On Money Mother and Sri Aurobindo
On Money Mother and Sri Aurobindo
On Money Mother and Sri Aurobindo
Money is the visible sign of a universal force, and this force in its
manifestation on earth works on the vital and physical planes and is
indispensable to the fullness of the outer life. In its origin and its true action it
belongs to the Divine. But like other powers of the Divine it is delegated here
and in the ignorance of the lower Nature can be usurped for the uses of the
ego or held by Asuric influences and perverted to their purpose. This is
indeed one of the three forces—power, wealth, sex—that have the strongest
attraction for the human ego and the Asura and are most generally misheld
and misused by those who retain them. The seekers or keepers of wealth are
more often possessed rather than its possessors; few escape entirely a certain
distorting influence stamped on it by its long seizure and perversion by the
Asura. For this reason most spiritual disciplines insist on a complete self-
control, detachment and renunciation of all bondage to wealth and of all
personal and egoistic desire for its possession. Some even put a ban
on money and riches and proclaim poverty and bareness of life as the only
spiritual condition. But this is an error; it leaves the power in the hands of the
hostile forces. To reconquer it for the Divine to whom it belongs and use it
divinely for the divine life is the supramental way for the Sadhaka.
You must neither turn with an ascetic shrinking from the money power, the
means it gives and the objects it brings, nor cherish a rajasic attachment to
them or a spirit of enslaving self-indulgence in their gratifications.
Regard wealth simply as a power to be won back for the Mother and placed
at her service.
All wealth belongs to the Divine and those who hold it are trustees, not
possessors. It is with them today, tomorrow it may be elsewhere. All depends
on the way they discharge their trust while it is with them, in what spirit, with
what consciousness in their use of it, to what purpose.
In your personal use of money look on all you have or get or bring as the
Mother’s. Make no demand but accept what you receive from her and use it
for the purposes for which it is given to you. Be entirely selfless, entirely
scrupulous, exact, careful in detail, a good trustee; always consider that it is
her possessions and not your own that you are handling. On the other hand,
what you receive for her, lay religiously before her; turn nothing to your own
or anybody else’s purpose.
If you are free from the money-taint but without any ascetic withdrawal, you
will have a greater power to command the money-force for the divine work.
Equality of mind, absence of demand and the full dedication of all you
possess and receive and all your power of acquisition to the
Divine Shakti and her work are the signs of this freedom. Any perturbation of
mind with regard to money and its use, any claim, any grudging is a sure
index of some imperfection or bondage.
The ideal Sadhaka in this kind is one who if required to live poorly can so
live and no sense of want will affect him or interfere with the full inner play
of the divine consciousness, and if he is required to live richly, can so live
and never for a moment fall into desire or attachment to his wealth or to the
things that he uses or servitude to self-indulgence or a weak bondage to the
habits that the possession of riches creates. The divine Will is all for him and
the divine Ananda.
3 May 1951
“Money is the visible sign of a universal force, and this force in its
manifestation on earth works on the vital and physical planes and is
indispensable to the fullness of the outer life. In its origin and its true
action it belongs to the Divine. But like other powers of the Divine it is
delegated here and in the ignorance of the lower Nature can be
usurped for the uses of the ego or held by Asuric influences and
perverted to their purpose. This is indeed one of the three forces—
power, wealth, sex—that have the strongest attraction for the human
ego and the Asura and are most generally misheld and misused by
those who retain them…. For this reason most spiritual disciplines…
proclaim poverty and bareness of life as the only spiritual condition.
But this is an error; it leaves the power in the hands of the hostile
forces. To reconquer it for the Divine to whom it belongs and use it
divinely for the divine life is the supramental way for the sadhaka.”
How can one know if one’s way of using money is in accordance with the
divine Will?
One must first know what the divine will is. But there is a surer way—
to surrender money for the divine work, if one is not sure oneself.
“Divinely” means at the service of the Divine—it means not to
use money for one’s own satisfaction but to place it at the Divine’s
service.
Sri Aurobindo speaks of “a weak bondage to the habits that the possession
of riches creates”.
If one has the power to acquire a lot of money, does this mean that one has
a certain control over terrestrial forces?
This depends upon how one acquires it. If you get it by foul ways, that
does not mean that you have a control. But if someone, scrupulously
doing his duty, sees that money comes to him, it is evidently because he
exercises a control over these forces. There are people who have the
power of attracting money and they haven’t the least need to practise
dishonesty to get it. Others, even to get a few pennies, must make all
sorts of contrivances, more or less clean. So one cannot say…. We see
a rich man and think he must be exercising a control over the forces
of money—no, not necessarily. But if a man remains perfectly honest
and does what he thinks is his duty without caring to acquire money,
and yet money comes to him, evidently he has a certain affinity with
those forces.
It is said, “One cannot make a heap without making a hole”, one cannot
enrich oneself without impoverishing someone else. Is this true?
Friends from outside have often asked me this question: “When one is
compelled to earn his living, should one just conform to the common code
of honesty or should one be still more strict?”
This depends upon the attitude your friend has taken in life. If he wants
to be a sadhak, it is indispensable that rules of ordinary morality do not
have any value for him. Now, if he is an ordinary man living the
ordinary life, it is a purely practical question, isn’t it? He must conform
to the laws of the country in which he lives to avoid all trouble! But all
these things which in ordinary life have a very relative value and can be
looked upon with a certain indulgence, change totally the minute one
decides to do yoga and enter the divine life. Then, all values change
completely; what is honest in ordinary life, is no longer at all honest for
you. Besides, there is such a reversal of values that one can no longer
use the same ordinary language. If one wants to consecrate oneself to
the divine life, one must do it truly, that is, give oneself entirely, no
longer do anything for one’s own interest, depend exclusively upon the
divine Power to which one abandons oneself. Everything changes
completely, doesn’t it? —everything, everything, it is a reversal. What I
have just read from this book applies solely to those who want to do
yoga; for others it has no meaning, it is a language which makes no
sense, but for those who want to do yoga it is imperative. It is always
the same thing in all that we have recently read: one must be careful not
to have one foot on one side and the other foot on the other, not to
bestride two different boats each following its own course. This is what
Sri Aurobindo said: one must not lead a “double life”. One must give
up one thing or the other—one can’t follow both.
This does not mean, however, that one is obliged to get out of the
conditions of one’s life: it is the inner attitude which must be totally
changed. One may do what one is in the habit of doing, but do it with
quite a different attitude. I don’t say it is necessary to give up
everything in life and go away into solitude, to an ashram necessarily,
to do yoga. Now, it is true that if one does yoga in the world and in
worldly circumstances, it is more difficult, but it is also more complete.
Because, every minute one must face problems which do not present
themselves to someone who has left everything and gone into solitude;
for such a one these problems are reduced to a minimum while in life
one meets all sorts of difficulties, beginning with the incomprehension
of those around you with whom you have to deal; one must be ready
for that, be armed with patience, and a great indifference. But in yoga
one should no longer care for what people think or say; it is an
absolutely indispensable starting-point. You must be absolutely
immune to what the world may say or think of you and to the way it
treats you. People’s understanding must be something quite immaterial
to you and should not even slightly touch you. That is why it is
generally much more difficult to remain in one’s usual surroundings
and do yoga than to leave everything and go into solitude; it is much
more difficult, but we are not here to do easy things—easy things we
leave to those who do not think of transformation.
All. All the divine powers are manifested here and deformed here—
light, life, love, force—all—harmony, ananda—all, all, there is nothing
which is not divine in its origin and which does not exist here under a
completely distorted, travestied form. The other day we had spoken at
length about the way in which divine Love is deformed in its
manifestation here, it is the same thing.
Instead of running away, to bring into oneself the power which can
conquer.
Note that things are arranged in such a way that if the tiniest atom of
ambition remained and one wanted this Power for one’s personal
satisfaction, one could never have it, that Power would never come. Its
deformed limitations, of the kind seen in the vital and physical world,
those yes, one may have them, and there are many people who have
them, but the true Power, the Power Sri Aurobindo calls “supramental”,
unless one is absolutely free from all egoism under all its forms, one
will never be able to manifest. So there is no danger of its being
misused. It will not manifest except through a being who has attained
the perfection of a complete inner detachment. I have told you, this is
what Sri Aurobindo expects us to do—you may tell me it is difficult,
but I repeat that we are not here to do easy things, we are here to do
difficult ones.
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Wealth and Economics
6 Jan 1955
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It is to the Divine that all riches belong. It is the Divine who lends them to
living beings, and it is to Him that they must naturally return.
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A day shall come when all the wealth of this world, freed at last from the
enslavement to the antidivine forces, offers itself spontaneously and fully to
the service of the Divine’s Work upon earth.1
6 January 1955
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6 Jan 1956
Give all you are, all you have; nothing more is asked of you but also nothing
less.1
6 January 1956
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30 Jan 1959
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You are rich only by the money that you give to the Divine Cause.
30 January 1959
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1962
Jan
You are richer with the wealth you give than with the wealth you keep in
your possession.
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(Message for the First Annual Conference of the Sri Aurobindo Society)
You become truly rich when you dispose of your wealth in the best possible
way.
February 1962
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6 Oct 1960
Prosperity stays consistently only with him who offers it to the Divine.
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To me any activity is more important than its cost to me, even if the cost is
unreasonable. Money should never be the criterion for such decisions. If we
say we can’t have something because of its cost, we limit our receptivity to
the Grace and hamper its workings. Money is only a medium of exchange, it
is all relative and the Divine resources are inexhaustible. Is this attitude a
correct one?
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A gift made through vanity is profitable neither to the giver nor to the
receiver.
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I wanted to make him understand and experience that the thought, the feeling
and the force that is in a gift is much more important and valuable than the
thing given itself.
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A practical problem comes up more and more often: should one who is
preparing to do Yoga and has made it a general rule to offer You everything
and depend entirely on You, accept gifts, in money or kind, coming from
others? Because if he accepts, he is put under personal obligations and
duties. Can a sadhak allow this? Can he say to himself: “The Divine has
many ways of giving”?
This is the correct thing. One never has any obligation to anybody, one
has an obligation only to the Divine and there totally. When a gift is
made without conditions, one can always take it as coming from the
Divine and leave it to the Divine to take care of what is needed in
exchange or response.
6 October 1960
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22 Aug 1964
People say, “God is the friend of the poor”, but it seems wrong and false.
God is the friend of the rich. We do not know what place we have.
22 August 1964
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12 Mar 1965
But the future will crush them with its irresistible power.
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12 March 1965
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17 Dec 1939
Greed for money: the surest way to decrease one’s conscience and to narrow
one’s nature.
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I dabbled in stocks and shares a little, but came a cropper. The speculation
I carried on for a while has burnt quite a hole in my pocket. I really wish I
hadn’t. Are you dead against speculation?
17 December 1939
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Does the economic condition of a man become stable with the betterment
of his consciousness?
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28 July 1954
This talk is based upon Chapter 4 of The Mother by Sri Aurobindo.
“Money is the visible sign of a universal force, and this force in its
manifestation on earth works on the vital and physical planes and is
indispensable to the fullness of the outer life. In its origin and its true action
it belongs to the Divine. But like other powers of the Divine it is delegated
here and in the ignorance of the lower Nature can be usurped for the uses of
the ego or held by Asuric influences and perverted to their purpose.”
What other planes? He speaks of the vital and physical, doesn’t he?…
that it is a force which manifests on the vital plane and the physical
plane. The vital forces have a very great influence over money.
(After a silence) You see, when one thinks of money, one thinks of
bank-notes or coins or some kind of wealth, some precious things. But
this is only the physical expression of a force which may be handled by
the vital and which, when possessed and controlled, almost
automatically brings along these more material expressions of money.
And that is a kind of power. (Silence) It is a power of attracting certain
very material vibrations, which has a capacity for utilisation that
increases its strength—which is like the action of physical exercise, you
see—it increases its strength through utilisation.
For example, if you have a control over this force—it is a force which,
in the vital world, has a colour varying between red, a dark, extremely
strong red and a deep gold that’s neither bright nor very pale. Well, this
force—when it is made to move, to circulate, its strength increases. It is
not something one can accumulate and keep without using. It is a force
which must always be circulated. For example, people who are misers
and accumulate all the money, all the wealth they can attract towards
themselves, put this force aside without using its power of movement;
and either it escapes or it lies benumbed and loses its strength.
