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what they are trying to say at ... sin and love and fear are just
sounds that people who never sinned nor loved nor feared have
for what they never had and cannot have until they forget the
words ....
(William Faulkner, As I Lay Dying)
Bibliography 163
Index 175
Foreword: a musician listens to a
psychoanalyst listening to music
Communication
In Chapter 3, Rose bravely tackles a challenging and problematic
question: does music communicate? Are a composer's ideas actu-
ally in the music, and if so do they emerge through a performance
in order to reach a listener? Does the listener hear what the com-
poser has "said"?
In attempting to answer these difficult questions, we need to be
aware (as Rose clearly is) of the distinctions between music as
conceived by a composer, as represented in the product of the
composer's activity (what music theorist Jean-Jacques Nattiez calls
the "trace"), and as understood by a listener (Nattiez, 1990: 10-
x Foreword
Putnam 's Camp may be an extreme case, given the large number of
quotations and references to other music it contains, but I believe
that all music elicits individual associations, responses, and mean-
ings in listeners. As Rose states about a study of reading, "each
reader interacted with the story in terms of his own personality and
intrapsychic life and in the light of this constructed something new
which was most consonant with himself . . . . In short, he takes
from the work what is most consonant with himself, rewrites it in
his own mind and becomes its co-author . . . . Art does not
'communicate' meanings; it generates them in the receptive mind."
Similarly, if each listener to a piece of music constructs "something
new," something which reflects the self more than it reflects the
music heard, then how can anyone maintain that there is direct
communication from composer to listener?
I do not deny that it is tempting, and comforting, to believe that
composers speak to listeners. Rose offers many insights into why
the communication model of art is appealing. But it is, if not
outright false, then at best less than half the story.
What I am suggesting may sound heretical: a listener who is
deeply moved by a performance is not primarily responding to a
message sent out by a composer. The composer has not, to any
appreciable degree, communicated with this listener. I am not
denying the validity or the depth of the listener's response, but
rather its source. The listener himself/herself has a lot to do with
his/her emotional experience - otherwise, how could we explain
different people having different experiences while hearing the
Foreword xiii
for dancing, or for entering into the rituals of a rock concert, or for
humming away in the background as we go about other tasks. But
music which is listened to with deep involvement and complete
concentration, without accompanying other activities, often
appeals not because of its even temporal flow but precisely because
of its deviations from the expected regularity to which listeners
have become entrained.
Rose calls musical time flow an illusion, and I agree. Perhaps it is
not time that flows in music but rather music that flows through
time. Perhaps time is not a river flowing by us, but rather it is we
who move, along with the music we hear, through a temporal
landscape. Whether or not time flows is a major philosophical
question, not likely to be resolved here. But it is useful to keep clear
these two alternative ways to regard musical temporality - the flow
of time through music versus the flow of music through time. Thus,
I think Rose is being too loose when, in discussing nonrational
intuition, he equates "the flow of time" with "human advance
through time. " One of these two concepts says that time moves
(and we observe it do so), the other that we move through (a
presumably static or eternal) time.
Rose is aware of this distinction, and of its insolubility. Thus he
is able to end one section of Chapter 5 by stating that " it is not
time that passes but we," yet near the beginning of the next section
he invokes music's power to destroy the sense of time's passage. 3
We can have such seemingly contradictory views of time because
time is not like any other life experience, nor like any other entity
or concept we know. Trying to pin it down as either in motion or
static serves only to obscure its profound pervasiveness in all we do
and all we are. As Rose states elsewhere, music offers the opportu-
nity for reordering beyond the conventional categories of temporal
succession.
If time neither solely flows nor solely stands still, what can we
say about music? That it too neither flows nor stands stilI? I prefer
to think of music as both moving through time and standing still.
Music accomplishes the apparent impossibility of moving and not
moving simultaneously. This is because virtually all music is at once
progressive and cyclic, linear and nonlinear, diachronic and syn-
chronic, irregular and regular, becoming and being. Music in which
cyclic, nonlinear, synchronic, and regular qualities predominate
may be the music that is most soothing, the music that works best
as "temporal prosthesis" for the neurologically impaired. Music in
Foreword xix
stress and loss. Few people have asked how or why music is so
potent and pervasive. Now, thanks to Rose's groundbreaking
work, we can begin to understand from a psychoanalytic perspec-
tive some of the reasons behind music's ubiquity and power - the
power to stretch as well as to soothe. 9
Jonathan D. Kramer
Professor of Music
Columbia University
Notes
2 An example: Justin London suggested (in a private conversation) that
communication must be present for the jokes in Haydn's music to work.
Even today, two centuries after the composer placed his rather specific
messages into his scores, listeners "get" the jokes. The communication
chain is complete, and listeners understand what Haydn wanted them to
understand. So, communication is possible. But jokes are more specific
than most musical expression, and I maintain that, on average, most
Western art music fails to communicate specific ideas from composer to
listener.
2 Perhaps the most influential statement of this attitude is Wimsatt and
Beardsley's (1954) "Intentional Fallacy."
3 I suggest that these apparent contradictions arise from trying to think of
time in the same way we conceive other life experiences and other
entities. The best way out of this conundrum, I believe, is that offered by
Arlow (as quoted in Chapter 5): "time does not flow or stand still."
Seeger's idea (also quoted in Chapter 5) is equally relevant: "the
experience of time flow . .. is . . . a socially constructed form of order
imposed on experience."
4 Indeed, Rose does not tell us enough about therapeutic music, although
he does mention, in Chapter 7, that not all music works therapeutically,
and some pieces may even be epileptogenic. Some of the things I still
want to know are: Does the same music always calm the same patients?
Different patients? Does some music soothe some patients but not
others? What aspects, if any, do the most soothing musics have in
common?
5 This is certainly true of short melodies, but those whose duration
exceeds that of the perceptual present may be conceived, but are not
perceived, as entities. However, listeners do chunk longer tunes into
segments of manageable length, which are felt as unitary entities.
6 A morpheme is the smallest unit of language that carries meaning, such
as a syllable. A morpheme cannot be subdivided without losing its
meaning. Thus a morpheme is analogous to a molecule (but not to an
atom, which does not possess the same characteristics as does the
substance of which it is a part). The musical analog of a morpheme is a
xxvi Foreword
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Preface
***
It is astonishing that, until recently, feelings - the very origin of
psychoanalysis - have been down-played in psychoanalysis.
Likewise, art. It has been almost a mantra in organized psycho-
Preface xxix
***
It remains to say a few words about the use of the terms "feeling,"
"emotion" and " affect," which I have been using fairly loosely.
"Feeling" and "emotion" are almost synonymous except that while
we are aware of feelings we may not always be aware of emotions.
Emotions are accompanied by physical manifestations such as
shortness of breath, or rapid heart beat; these may then call one's
attention to the existence of underlying feelings. As for the term
"affect," because of the metapsychological thicket that surrounds
the concept, I try to limit its use to technical matters such as affect
regulation or nonverbal affect.
A recent explication (Matthis, 2000) brings needed clarification to
the concept. Affect arises from an affective matrix whose ultimate
location is embodied within the nervous system. Affect comprises
xxx Preface
***
The book as a whole owes its being to my life companion.
Deprived of self and memory in the long dying of vascular
dementia, a radiant smile at times still bore witness that a soul yet
lived. None other than hers who was our Anne, it inspirits this
effort.
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Acknowledgments
***
It is a truism of psychoanalysis that insight without emotional
involvement is of little therapeutic value. How can treatment unite
thinking and feeling?
The long-established principle is that of "working through." For
however long it takes, one hopes that a new cognitive insight will
eventually percolate down toward the depths of one's affective
core; at the same time, the defenses that keep deeper feelings
sequestered from mature thought may gradually yield to the
emotional constancy of the treatment alliance and tactful, timely
interpretations of its transferential distortions.
Alas, life is short and psychoanalysis - perhaps necessarily -
long.
In actual practice, experienced therapists find their own guiding
principles the better to bridge between abstract theory and the
pressing needs of reality.
Here are some of mine.
The arts sensitized me, and clinical experience confirmed, that
psychic boundaries are permeable rather than being firm structures.
Accomplishing what language does not readily do, the arts sub-
jectify the outer world and objectify the inner; they show that the
boundaries of subjectivity and objectivity are more permeable than
traditional psychoanalytic theory used to teach. (Think of Munch 's
painting of the experience of a kiss as a graphic representation of a
meltdown of boundaries. Or the conflation of inner and outer
surfaces in a Mobius strip.) They pioneered the insight that there
is no immaculate perception without subjective interpretation, no
Between words and music 3
traveled to that part of the country and looked for the farm. It was
boarded up and seemingly abandoned. Walking over the fields I
saw a man. As we approached each other I called out, "Fred?" He,
squinting, replied: "You look kinda natural!"
I often wondered later what went into the homey acknowledge-
ment. Had I unconsciously reverted to an earlier gait, and/or
perhaps mirrored his? Was it this whole gestalt, as well as my voice
and "tonality" - certainly not my features for I was now grown in
total appearance - that had allowed him to recognize me through
himself as " kinda natural" ?
As in relating this anecdote, as time has gone on I am not shy
about using personal examples to illustrate something or make a
point if it is apposite. It sets an example of my feeling comfortable
and inviting the other to join me. I may also free associate aloud to
something the person has said, or has not said, or expressed
posturally or in some other nonverbal way. It sets an example of
daring to be free even if it risks looking foolish or making a
mistake, which I am also ready to admit. An instructor long ago
defined doing therapy as: "two people sitting in a room, one is
probably anxious, and it better not be you!"
In the ambience that I am describing, humor comes naturally to
me. At its best, its use does not detract from always remaining
serious if seldom solemn. In the course of time I have refined its
use in therapy and have previously discussed it (Rose, 1969). It
is an important aspect of my style along with striving to find
the right metaphors, being guided largely by nonverbal cues, and
using myself as a human instrument to invite a freer affective
interchange.
As an example of using myself as an instrument, there are times
when ironic self-directed humor emerges spontaneously. This can
serve as an inoculation against unhealthy self-importance. It also
sets a further example that there be no immunity - myself included
- from detached objectivity. When directed towards the other
person, it licenses me to be direct without being cruel, as it also
counteracts any tendency to infantilize by being overly compassio-
nate and over-identified. When it occasionally misfires, it offers an
opportunity for clarification and a yet closer working alliance in
which it is clear that I am not above - indeed, I invite - mutual
criticism and candor.
***
6 Between words and music
***
A recent book (Knoblauch, 2000) is a treasury of clinical illus-
trations of the phonological as contrasted to the semantic
significance of verbalization. As a former jazz musician as well as
therapist, the author is able to spell out how music can serve as a
descriptive analog for tuning in to affect. This has the merit of
helping to make manifest what has undoubtedly been implicit and
intuitive in the hands of many therapists.
The following summarizes relevant aspects.
Jazz provides a way of thinking about some nonverbal dimen-
sions of psychoanalytic dialogue like tone, rhythm , tempo, volume,
and gesture. In therapy these are intuitive and silent considerations;
but among members of a musical ensemble group playing and
improvising together they are explicitly musical. Improvising and
accompaniment in jazz can be used as a metaphor for a clinical
technique for interacting with certain patients.
In a therapeutic dialogue musical considerations can serve to
sensitize a therapist to nonverbal cues and thereby do more
8 Between words and music
On the one hand, it is the patient who has composed the material
and is the primary performing artist; the therapist is the sensitively
attentive, supportive, non-intrusive accompanist and as such is
essential but secondary.
However, while the therapist surely acts as accompanist, there is
more to his/her function to be applied when it becomes possible:
for example, experienced listener, critic and professional tutor. The
patient does not come (and pay!) in order to enjoy solo privileges
only, but for a basically asymmetrical working partnership.
Patient and therapist each has priority in the area where he/she
has most to contribute. From this, meaning may emerge or be
discovered, and perhaps surprise either one or both and eventually
turn out to be the work primarily of either, both, or, indeed,
essentially indivisible.
