Villains 9 Never Never - Serena Valentino
Villains 9 Never Never - Serena Valentino
Villains 9 Never Never - Serena Valentino
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Contents
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Prologue
Chapter I
Chapter II
Chapter III
Chapter IV
Chapter V
Chapter VI
Chapter VII
Chapter VIII
Chapter IX
Chapter X
Chapter XI
Chapter XII
Chapter XIII
Chapter XIV
Chapter XV
Chapter XVI
Epilogue
Dedicated to my lovely readers for their
unwavering love, support, and enthusiasm for
this series. I love and appreciate you more than
you could possibly imagine. Thank you.
Captain James Hook
Captain James Hook would like it known he is the bravest man to ever hoist a pirate flag.
We know the truth, however. We see clearly into the changeable hearts of men, and we
write their stories. We are the Odd Sisters; powerful witches, the creators of fates, and the
authors of this Book of Fairy Tales. If you’re reading our stories in the order we have
preordained, then you will remember we are in the Place Between—the place between the
land of the living and the land beyond the veil. Though much time has passed since our
daughter Circe sacrificed herself to save the Many Kingdoms, we still find ourselves trapped
in this place, with only one of our magic mirrors to show us what is happening in the
outside world. Not that we need it—these stories are etched on our souls, for we have
written them, and we have found ways to make our influence felt in the Many Kingdoms,
and in the outside realms. But enough of our tale for now. This is Captain James Hook’s
story.
James wasn’t always the man he is today, constantly thwarted by the Lost Boys,
outsmarted by their impish leader Peter Pan, or besieged by a deep and abiding fear of a
menacing crocodile with a clock ticking away in its belly. As hard as it may be to fathom,
there was a time when James was a very brave soul, and one of the most feared and
respected pirates to sail the Seven Seas. Those stories however have been eclipsed by his
misadventures in Never Land, by his reputation for being a cowardly “grown-up.” Our story
focuses on what happened before James made his way to Never Land, because you already
know what happens once he got there. The adventures of Peter Pan and his nemesis
Captain Hook are widely known, but what you don’t know is how James became Captain
Hook, and how it was he came upon that name.
James wasn’t born to pirate life. He was raised in London, a rather mundane non-
magical realm where he was son to a grand lord and lady, well before the time of Lady
Tremaine and Cruella de Vil, but not so dissimilar from their own upbringings. You will
notice that the last three entries in this Book of Fairy Tales have worked their way back in
time rather than moving forward, but as you will soon learn, time means nothing in the
magical realms, and even less so to those who rule the lands where the magic is as dense
as the Dead Woods in the Many Kingdoms.
As with most children in aristocratic households, James’s daily care was left in the
hands of a nurse, a nanny who attended to the child’s every need. On one of their daily
strolls in the park, James’s nurse found her attentions diverted from her charge, and
returned to find James had disappeared from his pram (or stroller, depending where in the
world you are reading this).
As you can imagine, James’s disappearance sent panic into the hearts of his family.
Little James was missing for six days. For his parents, it was six gut-wrenching days. But by
all accounts they were the most glorious six days of James’s entire life, and have remained
so to this day.
In all our time chronicling fairy tales in this book, one of the most delightful things
we’ve learned about London is that for a non-magical realm, it is often touched by other
worlds’ magic. For instance, when a boy falls out of his pram in London, he is transported to
a place called Never Land. If the child is not claimed by his parents within seven days, that
is where he will stay, and thereafter be known as a Lost Boy.
It makes sense to us, for who else would be the caretakers for young boys? Certainly not
the high fairies of the Fairylands, whose attentions are devoted almost entirely to young
girls (all but the Blue Fairy, but she is the exception in more ways than this), and we
witches don’t have time for the likes of grubby little boys. We suppose that is why the Fairy
Council sent one of their unruly fairies, a tinker fairy by the name of Tinker Bell, to care for
the boys in Never Land. Two birds with one stone, as they say: the Fairy Council has
someone care for the little troublemakers who refuse to grow up and they rid themselves of
a fairy whom the Fairy Godmother and Three Good Fairies did not approve of. This is not
unusual in the Fairylands, as you may have read or will read in this tome should you decide
to explore it. But we will waste no more time on the likes of the Fairy Godmother and her ilk
here. Instead we will focus on James, and his quest to find Never Land.
To us, Never Land was a trifling place, filled with ill-tempered and foolhardy young boys
who wish never to grow up—and somehow never do. That seemed to be the extent of the
magic there as far as we knew, aside from Tinker Bell’s magic fairy dust, so it didn’t bother
us that we were forbidden by the Fairy Council to travel there. But when James started to
get our attention, our gaze shifted upward to the second star to the right, and straight on
till morning.
As you can imagine, a place such as Never Land appealed to young James.
When he fell out of his pram in London, he spent six days in Never Land. It was a place
of high adventure, where he ran around in animal skins and got up to all sorts of tomfoolery
with the Lost Boys. It was far more appealing than his life in London with his stuffy nurse.
He would have stayed there happily for the rest of his days, but unfortunately, on the sixth
day, his parents found him and brought him home. If he had remained missing just one day
longer, Never Land would have claimed him, and he would have remained a Lost Boy
forever. But his destiny was to grow up.
James would never get over leaving Never Land behind. Visions of the life and the
adventures he could have had stayed with him, haunting him to the point of obsession into
adulthood. He made it his life’s quest to return to Never Land, and he never gave up on his
search.
As he grew older James made it his mission to learn everything he could about Never
Land and how to find it again, but the secrets of Never Land were always out of reach. He
found nothing but rumors that sounded like children’s stories, chronicling the adventures of
Peter Pan—adventures James felt should have been his own, and that had been stolen
unjustly from him when he was found and brought home. And just as he was about to lose
hope of ever finding Never Land again, like magic James found stories of pirates sitting on
the shelves of his father’s library. He was intrigued by these dastardly pirates who were said
to sail to mysterious and magical lands. He found himself enamored of these tales of the
brave seafaring men and women who traveled the high seas looking for treasure and
having adventures, in his world and beyond.
Of course this wouldn’t do for James’s parents, who raised him to be a proper young
gentleman. He was sent to the finest schools, first Eton and then Balliol College, Oxford,
and upon graduation he was expected to find a wealthy young woman to marry. Like so
many titled families, James’s parents were burdened with the upkeep of a large estate and
grounds without the money to do so. Of course they wouldn’t stoop to working, so their
only option was finding the daughter of a wealthy family so they might save the family
estate. But James had other plans in mind. He was going to become a pirate.
James read every book he could get his hands on about pirates and their ships, and
made it his mission to be able to impress the most seasoned of pirates with his extensive
knowledge of cartography, navigation, ship rigging, artillery, and order of accession in the
ranks, and of course he became acquainted with their skullduggerous and dastardly ways
through the stories of their exploits and adventures. His time at Eton and Balliol College
proved helpful in his research. He had read everything in his father’s library when he was
quite young, and was happy to have a whole new world of books at his disposal in the vast
and expansive libraries while away at school. But there was something else his education
and obsessive reading did for James that he did not expect. He became an excellent
storyteller, and found that he could speak with authority on almost any subject, as he was
able to substantiate his opinions with the facts he easily remembered from the numerous
books he had devoured over the years. In other words, he was a good talker, which was one
of his greatest sources of pride. The more James read about pirates, the more he became
convinced that if anyone could help him find Never Land it would be a pirate. He could
think of no one else who had seen more of the world, or met more interesting people. What
James didn’t expect is that his adventures would eventually bring him to the Many
Kingdoms, a truly magical place unlike any other. But we are getting ahead of ourselves.
James’s true adventure started on the evening of his graduation from Balliol College.
His family shouldn’t have been surprised when their butler brought them the farewell letter
James had left for them in his bedroom near a stack of pirating books that evening, but
they were nevertheless shocked and horrified. Who wasn’t surprised however was their
butler, because it was he who had truly known James’s heart since he was a young lad.
When James’s father read the letter aloud, James’s mother all but fainted, and then, in
true aristocratic fashion, she took to her room for several weeks afterward, heartbroken that
her only son could bring such shame upon his family.
James hadn’t expected to feel such sorrow seeing his mother so much older and in such a
state of grief. He saw her sitting near her favorite fountain, where she and James’s papa
would sit in the quiet of the morning, but now the gardens were overgrown, and his
mama’s once inky-black hair was streaked with silver. She looked lonely and heartbroken,
but he couldn’t bring himself to face her; he knew she would plead with him to stay, and
there was a part of him that wanted to. He was all she had left now, and it broke his heart.
He snuck into the house through the servants’ entrance, and put the wooden box filled with
banknotes on her vanity, along with a little note.
Dear Mama,
I am deeply saddened to learn of Papa’s passing, and your current circumstances.
Please accept this gift, knowing I have never forgotten my duty, nor my love for you.
Most sincerely,
James
As soon as James was back aboard the ship, he went directly to his quarters to admire his
new coat and hat in the mirror. At last he looked like a captain. He had done what Lucinda
had asked, he had helped his mother save her home, and now he was about to start a
fantastic journey. He felt guilty for not speaking with his mother, but he had waited long
enough to find Never Land.
He had one more task before he could set sail—he had to call Lucinda on her magic
mirror. She had told him to let her know once he settled things in London and she would
give him the means to fly to Never Land. He couldn’t believe this was all finally happening.
His hands were shaking as he went to his desk, unlocked the drawer, and opened it.
Lucinda’s face was already there in the magic mirror, waiting for him when he slid the
drawer open. “Good grief, must you always be lurking in this mirror?”
“Hello, James. Did you sell everything in the box except for the mirror and iron clock as
we asked?”
“I did,” he said. “But I don’t understand why you wanted me to keep the clock.”
“To keep track of time, of course,” she said, laughing. “I see you bought the crimson
coat, just as it’s written in the Book of Fairy Tales. It will go nicely with the golden buckles
Blackbeard gave you.”
“Am I truly in this book? How do you know of the boot buckles?” asked James,
wondering why he didn’t think to read his story before he sold it to the shopkeeper.
