CUM by John Giorno
CUM by John Giorno
CUM by John Giorno
John Giorno
ADVENTURES IN POETRY
I looked
I looked I looked
I looked in the rear
in the rear view
view
mirror
mirror in the rear view mirror
in the rear view mirror and saw
and saw that the pig
that the pig and saw that the pig
and saw that the pig had a service
had a service revolver
revolver had a service revolver
had a service revolver against
against the brother’s
the brother’s forehead
forehead against the brother’s forehead.
against the brother’s forehead.
Shifting
Shifting their feet
their feet slowly
slowly Shifting their feet slowly,
Shifting their feet slowly, chanting
chanting and singing
and singing chanting and singing,
chanting and singing, they begin
they begin the Dance
the Dance they begin the Dance
they begin the Dance Gazing-
Gazing- Into-The-Sun
Into-The-Sun Gazing-Into-The-Sun.
Gazing-Into-The-Sun.
white
white
cum
cum
white cum
white cum
dripping
dripping
dripping
dripping
down
down
her legs
her legs
down her legs
down her legs
large
as Hindu-
clear
derived
brown
as Hindu-derived
eyes
gods
large clear brown eyes,
gods,
disarmingly
they are
easy
vegetarian
manner
they are vegetarian,
disarmingly easy manner,
straight
freezing
out
beans
straight out
freezing beans,
in front
carrots
of me
carrots,
in front of me
and peas
and peas;
As he dialed making
As he dialed, pickles
I made
making pickles;
a mental
canning
note
tomatoes
I made a mental note
canning tomatoes.
of the number
of the number.
“come
out
The pentagon
of that truck
of power come out of that truck
The pentagon of power,
real
with
slow
its missiles
real slow
with its missiles, with your hands
computers
up
computers,
with your hands up
and nuclear
or we’ll blow
warheads
this man’s
and nuclear warheads,
head
is the modern
off
equivalent
or we’ll blow
is the modern equivalent this man’s head off!”
“Alright A bunch
Alright,
of us
hands
A bunch of us
behind
went
your back
to Pepperland
hands behind your back, went to Pepperland
hands
friday
behind
nite
your back friday nite
hands behind your back!”
to catch
Charles Lloyd
the scientists
to catch Charles Lloyd,
who tend
Capt. Beefheart
them
Capt. Beefheart,
the scientists who tend them and Hot
a new
Tuna
priesthood and Hot Tuna.
a new priesthood;
At sunset
Click At sunset
Click,
he boarded
click
his solar
click,
boat
handcuffs
he boarded his solar boat
handcuffs,
to accompany
We were jammed
the sun
tight
to accompany the sun
We were jammed tight.
through
the underworld
and rocket
through the underworld
flight
and rocket flight You remember
to a lifeless
what it was
moon like
to a lifeless moon You remember what it was like
our re-enactment
not
of the worship
to have
of the dead
any worries
our re-enactment not to have any worries.
of the worship of the dead.
as it spurted
out
as it spurted out
The bomb
in great
blew
thick
The bomb blew out in great thick gobs
walls
from the enormous
walls,
head
tore
from the enormous head
a hole
tore a hole
in the ceiling
in the ceiling,
demolished
lavatories
demolished lavatories,
scattered
concrete
and cinderblock
scattered concrete and cinderblock
into the stairway
into the stairway
In his lifetime
and bent
In his lifetime,
steel
a man
beams
produces
and bent steel beams
a man produces encased
billions
in structural
of sperm
concrete
cells encased in structural concrete.
billions of sperm cells
like the one
shown
above
like the one shown above,
magnified
10,000
times
magnified 10,000 times
by an electron
scanning
microscope
A girl
by an electron
screams
scanning microscope.
A girl screams
as fellow
student
as fellow student
lies
dead
lies dead
Go
after
into a two-
National
week
Guard
Go into a two-week after National Guard
downspin
opened
of depression fire
downspin of depression opened fire
that we can’t
shake
that we can’t shake
Thus
A bulging
there develops
vein
Thus there develops
A bulging vein
an eternal
and needle tie
scars an eternal tie
and needle scars between
“tracks
the two
tracks” between the two.
Weathermen
Weathermen
are the most
beautiful
brave
are the most beautiful
brave,
He must dance
wise
constantly
people
He must dance constantly
wise people... facing
young
the sun
gods
facing the sun,
young gods
and he must move
and godliness
on the ground
and godliness. and he must move on the ground
or suspended
in cruel
space
or suspended in cruel space,
at all times
at all times
except
for brief
formal
rest
periods
except for brief formal
rest periods
when the attendants
may wipe
his bleeding
wounds
when the attendants may wipe
his bleeding wounds
with water
and medicines
with water and medicines.
We sat
on the yellow-green
grass
We sat
on the yellow-green grass
fringing
The three
Frog
clung
Lake
together
fringing Frog Lake,
The three
clung together
for a long
time
for a long time
and then
gradually
and then gradually
they began
to come
apart
Thus
they began to come apart.
a hidden
spiritual
power
Thus a hidden
spiritual power
emanates
from them
emanates from them,
influencing
and dominating
others
influencing
and dominating others
without
their being aware
without their being aware
of how
it happens
of how it happens.
