Vouloir L'amour-Erotic Poetry

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vouloir
l'amour

POEM
BY C
DEAN

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vouloir
l'amour
POEM
BY C
DEAN
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fp: “Butterflies” Odilon Redon, , 1910

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PUBLISHERS
INTRODUCTIO
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Ohh what be this

vouloir
l'amour
Ahh dean thee hast again
stunned us with thy verbiage
what be this be it no more
than some trite existential
proem on human angst some
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trite doggerel on the mundane


Or perhaps dean thy work
be a symbolist humbug on
naught but rigmarole Or
perhaps say ye a monologue
on the mystical an upaya-
kausalya Perhaps dean thy

vouloir
l'amour be a

mystical hymn on the

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mystery of love dean be thee


an Hafiz a Sufi mystic
pronouncing on the inner
secrets of the love
drunkedness of the dervish
be thee a Qutub a master of
secret insights into the
nature of the divine Ahh

dean be thy vouloir


l'amour be the sighs

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of a Saint John of the


cross in a dark night of the
soul reach up into the light
into the light Or again a
secret journey into the El
Castillo Interior of Saint
Teresa Sánchez de Cepeda
y Ahumada take thy journey
pilgrim andst enter into the
inner world of the andst
learn based on thy abilities

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PREFACEWhere be love ever


we seek the ardent andst the meek we
seek love in all places up andst down
outside BUT perhaps be the real
true love doth commeth fromst within
perhaps until we love ourselves we
seek in vain outside ourselves if love
cometh fromst within thenst perhaps
thenst we canst love each andst each
untainted by selfishness the world
blooms perhaps thru love that
commeth fromst within thenst all is
love andst love beeth all
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Weary lie hear I andst sigh sigh


I in this vale of tears the song of
Custance sigh sigh I on my pillow
on my embroidered bed sigh I sigh

“I am weary .. Let me dream I am dead


Nevermore to wake and weep
In the future that I dread..
For “ The juice of creation

Is venom and blood


And torture is master
Of earth and flood
All nature is teeming
With claw and fang”

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doth sing Lee-Hamilton with the


sighs of I ast lay hear I cloaked
in sky of a midwinters moonless
night frosty hues glittering light
cold tints thru the hair of I Ahh
Ahh look the thoughts of I fly
fromst the mind of I ast butterflies
black twinkling like dust coloured
fromst the brain of I butterflies doth
fly butterflies fromst the brain of I
Look Looketh howeth they weave
in words the thoughts of I o’er the
dank dark air Ahhh Look
Looketh howeth the tears of I
weave the thoughts of I o’er the
pillow of I Look Looketh howeth
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the thoughts of I tears doth weave


the thoughts of I ast lay hear I in
garment of icy gauze andst cloth of
shadows no warmth to delight with
ecstasies of passions only but
harpies andst scorpions that sting
andst spiders that bite crawling thru
the brain of I with Ohh Ohh that
craving heart of I craving for
something to love midst this tomb of
shouting ghouls andst dark
loneliness with this soul of I in
craving distress for paradise curled
in the arms of something Look
Looketh howeth those butterflies
black flying fromst the brain of I
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Looketh howeth they weave in


words the thoughts of I Read
Read See these words painted in
dark tints dark spangles glittering in
the darkness of the night of I veiled
in the curtain of my emptiness cut of
cut off fromst all the loveliness all
the beauty of a world of love where
the white dove flutters o’er flowery
blooms andst the sun above beauty
marvellous bursting sunflower of
light bright BUT Ahh See Read
Read See wilted flowers flutter to
the languid breath of I ast see I
with no escape the landscape of the
House of Usher andst the Abbey
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in the Oak Forest shadowed hues


of decay tree limbs in deaths agony
twisted around I lay ast lay hear I
on pillow on embroidered bed around
I on leprous stems surround I
flowers of the dead lilies wilt andst
asphodels wither clustered in
miasmic heaps that smother andst
stop I fromst sleep ast lay about
like beads the tears of I diadems of
sorrows that fromst I do flow that
crown cluster o’er the pillow of I
like flowers of the dead o’er that
tomb of flesh of I they spread
interlaced with those butterflies black
flying fromst the brain of I they
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rack the mind of I say in torments


lament I in this night tangled weeds
seep thru the brain of I andst sing
I sigh I with Walter de Casseres

