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Dark Goddess Tarot Companion

by Ellen Lorenzi-Prince
Dark Goddess
Tarot Companion
Dark Goddess Tarot Companion

Copyright © 2014 by Ellen Lorenzi-Prince


Portland, Oregon

ISBN: 978-0-9894739-2-7
Ebook designed by jaymi elford @tarotinspiredlife.com

For informatton about the deck visit: darkgoddesstarot.com


For information about the online community visit: darkgoddesslodge.com
Table of Contents
Acknowledgments........................................................................ 5

The Dark Goddess Tarot................................................................ 6

Major Arcana............................................................................... 8

Minor Arcana............................................................................... 53

Dark Goddess Tarot Spreads......................................................... 166


Acknowledgments

Thank you, Mary Loibl. Your generosity and belief in the deck opened the door.
Thank you, Arnell Ando. Your grace and expertise took us through. Thank you, Lunaea
Weatherstone and Jaymi Elford for molding a manuscript into a book. Thank you,
members of the Dark Goddess Lodge for your inspiration and support. Thank you,
Lou and Sophie. You are in my heart and in all I do. Finally, thank you, Goddesses.
Long live your wisdom and your power.

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The Dark Goddess Tarot

Dark goddesses are disturbing, fearsome, and beautiful. They can be shunned or
overlooked, as they represent aspects of life that people find uncomfortable—
sometimes only when those powers are in female hands. Powers of age and death,
sex and sovereignty, ferocity and judgment. Of magic, mystery, and transformation.
Of suffering and shadow.

The Dark Goddess Tarot invokes these beings, these goddesses and female spirits,
that their stories and wisdom may guide us through the darkness they traverse. The
Dark Goddess Tarot is inspired by and intended for troubled times. Not to deny pain
or celebrate it, but to look at it with honesty, address it with honor, then do something
about it.

About the Deck

The Dark Goddess Tarot is a 78-card deck. A goddess or mythical female figure
appears on each card. The structure is traditional although several cards are renamed.
The suits are named after the four magical elements: Fire, Water, Air, Earth. Goddesses
in each suit are based upon an affinity to the element as well as the meaning of the
card. The titles of the court cards are changed to labels of fearsome, female power:
Amazon, Siren, Witch, and Hag. The Amazon is fierce and independent, the Siren’s
power is her sexuality, the Witch is a practitioner of magic, and the Hag walks with
death.

Reversals are not used in this deck. The goddesses may speak in gentle or demanding
voices whenever they appear, in secretive or obvious tones. It is more respectful
that they stand upright while delivering their messages. If a card comes up reversed,
observe if the position allows you to see something different in the image itself,
otherwise turn it around.

Though I engaged in this work with as wise a spirit as I could muster, my knowledge
and experience are limited. I apologize if anyone feels a goddess is misused. I mean
no disrespect. The assignment of a goddess to a particular number or suit is not an
indicator of her importance, but of an alignment I perceived between her being and
the structure of tarot.

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Working with the Goddesses

Only a small part of what can be known about each goddess is presented. My focus
is the aspect of the goddess as it relates to the energy of the card. Many goddesses
have titles and stories too numerous to describe even briefly. If a goddess calls to you
beyond the scope of the reading, it can be to your benefit to develop the connection.
Do some research. Begin a practice. Offer tokens of your affection. A few general
guidelines are listed below.

When exploring a new power, stay grounded and connected to the other important
powers of your life: the natural world around you, your body, your work, family and
friends, your sense and your sensibility.

When exploring a new power, be open and patient. Show respect. Be neither afraid
nor presumptuous. Open a door in your heart, in your home, and invite her in. Do
not drag her inside, do not tackle her on the front porch. Be present.

Suspend your disbelief. Also your confusion or astonishment. Don’t be the person
who backs away once the power you asked for becomes palpable. If it’s working, go
with it! Think about what it all means later.

Still, if you get scared, know you have a choice. You can pull back or move
forward.

If you choose to pull back, it doesn’t mean the end of your relationship with the
goddess. When you feel more calm, analyze the experience. What was the trigger?
What was being triggered? Deep powers can be paved over with great resistance,
and small steps can get you there when a head-on collision will not. Try again when
you’re ready, if you still want to then. Another goddess may offer an alternative
approach to this one’s lesson.

Move forward if you can do so with deliberation and resolve despite the fear. Often
a gift of power is found on the other side.

The Card Dedications

As I worked on the cards, I thought of or encountered people in my life. The connection


I felt brought energy and understanding to my expression of the card. The reasons
for the connections are as varied as the women themselves. The reasons are deep,
fleeting, random, synchronistic, obvious, and mysterious. I wanted to honor every
one, every person and every intuition and reason, thereby honoring my process of
soul-centered creation. As with the goddesses, assignment to a particular suit or
number is not an indicator of the level of my affection. Individuals mentioned by
name have given their permission to be included. I thank you all for your existence.

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Major Arcana
— 0 — Fool
Sheela Na Gig

British Spirit of Warning and Invitation

Dare to come back to where you began.

Sheela Na Gigs are grotesque, sexual, female figures


carved in medieval churches and castles in Great
Britain and Ireland. The figures vary from place to
place, but all show an old woman squatting and
pulling apart her vulva, an odd and shocking figure
to see in a church. Sheela Na Gig may appear
starved, with ribs showing on her torso. She may
be bald and scarred. Or she may be coiffed, plump,
and large breasted. Some Sheelas are monstrous
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and intimidating, while others are quite cheerful.
Whether inviting or confrontational, her image
is open and immediate. Yet her meaning remains
mysterious and contradictory. For every explanation
of her appearance, exceptions are found. Sheela Na Gig evades an easy definition.
Instead she provides the opportunity to perceive another way.

Recognizable in all her forms is her open vulva. Her sexuality is up front and
extravagant, and she is occasionally accompanied by a rampant male figure. In
a time when the majority of people were illiterate, her absurd and often distorted
appearance over church doorways is taken to be a warning against the sin of lust.
Yet she also appears in secular buildings as well as in places within a church that no
human can readily see.

Some say her appearance relates her to gargoyles and grotesques and their function
of protection. She is set above doors and windows to prevent evil from entering. Irish
folk tradition has it that devils cannot bear the sight of a vulva and can be kept away
by a woman lifting her skirts.

Sexuality, protection, and also fertility, although Sheela Na Gig is a crone whose time
of physical birthing has passed. None of her figures are associated with an infant or
child. Yet, into modern days, the vulva of a Sheela is rubbed by women wanting to
conceive, and her help in conceiving is reported in the news. She is the doorway by
which all humanity enters this inexplicable world.

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When Sheela Na Gig appears:

Enter into a new opportunity with trust but not blindness. Open everything, including
your eyes. Don’t see only what you already know.

Allow knowledge to arise in unexpected ways, like an underground stream welling


up from forgotten places, like flowers that burst with the sudden scent of memory,
like remnants of clothing from who you were before you crossed the threshold here.
Do not analyze these offerings; taste them.

Release expectation and judgment of others, for this world owes you nothing but the
everything it has already given. Return to innocence to get on with life as it is. Strike
a foolish pose and smile at yourself. Rub yourself for luck. Live fresh in this moment,
whether you must cry or laugh or fart.

Release shame. Release the judgments from others you have turned and heaped
upon yourself. Let go of the labels. Everyone is flawed and strange, and so what? Be
unique. Be yourself. Be new now.

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— I — Magician
Isis

Egyptian Goddess of Life and Magic

Invoke the Names. Learn the secrets of the Sun.

Isis, or Auset, is the Egyptian goddess of magic. She


is wife, mother, queen, protector and healer of the
living, and helper to the deceased. Central to all
her roles is magic. Heka or akhu, ancient Egyptian
words for magical power, also translate as sorcery,
enchantment, creation, and destruction. Through a
trick worthy of a magician, Isis becomes the most
powerful of gods by her acquisition of heka.

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Ra, the god of the sun, has the greatest power of
all. But he is uncaring, and the people suffer under
his reign. Isis, goddess of earth and protector of her
people, decides to change things. She mixes some of Ra’s saliva with mud and creates
a snake. The snake bites Ra. Its venom causes him great pain, and nothing he does
relieves it. Isis offers to cure him, but for the cure to work, she will have to speak his
secret name, the source of his power over life and death. Eventually, reluctantly, he
tells her. Isis says his secret name while performing her magic, and Ra is healed. But
the goddess now holds Ra’s powers of life and death as well.

Isis needs her newfound power after her jealous brother Set murders and dismembers
her husband, Osiris. She gathers the pieces, although his penis cannot be found so
she fashions one for him from gold and wax (or in some versions of the story, clay).
Isis spreads her wings over her beloved, speaks her magic words, and raises him from
the dead. She and Osiris then conceive a magical child, the new sun god, the falcon
Horus. Through his resurrection by Isis, Osiris becomes the Lord of the Dead and
also the Lord of Life, his green skin representing all the growing things that begin life
sleeping within the earth.

Isis wears on her head the solar disk that represents the powerful, severe Eye of Ra,
while on her magician’s table is the healing, beneficent Eye of Horus. In Egyptian
myth the eye is not a passive organ but an agent of action, whether of anger or
protection. In Isis these powers of life and death are enlivened by her inventiveness
and balanced by her compassion.

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When Isis appears:

Try Words of Power to achieve your desire. This is a modern format for a word spell.
First invoke the great power, stating the quality of this power that you desire or that
can bring you your desire. Align yourself with the power. Realize you are also this
power. State your desire and your ability to acquire it. And then state your willingness
to give the request to the great power, that it may be fulfilled in the best possible way
for the benefit of all.

See clearly what you desire to accomplish in the world, with both an eye to power
and an eye to compassion. Do not let your desire carry you into dream or delusion.
Clarity and balance draws the power to you that you need.

See what needs changing and step up to change it. Because you can. Energy is flowing
through and around you now, available for you to shape and direct.

Success comes through both cleverness and focus. Focus on the goal, not the obstacles
in its way. See those obstacles as opportunities to express your power, your creativity,
and your ability to skip over or around anything in your way.

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— II — Priestess
The Pythia

Delphic Oracle of the Gods

From dissolution comes awareness.

The Pythia is the Priestess of Delphi and the Oracle


of the Gods. The word “oracle” comes from the Latin
verb orare, “to speak.” In ancient times the oracles,
the speakers, are differentiated from those known
as seers, who interpret signs. An oracle is a portal
through which the gods speak to people directly,
rather than indirectly through manifestations in the
natural world. The most important oracle of Greek
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She is taught by the elder goddess Themis, who also instructs the gods in piety, grace,
and natural law. The Pythia is named for Python, the great serpent appointed by Earth
Mother Gaia to guard the sacred stone of Delphi. The sacred stone, the omphalos, is
the navel of the world, the place of connection to the mother. The Pythia speaks for
Gaia until the god Apollo slays the serpent to take over the shrine for his own. Yet
the voice of the serpent, the servant of the Mother, still whispers, and inspiration still
arises from the intoxicating fumes emitting from the ground below.

The Pythia is not an individual but a sisterhood. It is the title for a succession of
powerful priestesses who relinquish their individual names in order to merge with
the god. In the throes of the ecstasy of communion, she speaks on behalf of Apollo.
He reveals to her things hidden from the view of mortal men. The sacred sisterhood
answers questions asked, gives sage advice, and utters prophecies. She may also
prove a catalyst for change, as when she famously advises Socrates to pursue a path
of philosophy. Within her lifetime, within her every lifetime, the Pythia is the most
influential woman of the land, for she speaks with the voice, power, wisdom, and
authority of the divine.

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When the Pythia appears:

Use bay oil and leaf, the incense of ancient Delphi, in your aromatics to increase
your power of vision.

Believe in the power of oracles. If you ask, prepare to listen.

Believe in your own intuition. You know more than you can explain, so do not let
wordlessness get in the way of knowledge. Recognize knowledge may arise through
any avenue of your being.

Try scrying by gazing into water, either a natural entity or within a bowl in a candlelit
room. Ask a question. Then gaze and let symbol, shape, and meaning coalesce from
the flow between the water’s surface and its depth.

Learn to read the signs and symbols of every day. Study the appearance in your life
of birds, webs, winds, and waters.

Read also the signs and symbols of the night, thoughts and dreams alike. Each night
ask dreams to come. Keep a notebook and easy to use pen by your bed. Do not strive
to be well-written, strive for simplicity and immediacy of expression.

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— III — Empress
The Black Madonna

European Mother of Miracles

Compassion and devotion make the impossible


possible.

The Black Madonna of Europe is the Mother of


Miracles. In a land where her people are mostly
light skinned, her darkness stands out among them,
setting her apart as especially sacred. Unlike other
Madonnas, the Black Madonna is venerated more
for her magical power than her spiritual grace. She
appears throughout Europe throughout the centuries,
healing the sick, ending conflict, and aiding the lost.
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The Black Madonna in this image comes from the


work of an artist from Luxembourg, who carves her from walnut wood and paints
her hair and robes in the year 1360. She has a sweet, cheerful expression and a
comfortable, casual stance. The people of her church, gathering and worshiping in
her home, name her Mother of God, Star of Heaven, and Queen of Peace. After
candle soot further darkens the wood and the Black Death is ravaging their land, she
is beseeched as the Black Emergency Mother of God. The people she protects from
the horrific plague go on to paint her skin black in later refurbishments of her image,
evidence of their devotion and steadfast belief in her power and mercy.

The Black Mother of God embodies the primacy of darkness, of the womb. She moves
one to look beyond what is apparent on the surface, beyond what is skin deep and
what is manufactured. She invites one to accept the full glory of the reality behind an
appearance. Her depth encourages one to explore the realms of one’s soul. The Black
Madonna is the loving mother of a vast but connected universe, and her darkness
teaches one not to fear what cannot be seen and what cannot be known. In her arms,
faith is found. In her arms, tears and passions are not sins. Her compassion and her
strength allow her people to grieve for the pain and loss they suffer on this earth, and
then to get back up on their feet to work and worship and love once more.

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When the Black Madonna appears:

Assess the situation with an open heart. Success comes when you wish for the best
outcome for all concerned, and you do not allow your definition of “best” to limit
the good that can happen.

Find a quilt or afghan where you can feel the love in every stitch, whether it was
created for you, by you, or by someone unknown who loved the making of this
beautiful and practical object. Blanket yourself in this as needed. Let the reality of
warmth and love infuse your being, and feel better.

Celebrate creation. Celebrate new life, in family and in nature. Celebrate art that
gives people hope, respect, and recognition of the soul in humanity. Recognize the
best of civilization. Sense the possibility of immortality.

Pray earnestly and devoutly for what you desire. At the same time, feel earnestly
and devoutly all you are privileged to possess. Connect and commune with the
magnificence and beneficence of a universe that provides so much.

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— IV — Sovereignty
The Morrigan

Celtic Goddess of the Blood

Never surrender what matters most.

The Morrigan is the Celts’ Great Queen, the supreme


goddess of a vigorous and successful tribe. She
provides for the needs of her people through her
powers of fertility, magic, and warfare. Fond of the
battlefield, she wears the shape of a crow or raven as
she picks over the fallen and prophesies their doom.
She terrifies her enemies with the dread appearance
of her naked, tattooed army. She leads her warriors
to victory against overwhelming odds. Prophesying
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after a battle, she speaks of peace, “peace to the sky...
strength in everyone.” The peace of the goddess is
achieved by power, vigilance, and the willingness to
shed blood, one’s own and another’s.

The Morrigan, who may also be called Morgu or Morgan, appears in triplicate as
well as in a singular manifestation. She is the trinity of Fea (Hateful), Badb (Fury), and
Macha (Battle) to show her ferocious and terrifying strength. She is Maiden, Mother,
and Crone to show her power spans the full experience of life, from the cradle to the
grave and back again. She is a great healer and shapeshifter, for all the plants and
animals of her land are valued, understood, protected, and claimed as her own.

The Great Queen commands the kings of her tribe exercise firm and rightful powers
in the leadership of the people and the protection and prosperity of their land. Those
who do not recognize her do not receive her blessing. The mate of the Morrigan is the
Dagda, the Good God, the god of the fertile earth and the father of his people, and
a master of magic in his own right. When the goddess mounts him for her pleasure,
the earth fruits and flowers. When they couple on All Hallows Eve at the sacred ford,
portals open between the worlds, taking souls from the living or returning souls from
death, for her power reaches into all the realms.

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When the Morrigan appears:

The situation requires someone to take charge of it. If you want it done according
to your best interest, that someone needs to be you. Take a powerful stance. Do not
ignore an opportunity for your power to grow and your influence to solidify.

Find good fortune through directed action. Find power in your own person. Know
yourself as the ultimate authority of your life. Make the tough decisions that need to
be made to both protect yourself and manifest your passion.

Know your truest needs. Know what needs your best defense. Save your ferocity for
these. Do not disperse your intentions through petty disputes.

Offer the goddess ale or blood, black feather, and flame. Dance in rings on the earth
to build energy for the land and strength in yourself.

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— V — Hierophant
Cybele

Anatolian Mountain Mother

Transcend boundaries through community.

Cybele (pronounced sib-ill-ee, with the accent on


the first syllable), also called Magna Mater, is the
goddess of the primal and always primary earth.
The great Mount Ararat, the heart of the land called
Phrygia, Anatolia, or Turkey, appears behind her. She
is seated on a throne and crowned by the city, by
the civilization she makes possible. Adoring lions,
the strongest and most imposing of animals of the
earth, crouch beside her, dedicating to her all of their
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passion and power.

As do her ardent priests. The goddess is worshipped


in orgiastic, cathartic ceremonies. Accompanied by frenzied drums and clashing
cymbals, at the climax of the rite her priests slash their arms with knives to bleed
for her. New initiates castrate themselves. Their shocking act emulates that of Attis,
Cybele’s beloved. He is a beautiful young shepherd who promises the goddess his
devotion, then dallies with a tree nymph and breaks his sacred vow. The goddess’s
anger as well as his own remorse drive him mad. Clutching a jagged stone, he cuts
away the source of his offense and bleeds to death beneath a pine tree, violets
springing up from his spilled blood. Through the sacrifice of his manhood, Attis
attains godhood, the individual becomes eternal. He becomes the god of vegetation,
the traditional child and lover of the Earth Mother who is cut every year to feed his
people and resurrected by blood and rapture every spring.

Cybele’s worship lives across countries and through centuries, carried westward with
wild processions and stirring music by ecstatic followers into ancient Greece and
Rome. There she is embraced by people looking for mystery in their religion and
transcendence in their everyday lives. Cybele proves her power to the officials of
Rome in 204 BCE. To address the nation’s troubles, an oracle reveals the goddess
must be formally welcomed into the city. An expedition is sent to Phrygia. They bring
back a small black stone imbued with her presence and install it with reverence in
the temple of Victory. In that year, the harvest exceeds all previous in abundance. In
the next, the invader Hannibal is finally driven from Italy’s shores.

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When Cybele appears:

Use pine in your aromatics to elevate and deepen your awareness. Go to a mountain
and feel how it reaches from the depths to the stars, how it is immensely grounded
and incredibly spiritual at the same time.

Within a group you can do more than you can alone, even if you work alone as in
a writing or exercise class. The group dynamic creates energy that makes you go
further and push harder. Gather together to reach for more.

Look for ways to go beyond the mundane in your everyday tasks. Add meaning
through ritual, story, or symbol. Add power and pleasure through scent and music.
Nurture a sacred space within yourself during the performance of your duties. Imagine
what living at a meta-level might look like, where the boundaries of physicality are
recognized but outshone.

Create a space or create an event. Plant a garden visible to passersby. Have a party
including all of your friends, whether they know each other or not. Invite your
neighbors. Call a circle of like-minded souls to celebrate the seasons. Furnish an
opportunity for yourself and others to find community and communion.

Dedicate yourself to providing a service to others. Dedicate yourself to the service of


a greater power, whether to a deity, a cause, or the Earth herself.

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— VI — Lovers
Freya

Norse Goddess of Love and Beauty

Love is power made beautiful.

Freya or Freyja is the goddess of love, lust, and


beauty, the goddess of fire and rich, red gold. She is
the embodiment of gold, shining, beautiful, valuable,
and magical. She is one of the Elder Gods, the Vanir,
and the Great Goddess of the Northern lands before
the coming of the Aesir, the gods of Valhalla. The
brash young gods fall in love with her as all do, and
name her the Fair One. Unlike other beings of the
Elder world such as the frost giants, Freya is welcome
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in the new order. She is a magician and shape-shifter,
and she teaches the power of charms and spells to the
younger gods. She becomes chief of the Valkyries, the
divine warrior maidens who choose heroes from among the fallen, and bring them to
drink thereafter either at the table of the father god Odin or at her own table, which
is equal in majesty.

On her breast the goddess wears the Brisingamen, the Necklace of Fire, the jewel
whose power cannot be resisted. It is created by the greatest artistry and magic of
seven dwarves. Freya, the Shining One, enters their cave and sleeps with them all to
possess the necklace. Loki, the trickster god, desires the Brisingamen for his own wild
purpose. With shape-shifting power of her own and strong-armed heroes ever ready
to be at her side, Freya recovers the gem every time Loki steals it. She is generous
with her favors and direct in her appetites. She loves dwarves and gods and men.

None of her pursuits change her most abiding love, the love for her husband, Odr.
When he mysteriously disappears, Freya flies all over the world searching for him.
Sparkling dew, spring flowers, and summer sunlight scatter from her hair as she
passes. She flies in a falcon’s skin or in a chariot drawn by her beloved cats. The tears
she weeps become jewels when they fall, amber if they fall upon the water, gold
when they fall upon the earth. She finally finds her husband at the ends of the earth,
at the end of time. He has been transformed into a sea monster, but that does not
matter to Freya, nor do her sexual adventures matter to him. He remains her eternal
beloved.

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When Freya appears:

A challenging situation is your opportunity to give more love, create more beauty,
and become more divine.

Find success in collaborative efforts where there is mutual passion for the process,
the partnership, or the product.

Use the desire of others to get to where you want to be, but give freely along the way.
Use charm and the arts of seduction to your best advantage. It will not hurt another
to be made to feel more beautiful, especially when you can open your heart and truly
see them as beautiful.

Glamorize your surroundings. Plant and bring in flowers. Add some sparkle. Put up
art that makes your heart sing. Ramp up the sensuality with luxurious sheets on the
bed and the scent of amber in the air.

Cuddle. Get some skin to skin contact. And skin to fur, skin to the breath of air, to the
kiss of rain, to the touch of the sun.

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— VII — Chariot
Ishtar

Babylonian Goddess of Love and War

Fortune favors the bold.

As the morning star, Ishtar is the goddess of war and


hunting. As the evening star, she is the goddess of love.
To each purpose, the season comes in turn. Because
of her dual role, she is worshipped as both a female
and a male deity. As goddess of war, Ishtar stands on
the back of her sacred lion, bearing a bow, a quiver,
and a sword. Her forward-striding leg reveals her
warrior’s kilt beneath her dress. Battle is fought for
the favor of the queen, and for the right to leadership
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and power that her love bestows. As Lady of Lands,
Light of the World, and Opener of the Womb, she
stands for all that is worth fighting for.

Her symbol of the eight-pointed star, two four-pointed stars crossing over one another,
has represented the goddess from the prehistoric era through the Neo-Babylonian
period. It is a symbol of the union between matter and spirit, as well as the balance
between male and female. Ishtar has evolved over millennia into a goddess of
contradictory aspects. She is fire and rain, both burning and quenching the land. She
is nurturing and she is bloodthirsty. With Ishtar, one experiences the dynamic power
that is generated through the ability to harness opposing forces.

Ishtar is hugely popular among her people, prayed to for almost anything they could
desire or require. She induces ecstasy in her devotees. She inspires prophecy. She
grants access to deep wisdom, wild pleasure, sacred order, good fortune, and release
from suffering. Men pray to Ishtar for success in hunting or battle, for sexual prowess,
and for fertility in their homes and fields. Women pray for fertility, as well as for
sexual freedom, satisfaction, and healing. She is invoked by all for courage in the
face of adversity, for protection from dangers large and small, and for guidance,
progress, and victory.

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When Ishtar appears:

Use juniper, one of her sacred trees, as an aromatic to give the goddess pleasure.