His breath
His breath
began
to come
began to come
in sharp
hisses
in sharp hisses
from between
his clenched
teeth
from between
his clenched teeth. “I smell
the Nile
mud
I smell
the Nile mud
and the frogs
and the frogs!”
and the Red
Hoopoo-Headed
and the Red Hoopoo-Headed
Desire-Goddess
Desire-Goddess,
holding
a bow
and arrow
in the hand
holding a bow and arrow
in the hand
and aimed
and aimed;
See me,
feel me
See me, feel me,
tough me,
heal me
touch me, heal me!
fully
twelve
inches
fully twelve inches
and more
long
and more
long
and about
three
inches
and about three inches
so that
in thickness
the symbolical
in thickness.
color
designations so that the symbolical
color designations
of these
directions
of these directions
appear
as a rainbow
appear as a rainbow
of concentric
circular
bands
Still
of concentric circular bands.
euphoric
Still euphoric
from his third
hit
of the day
from his third hit
of the day,
he watches
old men
he watches old men
play
shuffleboard
play shuffleboard
One
charter
pilot
One charter pilot
told
me
told me
that ‘friendly’
opium
shipments
that ‘friendly’
opium shipments
get special
get special
CIA
CIA
clearance
clearance
and monitoring
He was
and monitoring
found
on their flights
in his cell
southward
He was found
on their flights southward
in his cell
out
at 12:45 p.m.
of the country
Saturday
out of the country
at 12:45 p.m. Saturday,
dangling
from the end
of a rope
dangling from the end
of a rope
he had fashioned
out of
he had fashioned out of
torn
strips
of blanket
torn strips
of blanket.
two
or three
flights
two or three flights
without
this ‘protection’
without this ‘protection’
crashed
the cocks
crashed
the cocks
under mysterious
of the two
circumstances young
under mysterious circumstances.” cops
of the two young cops
both
sprawling
both sprawling
With outstretched
legs
with outstretched legs
in their chairs
in their chairs
while their rigid
pricks
while their rigid pricks
tried
to push
through
tried to push through The day
the blue
before
material
The day before
the blue material
the guard
of their pants
had caught
of their pants. Leon
the guard had caught Leon
wrapping
a blanket
wrapping a blanket
around
his neck
around his neck.
“Fuck
me
Fuck me,
kill me
kill me,
do anything
you want
to me
do anything
you want to me,
but do something
to me
but do something to me.”
Binding
his arm
Binding his arm
with a belt
with a belt
to make
his veins
to make his veins
the Greenish-Black
easier
the Greenish-Black
to find
Vulture-Headed
Vulture-Headed
Eater-Goodness
Eater-Goddess,
holding
a baton
holding a baton
in the hand
in the hand;
easier to find,
for his first
hit
of the day
for his first hit
of the day
began
“I’m going
to flow
to go
began to flow I’m going to go
in great
down
throbs there
in great throbs down there
with my fur
hat
Some
with my fur hat
young
and my feathers
users
and my feathers
Some young users and see
shoot
all those
shoot
kids
between
and see all those kids
their toes who are still
between their toes working
or under
in gas
their tongues stations
or under their tongues who are still working
in gas stations
and driving
Warm
dry
rays
cleaning
Warm rays
trucks
from the sun and driving
disk dry cleaning trucks
from the sun disk while I’m
descend making
on the monarch while I’m making
descend on the monarch.
$50,000
a night
$50,000 a night.
I’m going
I’m going
to ram it
up
to ram it up
their asses
their asses.”
One
freak
One freak
runs
into a shop
runs into a shop,
on his ass
on his ass
about 8
Disneyland
pigs
about 8 Disneyland pigs
(keystone
cops
keystone cops,
cowboys
cowboys,
the 7th
cavalary
the 7th cavalary,
etc.),
you can hear
shit
getting
smashed
you can hear shit
getting smashed
and knocked
about If a police
and knocked about officer
in the store
If a police office
in the store is not
in uniform
is not in uniform,
ask him
to show
ask him to show
his identification
his identification.
From
the government
position
From the government position
on the hilltop
in southern
Laos
on the hilltop
stood
in southern Laos,
around
we could see
his couch
the Communist
stood around his couch, lines
when
we could see
two
the Communist lines
great
white swans
when two great white swans
who had come
with the storks
who had come with the storks
flew
Twenty
into the hall
of the big
flew into the hall
bombers
Twenty of the big bombers
unloaded
600 tons
of bombs
unloaded 600 tons of bombs
on enemy
bunkers
on enemy bunkers,
base
camps
base camps
and staging
areas
and staging areas
Fat
Annie
Fat Annie,
a former
prostitute
a former prostitute
and madam
and madam
who became
a heroin
supplier
who became
a heroin supplier
to other
madams
to other madams
and pimps
and pimps
and thereby
opened
the door
and thereby opened the door
to fulfillment
to fulfillment
of all
her wishes
of all her wishes.
