ACKNOWLEDGMENTS playing in form to access raw power from the unformed, the

Void. Although a weakened means of focused conscious

I would like to thank, first and foremost, all of the thought, ritual becomes the intermediary mechanistic tool
people who read Inanna Returns, and especially those of used to manipulate creative power from the "form" side of
you who wrote me such wonderful letters. Your creation.
appreciation for the book has often brought tears to my As the frequencies continue to fall, individual gods
eyes. Inanna touched you and you were kind enough to discover how to control the others. By exploiting the use of
share that with me. ritual, they trick the other gods into worshipping them, and
I would also like to thank the many people who came thus generate an abundance of energy which they use to
to my lectures. I learned so much from you ; in many ways create all manner of fantastic illusory worlds. These clever
your insightful questions made this sequel, Inanna Hyper- gods build immortal/spirit bodies to inhabit the hierarchical
Luminal, possible. To my delight, I discovered how many of worlds they create, and no longer incarnate in physical
you are "waking up" and having multidimensional bodies, but rather enjoy the experiences of those who are
experiences. incarnating.
I wish to thank Zecharia Sitchin for his support of my In the third age, the Age of Doubt or the Dvapara
first book. Without Mr. Sitchin's relentless pursuit of his Yuga, the frequencies of creation continue to increase in
convictions in translating the cuneiform tablets as he read density. The gods in form begin to doubt; from doubt they
them, undaunted by convention, I would never have had lose memory, and forget who they are. They can still see
my adventure with the beautiful and irrepressible Inanna. the gods who are not in a third dimensional form and in the
I would also like to thank my husband, Charles, for all course of forgetting begin to worship them.
of his help,- Tracey Cooper, for structural support, Quentin, The wily gods who have ceased to incarnate continue
for getting his degree in Engineering Physics, Anne and to build illusory worlds, the Phantasmal Hierarchies of
Gary, for the Mexico link; Sharon and Gary, for introducing heavens and hells. While the gods in form become trapped
me to the Commander and the Lady of the Garnets, in the cycles of reincarnation, they forget who they are and
Angela, for being a brilliant angel; Noh-Ra Amrani, for the doubt the divinity within them.
Enki connection, Debbi and her wonderful children, Nicole, The fourth age, the Age of Conflict or the Kali Yuga, is
Michael, and Justin, for remembering. the period we have been living in since 3600 BC. The
I would like to extend my gratitude once again to Tera frequencies of time have further slowed, and the Visible
Thomas who helped in so many ways to bring the first World is surrounded by a dense web of somnolence. Our
book, Inanna Returns, to life. I also thank Barbara experience of time is altered, thus, the phantasmal worlds
Marciniak for recommending it in her newsletter, The have become invisible to those of us living in this physical
Pleiadian Times. I now fully realize how much courage both Newtonian realm. Today only a small number of people are
of these ladies have. able to see the so called Invisible World, their ability to see
Thanks to Barb Ferguson for her terrific graphic design has been inherited genetically because it was not bred out
and consistently great customer service, and to Sara of their DNA. In other cycles such "sight" was our God
Lehman for her computer osity. given right, but in the Kali Yuga, the veils are tightly drawn.
I also would like to thank Pat Welch for her amazing Because the gods have lost their capacity to know and
brain, her intuitive ability to understand Inanna and friends, to remember, writing itself a symptom of the Kali Yuga is
combined with her fervor for the editing process, are deeply established as the means of transmitting knowledge. There
appreciated by Inanna, Thel Dar, Gracie, etc. and me. is no evidence of written history in the previous three cycles
because it was not needed. What we do know is based on
INTRODUCTION memorized oral transmissions inscribed during the Kali
Yuga. Knowledge has been passed from generation to
Inanna Hyper-Luminal gives the reader the experience generation orally. Our command of memory today is a
of being multidimensional. Our potential to access realities pathetic semblance in comparison. Only in the most ancient
in various dimensions is latent within each and every one of of texts, such as the Puranas, the Mahabharata, and
us. When we began our adventure in the time/space contin- certain Taoist and Tibetan writings, do we get a glimpse
uum, we knew who we were. In this phase of the cycles of into the previous three cycles.
time, we have simply forgotten how to travel beyond the The Mahabharata and the Puranas contain lengthy
five senses. As this age draws to its inevitable conclusion predictions of what the Kali Yuga will be like, even fore-
and the veils are lifted, we will regain this endowment. telling the availability of "fast food" another symptom of this
We are living in the Twilight of the Age of Conflict, or, dark age.
as it is known in Sanskrit, the Kali Yuga. This is the final of In the Age of Conflict, the gods forget who they are and
four cycles which go to make up a day, a Kalpa, in the Mind lose their innate ability to access their own inner divinity.
of God. Because the veils of illusion in this cycle are at the Ironically, those tricky gods in their Phantasmal Hierarchies
ultimate depths of density, the Age of Conflict offers us the are just as trapped as those incarnating in the precarious
greatest opportunity to acquire life's real treasure wisdom. and repetitive physical world but they are predictably
The first or golden age is the Age of Wisdom, the Krita reluctant to give up their power and to change.
Yuga. Prime Creator, in Its desire to experience Itself, In order to make way for the next cycle, a new Age of
separates Itself into numerous creator gods. All the gods Wisdom, radiant light Beings from outside this Universe
begin to manifest their desired forms knowing they are enter to break up existing realities, and, in the final phases
equal parts of Prime Creator. In this age they express of
themselves freely, knowing and fully remembering who the Kali Yuga, venture to assist all of the gods who long for
they are. The gods begin to project portions of themselves their freedom. These Beings are gently guiding the birth of
into the data collecting vehicles they have created an enhanced data collecting vehicle to be used by us in the
meaning they incarnate into bodies to further experience coming golden age when we will again remember who we
their creation. They begin to feel a sense of loss and a are.
longing for their original state. Who wants to live forever in a created reality that has
In the second age, the Age of Ritual or Treta Yuga, the become stuck and frozen in a stagnant state?
vibrational frequencies of the created Universe begin to As always, Prime Creator is moving on!
diminish and the gods compete with each other for creative
space. They desire power over each other and contemplate V.S. Ferguson, Seattle, 1996
how to coerce the other gods to play their games.
They conceive rituals to bridge the potential unformed
world with the world of form. Initially, rituals allow the gods

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CAST OF CHARACTERS Part I: View from the Void

THEL DAR: A consciousness who dwells in the forever Void 1- DRIFT AWAY
as hyper-Iuminal thought and displays itself as a radiant
light Being. Thel Dar lay poised silently in the vast darkness of the
I'NANNA: One of Thel Dar's projections, the Goddess of forever Void within the Mind of God. As a hyper-luminal
Love from the artificial Pleiadian planet Nibiru and a consciousness, Thel Dar accessed the total panorama of
member of the family of Anu. nested layers in all the possible worlds throughout Infinity.
GRACIE: One of Inanna's multidimensional selves who is No part of creation was too insignificant to observe lovingly.
living on planet Earth in the Twilight of the Kali Yuga. In the Twilight of the Kali Yuga, Thel Dar had been
OLNWYNN: Another of Inanna's multidimensional selves, the working on an enhanced data collector, a body/vehicle,
now deceased warrior king from ancient Ireland. DLANA: through which fellow radiant light Beings might express and
Olynwynn's wife from ancient Ireland, and Gracie's current experience Life. So when three Beings of a comfortable
life mother. likeness to Thel Dar approached, appearing first as hyper-
BRENT: Olynwynn's brother from ancient Ireland, and luminal thought and then as resplendent radiant light
Diana's recently deceased husband. Beings, Thel Dar knew why they had come.
TATHAIA: A hyper-luminal thought/radiant light Being who "My dear friends," Thel Dar spoke, "I am doing my
also dwells in the forever Void, and is Thel Dar's friend. best. Soon there will be at least three sets of DNA
JEHRAN: A projection of Tathata, and Inanna's Mr. Right. enhanced sufficiently for your enjoyment."
WOLFIE: The famous composer Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, The three, nodding in agreement, smiled with cheerful
a projection of Tathata. anticipation. Their question answered, they withdrew,
CLARISSA: A new friend of Gracie's, and a leaving Thel Dar alone to complete the enhancement.
multidimensional self of the Lady of the Garnets (wife of the Curling up into the rich potent blackness, Thel Dar
Commander and Inanna's friend). inhaled and focused on a location in the third dimension of
MICHAEL: Clarissa's true love, and a multidimensional self planet Earth: the Pacific Northwest.
of the Commander.
ANU: Patriarch of the family of Anu, Inanna's great Clarissa, unable to lift her head from her pillow, stared
grandfather. at the white emptiness surrounding her. The once cozy
ANTU: Anu's Pleiadian sister/wife. double bed now looked enormous, desolate. Michael had
ID: Anu's concubine, Princess of the Dragon People of gone to Peru on a vision quest, and only the gods, whoever
Inner Earth; Enki's mother. they were, knew when he might return to her. She felt
ENLIL: Son of Anu and Antu. ENKI: Son of Anu and Id, abandoned and lonely, the bed was a mess and so was
genetic scientist. NINHURSAG: A genetic scientist who is she.
Anu's daughter by a renowned physician from Altair. She also felt ill. Doctors had told her there was nothing
FILLED-WITH-STARS: Anu's multidimensional self. apparently wrong with her, all of her tests had come back
MOONWATERS: Id's multidimensional self, and wife to clueless. Yet every day Clarissa felt a strange inexplicable
Filled with Stars. "bubbling" inside of her. Confused and frightened, she
KEVALA, KARUNA, AND KHA: Three hyper-luminal wondered if her malaise had some connection to The Wave
thought/radiant light Beings waiting for enhanced data everyone was talking about, and lately she had begun to
collecting vehicles. fear that she might not live to see the turn of the century.
The approaching end of the millennium had brought
people to a frenzy, fearful of impending doom, they desper-
ately sought answers. Some said this was the end of the
Kali Yuga, the final stages of material illusion and spiritual
darkness on the planet Earth. The coming new age would
change everything. Feeling the change draw near, people
attempted to adapt. Some clung ferociously to the past and
their material possessions, while others abruptly left their
homes and families to join cults or follow teachers. Others
simply walked out into the desert to be alone with their Cod.
The Wave was understood to be an energy field in the
form of an endless stream of photons a sea of plasma
coming from deep space, which invisibly emitted a high
frequency of consciousness as it covered the Earth. It was
said that those who chose to open themselves to The
Wave would be assisted in adapting to the coming
changes. The Wave would lift their cells into a higher
vibration and activate the dormant DNA within them.
Reluctantly rising from her lonely bed, Clarissa decided
to go for a walk. Perhaps the damp misty air would clear
her head. The neighborhood she and Michael lived in was
full of storybook houses. The tree lined streets felt safe,
this would be a perfect place to bring up children.
Clarissa desperately wanted to have Michael's chil-
dren. They had met at the University and fallen in young
love, Clarissa had never been with another man. She
loved him with all her heart and, now that he was gone, felt
as if half of her was missing.
Where was he right now? she asked herself, trying to
imagine Machu Picchu or some coffee bar in Lima. Was he
riding a rumbling mountain train, or drinking up smelly
mushroom concoctions with a strange shaman? She hadn't
told Michael that her cells were "bubbling." When would he
come home?
 A white picket fence caught Clarissa's eye. Behind it, Enki and their sons had quarreled endlessly, using
thick plantings of snapdragons were bordered by rows of Earth's inhabitants as combatants in pernicious family wars.
perfumed white alyssum and purple blue lobelia, the kind Enlil, Anu's favorite son, eventually resorted to using
that almost hurts your eyes with its beauty. an awesome and terrible weapon, the great Gandiva. The
Clarissa stopped in her tracks, transfixed by the gar- ensuing massive destruction sent out waves of deadly
den. There were old fashioned roses, damask and moss, radiation, alarming the entire Galaxy. The Intergalactic
intoxicating perfumes, and herbs of every sort, basils, Federation Council then summoned the family of Anu to a
lavenders, and peppermints. Clarissa felt charmed by the conference, the agenda of which was to hold them
garden's magic. accountable for their irresponsible actions. Restitution was
She looked up at the house and saw a woman sitting demanded, a balancing was required. The Council decreed
on the front porch feeding two large dogs little bites of that the ability to evolve must be returned to the humans,
cookies. The enormous dogs looked like wolves, but were and their DNA, which had been so artfully "unplugged,"
grinning and wagging their tails. must be restored to its full capacities. Until this was accom-
"Hi there!" the woman called out. plished, the entire family of Anu would find itself blocked by
"Hello. I was just admiring your garden. It's lovely." The Wall prevented from evolving, and frozen in a state of
"Come and have a cookie with us," invited the woman. boredom and stagnation.
"Don't worry, the dogs are friendly, they love everybody!" This situation was further complicated by the reptilian
Clarissa carefully assessed the happy demeanor of tyrant Marduk. The intractable son of Enki, Marduk had
these beautiful creatures, she decided it was indeed safe refused to cooperate with the Council. He had already con-
to approach. (She herself preferred cats, but loved all quered the Earth and a good deal of the Pleiadian star sys-
animals.) Opening the white gate, she walked up to the tem. Having no desire to evolve, Marduk had no intention of
house, which was beginning to feel oddly familiar. helping his family. He was perfectly content to remain in his
"My name is Clarissa." elated state of tyranny over anyone and anything he could
"I'm Gracie, and these sweet dogs are Bear and get his greedy claws on.
Rhiannon. Here, have a cookie. I was just about to make Inanna had taken the desperate first step of literally
myself some coffee, will you join me?" inserting a portion of herself into many multidimensional
Clarissa nodded, smiling, as she shook Gracie's hand, selves at different points throughout time. Fortunately, the
she had the uncanny sense that somewhere, they had adventure was beginning to show signs of success, one of
already met, somehow, they had always known each other. Inanna's selves, the twentieth century female named
As Gracie headed for the kitchen, Clarissa heard the lyrics Gracie, appeared to be activating her latent DNA.
of a very old song coming from inside Gracie's house. At long last, Inanna and her family had some good
"... free my soul...and drift away." news to report to the Council. They hoped to convince the
mysteriously powerful Etherians to remove the insidious
Far away near the center of the Galaxy, Inanna, a invisible Wall which had made life so boring as of late.
beautiful blue lady from the Pleiadian planet Nibiru, stood in Inanna was finding it difficult to remember anything as
the Great Hall of the Intergalactic Federation Council she let Jehran take her hand. Jehran.. .even his name
waiting for an important conference to begin. The man she sounded wonderful. Both floated in silence as they gazed
had long dreamed of meeting had just taken her hand in into each others eyes. For Inanna it was love at first sight,
his. and from the look on his face, Jehran seemed to be feeling
"Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Jehran," he the very same way. The assembled crowds of various
said softly. Inanna felt herself drawn into his eyes, and in aliens, the Intergalactic Hall itself, even the stars above
the same moment, in the distant corridors of her mind, she them all seemed to disappear. At long last, Inanna had met
heard sounds identifiable as Earth rock and roll. her equal.
"...free my soul...and drift away." Inanna scanned her
consciousness and encountered Gracie, one of her 2- FREE MY SOUL
multidimensional selves who lived on the planet Earth in
the twentieth century time space continuum. These days, A breathtaking piece of celestial music, a hymn to
the impulse of Gracie's life force was coming across as a Prime Creator, announced the beginning of the Inter
powerful frequency. Assuring herself after a moment that Galactic Council meeting. Inanna knew she must join her
Gracie was all right and needed no immediate assistance, great grandfather Anu and the rest of her family.
Inanna pulled her full awareness back into her present and Reluctantly, she let go of Jehran's hand.
allowed herself to melt into the fiery dark eyes of the man "I will find you after the meeting has concluded,'' he
who had just introduced himself as Jehran. whispered to her."You will have dinner with me?"
Drifting into a kind of trance, Inanna thought of how Inanna nodded, smiling, and hurried off, she was
long she had waited to meet her Mr. Right, and now here, happy and excited, but she could not keep Anu and her
at last, he stood before her. Her arduous journey into the grandfather, Enlil, waiting. She was looking forward to
erratic uncertainty of Earth's dense material realms had giving her report to the Council. Gracie's story would make
brought her face to face with Jehran. Earths future look brighter indeed. Inanna was proud that
Driven by her love for the human species, which had she had been able to assist the human race, which was
been genetically altered by her self centered family, Inanna beginning to evolve at last. But it proved impossible to keep
had projected herself into the race in a heroic attempt to Jehran's eyes and touch out of her thoughts. Inanna sighed
activate the humans' latent DNA. Other members of her deeply.
family the family of Anu, her great grandfather had Anu stood up to address the Hall. He began by report-
followed Inanna down into the vulnerability of flesh and ing on the condition of the Pleiadian star system and the
blood. By inserting themselves throughout time, they hoped readiness of his troops to facilitate their liberation from his
to restore the damaged human genome. grandson, Marduk. Anu and Enlil had formed alliances with
Around 500,000 Earth years ago, members of the all of the Pleiadian leaders who had been overthrown by
family of Anu had colonized the Earth to extract gold for the the reptilian tyrant. These exiles were prepared to return to
depleted atmosphere of their own planet, Nibiru. Their chief their rightful homes at the first indication that the majority of
scientists, Ninhursag and Enki, mutated the genes of a wild the human race had begun to evolve beyond tyranny, and
Earth creature, Homo erectos, with their Pleiadian genes, was at last ready to join the rest of the Federation.
thus creating a race of slaves to work in the mines. Olnwynn, one of Inanna's multidimensional selves, had
As the centuries passed, the complex power struggles accompanied her to the Intergalactic Hall. Being quite
of the family of Anu continued to interfere with the natural deceased as an Earth human, Olnwynn found it easy to
evolution of the human race. The sons of Anu Enlil and attach his consciousness to Inanna's and to travel around

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with her. This warrior king from ancient Ireland was fasci- Diana to escape into a variety of tranquilizers and "mood
nated by the architecture of the Hall and the multitude of elevators, she was lost now without Brent. Her entire life
strange life forms from other worlds gathered there. had centered around a man who controlled everything she
For instance, even though Olnwynn was a disembod- did. She didn't know what to do without him, and now that
ied spirit, the Etherians could see him perfectly, but other she was alone, she found that she had no real friends.
beings walked right through him as though he wasn't there. Brent and Diana had been very wealthy and their
He was getting used to such things, just as he had gotten social life had revolved around Brent's highly successful
used to being "dead," or at least to living outside a solid business. They had always been invited to society parties,
body. There had been many adjustments to make, and every Christmas they had received hundreds of
including learning to time travel, but he was very clever and greeting cards from business associates and employees.
adapted well. But in the two years since Brent's death, Diana learned that
He was certainly in a lot better shape than on the first no one invited a lone widow anywhere, and the holidays
day he found himself in Inanna's presence, with his throat now brought maybe half a dozen greeting cards. What had
slit from ear to ear. It had taken some time for him to accept happened? Where were all those "friends" from the busy,
the fact that he had behaved brutally back in the second festive times?
century, had he been a better husband, perhaps his wife Diana ran her hand along the gold trim on her big car,
might not have taken his brother for her lover, and the two then got inside. She wanted to go for a drive anywhere, just
might not have conspired to have Olnwynn murdered by his to get out of the house. What was there left for her to do but
own son. go shopping? Her closets were full of unworn clothes,
As Anu began his speech to the Council, Olnwynn tried lately she had even stopped taking her purchases out of
hard to listen attentively. He admired Anu, and sought to their boxes. Why bother? She never had anywhere to go,
emulate this interstellar lord, like Olnwynn, Anu was an and no reason to wear any of them.
excellent leader, and very handsome too. But Olnwynn's Last week, out for a drive like this, she had gotten lost
thoughts drifted far from the great Hall in deep space to his trying to get home. She had lived in this same neighbor-
lost life on Earth, back to his castle in ancient northern hood all of her life. Why was her own home town beginning
Ireland, to his pretty wife and his violent death. He missed to appear strange and unfamiliar to her?
his wife, he still loved her and wished there was something Olnwynn spotted Diana in her car and projected
he could do to make amends for the terribly cruel way he himself into the back seat, the front seat was already taken
had treated her. He no longer felt any anger toward her, by Brent.
after all, it was he who had driven her to murder, and he Brent was hanging around Diana because he too still
had now completely forgiven her. He did not seek revenge, loved her, and because he hadn't yet decided where to go
he wanted forgiveness. He wanted to tell her that he still since the fatal heart attack. He was busy telling Diana how
loved her and their son. and where to drive and lecturing her about spending too
Olnwynn's dark green eyes began to twinkle. Both he much money, but because Brent was physically dead and
and Gracie were among Inanna's multidimensional selves, Diana didn't believe she could see or hear him, she didn't.
and because he could easily project himself into Gracie's Brent turned angrily to Olnwynn and said, "What the
life, he often did so; it would be no problem to locate his hell are you doing here?" It took the two brothers a moment
wife, who was now living in the twentieth century as, to recognize each other. Then, in response to his memories
ironically, Gracie's mother. of Olnwynn, Brent began to shape shift into the body he
Inanna's multidimensional selves and their loved ones had occupied in second century Ireland, as an entire
were frequently together, their lives amazingly interwoven lifetime played out in his mind.
throughout time. Gracie's mother, Diana, had married "Hello, my brother!" Olnwynn greeted Brent. "By the
Brent, Olnwynn's brother from the second century. Brent gods, you're having difficulty holding onto a shape."
and Diana had also borne a son who was the reincarnation Brent shifted back into his twentieth century body,
of Diana and Olnwynn's son. Inanna had once explained to even though his head was jammed with pictures from the
Olnwynn that the three Diana, Brent, and their son were past. He had envied his brother from the first day he heard
bonded together by the murder they had committed. A tales of Olnwynn's bravery and skill in battle. Recalling how
powerful, ineluctable magnetism influenced the flow of life he had robbed his brother of castle, kingdom, and wife,
and the choices people made. Brent now felt a little uncomfortable facing his victim. When
Olnwynn made up his mind to visit his wife in the you're not occupying a physical body, there's no way to
twentieth century, but he decided to stop by Gracie's new hide your thoughts or feelings. Death makes secrecy an
house first, to see how she and her black "wolves" were anachronism, when you have nothing, you have nothing to
doing. Olnwynn loved the dogs, and he had grown very hide.
protective of Gracie. As Brent was offering a weak apology, both men were
Forming a tunnel of light by carefully imagining it in his suddenly thrown forward in the car. Diana's driving wasn't
mind, Olnwynn then threw his consciousness down the what it should be; she missed a stop sign, and slammed on
tunnel and landed on Gracie's front porch. There he found her brakes to avoid hitting a large beer truck. Olnwynn saw
Gracie sitting happily with a new friend. The two were a giant frosty glass of beer on the side of the truck, which
enjoying a hot drink which Olnwynn knew he had never made him very thirsty. Both men found themselves
tasted. He looked around for a beer or something else with remembering the long evenings they had shared drinking
alcohol in it, but there was only this new stuff which Gracie and carousing together, there had been some good times,
called "coffee." For a moment, Olnwynn wished that he still after all.
had all five glorious senses so he could taste the liquid in Diana was shaken. Narrowly averted accidents were
the girls' cups. But without a flesh and blood three becoming a common occurrence for her these days. She
dimensional body, there wasn't much he could do but enjoy quickly pulled into a shopping area, parked her car, and
the memory of all the ales he had lustily consumed during stared blankly ahead. After a few moments, large red
his brief but zestful life. letters in a store window "SALE!" came into focus, and,
Seeing that Gracie and her dogs were perfectly comforted by this announcement, Diana got out of the car
secure, Olnwynn moved on to the part of the country where and went inside.
Gracie had grown up, to pay a visit to his pretty, if An ocean of furniture spread itself out in front of Diana.
somewhat ambitious, wife. My goodness, she had never seen so much furniture.
These new stores were all so big, how could you decide
Diana stared blankly at her enormous luxury auto- what you wanted? There was just too much to see.
mobile. Brent had bought it for her just before the heart
attack claimed him. Even though his temper had driven
 Olnwynn and Brent hovered above Diana. Their love ning of his life: He told her that, of course, he had been
for this once beautiful, and now aging, femme fatale had frightened at first, but his new alien friends were loving and
brought them together again. gentle. He was thrilled to be aboard their wonderful space-
In the back of the store, a salesman was snoring away. ship and to see firsthand their incredible technology.
The man, in his early sixties, had an earthy masculinity that Michael forgot his fear and, for the first time in his entire
gave him a knack for selling furniture to bored, lonely life, he felt at home.
housewives. He was good at his job, but today he was Michael explained that while he still loved Clarissa,
sleeping off the beef enchiladas and three margaritas he there were things he had to do now, connections he must
had enjoyed at lunch. make, that took precedence over everything else in his life.
Olnwynn saw his chance to temporarily take over the A quantum change was coming to planet Earth. He and
sleeping salesman's body. Once in, he stood up and Clarissa were part of the change, but he had to be in Peru
walked toward Diana. at Machu Picchu on the next full moon for the sunrise. And
She was still lovely in a gracefully fading way. Her he had to go alone.
designer suit showed off her figure, which had always been Michael promised her that he would come home to her,
amply endowed. She was quietly talking to herself: "What but he wasn't sure when that would be. And then he stuffed
on earth am I doing in here? I have plenty of furniture." a few things into his backpack and left town.
The handsome furniture salesman approached her. Clarissa had cried herself to sleep for three days. It
"Madam, we are looking very beautiful today. What a fine was all so confusing, first he had been missing and then
woman you are!" he had gone away.
Diana blushed. She thought, This man is so nice, well, Clarissa and Michael had always believed in a higher
so nice looking, anyway, so manly. Diana missed having a good. They had talked about their shared beliefs, their
"real" man around. The salesman told her to sit down and hopes for a better world, a less violent future for the
offered her a Coke. Diana loved it when men told her what children they dreamed of having. They had meditated
to do, it reminded her of her Brent. Compliantly, she sat together and had shared an interest in various spiritual
right down. teachings, but this was different. Michael's abduction
Diana looked into the stranger's eyes and saw a famil- experience had radically transformed him, and Clarissa
iar light in them, love was flowing out of his eyes into her. was afraid she had lost him.
The two talked for awhile about the weather, her children, Gracie smiled compassionately at her new friend. She
good Mexican food, really, it didn't matter at all. Diana was knew very well that being in love can hurt.
feeling relaxed and somehow free, her hormones were "Clarissa," she said, "you must learn to trust and rely
once again flowing. The whole experience made her feel on yourself."
lighter, Clarissa looked up through her tears. 'Trust me? How
younger, and for the first time since Brent died, happy. can I trust myself when I don't even know myself, who or
After awhile, Diana knew that she had to leave. what I am?"
Reluctantly she said good-bye to this kind, handsome man "Do you ever meditate?" Gracie inquired.
who had made her feel like a desirable woman again. "Yes, now and then." Clarissa was puzzled.
As Diana walked away, the bewildered furniture sales- "Would you like to meditate with me?" Gracie's eyes
man woke with a slight headache and tried to remember a twinkled. "I have a friend, perhaps she can help you. And
conversation he had just dreamed. Or was it a dream? Had maybe she can even tell you how and where your Michael
he been talking to the woman now leaving the store? Naw, is."
he thought greedily, she looks like serious money, I would The two women stood up and walked into the house.
have sold her the whole store. Gracie's dogs followed, wagging their tails.
Olnwynn and Brent got back in the car with Diana,
each in his own way feeling sad, they both loved this At last the meeting of the Intergalactic Council was
woman dearly. Feelings like jealousy and anger didn't seem over. Inanna had successfully presented her data and was
so important now that they were out of their physical bod- busy looking around for her new friend, Jehran, when a
ies. Whatever Brent and Diana had done to Olnwynn in a very strong signal from one of her multidimensional selves
far and distant time didn't really matter in the big picture. came through. Gracie was calling Inanna from the planet
Death was truly the great equalizer. Olnwynn forgave Brent Earth. Inanna had mastered the art of being in many times,
and embraced the man who had once been his brother. He places, and dimensions simultaneously. While still on the
also made up his mind to make his way back to Diana lookout for Jehran, Inanna projected a portion of her ever
again, this was just what Olnwynn needed to set himself increasing consciousness into a small living room in the
free. Pacific Northwest.
3- HER RED HAIR Inanna appeared to Gracie and Clarissa as they sat
silently in focused meditation. Clarissa was delighted to
Gracie returned to the front porch carrying a tray with meet the beautiful blue lady, who, like Gracie, seemed
fresh cookies and two steaming cups of coffee. She smiled strangely familiar to her.
at Clarissa as she recognized traces of heartache in the "I am Inanna, Gracie's friend."
younger woman's eyes. Clarissa, sighing deeply, asked sadly, "Can you tell me
"Want to talk about it?" she asked. who has taken Michael, and if he is all right?"
Clarissa wasn't at all surprised that this stranger was Inanna telepathically ascertained that Michael had
able to read her present state of mind so accurately. She recently been "abducted" or, in Inanna's terms, taken for a
sensed that Gracie was the right person to tell her troubles ride on the Mother Ship with the Etherians. Inanna also rec-
to. ognized Clarissa as a multidimensional self of the Lady of
Tears streamed down Clarissa's pretty cheeks into her the Garnets, a close friend to Inanna from the Pleiadian
coffee cup. Gracie listened silently and patiently as Clarissa star system. And Michael was the multidimensional self of
recalled how she and Michael had met at the University, the Commander, husband to the Lady of the Garnets.
and how she had known instinctively that Michael was the Inanna was thrilled by this exciting love story. She
only man for her, that she would never love another. They thought, How brave of my dear friends to incarnate as
had been happy together for several years. these two and fearlessly face the perilous third dimension
Then Michael had been abducted by extraterrestrials. to assist in liberating the human species.
He disappeared for seven days, and when he came home, Noting the resemblance between this beautiful young
he told her that being with the extraterrestrials had been the girl and the Lady of the Garnets, Inanna spoke affection-
most wonderful experience of his 28 years the real begin- ately to Clarissa.

