Dark Goddess Tarot Companion: by Ellen Lorenzi-Prince
Dark Goddess Tarot Companion: by Ellen Lorenzi-Prince
Dark Goddess Tarot Companion: by Ellen Lorenzi-Prince
by Ellen Lorenzi-Prince
Dark Goddess
Tarot Companion
Dark Goddess Tarot Companion
ISBN: 978-0-9894739-2-7
Ebook designed by jaymi elford @tarotinspiredlife.com
Major Arcana............................................................................... 8
Minor Arcana............................................................................... 53
Thank you, Mary Loibl. Your generosity and belief in the deck opened the door.
Thank you, Arnell Ando. Your grace and expertise took us through. Thank you, Lunaea
Weatherstone and Jaymi Elford for molding a manuscript into a book. Thank you,
members of the Dark Goddess Lodge for your inspiration and support. Thank you,
Lou and Sophie. You are in my heart and in all I do. Finally, thank you, Goddesses.
Long live your wisdom and your power.
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The Dark Goddess Tarot
Dark goddesses are disturbing, fearsome, and beautiful. They can be shunned or
overlooked, as they represent aspects of life that people find uncomfortable—
sometimes only when those powers are in female hands. Powers of age and death,
sex and sovereignty, ferocity and judgment. Of magic, mystery, and transformation.
Of suffering and shadow.
The Dark Goddess Tarot invokes these beings, these goddesses and female spirits,
that their stories and wisdom may guide us through the darkness they traverse. The
Dark Goddess Tarot is inspired by and intended for troubled times. Not to deny pain
or celebrate it, but to look at it with honesty, address it with honor, then do something
about it.
The Dark Goddess Tarot is a 78-card deck. A goddess or mythical female figure
appears on each card. The structure is traditional although several cards are renamed.
The suits are named after the four magical elements: Fire, Water, Air, Earth. Goddesses
in each suit are based upon an affinity to the element as well as the meaning of the
card. The titles of the court cards are changed to labels of fearsome, female power:
Amazon, Siren, Witch, and Hag. The Amazon is fierce and independent, the Siren’s
power is her sexuality, the Witch is a practitioner of magic, and the Hag walks with
death.
Reversals are not used in this deck. The goddesses may speak in gentle or demanding
voices whenever they appear, in secretive or obvious tones. It is more respectful
that they stand upright while delivering their messages. If a card comes up reversed,
observe if the position allows you to see something different in the image itself,
otherwise turn it around.
Though I engaged in this work with as wise a spirit as I could muster, my knowledge
and experience are limited. I apologize if anyone feels a goddess is misused. I mean
no disrespect. The assignment of a goddess to a particular number or suit is not an
indicator of her importance, but of an alignment I perceived between her being and
the structure of tarot.
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Working with the Goddesses
Only a small part of what can be known about each goddess is presented. My focus
is the aspect of the goddess as it relates to the energy of the card. Many goddesses
have titles and stories too numerous to describe even briefly. If a goddess calls to you
beyond the scope of the reading, it can be to your benefit to develop the connection.
Do some research. Begin a practice. Offer tokens of your affection. A few general
guidelines are listed below.
When exploring a new power, stay grounded and connected to the other important
powers of your life: the natural world around you, your body, your work, family and
friends, your sense and your sensibility.
When exploring a new power, be open and patient. Show respect. Be neither afraid
nor presumptuous. Open a door in your heart, in your home, and invite her in. Do
not drag her inside, do not tackle her on the front porch. Be present.
Suspend your disbelief. Also your confusion or astonishment. Don’t be the person
who backs away once the power you asked for becomes palpable. If it’s working, go
with it! Think about what it all means later.
Still, if you get scared, know you have a choice. You can pull back or move
forward.
If you choose to pull back, it doesn’t mean the end of your relationship with the
goddess. When you feel more calm, analyze the experience. What was the trigger?
What was being triggered? Deep powers can be paved over with great resistance,
and small steps can get you there when a head-on collision will not. Try again when
you’re ready, if you still want to then. Another goddess may offer an alternative
approach to this one’s lesson.
Move forward if you can do so with deliberation and resolve despite the fear. Often
a gift of power is found on the other side.
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Major Arcana
— 0 — Fool
Sheela Na Gig
Recognizable in all her forms is her open vulva. Her sexuality is up front and
extravagant, and she is occasionally accompanied by a rampant male figure. In
a time when the majority of people were illiterate, her absurd and often distorted
appearance over church doorways is taken to be a warning against the sin of lust.
Yet she also appears in secular buildings as well as in places within a church that no
human can readily see.
Some say her appearance relates her to gargoyles and grotesques and their function
of protection. She is set above doors and windows to prevent evil from entering. Irish
folk tradition has it that devils cannot bear the sight of a vulva and can be kept away
by a woman lifting her skirts.
Sexuality, protection, and also fertility, although Sheela Na Gig is a crone whose time
of physical birthing has passed. None of her figures are associated with an infant or
child. Yet, into modern days, the vulva of a Sheela is rubbed by women wanting to
conceive, and her help in conceiving is reported in the news. She is the doorway by
which all humanity enters this inexplicable world.
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When Sheela Na Gig appears:
Enter into a new opportunity with trust but not blindness. Open everything, including
your eyes. Don’t see only what you already know.
Release expectation and judgment of others, for this world owes you nothing but the
everything it has already given. Return to innocence to get on with life as it is. Strike
a foolish pose and smile at yourself. Rub yourself for luck. Live fresh in this moment,
whether you must cry or laugh or fart.
Release shame. Release the judgments from others you have turned and heaped
upon yourself. Let go of the labels. Everyone is flawed and strange, and so what? Be
unique. Be yourself. Be new now.
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— I — Magician
Isis
Isis needs her newfound power after her jealous brother Set murders and dismembers
her husband, Osiris. She gathers the pieces, although his penis cannot be found so
she fashions one for him from gold and wax (or in some versions of the story, clay).
Isis spreads her wings over her beloved, speaks her magic words, and raises him from
the dead. She and Osiris then conceive a magical child, the new sun god, the falcon
Horus. Through his resurrection by Isis, Osiris becomes the Lord of the Dead and
also the Lord of Life, his green skin representing all the growing things that begin life
sleeping within the earth.
Isis wears on her head the solar disk that represents the powerful, severe Eye of Ra,
while on her magician’s table is the healing, beneficent Eye of Horus. In Egyptian
myth the eye is not a passive organ but an agent of action, whether of anger or
protection. In Isis these powers of life and death are enlivened by her inventiveness
and balanced by her compassion.
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When Isis appears:
Try Words of Power to achieve your desire. This is a modern format for a word spell.
First invoke the great power, stating the quality of this power that you desire or that
can bring you your desire. Align yourself with the power. Realize you are also this
power. State your desire and your ability to acquire it. And then state your willingness
to give the request to the great power, that it may be fulfilled in the best possible way
for the benefit of all.
See clearly what you desire to accomplish in the world, with both an eye to power
and an eye to compassion. Do not let your desire carry you into dream or delusion.
Clarity and balance draws the power to you that you need.
See what needs changing and step up to change it. Because you can. Energy is flowing
through and around you now, available for you to shape and direct.
Success comes through both cleverness and focus. Focus on the goal, not the obstacles
in its way. See those obstacles as opportunities to express your power, your creativity,
and your ability to skip over or around anything in your way.
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— II — Priestess
The Pythia
She is taught by the elder goddess Themis, who also instructs the gods in piety, grace,
and natural law. The Pythia is named for Python, the great serpent appointed by Earth
Mother Gaia to guard the sacred stone of Delphi. The sacred stone, the omphalos, is
the navel of the world, the place of connection to the mother. The Pythia speaks for
Gaia until the god Apollo slays the serpent to take over the shrine for his own. Yet
the voice of the serpent, the servant of the Mother, still whispers, and inspiration still
arises from the intoxicating fumes emitting from the ground below.
The Pythia is not an individual but a sisterhood. It is the title for a succession of
powerful priestesses who relinquish their individual names in order to merge with
the god. In the throes of the ecstasy of communion, she speaks on behalf of Apollo.
He reveals to her things hidden from the view of mortal men. The sacred sisterhood
answers questions asked, gives sage advice, and utters prophecies. She may also
prove a catalyst for change, as when she famously advises Socrates to pursue a path
of philosophy. Within her lifetime, within her every lifetime, the Pythia is the most
influential woman of the land, for she speaks with the voice, power, wisdom, and
authority of the divine.
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When the Pythia appears:
Use bay oil and leaf, the incense of ancient Delphi, in your aromatics to increase
your power of vision.
Believe in your own intuition. You know more than you can explain, so do not let
wordlessness get in the way of knowledge. Recognize knowledge may arise through
any avenue of your being.
Try scrying by gazing into water, either a natural entity or within a bowl in a candlelit
room. Ask a question. Then gaze and let symbol, shape, and meaning coalesce from
the flow between the water’s surface and its depth.
Learn to read the signs and symbols of every day. Study the appearance in your life
of birds, webs, winds, and waters.
Read also the signs and symbols of the night, thoughts and dreams alike. Each night
ask dreams to come. Keep a notebook and easy to use pen by your bed. Do not strive
to be well-written, strive for simplicity and immediacy of expression.
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— III — Empress
The Black Madonna
The Black Mother of God embodies the primacy of darkness, of the womb. She moves
one to look beyond what is apparent on the surface, beyond what is skin deep and
what is manufactured. She invites one to accept the full glory of the reality behind an
appearance. Her depth encourages one to explore the realms of one’s soul. The Black
Madonna is the loving mother of a vast but connected universe, and her darkness
teaches one not to fear what cannot be seen and what cannot be known. In her arms,
faith is found. In her arms, tears and passions are not sins. Her compassion and her
strength allow her people to grieve for the pain and loss they suffer on this earth, and
then to get back up on their feet to work and worship and love once more.
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When the Black Madonna appears:
Assess the situation with an open heart. Success comes when you wish for the best
outcome for all concerned, and you do not allow your definition of “best” to limit
the good that can happen.
Find a quilt or afghan where you can feel the love in every stitch, whether it was
created for you, by you, or by someone unknown who loved the making of this
beautiful and practical object. Blanket yourself in this as needed. Let the reality of
warmth and love infuse your being, and feel better.
Celebrate creation. Celebrate new life, in family and in nature. Celebrate art that
gives people hope, respect, and recognition of the soul in humanity. Recognize the
best of civilization. Sense the possibility of immortality.
Pray earnestly and devoutly for what you desire. At the same time, feel earnestly
and devoutly all you are privileged to possess. Connect and commune with the
magnificence and beneficence of a universe that provides so much.
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— IV — Sovereignty
The Morrigan
The Morrigan, who may also be called Morgu or Morgan, appears in triplicate as
well as in a singular manifestation. She is the trinity of Fea (Hateful), Badb (Fury), and
Macha (Battle) to show her ferocious and terrifying strength. She is Maiden, Mother,
and Crone to show her power spans the full experience of life, from the cradle to the
grave and back again. She is a great healer and shapeshifter, for all the plants and
animals of her land are valued, understood, protected, and claimed as her own.
The Great Queen commands the kings of her tribe exercise firm and rightful powers
in the leadership of the people and the protection and prosperity of their land. Those
who do not recognize her do not receive her blessing. The mate of the Morrigan is the
Dagda, the Good God, the god of the fertile earth and the father of his people, and
a master of magic in his own right. When the goddess mounts him for her pleasure,
the earth fruits and flowers. When they couple on All Hallows Eve at the sacred ford,
portals open between the worlds, taking souls from the living or returning souls from
death, for her power reaches into all the realms.
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When the Morrigan appears:
The situation requires someone to take charge of it. If you want it done according
to your best interest, that someone needs to be you. Take a powerful stance. Do not
ignore an opportunity for your power to grow and your influence to solidify.
Find good fortune through directed action. Find power in your own person. Know
yourself as the ultimate authority of your life. Make the tough decisions that need to
be made to both protect yourself and manifest your passion.
Know your truest needs. Know what needs your best defense. Save your ferocity for
these. Do not disperse your intentions through petty disputes.
Offer the goddess ale or blood, black feather, and flame. Dance in rings on the earth
to build energy for the land and strength in yourself.
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— V — Hierophant
Cybele
Cybele’s worship lives across countries and through centuries, carried westward with
wild processions and stirring music by ecstatic followers into ancient Greece and
Rome. There she is embraced by people looking for mystery in their religion and
transcendence in their everyday lives. Cybele proves her power to the officials of
Rome in 204 BCE. To address the nation’s troubles, an oracle reveals the goddess
must be formally welcomed into the city. An expedition is sent to Phrygia. They bring
back a small black stone imbued with her presence and install it with reverence in
the temple of Victory. In that year, the harvest exceeds all previous in abundance. In
the next, the invader Hannibal is finally driven from Italy’s shores.
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When Cybele appears:
Use pine in your aromatics to elevate and deepen your awareness. Go to a mountain
and feel how it reaches from the depths to the stars, how it is immensely grounded
and incredibly spiritual at the same time.
Within a group you can do more than you can alone, even if you work alone as in
a writing or exercise class. The group dynamic creates energy that makes you go
further and push harder. Gather together to reach for more.
Look for ways to go beyond the mundane in your everyday tasks. Add meaning
through ritual, story, or symbol. Add power and pleasure through scent and music.
Nurture a sacred space within yourself during the performance of your duties. Imagine
what living at a meta-level might look like, where the boundaries of physicality are
recognized but outshone.
Create a space or create an event. Plant a garden visible to passersby. Have a party
including all of your friends, whether they know each other or not. Invite your
neighbors. Call a circle of like-minded souls to celebrate the seasons. Furnish an
opportunity for yourself and others to find community and communion.
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— VI — Lovers
Freya
On her breast the goddess wears the Brisingamen, the Necklace of Fire, the jewel
whose power cannot be resisted. It is created by the greatest artistry and magic of
seven dwarves. Freya, the Shining One, enters their cave and sleeps with them all to
possess the necklace. Loki, the trickster god, desires the Brisingamen for his own wild
purpose. With shape-shifting power of her own and strong-armed heroes ever ready
to be at her side, Freya recovers the gem every time Loki steals it. She is generous
with her favors and direct in her appetites. She loves dwarves and gods and men.
None of her pursuits change her most abiding love, the love for her husband, Odr.
When he mysteriously disappears, Freya flies all over the world searching for him.
Sparkling dew, spring flowers, and summer sunlight scatter from her hair as she
passes. She flies in a falcon’s skin or in a chariot drawn by her beloved cats. The tears
she weeps become jewels when they fall, amber if they fall upon the water, gold
when they fall upon the earth. She finally finds her husband at the ends of the earth,
at the end of time. He has been transformed into a sea monster, but that does not
matter to Freya, nor do her sexual adventures matter to him. He remains her eternal
beloved.
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When Freya appears:
A challenging situation is your opportunity to give more love, create more beauty,
and become more divine.
Find success in collaborative efforts where there is mutual passion for the process,
the partnership, or the product.
Use the desire of others to get to where you want to be, but give freely along the way.
Use charm and the arts of seduction to your best advantage. It will not hurt another
to be made to feel more beautiful, especially when you can open your heart and truly
see them as beautiful.
Glamorize your surroundings. Plant and bring in flowers. Add some sparkle. Put up
art that makes your heart sing. Ramp up the sensuality with luxurious sheets on the
bed and the scent of amber in the air.
Cuddle. Get some skin to skin contact. And skin to fur, skin to the breath of air, to the
kiss of rain, to the touch of the sun.
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— VII — Chariot
Ishtar
Her symbol of the eight-pointed star, two four-pointed stars crossing over one another,
has represented the goddess from the prehistoric era through the Neo-Babylonian
period. It is a symbol of the union between matter and spirit, as well as the balance
between male and female. Ishtar has evolved over millennia into a goddess of
contradictory aspects. She is fire and rain, both burning and quenching the land. She
is nurturing and she is bloodthirsty. With Ishtar, one experiences the dynamic power
that is generated through the ability to harness opposing forces.
