Shiinamachi-Senpai - S Safe Day Vol.1
Shiinamachi-Senpai - S Safe Day Vol.1
Shiinamachi-Senpai - S Safe Day Vol.1
One morning, barely a few days into the summer vacation, I was taking
summer supplementary lessons at school as usual.
I stared at Senpai's face but she only tilted her head slightly. Her gentle eyes
glanced downwards slightly before looking back at me with an unbelievable
expression.
Senpai was even more explicit. Guessing from what she had said this time, I
was not imagining what I heard the first time.
Now what was going on? What on earth was happening? When did the
relationship between me and Senpai develop to such close intimacy? I
couldn't help but shift my gaze away from Shiinamachi-senpai's face... to her
chest.
Even covered by her uniform, the shape of Senpai's magnificent bust could
still be seen clearly, slightly out of place in consideration of her petite
physique. Since her figure was quite slim and delicate, I suspect her cup size
must surely be quite astounding.
At the Prefectural Oukayama High School, most of the boys were obviously
quite attracted to Shiinamachi-senpai. Senpai was very beautiful and elegant
while her petite stature also instilled one with an urge to protect her carefully.
After seeing that magnificent bust that contrasted strongly with her height
and appearance, boys would inevitably find it difficult to repress thoughts of
"Shiinamachi-senpai is really too awesome! (gulp)"
But... Even if Senpai, whom I've been crushing on, invited me on her own,
could I really accept her request so lightly? Just thinking over things slightly
calmly, I knew that I had never spent much time together with Shiinamachi-
senpai. Within these brief moments, when on earth did I inspire such feelings
in her? Or maybe, for Shiinamachi-senpai, her feelings towards me are along
the lines of love at first sight?
No, how could something so wonderful actually happen for real? I warned
myself. Love at first sight--That's totally a cliched plot from love stories. That
kind of thing could only happen in movies or television dramas, okay!?
But... This kind of cliched love story, if it actually happened in real life, that
would be kinda nice, wouldn't it?
I should make the most of the springtime of my youth. At least within this
school, I hoped to reach this goal. I wanted to study seriously, get a girlfriend
and graduate while surrounded by many perfect memories. Since that was the
ambition in my heart back when I transferred to this school, isn't what's
happening right now a perfect and rare opportunity to make things happen?
As a girl, she must have mustered her courage with great difficulty to deliver
this kind of confession! As a man, how could I take this kind of wavering
look-and-see attitude? I have to show my mettle as a man all at once.
"O-Okay!"
After all... In all the years I have lived so far, never had any girl courted me
so passionately.
First man! Come again? What did that mean? Calm down, Jirou, calm down a
bit.
I frantically pushed up my vanity eyeglasses that were sliding down, then
adjusted my almost irregular breathing.
This was the first time in my life to encounter something that shook my mind
so much. I see, whether the meaning on this level or from various angles,
Shiinamachi-senpai was naturally my first time too. No no no, hey hey hey,
what the heck was the meaning? "My story" sounds far too poetic as a term...
Yes, no matter how hard I tried to use other thoughts to dissolve my panic, all
this only served to make me feel even more panicked.
A laid back smile surfaced on her face like blooming flower, once again
drawing my gaze.
My heart would beat faster and faster uncontrollably just from the sight of her
smiling face.
"Fufu."
Seeing such a sweet smile, any man would feel a sweet sense of anticipation
surface in his heart!
Was this feeling of dull pain at the bottom of my heart evidence that I had
completely fallen to Shiinamachi-senpai's charms already?
"Well then, please do your best for the summer supplementary lessons today
as well."
No matter what they're gonna teach today, I don't think I'll be able to take any
of it into my mind, right?
To me, the encounter just now had shaken me to the core so much, I believe
that today will surely be a day in my life worth commemorating.
Someone like me was about to enter a new stage of life today, to become an
adult.
My sister seemed a bit concerned, probably because she noticed that I had
bathed and cleansed myself more thoroughly than usual. However, when I
told her that I had specially prepared a hip bath for myself to focus my mind,
she believed me. I always felt especially grateful for having such
understanding family at times like these.
My sister placed a lot of trust in me. Even after hearing that I was going out
late at night, she only said "take extra care" to me and did not particularly pry
into the matter.
That's right.
As a man who's not clueless, of course I can't forget to buy that thing.
I didn't really have much of an idea about how to handle these kinds of
situations.
And it's not like I could ask my sister for help on this kind of matter even
though she's very good at research.
"I'm going out later for a first experience of a lifetime. Could you tell me
about the requisite etiquette when confronting that kind of situation?"
How could I possibly dare ask my own little sister something like that?
Saying those words to her would feel like demanding my own sister to be my
partner, forcing her to accompany me in carrying out the entire process. That
would be totally bad. She's my own sister after all and there's no way I can
assert that everything's fine as long as there's love.
Noticing that my thoughts were a total chaotic mess, I decided to take a deep
breath.
The summer air was very stuffy so I was still unable to cool down my mind
even after the deep breath.
I guess I really must visit a convenience store with powerful air conditioning.
Deciding that, I went for a convenience store that was a fair distance from my
home and the school, quickening my pace.
The more it's like this kind of situation, the more likely to run into someone
you don't want to meet... Could this be some kind of law of nature?
"Uh... It's because I never expected to run into you here, Fujisato..."
"Turning around to leave as soon as you saw me, isn't that way too mean of
you?"
Fujisato sounded like she was chastising me but it was probably just a joke
because there was a very friendly smile on her face.
She was Fujisato Yuika, the class representative of Year 2 Class A. When I
first transferred into this high school, she helped looked after me in various
ways. A girl who liked helping others. Back then, because I received her help
on everything no matter how great or small, I guess we can be considered
fairly close friends. Sometimes, I even feel a bit ashamed, too indebted to her.
"Oh by the way, this nickname of 'Monjirou' has already spread in school,
right? But my real name is Jirou..."
"Hmm? But don't the girls in the class all call you that? They say that
'Monjirou' sounds cute!"
"--If this nickname really has a good reputation, I guess I'd better not correct
it."
Actually, I can't really accept this nickname that my close friend made for
me, but since everyone already thinks of it as a pet name, I guess I've no
choice but to quietly accept it.
"Fufu. I can give you a slight discount, so feel free to buy anything you like!"
"That's great. But is it really okay for you to be working part-time jobs this
late at night?"
Looking at the clock, it was already after 11pm. Naturally, this was not a time
when high school girls should be staying out, working night shifts.
"Yes! This store belongs to my uncle so it's totally okay for me to help out
here!"
Fujisato was releasing a friendly, cute and adorable aura from all over her
body, compelling one to accept her no matter what she was doing. I think
even bigshots like the state or the police would choose to forgive her,
thinking "how truly admirable for this little lady to willingly help out at her
uncle's store."
The image of her straight, soft hair from the back was truly a deeply
memorable sight.
As an additional note, the boys in school had privately come up with a school
beauties ranking. Fujisato ended up as the champion of that ranking. Of
course, her face was one of the key factors for the victory, but more
importantly, it was because her performance was mediocre in everything,
whether academics, sports or cooking. Compared to perfect beauties who
seemed to do everything flawlessly with natural ease, Fujisato's imperfection
was apparently the secret to her superior popularity.
For her to be my savior, friend and the school's top-ranked beauty... If I were
to buy so-called sex-related goods at the convenience store where she
worked, wouldn't that constitute sexual harassment?
It felt like Fujisato would surely blush bright red if she saw that... From a
personal standpoint, I'd really love to see that scene, but if rumors of that sort
started spreading in school, I'd surely get stuck with a "Sakuradamon =
Pervert" label and viciously scorned by the girls. Furthermore, the boys
would also direct hostile gazes at me. I would surely end up as everyone's
enemy in the end.
Fine, I give up. Don't buy that here.
Knowing the appropriate timing to give up was the most important thing in
life. However, it would be difficult to survive in the modern world with its
explosive abundance of information if one were to give up too soon without
planning one's next move first. As soon as I thought of that, I decided to
change my objective in this convenience store to buying a souvenir for
Shiinamachi-senpai.
Or maybe something like bread with sweet flavors, perhaps? I cursed myself
for almost never touching junk food normally, so I had absolutely no idea
what girls enjoyed eating.
Just as I heard a voice, Fujisato's face suddenly appeared right next to me.
She was leaning very very close. Her white and tender face was so near that I
felt an urge to plant a kiss on her naturally.
"Really? I can't believe you deliberately ran all the way to a convenience
store that's so far from your house, Monjirou, could it be that you're actually
super shy?"
She kept giggling lightly. There was also a fragrance drifting from her body. I
felt like I was about to lose my ability to think. No good no good, hold on,
Sakuradamon Jirou. How could you get seduced by your friend's beauty at
this kind of place? There's a much greater objective at hand, waiting for you
to accomplish.
Hiding the truth while using my friend's benevolence... It's hard to avoid
accumulating guilt throughout living one's life.
"Lemme see, most girls like sweet food... Oh! Here's a brand of high-class
pudding that's sold exclusively at this convenience store. How about buying
this pudding?"
"Yes, yes, that pudding is really tasty. That's why I recommended it to you!"
Did she really recommend the buy to me after tasting the pudding personally?
Perhaps it was just an unobtrusive sales technique? As one would expect,
that's my Fujisato, her skills as a member of sales staff were quite good.
"Not at all."
"So... Can you come over here so that I can ring up the total?"
The unexpected occurrence had messed up my original plan but I'll just treat
all this as a nice chance encounter.
■■■■■
Examples of "bad timings" existed all over the world.
The more important a date scheduled for the night, the more likely you're
going to run into people you normally don't encounter.
A familiar figure was walking towards me, coming from school. She was
petite and also seemed to be carrying a long slender bag. I soon noticed that
she was someone I knew.
"Kuhou?"
"Yes, that's right. Good evening. I didn't expect to meet you here by chance,
Senpai."
Our current location was a slope leading to the school building. In other
words, unless her destination had also been school, there was no reason for
her to appear on this path. Also, she was a junior in the library monitors as
well as being the promising newcomer in the kendo club who was attracting a
lot of attention.
I couldn't help but push my glasses up, checking out her attire again, which
consisted of the school uniform.
Her name was Kuhou Nagi. Even more petite in stature than Shiinamachi-
senpai, her build also matched her height quite well, being small and slender.
Her straight posture and solemn gaze hinted at her identity as a maiden with a
warrior's aura. There was a special air about her like that of a master,
showing absolutely no "openings." Even in the middle of conversation like
now, if something really were to happen, it feels like she would surely be
able to react instantly.
"Senpai, what's the matter? Why are you staring at me all this time?"
"I was just thinking... Why are you still at school this late?"
"True. You're coming to school at this kind of hour too. From your
perspective, Senpai, I really must be quite odd."
We were thinking the same thing. If the current time was after school or early
dawn, of course there was nothing out of the ordinary. But midnight was fast
approaching and to think we'd encounter each other here by chance, it would
be far too unreasonable.
She nodded very readily, prompting me to relax slightly. Yeah, I guess this
explanation does have reasonable parts to it, enough to make her understand
and accept...
"I just finished sword practice and I'm heading for home. Can't be helped, I
really don't have too much time for training kendo alone."
I've heard that Kuhou was quite accomplished in kendo. Not only that but her
kendo skills were even stronger than the teacher instructing the club, so
strong that she could instruct other club members. Also because of that, she
had been troubling over the lack of time to train on her own.
She remarked, poking fun at herself, then smiled cheerfully. It's true, I could
smell the faint fragrance emanating from her body after a bath. Oh dear, a
girl's... bodily scent, and from a underclassman at that, I'd better not smell it
too thoroughly or else I'd become a total pervert.
"Yeah, but I don't think ordinary bad guys can defeat you when you're
carrying a bamboo sword."
"Haha. Please, Senpai, spare me the 'bad guys aren't going to attack a girl
with such poor looks as yours' comments."
"No no no, nothing of that sort. You're very prim, proper and pretty!"
"Thank you. It's a bit embarrassing to hear that from you face to face, Senpai.
I'll take it as a compliment since it'll make me feel happier that way."
Her petite and slender body was giving off an unbelievable aura of wisdom,
for even her reply was so mature and understanding. I couldn't help but feel
impressed, this was surely the aura belonging to a master indeed.
"Oh dear, having delayed you for so long, Senpai, I feel sorry for
Shiinamachi-senpai. Please send my regards to Shiinamachi-senpai."
"Yes, I got it. You take care too, Kuhou. Don't get careless just because your
skills are amazing."
"Thank you for worrying so much about me, Senpai, it makes me very
happy."
She waved quickly and headed down the slope. I couldn't help but feel a bit
jealous of her unwavering pace, completely free of hesitation.
Nowhere like me, almost a nervous wreck just from summoning all my
courage to buy the things that's currently sitting inside my bag.
While thinking that, I made my way towards the school building where the
clock tower could be seen.
■■■■■
Naturally, the school was fitted with a security system to prevent
unauthorized people from invading the school grounds in the middle of the
night.
However, like all things in life, there was always a way around it.
Our school possessed this modern building known as the Library Clock
Tower and was situated on a slight hill. Hence, even as just a prefectural high
school, it was also a well-known tourist attraction in the area. Furthermore,
that particular tower was located some slight distance from the school
building itself.
At the back of the school's outskirts was a mixed forest where there was a
back door not far away from the Library Clock Tower, with only a small gate
in the metal fencing. Climbing over that gate was pretty simple would not
trigger the alarm.
I've heard that the tower's construction could be traced back to Japan's Meiji
period when the school was founded. To prevent the clock tower's collapse,
later generations had reinforced it, of course, but apparently they did not
modernize too much in terms of security systems.
Oh well, the only place one could sneak into through this back door was just
the clock tower, that's all. The building's front entrance--the library entrance--
was shut at this hour, of course. The alarm would surely activate if I opened
that door.
On the other hand, the entrance to the clock tower had nothing more than a
lock.
Inside the clock tower was the office used by the library monitors. In other
words, even if bad guys like thieves broke it, all they could steal would be
damaged books that were waiting to be repaired.
Inside this clock tower, apart from the library monitors' office, there was
another room, the so-called Clock Tower Management Room.
Only a very small number of library monitors knew of this fact. As for why
Senpai would live in this ordinary prefectural high school's clock tower, I had
no idea at all.
Also, I can't believe that Senpai's reason for inviting me was because "today
is a safe day."
As an average high school boy at the peak of puberty, how could I not blush
and get excited after hearing this kind of reason?
"Hmm, ahem..."
It was very possible that she had mistaken the term "safe day" for something
else, totally misusing the words.
That pounding feeling in the heart, special to teenagers, would frequently fail
to escape the fate of disillusionment. As a result, I shouldn't get my hopes up
too much. No matter what Senpai's true request turns out to be, I will do my
best to fulfill it, I absolutely won't disappoint Senpai.
While telling myself that, I went over the metal fencing and soon arrived at
the clock tower's entrance
Taking out the key possessed only by certain library monitors--in other
words, the students who had received keys from the supervising teacher or
Shiinamachi-senpai--and inserting it into the keyhole, I heard the click of
unlocking.
All this seemed almost like the act of unsealing something important, but in a
certain sense, there was indeed a lovely endearing girl living inside,
Shiinamachi-senpai, hence it was perhaps necessary to be guarded to such an
extent.
After opening the door, I called out into the interior, then closed and locked
the door behind me.
Then there was a giant clock face leaning against the wall on the far end of
the room, almost human height. This faceplate apparently belonged to the
clock used for the clock tower in the past, but because it became too old, it
was later replaced by a newer faceplate and the old one was dumped into this
room.
In any case, this was the Library Monitors' Office. We monitors would
normally gather here to sort out books, check library cards, confirm if there
were any overdue books, and on occasion, hold tea parties here too. This was
originally a storeroom with substantial space and people say that it was
through the diligent efforts of many generations of former library monitors
that this place was cleaned up to become the secret room of the library
monitors.
However, this clock tower's clock was only for decorative purposes
nowadays. The hands had stopped turning a long time ago.
I had no idea when the large clock had stopped, but if the clock's gears were
to turn all day and all night, I'm sure it would make a lot of noise and affect
Shiinamachi-senpai's sleep, so I think it's a great thing that the clock no
longer moved.
On the side of the room was a wooden staircase, spiralling up along the walls
in a square shape. After climbing roughly the height of three floors, one
would reach a door.
With every step on the wooden staircase, a slight creaking sound could be
heard underfoot. Although I didn't think the wooden boards would come
loose, I still gripped the hand rails tightly, making my way up step by step,
surely and steadily.
Senpai relied on this staircase to go up and down several times a day. Doing
this persistently, I'm certain it would make for an excellent workout for the
legs and waist, right? Was her voluptuous figure, slender in all the right
places, sculpted from this sort of daily lifestyle? I couldn't help but imagine
these things.
While I was immersed in these thoughts, I had already climbed beyond two
floors, reaching the third.
Those were the mottled words on the metal plate over the door.
Unlike the door at the entrance, this was a wooden door, giving an old
feeling.
Knock knock.
...However, a long time passed and still Senpai did not answer.
Perhaps Senpai had slept already, I couldn't help but wonder in my heart.
If that were the case, wouldn't it be better if I made a phone call? But that
would disturb Senpai's sleep which I was loathe to do. No wait, it was Senpai
who invited me here after all, shouldn't I wake her up?
Maybe she was currently in deep sleep? If that were really the case, then I
should go home for now instead.
"...Pardon my intrusion."
"Senpai?"
I pushed the wooden door open and examined the room's interior. There was
a choking smell coming from inside.
Immediately, I couldn't help but doubt the scene that entered my eyes.
Shiinamachi-senpai was lying on the floor in the dead center of the room, all
covered in blood.
"Senpai!?"
I frantically rushed over to Senpai's side.
The amount of blood loss was extraordinary. With Senpai in the center, a
small pool of blood had formed over an entire patch of the wooden floor.
Dressed in her school uniform, Senpai was lying face up on the floor, looking
as though asleep.
Then as much as I didn't want to witness it, I still saw it inadvertently... There
was a bright red trail left behind in front of her chest.
That should be where the wound was located. I saw a wound that seemed to
have penetrated both her uniform and her body. The blood was flowing out
from Senpai's back, so it looked like the wound had skewered Senpai in one
blow, coming out her back.
Unbelievably, a wound piercing the center of the chest and exiting the back.
"..."
Completely unbelievable. Back when I met Senpai in the daytime, she was
still smiling at me so radiantly.
However, Senpai will never say another word again. Her eyes will not open
again. No longer will she... No longer will she smile at me again.
The moonlight shone on Senpai's body while silence hung in the air, almost
hurting one's ears. I couldn't hear any other sound at all apart from my own
heart beat. No matter how hard I tried to listen, I couldn't hear Senpai's
breathing. The pulsation of the heart beating was no longer occurring in her
chest. It looked like her heart had already stopped beating, most likely...
Judging from the way things looked, in other words, she really was totally...
"Senpai, Senpai!"
I refused to believe the truth before my eyes and picked up her slender body
in my arms, calling out loudly nonstop at her pallid face.
"Senpai..."
I understood.
In the center of Senpai's chest was a very very deep and red wound. There
were no other wounds on her body, so most likely, she was pierced in one
breath without even a chance to resist at the time. In that case, that blade was
surely driven without any hesitation at all, a move undertaken completely
with the intent to kill.
During the daytime, Senpai even told me today was a "safe day." She clearly
said that to me.
If there was no safety even for Senpai's life, then what meaning was there to
everything?
"..."
All along, the Senpai I admired had treated me very well. Who could have
expected that I would witness with my very own eyes Senpai's death in this
manner?
Her face looked very peaceful after her death. Perhaps this was the only thing
that felt consoling.
If Senpai had died with her eyes wide open in fear, or if there were tears
remaining in the corners of her eyes, I might feel even more angry and sad.
If only I hadn't made detours to the convenience stores, if only I didn't chat
with Kuhou earlier... In that case, perhaps I would've made it in time.
However--
"...People always regret only after things have happened, don't they...?"
Judging from the situation, I guess... I should call the police first.
Although I knew that it was too late for her to be revived, at least I hoped for
a chance to accompany Senpai along the way to the hospital at least.
Thud.
I was just about to turn my head and check if someone was there--
Throb.
At the same time, an intense feeling of heat and pain was felt from my back,
entering the center of my body, reaching straight to my chest.
Undoubtedly, this was how you took a life by stabbing the heart directly from
the back.
While I became aware of this fact, the view in front of me had turned all
blurry.
I was still feeling intense pain earlier but now even my senses were fast
disappearing.
--Never did I expect that someone like me would be able to die together with
the Shiinamachi-senpai whom I admired.
To think I'd thank the murderer out loud, even I thought that there was
something wrong with my brain.
Meaning will not die. Can also refer to a body that can resist all sorts of
illnesses, pain, injuries and attacks.
Carries the meaning of relentless perseverance no matter what setbacks
are encountered. Also refers to people with this characteristic.
A state where one will not die regardless of any kind of bludgeoning or
slicing attack.
Impervious to pain, neither getting hurt nor dying.
Refers to a person who has obtained an immortal body.
This kind of dream was very common whenever one started dreaming while
in a totally exhausted state. In other words, I was currently sleeping very
deeply in all likelihood.
Hence, my awareness focused itself on the voice of my mother who had left
me a long time ago.
These words--These were the final words my mother said to me before she
disappeared.
'Your future life will surely be a difficult road to travel. As your mother, I
have already taught you all the skills and ways of thinking I can teach. Here
on, no matter what you must do, no matter how much you will bloody your
hands, even if you have to make others or yourself shed blood or tears, you
must live on properly. Jirou, this is your destiny.'
My mother had said these words to me with aloofness. The next morning, she
disappeared without trace, as though she had never existed at all to begin
with. The only things she left behind were a stamp and a bank account
containing a giant sum of money.
But now, I was finally able to understand how painful a separation it was.
That was why my chest felt so empty, as though a huge hole had been gouged
from it.
'Slowly, you will understand what is heartache. Once you understand that,
absolutely do not forget that feeling. It will become a valuable experience for
you, the most important emotion. As a result, you must embrace that emotion
and continue striving to survive amidst the pain and suffering. Do you
understand? No matter how great the pain and suffering your body or soul
feels, you must live on.'
No, perhaps the separation with my mother itself had already made me
experience heartache already.
--No, it's not like that. This pain coming from my heart was not the feeling of
heartache.
At this moment, floating in the darkness, I was starting to see a large amount
of red droplets.
That was--fresh blood. A great volume of blood was surging out from my
chest.
That's why my mother said those words, probably to scold me for harboring
such thoughts.
Because, to think I can actually... Die while embracing the feelings a human
ought to have.
At the time, knowing that I could die together with her, I really felt very
happy.
So--
'This sort of thing is neither here nor there. You must live on properly. Hurry
up and open your eyes.'
That was what my mother said to me.
'Also in the future--a destiny akin to despair yet filled with happiness is
waiting for you.'
Then the originally dark space instantly filled with silver brightness like
moonlight.
■■■■■
I opened my eyes to see the lower edge of a bosom that was boldly stretching
the clothing's fabric.
"...Huh?"
I felt the warmth of a hand's touch on my hair. Only after a while did I realize
that someone was currently stroking my head. Beyond the voluptuous bosom,
I could see Senpai's face with a gentle smile.
In other words, I was definitely killed by someone but my wounds were not
that serious. Not only that, even Senpai was able to survive miraculously as
well... Is that what happened?
Or perhaps, I've actually entered the afterlife? The dead bodies of Senpai and
me were still collapsed on the side while she and I had perhaps turned into
ghosts at this moment.
Oh well, it's fine even if that's true. In that case, Senpai would be able to
continue displaying her smiling face. This fact alone was enough to make
everything perfect.
"If today weren't a safe day, dying on the spot would have been likely."
"...Huh?"
I couldn't help but leak a weird noise from my lips, surprising even myself.
What I understood about the keyword "safe day" was totally impossible to
connect with Senpai's meaning.
Senpai was making a troubled look. She first looked up, then to the side, then
to the back.
She looked like she was trying hard to find a suitable manner of explanation,
then she said:
That's why I must show that I have already understood her, so as to help her
continue.
If today weren't a safe day, dying on the spot would have been likely.
Because today's situation was special, Senpai did not die.
I have currently become immortal.
"There's no need to drink blood... But indeed, it is a bit similar to the type of
monster you brought up."
And I can't believe that even I have become the same type of monster as
well?
...No no no.
If I were to accept this fact so easily, then surely my brain must have
problems.
Senpai made a worried look as she said that to me. I totally could not tell her
honestly that "No, I don't get it at all." That would make me feel like a
criminal.
In that case, choosing to believe would be the only right answer. So let's do
that.
"Yes... I'm so glad, it was fortunate that I chose Jirou-kun... Had I chosen
someone else, surely they would be in greater panic now."
