
augh,
Nqabayomzii
sal
adi
esman.
"
Thankyouf
orI
nvi
ti
ngus"
Juniorsays,
notevenapi
nchofasmi
lef
rom hi
m
nothingatal
l.
.
"
GoodbyeMaJol
a"
Theysayi
nuni
son,
ilaugh.
"
GoodbyeBoNgwane"
Theygeti
nsi
det
hecaranddr
oveof
f.
IwalkedI
nsi
de,iwasnolongerInthemoodtobe
wit
hpeopleIj
ustwantedtoli
stentomySolange
Knowlesandsl
eep,myheartfeel
sheavy!
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ookatmyDad,
hecannotnohecan'
t.
"
Whatdoyoumeanbyt hatDad?Idon'
tknow
whet
herI
'
m hear
ingyouproperl
yor?"
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ftheypassedwit
hBachelorandhavesomef
ew
dist
inct
ionsI
'l
lsl
aught
ergoatsfort
hem"
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operl
y,idon'
tknowwhetherIhear
dhim
corr
ectl
yornotbutI'
m nothappywit
hwhateverhe
sai
d.
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Bachelorbutyoudidn'tevenslaughterachicken
notevenaMouseBUTsi kieandMi gcobowi l
lbe
slaughter
edaGoateach?Thi sissomeI nj
ustice.
Mankosipl easesaysomet hi
ng"
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ookatmymommal
ovi
ngl
y
"
Shei
sri
ghtTat
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Ismi
le,
butshegi
vesmet
he'
Youoweme'
look.
"
Sowhatdoyouwant
?"
Rul
enumber1youneveraskAzani
awhatshe
want
sdaddy.
"Ther
e'st
hisi
Phonet
hatIneed,l
ookI'
llsel
lthi
sone.
Thenyoucangivemesomef ewthousands"
"
Howmanyt
housandsar
ewet
alki
ngaboutNi
a?"
"
8Or9Idon'
tknow"
If
akedacoughandsi
ppedonmyj
uice.
"Andyouguyswhyareyoust i
llhere?Ai
n'tyou
supposedtogotoYourschooltofetchyour
statement
swewanttoknowwhet herwear e
slaught
eri
ngornot?
"
Iaskt
het
wins.
Ineedtosoft
enmyDadwhenwear
etoget
her
,i
needthati
Phone11pr
o.
"
Youwer
edr
ivi
ngust
hel
astt
imeIr
emembersi
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ookt
hecarkeysont
opoft
heTabl
e.
"
Daddydear
estI
'
llseeyoul
ater
"
Iwi
nkedathi
m,hel
aughedshaki
nghi
shead.
Ican'
tdr
ivet
heBakki
eI'
l
ldr
ivet
hePol
oVi
vo.
"
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s,whenwegett
oJoziwewi
llbest
ayi
ng
t
oget
her
?"
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ookatSi
kie,
ihavetohaveachatwit
hhershewi
ll
beaprobl
em i
nthatJozishe'
sravi
ngabout
.
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elwa,andI
'l
lbewatchi
ngyouli
keahawk
nofunnybusinessoryou'
l
lgoandstudyNMUor
WSUIdon' tcar
e"
Imeani t
,whenIwentJobur gIknewwhatIwant ed
andwentf ori
t,eventhoughthereweret
imeswher e
Ifel
tli
kebeingasl ayqueengot ocl
ubsandChow
ri
chmen' smoneybutIhadt osetmypr i
ori
ti
esfir
st.
Yesonmyf i
rstyeariwasfascinat
edbythefastl
ife
andtheclubbinglif
e.
That'
swhenIf elli
nlovewi t
hthatPediI
diot
,not
knowinghewaspl ayingmeal lhewant
edwas
coochieandnothingmuch.SoIhavet obecauti
ous
wit
hSi ki
e,sheli
kest hingstoomuchandshecanbe
easi
lyinfl
uenced.
"Yhuu,
youdon'
thavet
obehar
shIunder
standIwi
ll
behavether
edon'
twor
ry"
"
Mhhh"
IparkedInfrontofmyf ormerschool,idon'
twantto
evengoi nsi
deandgr eettheteacher
s.Some
teacherswerehappyt hatIf
inishedschoolsothatI
couldleavetheschoolandihavemybestt eachers
thosewhol ovedandt ol
erat
edme.
"
GoodLuckbabi
es"
Isayshi
tIf
orgotmyphoneathome.
Thistimeoft heyearisaverycrucialone,some
student skil
lthemselvesbecauseoft heirresul
ts.
MnaIwasshi tscar
edonmymat ri
cr esult
sday, i
didn'
twantt heyeartoendInevert rustedmysel f
butiwasshockedt hatIdidwellt
hatyearandmade
thepar entspr oudandsadatthesamet i
mesi nceI
toldthem thatIam goi ngtostudyinJohannesbur g,
theywer enothappybutt heygavemet hebenef i
tof
doubt .
I'
m broughtbackfr
om myt houghtsbyScreams
fr
om Sikieandherfri
ends.Migcoboget
sInsidethe
car,
Sikieisst
il
lscr
eami ngoutsi
dewit
hherfriends.
"
ArghGi
rl
s!"
He'
sannoyedIam t
oo,
butIcan'
tbeannoyedIwas
busyshouti
ng'wher
ethem hat
ersat
?Wherethem
wit
chesat?'Dur
ingmytimebutyeahst
il
lI'
m
annoyed.
"
LetmeseeyourSt
atement"
Hepassedwel
l4Di
sti
nct
ions
"
Congr
atul
ati
onsBhut
i,sowher
eisyourmi
ndat
?"
"Commercedepartmentsi
ster
.Iwantt
odealwi
th
busi
nessandfinance"
Inod
"
Wit
sorUJ?
"
"Idon'
tknowwewil
lsee,
whenar
ewegoi
ngt
o
Joburg?Wehavet
ogoandregi
ster"
"
Tomor
roworDayaftert
omorr
ow.I
'
m st
il
llooki
ng
f
orabi
ggerspacet
ostayat
"
Henods,
final
lyMi
ssDi
vaher
eget
sinsi
det
hecar
.
"
5Di
sti
nct
ionssi
s"
Shesayswavi
ngherst
atementi
nfr
ontofme.
"
Congr
atul
ati
onsbabe,
thatmeansmyr
ecor
dst
il
l
r
emai
nsunbeat
en"
Theylaugh,ihad7Di sti
nct
ions,
ireal
lywant edto
makemyf atherproudandiwasstil
lstupidcozall
thatwasringinginmyheadwasMedi calschoolbut
l
ookatmenow, aboutt
odomy1styeari nBusiness
Studi
eswithmyyoungerbr otherandsister.
Idrovehomewi thSiki
e,whocan' twaittobei n
Johannesburg.Shewillbestudyi ngNur si
ng, ican
seeshewillbethatnursewhoshoutatpat ients
aboutmissingdatesandever ythingthatisdonei n
nursi
ng.Thatnursewhowi llshout' t
hosewhoar e
heretofet
chARVsf ol
lowme' Sikiei
st hatcruel.
Ipar
knextt
odad'
scar
.
He'sseatednextt othekr aal,iwat chast het wins
walkedt ohim andshowedhi mt heirresultshe
smi l
esproudl ylookingathi ski dsstatement .
Tomor r
owbef orewel eavehe' sdef i
nitely
slaughteri
ngt hose2goat sandpeopl ewi l
lfeast
heretomor row he' sreall
yt hatpr oud.Myf atherisa
veryproudman, youmustnotdi sappoi nthim he
canbever yr uthlessbutnonet helesshe' sstillt
he
bestf
atherI
nthewor
ld.
Thet
winswalkedInsi
detoshowmamatheresul
ts
andiwentt
omyf atherweneedt
odi
scusst
he
i
Phonematter
.
"
Daddy,
aboutt
heconver
sat
ionwehadear
li
er"
"
Howmuchi
sthephoneNcumo"
"
I'
llsel
lthi
sonet henwi
llt
ellyouabouthowmuchI
wil
lneedfrom you"
Henods
"
Youar
eleavi
ngt
omor
row?
"
"Idon'
tknowI'm st
il
lenj
oyi
ngmystayhere,
but
Siki
eandMi gcobohavetogoandr
egist
er"
Henods, iam runni ngawayf r
om Johannesbur g.
I
'm notlooki
ngf orwardtothi
syear ,mewor kingat
t
heof f
icewi thKungomusaar oundIdon' tl
ikethat
I
deabuti t'
stheonl ywayIcoul dreachwher eIwant
t
obe.Event houghwear ecool,he'sinKZNt oo, he
wentrightafterChr i
stmas.I'
venevert oldhimt he
r
easonIwascr yingthatday.Myf akef r
iendst old
met oshootmyshotbutIcan' the'
sengagedRi ta
madei tknownt hatshe'
snowMusa' sFianceéIwas
heartbrokenforaf ewdaysbutItol
dmyhear tthatI
wasj ustasil
lycri
shiwasn'texpect
ingmet ocatch
feel
ingsbuttheset hi
ngshappenwet hu.
"IwantYout oolookoutf oryoursibli
ngsint here,i
trustyouNia.You'venevergi venusanyt roubles
whenyouwentt oJobur g,youbehaved.Iwantyou
tomakesur eyoursi bl
ingsar ewellbehavedt oo.I
knowyoumayt hinkI '
m askingyout oomanyt hings,
butMi gcoboisaManhecant akecareifhimself
butyoursisteri
stheoneIam wor r
iedabout .
"
IsighIam wor r
iedtooaboutSiki
e,butMer ywi l
lbe
theretodisci
pli
neher .Shedidt
hattome, wheni
wentandsmashedHl oni'
scarWindows.Hl oniis
mypediEx, t
hatfuckboy.ThedayItel
ly'allabout
Hloniandiyou'dknowt hatt
her
e'sacrazierAzania
sidethat
'sunknownbutIhaveMer ytoputmei nto
place.
"Ipromi
seyouTataIwil
llookaf
terher
,youhave
givenmetheri
ghttobeatheri
fshegoesastr
ay"
"
Don'
tki
llmydaught
erpl
ease,
what
everyoudo
don'
tyoudar
eki
llmydaught
er"
Il
aughed
"
Rel
axol
dmanIwon'
tki
llher"
"
Who'
sol
dman?
"
OkayAzaniai
t'
syourt
imet
oleavenowbefor
eyour
ol
dmant el
lyouhowgoodhisi
sinbedorhow
st
rongheis.
"
I'
llseeyoudaddyl
etmegoandnap"
Hel
aughs,
iwal
ktomyr
oom andl
ockedi
t.
Itookmyphone10mi
ssedcal
lsf
rom anunknown
number.
Idon'
thaveai
rt
imetowastesoI
'
llcal
l,
whenheor
sheanswersI
'
lldr
opthecal
l.
Ical
ledt
henumber
,itr
ingsunanswer
ed.
Theper
sonwi
llseet
hemi
ssedcal
l,
heorshewi
ll
cal
lme.
Il
aidonmyback
Myphoner
ingsi
t'
sthenumber
"
Hel
lo"
Igr
eetpol
it
ely.
"
Yeahbi
tch"
Ipauseforaminute,
iremovet
hephonef
rom my
earsandlookatt
henumbernotnowdevi
l.
"
Sor
ry?
"
Iseatupstr
aight
,ithi
nkihaveaheari
ngpr
obl
em,
sheprobabl
ysaid'yeahbabe'
yeah.
"
Leavemymanal
one"
Il
aughwhoeverthi
sgir
lis,
shedoesn'
tknowme.
TheDevi
lbet
ternotdar
emet oday,
iam real
lyt
ir
ed.
"
Whoar
eyou?
"
IknowZintl
e'svoiceandthi
sisdef
ini
telynother
andthelastti
meIsawSi yabongawast hatdayI
chasedhim out,
soZintl
eisoutofmyt houghts.
"LookifIwer
eyouIwouldleavemymanal
one,
go
andfindsomeoneyour
s,thi
soneismi
ne"
Yeah,t
heDevilhast
estedmeenoughbuttodayi
t
hastostopI
'
m God'sfavour
it
eChi
ldphel
ami na
andenzwanjal
o.Iwantt
otellt
hisgi
rltofuckoffbut
ther
e'st
hisvoi
cethat
'si
nmyheadt hatwant smet o
j
ustdropthi
sphoneandsleepcozthisistot
all
ya
wrongnumber.
"
Yhosisisorrythi
sisawrongnumbergoandspeak
t
ot her
ightpersonyouar
edefi
nit
elyspeaki
ngt
o
wrongperson"
"
JongaLuncumol
eaveKungomusaal
oneokay?
"
Il
aughedsohar
d,soi
t'
sRi
tat
heDevi
l'
sagenti
nthe
fl
esh.
"
Whyareyoubot
her
edbymyr
elat
ionshi
pwi
th
Musa?
"
"
Musa?Don'
tpi
ssmeof
fyoubi
tch.Bet
terl
eavemy
manal
one"
"
I'
m notdoi
ngt
hatshi
tandst
opcal
li
ngmeabi
tch"
Shewasr
eall
ystart
ingtopi
ssingmeoffnow.Why
usgi
rl
sgoforthegi
rlsandnottheman?
"Lookbabygi
rl
,iwasjustgi
vingyouawarni
ng.
Kungomusawillshowyoulove,car
eandever
ythi
ng
buthealwayscometome.Askot hergr
oupi
esli
ke
yout heyknowaboutme.Evennow iam athi s
homest eadinKZNwi t
hhisfami l
yandihavear i
ng
onmyf i
nger,sobeforehebr eaksyourhear
tleave
him cozi twi
llbesadtoseeyoubr okenj
ustl
ike
otherbitcheswhot r
iedtotakemyman"
Irol
ledmyeyes,i
finsanewasaper
sonRi
tawoul
d
defi
nit
elybeher
.
"Tel
lhimt ol
eavemeal onethen,andI'
m nota
groupie.I
nshowinghisloveandallyousaying
doesKungomusat akeapr i
vateJetjustt
omake
surethegroupi
eisalr
ight?"
Shedoesn'
tsayanyt
hing
"Lookl
ove, t
alkt
oYourman.Putaleashonhim and
stopbeingsodesperat
e.Whyareyoueven
bother
ed?Imeanyouhaver ingasyousayandyou
arewit
hhi sfami
ly.Sonextt
imeIwon'tbet
hisnice
tal
ktoyourmannotme"
"
Justl
eaveKungomusaal
one"
"
HappyBi
rt
hdayNono"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
l,
Hai
bobasi
leoRi
ta.
"Makesur
ewedon'
tmeet
,shoul
dwemeetI
'
llf
uck
youup"
I
t'
samessagef
rom her
.
Ical
lher
"
Yes"sheanswer
s.
"Jongamnt asewenotf r
iendsneverwi l
lbe,you
bettermakesur ewedon'tmeet .Nzakukhabaunye
mna!Askyourmanhewi llt
ellyou,idon'tplaywit
h
smal lki
dsI'
llfuckyouup.Thisbetterbet helast
ti
meyouar etalki
ngtomel i
ket hi
s,I'
llsl
apthat
makeupof fyouruglyf
acedon' tshitonmeandyou
betternotcallmeagainyoucr azypsychonx! "
Idroppedthecall
,youknowwhenyouar eatpeace
andcomessomeonet oruinthatpeace.IthankGod
forkeepi
ngmei ncomposur etodayher eall
yhave
mybackt here'
snoneedf ormet oseehi sfaceIjust
knowicant r
ustthathehasmyback, myG.That
Lucif
er'
sdaughterisreal
lytr
yingmeshewi llgetme,
BloodyDevil
'
sagent !
.
TARGET
900+LI
KES
50+COMMENTS
SPONSORED
.
TWELVE
.
KUNGOMUSAKHANYI
LE
.
"
Baf
ocanwet
alk?
"
IlookatJuniort
here'
ssomethingimport
antthathe
wantsust otal
kabouticanseebyhisfacial
expressi
on,andit
'snotsomethingGood.
Wet
ookawal
kandwentt
othef
armhouse.
"
Whati
sIt
?"
Wearenowseat
edont
hebar
stoolwat
chi
ngt
he
cat
tl
e.
"
Whatgamear
eyoupl
ayi
ng?
"
Ilookathim,Juniorr
espect
smeashi solder
brotherbutwheneverhedoesn'
tli
kesomethi
nghe
tell
smest rai
ghtupsameasmewet al
kjustl
ike
brothers,
wegeteachother.
"
Whatar
eyout
alki
ngabout
?"
"
LuncumoandRi
ta"
He'
smai nfocusi
sont hecatt
le,
wearenot
maint
aini
nganyeyecontactbutyoucantel
lbyhis
voi
cethathi
sisser
iousandhewant sanswers.
"
Whataboutt
hem?
"
"BafoIhaveneverseenyoubei nghappywi th
someonenotevenwi thRita,butwithLuncumoyou
l
etyourguar ddown.Youhappywi t
hher,youcar e
aboutherj ustthewayyoucar eaboutMaZul uabout
usyoursi bli
ngsorwaymor e.ShouldRit
asendyou
amassagesayi ngt hatshe'sdyingyouwoul dthink
i
t'soneofhert antrumsort ryingtoemotionall
y
blackmailyoubutshoul dLuncumot el
lyouthat,
youwouldt aket hepr i
vateJetandgot owher ever
sheis.Youwor rywhenshe' snotspeakingtoyouor
taki
ngyourcal ls.Younevergi vefir
styearstudents
i
nter
nshi
psbutyoudidthatf
orLuncumo.SoI
'm
aski
ngyouagai
n,whatgameareyouplayi
ng?
"
He'
sri
ght
,whatgameam Ipl
ayi
ngat
?
"Totellyouthetruth,whenIfi
rstl
aidmyeyeson
hersomet hingaboutherdrewme.Thef i
rstchatI
hadwi thherIknewt hatiwil
lhavetokeepher
closertome, she'sdi
ffer
entfr
om Rita.She'
sFierce,
she'sfeist
yshecommandsat tent
ionjustbylooking
ather,she'severythi
ngandmor e"
"
Whydi
dyouengageRit
a?Whyissheherewi
tht
he
f
ami
lyt
hen?Whyareyoutwost
il
ltoget
her
?"
"
Idi
dn'
tengageher
,shedi
dthather
sel
f"
Helaughed,Juni
oronlybecomessoftwhenhehas
warmedupt oaperson,he'
salwaysseri
ous,j
ust
l
ikeme.Nqabayomziistheonlycaref
reeone
betweenthethr
eeofus,healwayssaythatweare
waytooseriousaboutl
if
eweshouldloosenup
sometimes.
"
Youmeansheboughtar
ingandengagedher
sel
f?"
Ichuckl
e
"
Yeah,andpost
edonmyInstagr
am too.NowShe
want
sanEngagementphot
oshoot"
Hel
aughs
"Tobehonestwi
thyouBafoIl
ikeLuncumof
oryou,
butshe'
scrazyt
hatone"
Theyl
aughr
emember
ingt
heSi
yabongai
nci
dent
"
What
evert
hatguydi
dher
eal
lypi
ssedherof
f"
"Yeahhereal
lydi
d,idon'
twantt
obeonherbad
books.Shewouldgomad"
Hel
aughs
"
Iwoul
dlovet
oseet
heact
ionmovi
ebet
weent
he
t
woofyou"
IshakemyheadIdon' tt
ofightwit
hLuncumoshe's
theonlypersonthatIwouldneverfightwi
th,
it'
s
gett
inglat
e.Ihaven'tcal
ledhertoday.
"
Sowhatar
eyougoi
ngt
odowi
thRi
ta?
"
"Idon'
tknowbafo,
iwould'
vetol
dyouifIknew.I
canseeshesensesthatI
'm nol
ongeri
ntoherbut
she'sf
orci
ngthi
ngshencetheEngagement.Ihave
t
ofi
ndawayt
ocal
lthi
ngsof
fwi
thher
"
Henods.
"Yeahdothat,
iam sur
eshe'salreadypl
anni
nga
weddingri
ghtnowandi fyoudon'tst
ophernow,
you'l
lfi
ndyoursel
fget
ti
ngmar r
iedinmonthsti
me"
Inodinagreement,Ri
tai
sthatcr
azyandver y
obsessi
ve.Ishoul
dhaveatalkwit
hhertonightSo
thatwhenwegettoJohannesburgwewillbe
separat
ed.
"Ihearyoubafo,
iwasjustlooki
ngoutforLuncumo
that'
sall
.Idon'
twanttoseeherhurt
ingcozIcan
seethewayshel ooksatyou,shel
ovesyoubrother
"
"
Iknow,
icanseei
tInhereyessher
eal
lydoesl
ove
me"
Henods.
"
Okayl
etmecal
lher
,idi
dn'
tcal
lhert
oday"
"
Letmegi
veyouspace,
I'
llgocheckont
hecows"
Inodandr
ingLuncumo.
Af
teraf
ewr
ingssheanswer
s.
"
Yeah"
"
Ist
hathowweanswereachot
her
'sphonecal
ls?
"
Icanhearhersi
gh
"
WhatdoyouwantKungomusa?
"
Icanfeelt
hatt
here'
ssomet
hingwr
ongwi
thher
,
shesoundsannoyed
"
WhathaveIdonenow?
"
"LookKungomusa, youhaveaFianceéandshe
pissedmeoff.Idon'tknowwhat'
shappening
betweenthet
woofYou, butdon'
tgetmeinvol
ved."
"
Whatar
eyout
alki
ngabout
?"
"YourFianceéjustcalledKungomusa, she
threat
enedmet ell
ingIshouldleaveyoual one.Just
l
ikeanyot hergroupiesyouhavef l
ingswithyouwi l
l
discar
dmeandl eavemewi thabr okenhear t
.Itol
d
herwher etogetof f,
andwar nedherKungomusa
I'
m notherfri
endIwi l
lbeatherflatassandshewi l
l
runawayeachandever yti
mesheseesme, I'
m not
hermat e.
"
Shedr
oppedt
hecal
l.
Wher
edi
dRi
tagetNcumo'
snumber
?
Luncumoi
scal
li
ngme.
"Ncumo"shedr
opsthecal
l,
ical
lherandshe
answer
simmediat
ely
"
Ncumo"
Isayagai
n
"Iwantedt ot
ellyout
hatnevercal
lmeagai n,
don'
t
evercallmeKungomusaImeani t
.I'l
lbetheone
call
ingifIwanttotal
ktoyouorImi ssyou.You
don'tcallmeareweclearBaba?"
Baba?Ist
if
lemyl
augh
"
Yesmadame"
"Good,tellt
hatski
nnyDevil
'sagentofyour
storun
whensheseemeot her
wiseIwil
lbearrest
edfor
Assault,YouknowwhatIam capabl eof
Kungomusa.Ndi zambulal
amnal amntana
undiqhelekakubiAl
ready"
Shedr
opst
hecal
l.
Myphonebeepsani
ncomi
ngmessage,
it'
sfr
om
Luncumo.
"Don'
tcal
lmeEver
!"That
'shermessageIshakemy
hand.
Iwal
ktowher
eJuni
ori
sst
andi
ngat
.
"Ri
tacal
ledLuncumo,Shet ol
dherthatIwi
lll
eave
herwit
habr okenhear
t.Ihavetot
alkwithRit
a"
"
Cal
m downf
ir
st,
bef
oreyout
alkt
oher"
"
Let
'swal
kbackhome"
Wewal
kedbackhome.
Nqabayomziwasr
ushi
ngt
ooneoft
hecar
s,hewas
onhiswayout.
"I
'
vebeenlooki
ngf orYoueverywhereWherethe
hellwer
eYou?RitaJustwentcrazy.She'
s
smashingandbreakingever
ythi
ngthat'
sinyour
house"
"
What
?"
Ir
antomyhouseatt
heback,
icanheart
hings
br
eaki
ng.
Igoti
nsi
de,
shel
ooksl
ikeaMadwomanr
ightnow.
"
DoYoul
oveher
?Isshet
hatgoodi
nbed?
"
"
Rit
awhatar
eyouonabout
?"
Shet
hrowsacupmydi
rect
ionIducki
thi
tst
hedoor
.
"
Whatt
hef
uck?
"
"
Youwentt oher
,youwentt
ovisi
therwher
evershe
I
s!.Whatdoesshehavet
hatidon'
thaveMusa?"
Shecomesmywaycr
ying
"Il
oveyouKungomusa, Igaveyoumyal l.If
ell
i
nlovewi t
hyouthemomentIl aidmyeyesonYou, i
am here.Weareengagedbaby, aboutt
oget
marri
ed.Whyareyoudoi ngthistome?Whyme? "
Shet
akesmyhandsandhugsme
"Pl
easedon'tl
eavemeMusa, pleasemylove.Iwi
ll
kil
lmysel
fifyouleaveme, iwi
llkil
lmysel
fnow.
Tellmeyoulovemer ightnowandyouwi llget
mar r
iedt
ome"
Shebreaksthehugandbacksof
f,shet
akesagl
ass
andpoint
sitonherthr
oat
.
"
Tel
lmenowKungomusa"
Shescr
eamswi
pinghert
ear
saway
Ihavenochoi
cebutcal
m herdownandt
alkt
oher
ni
cely.
"Lookbaby, idon'tloveheratal l
.Wearej ustfr
iends
butyouar eimpor tantt ome, ifyoudon'tli
keheror
don'twantmet obef r i
endswi t
hherIwi l
lbreak
thi
ngsof fwi t
hher .Wear ejustfri
endsthat'
sallI
promiseYou, iwil
lblockhernumberbl ockherf rom
everythi
ng.Iam sosor r
ymyl oveIwouldneverdo
thattoyouagai n.Ngi yaxolisasthandwaSam,
ngiyakuthandaRi tabileyouar etheonlywomanI
l
oveandwi llalwaysl ove.Ther e'
snowomanwhoI
canlovebet terthanYou, nowdr opthatandcome
here."
Shedr
opst
hegl
assandcomesi
ntomyar
ms
"Iwi
llki
llmysel
fKungomusai
fyoul
eavemeI
promiseyou."
"
Itwon'
tcomet
othatbabydon'
twor
ry.Il
oveyouso
much"
Shenods
"Iam sor
ryforthemass, iwasmad.Shet alkedto
mewi thsuchdisrespectshedi
srespect
edme.I
wasangr yandmad, andyouwer enowher etobe
seen.Ideci
dedt omaket hemass,iam reall
ysorry
thatImadet hi
smessi nyourhomesteadwi thyou
wholefamilyhere"
Inod
"
It
'sokaybabe,
youhadyourr
easons"
"
Thiswil
lmakeyourmot
herhat
ememor
e,shewi
ll
t
hinkIam cr
azy"
"Allmot
her
s-i
n-l
awar
eli
ket
hatbaby,
shewi
llcome
around"
Shenodsandbr
eakst
hehugandt
aket
hebr
oom.
"Don'tdothatyouwi
llhur
tyoursel
fI'
l
lasksome
cleaningcompanyar
oundt ocome."
Shenods
"
Ineedt
ofi
xsomet
hingwi
thJuni
orIwi
llbeback"
Shenodsandl
ayonbed
"
I'
llbenappi
ng"
Inodthenwal
kedout
,isi
ghedassoonaswal
ked
out.
.
Mymot hergi
vesmeadisappr
ovi
ngl
ookassoonas
Iwal
kintothemai
nhouse.
"
NotnowMaZuluI'
m al
readyt
ir
edf
rom al
lthe
DramacanIpl
easer
est
? "
"Iwasn'tgoingtosayanything,nowthatyou'vesai
d
somet hing.Idon'
tli
kethatgir
l,sendhertothe
ment alasylum whereherfr
iendsareat,sheis
crazy."
"
Ican'
tdot
hatma!
"
"YouhavenochoiceMusa, ot
herwiseyouwil
lgeti
n
troubl
ewiththi
sgir
l.Dosomethi
ngabouther,she'
s
notgoodf ort
hisf
amilynorgoodforyou.Shewil
l
ruinyournameandbr i
ngyoudown.Choosewi sel
y
son".
Shepat
sonmyshoul
der
.
Iseatdownandsigh,
ineedt ohearNcumo'svoi
ce
butshedoesn'
twantmet ocallher
.I'
l
lgi
veher
tomorrowonl
ythencallhershewil
lanswermy
phone.She'
stheonl
ythingt
hatmakessensei
nmy
l
ifer
ightnow,ij
ustwanttomakehermi
nesothatI
canbeatpeace.
.
.
Idon'
tpostonweekends,
Butt
hei
nser
tis
sponsor
ed.
Goodni
ght
THI
RTEEN
.
I'
m attheRecept
ionandther
ecept
ioni
sti
s not
herethat
'ssounl
ikeher
.Iunbl
ockMusaandcall
him.
"
Wowshef
inal
lyunbl
ocksMe,
Hel
loNcumo"
Irol
lmyeyes,
he'
stoodramatic.Iblockhimf or3
daysandhe'
salr
eadysul
kingabouti t,
hehast o
growupandgetusedtoi
tcozI '
llbeblocki
nghi m
ever
ydayofhi
sli
feandunblockhi m wheneverI
wantto.
"I
'
m byther
ecept
ionandnoonei
sher
e,what
shoul
dIdo?"
IaskIneedthevi
sit
orst
agsot
hatIcanf
inal
lyget
anaccess.
"Justtakethevisi
tor
'st
ag.Ihavet ol
ookforanot
her
Recept i
oni
stthi
sNewonedoesn' tdother
ightj
ob
she'sstart
ingtogetonmyner ves"
Inodasi
fhecanseeme.
"
Sur
e,seeyoui
naf
ew"
Idroppedthecall
,isi
gnedt
hevi
sit
ingRegist
erand
tookthevisi
tor
'st
agIwonderwhathappenedto
thatsweetRecepti
oni
st.
Igoti
nsidethel
if
tandpr
essedMusa'
sFl
oorwhi
ch
Ist
helastfl
oor.
"
Azani
ahey,
HappyNewYearBabes"
YhuuIhat
etheseHappyNewyeart
hings,
yeswe
knowit
'st
henewyearsowhat
?,
"HeyThatohappynewyeart
oo"shehasbi
gbel
l
yis
shepregnant
?
"
Arewepr
egnant
?"
Shel
aughsandsmi
l
essweet
ly
"
Yeswear
epr
egnant
"
Inod
"
MrKhanyi
lehaswat
erdoyouneedanyt
hing?
"
"
Not
hanksI
'
llbef
ine"
Shenodsandheadstohersmal
lof
fi
ce,
iknockand
geti
nsi
deMusa'sOff
ice.
"
Hey,
HappyNewyear
!"
Heseemsexci
tedt
oseeme.
Wehug
"
HappyNewyeart
oyout
oo"
Hesmil
esIpul
loutoft
hehugeventhoughIst
il
l
wantt
obeinhi
sarmsforthel
ongestti
me.
"
Howar
eYou?
"
Heasksr
etur
ningt
ohi
sseat
.
It
akeaseatt
oo
"
Iam goodhowar
eYou?
"
"
Iam good,
yoursi
bli
ngshasset
tl
ed?
"
"
Yeahwewentf orregi
str
ati
onst
odayt
hat
'soneof
t
hereasonsiam here"
Henods
"Ineedt
hefi
nanci
alst
atementt
hatIwi
llbef
unded
bythecompany"
"Ohyeahohokay,Letmecall
Juniort
otellhist
eam
tomakethef
inancialr
epor
tIfor
gotaboutitiam
sorr
y"
Inod.
"Doyouhavethedocument
sfr
om wi
ts?Ar
eyou
alr
eadyr
egist
ered?
"
Igi
vehi
mthedocument
s
"
Yeahever
ythi
ngi
sokay,
onl
yfundi
ngi
smi
ssi
ng"
Henods
"
SoIwi
llgetmont
hlyal
lowancej
ustl
ikeNSFAS?
"
"
Yesyouwi
llRecei
vei
tdon'
twor
ry"
Inod
"
Letmecal
lJuni
ort
ocome"
Hetakesoutt
heofficecal
landsummonJuni
ort
o
cometohisoff
ice.
"
Howyou'
vebeen?
"
Heaskedconcer
ned
"
I'
vebeendoi
nggr
eatt
hankyouf
oraski
ng"
Henods,idon'taskabouthi
m.Wej ustlookateach
othernowordsexchangedI'
mf eel
ingvery
uncomfort
ablebecauseofthewayhe'slooki
ngat
me.
There'
saknockattheDoorandJuni
orwal
ksi
nsi
de,
icanfi
nal
lybreat
h.
"
LuncumoHey,
HowAr
eYou?
"
He'
ssmi
li
ng?Hai
bopeopl
ehe'
ssmi
li
ng
"
Juni
orHi
,I
'm Goodandyour
sel
f?"
"
Iam goodtoo,
youl
ookgood.Thi
snewyeari
s
t
reat
ingyougoodmos"
Okaywhythehel
lisHet
hist
alkat
ive?ButIl
ikehi
m
t
hiswaythough.
"
ThankYou,
iguesst
hisyeari
smyyear
".
Isayshr
uggi
ng,
hesmi
les.
"
Baf
o?"
Henowacknowl
edget
hathi
sbr
otheri
sint
hesame
r
oom
"Bafo,Ncumoi sher
eforthefi
ncialpr
ooff
ort
he
funding.I
t'
sneededatherschoolcanyouqui
ckl
y
gatheryourteam?"
"Yeah,I
'l
laskLehlogonol
otoworkonitr
ightnow.
Wher eareherdocumentsSothatwecanmake
sureshe'si
nt hesystem"
Musahandshi
mthedocument
s
"Alri
ght,gi
veus30mi nutesandwewi l
lcomehere
foryout osignAndwewi llgi
veyouthei nt
ernshi
p
contractyouwi l
lgoandreadandbr i
ngithere
signedwewi l
lgi
veyoutimet oreadit
.Kungomusa
willt
ellyouhowyouri nt
ernshipwil
lwork"
Inod
"
That
'
sfi
nebyme"
"Okayletmegoanddot hi
sIwil
lcomebackwi
th
ourfi
nancialmanagerf
oryout
osign"
Inod,
het
akesmydocument
sandl
eaves.
"
Sohowwi
llt
hisI
nter
nshi
pwor
k?"
30minutesi
saveryl
ongti
met ospendwi
thMusa
wit
houtAzani
ahavi
ngdi
rt
yt hought
s.
"Sinceyouwi l
lbeaf ullt
imest udentwewi llhavet o
seeyourTi metablesoThatt hedayswher eyou
don'thaveanycl assesyou'llbeher ei
nt heof f
ice
evenont hedayswher eyourcl assesendsear lyyou
willhavet ocomet otheof f
ice.Whatyouwi llbe
studyingatwi tsyouwi l
lbeexper i
mentingither e,
you'llgetallt
hestudyingmachi nesbutasI 'vesai d
youf ailwepulloutandt here'snot hi
ngIcandoi t
's
theCompany' sprotocolt
oal linterns"
"
Soam It
heonl
yonewhoi
sthei
nter
n?"
"Fi
rstyearInter
nyes,
weonl
ygi
vei
nter
nshi
ptol
ast
yearstudents".
"
Thenwhyar
eyougi
vingmet
heI
nter
nshi
p?"
"It
oldyout here'
saspar kthatyouhavet hatwemay
needinthiscompany.Youhavef reshideasyou
haveconfidencei nyoursel
f.Weneedpeopl eli
ke
You,ift
his1styearst udentsinter
nshipwor ksnext
yearwewi llr
ecruitmanyst udents.Somakesur e
youwor kyourassof f,youwillhavetowor khardif
bytheendoft he4year speri
odyouwantt obethe
HeadofTheMar ket
ingDepar t
ment ."
Inod
"
Iwi
llwor
khar
d,ipr
omi
seyou"
Henodsandsmi
le
"
Bet
ternotdi
sappoi
ntme"
Hesayst
hattaki
ngoffhi
sBlazerandunbut
toned
t
hetopbut
tonofhisshi
rtanddrankhi
swater.
"You'
llmakemegetchockedbyt
hewat
erst
op
sti
rri
ng"
Iqui
ckl
ylookedawayhel
aughed
"
Whathappenedt
ousNcumo?
"
Hestoodupandsatonthecoucht
hat
'snextt
othe
door
,itur
nedt
hechairt
olookathi
m.
"
Yourf
ianceehappenedandihadt
orespecther
"
Henods
"
Imi
ssYou!
"
Idon'
tsayanyt
hingandidon'
tevenknowwhatt
o
do.
"Imissourlat
enightcal
ls,
imi ssyoursi
ll
y
conversat
ionsandcrazyself
.Imissmyf i
rstf
emal
e
bestfr
iend"
Ahhdi
dhej
ustsayI
'
m cr
azy?Thi
sboynah!
"
Imi
ssyout
oo"
.
Hai
boLuncumoyouemot
ionalpr
ick!
"
Pleasegi
vemeachance"
Haibosomeonepleasegeti
nsi
de,
ineedt
hatwat
er
Thatooff
eredear
li
er.
"
Whatchance?
"
"
Tobewi
thYou"
Ifanmysel
f,iam al
lhotandstuf
f.Someonepl
ease
cometotherescue.Ther
e'saknockatt
hedoor,ahh
t
hankyouGodf
orBhekel
ari
ngmeman.
Juni
orent
ers,
Ohhel
lNo!
"
Azani
a!"
Ther
e'st
hatsmi
leofhi
s.
"
Yeaht
hisyeari
sdef
ini
tel
ynotmi
ne"
Juni
orandMusaar
eshockedbymyst
atement
.
"
Doyouguysknoweachot
her
?"
Musaaskwi
thaconcer
ninhi
svoi
ce.
"
Juni
orwher
ear
ethepaper
sthatIhavet
osi
gn?
"
I'
m notInt
hemood, idon'
twantmyr eputat
iont
o
betaint
edsoallIhavet odoistoi
gnoreallt
he
Devil
'
sagent.TothinkIwi l
lbeworki
ngwithhimin
thi
scompanyf or4year sannoysme.Hlonitr
eat
ed
mel i
keshi
t,andihat ehim wi
thmyeverythi
ng.
"Azani
awear eIntheof
ficethi
sisnottheti
mef or
yourunrul
yself
.Wewi l
lbeseeingeachothermore
oft
ensobet t
erfi
xyourattit
udethi
sist
hewor k
spaceandstopbeingchildi
shyoubett
erbehave!"
Nohedi
dn'
t,
iam shaki
ngr
ightnow.Al
ltheanger
,
thehatethatIhavef
orhimis100t i
mesmoreri
ght
now..Hloniisj
ustapri
ckjustl
ikeheal
waysi
sand
alwayswillbe.
"
Okay"
Inod,t
earsarebur
ningmyeyestheywanttocome
out,
Thismandamagedmeandhehasal lthe
Audacit
yinthi
sworldtot
ellmeshi
t!Iam r
eall
y
angryatthi
smoment .
"
Good"
Hesayst
henhandsmepaper
s,ican'
tlett
hisgo.
Ipl
acet
hepaper
sont
opofMusa'
stabl
e.
"Onsecondthoughtsletmebr i
ngoutmyunr ul
yself
that
'swhatyouwantnehHl oni
?Doyouexpectme
tosmil
eafterever
ythi
ngyou' vedonetome?Doyou
thi
nkyoubeingherewi llst
opme?Whodoyout hi
nk
youare?Don'tst
artshitwithmeLehlogonol
o!"
"
Azani
ast
opbei
ngsodesper
ateAndbi
tchy"
Isl
appedhi
mri
ghtonhi
sface.
"
Desper
ateyousay?Don'
tyoudar
e!"
I'
mtryingbyalltocalm mysel
fdownandidon'
t
needMusanorhi sbrot
hertoseemewhenI'
m
angry.Sothebetteropt
ionistol
eavebef
oreIdo
somet hi
ngcrazy.
"
MusaIcan'tt
akeyourof
fer
,itwasAgreatone
t
rustmebutIdon'
tthi
nkIwi
lleverbeabl
etowork
wit
haRapist"
It
ookmybagandr
anoutofMusa'
sof
fi
ce.
ThankGodNqabawalksoutf
rom t
heli
ftIgeti
nsi
de
thel
if
tandcl
osei
t,ipr
essedt
hegroundfloor
.
Iwipemyt ear
s,t
helif
tpingsIgetout.
.it
hrowthe
Vi
sitor
'scardontherecept
iondesk,t
he
Recepti
onisti
sshockedandidon'tgi
veaf uck.
Iwalkedoutandwenttotheparki
ngl
ot,I
'
mlooki
ng
forhi
sRedGTIi fhehasn'
tchangedi
t.
Icanseei
t,iknowt
henumberpl
ate.
Il
ookoutforanobject
,hewillhavet
opayfor
anotherWi
ndowsjustforcal
lingmedesper
ateand
bi
tchy.
Inot
iceaguywi
tht
ir
epunct
urehe'
sremovi
ngt
he
t
ir
ehewi
llputanot
herone.
"
Hel
locanIpl
easehaveoneoft
hose?
"
He'
samechani
cjudgi
ngbyt
hedangar
eehe'
s
wear
ing.
"
What
?"
"
Thosemet
alt
hings!
"
"
OhaSpar
ow?
"
Inod
"
Whatar
eyougoi
ngt
odowi
thi
t?"
"
I'
llf
ixsomet
hing"
Henodsandgi
vesi
ttome.
IwalktoHl oni'
scar,ist
artsmashingf
rom thefr
ont
windowf i
rst.Thecar'sal
arm st
art
smakingnoise
butthat
'snotst oppi
ng.IsmashotherWindows,the
Mechaniccomesmyway.
"
Sor
ryl
adypl
easest
opyou'
l
lhur
tyour
sel
f"
"
Youcomecl
oserI
'
llhi
tyouwi
tht
hist
hing"
Het
urnsbackandr
aiseshi
shandsi
nsur
render
.
IcanseeSecurit
iesrunninghere,idon'tstopbut
conti
nueonbreakingtheWi ndows, nowI '
m dent
ing
thecar.I
'
m hit
ingwherever,iseeRedever ythi
ngin
myeyesi sr
ed.Hloniunleashedthecr azyAzania
Again!
.
Oneoft
hesecur
it
yguyshel
dme.
"
Youl
etmegoasshol
e"
Iscr
eam l
ikeaMadman.
IcanseeHlonicomi
ng,nowIwanttount angl
e
myselff
rom t
hesecuri
tybuthe'
sholdi
ngmet ight
ly.
Ipressmyheelti
ponhisfoothefi
nall
yletmego.
Ir
emovedmyl
eftheelandt
hrewi
tonHl
oni
'
sface.
"
Youwantedmetobeunr
ulyandcr
azyr
ight
?Thi
s
i
smebeingcr
azy"
Ir
emoveanot
hersi
deandhi
thi
m wi
thi
t.
Idon'
tknowhowandwhenMusagother ebutI
'm
onhisshoul
dersl
ikeasackofpotat
oes,
I'
m hit
ti
ng
hi
sback,I'
m ki
cki
ngandscreaming.
Heshovesmei
nsi
det
hecarandheget
sint
ooand
dr
ivesof
f.
"Whatwasthat
?YouknowLehl
ogonol
ocangetyou
arr
ested?
"
"Hemustt
r ybabeshemustt
ryt
ogetmear
rest
edi
sweariwi
llki
llhi
m"
Hej
ustl
aughs
"
Whatar
eyoul
aughi
ng?"
"
Whyhi
scart
hough?Whynothi
m?"
"
Idon'
tknow.Hecheat
sandflexeswit
hit
,soInow
wher
eithur
tsthemostandt
hat'shi
scar.
"
"
Soyouusedt
odat
e?"
"Yeah,
thatguydidmedir
tyli
kef
orr
ealyoudon'
t
knowthethingsbehasdonetome"
Heof
fer
smewat
er,
I'
mtr
yingt
ocal
m mysel
fdown.
"
WannaTalkaboutit
?YoumentionedRapewhi
le
wewer
einside.Youcal
ledhi
m aRapist
"
"IwasyoungwhenImethi m,Sti
llnewint
hisbig
ci
ty.Iwasdumbandnai veIguesshetook
advant
ageofthat
.OnedayIwi l
ltel
lyoual
laboutit
,
butnowIam notready"
Henods
"
SoMr
,wher
ear
eyout
aki
ngme?
"
"
Tocooldown"
"
Thecooldownpl
acedoesn'
thaveaname?
"
Hesmi
lesanddr
ivest
hrought
hegr
avelr
oad.
"
Ihopeyouwon'
tki
llmewher
everyouar
etaki
ng
meto"
"
Idon'
tki
llpeopl
ewhoIl
ove"
"
Love?
"
Hesmil
esthenparkst
hecari
nfr
ontoft
hedoubl
e
st
oreyWoodhouse.
Therearenohouseshere,
butthi
sist
heonl
yhouse
that
'sI
nt hemi
ddleofnowhere!
Heopenst
hedoorf
orme,
igetout
.
I
t'
shother
e
Heunl
ockst
hedoorusi
nghi
sfi
ngerpr
int
s.
"
WOW"that
'
sallIsay,
thi
shouseissobeaut
if
ulI
l
ovet
hewoodandlavendersmel
l
,hetakesme
upstai
rsther
e'sabal
cony.Icanseetheci
tyof
JoburgfarI'
m sur
eatni
ghtthesighti
stodief
or.
"MaZul
uwashere,t
herewasati
mewhenshewas
havi
ngamentalbr
eakdownbecauseofus,
herki
ds.
Me,Juni
orandNqaba.
"
Wear
enowseat
edont
hewoodenchai
rs
"
Whatdi
dyouguysdo?
"
"Wellthethingsthatboysdo, gotInt
otroublefora
fewtimesandgoti ntothebadsideofthel aw.
That'
swhyIcar ealotaboutmymot her
, shemay
seem strongbutshe' snot.Mentall
yshe'sweak,
that'
swhyal otofsocialmediapeopledon'tknow
abouthert heywoul ddestroyher.Sowhenever
thi
ngsgett oomuchf orhershecomesher ejustt
o
breath"
Inod
I
ndeedthi
spl
acei
sbeaut
if
ulpl
usver
ychi
ll
edand
r
elaxi
ng.
"
Doyoul
oveher
?"
Idon'
tknowwhyI
'
m aski
ngt
hatt
hough
"
Who?
"
"
Rit
a"
Hesi
ghs
"MineandRi t
abi
le'
sr el
ati
onshipendedmont hs
backshebecameobsessi ve,Controli
ng,Crazy.She
start
edhurti
ngherselfsot hatIdon'tl
eaveher ,she
accusedmeofcheat ingthatdr ovemest rai
ghtt o
cheatingcozIwasn'tfeel
ingheranymor ebutshe
wouldemot i
onal
lyblackmai lme.Herl aststr
aw
nowwasherengagi ngher self.
"
Wai
tWhat
!Youdon'
tsay.
"
What
?"
I
'
m hol
dingmyl
augh
"
LaughIknowyouwantt
oLaugh"
Il
aughedhej
oinedmet
oo.
"
Sobabygi
rlpr
oposedt
oher
sel
f?"
Whatawast
eofmyt
ear
sHai
bo,DaddyGodwhy
woul
dyoual
lowmyt
ear
sgoi
ntowaste?
"
Yeahshedi
dandpost
edi
tonmyI
nst
agr
am "
Inodded
"Ther
e'ssomethi
ngwrongwithheryoushoul
ddo
somethingaboutt
hatsheneedshelp.
"
Henods
"
I'
llseewhatIcando.Iwantoutf
rom t
hat
Relat
ionshi
p"
Ididn'
tsayanyt
hingIj
ustst
oodupandwentt
ot he
gl
assj ustt
oseethevi
ew.Hecameandst
oodright
nexttome.
Noonesaidanythi
ng,wewer ejustlookingatthe
vi
ewt hi
nki
ngaboutwhateverwear ethinkingabout
.
I'
m nowcalm,ij
ustneededthisplacejusttohavea
dif
fer
entai
randbreathnicel
y.
"
Pleasecomeher
e"
Mybodyi
nvol
unt
ari
l
ywentt
ohi
m.
Hehuggedmef rom behi
ndandwel
ookedat
absol
utel
ynot
hing.
Thefeel
ingofhavi
nghiminmyar msispri
cel
essI
wishwecouldstayli
ket
hisf
oreverbutwehaveto
gobacktoreal
it
y.
"
Pleasedosi
gnt
hepaper
s."
Idi
dn'
tsayanyt
hingIj
ustenj
oyedbei
ngi
nhi
sar
ms.
.
.
Sorryfornotposti
ngbutit'
sDecemberGoodpeopl
e
therewil
lbedayst hatIwon'
tbeabl
etopost.
Pleasedoforgiveme
SPONSORED
.
FOURTEEN
.
KUNGOMUSAKHANYI
LE
.
"
Wher
ear
eyoucomi
ngf
rom t
hisl
ate?
"
Isi
gh
"
Wher
eel
secoul
dIbei
fnotwor
k?"
Iwal
kedpassher
"
Youwer
ewi
thherr
ight
?"
"
NotNowRi
taI
'
m noti
nthemood"
It
ookof
fmycl
othest
hengoti
nsi
det
heshower
.
Icanheargl
assesbr
eaki
ng,
isi
ght
hisi
sst
art
ingt
o
annoymeprett
ymuch.
Iam gett
ingt i
redofThi
s,MaZului
srightRit
aisnot
mentall
ywel landsheneedshelpsoonbeforeshe
doessomet hingmoredrast
ic.
Iqui
ckl
ydr
iedmysel
fandwor
eaGown.
"
Rit
ast
opt
hisshi
tnow!
"
"HowcanIstopknowi
ngt
hatyouwi
llgobackt
o
heragai
n?"
"Iwasnotwi t
hher,
iam get
ti
ngti
redofthese
tantr
umsofyours.Whatdoyouwantmet odo?To
provethatyouar
etheonethatIl
ove?"
Shelooksatmeanddr
opst
hel
ampshewas
hol
ding.
Shecomesi
ntomyar
ms
"
IloveyouKungomusa,
ireal
l
ydo.Idon'
twantt
o
shar
eyounorl
ooseyou"
Isi
gh
"Il
oveyoutooRita,butyouaresl
owlypushingme
awayintocheat
ing.Ifyoukeepondoingthi
sI'l
l
l
eaveyouandgoar oundandcheat,
isthatwhatyou
want?"
"
Not
hat
'snotwhatIwant
,iam sor
ry"
"Yeahyouhavet
obesorr
y.Il
oveyouRita,ireall
y
dobutyouaremaki
ngthi
ngsver
ydiff
icultforthe
bothofus.
"
Shel
ooksatme
"
Areyoudumpi
ngmeKungomusa?
"
"What ?NoIam notButIam cl osetoifyoudon'tget
yourshittogether
.Notever ydayI '
l
lcomebackata
normalt i
me,ihavebusi nessest orunandyouknow
that.Soican'thavelat
emeet i
ngswi thcl
ient
s
becauseIwaswi thNcumo?Don' tbepettyRit
a
please,yourshiti
sdrainingandannoyi ngmenow"
"Iam sor
rybaby,iam r
eal
lysorr
y.I
twon'thappen
againandiwon'taskaboutyourwher
eaboutsI
t
rustyoumyl
ove"
"Cl
eanal
loft
hisIwi
llbeback,
iam goi
ngt
omyi
n-
houseof
fi
ce"
"ButIwantedustotalkaboutourwedding,when
areyousendingyourunclesforLobol
a?Wehavea
weddingtoprepareforKungomusadon'tyouknow
that
?Canyoubeser iousaboutthisweddingj
ust
l
ikeotherengagedtobemar ri
edman"
Isi
gh
"
Giveme10mi nut
es,
cleanal
lofthi
sthenwewi
l
l
t
alk.Ihavet
omakeaveryimpor
tantcal
l"
Shenods
Iwal
kedi
ntomymi
niof
fi
cet
hencl
oset
hedoor
.
Icheckedonli
nefort
hesafestandpr
ivat
eMent
al
asyl
umsar oundJohannesbur
g.
StJoseph'
sMent
alasyl
um i
nPar
kTownwast
he
oneIli
ke.
Igavet
hem aphonecal
l
"
StJoseph'
sMent
alasyl
um Howcanwehel
pYou?
"
"GoodEvening,iwantt
oadmi tsomeone.She'
smy
fi
anceshe'snotmentall
yokay.Ifshedoesn'
tget
thehelpthatsheneedsshewillendupkil
li
ng
hersel
f?"
"
What
'sherdi
agnosi
s?"
"Idon'
tknow,shenevercamet omeasacr azy
person.Butt
imeandt i
meagai nshet hr
eatenstokil
l
hersel
f.Sheoncetri
edsuici
debuti tneverworked,
wheneversomethinghappensshedest roysthe
enti
rehouse.SomedaysIcan' tevencalm her,she
evenengagedherselfandicansayshe' sobsessed
withmeandherobsessi onisverydangerous"
"Al
ri
ght
,canyoupleasegi
veusyouraddresswewill
sendanAmbulancethatwi
ll
comeandf etchher
.Is
shecal
m now?"
"
Yesshei
scal
m"
"
Alr
ightyouraddr
ess?
"
"
48Wat
ermeyerRoadBassoni
a"
"
Alr
ightourdoct
orandnur
sesar
eont
hei
rway"
"
Alr
ightt
hankyousomuch"
"
Youar
ewel
comesi
r"
Idroppedt
hecall
,ihopeIam doingther
ightt
hing
wit
hRi t
aandihopeshewi l
lfor
givemeoneoft hese
dayswhenshehasbet t
eredhersel
f.
Iwal
kedout,
shewasnowwat
chi
ngt
he
Kar
dashi
ans.
"
Heybaby,
youdone?Canwet
alkaboutour
weddi
ngpl
ans?
"
Isatnextt
oher
"
Rit
aist
her
esomet
hingt
hatyouar
enott
ell
ing
me?"
Shel
ooksatmewi
thaf
rownonherf
ace
"Whatar
eyout
alki
ngabout
?Youknowever
ythi
ng
aboutme"
"ButIdon'tknowyourment alheal
th,
thisthi
ngsof
destroyingeachandeveryt
hingwhenwear ehavi
ng
afightisnotnormal,
plusthesuici
deat t
empts
that'
snotnor malt
oo,ther
e'ssomethingthati
s
botheringyou."
Shesi
ghs
"
Iknowandiam sor
rybutIam notcr
azy
Kungomusa"
"
Iam notyousayi
ngyouare,ij
ustwantt
ohel
pyou
t
hat
'sall
.Iwanttobether
eforyouwhenyouneed
me,
iwantyout otr
ustme."
Tear
sfal
lfr
om herbeaut
if
ulf
ace
"
Youl
oveherdon'
tYou?
"
She'
scal
m,butIam nott
aki
nganychances
"
ThisisnotaboutLuncumo, i
t'
saboutyou.Let
'snot
i
ncl
udeherher e,
wear etal
kingaboutyouandyour
mentalheal
th,
idon'twantyoudyinginmyhands"
Shewi
peshert
ear
s
"Iam sorryaboutal
lthosetantrums,ipr
omiseyouI
willneverdest
royanythingbaby.Wear egett
ing
mar ri
edsooncanwet alkaboutthat
?Let'sf
orget
aboutallthesefi
ght
s, iam fi
ne.Whenar ewehaving
ourweddi ng?"
"Okay,whosaidIwanttogetmarr
ied?Youengaged
yoursel
fRit
a,youdidn'
ttel
lmeaboutthatandyou
wentandposteditonmyI nst
agr
am"
"Youwerenotdoi
nganything,
we'vebeent ogether
fort
hepast3years.Oneofushadt othinkabout
ourfut
ureandihadtoengagemysel fsinceyou
werenotupfori
t.Youdidn'
thaveapr oblem atfi
rst
whynow? "
She'
srai
singhervoi
ce
"
Don'
trai
seyourvoi
ce,wewer
etal
kingcal
mly.
Nowcalm downandl
ist
entome"
Shenodst
henbr
eat
hsi
nandout
"LookRi ta,il
ikedyout hef i
rsttimeIl aidmyeyeson
you.Iknewyouwer eani nfluencerandl i
kedyou.
West artedofasf r
iendswi thbenef it
sandwe
catchedf eeli
ngs, WefellInlovewi theachot her,t
hat
wasOkay.Youwer eagr eatgirlfr
iend,yesIdi dyou
dirt
ybycheat ingonyoubutIal wayscamebackt o
You.YouchangedRi ta,younott hesameRi tawho
wasf ulloflif
e, t
hesameRi tawhol ovedandval ued
herselfmor e,thesameRi tawhowoul dn'tsettl
efor
l
ess.Iwon' tlietoyouRi ta,ifelloutofl ove.I t'
snot
becauseofLuncumo, byt het i
met hatshecamemy
l
ovef oryoudi edmont hsago.Ihopedt hatyouwi l
l
gobackt othatsameRi tathatIf elli
nlovewi t
hbut
youkeptondoi ngthesamet hingst hatmademe
driftawayfrom you.Icar eaboutyouandiwi ll
alwayscar eaboutyounomat terwhat .Hencet he
reasonwhyIdi dwhatIam aboutt odo, iwantyou
togobackt othatol dRit
aandf indsomeonewho
willloveyoumor ethanyoul ovet hem becauseIam
nott heonef oryou.Pl easefinditi nyourhear tt
o
forgiveme, butj ustknowt hatIdi dallofthis
becauseIcar eaboutyouandiwantyout ogoback
toyourol dself,Fulloflif
eandl aught erandgoback
toenj oyyourlife.Whenyoucomeback, I'
llbehere
foryouasaf riend, iwil
lalwaysbet hereforyou
don' tworr
y"
Ihuggedhert
ight
ly,
shewascr
ying
"Whereyouar
egoing,youwi
llgetal
lthehel
pt hat
youneedandyouwillcomebackperfect
lyf
ine,and
iwil
lbeheref
oryoubuddy"
Iki
ssherf
orehead.
Ther
e'sabuzzatt
heGat
e,iopenedf
ort
hem.
"
Wher
ear
eyout
aki
ngmeKungomusa?
"
Shel
ooksatmewor
ri
edl
y
"
Somewheresafeandpri
vat
ef oryoutohealandbe
abet
terandgr
eatver
sionofyoursel
f"
shenods
"Il
oveyouKungomusawi t
hallofmyheart
.I'
l
lgo
andgetthehel
p,ij
usthopeshelovesyout
hesame
wayIloveyou"
Shehugsme,
ther
e'saknockatt
hedoor
"
CanIgoandopenf
ort
hem?
"
She'
scryi
ngloudl
yinmyar
ms, ican'
tmoveani
nch
becauseshe'
shol
dingmet
ight
ly
"
Ritapl
easegat
heryour
sel
f,whenyouar
ebet
terI
wil
lcomeandvisi
tyou.
"
Shel
etsgoandseatont
hecouchcr
ying.
Iopenthedoor
,ther
e'saf
emal
edoct
orandt
wo
malenurse.
"
GoodEveni
ngsi
r,iam Doct
orDl
ami
ni"
"
KungomusaKhanyi
le"
"
Ever
yoneknowsyou"
Shel
aughsal
it
tl
e
Weshakehands
"
Wher
eist
hepat
ient
?"
Ipoi
ntatRi
taCr
yingont
hecouch
"
YourFi
ance?
"
"Yesher,
ibel
ievetheMentalAsyl
um i
spri
vat
eand
notevenonepersonwil
lknowaboutherbei
ng
ther
e"
"Yessi
r,don'tworry.Wekeepourpat i
entspr
ivat
e,
wehavecel ebri
ti
esi nourfaci
li
tybutyou'
venever
seensomethi ngli
ket hatonnewsornewspapers,
hencewear epr i
vate"
Inod
"
Thankyousomuch,
youcant
akeher
"
Theymovepastmeandwal
kedt
othewai
li
ngRi
ta.
"
IloveyouKungomusasomuch"
Shesaysscr
eami
ng
Inod,
idon'
twanttosayIloveyout
oobecauseshe
maythinkt
hatIst
il
lloveher
.
Shef
aughtwi
tht
heNur
sesj
ustt
ohugme
"
Iwi
llbebet
terMusa,
iwi
llbe.
"
Theysedat
eherandpl
acedheront
hest
ret
cher
..
"ThankyouMrKhanyi
le,
pleasesi
gnthi
sfor
mf or
heranddropi
tbytheasyl
um tomorr
owmorning"
"
Alr
ightIwi
lldon'
twor
ry"
Shenodsandl
eft
.
Isi
ghedandl
aunchedmysel
font
hecouch.
Itookoutbot
hourphonesanddelet
edourpictures
toget
heroneachandeverysoci
almediapl
atforms
eventheri
ngpict
ures,
ther
ewasnothingofus
toget
her.
.
Idon'
twanthert
ot hi
nkwear
est i
llt
ogetherwhen
shecomesback,shemusn'
tlookbackonherpast
butmoveoneventhoughi
twillbedif
fi
cultforher
.
Myphoner
ingsi
t'
sJuni
or
"
Baf
o,wher
ear
eYou?MaZul
uiswai
ti
ngf
orYou?
"
Shi
tIf
orgotaboutt
hemeet
ingwi
tht
hepar
ent
s
"
Iam onmyway,
igothel
dup"
"
Sur
e"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
l,
iwasst
il
lwear
ingt
hegown.
Il
oti
onandworecasualcl
othest
hendr
ovet
o
Bedf
ordvi
ewt
omypar ent'
shouse.
.
"
Wher
eisyouFi
anceé?
"
Nqabaasksmocki
ngl
yasappr
oacht
hem,
henever
l
ikedRi
ta
"
She'
sinaMent
alAsyl
um.Sani
bonani
"
Iki
ssMaZul
uonherf
orehead
"
Whatdoyoumeanshe'
sint
heMent
alAsyl
um?
"
MaZul
uasksshocked
"Sheactedupagain,andit
ookyouradvi
ceandsent
hertothementalasylum"
Theynod
"Soar
eyoudonewi
thher
?"
Juni
orask
"Yeswear edone.WhenshecomesbackI
'l
lonl
y
offerherf
ri
endshipandnot
hingmuch,
ioweher
that"
"Youdon'toweheranyt
hing,idon'
ttr
ustthatgi
rl
whethershewil
lcomebackf rom t
heMent al
Asylum f
ineornot
.Shei sobsessedwit
hYou, al
l
youhavet odoist
ostayfarawayf r
om her"
Inod,
ican'
tgoagai
nstMaZul
u'swor
ds
"Al
ri
ghtMa.SoWhatisthemeet
ingabout?I'
m
sur
eit'
snotaboutdi
scussi
ngmeandRita"
"
Let
'swai
tforyourf
atherhewi
llbeher
eany
moment"
Inod
"
Iam hungr
y,haveyoueat
en"
"
Yourf
oodi
sint
heoven"
Iwalkedtotheki
tchenandwarmedupmyf ood,
thenwalkedbacktotheseat
ingr
oom andate.
"
MaZul
uwheni
suBabaar
ri
ving?Ihaveameal
wai
ti
ngf
ormeatmypl
ace"
It
rustNqabayomzit
osayt
hat
,hewi
llt
raumat
ize
MaZulu.
"Shutt
hefuckupNqaba,
wedon'
twantt
ohear
aboutyourhoes"
Isayt henmunchonmyf ood,Mymot heri
ssucha
greatcooker.Herfoodismadewi t
hloveand
warmt h,t
hisisthefoodthatIwantt
oeatwhenIam
mar r
iedoneday.
ThedooropensKhanyil
ewalkswi
th2Twingi
rl
s,i
am sur
etheyareabout16or17it
hink.
"
Final
ly"Nqabayomzimur
mur
sbutIcoul
dhearhi
m.
Iwal
kedtotheki
tchenandr
insedmypl
atet
hen
wal
kedback.
"
Thankyouf
orcomi
ngsons"
Weal
lnod
"
Ical
ledyouher
etot
ellyout
hatt
her
e'sanaddi
ti
on
t
othefamil
y"
"
IsMaZul
upr
egnant
?Ar
eyouguysst
il
lShaggi
ng?
"
"
Nqaba!
"
Khanyi
lewar
nshi
m,hekeepsqui
et.
"Youguysar eoldnow, youcan'
tbebabi ed.Youall
arecar r
yingtheKhanyil
eLegacywi t
hdet er
mi nat
ion
andhonourIam pr oud.Ididn'
tdoubtthatallofyou
willtaketheKhanyi
lenamei nhigherstakes,iam
gratefulf
orthati
tprovedthatyouareMan"
Wenod, Compl i
mentsf
rom Khanyi
lemeansal otto
us.Khanyil
eisaverydif
fi
cultMan,gr
owinguphe
usedtobeatallusup.Asgrownaswear ehest i
ll
beatsusupt hat'
swhywearescaredofhim andwe
respecthi
m alot.
"
MaZul
uisawoman,
mywoman"
Ir
ollmyeyes,
whodoesn'
tknowt
hatshe'
shi
s
woman?
"AllIam saying,youguysmovedoutofhome, t
he
housei squietwithoutyouall.MaZul
ut endstoget
bor edstayi
ngher ealone.Wedecidedtoadoptgirls
sinceGodandAncest orsbl
esseduswi th3Boys.
Thisi sNqobileandNt okozoYourli
tt
lesister
s.They
are17year sol d,
theywi l
lbedoingGrade11t hi
s
year.Iwantyouguyst otr
eatthem withl
oveand
care,iwantthe3ofyout oprotectt
hem wit
hyour
all
.Makesur etheyarehappyandsaf e,t
hesear
e
yourlit
tl
esister
s.Areweclear?"
"
YeboKhanyi
le"
Wesayi
nuni
son
"Nqobil
enaweNt okozothesear eyourBigbr others.
Kungomusat heOldest,Qophelowhoi salsoKnown
asJuniorthesecondbor nandtheyoungest
Nqabayomzi .TheyareyourBi gbr ot
hers,tr
eatt hem
withRespect.Annoyt hem ifyouhaveto, drytheir
pocketsifyouhavet o,i
ftheycanspendonl adies
theycanspendmor eonyou.Wel comet othef amily
"
"
SiyabongaBaba"
Theysaytogether,t
heylookcut
e.Iactual
lydon'
t
mindspendingont hem,howweal wayswishedto
havel
it
tl
esisters.NowIcanscar eandbeatupthe
boysoutoftheirways.
"
Thankyoubabaforbr
ingi
ngt
hem inourl
ivesiam
r
eal
lygr
atef
ul.NowIhaveSmallboyst
oki
ckass"
Isayandweal
llaugh
"
Iam wi
thyouont
hatbr
other"
Juni
orsecondsmyst
atement
"Hai
keeveryt
hingi
sgoinggr
eat
.Wewillhavet
ogo
toKZNtodoacer emonytoI
ntr
oducet
hem toour
ancest
ors"
.
"
Wecandoal
lofthi
sont
heweekend,
idon'
tmi
nd.
Wear
enotwor
king"
Weal
lagr
eeI
ntot
hat
.
Iam gl
adthatthere'
sanadditi
ontothefamil
yand
i
t'
sli
ttl
esist
ers.Theywi l
lkeepMaZulucompany
andiam suretheywillbespoi
ledl
eft
,ri
ghtand
cent
erIam scaredofourbankbalances.
.
Iam Sor
ry
SPONSORED
.
FI
FTEEN
.
"
OkaySi
sBye"
Ir
emovemyeyesf
rom TheTVandl
ookedatt
hem.
"
Siki
ebabygobacki
nyourr
oom andchange"
"Butt
hisski
rti
sOkay?
"
"I
fyoureal
lywanttogot othatfresher
'spartyyou
wil
lchangethatski
rt.Ar
eyouaPr osti
tutenow?
Thisi
sJoziBabygi r
lnotEasternCape, goand
changebeforeIchangemymi ndaboutyougoi ng"
Shehuf
fsandgobackt
oherr
oom.
Ii
ncr
easet
hevol
umeonTV
"
Andt
henwenacan'
tyouseat
?"
IaskMigcobowhowasbusybei
ngt
allnextt
othe
door.
"
AreyouOkay?
"
Inod
"
Whywouldn'
tIbe?I
sitbecauseyouguyswantme
t
ohavegr
eyhairqui
ckl
ybeforeIevenage,
so
pl
easedon'
ttestmeMi
gcobo"
NowIsoundj
ustl
ikemymot
her
,henceMi
gcoboi
s
l
aughi
ng.
Siki
ecomesbackwear
ingj
eans,
shel
ooksgood
shameyena!
"
Ready?
"
Mi
gcoboaskaGr
umpySi
kel
elwa.
"
Yes"
Shesayswi
thanAttit
udeandidon'
tevengivea
damnaboutherat
ti
tudeshe'
snotaProsti
tut
e.
"
SiscanIhavet
hecarKeys?
"
Hemustbej
oki
ng,
who'
scar
?
"Babi
est here'
ssomet hi
ngcalledTaxif
yorisitBol
t?
Yeahittakesyouf rom poi
ntAt oPointBanyti
me
andit
'ssaf epluscheaptoo.Imadeyouguys
downloadt heAppi fyoudelet
edit,
there'
saWi -
Fi
heredownl oaditandRequest.Imaginegivi
ngkids
mycar ,
Bat hong"
Il
aidmybi
gheadont
hecouch.
"Reall
ysisi
,youdousdi
rt
yli
ket
hisi
nJozi
outof
places?"
"Thefr
esher'
sstar
tsinanhour
,sooffyougo.Be
safeohanddon'tdri
nktoomuch,cal
lmeif
somethingwronghappens"
Theynod
"I
'
llmakesometransf
erfort
hetwoofYou,
R2000
wil
lbefi
ne,R1000eachIam notamoneyt
ree.
You'
ll
askyourparent
sformore"
Ir
eall
ysoundli
keaparent,
stayi
ngwi t
ht hi
stwohas
mademegomad.Li keIshoutatthem li
keaMad
woman,it
'sonl
y3weeksstayingwiththem butI
'm
al
readydepr
essedandTraumati
zedIfeeloldeven.
Ineedabr
eather
,ichangedmypyj
amasi
ntoj
eans
andasweater
.
Iswi
tchedont
heAl
armt
henl
ocked.