Ishtar is hugely popular among her people, prayed to for almost anything they could
desire or require. She induces ecstasy in her devotees. She inspires prophecy. She
grants access to deep wisdom, wild pleasure, sacred order, good fortune, and release
from suffering. Men pray to Ishtar for success in hunting or battle, for sexual prowess,
and for fertility in their homes and fields. Women pray for fertility, as well as for
sexual freedom, satisfaction, and healing. She is invoked by all for courage in the
face of adversity, for protection from dangers large and small, and for guidance,
progress, and victory.
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When Ishtar appears:
Use juniper, one of her sacred trees, as an aromatic to give the goddess pleasure.
It is not the time to be cautious or timid. Make the bold step. Put strength and focus
behind your action and find success.
Set a goal. Give your life more direction. However small or great the goal you choose,
do something about it today. Make it a positive goal, like “take a walk,” instead
of a negative goal, which may begin with the words, “do not.” Use your will for
movement rather than restraint.
Many things may be at risk, and many are worth fighting for. Many things clamor for
and deserve your attention. Be strategic in the application of your energies, or you
can lose momentum.
Wear bracelets made of copper, Ishtar’s metal, to conduct and balance the flow of
your natural electromagnetism.
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— VIII — Strength
Samovila
Her knowledge of all the beings within her borders and their abilities gives Samovila
great powers of healing. This wisdom is sought after by some brave souls who enter the
forest. And granted it may be, should they stand in a circle on a moonlit night bearing
emblems of her avatars and greeting the goddess and the animals as a sister.
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When Samovila appears:
To purify your blood, eat greens, drink infusions of licorice root, and add lemon to
your water. To purify your soul, get closer to nature. Put your bare feet on the earth.
Dance to feel alive again. Forget every step you’ve ever learned. Dismiss the demands
of music. Move because the breeze is sweet. Move with strength and grace in each
simple, living moment, at any and every opportunity.
Imitate the way an animal you love moves. Develop your connection with this animal
through dance, art, knowledge, appreciation, and experience. Invite the spirit of this
animal to become your totem and your friend and feel new strength sing in your
blood.
Imitate Samovila’s stance of power and prepare to defend against those who would
use you and yours for immoral purposes. Do not be lured by greed or lust into
betraying your values.
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— IX Hermit —
Baba Yaga
She may be encountered by a hero undertaking a journey, though her hut is so hidden
it is hard to find, unless a magical doll or thread shows the way. When they enter
her home, they live or die by what they say and do. When they enter for the sake
of love or virtue, when they are honest and true to their heart and their purpose—
and perform whatever impossible task Baba Yaga sets them to test their purity and
intent—they may be able to go on their way without being baked in her stone oven
and eaten. They may even be given magical gifts to help them fulfill their original
quest.
Peoples living within the northern forests of Russia and Finland honor Baba Yaga
with stone statues set on tree stumps, often with little huts full of tiny offerings. The
statues are asked for advice, then the petitioner hushes to listen for the words of the
Wisewoman of the Woods.
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When Baba Yaga appears:
What appear as odd distractions or challenges can bring you to a rewarding place.
Trust the momentum of your soul’s journey. Do not rethink each step. Do not judge
the worth of an experience until you have undergone it.
Virtue and honesty may not prevail in sophisticated places, but they do in the forests.
Know where to find authenticity. Turn away from false spirits that do not lead you
true.
Within nature, within your mind, seek out the still and sacred places where magic
is heard and felt and seen. Spend enough time to feel this as an integral part of who
you are.
Ask invisible friends to be your companions. This is a good time to explore or deepen
relationships with unseen beings.
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— X — Wheel of Fortune
Fortuna
Fortuna, the goddess of chance and of the lot, is far more interested in change than
fairness. She wears a pair of golden wings, symbolizing a separation from mundane
concerns, and an expression that looks far beyond the struggles occurring in front of
her. Rich and poor alike climb and cling, but her wheel keeps going around and no
one rides forever.
In Rome, separate altars are built for both her faces, for the two sides of luck, Mala
Fortuna and Bona Fortuna. She is an oracular goddess, often consulted about the
future she foresees and the present she holds in her hands. More often she is entreated
to be kind and bestow her favors more liberally to one who pleas most sweetly.
More than a gambler’s fixation, Fortuna’s wheel is also a chariot’s means of motion
and a ship’s helm for direction, for those who trust Fate and Fortune to be their
guide.
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When Fortuna appears:
Roll with the punches. If things are falling down, use the momentum to help you
spring back. Someone trying to land on their feet and stabilize immediately is not
back in action sooner than someone who takes the tumble with knowledge and
grace. A fall is part of the path, and the path is ever-changing.
If things are looking up, take the ride for all its worth. Enjoy the pleasures of the
moment. Be generous with your good fortune. But also use this time to build on
what can aid and sustain you when harder times come, whether it is experience and
wisdom or something more concrete, such as a home, a vehicle, or a savings plan.
There is an old story of a young farmer who broke his leg at harvest time, but when
an army swept through he was not conscripted. Good or bad luck is not always as it
appears. Remember Fortuna sees farther than you do.
To turn your luck around: Wear your clothes inside out for a day. Part your hair on
the other side. Stand up and turn around three times. Give away the last coins in your
pocket.
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— XI — Justice
Maat
The most important expression of the veneration of the goddess is not within a temple
dedicated to her, for those are comparatively rare. It is the king’s ritual presentation
of a small figure of Maat in the temples of other gods, particularly in the temples of
Amun, Ra, and Ptah, the most ancient gods of creation. With this offering, the king
vows to work toward preserving order and justice on their behalf.
Maat is depicted as a woman wearing a feather in her hair. She may have outstretched
wings, or hold a scepter for power, an ankh for life, or a scale for judgment. In the
Papyrus of Ani, known today as the Book of the Dead, she becomes the scale itself.
Within the Hall of Truths, she weighs the souls of the deceased as they enter the
underworld. The human heart, where the soul has its home, is balanced against her
single sacred feather. A light heart, one free from wrongdoing, may continue on the
journey toward paradise. The unworthy heart is devoured by the ferocious monster
of the underworld, the goddess Ammut.
Chapter or spell 125 of the Papyrus of Ani lists forty-two Declarations of Purity, the
so-called Negative Confessions. This is a magical spell for the absolution of the soul
of the deceased. Through the power of words and the magic of writing, transgressions
against harmony can be cleared off the cosmic record, and enable the soul to pass
the judgment of Maat. Some of these declarations are: I have caused none to weep.
I have not eaten the heart (through regret). I am not a stirrer of strife. I have never
stopped the flow of water. In a land where crops grow exclusively through irrigation,
this last is more than metaphoric. In another text from the New Kingdom era, the
Book of the Cow of Heaven, one is advised to paint a figure of Maat on one’s tongue.
This ritual assures the individual will speak only what is true. For the magician, it
allows what is spoken to become true.
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When Maat appears:
Evaluate your relationships, whether intimate or public, for right conduct. Where
cruelty, falsehood, entitlement, or servility exists, realize how your heart is eroded
by these actions.
An opportunity exists for your voice to be heard. An opportunity exists for you to be
a voice of justice.
Maintaining calm and creating order is beneficial. Do not invite chaos into your
life.
Speak aloud what you wish for. Write down your confession. Draw up a contract.
There is power to be gained in formal declarations of intent.
To reveal the truth of an unjust situation, set a light in a window, using an oil lamp or
a candle scented with frankincense or myrrh. Gaze at the flame and scry for how the
inequity may come to light to be redressed.
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— XII — Hanged One
Tiamat
In the beginning, Tiamat mates with Apsu, the god of the freshwater abyss that lies
beneath the earth. The sweet water rising and mingling with salt brings the younger
gods into being. The brash young ones grow pesky underfoot and eventually rebel
against their father. War erupts and Apsu is killed. Tiamat seeks revenge thereafter,
grieving for her beloved, for her children, for a world of wholeness that is lost forever.
Added to her tears are her birth waters as she brings forth monsters, giant snakes,
hooded dragons, and hybrid human-animal demons, to fight in the war.
Finally, Tiamat herself faces the child and champion of the young gods, Marduk the
storm god, in single combat. She casts spells of deep magic, but Marduk catches her
in a net, batters her with winds, and finally cuts her apart. The body of the goddess
becomes the universe, one half the dome of heaven, one half the fundament of earth.
The waters of the world pour forth from her. Her eyes become the sources of the great
rivers. Her tears are the ever-flowing, life-giving Tigris and Euphrates. Her sacrifice
creates the cradle of civilization.
Although at the new year Marduk’s followers celebrate the hero’s destruction and
control of primeval chaos, the wise and the lost know that the Ancestress, the Great
Dragoness, still lives in the deep.
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When Tiamat appears:
Surrender as you must to the inexorable forces of the time, but remember who you
are. Hold to the scent, the thread, the stream. Follow it as deep as you need, as far as
you can, and remember.
Intuition is information that wells up from within, from your deepest, truest source.
Keeping your attention focused in the upper mind cuts you off from this source of
knowledge.
Archetypes live though the stories about them change. Learn the language they speak
throughout time. Look at the symbols, the patterns, the resemblances. See the spirit
who has been with you all along.
Look at things from a different point of view: as if you were a god, as if you were
a dragon, as if you were completely whole, as if your heart were somewhere far
away.
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— XIII — Death
La Santa Muerte
Most Holy Death, La Santísima Muerte, oversees the many needs of her people. She
hears rituals for justice in court cases, for protection from enemies, for success in
business or in love, and for the removal of curses. Her people also ask to know the
truth of things unseen. They offer her food and flowers, red, black, and white candles,
tobacco and tequila. They know the Lady may grant any prayer. In providing a good
life, in providing a good death, she feeds herself as well. For La Santísima is the hard
and practical earth, the one who builds and sustains life by gripping, holding, and
processing the dead.
The robes of La Santa Muerte can be red, white, or black. She manifests herself as a
trinity, as three distinct faces of Death: La Blanca, La Roja, and La Negra. La Blanca,
the White Lady, is the gentlest, the most protective of her children, and the most
often petitioned. La Roja, the Red One, the passionate one, is invoked for purposes
of love, lust, anger, and risk. The Black One, the most mysterious and dangerous of
the three, is called upon only in the direst of circumstances. Only when one is truly
facing the end.
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When La Santa Muerte appears:
See the truth of the habits that get in the way of building a better life for yourself. Tear
down the walls and slay the inner demons. Ask for knowledge and strength. Do not
give up or lose faith that it can be done.
Bring an end to negative actions and energies directed toward you by another. Do
not engage, but strengthen your position as much as possible and take your petition
to a higher authority.
Grow a pot of La Santa Muerte’s sacred aloe, a spiny plant of the arid desert that is
full of moisture and healing within.
To offer your life to the goddess and be under her protection does not mean her
scythe may not fall upon your neck at any moment. Awareness of death must come
with both trust and acceptance. And gratitude for the gift of each moment.
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— XIV — Alchemy
Brigid
As the goddess of smithcraft, she structures and sanctifies a relationship with primal
fire, asking for strength and intelligence in return. The smith, the craftsperson, takes
the elements into his or her hands to forge something new, useful, and meaningful.
Brigid inspires her people to invent and build the artifacts of culture.
As goddess of poetry, Brigid inspires and preserves the oral teachings of her people,
the wisdom in songs and tales. She is the muse of bards and of artists of all kinds. She
is the cauldron of beauty, history, and creation in which they dip.
As goddess of healing, she is the patroness of druids, healers, and wisewomen, those
understanding herbal and medical lore, and those with the knowledge and gifts of
divination and prophecy.
Although she is the Bright One, Brigid weds a dark figure, King Bress, whose
progenitors are the Fomorii, the spirits of the evil dead. Together they have a trinity
of sons, Day, Light, and Life. Brigid wails after finding her beloved son dead on the
battlefield, initiating the practice of keening for grief and protest, a sacred gift of
expression and power during dark days.
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When Brigid appears:
Difficult feelings require expression, not suppression. Keen your grief. Speak your
rage. Forge your purpose. Pull the personal pain out of your soul for the fuel to make
something tangible from it. Show the world what it is, and what it should be.
Bring your regular practice to another level through the implementation of a grander
vision and a deeper desire. Find inspiration in the elemental world. Observe the will
and the dance of Fire. Sense the mystery and the wisdom of Water.
Bring balance into your life. If you feel too withdrawn, add activity. Stretch your legs,
your arms, your neck, your mind. If you feel too busy, add quietude. Turn off the
music, the program, the monologue, the lights. Balance is not a static but a living
process. It is a measured flow, a graceful dance performed every day.
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— XV — Corruption
Tlazolteotl
When Tlazolteotl takes possession of a person, she causes them to lose their senses,
fall into convulsions, break out in pustules, spit blood, and commit acts of evil. She
twists minds and bodies with ugliness and suffering. Yet she is also the goddess of
purification, whose sacred rites include taking a steam bath to sweat out pollutants.
She forgives sin and cleanses its stain upon the soul. She protects from the evildoing
of others. She addresses suffering and provides healing, relief, and revolution.
Like life in the material world, Tlazolteotl has a challenging, complex reality. She is a
four-fold goddess, appearing as a sisterhood in the four stages of life. Xocotzin is the
Youngest Sister, the innocent and cruel child. Tlaco, Middle Sister, is the adventurous,
sexually active young woman. Teicu, Younger Sister, is the witch goddess who
devours the sins of humanity, purifies the souls of those who confess, and aids in
childbirth. Tiacapan, the First Born, is the oldest sister and the harshest, the one who
brings disease and destruction and then grants or withholds cure and change and the
opportunity to move on.
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When Tlazolteotl appears:
Basic realities include unpleasant tasks and distasteful choices. Avoidance of these
tasks complicates them further. Choices of convenience catch up with you when you
stop running.
Deal with the nitty-gritty of your life, whether of the everyday or more esoteric
kind. Deal with your dirt, your pain, your compulsions, your delusions. Give into
temptation, or work to cleanse it from your life, but acknowledge what drives you,
what hurts you, what twists you, what binds you.
A shadow covers the situation. The participants have hidden agendas. Get clarity
on details, motive, and accountability. Be sure you understand your own motives as
well.
Pettiness accumulates. Do not let it fester. Old wounds ache. Do not let them
dominate the present.
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— XVI — Destruction
Kali
… When Death
Grabs you by the hair,
Call out: Kali, Kali —
Then what can He do?
Kali is birthed from the brow, from the concentration of the goddess Durga in her
need. Demons overrun the world, and even fierce Durga cannot slay them all. When
the demon lord is wounded, new spawn arise from every drop of his blood that
touches the ground. Kali vanquishes him and saves the world by holding him above
the earth and drinking his blood as it falls.
But her force cannot be stopped once invoked. Kali, the power of time that leads all
to ruin, thrives on blood. Drunk on slaughter, she dances, growing ever more wanton,
crushing all beneath her furious steps. Only when Shiva, Lord of the Dance of Life,
puts himself beneath her feet does she awaken and slow her wild rush. Someday she
will resume the dance that ends the world. When she has destroyed everything, Kali
will be the void out of time from which new worlds are born.
Kali gives her name to the great city of Calcutta (Kali Ghat, “Steps of Kali”), her temple
city and the center of her worship where goat blood is spilled for her pleasure. Yet
Kali is beloved by her people, for she allows them to move beyond fear. Facing the
annihilation of all that is beloved and familiar, and yet persevering in their devotion
and humble understanding, sets her people free.
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When Kali appears:
Pray that Kali will be kind. Offer her red flowers and red foods on dark, new moon
nights. Offer her theater and fireworks and charred flesh. A blood sacrifice means
giving up something important, something not easy to give, something with life and
meaning.
Illusions, whether cherished or not, shatter. Your personal reality crumbles along with
it. Ride it out as best you can. Do not cling to any individual, scattering piece but
focus on understanding the intangibles of the situation, the shift of energy that has
occurred. Then you will know best how to proceed.
Do not evade dealing with something difficult, lest the crushing continue. Destruction
can be slow and grinding as well as violent and sudden. Get on with it and get out
from under or be dust.