If I really said that out, Senpai would surely... (omitted), so I definitely can't
say it.
Men gain strength gradually through times of keeping quiet, again and again.
Even so, Senpai just said that "it was fortunate that I chose Jirou-kun."
Senpai asked me a question but right this moment, I was currently lying on
Senpai's lap, admiring her bust from below. I really wanted this state to
persist longer.
But now was not the time to be thinking about such things.
The enemy's technique was so clean, to think I was killed effortlessly without
making a sound, based on this point, even if we were to attempt a search right
now, we would most likely face a futile predicament. Besides, although this
time, Senpai had already died when I discovered her, next time Senpai might
get murdered before my eyes, if that were to happen, I might die from the
shock.
"No, I don't want Senpai to get killed by the murderer again, so please allow
me to continue lying on your lap."
"You're right. If I were to die again, you would lose your life as well."
"What?"
Everything was likely secretly developing in a world that I did not understand
and I had just happened to get swept up into that world. Using the remnants
of comprehension in my mind, I came to this conclusion after some thinking.
'--When you are desperately backed into a hopeless corner, the most
important thing to do is to get a grasp on the situation first. No matter how
difficult it is to accept the circumstances, you must treat everything as preset
facts and accept them. If there is someone you can ask in person to learn
about the situation, then your first task is to gather as much available
information as quickly as possible so as to guide yourself on further action to
take.'
This was one of the lessons teaching me how to survive that my mother had
left behind.
"Senpai, if possible, can you explain things with a little more detail?"
"Before that, would you like to go to the bathroom to wash off the blood
stains on you?"
What?
Just as I was trying hard to figure out the situation, Senpai did as she pleased
and offered her suggestion.
"I have washed up already, so there might be some blood remaining in the
bathroom. Sorry about that."
And now, I was going to use the bathroom that Senpai had just used?
"Okay, then... I shall lower your head onto the floor for now."
Senpai carefully covered my head with her hands then lightly set my head on
the floor.
A cushion had apparently been placed on the floor beforehand and its soft
texture enveloped my head. Senpai's thighs really were too comfortable as a
pillow but too bad... However, seeing Senpai cherish me so much, I felt very
happy as soon as I thought that.
That being said, I couldn't keep lying here, of course. If I maintained this
posture and looked to the side, the view beneath Senpai's shirt would enter
my eyes, in other words, I would accidentally see something I shouldn't.
To prevent myself from looking to the side, I reached out and pushed my
vanity glasses.
--The glasses were also smeared with blood. Looks like I'd better hurry and
wash up.
"Okay!"
Senpai's room was a suite and looked very neat and tidy. The large amount of
spilt blood earlier was totally not visible. Of course, none of the blood I bled
could be seen either. Did Senpai wipe and clean away all the blood stains by
herself?
Speaking of which, I bled so much yet unbelievably, there was a way to make
me survive. Somehow it felt like the volume of bleeding would exceed what
was known as debilitating blood loss--Could this be evidence of my
becoming immortal?
Ignoring all this for now, I'd better do as Senpai suggested first. I must hurry
and help Senpai feel reassured.
"So, Senpai, I'll be borrowing your bathroom--If there are any details in the
situation you'd like to explain, tell me later, okay? For example, why did you
ask me to come to your room today..."
"Thanks."
Having said that to Senpai, I looked at the door on the deep end of the room.
That should be the door leading to the bathroom with the sink and washroom.
...Okay.
"Fufu. You mean you're setting off for the bathroom, isn't that right? Okay,
take care!"
Senpai smiled at me... That finally took a load off my heart.
Although I had no idea at all what kind of situation I was in, as long as
Senpai was still willing to smile at me, everything was okay.
■■■■■
Shower...
The bathroom that was not really cramped was filled with the fragrance of
body wash and shampoo as well as warm steam.
I first tried to wash the blood stains from my body and the blood was
completely scattered by the hot water. Seeing the red water flow to the drain
hole, only then did I get a real sense that I really had been killed.
Even though Senpai had cleaned up the blood stains in the room, she still
could not wipe away all the blood on my body. As soon as I recalled how
Senpai's hands still had blood on them, I felt apologetic to Senpai. Also, she
was not afraid of getting herself dirty, even letting my lie on her lap. At this
moment, my heart was filled with gratitude towards her.
--That's right. Currently, to think that I was able to feel the emotions of
"thankfulness" and "gratitude", this was quite a great event worth celebrating,
so I decided that I must not forget these emotions and continue to strive hard
to live on. Due to a certain incident, I was finally able to understand these
"emotions" hence I must treasure these emotions even more... This was a
lesson taught to my from past experiences.
The part where I should have been cut by the blade now felt smooth without
any scar at all. Nevertheless, whether my memories or my body, both firmly
remembered that pain and sensation. It probably was not a dream or a
hallucination.
"I really was stabbed and I really resurrected, what on earth..."
Senpai had said "I made you immortal", was this true too?
Shiinamachi-senpai always gave off a feeling like she was detached from the
mundane world, as such, she would occasionally say strange things.
However, it was definite that she rarely lied. If I had to test whether I was
truly immortal, that would require dying in order to know the result. I didn't
really want to test it for real.
While thinking that, I turned myself to the mirror, little expecting that...
"Hmm?"
I pulled and pinched as a test but apart from distorting the pattern, there were
no other changes.
Currently, I guess I'll just have to accept the fact that "a certain pattern has
appeared on my skin."
This was my conclusion. In the end, I still didn't understand what it was
about.
Thinking that, I started to wash my hair. First I used hot water to wet my hair
then I poured shampoo on my palm... Staring at the shampoo, I thought to
myself, "this is the shampoo that Shiinamachi-senpai is using" then applied it
to my hair.
If the blood had splashed onto my head at the time, then the person stabbing
me must have gotten a lot of my blood over him or her. Just as Senpai said, if
we searched the school or the vicinity now, perhaps we might easily find the
culprit all covered in blood. Be that as it may, the murderer was someone
capable of killing me with one accurate strike of the sword. Even if we really
found the murderer, the situation would still be very dangerous.
If the murderer found out that Senpai and I were actually still alive...
--Oh, that's right. The murderer might instantly turn back to finish the job.
Thinking that, I couldn't help but start worrying about Senpai so I sped up my
hair washing motions.
This can't continue. I have hurry and ask Senpai about the whole story and
think of a solution.
I washed the suds from my head, shut the tap for the shower head then turned
towards the door. Just then--
"Eh? Oh, I'm almost done... I've already finished washing my hair and I'm
about to get out."
Senpai was probably preparing a bath towel for me? I was casually thinking
that but did not expect--
"Huh?"
May I enter?
I ruminated over the meaning of these words over and over again in my
mind--
"Ehhhhhhhhh!?"
"Umm... I think that I should explain to you the changes your body has
undergone..."
"Oh, o-okay."
I definitely hoped that Senpai could explain to me, but that should be after I
finish my bath and return to the room!
"I would like to apologize to you--and to deepen our relationship... So... I was
thinking I could help scrub your back or something..."
"Ehhhhhhhhh!?"
I cried out again. No wait, calm down. Sakuradamon Jirou, hurry and calm
down!
Otherwise, that innocent and adorable Senpai in my heart who has absolutely
no experience with males in that regard, the pure and untainted Shiinamachi-
senpai, how could she make such a adult-oriented suggestion?
"Y-You refuse...?"
Assuming we are a boy and a girl with healthy minds and bodies, of course
this suggestion must be refused! How should I say this? After all, the two of
us haven't progressed to that kind of relationship yet, right? But if Senpai
believes that developing this kind of relationship is okay, then naturally that
means she really feels that way towards me.
Back then, Senpai had also told me that "today is my safe day, so please pay
me a visit at my room." Judging from that angle, of course I feel very excited
and elated. But as soon as I recalled Senpai's earlier explanation, I know that
she had simply mistaken the meaning of that term. Precisely because of that, I
feel even more strongly that the innocent and adorable... (further descriptions
omitted) Senpai in my heart probably isn't conveying that level of meaning
right now.
...Okay. I decided to reject Senpai's request for now and listen calmly to her
first. Yes, let's do that.
Was this perhaps the best example of "the mouth being more honest than the
heart"? Or perhaps, this was a snapshot of the reality, "how could a man's
heart be willing to miss out on such an excellent opportunity"?
No matter what, this was Shiinamachi-senpai we're talking about and I now
have the chance to be with her together in the bathroom.
This was a special situation that was quite unlikely to happen a second time
in a lifetime. Rather than unlikely, it'd be better to say it can't possibly happen
again. In a lifetime, there are many opportunities that only come up once.
Hence, no matter what kind of opportunity, one must never let them slip. So,
Sakuradamon Jirou, it's okay, just take a good look and appreciate Senpai's
naked body! Yes! Let's do it!
Then Senpai... She stepped into the bathroom, wrapped in a bath towel.
Pale skin, collarbone, arms, then there were the thighs, calves and ankles, not
to mention the bountiful bust that easily bulged under the fabric of the bath
towel. Senpai's state of half-nakedness was displayed before my eyes, so
dazzling that I almost couldn't stare directly. Although I had just died once
and dared not accept all this, right now, I really feel like I would have no
regrets even if I had to die straight away.
"Oh, please could you not stare at me continuously... I-I will feel very
embarrassed..."
So Senpai will feel embarrassed? That makes sense... Thinking that, I looked
at Senpai's face... Her face was blushing red to her ears to an astounding
degree. In other words, Senpai was coming with a mood of "ufufu, my dear, I
shall scrub your back for you! Ufu!", instead, she was thinking "so
embarrassing, but I must do my best!"
But to me, simply the fact that "the extremely embarrassed Shiinamachi-
senpai was willing to scrub my back" was enough to make me feel that my
life's goal had been accomplished.
Right now, I did not want to do anything along the lines of "suppressing my
own true feelings." Ever since transferring into this school, I decided I must
express my emotions honestly. Hence, I said what was truly on my mind.
Senpai averted her gaze and covered the corner of her lip lightly with her
hand... This motion was absolutely awesome.
Due to the action of her arm, her massive bust changed shape, bulging even
more. Only a thin layer of cloth covered the critical spot that all men desired
greatly to see. Of course I wanted to see it too, but if I kept staring, Senpai
would probably feel very awkward.
At this moment, I totally had no idea what to do. I was even unable to sit
down.
Despite feeling very embarrassed, Senpai was still doing her best to express
her apology to me. Surely this must be because Senpai felt that she needed to
compensate me for inviting me over but ending up getting me killed.
...Senpai had already experienced the scary act of getting killed. I really didn't
want to violate her and add more to her mental trauma.
She had had enough. I hoped that Senpai could spend the remainder of today
in a relaxed manner. That was the wish in my heart.
"Hoo... Okay. I've calmed down. Senpai, sorry, I got a little too excited just
now."
"Oh, don't apologize... Umm... Thank you... Yes, I feel a little shy so could
you turn your back towards me?"
Senpai had offered to scrub my back after all, so naturally, I turned my back
to her. It was admittedly a shame that I couldn't continue admiring Senpai's
perfect body, but now that I've calmed down, I still turned myself slowly.
"Oh..."
Only then did I remember that there was cross-shaped scar on the side of my
right shoulder as though it had been marked with a blade. Senpai must have
saw that scar suddenly and felt startled.
"It was an old wound. I had many stitches back then."
I could feel Senpai lightly stroking the scar with her hand and I couldn't help
but shudder once.
I simply felt a little ticklish originally but for some reason, I suddenly felt a
bit embarrassed.
I'll surely get way too excited if I focused my awareness excessively on this
fact, so I decided to turn my gaze left and right, this resulted in...
I happened to see the mirror. The mirror apparently had anti-fog treatment
and I was able to see a clear reflection of Shiinamachi-senpai behind me.
"Ah... Fufu."
She had apparently noticed that I was trying hard to suppress the urge to look
at her.
But if it was to help Senpai feel reassured, I believe I can surely suppress the
desire in my heart.
Senpai stroked my back, that spot was precisely opposite to my chest. That
part still felt a little hot.
"Don't say that, Senpai. I really don't mind at all. Besides, none of this feels
real to me."
The intense pain at the time and the severe chill only lasted for but an instant.
At the time, I used the last of my strength to utter those last words... then lost
consciousness.
That "death" experience was so brief and quick that it did not leave any
resentment in my heart, naturally.
Senpai's voice sounded quite calm and stable. Although this was a bathroom,
it felt quite suitable for asking Senpai all kinds of questions. This was
probably what people called being completely open to each other, right?
Hiding nothing from each other, displaying everything with no reservation...
In this sense, there was no description more apt. Of course, Senpai was
actually clad in a bath towel.
"Then... let's start with the reason you invited me to your room today."
That's right, I was confused from the start about what was going on.
"...Yes, good idea. Perhaps you might find all this to be quite ridiculous and
impossible to believe, but... I hope you won't think I'm lying and will listen to
me properly."
"Hmm..."
Not only was she stabbed to death suddenly, even the one she invited, me,
was killed as well. I believe she herself must be quite shocked too... For some
reason, I was starting to feel like I could understand why Senpai was so calm
earlier.
"You mean matters related to monsters... what you just told me about?"
"Indeed."
I could feel Senpai's hand on my back slightly pushing harder.
"I am actually one of the Nightkin. Members of this race will only die when
predetermined events happen. There are also people who call us 'Lords'."
I remember that the word "Lord" meant something like "king" or "sovereign."
"It is said that the Nightkin are a kind of life form similar to humans, always
staying out of human sight, living in the world of the night, hiding among
human crowds in their daily lives. Since time immemorial, the Nightkin has
survived to modern day in this manner... Also, this race is apparently almost
about to go extinct."
Throughout the time I have spent with Senpai, I found her no different from
an ordinary human at all.
Feeling embarrassed in the bathroom, worrying for me all the time, and
feeling troubled when trying to explain things.
The impression she gave off was clearly like an ordinary girl's, but...
"Hence, today--Not too long ago, I was assassinated and my heart stopped for
a while. However, I was able to survive because I possess more potent self-
healing powers than humans."
"Umm... Even if you get stabbed, severely damaging your heart... Your self-
healing powers still works?"
Too shocking. If that really were true, then the race of Nightkin won't die
under any circumstances, right?
"Looks like it works. Just now was my first time getting killed, so even I
myself was very surprised... Also, everything happened perfectly by chance,
your... human blood coincidentally splattered on my body. Perhaps because
of that, it had a positive effect."
"My blood?"
"When I feel vitality bursting forth from someone's life... If that power carries
within in some kind of powerful thoughts and feelings, those emotions can
turn into a great power for we Nightkin to use."
--Indeed, back then I was harboring powerful thoughts and feelings for
Senpai. Due to that, when my fresh blood was spilt over Senpai's body, it was
able to increase her self-healing powers, thereby saving her life?
Senpai had also mentioned that "If today weren't a safe day, dying on the spot
would have been likely."
So... Before giving me the invitation, Senpai already knew she was not going
to die.
"In fact, I already knew ahead of time that I will encounter an incident today
involving death, but at the same time, I also knew that it will not entail my
own death, so the meaning is equivalent to 'today is a safe day, don't worry'."
"You knew ahead of time... That sounds something like a prophecy. Is this a
power of the Nightkin?"
To be honest, I still found it hard to believe that Senpai was a life form of a
different race. If Senpai were a weird girl who had a thing for this type of
character background, I could still understand, but no, she's someone who
never lies and never forces others to accept such pretentious ideas. As a
result, I decided to accept her explanation wholly for now then analyze in
detail afterwards.
"Oh no... That's not a power of the Nightkin but a special feature."
Saying that, Senpai fell silent for a while as though in a bit of a quandary.
Then apparently figuring out how to explain, she began to explain tirelessly.
"From the moment we are born, members of the Nightkin must act out their
life according to a predetermined 'story', living according to the directions of
the story... That's the kind of race we are."
"You must act out a story according to predetermined directions? Lemme see,
that's like... a book, isn't it?"
"Yes. There exist books among us that only the Nightkin can read. Whenever
one of our kind is born, a story will be selected from among them and
assigned to the newborn Nightkin. Thereafter, that Nightkin must abide by
the story's content and live according to its rules as well as die according to
its rules. The greatest special feature is that if the event does not match the
story's content, then it's almost impossible for us to die."
In other words, members of Senpai's race must follow the settings of the
"story" starting from their birth and act out their life according to the story's
content. If the death-causing incident does not match the timing in the story,
then it's almost impossible for the Nightkin to die.
Just as indicated by the story Senpai was acting out, she did not die today.
Because today was not her day to die. In other words, today was her safe
day... So that's what happened, right?
"I guess this should be similar to what humans call destiny, but we are
different from humans. During the period from birth until the end of their
story, a Nightkin will stop aging after a certain age and will not die from any
other causes of death."
In that case, this race definitely had their own unique special feature, different
from vampire legends.
"My 'story' only started not too long ago. As long as I haven't finished acting
out the role of the character in the story, I won't die. As a result, today is
meant to be a day when 'I'll encounter an incident today involving death but
won't die as a result', that is also why I was able to survive... Of course, I
never expected in the beginning that the reason why I won't die... was
because you would lose your life for coming here on my invitation, and that I
survived because I received the powerful thoughts and feelings carried in
your blood..."
I couldn't help but feel that it was a little similar to the concept of blood
transfusions.
"Hmm, I don't think it has to be through blood... As long as some way is used
to strengthen mental contact, it should be fine. However... A covenant of
blood is indeed the most powerful method. Back then, a great volume of your
blood entered my body through the wound on my chest, so..."
"Right now, flowing in my body is your blood that has assimilated with my
own blood, Jirou-kun."
To think that I've had mental contact with Shiinamachi-senpai, to the point of
even establishing something so monumental as a covenant of blood?
Hearing that, anyone would feel their heart pound uncontrollably, right?
"Phew... I knew that the explanation just now must be hard to understand
with common sense. At the same time, I understand that you are really
willing to work hard to understand my words, Jirou-kun."
I felt a bit embarrassed that Senpai was being so considerate for me. After all,
Senpai already came here on purpose to scrub my back. As a man, of course I
must do everything in my power to try hard.
"Fufu. Actually, after dying and resurrecting, there was a short interlude...
Basically, it took me quite a lot of effort to move you from my body where
you had collapsed, Jirou-kun."
I had collapsed on Senpai's body when I died. At that moment, I was feeling
quite satisfied but now it feels a bit embarrassing. However, so that was what
the so-called "safe day" meant! Senpai's use of the term "safe day" turned out
to be too technical, it was only natural that I would fail to understand her in
the beginning.
"No, that's no biggie at all. I'm the one who should thank you, Senpai, for
surviving, being able to rise from the dead."
To be honest, I had already lost my life at that point. Even if Senpai tried to
get my consent, I wouldn't have been able to answer her. The murderer's
killing technique was too refined, I still think so even now.
Of course, I felt very happy that Senpai was willing to raise me from the
dead.
However, I still couldn't help but find questions piling up more and more in
my mind.
I guess I should be able to believe that Senpai belongs to a race called the
Nightkin but I still found it hard to accept beings that could resurrect after
being killed. But back then, I definitely saw with my own eyes that
Shiinamachi-senpai was collpased on the floor, dead, so I had no choice but
to believe that this whole affair as indeed the truth.
However, if it really were true, then how on earth did I resurrect? I am just an
ordinary person without Senpai's type of regeneration ability. Simply a
fracture in my leg would take me between one and three months of
recuperation to heal, let alone getting stabbed through the heart... After
suffering that kind of wound, logically speaking, it should have been
impossible to revive me.
"The reason why you are still living right now, Jirou-kun... is because I gave
one of my 'gifts' to you."
"Senpai's... gift?"
"Yes. Those who obtain this gift will become immortal... Even if a blade
stabs into your heart, or if the majority of your body gets blown away by an
explosion, if you're forced to drink poison, you can still rise from death and
recover to your original form. This is the power possessed by the gift I have
given you... Apart from that, I absolutely couldn't think of any other way to
resurrect you from your state of death back then."
"This is a power possessed by the Nightkin. We are able to pass along certain
special powers to humans, giving the gifts we possess to people who can
assist in our story. Once we pass it along, that gift will no longer exist within
us, whereas the human who had obtained the gift will become the Nightkin's
vassal."
Due to the Nightkin's vassals playing this kind of role, in terms of the
meaning of "night", that was why the vassals were called Nights by others; or
perhaps just as Senpai mentioned earlier, vassals could play the role of a
knight, protecting the Nightkin, hence they were called "Knights." I've heard
Senpai mention the other names for the "Nightkin" and "vassals" but only
now did I finally realize that their alternative names actually carried two
different layers of meanings.
The Nightkin were like sovereigns in stories, hence they were addressed as
"Lord". In addition, a Nightkin must travel along the path prescribed by the
story, which can be called a "Road", which sounds similar as well.[1]
--Vassals could become the Nightkin's lover or spouse... This fact really
made my heart pound uncontrollably.
My entire person was about to plunge into narcissism. Perhaps that was truly
the wish in Senpai's heart.
If that really was the case... I feel myself getting more and more motivated.
"...Suddenly telling you these things, it must be hard for you to believe in an
instant."
Senpai timidly tried to move away her hand that was on my back.
--Indeed, suddenly hearing someone say this kind of stuff would be really
hard to believe. If she really asked me this moment whether I really believed
everything from the bottom of my heart, I would surely say that I actually
still have some doubts. On the other hand, my current situation was clearly
telling me that all this was the truth beyond a doubt.
Back then, I personally saw the wound on her chest from something stabbing
straight through, so I definitely cannot explain how she is alive now.
Furthermore, I also saw the large amount of blood flowing everywhere so it
makes it even harder to explain how she didn't die.
Next... The current fact that I was not killed also fully proves this reality.
I didn't witness by my own eyes what had caused the impact behind me so I
could still conclude that perhaps I wasn't stabbed; nevertheless, I did see for
certain at the time that a blade tip had pierced out of my chest, this was
totally irrefutable. My chest definitely bled and I certainly saw a blade's tip.
Then I lost consciousness. Even if that attack had not caused a fatal wound,
surely I would have died from excessive blood loss eventually.
This was the truth... And after that, right now, we are truly alive. This was
also the undeniable truth.
Based on the current situation, it should be fine to treat all this as reality.
Even if stuff like the Nightkin explanation and the part about powers
possessed by vassals was a lie, for me at this particular point in time, it didn't
matter at all. After all, I cannot explain the whole thing using the common
sense logic in my mind, so taking a skeptical stance was pointless.
"Eh... Jirou-kun...?"
"Of course I'm very surprised and I find certain parts very hard to understand.
For example, there's the fact that Senpai isn't human, Senpai possesses certain
powers, Senpai gave me one of those powers... I really have trouble
understanding these parts."
"Yes... You have a point..."
"However, I believe you, Senpai. How should I put this? ...Senpai, for the
sake of explaining everything, you were still willing to do your best and enter
the bathroom despite clearly feeling very embarrassed, putting your utmost
effort to explain to me. Furthermore, you still told me all that even knowing I
might not believe you. That's why I believe you, Senpai."
"...Jirou-kun..."
"That's why, Senpai, please rest assured. I don't want you to be worried."
That's right. No matter what situation I'm in, no matter what the truth actually
is, to me, the most important thing is whether Senpai feels reassured.
After saying those words, just like that, Senpai... hugged me, pressing tightly
against my back.
The extremely concrete feeling coming from my back, through the fabric, I
could even feel that bulging body part getting squeezed and compressed.
"S-S-S-S-Senpai!?"
"The reason why I invited you was because... I felt that you are a very kind
person."
Hearing these words, the sense of upheaval in my heart swiftly calmed down.
--My kindness is actually all an act.
Even when placed in this kind of situation, calm thoughts still existed in a
certain part of my mind. I was still able to get a clear grasp of the situation,
even to the point of choosing what words and sentences to respond.
"The reason why invited you over was to ask you... ask you to accept this
power for my sake, and ask you to assist in my story. It's just that the
sequence got changed a little..."
...I see.
I guessed that Senpai's original intention was to call me to her room, then
explain to me what she had just told me... Then give me her request and ask
me to make a decision.
What she wanted to ask me was "please accept the power of immortality and
help construct my story."
It's just that an unexpected incident occurred, in the end causing her to have
no choice but to first decide to raise me from the dead.
This matter was surely eating away at Senpai's heart. She probably felt quite
guilty. Because of that, she endured her feelings of embarrassment to come to
the bathroom to explain everything to me.
"Senpai, even if this incident hadn't happened, I still would've accepted your
request."
I really hoped Senpai could feel assured so I told her my feelings honestly.
In fact, I was originally harboring feelings of "no matter what Senpai's wish
is, I will gladly accept it" which is why I came here tonight.
Senpai murmured as though a great load was lifted off her shoulders, her
voice mixed with a sigh of relief.