Therefore, it was like this, you see: this letter was written to someone
who wanted to go out from here to collect money for Sri Aurobindo’s
work, and this person had no means at all. So he began by saying to Sri
Aurobindo, “But as I myself have no means, people will have no trust
in me, and I won’t be able to get anything.” And Sri Aurobindo
answered him something like this, that it is not the external force in its
most material form which is necessary, it is the handling of the inner
force which gives one control over money wherever it is: whether it is
in public institutions or with individuals, one obtains control over it and
one can, when it is necessary, attract by a certain movement what is
needed.
Eh?
(The child repeats its questions.)
That is why in the past, all those who wanted to do Yoga or follow a
discipline, used to say that one should not touch money, for it was
something—they said—diabolic or Asuric or at least altogether
opposed to the divine life. But the whole universe, in all its
manifestation, is the Divine Himself, and so belongs entirely to Him;
and it is on this ground that he says that the money-forces belong to the
Divine. One must reconquer them and give them to Him. They have
been under the influence of the Asuric forces: one must win them back
in order to put them at the disposal of the Divine so that He may be
able to use them for His work of transformations.
(Long silence)
Hm! (laughing) It is as though you told me: it is a man and woman who
have created another person, then how can he be divine in essence? It is
exactly the same thing! The whole creation is made externally by
external things, but behind that there are divine forces. What men have
invented—paper or coins or other objects—all these are but means of
expression—nothing else but that… I just said this a moment ago, it is
not the force itself, it is its material expression as men have created it.
But this is purely conventional. For example, there are countries where
small shells are exchanged instead of money. There are even countries
where… Someone has written a story like this: in the
North wealth means having hooks for fishing; and the rich man is he
who has the greatest number of fish-hooks. You know what these are,
don’t you?—small iron hooks for catching fish which are fixed at the
end of the line. So, the multimillionaire is one who has a huge number
of hooks!
How can one merge oneself one’s separative ego in the divine
Consciousness?1
How must one merge oneself one’s separative ego in the divine
Consciousness?2
Yes, that’s just what I mean… How can one dissolve, you mean dissolve in
the Divine, and lose one’s ego?
First of all, one must will it. And then one must aspire with great
perseverance, and each time the ego shows itself, one must give it a little rap
on the nose (Mother taps her nose) until it has received so many raps that it is
tired of them and gives up the game.
But usually, instead of rapping it on the nose, one justifies its presence.
Almost constantly, when it shows itself, one says, “After all, it is right.” And
mostly one doesn’t even know that it is the ego, one thinks it is oneself. But
the first condition is to find it essential not to have the ego any longer. One
must really understand that one doesn’t want it. It is not so easy. It is not so
easy! For one can very well turn words over in the head and say, “I don’t
want the ego any more, I no longer want to be separated from the Divine.”
All this goes on inside, like that. But it remain just there, it hasn’t much effect
on your life. The next moment you do something purely egoistic, you see,
and find it quite natural. It doesn’t even shock you.
One must first begin to understand truly what this means. The first method…
you see, there are many stages… first, one must try not to be selfish—which
is something quite different, isn’t it?… If you take the English words you
understand the difference. In English, you see, there is the word “selfish”,
and there is also the word “egoism”. The ego—“ego”—exists in English, and
“selfish”. And these are two very different things; in French there is not this
distinction. They say, “I don’t want to be selfish”, you see. But this is a very
small thing, very small! People, when they stop being selfish, think they have
made tremendous progress! But it’s a very small thing. It is simply, oh, it is
simply to have a see of its ridiculousness. You can’t imagine how ridiculous
these selfish people are!
When one sees them thinking all the time about themselves, referring
everything to themselves, governed simply by their own little person, placing
themselves in the centre of the universe and trying to organise the whole
universe including God around themselves, as though that were the most
important thing in the universe. If one could only see oneself objectively, you
know, as one sees oneself in a mirror, observe oneself living, it is so
grotesque! (Laughing) That’s enough for you to… One suddenly feels that he
is becoming—oh, so absolutely ridiculous!
For a puppy it is the same thing, for a kitten it is the same. It is a kind of… it
is a very poor deformation of a kind of need to protect something that’s
smaller than oneself. And this is one of the forms, one of the earliest forms of
unegoistic manifestation of the ego! It feels so comfortable when it can
protect something, busy itself with something much smaller, much weaker
than itself, which is almost at its mercy, almost—even entirely—at its mercy,
which has no power to resist. And so one feels good and generous because
one doesn’t crush it!
This is the first manifestation of generosity in the world. But all this, when
one can see behind it and a little above, it cures you from being selfish, for
truly it is ridiculous! It is truly ridiculous!
So there is a long, long, long way to go before merging one’s ego in the
Divine.
Merge one’s ego in the Divine! But first, one can’t merge one’s ego in the
Divine before becoming completely individualised. Do you know what it
means to be completely individualised? Capable of resisting all outer
influences?
Some days ago I received a letter from someone who told me that he was
very hesitant about reading books of ordinary literatures, for example, novels
or dramas, because his nature had an almost insuperable tendency to receive
imprints of the characters in these books and to begin living the feelings and
thoughts of these characters, the nature of these persons. There are many
more people than one would think who are like that. They read a book and
while they are reading it they feel within themselves all kinds of emotions,
thoughts, desires, intentions, plans, even ideals. They are simply just
absorbed in the reading of the book. They are not even aware of it, because at
least ninety-nine parts of an individual’s character are made of soft butter—
inedible of course… but on which if one presses one’s thumb, an imprint is
made.
So one is tossed like a cork on the waves of the sea…. One day one wants
this, the next day one wants that, at one moment one is pushed from this side,
at another from that, now one lifts one’s face to the sky (Mother makes the
movement), now one is sunk deep in a hole. And so this is the existence one
has!
For, unless one possesses something, one cannot give it. First, one must be,
and then afterwards one can give oneself.
So long as one does not exist, one can give nothing. And for the separative
ego to disappear, as you say, one must be able to give oneself entirely, totally
without reservation. And to be able to give oneself, one must first exist. And
to exist one must be individualised.
If your body were not made in the rigid form it is—for it is terribly rigid, isn’t
it? —well, if all that were not so fixed, if you had no skin, here, like this,
solid, if externally you were the reflection of what you are in the vital and
mental fields, it would be worse than being a jelly-fish! Everything would
fuse into everything else, like this… Oh, what a mess it would be! That is
why it was at first necessary to give a very rigid form. Afterwards we
complain about it. We say, “The physical is fixed, it is a nuisance; it lacks
plasticity, it lacks suppleness, it hasn’t that fluidity which can enable us to
merge into the Divine.” But this was absolutely necessary, for without this…
if you simply went out of your body (most of you can’t do it because the vital
being is hardly more individualised than the physical), if you came out of
your body and went into the vital world, you would see that all things there
intermingle, they are mixed, they divide; all kinds of vibrations, currents of
forces come and go, struggle, try to destroy one another, take possession of
each other, absorb each other, throw each other out… and so it goes on! But
it is very difficult to find a real personality in all this. These are forces,
movements, desires, vibrations.
There are individualities, there are personalities! But these are powers.
People who are individualised in that world are either heroes or devils!
And now, in the mind… (Silence) If only you become conscious of your
physical mind in itself…. Some people have called it a public square, because
everything comes there, goes across, passes, comes back…. All ideas go
there, they enter at one place, leave by another, some are here, some there,
and it is a public square, not very well organised, for usually ideas meet and
knock into one another, there are accidents of all kinds. But then one
becomes aware: “What can I call my mind?“ or “What is my mind?“
One needs years of very attentive, very careful, very reasonable, very
coherent work, organisation, selection, constructions, in order to succeed
simply in forming, oh, simply this little thing, one’s own way of thinking!
One believes he has his own way of thinking. Not at all. It depends totally
upon the people one speaks with or the books he has read or on the mood he
is in. It depends also on whether you have a good or bad digestion, it depends
on whether you are shut up in a room without proper ventilation or whether
you are in the open air; it depends on whether you have a beautiful landscape
before you; it depends on whether there is sunshine or drain! You are not
aware of it, but you think all kinds of things, completely different according
to a heap of things which have nothing to do with you!
Truly, in the present state of the world, the only thing one can give the Divine
is one’s body. But that’s what one doesn’t give Him. Yes, one can try to
consecrate one’s work! But still, here there are so many elements which are
not true!
You want to merge your body in the Divine, eh? Just try! How are you going
to do this? You can merge your mind, you can merge your vital, you can fuse
all your emotions, you can fuse all your aspiration, you can fuse all that, but
your body—how are you going to do that? You are not going to melt it in a
boiling-pot! (Laughter) And yet it is the only thing about which you can say
with certitude, “It is”, and give a name to it; yet even your name is a
convention… but still, you are in the habit of calling yourself by a certain
name—say, “This, this is I.” You look at yourself in a mirror, and although
what you were twenty years ago is very different from what you are now… it
is unrecognisable… still something makes you say all the same, “Yes, this is
I.” Yes? “I am so-and-so”—Peter, Louis, Jack, André, whoever it may be…
(After a silence) And even this, if one were to look at oneself, every seven
years all the cells are changed, and it is only by a kind of habit that it remain
the same. Does it remain the same? Do you have photographs of the time you
were very young? And the photographs when you were ten, twenty, thirty
years old—it is because one very much wants to do so that one recognises
oneself; otherwise, truly, one is not at all the same…. When you were this
height and now when you are this height, that makes a considerable
difference! So, there we are…
All this… it is not in order to swamp you that I tell you all this. It is only in
order to tell you that before speaking of merging one’s ego in the Divine, one
must first know a little what one is. The ego is there. Its necessity is that you
become conscious, independent beings, individualised—I mean in the see of
independent—that you may not be the public square where everything goes
criss-cross! That you may exist in yourselves. That is why there is an ego. It
is like that; that is why also there is a skin, like that… though truly, even
physical forces pass through the skin. There is a vibrations which goes a
certain distance. But still, it’s the skin that prevents us from blending into one
another. But everything else must be like that too.
(After a silence) And then, later, one offers all this to the Divine. Years of
work are needed. You must not only…(silence)… become conscious of
yourself, conscious in all details, but you must organise what you call
“yourself” around the psychic centre, the divine centre of your being, so that
it would make a single, coherent, fully conscious being. And as this divine
centre is itself already consecrated (Mother makes a gesture of offering)
entirely to the Divine, if everything is organised harmoniously around it,
everything is consecrated to the Divine. And so, when the Divine thinks it
proper, when the time has come, when the work of individualisation is
complete, then the Divine gives you permission to let your ego merge in Him,
to live henceforward only for the Divine.
But it is the Divine who takes this decision. You must first have done all this
work, become a conscious being, solely and exclusively centred around the
Divine and governed by Him. And after all that, there is still an ego; because
it is the ego which serves to make you an individual. But once this work is
perfect, fully accomplished, then, at that moment, you may tell the Divine,
“Here I am, I am ready. Do you want me?” And the Divine usually says,
“Yes.” All is over, everything is accomplished. And you become a real
instrument for the Divine’s work. But first the instrument must be
constructed.
You think that you are sent to school, that you are made to do exercises, all
this just for the pleasure of vexing you? Oh, no! It is because it’s
indispensable for you to have a frame in which you can learn how to form
yourself. If you did your work of individualisation, of total formations, by
yourself, all alone in a corner, nothing at all would be asked of you. But you
don’t do it, you wouldn’t do it, there’s not a single child who would do it, he
wouldn’t even know how to do it, where to begin. If a child were not taught
how to live, he could not live, he wouldn’t know how to do anything,
anything. I don’t want to speak about disgusting details, but even the most
elementary things he would not do properly if he were not taught how to do
them. Therefore, one must, step by step… That is to say, if everyone had to
go through the whole experience needed for the formations of an
individuality, he would be long dead before having begun to live! This is the
contribution—accumulated through centuries—of those who have had the
experience and tell you, “Well, if you want to go quickly, to know in a few
years what has been learnt through centuries, do this!” Read, learn, study and
then, in the material field, you will be taught to do this in this way, that in
that way, this again in this way (gestures). Once you know a little, you can
find your own method, if you have the genius for it! But first one must stand
on one’s own feet and know how to walk. It is very difficult to learn it all
alone. It’s like that for everyone. One must form oneself. Therefore, one
needs education. There we are!