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— XVII — Stars
Spider Woman
Spider Woman creates through her thought, through her vision, through the powers
of clarity and consciousness, through the powers of a universe that sings inside her.
She creates the stars by spinning a web, lacing it with the precious dew, and tossing
it into the sky. She creates the stars to shine upon her people in the darkest night. She
arranges the constellations to show her people there is meaning in creation. A single
star in the sky may appear a small thing, but be significant in its relation to another,
through the patterns they make together, and in the feelings the expanse of a starry
night evokes.
In the darkness in the beginning of time, Spider Woman is told she is too small and
weak to help, yet through intelligence, persistence, and belief, she travels to and
returns safely from the Lake of Fire. She succeeds in bringing light and warmth into
the world where more imposing animals try and fail. In another tale, she keeps the
rising sky from leaving the world entirely by spinning web lines day and night to tie
heaven to earth and preserve her creation. Spider Woman saves her people yet again
after the destruction of the Third World, when she opens a path through the dome of
heaven and leads her people into the Fourth World, the present earth, providing hope
and direction through an inner light that shines even in utter darkness.
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When Spider Woman appears:
The more you reach for what inspires you, the more your purpose becomes apparent.
Saving grace is at hand.
Act in alignment with your beliefs. Believe in what you want to be. Even without a
clear sense of direction or a specific goal, doing small good things will illuminate
your next steps.
This is not the time to tackle a large problem head on. Use subtlety, humility, and
thoughtfulness in your approach. Sense the pattern that exists behind the scenes.
You are part of a network, a luminous, radiant web that connects every living being.
Feel your connections, to the ones you love and to your special places on the earth.
See these connections shine with clear and flowing light, light that flows through and
fills you. Invoke this web in your meditations to send healing lights and energies to
those in need.
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— XVIII — Moon
Arianrhod
Her Silver Wheel is the Wheel of Time, both of seasons and of reincarnation. It is
also the Wheel of Night, of the zodiac that eternally circles the North Star. Arianrhod
has a tower behind the veil of the Aurora Borealis called Caer Sidi, the Revolving
Fortress. It is the Tower Between the Worlds, the Tower of Initiation. The goddess
carries the dead to Emania, “Moonland” in her people’s tongue, in her ship named
Oar Wheel. Once in her palace, she instructs the souls in the magic and wisdom
of the Otherworld. In Emania they await their understanding of their fate. In the
Tower they prepare for their next incarnation. In the Land of the Moon, souls find
the meaning and purpose to human life. Arianrhod invites her people to come to the
heart of the power that reveals their nature and their mystery.
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When Arianrhod appears:
The situation involves deep forces and feelings. Change comes over time. Maintain
your intention and stay with the process. Let it unfold, let it manifest differently than
you have planned. Look for meaning and guidance among the omens you receive
along the way.
Attune yourself to your rhythms. Listening to the intimate and innate knowledge of
your physical being brings celestial wisdom into embodiment.
Set your imagination free to journey through time and space and bring back stories
of power and magic.
Get more sleep. Your brain needs time to rest, heal, process, and be at its best. Your
mind needs to wash itself in dreams, even if the visions cannot be remembered upon
waking. But try to remember.
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— XIX — Sun
Sekhmet
Once in full fury, she cannot and will not be stopped, although the now terrified
gods plead with her. Ra regrets his spite. The sun god thinks to dye beer with ochre to
resemble blood. Seven thousand vats of the red beer are set in the path of the goddess.
Sekhmet mistakes the beer for blood, drinks it all down, becomes intoxicated, and
turns to seeking joy instead. Some say she becomes the goddess Hathor after this, that
the Celestial Cow, beloved lover, mother, and muse, is her sweet side, as Sekhmet is
Hathor’s dark side, the mother’s righteous rage.
Because of her terrible power, Sekhmet inspires great efforts to placate her. Her
people create a “litany in stone” for her. Over seven hundred statues are placed in
harmonious, celestial alignment, and with daily rituals of appeasement, the goddess
will never grow so angry and destructive again.
Yet the Lioness is also called upon by healers, those named a “pure-priest of Sekhmet.”
Her cleansing fire protects against the devastations of pestilence and plague. Her
amulets safeguard the wearer from premature death. Sekhmet ensures that the pure
flame of one’s life is not cut short before it burns all it can.
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When Sekhmet appears:
The situation challenges you to exert your utmost power and influence. Be strong.
Be mighty. Be unapologetic. Devour your fears. Do not let small things trouble you
now.
Juice up your life. Drink in the sweetness. Play in the sun. Give your one precious
life all your blood, sweat, and tears. Letting your passions roar makes life beautiful
and momentous.
Own your rage, your outrage. Out the evildoers. Stillness and silence do not protect
you. Ferocity does, but take care not to punish the innocent on the way. Remember
you have a sweet side.
Burn away the corruption that clings to your spirit by feeding your spirit what makes
it whole and strong and on fire from within.
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— XX — Liberation
Persephone
The nymph becomes his queen and sits by the side of the lord of the dead. She is
the only one who may overrule his judgment, previously an absolute sentence to
the punishment pits of Tartarus, the ghostly wanderings of the Asphodel Meadows,
or the eternal bliss of Elysian Fields. She introduces the quality of mercy into the
underworld. She becomes Persephone, She Who Shines in the Darkness, She Who
Shines for All.
The goddess does not remain in the darkness below. Her mother, Demeter, has
turned the world around to make the gods bring her home to the upper world. But
Persephone has eaten the food of the dead, a few pomegranate seeds, and so she
belongs to both worlds. Her journey gives the world the cycle of the seasons, and the
understanding of the processes of growth, decay, and rebirth. For the initiates of the
Mysteries, she provides not mere mercy but revelation and transcendence. Through
the grace, the sacrifice, and the power of Persephone, they find release altogether
from the eternity of the underworld. Like their goddess, the initiates break free of and
transcend the cycle, and they look to join their souls to her forever.
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When Persephone appears:
The situation is charged with meaning and potential. You have the opportunity
to break a negative cycle, to break through to another level of awareness, and an
opportunity to exercise that awareness for a great good.
Two worlds exist for you: the spiritual and the mundane, the real world and the
Otherworld, the lands of the living and the dead. You are walking them both, so give
each their due of thought, respect, and care. Two halves are less divisive the larger
you become.
Pain and shock are not the end of the story and are not the definition of your life.
Healing and power are. You have far to go. You have the resources to get there.
Follow a calling. Follow the dream. It is time to find your path from here to
fulfillment.
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— XXI — World
Coatlicue
Coatlicue’s skirt of many snakes symbolizes her legendary fertility. She brings forth
children as a virgin, either completely on her own or after touching feathers or jade
stones or love charms delivered from the magicians of the sun to woo her. Her breasts
are flabby and hang low from having nursed her hundreds of children.
The goddess is also the grieving mother who sees her children at war and mourns
their death. And she is the devourer. Her face is skull-like, her hands and feet have
claws for digging out graves, and she feeds on corpses. The earth gives birth to all
that lives, consumes all that dies, and does both insatiably and perpetually. Behind
Coatlicue is a representation of the Aztec calendar stone, showing cycles of time in
the color of blood.
Coatlicue is feared because she brings darkness from the underworld to swallow up
life. She is beloved because she is the flower-covered earth in spring. Her power is
rooted, bountiful, and profound. Her aid is invoked to keep the teeming jungle at bay
while at the same time encouraging crops to grow. She is abundant life, but life that
comes with limits, life that comes with the recognition of death.
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When Coatlicue appears:
You have done what you need to do and have been what you need be. Your life has
come together in this moment to say that service has been enough. It is time to live
according to your own rules. Take leadership of your life.
Invite Coatlicue’s all-encompassing power into your day by adding cayenne, allspice,
or chocolate to your morning coffee or tea.
Look for intelligence in overall design and longevity in performance when acquiring
material objects.
If the situation were a multiple choice question, the answer would be “All of the
above.” Your life is all these things. Since you have not yet exploded, you are more
capable than you know. Realize that and get on with it.
Get creative in small, ordinary ways. Try a new food, wear a different color, hang a
picture, make mud pies with children. Make time for something beautiful to happen
in your world every single day.
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Minor Arcana
The suits of the Minor Arcana of the Dark Goddess Tarot are the four magical elements:
Fire, Water, Air, and Earth. These correspond to Wands, Cups, Swords, and Pentacles,
but are more primal and more universal. Goddesses chosen for each suit have a
connection to the element as well as to the traditional tarot meaning.
The court cards represent areas of power of the Dark Goddess. For Independence,
the Amazon. The Siren’s power is her Sexuality. The Witch is a practitioner of Magic.
The Hag walks with Death.
The goddesses of the suit of Fire are: Roman Vesta, Greek Hekate, Circe, Eris, and
Thyone, Ainu Kamui Fuchi, Celtic Epona, Hindu Durga, Tibetan Red Dakini, Aztec
Chantico, Hawaiian Pele, Egyptian Qadesh, Welsh Cerridwen, and Voudun Maman
Brigitte.
The goddesses of the suit of Water are: the Face of the Deep, German Lorelei, African
Mami Wata, Greek Lethe, Scylla, and Aphrodite, Mexican La Llorona, Egyptian
Tefnut, Irish Maeve, Inuit Sedna, British Lady of the Lake, Mayan Ixchel, Shinto Haya-
Akitsu-Hime, and Norse Ran.
The goddesses of the suit of Air are: Greek Nemesis, Athena, and Erinyes, Tibetan
Blue Dakini, Egyptian Nut, Japanese Harionago, Celtic Scathach, Roman Laverna,
Hopi Crow Mother, Irish Banshee, Norse Skadi, Babylonian Lilith, Yoruba Oya, and
Hindu Dhumavati.
The goddesses of the suit of Earth are: Greek Gaia, Sphinx, Demeter, and Baubo,
Norse Hel and Norns, Pacific Northwest Tsonokwa, Sumerian Ereshkigal and Inanna,
Scottish Cailleach, Nigerian Ala, Chinook She Who Watches.
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Ace of Fire
Vesta
Unlike in the homes of the people, no image of Vesta is found in the temple, for there
the fire is all, the goddess in her purest, most powerful form. The temple is circular in
design, purposefully recalling the round hut of the primitive era, so that in its hearth
the ever burning fire represents the endurance of the heart of Rome, the holy fire
rescued from the fall of fabled, ancient Troy, and used to found a city whose fame
would grow even greater.
Only on March 1st, the Roman New Year, is the fire allowed to go out before being
ritually renewed. For the fire to be eternal and continue to protect the state of Rome
from disaster, it must be kept burning, no easy task in a building with a vented roof.
Assigned to protect and feed the fire are the Vestals, maidens chosen from noble
families to serve the flame for the next thirty years of their lives. Their devotion and
their chastity must be exemplary as they emulate Vesta’s desire to blaze forever in
purity, passion, and power.
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When Vesta appears:
The situation in question has deep roots and a bright future. The grounding of the one
and the inspiration of the other work together for success.
When what you want arises from your elemental spirit, let it find some expression.
Acknowledge this desire or risk your spirit fading away. You need to feed your
flame.
Do not allow critics or helpers to skew your vision, nor allow yourself to twist it to fit
your fantasy or your convenience. If you are granted a true vision, honor it.
Begin a new daily practice that expresses gratitude for what makes you feel alive. The
time is right for your choice in this practice to become quite meaningful.
Set aside a special place just for you to commune with your spirit. Clean and refurbish
your altar with what is most meaningful.
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Two of Fire
Hekate
Hekate, along with Demeter and Persephone, is one of the goddesses of the Eleusinian
Mysteries, ancient rites of life, death, and resurrection, of seasons of the land and cycles
of the soul. When Demeter is frantically searching for her missing daughter, Hekate
speaks up to let her know what has happened. Her flaming torches guide the mother
through the night. When Persephone is released from the underworld, Hekate lights
her way home. When Persephone returns to rule the land of the dead, Hekate goes as
her minister and companion. The Eleusinian rites were practiced for 1,500 years and
embraced thousands of souls, yet every initiate kept secret the ultimate revelation.
Perhaps because revelation, like the night path, the soul’s path, illuminates differently
for everyone. Perhaps because mystery can only be experienced, not explained.
For some, Hekate’s familiarity with the underworld has cast a shroud of fear upon the
one who wanders dark ways accompanied by the hounds of Hades. Some name her
Queen of Ghosts and Mother of Monsters. The wise know she is called Goddess of
Witches because she walks their walk, the spirit’s walk between the worlds.
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When Hekate appears:
When next you hear a howling dog, think about the path you are on. Consider how
you can take it to a more meaningful, more magical place.
When you are at a crossroads and have a choice to make, move toward what you
know is true over what you wish were true. Success comes when both intuition and
reason are respected and offer equal guidance.
Accept the next meaningful opportunity that appears. Trust that if you take the first
step, you will be guided to the next.
Light two candles. Set them in front of you. Notice the space between them. Slowly
move them apart and see the space between them open up. Do not focus your eyes
but allow yourself to visualize the way ahead open up before you.
You may wish for power but if you are reluctant to step up and take it, to seize the
moment, it will remain mere wishful thinking.
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Three of Fire
Circe
But Circe’s most famous skill is metamorphosis, the transformation of one body into
another, as the men of the wanderer Odysseus discover when they chance upon her
shores. She pours an elixir into their drink of honey, wine, barley, and cream. After
they drink, she touches her wand to their hair and chants a spell: bristles sprout on
their faces, their words become grunts, and they are changed into animals. After
Circe makes peace (and makes love) with Odysseus, she unspells his men by similar
means, returning them to themselves. She then advises Odysseus on the rest of his
journey, foreseeing what he will encounter. Her advice allows him to survive the
dangers. She is not jealous knowing he will have other women before finally coming
home to his wife. She has had her fun, and there are more potions to brew, more
magic to cook up, and more powers to discover.
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When Circe appears:
Your creative ability is high right now. Make the most of it and make something.
Express your creativity in any and every way you can: through participation in the
arts, by planting or arranging flowers, inventing a recipe, or developing a personal
style.
Mix up the things in your life. Do not keep everything in separate pigeonholes.
Bringing in new elements adds vitality to the situation. But do so with thought and
skill.
Changing the appearance of your self or your home is not a superficial act. It
reverberates on other levels and creates deeper change. Dress for power and pleasure
rather than conformity or invisibility.
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Four of Fire
Kamui Fuchi
The hearth is also the home of the beloved dead. For Kamui Fuchi’s people, the word
“ancestor” translates as “one who dwells in the hearth.” The souls of the dead who
live within will be given new bodies in time, but live for the moment in the pure grace
and power of the home fire. For this reason, and to keep Kamui Fuchi’s blessing upon
one’s home, the hearth must be purified with rites, kept clean and tended, and the
fire must never be completely extinguished. To keep this channel open between the
living, the beloved dead, and the gods is Kamui Fuchi’s primary purpose and power.
This is so important that she never leaves her home. But her power is so great, she
never needs to leave. She has mighty magic that can work at a distance, plus friends
among the household kamui, such as the god of the privy, who will do her bidding.
Being the center of the home, Kamui Fuchi is the judge of domestic affairs. She
chastises those who do not maintain proper relationships within the family and
punishes those who pollute the sanctity of the hearth and disrespect the gods and
ancestors.
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When Kamui Fuchi appears:
Scry using fire to receive messages from gods or ancestors. A wood fire works best,
but any flame may be used. Scrying involves a soft gaze and an open mind. Let the
spirit ones speak as they will, whether in thought, image, or simple symbol.
Clean your house. Smudge your home and yourself with sage to purify the energies.
If you are allergic to smoke, use an aromatic spray of a few drops of essential oil
mixed with the water. White sage is traditional, but you can use any herb or scent
you find clean and refreshing.
Every home needs a hearth, a heart, a center. Every heart and hearth needs tending. If
the relationships within your home are fraught with stress, then relaxation and some
simple care is in order. Gather your loved ones. Celebrate your existence and value
your connection.
Your life has been given to you by your ancestors. Acknowledge the gift even if you
cannot honor those who passed it along. Remember the fire they gave you is now
yours to carry forward.