Warm breath reached the back of my shoulder, I couldn't help but shudder
once.
"...For some reason, I've always felt that you probably would accept...
Somehow, as long as I asked, you would surely agree to help me... Sorry, I
can't believe I was having such selfish thoughts."
...Looks like my feelings of admiration for Senpai had already been exposed.
In order to show Senpai the pattern on my chest, I was just about to puff out
my chest, just at that moment--
"Kyah!"
At the same time, the bath towel originally in contact with me fluttered to the
floor!
"......Uh!"
--It's okay?
"I was thinking of going out with the library monitors next time to have fun at
the pool... So I bought a swimsuit beforehand."
"I... see."
But seeing Shiinamachi-senpai standing there on the spot, clutching the bath
towel with an embarrassed look while dressed in a swimsuit, that sight was
too stimulating for me indeed.
"Kaguya, have you two progressed to the kind of relationship where you can
take baths together?"
I heard a girl's voice that I had never heard before. It felt very lifeless and
monotone. Hearing that voice, I almost jumped straight up in surprise. I
frantically turned my head and found a girl peering into the bathroom. She
was dressed in school uniform with a lab coat on top of her uniform. Her hair
was extremely long.
"Okay--Situation understood. I predict that the two of you will now enter the
sex scene. Please go ahead."
"Eh? W-What sex scene!? W-What do you mean by 'please go ahead'!?"
"O-Of course I mind! S-Sorry, Jirou-kun, I have to leave the bathroom first!"
Shiinamachi-senpai looked very nervous and agitated. Then she left the
bathroom like a gust of wind.
While running away, Senpai's little swimsuit-clad butt really was too
adorable--I couldn't help but think that.
O-Oh right. Who was this girl who had suddenly appeared?
"What?"
The girl swiftly pointed at me. Where she pointed was my--naked lower
body.
"--Sorry."
"No problem."
"N-No problem?"
"Absolutely none."
Absolutely no problem...?
The girl, who had one eye obscured by her bangs, simply maintained her
aloof attitude all along.
However, why did she keep staring at me, all the way until I had put on my
clothes?
■■■■■
"Nice to meet you. In terms of names to my knowledge, I am called Yatono
Shiki. Currently belonging to class 1-B. Please address me with familiarity
from now on as Shiki or Shiki-tan."
She wants me to address her with familiarity? But I can't feel the slightest
familiarity or warmth from her tone of voice and attitude!
"Then, Shiki-san..."
"...Shiki."
"Shiki, I'm in class 2-A and like Senpai, I'm a library monitor as well. My
name is Sakuradamon Jirou."
Because she kept using my nickname, I kept getting the feeling that she had
no idea what my real name was, but I decided to refrain from retorting about
that. Perhaps this might make her act more friendly to me? Hopefully...
"I am Shiinamachi Kaguya. I believe the two of you already know that."
"Yes, Kaguya, I know that already. From now on, the three of us are friends."
The three of us were sitting on seat cushions around a table in Senpai's room,
introducing ourselves in turn. Shiki had a lace-like decoration coiled around
her hair. She was also wearing a large lab coat that was too big for her with
both hands still stuck in the pockets while she was sitting. From appearance,
she was truly quite a distinctive girl.
"So, Monjirou, have you had enough lovey-dovey intimacy with Shiinamachi
Kaguya already?"
Shiki spoke with a very indifferent attitude, her tone of voice as flat as an
automated speech system. However, the content of her words were quite
crass.
"We're not!"
Shiinamachi-senpai swiftly denied. How rare to hear her talk in such a loud
voice. Immediately, she also seemed to realize she was shouting
uncharacteristically loud and hastily covered her face in her hands.
"On the other hand, Monjirou was showing a 'totally seduced' look on his
face."
"What I mean is that your body's condition is normal, as well as that your
cheeks are red."
Shiki turned her face towards me. I wasn't sure if she was staring at me
because her bangs were covering her face, but it felt like she was hoping I'd
give a comment about her lame pun[2] just now. Very well.
There was this indifferent air about her that made it difficult to get along with
her but at the same time, she seemed like quite the joker. From appearance
down to her words and behavior, her entire person was full of mystery.
"So our intimacy has not progressed to brother-sister levels? Then I have
misspoken."
"It's fine even if you don't force a brother-sister type of intimacy with me on
purpose..."
"Sure, darling."
"That's way too much of a jump. Could you just call me by name normally?"
"How much information have you obtained from Kaguya about the current
situation?"
Shiki cocked her head slightly, revealing a bit of her right eye. It was a very
clear blue eye. Although her name sounded Japanese, perhaps she was
actually a mixed child.
"By my deductions, she probably will accept this kind of question from you."
However... Judging from the words of this girl named Shiki, she seemed to
know about the whole story already.
With her bangs covering an eye, it was almost impossible to read her face...
Perhaps this was also deliberate on her part.
"No, I'm sorry, it's very hard for me to feel that way towards someone I'm
meeting for the first time."
"Really? Then I should learn more from Kaguya and take care to increase my
potential as a woman."
What the heck was potential as a woman? This term seemed quite out of date.
However, if it was interpreted as "honing feminine charms" then it's true that
learning from Senpai as a role model would be right.
"Pfft!"
I couldn't help but spurt out air. Too dangerous. If I happened to be drinking,
it would have been a mess.
"S-Shiki-san!?"
Senpai looked so frantic that she was almost about to burst into tears.
"It's already past midnight so it just happened to be perfect for a joke suited
to late night hours."
I couldn't help it... I almost started to imagine Senpai and Shiki in this and
that kind of scene.
"Right now, this very moment, we have already concluded that there is no
problem even if Monjirou's heart stopped. But this fact hasn't been verified
yet, so I hope you'll assist in experiments involving stopping the heart."
...Hmm?
"So, Monjirou, I will make a deal with you. If you agree with the experiment,
I will provide my own body to you. How do you feel about that?"
"...What?"
"Shiki-san, no, not allowed!"
Shiinamachi-senpai called out with a face filled with panic to stop her but I
was stunned on the spot, unable to understand Shiki's meaning.
"I don't deny it. It is a subject that I find relatively more interesting."
"...I-I see..."
"Yes."
Sigh, that's right. She's only a girl I just met, how could I possibly accept her
body? And those terms of exchange, for me to cooperate with the experiment
to see if my heart will stop, I absolutely can't do that.
"Ahem. So, Shiki, why did you come to Shiinamachi-senpai's room at this
time?"
"I was thinking I might have a chance to catch a glimpse of your lovey-dovey
moments, so I waited a while before coming here. However, I never expected
the two of you to progress to the intimacy of taking a bath together on the
first night."
"Hmm... Uh..."
"Goof!"
This comment struck viciously at my heart, making but double over in pain.
"Wah, Jirou-kun..."
"Shiki-san is the same as you, both vassals to help and assist in my story. In
other words, I have likewise passed on one of my gifts to Shiki-san."
"Yes, I have received the gift known as Satori. Here on, my job is to assist
Kaguya for the rest of my life."
Satori.
Since Senpai was able to pass to me a powerful gift of resurrection, then the
Satori gift received by this Shiki girl probably was a power that shouldn't be
underestimated, right?
Indeed-She seemed to be able to read other people's thoughts directly.
Let me test by thinking things in my mind. Oh right--I should give them those
two puddings I bought earlier, right? Or should I just take them home...
"I see."
"I can feel your burning gaze. You are suggesting that I pay upfront the
reward for the heart-stopping experiment first, aren't you?"
"Eh, Jirou-kun, I can't believe you were thinking that just now...?"
"Senpai, I wasn't! Because she said her power was called Satori, I was
thinking she could read minds!"
"I see. I understand now. My Satori power is not mind reading, please relax."
"I see."
"?"
However, this Shiki girl will keep saying things nonchalantly with a sexual
harassment flavor if she's left alone.
"Yes. At least as far as I can recall, I have only passed a gift to Shiki alone
before tonight, no one else."
"What?"
"Actually... I can only remember things that happened in the past three years.
Although I know that I am one of the Nightkin and also have common
knowledge on life skills, I have almost no recollection on what I've done in
the past..."
"Really...?"
Senpai's usual attitude towards life was too natural, so I've always thought...
It was the calm and composed mindset of someone who had lived a long life.
"Oh, but I still remember how to live, how days ought to be spent in school,
and the content of my story... etc. It feels like I've only lost a certain portion
of my memories."
"We can speculate that this is the result of a type of memory-sealing special
ability. Kaguya also cannot remember who else she has passed gifts to other
than myself. Nightkin typically possess five gifts but just before Kaguya
passed Satori to me, she only had three gifts left, one of them being the
immortality you now possess."
"Then counting from that, Senpai only has one gift left?"
How should I say this? I felt deeply that Senpai must have lived through such
a tough life in the past.
Even so, for her still to be able to show such a gentle smile, she really was a
very strong person.
"Oh Jirou-kun..."
I was really happy to make Senpai so touched. Since Senpai had chosen me
as her vassal, then I must assist her to complete her story properly. I sincerely
hoped that.
"I see. Now it looks like the two of you are about to enter the sex scene."
It really was a little exasperating that a young girl would have this kind of
hobby.
"So... Shiki, why did you come running here in the middle of the night?"
"I live in the school. The computer lab management room is the personal
room exclusive to me."
Students were only allowed into the computer lab during IT class, so I never
noticed there was a management room... I carefully searched my memories
and there seemed to be a door behind the lectern at the front of the computer
lab.
But she definitely said just now... She lives there. After all, Shiinamachi-
senpai also lives in this kind of place, so I decided to alter my way of
thinking. Perhaps Shiki is living there for some sort of special reaosn.
While thinking about how I should pose the question, I looked at Senpai.
Only now did I realize that Senpai was looking alternately at Shiki and me,
showing a "oh right, I just remembered" kind of expression.
"Eh?"
"Perhaps you might find this a shocking truth, but Kaguya is not lying. Ever
since you entered this school, I've been deeply interested in you. As a result, I
am also very familiar with various things about you."
"Eh? Oh, okay, so you mean that? Uh, I did feel kinda weird when you
addressed me with that on our first meeting..."
I was getting confused by her again. Stared at by her blue eye whose corner
was slightly downward drooping, I found it difficult to refute her.
The example given just now was perhaps by chance a conclusion obtained by
combining "popular with the students" and "moniker" so this mystery was
totally pointless and I decided to respond to her coldly.
After all, Fujisato and Kuhou called me that as well. An extra person
wouldn't matter.
"Apart from that, I have also acquired full information on your past and
family bloodline."
This sentence that she threw out casually caused my view to go dark.
Just now, this Shiki fellow said she knew about my past and family bloodline.
In other words, she already what kind of environment I was raised in and
what kind of training I've undergone, and she knew that I have walked
through a path of utterly inhumane education.
In that case--
She clearly sensed my killing intent yet she still kept her hands planted in the
pockets of her lab coat. This really concerned me... But since she was
Shiinamachi-senpai's vassal, then there was nothing weird about her being in
charge of gathering information.
But she said that she had become interested in me ever since the first day of
school. Shiki had been observing my every move from the beginning but
conversely, I knew nothing about Shiki at all.
In other words, she was a person who was capable of lurking in the shadows
to investigate all sorts of information.
Her tone of voice remained robotic and it made me hesitate on how far I
should trust her.
"Oh, Jirou-kun... Umm, how should I say this...? Actually, I've always felt
that you're very reliable, you know? Then, basically... Shiki-san has been
taking care of me for a long time, helping me with many things..."
Slightly incoherently, Senpai tried to smooth things over between Shiki and
me.
Senpai was probably trying to clarify to me: If I really had to discern between
friend and foe, Shiki was definitely on my side.
That being said, I still couldn't believe what Shiki said so easily. Even if
Shiinamachi-senpai considered Shiki her comrade, but Shiki did investigate
me in secret without my knowledge after all so it's only natural that I'd feel
wary towards her. If she knew my family background as well, then most
likely, even my family might run into danger.
"I have already understood that you are very guarded. Currently, I am
thinking about what means to help lower your wariness..."
Shiki looked down and seemed to be thinking deeply. That caused her bangs
to nearly cover her entire face.
"As long as you violate me, pouring your desires into me, disciplining me to
make me your slave, that way you should be able to trust me."
"J-Jirou-kun...?"
"I won't, absolutely not! Even faced with Shiinamachi-senpai who I admire, I
won't do a single thing that crosses the line, okay!? How could someone like
me do that kind of thing to a girl I just met for the first time!?"
"So, the next time this happens, please do make your move to try it."
Shiki tilted her head and stared straight back at me with her blue eye.
"In other words, I have prepared myself to be violated by you any time."
"What kind of preparation is that...? Sigh, very well, I get it, I'll believe you
for now."
"Wait wait, you don't need to do this, don't take off your clothes!"
"Really...?"
'First of all, you must accept the current situation then think of
countermeasures. If you start off in a disadvantaged position, then you must
get everything back to zero then slowly try to gain the upperhand.'
I recalled the advice from the mother who had already left me.
The truth was that I was studying hard because I didn't want people to think I
had that kind of characteristic. In order to erase my past, I've worked hard to
make myself live an exceedingly ordinary school life, trying to enjoy myself
in it.
Since the secret was already exposed, then there was nothing to do about it.
Shiki was a the lab coat-wearing girl who lived in school, also a vassal at the
same time.
"So, yes... Since you have calmed down... Let's cut to the chase, shall we?"
Who exactly was the perpetrator... And what was the motive?
...
"What?"
"I also wish to confirm with you, what went through your mind when you
heard Kaguya say the words "safe day"? Just to be safe, may I confirm the
contents of your bag?"
"Ugh...!"
"Hmm... Those issues are naturally quite important, but let's discuss them
later, okay? Jirou-kun, is that okay with you..."
What on earth was this? Did the Nightkin have different values compared to
humans?
Should I be happy that Senpai has that kind of impression of me? Well, she's
surely saying that to me out of kindness, so I really ought to be happy.
"Yes. Since I recommended you to become Kaguya's vassal, that means you
possess the ordinary characteristics of high school boys."
I feel that these words carried no kindness to speak of... Was I imagining
things?
...When the heck were we going to enter the main subject of discussion?
The night was growing late. First of all--I guess I must disclose my shameful
past. I've never had any experience going out with a girl, not even the
slightest bit popular with girls at all.
Tohoho...
Chapter 2 A-Part - Murder and Gift
This was the next day after I was met with a rare death experience.
During the break between my summer supplementary lessons, I told class rep
Fujisato the truth.
"Eh? Really?"
She opened her eyes wide and made a surprised look then cocked her head
doubtfully and expressed:
The profession of being a killer sounded way too farfetched in the modern
world.
Like right now, I would occasionally hear the other person talk to me about
superficial knowledge from movies or the internet. This was, of course, also
how high school students were supposed to react.
"It's not like that. Not only that, I'm currently immortal as well. I was already
murdered once yesterday by someone."
"Ahaha! I see now. You're talking about what you dreamt last night? Last
night, I was chased by a bunch of zombies then bang bang bang, I gunned
them all down!"
Fujisato dismissed my words with a smile. Even I couldn't help but feel like
everything was a lie.
Was last night's events a dream? I actually hoped so but every time I checked
the mark on my chest, I felt a little disappointed and realized that everything
was real.
"But I'm quite surprised that you actually have such violent dreams?"
"Of course I make that type of dream! When working at the convenience
store, I always meet groups of delinquents. Middle schoolers with dyed blond
hair frequently gather at the store where I work. They love to crowd near the
entrance and don't throw away their trash. It's their fault that I have to spend a
lot of effort cleaning up each time. If I had an air gun, I'd really want to shoot
at them and drive them all away."
"Hmm, things are not bad in this regard. After they enter the store, they act
unexpectedly polite, actually."
The way I see it, they totally have a thing for Fujisato, right?
But as the convenience store's poster girl, I was quite relieved that Fujisato
was only confronted with small troubles of this sort.
"By the way, Monjirou, have you ever thought about changing your current
self?"
"Weren't you talking about professional killers, immortal heroes and stuff
like that just now? Usually, people who wants to become those kinds of
things are those who feel dissatisfied with their current life!"
Naturally, the family name Sakuradamon was a fake but my family does
indeed hold a "license to kill". This is a license approved by a public agency
and its authorization coverage was "the bearer is authorized engage in legal
murder according to their personal judgment." My family has held this
license for generations. In other words, my family was like assassins, in
charge of eliminating the nation's enemies or spies from hostile countries.
Supposedly, my mother was even a "master" with exceptional ability among
the family.
However, my little sister cherished me and took great pains to educate me.
She told me what boys of my age were supposed to think about, to be
interested in and the correct way to think like an average "person"...
After spending two years, I finally gained ordinary common sense and
understood what the desires and values of high school boys at my age should
have. I also know that I was more easily touched than boys of the same age
and my heart wavered more easily, especially in sex-related matters, my
thoughts were particularly unstable, often unable to make correct decisions.
However, this part still counted within the parameters of a normal high
school boy's behavior.
When wearing glasses, I can face my emotions and soul with honesty. While
apply this sort of self-suggestion to myself, through the expenditure of long
durations, I finally gained the soul a normal human was supposed to have.
Like this, when even my little sister guaranteed that I was like "an ordinary
and normal person", only after that did I happily transfer into this exceedingly
ordinary prefectural high school.
"Hmm, yeah! But using a finishing move might lead to death so normally,
they're sealed up."
"Ahaha, that feels like what I've often heard! It'd be so interesting if this type
of story really were true!"
Sounding like a story but actually true, so true that it almost felt like a lie.
Perhaps the world was made up of all sorts of things like these.
Even this high school was the same. I used to think it was an ordinary
prefectural high school but after transferring here did I find out that this place
turned out to have Senpai who's from another race as well as that
underclassman girl with a polite attitude yet bizarre behavior.
"Hmm... About the future... I've never thought about it, actually."
"To be honest, I've always worried about whether I'll be able to handle
exams, studying and I have no idea what university entrance exams are like...
Ooh... Monjirou, you've got such a smart brain, you probably don't have to
worry about this kind of stuff, right?"
Ordinary high schoolers all had to work hard and study and take exams to
maintain their academic performance but my level of working hard
apparently far surpassed the level of "ordinary high schoolers". A certain
cram school had held a nation-wide mock exam back in the beginning of June
and I took the exam. I ended up accidentally getting number one in the
nation.
Actually, I wasn't planning on standing out that much but high schoolers of
this age always had massive emotional ups and downs on this kind of
ranking. My little sister was so happy that she even cooked red bean rice to
celebrate, this made me quite happy.
"Starting from the second term, mathematics, physics and chemistry will get
more difficult, so it's necessary to work harder."
"Ooh... I'm recalling bad memories... You're right, the subjects will get more
and more hard... Tohoho--"
Fujisato only made a "tohoho" sound whenever she felt very helpless and
demoralized.
"Oh, it's time to return to our seats. By the way, Monjirou, would you like to
have lunch together after this period? I brought two packed lunches from the
convenience store this morning."
"Oh, thank you very much, then I'll accept your kind offer."
"Having lunch alone with you would be nice but I'm very happy to have
Kuhou with us as a trio as well."
"Ahaha, thank you for your compliment! Yes, then see you later!"
Fujisato ran back to her seat, her soft sleek hair fluttering.
To be honest, she was probably still working at the convenience store at the
time.
While we were chatting, based on the analysis of her responses, she looked
like an ordinary high schooler no matter what.
Once the lunch break comes, I'll deduce more from the situation then report
back to Senpai that I've confirmed Fujisato's innocence.
While thinking that... I still did not lower my guard and continued to observe
other students.
■■■■■
Rewinding back to last night...
I also revealed that last night was my first time sharing a bath with a young
woman.
I also clarified that last night was my first experience of lying on a girl's lap.
Shiki looked very disappointed but I still managed to maintain the deception
successfully, finally breathing a sigh of relief. Fujisato, thank you so much!
"Okay, the party has reached its climax so let's start discussing all the things
related to the murderer."
Shiki's cold voice turned into a weapon that could stab deep into other's
hearts at this time.
So my past was simply an opening speech for introducing the main topic, just
something for her to liven up the atmosphere.
"In other words, the subject of my experience with women was totally
pointless..."
"Jirou-kun, don't worry. I have never had contact with boys before either,
whether letting a boy lie on my lap, helping a boy scrub his back, or even
dying for each other... Or rather, having our bodies overlapping together, you
are the only one whom I have ever done any of this with."
"Your way of putting it is a bit weird... But you're saying that you've never
had any contact with boys before?"
As she was not only everyone's senior but also a very cute girl, all the boys
wished to get close to Shiinamachi-senpai.
Of course, although feeling bothered by a girl's age was little strange, Senpai
was a Nightkin and surely must have lived longer than humans like us.
Although the monopolizing desire in my heart refused to accept this fact,
Senpai probably had many chances to come into contact with males, right?
Shiki really was a scary girl, able to see right into my heart using her eyes
that was covered by her hair.
But I remembered that she had apparently lost her memory. If that was true,
then before losing her memory, she could have had a lover. As soon as that
thought occurred to me, I felt a dull pain in my chest.
Senpai said firmly to me, instantly making my heart feel much relieved.
"Didn't you say you had lost your memory, Senpai? Then how do you know
that you've never had male contact in the past?"
"Hmm, well... Were it not my first time to have contact with a boy, umm... I
think I wouldn't have felt so nervous, so uneasy, blushing and having my
heart pound so hard..."
"S-Senpai was feeling uneasy, blushing and having her heart pound for my
sake..."
"Rather, Kaguya is actually quite afraid of males. Monjirou, you are one of
the rare male candidates that she is able to have normal contact with. Even if
they lose their memories, living things will reflexively act upon their old
habits and respond the same way. So based on results, it is possible to
conclude that she has no prior experience with male contact at all."
"You're welcome."
Shiki gave a nod. I began to feel a sense of reassurance towards her. I see, so
because she was always analyzing, thinking and observing on different levels
to reach reasonable conclusions, no wonder Senpai found her so dependable.
"I was thinking Senpai might have had contact with members of her race..."
I couldn't help but feel that the Nightkin race was too amazing.
No matter how long their life span, if all of them were female, then how did
they leave descendants? I really wanted to know how the Nightkin solved this
issue but asking about it would apparently constitute sexual harassment so I
decided to behave.
"Currently what is certain is that the vast majority of Lords tends to have
children with their Knights."
"!?"
"...Really...?"
I tried hard to suppress the emotions shaking my heart and forcefully pushed
my vanity glasses up twice.
As for Shiinamachi-senpai... The blush on her face had already spread to her
ears. Just by looking, it was obvious that her ears were red to their tips.
So the "safe day" Senpai mentioned really did carry that level of meaning...?
No, in that case, it'd be a "risky day" instead, right...?
"Oh, umm, please don't discuss this topic anymore, uh... Let's hurry and cut
to the chase!"
Senpai looked down, her hands waving in front of her face. This adorable
sight was quite something to behold.
But whatever. In any case, Senpai never had any experience with men and for
some reason, I was fortunate enough to be selected by Senpai. That was
enough.
Shiki took out a notebook from her lab coat, spun the ball point pen in her
right hand and announced.
Hearing Senpai's sulking words, a sadistic urge surged forth in my heart. But
since she is Senpai, whether in school year or how many years lived, I must
respect her seniority. Hence, I should only tease her once in a while.
"So, Kaguya, are you able to recognize who the culprit is?"
Next, Shiki suddenly went straight to confirming the culprit and other related
matters.
Senpai pointed at the wooden door in the room. That spot was some distance
away from where she collapsed.
“So basically… Senpai was pushed back a fair distance from the position of
the wooden door?”
Judging from the location where the pool of blood was formed, it could also
be confirmed that Senpai drew her last breath in the center of the room.
The murderer’s blade had aimed accurately to pierce her heart. At the time,
Senpai stumbled and probably had no way of walking over to where she fell.
“Kaguya, are you unable to confirm the culprit’s face and appearance?”
“Hmm… No, I really can’t be certain. By the time I noticed the person’s
figure, it had already happened.”
“Senpai, what about the size of the figure? For example, similar to mine? Or
more like Shiki’s?”
If the attacker was only slightly taller than Shiki or about her height, then that
person was probably a short boy or even a girl. However, would a girl be able
to stab a blade so accurately through the heart? Hearts were essentially
masses of muscle tissue. To stab a blade through a heart required substantial
force. Besides, the attacker had pierced the heart completely. It would take
even a man quite a bit of strength.
“I see, I see.”
Shiki recorded these details in her notebook while nodding repeatedly. Her
actions were quite experienced and it felt like she was long used to making
these kinds of records.
“Monjirou, I will confirm with you. How much muscle power is needed to
pierce the heart in one strike?”
Then Shiki tossed me that question with absolute precision.
She must have asked me this question because she knew of that fact.