(To a child) Do you have something to ask? No? Is there anyone who has
something to ask?
Mother, last time you said that often there is in us a dark element which…
which suggests to us… which makes us commit stupidities. So you said that
when one is conscious of this element, it must be pulled out. But does pulling
it out mean… For example, when one is conscious that this element comes to
make us do stupid things, then, if by an effort of will one abstain from doing
it, can one say that one has pulled it out?
By an effort of will. For example, one doesn’t do that action which one
shouldn’t do.
Yes, yes.
Then, can one say that one has pulled out the element which was the cause?
For that, first of all, you must become conscious of it, you see, put it right in
front of you, and cut the links which attach it to your consciousness. It is a
work of inner psychology, you know.
One can see, when one studies oneself very attentively…. For example, if
you observe yourself, you see that one day you are very generous. Let us take
this, it is easy to understand. Very generous: generous in your feelings,
generous in your sensations, generous in your thoughts and even in material
things; that is, you understand the faults of others, their intentions,
weaknesses, even nasty movements. You see all this, and you are full of good
feelings, of generosity. You tell yourself, “Well… everyone does the best he
can!”—like that.
Another day—or perhaps the very next minute—you will notice in yourself a
kind of dryness, fixity, something that is bitter, that judges severely, that goes
as far as bearing a grudge, has rancour, would like the evil-doer punished,
that almost has feelings of vengeance; just the very opposite of the former!
One day someone harms you and you say, “Doesn’t matter! He did not
know”… or “He couldn’t do otherwise”… or “That’s his nature”… or “He
could not understand!” The next day—or perhaps an hour later—you say,
“He must be punished! He must pay for it! He must be made to feel that he
has done wrong!”—with a kind of rage; and you want to take things, you
want to keep them for yourself, you have all the feelings of jealousy, envy,
narrowness, you see, just the very opposite of the other feeling.
This is the dark side. And so, the moment one sees it, if one looks at it and
doesn’t say, “It is I”, if one says, “No, it is my shadow, it is the being I must
throw out of myself”, one puts on it the light of the other part, one tries to
bring them face to face; and with the knowledge and light of the other, one
doesn’t try so much to convince—because that is very difficult—but one
compels it to remain quiet… first to stand farther away, then one flings it
very far away so that it can no longer return—putting a great light on it.
There are instances in which it is possible to change, but this is very rare.
There are instances in which one can put upon this being—or this shadow—
put upon it such an intense light that it transforms it, and it changes into what
is the truth of your being.
But this is a rare thing…It can be done, but it is rare. Usually, the best thing
is to say, “No, this is not I! I don’t want it! I have nothing to do with this
movement, it doesn’t exist for me, it is something contrary to my nature!”
And so, by dint of insisting and driving it away, finally one separates oneself
from it.
But one must first be clear and sincere enough to see the conflict within
oneself. Usually one doesn’t pay any attention to these things. One goes from
one extreme to the other. You see, you can say, to put it in very simple
words: one day I am good, the next day I am bad. And this seems quite
natural… Or even, sometimes for one hour you are good and the next hour
you are wicked; or else, sometimes the whole day through one is good and
suddenly one becomes wicked, for a minute very wicked, all the more wicked
as one was good! Only, one doesn’t observe it, thoughts cross one’s mind,
violent, bad, hateful things, like that… Usually one pays no attention to it.
But this is what must be caught! As soon as it manifests, you must catch it
like this (Mother makes a movement) with a very firm grip, and then hold it,
hold it up to the light and say, “No! I—don’t—want—you! I don’t want you!
I have nothing to do with this! You are going to get out of here, and you
won’t return!”
(After a silence) And this is something—an experience that one can have
daily, or almost… when one has those movements of great enthusiasm, great
aspiration, when one suddenly becomes conscious of the divine goal, the urge
towards the Divine, the desire to take part in the divine work, when one
comes out of oneself in a great joy and great force… and then, a few hours
later, one is miserable for a tiny little thing; one indulges in so petty, so
narrow, so commonplace a self-interestedness, has such a dull desire… and
all the rest has evaporated as if it did not exist. One is quite accustomed to
contradictions; one doesn’t pay attention to this and that is why all these
things live comfortably together as neighbours. One must first discover them
and prevent them from intermingling in one’s consciousness: decide between
them, separate the shadow from the light. Later one can get rid of the shadow.
There we are, and now it is time. Anything urgent to ask? No?
Sweet Mother…
Ah!
…between mental preference and vital insistences, which are the more
dangerous for yoga?
***
I mean Divine Love because what human beings call love is a very good
friend of money.
***
When a child wants to impress you by telling you stories of the wealth of his
family, you must not keep quiet. You must explain to him that
worldly wealth does not count here, only the wealth that has been offered to
the Divine has some value; that you do not become big by living in big
houses, travelling by first-class and spending money lavishly. You can
increase in stature only by being truthful, sincere, obedient and grateful.1
***
July 6, 1958
This morning I asked myself the question, ‘is money truly under Nature’s
control?’ I shall have to see … Because for me personally, she always gives
everything in abundance.
And it is always like that. I never ask for anything, but if by chance I say to
myself, ‘Hmm, wouldn’t it be nice to have that,’ mountains of them pour in!
So last year, I made an experiment, I told Nature, ‘Listen, my little one, you
say that you will collaborate, you told me I would never lack anything. Well
then, to put it on a level of feelings, it would really be fun, it would give me
joy (in the style of Krishna’s joy), to have A LOT of money to do everything
I feel like doing. It’s not that I want to increase things for myself, no; you
give me more than I need. But to have some fun, to be able to give freely, to
do things freely, to spend freely—I am asking you to give me a crore of
rupees1 for my birthday!
You see, this is how it happened: there’s this Ganesh2 … We had a meditation
(this was more than thirty years ago) in the room where ‘Prosperity’3 is now
distributed. There were eight or ten of us, I believe. We used to make
sentences with flowers; I arranged the flowers, and each one made a sentence
with the different flowers I had put there. And one day when the subject of
prosperity or wealth came up, I thought (they always say that Ganesh is the
god of money, of fortune, of the world’s wealth), I thought, ‘Isn’t this whole
story of the god with an elephant trunk merely a lot of human imagination?’
Thereupon, we meditated. And who should I see walk in and park himself in
front of me but a living being, absolutely alive and luminous, with a trunk
that long … and smiling! So then, in my meditation, I said, ‘Ah! So it’s true
that you exist!’—‘Of course I exist! And you may ask me for whatever you
wish, from a monetary standpoint, of course, and I will give it to you!’
So I asked. And for about ten years, it poured in, like this (gesture of
torrents). It was incredible. I would ask, and at the next Darshan, or a month
or several days later, depending, there it was.
Then the war and all the difficulties came, bringing a tremendous increase of
people and expenditure (the war cost a fortune—anything at all cost ten times
more than before), and suddenly, finished, nothing more. Not exactly
nothing, but a thin little trickle. And when I asked, it didn’t come. So one
day, I put the question to Ganesh through his image (! ), I asked him, ‘What
about your promise?’—‘I can’t do it, it’s too much for me; my means are too
limited!’—‘Ah!’ I said to myself (laughing), ‘What bad luck!’ And I no
longer counted on him.
Once someone even asked Santa Claus! A young Muslim girl who had a
special liking for ‘Father Christmas’—I don’t know why, as it was not part of
her religion! Without saying a word to me, she called on Santa Claus and told
him, ‘Mother doesn’t believe in you; you should give Her a gift to prove to
Her that you exist. You can give it to Her for Christmas.’ And it happened!
… She was quite proud.
But it only happened like that once. And as for Ganesh, that was the end of it.
So then I asked Nature. It took her a long time to accept to collaborate. But as
for the money, I shall have to ask her about it; because for me personally, it is
still going on. I think, ‘Hmm, wouldn’t it be nice to have a wristwatch like
that.’ And I get twenty of them! I say to myself, ‘Well, if I had that …’ and I
get thirty of them! Things come in from every side, without my even uttering
a word—I don’t even ask, they just come.
The first time I came here and spoke with Sri Aurobindo about what was
needed for the Work, he told me (he also wrote it to me) that for the secure
achievement of the Work we would need three powers: one was the power
over health, the second was the power over government, and the third was the
power over money.
Health naturally depends upon the sadhana; but even that is not so sure: there
are other factors. As for the second, the power over government, Sri
Aurobindo looked at it, studied it, considered it very carefully, and finally he
told me, ‘There is only one way to have that power: it is TO BE the
government. One can influence individuals, one can transmit the will to them,
but their hands are tied. In a government, there is no one individual, nor even
several who is all-powerful and who can decide things. One must be the
government oneself and give it the desired orientation.’
For the last, for money, he told me, ‘I still don’t know exactly what it
depends on.’ Then one day I entered into trance with this idea in mind, and
after a certain journey I came to a place like a subterranean grotto (which
means that it is in the subconscient, or perhaps even in the inconscient) which
was the source, the place and the power over money. I was about to enter into
this grotto (a kind of inner cave) when I saw, coiled and upright, an immense
serpent, like an all black python, formidable, as big as a seven-story house,
who said, ‘You cannot pass!’—‘Why not? Let me pass!’—‘Myself, I would
let you pass, but if I did, “they” would immediately destroy me.’—‘Who,
then, is this “they”?’—‘They are the asuric4 powers who rule over money.
They have put me here to guard the entrance, precisely so that you may not
enter.’—‘And what is it that would give one the power to enter?’ Then he
told me something like this: ‘I heard (that is, he himself had no special
knowledge, but it was something he had heard from his masters, those who
ruled over him), I heard that he who will have a total power over the human
sexual impulses (not merely in himself, but a universal power—that is, a
power enabling him to control this everywhere, among all men) will have the
right to enter.’ In other words, these forces would not be able to prevent him
from entering.
Therefore, it’s an affair between the asuras and the human species. To
transform itself is the only solution left to the human species—in other
words, to tear from the asuric forces the power of ruling over the human
species.
You see, the human species is a part of Nature, but as Sri Aurobindo has
explained, from the moment mind expressed itself in man, it put him into a
relationship with Nature very different from the relationship all the lower
species have with her. All the lower species right up to man are completely
under the rule of Nature; she makes them do whatever she wants, and they
can do nothing without her consent. Whereas man begins to act and to live as
an equal; not as an equal in terms of power, but from the standpoint of
consciousness (he is beginning to do so since he has the capacity to study and
to find out Nature’s secrets). He is not superior to her, far from it, but he is on
an equal footing. And so he has acquired—this is a fact—he has acquired a
certain power of independence that he immediately used to put himself under
the influence of the hostile forces, which are not terrestrial but extra-
terrestrial.
I am speaking of terrestrial Nature. Through their mental power, men had the
choice and the freedom to make pacts with these extraterrestrial vital forces.
There is a whole vital world that has nothing to do with the earth, it is entirely
independent or prior to earth’s existence, it is self-existent—well, they have
brought that down here! They have made … what we see! And such being
the case … This is what terrestrial Nature told me: ‘It is beyond my control.’
So considering all that, Sri Aurobindo came to the conclusion that only the
supramental power … (Mother brings down her hands) as he said, will be
able to rule over everything. And when that happens, it will be all over—
including Nature. For a long time, Nature rebelled (I have written about it
often). She used to say, ‘Why are you in such a hurry? It will be done one
day.’ But then last year, there was that extraordinary experience. 5 And it was
because of that experience that I told her, ‘Well, now that we agree, give me
some proof; I am asking you for some proof—do it for me.’ She didn’t
budge, absolutely nothing.
Perhaps it would not be necessary to have this power over all men, but in any
event, it should be great enough to act upon the mass. It is likely that once a
certain movement has been mastered to some degree, what the mass does or
doesn’t do (this whole human mass that has barely, barely emerged into even
the mental consciousness) will become quite irrelevant. You see, the mass is
still under the great rule of Nature. I am referring to mental humanity,
predominantly mental, which developed the mind but misused it and
immediately set out on the wrong path—first thing.
