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 A Hot Pot of
Roasted Poems

Rohitash Chandra

Published by
The Blue Fog Journal
Lulu Press
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 Also by Rohitash Chandra

Barefoot on Soft River Sand

Namaste Fiji: The International Anthology (Editor),

The Blue Fog Journal, July, 2007.

December 2006 Issue (Editor), The Blue Fog Journal.

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for my Mother

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 The publication of this book has been made possible by the
generosity of Ratu Joni Madraiwiwi.

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Author’s Notes
Some poems from this collection are taken from my previous
collection Barefoot on Soft River Sand. The poems in this collection
address a wide range of themes. I have written these in a passion
for life, peace, and the love of god.

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Acknowledgements
My sincere gratitude to Ratu Joni Madraiwiwi, Devanesh Sharma,
Reshma and Michael Dutta, Christian Omlin, Moiz Munif, Roneel
Chand, Siddharta Sharma, Satendra Nandan, Jyoti and Kavita
Nandan, friends and teachers of Saraswati College, colleagues at
USP and The University of Fiji, for their inspiration, support and
guidance in the publication of this book.

My deep appreciation to Mr. Nam, a noble and respected Korean

artist; this book is inspired by his teachings of art and life. I am
thankful to Mom, Roni, my two sisters Ranjeeta and Ranjeeni.

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 To Fiji

‘Let’s soak in the rain of reconciliation

and unity and rebuild the country.’

‘There are a lot of religious and racial differences among

people throughout the world. Let’s put all forms of differences
aside and unite mankind to make earth and heaven one.’

‘We call God by different names, God is one.

Religion is a means of reaching God, religion is not God.
Tradition and rituals are the creation of men in the name of
God. One can obtain salvation with good karma and
meditation.’

‘Ignorance is the darkness, let the light of knowledge

shine in and set you free.’

‘Love is the road to God realization. Walk on it.’

Rohitash Chandra

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Contents
I. Sugar-Coated Youth 1
and Illuminated Nature

II. Love, Romance and Passion 17

III. The Science and Philosophy of Things 33

IV. Spirituality 51

V. Peace and Freedom 61

VI. Nature and Survival 69

VII. Untitled 77

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 I Sugar-Coated Youth
and Illuminated Nature

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Summer in Fiji
Green mangoes
hang on trees
like beads
of fancy earrings.

Green weeds creep

while flowers drip
fragrance in the air
and blossom
in the season splendid.

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 The King of the Sky
for Manoca Back-Road

The young lad ran out the bed,

new plans for the day he laid.
Crossed bamboos— light weight,
with ‘noose-paper’ folded a kite.

An eel was the tail,

he ran out the door to test its sail.
No leaf moved as no wind threw any gale,
never mind — his plans will not fail.

He flung his kite up in the air,

ran on the road without despair.
His kite gained height,
far away— far away the light weight.

He tightened and loosened the string,

and steered his kite to bring—
It away from the electric poles,
in his hands— the string roll.

The roll of string was,

spinning on an axel made of a twig
He was unwinding a lot of thread,
sailing ahead—the birds flying around were scared—

They thought that the kite was a hawk,

some birds seemed provoked
Sail with winds away,
the mighty king in control of a boy.

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It should not rain today,
or wet, his kite will fall in dismay.
He joined many more strings,
and released the kite with wind swings.

Soon as a dot in the sky,

behind the clouds, it was far lost by
Tired with the joy of the day
for home heads the sailor boy.

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 Growing Up in a Small Village
for Saraswati Primary Manoca School

Yes, I walked down the tracks

—Through the jungles, in school to doodle,
In my books hiding under the desks
—I scribbled pictures of superman and the poodles.

The tracks were covered with marks of hooves

And lumps, lumps of cow dung
I swing, I swing large plastic hoops
Those I picked as junk.

One summer I saw this soil parting with cracks,

In rain my shoes on sticky muddy puddles.
The boys looking at the sky with a kite lack—
The breeze, when leaves are silent and slack.

Wait all day for the ting tang of the metal bell,
Books — books fill the so called sacks
In a line marching along the tracks we shall
Carry these sacks, full of sweat on our backs.

Go home for the soup of two-minute noodle,

Relax for a while and again stealthily doodle.
Now I wish my life’s colours could turn,
And I, again a child from man.

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Paintings in the Sky
The rising
yellow round spark
is throwing colours,
penetrating into the clouds,
fading into cirrus
glowing the edges
of cumulonimbus.

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 Rain in Nausori
for the empty rice fields

Rain falls and crumbles

on the corrugated iron roof
like rice grains
from the field’s yield
crumble and tumble
on the tarpaulin
in the harvesting season.