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 "Your splendid red hair reminds me of an old and a gentle radiance as Jehran moved his hand across the
cherished friend, someone I love very much." pure white tablecloth toward hers.
Clarissa felt happy. She couldn't imagine what she had "Whatever I can do, pretty lady, to please you brings
been so worried about, she felt just fine. Everything was happiness to me. We will be as one one heart and one
working out the way it was meant to be, surely, she had mind."
known that all along. For the first time in many a year, Inanna, uncharacter-
Gracie saw Clarissa happily smiling, and so pressed istically, blushed like a schoolgirl. She knew what he said
Inanna for an answer. was true, they were to become as one. What she was
"She wants to know if her Michael is okay." feeling was changing her, everything felt new to her. She
Inanna was curious to see what the Commander might had learned to find happiness entirely within herself, and
be up to in the body of a young twentieth-century American now she was to share the self she had become with
male, so she concentrated her focus on the ancient ruins of another.
Machu Picchu. There she saw, standing high on a hill, a "Inanna," Jehran began, "I would like you to come with
slender figure with very long black hair, he wore no shirt me to my home. On the way, we would stop at the planet
and was lifting his arms as the sun began to rise behind Valthezon where for the past few galactic years I have
him. been
Inanna watched with a passionate interest. As the wind the acting Minister of Finance and Trade. I have some
whispered through the mountain ruins, the Commander business to complete there before I return to my home
appeared in the first rays of the dawn to his multidimen- planet. I believe you will enjoy the experience, and I want
sional self, Michael. you with me."
Seeing that Clarissa's lover was in the best of care, "Valthezon! In all the Galaxy, the finest chocolates are
Inanna returned to her girls. No time had passed. produced there. I have enjoyed more than a few of these
"I can promise you that no harm has or will come to delicacies in my time. My great grandmother, Antu, served
Michael. He will be home soon to hold you safely in his only chocolates from Valthezon at her celebrated parties. I
arms once again. Now, in the meantime," Inanna would love to go there," Inanna replied excitedly.
suggested, "I invite you to join me on an illuminating "Before we can actually enter into the dimensional
journey. Gracie will join us and, who knows, probably a few frequencies of my home planet," Jehran explained, "we will
more. I know someone who loves you and wants to see have to mutate your existing cellular structure somewhat.
you." With all my heart, I feel you are ready for this modification
A little adventure sounded very appealing to Clarissa and that such a small conversion will not prove too arduous
just now. She had been rather envious when Michael was for you. I would never do anything to harm you. I have been
abducted by those perfectly nice aliens and taken on a watching your life for a long time now with great interest."
marvelous spaceship without her; and then he'd Good lord! Inanna winced. Oh dear, I guess he knows
immediately gone off to Machu Picchu while she had to everything about me , all my ex-husbands and lovers, and
stay home. No wonder she was miserable. all those dreadful wars I waged on Earth. Telepathy has its
"I'd love to go!" she replied confidently. drawbacks!
"Do not be alarmed, dear lady,I do not judge you for
4- DINNER your adventures. I was referring rather to your recent brav-
ery, and to the success you have attained in helping your
Inanna sat across the candlelit table from Jehran. She multidimensional selves to activate their latent DNA. I
was falling helplessly into his eyes, and simultaneously myself was once involved in such a learning process and
monitoring Gracie and Clarissa. At the last moment, Inanna experienced a similar set of circumstances. This kind of
had decided to wear a revealing evening gown with thing happens all the time, you know."
matching jewels. She looked gorgeous, and even though "It does?" Inanna asked incredulously. She could not
she wasn't really hungry, the dinner menu was tempting. believe that other members of the lntergalactic Federation
Inanna secretly wondered if she could possibly have had also been so unwise as to mutate the DNA of an entire
imagined anyone as perfect as Jehran. Ah, her life was race of beings and use them as slave workers. Her family
good these days, perhaps that Wall thing was lifting after had acted irresponsibly, and surely there was no one in the
all. Universe as naughty and unruly as her cousin Marduk.
Jehran had whisked her away in his private spacecraft, "Yes, lovely one, the experience of tyranny is quite
an amorphous vehicle with no mechanical controls what so common in this Universe. Who is to stop Prime Creator's
ever, that responded solely to his mental commands. The creator gods from occasionally following their own selfish
ship was solid and yet not solid, Jehran's thoughts could whims to their ultimate conclusion? They must move
alter the form and velocity of his ship. He had decided to through experience in order to learn.
take Inanna to a nearby planet whose orbiting moon "Eventually, all tyrants will evolve past the over-
contained a unique restaurant. The dining rooms were whelming need to control everything and everyone in their
underground, their interiors were programmed as holo- paths. Life is a grand adventure for us all and I have
grams at the individual request of each patron. From space behaved just as you have, I love you all the more for your
above, the moon looked empty and desolate, but inside the great passion for life. I especially love the brave and
elaborate underground tunnels, an intimate network of forthright way you have taken the destiny of the human
luxury and fantasy displayed every imaginable dining taste race into your heart, and dedicated yourself to its rescue."
in the Universe. "And to my own as well!" said Inanna. 'Don't forget The
Jehran had pre selected for Inanna the period of early Wall which surrounded us and prevented our evolution,
Sumer on the planet Earth. He hoped it would please her to including mine. I had never known how dreadful boredom
be in the familiar surroundings she had once been happy could be, and I never want to know again."
in, before her cousin Marduk had taken over the planet and Jehran smiled at her. 'Yes, Prime Creator is not fond of
destroyed her temples. stagnation. The river of life is ever in motion, flowing eter-
"Jehran, this is wonderful. It looks just like my palace in nally outward, onward, and back again to its source. It is
the old days. How imaginative of you!" Inanna looked the infinite joy of our experiences that beckons Prime
around at the hanging flower gardens of hyacinth and jas- Creator to endlessly veil Itself in us. Eternally playing hide
mine, floors of lapis lazuli and turquoise, and rows of gilded and seek with Itself, the Source becomes lost in Its creation
statuary lions. She and Jehran were seated in an open and then remembers once again."
pavilion surrounded by tall malachite columns. The air was Inanna melted, his words were sweeter to her ears
soft, warm and fragrant. Moonlight bathed the two lovers in than any music she had ever heard. He was eveiything she
had ever dreamed of, and wise beyond any man she had "Yes, my son, it is the grievous truth," the Commander
ever known. She couldn't imagine being any happier. replied. "But now is the time to change, to set yourself free.
Jehran gently caressed her hand, saying, "And so, In doing so, you will contribute to the transmission of truth
pretty lady, will you come home with me?" across the planet. Truth has the power to activate latent
"I would love to." genetic codes. When they know, many will begin to aban-
'Then, it is settled. What would you like for dinner?" don the claws of tyranny once and for all. This is why I have
asked you to come here, to experience for yourself the hid-
Michael shivered as a warrior from another time and den history of this ancient place and your planet.
place materialized in the sun's early morning rays. Before "Michael, you are more than your body, more than this
his eyes stood the Commander, the same being who had vulnerable flesh and blood, more than the rich earth you
taken him aboard the enormous Mother Ship orbiting just are made from. You are a part of Prime Creator, and you
beyond Saturn. are a part of me. If you so choose, you can reactivate your
Michael spoke to his vision. "I have kept my promise own DNA and help this entire planet find its way back to its
I have come to this place to be with you." destined path of evolution. You can be as powerful as you
The Commander answered him. "I am your friend, and need be, you can conquer the chains of tyranny within
I am also that which you are. Here we appear as separate yourself. And I will help you, if you but ask me."
beings, but in another dimension, we are as one. Do not Michael stood up and began to walk in circles. He felt
fear me, for there is no need for fear. I am here to serve so many things at once, he was both angry and ecstatic.
your evolution, and, through you, the evolution of the His body was burning with energy. Staring up at the cold
human species." blue sky, he lifted his fist and cried out in anguish. His voice
Michael was in awe, but he was not afraid. He remem- echoed through the empty walls of the ancient ruins and
bered how kind the Commander had been to him on the down into the silent valleys below. As that one cry broke
Mother Ship, and he wondered where his beautiful wife, the loose from the depths of his soul, Michael embodied all the
Lady of the Garnets, might be this fine morning. She men and women of the human race who had ever lost
reminded Michael of his own Clarissa, for they both had hope. And as that cry slipped from his being, Michael
copper red hair. changed. The cells in his slim hard youthful body began to
The Commander changed the subject. "Michael, have mutate and a golden light surrounded him.
you not wondered how the human species came to endure Michael fell to the cold ground, his body was mutating
this ceaseless repetition of birth and death, pleasure and very quickly. In a matter of moments he reviewed every
pain, and the endlessly destructive wars of greedy tyrants? lifetime he had ever spent on planet Earth, as well as the
Longing to free yourself from the limitations of the material other lifetimes he had experienced in other dimensions and
world, do you not wonder why it seems so difficult for your other forms. He saw himself a slave in chains, beaten and
species to evolve?" dragging huge stones. He tasted the blood of war in the
"Yes, I have sought answers to the confinement of my heartless armies that rampaged through time, as a soldier
species, but to no avail," Michael said. he burned villages, murdered men, and raped women.
“Then I bring you a vision. Sit down, my son, and I will In the Eye of his Mind he saw himself burning alive in a
show you a period of your history that has been kept secret small farmhouse, along with the woman he loved and their
from you for far too long." children. He observed the repetitious and senseless
As the Commander opened the Eye of Michael's Mind, oblivion in the cycle of yet another war, another army. He
the ancient ruins surrounding them unveiled holographic had been victim and victor, both experiences had left him
memories. In the skies above them, many spaceships of empty, feeling nothing.
various sizes and shapes landed and took off from Machu Lifetime after lifetime, Michael repeated the endless
Picchu. Long lines of slaves loaded the ships with gold. cycles of birth and death, passions and sorrows, and he
Their overseers were not human, but a mix of alien races wondered why. What did it all mean? Why did he not learn
whose skin was either pale blue or a scaly light green. They from his past? Why did he make the same mistakes over
were dressed magnificently in dark blue military uniforms and over? Why was he bound ever to foolishly repeat the
trimmed with gold and lapis ornaments. The aliens were not past?
openly cruel to their captives, rather, it was as though the Michael knew now that he wanted change more than
slaves knew no other way of living beyond this ceaseless anything in the world. He knew that without it, his life
drudgery, and thus they worked on obediently. Service to even with Clarissa was doomed to the same sad futility
their creators was their only experience. The sight of such a that he had already fully experienced.
limited existence made Michael shudder. The Commander lovingly placed his hand on Michael's
The Commander then showed him another vision. In burning forehead. "My son, it is enough for one day. Walk
the Eye of his Mind, Michael saw a genetic laboratory down into the village and eat something. Go and be healed,
where a male, Homo erectus, a wild creature from the and know that I love you. Your bravery here today has
savannas of Earth, was imprisoned. He had been captured earned my lasting respect. Go now, eat and be well."
for his DNA, his captors worked to fuse his genes with Michael opened his human eyes to find himself alone
those of an alien species, who were of Pleiadian and Sirian on the windy hill. He didn't feel brave, he felt tired and hun-
origin. Michael saw the product of these genetic gry, and it was getting cold and dark. What had happened
manipulations become the prototype of the perfect worker, to his body? He felt different. Confused and drained, he
designed solely to serve these extraterrestrials. The slave wandered down the hill thinking that anything would taste
race was created to dig in the mines in order to extract gold good to him in this moment.
and other precious metals for the depleted atmosphere of
the artificial planet, Nibiru. 5- WORMHOLE
So, Michael thought, it is all true. He and all the human
species were nothing more than a race of slave workers Within all the possible worlds and beyond all time, Thel
who had been bred to labor in a mining colony on the Dar floated in a sea of undifferentiated Beingness.
periphery of this Galaxy. Michael had read books and Gazing around 360 degrees, Thel Dar lovingly moved
heard people discuss such incredible stories as this, but he focus from one dimension to another. From this perspective
hadn't really believed them. Just as he hadn't really each aspect of Life appeared as an extraordinary
believed in UFOs until he was abducted and led through masterpiece of perfection. From the great forever of the
the corridors of the Mother Ship with his new friend and indigo Void and on into the Light, the infinite polarities of
mentor, the Commander. every dimensional level pushed and probed one another in
Michael sighed and sat down on a large stone. an endless variety of velocities generating the vast
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 For the pleasure of pure motion, Thel Dar rolled over fun it was to hop all over the Universe visiting different
and over, rainbows of iridescent photons flowed from the cultures, learning from and about them, and she was glad
rolling motion in cascades of energy and frequencies of joy. Jehran was so intelligent and well traveled.
Creation is, and floating around in the Mind of Prime Creation was wonderfully diverse and fantastic. There
Creator, Thel Dar felt the contentment of unending bliss in were many more interesting things to do in this world than
the movement of energy spilling out into all the possible argue and wage wars, as her family, the family of Anu, had
worlds. done on the planet Earth for what now seemed an eternity
Focusing on its multidimensional selves, Thel Dar felt to her. How could she have been so small minded as to
around for Inanna and Gracie. Clarissa, a multidimensional have taken pleasure in war and conquest? The limited
self of the Lady of the Garnets, was with the girls. Thel Dar frequency spectrum of tyranny was for adolescents,
could feel Inanna, Gracie, and Clarissa moving their con- Inanna was relieved to have outgrown it, and a little
sciousness toward the place Thel Dar floated within. Being embarrassed by her memories.
both male and female, Thel Dar enjoyed appearing as a Jehran caressed her forehead, feeling her thoughts,
great mother goddess to Inanna and Gracie, who were two he reassured her. "My darling Inanna, do not feel less than
parts of itself. Thinking of the girls, Thel Dar smiled and anyone in creation. This phase, known as the
Love, as energy, flowed out into all the possible worlds. understanding of tyrants, has been experienced by all who
Inanna was evolving very nicely. Lately Thel Dar had were brave enough to descend into the lower dimensions.
emitted sweet melodies through Inanna, who took pleasure The lower regions allow and facilitate such adventures.
in playing a lute for Jehran, her lover. Thel Dar was happy Think of all you have learned, all you now know, and all you
that Inanna had at long last found a lover worthy of her or, have transmitted into the Mind of Prime Creator."
from another point of view, that she had become worthy of Inanna sighed. Yes, life in the electromagnetic fre-
Jehran. Their sublime lovemaking was increasing energy quency prisons of tyrants was sweetly sad at best, and
levels in Thel Dar and all of its multidimensional selves in often ended in bitter tragedy.
all the possible worlds. Once again Jehran read her mind or, rather, her
Thel Dar in fact had no name, but the multidimensional heart.
selves needed to have some sound for the purpose of "Emotions are the most powerful communicators and
recognition. Not all of its selves referred to this vast Being catalysts in the Universe," he said: "Because the essence
as Thel Dar, but Inanna and Gracie seemed to be of Prime Creator and all of creation is Love, emotions are
especially fond of the name. To them it meant having the the transducers of experience. The ability to have powerful
will and the courage to know. Thel Dar knew its feelings is the greatest gift of Life. This is why the race
multidimensional selves attached a great deal of known as the Greys are trying so desperately to improve
importance to making distinctions within the polarities, and their genomes, for, sadly, they can no longer feel. Mind is
therefore attempted to accommodate them, even though not everything, it is a receptor and storage facilitator which
from the perspective of the forever Void everything was makes useful, infinite, unending distinctions. But the capac-
truth. ity to feel Love is truly the source of creative power and the
No one specific name could contain Thel Dar, who had underlying matrix of all Life."
many, many names and many forms. He/she had been Inanna snuggled herself closer to this man whom she
manifesting its Self as any and every imaginable probability adored with all her heart. He was so warm, and he smelled
for as long as memory had existed. Thel Dar had been the so good to her, so very male in contrast to her femaleness.
Void itself, a star, a comet, a planet, a forest, and countless Inanna found their intense intimacy intoxicating, loving
polarities of beings in all the pOssible worlds. At this Jehran was wonderful. Lifting herself up a little, she
moment, Thel Dar was now many of these expressions: wrapped her creamy blue arms around his neck and kissed
dragon and king, slave and fairy, deer and dwarf; Pleiadian, his lips. As she drifted into a sea of passion, Inanna
reptilian, earthling, Arcturian, and one of the little Greys, as became aware that part of herself was being called to visit
well as many others. the exquisite radiant light Being, Thel Dar, who floated in
Life is vast, and Thel Dar loved all of creation and another kind of sea, one of undifferentiated Beingness.
everything in it, enjoying all of its selves, in all of its expres- Inanna kissed Jehran more deeply, and split her awareness
sions. Thel Dar did not judge creation, but rather sought between these two realities, as she felt drawn into the
only to live it; to be it in its fullest. wormhole.
Thel Dar felt Inanna's intention to bring Gracie and
Clarissa into the forever Void, and so projected a corridor of 6-BROKEN HEARTS
thought toward the lovable blue lady. Inanna felt the familiar
gentle warmth that told her Thel Dar was creating an Michael stared vacantly at his half eaten plate of rice
opening a wormhole in time, so to speak, which would and beans. He had barely even tasted the food as he
direct their consciousness to move easily through the veils wolfed it down. His stomach felt unsettled. The beans had
of dimensional levels. Inanna picked up the vision of the been laced with red hot peppers, and his mouth was on
wormhole as Thel Dar's love flow in and over her. Then, in fire. He reached for a cold beer and consumed it in one
thought, Inanna directed the two women, who sat in a long gulping motion, then ordered another.
house in the Pacific Northwest on planet Earth, to close In the Eye of his Mind, he saw the spaceships landing
their eyes and become the stillness that was permeating again and again at Machu Picchu. Michael was still in a
Gracie's living room. mild state of shock as he struggled to absorb the
Gracie and Clarissa saw in the Eye of their Mind a information the Pleiadian Commander had given him.
long, winding, golden tunnel open before them. Clarissa The human species was a genetically engineered
gasped; Gracie reached out and touched her new friend's worker race created by a bunch of avaricious aliens who
hand reassuringly. All was still again. Then all three felt wanted to extract gold from this planet, his planet, Earth. Or
themselves drawn up into this tunnel by a powerful at least he thought it was his planet, perhaps, Michael
magnetic force. Inanna knew that the magnetic pull was reflected, I too come from some other place in this
nothing other than the great love Thel Dar felt for them. Universe. From childhood on, he had been an avid reader
Inanna was happy. of science fiction and had loved anything having to do with
space travel.
In another part of her Universe, on a spaceship moving He thought of Clarissa^how could he tell her what he
toward the planet Valthezon, Inanna lay on a blue velvet now knew? Would she understand? Deep in his heart,
bed with her head in Jehran's lap. Jehran was telling her Michael felt she was too dependent on him. It was as if she
amusing stories about the customs on the planets to which wanted him to bring life to her, and sometimes that
he had been ambassador. Inanna herself knew how much pressure made him want to run away from her.
 Staring at the spicy beans, and waiting for a second charming, humorous ways made him irresistible to her. She
cold beer, he recalled everything he had learned. He felt reluctantly waved good-bye.
angry, perplexed, and somehow relieved all at the same
time. At least he now knew the truth, or a part of it. The Moving on through the tunnel, Inanna, Gracie, and Clarissa
Earth was trapped in a sort of frequency prison, partially came to a vast opening which at first appeared to be
because the human genome wasn't fully connected in fact nothing but an empty indigo darkness. But as they emerged
had been purposefully left malfunctioning and partly into this inky void, they noticed a geometric grid of thin
because the prevailing electromagnetic frequencies laser beam like lines of light. These lines formed a
actually prevented people from reactivating the unused Merkabah two pyramids which fit into each other, one
parts of their brains. Michael knew that something called pointed in one direction and the other in its opposite. The
The Wave was coming to Earth from a race of beings girls were in Thel Dar's Merkabah, and it was enormous.
known as the Etherians. This Wave of high frequencies Subtle neon lines of light faded off and on, defining the
acted like an antidote for those humans who wanted Merkabah which provided the base for structure in the vast
freedom from their limitations. Michael knew that he was a rich blackness of the forever Void.
part of this process, and more than anything else, he The glorious radiant light Being Thel Dar stood before
wanted to activate his own latent DNA. them, and the sight of such beauty took Clarissa's breath
away. Her heart beating rapidly, she sat down next to
Inanna, Gracie, and Clarissa allowed themselves to be Inanna and Gracie on nothing but empty space, there was
pulled into the golden wormhole Thel Dar had spun for no floor, nor any down nor up for that matter, only a kind of
them. At the same time, Inanna sensed the presence of forever darkness that felt scary but familiar. Sitting in the
another of her multidimensional selves. It was, of course, half lotus position, she found herself floating in
Olnwynn, who had an uncanny knack for intruding upon measureless blackness. It was almost comical.
especially exciting realities. When a great adventure was Clarissa could not find it in herself to stay afraid, the
about to take place, he invariably arrived ready for action, radiant light Being who stood before them was obviously
as if he had a sixth sense. the most loving energy she had ever encountered. Clarissa
As the four slid down or up the wormhole, Olnwynn had never before experienced this combination of intense
began laughing, and the girls joined him. This was better power and gentleness. It made her giddy, she had never
than a roller coaster. They all felt happy, wormholes were felt so loved by anyone. She thought, It must be true, God
fun! is Love.
At some point in the tunnel, an open space appeared Gracie recalled the first time she had ever met this
and there in the blackness stood a magnificent mahogany Being. In the cedar forest on Lost Mountain, Thel Dar had
grand piano. Divine melodies flowed forth from its keys. appeared to her on a warm sunny afternoon that felt like
Everyone slowed down, moving toward the great instru- only yesterday to Gracie. Linear Earth time was losing its
ment to see who or what was playing it. There, seated on grip on her. Here in this vast place of dark promise, she
an oversized bench, was a small man who had the look of understood that time did not exist. Time was merely the
a mischievous child. He wore a stylish white wig and a silk result of thought being projected onto empty space in vary-
suit trimmed with lace. ing frequencies.
"Hello," he said. "I am Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. The darkness did not frighten Gracie, she remem-
'Wolfie' to those who love me." bered how seeds sprouted and grew in the darkness of the
Gracie could scarcely believe her eyes, she was Earth's rich black soil. She had always told her friends that
thrilled. Mozart had always been her favorite composer. His she was not afraid of the night, because "dark is where the
music had lifted her to pure states of rapture, and on lonely seeds grow." This indigo ocean felt like a blanket wrapping
nights she had often secretly wished that she had been itself around her, a blanket filled with promise.
born in his time and had been his wife, or at least his lover. Inanna listened to Gracie's thoughts, and was
She was convinced that his life would have been far better delighted to see the girl expanding her consciousness into
with her in it, he would never have died so young and poor. the forever Void and toward the understanding of no time.
She would have treasured his person as much as his Inanna also began to recall her ffrst meeting with Thel Dar.
music. It was a sweet fantasy for her lonely moments. ft had occurred when Inanna had lost everything she had
All three girls were immediately charmed by Wolfie, as loved and created on the planet Earth, including her
he insisted they call him. He was boyish, cute, and funny. husband Sargon and their magical kingdom, Akkad. Open
He made rude jokes that were gross but innocent, and they to any possible understanding of her defeat and anguish,
could not help but laugh. Olnwynn noticed how quickly all Inanna had desperately wanted to know why there had to
three of the girls warmed up to little Wolfie. be so much suffering, and what she could do to heal the
"So, Wolfie Mozart," Olnwynn laughed, "I can see you broken pieces of herself.
have a real way with the ladies." Thel Dar had shown Inanna a powerful love, explaining
to her that she and Thel Dar were in fact one and the same,
At this opening, Wolfie began to go on and on about and that Inanna had always been loved, even when she
his sexual conquests among the women of his day. Such had foolishly hurt herself. Inanna had then remembered
an outpouring suggested that it had been a long time since that she had always been a gatherer of information and
Herr Mozart had found a suitably interested listener. experience for Prime Creator, that she was intimately
Beginning with his female students, he proceeded to connected to this radiant light Being, who in turn was a part
enumerate his conquests of the ladies in the royal court. of Prime Creator. In some way, they were all
Naturally, Olnwynn was enthralled and threw in a few tidbits interconnected, nested one within the other in
of his own, after all, he had enjoyed a similar talent in his consciousness, like skins of an onion or the little Russian
own life and time. dolls made on Earth. Ultimately they were all One one
Inanna, Gracie, and Clarissa soon tired of hearing how consciousness, one Being formed from Love. Everything in
many women these two charming rogues had seduced, creation was connected to and a part of everything else.
and began to remember why they were in the wormhole For Inanna, this knowledge had been healing and
tunnel in the first place, and where they were headed. exhilarating at the same time. It gave her the courage and
Inanna suggested that Olnwynn stay with his new friend, he the desire to descend to Earth in human form as her
could catch up with them later. As the girls moved on, various multidimensional selves, one of whom was, of
Gracie turned to look back at Wolfie, her imaginary love, course, Gracie. And now the two, Gracie and Inanna, had
he was everything she had ever wanted in a man. The brought their new friend Clarissa here to meet Thel Dar.
thought of all the beautiful music he had written and his

