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Drinking was like making love to skunk -I didn't gwt all I wanted but I got all I could stand !

Your mind is very dangerous neighborhood -Don't go in there alone.

A thousand mile journey begins with the first strep -

Man is Gods favorite past time.

Copyright 2004- 2021 and continuing


By Alferi USA and International

[email protected] 530-859-1969

Draft Copy

From The God talk of Recovery

The God Talk of Recovery Book

Resentments Getting rid of those people living rent free in my head.

Low self worth self esteem


repairing a damaged iam race.

Don't try and wrap your head around God. If you do it will explode and we will have to
come and clean up the mess !

There is no shame in the need for God,

When the sum of the whole becomes geater than the sum of its parts it is called
emergence.

Be an evolutionary not a revolutionary – (Sai Baba)


If your God can not solve your problem your God is too small.
If you can't find your god don't worry. I'll loan you mine -

Aguing with God God is aruing with reality – You wil never change it by arguing against it -

The absolute that brings forth the everlasting fountain of life -

Permanent sobriety must be a personal choice

God or drink
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Religion is something we do on the outside -spirituality is something we do on the inside

There has been horrendous abuse of religion -

Can God change a pickle back into a cucumber ?

If you keep doing what you are doing you will keep getting what you are getting.

Patience is a virtue acquired slowly

You can only experience what you know

You can not experience what you do not know

The Rule of Life

Live -Lean Grow -

If you want to make God laugh tell Him what you are going to do with your life.

Patience is a blessing and a curse -

Patience is the cures of the impatient man.

(The purple color of the fonts is to induce the radiation of the Violet Flame energy
which came into human consciousness some time during the early 20th century)
Great God Master Germain.)

A Forty Year Celebration of Recovery

If the God talk drives you out –The booze will drive you back

Revelations from the Other Side Or


Conversations with God even when you don’t want them.
“We realize that we know only a little; God will constantly disclose more to us and
others.” (BB )

God is not a four letter word -fear is

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For the Love of Recovery

WHY IT WORKS

It works because it is law of the universe that whenever the lesser sincerely
ask the greater for help, the greater must respond.
Lord Asun - Radiant Rose Academy
AND

Direct and personal contact with God is available in the silence of the moment -
Mother Akasha -
Radient Rose Academy

The purpose of the program is too find the power greater than your self which will solve our
problem and rid you of the defects of character which made alcoholics out of us in the first
place.(BB and 12x12)

We are given a program of recovery and a way and a means because it was never Gods'
intention for any of us to become alcoholics and or drug addicts in the first place.
Infinite IAM presence

The 12 steps were given so we do not kill our selves. The 12 traditions are given so we do not
kill each other.

Forgive them Father; For they know what They have not the knowledge of
themselves that have brought them to this moment.
Jesus Christ Emanuel

You have to find you’r higher power –Not your lower power.

Is this alcoholics’ I’m –a-mess ?

You are only late to your first meeting.

Welcome to your new life.

There is no such thing as natural immunity to the effects of drugs and alcohol -There is only
the degree of severity of impact upon the life and the human body. -
I made a decision to be late to my own funeral –So far it’s working -

I have an allergic reaction to death -I avoid it where ever and when ever can !

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Can't or won’t believe in God? Believe in that which created God -That which created God
is a power greater than ones’ self - for God does not exist. For it is God that creates all of
life and existence and that power resides and lives deep inside each and every one of us.

You cannot prove God wrong - but you can prove God right.
St Germain

The Good is God times ten.

Magnify (multiply ) the name of the Lord !

What is the will of God ? The internal impulse towards perfection and immortality through the
expansion of creation. This is the activity of life, to magnify the name of the lord.

The great power of God deep within us is the ability to conceive of an idea and make it a
living manifestation of reality. The danger is in its destructive misuse and misapplication.

Life is a spiritual journey

To change a thing -Change the name of a thing -

Only the heart of man is big enough to contain the religion of God.
Sai BaBa

Religion was meant to serve man, not man serve religion.

If you make compromise with the disease it will always find a way back into your life.

Religion is for people who are afraid of going to hell –Spirituality is for people who have
already been there!
This program is for the man on the street.

The program is a set of spiritual tools –We have a tool to fit any nut !

AA is a special needs program in an affordable care package delivery system.

Welcome to God’s critical spiritual care and recovery unit.

Take my advice , I won’t be using it.

How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time.

Give it away to keep it - Complete the circle of sobriety.


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As a group we were a wonderful bunch of thieves; when it came to spiritual truth and recovery
we took from everyone and everything!!!

The Promise of recovery


The story of How thousands of men and women have recovered from a seemingly hopeless
state of mind and body.

The first 100 were given freedom from the disease -

Do you want a reprieve or do you want release ?

The problem lives and exist in the will nature and the feelings,

The man you are will drink again -That man must change.

Are you willing to quit for good?

Alcoholism is an elevator that goes only one way -DOWN -push the off button!

This is a progressive illness, it only gets worse.

Stop feeding the disease!

When do you hit bottom ? When you quit digging !

The elevator to sobriety is broken, use the steps.

There is no hole so deep that you cannot climb out of with the 12 steps.

If you work the program off the wall – YOU HAVE AN OFF THE WALL PROGRAM !

Recovery is like peeling an onion –There are many layers.

Just don’t drink now.

If you want what we have; Do what we did.

Osmosis sobriety is trying to get sobriety by only sitting in the meeting chair without
doing the work.

You are either a part of the problem or a part of the solution.

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Perfection is complete freedom from all the “D” words –Death, disease, destruction,
debauchery, dementia, destabilization, disintegration.

Death is always the Hunter (Carlos Castanada)


Death is always looking for a way and means to enter into us. Death is the relentlessness of all
sicknesses and disease.
Death is the great teacher of the mystery

Failure is our greatest teacher


Yoda

We were sick and tired of being sick and tired.

With God you don’t always get what you want but you will always get what you need.

All of life moves towards pleasure and moves away from pain.
(India)

Whatever you give yourself too becomes a power greater than your self -

Do good, feel good. Do bad, feel bad.

Morality and immortality go hand in hand -


BaBa

What I feel I make real !


Lord Asun

We were given the gift of desperation.

Seek the power of sobriety for sobrieties’ sake, because some days being sober will have to be
enough.
Being sober is a state of being.

Our worst day sober was far better than our best day drunk.

When the spiritual malady is overcome, we straighten out mentally and physically. (BB)

The program was given by God for those people who wanted sobriety so they could find it.

Have you had enough -Are you done with it?

We darn near beat ourselves to death with the power of our own defiance.
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Man is born with two eyes and one mouth - Do twice as much listening as you do talking.

Take the cotton out of your ears and put it into your mouth.

Shut up and listen!

This is a tough love program.

We will love you until you learn to love yourself.

You have to love yourself first before you can really love someone else.

Give it away to keep it.

Pass it on.

There is only one God and you ain’t it.

Put your faith and trust in God.

To love God is too love life

Fake it till you make it.

This is God -don't make me come down there !

To know the truth of God you must lose the fear of God.

Gods' last name isn't dam !

Let your language reflect the quality of your sobriety.

Burn into the mind of every man women and child the idea that they can recover.

Pass it on.

If you still had a watch you weren’t ready for AA.

We have alcoholism; not alcohol was-ism.

We didn’t get here because we had an allergy to peanut butter.

It’s a guarantee; if you don’t drink you can’t get drunk!


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You may have another drunk in you, but you might not have another sobering up!

We got sober with a big book and a bible.

Those who do not learn from the experience of the past are doomed to repeat it.

Place you shoes under the bed each night. That way you will be in the right position to talk to
God at night and in the morning.

Ask God for sobriety in the morning and thank Him at night.

Have an attitude of gratitude.

First Things First.

Don’t take the first drink.

It’s always the first drink that gets you drunk

If you don’t drink you can’t get drunk.

Ones’ too many and a thousand isn’t enough.

What’s a matter kid, did your belly button unscrew and your ass fall off ?

Poor me, poor me, pour me a drink.

Don’t drink and don’t think.

Think the drink through.

Don’t drink and don’t use!

We had to give up our Stiken’Thinken’.

Today I am clean and sober. I am sober because I didn’t drink and I am clean because I took a
bath.
Don’t drink and don’t stink!

- Think Think Think -


(That's for us and not for you.)

When you are ready to think we will let you know it.
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Don’t try and wrap your head around God. If you did your head would explode and then we
would have to come and clean up the mess!

How do you become an old timer? Don’t drink and don’t die.

If you hang around a barber shop long enough you’re going to get a haircut.

If you don’t want to slip, stay out of slippery places.

We had to change play mates and play pens.

SLIP

Sobriety –Lost- Its’ Priority

So –Long-I’m –Perfect

You can’t sour like an eagle if you’re still flopping around on the ground like a turkey.

Stick with the winners.

To drink is to die.

There are no atheists in fox holes.

There is a world of difference in being an atheist verses being an anti-theists!

Drinking was only the tip of the iceberg.

Relapse is like playing Russian roulette; you don’t know how many times you get to pull
the trigger.

RELAPSE IS NOT MANDATORY!

Some days being sober purely for sobriety’s' sake is enough!

You can’t be grateful for what you have when you’re being ungrateful for what you don’t
have.
Three Frogs on a Log
If there are three frogs sitting on a log and one of them makes the decision to jump off, how
many frogs are still sitting on the log? Three. Make the decision and take the necessary action
to stay sober.
Jump Frogie, Jump !
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Make the decision.

An old timer’s view of the First Three Steps

1. Do you have a problem with an addiction?

2. Do you believe that the program can help you?

3. Do you plan on keep coming back and give the program a chance to work?

If you can say yes to these questions you have made an excellent beginning on the first three
steps.

The ABCs’ of this program are:

A. I can’t ,
B. He can;
C. And I think I’ll let Him!

What is the will o God ? To magnify the name of the Lord –To bring forth all that is creative
and good within your own self.
Thy will, not mine be done.

I say yes to life and life says yes too me

Say yes to life.

Master Asun
Radient Rose Academy

We are a people that have been rode hard and put away wet!

We were beat into a state of reasonableness; we were like whipped puppies.

Easy Does It.

Easy does it but do it!

Fear is an evil and corroding thread, the fabric of our existence was shot through with it.
( BB)

Fear: False evidence appearing real !


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Frantic efforts avoiding reality

Forget everything and run.

Face every thing and recover

Did not after all these FEELINGS determine the course of our existence? (BB)

If fear had any financial value we all would all be billionaires.

Fear is always the result of remembered pain, suffering, failure and death.

Face Every thing And Recover.

Never be afraid of your own feelings and emotions.


Master Asun,
Radiant Rose Academy

I suffered from a bad case of religious indigestion.

We use to believe at the end of it all, that God was going to hold a marshmallow roast and
we were the marshmallows!

I go to church for fire insurance, I don’t want to burn.

Fear knocked at the door and Faith answered; when I opened the door, nothing was there!

We believe what we feel.

News Flash: The biblical God of judgment, condemnation, eternal damnation and hell fire
has been found! His name is Mankind! For it is only Mankind, throughout this entire universe
that thought up such a thing and enacts these things upon its own kind.

We were always making problems out to be far worse than they really were.

I feel fine; Finicky Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional!

Feelings are four times more powerful than thoughts. Master Asun

Addiction is when drugs or alcohol becomes a power greater than one’s own self.

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. Talk the talk and walk the talk.

Stay sober one day at a time.

Live one day at a time.

It’s the engine of the train that kills you, not the caboose.

You can’t stop a freight train in 10 feet.

Our lives were a train wreck!

Drinking was like making love to a skunk -I didn't get all I wanted but I got all could stand!

Don’t drink and go to meetings; don’t drink even if you derrière falls off! If it does, don't
panic, pick it up and bring it along with you, we will find a place for it!

We were always making problems worse than they really were.

Keep the plug in the jug.

Rule number is don’t drink- Rule number two is don’t violate rule number one.

Patience is the curse of the impatient man.

The hell with patience, I’m going to go out and kill something!

I found out that I’m definitely an “AA” type personality.

How do you become and old timer? Don't drink and don’t die.

Life by the inch is a cinch; by the yard it is hard.

Even if you’re on the right track, If you’re not moving forward its no guarantee that you
won’t fail.
By the name and the power of God.

Live in the solution and not the problem.

The means of spiritual recovery is learning how to live life from the inside out rather than the
outside in.

When a sincere desire to stop drinking is God empowered, it cannot fail

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Pride precedith a fall.

Pride is a feeling.

False pride says “ I don’t want or need help from God or anyone !”

God is my best friend.

The person you are will drink again, that person must change.

What is it that must change about you? Not much, just everything!

The freedom of a master is the power of conscious change.

But for the grace of God there go I.

God will change the demon in you into a human, and the human in you into an angel.

Is there anybody else up there who will help me?

We are loved by God and not judged by God.

Let go and let God.

A human being will never let go of anything as long as they believe it serves them well.
Vwymous
- See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil, do no evil-

Every day invite God into your life, your very existence.

The will of God will not lead you where the grace of God cannot keep you.

- To Be or Not To Be -

The will of God is To Be God realized and God actualized.

Become an active participant in the creation of your life.

Seek ye first the kingdom of God and all of this will be added to your measure.
Jesus
Live and learn.

God is the answer -what is the question?

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Seek and ye shall find.

I stood on the shoulders of Giants and fell on my A _ _ !

He’s a sexual intellectual; too Freake’n Smart For His Own Good!

Take what you can use for now, and leave the rest for latter.

We’ll love you until you love can yourself.

God will never give you more than you can handle.

“I know God will not give me anything I can’t handle. I just wish that He didn’t trust me
so much.”
Mother Teresa
-Turn it over-

Being a little bit alcoholic is like being a little bit pregnant. You either are or you aren’t.

Suppose you had a problem eating hamburgers. Even if they caused you problems would you
stop eating them? Now you understand alcoholism.

There is only one God and you ain’t it.

Why is it against God’s will for us to drink or drug? Because “He” doesn’t want us to!

God is the source of the program.

God lives in everyone and everything.

The big book is a McGuffey reader- Dick and Jane find God One through Twelve.

It is better to believe in God and die and then find out he doesn’t exist than to not believe in
God and die and find out he does.

We work the 12 steps so the grace of God can enter and expel the obsession.

If I live long enough I’m going to create the ultimate 12 step program,

MORTALS ANONYMOUS!

If you took all the Catholics out of the program you could hold the meetings in a phone
booth.

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This is a Irish Catholic disease caught on bar stools and cured in the basements of Protestant
churches.

The only sin a priest hasn't heard confessed is suicide.

If you are really depressed try suicide anonymous -I hear they have very few relapses !

Unforgivable sin is purely by definition –If you won’t or can't forgive it it can’t be forgiven.

Get off the cross –We need the wood !

Sobriety is an inside job.

There is nothing God can’t do.

You can’t con a con.

First the man takes a drink, the drink takes a drink; and then the drink takes the man.
Chinese proverb

Whatever we surrender to becomes a power greater than our selves.

We were a people who drank and used with consistency, faith and devotion. Go to meetings
with faith and work steps religiously!

We’re all brothers and sisters of the grape.

We were brought to the program because we were souls’ in crisis.

You never graduate from this program.

Alcoholics’ come in two forms, men and women.

Being different does not mean less than or better than.

AA was the last house on the block - our last chance for life.

There is nothing worse than a head full of AA and a belly full of booze.

AA will really mess up your drinking and using!

What is New Years’ eve? Amateur night.