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When I was Young
for Ranjeeta

When I was young

— at age of six or more,
I was passionate
for the drops with a soft glow.
Whenever the rain crackled
like grains falling on the roof
I would gaze from the inside
to see the drops that hop
— bouncing on water tops.

My chin on my hand palms,

with thoughts on wrapped short arms
I wondered of horses and cows
that after the hot shine
nodded at the rainbow.
I would stare and stare
— to see the crackling flare
Whenever thunder roared,
they said that huge drums
were rolled by the gods.

I would spread my hands

to feel and touch
the stream of the drops
falling from the roof tops.
I stand there watching
the leaves fast floating
with the water soaking in
all the soil it can,
washing all the particles of sand.

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 I remember the vision
the beautiful rainy season
The way a rain drop
bounce in the water and hop
The drops were so shiny
on my hands that were soft and tiny.

Give me permission
to run out of the porch
and reach my hands for the drops
to dissolve with the wind of the season
with arms wide open
and purify in the rain with no genuine reason,
for just a little joy and enlightenment.

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Candlelight
Eat all the air — give light
Swiftly — move in a rhythm
Burn — the candle.

Shrink and glow, as you grow

Smaller; like a lamp post
With giant water drops
Clinging side to side,
To the bottom the drops slide
And slowly freeze.

A unique shape you obtain,

From far away you gleam,
Miracles performed by the light beam.

Eat the dark

Spread your art.

Dark like a ghost,

Tries to capture you
With all the power
It can shower
Sooner or later
You may not remain,
I will light another candle,
Then shall we meet again.

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 Dusk
The sun like a loose kite
is slowly falling
into the mountains.

The north-east trade winds

blow a soft gale
while the clouds fade from
one colour into another.

The moon with its round crater-face

and magical spell of faded shadows
all night befriends
the lonely man with a tired face,
walking home,
tired and trapped
in the shoe of a long hard day
knitted by its lace.

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Water Puddles
for Mrs Sharma

The ants felt the drops on them,

huge and lumpy
some were carried away rolling
down the tracks bumpy.
Thunder crackled with light
roaring like trampling dynamite.
— Millions of soft and tiny pearls
which were to feed the hungry sea shells
fell and bounced in the dry well
soaking the dusty earth’s dry swirls.

The ducks had flapped their wings dry

—now the dusty earth and sand
is now muddy by the sky
The shrubs along the roads
covered by the dust
— brown, were green again
purified with the rain.

The plants flower—

while creeks full of water
New twigs emerge from the old seeds
soon the field would yield
Frangipanis would blossom
farmers would sing
of the rain and all the new season
has to bring.

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 The Goat and the Kid
for Kumari

In the field down the wild hill

in soft grass, in green weed.
the goat which had a big summer belly
has birthed a white-coated kid.

The white-coated kid shines bright

when the sun mingles its fur with light.

The young has big floppy ears

round eyes and fur so soft and dear,
a bell under the neck
the kid its little tail wags.

The young cuddles

— its mother's breast
to suck milk in jerks,
wagging its pony tail
behind its legs.

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He Likes to Eat
He ate and ate
Took huge bites
Till his tummy felt tight
He gained— he gained weight.
He never cared about being fat
had a tummy big and wide to let
He walked a little and often sat—
—could win any eating bet.

Sometimes he was as lazy —

as an overfed cat
offered girls flowers like daisies—
so he could chat
He walked like a giant tortoise
with a heavy load on its back
chocolate-coated candy was all
he would fill in his bedside sack.

His hunger would quicken

If anyone talked about chicken
Whenever he ate ham and bacon,
A bucketful of water
in the morning would him awaken.
He always said, as eating by his television lay
That he would change the food he had
Or he would tumble and potatoes be fed
His heart would choke and be lazy dead.

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 The Yellow Morning
Slowly light eats the dark
—with its spark.
The sun — a bright egg yolk
—burns and rises like a balloon in the sky,
and stretches its arm of ray particles
which penetrate the clouds
—glowing golden edges near the bright yolk
energizing the land and the horizon.

The flowers are like little factories

where the bees and birds
come to work everyday.
The bright yellow yolk in the sky
rings bells for them—
to open up and attract
new workers day by day.

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II Love, Romance and Passion

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Breathing in Love
for Roni

I notice the flowers by the roadside

Which I used to ignore before,
Thin blue skies and floating wool-like clouds
And green leaves dancing in rain shrouds.

With a vacant mind I observe

bright colourful flowers
Barefoot I digest the crisp of leaves
crumbling in the garden.