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 Turning to Clarissa and assessing the state of her fully embraced the idea that the only valuable knowledge
heart and her confusion, Thel Dar spoke sweetly. "You may was that gained through the mind.
call me Thel Dar if it pleases you." Their bodies, including their sexual organs, likewise
Clarissa began to cry. Thel Dar's tenderness was melting had withered away from lack of use. As they learned to
her into a pool of tears. communicate telepathically, mind to mind, their mouths all
"Little girl, you carry great sorrow within you. Your lover but disappeared and they learned to feed themselves
has abandoned you in his search for truth in a distant land. chemical nutrients through their skin.
Believe me, Clarissa, he will return to you. You must find One day, they realized that they had reached an
strength within yourself. External happiness is a measure of impasse in their evolution. They had built a virtual prjson for
one's internal reality. As you find the courage to become themselves in their own dimension of time and space,
sovereign and to rely on your own inner resources, you will they were trapped. Without their feelings, they could no
find that love will come to you on many levels and in many longer access the heart center and shift themselves into the
ways. Quite mysteriously, Michael will simply want to return higher dimensional frequencies.
home to you." Realizing their tragic plight, they looked around the
Clarissa cried, "But does Michael want me to be, like Universe for a species they had some genetic connection
you said, that 'sovereign' thing? I don't know what he wants with, which still retained the capacity to feel. There on the
me to be." edge of a galaxy was a remote planet called Terra, which
Thel Dar smiled. 'The question is not what he wants for eons had been little more than a mining Qutpost used
you to be. The question is, who are you? What do you want mainly by the wily Nibiruans. Long before the Pleiadians of
to be? You must first be yourself and love that self that is Nibiru had invaded Terra, the ancient ancestors of the
within you, then there will be no emptiness to frighten him Greys had set up a small colony there. Experimentation
away. He will love you, for you will be whole, complete with the natives genetics had left enough of their DNA in
within yourself, deserving of his respect, and magnetizing Terra's population to facilitate their again interbreeding with
his undying love. You can easily stand together when you the present species of humans.
have learned to stand alone." Michael wasn't afraid of his gentle guide. The vacant
Even though this sounded like a contradiction to sadness in his large dark eyes made Michael feel a
Clarissa's mind, her heart felt the truth in what this beautiful compassion and sympathy for this small alien creature.
creature of light was saying to her. After all, it was Michael's However shocking the odd forms of the unique new breed
spirit of independence, his ability to think for himself, and of babies and children were, Michael felt love for them.
his love of knowledge that had made Clarissa fall so deeply How could he find it in his heart to call these children ugly,
in love with him in the first place. He was the missing part even if at first sight they appeared abnormal to him? After
of herself. If she felt that way about him, wouldn't he want all, they were all a part of God.
the same from her? Wouldn't he be attracted by a confident
woman who trusted in herself? The flight attendant pulled down Michael's tray and
Something shifted in Clarissa's consciousness, she placed a hot plate of preservatives, otherwise known as
grew, expanding herself mysteriously, and by osmosis her food, in front of him. Michael looked at the display of mod-
expansion affected and enhanced Inanna, Gracie, and also ern chemical achievements in wonder. This was food? The
Thel Dar. smell of additive laced chicken and lasagna mildly sickened
Miraculously, Clarissa's broken heart began to heal as him. Oh, well, he thought. I'll drink the soda.
she determined from that momdnt forward to change the Michael closed his eyes, remembering what he had
way she thought about herself. She made up her mind just seen in his dream. A lot things were going on in this
never to cling to Michael again, nor to demand that he fill crazy world that weren't being discussed in the media Now
her emptiness, even if that clinging was occasionally sweet. and then there were a few televised interviews of people
She would learn to love and respect herself, and thus gain who had seen UFOs, or who had been abducted, but
Michael's love and respect. these programs always gave the professional debunkers
the last word, leaving the people who dared to believe in
Far away in South America, Michael sat reflecting on such things feeling like fools.
his empty plate and his indigestion. In the exact moment What were the established media so afraid of? Why
that Clarissa embraced her new understanding, Michael felt couldn't they just tell the public the truth? Would the truth
a terrible longing to go home. Suddenly he missed her. really drive people to stop paying taxes or overthrow the
Finishing off the last of his beer, he headed for the train state? Most governments were already in chaos, with
which would take him to Lima and the airport, and back to public and private debt mounting everywhere. Everyone
the USA and his Clarissa. knew something had definitely gone wrong.
Many people were terrified by the thought of alien
7- THE PLANE RIDE races invading Earth. Images of reptilians devouring
humans arose in the subconscious mind of man from the
Michael, fast asleep on the airplane, dreamed that he primordial cellular fear of dragons and dinosaurs. Tales of
was surrounded by little Grey aliens in an underground cattle mutilations and forced abductions served to
facility. The creature assigned to Michael was leading him exacerbate horror in the human imagination. Day by day
around, showing him the incubators filled with a variety of the stories became more complex. Earths sky was thick
crossbred babies and very small children who were half with alien craft.
human and half Grey. Michael thought of the Commander, and once again
Michael stared into the enormous black eyes of his his friend appeared in his consciousness.
tour guide to read its sad thoughts. Over the eons, the little Speaking to Michael's mind, the Commander began.
Greys had lost the ability to feel. They had so fervently "The concept that there are no 'bad' alien races is far too
revered the powers of the mind that they had unwittingly radical for the average human mind to embrace. In truth,
bred their connection to the heart right out of their DNA. there are only a multitude of other races who live through-
They had not realized what was happening to them, nor out the galaxies. Some simply have a very different
how terrible the consequences would be, until it was too perspective than the humans, and some have conflicting
late. ideas on what Earth humans are useful for.
Only a few Greys had noticed and had begged their "I imagine that you have eaten the meat of a sweet
leaders to do something to stop the ominous direction of young lamb, have you not? And someone, somewhere
their evolution. These few had understood that the heart slaughtered that lamb, not looking into its eyes or noticing
opens the door to Prime Creator and the secrets of Life, but its innocent beauty, so that you could have its flesh on your
no one had listened to them. Most among their culture had
plate With mint sauce. And you think nothing of that, you Clarissa recalled that when she was a child, a beautiful
think that's fine. lady with long copper hair like hers had sung sweet dream
"Perhaps, from the little lamb's point of view, you might songs to her. She had long ago forgotten all about these
be observed as a 'bad' alien. In the Mind of Prime Creator, dreams, but now as Thel Dar spoke, images came clearly
there is only creation, and all in it simply is, and has the into her mind. Clarissa resolved to seek out this Lady of the
right to pursue its own destiny as much as you do." Garnets.
Michael thought about it. He supposed that if he were "That will be easy, little one," Thel Dar said. "She has
that little Grey he would do everything he could to save his been patiently waiting for you to notice her your whole life.
own family, his own species. But why didn't the aliens just Even now, she is waiting to guide you and help you
tell the people of Earth what they wanted, and try to make reactivate your latent DNA."
agreements? Or was our own government hiding the truth Then Thel Dar and Inanna explained to Clarissa that
in order to hold on to what was left of its power? when Inanna's family had created the human race so long
The flight attendant removed the untouched food and ago, they had purposefully left the genetic codes of the
Michael reached into his backpack for some dried raisins. human species functioning at less than a hundred percent.
He had grown thin in Peru. It would be good to indulge in Inanna filled in the details as Thel Dar explained the far
Clarissa's home cooking and put on a few pounds. Reluc- reaching consequences of these foolish actions. Inanna
tantly, he thought of the little lamb and tried to remember and the Lady of the Garnets were both working to help all
how many tender morsels of its meat he might have eaten human beings gain their freedom, and the future was
during his young life. Let's see, there was that year in looking a lot brighter because of people like Gracie and
England where everyone ate lamb on Sundays, and those Clarissa. There was definitely hope out there, things were
shish kebab things he had gotten a taste for in Greece. His happening.
mind balked, he didn't really want to know, and besides, "So, are you the one who sent The Wave we have
that wasn't the Commander's point. The point was various heard so much about?" asked Clarissa.
points of view, perspectives in a relative world. "No, The Wave is a gift from the Etherians," answered
Inanna.
Back on Jehran's spaceship, Inanna was enjoying a "My, there are so many groups and races in the
blue bubble bath. The bubbles were fun, she idly built little Universe, I suspect I'm just beginning to learn about only a
castles and tunnels through them. Jehran entered the room few."
and smiled at his beloved and her lavish beauty. "That is so, Clarissa," Thel Dar replied. "But think of all
"Inanna, my dear, soon we'll arrive on Valthezon. the unknowns and all the adventures that lie before you.
There we'll be greeted by the local governor and his wife, Life is limitless in its expression. You are just beginning to
we'll tour the planet to observe how well the suggestions I live "
made have been implemented. I think you will enjoy "Why was all this kept from us for so long?" Clarissa
yourself. Valthezon's trade and economics are based on a inquired.
wonderful system, indeed, their wealth is founded on the "Well, that is a long story," Inanna responded. "But if
presence of a commodity virtually invisible to them all." you want me to, I will give you some answers."
Inanna, touching the gold and lapis necklace that Clarissa nodded, and Inanna began to explain how her
adorned her pretty neck, thought how visibly solid the cousin Marduk and his tyrants had gained control over the
ornament felt to her at that moment. She was still very fond Earth by augmenting the fears of human beings and
of her jewels and her comfort. feeding off of them.
Jehran answered her thoughts. "That is fine, my "The humans were conditioned to believe that God
darling girl." Changing the subject, he asked. "Shall I join was external to them, and that they were born as sinners
you in your bath, or do you prefer your solitude?" who must worship the one god. Well, it is true, in a sense,
Inanna smiled and answered by pulling back a blanket that there is only one god; there is a totality of creation
of blue bubbles to make room for her lover. There would be manifested as multiple universes within the Mind of God.
plenty of time later for talk of economics and trade, for There are also as many Prime Creators as there are uni-
now, there was the magic of their love. verses. And ultimately all is one, a Oneness that enfolds all
Jehran had known from the first moment he had the creations of all the possible worlds.
looked into her eyes that Inanna possessed the genetic "But the one who commanded the humans to bow
capacity to transmute her physical body 1
into the realms of down and worship him was in fact an extraterrestrial from a
higher frequencies. Jehran knew that in order to travel to more advanced technology whose zealous ambition was to
his home, Inanna would have to master the task of shifting enslave the humans to serve him. He was equally
her cellular structure beyond the frequency of light. ambitious to subdue the other gods, who were in fact his
Through the focus of her consciousness, she would own family, the family of Anu. This ambitious tyrant god is
become hyper luminal. my cousin, Lord Marduk," Inanna concluded.
He knew she was capable of such a transition, and he Watching Clarissa's burrowed brow, Thel Dar added,
looked forward to initiating her into the higher dimensions "My dear, think of it as a game. Prime Creator separates
through the passionate fusion of their abundant energies. itself in various parts and then plays, testing itself against
The sexual experience wasn't essential to achieving a itself, generating the eternal dance of creation."
frequency transformation, many became hyper-luminal To bring the conversation a little more down to earth,
solely through enhancing their own consciousness, and Gracie took over.
without the delicious arts of lovemaking. But those who did "If we humans had known all along how many other
experience such frequency shifts through sexual union, worlds and beings there were out there, we would never
counted them among the best remembrances in their data have become enslaved. Knowing that life was infinite, we
banks, a sort of not to be missed when it comes your way would have ignored such ultimatums and moved on to new
thing. And Inanna had definitely come Jehran's way. It was adventures in all the possible worlds. This Marduk guy
just a matter of a little more time now. He could wait. started brainwashing us with his intense style of
propaganda, and our half wired DNA did the rest.
8- SCHOOL "By the twentieth century," Gracie continued, "there
was so much subliminal programming and propaganda
Back in the wormhole, Thel Dar revealed to Clarissa coming at us from television and other media that most
that just as Gracie was one of Inanna's multidimensional people lost the ability to think for themselves. The tyrants
selves, Clarissa shared the same kind of alliance with the placed electromagnetic grids all over the planet to entrain
Lady of the Garnets. Clarissa was a projected portional self and trap our frequencies in a very limited spectrum. We
of this red haired beauty from the Pleiades.

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only use ten or fifteen percent of our brains, people just would, through this mastery, take her home with him into a
couldn't fight it." higher reality. Jehran had dreamed of experiencing a
Clarissa took a deep breath and sighed. Placing her dimensional shift with a highly evolved, responsive woman
head in her hands, she realized she was exhausted. Gracie whom he greatly loved. Now it was the wonderfully deep
glanced at Inanna, it was enough for one day. Thel Dar and profound love that existed between Jehran and Inanna
waved good-bye to the travelers, and in thought, whisked that would allow this experience to take place.
them down the long tunnel. In a wormhole minute, the three Jehran ceased moving his hands over her and gently
girls found themselves back in Gracie's living room. pulled himself on top of her. Even though his phallus was
A few minutes later, Olnwynn and Wolfie popped out of perfectly erect, he did not enter her. Instead he focused his
the wormhole after them. thoughts on being inside of her. Inanna felt him enter her,
"We were looking for you," said Olnwynn. but knew that he had not done so physically, he was using
Gracie walked Clarissa to the front door, recommend- the union of their considerable energies to move both of
ing that she go home and get some sleep. Gracie was sure them up into a higher frequency. Jehran stretched himself
that Michael would return soon, and Clarissa had a lot to out over her and as he melted into her, their energies
think about. Clarissa thanked Gracie for a wonderful day began to entwine and merge on a level that transcended
and headed home exhausted. the physical. Like the symbol of Infinity itself, the reclining
Inanna was still aware of what was going on in the blue eight, their magnetic polarities wrapped themselves over
bubble bath between her and Jehran back on his space- and around each other on ever deepening levels. As the
ship, and so she excused herself for awhile, leaving Gracie two lovers flowed into one another, Inanna felt it would
with her multidimensional self and guardian, Olnwynn, and never end.
his new friend, Wolfie. Far away in the forever Void, Thel Dar felt Inanna's
Gracie entreated Wolfie to play her modest piano, but energies expanding exponentially The great radiant light
Wolfie demurred, in his non physical body, he explained, Being drew itself up into the form of a Torus, a ring of light
he couldn't make the keys move. rather like a golden doughnut shape of photons rolling into
But wait, he had an idea, for a short time he could and over itself. As the ever expanding energies of the
borrow Gracie's body, her hands and feet, to play his music loving couple increased, so did the rolling motion of Thel
for her. Dar's Torus; and in turn, the Torus itself began to spin the
Gracie was delighted, she sat down in front of the harmonies of their love out into all the possible worlds.
black and white keys and closed her eyes. From a little Back on Earth, Gracie felt herself to be in
house in the Pacific Northwest, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart synchronicity, in a state of heightened awareness, as she
once again filled the air with his timeless harmonies of pure continued playing Wolfie's music. Olnwynn sensed a wave
beauty. of bliss move right through him, and he started laughing. In
At home that night, Clarissa slept soundly The bed that exact moment, all of Inanna's multidimensional selves
didn't seem so big and she felt happier than she had since and Thel Dar's thought projected beings found themselves
Michael left. Around five o'clock in the morning, a travel magically lifted and expanded.
weary Michael crawled into bed with her and wrapped him- As Inanna and Jehran came to their completion, a
self around her. The two lovers began to cry, softly and surge of uplifting rapture rang out across the Universe. All
sweetly, until they both fell fast asleep in each other's arms. the possible worlds were washed in the ecstasy of these
lovers.
9- THE MAGIC TOUCH
Wolfie lifted his consciousness out of Gracie's body as
Blue bubbles were still floating on the warm waters as the last note faded from her piano. Gracie sighed deeply
Jehran slipped out of his silken robes and into the marble and said, "That was so beautiful. Never in my wildest
bath with his beloved, Inanna. Inanna sighed as Jehran dreams could I ever have imagined such an experience.
began to touch her gently, slowly moving his hands over You play the andante in a way I have never before heard it.
her firm, voluptuous body. Relaxing, she rolled her eyes up It is obvious that the very tempo of life has changed since
to watch a beautiful light display within the Eye of her Mind. you were in a body of your own."
Fantastic lights sprayed across the vast darkness in "Gracie!" Wolfie exclaimed. "I want to see life as it is
the top of her head, sometimes as showers of rainbow now. I want to walk around with you on the streets of this
colors, and sometimes as phosphorescent, dancing place and just see things for myself. Will you accompany
geometric patterns. These lights were hypnotic and lovely. me?"
As Jehran continued to touch her, she felt every nerve, "I'd love to. You are one of my favorite people in all of
every cell in her body heightened by his caress. She felt history. Come on, let's go downtown and see the sights."
each atom within her sing as it joyfully increased the speed Gracie threw on a raincoat and headed for the door with
of its spin. For a moment, Inanna opened her eyes to her her friendly ghost. Wolfie floated into Gracie's pickup truck
lover and smiled. and the two trundled off the see the twentieth century in all
Jehran lifted her up out of the warm waters and onto a its electrified glory.
soft white towel spread on the lapis tiles. As he continued Wolfie had a huge enthusiasm for almost anything and
to raise the frequencies of her body, his hands became everything. He kept wanting to stop and look, all the while
more highly charged with electrical energy, chi. His lips asking Gracie a gazillion questions. It was a good thing that
burned with desire and his body, in unison with hers, Gracie was more than mildly infatuated with Wolfie, he
followed her changing frequencies and heightening would have worn out a less impassioned tour guide.
pleasures. The two passed by a man lying on the sidewalk, the
Inanna slipped back into the lights, which corre- man was very dirty and obviously drunk. His hair was long
sponded to her erotic sensations as they danced in the top and greasy, his clothes tattered, his hands practically black
of her head. Jehran studied her body as he kissed and with city dirt. But his body was lean, still muscular from
caressed it. She was so very beautiful. Her breasts were what must have been an active physical life. In fact, this
small but full, her slim waist invited him to follow its lines man was a Northwest woodsman who had come to the city
down into her soft, smooth belly and her feminine curving because he could find no work cutting down trees.
thighs, which were various tones of creamy and inviting Ed, or Edward Paul Ross as he had been christened,
warm blues. Mmmm, he adored her, body and soul. came from a long line of woodsmen who took pride in
Jehran thought she was the perfect woman for him. knowing the forests and in cutting the timber that was theirs
Her highly developed nervous system gave Inanna the abil- for the taking for three generations. The new laws which
ity to receive his knowledge and mastery of the arts of love. protected the environment had, unfortunately for Ed, made
He knew just how to bring her to ecstasy. One day soon he finding work impossible. His wife had tragically died in
childbirth and the child had been lost along with her. Ed The salesman was perplexed, lace on a suit? Oh, well.
had wandered aimlessly from one small town to the next So many new people had moved to the Pacific Northwest
until he drifted into the big city. He drank excessively when these days that he never knew who might come into the
he could afford it, and picked fights with other desperate store. Maybe this fellow was from California, or maybe he
men. Today he was at the end of his rope and had passed was a rock star, but then, why did he look like a
out on the sidewalk in front of a mission for lost souls. The lumberjack?
concrete streets did not smell of sweet cedar or fresh Gracie paid the man and walked out of the store with
mountain streams. Wolfie on her arm, his new and freshly showered body
The sight of Ed sprawled out cold gave Wolfie a great dressed in a classy Italian suit. As they walked toward the
idea. He called up Ed's spirit and began to negotiate. Wolfie new grand adventures of the twenty first century, they both
wanted to "borrow" Ed's body for awhile. He promised to thought: Life is full of pleasant surprises, and timelessness
take excellent care of it. He just wanted to experience a few has its advantages.
things in this third dimensional plane of polarities, a few
earthly things like the five senses. 10- THE BAND
Ed's spirit was impressed, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
wanted to borrow his body? He had heard Wolfie's music Clarissa slept peacefully in Michael's arms. The two
occasionally through time in various incarnations, and it had made love until a sweet exhaustion came over them.
was becoming obvious that Edward Paul Ross was a mess. Soundly asleep in their warm bed in the Pacific Northwest,
Even his body was beginning to deteriorate. His spirit was Clarissa and Michael had, in their consciousness, joined
fed up with Ed's antics lately and had actually, just then, Inanna and Jehran, Gracie and Wolfie, Olnwynn, and many
been thinking of giving up on Ed, getting a new body, and others in another dimension.
going somewhere else maybe to Hong Kong, where there Thel Dar was addressing them.
might be some fun times for him. "I am. I am, in the mind of Prime Creator, one of many
The two spirits struck a deal: Wolfie could "walk in" to portions of the Creator's thought. I am a probability
Ed's body and keep it for as long as he wanted. When expressed as energy, manifesting Prime Creators unlimited
Wolfie was ready to leave, Ed's spirit had the option of possibilities.
returning or not. From the look of things, Wolfie felt certain "Time does not exist, it is a useful illusion, a matrix
that Ed's spirit had experienced more than enough from the through which thought projects the infinite varieties of
DNA of this particular data collecting vehicle. The two dimensional frequencies.
beings shook their etheric hands and the exchange was "I, Thel Dar, project a part of myself as a multitude of
made. beings of varying frequencies into all the possible worlds. I
Suddenly, much to Gracie's amazement, Ed's eyes am Inanna, I am Graçie, I am Olnwynn, and many, many
began to shine brightly, the light of the genius of Wolfgang others. Some are forms not familiar to you, but all are
Amadeus Mozart was emanating from them. Ed's spirit important to me. I find beauty and wisdom in all life forms.
waved good-bye as Wolfie lifted Ed's intensely soiled, They are all loved by me as portions of my Self, and thus
odoriferous body from the sidewalk in front of the mission. as part of Prime Creator.
"Gracie, I need a bath." "When Gracie, for example, passes from this plane of
Gracie held her nose. "Boy, you're not kidding!" existence or, as you would say, dies she will return to me.
Wolfie noticed a minister standing in the mission But for a time she will process the wisdom of her expe-
doorway and called to him. "Sir, may I use your establish- riences with others of like frequency, and thus bring her
ment to tidy myself up a bit?" knowledge and life data back into me. As the illusion of our
The minister was astonished, he had been trying to get separation ceases, Gracie will merge with me, in rejoining
Ed to shower for days, to no avail. me she will expand herself, while retaining her separate
"Why sure, Ed! Help yourself. You know where every- identity. She will become me, and she will remain herself.
thing is." "The distances of space which serve to separate us do
Wolfie stayed in the shower for almost an hour. He just not exist unless measured by a frequency of time, Gracie
couldn't get over how good it felt to have warm water spray will simply be, as I, Thel Dar, am.
out of the showerhead all over his body, well, once he got "I am. I am Being, now and forever in the Mind of
the stench off. Cleaning his hands was more difficult, his Prime Creator.
nails were encrusted with black tar. But Wolfie did his best. "Reincarnation, as you call it, does not take place in
He washed what was now his long greasy hair, and as he any linear manner. All things exist in the now, linear time is
dried himself off, he pulled his hair back into a pony tail an illusion. I am eternally projecting parts of myself into all
and stared at his clothes. This won't do, he thought. the possible worlds. Any of my multidimensional selves can
Throwing the stinky, worn shirt and jeans on anyway, he have access to the others and to me, if they will only realize
went out to find Gracie. it by simply knowing they can. The past and the future can
"I believe I need some clothes. Look at these things." be easily accessed, because there is only the present.
Gracie knew just what to do, her mother, a shopaholic, "The human beings living in the time frequency on the
had taught her well. She headed straight for a local men's surface of the planet Earth have forgotten their ability to
clothing store, a place worthy of Herr Mozart. expand beyond the limited frequencies they blindly accept.
As they entered the shop, Gracie flashed a credit card Their present reality is a very narrow band of frequencies
before the sales staff could throw Wolfie out. which primarily defines the polarities of survival and fear.
"We need something Italian," she said haughtily. “There is much more of life to be lived."
"Something tailored, I think, and your finest silk shirts. I
trust you have a good selection of shoes." The sunlight moved onto Clarissa's face as she lay in
The salesman smiled what the hell, money was the bed. She opened her eyes and tried to remember her
money and brought out a selection of the latest in Italian dream. The clock on her table told her it was noon. Like a
suits. happy cat, Clarissa stretched her beautiful young body and
Wolfie was delighted, he was a big overgrown child in yawned contentedly. Her man was home.
every way, and the world was his to play in. He began to
talk about the Italian tailors of his time. "Well, Bruno was Deep in outer space, Jehran wrapped his arms around
my favorite. When Father and I had money, we would Inanna and hugged her affectionately. "My darling, we are
always order Signor Bruno's fine suits, cut from exquisite coming to the planet Valthezon now. We must dress to
blue and white Chinese silks and, of course, trimmed with meet the dignitaries who will soon greet us and escort us to
Belgian lace. All of Viennese society wanted Bruno's Central Pavilions."
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 Inanna yawned and snuggled deeper into her lover's adorably small, her consciousness was most certainly not,
warmth. "Must we, Jehran? It is so blissful here in your she knew intuitively who the great Beings were who had
arms." gathered here on what they called the Mother Ship.
Jehran laughed softly and kissed her pretty blue nose. In the other reality, Clarissa found herself in a hot,
"Yes, my love, we must. I can feel my friends approaching humid climate, dressed in cool white robes. Many other
the ship now." young women priestesses of a great goddess of love
Jehran had spent many years on the planet Valthezon, were there with her. Their sacred temple had been over-
studying its systems of trade and economics. He had been whelmed by a terrible army of reptile like warriors. The
sent there by his own planetary group as an observer and priestesses had been ordered to worship the lord of these
advisor. Valthezon, in addition to being the largest purveyor armies and to publicly deny their own beloved goddess.
of the cocoa bean in this sector of the Universe, had also They had all adamantly refused, preferring to die rather
developed an interesting economic system based on than worship this odious tyrant warlord, they would never
trusting the value of something no one had ever even seen give up their love for the goddess.
physically. Clarissa, the youngest and most beautiful, had been
This large planet was covered with majestic moun- singled out as an example to the others. As the lizard men
tains; seven of these mountains were noticeably higher dragged her forward, their talons dug deep into her graceful
than any of the others and served as the geographic center white arms and her sweet red blood began to flow.
for each region or state. Each region had its own central Once again, the movie vision split itself, now there
mountain and was named after that mountain. The planet's were three scenes. In one, manacles and chains were
inhabitants never warred region against region, they had placed on Clarissa's delicate ankles. She was thrown into
passed that phase eons ago. But they did engage in the river and pulled thrashing by the soldiers, until a
competition. Each region vied with the others to produce crocodile lifted its enormous head and swiftly ripped her left
the finest cocoa beans, and yearly contests were held to arm from her body. Their intentions complete, the vile men
judge whose chocolatiers produced the finest chocolates. pulled her bloody, dismembered form from the waters to
The wealth of each region was based on the tradition serve as a cruel warning to the others.
that a magic stone lay concealed within each of the Seven In another reality, the soldiers ripped her delicate arm
Mountains. These magic stones, called the Qwoose, had right out of her body with their massive claws and began to
the power to receive and transmit harmony and well being chew on it, fighting over it. Both versions seemed equally
among any and all people who would open themselves to real, vivid, and horrible to Clarissa.
such frequencies. The planet's archives revealed countless Once again, she focused her consciousness back on
varied descriptions of each of the seven magic stones, and the Mother Ship, and saw herself in the arms of Gracie,
every region felt connected with the stone contained in its who was still laughing and kissing Clarissa's rosy baby
mountain. cheeks. Two large silver doors opened slowly and two
No one on Valthezon had ever actually seen any of the beautiful ladies entered the room. One woman had perfect
Qwoose, they were known to be buried so deeply within ivory skin and long copper red hair, her dress was covered
each of the Seven Mountains as to be beyond reach. in deep red garnets. The other wore flowing silks of gold
However, through the process of remote viewing, many and silver, her skin was a warm turquoise blue. Both
respected and honored seers regularly observed the trea- women were statuesque and looked like goddesses to
sured stones embedded within the Seven Mountains. Thus Clarissa.
the wealth of each region was based on the current vision- The blue lady spoke to Gracie. "Does Clarissa remember
ary description of its Qwoose, and each region chose to everything in the plan?"
trust such descriptions implicitly, without reservation. "Yes, Inanna. While she is here on the ship, she
Sometimes a new vision would provide a fresh descrip- remembers everything. She knows she must take on the
tion of a region's stone. A venerable seer would declare the veil of forgetfulness when she returns to her Earth home,
indisputable enhancement of a stone to be the but her time of awakening will correspond perfectly to the
consequence of the local people having infused new others'. All will join in remembering and waking up," Gracie
energies into the mountain. This increase would be answered joyfully.
accepted as truth. Qualities such as trust, kindness, "Good. Then let us go and meet with the others in the
generosity, and, of course, love were said to increase the Great Hall." Inanna and the Lady of the Garnets walked
size and beauty of each magic stone, and thus the wealth toward the door arm in arm as old friends often do.
of any particular region. It was a wonderful arrangement Gracie followed them into another part of the ship, carrying
that had operated splendidly for generations, to the little Clarissa in her arms. There in a large room with silver
contentment of all Valthezon walls and a well lit vaulted ceiling, an assembly of diverse
beings had gathered. There were many children here,
11- FILM some were of the human race and others were quite
different. But all shared a collective purpose, and a sense
Even though it was lunchtime and Clarissa was more of oneness and love.
than a little hungry, she decided to let Michael continue As the energy in the room filled Clarissa, it uplifted her
sleeping. Who knew what time it was in Peru, and those soul and found its way back to the bed where she lay with
long plane rides were always so debilitating. Being careful Michael. On the Mother Ship there was also a little boy who
not to wake him, Clarissa lay back into her pillows and had to be Michael. He was making faces at little Clarissa,
closed her eyes again. and she laughed and giggled because he was so funny.
As she began to drift in the shadows and light behind Gracie was laughing too when five very grand and
her eyelids, she found that she could observe two simulta- handsome beings entered the Hall. Anu and Antu, a couple
neous realities. It was as if two transparent movies were who were husband and wife as well as brother and sister,
playing in the Eye of her Mind, like film laid over film, and came in.
she could choose to focus her consciousness on either one Anu was tall, stately, and handsome, the hardships of
or both of them. But one was decidedly more pleasant than exile had only served to refine his exquisite character. His
the other. lovely sister/wife, Antu, was the very soul of feminine
In one reality, Clarissa found herself as a three year old girl beauty and sensuality. Antu had the face of a goddess, and
on board a very big spaceship. She was sitting on Gracie's the intelligence and wit of a great politician.
lap, Gracie was singing funny songs to Clarissa and With them were the three children of Anu. Enlil's
making her laugh. There was a sweet feeling of love golden waves of hair were beginning to gray ever so
between the two, as if they had long been friends in other slightly, but his body appeared strong and vigorous as ever.
times and places. Even though Clarissa's body was still Next to Enlil stood his sister, Ninhursag, her pristine beauty
was heightened by her obvious intelligence. Next to spin in an ever increasing fervor. This in turn sent energy
Ninhursag stood the second brother, Enki, who rather up Inanna's spine into the higher centers of her heart,
resembled Merlin the Magician and whose eyes twinkled throat, mind, and beyond. These spheres likewise
softly, exuding a love for all life. increased their spin in response, and every receptor in
Everyone in the Great Hall focused on these five mem- Inanna's body was soon opened. Her consciousness
bers of the family of Anu. Anu began the proceedings by combined with fiery spirit, and exponentially expanded her
introducing his daughter Ninhursag. She discussed the cre- capacity to receive the Waters of Life the essential energy.
ation and genetic history of the species now living on planet Inanna looked across the room at Jehran.
Earth. Members of the audience expressed keen interest in He spoke. "You see, my love, there is no need for us to
precisely whose DNA the Earth humans possessed. Those touch."
who had contributed to the human genome felt that they Jehran had been right about Inanna,• she was the
had the right to continue breeding with the humans. After woman he had waited for.
all, they were genetically a part of the human species, and And so, like a great symphony, a grand passionate
thus claimed the right to participate in the program of play of energies moved back and forth across the room
genetic experimentation currently taking place with the between these two. When one of them drew up more of the
earthlings. life force, it would expand and flow over into the other,
Clarissa's child mind kept wandering as she tried to building with each motion, each touch, each caress of
listen to Ninhursag, she felt she already knew this DNA thought. Their bodies became a fiery conduit for the Waters
stuff. She wanted to play with that funny little boy, and with of Life, and thus began to change, to mutate, and to grow.
those little Grey children with the big black eyes. Clarissa From Thel Dar's view, that room contained two white
sensed that these gentle creatures were her friends. hot lights spraying myriad blue and gold photons as a river
From her bed in the Pacific Northwest where she was of light, flowing in graceful waves across the room from one
still lying comfortably, Clarissa looked up. Well, not really body and back into the other. As the tides of their ecstasy
up, but rather through one film of reality into another. Thel ebbed and flowed, their bodies did not appear to be solid,
Dar and many other radiant light Beings in the forever Void but rather were fluid a liquid light that delighted in con-
were apparently watching Anu as he began to speak to stantly transforming itself into incomparable patterns.
those gathered on the Mother Ship. Jehran spoke into the heart of his beloved. "Do you still
Clarissa knew she was in her cozy bed with Michael as desire to follow me into my homeland? It will be a new
her present Earth self, while she was also a small girl sitting adventure for you, Inanna, and it will require some adjust-
with everyone on the Mother Ship. She was simultaneously ment on your part. You have free will, and now is the time
aware of her life as a temple priestess ravaged by the lizard for you to decide. Should you choose to accompany me,
soldiers. Realities overlay each other and flowed into each the Inanna you were will be expanded and will never again
other. Realities existed separately, and yet, they were con- be quite the same."
tained within each other like transparent film that vibrated in Inanna laughed, thinking, Oh, this is a great time for
varying spheres of time frequencies. It was amazing! him to ask! In all her life, she had never experienced such
Michael began to stir. Clarissa got out of bed and bliss and Jehran had not even touched her. Only their eyes
slipped into the kitchen to make him the most awesome were locked in union through focus. His gentleness over-
breakfast he would ever eat. She felt fantastic, and it was whelmed her, and yet, she never felt stronger. I would
time to celebrate! follow this irresistible man to the far ends of the Universe,
she thought.
12- THE TRANSFORMATION Jehran replied into her mind, "Well, yes, that is where
we are going, but not this Universe. We will move outside
After a long day of meetings and conferences, Jehran the envelope of this Universe into another dimensional
and Inanna returned to their living quarters. Jehran knew world altogether, a hyper-dimension. Ah, Inanna, there are
the time had come for him to prepare Inanna for the transi- so many worlds, so many wonderful places in the Mind of
tion into his home dimension. As they entered their guest God. Consciousness is infinite and eternal, it only waits for
suite, Jehran turned to his beloved and spoke softly. us to knock upon its door and enter. Come with me, my
"Inanna, the time has come." woman."
From the sound of his voice, Inanna understood what A fiery hand from a higher frequency reached out to
he meant, and suddenly she felt a little unsure of herself. Inanna. Flames of photons flashed across the room and
She was about to enter a world unknown to her, with only enveloped her in bliss. As every cell in her body began to
Jehran to guide her. Instinctively she nestled into his arms, mutate, Inanna became aware of knowing. Knowing came
waiting to feel his caress. But that was not to be. into her as surely as the fire of Jehran's love. Inanna's mind
Jehran sat Inanna on one side of the room on a soft transcended all of its limitations as it returned to a remem-
pillow alone, and walked a distance away from her. bered, familiar state. She had been this before, she had
Bewildered, Inanna watched him sit down and remove all been here before, she had known all of this before. She
his garments. He invited her to do the same. But we are so was climbing, no, sailing back home, back into the Mind of
far apart, she thought. Cod, through Jehran's love.
Focusing his brilliant dark eyes upon her, Jehran Around the two lovers, all the possible worlds
began to generate a force field. In that moment, Inanna's appeared and disappeared like layers of transparent time to
uncertainty melted away, and she understood exactly what tell their stories and then vanish once again. Time rolled out
she must do. She looked deeply into the eyes of her before them, and thus, satisfied with itself, curled back into
beloved. He was the one man whose energies truly its Source. Suddenly all was darkness, there was no more
resonated with, and even equaled, her own. Jehran was white hot light. There was only the forever the endless
and had always been that part of her that remained a nothingness of the forever Void, stretching out beyond all
mystery, that unknown elusive something she had time.
continually sought in all of her lovers and all of her Inanna and Jehran gazed around. In the eternal noth-
adventures. He was the expression of her secret self, and ingness of the forever Void was a powerful peace, and the
she longed to merge with him, to experience the totality of infinite potential of all the possible worlds. Inanna was filled
her being, now and forever. with joy and happiness. Life was, after all, an awesome
Inanna carefully focused all of her thoughts on the game. Prime Creator endlessly played hide and seek with
energy centers in her body. In the Eye of her Mind, she saw all the varying parts of Itself. Prime Creator loved every-
the centers of creative and sexual energy as spheres of thing in Its creation equally. Prime Creator was Love, and
light and fire. She began to spin them with a concentrated loved to make Love.
intent of thought. The spheres in her lower body began to