There is nothing to say since the first thing done by the divine forces which
emanated for the Creation was to take the wrong path!6 That is the origin, the
seed of this marvelous spirit of independence—the negation of surrender, in
other words. Man said, ‘I have the power to think; I will do with it what I
want, and no one has the right to intervene. I am free, I am an independent
being, IN-DE-PEN-DENT! So that’s how things stand: we are all
independent beings!
But yesterday, in fact, I was looking (with all these mantras and these prayers
and this whole vibration that has descended into the atmosphere, creating a
state of constant calling in the atmosphere), and I remembered the old
movements and how everything now has changed! I was also thinking of the
old disciplines, one of which is to say, ‘I am That.’7 People were told to sit in
meditation and repeat, ‘I am That,’ to reach an identification. And it all
seemed to me so obsolete, so childish, but at the same time a part of the
whole. I looked, and it seemed so absurd to sit in meditation and say, ‘I am
That’! ‘I,’ what is this ‘I’ who is That; what is this ‘I,’ where is it? … I was
trying to find it, and I saw a tiny, microscopic point (to see it would almost
require some gigantic instrument), a tiny, obscure point in an im-men-sity of
Light, and that little point was the body. At the same time—it was absolutely
simultaneous—I saw the Presence of the Supreme as a very, very, very,
VERY immense Being, within which was ‘I’ in an attitude of … (‘I’ was
only a sensation, you see), an attitude … (gesture of surrender) like this.
There were no limits, yet at the same time, one felt the joy of being
permeated, enveloped and of being able to widen, widen, widen indefinitely
—to widen the whole being, from the highest consciousness to the most
material consciousness. And then, at the same time, to look at this body and
to see every cell, every atom vibrating with a divine, radiant Presence with all
its Consciousness, all its Power, all its Will, all its Love—all, all, really—and
a joy! An extraordinary joy. And one did not disturb the other, nothing was
contradictory and everything was felt at the same time. That was when I said,
‘But truly! This body had to have the training it has had for more than
seventy years to be able to bear all that without starting to cry out or dance or
leap up or whatever it might be!’ No, it was calm (it was exultant, but it was
very calm), and it remained in control of its movements and its words. In
spite of the fact that it was really living in another world, it could apparently
act normal due to this strenuous training in self-control by the REASON—by
the reason—over the whole being, which has tamed it and given it such a
great cohesive power that I can BE in the experience, I can LIVE this
experience, and at the same time respond with the most amiable of smiles to
the most idiotic questions!
And then, it always ends in the same way, by a canticle to the action of the
grace: ‘O, Lord! You are truly marvelous! All the experiences I have needed
to pass through You have given to me, all the things I needed to do to make
this body ready You have made me do, and always with the feeling that it
was You who was making me do it’—and with the universal disapproval of
all the right-minded humanity!
2. Ganesh: a god with the head of an elephant; the son of Parvati, the
Divine Mother. ↩
3. The room where, on the first of each month, Mother distributed to the
disciples their needs for the month. ↩
6. In effect, according to tradition, the first divine forces that emanated for
the creation were the Asuras, who turned into demons. The gods were
created later to repair the disorder engendered by the demons. ↩
7. So'ham, the traditional mantra of the Vedantic path, which declares that
the world is an illusion. ↩
***
24 Apr 1938
First of all, from the financial point of view, the principle on which our action
is based is the following: money is not meant to make money. This idea
that money must make money is a falsehood and a perversion.
***
24 April 1938
***
20 Apr 1951
The money is not mine, the money belongs to the Ashram and the Ashram
does not lend money. Also it cannot favour so particularly someone,
especially when this person has not been too faithful to the Ashram.
20 April 1951
***
15 May 1954
The Ashram is having financial difficulty, yet people ask for their pound of
flesh. As students we used to fast for helping those who were victims of an
earthquake or flood.
Unhappily (?) the present difficulty is neither a flood nor a famine, nor a war,
nor an earthquake nor a conflagration or any of those things which move the
human sentiments and make them dominate for a while the material desires
named “needs”.
***
12 May 1929
There are some human beings who are like vampires. What are they and why
are they like that?
They are not human; there is only a human form or appearance. They are
incarnations of beings from the world that is just next to the physical, beings
who live on the plane which we call the vital world. It is a world of all the
desires and impulses and passions and of movements of violence and greed
and cunning and every kind of ignorance; but all the dynamisms too are
there, all the life-energies and all the powers. The beings of this world have
by their nature a strange grip over the material world and can exercise upon it
a sinister influence. Some of them are formed out of the remains of the
human being that persist after death in the vital atmosphere near to the earth-
plane. His desires and hungers still float there and remain in form even after
the dissolution of the body; often they are moved to go on manifesting and
satisfying themselves and the birth of these creatures of the vital world is the
consequence. But these are minor beings and, if they can be very
troublesome, it is yet not impossible to deal with them. There are others, far
more dangerous, who have never been in human form; never were they born
into a human body upon earth, for most often they refuse to accept this way
of birth because it is slavery to matter and they prefer to remain in their own
world, powerful and mischievous, and to control earthly beings from there.
For, if they do not want to be born on earth, they do want to be in contact
with the physical nature, but without being bound by it. Their method is to try
first to cast their influence upon a man; then they enter slowly into his
atmosphere and in the end may get complete possession of him, driving out
entirely the real human soul and personality. These creatures, when in
possession of an earthly body, may have the human appearance but they have
not a human nature. Their habit is to draw upon the life-force of human
beings; they attack and capture vital power wherever they can and feed upon
it. If they come into your atmosphere, you suddenly feel depressed and
exhausted; if you are near them for some time you fall sick; if you live with
one of them, it may kill you.
But how is one to get such creatures out of one’s environment when they are
once there?
The vital power incarnated in these beings is of a very material kind and it is
effective only within a short distance. Ordinarily, if you do not live in the
same house or if you are not in the same company with them, you do not
come within their influence. But if you open some channel of connection or
communication, through letters, for example, then you make possible an
interchange of forces and are liable to be influenced by them even from a far
distance. The wisest way with these beings is to cut off all connection and
have nothing to do with them—unless indeed you have great occult
knowledge and power and have learned how to cover and protect yourself—
but even then it is always a dangerous thing to move about with them. To
hope to transform them, as some people do, is a vain illusion; for they do not
want to be transformed. They have no intention of allowing any
transformation and all effort in that direction is useless.
These beings, when in the human body, are not often conscious of what they
really are. Sometimes they have a vague feeling that they are not quite human
in the ordinary way. But still there are cases where they are conscious and
very conscious; not only do they know that they do not belong to humanity
but they know what they are, act in that knowledge and deliberately pursue
their ends. The beings of the vital world are powerful by their very nature;
when to their power they add knowledge, they become doubly dangerous.
There is nothing to be done with these creatures; you should avoid having
any dealings with them unless you have the power to crush and destroy them.
If you are forced into contact with them, beware of the spell they can cast.
These vital beings, when they manifest on the physical plane, have always a
great hypnotic power; for the centre of their consciousness is in the vital
world and not in the material and they are not veiled and dwarfed by the
material consciousness as human beings are.
Is it not a fact that these creatures are drawn by some peculiar fascination
towards the spiritual life?
Yes, because they feel they do not belong to this earth but come from
somewhere else; and they feel too that they have powers they have half lost
and they are eager to win them back. So whenever they meet anyone who can
give them some knowledge of the invisible world, they rush to him. But they
mistake the vital for the spiritual world and in their seeking follow vital and
not spiritual ends. Or perhaps they deliberately seek to corrupt spirituality
and build up an imitation of it in the mould of their own nature. Even then it
is a kind of homage they pay, or a sort of amends they make, in their own
way, to the spiritual life. And there is too some kind of attraction that
compels them; they have revolted against the Divine rule, but in spite of their
revolt or perhaps because of it, they feel somehow bound and are powerfully
attracted by its presence.
This is how it happens that you see them sometimes used as instruments to
bring into connection with each other those who are to realise the spiritual
life upon earth. They do not purposely serve this use, but are compelled to it.
It is a kind of compensation that they pay. For they feel the pressure of the
descending Light, they sense that the time has come or is soon coming when
they must choose between conversion or dissolution, choose either to
surrender to the Divine Will and take their part in the Great Plan or to sink
into unconsciousness and cease to be. The contact with a seeker of Truth
gives such a being his chance to change. All depends upon how he utilises his
chance. Taken rightly, it may open his way to liberation from falsehood and
obscurity and misery, which is the stuff out of which these vital creatures are
made, and bring him to Regeneration and to Life.
Yes. The power of money is at present under the influence or in the hands of
the forces and beings of the vital world. It is because of this influence that
you never see money going in any considerable amount to the cause of Truth.
Always it goes astray, because it is in the clutch of the hostile forces and is
one of the principal means by which they keep their grip upon the earth. The
hold of the hostile forces upon money-power is powerfully, completely and
thoroughly organised and to extract anything out of this compact organisation
is a most difficult task. Each time that you try to draw a little of
this money away from its present custodians, you have to undertake a fierce
battle.
And yet one signal victory somewhere over the adverse forces that have the
hold upon money would make victory possible simultaneously and
automatically at all other points also. If in one place they yielded, all who
now feel that they cannot give money to the cause of Truth would suddenly
experience a great and intense desire to give. It is not that those rich men who
are more or less toys and instruments in the hands of the vital forces are
averse to spend; their avarice is awake only when the vital desires and
impulses are not touched. For when it is to gratify some desire that they call
their own, they spend readily; but when they are called to share their ease and
the benefits of their wealth with others, then they find it hard to part with
their money. The vital power controlling money is like a guardian who keeps
his wealth in a big safe always tightly closed. Each time the people who are
in its grasp are asked to part with their money, they put all sorts of careful
questions before they will consent to open their purses even a very little way;
but if a vital impulse arises in them with its demand, the guardian is happy to
open wide the coffer and money flows out freely. Commonly, the vital
desires he obeys are connected with the sex impulses, but very often too he
yields to the desire for fame and consideration, the desire for food or any
other desire that is on the same vital level; whatever does not belong to this
category is closely questioned and scrutinised, grudgingly admitted and most
often refused help in the end. In those who are slaves of vital beings, the
desire for truth and light and spiritual achievement, even if it at all touches
them, cannot balance the desire for money. To win money from their hands
for the Divine means to fight the devil out of them; you have first to conquer
or convert the vital being whom they serve, and it is not an easy task. Men
who are under the sway of vital creatures can change from a life of ease, cast
away enjoyment and become intensely ascetic and yet remain just as wicked
as ever and even by the change turn worse than before.
11 January 1956
Read in French No Yes
But even when we understand that it is a desire and must be rejected, there
are difficulties in discerning if it is a desire leading us to the Divine or if it is
purely desire.
One deceives oneself only when one wants to deceive oneself. It is very, very
different.
But within, one understands.
Mother, on January 6 you said, “Give all you are, all you have, nothing more
is asked of you but also nothing less.”
Yes.
I am going to tell you in what circumstances I wrote this; that will make you
understand:
Someone wrote to me saying that he was very unhappy, for he longed to have
wonderful capacities to put at the disposal of the Divine, for the Realisation,
for the Work; and that he also longed to have immense riches to be able to
give them, to put them at the feet of the Divine for the Work. So I replied to
him that he need not be unhappy, that each one is asked to give what he has,
that is, all his possessions whatever they may be, and what he is, that is, all
his potentialities—which corresponds to the consecration of one’s life and the
giving of all one’s possessions—and that nothing more than this is asked.
What you are, give that; what you have, give that, and your gift will be
perfect; from the spiritual point of view it will be perfect. This does not
depend upon the amount of wealth you have or the number of capacities in
your nature; it depends upon the perfection of your gift, that is to say, on the
totality of your gift. I remember having read, in a book of Indian legends, a
story like this. There was a very poor, very old woman who had nothing, who
was quite destitute, who lived in a miserable little hut, and who had been
given a fruit. It was a mango. She had eaten half of it and kept the other half
for the next day, because it was something so marvellous that she did not
often happen to get it—a mango. And then, when night fell, someone
knocked at the rickety door and asked for hospitality. And this someone came
in and told her he wanted shelter and was hungry. So she said to him, “Well, I
have no fire to warm you, I have no blanket to cover you, and I have half a
mango left, that is all I have, if you want it; I have eaten half of it.” And it
turned out that this someone was Shiva, and that she was filled with an inner
glory, for she had made a perfect gift of herself and all she had.