Iwenttomycar .Thi
scarthatIsayismymi neis
thatPol
oVivothatIwasdrivi
ngineaster
ncape.
Daddybroughtitl
astweek,hewantedtocheckthis
expensi
veApartmentandhowar ewesettli
nginthe
house,hewaspleaseshameyenaandthe
envir
onmentwest ayi
ngati
ssafesohehadno
probl
em pl
usit
'snexttocampus.
Ical
ledMer
y
"
Baby"
"
Love,
whoi
sint
hef
lat
?"
"
Lonr
zandIwhy?
"
"Iam comi
ng,i
sther
ewi
newi
thy'
al
lorshoul
dI
passbytheli
quor
?"
"Passbythel
iquort
hewi
net
hatwehavei
snot
enough"
"
Alr
ightsur
e"
ThankGodt
hisLi
quori
ssti
llopened,iwoul
d've
hat
edtogoi
nsideaBaroraclubjusttobuyalcohol
.
Idon'
twantwi
ne,
ineedSavannaorBr
utalf
rui
t.
It
ook12Savannaand6Br
utalf
rui
t.
"
Won'
tyoubuydash?
"
Dashf
orwhoandwhy?
"
What
'sdashf
or?
"
He'
stoohandsomet
obedumb
"
Hear
dSavannai
sthenewGi
n"
Il
aughed
"
Nah,
iam st
rongIcant
akei
traw"
Hegavemeamischi
evoussmi
leasi
fIsai
d
somet
hingwr
ong.
"
Nkazi
mul
oKhoza"
Hest
ret
chedhi
shand
"
Azani
a"
Ist
ret
chedmi
net
oo,
hesmi
led.
Hehassof
thandsshameyenaIgi
vehi
mthat
.
"
Wher
eist
hepar
ty?CanIi
nvi
temysel
f?"
"
It
'sonl
yladi
esIam sor
ry"
Hesmi
le,
hehasacut
esmi
leshameuBabyboy.
"
Iunder
stand,
canIhaveyournumber
s?"
"
Dependsonwhatcaryoudr
ivi
ng?
"
Helooksatmeshockedbymyresponse,
he'
s
conf
usedshamepoorZuluboy.
"
Whatt
ypeofCarar
eyoudr
ivi
ng?
"
"
Mer
cedesBenzC-
class"
"
OhhOkay,
thenyoucanhavemynumber
s"
"I
fIwasdri
vingaTaxiwer
eyougoi
ngt
ogi
veme
yournumber
? "
"Yes,i
t'
sbetterweknowTaxidr iver
scheatit's
knownbyt heenti
reuniverseplusDaddyG
upstai
rs.
ButIhateGuyswhodr ivesGTI,Golfor
PoloVivo.Thoseareplayersoftheuniverse
mabayekwe.SoIt r
easuremyhear twouldn'
twant
tobeplayedmor eoveragain"
"Letmeguesst
her
e'ssomeguyswhodr
ovet
hose
carsandpl
ayedwi
thyourhear
t?"
"Notreal
ly.Iwoul
ddr
inkal
lthesesavanast
otel
l
youtheentir
estor
y"
Isayaboutt
opayf
ormyal
cohol
"
CanIpayf
oryou?
"
"Yeahsur
e,you'
l
lbesavingmemoney.Il
oveZulu
guyswhodon'tmindpayingf
oragi
rl
'sdr
inks."
Hel
aughs
"
Yousoundt
ri
bal
ist
"
"NahOurNaij
aBr ot
hersOgah'sar
etheoneswho
buysusfr
eedrinks.Soit
'saluckt
hatyouare
payi
ngfort
hesedr i
nks".
Hel
aughsandshakehi
shead
"
Notal
lZul
uguys"
"
Nam Iwasj
ustsayi
ngmyver
yownpoi
ntofvi
ew"
Henods.
Iwalkedoutoft
hest
ore,
thenpl
acedt
heal
coholat
theback.
"
SoIam notget
ti
ngyournumber
s?"
"
Ohsor
ryf
orgot
,it
houghtIgaveyou"
Henods
Hehandsmeaphone,
iwr
it
eKungomusa'
snumber
.
"
Pleasedon'
tcal
lnow.Cal
laf
teranhourorsoI
'
llbe
homeIf
orgotmyphoneathome"
Henods
"
I'
llseeyousoonAzani
a"
"
Samet
oyoukai
zer
"
"
It
'sNkazi
mul
o"
"
Ohyeahbye"
Hewaves,
idr
oveof
ftoBr
aamf
ont
ein.
.
"
Ahhht
hanksf
orbuyi
ngBr
utalf
rui
t"
Lonawelcomesmebyt
hatgr
eet
ing,
somegi
rl
sar
e
thi
rst
yshame!
"
Youar
ewel
come"
It
akeaseatont
hecouch.
"
It
'sbeenami
nut
e"
"
Iam mot
hermosnowso?
"
Ishr
uggedmyshoulder
sandopenedt
hecar
rypack
andtookonebot
tl
e.
"
Wher
eisMer
yChr
ist
mas?
"
"
Taki
ngashower
"
Inod
"
Didyousi
gnt
hedeal
?"
"Ihadnochoicebuttosignit
,that
'smoneycomi
ng
i
never ymonthwaybetterthanNSFASandaJob
thatIwil
lbepaidfr
om.It'
squitealotsoHl
oniwi
ll
havetowait,
allhehastodoi stoavoi
dme"
Isaysi
ppi
ngonmysavanna
"
Heyyyybabes"
TrustMeryChri
stmastoputhermi
ndonherankl
es,
she'sachi
ldl
ikethat
.
"
Hayiseatdownwena"
Shef
rowns.
Whatdi
dsheexpectmet
o?Jumphi
ghandgr
eet
myDadupst
air
s?Isshemad?
"Af
teral
ongti
mewi t
houtseei
ngyourf
ri
end.You
domedirt
yli
kethi
s?"
"
Youneedtorel
axsomet
imesithel
ps.Iam her
e
mos,
thatpr
ovesIwasmissi
ngyoutoo."
Sher
oll
shereyesandt
akeasavanna
"
BraI
kemi
ssesyou?
"
Ismil
e,imi
ssever
yonei
nthatcl
ub,
evenZiphothe
mostannoyi
nghumanbei
ngthatMydaddycreated
Imisshim.
Y'
al
lwon'tbel
ievet
hatMusamademequi
tmy
bar
tendi
ngJob.
Speaki
ngoft
heDevi
lhei
scal
li
ngme.
"
Musa"
Thesetwoeyeme,ishoul
dli
nkt
hem wit
hsome
gossi
pcolumngig,
theycoul
dmakethebest
j
ournal
ist
stheyl
ovenewsanddrama.
"
Whoi
sNkazi
mul
o?"
"Ohit
houghtyouneedamaninyourl
if
e,maybea
gooddickwoul
ddoyougood.Whoknows?"
Merychokesonhersavannashecan'
tst
op
coughi
ng,ser
veshergoodwhywasshelist
eni
ngt
o
myconversat
ioni
nst
eadofmi
ndi
ngherownzer
o
busi
ness.
"
Ibegyourpar
don?
"
Ohhesti
llont
heline,
ithoughtbynowhewoul
d've
dr
oppedthecal
l.
"Youtol
dmet ogiveeachandeveryguyt
hatwants
meyournumber s.Ithoughtyouwant
edthem f
or
you,soIdi
djustthat
."
Isaysi
ppi
ngonmysavanna
"Idon'twantthem, iwantthem outofyourl
ife.You
don'tneedanyni gahr emember?Youar eheali
ng
from yourpastrelati
onship"
"
Youshoul
d'vebeenmorespeci
fi
c,youneverknow
wit
hpeopl
etherear
eSixni
nesnowadays."
Hechor
tl
es
"
Iam st
rai
ghtLuncumodoyouwantmet
opr
ove
t
hat
?"
"Don'tboil
,whyareyouget
ti
ngangr
ynow?Col
lect
yourselfHaiboNdoda"
LonaLuaghssil
ent
ly,whyaretheyl
ist
eningtomy
conver
sati
on,
ain'
ttheysupposedtobehavingthei
r
bori
ngconver
sati
ons?Likehowwaspr ison?Who
wasTysonoftheprison?Wereyousomeone'swife?
Thosebori
ngconversati
onsmaan.
"
I'
m cal
m Luncumo,
iam st
rai
ght
."
"I
fut
sho,Somiziwasoncestai
ghtbutl
ookathim
now.ButIam notsayi
ngyouaregaythough"
"
Iwi
lldr
opt
hiscal
l"
"
Iam sor
ry,
it'
sjustt
hatImi
ssyou"
Thetwoagainpopstheireyesout
.It
'snotmei
t'
s
thesavanna,
ishoul
d'vedashedit
.
"
Your
eal
lymi
ssme?
"
"
Yeahof
cour
se,
iwantt
oseeyourhandsomef
ace"
.
YeahIshouldquitalcohol,
it'
snotforallofus.
HaibondiWeakmos.Li keIam weak, iam sure
Azaniaisprobabl
yturningwherevershei s,
she
needstocomeoutcozwowLuncumoi sso
emotionalshe'
scatchingfeel
ingswedon' tdothat
here.
"
CanIcomeandf
etchyout
hen?
"
Saynoyoust
upi
d!
"
Yes,
iam atmyol
dpl
ace"
"
Sur
eIam comi
ng"
Hedropsthecal
l,
ijumpupdamnIcan'
tbet
his
weakHaibo!
"Merywherei
sthatLaceunder
weart
hatdoesn'
tfi
t
you?Ineedtoshave"
Iwal
kedtot
heBat
hroom,
whydi
dIwearGr
anny
pant
ies?
Okaywhyam It
atazeli
ng?Ineedt
ochi
ll
,cal
m down
gi
rlyouwon'
tdoanything.
OkayIbrokemyvi r
gini
tywith"wewi llchi
lland
won'tdoanythi
ng"li
nesondi Sharp.Letmeshave,
yhoievenlookcrusty!
.Idi
dn'tplanonmeet i
nghi
m
though.
.
"
HowdoIl
ook?
"
Mer
yandLonaar
elooki
ngatmeasi
fiam cr
azy.I
can'
tbeli
evemyself,Bat
hongf
atherGodhaveyou
desert
edme?What 'swit
hMusa?Itakeanot
her
bott
leofsavanna.
"
Youwi
llhavesexwi
thMusa?
"
TrustuMer yChri
stmastoaskthat,Haiboj
ust
becauseIshavedandt ookanothershowerdoesn'
t
meanIwi l
lhavesexwit
hKungomusa.OkayIdon' t
know, mymi ndseemstobeonSahar aDeser
tand
i
t'
sdr y,ormaybeI'mthi
rst
yasazi!.
Myphoner
ingsi
t'
sMusa.
"
Hey"
Hai
boWhyi
smyvoi
ceSqui
rky?
LuncumoyouHor
nybi
*ch,
ithoughtyouwer
e
i
nnocent
!.
"
Iam out
side"
"
Iam comi
ng"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
l.
"
Iam comi
ngbackguys,
iwi
llsl
eepher
e"
"
Okay,
bri
ngf
oodwhenyoucomeback"
Idon'
tknowwhet hert
heyst
arvedLonaonpr
ison
butyhothegi
rlcaneat!
.
Icanseehi
scar
,igeti
nsi
de
"
Heyagai
n"
"
Hi,
Yougood?
"
NoIam notgoodIwanttoki
ssyou,Hai
bo
Luncumoholdyourhor
sesbabygi
rl
.
"
YeahIam good,
you?
"
"
Nowt
hatI'
veseenyou,
iam good.Shoul
dIdr
iveus
t
omyhouse?"
"
Asl
ongaswear
ecomi
ngback"
Hel
ooksatmeandchuckl
ebuthenods.
Yeahneh,
icanf
eeli
tIam notcomi
ngback.
"
Iam hungr
y,di
dyoucook?
"
"
Nah, it
ookmysist
ersoutsoweboughtPi
zza,
you
wil
leatpizza"
"Youhavesi
ster
s?Sincewhen?Juni
orandNqaba
arenowTransgender
?"
Hel
aughs
"
What
'swi
thyouandgaypeopl
e?"
"Il
ovepeopl
etocomeoutoft
hei
rcl
osetwenaar
e
youstar
ight
"
"Nah,Juni
orandNqabaarest
rai
ghtj
ustli
keme.
ButI'
l
lproveitt
oyoutoni
ghtt
hatIam st
rai
ght
."
YhoI
'
m scar
ed,
Ngi
yasaba!
Whydoeshehavet
opr
ovei
t?
"
Sosi
ster
s?"
"
Newadopt edt
wins.Theyar
e17,
Nqobi
leand
Ntokozo."
Inod
"
NowI'
llr
estf
rom MaZul
uaski
ngf
orhai
rtut
ori
als,
i
magi
ne"
Hel
aughs
"
Idon'
tthi
nkMaZul
uwi
llst
oppest
eri
ngyou"
"
It
'sokay,
Iloveher
"
Henods,
hepar
khi
scari
nsi
det
hegar
age,
yeahI
am notgoi
ngback.
.
It
'smyfi
rstt
imeathi
shouse,idon'
tknowhowi
tis,
buti
t'
squit
ebigf
oraBachelor.
Wewalkedout
,andgoti
nsidet
heki
tchendoor.Why
al
waysthegar
agesarel
inkedwi
tht
heKitchen?
"Letmewar
m youpi
zzaup,
ihavet
ogoandt
akea
shower"
Inod
Hewarmsupthepizza,iam i
nlovewi
ththisblack,
RedandGreyki
tchencolour
.Whomeverdesigned
t
his,
heorsheneedkissonacheeki t
'sbeauti
ful.
.
Hecomesbackwear i
ngsweatpant
sandnothingon
top.Her emi
ndsmeoft hef
ir
stDayIwenttohis
Mot her
'shouseandRit
adist
urbedourpeace
bloodyDevil
'sagent
.
Whereisshet hough,shedelet
edeachand
ever
ythingthatli
nkstoherandMusa.Iwas
shocked,evenherBiodoesn'thaveMusa'
sname
anymore.Iam suretheybrokeup,evenonMusa'
s
I
nst
agr
am t
her
e'snot
hing,
shamepoorgi
rl
.
"
Stopst
ari
ng"
Hecomesmywayl ooki ngyummy, icaneathi m
ri
ghtnow,ri
ghther e.I'veal wayspictur edmysel f
havi
ngawi ldsex, sexont opoft heKi t
chencount er,
sexonthefloor,sexont heshower ,
sexout sideal
l
theweir
dplaces.Al lHl onigavemewassome2
minut
esbor i
ngsex, withhi m bei
ngont opofmef or
whatfeel
slike2mi nutesandhi sout .Fuc*en2
minut
esnoodl es,iwonderhowdoest hegirlshe
cheat
swi t
hf eell
iket ohave2mi nutesnoodl es.
"
Whatar
eyout
hinki
ngabout
?"
He'
snowinfrontofme,
HaiboDaddyGar
eyou
r
eal
lyal
lowi
ngyourdaught
ertosi
n?
"
Not
hing"
Yho,
whyi
smyvoi
cesol
ow?
"
Mhhh"
Thatmhhcomi
ngf r
om hi
m makesmycoochi
e
thr
obs.I
twasl
ikehewasvibr
ati
ng
Hehol
dmywai
standbr
ingsmecl
osert
ohi
m,i
can'
tcontr
olmyhandsIpl
acet
hem onhi
s
chocol
atechest
.
"
Whatar
eyoudoi
ngMusa?
"
"
Provingt
oyouthatIam notgay,andmaki
ngsure
t
hatitwasthel
astti
meyout houghtIwasgay"
Hesmasheshisl
ipsonmi
nebef
oreIevenanswer
hi
m bl
oodysexypri
ck!
.
SPONSORED
.
SI
XTEEN
.
"
Pleasel
ookatmeNcumo"
Ican'tl
ookathim,myhear
tisbeat
ingf
astt
hiswas
nottheplanbutthi
smanheremakesmeweakinall
part
sofmybody.
"
Please"
Whyi
shepest
eri
ngmeonl
ooki
ngathi
m?
If
inal
lymeethi
seyes,
thewayhe'
slooki
ngatme
i
t'
sasifIam t
heonlyt
hingt
hatmatt
erst
ohi
m.
"
Iloveyou"
Thatcaughtmeof
fguar
d,whyi
shesayi
ngal
lof
thi
sNow?
"
WhyNow?
"
"Iwantedtoendt hi
ngswi thRitaFi
rstbef
oreIbring
youalong.Ididn'
twantt obreakyourheartandlook
l
ikeaj er
k,iam sorryifIt
ooklong.NcumoIwant
youtobei nmyar msf or
ever,iwantyoutocarry
theKhanyileLegacy.Iwantyout obethemot herof
ourkids,j
ustsayyes.That '
sallyouneedtoDoi sto
agreetobeingmi ne."
Iwasdumbstruckbutmyhear
twasyear
ningf
orhi
s
touch,
wasyearni
ngforhi
m.
"
Yes"
Hel
ipscur
vedi
ntoasmi
le
"
Thankyou"
Wi
tht
hatsai
d,hesmasheshi
sli
psonmi
neagai
n.
Heremovedthepl
atet
hathadmypi
zzaandpl
aced
meont opoft
heKit
chenIsl
and,
her
emovesmy
sweat
er.
Ihadnot
hingunder
neat
hthesweater
,hebr
ushed
mynippl
es,t
hefeel
ingwassexual
.
Hepickedmeupandr
emovedt
hesweat
pant
sand
t
hethong.
Hedidn'tevenrecogni
zemyl acet
honghe
di
scardeditimagineBathong!
HegotinBet weenmythi
ghsandconti
nuedon
ki
ssingme, it
hrewmyheadbacktogivehi
m mor e
accesstomyneck, hi
shandsnotl
eavi
ngmyboobs.
Onehandt r
aveleddowntomycoochieandrubbed
hisfi
ngersonmycl i
t.
"
Aahhh"
Heincr
easedhe'
spaceImovedmywaistwi
tht
he
samerhyt
hm ashishandonmycoochi
e.
Icoul
dfeelmyor
gasm bui
ldi
ngup,
hest
opped.
Forthef
ir
stt
imeinmyl i
feaguywassocloseint
o
gi
vingmeanorgasm buthest
oppedwhattheFuck
bazal
wane!
Hegoestot
hef
ri
dgeandcomesbackwi
thi
ce
bl
ocks.
Hesmi l
esatmeandt akeoneintohismouth,
he
get
sdownandif eltacoldsensat
ioninmycoochi
e
mywhol ebodywasi nshock.Heheldmedownas
hecir
cledtheicedownmycoochi eandi
nbetween
myclit
.Icouldfeelthecoldli
qui
ddrops,t
heicei
s
melt
ing.
Hi
swarmtongueci
rcl
esmycl
it
,il
if
tmywai
stuphe
br
ingsmedown.
"
M-u-
s-aaa!
"
Iscream outl
oud,
iheldhisheadforhi
mtogo
deeper.MybodyisinshockasIreachmyorgasm.
"Aaahhh"Iscr
eam ashecont
inuesonmuf
fi
ngme
andhel i
cksmeclean.
Removeshi
ssweat
pant
sandhi
sdi
ckspr
ungout
.
Mycoochiet
hrobed,
hisi
sbi
gbutmycoochi
ecan
handl
eitmoshayiAsazi
.
Heki
ssesme,
andhi
stwof
inger
sar
eonmycl
it
onceagai
n.
"
Condom"
"
I'
llpul
lout
"
Hesaysandhol dsmywaistdowntheKi
tchen
counterandrubbedhi
sD*ckonmycoochie,icoul
d
feelmyselfget
ti
ngmorewett
erandheisnotdoing
anythi
ng.

"
Tel
lmet
ost
opi
fyouai
n'tcomf
ort
abl
e"
Inodmyhead.
Hehol
dsmywai
stdownandf
ull
ypusheshi
msel
fin.
"
Musaaa"
Iscream andmovemywai
stup,
hehol
dsi
tthent
he
thr
ustinslowl
y.
Hei
ncr
easeshi
spaceandgr
oansl
oudl
y.
"
DamnYoursot
ight"
Hebi
tesmyni
ppl
easimoani
npl
easur
e.
Hepi
cksmeupandpl
acemyhandsar
oundhi
s
neck,
hehol
dsmyassandmakesi
tbounce.
Myassi
sint
heai
r,he'
shi
tt
ingt
heG-
spotr
ightnow.
"
Musa-
aahhh"
Ithrowmyheadback,
ican'
thol
dmysel
fIam
screami
ng.
Hei ncreaseshispaceandgr oansloudl
yIcouldf
eel
mysel fcummi ng,i
nsteadofcummi ngISquir
t.He
takesouthi sd*ckandhiswar m spermsfl
ows
downmyt hi
ghs.Hef i
ngerf
ucksmeagai nasI
Squi r
tmor e"aaahhh"Icoul
df eelal
lmymuscles
relaxi
ng.
Heki
ssesme.
Hepi
cksmeupandwal
kedupst
air
stohi
sroom.
I
nst
eadofsl
eepi
ng,
hebandsmeandsl
ideshi
s
t
onguei
n.
LordForgi
vemeforsinni
ngbutthi
sisthebestsex
I'
veeverhad,
idon'
tcareaboutf
utur
erefer
enceshe
setthebarhi
gh.
Hi
ssl
ideshisd*
ckandbendsmemor
edown.My
f
acei
sont hepi
ll
ow,mymoansar
emuff
led
becauseoft
hepi
ll
ow.
Hetakeshi
shandandmassagemycoochi
ewhi
le
he'
sfucki
ngme.
Icanf
eelhi
sd*
ckont
het
ipofmyst
omach.
"
Aahh"
Ther
e'sabur
ningsensat
iononmycoochiebutt
he
pl
easuret
hatIam get
ti
ngisoutoft
hiswor
ld.
Hest
opsandf
li
pmel
ikeIwei
ghnot
hing.
Bot
hmyl
egsar
efl
yinghi
ghonhi
sshoul
der
!
"
Musaaaahhh"
"
IloveYouNcumo"hi
sgr
oansdeep.
"
Iloveyout
oo"
Hemoveshi swaistf
asteranddeeper,icoul
dfeel
mysel
fcummi ngIholdont hesheetst
ightl
y,my
bodyshakesvigor
ouslyhegr oansont
opofme, he
l
et'
smyl egsfr
eeandcol apsesontopofme.
"
Thankyou"
Heki
ssesme,
iwantt
osl
eepr
ightnowbutBr
other
Mannextt
omedoesn'
twantt
osl
eephej
ustwant
s
mor
e!
.
Iopenmyeyesandt
hisi
dioti
ssnor
ingsof
tl
yri
ght
nextt
ome.
Iseehiswatchont opoft heheadboar d, icheckthe
ti
meit'
s12:35pm.Fuck, iam sureLornai sdyingof
hungerri
ghtnow.Ipr omi sedhergoodf ood.My
coochi
eisburningup, ican'tevenfeelmyl egsisit
possi
bleforsomeonet ol oosehervirginitytwice?
ButI'
veneverfel
tthispai nwhenIsl eptwi thHloni.
"
Wher
ear
eyougoi
ng?
"
Idon'
tknowwhet
hermyPussymadehi
m dumbor
bl
ind.
"
Duh"
Isaygoi
ngt
othebat
hroom,
iopent
heshower
.
Iusehi
sshowergel
,i
t'
ssomanl
y.
Aft
ershoweri
ng,iworethesweatpant
sandt he
sweatert
hatIwaswear i
ngI'
m gladhefetchedmy
cl
othesfr
om theki
tchen,aahpoorbeauti
fulki
tchen.
"
Areyouokay?
"
Heaskscomi
ngoutoft
hebat
hroom.
"
YesIam,butIam i
npain.Pl
usweneedtopassby
t
hephar
macyf oramorningaf
terpi
ll"
Hesmi
les,
sonofagun!
Lastni
ghthedi
dn'
tpul
loutbutcamei
nsi
deofme.
"
Iam Pussywhi
pped.Ican'
tgetenoughofyou"
Hai
bowenj
a!
Hecomest
omenahIcan'
tbeweakonceagai
n
never
.
"NoIam i
npai
n,getdr
esssot
hatyoucant
akeme
home"
Thatwasthemomentofweakness,iwasthi
rst
y
andhewashere.Hemusn'tthi
nkwearenowsex
buddi
esorwhatever
,butwheneverI
'
mt hi
rst
yhe's
megot oguy.
Ididn'
tpr
omisehim heavenandeart
hIjusttol
dhim
thatIl
ovehi
mt hat
'sAll
,andthatwasbecausehis
dickwasbur
iedinsi
demeIhadt odoali
ttl
e
conf
essi
on.
"
Alr
ight
"
Hesmiles,
he'
simpr
essedwi
thhi
msel
fandbyhi
s
sexgame!
"
CanIhaveaki
ssbef
orewel
eave?
"
Hedoesn'
twaitf
ormyr esponseandki
ssesme,
my
poorweakbodyreact
s.
Yeaht
hisguybewi
tchedmeSozeKal
oku.
Ipul
ledout,
hehasastaminafordaysaf
terdr
il
li
ng
methewhol eni
ghthest
il
lwantsmorehereal
lyis
Pussywhipped.
Ther
e'sanoi
sedownst
air
sIl
ookathi
m.
"
Youhavevi
sit
ors?
"
"
Nott
hatIknowof
"
Heshr
uggedhi
sshoul
der
swi
thaconf
usedl
ook.
.
"Leadt
hewaysot
hati
fsomet
hingbadhappens
youdiefi
rst
"
Hel
ooksatmewei
rdl
y
"What?Ihavetocryforyourdeat
hforaf
ew
secondsthendiecoztheywon'tl
eavemeaf
ter
witnessi
ngaMur der
"
Hel
aughsandwal
ksdown.
If
oll
owr
ightbehi
ndhi
m.
"
Bhut
i"
"
Baf
o"
There'sJuniorandNqabawithtwogirl
swholook
al
ike,aretheytwins?Mustbethesi
sterst
hatMusa
wast alki
ngabout.
"
Luncumo"
Nqabasmilescomingmyway, he'
sgi
vingmeaver
y
cockysmil
e.Thatsmilet
hatsays"
Iknowwhat
you'
vebeenupt oBit
ch"
"
Hey"
Hehugsme.
"
Howar
eyou?
"
Wenotf
ri
endswhyi
shebei
ngt
hisni
ce?
"
Iam goodandyour
sel
f?"
"
Iam goodt
hatIam i
nyourar
ms"
Hai
boNqabayomzi
!
"
Nqabamovef
rom mywoman"
Hol
ymotherMer
y,whodi
edandmademeMusa'
s
Woman?
Event
houghIli
kethewayhesai dt
hatbutwhat
madehim sayt
hat
?Isitbecauseofthe'
il
oveyou'
weshared?
"
Hel
loNcumo"
Juni
orgreet
ssweetl
y,shameil
ikehi
m andican
seehe'
swarninguptome.
"
HeyJuni
or,
howar
eyou?
"
"
Iam goodandhowar
eyou?
"
"
Iam goodt
hanks"
Henods
"Uhm Ncumothesebeauti
fulgi
rl
sar
emyl
it
tl
e
sist
ersNqobi
leandNtokozo"
"
Hel
lo"
"
Hi"
"
Hey"
Nqobi
leisgi
vingmeanat ti
tude,
iam sur
eshehasa
hugecrushonhisBrot
her,t
here'
snowayt hatshe
cangi
vemet hatat
ti
tude.Butshemustchillcoz
he'
smineandnobodyel sebutmine.
"
Musacanwego?
"
"
Okay"
"
Alr
ight
,byeguys.I
twasni
cemeet
ingy'
al
l"
"
Bye"
Iwal
kedout
,ineedt
oaskt
hisi
diotwhydi
dhecal
l
mehiswoman.
Hemusn'tt
hinkjustbecausewehadsex,notj
ust
sexbet
hewor l
d'sbestsexwearelover
s.
"
Babyar
eyouokay?
"
Someonehol
dmebef
oreIf
aint
,di
dhej
ustcal
lme
baby?
"
Iam f
ine"
Henodst
henpl
aysmusi
csof
tl
y.
Okaywhydi
dn'
tIgi
vehi
m api
eceofmymi
nd.
"
Areyounothungr
y?Weshoul
dpassbyandeat
l
unch"
"
Toget
her
?"
"
Noal
one"
Hef
rowns,
Hai
bouBr
otherMan.
"Iwasjustaski
ng,i
can'
tbeeati
ngwit
hyoul ooki
ng
thi
scrusty.Doyouwantpeopl
etosaythatyou'
ve
downgraded?Justdoadri
vethru"
OkaywhydoIcareaboutpeopl
ecozwear
enot
t
ogetherorar
ewe?
"Okay,
let
'sgot
othePhar
macyf
ir
stt
hengetf
ood
onourwayback"
Inod
Kwest
a'sKhet
hil
epl
ayed.
Hesangal
ongandst
olegl
ancesofmet
imeand
t
imeagai
n.
Yhosor r
yladi
esbutIt
hinkI
'
vej
ustcat
ched
feel
ings!
.

.
.
.
Y'
allowemeaCarrypackofSavannaf
orwr
it
inga
SexsceneonaSunday .
SEVENTEEN
.
SPONSORED
.
THUTHUKAZULU
.
"
Whatar
etheEl
der
sSayi
ng?
"
It
urnbackandl
ookatMaQwabe.
"
Idon'
tknowMa"
IremovedmyMudddybootsandwal
kedt
omy
backroom.Whyi
sshefol
lowingme?
"
Thut
hukayour
eal
lyneedt
his"
Isi
ghandr
emovedmyover
all
s.
"Iam notgoi
ngt
oJohannesbur
gift
hat
'swhaton
yourmind"
Isayget
ti
nginsi
demybedandcoveredmyselfwit
h
thebl
anketshewil
lcl
oset
hedoorwhensheleaves.
"
Shei
syourmot
herThut
huka"
Whyist
hiswomanannoyi
ngme?Ihavecattl
eto
wor
ryaboutandmyl
ateni
ghtshenani
gans.
.
"
Ncanengi
sacel
auLal
angi
khat
hel
e"
Icanhearhershoesmaki
ngnoi
sewal
kingt
owar
ds
mydoorshe'sleavi
ng.
Igetof
ff r
om thebedandwal kedt
omydoorI
openedit,icanseeherwalki
ngbacktot
hemai
n
house,icl
osedandl ockedmydoor.
It
ookmyol
dal
bum undermycl
othesandl
ookat
herpi
ctur
esst
il
lthemostbeaut
if
ulwomanI
'
veever
l
aidmyeyeson.
Shegavemet hebestchi l
dhoodanychi l
dcould
everget
,butr uinedi tatt
hesamet imethedayshe
gotmarri
edandl ef tmealonewi t
hherBi gbrother
andyoungersi stert orai
seme, nowt heancestors
areangryatherbutt heyar epunishi
ngme.Iam a
l
awyerbutl ookatmenowIam af armerIhaveto
Wakeupear l
yint hemor ningandgot othefarm,
checkonmyUncl e'
scattl
eandspendmyent i
reday
ther
eburningi nthescot chingsunwhi lesheisin
Johannesburgpr obablylivi
ngherbestl i
feIdon't
evenknowwher eshei swher eiwouldistart
l
ookingforher .
Ican'tevenbelievemydr eamsofhavi ngmyown
l
awf irm camei ntoexist
encebutt heancestors
punishingmymot hert
hroughme, everythi
ngIhad
formysel fcamei ntodustasi fitwasal lafai
rytale
dream.Myl awf i
rm, mymoney, myj obasal awyer .
NowIam af ar
merbecauseofher ,il
osteverything
becauseofher ,ihavet olookf orhersot hatshe
candor i
ghtbymeandt hingswi l
lgobackt o
normalIreal
lydon'
tunderstandtheancest
ors
somet i
mes,i
nsteadofpunishinghert
heyare
punishi
ngmet hisi
scrazy!.
Myphoneringsont
opoft
hebed,
icheckbef
ore
Answer
ing.
"
Mandl
a"
"
Zul
uwehaveaJobt
odo"
Isi
gh
"
Comeandf
etchme"
"
Sur
eBoss"
Iquickl
yworemyclot
hesandt
ookmyphoneont
op
ofthebedthenwor
emyCap.
Iwal
kedtot
heGate,
icanseet
hel
ight
sar
eof
fin
themai
nhouse.
"
Youar
elat
e"
IsayasMandl acomesoutofthecarItakethe
Driver
'sseathegoest
othepassengerseat.Iam
thefastdri
verbet
weenthet
woofus.
"
Wher
eist
hisJob?
"
"
Johannesbur
g"
IcanfeelmybodyTenseast hementi
onofthi
sCit
y.
From Emnambit
hitoJohannesburgwhatt
heFuck?
Ithoughtweweregoi
ngtoDur banCBD.
"
That
'
sFarBaf
o"
"
It
'st
heweekendSpeci
alBoss"
.
Idr
ivet
omyUncl
e'
shouse.
TheGuysAr
ether
e
"
Sani
bona"
Igr
eetever
yonei
nsi
de.
"
Bab'
omdal
acanwet
alkpr
ivat
ely?
"
Henodsandwewal
ktohi
sbedr
oom.
"
What
'st
hepur
poseoft
his?
"
"Youar
enotgoi
ngtoseeSamkel
isi
wether
eyouar
e
goingt
her
efort
heJob.Oneweekendt
hat'
sal
l"
Isi
gh
"
WhyJohannesbur
g?Youknowyoursi
sterSt
ays
t
her
ewit
hhernewf ami
lyr
ight
?"
Hesi
gh
"Zul
ut hi
sisli
fenotafair
ytal
eyouwon'tgoaround
meetingyourmothereverywherei
nJohannesburg.
Yougot hereRobtheItal
iansandyoucomeback
that
'saneasyJob."
Il
ookathi
m andsi
gh
"
Thi
sist
hef
ir
standt
hel
astt
ime"
Henods
"Yes,youaredr
ivi
ngther
etonightandar
ri
veear
ly
mor ni
ng.Youhavetheenti
reDaytomorr
owtoplan
everythi
ng,
thi
sisaneasyJobZul unofl
oppi
ng!
"
Inod
"
GoodI
'
vepackedyourbagher
etakei
t"
Il
ookathi
mthenchuckl
e
"
Thut
huka"
Il
ookathi
m
"Ir
aisedyou,t
ookyoutoschool
.Youaremyson
andnobodyelse.Samkel
isi
wemadeami st
ake
l
eavingyou,ij
usthopeyoufor
giveherandoneday
foryour
sel
fandsani
tyyouwouldfor
giveherand
all
owhertoperf
ormri
tual
sforyousothatyourway
canbeclear
."
Ii
gnor
ehi
m andt
ookmybagont
opt
heheadboar
d
wher
ehepl
acedi
t.
"
ByeBab'
omdal
a"
Iwentt
oMandl
a.
"
Youdr
ive"
Idroppedmybagont
heboott
hent
ookt
he
passengerseat
.
Icover
edmyf
acewi
thmycap
"
uShar
pBaf
o?"
"
Yeah,
Mandl
aDr
ive"
Heplayedt
hemusicbecausehecanseeI'
m onmy
feel
sandhewon'
tsayanythi
ngcozI'
l
ljustf
uckhi
m
up!
.
Ican'
tbel
ieveIam waki
ngupinJohannesbur
g, t
he
ci
tythatt
ookmymot herandmadeherconscious
godownt
hedr
ainsot
hatshecanf
orgetherf
ir
st
bor
nson.
"
Baf
owegoi
ngf
orLunch,
youcomi
ng?
"
Iam hungr y,idi
dn'
teatlastnightsi
ncemyAunt
wasbusyaski ngmequest i
onssoIl ostmyappet
it
e,
andi wassl eepi
ngthi
smor ni
ngsoimi ssed
breakfastcozIwasdr i
vingsinceMandl awas
sl
owi ngusdown.
"
Yeahl
etmet
akeaqui
ckshower
"
Henods
It
ookaqui
ckshower
.
Iworejeans,
sneaker
sandwhi
teT-
shi
rtnot
for
gett
ingmyCap.
"
AsambeBaf
o"
Iam hungr
y,ihopet
hepl
acet
heyar
etaki
ngmet
o
i
scloseby!
.
Aft
eranhourDr
ivi
ngandmecursingal
lthewaywe
fi
nal
lyar
ri
veatMallofAf
ri
caaf
termanyfood
pl
aceswepassedbutt
hesei
diot
sdr
oveusher
e.
"I
st her
eanyKFChere,if
eel
li
keeat
ingt
hei
r21
piecesBucketal
one"
"
HaahZul
u,wear ei
nJohannesburgf
orcr
yingout
l
oud.Wewil
leatatPri
miRestaur
ant"
Ican'tsaynotoShaka,heisthesoft
esti
nthegr
oup
andIhaveasof tspotforhi
m.SoIcan'tsaynot
o
him,hei st
heonlyresponsi
bleoneaft
erme
ofcourse.
"
Alr
ight
"
Wewalkedt
otheRest
aur
antal
l5ofussatont
he
Tabl
e.
"
Ihopet
heyhavemeather
e"
Mandl
asayBr
owsi
ngont
heMenu
"
Theyhavei
t"
Shakesaysrol
li
nghiseyes,
ifhewasn'
tdat
ingthis
oneIwouldsayheisgaybuthehasagirl
fr
iendthe
beaut
if
ulandsweetNomusa.
Weor
derourf
ood,
whi
ledr
inki
ngonsomebeer
s.
"Backt
obusi
nesswhohastheIt
ali
nsroute?Iam
nother
etowastet
ime,
iam notonvacat
ion"
Isaydr
inki
ngmyHei
neken
"Shakahast heroutes,andwehavet ouseitat
Midnightandweonl yhave10mi nutesti
mef r
ame
togetthejobdonebef oretheynoticethatt
heircar
hasbeenr obbed,theCar sar
etracked"
ThabanisaysInod.
"
Thankyou,
sowhat
'st
hepl
an?
"
"Ser
iousl
yThuthuka?Wear
eint
heRest
aur
ant
.
Can'
ttheplanni
ngwait?
"
Yeahshakaisreal
lyannoyed,
butwe'
vebeen
wait
ingforf
artoolong,andwhenIam hungr
yIt
alk
alotandgetboredeasi
ly.
"
Okaybutt
hei
rfoodi
staki
ngl
ong"
Isayt
hent
ookasi
ponmybeer
.
Ihearsomel aught
er,averycontagi
ouslaughter
andIturn.Iam welcomedbyaver ydarkskinned
l
adywi ththemostbeautif
ulSmileandhair,i
sthat
herhairorthosehairt
hattheyputontheirhead.
Sheissobeaut
if
ul,il
oveherbi
gheadand
obsessedwi
thhersmile.
"
Baf
o!"
It
urnandl
ookatMandl
a,ir
aisemyeyebr
ows
"
Foodi
sher
e"
IlookontheTablei
ndeedt
heFoodi
sher
ebutIam
fullal
lofasudden.
Ieatnonet
hel
ess
"
Theyar
epr
ett
yneh?
"
Shakanudgesme,
whyi
sheseat
ingNextt
ome
agai
n?
"
Who?
"
"
Ladi
esatt
heback?
"
Iturnandlookbackshei swit
hawhi tegi
rlandthi
s
otherdar
kski nnedgi
rlbutIdi
dn'tnoti
cet
het wo,
shehypnotizedmewi thherbeauty.
"
Your
eal
lyl
ikeher
"
Igi
veShakaast
rai
ghtf
aceheshr
uugsandeathi
s
f
ood.
Iam f
ullandIwanttobeinthatBNBroom r
ight
nowandpl anthi
ssothatIcangobackto
Emnambi t
hi.
"
Shakayout
ookusher
e,youwi
llpay"
Mandl
asaysandt
akesabeer
.
Igi
veShakamycar
d,heknowst
hepi
n.
Il
ookatmyback,she'
seat
ingnowbutshest
il
l
l
ooksbeaut
if
ulevenwhensheiseat
ing.
Thewayshel
ooksi
cant
ellIam def
ini
tel
ynother
type.
Shelooksexpensi
ve,andifeell
ikesheneedsaGuy
thatcoul
dprovi
deforher,
buyhercl ot
hesandbuy
hertheworl
d.
"
Areyougoi
ngt
ogr
eetherorwhat
?"
Shakaasks,
ishakemyhead
"
Nah,iwil
lonl
ylookatherj
ustt
opl
easemyeye
t
hat
'sall
."
"
That
'
scr
eepy.ButI
'
veset
tl
edt
heBi
lll
et'
sgo"
Inod
Wegetstandup,
ilookatheronelastchance.She
l
ooksup,she'
ssmili
ngdamniwi l
lneverforgett
his
smil
eever!
Shelooksatherf
ri
ends,
iloveherAf
roi
t'
sbi
gand
beauti
ful
.
Iwal
kawaywi
thherpi
ctur
einmyhead.
Ineedasmoker
ightnow.
.
BackathomebutIcan'
tgett
hatwoman'
spi
ctur
e
offmyhead.
Iam nowregr
ett
ingmydecisi
onofnotgr
eet
ingher
andaski
ngforhernumberwhenShakaadvi
cedme
to.
HowcanIgethernumbert
hough?
Howwi llIstar
tlooki
ngforher?Howwi llIknowher
name?" Angel"that
'swhatIam namingherbecause
shelookslikeone,shelookssoinnocentandcute.I
thoughtmymot herwasthemostbeaut i
fulwoman
I'
veeverlaidmyeyesonbutSeei ngthatwoman, i
waslyi
ngtomyself
.Thatwomant akesthecr
own,
herf
ace,smi
leandhairi
sallIt
hinkof.
Iwanttoseeheragain,idon'
tmindlookingf
orher
al
loverthecit
yofJohannesburg,iwouldrat
her
l
ookforherinsteadofmymot her
!.
EI
GHTEEN
.
SPONSORED
.
"
Sisyourphonei
sri
ngi
ng"
Siki
eshout
sfr
om myr
oom,
iam i
nthebat
hroom
taki
ngashower.
Iam alreadyl
atef
orLunchwi t
hmyf ri
endsandI
knowt heywil
lsur
elyshoutatme.Theyhaven't
for
givenmef orst
oodingthem upwhenIwentto
Musa'shouseandmadet hem wai
tforfood.
Iqui
ckl
ywal
koutoft
hebat
hroom t
omyr
oom.
I
t'
sMer
y
"
Mer
yChr
ist
mas"
"
Wher
ear
eyouLuncumo?
"
"
Iam onmyway,
justaf
ewmi
nut
es"
"
Okay"
Shedr
opst
hecal
lhowr
ude!
Iquickl
ycombmyhair
,wor
emydressandsandal
s
ther
e'snousef
ormakeupnow.
It
ookmycarkeys.
"
I'
llbebackl
ateron.Wher
eisMi
gcobo?
"
"
Hewentt
ohi
snewf
ri
end'
spl
ace.
"
"
Doyouwantt
ocomewi
thme?
"
"
Yessi
s"
"
Sur
ethenl
et'
sgo"
"
Letmegoandgetmybag"
"
You'
l
lfi
ndmei
nmycar
"
Shenodsandr
ant
oherr
oom
"
Lockwhenyoul
eave"
Ishoutt
henwal
kedt
othecar
.
Shecomesr
unni
ng,
wegeti
nsi
det
hecar
.
Thedri
vet
oMery'sFl
ati
sfastbecauset
her
e'sno
Traf
fi
contheway.
Ical
lthem.
"
Iam wai
ti
ngout
side"
"
Wecomi
ng"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
ltoo.
Icanseet
hem comi
ng,
theygeti
nsi
de.
"
Heysi
kie"
Mer
yGr eet
sSikel
elwa,andwhydoesn'
tshegr
eet
methi
swhi t
echil
disrude?
"
Ncums,
HeySi
kz"
Lor
naGr
eet
,ismi
leanddr
iveof
f.
"
Wher
eto?
"
"
Maboneng"
Si
kiesaysandnoonedi
sagr
eewi
thher
,iguess
Mabonengiti
s.
Myphoner
ingsi
t'
sconnect
edont
heSpeaker
.
"
Hel
lo"
It
'sMusaandwe' vebeenget
ti
ngal ongli
kehouse
onfireeversi
ncet hehouseI
ncident,icancal
l
ourselvesacouplenowcozwe'vebeent hrowi
ng"I
l
oveyou' s"al
loversoIcansaywear eacoupl
e.
"
Baby,
Unj
ani
?"
Yousee?Wear
eonpetnamebasi
s
"
Iam goodBaby,
whataboutYou?
"
"
Iam goodt
oo,
imi
ssyou.Whatar
eyouupt
o?"
Il
ookatMer
yandl
ookf
orwar
dagai
n.
"
Imissyout
oo.Iam onmywayt
oMabonengwi
th
myGirl
s"
"OhIsee,
sowhenam Iseei
ngYou?Ir
eal
lymi
ss
you"
Ireallywanttosayhe'sPussywhippedbutIcan't
,
SikelelwaishereandIam onspeaker.I
magine
tr
aumat i
zingmysist
erwithsuchwords,itwi
llbe
evidentthatI'
m havi
ngsex.
"
Imi
ssyout
oobabe,
iguessI
'
llseeyout
omor
row
af
termycl
asses"
"OkayBaby,
enj
oyyourdaywit
hyourgi
rls.Doyou
needsomeMoneyforyoutospoi
lyour
self?"
Meryqui
ckl
ynodsherhead,
wasn'
tshemadatme
afewminut
esago?
"
Not
her
e'snoneedf
ort
hatbabe"
.
ThelooksIgetf
rom t
hese3cansendmest
rai
ght
tot
hegr ave.
WhatdoesSi
kieknow?Wehavet
otal
kaboutt
his.
"Ii
nsi
stbabe,
iwi
llsendyouaf
ewcashbef
oreyou
evenfi
ghtme"
"
It
'syourmoneyl
ove"
Isayhel
aughs,
heknowshowmuchIwoul
dlovet
o
fi
ghtwi
thhi
mr i
ghtnow.
"
Iloveyou"
Ir
ollmyeyes
"
Iloveyout
oobabe"
Hedr
opst
hecal
l.
"
Howcanyoudecl
inemoney?
"
Hai
bouMer
yChr
ist
maswhyi
ssheat
tacki
ngme?
"
Idon'
twantt
osoundl
ikeI
'
m af
terhi
smoney"
Isay
"Youarenotaf
terhi
smoney,
youdi
dn'
taskhe
offer
ed"
"
SameDi
ff
erence"
Isayi
nmydef
ence
"
Weneedt
oeducat
eyouabouthavi
ngaBoyf
ri
end"
NoIdidn'
thearhercl
ear
ly,
myearhadwat
ercome
agai
nTeacher!
"
Educat
ewho?
"
"
You!
"
"
DoyouhaveaBoyf
ri
endMer
y?"
"
NoIdon'
t"
"Goodgir
l,soSundiqhel
amna!Imaginebei
ng
educat
edbypeopl ewhodon'tevenknowhowIlove
yousoundsduringanorgasm.Sikel
elwacl
oseyour
earsIwannaeducatethi
sGir
l,whoar
eyoutr yi
ngto
educate?Whenlastdi
dyouhadsex?Whenl astdi
d
youthrowanIloveyoutosomeone?Don'
ttestme
Teacher!
."
Lor
nawasl
aughi
ng
"Ther
e'snoneedforhert
ocloseherear
s,shehas
alr
eadyheardal
lyouneedtodoistoeducateusal
l
madame"
Haibodidn'
tIeducat
eherafewminutesagai
n?
Maybesheneedsdeepeducationt
hatwasan
exampleorwhatMultipl
echoi
cequesti
ons.
Wewer
eint
hePar
kingLot
"Whenweareinsi
det
heRest
uar
antiwi
lleducat
e
youlet
'sgoi
n."
Theyl
aughed,
it'
snotevenf
unnyshame.
Myphonebeepsi
t'
samessagef
rom Capi
tec
moneyi
n+R5000.
Myphoner
ingsi
t'
sMusa.
"
Babydi
dyougett
hemoney?
"
"
Yes,
andi
t'
sal
otbaby"
"
Justenj
oywi
thyourgi
rl
s,il
oveyou"
.
Isi
gh
"
Iloveyout
oo,
Bye"
"
Bye"
Hedropst
hecal
l,
iam l
uckyt
hatIhaveaBoyf
ri
end
l
ikeMusa
"
Howmuchdi
dhesend?
"
Hai
boSi
kel
elwa,thisChi
ldisCorr
uptshebel
ongst
o
t
heGupt
asforrealsandthere'
snothi
ngwecando.
"
Thatdoesn'
tconcer
nyou"
Wemakeourwayi
nsi
det
heRest
aur
ant
"
SoMi
ssNcumsar
eyoust
il
leducat
ingus?
"
Irol
lmyeyes,iwon'ttal
kwithboyf
ri
endl
esspeople
whodoesn'tevenknowt heLat
enightmessages
andearl
ymor ningmessagesyhuutheyknow
nothi
ngaboutuMj ol
oshame.
"
Let
'sor
derpl
ease!
"
Theyl
augh
IcanseeNqabacomi
ngt
oourt
abl
ehei
sal
one.
"
Ncumoheyy"
Hegr
eet
sme,
ist
andupandhughi
m.
"
Hey,
howar
eyou?
".
"
Iam good,
you?
"
"
Iam goodt
oo"
"
Heyl
adi
es"
Hegr
eet
sthegi
rl
s
"
Hel
lo"
Theygr
eetback.
"Iam wor
kingonsi
ghtthi
ssi
desoIor
der
edl
unch
soIam heretot
akeit
"
Inod
"I
t'
sgoodtoseeyouwor
kingnotgal
avat
ingal
lthe
ci
tyofJohannesbur
gwi
thladi
es"
Hel
aughs
"Iam l
ooki
ngforaseri
ousr
elat
ionshi
pnow,
i
stoppedpl
ayi
ngaround"
Hesaysgi
vingmeaconni
vingsmi
le
"
Thatwouldbethedayitr
ainschocol
ateyoucan
wishf
ornowthough."
Hel
aughs
"
Itwasni
ceseei
ngyouNcums,
letmel
eave!
"
Hel
aughs
"
Ali
ghtbye"
"
Byel
adi
es"
Hewal
ksaway.
"
Yhuut
hisguyi
shandsomeshame"
Yeah,
it'
sconf
ir
medSi kel
elwaneedsinter
vent
ionas
soonaspossi
blebef
or eIbreaksomeone'
sballs.
"He'swayolderthanyouandnotyourt
ype.Hewil
l
playwithyourheartandt
ossitt
ohell
.Whowillbe
nursingyourbrokenhear
t?"
Shedoesn'
tanswer
"
Sti
ckt
oyourbookschi
ld,
sti
ckt
othem Amen"
.
Ihavetodealwit
hthi
sonei naver ymaturedway
andIhavet ot
akehert
otheCl ini
cforaninject
ionI
am notreadyt
obeanAunt .ImagineauntNcumo!
Yhuuitdoesn'
tsoundappeti
zingeven.
"
SoyouandMusaar
eof
fi
cialRi
ghtnow?
"
Lor
nzask.
"
Yesi
tisof
fi
cialbutIam scar
edt
hough"
"
Whyyouscar
ed?
"
"Thi
sisal
ltoosuddentome.AndIt
hinkwear
e
alr
eadymovingtoofast
"
"
Butyoul
ovehi
m?"
Thatquest
ioncaughtmeoffGuard,
idi
dn'
texpecti
t.
Musawasj ustacrush,
andnothi
ngbutaCrush.
Loveandf
eel
ingsjustcamealongtheway,idon'
t
knowwhet
herit
'sLoveorLustIjustdon'
tknow.
"
Yeahof
cour
seIl
ovehi
m"
Isaythantookabi
teonmyf
oodt
hatl
eavesa
bit
tert
asteinmymouth.
"
Thenyoudon'
thavet
owor
ryaboutanyt
hing,
he
l
ovesyout
oo"
Inodandcont
inueoneat
ing.
"
Ineedaboyf
ri
end"
Outoft
hePi
nkMer
yChr
ist
masspeaks.
"
Whatboyf
ri
end?
"
"Thet
alkwi
thyoumademeseemysel
fthatIr
eal
ly
needtobei
naRelat
ionshi
p"
"Shamemnt asewai
tforyourt
ime,
letusenj
oyt
he
benefi
tsofuMjol
o!"
"
Youwi
llset
tl
etheBi
llwi
thMusa'
smoney"
Haibo,whymyman' smoney?Ifweopenedourlegs
f
orMusaal lofusiwasgoingtoset
tl
etheBil
lbutI
wast heonlyoneturnedupsi
dedownsoNah, they
wil
lsettl
etheirbi
ll
.
Andi
ziBant
aseTuu!
.
Iam workingGoodPeopl
e,Sowhenyouaskto
sponsortheinser
tandIt
ellyout
owai
t.Idon'
twant
togettheair
ti
meforfr
eeandnotpost,iwantt
obe
avai
lablef
ir
stbef
oreIcangetyoursponsor
.
Sopl
easeunder
standandRespectmeThankYou.
NI
NETEEN
.
"
SisI
'
mleavi
ng,
I'
llseeyoul
aterbef
oreyoul
eave"
InodatMi
gcobo.
"
Youwon'
tneedanyt
hing?
"
"
NahI'
m good,
I'
m gi
vingyout
het
imeyouasked
f
or"
"
Okay"
Hewal ksoutofmyr oom, ist
opwi ththepacki ng.I
am goingt oDur
banwi thTheMar keti
ngTeam f or
somenewdevel opment.IthoughtIwoul dhandl e
schoolandwor kbuttheyarebot hti
ri
ngand
demandi ng,Musaisstri
cthe'sveryprofessional
wheni tcomestousandwor k.OnlyhisFami l
yand
myf ri
endswhoknowsaboutus, of
coursepl usmy
brotherandsist
er.Idon'twanttobelabelledas
"becauseshe'sdati
ngtheboss"Iam l it
erall
y
workingmyt i
tsof
ftoprovethatIdersevet
obe
ther
e.Icouldbechil
li
ngathomet hisweekendand
domyassi gnmentsbutDurbaniscalli
ngmeby
Name.
IaskedMi gcobotogivemeandSi kel
elwaachance
total
k.Sikiehasatt
it
udefordays,shecomeslat
e
from campus,shebackchats,shegoesonFri
day
thencomesbackonSundayCabanga!
Shehasdef
ini
tel
ytast
edt
heD!
Ist
opwi t
ht hepacki
ngandwalkedtothelounge
whereshe'smakingNoisebusylaughi
ngoverthe
phone,t
heKar dashi
ansshewaswat chi
ngare
watchi
ngher .
"
Siki
eweneedt
otal
k!"
Isaywi
thmymostser
iousf
aceandswi
tchedof
f
theTV.
Isi
tont
opoft
hecof
feeTabl
eopposi
teher
.
"
Okaychomii
eletmecal
lyouaf
teraf
ewmi
nut
es
mysi
sterwant
stotal
ktome"
Shesaysanddr
opst
hecal
l.
"
Mol
oSi
si"
Shegr
eet
smel
ooki
ngdown.
Shedidn'tsl
eepathome,andt
odayi
saFridayshe
wil
lleavelat
eronandit
'saChr
ist
masforhercoz
I
'mleavingtoo.
"
Siki
ewhatar
eyoudoi
ng?
"
"
WhatdoyoumeanSi
si?
"
"Whatar
eyoudoi
ngwi
thyourl
if
e?Ar
eyoust
il
l
goi
ngtocampus?
"
"Yessi
sIgot
ocampusIcanEvenshowyout
he
proof
"
"
Uyaj
olaSi
kel
elwa?
"
Shechokedonhersal
ivaandst
art
edcoughi
ng.
Ilookedather,shecancought
illshedi
esI'
ve
reachedmyl i
mi twi
thher
.Iam donewithhernj
e,i
j
ustwantt osendherbacktoEasternCape.
Whenshe'
sdonewi
thherdr
amashel
ooksatme.
"Si
kiedoyouRemembert
het
alkwehadbacki
n
Easter
nCape?"
"
Yessi
si"
"
Whatdi
dIsayt
oYou?
"
"
ThatIshoul
df ocusonschoolandbetter
ingmy
f
utur
e,andthatIshoul
dforgetaboutboysand
f
ocus."
"
Whatwast
hel
astsent
ence?
"
"Thati
fIf
ailt
olist
ent
oYou,you'l
lsendmeback
homeandenr ol
lmeinoneoftheuniver
sit
iesi
n
Easter
nCape"
"
Didyoul
ist
enke?
"
Sheshookherhead
"Youdon'thaveamout hnow?Si kelel
wayou've
beenthebossar oundhere.Tell
ingusnottodictat
e
yourli
fe,wearenotyourpar ent
s.Youbackchatted
meSi kel
elwa,youdidn'
tsleepathome.Wer eyou
highonsomecheapdr ugswhenal lthat
happened?"
"Iam sor
rysisi
.Iwil
lchangepl
easedon'
tsendme
backtoEasternCape."
Shebegswi
thTear
sst
reami
ngdownherf
ace,
iam
notfazednortouchedshedi
dal
loft
hisshemust
facetheconsequences"
"
Howol
dist
heper
sonyouar
edat
ing?
"
Shekeepsqui
et
"
I'
m aski
ngSi
kel
elwa"
"
28year
sol
d"
Whaaaat
!?
"AndhowoldareyouSikel
elwa?Whatareyou
doingwit
hamant hati
sevenoldert
hanme?
Couldn'
tyouf
indyouragemates?Therearealotof
boysyourageoncampuswhyl ookforsomeone's
babydaddy?Agrownman! "
Shecr
iesmor
e
"
DoyouuseCondom ?
"
Shel
ooksupatme
"
Don'tyoudar
egivemet
hoseeyes,don'
tyouknow
t
hatpeoplear
esi
ckoutt
here?Wereyounever
t
houghtaboutHI
VandSTIs?"
"
Iwast
aught
.WedouseCondom butnotmostof
t
het
ime"
TosayI'm di
sappoi
ntedinheri
sanunder stat
ement
Iam hurt
.Shehashur tmyfeel
ingstoday,
ithought
shewouldbecleveraboutt
heset hi
ngscozshe's
smart.
"
Whatdoeshehavet
hatboysyouragedon'
thave?
I
sitmoney?
"
Shedoesn'
tsayanyt
hing.
"Iwantyout obreakthingsof fwit
hthisguy.Ri ght
nowyouwi llblockhim, andpackyourt hi
ngsyou
goingt oMer y'
sFlatfort hisweekend.OnMonday
afterourcl asseswegoi ngt oanear bycli
nict odo
somet estsandyouwi lltakemet othatFat herof
your stobr eakt hi
ngsof fici
alwi t
hme
accompanyi ngyou,ifhehasnonsenseI '
llcutoff
hissmal ldick.Soblockhi m andswitchyour
cellphoneof fI'
mtakingi ttoDur banwith.YouWi ll
knowwho' snowol dSi kelelwasozendi qhelwe
ngumnt anamna! "
Shedoesthethi
ngsthatmakest
hepot
stobedone
andhandsthephonetome.
"
Nowgoandpack"
Shewalkst
oherr
oom,if
oll
owhert
hengoti
nsi
de
mineandcl
osedt
hedoor
.
Tear sstreameddownmyf ace,nowIf eelt he
parent '
spai nwhenkidsstartdisobeyingt hem.The
paini felt
,thedisappoi
ntment.Iwoul dn'tbe
disappoi nt
edi fi
twassomeVar sityboy, iwould've
under stoodi t
'saphaseshe'sdating.Nowshe' s
datingagr ownman, amanol dert hanme.Idon' t
wanthert obeoneoft heSlayQueens, moneycan
makeherdr opoutofschoolandmakehersel lher
bodyt hisisJohannesbur git
'saf astl
ifecity,she's
stil
ltooyoungandnai veIjusthopeshechangesor
I'
l
lhavenochoi cebutsendherbackt oEast ern
Cape.
Itakeanot
hershowercozIf
eltl
ikeineededt
he
coldshower.
.
"Guyspleaselookoutforher
.Makesureshe
doesn'tgetanychancetogoout.Tal
ktoherguys,
advicehermakessomesensei nthatbi
gheadof
her
s.It
rustt
het
woofYout
oknocksomesense
i
ntoher
."
"Don'tworr
ywewi l
l t
alktoher,
she'sgoi
ngthrough
astage.Itwil
lpasstoo,don'
tstr
essaboutitf
riend,
she'snowexposet otherealworl
dshejustneeds
guidance".
Lor
nasayspat
ti
ngmyback
"Thankyoulove,shemusn'tgetaccesst
oanyof
yourcel
lphone.Shemustsuf f
er,cozwhenIcome
backIwon'tbelenientwi
thher.
"
"
Okayma'
am of
fyougo"
Mer
yshushesmeof
f.
"
Okaybyel
oves"
"
Byeboo"
Il
aughandwal
kint
omycar
,I'
m dr
ivi
ngwi
th
Migcobo.
"
She'
snotmadatYou?
"
"Noshe'
sremorseful
,it
hinkshe'
sregr
ett
ing
ever
ythi
ng.I
fshe'snotacti
ng"
"
Yeahshewi
llbef
inedon'
tst
ress"
Inodt
hendr
ovef
ast
er,
iam l
ate.
"Pl
easekeept
hehousecl
eanandnogi
rl
sandno
part
yinmyhouse!
"
Hel
aughsandshakehi
shead
"
YouknowI
'
m not
roubl
e"
Yeahhe'sRight,i
fhe'snotplayi
ngsocceron
campushi swithhisFriendTumeloatRes.On
weekendsI '
m competingwithhi
m wheni tcomest
o
Musa,he'salwayswi t
hhi m.Heseehim ashisRol
e
model,hewant stobel i
keMusawhenhegr owsup
"YoungandRi ch"that
'swhathewantsandhave
manybusi ness.
SpeakingofMusahe' sbeencall
ingnon-
stopI
knowiam l at
e.I'
m gl
adhe'snotcomingwithus,
other
wi seIwouldfor
getaboutworkandthi
nkwe
areonBaecat i
on.
Iparki
nfr
ontoft
hecompanyent
ranceandopened
theboott
ookmysuit
case.
"
Pleasedr
ivesaf
ely,
iloveYou.
"
"
Haveasaf
etr
ipsi
s,il
oveYout
oo"
Het
akest
hedr
iver
'sseatanddr
ivesof
f
"
Theseat
bel
tMi
gcobo"
Ishoutatt
hecart
hati
snotevennearme,t
hese
ki
dswi l
lgi
vemegreyhai
rataver
yyoungestage.
"
YouareLate,wearedonewi
ththebri
efi
ng.
Amandawillbr
iefyouont
heplane,
nowgobefor
e
t
hefl
ightl
eavey'al
l"
Hei
sgr
umpy
"
Iam sorr
yMusaihadt oattendt
osomet
hingver
y
i
mportantI
'l
ltel
lyouovert
hephone.
"
Henods
Igi
vehi
m aqui
ckki
ss
"
Iloveyou"
Isaywi
pingt
hel
ipst
ick
"
Iwi
llmi
ssyou"
"Migcobowillkeepyoucompanythi
sweekendand
pleaselookatthosefi
gur
esIsentyou."
Henods
"Offyougobef
oreyoumakeyourt
eam l
ate.Il
ove
you"
Iki
sshi
m onhi
scheekt
henwentt
othecompany
car
.
"
I'
m sosorryguys,hadt
oatt
endsomet
hing
i
mportantItol
dtheBoss"
Theynoddedandf
ixedt
hei
reyesbacki
nthei
r
gadget
s.
Theyaretooser
iousaboutl
if
etheseones,
ant
i-
soci
alpri
cks!
Thi
swil
lbethelongestweekendi
nDur
ban,
cozI
'
m
wit
hworkahol
ics.
SbwlSavannaandsoftl
if
ethatt
ime,
YhooIam
def
ini
tel
ynotinthemood.
.
Coul
dn'
tpostyest
erdayIwasbusyI
'
m sor
ry.
.
YOUCANNOW SPONSORANI
NSERT,
DM I
FYOU
WANTTOSPONSORANI
NSERT.
SPONSORED
.
TWENTY
.
"
What
'sonyourmi
nd?
"
Il
ookbackandIseeAmanda,
theMar
ket
ing
Di
rect
or.
"
Alotofst
uff
.It
'scompl
icat
edyouknow"
Ishr
ug
"
Let
'sgot
othebeachj
ustf
orawal
k"
Shet
akesmyhand,
andwal
kwi
thme.
Westayinabeachhouse,
it'
sbeenfewhour
ssi
nce
wearri
vedandwegotbusywi t
hwork.Wedi
dn'
t
comeheretoplaysowewerehavi
ngabreakwe
wil
lgetbackt
owor k.
"
Soyoudon'
twantt
otal
kabouti
t?"
Amandaasks,
Amandai
samar
ri
edwomanwho
t
akesl
if
esoser
ious.
"
Myl
it
tl
esi
sterj
ustst
art
eddat
ing"
Shel
aughs,
ist
opandl
ookather
"
So?Ar
eyounotdat
ing?
"
Sheasks
"She'sdati
ngoldermen, shedoesn'
tuseCondom
whenhavi ngsex.Idon'tknowwhet hershe'
sclean
ornot ,
whenIgobackonMondaywewi l
lgotothe
cli
nic.Mywor stf
earisforhergett
ingHI Vor
Pregnant.WhatwillIsaytoourparents?She'smy
responsibi
li
ty"
Theseabr
eezei
sdoi
ngmegoodIneededi
t.
"Ohthat'shard.ButIdon'twantyout oblame
yourselfher
e, Yesyouar eresponsi bleforherbut
she'sgoingthroughast age.Shewi llbef i
nejust
don'tbeharshonherot herwi seitwi lldri
veherback,
tal
kt oherasaconcer nedbi gsist er
, tal
ktoherasif
yout al
kingwithyourBestFr iend.Tel lherwhatto
do,showhert hewaymakeyour selfanexampl eto
her.Shewi l
lbef i
ne,shewillbef ine.Eveni fshei
s
si
ckpleasebetheref
orher,shewil
lneedallt
he
supportshecangetf
rom youherbigsi
ster
"
Inod
"
ThankyouAmanda!
"
"
Youwel
come,
nowl
et'
sgobackandst
artwor
king!
"
Isi
ghandhuf
f
"Youguysar
epaini
ntheAss,can'
ty'
al
lli
vel
if
efor
once?Don'
tyouwantt
oli
vethesoftl
if
e?"
Shel
aughed
"
Wecangooutl
ateronf
ordi
nner
"
"
That
'
sagoodpl
an,
atl
eastIwi
llSeet
heDur
ban"
Shesmi
les
.
It
'sl
atei
nDur
ban,
I'
m wear
ingat
hinar
m si
lkdr
ess
andheel
s.
It
'slat
eI'm wit
hAmandaandCheal
seashe'
sal
so
partoftheteam.
"
Wher
ear
ewehavi
ngdi
nner
?"
Chel
seaasks
"There'
sthi
sRestaur
antont
heroad,
myhusband
andIwentt her
e.I
'mtel
li
ngt
oyoutwothei
rfoodi
s
todieFor!"
Amandar
espond
"
Ihopeso"
Isay,
ilovegoodfoodsoIwil
lbedi
sappoi
ntedi
fthe
foodi
snotthatdeli
cious.
Wefinal
lyar
ri
vedattherest
aur
anti
t'
snotFarf
rom
ourbeachhousehencewetookawalk.
.
"
SoLuncumoar
eyousi
ngl
e?"
Chelseaaskssi
ppi
ngherwine,
theyar
enotthat
upti
ghtshame.ButI
'm havi
ngmySavanna,
i
missedit
.
"
Nol
oveI
'
minaRel
ati
onshi
p"
"
Someonef
rom school
?"
Amandaasks.
"
Yeah,
he'
sdoi
nghi
slastyeari
nmedi
cine.
"
"
Ohhehasagoodcar
eer
.Adoct
orandaMar
ket
er"
Chel
seasayssmi
li
ng
"
Yeah.WhataboutYou?
"
"
Justgotoutofanabusi veRelati
onshi
p,hewasa
marr
iedman.Ididn'tknow,butwhenIf oundedout
t
hathewasmar riedIbrokethingsoffwit
hhim,
t
hat'
swhenhest artedabusingme.ButIgotoutof
t
hatRelat
ionshi
pnow, I'
m doingme"
Shuuuuidi
dn'
texpectt
hat
"
Yho!Atl
eastyoudoi
ngyoumos"
Thewait
ercamewi
thourf
ood,
andgavemeapi
ece
ofpaper
.
"
From t
hatgent
lemanovert
her
e"
Ilookedatwher
ehewaspoi
nti
ng.I
twassome
Indianguy.
Iopenedt
hepaper
.
"
PleaseCal
lMe061*
***
***
"
Il
aughed,
Hai
bouPr
ajesh!
Ishookmyhead.
"whatdoesi
tsay?
"
Amandaasks.
"
ThatIshoul
dcal
lhi
m!"
Theybothlaugh,
theAudaci
tyofRaj
esh'
sBr ot
her
Praj
eshtoaskmet ocal
lhim Yhot
heBuhlungus
don'
tphel!
"
Andt
hatmanhasawi
febacki
nIndi
a"
"
Thel
iveroft
heseMen!
"
"
Cabanga!
"
Isaysi
ppi
ngonmysavanna.
.
Amandajustset
tl
edtheBi
ll
,Pecksofbei
ngt
he
Mar
keti
ngDi r
ect
or.
She'
sri
chert
hanus,andi
thel
pst
hatIam a
st
udenti
nthei
reyes.
"
Sowegoi
ngbackt
othebeachhousemos?
"
Amandaasks,see.Ifi
twassomeonesensibl
eshe
woul
d'veopt
edforaf ewdr
inksi
naclub,butit
's
AmandaIunderstand.
"Iwantedt
otakeawalk,ihavet
ocheckuponmy
sist
er,
brot
herandboyfr
iendsoyouguyscango"
"
Alr
ightwewi
llseeyou"
Theyl
eft
,ist
oodnextt
othebr
idget
hencal
ledMer
y.