Today is a good day,


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I did not drink and I did not die,
Today is a good day

All actions have consequences- Sobriety is the consequence of working the steps.

See the love in evolvement.

Expectations are premeditated resentments.

Resentment is like drinking poison, expecting the other person to die.

Resentments are open wounds that need healing -

Resentments are memories are always memories and feelings of things that happened in the
past.
Resentments are gremlins that live in your mind and body.

Place your focus on people and problems grow - Place you focus on God and problems go.
St Germain
Focus draws the power.

Relationships in my life are wonderful; they ensure I make a lot of meetings!

I’m learning to live in my own space so I don’t have to live in yours.

Changing addictions is like changing seats on the Titanic.

Make ninety in ninety

Go to ninety meetings for ninety days - If you’re not happy after ninny days, we will gladly
refund your misery.

Make ninety meetings in ninety days! Why because you are training yourself and your car
to drive to a meeting rather than to a bar or a liquor store.

Don’t become a ninety day wonder, you come for ninety days then we wonder where you
went ?

Go to one more meeting then you think you need and go to all the meetings you don’t want to
go too.
Build the power of momentum into your sobriety- Make ninety in ninety.

Meeting makers make it.

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DON’T DRINK BETWEEN MEETINGS.

If you believe that life is out to get you, you are correct!

Today was a good day. I didn’t drink, I didn’t drug and I didn’t die. Today was a good day.

Fear and faith are opposite sides of the same coin.

Why worry when you can pray.

Fear and doubt are the enemies God.


Master Asun
Radiant Rose Acadmey

No one religion has a monopoly on God.

Religion is man-made –Spirituality is God made.


Sai BaBa
India

There is no place you can go where God is not.


Lord Buddh
God is not the one who is lost.

If you can’t see God in your fellow human being you are looking in the wrong place.
Sai BaBa

If you don't find God in the next person you meet, it's a waste of time looking for him further."
- Gandhi
God is love in action.

As ye sow so shall ye reap. This is the law of KARMA.

If you keep doing what you are doing you will keep getting what you are getting.

Birds do not fly because they have wings –Birds have wings because they fly.

As we conceive so shall we perceive.

It’s all a matter of perceiving and believing.

All Life is sacred, and ALL life is Divine.


God
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Sin is Self Induced Necromantic behavior.

There are three forces of nature at work at all times in the universe - They are:

The power of creating,


The power of maintaining-
and the power of expansion.

Inside of every one is a white dog and a black dog and they are both fighting. Which one wins
the fight? The one that you feed!
Native American saying

There was once a man who dreamed he was a butterfly -When He awoke he was not sure if he
was a man who dreamed he was a butter fly or a butterfly who dreamed he was a man.

Man is the result of his on evolutionary experience.

To thy own self be true.

You can lead a horse to water but you can’t make it drink.

If you try and force a horse to drink you probably will get kicked!

This is a suggested program of recovery. When you jump out of an airplane with a parachute it
is suggested you open it!

God is a golden parachute.

With us it was do or die!

Sobriety is fourfold. How is your physical sobriety, how is your emotional sobriety, how is
your mental sobriety and how is your spiritual sobriety?

This is a simple program for complicated people.

This is a simple program of recovery, do or die, the choice is yours.

Make the decision to live and follow up with the necessary action!

Welcome to the schmorgus board of sobriety.

Winners make commitments losers make excuses.

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I should be doing this or I should be doing that. Don’t Should On Your Self!

I’m a human being, not a human doing.

The program is a mystery school. We didn’t have a clue what got us here.

We’re here because we ain’t all there.

God brings you to the program, you have to make the decision if you’re going to stay or leave.

You can’t get this program through ass-mosis. That’s when you expect to get this program
just by attending meetings, sitting in the chair and absorbing sobriety from the group.

God brought us to the steps and the steps brought us to God.

Take one step towards me and I will take ten steps towards you. God

God honors any movement in His direction.

When you give your will to alcohol, alcohol takes over your will.

This is the only disease that tells you don‘t have it.

Alcoholism is a family disease.

Once we had fully set the power of our will to drink, we were powerless to change it.

Mankind was born with free will.

It is said in India that God will give you enough rope to hang yourself. Some of us needed a
very long rope.

If you are not willing to give it up God can’t and won’t take it from you because you have
been given free will!

Free will -Who said free will? There is nothing free about it; Try it sometime; It is very
expensive!

You are God’s gift to life –what you make of your life is your gift to God.

We lost the ability to tell the difference between the real and the unreal.

Quit making assumptions, you’re not in the mortgage business.


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It’s all about responsibility and accountability.

Take my advice, I won’t be using it.

Take your own inventory; Not mine!

Quit being an archaeologist who is digging up the past and throwing it in my face !

What other people think of me is none of my business.

We were always getting into trouble with romance and finance.

The disease lies to you - it tells you every think is OK when it isn’t.

Your own definition of what is an alcoholic will probably kill you!

What is an alcoholic? Someone who gets into an argument with them self and looses!

An alcoholic is someone who has lost their will to alcohol.

Alcohol suppresses fear and inhibitions; hence it has been called “liquid courage”. The price
for this illusionary power is death.

It’s a great day when alcohol and or drugs stops working for you.

Instant Idiot - Just add alcohol.

We didn’t get here because we had an allergy to peanut butter.

Many of us suffered from a case of arrested development. We wouldn’t consider any kind of
spiritual or emotional growth until we got arrested.

When I drink I break out in silver bracelets!

Many of us got here by a nudge from the Judge.

When I drink I breakout in silver brackets.

I got tired of riding in the back seat of police cars with Rin Tin Tin !

I got tired of being locked up an wearing “I love me jackets !

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God brought me to AA and AA brought me to God.

My licensee to drink has been permanently revoked.

We were as explosive as Hiroshima and Nagasaki

We didn’t burn our bridges behind us; We Nuked Them!

No one gets to the program by accident.

Alcohol and drugs are deadly when used as a substitute for the natural high of life and the
Holy Spirit.

You drank enough to get here; we hope you drank enough to stay.

Alcohol is an equal opportunity destroyer.

Alcohol is as great remover. It will remove jobs, families, bank accounts and even your life.

Alcohol destroys the very glue of your existence, the binding force of life.

It’s not how much you drink, or how long you drank, it’s what happens to you when you do.

Geographical cures? Wherever you go there you are.

Selfishness, self centeredness, this we think is the root of the problem. (BB )

If you don’t drink you don’t get drunk.

You are never too young to die from this disease. You are never too old to recover.

God is mightier than any disease or human condition.

Spirit knows no limitation of time or space.

To have God in your life is too quit living in the limitations of the past.

Keep coming back.

When all else fails follow instructions.

No one can hear anything before they are ready to hear it.

Timing is everything.
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Give time, time.

If you are looking for God outside of yourself, you are looking for Him in the wrong place.
Sai BaBa
God isn’t the one who is lost.

Spirituality is the way of giving.

God is love in action.

I would rather see a sermon than hear one any day.

Hands that help are holier than hands that pray.


Sai BaBa

The secret ingredient


Add love to the word and the world is made. Love is the active creator of the word and
through the word, love makes the world.
St Germain

The human brain was designed to receive light and life from God. All I want for Christmas
is more brain cells. Seeker
All are called –few choose.
Jesus

Blessed are they who are pure in heart for they shall see God. Bible

We realize that we know only a little; God will constantly disclose more to us and others.

God absolutely does not punish us - We do a far better job of it ourselves.

We are not punished for our sins; we are punished by them.

If anybody did to us what we do to our selves we would kill them!

We are not bad people trying to be good; We are sick people getting well.

The one law of God is the law of life is the law o love, do no harm to yourself and others.

Broken people do broken things.

Sin is the harm we cause ourselves and others.

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You can do anything you want as long as you take responsibility for your actions!

What is unforgivable sin? It is purely by definition. If you won’t forgive it, or won’t stop
committing it, or allow God to forgive it - it is unforgivable. When you say I can’t forgive it
or won’t forgive it or God won’t and can’t forgive it, you are playing God in the negative.

What is unforgivable sin? Speaking, believing and living in unforgivable sin.

Quit being an archaeologist and digging up the past and throwing it in my f ace !

What is alcoholism? Incomprehensible demoralization; that means we can’t comprehend it!

With God’s help you can beat this thing.

What happens if you don’t pay your exorcist? You get repossessed!

Mankind judges and condemns; God makes corrections and transforms.

Christ brings an end to the sin, not the sinner.

We judge our self by our intentions and the world judges us by our actions.

God transforms a drinker into a nondrinker -an abuser into a non-abuser.

God is a spirit and the spirit judgeith not. Bible

God is the CREATIVE PRINCIPLE of everyone and everything.

Why you? Why not you?

Why? Be-Cause. Be the cause of good things, not the negative effects of bad things.

Bad karma writes and good karma wipes. BaBa

Practice random acts of kindness.

The spiritual life is not a theory; we have to live it.

How do you recover? The will to live and stay sober must become stronger than the will to
drink and die.

You got to want to get sober more than you want to get drunk -Even if its’ only fifty one
forty-nine.

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Commit your will to sobriety.

Life is about growing up towards God.

This is a grow or go program.

God is grow power.

Plant yourself in God.

Stay green, green things grow.

There are primary and secondary sources of power

Get just as committed to sobriety and recovery as you were to getting stupid and drunk.

If you don’t find real value in your sobriety you’re not going to keep it.

Recovery? Treat causes, not maintain symptoms.

Treasure your sobriety.

There is absolutely nothing in this world or the next worth taking a drink or drug over.

The sun shines for saint and sinner alike.

God is the source of beauty- Fill thy cup and drink.

Become empty of self and full of God and life.

We get to heaven by backing away from hell.

Most people want just enough God to get by.

The attitude is the father of the action.


Father Martin

The only thing a person is held accountable in the all of creation is their attitude; For it
is their attitude that determines everything. Sai BaBa

Have an attitude of gratitude.

You can’t be grateful for what you have when you’re ungrateful for what you don’t have.
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AA has been referenced to mean “Altered Attitudes.”

God is the good.

The good is god times ten -To expand the good is to increase the god in you -
This is what it means to magnify the name of the Lord.

There is nothing negative about God.

There is nothing God can’t do.

* I AM the doer.

It’s all good!

We are all God’s children.

God didn’t have any grand children.

Do ye not know ye are all Sons and Daughters of the most high God? Jesus

All are equal under God’s eyes.

News Flash: Nine words to unlock the great mystery

What is true of me is true of you. *


Jesus Christ Emanuel

We are all first born children of Father and Mother God.

God didn’t make no junk!

The 12 steps are the Zen of Recovery.

A thousand mile journey begins with the first step.

A thousand mile journey begins with the first tank of gas!

The longest distance any one will ever travel is the journey from the head to the heart.

Put one foot in front of the other.


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Old Zen saying: Your change must come from within.

Live in the eternal here and now.

As a moth is drawn to a flame, so the human being is drawn to God -The human ego fears
being destroyed in the process. St Germain

There is no good or bad- Only thinking makes it so. Master Asun

The human being was made by God, for God and of God.
God

If you spoke to us about God it was going to be a fight or flight!

God is the essence, the very source of life.

May the Force be with you.

Do or not do - There is no try. Yoda

From God we came and to God we return.

The human being was made of God for God and by God.
God

God made you as your gift to yourself. What you make of your self is your gift to God.

There is only the flow and the stuckness.

Seek the One who can give you sobriety.

When one door closes another door opens.

Stop and smell the roses.

A funny thing about stcukness; We couldn’t really change when we want too and don’t want
to change when we should.

What happens when an irresistible force meets an unlovable object, you get a migraine!

Quit trying to swim upstream.

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Go with the flow.

The sleeper has awakened and I have a hangover from the world of the senses!

Its’ not the length of the journey that makes life so hard, It’s the pebble in your shoe.

We couldn’t see the trees from the forest.

I went to a party at age fifteen and came back at age forty.

When we started drinking we stopped growing.

I m’ more than I was, but IM' not yet all that I will be.

Everyone is doing the best they can with what they have.

We are all a work in progress.

SPIRITUAL GROWTH AND DEVELOPMENT IS NOT AN OPTION IT IS MANDATORY!

This is a grow or go program.

The Solution is Evolution.

We were sky rocketed into a fourth dimension of existence. (BB)

As the death of a caterpillar is the birth of a butterfly, So is the death of your ego but
the birth of your soul.

God cracks the hard shell of your ego to free the nut inside -

Death is only a change in location.

Shedding the human ego is like a snake shedding its’ own skin. It must happen in its’
own way and its’ own time.

Human beings love to argue for their own limitations!


Vwymous

Addiction? When you are truly done with it you are truly done with it - It becomes no
more, as if it never was. St. Germain

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True spirituality is transformation of the ego consciousness. The individual ego personality
self must recognize the need; and be willing to surrender to the principle and power of God,
the transformational energy latent within all of us. St Germain

God created human beings from the inside out - Your direction of change must occur the
same way.
People who live in glass houses should wear clothes! Mishugeh

Life is a spiritual journey.

There are seven basic levels of evolvement possible in a human being -God is the path of
upward mobility. Sai BaBa

Man IS a spiritual being having a physical experience.

Spiritual growth and development is the way of spiritual perfection.

None of us had to die so the rest of us could live.

Complete the circle of sobriety.

Powerlessness is the way of power.

I have been walking the earth for millions of years without so much as a penny.
God
Money is to become our servant, not our master

The program is fair; you get out what you put in.

If you take God out of the program you don’t have a program.

If you take all the Catholics out of the program, You could hold the meetings in a phone booth.

Dive into the pool of sobriety.

This is a good day to stay sober.

Join the tribe.

It is a spiritual law that whenever the lesser sincerely ask the Greater for assistance, the Greater
must respond.

The 12 step programs are a spiritual means of recovery; many of us tried to find an easier
softer way but we could not.
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The 12 steps are a set of spiritual tools - We have a tool to fit any nut!!!

The big book is a McGuffey reader. Dick and Jane find God one through twelve.

This is a program of how Dick and Jane get well; Not stay sick one day at a time.

Alcoholism is a two part disease – Alcohol the ism I -Self and Me !

This is a process of discovery and recovery.

Practice and learn self objectivity, not self re-activity. BaBa

Make the twelve steps your friends and your teachers.

More will be revealed.

You may be the only big book a person reads.

We lead by the power of example.

Read the book.

Follow the path of sobriety.

It’s all about accountability and responsibility.

Came, came to, came too believe!

Addictions and recovery is not limited strictly to alcohol. As stated in one of the founders
story - “ A doctor came with a heavy sedative; Next day found me drinking both gin and
sedative”.
Many of us were multi-addicted personalities.

Addiction is a hunger that feeds upon its’ self.

Alcoholic or an addict ? We are all addicted to something- Become addicted to life rather than
being addicted to death.
Alcohol is a drug.

Alcoholics drive through red lights and pot smokers stop at green lights.

We suffered from a case of terminal uniqueness.

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Look for the similarities, not the differences.

Leave your doubts and prejudices outside the door.

All men are the same color on the inside.


Rolling Thunder

All men are the same color on the inside; I've cut enough of them open and looked!
Attila the Hun

A person wrapped up all into them self makes for a very small package.

Selfishness, self-centeredness, this we think is the route of our problem.

Our lives went from being Me, Me, Me, to We ! We ! We !

Be creative, not destructive.


Sai BaBa

Remember that an alcoholic or addict is first and foremost a human being.

The only thing that binds a man to anyone or anything are his desires and attachments.