It is not the time to be cautious or timid. Make the bold step. Put strength and focus
behind your action and find success.

Set a goal. Give your life more direction. However small or great the goal you choose,
do something about it today. Make it a positive goal, like “take a walk,” instead
of a negative goal, which may begin with the words, “do not.” Use your will for
movement rather than restraint.

Many things may be at risk, and many are worth fighting for. Many things clamor for
and deserve your attention. Be strategic in the application of your energies, or you
can lose momentum.

Wear bracelets made of copper, Ishtar’s metal, to conduct and balance the flow of
your natural electromagnetism.

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— VIII — Strength
Samovila

Slavic Guardian of the Forest

Be wild, and be whole.

Samovila or Vila is the Slavic guardian of the forest.


She protects the living beings, red-blooded or green,
in the woods of Eastern Europe. She guards the purity
of its streams and the health of the whole. Often lively
and playful, Samovila loves to dance. Her circle
dances create the magical glades that are found in
even the deepest tracks of forest. Yet she is fierce in
her defense of her home and takes revenge against
trespassers who would harm her beloved ones. They
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may find a stone turns beneath their foot or falls
upon their head from above. They may be lured into
trackless ways and lost. If their transgression is severe
or their attitude uncaring, they are brought into the circles and made to dance until
they die.

Samovila is a shape-shifter. When she appears in human form, Samovila wears a


dress of glistening white, made of mist and feathers. Her spirit is echoed in stories
of enchanted, dancing swan maidens and in the white gowns Bulgarian girls wear
for festivals, with crowns of roses in their hair. She can appear as any creature or
power that lives in the forest. She may be a falcon or a swan, a snake or a horse or a
whirlwind. In this image she is accompanied by a bear, and the most powerful and
temperamental of beasts is peaceful in her company. The bear’s contentment is a
reflection of the well-being of the entire environment and represents the fundamental
connection of both naturalness and wildness to strength, health, and fertility. Bear
as the original divine mother has been known in Samovila’s land for millennia,
evidenced by prehistoric clay figurines found in modern-day Serbia.

Her knowledge of all the beings within her borders and their abilities gives Samovila
great powers of healing. This wisdom is sought after by some brave souls who enter the
forest. And granted it may be, should they stand in a circle on a moonlit night bearing
emblems of her avatars and greeting the goddess and the animals as a sister.

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When Samovila appears:

Use careful force and practical wisdom to defeat your foes.

To purify your blood, eat greens, drink infusions of licorice root, and add lemon to
your water. To purify your soul, get closer to nature. Put your bare feet on the earth.

Dance to feel alive again. Forget every step you’ve ever learned. Dismiss the demands
of music. Move because the breeze is sweet. Move with strength and grace in each
simple, living moment, at any and every opportunity.

Imitate the way an animal you love moves. Develop your connection with this animal
through dance, art, knowledge, appreciation, and experience. Invite the spirit of this
animal to become your totem and your friend and feel new strength sing in your
blood.

Imitate Samovila’s stance of power and prepare to defend against those who would
use you and yours for immoral purposes. Do not be lured by greed or lust into
betraying your values.

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— IX Hermit —
Baba Yaga

Russian Witch of the Woods

Keep going, knowing the journey does not end.

Baba Yaga is the fearsome Russian witch of the woods,


with iron teeth, boney legs, and a nose so long it rattles
the roof of her hut when she snores. She lives in a hut
in the trackless forest. Her home has a personality of
its own—its windows are eyes, and it moves about on
giant chicken legs. It can follow wherever Baba Yaga
chooses to wander in her northern woods. She travels
bent and perched inside a giant mortar, pushing
herself across the forest floor or flying and stirring up
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the skies with her large pestle. Her other hand holds
a birch broom to erase the traces of her passing. She
is reclusive, with no wish to be disturbed, content as
she is with the company of spirits and her faithful, mysterious servants: the bodiless
hands she calls soul friends, and her beloved horsemen, the white, the red, and the
black, whom she calls Bright Dawn, Red Sun, and Dark Midnight. Her powers are
earthy and old and encompassing as time.

She may be encountered by a hero undertaking a journey, though her hut is so hidden
it is hard to find, unless a magical doll or thread shows the way. When they enter
her home, they live or die by what they say and do. When they enter for the sake
of love or virtue, when they are honest and true to their heart and their purpose—
and perform whatever impossible task Baba Yaga sets them to test their purity and
intent—they may be able to go on their way without being baked in her stone oven
and eaten. They may even be given magical gifts to help them fulfill their original
quest.

Peoples living within the northern forests of Russia and Finland honor Baba Yaga
with stone statues set on tree stumps, often with little huts full of tiny offerings. The
statues are asked for advice, then the petitioner hushes to listen for the words of the
Wisewoman of the Woods.

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When Baba Yaga appears:

What appear as odd distractions or challenges can bring you to a rewarding place.
Trust the momentum of your soul’s journey. Do not rethink each step. Do not judge
the worth of an experience until you have undergone it.

Virtue and honesty may not prevail in sophisticated places, but they do in the forests.
Know where to find authenticity. Turn away from false spirits that do not lead you
true.

Within nature, within your mind, seek out the still and sacred places where magic
is heard and felt and seen. Spend enough time to feel this as an integral part of who
you are.

Learn through experience over instruction. Follow intuition over authority.

Ask invisible friends to be your companions. This is a good time to explore or deepen
relationships with unseen beings.

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— X — Wheel of Fortune
Fortuna

European Goddess of Fate and Fortune

The high fall and the low ascend.

The goddess Fortuna at her wheel appears in art from


ancient Rome through the Middle Ages in Europe and
into the modern age in every land touched by the old
empire. Boethius describes the goddess in his popular
and enduring sixth-century work The Consolation
of Philosophy. He writes as he awaits his execution
during the fall of the Roman Empire, understanding
he has had his time in the sun, knowing as well it is
not merely his life that is coming to an end—Fortune
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is Fate at the end, Fortune always has ups and downs,
and Fate will have the last word. His goddess of
Fortune speaks thus, “This is my art, this the game I
never cease to play. I turn the wheel that spins. I delight to see the high come down
and the low ascend.”

Fortuna, the goddess of chance and of the lot, is far more interested in change than
fairness. She wears a pair of golden wings, symbolizing a separation from mundane
concerns, and an expression that looks far beyond the struggles occurring in front of
her. Rich and poor alike climb and cling, but her wheel keeps going around and no
one rides forever.

In Rome, separate altars are built for both her faces, for the two sides of luck, Mala
Fortuna and Bona Fortuna. She is an oracular goddess, often consulted about the
future she foresees and the present she holds in her hands. More often she is entreated
to be kind and bestow her favors more liberally to one who pleas most sweetly.

More than a gambler’s fixation, Fortuna’s wheel is also a chariot’s means of motion
and a ship’s helm for direction, for those who trust Fate and Fortune to be their
guide.

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When Fortuna appears:

Roll with the punches. If things are falling down, use the momentum to help you
spring back. Someone trying to land on their feet and stabilize immediately is not
back in action sooner than someone who takes the tumble with knowledge and
grace. A fall is part of the path, and the path is ever-changing.

If things are looking up, take the ride for all its worth. Enjoy the pleasures of the
moment. Be generous with your good fortune. But also use this time to build on
what can aid and sustain you when harder times come, whether it is experience and
wisdom or something more concrete, such as a home, a vehicle, or a savings plan.

There is an old story of a young farmer who broke his leg at harvest time, but when
an army swept through he was not conscripted. Good or bad luck is not always as it
appears. Remember Fortuna sees farther than you do.

To turn your luck around: Wear your clothes inside out for a day. Part your hair on
the other side. Stand up and turn around three times. Give away the last coins in your
pocket.

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— XI — Justice
Maat

Egyptian Goddess of Truth and Justice

Speak only what is true.

Maat or Ma’at is the ancient Egyptian goddess of


truth, balance, law, morality, and justice. All of these
ideals are one and the same in her. The ancient
Egyptians deeply believed in the holiness, unity,
and equilibrium of the universe. The goddess Maat
sets and continually maintains the order of the stars
and all the worlds, lest the powers of chaos overtake
creation. She stands behind the sun, Ra, as the
guiding principle of life. Humanity participates in
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this divine, cosmic harmony through correct civic
and ritual behavior.

The most important expression of the veneration of the goddess is not within a temple
dedicated to her, for those are comparatively rare. It is the king’s ritual presentation
of a small figure of Maat in the temples of other gods, particularly in the temples of
Amun, Ra, and Ptah, the most ancient gods of creation. With this offering, the king
vows to work toward preserving order and justice on their behalf.

Maat is depicted as a woman wearing a feather in her hair. She may have outstretched
wings, or hold a scepter for power, an ankh for life, or a scale for judgment. In the
Papyrus of Ani, known today as the Book of the Dead, she becomes the scale itself.
Within the Hall of Truths, she weighs the souls of the deceased as they enter the
underworld. The human heart, where the soul has its home, is balanced against her
single sacred feather. A light heart, one free from wrongdoing, may continue on the
journey toward paradise. The unworthy heart is devoured by the ferocious monster
of the underworld, the goddess Ammut.

Chapter or spell 125 of the Papyrus of Ani lists forty-two Declarations of Purity, the
so-called Negative Confessions. This is a magical spell for the absolution of the soul
of the deceased. Through the power of words and the magic of writing, transgressions
against harmony can be cleared off the cosmic record, and enable the soul to pass
the judgment of Maat. Some of these declarations are: I have caused none to weep.
I have not eaten the heart (through regret). I am not a stirrer of strife. I have never
stopped the flow of water. In a land where crops grow exclusively through irrigation,
this last is more than metaphoric. In another text from the New Kingdom era, the
Book of the Cow of Heaven, one is advised to paint a figure of Maat on one’s tongue.
This ritual assures the individual will speak only what is true. For the magician, it
allows what is spoken to become true.

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When Maat appears:

Evaluate your relationships, whether intimate or public, for right conduct. Where
cruelty, falsehood, entitlement, or servility exists, realize how your heart is eroded
by these actions.

An opportunity exists for your voice to be heard. An opportunity exists for you to be
a voice of justice.

Maintaining calm and creating order is beneficial. Do not invite chaos into your
life.

Speak aloud what you wish for. Write down your confession. Draw up a contract.
There is power to be gained in formal declarations of intent.

To reveal the truth of an unjust situation, set a light in a window, using an oil lamp or
a candle scented with frankincense or myrrh. Gaze at the flame and scry for how the
inequity may come to light to be redressed.

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— XII — Hanged One
Tiamat

Babylonian Goddess of the Deep

What has been lost lives in hidden places.

Tiamat is the Babylonian goddess of the deep, the


power and being of the vast salt waters of the seas.
She appears in ancient stories as a bloated dragon, a
terrible serpent, a monster of chaos. She also appears
as a caring and generous mother. Tiamat is the mother
of the gods, the mother of all existence. Her reality
extends beyond the dawn of time into the realm of
eternity. She is the primordial sea, where hidden life
teems and where all is ultimately dissolved. She is
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the great ocean void which surrounds and holds the
earth and all its seas.

In the beginning, Tiamat mates with Apsu, the god of the freshwater abyss that lies
beneath the earth. The sweet water rising and mingling with salt brings the younger
gods into being. The brash young ones grow pesky underfoot and eventually rebel
against their father. War erupts and Apsu is killed. Tiamat seeks revenge thereafter,
grieving for her beloved, for her children, for a world of wholeness that is lost forever.
Added to her tears are her birth waters as she brings forth monsters, giant snakes,
hooded dragons, and hybrid human-animal demons, to fight in the war.

Finally, Tiamat herself faces the child and champion of the young gods, Marduk the
storm god, in single combat. She casts spells of deep magic, but Marduk catches her
in a net, batters her with winds, and finally cuts her apart. The body of the goddess
becomes the universe, one half the dome of heaven, one half the fundament of earth.
The waters of the world pour forth from her. Her eyes become the sources of the great
rivers. Her tears are the ever-flowing, life-giving Tigris and Euphrates. Her sacrifice
creates the cradle of civilization.

Although at the new year Marduk’s followers celebrate the hero’s destruction and
control of primeval chaos, the wise and the lost know that the Ancestress, the Great
Dragoness, still lives in the deep.

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When Tiamat appears:

Surrender as you must to the inexorable forces of the time, but remember who you
are. Hold to the scent, the thread, the stream. Follow it as deep as you need, as far as
you can, and remember.

Intuition is information that wells up from within, from your deepest, truest source.
Keeping your attention focused in the upper mind cuts you off from this source of
knowledge.

Archetypes live though the stories about them change. Learn the language they speak
throughout time. Look at the symbols, the patterns, the resemblances. See the spirit
who has been with you all along.

Look at things from a different point of view: as if you were a god, as if you were
a dragon, as if you were completely whole, as if your heart were somewhere far
away.

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— XIII — Death
La Santa Muerte

Mexican Goddess of Death

Death is the destiny of life.

La Santa Muerte, Saint Death or Holy Death, is


the  beloved death goddess of Mexico and North
America. Once the Mictecacihuatl, the Aztec Lady
of the Land of the Dead and the Protector of Souls,
under European influence she appears now as a grim
reaper with scythe and robe. She wears a necklace of
gold coins and holds a globe of the world to represent
her worldly power. She reigns over the destinies of
life as well as the moments of death for she holds all
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life’s ends in her hands. Her people most commonly
petition La Santa Muerte for a good destiny, a peaceful
death.

Most Holy Death, La Santísima Muerte, oversees the many needs of her people. She
hears rituals for justice in court cases, for protection from enemies, for success in
business or in love, and for the removal of curses. Her people also ask to know the
truth of things unseen. They offer her food and flowers, red, black, and white candles,
tobacco and tequila. They know the Lady may grant any prayer. In providing a good
life, in providing a good death, she feeds herself as well. For La Santísima is the hard
and practical earth, the one who builds and sustains life by gripping, holding, and
processing the dead.

The robes of La Santa Muerte can be red, white, or black. She manifests herself as a
trinity, as three distinct faces of Death: La Blanca, La Roja, and La Negra. La Blanca,
the White Lady, is the gentlest, the most protective of her children, and the most
often petitioned. La Roja, the Red One, the passionate one, is invoked for purposes
of love, lust, anger, and risk. The Black One, the most mysterious and dangerous of
the three, is called upon only in the direst of circumstances. Only when one is truly
facing the end.

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When La Santa Muerte appears:

See the truth of the habits that get in the way of building a better life for yourself. Tear
down the walls and slay the inner demons. Ask for knowledge and strength. Do not
give up or lose faith that it can be done.

A relationship is at an end, a relationship that may be between you and another, or


between you and your previous self. If it is right to say goodbye, say it and do not look
back. If it is sad to say goodbye, first offer your tears for what has been lost.

Bring an end to negative actions and energies directed toward you by another. Do
not engage, but strengthen your position as much as possible and take your petition
to a higher authority.

Grow a pot of La Santa Muerte’s sacred aloe, a spiny plant of the arid desert that is
full of moisture and healing within.

To offer your life to the goddess and be under her protection does not mean her
scythe may not fall upon your neck at any moment. Awareness of death must come
with both trust and acceptance. And gratitude for the gift of each moment.

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— XIV — Alchemy
Brigid

Irish Goddess of Craft, Art, and Healing

Fire purifies. Water restores.

Brigid, “Bright Arrow,” is the Irish goddess of craft,


poetry, and healing. Powerful and approachable,
she is beloved by the people of the Misty Isles, and
her popularity has given her many names and many
voices throughout the centuries. Brigid gives her
people knowledge of the arts that are wise, practical,
and inspired. She is a goddess of fire, and her flame
burns in Kildare and in hearths throughout her lands.
She is a goddess of water, and her sacred wells dot
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the countryside. Her vessel is the cauldron. Her
vessel is the forge. A triple goddess, she is the one
and the other and then something more, something
new that arises from the union.

As the goddess of smithcraft, she structures and sanctifies a relationship with primal
fire, asking for strength and intelligence in return. The smith, the craftsperson, takes
the elements into his or her hands to forge something new, useful, and meaningful.
Brigid inspires her people to invent and build the artifacts of culture.

As goddess of poetry, Brigid inspires and preserves the oral teachings of her people,
the wisdom in songs and tales. She is the muse of bards and of artists of all kinds. She
is the cauldron of beauty, history, and creation in which they dip.

As goddess of healing, she is the patroness of druids, healers, and wisewomen, those
understanding herbal and medical lore, and those with the knowledge and gifts of
divination and prophecy.

Although she is the Bright One, Brigid weds a dark figure, King Bress, whose
progenitors are the Fomorii, the spirits of the evil dead. Together they have a trinity
of sons, Day, Light, and Life. Brigid wails after finding her beloved son dead on the
battlefield, initiating the practice of keening for grief and protest, a sacred gift of
expression and power during dark days.

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When Brigid appears:

The situation is improved by adding a combination of skill and attention.

Difficult feelings require expression, not suppression. Keen your grief. Speak your
rage. Forge your purpose. Pull the personal pain out of your soul for the fuel to make
something tangible from it. Show the world what it is, and what it should be.

Bring your regular practice to another level through the implementation of a grander
vision and a deeper desire. Find inspiration in the elemental world. Observe the will
and the dance of Fire. Sense the mystery and the wisdom of Water.

Bring balance into your life. If you feel too withdrawn, add activity. Stretch your legs,
your arms, your neck, your mind. If you feel too busy, add quietude. Turn off the
music, the program, the monologue, the lights. Balance is not a static but a living
process. It is a measured flow, a graceful dance performed every day.

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— XV — Corruption
Tlazolteotl

Aztec Goddess of Filth and Purification

Disease is cruel but not irredeemable.

Present at the dawn of the world, Tlazolteotl is the


Mother of the Aztec Gods. Her name is from the
ancient Nahuatl language: tlazolli signifies filth,
refuse, excrement, sin, vice, and all that is dirty and
deteriorated, and teotl represents a deity. She is called
the Sin Eater, the Mother of Midnight, Death by Lust,
and She of Two Faces. She is the contrary-natured
Aztec and Toltec goddess of filth and purification, of
fertility and disease, of prostitutes and midwives. In
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one hand she hold a cob of maize for the powers of
life, in the other a rattle, symbolic of the scourge of
illness. Her mouth and chin are black from chewing
bitumen, a smelly, sticky, natural form of petroleum used for paint. Unmarried women
of her people chew bitumen to advertise their fertility and availability.

When Tlazolteotl takes possession of a person, she causes them to lose their senses,
fall into convulsions, break out in pustules, spit blood, and commit acts of evil. She
twists minds and bodies with ugliness and suffering. Yet she is also the goddess of
purification, whose sacred rites include taking a steam bath to sweat out pollutants.
She forgives sin and cleanses its stain upon the soul. She protects from the evildoing
of others. She addresses suffering and provides healing, relief, and revolution.

Like life in the material world, Tlazolteotl has a challenging, complex reality. She is a
four-fold goddess, appearing as a sisterhood in the four stages of life. Xocotzin is the
Youngest Sister, the innocent and cruel child. Tlaco, Middle Sister, is the adventurous,
sexually active young woman. Teicu, Younger Sister, is the witch goddess who
devours the sins of humanity, purifies the souls of those who confess, and aids in
childbirth. Tiacapan, the First Born, is the oldest sister and the harshest, the one who
brings disease and destruction and then grants or withholds cure and change and the
opportunity to move on.

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When Tlazolteotl appears:

Basic realities include unpleasant tasks and distasteful choices. Avoidance of these
tasks complicates them further. Choices of convenience catch up with you when you
stop running.

Be careful, be mindful, lest you open yourself to accident and sickness.

Deal with the nitty-gritty of your life, whether of the everyday or more esoteric
kind. Deal with your dirt, your pain, your compulsions, your delusions. Give into
temptation, or work to cleanse it from your life, but acknowledge what drives you,
what hurts you, what twists you, what binds you.

A shadow covers the situation. The participants have hidden agendas. Get clarity
on details, motive, and accountability. Be sure you understand your own motives as
well.

Pettiness accumulates. Do not let it fester. Old wounds ache. Do not let them
dominate the present.

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— XVI — Destruction
Kali

Hindu Goddess of the End of Time

All the world changes.

Kali is the Hindu destroyer of worlds and the goddess


of cemeteries. She is Black Mother Time. Her skin
is the blue or black of the endless eternal void. Her
necklace of heads stands for the severance of the
ego and of ignorance. Her skirt of dismembered
limbs represents humanity’s impotence in the face
of her awesome reality. Her hair is wild, untamed,
billowing from her like a cloak of dark fire. Skulls
tumble from her hands, for even Death falls before
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her. The eighteenth-century Bengal poet Ramprasad
writes:

… When Death
Grabs you by the hair,
Call out: Kali, Kali —
Then what can He do?

Kali is birthed from the brow, from the concentration of the goddess Durga in her
need. Demons overrun the world, and even fierce Durga cannot slay them all. When
the demon lord is wounded, new spawn arise from every drop of his blood that
touches the ground. Kali vanquishes him and saves the world by holding him above
the earth and drinking his blood as it falls.

But her force cannot be stopped once invoked. Kali, the power of time that leads all
to ruin, thrives on blood. Drunk on slaughter, she dances, growing ever more wanton,
crushing all beneath her furious steps. Only when Shiva, Lord of the Dance of Life,
puts himself beneath her feet does she awaken and slow her wild rush. Someday she
will resume the dance that ends the world. When she has destroyed everything, Kali
will be the void out of time from which new worlds are born.

Kali gives her name to the great city of Calcutta (Kali Ghat, “Steps of Kali”), her temple
city and the center of her worship where goat blood is spilled for her pleasure. Yet
Kali is beloved by her people, for she allows them to move beyond fear. Facing the
annihilation of all that is beloved and familiar, and yet persevering in their devotion
and humble understanding, sets her people free.

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When Kali appears:

Pray that Kali will be kind. Offer her red flowers and red foods on dark, new moon
nights. Offer her theater and fireworks and charred flesh. A blood sacrifice means
giving up something important, something not easy to give, something with life and
meaning.

Illusions, whether cherished or not, shatter. Your personal reality crumbles along with
it. Ride it out as best you can. Do not cling to any individual, scattering piece but
focus on understanding the intangibles of the situation, the shift of energy that has
occurred. Then you will know best how to proceed.

Do not evade dealing with something difficult, lest the crushing continue. Destruction
can be slow and grinding as well as violent and sudden. Get on with it and get out
from under or be dust.

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— XVII — Stars
Spider Woman

Hopi Goddess of Thought and Creation

Small things hold the Earth to Heaven.

In the high desert of the American Southwest, Spider


Woman is revered as the creator of the world and
benefactor of her people. In the mesas of the Hopi,
her name is Kokyangwuti (pronounced similar to koh-
kyang-woo-tee). For the Pueblo, she is S‘ts‘tsi‘naku
(tse-che-nako). She is called Thinking Woman, Old
Spider Woman, and Grandmother Spider. Although
she is ancient, her power of renewal is shown through
her hair, dressed in the whorls of the squash blossom,
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the symbol of fertility. She draws light and life from
darkness.

Spider Woman creates through her thought, through her vision, through the powers
of clarity and consciousness, through the powers of a universe that sings inside her.
She creates the stars by spinning a web, lacing it with the precious dew, and tossing
it into the sky. She creates the stars to shine upon her people in the darkest night. She
arranges the constellations to show her people there is meaning in creation. A single
star in the sky may appear a small thing, but be significant in its relation to another,
through the patterns they make together, and in the feelings the expanse of a starry
night evokes.

In the darkness in the beginning of time, Spider Woman is told she is too small and
weak to help, yet through intelligence, persistence, and belief, she travels to and
returns safely from the Lake of Fire. She succeeds in bringing light and warmth into
the world where more imposing animals try and fail. In another tale, she keeps the
rising sky from leaving the world entirely by spinning web lines day and night to tie
heaven to earth and preserve her creation. Spider Woman saves her people yet again
after the destruction of the Third World, when she opens a path through the dome of
heaven and leads her people into the Fourth World, the present earth, providing hope
and direction through an inner light that shines even in utter darkness.

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When Spider Woman appears:

The more you reach for what inspires you, the more your purpose becomes apparent.
Saving grace is at hand.