Usually I smile for no reason, taste the rain and shiver

Now my soul floats like a bamboo in the river
Happy the current might carry me somewhere
Scared I used to be, in love now I can dare.

Songs often play in my mind

While back and forth with thoughts I wind.
At night by my window, I smile at the moon
In love, I feel my heart pounding in tune.

Sugar tastes sweeter these days

I used to live before, now alive in glorious ways
My body is now in tune with my spirit
Love flow in my veins – head to feet.

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 Blue Eyes
Her eyes were,
like the entire deep blue sea
Trapped inside a pearl
of the clam shell.

From the steep rocky cliff

he stared into the deep blue sea,
Then he tripped and fell
straight into the shell
And trapped he was
inside the pearl.

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The Sound of Music
for Roni

Love sprinkles in the air

As we dance hand in hand,
The glass of wine tastes
Your lips with mine
While the melody moves
In through your bones making
Your muscles soft and move
Along with the tune
Your body now in my control,
The wind is playing softly on your skin
Not so harsh to blow off the candles,
Now my hand slides on your waist
And we slowly move closer and closer
Your eyes spark up with a gesture dear
To my heart which drowns in love
As we kiss gently in the moonlight.

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 Day by day
Day by day
the tree of love grows
firm to withstand the wind
and storm of everyday life
its roots firmly in the soil
the branches garnished with
soft green leaves grow and
look towards the sky in hope
for rain – then flowers blossom
and sprinkle fragrance
of love in the air.

Day by day the tree of love

and life grows.

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Feeling in Love
It feels like being in a pond
Funny, I feel like growing a horn.
I can with pleasure roll in green lawn,
And walk barefoot in foam.

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 Their First Kiss
Quietly they were hiding in a room
surrounded with the clouds in fuzzy
heart pounding beats around their head.

While approaching her, he felt his body warm

—the veins rushing blood through his body
led the war between excitement and fear
that someone might notice their beautiful secret affair.

The fear dissolved with the wind,

as he touched her hand for the first time,
held it softly at first — tightened it,
as she was looking towards the ground.
—with his other hand, he softly touched
her chin and tilted it upwards; then her eyes, captured
in his, lit– as if there was a candlelight from which the
spark gave a reflection on her eye.

He could tell that she was shivering without rain

—and another touch from his hand on her hips
a spark in her body from which she trembled.

Then he held his fingers on her cheeks

—their lips melted with each other
and trembled for long, they could not hear anything else
but only feel the presence of each other — two souls felt
their body and merged into one, lost in time.

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Almost
That was it for them,
they were quarrelling
like birds on the roofing iron.
He held her soft hand
and tried to force her to get out—

Suddenly she tripped

and her body flung towards him,
her breasts almost on his chest,
he could not fight
the war boiling in him
between his anger and her soft attraction.

They stopped for a second

and at peace—ceasefire
they looked at each other
it was not worth fighting,
their bodies couldn’t resist each other
he held her fiercely by her waist,
in seconds the hormones of anger
turned into lust
and love flowed in through their veins
clinging behind the red blood cells.

Like never before

all over on each other,
they kissed.

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 Confessions
The words he tries to utter
lock up in his throat
His heart thumps to flutter
when he memories recall.

He pictured her in a tub with foam

her wet soaking body in soft gown
For a glimpse of her smile
he would in her valley roam.

Desires in a candle light gleam

as her soft lips near he’s seen
His body melts like a candle wax keen
when towards him she leans.

He, like a piece of cloth

on her body would fold —with an oath.
That his love is worth
ingots of gold—confessions behold.

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 The Bride, The Bridegroom
The bride with her bridegroom
together in the light of the new moon
Cupid is showering soft petals in the room,
soon would lust in unjust eyes bloom.
Why wait, why wait long for this night
just to hold in bed, thee soft hands light
To be tied, tied strong in this vow
no storm shall, apart them blow.

Roses and marigold scatter all around their bed,

in the gleam of the flame, petals had shred.
As pretty as a goddess, his heart swings to and fro
hands around her knees, her head shy and low.
When he gets closer, expressions on her face grow
she acts as this she doesn’t know.
He tries to speak, a romantic poem he has to recite
all he thinks of, is to kiss her gently in the candlelight.

Swiftly he tilted her head, and turned deep into her eyes
they were lost in time, neither in control
The sweat on his skin, her lips taste like sugar-salt
hungry for pleasure, none could slow or halt.
She tried to, but in pleasure couldn't stop to speak
at times he heard her voice, later not a sound or noise
In the glowing candle, her eyes to him would shy-seek
she was the fish in him, he was the creek.