Human beings will not let go of anything as long as they believe it serves them well.
Vwymous
Humankind loves to fight and argue for its limitations.
Vwymous

Man is born like a Kirby vacuum cleaner, He comes with many attachments. Mishugeh

Alcohol helps you relax -Relax all the way into the grave.
Chief Fire Eagle
God is the power of love.

Stay sober one day at a time.

Live one day at a time.

Yesterday is history and tomorrow is a mystery.

If you have one foot in yesterday and the other foot in tomorrow, you’re sprinkling all over
today.
All you have to do is stay sober is just not drink now.
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Alcoholism has been called a disease of loneliness.

You don’t ever have to drink, use or be lonely again.

They are drinking a disease of loneliness, but it’s better than drinking alone.
Piano Man

It is man who taught man to fear God, judge and condemn. God teaches man to love,
forgive and move beyond it.

DON'T GIVE GOD A BAD NAME!

The fear of God is the greatest sin.

Don’t be a BOO-ist ! BaBa

God loves equality. All are loved equally by God.

Hi - I’m an alcoholic and recovering Catholic.

Replace the fear of God with the love and respect for God.

I was born a “Roman Catholic -I was always roman here, roman there, I was always roman
everywhere.

If I were in the debt collecting business I'd be bankrupt! God

All is one, Be a light unto every one. BaBa

Religion is for people who are afraid of going to hell. Spirituality is for people who have
already been there!

So tell me Darling, why is it your afraid of what you don’t believe in?

Dogma is Am-God backwards!

Put dogma before a mirror, add the “I” back before it and you get -

“I AM GOD”

Seek ye first the kingdom of heaven.

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Knock and the door shall be opened.

Miracles’ are a way of life.

Religion is a direction, not a destination.

We drank religiously with dedication and devotion -Go to meetings and work steps just
the same.
Happiness is the journey.

So tell me Darling, what could God possibly do to you that is worse than what you‘re already
doing to yourself?

We were possessed by an overpowering sense of impending doom.

It was not the fear of dying that got us sober- It was the fear that this hell would never end that
did it.

We suffer from selective perception. We see what we want to see and hear what we want to
hear.
The miracle of recovery proves the existence of God.

Coincidences are little acts of God being anonymous.

Vanquish all fear consciousness.

Fear is remembered pain.

Know the perfect love that cast out fear.

God is the original sponsor of the program.

Faith is the resonance within; God is the source of the resonance.

If you can’t find God, He is not the one who is lost.

Tune into God.

God is a word that has resonance in the soul -Tune In !!!!!!!


Ramtha

Insanity is giving socially acceptable answers for socially unacceptable behavior

We outlived the insanity of our own defiance.


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God can be known by the practice of deep inner silence - The insanity is we love to argue
about it.
Resistance is futile - BE HAPPY!

Happiness is an inside job.

Would you rather be right or would you rather be happy. (Though some of us were only happy
when we were right!)

We are sure God wants us to be happy, joyous and free.

Of myself I am nothing –The Father doith the work.

God is constantly doing for us what we could not do for ourselves.

God grant us victory over alcohol.

God is the doer.

God, grant us perfect and complete release from our affliction.

We were too afraid to live and too afraid to die.

God is not limited to only religion.

No one religion has a monopoly on God.

God demonstrates His self through all religions.

What is AA ? A very poor parish.

We start the meeting with a prayer- We end the meeting with a prayer; but we're not
religious!
Who keeps us clean and sober?

Who is large and in charge?

Our Father.

I had a wonderful epiphany this morning. It cost me three dollars and twenty cents with a cup
of coffee at the bakery!

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Just because you’re an alcoholic or a drug addict doesn’t mean you have to live the rest of
your life as one.

If you sober up a horse thief you get a better horse thief.

The people that we were would drink again.

What is it that must change about yourself? Not much, just everything!

Trying to force another person to change is like trying to drag an elephant through a key hole,
its’ a very slow and messy process.

We began to swallow some unpalatable truths about ourselves.

How do you eat an elephant? One bite at a time!

- Before you set out to change the world, Change yourself first -

God will do for you what drugs and alcohol could never do.

This program is turning me into Father None, none of this and none of that and
Definitely none of that! Mishugeh
Nuns don’t get none.

Its’ all about the power of NO!

We could never say no to drugs or alcohol.

Recovery is complete freedom from the compulsion and obsession to drink and or use.

Recovered? My couch is recovered.

Sobriety is an inside job.

Practice the Holy Communion of prayer and meditation.

Practice the presence of God.

Freedom and responsibility go hand in hand.

Without desire nothing happens.

We completely loose the desire to drink.

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Be still and know that I am God.

Believing and knowing are two different things.

The Three Laws of God are:


Live,
Love
And learn.

Know who you are,


Give who you are,
Be who you are.
Sai BaBa

Know who you are and return unto me.

Only God can teach you about God.

God loves grand diversity.

Everybody sees and hears everything through their own filters.

The will of God is to live- The question has always been how?

The How of AA - Honesty -Open-mindedness and willingness - These three are called the
essentials of recovery. This means becoming teachable.

Become honest enough so your insides match your outsides.

If you humble yourself before God you become great- If you make yourself great before God
you become small.
Teach-ability is the essence of humility.

We got tired of learning lessons by the “two by four” method.

Humiliation is the hard way of ego deflation.

One day A woman came walking into a meeting muttering to herself ADFL, ADFl and
another time another woman came into the meeting talking about BOHICA ! - If I ever have
the pleasure of meeting you in person I will tell you what they mean. (The author)

Strangers are only friends we haven’t met yet.

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The Maker who made you can fix you. Quit breaking what He made.

There is no problem you could possibly have that God can’t handle.

If your God can’t solve your problem, then your God is too small.

If your can't find your God don't worry, I'll loan you mine.

We trust infinite God rather than our finite selves.

Spirit knows no limitation of time or space.

God was either everything or else He was nothing. What was our choice going to be?

God first, me second.

God is running the show.

Ask and allow God to speak and work through you.

We get well by giving up every thing that is making us sick.

You get well by working the steps; you stay well by living the traditions.

Put one foot in front of the other.

You are created in the likeness and image of God. bible

Know thy self.

Only the heart of Man is big enough to contain the religion of God.

We were absolute masters at creating our own insanity.

Religion is Mans’ understanding of God, Spirituality is Gods’ understanding of Man.

God created spirituality -


Spirituality created mankind -

Mankind created religion.

Religion may or may not take you back to the truth of the God that lives inside each and every
one of us.

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God existed before religion ever began and God will exist after all religions ceases to be.

Man is the truth of all religions -How do we know? If you take man out of all religions the
religions disappear!
BaBa

God is the UNIFIER of all people, not the DIVISOR!


BaBa

You get well by giving up everything that is making you sick.

I drank, I got sick; I came to the program and got well.

You don’t have to know how a TV set works to watch one.

Fear kills -love heals. Sai BaBa

Man is Gods’ favorite pass time.

God doesn’t need a TV set- He has us!

The greatest truth ever told is Gods’ love for us.

Live and let live.

I now no longer have a drinking problem, I have a living problem.

Turn it over.

We preach attraction rather than promotion.

Promotion is talking about the light; Attraction is becoming the light!

I gave you difficult lives so you would seek me.


God
Man is Gods’ greatest treasure.

Everything happens for the good!

The newcomer is the life blood of the program.

God believes in you- Return the favor! Sai BaBa

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Trust in God, clean house and help others.

When you focus on people problems grow- When you focus on God problems go.
St Germain

This is a God program.

You are either going back to God kicking and screaming or joyously but you are going!

This program is God in action.

God is a verb.

Gods’ last name isn’t dam.

We got sober and found out we had a conscience -Now what do we do?

We preach spiritual progress rather than spiritual perfection.

Prayer is talking to God, meditation is listening.

Meditation is not what you think!

Ask him in the morning for sobriety and thank him at night.

If you weren’t a spiritual being you couldn’t have a relationship with a spiritual deity.

Does a fish comprehend the ocean it lives and swims in?

I don’t care if you believe in God or not - Pray any way.

We must perform the seemingly ridiculous so God can perform the truly miraculous.

The activity of yesterday creates the reality of today. The reality of today creates the activity of
tomorrow. Unless you change the activity of today, the reality of yesterday will create the
activity of tomorrow.
Expect a miracle.

Keep coming back until the miracle happens!

Pray to God, He loves to hear strange voices.

We could not think ourselves into right acting but we could act ourselves into right
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thinking.
Practice the power of prayer.

Fake it till you make it.

If the God talk drives you out the booze will drive you back.

Don’t let the door hit you in your derriere.

So tell me Darling - Why is it you’re so afraid of what you say you don’t believe in?

We were trapped between a rock and a hard place.

Can’t or won’t believe in God ? Then believe in that which created God.

Believe in the power of Sobriety - For it is a Divine Power –being sober for its own
sake.
There are no atheist in fox holes.

The practice of spiritual principles without knowledge or understanding is called blind faith.

We were extreme examples of self will run riot and didn’t think so.

You can do anything you want as long as you take full responsibility for your actions.

Self will dies -Divine will thrives!

With us it was typically a “My way or the highway” attitude and outlook on life.

We had to quit living our lives on the edge of life and death.

My life was a series of calumniates, some of them which really happened!

Do you want some cheese to go with that whine?

I’m the problem -God is the solution

We were the people who learn “Faith through adversity.”

All actions have consequences- Sobriety is the consequence of working the steps.

How does it work? It works when you work it.

Fighting addiction is like fighting King Kong -you’re going to lose!


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The more you fight an addiction the stronger it becomes.

That which I resist persist.


Master Asun

Resist not evil.

Trying to control this disease is like trying to control a snarling lion by holding it by the ears!

Practice HALT -Don’t get too hungry, angry, lonely or tired.

Surrender to win.

Surrender to the love of God.

Surrender is simply changing sides.

We cease fighting anyone or anything -Even God.

Only God is forever- All else is illusion.

We hope you are done drinking and using.

- Absolute Abstinence-

The attitude is the Father of the Action.


Father Martin

Personal recovery depends on AA unity.

There is good news and there is bad news: The good news is life is forever. The bad news is
life is forever!

Did you ever have one of those life times it just didn't pay to be born? Mishugeh

I don’t care if you believe in reincarnation or not; you are coming back any way!

Eternal life is only a question of location.

Without the FUNDAMENTAL TRUTH OF ETERNAL LIFE, you can’t have the fear and
damnation of eternal hell!
With God there is always a future.

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If everybody put their problems in the middle of the room and had to choose- They would
choose their own problems.

Be careful what you pray for, you just may get it!

It came to pass but not to stay.

This too shall pass.

Pray for your enemies.

I pray you get everything you deserve!

We learn how to pray for people rather than at people.

Cast the beam out of thy own eye before you complain about the splinter in thy brothers’ eye.
(Bible)
One finger pointing at you -Three pointing back at me!

Powerlessness is the way of power.

Surrender to God as you understand God.

God is the true knowledge of life.

The Optimist, the Pessimist and the Scientist

The Glass is half empty,


No the glass is half full,

Neither - The glass contains liquid to 50 percent of its’ holding capacity.

Spiritual insight: Some times in the quest for truth it is really important to see things without
emotional bias.

We are all suffering from a bad case of “truth decay.”


Swami Beyondananda

Nothing happens in Gods universe by accident.

We believe what we feel.

Keep your head in the clouds and your feet on the earth.

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Bring the body and the mind will follow. Bring the mind and the heart will follow.

It’s all about mind over matter. If I don’t mind, it don’t matter.

We’re not bad people trying to be good - Were sick people getting well.

The proof of anything is does it work.

We were full of old beliefs and old ideas.

Ah heck -We were just full of it!

Failure is only the discovery of that which does not work.

Life is learning the meaning of words. What words are you leering the meaning of?

Words are cups of intentions. Master Asun

Insanity is to stay stuck in it.

Insanity is too keeping doing the same thing expecting different results.

We sat at the feet of God and fell asleep.

The cause of alcoholism is drinking. The cure for alcoholism is not drinking.

There is one cause and one cause only of drug and alcohol addiction. The human body was
never designed for consumption of these substances. Trying to prove this truth wrong goes
directly against the grain of your existence and is a waste of your time and ours. There is no
reason for guilt or shame of any kind in not being able to drink or drug. Know that a so called
normal drinker is only an alcoholic or addict in the making.
Hierarchy

Alcohol is a drug.

A normal drinker is a social construct.

This disease feeds on the power of death; quit feeding it your life!

All diseases live in the blind spot of our lives. This one is no exception.

Take off the blinders.

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Prey and Predator
Alcohol is the predator and you are the prey.

If the blind leadeth the blind they both fall into a pit.
Bible
I was a slave to King Alcohol.

God is mans’ constant companion.

No man has so much he cannot lose it all!

What is the first hundred years of sobriety? A very good beginning!


Saint Germain

As was once said; “Time Marches On” with or without your consent.

There are none so blind as those who will not see.


Jesus

If it walks like a duck and quacks like a duck and waddles like a duck its' a duck.

Ask God for PERMANENT SOBRIETY ! ( Over and over and over and over ----------)

Praise the Lord – Practice patience, tolerance and love.

We are all beggars before the Lord.

God is the power to live.

 I say yes to life and life says yes to me -


Lord Asun
Say yes to sobriety
Sai BaBa

I give you permission to not drink.


God

It’s all about the power of No -When it came to alcohol we couldn’t say no!
(Also sex, food, you name it, we couldn’t say no to it!)

When God gives you sobriety you say thank you.

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God restores the power of choice.

This is the only disease that can be so much fun to recover from.

Walk your talk.

Walk with God.

Pick up your cross and follow me.


Pick up your cross of fears, hatreds and resentments and follow me. Pick up your cross of
addictions, compulsions’, and obsessions and follow me. Pick up your cross of confusions pain
and suffering and follow me. Pick up you cross of prejudices, doubts and failures and follow me
through the 12 steps. Emmanu’el

All you got to do to make this program is trust in God and clean house.

I turned on the light in my basement and I found out I had a very dirty one.

He’s a sexual intellectual –Too freak’en smart for his own good !

We never met anyone too dumb too make this program.

Master - How can a man have a door knob as a higher power ? My Son, It is a far more
stable reality than many of the minds of the people who ask the question.

Reality, What a Concept!

Reality and I have not been constant companions.

Reality is for people who can’t handle drugs and alcohol.

Whenever you fight with reality, reality always wins.

A blackout is alcoholic abduction.

I got tired of seeing people in my room whom I didn’t invite to be there.

Gods’ power is in everyone and everything.

Desa-Vu is playing phone and video tag with your higher self.

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This program is based on believing and achieving.

The old timers solution to prevent relapse was simple- They made it their goal to die sober
and they proceeded to do so.

What I can conceive, I can achieve.


Master Asun
Live and let live.

We were explosive as Hiroshima and Nagasaki!

Have you ever seen the movie Gremlins? We are the people you do not want to get wet or
feed after midnight!

In side of every one is a white wolf and a black wolf -Which one wins the fight? The one
that you feed. Native American Saving

Resentments are the number one offender.

We were real Jekyll and Hyde personalities.

Resentment is like me drinking poison expecting you to die!

Banish your anger, resentments and violence before they kill you!
Chief Fire Eagle

He who lives by the sword dies by the sword. Bible

Resentment is giving God the finger!

Forgive God.

I ‘m a poor man, I can’t afford to keep any hatred, anger or resentments.

Anger and resentments? I got tired of other people living in my head rent free.

The Christ was never given to mankind to be used as a sword or a club. God

Love and hate are opposite sides of the same coin.