Act in alignment with your beliefs. Believe in what you want to be. Even without a
clear sense of direction or a specific goal, doing small good things will illuminate
your next steps.

This is not the time to tackle a large problem head on. Use subtlety, humility, and
thoughtfulness in your approach. Sense the pattern that exists behind the scenes.

You are part of a network, a luminous, radiant web that connects every living being.
Feel your connections, to the ones you love and to your special places on the earth.
See these connections shine with clear and flowing light, light that flows through and
fills you. Invoke this web in your meditations to send healing lights and energies to
those in need.

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— XVIII — Moon
Arianrhod

Welsh Goddess of the Moon

In the realm of the soul, the Moon is your guide.

Arianrhod, whose name means Silver Wheel, is the


Welsh Mother of the Night, goddess of the moon,
the sky, and the stars. She is a shapeshifter who often
appears as an owl of the night, the owl who sees
in darkness, who sees at once ahead and behind,
whose wings are soft and silent. She is a weaver
upon her wheel, braiding and binding her magic into
the manifestation of the world and the destiny of its
creatures.
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Arianrhod is a virgin unto herself, living alone or
surrounded by enchanting, otherworldly women. She
enjoys her sexual encounters with men, however, especially with mermen in the
ocean. Like other Celtic goddesses, she is a singularity that embraces duality, she is
the mother of two magical children, although the tale that survives of her birthing
them by stepping over a wand is strange indeed. Her children are Dylan, a spirit
of the sea, and Lleu Llaw, a solar hero who is raised and taught by her brother, the
magician Gwydion.

Her Silver Wheel is the Wheel of Time, both of seasons and of reincarnation. It is
also the Wheel of Night, of the zodiac that eternally circles the North Star. Arianrhod
has a tower behind the veil of the Aurora Borealis called Caer Sidi, the Revolving
Fortress. It is the Tower Between the Worlds, the Tower of Initiation. The goddess
carries the dead to Emania, “Moonland” in her people’s tongue, in her ship named
Oar Wheel. Once in her palace, she instructs the souls in the magic and wisdom
of the Otherworld. In Emania they await their understanding of their fate. In the
Tower they prepare for their next incarnation. In the Land of the Moon, souls find
the meaning and purpose to human life. Arianrhod invites her people to come to the
heart of the power that reveals their nature and their mystery.

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When Arianrhod appears:

Wear silver and moonstones.

A reenactment of an old story is at hand. The archetypes may be manifesting in your


life, or something in your own past that haunts you. Look with your night eyes, your
soul vision, for a significant reinterpretation.

The situation involves deep forces and feelings. Change comes over time. Maintain
your intention and stay with the process. Let it unfold, let it manifest differently than
you have planned. Look for meaning and guidance among the omens you receive
along the way.

Attune yourself to your rhythms. Listening to the intimate and innate knowledge of
your physical being brings celestial wisdom into embodiment.

Set your imagination free to journey through time and space and bring back stories
of power and magic.

Get more sleep. Your brain needs time to rest, heal, process, and be at its best. Your
mind needs to wash itself in dreams, even if the visions cannot be remembered upon
waking. But try to remember.

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— XIX — Sun
Sekhmet

Egyptian Eye of the Sun

Power burns. Power heals.

Sekhmet is the Lioness of the Sun, the Eye of Ra (also


called Re), and the Egyptian goddess of destruction.
Her name comes from the word sekhem, “to be
mighty.” On her head she wears the solar disk and
the uraeus, the cobra, symbols of holy authority, of
divinity, sovereignty, and power. She is the raw power
of the sun, born from his anger and the fire of his
eye. Pure and wild, she exults in her rampages. She
loves violence and passion, the fire in the blood, the
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burning of the loins, and the raging of the heart. She
is the untempered sun. She is death in the desert. She
is divine vengeance, born to destroy humanity for
their wicked ways.

Once in full fury, she cannot and will not be stopped, although the now terrified
gods plead with her. Ra regrets his spite. The sun god thinks to dye beer with ochre to
resemble blood. Seven thousand vats of the red beer are set in the path of the goddess.
Sekhmet mistakes the beer for blood, drinks it all down, becomes intoxicated, and
turns to seeking joy instead. Some say she becomes the goddess Hathor after this, that
the Celestial Cow, beloved lover, mother, and muse, is her sweet side, as Sekhmet is
Hathor’s dark side, the mother’s righteous rage.

Because of her terrible power, Sekhmet inspires great efforts to placate her. Her
people create a “litany in stone” for her. Over seven hundred statues are placed in
harmonious, celestial alignment, and with daily rituals of appeasement, the goddess
will never grow so angry and destructive again.

Yet the Lioness is also called upon by healers, those named a “pure-priest of Sekhmet.”
Her cleansing fire protects against the devastations of pestilence and plague. Her
amulets safeguard the wearer from premature death. Sekhmet ensures that the pure
flame of one’s life is not cut short before it burns all it can.

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When Sekhmet appears:

The situation challenges you to exert your utmost power and influence. Be strong.
Be mighty. Be unapologetic. Devour your fears. Do not let small things trouble you
now.

Juice up your life. Drink in the sweetness. Play in the sun. Give your one precious
life all your blood, sweat, and tears. Letting your passions roar makes life beautiful
and momentous.

Own your rage, your outrage. Out the evildoers. Stillness and silence do not protect
you. Ferocity does, but take care not to punish the innocent on the way. Remember
you have a sweet side.

Burn away the corruption that clings to your spirit by feeding your spirit what makes
it whole and strong and on fire from within.

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— XX — Liberation
Persephone

Greek Goddess of Resurrection

The past is not forgotten, yet life begins anew.

Persephone is the Greek goddess of life, death,


and resurrection. She begins her immortal life as
Kore (Maiden), a nymph of flowering meadows and
daughter of the great goddess Demeter. She becomes
the dread and powerful queen of the underworld.
The story of her transformation is the basis of the
Eleusinian Mysteries, the ancient teachings and rites
that promise initiates a blessed afterlife.

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Kore is lured away from her companions by the most
beautiful flower she has ever seen. When she bends
to touch it, the earth opens beneath her feet. Hades,
god of the underworld, has been watching. He wants her for his wife and makes his
move. From the chasm Hades bursts out in his chariot drawn by black horses, and
Kore is seized. Hades turns his chariot toward home and the earth closes over their
passing.

The nymph becomes his queen and sits by the side of the lord of the dead. She is
the only one who may overrule his judgment, previously an absolute sentence to
the punishment pits of Tartarus, the ghostly wanderings of the Asphodel Meadows,
or the eternal bliss of Elysian Fields. She introduces the quality of mercy into the
underworld. She becomes Persephone, She Who Shines in the Darkness, She Who
Shines for All.

The goddess does not remain in the darkness below. Her mother, Demeter, has
turned the world around to make the gods bring her home to the upper world. But
Persephone has eaten the food of the dead, a few pomegranate seeds, and so she
belongs to both worlds. Her journey gives the world the cycle of the seasons, and the
understanding of the processes of growth, decay, and rebirth. For the initiates of the
Mysteries, she provides not mere mercy but revelation and transcendence. Through
the grace, the sacrifice, and the power of Persephone, they find release altogether
from the eternity of the underworld. Like their goddess, the initiates break free of and
transcend the cycle, and they look to join their souls to her forever.

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When Persephone appears:

The situation is charged with meaning and potential. You have the opportunity
to break a negative cycle, to break through to another level of awareness, and an
opportunity to exercise that awareness for a great good.

Two worlds exist for you: the spiritual and the mundane, the real world and the
Otherworld, the lands of the living and the dead. You are walking them both, so give
each their due of thought, respect, and care. Two halves are less divisive the larger
you become.

Pain and shock are not the end of the story and are not the definition of your life.
Healing and power are. You have far to go. You have the resources to get there.

Follow a calling. Follow the dream. It is time to find your path from here to
fulfillment.

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— XXI — World
Coatlicue

Aztec Mother of Creation

A single manifestation holds a multitude of being.

Coatlicue, whose name means She of the Serpent


Skirt, is the Aztec earth goddess and the Mother of
Creation. She is the mother of the gods, the sun, the
moon, and the stars. She creates life and she receives
the dead. She is the full circle of initiation and
completion. She is one and many, for Coatlicue has
four sisters. She is a fivefold goddess, she is the fivefold
earth with her four directions plus the center axis to
make the whole. The earth is sunlit and moonlit, the
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earth is mother and murderer. The serpent, like the
earth, has a dark side and a light side, as creature of
the underworld and as bringer of wisdom.

Coatlicue’s skirt of many snakes symbolizes her legendary fertility. She brings forth
children as a virgin, either completely on her own or after touching feathers or jade
stones or love charms delivered from the magicians of the sun to woo her. Her breasts
are flabby and hang low from having nursed her hundreds of children.

The goddess is also the grieving mother who sees her children at war and mourns
their death. And she is the devourer. Her face is skull-like, her hands and feet have
claws for digging out graves, and she feeds on corpses. The earth gives birth to all
that lives, consumes all that dies, and does both insatiably and perpetually. Behind
Coatlicue is a representation of the Aztec calendar stone, showing cycles of time in
the color of blood.

Coatlicue is feared because she brings darkness from the underworld to swallow up
life. She is beloved because she is the flower-covered earth in spring. Her power is
rooted, bountiful, and profound. Her aid is invoked to keep the teeming jungle at bay
while at the same time encouraging crops to grow. She is abundant life, but life that
comes with limits, life that comes with the recognition of death.

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When Coatlicue appears:

You have done what you need to do and have been what you need be. Your life has
come together in this moment to say that service has been enough. It is time to live
according to your own rules. Take leadership of your life.

Invite Coatlicue’s all-encompassing power into your day by adding cayenne, allspice,
or chocolate to your morning coffee or tea.

Look for intelligence in overall design and longevity in performance when acquiring
material objects.

If the situation were a multiple choice question, the answer would be “All of the
above.” Your life is all these things. Since you have not yet exploded, you are more
capable than you know. Realize that and get on with it.

Get creative in small, ordinary ways. Try a new food, wear a different color, hang a
picture, make mud pies with children. Make time for something beautiful to happen
in your world every single day.

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Minor Arcana

The suits of the Minor Arcana of the Dark Goddess Tarot are the four magical elements:
Fire, Water, Air, and Earth. These correspond to Wands, Cups, Swords, and Pentacles,
but are more primal and more universal. Goddesses chosen for each suit have a
connection to the element as well as to the traditional tarot meaning.

The court cards represent areas of power of the Dark Goddess. For Independence,
the Amazon. The Siren’s power is her Sexuality. The Witch is a practitioner of Magic.
The Hag walks with Death.

The goddesses of the suit of Fire are: Roman Vesta, Greek Hekate, Circe, Eris, and
Thyone, Ainu Kamui Fuchi, Celtic Epona, Hindu Durga, Tibetan Red Dakini, Aztec
Chantico, Hawaiian Pele, Egyptian Qadesh, Welsh Cerridwen, and Voudun Maman
Brigitte.

The goddesses of the suit of Water are: the Face of the Deep, German Lorelei, African
Mami Wata, Greek Lethe, Scylla, and Aphrodite, Mexican La Llorona, Egyptian
Tefnut, Irish Maeve, Inuit Sedna, British Lady of the Lake, Mayan Ixchel, Shinto Haya-
Akitsu-Hime, and Norse Ran.

The goddesses of the suit of Air are: Greek Nemesis, Athena, and Erinyes, Tibetan
Blue Dakini, Egyptian Nut, Japanese Harionago, Celtic Scathach, Roman Laverna,
Hopi Crow Mother, Irish Banshee, Norse Skadi, Babylonian Lilith, Yoruba Oya, and
Hindu Dhumavati.

The goddesses of the suit of Earth are: Greek Gaia, Sphinx, Demeter, and Baubo,
Norse Hel and Norns, Pacific Northwest Tsonokwa, Sumerian Ereshkigal and Inanna,
Scottish Cailleach, Nigerian Ala, Chinook She Who Watches.

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Vesta

Roman Goddess of Holy Fire

Revere the source. Keep power pure.

Vesta, the Roman goddess of fire and the hearth, is


a quiet, strong, and serious goddess. She dresses in
modest robes of undyed wool, and is shown standing
in front of her temple, sacred fire and fuel in her
hands. The fuel is gathered branches carefully bound
together to create that which will burn longer than a
haphazard pile of sticks. A virgin whole unto herself,
when her brother Jupiter offers to give her anything
she desires, Vesta asks to remain unmarried. She
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also asks for the first part of every sacrifice, to honor
the spirit and power of the fire, the hearth, and all
that has been made possible by gathering around it.
Whether in a grand temple or a humble home, the first part of all oblations to the
gods is given back to the fire herself. Good fortune follows when the offering crackles
and speaks as it burns.

Unlike in the homes of the people, no image of Vesta is found in the temple, for there
the fire is all, the goddess in her purest, most powerful form. The temple is circular in
design, purposefully recalling the round hut of the primitive era, so that in its hearth
the ever burning fire represents the endurance of the heart of Rome, the holy fire
rescued from the fall of fabled, ancient Troy, and used to found a city whose fame
would grow even greater.

Only on March 1st, the Roman New Year, is the fire allowed to go out before being
ritually renewed. For the fire to be eternal and continue to protect the state of Rome
from disaster, it must be kept burning, no easy task in a building with a vented roof.
Assigned to protect and feed the fire are the Vestals, maidens chosen from noble
families to serve the flame for the next thirty years of their lives. Their devotion and
their chastity must be exemplary as they emulate Vesta’s desire to blaze forever in
purity, passion, and power.

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When Vesta appears:

The situation in question has deep roots and a bright future. The grounding of the one
and the inspiration of the other work together for success.

When what you want arises from your elemental spirit, let it find some expression.
Acknowledge this desire or risk your spirit fading away. You need to feed your
flame.

Do not allow critics or helpers to skew your vision, nor allow yourself to twist it to fit
your fantasy or your convenience. If you are granted a true vision, honor it.

Begin a new daily practice that expresses gratitude for what makes you feel alive. The
time is right for your choice in this practice to become quite meaningful.

You know what makes you stronger. Do that now.

Set aside a special place just for you to commune with your spirit. Clean and refurbish
your altar with what is most meaningful.

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Two of Fire
Hekate

Greek Goddess of the Crossroads

You don’t need a path to find your way.

Hekate is a mystery goddess, a Titan, one of the old


gods from before the Olympians came to the land
of Greece. She may be the only one who survives
the war between the gods with her powers intact. In
Latin she is named Hecate Trivia (Latin: Three Roads)
because she retains her powers in the three realms:
heaven, earth, and the underworld. She walks all
roads and knows all ways. She is the goddess of
the crossroads, for where roads cross there is blood
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and power, there are ghosts and opportunity. In
Greek she is called Phosphoros, the Lightbringer,
and Nyktipolos, the Night Wanderer. She opens the
passage, she illumines the path. Hekate is a psychopomp, a conductor of souls, one
who can guide another between the worlds.

Hekate, along with Demeter and Persephone, is one of the goddesses of the Eleusinian
Mysteries, ancient rites of life, death, and resurrection, of seasons of the land and cycles
of the soul. When Demeter is frantically searching for her missing daughter, Hekate
speaks up to let her know what has happened. Her flaming torches guide the mother
through the night. When Persephone is released from the underworld, Hekate lights
her way home. When Persephone returns to rule the land of the dead, Hekate goes as
her minister and companion. The Eleusinian rites were practiced for 1,500 years and
embraced thousands of souls, yet every initiate kept secret the ultimate revelation.
Perhaps because revelation, like the night path, the soul’s path, illuminates differently
for everyone. Perhaps because mystery can only be experienced, not explained.

For some, Hekate’s familiarity with the underworld has cast a shroud of fear upon the
one who wanders dark ways accompanied by the hounds of Hades. Some name her
Queen of Ghosts and Mother of Monsters. The wise know she is called Goddess of
Witches because she walks their walk, the spirit’s walk between the worlds.

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When Hekate appears:

When next you hear a howling dog, think about the path you are on. Consider how
you can take it to a more meaningful, more magical place.

When you are at a crossroads and have a choice to make, move toward what you
know is true over what you wish were true. Success comes when both intuition and
reason are respected and offer equal guidance.

Accept the next meaningful opportunity that appears. Trust that if you take the first
step, you will be guided to the next.

Light two candles. Set them in front of you. Notice the space between them. Slowly
move them apart and see the space between them open up. Do not focus your eyes
but allow yourself to visualize the way ahead open up before you.

You may wish for power but if you are reluctant to step up and take it, to seize the
moment, it will remain mere wishful thinking.

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Three of Fire
Circe

Greek Goddess of Magic

Ideas have a life of their own.

Circe (usually pronounced as in Latin sur-see, in


Greek, kir-kee) is an immortal pharmakeia, a sorceress,
the goddess who is credited with the invention of
magic. She lives on a sacred isle far from habited
lands, located on the boundary between the sea and
the river Oceanus that encircles the earth. Friendly
lions, bears, and wolves run through the halls of her
home.

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Circe knows the lore of every leaf, root, berry, and
flower. She blends medicines. She mixes potions.
She heals and she poisons. She creates illusions that
please her, glamours that hide or reveal. She is a necromancer, raising the shades of
the dead to discover hidden information or foretell the future. Circe is known to be a
friend to witches; an ancient invocation asks her to “come cast cruel spells; hurt both
these men and their handiwork.”

But Circe’s most famous skill is metamorphosis, the transformation of one body into
another, as the men of the wanderer Odysseus discover when they chance upon her
shores. She pours an elixir into their drink of honey, wine, barley, and cream. After
they drink, she touches her wand to their hair and chants a spell: bristles sprout on
their faces, their words become grunts, and they are changed into animals. After
Circe makes peace (and makes love) with Odysseus, she unspells his men by similar
means, returning them to themselves. She then advises Odysseus on the rest of his
journey, foreseeing what he will encounter. Her advice allows him to survive the
dangers. She is not jealous knowing he will have other women before finally coming
home to his wife. She has had her fun, and there are more potions to brew, more
magic to cook up, and more powers to discover.

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When Circe appears:

Your creative ability is high right now. Make the most of it and make something.
Express your creativity in any and every way you can: through participation in the
arts, by planting or arranging flowers, inventing a recipe, or developing a personal
style.

Permanence is an illusion. And permanence is boring. Everything changes.


Everything dies. But the journey can be a good one, and a legacy of work, of service,
of knowledge, and of creation can remain.

Mix up the things in your life. Do not keep everything in separate pigeonholes.
Bringing in new elements adds vitality to the situation. But do so with thought and
skill.

Changing the appearance of your self or your home is not a superficial act. It
reverberates on other levels and creates deeper change. Dress for power and pleasure
rather than conformity or invisibility.

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Four of Fire
Kamui Fuchi

Ainu Goddess of the Hearth

Family, ancestors, and gods meet at the hearth.

Kamui Fuchi, whose full name means Rising Fire


Sparks Woman, is the goddess of the hearth for the
Ainu, the indigenous people of the islands of north
of Japan and east of Russia. The goddess appears as
an Ainu woman with a beautiful lip tattoo and richly
appliquéd robe. Kamui Fuchi lives within the four-
sided hearth that is at the center of every Ainu home.
Her hearth is a portal, a gateway through which
people and kamui can communicate. Kamui are the
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gods, the immortal powers of land and nature. Kamui
is also the word for a sacred animal, especially the
bear, for that is the form the gods most often take
when they visit the earth.

The hearth is also the home of the beloved dead. For Kamui Fuchi’s people, the word
“ancestor” translates as “one who dwells in the hearth.” The souls of the dead who
live within will be given new bodies in time, but live for the moment in the pure grace
and power of the home fire. For this reason, and to keep Kamui Fuchi’s blessing upon
one’s home, the hearth must be purified with rites, kept clean and tended, and the
fire must never be completely extinguished. To keep this channel open between the
living, the beloved dead, and the gods is Kamui Fuchi’s primary purpose and power.
This is so important that she never leaves her home. But her power is so great, she
never needs to leave. She has mighty magic that can work at a distance, plus friends
among the household kamui, such as the god of the privy, who will do her bidding.

Being the center of the home, Kamui Fuchi is the judge of domestic affairs. She
chastises those who do not maintain proper relationships within the family and
punishes those who pollute the sanctity of the hearth and disrespect the gods and
ancestors.

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When Kamui Fuchi appears:

Scry using fire to receive messages from gods or ancestors. A wood fire works best,
but any flame may be used. Scrying involves a soft gaze and an open mind. Let the
spirit ones speak as they will, whether in thought, image, or simple symbol.

Clean your house. Smudge your home and yourself with sage to purify the energies.
If you are allergic to smoke, use an aromatic spray of a few drops of essential oil
mixed with the water. White sage is traditional, but you can use any herb or scent
you find clean and refreshing.

Every home needs a hearth, a heart, a center. Every heart and hearth needs tending. If
the relationships within your home are fraught with stress, then relaxation and some
simple care is in order. Gather your loved ones. Celebrate your existence and value
your connection.

Your life has been given to you by your ancestors. Acknowledge the gift even if you
cannot honor those who passed it along. Remember the fire they gave you is now
yours to carry forward.

Your fire, your spirit and energy, has to last you all your life. Do not waste it in pursuits
unaligned with your nature and purposes. Do not pollute your future through poor
behavior in the present.

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Five of Fire
Eris

Greek Goddess of Chaos and Strife

Run from trouble, it comes back double.

Eris (pronounced air-iss), the Greek goddess of strife,


lives to create chaos. She stirs up trouble everywhere
she goes, whether it is an unexpected quarrel among
friends, a crowd gone riot, or a full-scale conflict. She
accompanies her brother Ares, the god of war, into
battle, delighting in the horrific and senseless violence.
Her thirst for blood is insatiable. Even after the war is
over she haunts the battlefield, stalking through the
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Because Eris is such unpleasant company, she is the
only goddess not invited to the wedding of the sea
goddess Thetis. Angry, she turns up anyway. Out of spite and wickedness, she tosses
amongst the guests a golden apple inscribed “to the fairest.” Hera, Aphrodite, and
Athena all claim it, and their rivalry will trigger the events that lead to the Trojan War
and the devastation of an ancient city and people. Ruining a single wedding may
have been the better choice.

Aesop tells a somewhat contrary tale of another of Eris’s enchanted apples, but
contrariness is one of the qualities of the goddess. In going through a narrow pass,
Herakles sees an apple on the ground and tries to smash it with his club. Every time
he strikes the apple it grows, until it completely blocks his path. He is dumbfounded
and cannot think how to proceed. Athena tells him this is Strife: leave it alone, it stays
small. Fight it, and it grows big. The hero learns striking out blindly and violently does
no good.

The older, perhaps wiser, Hesiod says that Eris has two sides. One is awful and cruel,
but the other is not. Her kinder side is no less energetic, but what she bestirs is action
among the shiftless and aimless, and what she brings is change.

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When Eris appears:

Do not borrow trouble. Imagining potential conflict scenarios floods your system
with stress hormones. This makes you touchy and so makes trouble more likely.

If you fight fire with fire a conflagration will be at hand.

Denial of conflict or anger may smooth things over for a while, but it will then burst
out with more force, damage, and danger. Make more peace for yourself in the future
by acting now.

Rage cannot be reasoned with, but it may be deflected. Humor or energetic activity
may help.

If you are fighting with yourself, nothing can be achieved. Determine which parts of
yourself are clamoring because they need a hearing and which just want to stir up
trouble.

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Six of Fire
Epona

Celtic and Roman Goddess of Horses

Succeed on the strength of your alliances.

Epona (pronounced ay-pone-ah), the Great Mare,


is the goddess of the horse. Her motto refers to the
Celtic people’s alliance with the horse, a partnership
which allows her people to successfully make
their way across Europe to the Misty Isles, and to
flourish wherever they find themselves. Horses add
tremendous strength, maneuverability, and wealth
to the tribe. They can be used for meat, milk, riding,
and hauling. The Great Mare is the source of the
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fertility of the herd, and so Epona is also the source
of the potency and prosperity of her people. As the
goddess of plenty, she is often seen riding sidesaddle
accompanied by her mares and foals, and carrying a basket of the common and
wonderful apples that mean food and drink, sustenance and sweetness.