***
In contrast to the foregoing account of what makes for "musically"
good sessions, the following communication from a young
musician friend just beginning treatment offers a lucid account of
what getting off to a bad "musical" start feels like. I quote with his
permission.
In the first session I felt rather free but there were things that I
felt uncomfortable with: his interest and way of listening and
talking seemed a bit acted. I had a hard time feeling where he is
as a person. As it was the first session I didn't let it bother me
too much.
I walked out of my second session really down and out and
after today's (third) session I'm really not sure if I want to
continue working with him.
I can't locate him as a person and feel like it's a space of
theatre (the theatre of therapist and patient) which wouldn't be
all that bad if I didn't feel that there's not much space for
emotions. In the way he talks and moves, somehow affected,
nervous. I imagined him on stage as a musician. I believe I
would be really put off. I can imagine having a creative session
with him every now and then but I don't see a basis for a
relationship of several years.
It all reminds me of the feeling I get (and other musicians,
too) when I play chamber music with a new person: he/she may
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***
GeneralIy speaking, musicians like the one just cited are probably
more sensitive to attributes of pitch, prosody and voice quality. A
work in progress by two authors (Silverman and Silverman, 2002),
one a jazz musician, has to do with the sound of the voice of
individuals judged to be at immediate risk of suicide. As such it
offers another contrast to the foregoing accounts of good and bad
"ensemble playing" by a patient and therapist.
It is a familiar finding that suicidal speech seems often to trigger
in the listener a wish to deny communications of end-stage despair.
However, for one who is attuned to the musical qualities of speech,
the sound of a person's voice, irrespective of the content, can often
alert one to a significant suicidal risk.
Silverman and Silverman studied audiotapes, both private and
loaned by nationwide suicide organizations, of individuals who
either had completed suicide or had attempted it with lethal means.
DiagnosticalIy they covered a broad range: bipolar illness, depres-
sion and both histrionic and psychotic character disorders, includ-
ing a number with histories of prior suicide attempts and familial
suicides.
Not surprisingly, some of the vocal patterns included features
commonly noted in depression: loss of energy and power, and
monotonous, repetitious, uninflected speech. The most compelling
finding, however, was that the voice sounded hollow and toneless,
as though lacking a center, and, irrespective of volume and tempo,
already "dead and gone." In contrast to the holIowness of
depression, the lifelessness of near-term suicidal persons' voices
may reflect a decrease in harmonic overtones and resonance,
reflecting an internal state different from depression. (Further
Between words and music 11
***
We turn now from the already nearly dead atonal sound of
suicidality to the living pulse of the body softly beating in the
voices of poetry and music. First we shall consider a paper eluci-
dating the relationship between poetic meter and the body (Turner
and Poppel, 1988).
The fundamental unit of metered poetry, the line, nearly always
takes from two to four seconds to recite (peak distribution 2.5 to
3.5 seconds). The three-second poetic line is the salient feature of
metered poetry. Its prevalence in human poetry appears to be
universal, being found in cultures as diverse as classical Greece and
Japan.
The sense of hearing essentially makes temporal distinctions; it
hears time. That is to say, it detects differences between temporal
periods and organizes them in a hierarchy.
Less than three thousandths of a second (0.003 s) apart, sounds
are perceived as simultaneous. Between three thousandths of a
second (0.003 s) and three hundredths of a second (0.03 s) one can
hear that they are separate sounds but not which came first. When
two sounds are about three hundredths of a second (0.03 s) apart
one can passively experience their sequence but not yet organize a
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***
Just as humans everywhere appear to possess an innate (i.e. bodily
based) competence to understand grammar and syntax in language,
there is also an inborn competence to feel tempo and tempo
changes. Musical aesthetic perceptions and judgments being closely
associated with tempo and feeling, it would therefore seem that the
emotional appeal of music comes largely from the body.
In music as in poetry we find a bodily temporal attunement in
the phenomenon of proportional tempo or continuous pulse. This
has been closely studied by Epstein (1988) and refers to the idea
that all tempos in a work of music are intrinsically related to one
another. This arises from a composer's conception of the work as a
unified and coherent whole. These relationships of tempo can be
expressed by whole number ratios of a low order (I: 1, 1:2, 2:3, 3:4,
or the inverse). They constitute a powerful integrating force both in
the structure of the work and in its presentation to an audience.
In order to determine whether this is a universal phenomenon,
tape recordings of seven cultures were sampled in a random order:
two from the Pacific (New Guinea), two from Asia (Tibet, Nepal),
two from Africa (Botswana), and one from South America
(Venezuela).
One example is worth citing because it did not involve music,
strictly speaking, but rather a long-winded, ritualized negotiating
" bargain chant" of the Yanomami Indians of the Orinoco River,
14 Between words and music
***
The sensory qualities of consciousness of our subjective world are
referred to as " qualia. " These are the qualities of color, music,
smells, and the other vivid sensations we value so highly. Speci-
fying their neurobiological basis in terms of the location and
character of the neurons whose firing determines these qualities of
consciousness is of current interest to neuroscience.
Contemporary neuroscience appears to agree with earlier philo-
sophers and Freud (1900), who wrote that consciousness was "a
sense-organ for the perception of psychical qualities" (p. 615)
whose underlying mental processes were themselves unconscious.
Some neuroscientists doubt that consciousness can be reduced to
sensory representations only - whether imagined or remembered -
and based on relatively few neurons functioning mysteriously as
these so-called qualia. The internal modality of affects - degrees of
pleasure/un pleasure - may constitute an additional dimension to
the five basic modalities of sensory qualia (sight, hearing, touch,
taste and smell) (Solms, 1997).
Elements of intentionality and action also playa role. Whenever
we perceive or think of anything we always implicitly formulate a
plan of achieving it through action. This further dimension has
been termed " agentic qualia" (Humphrey, 2000).
Other neuroscientists suggest that the neural correlates of con-
sciousness are probably located on some intermediate level further
forward than sensory ones and involve attention, affective valu-
ations, understanding and decision making (Jackendoff, 2000).
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A brief survey such as this might lead one to question the value of
the term "qualia" for the sensory qualities of consciousness. If, for
example, the neurobiological basis of the qualities of experience are
as widely distributed as consciousness itself (Damasio, 1999), is the
term little more than a linguistic trap, like the mythical ether of
astronomy? On the other hand, are qualia more akin to the case of
subatomic particles that were postulated before being discovered?
In contrast to the disputed status of qualia, language, at any
rate, is no longer considered an essential key to consciousness. This
is based on the findings from neurological conditions where
individuals have lost all language capacity yet remain quintessen-
tially conscious despite radically limited ability to communicate.
Returning to music: music is unquestionably a sensory experi-
ence, richly involving many sensory modalities and not merely
auditory. A passive experience? Certainly not. Ordinary self-
observation and introspection inform us how active an experience
is listening to music, every listener an instrumentalist and con-
ductor at the same time, inherently "performing" in concert with
the music. It is worth emphasizing that the (mostly invisible) motor
activity that accompanies the experience of music probably reflects
and possibly generates and enhances emotionality.
***
Earlier I cited the young musician who expressed what it was like
to try to begin therapy with someone he felt out of tune with. On
another occasion he tried to put into words what it was like to
16 Between words and music
***
As music is in performance, so, too, I believe, IS clinical
psychoanalysis.
My personal convictions are:
oneness with the mother. He may temporarily feel elated over the
new aesthetic unity that has been achieved, or perhaps have
mystical or religious emotions. The new unity, however, echoing
the original oneness with the mother, soon threatens to return the
artist to that loss of self inherent in the merging of self with
mother. This is equivalent to psychological death. Sooner or later,
then, he will be impelled to a fresh, perhaps irritable, anxious, or
depressive need for a further delineation of self and world. This
means he needs to do more creative work. The important point for
our purpose is that the new irredentist sense of inner and outer
balance carries with it its own imbalance and impetus for further
change. In other words, it fuels a creative impulse that may be
defined as an urge toward growth and differentiation via remerging
and redefinition.
Creative work perpetuates the child's imaginative, restless
searching for basic answers, his unwillingness to close the door
on questioning. The creative person has a firsthand view of the
constant variability of inner life and outer world, the endlessly
shifting qualities of what we carelessly and monolithically refer to
as self and reality.
Art is a projection of this delicate balance amidst the constant
movement of inner and outer as well as between the continuously
flowing regressive and progressive tides within the mind. This
constant progressive- regressive flux reflects the current of life itself.
Within the art-work this flux probably helps account for the work
being experienced as "living."
In modern times Picasso, as well as particle physics, is partly
responsible for having opened our eyes to the latent instability and
mobility of seemingly solid forms. This permanent alteration of our
perception of the world is the hallmark of authentic creativity.
Having once seen the world through his recreated images, we
find our reality has been transformed: "stable" forms can never
appear the same; movement is everywhere. Picasso is quoted as
follows:
I'm like a river that rolls on, dragging with it the trees that
grow too close to its banks or dead calves one might have
thrown into it . ... I carryall that along with me and go on.
It's the movement of painting that interests me .... In some of
my paintings ... I have been able to stop the flow of life
around me . . .. What I have to say is increasingly something
On the shores of self: Samuel Beckett's Mol/oy 21
One might say that Picasso has been able to concentrate more and
more on the movement of his thoughts and perceptions because he
could examine them through a unique analyzing, organizing, and
reintegrating aesthetic vision, thus enabling him to deal with the
Many through the One.
The problem of continuity amidst constant change, so central to
the analysis of identity, is as old as philosophy. While our senses
record that the world consists of an infinite variety of things, our
understanding is incapable of comprehending them, perhaps even
of recording them, without the aid of some organizing principle or
idea. Philosophers have long tried to reconcile the infinite variety
with the unity, the Many and the One, the endless forms of
becoming with the fundamental , indivisible being. The pre-Socratic
philosopher Heraclitus of Ephesus tried to solve the antithesis by
the proposition that change itself is the fundamental principle; it is
represented in his philosophy by fire as the basic element, since it is
both matter and a moving force .
The physicist, Werner Heisenberg (1958: 63), pointed out that
contemporary physics is extremely close to the ideas of Heraclitus:
"If we replace the word 'fire' by the word 'energy' we can almost
repeat its statements word for word." Energy is the substance from
which all elementary particles are made, and energy is that which
moves; energy is a substance since its total amount does not
change, and it is the fundamental cause for all change in the world.
Henri Bergson (1944) gave one of the most eloquent statements
of the view that reality is a perpetual becoming, that consciousness
is marked by successive births and rebirths of awareness, and that
living time is experienced as moments of choice:
into the future and which swells as it advances .... [po7]. With
regard to the moments of our life, of which we are the artisans,
each of them is a kind of creation ... what we do depends on
what we are; but it is necessary to add also that we are, to a
certain extent, what we do, and that we are creating ourselves
continually. This creation of self by self is the more complete,
the more one reasons on what one does .... For a conscious
being to exist is to change, to change is to mature, to mature is
to go on creating oneself endlessly [pp. 9- 10]. Reality is a
perpetual growth, a creation pursued without end . ... Every
human work in which there is invention, every voluntary act in
which there is freedom , every movement of an organism that
manifests spontaneity, brings something new into the world .. . .
[po 261]. The idea of creation becomes more clear, for it is
merged in that of growth [po 263].
and reality that the artist draws to create imaginative forms. This is
not to say that imagination is synonymous with the infant's efforts
to distinguish himself from the external world. Imagination is the
ability to make images and elaborate memories and combine them
playfully with new ingredients as they are observed. The point is
this: the greater the mobility of elements, the less sacrosanct the
categories, the freer the imaginative play. And these conditions are
most fully met in the flexibility of early boundaries of self and
reality toward which the artist is drawn in his irredentist urge to
regain the lost unity with mother and separate out anew (Rose,
1966).