Love your enemies.

The soul is the heart of man.

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Whenever you point one finger pointing at another person, you have three fingers pointing
back at you.

Whenever you pass judgment upon another you are trespassing on Gods’ property.

Get on the Clue Bus.

A funny thing about resentments -They are only a memory of an experience of something that
has occurred in the past -Even if it is something that happened in the past five seconds!

Don’t sit on the pity pot too long, you’ll develop a ring around your butt!

Be active- Not RE-ACTIVE ! Sai BaBa

How do we know God has a sense of humor? We tell him what we are going to do with our
life and He laughs!
The Law of Love
The one law of God is bring harm to neither yourself or others.

Thou shall commit neither homicide or suicide nor Auto-cide, “That is when you murder
your car!”

We who have been overbearingly wrong for so long, have a pertinacity to be overbearingly
right!
The emotional pendulum swings both ways.

Get off the emotional roller coaster.

Recovery is like peeling an onion, there are many layers.

Recovery is a process.

Recovery is all in Gods’ time and all in Gods way.

De-Nile isn’t a river in Egypt.

De -Nile is a river in Egypt!

What is an alcoholic? An ego maniac with an “in -FEAR-reority” complex!


BaBa

My ego isn't my amego

What you think of me is none of my business.


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What is an alcoholic? A broke drinker, A stuck thinker, a bad relationship picker and a
real good forgetter!

No No No Mr. Wizard, “I don’t want to be an alcoholic anymore!”

Once an alcoholic, always an alcoholic.

You can’t turn a pickle back into a cucumber.

Can God turn a cucumber back into a pickle? Absolutely ! But the cucumber must be
completely willing to do so without any reservation what so ever; and once the pickle has re-
become a cucumber, It doesn’t mean that the cucumber can’t become a pickle again!

What is alcoholic reasoning? “I DRINK- THEREFORE I AM!”

Most people say ‘Waste not - want not.” Alcoholics say ‘waste not; want more!”

A tiger does not change its stripes easily.

We are the Brothers and Sisters of the grape.

Step one is get yourself out of the way so that in step 12 God can work through you and
steps 2 through 11 is everything you have to do to make it happen.

Leaving skid marks all over the 12 steps.

Get in the program.

We drank religiously, with dedication, consistency, devotion and loyalty; Go to meetings


religiously and work steps religiously.

In Russia we have perfect recovery. In Russia we perfectly control our drinking. We


perfectly control our drinking by not drinking it. That is how we do it in Russia!

Meeting makers make it.

It’s not the quantity of sobriety but the quality of sobriety that matters.

Trying to define God is like trying to nail Jell-O to a tree.

Jesus, Moses, Buddha, Mohamed and Krishna all sit at the same table.

Talking about God? Here, let me tell you what perfect silence is like.
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Only God can be all things to all people.

Choose your own concept of God, in the beginning it is enough.

Abandon yourself to God.

There are no mistakes in Gods’ universe.

Sobriety is for people who can’t handle drugs and alcohol.

Go to ninety meetings in ninety days and don’t drink.

Make one more meeting than you think you need and Go to all the meetings you don’t want to
go to.
Keep going to meetings till you want too.

This is a save your own derrière program.

Go to meetings and don’t drink even if your derrière falls off! If it does, bring it along with
you -We will find a place for it- don’t drink and go to meetings!!!

Meetings are like a bank account - Keep investing!

We paid a very high price to sit in these chairs.

Sobriety? It’s a God thing; cause without God you ain’t gonna get sobriety.

The Original Sin


All human beings are born with the impulse to self-destruct: Alcoholism is but one of its
many mechanisms.

The four direction of Power-

Higher Power, Lower power -Inner power and outer power.

You got to find your higher power, not your lower power.

We sat at the feet of God and fell asleep.

Addiction is cunning, baffling, powerful and patient.

Addiction is cunning, baffling, powerful, and expensive!


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Addiction is addiction. There are only brands and flavors, and the human beings who create
them.
WITH OUT MANKIND ADDICTIONS CAN NOT EXIST!

A Human being can get addicted to anything! (Money, sex, power prestige, drugs alcohol,
cigarettes, hate, pain, misery and suffering just to name a few).

The addiction controls the life of the person; the person does not control the life of the
addiction.
We were addicted to more!

An alcoholic can use a year’s supply of anything in a month. (Toilet paper would truly be
bad.)
We were a bunch of users and abusers.

Never give the power to turn water into wine to an alcoholic!


Mishugeh

Learn how to drink the perfect wine called the Holy Spirit of pure spiritual life.

Recovery is when you are no longer addicted.

Seek the One who can give you sobriety.

Some people are so badly addicted to their own misery they just won’t let go of it.

We are a people who would not ordinarily mix.

We get well little by slowly.

Love and tolerance is our code.

When you pass judgment or criticism upon another, you are trespassing on Gods handy work!

Worms in a Bottle
A man teaching a class about alcoholism puts a worm into a glass of tequila and after a few
minutes the worm stops swimming around and dies -The teacher ask the class, “So what does
this mean ?” The alcoholic in the class steps up, smiles and proclaims: If you drink you don’t
get worms ! Many alcoholics had thought drinking was the cure for the common cold. They
discovered that when the human body is in a state of continual heavy intoxication germs could
not live in the body; Neither could the alcoholic !

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IF IT WALKS LIKE A DUCK LOOKS LIKE A DUCK, QUACKS LIKE A DUCK AND
ACTS LIKE A DUCK --- ITS’ A TURKEY !

The only cause of deception is the human illusion delusion! Sai BaBa

Hi- I’m a human being living in the disguise of an alcoholic.

What happens when an alcoholic kisses a prince? He turns back into a frog!

Alcoholics’ don’t have relationships; they take hostages.

God created man and women to be help mates -Not hell mates -

We has a bad case of the Midas touch in reverse, everything we touched turned to
____!

We were always making people happy –They were either happy to see us coming or
happy to see us leave.

The hardest any one of us will have to learn is too simply live and enjoy your life -
Vwymous
Hi - IM' an alcoholic and a recovering human being.

We are spiritual beings stuck in the physical experience.

We are all suffering from the human illusion delusion !


Sai BaBa

Take yourself off the cross –We need the wood.

Man is a living spirit. God

Spirituality is all the things money can’t buy.

See the love of God in everyone and everything.

Never forget, sell, trade or relinquish your humanity. Chief Fire Eagle

Identity? Human Being first –


Addict or alcoholic second! BaBa

Human beings are born square pegs destined to fit into round holes. God uses life as a chisel
and we resist and we do hurt but we will survive.

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A human being can become: an alcoholic, a smoke-aholic, a drug-aholic, a rage -aholic, a
sex-aholic, a food-aholic, a fear-aholic, a laugh- aholic (don’t laugh -there really is such a
thing !) A chance-aholic, a shop-aholic a game-aholic, a giggle-holic (they are really funny !)
A spend -aholic and whatever else you want to mold you self into!

God will file the points off your ego -Hold still!

Thou shall not resist God -It hurts too much!

The universe is a play thing -I’m concerned with character - God

Pain is the touchstone of all spiritual growth.


Father Martin

I don’t believe in the bible, I just believe in its’ wisdom.

No pain no gain.

Your tormentor is only your mentor in disguise.

Don’t make hell mates out of your help mates.

We trust infinite God rather than our finite selves.

The Father and I are one


Man and God exist in an inseparable relationship. You can deny it- distort it, fear it, ignore
it, lie about it, not be aware about it, have mis-perceptions or false ideas about it, misuse it, love
or hate it -But the one thing in the all of eternity you can’t do is change it.

Half measures availed us nothing.

If you’re praying for potatoes pick up a hoe.

There is one who has all power, that one is God may you find him now!
The now is the only true realty. The now is the door way to eternity. You can not find God in
either the past or the future because all activity of creation and life occurs from and within the
eternal now.

I must turn in all things to the Father of Light who presides over us all. Bill W

Your Heavenly Father will never let you down.


Dr Bob
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The light of God never fails and the love of God always fulfills.
Ascended Master Reality

Let the light of God shine brightly within you.

God is constantly doing for us what we cannot do for ourselves.

We found the Great Reality deep down within us; In the final analysis it is only there that
He may be found, It was so with us.

The alcoholic is an extreme example of self will run riot and he doesn’t think so.

Go ahead create a universe - I dare you!

Who then made all this?

The universe is alive and self-sustaining.

We were trapped in the box of mass, energy, space and time - Driving ourselves crazy trying
to figure out who made the box of mass, energy, space and time.

Analysis paralysis.

God is that which creates existence.

If your God can’t solve your problem your God is too small.

There is no problem you could possibly have that God cannot solve.

A problem shared is half a problem.

If your God is not working for you don’t worry, I’ll loan you mine.

Service to Man is service to God.

Love God and serve man is not the cannibal’s creed. (Though it just may be the creed of
some alanons.)

What are the three C’s of Alanon ? Can’t cause it, can’t control it and can’t cure it.

It is not by our love for God but by Gods’ love for us that we get well.

God makes it possible for us to recover and live.


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God is all you need.

God is the truth and the light within us.

God is my best friend.

I am the light by which you see and the sound by which you hear.
God

We had three choices -We were either going to get Sobered Up -Locked Up - or Covered Up.

We never met anybody dumb enough to make this program.

Get smart enough to get dumb!

When all else fails follow directions.

Put one foot in front of the other.


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The Yets and the Agains

If you keep drinking all these things called the yets will happen to you - Like I haven’t
killed anybody yet- I haven’t gone to prison yet - I haven’t been divorced yet - I haven’t been
in the hospital yet or bankrupt yet - The heck With the yets -I’M afraid of the again s! Drunk
again, - Jail Again -Fired Again, Car Wreck Again, Divorced Again, Bankrupt Again - Sick
Again !

If you keep drinking or drugging you will wind up in either the big house, the bug house or
the ice house!

Yesterdays’ a canceled check and tomorrow is a promissory note; All we have is today.

No Funny Cigarettes.
A spiritual truth:
Marihuana is called, the smoke of forgetfulness. Why? It kills brain cells and cellular
memory. Son, why are you smoking marijuana? Uh I don’t know, I forgot! Seeker

You can’t claim to be sober if you’re on the marijuana maintenance program.

Don’t drink and don’t use.

To drink is to die.

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When an alcoholic takes a drink the ability to care about anyone or anything goes out the
window.
Will Power
If you think this thing is all about will power; , take a big bottle of ex-lax, Go eat a great big
meal and then try and control it and then tell me all about will power !

A silver back gorilla can bench press 4600 lbs. Yet alcohol can take down a gorilla.
How strong do you really think you are in fighting the disease of alcoholism or any
addiction by your self ?

Win
Whats Important Now

When drinking becomes as natural as berating -


Father Martin

Alcohol and drug addiction is a purely emotional relationship.

A human being can talk themselves into or out of anything!

Eliminate all fear consciousness.

Your fears were meant to warn you, not control you.

We gave it all to the man upstairs.

Who’s large and in charge?

God is constantly doing for us what we could not do for ourselves.

Easy Does It.

Easy does it but do it!

A sick computer trying to fix a sick computer.

You cannot solve a problem with the same thinking that created it.
Einstein
You don’t have to be Einstein to get this program!

If I ask you what time it is please don’t tell me how to build a clock.

Keep it simple.
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Alcoholics are real people with real problems.

What is alcoholic distemper? A sick Puppy!

We don’t shoot our wounded.

We will love you until you can love yourself.

Life is the will of God,


evolvement is the will of life-
And service is the path of evolvement-
Get on with it !
Sai Baba
Trudge the road of happy destiny.

There are none so blind as those who refuse to see.


Jesus

Denial is everything you are not willing to hear or look at that is inside you.

Marriage is an institution for the blind. Father Martin

Stay out of relationships for a year.

Sex doesn’t: Bother me much-Bother me much- Bother me much.

What’s the difference between the human libido and the human ego? NOT MUCH!

When it comes to relationships, two halves do not make a whole.


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Are you willing to go to any lengths to stay sober? Are you willing to go to any length to get
well?
Practice these principles in all your affairs -And we mean your affairs!

We place principles before personalities.

We’re deadly serious about enjoying life.

This is a program for the greedy, not the needy.

This is a program of discovery and recovery.

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We lead by the power of example.

Don’t tell me, show me.

We preach attraction rather than promotion.

You may be the only big book somebody reads.

Live and Let Live.

Never judge another man until you have walked a mile in his moccasins.
Native American Saying

We were full of self judgment and condemnation; we were our own judge, Jury and
executioner.
Judge Not Least Ye be Judged.

It’s not that as a group or society that we condemn drinking or drug use, we simply insist that if
you must, do it off planet!

Assessment and judgment are two different things.

Spiritual progress is the means to spiritual perfection.

Faith without work is dead and dead is work without faith.

It works when you work it.

Sobriety is an inside job.

God is the good.

God is truth.

God is great!

God is love.

God is joy.

God loves you.

We’ll love you until you can love yourself.

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Love one another.
Jesus

You can’t love another till you love yourself.

God is where you find him.

God is everywhere.

God is everyone and everything.

God is patient, loving and kind.

God loves sobriety.

God is the good.

The Good is God times ten!

Of the seventy thousand or more known names of God; I am sure we can find one that you can
begin with.
The Twelve Steps of Unmaking
That which has been made within you with the power of God can only be unmade by you
with the power of God.

Thank God I’m an atheist!

An atheist is really just an anti-theist in disguise.

Expanded Acronyms

Slip - Sobriety Lost Its’ propriety So long , I’m perfect

If you don't want to slip -Stay out of slippery places.

I never went to a whore house just for a kiss.

Sin - Self Induced Necrosis

The five deadly habits are: Judgment, Condemnation, Blame, Guilt and Gossip.
Master Asun
Ego - Easing God Out.

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( If you want to test the strength of your ego- See how many sentences you can write or speak
without the use of “ Me,” “My self,” “Mine” or “ I”)

God –Good orderly direction.

Great out doors.

Fine - Funky, insecure, neurotic and emotional

Sober - Son Of A Bitch, Every Things’ Real!

The mind is a very fertile garden, be careful what you plant.

Has anybody seen my mind? I’m looking for it!

I lost my mind and I don’t want it back.

My mind is out to mug me!

Your mind is a very dangerous neighborhood.

Never go into your mind alone, you might not come out!

I was having a meeting in my head last night with a lot of different people and a lot of
cross talk.

If this is a program of brain washing, MY MIND REALLY NEEDED IT!

We are all insane; we’re just not all insane at the same time!

Let the squirrels out of the cage!

Lose your mind to find your senses.

Die-Mind! Sai BaBa

By the time you’re really thinking about not drinking or using it’s too late.

If you don’t close the door on relapse you’re going to relapse.

The Social Norm


In a society of cannibals the one who refuses to eat other human beings is abnormal.
(Psych 102)

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Did you hear the one about the cannibal chef who loved to serve mankind?

We lived our lives under the duress of fight or flight.

We judge ourselves by our intentions and the world judged us by our actions.

Normal is a cycle on a washing machine.

You’re only as sick as your secrets!

We were chronic malcontents.

Know God, know peace - No God, no peace.

When it comes to inner peace, desire is very noisy.

Your serenity is indirectly proportional to your expectations.

I AM the silence within you.

What came first the chicken or the egg? The feeling always preseedeth the thought!

Learn to listen for the small still voice within - ( But please don’t tell us what it said !)

If I didn’t have the voices in my head to talk too, I would have no one in my life!