When Roman warriors arrive in Britain, they embrace Epona and build temples to
her, so impressed are they by the horsemanship of the Celtic people. Epona’s warriors
are a true cavalry. They fight on horseback with spears and swords, man and animal
as one, quite unlike other armies of the time that ride to battle but then dismount or
remain in a chariot to fight. The horse is the Celt warrior’s greatest ally in war, partner
in wealth, and friend for life.

Epona provides for her people in death as she does in life, for she is also the Night
Mare. Her image is carved into gravestones, a prayer that she and her spirit horse
carry one’s soul safely into the next world. Seers of the tribe receive the visions she
brings back to the land of the living upon her return and upon their awakening. The
Night Mare’s gift may show a path of good fortune, or inform a treatment of illness, or
warn of danger, whatever is needed to sustain and increase the herd and the people
who care for them.

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When Epona appears:

Hang a horseshoe over the door to invoke the blessing of the goddess upon your
movements throughout the day.

Make as much progress with the task ahead as you can today, and then tomorrow,
until it is done. Prepare to move on to better things by clearing the road ahead.

When people who care for you are available to help you, let them. Have a plan and
ask for small but specific commitments. Sometimes it takes a herd. And a herd needs
a strong, sensitive, balanced leader. Especially when the herd is not of docile sheep
but swift, spirited horses.

Prosperity means different things to different people. Know what it means to you. Be
unashamed about what is enough. Be honorable about what is enough.

When you are offered it, enjoy your moment in the sun. Accept the accolades, take in
the blessings, and store that sunshine. Let it give you strength as you go forward.

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Durga

Hindu Fierce Mother Goddess

Rise up or the demons win.

The fiercest and eldest manifestation of the Great


Goddess, Durga incarnates on earth to fight demons
when they have become too powerful and threaten
the continued existence of humanity and the gods.
The gods invoke her into manifestation through
offering their combined powers. Each individual god
does not have the power to conquer the demons,
but when all come together, a shining pathway
for the invincible goddess appears. In Sanskrit, the
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word “durga” means “beyond reach,” a place that is
inaccessible, invulnerable, a fort and a sanctuary.

The goddess succeeds in vanquishing the demon armies, for when she needs help,
female warriors arise from her sighs, and the insatiable Kali springs from her knitted
brow. The tiger Durga rides represents her unlimited power. The goddess commands
and directs the wildest and greatest strength. She wears a red skirt, and the color
red symbolizes action. She manifests for this purpose, for action. She keeps busy
destroying demons and does not stop until the world is made safe. She works to protect
her people from misery. The evils she slays are the selfishness, ignorance, jealousy,
prejudice, hatred, anger, and arrogance that plague humanity. She disappears when
the demons are defeated because she does need accolades and has no ambition upon
the world beyond her purpose. She is the Divine Mother ensuring that righteousness
and compassion will continue to exist.

In her hands are gifts from the gods, her many weapons: mace, sword, club, spear,
lariat, bow and arrow, and the conch. The variety of weapons show that one weapon
cannot destroy every kind of evil. Different weapons must be used for different fights.
The conch does not slay, however, but makes the sound of the sacred Om, the sound
of creation, the sound of the preeminence and ultimate victory of virtue.

The Devi Mahatmya (“Glory of the Goddess”), a religious text that dates from the fifth
century, speaks of Durga thus: Good fortune of the virtuous, Ill-fortune in the house
of the evil, Intelligence in the minds of the learned, Faiths in the hearts of the good.

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When Durga appears:

Know which weapon to use for the fight. To do this, you must first know what weapons
you have available to you. These may be tools, talents, skills, or allies.

Know your ground, your position, and make a stand. Defend your rights and the
rights of others. Do not confuse rights with privileges, nor convenience with virtue.

Identify your personal demons. Demons can be so subtle, and your compliance so
ingrained. Remember that fierce compassion begins with self care. Fight the demons,
not yourself.

Do not give up because something is hard. It will be accomplished if you keep


trying.

Will and energy together accomplish great things. Will without energy turns rigid
and inert. Energy without will becomes scattered and chaotic.

Dress your altar with red foods, cloths, flowers, and fruits. Include arrows and other
metal items and a mirror. Use camphor and sandalwood in your aromatics.

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Eight of Fire
Red Dakini

Tibetan Goddess of Energy and Fervor

Let the rush lead to a new awakening.

The Red Dakini is the Tibetan goddess of fire and


blood, of energy and sexuality. She bursts into
manifestation from the realm of spirit. She surges
in to engage this world, and transmutes everything
she touches back to spirit. The yogini dances and
leaps between worlds, creating paths and gateways
through her movement. Dakini has been translated
as “Flying Woman” and “She Who Revels in the
Freedom of Emptiness.” She comes from the land of
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the dakinis, a place of spiritual women to the west of
Tibet called Odiyana, “Vehicle of Flying.” The flight
of the dakinis is that of the shaman, of the spirit that ascends to heaven and descends
to the underworld seeking healing and lost souls.

The soaring Red Dakini initiates change in a great energetic shift, taking life from
one level to another. She carries messages of synchronicity and fate. She charges
the seed to burst its shell and enter the wheel of life. She revivifies the dead. In her
presence one is set free from old patterns of being, and feels flayed, raw, alive. The
dross is burned away and the shining core of spirit is revealed by the fire that holds
both terror and bliss.

The Red Dakini seduces people to follow impossible dreams. She uses her beauty
and desirability to inspire the most spiritual quests. She is the fire of the body and
the passion of the spirit in one primal, powerful, heavenly, beautiful being. Within
the individual, the energy of the Red Dakini floods the system. She burns through
mental barriers and physical blocks. She allows pain and pleasure to be felt in full,
to shake the roofs and the foundations of body and soul. She purifies and invigorates
her people who call out to her, who are willing to embrace her, fortunate enough to
be chosen by her, and brave enough to love her.

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When the Red Dakini appears:

The energy of the situation has momentum and direction that are difficult to divert.
Get out of the way or go for the ride.

Activate your everyday life. Rather than seek convenience, welcome opportunities
to move and to do.

Whether standing or sitting, elongate your spine. Invite a feeling of freedom and
strength into your body.

Burn Tibetan incense. Ring a brass bell. Invite the goddess into your life if you are
ready for change.

Follow your desire. Follow it to its source. Take your heart on the journey, be present
and alive. Do not set your heart on a specific outcome. Do not set your potential
for happiness in the future. Feel the potential alive in this moment, within your next
heartbeat.

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Nine of Fire
Chantico

Aztec Goddess of the Hearth

What you possess is worth protecting.

Chantico is the Aztec goddess of fire. She is the fire of


the hearth as well as the fire found within volcanoes.
Her name means She Who Dwells in the House.
She is the life, the power within. She is present for
every sacred and mundane activity of the household.
Chantico is power contained, and power protected.
She is a goddess of wealth, for hers are the glowing
gems found deep within the earth.

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Her emblem is the boiling cauldron. Her fire is
represented by red and yellow flowers. The white
and orange jaguar tails billowing from the cauldron
are the symbols of smoke and flame. The jaguar, the potent, elegant predator of the
jungle, is the avatar of the sun on earth. Chantico as the goddess of the hearth allows
a piece of the great passion and power of the sun to be kept within a home.

Chantico defends the home and all that is contained within it, for the goddess of
precious things is quite protective of her possessions: her jewels and beautiful clothing
and furnishings. The unpleasant things she visits upon any human or god who dares
to touch her property are legendary. Often she assumes the form of a poisonous, fiery
red serpent to achieve retribution. Underlining her prickly nature, she wears a crown
of cactus spikes on her head.

It is said she is turned into a dog by the god of food when she breaks a taboo by
eating after a ritual. But Dog is just another face she wears, as the dog protects the
home. Men who must leave their homes and go into battle bank a fire in their hearth,
and pray to Chantico that they may return before the fire goes out. The treasure most
worthy of protection is the life that burns within their own bodies.

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When Chantico appears:

Focus on your internal energy level. If the fire of your spirit is low, block those things
that drain it. Invite those things that feed it. If it is running too hot, make sure it stays
under your control. If you explode, you may lose what you have worked to achieve.

Build a fire. Understand what a good fire needs: fuel, air, and containment. If you
have no fireplace or fire pit, an iron pot may be used, preferably out of doors. Fire is
built in layers. First is an easily flammable tinder, such as paper. Then comes kindling,
then larger pieces of wood. The larger pieces must be close enough to catch and feed
each other, but not so close that they smother each other.

Watch out for what you treasure. Be aware, and do not allow the greedy, the needy,
or the envious to ruin your pleasure in your home and possessions. Build a protective
energy field by walking around your home carrying a candle, or passing a candle in
a circle around the precious object. Make witch bottles from old jars filled with pins,
nails, and other sharp objects and bury them at your property line or keep them by
your front door.

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Ten of Fire
Thyone

Greek Goddess of Divine Frenzy

How far would you go to meet god?

Thyone (pronounced thigh-O-knee) is a mortal who


becomes a goddess, the apotheosed mother of
Dionysos, the wild, intoxicating god of wine and
nature. She is the high priestess of the Dionysian
rites, the Bacchic orgies. She leads the Maenads, the
“frenzied ones,” in their tumultuous rampage through
the mountains as they worship, writhing and dancing
to their clashing cymbals, haunting flutes, jangling
tambourines, and pounding drums.
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Deified as Thyone, which translates as “inspired
frenzy,” the goddess is born Semele, a mortal princess
of Thebes, a kingdom in central Greece. Her beauty attracts the father god Zeus, and
they begin an affair where he comes to her secretly in the dark of night. Whether she
is tricked by Hera, queen of the gods and Zeus’s jealous wife, or whether she decides
on her own, Semele asks Zeus to prove his love and the god swears he will. What she
asks is that he come to her in his true form, as he comes to Hera, so she may know
what it is to sleep with a god. Bound by his oath he does so, and she is consumed by
thunder and lightning.

Her immortal son Dionysos is recovered from her womb. Some say Zeus gives the
babe to the nymphs of a sacred cave, others that he sews the infant into his own thigh
until the child should come to term. Still others say Dionysos leaps from his mother’s
blasted body, shining brilliantly as a star. Upon reaching adulthood he descends to
the underworld to fetch his mother, or perhaps Zeus gives her a new body that has
been bathed in and can withstand the purifying fire. Either way the woman who
would love a god, who would know the truth of god, becomes the goddess, Thyone,
and takes her place among the immortals.

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When Thyone appears:

Use storax in your aromatics, an ancient incense associated with the goddess. Or mix
your own volatile oils, combining a passion-heavy scent with another that is sharp
and strong as a mountain storm.

You cannot stop what is happening nor prevent it from overwhelming you. The only
way out is through in this situation. Keep going. Do not give up. The future holds
change that sets you free.

To prevent stress from sickening you, sweat it out. Drink hot teas. Eat hot peppers. Go
dancing, go running, or take a sauna.

Go all out. An energetic response offers the best route to success. Keep pushing.
Reaching for more brings you more than you dreamed possible.

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Amazon of Fire
Pele

Hawaiian Goddess of the Volcano

A passionate heart should not be made tame.

Pele is the Hawaiian goddess of fire and the volcano.


Daughter of Haumea, the Earth Mother, and Wakea,
the Sky Father, she is akua kino lau, a spirit of many
bodies. Pele appears as a withered crone, who may
ask for a cigarette and light it with a snap of her
fingers. She appears as a hot-blooded young woman
who dances on the rims of craters. The goddess is
passionate and can be vengeful when her passion is
not requited. She falls in love with handsome young
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men, seduces them until she is satisfied, then returns
to her mountain. There she appears as her elemental
self, as a river of red running lava, or as steam rising from cracked black rock, or as
fountains of sparks against the sky.

Pele is possessive of every bit of her land, which is both her home and her self.
Travelers who pocket stones in Hawaii and take them away are known to have bad
luck until those pieces are returned to her. Her people honor and appease Pele with
heartfelt offerings, casting into her fires sugar cane, hibiscus flowers, money, and
their own cut hair. Branches of the native berry bush, the ohelo, with its sweet red
and yellow berries are also offered. Sacred to Pele as well is a hardy and versatile
flowering evergreen, the ohi‘a lehua, the first tree to populate a new lava field.

In her ancient homeland Pele causes a great conflagration by playing with underworld
fires. When the gods, her relatives, chase her from that place she comes to the tiny
atolls that are Hawaii. Pele creates island after island from them, bringing a new
home into being for herself through raw power, through passion and need, through
great eruptions of fire and earth. Resting within Mount Kilauea on the Big Island, the
goddess divines her next adventure.

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When Pele appears:

Love whom you love, whether or not your love is returned. Powerful emotion can
be released through art and action, in hard work and hard play, through movement,
words, and color.

Want what you want. Do not hold back in declaring your desire. Not getting it is
better for you than not acknowledging it.

Do not overthink the situation. Learn to trust the core of the fire inside you, your life
force and its impulses toward growth and expression.

Be open to adventure. Let passion lead you to a new land and greater power.

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Siren of Fire
Qadesh

Egyptian Goddess of Pleasure

All acts of love and pleasure are my rituals.

Originally from the Middle East, Qadesh (Qetesh,


Qedeshet, Qudshu) is the goddess of nature, beauty,
sexual pleasure, and sacred ecstasy. Her name is from
the Semitic QDŠ which means “holy” and her titles
include “mistress of all the gods,” “beloved,” and
“without equal.” Her epithet of Lady of Heaven, as
well as her connection to both love and war shown by
her two husbands, links her to other great goddesses
from the East like Ishtar and Asherah.
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Qadesh arrives in Egypt in the time of the New
Kingdom, bringing one husband with her, the Syrian
warrior god Reshep. She acquires her other husband in her new land, the ever-ready,
ithyphallic Egyptian fertility god Min. The goddess and her consorts are celebrated
and worshipped together, as a triad.

Qadesh holds lotus flowers in one hand and snakes in the other. These represent
not only female and male genitalia but her gifts of deep healing. She appears nude,
facing front, standing on a lion, and wearing the crescent moon, all Eastern attributes.
In her new land she is given the jewelry, hairstyle, and sun disc worn by Hathor, the
Egyptian goddess of love and joy. Qadesh’s Eastern ferocity is softened by Hathor’s
gentle influence and the embrace of her new people. She still has her warrior god at
hand, but like the lion she stands on, his power is in service to his lady. Pleasure, not
bloodletting, is his priority.

The marriage of two cultures symbolized by this goddess is inclusive. No husband


is excluded for the other. Qadesh is made sweeter by the embrace of her Egyptian
god, but her raw passion and powerful sexuality remain. She has the power to bring
new love and new life from afar. She makes beautiful the union of separate bodies
and diverse souls.

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When Qadesh appears:

Balance and beauty are achieved by including all that you love in your life. Let all
that you love serve and sustain you. Do not sacrifice one love for another. Be large
enough to embrace more.

Know what brings you pleasure, and experiment if you don’t. Take charge of your
own pleasure through doing it yourself or communicating honestly with your partner.
Sex is healing when there is mutual respect with care for oneself and for the other.

However you feel about your body, celebrate that it can be capable of pleasure,
whether it is a lover or the breeze that caresses your cheek. When you stretch or
move, do so as luxuriously and sensually as you are able.

Explore what another culture has to offer. See its sights. Savor its scents and flavors.
Enrich your world.

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Witch of Fire
Cerridwen

Welsh Goddess of Transformation

Craft anew with the bones of the old.

Cerridwen (pronounced care-id-wen) is the goddess


of wisdom, magic, and transformation for the
people of the Western mountains of the Misty Isle
who call themselves the Cymri (Friends). “Welsh,”
a word meaning foreigner, is the name given them
by their British neighbors. Cerridwen is the keeper
of the cauldron of the underworld, the cauldron of
knowledge, of inspiration, and of regeneration. Her
cauldron is the vessel where magic is made, where
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raw power is held, contained, directed, formed, and
used to step from one state of being into another. She
is a shapeshifter and a walker between the worlds.
She often appears in the form of a white sow. The sow is fecund and fearsome.
Sows are intelligent, have large litters of fast-growing piglets, and will eat their young
during terrible times. Cerridwen is the Mother of Life, the Crone of Death, and the
Mystery of Rebirth.

Cerridwen lives on a magical isle and gives birth to two children of opposing
natures—a daughter, Crearwy, who is fair and good, and a son, Afagddu, who is
ugly and mean. The mother loves them both. To help her unfortunate son, she brews
a potion to make her boy the most inspired, inventive, and wise of men. As it must
brew for a year and a day to reach its full potency, she enlists a young boy named
Gwion to help keep the pot stirred.

One day she is out collecting more herbs when a few drops of the mixture splash
onto the boy’s finger and he pops it into his mouth. Suddenly he understands the
languages of birds and beasts. He knows the secrets of the past and can foresee the
future. Realizing how angry Cerridwen will be at him for tasting what was not meant
for him, he runs away. Returning, Cerridwen gives chase. They transform themselves
through a cycle of the seasons as they run: a hare and a greyhound, a fish and an
otter, a bird and a hawk, finally as a grain of wheat and a hen, in which form she
consumes him, then gives birth nine months later to the great poet Taliesin.

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When Cerridwen appears:

You have rich experience, special knowledge, a unique viewpoint. Claim it. Use it.
See what you can create given direction, care, and time. Who you can become is
worth the effort.

Use an established framework, structure, or container to help your creation develop.


This keeps your energy focused and supported and protects it from dissipation.

In a contentious situation, keep changing tactics until you find the approach that
succeeds. Think of the wisdom of animals and their differing, always evolving ways
of surviving and thriving in the world.

Being whole means using your full power, embracing both the light and the dark, and
knowing life and death together are one great mystery, one cycle of time.

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Hag of Fire
Maman Brigitte

Vodun Queen of the Cemetery

Dance with your ancestors. Raise the dead.

Maman Brigitte is the Vodou or Vodun queen of the


cemetery. Mistress of the Ghede, the lwa or spirits of
the underworld, she is married to Baron Samedi, the
chief of these spirits. She is foul-mouthed, sarcastic,
and suggestive. Her favorite drink is rum laced with
hot pepper, her favorite sacrifice is a gleaming black
cockerel. She loves to dance. She loves to shock. And
she passionately loves her children.

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Maman Brigitte has the power to raise the dead.
She aids and cures lost cases and causes, those on
the brink of losing the flame of their lives through
evil magic and bad luck. In one song to Maman Brigitte, her people exhort her to
arise, “A lot of talk won’t raise the dead. Tie up your head...” and get along with the
punishment of the evildoers.

The grave of the first woman buried in any cemetery is sacred to the goddess,
who is the mother of the ancestors and therefore the source of life and death. Her
ceremonial cross can be erected at this grave, and offerings to Maman Brigitte left
there. The consecrated grave provides a pathway for energies to cross from one world
to another, for wisdom to be received from the ancestors, with love and hope offered
to them.

On November 2nd, Fet Ghede, All Souls’ Day, her people dress in white or in the
Ghede’s purple and black and visit the graveyards. They burn candles, make offerings,
and pray to their Maman for protection, justice, and healing. Offerings include rum
and cigarettes, peanuts and plantains, coffee and cornmeal. The ancestors must be
fed if one would have their blessing. Cornmeal is used to outline her veve, the sacred
symbol that draws and nourishes her, so it may be blown or swept away. Nothing
should remain once the prayer is complete and one has put the problem into Maman
Brigitte’s hands.

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When Maman Brigitte appears:

Honor the ancestors. They are both your past and your future, where you came
from and where you are going. Respect the ancestors who created not only you but
everything around you. Honor them through offerings: on the altar, at the cemetery,
or in person through a visit to family or the elderly.

Do something a grandmother or beloved elder liked to do. Remember what they


taught you. Pass their wisdom along to someone else so it continues to be alive.

Visit a cemetery and look for the oldest stones. Be respectful. Do not chatter. Never
walk across a grave, but walk softly at its foot. Listen to the spirits. Do what they ask
if it is within your power.

If you would make a change in your world, if you ask for healing or justice, remember
to “tie up your kidneys” (gird your loins as another might say) and get on with doing
all you can on your own behalf. The ancestors and their Maman join in when they
see you are serious.

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Ace of Water
Face of the Deep

Ancient Nameless Goddess of Water

The sea knows all souls.

The Face of the Deep is the ancient, nameless goddess


of water. She is Water by no other name, Water in no
human form, Water at her purest, her deepest, her
most enveloping and embracing. Science describes
water as the universal solvent, the one compound
that dissolves almost everything given time. Water
is the solution that makes connection, absorption,
reaction, and union possible.

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In Sumeria, the Face of the Deep is Nammu, the
goddess of the primeval sea. Nammu gives birth to
heaven and earth and to the first gods of the world. It
is also she who dreams the creation of humanity deep within her body mind, and she
offers this vision, this reflection, to the gods to make manifest. In Babylonia, the sea
goddess who is mother of the gods is called Tiamat. The Hebrew word for the Deep,
tehom, derives from this ancient name.

Before the Hebrew god speaks his famous words, “Let there be light,” She Who Is
Water already exists. The King James Bible speaks of her thus: “And the earth was
without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit
of God moved upon the face of the waters.” The Face of the Deep is God’s lover, and
it is this movement, this connection with the source, that catalyzes his power and
allows life on earth to begin.

Water is the Ancient Mother. She is the primordial sea, the great womb, the birthplace
and the reservoir of life. She is the heart and soul of the world. And she is the world
of the heart, with all its passion, compassion, and pain. The Face of the Deep is the
source of one’s soul, the gift and the repository of the longing to become One and
All.

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When the Face of the Deep appears:

Nothing is more important now than the understanding of your soul’s desire through
the experience of this emotion. Emotion is a pathway to a deeper understanding of
meaning. Discover where this feeling is taking you.

Reach out as far and as long as you are able. Success comes from being inclusive.

There is depth within you beyond even profound pain and vast love, a place that is
boundless and eternal. If you can reach it, this ancient source will fill you from your
core to your tips. It can also appear as a huge emptiness within. Do not be afraid of
that. It is your soul showing you what a great capacity you have for life.

Look for relief in salt baths and herbal elixirs from old recipes. Flood your system with
all that is loving and healing. Pour warm tea down your throat. Pour sweet sounds
into your ears. Let the barriers of disease dissolve in the comfort of communion.

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Two of Water
Lorelei

German Spirit of Eternal Desire

The deeper you go, the harder your heart will beat.

Lorelei is a siren who sings in the stone of the cliffs


along the Rhine River, luring German boatmen to join
her in an eternal embrace. A maiden of most alluring
beauty, she ends her human life by throwing herself
into the river in despair over love and is transformed
into the Song and Spirit of Desire.

Her despair and her betrayal are twofold, for the sailor
who is her one true love is faithless, and he abandons
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her after the consummation of their desire. Lorelei is
also betrayed by the many men of her village who
desire her. She does not try to seduce them, but they
cannot resist her loveliness. Because Lorelei is lonely, open-hearted, and generous,
she does not resist their advances, and she is the one blamed for the subsequent
scandal and disgrace.

Accused of witchcraft, she is brought before the bishop. His severity breaks down
under her beauty and sweet simplicity. But when he would set her free, she begs
instead to die, for if love has forsaken her, if strife is all that comes to her in the name
of love, she would rather not live such a life. The bishop instead rules that she enter a
convent. Three knights are sent to accompany her there. When their path leads them
past a high cliff overlooking the Rhine, Lorelei asks to have one last look. The knights
cannot deny her. They tether the horses and the four of them climb to the top. At the
edge of the precipice, Lorelei cries out, seeing her errant sailor lover on his boat in
the river below. At her cry he looks up. His boat founders at the same moment as she
leaps, and the lovers are finally and forever reunited in death.

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When Lorelei appears:

Rationalizing your desire does not make it rational; do not try. Reason may speak to
consequences of behavior, but not to why or where to love. Be honest with yourself,
if with no one else, about what you deeply yearn for.

Allow yourself to yearn deeply. You are not avoiding pain by denying love, but making
life colder. Death lies at the end of every road. Make the journey a passionate one,
one worthy of song.

Beware of projecting your passion onto someone else. Own your desire. Putting
responsibility for it onto another is another form of denial.

