Prema-Samputa: by Çréla Viçvanätha Cakravarti Thäkura
Prema-Samputa: by Çréla Viçvanätha Cakravarti Thäkura
Prema-Samputa: by Çréla Viçvanätha Cakravarti Thäkura
Hearing this, Lalita and Viçakha came before the disguised Kåñëa and
said: “O slender girl, who are You? Where are You from? Why have You
come here?” But Lord Kåñëa did not reply.
“Are You now separated from Your love? Are You sorry to see some
faults in him? Maybe You are afraid because You offended him in some
way? Or maybe some of Your enemies have gossiped about You with
Your lover? Or maybe Your husband is not so great, and for that You
feel some disgust in Your mind, after which You have become attached
to some other, rare man, for which You, like Me, are chastised by Your
superiors with harsh words. That must be why You are so sad.
“O slender girl. Has Your co-wife, blinded with pride over her fortune,
pierced Your heart with the arrows of her harsh words? No, that is not
possible, for who could be more beautiful than You? O moon-faced girl,
from Mother Paurnamasi I have heard the story of Mohini. Who could
enchant Lord Çiva other than Her? But even when he was enchanted,
You were not! But now, when Lord Hari will cast His glance at You,
even You will be enchanted. It will be very amusing to see You enchant
each other!”
Hearing these words, the disguised Kåñëa covered His whole body with
His veil to cover the goose pimples of ecstasy that appeared on His
skin. Seeing this, Çrémati Rädhäräni said: “O sakhi! Are You suffering
from something? Do You have pain in Your chest, back or head? O
Viçakha, quickly get the valuable oil My father lovingly gave Me and
that can cure all diseases. That oil is the very form of My father’s love,
so I will softly rub the body and head of this beautiful girl with it with
My own hand. Then all the pain will go from Her limbs. I will remove
Her pain by bathing Her in very fragrant lukewarm water which will
cure Her and make Her happy. Then She will be able to speak clearly
with us.”
After some time of massaging the girl, Çrémati Rädhäräni noticed that
Her condition had not changed. She told Her friends: “I was dedicated
to speaking sweet words and curing Her by massaging Her carefully
and lovingly with oil, but still this girl just sits there, saying nothing.
Then I understood She might be a pretender. Maybe She isn’t in any
pain. Anyway, I will try again by applying the elixir obtained from
Dhanvantari. That will nourish Her.
“If I can make the lotus-like palms of the king of the kunjas touch the
breasts of this girl, She will laugh, shriek and call out. What more can I
say? She will make Me smile watching the increase of Her lust!”
Hearing these words, beautiful Kåñëa covered the smile that appeared
on His lotus-like face with His veil, which He pulled over His curly locks
with His delicate fingers. Çrémati Rädhäräni and Her friends were
astonished. They became like cakora birds, drinking the nectar of Lord
Kåñëa’s words as He began to speak with a perfectly imitated woman’s
voice.
Lord Kåñëa replied: “Why do you doubt that I am Your friend? Although
I am a goddess, I am Yours! Believe Me when I tell You that I want to
become Your maidservant, having tasted a drop of the ocean of Your
love, Your form and Your qualities. Please listen to Me now. You must
remove the heartache I feel, which is very intense.
After hearing Çrémati Rädhäräni’s sweet jokes, Kåñëa coloured His lips
with His sweet smile and said with slightly knitted eyebrows: “O
Rädhe! I don’t know anyone who is Your equal in protecting Me from
any other man seeing Me.”
Çrémati Rädhäräni replied: “Is there any need of any other man after
You have enjoyed with Kåñëa, for Whom You have come here? Tell Me
what You want to ask Me. I only joked with You because I consider You
to be My girlfriend.”
Lord Kåñëa said: “Sakhi. Who can defeat You in joking? O Rädhe, You
are My friend. Although You are only a human being, all the goddesses
want to purify themselves by singing Your glories and bowing down to
You. I am not flattering You, so don’t be shy. I’m not indifferent to You,
I can never lie to You. Even Lakñmi and Parvati are not equal to You in
auspicious attributes! There is no girl in the three worlds or beyond
them with so much love as You, and even in their minds these girls
don’t dare to challenge You. I have heard this in Parvati’s assembly on
the peak of Mount Kailash. Hearing of Your glories I wanted to see You,
but then I became upset. Unfortunately My heart does not break of
sorrow, because it is so hard.”
