Please God I'M Only 17 By: Dr. Michael Lee Poling
Please God I'M Only 17 By: Dr. Michael Lee Poling
Please God I'M Only 17 By: Dr. Michael Lee Poling
The day I died was an ordinary school day. How I wish I had taken the bus. But I was too cool for the bus. I
remember how I wheedled the car out of my mom, “special favor” I pleaded. “All of the kids drive.”
When the 2:50 bell rang, I threw all my books in the locker. I was free until 8:40 tomorrow morning. I ran to the
parking lot, excited at the thought of driving a car and being my own boss. Free!
It doesn’t matter how the accident happened. I was goofing off – going too fast- taking crazy chances. But I was
enjoying my freedom and having fun. The last thing I remember was passing an old lady who seemed to be
going awfully slow, I heard a deafening crash. I felt a terrible jolt. Glass and steel flew everywhere. My whole
Suddenly I was awakened; it was very quiet. A police officer was standing over me. Then I saw a doctor. My
body was mangled. I was saturated in blood. Pieces of jagged glass were sticking out all over. Strange that I
Hey, don’t pull that sheet over my head! I can’t be dead. I’m only 17. I’ve got a date tonight. I’m supposed to
grow up and have a wonderful life. I haven’t lived yet. I can’t be dead!
Later I was placed in a drawer. My folks had to identify me. Why did they have to see mee like this? Why did I
have to look at Mom’s eyes when she faced the most terrifying ordeal of her life? Dad suddenly looked like he
The funeral was a weird experience. I saw all of my relatives and friends walk toward the casket. They passed
by, one by one, and looked at me with the saddest eyes I’ve ever seen. Some of my buddies were crying. A few
Please – somebody – wake me up! Get me out of here! I can’t bear to see my mom and dad so broken up. My
grandparents are so racked with grief that they can hardly walk. My brothers and sisters are like zombies. They
move like robots. In a daze, everybody. No one can believe this. And I can’t believe it either.
Please don’t bury me! I’m not dead! I have a lot of living to do! I want to laugh and run again. I want to sing
and dance. Please don’t put me in the ground. I promise if you give me just one more chance God, I’ll be the
most careful driver in the whole world. All I want is one more chance!