***
In the novel Molloy, Beckett (1955) composes melodies of prose out
of the flowing lines of time and space. His art explores what we may
call the shores of the earliest sense of self. No less than scientific
concepts, his aesthetic forms, acting as metaphors, effect new link-
ages and reorder the data of experience. Like analytic insight, his
work accords a lasting reality to aspects of the world that would
otherwise have existed only as traces of unconscious memory.
When he deals with time, it has little to do with the conventional
wristwatch units that measure our workaday activities. It is felt
time; it has the volume and cadences of music; it refers to the great
reverberating circles of prescience and memory where past and
future merge in a greatly expanded horizon of the present:
times when I forgot not only who I was, but that I was, forgot
to be .... You have to be careful, ask yourself questions, as
for example, whether you still are, and if no when it stopped,
and if yes how long it will still go on, anything at all to keep
you from losing the thread of the dream. [po 49]
The thread of the dream is the sense of one's identity, and its loss is
death of the self and with it the absence of any meaning.
It is not you who are dead but all the others. So you get up
and go to your mother, who thinks she is alive. That is my
impression. [po 27]
It's I who live there now. I don't know how I got there .... I'd
like to . . . say my goodbyes, finish dying . . . . Was [my
mother] already dead when I came? Or did she only die later? I
mean enough to bury. I don't know. Perhaps they haven't
buried her yet. In any case I have her room. I sleep in her bed.
I piss and shit in her pot. I have taken her place. I must
resemble her more and more. All I need now is a son. Perhaps
I have one somewhere. [po 7]
Who are these two men, one small, the other tall, "who went down
into the same trough and in this trough finally met . . . turned
28 On the shores of self: Samuel Beckett's Molloy
towards the sea ... then each went on his way"? (p. 9). Are they
father and son in a furrow of the earth facing the sea of birth
before parting for their separate routes of conception and birth,
death and rebirth, sower and seed? Or are they parts of the same
man, his finiteness and his generativity, his past and future
interlocked and separate? Part of himself goes forth as his own seed
to fuse with the egg, live in the garden-womb or cave on the
seashore, before emerging in spring from the blind alley and dark
forest, to open his eyes on his mother's doorstep, still longing to go
back into the forest.
Born without really wishing to be, how does a man live out his
life while longing to return to the forest of his birth and the union
with his mother? The two men we glimpsed in the beginning, small
and tall, in the trough in the earth, together a few moments before
separating, now return in the motif of Moran and his son. Or
again, are they parts of each other, man and his past and future, or
his body and his phallus?
They must stick together, but they keep separating and rejoining.
If the son represents Moran's masculinity, Moran is constantly in
danger of losing it. More than this , Moran is doing everything
possible to get rid of his son while trying to attach him with ropes
and chains. Is this conflict the consequence of longing to return to
mother? One way to return to her is to become her, but this means
emasculation, homosexual union, or death.
The alternatives are played out. His limbs atrophy, his knee feels
like a clitoris, the hole of his hat becomes a slit, he kills a man who
looks like himself and then feels better, no longer plagued with a
stiff limb. But no sooner has he killed off his masculinity than he
regains it in the form of his son, to whom he becomes joined on the
frame of the bicycle. But again, only to lose him again. It takes him
the period of a gestation to make his way home.
He has gained a sharper and clearer sense of his identity than ever
before: he knows he has been reborn, but as a woman. He has averted
death, at the cost of his masculinity. It is not the end. And he has
learned to listen to an inner voice and to understand a new language.
It tells him to write. It may even make him freer than he was.
This, then, is his salvation: his identity as a writer. Not a his-
torian. The last lines of Molloy are: "It is midnight. The rain is
beating on the windows. It was not midnight. It was not raining"
(p. 176). So he must be a writer of stories. And this is something he
told us in the opening pages:
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***
If art is the instrument for refining the apprehending sensibility
(Read, 1951), Beckett's art does this by providing the opportunity
to resample the primary union of mother and child and separate
out anew. We experience the rebirth of early forms of self and
world out of the initial fluidity of time, space, and sense of self. The
distinction between subject and object is dissolved, as in an undif-
ferentiated stage of development, in order to be reconstituted
afresh with our sensibilities refined.
Ideally, the child's emergence from primary narcissism should
occur gradually, in its own time. The mother, in contrast to the
nonhuman environment, reflects back to the child a configuration of
its own presence, and the child experiences its existence as reflected
by mother's libidinal attachment (Lichtenstein, 1964). If there is a
disturbance of this " mirroring experience," there is the feeling of
being negated in one's existence and perhaps the coercive uncon-
scious demand for unconditional, total, and unrealistic affirmation
(Lichtenstein, 1971). Such narcissistic personalities will develop
idealizing or mirror transferences as efforts at self-repair through
32 On the shores of self: Samuel Beckett's Molloy
With the passage of time, however, it turns out that the love
affair with the world is not forever. Separateness and vulnerability
go hand in hand. There may follow a gradual depletion of
" confident expectation," a decrease in self-esteem, and an increased
need for " refueling. " As with the year-and-a-half- to three-year-old
child, renewed rapprochement with the mother is necessary to
protect him from acute deflation of his "omnipotence" and serious
injury to his self-esteem (Mahler, 1966).
Here, as elsewhere, past experience is crucial. Where in the past
the mother has represented an optimal (phase appropriate) balance
of frustration and gratification, providing a resilient buffer against
traumatic overstimulation and a precipitous deflation of omnipo-
tence, the irredentist pull back to narcissistic fusion with her will be
as essential and helpful as healthy sleep. It will, in addition, enrich
with fresh impetus the supply of potentially creative ambiguities
and paradoxes (Rose, 1971).
Where, however, the past has been unduly traumatic and the
reservoir of oral craving remains intense, carrying with it an abun-
dance of unmodified aggression, the wish to consume will be con-
fronted with an equal fear of being devoured. A fear of loss of self in
the mother, their mutual destruction and abandonment by reality,
may generate anxiety on all levels - separation, castration, existen-
tial. The problem may be shifted to one of addiction or of object
craving, each of which will represent an externalization of some
essential psychic structure which is lacking. Or there may be an
indefinite prolongation of the adolescent's moratorium on choice; a
fashionably rationalized " alienation" will conceal the unharnessed
orality lying behind a fear of drowning in lifelong "commitment"; or
of becoming " enslaved" and "dehumanized" by "the establish-
ment." The incapacity to love will show itself in its usual alterna-
tives: hate, the wish to be loved, and a paralyzing indifference.
The artist's solution is to split, project, and externalize. One part
is identified with the primal mother (Rose, 1961 , 1972) and the
other, identified with his infantile self emerging from narcissistic
fusion, is projected onto the creative work. What was one is now
the artist and his work in a narcissistic interaction of rapproche-
ment and detachment, gradual correction in the light of reality-
testing and the ego-ideal, refusion, and finally, again, detachment,
redefinition, separation, and completion.
The creative worker's successive irredentist remergings, rebirths of
self, and reconstructions of reality parallel individual development
On the shores of self: Samuel Beckett's Molloy 35
and growth. The completed work of art is the mask of one's inner life
at a point in the flow of time. It marks a confluence of thinking,
feeling, and action arrested in flight. If it is truly great, it captures a
new aspect of reality and will live on - offering one the illusion that
our time, too, is not passing.
Chapter 3
Words?
Not according to contemporary understanding of the development
of communication. The first communication system is affective.
The second communication system of words and language is based
on the earlier one of affects.
At first the infant is " immersed in a word-bath ," as Spitz (1957)
put it, linking words and things into an inextricable network
of emotional and perceptual experiences. Phonetic and musical
elements of language become imprinted together in a context of
meaning-laden intonations. Early on these come to center around
the mother.
This was borne out by a series of experiments with newborns.
Psycholinguists made use of the fact that a pleasurable event will
cause a small baby to increase his sucking activity. Accordingly, a
newborn baby is offered a pacifier connected to an electrode that
makes it possible to record a graph of the variations in the sucking
movements. Outside his field of vision different people speak
various languages. It was possible to deduce that a four-day-old
baby can distinguish his mother-tongue and, secondly, from among
people speaking in this same language, show a "preference" for his
mother's voice speaking in her usual tone and even without ever
pronouncing his name or using her usual endearments (Eismas,
1971; Piaget and Chomsky, 1979; Mehler and Bertoncini, 1980;
quoted by Amati-Mehler et at., 1993: 139- 140).
By the time the child is learning to walk he/she is also learning to
speak. Thus, he/she enters and explores a new world of spatial
Whence the feelings from art? 37
***
Since fantasy and language both appear at about 18 months of age,
it was easy for psychoanalysis to assume that thought began with
language and that fantasy would provide a key to early thinking.
However, the study of severe language impairments due to neuro-
logical disease shows that thinking can remain essentially intact
despite the loss of language (Damasio, 1999), suggesting that
thinking takes place prior to the acquisition of language. There can
Whence the feelings from art1 41
be the most likely place to search for it. Reader response studies,
however, appear to show that each reader uses the given narrative
as material from which to form his own fantasy.
In an empirical study, Holland (1975) examined five advanced
English-major undergraduates in regard to their understanding of
Faulkner's story, A Rose for Emily. He found that each reader
interacted with the story in terms of his own personality and
intrapsychic life and in the light of this constructed something new
which was most consonant with himself.
Through interviews and independently administered tests it was
possible to delineate a characteristic identity theme for each of the
readers. Each of the readers experienced and synthesized the story
in the light of that identity theme. The reader who reacts in a
positive way puts the elements together so that they tend to reflect
his own lifestyle.
For this to occur, the defenses of the reader must mesh - in some
subtle balance - with the work; from material in the work one
creates wish-fulfilling fantasies characteristic of oneself. Finally,
one transforms those fantasies into a literary interpretation that is
also the product of personal style. In short, one takes from the
work what is most consonant with oneself, rewrites it in one's own
mind and becomes its coauthor.
This is in line with thinking going back to Descartes, Diderot
and Kant, who held that art does not "communicate" meanings; it
generates them in the receptive mind. It engenders much that is not
contained in the object itself. Perhaps even better, T.S. Eliot said.
The more it urges the mind beyond experience, the more it opens
up the realm of the possible. And what is possible in one age is not
possible in another. Which is why new generations will "bury" old
art or rediscover it in the light of the current Zeitgeist and
experience it in a new way.
There is one form of communication, however, that all artists
engage in and that analysts generally tend to ignore. Van Gogh
commented in his diary on the work of no fewer than 1100 artists.
Other artists are one's critics, exemplars, cautionary signposts.
Matisse and Picasso used each other's work as jumping-off points
for their own. Matisse wrote that when either died there would
be some things the other would never be able to talk of with
anyone else.
If language arts do not "communicate" fantasies but rather
stimulate the receptive reader to generate his/her own fantasies and
Whence the feelings from art? 4S
then complete the work in his/her own way, it is even less likely
that nonverbal, non-narrative, abstract art will succeed in
transmitting the artists' fantasies. There is much anecdotal evidence
in this direction.
In music: Hindemith (196\) commented that the second move-
ment of Beethoven's Seventh Symphony "leads some people into a
pseudo-feeling of profound melancholy, while another group takes
it for a kind of scurrilous scherzo, and a third for a subdued
pastorale. Each group is justified in judging as it does" (p. 47).
In painting: Gombrich (1972) pointed out that Van Gogh
intended Bedroom at Aries (1888) to depict a haven of tranquility
and in a letter to his brother stresses that there was no stippling or
hatching, nothing but flat areas in harmony. Gombrich (1972: 96)
concludes:
After knowing me for more than forty years don't you realize
I'm still an Hungarian? Think of my accent - almost as fresh
as when I came over before the war. Now look at those hot
46 Whence the feelings from art!
reds: don't you know paprika when you see it? Can't you even
taste it?