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 Inanna and Jehran became aware of Thel Dar's Gracie had that smitten female look in her eyes. So
presence in the forever Void. Inanna remembered how this Olnwynn bade his two friends farewell and again projected
radiant light Being had come to her so long ago. Thel Dar his consciousness into the back seat of Diana's luxury
rolled over and showered the two lovers with a spray of sedan.
delicate light. In her kitchen, Gracie laid out all the exotic edibles
"Thel Dar," the ever curious Inanna asked, "are Jehran Wolfie had insisted on buying. She tossed a Vienna
and I one in you?" sausage into Bear's mouth and held out another for the
"Sometimes. Not always," Thel Dar answered. "On one smaller female. Between sips of wine, Wolfie shoved
level we are, all of us, one. At times I melt into Jehran's samples of everything into his own mouth and
soul self, the one known as Tathata. The frequencies of our simultaneously fed the dogs. It was a stand up banquet for
expressions are very harmonic and we play well together. all.
At other times Tathata, Jehran's soul self, prefers to be off At last, they could eat no more. Gracie and Wolfie took
creating worlds that I choose to merely observe." their glasses of wine into the living room and sank down
A beautiful radiant light Being, neither male nor female, together into the deep, comfortable couch.
then separated itself magically from Thel Dar and stood "Wolfie," Gracie asked, "Why did you drink so much
before them. Jehran knew this Being well. After all, he had when you were alive?"
throughout his life cultivated his innate ability to allow "I was lonely."
Tathata's consciousness to express itself, now and then, "Lonely? How could that be? You were famous, you
through him. At other times, Jehran chose to operate more had your wife, and you had your music."
or less on his own. In a free will Universe and the chaos of "I was desperately and utterly lonely. As a child I was
creation's possibilities, there is always a choice. the prodigy of the palace and the center of attention.
Thel Dar spoke. "Inanna, you are changed. I am now Considered a genius, I was fawned over by aristocrats and
able to insert an expanded consciousness into you. We will kings. But a child does nqt know what a "prodigy" is, he
thus continue to unfold our realities together as we move only knows what he can do, and that he wants to be loved.
through the dimensional universes. My childhood was all performance and discipline. My father
"I love you, Inanna, I always have. You are so precious was my taskmaster, and I was completely dependent on his
to me. Go and play, perhaps you and Jehran will make judgment. When it came to life and the people in it, I never
babies together. Tathata and I are looking for some developed the ability to make judgments for myself. Father
enhanced data collecting vehicles, what you call children, did everything for me, and I never really grew up. When he
for us to express ourselves in. Go, beloved woman, and be died, it was too late for me to learn.
happy." "The concerts were always followed by parties. I was
In a nanosecond, Inanna found herself back in their gorged with cakes and wines, and indulged by all the pretty
room on the planet Valthezon, where Jehran was tenderly ladies of the court. It was cold in those great castles, and
taking her in his arms. Tears of joy ran down Inanna's we were always drinking. As I grew older, the loneliness I
cheeks, and Jehran kissed them away. Inanna was happy felt deepened into constant pain. I felt an unbearable
and fulfilled. There was so much life ahead for both of them melancholy, which the drink temporarily eased."
to cherish, just living every blessed moment knowing they "Oh, your heart was broken," Gracie said sadly.
were held in the eternal Love of God. "Yes," he continued. "I suppose you might call it a broken
Jehran whispered softly to his beloved Inanna, "And heart. I only knew that I hurt. I endured an unrelenting pain
so, my darling, now we are ready to travel!" which eventually nothing could erase, not the wine, not the
ladies, and ultimately not even the music. There were
13- DINNER AND DEATH times when the music would lift me above the pain. For a
few sublime moments, I felt as if I were in another world,
As Wolfie, in his new body, walked into Gracie's house, another realm, where everything was vaporous, vibrating
the dogs jumped up with curiosity and excitement. Even light, and I felt myself to be at one with that light, no longer
showered, Ed Ross's body retained remnant odors separate and alone.
interesting to canines. Gracie laughed as her big dog, Bear, "But then the music would end and I would find myself
who weighed 120 pounds, affectionately licked Wolfie's back in my body, with bills to pay, an unhappy wife, the
new face. memories of my childhood, and an overwhelming sense of
"Hey, Graciel Are you sure this beast likes me?" Wolfie helplessness. No one could help me, the great genius and
asked sincerely. child prodigy,
"My Bear loves everything and everyone," Gracie "I had enemies, of course, at the court. Men who were
replied confidently. jealous of my genius, and naturally the women I had loved
Olnwynn, just waking up from a nap, was surprised to and betrayed. So I drank and I gambled compulsively,
see Wolfie in a new body. losing everything. I kept borrowing more money, kept
"Zounds! Where did you get that?" he asked. gambling and losing.
Gracie and Wolfie explained that Ed Ross's spirit had 'Then I became very ill. I struggled with my illness for a
agreed to let Wolfie borrow Ed's somewhat neglected body. long time. As we became destitute, my wife was possessed
Hmmm, Olnwynn thought. Well, look what can go on with fear, and angry with me for failing her.
Body hopping. I, myself, am not quite ready to get hack into "Finally I died. I remember so well watching two chaps
another body. Personally, I think taking a break from the unceremoniously dump my body into a pauper's grave,
five senses would do me a lot of good right now. right on top of other decaying bodies. They sprinkled lime
Olnwynn was anxious for a return visit to his pretty over me to hasten the decomposition process. What a
wife, who was now living in the form of Diana. He liked shock! What an ugly sight for me! I moved on rather quickly
riding around with her in that enormous hulk of metal she after that. It wasn't as though there were hundreds of
called an automobile. grieving friends mourning my death. Everyone, except my
Wolfie and Gracie went into the kitchen, Wolfie couldn't creditors, seemed to have forgotten the great Mozart, the
wait to taste real food again after so many years. The two prodigal genius. I thought, Where are they now? How could
had stopped at a grocery store and brought home four bags they forget me so soon?
stuffed with foods Wolfie wanted to eat. There were also "My wife was so overcome with despair that she came
two bottles of French wine, which Wolfie lost no time in close to destroying all of my music. In death, I had aban-
opening. doned her with nothing save my gambling debts. She
Olnwynn decided to leave the two alone, there was no wanted revenge. She wanted to hurt me, even though I was
way he could join this third dimensional feast. Besides, he already dead and beyond her vengeance.
had a feeling this cozy kitchen scene might turn mushy
 "After the funeral, my wife Constanze sat in our shabby heavens, but somehow the whole scene just didn't feel
flat alone drinking glass after glass of the cheap wine I had right to me. Call me bad, but I didn't want to pray for all
kept hidden around the place. Mesmerized by the small eternity. I was thinking it might be fun to do something
crackling fire before her, the anger she felt toward me besides music in a future life, like ride a motorcycle or drive
burned into her very soul. She hated me. a race car.
"Suddenly she moved to my writing desk and hastily "So I rejected my father, refused to embrace him, and
grabbed up piles of sheet music. I panicked, surely she the more I denied him, the more he began to fade away.
wasn't going to burn my music. My spirit cried out to her, "That wasn't the end of it, however, my mother
she was determined, and it took all of my energy to stop promptly appeared to me and launched into a similar rou-
her. She dropped to the floor in a sobbing heap, holding my tine. Then came some of the more impressive members of
music in her arms. the nobility I had known at court. I guess I was supposed to
"I can remember the early times, when she first loved be easily intimidated by these men and women, who con-
me; how she could laugh. I was the center of her world tinued to plead with me. But apparently, unless I allowed it,
then." they couldn't touch me, and the more I resisted them, the
Gracie sighed. Even for a creative genius, a prodigy, quicker they faded into a mist.
life could be hard and hurt so much. "I really didn't know what any of this meant, but I felt
"Then what happened?" she asked. very good about it.
"I felt myself being pulled by a powerful force, as if by a "Next I found myself in a room that was heavy with an
magnet," Wolfie continued. "Suddenly, there was a radiant overwhelming stench of stale brandy. The alcohol vapors
light Being, who called itself Tathata, standing in front of me saturated my consciousness. My old drinking and gambling
a Being who said it was me. I couldn't imagine myself, buddies were all in that smelly room, their once splendid
certainly not at that moment, to be so incredibly perfect, so silken clothing was stained and tattered. An excellent
effulgent, so beautiful. After all, even though women had billiards table lay before us, and as we began to play, some
often found me irresistible, in my life I was a rather short of the louts I was indebted to began to press their claims.
man with a large nose. "Once again I remembered not to touch them. I refused
"This perfect Being, Tathata, who claimed to be me, even a handshake. I found myself telling them, "You!
explained that I had been on a special mission to bring, You're not at all real!" And then, before my very eyes, these
through my music, a certain frequency into the third dimen- men I had once known, with whom I had shared many a
sional plane of planet Earth. Tathata had apparently volun- bottle, turned into glistening, writhing snakes. Like the
teered to project a part of itself as me into Earth time, in brandy vapors, they rose up into the air. My compulsion to
order to create my unimaginably pure music, which was gamble, and my incorrigible craving for alcohol, vanished
designed to lift the consciousness of every human who like their spirits.
listened to it. "I had once belonged to the Freemasons, and I had
'Tathata said that because this is a free will Universe, acquired some secret knowledge in my life, but nothing
no one could predict what would happen once they found could have prepared me for this.
themselves in the lower frequencies of the third dimension. "Surrounded by infinite blackness, I began to feel
Not even the grandest of the radiant light Beings ever knew lonely again. I began going over the events of my short life,
exactly what to expect once they became locked in human recalling every ecstatic and wretched detail. What a life I
bodies, whose DNA was more than mildly dysfunctional, had lived! I thought of all the delicious women I had
and once in, they were trapped by the five senses in an seduced, I remembered their lace gowns, their soft,
environment of fear, disease, and endless wars. supple breasts, and their honey red lips.
"According to Tathata, I had on the one hand been "Then, in that vast darkness, I heard my sublime
successful. The music I had created would be played music. I remembered myself composing; in life, I could
throughout the coming centuries, and would later be barely write fast enough to get the notes on paper. The
recorded by machines, as mankind developed new music had coursed through me like a torrential river.
technologies. “Truly, I never wanted to write down my music, but it
"But, on the other hand, it seemed that I had fared was the only way to get money, which I loved to spend. I
rather less well in certain areas, and, as much as Tathata preferred to improvise each time I sat in front of the harpsi-
kept saying how much he/she/it loved me and regretted it, chord or piano. I heard the music in my heart, I felt it in my
there remained certain things for me to resolve, lessons for soul. Music was always there for me, and as I created, I let
me to learn, a completion of sorts for me to achieve. each note slip into the silence of eternity.
Tathata told me not to worry, there was nothing for me to "Why would anyone want to play the same piece over
be afraid of. This phase I was now entering was all part of a and over? Wouldn't everyone want to play his or her own
learning process, an exercise in self mastery as it were, music? I grasped that the humans had tragically lost their
that we all go through. I had to do this on my own, pretty ability to hear the music within their souls. My music was
much without Tathata. needed for the uplifting of the human race.
"Then Tathata told me that under no circumstances "Observing my wildly exuberant and creative life only
was I to let anyone touch me. This warning gave me a increased my loneliness. Here I was all alone, somewhere
small chill. I was still struggling to rid my mind of the image out in Eternity.
of lime being tossed on my stiffening corpse. "As my father endeavored to embrace me, I remem-
“Tathata then led me into a long tunnel of light, and the bered what the radiant light Being, whom I had come to
next thing I saw was my father. I had mixed feelings about regard as my own soul, had said to me. Don't allow anyone
that. I loved my father dearly, but during his life he had to touch you, Wolfie! So I didn't. I backed away from my
always told me what to do, what not to do, what to play, father's embrace, and ignored the perplexed, hurt look on
and who to be nice to. I had gotten used to being on my his face. He entreated me with tales of the glories of the
own, so I was a little reticent when he began to tell me heavens, but somehow the whole scene lust didn't feel right
about this church where thousands upon thousands of to me. Call me bad, but I didn't want to pray for all eternity. I
righteous souls prayed continuously He wanted me to join was thinking it might be fun to do something besides music
them and write music for them. in a future life, like ride a motorcycle or drive a race car.
"As my father endeavored to embrace me, I remem- "So I rejected my father, refused to embrace him, and
bered what the radiant light Being, whom I had come to the more I denied him, the more he began to fade away.
regard as my own soul, had said to me. Don't allow anyone 'That wasn't the end of it, however, my mother
to touch you, Wolfie! So I didn't. I backed away from my promptly appeared to me and launched into a similar rou-
father's embrace, and ignored the perplexed, hurt look on tine. Then came some of the more impressive members of
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be easily intimidated by these men and women, who con- on a sofa in the Pacific Northwest with two dogs curled up
tinued to plead with me. But apparently, unless I allowed it, at their feet. Holding each other for a very long time, they
they couldn't touch me, and the more I resisted them, the both fell into a deep and profound sleep.
quicker they faded into a mist.
"I really didn't know what any of this meant, but I felt 14-SHOPPING AND VANISHING
very good about it.
"Next I found myself in a room that was heavy with an Olnwynn admired the rich leather seats in Diana's
overwhelming stench of stale brandy. The alcohol vapors luxury sedan. He had of course never seen such things in
saturated my consciousness. My old drinking and gambling second century Ireland. Just by looking at it, he knew the
buddies were all in that smelly room, their once splendid leather was very soft; he wished he could touch it. He
silken clothing was stained and tattered. An excellent wished he could touch Diana. Where was she?
billiards table lay before us, and as we began to play, some His reveries were interrupted.
of the louts I was indebted to began to press their claims. "She's not here." Olnwynn's brother from ancient
"Once again I remembered not to touch them. I refused Ireland, Diana's now deceased and most recent husband,
even a handshake. I found myself telling them, "You! Brent, floated outside the car with his head stuck through
You're not at all real!" And then, before my very eyes, these the windshield. "She's gone."
men I had once known, with whom I had shared many a "Where did she go?" Olnwynn asked.
bottle, turned into glistening, writhing snakes. Like .the "She's in a hospital with a lot of other old people, mostly
brandy vapors, they rose up into the air. My compulsion to women. She's sort of there, and not there I guess you
gamble, and my incorrigible craving for alcohol, vanished could say she's not all there, or not there all the time."
like their spirits. "What are you talking about, my brother?" Olnwynn
"I had once belonged to the Freemasons, and I had was getting confused.
acquired some secret knowledge in my life, but nothing "Come on. I'll show you. You can see for yourself."
could have prepared me for this. Brent motioned for Olnwynn to follow him, and the two men
"Surrounded by infinite blackness, I began to feel soon found themselves in a small hospital ward. Seven
lonely again. I began going over the events of my short life, beds lined each side of the room, the beds were occupied
recalling every ecstatic and wretched detail. What a life I by elderly ladies in varying states of consciousness. They
had lived! I thought of all the delicious women I had all had long transparent tubes stuck in their arms, and
seduced, I remembered their lace gowns, their soft, supple liquids dripped through those tubes into their lethargic,
breasts, and their honey red lips. spiritless bodies. It seemed to Olnwynn that they were
“Then, in that vast darkness, I heard my sublime drugged (not that he knew much about drugs, he had
music. I remembered myself composing, in life, I could always preferred alcohol). As a child, he had been placed
barely write fast enough to get the notes on paper. The in the care of the Druids, and he had watched the priests
music had coursed through me like a torrential river. drink liquid concoctions of crushed red and white
'Truly, I never wanted to write down my music, but it mushroom caps. The priests then had visions and talked to
was the only way to get money, which I loved to spend. I fairy folk. During such rituals, Olnwynn would go off
preferred to improvise each time I sat in front of the harpsi- hunting. He saw the priests' ceremonial inebriations as a
chord or piano. I heard the music in my heart,I felt it in my chance to escape his chores.
soul. Music was always there for me, and as I created, I let But this was very different. Olnwynn had the distinct
each note slip into the silence of eternity. sense that these women were purposely being sedated,
"Why would anyone want to play the same piece over whereas the priests had made a choice.
and over? Wouldn't everyone want to play his or her own "They just want 'em quiet so they don't cause anybody
music? I grasped that the humans had tragically lost their any trouble," Brent said angrily in his Southern drawl. "If I
ability to hear the music within their souls. My music was were still alive I'd have my Diana out of this place so fast it
needed for the uplifting of the human race. would make your head spin."
"Observing my wildly exuberant and creative life only "Oh." Olnwynn felt out of sorts. He was bewildered by
increased my loneliness. Here I was all alone, somewhere this place. He hated seeing Diana hooked up to tubes and
out in Eternity. bottles. She was so pale, and her arms were bruised from
'Then Tathata reappeared, radiant as ever, and said to needle marks.
me, "Well done, Master Amadeus, he whom God loves!" Then, as if from nowhere, she, or rather her spirit's
"At that moment a grand piano, perfect beyond my consciousness, showed up.
wildest dreams, materialized for me. I sat down to play. My "Hi there, you twol My, it's nice to have two husbands.
concertos, symphonies, and sonatas spilled out across the I mean two beaus." Her physical body was still lying
universes into all the possible worlds within the Mind of comatose, flat on the bed. But here she was, apparently
God. floating above it, right in front of them.
"As I played, my entire being began to resonate at "Are you dead?" Olnwynn asked her.
higher and higher vibrational frequencies. I became one "No, I don't think so. I was so darned bored in this
with the sounds I played, and I knew who I was. I remem- place that I taught myself to get out of this old body. I think
bered that I had gone into the third dimension to perform a it's called astral traveling, or something like that but
task. I had been on a mission to serve Prime Creator, to wouldn't that mean traveling with the stars?" Diana was
generate sounds that would lift the hearts and minds of flushed with excitement.
men, to help free them from the endless confusion of fear. "Where have you been, Dear?" Brent asked.
My music had created a safe harbor of purity and "Shopping! Now I can spend all the time I want to in
innocence on the planet Earth, by reflecting the Love that the couture sections of the big department stores. Every-
flows from the Mind of God and generates all Life. I had one's doing it. Come on, I'll show you." Diana waved her
fulfilled my task. menfolk onward to housewife heaven.
"And so, rapt in the experience of remembering my Neither Brent nor Olnwynn had the slightest interest in
Oneness with all Life, I remained there playing until you couture anything. Brent had always detested shopping, it
and Olnwynn happened to pass by with your friends just wasn't manly. And Olnwynn didn't really know what
Clarissa and the lady Inanna." shopping was. But Diana said everyone was doing it, and
Gracie leaned over and kissed Wolfie, he took her in that had made them both curious.
his arms. Holding someone close felt good to him. Wolfie's Soon the three found themselves in one of those big
new body, the body of Edward Paul Ross, felt the healing glitzy shopping malls, in a very fancy department store, in
warmth and tenderness of love for a woman slowly gather- the section that sold high priced designer clothes. Several
ing force within him. And so, this unlikely couple sat cozily middle aged women wearing fur coats and diamond rings
wandered around looking for expensive clothing to restore "Hold onto my consciousness, pretty lady. Don't look
their fading charms. There were a few elderly matriarchs, down! You will adjust to this soon."
and also some younger women who were going through Inanna saw her blue hands and body becoming
the sales rack. translucent, even her jewelry was beginning to fade in a
Brent looked at the price tags, remembering Diana's vaporous mist. Every material thing beneath and above
clothes bills. Who the hell can afford these damned clothes, them, including their bodies, dissolved into nothingness.
he thought. What a racket! Inanna and Jehran, along with everyone else on the entire
Floating among the live customers were many more magnificent ship, became pure thought. Their bodies, in all
not so live customers. Giving a new meaning to "shop til the infinite alien varieties onboard the ship, were gone.
you drop," these disembodied spirits of older and ill women Inanna felt free, and so light. She let go of Jehran for a
had learned to escape the confines of their declining days moment and bounced around like a bubble. Intoxicated by
and were now thoroughly enjoying themselves at their her new freedom, she found she had no boundaries. There
favorite department store. were no boundaries. There was no ship, and they had no
Olnwynn quickly grew bored. He thought of moving on bodies. They were moving through space as pure thought.
to a department called "Outdoor and Sports" he had Inanna giggled; losing control for a moment, she looked for
noticed near the entrance. Then he remembered Diana's Jehran. In his conscious thought, he reached out to anchor
predicament. He had always wanted to make up for the her.
way he had treated her in Ireland. In those days, he had "There, how is that, my darling?" Jehran asked.
been consistently unfaithful to her, and he had struck her "Wow! This is fantastic. I'm having so much fun!"
more than once. Even when she had behaved like a shrew, Inanna was ebullient. What a high! she thought.
she hadn't deserve such abuse. There must be a way to Jehran warned her, "You must focus just a little to stay
rescue her from that awful place, he thought. Surely, not with us. We are headed toward a particular destination. If
even Diana would want to shop for all eternity. you become distracted and allow your thoughts to wander,
"Diana, don't you want us to get you out of that hospital you might end up somewhere far away from us. In point of
ward?" fact, you will end up wherever your focus is, and I want you
Diana was deep in the cocktail dresses and making with me."
her way to the evening gowns. "Well, of course, Olnwynn. "You say the best things, Jehran. Of course I will stay
But how?" with you." Inanna concentrated her focus on this man
whom she dearly loved. She knew that her mind still
Deep in space, Jehran gave the final orders for the possessed a slightly unruly tendency to wander. She
preparation of his ship and its occupants for a more subtle thought of her great grandmother Antu's palace on Nibiru
dimension. He knew that Inanna was now ready to make and the parties she had attended there as a child. Just as
the journey with him, every cell in her body, every strand of quickly as a thought came to her, she let it pass on out of
her DNA, had mutated perfectly, she would be able to with- her mind like a cloud crossing the sky.
stand the higher dimensional frequencies they were about A vision of the kingdom she had created on Earth
to enter into. came before her. Inanna saw magnificent cities of silver
Each body in every dimension is normally designed to and lapis lazuli, and heard the melodious music flowing
accommodate only its "home" dimension, meaning the from her splendid Temples of Love. Her consciousness
dimension of its origin. Inanna came from a race which had was flooded with memories of the past.
originally evolved in the Pleiades, the DNA of her great Inanna saw Sargon standing before her strong and
grandfather, Anu, and her great grandmother, Antu, had handsome. Inanna had fallen in love with Sargon and made
been handed down to her through her grandparents, Enlil him King, together the two lovers had built a kingdom
and Ninlil, and her parents Nannar and Ningal. Her body's named Akkad and a shimmering city of love, Agade. They
genetic code met the demands of the worlds she was born had enjoyed many years of happiness together until Sargon
to inhabit. Jehran's world, as he had explained to her, was began to age, he had not been able to accept his own
remarkably different. mortality in the face of Inanna's enduring youth and beauty.
For one thing, there were no tyrants in his dimension. Inanna lived within a duration of time separate from
Everyone who lived in Jehran's world had evolved past the that of the humans, 3,600 human years equaled only one
level of needing to control others. After living through the year for Inanna. Sargon was human, as his youthful
destruction wrought by the tyrants of Nibiru and Earth strength and virility faded, he began to drink excessively.
especially by her reptilian cousin Marduk a world that had Inanna watched helplessly as the man she loved became
outgrown tyranny sounded perfectly refreshing to Inanna. belligerent and self indulgent. In his hopeless confusion,
Jehran explained, however, that the biggest problem Sargon offended the Lord Marduk, bringing famine and
his world faced was an innocuous form of boredom. People devastation to Akkad. Before he died, Sargon had cursed
in his dimension occasionally opted to leave their perfect, inanna. The memory of seeing him on his deathbed
non polarized world and pop right back down into some trembling in sweat burned in her mind, even as the scenes
struggling tyrannical frequency. They actually wanted to of their early love making remained etched in her heart.
experience living in a body with five limiting senses. They Sargon's death had forced Inanna to change.
saw the big challenges, like survival and forgetting who Realizing that her emotional memories generated a
they were, as fun. After all, the free will universes did exist magnetic field which pulled her into another reality, Inanna
for a reason, and Prime Creator kept all the possible worlds stopped the images cold. She did not want to return to the
going as long as there was a demand for them. past, even though she had once loved Sargon. Inanna was
Inanna tried to imagine Earth without tyrants. She now exactly where she wanted to be with Jehran.
knew it was up to the people who inhabited planet Earth to Whoops! Inanna blushed. Jehran could always read
decide their future. It was simple: Their collective con- her thoughts and now nothing remained to mask them. She
sciousness could create a world without controllers if they was an open book to this man who adored her in spite of,
truly wanted it. or perhaps even because of, her imaginative, lively, adven-
Jehran gave the command for the ship to be put into turous life.
hyper-luminescence. Inanna stretched her imagination into 'Yes, Inanna, I love you just as you are. We have even
the world he was taking her to. As she gazed out into deep greater experiences to enjoy in this hyper-luminal state of
space, she felt no gravitational pressure change. The entire being. When we make love, we will fuse our creative ener-
ship they had been traveling on simply disappeared gies together as thought. We will be limited only by the
vanished all around them, as it were. Inanna, a little disori- boundaries we place upon our own thoughts. There is
ented, looked around for Jehran. always so much more to experience. As easily as this"
Jehran paused to turn himself into a sphere of exquisite