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 Falling in Love
The lady is falling—
in the well with the gentleman,
holding on to a few balloons
falling into the chocolate walled room
splashing into milkshakes
and kissing with lips that taste
sweet like cake.

The gentleman is rolling in bed—

with soft petals of roses red
Her beauty is glowing in candlelight
with sweet glossy lips bright
They are both tied together with a thread
in the strong rolling bed.

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Silence
for Reshma and Michael

They sit together in the bus

no expressions to share
Sometimes their bodies touch—hush
her eyes would not even glare.

They wait and wait for one to speak

but false glory holds up care
No one would dare to make a sound
–when silence is hard to bare.

It hurts a lot— a tiny piece of dirt

in one’s eye, makes the vision blurry
There is no good done with the words
that come and go in flurry.

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 Desires
Please come wet wrapped
from the bathroom, in a towel
then in my arms, on the bed
I would your body fold.

Please do not mind my eyes,

in bed—I’m in control,
the way you surrender,
when my love on you fall.

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Quench
The night cold
with a shower of breeze
is playing on her skin;

He is getting closer
her eyes get illuminated
as her heart rings bells
butterflies in her stomach.

Close— his eyes magically in control

her body surrenders to his touch
as his thirst, on her lips grows
desires swing to and fro.

In his passion
her body surrenders in his arms
they dance slowly in the room
lighted with hundreds of candles.

Close— her body melts with pleasure,

their souls enlighten with the candlelight
corresponding with the slow tune
her hips swing with him in the room.

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 Beauty
Her skin like berries ripe,
with spots of few pimples
Flowers blossom in her smile
as her cheeks curl down into a dimple.

Her eyes are diamonds,

pearls are earrings
Lips O sweet lips— damp wine,
her shoulders rhyme with her hips.

She walks tall and daisies fall above all,

her dress folds while men’s eyes down her legs crawl
When her clothes soak in rain
—for a glimpse of her skin, men tumble and fall.

How perfect must god have been to carve?

her skin bone and flesh,
Of many creations men may love,
women’s beauty has god blessed.

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III The Science and Philosophy of Things

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Beware
for Ratu Joni

The boy at the science fair said

—Beware; in another five billion years
the sun will explode into a supernova
consuming the entire planetary system.

The weatherman said

—Beware; the next ice age may be here soon
changing the entire weather system,
cause and effect of the toxic that we produce.

The poor fisherman with a hungry hook said

—Beware; the ocean is rising, the polar caps melting
soon we will with surgery develop gills and flip
– like underwater fish.

The man with the broken limb said

—Beware; biological and chemical weapons
are so powerful – human tissue can melt
in hours without much pain.

The little boy in the refugee camp said

—Beware; human figures are developing big tummies:
thin arms and legs – as if stick figures in cartoons are
evolving
food is scarce in the Third World.

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 Pain and Pleasure
Pain and pleasure
are the two
distinct variables
in the equation
of life
which is governed
by the simple principle
of time
and heartbeats.

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Joining Together
The atoms join together
to form molecules as cells and fibres
which make up the tissues
of our muscles and bones.
Veins are wired
with the tissues into the
skin covering our body.

People live together as families

in villages – together
in society which altogether make
up a country— joining together
making up the world.

Planets rotate around the stars

millions of stars rotate around
the galactic centre making up together
the Milky Way
millions of eyes above
are illuminating the sky dark.

Galaxies together with space

time, matter and energy
make up the universe
all being God.

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 Transformation of Energy
for Ashish

I wonder
what was there—
before the very instance
when time began.

Before —Time and energy,

Before —Space and matter,
Before —Light and the big explosion.

Somehow the universe

just happened and
all there is—
Energy transformation:

Stars age
explode into supernova
turn into the mysterious
Black Hole
or die into a white dwarf.

Trees die into timber,

Later wilt into soil—
or burn into smoke
and turn to ashes.

The beating heart stops—

Life starts all over again
in some mother’s womb.

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All that we care about
— this body, this flesh
turns into ashes or rots into soil.

At least our flesh

feeds some hungry worms,
Our soul is a piece
of glowing energy that
transforms.

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 The Terrible Invention
Of all the inventors
he was a dead disgrace,
What in mind did he think of
for what he had made.

The wars had not been this bloody

with axes and swords
although unreasonable,
the bloodshed was low:

Now hundreds of thousands

can be killed at once
With one small trigger
—there is a big blow.

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Confused I
for Mrs. Reddy

Am I
A verse from the
Holy book,
A creation by
The mythical god,
When my heart halts,
Where do I go— ?
–To hell or to the heavenly lord?

Am I
An article from
A scientific book?

What am I?