The highest principle that is common to all the arts: the prin-
ciple of inner tension and its corresponding fulfillment . . .. If a
differentiation is to be made between "classic" and "roman-
tic", only the degree of tension and fulfillment should be
considered.
While many others could be cited in all the arts, in music Hindemith
(1945) graphically presents the rise and fall of tension in both the
melodic and harmonic realms, with an almost mathematically
Whence the feelings from art? 51
It is but a small and logical step from the dynamic buildup and
release of tensions ... to the factor of motion, as it operates in
music as the carrier of these tensions and as the means through
which tensions are controlled, modulated, and ultimately
resolved. For our sense of musical motion is in part felt
physically (muscularly) and psychologically in terms of tension
and release. Tensionlrelease may indeed be the essential factor,
conveying the sensation of movement, of motion, in the
absence of true physical motion in space.
(Epstein, 1993: 99)
activities that are induced by the beating of drums and music can
lead to altered states of consciousness. In extreme form, trance
states help to break down established habits and beliefs.
Thus, far from being a private individual matter, originally the
action of dancing and singing together served an opposite function,
namely, socialization. It probably played an important and per-
haps primary role as a wordless means of bringing about deep
emotional social bonding (Freeman, 2000).
Returning now to the isomorphism or concordance of patterns
between art and affect, a bridge toward current brain neuroscience
begins to appear possible.
According to Damasio (1999), from whose text the following is
abstracted, there are six primary emotions: happiness, sadness,
fear, anger, surprise, disgust. They are associated with a repertoire
of facial expressions and varied temporal profiles. Some tend to
" burst" patterns of rapid onset, peak of intensity and rapid decay.
There are also secondary or "background emotions" that reflect
the organism's ongoing physiological process or interactions with
the environment, or both. These consist largely of reflections of
body-state changes associated with musculoskeletal changes like
body posture and movements. They are practically inseparable
from the continuously generated "pulses" of core consciousness.
Their patterns are more "wavelike" and are present continuously
like an ongoing melodic line (Damasio, 1999: 93; my italics). They
are: well-being/malaise, tension/relaxation, fatigue/energy, balance/
imbalance, harmony/discord.
It is worth emphasizing at this point that one of the background
emotions, tension- relaxation, appears to be a common attribute or
underlying feature of all. This conforms to the central dynamic
we have postulated regarding both aesthetic form and affect,
namely, a pattern of interplay between tension and release in their
virtual and actual forms. Further, musculoskeletal elements play an
important role in the affective response to art - as they do in
background emotions.
When the organism interacts with an object, Damasio continues,
neural images map the organism, the object and the interaction
between them. The maps pertaining to the object cause changes in
the maps pertaining to the organism, which in turn enhance the
object. All these changes can be re-represented in yet other, non-
verbal, second-order maps. The neural patterns of second-order
maps can become mental images describing in wordless but feeling
Whence the feelings from art? 55
stories of how all this came about. While these can be converted
immediately and automatically into language, it is again worth
emphasizing that they exist initially in nonverbal form.
The experience of feelings is achieved in two ways, either a
"body-loop" or an " as-if body" loop. May this correspond to the
distinction we have made between the actual tension and release of
affect and the virtual tension and release in the formal structure of
art?
The experience of feelings through a "body-loop" is achieved
through neural and chemical signals which change the map of the
body landscape. It is represented in somatosensory structures of
the nervous system on many levels.
In the experience of feelings by an "as-if body" loop, the rep-
resentation of body-related changes due to feelings is represented in
changed body landscape maps via direct sensory body maps under
the control of other neural sites such as in the prefrontal cortices.
They bypass the body proper, partially or entirely, indicating "as
if" the body has really been changed but it has not; they bypass the
body and create "as-if" body states based on empathy, mirroring,
fantasy.
" As-if body" loops are important for internal simulation
(Damasio, 1999: 281; my italics). Further, " The brain can get
direct neural and chemical signaling from organism profiles that fit
background emotions" (Damasio, 1999: 293).
Either route - body maps registering body-state changes or
simulated " as-if body" loops - gives rise to a full gamut of feelings.
Again, while these exist initially in nonverbal form, they can readily
be converted into language. They include, for example, the emo-
tional "chills" induced by music (Panksepp, 1995; Blood and
Zatore, 2001 ; as cited by Damasio, 2003: 137).
Let us extend this in a way that attempts to approximate psy-
chological discourse. The stimulating yet secure "holding environ-
ment" of balanced tension and release inherent in aesthetic
structure is a profile that fits " background emotions. " As such, it
provides the brain with direct neural and chemical signaling. The
experience of feeling evoked by nonverbal art like music would be
registered via an "as-if body" loop involving "internal simulation. "
This interdisciplinary exercise offers a lure and a limit. It offers a
neural basis for the power of imagination - "as-if" loops and
" internal simulation" - but it also highlights a limit. For a neural
map of the power of imagination encompasses both the benign
56 Whence the feelings from art?
My mind is my piano,
playing and played upon by a sentient world,
its co-creator.
Jean-Paul Sartre (1951: ISO- lSI) wrote that "The novelist's aes-
thetic always sends us back to his metaphysic . . . . And it is
obvious that Faulkner's is a metaphysic of time." He went on to
state that, like other great contemporary writers - Proust, Joyce,
Dos Passos, Gide and Virginia Woolf - Faulkner tries to mutilate
time; his technique arrests motion in time and reaches real time by
negating clock time. The nature of this "real time" and how his
technique attains it are matters we will examine in this chapter.
Faulkner's style has perplexed, fascinated and infuriated critics
from the beginning. One of the principal complaints registered
against him has to do "with his 'perverse' maneuvering of syntax,
his reckless disregard of grammatical 'decency', and the exorbitant
demands he has made upon the reader's attention" (Hoffman,
1951: 2S). Some have been troubled by the fact that by combining
contradictory elements in oxymoron he makes logical resolution
impossible, and his synesthetic images make precise sense localiza-
tion impossible. It has been charged that although these devices are
admirably suited for depicting inner mental states, they enable him
to deliberately hold elements in suspension. Some claim that this
avoidance of "commitment" seriously limits his stature (Slatoff,
1963).
Aiken (1960) described Faulkner's style as "strangely fluid and
slippery and heavily mannered prose" (p. 135) with passion for
over-elaborate sentence structure: "trailing clauses, one after
another, shadowily in apposition ... parenthesis after parenthesis,
the parenthesis itself often containing one or more parentheses"
(p. 137). He went on to point out that these constituted in a curious
and inevitable way "an elaborate method of deliberately withheld
meaning of progressive and .. . delayed disclosure" (p. 13S). Aiken
58 Music of time: Faulkner's Light in August
Synopsis
Lena, a young, unmarried orphan in the last stages of pregnancy,
has been deserted by Lucas Burch, the father of her child. She has
been seeking him by hitchhiking wagon rides for four weeks from
Alabama to Jefferson, Mississippi. She is mistakenly directed to
Byron Bunch, an older bachelor. He realizes that the man Lena is
looking for is going under the alias of Brown to avoid being found
by her. Brown now has a bootlegging partner, Joe Christmas, a
wanderer of unknown origin and rumored to be part Negro.
Christmas has been carrying on a secret affair with Joanna Burden,
a middle-aged Yankee spinster who lives alone on the old farm.
While Byron Bunch and Lena are talking we learn that the Burden
farm is on fire; Joanna Burden has been murdered. A drunken
Brown is taken into custody and, to claim the reward, accuses
Music of time: Faulkner's Light in August 59
amoral, cyclical time. These circles are embodied in the lives and
thought processes of the principal characters.
Reverend Hightower's time is dead time, detached from present
life. He identifies with his dead grandfather who was shot from his
horse and, instead of having an identity of his own, he dozes in his
daydreams or sleeps in his canvas chair until Bunch wakes him to
take a responsible part in the events unfolding around them. Until
then his life had been defined by resistances to the life around him: he
would not resign from the Church, would not leave Jefferson, would
not deal with the townspeople's needs, would not tell who beat him
up. He did not see his own name on his signpost, nor did he hear the
music he waited for each day to signal nightfall and the return of
familiar dreams of the past. Unlike Bunch, he uses neither watch nor
clock, having needed neither for twenty-five years. Although he lives
dissociated from mechanical, contemporary time, he could know at
any moment where he would be and what doing in his old life in
relation to Wednesday night and Sunday church services. He could
know almost to the second when he should begin to imagine the
distant music from the church to begin.
Mr McEachern and Doc Hines live in moralistic, vindictive time,
each believing himself the instrument of God's punitive will.
McEachern wore a heavy silver watch chain across his vest. From
before breakfast on Sunday mornings the thick silver watch would
lie face up on the table. Exactly on the dot of each hour McEachern
rose deliberately, without haste, took up the watch, closed it and
returned it to its pocket, looping the chain again through his
suspenders. Then he took the boy, Joe Christmas, to the stable, had
him drop his pants and administered ten strokes of the strap. Each
hour he would strike him ten times for not learning his catechism.
Then he would kneel and pray for the boy.
Doc Hines believed that his daughter's pregnancy by a non-white
was the devil 's punishment for his own former drinking. Doc Hines
acted as God's punishing agent when he killed the man responsible.
His daughter's death in childbirth was her punishment. The illegi-
timate mulatto baby was to be the instrument of other people's
punishment. And Doc Hines, with his wide open, blind, fanatical
eyes, was to be the witness of the slow, inexorable working of
God's unhurried will.
Mrs Hines represents wishful time, time that can be undone and
repaired. She wished that just for one day it could be as though the
murder had not been committed; if it could be like that for just one
Music of time: Faulkner's Light in August 61
day, after that she would not interfere. When Lena's newborn son
cried it was like thirty years were obliterated by wishful thinking;
she imagined this to be her dead daughter brought back, and this
the grandson she had not seen since birth.
Brown and Christmas, part-time bootleggers, were outside the
law and time. Theirs was the amoral time of appetites, governed by
recurrent instinctual need for food (drink) and sex. Brown hollered
that he did not know what time it was since he was not rich enough
to own a watch, but with his new car he had only to drive past the
courthouse often enough to see the clock in order to keep up with
the time.
As for Christmas, time, sex, violence and orality were all tied
together. The first time he bought a watch was before his first date
and sex. He had forgotten to wind it so the watch was dead, for
which he blamed Mrs McEachern. But he knew it was late without
having to look at the watch. In adolescence he had learned about
women's monthly time; when he heard that his waitress girlfriend
was having her period, he struck her, walked into the woods and
vomited. In his affair with Joanna Burden he began to see himself
sucked down into a morass of her insatiable nighttime appetite.
At first it was a torrent, and then it became a tide with an ebb
and flow.
When he fled after killing her he ran in circles for seven days.
While he was trying to remember how many days since he had
eaten, a strange thing came into his mind. The name of the day of
the week seemed more important than the food. At last he felt a
need to keep track of the time spent toward some goal (p. 317). "I
am tired of running of having to carry my life like it was a basket
of eggs" (p. 319).
When he woke in the dawn it was still too dim to see his face
clearly in the water. But now he goes in a straight line. He is like a
man who knows where he is and where he wants to go and how
much time he has to get there. He is not sleepy or hungry or even
tired. In the past seven days he has traveled further than in all the
thirty years before. And yet he is still inside the circle.
What circle? He has always been driven solely by instinctual
needs and, lonely and alienated, has almost drowned in them. Now
for the first time he discovers that he is also part of another circle -
one of cause and effect and accountability: "I have never broken
out of the ring of what I have already done and cannot ever undo,"
he thinks quietly (p. 321).
62 Music of time: Faulkner's Light in August
and the suspended instant out of which the soon will presently
begin" (p. 160).
This hinge of time swinging back and forth between the "Soon,
now. Now, soon" future- present- present- future signals the
moment for Hightower's fantasy to return to the past: "The only
day he seemed to have ever lived in - that day when his grand-
father was shot from the galloping horse ... " (p. 57). It was as
though he had been killed too. Time had stopped for him, and his
own life and time had ceased before it began twenty years before.