The useful person here was not the usual, laid back “Sakuradamon Jirou” but
the man who was born in a family of killers, the one who had learned all sorts
of knowledge and techniques from his mother. Indeed, for the sake of
protecting Shiinamachi-senpai--In other words, the "master", that was how a
vassal ought to act.
Hence, I one again pushed my glasses swiftly and switched my mental state.
"Ordinary high school boy" Sakuradamon Jirou and "professional killer" me.
The act of touching the glasses served as a ritual and hint to switch
consciousness. My "normal human soul" was not mature enough while my
consciousness and emotions were evidently not stable enough. If I returned to
being a "killer" for too long, the mental state in my mind that approaches a
normal person's could disappear.
--This girl.
Was she trying to test out my abilities just by using these questions?
From the blue right eye that was vaguely visibly between the strands of her
hair, light was given off that could not be underestimated.
--I see.
She thinks that I am one of the suspects for killing Shiinamachi-senpai, which
is why she asked for my opinion, thereby letting me know that she was wary
of me.
"Senpai's wound was very deep. Based on that, the murder weapon should be
a large bladed tool or perhaps a kitchen knife of a certain length. If the
weapon has a certain amount of weight, even if the user's skill is inferior to
mine, the objective can still be achieved. If the murderer is on a similar level
as me, then he or she should be able to murder Senpai with ease."
"In other words, as long as the culprit possesses a blade of that level, it's
possible to achieve what was done, is that it?"
"Yeah, indeed. In learning techniques in killing, the use of swords and spears
are basic essential skills. On that point, the murderer should have a certain
level of muscle strength."
"Let me see… Height roughly the same as an average girl but rather strong…
Someone fitting these requirements could be the murderer, right?"
Shiinamachi-senpai had her arms crossed before her chest while she looked
down at the floor.
Senpai was definitely not human but judging from the interactions I've had
with her over the past three months, I find her to be no different from an
ordinary girl. To think that someone could take a sword and stab her to death
with absolute precision and efficiency without any hesitation at all.
This was almost something that only a professional killer could do.
Shiki's question just not only expressed her suspicions about me but also, at
the same time--revealed that she believes the murderer to be on a professional
level.
I couldn't help but look at Shiki's face, not knowing what she was thinking.
"Monjirou, I will confirm with you. When you arrived here, was the clock
tower locked?"
Shiki's ballpoint pen's tip pointed at me as she questioned me. I could feel
those eyes, hidden behind her bangs, flashing with a serious gaze.
"Hmm, I unlocked it before entering, then after entering the clock tower, I
locked it up again."
I remember locking up for sure to prevent intruders from following after me.
"In other words, it's possible that the culprit… after killing Kaguya, locked
the door again… then hid in the monitor's room downstairs from Kaguya's
room."
If Shiki's reasoning was correct, that meant that I had passed by the killer's
hiding place at the time. Or rather, I was stabbed to death later so things
could have happened as Shiki hypothesized?
"Let me think… Regardless of the identity of the one who killed me, this
clock tower's door cannot be opened unless you have a key, is that right?"
"Kaguya, you are correct. Since the culprit also killed Monjirou, in other
words, the culprit's range of action is limited. However, herein lies a
question. Why did the culprit kill Monjirou as well?"
"Hmm…"
First, the killer unlocked the clock tower's entrance to invade the tower.
Then the killer locked the door and proceeded to kill Senpai.
Then I unlocked the door and came to Senpai's room. At this time, the killer
appeared behind me and killed me.
I see. So that's how one can trace the killer's movements like this.
After joining the library monitors, I also started reading some mystery novels.
From the authors' perspectives, I was probably a good reader because I
always failed to guess the culprit's identity and would get a surprise at the
ending every time.
Shiki handed to Senpai and me a sheet of paper torn out from her note book.
The lines drawn on the paper were very straight and neat, so much that I
couldn't help but suspect whether she used a ruler to draw them. Illustrated on
the paper was a floor plan of the clock tower with notes included on the side.
The crime scene was this room and she had drawn two people in that room,
so they were probably representing me and Shiinamachi-senpai.
To think that she even colored the area around us red, what the heck was
Shiki trying to do…
"Since this is a rare chance, let's try to recreate the crime scene."
"Yes, I understand."
■■■■■
There were many places circled in red on the piece of notebook paper with
annotations of "Important!"
1. Back door: the school entrance that everyone knows. Only place to
sneak in to school grounds at night!
2. Entrance: clock tower entrance. The heavy metal door can even deflect
bullets!
3. Library monitors' office: the lounge for library monitors. What might
be hidden on the back of the giant clock's face plate…?
4. Clock tower management room: the location where Kaguya and
Monjirou were killed!
5. Bathroom: indecent event happened here! \(^o^)/
"…"
"Any questions?"
"Hmm, nope."
Why were the explanations written with such exuberance? The tone
completely failed to match the personality Shiki presented in person, making
it impossible for me to hide the confusion in my heart. Especially what the
heck's with that ⑤? How excited is she? There's even an emote at the end.
"Shiki-san's text messages are always very fun! Not only does she put in
emotes, there's even ascii art, it's very cute!"
"I see."
Indeed, on the side of the notebook paper there were many emotes and ascii
art patterns that one could find on the internet. This totally changed my view
of Shiki. So she actually liked cute things a lot?
Although Shiki was not like Fujisato who would instantly yell "SO CUTE!"
whenever she saw anything, it looked like somewhere in the depths of this
weirdo's heart was a girl who loved cute things.
Putting that aside, at least thanks to this piece of notebook paper, the situation
had become a lot easier to understand.
Looking a Shiki's handwritten note, we left the room, walked down the
creaking wooden staircase and arrived at the library monitors' office.
"Senpai, is your condition okay? Having bled so much earlier, will you get
uncomfortable symptoms like anemia?"
This smile was the smile that soothed my heart and soul every time when
library monitor meetings were held. Every time I thought about how a girl
with this kind of smile had lost her life, I couldn't help but feel a severe chill.
Had she not been a Nightkin, I probably would not be able to see this facial
expression again. And after I was killed, had it not been for Senpai's help in
giving me immortality, then the result would have been the same. To think
that I actually met two miracles in a single night.
Speaking of which, had Shiki come to borrow Senpai's bathroom with her
usual state of mind, had she set off earlier, most likely she would have faced
danger as well.
"By the way, Shiki, why do you come to Senpai's room to borrow the
bathroom?"
"Shiki-san has locked herself away in the computer lab management room
lately doing research so I invited her to use the bathroom at my room every
night."
I found it a bit difficult to imagine staying out overnight, even to the point of
staying in school. Although I had the ability to survive outdoors and pitch
tents, staying overnight at Shiinamachi-senpai's room together with everyone
really was my one and only previous experience staying in school. Perhaps
there might be even more people who lived in school discreetly.
Having lived in this area for the past three months, I originally thought this
school to be ordinary but now I'm getting an increasingly strong feeling that
this place is actually pretty weird.
"Hacking into the computers of bad guys, obtaining all sorts of state secrets,
investigating whether other Nightkin or their vassals exist in other places."
So stuff like that really existed in the word. I couldn't help but think that,
yet…
However, there did exist many things in the world that are known to few, it's
just that we don't know about them. I feel like this was the sort of information
I seem to have obtained many times tonight.
"Senpai, apart from Shiki, is there anyone else in this school you know who
has a special background?"
"Yes… But since they are keeping a low profile on purpose, I have no choice
but to keep their secrets for now."
Shiinamachi-senpai lifted her index finger and made a hush sound. Indeed, if
people wanted to hide their background, then it wouldn't be appropriate to
spill their secrets without their consent.
Based on this fact, then surely there were other people living in the school.
I've already accepted all sorts of surreal circumstances, even to the point of
naturally coming to conclusions as the above.
"Hmm?"
"Monjirou, if someone hid behind the back of that large clock's faceplate,
could you tell?"
"Hmm… If it's the daytime or there's lighting nearby, I might be able to tell.
But if it's totally dark like just now, I probably can't."
The surroundings were very dim at the time and I didn't expect anyone to be
hiding in the first place, so if someone suppressed their breathing and leaned
behind the back of the clock faceplate against the wall, I wouldn't have
noticed at all.
"But if the other person didn't know I was coming, he or she wouldn't have
hid there, right?"
"Suppose the murderer was just about to flee the scene and Monjirou just
happened to enter through the door here…"
Saying that, Shiki hid behind the clock faceplate… Getting on all fours,
hiding her body.
"In this kind of condition, can the culprit lurk like this, hidden in the darkness
while watching Monjirou climb up the stairs?"
"--Why doesn't the culprit take the opportunity to escape instead of going out
of their way to kill me off?"
"Well then, Monjirou, let's call upon your speculations of the killer's
psychology to provide a hypothesis."
Shiki took out a ballpoint pen from her chest pocket and handed it over to
me.
"Go ahead."
The culprit walks from ① over to the clock tower then opens the lock at ②.
Just as Shiki's notes indicate, this is the only entrance to the school at night.
Without a key, this door cannot be opened.
Then passing by ③, in other words, our current room, then heading over to
④, Shiinamachi-senpai's room--
Although the incident wasn't caused by me, I still felt very apologetic because
there's a feeling like I indirectly killed Senpai. However, I don't have the time
to feel depressed over this. These kinds of thoughts are better left for
reminiscing in bed alone so as to toss and turn, unable to fall asleep.
Back to the main topic, I faced Senpai squarely and tried to act out the scene
when the murderer killed Senpai. I pushed the tip of the ballpoint pen
towards Shiinamachi-senpai.
I made eye contact with Senpai and she performed the motion of slowly
opening the door.
Then I… with a slow and steady pace, I aimed for Senpai's chest.
I really couldn't bring myself to poke the ballpoint pen directly into Senpai's
magnificent bust. Hence, Senpai pulled my hand and poked the pen's tip into
her soft bosom. The pen was capped so I don't think it would hurt too much
but through the pen, I could feel concretely the suppleness and elasticity of
Senpai's body.
"?"
"Oh right. The culprit then crashed into me just like that, pushing my entire
body to the center of the room."
After listening to Senpai's explanation, Shiki took out another ballpoint pen,
knocking audibly on the chin. Senpai and I looked at Shiki while she
pondered, waiting for her to comment.
"I see. I understand now. In that case, the culprit actually… Hold on, let's
switch up."
"The culprit actually used this long and thick thing to penetrate Kaguya.
Using his or her entire body's strength, the killer pushed Kaguya to the center
of the room."
Shiki held the ballpoint pen with both hands then pretended to slam her body
into Shiinamachi-senpai. But perhaps because Shiki didn't actually thrust
with a running start, Senpai's bountiful bosom cushioned her motion. If there
weren't a reenactment of a murder process, the whole scene would look like a
drawing, bringing a smile to one's face.
This fact, combined with what Shiki just said about a long and thick thing…
I'll just pretend not to notice.
"Yes yes yes, like this. The murderer charged at me like that, giving me quite
a fright."
Shiinamachi-senpai received Shiki's motion with her chest and slowly moved
backwards.
"Yes. When I discovered Senpai, she was already collapsed in the center of
④."
When I saw Senpai, she had already fallen in a pool of blood. But reviving
after receiving my blood, Senpai decided in her panic to pass along the gift of
immortality to me. Furthermore, she cleaned up the blood from the scene
before I awakened. Although I don't understand what kind of power it was
exactly, nor how it worked… In any case, the two of us apparently don't need
to worry about dying from blood loss.
"In that case, a substantial duration must have passed before Kaguya
resurrected."
"Eh? Oh sure."
"So, Monjirou was just about to extend his evil claws towards the lovely and
vulnerable Kaguya…"
"Fufu."
Hmm. Being able to see Senpai make such a smile, I guess it's worth it for
getting teased. Shiki, your criminal actions are totally premeditated!
"Then let's change the wording a bit. Monjirou used his long and thick thing
to take away Kaguya's first time… Does that work?"
"I'm sorry, Shiki-sama, I'm begging you. Could you stop using this type of
description to recreate the events, okay?"
"Very well."
"?"
"As a side note, to me personally, Monjirou's naked body was the first ever
male nude body I've ever seen."
I was forced to recall recent memories that I had not wish to remember.
"A man's naked body isn't interesting at all, right?"
"At the time, I was originally planning to confirm the mark that had appeared
on your body."
"By the way, I also noticed the scar on your right shoulder."
"That's…"
Hearing Shiki point out my right shoulder's scar, I used my left hand to touch
the side of the my right shoulder.
I rubbed my left hand back and forth over the scar then noticed Senpai tilting
her head slightly.
"You said that's the promise between your mother and you?"
"Yes. No matter what happens, as long as my body carries this scar, I won't
forget my mother's words. In other words, this is the bond between me and
my disappeared mother."
Although my mother had left behind a great sun of money, before she left,
the hidden significance behind this scar was what she cared about the most.
Just recalling the contents of her warning made me feel a chill down my
spine.
Looks like Shiki still had not figured out what this scar represented.
I recalled how Shiki had been silently staring at me while I was putting on
my clothes.
"Just to be safe, I shall use a maidenly excuse for myself. In actual fact, I felt
quite embarrassed at the time."
Although I felt that Shiki was doing it openly with an upfront attitude at the
time, since she went as far as to say this, I'll just pretend it was so. I decided
to believe in her explanation… Just as I felt an impulse to turn my gaze
towards Shiki, I noticed a small and compact realm.
Despite Shiki's arrogant airs, that part of hers was rather modest.
"No problem. Once you get tired of Kaguya's breasts, I allow you to freely
admire mine."
"Putting this aside, let's continue the reenactment. First, suppose the culprit
escaped the room after murdering Kaguya at ④. Currently, let's assume that
Monjirou's murderer is the same person and continue with that."
Shiki rapidly wrote in her notebook. Her fingers moved quickly over the
notebook, it looked like she was drawing. Shiinamachi-senpai looked at
Shiki's motions then stared at the note in her hand.
"Hmm… If both murders were committed by the same person… After killing
me, there was still a period of time until Jirou-kun was murdered. What was
the culprit doing during this time?"
"That's right. Perhaps there might be something subtle here that only the
culprit could discern. Monjirou, if you were the culprit, what would you have
done?"
"Hmm…"
A murderer's actions. I've never actually carried such a action out. Neither
had I ever thought about it. To think I'd have to test this under hypothetical
conditions right now. However, that murderer's skills were definitely very
professional. Although it was quite difficult, I suppose having me to deduce
the entire process might really be the fastest solution.
Next, I took a deep breath and exhaled, allowing myself to regain the ice-cold
judgment of a killer's.
First of all, there was no need to clean up the scene after the murder. Once the
target was successfully killed, the most effective course of action was to
leave straight away. Whether destroying evidence or taking other actions, the
more unnecessary behavior, the easier it was to leave clues behind.
Hence, supposing "I" was the culprit, after killing the target--Shiinamachi-
senpai--I absolutely wouldn't do anything else. Murder cases in mystery
novels often have many clues, which is how the detective catches the culprit
at the end. In real life, the more trivial and mundane things, naturally, the
higher the chances of failure. After all, I was someone who had undergone
the education of a professional killer's, so my conclusion is: most murderers
are not professionals, hence there is nothing surprising even if they fail.
Because there was no need to personally see the aftermath of the murder, I
would have swiftly departed through the wooden door and ran down the
steps. As long as no one heard the wooden steps creaking, everything would
be fine. Then reaching the library monitors' office on the ground floor, I'd
immediately leave the building. Escaping directly was fine.
If the time of murder was 11pm, then not even a minute would be needed
from killing the target to leaving the building.
From outside the building to leaving the school grounds, it shouldn't take five
minutes either.
With that, it was possible to kill the target without anyone discovering--That
being said, after killing her, it was necessary to kill "Sakuradamon Jirou".
"There should have been quite a gap between the culprit escaping and my
arrival time. If the murderer chose to kill me, it must have been because he or
her discovered me during the escape then tailed me and returned to the crime
scene in an abnormal move."
It should have been roughly 11:35pm when I met Kuhou in front of the
school. The culprit probably discovered me heading to the school building at
this time.
In that case, it meant that during a gap as long as thirty minutes, the culprit
was staying near the crime scene. This behavior was really quite weird… But
I did in fact get stabbed by the killer so let's assume this is the truth for now.
"Monjirou, do you think that the culprit could have secretly tailed you before
killing you?"
"If the culprit has no experience or only received a bit of training, I'd
immediately notice someone was following me. But if it was an expert, that'd
be tough to notice."
"I'm not talking about your acting skills. But what's with that hehehe?"
…It's true, the way I see it, I do feel that these kinds of thoughts could very
well have happened.
But as soon as I heard someone else voice them, for some reason, I felt a very
sad feeling in my heart…
"No, hmm, even if you deduced my thoughts at the time, could you not voice
them out please…"
"If possible, I really hope you won't describe things that way, but yes, I did
walk to the clock tower's door. After opening the door, I immediately locked
it again."
"Right, after entering here I immediately shut the door, so even if the
murderer was following me, there shouldn't be any way to enter this building
again."
That's right, just as Shiki wrote, "②Entrance: clock tower entrance. The
heavy metal door can even deflect bullets!" This door was extremely thick
and heavy. Also, there was no other entrance so we could rule out the
hypothesis of the culprit discovering me then following after me.
I suddenly recalled how Shiki said the culprit could have hid behind the large
clock's faceplate.
"I see… If the culprit wanted to kill, even if he or she followed me, there was
no way to achieve this objective."
"Apparently so. So we can hypothesize that for the culprit to kill you, he or
she probably did not step out of this door."
The killer had not stepped outside. If the killer's plan was to first kill
Shiinamachi-senpai then kill me, then it was understandable why he or she
chose to remain inside the building. Because my arrival time was unknown,
the culprit had no choice but to hide here to wait for me to appear.
"In that case, arriving later, you immediately went up the stairs, right?"
Shiki walked over to the stairs then walked up, stepping on the wooden steps,
producing creaking sounds as a result.
"Hmm. The culprit personally watched 'me' climb up the stairs towards
Shiinamachi-senpai's room. Then rushing out from behind this clock face--"
Because I almost caught sight of the view under Shiki's skirt, the depths of
those slender thighs…
"I have already seen your naked body, hence I permit you to peek at my
panties."
What the heck kind of suggestion was that? But since she already said okay,
that means I really can look?
"Really?"
I somehow felt like Shiki was staring at me but because I couldn't look up, I
turned my face to the side and brought up what I discovered.
"Supposing that the culprit had no choice but to kill 'me' and that he or she
really was hiding here, then as soon as 'I' stepped on the stairs, the culprit
could have finished 'me' off from behind."
The culprit was carrying such a large blade with substantial destructive
potential. According to normal logic, doing the deed downstairs would have
been the safer approach.
"The culprit only buried the murder weapon deeply into your back after you
had discovered Kaguya and shocked as a result. In that case, you were less
likely to counterattack, so the overall situation was safer… Suppose the killer
knew this, what do you think?"
If that really was the case, then it meant that the killer already knew before
hand that I was the descendant of professional killers. Without taking into
account the possibility I might take notice and resist, it would have been
difficult to achieve the objective.
However, if the culprit was backed by someone like Shiki who was privy to
all sorts of information, then that probability would not be zero.
"Let's just assume that the culprit was able to chase after me on the stairs
without making a sound then silently approach me from behind to stab me to
death, that's really too--"
Indeed. As soon as anyone walked on these stairs, the wooden steps would
surely creak.
No matter how hard an ordinary person tried, their own weight would cause
the wooden boards on the steps to produce sounds from friction. Walking
silently up and down those steps should be impossible.
But at the time, I totally did not hear any sound from someone ascending the
stairs. Whether unlocking, opening the door or climbing the stairs, I didn't
hear anything at all.
"Impossible."
Holding onto the handrail, Shiki tried to make creaking noises with the
wooden boards underfoot.
Next, let's fast forward back to the next day after the incident.
After answering that, Kuhou made a "hmm…" sound and entered deep
thought.
Sitting next to her, Fujisato was smiling cheerfully. She most likely thought
that this was a continuation of the eighth grade syndrome conversation. If that
were actually the case, I would feel much better.
"Yeah. Also, did you use that ability last night to kill other people effortlessly
without hindrance?"
Kuhou admitted very readily… No wait, she was simply following the
discussion I had opened up.
Originally eating her chicken and egg rice bowl with great enjoyment, she
pursed her lips to make a fearless smile with chopsticks raised.
That smile suited her face far too well. Everything matched the proper airs of
my underclassman's warrior style.
"Kendo is a type of martial arts that places great emphasis on form. Putting
on airs like a swordsman is necessary to intimidate the opponent, thereby
obtaining powerful strength. It is necessary to challenge the opponent while
maintaining thoughts of 'I am a swordsman with outstanding ability, I will
kill the enemy'."
"Ehehe, I see! I've always thought that kendo required keeping your mind
free of random thoughts then attacking with a mighty shout."
"Of course, that's one method, but… Oh well, no matter what, victory is
decided by instantaneous exchanges. Hence… I was thinking, if I actually
possessed one of those gifts or superpowers mentioned by Senpai, it'd be so
much easier."
"Senpai, I don't think there's anything underhanded about gifts and abilities.
If you possess that kind of power since birth, or you acquired it through hard
work and training, then it counts as part of the possessor's special
characteristics. How should I put this? It's like having sharp eyesight, keen
hearing, good looks or a strong body… etc. The possessor is supposed to
produce an excellent performance in areas where these abilities can be used
in the first place."
I've always disliked applying the killing skills I've trained since early
childhood to martial arts or sports, which was why I studied my ass off,
finally becoming a library monitor. But in Kuhou's view, the right way would
be to make good use of abilities that had been cultivated in the process of
growing up.
"So, Senpai, what kind of gift do you think I possess? If possible, I wish to be
like Fujisato-senpai, to have a cute face and charm like an idol. If that could
come true, I'd surely feel very happy."
Fujisato frantically waved her hands. That motion was definitely too cute. I
see. For her to be able to perform this action naturally without calculation
beforehand, this would count as a talent akin to a gift, right?
Possessing such an ability would allow the culprit to go up and down the
stairs silently.
"If you can fly, then isn't it better to just take the victim to a high altitude then
drop them? The deceased would have fallen to their death from the air where
there was nothing! …This kind of situation would pose even more of a
headache for detectives, right?"
"Wow, your idea is so vicious, Fujisato-senpai, who could have guessed from
the way you look?"
Putting aside the content of their conversation, watching these two girls
smiling at each other, I felt that this was truly a relaxing lunch break…
However, I still decided to keep these two of my friends on the suspect list
for now.
'Monjirou, could you try and think, is there anyone you know who were still
out and about last night?'
At the time, the ones who surfaced in my mind were Fujisato working at the
convenience store and Kuhou who had just left school.
"Suppose I didn't have the ability to hover in midair but some other gift, what
kind of gift would I have?"
Kuhou seemed quite engaged in the subject I brought up, how unexpected.
Like me, she was also one of the library monitors and also knew about
Shiinamachi-senpai's room upstairs, and even had a key as well. In that sense,
she was the most likely suspect, however… To think that she would get so
into this topic of conversation, I really can't understand if she really knows
what I'm talking about or if she's actually just an airhead?
Indeed, the warrior's aura exuded from her made me feel that it wouldn't be
surprising if she had learned killing techniques. She gave off that impression
even more than me.
"Hmm… For example, Kuhou could have been trained to prevent herself
from making any sound when walking… Something like that?"
For a professional killer and master of martial arts, eliminating the sound of
one's footsteps was a very important skill. If you ask me which question was
the real one, I'd have to say this was the true answer that I wanted to find out.
Since she is a highly accomplished expert in kendo, I naturally suspected if
she was able to climb those stairs without making a sound.
"Does that count as a gift? Well true, if a gift can refer to a special skill
acquired through training, describing it that way might be right. Kendo
practitioners like me must use our legs, so there's always some sound from
friction."
Both girls' opinions were very reasonable. As for hearing Fujisato rate this
skill as "so plain", it really made me, someone who had learned this skill
through dedicated hard work, feel a little lamenting.
Kuhou narrowed her slender and clear eyes, the corner of her lips curling up.
Yes. Because even though she was killed, she still managed to survive.
"I met Senpai this morning too. Senpai was still laid back as always."
So Kuhou saw Senpai too? Then if the culprit was one of these two girls, then
she would already know that last night's murder ended in failure.
But the culprit would already know they had failed to kill me as soon as they
met me. Suppose the culprit deliberately concealed the shock in their heart
and talked to me as though nothing had happened, then all I can say was that
these two girls' acting skills are too good.
Perhaps this was a perfect example of what my sister said about 'every
woman is an actress and talented at telling lies.'
"I get it. Senpai was chatting with Shiinamachi-senpai last night about this…
like studying detective novels? Or something like mental puzzles? It's true,
that clock tower does seem like a suitable place to use for this kind of
subject."