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 Cycles
for Christian

We rise from the soil

eating green —hunting
running —sleeping
developing tissue and vein
going to school for brain.

We retire into strained

overlapping skin and tissue,
grey hair—big bellies
and old age diseases.

We fall six feet deep,

rot into the soil
from which we had risen
in the first place
we complete the cycle
of nature:

Just like water

that turns into vapour
by the glance of the sun
and fall as rain into water again.

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Our Existence
Physically we are cell joined muscles
and bones. A mechanism beats in our chest
and pumps fuel all over our body.
Someday the mechanism gets tired and stops
our soul would evaporate and fly away
while the body on the soil would drop.

Spiritually we are more than our brain;

our soul is connected with the universe,
we believe in things that may we not see
and for our belief—
we are spiritually connected.

We try to explain all that surrounds us

clinging on the fingers of science and religion.
We are governed with the mechanism of politics—
and easily fooled by some.

We classify ourselves into races and religion,

we develop our own gods in our mind
chanting hymns— forming religious organizations
and live by the rules of the scriptures.

We consider ourselves
superior to other animals
for the superiority of our intelligence,
we harm and hunt them;
—we cage and feed them
once they grow
—for blood marinated fibres of meat,
we kill and eat them.

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 We are constrained in our mind
our thinking is usually bound by religion,
politics and tradition.
We think — we are in the centre of the universe
mother nature revolves around us
as we transform soft green to rubble.

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Life
for Bhiswa and Deva Bhaiya

We as children
invest our happiness in toys
chocolates and ice-cream,
we grow — attend primary schools
run around the green fields
engage in sports—building our bones.

We grow—as teenagers,
attend secondary schools
—we fall in love blindly and hurt ourselves.
We grow—our hormones sizzle in our body
as teenagers we dangle in love and lust.

We grow— develop into a career

raise money—buy a house,
get married and form a family.
The early years we live in lust and romance
then it gets slow… we live with an emptiness
and to fill it—we have a baby.
Our home fills with glory again—
we hold the soft tender fingers
guide our children to walk the road of life,
we watch them grow
we feed their stomach with grains
we feed their minds with knowledge and wisdom.

We grow old, our children grown

we wait—to witness the glory of our children’s marriage
then we wait again—to play with our grandchildren.

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 We have lived, we have laughed
we fell in love and lived in it
sometimes we tripped and fell
cried and slept with sorrow and pain
Finally, with our experience of life and all in it,
—we retire into the soil.

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The Birth of the Universe

A spark flicked
in empty space,
the clock time
ticked from zero.

A big bang
in empty space
of nothingness,
time was born.
matter illuminated
with energy.

The stars were formed

the massive galaxies —
into revolution
the planets journey the sun
life—living cells joining
into intelligent beings
us.

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 For Life
I as a butterfly
wandered through
the edge of the universe
travelling across the milky way
among the fireworks of stars
through the planets,
the solar system
and brilliant coloured gas clouds
in search for a home
a mother’s womb
for life, for breath.

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I Draw the World
I wish that I could
take out a paper
and some coloured pencils,
then with green —draw the trees
give them some role
make yellow—the sun
and draw clouds
that do not rain acid
light blue —the sky,
without a ozone hole.

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 Food
So much to eat
—millions die
blocking arteries,
bulging with potatoes.

So little to eat
—millions die of
hunger and malnutrition
big tummies, thin legs
pale wide eyes
and sores of life.

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IV Spirituality

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After Death
Nail my coffin and carry me towards the sea,
its peaceful near the sea, winds blowing—
there is an old graveyard near.
I might not feel anything— deep six feet under
but the trees around me will,
their roots will pass on your messages.
I might be told of your utterance
— as you speak above me
so don’t drop a tear, for that a tear might squeeze
in through the soil and be all over me.

Look out for the signs,

of the clouds and singing birds, smiling flowers,
they all would mean —
I love you and am waiting for the day,
to be running in primary school as a boy
till we meet again…

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 Processing the Dead?
The preacher at the church tells me,
leave your religion, and come to mine
for you pray to the idols and stones
in which there’s Devil’s grime.
Religions confuse me:
one says resurrection,
the other reincarnation.

Is there a security officer sitting

for processing beliefs of the dead?
He shall command the dead:
Christians form a line to the right,
Hindus form a line to the left.
“You will be processed further
according to the beliefs you had”.

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Feeling Lost Within
I sit in a small bus; it’s dark
I sit in the middle of the seat; feel uncomfortable,
—a huge guy is sitting beside me,
I compress my body and feel lost within
making no eye contacts
trying not to look at the stranger;
the lights from the incoming vehicle hit my eye;
I wander outside looking at the beautiful houses
the lights at their porch from inside the bus
and wish for a better house to live in.