“Yes, your story started long before the day you fell out of your pram,” she said, smiling.
“We have been watching you ever since.” He could hear the laughter of other women in the
background, but as before he could not see them.
“Circe says you have been watching me since before I was born, but I don’t see how
that could be,” he said, looking into Lucinda’s eyes, which were now filled with anger.
“Circe speaks in nothing but riddles now that she rules the Dead Woods. She is lost in
the mists of time, and she is lost to us, though she doesn’t now see it,” said Lucinda, her
sisters laughing from out of James’s view in the mirror. Lucinda looked as if she was
listening to one of her sisters speak to her.
“Where are these sisters of yours? I can hear them, but I see only you,” he said, not able
to keep himself from asking.
“Circe didn’t tell you what she did to us? If you wish to know Circe’s shame, she must
share it with you herself,” Lucinda said. Her voice sounded hollow, and was not
accompanied by laughter. James couldn’t imagine Circe doing anything that would bring
herself shame, or hurting anyone she loved, and his regret for betraying her was starting to
weigh on his heart.
“I see my daughter has beguiled you, James. It’s true she has the best of intentions. She
is ruled by her heart, and does what she thinks is right, but we, too, have always done the
same, and where did that get us? Trapped here, neither living nor dead. Don’t forget Circe
is us, and we are her,” she said.
James hardly knew what to say. Intimate conversations made him uneasy, and he was
having so many of them as of late, and he was starting to find these witches’ riddles and
half-truths tiresome. He was eager to start his journey. He was growing tired of this
conversation, and wanted to get to the point, but didn’t want to give Lucinda another
reason to become angry with him.
“I suppose you’re wondering where we’ve hidden the magic that will take you to Never
Land?” she asked. “All you have to do is reach into your pocket.”
“What nonsense is this?” asked James.
“The magic is there, in your pocket,” said Lucinda, her smile now returning.
James reached into his pocket and found a small glass vial, with a cork, that had
sparkling dust within.
“This is all I need to get to Never Land? This?” he said, looking at the tiny vial. “And it’s
been in the pocket of this coat the entire time? I almost bought this coat before we met.”
“We know. It’s been sitting in the shop waiting for you all these years, since we asked
Blackbeard to put it there,” said Lucinda, laughing along with the faceless laughter of what
James assumed were her sisters.
“What do you mean, you asked Blackbeard to put it there? Why didn’t he just tell me
where I could find the dust? Why send me on this needless and maddening journey?”
James found himself frustrated, as if he’d been ushered about since the beginning. And he
felt the crushing weight of Circe’s warnings, and dismissed them and his fear at once.
“Blackbeard didn’t know the vial was in the pocket. He was simply completing a task in
exchange for his wish. Had he known the dust in the vial could be used to travel to Never
Land I am sure he would have told you. He loved you like a son, James, the son he always
wanted and wished for, the son we gave him,” said Lucinda.
“What are you saying?” asked James, making Lucinda laugh her maddening laugh.
“You know Blackbeard took our treasures, but you don’t know the reason he came to us
in the first place. He wanted a son, or someone he could love like one. And that is what we
gave him; you, in exchange for taking that coat to the shop in Eaton Square.”
“You’re telling me that he lived his life in torment, suffering never to rest, only to die
after he found the love of a son? You’re a wicked woman, Lucinda. I’m sorrier than ever I’ve
made a deal with you.”
“You had no other choice. It was already written. We cursed Blackbeard with eternal life
for taking our treasures; had we not done so he would have never found you, and brought
you to us so we might show you the way to Never Land. It’s all worked out nicely, wouldn’t
you say?” Lucinda looked very pleased with herself.
James wished more than ever he had kept the Book of Fairy Tales, or asked Circe to
share his story with him. Since the day he fell from his pram he felt as if he was being
ushered along a path that would lead him to his dream, but now he saw that it was the Odd
Sisters who had schemed and meddled like the very hands of the fates themselves. He
wondered if he should have listened to Circe’s warnings, and he was starting to fear she
was telling the truth.
“My daughter knows nothing of fate,” said Lucinda, reading James’s mind. “She thinks
fate is changeable, even though all of time and its stories are written on her soul, and to
change those stories would be a breaking of her core. You saw how tortured she was, how
sad and tired, because she is trying to change stories that are already written, but we’ve
learned after so many years of heartbreak and destruction of trying to do the same. It’s our
duty, my sisters and I, to make sure events play out as they are written. You have been
given a gift, James. You have the means to find Never Land again. Will you let your fear of
realizing your dreams keep you from that and your fondest wish, your true wish, what you
want most of all, once you get to Never Land?” she asked, looking rather serious and
serene, and in the moment he saw how this woman was Circe’s mother.
“How do I use the powder?” he asked, holding the vial up to the lantern to get a better
look. It was a beautiful thing seeing it glitter in the light, dancing within the bottle as if it
were longing to be released. He decided in that moment he couldn’t escape his fate;
whatever the cost he would go to Never Land, and he would get his dearest wish.
“Put it into the palm of your hand, and blow it toward your sails. The magic will do the
rest. Just head to the second star from the right, and sail straight on until morning.”
Lucinda narrowed her eyes at him. “I sense you have a question, James, something to do
with my daughter.”
“Do you think she will be very cross with me for going back on my word?”
“You leave Circe to me,” she said.
“But she is Queen of the Dead,” he said, regretting his betrayal, but there was no way
around it. Circe said it wasn’t within her power to give him his secret wish, the one hidden
deep within his heart, the thing he wanted even more than finding Never Land. But he
couldn’t help but feel guilty for betraying her, and Blackbeard, even if it meant helping his
mother and receiving his heart’s desire.
“Circe may be Queen of the Dead, but I am her mother, and those treasures belonged
to me, not Circe and not Blackbeard, and I shall do with them what I will. Never mind Circe;
she can’t give you what you truly want. Now go. Off to Never Land, and right back with
Tinker Bell, then you can start living the life you always dreamed of,” said Lucinda, smiling.
James took a deep breath as he stood in front of his mirror and admired his outfit again.
His hair had become much longer during his time with Blackbeard, and he had grown a
dandy mustache that was long and pointed. He only needed one more thing to make his
outfit complete: his gold boot buckles. The ones Blackbeard had given him. They did make
him feel fearful when he held them in his hands, but he missed Blackbeard, and felt by
wearing them he was bringing him along on this important journey.
“Blackbeard said you didn’t curse the boot buckles, is that true?” he asked, taking them
out of his pocket.
“I vow to you on the spirits of my sisters we didn’t curse those boot buckles,” she said.
Before he could ask anything else, her image vanished from the mirror.
When he put them on he felt the same foreboding as when Blackbeard had given him
the precious gift. He felt fearful. He took a deep breath, and looked down at his boot
buckles, and was overcome by a surge of panic that was so strong he wanted to smash the
vial of pixie dust. He didn’t understand exactly what it was he was feeling. It seemed like an
instinct—something deep within him telling him he was making a mistake, that he needed
to abandon this trip. Then he remembered Blackbeard’s words:
“Realizing one’s dreams can be a terrifying venture, for fear they don’t meet one’s
expectations.”
James pushed his fear aside, turned from the mirror, and with a theatrical flourish of his
coat, he left his quarters to embark at last on his adventure. Trying to banish all fear and
doubt from his heart. He was ready.
James clasped the pixie dust in his hand as he stood on the deck of the Jolly Roger. The full
moon was bright in the sky, glowing behind the stunning and glittering London backdrop.
He had never seen a night more lovely than this one. The sky sparkled with starlight, and
his heart raced as he realized he was headed in that direction: to Never Land, the realm
among the stars. It was as if he was seeing things more clearly now. He wasn’t sure if it was
the pixie dust, but everything was more vivid, and the stakes felt higher. Maybe it was
because he was finally and truly on his way to Never Land, or perhaps it was the magic in
the air, but he felt more alive than he had when he was trapped in his old life. And now he
could venture anywhere he liked without guilt or obligation to his family. His only obligation
was to Lucinda, to capture and bring Tinker Bell back to her. A small price to pay to get
what he truly longed for.
A small price to pay for a wonderful life.
“How hard could it be to capture a fairy?” he said as he emptied the little vial of fairy
dust onto the palm of his hand. He took a deep breath and then blew the dust upward
toward the sails. Floating magically on the wind, the sparkling dust spiraled up into the
night, making the sails glitter.
“Take your positions, gentlemen, we are going to Never Land!” he said, pointing to the
sky, where the glittering dust moved up and mingled with the stars. The ship sailed
forward, then took flight, riding on the magic dust. “To the second star on the right!” he
yelled to Skylights, who was at the helm. James stood on the deck marveling at the sights.
They were surrounded by clouds; the moon seemed to take up the entirety of the sky.
James’s coat blew in the breeze, and as they sailed higher and higher his heart grew lighter.
It was as if the closer to Never Land he came, the less he was burdened by the worries and
sorrows that weighed on him when he was in London, or in the Many Kingdoms for that
matter. He was starting to feel young again, and untethered. He had never felt more excited
in his life, and before he knew it, and well before he expected it was morning, and he
realized they had sailed too high. Never Land was below him, but he was so happy to see it
at this vantage point. The sight of it took his breath away; he was home at last.
The ship landed in a lagoon near where the Lost Boys were playing. It was like seeing
old friends again, and his heart leaped for the joy of it. James darted to the starboard side,
his arms stretched out as if waiting to be embraced by his old friends. “My friends! I am
back home at last!”
James was so happy to be home again, to see his friends so happy, and so free of the
burdens adults carry in their souls. He could hardly believe he was there at last.
“Ahoy there, young men!” James couldn’t contain his joy. “What game are you playing
today? May I join you?”
“Away with you, pirate! We are not men, young or otherwise!” said Peter with an
indignant look on his face.
“We are old friends, you and I. Won’t you greet me as such? Surely you remember me,
Peter?” asked James, smiling and waiting for his old friend to recognize him.
“I am not in the habit of making friends with pirates,” said Peter, scoffing. “Shouldn’t
you be off trying to steal someone’s treasure, or kidnapping them? Whoever heard of a
pirate trying to make friends?” said Peter, making the Lost Boys stop their antics and laugh.