I knew that this method was very dangerous but in reality, something even
more dangerous had already happened so I had no choice but to do this.
Fujisato's cheeks went red. The direction of her deductions seems to be a bit
different.
No, actually, this was how a normal high schooler was supposed to react.
"It's very embarrassing for a boy to be holding a pajamas party with a group
of girls!"
I commented on that gathering last time, causing Fujisato to giggle and smile.
Thinking back, the girls were all chatting so excitedly together, I totally had
no way of inserting myself into their conversation topics and was at a total
loss what to do. Later on, Kuhou finally couldn't stand to watch and came
over to chat with me about martial arts for a while.
I was lucky to have Kuhou taking care of me back then. And now, to think I
was suspecting her, that might be kind of rude.
After all, Senpai and I were a mixed-gender pair at the height of puberty.
Normal people wouldn't think that we'd be alone together.
"No, but I've always felt that Yatono-san… probably doesn't have many
friends. She feels like a solitary scientist. But she does have many fans!"
Solitary. Fans.
Shiki, I never knew that you could be the source of such rumors and even had
fans!
Her type of detachment from the mundane world and mysterious airs
definitely would attract certain types of fans.
This really sounded like something Kuhou would say. If she really were the
culprit then her ability to play dumb was truly extraordinary.
Precisely because she always looked like a girl whose actions and internal
thoughts were consistent and upfront, I would find it very difficult to believe
if she said she was actually a terrifying killer or was fine with killing
Shiinamachi-senpai and me.
In terms of skills and ability, she should be able to do it. However, she was
pretty good friends with me and Shiinamachi-senpai. To be more precise, I
really didn't want to believe that she would do something like that.
"What did you chat about? Are you trying to verify how Shiinamachi-senpai
was killed?"
"Yeah… Pretty much. Next, everything I say will be just hypothetical, okay?
So…"
I recounted the facts from last night in a manner like telling a fictional story.
"Let me think…"
Omitting the bathroom event, I then told Kuhou and Fujisato everything I had
seen and heard last night in a storytelling manner with as much detail as
possible.
Then I told them how Senpai, Shiki and I tried to deduce the culprit's thinking
and actions.
"It really does seem impossible without possessing some special ability. So
that's why you brought up flying and eliminating the sound of footsteps just
now, Senpai?"
Actually, if Fujisato saw that scene, I'm guessing she'll most likely faint.
After all, when Shiki arrived at the scene, the room was actually still in the
state of a crime scene.
"So with that, the most suspicious… Oh I see. Senpai met me in front of the
school last night, so naturally, I'm the most likely suspect. I finally
understand what you're trying to say, Senpai."
"Eh, Nagi and Monjirou… You met each other last night…?"
Fujisato's cheeks turned red again. It looked like her mind was always filled
with thoughts about romance.
"On my way to the school, I happened to run into Kuhou was about to go
home."
So Kuhou felt that regretful about that? I couldn't help but feel a bit happy.
Although our friendship wasn't particularly deep, I've always felt happy
interacting with her. After all, during that lonely pajamas party, she took
initiative to chat and accompany me.
"Okay, then let's organize the facts of the whole event. Very clearly, I am the
most suspicious person. Not only do I possess a key to the library monitors'
office, but I am also well-versed in martial arts and possess a bladed
instrument of a certain weight. I am also quite short which matches the
'figure' Shiinamachi-senpai witnessed. The timeframe of meeting Monjirou-
senpai by chance also overlaps with the timing of the events."
"Twins huh… That might be kind of fun it were true! After all, I'm an only
child…"
Even if Fujisato really had a twin, it was very unlikely for her to be the killer.
Besides, there's still the footsteps issue.
"But if I'm the real culprit as the prime suspect, in that case… That'd be way
too lame."
"Right. In detective novels, if the prime suspect turns out to be the culprit, it'll
feel too boring."
Just based on considerations of fun, then the two of them were right. Fujisato
and I both agreed with Kuhou.
Not only that. Even if Kuhou followed me closely after seeing me, then the
sounds of the key opening the lock and the wooden staircase still presented
problems.
Of course, these details only presented difficulties under the prior assumption
that the culprit committed the crime using ordinary means. If the culprit had
used a special power, then all bets were off for physical phenomena. The gifts
received by the vassals of Nightkin were apparently divided into many
different types, which was why it was possible to have rather special powers
like immortality.
"If the story revolves around Monjirou-senpai, then what other characters
appear?"
On the other hand, Fujisato was a good listener no matter what the topic so
she too had happily accepted the story.
If I hadn't gotten stabbed to death for real, perhaps I'd enjoy the conversation
even more than them.
"Oh, I've heard of that one too! Someone who is thought to have died first
often turns out to be the culprit, right? This setup is pretty famous!"
Like Fujisato, I knew that this type of setup often appeared in detective
novels.
Because the first victim's identity was unknown, who they were could only be
guessed from their clothing but everything turns out to be different from what
everyone thought. If that's the case, the initially discovered dead person must
disguise themselves as another character then proceed to act separately from
the other characters.
But this incident was different. When I rushed onto the scene, Shiinamachi-
senpai was the deceased and in the end, she also survived. Just as she said, "if
today weren't a safe day, it would've been dangerous."
In other words, although Senpai did not die, in fact she really did encounter
an incident sufficient to cause death.
"Hmm? Me?"
"Oh I get it! You're referring to stories where the protagonist is the culprit,
right!?"
"Yes. If the mystery is narrated from first person, then the reader needs to pay
extra attention. As the protagonist, 'he' can arbitrarily fabricate what he saw,
heard and felt. Deceptions like 'this is what really happened at the time' or
something like that."
Indeed, in the story, I'm very suspicious too and could be the killer.
I was both able to open the door to the building's entrance and had accepted
Shiinamachi-senpai's invitation.
But based on pre-established reality, this was totally impossible. After I was
stabbed to death, Shiinamachi-senpai had apparently… turned me immortal
and resurrected me. If I really were the culprit, it would be impossible explain
what actually happened during that blank period in my consciousness.
Kuhou had probably prepared this answer from the start? Hence she was
ranking each character in terms of suspiciousness.
"She is the only character in the story who has knowledge on everyone's
movements. For example, when killing Shiinamachi-senpai, she should have
a key to open the door if she normally frequents Senpai's room. Also, if she
already knew that Monjirou-senpai was going to visit Shiinamachi-senpai's
room, she could easily hide somewhere in the room, like in the washroom for
example. After seeing Senpai in a panic from discovering Shiinamachi-
senpai's corpse, all she had to do was kill Senpai from behind. Then she could
leisurely stroll down the stairs and return to the computer lab, then visit
Shiinamachi-senpai's room again, thus legitimately becoming the person who
discovers the dead victims."
After listening to Kuhou's idea, it really seemed like Shiki was the most
suspicious person in the incident.
Indeed. The culprit had no need to hide behind the clock's faceplate to wait
for my appearance at all.
If Shiki knew I was coming and had decided beforehand that I must be killed,
all she needed to do was wait inside the room. Even with a ton of blood
splashed over her from the victims, she didn't need to care at all. After all, she
always used Senpai's bathroom anyway, so surely she must have a change of
clothes prepared there already.
"Anyway, if the number one suspect is me, then I'll say that 'Shiki-san' is the
real culprit. Monjirou-senpai, does this hypothesis work?"
■■■■■
As a result, after summer supplementary lessons finished, I made my way to
the computer lab.
Students could only enter that caretaker's room from inside the computer lab.
Not only that, normally, only teachers were allowed into the caretaker's room.
Apparently, even members of the computer club weren't allowed inside
either. Based on this fact, Shiki must possess quite astounding authority to be
able to stay in the caretaker's room all day long.
I knocked and opened the door to the computer lab. Originally staring at the
computer screens, the computer club members immediately turned their gazes
towards me, like looking at something rare. I really wasn't used to being the
center of so many people's attention.
As soon as I explained my purpose here, the door in the depths of the room
opened.
"Monjirou, I've been waiting a long time for you. Please come in."
Shuffle shuffle!
The boys in the computer all stood up and stared at me with terrifying eyes.
"Shiki, could you give me a break? People will misunderstand if you put it
like that."
Glare!
They truly wanted to murder me with their gazes. Shiki really did have a lot
of fans after all.
In that sense… I couldn't help but feel sorry for them. I, too, harboured
feelings of admiration for Senpai in the same student organization, so I
understood how they felt as fans of Shiki.
I tried to say that to them whereas Shiki pouted slightly. Perhaps she wanted
to protest. But right now, it was more important to clear up everyone's
misunderstanding.
"So, Monjirou, hurry inside. Let's do some 'good things' in the room."
If I left her alone, Shiki was surely going to keep saying redundant things.
"Yes yes yes, got it. I'm coming in. Please have mercy on me."
This management room was quite cool inside and very dark as well. A large
device was placed near the entrance, probably what people call the base unit.
That machine was giving off robotic fan noises that resounded throughout the
room. Apart from that, there were documents, bookshelves and a desk. This
room really looked like it was equipped with the functions of a management
room.
But unlike Shiinamachi-senpai's room, this did not look like it was Shiki's
personal bedroom.
In the far end of the room, there was an independent space delineated by a
long curtain. Shiki was waving at me from there. That was probably Shiki's
personal space. It felt like a separate room had been forcibly split off from the
room.
"I've heard that boys would always search for a girl's intimate apparel when
entering her room. I give you permission to do that."
"Sorry, I don't have that kind of special fetish, so I won't get excited about
underwear that's worn-out from laundry and not being worn on the body."
After all, I've got a sister back home and sometimes our clothes get hung out
to dry at the same time. My sister feels a little embarrassed to some extent but
I don't particularly mind so my sister didn't raise any objections.
"I've heard that some people get extremely excited after knowing that an
article of clothing had been worn by a certain person. I think this might be the
difference of imagination."
"You are right. Then I will update my information as: Monjirou is only
interested in underwear that's being worn on the body."
"Perhaps."
I think I'm getting gradually used to her indifferent tone of voice. While
thinking that, I walked over to the other side of the heavy curtain.
Little did I expect that this was the true data center.
Behind the chair was a simple one-person bed. Hanging on the back wall was
a set of school uniform and four lab coats. In this dark, personal space, apart
from sleeping, all activities could be accomplished from just the seat. It really
felt like a computer expert's exclusive zone.
Shiki took out a slightly large smartphone from the front pocket of her
uniform.
"So… These computers are for sending data to the smartphone, or for
processing certain data for the smartphone?"
"Nope."
"All these decorations in the room were prepared for appearances only."
"This room's setup started with form and appearance. After acquiring it all, I
discovered that it's all unnecessary."
"Sigh, perhaps you're right…"
In this world, even if you downsize things that you originally considered
essential, in the end, you can still complete the task somehow.
The mattress was memory foam while there was a thick comforter and towel
blanket on top as part of the bedding. Everything was a clean blue color
without exception, giving a cold impression. In my private imagination, I
thought a girl's bed should be softer instead.
"Excuse me."
That being said, as soon as I recalled that this was the bed Shiki usually slept
in, I couldn't help but feel my heart rate rise a little.
"I know that you find this bed a bit narrow and not that suited for pinning
down a girl to have your way with her. But don't let that worry you. Please
directly act out the desires in your heart."
"True. Then I will take care not to hurry you before the fact from now on."
I really got the impression that this girl loved provoking others in this area
way too much.
But upon a closer look, I could see faint pinkness surfacing on her face.
"As for drinks, which would you like? There's coffee, black tea, oolong tea
and Avocado Spark."
Shiki opened a small fridge next to a base unit and took out a green can.
Avocado Spark!
The can itself was printed with a vigorous logo and an illustration evocative
of an avocado. The splashing pattern was especially memorable. Just like
that, Shiki handed me this beverage of indeterminate taste.
Hmm, at least from first impressions, this was probably a carbonated soft
drink.
"Nope, because this seems like a seasonal product. So, please enjoy."
In that case, no helping it. I pulled the ring and brought my lips to the can.
I took a small sip. Hmm~ How should I describe it? It seemed a bit sweet and
sour at the same time, a bit slimy and a little fizzy. I was stuck in a strange
feeling of "do avocados taste like this?"
"Just as I predicted."
Where the heck did she get her hands on such a strange drink? As expected,
avocados were not suited for making into drinks, they're more tasty in salads
or eaten with a hamburger. This canned drink made me confirm this fact once
again.
"So, how did proper business go?"
I think she was asking about the results from my conversation with Fujisato
and Kuhou, so I sat up straight.
"I asked them honestly all kinds of questions. It felt like both of them are
innocent. Especially Fujisato, she has an alibi and her responses were
especially natural, so I don't think she's related to this case at all."
I really can't believe that I was saying the words "has an alibi."
Then another thought popped up: this really did feel like playing a detective
game.
After doing so much hypothesizing, I'd really jump in fright if she turned
around and say 'but actually, I'm the culprit.' Hence, I also believed that she
seemed to be innocent.
Her bangs covered both her eyes so I couldn't read her face at all. So what
exactly was Shiki thinking? What did she think of the entire affair? I had no
idea at all.
"Lemme think…"
I felt a bit troubled, unsure whether I should report this to Shiki.
"After hearing her say that, I found it logical too. Indeed, if you're the culprit,
Shiki, then even without using a gift, I think you still seem to be able to do all
of it."
"True."
She was accepting the idea extremely calmly, causing me to think 'could it
really be her…"?
But this was most likely Shiki's characteristic messing with others.
I totally had no idea who was right. Under such conditions, I once again
concluded that I wasn't cut out to be a detective.
I really hoped that Shiki could take the detective's role, but unfortunately, the
most suited person was also the most suspicious person at the moment.
And the one who pointed that out was also the prime suspect as well.
Should I believe in Shiki or Kuhou…? That's what the situation now felt like.
"In other words, no matter who the culprit, as long as they possess a Gift,
then it would make it more likely for them to be able to achieve the crime
committed."
"According to Kuhou, that's how it is. Oh my, I'd feel so much happier if the
culprit turns out to be a totally unrelated third person…"
"Why?"
"Monjirou, you are really an amusing person. After talking to you, I've
concluded that I was right in deciding to take an interest in you. Introducing
you to Kaguya was definitely worth it."
Seeing Shiki acting in a way I've never seen before, I really didn't understand
why she would introduce me to Shiinamachi-senpai.
"Until a few years ago, you were simply brought up with the goal of
becoming a killing machine. But right now, you have become this plain and
ordinary… four-eyed boy with 'an average high schooler's perspective'. It's
because you're that kind of person that…"
"Because you are that kind of person, that's why I found you very 'amusing'
and developed an interest in you."
"…Shiki…?"
"I'd really like to know, how far you can go, ultimately."
Shiki also seemed to have noticed my abnormal state. She shoved my lightly.
Next, Shiki laid herself on my body. Having lost all my strength, I totally
unable to resist.
Possessing one blue and one golden eye, Shiki smiled faintly.
I could feel a sense of beauty contrary to reality, so beautiful that it made one
shudder. I felt myself shivering from the bottom of my heart--Was this what
people called terror?
"Monjirou."
The can of Avocado Spark fell on the ground with a clong. Even in my hazy
consciousness, I finally realized--
I was drugged.
In other words, some kind of drug had been mixed into that weird juice.
That color and luster made me recall a certain kind of entity transcending
human intelligence.
Inside there was even a kind of magical power, enough to ensnare human
hearts.
Just looking at that eye, it made my body instinctively reach this kind of
conclusion.
Precisely because of that, this girl normally kept that eye covered. If one kept
staring into that golden eye, it felt like one's soul would be taken in the end,
even to the point of no return.
I spoke in fragments, unable to say the entire question normally. Also, I could
no longer maintain my remaining consciousness.
I don't quite understand either how this happened. After a convoluted process,
that was how the situation developed--
"Nothing much, I'm just feeling so elated to be on a date with you, Senpai."
Senpai in casual clothing and even exposing her shoulders and collarbone, I
really didn't know how to get along with her.
Of course, I knew that I could just treat her the usual way, but I really
couldn't remember how I usually got along with Senpai.
Senpai seemed a little shy, her cheeks getting red… That's absolutely unfair.
"Yes, I can see that. Your glasses look like they're about to mist over."
"Eh?"
I frantically took down my glasses and vigorously rubbed the mist off the
lenses.
"But it's great that I got a chance to see you without your glasses, Jirou-kun."
"Ooh…"
Senpai looked up cheerfully at me. The heat rising from my body seemed to
make my glasses mist up again.
Right now, the feeling I have is… There was one sun hanging high in the sky,
and there also seemed to be another sun down below.
"The story mentioned that certain things might happen tonight, so perhaps
trying to get targeted might be our goal."
"The 'stories' of the Nightkin are often cryptic in content. The basic content of
the stories mostly consist of vague explanations. For example, they might
mention 'a certain incident might be encountered in the future', 'on a certain
day, certain things might happen' etc, and most of the endings aren't very
clear."
So the Nightkin's stories were really ambiguous. When I first heard the term
"story", I was thinking there would be more detailed content recorded in
them…
"However, the majority is… How should I say it…? In my story, it seems
that there are many dangerous parts so that's why Shiki says I need vassals
who can contribute in powerful ways. But because… I'm almost unable to
interact with boys, so…"
"…I don't know either. Somehow it feels like there's a nostalgic smell coming
from you, Jirou-kun."
"Fufu, I don't mean that kind of smell. I'm referring to a certain kind of
atmosphere. For some reason, whenever I'm with you, Jirou-kun, I get a
reassuring feeling."
"I-In that case, I'm very glad about that."
Seeing Senpai's reassured smile, I really felt thankful that I was able to exude
this kind of aura.
"I understand. Since the story says something will happen, is there any
related information mentioned?"
"Let me think… The story uses Nightkin language so I can only try my best
to express the linguistic feeling. Translated directly, it feels like the event
mentioned is something like 'the story's real beginning is a path that gradually
becomes clear amidst the gap between life and death'."
"You're right, that sentence really does give a feeling like something's gonna
happen."
Rather than ambiguous, it would be better to call the story a guessing game.
It was impossible to know what was actually going to happen.
"Oh, hmm, umm… It was something like 'The arrival of death, the joy of
rebirth, the bonds of involvement'."
…Even after the event had happened already, I still found the story's contents
rather difficult to understand.
'The arrival of death' probably hinted at Senpai's death. 'The joy of rebirth'
represented… What did it actually mean? 'The bonds of involvement' referred
to my becoming Senpai's vassal, so I'm quite happy about that.
"A Nightkin's story is so hard to understand. Is every day's story like that?"
In other words, life every single day was ambiguous and cryptic? Or it meant
that no matter how the story's possessor spent their days, it was impossible to
evade the content mentioned by the story? The more I thought about it, the
harder it felt to understand.
"Today is a rare chance so that's why we're going out on a date. I'd like to
investigate what does 'gap between life and death' actually refer to."
Although Senpai was being targeted for sure, she did not run away but
decided to confront things head on instead.
The enemy was someone who had killed Senpai and me using advanced
skills.
Not only that, Senpai also knew that the enemy seemed to have some kind of
Gift.
My power was quite plain, simply "not going to die" but if used flexibly, I
should be able to use it to accomplish many things.
Thinking that, I decided at the same time to observe the situation carefully in
this area.
This national route followed the long coastline. It was currently summer so
there were many cars passing through. Traffic congestion could even be seen
up ahead. Beyond the railings was a vast seashore, lively as ever. People
were making noise on the beach while the beach restaurant was totally
packed.
There were no tall buildings on the other side of the sea so there was no need
to worry about someone sniping Senpai from there. But if someone made a
move on Senpai then mixed into the crowd, it would be very difficult to
search for them.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing, I just wanted to say that your eyes suddenly looked so serious."
"Oh…"
Crap. I was too preoccupied with thinking about the killer's actions that I
accidentally allowed my thoughts to show on my face. I can't believe I'm
doing something so insensitive when given the rare chance to have a stroll
with Senpai.
What!?
"Fufu, Jirou-kun, you really do think seriously about everything, don't you?"
"Part of it is because I'm not too used to thinking over things in a half-assed
manner…"
I used to lead a life without any emotions. Even now, I'm still often lost about
whether my behaviour could be counted as normal.
I know that the current "me" was actually cultivated only recently. So when
interacting with people, I'm always trying hard to feel my way around. As
long as the situation permitted, I hope to be able to face everyone with a
sincere attitude. I probably think that because I hope to really treasure the
current "me" who can act like a normal person.
"But I don't want to talk about such a scary topic right now."
"Meaning that…"
This sentence was repeated from what Senpai said to me last night.
■■■■■
Let's rewind back to last night.
"…?"
I had just noticed a sweet fragrance when a soft and tender sensation came
from my lips.
"…Hmm…?"
Sitting on the bedside, Senpai smiled gently and covered her lips slightly
shyly.
"Fufu, try and take a guess. Because you looked so full of openings just
now."
If things really turned out as I thought and Senpai had actually kissed me,
then how could I just lie here casually? But if Senpai only played a small
prank and used something such as her fingers to imitate lips, then I…
In other words, no matter what Senpai did to me, I still felt happy. That's the
conclusion.
"No, no way. Since you're already awake, I can't do that kind of thing to you
while you're conscious."
From the way things looked, my guess might be right after all.
Okay, I'll assumed that it really was Senpai's kiss just now and savor the
happy feeling in my mind carefully.
But anyway, let's put that aside for now.
"Uh…?"
"Really?"
Of course, she suddenly drugged me and put me in coma, how could I not
feel concerned? And before falling unconscious, I saw that terrifying golden
eye. A normal girl couldn't possibly give off that kind of pressure and
terrifying aura.
But what Senpai just said about "concern" felt like it wasn't referring to that.
For example…
'Jirou-kun, I can't believe you're saying such things about my friend. That's so
cold of you. Hmph!'
My sister tirelessly reminded me again and again: women's thoughts are very
complicated.
"I think that there are cute parts to her personality, but in terms of level…"
"Hmm?"
"Personally, the one I'm most concerned about is still you, Shiinamachi-
senpai."
Why are you here? What have I gotten myself swept up into? In that sense,
Senpai was definitely the one I'm most concerned about right now.
'Seeing Senpai's face getting redder and redder, in that sense, I am really
concerned about Senpai!'--I really wanted to say that, but the situation and
mood hadn't really reached that point, so I endured it for now.
"Experiment?"
"Shiki-san had you drink a drug, Jirou-san, trying to test out the extent you
can resurrect. It's probably that kind of experiment."
Undoubtedly, it was very dangerous.
"Yes. But Shiki-san said that she only put you fully in a state of suspended
animation."
…I fainted, hence this could be construed as assault, how about that? No, I
couldn't find any abnormal signs on my body so this probably wouldn't be
very convincing.
Immortality was quite inconvenient in situations like these. At this rate, I felt
that Shiki could indifferently say "because I feel deeply interested" any time
then perform experiments on me as if was the most natural thing.
That's right. Even if I'll just end up feeling compelled to forgive her, I must
let her know that some things were unacceptable.
"Yes, I think it's a good a idea but isn't it time for you to go home?"
Yeah, that's right. It should be late night already, if I don't go home, my sister
will be worried.
I guess the excuse "a bit of a night excursion" should still work at this time.
If my sister came home at this kind of hour, I'd definitely not forgive her. As
soon as our positions were switched, I feel that it's okay as a boy… That's
right, that's the kind of feeling I have.
However, I totally hadn't called my sister and that's truly bad. But ultimately,
if my sister said to me "I thought you ran into danger" and I answered
"actually I died", my sister will probably think there were something wrong
with my brain instead of worrying about me.
I decided to tell my sister honestly that I was actually staying late at school.
"Fufu, it'll be fine. Or rather, as long as I stay in school, I'll be safe all the
time."
Hearing the word "safe", I recalled what Senpai had said about a safe day
previous.
Senpai, you got killed on your safe day… I couldn't help but think that.
I couldn't help but seek confirmation. Senpai went bright red and nodded at
me.
…There was clearly something wrong with that day yet Senpai told me it was
a safe day and not to worry.
Upon further thought, I found this conversation quite adult in flavour, doesn't
it feel that way?
Ever time I heard Senpai say those words in that calm tone of voice, I
couldn't help but feel my heart pounding uncontrollably.
"That night, I didn't check carefully before opening the door because I knew
you were coming. Normally speaking, as long as I don't open the door to that
room, no one can enter my room at all."
"Yes, even if they try to use a Gift. Even if they try to teleport, they still can't
get inside. My room is protected using a special technique. Simply stated,
there's a barrier."
I see. That night, Senpai accidentally let the culprit in because she thought it
was me, in the end leading to her murder.
Actually, that meant that I had indirectly caused Senpai to come to harm. As
soon as I thought that, I couldn't help but feel quite regretful.