A million monkeys’ typing on a million type writers for a million years could never
dream up all the insanity we create !

Insanity is living in the problem and not the solution.

Sanity is to be in harmony with God, yourself and your fellow human beings.

Practice these principles in all your affairs- And we mean your affairs!

We teach principles before personalities because principles are eternal truths and human
personalities are not.

You may be the only big book another person reads.

We teach by the power of example.

Insanity is: too keep making the same mistake over and over again, each time expecting
different results!
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Trying to fix our insides by changing our outsides.

Demanding outward cures for inner created problems.

Giving socially acceptable answers for socially unacceptable behavior.

Polishing your car with battery acid.

Indulging in the pleasure of one’s’ own self destruction.

Placing band aids over gaping wounds.

Living in the problem and not the solution.

Believing it was better to reign in Hell rather than serve in Heaven.

It is foolish insanity to believe that any disease is more powerful than God.

We were masters of self-sabotage.

This is a process of recovery from suicide.

We were our own best friend and worst enemy.

Blessed are they who go in circles; For they shall be known as wheels!

When all else fails follow directions.

I give you relationships to temper your ego. BaBa

Some of us must need a lot of tempering! Mishugeh

The spiritual life is not a theory, we have to live it.

Willing to go to any length.

From God we came and to God we return.

You don’t have to know how a television set works to watch one.

If it works don’t fix it.

Analysis Paralysis.

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Utilize don’t analyze.

Quickly to God, Quickly to Sobriety.

Strong God, Strong sobriety. Weak God, Weak sobriety!

God is the seat of the soul. Get off your seat and do something!

God is all you need.

Trying to figure this thing out by your self is nothing but a bunch of mental masturbation!

Can God create a rock so heavy that He cannot lift It ? In the case of the Alcoholic or
Addict the answer is not only yes, But Hell yes! Addictions, compulsions, obsessions,
resentments, prejudices and attachments- All very heavy rocks!

Exercise your spiritual muscles.

Why do you need God? Because you do not have the knowledge, the power, the ability or the
experience to reach inside yourself and fix yourself. Sai BaBa

This disease is neither immortal or eternal; Rid yourself of it before it kills the host!

This disease lies to you –It tells you everything is ok when it is not.

God is the giver of life.

God is mightier than the disease.

Don’t stay married to this disease - Get a divorce! BaBa

We could not think ourselves into right acting but we could act ourselves into right
thinking.

The Secret of Sobriety


Make the deep inner commitment to sobriety and ask God for the empowerment to follow
through.
Greater miracles than these Yee shall work! Jesus

With God all things are possible.

Nothing Happens in Gods’ World by Accident!

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You get well by giving up all the things that make you sick!

The power to drink again? Why would I give you the power to do to yourself what
made you sick in the first place! God

We trust infinite God rather than our finite selves.

Believe in miracles.

Faith in God meant reliance, not defiance.

God will never give you more than you can handle.

I wish God didn’t trust me with so much.


St Teressa

Believe in God, Believe in Recovery, Believe in Sobriety.

Yes we said we would make you perfect; We just didn’t say which life time !

Awaken the spark of Divinity within.

It’s in Gods’ time; Not your time.

I give you what you want so you want what I give you.
God
We learn how to listen.

Practice the Holy Communion of Prayer and Meditation.

The meaning of life:

Limited Information, Frequently Exasperating!

The purpose of human life is too realizing God.


Sai BaBa

Internalize Happiness.

Internalize Recovery.

Internalize Sobriety.

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Internalize Joy.

Internalize Love.

Internalize God.

Internalize peace.

ASK GOD FOR PERMANENT SOBRIETY.

What's the difference between a Drunk and an Alcoholic? Meetings!

A meeting is two alcoholics and a pot of coffee.

I never talk to the alcoholic; I always talk to the human being.


Chief Fire Eagle.

If you hate life you hate God.

You cannot hate your brother and say you love God! Jesus

We can do together what me can’t do alone.

This is a “We” program.

Whenever two or more of you are gathered in my name I will be there. Jesus

We opened the door to our insanity and death by our drinking and drugging and didn’t know
how to close it.

I have discovered that I’m highly allergic to death and I'm avoiding it whenever and where
ever I can!

AA is the back door to God.

Don’t let the door hit you in the butt.

The other big book!

Christ was crucified with a murderer and a thief; we ought to fit in just fine.

Give up the cross. We need the wood!

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We had a bad case of the “Yes butts”

Quit saying but- but- but. You’re not a motor boat.

You can’t tell anyone anything until they are ready to hear it!

The pink cloud syndrome.

Being high on life is the best high we ever knew!

God has either removed your problem or He hasn't.

When God made man, he put the truth inside his heart, Humankind will never look for it
there!
Never say Never.

Whenever you look for anything outside of yourself to make you feel better you’re opening
yourself up for trouble.

The truth of a young man and the truth of an old man are very different. When you are young,
you get angry and upset when people say they are praying for you. When you’re older and wiser
and people say they are praying for you, you are grateful.

Tidbit: Ever wonder where the saying ‘Drunk as a skunk” came from? It came from people
watching skunks who had been eating fermented apples!

Some 12 Step program misquotes -

Rarely have we seen a person who has thoroughly followed our path.

We admitted we were powerless over alcohol, that our Wives had become unmanageable.

Our human resources as marsh mellowed by the will, were not sufficient; they failed utterly.

Sought through prayer and medication to improve our conscious contact with God!

What is a social drinker? A person next to you at a party picks up a drink and you think,
“So shall I “. Father Martin

We came to believe our own insanity!

Is there anybody here for their first, second or third meeting before their next drink?

The attitude is the father of the action.


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Father Martin

Alcoholics Anonymous has been quoted as meaning “Altered Attitudes.”

Is this Alcoholics I'm a -mess?

Is this where I can find the AAA Meeting?

You are only late to your first meeting.

You drank enough to get here –We hope you drank enough to stay.

Man is Gods’ spear head of the ever advancing creation, some of us must have got stuck at
the dodo stage.

What is a real alanon? She dies and his life passes before her eyes.

The great hope of every alcoholic is that they will control and enjoy their drinking and the
great hope of every alanon is that they will control and enjoy their alcoholic!

It wasn’t too long ago that a person being sponsored was referred to as a “pigeon.” Have you
ever seen what pigeons do to statues? Well that is exactly what the 'Pigeon” was doing to their
own life- Making a mess out of everything!

A 12 step program funny


A 12 step program for compulsive and obsessive talkers- On and on, and on and on.

I think I'm going to go to SA (Suicide Anonymous) - I hear they have very few relapses!

True forgiveness
There comes a point of realization that it really doesn’t matter who is at fault or who is to be
blamed, because as long as we hang on to blame and guilt the wrong doings of others real or
imagined will always have power over us and the ability to destroy us. True forgiveness must
occur for the process of real inner healing to begin.

How many times must you forgive? Seven times Seven, No seven times seven times seven,
No seven times seven times seven time seven times seven –
Jesus

A closed mouth friend is someone whom you tell something too and five minutes later they
can’t remember what it is you said.

Give a man a fish you feed him for a day; Teach a man to fish you feed him for a lifetime.
Chinese proverb
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If you had the faith as mustard seed and commanded these mountains to move they would
move. Jesus

There shall come a day every man can sit under his own fig tree.
Jesus
Know thy self. Socrates

To they own self be true. Shakespeare

The human body and mind are incompatible with alcohol. If it were compatible it wouldn’t
cause problems. It is that simple.

Be faithful to the God within.

If it causes problems it is one.

The bottom line is you never have to drink, use or be lonely again.

God is good for us.

God will bring out the best in you.

It’s about accountability and responsibility.

Most People want just enough recovery to get by.

The good is the enemy of the best!

Trudge the road of happy destiny.

God doesn’t care what you call Him; All He cares is that you call!

Abba, Father.

God wants us to be happy, joyous and free.

Happiness is a way of life, not a goal.

Happiness is the journey, not the destination.

We get well by working the steps; We stay well by living the traditions.

This is the only disease that is so much fun to recover from.


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Every Saint has a past -Every Sinner has a future!
Sai BaBa

You are given an opportunity for an infinitely valuable spiritual education. TAKE IT !

The drop wants to become the ocean and the ocean wants to become the drop.

When thy eyes become single thy whole body will be filled with light.
Jesus

NEWS FLASH: Scientist have found the biblical lake of fire! look at videos from NASA of
our physical sun at the center of our solar system. It is also the source of all biological life on
this planet. It’s not the hell fire of destruction -It’s the hell fires of creation - for all biological
life upon this planet is born in the fiery furnace of our physical Sun.

Of myself I am nothing; The Father doith the work. Jesus

We are all God’s handiwork; And some of us needed a lot of work!

IAM the builder.

Gossip is murder by character assassination.

Whenever you pass judgment upon other people, you are trespassing on God’s
territory.
Carry the message - plant the seeds of recovery.

I will make you fishers of men. Jesus

Go trolling for drunks.

Be-live in God.

Freely given; freely received.

Seek and ye shall find- Ask and it shall be given.

Life is Gods’ gift to you -What you make of your life is your gift to God.

Separation from God is the grand illusion, there is only the on-goingness forever.

As I have so loved you I now command, “Love one another” This is the fulfillment of the
law and the commandments. Jesus
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People love you for their sake; God loves you for your sake.
Sai BaBa
The truth is the love of God

What is true of me is true of you - Know the truth and the truth will set you free.
Jesus

There are four natural enemies of man. Fear, clarity of mind, power and old age.
Don Wan

The last enemy you must overcome is death –


Jesus

Is it time to create Mortals anonymous yet? Because death is the common denominator -
Of all 12 step programs!

Fear is a treacherous enemy.

Anger is the power of an elephant tied to a tree and you’re the elephant!

You can’t claim you’re sober if you are on the marijuana maintenance program!

Meditate, -Not Medicate.

The great Swamis' of the east teach” practice prayer and meditation, not prayer and
medication.”

The only thing that is learned that is worthwhile is that which is learned in a sober
state of consciousness. Don Wan

The hardest thing any one of you will have to learn is to simply live and enjoy your lives.
Vwymous

The power of God and recovery is born in the Divinity of Silence ,so shut up and listen!

The Twenty Seven Commandments


1. Thou shall not fear the Love of God. 2. Thou shall not fear the name of God, 3. Thou
shall not fear the truth of God, 4. Thou shall not fear the word of God. 5. Thou shall not fear
the perfection of God- 6. Thou shall not fear the voice of God, 7. Thou shall not fear the
vision of God. 8. Thou shall not fear the guidance of God. 9. Thou shall not fear the inspiration
of God. 10. Thou shall not fear the power of God. 11. Thou shall not fear the knowledge of
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God, 12. Thou shall not fear the wisdom of God 13. Thou shall not fear the life of God 14.
Thou shall not fear the mercy of God 15. Thou shall not fear the compassion of God, 16. Thou
shall not fear the forgiveness of God. 17. Thou shall not fear the beauty of God, 18. Though
shall not fear communion with God 19. Thou shall not fear the union with God. 20. Thou
shall not fear the selflessness of God. 21 Thou shall not fear the eternity of God. 22. Thou
shall not fear the peace of God. 23. That shall not fear the face of God. 24. Thou shall not fear
the faith of God. 25. Thou shall not fear the breath of God. 26. Thou shall not fear the nature of
God. 27. Thou shall not fear the silence of God.

Insight: If we practice real hard we just may get the meaning of these- It is OK if you add a
few of your own.

God will never judge and condemn any of their children ,Yet God has complete and absolute
parental authority over them -

What is grace? Grace is love, healing and forgiveness, the free flow of infinite life. It
originates and flows from all that that is known as the Divine feminine, that which is known as
the divine Mother of life and the universe –The Goddess of our universe.

I have come so you may have life and have it more abundantly.
Jesus

The will of God is simple. It is for life to continue.

- The Knowledge of God-


There can never be enough knowledge to fill an empty heart.
Afriel

A thing of importance to know is that the knowledge, love and the wisdom , all that is, the
all that adds up to the life of God is endless. The knowledge, the love and the wisdom, the
“flow of life” is a vast limitless fountain that cannot be drained. The more a person learns the
more a person realizes how true this statement is. It is truly endless. The program is directly
derived from the wisdom of God. Wisdom is that truth or if you like knowledge that when
placed into or put into practice will produces results. The simplest question of truth is “does it
work?; “Does it produce the desired result ?”
Modern psychologist have sought what you might call the “Holy Grail of Psychology” - This
“Grail” would be a perfect model that describes the inner workings of all human beings and
would allow the treatment of any condition possible in a person. The 12 step programs in and
of themselves are not perfect; A perfect model does not exist. Instead the program directs us
to seek the source of perfection, that perfection being God consciousness and the program
provides us with a means of doing so. In this the program achieves its’ goal extremely well.

Insight: Spiritual and moral wisdom go hand in hand.

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Plato’s Allegory of the Cave

The Greek Master Teacher Plato gave us a description of Mans’ reality and knowledge of
the light from within about 450 BC. Not only is his allegory a good description of the
creative process that brings about our existence; We have been able to duplicate the process!
Think of man living his life in a cave that is totally dark and that man is chained or fixed into
such a position that all he can look at is the cave wall in front of him. His perceptions are
locked into only one way of seeing things - A very limited view point and this creates a very
narrow mind. Behind him are dancers who are moving and behind the dancers is a fire that
illumines the dancers but he can’t see the dancers and he can’t see the fire behind the dancers
because he can’t move his vision that is solidly fixed in front of him. All he sees is shadowy
images or reflections of the dancers that are created by the fire and all he can see is the shadow
images of the dancers that are cast upon the wall of the cave. The cave wall represents all the
man can see of reality or if you like life. He has a very limited view or understanding.

Now we just happen to have an /old Hebrew wisdom teaching that says: Man is the
embellisher of nature. And today we have a perfect working technological example of this
ancient description of reality in our motion picture projectors and movie theaters. We replace
the fire with a high powered light bulb, use reels of movie film to replace the dancers, focus it
all through a lens and put all the people in a nice cumphy theater with a great big movie screen
in front of them they can watch and wah-la ! - You have a perfect example of how God through
man creates reality and how the principles of creation remain constant and we find new and
wonderful expressions and applications of the knowledge.

Plato was clearly describing the “ Fire from within”- The Father of light that is in all of us.

“When thy eyes become single thy whole body will be filled with light.” Bible

Some interesting truths about recovery

The idea of powerlessness is confusing to many people. First and foremost the human body
was neither designed or intended to have alcohol ingested into it. This holds true for all sorts of
other damaging things. If the body can’t consume it for food or use it to heal its self the body
wasn’t meant to consume it. The human body was designed to take food for nourishment -
things that are not food are: Alcohol marijuana tobacco, cocaine heroine, barbiturates, downers,
uppers and in betweens’, and all the synthetic concoctions known as designer drugs. If we
missed any add them to the list. There is no shame or guilt what so ever that a person cannot
drink or for that matter drug. Alcohol has a nature. The effects upon a human body and mind
are destructive and this is an unalterable fact. We are POWERLESS to change the basic
relationship of alcohol to a human body and mind and that relationship is destructive. It doesn’t
matter what liquor companies say, it doesn’t matter what your friends or your parents say about
drugs and alcohol, it is destructive; And if the body wasn’t meant to consume it then that

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substance or thing will develop a parasitic life force within the body that will consume the body
- This is the underlying cause of compulsions and cravings.
The parasitic life force of the addictive thing or substance demands that you feed it! Hum -
perhaps the old definitions and concepts of demon rum isn’t so insane sounding if you consider
the existence’s of parasitic life forces, And interestingly enough a parasitic life force cannot
exist without the life force it feeds upon and if it has a will of its’ own to survive and continue it
really doesn’t care if it destroys the host and the host life force. Just another self created little
monster of the Id.