and the Red
Horse-Headed
and the Red Horse-Headed
Delight-Goddess
Delight Goddess,
holding
a huge
trunk
holding a huge trunk
of a corpse
of a corpse;
All
three
sections
All three sections
represent
different
versions
represent different versions
of the same
thing
of the same thing,
seen
from various
angles
seen from different angles
of vision
For this tribal
of vision.
war
has
For this tribal war has,
as one
of its prizes
as one of its prizes,
an area
capable
of producing
an area capable of producing,
on an annual
basis
“I got
on an annual basis,
it all
four
now
to ten
I got it all now, tons
baby
four to ten tons
baby,”
of marketable
she boasts
opium
she boasts. of marketable opium.
This is equal
to
This is equal to
from $2-6
million
from $2-6 million After
in Laotian
the bomb
currency After the bomb
in Laotian currency. has been dropped
from the airplane
has been dropped
from the airplane,
the motor
starts
spinning
the motor starts spinning Although
and the bomblets
oil
are dispersed
seepage
in all directions Although oil seepage
are dispersed in all directions. noxious
chemicals
noxious chemicals,
industrial
wastes
“Most
industrial wastes,
of it
debris
Most of it
and silt
I put
debris and silt
on my back
continue
I put on my back to befoul
or in
continue to befoul
my stomach
or in my stomach.
Some
I spend
on men
Some I spend on men.
The rest
Refined
goes
as heroin
to the bank
Refined as heroin
The rest
and sold
goes to the bank.” on the streets
of Los Angeles
and sold on the streets
of Los Angeles,
Mattresses
it would bring
Mattresses,
nearly
chairs
it would bring nearly and other
$900 million articles
$900 million. chairs
and other articles
But the inmates
were set
hurled
fire
But the inmates hurled
were set fire
the unexploded
and sent
canisters
showering
the unexploded canisters
down
back
and sent showering down
to the street
to the crowded
back to the street. streets
to the crowded streets.
the leather
boy
I’ll stick
the leather boy it
clicked
deep
open
inside
a small
I’ll stick it
tube deep inside,
clicked open a small tube I’ll stick it
and shoved
deep inside
the etherlike
I’ll stick it deep inside,
smell Cause
the etherlike smell I’m loose
into Chuck’s
Cause I’m loose...
nostril
into Chuck’s nostril.
Police
said
The belief
Police said
The belief
there were
that those
numerous
who meet
needle
that those who meet
marks violent
there were numerous
deaths
needle marks
violent deaths
on both of
became
Janis’s
evil
arms
spirits
on both of Janis’s arms, became evil spirits
with fresh
needle
marks
with fresh needle marks
on her left
arm
on her left arm. Medical
evidence
they remain
Medical evidence
they remain
revealed
“ghosts
revealed
ghosts”
that Hendrix
until
died
until,
that Hendrix died
having worked
through
out
inhaling
their karmic
vomit
fate
through inhaling vomit
having worked out
due to barbiturate
their karmic fate,
intoxication
they are reborn
due to barbiturate intoxication
they are reborn
into another
realm
into another realm.
Later
When his power
he and a friend When his power
Later he and a friend appears
he initiated
to be waning
he initiated
appears to be waning,
take
the king
a hit
must die
together
the king must die,
take a hit together
so that the power
and spend
can migrate
the evening so that the power can migrate
and spend the evening to a fitter
dozing
receptacle
dozing
to a fitter receptacle.
and watching
television Low-lying
and watching television fog
Low-lying
and rolled
fog
out
in the valleys
replicas
hung in the valleys
and rolled out replicas
soaking
all over
soaking
the universe
the last
all over the universe of autumn’s
leaves
Other
the last of autumn’s leaves.
their resulting
fame
The cum
Often their resulting fame
was warm
is only
The cum was warm
a momentary
when
thing
it fell
is only a momentary thing,
when it fell,
and their material
turned
rewards
cold
and their material rewards
turned cold
are seldom
within
commensurate
seconds
are seldom commensurate. within seconds,
Helmeted
A note
policemen
A note
Helmeted policemen,
thrown
carrying
from a window shotguns
thrown from a window
carrying shotguns
by a prisoner
and tear
said
gas
by a prisoner said: and tear gas,
ran
alongside
the building
ran alongside the building,
ducking
the falling
debris
ducking the falling debris the performance
and stepping
of ritual
over
the performance of ritual
and stepping over
and group
still-smouldering
intercourse
mattresses and group intercourse
still-smouldering mattresses. to attain
release
to attain release
through
orgasmic
self-control
through orgasmic self-control.
“The people
The people
ripping
are tired
ripping
of being treated
the cock
are tired of being treated
and balls
like animals
the cock and balls in hell
from the dead
like animals in hell
man’s
body
from the dead man’s body.