"Fufu… Seeing you worry about me, Jirou-kun, I really feel happy. It'll be
hard to say goodbye if we keep staying here so let me see you off to the
school entrance."
"Oh okay, after all, it's not far from the clock tower."
The school's back door led to a mixed forest. Having Senpai see me off at
that small metal gate should be fine.
At the same time, I was thinking: After all, Shiki was apparently in Senpai's
room in the clock tower…
Next, I suddenly felt that everything was very suspicious.
"Really?"
"Yes. I was discussing the case with Fujisato and Kuhou. Kuhou was
participating quite a lot… She thinks that there are three suspects, Senpai, me
and Shiki."
Indeed, after all, Shiki was her knight and vassal so there shouldn't be a
problem. I'd like to believe that too.
"If Shiki-san wanted to kill me, she should be able to do it any time without
choosing a safe day on purpose."
For example, if Shiki did not intend to make a move after gaining Senpai's
full trust, then there was no need for her to pick Senpai's "safe day" to murder
her. Although it was also possible that she could have performed a death
experiment on Senpai like how she tested my body's abilities, in that case,
everything would have been simply a criminal act for personal enjoyment and
causing trouble for the sake of trouble.
Also, if it really was her, I think she would have stepped up to say "actually,
I'm the culprit" when Senpai and I resurrected.
"Hmm?"
"Didn't you say before that if you died, Senpai, I'll die as well?"
If I remembered right, it was after the first time I died and resurrected…
'You're right. If I were to die again, you would lose your life as well.'
I think she said that to me back when I was lying on her lap.
It really felt like being a knight and made me feel a little proud.
"What about Shiki? Will she die as a result of your death, Senpai?"
Speaking of which, Shiki was the possibly the culprit who murdered Senpai.
If like me, killing Senpai would be equivalent to suicide for her, then all that
would become impossible.
"Well, Jirou-kun…"
Stopping there, Senpai suddenly looked like she wanted to say something but
felt hesitant.
"Basically, how should I put this? …On dangerous days… I hope you'll stay
by my side the whole time… W-Will you?"
Sigh, Jirou, could your heart stop beating madly every time you hear certain
keywords, come on!?
"Of course there's no problem. Even if my life was not tied to yours, Senpai, I
still hope to protect you, Senpai."
Next, Senpai seemed to recall something, her eyes widening until they were
round.
■■■■■
Then that was how things developed to the current situation.
"Fufu."
Just looking at Senpai's face from the side, I felt very satisfied already.
It was hard to believe that she was a Nightkin and that someone even wanted
to kill her. If possible, I really hoped she could live a carefree life, away from
all such conflict.
I sensed an unusual presence so I swiftly swept Senpai off her feet and into
my arms.
"Kyah!? J-J-J-J-J-Jirou-kun!?"
Back when my mother was doing the "from this moment on, I will really kill
you, so do everything you can to detect the presence and evade my attack"
training, that was the kind of feeling I got from my mother's gaze.
"Sorry!"
I pushed Senpai down on the roadside and put up my index finger, making a
hush gesture.
"Mmm… Mkay."
Senpai swallowed the scream she was about to make and desperately covered
her mouth, trying to suppress the urge to scream.
Then a flying knife embedded itself into the ground ahead of where we had
hit the ground.
"!"
Where did the attack come from? Ordinary people were walking past us, all
of them showing frightened looks at our sudden action. Cars were driving
along the road. These people looked like they had not noticed that
Shiinamachi-senpai and I had been attacked. Even if there was a knife stuck
in the ground, it probably wouldn't occur to them that someone had thrown it
to kill us.
…If this continued, Senpai and I would get caught up in the enemy's
manipulations.
If that was the case, what if I used the power sealed in my right shoulder?
That should be enough to handle things, right?
I touched my right shoulder lightly with my left hand and found that it was
giving off heat right now.
'When using the power sealed inside the scar, you must have the resolve to
abandon everything. This "everything" means "all things". Once you use that
ability, the power of a killer's clan will surely enable you to resolve the
difficulty at hand. But the final result will be that you might lose everything,
so no one can decide whether it is the right decision. You must grow up as
quickly as possible to become a person who can make that decision.'
I recalled my mother's words and corrected my thinking just now. Now was
not yet the time to abandon everything. What I ought to do was focus and
carefully protect what's before me.
I picked up the knife embedded in the sidewalk and entered a combat ready
stance. Taking off my glasses, I closed both eyes to focus my concentration. I
had only one precondition to getting out of this difficult situation--
Protect Shiinamachi-senpai.
This point also pertained to whether other people would get hurt, hence…
Inside that dark space… I felt some kind of stinging object in the corner of
my consciousness.
"Eat this!"
While opening both eyes, I threw the knife towards where my consciousness
was feeling the stinging pain.
On the other side of the road, thirty meters from here, was a dark civilian
dwelling. The house was separated from my current location by a clearing
and the road. Using just the naked eye, it was impossible to tell if there was
anyone inside that house. The enemy must have hidden either by beside the
wall or inside the house. From that position, it was very hard to throw a knife
using ordinary methods towards us, so it was possible that the enemy was
using some kind of firing device or possessed some kind of special technique.
Clang.
The sound of hard objects colliding was heard from the clearing between me
and the hourse.
The knife I threw had flown roughly ten meters, striking the attacker's knife
in midair, the two knives falling to the ground and making that noise after
colliding.
In the past, I always failed to strike down my mother's knives and many
times, the knives even stabbed into my body. But this time, the speed of the
enemy's knife was inferior to my mother's, hence--I succeeded.
Although I really wanted to head over to that house to confirm the situation, I
couldn't leave Senpai alone unattended. After all, that could very well be
what the enemy wanted.
I decided to observe for now… Soon after, I decided that things had probably
become safe.
"Huh?"
"I already heard Shiki-san mention before, but you really are very amazing!
When you threw that knife, I felt my heart beating so fast!"
Not only that, I looked around… and found many people around us, some of
them looking with an expression of disbelief at us while walking by. Others
were simply sitting in their cars.
One could hardly blame them. Suddenly on the street, I had embraced Senpai
and pushed her to the ground then picked up something and thrown it
pretentiously. Those people most likely thought they had chanced upon some
kind of weird performance.
Senpai swooned almost as though she were a fan who had met her idol.
Because Senpai always seemed so detached from reality, I felt quite surprised
to see her acting this way.
But Senpai was really cute this way too. Hence, all of it was justice.
"It does scare me to be targeted… But Jirou-kun, your actions are even more
astounding to me. Thank you so much!"
"Oh, i-it's nothing. I'm glad you're okay, Senpai."
Yeah, it's true. From others' point of view, we probably looked like an idiot
couple sitting on the roadside.
The term "idiot couple" sounded a bit outdated. Next time, I'd better ask my
sister to see if there's a more fashionable way of calling couples who engage
in public displays of affection.
"I've heard that the two of you are currently having a date that shouldn't be
taking place, so I came on purpose to have a look."
"Huh!?"
Hearing a voice, Senpai and I both looked back in surprise at the same time.
Standing there was Shiki with her head tilted in puzzlement.
Even in such sweltering weather, she was still wearing a lab coat over her
uniform with her hands buried in her pockets as usual. She must be hot,
dressed like that… But there was not a single sweat drop on Shiki's face.
"Y-Yeah…"
"There are two throwing knives dropped on the clearing over there. I have
already picked them up just now."
Having said that, she extended her hand out from her pocket, presenting two
knives held in her hand. One was the knife I had thrown after picking up
while the other was an identical knife that had struck the knife I threw back.
Both knives showed cracks apparently caused by the impact.
"No. Regrettably, I don't possess that level of physical ability and skill."
Shiki immediately returned the two knives to her pocket and swiftly brought
her face up close.
I felt that the blue eye was flashing with a certain light.
"Monjirou, you are definitely worthy as the one I selected. Despite not having
a Gift in this area, you not only evaded the assassin's knife but was even able
to counterattack. What amazing skills."
"No problem. I have been watching all along ever since the two of you started
your date."
I totally had no idea where there was a problem in the first place but her
explanation definitely made me feel quite embarrassed.
"The assassin doesn't seem to be in that empty house anymore. Did the
perpetrator use a Gift? Or like you, it was purely superb skills? I have yet to
deduce the answer to these questions. Sorry."
So Shiki was observing the situation all along and even gathering information
for us?
Although I felt that Shiki was a girl I couldn't lower my guard against, she
was quite reliable indeed.
"I later tried out that can of Avocado Spark. That taste was certainly quite
stimulating for the taste buds."
Think thinking about it made me feel like the disgusting taste was surging
form the back of my throat.
"You're asking about the drug? I am deeply sorry about what happened."
"O-Oh."
"What?"
"That's going way overboard! It sounds like you intend to try everything out
on me for real!"
"I really want to know what would result if you were annihilated together
with your physical form. I intend to test it through an explosion."
I was a professional killer and immortal as well. Indeed, it was not very
convincing.
"Uh… W-Well, I haven't actually killed anyone, I should have the right to
say that!"
The culprit first killed Shiinamachi-senpai then killed me, thus achieving a
double kill. I see.
"Perhaps you think your lame joke works well this time, but you're totally
wrong!"
"No, but if possible, I hope you can help me out here, Senpai."
"Fufu."
Senpai partially closed her eyes and smiled at me. Seeing that, I was unable
to say anything more.
Yes, Senpai really was a woman who could easily get away with crimes!
"--Oh, however…"
"Hmm?"
"Back in the bathroom, you already got seduced to death by Kaguya, right?"
"That counts as a cause of death too?"
I see, so once the sexual harassment involves Senpai, Senpai will speak out
against it?
"Sigh, in that sense, Senpai truly has my life and death under her control."
Senpai turned her face away a little displeased. I couldn't help but smile
quietly at the sight of that.
If possible, I really hoped Senpai could continue living peacefully like this,
serving as the girl who soothed my heart and soul.
Same for the day when the murder happened. Perhaps it was all thanks to
Shiki's brand of behavior, doing and saying whatever she wanted.
However, I really wished from the bottom of my heart that she won't try
killing me again.
"I'll let you know later… The conditions for Jirou-kun's resurrection. Is that
okay, Shiki-san?"
I was quite surprised to learn that there were conditions capable of killing me,
at the same time, it meant that if those conditions were not met, I was
immortal. It was a strange feeling, knowing that I had become someone that
was difficult to kill.
Suddenly, I noticed that Shiki, who was the most interested in those death
conditions, seemed to be staring at me.
Lately, I found my self more and more able to sense her gaze behind her
bangs.
Her tone was indifferent as always, but there was a certain kind of cold
emotion in her voice.
"Yeah."
Shiki couldn’t possibly be satisfied with just this explanation but she did not
pry any further.
If possible, I really didn't want to tell Senpai that I possessed a power "that
might cause me to lose everything."
"Hmm? To where?"
Since the enemy had showed killing intent, of course he or she meant to kill
us. If that really was the case, I found it quite incredible that he or she would
do it in broad daylight. To be honest, unless the knives struck extremely
precisely, it was very difficult to kill using throwing knives in one hit. More
precisely, it was only possible to take the target's life by piercing the throat,
the head or the heart. Apart from attacking the throat, it was very hard to
achieve "precision".
Regarding the heart, I've already explained to Shiki and Senpai before. The
heart itself was a mass of muscle and needed substantial force to successfully
pierce. As for the head was covered by the skull which had a curved shape.
Even attacking with bullets, deflection was possible and difficult to cause
fatal wounds from a distance. Hence, when killing, the throat should be
aimed… But the throat was a small target and required a certain level of skill.
In other words, even if the enemy was a highly skilled killer, assassination
using throwing knives was still unlikely to succeed.
■■■■■
Walking along the long bridge, reaching the island--
I looked in the direction Shiki pointed and found Fujisato and Kuhou
standing in front of the souvenir shop opposite the parking lot.
Although we just had lunch together yesterday, it was quite a rare sight to see
the two of them together. Fujisato was my classmate but did not join the
library monitors or any clubs. Kuhou was a member of the library monitors
and also part of the kendo club, but we were in different year groups. In other
words, although both girls were having lunch with me yesterday, it still felt
quite unexpected for me to see them going out as close friends.
They also seemed to notice us. The two girls instantly showed an incredulous
expression.
"Hey! Monjirou, I'd never expect you to be out on a date with two girls at
once!"
Kuhou added as well. Arms crossed before her chest, she was smiling.
Fujisato was wearing clothes very similar to what you'd find in fashion
magazines, all of her attire consisted of this year's summer fashion. In
contrast, Kuhou was wearing well-fitting clothing suited to her own whims,
the very image of her personality. Having two almost completely opposite
people together actually gave off a feeling of a good match. I couldn't help
but feel a bit touched to be able to admire the view of them out of school
clothing.
"Perhaps so-called fate does bring people together. I'm very happy to run into
you."
"Shiinamachi-senpai, hello!"
"Oh, hello to you two. I'm very happy to be running into you here too."
Hearing Senpai's answer, the two girls then turned their gazes to Shiki. I was
just about to offer assistance in introductions when I noticed Shiki stepping
forward on her own.
"Ehhhhhhhh!? M-Monjirou!?"
"I feel quite troubled that neither of you denied it. Hence, I will express
denial: all that was a joke just now."
"Phew… I was wondering when did Monjirou transform from this serious
glasses-wearing type to a fiendish glasses-wearing type… I was scared for a
moment there…"
Fujisato pressed her hand on the chest area of her loose garment, breathing a
sigh of relief. Although I was very curious on what fiendish glasses-wearing
meant, I decided to continue observing the situation.
These two girls were still suspects. It was possible for either of them to have
killed me or Shiinamachi-senpai, and to think they were able to chat with us
and joke around so calmly… I really didn't want to believe that!
But in that kind of story, those people often turned out to be the culprit so I
absolutely could not be careless.
"Yes, I invited both of them on a date. They are both my good friends so I
hoped they could become good friends with each other too."
"I see."
Fujisato giggled and stared at me. I could clearly feel her sending a message
of "that's lovely, nishishi" to me. Sigh, yeah, it's lovely, okay?
"Then what about you, Fujisato and Kuhou? What were you doing just now?"
I started to check their alibi. Senpai and I had been attacked roughly ten
minutes earlier. If they had arrived here prior to that, then things would be
fine.
"My hobby here is feeding cats. Whenever I have a day off from summer
supplementary lessons or work at the store, I'll most likely come here by
bike!"
Fujisato pointed at the parking lot where many cats were scattered about,
hanging around.
Speaking of which, there were really a ton of cats on this island, perhaps
because there were fishmongers here. And the only road led to the parking
lot, which meant it was less likely for them to get hit by cars. This was indeed
quite a suitable place for cats to live.
"I just got here, yeah? I was just saying to Nagi 'fancy meeting you here'
when you three popped up!"
"You were riding your bike so casually, Senpai, it didn't sit well with me to
call out to you."
Judging from the bridge's length, walking to cross it would take roughly five
minutes or so. Walking from the location of the attack to the bridge would
also take five minutes roughly. No matter what, if they hurried, both of them
could still make it in time.
However, why would the culprit deliberately rush here after ambushing us
from that kind of spot?
"Oh right, Fujisato-san and Kuhou-san, would you happen to be free tonight?
If it's agreeable with you, would you like to come to my room for a chat?"
"Wow, I'm so happy! I've always wanted to go inside the legendary clock
tower! I'm free today so it's totally fine!"
Fujisato seemed quite happy and I saw her nodding many times.
"I am also free after self-directed training today. The kendo hall is at school
so may I come to your room directly after training, Senpai?"
"We will!"
"Yes, I understand."
Fujisato and Kuhou both looked happy and I couldn't help but breath a sigh
of relief.
They had both agreed readily to Senpai's invitation. Based on that point, they
really didn't seem like culprits.
Of course, it was a bit unreasonable for me to suspect them just based on the
fact of this coincidental encounter. In that sense, Shiki was actually a
possible culprit too.
I looked at Shiki and found her staring at Fujisato and Kuhou the whole time.
Although I was unsure what kind of gaze those eyes under her bangs were
showing, I noticed that her hands, buried in her lab coat pockets, were
currently moving slightly.
"S-Smart?"
"They're transparent."
If I had honestly said 'I won't feel particularly happy even if I saw Shiki in
transparent pajamas', I think the girls were going to scorn me.
"Affirmative."
"Perhaps you two will have to take the trouble to bring pajamas too. Just
normal pajamas will do."
She was wearing a tracksuit indeed last time. Compared to the other people's
spectacular pajamas, only Kuhou and I were attending in tracksuits. I guess
that was probably one reason why we got along so well.
"Well… I can lend my pajamas to you. Kuhou-san, I have a feeling that the
soft and frilly kind of pajamas will definitely suit you very well."
"R-Really? I've never worn soft and frilly pajamas before, so please go easy
on me, both of you, Senpai…"
Hearing the girls chat happily about pajamas, I couldn't help but wonder:
should I also prepare similar clothing for myself?
But then I immediately thought: these girls probably won't find male pajamas
very interesting even if they saw them, right?
Shiki quickly walked over to my side and said in a barely audible voice that
only I could hear:
"If these two are the culprits, then tonight will be the climax of the case."
In other words… If the culprit was one of them, then Shiinamachi-senpai was
going to expose this fact… So Senpai invited them only because she was
carrying such intentions?
Still in the dark, Fujisato and Kuhou continued chatting happily with Senpai.
I couldn't help but think: I can't believe Senpai is doing this kind of deceptive
behavior…
But if one of them really was the culprit then we were actually the ones being
deceived.
"If you believe them, then watch tonight's proceedings clearly and carefully.
If both of them are innocent, then I won't suspect them anymore."
…Well said.
Everything was for clearing up suspicions.
After understanding that, with a heavy heart, I watched the three girls who
were currently laughing together in harmony.
Chapter 3 B-Part - Life and Mind
That night.
Senpai, Shiki and I, the three of us, were gathered in Senpai's room.
"Today's event is one those listed in my 'story'. Together with the earlier
attack incident, I am sure this is a trial that we must work hard to overcome."
"From what I heard Senpai said, it was something like the story's real
beginning is a path that gradually becomes clear amidst the gap between life
and death'."
"Gap between life and death… It means Kaguya's experience? Or something
else?"
"No matter what, the story's content probably isn't referring to the attack
incident in the street."
"I agree. Although that incident was very dangerous, to me or some other
person, it probably doesn't count as being in a gap between life and death.
More importantly, we didn't see a path gradually becoming clear…"
The earlier situation was dangerous indeed but there was no new information
to clear up anything. Instead, the mystery around the assassin was getting
harder and harder to understand. The only thing I knew was that the enemy's
skills were inferior to my mother's, but still at terrifying level of competence.
Shiki also started thinking about Senpai's story with her chin resting on her
hand, occupied with deep thought.
Hence that was why Senpai decided to hold one of those "Shiinamachi-
senpai's Stayover Gatherings" tonight?
Indeed, it was already evening, but so far, nothing special had happened.
Hence, the gathering to be held tonight was very likely where something
would happen.
"That's true. If neither of them are culprits then they will surely get pulled
into tonight's story."
"Hmm, I see…"
Senpai was on good terms with Fujisato and Kuhou, so suspecting them must
make Senpai feel very guilty. Not only that, if they turned out not to be
culprits, then they also get swept up into the incident.
I hope nothing was going to happen. But since Senpai is a Nightkin and must
live according to the plot in her story, then something was definitely going to
happen tonight.
Simply protecting her body was meaningless. Not only must I protect her life,
but I must also allow her to live without worry for the rest of her days, that's
my proper mission. In other words, suspecting Fujisato and Kuhou was
already tormenting Senpai and Senpai was also worrying about them getting
exposed to danger if they were not culprits.
Hence, the only thing I could do was to confirm carefully whether Fujisato
and Kuhou were suspicious. Once they were confirmed not to be the culprit, I
have to take care not to let them come to harm.
In the past, I never got involved with anyone. Instead, I even went as far as to
kill people without hesitation. Under professional tutelage, this was the
mindset I used to hold. But now, all I want to do is protect my family, friends
and the girl I love, that's my current feeling.
Shiki seemed to see through my determination from the side, her blue eye
staring at me the whole time.
"Yes, I have to protect Senpai and not let her come to any harm. Isn't that
why Senpai chose me?"
Few freedoms.
Living alone in this kind of place, Senpai needed to muster her courage just
to do something like going out. No matter how long-lived, no matter how
unlikely it was to die, her life was bound to the story. That must be quite
unhappy.
Precisely because of that, she used one of her few freedoms to choose me.
That's why I need to help Senpai feel more reassured and happier. I must find
ways to improve her situation.
"Senpai, I've already decided. I will find the culprit who killed us."
"…Yes, Jirou-kun."
I expressed my determination to Senpai and she nodded happily at me in
return.
The final result was: Fujisato and Kuhou were still not yet cleared. Faced
with these two close friends, I must take action that constitutes betrayal.
Then living under an equally fake mask, I really hoped I could do something
for her.
"Senpai, whether or not they are culprits, the best result is that they can
maintain their friendship with you henceforth, Senpai. Or rather, I selfishly
hope that this would be the happiest result for you and those two. I have
decided to take action with this as the goal."
Perhaps I was simply imposing my own views on others, perhaps this was
just my own selfish thinking, even to the point of expression my willful
delusions.
Hence, I wanted to follow this idea through to the very end. This represented
the thoughts of my current self.
Senpai's eyes looked a bit moist and her voice was trembling.
For this, I, Sakuradamon Jirou, must do everything I can. That was it.
"Looks like your motivation is at max. Now let's come up with a plan and
strategy."
"The first task is to get a grasp on the situation. First of all, Kaguya, please
explain what kind of power is the immortality you passed to Monjirou."
Shiinamachi-senpai took a deep breath and placed her hand on her chest.
"Thanatos…"
"In Greek mythology, Thanatos is the god resulting from deifying death."
So that was the proper name for the "immortality" I now held.
Gifts had names and this gift was currently inside me. That made it much
more easier to understand.
"The main feature of this gift is of course not dying, but… More precisely, it
is more like the ability to resurrect from any form of death state."
"Not dying" was completely different from "resurrecting from any form of
death state".
The former meant not entering a state of death while the latter referred to
rising from a state of death.
In other words, in terms of results, my body would still die. Since a while
ago, I was thinking it was "my body being capable of regeneration." Looks
like I had to correct this idea.
"Yes. To make Jirou-kun rise from death, it requires from me… A certain
'ritual'."
Oh I get it now?
Indeed, after my first death and after getting drugged to death by Shiki in the
second instance, I saw Shiinamachi-senpai when I woke up.
So the reason I resurrected was that Senpai was carrying out a ritual.
"After completing the ritual, Jirou-kun will recover back to 'a perfect state of
living'. No matter how heavy his wounds or how much blood he had lost, or
even some kind of severe disease, he can resurrect from all cases and return
to perfect health."
Death instinct.
To that someone like me with professional killing skills would obtain this
power, it sounded really ironic.
"In other words, if you got killed somewhere that Kagugya cannot reach, you
will end up staying dead."
Shiki's blue eye gave off an eerie feeling while it gaze straight at me.
"Yes. If I cannot perform the ritual, Jirou-kun cannot resurrect… If his dead
boy is left unattended, hmm… Well, as long as it hasn't disintegrated
completely, resurrection is still possible."
I can still resurrect from that? Thanaotos really was resilient, living up to its
name as a gift named after a god.
"Yes. But it would be best if it's somewhere closer to me… Oh, but as much
as possible, don't die, that would be better, right?"
"That time when I drank Shiki's drug and entered a state of suspended
animation, I definitely still revived."
"Yes. That drug will force the human body into a state of suspended
animation. For three days, the body will only function at a minimum level
and the flesh will not rot. But unless an antidote is injected, revival is
impossible."
"No matter what, resurrection cannot happen unless from near death, is that
right?"
"Yes… Indeed."
Senpai made an apologetic look, hence I really wanted to cut off the topic
here.
"Suppose he was annihilated without leaving an body, then the ritual cannot
be conducted, right?"
"Hmm… Yes."
She was my savior to begin with. Paying my debts was the correct behavior
for me as a person.
"But come to think of it… I'm quite curious what Shiki's gift is."
Her gift was called Satori, hence I originally thought she had the power to
read minds but that was not the case. With such a frail and petite body, I
really wondered what kind of special power resided in her?
"My gift is the Demonic Gift Satori, this special power will heighten all
senses."
"The easiest to understand part is that this ability will increase the sensitivity
of senses such as vision, hearing, taste, smell and touch. Hence, I can deduce
people's psychology based on visual and audio cues then through scents and
odors in the air, I can analyze the situation on scene. Then by touching with
my hand, I can get a grasp of an object's characteristics."
Although Shiki could not read people's minds, conversely, she was able to
read a greater variety of information.