I read that, I found it magnificent. Well, yes, this describes it vividly. It’s
exactly that.
The rich man, or even people who are quite well-off and have all sorts of
things in life and give to the Divine what they have in surplus—for usually
this is the gesture: one has a little more money than one needs, one has a few
more things than one needs, and so, generously, one gives that to the Divine.
It is better than giving nothing. But even if this “little more” than what they
need represents lakhs of rupees, the gift is less perfect than the one of half the
mango. For it is not by the quantity or the quality that it is measured: it is by
the sincerity of the giving and the absoluteness of the giving.
But in ordinary life, when rich men want to give their wealth to the Divine,
and the Divine is not in front of them, then to whom are they to give? They
don’t know where to give their money!
Yes, but then the question doesn’t arise. If they haven’t met the Divine either
within or without, it doesn’t come into question. They are not asked to give to
someone they do not know.
If they have found the Divine within themselves, well, they have only to
follow the indication given by the Divine for the use of what they have; and if
they follow quite sincerely and exactly the indications they receive, this is all
that can be asked of them. But until then nothing is asked of anyone.
One begins to ask only when someone says, “Here I am, I want to consecrate
myself to the Divine.” Then it is all right, from that moment one asks; but not
before. Before that, even if you casually pull out a coin from your pocket and
put it there, it is very good; you have done what you thought you ought to do
and that’s all; you are not asked for anything at all. There is a great difference
between asking the Divine to adopt you, and making a gesture of goodwill,
but without the least intention of changing anything whatever in the course of
your life.
Those who live the ordinary life, well, if they make a gesture of goodwill, so
much the better for them, this creates for them antecedents for future lives.
But it is only from the moment you say, “There, now I know that there is but
one thing which counts for me, it is the divine life, and I want to live the
divine life”—from that moment one asks you, not before.
Mother, there are people who come here, who have money and are very
devoted, who show their devotion, but when the question of money comes up,
they bargain…. Then how shall we remain on friendly terms with them?
What?
…but when the question of money comes up, they bargain, they calculate.
I tell you, I have already answered, that’s how it is. They come with the idea
of taking from the Divine all they can: all the qualities, all the capacities, all
the conveniences also, all the forts, everything, and sometimes even powers,
and all the rest. They come to take, they don’t come to give. And their show
of devotion is simply a cloak they have thrown over their wish to take, to
receive. That covers a wide field: from saving one’s soul, having spiritual
experiences, obtaining powers, to leading a petty quiet life, comfortable—
more or less comfortable, at least with a minimum of comfort—without
cares, without botheration, far from the worries of life. That’s how it is. That
covers a wide range. But when they give, it is a kind of bargaining; they
know that to obtain these things, it would be well to give a little something,
otherwise they won’t get them, so they make a show of being very devoted.
But it is only a pretence, for it is not sincere.
The bargaining is everywhere, in all the parts of the being. It is always give
and take, from the highest spiritual experiences to the tiniest little material
needs. There is not one in a thousand who gives without bargaining.
And the beauty of the story I told you—moreover, there are many others like
it here—is just this, that when the old woman gave, she didn’t know that it
was Shiva. She gave to the sing beggar, for the joy of doing good, of giving,
not because he was a god and she hoped to have salvation or some
knowledge in exchange.
(Looking at the disciple) There is still some mischief in his mind. Now then,
what is it?
I wanted to say that these desires begin with the desire for the work, and this
is also guided by the Divine. But when one has understood that now there
should no longer be any desire but an absolute giving, still that does not
become a giving; and this continues indefinitely. Why?
Then, one realises that a desire is mixed up there, but cannot manage to
reject this desire.
No! (Laughter)
It is and it isn’t!
Mother, you said that it may be tolerated, but there is a period of tolerance.
But when it goes beyond the period of tolerance and does not want to stop—
that’s the question.
Ah! at last.
What should be done?… Be sincere.
That’s it; always, always, the little worm in the fruit. One tells oneself, “Oh! I
can’t.” It is not true, if one wanted, one could.
And there are people who tell me, “I don’t have the will- power.” That means
you are not sincere. For sincerity is an infinitely more powerful force than all
the wills in the world. It can change anything whatever in the twinkling of an
eye; it takes hold of it, grips it, pulls it out—and then it’s over.
But you close your eyes, you find excuses for yourself.
It comes back because you don’t pull it out completely. What you do is, you
cut the branch, so it grows again.
Yes. Well, you have to take it out every time it comes, that’s all—until it
doesn’t come back any more.
We have spoken about it, where was it?… Oh! it was in Lights on Yoga, I
think. You push the thing down from one part of your consciousness into
another; and you push it down again and then it goes into the subconscient,
and after that, if you are not vigilant, you think it is finished, and later from
there it shows its face. And next, even when you push it out from the
subconscient, it goes down into the inconscient; and there too, then, you must
run after it to find it.
Only, one is always in too great a hurry, one wants it to be over very quickly.
When one has made an effort, “Oh! well, I made an effort, now I should get
the reward for my effort.”
In fact, it is because there is not that joy of progress. The joy of progress
imagines that even if you have realised the goal you have put before you—
take the goal we have in view: if we realise the supramental life, the
supramental consciousness—well, this joy of progress says, “Oh! but this
will be only a stage in the eternity of time. After this there will be something
else, and then after that another and yet another, and always one will have to
go further.” And that is what fills you with joy. While the idea, “Ah! now I
can sit down, it is finished, I have realised my goal, I am going to enjoy what
I have done”, oh, how dull it is! Immediately one becomes old and stunted.
The definition of youth: we can say that youth is constant growth and
perpetual progress—and the growth of capacities, possibilities, of the field of
action and range of consciousness, and progress in the working out of details.
Naturally, someone told me, “So one is no longer young when one stops
growing?” I said, “Of course, I don’t imagine that one grows perpetually! But
one can grow in another way than purely physically.”
That is to say, in human life there are successive periods. As you go forward,
something comes to an end in one form, and it changes its form… Naturally,
at present, we come to the top of the ladder and come down again; but that’s
really a shame, it shouldn’t be like that, it’s a bad habit. But when we have
finished growing up, when we have reached a height we could consider as
that which expresses us best, we can transform this force for growth into a
force which will perfect our body, make it stronger and stronger, more and
more healthy, with an ever greater power of resistance, and we shall practise
physical training in order to become a model of physical beauty. And then, at
the same time, we shall slowly begin and seek the perfection of character, of
consciousness, knowledge, powers, and finally of the divine Realisation in its
fullness of the marvellously good and true, and of His perfect Love.
There you are. And this must be continuous. And when a certain level of
consciousness has been reached, when this consciousness has been realised in
the material world and you have transformed the material world in the image
of this consciousness, well, you will climb yet one more rung and go to
another consciousness—and you will begin again. Voilà.
But this is not for lazy folk. It’s for people who like progress. Not for those
who come and say, “Oh! I have worked hard in my life, now I want to rest,
will you please give me a place in the Ashram?” I tell them, “Not here. This
is not a place for rest because you have worked hard, this is a place for
working even harder than before.” So, formerly, I used to send them to
Ramana Maharshi:1 “Go there, you will enter into meditation and you will get
rest.” Now it is not possible, so I send them to the Himalayas; I tell them,
“Go and sit before the eternal snows! That will do you good.”
1. A sage of South India who left his body in April 1950. He founded a
traditional ashram for meditation and contemplation. ↩
16 February 1955
Read in French No Yes
Sweet Mother, here it is said that one should have no attachment for material
things; then, when you give us something, if we lose it and feel sad, it can be
called attachment?
It is better not to lose it. (Laughter) But in fact the thing ought to be only… It
is not the thing itself to which one must be attached. It is to open oneself to
what is within, what I put into the thing I give, this indeed is much more
important. And, of course, there can always be an accident but it is certain
that if one gives to a thing its inner symbolical or spiritual value, there is
much less chance of losing it; it creates a kind of relation because of which
there is not much chance of losing it. It remains close to you.
I have the feeling, when someone loses something I have given him, that he
was just in contact with the outer form, the shell, and not with what I had put
inside, otherwise he would not have lost it; I have the feeling that there is a
lack of deeper perception. Perhaps one was very attached to the outer form,
but not very open to what was behind.
Mother, here it is said that specially for an athlete certain foods are
necessary, so that there may be certain vitamins which are necessary, and all
this…
That’s modern science. Yes… well, if you wait some fifty years, they will
have found something else, and it will change, and vitamins will be
forgotten… But now, what did you want to ask?
You have given the answer. (Laughter) How should we use things?
Ah, this is… First, to use things with an understanding of their true utility, the
knowledge of their real use, with the utmost care so that they do not get spoilt
and with the least confusion.
I am going to give you an example: you have a pair of scissors. There are
scissors of all kinds, there are scissors for cutting paper, and there are scissors
for cutting thread… Now if you have the pair of scissors which you need, use
it for the thing it is made for. But I know people who, when they have a pair
of scissors, use it without any discernment to cut anything at all, to cut small
silk threads, and they try to cut a wire also with it or else they use it as a tool
to open tins, you see; for anything whatever, where they need an instrument
they get hold of their scissors and use them. So naturally, after quite a short
while they come to me again and say, “Oh, my pair of scissors is spoilt, I
would like to have another.” And they are very much surprised when I tell
them, “No, you won’t have another, because you have spoilt this one,
because you have used it badly.” This is just one example. I could give many
others.
People use something which gets dirty and is spoilt in becoming dirty, or they
forget to clean it or neglect it, because all this takes time.
There is a kind of respect for the object one has, which must make one treat it
with much consideration and try to preserve it as long as possible, not
because one is attached to it and desires it, but because an object is something
respectable which has sometimes cost a lot of effort and labour in the
producing and so must as a result be considered with the respect due to the
work and effort put into it.
There are people who have nothing, who don’t even have the things which
are absolutely indispensable, and who are compelled to make them in some
way for their personal use. I have seen people of this kind who, with much
effort and ingenuity had managed to make for themselves certain things
which are more or less indispensable from the practical point of view. But the
way they treated them, because they were aware of the effort they had put in
to make them, was remarkable—the care, that kind of respect for the object
they had produced, because they knew how much labour it had cost them.
But people who have plenty of money in their pockets, and when they need
something turn the knob of a shop-door, enter and put down the money and
take the thing, they treat it like that. They harm themselves and give a very
bad example.
Many a time I say, “No, use what you have. Try to make the best possible use
of it. Don’t throw away things uselessly, don’t ask uselessly. Try to do with
what you have, putting into it all the care, all the order, all the necessary
method, and avoiding confusion.”
Here, you know, we have a small chit-pad1, and people write every month
what they want; and then it happens that we were compelled to ration things
because otherwise it was becoming something excessive. But this rationing
often turned against its purpose.
Many people here are like that. I won’t tell you their names but I know them
well. There are many like that. They have a right to something, they will ask
for it even if they don’t need it, because they have the right. This indeed is…
well, in fact it is… an attitude… we won’t qualify it.
There is also the miser who fills his chest with pieces of gold and never uses
them. Gold does not rot, otherwise truly it rots morally, because something
that does not circulate becomes very ill. Now, no conclusions!
Sweet Mother, which things are truly indispensable for our life?
I don’t think they are the same for everyone. It depends on the country, it
depends on the habits, and to tell you the truth, if one analyses very closely, I
don’t think there are many. You see, if you travel round the world, in every
country people have different habits of sleeping, habits of eating, habits of
dressing, habits for making their toilet. And quite naturally, they will tell you
that the things they use are indispensable. But if you change countries you
will realise that all these things are of no use for those people, because they
make use of other things which are just as useful for them and seem to them
indispensable. Then once again you change the country, and yet again it is
other things. So finally, if anyone has travelled a little over the world, he
says, “But what is really useful?” I consider a tooth-brush as something
indispensable. My neighbour will look at me and tell me, “What’s that, your
tooth-brush? I use my fingers and it is absolutely all right.” And everything’s
like that, isn’t it?