A strange
midday
darkness
A strange midday
darkness
moved
across
much
moved across much I might
of the North
die
American
I might die
continent from
of the North American continent the beating-up
yesterday
from the beating-up
yesterday
but it is
as the sun
worth it
as the sun,
but it is worth it.”
the moon
and the earth
the moon and the earth and the White
came
Eagle-Headed
into alignment and the White Eagle-Headed
came into alignment Mighty-Goddess
Mighty-Goddess,
burning
holding
of the eyes
a club
burning of the eyes;
holding a club
copious
in the hand
flow
in the hand;
of tears
copious flow of tears;
coughing
Inside
coughing;
the United
difficulty
States
in breathing
Inside the United States
difficulty in breathing
we will have
and chest
war
tightness
we will have war.
and chest tightness.
Lewistown
Lewistown
Lewistown
Lewistown
had a gold
had a gold
rush
rush
had a gold rush
had a gold rush
in the eighteen-
nineties
in the eighteen-nineties,
an oil
boom
an oil boom
in the nineteen-
twenties
in the nineteen-twenties,
and a missile
boom
and a missile boom
in the nineteen-
sixties
in the nineteen-sixties—
when
the Air
Force
when the Air Force
built
silos
just outside town
built silos
where
for 150
100
minutemen
years
missiles ago
for 150 minutemen missiles where 100 years ago
amid
the Sioux
the straw-
the Sioux,
colored
Blackfeet
plains and Gros Ventre
amid the straw-colored plains Blackfeet and Gros Ventre
just
hunted
outside
buffalo
town hunted buffalo.
Three
time
bombs
Three time bombs
exploded
in midtown
exploded in midtown
within
minutes
within minutes
of each
other
of each other
early
today
early today,
wrecking
wrecking
the skyscraper
offices
If you are
the skyscraper offices
stopped
of three
If you are stopped of three
and/or
of the country’s
arrested
biggest
and/or arrested
corporations
by the police
of the country’s
by the police, biggest corporations.
you may
remain
silent
you may remain silent;
you do not have
to answer
you do not have to answer
any questions
about
alleged
crimes
about alleged crimes.
A king
may recognize
A king may recognize
no man
as his superior
no man as his superior,
or may yield
precedence
or may yield precedence,
tribute
or homage
tribute or homage
to another
to another,
as kings
have acknowledged
an emperor
as kings have acknowledged
the Carnegie
Corporation
the Carnegie Corporation
has found
that most
but finds
schools it difficult
has found that most schools but finds it difficult
not only
to stay
fail
awake
to educate
to stay awake
children
while
adequately on heroin
not only fail to educate while on heroin,
children adequately
often
but are also
dozing off
“oppressive” often dozing off
but are also “oppressive,” in class
“grim
in class.
grim
and “joyless
and “joyless.”
“Don’t
touch
him
Don’t touch him,
he’s
going
to die
anyway
he’s going to die anyway,
let him
die
let him die,
he’s going
to die
he’s going to die..."
the biggest
the biggest,
longest
longest,
thickest
prick
thickest prick
he had ever
laid
eyes
on
he had ever laid
eyes on.
for which
another
person
for which another person
was mainly
a pretext
was mainly a pretext.
Near
the house
Near the house
are the barn
and silo
are the barn and silo,
cattle
shed
cattle shed
and feeding
corral
wear
and feeding corral,
flowing
machine
garments
shed
wear flowing garments machine shed,
that shield
corncribs
their bodies corncribs,
that shield their bodies, and chicken
from the fierce
house
sun and chicken house.
from the fierce sun
and blowing
sand
and blowing sand
during
the daytime
He maintains
during the daytime.
that there is
He maintains that there is
something
buried
about
his face
systems buried his face
something about systems in my neck
that causes
in my neck
them
that causes them
to be self-stimulating
to be self-stimulating--
offerings
offerings
molded
of butter
molded of butter
feed
the leaping
Now flames
Now feed the leaping flames
Hendrix
(right
and Joplin right),
Hendrix and Joplin
and the spirit
are dead
moves on
for real
and the spirit moves on
are dead for real, toward
back
its next
to back
incarnation
back to back toward its next incarnation.
His satiny
skin
His satiny skin
glistened
At night
in front
At night,
of my eyes
the same
glistened in front of my eyes garments
when he pulled
the same garments
back
protect
when he pulled back. their bodies
protect their bodies
they have
against
a bias
the cold
they have a bias
against the cold.
toward
their most
recently
exhibited
behavior
toward their most recently
exhibited behavior.
The second
exploded
The second exploded
at 1:56
at 1:56
in a men's
room
in a men’s room
at the IBM
offices
at the IBM offices
on the 12th floor
of the building
of the building
on Park Ave
at 55th St
on Park Ave at 55th St.
For traveling
and hauling
For traveling and hauling,
the family
the family
uses both
a station
wagon
uses both a station wagon
and a pickup
truck
and a pickup truck.
Bill
could not
believe
Bill could not believe
his own
ears
his own ears.
Police
have no right
Police have no right
to search
to search
your car
or your car
your car or your home
unless
they have
unless they have
a search
warrant
a search warrant
or probable
cause
or probable cause
The farm
family
The farm family
lives
in a comfortable
oil-heated
house
lives in a comfortable
oil-heated house.