Your fire, your spirit and energy, has to last you all your life. Do not waste it in pursuits
unaligned with your nature and purposes. Do not pollute your future through poor
behavior in the present.
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Five of Fire
Eris
Aesop tells a somewhat contrary tale of another of Eris’s enchanted apples, but
contrariness is one of the qualities of the goddess. In going through a narrow pass,
Herakles sees an apple on the ground and tries to smash it with his club. Every time
he strikes the apple it grows, until it completely blocks his path. He is dumbfounded
and cannot think how to proceed. Athena tells him this is Strife: leave it alone, it stays
small. Fight it, and it grows big. The hero learns striking out blindly and violently does
no good.
The older, perhaps wiser, Hesiod says that Eris has two sides. One is awful and cruel,
but the other is not. Her kinder side is no less energetic, but what she bestirs is action
among the shiftless and aimless, and what she brings is change.
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When Eris appears:
Do not borrow trouble. Imagining potential conflict scenarios floods your system
with stress hormones. This makes you touchy and so makes trouble more likely.
Denial of conflict or anger may smooth things over for a while, but it will then burst
out with more force, damage, and danger. Make more peace for yourself in the future
by acting now.
Rage cannot be reasoned with, but it may be deflected. Humor or energetic activity
may help.
If you are fighting with yourself, nothing can be achieved. Determine which parts of
yourself are clamoring because they need a hearing and which just want to stir up
trouble.
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Six of Fire
Epona
When Roman warriors arrive in Britain, they embrace Epona and build temples to
her, so impressed are they by the horsemanship of the Celtic people. Epona’s warriors
are a true cavalry. They fight on horseback with spears and swords, man and animal
as one, quite unlike other armies of the time that ride to battle but then dismount or
remain in a chariot to fight. The horse is the Celt warrior’s greatest ally in war, partner
in wealth, and friend for life.
Epona provides for her people in death as she does in life, for she is also the Night
Mare. Her image is carved into gravestones, a prayer that she and her spirit horse
carry one’s soul safely into the next world. Seers of the tribe receive the visions she
brings back to the land of the living upon her return and upon their awakening. The
Night Mare’s gift may show a path of good fortune, or inform a treatment of illness, or
warn of danger, whatever is needed to sustain and increase the herd and the people
who care for them.
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When Epona appears:
Hang a horseshoe over the door to invoke the blessing of the goddess upon your
movements throughout the day.
Make as much progress with the task ahead as you can today, and then tomorrow,
until it is done. Prepare to move on to better things by clearing the road ahead.
When people who care for you are available to help you, let them. Have a plan and
ask for small but specific commitments. Sometimes it takes a herd. And a herd needs
a strong, sensitive, balanced leader. Especially when the herd is not of docile sheep
but swift, spirited horses.
Prosperity means different things to different people. Know what it means to you. Be
unashamed about what is enough. Be honorable about what is enough.
When you are offered it, enjoy your moment in the sun. Accept the accolades, take in
the blessings, and store that sunshine. Let it give you strength as you go forward.
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Seven of Fire
Durga
The goddess succeeds in vanquishing the demon armies, for when she needs help,
female warriors arise from her sighs, and the insatiable Kali springs from her knitted
brow. The tiger Durga rides represents her unlimited power. The goddess commands
and directs the wildest and greatest strength. She wears a red skirt, and the color
red symbolizes action. She manifests for this purpose, for action. She keeps busy
destroying demons and does not stop until the world is made safe. She works to protect
her people from misery. The evils she slays are the selfishness, ignorance, jealousy,
prejudice, hatred, anger, and arrogance that plague humanity. She disappears when
the demons are defeated because she does need accolades and has no ambition upon
the world beyond her purpose. She is the Divine Mother ensuring that righteousness
and compassion will continue to exist.
In her hands are gifts from the gods, her many weapons: mace, sword, club, spear,
lariat, bow and arrow, and the conch. The variety of weapons show that one weapon
cannot destroy every kind of evil. Different weapons must be used for different fights.
The conch does not slay, however, but makes the sound of the sacred Om, the sound
of creation, the sound of the preeminence and ultimate victory of virtue.
The Devi Mahatmya (“Glory of the Goddess”), a religious text that dates from the fifth
century, speaks of Durga thus: Good fortune of the virtuous, Ill-fortune in the house
of the evil, Intelligence in the minds of the learned, Faiths in the hearts of the good.
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When Durga appears:
Know which weapon to use for the fight. To do this, you must first know what weapons
you have available to you. These may be tools, talents, skills, or allies.
Know your ground, your position, and make a stand. Defend your rights and the
rights of others. Do not confuse rights with privileges, nor convenience with virtue.
Identify your personal demons. Demons can be so subtle, and your compliance so
ingrained. Remember that fierce compassion begins with self care. Fight the demons,
not yourself.
Will and energy together accomplish great things. Will without energy turns rigid
and inert. Energy without will becomes scattered and chaotic.
Dress your altar with red foods, cloths, flowers, and fruits. Include arrows and other
metal items and a mirror. Use camphor and sandalwood in your aromatics.
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Eight of Fire
Red Dakini
The soaring Red Dakini initiates change in a great energetic shift, taking life from
one level to another. She carries messages of synchronicity and fate. She charges
the seed to burst its shell and enter the wheel of life. She revivifies the dead. In her
presence one is set free from old patterns of being, and feels flayed, raw, alive. The
dross is burned away and the shining core of spirit is revealed by the fire that holds
both terror and bliss.
The Red Dakini seduces people to follow impossible dreams. She uses her beauty
and desirability to inspire the most spiritual quests. She is the fire of the body and
the passion of the spirit in one primal, powerful, heavenly, beautiful being. Within
the individual, the energy of the Red Dakini floods the system. She burns through
mental barriers and physical blocks. She allows pain and pleasure to be felt in full,
to shake the roofs and the foundations of body and soul. She purifies and invigorates
her people who call out to her, who are willing to embrace her, fortunate enough to
be chosen by her, and brave enough to love her.
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When the Red Dakini appears:
The energy of the situation has momentum and direction that are difficult to divert.
Get out of the way or go for the ride.
Activate your everyday life. Rather than seek convenience, welcome opportunities
to move and to do.
Whether standing or sitting, elongate your spine. Invite a feeling of freedom and
strength into your body.
Burn Tibetan incense. Ring a brass bell. Invite the goddess into your life if you are
ready for change.
Follow your desire. Follow it to its source. Take your heart on the journey, be present
and alive. Do not set your heart on a specific outcome. Do not set your potential
for happiness in the future. Feel the potential alive in this moment, within your next
heartbeat.
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Nine of Fire
Chantico
Chantico defends the home and all that is contained within it, for the goddess of
precious things is quite protective of her possessions: her jewels and beautiful clothing
and furnishings. The unpleasant things she visits upon any human or god who dares
to touch her property are legendary. Often she assumes the form of a poisonous, fiery
red serpent to achieve retribution. Underlining her prickly nature, she wears a crown
of cactus spikes on her head.
It is said she is turned into a dog by the god of food when she breaks a taboo by
eating after a ritual. But Dog is just another face she wears, as the dog protects the
home. Men who must leave their homes and go into battle bank a fire in their hearth,
and pray to Chantico that they may return before the fire goes out. The treasure most
worthy of protection is the life that burns within their own bodies.
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When Chantico appears:
Focus on your internal energy level. If the fire of your spirit is low, block those things
that drain it. Invite those things that feed it. If it is running too hot, make sure it stays
under your control. If you explode, you may lose what you have worked to achieve.
Build a fire. Understand what a good fire needs: fuel, air, and containment. If you
have no fireplace or fire pit, an iron pot may be used, preferably out of doors. Fire is
built in layers. First is an easily flammable tinder, such as paper. Then comes kindling,
then larger pieces of wood. The larger pieces must be close enough to catch and feed
each other, but not so close that they smother each other.
Watch out for what you treasure. Be aware, and do not allow the greedy, the needy,
or the envious to ruin your pleasure in your home and possessions. Build a protective
energy field by walking around your home carrying a candle, or passing a candle in
a circle around the precious object. Make witch bottles from old jars filled with pins,
nails, and other sharp objects and bury them at your property line or keep them by
your front door.
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Ten of Fire
Thyone
Her immortal son Dionysos is recovered from her womb. Some say Zeus gives the
babe to the nymphs of a sacred cave, others that he sews the infant into his own thigh
until the child should come to term. Still others say Dionysos leaps from his mother’s
blasted body, shining brilliantly as a star. Upon reaching adulthood he descends to
the underworld to fetch his mother, or perhaps Zeus gives her a new body that has
been bathed in and can withstand the purifying fire. Either way the woman who
would love a god, who would know the truth of god, becomes the goddess, Thyone,
and takes her place among the immortals.
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When Thyone appears:
Use storax in your aromatics, an ancient incense associated with the goddess. Or mix
your own volatile oils, combining a passion-heavy scent with another that is sharp
and strong as a mountain storm.
You cannot stop what is happening nor prevent it from overwhelming you. The only
way out is through in this situation. Keep going. Do not give up. The future holds
change that sets you free.
To prevent stress from sickening you, sweat it out. Drink hot teas. Eat hot peppers. Go
dancing, go running, or take a sauna.
Go all out. An energetic response offers the best route to success. Keep pushing.
Reaching for more brings you more than you dreamed possible.
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Amazon of Fire
Pele
Pele is possessive of every bit of her land, which is both her home and her self.
Travelers who pocket stones in Hawaii and take them away are known to have bad
luck until those pieces are returned to her. Her people honor and appease Pele with
heartfelt offerings, casting into her fires sugar cane, hibiscus flowers, money, and
their own cut hair. Branches of the native berry bush, the ohelo, with its sweet red
and yellow berries are also offered. Sacred to Pele as well is a hardy and versatile
flowering evergreen, the ohi‘a lehua, the first tree to populate a new lava field.
In her ancient homeland Pele causes a great conflagration by playing with underworld
fires. When the gods, her relatives, chase her from that place she comes to the tiny
atolls that are Hawaii. Pele creates island after island from them, bringing a new
home into being for herself through raw power, through passion and need, through
great eruptions of fire and earth. Resting within Mount Kilauea on the Big Island, the
goddess divines her next adventure.
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When Pele appears:
Love whom you love, whether or not your love is returned. Powerful emotion can
be released through art and action, in hard work and hard play, through movement,
words, and color.
Want what you want. Do not hold back in declaring your desire. Not getting it is
better for you than not acknowledging it.
Do not overthink the situation. Learn to trust the core of the fire inside you, your life
force and its impulses toward growth and expression.
Be open to adventure. Let passion lead you to a new land and greater power.
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Siren of Fire
Qadesh
Qadesh holds lotus flowers in one hand and snakes in the other. These represent
not only female and male genitalia but her gifts of deep healing. She appears nude,
facing front, standing on a lion, and wearing the crescent moon, all Eastern attributes.
In her new land she is given the jewelry, hairstyle, and sun disc worn by Hathor, the
Egyptian goddess of love and joy. Qadesh’s Eastern ferocity is softened by Hathor’s
gentle influence and the embrace of her new people. She still has her warrior god at
hand, but like the lion she stands on, his power is in service to his lady. Pleasure, not
bloodletting, is his priority.
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When Qadesh appears:
Balance and beauty are achieved by including all that you love in your life. Let all
that you love serve and sustain you. Do not sacrifice one love for another. Be large
enough to embrace more.
Know what brings you pleasure, and experiment if you don’t. Take charge of your
own pleasure through doing it yourself or communicating honestly with your partner.
Sex is healing when there is mutual respect with care for oneself and for the other.
However you feel about your body, celebrate that it can be capable of pleasure,
whether it is a lover or the breeze that caresses your cheek. When you stretch or
move, do so as luxuriously and sensually as you are able.
Explore what another culture has to offer. See its sights. Savor its scents and flavors.
Enrich your world.
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Witch of Fire
Cerridwen
Cerridwen lives on a magical isle and gives birth to two children of opposing
natures—a daughter, Crearwy, who is fair and good, and a son, Afagddu, who is
ugly and mean. The mother loves them both. To help her unfortunate son, she brews
a potion to make her boy the most inspired, inventive, and wise of men. As it must
brew for a year and a day to reach its full potency, she enlists a young boy named
Gwion to help keep the pot stirred.
One day she is out collecting more herbs when a few drops of the mixture splash
onto the boy’s finger and he pops it into his mouth. Suddenly he understands the
languages of birds and beasts. He knows the secrets of the past and can foresee the
future. Realizing how angry Cerridwen will be at him for tasting what was not meant
for him, he runs away. Returning, Cerridwen gives chase. They transform themselves
through a cycle of the seasons as they run: a hare and a greyhound, a fish and an
otter, a bird and a hawk, finally as a grain of wheat and a hen, in which form she
consumes him, then gives birth nine months later to the great poet Taliesin.
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When Cerridwen appears:
You have rich experience, special knowledge, a unique viewpoint. Claim it. Use it.
See what you can create given direction, care, and time. Who you can become is
worth the effort.
In a contentious situation, keep changing tactics until you find the approach that
succeeds. Think of the wisdom of animals and their differing, always evolving ways
of surviving and thriving in the world.
Being whole means using your full power, embracing both the light and the dark, and
knowing life and death together are one great mystery, one cycle of time.
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Hag of Fire
Maman Brigitte
The grave of the first woman buried in any cemetery is sacred to the goddess,
who is the mother of the ancestors and therefore the source of life and death. Her
ceremonial cross can be erected at this grave, and offerings to Maman Brigitte left
there. The consecrated grave provides a pathway for energies to cross from one world
to another, for wisdom to be received from the ancestors, with love and hope offered
to them.
On November 2nd, Fet Ghede, All Souls’ Day, her people dress in white or in the
Ghede’s purple and black and visit the graveyards. They burn candles, make offerings,
and pray to their Maman for protection, justice, and healing. Offerings include rum
and cigarettes, peanuts and plantains, coffee and cornmeal. The ancestors must be
fed if one would have their blessing. Cornmeal is used to outline her veve, the sacred
symbol that draws and nourishes her, so it may be blown or swept away. Nothing
should remain once the prayer is complete and one has put the problem into Maman
Brigitte’s hands.
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When Maman Brigitte appears:
Honor the ancestors. They are both your past and your future, where you came
from and where you are going. Respect the ancestors who created not only you but
everything around you. Honor them through offerings: on the altar, at the cemetery,
or in person through a visit to family or the elderly.
Visit a cemetery and look for the oldest stones. Be respectful. Do not chatter. Never
walk across a grave, but walk softly at its foot. Listen to the spirits. Do what they ask
if it is within your power.
If you would make a change in your world, if you ask for healing or justice, remember
to “tie up your kidneys” (gird your loins as another might say) and get on with doing
all you can on your own behalf. The ancestors and their Maman join in when they
see you are serious.
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Ace of Water
Face of the Deep
Before the Hebrew god speaks his famous words, “Let there be light,” She Who Is
Water already exists. The King James Bible speaks of her thus: “And the earth was
without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit
of God moved upon the face of the waters.” The Face of the Deep is God’s lover, and
it is this movement, this connection with the source, that catalyzes his power and
allows life on earth to begin.
Water is the Ancient Mother. She is the primordial sea, the great womb, the birthplace
and the reservoir of life. She is the heart and soul of the world. And she is the world
of the heart, with all its passion, compassion, and pain. The Face of the Deep is the
source of one’s soul, the gift and the repository of the longing to become One and
All.
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When the Face of the Deep appears:
Nothing is more important now than the understanding of your soul’s desire through
the experience of this emotion. Emotion is a pathway to a deeper understanding of
meaning. Discover where this feeling is taking you.
Reach out as far and as long as you are able. Success comes from being inclusive.
There is depth within you beyond even profound pain and vast love, a place that is
boundless and eternal. If you can reach it, this ancient source will fill you from your
core to your tips. It can also appear as a huge emptiness within. Do not be afraid of
that. It is your soul showing you what a great capacity you have for life.