He lived in the present as though dead, declaring that he is not in
life anymore. He listens as though "in a cathedral to a eunuch
chanting in a language which he does not even need to not under-
stand" (p. 30 I).
The movement is from obliviousness of the living, active present
to passively listening to a eunuch chant in a lost tongue. The
imagery is consonant with a slightly earlier description of High-
tower being transformed into a woman, and a pregnant one at that:
" His obese stomach is like some monstrous pregnancy ... " (p. 291).
And later, when he sleeps in his canvas deck chair, his mouth open,
" loose and flabby flesh sagging away from the round orifice, [it
seems] as though the whole man were fleeing away from the nose
which holds invincibly to something yet of pride like a forgotten flag
above a ruined fortress" (p. 343). And still later, after Hightower
acts as midwife and delivers Lena's child, he thinks, " If I were a
woman now [I'd] go back to bed to rest" (p. 383). He does so, and
dreams of the newborn child as his namesake.
Is the unknown language chanted by a eunuch in a cathedral
perhaps that of an early, unconscious longing for a time, not far
removed from the cathedral of the womb, when the boundaries of
time, gender, the sense of separateness from mother, and the sense
of reality itself, are equally fluid? However intriguing that possi-
bility, we are on firmer ground if we limit ourselves to the claim
that there is an intrinsic connection between Hightower's conscious
wish to return to the past and an unconscious wish to keep his
gender options open or to renounce his masculinity.
Toward the close of the book, we learn that Hightower's grand-
father had not lost his life in a gallant cavalry charge but in a raid
on a henhouse. What are we to make then of his lifelong obsession
with the heroic myth? The recurrent image of his grandfather dying
in battle magnifies his masculinity and unmans him at the same
time, thus emphasizing the loss. His compulsive repetition of this
Music of time: Faulkner's Light in August 65
objects rolls time back to the earliest period, before the establish-
ment of a sense of reality. Similarly, when various sensations are
confused and condensed, memory is returned to its origins in raw
sensory date. In both experiences there is obliteration of separate-
ness and a return to early fusion states in which the rudimentary
sense of time is scarcely discriminated from the ebb and flow of
physical needs. If an unconscious memory of these early states
comes close to consciousness it imparts a sense of uncanny fore-
boding as of impending truth. The feeling of conviction that
accompanies it precedes and outlasts conscious understanding,
actual recollection, or imagining.
Faulkner puts it this way: " Memory believes before knowing
remembers. Believes longer than recollects, longer than knowing
even wonders. " He continues in a sentence a third of a page long
which, abstracted, reads: " Knows remembers believes a . . .
building . .. surrounded by smoking factory purlieus and enclosed
... like a penitentiary or a zoo, where ... orphans . . . in and out
of remembering but in knowing constant as the bleak walls, the
bleak windows where in rain soot from the nearly adjacenting
chimneys streaked like black tears" (p. Ill).
In this passage, Faulkner is describing the experience of Joe
Christmas in his earliest years in the orphanage. Christmas knows,
remembers, and believes the black tears of rain soot on the bleak
windows. This image forcefully fuses Christmas' face with the
window, his tears with the rain, the sense of his blackness or
perhaps a dirty face with bleakness and soot. The black tears
running from his eyes down his face are like the rain running down
the sooty windows of his orphanage and are scarcely distinguish-
able from them. This is an imagist picture of the feeling of early
childhood depression; depression that occurs before the establish-
ment of the sense of separateness from the outside world.
Many years later Joe Christmas hears the far clock strike nine
and then ten, and enters Joanna Burden's window like a cat,
perhaps remembering how he used to leave the McEachern's
window and the rope he used to climb out. He moved unerringly
towards the food and ate something from an invisible dish, with
invisible fingers. " His jaw stopped suddenly in midchewing and
thinking fled for twenty-five years back down the street . . . I have
eaten it before, somewhere. In a minute I will memory clicking
knowing I see I see I more than see hear I hear I see my head bent I
hear the monotonous dogmatic voice which I believe will never
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cease .. . and peeping I see the indomitable bullet head ... and I
thinking How can he be so not hungry and I smelling my mouth
and tongue weeping the hot salt of waiting my eyes tasting the hot
steam from the dish 'It's peas,' he said aloud. 'For sweet Jesus.
Field peas cooked with molasses' " (p. 217).
Here Faulkner is describing how Christmas struggles to recon-
struct a memory from bits of raw sensory data buried alive years
ago and now stirred up; it is just barely teased out, and now finally
linked to the smell and taste of the unseen food in his fingers, his
mouth; at last it is given a name and identified by the words on his
tongue as field peas. The interminable sentence tells us physically
that waiting to eat them must have felt like an eternity. Weeping
with his eyes, and waiting to taste with his tongue, he smelled the
steam from the dish of peas: " I smelling my mouth and tongue
weeping the hot salt of waiting my eyes tasting the hot steam from
the dish" (p. 217). Weeping and waiting to taste, tears, saliva, and
hot steam merge, and eyes and tongue become fused, so that tears
might as well be coming from a weeping tongue, and saliva from
drooling eyes. In the experience of waiting, weeping, smelling the
steam and wanting to taste the field peas, the senses merge. All the
while McEachern's voice, monotonous, dogmatic and not hungry
coming from his head bent over the food , drones on interminably
saying grace. Taste, smell and the sound of McEachern's voice
come together like wet watercolors without clear boundaries. In
trying to match the present taste and smell with lost memory, all
these old sensations come up at once with their confused regis-
tration and organs of origin. Past and present are joined together
till Christmas speaks the words, "It's peas," and probably simul-
taneous with hearing himself speak, identifies the food and re-
enters the present.
Thus, painting and over-painting with words, the senses are
mixed and spread and stroked over the canvas until a feeling
experience is made to emerge from the depths of past body memory
and freed to live again in the present. This condensation of
Christmas' senses in a kind of synesthesia which is sorted out and
made into a recognizable sense which he can label finally and
communicate to himself resembles some of the minute stages in the
process of perception, thought, and memory.
We will discuss this further later, but now let us repeat: like
gender uncertainty and loose boundaries of time and mode, images
of synesthesia and of fusion between self and outside objects all
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wife what happens to Byron and Lena at the end of the novel. The
story of Christmas' arrest is also told by an anonymous " they. "
Hightower no longer sees the sign in front of his house. He sits
like an Eastern idol with his eyes closed. Doc Hines, working as a
janitor in the orphanage, looks directly into the dietician's face
with his wide open blind fanatical eyes. Joe Christmas, after being
beaten up, arises like a blind man and enters the fifteen years long
street. When he entered Joanna's window he ate something from
an invisible dish with invisible fingers. In the final murderous
encounter between them, the last thing we see directly is her right
hand reaching out holding an old-style revolver. Then our view is
shifted to the shadowed pistol on the wall and its cocked hammer
when it fires. We see no more of what happened and never really
know.
Even the murdered body of Joanna Burden with its nearly
severed head is described ironically in terms of the disavowal of
looking: " [Miss Burden's body] was laying on her side, facing one
way, and her head was turned clean around like she was looking
behind her, [like] if she could have done that when she was alive,
she might not have been doing it now" (p. 85).
All the careful looking away, not seeing at all or seeing only the
shadows of preliminary actions, is suddenly dispelled and every-
thing turns to an emphasis on looking, even endless gaping, when
the people crowd around to look down at her body. When the
body is taken away there is only the fire to look at. They stare and
stare, imagining the sexual scenes that must have led up to the
killing and the final flames. All the frustrated sexual looking
now becomes concentrated on the symbolic substitutes - fire
truck, rising ladders and hose. They stared at the flames " as if all
their individual five senses had become one organ of looking"
(p. 275).
This careful looking away or hearing without seeing, together
with this sudden avid staring at the flames which consume every-
thing and consummate the affair of Christmas and Joanna Burden,
reminds us of Joe's first sexual experience at age five, which led to
his life-long tragedy. He had heard footsteps in the empty corridor
and did not wait to see, but he heard without listening and hid in
the closet among the woman-smelling garments and saw by feel
alone the worm of tooth paste he squeezed into his mouth and ate;
and the dietician and the young doctor coupled on the bed - and
Joe vomited, and was discovered. The recurrent disavowal of
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executioner corners him he does not fire his gun but again allows
himself to be caught; and this time he is castrated and killed.
Undoing what we have called the original trauma, the primal
scene, appears to have been a determining, if unconscious, theme in
Joe Christmas' life. He does so by repeating it and changing the
essential elements: eating food when and how he wills, or volun-
tarily refusing it though starved, rather than involuntarily vomit-
ing; paying for food or sex, stealing money, and refusing to be
given money, rather than accepting a bribe to keep quiet; and
seeking out punishment and enduring it rather than having the
strain of expecting it and not getting it.
Repetitiveness is inherent in mental life and is not limited to the
undoing and mastery of trauma. In the smallest stages of percep-
tion, thought and memory, there is a moment-by-moment recapitu-
lation of the development of these functions from distant past to
present, a rhythmic alternation between blurring of boundaries and
their redelineation. This melting down and recasting goes on sub-
liminally. In perception it involves the merging of figure and
ground and the re-emergence of forms and boundaries into the
more or less familiar shapes of inner and outer, subject and object,
self and other.
Faulkner's style slows down and makes explicit these split-
second recurrences in mental functioning. He makes the clear, hard
boundaries of conscious discrimination and separateness once
again negotiable, blurred, and flexible. The senses merge, self and
objects fuse, the tenses are flattened out and become inseparable,
active and passive modes alternate, and the genders struggle within
the same body. And then order is restored, reality is reconstituted
with experience replenished, and the moment expanded. Faulkner's
style mirrors the rhythm of the mind which, like music, follows
recurrent time.
In perception and thought there are (primary process) rapid
subliminal oscillations between global, scanning, condensing
operations on the one hand, and (secondary process) discriminat-
ing, abstracting, focusing ones on the other. Both go on simul-
taneously and recurrently; the first one draws on levels of memory
and symbolism, the second of shifting angles of attention. Their
harmonious matching and sorting results in formed perception and
conscious thought, against a matrix of latent personal meaning.
In music, vertical harmonics and horizontal melody lines syn-
chronize two kinds of time: simultaneity and succession. Moreover,
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.. . like two beasts about to break, [and he] ... would never catch
them . .. and that he himself would be lost" (p. 406). The meta-
phor of the darting eyes and the herded beasts who break and flee
is turned back upon their owner: "He himself would be lost." The
owner of the beasts, the two wild eyes, finds this thought intoler-
able and his observation of the unwelcome scene is immediately
disowned, attributed to his eyes only, and then moved even further
away: "His eyes watched her ... as though they were not his eyes"
(p. 408). Then he fled.
In this confrontation between Brown and Lena and her child, we
are once again back to a reworking of the primal scene. Instead of
the child, Joe Christmas, being trapped while the dietician and her
lover are in bed together, it is Lena and her sleeping newborn who
are in bed together, and it is the former lover, Brown, who looks
and flees out the window.
Indeed, there are a number of images in Light in August that
could be taken as symbolic allusions to the primal scene. For
example, Hightower nurtures his own obsession, the image of his
grandfather being shot from a galloping horse; the figure of horse
and rider unconsciously often stands for coitus. Freezing it into a
silent, statuesque monument is one way of undoing the frightening
impression made on the child by the movements of parental
intercourse, and of dealing with the tumultuous affects observed
and stimulated thereby. The significance is muted and distanced
somewhat by transferring it from parents to a grandfather on
horseback. On the other hand, its symbolic meaning is further
betrayed when we discover much later that the " cavalry charge"
was, in fact , a glorified cover for setting fire to a henhouse, raiding
it, and being shot ignominiously with a fowling piece.