So one can’t make a rule; and if one wants to be absolutely strict, I think it is
a purely personal question, that it depends on each one’s body; because as
soon as you grow wide in your consciousness, you realise that the things
which seem indispensable to you are not at all so, that you can very well do
without them, carry on very well, work very well, have a lot of energy
without having any of the things which seem to you indispensable. Are there
any things in the whole world which are indispensable, I mean material
things? Yes, one can say a small amount of food—and one can’t make a
general rule, it depends on the climate.
Nature is foreseeing enough, she produces in each climate the right thing for
it. Of course, one should not put man at the centre and say that Nature has
made this for the good of man, I don’t think it is like that, because she had
invented all this long before man appeared on the earth. But it is a kind of
harmony which develops between the climatic conditions of a country and its
produce, as we know that there is a harmony between the size of animals and
the largeness of the country they live in. For example, the elephants of India
are much smaller than those of Africa. And it is said that this is because in
Africa the spaces are immense, so the animals are very big.
So the first thing to do when one has money is to give it. But as it is said that
it should not be given without discernment, don’t go and give it like those
who practise philanthropy, because that fills them with a sense of their own
goodness, their generosity and their own importance. You must act in a
sattwic way, that is, make the best possible use of it. And so, each one must
find in his highest consciousness what the best possible use of the money he
has can be. And truly money has no value unless it circulates. For each and
every one, money is valuable only when one has spent it. If one doesn’t
spend it… I tell you, men take care to choose things which do not deteriorate,
that is, gold—which does not decompose. Otherwise, from the moral point of
view it rots. And now that gold has been replaced by paper, if you keep paper
for a long time without taking care of it, you will see when you open your
drawer that there are small silver-fish which have regaled themselves on your
paper-rupees. So they will have left a lace-work which the bank will refuse.
There are countries and religions which always say that God makes those
whom He loves poor. I don’t know if that is true; but there is one thing which
is true, that surely when someone is born rich or has become very rich, in any
case when he possesses much from the point of view of material riches, it is
certainly not a sign that the Divine has chosen him for His divine Grace, and
he must make honourable amends if he wants to walk on the path, the true
path, to the Divine.
Wealth is a force—I have already told you this once—a force of Nature; and
it should be a means of circulation, a power in movement, as flowing water is
a power in movement. It is something which can serve to produce, to
organise. It is a convenient means, because in fact it is only a means of
making things circulate fully and freely.
This force should be in the hands of those who know how to make the best
possible use of it, that is, as I said at the beginning, people who have
abolished in themselves or in some way or other got rid of every personal
desire and every attachment. To this should be added a vision vast enough to
understand the needs of the earth, a knowledge complete enough to know
how to organise all these needs and use this force by these means.
If, besides this, these beings have a higher spiritual knowledge, then they can
utilise this force to construct gradually upon the earth what will be capable of
manifesting the divine Power, Force and Grace. And then this power
of money, wealth, this financial force, of which I just said that it was like a
curse, would become a supreme blessing for the good of all.
For I think that it is the best things which become the worst. Perhaps the
worst also can become the best. Some people also say that it is the worst men
who become the best. I hope the best don’t become the worst, for that indeed
would be sad.
But still, certainly, the greatest power, if badly used, can be a very great
calamity; whereas this same very great power if well utilised can be a
blessing. All depends on the use that’s made of things. Each thing in the
world has its place, its work, a real use; and if used for something else it
creates a disorder, confusion, chaos. And that’s because in the world as it is,
very few things are utilised for their true work, very few things are really in
their place, and it is because the world is in a frightful chaos that there is all
this misery and suffering. If each thing was in its place, in a harmonious
balance, the whole world could progress without needing to be in the state of
misery and suffering in which it is. There!
So there is nothing that’s bad in itself, but there are many things—almost all
—which are not in their place.
Perhaps in the body also it is like that. There is nothing that’s bad in itself;
but many things are not in their place, and that is why one becomes ill. There
is created an inner disharmony. So the result is that one is ill. And people
always think that it is not their fault that they are ill, and it is always their
fault, and they are very angry when they are told this. “You have no pity.”
And yet it is true.
***
But, for people who like peace and quiet (laughing), it’s troublesome!
There’s a letter from the marquis, that friend of mine. He is asking for your
help….
What for?
To change his life and get rid of all his material and financial problems
there.
He has a lot of money sunk in lands, castles and so on, and lie says, “I could
leave all this in the hands of a financial organization and see what happens,
or should I look after it myself, sell it all off, and then come to the Ashram?”
(after a silence)
(long silence)
What we may call the “reign of money” is drawing to its close. But the;
transitional period between the arrangement that has existed in the world till
now and the one to come (in a hundred years, for instance), that period is
going to be very difficult—it IS very difficult.
(Mother laughs) Yes, but it’s a sign of the times! For them it’s not so bad,
because with me (laughing) there are always ways and means! But there are
other organizations…. Most people start an industry to earn their livelihood
—now they can’t. They can’t because personal expenses aren’t allowed.
But this fact of personal expenses “not allowed” has been there since the
beginning. I remember, long ago, my mother had started… I forget if it was a
henhouse or something of the sort, because she wanted to increase her
income a bit, so… (that must have been some fifty or sixty years ago). She
was very simple, not complicated; she opened her business and would sell her
hens, her eggs and so on: she would spend the money personally and look
after all her affairs…. Until one fine day (laughing) when she was asked to
give accounts! She narrowly escaped a severe punishment because she had
used that money for her personal expenses—she didn’t understand!… I found
it very amusing. That was at least fifty years ago.
The stupidity of the world is unrivaled. So naturally, this has to end, it cannot
last.
How? What will it become? I don’t know. Naturally, their calculation (the
government’s calculation) is completely wrong: they are ruining the country
more and more! So they really are in a critical situation. But it’s a long time
since people started discovering that all those taxes are simply the ruin of the
country, nothing else…. Almost all the industries in the North [of India] are
about to close, almost all of them. So…
They do many totally useless things. All that will disappear, but…
I am in contact with a bit of everything: people come and see me; everyone
comes and complains, tells me about the miserable state of things: those in
power, ordinary people, everyone. And I see, things are becoming…
impossible. How are people to live? They don’t know. Because money was
chosen to be the basis—money—so naturally, the attempt was to earn it. Now
that doesn’t work any longer. You can no longer earn money, and you can’t
have money constantly without earning it, so what do you do?—Everything
needs to be changed.
Either divide the earth into lots of small bits, each bit up against the other, or
else… We need a world organization. But by whom? It should be by people
who have at least a world consciousness! (Mother laughs) Otherwise it can’t
work. So… there are going to be a hundred very difficult years, very difficult.
Afterwards, maybe we’ll emerge towards something….
(silence)
What this man [the marquis] writes you here, lots of people are like that! Lots
of them have written it, people from every country. They’re exasperated by
the way things are. They say, “No more personal property!”, but as they don’t
have much imagination, they haven’t found the way yet.
(silence)
Yes.
(silence)
The difficulty is the appreciation of the value of things. You understand, that
requires a very wide vision. Moneys convenience was that it became
mechanical…. But this new system cannot become quite mechanical, so…
For instance, the idea is that those who will live in Auroville will have
no money—there is no circulation of money—but to eat, for instance,
everyone has the right to eat, naturally, but… On quite a practical level, we
had conceived the possibility of all types of food according to everyone’s
tastes or needs (for example, vegetarian cooking, non-vegetarian cooking,
diet cooking, etc.), and those who want to get food from there must do
something in exchange—work, or… It’s hard to organize in practice, on a
quite practical level…. You see, we had planned a lot of lands around the city
for large-scale agriculture for the city’s consumption. But to cultivate those
lands, for the moment we need money, or else materials. So… Now I have to
face the whole problem in every detail, and it’s not easy!
You see, the idea is that there will be no customs in Auroville and no taxes,
and Aurovilians will have no personal property. Like that on paper, it’s very
fine, but when it comes to doing it in practice…
The problem is always the same: those given the responsibility should be
people with a… universal consciousness, of course, otherwise… Wherever
there is a personal consciousness, it means someone incapable of governing
—we can see how governments are, it’s frightful!
(long silence)
Problems of that sort are beginning to come up at Auroville, and that makes
the thing very interesting. Of course, the means are very limited, but that also
is part of the problem to be solved.
(long silence)
The conditions to organize—to be an organizer (it’s not “to govern,” it’s to
ORGANIZE)—the conditions to be an organizer should be these: no more
desires, no more preferences, no more attractions, no more repulsions—a
perfect equality for all things. Sincerity, of course, but that goes without
saying: wherever insincerity enters, poison enters at the same time. And then,
only those who are themselves in that condition can discern whether another
is in it or not.
At present, all human organizations are based on: the visible fact (which is a
falsehood), public opinion (another falsehood), and moral sense, which is a
third falsehood! (Mother laughs) So…
(silence)
Yes, I am not sure I was very clear…. I’m not yet convinced it can be
published!
She asks, “What does Sri Aurobindo mean by ‘the joy of being God’s
enemy‘?”2 So you reply:
“Here too, I am obliged to say that I do not exactly know because he never
told me.
“But I can tell you about my own experience. Until the age of about twenty-
five, I only knew the God of religions, God as men made him, and I did not
want him at any cost. I denied his existence with the certitude that if such a
God existed, I detested him.
“Around twenty-five, I found the inner God, and at the same time I learned
that the God described by most Western religions was none other than the
Great Adversary.
It was in 1903.
And I came to India in 1914. We should specify that. It’s around 1903 that I
had the experience of the inner Divine.
Oh, listen!
(silence)
Not gone—changed.
Well, if it’s not possible in your body, how will it be possible in other bodies?
No… I don’t know. For man, it seems established that his progress is made
from birth to birth, with very fleeting intermediary births, forms that aren’t
perpetuated. So it may be that some people, with a body somewhat… (what
shall I say?) developed or advanced, could now have children who would
themselves have… like this (snowballing gesture), and then those
intermediary stages would disappear.
I don’t know.
You see, there is this fact that existence itself needs to depend on something
material, which naturally brings back every time an old recurring difficulty.
That question of food… All that is under observation at the moment (a very
minute observation, which I might almost call “scientific”), and, well, the
cells are conscious of the divine Force and of the power that Force gives, but
they are also conscious that in order to last as they are, even in a state of
transformation, they still need this complement of something coming from
outside—with that, every time you swallow a new difficulty…. All that I said
on the [change of] functioning is increasingly proven, but there is this thing
[food] that remains, and that means stomach and blood and all the rest…
With that, can we conceive (I don’t know), can we conceive something that
works in this way yet without deteriorating? Something capable of constant
progression? (One can last only if the progression is constant.) Is this capable
of progress?… For the moment, it’s like this… (gesture hanging in balance).
All that was automatic has almost disappeared—which has caused a great
reduction from the standpoint of capacities; it’s replaced by a consciousness
with a certain power, which didn’t exist previously: that’s an improvement.
But all things considered, well, if I take the ordinary stand, I can no longer do
what I used to do when I was twenty, quite obviously. Perhaps I know a
hundred thousand times more than I knew, but… This body, the body itself
knows: it feels, it’s capable of knowing all that it didn’t know then. But from
a purely material standpoint… (Mother shakes her head, pointing to her
body’s incapacity). Could it come back? I don’t know. There’s a question
mark there. I don’t know…. And it could last only if the capacities came
back; as Sri Aurobindo very wisely put it, who would want to go on in a body
that keeps losing all its capacities?…3 You know, sight isn’t clear anymore,
you don’t hear clearly anymore, can’t speak clearly anymorev anyway you
can’t walk freely, you can no longer carry a weight—all kinds of things.
Would this, as it is, THIS (Mother pinches the skin of her hands), would it be
capable of being transformed by the Force? Can it be done?—We’ll know
when it’s done and not before!
Obviously, logically you are right, because the healing capacity is there; so if
one has the healing capacity, there is the capacity to remedy wear and tear.