Look for relief in salt baths and herbal elixirs from old recipes. Flood your system with
all that is loving and healing. Pour warm tea down your throat. Pour sweet sounds
into your ears. Let the barriers of disease dissolve in the comfort of communion.
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Two of Water
Lorelei
The deeper you go, the harder your heart will beat.
Her despair and her betrayal are twofold, for the sailor
who is her one true love is faithless, and he abandons
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her after the consummation of their desire. Lorelei is
also betrayed by the many men of her village who
desire her. She does not try to seduce them, but they
cannot resist her loveliness. Because Lorelei is lonely, open-hearted, and generous,
she does not resist their advances, and she is the one blamed for the subsequent
scandal and disgrace.
Accused of witchcraft, she is brought before the bishop. His severity breaks down
under her beauty and sweet simplicity. But when he would set her free, she begs
instead to die, for if love has forsaken her, if strife is all that comes to her in the name
of love, she would rather not live such a life. The bishop instead rules that she enter a
convent. Three knights are sent to accompany her there. When their path leads them
past a high cliff overlooking the Rhine, Lorelei asks to have one last look. The knights
cannot deny her. They tether the horses and the four of them climb to the top. At the
edge of the precipice, Lorelei cries out, seeing her errant sailor lover on his boat in
the river below. At her cry he looks up. His boat founders at the same moment as she
leaps, and the lovers are finally and forever reunited in death.
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When Lorelei appears:
Rationalizing your desire does not make it rational; do not try. Reason may speak to
consequences of behavior, but not to why or where to love. Be honest with yourself,
if with no one else, about what you deeply yearn for.
Allow yourself to yearn deeply. You are not avoiding pain by denying love, but making
life colder. Death lies at the end of every road. Make the journey a passionate one,
one worthy of song.
Beware of projecting your passion onto someone else. Own your desire. Putting
responsibility for it onto another is another form of denial.
Your heart is the generator of your personal electromagnetic field. Feel how every
beat increases the power of your aura, charisma, and magnetism, your power to
attract your desire to you.
Open your heart to the variety of possible expressions of desire. Release expectation
over the form in which love should appear. Reach for the essence of the other being
with the essence of yours.
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Three of Water
Mami Wata
Mami Wata is both benevolent and dangerous. She abducts people when they are
in or on the water and carries them away. Should she allow them to leave her spirit
realm, they return home wiser, growing wealthier and more attractive afterward. She
offers rich gifts to her lovers, but demands they be faithful to her in return. Refusal, or
agreement with subsequent infidelity, guarantees to bring bad luck.
An incurable or recurring illness is seen as a sign that Mami Wata is taking an interest
in a person. When this is the case, only she can cure the afflicted. Offerings she
appreciates are special foods like sugar and biscuits, liquors, perfumes, and incense,
jewelry and bells. Devotees of Mami Wata wear red and white clothing in honor of
her dual nature. Red represents her destruction, heat, physicality, and power. White
symbolizes her beauty, creativity, spirituality, and wealth.
The core of her worship is dance, rhythmic yet abandoned movement, to African
guitar, drum, and flute. The dancer’s passion is what Mami Wata desires most.
Whether celebrating alone or together, her followers will dance until they go into a
trance, opening their souls and giving themselves to the goddess, so she will speak to
them and through them and bless their lives.
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When Mami Wata appears:
Love your friends and lovers faithfully, with spirit, sincerity, and action. Celebrate
their existence with presents and a party.
Rhythm is ebb and flow, the alternating of sound and silence over time. Use rhythm
to understand the dynamic of your situation, and you will know when to pull back
and when to push forward. When you need to pull back, rest your heart in quiet
communion. When it is time to go forward, take the next step.
Listen for the rhythms within you. Center upon your breath. Try to feel your heartbeat.
See if you can sense the echo of something deeper and more mysterious sounding
in your soul.
Merge with music, anything from a simple rhythm to a symphony. Listen, dance,
sway until you forget yourself, until you know yourself as ebb and flow, sound and
silence, power and creativity.
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Four of Water
Lethe
Souls who are destined for reincarnation gather at Lethe’s banks. They drink deeply
of oblivion, of the “waters that quench man’s troubles,” as the Roman writer Virgil
says. The memories of the dead must be washed away before their spirits may return
to the world of the living. Whether the memories are created through joy or pain, old
bonds twist a soul trying to grow a fresh new life. So all must be released, dissolved,
and forgotten before regeneration can begin.
The shadow side of Lethe’s draught is unmindfulness, forgetting without the intent
of healing or renewal, the oblivion sought by the lazy or evasive. Her name means
both forgetfulness or concealment. The Greek word for truth, aletheia, is that which
is unforgotten and unconcealed.
There is another sacred water in Hades, a sister to Lethe, the goddess Mnemosyne,
or Memory. Initiates of the mysteries know they may drink instead from this river
when they die, if they believe they are wise enough to be as open and vulnerable as
a child while maintaining the awareness of all they once were. The wise understand
that assimilation with subsequent transformation contains its own form of release
and freedom.
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When Lethe appears:
When things feel empty and stale, do not worry and do not sulk. It is a sign of change.
Give it time so you can see which stale things are truly dead and which can be
revived. Work this process before starting something new. Do not hold on to what
requires too much of your soul to take. The new life is waiting. This is how you get
there.
In purposeful forgetting, painful memories are not made non-existent, they are made
non-troubling. When one arises, imagine putting it into a box, separating it from your
immediate awareness. Do it until it stays in the box. Then take a nap. When you are
ready, open the box and watch the memory as if it happened to someone else. As
you watch, make it smaller. Make it not you anymore in there, until you can just stop
watching.
Make sleep sacred to be better rested. If you must have noise to fall asleep, make
it gentle music or the sound of waves, not talk or television. Wash your sheets, and
toss a washcloth scented with a few drops of lavender oil into the dryer with them.
Drink water from a blue or lavender glass and ask Lethe to take away today so you
can better face tomorrow.
Take time out from your current task. You need a break to be able to continue more
intelligently and effectively.
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Five of Water
La Llorona
After her children are dead, La Llorona kills herself out of grief and pity and rage and
spite. She cannot enter the afterlife until she finds her children and brings them with
her. But her innocent children have moved on. They will never be found. La Llorona
cannot see that, she cannot let go of her guilt. She cannot stop feeling the pain.
She weeps and weeps. She sees only her tears. Still she is drawn to children, to the
vulnerable child she can grab with her cold fingers, to one she can claim and cling
to for a few brief moments until that little one is lost as well.
Some say La Llorona is not a desperate spirit but the shade of a more ancient power
of the land and her people, the Aztec Earth Mother Coatlicue, who weeps on the
eve of the Cortés invasion as she foresees the fall of an empire and so many of her
children.
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When La Llorona appears:
Do not agonize over decisions made in the past, even those made out of anger or
fear. It is done and the past does not change and you do not want to keep living there.
The present holds the only potential for healing.
Making a mistake once or twice does not make you bad at something forever. In
the same but more serious vein, do not take temporary pain as proof of an eternal
burden.
Something you must endure on an everyday basis has terms that may be negotiated
anew. Stay open to discovering a less painful path of perseverance.
Try a homeopathic remedy for what is ailing you. Try homeopathic magic. Cry in the
shower and feel the stream of water as your tears. Cry and let your powerful tears
break up and wash away pieces of the pain. Let loose the river of your tears.
Look at what you do to avoid dealing with pain. Understand what results from this
behavior, both in the long and short terms.
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Six of Water
Tefnut
Tefnut wears the body of a woman and the head of a lion. She is called the Eyes of
Ra, both the left and the right for the moon and the sun. Upon her head she wears
the solar disk connecting her to the power of the sun and the uraeus, the cobra who
represents sovereignty and divinity. She carries the ankh for the breath of life and the
scepter for power. Tefnut’s scepter echoes the shape of the papyrus flowers, another
symbol of life and fertility. Papyrus is used to make so much of what is useful for her
people, from boats and sails to ropes and paper. Its use as a writing medium helps
ancient lives speak today.
Like other leonine goddesses, Tefnut can display a wrathful aspect. When she is
angry, she withdraws the moisture that brings pleasure, eases hardship, and keeps life
sweet. Yet more often she shows her people a tender face, and the beautiful results of
the gentle application of great power.
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When Tefnut appears:
Success comes from choosing love over power and gentleness over force.
Enjoy all of life that you can see, smell, hear, taste, and touch. Seek simple, everyday
pleasures, not convoluted ones. Immerse yourself in a new environment so you can
spend time just sensing, just being.
To recall a memory, think not about the details but about who you were then, how
it felt to be you. Do not look at your life from the outside in. Life always comes from
the inside out.
On a piece of papyrus or other special paper, scribe a fortune for your future self.
Discover that a similar blessing was left to you in your past.
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Seven of Water
Maeve
In tales of Maeve as the queen of Ireland, she sleeps with many an Irish lord, some
say as many as thirty in one night. The deeper reality is that she is the goddess of
the land who must endorse any man who wishes to rule. At their coronations on
the ancient hill of Tara, Irish kings drink flagons of mead to produce the intoxication
necessary to encounter the ardent goddess face to face and thigh to thigh. Maeve is
another word for mead, the honey wine of bees, the drink of women’s magic and
mysteries, symbolic of menstrual blood. The king’s willingness to please Maeve and
drink the mead he is offered ensures he will rule well, being versed in the mysteries
of the goddess and the land.
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When Maeve appears:
Your imagination is the gateway to success in this situation. Think from a place where
there are no boxes. Use this power you have to see things inside your mind that are not
seen with eyes open. Visualize the situation and ask that the answer be revealed.
Give your fantasies free rein. Do not get bogged down in practical matters, like how
you get there. Just like sleeping dreams, fantasies most often show scenarios of wish
fulfillment or frustration. Also as in night visions, something unexpected can pop
out in a daydream, given you have relaxed enough to veer off from the usual scripts.
The daydreams will give your mind a vacation, the surprises will give you deeper
information and direction.
Communication from your deep self is more symbolic than literal. A single symbol
can hold an important message. Do not be unappreciative because of its simplicity.
Do not be put off or distracted by emotions that erupt from the inner world. Persevere
through to deeper understanding. Emotions can be how your subconscious gets you
to pay attention to the message, but may not be the point of the message.
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Eight of Water
Sedna
Her amputated fingers become the seals, whales, and fish that bless the seas and
are her new companions. In the Eight of Water, the creatures shown with Sedna
are (from top to bottom): beluga whale, walrus, bowhead whale, North Arctic cod,
bearded seal, harp seal, ringed seal (the mainstay of Inuit diet, especially in winter),
and narwhal. In the depths, her mutilation is transformed. Dismemberment does not
break her, it multiplies her. She pulls her new life together using her passion and fury,
her energy and will. Her anger stirs the sea to violence, to life-changing, life-charging
tempests.
Wise hunters treat her with respect. An offering of fresh water is poured into the
mouth of every seal they catch, to thank Sedna for allowing them to feed their
families. Living in saltwater, Sedna is assumed to be always thirsty. Shamans send
their spirits swimming down to her to comb her long black hair and calm her rage.
Then she releases the animals from the deep, and allows her people to partake in the
bounty of the sea.
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When Sedna appears:
Care for the child who has been betrayed. Care for the one who feels alone. Comb
her hair. Tuck her in. Tell her a story. Let her tell you one of hers. Do not patronize
nor pander to lost spirits, but care for them.
Look at how old wounds may be operating below the surface, using irritation,
compulsion, and pain to get attention. Understand links between cause and behavior.
Then let a change in behavior become a path to healing the deeper wound.
Take a magical bath. Include salts in the water or use a salt scrub. Scrub yourself
with loofah or pumice or cloth to renew your skin and imagine fresh life rising to the
surface. Then add a soothing oil to the bath or spread balm on your skin to be tender
to your new skin. Let its fragrance be complex, creative, and energizing.
Surrender to the depths. Pay attention to life’s many levels. Drop superficial
distractions. Devote your life where you feel great power at work. Commitment helps
you survive the storms.
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Nine of Water
Lady of the Lake
For Arthur, the Lady of the Lake provides an initiation into leadership and maturity.
She manifests the sacred sword from her depths, bringing into the world the talisman
that enables the hero to understand his purpose and claim his destiny. In another
tale, the Lady is also the fairy woman who raises a child to become the most mighty
and spiritual of knights, Lancelot of the Lake. The lady of many names is queen of a
watery otherworld, an eerie but miraculous land that lies beyond the veil of mist.
She is an enchantress and a spellbinder. She beguiles the great Merlin into teaching
her his magic. With his famous foresight he knows she will someday use this power
to trap him within a tree or cave, and yet he allows it to happen. The lure of the Lady
of the Lake, and the pleasure of her company, are impossible to resist.
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When the Lady of the Lake appears:
Make a wish. Toss a coin into a wishing well or fountain. At a natural body of water,
toss a pebble, a flower, or a feather. Make it beautiful, for this is an offering to the Lady
of the Lake in return for her magic. Make it strong, and wish with all your heart.
Take a vow. If you want one thing more than anything, bind yourself to it. Not to the
outcome, but to the quest for it. Then you will know when the steps you take lead you
closer or take you further away.
Scry at a body of water or by gazing into a beautiful filled cup or bowl. Empty your
thoughts. Watch the play of light and air on water. Meditate on clarity and reflection,
and find the deep wisdom you seek.
Go out on the water. If you cannot, go to the shore or look at photos and imagine
yourself there. Sail, canoe, kayak, row, float. Take a journey on the water, away from
the earth, at the threshold of the sky and the deep, and experience an everyday
miracle. Feel the congruence, keep your balance, and ask for more.
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Ten of Water
Ixchel
In the Dresden Codex, a pre-Columbian book from the Yucatan painted on fig tree
bark, Ixchel is seen inverting her water jar, bringing about the Great Flood. This is the
yearly deluge that signals the arrival of the rainy season, that washes away the old
year and heralds the new. This is the flood that cleanses the world and destroys it in
order to make way for rebirth. It is also the gushing waters of the womb. When the
sac breaks, birth is initiated and new life is imminent. Shown caught in her flood are
ten faces from Mayan life: the monkey, the anteater, the kinkajou, the priest, the bat,
the quetzal, the warrior, the dragon, the dead, and the jaguarundi.
Her beauty as well as her skill in weaving cause unending jealousy among the men
in her life. Her controlling grandfather kills her with lightning bolts because she
leaves him for a lover, but hundreds of dragonflies gather to hover and sing over her
body for many days, until suddenly she springs up whole once more. Her onetime
lover, the sun, is so jealous she makes herself invisible when he comes near. She
leaves him too, to follow her own path through the sky. When she is not riding the
night, Ixchel spends her time nursing the women of earth through their pregnancies
and labors into their new and larger lives to come.
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When Ixchel appears:
Yes, it is all happening at once. Success is found in riding the wave, not in stemming
the flow or sinking below.
The situation has a cycle and a timing all its own. Tuning into it will make the process
less difficult.
Surging emotions can leave you elated, drained, and nervous. Be aware of this uneasy
effect before making decisions that need a clear head, but do not ignore the direction
indicated by the power of those emotions. The clear head must allow itself to be
balanced by the renewal offered by the surging soul.
Live your best life now. Rid your life of all the deadweight you can. Make room for
new pleasures and passions. Give new energy to those things you must keep, and see
how they can be reinvigorated.
Consider a pilgrimage to Ixchel’s island of Cozumel or another sacred isle. The seas
are rising. Do not leave it too late.
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Amazon of Water
Scylla
Some poets say Scylla is born monstrous. Others claim she is born a divine and
lovely maiden who plays among the other immortal nymphs of the sea, but becomes
transformed into a hideous creature, punished for her beauty by a jealous goddess.
The witch goddess Circe, angry at losing the attention of her current beloved, a sea
god infatuated with Scylla. Circe tosses her magic herbs into the ocean pool where
the nymph bathes to affect the metamorphosis.
But some say Scylla, like the once maidenly Charybdis who three times a day
swallows the waters of the sea and three times throws them up again, is punished
for having a mighty hunger, for having a desire of her own. She is killed for stealing
cattle for her dinner, the cattle of a god enraged over the loss of his wealth and fearful
of the loss of his power. Blasted by a god but immortal, she rises again in a new and
terrible form. This time, no one is going to mess with her. She will eat and love and
destroy as she pleases.