Foxy, Rabbit, Skunk, and the Raccoon Twins had Cubby in a giant slingshot, about to send
him reeling across the lagoon.
“Come on, get your ship out of the way, we’re trying to launch Cubby!” said Skunk.
“Yeah, get out of here! You’re ruining our game!” said Rabbit.
“Yeah, who said you could land in our lagoon anyway?” said Foxy, sticking his tongue
out at James.
“Do none of you recognize me? Surely you do, Peter!” said James, feeling keenly aware
his men were watching, and he was starting to feel foolish.
James hadn’t realized Tinker Bell was on Peter’s shoulder until he saw her whisper
something into his ear, making Peter’s eyes grow big with surprise.
“Is that really you, James?” he said, his expression changing, his eyes large. “I didn’t
recognize you, you’re so old now.” Peter laughed, throwing his head back, his mouth open
wide, just as James remembered him.
“Don’t talk to him, Peter. He’s an adult!” said Rabbit.
“We can’t trust him!” said Cubby. “He’s ruining our game!”
James didn’t understand why his old friends were acting this way. He was finally there
and Peter and the Lost Boys hated him.
“Tink says you’re not to be trusted, and I think she’s right!” Peter said, but before James
could answer, Smee popped out from behind James, chiming in.
“I assure you Master James is entirely trustworthy, and comes in the spirit of friendship.
I have known him his entire life and I know for a fact he has wished for this day for a
lifetime.”
Peter narrowed his eyes at Smee, and then looked at James again, contemplating them
both. “Go on,” he said, and James couldn’t tell if Peter seemed intrigued and amused by Mr.
Smee, or if he was just humoring him. Either way James was happy Smee had gotten
Peter’s attention.
“What if I were to tell you three nights from now we were having a splendid party, and
that you and your Lost Boys were all invited? There will be music, food, dancing, and
games. Will you join us?” asked Smee, smiling. James thought that idea was brilliant and
wished he had thought of it himself.
“Food and games you say?” asked Peter with his hand on his hip.
“Oh yes! The most delicious food you’ve tasted. Smee here is a splendid cook,” said
James.
“Will there be cakes?” asked Cubby.
“And jellies? Will there be jellies?” asked one of the Raccoon Twins.
“How about candy? Do you have any chocolate?” asked Foxy.
“And chocolate cake? Will there be chocolate cake?” asked Peter.
“Yes, my friends, the biggest chocolate cake you have ever seen! Please join us. I
promise it will be a night to remember,” said James, smiling.
“Very well. We will see you then,” Peter said with a mischievous grin.
“Delightful! And Tinker Bell, you, too, are most welcome, I do hope you will join us,”
James said, returning the smile and devising his plan to kidnap Tinker Bell.
Smee provided James with the perfect opportunity to capture Tinker Bell with his
suggestion to host a party for the Lost Boys, but he needed to plan carefully. James didn’t
want Peter to know he was involved. He felt terrible, really, starting off like this, deceiving
his friends in this way. He wished he was just throwing a party for his friends to show them
he could be trusted, but he hadn’t been smart about his arrival at Never Land, landing right
there in the lagoon in front of Peter and the Lost Boys. If he hadn’t been so excited to see
them, so happy to be home again, he would have thought better of announcing his return.
He should have been more stealthy, showed up in secret, and hidden himself away, and
then found a way to capture Tinker Bell. But it was too late for stealthy plans; Peter knew he
was there and he had to make the best of the situation.
The crew was thrilled that James had suggested they dock the Jolly Roger at a daunting
island in the shape of a skull. “It’s the perfect pirate hideout! I bet there is no other crew
with digs like this.”
“Imagine all the treasure we can hide in there. We don’t ever have to worry about
another crew taking our loot.”
Skylights also seemed to approve of Never Land. “We can use Never Land as our home
base between campaigns, if you think it’s safe, Captain. Who else is here aside from the
Lost Boys?”
James didn’t know how to break it to the crew that he wasn’t intending to leave Never
Land, not once he was back from taking Tinker Bell to the Many Kingdoms. He didn’t want
anything to distract them from their plan, and he wasn’t ready for all the questions the
crew would have if he told them he had no intention of remaining a pirate.
“No sense in camping on Skull Island when we have everything we need on the ship.
Let’s focus on our plan to capture Tinker Bell, and getting her to the Many Kingdoms, and
then we will be free to decide what to do next.”
The men seemed satisfied with that answer, and none of them were the sorts who
shied away from a bit of skullduggery, so they were keen on James’s plan. “All right, men,
I’m going to check in on Mr. Smee.”
James found him in the galley surrounded by bubbling pots cooking on the fire. “Smee,
my old friend, I see you’re already at work preparing for the party! Is there anything in here
that would make someone sleep?” James was poking around at the various spices and teas
in the pantry. He could see he was annoying his old friend. “What’s the matter with you,
man? Am I disturbing your system? Have I thrown everything out of order?” asked James,
smiling.
“I’m sorry, sir, but yes. Please, let me,” Smee said, going the pantry. “I know Captain
Blackbeard had a sleeping draft in his tea every evening before bed; just let me locate it.
Though I’m not sure how effective it was, as he never seemed to sleep. Why do you ask?”
he said, pushing past James and locating the bottle and handing it to him.
“Would this be enough to make all the Lost Boys fall asleep?” James asked, holding up
the bottle.
“I’d say not, but we have more. Blackbeard always made sure I kept it well-stocked,”
said Smee, narrowing his eyes. “What do you have in mind, sir?” he asked.
“I want you to make the most magnificent, most delicious, and most enticing chocolate
cake, and I want you to lace it with this sleeping draft. We are going to catch ourselves a
fairy!”
“Excuse me for saying so, sir, but this is foolhardy! Peter and the Lost Boys will know it
was you. I don’t trust those Odd Sisters, and I can’t believe you agreed to this insane plan of
theirs.”
“We’ve gone over this, Smee. What choice did I have? It was the only way to make sure
my mother would be taken care of. If you saw her, Mr. Smee, you’d understand why I had to
make a deal with the Odd Sisters, but the only way they will agree to give me my fondest
wish is if I agree to bring them Tinker Bell.”
“I thought you got your fondest wish; we’re in Never Land! It’s all you’ve ever wanted.”
Smee furrowed his brow.
James was surprised. He had thought that if anyone knew his secret heart’s desire, it
would be Smee. “There is one other thing I want above all things, and Lucinda has
promised she has the power to make it so. Besides, Peter won’t know. While everyone is
asleep I will use Tinker Bell’s dust to get us to the Many Kingdoms so I can deliver her to
Lucinda. By the time everyone wakes, we will be back, and we will pretend we had been
put to sleep as well, and act just as surprised as they are that Tinker Bell is missing. Peter
won’t suspect a thing. It’s brilliant!” said James, looking very pleased with himself.
“But is it right to take Tinker Bell against her will?”
“She was sent here against her will, Smee, taken from the home she loves. I’m taking
her back to where she belongs.”
“Are you sure she isn’t from Pixie Hollow?”
“Pixie Hollow?” James didn’t know what he was talking about.
“You told me about it countless times as a child. You don’t remember? You said it was
the secret heart of Never Land, where all the fairies are born.”
James didn’t remember; as far as he knew Tinker Bell was the only fairy in Never Land.
“I don’t know, Smee. I’m not an expert on fairy lore. Lucinda says Tinker Bell is from the
Fairylands in the Many Kingdoms but doesn’t remember. She says her memory will return
once she is home again.”
“I don’t know, Master James. I think you should have dealt with Circe. From what you’ve
told me it doesn’t sound like Lucinda can be trusted. Besides, Tinker Bell seems very fond of
Never Land, and of Peter, so is it fair to take her away?”
James didn’t understand where Smee had gotten all of this.
“How do you know so much about Never Land, Smee?”
“From you of course, Master James. You talked of nothing else as a child.”
“Well, nevertheless, Circe doesn’t have the power to give me what I truly want, and her
mother does, and that is the last we will say of it,” said James, not giving Smee the
opportunity to ask him any more questions.
“Yes, sir.”
“Then it’s settled,” James said, smiling. “I was going to ask if you have everything you
need, but it looks like we have more than enough.” James looked at the piles of provisions
Smee had picked up while they were in the Many Kingdoms. “Ask as many men as you need
to help you with the preparations for the party. Smee, I want this to be perfect.”
“Don’t you worry, sir. I have it all well in hand.”
They had three days before the big party, and James knew Smee would do everything
in his power to make sure it was a success, even if he did have his concerns. The fact was,
James shared them. He couldn’t stop thinking of the ladies of the Dead Woods. He kept
seeing Circe’s face, and felt a deep sense of shame in betraying her, but she couldn’t give
him what he truly wanted—she had said so. It made sense to him that her mothers would
be more powerful and it would be within their grasp to give him his greatest wish. But
Circe’s warnings about her mothers kept creeping into his mind, and he worried he had
made a terrible mistake. The fact was, the longer he was in Never Land, the more uncertain
he was about everything. He wished he could feel the way he had when his ship was
making its descent, when he didn’t have a care in the world, but now fear was creeping
into his heart—and he had a deep, abiding sense that it had been lingering there far longer
than he would have liked to admit. Ever since he put on his boot buckles.
Was Blackbeard right? Was James afraid to realize his dream? Was he truly afraid of
getting his wish from Lucinda for fear it wouldn’t meet his expectations? Things certainly
hadn’t gone as he would have liked so far. Peter and the Lost Boys weren’t at all happy to
see him, and now he was going to trick them so he could kidnap Tinker Bell.
Maybe Smee was right. Perhaps he was going about this all the wrong way, and the fear
of how it might go all wrong was mounting within him, making his heart pound like a
ticking clock.
After checking in with the men once more to make sure they were clear on their plan
for the night of the party, he decided to distract himself from his worries by exploring the
neighboring areas around Skull Rock. Since Never Land was comprised of islands, James
took a small boat and ventured out. He never forgot how beautiful it was in Never Land or
the feeling it gave him when he was there. All cities had their own heartbeat, their own
soul, but this was greater than the difference between how one may feel in the country as
opposed to the city—this was another world, and it felt like coming home.