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light "we can become lights to dance and play among the But all of the gentle people who had gathered there
stars. You will be pleased." that night knew what they had seen, and they would
Inanna was pleased already. She carefully attached remember. All of them would be somehow changed
herself to Jehran's thoughts, his consciousness, and settled because of that experience being there in the park,
herself into the journey, which obviously was going to take standing together watching the ships of light, and listening
a little time in a world where time does not exist. to the soft whirring sounds. They would all be changed
Jehran tenderly embraced his beloved and looked out forever.
at the part of the Universe they were passing through to Gracie, Wolfie, Clarissa and Michael walked home in
make sure they were on the proper course. He had set the the dark.
coordinates to guide them all safely home. He had been Wolfie walked beside Michael, who recounted his
away from his world for a very long time, and it would be experiences in Peru. Michael told of the ships he had seen
good to be back. He was curious to see his old friends. He landing at Machu Picchu thousands of years ago the ships
wondered who among them had chosen to pass on into that had transported gold to an orbiting space station.
new and different forms. Jehran wondered what would be "I had a teacher at Machu Picchu," Michael said, "who
waiting for him in the place he called home. called himself the Commander. He told me that I was
somehow connected to the Pleiades through him."
15- SHIPS OF LIGHT Wolfie's consciousness was accessing some of the
data in Ed Ross's body. It seemed that Ed had seen at
Gracie and Wolfie were awakened by the dogs' barking least two UFOs. Late at night and deep in the woods where
and a loud knocking at the front door. he had been logging, Ed had been taken onboard a ship by
"Gracie, it's me, Clarissa. Let us in." the Grey aliens with big black eyes. Wolfie thought that
Gracie opened her door to Clarissa and Michael. these aliens must not be so friendly, they treated Ed's body
"You won't believe what we just saw!" as if it were a kind of laboratory experiment. There was a
Wolfie tried to introduce himself to Michael, but the scar on Ed's knee, perhaps from some invasive operation,
excited Clarissa wasn't interested in anything except telling and he had a sense that something sexual had occurred,
Gracie what she and Michael had just witnessed in a although not exactly anything Wolfie would call fun.
nearby park. Wolfie asked, "So, according to this Commander
"Gracie, you've got to come and see them! Ships of fellow, are there friendly aliens and some not so friendly?"
light are coming down from the sky, everywhere it's like 'Yes," Michael answered. "Apparently some of them
we're being invaded or something! I couldn't believe my have a real vested interest In our well being, while others
eyes!" only want to manipulate us. Some are just here to observe
"Where did you see them?" Wolfie asked. The idea of us to watch."
seeing spaceships of light fly down to Earth was exciting Gracie interrupted. "Yes, Inanna once explained it all to
Michael answered for the out of breath Clarissa. me. Long ago, a group of aliens colonized Earth and
"Man, it's incredible just like the visions I had at Machu interfered with our natural evolution by actually tampering
Picchu. These spaceships are hovering over the trees in with our DNA. Apparently there is some ineluctable law in
the park. You want to see them?" this Universe called the law of free will. Anyone who breaks
"Let's go," Wolfie answered. that law will eventually reap the consequences of such acts ;
Gracie was careful toleave the dogs in the house as the negative effects will flow back into his or her reality, and
she and Wolfie rushed out and followed Clarissa and that is exactly what is happening now.
Michael down the sidewalks for several blocks. The four "Some of the same beings who altered our genetics
stood in bewildered amazement at the sight of thirty or ages ago," Gracie continued, "are now back to help us
more disc shaped vehicles hovering among the trees in the wake up, to remember who and what we are. They have
park. The discs were small in comparison to the Mother come to assist us to in reactivating our latent DNA. The
Ship. They emitted a glowing phosphorescent light that human genome was partially unplugged, left dysfunctional,
illuminated the night. A very subtle frequency of sound and that contributed to the sad, repetitious story of human
came from the ships a soft, almost soothing, whirring. history."
Lots of people stood around in silence staring at the Wolfie, who was beginning to have a feeling for what
spaceships. Should they approach, or wait for someone or Gracie was saying, joined in.
something to come out to them? No one knew what to do. "After my death, when I remembered I had been sent
They just stood there in silent wonder. to Earth to infuse her vibrational frequencies with my music,
These days, people actually wanted alien ships to I also understood that I was part of a larger group of souls
come to Earth to show themselves. Everyone was tired of who were likewise inserting themselves throughout time in
hearing the government, over and over, deny everything order to uplift the human spirit. We had all chosen to help
that anyone dared to report about UFO sightings. Recently, the human race remember, as most beings in other
there had been a meeting at a major university to discuss universes remember, that everyone is a part of Prime
alien abductions. But denial continued to be government Creator."
policy. No one could figure out why, because almost every- Each of the four friends, Gracie, Wolfie, Michael, and
one had either seen a UFO or had some kind of experience Clarissa, had an experience, a memory, to share with the
with the aliens, or at least knew someone who had. There others. It was as if each held a piece of a giant puzzle and
was just too much evidence around to be ignored, even by if all of the humans who were waking up could share their
the skeptics. parts of the puzzle, all would benefit. None was more or
Gracie, Wolfie, Clarissa, and Michael just stood there less important than any other.
with the others in the dark, wondering; not knowing whether "Michael, what did you mean when you said they want
to be frightened or glad, to run away or to stay put. They to manipulate us?" Clarissa inquired.
only wanted to know what was the truth? "Well, if you're ready for this one, Honey: The
Fifteen or twenty minutes went by. Suddenly, as ' Commander said something about a group that has learned
quickly as they had come, the ships of light took off and to feed on our energies, our fears and anxieties. They
headed for the deep dark skies. The audience watched the manipulate this world in order to generate a continual
ships disappear among the stars. They all lingered for a supply of psychic energy for their consumption. The
little while longer, and then quietly walked back to their Commander calls them the gods of the Phantasmal
homes. They knew that tomorrow the news would carry no Hierarchies. Apparently, they don't want to incarnate, they
reports of spaceships in the park. There might be a story just stay in their own dimension and feed on our fear. The
about a fraternity prank or some other such nonsense. fact that we don't even know they exist makes it easy for
them. They love wars and battlefields, stuff like that. It's far too long, imprisoned by illusions and by those lazy,
hard to imagine." good for nothing tyrants who wanted everyone else to do all
At that, Gracie said, "I think we should all go back to the work.
my house and project our consciousness into Inanna's and But the question remained how to tell Gracie and the
Thel Dar's reality." others without throwing them into abject fear?
"Good idea," said Clarissa. "Let's go ask Thel Dar
what's really going on." Dawn was just starting to glow as Gracie, Wolfie,
"Who's Thel Dar?" asked Michael. Clarissa, and Michael sat down in Gracie's living room and
'You'll find out." Wolfie was catching on to some began to focus their consciousness. The dogs lay quietly
twentieth century colloquialisms and rather enjoying beside them, the house was still, and only a few birds could
himself. "Don't worry, man, you'll like it!" be heard singing their first morning notes in the garden.
After seeing the ships of light, the four friends had no
16- PHANTASMAL HIERARCHIES trouble in focusing.

Motionless in the forever Void, Thel Dar contemplated Inanna and Jehran were still traveling as thought forms
all the possible worlds. Throughout the Mind of Prime through space without a ship. Inanna had left a part of her
Creator, Is ness expressed itself as conscious thought consciousness in the Oval in the Snake Kingdom of Inner
projected into an infinite diversity of universes, each reso- Earth so that Gracie could easily find her whenever she
nating at its own precise dimensional frequency. might need her.
Occasionally, a third dimensional world became "Jehran, Gracie is calling me," she said.
entrapped. A 3-D world for example, the planet Earth 'Your present state as a thought form will not hinder
could often be unpleasant, dangerous, and risky. The incar- your ability to manifest your lovely blue self to Gracie," he
nating souls who were just too lazy to evolve themselves to answered. "In fact, it will facilitate your mastery of the
a higher frequency often became weary of the perils of the process in some ways. When you have no solid form, it is
lower frequencies. Once they were disincarnate and free of far easier to remember that there are no solid forms. All
their vulnerable physical bodies, these wily entities learned forms are merely thoughts manifesting themselves in
to utilize the energies which were emitted from the physical varying frequencies as holograms. You will find it even
and emotional bodies of those still stuck in 3-D time and easier now to project yourself into different realities, as you
space and they cleverly used these "borrowed" energies to. will no longer imagine you possess the limitations of any
build vast hierarchical worlds. one form."
Enlightened beings referred to the worlds of these Inanna sighed. 'That's nice."
errant soul groups as the Phantasmal Hierarchies. Thel Dar "Come, a part of me will accompany you to the forever
liked to call these gods "those lazy, loafing, good for noth- Void," Jehran said.
ing energy consumers!" Inanna was happy to know Jehran would come with
Knowing that Gracie, Clarissa, Michael, and Wolfie her. "But first we must stop off to pick up Gracie and her
were about to call Inanna and request a visit to the forever friends," she said. 'They do not, as yet, imagine they can go
Void, Thel Dar contemplated how to tactfully portray the without us."
intricacies of the Phantasmal Hierarchies. Even though this
sort of thing happened all the time all over the galaxies, the In a nanosecond, Jehran and Inanna found themselves
current inhabitants of an entrapped world consistently standing in their familiar bodies in the middle of Gracie's
found this sort of information troublesome and difficult to living room. Jehran was amazed to find one of his multi-
accept. Even Inanna didn't fully realize to what extent she dimensional selves there, but in a strange youthful body
and her family, the family of Anu, including the reptilian "Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart!" he exclaimed. "Where
tyrant Marduk, had been a working part of the layers of the did you get that body?"
Phantasmal Hierarchies which surrounded the little blue "Oh, my," Wolfie Veplied. "It's you!"
and green sphere known as Earth. Wolfie hadn't seen Jehran in what seemed like ages,
Especially difficult was the part about the "apparent but now it was all coming back to him. Toward the end in
heavens." Deceased souls could plainly observe the tiers of Vienna, Jehran had often appeared to Wolfie and tried to
heavenly worlds displayed before them, and those who help him when his life was sinking into debt and alcohol,
thought they deserved hell could see those abysmal when no one would commission him to write music. Jehran
worlds. But what they could not realize was that all of those had been a friendly spirit to Mozart in those times. Wolfie,
layered visions were merely holographic displays controlled once he was dead, realized that Jehran had played an
by those who benefited from them. It was another form of invaluable part in creating the Earth mission of the great
limitation, as long as you thought you were in the ultimate composer Amadeus. Jehran was one of Tathata's
place, you were stuck there. In fact, the souls who con- multidimensional selves, just as Wolfie was.
trolled these hierarchical worlds were getting a little bored "What a pleasure to see you, old man!" Jehran was
After eons of the same old thing, any heaven gets boring. A truly delighted.
person/being wants to move on to do something else. Inanna knew this was no mere coincidence. And she
A self selected few enlightened beings like Thel Dar could tell immediately that something more than just friend-
who had created many of the existing universes had taken ship was going on between Gracie and this Wolfie
up a hobby. Going into these trapped worlds disguised as character. Well, he was cute, and Gracie looked happier
humans and breaking up "stuck" systems had become a than Inanna had ever seen her. After all, both of them knew
favored adventure. It was great fun to shatter the endless who they were. They had, individually, passed through the
maze like traps of the Phantasmal Hierarchies especially veil of forgetting and had remembered that they were a part
those set by the really pious, self righteous, and pompous of the eternal life force of Prime Creator. Inanna felt that
souls. Those who enjoyed tormenting their poor brothers perhaps Gracie and Wolfie were a good match, like Jehran
and sisters needed to be lifted out of their confusion. When and herself.
their worlds fell apart, hardened tyrants became Wolfie excitedly related everything that had happened
constructively bewildered, propelled into a remembering, to him in the last two hundred years or so, as well as last
they could start to create a new reality. Thel Dar, and oth- night's witnessing of the ships of light. Clarissa and Michael
ers of a similar disposition, offered those souls with a pro- sat patiently listening, they were getting used to all kinds of
clivity for tyranny a chance to move on and evolve. occurrences they might once have called miracles.
Besides, Thel Dar thought, the inhabitants of the Noticing Clarissa and Michael, Inanna transmitted an
Phantasmal Hierarchies continually spoiled things for invitation out to the Commander and his Lady of the
everyone else. Planet Earth had been entrapped now for Garnets, her friend. Their prompt arrival elicited a celebra-

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tion of reunions. After many helios and embraces, there enough to face 3-D experiences. Thus, the lazy ones
remained important questions to ask of Thel Dar. Still sitting learned to siphon off the emotions of others and use them,
in the Pacific Northwest, the members of the party as energy, for their own purposes. They learned to
projected themselves in thought to the forever Void and the consume emotion in order to enhance and enlarge
abode of the radiant light Being Thel Dar. Tathata was themselves. Eventually, they learned to build kingdoms by
there also, which shouldn't have surprised anyone. It was a projecting their thoughts as realities fueled by this energy;
family meeting, a family of souls. these kingdoms came to be known as heavens and hells."
Seeing that Jehran had safely introduced the part that
17- ANSWERS usually stunned most humans into abject fear, Tathata
again spoke up. "We enlightened beings call the kingdoms
The infinite blackness of the forever Void surrounded built by these groups of lazy souls the Phantasmal
them all. There was no up and no down, no backward or Hierarchies."
forward, no beginning and no end. Thel Dar appeared to At this point, Thel Dar couldn't resist and interjected,
them as a magnificent, beautiful radiant light Being. The "Those lazy, good for nothing energy consuming loafersl"
unlimited knowinQness and perfect harmonies of pure Love A startled laugh of relief burst from the group.
emanated from this gracious Being as golden cascading "Wow! You mean the mind parasites?" Michael
rainbows of phosphorescent photons. exclaimed.
Inanna began, feeling the others might find themselves Tathata continued, "Well, in truth they are just ordinary
a little tongue tied by the majestic presence before them. souls like you and me who have come from other planetary
"Thel Dar, we have come to ask you for answers." systems and experiences in order to incarnate. They have
"Yes, my beloved Inanna. I know your hearts and merely adopted a mildly aberrant form of behavior which
minds. I know why you have come. I have invited Tathata, makes existence less pleasant for those who are caught in
my friend, to assist in enlightening you. Tathata is, of their deceptive Trap. The Trap resembles a thick web of
course, very familiar to Jehran and Herr Mozart. frequencies, a cocoon of illusions created by thought, which
"Your questions need only to form themselves to can contain only those deluded by its power. You see,
magnetize their answers," The! Dar explained. "It is the many of the souls who control the Phantasmal Hierarchies
process of formulating the question that is most arduous for are not truly evil, but merely abominably indolent. In their
souls. Then they must be able to listen to the answer in own way, they are just as stuck in the reality of the Trap as
order that they may hear. But that is another matter." those they have ensnared. Their heavens are as unreal as
Michael, being young and impatient, blurted out, 'Tell their hells, even the grandest heaven becomes more than a
us about the ships of light we saw in the park." The whole little boring after so many eons.
question of UFOs had become an obsession with him ever "Phantasmal Hierarchies can go on seemingly forever
since his abduction and the visions at Machu Picchu. unless enlightened beings volunteer to enter a reality and
Thel Dar said, "The ships of light you witnessed are break up the Traps these lazy tyrants have created.
holographic thought forms placed there by enlightened Entrapped civilizations occur frequently throughout all the
beings who desire to free the planet Earth from her entrap- universes, but especially in third dimensional worlds."
ment. For far too long, Earth's inhabitants have been Jehran spoke again. "When the Trap is broken, the
virtually imprisoned within repeating cycles which inhabitants of the Phantasmal Hierarchies have nothing left
predominantly occur in a narrow band of frequencies to feed on to sustain the worlds they have created. Those
known as the survival and fear polarities. worlds, heavens and hells alike, collapse, and the tyrants
"The inhabitants of planet Earth, the human species, who have ruled them are forced to incarnate somewhere.
have been told for centuries that they are all alone in the "Many of them are now being forced to incarnate as
entire Universe. This is absurd, naturally, and it has had more and more humans expand their consciousness to
the effect of increasing self centered, small minded, activate their latent DNA. This is one reason why the
narcissistic attitudes which inevitably lead to prejudice, population of Earth is increasing dramatically."
conflict, and war. "So the mass visions of UFOs are actually designed to
"If the humans living on planet Earth can understand, help humans evolve past their isolated and limited percep-
as they will very shortly, that an infinite number of other tions of themselves?" Gracie asked.
civilizations exist in the vastness of creation, they will "Yes," Thel Dar answered. 'They also help to eliminate
evolve beyond their heliocentric narcissism and release the fear of death, because an expanded consciousness
their antagonistic tendencies. They will become, by immediately becomes aware that Life is endless, and that
necessity, more tolerant of other races. death is an illusion or rather, a transition. When humans
"They will learn to value their Earth, now that they are lose their fear of death, the tyrants in the Phantasmal
coming perilously close to destroying it, they will discover Hierarchies lose their most powerful weapon. If a man
how truly precious this little blue and green sphere is. knows that nothing ever dies, how can he be owned or
Eventually, they will come to realize that Earth itself is a tormented?"
living being, a creating soul in and of itself." Inanna was beginning to understand. "My family Anu,
Thel Dar paused, and looked to Tathata and Jehran for Enlil, and all of us, not just Marduk were actually a part of
support. Tathata took over. these Phantasmal Hierarchies, weren't we?"
"In the beginnings of life on the planet Earth," Tathata "Very goodl I mean, truly excellent!" Thel Dar con-
said, "some of the souls who were incarnating there quickly gratulated Inanna. 'That is not an easy thing to realize
grew weary of the precarious nature of life in a third dimen- about oneself or one's own family."
sional realm. The experience of being continually and Inanna sighed deeply. "I guess if I had gone on
unpleasantly stalked by large carnivorous creatures was winning wars and conquering territories, and following
particularly annoying for some, and many felt their every little compulsive, selfish whim that entered my pretty
sufferings, what with continual wars and genocide, little head, I never would have stopped to ask myself the
outweighed the rewards of being in a physical body in a why question."
third dimensional world." "That is the general rule, beloved woman," Jehran
Jehran spoke. "Many of these particularly annoyed said, consoling her. "You see, as painful as it was, losing
souls were very clever, but quite frankly lazy. They learned Sargon, Akkad, and all of your kingdoms was the best thing
that if they refused to take on a body, and remained on the that could have happened to you. I know that time was
other side of physical incarnation, they could observe their agonizing for you, but see how you have evolved, you no
fellow brother/sister souls. And while they observed, they longer need to dominate everything and everyone."
discovered they could utilize the psychic and emotional Thel Dar smiled sympathetically at Inanna.
energies emitted by those who were themselves brave "Remember, I have always loved you, Inanna."
 Jehran reached out to touch Inanna's delicate blue Resting to renew itself.
fingers. He was very proud of her for having the courage to Hot waves of Fire undulate,
realize that she and her family had been a part of the Circling through my Being.
Phantasmal Hierarchies controlling the Earth. At ONE with my Source,
Inanna was still taking in the whole ugly truth. "If I come from the FIRE that renews me.
Marduk hadn't defeated Anu and Enlil, they would still be Burning.
using the human species as a sub race of slaves, wouldn't Blue flames kiss.
they?" Cells ignite.
"I'm afraid so," Jehran said gently. "It seems that all White heat expands me.
souls learn only through experience. That is the beauty I am that I am.
"and the mystery of Prime Creator. That is why Life is, so I am the dream and the dreamer.
that we may all experience." No distractions, no false note can stem me
Clarissa asked thoughtfully, "Why are there so many from the Lover that consumes me.
frightening tales about giant lizards in our mythology, all Heat melts me, bringing me to Life.
those stories of reptilian tyrants?" Ah! Sweet mouè deep Within!
"In the human body," Thel Dar answered, "which is Open wide your lips of honey.
used by most souls who incarnate into Earth's third dimen- Let the streams of liquid Fire flow out…
sional plane, there is in the brain area a receptive gland The fertile Darkness waits.
called the reptilian brain. All those incarnating in this vehicle
have a reptilian brain, and therein are lodged the receptors
for survival: fight or flight. If one takes the energies of fight
or flight to their logical extreme, you find tyrants and
victims. Everyone in a humanoid body harbors a little latent
reptilian tyrant within. The story is very familiar, on a con-
scious or a subconscious level, to all who have incarnated
in human bodies. More evolved souls have learned to Part II: The Land of the Ellipse
control the tyrant/victim impulses within themselves. Your
cousin Marduk still has a little something to learn." 1-INNER EARTH
"You can say that again!" Inanna laughed, and every-
one relaxed and laughed with her. They were beginning to Anu, the great grandfather of Inanna, the patriarch of
feel at ease with their new knowledge. the great dynasty of Anu, realized his family had brought
Thel Dar and Tathata were pleased, knowing that a great suffering and devastation to the planet Earth.
light heart opens the door to learning and wisdom. And After the explosion of the great radiation weapon, the
what would be the fun of life, unless one could occasionally Gandiva, Anu and his son Enlil were deposed as rulers of
see humor in the small ironies woven into creation, as Earth and their home, Nibiru, by the tyrant Marduk and his
Prime Creator eternally danced across time and space with vast armies of clones. Marduk, Anu's own grandson, hated
Its veiled Self. his grandfather and his uncle Enlil. Marduk's sole desire
Thel Dar and Tathata knew that Earth's inhabitants had was to rule the world. He hated his own father, Enki,
a lot to learn in a short period. It was time for them to perceiving poor Enki as a weakling, and felt nothing but
activate the Living Voters within their endocrine systems contempt for Anu and Enlil.
and to open the unused portions of their brains. Access to Anu had retreated with Enlil to a neighboring star
the diverse dimensional realities of all the possible worlds system to watch helplessly as Marduk poisoned the hearts
was the God given right of everyone with the courage for it. and minds of the human race with relentless and insidious
The time had come for the humans to become truly propaganda. It was a sad and lonely time for Anu. He had
sovereign, to trust the Spirit within them, and to master dis- once been the proud father of a great family, and it broke
cernment. This was what the New Age was all about. You his heart to watch his son Enlil's golden hair turn gray, like
can't put new wine in the old bottles, the human body itself his own. Once a veritable gocl in a great dynasty, Anu now
had to be altered. lived in exile and defeat.
Prime Creator was ready to move on into a fresh form Anu and Enlil wanted to regain their Nibiruan home,
of expression. As the most powerful of all magicians, Prime and to release Earth from Marduk's tyrants. Others in the
Creator desired to expand the Divine Illusion. The beings Galaxy whom Marduk had displaced met with Anu and Enlil
living in third dimensional Earth were poised to push the from time to time to discuss a military solution. They hoped
envelope of their reality beyond the known. to defeat Marduk's imposing armies.
For those who dared, who had the courage to move From space, Anu had discreetly observed Inanna and
away from the old illusions, the time had come to activate the others who had dared to insert a portion of their con-
their latent DNA, open the rest of the brain, and become sciousness throughout time as multidimensional selves,
the long awaited enhanced data collecting vehicles. The into the ongoing 3-D chaos of planet Earth.
power of Gods eternal, undying love would allow them to Anu was made wiser from the experience of defeat. He
evolve as sovereign beings, and to begin to have a lot more devised a strategy to help the human race and to balance
fun! the inequities Marduk's tyrants had perpetuated throughout
Earth's history. Inspired by Inanna and the others, Anu
The end of Part I inserted himself back into time to establish his plan in
Earth's third dimensional reality.
Secretly transporting himself to Inner Earth, Anu called
upon his daughter, Ninhursag, who lived in the Kingdom of
the Snake People. Long ago, Ninhursag and her brother
Enki had created the human race. In a laboratory, they kept
busy monitoring the mutant genome of the race of humans
they had given birth to.
INTERIM: The Snake People and the Dragon People, who live in
THE LIVING WATERS Inner Earth, had offered to protect Enki and Ninhursag.
Enki's mother, Id, was a Dragon Princess. Anu had taken Id
Heat wells up within me, as a concubine when Earth had been colonized, to sanction
Searching fora place to rest, a tre'aty between their races. The alliance allowed Anu's
before expanding on. family to live on the surface of the Earth provided they left