"
HeyLove"
"
HeNcumo,
how'
sDur
ban?
"
"Durbanisgreat,
butI
'
vebeenwor ki
ngeversinceI
cameher eIam eventi
redyazi
,butiwentoutfor
Dinneratleast
"
"
Ohshame,
buti
t'
syourchoi
cet
henbabes"
"Yeah,andIhaveanAssignmentwai
ti
ngformeto
startassoonasIgetbacktot
hebeachhouse"
"
YhooshameFr
iendbest
rongokay?
"
"
Yeah,
how'
sSi
kie?
"
"
She'
sfi
ne,
wewat
chi
ngTV"
"
Ohokay,
tel
lherImi
ssherandIl
oveher
"
"Haiboi
t'
sstil
lFri
dayifyouknow,
justaf
ewhour
s
butkeIwil
ltel
lherdon'twor
ry"
"
Alr
ightt
hen,
ByeLove"
"
ByeBoo"
Idroppedt
hecallandl
ookedup,
thel
ight
swer
eas
bri
ghtasdayl
ight.
Ical
ledMi
gcobo
"
HeySi
s"
"
Migco,
ihopemyhousei
sst
il
linpl
ace"
Hel
aughed
"You'
vebeengonef orli
kewhat?10hour
sand
you'r
ealreadywor ri
edaboutt
hehouse.Ever
ythi
ng
i
sst i
lli
npl ace,I
'
m withTumelo.Pl
ayi
ngsome
games, PlayStat
ion"
"Ohokay,icall
edt
ocheckuponyouthat'
sal
l.I
havetherightt
ocheckuponyou,
anythi
ngcan
happenin10hourstimesol
etmebethecautious
sist
er"
"
ThanksSi
s,west
il
lfi
net
hankst
houghf
orcar
ing"
"
That
'
sgr
eatt
oheart
hen,
alr
ightbyeil
oveyou"
"
Iloveyout
oo,
Bye!
"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
l.
It
ri
edcal
li
ngMusa'
sNumberbuti
trangt
henwent
st
rai
ghtt
ovoi
cemai
l.
Ical
led4ti
mesbutst
il
lnot
hing,
hewi
llseemy
missedcal
ls.
.
AsIwaswalkingtowardsthebeachhouse,ihear
d
Gunshot
s.Peoplewererunni
ng,ijustf
rozei
none
spot
.
Mymi
ndst
opf
unct
ioni
ngf
orj
ustaf
ewseconds.
"
Heyladywhyareyoustandi
ngt
her
e?Thosebank
Robber
swil
lshootyou!
"
Somewhit
eguyshoutedatmeashewasr
unni
ng
tot
heot
herdi
rect
ion.
Thebeachhousedirect
ioniswher
etheGunshot
s
arecomingf
rom henceIfroze.
Thegunshotsei
zedIhadnochoi
cebuttopul
lmy
bi
ggi r
lspant
sandwalksi
nceIdon'
tknowany
otherways.
Iwalkedf
ast
erwi
thmyheelsonmyhandsf
or
i
nstancei
fsomet
hinghappens.
"
Ouch"
Ist
agger
edback,
I'
vehur
tmyf
eett
humb.
"
AhhhohGod!
"
Icr
y,t
hisshi
thur
ts
"
Areyouokay?
"
Ideepvoi
cebehi
ndst
art
ledme.
Iam shi
tscar
edbutIwon'
tshowi
t.
"
I'
mfi
ne"
Isai
dwi
thmyvoi
cel
ow.
Hetouchesmyarm,
iqui
ckl
yremovehi
shandandI
t
akealookathi
m.
Thestr
eetl
ightt
hatIbumpedmyf
eetwi
thi
sgi
ving
usthel
ight
.
"
Ngel
osi
"
Hesays,
ifr
own.Whywoul
dhecal
lmeAngel
?
"
Areyouhur
t?"
Thecar
einhi
svoi
cemel
tsme,
it'
sover
whel
ming.
"
Hur
tmyf
eet
,iwi
llbef
ine"
Isay.
"
Wher
ear
eyougoi
ng?I
t'
snotsaf
eforyouher
e"
"
Iam goi
ngnextt
othebeach"
"
Letmegi
veyoual
if
tcome"
"
No!
"
Isay,
Sozekal
ok.Idon'
tevenknowhimformet o
dri
vewit
hhim al
oneatnight
.Whati
fhekidnapsme?
"Iwon'
tdoanythi
ngwrongtoyou.Takeapict
ureof
me,sendi
ttoyourfami
ly.Butwehavetol
eavethi
s
pl
acenow!"
Iquickl
ytakemyphoneandt ookapictur
eofhim
thensentittoMeryandtol
dhershouldIgomissing,
shemustf indt
hisguy.
"
Canwegonow?
"
Inod
Wewal
ktot
hebackst
reett
her
e'sacarpar
ked.
WegetI
nsi
det
hecaront
hebackseat
.
Ther
ear
etwoguysont
hef
ront
,iam gone.
Thisismylastdayonear t
hohmyGod, Br
aGIdon't
wanttocomet oyou.DaddyyouknowmosIst i
ll
haveunfini
shedbusinessinyourworld.Youcan'
t
l
ettheseMenki l
lmeyourdaught er
,it
'smeyour
fi
rstdaught
erAzania,idon'
tagreetocomet oyou
soearly.
Spi
ri
tofJoseph,
youmyUncl
eni
gahsaveme
pl
ease.
"Iknowyourf
ace,
I'
veseenyoubef
ore.Zul
uisn'
t
shethe.
..
"
"
Dri
veShaka!
"
Whyishest
oppi
nghi
mfr
om sayi
ngwher
ehe
knowsme?
"
Wher
eto?
"
Heasks,
shamepoorShakaZul
u!
"
Tot
hebeach"
TheCardr
ivesof
f
Isi
ghandpr
ayt
oMyDadupt
her
etokeepmesaf
e.
Minut
esl
aterweinf
rontoft
hebeach,
idi
recthi
mto
t
hebeachhouse.
"
Thankyousomuchf
ort
hel
i
ft"
"
Youwel
come,
Nextt
imebesaf
e"
"Iwould'
vebeensafeifIwasbackInJohannesburg.
Idon'tknowDurban,icameherejustf
orworkI'l
lbe
l
eavingSunday.ButThankyousomuch"
"
Youwel
come"
Igotof
fthecar
,thenwal
kedI
nsi
det
hehouse.
"
OMGwewer eworr
iedaboutyou.Wehear
dthe
Gunshot
s,I
'
m gladyouareokay!
"
AmandasaysassoonasIwal
kin.
"Yeah,
itookanUber
.Iam saf
e,ihear
dther
ewasa
bankRobbery.
"
Wechat
tedf
oraf
ewmi
nut
esIwentt
omyr
oom.
Itookaquickshowerthenwal
kedtothebed.I
guessIhavetostartwi
thmyAssignmenttomorr
ow
I'
m sti
llt
raumat
ised.
Iputt
edbandageonmyt
humbsi
ncei
twasanopen
cut.
Iswi
tchedof
fthel
ightt
hengoti
nsi
det
hebed.
Il
ookedatt
hepictur
eoftheguywhosavedme,
he'
sDarkandhandsome,ilovehisbear
dit'
sso
cl
eanandmaintai
ned.Idi
dn'tknowhewast hi
s
handsome,
myKni ghti
nshinningamour!
Ismi
ledasswi
tchedmyphoneof
faf
tert
ell
ingMer
y
Iwasfi
ne!
.
Ididn'tevengethi
sname,
yethecal
ledme
"Ngelosi"whi
chmeansanAngel.
Iwoul
dn'
tmindmeeti
nghi
m agai
n,Justt
othank
hi
m.He'st
oohandsomemaan,mynewcr ushwi
th
Bear
d!
.
.
Pl
easedo:
COMMENT
LI
KE
&
SHARE
TWENTYONE
.
I'
vebeenstandi
ngonthebalconyever
yf r
eeminut
e
Iget
,watchingt
heroadthi
nkingI'
l
lseethecar
agai
n.
"
You'
rer
est
lesst
odayar
eyouOkay?
"
Amandast
andsr
ightnextt
ome.
HowdoIt el
lherthat
,it
'ssi
mplybecauseIwantto
seethatGuy'sfaceonceagainbutIcan'
tseem t
o
gethim outofmymi ndeventhoughIhavehis
pict
ureIjustwanttoseehim agai
n.
"
It
'snot
hingIj
ustmi
ssmyboyf
ri
end"
Isay,
speaki
ngoft
hatone,
hehasn'
tret
urnedanyof
mycallsIdon'twanttobethenagginggirl
fri
end
thi
sisthereasonI'
m scar
edtobei naRel at
ionship.
Iam apsychowhenIf eelbei
ngshittedon,andright
nowIknowMusai snotbusywithwor kevenifhe
wasbusyhewoul d'vecal
ledmejustt ocheckupon
meheal wayshavet i
meformenomat t
erhowbusy
heis.
"
Ohhi
sitnewl
ove?
"
"Noit
'snotnewl
ove,
it'
sjustt
hatweekendsare
ours,
wespendourweekendstoget
hersincewear
e
toobusyduri
ngt
heweek"
"
OhIsee"
"Yeah,hasthebosscal
ledtochecktheprogr
ess?
Wear egoingtothemeeti
ngtomorrow,hasn'
the
call
edjusttochecki
fwear eup-
to-
datewitht
he
presentat
ionfort
hecompany?"
"Nohedidn'
tcal
l,
Juniorwastheonewhocal
led
andaskedabouttheprogr
ess"
Inodmyhead,whatcoul
dhebebusywi t
hthathe
can'
tevenget2mi
nutestocal
landcheckuponme.
"
I'
m goi
ngt
otheMal
l,
wannat
agal
ong?
"
IaskAmanda,
ijustwantt
otakemymi
ndof
fthi
ngs.
"
Sor
rylove,
ihaveavi
deocal
linaf
ewmi
nut
eswi
th
myHusband"
InodthenwalkedbackInsi
dethehouse,itooka
showerthenworemylinenankledr
esswi t
hslides.
Mythumbst i
llhadabandageonanditispainful
butI
'm astr
onggirl
.
Itookmysi debagthenwentout
side,
I'
m gl
adwe
fi
nishedwi t
hthepr
esent
ati
onforthecompanynow
Icanf ocusonmyAssignmentassoonasIget
back.
Ir
equest
edanUber
,itwaswai
ti
ngf
ormeout
side.
"
Pleaset
akemet
othenear
estmal
l"
Isaythenrel
axed,i
hadt
hisur
get
ocal
lMusa.What
i
fhe'sintr
ouble?
Ical
lhi
m againbuthi
sphoneisnowgoi
ngst
rai
ght
tovoi
cemaili
t'
snotevenr
ingi
ng.
I
'mfrust
ratedbutIwi
llbef
ine,
iwantt
ocall
Migcobotogoandcheckuponhim butIdon'
twant
t
hathehasbr
other
stodot
hat
.
.
Ipaytheuberdr i
verandwal kinsi
det heMall
,iwant
foodfir
stbeforeanything.Idi
dn'teatbreakf
astso
I'
m defi
nit
elyeati
ngfirstbefor
ewi ndowshoppingor
buyingsomef ewclothes.
IseeRocomomas,
iwal
kinsi
de.
Idon'
tunderstandwhywehavetowri
teanexam
j
usttoorderfood,RocomamashasDr
amaYazi.
I
'
m havi
ngJui
cewhi
leI
'
m wai
ti
ngf
ormyf
ood.
Myphoner
ingsi
t'
sJuni
or.
"
Hel
lo"
"
Ncumohey,
howar
eyou?
"
"
I'
m goodt
hanks,
howar
eYou?
"
"
I'
m goodt
oo,
how'
sDur
ban?
"
Haiboarewefri
endsnow?Whyi
shecal
li
ngmeand
nothisbrot
her
?
"
Dur
bani
sbeaut
if
ulandgr
eat
,imi
ghtbecomi
ng
backherewi
thmyf
ri
endsf
oraweekendj
ustt
o
havefun"
"
YeahDurbani
sbeaut
if
ul,
ihopeyouar
eenj
oyi
ng
t
hough"
"
IwishIwasenj
oyi
ngbutI'
m not
,wehavet
oomuch
wor
k.Wherei
syourbr
other
?"
Icutt
otheChase,
idon'
tbeatar
oundt
hebushes.
"
WhoNqaba?
"
Heeet
hisonemustnott
estme.
"Andwhat'
smybusi
nesswi
thNqaba?I
sNqaba
youronl
ybrot
her
?"
"
OhKungomusa!Ohhe'
sbusywi
thwor
k"
There'
sami
ssi
nhi
sst
atementandt
hewayhe
tal
ked.
"
Ohi
sther
eanyt
hingyouwantt
otal
kabout
?"
"
NoIwasj
ustchecki
ngyouup"
"
Alr
ightt
hanksf
orchecki
nguponmebye!
"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
l.Het
hinksI
'
m ani
diotr
ight
?I'
m
pi
ssedshame,
somethingwrongi
shappeni
ngand
i
t'
ssomethi
ngthatwi
llmakemeangryorbr
eakmy
hear
t!
.
Theopposi
techai
rmovedIlif
tmyeyesof
fmy
phoneandsmil
einvol
unt
ari
ly.
"
SawubonaNgi
losi
"
Azani
apl
easedon'
tbl
ush,
pleasedon'
tembar
rass
us!
"
Sawubona"
"
CanIseat
?"
Inod,
ican'
ttr
ustmymout
htosaysomet
hing.
Heseat
sdownopposi
teme.
Thewait
erbri
ngsmyf
ood,
het
akest
hepaperand
fi
ll
shi
sordertoo.
"
Howar
eYou?
"
Heasksaf
terhandi
ngt
hepapert
othewai
ter
.
"
I'
m goodt
hanksandyour
sel
f?"
"
I'
m goodt
oo,
how'
syourf
eet
?Isawbl
oodst
ains
ont
hef
looroft
hecar
"
"
Ohsor r
y,mythumbwasbl
eedi
ngbuti
t'
sfi
nenow
ali
tt
lepainf
ult
hough"
Henodshishead.Musahasabear
dbutnotthi
sbig
andneat
,thi
soneisneat
,bi
gandshinnyi
thasthat
thi
ngmaan.
"Idi
dn'tf
ormal
lyi
ntr
oducedmysel
flastni
ght
,I'
m
ThuthukaZul
u"
"
Azani
aLuncumoJol
a"
Hesmi
lesbutnotf
ull
ysmi
let
hough
"Il
ovethenameLuncumo,
andyouhaveabeaut
if
ul
smilet
oo"
Ican'
thel
pyho,
I'
mfai
li
ngdi
smal
lyaski
est
eam.
I'
m blushi
ngshame,Godyourcreat
ionnj
e
somet i
mesisbeaut
if
ull
ookatthisHandsomeman
i
nfrontofme.
"
Thankyousomuch"
Isayaf
terbl
ushi
ngami
ll
iont
imes
"
Whyar
eyounoteat
ing?
"
"Iam wai
ti
ngforyout
ogetyourf
ood,
it'
srudet
oeat
alonewhenyouarewit
hsomeone"
"
Iwoul
dn'
tmi
ndwat
chi
ngyoueatt
hough"
Ismil
e,Spi
ri
tofJosephpl
easebewi
thmeYhoo
ngi
yashona!
Hi
sfoodcomest
oo
"
Wemayeatt
hen"
Heexchangedmyf
oodwi
thhi
s.
"
Youeatt
hehotf
oodI
'
lleatt
hecol
done"
Hesai
d.
"
SoLuncumo,
tel
lmeaboutyour
sel
f.
"
Idrankt
hejui
cewhil
elooki
ngathi
m,iwoul
dn'
tget
ti
redofwat
chinghi
m eat.
Myphonevi
brat
esont
opoft
heTabl
eit
'sMusa.
Ohwownowhe'
scal
li
ng,
shamepoorboy!
"
Areyounotgoi
ngt
opi
ckupyourphone?
"
Iswi
tchedmyphoneof
f
"
It
'snoonei
mpor
tant
,whatwasyourquest
ion?
"
"
Tel
lmeaboutyour
sel
f"
Heat
ehi
sfr
ies
"Uhm youknowmyname, I'
mt hefi
r stbornandi
haveabrotherandasi st
erwhoar et wins.I
'
ma
Marketi
ngstudentandI '
m alsowor kingasan
Marketi
ngInter
ninsomebi gcorpor ati
oncompany.
IhavetwobestFriends,that
'sbasical l
yme! "
Henods
"LuckyYou,bei
nganInt
ernwhil
estudyi
ng.Assoon
asyougr aduat
eyouhaveajobalr
eadymos"
Inod
"
Sonoboyf
ri
end?
"
Thatquest
iont
ookmeof
fguar
d
"
Ther
eis,
butIdon'tknowwherewear
est
andi
ng.
I
t'
scompl
icat
edifIcouldsay"
Henodsonceagai
n
"
SowhataboutYou?Tel
lmeaboutyour
sel
f?"
"
I'
m al
awyerbyprof
essi
on,butI
'
m cur
rent
lya
f
armer
.Ist
aywithmyUncleandAuntwhoareli
ke
myparent
s,nosi
bli
ngswhat
soeverj
ustt
wol
it
tl
e
cousi
ns.
"
Inod,he'
safar
mer?Far
mersi
nEaster
nCapear
e
notashandsomeandcl
eanashei
s.
"
Whyar
eyouaf
armer
?Whi
leyouar
eal
awyer
?"
"Let'
ssay,
Ilovefar
mi ngsoIdecidedtost
op
attendi
ngcourt
sandj ustspendalotofmyti
mei
n
theBundus,ican'
tli
eI '
m enj
oyi
ng."
Inod
"
Soyoust
ayher
einDur
ban?
"
"
Bot
hDur
banCBDandEmnambi
thi"
Inod
"
Whywer
eyoucal
li
ngmeNgel
osi
?"
Hesmil
ed,
ahhhDaddyGt hi
sri
ghther
einf
rontof
meisagor
geousl
yhandsomeman.
"Becausethefir
stti
meIsawYou, whichwasi n
Johannesburgyoursmiletookmeawayi twasone
ofanAngel .HencethenameAngel,meetingyou
hereinDurbanagainwasabl essi
ng.Icouldn'
tget
overyoursmi
le,
themostbeaut
if
ulSmi
le."
I
'm deadonthegr
ound.ThankGodI
'
m seat
edi
fI
wasstandi
ngIwould'
vefai
nted.
"
Soyou?NoGi
rl
fr
iend?
"
"
No,
notatal
l.
"
HesayssoConf
ident
ly.
Inodmyhead.
.
We'repar
kedinfrontofthebeachhouse,wespent
thewholedaytogetherhe'
ssuchabreathoffr
esh
air
.
"
Sonow,
canIgetyournumber
s?"
"
Yeahsur
e"
Hegavemehi
sphone,
itypeddownmynumber
.
"
I'
lldef
ini
tel
ycal
lyou,
sowhenar
eyoul
eavi
ng?
"
"Tomorrowafterthepr
esentat
ion,idon'
tthinkIwi
ll
Seeyout omorrow.Everyt
hingIsscheduled,soI
won'thaveti
met osayGoodbye"
"
Whatabummer
,sot
hisi
sourgoodbyef
ri
end?
"
Yeahwear
enowf
ri
ends.
"Yeah,
iti
s.ButI
'm sur
eoneoft
hesedaysIwoul
d
seeyouinJohannesburg"
Hef r
owned, andthi
sisnotthefir
stti
mehe' s
frowningwhent al
kingaboutJohannesburg.He
doesn'tl
ikeJohannesburgandIcanseei tinhi
s
faceandi nhiseyestootheytel
lastory.
"
Anyt
hingf
oryoumyf
ri
end"
Inod
"
Alr
ightgoodbyet
hen,
I'
llwai
tforyourcal
l.
"
Ihughim,isn'
thesupposedtosmel
lofcowdung?
He'ssmell
ingsogood,icoul
ddrowninthatcol
ogne
he'
susing.
Ibr
eakof
fandt
ookmybag.
"
Byechomi
"
"
ByeChoma'
m"
Iwavemyhandandwal
kinsi
det
hehouse.
Ever
yonei
smi
ndi
ngt
hei
rownbusi
nessher
e.
Iwoul
dgetdepressedi
fIweret
ost
aywit
hthese
peopl
etheent
ir
et i
me,iwoul
dgomad.
Iwalki
ntomyroom,
tookmyl
apt
opandst
art
ed
wit
hmyAssignment
.
Iswi
tchedmyphoneon,
messagescamef
loodi
ng.
Mi
ssedcal
lsf
rom Musa.
Iignor
eeveryt
hingandputmyphoneoncharge,
thencont
inuedworki
ngonmyAssignment.
Myphoner
ingsi
t'
sMusa.
"
Hel
lo"
"
Baby,
whywasyourphoneof
f?"
"
Iswi
tchedi
tof
f.
"
"
Why?
"
"IwasbusyMusa,whywasyourphoneof
f
yest
erdayandi
nthemorni
ng?"
Si
lence
"
Didyoucheckt
hef
igur
esIsentYou?
"
Iask,
hedoesn'
twantt
oanswerwhywashi
sphone
off
.
"YesIdid,ther
e'samiss.I
'
llcheckwi
ththe
Adverti
singandSalesteam.Thankyousomuchfor
picki
ngthatup, weal
mostlostthemoneyast
he
company. "
"
Iwasdoi
ngmyj
obdon'
twor
ry"
Hel
aughs
"
How'
sDur
banbabe?
"
Ismi
ledt
hinki
ngaboutThut
hu
"
Dur
bani
sgr
eat
,imetsomeone"
Isaysmi
li
ng
"
Someone?
"
"Yeah,
I'
vemadesomef riend.He'
sabreathoffr
esh
air
,youwil
lseehim.I
'l
lshowyouhi spi
ctureas
soonasIland,youwouldmeethim somedaywhen
hecomest oJoburgf
oravi si
t.
"
"
Can'
twai
ttoseehi
m."
Hesai
dsar
cast
ical
ly
"Yeah,
anywaysIwaswor
kingonmyAssi
gnmenti
f
youdon'tmi
nd."
"Notaprobl
em babe,
youcancont
inue.Imi
ssyou
andIloveyou"
"
Iloveyout
ooSt
handwaSam"
"
Alr
ightbye"
"
Bye"
Idroppedthecal
l,t
earsar
eburningmyeyes.Idon'
t
wanttocry,butt
here'
sthi
sthi
ngt hatmakesmy
heartheavyandwannamakecr y.
Thi
swasthemostcol
destphonecal
lwe'
veever
hadasacoupl
e.
It
'st
ruewhent
heysayyoul
osesomeonet
heway
yougothi
m.
It
ookhimfrom Ri
tawhil
etheywer
est
il
ldat
ingand
i
nlovewi
thoneanother
.
Ifeell
ikewhathappenedi
shappeni
ngonceagai
n
buttomet hi
stime.
NowIknowhowRi
taf
elt
,andt
heshi
tt
estt
hingi
s
t
hatIl
oveMusasoMuch.
Li
fei
sreal
lyar
oll
ercoast
er.
.
.
PLEASEDON'
TFORGETTO:
LI
KE
COMMENT
SHARE
SPONSORED!
!
.
TWENTYTWO
.
KUNGOMUSAKHANYI
LE
.
"
howi
sshe?
"
Isi
ghandl
ookather
.
"
She'
sOkay"
"
Whenar
eyoubr
eaki
ngupwi
thher
?"
"
Iwi
llbr
eakupwi
thher
!"
"I
tbett
erbesoonMusa, Youcan'tsendmetot
he
crazyl
oonplacetobet
termyselfjustt
ofi
ndmysel
f
withnoBoyf
riendwhenIcomeback"
"
Rit
awet
alkedaboutt
his,
iloveher
!"
"Thenyoubett
erunl
ovehercozonewayoranot
her
youwillbr
eakupwit
hher"
Shel
eavesmeal
onei
nther
oom.
.
Myphoner
ingsi
t'
sMi
gcobo,
Ncumo'
sbr
other
.
"HeyBra,
I'vetr
iedtocal
lyouyest
erdayyourphone
didn'
tgothrough"
"
Hey,I
'vebeenbusywi
thwor
k.Justdi
dn'
thavet
ime
t
hisweekend"
"OhOkay,t
omorrowisSunday,
iwant
edt
oaski
fwe
sti
llonf
ortheBusi
nesscl
ass?"
"
Canwedoi
tnextweekend?
"
"
Mysi st
erandIaredef
ini
tel
yfi
ghti
ngmosnext
weekend,wor
sethisweekendshewasawayfr
om
you"
Il
aughed,
theywi
llmostdef
ini
tel
yfi
ght
"
YourdayisOnl
ySunday.SoIwi
llt
alkt
oherabout
i
tbef
oretheweekendcomes.
"
"
Alr
ightt
henbye!
"
"
Bye"
Idroppedt
hecal
l,
itookmycarkeysandwal
ked
outIneedfr
eshai
r.
"
Arewehavi
ngDi
nnerpl
ans?
"
Ri
taasksassoonasIst
epont
hel
ounge.
"
I'
m havingDi
nnerwit
hmyMot
her
.It
'sst
ri
ctl
y
motherandSonDinner
"
Isay,
shenods.
"Ihopewhat
everyouar
esayi
ngi
sthet
rut
horso
helpmeGod!"
Sheswor
ed
"Bel
ievewhat
evershi
tyouwantt
obel
ieveRi
ta,
I'
m
gone"
"Okayf
ine,
pleasegreetherandtel
lhert
hatIam
goingt
oseeherafterChurchtomorrow"
Inodt
henl
eaveasf
astasIcoul
d.
Isi
ghassoonasI
'
m out
sidewhathaveIgot
ten
mysel
fInt
o?
Idr
ivest
rai
ghtt
omypar
ent
'shouse.
Idi
dn'tunderst
andNcumowhenshesai dshehas
metsomeone, Rit
awasli
steni
ngtoour
conversat
ionevenwhenIsaidIl
ovehersheeyed
me.
IgaveNcumoacallonceagai
n,ihopeI
'm not
di
sturbi
ngherwhenshe'
sbusywithher
Assignment
.
"
Musa"
"
Babe,
youst
il
lbusywi
thyourAssi
gnment
?"
"YesIam,butIwasaboutt
ocal
litqui
ts.Iam t
ir
ed,
i
hadaverylongday"
"
Speaki
ngoft
hat
,yousai
dyoumetsomeone?
"
"
Yeah,
Thut
hu.He'
saf
ri
endofmi
ne"
"
Ishegay?
"
"
What
?Nohe'
sst
rai
ght
"
"Sol
etmegetthi
ngsst
raight.Hei
syourmal
efr
iend
andhe'
sst
rai
ghtasaruler?"
"Yeah,youneedtorel
axbabe.Hedoesn'tseeme
l
ikethat,sodoI.Sowearejustf
ri
ends,iloveYou
nothim andtherear
enofeeli
ngstowar
dshi m
whatsoever.Yeshe'
shandsomebuthe'sj usta
fri
end"
"
Handsomemor
ethanme?
"
Shel
aughsatme!
"Youdon'
tneedtobejeal
ousBabe,
yeshe'
smor
e
handsomethanyou"
Il
aught
oo
"
ButyouLovememos?
"
"
Obvi
ous,
youmybabe"
"
ThankGod"
Shel
aughed
"Youwer
etenseearli
erandourConver
sat
ionwas
ascol
dasani ceber
g"
Shesayssoundi
ngser
ious
"Iam sor
ryaboutt
hatIwasal
it
tl
ebi
tst
ressed
Sthandwasam"
"
SowhywasyourPhoneOf
fKungomusaKhanyi
le?
"
Judgingbyhert
oneshe'
snol
ongerj
oki
ngshe'
s
ser
ious.
"BecauseIhadal otofworksthandwasam.Iknow
that'
snotexcuseformet oputwor kbef
oreus,i
t'
s
j
ustthatIwasf r
ustrat
ed.Afteryousentt
heFigures
Icheckedthecompany' sf
iguresther
earealotof
l
oopholeswel ostsomuchmoney.Iam sosor ryfor
that"
"
Thenwhyyoudi
dn'
texpl
ain?
"
"
Iam sosor
rymyl
ove"
"I
t'
sOkay,youareforgi
ven.Butbabynomat t
erhow
angryyouareorhowf r
ustrat
edyouar ePleasetal
k
tomeorsendamessageiwi llunder
stand.Iwas
madatt hef
actthatyoudidn'
tevencalltocheckifI
hadset
tl
edi
nDur
banbuti
t'
sal
lfi
ne.
"
"Iwi
llneverdot
hatagai
n,iam sosor
ryst
handwa
Sam"
"
It
'sal
lgoodl
ove,
alli
sfor
given"
"Il
oveyouLuncumo,
always.Iwi
llal
waysl
oveyou
nomatterwhat
."
"
Areyoudyi
ngMusa?
"
Il
augh,
she'
scr
azy
"
No,
I'
mjustt
ell
ingyouhowIf
eel
"
"
WellthenIloveyout
oo,
youar
emymanandyou'
l
l
f
oreverwil
l.
"
"
Alr
ightIappr
eci
atet
hatal
ot"
"
Okaybabe,
canIsl
eepnow?
"
"
Yesbabyyoucan.Il
oveyou"
"
Iloveyout
oobye!
"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
landpar
kedt
hecar
.
Igoti
nsidet
hehouse,
MaZuluisal
oneher
e,
Khanyi
lewentt
oabusinesst
ri
p.
Ichecktheki
tchenfi
rstshe'
snother
e.Ther
e'sno
dinnermade,
that'
sunlikemyMother
.
Iwalkedi
ntot
hei
rroom,t
herearet
issuesonthe
fl
oorandshe'
sonthebedholdi
nganOl dphot
o
Album.
"
MaZul
u"
Shel
ooksupandcl
oset
heAl
bum.
"
Kungomusa,
whatbr
ingsyouher
eatni
ght
?"
Shewi
peshert
ear
swi
tht
het
issue
"
Can'
tIseemymot
herandhavedi
nnerwi
thher
?"
Shepat
saspacenextt
oher
"
It
'spastDi
nnert
ime,
what
'sbot
her
ingyou?
"
"
Youf i
rst
,ther
ear
eti
ssuesal
lovert
hef
loor
.What
's
wrong?"
"
It
'soneoft
hosedaysI
'
llbef
inemybaby!
"
"
Doyouneedt
ogot
othei
sol
atedhouse?
"
Sheshakesherhead
"
Iwi
llbef
ine.What
'sbot
her
ingyoumyboy?
"
"Mom pl
easestopmaki
ngmeasmal lboyI'
m old
andI'
mthefir
stbor
n.Yousupposedtosaythatt
o
Nqaba"
Shesmi
lesf
aint
ly
"Thi
sist
hel
astt
ime,
I'
m aski
ngwhat
'sbot
her
ing
you?"
"
Rit
aisback!
"
Shedoesn'
tlookshockedormad,
she'
sjustr
elaxed.
"Sowhatar
eyougoi
ngt
odowi
thher
?"
"
Idon'
tknow,
that
'swhyIam her
e"
"
DoesAzani
aknow?
"
Ishookmyhead
"
Shedoesn'
tknow,
whatwi
llIsay?
"
"Tel
lherthetruth,everyt
hingshewi lldeci
de
whethersheleavesorshest ays.Ritaiscrazy,she'
s
unstabl
eifyoual l
owhert obr eakyourRel ati
onship
withAzaniait'
seasyiwi llviewi tasifyou'venever
l
ovedAzani a.FightthisRitagi r
l,t
ellheryoudon' t
wantheranymor ethingsbet weenyout woendeda
l
ongt
imeago.
"
"Itol
dhert
hatIdon'
twantherMa,
butshe'
s
stubbor
n"
"Thent
ellAzani
abef
oreRit
asaysexact
lyt
he
opposi
teofwhat'
shappeni
ng"
Inod
"Trut
halwayscomesmychild.Iwantyoutochoose
whatmakesyouhappy.IfAzaniamakesyouhappy
thenchooseher,
ifyoul
oveherthenchooseher
andbehonestwithher"
Inodt
henhuggedher
.
"
IloveyouMaZul
u!"
"
Iloveyout
ooMySon"
"Soaret
hoseourOl
dphot
os?TheAl
bum seems
old"
"
It
'soldpi
ctur
eswi
thpeopl
eyoudon'
tknow,
My
f
amily"
"Speaki
ngofyourf
ami
ly,we'venevermett
hem.We
knowourfather
'sf
ami
lyonly"
"I
t'
sbetterthatwayson,someBoxesar
emeantto
beclosednotopen.Let'
sjustcl
oset
hechapt
er,
i
don'
tli
ket alki
ngaboutt
hem"
"Al
ri
ghtI
'm hungr
y,howaboutwegoandmake
somefood?"
"That
'
sri
ght,youcangoI
'
llf
indyoudownst
air
sI
needtof
reshenup"
"
Alr
ightI
'
llf
indyoudownst
air
s"
Igotof
fthebedt
henwentt
otheki
tchen.
.
.
THUTHUKAZULU
.
"
Iam r
eadyBab'
omdal
a"
Hel
ooksatconf
used
"
Tol
ookf
oryoursi
ster
"
Hi
sfaceshowmor
econf
usi
on
"
Whynow?
"
"Idon'
tknow,butIf
eeltheneedt
olookforher.She
owesmeanexpl anati
onandIam readytogetmy
l
ifebackon."
"
OhOkay,
butwhyal
lofasudden?
"
"
Lif
eistooshor
t,t
hat
'st
hereason.Iknowyouknow
whereshest
aysIwantust
ogot oJohannesbur
g"
"Wi
llt
her
ebeaRel
ati
onshi
pbet
weent
het
woof
You?"
"No,iwanthert
odor
ightbyt
heancest
orsandwe
partways.
"
Uncl
enodshi
shead
"IhearYou,
weshal
lleavef
orJohannesbur
g
Tomor r
ow"
"
Ngi
yabongaBaba"
"Anyt
hingf oryouSon, asI
'vesaid.YouaremySon,
I'
vealr
eadyt oldyouthatSamkelisiwegavebir
thto
youbutI'm yourfatherandMaqwabei syour
mother.Samkel i
siwedoesn'thaveaSon, younot
hersbutIloveyoumySon.Mor ethananythi
ngon
thi
searth,youknowIdon' thaveanychildofmine
butyouare.Samkeli
siwehasdonemeagr
eat
favourofgi
vingbi
rt
ht oyou.
"
Ihuggedhi
m
"
NgiyabongaBaba,
ireall
ymeanit.Il
oveyouso
muchyouar emyli
fe.Thankyou"
Hebr
ushesmyshoul
der
s
"
Tomor
rowweshal
lleave!
"
"
Okay,
letmegetgoi
ng.
"
"
Ithoughtyouwer
esl
eepi
ngher
e!"
"MaQwabeiswai
ti
ngf orme,she'
sbeencal
li
ng.I
t'
s
beenalongti
mewithoutseei
ngher"
"
You'
vedoneagr
eatJobatDur
ban"
Inod
"
Almostcost
edmesomeone'
sli
fe"
"
Who,awoman?CozIknowyoudon'
tcar
eabout
men!
"
Il
aughed
"
ANewf
ri
endofmi
ne"
"
Fri
end?
"
Hegavemeami
schi
evoussmi
le
"She'
sreal
lyafr
iendBaba,nothi
ngmor
e.Idon'
tsee
herthatway,
she'sj
ustbeauti
ful
"
"
Ifyousayso"
"
Plusshehasaboyf
ri
end,
andIr
espectt
hat
"
Henods
"
ShakaandMandl
aar
ewai
ti
ngf
ormeout
side,
let
meleave"
"
Alr
ightI
'
llseeyoui
nthemor
ning"
Inodt
henwal
kedoutoft
hehouset
othecar
.
"
MyPl
aceoryourPl
ace?
"
"
Nohomobutt
hat
'st
ooGayShaka.ButI
'
m goi
ngt
o
mypl
ace"
"
Yourpl
acei
tis!
"
Isi
gh,t
her
e'snousei
nar
gui
ngwi
thhi
m Iwi
llj
ust
wastemybreat
h.
Mandl
adr
ovet
omyPl
ace.
"
I'
llf
indyout
woi
nmyf
latI
'
m comi
ng"
Iwentt
othemai
nhouset
ocheckf
orsomef
ood.
Maqwabewasbat
hingt
heki
ds
"
Justgotacallf
rom uBhut
iri
ghtnow,
youar
edoi
ng
ari
ghtthi
ng"
Inodt
hendi
shedoutmor
efood.
"IhopeoneDayGodgivesyoumorewisdom anda
heartt
oforgi
ve,
sothatyoucanf
orgi
veuSisi
"
"WherewasyourGodwhenyoursisterl
eftmeall
alonewi
thyoua16yearoldandyourbigbrother
whohadnothingwhat
soeverwher
ewasyourGod?
ShetookherLobol
amoneyandleftyouguyswi t
h
nothi
ngbutababyboy!Whichmotherdoesthat?"
Shewipeshert
ear
s,ihaveaverysof
tspotforher
.
Shei
slikemyMother,ihat
etoseehercr
ying.
"
Comeher
e"
Ihuggedher
"
Justbecauseyou'
retal
lert
hanme, youmusn'
t
t
hinkyou'
reolderI
'
m yourmotherThuthu"
Il
aughed
"
Iknow,
butyouar
esuchababy!
"
"
Thut
huka!
"
Shepunchedmeonmychest
.
"
Ouch!
"
Shel
aughs
"
Letmebounce,I'
l
lseeyoui
nthemorni
ng.Sendmy
Goodni
ghtki
ssestomycutel
it
tl
ecousi
nsther
e"
"
Iwi
ll
"
"
Alr
ightcomeandl
ock"
Iwentout
,if
oundt
heset
wowat
chi
ngamovi
e.
"
Her
e'sf
ood"
Ipl
acet
hef
oodonmysmal
ltabl
e.
"
Sowhat
'
shappeni
ngwi
thyouandt
hatGi
rl
?"
Mandl
aaskwi
thaspoononhi
smout
h.
Iknewthatther
e'snowayi
nhel
lhewoul
dn'
task
aboutLuncumo.
"
She'
smyf
ri
end"
Isayaf
terswal
lowi
ngt
hcont
entoff
oodt
hatwasi
n
mymout h.
"
Justaf
ri
end?
"
Shakaasks
"
YesShakaj
ustaf
ri
end"
Myphonebeepsi
t'
samessagef
rom Luncumo.
"Final
lyfi
xedthingswithmyboyf
ri
end,t
hanksfor
tel
lingmet oli
stentohim.Iwasmadfornoreason,
itoldhim aboutyoutoo"
Il
aught
ypi
calwomen
"I
t'
sagenetictypecreat
edf orwomen, ihopehe
under
standsnow.Womenar ecrazy,t
heycanget
madjustbecauseaguydi dn'
tcallf
or2seconds.
Justt
ellhi
m, shoul
dhepl aywithyouhe'sdead"
Ir
epl
ytohert
ext
.
"
What
'sf
unny?
"
Shakaasks
"
MindyourowndamnBusi
nessShaka!
"
Myphoner
ingsi
t'
sher
"
Pleaset
ellmewhatyouj
ustsai
dyouwi
lldoi
t"
Shebomber
smeevenbef
oreIanswer
"
Whatt
hingnow?
"
"
Thatyou'
l
lki
llMusa!
"
"
Who'
sMusanow?
"
"
Myboyf
ri
endDuh!
!"
Sheexcl
aims,
ilaugh
"Ohyoudi
dn'
ttel
lmehi
snamemos.Sowhatabout
him?"
"Ar
ghwhyar eyouSosl
ow?Imeani
fhebr
eaksmy
heartyou'
l
lki
llhi
mri
ght
?"
"
Mostdef
,he'
sdead"
Shescr
eamsandl
aughs
"
Argh,
youar
eupgr
adedt
obi
gbr
othernow"
"
AhhI
'
m del
ight
ed"
Shel
aughs
"
Didyouar
ri
veatEmnambi
thit
hough?
"
"
Yes,
justgothome.I
'
m wi
thBonni
eandCl
yde"
Shel
aughed.
MusaandShakaf
rownedatme
"
I'
mjoki
ngI
'
m wi
thmyhomi
esr
ealni
ggahs"
"
Mhhokayl
etmesl
eepi
t'
slat
e"
"
Donewi
tht
heAssi
gnment
?"
"
No,
I'
llf
ini
shi
ttomor
rowt
hough"
"
OhhAl
ri
ghtGoodni
ghtt
hen"
"
Goodni
ghtbi
gBr
o"
Il
aughed
"
Bye!
"
Idr
oppedthecal
l,
andt
heset
wower
elooki
ngatme
wit
hcrookedf
aces
"
Iknowyouhatet
hetrut
h,orhat
eitwhenI'
mr i
ght.
Ri
ghtnowIknowI'
mr i
ghtandyoucandenyitas
muchasyouwantbutyouknowthetr
uth.YouLove
thisGirl
,youareinl
ovewithher,
butt hebumperis
thatshehasaboyf ri
endandyouset tledf
orthenext
betterposit
ionwhichis"
fri
end"j
usttobecl oset
o
her.IknowyouZul u,we'
vebeenf r
iendsforyear
s,
sincechildhoodsoIknowYou!"
Mandl
asai
dandsi
ppedonhi
sbeer
"Forthefi
rstt
imeinmyli
feMandl aIhavet
oagree
withyou.Youareri
ght
,Zul
uisinlovewitht
heGirl
buthidesbehindt
he"f
ri
endshi
p"card,butman
that'
sthetrut
handyouknowittoo"
Shakaagr
eedwi
thMandl
aIshookmyhead.
"
Whatevermakesyouguyssl
eepatni
ghti
t'
sal
l
what
evertome"
Isaydrinki
ngmybeer,
Luncumoi sjustafri
endor
shouldISay,myl
it
tl
esisternow?Yeahshe'sjust
thatandnothi
ngmoretheyshouldgetthatonthei
r
thi
ckskull!
TWENTYTHREE
.
SAMKELI
SIWE"
MAZULU"KHANYI
LE
.
I
t'
sdaysl
ikethesewhenImi ssmyf
ami
ly,
whenI
missmybrot
her,si
sterandSon.
IfIcouldt
urnbackt
het i
meandchanget
he
mistakesI
'vemadeyearsagoIwoul
dn'
tbe
suffer
ingi
nmysoullikethi
s.
NowmySonsdon' tevenknowmyfamil
ythey'
ve
nevermett
hem j
ustbecauseoft
hemist
akesI'
ve
made.
IlookatmySon' spict
ureagain,iam sur
ehe'sa
grownupmannow.Mysweetbabyboy, ifidi
dn'
tli
e
toMusa' sfat
herhewouldbest ayingher
ewi t
hus
butIliedandtol
dhim Ididn'
thaveanychi l
d,t
hat
wast hefir
stmistakeImade.
AllIwantedwast
ogetmar
ri
edt
oawealthyMan,
Khanyil
ewasthatmanf
ormebutIdi
dn'
thavet
oli
e
aboutmySon.
Iwasver
ygreedythatIl
eftwi
tht
heLobol
aMoney
andl
eftt
hem wit
hnothing.
Foryear
sIdon'
tknowwhatt
hey'
vebeeneat
ing,
or
i
ftheyar
est
il
lal
ive.
Wewer eleavinginhunger ,wewer epoor .Mybi g
brotherhadnot hi
nghewasj ustadr unkard,andmy
l
itt
lesisterwasonl y16year sold.Ihadt ol eavemy
4year soldsonwi t
ht hem,iwasbl indedbymoney
thatIeasilyforgotaboutthem.Iam sur etheyhat e
mewher evertheyar e,iam scaredtogobackand
l
ookf orthem.Iam scar edtotellKhanyileaboutt hi
s,
becauseIl iedandt oldhim Idon'thaveachi ld.In
thei
reyesKungomusai smyf i
rstbor n,
idon' tknow
howl ongiwi llkeepthissecretbecausei t'
seat i
ng
meup.
I'
m suremyl it
tl
esisterrai
sedThuthukaasher s,
suchabi gresponsibil
it
yfora16yearol d.Iknow
mybi gbrotherwasadr unkardI'
m suremysi ster
andSonsuf f
eredallbecauseofmygr eedandmy
self
ishness.
ThedooropensNqabawal
ksi
nwi
thJuni
orbehi
nd
hi
m.
Icl
oset
heAl
bum t
hathadmyf
ami
ly'
spi
ctur
es.
"
Andt
hen?Thet
woofYoudon'
tknowhowt
oknock
now?
"
"
Sor
ryMaZul
uit
'sNqaba"
Juni
ormakeshi
swayandseatnextt
ome.
"I
t'
saSundayMama,
ain'
tyousupposedt
obei
n
Church?
"
Nqabaasksopeni
ngt
hecur
tai
ns
"
I'
mfeel
ingal
it
tl
ebi
tundert
heweat
her
"
Henods
"Musat
oldusthatyouwer
en'
tyour
sel
fyest
erday.
Wecamet ocheckuponyouSi
nceNgwaneisaway
onbusi
ness"
Juni
orsayl
ooki
ngatmei
ntheeye
"
Iam feeli
ngalit
tl
ebi
tundert
heweat
herQophel
o.
I
sthatallyoucameFor?
"
"Yes,
I'
m cr
avi
ngf
oryourmuf
fi
nsandcake.Canwe
goandbake?"
"
Yougodownstai
rsandt
akeoutal
lthei
ngr
edi
ent
s
I
'
llbet
her
einanymoment"
Theynodandl
eftmeal
onei
nther
oom.
It
ookt heAl
bum andhi
dit
,ir
insedmyf
acet
hen
walkeddownst
air
s.
They'
vealr
eadyplacedt
hei
ngr
edi
ent
sont
opoft
he
ki
tchencount
er.
"
Nicel
et'
sst
artbaki
ng"
"
Dowehavet
o?"
NqabaasksFr
owni
ng
"
Whowant
stheMuf
fi
ns?
"
Her
ollhi
seyes,
juni
orl
aughsathi
m.
"
Ohy'
al
lar
ebaki
ngwi
thoutme?
"
Musaaskassoonashegoti
nsi
det
heki
tchen.
"
Wewer
enotGoi
ngt
owai
tforyou,
yourhi
ghness"
Juni
orsai
dsar
cast
ical
ly,
wel
aughed
"
Yeahwhat
ever
"
Theywerehel
pingmewi
tht
hemi
xingAndbut
ter
ing
thepans
"
MaZul
uhowcomewe'
venevermetyourFami
ly?
"
Musaaskswhi
lewhi
ski
ngt
hef
lour
.
Thatquesti
oncaughtmeof
fguar
d,ihadno
answersforhi
m.
I'
m surehe'
saski
ngaboutt
heAlbum,heasked
aboutitl
astni
ghtandnowhe'
saski
ngaboutit
again.
"
Theyar
enotgoodpeopl
e"
"
Meani
ng?
"
"Theyarejustnotgoodpeople,t
heyaregreedyand
self
ishpeople.Idon'
tli
ket
alkingaboutt
hem"
Theynod
"Whati fwewantt omeett hem?Imeanpeopl e
dersevesecondchancesandYouMamayou' ve
beenpr eachingaboutthat.Youal wayspreach
aboutf orgiveness,whattypeofaChr i
sti
anareyou?
Ain'tyousupposedt obedoi ngwhat '
sgood?Iam
surewhat everyourfamil
ydi dt oyoutheycanbe
forgiven.Whati fwemeetourcousi nsandsleep
witht hem, orfal
linl
ovewi t
ht hem?Thi sisavery
smal lwor l
dmamaandl i
feist ooshorttohold
Gr
udges"
NqabaandJuni
oragr
eewi
thMusa'
sst
atement
.
HowdoItel
lthem I
'
mt heonewhohavewr onged
myfami
lyandIdon'tknowwhet hert
heywoul
dever
f
orgi
vemeiftheyaresti
llal
ive.
"Oneday,
maybeoneday.Let
'sj
ustcont
inueon
baki
ng"
"
Aret
heyst
il
lal
ive?
"
Juni
orask
"Idon'
tknow,eversinceIgotmarri
edI'
venever
seenthem.TheDayIgotmar ri
edtoyourFather
,
thatwasthelastdayIsawt hem.SoIdon'tknow
whethertheyareali
veornot"
"Haveyoutriedl
ookingf
orthem onsocialmedi
a
plat
for
ms?I '
m sureever
yonehasFacebookor
Inst
agram youareboundtofindthem t
here"
Thuthukai
snoteveryone,isearchedforhi
m
ever
ywherebutIcouldn'
tfindhim.Mysi st
er'
slast
seenonFacebookwasyear sback,mybigbrother
wasn'tonanysoci
almediat oo.IfIcoul
dcheckina
Taver
nI'
m sur
eIcoul
dfi
ndhi
m.
"
NoIhaveneversear
chedt
hem onanysoci
al
medi
aplat
for
ms"
"
Don'
tyouf
eelanygui
ltaboutt
hat
?"
Nqabaasks
Idon'
thaveanAnswerfort
hatquesti
on.Guil
thas
beeneati
ngmeovertheyearsbutIdon'
tthi
nkI
havetheconsci
oust
hough.
"
Ido"
Henods,
noquest
ionsf
oll
owi
t'
ssi
lence.
"
Excuseme,
I'
llbeback"
Iwal
kedupst
air
stomyr
oom andl
ockedt
hedoor
.
Tear
sstr
eameddownmyf
aceandIcoul
dn'
tcont
rol
mysobs.
Myheartwasbreaki
ngformySonThuthukai
wonderwhi
chwor l
dhe'si
n,whet
herhe'
sclot
hed,
shel
ter
edorhasheeatenIdon'
tknow.
"OhLor
dpleasefor
giveme, t
here'
snodaythatI
don'
tcr
ytoyou.Lordpleasefor
givemeforIhave
si
nnedandLor
dpleaseforgi
vemef orabandoni
ng
myfamil
ywhentheyneededmet hemost ,
for
l
eavi
ngmySoni nhunger.Pl
easeforgi
vemeLord."
Icoul
dn'
tcont
rolmysobs,
myhear
tfel
theavy.
Iscr
eamedontopofmylungs,
wit
htear
srunni
ng
downmyrosecheeks.
"
Mama"
Ther
e'sal
oudbangi
ngont
hedoor
.
Ipl
acedmyhandonmymout
hthenmuf
fl
edmy
cri
es.
"
Mamaopent
hedoororwewi
llbr
eakI
t!
"
Iopenedthedoor,t
heyhuggedmet
hemomentt
hey
gotinsi
dethehouse.
"WeareSosorryMaZul uforopeni
ngupol dwounds,
wedidn'
tmeant ohurtyou.Wecareaboutyou
Mama, i
fthi
sthi
ngwi t
hyourf amil
yismakingyou
emoti
onalwewilldr
opi t
,wedon'tcareaboutt
hem
butwecareaboutyou.Wear ereal
lysorr
ymama"
Musasayswhi
lebr
ushi
ngmyback.
"
Ical
l
edDad,
hei
sonhi
swayback"
"
Youdidn'
thavet
oNqabaI'
l
lbef
ine,
yourDadwi
ll
makeafussyouknowhi
m"
"
Hewasact uall
ycomingbackt
omor
rowsohet
ook
afl
ightt
odayinsteadoft
omorr
ow"
Ismi
led
"
Iwi
llbef
ine"
"
Wear
esor
ry"
"Alr
ightt
henl
et'
sgobacktobaki
ng,butone
promisewewil
ltal
kaboutsomet
hingelse."
"
Wepr
omi
se"
Iwentt
otheBathr
oom andwashedmyf
ace,
whenI
wal
kedbacktheywer
estil
lher
e.
"
Let
'sgo"
Wewalkeddownstair
swithNqabachangi
ngt
he
moodwithhi
ssil
lyjokes.
ButIknowoneThingMusai sstubbor nhewil
lask
hi
sFatheraboutt
his,
andt heywillneedanswer
s,
answerst
hatIam notreadytodishout .
.
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
Durbanwasgr eat,
eventhoughIdi
dn'tt
ourmuch.I
am defi
nit
elygoingbackther
ewithMusaormy
si
bli
ngsplusmyf r
iendsandwewillmakesur
ewe
pai
ntthecityred.
Justgothome, iaskedMerytobri
ngSi kelel
waI
coul
dn'tpassthere.Iam t
ir
ediworkedal lni
ghton
myAssi gnmentIcouldn'
tsleepaf
terthecalls.
Migcobowascooki ng,hi
sFr i
endl
eftearlyinthe
morning.
"
Sosi
showwasDur
ban?
"
"
Bor
ing,
butImetsomeone"
"
Dur
banBor
ing?
"
"I
twasallwor
k,workandwor k.Couldn'
tevenweara
biki
niandgotothebeach,couldn'
ttourbutthe
workwasdoneper f
ectl
ythecompanypr esent
ati
on
wasonpoint"
"OhIsee,soyoumetsomeone?Shoul
dBr
a'Musa
beworri
ed?"
Il
aughed
"Hel
lNo,Thut
hukaandIarejustf
ri
endsnothi
ng
much.Idon'
tseehi
mt hatway,il
oveKungomusa
somuch"
"Isee,l
etmecheckonmypot
s.Wheni
sSi
kie
comi ngback?
"
"
She'
sonherway,
Mer
yisdr
ivi
ngher
"
"
Ohal
ri
ght
"
"
Letmegot
akeashowersot
hatIcanbef
resh.
"
"
OkaySi
s"
Iwal
kedtomyroom,asIwasabouttogoint
he
Bat
hroom myphoner
ang.I
t'
sThuthuka.
"
MissJohannesbur
gdi
dyouar
ri
vehomesaf
ely?
"
"MrDur
banhey,
YesIar
ri
vedwasaboutt
otakea
shower
."
"Isee,
I'
m gl
adyouhome.I
'
llbei
nJohannesbur
g
Tomor r
ow"
"
Omgr
eal
ly?
"
"
Yeah,
fami
lyst
uff
.ButI
'
m notr
eadyf
ori
t"
Isatont
hebed
"
Wannat
alkaboutI
t?"
"
Nah,
nott
odaymaybet
omor
rowwhenI
'
mther
e"
"Okay,
I'
llbeatschoolt
omor
rowbutyoucancal
l
andwecant alk"
"
Alr
ightl
ilsi
sletmegetsomer
est
.I'
l
lseeyou
t
omorrow"
"Youdon'
tsoundyourusualsel
f,youwi
llbef
ine.
Can'twai
ttoseeyoutomorr
ow"
"
Met
oo,
byel
it
tl
esi
ster
"
"
ByeBi
gBr
other
"
Hedr
oppedt
hecal
l
,iwonderwhat
'sbot
her
inghi
m.
Ij
usthopehegetsoverwhat
evert
hatheisdeal
ing
wi
th,imisst
hefunnyandcockyThut
huka.
Ihavefoundabr
otheri
nhi
m,andabestf
ri
endso
hebett
erbefi
ne.
.
TWENTYFOUR
.
THUTHUKAZULU
.
We'
vej
ustcheckedi
nataHot
el.
I
'
m wit
hmyUncleandAunt,
myaunt '
schil
drenar
e
l
eftwi
tht
hei
rfat
hermyaunt
'shusband.
"
Areyour
eady?
"
Maqwabeasks
"Idon'
tknow,t
her
e'ssomeoneIwantt
omeetf
ir
st.
Canwegot herel
ater
?"
"Yeahwecangother
elat
ernoprobl
em,ican
accompanyyout
omeetthepersonyouare
meeting"
"
NoBabaI'
mfi
ne,I
'
mf ami
liarwi
tht
hispl
ace,pl
us
wehavear
ent
edcarI
'
lldr
ivetowheresheis"
"
Ohi
t'
saShe?
"
"
ByeBab'
omdal
a"
It
ookt
her
ent
edcarkeyst
henl
eftt
hem l
aughi
ngat
me.
Ical
ledLuncumoIhopeshe'
snoti
ncl
ass.
"
Bigbr
ohey"
"Lolsi
s,I'
m onmywayt oWi t
s,ar
eyoudonewi
th
yourclasses?Icanwai
tifyounotdone"
"
It
'sonl
yonecl
ass,
icanseeyoupl
usI
'
m hungr
y"
"
Alr
ightI
'
m onmyway"
.
Ical
ledher
,ipar
kedr
ighti
nfr
ontoft
hemai
ngat
e.
"
Youher
eal
ready?
"
"
Yes,
I'
m par
kedi
nfr
ontoft
hemai
ngat
e"
"
Alr
ightI
'
m comi
ng"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
l.
Iam ner
vousaboutt
hisplace,spendingalit
tl
eti
me
wit
hLuncumocaneaset hener ves,idon'
twantt
o
thi
nkaboutwhatwil
ltr
anspir
et onight.
Isawhercomi
ngoutoft
heGat
ewear
ingaf
lor
al
dress.
Igotoutofthecar
,thenst
oodnextt
othe
passenger
'sdoor.
"
HeyBr
o"
Shehuggedme.
"
Lit
tl
esi
s,howar
eyou?
"
"
I'
m good,
youl
ookhandsomeasal
ways"
Il
aughed
"
Thankyou,
didn'
tyousayyouhungr
y?"
"
Thi
sist
hepar
twher
eyousay,
youl
ookbeaut
if
ul
t
oo"
Shef
oldedherar
ms
"
Youl
ookbeaut
if
ulNcums"
Shesmi
ledandshookherhead.
"
Youar esof
ullofyour
sel
f,I
'
m never
.Readmyl
ips
Nevercompl
ement i
ngyouagai
n"
Il
aughed
"
Iam sor
ry,
thoughtyouwer
ehungr
y"
"
Let
'sgott
oFer
guson'
sinFour
ways"
Idon'
tevenknowwher
ethatpl
acei
s
"Okaypleasepunchi
tonmyGPSIdon'
tknowt
he
place"
Igavehermyphone
"
Youdon'
thavepasswor
d?"
"WhywouldIhaveapassword?I
'
m nothidi
ng
anyt
hingandther
e'snoonewhotouchesmyphone
wit
houtmypermission"
"
OhIsee"
Inoddedt
henkeptondr
ivi
ng
"
CanIpl
aymymusi
c?"
"
Yeahsur
e,f
eelf
ree"
Sheconnect
edherphoneandpl
ayedmusi
csof
tl
y.
"
Howl
ongi
syourst
ayher
e?"
"Idon'
tknowitwil
ldepend,
wecanl
eavet
omor
row
oradayaf t
ertomorr
ow"
Shenodded
"
Iwantyout
omeetmyboyf
ri
endandmyf
ri
ends
t
oo"
"
Areyout
ryi
ngt
ohookmeupwi
thyourf
ri
ends?
"
Shel
aughed
"
Ist
hatabadt
hing?
"
"
Idon'
tneedanygi
rl
fr
iendatt
hemomentI
'
m Good"
"
Areyougay?
"
Il
ookedatherwi
thMyeyebr
owsr
aised
"Okayyounotgay.Okaysowhataboutmy
boyfr
iend?
"
"
Whatabouthi
m?"
"
Areyouwi
ll
ingt
omeetupwi
thhi
m?"
"
Yeah,
wecanmeett
omor
rowIdon'
tmi
nd"
"
CoolI
'
llcheckupwi
thhi
m,t
hencal
lyou"
Inodded.
.
"
Ist
hist
hepl
ace?
"
"
Yes,
youcanf
indaspacet
opar
kI'
l
lgetusat
abl
e"
"
YeahI
'
lldot
hat
"
Shegotoutofthecar
,if
oundapar
kingspaceand
par
kedthecar.It
ookmyphoneandwall
etthen
wal
kedInsi
de.
Shewavedaf
ar,
iwal
kedt
oher
.
"
Readyt
oor
dercozI
'
m hungr
y"
Il
aughed
"
YeahIam r
eady"
Awaitresscamet
ous,weorder
edfood.Iaskedf
or
beerLuncumoaskedf
orOr
angejui
ce.
"
Sowhatbr
ingsyout
oJohannesbur
g?"
"
Tol
ookf
ormymot
her
"
It
ookasi
pfr
om myBeer
.
"
Meani
ng?
"
"Shelef
tmewhenIwas4yearsol
d,wit
hherbig
brot
herandl
it
tl
esi
sterwhowas16yearsol
dthat
ti
me."
"wow!Butwhyar eyoulooki
ngf
orher
?Ifshedi
dn'
t
l
ookf oryoual
ltheseyearsi
tmeanst
hatshe
doesn'tcar
eaboutyou."
"Your
ight
,butIhavetofi
ndher.Il
osteverythi
ngI
hadbecausetheancest
orsar
eangr yather.Idon'
t
knowwhyt heyar
epunishi
ngmei nsteadofher"
"
Whatdoyoumeanyoul
ostever
ythi
ng?
"
"It ol
dyouIam al awyerr i
ght ? .IhadmyownLaw
Fir minCapeTown.I tcoll
apsedover night,icoul
dn't
under standhowabi gbuildingwoul dcol lapseand
ot hersmallbui
ldingsarest il
l standi
ng.It alkedt
o
myUncl ewhoi slikemyf ather ,hetoldmeIshoul d
got oKZNandconsul twitht heancest ors.Iwas
toldnot hi
ngwillgoaccor dingl yinmyl if
ei fmy
mot herdoesn'
tacknowl edgehermi stakesanddoes
rightbyme"
Shenodded,
shewasnowdown
"
Iam sor
ry"
"
It
'sokay,
let
'seat
"
"
Ihopeshedoeswhatneedst
obedone.Iwantt
o
seeyoui
ncour t
s,andIwantyourlawfi
rmtobet
his
si
desothatIknowIhavemyper sonall
awyer
"
"Iam t
hebaddestLawyerandIcomeof
fver
y
expensi
ve"
"
Yout
ell
ingmet
hatbecause?
"
Il
aughed
"
Iam notf
ree"
"
Tel
lsomeonewhoneedst
oheart
hat
,cozIdon'
t
"
Ir
aisedmyhandsi
nsur
render
,shel
aughed.
.
.
SAMKELI
SIWE"
MAZULU"KHANYI
LE
.
"
SthandwaSam howar
efeel
i
ngnow?
"
Ilookedathim,si
ncehear
ri
vedhehasbeenaski
ng
thisquest
ion.
"
Iam f
ineKhanyi
le"
Henods
"
TheBoysar
ecomi
ngoverf
ordi
nnert
oni
ght
".
"
Alr
ightIwi
llcook"
"Musat ol
dmet hatyounotf eel
ingokaybecauseof
yourfami l
y.MaZul uImar r
iedyoubecauseIl oved
you,andst i
llverymuchi nl
ovewi thyou.Sincewe
gotmar ri
edyouneverl ookedbackandInever
askedyou, yout oldmehowbadl yyouwant edto
movef rom thatt oxi
cfami l
yofyour s.Ifyouare
wil
li
ngt oforgivet hem andmovepasst hei
r
mistakesIwi llsupportyou.Youar enotwr ongfor
missingthem andwant i
ngt ofi
xthingswi t
hthem,
whatevertheydi dtoyouIam sur eyouheal edand
for
gotabouti t.Soi fyouwantt oseeyourf amily
again,icanaccompanyyout omeett hem"
Icouldn'thol
dmyt ears,howdoyoutel
lyour
si
gnificantother
,thatyoul i
edtohi
m.Thatyoulied
yourselfthr
oughoutt hismarri
age,
howdoItellhim
I'
mtheonewhowr ongedmyf amil
yanddepri
ved
mysonamot her'
sl ove?
"I
'
llgi
veyousomef ewdaystothi
nkaboutthis,
you
needtofor
giveandfor
get.I
'
llcal
lthecheft
o
pr
epar
eaDi
nnerf
orus"
Inodded
"
ThankyousomuchKhanyi
le"
"
IloveyouMaZul
u"
"
Iloveyout
ooNgwane"
Heki
ssedme
"
NowRestst
handwaSam"
.

Iam feel
ingmuchbet
ternow,
iam dr
essedupf
or
Dinner.
"
Youl
ookbeaut
if
ul"
It
urnandseeNqabast
andi
ngbehi
ndme.
"
ThankyouBaby.
"
"
Howar
eyouf
eel
ingnow?
"
"
Muchbetter,
andyourf
atheri
sher
e.Hemadesur
e
t
hatIam f
ine"
"Icanseeyouar
eevengl
owi
ng.Ar
eyouguysst
il
l
havingSex?"
"
Nqaba!
!"
It
hrewali
pst
ickathi
m,hel
aughedandwal
kedout
oft
heroom.
"
Youguysar
etoool
dfort
hat
"
Heshout
ed
Il
aughed.
Iwalkeddownst
air
s,mysonswer
eal
lher
ewi
th
thei
rfat
her.
"
GoodEveni
ng,
Smel
lsNi
ce"
"
GoodEveni
ngmama"
.
Isatnextt
omyhusband.
"
Howar
eyou?
"
MusaandJuni
oraskedatt
hesamet
ime.
"
Iam f
ine,
youdon'
thavet
owor
ry"
Theynodded
"
Sowhat
'
sforDi
nner
?"
"
It
'sbuf
fet
"
"
Real
ly?
"
Ngwanenodded
"Everyt
hingi sforyou,
youdeserveitandmor e.I
j
ustwantust oeatbemer r
y.I
t'
sbeenal ongtime
havingal lmyf amil
ywithmehavingDinner.These
boysar ebusywi thgir
lstheydon'
thavetimef or
thei
rpar ents"
"I
t'
snotliket
hatDad,andIt'
sMenKhanyi
le.Wear
e
busywi t
hworknottheotherthi
ngs,
wear
ebusy
buil
dinganempire"
Musasai
dwi
thconf
idenceIsmi
led
"
Thankyouf
oreducat
ingKhanyi
let
her
ebr
other
"
Juni
ori
sal
wayssuppor
ti
ngMusa.
"
Yeahwhat
ever
"
Wel
aughed.
TheDoorBel
lrang
"
Areweexpect
inganyvi
sit
ors?
"
Iasked,
maybei
t'
soneoft
hei
rsur
pri
se
"No,i
t'
sonlyusaf
ami
ly.Boysdi
dyoui
nvi
te
anyone?"
.
Theyshookt
hei
rhead
"
Letmegoandcheck"
Ngwanest
oodupandwentt
othedoor
.
.
.
I
nser
t25@8pm shar
p!
TWENTYFI
VE
.
NARRATED
.
Khanyi
leopenedthedoor
,ther
ewer
ethr
eepeopl
e
athi
sdoorstep.
"
GoodEveni
nghowcanIhel
pyou?
"
"
Canwegeti
nsi
de?
"
Bhekiasked
"
Uh,
sor
rywher
ear
emymanner
s.Pl
easecomei
n"
Hel ookedatthewomanwhoi swit
htwoMen, she
resembleshiswifesomuchandtheolderMan
seemsf amil
iartohi
m buthecan'
tdeci
pherwhere
hehasseenhi m.
Theywalkedtowhereeveryonewasseat
ed,
they
keptonstandi
ngbutlookedatMaZul
u.
MaZul
uwasshockedt
oseeherf
ami
ly.
HerSon,
whol
ookedsomuchl
ikehi
sFat
her
.
"
Bhut
i"
Tearsfel
ldownhercheeks,shest
oodupand
walkedtowhereherf
ami l
ywasstandi
ng.
Herlegswerewobblyandshaking,shedidn'
tknow
whattodowithhersel
f.Whethertohugthem or
apologi
setohersonfi
rst
.HerSont hatissotal
land
grown,shewasalsoshockedtoseet hem l
ooki
ng
thi
sgoodandpol i
shedwit
hexpensi vecl
othi
ng.
"
Samkel
isi
weSi
si"
Thandekawasal socryi
ng,t
hinkingaboutthepain
ofdroppingoutofschoolt
or ai
sehersister
'schil
d.
Thesufferi
ngstheywentthroughwhent heirsi
ster
l
eftandneverlookedback.
"Iam Sor
ry"
MaZulusai
dthatl
ookingataNeut r
alThuthuka,
whowantedanswersonwhyshel ef thi
mt her
eon
whysheneverl
ookedbacknorcal l
edt ocheckup
onthem,
Shewaslivi
ngt hel
if
e,withhernewf amil
y.
3sonsandahusband, hewasmadt hatshewas
abl
etorai
se3sonsandcoul dn'
traisehim.
"
Iam r
eal
lySor
ryBhut
i"
Shelookedathergoodandbet terlookingbr other
whol ooksnot hi
ngthantowhatshel eftyearsback.
Bhekizit
hawasmadt oseehissi st
erl i
vingt hesof t
l
ifeandneverl ookedbacktoseehowt heyar e
doing,thathehadt odounlawfulthings, danger ous
thi
ngsj usttomakesur et
heyhavef oodi nthet able,
andsadt hathehadtoputThuthukai ntheGangt oo
becausehewasget ti
ngolder.
"
Canweal
lseatdown?
"
Khanyi
lesuggest
ed,
theyal
lwal
kedt
othel
ounge
andsatdown.
"
Iam MaZulu'shusbandandt
hisi
sKungomusaour
f
ir
stborn,Qophel
oourSecondbor
nand
NqabayomziourLastbor
n.
"Iam Bheki
zit
haZul
uandt
hisi
smySister
ThandekaZuluandmysonThut
hukaZulu"
Hesai
dlooki
ngatMaZul
u.
"
It
'sni
cet
omeetyou,
canIaskwhat
'syourr
elat
ion
wit
hmywife?
"
"
Shei
smysi
ster
"
Khanyi
lenodded
MaZul
uwascryi
nguncont
rol
labl
ythatherwor
st
ni
ght
marecameear
ly.
Musacoul dn'
tseehismothercryingthatMuch, t
hat
angeredhim ali
tt
lebit
.Theycan'tjustcome
unannouncedandexpecthertobehappyaf terall
thebadt hi
ngsthey'
vedonetoher ,evenifhedidn'
t
knowt hethi
ngstheyhavedonet oherbuthi s
mother'smentalheal
thisi
mportant .