Skull Rock was situated near the Hangman’s Tree, the entrance to where the Lost Boys
lived. James could see the large dead tree from his boat, and he wondered what Peter and
the Lost Boys were doing now. On the other side of Skull Rock was the Mermaid Lagoon.
Determining it was best to stay out of Peter and the Lost Boys’ way until the party, he
decided he would pay the mermaids a visit.
It was strange for James to be back in the place he considered home and feel like an
outsider, to feel like he didn’t belong, but he guessed that would all change once he
brought Tinker Bell back to the Many Kingdoms and Lucinda granted him his final wish.
Even though he had already waited a lifetime for all this to happen, three more days felt
like an eternity. In three days he would get what he always truly wanted. As his ship glided
into the Mermaid Lagoon, he could hear the voices of the mermaids talking to one another,
their lilting voices instantly bringing back the memories of visiting them when he was a
small boy.
Mermaid Lagoon was an almost entirely hidden rock pool, and its waters were deep
blue. As James approached he saw several mermaids on their rocks gazing up at the
evening sky while listening to the splash of the waterfall behind them, illuminated by the
moonlight. He couldn’t believe he was actually there, and that his memories of the place
had remained so vivid in his imagination for all these years. He just sat there in his boat
watching them, and taking in the beauty of the lagoon, feeling a rush of happiness in his
heart to be in the place he had longed to be for so many years.
“We know you’re lurking there, James. Come over and say hello,” said one of the
mermaids. She had long dark hair and eyes with features so delicate and cute, she
reminded James of a little rabbit.
“Good evening to you, ladies. Please forgive me for disturbing you,” he said, smiling at
the mermaids. And it suddenly hit James in that moment that Never Land was real. He
didn’t understand why it hadn’t hit him before; perhaps it was the excitement of finally
being there again, and seeing his old friends Peter and the Lost Boys, but something about
seeing the mermaids, these almost magical beings that weren’t part of his own world,
made it all seem real. He hadn’t realized how much he had let his parents make him doubt
himself or his memories, and though he staunchly pursued his dream, he realized there
was a tiny bit of him that wondered if it wasn’t all in his imagination. But he was really
there. He was in Never Land and he couldn’t be happier.
“So, you found your way back to Never Land after all these years,” said a mermaid with
golden hair and an impish smile. She was splashing her tail in the rock pool as a cat might
flick its tail when agitated.
“We all wondered if you would ever make your way back. But I guess Peter was right, he
knew you’d find Never Land again,” said a ginger-haired mermaid giving him the side-eye.
James didn’t understand why no one in Never Land seemed happy to see him again.
Though only flashing, his memories of Never Land were always good, and he started to
wonder if it wasn’t his impression of Never Land he was wrong about, but he reminded
himself that everything would be better in three days.
“What do you mean?” James squinted to see which of the mermaids had said that. It
was dark in the lagoon, and the light of the moon was now obscured by clouds.
“I remember your wailing the day you were claimed; it was terrible, and hurt my ears. I
have to admit I was happy when your mother finally found you.”
“But your cries were nothing compared to your poor mother’s. We could hear her all the
way from the Labyrinth of Longing, crying your name again and again,” said the dark-
haired mermaid. “I wonder if she is there now?”
“Don’t be silly. James isn’t a Lost Boy. Only the mothers of Lost Boys are trapped in the
labyrinth,” said the golden-haired mermaid.
“What are you talking about?” asked James. “What is this labyrinth?” James didn’t
remember any such place, and he was sure the mermaids were teasing him.
“What are you doing in Never Land anyway, James? There’s nothing for you here. Peter
and the Lost Boys won’t trust you; you’re an adult. It seems like a foolish journey to make
all the way from London,” said the ginger-haired mermaid.
“Peter does trust me. We’re old friends.” James could see the mermaids didn’t believe
him, and he couldn’t blame them; he wasn’t sure he believed his own words. “And if he
doesn’t, then I am sure he will soon. I will prove to him I am his friend.”
The mermaids laughed. “Is that what you think you’re doing here, James? Making
friends?”
James wished he had just stayed back at the ship. With every encounter he had in
Never Land he felt more alone, and the mermaid was right—he was there to make friends,
but now he felt foolish for thinking Peter or anyone in Never Land would embrace him as
such. He had spent his life alone, he had no friends growing up except for Mr. Smee, he
didn’t have time for them, and the few people he did try to get to know didn’t understand
him or his obsession with Never Land. Now he was starting to wonder if he had wasted his
life, and missed opportunities because his entire focus growing up was finding Never Land
again, and now he was an adult and no one there liked him. It was like he was the villain of
a fairy tale, the dreaded pirate, and that was not the role he wanted to play in this story. He
wanted to talk to Circe, even if it meant facing her disappointment in him.
“You have no friends here, James, with no way home. You might as well see if you can
find your way back through the labyrinth. If you listen closely you can hear all the mothers
of the Lost Boys crying for their sons, endlessly searching for them,” said the dark-haired
mermaid. “Their mournful song carries on the wind to our lagoon.”
“Where is this place?” asked James.
“You should remember. You wandered in there. That is how your mother found you so
many years ago,” said the impish mermaid, laughing at him.
“Tell me where it is!” he demanded, getting angry. “Don’t play games with me.”
“It’s hidden, of course. Peter doesn’t want the other Lost Boys wandering in lest they be
claimed as well,” said the fair-haired mermaid.
“Then why was I allowed into the labyrinth?” demanded James.
“That is a question for Peter,” said the bunny-faced mermaid.
“You lie!” said James. “Peter didn’t send me away!” He turned his little boat around to
leave the lagoon.
“Believe as you like, James. But if you want to know the truth you simply have to listen
carefully, and follow the sounds of the Heartbroken, and you will find the labyrinth.”
“Poppycock!”
James could hear the sounds of the mermaids’ laughter as he rowed from the lagoon,
and wondered what he was doing there. He had risked his life to get to Never Land, and
everyone there seemed to hate him no matter what he did. Everything will be fine in three
days, he kept telling himself. Everything will be as it was meant to be. But he couldn’t stop
thinking of Circe’s warnings, and he was starting to fear she was right.
Later that night James tossed and turned in his bed, wondering if what the mermaids
had said was true. The idea of the Lost Boys’ mothers endlessly searching for their sons was
a horrible thought. He had never considered what it must have been like for his mother all
those years ago; he had only thought of himself. He had spent his life resenting his mother
for claiming him, and now he couldn’t help but think of her alone in London, grieving for
her dead husband, and for her son who had abandoned her. And what of Peter’s and the
Lost Boys’ mothers? Were they, too, grieving for their lost sons? Had so much time passed
that they were mere spirits trapped forever in the labyrinth, searching for their sons? The
idea sent a shiver through James. He pulled up his blankets tight under his chin, and tried
to banish these horrid thoughts from his head, and remember what was important:
He was back in Never Land, at long last, and soon he would have what he truly wanted.
Friends.
A terrifying scream echoed through the Many Kingdoms, and all who heard it knew Circe
was awakened by a nightmare. The Dead Woods was shrouded in darkness except for the
glow of the golden flowers that illuminated the headstones, crypts, and their weeping
angels as the queens of that land sighed in despair.
Circe woke in her chamber of mirrors, afraid for James and what might befall him in
Never Land. In her dream she saw James bleeding and alone, his heart broken and full of
rage, and he was calling out to her, and she regretted not trying harder to keep him in the
Dead Woods. Circe had been using the dreamscape to sleep since the breaking of the
worlds. The only way she could rest was by using a sleeping enchantment, else she be
plagued by the terrorizing events with her mothers. For those familiar with the many stories
in the Book of Fairy Tales, this is the Chamber of Mirrors in which Aurora slumbered while
under the sleeping curse set upon her by her mother, Maleficent. It is where everyone who
is under a sleeping enchantment goes, though most don’t remember being there
afterward, which is a blessing—because for those who learn to wield the magic of the
mirrors they often see things they wish they hadn’t. Imagine if Aurora remembered what
happened to her while in the Chamber of Dreams. The horrors and truths she learned would
haunt her forever. We still wonder what would have happened if Maleficent hadn’t put that
sleeping curse on her daughter. Would she have turned into a dragon as her mother had on
her sixteenth birthday, and set the lands ablaze? We still mourn what might have been
with Aurora. All that magic stuffed away deep inside her, we sometimes wonder what
would happen if we should decide to awaken it. But unlike Aurora, and the others who
came to slumber in the Chamber of Mirrors, Circe remembered. It was the only way to let
her body rest, while her mind constantly hummed with magic.
The chamber was comprised of innumerable mirrors, all of them windows into other
worlds. Circe could see anyone or any place she desired; all she had to do was say their
name. “Show me Lucinda.”
Circe flinched when she saw the mirror crack like a lightning bolt, shattering her
mother’s image into three, even though now she only had one mother rather than three. A
painful reminder that Ruby and Martha were no longer physically with them.
“Mother! Why are you doing this to James?” Circe’s face was fierce and her voice was
full of rage. Circe hated summoning her mother in the mirror, and speaking to her these
days only brought Circe pain.
“Are you so lost you’ve forgotten how time works in the worlds outside of the Dead
Woods?” said Lucinda. “Time is a construct, and in order to understand it mortals need to
see it in a straight line, even though for us all time lines are happening concurrently. For
James, his story came before Lady Tremaine’s, and her story came before Cruella’s. How
else would Cruella’s father have found the earrings, and the Book of Fairy Tales, and Lord
and Lady Tremaine find the brooch?”
“Are you not contented by all you have destroyed in the Many Kingdoms that you have
to lure victims from distant lands to do the same to them with your deceit? First Cruella,
then Lady Tremaine, and now James.” Circe was exhausted, and heartbroken that even now
with her mother locked away she was still trying to undo the damage they caused.