Your heart is the generator of your personal electromagnetic field. Feel how every
beat increases the power of your aura, charisma, and magnetism, your power to
attract your desire to you.

Open your heart to the variety of possible expressions of desire. Release expectation
over the form in which love should appear. Reach for the essence of the other being
with the essence of yours.

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Three of Water
Mami Wata

Igbo Goddess of Ardor and Fidelity

Dance for yourself, for the tribe, for me.

Mami Wata is the Igbo goddess of water, and


a goddess of both ardor and fidelity, lust and
faithfulness. A goddess of such beauty that her name
is a slang term for a gorgeous woman to this day. A
goddess of such depth and allure, her worship has
spread beyond Nigeria to both sides of the Atlantic.
While not human, Mami Wata may appear so when
she chooses. Her true self is a mermaid-like figure,
the upper half of her body a woman and the lower
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half a fish or serpent. A large snake, the symbol of
divinity and divination, sexuality and healing, is her
favorite companion.

Mami Wata is both benevolent and dangerous. She abducts people when they are
in or on the water and carries them away. Should she allow them to leave her spirit
realm, they return home wiser, growing wealthier and more attractive afterward. She
offers rich gifts to her lovers, but demands they be faithful to her in return. Refusal, or
agreement with subsequent infidelity, guarantees to bring bad luck.

An incurable or recurring illness is seen as a sign that Mami Wata is taking an interest
in a person. When this is the case, only she can cure the afflicted. Offerings she
appreciates are special foods like sugar and biscuits, liquors, perfumes, and incense,
jewelry and bells. Devotees of Mami Wata wear red and white clothing in honor of
her dual nature. Red represents her destruction, heat, physicality, and power. White
symbolizes her beauty, creativity, spirituality, and wealth.

The core of her worship is dance, rhythmic yet abandoned movement, to African
guitar, drum, and flute. The dancer’s passion is what Mami Wata desires most.
Whether celebrating alone or together, her followers will dance until they go into a
trance, opening their souls and giving themselves to the goddess, so she will speak to
them and through them and bless their lives.

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When Mami Wata appears:

Love your friends and lovers faithfully, with spirit, sincerity, and action. Celebrate
their existence with presents and a party.

Rhythm is ebb and flow, the alternating of sound and silence over time. Use rhythm
to understand the dynamic of your situation, and you will know when to pull back
and when to push forward. When you need to pull back, rest your heart in quiet
communion. When it is time to go forward, take the next step.

Listen for the rhythms within you. Center upon your breath. Try to feel your heartbeat.
See if you can sense the echo of something deeper and more mysterious sounding
in your soul.

Merge with music, anything from a simple rhythm to a symphony. Listen, dance,
sway until you forget yourself, until you know yourself as ebb and flow, sound and
silence, power and creativity.

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Four of Water
Lethe

Greek Goddess of Forgetfulness

Let the memory of evil be washed away.

In human form, Lethe is a lithe and lovely maiden.


In water form, she is the River of Oblivion. She is
a nymph, a Greek nature goddess who inspirits and
embodies a specific natural phenomenon. For Lethe,
her place and her being is one of the sacred rivers
of the underworld in the realm of Hades. She flows
around the cave of Hypnos, the god of sleep, where
her murmuring encourages somnolence among the
restless and disoriented shades of the newly deceased.
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Some souls remain caught here in Hypnos, and they
will sleepwalk through eternity.

Souls who are destined for reincarnation gather at Lethe’s banks. They drink deeply
of oblivion, of the “waters that quench man’s troubles,” as the Roman writer Virgil
says. The memories of the dead must be washed away before their spirits may return
to the world of the living. Whether the memories are created through joy or pain, old
bonds twist a soul trying to grow a fresh new life. So all must be released, dissolved,
and forgotten before regeneration can begin.

The shadow side of Lethe’s draught is unmindfulness, forgetting without the intent
of healing or renewal, the oblivion sought by the lazy or evasive. Her name means
both forgetfulness or concealment. The Greek word for truth, aletheia, is that which
is unforgotten and unconcealed.

There is another sacred water in Hades, a sister to Lethe, the goddess Mnemosyne,
or Memory. Initiates of the mysteries know they may drink instead from this river
when they die, if they believe they are wise enough to be as open and vulnerable as
a child while maintaining the awareness of all they once were. The wise understand
that assimilation with subsequent transformation contains its own form of release
and freedom.

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When Lethe appears:

When things feel empty and stale, do not worry and do not sulk. It is a sign of change.
Give it time so you can see which stale things are truly dead and which can be
revived. Work this process before starting something new. Do not hold on to what
requires too much of your soul to take. The new life is waiting. This is how you get
there.

In purposeful forgetting, painful memories are not made non-existent, they are made
non-troubling. When one arises, imagine putting it into a box, separating it from your
immediate awareness. Do it until it stays in the box. Then take a nap. When you are
ready, open the box and watch the memory as if it happened to someone else. As
you watch, make it smaller. Make it not you anymore in there, until you can just stop
watching.

Make sleep sacred to be better rested. If you must have noise to fall asleep, make
it gentle music or the sound of waves, not talk or television. Wash your sheets, and
toss a washcloth scented with a few drops of lavender oil into the dryer with them.
Drink water from a blue or lavender glass and ask Lethe to take away today so you
can better face tomorrow.

Take time out from your current task. You need a break to be able to continue more
intelligently and effectively.

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Five of Water
La Llorona

Mexican Spirit of Grief and Remorse

Fresh tears today or bitter tomorrow.

La Llorona, the Weeping Woman, wanders the arroyos


of the Sonoran Desert of northern Mexico and the
southwestern United States. She arises from the water
crying for her lost children. Living children must not
answer her calls, lest she drag them into the river to
drown, eternally repeating her crime and her pain.

She is a mother who drowns her children to get


revenge on her cheating husband. She is a mother
for a friend
who drowns her children when they get in the way
of her desire for another man. She is a mother who
neglects her children until they are murdered by
wicked men and tossed into the river. She is a mother who neglects her children and
lets them be killed by the dangerous rising waters. Her story varies but the horror is
the same.

After her children are dead, La Llorona kills herself out of grief and pity and rage and
spite. She cannot enter the afterlife until she finds her children and brings them with
her. But her innocent children have moved on. They will never be found. La Llorona
cannot see that, she cannot let go of her guilt. She cannot stop feeling the pain.
She weeps and weeps. She sees only her tears. Still she is drawn to children, to the
vulnerable child she can grab with her cold fingers, to one she can claim and cling
to for a few brief moments until that little one is lost as well.

Some say La Llorona is not a desperate spirit but the shade of a more ancient power
of the land and her people, the Aztec Earth Mother Coatlicue, who weeps on the
eve of the Cortés invasion as she foresees the fall of an empire and so many of her
children.

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When La Llorona appears:

Do not agonize over decisions made in the past, even those made out of anger or
fear. It is done and the past does not change and you do not want to keep living there.
The present holds the only potential for healing.

Making a mistake once or twice does not make you bad at something forever. In
the same but more serious vein, do not take temporary pain as proof of an eternal
burden.

Something you must endure on an everyday basis has terms that may be negotiated
anew. Stay open to discovering a less painful path of perseverance.

Try a homeopathic remedy for what is ailing you. Try homeopathic magic. Cry in the
shower and feel the stream of water as your tears. Cry and let your powerful tears
break up and wash away pieces of the pain. Let loose the river of your tears.

Look at what you do to avoid dealing with pain. Understand what results from this
behavior, both in the long and short terms.

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Six of Water
Tefnut

Egyptian Goddess of Dew and Rain

Renewal starts with simple pleasures.

Tefnut is the Egyptian goddess of moisture, of the rare


and precious dew and rain. She is not the powerful
Nile flood but a more intimate wetness. She rules
personal moisture, she is the goddess of spit, tears,
and lubrication. She is a goddess of pleasure and
sweetness. Due to the lack of dogma in ancient
Egyptian religion, many are the stories of her origin,
but all agree Tefnut is the product of parthenogenesis
from some form of bodily fluid, from the spit, tears,
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or semen of a god. With her consort Shu, god of the
air, she initiates the sexual cycle of creation, and is
the mother of Nut, the sky, and Geb, the earth. Clear
water pours from her womb when she is pleased. Her priests pray to be purified by
her sacred flow and be blessed by her power.

Tefnut wears the body of a woman and the head of a lion. She is called the Eyes of
Ra, both the left and the right for the moon and the sun. Upon her head she wears
the solar disk connecting her to the power of the sun and the uraeus, the cobra who
represents sovereignty and divinity. She carries the ankh for the breath of life and the
scepter for power. Tefnut’s scepter echoes the shape of the papyrus flowers, another
symbol of life and fertility. Papyrus is used to make so much of what is useful for her
people, from boats and sails to ropes and paper. Its use as a writing medium helps
ancient lives speak today.

Like other leonine goddesses, Tefnut can display a wrathful aspect. When she is
angry, she withdraws the moisture that brings pleasure, eases hardship, and keeps life
sweet. Yet more often she shows her people a tender face, and the beautiful results of
the gentle application of great power.

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When Tefnut appears:

Success comes from choosing love over power and gentleness over force.

Keep it simple. This shows authenticity, not lack of sophistication.

Enjoy all of life that you can see, smell, hear, taste, and touch. Seek simple, everyday
pleasures, not convoluted ones. Immerse yourself in a new environment so you can
spend time just sensing, just being.

To recall a memory, think not about the details but about who you were then, how
it felt to be you. Do not look at your life from the outside in. Life always comes from
the inside out.

On a piece of papyrus or other special paper, scribe a fortune for your future self.
Discover that a similar blessing was left to you in your past.

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Seven of Water
Maeve

Irish Goddess of Intoxication

Drink from the cup. Enter the gate to elsewhere.

Maeve or Mab is the Irish goddess of intoxication.


Hers are the liquors, mushrooms, and herbs that
produce altered states of consciousness. Normal
barriers break down under her onslaught, to release
surging passion, blurting truth, dreamy vision, or true
transcendence. Her name means Drunken Woman,
yet she is also a wild and powerful queen who runs
faster than horses, steals cattle on a bet, and starts
a war to one up her current consort. In battle, she
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incapacitates the armies of her enemies by merely
appearing; they are laid waste by their desire for her.
She holds the hearts of her warriors in her hands and
they are at her command.

In tales of Maeve as the queen of Ireland, she sleeps with many an Irish lord, some
say as many as thirty in one night. The deeper reality is that she is the goddess of
the land who must endorse any man who wishes to rule. At their coronations on
the ancient hill of Tara, Irish kings drink flagons of mead to produce the intoxication
necessary to encounter the ardent goddess face to face and thigh to thigh. Maeve is
another word for mead, the honey wine of bees, the drink of women’s magic and
mysteries, symbolic of menstrual blood. The king’s willingness to please Maeve and
drink the mead he is offered ensures he will rule well, being versed in the mysteries
of the goddess and the land.

As faith in goddesses and memory of warrior queens diminishes, Maeve or Mab


becomes known in her lands as the fairy queen, losing her sacredness but not her
enchantment. The word “mabled” (Mab-led) means to be led astray by the fairies, be
intoxicated by their otherworldly beauty, and lost to common sense.

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When Maeve appears:

Your imagination is the gateway to success in this situation. Think from a place where
there are no boxes. Use this power you have to see things inside your mind that are not
seen with eyes open. Visualize the situation and ask that the answer be revealed.

Give your fantasies free rein. Do not get bogged down in practical matters, like how
you get there. Just like sleeping dreams, fantasies most often show scenarios of wish
fulfillment or frustration. Also as in night visions, something unexpected can pop
out in a daydream, given you have relaxed enough to veer off from the usual scripts.
The daydreams will give your mind a vacation, the surprises will give you deeper
information and direction.

Communication from your deep self is more symbolic than literal. A single symbol
can hold an important message. Do not be unappreciative because of its simplicity.

Do not be put off or distracted by emotions that erupt from the inner world. Persevere
through to deeper understanding. Emotions can be how your subconscious gets you
to pay attention to the message, but may not be the point of the message.

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Eight of Water
Sedna

Inuit Goddess of the Ocean and the Underworld

Going deep is not easy. Let it be worthwhile.

Sedna is the Inuit goddess of the ocean. She is the


mother of the animals of the sea and the queen of
the underworld, she who holds multitudes, past
and present, in her tangled hair. She reigns from
the bottom of dark arctic seas. She reigns in a place
beyond final breath. A place she created by leaving
her life behind her.

Her many legends begin differently, but they end


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the same. While out on the ocean with her father,
Sedna falls into the freezing water. Her father hits or
chops off her fingers to free his kayak from her grip,
sacrificing and abandoning his daughter to save himself. She comes to her death
through the betrayal of one she loved and trusted, one who had the responsibility to
care for her.

Her amputated fingers become the seals, whales, and fish that bless the seas and
are her new companions. In the Eight of Water, the creatures shown with Sedna
are (from top to bottom): beluga whale, walrus, bowhead whale, North Arctic cod,
bearded seal, harp seal, ringed seal (the mainstay of Inuit diet, especially in winter),
and narwhal. In the depths, her mutilation is transformed. Dismemberment does not
break her, it multiplies her. She pulls her new life together using her passion and fury,
her energy and will. Her anger stirs the sea to violence, to life-changing, life-charging
tempests.

Wise hunters treat her with respect. An offering of fresh water is poured into the
mouth of every seal they catch, to thank Sedna for allowing them to feed their
families. Living in saltwater, Sedna is assumed to be always thirsty. Shamans send
their spirits swimming down to her to comb her long black hair and calm her rage.
Then she releases the animals from the deep, and allows her people to partake in the
bounty of the sea.

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When Sedna appears:

Care for the child who has been betrayed. Care for the one who feels alone. Comb
her hair. Tuck her in. Tell her a story. Let her tell you one of hers. Do not patronize
nor pander to lost spirits, but care for them.

Look at how old wounds may be operating below the surface, using irritation,
compulsion, and pain to get attention. Understand links between cause and behavior.
Then let a change in behavior become a path to healing the deeper wound.

Take a magical bath. Include salts in the water or use a salt scrub. Scrub yourself
with loofah or pumice or cloth to renew your skin and imagine fresh life rising to the
surface. Then add a soothing oil to the bath or spread balm on your skin to be tender
to your new skin. Let its fragrance be complex, creative, and energizing.

Surrender to the depths. Pay attention to life’s many levels. Drop superficial
distractions. Devote your life where you feel great power at work. Commitment helps
you survive the storms.

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Nine of Water
Lady of the Lake

British Goddess of the Quest

Make a wish, take a vow.

The Lady of the Lake is the British goddess of the


quest. Akin to other magical water women like
Morgan le Fey and the Washer at the Ford, the Lady
of the Lake appears throughout stories of the Grail
and King Arthur. Her name may be Nimue, Viviane,
or Igraine, and her bequests are legendary. To those
who seek sincerely, ask bravely, and promise integrity,
she grants tremendous boons.

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The lakes of Britain are rich reservoirs of sweet water
and abundant life. But they are also mysterious and
tricky to navigate. The shoreline shifts, the mud sucks
at one’s feet, the mists rise, and the way home is lost. The way to the world of magic
and spirit is revealed. The swans that grace her lakes are the Lady’s emissaries and
carry her messages between the worlds. They herald her presence and embody her
gifts of beauty, devotion, and transformation.

For Arthur, the Lady of the Lake provides an initiation into leadership and maturity.
She manifests the sacred sword from her depths, bringing into the world the talisman
that enables the hero to understand his purpose and claim his destiny. In another
tale, the Lady is also the fairy woman who raises a child to become the most mighty
and spiritual of knights, Lancelot of the Lake. The lady of many names is queen of a
watery otherworld, an eerie but miraculous land that lies beyond the veil of mist.

She is an enchantress and a spellbinder. She beguiles the great Merlin into teaching
her his magic. With his famous foresight he knows she will someday use this power
to trap him within a tree or cave, and yet he allows it to happen. The lure of the Lady
of the Lake, and the pleasure of her company, are impossible to resist.

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When the Lady of the Lake appears:

Make a wish. Toss a coin into a wishing well or fountain. At a natural body of water,
toss a pebble, a flower, or a feather. Make it beautiful, for this is an offering to the Lady
of the Lake in return for her magic. Make it strong, and wish with all your heart.

Take a vow. If you want one thing more than anything, bind yourself to it. Not to the
outcome, but to the quest for it. Then you will know when the steps you take lead you
closer or take you further away.

Scry at a body of water or by gazing into a beautiful filled cup or bowl. Empty your
thoughts. Watch the play of light and air on water. Meditate on clarity and reflection,
and find the deep wisdom you seek.

Go out on the water. If you cannot, go to the shore or look at photos and imagine
yourself there. Sail, canoe, kayak, row, float. Take a journey on the water, away from
the earth, at the threshold of the sky and the deep, and experience an everyday
miracle. Feel the congruence, keep your balance, and ask for more.

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Ten of Water
Ixchel

Mayan Goddess of the Moon

Birthings and endings come in a flood.

Ixchel is the powerful, beautiful, Mayan goddess


of the moon. She rules over magic, medicine, and
midwifery. She is present at the throes of life, in its
beginnings and at its ends. Ixchel carries a snake
and a jug of water. The snake symbolizes the power
of regeneration, how life can be renewed after a
period of dormancy or pain. The snake is both a
line and a circle, the journey of an individual life
and the presence of the cycles of time. Her serpent
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also represents sexuality, its use in both magic and
medicine, and its resultant fertility.

In the Dresden Codex, a pre-Columbian book from the Yucatan painted on fig tree
bark, Ixchel is seen inverting her water jar, bringing about the Great Flood. This is the
yearly deluge that signals the arrival of the rainy season, that washes away the old
year and heralds the new. This is the flood that cleanses the world and destroys it in
order to make way for rebirth. It is also the gushing waters of the womb. When the
sac breaks, birth is initiated and new life is imminent. Shown caught in her flood are
ten faces from Mayan life: the monkey, the anteater, the kinkajou, the priest, the bat,
the quetzal, the warrior, the dragon, the dead, and the jaguarundi.

Her beauty as well as her skill in weaving cause unending jealousy among the men
in her life. Her controlling grandfather kills her with lightning bolts because she
leaves him for a lover, but hundreds of dragonflies gather to hover and sing over her
body for many days, until suddenly she springs up whole once more. Her onetime
lover, the sun, is so jealous she makes herself invisible when he comes near. She
leaves him too, to follow her own path through the sky. When she is not riding the
night, Ixchel spends her time nursing the women of earth through their pregnancies
and labors into their new and larger lives to come.

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When Ixchel appears:

Yes, it is all happening at once. Success is found in riding the wave, not in stemming
the flow or sinking below.

The situation has a cycle and a timing all its own. Tuning into it will make the process
less difficult.

Surging emotions can leave you elated, drained, and nervous. Be aware of this uneasy
effect before making decisions that need a clear head, but do not ignore the direction
indicated by the power of those emotions. The clear head must allow itself to be
balanced by the renewal offered by the surging soul.

Live your best life now. Rid your life of all the deadweight you can. Make room for
new pleasures and passions. Give new energy to those things you must keep, and see
how they can be reinvigorated.

Consider a pilgrimage to Ixchel’s island of Cozumel or another sacred isle. The seas
are rising. Do not leave it too late.

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Amazon of Water
Scylla

Greek Monster Maiden

Don’t let the fears of others drag you down.

Scylla (pronounced skulla) is a Greek sea dragon


with the upper body of a woman, the tail of a fish or
serpent, and six dog forelegs sprouting from her waist,
of whom the ancient poet Homer wrote, “No one
could see her and still be happy, not even a god if he
went that way.” The monster maiden haunts the rocks
and caves of a narrow strait opposite the whirlpool
daemon Charybdis. Ships attempting to pass through
the strait to reach the Island of the Sun can expect to
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lose at least six men to her grasping paws, yet if they
sail too close to the whirlpool the entire ship may be
lost. To be “between Scylla and Charybdis” means to be caught between two equally
unpleasant alternatives.

Some poets say Scylla is born monstrous. Others claim she is born a divine and
lovely maiden who plays among the other immortal nymphs of the sea, but becomes
transformed into a hideous creature, punished for her beauty by a jealous goddess.
The witch goddess Circe, angry at losing the attention of her current beloved, a sea
god infatuated with Scylla. Circe tosses her magic herbs into the ocean pool where
the nymph bathes to affect the metamorphosis.

But some say Scylla, like the once maidenly Charybdis who three times a day
swallows the waters of the sea and three times throws them up again, is punished
for having a mighty hunger, for having a desire of her own. She is killed for stealing
cattle for her dinner, the cattle of a god enraged over the loss of his wealth and fearful
of the loss of his power. Blasted by a god but immortal, she rises again in a new and
terrible form. This time, no one is going to mess with her. She will eat and love and
destroy as she pleases.

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When Scylla appears:

Make firm your boundaries. Learn to say no. Do not care so much about others that
you lose yourself.

Steer clear of people who project their own motives onto you. Do not be deluded by
another’s delusion. Hold on to the reality of your feelings and your experience.

Being yourself means accepting yourself, warts and all. Never apologize for who you
are, even when you have consequences for your behavior. Change the behavior, but
understand and forgive yourself.

How others feel about you does not define you and must not oppress you. But do
not ignore the emotions of others in your social environment. Tune in. Forewarned is
forearmed, and if someone is serious about hurting you, you need to know of it.

Strengthen yourself and purify your land by picking up trash around your nearest
body of water.

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Siren of Water
Aphrodite

Greek Goddess of Beauty and Love

Love is a risk you must take.

Aphrodite (pronounced afro-dye-tee) is the Greek


goddess of love and beauty. She comes from blood
and lust. As the old god of heaven Uranus is castrated
by his children, the Titans, his final ejaculation spurts
into the sea and Aphrodite arises from this fertile
spray. She is called Foam Born and She Who Rises
from the Waves. She rides on a great shell, heralded
by passionate and playful dolphins. Seawater that
drips from her hair becomes pearls. She alights on the
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island of Cyprus and is greeted by the Horae, lovely
nymphs of nature, time, and the seasons. They clothe
her in garments made of scented flowers: crocus, hyacinth, violet, lily, and rose. The
goddess inspires and creates beauty all around her.

Aphrodite comes to Greece from the East. She shows her relation to the powerful
sexual goddesses of ancient Mesopotamia most keenly through the stories of her
mortal lovers, like her beloved Adonis, the beautiful youth who becomes the god
who lives, loves, and dies for the immortal goddess. And whom she causes to live
again, albeit transformed.

When Aphrodite walks the land, all animals rejoice. As Homer writes, her mere
presence puts “desire in their breasts, so that they all mated, two together, about the
shadowy coombes.” She is called “lover of smiles” and delights in odd pairings and
in seeing passion overcome the haughty. The goddess herself chooses lovers from
among divine and human males unreservedly and unashamedly. She engenders the
desire for love, connection, and communion, whether that love be lusciously carnal,
as the earthy Aphrodite Porne, or deeply spiritual, as the heavenly Aphrodite Urania.
For the goddess, both sides are sacred, both forms are holy. She is all that enchants
the spirit and arouses the body. And by so doing, she opens the heart.

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When Aphrodite appears:

Use oils of Aphrodite’s favorite flowers (or your own) as aromatics. Use the flowers
themselves as both offerings to the goddess and as invocations of her beauty.

Being attractive and charming leads to success. Natural beauty or natural warmth
makes it easy, but charisma can be developed. Use the mirror, one of Aphrodite’s
magical tools. Look at the expressions of your face. Look at the gestures and stance
of your body. Look at your clothing and grooming. See yourself clearly, but in the best
light and with the best of intentions. See yourself with the eyes of love. See what you
would like to change, what is possible. Try it out, then get it done.

Use mirror magic to see the face of your future love. Stand facing a mirror in a
darkened room. Look at yourself and say “Aphrodite” five times. Close your eyes,
repeat her name five times more. Open your eyes and look for someone to appear
over your left shoulder.

Admit your desire. Constrain it if you will, but do not deny its existence. Decide how
you can express it in a safe and honorable fashion.

Creativity combines your essence with passion and beauty and allows you to
participate in enchantment. Do or make or find something you love.

