SUMMARY:
A NEW GIRL WAS BORN
Perez, Shareen Eauoui G.
12 HUMSS C2
I am what everybody thinks, as of now I can’t say that I fully know myself. But to cut this short, they say I look like a strong
independent because I kept doing things on my own while making others happy. I make good friends; all I want is a friend who listens
to me every time, not just to my silly jokes or my dramas but to everything that I’ve never told anyone. This is a precious dream I’ve
ever wanted, soon enough I’ll have it.
“The best way to start a day is by welcoming it with a smile”,
but how do you usually start your day? Is it with a smile or
probably thinking of “another day, another downs”? As of me I
don’t know, but we all have to be thankful for a new day. As I
open my eyes grabbing the phone to turn off the alarm and
have a nice nap again, it is my everyday routine. I often get
bored that I wish the flow of the time will change, that
something other than scolding is going to happen.
“Sasha was a hunter. She went into the world, became a
soldier, shot people far yonder, and got herself shot. I
reckon Sasha died 'cuz she wandered in the forest too
long.” -Mr. Braus
I am not a soldier nor a hunter and I didn’t wander the forest
for too long but why did my past kept getting onto my way? I
didn’t shoot anyone but why am I being imprisoned by the
most terrifying days of my life? Why didn’t anyone tried to
rescue the little girl when she seeks help, from the people on
the other side of the wall she’s leaning? Are they afraid to ask
or it’s just they never remember that girl because she appears
to be a strong independent young lady now?
Find the people who will make you feel happy. There are a lot
of them that makes me happy and I put my full trust on them
just because I thought they do the same to me. But when that
time comes when that I realize I put too much trust on them,
that is the perfect chance to stab me at the back and giving me
an evil smile that I will never forget ‘til today. I felt like I was
born again but with different attitude, beliefs, strengths, flaws,
but never knew my own weaknesses.
I was once tripped by a rock and I couldn’t stand because it
wounded my knees, the wound is like an infection it spread
throughout my entire body. And for that it leaves a scar on me
an incurable disease, I fought it for many years now but no one
had the guts to touch the wound or even look on it. Besides I
don’t want them to know about it too. But when will it be
healed? Who will dare to create a cure? Who is going to stay
beside a girl with virus?
“Find the people who will make you feel happy.” There might
be people who stay and make me happy, but there are still
some who will unexpectedly leave I prepared myself to face
that but it has never been easy. But to have someone other
than human to stay on my side when I felt like abandoned by
many, there is this someone with four paws, long hair, big eyes,
and someone who has the sweetest, true, and loyal smile. If
you have this “someone” make sure not to hurt them or
abandon them. Because despite of being the filthy virus they
won’t mind and will stay by our side forever.
Every day is like a puzzle if you want it to be perfectly fit inside
a frame, you have to find every puzzle piece you need. Just like
the moon that won’t shine unless there is the sun to support it,
a rubric that won’t be perfectly built if a block is missing. So if I
am going to find that missing piece to completely finish myself I
will explore, find new things, communicate just like what I
usually do. And because of that I found friends who makes me
laugh and make me forget the pain of experiencing death like
past.
Despite of having this these people leaving me, I still have to be
thankful that they passed by, right? That for the short time they
spent with me it is still much appreciated. Things are not
forever but to have people who will stay is much happier.
Maybe I just don’t find them now but soon enough when I
gather my confidence to share my own story on how I was born
twice, I will definitely tell them as if I was creating a movie that
even those who can’t speak will be moved.
ROME IS NOT BUILD IN A DAY, AND SO OUR STORIES.