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When Scylla appears:
Make firm your boundaries. Learn to say no. Do not care so much about others that
you lose yourself.
Steer clear of people who project their own motives onto you. Do not be deluded by
another’s delusion. Hold on to the reality of your feelings and your experience.
Being yourself means accepting yourself, warts and all. Never apologize for who you
are, even when you have consequences for your behavior. Change the behavior, but
understand and forgive yourself.
How others feel about you does not define you and must not oppress you. But do
not ignore the emotions of others in your social environment. Tune in. Forewarned is
forearmed, and if someone is serious about hurting you, you need to know of it.
Strengthen yourself and purify your land by picking up trash around your nearest
body of water.
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Siren of Water
Aphrodite
Aphrodite comes to Greece from the East. She shows her relation to the powerful
sexual goddesses of ancient Mesopotamia most keenly through the stories of her
mortal lovers, like her beloved Adonis, the beautiful youth who becomes the god
who lives, loves, and dies for the immortal goddess. And whom she causes to live
again, albeit transformed.
When Aphrodite walks the land, all animals rejoice. As Homer writes, her mere
presence puts “desire in their breasts, so that they all mated, two together, about the
shadowy coombes.” She is called “lover of smiles” and delights in odd pairings and
in seeing passion overcome the haughty. The goddess herself chooses lovers from
among divine and human males unreservedly and unashamedly. She engenders the
desire for love, connection, and communion, whether that love be lusciously carnal,
as the earthy Aphrodite Porne, or deeply spiritual, as the heavenly Aphrodite Urania.
For the goddess, both sides are sacred, both forms are holy. She is all that enchants
the spirit and arouses the body. And by so doing, she opens the heart.
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When Aphrodite appears:
Use oils of Aphrodite’s favorite flowers (or your own) as aromatics. Use the flowers
themselves as both offerings to the goddess and as invocations of her beauty.
Being attractive and charming leads to success. Natural beauty or natural warmth
makes it easy, but charisma can be developed. Use the mirror, one of Aphrodite’s
magical tools. Look at the expressions of your face. Look at the gestures and stance
of your body. Look at your clothing and grooming. See yourself clearly, but in the best
light and with the best of intentions. See yourself with the eyes of love. See what you
would like to change, what is possible. Try it out, then get it done.
Use mirror magic to see the face of your future love. Stand facing a mirror in a
darkened room. Look at yourself and say “Aphrodite” five times. Close your eyes,
repeat her name five times more. Open your eyes and look for someone to appear
over your left shoulder.
Admit your desire. Constrain it if you will, but do not deny its existence. Decide how
you can express it in a safe and honorable fashion.
Creativity combines your essence with passion and beauty and allows you to
participate in enchantment. Do or make or find something you love.
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Witch of Water
Haya-Akitsu-Hime
Shinto is a faith offering its people direct contact with Kami (deity or deities). Regular
worship and attendance at ceremonies and festivals are important to the well-being
of the relationship between people and Kami. The purpose of most Shinto ritual is
to keep away evil spirits through offerings and prayers. Purification rites are crucial
before one may approach any enshrined Kami. Before the commencement of every
great festival, a priest purifies himself by rinsing with water his hands, his mouth, then
again his hands. It is a simplified, symbolic expression of full body immersion and
surrender to the sea.
The salt found in the sea holds the purification and protection magic of Haya-Akitsu-
Hime. Salt is thrown before a Sumo match in order to remove any evil within the Sumo
ground. In the entrance of a Japanese restaurant, a small mound of salt represents the
cleanliness of the establishment. But it is the water of the encompassing, surrounding
sea that holds her full powers of transformation, renewal, and transmutation of
energy.
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When Haya-Akitsu-Hime appears:
Demonstrate your ethics and your beliefs on a regular basis to walk the blessed
way.
Look beyond the form into the essence of the thing. That is where power lies. When
forms dissolve, all becomes energy. And energy can be reshaped and used anew.
Purify yourself in saltwater, whether in the sea or in a tub. Immerse yourself as fully
as possible. As you surrender to the power of the water, feel any anger, fear, shame,
and grief you carry within you begin to melt away.
To separate yourself from a wicked influence: write or draw yourself and the evil
spirit next to one another on the same piece of paper. Cut or tear the paper into two
pieces, one showing you and one showing the other. Tuck the paper of yourself away
in a safe place. The piece of paper showing the harmful influence is to be torn into
tiny bits and flushed down the toilet.
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Hag of Water
Ran
On troubled waters, sailors tie gold pieces into their clothes as payment for her
hospitality should they be washed away into Ran’s world, for she can be welcoming
to those who come to her hall beneath the sea, especially if they come with offerings
of gold. Her daughters serve the assembled spirits food and their home-brewed mead,
which is as fine as what may be found in Valhalla. When the ghost of someone who
has been lost at sea appears at the funeral feast, the friends and relations know that
Ran has received the wayward soul and given him a home beneath the waves.
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When Ran appears:
Stop fighting an inexorable tide. Position yourself to take advantage of the movement
as best you can and go with it as you must.
There is something going on below the surface, something big that will change
everything. Watch for the signs of a sea change.
Offer “gold” to appease the restlessness of the sea. Throw back the sand dollars and
shells you find on the beach. Toss coins into a wishing well, imagining the well
reaches into the sea’s depths. Make a precious offering to your own mysterious and
unknowable depths, that they may bring you more gifts of joy than dismay.
Deep in your soul, you know where you belong, and where you do not. If you do not
act on this knowledge, do not expect relief from your difficulties.
Your authority comes from your difficult experiences. Embrace it. Exercise it.
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Ace of Air
Nemesis
Nemesis enforces the limits beyond which one should not proceed, lest one offend a
power in this world or abase another human being as a result. She represents a fine
and sharp morality. She is honor. She is conscience.
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When Nemesis appears:
Paraphrase an old Greek proverb and state, “May Nemesis walk at my feet.” Then, as
long as your plan is a fair one, proceed boldly on your path, knowing the goddess
will deal swiftly and justly with those who cross you with malicious intent.
Mediate your ego. Much of what people believe they deserve, they do not. Some
things are not a matter of deserving but of privilege and possibility. Stay humble.
Keep your promises. Let your word be more than just words. Let it be what you are
known for.
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Two of Air
Athena
Athena is the daughter of Zeus and Metis, the most powerful god and the most wise
of goddesses, and both qualities are found in her. She is called bright-eyed, grey-
eyed, and fierce- or flashing-eyed. She discerns clearly, she decides justly, then she
acts with strength. Her wisdom and her power are dedicated to the service of her
nation. She maintains the rule of law, overseeing the courts and assemblies. She is
endlessly inventive, and her useful creations include numbers, weaving, the plough,
the flute, the chariot, and navigation, inventions which are not made by accident but
through thought and reflection. Under her care is all that provides prosperity and
protection to the state, from agriculture to fortresses and harbors.
Homer calls Athena “unbending of heart” and “pure virgin” as well as “savior of
cities.” The goddess remains untouched by passionate love. She punishes any attempt
upon her chastity and all interference with her sense of order and responsibility. A
hymn of Orpheus speaks of her thus: “mother of arts, impetuous; understood as fury
by the bad, but wisdom by the good.”
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When Athena appears:
Give the matter a second thought. Impulsive action does not serve the greater good.
However, do not get caught up with rethinking. When the same thoughts reach the same
conclusions again and again, it is time for action.
Get your affairs in order. Be honest, direct, and straightforward in your dealings with
others. Fight injustice through legal means. The situation is best served by working within
the established system.
Do not allow desire to cloud your vision with what you wish to see. Instead, see what
achieves results, whether the results you seek are within human society or a human
mind.
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Three of Air
Blue Dakini
The goddess is also known as the wrathful dakini for her violence and ferocity. She
stands on a prostrated human figure. She wears ornaments of bone and carries a hooked
knife. She slashes the demons of ego and neurosis. She purifies the seeker by plunging
her knife into one’s chest, then cutting out and eating one’s heart. Hers is not a gentle
initiation. The Blue Dakini heals through destruction. She keeps the soul from bondage to
desire, attachment, or obsession by removing the unmindful, uninitiated heart. She brings
piercing pain but lasting freedom.
The ones who face her knives without flinching are given a white conch shell to replace
their ignorant hearts. The conch shell when blown echoes the sound that creates the
universe, the sacred Om, that will sound forever in the souls of those blessed by the Blue
Dakini. The wisdom of the dakini is one of the Buddhist’s Three Roots, or inner sources
of refuge. When accepted, her power of destruction allows one to quickly cut through
obstacles along the path. Ultimately, it serves to annihilate all form so only the true
essence remains.
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When the Blue Dakini appears:
Prevarication and false hope kill your soul by excruciating degrees. Face the harsh
truth. Accept the pain so you can learn how it may be healed. Cut the lies out of your
life.
Put something in the place of your wound, something that feels a step closer to
goodness and wholeness.
Be all-encompassing rather than specific. Specifics distract. Pare them away in order
to get the bigger picture.
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Four of Air
Nut
Called Protector of the Dead, Nut is painted on the inside lid of the sarcophagus or
on the vault of tombs, so she may enfold the soul placed within. Within the star-filled
sky, souls are protected from all evil while they are refreshed. The dying pray: “O my
Mother Nut, stretch Yourself over me, that I may be placed among the imperishable
stars which are in You, and that I may not die.” For a soul may die if it is eaten by
the monster of the underworld at Maat’s judgment. Nut, beautiful, all-embracing
Heaven, provides for the possibility of mercy and grace.
The sky goddess, in arching her body above the earth, also protects all life, for it is
she who creates the barrier that holds back the forces of chaos from destroying the
precious order and peace of the world.
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When Nut appears:
Give yourself some time to sleep on it before making a big decision. Get the
information you need, then let your thoughts about it settle into place. Then it will be
easier and more powerful when you do act or speak.
Dream or not, sleep or not, but go to bed. You need rest more than you need to be
doing something else right now. You need a time out from the struggle. Your body and
your mind are refreshed through down time.
If you are called upon to help others in illness or grief, do so from a place of gentle
but lofty compassion that keeps your own heart whole and gives them the support
and space they need to find their own way through the darkness.
Reconnect with those people, places, and things that bring you peace. Reduce the
forces of chaos in your life by tidying your environment or listing your thoughts.
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Five of Air
Harionago
One young man from the village of Yamada escapes after encountering her by
running as fast as he can once he sees her hair moving. He runs to his house and
shuts the door between them. At dawn, he opens the door to find the deep gashes left
in the wood by Harionago’s hair. Because it was a wooden and not a paper door, he
escaped with his life, providing a moral tale about the importance of not wandering
far from home after sunset, and having a good, solid home to run to, as well as a
reminder to close the main door for the night, not just the inner door, against the evils
that lurk in the dark.
A wise man avoids engagement with a spirit such as Harionago and respectfully and
quietly withdraws as he is able, or does not walk those lonely dark roads. But youth
is irrepressible and the demon is so cleverly alluring, so strangely challenging, almost
no one can be wise.
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When Harionago appears:
If you would lose too much and engagement cannot be avoided, use your own
cunning as necessary to extricate yourself. For now, you win by getting away.
The situation may not be lose-lose, but it is definitely not a win-win. A redefinition of
the ground rules is needed before parity can be achieved.
Be wary. Someone is not being honest, or may be incapable of honesty given the
situation. Look to yourself and not to the ethics of another to preserve your interests
and integrity. During delicate negotiations, do not reveal your hand.
Do not bristle at every offense. Having a chip on your shoulder makes you a target.
Leaving a chip on your shoulder builds a burden you must bear.
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Six of Air
Scathach
Scathach also roams battlefields, collecting the souls of her heroes to guide them
in their journey to the otherworld, to Tir Nan Og, the Land of Youth, the joyful ever-
after. The goddess is generous with other souls on the Soul’s Road, the Imrama upon
which so many seekers of the Land of Youth may be lost, and will also help those not
especially chosen. She will not lead the living though, who out of curiosity or despair
attempt the journey before their time. She demands they first perform the deeds they
are meant to accomplish in their lives, and will offer the skills they need to do so.
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When Scathach appears:
Prepare for the challenges ahead. If you do not have a sense about what they are,
keep strengthening your position in the ways that you know work until the path
ahead becomes clear.
Take the time it takes to learn something or to get somewhere. A leapfrog over the
process does not succeed. Patience allows you to integrate key concepts and notice
details you may otherwise overlook.
Learn from trusted teachers. Check out their history and their values. Align with those
who encourage you to become a bigger person with a larger life.
Balance your mental and your physical activities. The best practices feed off each
other to bring you to a place of integrated strength.
Take time out of your normal routine to make a spiritual journey, whether you have
an hour or a week. Go see a rock, a river, a grove, or a guru. Restore your faith in
yourself.
Walk a labyrinth. Leave your concern in the center. Allow inspiration or solution to
be revealed on your return path.
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Seven of Air
Laverna
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When Laverna appears:
Think outside the box. Draw outside the lines. The situation cannot be met head-on
without encountering trouble, so think of another way. Distract, circumvent, cajole,
whatever works.
Cause people to question the assumptions they have about you. Redefine yourself.
Strive for more freedom in your thoughts and behavior. Be prepared for a shake-up if
you have been assuming too much or relying too heavily on the status quo.
This is a good time to work for yourself, your benefit, your own best interests. Keep
an eye out. Your partners, co-workers, employees, or employers may be honest, but
their interests have diverged from yours.
In silence and darkness, you may find the answer that has been eluding you.
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Eight of Air
Crow Mother
Crow Mother teaches the proper way to live in community. She presides over the
initiation rites of Hopi children at the age of nine or ten, instructing them in the ways
of the people. She reveals the secret that the mysterious and powerful Kachinas who
appear among them are their elders, masked and costumed. Shown behind Crow
Mother are her whips made from the blades of the yucca plant. They stand between
her and the child’s return home. The children do not yet know that home will not be
the same, because they will have changed. The initiate will be whipped, four strokes,
the only time in their lives the children are ever beaten. They must face their fear,
they must face surprising pain, they must accept knowledge and the shattering of
their childhood illusions. When they do, they are rewarded with a prayer feather and
a meal. Then the new young adults are reunited with their community and welcome
to join the sacred kiva societies.
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When Crow Mother appears:
To step out of a stuck situation, you need to step up. Face what has been holding
you back. Recognize the truth when you hear it. Self-centered and childish fancies
impede your participation in a larger world.
Learn the lessons offered by the situation. It will take some discipline, but your future
need not be colored by old disappointment or current disillusionment.
Create a prayer stick. Find a stick on a walk. Wrap it with colored yarn, using from
one to four colors, repeating your intention with each winding. Tie on stones, shells,
and feathers. Give the prayer stick to the earth and sky by leaving it outside in a
special place. Leave it, walk away, and do not look back. Trust your prayer will be
heard.
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Nine of Air
Banshee
When she appears, she wears many guises. She is the beautiful, pale, young woman
wrapped in a shroud. She is the decrepit old woman dressed in rags covered in
graveyard dust. She is the washer-woman, washing the bloody clothing or armor
of those about to die. She may be a hooded crow or a hare or a stoat, the familiars
of Irish witches. Often only the Banshee’s keen can be heard. It may be a soft,
otherworldly tune. A screech of protest against injustice. She may scream with the
torture of innocents in her voice. Some say she delights in driving her hearers insane,
or driving them to become reckless or frightened into finding their deaths. Yet others
say the Banshee does not cause death but comes only to warn that fate is near, so that
her hearers may learn from it, act on it, and prepare to face it.
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When the Banshee appears:
Fear is getting in the way of seeing the truth of the situation. Recognize them, but do
not give your fears priority when making a big decision.
Prophecy, the true seeing of the future, is possible at this time. Separate what you
wish for, what you dread, and what you expect, in order to see clearly. Look also for
the things that do not seem to fit in any of these categories. This represents something
for which your mind currently has no context, so it performed a substitution. Dig
deeper to let more emerge.