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Witch of Water
Haya-Akitsu-Hime

Shinto Goddess of the Sea

Every stream ends in the sea, there to rise anew.

Haya-Akitsu-Hime, also Haya-Akitsu-Hime-No-Kami,


is the Shinto goddess of the sea. Shinto (the Way of
the Gods) is the ancient indigenous religion of the
Japanese people and is in practice to this day. The
great power and blessing of the goddess is her eating
of all the sins that are cast into the sea, the saltwater
able to absorb, dissolve, and cleanse the evil. Her
people believe the ocean is so broad and so deep,
she can swallow any pollution and impurity that can
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contaminate mere human beings. In Shinto belief,
humans are fundamentally good, and sin and evil are
caused by evil spirits. Only Haya-Akitsu-Hime, the
great ocean, is powerful enough to take in those spirits and take them back to their
original existences, transforming them into pure energy.

Shinto is a faith offering its people direct contact with Kami (deity or deities). Regular
worship and attendance at ceremonies and festivals are important to the well-being
of the relationship between people and Kami. The purpose of most Shinto ritual is
to keep away evil spirits through offerings and prayers. Purification rites are crucial
before one may approach any enshrined Kami. Before the commencement of every
great festival, a priest purifies himself by rinsing with water his hands, his mouth, then
again his hands. It is a simplified, symbolic expression of full body immersion and
surrender to the sea.

The salt found in the sea holds the purification and protection magic of Haya-Akitsu-
Hime. Salt is thrown before a Sumo match in order to remove any evil within the Sumo
ground. In the entrance of a Japanese restaurant, a small mound of salt represents the
cleanliness of the establishment. But it is the water of the encompassing, surrounding
sea that holds her full powers of transformation, renewal, and transmutation of
energy.

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When Haya-Akitsu-Hime appears:

Demonstrate your ethics and your beliefs on a regular basis to walk the blessed
way.

Look beyond the form into the essence of the thing. That is where power lies. When
forms dissolve, all becomes energy. And energy can be reshaped and used anew.

Purify yourself in saltwater, whether in the sea or in a tub. Immerse yourself as fully
as possible. As you surrender to the power of the water, feel any anger, fear, shame,
and grief you carry within you begin to melt away.

To separate yourself from a wicked influence: write or draw yourself and the evil
spirit next to one another on the same piece of paper. Cut or tear the paper into two
pieces, one showing you and one showing the other. Tuck the paper of yourself away
in a safe place. The piece of paper showing the harmful influence is to be torn into
tiny bits and flushed down the toilet.

In Shinto, making sounds such as clapping is a traditional way to communicate


with Kami. Repetition of bowing and clapping is an expression of reverence and
sincerity.

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Hag of Water
Ran

Norse Goddess of the Drowned

Surrender to the sea to find her secret places.

Ran (pronounced rawn) is the Norse goddess of the


ocean and goddess of the drowned. She lives at the
bottom of the sea with her husband, the god Aegir,
and their nine daughters, the nine maidens of the
waves. The fishes and beasts of the sea are her flocks
and herds. The Vikings love and fear the sea in equal
measure, for the ocean brings them riches, power,
and glory, but also death, suffering, and destruction.

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The sea is called Ran’s Road. During great storms, the
road soars all the way to the moon and may lead a
ship on a most uncanny journey, perhaps miraculous,
almost certainly one-way. Ran is called cruel, greedy, and insatiable, for the open
sea is unpredictable and difficult to navigate. Knowing her moods can save one’s
life. When Ran becomes lonely or angry she surges to the surface, stirs up a tempest,
and reaches out with cold fingers for new humans to keep her company. She drags
ships beneath the waves or shatters them against hidden rocks. She casts her net
and gleefully collects the corpses. Whether people drown by her doing or not, she
gathers them in.

On troubled waters, sailors tie gold pieces into their clothes as payment for her
hospitality should they be washed away into Ran’s world, for she can be welcoming
to those who come to her hall beneath the sea, especially if they come with offerings
of gold. Her daughters serve the assembled spirits food and their home-brewed mead,
which is as fine as what may be found in Valhalla. When the ghost of someone who
has been lost at sea appears at the funeral feast, the friends and relations know that
Ran has received the wayward soul and given him a home beneath the waves.

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When Ran appears:

Stop fighting an inexorable tide. Position yourself to take advantage of the movement
as best you can and go with it as you must.

There is something going on below the surface, something big that will change
everything. Watch for the signs of a sea change.

Offer “gold” to appease the restlessness of the sea. Throw back the sand dollars and
shells you find on the beach. Toss coins into a wishing well, imagining the well
reaches into the sea’s depths. Make a precious offering to your own mysterious and
unknowable depths, that they may bring you more gifts of joy than dismay.

Deep in your soul, you know where you belong, and where you do not. If you do not
act on this knowledge, do not expect relief from your difficulties.

Your authority comes from your difficult experiences. Embrace it. Exercise it.

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Ace of Air
Nemesis

Greek Goddess of Judgment

The first step in discernment: perceive what exists.

Nemesis is the Greek goddess of indignation,


retribution, and judgment. A daughter of Nyx,
goddess of the night, her name means Dispenser of
Dues. The sword is her tool and her emblem. While
her sister Tyche, the goddess of fortune, bestows
favors indiscriminately and extravagantly, Nemesis
is more discerning and perceptive. She witnesses the
unjust act. She sees through the attempt to hide it.
She sees past the pretty face. She points out who truly
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deserves reward and who does not.

The goddess grants the knowledge of what is right


and good. She can advise on what is appropriate in any situation. Yet because she is
a check upon fortune, she is more often seen as the punishing power of fate. Nemesis
meddles in human affairs in order to restore the correct proportions according to
natural and divine law. She is a fulcrum, she senses when the equilibrium has been
disrupted. She sees the result, she understands the cause. She brings loss to those who
are blessed with fortune but are not humble, and suffering to those who are blessed
with gifts but disdain them. In some stories of the Trojan War, Nemesis appears as the
mother of Helen. She points an accusing finger at the couple during the young wife’s
seduction by the visiting Paris. She knows no good will come of this disrespect to the
human law of marriage and the divine law of hospitality.

She is nicknamed Inescapable, she is called the Executioner of Braggarts. She is


invoked out of people’s righteous indignation. She is called upon for divine vengeance.
Even the gods can grow envious of excessive human happiness, as well as angry at
humanity’s thoughtlessness and inordinate pride.

Nemesis enforces the limits beyond which one should not proceed, lest one offend a
power in this world or abase another human being as a result. She represents a fine
and sharp morality. She is honor. She is conscience.

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When Nemesis appears:

Paraphrase an old Greek proverb and state, “May Nemesis walk at my feet.” Then, as
long as your plan is a fair one, proceed boldly on your path, knowing the goddess
will deal swiftly and justly with those who cross you with malicious intent.

Something about your situation needs to be seen through. Apply objectivity to


achieve clarity. Whatever comes up in your mind as a “But...” is exactly what needs
examining with a dispassionate eye.

Mediate your ego. Much of what people believe they deserve, they do not. Some
things are not a matter of deserving but of privilege and possibility. Stay humble.

Moderate your sacrifice. Nemesis is no more fond of martyrs than she is of


narcissists.

Keep your promises. Let your word be more than just words. Let it be what you are
known for.

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Two of Air
Athena

Greek Goddess of Wisdom and War

Delay action only for good reason.

Athena is the Greek goddess of wisdom and war,


guardian of the city of Athens. She stands on a pinnacle
with her spear in one hand and her owl in the other.
War and wisdom may seem contradictory, but the
goddess does not delight in bloodshed. Her concern
is the protection and welfare of her people, and when
she engages in warfare, it is for the advantages the state
can gain. She favors heroes who are distinguished for
their cleverness and counsel as well as for their valor.
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The people of Athens choose the goddess and her
gift of the olive tree over Poseidon’s offering of the
horse, opting for the peace and prosperity the wise
one brings.

Athena is the daughter of Zeus and Metis, the most powerful god and the most wise
of goddesses, and both qualities are found in her. She is called bright-eyed, grey-
eyed, and fierce- or flashing-eyed. She discerns clearly, she decides justly, then she
acts with strength. Her wisdom and her power are dedicated to the service of her
nation. She maintains the rule of law, overseeing the courts and assemblies. She is
endlessly inventive, and her useful creations include numbers, weaving, the plough,
the flute, the chariot, and navigation, inventions which are not made by accident but
through thought and reflection. Under her care is all that provides prosperity and
protection to the state, from agriculture to fortresses and harbors.

Homer calls Athena “unbending of heart” and “pure virgin” as well as “savior of
cities.” The goddess remains untouched by passionate love. She punishes any attempt
upon her chastity and all interference with her sense of order and responsibility. A
hymn of Orpheus speaks of her thus: “mother of arts, impetuous; understood as fury
by the bad, but wisdom by the good.”

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When Athena appears:

Give the matter a second thought. Impulsive action does not serve the greater good.
However, do not get caught up with rethinking. When the same thoughts reach the same
conclusions again and again, it is time for action.

The most successful ventures have a good plan at their foundation.

Get your affairs in order. Be honest, direct, and straightforward in your dealings with
others. Fight injustice through legal means. The situation is best served by working within
the established system.

Do not allow desire to cloud your vision with what you wish to see. Instead, see what
achieves results, whether the results you seek are within human society or a human
mind.

Pray to Athena in words of wit and rhythm to receive her blessing.

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Blue Dakini

Tibetan Goddess of the Knife

If it is not real and true, sever the ties.

A dakini is a goddess, spirit, or energy who makes herself


manifest to participate in the world. In Tibet, dakini
translates to “She Who Crosses the Sky” or “She Who
Moves through Space.” Blue is the color of the sky, of
Shunyata, the emptiness, the absence of matter, pure
potential, the source of all possibility and manifestation.
The Blue Dakini heralds a vast awakening. She dances in
emptiness, in the void. Her presence creates awareness.
She describes the space of becoming. Her movement
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makes it possible for thoughts and ideas to emerge within
the mind. Her dance creates paths through the depths of
infinity. She is the messenger of heaven.

The goddess is also known as the wrathful dakini for her violence and ferocity. She
stands on a prostrated human figure. She wears ornaments of bone and carries a hooked
knife. She slashes the demons of ego and neurosis. She purifies the seeker by plunging
her knife into one’s chest, then cutting out and eating one’s heart. Hers is not a gentle
initiation. The Blue Dakini heals through destruction. She keeps the soul from bondage to
desire, attachment, or obsession by removing the unmindful, uninitiated heart. She brings
piercing pain but lasting freedom.

The ones who face her knives without flinching are given a white conch shell to replace
their ignorant hearts. The conch shell when blown echoes the sound that creates the
universe, the sacred Om, that will sound forever in the souls of those blessed by the Blue
Dakini. The wisdom of the dakini is one of the Buddhist’s Three Roots, or inner sources
of refuge. When accepted, her power of destruction allows one to quickly cut through
obstacles along the path. Ultimately, it serves to annihilate all form so only the true
essence remains.

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When the Blue Dakini appears:

Prevarication and false hope kill your soul by excruciating degrees. Face the harsh
truth. Accept the pain so you can learn how it may be healed. Cut the lies out of your
life.

Put something in the place of your wound, something that feels a step closer to
goodness and wholeness.

Alternatively, open yourself to the emptiness. Expand into formlessness to sense a


new and exciting potential.

Be all-encompassing rather than specific. Specifics distract. Pare them away in order
to get the bigger picture.

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Nut

Egyptian Goddess of the Night Sky

Until the dawn, rest as a star in my body.

Nut (pronounced noot) is the Egyptian goddess of the


night sky, the goddess of heaven, and she who holds
you while you sleep. Every evening she reveals her
glory. At the end of each day she swallows the sun.
The sun makes the journey every night that the soul
does after death, traveling through the body of the all-
embracing goddess of night. At dawn Nut gives birth
to the sun again.

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She Who Holds a Thousand Souls arches her naked
body covered with stars over the earth. Geb, god of
the earth, is her beloved. Lord Ra stops their embrace
and separates them out of jealousy, and for fear that life cannot flourish should there
not be some space between their bodies. Yet the lovers rejoin during the five extra
days of the Egyptian calendar, the five extra days Nut made from moonlight after
winning the light from Konshu, god of the moon, in a game of chance. These days
are time out of time, when the ruler of the world cannot touch them with his decrees
and all on earth celebrate their freedom to love as they will.

Called Protector of the Dead, Nut is painted on the inside lid of the sarcophagus or
on the vault of tombs, so she may enfold the soul placed within. Within the star-filled
sky, souls are protected from all evil while they are refreshed. The dying pray: “O my
Mother Nut, stretch Yourself over me, that I may be placed among the imperishable
stars which are in You, and that I may not die.” For a soul may die if it is eaten by
the monster of the underworld at Maat’s judgment. Nut, beautiful, all-embracing
Heaven, provides for the possibility of mercy and grace.

The sky goddess, in arching her body above the earth, also protects all life, for it is
she who creates the barrier that holds back the forces of chaos from destroying the
precious order and peace of the world.

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When Nut appears:

Give yourself some time to sleep on it before making a big decision. Get the
information you need, then let your thoughts about it settle into place. Then it will be
easier and more powerful when you do act or speak.

Dream or not, sleep or not, but go to bed. You need rest more than you need to be
doing something else right now. You need a time out from the struggle. Your body and
your mind are refreshed through down time.

If you are called upon to help others in illness or grief, do so from a place of gentle
but lofty compassion that keeps your own heart whole and gives them the support
and space they need to find their own way through the darkness.

Reconnect with those people, places, and things that bring you peace. Reduce the
forces of chaos in your life by tidying your environment or listing your thoughts.

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Five of Air
Harionago

Japanese Spirit of Mischief and Mayhem

The situation is without honor. Engage at your peril.

Harionago, also called Waraionago (Laughing Girl), is


a Japanese spirit of mischief and mayhem, a ghoul with
a deceptively lovely face. Her name means Barbed
Maiden or Hooked Hair Woman. She is a demon,
an immortal spirit bent on wicked and selfish ends,
who takes the form of an enticing woman with long
beautiful hair, hair with its ends tipped in razor-sharp
hooks. She uses her appearance and her marvelous
hair to ensnare and prey upon unsuspecting young
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men.

In the night on a dark, lonely road on the island of


Shikoku, Harionago appears, her luxurious, wicked hair piled safely atop her head.
She will smile at a boy, tease and laugh at him, inviting him with her eyes to laugh
back. If he does, if he dares, she loosens and unleashes her hair, and attacks him with
it. Her hair reaches out and grabs her victim, wrapping him up in its wiry power, its
barbs mutilating him in the process. There is no purpose or reason in her action other
than her pleasure in his confusion and pain.

One young man from the village of Yamada escapes after encountering her by
running as fast as he can once he sees her hair moving. He runs to his house and
shuts the door between them. At dawn, he opens the door to find the deep gashes left
in the wood by Harionago’s hair. Because it was a wooden and not a paper door, he
escaped with his life, providing a moral tale about the importance of not wandering
far from home after sunset, and having a good, solid home to run to, as well as a
reminder to close the main door for the night, not just the inner door, against the evils
that lurk in the dark.

A wise man avoids engagement with a spirit such as Harionago and respectfully and
quietly withdraws as he is able, or does not walk those lonely dark roads. But youth
is irrepressible and the demon is so cleverly alluring, so strangely challenging, almost
no one can be wise.

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When Harionago appears:

If you would lose too much and engagement cannot be avoided, use your own
cunning as necessary to extricate yourself. For now, you win by getting away.

The situation may not be lose-lose, but it is definitely not a win-win. A redefinition of
the ground rules is needed before parity can be achieved.

Be wary. Someone is not being honest, or may be incapable of honesty given the
situation. Look to yourself and not to the ethics of another to preserve your interests
and integrity. During delicate negotiations, do not reveal your hand.

Do not bristle at every offense. Having a chip on your shoulder makes you a target.
Leaving a chip on your shoulder builds a burden you must bear.

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Six of Air
Scathach

Celtic Goddess of the Sacred Isle

Accept guidance and find your purpose.

Scathach (pronounced scau-ahch), sometimes called


Scota, is the Irish and Scottish goddess of the arts
of battle, healing, and magic. The great warrior
goddess’s name means She Who Strikes Fear. She is
known as the Shadowy One and the Dark Goddess
and she lives on a distant and mysterious isle. She
welcomes to her land only those who make an effort
to get there. On her helm are the wings of a goose, the
symbol of a Celtic warrior, as the goose is both alert
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and aggressive, making it an excellent guardian.

Youths journey across the water hoping to be taught


by the dread and beautiful goddess, to be initiated by her into the skills of arms, the
strategies of battle, the art of love, and the craft of magic. They come to stay for a
year and a day and hope to be made heroes, perhaps to return with the special gift
of an enchanted sword or spear. Scathach’s powers include prophecy, and she may
read their palm and foretell their future. After the students complete their courses, the
goddess sends them back to their people to do great deeds.

Scathach also roams battlefields, collecting the souls of her heroes to guide them
in their journey to the otherworld, to Tir Nan Og, the Land of Youth, the joyful ever-
after. The goddess is generous with other souls on the Soul’s Road, the Imrama upon
which so many seekers of the Land of Youth may be lost, and will also help those not
especially chosen. She will not lead the living though, who out of curiosity or despair
attempt the journey before their time. She demands they first perform the deeds they
are meant to accomplish in their lives, and will offer the skills they need to do so.

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When Scathach appears:

Prepare for the challenges ahead. If you do not have a sense about what they are,
keep strengthening your position in the ways that you know work until the path
ahead becomes clear.

Take the time it takes to learn something or to get somewhere. A leapfrog over the
process does not succeed. Patience allows you to integrate key concepts and notice
details you may otherwise overlook.

Learn from trusted teachers. Check out their history and their values. Align with those
who encourage you to become a bigger person with a larger life.

Balance your mental and your physical activities. The best practices feed off each
other to bring you to a place of integrated strength.

Take time out of your normal routine to make a spiritual journey, whether you have
an hour or a week. Go see a rock, a river, a grove, or a guru. Restore your faith in
yourself.

Walk a labyrinth. Leave your concern in the center. Allow inspiration or solution to
be revealed on your return path.

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Laverna

Roman Goddess of Thieves

Cunning succeeds where clout does not.

Laverna is the Roman goddess of thieves, rascals,


cheats, panders, and swindlers, those who succeed
through ill-gotten gains. Preferring the company of
outlaws on earth, she goes little among the honest
and dignified deities of Rome, except when they call
her to judgment after she cons nobles and priests
out of their estates while in the guise of an elegant
priestess. For her defense she shapeshifts, saying,
“But I swore by my body, and look, I have no body.”
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She further declares, “I swore by my head, and look,
I have no head.” Statues made of Laverna show either
a head or a body, but never both at the same time, so
she will always has an out. The poet Virgil calls her “the craftiest and most knavish” of
all beings. She delights in upsetting the status quo and confounding the righteous.

Once an underworld goddess of the mysterious Etruscans, Laverna becomes the


goddess of thieves because of her association with the darkness thieves prefer. Though
a victim of a crime may call out to her for revenge, she is not often venerated by solid
citizens. Yet she has a sanctuary on Rome’s Aventine Hill, near Porta Lavernalis, the
city gate named after her. Laverna’s temples are most often found in groves where
robbers pray for success and where they go to divide their loot afterwards. Libations
to her are poured with the left hand, considered the crafty or contrary hand. Playing
cards are used in her rites. She rewards those who are successful in their knavery,
and disdains those who are caught. She is worshipped in the language of secrets and
in the purest silence. The poet Horace reports of one who whispers to her, “Give me
the art of cheating and deceiving, of making men believe that I am just,” and is thus
revealed as an imposter and infiltrator.

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When Laverna appears:

Think outside the box. Draw outside the lines. The situation cannot be met head-on
without encountering trouble, so think of another way. Distract, circumvent, cajole,
whatever works.

Cause people to question the assumptions they have about you. Redefine yourself.
Strive for more freedom in your thoughts and behavior. Be prepared for a shake-up if
you have been assuming too much or relying too heavily on the status quo.

This is a good time to work for yourself, your benefit, your own best interests. Keep
an eye out. Your partners, co-workers, employees, or employers may be honest, but
their interests have diverged from yours.

In silence and darkness, you may find the answer that has been eluding you.

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Eight of Air
Crow Mother

Hopi Goddess of Initiation

Take responsibility to break through restriction.

The Hopi Crow Mother (Angwusnasomtaka) is


revered as the mother of all Kachinas, the spirits that
make up the natural world—spirits of living beings
as well as the ancestors who have become part of
nature. Kachinas have powers of rainfall, protection,
and healing that the people desire, while they enjoy
prayer feathers, corn pollen, and respect. Hopi rituals
are mutual gift-giving ceremonies which preserve
harmony in the world.
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Crow Mother appears on the mesas at the first
full moon of spring, initiating the yearly Powamu
ceremony of purification and renewal. She comes from the San Francisco Mountains
carrying a basket full of bean sprouts to the village, symbolizing new life for the
community. When she comes, she sings the song of the Kachinas and their coming
to this land.

Crow Mother teaches the proper way to live in community. She presides over the
initiation rites of Hopi children at the age of nine or ten, instructing them in the ways
of the people. She reveals the secret that the mysterious and powerful Kachinas who
appear among them are their elders, masked and costumed. Shown behind Crow
Mother are her whips made from the blades of the yucca plant. They stand between
her and the child’s return home. The children do not yet know that home will not be
the same, because they will have changed. The initiate will be whipped, four strokes,
the only time in their lives the children are ever beaten. They must face their fear,
they must face surprising pain, they must accept knowledge and the shattering of
their childhood illusions. When they do, they are rewarded with a prayer feather and
a meal. Then the new young adults are reunited with their community and welcome
to join the sacred kiva societies.

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When Crow Mother appears:

You are not strengthened by remaining isolated.

To step out of a stuck situation, you need to step up. Face what has been holding
you back. Recognize the truth when you hear it. Self-centered and childish fancies
impede your participation in a larger world.

Learn the lessons offered by the situation. It will take some discipline, but your future
need not be colored by old disappointment or current disillusionment.

Create a prayer stick. Find a stick on a walk. Wrap it with colored yarn, using from
one to four colors, repeating your intention with each winding. Tie on stones, shells,
and feathers. Give the prayer stick to the earth and sky by leaving it outside in a
special place. Leave it, walk away, and do not look back. Trust your prayer will be
heard.

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Banshee

Irish Spirit of Prophecy

If you would know, do not fear to see.

The Banshee wails in the mists, chilling the heart with


her cries, prophesying the doom of times great and
small. Her name comes from the Irish Bean Sidhe,
pronounced like banshee and meaning Fairy Woman.
She is also called Bean Chaointe (Keening Woman)
whose howl can shatter glass.

The Banshee sees visions of worlds beyond this one.


She knows the fairy realms and the land of the dead.
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Her knowledge is old, potent, and dark. Traditionally
a Bean Sidhe attends the five ancient Irish families,
like the O’Briens and the O’Neills but the list varies
depending on who tells the tale. For her clan, the Fairy Woman will advise on the
outcome of their battles and keen for the death of their chiefs. There are several
prophets believed to be incarnate banshees. In 1437, an Irish seer tells King James I
of Scotland of his impending murder.

When she appears, she wears many guises. She is the beautiful, pale, young woman
wrapped in a shroud. She is the decrepit old woman dressed in rags covered in
graveyard dust. She is the washer-woman, washing the bloody clothing or armor
of those about to die. She may be a hooded crow or a hare or a stoat, the familiars
of Irish witches. Often only the Banshee’s keen can be heard. It may be a soft,
otherworldly tune. A screech of protest against injustice. She may scream with the
torture of innocents in her voice. Some say she delights in driving her hearers insane,
or driving them to become reckless or frightened into finding their deaths. Yet others
say the Banshee does not cause death but comes only to warn that fate is near, so that
her hearers may learn from it, act on it, and prepare to face it.

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When the Banshee appears:

Fear is getting in the way of seeing the truth of the situation. Recognize them, but do
not give your fears priority when making a big decision.