Hearing this, Çrémati Rädhäräni said: “ Sakhi! Why are You upset? Tell
Me quickly.” But Kåñëa could not reply, for His voice was choked with
tears, so He remained silent as tears streamed over His face. Rädhä
personally wiped these tears from His eyes with Her sari.
Lord Kåñëa remained silent for a moment and then told Çrémati
Rädhäräni: “How did you develop this strong, causeless, incomparable
love for this lusty boy, Kåñëa? How can You give Yourself so much
misery by trusting such an untrustworthy boy as Him? Although He is
adorned with qualities like beauty, heroism, incomparable fortune and
fame, Kåñëa also has one fault, by which all these qualities are spoiled.
That is that He does not consider someone else’s love, and that He is
very lusty. Therefore He is not fit to take shelter of.
“One day Kåñëa plays many games with You, showing You much false
love, taking You like a naive girl to a secluded place at night. But then
He leaves You to go off to some other girl. Hearing Your lamentations
over this, all Your girlfriends and even the vines and birds begin to cry.
I have been watching all this, hiding at Vamsivata, feeling much pain
over it.
“During the rasa dance, Kåñëa left all the gopis to show special
feelings to You. But after becoming tired of playing with You in the
forest after a while He suddenly left You alone again!
“I am a goddess, O famous girl. I never feel any pain. But alas! Even
My heart was suddenly pierced by a spear of pity after seeing You like
that. There seems to be no way to take that spear out. My heart is so
attached to You that it has no desire to know anything about heaven,
and it is not able to remain here for even a second. My mind is
spinning and is unable to stay at ease. Now, after a long time, I am
revealing My feelings to You.
Lord Kåñëa said: “Alas! Still You don’t trust Me. Don’t just ask Me to be
Your friend. I want to Your maidservant. Be pleased with Me and order
Me. I swear to You on the name of Lord Viñëu, be pleased with Me. I
have no other shelter than You.”
“O dear sakhi! In whom else in all the three worlds or beyond them but
in Kåñëa, the prince of the cowherds, is this prema to be found? Only
the doe-eyed gopis of Våndävana can relish this, according to their
qualifications
“Of all these gopis, Lord Kåñëa is most attracted to Me. That is well
known in the world. That can never be false. He considers My love to
be as great as Mount Meru, and the love of the other gopis to be like
three or four mustard seeds. Kåñëa reciprocates with the love of the
other gopis, and He enjoys with them accordingly. That is not wrong of
Him, but if one gopi gets out of line and makes Him unhappy, then I
become very sad.
“When one lover is angry with Him, Kåñëa will say: ‘O dearest one, I
love you the most! I cannot even dream of letting another girl in My
heart!’ But when that girl stays angry with Him, seeing the love-signs
of another girl on Him, He will come and tell Me all this.
“Then He will describe the beauty and sweetness of My face and eyes,
just to enjoy with Me, as if He is overwhelmed by lust. But He does not
show His prema by saying ‘You are My life’ and so on.
“But when a gopi is burning in the fire of separation and the ocean of
her patience is reduced to a spoonful by her eagerness to meet Him,
she reveals her prema by singing verses like:
“O dearly beloved! Your lotus feet are so soft that we place them
gently on our breasts, fearing that Your feet will be hurt. Our life rests
only in You. Our minds, therefore, are filled with anxiety that Your
tender feet might be wounded by pebbles as You roam about on the
forest path.” (SB 10.31.19)
“In this way she clearly expresses her unmotivated love for Kåñëa.
Although the life-airs are unable to penetrate the deep darkness of this
great separation, the lamp of prema shines brightly in it, because it is
nourished by the oil of great affection.
“After abandoning the gopis in the rasa dance He also left Me. Listen to
why He did this. The prince of Vraja is an ocean of divine love, and He
considers Me to be the greatest of His lovers. I can never take offense
at His behaviour.