The symbol of horse and rider reappears in still clearer form
when Joe Christmas, after striking down McEachern and stealing
his wife's money from her secret hole, leaves on McEachern's
galloping horse. He strikes it rhythmically across its rump with a
heavy stick taken from Mrs McEachern's garden. When the horse
will move no more he batters its head until the stick is reduced to a
fragment. He then proceeds on foot to his whore where he, in turn,
is beaten into insensibility.
The primal scene, as indicated by these few examples, encom-
passes so many confused affects and anxieties, it comes to stand as
an example of recurrent time and the reworking of the past. So,
when Faulkner finally succeeds in transforming it from rape, death
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Conclusion
We would like to believe that time recurs, that through little
changes, people do progress. But the flow of an individual's time is
linear and irrevocable. Nor is it at all certain that people progress
in the light of events. Faulkner doubts it. The characters in Light in
August progress little. A few begin to accept that what is done
is irrevocable, and begin to enter human-relational time. They
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become less alienated, more accountable. But then they suffer the
despair that may go with love, one's own limitations, and finite
time. Before dying they persist in doing what they do because they
believe that's what they have to do. All their words, in the mean-
time, "were not even us, while all the time what was us was going
on and going on without even missing the lack of words" (p. 380).
We would like to believe that because the generations renew
themselves and because the rhythm of the season recurs endlessly
we do too; and because each day dispels the night, what is done can
always be undone, or at least somehow mediated . But while Nature
is cyclical and the mind too functions according to the principle of
mastery through repetition and adaptation, the relation of cause to
consequence is inexorable and cannot be rescinded.
While learning the harsh lesson that all things have their price,
and that the consequences of the flow of time cannot be undone,
we have to think, act, and feel as though they might be undone.
Faulkner's style, like human mental processes, resembles recurrent
time. He evokes timelessness by recalling early periods of one's life;
by interchanging tenses and modes, by treating the genders as
ambiguous, and by using synesthesia, oxymoron, and images of
fusion between the self and outside objects. Timelessness is also
conveyed by numerous reworkings of the primal scene in the latent
content of the novel. Finally, his "musical" rhythms express end-
less recurrence and thus stimulate the illusion that the individual,
like Nature herself, is timeless. There is an ebb-and-flow, statement
and reversal, image and inversion, as if an individual's time, like his
mental rhythms or phrases of music, could be reversed; as if it were
not "irremediable."
Faulkner presents us with no solution, no synthetic interpreta-
tion, but the universal dialectic between man's finiteness and his
imagination. It corresponds with the task of the mind in accom-
modating, not necessarily reconciling, two intrinsically discordant
streams of mental activity - and accurate registration of objective
events and subjective needs - and is reflected in the orchestration
of time with timelessness in Light in August.
Chapter 5
and era in its own way - to create an illusion of control over time
flow; even to destroy the sense of its passage.
Motion is the central element of time flow . Rhythm, as organ-
ized movement in time, plays a large role in creating the effect of
organic motion in music rather than merely endless undifferenti-
ated time flow.
An overview of European music reveals that different concepts
of rhythm prevailed at different times. In the thirteenth century
there were strict rhythmic modes. During the Renaissance free
oratorical speech rhythms predominated; in Renaissance poly-
phony there was almost a stressless flow. Strong body rhythms
came to the fore in the Baroque era, and primitivistic rhythms in
the twentieth century.
Greene (1982) offers a closer look at the different aural images of
temporality projected by music. According to his analysis, Bach's
music is an aural image of Newtonian time unfolding with lawful,
inexorable necessity. The course of the music entails considerable
uncertainty, but by the end it appears that everything has hap-
pened for a completely sufficient reason; everything that needed to
happen has taken place in an enduring order that stands outside
the temporal process, subordinate only to the supraordinate
rationalistic principles of the Newtonian world-view.
In contrast, Baroque music contradicts the basic premise of
Newtonian rationalism that the human mind can grasp the world's
fundamental rationality. In its image of temporality it is the past
that determines the future.
Romantic music portrays an inner self struggling with its own
yearnings as well as a resistant world. Greene (1982) claims that it
tells us as little about the external world as classical music tells about
the self. While this may be disputed (Beethoven, Mozart), it is
undoubtedly true that each style highlights what the others pass over.
Yet another perspective on musical images of time is provided by
Kramer (1988). He summarizes the two different ways in which
the dominant and non-dominant cerebral hemispheres program
time, referring to them as linear and nonlinear styles respectively.
Having made the important point that linearity and nonlinearity
coexist and are complementary in all music, he goes on to correlate
them predominantly with Western "horizontal" music and Eastern
"vertical" music.
Western language and thought are linear and typical of the
dominant cerebral hemisphere. Being eminently utilitarian, they
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enjoy; only music which moved her " soul" had this power to
move her body. She was only moved by music which moved her
[original italics]. The "movement" was simultaneously emo-
tional and motoric, and essentially autonomous.
(Sacks, 1973: 61 - 62)
relation to it. The term kairos remained in classical Greek only and
did not come down through Latin into the Romance languages. It
denotes the human and living time of intentions or goals. It is
episodic time with a beginning, a middle, and an end. It has to do
with the flux of Heraclitus - a confluence of past memory, present
perception, and future desire. These coexist in the ongoing human
experience, along with preconscious awareness and unconscious
motivation.
Chronos, on the other hand, is clock-time. It refers to the meas-
urable time of succession, before and after, earlier and later. It has
to do with the static atomism of Parmenides, the discontinuous
world of fixed and constant entities in empty space. Instead of a
range of preconscious awareness and a whole field of unconscious
motivational forces, there is a conscious, focused perception of the
passage of units of time.
This is not to say that there are two types of time, one real and
one unreal. Nor, for that matter, are there three types of time -
past, present, and future. There is only one time. It is a mental
abstraction, not a thing. It does not do things, such as "flow" in
any direction, either linear or cyclical. There are cyclical events,
like the seasons, day and night, and serial events, like growth,
aging, and death. Whether one experiences time as primarily
cyclical or serial depends partly on one's attitude toward death.
The cyclical experience of time denies death; the serial experience
of time accepts it.
Chronos and kairos, in other words, are different ways of experi-
encing time as well as of expressing certain truths about the
relations between events (A.N. Whitehead). For Newton, "true"
time was absolute and mathematical time in a uniform flow. For
Bergson, this so-called true time of Newton was a fiction as
opposed to Bergson's duree reele. For Cassirer, neither concept
sufficed; each represented a partial view into a whole - a particular
standpoint of consciousness. Both must be understood as symbols
that the mathematician and the physicist take as a basis in their
view of the outer world, and the psychologist in his view of the
inner one.
The conception of the physical world requires only the chrono-
logical aspect of time. Both views, however, are necessary for a
conception of the human world . Furthermore, while the world is
both atomic and in flux, continuous and discontinuous, static and
flowing, objective and subjective, concrete and abstract, universal
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follow, reaching its height of polish under the rule of the big
band style where improvisation (the original tenet of jazz)
became the exception rather than the rule . . . . Bebop . . .
appears to be a clear and unsubtle black rebellion against the
white dominated swing scene, as well as the historically estab-
lished caricature of the black entertainer as mindless and
officiously amusing .... The bebop musicians were intent upon
creating a music which would allow a complete break from its
" illiterate" black predecessor, and their white competitors. The
music itself ... with its difficult chord changes and rhythmic
bridges, often executed at breakneck speeds, helped keep the
movement "pure" of musicians not entirely competent, as well
as create a new standard for the white establishment.
This accounts for one of the main ways in which music sets up a
current of motion, a system of expectancies. For example, the tonic
tone of any key is the one of ultimate rest and stability toward
which all other tones tend to move. The octave and fifths and
fourths were already binding forces for the ancients. They were
relationships so fundamental that they became decisive points of
reference around which to organize tones. Together they defined
the space within which melody could coherently move.
In the West, other intervals were gradually incorporated into the
service of musical expression - thirds, sixths, sevenths, seconds,
and finally, augmented and diminished intervals. Each new con-
quest was associated with a new struggle. The use of these intervals
led eventually to the use of chords and a new dimension in music -
namely, tonality - and the modulation from one key to another, as
well as major and minor modes. " Tonality implies a kind of per-
spective in sound, sometimes compared rather shrewdly to perspec-
tive in visual art. For it makes possible a system of relations which
are unequal in strength, in emphasis, or in significance" (Sessions,
1950: 40).
Thus, because of a combination of the universal physical phe-
nomenon of the harmonic series and cultural evolution, tones that
come before lead the Western ear to expect that certain tones will
come after. This is so even though, in order to build up tension,
this motion or expectancy may be delayed in various musical ways
already mentioned.
Tonal music feels like the natural experience of time flow to
Western listeners because it is learned so early, but it is far from
universal. Training and culture are important factors. For example,
a Western listener interprets the vibrato (a slight fluctuation of
pitch often less than a semitone) as a constant pitch with a rich
sound. An Indian musician, however, whose native music is based
on microtones - intervals smaller than the semi tone - may perceive
the Western vibrato as a significant fluctuation of pitch probably
meant to express agitation. Even the basic ability to distinguish the
octave - so basic that it is shared by white rats (Winner, 1982) -
may be lost if one is immersed long enough in another culture
where such an interval is unimportant (the music of Australian
aborigines) .
Now, if we could set up a series of tones which was lifted out of
the gravitational pull of tonics and dominants, the overtones of the
harmonic series, we would no longer be in a secure circle of fifths,
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going from one key to another in an orderly way. Any single tone
would no longer carry implications of where it came from or where
it was going. In other words, we would be taken out of the
ordinary flow of time - from past to expected future.
Essentially, this was what Schoenberg did with his twelve-tone
scale. It represents a whole system based on rootlessness from the
harmonic series. The twelve tones and their sequence are selected in
such a way that no tone has any implications regarding the tone
that preceded it or the tone that may follow it; much of the
directedness of tones has been rendered inoperative. Each of the
tones can be played forward, backward, in mirror-image, or back-
ward and mirrored. Since there are twelve tones in the Schoenberg
system, we now have forty-eight possible sequences. All of them
alter the ordinary experience of time as we know it in the West -
not, it must be stressed, by tampering with time directly (for
example, through rhythmic changes) but through changes in the
tonal system, setting up ambiguous expectancies.
In addition to these changes in tonality that modify our expec-
tancies of what will follow what musically, in much of the music
of the twentieth century there is a deliberate dissolution of the
sequential flow of music events as we have come to know it.
Instead of a musical event in a composition depending on at least
one previous musical event in order to build up to a climax or
resolve tension, each musical event arises independently. For
example, the sections of a piece of music may be put together in
any possible sequence from one performance to the next with no
set beginning or ending. Instead of development and recapitulation
as we know them in sonata form, for instance, a piece of music in
so-called vertical time does not purposefully set up expectations or
fulfill any that might arise accidentally. The listener is forced to
give up any expectation, any implication of cause and effect, ante-
cedents and consequents. The sounds are unhampered and also
un helped by referential meaning. The experience has been com-
pared to looking at a piece of sculpture: each viewer is free to walk
around it, view it from any angle, in any possible sequence, linger
long or briefly with each, leave, return, whatever. In "vertical time"
there is nothing to direct the way time passes (Kramer, 1981).
In other words, in the new temporalities in music, past and
future have been collapsed into a present moment which floats in
uncertainty. There being no impulsion from the past, the over-
arching present leads to no-future. More than this: the bond tieing
In pursuit of slow time 105
"trouble," though she was not sure what the trouble had been. She
of course knew there was a past, but the quality of herself in it was
not available to her, and when it was it was like remembering the
feeling of having had a nightmare but not knowing what it was
about.
She had married a driven man who became very successful. She
married him to get herself "organized" by him and play out the
roles he assigned her. She did this very well and became known as a
sophisticated hostess, a responsive friend, a generous volunteer
worker for good causes, and a natural athlete. A few close friends
also knew that she was very bright, had a discerning literary and
musical taste, and had graduated with high honors from a top
college. She experienced modified analytic treatment as the only
calm relationship she had ever known and the first time she had
allowed herself to feel that she was taking something for herself
instead of being selfless.