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Id's people in peace. The match between Anu and Id had Id had been informed that Anu was coming to see her,
produced Enki, who had produced Marduk. and she was waiting patiently for him. The two had not
Ninhursag, with her brother Enki at her side, had seen each other in what seemed like an eternity. Id wanted
devoted herself to an extensive genetic research project to to look beautiful for the man who had once been greatly
test the long term effects of radiation on the DNA of the excited by her sexual powers. She had chosen a transpar-
humans living on the surface of the Earth. ent golden gown that accented her still smooth greenish
When Ninhursag saw Anu, she exclaimed, "Father! gold skin. The garment was cut low enough to reveal her
You have come! How happy I am to see you." sumptuous, firm breasts. Blood red rubies, covering her
Enki turned to look at his father, Anu, both men were throat, arms, and fingers, entirely harmonized with her fiery
aged beyond their years. Tears welled up in the eyes of red eyes.
Enki and ran down his aquiline nose. Embarrassed, he When Anu arrived, the sight of his princess lover
brushed the tears away. brought back torrid memories. Their passion had been
"Father, what have I done? My own son, the traitor more than memorable. In fact, Anu had often wished for Ids
Marduk, has robbed us of everything. Can you ever forgive company on long nights during a few of Antu's interminable
me?" diplomatic parties. Not that Anu didn't love Antu, but there
In spite of their differences, Anu had always loved was something rare and unique about Id, and their love
Enki, and he now put his arms around his estranged making, that Anu could never quite put aside. Perhaps
offspring. those memories had contributed to his coming to her in this
"My son, we must leave the past behind us. It does no moment to ask for help. Id's guidance was exactly what
good to blame each other anymore, we have both been Anu now wanted.
foolish in our own way. Now is the time to think only of the "Princess Id, my dearest, you are more beautiful than
race we created in bondage, and what we can do to free ever." Anu took her jeweled hands in his, not daring to be
the humans from their invisible prison. From now on, we more forward after so many years had passed between
must work in an alliance. them. Her skin glowed in the candle light.
"Ninhursag, my brilliant daughter," Anu inquired, "tell "Anu, you flatter an old woman," she replied tenderly.
me that you have specimens of the original DNA from your "No, Id, it is I who have grown old and weary with the
early experiments. We need something very pure, from passing of time. Things have gone very badly for me and
those first days when we placed the seeds of Homo erectus my family, as you well know. Perhaps, as you predicted."
into our female astronauts, before we altered his blood. We "Yes, I have watched the unraveling of your family and
need the DNA which contains the telepathic abilities of the great rivalries between Enki, our son, and Enlil, the son
Homo erectus, which was not mutated by exposure to the born of you and your sister, Antu. What is to become of
radiation of the Gandiva." your boys, Anu, and of the human race that Enki and
"Why, yes, my father. You know how meticulous my Ninhursag created?"
scientific practices are, I save everything. I saved the "That is why I have come to you, my princess," Anu
original DNA from Homo erectus with his telepathic answered. "I am here to ask for your help in creating a new
faculties intact, along with some df the early experimental race up on the Earth. From the original batch of experimen-
genomes carrying those Pleiadian racial qualities tal DNA, Ninhursag can begin to breed a new species
impractical for a slave race. I can get them for you, if they which will have its natural telepathic abilities intact. I want
will be useful." this race to have access to the Spirit within them, and to
"Ah, I knew you would not fail me, my daughter," Anu feel, as your people do, a reverent connection with the
said. Turning to Enki, he continued, " My son, I want to see planet they inhabit.
your mother, the Princess Id. I have a plan, and I need her "I need you to guide and educate them to honor life and to
to teach me the peaceful ways of her people. I plan to communicate with the Earth itself, in the way you were
hatch a new race of beings, a race that will be impervious educated as a young girl. We must nurture a
to the brainwashing techniques of our Marduk." consciousness that will be impervious to the insidiously
divisive propaganda of my grandson and nemesis, the
Id, Princess of the Dragon People and mother to Enki, tyrant Marduk."
sat alone in her dressing room. The years had left her with "But Anu, it is you who are the tyrant." Id spoke bluntly,
a soft beauty, her passions cooled, yet not extinguished. Marduk was her grandson as well. Like an arrow, Id's
The Dragon and Snake People had lived together in peace words flew straight to Anu's heart, he knew she spoke the
for many years now. They were too highly evolved to truth.
engage in the adolescent acts of tyranny and war. The With great humility, he said, 'Teach me to become greater
inhabitants of Inner Earth were far more evolved than those than a tyrant. For the sake of my family and the human
Nibiruans who had lived on the surface above them. species, help me to evolve. In the memory of the love we
Id was recalling how, long ago, she had been given to once shared, help me, my princess."
Anu to form a covenant between the two races. Their Id smiled sweetly, she still loved him. "How can I
mating had turned out well, she and Anu had shared a refuse the father of my son? How can I refuse such a
great passion together, and Enki had been the result. handsome and gentle old man?"
Id had never cared for Anu's planet, Nibiru, or for the
endless parties and political liaisons of his sister/wife, Antu. 2- CREATING
With Anu's consent, Id retreated into Inner Earth to be with
her own people. She loved Anu and she cherished their Ninhursag immediately went to work on the DNA she
son, Enki. But Id also recognized the hubris innate within had stored from so many years past. In the beginning of the
Anu's family, and instinctively she knew where this flaw of genetic experiments she and Enki had performed, there
insolent and excessive pride would lead. was a particularly frustrating period when the embryos
In her wisdom, Id was bored by the endless power created in the female astronauts were entirely too intelligent
struggles of Anu's children and grandchildren. The races of and independent to suit the current needs of the family of
Inner Earth had evolved past the frequencies of tyranny. Anu. After all, the race they were striving for had to be
They were telepathic, able to communicate over great obedient and docile. These offspring had to be disposed of,
distances without speaking. Both the Dragon and the much to the growing despair of their astronaut mothers.
Snake People knew that their apparent racial differences The women were told regularly that they were serving
did not separate them. In consciousness, underneath the their species well, and that what they did was for the good
diversity of shapes and skin colors, they were all one, from of the home planet. But being women, the astronaut
the same source, Prime Creator. mothers naturally became attached to the babies they
carried within their bodies. They were not always told what
happened to the unwanted experiments, nevertheless, it Anu knocked at her door and entered. The two lovers
became harder and harder for the mothers to give their little stood face to face. They both knew that this might be the
ones up to an unknown fate. Many began to suspect what last time they would see each other. Both had been too
was happening when they gave birth to babies who soon busy to spend much time together. Anu had returned to his
disappeared, and they suffered deep emotional trauma as son Enlil while Ninhursag, Enki, and Id prepared the
a consequence. children.
To ease her conscience, Ninhursag had managed to Id had ordered a special meal prepared for their last
save the DNA from each and every child, and it was from meeting together.
this store that she and Enki, at Anu's request, began to cre- Anu's heart likewise filled with memories of his old
ate a new race of beings. The members of this race would flame. As he entered her rooms, he thought, How beautiful
combine the telepathic abilities of Homo erectus with the she looks! The room was again softly lit with candles, and if
unaltered DNA of their creators. Ninhursag named them the there were any lines of age on Ids once youthful face, Anu
Children of Anu. did not notice them. The two sat across a table laden with
delicious foods fit for a Dragon princess.
The children grew up with Id presiding as their mother. "Anu, I must tell you that in my heart I have never for-
Both the Dragon and the Snake People of Inner Earth sent gotten how you made me feel when we first met. I shall
counselors to instruct the new race in ethics, astrology, miss you, old man. To me, you are the same man I fell
healing, basic survival skills, and rudimentary agriculture. passionately in love with so long ago. I shall think of you
Anu wanted them to remain in a state of pure simplicity, he tenderly for all time." Tears formed in Id's fiery red eyes.
realized that a culture with an advanced technology would "I have been thinking the same thing, dearest Id," Anu
draw the unwanted attention of Marduk's tyrants. Anu replied softly.
wanted his children to remain unnoticed, to leave no Not even noticing the food spread so elegantly before
footprints. them, the two lovers'of old began to gaze into each other's
Id called in the Old Serpent Woman to transmit her eyes. An energy began to accumulate in the air between
cosmology to the young ones. This old woman, half snake them. Anu thought, There is something so inexplicably
and half human, was considered the wisest being in Inner exciting about this woman. She has touched me in a way
Earth. It was said that she knew everything, all of history, that no other can.
even that before the creation of all the possible worlds, Id's eyes began to burn with the heat of passion rising
beyond time. The Old Serpent Woman had once helped within her. As a member of the Dragon race, Id's ideas of
Inanna at a very crucial time in her life. lovemaking were a little different from some Pleiadian
The Children of Anu were taught to honor Spirit within traditions, but Anu had never let that bother him.
them, and thus all of life their fellow humans, the animals Responding to the energies building between them,
upon the land, and nature herself. The trees, mountains, Anu and Id rose from the table and moved closer together.
and rivers were to be regarded as equals, and respected as A strange cry came from Id's throat, a cry Anu remembered
such. The origin of every act could be grounded in one well from the old times. Id was proceeding into her "heat,"
thought: Everything is Spirit! and her demeanor transformed itself accordingly.
The Old Woman's serpent head was at first frightening Long dragon claws began to protrude from the tips of
to the children, but as time passed they came to love her. her fingers, and her body began to pulsate with the passion
Images of serpents became deeply encoded into their that overwhelmed her. Id reached out, grabbed Anu by his
souls' memories, and this fledgling race carried a love and shoulders, and threw him to the floor. Anu, tall and still
respect for both the Dragons of Id and the Snake People. powerful, didn't mind at all that Id easily overwhelmed him.
At last, they were mature and ready to be transplanted On the contrary, the torrent of passion flowing between
into a remote area on the surface of the Earth, an ellipse of them rejuvenated Anu physically, mentally, and spiritually.
land bounded by tall mountains to the east and a great river Anu felt incredibly alive, young again, his manhood
to the west and north. There, it was hoped, they could live stood erect as evidence of his feelings for his Dragon
peacefully, to reproduce and generate an entire culture princess. Entering her, Anu gasped, "Id, my darling! It is
impervious to the entrapping influences of Marduk's even more wonderful than I remembered!"
tyranny. Id was not listening. Dragon sounds arose in her throat
The most significant ancient wisdom Anu asked Id to as her breathing rate increased. She held Anu down with
teach his children was the knowledge of bemcj at oni with her talons as waves of ecstasy flowed over these two,
the planet Earth, and therefore with nature herself. Anu melting them into one consciousness, one being For the
knew that Mother Earth possessed a higher frequency than rest of that night, Id and Anu lost themselves in each other,
any tyrant, and that if the children faithfully attuned them- floating in the forever Void with no boundaries, no bodies,
selves to the vibrational frequency of this blue and green and no time.
planet, they would be invisible to Marduk's treachery. When morning came, they said farewell.
Id taught them that the Earth was their mother, and the
sky their father. She trained them to listen intelligently to 3- THE VISION OF THE HEART
the sound of the winds and the waters. They learned to
converse with the animals, the trees, and the rocks. They At Anu's request, Id had instructed the Snake People
blessed the seeds they planted in the ground, and sought to construct a tunnel through which the children could travel
permission from the streams to take their water. Spirit and up to the Earth's surface. The underground passage to the
the invisible worlds were inseparably interwoven into their Land of the Ellipse was designed in such a way that it
daily lives. For the Children of Anu, Spirit and matter were would vanish, never to reappear, once Anu had the children
known to be one. safely above.
Anu would not stay long with them, his frequency was
At last the time came/ the children had grown into men too easily detected by Marduk's energy monitoring
and women who were now having children of their own. It systems. Even though Anu had generated a cloaking
was time for Anu to take them from Id's care to the surface system for the area, he didn't want to take any unnecessary
of the planet, to the Land of the Ellipse. It was time for Anu risks.
and Id to say farewell. As the members of the small party emerged from the
Id waited alone in the dark silence of her quarters tunnel, they looked around them. The ellipse of land Anu
Tomorrow, Anu would come for the children to take them to had chosen glowed with Earth's pristine beauty. The chil-
a remote area on the surface of the Earth. She would miss dren listened to the singing waters of a stream/ the stream
them, she would miss Anu. Id's lovely body filled with spread out into a small green valley bordered by tall cliffs of
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skies, punctuated by an occasional gathering of billowy nurturing love of Id, and the great purity of the Spirit within
white clouds, blanketed the Land of the Ellipse. The place you. Earth herself will embrace you with her abundance as
was magical in its purity, just as Anu had known it would you honor her.
be. "I only wish it were possible for me to remain here with
Before leaving, Anu helped the children build their first you. Alas, I have other tasks to complete, and my genome
dwelling. He wanted them to have an underground refuge would be a beacon inviting trouble to this unnoticed ellipse
from potential radiation. Together, they dug deep into the of purple and red stones. But my spirit will be with you in
earth to create a great circle sixty four feet in diameter. Anu the winds."
used the laser beam from his weapon to skillfully carve out At that moment, Anu became aware of a young woman
large stones for them to arrange as walls around the in the early stages of pregnancy. She was handsome and
circular shelter. After Anu was gone, they would have only strong, with velvet smooth brown skin. Anu respectfully
obsidian to cut stones with, but on this day, it was gazed into her eyes, and for a perfect moment basked in
necessary to hurry. the light of her soul. He thought, Ah, how sweet it would be
In the center of the circular dwelling, which Anu named to take abode in that womb, to become her child.
kiva, he hollowed out an opening in the floor called a And so Anu decided that like Inanna and the others, he
sipapu a symbolic entryway into the world below, to remind would soon project a portion of himself into this graceful
the children of the day they had come to this place from woman. One day he would call her mother. He smiled
deep within Inner Earth. fondly at her as he began to descend the spiraling tunnel
The DNA that was chosen for the children retained that would lead him back into Inner Earth, to the Time
both the telepathic abilities of Homo erectus and the Portal protected by the Dragon People to await transport to
Pleiadian faculty which allowed access other dimensional the neighboring star system.
realms. Id had taught them how to call her consciousness The entryway closed behind Anu, leaving his children
into their world, should they need guidance. They were also alone in a strange new land.
free to call upon the Old Serpent Woman, and of course,
Anu. 4- EXILE
Being telepathic, they could speak to each other mind
to mind without making any sound, even across great dis- The orbiting space station that had once encircled the
tances, they had no need for a written language. However, planet Earth, serving as an intermediary location between
Anu gave them certain sacred symbols to transmit memory Nibiru and Earth, was now poised in the infinite darkness of
from one generation to the next to serve as a sacred bond space waiting. The station itself was of titanic proportions:
to see them through whatever time might bring. Layer upon layer of living, working modules extruded them-
Anu carved these symbols into that first great kiva. selves into the blackness. Pleiadian technology made use
One symbol, consisting of three circles set one within the of "living" cellular metals that did not wear or erode with
other, was to remind the tribe that all the possible worlds lie time, the flawless perfection of the orbiting space station
nested within each other like the layers of an onion. had not been marred by its exile.
The second symbol could be seen as either lightning, a Standing on the primary receiving deck, Enlil impa-
snake, or a slender spiral seen from its side. This symbol tiently awaited the return of his father, Anu The station had
stood for the undulating cycles in creation, and for the been their only home since Marduk had taken Earth for
primal force of life as it descends into the body's invisible himself. Enlil had never approved of certain tendencies in
centers, like lightning from a powerful dark storm. It also the human species, but Earth had been his domain, and he
represented the helixes of the children's genetic codes, was determined to deliver her inhabitants from the hands of
which could be charged by and infused with such energy. the reptilian tyrants in general, and Marduk in particular.
The third symbol, a circle enclosing a pictogram of a Enlil had repeatedly forewarned his half brother Enki
flying eagle, was an abstraction of Anu's old symbol for about Marduk. It had been obvious to Enlil through the
Nibiru, the planet he had lost to his nemesis, Marduk. The years that Enki was losing control over his firstborn son.
symbol meant home to these children, because half of their Marduk had developed an insidious form of mind control
genome had been extracted from the inhabitants of Nibiru. over his followers and his father. Enki stubbornly refused to
Nibiru's symbol, the basis for the eagle pictogram, dis- listen to Enlil, Enlil's warning had been only grist for the mill
played four propellers emitting scaler energy. Originally this in the brothers' ceaseless sibling rivalry.
had been the technical symbol for scaler energy, Nibiru Anu's ship safely landed in the station's port, as Anu
itself emitted great amounts of radiation which could be stepped out onto the deck, Enlil embraced his father.
converted into scaler waves. The abstraction of an eagle "Father, I am relieved to see you."
would serve the Children of Anu well, helping them to "My son, how are you?" Anu inquired, looking closely
remember their origins. The circle would remind them that at Enlil. The fact that Enlil's shining golden hair was turning
at the close of this cycle, Anu would return. gray, like his own, always had an unsettling effect on Anu.
When he had finished cutting the three symbols into Was it a sign that time was marching on, even for
the stone walls of the kiva, Anu turned to the children he Pleiadians?
cherished, who were now grown. There were twelve adult Enlil said, "I am well, and Mother is anxious to see you.
males, twelve adult females, and a few little children. Some How goes your mission?"
of the females were pregnant. Anu looked tenderly at this 'Excellently!" Anu replied. "My son, I have decided to
small, vulnerable band of humans. join Inanna and the others in the adventure of incarnating
"My beloved children," Anu said, "the time has tome for into the human body! I will project a portion of myself into
me to say farewell to you. Remember always to use the the womb of a woman in my beloved tribe."
Vision of the Heart. Such vision will guard you and serve Enlil had his doubts about the human race, he frankly
you well as you and your descendants move out into this wasn't sure the species had a viable future at all.
sacred land. The Vision of the Heart will keep you safe from "Father, are you certain you know what you are doing?
any enemy. As long as you are able to see with your heart, Look what has happened to the courageous Inanna in her
your frequencies will resonate beyond those who would various incarnations You will be so vulnerable. Are you cer-
harm you. tain you want to go through that? Being lost in a human
'This will be an extraordinary adventure for you all. body can be treacherous."
Your numbers will grow. Many courageous souls will desire Anu answered eagerly, "If you had but stood there with
to incarnate in the bodies of your precious children, in order me in that magical place, the steep cliffs rising above us to
to experience their remarkable genetic code, and to enjoy a perfect blue sky, and felt the warm sun, the gentle
the challenges of living in this magical place. You are breeze. . .as I listened to the singing rivers, I looked deeply
endowed with the wisdom of the Old Serpent Woman, the into the shining clear eyes of this new race Ninhursag and
Enki created in their laboratories Id has given them great woman stared up at the stars above her. A voice cried out
wisdom. The purity of their hearts and minds is like a in the night the voice of a newborn baby boy.
magnet to me, and I long to join them, to enter into Life with The midwife cleaned the child and handed him to his
them and experience whatever comes.” weary, happy mother. In her thoughts, the mother spoke to
Enlil thought to himself, Oh no, not Id atfaiti. "Better those around her. We shall call him Filled with Stars in
you than me, Father. I have yet to see a human body I honor of this night. Her husband nodded in agreement.
would wish even a part of myself to inhabit. " A song rang out from the tribe of the Children of Anu,
Enlil had always been a perfectionist, rigid and a little and it echoed up and off the cliffs surrounding them. The
judgmental in his innate righteousness. But in a family com- song was one of joy and gratitude, a baby had been born
prised of chaotically self centered adventurers, Enlils Another soul had entered their world to be cherished by
adherence to principle and to the fulfillment of duty was a them, to share their lives, and to love them in return.
welcome balancing force. His mother placed her full breast into Filled with Stars'
"Perhaps one day you will change your mind, my son. hungry mouth, and as she suckled him, the silent stars
One day, you may join us upon the Earth in a very human above looked on.
body, just for the fun of such a new experience."
Anu smiled at Enlil. He had always been proud of his
favorite son and he loved him greatly; Enlil was really so 5- PARTIES
much like his mother, Antu.
"Come, now we will go to see your mother. Around the turn of the last millennium, Marduk and his
Antu's rooms were like her rich with elegance and followers were very busy. There was a lot to do so many
power. The years had been kind to this impressive wars to foment, so many religions to corrupt. Marduk saw
matriarch. Her beauty was heightened by an unwavering that the ascent of tyrants and their empires was
confidence Completely sure of herself in every moment, progressing splendidly. There was virtually no occurrence
Antu possessed a majestic grace rarely seen in the women that he and his reptilian tyrants could not somehow turn to
of Earth She was truly a queen, her royal dignity emanated their advantage. It was a game of sorts, the human
from within and was not dependent on her circumstances species was almost too easy to manipulate, succumbing
Antu viewed this recent shift in her status being with little provocation to a profound state of confusion.
obliged to "camp out," as it were, on the orbiting space All over the planet, humans blindly followed one belief
station as merely a temporary setback. She could not system or charismatic leader after another, then abruptly,
accept the idea that little Marduk, Enki's ill behaved first- frequently, like schools of fish, they turned to chase yet
born son, could possibly be a permanent threat to the life another creed or despot. Minority populations became
she had known. scapegoats, a difference in skin color, religion, or language
Even as a child Marduk had been especially unruly, could rouse the majority to commit the most terrifying
given to tormenting the other children with his terrible atrocities.
games. Antu, like her precious Inanna, had never liked The fear of death drove many humans to a peculiar
Marduk. A sense of duty had once impelled her to show obsession, to the overwhelming compulsion to force every-
him the occasional outward display of affection, lest people one to believe identical dogmas. This gave them a false
gossip, thinking Antu was jealous of Marduk's grandmother, sense of confidence. People wanted to know that everyone
Id. Quite the contrary: Antu had never been jealous of was inevitably going to the very same hell, or heaven, they
Anu's concubines. She found such a trivial emotion as felt more comfortable in a shared hopelessness. Religious
jealousy to be ridiculous, she did not require it. Antu felt persecution was rampant and reached new heights during
completely confident that Anu needed her to assist him with the Inquisition.
the strategic decisions and intergalactic liaisons so Immutable adherence to belief systems based on fear
necessary to their lives she was sure she was was providential for Marduk it seemed to motivate humans
irreplaceable. And indeed Anu would not have been himself to inflict nearly unimaginable acts of torture and torment
without Antu. He keenly appreciated her diplomatic skills, upon their fellow creatures. They were so resourceful at
and knew that the superficial glitter of all those elaborate dreaming up methods of inflicting excruciating pain on one
parties masked the work of a brilliant politician. another that Marduk didn't even have to spend his valuable
The moment Anu walked in to greet her, Antu knew time encouraging them. He found the grisly business of
that things had gone exactly as she had foreseen, he had religious persecution to be an extremely efficient producer
been with Id, and they had made love. Antu smiled, of the kind of psychic food he and his cloned legions thrived
embracing her husband/brother. on.
"Anu, welcome home." Marduk rather enjoyed spending time on Nibiru. He
"My dearest wife," Anu said warmly. "How I have had, with some relish, taken over Antu's grand pavilions,
missed you and your great counsel." and he had redecorated the palace, in what might be called
In her heart, Antu knew no woman could ever take him the evil empire style, to suit his own tastes. Numerous entry
away from her, and, more to the point, why would she want ways, all of which led to over sized statues of himself, were
to control Anu's life anyway? Manipulated, predictable lined with severe black and gold ornament. References to
behavior would bore her. Was not Prime Creator, through his genius, to his strategic brilliance, to his handsome coun-
Anu, expressing and experiencing life in all its fullness? tenance, and even, god help us, to his poetry, were every-
Antu saw her life as abundant in family, friends, and love, where. In Antu's once tastefully adorned ballrooms, Marduk
Anus return was evidence of that, and she had not doubted presided like the Mad Hatter over endless parties. They
him weren't the sort Antu would ever have wanted to attend, all
Anu sank down among a profusion of silken pillows to of h is parties were in honor of Marduk.
enjoy a snifter of Arcturian brandy, while Antu placed deli- So busy was Marduk that he wasn't paying much
cious comestibles before him. attention to an obscure area in the western hemisphere of
"My darling, you must be tired and hungry," she said. the planet Earth. There had been no reason for him to
"Antu, I am so anxious to tell you all that has hap- notice a small group of somewhat primitive souls living on
pened. The children have progressed wonderfully, and I an ellipse of land in the southwestern section of the North
have a plan I am sure you will applaud." American continent. There was no evidence of a civilization
there important enough to attract his observations, and so
It was almost midnight in the Land of the Ellipse. The the Children of Anu, with a little cloaking assistance from
moonless sky was so thick with stars as to make the Earth Inner Earth, went unnoticed in their new home for quite a
itself luminous. A pregnant young woman was at the end of long and peaceful period of time.
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 In the Land of the Ellipse, the tribe of the Children of Loving each other, the tribe members honored all the
Anu flourished and grew. The boy child named Filled with runners, recognizing each for his or her degree of skill and
Stars was dearly loved by his family and the members of running up the sides of the great cliff was fun!
his tribe. Even as a young boy, Filled with Stars was by One night, Filled with Stars took a walk up to the
tribal assent recognized as a natural leader, the first to be mountain spring over and beyond the cliffs. The moon was
born after arriving from Inner Earth, he was said to "walk full, and he wanted to see its reflection in the small pool
with" an innately powerful wisdom. formed by the spring.
Filled with Stars had been the first to suggest that the Arriving at the moonlit pool, Filled with Stars saw that
tribe hollow out the caves in the high cliffs above. He had someone else was already there. A young woman knelt
observed that the stone cliffs which faced the afternoon sun over the waters with a basket in her hands. She dipped the
absorbed heat from the low arching winter sunlight, the tightly woven basket into the pool and poured water out on
caves would be warm. A wise, handsome old man came to the cool grass. She was surrounded by three deer, a doe
Filled with Stars as a guardian and told him that the caves and two fawns. Filled with Stars' arrival startled them.
would also protect the tribe from the evil effects of the radi- "Who is there?" the young girl called out.
ation which rained from the sky from time to time. Moving closer to her, Filled with Stars was over-
The tribe had brought with them dried foods to eat and whelmed. The girl was so lovely, the moonlight that graced
seeds to plant, enough for seven years. The families of her hair seemed to shine right out of her eyes. He then rec-
Inner Earth had supplied them well for their undertaking. ognized her as one of the earth born children he had grown
The little group was lonely without their mother, Id, up with, but he had never seen her like this. Had the lumi-
they all looked forward to their gatherings in the kiva. nescence of the moon magically transformed her
somehow? Her small perfect breasts made shadows on her
There Id and the Old Serpent Woman rose up out of the tunic, and her hands were fine and strong.
sipapu as transparent beings. The Children of Anu "It is I Filled with Stars. I did not mean to interrupt you.
celebrated and sang while Id comforted them with loving Why do you pour water on the grass?"
memories, and the Old Serpent Woman imparted her much "I catch the moon in my basket, and pour it out for the
needed wisdom. deer to drink."
Though Id was of the Dragon race and the Old Serpent Filled with Stars furrowed his brows and looked
Woman from the Snake People, they both thoroughly closely. It was true, as she lowered the basket into the
enjoyed their excursions to the surface together. Projecting pool, the moon seemed to be captured within it. And as she
their spirit bodies into the kiva was a great adventure for poured the water out, for a moment the moon's reflection
them. Both loved to be present at births, and when Id first was magically suspended in the flowing water before it
saw Filled with Stars, she laughed with delight, immediately sank into the grass.
recognizing her lover Anu. What a daring soul, she thought "I will call you Moonwaters," he said tenderly. "Let me
to herself, wondering if, or when, she would join him. walk you home."
On starry nights, with a fire flickering soft light on the The two headed toward the tribe, taking as long as
stone walls of the kiva, the Old Serpent Woman taught the they possibly could. And on that moonlit night, they shared
children and their children: Everything is Spirit. She taught their dreams.
them about the forever Void, about how beingness comes Filled with Stars told her of the dreams in which a wise
from non beingness. and handsome old man came to him. He said the old man
"This Earth, the Universe, and all the possible worlds lived in the stars and flew in great ships across the
are formed of Spirit, and must be honored as such. Every- Universe
thing in nature is vibrant with life. Learn to speak with the Moonwaters had no trouble believing that. The Dragon
birds and the gentle deer. Whisper to the steep cliffs and Princess, Id, often appeared to the girl in her dream state
the stones that sing. Wrap your arms around the majestic and revealed insightful wisdom to her. Moonwaters shared
trees as the winds caress them, and listen carefully to the a few of her most cherished visions with Filled with Stars,
laughing waters that run through your canyon. but she did not tell him that Id had foretold of their meeting
"Polarities in all things allow the appearance of separa- this night. She knew to keep this in her heart, a secret.
tion; everything contains its opposite. But in truth, all is one At the door of her home, Filled with Stars shyly
Light and shadow, male and female, good and evil, positive touched her hand and said good bye, but from now on,
and negative all function to allow the holographic matrix of neither would ever be alone again.
your world. In time, through observation, the cyclical dance
of apparent polarities grows predictable. As your wisdom 6-TWO DRAGONS
increases in such knoivingness, you may long to transcend
the illusion of appearances, but for now, enjoy them and There was no moon at all, and the stars ignited the sky
learn from them. above them as Gracie, Wolfie, Clarissa, and Michael made
“There is no need to control or interfere with the their camp in the high desert. Gracie's dogs were howling
perceptions of another, Prime Creator experiences in us all, at the coyotes.
expressing Its infinite forms. The one who chooses to Michael had inspired the trip by filling their heads with
simply allow the cycles is wise indeed. Let everyone play, stories of an ancient race that was said to have flourished
we meet, inevitably, in the same place." here and then vanished, leaving only the ruins of its
After the Old Serpent Woman had spoken, everyone dwellings and wonderful pictograms in the caves of nearby
enjoyed delicious honeycakes and the juice of berries that cliffs as evidence of their existence. In the folklore of the
grew abundantly on the hillsides. Being in the kiva together Southwest, there were many stories about this ancient race
at night, watching the firelight dance on the curved walls, of beings who had inhabited the Land of the Ellipse, but no
and later, walking home together under the stars, their tum- one really knew who they were, or why they had left so
mies filled with cakes these shared experiences created abruptly.
feelings that invisibly wove the tribe together. Michael had met a few stalwart souls who had ven-
tured to camp out in the ruins, feeling a strong presence of
Time passed and Filled with Stars grew to be a man. the vanished tribe, they had seen strange visions. Even the
He was skilled at the hollowing out of the caves high in the archeologists who had dug there reported that they could
cliffs, which were expanded to keep the tribe warm in win- feel the past all around them. Michael was sure that the
ter. He and many others had grown accustomed to scam- Land of the Ellipse was some kind of interdimensional
pering up and down the sheer cliff faces like little monkeys. opening, here was a weakness in the evanescent line of
No one ever fell, in fact, for fun, the tribe held races. No time which separated the worlds.
one was ever declared the sole winner in these games.
 Wolfie cut up some dead wood and built a fire. His new aspired to show her family how much he loved her. It was a
body knew all about camping. After all, its previous owner great pleasure for Filled with Stars to sleep out under the
was a real backwoods man who had lived alone for months sky he was named for.
at a time in the deepest parts of the Pacific Northwest On this night, the stars were so bright they made the Earth
forests. Wolfie, by inclination cultured and somewhat luminescent. Filled with Stars found it hard to fall asleep,
spoiled, found he could now easily put up tents, chop when he closed his eyes, his head was filled with light. He
firewood, and engage in all kinds of activities he had never kept seeing his beloved Moonwaters and wishing she were
considered in his life as a musician. lying there in his arms. Lately he desired nothing so much
Gracie, Wolfie, and Clarissa sat around the campfire as merely to be close to her, to gaze into her deep dark
listening to Michael, who was deep into his stories about eyes. The thought of her intoxicating scent and her long
the mysterious disappearance of the tribe that had once silken hair threw him into joy, and kept him from sleep.
lived in the Land of the Ellipse. The firelight danced shad- At last, late into the night, with the stars still in his eyes, this
ows across their faces. persevering lover fell into a twilight sleep. In the mist, Filled
"Some believe these ancient ones were so pure, and with Stars saw a giant of a man standing beside a
so aligned with nature and the Earth, that they raised their sensuous woman with golden green skin Her red eyes
vibrational frequency to such heights that we can no longer blazed with passion. Filled with Stars recognized her as Id
perceive them." the Dragon Princess and guardian of his tribe. The great
Clarissa exclaimed, "Wow! You mean they are still man was handsome, with penetrating eyes and long gray
here, but we can't see them?" hair. Filled with Stars recognized him as the same old man
"Something like that," Michael said. "Or perhaps there who came to him so often in dreams.
is no here. If thought creates reality, then time and distance The couple sent pulsating waves of loving energy into
are only thoughts. If we could alter our consciousness to a Filled with Stars. Together, they filled him with knowing and
higher vibration, conceivably time, distance, and this place strength.
would disappear for us. The tribe might be right here, Then they disappeared, and the dream changed
resonating frequencies now to those sensitive enough to dramatically. A great nothingness filled everything. At first
receive them, and simultaneously they could be beyond there was only blackness itself, and then the infinite night
our Galaxy in another dimensional world. Maybe the Mind was suffused with a rolling mist, and an evanescent force
of Prime Creator is a vast blackness, a forever Void where spun phosphorous clouds into the dreamer's
time and space cannot exist except as thought." consciousness
Wolfie was fascinated. "Back in Vienna, I often felt I From the heart of the clouds, two immense dragons
was transcending time and space, while in the midst of emerged. One was golden like the sun, with long purple
passionately creating my music. This incongruity often talons and radiant scales that rippled with muscle, the
occurred to me if music, as a sound frequency, takes place dragon's brightness was blinding, and fire spewed from his
in time, where does it go once the music is released? Does mouth with every breath. The second dragon was like
it proceed to move in timelines, or does it enfold upon itself, moonlight, silver scales covered her body. Her eyes
or does it cease to exist except as ink on paper?" glowed as red as her long talons. In the silence she waited
Wolfie had lost them on that thought, and everyone still, alert, and without fear.
was quiet. So Wolfie threw more wood on the fire, and Then it began. Like a primeval storm, the Moon
Michael continued his story. Dragon assailed the Sun Dragon. Their fiery passions
"The members of this ancient tribe knew life had been inflamed the silent emptiness surrounding them. As they
created for them. Life was meant to be lived in joy. They undulated in vaporous flames and rolled in crackling thun-
loved and honored Spirit within each other, within the chil- der, the two brought forth all the possible worlds: the
dren they brought into this dimensional reality. The five layered dimensions of heavens, universes, galaxies,
senses were to be enjoyed: To listen to the wind, to taste planets, and nature herself.
the sweet waters, to smell the good earth, to feel the From their lovemaking the two dragons brought Life
warmth of the sun, to see the stars up above these things into being. The undifferentiated energies of the golden Sun
were their birthright. The members of the tribe saw Dragon found form through the matrix of the silver Moon
themselves as extensions of their Creator, experiencing the Dragon.
world as it had been given to them. Filled with Stars, in his Dream of Dragons, learned that
"Life was movement, and the ever changing cycles of the origin of life was in the playground of Prime Creator.
creation were sacred. While they lived here in the Land of The stars began to fade and Filled with Stars blinked at
the Ellipse, they drank fully of each moment, understanding the rising sun. Moonwaters emerged from the home of her
that one day the Portals of Time would open and they parents. She embraced her husband to be.
would pass into another realm. They, like all souls, would "Beloved!" she cried. "I have had a dream. The dream
join their ancestors in the Land of the Immortals. The when gave me an understanding of the creation of all life."
did not matter, what mattered was to be present to life and "A dream of two dragons?" he asked hopefully.
the potential for joy in the now." "How did you know?" she cried.
Gracie said softly, "I feel as if I can see them and hear Wrapping his arms around her, Filled with Stars
them singing in this canyon." answered, "We will be married soon, my darling. I know."
'Tomorrow let's go and explore the caves," Clarissa Michael was the first to wake in the morning light. He
suggested. was trying to remember a very strange dream, when
"Good idea. Let's take our time," Michael said. He was Clarissa suddenly sat up and began enthusiastically
hoping to see a UFO, and, he wanted his friend, the describing the fantastic creatures she had just
Commander, to show up again. encountered.
As the fire died down, the little group crawled into their Her excitement woke the others, and incredibly, each
sleeping bags. The two dogs lay snuggled together near of the four had that night dreamed the identical dream.
Gracie. One by one, the friends drifted toward sleep under "There was this really huge golden dragon with..."
the pristine night sky. A shooting star fell across Gracies Clarissa began.
sight just as she closed her eyes. Ah! A good omen, she "With long purple talons?" Michael asked.
thought to herself. "Why, yes. How did you know? And then there was
another dragon with silver scales and..."
As a sign of his intentions, Filled with Stars had slept "Burning red eyes," Gracie interjected.
out under the open sky near Moonwaters' family home for "And they made love!" Wolfie exclaimed. "But their love
eleven nights. He knew that they were destined to be was thunder and lightning, a primeval passion that rolled
together, and that they would have many fine children. He out rhythms of creative force."