The breeze hits my face flowing;

just enough to cause the sinus pain
from the cold coke that I drank in the day.
The bus is moving as if
the destination will never come;
shaking— I have to stand the smell of sweat
and the sweat from all day
dried up in the leather of the seat.

Finally passing through the old metal bridge

I come to my destination; I give a dollar fifty cents to the
driver. The driver is busy;
I try not to make any eye contacts
I walk towards the taxi—for a drive towards home the
driver asks questions about the gravel road condition; he
rejects, I walk towards another taxi—the rejection by the
previous driver hits my head; slowly I speak—
“ Irrigation Road”.

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 I sit in the taxi;
squeezing my body towards the door
the driver is speaking;
I can’t hear him even though his voice is loud;
I look up towards the black sky,
and stare at the moon.

—I walk into my room making no eye contacts;

fall into bed and think about god
having no image of god in my head;
I try not think of Jesus, Rama or Buddha
For me these are man-made gods;
I think of not praying;
god may already know about the situation?
If He is God then He knows everything
A prayer is like a waking call for what He already
knows.

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Final Thoughts by the Sea
for Jyoti

Up in the sky,
a vision of twinkling stars
made him wander,
near the sea.
He took off the load
down his shoulder,
of good memories and tears:

He thought of
his day as a boy,
waiting for summer
flying his best kite
lying like a child close to his mother,
the grumbling of his father.

The love for his wife

all that happiness she gave
the grief he shared with his children,
when she died.

Then the roaring waves thumped

the moment on the sand feared by all
but not by his heart’s thick wall.
He touched his skin cold
and felt his stiff bones
his cold body
was then left by his warm soul.

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 The Glory of Heaven
Never had he seen grass so green
Cool clean breeze, his eyes open keen
For that he saw colour bright
Never faded, and been
Always day, not night.

No more tired and stiff his muscles

No more trapped in body weight
Gliding as a cloud above the air
He felt forever free and light.

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When Heartbeat Stops
The stormy season shall
soon pass on
for heavenly joy and lark
Soon will new orchids bloom,
after old heartbeats stop.

Leaving his body,

he shall sail
with an angel or dove.
Towards spiritual treasure
where the rainbow drops.

While sailing towards heaven

his soul in its spirit hop
With good karma, one’s soul
on the gates of heaven
for salvation stop.

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 A Dying Man Wishes to Live Again
With the sighs of the owl,
moves and struggles my soul
I wish to breathe again
thus sweat and bleed for grain.
my soul is not free—
for emotions and love, my spirit flees.

Flip your wings away

—spare my soul angel,
I will not leave this body to embark
darkness shall not dismay,
the gleam of my enlightened soul,
is still a burning spark.

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V Peace and Freedom

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Recipe for Unity and Freedom
for Satendra and Jyoti Nandan

Step 1:
Wash the vegetables and meat
gently in tap water
taking dirt and hatred away.

Step 2:
Prepare some gravy
by mixing all the elements
from each race and religion
diversifying the taste with unity,
stir in for five minutes then
let it cool and marinate for an hour.

Step 3:
Stir-fry the sauce and vegetables
in such a way that all the races
are mixed up unified,
so they cannot tell the difference from
each other.
Sprinkle the ingredients of tradition
heritage and culture.
—the more diverse the varieties
the better it tastes!

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 Step 4:
Fry the meat as usual
and pour in the blended material
into the pot of peace,
stir with a wooden spoon for five minutes,
then serve with rice in a wooden bowl
garnished with unity and freedom
—ready to eat!

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Assume Being Free From Wars
The war has ended in the Middle East
Terrorists have surrendered in the west
Borders and bricks slowly began to fall,
Now serve as artefacts, all the borders and walls.

India and Pakistan are one again,

Israel with Palestine, are together without claim
Man for peace, has returned from refugee camps
Women and children, hold safe hands.

Somehow a wonderful miracle sweetened the air

As peaceful as the sheep grazing with the deer
Dark fades away, so does man’s cruelty and fear
No more for deer hunted the bear.

The many religions that man turned to

Taboos and differences in man's mind grew,
Rulers of greed and dictators fell for their deeds
Turned into fire and were burned like weeds.

Now judge no man by skin colour—hair or religion,

They are starved no more— for a leader’s joy or fun.
Rulers make no more the murderous gun
Man can walk without fear, free in the sun.

Now he eats bacon she eats ham, they are one again
Wars for religion are left aside
For religion and land, man had fought many Jihads
besides;
Hundreds were buried at once in huge mass graves.