Any person who is following a spiritual path is not supposed to consume alcohol or
narcotics in any form, so paradoxically completely giving up alcohol and drugs does become
the beginning step in establishing a deeper relationship with God. There is absolutely no shame
or guilt or weakness of any kind in not being able to drink or drug because the capacity to drink
and drug was never designed into the human body in the first place. The body was not designed
to handle it.
A deeper example of powerless was once described as: Go eat a big meal and then take a
whole bottle of ex-lax and then try control it ! Trying to control addictions are the same.
We cannot change the karma, the nature of drug and alcohol abuse and human beings. This
is to confirm that the cause effect relationship of alcohol, drugs and the human body is
unchangeable. Alcohol will always create weakness in the bonding force that holds the soul
together and when the soul falls completely apart the human body and lower mind dies. It is
this weakling of the bonding force of the soul that we call relaxation.
Another good description of the effects of alcohol or drugs on the human body and the
insanity it causes might be described as trying to polish your car with battery acid. We pour a
bit of battery acid on the paint of the car and start rubbing it, believing it is going to make the
paint shinny but instead it immediately starts to dull the paint. So instead of stopping we pour
more battery acid on the car and now we strip the paint down to the metal surface, and in total
disbelief that the paint has been removed we now pour even more battery acid on the car and
now we start to corrode and dissolve the metal that the car body is made of . This type of
madness and thinking and resultant actions really does exist.

The Will Power of the Alcoholic or Addict

So what is this mysterious power called will? The human body has several powers built
into it. Our bodies do many things for us without our thinking or commanding it to perform.
Spiritually the body has been called the servant of the person, the spiritual being who occupies
that body. If you think about it we do not even have to tell our bodies to perform all sorts of
things that keep us alive. We do not have to consciously think and tell our heart to keep
beating, nor do we have to tell our bodies or even think about telling the digestive system to
turn the food we have eaten into energy that will keep us alive. These functions are really
divine powers that reside within the body At the personal level, All of your biblical talk about
a man and his servants is really talking about the powers of the body and the person’s ability to
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Now in the alcoholic and or addict the person has surrendered the God aspect of power
known as the will to drink or use. The powers of the body are very obedient servants that do not
question the orders of the master, the master being the person, the spiritual being who lives in
the body and the body blindly carries out the orders of the person. It actually is a better
description to say that the person has directed or shaped their will to perform the task of staying
drunk or high and the will does not question at all the way the person commands or shape the
will has been made into and once the persons’ will has been completely set by the person to
drink, drug, get high, stay stoned or inebriated -The will through the spiritual power it
commands will then find ways to fulfill the orders of the person even if those orders cause the
misery and death of the person.
What has been difficult for scientist or doctors to understand about addiction, due to the
blindness or if you like the limitations imposed by the senses of the body, And what makes it
seemingly impossible to be rid of an addiction because we get hooked on something through the
emotional connection, made by the power of the will of our personal soul, and we attach our
selves inwardly to the substance or thing and make connection to it in the invisible realms
because the substance or thing has existence in the spiritual world. All things of the physical
world have the cause of their existence in the world soul and that soul exists in the spiritual
world.

Grant Us the Necessary Soul Surgery


By praying to God and asking him to remove the addiction we are asking him to release and
remove our emotional and spiritual attachment, our hooks that keep us attached to the
substance. We must be willing of our own free will to be free of our attachment and thus
dependency upon the thing we are addicted to. When we do this we free the will from the task
of killing us.
Smoking is perhaps one of the simplest to describe. We smoke a cigarette for the first time
and we get sick but we relax, we go with the feelings, we give into it. As we give into or
surrender ourselves to the pleasure we are immediately forming a dependency upon the poisons
and nicotine by the feelings it creates in us. We immediately start to form our bonding and our
attachment. We also get addicted to feeling bad and dirty! Ask any heavy smoker who tries to
quit! For a time he can’t stand feeling clean and good.
To be truly free of an addiction we must release it not only from our physical world but also
from the spiritual world as well - The worlds of soul. Another way of understanding this is too
say the addiction, the compulsion and the obsession becomes integrated into the autonomic
nervous system. We become addicted to something by merging with it. An alcoholic becomes
an alcoholic by merging with alcohol. It becomes as natural for an alcoholic to drink as it is for
him or her to breathe! This also holds true for addicts, pot smokers, pill poppers or even exlax
abusers.
A Daily Reprieve, “Oh Lord, give us this day our daily bread.”
The understanding of a daily reprieve begins with the biblical writings of Moses and the
children of Israel. When Moses was leading the people out of Egypt and through the Sinai
desert, they ran out of food. Moses asked the lord to feed the people, and every morning the
angles manifested a very simple form of food called manna. This spiritual food, this” manna

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from heaven” is just a concentration of a natural process of life that the ancient prophets and
magi understood very well.
A study of modern biology reveals that all biological life force begins within and emanates
from our physical sun. That life force energy continually pours out from the sun, and as our
planet spins upon its atmosphere, A continual life wave of energy is infused into the planetary
atmosphere . These rays of life giving light begin just before sun rise, and ancient people knew
that they could open their hearts and minds and directly take this energy, this life force from the
life giving angel of the morning into their being. The main aspect of the “daily reprieve”
spiritual approach for the alcoholic is based upon this ancient knowledge.
Another important aspect of the daily reprieve approach is the little known activity of Mary,
Mother of Christ. Mary, Mother of Christ each and every day goes before those great beings of
this entire solar system known as the Lords of Karma to suspend judgment upon the people of
earth. Mary has performed this service for humanity for thousands of years. Her love for
humanity is that great.

Drunk Dreams -The blessing of recovery


When the alcoholic or addict starts having “wet” or using dreams the subconscious is
beginning to clear the patterns that give the addiction the power over the person. It is the “fire
from within” the Divine Energy that consumes the pattern (If you are truly willing to let go of
it) and it is the fire from within that ultimately releases the person from the self created
entrapment. This is but one of an extremely good example of ‘God doing for us what we could
not do for ourselves”.
The lesson of the Rose
If you hold a rose tightly in your grip the thrones will cut you. Whatever you hold too tightly
in the grip of your mind and the power of will also cut you. If you hold the Rose gently in
cupped hands the thrones cannot and will not ever harm you. God holds all of us the same
way.
The blind Men and the Elephant.
Several blind men were asked to describe what an elephant was like. The first found the
trunk of the elephant and said the elephant was like a powerful snake that had an opening at one
end to consume its food. The second found the legs of the elephant and said the elephant was
like trees that could move about. The next blind man discovered the body of the elephant and
said the elephant was like the world, The Divine Mother - incredibly big and powerful and
impossible to understand in one grasp. And the last blind man unfortunately found what came
after the elephant left and he said the elephant was warm wet, steamy, mushy, and smelled very
bad !
Wisdom teaching: Of course the teaching is about the religions of man trying to describe the
nature and being of God through limited perceptions. And there will always be as many
perceptions of truth as there are people to experience them.

Spiritual insight: If you see the Buddha on the road - DON’T KILL HIM- HE APPEARS SO
INFREQUENTLY THESE DAYS !

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A man goes to God and ask Him, God, what is a million years to you and God tells him, My
son, as a million years is to you, is as but a mere second to me. The man then ask God, God,
what is a million dollars to you, and God tells him, my son, as a million dollars is to you, is but
a mere penny as to me. The man thinks and asks God: “God Can I have a penny?” And God
smiles and replies:
“Yes my son, “Just A Second!”

A Monk and a Hot Dog Vendor


A Monk walks up to a hot dog vendor as ask him to “Make Me One With Every Thing -The
Vendor reply and hands the monk his hot dog - The Monk then says to the vendor “ I gave
you a ten dollar bill -Where is my change ?
And the wise hot dog vendor smiles and tells the Monk -
your change must come from within !

-Disciplining the Mind – Entering the Silence-

Do not say with ten thousand words what can be said with one thousand words.

Do not say with one thousand words what can be said with one hundred words.

Do not say with one hundred words what can be said with ten words.

Do not say with ten words what can be said with one word.

Do not say with one word what can be said with no words.

Principles

Know the one thing that can teach you 10 tings -Know the ten things that can teach you one
hundred things. Know the one hundred things that can teach you one thousand things -know the
one thousand things that can teach you ten thousand things. Know the ten thousand things that
can teach you one hundred thousand things. Know the one hundred thousand things that can
teach you one million things -
Musuhi

What is the sound of one hand clapping? It is the sound the energy flowing through your
mind makes, as you visualize the imagery and contemplate the thought.

Wisdom teaching on Prayer and Meditation.


Prayer is talking to God, Meditation Is listening, we all pray to her, and we all receive from
him. When we pray we send our thought out into the soul of the universe, and She listens to
our request. When we meditate we are listening for the answers He sends to us. Sending and
receiving, speaking and listening, We send and receive to and from the divine masculine and
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feminine present in all things. We send and receive to the divine masculine and feminine
present within ourselves. Masculine and Feminine -giving and receiving, The Yin and the
yang, The inflow and out flow, the day and the night the life and the death, for everything is
created in the balance of opposites and love is the divine balancing power of creation !

Spiritual tidbit : When you become a student of a great Master and they call you Chela; It
really means Divine Dummy! They talk and think like this; We’ll get the Chela to do it; or We
will send the Chela, He needs the experience or He’s just a Chela and doesn’t know any better
or The Chela did what? Usually followed by great laughter.

Patience
A man dreamed he went to heaven and met a beautiful angel. The angel was showing him all
around the heavenly realms and on the tour they came across enormous warehouses filled with
the most wonderful presents and gifts of every kind. The man asked his angelic tour guide what
all the warehouses full of presents were? The angel gave a sad smiled and said- “These are all
the gifts that mankind has asked God for but didn’t have the patience to wait and receive them”.

Good news and Bad News


A man goes to his minister and ask if there are AA meetings in heaven? The minister tells
him, “ I will pray and ask for you.” The man returns the next day and his minister say to him, I
have good news for you and I have some bad news for you- The minister tells him, The good
news is there are AA meetings in Heaven, the bad news is that He is the guest speaker
tomorrow night!
“Forgive them Father for they know what they do.”
They know not what brought them to this moment in their lives, nor the cause of their own
actions. The unrelenting desire for mortal existence has blinded them to the knowledge of the
past, the many many lives that they have lived, that resides in their very own being. The books
of life are closed to them, and though they were written by their own hand, and their own hand
only, they are too afraid to look -

- JUDGMENT DAY -

At the end of your life there will be a test -Here are the questions:

1. Did your experience on earth serve yourself and others well?

2. Is there anything you must go back and work on for your souls’ growth and development?

3. Are you ready to move forward in your evolutionary experience?

4. How can we assist you in preparation for your ongoing eternal journey?
Vywmous

The purpose of human life is too realizing God.


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Sai BaBa

“I AM the peace within your soul and the love within your heart”.

Blessed are they who are pure in heart for they shall see God Jesus

See what you are looking at , hear what you are listening too –Know these things –
Native American

Loving God is honoring life –Loving life is honoring God.

Keep coming back and let the miracles happen

The Way of Enlightenment


See as God sees-
Hear as God hears -
Feel as God feels -
Know as God knows -
Speak as God speaks and
Love As God Loves.

A one line meditation -

Be still and know that IAM God.

If you can’t or won't believe in God, believe in that which created God –For that which created
God lies at the very core, the center of your being. Afriel

Honor thy Father and Mother

It is the infinite light and love of our Heavenly Father and Mother that created God.

God is the first individualization of the infinite.

I won’t belong to any organization that would have me as a member!


Groucho Marx

The following teaching comes from the Himalaya mystery school where Ashua Ben Joseph AKA
Jesus the Christ studied the great mysteries and practices of God, and also the modern day
ascended master teachings that sprang forth into the world beginning in the latter part of the
20th century.

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Each and every one of us is a divinely created being of light and love, individualized and first
begotten and hence only begotten Son or Daughter of Father and Mother God, for that which is
first and only begotten is that which is made of the infinite light and love. It has been said
that “God” did not have any grand children. At the very center of our universe exist the creator
God pair known as Father and Mother God. Hence being First Begotten and only Begotten are
descriptions of qualities of beingness rather than the single identity of any one god or
industrialized or creator being. All people without exception are first and only begotten
children of Father and Mother God. We are all first born, that is too say directly created by
our H evenly and Divine Father and Mother.
The biblical “Honor thy Father and Mother” has many levels of understanding.
This God pair whom reside and create life, existence and reality from the very center, the
very heart of our universe, this is the heart of creation its self. They are truly our Divine
Parents. Before they come together in Divine Life, In Creating Union and to create, that is too
say bring forth exact and perfect spiritual replications of themselves, we did not exist. After
being created, these first and only Begotten of God (That being all of us ) now have true self
consciousness, that being self awareness, and all the attributes and qualities of Divine Mind as
bestowed by The Father and all the qualities and attributes as bestowed by the Divine Mother.
When it is said that we are the Spiritual Children of God and The human race, individualized is
created in the likeness and image of God -. An older teaching is that “Man is God writ small “this
is the great and undeniable truth and the reality of our individuality.
To each and every individualized first and only begotten son or daughter of God -God the
Father bestows His divine mind and God the Mother bestows Her divine Heart. This brings a
whole new meaning and insight to the bottom of page 11 where it is written -”Here was
something at work in a human heart which had done the impossible.“
It is taught that when our God parents created us -We all were given four commandments,
four directives to life..
 "Discover and Express the Eternal Happiness that is your birthright"
 "Give the Immortality I made you, to the Body Temple I created for you"
 "Discover your Infinite Creative Potential and Genius for Self-Expression"
 "I made you Infinitely Abundant. Offer this abundance to all that and those around you.

All hearts sing the sacred name of God RaMa


The name of God is written in the human heart. Make a Fist and say Ra release the fist and
say Ma- Then repeat Ra-Ma - Ra Ma Ra Ma - Ra Ma -This is the energy of Father Ra and
Mother Ma; God that keeps our very life flowing through our bodies.
Sai BaBa

Wild Dogs

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When wild dogs find food they cannot use or store they will urinate on the food so no other
dog can eat it. Spiritual knowledge and wisdom is food for the soul. Just because you can’t
accept or understand knowledge and wisdom, please do not be a wild dog and ruin it for
someone else.