"Iam sorryfat
herpleaseforgi
veme, butcant hese
peopleleave.Theycan'tj
ustcomeher e
unannouncedaf terwhattheydidtomot her.When
sheisreadyt ofacethem sheknowwher etogo,
youknowmama' smentalhealt
h.Ithi
nki t
'sbestif
theyl
eave! "
"
Whatt
hingsdi
dwedot
oyourmot
her
?"
Anangr
yThut
hukaaskedpol
it
ely.
"YoumaynotknowwhatyourFat herdi
dtomy
mother,butt
heywrongedher"Musasaidl
ooki
ngat
Thuthukastr
aighti
ntheeye.
Thuthukacouldn'
tstandhismother
'sli
e,howcoul
d
shelieaf
tershehasdoneaver yunforgett
abl
eact
tothem,andtheinjust
iceshemadet ohim.
"
Samkel
isi
wewhatdi
dyourf
ami
lydot
oyou?
"
Thut
hukaaskedMaZulu,
shedi
dn'
texpecthi
mto
cal
lherbyhername.
"Youexpectmymothert
oanswerwhi l
esheis
cryi
ng?Youhavenorespecteven,
tocallanol
der
personbyhername"
Musawasget
ti
ngpi
ssedbyThut
huka,
sowas
Thut
huka.
"Samkel i
siwewhenyouar ereadyt oseeusitwil
lbe
l
atef ormet oful
fil
lmydreams.I fyouareamother
youwi llsetmef reeandgoapol ogisetothe
ancestor s.Iwil
lneverfor
giveyou, notnownotever
.
Allyouhavet odo, i
stoappeaset heancest
orsand
youwi llcomebackt oyournormall i
fe,
wedon't
needyoui nourlives."
Thattear
edMaZuluup,
herheartwasinpi
eces
hear
inghersonsayi
ngallt
hosewords.
BhekikeptquiethewantedThut
hukatosay
whateverthatisi
nhisheart
,howhefeel
sabout
MaZulu.
"
Thut
huka"
That
'swhatMaZul
uwasabl
etosay
"YouknowSamkel isi
wewewai ted,
wewai tedtosee
youwalkinourhomest ead.Wewaitedti
llwe
couldn'
tanymore,iwasyoung4year sold.How
couldyouleavea4yearol dwit
hyourLittl
esist
er?
A16yearol dfort
hatmat t
er?Didn'
toccurtoyou
thatshehasdr eamst oo?Tof inishschoolandbe
successf ul?Howcoul dshef i
ni shschoolwhenshe
hadt ol ookaf teryourchi ld.Li keyouwer en'tselfi
sh
enoughyoul eftwi thyourLobol amoney, youdi dn'
t
thinkaboutme?Whatar ewegoi ngt oeat ?The
hunger ?If oronehat eyou! .Ihat eyouSamkel i
siwe,
somucht hatevenwhenyouar ement i
onedIget
pissed.Iam aski ngyouonet hi ng, onl
yonet henI
willl
eaveyoual one.Il ostever ythingIhad, il
ostmy
l
awf i
rm, lostal lmymoney, mycar sandmyhouse.
Theancest orsar eangr yatwhatyoudi d, iwillnot
bef r
eei fyoudon' tgoandapol ogi zetothem.Ihave
acar eert hatIlovesoMuch, butIcan' twor k
becauseal lmypat hsar ecl osed.32year sol d,i
don'thavewhatbel ongst ome, itallvanished.
Pleasebr i
ngbackmyl if
e, youowemet hatMuch.
West i
llstayingwher eyoul eftus, youwi l
lfindus.I
hopewewon' twai tti
llJesusChr istcomes, iwon' t
raisemyhopeshi gh.Goodbye"
Hest
oodup,
Bheki
zit
haandThandekast
oodupt
oo.
"
Ifor
giveyousi
ster
,ihopeyouf
orgi
veyour
sel
ftoo"
Thandekawi
pedhert
ear
s.
"AndyouBoy, l
ear
ntoholdyourmout hnextt
ime.I
'
ll
fuckyouupsobadt hatyou'
llneverbeabl
eto
pronounceyourname,Iam notyourmate!
"
Thut
hukasai
dthatl
ooki
ngatMusa.
Hewal
kedoutwit
hBheki
zit
haandThandeka
f
oll
owi
nghim,hewasbeyondangr
y.
"
Cal
m downThut
huka"
Bhekical
medhi
m.
"
Iam dr
ivi
ng"
Thandekasuggest
ed
Thut
hukaandBhekisatatt
hebackseat
.

TheKhanyi
le'
swer
est
il
lshockedaboutwhatwas
reveal
edt
oday.
"Mamadi dyoureal
lyl
eavea4yearol
dwi
thyour
youngersist
er?
"
Nqabaasked
MaZul
ucoul
dn'
tst
opcr
ying,
allt
hegui
lt
ywas
eati
ngherupandt ocomei ntoareali
sati
ont hat
she'
st hecauseofhersonl osingeveryt
hingmade
herfeelworse,
couldn'ttheancestor
spuni shher
si
nceshehasdoneal lthebadt hi
ngs.
Shest
oodupandr
ant
oherr
oom andl
ockedi
t.
Khanyi
lewasdisappoi
ntedinhi
swifethatal
lthese
year
softhem bei
ngmar ri
edsheli
edtohim.
Hecouldn'
tfathom t
hefactthathi
swi f
ehasason
bef
oremar r
iageandsheliedtohim andleftt
he
chi
ldinthehandsofherbrotherandsisterwhohad
not
hing.
Hecouldn'tf
orgetthef acef ul
lofnothingbuthat
red
forhi
swife,Hecoul dn'tforgetThuthuka'
sfaceeven
i
fhewant edto.Hiseyeshadnot hi
ngbuthatred,
the
angeri
nhi m wasevi dentjustheari
nghi svoi
ceand
thewayhespoke, hespatvenom.
Helookedathi
ssonswhowereinthei
rzonet
oo,
t
heywant edt
oseethei
rmot
her'
sfamil
ybutnoti
n
t
hisway.
Hecouldseet
hehurti
nNqaba'sface,
the
di
sappoint
menti
nJuniorandMusa'sface.
Hehadnothi
ngtosaytot
hem buthi
swi
fedoes,
shehassomeexpl
aini
ngt
odo.
Shehast oexplai
nwhydi
dshel i
eal ltheseyear
s,
couldn'
tshewonderhowherfami l
yI s?Howherson
was?I sshethewomanhefel
lInlovewi th?The
womant hatisaGodfear
ingwoman, awomanof
fai
thandpower .
Wasshef
aki
ngal
ltheseyear
s?
Thosewerethequest
ionshehadbuthi
swif
ewas
toanswerbutwhenIsshegoi
ngtoanswert
hem?
.
.
Let
'sseeeachot
hert
omor
row@10am
.
Canwepleaseputmor
ecomment
s,iwoul
dreal
l
y
l
ovethat
.
Anqo.
TWENTYSI
X
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
"I
fther
ear
etwolineshereitmeansshe'
spr
egnant
,
sameasthi
sonet oo.I
ftherear
etwoli
nesi
tmean
she'
sHIVposi
ti
ve"
Wenodded,
ihel
dSi
kie'
shandt
ight
.
"
Iam her
eforyou,
ipr
omi
se"
Iwhi
sper
edi
ntoherearshenodded.
Thenur
ser
emovedthetest
sinf
rontofusand
pl
acedt
hem ataf
arcor
ner.
"BeingHIVPosi ti
veisnottheendoft hewor l
d,you
canl i
vethelifeandbehappy.1of10womandi ed
ofHI V.HIVuset okil
lbackint heolddayswher e
therewerenoARVsandpeopl ehidi
ngt heirstatus.
Youcanl iveyourlif
e,onlyifyoueatyourt reat ment.
Counselli
ngi savail
ableyouar etooyoung, don't
event hi
nkofki l
li
ngyourselfifyoufindyour self
positi
ve.IfyouareHI Vnegativeyouwi llhavet ouse
Condoms, asIsaidyouar eyoung.Youcan' tget
sickatthisage,youhavel if
eanddr eamst of ul
fil
l
andaccompl
ish.Chosewi
sel
ymydear
ie,
youcan'
t
ri
skwit
hyourli
fe"
Shebroughtt
het
est
stous,
Siki
ehel
dmyhand
ti
ght
ly.
"
Youar
eHI
Vnegat
iveandyouar
enotpr
egnant
"
Iheavedabi
gsi
gh,
idi
dn'
tknowiwashol
dingmy
breat
h.
"Iwil
lgiveyouanI njecti
onfor3mont hsitwil
l
preventyoufrom gettingpregnant.I
tdoesn'
tmean
i
twi l
lpreventyoufrom HI Vandfrom gett
ingSTI
s
andSTDs.Usecondom, ar
ewecl ear?"
"
YesNur
se"
Si
kier
epl
iedwi
thashakyvoi
ce.
Shegotheri
nject
ionandwel
eft
.
"YhoIwasscar
edwhenthatnursetal
kedabout
havi
ngHIV,i
sshesupposetosaythat?"
"
Yeahshe'
ssupposet
osayt
hat
."
ShenoddedIpar
kedwher
ewewer
eget
ti
ngour
food.
LaPar
adat
heyser
vet
hebestpast
a!
Wesatdown,
andor
der
ed.
"Sikienotbei ngpregnantandnothavi ngHI V
doesn' tgiveyouar ightt
ogoI ntoDat ingol derMan
agai n.Youar edoingyourf i
rstyear,thisis
Johannesbur gwomengetr aped,traffi
ckedand
Kill
ed.Thi sisnotEast er
nCape, it
'swaydi ffer
ent
.
Peopl el i
vefastl
ifehere,yousnoozeyoul osethat
's
theirline.Iwantyout ofocusonyourschoolwor k
andboysyourage.Icandealwi thyouhavi nga
hear tbreakfrom a20yearol dboynotf rom a30
yearol dman.IhopeIam cl earSikelelwaorel seI'
m
sendi ngyoubackt oEasternCapeandI 'm not
joking"
"YesSisi
,iam sorr
y.Ifol
lowedfri
end'sadvi
ced,
allI
needtodoi stochangefriendsandfocusonmy
schoolwork.Iam real
lysorrysi
si"
"
It
'sokay,
hopeyoul
ear
ntyourl
esson"
Shenodded.
Myphoner
angi
twasMusa
"
Babehey"
"
HeyLovehowar
eYou?
"
"
I'
m Goodandyou?
"
"
Iam Goodtoo,
aboutmeet
ingyourf
ri
end.Ican'
t
meetupwit
hhim"
"
Ohhhokay"
Iwassodi
sappoi
nted,
whatam Igoi
ngt
osayt
o
Thut
hu?
"
Youdon'
tsoundgood!
"
"
Iam f
ineMusa,
justt
hatIwasl
ooki
ngf
orwar
dto
t
hisl
unch"
"
Iam sor
ryst
handwaSam,
it'
smymom"
"
What
'swr
ongwi
thMaZul
u?"
"Shehadament
albr
eakdownl
astni
ghtsomet
hing
happened"
"
Iam sosor
ryt
oheart
hat
.Ihopeshewi
llbeokay!
"
"
YeahIhopesot
oo,
alr
ightI
'
llseeyoul
ater
"
"
OkayBabe,
iloveyou"
"
Iloveyout
ooNcumo"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
l,
ihopehi
smot
herget
sbet
ter
.
Ical
ledThut
huka,
hedi
dn'
tanswer
.
Hecal
led.
"
Hey,
youOkay?
"
"Yes,
iwassl
eepi
ng.Di
dn'
tgetmuchsl
eepl
ast
night
"
"
It
'sokayIunder
stand,
myboyfr
iendi
snotavai
labl
e
t
omeetyou.CanIseeyoubefor
eyouleave?
"
"YeahIam aboutt
oleavenow,iam goi
ngt
o
showerthendri
vetotheAir
por
t"
"
Shoul
dwemeetatt
heAi
rpor
t?"
"
Yes,
ifyoudon'
thaveapr
obl
em"
"
Notatal
l"
"
Alr
ightseeyou"
"
Alr
ightbye"
Si
kiel
ookedatmewi
thaquest
ioni
ngl
ook.
"
AskSi
kel
elwa"
"
Whoyouwer
etal
kingwi
th?
"
"
Myf
ri
end"
"
Hei
saMal
e?"
Inodshenodst
oo.
"
Canweaskf
orTakeaways?
"
"
Yeahwecan"
IaskedforTakeawaysal
soboughtf
orMigcobocoz
hewillbehomewhenwegethomet oo.
.
Ipar
kedt
henwewal
kedout
.
Ical
ledhi
m cozwedi
dn'
tseehi
m.
"
Heywher
ear
eyou?
"
"
Att
heent
rancewher
ear
eyou?
"
"
Wal
kingoutoft
hepar
kingzone"
"
Alri
ghtyouwi
llseeme,
I'
m wi
thmyUncl
eand
Aunt"
"
Alr
ight
"
Wearr
ivedatwherehewasi
ndeedhewaswi
than
ol
dermaleandfemale.
"
Sani
bonani
"
"
Sawubona"
"
Babathi
sismyfr
iendLuncumo,
Ncumst
hisi
smy
Uncl
eandmyaunt"
"
It
'sni
cet
omeetyouSi
randyouMa"
Theynodded
"
Likewi
semychi
ld"
Theuncl
erespondedandt
heauntsmi
led.
"
Oht
hisi
smySi
sterSi
kel
elwa"
Theygr
eet
edhert
oo.
Iaskedf
orThut
huasi
de
"
Youf
ini
shedyourbusi
ness?
"
"Yeah,al
lthatislefti
sforhert ogotoKZNanddo
theri
ghtthing.Ifshedoesn'tcomet henthere'
s
nothi
ngwecando, wecan'tforceher.Iwil
lworkon
thefar
m, andot herthi
ngstof endmyself"
"
Iam Sor
ryThut
hu"
"
It
'sokay,
thi
sisl
if
ear
eal
it
y"
Ihuggedhi
m,hear
mswer
edowar
m andt
ender
ly.
"
It
'sgoi
ngt
obeOkay.Il
oveyou"
Hi
sbodyt
ight
ened
"
Iloveyoubr
other"
Her
elaxedandl
etgoofme,
hel
ookedi
nmyeyes.
"
Iloveyout
oosi
s,t
hankyou"
Inod
"
Rememberever
ythi
ngi
sgoi
ngt
obeal
ri
ght
Advocat
e"
Hel
aughedandnodded
Hi
sfl
ightwascal
led
"
Goodbye"
"
Bye,
I'
llcal
lyouassoonasIl
and"
Hehuggedmet
henpul
ledout
.
"
GoodbyeNcums"
Iwavedmyhand,
somethi
ngi
nmyhear
tmoved
whenhewal
kedawayther
ewasapi
nchofpai
n.
"
Hey,
youOkay?
"
Si
kieaskedwi
thconcer
ninhervoi
ce.
"
Yeah,
yeahI
'
mfi
ne"
Shenods
"
Let
'sgohel
eft
"
"
Yeahof
cour
se"
Iwalkedbacktot
hepar
kingzone,
mymi
ndwas
workingover
ti
me.
Idr
oveof
ftheAi
rpor
t,mymi
ndwasdef
ini
tel
ynot
her
e.
"
CanIaddmy2cent
s?"
"
No,
cozyour2cent
swi
llbeshi
tsono"
"
Buti
twi
llbet
het
rut
h"
"
Yhosaveyourt
rut
hMar
tha!
"
"
Okay"
Sher
aisedherhandsi
nsur
render
.
DaddyG, what
'shappening?ImeanI'm st
il
lyour
daughterr
ight
?Yhopl easeopenthedoorof
Jerusal
em sothatIcouldent
er,imeanIneedto
hidemyshame.Ican' tl
ovetwoMenatt hesame
ti
me.
Butthere'
sthisthingaboutThut huka, idon'tknow
whatitisbutwheneverI '
m withhimt here'sthis
senseofbelongi ng,protecti
onandwar mt h.Icarea
l
otabouthowf eels, if
eelssadwhenhei ssad, i
wantt oseehim happyandnotsad.Ij ustwant
what'sbestforhim, whenIsai dIlovehi m Imeantit.
Ididn'
twantt oletgo, iwant edtost ayi nhisar ms.
I'
veneverfel
tl i
ket hisnotevenf orKungomusa, i
thi
nkishouldpl ayf arawayf r
om Thut huka.Hecan' t
j
ustwal t
zinmyl if
eandsweepmeof fmyf eetand
wecont i
nuewi thlife.Ihaveaboyf riendthatIl ove
soMuch, speakingoft hatonel etmecal landcheck
uponhi m.
I
tri
ngs
"
Babe"
"
Heyl
ove,
how'
syourmot
her
?"
"
She'
sbet
ter
,wear
epacki
ngf
oraTr
ipt
oKZN.
"
"
Ohf
orWhat
?"
"
There'
ssomethingt
hatweneedt
odo,
iam sor
ry
t
hatIam t
ell
ingyounowbabe"
"I
t'
sokayIunderst
andsthandwasam,yourmother
comesfir
stplusherheal
thtoo.Dowhatneedst
obe
doneokay?"
"Okay,t
hankyousomuchSt handwasam.Ican'
t
beli
eveIdidn'
tseeyout
hispastweekendandI'
m
l
eavingforKZNnow"
"Honeywe'vebeenseei
ngeachotheral
most
everydaysoit
'sj
ustafewdayst
heywon' thur
t,we
haveourwholeli
vesofseei
ngeachother
everyday.
"
"
Ilovet
hesoundoft
hat
"
Il
aughed
"
AndIl
oveyouMrman!
"
Hel
aughed
"
IloveyousomuchMr
sme"
"
Alr
ightcont
inueonpacki
ngsi
r,andhaveasaf
e
t
ri
p"
"
Thankyousomuchbabe"
"
OkayBye"
"
Bye"
Idroppedthecal l
.I'
vebeenseati
ngintheGar
age
thi
sentireti
me, Si
kieisinsi
dethehouseshel
eftme
ri
ghtafterparki
ngt hecar.
IwalkedI
nsi
det
heywer
eeat
ingt
hei
rpar
cel
s,it
ook
mine.
"
SisYouf
ine?
"
Mi
gcoboask,
ilookatt
hisgossi
pernextt
ohi
m.
Si
kelelwaisawitchshamesoze,
she'
sdef
ini
tel
y
workingforSat
an,oneofhi
sagentbl
oodychil
d!.
.
.
Let
'snof
orgett
ocommentgoodpeopl
e.
Seey'
al
l@8pm
TWENTYSEVEN
.
KZNZULUHOMESTEAD
.
Thuthukai ssleepingi nhisflat,
wi t
hthought sof
whattranspiredi nJohannesbur g.Hismot herl i
ving
theli
fe,seeingherf lourishi
ngandhappybr okehi s
heartmor e.Shewasl i
vingtheBestl i
feshedi dn't
evencar eifhedi edofhungerorchecki fhei sstill
ali
veandsur vi
vingt hatbrokehi sheartmor et han
anythi
ng.Seei nghowsher aised3gr ownupboys
madehi m angr y,thatshewasabl etor ai
set he
otherboysbutnothi m.
Ther
ewasaknockatt
hedoor
.
"
Whoi
sit
?"
"
Imi
na"
Heopenedt
hedoorf
orMaqwabet
ogetI
nsi
de.
"
Ma,
i
sever
ythi
ngOkay?
"
"
CanIsi
t?"
"
Yes"
Shesatdownandhel
dThut
huka'
shand.
"Son, iknowyouar eangryandIdon' tblameyou
onebi t.Whatsi sidi
dtousi sunf orgettabl
eand
unforgivablebutBhut iandIraisedyout obea
betterman.We' venevertaughtyouhat red,t
hat'
s
nothowwer aisedyou.Iunderst andt hatyouhate
her,buthatei saver ybigwordThut hu.Iunderstand
thatyoumayneverhaveanyr elati
onshi pwithher,
butcanyoupl easef i
nditinyourhear ttofor
giveher
andl etgoofgr udges.It'
snotheraski ng,wedon't
careaboutherbutIwantyout osetherf r
eeinyour
heartsot hatyoucanbef reeOkay? "
Thut
hukahuggedMaqwabewi t
htear
sinhiseyes.
Sheist
heonlywomant hathasseenhim cr
yingand
get
ti
ngvul
nerabl
einf
rontof..
"I
thur tsMa,anditpainsmet hatshewast herefor
allthoseboysbutcoul dn'
traisemet hat
'swhat
anger smethemost .Idon'tthinkI'
lleverhaveany
relati
onshi
pwi t
hher"
"
It
'sokaymysonasl
ongasyouf
orgi
vehert
hat
's
al
l,
it'
sallpartoft
heheali
ngprocess.Yourpat
hs
maycr ossagainandwhentheycrosspeaceis
whatyouwi l
lhave.Nothat
redunderstoodmySon?
"
Thut
hukanodded.
"YouaremySonandYouwi
llf
oreverbe.Il
oveyou
Thuthuwami
"
"
Iloveyout
oomf
azikaQwabe"
Shel
aughedandl
ookedatThut
huka.
OutsidetheZul uHomesteadpar kedtwoSUVs,
MaZul uwasn' tsurei
fshe'
sinther i
ghthousebut
that
'swher etheirhomewas, butnowi twasbigand
beautif
ul.Themostbeaut i
fulhomeast edinthe
enti
reVill
age, ther
ewere5car sparkedinsidet
he
compoundt oo.
ShewalkedInsidewithherhusbandandki ds,no
onesai
danyt hingtoeachotherevenont hewayt oo.
Onlyt
heRadi owaspl ayi
ng,Khanyil
ewast heone
whotoldeveryonetopacktheircl
othestheyar e
goi
ngtoKZN, hecoul
dn'tal
lowThuthukat osuffer
anymore.Somet hi
ngi nhi
mt i
ckedwhenThut huka
menti
onedhissuf f
eri
ngs,heisaf at
herafterall
.He
for
cedhi
swif
etocometoKZN, shecan'tbecryi
ng
athomewher
easshe'
sthecauseofallofthi
s.
Bhekizi
thawalkedoutoft
hemainhouset
osee
who'sinsi
detheirhomest
ead.
Hewasshockedt
oseehi
ssi
sterandherhusband
pl
ust
hei
rkids.
"
Samkel
isi
we"
"
Bhut
i"
"
Comei
nsi
de"
Theyfol
lowedBhekizi
that
otheHouse,
theyal
l
set
tl
edinthelounge.
Maqwabewal
kedI
ntooshewasal
soshocked.
"
Sani
bonani
"
Shegr
eet
edsof
tl
y.
Shewalkedtotheki
tchenwher
ehefoundhi
s
brot
herfi
xingDri
nksfort
heguest
s.
"
Pleaset
akeover
"
"
NoIam maki
ngf
oodf
orThut
hu,
hehasn'
teat
en
si
nceyest
erday"
"
Okay"
Maqwabewarmedfoodf orThut
huandusedt
he
ki
tchendoort
ogetout
side.
Shewal kedt
oThuthuka'
sroom,hewasonaphone
cal
l.Shesatdownandwai t
edforhi
mtogetdone,
hefini
shedhisphonecal
l.
"
Real
lyMa?
"
Maqwabel
aughed
"
Wasi
tthatgi
rlf
rom Johannesbur
gd?
"
"Yesi
tWasher,
ihadt
ocutmyphonecal
lshor
tcoz
youareher
e"
"
Iam sor
ryIbr
oughtyouf
ood,
pleaseeat
"
"
Iam nothungr
y"
"
DoIhavet
ofor
ceyou?
"
Hesi
ghedandat
ethef
oodwi
thMaqwabe
moni
tor
inghi
m.
"
Youl
oveher
?"
"
Who?
"
"
Johannesbur
ggi
rl
?"
"
I'
m done"
Her
aisedt
hecl
eanpl
ate
"
Andyouwer
enothungr
y"
Hel
aughed
"
Yourmot
heri
sher
e"
Thut
hukafrowned,
butt
her
ewasal
it
tl
ebi
tofJoyi
n
hi
sheartt
hatshecame.
"
Ohhokay"
"Your
est
,it
'sl
ate.Ihavetomakesur
ethatt
he
guest
sar
ecomf ortabl
e"
"
Gladyouusedt
heconceptGuest
s"
Maqwabeshookherheadandwal
kedout
.
Walkingbacktot
heHouseBheki
zit
haandher
sist
er'
shusbandwer
enotInthel
oungeitwasonl
y
thesonsandthei
rmother
.
"
Ithi
nkIneedsomeai
r"
Musasai
dwal
kingout
"
Met
oo"Juni
orf
oll
owedt
oo.
"
MamayiaskWher
eisBhut
'Thut
huka?
"
NqabaaskedMaqwabe.
"
Inhi
sfl
at,
thef
latont
hel
eftwi
thBr
owndoor
"
Hest
oodup
"
Thankyou"
Hewal
kedout
.
"
Iam sor
ryThandeka"
MaZul
uwast
hef
ir
stonet
obr
eakt
hei
ce.
"
WhySi
si?
"
MaZul
uwi
pest
hef
all
ingt
ear
s
"I
fyoukeeponcryi
ngwhenwil
lyout
alk?Iam t
ir
ed
ofseei
ngyourt
earsSi
si,
iwantt
oknowwhy? "
"Idon'
tknow,idon'
thaveanyr
easons.Iwasgreedy,
andselfi
shal
lIwantedwastotakemyselfoutof
thepovert
yanddidn'
tthi
nkaboutmyyouoruBhut i
notevenmyson. "
Maqwabenodded
"
AsI
'
vesai
dIf
orgi
veyou,
butIwi
llneverf
orgetsi
si"
MaZul
unodded
"
Iunder
stand"
MusaandJuni orweredrivi
ngof
ftogetsomeai r,
thi
swasnewt othem t
heyweredisappoint
edin
thei
rmother.Forhertodosomethingthat'
sbadto
herfamil
ywasver ygruesomeofher,t
heycouldn'
t
evenlookatherintheeye.
Nqabaknockedi
nThut
huka'
sroom.
"
Comei
n"
Nqabawal kedi
n,Thut
hukawaslayi
ngonhisback
heturnedhisheadandsawNqaba.Hesatup
st
raight.
"
Sawubona"
Aner
vousNqabagr
eet
ed,
hedi
dn'
tknowwhathe
wasdoi
ngher
e.
"
Yebo"
Thut
hukadi
dn'
tmaket
hingsanyeasi
erf
orhi
m,he
gavehim ani
nti
midat
ingl
ook.Hecoul
dseehow
nervousNqabai
s.
"
I'
m Nqabayomzi
"
"
Iknowyou"
Nqabanodded
"LookMan, ohI'
m sor r
y.Bhut iyouar emybi g
brotherandt hatwewon' tchange.WhatMaZul udid
toyoui sveryunjustifi
edandt here'
snot hingIcan
doaboutt hatit'
sallupt oYouandher .Iam hur tby
whatshedi dt oyou, butididn'tdoanyt hing,you
can'tgetmadatme.Il oveyou, iknowipr obably
soundgayandcr azybutf amilytomei sever yt
hing
henceil oveYou.Iwantt obuildbr other
hoodwi th
you, iwantyout obemybi gbr other.Doal lthe
thi
ngst hatbigbrothersdoyouknow"
Hechuckl
ednervously,
Thut
hukasmi
ledNqaba
r
emindedhim ofShaka.
"Iwanttobuil
dabr ot
herhoodwithyout
oo,st
op
beingnervous.Iknowyourtype,
I'
m sur
eyou
blabberal
ltheshiti
nthewor l
d"
Theybot
hlaughed.
"Pl
easeafteryourcer
emonycanyour
esi
dei
n
Johannesburg?"
"I
'
m pl
anningofbui
l
dingafi
rmther
e!Imadea
promi
setosomeoneandIkeepmypromises"
.
"
Ist
hatsomeoneagi
rl
?"
"
Whatmakesyout
hinki
t'
sagi
rl
?"
"
Becauseamanwouldrel
ocatebecauseofa
woman.Shemustbei
mportant"
"
Thatshei
simpor
tant
"
Nqabal
aughed
"
Soyoust
icki
ngt
oonegi
rl
?"
"
Idon'
thaveanygi
rl
fr
iend,
shehasaboyf
ri
end"
Nqabal
ookedatThut
hukai
ntheeye
"
Andwi ththel
ookthatyouhaveonyourf
ace,
you
wil
ltakeherfr
om hi
m."
"
Nahh"
Theybot
hlaughed
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
"
Andt
hen?
"
"
GuysIt
hinkI
'
m goi
ngcr
azy,
li
kemadguysyho"
Mer
ylooksatmewei
rdl
y,Lor
nai
sconf
used.
It
akeseatont
hef
loor
.
"Fir
stl
yyoubudgeInsi
dethef
latwit
houteven
knockingwhat
soeverandnowyouareranti
ng
abouthowmadandcr azyyouare,
indeedyouar
e
crazy"
Irol
ledmyeyes,t
ypi
calMer
y.Oneoft
hemost
tr
usteddevi
l'
sagent
.
"Mer
ycanyouatleastf
orthefi
rstti
meinyourl
if
e
uset
heLightBul
binyourhead,l
ikeli
ghtI
t?"
Shel
ooksatmewei
rdl
yandconf
used
"I
'
mi nacri
sishere,
ineedmyfriendssoIwantyou
guystobehereformeanddon'tgivemethoseugl
y
l
ooks,NoI'
m notherefort
hat
".
Istoodupandwal kedtot
hefri
dgeit
ookoutawi ne,
idon'tcareaboutagl
assri
ghtnowit
'st
heleastof
mywor r
ies.
Iwal
kbackt
othem,
thensatont
hef
looragai
n.
"
Y'al
lIt
hinkIl
ovesomeoneel
se"
"
Whatdoyoumeansomeoneel
se?
"
Mer
ynowi
sfi
nal
lyusi
nghersenses
"
Ithi
nkI
'
minl
ovewi
thsomeoneel
se,
notMusa"
"
Yho!
"
Lor
nssayt
hatandcl
apsherhand.
"
Whoi
sthat
?"
"
TheguyIsentyouhi
spi
ctur
e"
"I
'
vebeenmeaningtoaskyout
hat,What
'syour
stor
ywitht
hatguy?Imeanhe'
sincr
edi
blyHot.I
she
si
ngle?
"
Itakeahugegul pofthewine,
Ispoketoosoon.
Thisonecan'tusehersensesnotevenonce,but
she'smybestfriend,
myr i
deordiesoIhavetobe
patientwi
thher.She'
saspecialchi
ldyenashame
soIunder
stand.
"Il
ovehi m MeryChri
stmas,il
ovethatguy.ImeanI
can'
tst opthi
nkingabouthi
m.ItoldmyselfthatI
shouldf or
getabouthi
m andfocusonmyboyf ri
end
whichisMusabuthei sonmymi nd,itol
dmysel fI
won'ttakehiscall
sguessWhat ?Iansweredevery
cal
l,am Icrazy?"
Ithi
nkI'vecometot hewr
ongplacehere,because
thesetwoarelookingmeasiftheydon't
understandme,it
'sasifI
'
m speakingsomef or
eign
l
anguage.
"
Howdi
dyoumeett
hisguy?
"
Lor
naf
inal
lyasks
"InDurban,wemeti nDurban.Heki ndasavedmy
l
ife.Wemetagai nont hesecondday, weat elunch
togetherspentt
hedayt ogether.Iknowit'
sonlya
fewdayssi nceI'
vemethi m buthe'sal
lthatIthi
nk
of,dream about
.Icansensewhenhe' ssad,ican
feelhim.AllIwantisforhi
mt obehappy, ifeell
ike
hishappinessmat t
erstoo.Idon'tknowifI'
m
makingsenseorwhat .WhatIfeelforThuthukais
waydi
ff
erentf
rom whatIf
eelf
orMusa.
"
Si
lence!
!
YhohayiIr
egr
etcomi
ngher
e.
"
Whatdoest
heGuyf
eel
aboutyou?
"
"
Hewaskeenonmeeti
ngMusa.Het
reat
smeasa
l
it
tl
esi
ster
,hei
ssi
ngl
e."
"ThenIsayyoumustf ocusonyourRelati
onship
withMusa, imeanwhatifhedoesn'
tfeelt
hesame
wayyouf eelabouthi
m?You'llbet
heidiot
,let
'sj
ust
sayit'
sLustnotLove.YouLoveMusaandno- one
elsebuthim,imeanhe'sbeenyourcrushforhow
l
ong?Andf i
nall
yhavi
nghim asaboyfri
endwasa
beauti
fulthi
ng.Seei
ngyouhappywhenyouar e
withhim orwhenyoutalkabouthi
m,don'tl
osethat
forLust.
"
Merygrabbedthewinebott
lefrom myhands,
she
f
inal
lyUsedtheLightbulbi
nherhead.Whatshe
j
ustsai
di snot
hingbutthetr
uth.
"Thankyouguys,
ineededt
hat
.If
eelsogui
lt
yri
ght
now."
"
It
'sokay,
it'
snotli
keyouki
ssedt
hisguyorsl
ept
wit
hhim.Unless"
"WhatnoMer
yyoui
diot
,idi
dn'
tsl
eepwi
thhi
m nor
ki
sshim."
Shelaughed,
Yhuuf
ri
endsl
ikeMer
yar
etr
ashIt
ell
you.
"Thenyoudon'thavetobeguil
tyofsomethi
ngyou
didn'
tdo,whenwast hel
astti
meyout al
kwewith
Musa? "
"
Yest
erday,
he'
sinKZNhel
eftyest
erday"
"
AndThut
huka?
"
Lor
naask
"Hestayi
nKZNandhe' sther
enow.Butt
her
e'sa
hugePossibi
li
tyt
hathecancomeandstayt
his
side"
"
Thenyoudon'
thavet
owor
ry,
wear
eher
eforhi
m"
Il
ookedatMery,not
hisi
sget
ti
ngser
ious.Mer
yis
notf
ineupst
air
s.
"
Mer
ymyf
ri
end"
Isi
gh
"Nevermi
nd,
I'
llt
alkt
oManGupst
air
shewi
llf
ix
you"
Ir
est
edmyheadont
hef
loor
.
"
Ist
hatAl
l?
"
Lor
naask,
icanseeMer
yisr
ubbi
ngof
fhert
oo.
"
Yeah.Whatar
eyouguyseat
ingher
e?"
"Wecanor
derpi
zzat
her
e'snof
ood.Wear
elazyt
o
cook.
"
TrustMerytosaythat
,allt
hatshe'
sgoodatis
makingbreakf
asttherestshewil
lwai
tforyouto
cook,if
eelsor
ryforLorns.
"
Okayyoucanor
dert
hen"
Lor
nat
ookoutherphoneandor
der
ed.
"
How'
svar
sit
ybabe?
"
Isi
gh
"
Toomuchwork,
butit
'seasy.Ij
ustwisht
obedone
wit
hmyst
udi
esthat
'sall
.Wor ki
ngisnott
hatgr
eat
too,theymakemesl avear
oundj ustbecauseI'
m an
inter
n.Yhuuitsucksshamef r
iendIdon'tWanttoli
e,
ifeelli
keIcouldgobacktobartendi
ngandl i
stento
people'spr
oblemsandwat chpeoplegetti
ngdrunk.
Thosewer ethegoodtimesman"
Il
aughed
Lor
naexcusedher
sel
f,herphonewasr
ingi
ng.
"Yeahthosewerethegoodt i
mes,wemi ssyouat
theclub.Maybeyoushouldvisi
tus,
onweekends
sinceyoudon'thaveschoolandwork"
"Thatwouldbegreat,
I'
llbet
herethi
sweekend.Tel
l
BraIkethatIneedtobeaBartenderf
orSat
urday."
Wel
aughed
"
Iwi
llt
ellhi
m,hewi
llbet
hri
ll
ed"
Inodded
"
Ithi
nkLor
nai
sdat
ing"
Mer
ywhi
sper
ed
"
What
?Dat
ingwho?
"
"
Idon'
tknow,
buti
t'
ssomeonet
hatweshoul
dn'
t
knowabout.Imeanwheneversher
ecei
vescal
ls
fr
om thi
spersonsheal
waysexcuseher
sel
fandtal
k
hour
soverthephone"
"
Iam soi
nter
est
edr
ightnow,
iwonder
"
"
ButIt
hinkwhenshei
sready,
shewi
llt
ellus"
"
Yeahshewi
ll
"
Myphoner
angi
twasMusa,
ilookedatMer
y.
"
Musai
scal
li
ng"
Shel
aughed,
ilookedatherconf
used
"
Answer!youusual
lyansweryourphoneinf
rontof
me,oryouwanttoexcuseyoursel
ftoo?
"
Il
aughed
"
Ishoul
ddef
ini
tel
ygetyouaboyf
ri
end"
"
Givemet
hisThut
hukaguyandI
'
llbesetf
orl
if
e"
Ir
oll
edmyeyesandanswer
edmyphone
"
SthandwaSam"
"
Babe,
howar
eyou?
"
"
I'
m goodandyou?
"
"
I'
m goodt
oo,
imi
ssyou"
"
Imi
ssyout
oobabe,
How'
sKZN?
"
"
It
'sgoodanddrai
ning.Butwecomingbackt
his
weekendi
fthi
ngsgoaccor di
ngl
y"
"Ohthat
'sgreatbabe,
can'
twai
ttoseeyou.How'
s
yourmothernow? "
"
She'
sfi
ne,
she'
sget
ti
ngbet
terat
least
"
"I
'
m gladshe'
sget
ti
ngbet
ter
,waski
ndawor
ri
ed
abouther
"
"
No,
ther
e'snoneedt
obewor
ri
ed.She'
sfi
nenow.
"
"
Ohokayt
hen"
"LookbabeI
'
llcal
lyoul
ater
,iam dr
ivi
ng.Iwasj
ust
checki
nguponyou"
"
ThankyousomuchbabeI
'
llwai
tforyourcal
llat
er"
"
Alr
ight
,il
oveYouOkay?
"
"
Iloveyout
ooBabe"
"
Sur
ebye"
"
Bye"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
landl
ookedatMer
y.
"Therewassupposedt
obeasmi
leonyourf
ace,
aftert
alki
ngt
oyourman"
"
Pizzai
sher
e!"
Lor
nashout
edf
rom t
hebedr
oom.
ThankDaddyGodf
orlooki
ngoutf
orMe,
didn'
t
knowhowtoanswerMery.
"
I'
llgoandt
akei
t,sheal
readypai
dvi
acar
d?"
Mer
ynods.
Iwal
kout
,andwentt
othegat
etof
etcht
hepi
zza.
Iwal
kedback.
"
I'
m sof
ami
shedl
et'
seat
"
"
I'
llgogr
abt
hepl
ates"
Inodded.
Lor
nacamebackwi
thahugesmi
lef
rom herf
ace.
Weat
einsi
lence,
noonewassayi
nganyt
hing.
"
Lor
naAr
eyoudat
ing?
"
Hai
boMeryChr
ist
mas,
weagr
eedonhert
ell
ingus
her
sel
f.
Ir
oll
edmyeyes
"
Mhm?
"
Il
ookatLor
na,
shecan'
tpr
etendt
obedeaf
"
Areyoudat
ing?
"
Iaskl
ouder
,incaseshe'
sdeaf
.
"
Uhm NoIam not
"
Whi
tel
ie
"
Dowel
ookl
ikeki
dst
oyou?OrmaybeI
diot
s?"
YeswenaMer
yasi
zozi
denget
hina!
"
Arewecl
ownst
oyouLor
na?
"
Ist
oodupandgavemyf
ri
endabi
groundof
appl
ause.
Theyl
ookedatmeWei
rdl
y.
"
AnsweruMer
ylor
na"
"
Okayf
ineI
'
minaRel
ati
onshi
pwi
thNqaba"
"
Whi
chNqaba?Mybr
otheri
nlawNqaba?
"
Iaskshocked,
Nqaba?Outofal
lmi
ll
ionmeni
nthi
s
count
ry.
"
Yes,
Nqaba.Yourboyf
ri
end'
sbr
other
"
"
Okay"
Isayt
hencont
inueoneat
ingmypi
zza.
"Wer
eyoublindwhenyoudecidedondati
ngNqaba?
Imeanyeshe'shandsomebuthechangesladi
es
j
ustl
ikealadychangi
ngpanti
es"
Ichokedonmyf
ood,
Hai
bouMer
yguys!
"Hest
oppedal
lthosest
uff
,he'
sagr
ownmanr
ight
now"
Inoddedanddr
ankt
hewi
ne.
"
Andpeopl
edochangeMer
y"
"
Aleopar
ddoesn'
tchangei
tscol
our
s"
"Meryi
sjustj
eal
oust
hatshe'
ssi
ngl
edon'
tmi
ndher
babes"
IgaveMer
yaneye,
sher
aisedherhands.
"Don'
tsayIdi
dn'
ttel
lyouhei
sapl
ayer
,whenhe
cheat
sonyou"
Whathasgott
enintoMer
y?Onemomentshe'
sa
speci
alChi
ldt
henextmomentshe'
smi
ssI'
m nota
cl
own,misssavage.
Ishoul
dholda27daysf
ast
ing,
sheneedsal
otof
del
iver
ance.
TWENTYEI
GHT
.
KZNZULUHOMESTEAD
.
"
Iam sor
ry"
Musasai
dlooki
ngatThut
hukaSt
rai
ghti
ntheeye.
"
It
'sokay,
it'
sal
lwat
erundert
hebr
idge"
"Imeani tMan,LookifIknewwhathappenedback
i
nt hepastIwouldn'thavereact
edimpulsi
vely.Iam
sureyouwoul d'
vereactedthesamewayi fyour
mot herli
edandtoldyouthatherfami
lyhavedone
herwr ongandYouar elooki
ngatthefamily,
and
she'
scryi
nghereyesout .Iam r
eall
ysorryBro,I
havenobadbl oodagainstyou,
eventhoughtit
hurt
stoknowt hatI
'm notthebi
gbrotheranymoreI
enj
oyedbull
yingthesetwo!"
Theyal
llaughed
"I
t'
sokayLit
tleBrotherIunderstandandyesi
would'
vedonet hatandmor e.Henceiam sayingit
's
al
lwaterunderthebr i
dge,iwon'tApologi
zethough
coziwasstraighteni
ngyouLi tt
lebrot
herthat
'snot
howyout al
ktoyourbi gbrother"
"
Nowyouar
eabusi
ngyourpower
!"
"
Am Inot5year
sol
dert
hanyou?
"
Musar
oll
edhi
seyes.
"Onemorethi
ng,
ibeatupsmal
lboysandmake
suret
heyli
vetot
ellt
hetal
esobecaref
ulnextt
ime!
"
"
ThatInot
iced"
Juni
orsai
dandt
heyal
llaughed.
Khanyi
leandBheki
zit
hawer eseatednexttothe
kr
aalwatchi
ngtheboyslaughi
ngandt alki
ng.It
br
oughtthem Joyt
hatthesibl
ingsgetalongand
t
her
e'snobadbl
oodbet
weent
hem.
Theceremonywillbetomorrowthetr
adi
ti
onal
heal
erwil
lbearr
ivingatlat
eron.Thut
hukahave
beenavoidi
ngMaZul usi
nceshearri
vedyest
erday.
"Doyouthi
nkThut
hukawil
levergi
veMaZul
ua
chanceagai
n?Imeanever
yonedeser
veasecond
chance"
Khanyi
lesai
dlooki
ngatt
heboys.
"Idon'tknowsbali,
butonet hingisthatThut huka
waited,whenhegott i
redofwai t
inghest ar
ted
getti
ngangr ynotatusbutatSamkel isi
we.Hi s
angeri sver
ymuchj usti
fi
ed, soapossi bi
lit
yof
mot herandSonr el
ati
onshipIdon' tseeitcomi ng
anytimesoonbutevent ual
lyt her
emaybea
Relati
onshipbetweenthetwot houghbutnotnow"
Khanyi
lenoddedatBheki
zit
ha'
sst
atement
.
"
IfIMayaskwher
eishi
sfat
her
?"
"HepassedawaywhenSamkeli
siwewassti
ll
pregnantandhi
sFamil
ydi
dn'
twanttoassoci
ate
themselveswit
hus,
sofor4yearsbef
ore
Samkelisiwelef
twer aisedThuthukawith
dif
fi
culti
es.Itwasonlyushermat er
nalsi
deonly,
thepaternalsi
deleftyearsbackfrom t
hisvi
ll
age.
Thuthukai saphotocopyofhisfather,
helooks
exactl
ylikehim"
Khanyi
lenodded
"Howwereyouabl
etobei nthi
slevel
ofLi
f e?I
meanyouarether
ichestpeopl
einthi
svil
lage.As
youal
lsaid,
MaZul
ul ef
twithal
lthemoneyandYou
hadnot
hing"
Bheki
zit
hachuckl
ed
"West r
uggl edBaf o,whenwer eal
isedthat
Samkel i
siwel eftuswi t
hThuthukat hi
ngsgotwor se.
Thandekawasonl y16year s,
butshewasamot her.
Iwasadr unkar dbutIhadtochangesi nceIwas
nowaf ather .Ihust l
ed,ver
yhardt omakesur e
ther
e'sfoodont opoft heTable.Her ei
showmy
hustl
ecameabout ,
ihavefarms,businessesnow.
Godlooksoutf orhispeople,hewillneverleave
them norf orsakethem. "
Khanyi
lenoddedonceagai
n
"Idon'tmeantoimpose,butIwoul dli
ketogive
Thut hukaastart
upamountt orebuil
dhisLawFi rm.
Hecanr esi
deinJohannesburgtherearealot
oppor tuni
ti
esandpeoplewhoneedsst ronglawyers
there.Hecanbesuccessf ul
,isearchedhim onl
ine
he'squi t
eabeastincourt
"
Theybot
hlaughed
"Hehast hestar
tupamount ,
hewaswai ti
ngforhis
mot hertomaket heceremonybef or
ehest ar
t
rebuil
dinghi sFi
rm.Hewant edtogobackt oCape
Townt hat'
swherehisli
feisat,butt
here'
sthisgir
l
i
nJohannesbur gthathelovesohei smovingthere,
event houghhewon' tsayit
'sbecauseofthegirl
thathismovi ngthatsi
deIknowThut huka,heLoves
thatgirlandhewant stoseehereverydayift
hat'
s
possible"
Theybot
hlaughed
"Iam gl
adhesawagirlt
here,
imeanwewi
llbe
havi
nghiminJohannesbur
g."
"
YouLi
kehi
m?"
Bheki
zit
hacoul
dseet
hatt
hismannextt
ohi
m
want
edThuthukaashi
spartoft
hef
ami
ly,
but
woul
dThuthukawantThat
?
"YesIdol i
kehi
m,oneheismywi f
e'sfi
rstson.Two
heremi ndsmealotofmyyoungerself
,thefir
ein
hiseyes.Iwanthi
mt obepar
tofourfami l
y,but
onlyifheall
owsustobe.Iwon'
tforcehim,iwant
himtot akehi
sti
meandadjust.
"
"
YeahIagreeonthepartt
hathemusttakehist
ime.
Rel
ati
onshi
pisnotfor
ced,Lookathowtheyare
l
aughi
ng.There'
saconnecti
onbetweenthef
ourof
t
hem andthebondisreal
."
Theybothnoddedl ooki
ngatt
hem,thatmade
Khanyi
lefeelatease.Hewasworr
iedaboutMusa
andThuthukabuttheyseem t
ohavegottenover
whathappened.
ShakaandMandlaparkedout
sidet
hehouse,t
here
werewomanaroundthecompoundwhower ebusy
goi
ngupanddown.
TheysawThut
hukaseat
edwi
th3Men.
"
Hei
taGent
s"
Mandl
aandShakagr
eet
edandhandshakedwi
thal
l
oft
hem.
Theydidn'
tknowwhyThut
hukacal
ledt
hem her
e,
theyt
houghtMaybet
heyhaveahei
sttopl
an.
"
Madodathesear
emybr ot
hers,
Kungomusa,
Qophel
oandNqabayomziandbrot
her
smeetmy
t
womai nmenMandlaandShaka"
Theynoddedacknowl
edgi
ngeachot
her
.
"
Pleasegi
vemeafewmi
nut
esIhavet
ohavea
wordwit
hthem"
Thut
hukastoodupandwal
kedtohi
sFl
atwi
th
MandlaandShakaf
oll
owi
nghim.
"
Youf
oundyourmot
her
?"
That
'st
hefir
stt
hingShakaaskassoonast
heyar
e
i
nThuthuka'
sfl
at.
Thuthuka,MandlaandShakawer ebestfr
iends,t
hey
grewupt oget
hertheyknoweachot her
'ssecretand
whathappensi neachother
'sl
ives.
"Yeahwef oundher,
butIhaven'
tsatdownwithher
yet.Iam dreadi
ngal
lofThat,
butthat
'snotwhatI
cal
ledyouf
or"
"
Whati
sit
,iam hungr
yther
e'snof
ood?
"
Mandlaaskedlooki
ngaround,
Thut
hukaandShaka
l
aughedtypicalMandl
a.
"
Iam movi
ngt
oJohannesbur
gaf
tert
hecer
emony,
t
orebui
ldmyl
ifet
her
e."
"
Areyougoi
ngt
ost
aywi
tht
hem?
"
Shakaasked
"No,iwi l
lbest ayi
ngonmyown.Imadeenough
moneyf rom theheists,icanbui l
dmyownLawFi rm
andbuyahouset oo.Iam will
ingt owor konmy
Relationshi
pwi t
hmybr other
s, idon'tknowabout
mymot hert hough.It hi
nkIneedt i
meawayf rom
her,j
ustt olearntof orgi
vehersot hatIcantakeher
backi nmyLi feandbui l
damot herandSon
rel
ationshipbutt hat'
snotnow, whenever yt
hinghas
sett
led."
"Iam comingwithyout oJohannesbur g,iam sur
e
youwi l
lneedyouradvisorthere.Ican'
tletyoustart
thisj
ourneyAlone,youarelikeabr ot
hert ome"
Shakasai
dthatbr
ushi
ngThut
huka'
sshoul
der
.
"Iwouldcomewi t
hyout oJohannesburgBr oyou
knowThat ,
butyouknowIhaveaf amil
ynow.My
twingir
lsare2mont hsold,
theyaremyl i
fe.Iwil
l
comeandvi si
tthough,butmakesurethere'salot
offood"
Theyl
aughed,
Mandl
aandf
ood.
"Thankyoubrother
s,solet
'sgobacktotheot hers.
Wewi l
lhavetoslaughtert
hegoatfortheceremony
wehaveal otofworkandt heTr
adi
tionalhealerwil
l
behereanymoment .
"
"
Iknewthere'
sworki
nvol
ved,
I'
llst
artbyt
heki
tchen
f
ir
stI'
m dyi
ngofhunger
"
Mandl
asai
dthatwal
kingout
.
"
Let
'sgo"
"Ther
e'sareasonbehi
ndyourmovi
ngt
o
Johannesburgri
ght
?"
"
Whatr
eason?
"
"
Idon'
tknowyout
ellmeThut
huka"
Thut
hukaSi
ghed,heknewhe'sl
oosingt
hisbat
tle
hecan'
twi
nwithShaka.Shakaknowshi
mi nsi
de
andout
.
"
It
'sLuncumo,
she'
sther
easonIam goi
ngt
her
e."
"
Youl
oveherr
ight
?"
"No,butal
lIwanttodoistoprotectherandmake
sureshe'
ssafeandsheishappy.Iwantt oseea
smileonherface,
iwanttobet hereforheronher
l
owestselfandbether
ef orheratherhappiest
"
Shakanodded
"Okay,
thenJobur
gher
ewecome.Don'
tfor
getshe
hasaboyfri
end"
Shakasaidthatl
aughingal
sowal
kingout
.
Thuthukashookhisheadandwal
kedout.
Hebumpedwi
thMaZul
u.
"
Thut
huka"
"
Samkel
isi
we"
Hecoul
dn'
tsayMot
her
,het
ri
edbuti
tcoul
dn'
tcome
out
.
"
Howar
eYou?
"
Sheaskedinaver yl
owvoice,
that
'snotwhatshe
want
edt osay.Shewantedtohughissonti
ghtl
y
andaskforforgi
veness.
"
Iam doi
ngbet
tert
hankYou,
andhowar
eYou?
"
"Iam goodhowthatI
'
veseenyout
hiscl
ose.Ihave
beenwat chi
ngyouaf
ar"
Thut
hukaj
ustnoddedhedi
dn'
tknowwhatt
osay.
"
Pleasef
orgi
vememyson"
"Idon'
tHateyouSamkel isiwe, ican'thavehat r
ed
foryou.It
riedbutIjustcan't,butforgiveness?Iam
sorryIam notwil
li
ngt oletgoofever ythi
ng,you've
hurtmesomucht hatIcoul dn'ttakeitanymor e.
OnedaymaybeonedayIwi llbeabl etoseatdown
withyouandf or
giveyou, butnotnow.Ineedsome
ti
met odomeaf terthecer emony, pl
easeal l
owme
somespace.WheneverI '
mr eadyt oputthings
behindus,iknowwher eyoust ay"
Hewal
kedawayandst
opped.
"
Thankyouf
ordoi
ngt
hiscer
emonyf
orme"
Hedeepenedhi
shandsi
nsi
dehi
spocketst
hen
wal
kedtowherehi
sbrot
her
swereseat
ed.
.
.
Pl
easecanwet
ryt
oLi
keandCOMMENT.
NextI
nser
t@8pm.
TWENTYNI
NE
.
KUNGOMUSAKHANYI
LE
.
"
Rit
aIneedyout
oleave"
Shelooksatmewei r
dly,i
t'
sbeen1weeksi nce
we'vebeenbackf rom KZNIhadtoseemygi r
lf
ri
end
i
nmyDad' spenthousesimplybecauseRi
tadoesn't
wantt ol
eavemyhouse.Todayshe' sdefi
nitel
y
Leavingli
kingi
tornot,iwil
lfor
ceful
lymakesur e
sheleaves.
"
Itol
dyouKungomusaIam notgoi
nganywher
e!"
Iwal kedupstairstheroom shewasusi ngItookt
he
suitcaseandt hrewhercl ot
hesther
eandcl osedi
t,i
walkeddownst air
scar r
yingthesui
tcaseand
Dumpi ngbagst hathadsomeofhercl othesand
placedt hem outsidethegatethenwalkedback
Insidet hehouseShewasshocked.
"LeaveRi tabile,iwantyououtofmyhouseIt ol
d
yout hatIdon' tLoveyouanymor eandIam done
withyou.It ookyout otheMentalAsylum tomake
suret hatyougetbet t
ernotbett
erformebutbet t
er
foryour selfIwi shyouallt
hebestinli
fe,I
'vebeen
nicetoyouRi tabutIthi
nkit
'shi
ght i
meyoul eave
myhouse! !"
"
Kungomusaar
ereal
lydoi
ngt
hist
ome?
"
Hert
ear
swon'
tst
opmef
rom ki
cki
ngherout
.
"YesRit
abile,
itol
dyouIdon'tLoveyouanymore.I
tol
dyout hatIwantedyououtsoleavebef
oreItr
eat
youli
ketrashandr oughl
ytakeyououtofmy
house"
Shenodded
"
OkayKungomusa,
it'
sokayt
her
e'snoneedf
ort
hat
.
Il
oveYou,
andIwi
llal
wayswi
ll
"
Shewalkedoutwi t
houtanyhassl
esbuttear
sinher
eyes,if
eltbadbutIhadto.Il
iedt
oNcumot he
enti
reweekandt ol
dherthatmyhouseisgett
ing
cl
eaned..
Icall
edthecleaningcompanytocl
eanthehouse,
andgetridofanyf emaleCl
othi
ngandever
ythi
ng
thatbel
ongtof emale.
Myphoner
angi
t'
sThut
huka.
"
BigBr
o"
"
Yeahl
it
tl
eMan,
didyoucheckt
heCompany?
"
"YeahIam goingther
enowt ocheckuponit
,then
askJunioraboutyourhouse.Whenareyoucoming
thi
sside?"
"I
ntwodayst i
meI '
llbet
her
e,Thanksmanf or
handli
ngthi
ngsthatsideOutofyourbusyschedul
e
you,youwereabletohandl
emybusi nessaswellI
real
lyappr
opri
ateitbro.
"
"That'
swhatbrot
her
saref
oranyt
hingforyoubi
g
brother
,ButNqabai
ssmashi
ngtheint
eri
or
Desi
gner
!"
Hel
aughed
"It
oldYou,iwantyouandJuniorwor
kingonthi
s
proj
ect.Nqabai
sanutcase,howcanshesleepwit
h
thepeoplewhoworksforme?"
Il
aughedt
oo
"
It
'swat
erundert
hebr
idgenow,
hehasdonei
t"
"
ThatBoy"
Webot
hlaughed.
"Al
ri
ghtl
etmenotkeepYou,
tel
lthef
inanci
all
adyt
o
sendmethequot
ati
on."
"Aboutt
hatbr
other
,ar
eyousur
eyoudon'
tneedany
help?
"
"Youcanhel
pbypayi
ngtheDesi
gners,
thatwasout
ofmybudget.I
twasyouri
deasoyoupayforIt
."
Il
aughed
"Di
dyouseethecompanybef
ore?Youwi
llseet
he
After
.Pl
easet
hankmewhenyouseeyourcompany
sir
"
"
Nopr obl
em,
letmeleaveyoutoi
t.Cal
lmeand
i
nfor
m meabouteveryt
hing.
"
"
Sur
eIwi
llbyeBr
o"
"
ByeMan"
Idroppedt heCal l,iam sopr oudofThut huka.So
proudt ocallhim mybr other,imeanaf t
erwhat
MaZul udi dtohim hewassupposedt ohate
everythingassoci atedwi t
hMaZul ubuthegaveus
Loveandbr otherhoodt hi
sent i
reweekevent hough
hewasi nKZNhewoul dcalltocheckuponus, ask
aboutourdai l
ylivesandaskabouthi scompanyt oo.
Ididn'
tknowhavi ngsomeonet orelyonandl ookup
tocanbet hisnice,I'vealwaysbeenanexampl eto
JuniorandNqaba.Nowt hatThuthukai shereIfeel
l
ikethewor kl
oadhavebeenl ift
ed,evenDadi svery
fondofhi m.Theygetal onglikehouseonf ir
e,iam
j
ustwor ri
edabouthi sRelati
onshipwi t
hMaZul u.I
wantust obeaf ami ly,
ihopehef indsitinhisheart
toforgiveher .
Iparkedr
ightinfr
ontoft
heBuil
dinghebought
,it
'sa
6FloorTallbui
ldi
ngagreatbui
ldi
ngforaLawFirm.
TheInt
eri
ordesi
gnwasol
danddul
l,
hedi
dn'
tsee
that
.
"I
t'
snotabout
iquei
t'
saLawFirm"thosewerehi
s
exactwor
dsbutnowthatt
hedesi
gnischangedhe
wil
lhavet
othankme.
IwalkedInsi
detheBuil
ding,t
heHRTeam wasbusy
wit
ht heRecrui
tmentofstuf
f.
Icheckedouteveryt
hing,
hei
sdef
ini
tel
ygoi
ngt
o
Li
kethisBuil
ding.
Everythi
ngisdone,allt
hatneedstobedonei
sfor
himt oconducti
ntervi
ewsandhirepeopl
etoget
thi
sLawFi rmroll
ing.
Ical
ledj
uni
orhei
sinchar
geoft
heHouse.
"
Baf
o"
"
Manhowf
ari
sthehouse?
"
"
Done,i
t'
sful
lyf
urni
tur
edal
lhehast
odoi
sto
move"
"That
'
sgr
eatnews,
hesai
dhewi
llbeher
eint
wo
days"
"
Howaboutwet
hrowhi
m awel
comi
ngpar
ty?
"
"Thatwoul
dbeNqaba'si
dea,
butIl
ovet
hati
dea.
Butwhowillbeher
e?"
"Ushisbrot
hers,
Luncumoandherfr
iends.That
's
alli
twil
lbeint
imatei
twil
lbej
ustt
owel comehim
nothi
ngbig"
"
Okay,
Sohaveyout
oldLuncumoabouthi
m?"
"That
'
sanothert hi
ng,LuncumoadoresMaZul
uso
much.Ifit
ellheraboutThuthukaIhavet
otel
lher
abouthowThut hukaismyBr ot
her.
"
"
Justsayhe'
salonglostbr
other
,heleftwhenhe
wasyoungert
ostaywithanUncleandwhenyou
r
eadytotel
lhert
hetrut
hyouwi l
ltel
lhertheent
ir
e
t
rut
h.Shehastoorgani
sethewelcomingparty"
"
Icansayt
hat
,letmegoandf
etchherf
rom school
t
oo."
"
Sur
eBhuda"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
lthendr
ovet
oWi
ts.
AssoonasIgotapar
kingspaceIcal
ledher
.
"
Babe"
Hervoi
cei
ssosweetdamn.
"
Babe,
I'
m att
hepar
kingZone.
"
"
Alr
ightIam comi
ng"
"
Sur
e"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
lthenwai
tedf
orherout
sidet
hecar
.
Shecamewithherl
ittl
esist
eralongbwi
thherI
'
m
sur
eMigcoboisdri
vingthecar
.
"
Heysi
kie"
"
Hibhut
'Musa"
Shegotatthebackseatwhi
lstIhuggedandki
ssed
hersi
ster
.
"
Imi
ssedyou"
"
Yousawmeyest
erdayMusa,
Dramaeyani
?"
Il
aughed
HegotI
nsi
det
hecar
,iwentt
omysi
det
oo.
"
BabeIneedaf
avourf
rom you"
"
What
?"
Shel
ookedatmeasIwasdr
ivi
ng.
"Ineedyout
opl
anaWel
comi
ngpar
tyf
ormybi
g
brother
."
"
Youhaveabi
gbr
otherandIdi
dn'
tknowaboutt
hat
?
WOW!"
Shecl
appedherhands
"If
orgottotellyou,
it'
sjustt
hatwelostcontact
.We
haven'
ttalkednorseeneachot heri
nyears.Buthe
i
scomi ngbacki ntwodays, t
ostaythi
sside"
Shenodded
"
Wil
lbepai
d?"
Il
aughed
"
Myser
vicesai
n'tf
reedear
ie.
"
"IWil
lpay,youcanbr
ingyourf
riendstoofort
he
part
y.Itwil
lbeonl
yushisbrot
hersplusyouand
yourfr
iends,j
ustt
omakehimf eelspeci
al"
"
Ohokay,
myf
ri
endswon'
tsaynot
ofr
eeAl
cohol
."
Il
aughed
"
CanIi
nvi
temysel
f?"
Si
kieaskedf
rom t
heback.
"
Yout
ooyoungsono!
"
Ncumor
epl
ied
"Yeahyouar
einvi
tedSi
kie,
asl
ongasyouwon'
t
dri
nk."
"
Iwon'
tdr
inkbhut
i"
Inodded
"
Yhoyouguysspoi
lchi
ldr
ent
hisdayandage!
"
Luncumoi sdr amatic,I
'
m gladshedi dn'taskany
questi
ons.Idon'tknowhowt otel
lherthet r
uth
aboutThuthuka, shelooksupt oMaZul u.MaZuluis
aninspirat
ioninhereyesandshel ovesher ,i
fshe
knowst hewhol etruthaboutMaZul uIdon'tknow
howshewi l
llookatheragai nbutIwi l
lhavet ot
ell
herattheendoft hedaybecauset herewi l
lbe
questi
onst hatwillneedtobeanswer ed.
.
.
Let
'snotFor
gett
oLI
KEandCOMMENT.
HaveaGoodni
ght
THI
RTY
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
"Youknowwhenyoul oveaper son,
youlovet hem
withallthei
rFl
aws, youlovethem withyour
everyt
hing.There'
ssomet hinginyourheartthat
moveswhenyouwi ththatpersonnotforget
tingthe
butter
fli
esinyourstomach, al
lIwantedwast osee
him happybutallhewant edwast oseeme
unhappyandSadbutIguessi t'
spartofl
ife"
Shewi peshert earsanddr anktheremaining4
shots.It
'saFr i
dayandIdeci dedtovi
sitt
heclub,
j
usttor ewindandl ist
ent opeople'
sproblemswhen
theyaredr unk.I'
m bartendingasalways,iam a
l
itt
lebitrustysinceit'
sbeenawhi l
e.
"
Whatdi
dhedo?
"
Iask,
icanseet
hehur
tint
hiswoman'
seyes.
"Wemeti nUni versit
y, hewasa3r dyearst udent
andIwasa1styear .Hewoul dt utormygr oupof
fri
ends, west art
edt alkingandwentt osever al dates.
Thedayheaskedmet obehi sgi r
lfr
iendIcoul dn't
believehi si
ntentionsImeanIwasst r
aightf rom
Highschoolhewasusedt oVar sitygirlsbuthe
reallyl ovedmeasIt hought .Whenhegr aduat ed
andl eftmei nvarsityIt houghtourr elationshi pwas
overbuti twasn' t
,irememberonmyGr aduat i
onday
hepr oposedandaskedmet obehi swi fe.Iwast he
happi estgi r
linthewhol ewor ld.Ilovedhi m wi thmy
ever ythi ng,igavet hatmanmyhear tonasi l
ver
platter ,ishowedhi m myvul ner abili
tyandt hathe' s
myl i
f e.Thedayhechangedonmewaswhenhe
hadawor ktr
iptocapet own, iunder stoodbecause
hewentoutt oot herPr ovincesal otduet ohi swor k
sonot hingwassuspi ciousaboutt histrip.Iwasat
homet hinki
ngabouthi m, coziwasmi ssinghi m
alreadyhewasmyLi fe, myl i
fer evolvedar oundhi m.
IwasshockedwhenIr ecei vedmessagesf rom our
varsi tyf ri
endsandPeopl ewhoknewus, t
hatt hey
thoughtIwast heonegoi ngt ogetmar r
iedt ohi m,
andwhyidi dn'
tt ellthem t hatIbr oket hingsof fwi t
h
Him.Idi dn' tunder st andal loft hattillmybestf riend
whoi shi swi f
enowsentmet hei rweddi ngpi ctur es
i
nCapeTown, ilandedi nhospi talthatni ghtandi n
themor ningIf oundedoutt hatIwaspr egnantand
single.Idi dn'tevengobackt ot heHouset hatwe
wer est ayi ngat ,idi dn'twantanymemor iesofusor
anythi ngt hatwoul dr emi ndmeofhi m.Myf ami l
y
wentt of etchmyst uff.Ididn'ttellhim aboutt he
baby, heneverapol ogizedf orWhathedi dt omenor
gavemeanexpl anat iononwhyhedi dthatt ome, i
beli
evedheowedmeone.Godanswer st hatwas
mymot to, myBabyBoyi s6year sol dnow, yeshe
l
ooksl ikehi sFatheral otbutIdon' twantnot hingt o
dowi tht hatman, iusedt osendhi m pi ct uresofhi s
sonwhenhewasst illababyhenevercar edhe
doesn' tcar eevennowandi t
'
snotl ikeIneedhi m
nowIdon' t.Iam aDoct or ,
ihavemyownmoneyI
am si ngl eandhappy.I t'
sjustt hatt odayi tshi s
weddi nganni versar y, i
tget stomeal wayshenceI
am her et odr ownmyownsor rows.I tremi ndsme
ofhowiwasaf oolf oryear s,thinkingsomeone
l
ovesme.I fyoul oveamanr ightnow, makesur e
youl ovether ealone.WhatImeanbyt hatisthat
youwi llgivehim yourever ythingandi nvestallyour
feeli
ngst owar dsthewr ongper sonandnotonl yyou
willgethur tyouwi llneverl ovet hesameagai n.
Whensomeonei syour s, youwi l
lfeelit
,mymi st ake
wast of al
lhar derwhenIwasn' tsupposedt o.So
makesur eyou' reinvestingt ot herightpersonso
thatyouwon' tgethur twhenyoucomei nt
o
reali
sationt hatthemanyoul ovei snotyour s.
GoodbyeAzani a,youar eagoodl istenerhere'
sa
ti
p"
Sheplacedaf
ewnotesthenleft
,icoul
dn'
tstop
thi
nki
ngaboutwhatshesai
dt hewholeshi
ft
.
.
AssoonasIar r
ivedathomeItookashowerthen
sl
ept.IaskedSi
kietowakemeupsi ncewehaveto
gotoMusa' sbr
other
'shouseanddecorat
epl
us
cookforthewelcomingpart
y.
.
"
Sisi
"
Shewasshout
ingont
opofherl
ungs
"
Iam awakeSi
kel
elwa"
Ishout
edback,
iwant
edt
osl
eepagai
nbutI
coul
dn'
tsl
eep.
Itookanot
hershowert
henworeadr
essplus
sandal
s,it
iedmyAfroneat
lyt
henwentt
othe
l
ounge.
MeryandLornawer
eher
eal
readyt
hat
'swhyt
her
e
wasanoise.
"
Let
'sgogi
rl
s,iam sohungr
y"
"
Wewi
llbuyf
oodonourway"
"Okay,pl
easedr
iveMer
y.Mi
gcobot
hehousemust
becleanwhenIcomeback"
"
Youwil
lfi
nditcl
eanf
orsur
e.Iam goi
ngoutwi
th
f
ri
endsl
ateronMayI?
"
"You'vejustsai
dyouar
egoingoutwi
thf
ri
ends,
you'vealreadymadeupyourmi
ndsowhyaskfor
permi ssi
on?"
"
Iam sor
rysi
si"
"
PleasebesafeMigcoboanduseCondomsi
n
whateveryouandyourguysdo!
"
Iwalkedout
,Mer
y,Si
kieandLor
nawer
eal
readyi
n
thecar.
Myphoner angassoonasIwasaboutt
ocl
oseMy
eyes,
iam sotir
ed.
I
t'
sThut
huka,
wehaven'
ttal
kedi
ndays.
"
Whi
chhol
ear
eyoucomi
ngf
rom?
"
Hel
aughed
"
It
'snotFunnyThut
huka!