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 What will happen to the corrupted leader, where will he
perform?
The growing season is over, has ripened the deeds of corn
The grief and tears of people be all gone—
The falling tree has grown a bud, now he shall mourn.

Finally man has learnt the reason of life, as seen and gone,
The sacrificial journeys up the river
— to breed and die like the salmon
Now that the church and temple are all foregone
The heart of man is for now—God’s home.

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Fiji Islands, May 19th 2000
I
The light blue sky occupied,
with patches of funny
shaped wool, hanging
above the blue ocean in motion
—splashing on rocks—green leaves
of the rain forest —the gentle breeze
play its soft forest tune.

Green coconuts and kava

surrenders on every taste bud.

II
Suddenly the wind flow seized
—dark clouds circled Suva
clouds grumbled loud
and lightning played
from the sky like firecrackers.

The string of hope broke

—the people’s government
captured like birds in a cage
In some villages
Indian homes were first looted
then burnt,
in celebration, for glory,
envy and false claims.

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 The Miracle
The sky sprinkled colourful fireworks
and the land was illuminated with
millions of candles when all sorts of
leaders from all over the world talked
of peace and brotherly love. In weeks
the good news of peace was spread
all over the world. All countries united
and merged into one. Arms and
ammunition were destroyed,
borders vanished —all races and religion
were treated equal. Soldiers no
more with guns, were doing campaigns
of reconciliation and unity. Words
of peace were taught in schools and
religious organizations participated in
the movement of love and unity.

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VI Nature and Survival

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Hurricane Kina

The grey lumpy clouds gather around

— quarrel groaning and roaring
coughing out sparks of lights,
while drops up the clouds are pouring.

The coconut trees are caught up

in their battle with the winds
they swing to and fro helplessly
now that the wind is in control.

The electric poles are rigid for now,

they might not hold up long,
big tree branches near the cables entangle
fireworks of Deepawali, sparks from pole to pole.

The roofing iron is loosely flying,

undoing the nails—carrying broken rafters along
while ducks are flapping wings,
as shattered leaves float dead in the compound.

The grass all around is bent over— sleeping

as if a helicopter flying low had passed through,
rain is pouring while the clouds are all over roaring,
an old radio speaker is noisily cautioning.

The winds run slow and fast again,

like playing some children’s game,
water is rising, it is not surprising
buckets of water up the sky had poured.

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 The river soon be busting out its banks
and reuniting by water, masses of separated land
the guests soon be pouring into the house,
with its relatives of dissolved mud and sand.

Some trees are uprooted and half submerged in water,

the fight is over, the wind has knocked them in a round.
broken windows and doors surrender—
life beating is floating — struggling helplessly around.

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The Tsunami Victims
December 26th 2004

My words hurt to describe

—what is left by the tsunami waves
That roared from all the sides—
and washed away two hundred thousand lives.

Now bare naked soil

swept out to the sea— people and poor people’s toil
The whole town full of people — vanished,
villagers were solemn gone, no one left to mourn.

The sail and ships were smashed into wood chips;

nothing is there left to keep
Drowned the fisherman, the farmer and the cook
a new record has been set in Tragedies book.

The trees were broken —ripped and torn,

leaving the body, their spirits have gone
Gone all gone, left rubble
only flesh and dead flesh seems to gurgle.

Those counting bodies could witness the pain

all wrecks— all wrecks, left no grain
Bodies were buried in mass graves
now silent and calm the dark waves.

Some left unidentified corpse at the roadside

wait till someone comes to claim the rotten remains
Or let the soil consume the fallen grain
left no clean water in the well or drain.

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 A child clung on a tree branch for days,
his cry—his cry blown by the wind swell
He waited till the waiting was over
weak and hungry, the only survivor.

It may take decades to be back again;

time has surrendered and been crushed under train
In these ruins it’s hard to capture the lost trail’s hope,
a tribute to the souls that to heaven eloped.

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Someone Somewhere
December 26th, 2004.

Someone is being washed away by huge waves,

while someone is counting bodies in mass graves.
Someone is the only one to be alive— on an interview,
—describe how others in the town used to survive.

Someone is helplessness in the crowd,

where less are alive and more lay dead.
Someone is among the bodies, being the mother
holding in arms crying for her dead baby.

Someone feels no presence of God

what is the meaning of faith in the lord.
Someone has been living over death
Losing everything in life they ever had.

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Colours
for Nam

Colours nourish nature

with shades of light.

Colours are to the eye wonderful,

to the heart colours feel beautiful.

Colours may describe on canvas,

life and love and passion.