A human's psychological state will often appear in their eyes, their attitudes
and their movements. Sometimes, we are able to tell what happened
previously based on odors and scents left in the air at the scene. Some people
can guess an object's shape and traits just by touching it so if the tactile sense
was sharp enough, doing what Shiki said was possible.
Precisely because of that, Shiki covered her eyes with her bangs, controlling
the amount of visual input and her body was dressing in clothing that
virtually covered her entire body. Using Satori would gather too much
information. Once that information overloaded the senses, it might degrade
her body as well.
Sitting there in that room without external stimuli, living peaceful days
without any stimulation, that was her everyday life.
"Hold on, why did you force the conversation into that direction…"
"…"
Shiki reacted to my scolding by turning her gaze out the window with some
annoyance then said:
"After my senses were heightened, many symptoms were left behind which is
why I've become afraid of loneliness."
She didn't say "it's true" but "it's true yo", that felt even more suspicious.
"Hoho, you don't need to be so worried. Satori is a gift that can be switched
on and off freely. People possessing this gift can still live like a normal
person, yet heighten a particular sense when required."
"In other words… How should I put it? The weakness of this gift is that it
could get dangerous if excessive stimulus is picked up while a particular
sense was heightened. Something like that?"
"Yes, that's correct. If there's too bright a light when vision is enhanced, then
the eyes will lose function temporarily. Corresponding consequences will
occur for the other senses when enhanced as well."
"For example, if touch is enhanced, then injuries will be worse if you get
hurt…"
"This gift can enhance the sense of touch but it cannot block the sense of
touch."
Getting hurt will feel pain. In other words, Shiki must use this gift with
precise timing or else she could suffer a great deal of harm.
"As long as I am present, as soon as those two girls make a weird move
during this 'heart-thumping☆group of girls' pajama party, let's wardrobe
malfunction' gathering, I will be able to tell immediately."
"Then I'm very relieved. But there won't be any wardrobe malfunctions,
right?"
Whatever, after all, I won't die. Rather, even if I died, I could still resurrect.
However, if that really was the case… That's way too much of a shame!
Those were my first and second kisses, but I ended up not remembering them
at all!
"Hoo…"
I really couldn't bring myself to ask the blushing Senpai to confirm this.
My Thanatos was a Divine Gift while Shiki's Satori was a Demonic Gift.
"What's different about the characteristics of different types of gifts?"
I was very surprised to find out that gifts had many types and each had their
own features. In other words, when facing off against an enemy who had a
gift, the type of gift was a very crucial factor.
I also understood that playing to one's strengths was key in a fight against an
enemy who possessed a gift. Clearly there was no way to handle things
simply using the concept of "I just need to defeat the opponent before I fall
under their control."
"Senpai still holds one final gift. What kind of special ability is it?"
"Not sure about its nature? Meaning that she doesn't know what kind of gift it
is?"
"Yes. That gift can be categorized as an Angelic Gift but also a Fallen
Angelic Gift. As for the miracle this gift can bring about… It seems to be
control over souls."
"I don't understand what kind of power it is… If my memory were intact,
perhaps I'd know, but…"
Indeed, it was still impossible to figure out just form the words "control over
souls." Angelic Gifts and Fallen Angelic Gifts could apparently cause
miracles but… Wasn't my resurrection itself like a kind of miracle too?
"S-So basically… Senpai no longer has any gifts she can invoke voluntarily,
right?"
Looks like Shiki and I had better try harder to safeguard Senpai's safety.
"I also have one question to confirm with you, is that okay?"
"Hiding…?"
I didn't now what Shiki was asking and could only blink nonstop.
"Yes, I have concluded that you have withheld information about your right
shoulder's scar."
In that instant, my right shoulder's scar suddenly felt a pain from its depths.
…That's right, by this point, it'd be better to stop withholding things. Just in
case the worst situation arose, then even if it meant abandoning everything, I
still must protect Shiinamachi-senpai, Fujisato and Kuhou.
However, talking about that still made my current self feel very
uncomfortable.
"…"
I closed my eyes temporarily, puzzling over how to say things, then finally
picking the right words and phrases, I forced them out of my throat.
I spoke grimly while Shiki listened very seriously. Senpai kept looking at
with a worried look.
"My mother said that using the power sealed in this scar meant being
prepared to abandon everything."
"Abandon… everything?"
Senpai's voice trembled a bit. Yes, what I think "everything" meant included
the bits and pieces of life I've built up with Senpai as well as the friendships
I've established with others. Once I use that power, everything will turn back
to blank state like a brand new sheet of paper.
I could imagine myself after using it, which is why my mother told me at the
time: "you must hurry to become a person who can make that decision."
"I think… After using this power, I won't be myself anymore. I'll turn back
into that killer, no feelings, treating everyone as objects… Rather, a killing
machine."
"That's how I've always lived in the past. The Sakuradamon Jirou right now is
actually recent… The personality cultivated after I tried hard to live every
day with my sister and other people like a normal person. If I entrust
everything to that 'killing machine's consciousness' again… This personality
will surely disappear. The seal will turn me into a creature that lives only for
slaughter. This is the truth hidden behind this scar."
Because I trusted Senpai and Shiki, I decided to tell them about my final
resort.
…Probably because she had experienced memory loss before? That's why
she felt a deep resonance after hearing about losing one's soul.
That's right, behind this scar was not a power to protect but a force that
purely existed for slaughter.
"If that's the case, we should forget about Monjirou's scar and strategize from
scratch."
The two girls' words made me feel gratitude surge from the bottom of my
heart.
I bowed my head deeply as I heard their sighs which sounded like smiles.
What kind of gift does the enemy have? If I really had to go toe to toe with
the opponent's killing techniques, I don't know how scary things will get.
However, by making good use of the gift and skills possessed by Shiki and
me, perhaps it was possible to put up a fight.
A vassal's power was meant to allow the user to transcend the world's laws
and natural phenomena.
In other words, gifts were superpowers that were totally not bound to
scientific concepts, hence it was impossible for us to predict.
In the most likely event, we would have read the situation at hand and make
decisions on the fly when the trouble was already happening.
Namely…
"In that case, I'll tell them directly that I am no longer immortal."
Since the culprit already knew that the Senpai survived despite getting killed,
they would need to confirm if Senpai still held that gift if they wanted to
murder Senpai again.
Hence, we were going to use this fact as bait.
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"Wow! So the legendary clock tower looks like this inside!"
Fujisato swept her gaze around the library monitors' office with an impressed
look of admiration.
"There's air-conditioning, a heater and you can cook here. It's very
convenient."
"What, how can that be possible!? Aren't the library monitors getting too
special a treatment?"
In fact, the library monitors had been assigned a wonderful place so there was
nothing we could refute.
I was only able to make these friends and develop deep friendships with them
because I had "a normal human soul".
"Really? Yes, today was quite hot during the daytime, so it could be a light
heat stroke. You need to drink more water and don't strain yourself, okay?"
Kuhou provided concrete advice besides worrying. She really knew how to
take care of others and it felt like she was the senior instead of me.
"You can sleep earlier tonight, okay? Then we can all enjoy the view of
Monjirou's sleeping face together!"
Fujisato joked a bit with me and I knew it was her way of showing her care.
"That would make me feel quite troubled. If I fall asleep, my glasses will run
all over the place by themselves!"
"Eh, really!? How does that work?"
"Oh, but you're just saying that when you're actually planning on staying up
desperately, right!? However, if I accidentally fall asleep first, don't you dare
peep at my sleeping face or else I'll have you take responsibility for that!"
Precisely because of that, I hoped that this relationship won't break down in
the end.
Shiki poked her head out of the library clock tower management room and
called out to us from upstairs.
"Yes, let's."
Fujisato ascended the staircase with happy footsteps while Kuhou advanced
step by step steadily. When they stepped on the wooden stairs, the stairs
creaked naturally. Kuhou followed after Fujisato closely and it felt like
Kuhou could catch and protect Fujisato even if she took a wrong step.
Following after them, I went up the stairs then looked back at the library
monitors' office.
The door was already locked. The lights were off. No one was hiding there.
Unless the enemy could pass through walls or teleport, under such conditions,
no one should be able to enter this building. I also heard Senpai mention that
her room has a barrier erected so even people with gifts had no way of
intruding her room.
If Senpai did not open the management room's wooden door personally like
right now to invite visitors into the room, no one could invade Senpai's room.
Then the two girls stepped into Senpai's room… Hmm, I really didn't sense
any suspicious presences.
Shiki nodded at me lightly unobtrusively, telling me that she did not sense
anything special either.
With that, once the door to the clock tower management room was shut--
--A locked room was born and no one else could possible invade from
outside.
At the same time, this meant that the culprit could be one of these two girls…
Click.
"Ooh…"
The cakes they tried nearby, making DIY jewelry, trivial things that
happened in school, etc. Most of the time, it would be Fujisato excitedly
bringing up all sorts of topics then the other three girls would smile then
share their own thoughts and experiences. Watching them I really couldn't
help but smile. But because there wasn't much continuity between their
topics, whenever I came to my senses with a start, I noticed that they had
already changed topics so most of the time, I was unable to keep up with their
pace.
They looked quite happy, this laughing quartet… Even a mild sense of
smiling had surfaced on Shiki's face. Seeing this scene, I could help but think:
Maybe I shouldn't force a stiff smile in consideration of everyone, instead I
should nod quietly and pretend to be a boy who's good at listening? But
thoughts aside, I was in fact reaching my limit.
Just at this time, I noticed that everyone's cup was almost empty so I happily
walked to the kitchen. The kitchen was some distance from the living room,
on the far side of the suite, so they could not see my figure. Finally able to
relax, I took this opportunity to stretch.
The tea party was going smoothly. Although it had yet to enter the pajamas
party stage, as soon as midnight passed, the girls would probably start
changing. At the same time, the dangerous experiment was going to start too.
Shiki was frequently checking but Fujisato and Kuhou did not make any
suspicious moves.
I somehow got the feeling that things won't end peacefully but somewhere in
the depths of my heart, I really hoped that everything conclude here.
With these two feeling smashing and tugging away in my heart and still
participate in a casual girls' conversation… I really was unable to accomplish
such a delicate mission.
I reorganized my thoughts and opened the fridge. For this party, the fridge
was stocked with drinks, cake, pudding, etc that we had just bought. If we
didn't finish eating and drinking all this stuff, I'm sure Shiinamachi-senpai
won't have to worry about the issue of snacks and junk food for quite a while.
The most popular drink was oolong tea, hence the oolong tea bottle was
currenly empty. If I had to hazard a guess, the girls didn't really want to drink
high-calorie beverages like cola or orange juice, etc.
Based on that, the next popular drink was probably barley tea.
Probably because she saw me run over to the kitchen, Fujisato discreetly
asked Senpai that question in a quiet voice.
Thinking that to myself, I still couldn't help but perk up my ears when I heard
others discussing me.
"Hmm? Senpai, do really think he's just a good guy and nothing else?"
"Oh dear, let's stop talking about me. Fujisato-san, Kuhou-san, how do you
two feel about Jirou-kun?"
This question piqued my curiosity equally. I regarded these two cute girls as
friends but how did they see me? I'm sure any boy in my position would
really want to the know the answer, right?
Although a girl's definition of "cute" could be quite broad, judging from what
Fujisato said, it probably meant that I was not hard to deal with.
On a totally unrelated note, this kind of topic was especially potent when
someone happens to overhear others talking about him when he was not
supposed to be listening. This has been proven in psychology that this was
very suitable for manipulating one person's impression of another.
The more a piece of news was obtained by chance, the more certainty you'll
believe in it. This is actually a natural psychological reaction. In other words,
right now in my heart, my opinion of Fujisato was rising straight up.
"Ugh!"
"Nothing. I really want to leave the kitchen but they seem to be chatting
about a topic that's not so appropriate for me to appear…"
"You're clearly not going to the washroom, yet delaying your return to your
seat. This is very easy to rouse other's suspicions."
"True…"
"If you start making out with me passionately here, then there's a perfectly
legitimate reason for not returning to your seat."
"Although that would constitute a reason for me not returning to my seat, the
result afterwards will be very tragic."
It's been a long while since I last heard the term "naughty boy." If I remember
right, it meant someone mischievous.
"I'm a bit curious about listening further to see what they'll chat about…"
I really wanted to know how everyone felt about me. But more importantly, I
wanted them to speak freely without reservation, to build up a deep
friendship. This was my greatest wish.
"I can understand. If anyone is mixing fake emotions into this kind of
dialogue, I might be able to detect it from their voice."
So Shiki came running here to read things outside of what was being
discussed. Currently, she was covering her left ear with her left hand, looking
like she was making a "I don't want to listen" kind of gesture but probably
making volume adjustments in fact. To avoid disturbing her, I stopped my
motion of pouring barley tea into the paper cup.
"Really?"
"Yes. There are more things in common between us than I thought, so I'm
quite interested in him."
"Who knows? If I could develop romantic feelings for Senpai, I think that
would be quite happy actually."
Kuhou said these words honestly. Just listening to the words alone, even I felt
a little embarrassed but for some reason, her words--
"…I can sense a kind of loneliness in her words together with a kind of
resignation feeling towards the world."
Although I couldn't see Kuhou's face while she was talking, would her face
be filled with sorry actually?
"Oh my, the topic seems to have taken a gloomy turn? Oh right, I'd like to ask
Shiinamachi-senpai too."
Oh, that was the part I wasn't able to explain well. If I said that Senpai
actually didn't die, then it would be quite weird for me as the person
providing information.
"Oh okay, that's because… Within the story's setting, in the end, I didn't die."
"Haha, I see. Then in real life, Senpai will die like an ordinary person?"
All the lights in the clock tower management room went off, plunging
everything into darkness.
I heard Fujisato cry out in a panic but could not hear the other two girls'
voices.
"Monjirou."
Next to me, I heard Shiki call out sharply then I felt someone pull my left
hand.
As soon as Senpai answered Kuhou that she can die right now, this abnormal
situation immediately happened. In other words… Everything had started
already?
Probably thanks to her gift, Shiki ran in the darkness without hesitation. My
entire view was dark. By chance, I looked at her, only to see--
I charged towards the direction Shiki had pulled me then took off my glasses.
"!"
Clang!
Outside the window, there happened to be a full moon in the sky, its faint
moonlight streaming into the room.
"Kuhou…"
■■■■■
"Eh, what's going, what on earth is this?"
Watching this scene, Fujisato immediately hid her head under a seat cushion,
curling herself into a ball.
This was the usual reaction to an earthquake but I hoped she could stay still
like that the whole time.
That was because I was currently facing off against Kuhou. Kuhou had a
large knife in each hand, staring intently at Senpai and me.
"I see. I never expected you to pick up the knives I threw earlier, only to use
them in this occasion!"
She raised her left knife up near her throat. Under the moonlight, the blade
gleamed brightly. She had apparently used that knife to block the knife I had
thrown.
Judging from her words, I knew that Kuhou was the one who attacked Senpai
and me during the day.
In other words, Kuhou was the one targeting our lives.
Thud.
Immediately--
Stab!
Whether based on the distance or the time, it was way too weird. I can't
believe Kuhou could come over to my side instantaneously. Was she able to
attack me without any preparatory motions beforehand?
If that was the case, why couldn't I read the trajectory of her movements?
She twisted the blade without hesitation, as though trying to gouge the spot I
was stabbed. Just getting stabbed was already painful enough, but after she
did that, it felt as though my muscle fibers, bones, blood vessels, internal
organs and cells were being sliced to pieces by her knife. I almost fainted on
the spot.
"Ugh!"
Although I had fortunately evaded such that she did not hit a critical spot but
Kuhou looked like she intended to kill me with one strike, hence she twisted
the knife that were stabbed into my chest.
Kuhou gasped. Almost at exactly the same time, Shiki threw something at
Kuhou's position.
I only heard the sound of something moving through the air but didn't know
what Shiki had thrown. Kuhou immediately jumped backwards as though
sensing danger.
Thud.
The sound of footsteps came from an unbelievable location. Near the wooden
door entrance.
Kuhou was clearly just by the window just now but now she was suddenly at
the door. No matter how fast her movements, even to the point of using the
ultimate martial arts technique of Shukuchi, earth reduction, it would still be
impossible. I was so certain because once again, I did not see any trajectory
of movement at all. In the last while, Kuhou had been moving
instantaneously a number of times as though teleporting, disappearing
instantly then reappearing instantly.
"Yatono Shiki, looks like you are not someone to be underestimated either."
Then--
"Kuhou Nagi, a trap has already been set where you are standing."
Shiki's voice sounded coldly as she deftly and rapidly lifted her left hand.
"I see, that is to say… You have already guessed what my gift is, roughly?"
"I was quite surprised that you were able to evade my sensory perception. But
thanks to that fact, I finally understood your gift and I have reached the
conclusion that my guess is correct."
While Kuhou was occupied with Shiki, she probably couldn't split her
attention to over here. But the instant I died and collapsed, she would most
likely do everything she can to kill Shiinamachi-senpai. Even if she might
end up killed by Shiki afterwards, I think it was possible that she would still
take out Senpai first.
To accomplish their missions, assassins absolutely do not care for their own
safety.
My current self had not undertaken any assassination operations for quite a
while and in my injured state, I was totally not up to it. The only thing I was
able to do was to continue standing here to protect Shiinamachi-senpai here,
preventing Kuhou from taking the worst course of action.
As long as I stayed standing here in vigilance, Kuhou must confront her one-
against-two situation. Kuhou now knew that Shiki was in possession of
substantial capability and a gift, so I was quite certain she would try to avoid
the worst case scenario.
I had actually suffered injuries that were sufficient for death. Left alone, these
injuries will cause me to succumb to death in the end. Would Shiki be able to
suppress Kuhou before I died? Or was the only thing I could do now make
myself die so as to make the most of the tim?
"Jirou-kun…"
I can't let her kill Senpai. I don't want Kuhou to kill Senpai again.
"Kuhou Nagi, do not make a reckless move if you are smart. A large number
of Yatono cutting wires have been setup here already."
"Hmph, I will get killed by you if I make a reckless move? I see, judging
from these cutting wires appearing suddenly at this spot and the other wires
setup on scene… You have come up with countermeasures from the start."
"I wouldn't have figured out your gift if you hadn't attacked Monjirou in the
daytime. Since I was unable to capture any enemy movements withy my
sensory perception, it must be the result of the enemy using a gift. Reasoning
from there, it was naturally very easy to guess the kind of gift you have."
Hearing the sound of wind slicing, I then saw something undulating in the
corner of my eye, flashing. Those were probably the "cutting wires"
controlled by Shiki.
In the past, I've heard my mother mention about a kind of combat technique
using wires as weapons. The user can use wires to setup all kinds of traps,
locking the opponent into a barrier. A person using wires as weapons was
like a spider. One moment of carelessness and you'd get entangled and
devoured by the spider.
I heard Fujisato's panicking voice. She had looked up from the cushion and
was looking around. But under such faint moonlight, most people probably
wouldn't see much, right? Assassins like us had professional training for
fighting in the dark and could naturally get a grasp on the situation, but
Fujisato was just an ordinary person, completely unable to see clearly what
was happening in her surroundings.
"Eh? I-Is that really okay? Monjirou, are you really okay?"
Under these conditions, I can't believe Fujisato was still inquiring about my
condition. What a kind-hearted girl.
On the other hand, the other girl who was originally supposed to be kind-
hearted as well, Kuhou, was current immobilized.
She was exchanging glares with Shiki while trying to turn her gaze towards
Fujisato.
Her various merciless acts, including attempts on Senpai's life and trying to
maximize the wound on my chest, all this was making me give up on my
original impressions of her, leading me to the conclusion that all of Kuhou's
previous behavior was an act. However, by trying to keep Fujisato out of this
currently, it made her seem more like the Kuhou I used to know.
The Kuhou who had become friends with me and the Kuhou who had
murdered Senpai and me, who on earth was the real Kuhou?
"I-I get it… You two… have to explain to me what on earth was going on
afterwards, okay!?"
Fujisato crouched down and hid her head under the cushion again, curling her
entire self into a ball.
It took me so much time to understand the whole story and now I had to
explain to Fujisato afterwards.
The future… I really hoped there was a future where Kuhou and I could
explain the entire incident to Fujisato together.
Hence…
"Unsure. Although I have gotten a handle on her gift, I am not certain of the
area of the gift's effects, neither do I know if it has any restrictions."
"Okay, excellent. I was worried, not knowing how much you knew about it.
In that case--"
A smile appeared on Kuhou's face, then immediately--
"!?"
By the time I noticed, Kuhou had already struggled free of those cutting
wires entangling her and was now standing before Shiki.
At some unknown point in time, the wounds on her body where the wires
were entangled had gotten deeper. Her slender body was bleeding all over,
quite a heart wrenching sight. When exactly did she struggle free from the
cutting wires? And when did she receive sound grievous wounds? There were
no answers for all these questions.
Kuhou made a thrust with the knife in her hand with rapid speed.
Kuhou seemed to think it was just a trick from Shiki and continued to thrust
the knife forward without hesitation.
From behind the two girls, I could see very clearly that Shiki had swiftly hit
the floor while fluttering her lab coat.
"My hearing, taste, smell and touch have been maximized in sensitivity."
Hitting the floor, Shiki rolled and performed a flip, the tip of her foot
catching Kuhou's leg with perfect timing.
Shiki's foot splendidly hooked Kuhou's joint then used her momentum to
rotate, trying to sweep Kuhou to fall.
Her arms were pulled up, looking like she was suspended from the ceiling.
As for her feet, they hanging just slightly above touching the floor.
On a closer look, wires had been wrapped around her wrists at some point in
time.
"When exactly… No wait, you deliberately baited me? When I was stabbing
at the lab coat with the knife, the wires were already set up all over it…
Right?"
Most likely, long before Kuhou arrived at this room, Shiki had already setup
cutting wires all over the place. While preparing for the party, she was
actually setting up and preparing the cutting wires. If Shiki had not
understood Kuhou's gift to some extent or setup these wires beforehand,
things wouldn't have gone so smoothly as now.
"So this is Demonic Gift Satori? I remember that this gift can sharpen all
sensory perceptions, doesn't it? I see, for someone using the cutting wires
technique to be able to acquire this kind of gift, it comes as no surprise that
you are this powerful."
"Kuhou Nagi, I also understand your gift very well. It is Divine Gift
Chronos."
Kuhou simply grinned in the corner of her lips and did not reply. Suspended
with her arms from the ceiling, she was completely immobilized. Under such
conditions, it was hard to believe she was showing such a composed look on
her face.
"That is why you are now unable to move, after being tied up totally."
"Yes, well said. Indeed, I am able to use the duration of one second. This is
the power conferred to me from the Nightkin I serve, and I am my lord's
vassal."
Although I didn't know what exactly was "using the duration", if time could
be stopped for brief instants, then all the culprit's actions could be explained
reasonably.
Judging from her physical abilities, running quickly to the back of the clock
faceplate before time started flowing again should be very easy.
That thud I heard just before getting stabbed to death was the footstep sound
that came when Kuhou's gift released its effects. Had she made a sound prior
to that, I would have likely noticed her.
A killer possessing such well-trained skills and even this kind of gift with
such versatile applications.
But never would I have expected my question over lunch, "Do you have a
gift, Kuhou?", to be right on the money.
"…Kuhou-san, please don't say that. I am one of the Nightkin who have
always been targeted and killed. That cannot be helped. Even so, I am very
happy that you were willing to be friends with me."
Hung from the ceiling by Shiki's cutting wires, she was unable to swing a
knife nor was she able to move. If she had a teleporting ability, that might be
able to get out of her current situation. However, her gift only allowed her to
stop time for brief instances, so there was probably no way for her to struggle
free from the wires.
Next, once Kuhou was disarmed and a way was found to persuade here,
could this be the end to the whole incident?
Just now, she mentioned the 'mission given by my lord' which really
concerned me. Who was the Nightkin behind her? In other words, there was a
mastermind controlling everything in the shadows. Must we take care of that
person before everything could end?
While trying hard to press my right hand on the heavily bleeding wound on
my chest, I moved closer to Shiinamachi-senpai's side.
"Jirou-kun…"
Senpai's worried voice made me feel very comfortable. I even felt that it'd be
fine even if I died just like that.
My consciousness was growing hazy. Ears and eyes could no longer perform
their normal functions. At this rate, I was about to die. I thought over these
things in a relaxed manner, treating death as sleep…
"Fuji… sato?"
I spun my muddled head, trying to look for Fujisato but she ended up in front
of Kuhou who was suspended from the ceiling.
I really wanted to know when she had made her way there but my mind could
not operate normally.
Fujisato stood there with a blank expression, calmly caressing Kuhou's face.
"Ah!"
"--Jirou…!"
"--Mo… Jirou…!"