Prophecy, the true seeing of the future, is possible at this time. Separate what you
wish for, what you dread, and what you expect, in order to see clearly. Look also for
the things that do not seem to fit in any of these categories. This represents something
for which your mind currently has no context, so it performed a substitution. Dig
deeper to let more emerge.

Things that well up in dark places within you can come from a very old place, beyond
an accessible cause or reason. Feel it for what it is. Do not make it into something it
is not because it is difficult to define.

Try keening to give the darkness some expression. Moan, screech, and wail. Do not
keep silent and still with your pain.

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Ten of Air
Erinye

Greek Goddess of Punishment

Endure it or end it.

The Erinyes, the Strong Ones, are more commonly


known as the Furies. Clad in the short skirts, boots,
and skins of a huntress, and with serpents in their hair,
the Greek goddesses of vengeance and retribution are
usually found at work in the underworld applying the
scourge. It is their sacred duty to punish the souls of
the damned. At other times the Erinyes may be called
forth to the upper world to inflict disease, suffering,
and reason-destroying madness upon an evildoer.
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An Orphic hymn speaks of them thus: Revenge and
sorrows dire to you belong, hid in a savage vest,
severe and strong.

Born of the blood of castrated Uranus, the usurped father god, the Erinyes avenge
crimes against the natural order. These include disrespect of the gods, violation of
the law of hospitality, and most especially murders and offenses against the laws
of kinship and the sanctity of family. A victim of a crime who seeks justice can call
down the curse of the Erinyes upon the perpetrator, though if one would do so, one
had best be free of such misconduct oneself.

Some say the wrath of the Furies may be placated by ritual purification and specific
atonements. Others say the goddesses cannot be stopped by tears, pleading, or
sacrifice once their righteous anger is aroused. Yet one may hope to avert their
gaze from minor infractions with offerings of black sheep, white doves, or narcissus
flowers.

The Erinyes pursue the matricide Orestes, driving him mad, but are called off by
Olympian decree. Rightly livid, decrying the betrayal of the younger gods, they are
supposedly consoled and their fury redirected by Athena’s promises of sacrifices and
honor. They are given a new name, the Eumenides, the Kindly Ones, in the hope that
their rage will be appeased.

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When the Erinyes appear:

Whether deserved or not, hard times are at hand. Now you know the worst. Get up
and get along as best you can, perhaps trying a different road as you do.

Beseech the gods or surrender to fate. A power greater than you can direct or control
is in play in the situation. It is possible a power greater than you may set you free or
give you strength.

Purify yourself. Expose yourself to a hard wind and let it whip away your regrets. Pare
yourself down to the bone to start anew.

If you have done someone wrong, apologize. Make restitution if possible.

If someone has done you wrong, either let it go to set yourself free, or set yourself upon
a path of righteous vengeance, one that punishes the wicked, not the innocent.

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Amazon of Air
Skadi

Norse Goddess of Winter and Hunting

Hone the skills that lead to freedom.

Skadi is the beautiful goddess of winter in the northern


land of Scandinavia, a land named for her. Her name
means Shadow, for only winter has the power to
darken the sun so. Wearing a short hunting dress and
fur leggings, she dashes through the icy mountains
on the skis she invented, bearing her sharp spear and
piercing arrows and accompanied by her beloved
wolves.

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A strong and ancient giantess, Skadi storms Asgard,
home of the Norse gods, after they cause the death
of her father. All of them together cannot withstand
her might, and the gods offer her anything in their power to give if she will stop
attacking them. She demands just two things. The gods must make her laugh and let
her choose a husband from their company, for she is hot-blooded and has been alone
long enough.

The trickster god Loki makes her laugh by tying his testicles to the beard of a billy
goat for a ridiculous and painful tug of war. To select her mate, Skadi’s eyes are
blindfolded and she is allowed to feel the legs of all the gods. She chooses the most
shapely calves, believing them to belong to the beautiful god Baldur. But they are
the legs of the ocean god Njord. Accepting her choice, she goes to live with him in
the sea.

Skadi is unhappy away from her snowy home, in a place where all is drippy and
grey instead of white and sparkling. The couple decide to take turns alternating their
time between the mountains and the shore, but both are miserable this way. They
separate amicably, as Skadi finds she prefers her original independent existence to
this contrived and incompatible marriage. Skadi returns to her snowy peaks, and
soon finds her true mate, the god of winter Ulle, by choosing to live uncompromised,
in the place and manner she loves and is suited for.

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When Skadi appears:

Independence requires authenticity, not isolation. Yet being self-sufficient keeps you
true. There is joy in discovering how capable you can become.

Stand up for what you believe in. Believe in yourself most of all. Believe in your rights
and your right to a life of your choosing. Believe in your value. Believe in your ability
to make change happen.

Seeing clearly what is not going to work for you can save you a lot of time. Say no
to a proposition that takes you completely out of your element and away from your
sources of strength. A singular challenge is one thing, an endless struggle is another.

Adding levity is not foolish. Unrelieved seriousness leads to bad decisions.

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Siren of Air
Lilith

Babylonian Goddess of Darkness

Be seduced by the strange to grow your mind.

Lilith spreads her shadow over her own origins. She is


Sumerian and Babylonian, she is Jewish and European.
She is a powerful goddess, a spirit of the wind, an evil
succubus. Her oldest known titles include Maid of
Desolation and Maiden of Darkness. Lil means wind
or spirit. Sexual female demons called lilitu appear in
Sumerian writings from 3000 BCE. In Christian and
Jewish medieval folklore, Lilith is a sexual vampire,
a succubus, delighting in the defilement of men by
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causing them wet dreams.

Lilith the winged storm demon represents the goddess


Inanna’s fears that she must conquer in the Sumerian tale of the Huluppu Tree. This is
a sacred tree Inanna plants in her garden and tends until she comes of age, when she
must cut it down to make her bed and throne. But the Dark Maid has made her home
in the tree trunk, her bird has made a nest in its branches, and her snake has curled
among its roots. In Hebrew legend, Lilith is called Night Owl and Screech Owl. She
refuses to have sex beneath Adam and is cursed to give birth to one hundred demon
children each day. Both of these stories end with her fleeing into the desert to find
peace.

Even in a single ancient depiction, Lilith defies a simple definition. With her wings,
taloned feet, and dire owl companions, she is a demon of the night, reflecting the
mysteries of dream and death. Her jewels and her crown, the shugurra crown of the
steppe composed of multiple horns, are all symbols of the Queen of Heaven and
Earth. Her frontal nakedness sings with the power of sexuality and fertility. The rod
and rings in her hands speak of universal laws and principles. Her gaze is direct, her
hands are uplifted in a holy gesture. She holds sway over realms of violence, fear,
and mystery. She holds sovereignty over sexuality and all forces of nature, over the
complete, magical processes of life and death.

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When Lilith appears:

In darkness, fears and monsters multiply. Use your imagination to entertain yourself,
not harm yourself. Know where you are pushing the boundaries about what is
reasonable, even while knowing that some things will never make sense.

In darkness, power hides. Know it, face it, release it, work it. Quit hiding from yourself
all that you are and all that you feel. It is time to quit compromising your soul.

Dark desires do not have to be acted out in illicit ways to be useful for creation or
motivation. Denial does not illuminate the darkness.

In this world, sex and death come intertwined. They exist one with another to bring
endless variety to life.

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Witch of Air
Oya

Santeria Goddess of the Whirlwind

Tear the veil between worlds, and anything can


happen.

Oya, is the Yoruba and Santeria goddess of the


whirlwind, the beautiful, violent, fearless daughter of
Yemaya, goddess of the sea. She controls the air and
the winds. Warrior and horsewoman, she rides storms
into battle and wields a beaded horsetail, the Irukere,
to stir up lightning. Her name translates to Tearer, the
force that rips down to the roots. Oya dances over
the earth, twirling in her dress of many colors. She
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brings change to all she touches. Her power drives
the transformation of the world. She is the force of
destruction which carries the potential for renewal in
its wake.

Known for her fierce passions, Oya is protective of the ones she loves, although
careless of the chaos she can cause. She is more complex than her energy and
ferocity make apparent. She has experienced deep sorrow, but she is not broken
by it. Oya gave birth to nine stillborn children. She remembers them through tying
colored scarves around her waist, using the sacred cloth that contains every color but
black. She journeys to the place of creation, to the holy city of Ife. She dances her
prayer for her children’s rebirth. She dances in and out of the heart of mystery. She
dances up a new world.

Her places of power are places of change and transition. One is the marketplace,
where her people gather to exchange the money, goods, and services desired and
required by their lives. The marketplace is where Oya oversees the changing of
fortunes and the practices of business. Another special place of hers is the gates of
cemeteries. She is the guardian of the realm of the ancestors and the goddess who
greets souls as they prepare to enter that realm. Her power moves people from one
way of living to another, and from one world to the next.

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When Oya appears:

Your power is great during this time of upheaval. Do not become so focused on what
you want that you are unaware of collateral damage. Do not let the whirlwind catch
you up or knock you down. Find balance through movement and action rather than
stasis.

When your nerves feel on edge, do not fall over the line for the release it can provide.
The relief will be temporary, the fallout more lasting. Mastery comes from holding the
line, riding the storm, and understanding you can make it.

Power comes from knowing your heart, your soul, your center of creation, and
spending time there.

To invite Oya’s blessing of renewal into your home or business: set out a colorful
bowl where most of the work and energy exchange occurs. Fill it with eggplants,
plums, and chocolates, things that are sweet, rich, sensual, dark, and juicy.

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Hag of Air
Dhumavati

Hindu Widow Goddess

What appears unlucky becomes something sacred.

Dhumavati is the Hindu smoke goddess, the widow


goddess. Covered in ash, she dresses in rags gleaned
from the cremation grounds. There is a time when
she lives with the god Shiva in the Himalayas. She is
hungry and asks him for food. When he refuses, she
swallows him and widows herself. The widow has
a difficult, disrespected social position among her
people, but the hunger of the goddess is only satisfied
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Dhumavati is assertive and determined to go her own
contrary way. She is associated with the ugly aspects
of reality, with hunger, thirst, and need. She represents all that is inauspicious. She
is Shakti without Shiva, the goddess without god, a strange figure in the well-paired
world of the Hindu. She sits in a cart without a horse, as a widow is thought to have
nowhere to go.

Dhumavati is worshipped by widows and bachelors, by people who renounce the


world, and by sorcerers and witches. Her companions are the unlucky, unclean,
carrion and garbage eating crows, the symbols of black magic and dark forces. She
is especially knowledgeable in the use of spells for the ending of things, for death
and separation. Her tool is the winnowing basket. With this she separates what is
necessary from what is not, what is nourishing from what is deceiving, what is true
from what is false. She sees through the smoke of outer forms to comprehend the
inner essence. She has the power to take what appears unlucky, sanctify it, and turn
it into a blessing.

For Dhumavati is in truth a wisdom goddess. When the seeker overcomes distaste at
her ugliness and fear of her misfortune, the goddess becomes a divine teacher who
reveals the secrets to obtaining ultimate knowledge beyond all illusion.

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When Dhumavati appears:

It is easy to count blessings that everyone recognizes, not so easy when fortune appears
contrary. Look for opportunities to change your perceptions. When something you
took as given you now see to be untrue, create a different definition in its place.

Find the hidden blessings in the situation. Claim a weakness as a badge of courage.
Set yourself free through acceptance of what is imperfect or strange.

Build a fire big enough to burn something that represents a trauma from your past.
Be naked, pure, alone, and focused. Watch the object burn, watch its form become
smoke. Smoke can twist around, it can linger or dissipate. Inhale anything you want
to keep of the experience. Exhale all you are ready to see gone. If it is necessary, ask
for justice on your behalf. Entrust the matter into the hands of the goddess, and be
done.

Pay attention when crows speak. When you hear them, consider what human illusion
they are mocking. Laugh with them when you can. Find crow feathers and set them
around your home for luck.

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Gaia

Greek Goddess of the Earth

The earth gives birth to giants. Time to grow.

Inseparable from her element, Gaia rises from the


earth. She eyes the sky and holds up her hands to
bless the children around her. Arising from primeval
Chaos, the earth of the ancient Greeks is a disk topped
by the dome of heaven with the pit of Tartaros below,
and the seas and mountains upon her breast.

Gaia is the Mother of All, for everything in nature


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She is the mother of the gods as well. They descend
from her union with another elemental from the dawn
of creation, Ouranos, the sky above. Gaia is fertility,
and cannot help but bring forth children. She is nature, and cannot help but desire
life for them.

It is this last, her having primary loyalty to her children over her mate, that causes
conflict with the heavenly gods. Ouranos, in his fear of being supplanted, imprisons
several of her children within her womb, causing her extreme pain. After she helps
her son Kronos overthrow Ouranos for his oppression, the son betrays her and does
the same as the father. She helps another son step up, Zeus, who releases the Titans
from her body but confines them to Tartaros in his fear of their strength. Gaia then
mates with Tartaros and produces tribes of terrible giants and monsters. These children
rise to fight against the upstart and his friends. Gaia supports and bears them all. She
does not stop providing life, no matter the circumstances.

Thereafter the young gods name themselves Olympians and claim all powers as their
own. But no one, immortal or not, can control or be apart from Gaia’s primal being.
She provides the place, the means, and the power for all earthly life to happen. As
she alone knows all that takes place upon her body, it is she who whispers deep
wisdom to the ancient oracles.

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When Gaia appears:

Seek Gaia’s wisdom in nature. Hold stones in your hands. Listen to the stirring of
leaves and the play of water. Watch the flight of birds. Go to sacred places. If she does
not answer in a pertinent or meaningful way, you may need a different question or
approach. You may need to give it time. When you practice, you learn what works.

Embracing your life is not a one-time task. For best results, keep your arms open and
keep going. Be brave enough to work on your big dream.

Make a vow to make manifest the next idea that contains a seed of something good. It
doesn’t have to be the greatest or only idea you will ever have. Show you are serious
about making things happen, and they will.

Honor the source of your resources. Work to strengthen and repair your connections
and relationships where necessary. Without access to resources, you cannot get
anywhere.

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Hel

Norse Goddess of the Underworld

If both are the reality, there is no choice.

Sister to wolf and serpent, daughter of a giantess


and a divine troublemaker, Hel rules the Norse and
Germanic underworld from her hall of Helheim.
Welcome in her hall are the souls who do not perish
in battle nor drown in the sea, but who die due to
accident, sickness, or old age. Although some think it
inglorious to die so, her hall offers amenities similar
to Odin’s, Freya’s, or Ran’s. After death, the soul is
cared for as it deserves, as it has earned through one’s
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deeds. And Hel’s eyes, hooded as they are, see all.

Hel embodies duality in a world where life and death


are two sides of a coin. Her body is half blackened, rotten, and half sweet, whole flesh.
She is seen as both honored queen of the underworld and as one of the creatures of
wickedness intent on overthrowing the gods at the end of the world, when she will
call upon her shades to join her army. The way she is seen reflects change in human
perception of the land of the dead, from a place of refuge to a place of judgment and
then punishment, and stories of Hel grow more fearsome over time, with her dining
table named Hunger and her hall, Ice.

Her unusual appearance is not due to her role as ruler of the dead. She is given
her realm because the gods are too disturbed by her gruesome visage to accept
her presence among them. She embraces her realm as a place she can be just who
she is, a place she can say what’s what, a place where truth matters more than
appearance.

In Hel’s underworld, opposites are accepted out of necessity, and through inescapability,
are transcended. In Hel, two do not blend into one. Although intimately connected,
each retains unique identity. Power lives in the dynamic tension between the two.

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When Hel appears:

You have more than one task, more than one voice, more than one passion. You must
make choices in your behavior, but do not deny this truth about your life. Beware
of people and situations that ask you to renounce parts of yourself. Be willing to see
what you are when you stop catering to illusion and denial.

If you face a choice, ask yourself which will be easier to endure. Think long term.
Think best case and worst case scenarios. See how expectations sway your thoughts
and decisions. Let what should be done coalesce out of the options at hand. Don’t try
and predict its shape. See what becomes solid. See what can be made real.

Do not stay wounded. Grow over, grow around the pain, and move on. Let dead
things stay buried. There is less treasure to be found digging in the past than embracing
opportunity in the present.

Your hands may be full, but you are more capable than you know. Do not be reluctant
to take on another project if you see it has great potential. Giving a little of yourself
every day adds up to accomplishment over time.

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Norns

Norse Goddesses of Destiny

Small stitches weave the world. Do your part.

The Norns, the goddesses of fate for Norse and


Germanic peoples, are three crones or maidens who
live among the roots of the World Tree, the wondrous
ash Yggdrasil. It is their task, their service unto the
end of the world, to maintain the health of the tree,
drawing water from the Well of Urth to nourish the
roots. The health of the tree and the lives of people
are intertwined, for the tree contains the worlds that
humanity experiences. A wicked dragon lurks below
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and gnaws at the roots to harry the living.

The Norns are agents of fate and destiny. They shape


what will happen through pouring the sacred water, etching runes into the trunk,
and by spinning and weaving. Their names are Urth (What Has Been), Verthandi
(What Is Becoming), and Skuld (What Shall Be). They are also called Fate, Being, and
Necessity. Fate is associated with the past, not the future, for life is not absolutely
predetermined except in its ultimate end. Not even the gods will escape the end of
the world.

The Norns set limits to what can be done. They have laid down the primal laws,
creating the warp and woof of life itself. It is right for humans to do as much as they
can within the boundaries that have been determined. Fate is what one must suffer,
but it is also what one may achieve, and the obligation and necessity to attempt it.
Free will and the potential for individual action exist because the tapestry of the
Norns is not yet complete, but this also means confusion and uncertainty must still
exist as well.

Destiny is following the path, step by step, stitch by stitch, that leads to doing as
the Norns inscribe, helping to weave the greater tapestry and nourish the living tree
through one’s everyday acts.

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When the Norns appear:

Now is not the time to rush nor skip steps, lest the final result be less strong, beautiful,
and useful than it may otherwise be. Do it right the first time.

Cooperative efforts bring success. What you struggle to do may be a job for someone
who can embrace it. Offering what you have and can do may be a blessing to another.
Look for opportunities to share your skills.

Beware of saboteurs of your abilities and your work. Do not feed the dragons through
conflict or doubt. Hum a lullaby, keep them calm or distracted, and keep doing what
you do.

Write down what you want to happen as if it has already occurred. Handwrite it,
using a magical or beautiful script. Be wise with your wishes. Make one for you,
one for another, and one for the Tree. See how, in the story you create of your life,
goodness can grow from what you do.

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Sphinx

Greek Monster of Fate

How you define your life limits your life.

The Sphinx is a fearsome, fourfold creature, having


the head of a woman, the wings of an eagle, the
body of a lion, and a serpent-headed tail. She is one
of a family of winged demons, like the Furies and
Harpies, who ravage the living at the bidding of the
Greek gods. She plagues the outskirts of the town
of Thebes as punishment for an ancient crime. She
challenges all who travel the road to solve her riddle:
What creature walks on four legs in the morning,
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two legs at midday, and three legs in the evening?
The answer encompasses the entirety of a human life
from infancy to old age. Those who do not understand the answer—that she asks
them to define and claim their own life—are killed.

As well as “strangler,” the literal meaning of her name, the Sphinx is called
“prophesying maiden.” Votive sphinxes are offered at Delphi, the center of prophecy
in the ancient world, where the priestesses also speak in sacred riddles. It is the
oracle at Delphi that sets spinning the events of Thebes, when she tells of the son who
will kill his father and marry his mother. It prompts the father to abandon the child.
Years later, it prompts the same child to leave his adopted home and encounter his
birth father. By speaking the prophecy, the oracle becomes the instrument of fate.

A large marble sculpture of the Sphinx faces the inner sanctum of Delphi. She guards
the omphalos, the sacred stone egg that marks the center of the world, the heart of
the oracle’s power. The Sphinx also guards the peace of the dead. Sculptures of the
monster are often found on tombstones and within temple grounds, there to frighten
those who would defile the dead through coveting their grave goods and special
treasures.

The deeper answer to the riddle includes this fourth and final stage. Life is about
more than what one possesses. It is about what one leaves behind.

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When the Sphinx appears:

Definitions work two ways, helping you understand reality and separating your
perception from reality. Upholding or debating rigid definitions can require endless
vigilance. Find your own reality, the only position you must defend, and find the
center of your power.

Write down four pillars of your situation, things that appear fated, concrete, or absolute.
One by one, redefine them. Rewrite them in words that allow for creativity and
transformation. Rewrite them in words that question or embellish their necessity.

Honor what you have to work with in this one sacred lifetime: your body, your mind,
your heart, and your external resources. Be disciplined with what you should be
using better. Be careful with what you should respect more. Protect your resources
from greed and abuse.

Look ahead. Your story will end someday. Where it will end and how it will be
remembered are written through actions in the present.

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Five of Earth
Demeter

Greek Goddess of Agriculture

Give no part of yourself to what does not sustain


you.

Demeter is the Olympian goddess of agriculture and


grain, the sustainer of mankind. She is the goddess
of the fertile earth. In early times the secrets of
that fertility are known to her alone. Her power of
agriculture is shared only after she suffers a terrible
loss and undergoes a painful journey.

Her daughter, Persephone, disappears. Demeter is


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distraught, and searches the earth from the fields of
sunrise to the islands of the west. She does not eat.
She does not wash. Her shining robes turn to rags.
When she discovers the lord of the underworld took her child and the father god
Zeus allowed it, her hot grief turns to stone cold rage. She turns her back on Mount
Olympus and the gods.

Demeter wanders the earth again, no longer searching but still suffering. She arrives
in the town of Eleusis. The people cannot see she is a goddess, ragged and shrouded
as she is, but they see she is noble and in need. She is welcomed kindly and offered
food, although the harvest has not been good. For as Demeter hurts, so does the
earth. Nothing grows but famine while she knows agony. Zeus, worried the mortals
will die and sacrifices cease, sends the gods to entreat her. She refuses. She will not
restore the fertility of the earth until she can hold her daughter again. Zeus and Hades
finally accede to her one demand. Persephone will return and the land will bear fruit
again.

Before Demeter leaves her life in Eleusis, she reveals to the people the secrets of a
fertile earth and teaches the way of her worship. Her mysteries are of seed and soul,
each in its time. The gift of her grain provides prosperity while on earth. The gift of
her mysteries promises a blessed afterlife to come.

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When Demeter appears:

Accept that fallow times are part of the cycle of fertility. Sometimes nothing is the best
thing to do. When nothing is all you can do, get through as best you can. Know that
fallow is not final. Opportunity for change comes with the change in seasons.

Be strong, but not so tough you do not recognize comfort when it is offered by
another.

Release expectation of what you may receive for your efforts. Thoughts of
disappointment or reward will interrupt the authenticity of a process that is far from
completion. Stay present with your reality as it unfolds.

Refuse to be complicit in selfishness or wickedness. Do not give energy to those who


will abuse it. Learn the power of saying no. If you find it difficult, practice on small
things that are not so fraught. You need not be impolite or uncaring. “No” informs
yourself and others of your priorities.

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Six of Earth
Tsonokwa

Kwaquitil Wild Woman of the Woods

Measure wealth by giving.

In the rainforests of the Pacific Northwest lives


Tsonokwa, the Wild Woman of the Woods. She can
be dreadful to encounter, a hairy black giantess with
pendulous breasts and red pursed lips. Another name
for her is Whistling Woman, and another, Wealth
Giver, for the riches the forest holds. Her call is the
sound of wind blowing through the cedars. Her call
is the sound of a grandmother’s voice. She calls out,
luring unsuspecting and greedy children to wander
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off into the forest. She offers treats. She whispers of
boxes of treasure to be found in her home. Children
are warned not to take things from her, though, as she
will catch and eat them when she can. Which is not often, as she is clumsy, slow,
and sees poorly.

Though she will stumble around the fire in the wrong direction during the dances, as
bestower of wealth Tsonokwa is called upon during potlatch ceremonies to oversee
the giveaway of the host’s possessions. A person shows their wealth not by having
but through giving. Generosity is valued above all. It is what makes a person great. A
family will work for a year to hold a splendid feast for a special occasion, with lovely
gifts for everyone who attends. The practice of the potlatch redistributes wealth and
builds bonds of reciprocity within the community.