Sexual Attachments
Attachment through sexual acts literally makes spiritual threads or bonds of emotional
energy between the souls of the people involved. When we separate or end a sexual relationship
we experience the pain, depression and suffering because we tear out the hooks that the energy
threads have created in the souls of the people involved. And when we tear out the hooks of
attachments they leave holes in our emotional bodies-
No pun intended but how many of us are looking for something to fill the holes? The
deep, deep emptiness, the loneliness so many of us live with? These threads and hooks are
not imaginary. If you could see from the light level of the soul, and look at the emotional bodies
of the people who are attached to each other you would see that these emotional energy threads
and the hooks which are the points of attachment really do exist. To be free of an addiction or
compulsion with the power of self will you would have to be able to reach inside yourself,
reach into the center of your own feelings and release the hooks and return the energy threads to
the source. Because there are so few of us who have mastered going into our selves or if you
like working with our own inner planes of reality and our own souls, We must ask our sprit
guides or our angelic protector or whatever deity that gives us access to the indwelling power
and then have faith that the hooks will be removed which frees the attachment and that the
energy threads will be returned to the proper source. One thing you can be sure of is that when
you release the hooks and attachments and you become free of them it is the Divinity, the
Energy, the divine Fire that Is With In Us - will consume the hooks and energy threads, and
when this has occurred the person is completely released from the addiction because he is now
free of the attachment. The memory of the experiences will stay with the person, as a part of
the soul’s recordings of life experience, yet The emotional power and dominance of the
addiction is removed. When you pray to be free of an addiction and are really willing to be free
of the addiction you will experience soul clearing. The soul clearing and healing part of the
healing and releasing process is to relive and re-experience the feelings and memories of what
brought about the attachment in the first place. Lots of Alcoholics’ in recovery report having “
wet dreams” dreams, so real that when they wake up they swear that they were actually out
drinking again. The soul clears the subconscious by reliving the experience. For an example, If
the soul is loaded up with stored feelings of drunkenness then of course during the releasing
process A person can totally re-experience being drunk. This is good because like a magnet
erasing a recording after several passes or reliving to clear the soul of the subconscious the
feelings and real power they possess to keep the person trapped in the addiction is dissipated.

Wisdom teaching: Without the complete clearing process or if you like “forgiveness” You will
never achieve real freedom from an addiction.

The Terrible Price of knowledge Revealed by Delirium Tremens


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The ever expanding Nature of knowledge and Life.
The first one hundred people who compiled the 12 step recovery program had the wisdom to
include the statement “We realize we know only a little. God will disclose more to you and to
us.
The AA 12 step recovery program was complied with the spiritual and psychological
knowledge available to the founders of their day. The collective consciousness of the species
that is called humanity is expanding. A partial reason for this expansion of consciousness is
that various aspects of knowledge, or if you like spiritual wisdom developed from other
religious and philosophical systems that were once isolated and contained within their own
geographical location and language systems have become available through the rapid
advancement of communication, translation and transportation systems readably available that
were undreamed of a mere seventy years ago. It is difficult for us to imagine that at the time of
the original compilation of the 12 step program that television sets did not exist. The internet
did not exist. Available commercial jet airline transportation did not exist. The now wide
spread era and acceptance of the modern day electronic and data communication age had not
even begun.
It is not the purpose and intention of these writings to discredit the original foundation of the
12 step recovery program; Rather yet to build upon those ideas and truths that integrate the
greater understanding of who and what we truly are that has been made available to the human
race through those avenues of spiritual education and wisdom known as the mystery schools.
During my early in the mid 1970s period; I was challenged by friends if I could figure out
how the 12 step program worked. When asked why and how does this program work the
typically response was “utilize, don’t analyze.” Truthfully people do not know how and why
the 12 step recovery process does work.

Why it works
All spiritual recovery works because it is a law in this universe that whenever the lessor
sincerely asks the greater for help-The greater must respond. This help is given because at the
core truth of any and all human being exist a thinking, feeling person of Divine Consciousness,
being and nature, a child of God.
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A Normal Drinker
I went to India and asked a great spiritual master, “ What is the cause of drug and
alcoholism ?” This great teacher looked me directly in the eyes and told me, “Neither the
human mind or body was designed for it -Leave it Alone!” When a Master places his gaze upon
you, with a few simple words a master can and does transmit volumes of information to the
person they are communicating with. The teacher imparted to me the knowledge that drinking
or drugging for pleasurable effect or problem solving goes against the divine intention, you
might say the very purpose and reason the human body’s exist. By drinking we are forcing the
body to assimilate chemicals it truly was not designed for or intended to use. Some people’s
bodies can make this adaptation and others peoples bodies simply cannot make adapt to the
effects of alcohol or drug ingestion. Whether a human body has the capacity to adapt to alcohol
consumption or not, the idea of the existence of a so called normal drinker is an absurdity, a true
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social contrivance, because even a so called normal drinker are forcing their bodies to adapt to
chemical reactions that the body simply was not designed to accommodate.

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be
opened to you. Mathew 7 7

Oh great Master –What is the cause of drug and alcohol addiction? “Neither the human mind of
body was designed or intended for it –LEAVE IT ALONE !

The “We” of the program


We of Alcoholics Anonymous are more than one hundred men and women who have
recovered from a seemingly hopeless state of mind and body. To show others precisely how We
have recovered is the main purpose of this book.
The forward to the first edition of the book is written as narrative form. The “We” of
Alcoholics Anonymous refers directly to the more than One hundred men and women who have
recovered. Whenever the word “we” appears in the book it is always referring to the “more
than one hundred men and women.” It has been said that “If you want what “We have, you
have to do what We did.” I will humbly take a small authors liberty and refer to the “more than
one hundred men and women respectfully as” the first one hundred. “
To emphasize and bring clarity to the recovery process, The first step is intended to read, We,
the first one hundred, admitted we were powerless over alcohol, that our lives had become
unmanageable. We must apply the same understanding to the second step, that being, came to
believe that a power greater than our selves could restore us to sanity. (the “us” being the more
than one hundred men and women). This narrative understanding of We, our and us becomes
important in the understanding of the third step –for it is written, Made a decision to turn our
will and our lives over to the care of God as We understood him is extremely important.

Webers Law the JND


One way an addiction does trap a person into a false sense of security and yet continue to
create death and destruction within the body has been identified as the JND, that being the Just
Noticeable Difference. Simply stated, if we change the rate of stimulus in an environment
slowly, the nervous system adjusts its self to accept the new level of stimulus as normal. People
have been known to boil alive in hot tubs because of this phenomena.

An experiment proving this process shows how a frog’s nervous system can be tricked. A frog
is placed in an open container of water. The container also contains a food source, The frog can
leave the container any time it chooses by simply jumping out. The water is at a comfortable
temperature for the frog, and as long as the frog feels it has everything it wants, it is happy, it
has no reason to leave the container. Now if we start raising the temperature of the water
slowly, say a few degrees per hour, the frogs body will adjust to this change in stimulus and the
frog still believes that everything is ok, that all is normal. As time passes and the temperature
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increases and the frogs nervous system keeps adjusting to increasing temperature, the frog does
not perceive the increasing danger that is threatening its life. Eventually the temperature
increases to the boiling point and so is the frog and
of course it is too late to save toe frog because it has been boiled alive, even though it could
have left the environment and conditions that took its life only if it could have realized what
was happen to it. Drugs and alcohol addiction takes many of its victims due to the slow long
term effects it produces over a long period of time. This process can continue for years. Just
like our boiled frog, the alcoholic or drug really thinks everything is normal even though friends
,employers and family may try and tell them otherwise, Why because our own nervous system
and sense of inner security and well being has been tricked into a false and deadly lie. This has
been called the insidiousness of the disease. Another way to express this understanding is too
nickel and dime someone to death; by continually making small price increases in some
essential service till one day that service cost more than people can afford. Alcohol and drugs
of the course of many years will nickel and dime to death your health, your wealth and
eventually your life.

Do ye not know we are all sons and daughters of the Most high God ? Jesus
The more than one hundred men and women as mentioned in forward to the first edition who
authored the big book will be refereed too as “The first one hundred.”

Perhaps it is a good idea to explore what is our revealed relationship to “God” as taught in the
divine mystery schools before we identify the God concept “As we under stood Him” of the
first one hundred as written in the 12 step recovery program.
The following teaching comes from the Himalaya mystery school where Ashua Ben Joseph
AKA Jesus the Christ studied the great mysteries and practices of God, and also the modern day
ascended master teachings that sprang forth into the world beginning in the latter part of the 20th
century.
Each and every one of us is a divinely created, individualized and first begotten and hence only
begotten Son or Daughter of Father and Mother God. It has been said that “God” did not have
any grandchildren. At the very center of our universe exist the creator God pair known as Father
and Mother God. Hence being First Begotten and only Begotten are descriptions of qualities of
beingness rather than the single identity of any one god or industrialized or creator being. All
people without exception are first and only begotten children of Father and Mother God. We
are all first born, that is too say directly created by our H evenly and Divine Father and Mother.

A Daily Reprieve, “Oh Lord, give us this day our daily bread.”
The understanding of a daily reprieve begins with the biblical writings of Moses and the
children of Israel. When Moses was leading the people out of Egypt and through the Sinai
desert, they ran out of food. Moses asked the lord to feed the people, and every morning the
angles manifested a very simple form of food called manna. This spiritual food, this” manna
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from heaven” is just a concentration of a natural process of life that the ancient prophets and
magi understood well.
A study of modern biology reveals that all biological life force begins within and emanates
from our physical sun. That life force energy continually pours out from the sun, and as our
planet spins upon its atmosphere, A continual life wave of energy is infused into the planetary
atmosphere . These rays of life giving light begin just before sun rise, and ancient people knew
that they could open their hearts and minds and directly take this energy, this life force from the
life giving angel of the morning into their being. The main aspect of the “daily reprieve”
spiritual approach for the alcoholic is based upon this ancient knowledge.
Another aspect of the daily reprieve approach is the little known activity of Mary, Mother of
Christ. Mary, Mother of Christ each and every day goes before those great beings of this entire
solar system known as the Lords of Karma to suspend judgment upon the people of earth. Mary
has performed this service for humanity for thousands of years. Her love for Gods Only
Begotten children is that great.

We the human race as a species are spiritually starving to death.


As taught in modern college biology –The very life force that comes directly from the physical
Sun loses ninety percent of its nourishing ability to sustain life each and every time this vital
life force energy is changed through the food chain. This vital life force –(the real blood of
Christ) Enters the oceans and is converted into plant food. All the living beings that depend
upon this source of life energy use ninety percent of it to maintain their own existence; and the
next step in the chain of life –those who consume the plant kingdom only receive one tenth of
the original energy that was ingested by the plant kingdom. The animals that feed upon the
plant kingdom themselves again reduce the available life force energy by another ninety percent
-When human beings eat and consume animals they are receiving only one hundredth of a
percent of the original life force energy we all were all Divinely Intended to receive to sustain
and maintain our lives and existence.
The result is that we as a species capable of living for hundreds if not thousands of years have
reduced our life span even below the one hundred fifty years allotted to each one of us -

A prayer from Emanuel

The Sacred Marriage of Heart and Mind

Heavenly Father, open my heart to the Heavenly Mother


Heavenly Father, open my heart to the Heavenly Mother
Heavenly Father, open my heart to the Heavenly Mother

Heavenly Mother, open my mind to the Heavenly Father


Heavenly Mother, open my mind to the Heavenly Father
Heavenly Mother, open my mind to the Heavenly Father

Great Holy Spirit open the door to every thing


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Great Holy Spirit open the door to every thing
Heavenly Spirit open the door to every thing

Beloved Christ I AM, enfold me in your white fire body


Beloved Christ I AM, enfold me in your white fire body
Beloved Christ I AM, enfold me in your white fire body

Heavenly Father, open my heart to the Heavenly Mother


Heavenly Mother, open my mind to the Heavenly Father

This I ask in the name of the IAM THAT IAM


This I ask in the name of the ascended Jesus Christ

By the ascended Jesus Christ great command to life


Let it be and so be it and it shall be done.
(As presented by Jesus the Christ in discourse to the students of the Radiant Rose Academy)

A Prayer to the Great Spirit


O Great Spirit whose voice I hear in the wind and whose breath gives life to all the world;
Hear me - I am a Man before you, one of your many children. I am small and weak; I need
your strength and wisdom. Let me walk in beauty and make my eyes ever behold the red and
purple sunsets; Make my hands respect the things you have made; and make my ears sharp to
hear your voice. Make me wise so that I may know the things you have taught my people -
The lessons and meaning you have hidden in every leaf and rock. I seek strength O Great
Spirit, not to be superior to my brothers, but to be able to fight my worst enemy, myself.
Make me ever ready to come to you with clean hands and straight eye so that when life fades as
the sunset, my spirit may come to you without shame.

Tom Whitecloud

The Lord’s Prayer - As Translated from the original Aramaic


Oh- Cosmic Birther of all radiance and vibration - Soften the ground of our being and cause a
space within us where your presence can abide. Fill us with your creativity so that we may be
empowered to bear the fruit of your mission. Let each of our actions bear fruit in accordance
with your desire. Endow us with the wisdom to produce and share what each being needs to
grow and flourish. Unite the tangled threads of destiny that binds us, As we release others from
the entanglement of past mistakes. Do not let us be seduced by that which would divert us from
our true purpose, but illuminate the opportunities of the present moment. For you are the
ground and the fruitful vision; As all is gathered and made whole once again.
Amen
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Matthew 6:9–13 (ESV) "Pray then like this: 'Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name.
Your kingdom come, your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily
bread, and forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And lead us not into
temptation, but deliver us from evil.'"

John to Jesus -”Master where is this kingdom you speak of ? John my kingdom is inside you.”

Why humankind can not conceive of a creator God.

Nine missing words from the teachings of Jesus

“What is true of me is true of you”


Jesus

God is our Deliberately Veiled Truth


We al are first born, each and every one of us are first born of God. We are created in the
likeness and image of God .
When fully spiritually developed , the great truth and power within each and every one of us
is the ability to conceive of an idea and make it living reality.
We are all created in the Great Central Sun at the very spiritual center of this entire universe.
As directly revealed by Goddes Mother Akasha - We were given free will to create any thing
we so chose- We are endowed with the true power of creation We, as first born and only
begotten spiritual beings are direct children of the immaculate conception. To ensure our
survival -Our creator God parents put a safety mechanism to ensure our eternal life of spiritual
evolution. We can conceive of any thing except one thing and that one thing -the one forbidden
fruit is our absolute inability to conceive of our own non-existence. Because of this we are not
capable of conceiving our selves as having a point in time were we did not exist. This means
that we can not un- create our selves .We can not blink our selves into oblivion. -Nor can we
un- create the God truth residing in another person. We can not un.-create the God truth
residing within our selves. If our nature was not of this infinite and unlimited truth -It would
be impossible to conceive and create a place of eternal damnation called hell - In the all of
creation and the universe We are the only Gods who pass judgment and damnation upon our
own kind. No one else does. Itb is not until an individual evolves and advances all the way
back to the creator god source of this universe and you can observe the very process by which
we are given our individuality can one realize that indeed we do have a beginning -A point in
creation where We first began.

“Know the truth and the truth will set you free”
Jesus

The ten commandments encompass The law of harmless – The law of harmlessness is the law
of the prophets and the law of life.
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Life is like riding a bicycle- You can only stay balanced when moving forward.
Einstein

IAM is the name of God.


The following teaching comes from the Himalaya mystery school where Ashua Ben Joseph
AKA Jesus the Christ studied the great mysteries and practices of God, and also the modern day
ascended master teachings that sprang forth into the world beginning in the latter part of the 20th
century.
Each and every one of us is a divinely created, individualized and first begotten and hence only
begotten Son or Daughter of Father and Mother God. It has been said that “God” did not have
any grand children. At the very center of our universe exist the creator God pair known as
Father and Mother God. Hence being First Begotten and only Begotten are descriptions of
qualities of beingness rather than the single identity of any one god or industrialized or creator
being. All people without exception are first and only begotten children of Father and Mother
God. We are all first born, that is too say directly created by our Hevenly and Divine Father
and Mother.
It is taught that when our God parents created us -We all were given four commandments, four
directives of life.
 "Discover and Express the Eternal Happiness that is your birthright"
 "Give the Immortality I made you, to the Body Temple I created for you"
 "Discover your Infinite Creative Potential and Genius for Self-Expression"
 "I made you Infinitely Abundant. Offer this abundance to all that and those around you.