“We tried to help Lady Tremaine. We gave her the power to protect her heart. If not for
the brooch she would have crumbled into despair, and she would have never had the
courage to rid herself of that horrible man,” said Lucinda.
Circe saw some truth in that. Even if the logic was twisted, she understood why her
mother felt that way.
“You mean you will try to help her,” said Circe.
“Have, will, it’s all the same, Circe. All time happens at once, you most of all know this
to be true, even though you seem to resist it,” said Lucinda, sneering at her daughter. Circe
missed how it was when she was in the Place Between with her mothers. She had sacrificed
herself to make her mothers whole again. She had broken her cousin Snow White’s heart by
leaving the world of the living in order to save the Many Kingdoms so she and everyone else
Circe loved could live, and she finally had her mothers back. They were the women they
would have been had they not given Circe the best parts of themselves to create her all
those years ago. Their times in the Place Between were the happiest in her memory, and
she wanted those days with Lucinda, Ruby, Martha, and their cat, Pflanze, to last forever.
She would have loved to spend eternity sitting in their old house at the kitchen table with
the view of Grimhilde’s apple tree in the large, round window, laughing with her mothers,
finally and truly enjoying their company, because they were at last the women they were
meant to be, not the twisted monsters they became after giving those pieces of themselves
away. But it wasn’t their fate. It all went terribly wrong, and now there was nothing
between them but resentment and heartbreak.
“Why does it say in the Book of Fairy Tales that the Circe who came before me was a
little girl when she was killed in the Fairylands, when she was clearly a grown woman when
she appeared to Lady Tremaine in the ballroom?”
“Are you searching the Book of Fairy Tales, trying to find a way to save James? Well it
won’t work. And as for the Circe who came before you, the answer is in your heart. She was
an extremely accomplished witch and more powerful than you could fathom. But you are
too afraid to see the stories written on your soul, and therefore the truth eludes you.”
“She was a witch, and very much like you, Ruby, and Martha: scheming, false, and
cruel,” said Circe, feeling ashamed that the woman she was named for was just like her
mothers.
“Circe was a great witch; I won’t have you speaking against her. She would have never
betrayed me as you have,” said Lucinda, hissing.
“But she did betray Lady Tremaine. She put a spell on her to cloud her judgment that
rushed her into a marriage with that horrible man. She felt the inklings of it as you ushered
her to her doom,” said Circe.
“Are you living your life literally, then? Tethered to one time line?” asked Lucinda, tilting
her head to one side with wide, inquisitive eyes.
“I can stay in one time if I focus hard enough. But I allowed myself to see Lady
Tremaine’s and Cruella’s stories because I felt they had a deep connection to James’s. If I
can stop James from doing what you wish perhaps I can save Lady Tremaine and Cruella, as
well as James. But all of these stories happened before Maleficent’s, so tell me, why is it
written that your daughter Circe was a little girl when she died in the Fairylands?”
“I would think that is obvious. She enchanted herself to appear young. If she hadn’t the
fairies would never have trusted her,” said Lucinda.
“I told myself all these years that your sister Circe was like me, that you created me in
her image, but it seems she was treacherous and cruel just like you!”
“She is not the villain of that story, Circe—Fairy Godmother and Nanny are! You saw her
story! Lady Tremaine pleaded with them for help and they refused her!” said Lucinda,
sneering at her daughter.
“I agree, and I plan to take that up with Nanny and Fairy Godmother. Many lives are at
stake here, and James is the key. Cruella could be traveling the world now; instead she is
locked away in Hell Hall reliving the nightmare that was her life. And poor Lady Tremaine
suffered unspeakably. She should have stayed in London to live out her life happily, but you
sent that scheming odious witch to bring her here, and now she’s trapped forever in
Cinderella’s old chateau, forever motionless, like one of the weeping angels in my garden. It
all comes down to James,” said Circe.
“What do you mean, she is motionless?” asked Lucinda, twitching with anger.
“I thought you knew. Fairy Godmother turned her into a statue. She was beyond
redemption. She was abusing her daughters; they lived in terror, and suffered constantly at
their mother’s hand. There was no alternative,” said Circe.
“And you let your precious fairies do this? You, who advocate for everyone to have a
fairy godmother? You would put them in the hands of those monsters?” asked Lucinda.
“How dare you lay this on me! This happened while we were all in the Place Between.
None of this would be happening if it weren’t for you.”
“All of it was meant to happen, Circe. That’s what you’re failing to understand. It was
written,” said Lucinda.
“Because you wrote it!” said Circe.
“Why are you asking me these questions, Circe? These stories are written on your soul;
why are you afraid to see all time at once? You may be the most powerful witch in these
lands, but your power comes from me, my girl, and you still don’t understand the true
nature of the Book of Fairy Tales. But you soon will. Mind your dreams, Circe. James’s fate is
sealed.”
It had been three days since James and his crew landed in Never Land, and two since the
mermaids taunted him with lies and half-truths about Peter Pan and the Labyrinth of
Longing. He didn’t want to believe what they said about Peter—everyone knew the
mermaids in Never Land were impetuous, nasty creatures—but he had a hard time thinking
of anything else in the days leading up to the party for the Lost Boys, because now more
than ever it was imperative that his plan to capture Tinker Bell and bring her back to the
Many Kingdoms worked out perfectly. Only then could he be truly happy. Only then would
Lucinda grant his wish, and if the mermaids were to be believed then he would need her
magic at his side. His dreams were filled with the images of ghostly mothers shrouded in
veils pushing empty prams and wailing for their lost sons, endlessly searching, trapped
within the maze, their hearts breaking with every turn of a corner, only to find their sons
not there.
If it weren’t for the impending party and the preparations, he felt he would have gone
quite mad, his mind filled with the sorrowful calls of the Lost Boys’ mothers, and the
thought of his own mother grieving for the loss of James and his father. Smee did his best to
keep James’s mind from his troubles by coming to him for this or that when making ready
for the party, and James appreciated it, even when it was clear Smee was just trying to
distract him. As much as James missed Blackbeard, he was happy to have Smee at his side.
But that is where Smee had always been, ever there to support him, since he was a little
boy, like a father. Always there to make him laugh, or listen to one of his stories, or share
something interesting he had read, and James loved him for it.
As the days passed, James felt himself growing more fearful. His mind was invaded by
the numerous ways his plan could go wrong, and he worried he had gone about all of this
the wrong way. James couldn’t remember ever feeling so fearful, and decided to take to his
cabin and sit in the quiet and try to clear his mind.
“Master James, it’s not like you to worry like this.” Smee was standing in his doorway
with a cup of tea. The steam was swirling from the cup like a bubbling witches’ brew,
bringing Circe to mind. She was often on his mind; he feared everything she had said was
true. “Your plans always work, James. You’re the smartest person I know. I’m sure you’ve
thought it all out, and it will go just as you like.”
James knew Smee was just trying to make him feel better.
“You said you thought it was a bad plan, and I’m starting to think so, too. I can’t
account for this terrible feeling of fear that has been washing over me. It’s all-consuming,
Mr. Smee; I don’t know what to do.”
Smee frowned. “All right, Master James, this is what we’re going to do. Why don’t you
let me smarten up your frock coat and polish those shoes and buckles. We’ll get you
looking like the brave pirate I know you are. Come on now, off with them, and you take a
nice nap.” James felt like he was a little boy again being bossed around by Mr. Smee, and
told it was his time for a nap. Often when he was little, his nurse or governess would ring
for Mr. Smee because he was the only person James would mind, especially when he wasn’t
ready to take a nap, or do anything, really, that he didn’t want to. But James felt like he
needed to be cherished, to be taken care of in this way. “You just lost a very good friend,
James, and you’ve been through so much in a short space of time. You rest, and let Mr.
Smee take care of you.”
James smiled and took off his coat and shoes as his friend had asked and handed them
over, and in that moment he felt a tremendous weight lifted from him. He felt like he could
breathe, and his fear slowly started to slip away. It was as if all his troubles and worry were
magically gone once he handed them over, and he felt foolish for having felt the way he
did. He shook his head, wondering if Blackbeard was right. He had always felt his coat was
a coat for a captain, and the buckles, too, which had been given to him by Blackbeard, had
always been a symbol of his duty to his crew and the Jolly Roger. Was all of this about being
a captain, as Blackbeard had said? Whatever the case, all he wanted in that moment was to
sleep like Smee suggested, and that is what he did, until later that evening, a few hours
before the party.
He woke to his clothes laid out for him on a large wooden chest. Smee had cleaned his
coat, polished his shoes, and made his buckles shine. He had even laid out a clean white
shirt, and smartened up the white plume in his hat. James put everything on except the
boot buckles, deciding at the last moment to slip them into his desk drawer along with
Lucinda’s magic mirror. Thankfully this time when he opened it, her face was not looking
back at him, but he closed the drawer quickly all the same for fear she might appear. He
looked at himself in the long foggy mirror next to the wooden chest and liked what he saw,
and he felt his nap had been exactly what he needed, and he was ready for the party, and
what came next.
The Jolly Roger shone brightly against the dark sky, all of the lanterns aflame and
glowing through the many windows of the ship, as fireflies danced to music being played
by Mullins, Skylights, and Jukes. The men were having a grand time; James felt they
deserved a bit of fun after their ordeals with the Kraken and the loss of Blackbeard. James
liked to see the men happy and enjoying themselves. He hardly had a moment to really
take it in that this was his crew, and his ship, since everything that happened after he left
Blackbeard in the Floating Boneyard had all happened so fast. Blackbeard was right when
he said the men would do anything for him after he saved their lives by defeating the
Kraken; it seemed they would follow him to the ends of the earth if he asked. When he told
them they were coming to Never Land, he didn’t hear one protest, and they were all on
board when he told them about his plans to spirit Tinker Bell off to the Many Kingdoms. Of
course if all went according to plan, the men would go their own way once James delivered
Tinker Bell to Lucinda and he returned to Never Land for good. He couldn’t expect the men
to want to stay here with him forever. Of course they would be welcome to if they chose,
but he didn’t see that happening. The men were at their happiest when they were on an
adventure, or mission, and at that moment their mission was to pretend they were friendly
pirates throwing a party for their new friends the Lost Boys, and by the looks of it James felt
their ruse would do the trick.