The clinical vignette relevant to our discussion has already been
related. It was easy to imagine that it represented a conventional
resistance of ambivalence to talking about painful matters, but the
form it took seemed unusual.
At the next session, when we discussed what had happened, I
asked, on the basis of what I knew about her from the past,
whether having come late for an imagined appointment and having
left before a real one was a way of expressing something about
wanting to reverse what was real and unreal. Whether this was
wrong or irrelevant, her answer in any event led elsewhere. She said
that repeatedly when she met someone she had not seen for some
time, the other person would " surprise" her by asking innocently
and casually about her daughter, that the patient would then have
to say her daughter had died, that this would always come as a
shock to the other person and the patient would have to soothe her
down. I said it seemed surprising that it always came as a surprise
to her that someone should ask innocently about her daughter.
Why did she not anticipate this and somehow try to cushion the
news and shield both of them from the shock? She replied that
everything seemed to come as a surprise to her nowadays; she was
just never ready for anything. For example, although she had been
an excellent tennis player, now every time the ball came to her it
seemed to come from the blue; because she did not keep her eye on
her opponent's movements she could not anticipate where the ball
would land, and as a result her return would always be late.
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It is said that music was given to mankind by the God Shiva six
thousand years before our era. With the help of music, Orpheus
(son of Apollo and the Muse, Calliope) went to rescue Eurydice
from the Underworld. And he nearly succeeded, until he turned
back to see her. Then she faded away. Was Orpheus' mission only
a dream - a memory - woven through music?
The ancient Maori are said to have navigated over three thou-
sand miles of open Pacific Ocean aided only by Song. One wonders
what data, inscribed in Song, guided their journeys. That they
succeeded was no mere dream. That they thus became masters of
their fates lay surely in themselves. But perhaps also in the stars -
their constellations encoded in the structure of Song?
Australian aborigines have complex songs that map their terrain
acoustically. Rising and falling arpeggios trace mountain paths;
monotones denote flat plains. Songs mimic different footsteps on
particular kinds of soil.
What dreams, memories, or maps go into the body of Song to
orient one in an uncertain reality? We begin with a child humming
to himself to maintain his courage while snorkeling. We will return
via his grandfather, dreaming music while struggling with the
trauma of loss. En route we will touch on early development, some
neurobiological roots of music, and trauma theory - with the aim
of helping to build a psychoanalytic aesthetics.
***
Adam, age eight, has the self-confident spirit and sunny nature of
the family pet. Brave but not a maritime hero particularly, sociable
Birth of music in the context of loss 113
but also introspective, he is never far behind even when the whole
family goes snorkeling together in tropical waters.
Equipped with flippers and mask, breathing tube clomped
between his jaws, face immersed in the water, he was overheard to
be humming. Later:
Adam said it: music reaches back and reaches out. Music has long
been associated with the need for hope and comfort, prayer and the
wish for rescue. In the modern era, nowhere was the need for music
better evidenced than in the experience of Jews under Hitler. The
following are two examples.
Herbert Zipper was an inmate of Dachau and Buchenwald
between May 1938 and February 1939 while they were still only
forced labor camps. (The following account is abstracted from
Cummins, 1992.) On the second or third night he and a friend
began to recite lines from Goethe's Faust, going back and forth
between them trying to transcend their hunger and the dirt and
stupidity around them and forget the exhaustion of a day's work
pushing cartloads of stone back and forth .
***
What can developmental psychology say about this ancient time of
life? Studies of prenatal and neonatal responses to auditory stimuli
suggest that musical development and responsivity may start even
prior to birth. The anatomical wherewithal is present. In contrast
to the eye and the visual areas of the brain, the cochlea and middle
ear are fully developed by the fifth month of fetal life, and the
sensorimotor cortex and cerebellum are active at birth.
Fetuses respond to music, probably depending mostly on tempo
(OIds, 1984). When musical stimuli were applied directly to the
abdominal skin of pregnant women in five to ten minute periods, in
ten out of thirty subjects the fetus responded with sharp, rapid or
agitated movements to stimulating music, and with rolling, soft or
muted movements to calmer musical selections (Shetler, 1988).
From birth onward, newborns produce sounds that have melodic
structures and rhythms related to neurophysiology and breathing
(Ostwald, 1988). Up to three months of age perception is "amodal,"
i.e., sound may be seen or felt motorically as well as heard. This
results in " global affects" or undifferentiated emotions (Stern,
1985).
Pending elaboration later, we should note here that more differ-
entiated emotions evolve from a matrix of sensations of pleasure/
unpleasure. As need tensions accumulate, delays intervene, and
anticipations rise, muscles contract; as needs are satisfied, muscles
relax. This is not to suggest that tension is equated with unpleasure
116 Birth of music in the context of loss
***
Since Penfield and Perot (1963) were able to show that precise and
vivid memories, coupled with the emotions of the original experi-
ences, could be evoked by delicate electric stimulation of the
cerebral cortex, it seems likely that the sum total of experience
remains perfectly preserved. Of this total, music makes up a
generous portion - orchestral, vocal, piano, etc.
Nothing seems to be lost, music least likely of all. Oliver Sacks
(1985) presents a case of an eighty-eight-year-old woman with a
sudden onset of stroke due to a thrombosis of her temporal lobe.
She first became aware that something was wrong when she
Birth of music in the context of loss 117
***
Modern trauma theory goes back more than a century to Pierre
Janet, who described hysterical dissociation of memories from
consciousness and ascribed it to congenital disability and the
impact of intense emotion. For Freud, the " failure of mental syn-
thesis" under emotion was due to intrapsychic forces and repres-
sion (1913: 207). In modern terminology, a dissociation between
the observing and the experiencing aspects of the ego has often
been described in traumatized individuals (Fromm, 1965).
Whether we prefer "dissociation" or "failure of synthesis," it is
useful to make a distinction between two different types of " split-
ting off" of ego states: "horizontal" and " longitudinal." The
former characterizes neurosis; unconscious conflicts lie buried by
repression while remaining dynamically active. In the latter, char-
acteristic of traumatic splitting, there is an inability to reflect and
observe oneself objectively while experiencing thoughts and feelings
subjectively. In both, the integrity of the self is compromised.
Traumatized people may act and feel disturbed without knowing
why, or know what has happened but have no feelings about it.
Flashbacks and nightmares of traumatic experience occur with
undiminished intensity and, in some people, without any accom-
panying verbal (narrative) recall; the memory may be entirely
organized on a perceptual level. In short, emotional, sensory, cog-
nitive and behavioral aspects of the traumatic experience are not
120 Birth of music in the context of loss
***
Loss is close to the heart of trauma. We have concentrated on the
intrapsychic aspects of loss: the loss of the sense of wholeness of
the self caused in part by the loss of integration between the
observing and experiencing aspects of the ego; and their possible
neurobiological correlates in the amygdala and hippocampus.
Needless to say, other loci beyond our scope may well be involved;
for example, the orbital frontal lobe, particularly that of the
nondominant hemisphere (Schore, 1997a).
Collective external trauma, like private subjective loss, involves a
loss of an important part of the self. Kai Erikson writes eloquently
of what happens when a common disaster damages the sense of
communality that binds people together in mutual support.
The two traumas, he adds, are of course closely related, but distinct
in the sense that either can take place in the absence of the other.
124 Birth of music in the context of loss
The insight that comes from mourning is different from that which
comes from the lifting of repression. Loss needs to be acknowl-
edged, to be sure, and this is the task of the observing ego. It may
even require cognizance of the fact that a particular emptiness is
not to be averaged out. It is irremediable: notes on the keyboard
are missing; the melody broken.
So what is needed is not only an observing ego but one with the
capacity for self-comforting such that painful affective states can be
Birth of music in the context of loss 125
***
Adam reached back for his mother's comforting song and soothed
himself with it when he anticipated the fear of coming across big
fish while snorkeling. When he found another little fish like himself
he offered him his friendship through music.
The embattled woman in the Lodz ghetto who listened to her
own voice singing "became" two people and, even though it was a
sad song, no longer felt lonely.
Adam's grandfather lost his life-companion to a nursing home.
Her mind slowly dying, he compared her paradoxical presence and
absence to him with the pain of a phantom limb. He dreamed as
follows.
He saw his wife approaching on an empty street. She was wear-
ing a black lace dress reminiscent of one his mother wore on special
occasions. They embraced and danced slowly, shyly, solemnly, as
in their ritual first dance at their wedding fifty years ago - several
steps together forward, then walking side by side holding hands,
then several steps dancing backward, and again walking side by
side. The melody was a light airy dance tune with German lyrics
that he remembered from an old 78 r.p.m. record from childhood.
He had never spoken the language and only barely understood it,
but he remembered these words: Schon ist das leben, wenn die musik
spielt (Life is beautiful, as long as the music plays).
He awoke moved but puzzled, because it was the tune on the
other side of the record that he had really loved and now he could
not recall it. Then, suddenly, he did. This melody was slower,
nostalgic, with downward progressions and somber ending. The
words were unsparing, fateful: Es gibt nur einmal. es kommt nicht
wieder. Das ist ein scherz, ein traumerei. (It happens but once, it
126 Birth of music in the context of loss
***
We turn now to internalization and affect regulation. According to
current developmental studies, what the infant internalizes is the
process of mutual affect attunement, fittedness, and regulation and
not the object itself or part-objects. There is general agreement, for
example, that the internalization of the soothing quality of good
affective attunement in early infant- caregiver relationships is the
source of affect regulation itself - the capacity to differentiate,
tolerate and modulate painful affect states.
Neuroscience has much to contribute to this discussion, if with a
different terminology. "Experience-dependent internal regulatory
systems" (Schore, 1996, 1997b) or "internal representations of
external human interpersonal relations" (Hofer, 1984, 1990) encap-
sulate the essence of the psychoanalytic concept of "internalization"
as the transformation of external interactions into intrapsychic
structure and dynamics.
Neuroscience holds that the primary caregiver acts as a "hidden"
regulator of chemical agents that influence the maturation of
centers in the temporal and orbital frontal cortices (Hofer, 1990).
Affect-regulating experiences, as in mutual gaze and facial mirror-
ing, become imprinted in the right orbital frontal cortex and trigger
high levels of endogenous opiates in the child's growing brain.
These are responsible for the pleasurable qualities of social inter-
action, affect and attachment and may have an enduring effect on
the ability to modulate affect and · tolerate negative affect states
(Schore, 1996, 1997b).
Other studies in neuroscience further support the affect-
regulating significance of the internalized caretaker. Moreover,
the withdrawal of these sensorimotor interactions from the begin-
ning and extending into one's contemporary life has a continuing
demonstrable effect on one's mind and internal biologic systems.
Birth of music in the context of loss 127
How well this " matches" Freud's repeated assertions (in the 1895
" Project" (pp. 327- 330) and the "Dream Book" (1900- 1901: 565-
567)), foreshadowing the following:
***
At the outset we asked: "What dreams, memories or maps go into
the body of Song to orient one in an uncertain reality?" Our
journey has led from developmental psychology, through clinical
neurology, trauma theory and psychobiological aesthetics, pointing
finally to internalization as one possible key to affect regulation.
Summarizing, the emotional response to music lies in the self-
recognition and self-soothing to be found there. It represents an
externalized auxiliary body ego built in concordance with the
tension and release patterns of neurobiological rhythms (cf.
Chapter 5 on music as temporal prosthesis) as well as the structure
of affects.
A person seeks music as a temporal/rhythmic holding environ-
ment within which one can feel both stimulated and protected as in
neonatal life by the responsive presence of the mother. At that
time, infant and primary caretaker together formed a nonverbal
system that contained the tension and release of affect within
tolerable limits.