In a scrub
pine
woodland
In a scrub pine
woodland
on undulating
terrain
on undulating terrain
at the west
end
A man’s
body
A man’s body
is his own
is his own,
and when
he gives
his body
and when he gives his body
or his flesh
or his flesh,
he is giving
the only
thing
he is giving the only thing
which really
belongs
to him
which really belongs to him.
We accepted
the principle
We accepted the principle
of revolutionary
suicide
of revolutionary suicide.
I have lost
contact
I have lost contact
with all
my friends
with all my friends
and I don’t know
where
anyone is
and I don’t know
where anyone is.
In effect
In effect,
the United
States
is covering
up
the United States is covering up
and sometimes
subsidizing
and sometimes subsidizing
the opium
traffic
the opium traffic
which it purports
to be eradicating
which it purports to be eradicating.
The high
only lasts
The high only lasts
four
to six
hours
four to six hours.
He fought
with maces
He fought with maces,
daggers
and spears
daggers and spears
on fields
filled
on fields filled
with charging
chariots
with charging chariots
and bronze-tipped
arrows
and bronze-tipped arrows.
Most
and there
important
and there,
Most important
in its innermost
Amanita
depths
muscaria
in its innermost depths,
Amanita muscaria,
on a golden
a crimson-spotted
altar
mushroom
on a golden altar,
among
dragons
Among dragons,
lotus
flowers
a crimson-spotted mushroom,
lotus flowers,
a powerful
brocades
hallucinogen
brocades,
a powerful hallucinogen
peacock
still used
feathers
by Seriban
peacock feathers,
tribesmen
the flicker
still used
of butter
by Serbian tribesmen,
burning
the flicker
of butter burning
in tiny
and a relative
cups
of the milder
in tiny cups,
and a relative
and butter
on the milder
worked
Psilocybe
into elaborate
mexicana
shapes
Psilocybe mexicana,
and patterns
and butter worked
into elaborate shapes
and patterns
for offering
for offering,
to face
to find
with
oneself
to find oneself
face
face to face with
The first
Cum
bomb
dripped
The first bomb Cum dripped
went off
from the corner
at 1:39 of his mouth
went off at 1:39 from the corner
in a hallway
of his mouth,
of the 24th
dripped
floor
from the hole
in a hallway of his ass
of the 34th floor dripped
of the Mobil
from the hole of his ass,
building as his own
of the Mobil building. sperm
as his own sperm
pumped
into Malcomb’s
pumped into Malcomb’s
still convulsing
hole
in a sitting
Still convulsing hole.
position
in a sitting position,
wearing
a jewelled
crown
wearing a jewelled crown See
and clothing
me
and clothing
See me,
of a young
feel
Indian
me
prince feel me,
of a young Indian prince. touch
me
touch me,
heal
me
heal me.
he pulled
Correction
it out
officers
he pulled it out
Correction officers
so the other
with night
kids
sticks
so the other kids
with night sticks
could see
and ax
it
handles
could see it
and ax handles
rammed
crowd
back
together
rammed back crowd together
full
in effort
in to beat
full in
prisoner
to the hilt
in effort to beat prisoner
to the hilt. just pushed
off
working
platform
out
just pushed off platform
working out
of one's
Snow
karma
Snow
of one’s karma,
covers
which consists
the farm
of the consequences
covers the farm
which consists
during most
of the consequences
of the winter
of the good
during most of the winter.
and evil
deeds
Brown
of the good and evil deeds
Rice
committed
Brown Rice
committed
Raisins
in all
Raisins
one’s
Dates
previous
Dates
existences
Rolled
in all one’s
Oats
previous existences.
Rolled Oats
He knows
Do not
He knows
engage in
that the people
Do not engage in
are home
“friendly”
that the people are home
conversations
watching friendly “conversations”
TV
with officers
watching TV. with officers
on the way to
A mother
or at
hog
the station
A mother hog
on the way to
usually
or at the station.
gives
birth
The number
usually gives birth
of cars
to a litter
The number of cars,
to a litter
trucks
of 8 to 10
and buses
pigs
trucks and buses
at a time
registered
of 8 to 10 pigs at a time.
in this country
registered in this country
The inmates
is increasing
called
twice
the guards
as fast
The inmates called
is increasing twice as fast
the guards,
as the human
who found
population
Romano
as the human population
who found Romano
lying
strewn
on the floor
with a profusion
of his cell
of pink
lying on the floor
strewn with a profusion of pink,
of his cell
green
with his throat
and yellow
cut
poppies
with his throat cut. green and yellow poppies.