James smiled, looking at the band of men playing a jolly little tune while the others
danced. He could see the mermaids off in the distance, perched on some rocks. He hadn’t
invited the mermaids, and wasn’t happy to see them, but at least they were keeping to
themselves.
Smee had outdone himself preparing the feast for the Lost Boys: there were baked
chickens, loaves of hearty bread, hunks of cheese, spiced apple cider, chocolate cookies,
little cakes, pastries filled with sweet delicious cream, baked apples with caramel sauce,
fruit covered in chocolate, shortbread, sugar cookies, bowls of sweet whipped cream, lemon
curd, and of course there was the enormous chocolate cake, though that was still in the
galley awaiting its grand entrance once the party was in full swing.
As James requested, Smee had placed the Odd Sisters’ iron clock on the center of the
table, so James could keep track of how long the sleeping draft would be effective.
Everything was going according to plan, except for the mermaids. James regretted having
paid them a visit, but had at last managed to banish the terrible images they had conjured
in his mind. He was feeling like himself again, brave and capable of pulling just about
anything off, no matter how dangerous, just like he had with the Kraken, and with the
Flying Dutchman. He laughed when he saw Peter Pan flying above the mermaids, doing
summersaults in the air, and making them swoon. But he couldn’t help but feel jealous of
his old friend Peter, who always found it easy to make friends. It was a talent James wished
he possessed, especially now that he was in Never Land.
Just then Peter landed on the deck right next to James. He took a look around, and
seemed happy with what he saw.
“Hello, pirate!” Peter was eyeing him up and down. “I like your coat. It suits you
perfectly.”
“Welcome, Peter, I’m so happy you decided to come. Where are the other Lost Boys and
Tinker Bell? Smee has made quite the feast for all of you.”
“Are you happy, James? I’ve been talking with the mermaids. They say you aren’t
happy.” Peter was scanning James and the ship suspiciously.
“You know how the mermaids can be. They were just teasing, I’m sure, and I’m afraid I
let them get to me. It was such a long journey here, after all.” James smiled at Peter. Some
of James’s memories of Peter and his time in Never Land as a boy were shrouded as if by a
thick mist. Now that he was home again it seemed some of the memories were coming
back to him more vividly. One of the things he remembered was feeling at home in Never
Land, and he was so happy he was back.
“You look quite at home, pirate,” said Peter, smiling. “You seem truly happy to be here,
happier to be here than any adult I’ve met, anyway.” And then, putting his fingers in his
mouth, he whistled loudly and yelled, “Come on, Lost Boys, it isn’t a trap!” and within
moments the Lost Boys joined James and Peter on the deck of the ship. James was so happy
to be surrounded by his old friends, his heart burst with joy at the sound of their laughter,
and the looks of excitement on their faces. This was how he expected to feel the day he
arrived. This is why he spent his life trying to find Never Land again, to be with his friends.
“Of course it’s not a trap, dear fellow,” said James, laughing and feeling guilty that it
was exactly that. He wasn’t afraid anymore that his plan wouldn’t work, but he did feel
sorry he was about to betray his friends.
“You remember the Lost Boys,” Peter said, and before James could say hello, the little
hellions swarmed the banquet tables, making a mess of everything.
“Where’s the cake? We were promised chocolate cake!” said Foxy, scouring the table
with Cubby and Skunk, throwing the chickens this way and that, making Smee scurry
behind them cleaning up their mess. James couldn’t help but laugh watching Smee
catching chickens as they were tossed in the air.
“Adults always lie! We knew there wouldn’t be cake!” said Rabbit, riling up all the Lost
Boys, who were now surrounding James with angry faces.
“Yeah, let’s leave! There’s no cake!” said the Raccoon Twins, stamping their feet with
their fists clenched. “We came here for the cake!”
“Calm down, boys, calm down,” James said, laughing. “Smee! I think it’s time to bring
out the cake!” he cried, flourishing his pirate coat like he was onstage and not aboard a
ship.
Smee scurried off to the galley, and within moments wheeled out a gigantic chocolate
cake, even larger than the one James had gotten from Tiddlebottom’s and Butterpants’s
Bakery for the Odd Sisters. It was covered in heaps of chocolate frosting, and on the top
was a large replica of the Jolly Roger carved out of chocolate. Smee had even managed to
include the skull and crossbones flag. It was a marvel. The Lost Boys nearly knocked Smee
over as they surrounded the cake, making him spin like a dervish before he righted himself.
“Gentleman, please!” cried Smee as he tried to hand them plates, but the Lost Boys
had no need of them. They were taking handfuls of cake and shoving them into their
mouths greedily, and taking great bites out of the chocolate Jolly Roger, making a mess of
their hands and faces. James was so happy to see his friends having such a good time, he
just stood there laughing, and enjoying the scene, feeling like he was one step closer to
befriending Peter and the Lost Boys again. Smee quickly cut two slices of cake, put them on
plates, and brought them to Peter and James.
“Here you go, sirs,” he said, handing the slices over.
“What’s wrong with you? Why do you look so nervous?” asked Peter, eyeing Smee
suspiciously.
“It’s nothing, young sir, it’s only . . .” he said, looking around anxiously. “It’s just that a
crocodile has been circling the ship. . . . Yes, a crocodile, and I’d hate for any of our spirited
friends to fall into the water.”
James knew that wasn’t what was making Smee anxious, and he wasn’t very good at
lying, but Peter didn’t seem to notice. The fact was James was having so much fun with his
friends he had almost forgotten entirely the cake was laced with a sleeping draft, and
within moments they were going to have to act fast so they could capture Tinker Bell and
spirit her away to the Many Kingdoms.
“Oh, you don’t have to worry about him. His lagoon is nearby; he’s only come to listen
to the music,” said Peter, eating his cake.
“Yes, thank you, Smee, I’m sure the Lost Boys are well acquainted with all manner of
creatures who live here, don’t trouble yourself,” said James, wondering where Tinker Bell
was. He hadn’t planned to serve the cake until after she arrived, but at the rate the Lost
Boys were shoveling cake into their mouths, they’d be asleep before she even got there.
Then of course she would realize it was a trap. “Where is your fairy friend?” he asked Peter,
who answered with a mouth full of chocolate.
“She is there, with the mermaids,” Peter said, and James saw her glittering light zoom
around them as they sang along to the music the men were playing on the Jolly Roger.
Mullins, Jukes, Damien Salt, and the other men looked like they were having a wonderful
time, too, and he wondered if, like him, they had forgotten their skullduggerous plan.
“She is most welcome to join us, so are the mermaids,” said James.
“Mermaids don’t eat cake,” said Peter, laughing.
“Of course they don’t, how silly of me. Is there something I could offer them?
Something more to their taste? I do know, however, that fairies love sweets. Maybe we can
tempt Tinker Bell with some of the petit fours; they’re just her size.” James noticed that
Peter’s eyes were becoming heavy. Soon he and the Lost Boys would be asleep, and he
needed to act fast. He didn’t want to ruin the goodwill he had created this night with his
friends, and wished more than ever he could be doing this some other way.
“Oh yes, she loves little cakes. Do you have lemon? That’s her favorite!” Peter asked,
and called out to Tinker Bell.
“Tink! Tink! They have little cakes!” he said, then whistled so Tink would fly over. James
gave a wink to Smee, his signal to sprinkle a bit of sleeping draft onto Tinker Bell’s cake
before he brought it over to her. Tinker Bell was luminescent and feisty as ever. She was
such a little thing, small enough to fit into the palm of a hand, and brazen enough to find
her way out of it.
“Hello, Tinker Bell, Smee here will be right back with your cakes,” James said, smiling at
the fairy. “I’m so happy to see you, to see all of you really. My memories of being here when
I was a boy are cloudy, so I’m looking forward to getting to know all of you again. I have
been reading about you for years, and I must confess I feel as if we are all good friends.”
Tinker Bell just glared at him with her hand on her hip, and he had to wonder if she felt that
he was up to something. He knew she didn’t feel he could be trusted, and he supposed she
was right—he was after all planning to kidnap her—but at the same time he couldn’t help
but feel hurt that she should feel this way when he had done nothing (that she knew of,
anyway) to make her distrust him.
“Peter, I’ve always wondered, why are there no Lost Girls in Never Land, and only Lost
Boys?” asked James.
“Because girls are far too clever to allow themselves to fall out of their prams,” said
Peter, laughing.
Tinker Bell was still giving James the eye. It hurt him that she didn’t trust him, and he
thought perhaps it was for the best he was taking her to the Many Kingdoms after all. He
didn’t want her standing in the way of his friendship with Peter. “Ah look, here is Smee with
Tink’s cakes,” James said as Smee placed the little plate onto the table. Even though the
cakes were bite-size for a human, one of them was more than enough for the little tinker-
fairy, but Smee had piled the plate high with colorful little cakes, and James could see he
had sprinkled them with the sleeping draft mingled with powdered sugar so she and Peter
wouldn’t notice.
“And what shall we send your mermaid friends? Is there anything I can tempt them
with?” he asked, giving the mermaids the side-eye. He hadn’t thought the mermaids would
come. He had to think of a way to put them to sleep, otherwise they would see him flying
off in the Jolly Roger with Tink, Peter, and the Lost Boys.
Tinker Bell sniffed at her cake, wrinkled her nose, and stamped her foot, causing fairy
dust to erupt from her tiny feet, and she angrily pointed her finger at Smee.
“The cakes are quite good, my dear, I promise you,” said James, but he could tell Tinker
Bell was onto him. She had her hands on her hips, and was glaring at him.
“Can I have Smee get you something else?” he asked, but it was too late—Peter and the
Lost Boys were all falling asleep on their feet, swaying from side to side. Tinker Bell flew
into a tizzy trying to rouse Peter before he and the other Lost Boys fell to the deck with a
great thud.