"
Meryl
ookedatmefrom t
her
ear
viewmi
rr
orand
l
ookedst
rai
ghtagai
n.
"
Iam sosorr
y,iwassobusywi
ththi
srel
ocat
ing
t
hingandfamil
yiwassobusyiam r
eall
ysor
rysis"
"I
t'
sokayIUnder
stand,
thel
astti
meyoucalledIt
old
youcal
lmewhenyouar eher
e,areyouher
e? "
"Iwi
llbether
einfewhour
s,stil
linDur
ban.
Tomor r
owcanItakeyouout?That'si
fyouwon'
tgo
tochurchormaybeaft
erchurch?"
"Youcantakemeoutforl
unch,
ican'
twai
ttomeet
youThuthuka.Imi
ssedyousomuchbro"
"Metoolit
tl
esi st
er,butwewil
lbeseei
ngeachother
almosteverydayifyounotbusywit
hyourboyf
ri
end
ofcour
se,andwhenam Imeet i
ngupwithhi
m?"
"Iwi
llt
alkt
ohi
m andconf
ir
m wi
thYou,
sot
hatyou
guyscanmeet
"
"
Surenopr
obl
em,LookIwil
lcal
lyouassoonasI
l
andinORTambosothatyouknowI'
minyourci
ty"
"
Can'
twai
t,iwi
llwai
tforyourcal
l.
"
"
Nopr
obl
em"
"
Alr
ightbye"
"
Bye"
Hedr
oppedt
hecal
l
.
"Merypl
easegot
othatKFCDr
ivet
hruPl
ease,
iam
dyi
ng"
Shewentt
hroughi
t,andboughtt
hef
oodIat
ethe
food.
"
Ist
hisBr
other
'shousei
nBedf
ordvi
ew?
"
"
Yeah,
that
'swhatt
heGPSi
ssayi
ngr
ight
?"
"
Yeah"
Wecontinueeat
ingti
llwearr
ivedatt
hehouse,the
gat
ewasopenedf orus.IsawMusa'scar
,forsure
he'
sinsi
de.
"
OMG"
Sikieshoutedassoonaswewalkedinside,
the
housewasbeaut if
ulIl
ovetheRed,
blackandGrey
i
nt eri
or.Thi
shouseisr
eall
ybeauti
ful
.
"
Beaut
if
ul?
"Musaaskedcomi
ngMywayt
ohugme.
"
Yes,i
t'
sreall
ybeaut
if
ul.Iam sor
rybabebuti
t'
s
waybeauti
fult
hanyourhouse"
Hel
aughed
"
OuchIam hur
t"
"Iam sorr
ybutit'sthetrut
h,thi
sinteri
orisbeaut
if
ul
Ilovethecolours.They'
veblendedt hem sowell
and
beauti
full
y,yourbrotherisoneluckyfell
a"
"ThatHei
s,hewil
lbeherei
n3hourstimesowe
have3hourstodoever
ythi
ng.Juni
orandNqaba
ar
ecomi
ngwi
tht
heMeatandal
cohol
."
"
Alr
ight
,di
dyoubuyt
heGr
ocer
y?"
"
Yeahi
t'
sint
heki
tchent
hatway"
Hepoi
ntedt
othedi
rect
ion.
"
OkayLet
'sst
artt
hen"
"
Butyouhaven'
tgi
venmemyki
ssmi
ssy"
Il
aughedandki
ssedhi
m.
"
Happynow?
"
"
Mor
ethanhappy"
Ishookmyheadt
hem wal
kedt
otheki
tchen.
"
Wemaki
ngsal
adsr
ight
?"
"
Yeah,
theGuyswi
llbr
aait
hemeet
"
West art
edonmaki
ngt hesal
ads,
NqabaandJuni
or
del
iveredwi
tht
healcoholandMeat.
Theywereout
sideBr
aai
ngt
heMeatwewer
eint
he
ki
tchen.
Wewer
enowdonewi
tht
hesal
ads.
Therewasadoorbel
lSi
kiewenttoopenagr
oupof
l
adiesandGent
scamei nsi
de,di
dn'
tMusasayi
twi
ll
beinti
mate?
.
"
Hel
lo"
Si
kieGr
eet
edandwel
comedt
hem.
Musaandhi
sbr
other
scamewi
tht
heMeat
.
"
Zal
o"
Theyshout
edi
twasachaosf
oral
it
tl
ebi
t.
Il
ookedatt
hem gr
eeti
ngt heGuyswhoj
ustwal
ked
i
nandgreet
edthegir
lstoo.
Musacamet
ome.
"
Heyt hosegentsar
eourcousi nsandthei
r
Gir
lf
ri
endsiftheyar
et heirGirl
fri
endsIdon'tknow.
Nqabainvit
edthem Ididn'tknowhej ustt
oldus
ri
ghtnow."
"
It
'sf
ine,
theyar
efami
lyr
ight
?"
"Yeahtheyare,
LookIam goi
ngtof
etchmybrot
her
attheAirpor
tpl
easebecomfort
abl
e,i
sthef
ood
enough?"
"Yeahit'
senough,youdon'
twantt
okeepyourbi
g
brotherwai
ti
ngright?
"
"
Hewoul
dki
llme"
Heki
ssedmet
her
anout
sidet
ofet
chhi
sbr
other
.
IsawSi kieDri
nki
ngaSavanna, iknewshewon' t
drinkJuicethi
sone.ItookoneSavannaandDr ank
too,everyonewaschatti
ng.Theladieswerecool,
theyblendedverywellwit
hus.Wear enowwai t
ing
forMusaandhi sbrothertocome,tooffi
cial
lystar
t
theparty!.
.
.
Let
'snotFor
gett
oLI
KEandCOMMENT.
Seey'
al
l@8pm
THI
RTYONE
.
Idi
dn'
tevenknowtherewasapoolinthi
shouse
wewerenotgi
venanyhousetour
,Iwasstandingby
t
hepoolt
hinki
ngaboutthel
adyfr
om theBarlast
ni
ght
.
"
Pennyf
oryourt
hought
s?"
Il
ookatmysi
de,
It'
sNqaba.
"Nothi
ng,
I'mjustt
ir
ed.WenttotheclubLastni
ght
,
camebackear l
yinthemorni
ng.Couldn'
tget
enoughsleepsonowI '
mti
redIcoulddowi t
hsome
sleep.
"
"
Aahpr
ett
yli
tt
let
hing.Iam sor
ry"
Il
aughed
"Uhm ifyoudi
dn'
tknowwearebot
h23, j
ust
becauseyouarebiggert
hanmedoesn'
tmakeyou
older
."
Hel
aughed
"Whotol
dyoumyAge?MusaPi ll
owtal
kwithour
Age,whatel
sedoeshetal
kaboutwhenhe'
sin
bet
weenyourboobs?"
il
augh
"
Nqaba!
!"
Ihi
thi
m onhi
sar
m
"
OuchLuncumo!
"
He'
ssodr
amat
ic
"
DoesLor
naknowt
hatshe'
sol
dert
hanyou?
"
"
Who?
"
"
Lor
na,
yourGi
rl
fr
iendmyf
ri
end"
Hef
rowned
"It
houghtIt
oldyourf
ri
endweshouldkeept
hings
pri
vat
e.Nowyouknow, I
'm sur
ethewhol
eworld
knows"
"
Youpl
ayi
ngherr
ight
?"
Hedoesn'
tanswer
"Bytheendoftheday,iwantyout ocallt
hingsoff
wit
hherbef or
eyouhur therbeyond.Idon'
twantto
seemyf ri
endhurti
ng,notbecauseofyou.Ifyou
don'
tloveher,l
ethergowheni t'
ssti
llear
lyplease
Nqaba."
"
OkayIwi
lldot
hat
."
Hebr
ushedmyshoul
der
.
"IknowhowmuchMaZul umeanst oYou,andI'
m
hurtanddisappoi
ntedbyheract i
onstoo.She
pretendedtobeasai ntinf
rontofallofus,
iam mad
atherf ort
aki
ngusf orar i
de.Iam sureyoushare
thesamesent i
mental sasme. "
"
Whatar
eyout
alki
ngabout
?"
"
Didn'
tMusat
ell
yout
hewhol
est
ory?
"
"
Whatst
ory?
"
hi
sphonebeeped.
"
Theyar
eher
ecome"
Hetakesmyhandwewal kbacki
nthehouse,
iwas
conf
usedbywhathejusttol
dmeaboutMaZulu,
whatdidhemeanaboutthat
?Ishoul
daskMusa
maybehewillt
ellme.
"OkayGoodpeopletheyar
ehere,t
heywil
lbe
gett
inginsi
dethehouseanyminutef
rom now.We
shoutsurpr
iseassoonastheyopenthedoor
ri
ght?"
Ever
yonenodsaf
terNqaba'
sinst
ruct
ion.
Ist
andatt
heback,
iam noti
nthemoodf
ort
his
par
ty.Mybodyi
sher
ebutmymi
ndi
sdef
ini
tel
ynot
her
e!
TheDooropens
"
SURPRI
SEEEE"
Ever
yonescr
eamed,
ijustr
oll
edmyeyes.
WhenIlookedup,
noi
tcan'
tbe.Thi
scannotbe
happeni
ng.
Iwipethedi
rtinmyeyesj
usttoseecl
ear
ly,
am I
missi
nghimt hi
smuchthathecoul
dbeMusa'sbi
g
brot
her.
"
Thuthuka"Iwhi
spered,
noonecouldhearmeas
t
heguyswer ebusyhugginghi
m,andNqaba
i
ntr
oducingthecousi
ns.
Merygavemeawor
ri
edl
ook,
iwant
edt
obeoutof
her
e.
"
Babe"
Musashout
ed,ipr
etendedt
obeonmyphoneand
t
hatIdi
dn'
thearhi
m whenhecal
ledme.
Icoul
dsmel
lbot
hthei
rcol
ognesani
nchawayf
rom
me.
"
Babemeetmybi
gbr
other
"
Istoodupandlookedathi
m,icoul
dnevergetover
theshockinhi
sfaceplust
hehurtt
hathehiswitha
smallsmil
e.
"
HeyBi
gbr
other
"
"
Ncumshey"
Hesmil
edatme,
iwant
edt
oret
urnt
hesmi
lebutI
coul
dn'
t.
"
Younothappyt
oseeme?
"
Heaskst
ryi
ngtobesad,idon'tknowwhatgot
ten
i
ntomebutIhuggedhi
m sotightly.
Thenl
etgoaf
tersomet
imei
nhi
sar
ms,
ifel
tat
home.
"
Youidi
ot,
didn'
tyousayyou'
l
lcal
lassoonasyou
l
and?
"
Hel
aughed
"
Doyouguysknoweachot
her
?"
Musafi
nal
lyaskssi
ncehesawwewer
etal
kingt
o
eachot
her
.
"Yesbabe,he'
stheMal
efr
iendfrom Dur
ban.
Thuthukafi
nal
lymeetmyboyfr
iendwho'syourl
i
ttl
e
brot
her".
Il
aughedatmysourj
oke,
mymout
hwasbi
tt
err
ight
af
tersayi
ngt
hat
.
"
Heymal
efr
iend,
I'
mtheboyf
ri
end"
"
Hiboyf
ri
endI
'
mtheMal
efr
iendsl
ashbi
gbr
other
."
Theylaughedt
oget
her,
ididn'
twantt
obehere,i
wantedtobeinmyroom andcrymysel
ftosl
eep.
"Letmegoandcheckont
hegi
rl
sint
heki
tchenI
'
ll
seeyounownow"
Iwalkedbackwit
hmyheavyhear
tandt
ear
s
thr
eateni
ngtocome.
AssoonasIgotI nsi
det heki
tchenMeryhuggedme,
ineededt hehugbutIwant edmybedmor ethan
anything.Iwantedtocrymyhear tout,
howisit
possiblethatIam i
nlovewithbrot
hers?
"
YouOkay?
"
"
Iwi
llbef
ineMer
y"
Theotherl
adiesj
oinedusi
ntheki
tchentoo,
they
weredishi
ngoutandIwasnowdrinki
ngmy
SavannaIthi
nkIneeditmor
ethananythi
ngright
now.
Theytooktheplat
est
otheGuysandIremai
nedin
thekit
chen,iwasonmy5thSavannaIwasdr
inki
ng
i
tlikewater
.
"
Don'
tyout
hinkyoushoul
dsl
owdownont
hose?
"
"
Lor
nababesineedi
t"
Shenodsandcont
inueondi
shi
ngout
"Wedonenow,wecannowgoandj oi
nthegent
s"
oneoft
heladi
essai
d,idon'
tevenr
ememberthei
r
names.
Iwasthel
astper
sontol
eavetheki
tchenandthe
onl
yspacewasinbet
weenthebrot
hersthatIl
ove,
per
fect
.
Isatdownandstar
tedeat
ingmyf oodwhi
chIwas
nolongerI
nthemoodtoeat.Ist
oppedeat
ingand
watchever
yoneeat
ing.
"
Babear
eyougood?
"
"Yeah,I
'
m nothungryIam j
ustt
ired.Wasworki
ng
l
astnightattheCl
ubsoiam ti
red,idi
dn'
tgetany
chancetorest"
"
Youwor
kinacl
ub?
"
Thut
hukaasked,it
houghtIwast
alki
ngt
omy
boyf
ri
endnothim.
"
NoIusedt oworkther
ebutnotanymor
e.I
t'
sjust
t
hatyest
erdayIneededtocl
earmyheadsoIwent
t
here"
Henodsandcont
inuesoneat
ing.
"Youcangosl eepi
noneoft
heroomsupst
air
sif
youareti
red,canshesl
eept
her
ebro?Imeanit'
s
yourhouse"
Thut
hukal
aughedatMusa'
sst
atement
.
"ShecanSleepi
noneoft herooms,t
her
e'sno
probl
em brot
her
.Remembershe' smybestf
ri
end
andshe'sl
ikeal
itt
lesi
stert
omesomyhousei s
alwaysopenedf
orher"
Igavehi
m af
akesmi
le
"
Thanksbi
ggi
e"
Hegavemeaweaksmi l
eandconti
nuedwit
heati
ng.
Ithinkhe'
shungrybecausef
oodIstheonl
ythi
ng
he'sfocusedon.
"
Letmegoandsl
eept
hen"
"
Shoul
dIaccompanyyou?
"
"
Noi
t'
sfi
nebabe,
youeatyourf
ood"
It
ookmypl
atet
henpl
acedi
tont
hef
ri
dge.
Imademywayupstai
rsandwentt
ooneoft
he
roomsandl
ockedt
hedoor.
AssoonasIpl acedmyheadont
opoft
hepi
ll
ow
t
earsfel
linvol
untari
l
y.
Myheartwasinpieces,howwoul dyoufeeli
fyou
werei
nlovewit
hthewr ongper son?Imeanyour
l
over'
sbigbrot
herdoest hatevenmakessense?
Whendi
dIgether
e?Tobei
nthi
spl
acewher
eI'
m at
,
att
hemoment.
Howdoyouremovet
hef
eel
ings?Howdoyou
unl
ovesomeone?
Icouldseei
tinhiseyesthathewasalsoshocked
andhurtbytherevel
ati
onthatI'
m hi
sbrot
her'
s
gir
lf
ri
end.
Iwantt
oremovemysel
ffr
om hi
m butmyhear
t
bl
eedsatt
hatt
hought
.
AllIwantistobei nhi
sarmswher eIfeelathome
butIcan'tcozitseemsli
keourLoveisFor bidden
wecan' tHaveeachother
.There'
snor oom forour
l
ove, ithi
nkit
'sbett
erweevencallof
fthef r
iendship
anythingthatwil
lbri
nguscloser
.
Iwipemyt ear
sandtryt
osleepbutmymi ndsgoes
toallt
hemoment sI
'
veshar edwithhi
m starti
ng
fr
om thefir
stdaywemeti nDurbantil
lthelastday
iwasinhisarmsattheORTamboAi rport
,he'sa
greatguy.Anywomanwillbeluckytohavehim as
apartner.
.
.
Iam sosorr
y,isl
eptear
lyl
astni
ghtIwast
ir
edI
for
gotaboutour8pm.
.
Anot
heri
nser
twi
llf
oll
owar
ound11am
THI
RTYTWO
.
Idon'
tknowwhendi
dIf
ellasl
eepbutI
'
m gl
adI
sl
ept.
Imademywayt othebat hr
oom af
terl
ooki
ngforit
foral
most10minutes,iwashmyfaceandrinsed
mymouthwithList
erine.
Imakemywaydownstai
rsever
yonei
sasl
eep,
what
ti
medidt
heysl
eepeven?
Iwalki
ntot
hekitcheni
t'
ssuperdi
rt
yher
edi
shes
werenotwashed.
ThanksdaddyGf orl
ookingoutforme,ther
e'sa
Dishwasheripl
acethedishesneatl
yinsi
deandI
startcl
eani
ngthecupboards.Iwashedthepotson
thesink.
Imoppedthekit
cheni twasspot
lessj
ustl
iket
he
waywe'vefoundityester
day.
ItooktheRefugeblackbagsandtooktheAlcohol
bottl
esfrom t
heloungeandplacedthem i
nsidet
he
bl
ackbags.
Si
kie,
Mer
yandLornawer
enotpar
toft
hegangt
hat
sl
eptont
hecouches.
Notever
yonewasi
nthel
oungej
ust4peopl
e.
Ipl
acedt
heplast
icinsi
dethedust
bin,
thehouse
wasnowcleanIneedfoodnow.
Iwentt
otheki
tchenandwar
medupmyf
ood.
It
ookoutmyphoneandcal
ledMi
gcobo.
"
Hel
lo"
Thephonewasanswer
edbyagi
rl
.
"
Wher
e'st
heowneroft
hephone?
"
"
Andwhoar
eYou?
"
Ther
ewasal it
tl
ebi
tat
ti
tudebehi
ndt
hatquest
ion,
shedoesn'
tknowme.
"Youngl
adydon'
tyoudar
etestme,
wher
eismy
son"
Shekeptqui
et
"
Ntombazana"
Ihal
fshout
ed
"
Iam sor
ryma,
iwi
llwakehi
m upnow"
Icoul
dhearherwaki
ngMi
gcoboup.
"
It
'syourmot
her
"
"
Whydi
dyouanswermyphone?
"
Shedoesn'
tanswer
,Il
augh.
"
Fir
stl
ady"
"Don'tfi
rstl
adyme,I'
m notyourmother
.Ij
usthope
youdi dn'
tbri
nganygirl
sinmyApar t
mentohso
helpmeGodi wi
llcomeandmur deryouandthat
skinnygirl
"
"Howdoyouknowshe'
sskinny?Andwe'
reat
Jeremi
e'
sapar
tmentr
elax.Soyoudi
dn'
tsl
eepat
hometoo?"
"Yeah,
ithoughtyousl
eptathome.Iwasj
ust
checki
nguponyou"
"
Thanksf
orchecki
nguponme,
butI
'
mfi
ne.
"
"
Alr
ight
,Il
oveYoul
i
ttl
eman"
"
Iloveyout
ooMama"
Il
aughedanddr
oppedt
hecal
l.
"
Over
prot
ect
ivemuch?
"
Il
ookatback,
I'
m wel
comedbyasweat
yThut
huka
i
naSweatpantsandVest
.
"
Wasj
ustchecki
nguponhi
m"
Henodsandt
akeswat
erf
rom t
hef
ri
dge
"
Soar
ewest
il
lonf
orl
unch?
"
"
Yeahwhynot
?Youknowican'
tsaynot
ofr
ee
f
ood"
Hel
aughs
"
Goodt
hen,
wehaveal
otofcat
chi
ngupt
odo.
"
"
Yeah.Whatt
imedi
dy'
al
lsl
eep?
"
"
5am,butal
waysat6am IgoformyJogswhet
herI
wasdr
inki
ngthepr
eviousni
ghtornot
"
Icheckedt
het
imei
t'
s10am.
"
Youj
oggedf
ort
hisl
ong?
"
"
Hadalotonmymind,j
ustneededt
obr
eat
hand
r
ewi
nd.Youcl
eaned?
"
"
Yeahi
twassodi
rt
y"
"Theladi
esweretoodr unktocl
ean.Yoursist
erwas
l
ookingforYoulastnight,
shewantedtosleepwit
h
you.Whydidyoul ockthedoor?
"
"
Iwant
edt
obeal
one"
"Idon'
tknowifi
t'
smeorwhat ,
butyouwerenot
happytoseemel astni
ght.Thefakesmi
lesyou
gaveme, di
dIdosomet hi
ngwr ong?"
Helookedhurt
,idi
dn'twantthat
.Iwal
kedtohim
andsteppedcl
osertohim andheldhi
slef
tar
m.
"IwasshockedtoseeYou, idi
dn'tevent
hinkthere'
s
apossibil
it
ythatYouwouldbeMusa' sbigbrother
thatnevercameintomymi nd.There'
ssomething
aboutyouThuthuka,idon'
tknowwhati sit
.Ican't
evenexplaini
t"
Ir
emovedmyhandf
rom hi
sar
m andgazedathi
m
"Iam sor
ryi
fIl
ookedatyoui
nanyt
ypeofway.I
wasjustshockeddidn'
texpectyoutobeMusa'
s
br
otherthat
'sall
,youdi
dn'tdoanythi
nhwrong"
Hedi
dn'
tsayanyt
hinghej
ustl
ookedi
ntomyeyes.
Wewer eaninchapar
t,iwasonhischestlevel
.I
wasl ookingupathi
seyes,iwantedhimtohugme,
that
'sall.Iwant
edtobeclosetohim andbeinhis
arms.
"Mhmhmmh"someonecl ear
edhisthr
oat
,it
ooka
stepbackandwentbacktomyfood..
I
twasShakaThut
huka'
sFr
iend.
"
GoodMor
ningLuncumo"
"
Mor
ningShaka"
"
Howar
eYou?
"
"
Iam goodandhowar
eYou?
"
"
I'
m Goodt
oo,
Baf
othewat
er?
"
I
t'
snowt
hatIseet
heywer
ejoggi
ngt
oget
her
.
Thut
hukatookoutanot
herbot
tl
eofwat
ert
hengave
i
ttoShaka.
"
Letmegoandt
akeaShower
,ismybedmade?
"
Thut
hukaasked.
"
Howwi
llIknow?
"
Iaskback
"Youweresl
eepi
ngi
nthemai
nroom,
yout
est
edmy
bedbefor
eme.wowMissJol
a"
Il
aughed
"
Idi
dn'
tknow,
butyeahyourr
oom i
scl
eanyour
maj
est
y"
Hel
aughsandwal
ksawayal
one.
Shakalooksatmethensmil
e,iknowt
hissmi
le.I
t'
s
thesmil
eSikel
elwagivesmewhenshe'
saboutto
tal
kalotofnonsense.
"
CanIeatwi
thYou?
"
Heasks
"Ar
eyounotgoingt
otakeashower,imeanyou'
re
sweat
y.Bet
tergetr
idofal
lthesweatf
ir
st"
"
Ival
uemyst
omachal
ot.SocanIeat
?"
Ihandhi
mthepl
ate
"
Areyoudoneeat
ingMi
ssJol
a?"
Hesaysi
mit
ati
ngThut
huka.
"
Anot
herNqaba,
real
lyGod?
"
Isai
dlooki
ngup
"Waymor
ethanNqaba.I
'
m Shaka,
andIsaywhat
's
onmymind"
"
Betterkeepi
ttoyour
sel
fwhat
evert
hati
sinyour
mind."
Henods
"
Soyouf r
iendswi
thThut
hukaandyouar
ea
Gi
rl
fr
iendtoMusa?"
"
Doest
hatneedsanAnswer
?"
Heshakeshi
sheadno.
"
Ili
keyouNcumo,
iwantt
obeyourf
ri
endt
oo"
Il
aught
hisonei
saspeci
alcase
"
Okaywef
ri
endsShaka"
"
Forr
eal
?"
"
Yeah"
Hesmil
edandl
aughst
oo,idon'
tknowwhyIam
l
aughi
ngbutwebot
harel
aughing.
"Anadvi cef ri
end,Followyourhear t.Dowhatyour
hear t
st ell
syout o,itwi llnevermi sleadyou.Ther e's
nousei nt hinkingaboutwhatpeopl ewi llsayor
howt hiscer tai
nper sonwi llfeelaboutyourdeci sion.
Dowhatmakesyouhappy, youcan' tjustst ayinan
unhappysi tuati
onjustnott ohurtacer tainper son.
Peopl eunder stand,peopl ewi l
lunder standi fthey
trulyloveYou, theywi llletyougot obewi th
someonewhoyoul oveandwantt obei nyourl ife.
Theper sonwhoyouf eel ssaf ewith, aper sonwho
wi l
lprotectyouandwi llloveyoual waysnomat ter
what .AsI 'vesai d,t
hebal lisinyourcour t,chose
whatmakesyouhappyandf oll
owyourhear t
..You
wer er i
ght, ineedt ogetr i
doft hissweat .Bye
Friend"
Hewalksoutofthekit
chenl
eavi
ngmepuzzl edand
withmorequest
ions.Heisr
eal
lyaspeci
alcase
yenauShakalo.
Iri
nsedtheplat
eShakaandIwereusing,
ichecked
everyr
oom forMyfr
iendsandsi
ster
.
IsawMer
yandSi
kieonl
y,Lor
nawasnother
ewi
th
them.
Iwoket
hem up.
"
Yeywakeupweneedt
oleave"
Ishout
edatt
hem.
"
Wear
eawakeAzani
a"
Mer
yscr
eamedbutnot
hatl
oud.
Iwal
kedt
owher
eIsawMusasl
eepi
ng.
Iwokehi
m up.
"
Babe,
Musawakeup"
"
Sleepwi
thmef
oraf
ewmi
nut
es"
"
NoIcan'
tSl
eep,
I'
vej
ustwokenup"
"
Oner
oundwoul
dn'
thur
tyouknow?
"
Hesai
dinhi
ssl
eepyvoi
ce
"
Musawear
eatyourbr
other
'shouse.
"
"
Let
'sgot
omi
net
hen"
"Comeandf
etchmel
ater
,isyourhousecl
eaned
now?"
"
Yeahi
tiscl
eaned.iwi
llcomeandf
etchyou.
"
"
Okaybabe,
I'
llwai
tforyou"
"
Letmegobackt
oSl
eep,
IloveYouOkay?
"
"
Iloveyout
ooSt
handwaSam"
Iki
ssedhi
m onhi
sli
ps
"
Siesyousmel
lli
kebr
ewer
y"
Hel
aughs
Iwal
koutoft
her
oom.
IcouldhearSi
kie,
Mer
yandThut
hukat
alki
ngi
nthe
ki
tchen.
Theyar
edr
inki
ngcol
dwat
er,
theyhavehangover
.
"
Wher
eisLor
na?
"
"ShewaswithNqabasoI
'
m sur
eshe'
swi
thNqaba
aswetalk.
"
Mer
ysai
dinmor
eli
keawhi
sper
,she'
sreal
ly
hangover
ed.
"
Alr
ightl
et'
sgo,
I'
m dr
ivi
ng"
"
Heckyouwer
egoi
ngt
odr
ive"
Il
aughed
"
ByeMrDur
ban,
I'
llseeyoui
nthenoon"
"
ByeMi
ssJol
a,I
'
llcal
lyou"
"
Sur
e"
It
ookoutmycarkeyst
hendr
ovet
oourApar
tment
.
Ther
e'sagi
ngeri
nthef
ri
dgeyouhel
pyour
sel
ves.
Iplacedthekeysontheki
tchencount
erthenl
eft
thedrunkardsi
nthekit
chenthenwenttothel
ounge.
IneedtocatchupontheKar
dashi
ansImeanI
haven'
tspentmuchti
mewatchi
ngTV.
TheDramaisal
linmyLi
feri
ghtnow,ishouldmake
areal
it
yshow.Peopl
ewoul
dbereall
yinter
ested.
.
.
Let
'sMake50+COMMENTSt
ogetour8pm I
nser
t.
Haveal
ovel
yday
THI
RTYTHREE
.
"
Whenar
eyouget
ti
ngyour
sel
fagi
rl
fr
iend?
"
Helooksatmeconfusedasi
fI'
vespokeni
nsome
f
oreignl
anguage.
"
Whywoul
dIneedagi
rl
fr
iend?
"
"
Hai
boThut
huka,
whodoesn'
tneedagi
rl
fr
iend?
"
"
It
'sMeThut
hukaZul
u,idon'
tneedagi
rl
fr
iend"
"
Okay,
sex?
"
Hel
ooksatmet
hensmi
rks
"
Whatabouti
t?"
"
Youneedtorel
easeasaper
son,
agi
rlcaneaset
oo
muchsal
tcanmakeyougrumpy"
"Whosai
dIdon'
trel
ease?Whosai
dIdon'
thave
sex?
"
Ichokedonmyf
ood,
SoHedoeshavesex?
"
Areyouf
ine?
"
Heasksor
elaxed
"
Yeah,
ofcour
se"
"Youshoul
dslowdownonyourf
ood,
youwi
llchoke
againi
twon'tbeni
ce"
Hesai
dsar
cast
ical
lyt
henat
ehi
sfood.
"
Haveyoueverbeeni
nlove?
"
"
I'
m noti
nter
est
edi
nyourf
ri
endsLuncumo"
"Iam nothooki
ngyouup,I'
mjustaski
ngmyfr
iend
somequest i
ons.Ineedt
ogettoknowyoubet
ter"
Henods
"
YesIhavebeeni nl
ove,
buti
nlovewit
ht heGir
lthatI
wouldneverget
.SoIhadtol
oveherf r
om afarand
watchherbehappy.Shewasmyf i
rstandLastlove"
Inodded
"
Iam sor
ry"
"I
t'
sFineNcums,
it'
sli
feaf
teral
l.Sowhatabout
you?"
"
Whataboutme?
"
"Iam sur
eyoudohavesexwi
thMusa,
areyou
i
nlovewit
hhim?"
Icouldn'
tanswert
hat
,idr
ankmywi
neandl
ooked
athim.
"
Yeah,
iam i
nlovewi
thhi
m"
Henods
"IDon'
tcareifhe'
smybr ot
herornoti
fhebreaks
yourheart
,I'
m makingsurehelandsi
nhospit
alf
or
somef ewmont hs"
Il
aughed
"
Whati
fIbr
eakhi
shear
t?"
"Youcanst
artwr
it
ingyourwi
ll
"
"
Whywouldyoukil
lme,butPutMusai
nhospi
tal
?
WOW i
t'
str
uebloodist
hickert
hanwat
er"
Hel
aughs
"
Iwasj oking,iam noti
nvol
vingmyselfi
nyour
Relati
onshipwi t
hMusa.WhatIwilldoasyour
fr
iendIwilljustadvi
ceyouonwhatt odoandYou
willf
oll
owyourhear t"
Inod.
Thewaitresscamebackfordesertandpl
acediton
thetabl
e,shetookt
heplatesthatwewereusi
ngher
eyesnotleavi
ngThuthuka'
sface.
"Uhm l
ady,he'
smineIexpectyout
odoyourj
obi
f
youdon'twantt
oloseyourjob.
"
"
Iam sor
ryma'
am Iwasn'
tlooki
ngathi
m."
Shewal
ksaway,
Thut
hukal
aughs.
"
What
?"
"
Whydi
dyousayt
hat
?"
"
Shecoul
dn'
tgethereyesof
fyou"
"
So?
"
"
Stopannoyi
ngme"
"
Youcoul
dn'thandl
eanotherl
adyl
ooki
ngatme?
Whati
fIwantedhertobemyFuckbudy?"
"
Goaheadandaskhert
hat
"
"
Okayeasyti
ger
,iwasj
ustki
ddi
ng.Noneedf
orYou
t
ogetangry"
"
Yeahwhat
ever
"
Ieatmyi
cecr
eam deser
thesmi
ledandshookhi
s
head.
"
I'
m gl
adyouf
indt
hisamusi
ng"
"
Notatal
l,
iam sor
ryf
orj
oki
ngi
naBadway"
Hesmi
ledatme
"
Stopsmi
li
ng"
"
Why?
"
"
Justst
op"
Hel
aughs,
I'
venot
icedhehasn'
teat
enhi
sdeser
t.
"
Yourdeser
tismel
ti
ng"
"
Idon'
teatsweett
hings,
youcanhavei
tifyouwant
i
t.
"
"
Thanks"
It
ookhi
sicecr
eam andat
eit
.
"
DoesShakaal
waysspeaki
nri
ddl
es?
"
"
Whatdi
dhesayt
oyou?
"
"Alotofst
uff
,someIdidn'
tunderstandIwas
confusedsomeiunder
stood.Butthet hi
ngi
sI
didn'
tgetwhathewassayingal
linal l
."
"Shakaisver
ydipl
omatic,
hesayst hi
ngsthat
sometimesyoumayneedt othinkoutsi
detheBox
togetwhathesaid.I
fyoulist
enedtohim,bett
ert
ry
tothi
nkoutsi
detheBoxandt rytounderst
andwhat
hesaidtoyou."
Inodded.
"
Thankyouf
oryouradvi
ce"
"
Youwel
come,canwel eave?Ihaveameet
ingwi
th
t
heMagi
str
atesregar
dingmyf i
rm."
"Okaynoprobl
em youcanpayt
heBi
ll
,andpl
ease
don'tt
ipt
hewaitr
ess"
Hel
aughedandcal
l
edt
heWai
tr
essf
ort
heBi
ll
.
"
Youar
ecr
azy"
"
Shewasn'
tsupposedt
obel
ooki
ngatyou"
"
Yesma'
am"
Heset
tl
est
heBi
llandwel
eave.
"
YoucanDr
ivet
oyourmeet
ingI
'
llt
akeanUber
"
"
I'
drat
herbel
atef
ort
hemeet
ingt
hant
oletyou
t
akeanUber"
Ismi
led
"ThankyouThuthuka.Thanksf
ort
heLunch,
youar
e
alwaysagreatcompany."
"
Youwel
comeMi
ssJol
a"
Throughoutthedri
vewear el
ist
eningtoJazz,he'
s
notsayinganythi
ngthesil
enceiscomfort
ableit
gi
vesmet i
met ol
ookathim ashe'sdr
ivi
ngand
watchhiseverymove,eventhetappi
ngont he
st
eeringwheel.
"
Andwear
eher
e,youst
ayher
e?"
"
Yessi
r,t
hankyouf
orl
unchonceagai
n"
"
Youwel
come,
I'
llcal
lyoubef
oreIsl
eepokay?
"
"
Okay,
Goodl
uckonyourmeet
ing.
"
"
Thanks"
Ihuggedhi
m andki
ssedhi
m onhischeek,t
hat'
s
thefi
rst
.Hedi
dn'
tsayanyt
hing,
iwalkedoutoft
he
carLeavi
ngmyhear
twi
thhi
m.
Noonewashome, Ipackedmyweekendbag.I'l
lbe
sl
eepingatMusa'
splacetoni
ght
,idon'
thaveany
cl
assestomorr
owI'm gl
ad.
.
"
Yourhousesmel
lsf
resh"
"
Pecksofget
ti
ngi
tcl
eaned"
"
Yeah,
letmegoandt
akeaShower
"
"
CanIj
oinyou?
"
"
Mostdef
ini
tel
y"
Hefol
lowsmetohisr
oom,
iremovemycl
othesand
wal
kintot
hebat
hroom.
Iopenedt
heshower,t
hefeel
ingofwat
eronmy
bodymademef eel
rel
axed.
Aft
ersomefewmi
nut
esMusaget
sinsi
det
he
showert
oo.
Hewashesmybackwi
tht
hegel
,hemassagedmy
boobst
ender
ly.
"
Aaahh"
Imoanedsof
tl
yheki
ssedmefrom mybackt
omy
neck,
ilai
dmyheadonhi
sshoulder
.
Heturnedmeandki
ssedme,myhandsweresloppy
becauseoft
heGelt
heywer
eroamingal
loverhis
body.
Helif
tedmeupandr ubbedhi
sfi
ngeronmy
coochie,
ashef
ingerfuckedme.
"
Musaaa"
Iwascumming,mybodyshakedasIr
eleasedmy
cum onhi
sfi
ngers.
Heinser
tedhi
scocki
nsi
demeandhel
dmywai
st
down.
Ipl
acedbot
hmyhandsont
hewal
l.
Hest
art
edpumpi
ngf
ast
er.
"
AahhMusa'
sohmyGoddd"
Isr
eamed,
hewasgr
oani
ngi
npl
easur
e.
"
Yousodamnt
ightbabyyy"
Hepl
acedmedownandt ur
nedme.Mybackwas
nowf
acinghi
m,heent
eredfrom behi
nd.
Myfeetwerelosi
ngt
hegrip,t
hefloorwaswet
.But
hewasholdingmywaistt
ight
ly.
Ifel
thisbodystif
feni
ngandIknewhewasaboutt
o
reachhisorgasm.HepumpedsohardthatI
screamedoutloud.
Hi
scum dr
ippeddownmyt
highs.
"
Thatwasst
eamy"
Hel
aughs.
Weshoweragai
nandgetoutoft
heshower
.
Webothloti
onandIwearhi
sshi
rtwi
thnot
hing
under
neath.
"
Thatwi
lldef
ini
tel
ytur
nmeon"
"
Let
'sgoandcookKungomusa"
Hel
aughsandspankme.
"
You'
resonaught
y"
Hel
aughsf
oll
owi
ngme.
Icomeint
ohal
tassoonasmyeyesmeethi
s
brot
her
seyes.
"
HeyNcums"
Nqabawi
ggl
edhi
seyesbr
ows.
"
Shi
tIf
orgotyouwer
ecomi
ngt
oni
ght
"
"Wecanleavei
fyouwant
,wedi
dn'
tmeant
o
dist
urb"
Thuthukar
aisedapointl
ooki
ngstrai
ghtatmy
thi
ghs.Iwasstil
lst
andingonthestai
rcase.
"
Letmegoandchange"
Il
it
eral
lyr
anupst
air
s,iwor
eMusa'
sSweat
pant
s.
Iwalkeddownstair
st heyweretal
kingandlaughi
ng,
evenifmyheartfeelssomethingforThut
hukaI
can'
tchoosehim.
I'
m withMusa,andI '
vechosenMusa.Iwantt obe
withMusa, whateverthi
sli
tt
lecrushIhavefor
Thuthukaitwil
lfadeaway.Ican'tbreakthi
snewl y
for
medbr otherhood,iwasnotraisedli
kethat,i
can'tbr
eakabr other'
sbondspeciall
yanewl y
for
med.
"Babear
eyoufi
ne?You'
vebeenst
arr
ingatusf
or
quit
esometi
me"
"
Iwasj
ustt
hinki
ng,
letmegoandcook"
"
Noyoucanchi
ll
,we'
veal
readyor
der
ed"
Nqabasai
d.
Iam gl
ad,
iwasl
azyt
ocook.
Isnuggl
edmyselfnextt
oMusa,
Thut
hukai
sseat
ed
nexttoNqaba.
TheDoorbel
lri
ngs.
"
Soear
ly?
"
Juni
oraskedNqaba.
"
Itcan'
tbeouror
der
,I'
vej
ustor
der
ed"
Nqabar
epl
ied.
TheDooropensRitawalksinwit
hSui
tcases.Yeah
Ndi
yal
ingwa,I
'm bei
ngtested.
"
Andt
hen?
"
Nqabaasksassoonasshecl
osest
hedoor
.
"
Iam Pr
egnantandKungomusai
sthef
ather
.Iam
heret
ostaywi
thhi
m,causeIwaschasedaway
fr
om home"
"
Howsur
ear
eyoui
fthati
sMusa'
sBaby?
"
Juni
orasked.
Thut
hukaandShakaar
equi
ett
heydon'
tevenknow
whoRit
ais.
"
Askhi
m,hewi
llanswert
hat
"
Shemakesher
sel
fcomf
ort
abl
enextt
oThut
huka.
"
Hel
lohandsome"
Hegr
eet
sThut
huka,
hej
ustnods.
Al
leyesareonMusar
ightnow,
wewai
ti
ngf
orhi
m
t
orespond.
"
That'
snotmyBabyt
hatshei
scar
ryi
ng.Shei
s
l
yingbaby"
Heexpl
ainst
ome.
"I
t'
sokayIunder
standst
handwasam,
youwoul
d
neverdot
hat.
"
IknowRi
tai
sament
alcase,
soshewi
llt
ry
anyt
hingt
ogetbackwi
thMusa.
"YehakeRomeoandJul i
et.Looksi si
,thismanof
your sislying, iwasst ayingwi t
hhi mt hesepast3
weeks.Whenyouwentt oDur ban,hesl eptwi thme
withnocondom hencet hebaby.Askhi m, hewi l
l
tellyouandst opbei ngaf oolandbel i
evingt oal lhi
s
nonsense.Thi sBoyf r
iendofyour si sal i
ar,hemade
mebel i
evet hatIwascr azyandt ookmet oament al
asyl um alongwi t
hhi smot her ,hesawyouandhe
fellInl
ovewi thyout hat'
swhyhedi dn'twantme
anymor e,ilovedhi m ItrulydidIgaveMusamyal l,
myever ythingbuthel eftmeassoonashef ound
thebestandbeaut i
fulgirl
.Iwasnevercr azy, he
mademet hinkthatIam cr azy.Justbybr eaki ng
thingsbecauseIcan' tcont rolmyangerhe
assumedIwascr azy.Ispentmont hsi nthathel l
hol ebeingt reatedlikeament alcase.Idon' twant
yourman, ijustwanthi mt ot aker esponsi bil
ityof
hischi l
d.Iam donewi t
hKungomusamna, I
've
causedmysel fal otofhear tacheandhear tbreak
justbybei ngwi thhim.Soyoucanhavehi m, ijust
wanthi mt obet hef ather.Hemustal soknowiam
homeless,
idon'twantt
ost
ayher
ebutIhave
nowhereelset
ogo."
Shewipeshert
ear
s,il
ookedatMusaf
oran
expl
anati
on.
"
Iam sor
ry"
That
'sal
lhesays,
inod.
"
It
'sokay,
it'
sfi
ne"
Isatdowndefeat
ed,ichosehi
m.He'sthemant
hat
I'
vechosenbuthedoesmel i
kethi
s?.
"Lookbaby,il
oveYou.Iwillt
akecareoftheBaby,
i
willmakesurethatRi
tadoesn'tcomenearus.I
wanttobewi thyouLuncumo, il
oveYouand
nobodyelse.Iam sor
ryIli
edtoyou,iam real
ly
sorry"
"
Ifor
giveyou"
Igather
edal lthecourageIhadandstoodup, i
tfel
t
asifmyf eetwer efai
li
ngmeasIwal kedupstair
s.
Thisdaywasmeantf orustoreki
ndl
eourlove,i
wantedtof orgetaboutanythi
ngandever
ythingand
focusonhi m, spendthenightwit
hhi
m.Itookmy
weekendbagandwal
keddownst
air
s.
"
CanIt
akeyouhome?
"
Thut
hukaasked.
"
No,
I'
mfi
ne"
"
Please,
iwantt
omakesur
eyouhome"
Hepl
eadedwi
thhi
seyes.
"
No,
iam f
inet
hanks"
"
Baby,
Ncumo"
Iwalkedoutwi
thMusabusyf
oll
owingme,i
request
edanUberandmydri
verwas2minut
es
away.
"
Ncumopl
easel
etmeexpl
ain"
"
Idon'
tneedyourexpl
anati
onMusa,
ineedsome
t
imetothi
nkthi
ngsthrough.
"
Myr
idewasher
e.
"
GoodbyeMusa"
Igoti
nsi
det
hecarandi
tdr
oveaway.
Tear
sfel
lfr
om myeyes,
iwashur
t.Idi
dn'
twanthi
m
togethurt,ihadtobeselfl
essandt hinkabouthim,
hishappinessbuthenevert houghtaboutmine.I
waswi l
li
ngt oletgoofeverythi
ngandbewi thhim, i
thoughtabouthim.Iconsideredhisfeeli
ngsfi
rstifi
weretobr eakupwi t
hhim,hur t
inghi
m wasnotan
opti
on,ididn'twanttohur
thi m.Butheplayedme
sodirt
y,andhel iedtome.HowcanMusadot hist o
me?
.
.
.
Tomor
rowyouwi
llonl
yRecei
vet
he8pm I
nser
t.
Iwi
llbehavi
ngaver
ybusyday!
.
.
50+COMMENTS
HaveAGoodni
ght
THI
RTYFOUR
.
5MONTHSLATER
.
"
Nanadoyouhaveami
nut
e?"
"
Yeahsur
e"
Ir
emovedt
hebagst
hatwer
eont
opoft
hebedand
pl
acedt
hem ont
hef
loor
.
"
What
'sbot
her
ingyoumyBaby?
"
I
t'
sJuneHol
idays,
act
ual
lyt
heendofj
unehol
iday.
Iam i
nEaster
nCapebutl
eavi
ngf
orJohannesbur
g
Tomorrow.
"
Whatdoyoumeanwhat
'sbot
her
ingme?
"
Mymot
hersi
ghsandpl
aceherhandsonmyt
highs.
"Ncuncuwam, Li
stenIam amot her.Iknowmyki ds,
iknowyouNcumo.Youhat ewor kingint he
SupermarketplustheTaver ntoo,butthisti
meyou
wouldleavesoear lyjustt
obet here,andcome
backlateti
red.It
'sli
keyouwer eavoi dingmeand
yourfat
her,thi
sent ir
e3weeksyou' vebeent oo
busythatIevenf orgotyouareher e."
Isi
ghedandhel
dmyt
ear
s,I
'
vebeenkeepi
ngmysel
f
busyforthese5mont
hs,busywithschoolwor
kti
llI
fi
nishedmyexams.Assoonaswewer edonewit
h
ourexamswepackedourclothesandlef
t
Johannesburg,
idi
dn'
twanttobethere.
"Ncuncutalkt
ome, iam yourmother.Removethe
Dragonladyinyourmind,iknowyout hi
nkI'
ma
Dragonlady.Butnowremovet heDragonladyand
tal
ktoyourmot her
,ipr
omi seIwon'tj
udgeyouatall
Iwil
lgiveyouanadviceasaf ri
endandamot her"
Isi
ghed
"
RememberKungomusaKhanyi
le?
"
Shenodded
"Iwasi naRelationshipwi t
hhi m,forsomef ew
mont hs.Il
ovedhi m withmyever ythi
ngorsoI
thought,bef
orewedat edIwascr ushi ngonhi m
hard.SoIdon'thowi thappenedwef elli
nlovewith
eachot her
,actuall
yIwasi nlovewi thhi m way
beforeheknewme.Mont hsl aterinourr elati
onshi
p
Imett hisMani nDur banwhenIwentf orwork
purposes.Yesmom I 'm worki ngont hesi de,soI
mett hi
sManandImadef r
iendswi thhi m.We
woul dt alkf orhour sovert hephone, thingsst arted
changi ngonmysi de.If elldeepl yinlovewi t
hhi m, i
n
3daysofknowi nghi m.Idi dn'twantt oseehi m hurt,
norsadIwant edhi mt obehappyal lthet ime, each
andever ytimeIwaswi thhi mt here'ssomet hingi n
met hatmovedt hebut t
er fl
iesi nmyst omach.I '
ve
neverf el tthewayIdi dwi tht hatMan, butitturned
outt hathei sMusa' sbi gbr other .Iknowi t'
scr azy
ri
ght ?Hei sMusa' shal fbi gbr other.Ihadt ochoose
theoneIwant edt obewi t
h, icoul dn'tbreakt he
newl yf or medbr otherhoodbet weenMusaand
Thut huka.IchoseMusabecauseIwant edtosee
him happy, ididn'twantt ohur thi m.Pl usIdi dn't
wantt ochoseThut hukawhomayconsi dermeasa
l
ittl
esi sterorsomet hingsoIchoseMusa.Li tt
ledi d
Iknowt heper sonI '
vechosenhasdonemedi rty.He
madehi sexgi rl
f r
iendpr egnant ,
whenIwasi n
Dur banhesl eptwi t
hHi sexgi rlf
riendandhemade
herst ayathi shousef or3weeksandIdi dn'
tknow
aboutt hat .Het oldmet hathi shousei sget t
ing
cleanedupi twasdi rt
y, wehadt omeetupi nsome
apar tment .Hel iedt omemamaandt heonl ylogi c
explanat i
onwas" Iam sor r
y"Idi dn'tknowwhatt o
sayButIf or
gavehim.Thatwasthel
astt
imeIsaw
them,ichangednumberscozIdidn'
twantanyt
hing
associ
atingmewi t
hthem andIwantedt
ofocuson
myschoolwor k"
Mymot
herl
ookedatmeandsi
ghed
"Youdi dgr eatbychoosingyour selfandl ef
tthat
situat i
on.Iam al sogladthatyoudi dn'tbreak
brot hersbuti fyoulovethatThut hukaandThut huka
l
ovesyout oochoosewhatmakesyouhappy.
Choosewhatyourhear twant ,
chooset obehappy
forgetabouthowmayot herper sonf eelaboutyour
deci sion,youhavet obesel fishf oroncei nyourlif
e.
IfthatMusawashonesti nt hef ir
stpl acehewasn' t
goi ngt olietoyouandputhi sexgi rlfr
iendf i
rstand
forgetaboutyou.Pl ussleepi ngwi t
hherwi thouta
condom i sanot herthi
ng,hedi dn' tcareaboutyour
heal th.Buti fyoulovehim andYouwantt obewi th
him Iwon' tstopyouei t
heriwi llletyoubei nlifewe
l
ear nthehar dway.Ifhemakesyouhappywhoam I
tost opyourhappi ness?.Butmyl ovecanyou
pleasef ocusonschoolf irstbef orer elati
onship.I
wantwhat 'sbestforyou"
Ihuggedher
"
Thankyousomuchmama,
ineededsomeonet
o
t
alkt
o"
"
SeeI
'
m notaDr
agonl
adyaf
teral
l"
"Nope,
youar
eaDr
agonl
adyandyou'
l
lfor
everbe
one"
Webot
hlaughed
"Nowforoncecomeandjoi
nyourf
amilyf
oronce,
yourf
atheri
smissi
ngyouinourdi
nni
ngtabl
e"
"Speaki
ngofmyf ather
,pr
omisemeyouwon'ttel
l
him aboutthi
stalk.Thi
sisourTopsecr
et,
even
duri
ngpi l
lowTalk,youdon'
ttel
lhi
m unl
essyou
wantmedead"
Shel
aughed
"
I'
m yourgi
rl
,tr
ustme.Ipr
omi
seIwon'
ttel
lhi
m"
"
Thankyou"
"
YouwelcomemyBaby,nowlet
'sgointhehouse.
I
'
m sur
eyoursi
bli
ngsandfat
herarehungry"
"
Iam hungr
ytoo,
iwasgoi
ngt
osneaki
nar
ound
1am andeatmyf
ood"
Shel
aughed.
"Wehearyou,butwest
oppedour
sel
ves.Weknew
youneededsomet i
mealone.
"
"
Thankyouf
orr
espect
ingmeandmyboundar
ies"
"
It
'sokayNcuncu,
let
'sgonow.
"
"
Alr
ight
."
Iwor
emyf
lopst
henwal
kedoutwi
thmymot
her
.
.
.
THUTHUKAZULU
.
"
Ithi
nkIknowwhatyouneed.
"
Il
ookedatShaka
"
WhatdoIneed?
"
Hesmi
ledandhandedmehi
sPhone
"
And?
"
"
Lookatt
hescr
een"
I
t'
sanumbert
hatIdon'
tevenknow
"
It
'sanunknownnumber
"
"Cal
lit
,I'
m hundr
edper
centsur
eitwi
llmakeyour
day"
"Ineedtoshower
,It
'sNqaba'
sbi
rt
hdaysoIhavet
o
celebr
atewit
hhim."
"
Cal
ltheDamnnumberThut
huka!
"
Isi
ghedanddial
edt
henumber
,itr
anged
unanswer
ed.
"
Noonei
sanswer
ing"
IgaveShakat
hephone.
"
Tryonemor
eti
me"
"
No!
"
Iwentupst
air
stoshower
.
.
Nqaba'
shousei
sf ul
lwit
hlot
sandlot
sofhotl
adi
es
whatwereweexpecti
ngatNqaba'
spart
y.
"
Ithi
nkIl
ovet
hispar
ty"
Shakasayst
appi
ngonmyshoul
derwal
kingahead.
Ishookmyheadandwal
kedt
omybr
other
s.
Il
ookatmybr
other
s.
"
BrosandBabyDaddy"
Ever
yonel
aughed.
"
It
'snotFunnyman"
"
Butyouar
eababydaddyandi
t'
saboy"
"
Yeah,
your
ight
"
Hesmi l
ed, butfr
ownedatt hesamet ime.Iam sure
he'
sthinkingaboutLuncumo, everyonethinksabout
heri
ncludingme.It hinkabouthereveryday,ever
y
minuteandever ysecond.ButIr espectthespace
shewant ed,sheevenchangedherphonenumber s
sothatwecan' treachher.
"Iwantever
yonetogetsometoday,incl
udi
ngyou
babydaddy.Iam sur
eyouhaven'thadsomein
months"
Nqabaf
ir
eshot
satMusaandust
oo.
MusaSmi rks,
andIcanseei tinhi
seyesthathe'
s
l
aughingatNqabaI nsi
de.Imeanhestayswitha
pregnantwoman, andpregnantwomanlovessex
surel
yhe'sgett
ingsome.
"
I'
m def
ini
tel
yget
ti
ngat
hreesomet
oday.
"
Shakasaysl
ooki
ngatal
lthegi
rl
s,il
aughathi
s
hunger
.
"
WhataboutyouAdvocat
e?"
Juni
orasked
"
SameasyouJuni
or"
Wel aughed,
Juniort
hinksli
keme.Youwouldt
hink
hisoldert
hanMusa, j
udgingbythewayheact
she's
l
ikeami nime,andIli
kethatbutheshoul
dsmi
le
often.
"
Whatdoest
hatmean?
"
Nqabaaskedconf
used
"
Theyget
ti
ngsome"
Shakaanswer
sNqaba.
"
Thenl
et'
sal
ldr
inkt
othat
!"
Wedownedshot
saf
tershot
s!.
IsawthisdarkMelaninski
nnedsitt
edont hecouch
uncomfort
ableli
keshedidn'twanttobehere,I
've
beenwatchingher.She'
sbeenholdingthat
Savannadumpiesi ncet
hen.
Iwal
kedupt
oher
"
Hey"
"
Hel
lo"
Shehasaver
ysmal
lvoi
ce.
"
CanIseat
?"
"
Yesyoucan"
Isatnextt
oher
"
I'
m Thut
hukayouar
e?"
"
Nandi
"
Inodded
"Youl
ooksouncomf
ort
abl
e,wasi
tyourchoi
cet
o
beher
e?"
Shel
aughs
"
Younot
iced?
"
Inodded
"Iwantedabreathoffreshair,somyr oommate
deci
dedweshoul dcomeher e.Herfri
endsinvi
ted
herhere,soIjoi
nedtoo.Iregretitt
hough,i
should'
vestayedatResandgetbor edther
e."
"
Ist
hispar
tybor
ing?
"
"
Noi t'
snot,i
t'
sjustt
hatIhavenof r
iendstodrink
with.Theyar
ebusyhavi ngthebestti
meoft heir
l
iveswi t
hguysandI'm hereseat
edholdingone
Dumpi e.
"
Inod.
"
Icanbeaf
ri
endyouknow,
comel
et'
sgetdr
unk"
It
ookherhandandwewentt
othebarar
ea.
"
Shot
spl
ease"
Iaskedt
hebar
tender
"
Shot
s?"
"
Youwantt
ogetl
itr
ight
?"
Shel
aughsandnod
"
ThenI
'
m yourguy"
Wedownedt
heshot
s.
"
Thesear
eni
ce"
"
Theyar
emi
xedwi
thAmar
ula"
Shenods.
"
Let
'st
akemor
e"
Shesuggest
ed
"
Yousur
e?"
Shenods
"
10mor
eshot
smyman"
Thebar
tenderdel
iver
s
"
5,5l
et'
sgo"
Igaveher5andIt
ookmi
ne.Wedownedt
hem al
l.
"
Wher
ewer
eyoual
lmyl
if
e?"
SheaskedandIl
aughed
"
I'
m her
enow,
that
'sal
lthatmat
ter
s"
Igi
veheracol
dsavannaandIt
akeaHei
neken.
"
Sot
ellmeaboutyour
sel
fNandi
"
"I
'm NandiSi
bisi
,I
'm Fr
om KZNpi
eter
mari
tzbur
g.
I'
m doingmy1styearinNursi
ngatWit
sI'
m 21
yearsold.
"
"
Mahl
ase"
Shesmi
led
"
AndYou?
"
"
Whataboutme?
"
"
Whoar
eyou?
"
"
Itol
dyouI
'
m Thut
huka"
"
Thut
hukawhof
rom Wher
e?"
"
Zul
ufr
om Emnambi
thi
.I'
m al
awyer
"
Shenods
"
Wannagetoutofher
e?"
"
Yeah,
aft
eranot
her5shot
s"
"
Alr
ight
"
Iaskedf
oranot
hershot
sfr
om t
hebar
tender
.
Wedownedtheshot
s,shetook3SavannaIt
ook
oneHei
nekenandwewalkedoutt
omycar .
"
Baf
o"
Il
ookedbacki
twasShaka.
"
SawubonaMi
ss"
Hegr
eet
sNandi
"
Hel
lo"
Shegr
eetback.
"
Here'
saphone,
thatnumberhasbeencal
li
ng.
Whenyouhaveachancepl
easegiveacal
l"
Hehandsmehisphone,
5mi
ssedcal
lsf
rom t
he
unknownnumber
.
"
Iwi
llcal
l"
Henods
"
Nihambekahl
e"
Hebi
desgoodbyeandj
ogst
otheHouse.
"
Yourbr
other
?"
"
Yeah,
let
'sgo"
Wegoti
nsi
det
hecarandIdr
ovet
omyhouse.
.
"
Ist
hisyourhouse?
"
Inod
"
wowi
t'
sbi
gandbeaut
if
ul"
"
Thankyou,
doyouneedanyt
hing?
"
"
I'
m ki
ndahungr
y,doyouhavef
ood?
"
"
Yeahsur
e"
Iwentt
otheki
tchenandwar
medupt
hechi
cken
Shakar
oast
edearli
eron.
"
Chi
ckenandbr
eadi
sitf
ine?
"
"
Yest
hankyou"
Sheseemstobeeasedupandshe'sali
ttl
ebit
l
oudernow.I
'm sur
etheal
coholhaski
ckedin.
"
Doyouhaveagi
rl
fr
iend?
"
Sheasks,iwaswait
ingforthi
squest
ionsinceI
wentt
ot al
ktoher
,girl
sloveaski
ngthisquest
ion.
THI
RTYFI
VE
.
THUTHUKAZULU
.
"
It
'scompl
icat
ed.
"
Ifi
nal
lyanswertoherquest
ionandit'
sreal
ly
compli
catedandIcan'
tevenexplai
nitmyself
.
Shenods
"
DoyouhaveaBoyf
ri
end?
"
"NoIdon'
t,ihadonebackathomebuthedidn'
t
wantmetocomeher e.Hemademechoose
bet
weenhim andwits,ichooseWi
ts.Sowebroke
up,nowI'
m singl
e"
Inod
"
What
'scompl
icat
ed?
"
"Youwouldneverunderst
andandit'
saver
ylong
stor
ythatican'
tevenexplai
nitmysel
f"
Shel
aughsandnods.
"
Asl
ongasyounotmar
ri
ed"
"
Mhhh"
Shesmi
les,shehasaver
ybeaut
if
ulsmi
lesr
emi
nds
meofLuncumo.
IdranktheHeinekenthatIhadi
nmyhand,shehad
herSavannatoo,ithi
nkit'
sthel
astone.
Shecamecl
oserandsatnextt
ome.
Shebr
ushedmyt
highgoi
ngupt
oMageba.
"
Youaresohandsome,themosthandsomeman
I
'
veeverseenorIhavebeenwi
th.
"
Sheini
tiatesthefi
rstki
ssandIfoll
owedherlead.I
pl
acedheront opofmet henl
ift
edherup,iMade
mywayt othenearestguestr
oom thatwas
downstairs.
Shesmiled,
Ikissedhergentlyandpl
acedheron
topoft
hebed, Iremovedthedressshewaswearing
andunhookedherBr asti
llki
ssi
ngher,ir
emoved
herwetpanti
es.Shelookedatmewi thherbi
geyes.
"
Areyousur
e?"Iaskedhershenodded.
"
Idon'
tunder
standsi
gnl
anguage"
Iwant
edhert
osayi
t,t
hatsheagr
eest
othi
swhol
e
thi
ng.
"
Yes,
iwantyour
ightnow.
"
Thatwasaconf
ir
mat
iont
omesoicont
inuedon
ki
ssingher
.
ItookoffmyT-shi
rtandJeansIwaswear i
ngiwas
nowleftwi
thmybriefs,
igent
lypar t
edherl
egs
hol
dinghergazeii
nsertedmyfingersandci
rcl
ed
hercl
it
.Shewasholdingherbreath.
"
Breat
h"
Icommanded,
shel
etoutaver
yloudsi
gh.
Itookoffmybrief
sandt ookacondom f
rom t
he
drawers,ii
nser
tediti
nandr ubbedmydi*konher
coochi
eherwar m wall
swelcomedme.
Shescr
eamedoutl
oud
"
Shoul
dIst
op?
"
"Nodon'
t,
you'
retoobi
gthat
'swhy.Don'
twor
ryI
'
ll
gett
hehangofit
"
"
Okay"
Imovedsl
owl yandgentl
ywhi l
eshemoanedmy
nameoutloud,hernai
lsdugdeepontomybackI
ranmyhandsdownhert highsgrabbi
ngt
hem
ti
ght
ly,
shethrewherheadback.
"
OhmyGodt
hisi
sGood,
aahhht
hu-
thuuu"
Sheholdsonmet ightl
yasIt hrustindeeperand
fast
er,
herloudmoansf il
lsupt hewhol eroom,she'
s
abouttoreachheror gasm whensher estherhead
onmyshoul ders,IcanfeelthatI'm abouttocum I
holdonhertightl
y,asIcamei nsidethecondom.I
pull
edoutandl ookather,shel ookedshy.
"
Don'
tbeShy"
Shesmi
led
"
Thi
sist
hebestsexI
'
veeverhad,
I'
m nowsober
"
Il
aughed
"
Ifeelsosl
eepy,
canIsl
eeponyourchest
?"
"
CanIhaveonemor
eround?
"
Shel
aughsandl
ooksdown.
"
WhenI
'
m awake"
.
"
I'
llwakeyouup"
Shenods
"
Come"
Shelaysherheadont
opofmychestandf
all
s
asl
eep.
.
Idrankt
hewaterandchecktheti
me.It
's2:
34am i
n
themorni
ngbutIgivet
hispersonacal
l.
Thephoner
ingsunanswer
edasIwasaboutt
odr
op
thecal
l.
"
Hel
lo"
Mywholebodyf
rozej
ustbyhear
inghersl
eepy
voi
ce.
"
Hel
lo"
Sheshout
sloudernow.
"
Ncumo"
Ther
e'ssi
lence,
icanhearherbr
eat
hing.
"
Thut
huka,
howdi
dyougetahol
dofmynumber
?"
"
Ihavemyways,
imi
ssyou"
Shekeepsquiet,
imisshersomuch.Justby
hear
inghervoicemakesmehappy.
Isatdownont
hecouch.
"
Iaskedf
orspace"
"
Igaveyout
hespace,
iwantt
oseeyou.
"
"
I'
minEast
ernCape"
"
Shoul
dIcomet
her
e?"
Shel
aughed
"
No,
ther
e'snoneedcozt
odaywel
eavi
ng.
"
"
SoI
'
llseeyout
oday?
"
"
Yeah"
"
Don'
tyoumi
ssme?
"
Shekeptqui
etagai
n.
"
Luncumo"
"
Mhhh"
"
Areyounotmi
ssi
ngmer
ightnow?
"
"
Imi
ssyouThut
huka.
"
Asmi
lecr
eepedonmyf
ace
"
Ican'
twai
ttoseeYou,orhaveyouinmyar
ms.I
wantt
ohugyouforthelongestt
ime"
Ther
e'sheavybr
eat
hingbutt
her
e'snor
esponse.
"
Ncums?
"
"
Ihear
dyouThut
hu"
Ismi
led
"
CanIgobackt
osl
eep?I
fyoudon'
tmi
ndof
cour
se"
"
Idon'
tmi
ndatal
l"
"Who'
sphonei
sthi
s?cozIknowyournumberby
head"
"
It
'sShaka'
sphone.Thanksf
oranswer
ing.
"
"Isawthemissedcal
l,
ical
ledbackt
henumberbut
youdidn'
tanswer"
"I
'
m sorry,
wewer
eat
tendi
ngNqaba'
sbi
rt
hday
part
y."
"
OhhOkay,
tel
lhi
m Isai
dhappybel
atedbi
rt
hday.
"
"
Alr
ightIwi
llt
ellhi
m."
"
GoodbyeThut
huka"
"
ByeMi
ssJol
a,Il
oveYou"
Shedr
oppedt
hecal
l
Ismi
led,
shest
il
lhavemyhear
t.MyFi
rstandl
ast
l
ove.
.
"
Hey,
thut
huka!Thut
huka!
"
Iwokeup,
mywhol
ebodyi
spai
ning.
"
Yousl
eptont
hecouch?
"
"
DidI
?"
Iaskher
,she'
swear
ingmyT-
shi
rt
.
"Yeah,whenIwokeupyouweren'
tbymyside.I
checkedforYou,
andIfoundyousl
eepi
nghere.
"
"
Ohh"
"
Imadebr
eakf
ast
"
"
YouDi
d?"
Iaskedshocked,
shehasgott
enher
sel
f
comfort
able,
toocomfor
tabl
e.
"
Yes,
goandr
efr
eshyou'
l
lfi
ndmedownst
air
s."
"
IsShakaher
e?"
"
Who'
sthat
?"
"
Nevermi
nd,
letmegoandr
efr
esh"
Iwentupst
air
sandcal
ledLuncumof
ir
st.
"
Hel
lo"
"
Youawake?
"
"
I'
m onmywayt
otheai
rpor
t"
"
Daddyi
sdr
ivi
ngYou?
"
"
Yeah,
hei
sdr
ivi
ngus.Youawake?
"
"
I'
m cal
li
ngyouri
ght
?Shoul
dIcomeandf
etchyou
f
rom t
heair
port
?"
"
Nodon'
tpushi
t"
"
Iam sor
ry"
"
It
'sOkay,
I'
llseeyoul
aterasagr
eed"
"
Okay,
haveasaf
efl
ight
"
"
Alr
ightt
hanks,
goobye"
"
Bye"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
landt
ookashower
.
Wher
ethehel
lisShaka?Ineedt
ogett
hisgi
rlout
.
Iwentdownst
air
sshewasal
readyeat
ing.
"
Coul
dn'
twai
tforyouIwashungr
y"
"
It
'sokay"
"
Hopeyounotal
ler
gict
oanyt
hing.
"
"
Nah"
Idr
ankt
hejui
cef
ir
st,
thedooropenedShaka
wal
kedi
n.
"
Baf
o,hel
lomi
ss"
Hesit
sont
het
abl
enextt
othi
sgi
rlandt
ookmy
pl
ate.
"
Hedoesn'
teatbr
eakf
ast
"
Hesaysmunchi
ngonhi
sbacon.
"
I'
m sosor
ryIdi
dn'
tknow"
"I
t'sOkay,
MyBrotheri
sher
eatl
eastsot
hepl
ate
didn'
tgotowast
e."
Shenodst
hencont
inuedoneat
ing.
IgaveShakaal
ookthatmean'saveme'.Doesn'
t
thi
sgir
lknowswhataonenightstandi
s?
"
Didyoucal
lthenumber
?"
Shakaasked
"
YeahIdi
d,t
hanksBaf
o"
"
Didyouf
ixt
hingswi
tht
heMadame?
"
Thegi
rll
if
tedhereyest
olookatme,
butIwas
l
ooki
ngatShaka.
"
Yeahwefi
xedt
hings,
she'
sonherwayhere.She
wasi
nEast
ernCapebutshe'
scomi
ngback"
Idr
ankt
hej
uice.
"
I'
m gl
adyourwi
fei
scomi
ngback"
Inodded
"
Butyousai
dyounoti
naRel
ati
onshi
p!"
Thegi
rlshout
satme,
what
'shernameagai
n?
"Isai
dit
'scompl
icat
edandwhenyousai daslong
asyounotmarri
edIdidn'
tsayanyt
hingIjustsai
d
Mhh."
"You'r
esuchadogyazi?Justl
ikeanyot
hermen.
You'vegotwhatyouwantedandnowyou'r
etel
li
ng
meyouar emarri
ed.wowMan! "
Shest
oodupandmadeherwayt
otheguest
room.
Shecamebackwearingt
hedressshewaswear
ing
yester
daywi
thshoesonherhand,
shewasal
so
cryi
ng.
"
Look,
iam sor
ry"
"Idon'
tneedyoursorr
y,it
houghtyouwer ediffer
ent
sinceyouhadyourownbeaut i
fulhouse,expensi
ve
caragoodpayingJob.IthoughtI'
vefindsomeone
whowi lll
oveme,kant
etoyouiwasj ustaoneni ght
stand.SoIdon'
tneedyoursorry"
"
Alr
ight
,letmet
akeyouhome!
"
"
No,
givemeamoneyf
orat
axi
.Idon'
twantt
osee
yourf
acer
ightnow.
"
"
Okayl
etmer
equestanUberf
oryou"
Shekeptqui
et,
itookoutmyphoneandopenedt
he
app.
"
What
'syourl
ocat
ion?
"
"
Braamf
ont
ein"
Ir
equest
edf
orher
,herr
idewas2mi
nut
esaway.