Obviously.
But all possibilities are there! It’s only the question of Matter having to
adapt to the infiltration of another force.
Yes.
If the Spirit wants, it can. If the Spirit sees the time has come, it can. There’s
no reason why not.
Yes!
For the body consciousness that remains conscious when the body is asleep,
the world as it is is dark and muddy—always. That is, it’s always a half-
darkness—you can hardly see—and mud. And that isn’t an opinion or a
thought: it’s a material FACT. Consequently, this [body] consciousness is
already conscious of a world… that would no longer be subject to the same
laws.
The cells are quite, absolutely convinced that… (I’ll put it in the simplest
way) the Lord is all-powerful, you understand? Only, what they’re not
convinced of is whether He WANTS (laughing) it to be this way or that, that
is to say, whether He wants the transformation to be done in an already
existing body, or in stages.
Yes, naturally!
But it seems that the TIME has come, doesn’t it?
Oh, I very well know why! Because (how shall I put it?… I must put it in a
quite childlike way) physical matter is lazy so… (laughing) if it were sure, it
would let itself go!
But the one thing the body has conquered (almost totally I may say) is, no
more desires, no more preferences (immutable gesture). It’s replaced by…
“Only what You will.” Doesn’t choose, doesn’t say “This is better than
that”—what You will.
(silence)
What?
I don’t think so. Because, otherwise, it would really need centuries and
centuries and centuries.
Yes, of course.
But still, the world has reached such an acute state of suffering and pain
that…
Yes.
The time has come for ONE body to change itself sufficiently to give a
concrete hope to humanity.
Yes, yes… Even if only, perhaps, as an example.
Yes, perhaps, but not only that, because the day that Power would have
entered your matter so totally, you would have the possibility of passing it on
to other bodies that were ready.
Ah, but the possibility already exists. I have constant proof of that—
extraordinary proof…. You know, little miracles take place all the time, all
the time.
(silence)
It’s clear that there will be ONE moment when the thing will occur.
2. Aphorism 417—"Thy soul has not tasted God's entire delight, if it has
never had the joy of being His enemy, opposing His designs and
engaging with Him in mortal combat." ↩
***
6 January 1968
When Mother says that wealth should not be a personal property, I
understand that what should come is more a change of psychological attitude
on the part of those who own money than any change in the law of property.
Undoubtedly.
5 Jan 1932
Asceticism for its own sake is not the ideal of this Yoga, but self-control in
the vital and right order in the material are a very important part of it—and
even an ascetic discipline is better for our purpose than a loose absence of
true control. Mastery of the material does not mean having plenty and
profusely throwing it out or spoiling it as fast as it comes or faster. Mastery
implies in it the right and careful utilisation of things and also a self control in
their use.
5 January 1932
***
17 Jan 1932
17 January 1932
***
30 Jan 1933
***
1940
1940s
***
Business
Show Page Number No Yes
As usual you seem to have received some very fantastic and sensational
reports about what you call the mill business. There was no “mill” in
question, only X‘s small foundry and Y‘s equally small oil factory. X was in
difficulties about her affair and came to the Mother for advice and offered to
sell; the Mother was prepared to buy on reasonable or even on generous
terms on certain conditions and use it, not on capitalistic lines or for any
profit, but for certain work necessary to the Ashram, just as she uses the
Atelier or the Bakery or the Building Department. The Ashram badly needs a
foundry and the idea was to use Y‘s machinery for making the soap necessary
for the Ashram. The Mother told X that she was sending for Z and if he
consented to run these two affairs, she might buy but not otherwise as the
Mother herself had no time to look after these things. Z came but found the
whole thing too small and not sufficient for the purpose or for some larger
work he wanted to do; so X had to be told that nothing could be done. That is
the whole affair. Where do you find anything here of capitalism and huge
profits and slums and all the rest?
I may say however that I do not regard business as some thing evil or tainted,
any more than it was so regarded in ancient spiritual India. If I did, I would
not be able to receive money from A or from those of our disciples who
in Bombay trade with East Africa; nor could we then encourage them to go
on with their work but would have to tell them to throw it up and attend to
their spiritual progress alone. How are we to reconcile A‘s seeking after
spiritual light and his mill? Ought I not to tell him to leave his mill to itself
and to the devil and go into some Ashram to meditate? Even if I myself
had had the command to do business as I had the command to do politics I
would have done it without the least spiritual or moral compunction. All
depends on the spirit in which a thing is done, the principle on which it is
built and use to which it is turned. I have done politics and the most violent
kind of revolutionary politics, ghoraṁ karma, and I have supported war and
sent men to it, even though politics is not always or often a very clean
occupation nor can war be called a spiritual line of action. But Krishna calls
upon Arjuna to carry on war of the most terrible kind and by his example
encourage men to do every kind of human work, sarvakarmāṇi. Do you
contend that Krishna was an unspiritual man and that his advice to Arjuna
was mistaken or wrong in principle? Krishna goes farther and declares that a
man by doing in the right way and in the right spirit the work dictated to him
by his fundamental nature, temperament and capacity and according to his
and its dharma can move towards the Divine. He validates the function and
dharma of the Vaishya as well as of the Brahmin and Kshatriya. It is in his
view quite possible for a man to do business and make money and earn
profits and yet be a spiritual man, practise Yoga, have an inner life.
The Gita is constantly justifying works as a means of spiritual salvation and
enjoining a Yoga of works as well as of Bhakti and Knowledge. Krishna,
however, superimposes a higher law also that work must be done without
desire, without attachment to any fruit or reward, without any egoistic
attitude or motive, as an offering or sacrifice to the Divine. This is the
traditional Indian attitude towards these things, that all work can be done if it
is done according to the dharma and, if it is rightly done, it does not prevent
the approach to the Divine or the access to spiritual knowledge and the
spiritual life.
There is of course also the ascetic ideal which is necessary for many and has
its place in the spiritual order. I would myself say that no man can be
spiritually complete if he cannot live ascetically or follow a life as bare as the
barest anchorite’s. Obviously, greed for wealth and money-making has to be
absent from his nature as much as greed for food or any other greed and all
attachment to these things must be renounced from his consciousness. But I
do not regard the ascetic way of living as indispensable to spiritual perfection
or as identical with it. There is the way of spiritual self-mastery and the way
of spiritual self-giving and surrender to the Divine, abandoning ego and
desire even in the midst of action or of any kind of work or all kinds of work
demanded from us by the Divine. If it were not so, there would not have been
great spiritual men like Janaka or Vidura in India and even there would have
been no Krishna or else Krishna would have been not the Lord of Brindavan
and Mathura and Dwarka or a prince and warrior or the charioteer
of Kurukshetra, but only one more great anchorite. The Indian scriptures and
Indian tradition, in the Mahabharata and elsewhere, make room both for the
spirituality of the renunciation of life and for the spiritual life of action. One
cannot say that one only is the Indian tradition and that the acceptance of life
and works of all kinds, sarvakarmāṇi, is un-Indian, European or Western and
unspiritual.
***
Because there are two ideas in conflict. That’s why. So there is hesitation
between the two standpoints.
Two standpoints: the need for renunciation and the futility of fleeing. Those
are the two ideas that cause the hesitation. But in the chronological order of
things, it should first be the need for renunciation, then the discovery of the
futility of fleeing, and then instead of a fleeing, there should be a return, free,
without attachment. A return to life without attachment.
Apart from that, I understand: in order to write a book, one generally cannot
describe more than one cycle, because there’s a beginning, a development,
and a culmination, a realization. Then another book, which starts from that
realization and has the full experience of its futility. And then, the crowning
realization: the return to life, free.
One may have the three together, but it makes a very compact book.
No, it has to be put together. But I don’t know where to start. I started in one
way and I realize that’s not “it.”
There’s a poem, a very short one—not a poem, a sort of voice. Then in the
first chapter, my character has to take the boat and go away (as usual). Then
he comes upon a Sannyasin. He goes to take his boat, but a young woman or
girl is there with him, and he leaves her.
He meets him a first time, then a second time just when he is about to leave,
so he changes all his plans and goes with the Sannyasin…. But it’s what
comes before that departure, there is something hazy, I don’t know what I
should do. First I thought of making that young woman the symbol of
beauty, wealth, love, anyway, of all that’s truly beautiful and all the best life
can bring—which he rejects, and he leaves for anywhere, and then he meets
that Sannyasin. So I was in the description of that place, of that boy with that
girl, of that very beautiful place, and then I found it so futile to write all this
that I couldn’t go on.
(Mother laughs)
It was so futile, all that beauty and everything, to me it seemed like nothing at
all.
But I had a time like that in my life: I was in South America, on a wonderful
island, very beautiful, with a woman who was also beautiful, wealth was
offered to me, I had the possibility of having a lot of money; anyway, it was
truly the best that could be found in terms of natural beauty and feminine
beauty and everything—and then I ran away from it all. I left everything and
went off.
But I find it so futile to evoke again all that so-called beauty that I just can’t
do it! I find it all hollow, my words are false.
Once again, these past few days, the memory of things I had written came
back to me—what I had imagined at some time and written… at the
beginning of the century (before you were born!), in Paris. I wondered,
“Strange, why am I thinking of this?” And there was, in that thing I wrote,
this: “The love of beauty had saved her.” It was the story of a woman who
had had a heartbreak of so-called love, as human beings conceive it, but who
had felt a need to manifest love, a marvelously beautiful love; and with that
force and that ideal she had overcome her personal sorrow. I wrote a little
book like that—I don’t know where it is, by the way, but that doesn’t matter.
But the memory of it suddenly came back and I wondered, “Strange, why am
I remembering this?…” And then I remembered the whole curve of the
consciousness. At that time, I clearly understood that personal things had to
be overcome by the will to realize something more essential and universal.
And I followed the curve of my own consciousness, how it began like that,
and how from there I went on… to other things. I was eighteen. That was my
first attempt to emerge from the exclusively personal viewpoint and pass on
to a broader viewpoint, and to show that the broader, more universal
viewpoint makes you overcome the personal things. But I wondered, “Why
am I remembering this?” Now I understand! It’s there in what you have
written, it’s the same thing. Well, of course, now I wouldn’t be able to write
what I wrote, it would make me laugh!
Yes, hollow.
(Mother laughs)
So I wonder if that isn’t because I should leave it all and enter straight into
another world, a completely different world?
That’s right.
You can do an experiment: note what you would write now, and then you’ll
see.
But then, how should I situate it? I don’t know…. There are two things….
Maybe it’s going to come now!
From a personal point of view, you would save a lot of time if you started
where you are now.
You could begin your book with the end, and then you will see if a beginning
is needed (!) or if, instead of a beginning, there is a sequel. That would be
interesting!
Start with a bang: brrm! What you feel and see now. Situate it according to
your broad outline, begin with that. Then, when it’s written, you will see if it
needs the support of what precedes it or if you can move on to what follows.
***
(Then Mother reads two lines from “Savitri,” the Debate of Love and Death.)
(X.IV.644)
And it came. It was like this: (gesture of self-abandon) the total, complete
self-annulment, annulment of that which can know, of that which tries to
know—even “surrender” isn’t an adequate word: a sort of annulment. And
suddenly it ended with a slight movement as a child could have who doesn’t
know anything, doesn’t try to know anything, doesn’t understand anything,
doesn’t try to understand—but who abandons himself. A slight movement of
such simplicity, such ingenuousness, such extraordinary sweetness (words
can’t express it): nothing, just this (gesture of self-abandon), and
instantaneously, THE Certitude (not expressed, lived), the lived Certitude.
But the anguish had reached its peak: the sense of the futility of human
efforts to understand—to embrace and understand—what isn’t human, what’s
beyond. And I am talking about humanity in its supreme realizations, of
course, when man feels himself to be a god…. That was still down below.
The experience lasted, oh, I don’t know, perhaps a few minutes, but it was…
something.
Only, with a certainty that as soon as you come back, as soon as you just try
to speak one word (or even if you don’t speak), as soon as you try to
formulate in one way or another: finished.
That’s why that realization [the Void] isn’t the goal, that’s exactly why. A
conviction that it isn’t the goal. It’s an absolute necessity, but not the goal.