Tinker Bell flew to each of the Lost Boys trying to wake them, but they were all fast
asleep. “Blasted fairy!” said James, calling out to Murphy, who was now up in the crow’s
nest, waiting to throw a net down at his signal. It came cascading down, capturing Tink.
She struggled beneath the net, frantically trying to get out, but it was too heavy for the tiny
fairy. James still didn’t know what to do about the mermaids, but there was no time. He’d
have to come up with some kind of story to explain why he left Never Land in such a hurry
with everyone on board.
The men stopped their music-playing and frivolity, and positioned themselves at their
posts as planned. But James ordered them to continue playing so the mermaids wouldn’t
catch on that something was amiss. He looked at the iron clock, noting the time. He wanted
to make sure they didn’t waste too much time before sailing off to the Many Kingdoms, to
be sure Peter and the Lost Boys stayed asleep for their trip there and back again. And with
the help of Tink’s pixie dust, they would get there quickly.
But then something happened he did not expect: the crocodile that had gotten Smee’s
attention had been joined by a number of his brethren, and they were circling the ship. The
crocodile seemed to have eyes only for James. And he knew right then that everything
would go wrong.
Within moments James was surrounded by chaos. He wasn’t sure how it all happened
really; there was a maelstrom of frenzy all around him, and before he knew it, the
mermaids, who were curious about what was going on with the crocodiles, swam over to
see what was happening. When they got wind of what James and his crew were up to, they
joined the crocodiles and encircled the ship, pushing it and making it rock back and forth.
James staggered, losing his footing several times as he made his way past Peter and the
Lost Boys, who were still fast asleep. He finally reached Tinker Bell, who was still struggling
under the net. He took the knife from his boot, sliced open the net, and reached for Tinker
Bell, who bit him sharply on the hand.
“Ouch, you bloody little—” But then both of them went tumbling toward the other end
of the ship as the mermaids and crocodiles rocked it so severely that James almost fell into
the ocean with Tinker Bell tight in his grip. The banquet tables went sliding past him,
dumping the feast into the ocean. With the hand not holding Tinker Bell, he plunged his
knife into the deck and held on to keep himself from going overboard.
“Skylights, Mullins, and Smee, protect the Lost Boys and don’t let them go overboard!”
yelled James. He looked frantically for Peter, but he couldn’t find him. “I think Peter is
overboard, someone find him!” yelled James as the ship slammed back into its correct
position.
Tinker Bell was struggling in James’s hand; he was afraid he was squeezing her too
tightly, but he couldn’t find a jar or container or anything to put her in so she couldn’t fly
away. He felt stupid for not thinking of that before then. She kept biting his hand, over and
over, making him shake her furiously, her magic pixie dust now cascading all over the deck
of the ship, causing it to rise into the air. Everything was happening more quickly than he
had planned. He wasn’t ready to take the ship to the Many Kingdoms; he couldn’t leave
until he knew Peter and the other Lost Boys were okay, and what was he going to do about
the mermaids when he got back?
“Smee, is everyone accounted for?” asked James as the ship lifted from the water.
Everything was going terribly wrong, but he was determined to pull it off.
“Everyone is accounted for except for Peter; the mermaids are looking for him now,”
Smee said. “Sir! What are you doing?” The ship sailed higher into the air. “What of Peter?”
Smee said, looking overboard.
James rushed to his side to see if he could see Peter below. “I’m not doing this, Smee.
It’s the pixie dust. I think it’s taking us back to the Many Kingdoms.”
“Well, make it stop, sir!” said Smee, squinting to see what was happening below. “We
can’t leave without knowing if Peter is okay. And what will we do about the mermaids?
They’re bound to tell Peter what we did.”
“They won’t have to!” said a voice from above. James turned around to see Peter flying
toward him at great speed, his sword pointing in James’s direction. James had never seen
Peter so serious, and so fierce. It threw him off guard, giving him the most unsettling
feeling.
“You better let her go, or I will have your head!” said Peter when he landed on the deck
of the ship, his sword raised and his face gravely serious. “Tink, Tink! Are you okay?” he
yelled. She answered by giving James’s hand another bite.
“Ouch!” said James, letting her go, but she wasn’t quick enough; James was able to
snatch her back out of the air. He felt her struggle in his hand as he was fighting off Peter’s
attack with his other, and wondered what he was doing. Everything had gone terribly
wrong. This wasn’t what he wanted. He had ruined everything; he saw it in Peter’s eyes. He
had wanted so badly to be friends—the best of friends—but James was now his enemy.
“Peter, we don’t have to be enemies. This isn’t how it’s supposed to be. All I
wanted . . .” But the rest of his words didn’t come—all he knew was the pain. It shot from
his hand to the rest of his body like a bolt of lightning. It was a blinding, all-encompassing
pain so overwhelming he thought he would pass out.
He wasn’t even sure what had happened until he saw his severed hand tumbling
through the air alongside him, still clutching Tinker Bell as they plummeted overboard
toward the water below. None of it seemed real. Nothing had since he’d saved Blackbeard
from the Kraken, and he wondered as he had several times since if this was all a dream. He
wished with all his heart it was. If only he were fast asleep in the Dead Woods, dreaming of
the fate he avoided in Never Land, or even back home again with his mother. He wished to
be anywhere other than where he was now.
Time seemed to slow as James saw he was getting closer to the water, and the
crocodiles waiting for him there, and he made a silent wish that when he died he would
somehow be able to join Blackbeard in the Floating Boneyard, but right before James fell
into the lagoon the Jolly Roger appeared out of nowhere, swooped down, and caught James
before he fell to the crocodiles below. James’s hand wasn’t so lucky.
“Tinker Bell!” yelled Peter, diving into the water after a crocodile licking its chops. And
James wondered if the beast had eaten the fairy along with his hand.
That was the last thing James saw before everything went black.
James woke several days later to find two things: a hook lying on his bedside table, and
that he was Peter Pan’s enemy. He didn’t want either. Smee had managed to get them to a
secret part of the island none of the Lost Boys would dare enter: the Labyrinth of Longing.
And it sent a penetrating dread into James’s already wounded and fearful heart.
“You’re finally awake, sir,” said Smee, who had been sitting at his bedside. His face was
full of worry, his eyes tired and hooded from lack of sleep.
“Take that horrible thing away, Smee. I don’t want to look at it,” said James, repulsed by
the hook sitting on his bedside table.
“Of course, sir,” said Smee, putting it in the drawer. “You won’t be able to wear it for
quite some time, not until you’re healed, but Jukes did go to great lengths to make it for
you.”
“Thank him for me,” said James with a weary smile.
“The men will be so relieved to know you’re okay. Shall I make you something to eat
before you go out and speak to them? I’ve laid your clothes out for you so you will look the
part when you address your crew. I know they will all want some encouraging words from
their captain now that you’re up and about,” said Smee.
“Yes, I’d like that very much. Thank you. Oh and, Smee, did Tinker Bell survive?”
Smee smiled. “Yes, I believe she did, sir.”
After Smee was out of the room, James got out of his nightshirt and put on his pirate
garb. Smee had managed to clean the blood from the cuff of his shirt and jacket, and had
even managed to salvage his hat, plume still intact. After he was dressed, James went to his
desk, where he had been keeping Lucinda’s magic mirror and the boot buckles. He opened
his drawer, took out the buckles Blackbeard had given him, and fastened them to his black
boots. Perhaps if he had been wearing them when he tried to kidnap Tinker Bell he
wouldn’t have lost his hand, or his friends. Well, he wasn’t going to be parted from any of
his other friends again. He would keep Blackbeard’s memory by wearing the buckles he
gave him, and he would always have Smee at his side. He would at least have that.
He wasn’t surprised to see Lucinda’s face already reflected in the mirror sitting inside
the drawer, and he felt a surge of fear wash over him when he saw her cruel and cunning
eyes looking at him. “Hello, James.”
“Everything went terribly wrong. I wasn’t able to capture Tinker Bell.”
“I’d say everything went just right.” Lucinda was laughing and didn’t seem at all
surprised to hear this news.
“I lost my hand to Peter trying to capture Tinker Bell for you. And now Peter and the Lost
Boys know what I was up to. I don’t know how I’m ever going to capture her again.” James
felt the crushing weight of his failure like an anchor dragging him into the sea.
“We know everything, James. We know about your hand and the crocodile, and we
know that Peter and the Lost Boys hate you. It’s all written in the Book of Fairy Tales. It’s
happening as it was always meant to,” said Lucinda, her face twitching and distorting. She
looked as if she was trying to banish some invisible person, swiping away at them with her
hands. James was exhausted and didn’t have the patience to deal with Lucinda’s madness.
All he wanted to do in that moment was die.
“And now that crocodile has a taste for your blood,” said a voice from the mirror that
was not Lucinda’s. It was eerie hearing a voice that sounded exactly like hers but not
ushered from her lips. He was trapped in a nightmare with these maddening women,
unable to escape.
“Who is that? Who is speaking? What do you mean it has a taste for my blood?” he
asked, looking down at his arm again. He could feel the fear and panic inside him growing
stronger.
“At least you will hear the beast when he is coming. Your hand isn’t the only thing the
crocodile ate that night. It has our clock ticking away in its belly,” said another voice in the
mirror that wasn’t Lucinda’s.
“So you never intended to give me my fondest wish, did you?” he asked, looking down
at his arm again. “Circe warned me my losses would be great if I came here. I should have
listened to her.”
“Yes, James, you should have listened to Circe; she is bound by the truth. I am not,”
Lucinda said.
“So, I’m trapped here forever. And everything was for naught.”
“No, James, you helped us a great deal. Without you we would have never been able to
get the brooch, earrings, and book to London. When Blackbeard betrayed us by keeping our
treasures, we knew it had to be you to help us extend our reach to the mortal world,” said
Lucinda, and her laugh was joined by more laughter in the mirror. James knew this had to
be her sisters, the Odd Sisters he had heard of on so many occasions.
“At least you kept one promise to Blackbeard, and have found your pirate name,
Captain Hook,” said Lucinda, her laugh vile and full of contempt.
He slammed his fist on the wood over and over, the sound of the Odd Sisters’ laughter
growing louder, making his head swim.