"
Yourr
idewi
llbeher
ein2mi
nut
es"
"
I'
llgowai
tout
side.
"
"
Her
e'st
hemoney"
It
ookoutaf
ew200not
esandgaveher
.
Shewalkedout
,it
houghtshewasgoi
ngt
ogi
veme
backt
hemoneycozitwasal ot
.
"
Whatdoyoudot
othesegi
rl
s?"
Shakaasksl
aughi
ng.
Ishr
uggedmyshoul
der
s.
"Theyal
wayscatchfeel
ingswi
thj
ustoneni
ght.One
dayyou'
llt
elluswhatYouaredoi
ngwit
hthesegir
ls,
ort
heygetat
tr
act
edwi
tht
hecar
sandmoney.
"
Ishr
uggedagai
n.
"Onabri
ghtersi
de,
didyour
eal
lyt
alkwi
th
Luncumo?"
"
YeahIDi
d,t
hankyouBaf
oforf
indi
nghernumber
"
Henods
"Anyt
hingf
oryoubr
o.Soyougoi
ngaf
teryourbr
o's
gir
l?"
"Musamessedupbra.ButifLuncumoagr
eestobe
i
naRel at
ionshi
pwi
thme,iwon' tr
ubi
tOnhisface.
Wewilltr
ytokeepi
tlowti
llwefindawaytotel
l
him"
"Whati
fLuncumodoesn'
tloveyout
hewayyou
l
oveher?Imeanshetr
iedtohookyouupwi
thone
ofherf
ri
ends."
Il
aughed.
"Alot,butmani fshedoesn'
tfeelthesamewayI'
ll
l
oveheraf ar.ImeanwhenIhear dMusasayi
ngthat
she'shisgir
lfr
iendiwasshutteredbuthewasther
e
beforemesoihadnochoi cebutt oholdmy
feeli
ngsandt reatherasaf riendaslongasshe' s
sti
llinmyl i
fe.I'
m notdoi ngt histospit
eMusaor
somet hingbutir eall
yloveLuncumof rom thedayI
l
aidmyeyesonhercl oser,theshockonherf ace
howscar edshewast hatday.I twasrightafterwe
tookt heI tal
ianmoney, isawherwal kingaloneandI
wentaf terherdi dn'tknowshewast hesamegi r
lI
fel
linlovewi thhersmi l
ewhenwewer einthat
restaur antinJohannesbur gmyhear twasbeat i
ng
sof astIknewihadt omakehermywi feandmy
fi
rstpr iorit
y.Imetherbef oreIknewMusawasmy
brother ,ifelli
nlovewi thherbef oreIknewshe' smy
halfbr other'sgirlfr
iend.Ireallyloveher"
"
Wel
lGoodLuckBaf
o"
"
ThankyouMan!
"
"
Letmegoshower
,ist
il
lsmel
lli
kevar
sit
ygi
rl
s"
Il
aughedShakai
sanot
herchar
act
er.
"
I'
llmakemysel
fsomet
hingt
oeat
."
Hel
aughed
It
ookt
hef
oodt
hegi
rlcookedandt
hrewi
taway,
i
washedeveryt
hingsheusedImademysel
fsome
mil
kshake.
Ican'
twai
ttoseeLuncumo,5monthswi
thout
seei
nghernorhear
inghervoi
cemademeweak.
.
.
3Mor
eInser
tlat
erOn.
.
50+COMMENTSonbot
hinser
t34&35.
THI
RTYSI
X
.
KUNGOMUSAKHANYI
LE
.
"
Youar
elat
e"
"Iknow,i
twasNqaba'sbir
thdaypar
tyyest
erdayI
gotdrunkandover
slept
."
"Youarel
uckythedoctorreschedul
eusf
ora
sessi
onintheaft
ernoon,youcangoandtakea
Showeryousmel
lofsomecheapper
fume.
"
"
Yesma'
am.
"
Iwal
kedt
omyr
oom upst
air
sandt
ookashower
.
AssoonasIf
ini
shedshower
ingIwor
edescent
cl
othes.
Itookmyphoneandl ookedatt
hescr
een,there'
sno
daythatpasswithoutmet hi
nki
ngabouther,sheis
i
nmymi ndallt
het i
me..
Sheresi
gnedasanInt
erninourcompanyand
removedourbur
sar
yfrom payi
ngforher,
butthe
companyhascover
edupherstudiesfort
hiswhole
year
..
ShewentMI A, t
heymovedf rom t
hatapartment
theywerest ayingat.Shechangedherphone
number sasWel l
,it
riedtofindawayi nseeingher
butshedidn' twantanythingassociati
ngmewi t
h
her.ThatincludesMi gcoboherbr ot
her,heblocked
mei neverything,henol ongercomest omef or
somebusi nessadvi ceandIdon' tbl
amehi m onebit,
bloodisthickerthanwat er.
IagreeImadeami st
ake,sleepingwi thRi tawasa
mi st
ake.I twasamomentofweakness, ishould've
toldLuncumot hetruthmaybewewoul dstil
lbea
coupl ebutIr uinedallofthat.Irui
nedachanceof
maki nghermywi fe,ofhavingaf ut urewi thher,with
kidsal sopartofourf ut
ure.IguessIdeser vethis
punishment ,
ishoul d'vecommuni cat edwi t
hher ,
hadachatwi thheraboutRi t
abef or et hings
escalat edbutIguessIwasl ateandal ifelesson
wasl ear ntt
hati naRel ati
onshipyoushoul dbe
honestandal wayscommuni catewi thyourpar tner
eveni fit'
ssmal lt
hings.Communi cat ionand
Honest yaret hekeyt oasuccessf ulRel ati
onship.
Itookt
hecarkeysandwal
keddownst
air
s,Ri
tawas
eati
nganIceCream.
"
Rit
abi
lewhatdi
disayaboutt
hei
cecr
eam?
"
"
ItwasJust4spoonsMusayho"
"
Okay,
givemet
het
ubt
hen?
"
Shef
rowned
"
Ha.
aRi
tadon'
ttestme"
Shecl
osedt
heI
cecr
eam t
ubandhandedi
ttome.
Iwal
kedtotheki
tchenandpour
edwat
eri
nsi
det
he
i
cecream t
ub.
"
Musawhatt
hehel
l?
"
"
Nomor
eicecr
eam f
oryouMadame"
"
Thi
sissounf
air
"
"
Let'
sgototheDoctor
,shewon'
tbeabl
eto
r
eschedul
eusagainri
ght?"
Shesulkedandwal
kedout
,if
oll
owedherandt
ook
herbag.
Noonewastal
king,
sheusual
lyt
alksbutshe'
smad
aboutt
hei
cecream.
"
Youf
ine?
"
"
Ya"
"
Youdon'
tneedanyKFC?Cozi
n5mi
nut
esf
rom
Now,
wewi l
lpassKFC.
"
"
I'
m cr
avi
ngf
orsomeBeefbur
ger
"
"
Howl
uckywear
e,t
her
e'sMacDonal
d'st
her
etoo"
Sher
oll
edhereyes.
Imadeadr
ivet
hruatMacDonal
d's.
"
Thankyou"
"
Youwel
come,
areyoust
il
lmadatme?
"
"
Nah,I
'
m notmadIwasn'tmadi
nthefi
rstplace,
i
wasj
ustsadt
hatyour
uinedmyicecr
eam. "
"
Butyouknowi
cecr
eam i
snotgoodf
ort
hebaby"
"
Butyourbabywant
sthei
cecr
eam"
"Thenhewil
lhavet
owai
tti
llhe'
s6year
sol
dto
haveanIcecream"
"What?Youmustbeonsomecheapdr ugsshame.
Mysonwi l
leati
cecream assoonashestar
t
cal
li
ngmemama! "
Ismi
led
"
Kid'
sfi
rstwor
disal
waysDada"
"
Yeah,
what
everMusa!
"
Wel
aughed.
.
"He'
ssti
llahealt
hybabyboy.He'
sgr
owingsof
ast
,
hearhi
sheartbeati
ssostr
ongandbeat
ingsof
ast
"
Doct
orRashi
disthebestGynecol
ogi
sti
ntown,
Taki
ngRit
ahereIknowmyboyi sinsaf
ehands.
"Thankyousomuch,can'
tbel
ieveRit
ais6mont
hs
pregnantnow.Onl
y3monthsleft
."
"ThisisherlastTri
mester,thingsmaychangeabi t,
shemaygi vebir
thpremat urelyandthi
stri
mester
willbeherwor st
.Crampsandf al
secontr
acti
ons,
youwi llhavetobethereforheral lt
heti
me.
Otherwi seyourBoyissti
llingoodshape."
"
ThankyousomuchDoct
or.
"
"
Alr
ight
,I'
l
lseeyounextmont
hforyourcheckup"
"
Alr
ight
,st
aywel
landenj
oyt
her
estofyourday.
"
"
ThankyouMrKhanyi
le,
youenj
oyyour
stoo.
"
It
ookthevi
taminst
henhel
dRita'
shand.She'
sbeen
l
ooki
ngatthebabyscanst
hisent
ir
eti
me.
WegotI
nsi
det
hecar
.
"
ThankyousomuchRi
tabi
lef
orgi
vingmet
hisgi
ft
ofl
if
e.Ireal
lyappropr
iat
eIt
,aft
erever
ythi
ngI
'
veput
youthr
ough,ireal
lyappr
eci
ateit
."
"I
t'
sokay.Iam sor
rytoo,idi
dn'tmeantobreakyour
Relat
ionshi
pwithAzania,ij
ustwantedyouherefor
yourchil
dthat
'sal
l.Idi
dn'twantyouback,st
il
ldon'
t
wantyouback."
"I
t'
sOkay,yougavemet heworl
dmostpreci
ousgi
ft
,
Luncumodoesn'twantanyt
hingtodowi
thmeandI
underst
and.
"
"
Youl
oveherr
ight
?Sowhydon'
tyouf
ightf
orher
?"
"Idon'
tknowRita,idon'
thavethefight
ingspi
ri
t.I
t
seemsl i
keI'
mf i
ghti
ngandI '
mloosingthebatt
le
beforeIevenst
artfi
ghti
ng.Iwil
lletherbehappy,
shedeservesit
."
"
Yousogr
ownmaan"
"
Packsofbei
ngaf
ather
!"
"
uWhoaj
ustdr
iveMusa!
"
Webot
hlaughedasIdr
oveof
f
.
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
"Si
sI'
m goi
ngt oJer
emie'
sapart
mentIthi
nkI'
ll
comebacklateron,
butI'
l
lcal
landt
ellyouifI
'
m not
comingback.
"
"
Okaybye"
"
Pleasedr
opmeinBraamf
ont
einMi
gcobo,
iam
meeti
ngmyfr
iendst
heret
oo.
"
"Lockthedooronyourwayout,
andSi
kieyoucome
backhome.Ther e'
snosl
eepi
ngoverf
oryou,you
sti
llonprobat
ion."
"ButSis,
wehave1weekbef oret
heschoolr
eopens.
Thisissounf ai
r,soMi
gcobomustgoandhavefun
andmusn' tcomebackifhewant
sbecausehe'
sa
Man? "
"AsIsai
dyoust i
llonprobat
ion,
younotsupposed
togoandmeetyourf ri
endseven,iam feel
ingki
nd
hear
tedtoletyougomeetyourf r
iendssoyoung
l
adydon'tmakemechangemymi nd."
"
Alr
ightf
ine,
I'
llbebackbef
ore12am.
"
"
Bef
ore11pm"
"
Fine"
"Lockthedooronyourwayout
,Mi
gcobodr
ive
safel
ywithmycar."
"
Sur
e,byesi
s"
"
Bye"
Theyl
eft
,I'
vej
ustshower
edsoal
lIneedr
ightnow
i
smybed.
Myphoner
ingsi
t'
sMer
y.
"
Mer
yChr
ist
mas"
"Tellmeyouarehome,imissyou.Lornahasbeena
stranger
,shedoesn'
tsl
eepathomet hesedays!
"
"
YeahI
'
m home,
youcancome"
"
Alr
ightI
'
m onmyway"
Shedr
oppedt
hecal
l.
.
Ical
ledThut
huka
"
Hel
lo"
"
Hey,
yougood?
"
"
YeahI
'
m GoodandYou?
"
"
I'
m Goodt
oo,aboutusmeet
inglat
eroncanwe
meett
omorr
ow?I '
l
lcometoyourpl
ace"
"
Whyar
ewechangi
ngt
hepl
ans?
"
"Myfri
endsar
ecomi
ngoversot
heywon'
tleave
anyt
imesoon.
"
"
Ohokaycool
,I
'l
lcal
lyoul
atert
hen"
"
Alr
ightBye"
"
Bye"
IdroppedtheCal
l,
I'
m dr
eadi
ngonmeet
ingwi
th
Thuthuka.
Onet hi
ngIknowi sthatIwanttobecl oset ohi m,
andhavemysel finhisarmsthat'
sal lthatIwant .
ButIcan'thelpbutthi
nkaboutMusa, onwhathe' s
goingtosayaboutmyr el
ati
onshipwi t
hThut huka.
I'
m surehewi l
lthi
nkI'
m usingThut hukaasa
revengeonwhathehasdonet ome, buthewon' t
knowIt r
ulyloveThuthukawithallofmyhear t
.This
wholethingisamess, thesepeoplearebr othersI
canstartawarbyget t
ingi
ntoaRelati
onshi
pwith
Thuthuka,butthehear
twantswhatitwantsand
thati
sThut huka!
.
50+COMMENTS.
THI
RTYSEVEN
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
"
Heywel
come"
Heopenedt
hedoorf
ull
ysot
hatIcanent
er.
Hewasweari
ngsweatpantswi
thnothi
ngontop,
it
l
ooksli
kehewasfr
om thegym orhewasbusywit
h
what
everhewasbusywith.
"
DidIcomei
nthewr
ongt
ime?
"
"
No,Justgotbackfrom myusualrunandIdeci
ded
t
odoal i
tt
lebitofl
egwor kandsomestomach.
Di
dn'
tknowyoucomi ngthi
searl
y."
"
Iam sor
ry,
Justdeci
dedt
ocomei
nthemor
ning"
"I
t'
sOkay,l
etmegoandtakeaShower
.Youcan
makeyoursel
fcomf
ort
able,
youknowyourway
around.
"
"
I'
llgoandmakesomebr
eakf
ast
."
"Youcanmakesomef
oryour
sel
fandShaka,
idon'
t
eatbr
eakf
ast
."
"
Alr
ight
"
Hewal
kedaway.
Thatwasawkwar
d.
Icouldn'
tstopthi
nkingabouthim.Thenight
seemedl ong,whenthesunrisedItookabatht
hen
drovestr
aighthere,
iwantedtoseehi m.
Iwentt
otheki
tchen,
hiski
tcheni
ssocl
ean.
Itookoutal
lthei
ngr
edient
sneededf
orbr
eakf
ast
andstart
edwitht
hebreakf
ast
.
"
Smel
lsni
ceher
e,NcumsHey"
"
Shaka,
hi"
"
I'
m sosur
pri
sedtoseeyouheresoear
ly,
ithought
i
twasma'am Pet
ty.She'
sourcl
eani
ngl
ady."
"
It
'sme,
sosor
ryt
otakeovert
heki
tchen"
"Noit
'
sokay,I'
mjustshockedt
hat'
sal
l,
butI
'
m glad
youhere.I
t'
sbeenquit
ealongti
me.Howyou've
been?"
"Great
,Justgotbackfr
om East
ernCapewentt her
e
forhol
idaysandtorefr
eshmymi nd.Neededthe
peacethatcomeswi t
hbeingathomeandi n
Easter
nCape."
Henodsandset
tl
eddown.
Idi
shedupf
ort
hebot
hofus.
"
Asyourf
ri
end,
wai
twest
il
lfr
iendsr
ight
?"
Il
aughed
"
Yeswest
il
lfr
iendsShaka"
"Soasiwassayi
ngasyourf
ri
end,
tellmedi
dyou
dealwi
thyourbr
eakupwi
thMusa?"
"YeahIdi
d,iknowwhatIwantandI
'
m st
andi
ngf
ir
m
onmydecision."
Henods
"I
'
m gladyoudo.Onceagai
nI'
m sogl
adt
oseeyou
here"
"
It
'sal
waysapl
easur
e"
"
Am Igoi
ngt
oseeyouher
eever
ymor
ning?
"
Il
aughed
"
Noyouwon'
t"
"Aahhsosad,iwasenjoyi
ngeati
ngbr eakf
astwith
you.Iusual
lyeatal
one,it
houghtIhaveabr eakf
ast
part
nernow."
"
Sor
ryf
ri
end,
butgetusedi
neat
ingal
one.
"
"Letmegotowor
k,t
hankyousomuchf
ort
he
breakf
ast
"
"
Wher
edoyouwor
k?"
"
AtJ&CI
Tcompanyi
nSandt
on.
"
"
You'
reanI
Tspeci
ali
st?
"
"Thebestoft
hebest
,hencei
twassoeasyt
oget
yournumber"
"
Soi
twasyou?
"
"From t
hemomentyouchangedyournumber ,
i
didn'
tgivei
ttoThuthukabecauseIwantedyouto
haveyourti
meal onewithnoonerushi
ngyouinto
something,
sothatyoucant hi
nkaboutwhat'
sbest
foryouandaboutyourhappiness.
"
"
Thankyouf
orr
espect
ingt
hat
."
"
It
'sokay,
anyt
hingf
oryouf
ri
end"
"
Okaynowgooryou'
l
lbel
ate"
"
Whyar
eyouchasi
ngmeout
?"
"Yousaidyougoingtowor
k,ithoughtyou'l
lbel
ate.
Ifyounotlat
ethenyoucanstay,iam notchasi
ng
you."
"
NahI
'
mlat
e,ByeNcums"
Hewal
kedout
.
"
Bye"
Ishout
edandl
aughed,
Shakai
ssomet
hingel
se.
Iwashedt
hepl
atesandcl
eanedt
heki
tchen.
What
'st
aki
ngThut
hukasol
ongt
oshower
?
Iwenttothel
oungeandswit
chedont
heTV,
i
watchedTheChall
engeonMTV.
Whyi
shi
sshowert
aki
ngt
hisl
ong?
"
I'
m sosor
ryIt
ookl
ong,
iwasonabusi
nesscal
l
."
Heexpl
ainsassoonasher
eachesme
"
It
'sokay"
Hesatdownnextt
ome.
"
Howyou'
vebeenNcums?Youl
ookgoodbyt
he
way.
"
"Thankyou.Gr
eatt
hankyouf
oraski
ng,
whatabout
you?"
"
I'
vebeengoodbutImi
ssedyousomuch.
"
"
Iam her
enow"
"
Iam gl
ad"
Hesmi
ledatme,
thi
smani
ssohandsome.
"
Comeher
e"
Hepat
tedhi
sthi
ghs
"
Wher
e?"
"
Onmyt
highs"
Iwi
denedmyeyes.
"
What
?"
"
Wozal
a"
Het
ookmyhandsandpl
acedmeont
opofhi
m.
Hehel
dmyhands.
"
Umuhl
eyazi
"
Hebrushedmycheeks,
thankyouBr
aGIam dar
k
ski
nned,t
hisManwil
lbethedeat
hofme.
"Fr
om thefi
rstti
meIl aidmyeyesonyousomet hi
ng
i
nmemovedbutIi gnoredi t.Youwer eina
Restaur
antwithyourf ri
ends, whatcaughtmy
att
enti
onthemostwasyourbeaut ifulsmi l
e.You
wereanAngelinmyeyes, themostbeaut i
fulAngel
,
tol
dmyselfIwon' taskforyournumber sbutshoul d
i
thappenthatiseeyouagai nI '
l
ldefinit
elyaskfor
yournumbers.WhenIsawyoui nDur banIcouldn't
bel
ievemyeyes, iknewi tthatungowamiwena,
umfaziwami.Iwasn' tbother edbyt hef actthatyou
wer ei naRel at ionshipcozIknewukut hiungowaka
Zuluwena.Iwassoshat teredwhenIcamet o
realiset hatyou' reMusa' sGi r
lfri
end.Whenyousai d
youl ovedmeatt heai r
portmyhear twasbeat ingso
fastt hatIgott enseaf t
erhear ingt hosewor dsf r
om
you.Thebr otheratt heenddi dn'tmeananyt hi
ngt o
me, cozIknewIhadyourhear talready.Ihadt o
stepbackbecauseMusawasi nt hepicture, ihadto
loveyouaf ar.Rememberwhenyouaskedmei f,i
havebeeni nl ove?Isai dYes, butIl oveagi rlI
coul dn' tgetbecauseshe' swi thsomeoneandIhave
toloveheraf arandl etherbehappy, myf irstand
Lastl ove.Thegi r
lwasyou, butIcoul dn'tgetyou
becauseyouwer ewi t
hmybr other.NotthatI '
m
rejoici ngbecauseyouar enotwi thMusaanymor e,
butI 'm gl adhesl ippedbecauseasmuchasihadt o
letyoubehappyi twasgoi ngt ohur tmei nsi de.
Ngi yakut handaLuncumo, kazengakut handaf rom
thedayIl ai
dmyeyesonyou.Ngi funaubengowami ,
iwantt ol oveyoul i
keyou' veneverbeenl oved
bef ore. "
Hewi
pedt
het
ear
sinmyeyes.
Il
aidmyheadonhi
schest
.
"
Pleaseal
lowmet oloveyouMaJola,al
lowmet
o
t
akecareofyourheartandpr
otecti
t.
"
Ihol
donhi
mti
ght
ly.
"
Promi
semeonet
hingThut
huka"
"
Andt
hati
s?"
"Promisemet hatt
heonlytear sI'
llbecryi
ngwi llbe
thetearsofJoy.Promisemet hatwhenyoudon' t
wantmeanymor eyouwi l
ltellmeandspar emet he
embar r
assmentandhear t
br eak.Promisemeyou
willl
oveme, andonlyme.Ifyoucan' tfulf
illt
hese
promisesthenIwon'tbehavi nganyr el
ationshi
p
withyou."
"
Ngi
bheke,
LookatmeNcumo.
"
Il
ookedatHi
m wi
thmybl
uryeyesi
ght
"Ipromiseyou,ipromi
seIwon'tbr
eakyourheart
,i
promiseyouthattheonl
ytear
syou'l
lbecryingwi
ll
bethetearsofJoyandIpromisetoloveyouand
onlyyou."
Hesmi
ledandwi
pedt
het
ear
sagai
n.
Ar
ghI
'
m suchacr
ybaby.
"IloveyouThut huka,somuch.Il
oveyouwithallmy
hear t
,I'
veneverlovedaMant hewayIloveyou.I'
ve
neverf el
tthi
swaywi thaMan.Don'tbr
eakmy
fragil
ehear t
."
"
Wozangi
phuze"
Ismi
ledandki
ssedhi
m.
Hi
sli
pswer
esosof
tandver
ycol
d.
Icoul
dn'
tcontrolt
hebutt
erf
li
esi
nmyt
ummy,
and
myveryfastheart
beat
.
"Ngiyakut
handaLuncumoAzani
aJol
a,soont
obe
Zulu"
"
Iloveyout
oo,
Thut
hukaZul
u"
"
Nowsl
eepi
nyourMan'
sChest
"
"
Can'
tbel
ieveI
'
minSnakepar
k"
"
Wher
e?"
"
Esi
fubeniSendoda"
Heshookhi
shead.
"
Ama2000,
wit
hthesenewconcept
sofyour
s"
Il
aughed.
Iam i
nahappypl
ace.
.
.
Sosor
ryt
hatIdi
dn'
tpostdur
ingt
heday.
Iam soBusyBat
hong,
pleasef
orgi
veme.
.
I
fyouhaven'
tjoi
nedt
heGr
oup,
pleasedoJoi
n.
.
50+COMMENTS.
HaveaGoodNi
ght
THI
RTYEI
GHT
.
SI
KELELWA"
SIKI
E"JOLA
.
"
Soear
lyi
nthemor
ning?I
'
m shooket
h"
She'
sdramat
ict
hisone,
it'
snotevent
hatear
lyi
t'
s
11am.
"
Siswentout,
don'
tknowwhenshe'
scomingback,
Migcobodi
dn'
tsl
eepathomesoideci
dedtovi
sit
t
oo"
Isatnexttoher,Nandiismyf ri
end.Theclosest
fr
iendIhadwhenIf i
rstst
eppedi natwit
s.Wedoi ng
Nursing,wemetonourf i
rstDay,wewerelostthat'
s
howwemeteversi ncethatDay, we'
vebeent i
ght
.
She'solderthanme,shet ookgapyearcozofa
Relati
onshipbackhome, shewashel dbackbya
Boyfri
endwhodi dn'
twantt oseeherbeing
successful.
"
Oht
hankyouf
orvi
sit
ingmybor
ingRoom"
"
Iwasher
eyest
erday,
youwer
en'
ther
e"
"
Iwasnur
singmybr
okenhear
t"
"
Wit
ht hatl
oserofyour
sfr
om backHome?It
hought
wedealtwi
ththat
"
"Honey,
iwentoutwit
hLerat
oandherfr
iends.Di
dI
notmeetthemosthandsomeman?Didhenotgive
methebestsexi
nthewor
ld?YhoShamehei
smy
dr
eam man"
"Thenwhybrokenhear
tifyousayhe'
shandsome
andyourdr
eam man? "
"He'smarried,whenIaskedhim atni
ghtbef
orewe
sleeptogetherhedidn'
tsayhe'
smar ri
edbutsai
d
i
t'scomplicated.
"
Il
aughed
"
SoHesmashedandi
nthemor
ninghet
oldyouhe'
s
mar
ri
ed?
"
"Br
a,i
fitwasnotf
orhi
sbr
otherIwoul
dn'
thave
known.
"
"Shamemyfr
iend.Youwi
llbef
ine,
menar
etr
ash
anyways.
"
"Yeah,butI
'
m notgivi
ngupont hatguy.Iknowhi s
house,onehel
laofabeaut i
fulhouset oo.I
i
magi nedmysel
fstayingthere,isearchedhim on
eachandeverysocialnetworkDol ol
o,can'
t
Tholakal
ali
kecan'
tf i
nd."
Il
aughed
"
Washet
hatGood?
"
"Honeyyouhavenoi
deachomi
i,
ifel
tli
keavi
rgi
n
again.
"
"
Didyouatl
eastusecondom?
"
"Yousoundl
ikeyourSi
sterr
ightnow.Butyeahwe
diduseacondom"
"Speaki
ngofthatone,iwantyout
omeether.She
knowsMi gcobo'
sfri
endjer
emiebutshedoesn'
t
knowyoumyf ri
end.
"
"
Soyouwantmet
omeett
heDr
agonLady?
"
"She'
snotthatbad, she'
sjustanoverprot
ecti
ve
sist
erthat
'sal
l.Plusshe'sthemosthilari
ousperson
I'
veeverseen,she'ssofunt obearound"
"
Ihopeshewon'
tthi
nkI
'
mler
ato"
Leratoi
stheonewhoi nf
luencedmei
ntodat
ing
olderMen,she'
sint
othat.
"
Noshewon'
t,yout
heonl
ytr
uestf
ri
endIhaveher
e.
Mor
eli
keabesti
e"
"
Thenhel
pmegett
hisman,
ipr
omi
seyouwhenI
'
m
Ri
chI
'
llt
akeyout
oBal
i"
Il
aughedNandinj
eisanot
herper
son.
"
Iwi
llmyhoney,
I'
llsur
elyhel
pyou"
"
Thenwhenar
ewemeet
ingyourSi
ster
?"
Il
aughed
"
Howaboutf
orDi
nner
?"
"
Shewi
llcook?
"
"
Yeahifshe'
shomecozshel
eftear
lyi
nthe
morni
ng."
"
Wher
edi
dshegoi
nthemor
ning?
"
"
I'
m sur
eshewentt
oherexboyf
ri
end'
sbr
other
."
"Exboyf
ri
end'sbr
other?Todowhatt
obegf
ora
Loveback?"
Il
aughed
"
No,idon'
tknowwhat'
shappeningt
herebutIt
hink
t
heyaredati
ngbutt
heyarehi
dingit
."
"Whyisshedat
ingherexboyf
ri
end'
sbr
other
?Fr
om
brot
hert
oanother
?Yho!"
"Shedi dn'
tknowt heyar ebr other
s.Shemett hebig
brotherwhenshewasi naRel ati
onshipwit
hthe
youngerbr other.Shef el
linlovewiththebigbrot
her
notknowi ngt hetruth.Whenshewasaboutt oend
thingswi t
htheyoungerbr ot
hershefoundedoutt he
truththatthey'r
ebr others.Halfbrot
hers,t
heyonly
shar eamot her."
"Yhoshit
,that
'st
hehar
destthi
ng.Buti
fhelovest
he
bigbr
otherthenshemustgethi
m, t
hehear
twants
whatitwants.
"
"
Exact
ly.
"
"Let
'sst
optal
kingaboutyourSi
ster
,andl
et'
stal
k
aboutyou!
"
"
I'
m st
il
lSi
ngl
eNandi
."
"Noworr
ieswewi l
lbesi
sterwives,
MrHot
ti
ehasa
brot
hert
hatishandsome.Wecangetmarri
edi
nthe
samefamil
yIwouldlovethat
."
"
Not
hanksI
'
llpass"
"
Don'
tsayIdi
dn'
tpl
ugyou.
"
Il
aughed
"
Soanypl
ansonget
ti
ngMrHot
ti
e?"
"How'sthisplan?Igotohishousepr et
endingtobe
drunk,I
'l
lsprinkl
emyselfwithalcoholt
hengot ohis
place,
I'
llpretendtobesti
llangr
yathi mforlyi
ngto
meabouthi shouseandtellhi
m howIf eelabout
him."
"
That'
sri
skydon'
tyout
hink?Whati
fyouf
indt
he
wif
ehome?"
"I
'
llpret
endasifI
'mlost,aslongashe' sgoingto
seeme.Hewi l
lknowwhatI 'm capableof,al
lIwant
i
sf orhi
mt obemybl essert
hat'sall
.Ijustwant
moneyandf l
ashyli
festyl
e."
"Pl
easebecaref
ulinwhateveryoudo,someti
mes
peopl
eain'
tasniceastheylook.Theycoul
dbe
danger
ousyouknow."
"He'sofLaw,he'
salawyer.He'
sjustaHotmanthat
sleepswit
hvarsi
tystudent
s,andhe'snott
hatol
d.
I'
m surehe'
sinhisl
atetwenti
es"
Inodded
"
Justbecar
eful
."
"Iwi
llbecar
efulbabes,don'
twor
ry.Wewilleatand
spendthemoneyt oget
her,I
'
vegotyoubaby."
Il
aughed
"
Pleasedon'
tdr
eam!
"
"
Don'
tbesuchamoodspoi
ler
."
Il
aughed
"
Imi
ssedyou"
Shesmi
led
"
Missedyout
oo,
alot
".
.
.
SI
MBULELE"
LELE"DYASI
.
"
Lel
e"
Il
ookatmySuper
visorGr
aceandsmi
led.
"
YesMa'
am"
"
Youhaveacal
lfr
om home"
Isi
gh,
cal
lsfr
om homear
enevergoodespeci
all
y
wit
hmysickmother
!
It
aket
hephonef
rom her
"
I'
llgi
veyousomespace"
Inodshel
eavesmei
nherof
fi
ce.
"
Hel
lo"
"Lel
eyouneedtocomehome, Mamai sinhospi
tal
andIcan'
tlookaf
terKhanyaIhaveschool
tomorr
ow."
Isi
gh
"I
'
llbet
her
etomor
rowmor
ning,
bef
oreyoul
eavef
or
school
"
"
Okaysi
sibye"
"
Bye"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
l.
"
Isever
ythi
ngf
ine?
"
GraceismySuper
visor
,she'
saver
ynicel
ady.She
underst
ands,
iam herf
avour
it
esi
nceIworkhard.I
workataGrapeVineyar
dit'
smorelikeaFar
m ora
Plaas,
westayhereandleaveonl
yonweekends
andit'
sMondaytoday.Wejustgotbackl
astni
ght
.
"Mymotheri
sinhospit
almysist
erisdoi
ngGrade
12shecan'
tlookaf
termydaughter
.Ihavet
ogo
backhome"
"I
t'
sokayLele,youareoneofourhar dwor
kersher
e.
Youarededicatedandwedon' thaveanyprobl
ems
withyou.Icanaskmyhusbandt odri
veyoutothe
Ranksincewe'refarf
rom people.
"
"
ThankyousomuchGr
ace,
mayGodBl
essyou.
"
"
Her
e'saR500buysomef
ood"
"
Thankyou"
"
I'
llgot
omyhusband,
goandf
ixyourcl
othes"
"
Alr
ight
"
It
ookof
ftheOver
allIwaswear
ing.
.
"
Mama!Mama!
"
Mycut
eli
tt
legi
rlscr
eamedassoonasshesawme.
"
KhanyakaMamakhe"
Shegi
ggl
ed.
It
ookheri
ntomyar
ms.
"
HeyBi
gsi
s,iam sol
atef
orschool
"
Zamaqui
ckl
ywor
eherbl
azerandt
ookherschool
bag.
"
Her
ebuyyour
sel
fsomel
unch"
IgaveheraR50.
"Thankyousi
s,Bye.I
'
llseeyoulater
,iwi
llcome
backlat
eIhaveaDebatetoattend."
Inodded.
Zamai sourhopef r
om thisfamil
y,she'sclever
.She
hasrecei
vedoffersfrom thebestuniversi
ti
es,she
wantstostudyLaw.She' sabeastinDebat e,she
wantstodopolit
icalLawandI 'm 100%behi ndher
al
lourhopesarei nher.
IgotpregnantwhenIwasstil
linVar
sit
y,iwas
doingmy2ndYeari nPsychol
ogyandiwas
dedicat
edatschoolihadgoodgradebutalloft
hat
changedwhenIf ellpregnantwit
hKhanya.Ihadto
dropoutandtakecar eofmyf amil
y,andIdon'
tthi
nk
Iwouldgetbackt oschoolnow, I
'mtoooldandI
haveresponsibi
li
ti
es.
Khanyai
s6year
sol
dnowshewi
llbet
urni
ng7t
his
year
.
"
Mama,
Lambi
le"
Mycut
emunchki
n.
Iki
ssedheront
hecheekandmadeWi
tbi
xforher
.
"
IloveyouNana"
Shel
aughedwi
tht
hepapf
ullonhermout
h.
"
Swal
lowyourf
oodKhanya,
don'
tbeabadgi
rl
"
Shegi
ggl
ed.
"
Iloveyout
ooMamaKhanya"
Ismi
ledandki
ssedheronemor
eti
me.
Ihavetowashandgovi
sitmymot
heri
nthe
hospi
tal
.
Idon'
tknowt
hevi
sit
inghour
s,soIhavet
ogoear
ly
sot
hatIknowt
hevi
sit
inghour
s.
.
50+COMMENTS
.
HaveaGoodni
ght
,seey'
al
lTomor
row
THI
RTYNI
NE
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
"
Ithoughtyouwer
enotcomi
ngback"
Idr
oppedt
hecarkeysont
opoft
heTabl
e.
"I
'
m sorr
yIwashel
dupsomewher
e,i
sMi
gcobo
back?
"
"
Hesai
dhe'
sonhi
sway"
Inoddedandsatdown
"
Iinvi
tedsomeonef
ordi
nner
"
Il
ookedather
.
"
Who'
sthat
?"
I
tbet
terbenotaMan
"Myfri
endNandi
,ij
ustwantyout
omeethert
hat
's
all
."
Inod
"
Thenyoucanst
artcooki
ng,
I'
m goi
ngt
orestf
ora
l
it
tl
ebi
t"
"
Canweor
deri
n?CozI
'
mlazyt
ocook"
"Yeah,youI'
l
ltransf
ermoneyi
ntoyouraccountcoz
Idon'thavecashwithme.
"
"
Okay"
Itransf
err
edsomemoneyt
ohert
henwal
kedt
omy
room.
Ist
il
lsmel
lli
keThut
huka,
hiscol
ognei
sal
loverme.
It
ookmyphoneandcal
ledhi
m.
"
SthandwaSam"
Ibl
ushed,heari
nghi
m sayi
ngsuchwor
dst
ome
soundssoforei
gn.
I'
m sousedinhim cal
li
ngmeMi ssJola,
Miss
JohannesburgandLit
tl
esister
,notSthandwaSam
butitf
eelssogoodandi tmakesmef eelsoGuf
fy.
"
Babyar
eyoust
il
lther
e?"
Ichuckl
ed
"Yes,
ijustwant
edt
otel
lyouI
'
m homeandI
'
m
safe.
"
"
Ohokay.I
'
m wor
kingont
hecasesImi
ssedt
oday.
"
"Iam sor
ryabouttoday,
idi
dn'
tmeantoover
stay
andletyouski
ppingworkbecauseofme.
"
"
Nonsense,
iwoul
dskipwor
kforyouanydayas
l
ongasI'
m wit
hyou.
"
Ismi
led
"
Okayl
etmenotkeepYou,
doyourwor
k"
"
Okay,
I'
llcal
lyoubef
oreIsl
eep.Il
oveyouOkay?
"
"
Iloveyout
oo"
"
Alr
ightbye"
"
Bye"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
lal
lsmi
les.
Ichangedtheclot
hesIwaswear i
ngandwore
somethingcomfort
ableandwarm.It
'swi
nter
,and
Johannesburgkeepsonrai
ning.
Iwal
kedt
othel
ounge,
Migcobowasseat
edt
her
e
al
onewat
chi
ngsoccer
.
"
Hey"
"
Hisi
s"
Isatnextt
ohi
m.
"
YouGood?
"
"
YeahIam gr
eat
,andyousi
s?"
"
Iam goodt
oo"
Henods
"
SiscanIaskyousomet
hing?
"
Il
ookedathi
m,hel
ookssoser
ious.
"
Yeah,
youcanask"
"
Howdoyouknowifsomeoneisri
ghtf
oryou?I
meani
fyoucant
rustt
heperson.
"
Ismi
led
"
Areyoui
nloveMi
gcobo?
"
Hel
aughed
"It
hinkso,butI'
mtooyoungt obef al
li
nginlove.I
meanI '
m doingmyf i
rstyear, I
'minVar si
tysti
ll19
yearsold.I
tcan'
tbethatser ioussoIdon' twantto
wastethegirl
'st
imeandbr eakherhear tcozIknow
Iwil
lbreakitcoziwon'tstayl oyalandlimitmy
chancesofhavinhfun."
"
Thenwhydi
dyouaskmet
hatquest
ion?
"
"
Ijustwant
edanswers,
butIdon'
tthi
nkIneedt
hem
f
ornowsodon'tanswer.
"
Il
aughed
"Justknowonet hi
ng,t
hisisJohannesburg.Not
everycutegirlyouseeisclean,somear esi
ckand
somear eevensel l
ingthemselvesforsomer easons
wedon' tknow.Ijustwantyout obecareful
,ihad
thesamet alkwithSiki
eandt hatdoesn'
tmeanI 'l
l
excludeyoubecauseyouar eaMan.Peopl eget
sickbeitaWomanorMankonkenj ekuyafana,it
's
allt
hesame.SopleaseuseProtect
ion,
useCondom
evenifi
t'
sir
ri
tat
ingyou.I
t'
sforyourownheal
thand
safet
y,j
ustbewiseandcaref
ul.
"
Henoddedandsmi
ledatme.
"
DidIevertel
lyouthatyouar
ethemostbeauti
ful
womanI'veeverseenandthebestsi
steri
nthe
whol
ewi l
dwor l
d?"
Il
aughed
"
I'
veneverhear
dyousayt
hat
."
"Wel
lyouarethemostbeaut
ifulwomani nmyeyes,
sogorgeous.Youar
ethebestsist
ereverandIl
ove
yousi
si"
Ismi
led,t
hisi
sthefi
rstt
imeMi
gcobohassai
d
somethi
ngthi
ssweettomewit
houthi
m want
ing
somethi
nginret
urn.
"
Iloveyout
oo"
Ihuggedhi
m.
"
Okay,
sibl
ingsourguesti
sher
e"
"
Thengoandopen"
Shewal
kedt
othedoor
"
Isshebr
ingi
ngaboy?
"
Il
aughed
"
Doyout
hinkIwoul
dal
lowt
hat
?"
"
Notever
"
"I
t'
sagi
rl
."
Henods.
Siki
ecameinsidewal
kingwi
thadar
kski
nnedgi
rl
,
sheisbeaut
if
ul.
"
GoodEveni
ng"
"
Eveni
ng"
Mi
gcoboandIgr
eet
edback.
"
Uhm Sisit
hisismyFriendNandiandNandithi
sis
myBi gSi
sterLuncumoandmyt winbr
other
Migcobo.
"
"
It
'sni
cet
omeetyousi
s'
ncumoandYouMi
gcobo.
"
"
It
'sapl
easur
et omeetyout
ooNandi
.Comel
et'
sgo
t
otheDi
ningtable.
"
Migcobowasonhi
sphone,
wesatdownont
he
t
able.
Si
kiedi
shedoutf
orever
yone.
"
SoNandit
ellusaboutyour
sel
fandwher
eyou
f
rom.
"
"I
'm NandiSi
bisiI
'm Fr
om KZNinPi
ter
marit
zbur
g.I
grewupt her
e,I'
m 21year
soldandI
'm doi
ngmy1st
yearinNursi
ngwi t
hSikel
elwa.
"
Inodded
"
Whodoyoust
aywi
thbackhome?
"
"Bothmypar
ent
s,2bi
gbr
other
sandayounger
sist
er"
Inodded.
"
Areyoupar
toft
hegi
rl
sthatdat
essugardaddi
es?
"
"
No,
iam notpar
toft
hat
."
"Okay,I
'm askingthatsimplybecauseIdon'twant
myl i
tt
lesist
ert oassociateher
selfwithsuch
fri
ends.Imeanshehasherent ireli
feinherhands,
schooltoattend.Idon'tjudget
heirli
fest
yle,
cozI
don' tknowt her easonbehi nd.Maybei ti
sa
situat i
onbackhomeIdon' tknow.Si kiedoesn' t
haveanybadsi t
uations.I nonecal ltoherf ather
aski ngf ormoneyhewi l
lgiveher ,sor emovi ngher
from suchf riendswasf orhert of ocusonher
schoolwor kandherdegr ee,that'
sal lt hatmat ters.I
don' twanthert obei nfluencedi nsuchl i
festyl e,and
Iwon' tall
owhert obei nfluencedasl ongasI 'm st i
ll
alive, iwanthert ohavef unl i
keanyot hergi rlinher
age.Iam notsayi ngshemusn' tdat e, butshemust
dat eheragemat esandl i
vet hel i
feaccor dingt oher
aget hatIwon' tstopherbutgui dehersameas
Mi gcoboaswel l
.Y'allcanhaveal lthef uni nt he
wor ldbutr emembert hatyouar est i
llyoungand
thatyoust il
lhavemor eti
met olive,thatwon' tstop
youf rom havi ngf unandbei ngcar efulatt hesame
ti
me.Icar eaboutyouandI '
l
lalwaysbeher ef or
you. "
Ever
yonenods,
thatmeanst
heyagr
eewi
thme.
"Iunder
standsi
si,
butI'm notl
iketheot
herfri
ends,
evenmyai mistostudyandgetmydegr ee.Youare
right
,wemusthavef unandenj oyl
if
ecauti
ously
andcareful
ly.Iwon'
tleadSikel
elwaast
raysheis
myonlyloyalandtrustwor
thyfri
endIhaveherei
n
Johannesburgsoyoudon'thavet owor
rywhenshe
i
swi t
hme. "
Inod
"
That
'
sgoodt
hen,
it'
sni
cet
oknowyouKeNandi
"
Dinnerwentonitwasnice,
thi
sNandigi r
lseems
l
ikeaNi cegir
lbutIam wat
chi
ngher ,Si
kiecan'tbe
havingbadinfl
uence.Shemustnotbeinfluenced,i
knowSi ki
elovesthi
ngsandshecanbeeasi ly
i
nfluencedsoIhavetowatchherclosel
y.
.
Myphonebeepedi
t'
samessagef
rom Thut
huka.
"
Pleasecomeout
side.
"
Icheckedthet
imei
t'
s11pm atni
ghtwhati
she
doinghere?
Iwor
emysl
eeper
sandmygown.
Iwentout
side,
it'
ssocol
dandi
t'
sdr
izzl
ing.
"
Whatar
eyoudoi
ngher
eatni
ght
?"
"
Iwant
edt
oseeyou,
iwasmi
ssi
ngyou.
"
"
Butyousawmet
hewhol
eday"
"
IGuessIhadtochecki
fiwasn'
tdr
eami
ng,
and
t
hatyoureal
lyar
emygirl
fr
iend.
"
"Il
oveyouThut hukaandIam yourgi
rlfr
iend,you
weren'
tdreamingatall
.Allt
houghitfeelsli
kea
dream,youarenotdreamingit
'sareali
ty."
Icuppedhi
sfaceandki
ssedhi
m onhi
sli
ps.
"Il
oveyoutooSthandwaSam, your i
ght
.Iam not
dreami
ngthisi
sar eal
it
y.ButIsti
llcan'
tbel
ievei
t.
"
"Youbet
terbel
ievei
tsi
r,andIam notgoi
ng
anywher
e,andi
yindawo"
"Wheredidyouthi
nkyouweregoi
ng?Yourightyou
notgoinganywher
e.Youar
emi net
il
ldeat
hdous
apart
."
Ismi
ledathi
m,he'
ssuchadr
eam.
"OkaynowthatI'
veseenyou,letmedr
iveback
home.Iwil
lsurel
ysleeppeaceful
."
Ismi
led
"
Met oo,iwil
lsl
eeppeacef
ulknowi
ngt
hatt
heman
t
hatIloveiswit
hmeandwear ei
naRel
ati
onshi
p."
"Thankyouf orgi
vingmeachanceNcumo, t
hank
youf orgivi
ngmeapl at
for
mtoloveyouandmake
youhappy.Thankyouf orbei
ngahugepartofmy
l
ife,Iloveyou.
"
"Il
oveyoumor
e,t
hankyout
oof
orcomi
ngi
nmy
Lif
e."
"
Alr
ightl
etmegetmyGoodni
ghtki
ssandl
eave.
"
Il
aughed.
Weki
ssed
"
Goodni
ghtbabe"
"Goodni
ghtmyl
ove,
pleasecal
lwhenyouar
ri
veat
home."
"
Iwi
ll
"
Ipeckedhisl
ipst
henwal
kedout,ir
ani
ntot
he
housesincei
twasnowrai
ning.
.
I
t'
srai
ningsoheavi
lyIdon'
twantt
ogetoutofmy
car
.
Iam soner
vousIam t
hinkingofdri
vingbackand
gosleepi
nmycomf or
tablebed,butIdeci
dednotto.
If
inal
lygat
hert
hecour
age,
iopenedt
hedoorand
l
ockedmycar.
ThankGodI'm wear
ingsneaker
sImakeaf
astr
un
tothedoor
.
Ir
ingabel
l.
Myhandsar
eshaki
ng,
myhear
tisbeat
ingsof
ast
.
TheDooropensandtheSmil
ehehadonhisface
turnedi
ntoaf
rown,aver
yconfusi
ngunr
eadabl
e
face.
"
Ncumo"
Iswal
lowmysal
ivaandcl
ear
edmyt
hroat
.
"
Musa"
Isayl
oudenough!
.
.
.
50+COMMENTSont
hisI
nser
t.
.
St
il
lbusy,
iwi
llwr
it
ewhenican.
Lovey'
al
l
FORTY
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
"
Pleasecomei
n"
InoddedandwalkedInsi
de,hishousewassowar
m
i
twasn'tf
reezi
ngjustl
ikeoutsi
de.
Rit
awasseatedont
hecouchwi
thf
leecebl
anket
cover
ingherup.
"
OhLuncumohi
"
Shewassoshockedt
oseemeandner
voust
oo.
"
Hel
lo"
Isatataf
arcouchawayf
rom t
hem.
"
Doyouneedanythi
ngtodr
inkcof
feeoryour
f
avour
it
eHotchocol
ate?
"
Musaof
fer
ed
"NoI'
mf i
net
hanks,
iwant
edt
otal
ktoyou
pri
vat
ely.
"
"
Ohsor
ry,
letmegi
veyout
wosomespace"
Ri
tast
oodupwi
tht
hef
leecest
il
lcover
ingher
.
Herpant
iesdroppedonthefloor
,shepi
ckedthem
up.I
twasevidenttheywerehavi
ngsexortheyhad
sexandnowt heywerecuddl
ing.
Shef
inal
lywal
kedupst
air
sanddi
ssaper
ead.
Musacameandsatcl
osert
ome.
"
LookIam sor
ryLuncumo.
"
"
WhyMusa?
"
Ij
ustneedanswer stoletgooft hi
sRelati
onshi
pfor
good.Iwashappyi nthisRelat
ionshi
pandIwon' t
j
ustforgetabouti
teasil
y.Ijustneedclosuret
hat'
s
al
l.
"
Itwasami
stake,
idi
dn'
tmeant
osl
eepwi
thher
.I
pr
omi
seyouNcumo,
Itwasami
stake.
"
Inodded
"Thenwhydidn'
tyoutellmeRi
tawasback?Imean
youwould'
veavoidedthatmi
stakeofyour
sto
happen"
"
Iwasscar
edt
hatIwi
lll
ooseyou.
"
"
Andyoul
oosedme,
sowhycoul
dn'
tyour
iskt
ell
ing
me?
"
"
Iwasgoingt
otel
lyou,
whent
het
imewasr
ight
.But
Ri
tabeatmei
ntoi
t"
Inodded
"It
'sokayMusa,iam notangr yatyou.Iwil
lneverbe
angryatyounever.Iam happyf oryou,iam happy
thatyouaregoi
ngt obeaf athersoon.
Congratul
ati
onsMusa, iam happyf oryou.
"
"
Luncumopl
easedon'
tdot
his"
"
Iam real
lyhappyforyouMusa,youar
egoi
ngt
obe
afat
her.Iam congr
atul
ati
ngyou"
"
Wel
lThankYou"
Inodded
"MusaiWantyout ohearthi
sfrom meandnotf r
om
anyone.Iam inaRelati
onship,ihavemovedonj ust
l
ikeyou.Youhadyourf airchanceandYour uinedit
,
nowIwantyout oal l
owmet obehappyjustasyou
arehappywithRita.Iam notheretorubmy
rel
ati
onshipinyourfacebutIwantyout oletmego,
l
etmegof r
om yourheart.Letmegomywayand
spreadmywi ngs,sothatIcanbehappyt hat'
sall
thatIwant.
"
Henodswi
pinghi
stear
s
"Il
oveyouLuncumo, iwil
lneverstoplovingyou.I
am letti
ngyougobecauseIl oveyouandiwantyou
tobehappy, idon'twantt ostandbeforeyour
happiness.Iam happyt hatyouar eina
Relationshipbutsadt hatyou' vemovedonwi thout
hearingmyexpl anati
on,butIgetyou.Icoul dn'
t
explainwhyIdi dt hatcozt herewasnor eason
behindi t
,itwasj ustami stake."
Ihel
dhi
shands
"
Iwi
llal
waysbeaf
ri
endt
oyouMusa,
nowpl
ease
focusonRi taandyourunbor nchil
d.Theyneedyou
themost ,youhaveyourf amilynow.Ther ewil
l
neverbeMusaandNcumoagai n,i
tended.I twasa
greatj
our ney,ienj
oyedbeingcherishedandl oved
byyou, ienjoyedeverybitofourRelati
onship.The
sparkthatwehad, it'
snotthereanymor eandwe
can'tf
orcei t
.It'
sdone,youandIar ehistorynow.I
wishyoual lthebestKungomusa. "
Iki
ssedhi
m onhi
sfor
ehead,
andbr
ushedhi
shad.
"
GoodbyeMusa"
Ist
oodupandwal
kedt
othedoor
.
"
Ncumo"
It
urnedback
"
Iwi
shyoual
lthebesti
nyourl
if
e."
"
Thankyou"
Iopenedt
hedoor
.
Thefr
eezi
ngwindgi
vesmeashockassoonasI
st
eppedout.
Igoti
nsi
demycaranddr
oveof
f.
Theweightonmyshoul
der
shavebeenl
if
tedof
f,i
feelf
reer
ightnow.
.
Icanfi
nal
lyl
oveThut
hukawholeheart
edl
ywi
thout
anydoubt
saboutmypastr
elat
ionshi
p.
Butonethingthatwil
lmessever
ythi
ngi
sthat
,he'
s
Musa'sbigbrother
.
Andwhent hetrut
hcomes, i
twil
lbeawari twon't
benice.Idon'tevenknowwhattodonorsayabout
thi
ssituat
ion.IwishIcouldunr
elatethem, because
Idon'
twantt ocomei nbetweenbrothers.Butwe
can'
tchoosewhot olove,
theheartwantswhati t
wants!.
Butwi
llcr
osst
hatbr
idgewhenweappr
oachi
t.
.
.
SI
MBULELE"
LELE"DYASI
.
"
Mama,
whyar
eyoucr
ying"
Il
ookatmywombandsmi
ledather
.
"Mamaisinpai
n,butshe'
saver
yst
rongbi
ggi
rl
.
Shewi
llbefi
ne"
"
Ismamacomi
ngwi
thf
lue?
"
Ismi
ledandnodded
"
Yeahbaby"
TheDooropensZamawal
kedi
nlooki
ngt
ir
ed.
"
Siswhat
'swr
ongwhyar
eyoucr
ying?
"
Hervoi cei
sshakingasshe'saski
ngthi
squesti
on.I
didn'tmeant ocryinf
rontofthem,iwasj
ust
thinkingaboutthesit
uati
onathandandhowi ti
s
breaki ngme.
"
LetmeputKhanyat
osl
eep,
wewi
llt
alk.Yourf
ood
i
sintheoven.
"
"
IsmamaOkay?
"
"She'
sfi
neZamadon'twor
ry,
letmeputKhanyat
o
sleepwewi
llt
alkOkay?
"
"
Okay"
"
IzaKhanya"
Itookt
heheavyKhanyai
nmyar
ms,
she'
ssuper
heavy.
I
'
vej
ustbat
hedher
,al
lsheneedst
odoi
stosl
eep.
Ipl
acedheri
nsi
det
hebed.
"
Mama,
wheni
skhul
ucomi
ngback?
"
"
Soon,
shewi
llbebacksoon.
"
Shenods
"
Nowsl
eepbef
oret
hemonst
erscome"
Shegi
ggl
ed
"
Ther
earenomonstersMama,
myt
eachert
oldme
t
hatt
heydon'
texi
st"
Il
aughed
"
Okaysl
eep,sot
hatmommycanSl
eept
oo.
Remembermommyisinpai
n"
Shenods
"
Hugmemama"
Ihuggedher
,andbr
ushedherbackt
il
lIhear
dher
snori
ngali
tt
le.
Ipl
acedherheadont
hepi
ll
owandki
ssedher
.
"
Mommyli
vesf
oryouNanaandShel
ovesyouso
much"
Ikissedheronel
astt
imeandwal
kedoutoft
he
room.
Zamawasonherphonewhi
leeat
ing.
"
Didyoucheckonmamat
oday?
"
Isi
gh
"
YesIdi
d"
Il
ookedather
"
Mamai
sSi
ckZama"
"
Whatdoyoumeanshei
ssi
ckLel
ehowsi
ck?
"
"
Shehascancer
"
"
What
?"
"
Shesuf
fer
sfr
om Leukemi
aZama"
"
What
?"
Tear
sfel
lfr
om hereyesasshesobbedoutl
oud,
i
coul
dn'
tcontr
olminetoo.
"Sheneedschemother
apyZama,
andwecan'
teven
affor
diti
t'
sexpensi
ve.
"
"
Butwecan'
tletmamadi
eLel
e,west
il
lneedher
."
Inodwi
pingmyt
ear
s
"IknowSi
s,butwedon'
thaveanyt
hing.Idon'
teven
have1randonmybank."
"
Can'
tthegover
nmenthospi
talcoverchemo?
"
"Thedoctortoldmet hatsheneedschemot herapy
i
mmedi at
elyandt heGover nmenthospi talwilltake
l
ongerintreati
ngher ,shemaynotevenbehel ped.
Theywon'tcoveri t,
idon' thaveanypl anrightnow.
Gracecan'tevenbai lmeont hisone,it'
sal otof
money.Thedoct orgavemear efer
ralatNet care
Hospit
al,
it'
sapr ivateHospi talanditisexpensi ve
Zamawecan' tevenaf f
ordit"
"
Butwehaveaper
sont
hatcoul
dhel
pus.
"
"
Whoi
sthatper
son?
"
"
Khanya'
sFat
her
."
Myeyeswi
ddeninshock,
it'
sbeenyear
swithout
t
alki
ngt
oKhanya'
sFather
.NowIwi l
lhavet
ocall
hi
m andaskf
orsuchhugeamountofmoneywow.
"
Ican'
taskhi
mfort
hatki
ndofmoney.
"
"Wehavenochoi ceSisi,
weneedt ocallhim and
askforhishel
p.Ifhe'
snol ongerusi
ngt hatnumber ,
youknowwher ehest aysinKZNyougot here.It
's
aboutourMother,west i
llneedheralive,youknow
motherisoureveryt
hing.Doi tforKhanya, she
needshergrandmother,pleaseLele."
Inod
"Fi
rstt
hinginthemor
ningI'
ll
givehim acal
l,
idon'
t
wanttodistur
bhim.I
t'
slat
ealready,
I'
m sur
ehe's
busyorsleepi
ng"
Zamanods
"
ThankyousomuchSi
s,t
hismeansal
ott
ome.
"
"
TousZama,mamameansalott
othebot
hofus.
I
'
m onl
ydoi
ngthi
sformama.
"
"
Alr
ight
."
"
Idon'
twantyoutoworryaboutMama,please
f
ocusonyourstudi
es.Youcan'
taf
fordtofail
,sol
et
meworryaboutMamaandYouwor ryaboutyour
st
udi
esOkay?
"
"
Okay"
"Shewi
llbef
ine,
ipromiseyouZama.Mamawi l
lbe
herewi
thusagain,
ever
ythingi
sgoingtobefine.
Godwil
lbewithus,hewon'tl
eaveusnorfor
sake
us."
"
IknowSi
s,iknow"
Inodded.
Ineededtomoti
vatemyselfmore,shouldweloose
ourMotherever
ythi
ngwil
lberuined,she'
sourpil
lar
ofstr
ength.Wearebal
ancedit
'sallbecauseofher,
ohsohelpusGod.
Iwipedmyt
ears,ihavetobestr
ongforZamaand
myBabygir
l.Theycan'tseemethi
sbroken,
ican'
t
showmyweaknessi nf
rontoft
hem.
"
Letmegosleep,ihaveschoolTomor
row
Goodni
ghtSi
s."
"
Goodni
ghtbabe"
Shel
eavesmeal
onet
othi
nk.
I'
m afi
rm Bel
ieverofGod, ibel
ieveinGodandI
knowhewi l
lmakeawayf orus.Evenifther
eseems
tobenowayhewi l
lmakeaway, it
rusti
nhim.My
motherwil
lbehealed,I'
llgotoanyl engt
hstomake
sureshegetsthetreat
mentandsheget sbetter
!.
.
.
50+COMMENTSont
hisi
nser
t.
.
I
fyoucan'
tgi
vememoret hat50comment
sthen
t
herewon'
tbeanyi
nser
tlateron!
.
Haveagr
eatday
FORTYONE
.
THUTHUKAZULU
.
"
What
'ssoi
nter
est
ingonyourphone?
"
IlookatShakaandcarryonchatti
ngwit
hmyt eam,
there'
sabigcasethatIam cur
rentl
yworki
ngon.
"
Iam tal
kingtomyTeam, I
'm handl
ingthe
Mini
ster
'sCase.It
'sQui
teabigcase,andifIwinit
wil
ldefi
nit
elyputmycompanyongr eatheight
s."
"
Ohgoodl
uckBr
o"
"
Awe,
thankyou!
"
"
So?
?"
Il
ookupathi
m andshr
ug
"
SoWhat
?"
Hesmi
les.
"
YouandLuncumo?
"
"
Whataboutus?
"
"
What
'sgoi
ngonbet
weent
het
woofyou?
"
"
Wedat
ingShaka,
she'
smygi
rl
fr
iend.
"
Henods
"
WhataboutMusa?
"
"
Whatabouthi
m?"
"OkayBaf o,
youdoknowthatMusai
syouryounger
brotherandheisLuncumo'
sexboyf
ri
end.
"
"IknowShaka.Onet hingIknowi sthatMusais
stubborn,andhewi lldefi
nit
elyfi
ghtme.Iam wil
ling
tohumbl emysel ff
ort hesakeofpeace,iwon'
tfight
him back.Iwil
llethim channelallhi
sangerand
hatetowardsmet i
llhegetsintotermswit
hmy
Relati
onshipwithNcumo. "
"
Areyousur
eyouwon'
tfi
ghtback?
"
"Nah,ihavewr ongedhim bygoingaft
erhi sex
gir
lf
ri
end.I twi
lltaketi
mef orhi
mt oadjust,butthe
thi
ngist hatIf
ellinl
ovewithLuncumowaybef or eI
evenknowMusai smyBr other
.Sohewi llhaveto
understandeverythingi
tandgetintotermswi thit"
"Yeahyouri
ght,iwasjustshockedbyt
hef
actt
hat
youwon'tf
ightback.
"
"Idon'tf
ightwit
hmybr
other
s,ival
uebr
other
hood
andf amilyalot
."
"OkayLet
'smovefr
om depr
essingstuff
, Mandla
andthecrewwil
lbehereFr
iday.Iam sureyou
recei
vedamessagefr
om yourUncleinformingyou
aboutami
ssi
on.
"
"
YeahIrecei
vedt
hemessage,
I'
m on-
boar
ddon'
t
wor
ryaboutme."
Henods.
TheDoorBel
lrang,
ilookedathi
m.
"
Areyouexpect
inganyvi
sit
ors?
"
Iaskhi
m
"No,iwasabouttoaskyount
hesamequesti
on.I
t'
s
coldoutsi
deI
'm sur
eLuncumoyourGi
rl
fri
endis
outsi
de"
"Shewoul
d'vecal
led,
andshesai
dshehas
somewheretobetoday.Sot
hat
'snother
,bet
tergo
andopenup."
Hestoodup,
itookmypaperwor
kandever
ythi
ng
t
hatIwasusingandpackedt
hem t
oget
her
.
"
Youhaveavi
sit
or"
Il
ookatmyback,
it'
sthatgi
rlf
rom Nqaba'
sBi
rt
hday
par
ty.
"
Hi,
howcanIhel
pyou?
"
Shest
agger
sbackwar
ds,
ithi
nkshe'
sdr
unk.
"
Icamet
oseeyou.
"
"
Seeme?Am Isi
ck?
"
"
Nodummy,
ijustwant
edust
otal
kaboutus.
"
"Okayyoungl
ady,l
ookmywifecanenterany
momentf r
om now.SoIwi
llr
equestanUberforyou,
andlett
hisbethel
astt
imeyoucomeher eOkay?"
"Itwon'tbemyl astti
mecomi nghere,andIam not
scar edofyourwife.Il
oveyouThut huka,
andIwill
doanyt hi
ngtomakesur ethatyouaremine.
Includingwaiti
ngforyourwi f
etocomehomeso
thatsheseeyourmi st
ress.Iwantyouinmylif
e,
cozIl oveyousomuch. "
"
Shakapl
easer
equestanuber
"
Il
ookedatt
hisgi
rli
nfr
ontofme
"List
enher e,
andlist
encareful
lynt
ombazana.You
don'tknowme, youdon'twannaknowmecozI 'm
badnews.Ir espectwomenal otbutIdon'
ttakeshit
from one,andIwon'ttakeonefrom a21yearold.
Youwi lll
eavemyhouse, cl
ean.Shouldyoucome
backhere,tr
ustmeandidon'tmakebluntpr
omises.
Shouldyoucomeher eagai
n,yourf
amilywil
lbe
recogni
singyouatmorgue.Sonowbeagoodgi rl
andleave,I
'm sur
eyouruberi
swaiti
ngforyou
outsi
de."
Igavehert
hemoney,
sher
anaway.
Shakal
aughed
"
Didyour
eal
lyhavet
omaket
hatf
ace?
"
"
Ihadt oscar
eher,i
don'twantanyt
hingj
inxi
ngmy
r
elat
ionshipwit
hLuncumo."
Henods
"
I'
llbecooki
ng,
yougoandwor
konyourcase"
"
Sur
e"
It
ookever
ythi
ngIwasusi
ngandwentupst
air
sto
mystudyr
oom.
.
"
Youhaveaguest
"
Shakasai
dthatst
andingatmydoor
,hemoved
asi
deLuncumogotinside.
"
SthandwaSam"
"
HeyBabe"
"IguessIwil
lleaveyoulovebi
rds,
pleasecome
downstair
sandeatI '
lldi
shup"
"
Sur
e"
Hecl
osedt
hedoor
.
Imovedf
rom mydeskandwentt
oher
.
Ihuggedandki
ssedher
.
"
Howar
eyout
oday?Di
dn'
tknowyouwer
ecomi
ng"
"It
ri
edcall
ingyout
otel
lyoubutyourphonewas
notanswered,
andisawmyselfher
e"
"Iam sosor
rybaby,myphonei
sonsi
lentIwas
busywithpaper
work."
"
Okaycar
ryon,
I'
llgoandst
aywi
thShaka.
"
"
Iwasdoneanyways,
comegi
vemeonel
astki
ss.
"
Iki
ssedher
.
.
"
Yousowar
m"
"
Iknow"
Wear
einmyroom r
ightnow,wit
hthewomant
hatI
l
ovei
nmyarmswher eshebel
ongs.
"
Iwentt
oseeMusat
odaybef
orecomi
ngher
e"
"
Ohokay"
Sher
emovedher
sel
ffr
om myar
msandl
ookedat
me.
"
Areyounotgoi
ngt
oaskmewhatIwasdoi
ng
t
here?
"
"
Nah"
"
Hai
boWhy?
"
Il
aughed
"Becauseitdoesn'
tincl
udeme, it
'snoneofmy
business.Buti
fyouwantt oincl
udemeyoucant el
l
me, maybeitwasaper sonalthi
ngthatwantyou
andhi m."
"
Iwantedclosur
e,icoul
dn'
tbeinaRel at
ionshi
p
wit
hyouwi t
hunfini
shedbusi
nesswi t
hMusa.I
wantedt
hingstobedone,sothatIcanloveyou
wi
thnot
hingboundi
ngme,
wit
hnoboundar
ies.
"
Ismi
ledather
"
ThankyoumyAngel
,il
oveYousomuch.
"
"Il
oveyout
oo,
andIt
hinkI
'
m goi
ngt
osl
eepi
nyour
arms"
"Sl
eep,
I'
llwakeyouupwheni
t'
sti
mef
oryout
o
dri
vebackhome."
"
Okay"
Isnuggl
edcl
osert
oher
,il
ovet
hef
eel
ingofhavi
ng
herinmyarms.
Thi
sfeel
ssogoodandsounr eal,bei
ngina
Rel
ati
onshipwi
thherst
il
lfeel
ssounr ealt
hatIhave
tomakesureeachandeverychancethatIget
,that
shei
smi ne.
Myphoner
ingsont
hedr
essi
ngt
abl
e.
Ihavetodi
sturbhersl
eepi
ng,isl
owl
yremove
myselff
rom hert
ogoandf et
chmyphone.
"
Hel
lo"
"
Mageba"
Il
ookatthescr
een,
it'
sanunknownnumber
.
Ther
e'sonl
yonepersonwhocall
smeMageba.
"
Simbul
ele?
"
"
Yesi
t'
sme,
Unj
ani
?"
"
Iam good,
howar
eyou?
"
Ihear
dsomesni
ff
ing
"
MakaKhanyawhat
'swr
ong?
"
"
uMa"
"
What
'swr
ongwi
thher
?"
Iwal
kedoutsi
detothebal
cony,
it'
srai
ningout
side
andf
reezi
ngcold.
"
Shehascancer
,leukemi
a"
"
What
?Whyam Ihear
ingaboutt
hisnow?
"
Ir
aisedmyvoi
ceal
it
tl
ebi
t
"
Mageba"
"Don'
tMagebame,youshould'
vet
oldmet
hatt
he
secondyouknewaboutMa'sheal
th.
"
"
Iam sor
ry"
Isi
ghed
"
Iwi
llbei
nCapeTownt
hef
ir
stt
hingi
nthe
mor
ning.
"
"
Okay,
ngi
yabonga"
"
It
'sokay.Howi
sKhanya?
"
"
Shei
sfi
ne,
butt
oosmar
t.
"
Ismi
led
"
Sti
lladr
amaQueen?
"
Shel
aughed
"
Idon'
tthi
nkshewi
lleverst
op"
"
Alr
ight
,iwi
llseeyoual
ltomor
rowni
sal
ekahl
e"
"
GoodbyeMageba"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
landmademywaybackI
nsi
de.
She'
sst
il
lsl
eepi
ng.
Ibookedafl
ighttoCapeTown,ibookeditf
or
tomorrowmorning.NowIhavetotel
lLuncumo
aboutmytri
ptocapet own.
Isnuggl
edcl
osert
ohert
oher
,she'
ssowar
m andI
don'
twanthert
oleaveatal
l.
Iwishshecoul
dspendt
heent
ir
eni
ghther
e,il
ove
havingheri
nmyarms.
.
.
50+COMMENTS
.
HaveaGoodni
ght
FORTYTWO
.
THUTHUKAZULU
.
"
Thut
huka!
!"
Isl
owl
yopenmyeyes.
"
Yousai
dyouwer
egoi
ngt
owakemeup.
"
"Iam sosor
rybaby,
iover
sleptt
oo.What
'st
he
Time?"