Colours may wipe grief in sad eyes

shine with colours—for colours may be heaven.

Feel the colours around, with all your heart

the sadness in you, will forever depart.

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 The Dead Tree
The tree by the roadside has now
shattered its old crumbled leaves,
No weight of a swing can hold its bough
nor its shade can spill cool breeze.

The huge trunk is half rotting now

the giant body may soon fall
suitable for firewood only
its timber may not be fit for a wall.

Soon may green tender buds rise

from the old fallen seeds;
for a new growth towards the sky
above the shrubs and weeds.

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The River Bank
for Rewa River

The width of the river bed

is wider silting
biting off land
—and roots of some huge trees
as they lay half submerged in water,
cold wilting
from green to yellow,
fade away their leaves.
The trunk dying
is far down tilting
to decay and turn into soil,
later being washed away melting
into clay by waters’ toil.

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 The Old Lady
She was tired in the hot summer sun
looking for firewood at the timber yard
A load on her head, in a pile,
she was walking barefoot down a mile.

She dropped the load off her head

after walking heavy for an hour,
Her feet felt sore and dead
she was tired, sad and hurt deeply.

She was old of about sixty or so

the load she had was a lot more
She wore a shawl for the burning sun
—she was a sad grandmother and mum.

She was promised of land at the vote lore

from the ministers, chiefs and many more
For them she had to tick for
her pain and suffering then were never to grow.

She lived near the hill squatter settlement shore

her hut was made of rusty tin roof
Out from the dump site store,
an old carpet on the soil made the floor.

All her life she worked hard in the farm

cutting sugarcane was all then but now is gone.
They snatched her house from her hand
what grained from the farm and the land.

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Emotions of No Reason
for Veronica

Why do the mountains stand tall forever

And changes so soon the weather?

Why do I have to float high with my dreams

And land slowly into reality like a lifeless feather?

Why do I weep for people I don't even know

And have emotions for things that I cannot control?

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 Strength
The broken warrior knocks
door to door for support
no hinge seems to crinkle,
no door seems to bother—
his cry fades in the wilderness
like smoke in the air.

He may be weak now

but every second
the warrior breathes in pain
is a lesson for him
for his bones and teeth.

With his passion

for once again he will
rise up and bend the sky,
the moon shall vow to him
and the birds shall sing his name.

He will capture the light in his fist

and release it on the darkness surrounding him
so that the glowing particles can battle
and regain his strength
back from the darkness around him.

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 Excerpts from Reviews
“The abstract quality and inner depth present in the excerpt of the
poem titled ‘Assume Being Free from Wars’ would incline most
people to ponder on its strong theme and the power this poem has to
bring about change. Such words are not merely written but meant
which is why the art of poetry is not confined to genius or poets
alone. “

Siddharta Sharma
The Fiji Sun

“...his curiosity about life and questions about the existence of the
human race have provided a lot of the fuel for his artistic
expressions.”

Amelia Vunileba
The Fiji Times

“Rohitash portrays in his poems, a rich array of diverse themes

where he touches the emotional, moral and spiritual fibre of one’s
being.”

Reshma Dutta
Hobart, Australia
Currently Lecturer at The University of Fiji

“He’s a poet of promise and sensitivity and has written life anchored
in anguish, and of the joy of living with youthful freshness and
honesty. Rohitash Chandra shows a deep commitment to poetry. ”

Satendra Nandan
The University of Fiji

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 “Rohitash Chandra is a young poet who writes with feeling. There is
a humane quality to his poetry, particularly in his tackling of
sensitive subjects such as the 2000 Fiji coup, the recent devastating
tsunami or a sugarcane farmer whose lease has not been renewed. A
sense of hope and celebration of life and love, despite an awareness of
pain and suffering pervade his poems. In a sense, if you will, the poet
flings his kite up in the air and sees where it goes, like the young lad
in the poem ‘King of the Sky’. Rohitash is to be commended for his
commitment to poetry, not only visible in this book but in his
editorship of The Blue Fog Journal and his previous publications of
poetry. While he writes about universal themes, his images and
sensibility are also very much about the rain, soil, sea and harvests of
Fiji.”

Dr Kavita Nandan
Lecturer in Literature,
editor of ‘Stolen Worlds: Fijiindian Fragments’
The University of the South Pacific

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The Blue Fog Journal
Fiji’s International Literary Journal

www.bluefogjournal.com

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 About the Author
Rohitash Chandra was born in 1984 in Fiji Islands. He was
trained as a computer scientist. His interests are in literature,
metaphysics, spirituality, philosophy, science and religion.
He is the founding editor of The Blue Fog Journal.

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