As the acid
Their muscles
As the acid
were apparently
started
Their muscles were apparently
to come on
so out
started to come on
of condition
we read
so out of condition
the Ching
that they had trouble
we read the Ching, walking
and Hugh
that they had trouble walking,
began
lifting
to cry
objects
and Hugh began to cry. lifting objects
and even
one
sleeping
of the Vietcong’s
and even sleeping.
one of the Vietcong’s
basic
the Soviet-
arms
designed
basic arms
the Soviet-designed
before
assault
it was introduced
rifle
here
assault rifle
before it was introduced here
known
in vast
here
quantities
known here
in vast quantities
as the Kalashnikov
to arm
as the Kalashnikov.
the commandos
to arm the commandos,
Their home
or fedayeen
Their home
or fedayeen.
has one
or more
his life
has one or more
was at a stage
telephones
his life was at a stage
and radios
where
telephones and radios,
a drastic
and a television
change
set
where a drastic change
and a television set.
had to be made
urban
After
guerilla
being beaten
warfare
unconscious
urban guerrilla warfare
After being beaten unconscious
in the United
(see
States
photos
in the United States left and above
see photos left and above)
And he just
prisoner
cried
is dragged
And he just cried
away
and cried
prisoner is dragged away
and cried
by guards
and cried
by guards
and cried.
Moments
where
after
its lord
Moments after
where its lord
his last
lay
hit
in the great
of the day
hall
his last hit of the day
lay in the great hall
Tom’s
on his downy
eyes
cushions
are dilated
on his downy cushions
Tom’s eyes are dilated,
covered
bright
with a leopard
and brimming
skin
bright and brimming.
covered with a leopard skin.
I love
I love
you
you I love you
I love you
and when
and when I think
I think
this
this
and when I think this
and when I think this
I flip
I flip
I flip
I flip
and in its phallic
and in its phallic
form
form
and in its phallic form
and in its phallic form
the ancients
the ancients
saw
saw
the ancients saw
the ancients saw
a replica
a replica
a replica
a replica
of there fertility
of the fertility
god
god
of the fertility god
of the fertility god
himself
himself
himself.
himself.
The colors
The colors
of such
of such
drawings
drawings
The colors of such drawings
The colors of such drawings
were supposed
were supposed
to change
to change
and induce
and induce
after-images
after-images
and induce after-images
and induce after-images
upon
upon
extended
extended
scrutiny
scrutiny
upon extended scrutiny
upon extended scrutiny
and meditation
and meditation
and meditation
and meditation
The kitchen
The kitchen
The kitchen
The kitchen
has a modern
has a modern
stove
stove
has a modern stove
has a modern stove
and an electric
and an electric
refrigerator
refrigerator
and an electric refrigerator.
and an electric refrigerator.
A thick
cascade
A thick
A thick cascade
cascade
of cum
A thick cascade
of cum
of cum
flowed
of cum
from his cock
flowed
tip
from his cock
flowed from his cock tip,
tip
billowing
flowed from his cock tip,
billowing
billowing
over his penile
billowing
shaft
over his penile
over his penile shaft,
shaft
over his balls
over his penile shaft,
and hand
over his balls
over his balls and hand. and hand
over his balls and hand.
the changes
the changes
the changes
to the human
the changes
body
to the human
to the human body
body
brought
to the human body
about
brought
brought about
about
by weightlessness
brought about
by weightlessness by weightlessness
by weightlessness
These phenomena
involve
These phenomena
These phenomena involve
involve
the conversion
These phenomena involve
of matter
the conversion
the conversion of matter
of matter
into energy
the conversion of matter
into energy,
into energy
and vice versa
into energy,
and vice versa, and vice versa
and vice versa,
the card
the card
showing
showing
a tower
a tower
the card showing a tower
the card showing a tower
being struck
being struck
by lightning
by lightning
being struck by lightning
being struck by lightning
and two
and two
men
men
and two men
and two men
running
running
from it
from it
running from it.
running from it.
Suffering
Suffering Suffering,
Suffering,
therefore
therefore
therefore,
therefore,
is the karmic
is the karmic
consequence
consequence
is the karmic consequence
is the karmic consequence
of one’s
of one’s
past
past
sins
sins
of one’s past sins
of one’s past sins
Cultivate
Cultivate Cultivate
Cultivate
means
means
to stir
to stir
the soil
the soil
means to stir the soil
means to stir the soil
around
around
growing
growing
plants
plants
around growing plants
around growing plants
to kill
to kill
weeds
weeds
to kill weeds.
to kill weeds.
The third
blew
The third
The third blew
blew
at 2:02
The third blew
at 2:02
at 2:02
in a men’s
at 2:02
room
in a men’s
in a men’s room
room
in the offices
in a men’s room
of Sylvania
in the offices
Electric
of Sylvania
in the offices of Sylvania Electric
Electric
in the General
in the offices of Sylvania Electric
Telephone
in the General
Building
Telephone
in the General Telephone Building Building
in the General Telephone Building
known
as hadrons
known
known as hadrons,
as hadrons
that interact
known as hadrons,
with one
that interact
another
with one
that interact with one another
another
in ways
that interact with one another
controlled
in ways
in ways controlled
controlled
by the most
in ways controlled
powerful
by the most
force
powerful
by the most powerful force
force
in nature
by the most powerful force
in nature,
in nature
the so-called
in nature,
the so-called
the so-called
“strong
the so-called
force
“strong
Strong force.” force
Strong force.”