I feel unuttered melodies


I tread the far world-dotted way
I strive in vain to touch the skies-
The music deep within me dies
My wild heart roams beyond the stars
But only knows a plaintive wail
While something still within me bars
The dreams from being more than sighs-
The music deep within me dies
And leaves my grief an untold tale

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Wail I out the tale of love unmet


Fret I with flesh like fruit blet
Ahh this woe this lonli…BUT
wait what be this what be this an
ember that deeeep deep within I that
begins to glow begins to heat this
flesh of I be it love doth true love
fromst outside not come BUT
commeth fromst within true love be
fromst deep deep within to burn to
burn with a truer flame than that that
commeth fromst without OOOH
Look Looketh one butterfly black
doth turn to blue wait See See one
other to red thenst another to yellow

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golden bursts of flame fluttery flying


fromst the brain of I that now
weave in words the thoughts of I
painting on now what be the
opalescent air ast lay hear I I
cloaked in the rose glow of sunsets
hues glittering light opaline tints
thru the hair of I with now with
now garment of glowing silk andst
cloth of rainbow coloured glow what
warmth what glorious delight with
ecstasies of passions See See
those painted iridescent words those
words of luculent resplendent fire
that sing melodies of love amour
fromst that flame that flame up-
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curled in this heart of I canst thee


See See on that limbs tip decayed a
flowery bud doth form thenst burst
into fire each limb on each dead tree
cascades of blooms bursting along
each limb golden blooms honey-
scented blossom of fire revelry of
light ecstasies of perfumes rapturous
each fiery bloom dancing dancing
with the odorous breath with the
orchidaceous sighs of I golden
flowers flaming clusters dazzling
petals that streak the sunlit airs
points of fluttering flickering flames
that melt the dolour of I that liquefy
the loneliness of I into streams the
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liquidity flows where fish tinted in


hues of gold and silver splash
gambol to disappear in a flash of
light Ahhh didst seek I love
without I hast found love within
that brightens the worlds fromst
this heart of its fire its passions
deep love love this lyric cry I aloud
to swamp the earth in blooms to
caresses each vale of tears with the
melodies that up well fromst this
heart of I tuned on the breath of I
burning fromst the lips this mouth of
I that sings sings this song of love
this music that love hast taught I to
sing to kiss the world with soft
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tones these tunes that doth pour


fromst the heart of I fromst the lips
of I that spring forth fire this voice
of I of sweetness andst delight that
dissolve thy pain andst loneliness
that melts thy sorrows andst
dissolve shadows that clock thy soul
in distress in dolours languishment
that ends thy long nights of woe
Look Looketh the Fauns and
Fairies waketh ‘neath the flowery
blooms Naiads andst Nymphs
begin to dance to dance around the
silvery stems of flowery plants in
rapture they their feet do tap out
sparks of flaming fires glittering
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eyes flash in ecstasies of passions


delights entrancing ravishment in
bliss ast around anemones and roses
red they dance perfumed with
sandalwood andst myrrh their hair
gem sparkling flows to the breathings
of love of I entwining each to each
stems interlacing rhythmical feets
soft beat fairies dance See See their
sparkling feet twinkling o’er waters
face tingling gleaming splinters of
sparkles garland peacocks prancing
gorgeous tints of sapphires andst
gold andst silver eyes that smile
burnished bright they prance dance to
the breathings of I to the loves
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hearts beatings outspread their fans


jewelled with a million suns azure
crimson sunsets colours aflame
paint the sky in emerald and violets
shimmering splashes of yellows and
golds coat chrysanthemums with the
rapture of my sighs that flutter o’er
they the butterflies fluttery flying
fromst the brain of I that now
weave in words the thoughts of I
flecked with sunlight this new life
that hast now begun fromst the brain
of I butterflies doth fly butterflies
fromst the brain of I

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ISBN 978187634704X

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