"I
t'
s2am int
hemorni
ng,andIam hungr
y.Iam sur
e
MigcoboandSi
kiewai
tedformeti
llt
heyfel
l
asleep.
"
"
Iam sor
rybabe,
aret
heysaf
ethough?
"
"YeahtheApar
tmenti
ssaf
edon'
twor
ry.I
'
m hungr
y
Thuthuka.
"
"
Comel
et'
sgoandmakesomef
ood"
"
Whot
ookof
fmycl
othes?
"
Ismi
led
"
ItwasMe,
Jeanai
n'tcomf
ort
abl
etosl
eepi
n"
Shenodded
"
Her
ewearmysweat
pant
sbabe,
itcol
d"
Shewaswear
ingmyT-shi
rtonl
y,igavehermy
sweat
pant
ssi
nceit
'scol
d.
Wewal
kedt
otheki
tchen.
"
Whatdoyouwantt
oeat
?"
"
Anyt
hing,
buti
tmustbef
astI
'
mfami
shed"
Inodded
Imadechi
ckenst
ewwi
thf
ri
edr
ice.
"
Thi
ssmel
lssogood"
Ismi
led
"
Andt
ast
egoodt
oo"
"
Areyouachefsi
r?"
Ishookmyhead
"
ButIcancookl
ikeone"
Shesmil
edatme, shewasseat
edont
opoft
he
Ki
tchencount
er.
Igaveher
,herf
ood.
"
Pleasef
eedMe,
I'
m col
d"
"
Shoul
dImakeyouwar
m?"
Shewi
ggl
edhereyebr
owsgi
ggl
ing.
Itookherf
oodandf
edher
,she'
ssuchamessy
eater
.
"
Babe,
don'
tputal
otofpor
ti
oni
nthespoon.
"
Il
aughed
"
Don'
tmakeexcusesyou'
resuchamessyeat
er!
"
Shegi
ggl
ed.
"
Areyouf
ullnow?
"
Shenodded
"
Thankyousomuch,eventhoughi
t'
ssounheal
thy
t
oeatsuchfoodatt
hist
ime"
"
Youhadnopr
obl
em eat
ingi
tri
ght
?"
Shel
aughed
"
Yeah"
"
Goodnowl
et'
sgo"
"
Piggybackme"
"
You'
resuchababy"
Shel
aughed
Ipi
ggybackedherandmademywayupst
air
s.
Wel
aidont
opoft
hebed.
"
BabyIam l
eavi
ngf
orCapeTownt
hismor
ning"
"
Doi
ngwhat
?"
"
ARelati
veofmineisinHospi
tal
,shehasCancer
.I
j
usthear
dLastnight
,idi
dn'
tknow.Theyki
ndaneed
myhelp"
"
wow,canceri
sakil
lerdi
sease.Ihopesheget
sal
l
t
hehel
pthatsheneeds."
"
Idon'
tknow,
I'
m planni
ngonbr i
ngi
nghert
hissi
de,
t
ooneofthebesthospi
talt
hissi
de"
"
Yeah,
dot
hat
.HowAr
eyouf
eel
ingaboutThi
s?"
"
Idon'
tknowBabe,I'
m st
il
lshocked.ButonceIsee
t
hecondit
iont
hatsheisi
n,iwil
lbewor r
ied.
"
"
Ohokay,
sodi
dyoupack?
"
"
No,
iwi
llpacki
nthemor
ning"
"I
t'
sthemorningal
ready,
3am.Iam notf
eel
ing
sl
eepylet
'spack"
Shest
oodupgoi
ngt
omycl
oset
.
If
oll
owedherandt
ookoutmyt
ravel
ingbag.
"
Howmanydaysyou'
l
lbei
nCapeTown?
"
"Idon'
tknow,
ineedt
obebackher
eonFr
idayI
havesomewor kt
odo."
Shenodspackingsomeclot
hes,idi
dn'
teventel
l
herwhi
chclot
hessheshouldpack.Shepackedthe
sui
tabl
ecl
othes,shepi
ckedbett
ercl
othes.
"
Done"
"Youareali
fesaver
,iwoul
d'vepackedcl
othesthat
arenotsui
tabl
eformytri
p.ThankyouMaJol a"
Shebl
ushed
"
Youknowil
oveYour
ight
?"
Shenodsbl
ushi
ng
"
YesIdoknow,
andIl
oveyout
oo"
"
Comeher
e"
Shecameandl
aidnextt
omeont
hebed.
Iki
ssedher
.
Ipul
ledout
,idon'
twantt
orushheri
ntohavi
ngsex
wit
hme.
Ihadheri
nmyar
ms,
shewassl
owl
ydr
if
ti
ngt
o
sl
eep.
.
"
Iwi
llmi
ssyou"
"Iwi
llmissyout
ooBabe,
butIwi
llbebacksoon
okay?"
Shenods.
Shedr
ovemet
otheAi
rpor
t.
"
Okay,
pleasebehavei
nCapeTown.
"
Ismi
led
"
Don'
twor
ry,
iwi
llbeonmybestbehavi
our
."
Shesmi
led
"
Nowof
fyougobef
oreyoumi
ssyourf
li
ght
."
"
Comewi
thme"
"
Don'
tber
idi
cul
ousThut
huka,
Justgo"
"
Oucht
hathur
ts"
Shel
aughed
"
You'
resuchaDr
amaKi
ng"
Ir
aisedmyeyebr
ows
"
Canihavemyl
astki
ss?
"
"
Iam sur
eyou'
vesai
dthatat
housandt
imest
oday"
"
Yourl
ipsar
eaddi
cti
ve,
ican'
tgetenoughoft
hem"
Shegi
ggl
ed
"
GoodbyeThut
huka"
Ibr
oughthercl
osert
omeandki
ssedher
.
Shepul
ledout
.
"
Goodbye"
"
Bye"
Ir
ant
otheboar
dinggat
es.
.
Ihavear
ent
edacarf
ormyt
imebei
ngher
e.
Iam par
kedr
ighti
nfr
ontoft
heHouse.
Ist
eppedoutandmademywayt
othemai
ndoor
.
Iknockedatt
hedoor
.
TheDoorwasopenedbyKhanya'
smot
her
.
"
Mageba"
"
Simbul
ele"
Shenodsopeni
ngt
hedoorwi
del
y.
Igoti
nsidet
hehouse,
iti
sst
il
lthesamenot
hing
changed.
"
Daddy!Daddy!Daddy!
"
Shecamer
unni
ng,
icr
utchdownt
omeetupwi
th
her
.
Shei
sinmyar
msi
nnot
ime.
"
KhanyakaBaba"
Shegi
ggl
eswi
thhersmal
lsof
thandsonmyf
ace.
"
Baba"
Ismi
ledandpi
ckedherup.
"
How'
smypr
incessdoi
ng?
"
"
Iam good.LookDaddy,
thet
oot
hfai
ryt
ookmy
f
rontt
eeth"
.
Shesmi
ledr
eveal
ingt
hegapi
nherf
rontt
eet
h.
"
ThatmeansmyBabyi
sgr
owi
ng"
"
Yaas,
iam abi
ggi
rlr
ight
?"
Inod
"
Ver
ybi
g"
Shel
aughedcl
appi
ngherhands.
"
Mol
oSbal
i"
Il
ookedf
orwar
dit
'sZama.
"
Zamahi
,ai
n'tyousupposedt
obeatschool
?"
"
Nottoday,
iam notat
tendi
ng.Iwi
llbebabysi
tt
ing
Khanya"
Inod
"
Canwegot
othehospi
tal
?"
Iasksi
mbul
ele,
shenods.
"
Daddywi
llbebackokay?
"
Shenods
Iki
ssher
,andhandherovert
oZama.
"
Let
'sgo"
Wewalkedout
,iopenedthedoorf
orherand
wal
kedtomydriver
'sseat
.
Idr
ove.
"
Whi
chhospi
tal
?"
"
Tyger
ber
gHospi
tal
"
Inodded
"
Howhaveyoubeen?
"
Iaskher
"
Doyouwannaknow?
"
Inod
"Miser
able,howdoyouexpectmetobe?Whenmy
Husbandi soutther
eint
heworldhavi
ngti
meofhis
l
ifeandthewor stofi
tal
lhel
eftmewithachi
ld.I
am MiserableMageba"
Befor
eIanswerher
,myphoner
ingsandi
t'
s
connect
edonspeaker
.
"
YoucanansweryourphoneMageba"
Ianswer
ed
"
Sowhenyouar
ri
veI
nCapeTownyoudon'
tcal
l?
"
Iknewshewon'
tli
kedthefactt
hatIdi
dn'
tcal
lher
andjudgi
ngbyhervoi
ceshe'spi
ssedatme.Iam
sur
eshewaswor
ri
edaboutme,
Luncumoi
ssucha
cut
ie.
"
Iam sosor
rySt
handwaSam,
itot
all
yfor
got
."
Il
ookedatSi
mbul
ele,
she'
slooki
ngout
sidet
he
wi
ndow.
"
Yeah,
what
ever
.HaveyouseenyourRel
ati
ve?
"
"
Iam onmywayt
otheHospi
talr
ightnow.
"
"
Okayl
etmenotDi
stur
bYouar
eyoudr
ivi
ng?
"
"YesIam dr
ivi
ng,
butyou'
reconnect
edt
othe
Bluet
oot
h."
"
Ohokayst
il
l,
letmenotDi
stur
byou,
pleasecal
lme
l
ater
"
"Iwi
llcal
lYouBabe,
ipr
omi
se.
"
"
Alr
ightt
hen,
Goodbye.Il
oveyou"
"
Iloveyout
oo"
Shedr
oppedt
hecal
l.
Ther
eissi
lencei
nthecar
.
"
Whenwer
eyougoi
ngt
otel
lmeabouther
?"
Lel
easksaf
teraf
ewmi
nut
esofsi
lence.
"
Lelethi
sisnott
het
imenort
hepl
acet
otal
kabout
t
his"
"ThenwhenMageba?
.Doessheknowaboutme
andKhanya?
"
Ishookmyhead.
"
Noshedoesn'
t,
theRel
ati
onshi
pisst
il
lnew"
Shedoesn'
tsayanyt
hingshel
ooksout
sidet
he
window.
.
.
"
Soni
nlaw"
"
Ma,
howar
eYou?
"
"
Iam st
ronger
,icanf
ightt
hisyouknow.
"
"Iknowyouwi ll
,iwantyoutobet r
ansfer
redto
Johannesburgwher eIam st
ayingat.Iwanttobe
closertoYou,iwantyoutogetthebesttreat
ment
sot hatyoucanbehealedfaster
."
"
Didyout
alkaboutt
hiswi
thLel
e?"
Il
ookedatLel
e.
"
No,iwantyouallt
omovet oJohannesbur
g,ican
f
indschoolf
orZama.Iwanttotakecareofyoual
l.I
j
ustwantyourbl
essingsMa."
Shel
ookedatLel
e.
"Goandtalkt
oyourwif
efi
rst
,ifsheagr
eest
henyou
canplanever
ythi
ng.
"
Inodded
Iwal
kedout
side,
Lel
efol
lowedme.
"
Magebawhydi
dn'
tyout
ellmeaboutt
his?
"
"Icanseeyourmotherisnotingoodhealt
h,she'
s
tryi
ngbyallmeanstobestrong.Iwantyouallby
mysi de,
thecur
seandbadl ucki
sremoved.I
forgavemymother,iwantyouguystobebymy
side."
"
Whatabouther
?"
"
Who?
"
"
Thegi
rlyouwer
etal
kingt
o"
Ismi
ledather
"
Don'
twor
ryabouther
.Sodoyouagr
ee?
"
"
It
'sbet
tert
hantol
ivei
npover
ty,
youwi
llbet
her
eto
t
akecareofus.
"
"
Letmegoandtal
ktotheDir
ect
oroft
hisHospi
tal
t
otal
kaboutt
heTransf
er"
Shenods
Iki
ssedherf
orehead.
"
Iam her
eforYou,
andIwi
llal
waysbeher
e!"
Shenods.
"
Alr
ightl
etmegot
hen"
"
Magebat
hankyou,
somuch.Thi
smeansal
ott
o
me"
"YouknowLele,ipr
omisedt
otakecar
eofyouand
yourfamil
yandIam doingmyduti
esri
ghtnow.
Everyt
hingwi
llbefi
ne,
andIam heref
oryou."
"
Thankyou"
Inodded.
"
Letmegot
hen,
I'
llf
indyouher
e."
"
Okay"
Iwalkedaway,ineedt
omaket heTransf
erf
ast
erso
thatIcangobacktoJohannesbur
g.
.
.
Sosor
ryf
ornotpost
ing.
I
'
llpostagai
natni
ght
.

FORTYTHREE
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
It'
sbeen2dayssinceThuthukawenttoCapeTown
andwe'vebeentalki
ngwitheachotheroverthe
phone.Imisshim buthewassupposedt obeback
todaysi
nceit'
sFri
dayandhesai dhehas
somethingimport
anttodotodaysoidon'tknow
cozit
'
sl at
enowiam sur
ehewi
llbeher
etomor
row
morning.
Meandmygi r
lstonightwedeci
dedt
hatweare
hi
tt
ingtheClub,it
'sbeenalongti
mewit
hout
cl
ubbingorenjoyi
ngmysel f
.
Si
ncemyBr otherandSist
ercame,
iwast
hei
r
motherbusyguardi
ngthem.
Nowit'
stimeIr
eleaset
heOl
dAzani
a,iam no
l
ongerfun.
I
fI'
m notworri
edaboutMi
gcoboandSiki
eIam
worr
iedaboutMystudi
esnowIneedtoletl
oose.
"
Azani
ahur
ryup!
"
There'
snoonewhor
ushest
ogot
otheCl
ubot
her
thanMery.
"
Comi
ng"
Idi
dmyt ouchups,
ilookedatmysel
fint
hemi
rr
or
onceagai
n.
It
ookmysi
debagandwal
kedoutofmyr
oom.
"
wow"
Ever
yonei
nthel
oungei
slooki
ngatmei
nawe.
"
Todayyouar
efi
nal
lyget
ti
ngyour
sel
faMan"
Ilaugh,
nooneknowsaboutmeandThut
huka
exceptforShaka.
"
Yeah"
"
Youdon'
tsoundhappyaboutt
hat
!"
"
She'
sdat
ingt
hisone"
Mi
gcobosai
dnonchal
ant
lyHai
bot
hisBoy.
"
Me?Dat
ing?Haveyoust
art
edsmoki
ngDr
ugs?
"
"
Wher
edi
dyousl
eeponTuesday?
"
"Ineededaspace,ihadof
fi
cial
lybr
okenupwit
h
Musa.SoIwant edtobeal
one,ineededsomet
ime
alone.
"
Theynodded
"
Sor
rysi
s,it
houghtyouwer
ewi
thyourNewMan"
"
Ther
e'snonewmanMi
gcobo.
"
Henodded
"
Let
'sgogi
rl
sourr
idei
sher
e."
We'
verequest
edanUbernoonewant
stodr
ive,
and
wewanttogetdr
unk.
"
It
'smyfir
stt
imeseei
ngyouwear
ingsomet
hing
t
hisshor
t.
"
Lor
naChi
rpsi
nassoonasweent
ert
hecar
.
Thisdressi
snoteventhatshor
t,i
t'
sjustt
hatmy
behindisbl
essed.Godwashappywhenhewas
creati
ngme,soheblessedmewi t
hanext r
aAss
andIdon'tmindatal
lbutsometi
mesIdof eell
ike
bl
essingMerytoocozhehasaFl atass.
"
It
'snotevent
hatshor
tLor
nz"
Mer
yhel
psme,
ithankher
.
"
Soar
eyouoverMusa?
"
Mer
yaskInod.
"Yeah,he'
shappywit
hhisfami
ly.Iam happyt
oo,
all
Ineededwasclari
fi
cat
iononWhyhecheat edonme
that'
sall
."
Shesmi
led
"
Sopr
oudofyou.Nowyoucanpur
suet
hebi
g
br
other
."
Il
ookedatherconf
used,
whywoul
dshesayt
hat
?
Heroutofal
lpeopl
e?.
"
Nah"
"Butyouwer
everymuchinl
ovewit
hhim,
whenyou
wereinaRestaur
antwi
thMusa.Sonowi
sthel
ove
gone?"
Lor
nasays.
"
Idon'
tknowguys,
iam her
etogetdr
unkt
oday
t
hat'
sthat
!"
.
Myfavour
it
ecl
ubofallt
ime,Sai
nt.I
t'
ssofull
,you'
d
t
hinki
t'
smonthendbutit
'st
hemid-month.
"
Let
'sFoundat
abl
eint
heVI
P"
"
Yeah"
Iagr
eewi
thMer
y,Gener
ali
ssof
ull
.
Wef
oundat
abl
einVI
P.
Ther
e'st
hisnewl
yfoundr
elat
ionshi
pofmi
newi
th
AmapianoandIj ustcan'
tstopmysel
ffr
om moving,
ibl
amet hesekidsthatI'
m stayi
ngwi
ththeyl
ove
Amapiano.BeforetheycameIwasaNi ckiMi
naj
andCardiBtypeofgi r
landshakedwhatmy
mommagaveme.
"
Blueber
ryShot
sever
yone!
"
Lor
nacomeswi
that
rayf
ullofShot
smaybe20.
"
Let
'sgetdown"
Wet
ookshot
seach.
"
ToAzani
bei
ngSi
ngl
e"
Lor
nasaysr
aisi
nghershot
"
It
'sAzani
a,st
ickt
oLuncumobabe"
Wel
aughed
"
Butyeaht
oLuncumobei
ngsi
ngl
e"
Ir
oll
edmyeyesi
nwar
dlyanddownedt
heshot
s.
Wedownedal
ltheshot
sthatwer
eint
het
ray.
Thewai
terbr
oughtChampagnesonourt
abl
e.
Whydi
dwesendLor
nat
ogoandbuyusdr
ink?
Iam aSavannagir
l,wher
everIgothereshoul
dbea
Savannaonthetabl
eorIwon'tgetdrunkanyt
ime
soon.
"
Canyoupl
easeaddaCar
rypackofSavanna?
"
Iaskedt
hewai
ter
"
Yeahsur
eI'
l
lbr
ingi
tSi
ster
i.
"
Inodded.
It
ookanemptygl
assandpouredtheBl
ueSapphi
re
BombayGinonmyglassanddashedi
twit
h
Appl
eti
zer
.
Myplantoni
ghti
stogetdr
unkt
othepoi
ntt
hatI
evenfor
getmyname.
MySavannawasbr
oughtt
ome,
andIwasahappy
gi
rl
.
.
It
's2am i
nthemor
ningandIam sodr
unkIcan'
t
evenwalk.
"
Mer
ydi
dthewai
terr
equestt
heUber
?"
"
Yeahi
t'
sout
side"
It
ookmyheel
sandmybabySavanna.
Thewal kt
oout
sidei
smessy,
Lor
nai
stoodr
unk
thatshe'
svomi
ti
ngever
ywher
e.
Wef
inal
lygetI
nsi
deourr
ide.
I
ttookust
oMer
y'sFl
at.
MeryandLor
nasl
eptont
hef
loorassoonaswe
ar
ri
vedhome.
Itookoutmyphone, i
t'
sbeeninsi
demybagsinceI
l
efthome.Ididn'
teventakei
tout,wet
ookpi
ctures
andvideosusingMery'
sphone.
40mi
ssedcal
lsf
rom Thut
huka,
shi
t!
!
Ical
ledhi
m assoonaspossi
ble.
"Luncumowher
ethehel
lar
eYou?I
'
vebeencal
li
ng
you."
YhouMri
smad,
he'
sspi
tt
ingf
ir
e!
"
Chi
llwi
llYou!
.Iam f
ineandsaf
e!"
"Wher
eareyouLuncumocozyounotatyour
apar
tment
."
"
OkayDaddychi
llIsai
dI'
mfi
ne,
I'
m wi
thmyf
ri
ends"
Ibur
ped
"
Areyoudr
unkLuncumo?
"
Ir
oll
edmyeyesi
sn'
tobvi
ous.
"
YesIam.
"
"
Sendmeyourl
ocat
ionI
'
m comi
ng.
"
Hedr
opst
hecal
l,
hebanawhocal
ledwhoher
e?
Isenthi
mthelocat
ionandcont
inuedondr inki
ng
mySavanna.Thisi
stheonl
yonel ef
t,ishouldn'
t
rushdri
nki
ngit
.
IcheckmyWhat
sAppMi
gcoboi
sonl
ine.
"
Areyouguysst
il
lOkay?
"
Iaskedhi
m.
"YeahweOkay,iwaswatchingsoccer.Just
catchi
ngup.Uhm Bhut
'Thut
hukawasher etosee
You,itol
dhi
m youlef
twithyourfr
iends.
"
"
Yeahhecal
led.
"
"
Alr
ightdi
dyouguyshavef
un?
"
"YupandI '
mt helastwomanst
anding.Thetwois
outonthef l
oor,iam dr
unkAFIdon'tevenknowif
I'
mt ext
ingyouf i
ne."
Hesentl
aughi
ngemoj
is.
Il
oggedoutonWhatsAppasIwentt
ocheckon
somethi
ngtoeati
nthefr
idge.
Ther
ear
ewi
ngsThankGoodness!
Iwar
mthem up,
theyar
ehotandspi
cy.
.
Ieatal
l9wi
ngsanddr
ankmySavanna.
At
extcomest
hroughi
t'
sfr
om Thut
huka.
"
I'
m out
side"
Ir
ollmyeyesandf
ini
shmySavanna.
Il
ockedthedoorandthr
ewthekeyinsidethehouse
usi
ngawi ndowanditdr
oppedontopoft hecouch,
it
extedMerythatt
hekeyisont
opoft hecouch.
Istumbledmywayt ohi
scar
,assoonasIgot
i
nsidethecar.Thel
ookonhi
sface,hewasn'
t
pleasedatal
l.
Hej
ustdr
ovewi
thoutevent
alki
ngt
ome.
.
Ar
rivi
ngathi
shouse,
ionlyr
eali
sedthatIdi
dn'
t
br
ingmyheelsI
'
m walki
ngbaref
oot.
I
'
mfol
lowi
ngbehi
ndhi
mli
keal
ostpuppy.
Butmywal
kchanged,
iwentt
otheki
tchenand
gr
abbedabot
tl
eofwater
.
Thenmademywayupst
air
s.
If
oundhi
m undr
essi
ng.
"
Takeashowerandpleasebr
ushyourt
eet
hther
e's
anewtoot
hbr
ushinthebathr
oom."
Hesaysal
lthatandgetsont
hebedandcover
ed
hi
mselfwi
ththeblanket
s.
I'
m shooket
h,ismel
lmybr
eat
hit
'snotevent
hat
bad.
ButImakemysl
oppywal
ktot
hebat
hroom i
nsui
te.
Itookashower
,if
rozewhenIr
eal
isedt
her
e'sonl
y
coldwat
er.
Mybodywasshiver
ingaf
tert
heshower
,I'
m madat
Thut
huka.Ibr
ushmyteet
handworehisT-shi
rtand
sweat
pant
s.
Igotonbedandgavehi
m myback,
myeyeswer
e
al
readyheavy.
.
Ist
ret
chmysel
f,t
hebri
ght
nessoft
her
oom made
meclosemyeyesagai
n.
Igr
oaned,
asIgavet
hesunmyback.
Iopenedmyeyes,howdi
dint
hehel
lIendedupi
n
Thuthuka'
shouse?
!
Myheadi
ssoheavyandi
t'
spoundi
ngsof
ast
.
TheDooropens,
Thut
hukawal
kedi
n.
Hewascarr
yingat
raywi
thf
rui
tsal
adJui
ce,
wat
er
andpi
ll
s.
"
GoodAf
ter
noon"
Hegr
eet
s,ij
ustnod.
"
Thesewi
llhel
pyou"
Hehandsmet
het
ray,
butImakear
unt
othe
bat
hroom.
Ivomi
tedal
lthecont
ent
sthatwer
einmyst
omach.
Ibal
ancedmysel
fwi
tht
hesi
nk.
Iwashedmyf
aceandbr
ushedmyt
eet
h.
"
Youokay?
"
Heasks
"
YeahI
'
llbef
ine.
"
Ieatt
hefruit
saladnotal
lofi
tthoughonl
yhal
fofi
t
anddrankthejuice.
Idr
ankt
hemedi
cat
iont
hatwasont
het
ray.
"Nowgoandbat h,
I'
llmaket
hebedf
oryout
orest
aft
eryourbat
h."
Inod
It
ookashowert
hen,
wor
ethesamecl
othesIsl
ept
i
n.
Thebedwasneat lymade,il
aidont
opoft
hebedhe
coveredmewi tht
hefl
eeceandgavemeakisson
myf orehead.
"
Iloveyou"
Hesai
dthatsmi
li
ngatme
"
Iloveyout
oo"
Henoddedandbr
ushedmycheeks.
Hewal
kedoutIendedupsl
eepi
ng.
.
Hewakesmeupwi
thki
ssesal
lovermyf
ace,
i
smi
ledathi
m.
Hel
ookedatme.
"
Yousocut
ewhenyou'
resl
eepi
ng.
"
"Thankyou,
Whati
sthet
ime?
"
Iaskhim,cozIdon'
tseet
hesunandIt
hinki
t'
s
rai
ningoutsi
de.
"
It
's6pm.
"
"
What
!Whydi
dn'
tyouwakemeup?
"
"
Iam waki
ngyouup"
Isi
gh,
ifor
gethecanbest
upi
datt
imes
"
Ihadgr
ocer
yshoppi
ngtodo,weareoutoff
oodso
t
odayweweregoi
ngtobuyf
ood."
"
Iam sor
ryIdi
dn'
tknow,
butIcandi
shoutf
ort
hem"
"
Youcooked?
"
"
Someonecooked"
Inod
"
Pleasedi
shoutf
ort
hem I
'
llbedownst
air
swi
thyou
i
nnot i
me."
"
Whatshoesar
eyougoi
ngt
owearmadam?
"
Heaskedi
nSar
casm
"
Your
s"
Ist
oodupf
rom t
hebed.
"
Incl
udemei
nthatdi
shi
ngout
"
Henodsandl
eaves.
Icleant
hebed,
idon'
tseemydr
essandmyt
hong
plusmybra.
Iwearhi
spushi
nswi
thsocks.
Iaddasweat
er,
ilookl
ikeami
dgeti
nthesebi
g
cl
othes.
Il
aughatmysel
flooki
ngi
nthemi
rr
or.
Imademywaydownstai
rs,
ther
e'salotofl
aughter
andnoi
se.Whydi
dn'
thetel
lmethathehasvisi
tors.
Icomeheadtoheadwit
hawomancar ryi
nga
sl
eepi
ngcutebabygi
rl
,i
sn'
tsheheavy?Cozshe
seemsol
d.
"
Hi,
youmustbeLuncumo.
"
Ismi
le
"
Yeah,
andIam sor
ryIdon'
tknowyou.
"
"
Youwil
lknowme,
iam Si
mbul
elebutyoucancal
l
meLel
e"
"I
t'
sni
cetoknowyouLel
e,l
etmemovesot hatyou
canputt
hiscut
iei
nbedIam sur
eshe'
sheavy."
"
Ohyeah"
Imovedaside,imetf
acesthatIdon'
trecogni
ze
pl
usanotherfaceofagi
rlIthi
nkshe'
sSi ki
e'
sagei
f
notyounger
.
"
Mol
weni
"
Igr
eetever
yone,
theygr
eetbackbutt
heyoungl
ady
i
shavingnonofi
t.
Thuthukacomesf
rom t
hekit
chencar
ryi
ngabi
g
Tupperwarewi
thf
oodinsi
de.
"Babe,meetmyf r
iendsfrom KZN.Mandl
a,
Butho,Spha,ZakesandDuduzani.Thegir
lisZama
myni ece,herMot heri
stheonethat'
sinhospi
tal
.
GuysThi sismywomanLuncumo. "
Whathappenedi
ntokeepi
ngt
hingspr
ivat
e?
St
il
ltheni
ecei
sn'
tpl
easedbymypr
esence.
Lel
emakesherwayandseatnextt
othegi
rl
.
"
Uhm t
hat
'
s"
"
Lel
e,I
'vemetheralr
eady.Canwepl
easel
eave,
I'
m
wor
ri
edaboutthetwins"
Henods.
"
Goodbye"
Iwaveatever
yone,ihol
dThut
huka'
shandandwe
wal
kedsidebyside.
I
t'
srai
ning,
hiscari
sri
ghtnextt
othedoorsoIr
an
t
othecar.
Hedr
oveof
f.
"
Itseemsl
ikeyourNi
ecedoesn'
tli
kememuch"
"WhoZama?She'
slikethattoal
lthenewpeopl
e
shemeet
s,shewi
lladjusttr
ustme."
Inod
"
Howdoyouf
indLel
e?"
"
She'
sni
ce,
issheyourNi
ecet
oo?
"
Heshakeshi
shead
"
Shei
smywi
fe"
Il
ookedathi
m
"
I'
mjoki
ng,
youshoul
d'veseenyourf
ace"
Hel
aughs
"
Idon'
tfi
ndt
hatf
unny!
"
"Iam Sor
rySthandwasam,
ButWhat
'syourt
akei
n
Polygamy?"
"Iwouldnever,evermarrytoapolygamist.Idon't
seemysel fasaf i
rstwi
feorasecondwi feorat hir
d
wife.Thosekindofpeoplefindexcusei
ncheat ing
andmakei tabett
erthi
ng,cozthat'
scheating.You
can'
tlove4womanequal ly, never
!.That
'scheating
madebet t
er,iwoul
dleavet hatmaneveni fIlove
him wit
hallmyheart.Iwoul dneversett
leforless,
never!
.Areyouapolygami stwhyar eyouaski ngme
thi
squestion?"
"Whatno!.IloveYou,andIam goi
ngtomarr
yyou.I
askedthi
sbecauseoft helookyougavemewheni
saidLel
eismywi f
e,soidecidedt
oaskwhatyour
takei
nPol ygamy."
Inod
"
Iloveyou,
andonl
yyouSt
handwaSam.
"
Hebr
ushedmyt
highs.
"
Iloveyout
oobabe,
somuch"
"
Iknowyoul
oveme,
andI
'
m al
lfort
hat
."
Il
aughed.
"
Sosirwhydi
dyoumakemeshowerwi
thcol
d
wat
er?"
Hel
aughed
"
Itwasyourpuni
shment
.Youdi
dn'
ttel
lmeyou'
re
cl
ubbingwithyourf
riends,iwould'
vechi
ll
ed.Ikept
oncall
ingandnoanswer .Plusyouwerewear i
ng
oneshortdr
ess,iwaskindaj eal
ousandpissedoff
.
ButIam sorr
ySthandwaSam. "
"
It
'sokay,ishoul
d'vet
oldyou.ButIt
houghtyou
weresti
lli
nCapeTown. "
"
Wearri
vedl
ate,
andIhadtogot
othehospi
talt
hat
myaunti
str
ansfer
redt
o."
Inod.
Hepar
kedr
ighti
nfr
ontofmybui
ldi
ng.
"
Thankyouf
ort
hef
ood"
"
Youar
ewel
come"
Iki
ssedhi
m
"
Dri
vesaf
ely,
cal
lmewhenyouar
ri
ve"
Henods
"
Bye"
Ir
ant
othegat
e.
Igoti
nsi
det
hehouse.
"
Ibr
oughtf
ood"
Isai
dassoonasIgoti
nsi
det
hehouse.
Andwhatt
hehel
lisMer
ydoi
ngher
e?
"
ThankGod,
iwashungr
y"
IgaveMi
gcobot
heTupper
war
eheopenedi
t.
Ther
ewasst
eamedBr
eadandBeefst
ew.
Thesmel
lwasoutoft
hiswor
ld,
thatweal
lfounded
our
sel
vesi
ntheTupper
ware.
Weatethef
ood,noonewastal
kingj
usteat
ing.
I
ncl
udingMeryChri
stmas.
"ThatwasthebestBeefstewaf
termymom'
s
ofcour
se.Whocookedt hi
s?"
Mi
gcoboasked
"
Afr
iendofmi
ne"
Henods.
"
Itwasdel
ici
ous"
Si
kiesaysl
icki
ngherf
inger
s
"
Yeah,
whoevermadet
hisheorshei
sthebest
"
Mer
ysai
dthatl
ooki
ngatme.
Noli
es,
theBeefstewwast
hebest
,pl
ust
hebr
ead
wassof
tandfl
uffy.
Iwal
kedi
ntomyr
oom,
Mer
yfol
lowedme.
"
Who'
scl
othesar
eyouwear
ing?
"
"
Thut
huka"
Shedoesn'
tseem shocked.
"
Forhowl
onghaveyouguysbeendat
ing?
"
"
Aweeknow"
Shenods
"
Wer
eyougoi
ngt
otel
lme?
"
"
Yesof
cause,
youar
emybestf
ri
endMer
y."
"
Howdi
dMusat
aket
his?
"
"Hedoesn'
tknow,idi
dn'tt
ellhi
mthatI
'm dat
inghi
s
brot
herbutIt
oldhimthatI'
mi naRel
ati
onship.
"
Shenodsonceagai
n.
"Tel
lhim,t
ellhi
mthatyou'
rei
naRelati
onshi
pwit
h
Thuthukabefor
ehefi
ndsitfr
om someoneel
se.I
t
won' tbeni cewhenhef indsoutonhi sown, t
her e
willbewar .Butifyouarehonestwi t
hhim andt el
l
himt het ruth,
thatyouf elli
nlovewi t
hThut huka
befor eyouknewhewashi sbrother.Thatyouwer e
event hinkingofBr eaki
ngupwi thhim becauseyou
wer einlovewi t
hThut huka.Hewi l
lunderstandbuti t
won' tbeaccept edeasily.Justmakesur eyout ell
himf riend,orthingswoul dgobadf orbrothers.You
don'twantt obeknownast hegirlwhobr oke
brother supr i
ght?"
Inod
"Thenmylove,
makesur
eyoumaket
her
ight
choice.
"
"
Thankyouf
ri
endf
oryouradvi
ce.
"
"
Anyt
hingf
orYou,
nowshi
ftl
etmesl
eep.
"
"
Wher
eisLor
na?
"
"
Shewentt
ohersecr
etboyf
ri
end,
iwokeupal
one!
"
Il
aughed
"
Sor
ryf
ri
end"
"
Yeahwhat
ever
!"
Il
aughedandlai
dnextt
oher
,isl
eptt
heent
ir
eday
butst
il
lIf
eelsl
eepy.
.
.
I
t'
slongenought
ocoverupf
oryest
erday
FORTYFOUR
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
3monthsbeinginaRel
ati
onshi
pwi
thThut
hukai
s
not
hingbutbli
ssf
ul.
He'
sbeenher eforme,hehasbeenl ovi
ngmewi t
h
al
lthathehas.Hehasshownmel ovethatnoman
hasevershownme, andthatmakesmef al
linl
ove
wit
hhim harder
.
Anotherthingi
st hathe'
spati
ent
, imeanint
his3
mont hsofusdat i
ngwehaveneverhadsex, he
neveraskedorr ushedmei nt
ohavingsexwithhi
m.
Ifeelreadytohavesexwi t
hhim andIwanttomake
i
tspeci
alf
orhi
m,f
orbei
ngt
hebestboyf
ri
end.
Il
ockt
hecar
,andmakemywayi
nsi
det
hehouse.
Idon'
tknockIj
ustenter
,thedoorwasn'
tlockedI
fit
waslockedIwoul
d'veopeneditihavemyownkey.
Iam shockedtoseeZamaandherMot
heri
nthe
l
oungewat chi
ngTV.
"
Mol
weni
"
Igr
eett
heyj
ustl
ookatmeandgobackt
owat
chi
ng
TV.
Whatar etheydoinghere?Thuthukaboughtt hem a
house,ful
lyfurni
turedandhegivet hem moneyf or
grocer
iesandt hei
rneeds.Idon'tknowwhatt hey
aredoinghere,icouldsmellt
hear omacomi ng
fr
om thekitchenandIknowt herecouldbeone
personthereandt hati
sLele.
"
Lel
eHi
"
"
Ncumohel
lo"
Lel
eistheonlyper
sonthatisni
cetome,herli
ttl
e
si
sterandmotherdon'
tfeel
meandidon'tknow
why,butIdon'
tcar
eaboutthem,igi
vezerofuvks!.
"
Howar
eyoudoi
ng?
"
Iaskt
aki
ngwat
erf
rom t
hef
ri
dge.
"
Iam gooddearandhowar
eyou?
"
"
Iam good,
how'
stheJobhunt
ing?
"
"Yhonothi
ngi
sgoi
nggood,
iam event
ir
edof
searchi
ng.
"
"
Haveyouevert
houghtofwor
kingi
naCl
ub?
"
"Anythi
ngthatcomesIwoul dgofori
t,even
sweepingthestreet
s.Idon'twanttostrai
n
Thuthuka,he'
sdoingal otf
orus.PayingMama's
expensivetr
eatment,Zama'sSchoolfeesand
feedi
ngust oo.Iwanttohelphim youknow."
Inod
"Icantal
ktoafr
iendofminewhoownsscl
uband
askifyoucanhaveajobasawait
er.
"
"
Thatwoul
dbet
otal
lyhel
pful
,Thankyousomuch
Ncumo"
Ismi
leather
"
Youwel
come"
Shenodsr
etur
ningt
hesmi
le.
"
Iam cooki
ng,
shoul
dIdi
shupf
oryou?
"
"NothankyouIam f
ull
,iam f
rom homeandij
ust
ate.I
fyoudon'
tmindmeaskingnordoImeantobe
rudebutwhatbri
ngsyouandyourfamil
yher
e?"
"Mamawant edtoseeThut huka,iknowt hat
's
unnecessarybutmothercanbest ubborn.SoI
decidedtocookjustt
okil
lthetime, t
rustmewe
didn'
tknowyouwer ecomingwewoul d'vestayedat
home"
"
Noi
t'
sokayLove,
iwasher
etodr
opt
heset
oo"
Isaywi
gli
ngt
heshoppi
ngbags.
"
Ohokay"
"
Letmel
eaveyout
oit
"
Shenods.
Imakemywayupstai
rs,
ifeelsodownr
ightnow
andmypl
ansfai
leddi
smally.
Il
ookatthebagsihavewit
hme,onehasrose
pet
als,
otherhasali
nger
ieandot
herhas
champagneanddecor
ati
ons.
It
akeoutmyphoneandcal
ledThut
huka.
Hisphonei
sgoi
ngstr
aightt
ovoi
cemai
l
,hewas
supposedt
obebackbynow.
Il
aidontopofhi
sbedandcover
edmysel
fwi
tha
fl
eecebl
anket
.
I
'
vepl
acedt
heshoppi
ngbagsonhi
scl
oset
.
.
.
THUTHUKAZULU
.
"
Ndabezi
tha"
"Mageba,
I'
m sur
pri
sedt
hatyoucal
ledme.I
sitmy
dyi
ngday?"
Il
augh
"HawuBaba.Idocal
lsomet
imes,
don'
tmakemea
badson.
"
Iam onaphonecal
lwi
thmyuncl
e.
"
WhatdoyouwantThut
huka?
"
"
Can'
tIj
ustcal
lmyf
ather
?"
Hechuckl
es.
"
Shoul
dIdr
opt
hecal
l?
"
"Okayf i
ne,iwanttoengagesomeone.ButIam
scaredbaba, shewillt
hinkit'
stoosoon.I
t'sbeen3
mont hswithusdat i
ng,ijustwanttomarryherbaba.
Youknowme, iam notaRel at
ionshi
pperson,t
hat
's
whyIwantt omarryherbutatt hesametimeIdon't
wantt ofeell
ikeI'
mr ushingherintomarr
iage.
"
"
Haveyouaskedheraboutvi
ewsi
nget
ti
ng
mar
ri
ed?"
"Shei
ssti
llworki
ngongetti
ngherDegr eeandI
don'
twanttostopherfr
om attai
ningit
.Idon'
tknow
baba,
that
'sthereasonIam call
ingyou.
"
"Comewi
thhert
hissideandwewillt
alk,
andt
hat
shoul
dbethi
sweekendThuthuka.
"
"
OkayBaba,
iwi
llt
alkt
oherandaskhert
ocome
wit
hmetoKZN.
"
"
Okaykesonl
etmegetbackt
owor
k,iwi
llhear
f
rom youaboutherr
esponse.
"
"
OkayBaba"
Idr
oppedt
hecal
l,
andt
her
e'saknockatt
hedoor
.
"
Comei
n"
EmmamyPAwal
ksi
n.
"
Siryourbr
otheri
sher
e"
"
Lethi
min"
Shenodsandl
eave,
afewsecondsLat
erMusa
wal
ksin.
"
Baf
o"
"
BabyDaddy"
Ist
oodupandgi
vehi
m ahandshake.
Webot
hseatdown.
"
Ineedyourhel
pBaf
o,wi
thsomet
hingver
y
I
mportant
."
Hesaysl
ooki
ngatme.
"
Whathel
p?"
"
Doyoumi
ndcomi
ngwi
thme?
"
"
Sur
e,l
et'
sgo"
Inthesepast3mont hsI'vebeenbondingwi
thmy
brother
smor eespecial
lyNqabayomzi.Weget
alongsowellhe'sl
ikeami nime,andIwantto
recrui
thimtomygang.
"Emmapl easecancel
mymeeti
ngwiththeWat
son'
s
andreschedulei
tfort
omor
rowaft
ernoon.
"
"
OkaySi
r"
Iwal
koutwi
thMusa.
Weusehi
scart
owher
everhei
staki
ngme.
Shi
tmyphonei
sfl
atandi
twi
llgoof
fsoon.
Heparksinadeser t
edplace,
hetakesoutan
envel
ope.WhydoIhaveabadf eel
ingaboutThis
hel
pofhis,somethingi
nmyhear ttel
lsmethere's
somethi
ngwr ongjudgi
ngbyt hewayit'
spounding
sofast
,butIwillt
rymybesttokeepcalm.
Hegetsoutoft
hecarandIgetouttooandkickt
he
st
onesontheground.Ideepenmyhandsinsi
demy
pocket
s.
"
Her
eBaf
o,t
hisi
swhatIneedyourhel
pwi
th.
"
Hehandsmet
heenvel
ope.
Iopeni
t,t
her
ear
epi
ctur
es.
It
aket
hem out
,ichuckl
e.
It
'spicturesofLuncumoandme, someareour
pict
uresonl unchdates,
dinnerdatesanduski
ssi
ng,
herdrivinginsi
demyhouse.
Il
ookathi
m,hel
ookspi
ssed.Ishoul
dbet
hecal
m
oneher
e.
"
Sowhat
'
sthehel
pthatyouneed?
"
Iaskpl
aci
ngt
hepi
ctur
esbacki
nsi
det
heenvel
ope.
"
WhyThut
huka?
"
"
BecauseILoveher
"
Isayl
ooki
ngathi
m st
rai
ghti
ntheeye.
"
Butyouknewshewasmeexgi
rl
fr
iend.
"
"ImetwithLuncumoinJohannesbur
gata
Restaur
ant,waybefor
eIknewyou.Ifel
linl
ovewit
h
her,
andImetherf ort
hesecondtimeinDurbanand
Iwentf
orher.WhenIcametorealiset
hatshewas
yourGi
rl
fr
iendIst
eppedback.Butyoumessedup
bro,
andihadtofol
lowmyhear tandgoforher
"
"Jumpi
ngtomyexgi r
lf
ri
endthemomentwebroke
up?Didyouguyshaveanaff
airbehi
ndmyback?"
"Noit'
snotlikethat,igavehert
imetogetoveryou.
Ididn'
tjustj
umpi nt
oherplusLuncumoandIwer e
fri
endsandnot hingmor ebecauseshet
oldmeshe
hasaboyf ri
end."
"
Ohi
sit
?"
Her
etr
ievesagunf
rom behi
nd.
"
Youdon'
twantt
odot
hat
"
Isaycal
mly.
"
Youwi
llr
egr
eti
tdearbr
other
"
Hecockst
hegun.
Wel
ookedateachot
heri
ntheeye.
"Makesur
eyoushoott
oki
ll
,i
fnotI
'
m comi
ngf
or
You!"
.
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
Ikeptont
urni
ngandpant
ing.
Icoul
dn'
tsl
eepmyphonevi
brat
edundert
hepi
ll
ow.
I
twasanunknownnumber
.
"
Har
lot
"
He'
sbreat
hingheavi
ly,
andir
ecogni
zethevoi
cei
t'
s
Musabutwhyishecalli
ngmeaHarlot
?
"
Musa?
"
"Yourpreci
ousboyf
ri
endisl
ayingonhispoolof
blood.I
t'
suptoyoutosavehim oryouwi
llf
indhim
dead."
"
What
?Thut
huka?
"
Myhear
twasbeat
ingsof
ast
.
"Yeshim,ishothi
m.Youwon' tfi
ndanyhappi
ness
i
nyourl i
feLuncumo.From br
othertoanot
her
?Who
doesthat?Ishoul
d'veknownfrom t
hemomentyou
t
hrewyour
sel
fatmet
hatyouar
eawhor
e!"
Ibl
inkt
het
ear
s,ihaveahugel
umponmyt
hroat
.
"
Wher
e,wher
ear
eyou?
"
"
Byebi
tch"
Iwor
emysneaker
sandr
andownst
air
s.
"
Woah,
woahLuncumobecar
eful
"
"
Shaka,
Thut
huka,
Musahehe"
Tear
sar
ebl
ockingmyvi
ew,
ican'
ttal
kther
e'sa
l
umponmythroat.
"
TrackThut
huka'
sphonenowpl
ease"
Het
akeouthi
sPhone.
"
Let
'sgo,
pleasecomewi
th"
It
akehi
shandandmakear
unt
othedoor
.
"
What
'shappeni
ng?
"
Icoul
dhearLel
easki
ngbehi
ndus.
"
Wewi
llt
alkl
aterLel
enotnow"
ShakaandIgetI
nsi
det
hecar
.
"
What'
shappeni
ngLuncumo?WhyisThut
hukai
n
t
heout
ski
rtsofJohannesbur
g?"
"
Musashothi
m"
"
Letmedr
ive,
connectt
heGPSont
hecar
"
Wechangeseat
s,iconnect
edt
heGPS.
Thecari
sfl
ying,
ihavet
heur
get
ovomi
t.
.
Thecarcomesi ntohaltandIopenthedoorIvomit
allt
hefoodIhadi nmyst omach.Shakai
snowher e
tobefound,ilookaheadandThereisThuthukaon
thegroundIruntowher eheiswit
hShakachecking
thepulse.
"
Hispul
seissofai
nt,
it'
sbeat
ingsosl
owl
y.Let
's
r
ushhimtothehospi
tal
."
Inod,mymi ndisnothere.Heplacehi
m ont he
backseatIseatther
etooandplaceThuthuka'shead
ontopofmyt hi
ghs.
"
Babepl
easeopenyoureyes,
justopent
hem"
Ipl
eadwi
tht
ear
sfal
li
ngdownmycheeks.
Hecoughs
"
Pleasedon'
tcough,
pleaseSt
handwasam"
"
Mfaziwam"
Hesaysgather
ingal
lthest
rengt
hthathehaswi
th
hi
seyessti
llcl
ose.
"Il
oveyouThut
huka,ican'
tlooseyou.Pl
easehol
d
on,wegett
ingt
her
e."
Iwi
pemyt
ear
swi
tht
hebackofmyhand.
Ihavebl
oodonmyhandsandcl
othes.
Howcoul
dMusadot
hist
ohi
sbr
other
?.
"
Weher
e"
Shakapar
ksi
nfr
ontoft
hehospi
tal
.
Het
akesThut
huka,
irunt
othedoor
.
"
Hel
ppl
easehel
p!"
Iam scr
eami
ng.
.
Twomalenur
secomeswi
thaSt
ret
cherandpl
ace
Thut
hukaont
opofit
.
"
Pleaset
aket
hisf
orm andf
il
liti
n"
TheDoct
orhandsmethef
orm,
myhandsar
e
shaki
ngandbl
oodi
ed.
Il
ookup,
"Godpl
easesavehi
m."
.
.
Anot
heri
nser
twi
llbepost
edatNi
ght
!.
Enj
oyyourDay .
FORTYFI
VE
.
KUNGOMUSAKHANYI
LE
.
Ipar
kedt
hecarandj
oggedi
nsi
det
hehouse.
"Iwasbusywi
thmygi
rlwhenyoudi
stur
bedmy
peace,
whatar
ewedoi
nghere?"
Nqabaaskedtotal
lyannoyed,
Juni
ori
slooki
ngat
mepissedtoo.
Ical
ledt
hem tomyhouse, ineededsomeonet
otal
k
andmybr ot
hershappenedtobeavailabl
e.
"Idi
dsomet hi
ngbad,
andIregr
eti
tnow.Iam
scaredoftheout
come,idi
dn'
tmeantodoitIwas
j
ustmad. "
"
Whatdi
dyoudo?
"
Juni
orasked.
"
IshotThut
huka!
"
"
What
?"
Nqabaaskst
andi
ngupl
ooki
ngi
nter
est
ed.
"HeisdatingLuncumo,ishothi
m 3times.Il
eftwit
h
alotofbloodcomi ngf
rom t
hegunwounds.Ir an
andcalledLuncumo,butIdidn'
ttel
lherwhere
Thuthukais.Iam scar
edIam surehe'
sdead,he
haslostal otofbl
ood.
"
"
Wher
eist
hepl
ace?
"
Nqabaaskst
aki
nghi
scarkeys.
"
Let
'sgo"
Isay,
I'
drat
hershowt
hem onmyown.
"I
fhe'
sdeadtrustmeBafo,iam nothel
pingyou
hideadeadbodyespeci
all
ymybr other
'sbody"
Weal
lgeti
nsi
demycar
.
Juniorisawful
lyquietI'
m sur
ehe'st
hinki
ngabout
thi
ssituati
onandfindingasolut
ion.
"
Whendi
dtheyst
artdat
ing?
"
Juni
orf
inal
lyasked.
"
Theyhave3mont
hsnowdat
ing.
"
Isayl
ooki
ngahead.
"Thatmeanit
'sbeen8mont
hssi
nceyou'
vebr
oken
upwi t
hher.
"
Hesayscal
mly.
"HeismyBrotherandshe'
smyexgi rl
fr
iend.Even
thoughhesayshelovedherbef
oreheevenknew
aboutus,
heshould'vewentf
orher.Hebrokethe
brocode.
"
"
Wai
t,Luncumoi
sthegi
rlhewast
alki
ngabout
?"
Nqabadi
stur
bsmehal
fwayt
hroughmysent
ence.
"
Whatgi
rl
?"
Juni
orask.
"Luncumo,he'sthereasonherel
ocatedthissidei
t
wasnotbecauseofus.Butshet oldhimt hatshe
hasaboyf r
iend,buthesaidhewon'tpusht hi
ngshe
willj
ustl
eteverythi
nghappensnatural
ly.
"
Nqabaexpl
ains.
"
SoHewasn'
tlyi
ngt
ome?
"
Iask,
henods.
Ihi
tthest
eer
ingwheel
.
"
Shi
t"
Icur
sei
nsi
de
"
Shoul
dIdr
ive?
"
Juni
orasks
"
No,
I'
mfi
ne.
"
Ther
e'ssi
lencei
nthecar
.
Ipar
kedwher
eIpar
kedwhenIcameher
ewi
th
Thut
huka.
"
He'
sgone!
"
Isay,
wor
ri
ed.
"
Whatdoyoumeanhe'
sgone?
"
Nqabaasks.
It
urnonmyf
lashl
ight
,it
'sdar
know.
WecanseeBl
ood,
butt
her
e'snobody.
"
Doyout
hinksomeonegott
ohi
m bef
oreus?
"
Juni
orasks
"Nah,thisroadi
shardl
yused.Noonedr
ivest
his
side,
itleadstot
heforest
."
Wet
ryt
ocr
ackourheads!
"
Weneedhel
pfr
om someone"
Juni
orsuggest
s.
"
Who?
"
NqabaandIasksatt
hesamet
ime.
"
Ngwane"
Il
ookathim asifhewillsayhe'
sjoki
ng.Ishota
per
son,andthatpersonismysupposedBr other
.
Dadwouldreall
ythrowmei njai
lsametime.
"
Areyoumad,
areyouhi
gh?
"
Iaskhi
m heshr
ugs.
"Wehavenochoicebro,
wher
ear
ewegoi
ngt
ost
art
sear
chi
ngforThuthuka?
"
Nqaba'
sphoner
ings,
hel
ooksati
t.
"
It
'sShaka"
Hesays,
hecoul
dbeworr
iedaboutThut
hukanot
comi
ngbackfr
om wor
k.
"Whatam Igoi
ngtosaytohimi
fheaskabout
Thuthuka'
swhereabout
s?"
Nqabaasks.
"Puthim onloudspeaker
,tel
lhi
m youhaven'
tseen
Thuthukatoday."
Heanswer
sandputi
tonspeaker
.
"
Nqaba"
"
Shaka"
"
Wher
eisMusa?Yourbr
other
?"
"
Idon'
tknowwhyyouaski
ngabouthi
m?"
Hel
ooksatmeconf
used.
"Tel
lhim,heshouldstartcounti
nghisblessingsand
hemustlivetothefull
esthecandi eanyti
mesoon.I
don'
tmakeempt yt
hreatsNqaba, shoul
dThut huka
notmakei t
.I'
m comingf orhi
m andmor e,she
shouldsl
eepwi t
honeeye"
Hedr
opst
hecal
l,
theybot
hlookatme.
"Hei
snotjoki
ng,youshoul
dwat chyourback.He
meanteachandeverywordhesaid,j
udgingbyhis
voi
cekushubi
lef
orwenaBaf o.
"
Juni
orsayswal
kingt
othecar
.
Wefol
lowbehindhim, it
osshimthecarkeysf
or
hi
mtodrive.Iam notI
nt her
ightsensest
odri
ve,
mymindiseverywhere.
.
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
"Youcangohomeandt akeashoweryouhave
bloodal
loveryourcl
othes"
Shakasayshandi
ngmeacof
fee
"Youar
ebloodi
edtoo,andIam notl
eavi
ngher
eti
llI
knowthatThut
hukaisfi
ne.
"
Henods
"
Youl
ovehi
m?"
Heaskl
ooki
ngatmei
ntheeye
"Yes,
al ot
.Hemeansalottome,icar
edeepl
y
abouthim.Hehasshownmenothingbutl
ove.Do
youthinkhewi
llmakei
t?"
Iaskwi
pingmyt
ear
s.
"He'
sstrong,
hewillmakeit
.Hewi
lldefi
nit
elycome
backforYou,heLovesyousomuch."
"IknowheLovesme.Iam afr
aidtoloosehim, i
wouldn'tbeablet
odealwi
ththefactthathe'
snot
comi ngback.Iwanthi
mtopullt
hrough."
"
Hewi
llpul
lthr
ough,
trustme.
"
Inod,
hehugsme.
"
Idon'
tknowwhyMusadi
dthi
s"
Isayr
emovi
ngmysel
ffr
om hi
sar
ms.
"
Don'tworr
yaboutThatone,
he'
sasmal lf
ish.He
wil
lgetwhat'
sdueforhi
m,hewil
lgeti
thothot!"
Thatsoundedl
ikeat
hreatbutIdi
dn'
tmi
ndi
t.
"
MrsZul
u"
Thedoct
orshout
s.
"
YesDoct
or"
Il
ookatt
hedoct
or.
"
Tel
lmehe'
sfi
nedoct
or.
"
"
Yourhusbandi
sst
abl
e,he'
sini
ntensi
vecar
euni
t."
"
ICU?
"
Iaskwi
thhandsi
nmymout
h.
"Hesuff
eredseveregunwounds,onepenet
rat
ed
nextt
ohisheartitwasacl
oserange."
Hesays.
"
Ishegoi
ngt
obef
ine?
"
"
Thatwedon'tknowbutheispromisi
ng,he'
sone
f
ight
ingandstr
ongfel
la.Buthe'
snotbreat
hingon
hi
sown,
he'
susi
ngoxygent
obr
eat
h"
Inodmyheadwi
thabr
okenhear
t.
"Alli
t'
supt ohi
mt owakeup, i
tcantakeafewdays
forhimt owakeuporweeksmaybemont hs.His
sit
uationisnotthatstablebutwemanagedt o
stabil
izeit
,weremovedt hebullet
sthough,
wewi ll
wor kwithhimthroughoutI '
lll
etyouknowwhen
therearechangesr egardinghim."
Inod
"
ThankyousomuchDoct
or,
pleasesavehi
m."
"Don'
tworryma'am wewi
llt
ryourl
evel
bestt
osave
yourhusband"
Inod.
"
Canweseehi
m?"
Iaskni
cel
y.
"No,heisr
esti
ng.Youcangonow,changecl
othes,
sleepandcomebackinthemorni
ng.
"
"
Iam notl
eavi
ngt
il
lIseehi
m"
Ipr
otest
,ij
ustwantt
oseehi
m.
"2mi
nut
esonl
yma'
am.Fol
lowme"
HewalksaheadofmeandShakawef
oll
owt
he
r
ightbehi
ndhim.
"Wecan'tcomprehendi
fhecanhearyouornotf
or
now.Buttrybr
ingposit
ivevi
beswhenyouare
aroundhim"
Inod.
Heopenst hesli
dingdoor,
hehaspl ent
ymachines
connectedtohim.Helostalotofbloodsomeone
donatedbloodforhim,hedidn'
tevenhavetowait
foramat chhefoundoneeasi l
yhesuchaluckyand
blessedman..Ican'
tevenrecognisehi
shandsome
face.
"Iwil
lnevereverforgi
veMusaFort
his.Pl
easebe
str
ongZul u,
isti
llneedyouandIl
ovesoMuch."
It
ouchhi
sar
ms,
andr
unoutofhi
swar
d.
Shakast
opsmeandhugsme.
"Best
rongf
ri
end,
he'
sgonnabef
ine.Hewi
llcome
backt
oyou."
Inod,
notknowi
ngwhet
herI
fishoul
dbel
ievehi
m
ornot
.
"Iam pr
oudofYou,youar
est r
ongNcums.
Everyt
hingwi
llbeokayFr
iend"
Hebr
ushesmyback.
"
ThankyouShaka,
forbei
ngt
her
eforyourFr
iend.
"
"Thut
hukai
smorethanaFriend,he'
sabigbrot
her
tome.Iwil
lal
waysbether
ef orhi
m whenever
needsme."
Inodandgi
vehi
m af
aintsmi
le.
"
Ever
ythi
ngwi
llbeokay,
nowl
et'
sgohome"
Her
emovesmef
rom hi
schestandwi
pesmyt
ear
s..
Het
akesmyhandaswewal
koutoft
hehospi
tal
.
.
Sosor
ryt
heI
nser
tcamel
ate,
igotbusy!
HaveaGoodni
ght
.
Anqobi
le
SPONSORED
.
FORTYSI
X
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
Iwaswal
kingwi
thShaka,
hehadhi
sri
ghthandon
me.
"
Youf
ine?
"
Inod,
it'
sal
it
tl
ebi
tchi
ll
yout
sidebutIdr
essedup
warmly.
"
YeahIam f
ine"
WemadeourwayI nsi
de,
hegreet
edthe
Recepti
onistpol
it
elyaswepassedtowher
ewe
werelastnight
.
Thepassageisful
l,
Lel
ehersist
erandtheirMother
arehere.Al
ongsi
dewit
hThuthuka'
sbrotherst
hat
i
ncludesMusa,MaZuluisal
soherewit
hher
husband.
Icanf
eelShakat
ight
eni
ngt
hegr
iponmyhand.
"
Pleasecal
m down,
don'
tdoanyt
hingst
upi
dthi
sis
ahospi
tal
."
Henodsandbr
eat
hesoutheavi
ly.
MaZul
ucomest
ouswi
thangerwr
it
teni
nherf
ace.
"
Idon'
twantyouher
e,pl
easel
eavet
hishospi
tal
."
Ohshe'
snott
alki
ngt
ome,
whyi
sshel
ooki
ngatme.
"
Areyout
alki
ngt
ome?
"
Shechuckl
esmocki
ngl
y
"
NoI '
mtal
kingtot
hegi
rlnextt
oYou,
ofcour
seI
'
m
t
alki
ngtoyou."
Isqui
ntmyeyes,
idon'
tknowwhet
herI
'
m hear
ing
herver
ywel
l.
"It
rustedYou,ithoughtyouwer
eaGoodgirlbut
you'r
earenothingbutaGol dDi
ggi
ngsl
ut,
from one
brot
hertoanother."
ThatcutdeepbutIcoul
dn'
tgi
vehert
hesat
isf
act
ion.
"Iwantyououtofher e,I
t'
sallbecauseofyour
whor i
ngmysoni sfi
ghti
ngforhisli
fe.Youmade
brothersfi
ght,j
ustbecauseofyounondindwa.It
's
allyourfaul
tthatmysoni si
nt her
e,iwantyouto
l
eavet
hisHospi
tal
."
Shepushesmeandist umbledbackwar
dst
hatI
al
mostfellbutShakacat
chedme.
Myeyeswer
ebl
urr
ybecauseoft
het
ear
sinmy
eyes.
TheAuntcamet
oo,
shel
ookedatmei
ndi
sgust
.
"Iknewyouwer eavil
eyounglady.Iknewyour
i
nt enti
onswer
ebad, t
hemomentIsawyou.Busy
dat i
ngsomeone'shusband.
"
"
Husband?
"
I'
m sur
ethatcameoutasawhi sper
,ihavehuge
l
umponmyt hroat
.Ican'
tevenbreath,
thi
sisalast
nail
.
Who'
shusbandam Idat
ing?
"Yes,
Lel
e'
sHusband.Thuthukai
sLel
e'
shusband
heismarr
iedt
oSimbulel
e."
Icanfeelmychestcl
osingup,idon'
thaveany
answersnoranyt
hingtosay.
"
Leavenowyouwhor
e,l
eavet
hisHospi
taland
nevercomeback.Leaveourl i
ves,
andshoul dIsee
youagain,t
rustmeIwoul ddomor edamageont hat
pret
tyfaceofyours.LeavemySonsal one,wedon't
needyouinourlives.LeavemysonThut hukaalone
too,youheardhe'
samar r
iedman!.
"
MaZul
upushedmeonel astt
imeandIf
inal
lyf
ell
t
hist
imearoundcozsheusedfor
ceonmeandal l
t
heenergyIhadwasdrai
nedandIdi
dn'
tevenhave
t
hestr
engthtofi
ght
.
Shakaof
fer
edhi
shandf
ormebutIpol
it
elydecl
i
ned.
"
Isi
ttr
ue?
"
Thewordsseemedtobeleavi
ngmymouthdry,
i
don'
tknowwheretheener
gytoaskt
hatcamefrom.
"
I'
m Sor
ryNcumo"
That'
sallShakasay,andthat'
swhatIneededasan
Answer.I'
m sureeveryman'sexpl
anat
ionis'
I'
m
sorr
y'andI'
mt i
redofit.
Istoodupandwalkedoutoft
hecor
ri
dor
s,ihel
dmy
chestcozIwashavingpai
ns.
Icoul
dn'
tbr
eat
h,mychestcl
osedup.
"
Ma'
am ar
eyouokay"
Ifaintl
yhear
dthevoi
ceasIcoul
dn'
tholdmyselfI
placedmyhandsonmychestbutIfai
leddi
smal l
y
tobr eat
h,mymouthwasdr
ysowasmyt hr
oat.
Isawbl
urr
y,myeyesi
ghtwasget
ti
ngsl
imydar
ker
.
.
.
NARRATED
.
Luncomefel
lonthegr
ound,andtheNurset
hat
askedi
fshe'
sokayrantoherandshout
edforhel
p.
TheDoctor
srant
owher
etheNur
sewasshout
ing
forhel
p.
Shakasawt hesceneashewasrunni
ngaft
er
Luncumododr iveherhomecozhesawshewasn'
t
i
ntherightstat
eofmi nd.
"
What
'swr
ongwi
thher
?"
"It
hinkshe'
shavi
ngapani
cat
tack,
doyouknowher
sir
?"
"
Yes,
she'
smyl
it
tl
esi
ster
."
Shakasaidastheyr
ant
hest
ret
chergi
vingher
Oxygentobreat
h.
"
Excuseussir,
wewi l
lbebusywi
thher
.Youcan
wai
tforheroutsi
de.
"
Theypushedhi
m out
,ast
heycl
osedt
hedoor
s.
Wit
hangerhematchedtowar
dst
hewait
ingr
oom
whereThut
huka'
sfamil
ywaswait
ingat
.
Hethr
ewpunchesaf
terpunchesonMusa,hewas
l
ikeamadman.Juni
ortri
edtoStophi
m,butShaka
wasstr
ongert
hanhi
m.Heki ckedt
hedi
sor
ient
ed
Musa.
Ngwanegrabbedhi
m onthesi
de,
hecoul
dn'
tfi
ght
hi
m cozhewasanelder.
"Whyareyoubehavi
ngl
ikeahool
igan?Whoar
eyou
even?
"
MaZul
uaskedwal
kingt
oMusa.
Shakaremovedhi
msel
ffr
om Ngwaneandhe
walkedaway.
Nqabaf
oll
owedhi
m.
"
Shaka!
"
Hedi
dn'
ttur
n,hewasbackonthewardLuncumo
wasi
nwaiti
ngfort
heDoctor
'supdat
e.
Heknewthathehastobether
eforLuncumocoz
t
hat'
swhatThuthukawoul
dwant.
HeknowsThut
hukawi
llbemadshoul
d
hehearthatLuncumowasmistr
eat
edbyhi
s
mother
,andt henamecal
li
ng.
"I
'm sorr
yman, iknowyouangry.Iam angryat
Musat oo,that
'snothowtohandlethingsbuthe
regret
sit.Hewasangr y,
hefel
tbetrayedandhe
actedonhi sangerwit
houtt
hinki
ngaboutt he
consequences."
Nqabasai
dandl
ookedatShakawhol
ookedathi
m
t
oo.
"Whydidn'
tyouf i
ghtyourmotherof
fLuncumo?The
namecalli
ng,youknowNcumoi snoteventhatvi
le,
she'
sjustagirlwhofoll
owedherheartshedidn'
t
deser
vethatfrom yourmother
"
Shakaasks,
runni
ngawayfr
om t
heMusai ssuecoz
al
lhewantsistoseeMusai
nahospi
talbedt oo.
"Mymot heri
sstubbor
n,butiam sur
esgedi
dn'
t
meanthat.SheadoresNcumo,andshe'
sworri
ed
aboutThuthuka.
"
"Shehasl
ostThut
hukaonceagai
n.Wannagof
ora
smoke?"
Nqabanodded,eventhoughhecoul
dn'
tunderst
and
thepartShakaj
ustsai
dthathi
smotherhaslost
Thuthukaonceagai
n.
Theywentoutforasmokenoonesai
danyt
hing,
theywer
ejustsmoking.
Shakawasnowcal
m butwor
ri
edaboutLuncumo'
s
heal
th.
HeisalsomadatThut
hukaf
orhi
dingt
het
rut
hfr
om
Luncumo.
Juni
orJoi
nedt
hem,
Nqabapassedt
heci
gar
ett
eat
hi
m.
"
Youcoolman?
"
Juni
orasksShaka.
"
Yeah"
Shakar
esponds.
Theysmokedsi
lent
ly.
"
Gent
s,I
'
llseeyou.
"
Shakasai
dthenl
eftt
hem wi
thoutr
epl
ying.
"
What
'supwi
thYou?
"
Juni
orasksNqaba.
"
What
'supwi
thme?Idon'
tunder
stand.
"
"Youneedtoplayfarawayfrom Shaka,he'
s
danger
oussodoesThut huka.Iam scaredonbehal
f
ofMusa,thesepeoplear
edanger ous.
"
Nqabal
ooksathi
m conf
used.
"
Howdanger
ous?
"
Nqabaasked.
"RobbingtheIt
ali
anscl
eanki
ndadanger
ous.Ki
ll
ing
peoplewithnoconsci
ousandremor
sekinda
dangerous."
"
Howdoyouknowal
lthat
?"
"Afr
iendofminetol
dme, heknewThut
hukafrom
somewhereandhet ol
dmeaboutthei
rshady
busi
ness,henceTheyhavelar
geamountsof
money."
Nqabanods,
wit
hal
otr
unni
ngi
nhi
smi
nd.
Shakafi
ndst
heDoct
orcomi
ngoutoft
her
oom
Luncumowasin.
"
Howi
ssheDoct
or?
"
"Yoursi
sterhadapani
ckatt
ack,shewil
lbefi
ne.
Sheisresti
ngnow,we'
vesedatedher
,youcansee
herwheni swake.
"
"
Shewi
llbef
inet
hough?
"
"Yeaht
here'
snodamagedone,
shewi
llbef
ine.She
canbedischar
gedt
omorr
ow."
"
ThankyousomuchDoct
or.
"
"Okay,
pleasecomewit
hmet osi
gnt
hef
orm,
we
needtofoll
owthef
ormali
ti
es.
"
"
Yeahsur
eDoct
or.
"
Hef
oll
owedt
heDoct
ort
ohi
sof
fi
ce.
OnThuthuka'
sside,
MaZul
uwal
kedupt
oLel
ewho
wasabsentminded.
"
Howar
eyouf
eel
ingSi
si"
MaZul
uasksLel
e.
"Iwil
lbef
ine,
ijustwantMagebat
obef
inet
hat
's
all
."
MaZulusmi
led,suchar
espect
fuldaught
eri
n-l
aw
shesai
dtohersel
f.
TheDoct
orwal
kedupt
othem smi
li
ng.
Hefrownedwhenhecamei nt
or eal
isat
ionthatt
he
Wif
eandt hebr ot
herarenothere.Hecan'tdeli
ver
t
henewst ost r
angersheneedatl eastoneofthe
t
wot hatbroughthispati
enthere.