“If We wait here for a moment, the sakhis who are wandering here and
there looking for Us will soon find Us.’ Thinking like this, I told Kåñëa:
‘Dearest one, I cannot go any further.’ And we sat down for a moment.
“Çré Kåñëa, the crown jewel of clever pranksters, and the foremost
relisher of transcendental mellow, knew what was on My mind and
thought to Himself: ‘If I wander through the forest with Çrémati
Rädhäräni there will be no happiness. All the gopis will become sad,
and if We both wait for them here they will find us and chastise Us for
leaving them. Then all our lilas will stop for the night and the gopis will
go home without dancing the rasa dance with Me.’
“Therefore He left Me, so that the gopis would put the blame on Him
instead of Me, and they would love Me in all respects. He thought:
‘They will be immersed in an ocean of astonishment after seeing Her
matchless fever of separation from Me. Their pride of their love for Me
will be diminished and they will see how Rädhä is billions of times
better than all of them, in the mood of union and in separation.
“He thought: ‘They may think that I am lusty, and that is why I left
them to play with Çrémati Rädhäräni, although their love for Me is
much greater than Hers. Thus they may accuse Us. But when they are
burned by the flames of separation from Me that burn Çrémati
Rädhäräni, as they come closer to Her, they will realize that these
flames are much higher than the insignificant fires of their love.
“He thought: ‘I want them all to unite, and in this way My desire will be
fulfilled. At the same time they will not be jealous when I later dance in
the middle of the circle of the rasa dance, with Çrémati Rädhäräni as
the central gopi. Just as one is ultimately helped by an eye-ointment
that initially burns, similarly a well-meaning friend sometimes has to
give pain to his friend to help him.’
“When Kåñëa saw how upset I was about this He felt very sorry, but
just as He was about to return to console Me, My girlfriends came and
found Me there and comforted Me in My mood of intense separation.
“But, O sakhi! Hari does not have that same love for You. That I can
see from his activities! Therefore My heart burns when I see Your heart
burning in a forest fire of misery.
“How can we believe Your explanation of why He left You in the rasa
dance? We have never heard this from Him, nor from His friends. And
when did they ever speak the truth?
Lord Kåñëa replied: “Rädhä! How could You know? Have You studied
the Acyuta yoga scriptures, so that You know how to enter other
people’s bodies?”
Lord Kåñëa replied: “O, My dear Rädhä. If You can logically convince
Me, then why shouldn’t I believe You? Your lover may be an ocean of
qualities, but I don’t believe He actually loves You.
Çrémati Rädhäräni said: “You are an expert joker. You must be joking
when You call someone who does not know the mind of Her beloved a
seer who is able to enter someone else’s body or mind.”
Kåñëa said: “Rädhä, I am sorry that You cannot see Kåñëa, although
You claim to know His mind. Why are You crying loudly?” Çrémati
Rädhäräni said: “ You speak the truth, but listen. At that time I did not
have this intuitive feeling. I was just crying out of separation from
Kåñëa.”
Kåñëa then said: “Gandarvike. I don’t argue whether You know His
mind or not, but the question is if He knows Yours.” Rädhä replied: “He
knows My mind. Why do You ask? Listen to the secret surrounding this.
I will tell You, only because You control Me with Your love.”
Çrémati Rädhäräni said: “We know what is in each other’s minds, and
We always dwell there. This is not imagination. We are actually one
soul. We can never be split in two.
“We are one soul, full of deep rasa, with a golden and bluish form, like
two lotus flowers, one golden and the other blue, in one lake. As a two-
wicked cup full of oil destroys the darkness on both sides, We destroy
the darkness of Our nearby girlfriends with Our two bodies, although
We are one soul.
“O sakhi! When the wind of separation seems to blow out the lamp of
our love, Our expert girlfriends carefully protect it and give it new life
by arranging for Us to meet each other. O auspicious girl. Remove the
darkness of Your doubts by opening the box of My heart and looking at
the secret jewels of love in it. Hold them in Your heart and never show
them to anyone!”