Things that well up in dark places within you can come from a very old place, beyond
an accessible cause or reason. Feel it for what it is. Do not make it into something it
is not because it is difficult to define.
Try keening to give the darkness some expression. Moan, screech, and wail. Do not
keep silent and still with your pain.
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Ten of Air
Erinye
Born of the blood of castrated Uranus, the usurped father god, the Erinyes avenge
crimes against the natural order. These include disrespect of the gods, violation of
the law of hospitality, and most especially murders and offenses against the laws
of kinship and the sanctity of family. A victim of a crime who seeks justice can call
down the curse of the Erinyes upon the perpetrator, though if one would do so, one
had best be free of such misconduct oneself.
Some say the wrath of the Furies may be placated by ritual purification and specific
atonements. Others say the goddesses cannot be stopped by tears, pleading, or
sacrifice once their righteous anger is aroused. Yet one may hope to avert their
gaze from minor infractions with offerings of black sheep, white doves, or narcissus
flowers.
The Erinyes pursue the matricide Orestes, driving him mad, but are called off by
Olympian decree. Rightly livid, decrying the betrayal of the younger gods, they are
supposedly consoled and their fury redirected by Athena’s promises of sacrifices and
honor. They are given a new name, the Eumenides, the Kindly Ones, in the hope that
their rage will be appeased.
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When the Erinyes appear:
Whether deserved or not, hard times are at hand. Now you know the worst. Get up
and get along as best you can, perhaps trying a different road as you do.
Beseech the gods or surrender to fate. A power greater than you can direct or control
is in play in the situation. It is possible a power greater than you may set you free or
give you strength.
Purify yourself. Expose yourself to a hard wind and let it whip away your regrets. Pare
yourself down to the bone to start anew.
If someone has done you wrong, either let it go to set yourself free, or set yourself upon
a path of righteous vengeance, one that punishes the wicked, not the innocent.
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Amazon of Air
Skadi
The trickster god Loki makes her laugh by tying his testicles to the beard of a billy
goat for a ridiculous and painful tug of war. To select her mate, Skadi’s eyes are
blindfolded and she is allowed to feel the legs of all the gods. She chooses the most
shapely calves, believing them to belong to the beautiful god Baldur. But they are
the legs of the ocean god Njord. Accepting her choice, she goes to live with him in
the sea.
Skadi is unhappy away from her snowy home, in a place where all is drippy and
grey instead of white and sparkling. The couple decide to take turns alternating their
time between the mountains and the shore, but both are miserable this way. They
separate amicably, as Skadi finds she prefers her original independent existence to
this contrived and incompatible marriage. Skadi returns to her snowy peaks, and
soon finds her true mate, the god of winter Ulle, by choosing to live uncompromised,
in the place and manner she loves and is suited for.
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When Skadi appears:
Independence requires authenticity, not isolation. Yet being self-sufficient keeps you
true. There is joy in discovering how capable you can become.
Stand up for what you believe in. Believe in yourself most of all. Believe in your rights
and your right to a life of your choosing. Believe in your value. Believe in your ability
to make change happen.
Seeing clearly what is not going to work for you can save you a lot of time. Say no
to a proposition that takes you completely out of your element and away from your
sources of strength. A singular challenge is one thing, an endless struggle is another.
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Siren of Air
Lilith
Even in a single ancient depiction, Lilith defies a simple definition. With her wings,
taloned feet, and dire owl companions, she is a demon of the night, reflecting the
mysteries of dream and death. Her jewels and her crown, the shugurra crown of the
steppe composed of multiple horns, are all symbols of the Queen of Heaven and
Earth. Her frontal nakedness sings with the power of sexuality and fertility. The rod
and rings in her hands speak of universal laws and principles. Her gaze is direct, her
hands are uplifted in a holy gesture. She holds sway over realms of violence, fear,
and mystery. She holds sovereignty over sexuality and all forces of nature, over the
complete, magical processes of life and death.
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When Lilith appears:
In darkness, fears and monsters multiply. Use your imagination to entertain yourself,
not harm yourself. Know where you are pushing the boundaries about what is
reasonable, even while knowing that some things will never make sense.
In darkness, power hides. Know it, face it, release it, work it. Quit hiding from yourself
all that you are and all that you feel. It is time to quit compromising your soul.
Dark desires do not have to be acted out in illicit ways to be useful for creation or
motivation. Denial does not illuminate the darkness.
In this world, sex and death come intertwined. They exist one with another to bring
endless variety to life.
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Witch of Air
Oya
Known for her fierce passions, Oya is protective of the ones she loves, although
careless of the chaos she can cause. She is more complex than her energy and
ferocity make apparent. She has experienced deep sorrow, but she is not broken
by it. Oya gave birth to nine stillborn children. She remembers them through tying
colored scarves around her waist, using the sacred cloth that contains every color but
black. She journeys to the place of creation, to the holy city of Ife. She dances her
prayer for her children’s rebirth. She dances in and out of the heart of mystery. She
dances up a new world.
Her places of power are places of change and transition. One is the marketplace,
where her people gather to exchange the money, goods, and services desired and
required by their lives. The marketplace is where Oya oversees the changing of
fortunes and the practices of business. Another special place of hers is the gates of
cemeteries. She is the guardian of the realm of the ancestors and the goddess who
greets souls as they prepare to enter that realm. Her power moves people from one
way of living to another, and from one world to the next.
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When Oya appears:
Your power is great during this time of upheaval. Do not become so focused on what
you want that you are unaware of collateral damage. Do not let the whirlwind catch
you up or knock you down. Find balance through movement and action rather than
stasis.
When your nerves feel on edge, do not fall over the line for the release it can provide.
The relief will be temporary, the fallout more lasting. Mastery comes from holding the
line, riding the storm, and understanding you can make it.
Power comes from knowing your heart, your soul, your center of creation, and
spending time there.
To invite Oya’s blessing of renewal into your home or business: set out a colorful
bowl where most of the work and energy exchange occurs. Fill it with eggplants,
plums, and chocolates, things that are sweet, rich, sensual, dark, and juicy.
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Hag of Air
Dhumavati
For Dhumavati is in truth a wisdom goddess. When the seeker overcomes distaste at
her ugliness and fear of her misfortune, the goddess becomes a divine teacher who
reveals the secrets to obtaining ultimate knowledge beyond all illusion.
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When Dhumavati appears:
It is easy to count blessings that everyone recognizes, not so easy when fortune appears
contrary. Look for opportunities to change your perceptions. When something you
took as given you now see to be untrue, create a different definition in its place.
Find the hidden blessings in the situation. Claim a weakness as a badge of courage.
Set yourself free through acceptance of what is imperfect or strange.
Build a fire big enough to burn something that represents a trauma from your past.
Be naked, pure, alone, and focused. Watch the object burn, watch its form become
smoke. Smoke can twist around, it can linger or dissipate. Inhale anything you want
to keep of the experience. Exhale all you are ready to see gone. If it is necessary, ask
for justice on your behalf. Entrust the matter into the hands of the goddess, and be
done.
Pay attention when crows speak. When you hear them, consider what human illusion
they are mocking. Laugh with them when you can. Find crow feathers and set them
around your home for luck.
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Ace of Earth
Gaia
It is this last, her having primary loyalty to her children over her mate, that causes
conflict with the heavenly gods. Ouranos, in his fear of being supplanted, imprisons
several of her children within her womb, causing her extreme pain. After she helps
her son Kronos overthrow Ouranos for his oppression, the son betrays her and does
the same as the father. She helps another son step up, Zeus, who releases the Titans
from her body but confines them to Tartaros in his fear of their strength. Gaia then
mates with Tartaros and produces tribes of terrible giants and monsters. These children
rise to fight against the upstart and his friends. Gaia supports and bears them all. She
does not stop providing life, no matter the circumstances.
Thereafter the young gods name themselves Olympians and claim all powers as their
own. But no one, immortal or not, can control or be apart from Gaia’s primal being.
She provides the place, the means, and the power for all earthly life to happen. As
she alone knows all that takes place upon her body, it is she who whispers deep
wisdom to the ancient oracles.
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When Gaia appears:
Seek Gaia’s wisdom in nature. Hold stones in your hands. Listen to the stirring of
leaves and the play of water. Watch the flight of birds. Go to sacred places. If she does
not answer in a pertinent or meaningful way, you may need a different question or
approach. You may need to give it time. When you practice, you learn what works.
Embracing your life is not a one-time task. For best results, keep your arms open and
keep going. Be brave enough to work on your big dream.
Make a vow to make manifest the next idea that contains a seed of something good. It
doesn’t have to be the greatest or only idea you will ever have. Show you are serious
about making things happen, and they will.
Honor the source of your resources. Work to strengthen and repair your connections
and relationships where necessary. Without access to resources, you cannot get
anywhere.
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Two of Earth
Hel
Her unusual appearance is not due to her role as ruler of the dead. She is given
her realm because the gods are too disturbed by her gruesome visage to accept
her presence among them. She embraces her realm as a place she can be just who
she is, a place she can say what’s what, a place where truth matters more than
appearance.
In Hel’s underworld, opposites are accepted out of necessity, and through inescapability,
are transcended. In Hel, two do not blend into one. Although intimately connected,
each retains unique identity. Power lives in the dynamic tension between the two.
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When Hel appears:
You have more than one task, more than one voice, more than one passion. You must
make choices in your behavior, but do not deny this truth about your life. Beware
of people and situations that ask you to renounce parts of yourself. Be willing to see
what you are when you stop catering to illusion and denial.
If you face a choice, ask yourself which will be easier to endure. Think long term.
Think best case and worst case scenarios. See how expectations sway your thoughts
and decisions. Let what should be done coalesce out of the options at hand. Don’t try
and predict its shape. See what becomes solid. See what can be made real.
Do not stay wounded. Grow over, grow around the pain, and move on. Let dead
things stay buried. There is less treasure to be found digging in the past than embracing
opportunity in the present.
Your hands may be full, but you are more capable than you know. Do not be reluctant
to take on another project if you see it has great potential. Giving a little of yourself
every day adds up to accomplishment over time.
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Three of Earth
Norns
The Norns set limits to what can be done. They have laid down the primal laws,
creating the warp and woof of life itself. It is right for humans to do as much as they
can within the boundaries that have been determined. Fate is what one must suffer,
but it is also what one may achieve, and the obligation and necessity to attempt it.
Free will and the potential for individual action exist because the tapestry of the
Norns is not yet complete, but this also means confusion and uncertainty must still
exist as well.
Destiny is following the path, step by step, stitch by stitch, that leads to doing as
the Norns inscribe, helping to weave the greater tapestry and nourish the living tree
through one’s everyday acts.
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When the Norns appear:
Now is not the time to rush nor skip steps, lest the final result be less strong, beautiful,
and useful than it may otherwise be. Do it right the first time.
Cooperative efforts bring success. What you struggle to do may be a job for someone
who can embrace it. Offering what you have and can do may be a blessing to another.
Look for opportunities to share your skills.
Beware of saboteurs of your abilities and your work. Do not feed the dragons through
conflict or doubt. Hum a lullaby, keep them calm or distracted, and keep doing what
you do.
Write down what you want to happen as if it has already occurred. Handwrite it,
using a magical or beautiful script. Be wise with your wishes. Make one for you,
one for another, and one for the Tree. See how, in the story you create of your life,
goodness can grow from what you do.
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Four of Earth
Sphinx
As well as “strangler,” the literal meaning of her name, the Sphinx is called
“prophesying maiden.” Votive sphinxes are offered at Delphi, the center of prophecy
in the ancient world, where the priestesses also speak in sacred riddles. It is the
oracle at Delphi that sets spinning the events of Thebes, when she tells of the son who
will kill his father and marry his mother. It prompts the father to abandon the child.
Years later, it prompts the same child to leave his adopted home and encounter his
birth father. By speaking the prophecy, the oracle becomes the instrument of fate.
A large marble sculpture of the Sphinx faces the inner sanctum of Delphi. She guards
the omphalos, the sacred stone egg that marks the center of the world, the heart of
the oracle’s power. The Sphinx also guards the peace of the dead. Sculptures of the
monster are often found on tombstones and within temple grounds, there to frighten
those who would defile the dead through coveting their grave goods and special
treasures.
The deeper answer to the riddle includes this fourth and final stage. Life is about
more than what one possesses. It is about what one leaves behind.
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When the Sphinx appears:
Definitions work two ways, helping you understand reality and separating your
perception from reality. Upholding or debating rigid definitions can require endless
vigilance. Find your own reality, the only position you must defend, and find the
center of your power.
Write down four pillars of your situation, things that appear fated, concrete, or absolute.
One by one, redefine them. Rewrite them in words that allow for creativity and
transformation. Rewrite them in words that question or embellish their necessity.
Honor what you have to work with in this one sacred lifetime: your body, your mind,
your heart, and your external resources. Be disciplined with what you should be
using better. Be careful with what you should respect more. Protect your resources
from greed and abuse.
Look ahead. Your story will end someday. Where it will end and how it will be
remembered are written through actions in the present.
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Five of Earth
Demeter
Demeter wanders the earth again, no longer searching but still suffering. She arrives
in the town of Eleusis. The people cannot see she is a goddess, ragged and shrouded
as she is, but they see she is noble and in need. She is welcomed kindly and offered
food, although the harvest has not been good. For as Demeter hurts, so does the
earth. Nothing grows but famine while she knows agony. Zeus, worried the mortals
will die and sacrifices cease, sends the gods to entreat her. She refuses. She will not
restore the fertility of the earth until she can hold her daughter again. Zeus and Hades
finally accede to her one demand. Persephone will return and the land will bear fruit
again.
Before Demeter leaves her life in Eleusis, she reveals to the people the secrets of a
fertile earth and teaches the way of her worship. Her mysteries are of seed and soul,
each in its time. The gift of her grain provides prosperity while on earth. The gift of
her mysteries promises a blessed afterlife to come.
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When Demeter appears:
Accept that fallow times are part of the cycle of fertility. Sometimes nothing is the best
thing to do. When nothing is all you can do, get through as best you can. Know that
fallow is not final. Opportunity for change comes with the change in seasons.
Be strong, but not so tough you do not recognize comfort when it is offered by
another.
Release expectation of what you may receive for your efforts. Thoughts of
disappointment or reward will interrupt the authenticity of a process that is far from
completion. Stay present with your reality as it unfolds.
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Six of Earth
Tsonokwa
Though she will stumble around the fire in the wrong direction during the dances, as
bestower of wealth Tsonokwa is called upon during potlatch ceremonies to oversee
the giveaway of the host’s possessions. A person shows their wealth not by having
but through giving. Generosity is valued above all. It is what makes a person great. A
family will work for a year to hold a splendid feast for a special occasion, with lovely
gifts for everyone who attends. The practice of the potlatch redistributes wealth and
builds bonds of reciprocity within the community.
Tsonokwa herself gives her riches freely only when someone helps her son. One day,
her giant boy is killed by hunters. A poor orphan wandering in the woods finds the
body and does not run from the terrible sight. He follows Tsonokwa’s call to find her,
to lead her to her son. He helps her carry him to her home. She pours water over
her son’s body from her ever-flowing basin to bring him back to life. She pours water
over the orphan, and he grows handsome and strong. Further, Tsonokwa teaches the
orphan the secret of the basin, and he revives his parents with her magical water.
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When Tsonokwa appears:
Face the challenge in front of you with a courageous and generous heart and your
fortunes will be renewed.
Laziness will eat your power. Greed will eat your heart.
Attach no strings to gifts given or received, only bonds of mutual respect or affection.
Give and receive with grace, without self-importance or mortification. Recognize
your wealth. Recognize its source. Every living person is given more from the earth
than it is possible to give back, so be humble, grateful, and generous whenever
possible.
From the Western red cedar, the peoples of the Pacific Northwest receive wood for
their homes, their fires, their boats (for fishing, transportation, and trade), their tools.
Strips of the inner bark are woven into clothing, baskets, and blankets. The tree’s gifts
provide the entire material foundation of their lives. There is currently a resource in
your life that you are underutilizing. Take inventory of what you have. Attention to
craftsmanship will help you do more.