"
Uhm Wher
eisMr
sZul
u?"
Heaskedaf
tergr
eet
ingever
yone.
"
Her
eshei
s"
MaZul
upoi
ntedatLel
e
"
Iam sor
ryma'
am butIam l
ooki
ngforMrsZul
u
whowashereLastni
ght,
whobroughtMrZul
u.I
can'
tshar
eanyinf
ormationt
oyoubecauseIdon'
t
knowanyofyourr
elat
ionsWithmypati
ent
."
"Iam hi
sMotherDoct
or,
thi
sishi
swi
feand
brot
hers.Wearehi
sfamil
y."
"Iam sorryma'am til
lIseeMr sZul
utheoneIsaw
Lastnightorthebr ot
herthatcameyesterdayIcan
giveanupdat e,ican'
tupdateyouit'
spartofthe
Hospitalpol
icyIam sor r
y.Ifyouwil
lexcuseme."
Hewal
kedaway
Lel
erant
ohi
m.
"
Justt
ellmehewi
llbef
inedoct
or,
justt
hist
hing.
"
"
Hewi
llbef
ine"
Thedoct
ornoddedatLel
eandwal
kedaway.
"
ThatWi
tch"
MaZul
ucur
sedwi
thangeri
nherf
ace.
Musawasseat edquietl
yatthefarcorner
,hi
sheart
brokewhenHi smot hercursedatLuncumo.He
knewt hatLuncumodi dnothingwrongbuthi
s
mot heri
sjustbeingamot her.Hewantedtoshi
eld
herfr
om theinsul
tsbutapartofhimthoughtt
hat
shedeserveswhatcamef orherbecauseshe
movedf r
om himtohisbrother
swithoutany
remorse,i
t'
sli
keshewantedt ohurthi
m bymoving
onsoquickly.
.
.
TheI
nser
tisSponsor
ed.
Iwon'tbewr i
tingusi
ngtheschedulet
hisweek
si
nceI '
m behind,cozIwasi
nchur cht
hispast
weekendcoul dn'twr
it
e.
I
'
llpostonbot
hpagest
il
lSunday!
ThenonMondaywewi
llst
artwi
tht
heschedul
e!
HaveaGoodni
ght
.
FORTYSEVEN
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
Il
ookedar
oundandj
udgi
ngbymysur
roundi
ngsI
'
m
i
ntheHospit
al.
AsIt
ri
edt
oseatst
rai
ghtShakawal
kedi
n.
"
Ncums"
"Pl
easeCal
ltheNurset
obri
ngmyDi
schar
ge
papers,
Iwanttobehome.
"
Henodsandl
eaves.
Hewalksbackwit
hanurse,ichangei
ntot
he
cl
othesIwasweari
ngear
li
eron.
"
Wher
eismyphone?
"
Iaskt
heNur
se.
"
Her
ema'
am"
"
Thankyou"
Iwal
kedoutwi
thShakaf
oll
owi
ngme.
Ist
andnextt
ohi
scar
,Heopenedt
hecarIgot
i
nside.
Hegoti
ntooanddr
ove.
"
Yougood?
"
"
Yeah,
Let
'sr
athernott
alk.I
'
m noti
nthemood.
"
Henodsandcont
inuedondr
ivi
ng.
It
ookourmyphoneandt
ypedi
namessage.
"Ineedyounow,moret
hanever.I
'm atmyweakest
andyout heonl
yper
sonthathasseenmeonmy
weakest"
Ipressessendandclosedmyeyes,
tryi
ngt
obl
ock
everyt
hingthathashappened.
Shakapar
ksi
nfr
ontofmygat
e.
"
LuncumoI
'
mreal
lysor
ry"
Ij
ustsmi
leandnod.
Iwal
kedout
.
"
Thankyouf
ordr
ivi
ngmehome"
Icl
oset
hedoorandmakemywayi
nsi
de.
If
oundMer
ywi
thSi
kieandMi
gcobo.
"
Sis,
howi
sBhut
'Thut
huka?
"
Si
kieasksassoonasIent
er.
Ij
ustwal
kawayf
rom t
hem asi
fIdi
dn'
tseet
hem.
Il
ockedt
hedoorofmyr
oom assoonasIgotI
nsi
de.
It
'sal
readyl
ate,
ijustwantt
osl
eepandpr
obabl
y
neverwakeupagain.
Isearchformysl
eepi
ngpi
ll
s,if
oundt
hem onmy
pil
lcabinet
.
It
aket
hej
ugofwat
ert
hati
sal
waysonmybedsi
de.
Ipopi
n2sl
eepi
ngpi
ll
sanddr
ankt
hewat
er.
Iworemywarm pyj
amasandgotonbed,
cover
ed
myselfwi
thbl
anket
s.
Iswit
chedof
fmyphoneandt
ookmyi
Podand
l
ist
enedtomyol
dsongs.
Just
inTi
mber
lake-Cr
ymear
iverwast
hef
ir
stsong
topl
ay.
Icl
osedmyeyesandal
lowedmysl
eept
oki
cki
n.

"
Youwer
emysun
Youwer
emyear
th
Butyoudi
dn'
tknowal
lthewaysIl
ovedyou,
no
Soyout
ookachance
Andmadeot
herpl
ans
ButIbetyoudi
dn'tt
hinkt
hatt
heywoul
dcome
cr
ashingdown,no"
.
.
Iwokeupt oal oudbangonthedoor
,theli
ght
bl
indedme, icoveredmysel
fwit
htheblanket
sand
groaned.
Iyawnt
ir
ed.
I
t'
s2:
30pm Iover
slept
,itmustbet
hesl
eepi
ngpi
ll
.
"
Ncuncu"
Iwi
denmyeyes,
iqui
cklyr
emovedt
hebl
anket
sand
madearunt
othedoor
.
AssoonasIOpenedt
hedoorIcr
ushedmysel
fin
herar
ms.
Iwai
ledasi
fsomeonedi
ed,
ohyeah.Someonedi
d
di
e!
Shewalkswithmei nsi
demyroom andclosedthe
doorsurel
yforSi
kieandMigcobonottohearour
conver
sati
on.
"
Crymychi
ld"
Shesaysbr
ushi
ngmyback
"
Kubuhl
unguMama"
Isaypoi
nti
ngatmyhear
t.
"I
t'
ssopainful,
it'
sasifsomeonereapedmyhear
t
outaf
terstabbingitf
orcount
lesst
imes."
"
Whathappened?
"
Sheask.
"
Canyouj
usthol
dme"
Shenodsunder
standi
ng.
ICr
yinherar
ms
"Iwanti
ttost
opMama,
pleasemakei
tst
op.I
t'
s
hurt
ingme"
"
Breat
hNcumo"
"
Ican'
tbr
eat
hMama"
Shepani
cs
"
Migcobo,
Cal
lanAmbul
ance.
"
Sheshout
sont
opofhervoi
ce.
"
Ncuncu,
PleasemybabyIknowyou'
rest
rongf
ight
t
his.
"
"
Notanymor
e,I
'
m notst
rongerMama"
Thedooropens,
Migcobowi
thaCell
phoneonhi
s
earandworr
iedMeryandSi
kel
elwa.
.
.
NARRATED
.
Ncumo'sMotherl
ookedatherDaughter
,andthe
scenei
nfr
ontofherremi
ndedherofthesame
scenet
hathadhappenedyearsbackwhenNcumo
was15yearsoldandwhenshewasst il
linhi
gh
school
.
Shenevertaughtthatherdaught
erwouldgo
thr
ought hesamet hi
ngagain.Asasthmat
icNcumo
i
s,shecouldbehavi ngaheartat
tackri
ghtnow.
She'sheavingheavil
y.
"
Howf
ari
sthe911?
"
Mr
sJol
aAsksMi
gcobo.
"
Ont
hei
rway"
"Pl
easeSearchforanAspir
ininthePil
lcabi
n,and
Merypleasebri
ngdampt oweltowipetheSweat
sheissweati
ng."
Everyonegetsbusy,Si
kel
elwaissti
llst
andingnext
tothedoorlooki
ngatherBigSist
er'
sbodyt earsar
e
fl
owinginherdarkbeauti
fulf
ace.She'sscaredon
behalfofhersi
ster
.
"
TheAmbul
ancei
sher
e"
Mi
gcobosayswal
kingout
,tof
etcht
hepar
amedi
cs.
Ther
oom i
snowf
il
ledwi
tht
hepar
amedi
cs.
"
Whatdowehave?
"
Oneoft
hepar
amedi
csasksassoonast
heycheck
uponLuncumo.
"Hear
tAt
tack,
weneedt or
ushhert
otheHospi
tal
.
Suppl
yoxygentoheraswemovehertot
hecar"
Theycommuni
cat
ebet
weeneachot
her
.
MrsJol
aCli
mbsatthebackwi
thherhandsnot
l
eavi
ngherdaught
ers.
"I
'
lldri
veri
ghtbehi
ndt
heAmbul
ancewi
tht
he
Twins."
Mer
ysaysr
unni
ngt
ohercar
.
.
Assoonastheyar
ri
veint
heHospi
tal
,theyt
akeher
t
otheEmergencyRoom.
Mr
sJol
asi
gnedt
hepaper
s.
Mer
yandTwi
nsmadet
hei
rwayt
oher
.
"
Wher
eisshe?
"
"
Emer
gencyr
oom"
Theynod,noonesaysanyt
hing,
it'
scomf
ort
abl
e
Si
lence.
Everyoneiswor riedaboutLuncumoandMr sJol
ais
askingherselfwhatt r
iggeredtheinci
dentandwhy
didLuncumocal lherhere.Itbrokeherheartt
hat
herDaught erissuffer
ingandTheyar efarawayto
takecareofher ,sheneedsanswer sfr
om the
Doctor'
sbef oreshecal l
sherhusbandandi nf
orms
him aboutLuncumo.
Shakapassest
hem buthenot
icet
hatLuncumoi
s
notwit
hthem.
"
Mer
yhi
,whatar
eyoudoi
ngher
e?"
"Luncumohadanepi
sodethi
smor
ningweyett
o
knowwhat'
swrongwithher
."
Henods
"Yest
erdayshewashere,
theDoct
orsai
ditwasa
panicatt
ackandnot
hingbig"
"
Whoar
eyou?
"
Mr
sJol
aAsks
"
I'
m Luncumo'
sfri
endShaka.Weweher
eyest
erday
t
ovisi
therboyf
ri
end.
"
Mr
sJol
anods
"
Howi
sBhut
'Thut
huka?
"
Mi
gcoboasks
"
Hewokeupl
astni
ght
,icamet
ovi
sithi
mtoday"
Theynodded
"
I'
m sur
ehewillbeworr
iedaboutLuncumo,
she
wasworri
edabouthi
mt oo"
Shakanods,i
t'
sclearLuncumodidn'
ttel
lherf
ami
ly
aboutwhathappenedyester
day.
Hebi
dsgoodbyeandwal
ktoThut
huka'
swar
d.
TheDoctormakesherwayoutoft
heERandwal
ks
toMrsJola.
"Youdon'thavetowor r
y,i
t'
sjustt
hatshehad
shortnessofBreathandherchestwasclosedup.I
willgi
veherapumpf orwhensheisunableto
breathshecanusei t
.I'
venoti
ceshehasAst hma,i
t
willbebett
erifsheusethepump.Itwil
lhelpher
,
andshewi llbefi
ne!.
"
"
ThankyouDoct
or,
issheawake?Canweseeher
?"
"
Yes,
butt
heNur
seswi
llhavet
oremoveherf
rom
t
heEmergencyRoom andt
akehert
ooneoft
he
war
ds.
"
Theynod.
Theyfoll
owedthest
retcher
,tot
hewar
dshe'
s
supposedtoberest
ingin.
"
Youscar
edusNana"
Whenever
yonehasset
tl
ed,
MrsJol
abr
oket
hei
ce.
"
I'
m sor
ry"
Ncumosaysl
ooki
ngatabl
ankwal
l.
"
Whathappened?
"
"Bet
rayalhappened,andI'
l
ltel
lyouever
ythi
ngbut
notnowespeci al
lynother
e!"
Luncumor
epl
ytohermot
her
.
"
Canyoupl
easegi
veusamoment
?"
Mr
sJol
aAsksl
ooki
ngatMer
yandt
heTwi
ns.
"
Getwel
lsoonBabeIl
oveyou"
Mer
ysayski
ssi
ngLuncumo'
sfor
ehead.
"
Getwel
lsi
s"
Thetwinssaysi
nuni
son,
theyl
eaveMr
sJol
awi
th
Luncumo.
"Youaregoingt
ot el
lmeeveryt
hinghereandnow,i
f
youstruggl
etobreathagai
natleastwewil
lbein
hospi
tal.
"
Luncumosi
ghs,
sheknowshermot
her
'swor
dsar
e
fi
nal.
MrsJol
aknewabouttheent
angl
ementbet
ween
NcumoandtheBr
others.
Luncumot ol
dhermothereveryt
hingnotl
eavi
ng
anyt
hingandwhathappenedyest er
dayandwhat
shefoundedoutaboutThuthuka.
"
Didyousayshepushedyou?
"
Mr
sJol
aasked.
"
Outofever
ythi
ngIsai
d,youonlyconcer
nedabout
MaZul
upushingme?Iam inl
ovewithaMarri
ed
manMama!"
Luncumohal
fshout
s.
"Wewil
lrevi
sitt
hatonceI
'
m donewit
hthatwoman
noonelaysahandonmychi l
drenwedi
dn'tcar
ry
youfor9mont hstogether,i
fthatThuthukaishere
surel
yt hatMaZuluisheretoo.Shewi l
lhaveto
pushsomeoneherage, inevergavebirthtoyoufor
somel owl i
fewomant opushyouandcal lyoua
whoreandawi t
ch.Shewi l
lli
vetot el
lthetal
e,she
wil
lknowmet oday!AndenziwaNj alomna!"
Shewalksoutoft
heroom,
she'
sspi
tt
ingf
ir
eher
Dragonnessi
sback!
.
.
I
'm sosorr
yWrit
er'
sBl
ockandPr
ocr
ast
inat
ionhas
mebyt heti
ts ‍♀ .
Iwon'
tli
e,ihadnoi
ntent
ionsonwr
it
ingbutI
'
m gl
ad
Idi
d.
.
HaveaGoodni
ght
FORTYEI
GHT
.
Mr
sJol
awal
kedar
oundt
heHospi
talwi
tht
hehopes
ofFi
ndi
ngThut
huka'
sfami
lybutt
her
ewasnol
uck.
Whenshewasaboutt ogi
veupandgobackto
consol
eherDaughter
.ShesawMnqobi
,he
remember
shimf r
om Migcobo'
sCer
emony.
"
Yeywenawher
e'syourmot
her
?"
Mnqobiwi
denhiseyes,
Hewasshockedt
osee
Luncumo'
smother
.
"
She'
sinsi
dewi
thThut
huka.
"
"
Showmewher
etheyar
eri
ghtnow"
Shefi
xesherski
rt
,andwalksr
ightbehi
ndMnqobi
who'
sabsentmindedaboutwhat'
saboutt
ogo
down!
.
HegetI
nsi
dether
oom t
hati
sfi
ll
edwi
thhisent
ir
e
f
amil
y,i
ncl
udi
ngtheWif
eohMusaisnotwit
hthem.
"LookhereWoman, Idi
dn'
tspend9monthsofwei
rd
cravi
ng,gaini
ngweight
,eat
ingli
keapi
gforyout
o
rai
seyourhandonmydaught er.Wedon'
tgi
vebi
rth
forotherpeopl
ebutus!
.Sundiqhel
aMna!
"
Shedi
dn'
tevenwast
eti
mef
orf
ormal
it
ies.
TheEntir
eroom wasf
il
ledwi
thsi
lencenoonesai
d
anyt
hing.
"Thenwhydidyougivebi
rt
htoaWhore?A
homewrecker
?Didyouspendthe9monthsofwhat
youcountedt
oraiseawhore?
"
MrsJolaChuckl
esbi
tt
erl
ycl
ear
lyt
hiswoman
doesn'
tknowher.
WhereasThut
hukai
spi
ssedbywhathi
smot
her
j
ustsaid.
Hi
sLuncumoi
snotahomewr
eckerl
etal
onea
whor
e!
"
Cal
lmyDaught
eraWhor
eagai
n!"
Mr
sJol
adar
esMaZul
u.
"
Yourdaught
eri
sWho.
."
Shedi
dn'
tevenfini
shhersent
enceasahotsl
ap
l
andedonherface.
"
Repeatwhatyouj
ustsai
dagai
n!"
Mr
sJol
aisboi
li
ngwi
thAnger
.
"
Isai
dyourdaught
eri
sawh.
."
Anot
hersl
aponhercheek.
.
Thatanger
sMaZulu,shepushesThroughLel
ewho
wasnexttoherandchargest
oMr sJolawho'
s
char
gingathert
oo.
MrsJolatr
ipsMaZul
uandshef el
lonthefl
oor
,in
secondsshe'
sontopofherbeati
ngherup!
.
Ngwaner
emovedMr
sJol
aawayf
rom hi
swi
fe.
"
Ndi
yekeWena!
"
Mr
sJol
aremovedNgwane'
shandsof
fherangr
il
y.
Shest
oodupandf
ixher
sel
f.
"
Who'
stheWi
feher
e?"
Sheaskar
ound.
"
That
'
sher
"
Lel
e'
sMot
hersai
dthatwi
thasmi
leonherf
ace.
.
"
Letmeguessyout
hemot
herr
ight
?"
Lel
e'
sMot
hernods.
"
Cal
lmyDaught erVi
leandawi
tchagai
ntrustmei
f
i
twasn'
tfort
hisManyouwouldbejoi
ningyour
fr
iendontheground.Nextt i
mej ustknowthatyou
don'tmesswithKholeka'sChil
dren.I'
m Kholeka
Kay1nottwice,dar
et estmeI'l
lshowyouf lames.!
"
Shewal ksOut,butwal
ksbackinandgave
Thuthukaaslapandpinchedthr
oughtheGun
wounds, Thut
hukatookthebl
owsasamant hathe
i
s!.
"WenaBhut'Madl
isa,
MrToughguyyoul eavemy
daught
eralone!
.Shouldyoucallher
,touchher
,
meethertr
ustmeyouwon' tendherebutinhell
whereyoudeserve.I
fyouseeheront hewayturn
awayorchangeyourdirect
ion.Avoidmydaughter
nx!
"
Shewal
kedpassedaheavi
lybr
eat
hingMaZul
u.
Shesnat
chedt
hewi
gthatwasonherhead.
"YaSlayQueen, t
ellthepoli
cewhathappenedher e
youandIwi llshareacel lcozifyouarrestme,you'
l
l
besurelyarrestedt ooforaccusingmydaughterof
Whitchcraf
tthatyouhaven' tseen.Avoi dme
woman, whenyouseemeyoubet terr
untosave
yourli
fe!
."
Shet
hrewt
hewi
gbackatMaZul
uandwal
kedout
.
Atl
eastal
ltheangershehad,
justvani
shed.
Shewalkedbacki
nLuncumo'
swar
dbr
eat
hing
heavi
ly.
"
Whatdi
dyoudoMama?
"
"
ShoweduSl
ayQueenwhoi
sbossher
e!"
LuncumoSi
ghs!
"
OhandyourBoyf
ri
endi
sawake"
ThatsentLuncumoonaf
oulmood.
.
.
THUTHUKAZULU
.
"
Whatj
usthappen?
"
Thut
hukaaskedandnooneanswer
ed.
"
Iwon'
taskagai
n"
He'
sangr
y,Shakacanseet
hroughhi
spoppedout
vei
ns.
"
AskyourPr
eci
ousMot
her
"
Shakasayssti
fl
inghi
slaugh,
whatjusthappened
wasfuntohim.Luncumo'smotherwentgangster
onever
yone!
"
MaZul
uwhathappened?
"
"Whydi dyouchoosethatGi
rl
?Yourbrot
her'
sEx
Gir
lfr
iendThuthuka?You'
resomeone'
shusband
andyoubusychasi ngaft
eryourBr
other
'sex
gir
lf
ri
end!"
Thut
hukacl
osehi
seyest
ryi
ngt
ocal
m down.
"
Whatdi
dyousayt
oLuncumoMaZul
u?"
"
Itol
dherthetr
uth,
andthatshe'
saWhor
egoi
ng
f
rom br
othert
oanotherone!
"
"
Whyt hefuckar
eyouconcer
ningyoursel
fwit
hmy
l
if
e?Whogaveyout her
ightt
odot hat?Whoareyou
t
osayt hatt
oLuncumowhereasyou'vedonet
he
worst
!"
"
Boywat
cht
hewayyout
alkt
oyourmot
her
"
Ngwanet
hepeacemakerannouncedt
hatcal
mly.
"She'
snotmymot her,
shedoesn'
tdeser
vetobemy
mother.I
fwasr eal
lymymothershewould'
veknow
howmuchLuncumomeanst ome, andshewouldn'
t
havesaidwhatshesaidt
oher!"
MaZul
ulooksdownwi
thshame.
"
Iwasscar
edt
hatIwoul
dlooseyoumyson"
"Wel
lyou'vej
ustl
ostme.Youaredeadt
ome
MaZulu,youwerenott
herewhenIwasyoungI
don'
tknowwhatmademet hi
nkyouwoul
dbea
mothernowthatI'
m ol
d!"

"
Thut
huka!
"
"
No,
don'
tsayanywor
d."
Heshushedherup.
"
AndAunt
ywhatdi
dyousayt
oLuncumo?
"
Lel
e'
sMotherl
ooksdownscaredofwhatt
he
out
comemaybe, Thut
hukaj
ustdi
sownedhis
mother
.
"
Doyouwantmet
oaskagai
nAunt
y?"
"Itol
dhershe'
svil
eandshehadbadi
ntent
ionsI
alsocall
edherwi
tchpl
usahomewreckerf
ordat
ing
amar ri
edman."
Thut
hukanods.
"
Doyouseear
ingonmyhands?
"
Thut
hukaasksr
aisi
nghi
sbot
hhands.
"
No"
Lel
e'
sMot
herr
epl
yshaki
ngherhead.
"Haveyoueverrecei
vedaLobol
afr
om myf
amil
y?
Haveyouattendedaweddingwher
eIwast
he
groom?"
"
No"
Sher
epl
yagai
n.
Thut
hukaNodsagai
n.
"ThenWhatri
ghtdi
dyouhavetosaythatto
Luncumoknowingver
ywellshe'
snotdati
nga
Mar r
iedMan?
"
"
Iam sor
ryson"
Thut
hukaNods
"Lel
ewasIwr ongt opr omiset otakecar eofYou
andmybr other
'schi l
d?WasIwr ongtopr omi seto
makesur eyou'llneversuf ferwhenI '
m st i
llal
ive?
Youwer emybr ot her'
swi fe,youknewexact lyhow
muchIl oveLuncumo.Cal l
ingmysel fyourhusband
wasami stakeright?Imeant akingcareofyouand
yourfamilywasami staker i
ght?Ihelpedyour
motherandnowshegoesanddot hi
st otheonl y
womanil ove?WasIwr ongtocar eLele?"
"Iam sosorr
yThuthuka,
iknowwhatmymotherdi
d
waswr ong.Iwoul
dunderst
andi
fyouwanttocut
usoff,i
t'
sunderst
andabl
ewewerewrong.
"
"Iwoul
dnevercutyourof
f,ikeepmypromisesand
Imadeapromisetoyouandmyl at
ebr
other.
"
"
Thankyou"
Lel
esayswi
pinghert
ear
s.
"
CanIhavet
imeal
one,
pleaseexcuseme!
"
Theyal
lwal
kedoutexceptf
orShakaof
cour
se.
"Shehadapani
ckat
tackandshe'
sher
eagai
n
admit
ted.
"
Shakaannouncel
ooki
ngt
hrought
hewi
ndow.
"
Ineedt
oseeherandexpl
ainever
ythi
ngt
oher
."
"It
hinkyouneedtol
ethercal
m downfir
st.She
doesn'twantt
oseeyounorhearfr
om you."
"Iwillexplai
never ythi
ngtoherthenI '
l
lleaveher.I
t
willbeherchoi cei fshewantstocomet ome.I
knowiwassupposedt oexplai
neverythingtoher
befor eeverythi
ngescal atet
hisfast
,ijustdi
dn't
thi
nki twoul daffectherthi
smuch. "
"Itwoul
dn'
thaveaf f
ectedthi
smuchi
fyoutol
dher
thetrut
hearl
ieron.Nowsheheardnot
hingbutl
ies,
andshehatesyour ightnow.
"
"
Findherwar
dnumber
,iwi
llvi
sitheratni
ght
."
Shakanodsandwal
kedout
!.
Thut
hukasi
ghs,
taki
ngt
hepai
nin.
He'
shurtt
hatever
ythi
ngtranspi
redinhi
sabsence
l
edtohisbr
eakupwiththeFir
stgir
lhehasever
l
oved!
.
Thatthechancesofget
ti
ngLuncumobackarever
y
sl
im,heshould'
vetol
dherthetr
utht
hefi
rstday
LuncumoSawLel e'
sfamil
y!.
He'
sbeati
nghimsel
fupforwhathappenedandhe'
s
r
ecei
vingnot
hingbutpai
n!.
.
.
Iwassupposedt
opostt
hisl
astni
ghtbutIf
ell
asl
eep!
!.
.
Lat
eronPleaseCheckuponI
ndi
gof
orToday'
s
i
nsert
s!!
.
HaveaGoodday
FORTYNI
NE
.
RI
TABI
LE
.
"
CanIhol
dhi
m?"
TheNur
selookedatmeandsmi
led,
shehandedme
mybabyboy.
"
Hel
loBoy"
Ismil
edproudl
yasIwi
pedt
hesweatonmy
for
ehead.
"
Welcometothelivi
ng,
mommyl
ovesyousomuch,
mor
et hananyt
hing"
Hecri
edagain,
notl
oudl
yt hi
sti
mebuthesti
llcr
ied,
il
ookedatt
heNursecl
uelessIknownot
hingabout
babi
es.
"
He'
shungr
y"
Shesays
"
Alr
eady?
"
Iaskshel
aughsandnods.
Sheteachesmehowtobreastfeed,
andthel
it
tl
e
pri
nceisdryi
ngmyboobsalreadyandit
'sal
it
tl
ebi
t
pai
nful.
ThedooropensMusawal
kedI
n,ij
usti
gnor
ehi
m
andcont
inueonf
eedi
ngmybaby.
Icall
edhimtheenti
reday,
hedidn'
tanswermy
phone.I
fitwasn'
tfort
heSecur
ityGuardIwoul
d've
givenbi
rt
hathomeandonmyown.
Musahasbeendist
ancel
atel
y,andIdon'
twhyhe
wasn'
tevensl
eepi
ngathome.
"
Iam Sor
rySt
handwaSam"
That'
sthefi
rstthi
nghesaystome,wearedoing
thi
sRelat
ionshipthi
ngagai
nandwewillseewhere
i
twillt
akeust o.Wearenotr
ushi
nganythi
ng,we
j
usttaki
ngthingsslowl
y.
"
CanIpl
easeseehi
m?"
Hebegssl
owl
y.
"
Wher
ewer
eyouMusa?
"
"Iwasher
e,MyBrotherThut
hukaisher
etoo.He
wasshot,
iam sor
ryIwasn'ther
ewhenyougave
bir
th.
"
Iwi
pemyt ears,
idon'
tknowwhyIkeeponf ool
ing
mysel
fwithMusa,thi
nki
ngwewi llhaveabeautif
ul
Rel
ati
onship.Ni
gahwasn'tevenpresentwhenIwas
gi
vingbirt
htohi
sfi
rstchi
ld,hewassupposedtobe
hereholdi
ngmyhandthroughoutt
heenti
relabour
process.
Heissti
llst
uckuponLuncumo,
hehasn'
tfor
got
ten
abouther.
Igavehi
mthebaby.
Hesmi
ledassoonashehel
dhi
m.
"
Khanyi
le,
Ngwane"
Hesayspr
oudl
y.
"ThankyouRita,
f orgivi
ngmesuchahandsome
baby.Thisi
sabl essing,ineededthi
sinmyl i
feand
ri
ghtnow.Someonet olivefor,
workhardfor,and
thatwil
lbemybabyboy.Si busi
somybl essi
ng,can
Inamehi m Si
busiso?"
Ij
ustnod,
thi
sisthef
irstt
imei
nawhi
leI
'
veseen
hi
mt hi
shappyandproud.
HewipestheTearsthatwer
eonhiseyesand
ki
ssedSibusi
so,il
ovethename.
.
.
THUTHUKAZULU
.
Iwal
kedi
nandcl
osedt
hedoorbehi
ndme.
Shel
if
tsherheadupandnot
icedt
hati
t'
sme.
"
Whatt
hehel
lar
eyoudoi
ngyou?
"
Sheasksspi
tt
ingf
ir
e.
"
Justgi
veme2mi
nut
est
oexpl
ain"
Iwalkclosert
oher
,wi
thbot
hmyhandsonmy
chest.
Iam f
eel
ingal
otofpai
n,butIam t
ryi
ngt
obe
str
ong.
"Idon'tneedyourexpl anati
onThut huka,yesIwasa
fooltofallinl
ovewi t
hyou, whenIshoul dn'thave.
Youmademeani diotinf
rontofyourf r
iends, and
yourwi feplusherfami l
y.IhateyouThut huka,andI
hatethef actthatILoveyousomuch.Youbr okemy
heart,nomanhaseverbr okemyhear tlikethis.The
worstinal lofthi
sisthat,ist
il
lloveyou.That
doesn'
tmatter
,allIknowisthatIdon'
twant
anythi
ngassociati
ngmewi thyou.Nowtakeyour
sorr
yofanassandl eaveIdon'
twanttoseeyou
agai
n!!
"
Shesi ghsaft
ersayi
ngthatandt
ouchherchest
,she
breathsinandoutforafewminut
es.Icanseet
hat
she'scalm now.
"IknowandIam sorr
y.IknowI'
vehur
tyouandIam
sorrybutcanIhave2minutest
oexpl
ainever
ythi
ng
thenIwilll
eave.
"
Shedoesn'
tsayanyt
hing,
iSi
gh.
"Ihadabr other,fr
om myFat her'
sSi de.Hewast he
onlypersont hatwascl osetome, wet r
eatedeach
otherli
keTwi nssi ncewewer ethesameagebut
diff
erentmot hers.Webot hwentt ofur t
herour
studiesinCapeTown, westayedt her etogether.He
wasdoi ngengi neeringandIwasdoi ngLaw.We
wer esocloset hatnothingcamebet weenus.He
metLel einVar si
tyandt heyfellinl
ove, wewer esti
ll
closeasIsai dnot hingcamebet weenus.He
foundedoutt hatLel ewaspr egnant, hepr oposedto
mar r
yher .Thatwasshotl i
vedt hedayhewas
gunneddown, anddi
edont hespot.Hemademea
promisebef or
eheleftthatday.Thepr omi sewas
thatIshouldtakecareofLel eandhischi l
d.Itdi
dn'
t
regi
sterinmyheadt hatImayl oosehimt hatday
butIdidloosemybr other,theonlypersonwho
understoodmeandwast hereformet hroughevery
phaseofmyl if
e.
Ili
vedupt ohi spromi seandt ookcar eofLel eand
Khanya.WhenLel ecal ledmeandt oldmet hather
mot herwassi ck,
ihel pedher .Si mpl ybecausei
knewmybr otherwoul dhel p,henceIbr oughtt hem
thisside.IhavenoRel ati
onwi thLel eothert han
takingcareofherandherf ami l
y.Iwoul dn't
i
nt r
oduceyout omywi feliket hatifIwasmar ri
edto
her,iwouldn' tputyouf i
rstinst eadofher .It'sher
mot herwhowant smet omar ryLele, idon'twant
hernordoIl oveher .Iloveyou, andIknowI
shoul d'
vetoldyoual lofthissooner .Iam sor r
yI
didn'ttel
lyout hetruth, youhaveal lther i
ght sinthe
wor ldtohatemebutpl easedon' tl
eaveme
Luncumo, pleaseSt handwasam.Getangr y, curse
atmebutdon'
tleaveme.Il
oveyousomuchandI
am r
eal
lysor
ry.
"
Il
ookedather,
iki
ssedherf
oreheadandl
impedmy
wayoutofherwar
d.
Iwasfeel
ingalotofpai
n,it
houghtshewasgoing
totel
lmetostopandtel
lmet hatshef
orgi
vesme
butshedi
dn't
.
Iguessshe'
sst
il
lmadatmebutIhopeshef
orgi
ves
me.
.
.
It
'sShortIknow,wasbusyt heent
ir
edaybutI
promisedy'al
laninser
ttodayandherei
tis.
HaveaGoodni
ght
FI
FTY
.
THUTHUKAZULU
.
"
Areyour
eadyman"
Inodmyheadandwal
kedout
.
Het
ookmybagandf
oll
owedme.
1ful
lweekwithoutheari
ngf
rom Luncumo,whether
shef
orgivesmeornotIdon'
tknowsi nceshet
old
metoleaveheralone.
Shakaadvi
sedmetogivehersomet
ime,
andIam
missi
nghersomuch.
Iwouldt
radeanyt
hingt
ohaveheronmyar
ms
agai
n.
IgotInsi
dethecar,
Shakadr
oppedmybagont
he
backseatandtookt
hedri
ver
'sseat
.
Hedr
oveof
f,ipl
ayedsomemusi
csi
nceI
'
m noti
n
t
hemoodtotal
k.
"
Musawant
stot
alkt
oyou.
"
"
Tel
lhi
mtogot
ohel
l"
Isai
dlooki
ngoutsi
dethewi
ndow, idon'
twant
anyt
hingassoci
ati
ngmewitht
hatFami l
yIam done
wit
hthem.Nqabaistheonl
ypersonIwouldtal
kto
fr
om thatFamil
y,pl
ushisfather
.Idon'
thaveany
badbloodwithhimjusthi
swi f
eandhisSonMusaI
don'
tknowaboutJuniorhe'sonMusa'sSidethat
's
whatIknow.
"
Areyougoi
ngt
orevengeyour
sel
f?"
Shakaasks,
icoul
dbest
upi
dtor
evengemysel
fon
Musa.
"NO,He'snotevenmymatchIwouldbeplaying
hideandsickwithachi
ldmos.I
t'
sover,
ijustdon'
t
wantanythingtodowit
hhimfornow.Maybei n
monthsoryearstocomewewi l
lbefi
neagainbut
notatthemoment .
"
Henodshi
sheadandcont
inuedondr
ivi
ng.
.
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
.
"
Youmi
sshi
m?"
Ishakemyhead.
"
Ihear
dhe'
sget
ti
ngdi
schar
ged.
"
"
Goodf
orhi
m."
"
He'
syourboyf
ri
end.
"
"
HewasMer
y,notanymor
e."
Shenodsandcont
inuesoneat
ingherf
rui
t.
"
AnyNewsonLor
na?
"
"Ohsor
ryf
orgottot
ellYou,she'
sbacki
nCape
Towntovi
sithermot
her.It
'sonl
yfor1mont
h,she
wil
lcomeback"
Inod,
iwaswor
ri
edabouther
.
"
Soyour
eal
lyf
orget
ti
ngaboutThut
huka?
"
"
Hel
iedt
omeMer
y."
"
Atl
easthe'
snotmar
ri
ed"
"
That
'
sthesame,
ial
mostdi
edbecauseofaMan"
"
AMant
hatyouLove.
"
"
Loved"
"
Sti
llt
hatcount
s,youcanf
orgi
vehi
m atl
east
"
Isi
ghedandl
ookedatMer
y.
"LookMery,Idon'tt
hinkIcanf
orgivehim.I
'm done
withMaZulu'sSons.WhydoIhavet obetheone
alwayshurt
ing?It'
snotgoodformeI '
m sor
ry,soI'
d
ratherbesi
nglethattobeinaRelati
onshi
p."
Idr
ankt
heWi
nethatwasinmyhandandmi
nded
MyowndamnBusi
ness.
.
Myhandsaresweat
ingasIam dr
ivi
ng,
myhear
tis
beat
ingsof
ast.
Idr
inkt
hel
astcont
entoft
heLondon'
sGi
nGor
don'
s.
Ist
opedbytheRobotsandl
ookedf
ort
hebot
tl
eof
Winei
nthebackseat
.
Idr
ankf
rom t
hebot
tl
e,howIam dr
ivi
ngt
hisdr
unk
onl
yGodknows.
Ist
opedatt
heGate,
thesecur
ityguar
dsawt
hati
t
wasmeandopenedtheGateforMe.
Idr
ovei
nsi
dewi
thmyhear
tbeat
ingmor
efast
er.
Igul
pdownt
heWi
ne,
ipar
kri
ghtnextt
oShaka'
s
Car.
Igotoutoft
hecar,
ial
moststumbledandf
ellbutI
bal
ancedmyselfwi
thShaka'
sCar.
Itookof
ftheheel
sIwaswear
ingandwal
ked
baref
oot
ed.
Iknockedatt
hedoor
,noonewasopeni
ng.
Ibangedt
hedoorl
oudenoughf
orsomeonet
ohear
.
Shakaopenedt
hedoorf
uri
ousl
y,hi
sfacemel
tedat
mysight
.
"
Ncumoatt
hist
ime?
"
"
Whatt
ime?
"
Iasked.
"
Who'
sthatShaka?
"
Thuthukaasked,
ipushedShakaasi
deandgot
I
nside.
"
Luncumoatt
hist
imewhatar
eyoudoi
ngher
e?"
Idr
oppedt
heheel
sont
hef
loorandwal
kedt
owar
ds
hi
m.
"
Whatt
imei
sit
?"
"I
t'
s2am i
nthemor
ning,
wai
ti
ngar
eyoudr
unk
Luncumo?"
"Whatme?DrunkHaiboThut
hukawhatki
ndof
drugsar
eyousmoking?"
Shakal
aughedandl
eftusst
andi
ngi
nthel
ounge.
Thut
hukamovedcl
oser
"
Whodr
oveyouher
e?"
"
Me,
icandr
iver
ight
?"
Hest
oodr
ighti
nfr
ontofMe.
"Whatar
eyoudoi
ngher
e?Wer
en'tyout
heonewho
sai
dyoudon'
twantt
oseemeeveragai
n?"
Ibur
pedhel
ookedaway
"
Icamet
ofet
chmycl
othes"
"Shakadr
oppedyourcl
othesduri
ngt
heweek,
what
clot
hesareyout
alki
ngabout?"
"
Icamet
oseeShaka,
he'
smyf
ri
endaf
teral
l"
"
Okayl
etmegoandsl
eept
hen.
"
Hewal
kedawayl
eavi
ngmeal
onel
ikeani
diot
.
Isatdownont
hef
loorandcr
ied.
Hecameback.
"
What
'swr
ongMa'
am?
"
"
Am Idi
sgust
ingt
oyouThut
huka?Don'
tyoul
ove
meanymoreThut
huka?
"
Hel
ookedatmeamused.
"
Whatdoyouwantf
rom MeSi
si?
"
"
Iwantyou"
"
You'
redr
unkLuncumo"
"
ButIst
il
lwantyou,
Imi
ssyouThut
huka.
"
Hewalkstot
hekitchenandcomesbackwi
tha
2l
it
rebott
lef
il
ledwithwater
.
"
Comel
et'
sgo"
Het
ookmyhandandwewal
kedupst
air
stohi
s
r
oom.
Hewentt
othebat
hroom,
andcameback.
Het
ookofft
hecl
othesIwaswear
ingandhet
old
met
otakeashower.
Iwalkedtothebathroom,iscr
eamedwhenI
real
isedthatthewaterwasCold,
thi
sist
hesecond
ti
mehe' sdoingthi
s,idi
ot!
.
It
ookacol
dshower
,iwasshi
ver
ing.
Idr
iedmysel
fandt
ookhi
slot
ion.
Hegavemehi
st-
shi
rtt
owear
.
Iwor
etheT-
shi
rti
twasbi
genought
ocoverme.
Hegavemet
hewat
ert
odr
ink,
itwasal
socol
d
wat
er.
Ij
ustwant
edt
obewar
m.
Icover
edmysel
fwi
tht
hebl
anket
s.
Idi
dn'
tfi
nisht
hewat
er.
"
Howar
eyouf
eel
ing?
"
Theaudaci
tyf
orhi
mtoaskmet
hat
.
"
Good"
Ir
oll
edmyeyes.
HegotI
nsi
det
heBedt
oo.
"Imi
ssyouLuncumo,
pleasef
orgi
vemeSt
handwa
Sam .
"
Ishuthi
m upwi
thaki
ss,
hisl
ipsf
eltgood.
Igotont
opofhi
m andki
ssedhi
m agai
n.
"
Luncumoyou'
redr
unk"
Hesai
dtr
yingt
oremovemeont
opofhi
m.
"
I'
m not
".
Ibrushedhi
sdick,hewasst
il
lwear
inghi
spyj
ama
pantsandaT-shir
t.
Ir
emovedhi
st-
shi
rtandbr
ushedhi
schest
.
Hegr
oaned,
icoul
dfeel
hisdi
ckpoki
ngme.
Het
urnedmeandgotont
opofme.
Het
ookof
ftheT-
shi
rtIwaswear
ing.
Helookedatmyboobswi
thsomuchl
ustonhi
s
eyes.
Heki
ssedmeonmyneckashebr
ushedmyboobs.
"
Ahh"asof
tmoanescapedf
rom mymout
h.
Heki
ssedmef
rom myneckdownt
omyst
omach.
Mybr
eathi
ngchangedashesof
tl
ypl
ant
edki
sses
onmybell
y.
Hi
sli
psf
indsi
tswaydownt
omycoochi
e.
Mybreathshi
tch,
hesli
deshi
stonguei
nslowl
yin
andout.Heli
cksmyfol
ds,hi
shandsbr
ushesmy
cl
it
.
"
Thut
huka"
Hesmil
edandcarr
iedon,icoul
dfeelmyorgasm
comi
ng,hemovedhistongueandfi
ngeri
nsync
andf
aster
.
Icurl
edupmyt oesasmyorgasm shott
hrough.My
enti
rebodyvi
brated,
hecont
inuedonli
cki
ngme
cl
ean.
It
ookof
fhi
spyj
amapant
s,iwant
edt
heDi
cknow.
HisDickspr
ingedout
,asifi
twant
edtobr
eathfor
toolongnow,iwasshockedt
oseetheSi
zeofhis
dick.
I
'
m abi
ggi
rlmos,
icanhandl
eit
.
Hel
ookedatmeandsmi
led,
Mor
on.
HekissedMe,hegoti
nBetweenmyl
egsand
cont
inuedonkissi
ngme.
Heinser
tedhi
sFingerandcir
clesi
nmyCoochie.I
movedmywai sti
nsyncwithhisfi
nger
,hei
nsert
ed
anot
herfi
nger
.
Mycoochi
ewaswetenoughf
orhi
mtoent
er.
Hestrokedhi
sDickwit
hhishand,
Ther
ewasaPr
e
Cum comingfr
om hi
sDick.
Her
ubbedhi
sDi
cki
nmyCoochi
e.
"
Please"
Ibegwi
thmyeyesCl
osed.
"
PleaseWhat
?"
Hecont
inuedonTeasi
ng.
"
Aaah"Imoaned.
"
LookatmeLuncumo"
Iopenedmyeyes,
thatwasast
ruggl
e.
Hel
ockedourhandsashewenti
n.
Iscr
eamedoutl
oud,
hest
opped.
"
Shoul
dIst
op?
"
"
What
!Nocont
inue"
Heent
eredsl
owl
y,ihel
donhi
shandsf
ordearl
if
e.
Hest
art
edmovi
ngsl
owl
yandi
nci
rcl
es.
Wel
ookedateachot
her
,hi
seyeswer
eful
lofLust
.
Hest
art
edmovi
ngfast
er,
ili
ft
edMywai
stupt
o
mat
chupwit
hhim.
Hetookmylegsandplacedt
hem onhisshoul
der
s
ashepouncedfast
er,
hewasgroaning.
Ihel
dont
othesheet
sasIwasaboutt
ocum agai
n.
Hestr
okedmorefasterandremovedmyl
egsf
rom
hi
m andhecol
lapsedont opofme.
Icoul
dfeelhi
m cummi
ngi
nsi
deme.
Hewasbreat
hingheavi
ly.Hel
ookedatmewi
th
Lustonhi
seyes.
Heki
ssedmyf
orehead.
Ismi
ledathi
m.
"
Youl
ookbeaut
if
ul"
"
Thankyou"
Ibl
ushed.
"
I'
m sor
ry"
"Let'
snott
alkaboutthatnow,
please.Let
'sj
ust
enjoythemoment."
"
Okay"henodded.
Heki
ssedMe,
icoul
dn'
tresi
sthi
sli
ps.Theyar
esof
t
andt
ender
.
Het
urnedmesothatIcoul
dsleeponmyst
omach,
hel
if
tedmyassupandhisli
pswereonmycoochi
e
i
nseconds.
Ibal
ancedmysel
fwi
tht
hepi
ll
owsandIl
if
tedmy
assuptoo.
Hefi
ngeredmeup,asIwasenj
oyi
ngbei
ngf
ingr
ed
heent
eredfr
om behi
nd.
"
Thut
hukaa"
HeThr
ustf
ast
erandhekeepsonspanki
ngmyass.
"
AahhhBabyyy"
Imoanedloudl
y,het
urnedmeandpl
acedmeon
topofhi
m.
Itookhisharddicki
nsidemycoochi eandslowl y
sl
idedown.Itookhim allIactuall
ycan'tbeli
evethat
.
Imakesl owcir
clespushingmyhi pssi detoside.
He'sgroani
ngunder neat
hme, I
'm movingupand
downsl owl
yshakingmybut t
.Ithrustevenfaster
andhardermovingmyhi psbackandf or t
hwithmy
headthrownbackwhi letwerki
ngl i
keli
f e'
s
dependingonthis.
"OhShitt
"hecur ses.Ishakemyassf ast
erasI '
m
abouttocum, hegr oansloudl
y.andicouldf eelmy
orgasm comingandr i
dehimf astashe'saboutto
comet oo,webot hreachouror gasmsatthesame
ti
me, Iwasmoani ngsol oudwi t
hmyt oescur l
ed
andmybodyshaki ng.Hegr owlsaswebot hcat ch
ourbreaths,
I'
ml ayingonhi schestexhausted.This
i
st hebestsex,Yho!.
FI
FTYONE
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
Iam wokenupbytheur
get
ovomi
t,imakear
unt
o
thenear
estBat
hroom.
It
akealookatmywher
eabout
s,*
Fuck*Icur
se
l
owly.
Theevent
sofyest
erdaycamef
loodi
ng,
isl
eptwi
th
Thut
huka!
.
Iwal
kedbackt
otheroom af
terbr
ushi
ngmyt
eet
h
andwashi
ngmyface.
Iwor
emyJeanandCr
op-
tee.
Il
ookedaroundformycarkeys,
cel
lphoneand
shoesandIdidn'
tfoundt
hem.
Idi
dn'
tevenmakethebed,
iwentdownst
air
snoone
wasint
helounget
hankGod.
Isawmyheelsont
hef
loorandt
hekeysont
opof
theTabl
e..
"
Yes"Isai
donal
owt
one.
It
ookmyheel
sandcarkeys.
"
Wher
ear
eyougoi
ng?
"
If
rozeassoonasIhear
dhi
svoi
ce.
Igat
her
edallt
hest
rengt
handconfi
denceIhad.I
hadtor
evi
vetheAzani
ainme,
justt
of acet
hisMan.
"
Home"
Isai
dasIt
urnedt
ofacehi
m.
"
Whysoear
ly?
"
"
Youwereaoneni
ghtSt
andThut
huka,
itended
t
her
e."
Henods
"
Ain'
tyouhungr
y?"
Di
dn'thehearwhatisai
d,doeshegi
vehi
sOne
ni
ghtstandsbr
eakfast
.
"
No,
ThanksIshoul
dbel
eavi
ng"
Henods
"
Dri
vesaf
ely"
"
Sur
eMf
ethu"
Iwor
emyheel
sandwal
kedoutwi
thconf
idenceas
i
fI'
vewon1mi
ll
iondol
lar
s.
Ibr
eathoutassoonasr
eachmycar,
idon'
tsee
Shaka'
sCarI'
m sur
ehel
eftf
orwor
k.
Idr
ovestr
aightHome,
ifoundMer
yandt
heTwi
ns
watchi
ngTV.
"
GoodMor
ning"
Igr
eet
edandwal
kedt
omyBedr
oom.
Ist
ri
ppednaked,
andwentt
othebat
hroom t
otake
abath.
Ideci
dedt
ohaveawar
mfoam bat
h.
Icl
osedmyeyesasIr
emi
niscedaboutl
astni
ght
.
"
Her
e'sawi
ne,
tel
lmeever
ythi
ng"
Shehandedmeagl
assofwi
neandsatatcor
nerof
abat
htub.
"
Ihadaoneni
ghtst
and"
Shef
rowned
"
That
'
ssounl
ikeyou"
"
Iknowr
ight
!.ButIhadf
un,
thebestsexI
'
veever
had.
"
"
DoIknowt
heGuy?
"
"
No,
idi
dn'
tknowhi
m ei
ther
."
Il
aughedshaki
ngmyhead.
"Iam t
aki
ngyououtforLunch,
it'
sbeenawhil
e.I
wantever
ydetai
laboutthi
sOnenightst
andof
yours"
"Aslongasyou'
ret
heonepayi
ngIdon'
tmi
ndat
all
."
"
Iloveyou"
Ismi
led
"
Iloveyout
othemoonandbackMer
yChr
ist
mas.
"
Shesmi
ledandst
oodup.
"
Takeyourt
imei
nBat
hing.
"
"
Thankyoumadam speaker
."
Shel
aughedandwal
kedout
.
It
ookmyt
imeassherequest
ed,igotoutofthetub
whent
hewat
erwasgett
ingcoldIdi
dn'twantto
catchafl
usi
nceIt
ookacol
dshoweratThut
huka'
s
place.
Iappl
iedl
oti
onandwrappedatowelar
oundmy
bodytogoandlookf
oranoutf
it.
Itookoutapeachsil
kdr
ess,
mywhi
teheel
swi
ll
total
lybl
endhere.
Iappli
edsomemakeup,
Mer
ywasnowget
ti
ng
readywit
hme.
"
Maybewecanhi
tthecl
ubl
ater
"
"
Yeah,i
t'
sSat
urdayaf
teral
l.Andihaveschoolon
Monday.
"
"
Shamemyschoolf
ri
end"
Wel
aughed.
"
YhoIwi
shIcoul
dqui
tbr
aYho"
"Youalmostt
here,
iknowyoumyf ri
end.You'
re
smartandyou'
recapabl
eofanyt
hing,ihavet
rusti
n
you."
"
Thankyou.
"
Shest
yledmywi
g,il
ookedl
ikeoneoft
hemi
ssi
ng
Kardashi
ansi
ster
.Theyshoul
dcometosout
h
Afr
icaandfet
chme,Iam suff
eri
ngher
e.
Itookmybagaft
ert
akingsomeself
iesandsent
them t
oLor
nz,wemissherandherquiet
ness.
Wewal
kedout
,theTwi
nswer
enowher
etobef
ound.
Thesunwasplayingwi
thust
oday,
itwasa
beaut
if
ulsunnyday.
Wedrovet
oFourways,
Fer
guson'
sar
eal
waysour
got
ogoRestaur
ant.
.
We'
veorder
edourmealandwe'
rehavi
ngourdr
inks
aswe'
rewait
ingf
orourmeal
s.
"
Don'tl
ooknowneh,Thut
hukaj
ustgoi
nsidethe
Rest
aurantwi
thagi
rl
.Thehost
essisl
eadingthem
t
othebalconyar
ea.
"
Myhear tshutt
edasihear dthat,wejusthadsex
todayintheearlymorning,i
twasourf ir
stsex
surel
ythatdidn'tmeananythingtohim andhow
daredoeshebr i
nghissidechickst
omyFavour i
te
RestaurantIFreakenshowedhi mthi
sr est
aurant
.
"
It
'sokay,
itol
dyouIdon'
tcar
eabouthi
m."
"
Butyourf
acei
spal
e"
"Il
ovedhim,it'
sshocki
ngtohowhemovedonso
quickl
y,iam notmadeofsteelIam al
lowedtobe
madandgethear tbr
okenit
'sallgonnaendthough.
"
Shenodsherhead.
"
Iunderst
and,
wecanaskf
orat
akeaway.And
l
eave"
"No, wecameher eforLunch.That'
swhywear e
goingtodo, Wearegoi
ngt oeatandwewil
lleave
ri
ghtaf tereati
ngwecameher etoeat,
wewon' t
l
eavej ustbecauseThuthukadecidedt
oGracet hi
s
restaurantwithhi
sgirl
fr
iend.
"
Shenodded
"
Okaybabe,
ifyousaysot
henI
'
mfi
ne.
"
Ilookedt owardsthebalcony.Therehewas
l
aughingwi ththatgi
rlasifTheGi r
lisTrevorNoah.
Shewaswear i
ngaver ylongwi gwithaBabybl ue
pantsuit
,shelookedbeaut i
fulyourt
ypical
Businesswoman.Iki ndofenviedher.
.
.
THUTHUKAZULU
.
Ihadt
hebestni
ghtofmyl
if
ewi
tht
hewomant
hatI
l
ove.
Eventhoughshebrui
sedmyego,bysayingI'
ma
onenightst
and.Onethi
ngIknowisthatshe
enj
oyedhersel
fasmuchasIdidwithher.
Andwewi l
lgetbacktoget
hersoon,
she'
smi ssi
ng
meandimi ssher.I
tseemslikewecan'
tjustst
and
beingawayf r
om eachother,
ineedheri
nmyar ms
everyday.
Myphoner
angi
t'
sanunknownnumber
.
"
Thut
hukaZul
u,Hel
lo"
"
SuchFor
mal
it
yTK"
Ilaughed,
it'
sSinegugu.Myvarsityfri
end, wemetat
theHospit
al,she'
sapsychologistthere.We
exchangednumber sandIforgottocal lherwhenI
ar
ri
vedhome.
"
Gugu,
it'
sni
cet
ohearf
rom youagai
n"
"
Yeah,
let
'sgr
abal
unchandcat
chup.
"
"Sure,
letmegetr
eady.Yousor
toutthepl
ace,
iwas
boredanywaytostayi
nthi
shouse.
"
"Let
'smeetatt
heFer
guson'
sinFour
waysi
nan
hourand30minut
es"
"
Sur
eSkeem"
"
Shar
pSkeem"
Idr
oppedthecall
,itookashowerandwor
e
somet
hingcasual.
Idr
ovet
othepl
aceshesai
dweshoul
dmeet
.
Arr
ivi
ngt
otheplace,i
t'
sthesameplaceLuncumo
andICameto.Shelovesthi
spl
ace.
IsawSi
negugunextt
ohercar
.
"
Wear
ri
vedatt
hesamet
ime.
"
Shesai
dwal
kingt
omydi
rect
ion,
wehugged.
"
Iguessyoust
il
lthesameear
lybi
rd.
"
Isai
dwal
kingi
nsi
det
heRest
aur
antwi
thher
.
Thehostessshowedust
heTabl
eshebooked,
she
madereservat
ions.
Wesatdown.
"
Damnyou'resoGrown,Gugu.Whowould'
ve
t
houghtourTomboyfr
iendwouldbet
hisbeaut
if
ul
womanyearslat
er?
"
Shel
aughed
"
AndIguessyou'
rest
il
lthesameTK,
thel
ady'
s
man"
Il
aughed
"
Nah,
I'
vegr
ownup"
"YouandNqobaniweret
heehear
tbr
eaker
'son
Campus.TheBrother
s"
Webot
hlaughed,
Nqobanii
smyl
atebr
other
.
"
Peopl
egr
owup,
thi
ngschange"
"
ButIdon'tseeanyr
ingonyourf
inger
.Oryout
he
t
ypethatdoesn'
twearari
ng?"
Il
aughed
"
Iam notmar
ri
edyet
"
"
Noki
ds?
"
IshookmyheadNo.
"
Itol
dyou,
aleor
paddoesn'
tchangei
tscol
our
s."
Ismi
led.
"
Ihaveawoman,
thatIl
ovesoMuchandIam goi
ng
t
omar r
yher
."
Shesmi
led
"
Dammnnnwho'
sthel
uckygi
rl
,ihavet
omeether
."
Il
aughed
"
Nowt
hatwe'
ver
euni
ted,
youwi
llmeether
."
"
Ican'
twai
ttomeether
."
"Pl
easedon'
tst
eal
herawayf
rom me,
mywomani
s
str
aight
."
Shel
aughed.
"
Andwhataboutyou?What
'shappeni
ng?
"
"
Myringwentf
orpol
ishi
ng,
other
wiseI
'
m happi
ly
mar
ri
ed"
"
Letmeguess,
wit
hthatgi
rlWhowasdoi
ng
j
ournal
ism.
"
Shel
aughed
"Who, Ani
ta?No.Imarr
iedJason,
doyouremember
him?TheNer dyJasonwhowasdoi ngComput
er
Science,whousedtostar
eatus?"
"
TheGr
eek?
"
Shenodsshyl
y
"
Soyouknowdat
ingaman?
"
Shenodsshyl
yandl
aughi
ng.
"
Itoldyou,
allyouneededwastotasteaDi
ckyou
weren'
tGayjustscar
edoftheDick.
"
Ourf
oodcame,wecatcheduponhowwechanged
t
onowsincewe'
readult
s.
Theonl ypersonmissi
ngherewasmyBrotherso
thatwecoul dbethatSkeem,mayhi
ssoulconti
nue
onr est
inginpeace.
FI
FTYTWO
.
LUNCUMOAZANI
AJOLA
.
TosayIenjoyedmylunchwit
hmyBestfri
endI
wouldbel
ying.Ihadtofor
cemysel
fandkeept
he
conver
sat
iongoing.
"
Doyouwantt
ogoovert
her
eandgr
eet
"
That'satri
ckquestionMeryisaski
ng,iwanttogo
thereandgreetjusttoseethegi
rlherepl
acedme
withcloserbutIdon'twanttogi
vewrongsignal
sto
Thuthuka.
"
Asi
fmeandThut
hukaar
efr
iends?
"
"Yes,
Youreyescoul
dn'tl
eavethattabl
e.Tomeit
seemsli
kethey'
veknoweachot herfort
oolong,
theywayhe'
ssocomf ort
ablearoundher.
"
"Fr
iendlet
'sstopt
alkingabouthi
m pl
ease.Let
's
set
tletheBil
landleave."
Shenodsandr
aisedherhandt
ocal
lthewai
terwho
wasser
vingus.
"
Inhonestt
rut
h,youst
il
lLoveThut
huka.
"
"Feel
ingsaremeanttofade,butt
heywon'
tfadei
na
snapofaf i
nger
.I'
m sti
llheal
ingi
nafewweeksI'
ll
beabletomoveon."
Mer
ynods,
sheset
tl
esherbi
ll
.
Westandupandtookourbags,wewalkedout.
Wi
thoutmedari
ngtolookattheBal
conyside.
Aswe'
reappr
oachi
ngt
hepacki
ngt
her
e'sat
ight
gr
iponmyhand.
"
Eit
aMabhebezawemeetagai
n"
Itur
nandlookatthi
sscarf
acedguy,
idon'
t
rememberhim atal
l.
"
Pleasel
etmego,
whoar
eyou?Secur
it
y!!
"
Ishoutatt
hatsecur
it
ybusyeati
ngKotawhi
lehe'
s
supposedtobeherestoppi
ngt
hisMan.
"
Thatguywon'
tdoanyt
hing,
youar
eleavi
ngwi
th
me"
"
What
,hel
lNo.Hai
boSat
an!
"
It
ri
edtoremovemyhandf
rom hi
sti
ghtgr
ipbuthe
wasst
ronger
.
Hedr
aggedme.
"
Mer
ryCal
lforhel
p!!
"
Iscr
eamed.
Thesecur
it
yguar
dcame.
"
Mnumzanewhati
shappeni
ngher
e?"
"
She'
smygirl
fri
endMhloni
tshwashest
olemy
moneyandspenti
ther
e"
Scarf
acer
epl
ied.
"
Hai
keangi
zingeni
"
Thesecur
it
yguardwal
kedawaymunchi
ngonhi
s
Kot
apushinghi
shugestomach.
Iwi
ggl
edmysel
ffr
om hi
m,hebacksl
appedme.
"
Aaah"
"Youseethi
sScar?Rememberyouwereworki
ngin
aClub,yousmashedabot
tl
eonmyf ace.Nowit'
s
paybackti
mebitch!
"
Hedr
aggedme,
itr
ippedandf
ell
.
"
Iam sor
rysi
r,pl
easel
etmego.
"
Heopenedabl
ackCi
tiGol
f.
"
Kwenzakal
aniLana"
Thut
huka'
sBol
dvoi
ceechoed.
"
Thut
hukapl
easehel
pme"
Scarf
acel
ookedatThut
huka.
"
Mhl
oni
tshwacel
aungazi
ngeni
"
Scarf
acer
epl
ied.
Thut
hukaNods.
HowandwheredidhegetaGunIdon'
tknow,
but
hewasnowpoint
ingatt
heGuy.
"
Mdedel
eBoyza"
Theser
iousnessi
nhi
svoi
ce,
hecockedt
heGun.
Theguyl
etmego,
irant
oMer
yandhuggedher
.
Shet
ookmet
omycarIwasnowshaki
ng.
.
Af
teraf
ewmi
nut
esicoul
dsmel
lThut
huka'
s
col
ogne,
hewascl
ose.
.
Ihuggedhi
mti
ght
ly,
idi
dn'
twantt
oletgo.
"Iam sor
ryidi
dn'
tar
ri
veear
ly,
ngi
yaxol
isa
sthandwasam."
Icr
iedi
nhi
sar
ms.
"
Thankyouf
orsavi
ngme"
"Comel
et'
sgo,
I'
llaskShakat
ocomeandf
etchyour
car.
"
Inodmyheadandhel
donhi
sar
m notl
ett
inggo.
"
Didher
aisehi
shandonyou?
"
Inodmyheadnotsayi
nganyt
hing.
IopenedthebackseatandsatwithMeryonmysi de
brushingmyarmsI'm shakenbutwhathas
happened,hemakesqui t
eaverylongphonecall
.
Judgingbythewayhe'spacingupanddown, he'
s
angry.
ThatGuy'
sGol
fisst
il
lther
e.
Theladyhewastherewi
thwal
kedtohim,idon'
t
knowwhethershesawwhathappenedorwhat,
but
t
heyt
alkedbr
ief
lybef
oresheopenedt
hebackdoor
.
"Hel
lo,
I'
m SineguguI
'
m sosor
rywemetlikethis.I
am Thuthuka'
sBestf
ri
endf
rom Uni
ver
sit
y,here's
somewat er.
"
Shepassedmewat
er.
"
Thankyou"
"Uhm,ididn'tevenknowyouwer eher etootoday,
wewer etalkingaboutyou.I fyoudon' tmi nd,i
wouldlovet oinviteyouandThut hukaf oraDinner.
MyHusbandandIwi llbehonor ed,iam stil
l
shockedsomeonecapt uredTK'shear tI
'm st
il
l
shockedyou' reaGer m.OhI 'm sorry,iknowit al
ka
l
otpleasefor giveme.Iwi llt
alkwi t
hThut huka
regar
dingtheDi nner,
iwoul dlovetomeetupwi t
h
youagainondi ffer
entoccasiont hough"
Inoddedmyhead
"
Iwi
llseeyout
hen"
"
Great
,I'
l
laskf
oryournumber
sfr
om hi
m"
Inodandgi
veheraf
aintsmi
le.
"
Uhm,
ihavet
ogohome.I
'
m sur
emyki
dsar
e
missi
ngme, wewi
llt
alkandbeokaySweet
hear
tat
l
eastyou'
resaf
eanduhar med"
Ij
ustnod.
Shecl
osedthedoor,andwalkedtoacarnotf
ar
fr
om wher
eThuthuka'scari
sparked.
IsawShakaandsomeot herGuyst
andi
ngnextt
o
theGol
fwit
hThuthuka.
Idon'
tseeScarf
acef
rom t
hepi
ctur
e.
ShakaandThut
hukacametous,
Mer yhandedt
he
carkeyst
oShakaasThut
hukaDroveoff
.
Noonesaidanyt
hingi
ntheCar
,ir
emember
edt
hat
I
nci
dentbackint
heClub.
Hewast ouchi ngmei nappropri
ateandhewas
tr
yingtof orcemet oleavewithhim wewere
fi
ghtingheover poweredmesoIsmashedAbot tl
e
OfSkyVodkaonhi sfaceIdidn'tmeantocausethat
scaronhi sf ace,andwedi dn'tevennoti
cecozthere
wasal otofbl oodcomi ngfr
om hisface.Iwas
angry,ididn'tknowihadt owalkoneggshellf
or
protect
ingmysel ffr
om amonst er
.
"
Youf
ine?
"
Thut
hukaaski
ngl
ooki
ngatt
her
ear
viewmi
rr
or.
Inoddedandwi
pedmyt
ear
s.
TheCari
sn'tgoi
ngont
hedi
rect
iont
omypl
acei
t'
s
goi
ngtohishouse.
Idon'tsayanythi
ng,ihavenopowert ofi
ghtwith
hi
m, iam notintherightst
ateofmindtofightwi
th
hi
m butIj ustwanttobeinhispresence,
theheart
wantswhati twants.
Hepar
kshi
sCar
,andwegetof
f.
Hewant
stot
alkt
oMer
yal
one,
aret
heyf
ri
ends?
Idon'
tmi ndthem,andwal kI
nside,
idon'
tknow
wheretogosoIdeci dethatIshoul
dgotohisroom.
Onethi
ngIknowi st hatonceIam her
e,t
here'
sno
wayIwillgobackhome.AndIdon' tmindbeing
wit
hhimj ustfort
oday..
It
ooktheDr
essof
fandwor
ehi
sT-
shi
rt
,il
ookedat
myface.
There'
snohandpri
ntoft
hatManbutmycheekstil
l
feel
shotf
rom t
hatsl
ap.I
fiwasl
ightski
nnedIam
sur
eIwoul
d'vehadt
hehandpr
intoft
hatsl
ap.
Heget
sinsi
det
her
oom,
wit
hWat
eronhi
shand.
"
Iam sor
ryaboutwhathappened"
"
It
'snotyourf
aul
tbutmi
ne.
"
"Merytol
dmewhathappenedbet weenyouandthat
guy.Iam goi
ngtof
indhim andhe'sgoi
ngtopayfor
l
ayinghishandonyou.
"
Thel
astpastsoundedl
ikeawar
ningorat
hreat
,
andi
tsi
twellwithme.
"
WhydoyouhaveaGun?
"
"
Iam aLawyer
"
"
So?Doest
hatmakesyout
oownaGun?
"
"
Yes, t
heGuni sforpr
otect
ion.Ihavet
opr ot
ect
myself,idealwi
thcri
minal
sIhavet of
ightback.I
t'
s
l
icensedyoudon'thavetowor r
y."
"Whati
fhehadaGunt
oo,Maybeshotyou.Howdo
youthi
nkt
hatwoul
dmakemef eel
?"
Hecamecl
oserandsatont
hebednextt
ome.
"
Asi
fyoucar
eaboutme.
"
"
Wel
lIdocar
eaboutyouMi
ster
."
"ThenIcar eaboutyoumor
e,iwoulddieforyou
Luncumo.I 'dbeahappymanifIdiedprotect
ing
you, iwil
ldoanythi
ngtomakesurethatyou'r
e
protected.
"
"
Iwoul
dn'
tbeabl
etol
ivewi
thoutyou"
Hel
ookedatmeshocked.
"Hurtmeagai nThuthuka,tr
ustmeIwi l
lleaveand
neverl ookback.Thisisthel astchanceIam giving
you, iam doingthi
ssimpl ybecauseILoveyou.But
trustmei fyouhurtmeagai nIwillover
lookthefact
thatIloveyouandiwi l
lleave."
"Ipromiseyoust handwasam, ididn'tmeantohide
thetruthaboutLeleandherf amil
y.Iwasgoi ngto
tel
lyou, andIam sorryaboutthethingsMaZul u
saidtoyou.I '
vecutti
eswithher,sheal waysrui
n
everythi
ngt hatIl
ove"
"She'
syourmother
,fi
ndi
tinyourhear
ttof
orgi
ve
her.Shemaynotli
keme,idon'
tcar
ebutshesai
d
anythinganymot herwould'vesai dint
hatsituati
on.
Yesshehur tmeal otwit
hherchoi ceofwords, but
she'
snot hingtome.Whatshet hinksaboutmeI
don'tcarebutshe'syourmot her.Youdon'thavet o
carr
yhat redinyourheart,l
etpeoplegoandt rust
met hatisgoingtobet hebestFeel i
ngIam tell
ing
you,justforgi
veherandt r
ywor kingonaheal t
hy
rel
ationshipwithher.
"
Hesmi
ledandki
ssedmeonmyf
orehead.
"
SeewhyIl
oveyou?
"
Ismi
led
"
Iloveyout
oo"
Weki
ssed,
hepul
ledoutandl
ookedatme.
"
Babyar
eyouonCont
racept
ives?
"
"Yes,iam st
il
lyoung.IhaveaDegreet
oworkhar
d
for,
ican'tbehavingababybefor
emakingsur
eI
getmydegr eefi
rst.
"
Hesmi
led
"Iam nott
hatsel
fi
sheit
her
,iwantwhat
'sbestf
or
you.Wehaveourlif
eti
metoget
her,
sobabiescan
wait
.AslongasI'
l
lbemaki
ngl
ovet
oyou,
idon'
t
mind.Comehere.
"
Ismil
edasheopenedhi
sar
msf
orme,
thi
sismy
happypl
ace.

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