Kåñëa said: “I carefully considered what You told Me just now, and now
My mind becomes very eager to directly test Your words. Now You are
here, but where is Your lover? Is He at home or is He tending His cows
in the forest? How can you make Me believe that You are one soul
without allowing Me to test it? O fair-faced girl, I will firmly believe You
when You can show Me that You are thinking of the same thing as Him
at the same time. Is Your lover close by or far away? Quickly think of
this and I will gladly believe that You are one soul with two bodies.
“I will not be faithless if by chance You cannot meet because You are
withheld by Your superiors, because of some demon, or because of any
other reason, though You may be thinking of each other. Although You
are locked in Your house and You cannot call Your lover, go out to
meet Him or bring Him to You, still, O restless eyed girl, You must
remember Him just once on My request. O Kåñëa-priya, we will be very
happy if He would come. Now is a good opportunity, because Your
superiors are not here. So fearlessly remove the misery coming from
My doubts.”
When fair-eyed Rädhä came back to Her senses She shyly covered Her
face with Her veil, while Lalita told Kåñëa: “O playful one. It’s most
amazing that You came here in such an unseen way. This inner
chamber is only accessible to housewives, and even the wind cannot
enter it. Any man who can enter this chamber is the crest jewel of all
bold men. Not only is this chamber hard to enter, but Çrémati
Rädhäräni is also protected by Her friends like me. All the chaste
women purify themselves by bathing in the pure Ganges water of
Çrémati Rädhäräni’s fame. You are so shameless! My friend sat down
on Her asana to meditate before worshipping the Sungod after Her
ritual bath, and now You have forcibly touched and contaminated Her.
Aren’t You afraid of the Sungod? Have You given up all social and
religious etiquette? Don’t You have any shame? Anyway, Madhava,
You’re lucky today. Jatila and Abhimanyu are not at home and we are
all weak girls. O best of the womanizers, You are very lucky!”
Lord Kåñëa replied: “It’s not my fault. I was playing in the courtyard of
My barn when I suddenly remembered Çrémati Rädhäräni, and then
this goddess brought Me here.”
Rädhä said: “Lalita! Where is this goddess now? I have to see her to
believe her.” Lalita said: “The goddess became free from distress when
she saw You meeting with Kåñëa. Now she shines in this room, and we
have all become most happy.”
Lord Kåñëa said: “Show Me that goddess.” But Lalita remained silent.
Kåñëa then said: “In such a short time I have understood Your
shamelessness. Has any perfected lady or goddess come here, from
whom you have taken a perfect mantra with which you want to control
Me and force Me into slavery? O Çrémati Rädhäräni, I also want a
mantra from this goddess. Help Me to get the same mantra that You
received. I very eagerly take shelter of You. Take Me to a lonely place
and make Me Your disciple.”
Çrémati Rädhäräni said: “Your flute already knows that enchanting art
with which You take the chaste housewives on Your lap.” Kåñëa
replied: “But if You steal the flute, then what will be My destination?
Even through My flute I cannot have My desires fulfilled.”
Lalita said: “Seeing You, this goddess shyly hides inside the house
without coming out. So how can she give You this mantra? If You are
eager to get it, then go inside Yourself. If she is kind upon You, You will
have Your desires fulfilled.”
After hearing this, Lord Kåñëa entered the house and Çrémati
Rädhäräni said: “Lalita, what’s happening? I’m afraid.” Lalita replied:
“What are You afraid of? Come, we’ll all go with You and Hari to see
this sakhi.”
Then Lalita said: “Sakhi! That goddess has disappeared. Where has she
gone? We’re quickly going out to look for her. You can make Your
beloved happy by giving Him this mantra Yourself.” Then she quickly
left with her girlfriends.
At that time Çré Çré Rädhä-Kåñëa decorated each other with so many
play jewels from Their love box, thus defeating the lustre of millions of
Cupids. Even the great saints defeat Cupid by always hearing,
glorifying and remembering such loving transcendental pastimes.
Anyone who faithfully hears or describes this pastime of the Supreme
Lord with the gopis of Vraja attains supreme devotion to Kåñëa, and
quickly becomes free from the heart’s disease of lust, becoming fixed
in Kåñëa consciousness.