We do not see the world as it is -We see the world as we are.

Doing Gods will of spiritual transformation is by displacement and sublimation

The TAO – (The way)


By dying every night and being born again every morning-

Ending the pain of separation


God does not judge a butterfly for the sins of a caterpillar because the butterfly resembles the
caterpillar very little even though the caterpillar is the source it came forth from.
Before the universe existed there was spirit consciousness. Spirit consciousness gave birth to
the entire universe. Spirit consciousness then gave birth to us. and then put all us in the
universe. Religion is about worship - spirituality is about growth and development leading
back into evolution of God with relationship through the Holy Spirit.

Power within

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The great deep and secret power of God buried deep within each and ever one of us is the
power and ability to conceive of an idea and bring it forth as a living being of manifest reality.

You can take religion out of spirituality but you can not take spirituality out of religion because
spirit is the source and center of every one and every thing.

God does not judge a butterfly for the sins of a caterpillar because the butterfly resembles the
caterpillar very little even though the caterpillar is the source it came forth from.
A Higher Power ?
There is your higher power, your lower power-your inner power and your outer power.
There is God above me -There is God below me -Their is God within me and God outside me.

Forgive me but here it goes -

The Omnipresence of God

IAM here, IAM there -Iam every where


– Even in your under -ware
Under ware ? under ware -
Even in your under ware !

The pain and suffering of birth is the price of admission into this world and the pain and
suffering of the cross is the price of admission into the next -

One man can start a forest fire yet once fully raging, no one man can put it out.

* This truth was removed from the teachings by Emperor Constantine in the first counsel of
Nicea l in 325 AD

A power greater than ones own self

The Great Law of God

The great law of God is that the Creator is always greater and will always remain greater than
the creation.

God is all about people

Alcoholism is a corruption of the will.

Relationship with God is all about right attitude.


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Why the Father of light that presides over all ? Because we are beings made of light.

Man is the living will of God

We are spiritual beings having a limited human experience

The disease of alcoholism is an intelligent bacterial infection that takes over the mind
destroying the host in the process-
Twin Flames
When God created a divine flame, out of it comes two flames, one flame male one flame
female . These flames then typically go in different direction travel through out the universe
and eventually meet up again through the power of divine attraction.

Twin flames create and can inhabit either a male body or a female body depending upon their
desires, lessons a desired development so you can have a male flame in a male body or a male
flame in a female body. A female flame in a female body or a female flame in a male body. Its
all about free will choice.

The 12 steps are the Father principle -The 12 Steps are the Mother Principle

Fear clouds the mind -Fear blinds

How powerful is alcohol ? A silver back gorilla can bench press 4600 Lbs -That is more weight
than most American cars - Yet alcohol can take out a silver back gorilla. when it comes to
alcohol and addictions, just how powerful do you really think you really are ?

A human being is a God consciousness being living in an animal body.

Alcoholism is a disease of the will that blinds and controls the mind.

The disease of alcoholism begins and lives in the will of the body and through the will, it takes
over the mind and then only the light can displace, diminish and eradicate it.

The activities of the past, present and future must be treated differently.

Let your language reflect the quality of your sobriety and the truth of who and what you are.

God creates grand diversity -Man creates grand adversity.

In my Fathers house there are many mansion - in my Fathers house there are many dimensions
of time.
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There are only two forces. The force of life and the force of death and in truth, there is only
one. Alcohol and addictions hook us into the force of death. Only the God from within can
release us from the hooks of addiction.

Time is relative to the observer. Change the point of observation and you change the
dimensions of time.
Death is always the hunter
Death is the great teacher of the mystery
Failure is our greatest teacher

Moths to a candle -The Fear of the light-


Have you ever watched how moths will fly around a candle flame ? They are naturally
drawn to the light yet never fly into the light. They just keep circling around and around the
candle flame yet never going into the candle flame. The very power of the candle flame keeps
them at a distance because the moth knows that it will be destroyed by the flame yet has no
power to stop being drawn towards and into it. Death teaches us that we are not the moths
circling the flame but teaches us that we are actually the flame its self.

The Secret of the Name of God


God is a power word and a door way to that which is greater.
The meaning of the name “God” has been lost in time. Masters of days gone by knew how to
use the name of God and could speak the word. The master knew that the infinite source of
God (God ) was all around him in the presence of the Holy Breath of spirit. The master knows
that we all live in this infinite ocean of spirit- That the entire universe lives and exist
in this infinite consciousness. The masters knew how to use the holy breath by first filling his
lungs to capacity and then on the exhale of his breath speak the name “God “ placing emphasis
on the G- the Go and when properly pronounced and in proper rhythm with the expenditure this
would open a power center in the throat of the master granting the master access to the Holy
Spirit directly so that the master could then speak into manifestation all that he desired to bring
forth and create.

The perfection of God


Matthew 5:48 King James Version (KJV) 48 "Be ye therefore perfect, even as your
Father which is in heaven is perfect." Jesus.” Being perfect, having no mortal fears-
having no weaknesses -no weakness in the very fiber of our being -Being perfect in all
qualities and properties in and as an immortal -must also describe the qualities and
characteristics of a Christ Untouchable, perfect and immortal spirit consciousness -

For death becomes no more -as if it never was ,for only God can stay the hand
of death -
A Walk through The Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous

As Gods people we crawl before no one


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That which created God created you and I and lives inside each and every one of us -

A simple reliance upon the spirit of the universe-

What is God ? God is a name that the Ancients could use to best describe the infinite source of
silence that all of life, existence and creation comes forth from -The best description of the
name and and the sound of that divine intelligence acting to create and bring forth the all of life
and existence is “God.” And old Rabbinical description of this activity is that:
“God is Goding.”

Human beings are like turtles -They only make progress when they stick their necks out-

Their are two types of sobriety -There is the sobriety you get by only going to meetings and
there is the sobriety and freedom you get from the big book.

The human body is the bottomless pit of desire

This is a divine suggestion – If you want to live do these things

Christ principle, Christ consciousness, Christ beingness

Faith is knowing that what ever happens in this world or the next that it will be all right -

It came to pass put not to stay-

This too shall pass

God is perfect mind and body

Prayer and meditation is all about attention, focus and concentration.

God the self existent created us to be god the self existent

By Attainment
This whole universe began as a point of light no bigger than a grain of sand -
God exist for the miracle of attainment for its self -

The Ten Commandments


The theme, the underlying principle of the ten commandments is the law of harm-
less-ness -Bring no harm to your self or to others or to life -This is really only
achievable as a fully realized Christ Creator Being of “Cause Alone” Hence we are on a
path that teaches progress towards the march of perfection; And we are all in deed “a
work in progress.”

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Man is the word Made Flesh **
We are beings of light -Man is the word made flesh, as living embodiment's of
knowledge encoded into light. The “Father of light” is the source of our divine living
intelligence.
Since no one on earth ever originated from here -We in truth are the alen's ! If you want to see
ET just look at the the next person you see or even the person you see in the mirror.
Einstein and his work, the theory of relativity is one of my hero's. ((His famous equation ( E=MC^2)). Energy
is equal to mass multiplied by the speed of light squared. This really is no more complicated than basic
algebra. The absolute genus of this is who could possibly conceive of the speed of light squared ?-The speed of
light times the speed of light as a function and principle of creation and this universe !

God and Dog


“Man who does not believe in God becomes dog. Dog who believes in God becomes man.”
Islam
Both “God and Dog” exist in each and every one of us. The human body is considered the dog
(the human animal nature) and We, the intelligent self aware individual is intended to develop
our selves into “god.”
When we are totally controlled by nothing but our desire nature with all of its pitfalls for
human desire has been called the never ending bottomless pit ,for the desire nature can not be
fulfilled and satisfied by any thing outside of the body, and when we are living and existing to
only fulfill the desire nature we are being nothing other than a dog.
Praise be to Allah

When you are in touch with an image of a peron place or thing you are in touch with that person
place or thing.
How to get in touch with any Ascended Master or Being -

Human beings are a lesser god in the creation chain -


When we focus the power of our attention upon the image (a picture) of any ascended master
or being in the higher dimensions (or worlds) of light, a little light like a flash bulb going off is
seen by them and they look into who is contacting them and can then decide what is appropriate
action to take, or even send a replication of them selves to answer the person reason for
contacting them. And they, like all other beings of free will and divine intelligence; They can
decide to act or not answer depending upon their own evaluation of the reason for contact with
them.
May the blessings by the hands of the Father of All Glories and the Mother
of All Grace, ***
- The Divine Father and Mother of all of us -

Namaste, I honor the God within you -


Namastara, Afriel

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** Man a name given to the race of beings comprising of men and women. Man is not specific
to the male gender but en composes both the male and female principle.

*** The four blessings of Divine knowledge, Divine Power, divine Wisdon and Divine love
which all reside with in your heart.

Alcoholism is a deadly disease of ignorance. The will of God is to eradicate the disease of
alcoholism -Not give it immortal status through the consciousness of the people and the
teachings of AA.

The will of God is to eradicate the disease of alcoholism. Not take up immortal status in
the minds and bodies of the people and the consciousness of AA.

Recovery is like a tortuous on a thousand mile journey.

I you want recovery you must stop making the declaration in the name of God IAM an
alcoholic -

The fear of God -absorption like food vs cosmic integration -

AA offers A God solution for a human problem

Spiritual; knowledge ,Spiritual Practice Spiritual Assistance -

You want recovery you must stop making the declaration in the name of God IAM an alcoholic
- You can not get well and use the name of God IAM always declaring your self an alcoholic -
For this is a guaranteed way to keep creating the disease within your self. For what ever we
God to be in the name IAM we will become.

You are completely recovered from alcoholism whn it no longer has any power and
authority over you – None in any area of your life -As Jesus the Christ Taught -” It
becomes as if it never was !”

Jerusalem -The city of Jerusalem


Purify the body and the smell of death- The memory of death -The sent of death -

The internal conflict of free will and self determination -

Giving up reasons and excuses of self justification o remain in disease, lack -limitation

A life of Value, purpose, meaning, significance -

A lack of profanity never offended any one -

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Principles above personal gain -

I don't believe but I don't want to believe -

You can't teach any body any thing they are unwilling to learn -

Striking with out striking -

The self perfection of god perfection

I no longer have to fight an enemy that does not exist.

We are not animals -

Their suffering will lead to their triumph- Mother Akasha

The 12 steps are not something you do -The 12 steps are something you live -

Yesterday is a canceled check tomorrow is a promissory note all you have is today

If you have one foot in the future and one foot in the pat your pissing all over today -

If something causes a problem it is one.

You can survive and live a life with out alcohol- you can not survive and live a life with
alcohol.

Know they self -Know thy place -Know thy love -Know thy Grace -

People plan, God laughs and then offers you an upgrade. It is up to us whether
or not we embrace it!

The illusion of divine indifference of God

Ego is the cesspool of denial -Jesus

This is God -don't make me go down there !

Miracles begin where separation from God ends-


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If you can't find God, God is not the one who is not lost -

No more lonelyness and a poverty consciousness

The highest form of expression, of relationship we can enter into is cocreatorship with
God -

Watch out for OTD (Old timers disease)

Because I'm not the ego -

The law of life and the law of death -

Half measures gave us nothing. (BB)

Half ass measures produce half ass results !

The world loves us to death -God loves us to life -

The over inflated human ego thinks and believes it is the wind in its own sails -

What is ego ? Every thing that is not God -

There are those who are so full of them selves their is't room for any thing else -

Frankenstein -We created the ego -We love the ego and we can no kill it -but the ego can
and does kill us !!

Your past is a lesson -Not a life sentence -

Love is the foundation -

God save us from the thieves that rob us of our lives- God save us from the thieves that
rob us of our faith -

Resentment is a lack of God

God is my best friend -

Having love ad friendship with God -


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The four W's who what when and where am I -

God is greater than any possible problem or condition I could possibly have -

The only person who likes change is a baby in dirty diapers -

God is all that was all that is and all that is too be -

Don't become an AA Zombie -Walking around believing and saying -

Incurable Incurable Incurable

What is true of me is true of you -The core truth of all is the same -

all that begins in time by the law of time will end in time -

The three S-es of recovery - Safe , Sane and Sober -

If your in any 12 step program you are OCD -

God is the doctor, iam the patient and AA is the treatment -

What causes problems is one- Father Maritn

Death of the ego is but the birth of the soul -

God is one Lord of All

Be still and know that IAM God-

God is the very presence that beats your heart -

We could say that "God" is the thought form manifestation process of life as living
principles of being -

Religion was intended as a direction, not a destination.

Fear and anger are opposite sides of the same coin -You can not have one with out the
other -

Those who fear and hate God only create fear and hate within them selves and others.

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Our bodies are made of the light substance of God the elements of the earth -

God is the flow of Life ,the Flow of Creation -

Goya -Get off your ass-

If you can't listen too or speak then word, the name god -Then you have a problem with
God!

Hell eternal is based on eternal life- For with out eternal life you can not have hell
eternal.

Resentment is the internal agitation that destroys the fabric of peace -The fabric of the
soul mind and body.

Love heals hate kills !

Resentments are the seeds of self destruction.

The choice is to be a being of mortality of eternal birth life death pain and suffering or a
being of eternal spirit -

We were told shut up, get your self out of the way invite God in and let Him speak
through you -

Humility is knowing in our humanness is that we do not have the power, the ability to
fix our selves or relive our selves of the sicknesses and diseases we our selves brought
upon our selves and are willing to humble our selves before God and those beings who
can help us -

We can not have what we do not know -We can not have what is not a part of our
consciousness.

Lord Materia

Because IAM the space that contains and supports all things.

Humility is knowing that in our humanness we could not solve the problem and were
willing to ask and accept God for help -

A Tiger does not change its stripes easily !

Becoming free of the tri-axis of evil- fear, anger, hatred.

What is the will of God ? To be and become what we were created to be-

Because a king always stands alone -


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Where mind goes energy flows and blood and flesh follows

We are like fish that came out of the ocean, walked unto the land -turned around and
then asked 'Where did we come from ?

The earth is unmovable refers to the elements not the physical planet-

GOYA- Get off your ASS

There is no such thing as Ass-mosis sobriety -That is thinking you are going to get
sobriety by just coming and sitting in the chair -
Opinions are not facts -
To be or not to be for God is as God conceives it's self to be

Trying th drage someone through recovery Is like dragging an elephant through key hole a
slow and messy process

The will of God in this world is to transcend death

Man is Gods favorite past time -

God is genderless

Where ever you find four Catholics you will find a fifth

You just cant correct internal problems with external solutions

To drink is too die -I choose life -

The blind Power of Desire

What is a naked man on roller skates with a string tired between his legs ? A pull toy -

Permissions -

I give you permission to not drink or use.

Let Go Let god and definitely let go !

Plant your self in God and stay green. Green things grow -

Taking the Catholicism out of the immaculate conception -

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I renounce the god of Fear

Geographic cures - Where ever I go there iam

God is the love that is real that is true and forever -

Sanity is

Gods' restoration to the original plan, intent and design of our bodies and mind.

Alcoholics in AA are a people who need a miracle every day and hey get it

The Holy Ten Commandments and the positive power of No

The Ten Commandments are based on the law of harmlessness

Bring no harm to self or others

The miracle of recovery is based upon our capacity for change -

Still having Sex mares ?

AA is a simple program for complicated people

Permanent sobriety happens when it becomes a God empowered idea.

The Creator always remains greater than the created

Namaste, I honor the God within you -


Namastara, Afriel

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