Skip
Skip
and Jack
and Jack
Skip and Jack
Skip and Jack
are now
are now
in jail
in jail
are now in jail
are now in jail awaiting
awaiting
trial
trial
awaiting trial
awaiting trial
of federal
of federal
charges
charges of federal charges
of federal charges of harboring
of harboring
and concealing
and concealing of harboring and concealing
of harboring and concealing a fugitive
a fugitive
a fugitive,
a fugitive, they had
they had
trouble
trouble
they had trouble
they had trouble when they lay
when they lay
down
down when they lay down
when they lay down to sleep
to sleep
to sleep
to sleep
because
because
they felt
they felt
because they felt
because they felt that great
that great
pressures
pressures that great pressures
that great pressures were pushing
were pushing
through
through
them
them were pushing through them
were pushing through them to their backs
to their backs
to their backs.
to their backs.
and men
and men
and men
clad
and men
in armor
clad
clad in armor in armor
riding
clad in armor
fiery
riding
Arab
fiery
steeds Arab
riding fiery Arab steeds steeds
as white
riding fiery Arab steeds
as silver as white
as white as silver, as silver
with quivering
as white as silver,
red
with quivering
nostrils red
with quivering red nostrils nostrils
and flown
with quivering red nostrils
manes
and flown
reaching
manes
to the ground
reaching
and flowing manes
to the ground
reaching to the ground. and flowing manes
reaching to the ground.
to preclude
future
to preclude
suffering
future
to preclude future suffering suffering
by eliminating
to preclude future suffering
those desires by eliminating
by eliminating those desires
those desires
which produce
by eliminating those desires
which produce which produce
which produce
Their bonds
Their bonds
Their bonds
are $30,000
Their bonds
each
are $30,000
are $30,000 each. each
are $30,000 each.
who constructed it
who constructed it
who constructed it
who constructed it
did not
did not
want
want
their enemies
their enemies
did not want their enemies
did not want their enemies
to trail
to trail
them
them
to trail them,
to trail them,
they built
they built
no roads
no roads
they built no roads
they built no roads
and they constructed
and they constructed
their houses
their houses
and they constructed their houses
and they constructed their houses
with high
with high
gables
gables
with high gables,
with high gables,
covered
covered
with grass
with grass covered with grass,
covered with grass,
that would blend
that would blend
into the landscape
into the landscape
that would blend into the landscape.
that would blend into the landscape.
“I could
“I could
look
look
“I could look
“I could look
upon
upon
my total
my total
ruin
ruin
upon my total ruin
upon my total ruin
with as detached
with as detached
an unconcern
an unconcern
with as detached an unconcern
with as detached an unconcern
as I look
as I look
upon
upon
theirs
theirs
as I look upon theirs.”
as I look upon theirs.”
“Anti-personnel”
“Anti-personnel”
weapons
weapons
“Anti-personnel” weapons
“Anti-personnel” weapons
range
range
from bombs
from bombs
range from bombs
range from bombs
which spin
which spin
thousands
thousands
of killing
of killing
and maiming
and maiming
pellets
pellets
which spin thousands
which spin thousands
of killing and maiming pellets
of killing and maiming pellets
over an area
over an area
ten
ten
football
football
fields
fields
long
long
over an area
over an area
ten football fields long,
ten football fields long, to projectiles
to projectiles
to projectiles
to projectiles
that “shred”
that “shred”
people
people
that “shred” people
that “shred” people
and “nail”
and “nail”
them
them
to trees
to trees
and “nail” them to trees.
and “nail” them to trees.
The conch
The conch
shell
shell The conch shell
The conch shell
is blown
is blown
to announce
to announce
is blown to announce
is blown to announce
the auspicious
the auspicious
occasion
occasion
the auspicious occasion.
the auspicious occasion.
As the strokes
As the strokes
became
became
longer
longer
As the strokes became longer,
As the strokes became longer,
Tom heard
Tom heard
a sigh
a sigh
of appreciation
of appreciation
Tom heard a sigh of appreciation
Tom heard a sigh of appreciation
from the audience
from the audience
from the audience
from the audience
as they watched
as they watched
nine
nine
as they watched nine,
as they watched nine,
eleven
eleven
eleven,
eleven,
and even thirteen
and even thirteen
inches
inches
and even thirteen inches
and even thirteen inches of black
of black
cock
cock
of black cock
of black cock
come out
come out
of his white
of his white
asshole
asshole
come out of his white asshole
come out of his white asshole
and then plunge
and then plunge
all the way
all the way In
In
and then plunge all the way in
and then plunge all the way in
out
out
of sight
of sight
out of sight.
out of sight.
Arjuna
Arjuna
Arjuna
Arjuna
sets out
sets out
toward
toward
the Himalayas
the Himalayas
sets out toward the Himalayas
sets out toward the Himalayas
in order
in order
to win
to win
in order to win
in order to win
the grace
the grace
of the God
of the God
Shiva
Shiva
the grace of the God Shiva.
the grace of the God Shiva.