130 Birth of music in the context of loss
***
Let us suppose we are about to enter a new situation with few
anticipatory clues as to what to expect. At our disposal are a
number of different facets of one's self or identity to deploy and
project like antennae or radar to probe the atmosphere. Intuiting
the presence or absence of aspects of one's self in others goes a long
way initially to allay or alert, confirm or discomfit.
This may be conceptualized in various ways: significant internal-
izations, "feeling-forms of identity," representations of one's body
ego. It is an automatic and preliminary narcissistic test of how well
one's bodily self-feelings are attuned to resonate with unfamiliar
others.
When the new territory to be explored is some creative activity
of one's own, such narcissistically-based testing - intrinsic to any
initial approach to novelty - is probably central. Is it perhaps
because the creative impulse puts so much at stake, springing from
so intimate a need and attached to so bold an aspiration?
down and magnified, that she recognized. Her own creative efforts
of decomposing and recomposing on the canvas (Nietzsche's "shat-
tering and rebuilding") allowed her to experiment and discover out
there the healing process of loss and recovery.
The feeling-forms of her body-ego, projected, could be played
with, refined and perfected in the course of making art. Working on
the canvas offered a better external scaffold or prosthesis - a more
proficient auxiliary ego - than her own workaday one. In its
externalized version of decomposing in order to recompose more
ideally, it could provide that improved narcissistic support its
author required in order to function better when deprived of
therapeutic support.
Artistic composition demands a peak level of integration; it
presupposes a prior disassembly before attaining a new assemblage.
To state it another way: art is mind playing repeatedly with
decomposition and reintegration - idealized and realized.
This suggests a rationale as to why participating in art, either
actively or passively, can temporarily "normalize" a mind, even
one crippled with psychosis (e.g. Wolfli; see Rose, 1996). The
artistic act is one of objectification of subjectivity; objectified, it
offers the opportunity for vicarious reintegration. Needless to say,
the same holds equally for an already well-functioning mind to
optimize itself through artistic objectification and reintegration.
The therapeutic value of the arts lies in their offering an oppor-
tunity and a model of high-order reintegration. Either as an
observer or as a participant one may feel consciously that which
may have been unformed and latent - and thereby experience an
enhanced sense of wholeness. Needless to say, this is independent
of the work's creative status, if any.
Creative art, on the other hand, transforms subjective personal
affects into more objective and relatively conflict-free nonverbal
aesthetic forms . If an audience can avoid reflexively rejecting what
is radically new and potentially traumatic (is there enough there
that is reassuringly familiar?) , the objective feeling-forms may
resonate with emotional recognition of one's own mind, illumi-
nated and transcended .
***
Just as the sense of motion plays a crucial a role in listening to
music, this also holds for looking at art. The artists Paul Klee and
Power of implicit motion 141
The real truth ... remains invisible beneath the surface. The
colors that captivate us are not lighting, but light ... diffused
clarity .... It is difficult to catch and represent this, because
the moment is so fleeting. It has to penetrate into our soul. The
formal has to fuse with the Weltenschauung . .. . Simple
motion [is] banal. The time element must be eliminated.
Yesterday and tomorrow as simultaneous. In music, poly-
phony helped .. . to satisfy this need ... . Polyphonic painting
is superior to music in that, here, the time element becomes a
spatial element. (p. 374)
are only now becoming clear. Recent research discloses that the
brain harbors a whole mosaic of interconnected visual receptive
areas. Some cells are responsive to color, others to movement, and
still others to the direction a line makes along a visual field.
The art of Cezanne, the Cubists, of Mondrian and Malevich
reflects the thesis (Zeki, 200 I) that there is a strong relation
between painting and how the brain works. Abstract and rep-
Power of implicit motion 151
A psychoanalyst listens to a
musician listening to himself
composing
These diary entries sound like a struggle with the power of emotions
and an attempt to use atonality as a defense against expressiveness:
specifically, his own feelings about the Holocaust. Composing has
helped him deal with them. " The Holocaust . . . is no intellectual
exercise. It happened . ... The final movement deals not with specific
images and feelings but with inescapable reality." The nature of this
reality: ultimately inexpressible - awesome.
As the diary proceeds we find Kramer thinking less and less about
technical matters and just writing. Musical relationships work and
become more believable when they arise out of intense involvement
with the materials rather than conscious intention. "The process is
not calculated but felt. " Conceptual logic does not always lead to
musical logic. At one point there was a problem about whole-tones.
It went away when he became "less rigid about ... procedures -
allowing in a few foreign notes when they knocked at the door. The
problem was not with the idea but with its realization. "
A psychoanalyst listens to a musician 157
***
As for creative gift and neurotic deficit, they may flourish in their
separate spheres or interact. One need neither demonize nor
romanticize any relationship between them as might appear, so
long as they are not conflated.
One is rare and the other run-of-the-mill. Another distinction is
that with art, as with fine wit, less is more. Reality is permanently
enriched as the world, ever-newly experienced, continues to grow.
Whereas, in the compromise formations , condensations and fusions
of neurotic conflict, reality becomes stereotyped, automatized, con-
stricted. Less is, indeed, less.
Much modern art has to do with highlighting the ambiguity and
irreconcilability inherent in reality; it forces one to acknowledge
and live with the contrasts and the coexistence of logical opposites
and existential conflicts. Like grief, these are incapable of emo-
tional " arbitrage."
A psychoanalyst listens to a musician 161
***
One might like to hope that verbalization and psychoanalytic
insight into oneself could also expand one's perceptual awareness
of the world. Likewise, one might hope that a fine-tuned aesthetic
sensibility could bring knowledge and personal insight. Alas, for
both areas. However much harmonious overlap we may attain
between words and music, thought and feeling, mind and body,
conscious and unconscious, a gap and a mystery will remain.
The urge to overcome the earliest sense that a gap exists between
Self and Other lends itself to later epiphanous experiences pack-
aged in various forms, including mystical, sexual, aesthetic,
chemical, philosophical and religious varieties. It is opposed by
the biological necessity to preserve the integrity of the self. The
tension between the twin impulses for fusion and separateness can
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Index
interactions xi, 8, 54, 127, 130; kinesthetics 91, 116, 127, 135,
affective 3; external 126; 137
narcissistic 34; rhythmic- melodic Klee, Paul 132, 140, 141-3, lSI
123; social 126 Klein, Melanie 41
internalization x, 7, 33, 118, 121, Knoblauch, S.H. 7, 8
126, 138, 155; affect-regulating knowledge 3, 41, 48,85, 161;
xxx; early soothing 133; music imagination stimulating 50
can facilitate 125, 129; symbiotic Kohut, Heinz 32, 33, 46
elements in 130 Kramer, J.D. xi- xii, xiv, xxiv, 78,
interpretation 17-18; effective 40; 83, 84, 85, 104, 106, 110, 153- 8
literary 44; status in Kris, A. 124
psychoanalysis 38; subjective 2; Kuspit, D. 159
verbal 6, 8
intersubjectivity 8; increased Lacan, Jacques xxx
sensitivity to 1 Lake, C. 20-1
intervals 102, 103 Langer, Suzanne 46, 47, 52, 97
intonation I, 116; meaning-laden 36 language xi, xxix, 4, 6- 7, 10, IS, 36,
intrapsychic processes xii, 33, 49, 83-4, 88-9; bodily sources of
50, 119, 123 see also conflict; xxx; clear distinction between
integration; structure subject and object 43; conveying
introspection 15, 141 feelings through 38;
intuition 139; nonrational xviii, 80; intermediation of 130; musical
philosophical-poetic 22 xxiii; nonverbal art and 98;
irrationality xx, 43, 98 symbolization function 37;
irredentism 19- 35 verbalization and 41
irregularity xii, xvii, xviii, xx, xxi, Laub, D. 120, 121
39; hypermetric xix LeDoux, J. 121, 136
Isaacs, S. 41 Levarie, S. 46
isomorphism 47, 52, 54 libido 31, 124; ego and object
Ives, Charles: Fourth Symphony 138
xvii; Putnam's Camp xi-xii; Trio Lichtenstein, H. 31, 138
XXll light 142, 143
linearity 83-4
Jackendoff, R. 14 Lodz 114, 115, 125
Jacques, E. 96 loneliness 115, 127
Jaffe, J. 4 longing 16, 24, 28, 30, 97;
Jahn, Otto xiv unsatisfiable 135
James, William 81 Lord, J. 144
Janet, Pierre 119 loss xxiv, xxv, 24, 34, 123, 124, 139,
Java xix, 82, 84, 110 157; birth of music in the context
jazz x, 7, 10, 100-1 of 112-31
Jews 113, 154 Lourie, R.S. 90
Johnson, Crockett 37 love xxvii, 62, 124; incapacity to 34;
joy xiii, 117 lost 161
judgment 7, 13,56, 75
Magee, B. 134- 5
kairos 94-S Mahler, Gustav: 7th Symphony
Kant, Immanuel 44, 80, 82 xvii; 9th Symphony xxii
Keil, C. 162 Mahler, M. 34, 37
182 Index
tone(s) 8, 36, 98, 103, 116; variations 96, 131; theme and 73,
directedness of 104; dynamic 137, 138
quality of 102; rootless 110 verbalization xxvii, xxix, 6, 7, 40,
Tourette's syndrome 79 53, 115, 130, 161 ; antedated
Tovey, Donald Francis xiv 115
"trace" ix- x vernacular idioms xii
trance states 54 vertical music 83, 84, 85
transference: early discovery of I; "vertical time" 104, 105
idealizing or mirror 31; power of vibration 16, 17, 46
39 vibrato 103
transfigurations 137 violence 94, 99, 109
transformation 41 , 130, 138, vision: aesthetic 21 ; creative 143
145 vocabulary 58
trauma xxxi, 34, 71, 72, 94, 112, vocalization 4, 115
119, 124; affects blocked by 130; voice(s) 4, 11,65,66,67- 8, 115,
affects blocked by 53; blunting 142; father's 118; hollow and
the impact of 109; collective toneless 10; identification of own
externa l 123; emotional 91, 137; mother's 36
memories of 122; loss close to the vomit 70, 71, 72
heart of 123; potential 125, 140, vulnerability 34, 120
159; psychic 120, 145, 158;
undoing and mastery of 72 Wagner, Richard xiv, 51; Tristan
triggering 49, 121, 122, 126 und Isolde 134- 5
Trobriand Islands 82 well-being 54, 116
trust 53; loss of 120 Weltenschauung 142
truth 30, 41 , 161; " historical" 38; Wertheim, N. 136
indestructiblity of 154; partial Whitehead, Alfred North 81 , 95
37 wholeness xxiii, xxiv, 118, 130, 136,
Turner, T. II, 12 160, 162; enhanced sense of 140;
twelve-tone scale see atonality; inner and outer I; psychological
Schoenberg sense of 159
Wilson, L. 144
uncertainty 58, 83; gender 68 Winner, E. 103
unconscious 105, 151 ; dynamic Winnicott D.W . xxviii, 3, 48
121 wish-fulfillment 44, 75
understanding xxiv, 14, 21; wishes 7, 155, 156; repressed 120;
cognitive 40; narrative 122; unconscious 19, 64
skewed xii wit 42
unfamiliarity xvii, xix, 89, 139 withdrawal 42, 107
uniqueness 102, 120 Wittgenstein, Ludwig 37
unity 19, 32, 157; aesthetic 20; lost Wolff, W. 90- 1
23; mother- child 22, 30, 31 ; Wolfli, A. 140
perceptual 158 womb 27, 28, 64
un pleasure 49, 115, 135 women 29- 30, 65; phallic 42
unpredictability xx, 99, 110, 159 words xi, 25, 36- 56; and music
xxii- xxv, 1- 18
values xi, 158 working through 69, III
Van der Kolk, B. 121 , 122
Van Gogh, Vincent 44, 45 Xenakis, Iannis xvii ; Eonta xxii
Index 189