What's the matter? This voice… Shiki's?
Hearing Shiki's mournful yell, just as her voice finally entered my mind--
I turned around, ignoring the intense pain in my body and swiftly performed
a spinning kick backwards.
A right hand grabbed my leg firmly, its grip strength almost like a vise. My
eyes turned behind me a moment later, only to see an unbelievable scene.
"F-Fujisato…?"
A right hand, wearing a golden ring, was holding my leg. Its owner was
smiling at me as usual and talking to me as usual too. I really could not
believe that Fujisato was the owner of this hand.
"But I was really quite shocked. I thought we were friends… But how could
you suddenly kick a cute girl like that? Don't you think it's very mean?"
Snap!
"Gahhhhhh!?"
That unbelievable grip strength of her right hand, and that unhesitating
motion.
I did not understand Kuhou at all. In the same vein, I did not understand
Fujisato at all either.
"Hey."
This action alone was enough to make my body fly backwards at an amazing
speed.
"Kyah!"
"Guff. S-Senpai?"
"I'm… fine…"
I struggled to let Senpai and I slide slowly to the floor then I looked up at
Fujisato.
She was giving off the same vibes as usual without much change in
expression, a smile on her lips.
"!"
Accompanied by the sound of a brief exhalation, numerous small wires
immediately wrapped themselves around Fujisato's body.
However--
"Uwahhhhhhhhhh!?"
Fujisato explained her gift openly then walked over to me and Senpai,
unconcerned with the wires that had been loosened.
"Kaguya-sama, it looks like you've really lost the majority of your memories
and gifts. I originally thought it was just your superb acting… However,
seeing you in a desperate fight against merely my vassal, I finally believed
that it was all true."
"Fujisato… You…"
With blood flowing out of my mouth, I had difficulty speaking but I couldn't
help but ask her.
Why was she able to do such cruel things while using her usual smile and
voice?
"Monjirou, excuse me but I'm actually a Lord and not human. I was the one
who bestowed Chronos to Nagi-chan. However, I've just taken it back, you
know?"
Taken it back? So that was how Fujisato was able to get behind me in an
instant.
Only after understanding that, I reacted sluggishly with shock at what she just
said.
"That's right! My story basically says 'must defeat other Nightkin', which is
why I've been observing you guys secretly. I tried hard to observe and find
out whether Kaguya-sama had really lost her memories or not, whether she
had lost the majority of her gifts. No helping it, that's because Kaguya is the
Princess of the Night, the lord of lords, in other words, the Princess Kaguya
of legend!"
Princess Kaguya. Hearing about The Tale of the Bamboo Cutter in this
situation, I didn't feel anything strange or out of place about it, unbelievably.
My Thanatos and Kuhou's Chronos were both gods from mythology while
Shiki's Satori was the name of a demon. I finally understood, all Nightkin and
their vassals were emulating the plot of some kind of "story".
Fujisato seemed truly happy. This was indeed the her I knew: always chatting
with people while showing inquisitive eyes, interested in everything in the
world.
At the same time, I also realized why Shiki had failed to discern Fujisato as a
Nightkin. Fujisato lived in a world without any pretense. She genuinely
believed in herself and spent every day of her life with this attitude. Her
gentle side was just as real as the her who had punched us flying just now.
"Fujisato…"
I was filled with remorse and could only call out her name. Affected by the
wound in my chest and its bleeding, even my voice had become very hoarse
and unclear.
Fujisato's tone of voice was very calm, just like listening to a friend's last
words. She knelt down in front of the suffering me and cocked her head
slightly, listening to me.
"Fuji… sato…"
There were many thoughts in my mind and I had many things to say.
But on the verge of death, I wasn't even able to speak anything clearly.
She had already revealed her identity as Nightkin and was now treating me
with her usual gentleness. Was she presenting the composure of a sovereign
in control of the situation right now because she had already decided to
trample us mercilessly later? Or did she really feel sad for me sincerely?
"Hmm?"
Fujisato made an incredulous look. It was quite normal for her to do that.
After all, I had no ability to fight right now. My breaths were so light they
might as well not exist. Shiki had been defeated by Fujisato while Senpai was
collapsed behind me in utter exhaustion.
However, even so--
"…If I defeat you here… Are you… still willing to… be friends… with
everyone here?"
Fujisato stared with her eyes wide open and made a look of surprise then
said:
"Pu… Ahahahahaha! Monjirou! You're about to gasp your last breath here
and you still think you can fight? Also… You even think you can defeat me?
Impossible!"
Rather than looking down on everything, she sincerely found it very amusing,
which was why she was laughing madly without reservations.
Hence, how should I say this…? I've always liked Fujisato's laughing face.
"Ah…"
Then she relaxed her gaze and looked at me with a tender expression.
However, I could feel a sense of loneliness and despair similar to what I felt
from Kuhou earlier.
"…I will surely… surprise you… but I am a man who's… super cute… and
super amusing…"
"Eh, you were eavesdropping from the kitchen? Monjirou, you're such a…!"
Then she stood up, spun a full revolution then bowed forward to look at me.
"So, Monjirou, what are you planning to do? And Kaguya-sama? Including
Chronos, I currently hold a total of four gifts! Faced against a Nightkin like
that, do you guys really have any chance of winning?"
"Hmm…"
Nightkin were hard to kill to begin with, besides, she currently still had four
gifts. One of them could stop time and I was totally powerless against it. Not
only were chances of victory minuscule, but it was also what Fujisato had
said. Winning would be almost like a miracle.
"C-Cough, urghhh!"
So for the first step, I had to vomit out all the blood stuck in the depths of my
throat that were hindering me from speaking.
"…Yes, Fujisato, look carefully at me. I will definitely stop your story."
There was Senpai's story with me as well as the story between me and
Fujisato and Kuhou.
I really didn't want anyone to get hurt, that would be totally sad.
"…J-Jirou-kun, you mustn't…!"
For the first time in my life, I was going to go against Senpai's wishes… And
my mother's orders as well.
"…Senpai, I… 'll surely die at this rate… Shiki can no longer fight. But I…
really want to protect you."
"I think… The current situation is probably the so-called 'gap between life
and death'… So I… want to elucidate a path ahead for you, Senpai…"
Although it was only a mere four months since I transferred to this school…
I've found people and things that I want to protect even if it meant putting my
life, my soul, everything of mine on the line.
I think that's quite fulfilling a life for Sakuradamon Jirou, to be able to attain
all this.
Although I do feel quite sorry for my little sister who put in so much to create
"my current self"…
"Sob sob…"
Senpai seemed to be crying. Hearing that sad sound, I felt my chest hurt a lot.
I felt so full of guilt for making her cry. But at the same time, the sense of
mission also filled my heart… I must allow everyone to spend their days in
happiness once more.
"…It might take a long time after this… But I hope Senpai can... wait until I
recover to become 'my current self' once again…"
She had not gotten a chance yet. I really wanted to know what Senpai wished
to tell me but…
I'd rather not listen to it all, that way… Perhaps this would leave some kind
of longing in myself after I lose my soul.
While praying like that to the heavens, I placed my left hand on my right
shoulder.
Then with my right hand, I took off the vanity glasses used for helping me to
control my thoughts.
Then my throat gave a vigorous shout just before the death of "my current
self".
Forgot.
"Wha…"
By the time Fujisato reacted, "I" had already closed in right before her. "My"
hand was holding the throwing knife from Kuhou, about to stab it into
Fujisato's chest before she became aware. Immediately noticing something
wasn't right, she vanished without trace. Chronos… The special ability to
move through space for one second's worth of time.
"I" had already anticipated where she would appear a second later so I swept
my fractured right leg towards where she was going to appear. Just as "I"
predicted, Fujisato reached out with her left hand, trying to grab the leg I had
kicked out.
Likewise, this move was already within "my" predictions which was why I
deliberately used the fractured leg to perform a sweeping kick. "I" had
predicted her to carelessly use her left hand to grab that broken right leg.
I used that broken leg's side of the knee to support my body. In fact, the right
leg's joint did not allow me to finish this motion but because the pain had
gone numb, I managed to complete it without hesitation. My right leg made
an unnatural cracking sound and snapped in the opposite direction.
Fujisato called out "my" name in her surprise. "I" used my left hand to grab
her left wrist while she was holding my right leg.
Then "I" took the opportunity to pull, pulling Fujisato to the floor along with
my broken leg.
"Ah!"
Fujisato hit the floor hard on her back and gave out a cry of pain. Then "I"
instantly straddled her. Fujisato instantly gave off blue-white light but "I" had
already extended wires from myself to attach to the metallic window frame,
preventing electrocution.
Before approaching Fujisato, I had already wrapped wires that were fallen on
the floor around my leg, because… I already knew she possessed the special
ability of Demonic Gift Thunder Beast, which was why I used the wires to
ground myself.
Recognizing that, "I" used my left hand to hold the knife in a reverse grip,
preparing to fight.
"…Aren't you on death's brink just now? Why does it feel like your entire
person has changed… !"
Fujisato's eyes flashed with red light then her pupils contracted into a narrow
shape.
Including Chronos, Fujisato had mentioned that she currently held four gifts
and now she was using one of them.
That meant that "I" happened to get a chance to confirm another of her
special abilities.
Pretending to be charmed by her crimson eyes, "I" slowly released the force
applied to her body--
Fujisato ordered and exhaled in relief but "I" seized this opening.
"!?"
Using my right hand to grab Fujisato's left arm, "I" pinned her forcefully to
the floor.
"Nnngh, ooh!"
Straddled by "me", Fujisato twisted under "me", trying to resist. However, "I"
had pinned her left arm firmly to the floor, meaning she had lost her freedom.
Since a Nightkin's body was structurally the same as a human's, then her
bones and joints should be subjected to the same limitations in range of
movement. Hence, as long as proper restraining technique was used, it was
naturally possible to immobilize her effortlessly.
Shiki's earlier verification was correct. Once the body was immobilized,
Chronos couldn't not be used for movement anymore. If that special ability
was only making time stop, then of course, movement was impossible when
under restraint.
Electricity was not working, neither was mind control. The only thing left
needed no explaining.
The golden ring glowed brightly and she punched with her right fist to attack
"my" chest.
Indeed, she possessed powerful arm strength, enough to twist and break my
right leg. It was this power that allowed her to send me flying to the wall with
a light shove.
If it was just astounding arm strength, it might not be enough to call a special
ability. Strength capable of crushing leg bones, yet being a gift at the same
time--In other words, the ring on her right hand was probably the "armament"
formed from the gift.
In that case, I was able to use countermeasures from close quarters combat.
Right now, "I" had presented the obvious weakness of the "chest" to the
enemy. In other words, I was using my body's critical wound as bait.
Fujisato's barehanded chop was approaching "me" with amazing speed. Just
as she was almost about to strike "me", "I" pulled her hand towards "myself"
then turned "my" body slightly to evade.
This was already who knows how many times Fujisato stared with eyes wide.
On the other hand, "I" used my right hand to pin down the base of her right
arm while holding the knife.
"!?"
"I" had no idea what extent Fujisato's "armament" occupied her right arm, but
apparently, just as "I" predicted, her shoulder was like a normal person's.
Were it possible to use multiple gifts at the same time, surely she would have
used combination skills already to press her advantage. Hence, "I" deduced
that she was only able to use one gift at a time, which was why "I" took the
measures that I did. And now "I" was also certain that unlike Kuhou,
Fujisato's combat ability and physical power were actually not very high.
"Huff… I see now. I didn't expect you to be this strong, Monjirou. Yes…
Even knowing you've said you were a professional killer, I think I've
underestimated you a bit."
Fujisato looked like she had given up resisting. Relaxing her entire body's
strength, she sighed deeply.
"Is this the end of my story? Indeed, today is not my safe day but it wasn't
supposed to be my day of death either…"
Although she was saying these things, there was a cheerful look on her face.
This probably served as proof: For the Nightkin, stories were a kind of
restraint.
Perhaps because of that, having regrets in her heart, Fujisato was showing a
satisfied look now.
"Okay, yes. Monjirou, I will allow you to do with me as you please! I admit
defeat…"
A feeble voice came from the side. Shiki had awakened from the electrical
attack earlier.
"His mind is dead. Code: Calvariæ, these keywords… have the ability to
instantaneously return Sakuradamon Jirou's superficial personality back to his
killer days, resetting all feelings, emotions, transforming him back into a
perfect killing machine."
Suppressing Fujisato Yuika's movements. Now that the goal had been
accomplished, this body did not need to respond to her in any way.
"It's like a robot that would do anything to accomplish the mission, even at
the cost of life and body."
After fulfilling the assigned task without fail, the only thing left to do was to
standby for further orders. However, this body had already reached its
absolute limit and was most likely unable to complete the next task or order.
"M-Monjirou… How…"
"I" had just heard Fujisato's admission of defeat and now it was confirmed
that she had lost all will to fight.
In that case, there was no need to maintain this body's life functions any
longer.
In other words, there was no need to maintain the state of the body being
controlled by orders--
"…Release Code: Calvariæ… Jirou-kun…"
Just before dying, "I" heard the orders from the master who was holding back
her tears--Shiinamachi Kaguya.
It was very easy to have this kind of dream when losing consciousness in an
utterly exhausted state. In other words, there were two possibilities right now:
either I was sleeping really soundly or I had died completely. However, I
remember I had already become immortal so the chances of the latter…
That's right. The only possibility was that I had met the death of my mind.
It was a power dormant in the blood that was able to raise bodily capabilities
and functions to their maximum and allowed the mind to perceive and react
to speeds beyond what human intelligence could understand. When invoking
this power, in order to make the body make decisions and process
information with the fastest possible speed, any mental consciousness was
erased to avoid interference.
Even if that was no longer me, at least it could turn into a brand new
someone.
I was already prepared at the time, knowing this would really result, and I
still did it.
After I did it, if this body could spend its future days with them together, that
would be nice.
"--Jirou…"
Hearing the voice of the mother who was already gone, I immediately
focused my awareness towards the source of the sound.
"Oh…"
Mother.
However, her sharp gaze did not show anything child-like about them.
Although my mother and I belonged to the same family, it was possible that
she was not my real mother at all.
But it shouldn't be wrong! Ever since my early childhood, she told me "try
calling me mother." Henceforth, that's how I've always addressed her.
"Uh…"
"Didn't I tell you? It's the last resort, once you use it, your mind will
disintegrate."
"Yes, you did tell me, Mother. But under those circumstances…"
"You're still looking for excuses? Then you might as well give me money."
"Ehhhh!?"
Seeing my mother scowling and throwing these words at me, I couldn't find
any words to refute her on the spot. I simply puzzled my mind, trying to think
how to explain the situation and clear it up. In the end, my mother sighed and
said:
"Huh?"
Although I knew these words came from a certain video game, it really
would be extremely shameful, so I couldn't retort back in any way.
"Monjirou, once you use Calvariæ, your mind turns into a killing machine.
You should know that… Having done that, the 'soul' your sister worked hard
to cultivate won't return anymore. You absolute moron."
Did she just nonchalantly scold me for being a moron in the middle of her
lecture?
But even if she was scolding me, I couldn't do anything but simply keep my
head bowed.
"Shiinamachi Kaguya, Yatono Shiki, Fujisato Yuika, Kuhou Nagi. You wish
for them all to live happily and peacefully once again. That's why you used
that power, didn't you? Moron."
Moron should be a word for scolding someone stupid, right? But at the
moment, I was more concerned about other things. Was this entity that had
come all the way here to scold me actually an illusion of my mother? Or
consciousness? I really felt quite intrigued about this point. If this was all a
dream, it would have been far too coincidental.
"For the sake of their smiles, you decided it was fine to sacrifice yourself. If
that's really your conclusion, then you are not fit to be my son. You are just a
glasses-wearing geek."
This was probably another term for scolding me? But this term was quite
unfavorable from the perspective of certain people, so I couldn't make any
retort either.
I can't believe even my own mother was calling me with that nickname.
"Yes…"
If I don't hurry and respond, she'll probably keep calling me like that, so I had
not choice but to reply feebly.
Smack!
"…Mother…?"
This slap seemed to elicit intense pain from the depths of my head… all the
way into the very bones.
"Men have this poor habit, always thinking that self-sacrifice is cool. If you
wish for everyone to be happy, then you have to make sure you obtain
happiness as well. After sacrificed yourself, do you think Shiinamachi
Kaguya can smile anymore? To prevent you from doing that, Yatono Shiki
fought desperately to defeat Kuhou Nagi, do you think she'll be happy?
Fujisato Yuika admitted defeat with relief, thinking that everyone could
spend their days happily together as long as she lost to you. If she knew that
your soul was dead, do you think she can laugh anymore?"
Compared to the pain of the slap, my mother's words caused intense pain in
my "soul".
In the past, although my mother had taught me various techniques and ways
of thinking of assassins, she also forbid me from using everything I had
learned. This must be why… She was so angry right now.
"You are forbidden from uttering those words, dormant in blood, ever again."
Throwing these words at me quietly, my mother then turned her back to me.
I understood. I've always kept myself detached, thinking that the world would
still continue to turn even without me. However, I was wrong.
"Since it hurts, then you must embrace that pain forever--And live on,
properly."
"Mother…"
I cried out in the darkness while her silhouette grew more and more blurry.
Her appearance clearly looked even younger than mine. Her face was so cute
and dainty.
But the image of her back, her words, everything indicated she was a
"mother".
"The one who walks along the same path together, the one who obtained a
true heart, the time when the one who appears and returning from darkness--"
"Monjirou--!"
More importantly, given her excellent figure, it was even more awesome than
I imagined from when she was dressed in uniform. The first time I saw her
wonderful figure, I couldn't help myself from applauding.
I even went as far as to think "even if that body gets tanned, it'll still be a
healthy variant of beautiful". However… Do the Nightkin get tanned? Do
they even have melanin pigment in their bodies? These pointless questions
occupied my mind the whole time.
Kuhou was the one playing beach ball together with Fujisato. Kuhou was
wearing a black one-piece swimsuit with a skirt design that suited her very
well. The frilly decorations at her waist served to enhance the overall
adorability.
Because she was so slender, it looked even more unpretentious. This Kuhou
was the best. If one day she should ever gain a troubling outstanding figure, I
might not know where to direct my gaze.
"I permit you to feast your eyes upon my swimsuit look. Especially between
the legs. Please go ahead and enjoy to your heart's content."
Shiki was wearing a blue, somewhat boyish swimsuit with a lab coat on top.
This getup suited the usual style she insisted. She had her lab coat wide open,
displaying herself within. Shiki, could you please pay some attention? This
makes you look like some kind of perverted flasher.
No, seeing her slender and beautiful legs was already heaven for my eyes,
but… Since she was already in a swimsuit, of course what I wanted to see
most was her magnificent and beautiful bust. From the very start, Fujisato
had been yelling "oh Monjirou, my legs are very stout so stop staring,
okay!?", desperately trying to cover her legs, thus causing her soft and supple
bosom to wobble and shake.
Looks like girls were apparently quite concerned about their exposed legs in
times like these.
No no no, the important thing now is to first get rid of bangs girl here who's
openly showing off her bottom half.
Anyway, I really wanted to tell everyone: most boys would choose to stare at
boobs rather than legs, so there's really no need to be too concerned with your
legs when wearing a swimsuit.
"I was going to ask you the same thing! Jirou-kun, your body's condition
should be great, right?"
True, after resurrection, the body returns to a state of full health, so of course,
my current condition couldn't be better.
The issue was--ultimately, the "soul" that was about to disappear back then.
For example--
Hence, this current "self" who was scared of this possibility, it might all be
just an act.
No one could prove that this current me was the true "me".
However, at least--
When I noticed my heart ached to such a degree, I couldn't help but breathe a
sigh of relief.
For some reason, I also remember my face stinging with pain at the time.
However, at the time, she had no idea what changes that gift would cause to
me nor what effects it would invoke.
Although it was not entirely for the sake of verifying if my soul was okay,
after that, I tried asking Fujisato to use the Gorgon gift to control my
consciousness. The result was obvious. I was immediately unable to control
my own body with my own will.
That gift was supposed to be able to rob someone entirely of their will
thereby allowing the user to control the target's body as they pleased.
For the sake of achieving my goal, I had invoked the code which put me in a
state of totally separation between mind and body, which was why her gift
was unable to take effect. In other words, that was the only way to defeat
Fujisato… Right now, it is totally beyond me.
"I understand that you deliberately confessed to Fujisato and hugged her."
Indeed, after knowing that my soul was intact, Fujisato was very happy. Then
she used that gift to make me dance and sing, finally coercing me to confess
and hug her tightly.
Now that I think about it, perhaps that was her way of taking revenge, to get
back at me for defeating her.
The reason why I concluded that was because after that, until the next
morning, Shiinamachi-senpai totally refused to say a single word to me. Not
only that, the girls also refused to let me see them in their pajamas, even
forcing me to sleep outside the door on the landing in the corner of the
staircase. I remember I was never treated so cruelly in the pajamas party last
time, right?
"Even if you didn't confess to me, you may hug me directly. Please enjoy."
"Shiki, could you not make such problematic speeches without any warning,
okay!?"
This girl, who always liked to play the fool, maintained her usual attitude. I
was completely unable to tell if she was happy or not.
But she was talking more frequently so I guess that means we've become
closer friends.
But even now, she still seems to want to kill me in various ways so I can't
lower my guard.
Senpai later found out it was all just Fujisato's prank so right now, she was
only worried about me in a very pure manner. Although she had a tendency
to be overprotective and worry too much, I still felt quite happy and didn't
find it annoying at all.
I finally understood that these things, always taken for granted, were actually
so precious.
Yes, it had elucidated a future path for me, telling "me" what kind of attitude
to lead life with.
In the end, Fujisato and Kuhou's faces still had their usual smiles and they
were able to continue staying as our good friends. Having fought a bloody
battle and knowing how scary it was to anger each other… Perhaps that was
actually a good thing. After all, we understood that both sides were
opponents that we wished never to engage in conflict again.
Of course, not fighting each other again was the best result. I sincerely
believe that.
I don't know if Fujisato was doing it on purpose, or she was naturally a little
airheaded, she didn't seem to be harboring any guilt, grinning as always.
However, no one knew what she was actually thinking inside. Whatever,
perhaps this is good enough.
"If it's a challenge from an enemy Nightkin, then a Yatono must step up to
the fight, naturally."
Senpai's swimsuit was the same one she had worn in the bathroom with me
last time.
It was totally awesome to witness this scene under the dazzling sunlight. My
heart was beating so hard.
"Yes, I won't ever forget these feelings right now… These feelings of
adrenalin pumping at the sight of Senpai's swimsuit."
"You know, it troubles me to find you so emotional from seeing me in a
swimsuit…"
"'The one who walks along the same path together, the one who obtained a
true heart, the time when the one who appears and returning from darkness--
'"
The true day of battle for Senpai was apparently making its official debut
today.
Afterword
Nice to meet you, everyone, hello. Those of you who are thinking "I know
you already!", it's been a while.
I am Kaidou Reiji.
Sorry, I got too carried away. Actually, I'm Saitou Kenji. My apologies.
I'm so happy that I'm about to fly to the heavens now that Shiinamachi-
senpai's Safe Day is out and I even got Kaitou Reiji-sensei to write comments
for me.
So, I wonder how everyone felt about Shiinamachi-senpai's Safe Day? Just
looking at the title or the illustrations, it probably feels like a work relying on
sex appeal, but in fact, the content is still classic Saitou Kenji style that my
dear readers know so well. If you haven't read the book yet before this
afterword, then please find a chance to read the contents. I'm sure that way
you'll understand what it's all about in fact. So, everyone, please do find a
chance to read the story in this book!
However, why does the term "safe day" sound so exciting? Not only that, if
my crush told me "today is my safe day, so…", I think my heart won't be able
to take it. This story started from delusions like these. Compared to story
content and plot advancement, I prioritize… putting a kind of heart-pounding
feeling in everyone's chest, hopefully.
Also, if you find any characters, plot or various details in this story kind of
familiar, I hope you'll accept them generously with a kind of "oh, this does
happen occasionally" feeling.
Of course, I've received help from many people this time as well. Thank you,
CARNELIAN-sensei for illustrating such perfect, adorable and beautiful
drawings that just makes the heart flutter. Apart from Shiinamachi-senpai and
Shiki, even Fujisato, Kuhou and Monjirou were drawn so exquisitely, I am
truly filled with sincere gratitude. Other than that, I am truly thankful to you
all, editors who pushed me quite a bit and my revered Kaitou Reiji-sensei.
Also, there were many others who gave me all kinds of suggestions, checking
my story for holes and flaws. Without everyone's help, it would have been
very hard for me to create this work by my own efforts alone. Of course,
most importantly, I have to thank all the readers. Truly, thank you very much.
Please continue to show your support when Volume 2 comes out.