The goal is something… the capacity to keep That here.
There is only one thing I have noted (that I am forced to note): there is a
power of action on others which infinitely exceeds what it was before. Oh, it
makes waves everywhere, everywhere, even in those people who were the
most settled in their lives and basically fairly satisfied, as much as one can be
—even those are touched.
***
25 June 1912
Read in French No Yes
What is the most useful idea to spread and what is the best example to set?
The question can be considered in two ways, a very general one applicable to
the whole earth, and another specific one which concerns our present social
environment.
From the general point of view, it seems to me that the most useful idea to
spread is twofold:
1) Man carries within himself perfect power, perfect wisdom and perfect
knowledge, and if he wants to possess them, he must discover them in the
depth of his being, by introspection and concentration.
2) These divine qualities are identical at the centre, at the heart of all beings;
this implies the essential unity of all, and all the consequences of solidarity
and fraternity that follow from it.
The best example to give would be the unalloyed serenity and immutably
peaceful happiness which belong to one who knows how to live integrally
this thought of the One God in all.
From the point of view of our present environment, here is the idea which, it
seems to me, it is most useful to spread:
True progressive evolution, an evolution which can lead man to his rightful
happiness, does not lie in any external means, material improvement or social
change. Only a deep and inner process of individual self-perfection can make
for real progress and completely transform the present state of things, and
change suffering and misery into a serene and lasting contentment.
Consequently, the best example is one that shows the first stage of individual
self-perfection which makes possible all the rest, the first victory to be won
over the egoistic personality: disinterestedness.
At a time when all rush upon money as the means to satisfy their innumerable
cravings, one who remains indifferent to wealth and acts, not for the sake of
gain, but solely to follow a disinterested ideal, is probably setting the
example which is most useful at present.
***
21 July 1954
Read in French No Yes
Which of you did not ask questions last time?… The first one!
Candid? It is simple, sincere and does not doubt. We speak mostly of the
candour of a child, who has a simple faith without any doubts.
Sweet Mother, do we push the divine Grace away from us every time we
make a mistake?
There is a very big difference between the mistake made through ignorance
which one will not make again as soon as one knows it is a mistake, and the
mistake made knowing that it is a mistake. And this, indeed, is
called obstinacy! And this is more serious, it is even very serious! It veils the
consciousness very much, veils it so much that after some time one no longer
knows at all that one is making mistakes. One makes them thinking that he
doesn’t. One gives so many excuses and justifications for everything he does,
that he ends up by believing that he is no longer making any mistakes at all.
Then, here, it becomes very serious, because one is incorrigible!
We have already spoken about this once. I have already answered. And I
have told you I won’t repeat twice the same thing, because I want you to get
into the habit of remembering what I have said.
Yes, for instance, if one wants to become somebody very important, to have a
high position or attract the admiration of people around him, to become a
great sadhak, a great sannyasi, a great yogi, etc., somebody quite important,
that is called having a faith full of ambition. You have the faith that this may
happen, you have faith in the Divine, but it is for your own small personal
vainglory; and this is no longer something pure, sincere and true. It is
something that’s entirely for personal profit. Naturally, there is no questions
in this of any self-giving; it is a hoarding of forces as much as it is possible
for you to hoard them, that is to say, the very opposite of the true movement.
This happen much oftener than one would think…. This movement of
ambition is often hidden right in the depths of the being and it pushes you,
like this, from behind… It whips you so that you get on. It is a kind of veiled
pride.
Mother, why do these people receive the force, since the Divine knows that
they are not sincere?
Listen, my child, the Divine never goes by human notions in His ways of
acting. You must get that well into your head, once and for all. He probably
does things without what we call reasons. But anyway, if He has reasons they
are not the same as human reasons, and certainly He does not have the see of
justice as it is understood by men.
For example, you imagine very easily that a man who is craving
for wealth and tries to deceive people in order to get money… According to
your idea of justice, this man ought to be deprived of all his wealth and
reduced to poverty. We find that usually just the opposite happens. But that,
of course, is only a matter of appearances. Behind the appearances, there is
something else…. He exchanges this for other possibilities. He may
have money, but he no longer has a conscience. And, in fact, what almost
always happen is that when he has the money he desired, he is not happy….
And the more he has, usually the less happy he is! He is tormented, you see,
by the wealth he has gained.
You must not judge things from an outer success or a semblance of defeat.
We may say—and generally this is what almost always happens—we could
say that the Divine gives what one desires, and of all lessons this is the best!
For, if your desire is inconscient, obscure, egoistic, you increase the
unconsciousness, the darkness and egoism within yourself; that is to say, this
takes you farther and farther away from the truth, from consciousness and
happiness. It takes you far away from the Divine. And for the Divine,
naturally, only one thing is true—the divine Consciousness, the divine Union.
And each time you put material things in front, you become more and more
materialistic and go farther and farther away from full success.
But for the Truth that other success is a terrible defeat…. You have
exchanged truth for falsehood!
When you do not succeed, quite naturally you turn back on yourself and
within yourself, and you seek within yourself the consolation for your outer
failure. And to those who have a flame within them—if the Divine really
wants to help them, if they are mature enough to be helped, if they are ready
to follow the path—blows will come one after another, because this helps! It
is the most powerful, the most direct, most effective help. If you succeed, be
on your guard, ask yourself: “At what price, what cost have I bought success?
I hope it is not a step towards…”
There are those who have gone beyond this, those who are conscious of their
soul, those who have given themselves entirely, those who—as I said—are
absolutely pure, disinterested, and can succeed without its affecting and
touching them; here, then, it is different. But one must be very high to be able
to bear success. And after all, it is perhaps the last test which the Divine
gives to anyone: “Now that you are noble, you are disinterested, you have no
egoism, you belong only to me, I am going to make you triumph. We are
going to see if you will hold out.”
In what way does the divine Shakti act against the Asuras?
I don’t hear a thing!… Acts against the Asuras? Why do you want to know
that?
It is interesting! (Laughter)
Perhaps to them also She gives what they want to have…. (Silence) And
usually this hastens their end. There are Asuras and Asuras… that is to say…
no, the Asuras are Asuras, but there are all those who have come out of them,
and who are beings of an inferior kind.
An Asura is generally a conscious being and he knows he has an end. He
knows that the attitude he has taken up in the universe is bound to destroy
him after a certain time. Naturally, the time of an Asura is extremely long if
we compare it with the lifetime of man. But still, he knows there is an end,
because he has cut himself off from Eternity. And so he tries to realise his
plan as totally as he can until the day of his complete defeat. And it is
possible that if he is allowed to do it, the defeat will come sooner. It is
perhaps for this reason that at the time great things are about to be
accomplished—it is at this time that the adverse forces are most active, most
violently active, and apparently the most fully successful. They seem to have
a clear field: it is perhaps in order that things may be more rapidly finished.
(Long silence)
Is that all?
7 August 1957
Show Page Number No Yes
Sri Aurobindo has written: “The descent of the Supermind will bring to one
who receives it and is fulfilled in the truth-consciousness all the possibilities
of the divine life. It will take up not only the whole characteristic experience
which we recognise already as constituting the spiritual life but also all
which we now exclude from that category….”
It is also said that the descent will make the change easier.1
There are two points which resist strongly—all that has to do with politics
and all that has to do with money. These are the two points on which it is
most difficult to change the human attitude.
As for financial matters, that is, finding a means of exchange and production
which is simple—“simple”, well, which should be simple, simpler than the
primitive system of exchange in which people had to give one thing to get
another—something which could in principle be world-wide, universal; this
is also altogether indispensable for the simplification of life. Now, with
human nature, just the very opposite is happening! The situation is such that
it has become almost—intolerable. It has become almost impossible to have
the least relation with other countries, and that much-vaunted means of
exchange which should have been a simplification has become such a
complication that we shall soon reach a deadlock—we are very, very close to
being unable to do anything, to being tied up in everything. If one wants the
smallest thing from another country, one has to follow such complicated and
laborious procedures that in the end one will stay in one’s own little corner
and be satisfied with the potatoes one can grow in one’s garden, without
hoping to know anything at all about what is going on and happening
elsewhere.
Well, these two points are the most resistant. In the human consciousness this
is most subject to the forces of ignorance, inconscience and, I must say, quite
generally, ill-will. This is what most refuses all progress and all advance
towards the truth; and unfortunately, in every human individual this is also
the point of resistance, the point that remains narrowly stupid and refuses to
understand anything it is not used to. There it is truly a heroic act to want to
take up these things and transform them. Well, we are trying this also, and
unless it is done, it will be impossible to change the conditions of the earth.
There. This is the situation. It has grown considerably worse since the last
war; it grows worse year by year, and one finds oneself in such a ridiculous
situation that, unfortunately, as one is at the end of one’s resources, to
simplify what has been made so complicated, there is an idea in the earth-
atmosphere—an idea which might be called preposterous, but unhappily it is
much worse than preposterous, it is catastrophic—the idea that if there were a
great upheaval, perhaps it would be better afterwards…. One is so jammed
between prohibitions, impossibilities, interdictions, rules, the complications
of every second, that one feels stifled and really gets the admirable idea that
if everything were demolished perhaps it would be better afterwards!…. It is
in the air. And all the governments have put themselves in such impossible
conditions; they have become so tied up that it seems to them they will have
to break everything to be able to move forward…. (Silence) This is
unfortunately a little more than a possibility, it is a very serious threat. And it
is not quite certain that life will not be made still more impossible because
one feels incapable of emerging from the chaos—the chaos of complications
—in which humanity has put itself. It is like the shadow—but unfortunately a
very active shadow—of the new hope which has sprung up in the human
consciousness, a hope and a need for something more harmonious; and the
need becomes so much more acute as life, as it is at present organised,
becomes more and more contrary to it. The two opposites are facing each
other with such intensity that one can expect something like an explosion….
(Silence)
This is the condition of the earth, and it is not very bright. But for us one
possibility remains—I have spoken about it to you several times already—
even if, outside, things are deteriorating completely and the catastrophe
cannot possibly be avoided, there remains for us, I mean those for whom the
supramental life is not a vain dream, those who have faith in its reality and
the aspiration to realise it—I don’t necessarily mean those who have gathered
here in Pondicherry, in the Ashram, but those who have as a link between
them the knowledge Sri Aurobindo has given and the will to live according to
that knowledge—there remains for them the possibility of intensifying their
aspiration, their will, their effort, to gather their energies together and shorten
the time for the realisation. There remains for them the possibility of working
this miracle—individually and to a small extent collectively—of conquering
space, duration, the time needed for this realisation; of replacing time by
intensity of effort and going fast enough and far enough in the realisation to
liberate themselves from the consequences of the present condition of the
world; of making such a concentration of force, strength, light, truth, that by
this very realisation they can be above these consequences and secure against
them, enjoy the protection bestowed by the Light and Truth, by Purity—the
divine Purity through the inner transformation—and that the storm may pass
over the world without being able to destroy this great hope of the near
future; that the tempest may not sweep away this beginning of realisation.
This is possible. In a very small way, this was already done during the last
war, when Sri Aurobindo was here. It can be done again. But one must want
it and each one must do his own work as sincerely and completely as he can.
1. "A divine life on earth need not be a thing apart and exclusive having
nothing to do with the common earthly existence: it will take up human
being and human life, transform what can be transformed, spiritualise
whatever can be spiritualised, cast its influence on the rest and
effectuate either a radical or an uplifting change, bring about a deeper
communion between the universal and the individual, invade the ideal
with the spiritual truth of which it is a luminous shadow and help to
uplift into or towards a greater and higher existence.... It is obvious that
if the Supermind is there and an order of supramental being is
established as the leading principle in earth-nature, as mind is now the
leading principle, but with a sureness, a complete government of the
earthly existence, a capacity of transformation of all upon their level
and within their natural boundaries of which the mind in its
imperfection was not capable, an immense change of human life, even
if it did not extend to transformation would be inevitable."
8 September 1965
***
1966
Jan
All life is yoga. Therefore one cannot live without practising the supreme
yoga.
All things are as they should be, when they should be.
Nothing is compulsory.
14) What will be the relations between the inhabitants of Auroville and the
outside world?
We do not know.2
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