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 "Yes!"
They all began to laugh at the wonder of a shared The sun was shining in the clear blue sky as Gracie,
dream a dream of cosmic proportions and enlightenment Wolfie, Clarissa, and Michael hiked up into the cliffs above
This magical canyon truly was enchanted. Here the walls of their camp. There were so many caves to explore, and time
time and space had disappeared. had ceased to matter to them. In one of the larger caves,
the friends discovered pictures of spirals and snakes on the
7- REAL LOVE ceilings above them, enraptured, they sat down to
contemplate the pictograms.
Deep in the infinite potential of the forever Void, Thel As they sat in silence, focusing, listening to the winds
Dar rolled over, spraying an effulgence of photons in every blow through the canyon beneath them, subtle vapors
direction. Inhaling to pull beinç/ness up into a spiral, the began to form in the center of the cave. An old woman who
radiant light Being enfolded energy in a tight and compact was half serpent, half human appeared. She spoke to them
focus of emptiness. Holding the focus for a no time, Thel as though they were the former inhabitants of the canyon,
Dar exhaled and released whirling resplendent vapors as though she already knew them and had come to them
seeds of potential into the surrounding vast blackness. out of habit.
Like raindrops falling through space, colorful geometric "There is a twilight vision of the in between," the old
shapes of light sallied forth as thought forms for attuned woman said. "Go there, and you will see the eternal Eye
waiting receivers. that exists between this world and the Other. Through the
In the immense silence, Thel Dar wondered at all the eternal Eye you may see, as it does, all the possible worlds
possible worlds. In one layer of reality, Inanna and her lover as holograms, generated by shooting photons into
Jehran had become pure thought moving across geometric lattices as sets of vibrational frequencies.
dimensional worlds to the place of Jehran's origin. By Nothing is solid, nothing is finite. There is no beginning, nor
changing focus a few degrees, Thel Dar saw, in another any end.
layer of existence, Anu incarnating among his beloved "Outside all dimensional worlds," she continued, "the
children in the Land of the Ellipse. Another precise shift of Eye pulsates as it breathes cyclical rhythms into the
focus brought Gracie and her friends into view, they were layered frequencies of existence. Using DNA to collect
sharing the Dream of Dragons. experiential data as inherited lines of memory, the Source
In another layer, the Etherian Mother Ship formed itself projects itself in various body formations purely for the
in Thel Dar's sight. Within the ship, the Lady of the Garnets adventure of expressing itself through the accumulated
and the Commander observed the progress of their memory of specific DNA. You four, for example.
multidimensional selves on the planet Earth. The Etherians "But you are not your bodies. The body exists only as a
themselves were absorbed in monitoring the machinations hologram, it is a vehicle you inhabit, the result of accu-
of the tyrant Marduk, they marked the depth of his violation mulated memory and thought. You appear to be separate
of the universal Law of Non interference. The Etherians, in these bodies, and unique in the expressions of your indi-
while sensing Thel Dar's focus, calmly continued their work. vidual consciousness, but behind the eternal Eye, you ail
Thel Dar was about to inhale once more when a small originate from the same Source. You are all linked by the
but forceful presence in the forever Void made itself known. power of Prime Creators Love. Life is the playing out of ail
The radiant light Being prepared to meet the visitor. It was potential probabilities within the Mind of God."
Olnwynn, the handsome Irish warlord. One of Inanna's
multidimensional selves had managed to come to Thel Dar, Olnwynn and Brent stood in the hospital ward beside
alone and unassisted. Diana's bed. She was so heavily drugged on this day that
"Greetings, Olnwynn. I am pleased to see you have her two husbands were having difficulty connecting with her
discovered how to reach this place on your own. You are awareness.
evolving, my son, waking up from your experience of "Diana! Wake up!" Brent shouted from his etheric
barbaric wars, and I see you are in a state of love." body.
Olnwynn answered, "Yes, my friend, it is the power of "Hear, hear, my love," Olnwynn pleaded. "You must
love that has brought me here to you. Diana, who was my gather yourself from this fog. We have come for you."
wife during the time I was a king on the Earth, is now in a "What do you mean, your love?" Brent was getting
terrible prison. Her frail body is guarded by devils dressed agitated. "Diana is my wife, you numskull!"
in white who use drugs to confine her and render her "She was my wife before she was your wife, you
senseless. I want to free her, I want to be her knight in dimwit lout!" Olnwynn reached out to wake Diana.
shining armor, to rescue her from harm." "Keep your hands off of her, flea brain!" Brent was
Thel Dar spoke. "You once harmed her yourself, is that enraged with jealousy.
not so?" The two men's anger brought Diana out of her stupor.
"Ah, yes," Olnwynn replied. "It is true, and well I rue "Will both of you keep quiet!" Diana moaned. "Oh my,
those days. It was the drink and my own foul temper that what a headache."
imprisoned her then. Now I see my chance to release her Brent pleaded with her. "Diana, listen. You can't go on
and redeem myself. I love Diana." like this. Soon you won't even be conscious enough to
"It is the force of your love that will free her. Return to leave your body and go shopping. You'll be stuck here, a
her prison, and focus your love into a weapon of liberation. drugged zombie, your body riddled with tubes."
See for yourself, my friend, what miracles you can perform "That doesn't sound very nice," she murmured. "But
with an astral sword in your powerful loving hands." how can I escape? I can no longer walk, and even if I
Thel Dar loosened its form and, falling apart before could, the nurses and guards would stop me."
Olnwynn's eyes, evaporated. Olnwynn, mustering up all of his strength, remembered
Olnwynn floated alone for a time in the infinite black- what Thel Dar had told him that the power of his love could
ness, trying to remember the radiant light Being's exact become a great sword. He began to replay as vivid memory
words, as if they were a charm. He had come this far, but his passionate desire for Diana, when they had first fallen in
now he wondered how to get back to the bleak hospital love. The memory of his feelings for her in those days, and
where his wife lay captive. Then he thought to invoke the the heated excitement they had shaped, generated an
memory of the rich, soft leather in Diana's over sized luxury energy that allowed Olnwynn to create a sword of light.
car, and immediately Olnwynn found himself flung into the Forming in his hands, the sword glowed brightly in the
back seat with his brother. Brent had been sleeping, and he ethers surrounding them.
woke with a jolt. "What is that?" Diana asked.
"Come, brother!" Olnwynn exclaimed. "We have work "It is my love for you, Diana. Now listen. You must con-
to do." centrate very hard. Think of leaving your body in the same
way you have learned to go shopping. Focus intently, and Realizing her true relationship to life had taught her to
project yourself out of your body and into that place you are allow. She didn't need to force anything, whatever was
so fond of, the room with the beautiful gowns. Do it now, meant to be between Wolfie and her would happen in its
my dearest one," Olnwynn said. "By all your will, do it!" own time. Meanwhile, she was enjoying their innocent,
Diana sighed. Why was Olnwynn bothering her so? childlike affection for one another.
She felt tired, foggy, too tired, she was sure, to do anything Wolfie snuggled closer to Gracie, he put his arm
at all. around her and they fell asleep. Gracie dreamed, and in the
"DO IT NOW!" Olnwynn commanded, marshaling all dream, her mother, Diana, came to her and spoke.
the love he had within his heart. "Do it, my love, so you can "Gracie, I have moved on. I have left the body you
become free, and because I love you still." have known as your mother for the last time. Do not be
Diana thought, That was sweet. Well, all right, she sad, I am with friends, and I am happy to be free of that
would try. She drew upon all her remaining store of energy, place. Do not grieve for me.
and, with enormous effort, flung her etheric self up and "From this side, Gracie, I see things clearly. I love you,
away from the fragile, shrinking body tethered to plastic and I wish you to be happy, to find love, and to have chil-
tubes and headed straight for the evening gowns in dren of your own, if you want to. Do not use me as an
couture. excuse to be afraid of life. Life is to be lived and learned
At that moment, Olnwynn saw Diana's silver cord flash from. Everyone makes mistakes, that is how we learn. Go
by, and he shouted to Brent, "Grab itf" and be happy. Farewell, my little girl. Remember, I will
Brent held fast to Diana's lifeline, the silver cord that always love you."
held her in this prison of boredom. Olnwynn, as in the days Gracie awoke, tears streaming down her face.
of his youth in a faraway Ireland, raised the sword of light "Wolfie, my mother has died," she whispered in the night.
high above him and in one sweeping thrust, cut the line. "I know." Wolfie pulled her close.
There was an explosion! All three hurtled through non
existent space head over heels and, much to their surprise, 8- QUANTUM LEAP
landed in a cottage garden abundant with blooming flowers
and songbirds. Brent, Olnwynn, and Diana looked at each Anu and Id incarnated seven times together in the
other in amused bewilderment, and then began to laugh. Land of the Ellipse in the bodies of the tribe they had
Diana was free! fostered. Living in harmony with the forces of nature, and in
In the hospital ward, the nurses rushed in and then love with each other, the two had many children and shared
called the doctors, who attempted, to no avail, to bring many adventures.
Diana back into the abandoned shell that once had been Enlil watched his father's sojourns with great interest.
her body. After a time Enlil overcame his reluctance to join in, and
The following day in the Pacific Northwest, Gracies decided to incarnate with Anu and Id. Although the tribe
answering machine picked up a message: Her mother had had not as yet devised the wheel and no carts even
passed away peacefully. existed, Enlil began to build roads. Compulsively, he laid
out hundreds of miles of perfectly engineered roads.
That night in the canyon with the stars above them, Compelled by his very nature to create infrastructure, he
Wolfie lay warm beside Gracie. As he looked into her eyes, also directed a variety of building projects. However, after
gently caressing her face and touching her hair, he thought that lifetime, Anu gently suggested to his son that he might
about his old life as Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. In those be happier if he simply observed from the satellite with his
days, he had taken delight in the game of seduction, he mother, Antu.
had enjoyed many beautiful ladies. The years passed and the Land of the Ellipse endured,
Gracie was somehow different, he felt that their rela- cloaked by an invisible energy field generated by the
tionship was something sacred. He didn't look at her in the Dragon and Snake People. More and more souls came to
same way he had regarded other women. He wanted inti- incarnate in this wonderful place, they were drawn as by
macy, but not just the physical kind. He had known plenty magnets to live in the magical body vehicles Ninhursag and
of thatl With Gracie, he wanted an intimacy of the soul. Enki had created in their laboratory. The tribe's DNA was
Gracie had lived alone for a long time, and was happy that abundant with possibilities, this rare genome was very
her new friend wanted to proceed slowly. Wolfie was so attractive to those souls who sought a diversity of
tender and sweet with her. She had never known anyone experience. The plateau's population was rapidly
like him, his spontaneity and childlike curiosity were a increasing.
delight to her. Not only were there more and more people inhabiting
Ever since her experiences on Lost Mountain, Gracie the Land of the Ellipse, but the evolution of their vibrational
saw her relationships with men in a new light. Something frequency was not like that of ordinary humans. The tribe
had changed within her soul. emitted an energy pulse that was closer to Anu's rate of
After having lived in New York City for twenty years, Gracie vibration an energy familiar to Marduk, and potentially
had moved to the mountains in the Pacific Northwest. detectable by him. Eventually, the cloaking device was no
Alone in a cabin in a small mountain valley with only her longer sufficient to hide the magical kingdom of the Land of
beautiful dogs for company, she listened to the silence of the Ellipse.
the great cedar forest, watched the stars in the midnight
sky, and learned how much more to life there is than can In the 1300s Earth time, Marduk had arranged an
be perceived by the five senses. entertainment for himself. He set into motion a little ice age
There on Lost Mountain, Gracie had opened herself up nothing big enough to cover the entire planet, but enough
to an expanded understanding of the apparent world She to disrupt agriculture and create severe food shortages.
learned to communicate with Inanna and the radiant light The ensuing waves of famine caused the humans' immune
Being Thel Dar. Remembering her so called past lives, systems to break down, making way for bubonic plague, or
Gracie accessed the wisdom her selves had to offer, and the Black Death, as it came to be known. Marduk was
her fusion with them led to a new understanding. Looking delighted by this amusing development.
beyond the tightly drawn veils of an imposing illusion, The Black Death reduced the population of Europe by
Gracie knew that she was, in the ultimate sense, one with a third. Economic and military ravages accompanied the
everything and everyone who had ever been or was yet to devastation, leaving survivors fearful and especially prey to
be. Knowing that Oneness drew her into a boundless superstition. On the European continent, the country known
encounter with the Love which sustains all the possible as España began to rise up and develop into a great
worlds, and changed Gracie forever. power.