“I wish I could speak to Circe,” he said, lowering his head in despair. “I wish I could tell
her I am sorry for betraying her. I wish she were here now,” he said, tears falling down his
face.
“I am here, James,” said the familiar voice. James looked up and saw Circe’s face in the
mirror. She looked ethereal and lovely, and filled with tremendous sadness.
“Circe? Are you with your mothers? Have you betrayed me as well?”
“No, James. You must have asked the mirror to see me,” said Circe. “I warned you not to
trust my mothers.”
James could see she was truly sad for him.
“Oh, Circe, how will I ever get home? Everything went so wrong, this isn’t how it was
supposed to happen,” said James.
“It was exactly what was supposed to happen, according to my mothers. I wish you had
taken the opportunity I gave you to change it, James. I told you there was nothing but loss
and heartbreak for you in Never Land, and you chose that destiny anyway. You chose to
believe my mothers, and I am truly sorry for your fate.” She looked as if she wanted to reach
in through the mirror and comfort him, and James wished with all of his being she could.
“They promised they would make me young again, Circe, make me a Lost Boy. I had to
try. You know it was my fondest wish.”
“My mothers lied, James. The only person who could grant you that is Peter,” said Circe.
“Peter? Why didn’t you tell me? I could have just asked him? All I ever wanted was to be
his friend,” said James.
“I couldn’t bring myself to break your heart, James. Peter never wanted you to be a Lost
Boy. He was the one who made sure you were claimed all those years ago, the reason you
were sent away from Never Land. Oh, how I wish you had met me for the exchange as you
promised. With my enchantment you could have flown your ship anywhere you desired. I
had hoped once you got to Never Land you would have realized there wasn’t a life for you
there, and you would have come back to the Dead Woods to live with us. I wanted so badly
to change not only your fate but the fate of so many others, but it seems I have again
failed.” Circe was grief-stricken, and James could see she felt helpless in the face of his
sorrow.
“Can’t you enchant my ship now, bring it back there or to London?” asked James.
“I wish I could. Your only hope of returning is using Tinker Bell’s pixie dust.”
“Did your mothers even want Tinker Bell, or was that a lie as well?”
“They knew Peter would do anything to protect her, and they promised Peter an enemy.
And now they have it. You.”
“Then I am stuck here, forever, just as I wished. Your mothers will find that amusing,”
he said with a sneer.
“Yes, I daresay they will,” she said as her eyes shifted to the left as if she was trying to
hear something. James could hear it, too. “What is that sound?” asked Circe.
“We are near the Labyrinth of Longing. What you hear are heartbroken mothers
endlessly searching for their lost sons,” said James, remembering the story the mermaids
told him.
“And what happens if these mothers find their sons?” asked Circe.
“They bring them home,” said James, getting an idea.
“No, James, wait,” said Circe, reading his mind. “There’s something you must know,
something I should have told you when you were here . . .” But before she could continue,
James closed the drawer and decided what he must do.
The labyrinth was a dreary place obscured in mist, with ghostly women in black pushing
empty prams. Every time James passed one of the mothers she would look up at him with
hope in her eyes, only to be disappointed she hadn’t found her son. James felt he
understood how the labyrinth worked now. These ghostly women were the personifications
of these mothers’ grief. Imagine one’s grief growing so immense that it has to live outside
the body, becoming an entity of its own, wandering the mists, searching for the only thing
that will repair its broken heart. He wasn’t sure how these grieving spirits had made their
way to the labyrinth, but he imagined they must have been drawn there by the presence of
their sons, and if one of these ghostly mothers were to find her son in the maze she was
somehow able to bring him home again, as his mother had done with him so many years
ago. He doubted his mother remembered it ever happening, and that he attributed to the
magic of Never Land. There was no other answer.
He searched the labyrinth for hours, calling out to his mother again and again, hoping
she would find him this time as well, his voice becoming hoarse, and his heart losing hope.
He was exhausted and cold, and he had managed to reopen his wound, which was now
bleeding rather freely, but he didn’t care—he had decided this would be the place he would
die. He fell to the ground, weeping in despair, and called out to Circe, but she couldn’t hear
him. He didn’t have the magic mirror. He would die alone.
And then James saw him, Peter Pan, escorting a small boy into the labyrinth. “Yes, just
go that way, your mother will find you,” Peter said, tousling the boy’s hair before he went
off running into the maze, looking happy to be going home again. James heard mother and
son’s happy reunion off in the distant mist, and it penetrated his heart with a tiny glimmer
of hope that he might still find his mother.
“I’m surprised to see you in the labyrinth, Peter,” said James, taking Peter by surprise.
“Aren’t you afraid of being claimed?”
Peter just smiled in his impish way and shook his head. “Neither of our mothers is here,
James. They are both well past living,” said Peter.
And James remembered that time worked differently in other worlds. He had been in
Never Land so long now that his mother was dead.
“Then I am truly alone,” said James.
“You’re not alone; you have Mr. Smee, and your band of pirates.”
But that was of no consolation to James. It made him feel worse knowing he had
doomed his friend Smee to being stuck in Never Land.
“Why didn’t you want me to be a Lost Boy, Peter? Why wasn’t I good enough?” asked
James.
“Because what we needed was a pirate. Someone to make our adventures more
exciting, raise the stakes, and now we have that,” said Peter, and he rose into the air as if
floating on his own laughter.
“How could you have known back then I would become a pirate if you turned me
away?” But James was sure he already knew the answer.
“I met the Odd Sisters a very long time ago on one of my adventures beyond the
worlds. I gave them some of Tink’s pixie dust in exchange for my shadow, and that is when
I learned about you, and how everything that is meant to be is already written, and who am
I to go against fairy stories?”
James wanted to scream out. He wanted to rage, maim, and murder. He wanted to be
everything a pirate was supposed to be. He wanted revenge, on the Odd Sisters and on
Peter Pan, for the ruin of his life.
“Don’t be sad, James. We have so many adventures ahead of us. Soon I will be bringing
three siblings here, the Darlings from London. I’ve had my eye on them for some time.
Between them and your band of pirates, things will be really exciting around here, just you
wait and see,” said Peter, laughing, doing flips in the air. “And of course there is the
crocodile.” Peter smirked.
“Where? Is he here?” said James, looking around frantically, making Peter laugh even
harder. James didn’t recognize himself. He was full of fear and rage, and with every word
Peter spoke he felt it growing larger within him, pushing everything he valued in himself
away, because there was no more room for James.
“Oh yes, this is going to be great fun. Welcome to Never Land, Captain Hook.” And with
that, Peter flew up and away from the labyrinth, out of sight.
Captain Hook realized that everyone had been right. You can’t change fairy stories, no
matter how hard you try. He was never supposed to be a Lost Boy. His destiny was always to
be a pirate. The bad guy.
If Peter wanted an adversary, that’s exactly what he would get, and he knew what he
had to do.
Kill Peter Pan.
Circe stood in front of the broken mirror that had been split into three pieces in the
Chamber of Mirrors and demanded her mother appear to her. She was filled with so much
rage it frightened her.
“I am here, daughter. I take it you’ve learned you and Hook were unable to rewrite his
story.” Lucinda’s face appeared in each broken shard of the mirror, reminding Circe of when
she had three mothers and not just one. She missed Ruby and Martha, and longed for the
time they had been all together in the Place Between.
“I thought making you whole again, repairing the damage your own mother did to you
by splitting you into three, would restore you, Mother, but I see you are still as misguided
and cruel as ever. We were given a choice; why did you throw it away?” said Circe,
wondering why her mother had cast her out of the Place Between.
“And what choice was that, daughter? Stay in the Place Between forever, move beyond
the veil and spend our afterlife with our ancestors who betrayed us, or become this? And
you made the choice for me, didn’t you? Fusing Martha, Ruby, and me together again. It
wasn’t your choice to make. And that is why we cast you out! All this for some childish
notion that I would be whole again, and we would be a happy family of witches together. I
will never be whole; my soul has been split so many times I am beyond being simply
Lucinda again. Ruby and Martha live within me—they are inside me, as we are inside you,”
said Lucinda, her head twitching as if she was trying to shake off an intrusive thought, and
Circe was sure it was Ruby and Martha wishing for their voices to be heard as well.
“We are so curious, our daughter, did you curse James’s boot buckles?” The voice was
Ruby’s, and it made Circe frightened and sad to hear her voice but not be able to see her.
She saw only the face of Lucinda looking back at her. Her mothers would never know how
guilty she felt for having joined them together again. She knew when she did it that it
meant she would never see Ruby and Martha again, but at the time she felt it was the only
way to save her mothers and preserve their sanity. The only way to bring them back to the
world of the living.
“I wouldn’t say curse. I just imbued them with a healthy dose of fear,” said Circe, not
being able to meet the look of satisfaction on her mother’s face.
“Look at the great and kind Circe, casting fear curses, hoping to strike fear into poor
James’s heart.”
“I hoped it would keep him from going to Never Land. I hoped it would save him from
you,” said Circe.
“Did you tell him what Never Land truly is, that he and his pirate friends didn’t survive
the battle with the Kraken?” Circe hated how much delight her mother was taking in all of
this, but she swallowed her rage and pushed it down deep within herself, even though she
knew it was dangerous to do so. If she hadn’t she would have reached into the mirror and
pulled her mother out, ending all of this at last. But she knew that would be the final
breaking of her already shattered soul.
“I should have told him when he came to me in the Dead Woods. That’s why we tried to
make him stay.”
Lucinda laughed. “Just as it was written. But it’s all tangled, isn’t it? All these stories,
one wouldn’t happen without the other. And thanks to you Hook will be the cowardly pirate
he was meant to be, an eternal plaything for Peter and his Lost Boys. Forever lost in Never
Land.”
THE END
Table of Contents
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Prologue
Chapter I
Chapter II
Chapter III
Chapter IV
Chapter V
Chapter VI
Chapter VII
Chapter VIII
Chapter IX
Chapter X
Chapter XI
Chapter XII
Chapter XIII
Chapter XIV
Chapter XV
Chapter XVI
Epilogue