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Seven of Earth
Ereshkigal
Though in Inanna’s descent she surrenders her possessions at each of the seven gates
as required, she tries to break these two fundamental laws.
The same inexorable rules brought Ereshkigal her crown. Once she was a beautiful
maiden beloved by the gods, before she is taken from heaven by the dragon of the
underworld to be his bride. Enki, the god of wisdom, pursues, battles, and kills the
serpent. But his magic cannot restore Ereshkigal to the land of the living. Instead she
accepts the throne of the realm below. She takes the Great Bull of Heaven (Taurus) for
her husband and seven galla, lesser serpents of the underworld, as her servants.
In this image, Ereshkigal receives her reptilian features and fertility characteristics
from a Mesopotamian funerary figurine one thousand years older than the cities of
ancient Sumer. Many similar statuettes have been found, all buried carefully next
to someone’s beloved dead. The dead were given back to the embrace of the earth
in a time when Ereshkigal and Inanna are not rivals and Above and Below not so
separated.
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When Ereshkigal appears:
Intuitive leaps are the result of powerful but subterranean processes. Trust the one
that emerges from the depths over the one coming at you from left field.
Though the consequences may not be apparent or just, certain rules cannot be
broken and some should not be broken. Know which are which. Success does not
come from intemperate or injudicious action.
Symbols can lose meaning and omens become lost if attention is not paid. Keeping a
record over time reveals patterns at work. Discoveries await you. Keep digging.
When magical tools have lost their power and purity, recharge them by burial in the
earth for seven days before cleansing and reconsecration.
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Eight of Earth
Cailleach
The red deer of the mountains are called the cattle of the Cailleach. Hers is an ancient
world of hunters, not herders, of deer, not cattle. She gathers her deer and guides
them to protected vales at the onset of winter. Similarly, she offers shelter to careful
travelers. For others, she calls up a storm and allows them to perish. The Cailleach
has a thrice-knotted rope that holds her power over the winds. If she loosens one
knot, a breeze blows. The second knot, and a stiff wind sweeps over the hills. Should
she untie the third knot, a blasting gale will set the pines crashing and her stones
tumbling down the mountain.
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When the Cailleach appears:
Work steadily. Work in proved and respectful ways. There is no cheating on this path.
There are no shortcuts to a lasting achievement.
You may well be rewarded in other ways, but let the work itself be valuable to you.
Your efforts should bring you strength, not depletion.
Keep an eye on the larger picture. Look at where your daily steps are taking you. See
where making an adjustment to a routine might take you somewhere better.
Try traditional cord magic. As late as the fourteenth century, Scottish weather witches
sold knotted cords openly to sailors, so the seamen could unloose the knots as they
needed wind. Choose a cord in a color and material that feels right. Choose a time
and a place appropriate to the power you wish to store for a later need. Call on the
power until you feel giant inside. Chant as you tie the knots. “Knot of one, spell’s
begun. Knot of two, spell comes true. Knot of three, so mote it be.”
When releasing the power, either all at once or over three consecutive days, untie
the knots in the same order as you tied them. The last knot released is the climax, the
final and most powerful knot tied in the previous ritual.
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Nine of Earth
Blodeuwedd
Blodeuwedd is content with the life she’s given until Llew goes on a journey, leaving
her on her own for the first time. She promptly finds and falls in love with another
man, a fine hunter. She and her lover plot to kill her immortal husband. She uses craft
and cunning to discover the only way he can be slain. Instead of dying, however,
Llew becomes an eagle and flies away. Gwydion restores Llew’s humanity, avenging
him by changing Blodeuwedd into an owl, that she may forever call out in the night
for her lost life and lost love.
Her story may seem to be a morality tale about infidelity, or maybe that of a woman
coming to self-realization and rebelling against a life defined by another. Truly, it is
mythic, the ancient tale of the changing seasons. Blodeuwedd’s lovers are the gods
of summer and winter, eternal rivals for her favor. Though in another season the earth
goddess may be mother or crone, Blodeuwedd is the goddess in her May aspect,
the maiden of the beautiful, blossoming time, the goddess of the powers of bud and
blossom, of tree and herb. The owl she will become sleeps on a branch behind her.
Its time is not yet here.
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When Blodeuwedd appears:
Recognize all the powers that are part of you, the events, the people, and the talents
that have made you what you are. Name your powers. Name nine of them. Find a
representation for each one that you might plant in a garden, set on a special shelf,
or sew or knit into clothing or accessories.
Assert your intention to direct and star in your own life. The longer you allow yourself
only a supporting role, the less meaningful your story.
The ephemeral is most precious; embrace it or you miss it. The treasure of a flower
exists in a single, blissful inhalation. Let the magic of flowers help your healing, in
essences and elixirs, in fresh scents, and in beautiful, full vases. The death of the
flower makes way for the fruit.
Improve your estate. Invest in your home and in your dreams. Focus on what you
need to build a beautiful life for yourself.
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Ten of Earth
Ala
Kin and kind, living and dead, all are part of one
another.
The majority of her people are small farmers, in intimate relationship with the land.
Their staple crop is the yam. Their fields are so fruitful they export food to neighboring
peoples. The yam festival is the party of the year, celebrated with joyful dancing and
colorful pageantry, and honoring Ala as earth, goddess, and harvest,. The powerful
python is venerated as her messenger, and the fertile crescent moon is her symbol.
Ala is also the goddess of morality and judgment, the keeper of the customs and laws
of her people, as all the people’s actions take place upon her ground. If someone
breaks a taboo of the community, one has also insulted Ala and might immediately
be swallowed whole by the earth. Everyone in the community has to respect the
laws of Ala, because all live on her, and all suffer if Ala suffers. Creating a good
and abundant life is a communal responsibility, working in harmony with what the
ground gives.
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When Ala appears:
If there is bad blood between you and another, this is a good time to make peace.
Let the relationship be honest, neither idealized nor denied. Let your encounter
be respectful and straightforward. If the other has transgressed too severely, let the
relationship go. Leave the other to Ala. Do not seek vengeance, seek people who are
trustworthy.
If you have had good fortune, this is a good time to celebrate it. Gather friends and
family for a feast. Buy things of value for your home and gifts for your loved ones.
Buy from your community. Support people whose work you admire. Include the less
fortunate in your giving.
Put your hands on the bare earth. Feel the immensity opening up beneath them.
Everything is there beneath you, and all around you. The past and the future, the dead
and the unborn. The power to bring forth all things time and again. Feel this power
swell up into own hands, and know what you can make, what you can give.
Renew this basic connection with the earth on a regular basis. With hands and feet
and more. Remember where your life comes from and where your life is lived.
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Amazon of Earth
Artemis
Artemis delights in the young of every wild creature, all creatures born with wildness
and purity. She is their patron and their protector. She is invoked during childbirth
along with Hera, the goddess of marriage, who protects the mother. Artemis protects
the newly born. As such, she is a goddess of initiation, called upon for blessing and
assistance at the start of a brand new life. She is called upon by midwives, for not
only does she understand the efficacy of certain forest herbs, but immediately after
her own holy birth, she leaps to reduce her mother’s suffering and helps deliver her
own twin brother, the young Apollo.
Artemis protects infants, the most vulnerable of living beings. She guards all
innocence and purity, including that of springs and streams of clear water. She
guards the immaculate in herself and others as well. Her companions must be as
she is, unconquered by romantic love, and under no obligation to anyone except the
goddess and the wild land. Her punishment of transgressors is always swift, severe,
and usually ultimate, whether those transgressors are her attendants for a lack of
chastity, or hunters who would approach her, her wilderness, or her creatures without
the respect she deems necessary for the pure and the vulnerable to thrive.
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When Artemis appears:
Purify the space you live in. Use the resins and oils of evergreens for aromatics. Clean
it energetically and physically. Clear out something you no longer care for, but have
kept due to nostalgia or obligation. Make your home into a place where your true
self shines.
Purify the environment you live in. Go for a walk and pick up trash. Go for a walk
instead of drive. Plant and care for trees. Use fewer products that are manufactured.
Take steps to travel more swiftly and lightly upon the earth.
Care for the little ones. Defend those who cannot defend themselves. Teach strength
through example.
Make sure companions in your venture share your most important values. Do not be
pressured into a compromise your spirit cannot tolerate.
Shun the bullies, prosecute the trespassers, and do not be intimidated by potential
conflict. Stay strong, but most of all, stay free.
You have weapons at your disposal. Aim carefully, shoot with a true heart, and you
will achieve your goal.
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Siren of Earth
Baubo
Until Baubo begins to tell bawdy jokes. She lifts her skirt and exposes her genitals. She
paints a face on her belly. She dances and gestures obscenely. She causes “the holy
lady to smile and to laugh and to have a gracious heart.” (Homeric hymn to Demeter)
Because of the lewd and absurd nature of Baubo’s acts, Demeter is momentarily
shocked out of her sorrow. Because the jest is not only funny but sympathetic, from
woman to woman, the goddess laughs. A belly laugh, the kind that erupts from
deep within and then cannot be stopped. With it, Demeter is awakened from her
desolation. A renewal of life becomes possible.
During the three days of Thesmophoria, the ancient women-only festival for Demeter,
Greek women who normally lived sequestered lives left their homes, made huts
out of greenery, and camped out together. After the solemn ritual and communal
mourning came clowning, coarse gestures, and foul language. Every one of these
steps was considered essential to restore the fertility of the land. Every woman’s
participation was needed for this service to Demeter, and in so doing they too were
revitalized. Once a year, women could express themselves freely, have their sexuality
and their bodies belong to themselves alone, and release their pain through laughter
and community.
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When Baubo appears:
Laugh and smile deliberately, and see if it helps. For a group healing, take turns
laughing artificially, making the silliest sounds you can. Keep going around the circle
until real laughter overtakes the show.
Explore your sensual body. Move your body in a way that feels good, even if it looks
funny. Stretch like a cat. Dance like a genie. Touch and rub and sweat and soak. Find
out what feels good, what feels right. Be more whole with yourself, more accepting,
more appreciative of what you can feel.
Explore your physicality through outdoor play and games. Go camping. Have a
picnic. Hug a tree. Connect to an environment beyond walls. Feel it through your
bare skin.
Push the boundaries of social convention and everyday behavior, especially where
it constrains you. Be funny, be funny-looking, be outlandish! Because shaking things
up can get things done.
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Witch of Earth
Inanna
Her complexity is not contradiction, for the root of all these powers is in the magic
and multiplicity of nature, in the forces and urges that engender and maintain an
abundant life. In Mesopotamia where the art of agriculture began, Inanna’s body is
one with the arable land. She is the source of all riches. But she needs stimulation
from her beloved to bring them forth.
In the card image, based upon a 22nd century BCE stone seal, Inanna sits within a
bower beneath her emblem, an eight petal rosette. She wears the crown of the plain,
the crown of divinity, formed of layered animal horns. She welcomes her lover, a
crowned and sceptered god emerging from the sacred tree. Her desire calls him, that
he may join with her in the rite of sacred marriage. To plough her body as the farmer
ploughs the land, to excite her fertility and her pleasure, to bring abundance to the
land. In the sacred marriage, primal forces are channeled through honored traditions
to serve the life of the land and her people. In her turn, Inanna bestows power on
her beloved, sharing with him the authority to order the land and lead the people to
greater prosperity.
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When Inanna appears:
Learn your plant allies, and integrate them into your daily life. Let research narrow the
field, then let experience and enjoyment be your guide. Whether through foods, teas,
tinctures, or oils, certain plants offer special benefits for your individual biochemistry.
Try not to overload your body while you are learning, lest you become unable to
sense the sometimes subtle alignments.
With the right partner, great good can be achieved. Mutual care and the timely
fulfillment of clearly expressed expectations lead to success. Only partner with
someone who understands this.
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Hag of Earth
She Who Watches
Then Coyote comes singing. Coyote, creator and trickster and fool. The world is
going to change, he sings. How will you be a good chief when the world changes?
Tsagaglalal replies, I do not know, but I will watch over my people for as long as I
can. Coyote hears, and turns her to stone.
The world changes. She Who Watches sees a plague of tiny, invisible beasts eat up
the lives of her people, shatter their civilization, and break the hearts of the survivors.
A hundred or more years pass and still she watches. She watches as a dam is built and
the waterfalls choke and the bedrock itself is remade. She watches as her remnant
village is drowned entire—all that is rescued, a few pieces of etched and painted
stone.
Still she watches, although her scattered people must make a journey to come to her
now. Still they come, the old ones, the children, and they sit before the old stone
chief. They sit in front of She Who Watches, she who has seen life come and seen life
go, she who has seen the world change. The people ask Tsagaglalal to see into their
lives. To see the suffering they have known, to see the troubles they now face, and to
grant them a vision of resolution, wisdom, and strength.
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When She Who Watches appears:
The world is changing. Bear witness to what is happening. Carry the story, and pass it
along. Carry the memory, and honor what came before. Conscience is a responsibility
that lasts a lifetime.
There are answers in the past. Dig beneath the surface of what you remember. Look
for the seed, look into when and where the trouble began. If your world can be
remade, that is where to begin the building. If it cannot be remade, that is where to
say goodbye.
Be open to receiving visions. Do not let hope nor despair cloud your eyes. Look for
the ordinary symbols in your dreams to reveal depth and meaning over time.
Be hard enough to endure. To be strong as a stone: Sit in stillness and hold in your
hand a special rock you’ve found along your path. Quietly, calmly, feel its solidity.
Feel it gradually warm to your touch. Begin to feel its long slow life. Even as pressure
shapes it, as fire and ice crack it, as water erodes it, it remains. It is still strong.
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Dark Goddess Tarot Spreads
This two-card spread gives a quick, incisive look into everyday challenges.
1. The Substance. What is the necessity, the reality, the nitty-gritty of the situation?
What action is required?
2. The Shadow. What is not concrete, yet affects the situation? What is the hidden
influence at work?
This spread offers specific insight into a murky situation or ongoing problem.
Dark Goddess
Formulate the queries of this two card spread in the way that speaks most to your
heart, focusing on the two words: Dark and Goddess. What do they mean to you?
What can they offer you? How do they manifest in your soul and in your life?
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Goddess Be With You
1 5 2
3
If you are right-handed:
1. Who stands at your left hand? What helps you understand your experience?
2. Who stands at your right hand? What helps you accomplish your work in the
world?
1. Who stands at your left hand? What helps you accomplish your work in the
world?
2. Who stands at your right hand? What helps you understand your experience?
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Dark Goddess Circle
Separate your deck into suits. Cast a magical circle by pulling an Air card for the
Guardian and Power of the East, a Fire card for the Guardian and Power of the
South, a Water card for the West, and an Earth card for the North. One of the Major
Arcana is for the center for an overall focus for the work. Select the cards and invite
the goddesses you have chosen to be part of the circle, as in the example invocation
below.
The cards selected are the Two of Air, the Nine of Fire, the Two of Water, the Three of
Earth, and The Stars.
Power of the East, power of clarity, of the dawn, of sharp, fresh air and ideas, be
with us now. Be with us as the goddess Athena. Thank you, Athena, for blessing and
guarding our circle.
Power of the South, power of sensuality, creativity, fires of passion, be with us now.
Be with us as the goddess Chantico. Thank you, Chantico, for blessing and guarding
our circle.
Power of the West, power of sweet twilight, of mist and merging, be with us now.
Be with us as the goddess Lorelei. Thank you, Lorelei, for blessing and guarding our
circle.
Power of the North, power of the strong and solid earth, power of the World Tree, be
with us now. Be with us as the goddesses, the Norns. Thank you, Norns, for blessing
and guarding our circle.
Power of the Center, be with us now. Be with us as Spider Woman, Spinner of the
Web that joins us together. Thank you, Spider Woman, for blessing and guarding our
circle.
Create a spread inspired by the goddesses who appear. What path of exploration are
they suggesting? What questions do they ask? See the following example.
4. What small part can I contribute right now, as I discover the greater whole?
[Norns]
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