Tsonokwa herself gives her riches freely only when someone helps her son. One day,
her giant boy is killed by hunters. A poor orphan wandering in the woods finds the
body and does not run from the terrible sight. He follows Tsonokwa’s call to find her,
to lead her to her son. He helps her carry him to her home. She pours water over
her son’s body from her ever-flowing basin to bring him back to life. She pours water
over the orphan, and he grows handsome and strong. Further, Tsonokwa teaches the
orphan the secret of the basin, and he revives his parents with her magical water.

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When Tsonokwa appears:

Face the challenge in front of you with a courageous and generous heart and your
fortunes will be renewed.

Laziness will eat your power. Greed will eat your heart.

Attach no strings to gifts given or received, only bonds of mutual respect or affection.
Give and receive with grace, without self-importance or mortification. Recognize
your wealth. Recognize its source. Every living person is given more from the earth
than it is possible to give back, so be humble, grateful, and generous whenever
possible.

From the Western red cedar, the peoples of the Pacific Northwest receive wood for
their homes, their fires, their boats (for fishing, transportation, and trade), their tools.
Strips of the inner bark are woven into clothing, baskets, and blankets. The tree’s gifts
provide the entire material foundation of their lives. There is currently a resource in
your life that you are underutilizing. Take inventory of what you have. Attention to
craftsmanship will help you do more.

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Seven of Earth
Ereshkigal

Sumerian Goddess of the Underworld

The oldest roots grow in the deepest places.

Ereshkigal is the Sumerian goddess of death


and queen of the underworld. She is known mostly
through Inanna’s story of descent and resurrection.
Though Inanna suffers when she journeys below, it is
due to her trespassing, not because the underworld is
a place of punishment.

Ereshkigal’s realm is a spiritual place that opens up


for the dead after their burial. It is their proper place,
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as the heavens are the proper place of the gods. Those
who are dying pray for the Lady of the Great Place to
receive them, and that they may be fortunate enough
to find a place near her feet and never wander lost upon the earth. In the well-
ordered universe of Sumer, the underworld has rules even the gods must obey:

No one may return to the land of the living.


No one may rule both Above and Below.

Though in Inanna’s descent she surrenders her possessions at each of the seven gates
as required, she tries to break these two fundamental laws.

The same inexorable rules brought Ereshkigal her crown. Once she was a beautiful
maiden beloved by the gods, before she is taken from heaven by the dragon of the
underworld to be his bride. Enki, the god of wisdom, pursues, battles, and kills the
serpent. But his magic cannot restore Ereshkigal to the land of the living. Instead she
accepts the throne of the realm below. She takes the Great Bull of Heaven (Taurus) for
her husband and seven galla, lesser serpents of the underworld, as her servants.

In this image, Ereshkigal receives her reptilian features and fertility characteristics
from a Mesopotamian funerary figurine one thousand years older than the cities of
ancient Sumer. Many similar statuettes have been found, all buried carefully next
to someone’s beloved dead. The dead were given back to the embrace of the earth
in a time when Ereshkigal and Inanna are not rivals and Above and Below not so
separated.

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When Ereshkigal appears:

Intuitive leaps are the result of powerful but subterranean processes. Trust the one
that emerges from the depths over the one coming at you from left field.

Though the consequences may not be apparent or just, certain rules cannot be
broken and some should not be broken. Know which are which. Success does not
come from intemperate or injudicious action.

Symbols can lose meaning and omens become lost if attention is not paid. Keeping a
record over time reveals patterns at work. Discoveries await you. Keep digging.

When magical tools have lost their power and purity, recharge them by burial in the
earth for seven days before cleansing and reconsecration.

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Cailleach

Scottish Goddess of Winter

The mountain is built stone by stone.

The Cailleach (pronounced ky-loch or ka-loch) is the


hag of winter, the mother of the gods, and the goddess
of mountains, rocks, and cold, bare earth. In Scotland
weather comes from the high peaks, for storm clouds
build up among them. From there, winter spreads
across the countryside. Cailleach means veiled or
hooded, like a mountain wrapped in mist.

A blue-skinned, cyclopean giantess, the Cailleach


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strides across the mountaintops on her yearly journey
across the land from the Irish to the North Sea. Rocks
fall from her apron to become stony hills and great
boulders. She washes the plaid across her shoulders in a great whirlpool on the west
coast to signal the end of summer and the beginning of her reign as winter’s queen.
The next day the land is covered in snow. Her hair is brushwood, her face the color
of cold, deep sky. Her single eye shows her power to see time and space at a different
level, more as tools than constraints. She looks past things too small for her to notice.
She builds stone by stone but on a grand scale. She makes mountains. She builds a
homeland.

The red deer of the mountains are called the cattle of the Cailleach. Hers is an ancient
world of hunters, not herders, of deer, not cattle. She gathers her deer and guides
them to protected vales at the onset of winter. Similarly, she offers shelter to careful
travelers. For others, she calls up a storm and allows them to perish. The Cailleach
has a thrice-knotted rope that holds her power over the winds. If she loosens one
knot, a breeze blows. The second knot, and a stiff wind sweeps over the hills. Should
she untie the third knot, a blasting gale will set the pines crashing and her stones
tumbling down the mountain.

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When the Cailleach appears:

Work steadily. Work in proved and respectful ways. There is no cheating on this path.
There are no shortcuts to a lasting achievement.

You may well be rewarded in other ways, but let the work itself be valuable to you.
Your efforts should bring you strength, not depletion.

Keep an eye on the larger picture. Look at where your daily steps are taking you. See
where making an adjustment to a routine might take you somewhere better.

Try traditional cord magic. As late as the fourteenth century, Scottish weather witches
sold knotted cords openly to sailors, so the seamen could unloose the knots as they
needed wind. Choose a cord in a color and material that feels right. Choose a time
and a place appropriate to the power you wish to store for a later need. Call on the
power until you feel giant inside. Chant as you tie the knots. “Knot of one, spell’s
begun. Knot of two, spell comes true. Knot of three, so mote it be.”

When releasing the power, either all at once or over three consecutive days, untie
the knots in the same order as you tied them. The last knot released is the climax, the
final and most powerful knot tied in the previous ritual.

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Blodeuwedd

Welsh Goddess of Flowers

Enjoy the sweet season while it lasts.

Blodeuwedd (usually pronounced blod-ay-weth),


“Flower Face,” is the Welsh goddess of flowers, of
the earth in the bloom of spring. Blodeuwedd’s story
appears in the Mabinogion, tales of ancient magic
translated in the nineteenth century from medieval
Welsh manuscripts. The lovely maiden is conjured by
the magician Gwydion, uncle of Llew Llaw Gyffes,
to be the sun hero’s bride. She is fashioned from the
buds and blossoms of nine flowers, nine powers of
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tree and herb: chestnut for longevity (shown on her
dress), meadowsweet for grace (her yoke), nettle for
practicality (her necklace), broom for vitality (her
hair), oak for power (her eyebrows), corn cockle for pride (her mouth), bean for soul
(her nose), primrose for enchantment (her eyes), with the sacred hawthorn crowning
her as Queen of the May (her cap).

Blodeuwedd is content with the life she’s given until Llew goes on a journey, leaving
her on her own for the first time. She promptly finds and falls in love with another
man, a fine hunter. She and her lover plot to kill her immortal husband. She uses craft
and cunning to discover the only way he can be slain. Instead of dying, however,
Llew becomes an eagle and flies away. Gwydion restores Llew’s humanity, avenging
him by changing Blodeuwedd into an owl, that she may forever call out in the night
for her lost life and lost love.

Her story may seem to be a morality tale about infidelity, or maybe that of a woman
coming to self-realization and rebelling against a life defined by another. Truly, it is
mythic, the ancient tale of the changing seasons. Blodeuwedd’s lovers are the gods
of summer and winter, eternal rivals for her favor. Though in another season the earth
goddess may be mother or crone, Blodeuwedd is the goddess in her May aspect,
the maiden of the beautiful, blossoming time, the goddess of the powers of bud and
blossom, of tree and herb. The owl she will become sleeps on a branch behind her.
Its time is not yet here.

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When Blodeuwedd appears:

Recognize all the powers that are part of you, the events, the people, and the talents
that have made you what you are. Name your powers. Name nine of them. Find a
representation for each one that you might plant in a garden, set on a special shelf,
or sew or knit into clothing or accessories.

Assert your intention to direct and star in your own life. The longer you allow yourself
only a supporting role, the less meaningful your story.

The ephemeral is most precious; embrace it or you miss it. The treasure of a flower
exists in a single, blissful inhalation. Let the magic of flowers help your healing, in
essences and elixirs, in fresh scents, and in beautiful, full vases. The death of the
flower makes way for the fruit.

Improve your estate. Invest in your home and in your dreams. Focus on what you
need to build a beautiful life for yourself.

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Ala

Igbo Goddess of the Ground

Kin and kind, living and dead, all are part of one
another.

Ala, also known as Ana, is the goddess of the ground


for the Igbo people of Nigeria. For the Igbo, all ground
is holy ground because it is all Ala. She is the totality
of the earth in all its variety and appearances, from
lush growth to the emptiness of fallow fields. She is
there at the beginning of life, and she is there at the
end. She makes the baby grow in the mother. She
takes the souls of the dead into her own womb.
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Wood or mud statues of Ala are painted in bright
colors and are housed in temples or set in the center
of the village. The goddess, the ancestors, and the earth are ever present and always
acknowledged. The statues show Ala as a beautiful Igbo woman, with a long torso
and long, thick neck.

The majority of her people are small farmers, in intimate relationship with the land.
Their staple crop is the yam. Their fields are so fruitful they export food to neighboring
peoples. The yam festival is the party of the year, celebrated with joyful dancing and
colorful pageantry, and honoring Ala as earth, goddess, and harvest,. The powerful
python is venerated as her messenger, and the fertile crescent moon is her symbol.

Ala is also the goddess of morality and judgment, the keeper of the customs and laws
of her people, as all the people’s actions take place upon her ground. If someone
breaks a taboo of the community, one has also insulted Ala and might immediately
be swallowed whole by the earth. Everyone in the community has to respect the
laws of Ala, because all live on her, and all suffer if Ala suffers. Creating a good
and abundant life is a communal responsibility, working in harmony with what the
ground gives.

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When Ala appears:

If there is bad blood between you and another, this is a good time to make peace.
Let the relationship be honest, neither idealized nor denied. Let your encounter
be respectful and straightforward. If the other has transgressed too severely, let the
relationship go. Leave the other to Ala. Do not seek vengeance, seek people who are
trustworthy.

If you have had good fortune, this is a good time to celebrate it. Gather friends and
family for a feast. Buy things of value for your home and gifts for your loved ones.
Buy from your community. Support people whose work you admire. Include the less
fortunate in your giving.

Put your hands on the bare earth. Feel the immensity opening up beneath them.
Everything is there beneath you, and all around you. The past and the future, the dead
and the unborn. The power to bring forth all things time and again. Feel this power
swell up into own hands, and know what you can make, what you can give.

Renew this basic connection with the earth on a regular basis. With hands and feet
and more. Remember where your life comes from and where your life is lived.

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Amazon of Earth
Artemis

Greek Goddess of Wild Animals

Vile is the one who would discipline the innocent.

“Artemis of the wilderness, lady of wild beasts… lion


among women… you hunt down the ravening beasts
in the mountains…” (Homer’s Iliad, ca. 800 BCE)
Where the wilderness is a terrifying place, Artemis
is at her most powerful. Goddess of the hunt, she
runs tirelessly through forests of fir and pine with her
band of huntresses and her pack of dogs. She dances
with her companions among the trees at night. She is
bold in the chase, by day or night. No prey on which
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she sets her sights, whether swift stag or fierce boar,
escapes her arrows. But like any good hunter, she
does not kill mothers nor their young.

Artemis delights in the young of every wild creature, all creatures born with wildness
and purity. She is their patron and their protector. She is invoked during childbirth
along with Hera, the goddess of marriage, who protects the mother. Artemis protects
the newly born. As such, she is a goddess of initiation, called upon for blessing and
assistance at the start of a brand new life. She is called upon by midwives, for not
only does she understand the efficacy of certain forest herbs, but immediately after
her own holy birth, she leaps to reduce her mother’s suffering and helps deliver her
own twin brother, the young Apollo.

Artemis protects infants, the most vulnerable of living beings. She guards all
innocence and purity, including that of springs and streams of clear water. She
guards the immaculate in herself and others as well. Her companions must be as
she is, unconquered by romantic love, and under no obligation to anyone except the
goddess and the wild land. Her punishment of transgressors is always swift, severe,
and usually ultimate, whether those transgressors are her attendants for a lack of
chastity, or hunters who would approach her, her wilderness, or her creatures without
the respect she deems necessary for the pure and the vulnerable to thrive.

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When Artemis appears:

Purify the space you live in. Use the resins and oils of evergreens for aromatics. Clean
it energetically and physically. Clear out something you no longer care for, but have
kept due to nostalgia or obligation. Make your home into a place where your true
self shines.

Purify the environment you live in. Go for a walk and pick up trash. Go for a walk
instead of drive. Plant and care for trees. Use fewer products that are manufactured.
Take steps to travel more swiftly and lightly upon the earth.

Care for the little ones. Defend those who cannot defend themselves. Teach strength
through example.

Make sure companions in your venture share your most important values. Do not be
pressured into a compromise your spirit cannot tolerate.

Shun the bullies, prosecute the trespassers, and do not be intimidated by potential
conflict. Stay strong, but most of all, stay free.

You have weapons at your disposal. Aim carefully, shoot with a true heart, and you
will achieve your goal.

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Siren of Earth
Baubo

Greek Bawdy Goddess

This is life in the body: raw, ridiculous, sublime.

Baubo, also called Iambe, is the goddess of the belly


laugh. She takes part in Demeter and Persephone’s
story, a story of sex and death, fertility and renewal,
the story upon which the great Eleusinian Mysteries
were based. She represents the power of laughter
to activate the power in sexuality, the power of
creation.

Baubo, a woman of Eleusis, welcomes Demeter into


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her home. Demeter who has wandered, dressed in
old robes, grief stricken, in search of her daughter.
Baubo gives Demeter a seat by the fire and offers her
the sacred drink of kykeon, brewed from barley, honey, and pennyroyal. Demeter is
unresponsive, remaining disconsolate and silent.

Until Baubo begins to tell bawdy jokes. She lifts her skirt and exposes her genitals. She
paints a face on her belly. She dances and gestures obscenely. She causes “the holy
lady to smile and to laugh and to have a gracious heart.” (Homeric hymn to Demeter)
Because of the lewd and absurd nature of Baubo’s acts, Demeter is momentarily
shocked out of her sorrow. Because the jest is not only funny but sympathetic, from
woman to woman, the goddess laughs. A belly laugh, the kind that erupts from
deep within and then cannot be stopped. With it, Demeter is awakened from her
desolation. A renewal of life becomes possible.

During the three days of Thesmophoria, the ancient women-only festival for Demeter,
Greek women who normally lived sequestered lives left their homes, made huts
out of greenery, and camped out together. After the solemn ritual and communal
mourning came clowning, coarse gestures, and foul language. Every one of these
steps was considered essential to restore the fertility of the land. Every woman’s
participation was needed for this service to Demeter, and in so doing they too were
revitalized. Once a year, women could express themselves freely, have their sexuality
and their bodies belong to themselves alone, and release their pain through laughter
and community.

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When Baubo appears:

Levity and humor go where rant and reason cannot.

Laugh and smile deliberately, and see if it helps. For a group healing, take turns
laughing artificially, making the silliest sounds you can. Keep going around the circle
until real laughter overtakes the show.

Explore your sensual body. Move your body in a way that feels good, even if it looks
funny. Stretch like a cat. Dance like a genie. Touch and rub and sweat and soak. Find
out what feels good, what feels right. Be more whole with yourself, more accepting,
more appreciative of what you can feel.

Explore your physicality through outdoor play and games. Go camping. Have a
picnic. Hug a tree. Connect to an environment beyond walls. Feel it through your
bare skin.

Push the boundaries of social convention and everyday behavior, especially where
it constrains you. Be funny, be funny-looking, be outlandish! Because shaking things
up can get things done.

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Witch of Earth
Inanna

Sumerian Goddess of Fertility

Make magic in partnership with natural forces.

Inanna’s stories, rites, and prayers are among the first


existent writings, pressed into clay over five thousand
years ago. She rules love and sexuality, war and the
arts of civilization, prosperity and fertility. She is the
storehouse, where grain awaits transformation into
bread or the seed of new life. She is the rain, the power
that sprouts the grain. She is the spirit for battle, she is
the desire for sex, she is the potent bond of love. She
descends into the underworld and returns to life from
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death. Her titles include Lady of Infinite Variety and
Amazement of the Land.

Her complexity is not contradiction, for the root of all these powers is in the magic
and multiplicity of nature, in the forces and urges that engender and maintain an
abundant life. In Mesopotamia where the art of agriculture began, Inanna’s body is
one with the arable land. She is the source of all riches. But she needs stimulation
from her beloved to bring them forth.

In the card image, based upon a 22nd century BCE stone seal, Inanna sits within a
bower beneath her emblem, an eight petal rosette. She wears the crown of the plain,
the crown of divinity, formed of layered animal horns. She welcomes her lover, a
crowned and sceptered god emerging from the sacred tree. Her desire calls him, that
he may join with her in the rite of sacred marriage. To plough her body as the farmer
ploughs the land, to excite her fertility and her pleasure, to bring abundance to the
land. In the sacred marriage, primal forces are channeled through honored traditions
to serve the life of the land and her people. In her turn, Inanna bestows power on
her beloved, sharing with him the authority to order the land and lead the people to
greater prosperity.

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When Inanna appears:

Learn your plant allies, and integrate them into your daily life. Let research narrow the
field, then let experience and enjoyment be your guide. Whether through foods, teas,
tinctures, or oils, certain plants offer special benefits for your individual biochemistry.
Try not to overload your body while you are learning, lest you become unable to
sense the sometimes subtle alignments.

Baker or dressmaker, shopkeeper or gardener, if you feel inspired to create or


distribute natural goods, the time is propitious for you to embrace your passion. Do
not neglect, however, the formalities required for a strong foundation. Also do not
neglect to express tangible gratitude to the providing earth.

With the right partner, great good can be achieved. Mutual care and the timely
fulfillment of clearly expressed expectations lead to success. Only partner with
someone who understands this.

A magical life is a matter of intention, then a matter of reality. Approach everyday


tasks with a sense of service, add beauty and meaning to your environment, and
connect with other living powers, whether tree or cat. Soon you will see how the
world hums and flows, and you will see how you can make your world grow.

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Hag of Earth
She Who Watches

Chinook Stone Chief

Remember history or more will be lost.

Tsagaglalal, who is known as She Who Watches, is


the chief of a peaceful, populous, and prosperous
people. For thousands of years, life is good for the
people of the many villages around Celilo Falls, where
the Columbia River cascades from the high desert of
the Great Basin into the lush Gorge and on toward
the sea. The salmon return each year to leap into
their nets. Trade in furs, food, household and sacred
goods comes upriver from the peoples of the Pacific
for the people of Celilo
Northwest. Skins, meat, and more come downriver
from the tribes of the plains. Everyone meets where
the river shifts and changes, where the water roars
over worn hills of ancient stone. Tsagaglalal stands on a bluff high above the river
and watches over them all.

Then Coyote comes singing. Coyote, creator and trickster and fool. The world is
going to change, he sings. How will you be a good chief when the world changes?
Tsagaglalal replies, I do not know, but I will watch over my people for as long as I
can. Coyote hears, and turns her to stone.

The world changes. She Who Watches sees a plague of tiny, invisible beasts eat up
the lives of her people, shatter their civilization, and break the hearts of the survivors.
A hundred or more years pass and still she watches. She watches as a dam is built and
the waterfalls choke and the bedrock itself is remade. She watches as her remnant
village is drowned entire—all that is rescued, a few pieces of etched and painted
stone.

Still she watches, although her scattered people must make a journey to come to her
now. Still they come, the old ones, the children, and they sit before the old stone
chief. They sit in front of She Who Watches, she who has seen life come and seen life
go, she who has seen the world change. The people ask Tsagaglalal to see into their
lives. To see the suffering they have known, to see the troubles they now face, and to
grant them a vision of resolution, wisdom, and strength.

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When She Who Watches appears:

Put your trust in what is known to last through the years.

The world is changing. Bear witness to what is happening. Carry the story, and pass it
along. Carry the memory, and honor what came before. Conscience is a responsibility
that lasts a lifetime.

There are answers in the past. Dig beneath the surface of what you remember. Look
for the seed, look into when and where the trouble began. If your world can be
remade, that is where to begin the building. If it cannot be remade, that is where to
say goodbye.

Be open to receiving visions. Do not let hope nor despair cloud your eyes. Look for
the ordinary symbols in your dreams to reveal depth and meaning over time.

Be hard enough to endure. To be strong as a stone: Sit in stillness and hold in your
hand a special rock you’ve found along your path. Quietly, calmly, feel its solidity.
Feel it gradually warm to your touch. Begin to feel its long slow life. Even as pressure
shapes it, as fire and ice crack it, as water erodes it, it remains. It is still strong.

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Dark Goddess Tarot Spreads

Substance and Shadow

This two-card spread gives a quick, incisive look into everyday challenges.

1. The Substance. What is the necessity, the reality, the nitty-gritty of the situation?
What action is required?

2. The Shadow. What is not concrete, yet affects the situation? What is the hidden
influence at work?

What, Why, and How

This spread offers specific insight into a murky situation or ongoing problem.

1. What is going on with this?

2. Why am I responding like this?

3. How can I change this?

Dark Goddess

with thanks to James Wells

Formulate the queries of this two card spread in the way that speaks most to your
heart, focusing on the two words: Dark and Goddess. What do they mean to you?
What can they offer you? How do they manifest in your soul and in your life?

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Goddess Be With You

This is a spread to orient to one’s true self.

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If you are right-handed:

1. Who stands at your left hand? What helps you understand your experience?

2. Who stands at your right hand? What helps you accomplish your work in the
world?

If you are left-handed:

1. Who stands at your left hand? What helps you accomplish your work in the
world?

2. Who stands at your right hand? What helps you understand your experience?

3. Who has your back? Where do you find protection?

4. Who is leading the way forward? Where do you find inspiration?

5. Who is emerging from your deep self? What is your potential?

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Dark Goddess Circle

Inspired by an online ritual hosted by Ellen Lorenzi-Prince and Nancy Antenucci of


Dark Goddess Lodge.

Separate your deck into suits. Cast a magical circle by pulling an Air card for the
Guardian and Power of the East, a Fire card for the Guardian and Power of the
South, a Water card for the West, and an Earth card for the North. One of the Major
Arcana is for the center for an overall focus for the work. Select the cards and invite
the goddesses you have chosen to be part of the circle, as in the example invocation
below.

The cards selected are the Two of Air, the Nine of Fire, the Two of Water, the Three of
Earth, and The Stars.

Power of the East, power of clarity, of the dawn, of sharp, fresh air and ideas, be
with us now. Be with us as the goddess Athena. Thank you, Athena, for blessing and
guarding our circle.

Power of the South, power of sensuality, creativity, fires of passion, be with us now.
Be with us as the goddess Chantico. Thank you, Chantico, for blessing and guarding
our circle.

Power of the West, power of sweet twilight, of mist and merging, be with us now.
Be with us as the goddess Lorelei. Thank you, Lorelei, for blessing and guarding our
circle.

Power of the North, power of the strong and solid earth, power of the World Tree, be
with us now. Be with us as the goddesses, the Norns. Thank you, Norns, for blessing
and guarding our circle.

Power of the Center, be with us now. Be with us as Spider Woman, Spinner of the
Web that joins us together. Thank you, Spider Woman, for blessing and guarding our
circle.

Create a spread inspired by the goddesses who appear. What path of exploration are
they suggesting? What questions do they ask? See the following example.

1. What direction, what possibility, do I need to give more thought? [Athena]

2. Where do I find resources for when I move forward? [Chantico]

3. How can I find greater passion and belonging? [Lorelei]

4. What small part can I contribute right now, as I discover the greater whole?
[Norns]

5. Where can I find guiding light and inspiration? [Spider Woman]

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