It was engineered
It was engineered
by 25
by 25
Weathermen
Weathermen
It was engineered by 25 Weathermen
It was engineered by 25 Weathermen
who came
who came
from all over
from all over
the country
the country
who came from all over the country
who came from all over the country
and spent
and spent
six weeks
six weeks
and spent six weeks
and spent six weeks
planning for
planning for
planning for
planning for
“all
“all contingencies
contingencies
all contingencies.”
all contingencies.”
He hopes
He hopes
to procure
to procure
He hopes to procure
He hopes to procure from Him
from Him
the divine
the divine
arrow
arrow
the divine arrow
the divine arrow
to help him
to help him
and his brothers
and his brothers to help him and his brothers
to help him and his brothers in their coming
in their coming
war
war
in their coming war
in their coming war
If it
falls
It it
If it falls
falls
rightside
If it falls
up
upside
rightside up,
down
it indicates
upside down,
it indicates
it indicates
an overthrow
it indicates
of social
imprisonment
order
or bondage
an overthrow of social order,
imprisonment or bondage.
or an unforeseen
catastrophe
Last
or an unforeseen catastrophe.
Sept. 13
Last Sept. 13
another
Leary
man
Leary
another man scaled
circles
a 12-foot
about them chain
circles about them, fence
aiming
scaled a 12-foot chain fence.
an 8-mm
movie
seemed
camera stunned
aiming an 8-mm movie camera by the bright
and occasionally
orange
murmuring
carpets
directions
by the bright orange carpets,
and occasionally murmuring royal
directions. blue
upholstered
holding
chairs
a popper
royal blue upholstered chairs
holding a popper and the gleaming
to Chuck’s
escalators
contorting
and the gleaming escalators.
face
to Chuck’s contorting face.
came
If there
the sound seems
came the sound, If there seems
at first
to be no
low
particular
at first low,
direction
then
to be no particular direction
rising
in which you should
in volume travel
then rising in volume in which you should travel
until
and you can see
it resounded
hills
until it resounded
and you can see hills,
from the beamed
head
ceiling toward them
from the beamed ceiling head toward them,
like a foghorn
for the likeliest
like a foghorn: place
“oooOOOMMMMMMM
for the likeliest place
oooOOOMMMMMMM!"
to locate
water
to locate water
will be
at their base
I could
will be at their base.
feel
I could feel
the hot
its drug
sperm its drug
the hot sperm was a purer
running
form
out
was a purer form
running out
of the god’s
in spurts
own
in spurts. spermatozoa
of the god’s own
spermatozoa
At the conclusion
At the conclusion
At the conclusion,
At the conclusion,
a pipe
a pipe
is taken
is taken
to the singers
to the singers
and drummers
and drummers
a pipe is taken
a pipe is taken
to the singers and drummers
to the singers and drummers to indicate
to indicate
their work
their work
is finished
is finished to indicate their work is finished.
to indicate their work is finished.
These rays
These rays
are then
are then
These rays are then
These rays are then almost
almost
instantaneously
instantaneously
transformed
transformed almost instantaneously transformed
almost instantaneously transformed
back
back
into new
into new
particles
particles
back into new particles.
back into new particles.
he has kissed
he has kissed
the sky
the sky
he had kissed the sky
he had kissed the sky like a falcon
like a falcon
like a falcon;
like a falcon;
he has leapt
he has leapt
skyward
skyward he has leapt skyward
he has leapt skyward like a grasshopper
like a grasshopper like a grasshopper."
like a grasshopper."
Let
Let
the wise
the wise
man
man
Let the wise man Let the wise man
make
make
for himself for himself
make for himself make for himself
an island
an island
an island
an island
which no flood
which no flood
overwhelms overwhelms
which no flood overwhelms
which no flood overwhelms
I am
I am
armed
armed
I am armed
I am armed
and should
and should
be considered
be considered
and should be considered and should be considered
dangerous
dangerous
dangerous
dangerous
to anyone
to anyone
who threatens
who threatens
my life
my life
to anyone who threatens
to anyone who threatens
my life
my life
or my freedom or my freedom
or my freedom. or my freedom.
1970
CUM was first performed by Michael Brody and me
at The 98 Greene Street Loft on March 29, 1971.
We stood facing each other inside a chalk circle
in the center of the loft space with AKG micro-
phones and four speakers at the corners. Michael
had the left column of the poem and I had the
right. We chanted and sang and screamed the words
in mantric rhythms to each other. In another
chalk circle six musicians played: Angus MacLise
on tabla, Hette on tamboura, Scott Markham on
drums, Matthew on double bass recorder, Michael
McClanathan and another cat on flute. The audi-
ence sat on foam rubber cushions around us. We
were like with red fresnels, the musicians with
purple and the audience with blue and green.
There was a party afterwards with red wine and
Holly Solomon’s sponge cake. Michael, the music-
ians and I did some Sunshine for the performance.
JG