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 España, or Spain, sent its merciless conquerors to the anymore because, well, who would he want to have it
New World. Callous men like Cortés and Pizarro brought with? No one interested him. No one attracted him. And
religion and the sword to the Indians living across the great with all of his armies of clones so splendidly duplicating his
ocean in the western hemisphere along with tyranny, perfect brilliance and beauty, he didn't need to go on having
disease, and death. children. Why bother?
Anu foresaw that the time would come when these Why bother? Lately, that dour thought increasingly
heartless conquerors would find their way to his tribe. The came to mind. There were still a few activities that engaged
weather patterns in the Land of the Ellipse were beginning his attention for short periods of time a little drought here, a
to change, and an unusual series of droughts was causing famine there, a nice plague, genocide (one of his favorites),
general concern. It occurred to Anu that Marduk, not and, of course, endless wars. But the depressing thought
wanting to interfere in a more direct and obvious manner, remained Marduk was completely, utterly bored.
might have arranged to tamper with the weather patterns
over this area. The droughts in the Land of the Ellipse began to occur
Marduk had, in fact, recently been informed by his on a regular basis and became insufferable. Anu, in his
minions that an oddly familiar frequency was being tracked final incarnation in Filled with Stars' lineage, telepathreally
in a desert in the southwestern sector of the North sent out a message to all the towns and villages across the
American continent. The report suggested that a cloaking land. Everyone was asked to meet in the caves and kivas,
device blanketed the area, protecting it from a more where Id and the Old Serpent Woman would appear to
thorough investigation. them simultaneously.
Marduk sensed that something was amiss, he could The call went out across 130,000 square miles of red
always smell a rat, and his contemptible, rotten relatives and purple sandstone, shale, and limestone. Through the
were doubtless up to no good again. willows and the piñón trees, down the canyon walls, echo-
With Earth securely clutched in the iron claws of fear, ing across the singing waters, a clear sweet voice was
Marduk transported his entourage to a remote planet in the heard in the heart and mind of each member of the tribe.
Pleiades for a holiday of sorts. The plague had devastated Dropping their chisels, hoes, and baskets of grain, men,
the Old World, and the Spanish conquistadors were women, and children alike began to walk to the sacred
successfully sacking, butchering, and pillaging the ancient kivas and caves in their village. They moved in silence, with
Indian cultures of the New World. Marduk's master plan only the sound of the wind to accompany them.
was running smoothly, and there wasn't much to occupy his Once the tribal members had gathered in their sanc-
attention. So he had flown to a lovely planet for a little tuaries, the Old Serpent Woman and the Dragon Princess
vacation. Id appeared to them.
Before Marduk conquered most of the Pleiades, this “The time has come," the Old Serpent Woman
small celestial body had been a relaxing resort for lovers solemnly began. 'Tour adventure in this place has com-
and families to enjoy. The place was famous for its pleted itself. The cycles of apparent life are ever in motion,
turquoise beaches and warm lavender blue waters. Lavish and nothing remains unchanged. You have been faithful to
gardens of exotic flowers had been brought in from all this land, honoring nature as your own mother. Now the
across the galaxies to enhance the pleasures of weary time has come for you to move on to a new home. The
travelers. force of nature herself, as powerful waves of subtle
With the exception of his entourage, which in reality vibrational frequencies, will carry you into a new
was nothing more than a few servants, Marduk had dimension."
expelled everyone from the planet. He greedily wanted it all The Children of Anu trusted the Old Serpent Woman
for himself, and he appropriated an entire resort for his completely. For hundreds of years, they and their forebears
accommodations. One particular hotel had been the had listened to her and relied on her wisdom to guide them.
favorite of many Pleiadians. It was constructed of a material That which had been foretold had now come to pass, and
which was like a phosphorescent ivory it was both hard and they were not afraid. They were simply moving on to a new
translucent at the same time. The building blocks contained life. They felt elated and excited.
layers of delicate carvings, elaborate carvings within "You must hold in your hearts and minds," Id said, "the
carvings. The hotel cast a luminous glow far into the sky. most exquisite, intense memories of your experiences of
Marduk liked to be alone these days. There just wasn't nature in this place. Focus with all of your being on feeling
anyone even remotely interesting left out there. Really, a perfect union with the sky, the trees, the cliffs, and the
when he got right down to it, most people or creatures were singing waters here in your land. Powerful feelings can stop
so damn boring and predictable. What did they know? time. Feeling those memories will bring you out of this time
Nothing. Marduk had convinced himself that he knew and into another world, a new life."
everything, and he had no one to talk to. Then the Old Serpent Woman and Id began to chant a
Lately, Marduk had been very irritable. There must be song of such sweet, haunting beauty as had never been
some amusement or diversion he hadn't already tried. Just heard before. One by one, each member of the tribe joined
then an awful thought crossed his mind. Could it be that he, in the chant. The pure sounds resonating from them accel-
Marduk himself, was in some way being affected by that erated the spin of the atoms in their bodies, and thus the
imaginary Wall thing his ridiculous relatives were so worried frequency of their cellular structure was increased. Invoking
about? Was it conceivable that Marduk's evolution, and their cellular memory of nature's harmonious perfection, the
therefore his ability to expand his personal enjoyment, had Children of Anu became one with nature and her powerful
been frozen along with theirs, as they alleged? wave oscillations, which in turned fueled their conscious
Truly he was finding it harder and harder to have any focus and allowed them to let go of third dimensional
fun at all. He expected to be amused by the installation of reality.
electronic media all across the planet Earth Mass media Time, as measured by the heartbeat of the physical
from one central source would facilitate the transmission of body, was suspended. All became lighter, transparent,
propaganda and tighten the Trap that ensnared Earth's weightless. The entire tribe began to fade into the hot
population. That would be fun, wouldn't it? Surely that was desert air thousands of the inhabitants of the Land of the
something to look forward to. Ellipse, the children of the Children of Anu, vanished into a
Marduk slumped on his golden throne. It was too bad, higher dimensional world.
he thought, that women, including his wife, didn't amuse
him. In fact, he didn't like women at all except for his Over a campfire breakfast, Michael was busy
mother, just a little, because she had begged for his explaining to Wolfie, Gracie, and Clarissa some of the great
release from the pyramid when that shrew Inanna had mysteries surrounding the canyon. One of the most
plotted to kill him. Marduk didn't really even enjoy sex
perplexing of all the unexplained phenomena was a "As you know, my love," Jehran said, "time does not
puzzling lack of bones. exist, except as thought based on the vital rhythms of the
"Compared to the number of dwellings, baskets, and body. In this dimension we are outside of time as you have
pots that were found in all the diggings," Michael said, experienced it before, In this layer of reality, place is an
"practically no bones were discovered. Where did the tribe immediate consequence of consciousness.
bury its dead? Why, with so much evidence of a large, "Filled with Stars and the other members of his tribe came
thriving culture, were there so few skeletons? No one here after they vanished from their earthly home, the Land
seems to know the answer." of the Ellipse. When they attained the vibrational frequency
Michael, finishing off his fourth biscuit, thought it was of this dimension, they began to share our consciousness
wonderful that no one knew. He personally found comfort in and so came to live with us."
the knowledge that not all questions could be answered, at Jehran continued, "Here in this layer of all the possible
least not in this world. worlds, we exist beyond the denser wave lengths of time
and space that you have known."
Far away in another dimension, Jehran turned to "Is that why we became thought?" Inanna asked
Inanna and said, "My beloved, we are nearing my "Yes. Our bodies, as they were, could not pass through
homeland. Do you wish to remain in a state of pure the envelope of your universe into mine. Even fourth or fifth
thought, or would you like to become your lovely blue self dimensional density will not pass through what might be
once more?" called the black bole that separates the layers between
Inanna was just getting used to being without her body. each universe."
"Can I go back and forth between the two?" she asked "But now that we are here, we can recreate our bodily
with childlike delight. forms..." Inanna was thinking out loud, ignoring Filled with
"Why, of course!" Jehran answered, laughing. Stars and the others.
"Well, all right then I’ll recreate my body now," Inanna "Yes, but you will notice you are somewhat changed."
said. Jehran interrupted her self absorption.
“Tour body will be different in this dimensional reality," Inanna looked around her. Yes, everything was a little
Jehran said. "It must adjust to the variation in frequency, different somehow lighter, brighter, the colors more
and it will feel somehow lighter and more translucent. intense.
However, you will still be perfectly beautiful." The landing party walked from the port across an
As the two lovers emerged into physical forms once elevated bridge into a city built of luminous stone. Every
again, Jehran embraced her. building was round in shape, once inside, Inanna felt as if
"Thank you," Inanna said shyly, well, shyly for her. she were inside an ancient clay pot. The feeling was very
The ship materialized around them and docked in a soothing to her.
landing portal. The door opened to a party of beings who As soon as she regained her bearings, the very
obviously had been eagerly awaiting the couple's arrival. curious Inanna began to ask Filled with Stars questions
Jehran walked out to greet a very handsome, tall man about his relationship to Anu. She told Filled with Stars that
with eyes like lightning and golden brown skin. her name, in fact, meant "beloved of Anu," and that her
"Inanna, I want you to meet my oldest, closest friend. greatgrandfather had always been good to her, loving her
His name is Filled with Stars." through even her most difficult times.
Filled with Stars was happy to share the story of his
9- CONVERSATIONS people and the Land of the Ellipse with Inanna. He told her
that he had seen Anu only in dreams and visions, but per-
A few self chosen members of the tribe had always haps someday Anu would come here, to Jehran's
known that when the time came for the shift, they would dimension.
remain in the desert southwest. Id had foretold of the com- As he finished his story, Filled with Stars nodded to his
ing of the white man from across the sea. and those of the friend and then said to Inanna, "I can easily understand
Children of Anu who had decided to stay knew the grave why both Anu and Jehran would love such a high spirited
dangers that lay before them. They saw in the Eye of the lady as yourself."
Mind that the Indian culture so sacred to them would be Inanna was very pleased by such praise from Jehran's
brutally destroyed. friend.
A few brave individuals had prepared themselves to The group entered a comfortable room with big cozy
migrate into other tribes, and to teach them the ways of the chairs and a table laid with delicious food and wine. Inanna
Land of the Ellipse. They would serve as living examples snuggled down into an oversized armchair, and Jehran sat
for the others. beside her. They were both a little weary from their journey/
For all time, those who ventured into the canyons, some dinner and spirits were just what they needed.
kivas, and caves would see the symbols given by Anu and In a relaxed atmosphere, they all felt as if they had
carved into stone, and they would remember. The desolate known each other forever which, in fact, they had.
ruins on the plateau would forever endure as a monument After dinner, Filled with Stars once again spoke with
to all of those who had once lived peacefully there. Inanna.
Standing in the shadows of what had been a thriving "Do you know that one of your multidimensional selves
village, visitors would feel the tribe's presence and hear the is on a journey in the Land of the Ellipse?" he asked. "We
soft shuffling of feet, the grinding of grain, and the wind as it have been watching through the seeing stones. Observing
whispered echoes of the past. And they would remember: those who visit our ancient home brings us joy, for the great
Man once plateau imbues those who venture there with our
lived in harmony with the Earth. consciousness."
“That would have to be Gracie," Inanna said. 'Take us
As Inanna shook hands with Filled with Stars, she to these seeing stones so we may observe what she and
realized that this handsome man reminded her of someone her friends are up to."
she knew and loved. How could it be that Jehran's oldest In her travels through time and space, a part of
friend would so closely resemble...yes, Filled with Stars Inanna's consciousness had been monitoring Gracie. Now,
looked very much like her great grandfather Anul as she walked with Filled with Stars and Jehran toward the
Filled with Stars sensed Inanna's curiosity and place where the seeing stones were, Inanna accessed the
confusion. "I am one of Anu's multidimensional selves," he latest data on her multidimensional self and friend.
said warmly. In a way, she thought, if it weren't for Grade, I would
Inanna turned to Jehran. not be here now with Jehran. Perhaps I can now help little
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 Filled with Stars, Jehran, and Inanna sat together in single painting was eventually stolen, and all I have left is
the kiva, a circular stone pit. In the center of the kiva were one photograph."
large blue crystals, surrounded by turquoise animal "Wow!" Michael said. "It sounds like you must have
carvings and smooth purple sandstones. Inanna's eyes lit been abducted."
up when she saw the arrangement. Jehran lovingly touched "Maybe, but I don't remember it. And strangely, when-
her grateful blue hands, and the three began to focus on ever I see them portrayed, I always like the little Greys with
the wing stones. An oval opened up, displaying the their big eyes. In fact, I always think of them as being inno-
hologram of an earthly desert landscape before them. cent, like children.
"For a time, I lived on a mountain by myself, and at first
Clarissa, Michael, and Wolfie were relaxing around the I was fearful. I had some visions that made me
campfire eating dried figs and pistachio nuts Dancing apprehensive. Later, I experienced powerful feelings I can't
flames reflected gently across their faces on this perfectly even begin to describe, and I came to realize that
clear night. The air in this place was so clean that when everything including scary little aliens was a part of God's
they breathed, they felt as though they were drinking fresh creation. Prime Creator made everything, and was
spring water from a mountain aquifer. everything. Even the creatures which frighten us come from
Gracie stood up, stretched, and then quietly wandered the matrix of God.
off by herself, she wanted to be alone to meditate under "One night Inanna and I, together, began to rise into a
the thick canopy of stars. She found a large rock halfway state of knowing. We knew that everything was God. We
up the cliffs to sit and meditate on. The climb was not too knew that even the tyrants were God, and we felt love for
arduous, and the surface of the rock was smooth. Sitting them as such. However misguided they were, they too
under the silent stars, Gracie called out to Thel Dar and formed a part of creation. That new understanding easily
Inanna. What more could she do before the set us free from them."
transformational shift when the world as she knew it would Clarissa murmured, 'That's called loving your enemies,
split itself into two or more worlds of consciousness? isn't it."
In her heart, Gracie knew that the future depended "Yes, I think so." Gracie was smiling. "Something like
solely on each individual, for each one alone possessed the turning the other cheek, knowing that the Spirit that lives
power to align with a dimensional frequency Still, she within you can never be destroyed. You can be altered in
wanted to help, were it possible. Allowing herself to be car form temporarily, unpleasantly changed, as it were, but the
ried into the beauty of the sky above her, Gracie remem- within never dies. So who can really harm you?
bered her solitary nights on Lost Mountain She had "It is our fear that most harms us. We allow fear to con-
changed on that mountain, and her life was still changing, sume us, and we forget that this is a dance, a cosmic game
she had given up wondering where it would all lead She in the most profound sense. This reality consists of coordi-
had learned to listen and trust in that special knowingness nates in the time space continuum, placed here by Prime
she felt within her. A small part of her was already in Creator so that we may experience duality. Once we
harmony with the Creator of this starry sky, and that was all remember that we are a part of the Creator's eternal play,
she needed to lead her forward into the next moment of fear ceases to exist."
time. The fire was dying down and the stars covered the
Gracie knew she didn't want to "teach" anybody any- dark sky above them. Everyone was silent as they listened
thing, ever. Experience had shown her that "teachers" to the stillness in the night.
became tyrants sooner or later. Once a truth became a
dogma, it ceased to be truth. Everyone contained the truth 10- THE DEAL
within herself or himself, and discovering it was life's adven-
ture. All Gracie could do was listen to the divine presence Over the centuries, Marduk wrapped himself in
within her, and allow the feeling to flow out to others as a numerous names and faces. His varied expressions of
force of Prime Creator's Love. tyranny mirrored the collective fears of the humans he con-
Gracie realized she had received her answer. Was trolled. A master of disguises, Marduk fooled his victims
there more she could do? No, just be, that was all that was over and over, appearing in new and altered forms, but
required of her. She felt a sweet serenity as she slowly snake oil is snake oil, by any other name.
clambered down from the rock to return to the campfire and Marduk was well aware that time flowed in cycles and
her friends. was divided into four ages. The fourth cycle, the Age of
Michael was discussing alien landings as usual, he Conflict or the Kali Yuga, was Marduk's favorite.
was filling Wolfie in on all the relevant facts. As humankind progressed into this age and continued
"Statistics estimate that an average of more than 3,000 its fall into the lower vibrational frequencies, people lost
close encounters occur every twenty four hours in the their ability to remember and without the gift of memory,
United States alone. Imagine what must be going on world- humans increasingly relied on writing for the transmission
wide, and in remote areas where the people rarely have of knowledge. To be considered credible a historical event
any way to report these occurrences." had to be written on clay, papyrus, or paper and recorded
Gracie sat down next to Wolfie, he put his arm around by a recognized authority. That "authority" inevitably had
her and hugged her. "Are you cold?" he asked. his benefactors best interests in mind.
"No, thank you, I'm fine." This turn of events made Marduk's job so much easier.
But Clarissa, thinking about what Michael was saying, The human species no longer remembered a time on Earth
shivered. "Gee, all this talk of alien abductions and stuff when the tyrants didn't rule, they grew to accept tyranny as
scares me." the norm. Having no written evidence of any other reality,
Gracie smiled at her. "When I was a teenager," she they came to believe they had committed some original sin,
said, "I painted a series of pictures of the ones with the big and were thus destined to live in fear and conflict.
black eyes. It was way before that book or the movie came No one remembered where he or she came from, or
out, and I had never seen any depictions of them. When I that access to Prime Creator lay dormant within everyone.
saw the famous book cover, I was shocked. I had always The truth was veiled by the frequencies of a third dimen-
wondered who, or what, my paintings were." sional illusion. Such ignorance gave Marduk free range for
Michael whistled softly. "No kidding?" his deviant mind to play. The descent of the human race
"Yes," Gracie said. 'The amazing thing was that people accelerated as the Kali Yuga progressed.
I knew actually liked the paintings. Everyone wanted them, People had come to pursue false values. Greed
even though they were weird. People bought them, only to replaced integrity, and families fell apart as men and
have them stolen. It was strange. The paintings must have women devoted themselves to the acquisition of money.
connected with people's subconscious memories. Every The numbers of abandoned children increased, in some
places children, alone and unprotected, were hunted down the war, and thus save thousands of lives, than to be overly
in the streets and killed. concerned with the fate of a few humans who wouldn't
The rulers of state began to appropriate more and remember anything anyway.
more wealth through taxation. Criminal behavior among Think of all the progress that might be made, the new leaps
elected officials, who often had no moral code beyond self in scientific understanding, they argued. Who knew what
aggrandizement, was accepted. these mathematical formulas might lead to? Why, one day
The land and the waters became increasingly poi- they might prove to be the key to a world without hunger
soned. Sea animals began to die in large numbers, their and suffering, perhaps the formulas could eliminate disease
immune systems weakened by an ocean of toxins. Famine and even aging itself. Like all humans, the scientists got
became commonplace and plagues began. carried away by their personal dreams of success, glory,
No one trusted anyone. Lawsuits replaced the hand- and power.
shake, and everyone was consumed with envy. So the deal was struck. A small secret group of elite
Looking out on a job well done, Marduk was pleased/ scientists and a cadre of high ranking military men agreed
the Kali Yuga allowed him to fulfill his destiny. to allow the abduction of a limited number of human beings.
In return, Marduk's clones gave them the previously
In the 1930s, Marduk found a man living in Western unknown and entirely astonishing mathematical formulas.
Europe who had "his" kind of potential. This man had an The scientists went to work with the magic math, and
enormous reservoir of stifled energy. Thoroughly convinced the abductions began.
of his own genius, he was sure it was his destiny to Lord Marduk had managed to acquire permission to
become a great artist, however, this potent delusion was interfere with the human race from the humans themselves.
thwarted by an observable lack of talent. An inherent flaw in He had circumvented the Law of Non interference, and
his character a peculiar weakness in the control of his own amused himself by outwitting the Etherians.
will, combined with an insatiable need for attention made Marduk had many uses for the DNA, he could enhance
this unknown failure eminently vulnerable to Marduk's his clones, and he could sell it to other extraterrestrials in
control. return for mercenaries. What made the human DNA so
Marduk inserted visions of an exalted destiny into the attractive to alien races was that it contained the
dreams of this weak soul, visions of marching armies and biochemical sequencing for the capacity to feel, because
cheering crowds all hailing the "Fuehrer." Scenes of war feelings are the power that transduces thought into reality,
momentous victories, conquered cities, and death camps they are essential to the creative process. An array of alien
puffed up the little man's ego, and led him to believe that he races from all over the Galaxy eagerly lined up to purchase
was predestined to rule the world. Fate had marked him as human DNA.
the Fuehrer for the task of "purifying" the human race. In the beginning, Marduk assumed he could control the
Destiny called him, via Marduk's tricks. DNA trade. But as in many lucrative markets, ingenious
In a short time, Marduk managed to turn this nobody a pirates soon stepped in to take their cut. By the 1950s,
failed impressionist painter into the infamous Fuehrer, a unidentified flying objects were sighted all over the planet.
charismatic and ruthless tyrant who hypnotized and Meanwhile, the scientists made progress, they finally
devastated the world with his madness. Invading peaceful produced the weapon they coveted, and it did seemingly
countries, slaughtering innocent people, the Fuehrer help to end the war at a great cost of life, as usual.
became the most feared and hated man on the Earth. After the war, the number of abductions increased
The countries that had not yet been invaded aligned dramatically. Moreover, the "guarantees" the aliens had
themselves to defend what remained of the free world. promised were not holding, and bewildered abductees
Millions of lives had already been lost, what was needed began to remember what had happened to them. Some of
now was a magic weapon a weapon terrible enough to those who knew about the deal threatened to tell the truth,
crush this merciless tyrant. Brilliant scientists worked franti- but one way or another, they were discredited or silenced.
cally in a worldwide effort to devise such a weapon. The military cadre was forced to devise a large scale
Desperation, as always, brought opportunities to Lord cover up, and created a systematic procedure for
Marduk. The supposed Law of Non interference had been debunking all reports of UFOs and alien abductions. The
an annoyance to him, not that he had obeyed it or any such procedure was simple: The authorities first confirmed the
ridiculous thing. It would be amusing to flout it flagrantly sightings and then categorically denied them, effectively
and outwit those nuisance Etherians. From his control room confusing the hell out of anyone naive enough to report
on Nibiru, Marduk conceived a plan to strike a deal with the them. The authorities found it easy, for awhile, to make
desperate scientists. people doubt what they had actually seen.
The deal was offered by a handful of Marduk's clones Even so, reports of UFO sightings and strange stories
dressed in black business suits. The men in black of bizarre abductions grew at an alarming rate. The truth
introduced themselves as technologically advanced aliens was leaking out.
from a distant planet, and they offered the scientists the The scientists and the military had lost control of their
mathematical formulas required to create a weapon of deal, and Marduk had lost his monopoly on the trade of
greater destructive power than any known to man. In DNA. Diverse alien races were making clandestine offers of
return, the scientists were to agree to let the aliens abduct their technologies to governments and covert groups all
human beings for the purpose of extracting their DNA. over the planet in return for human and animal DNA. The
At first the scientists were outraged and refused, the deal was completely out of control.
deal smacked of soul selling, or at least of trafficking in
body parts. Splintering into factions, they argued among From the Mother Ship, the Etherians continued to
themselves, some wanted the technology at any cost, monitor Marduk's escapades and the progress of the
others were willing to compromise. In the end the scientists human race. The hope remained that the inhabitants of
accepted the deal, but demanded certain guarantees. planet Earth would soon evolve forward into a state of
What exactly would happen to those who were wisdom, and remember who they were.
abducted?
The men in black made promises: The abductees
would be returned to their normal lives, any memories of
the experience would be erased, and, except for the
occasional unexplained scar, their lives would continue
unaffected.
The scientists allowed themselves to be comforted by
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11- SWAMP FIRES spiral. Like many in his generation, he believed in hallu-
cinogens, Will combined drugs and alcohol with lethal
Clarissa had wandered off alone to think. She needed results. He wouldn't listen to anyone and he wouldn't ask
some time to assimilate what she had experienced in this for help.
magical place. As much as she loved Michael, at times she Clarissa's mother tried everything to hold on to Will
wanted to be apart from him for a little while. She even left him a few times, only to run back, they lived
Michael often reminded Clarissa of her father The together off and on. He wasn't mean to her or Clarissa,
realization annoyed her it seemed so predictable How merely self destructive and pathetic. Even though she
often did women fall in love with guys just like their fathers couldn't stop loving him, Clarissa's mother knew that even-
or worse, attempt to escape the whole syndrome by falling tually she would have to leave him to protect the child and
for their fathers' polar opposites? save herself.
Clarissa's father had been quite a character indeed a
wild and impulsive, highly creative individual who had lived Clarissa was still so young when she last saw her
from moment to moment. Will, short for William had been father that Will was only a memory for her now the
born in the hills of northern Scotland just before World War bittersweet stories of the once brave and handsome youth
II. His father went off to serve in the army and left Will's who climbed the great mountains of stone and ice.
mother to raise two young sons alone. Will dreamed of Like her father, Michael was a risk taker. Bravely deter-
joining his father in combat. He roamed the nearby hills and mined to learn the truth at any cost, Michael was prepared
perched on craggy rocks, picturing vivid battle scenes in his to climb dark icy walls in his consciousness and tear away
mind. In Will's imagination, he and his father fought the veils of ignorance. He had inherited the legacy of Will's
valiantly side by side. Will became an excellent rock generation, a legacy of both hope and destruction. Perhaps
climber at an early age, climbing took his mind off his throughout time there had always been courageous souls
father's absence and his mother's innumerable anxieties. who ventured into the unknown, only to end up as
When Will's father returned home to his family after the casualties.
war, he was a broken man, not at all the hero Will had Whenever Clarissa remembered her father and her
frequently imagined him to be. His nerves were shot. He childhood, she pictured swamp fires. In all that pain, buried
spent the remaining years of his life sitting at the kitchen somewhere deep in the murky anguish, lay her source of
table, sipping beer and silently smoking cigarettes one after strength. Clarissa was determined to have her father's
the other, his nicotine stained fingers trembling. courage, but, unlike him, she would not be a victim. Clearly,
Will was appalled, this shell of a man wasn't even the only way to move forward in this life was to walk on
remotely like the father he had dreamed of. Where was the what she understood as "the razor's edge."
brave warrior he had fought beside so many times in his Sitting alone in the Land of the Ellipse, Clarissa began
imagination? to cry. In her mind she pictured an old black and white
After his father's death, Will suppressed his grief and photograph of her father. He was perched, seemingly virtu-
anger by climbing mountains. As soon as he finished col- ally suspended, on the sheer vertical face of a rock cliff. As
lege, Will followed his "mates" to the Alps. He and his often as she had seen that photograph, she had not been
friends were hard living, hard drinking young climbers who able to imagine what his feet were standing on he looked
lived for the adrenaline rush of defying death. as if he were floating beside the cliff with his fingers dug
Will was a smooth talker with a handsome, craggy face and into the rock. The sun lit his golden hair, and he was
curly blonde hair. The girls in the local bars idolized Will smiling arrogantly as if bursting from the pleasure of his
and his friends as heroes, these young men were seen as achievement.
brave, exciting adventurers, who drank all night, made love Powerful and confusing emotions welled up inside
and left before dawn for their mountains. In the kind of Clarissa, no matter how her father had failed her, she I
romantic world which belongs only to the young, Will was wed him.
acting out the courage he had imagined his father Clarissa heard a voice inside her.
possessed. Hey, Love, don't cry.
In the bars of Zermatt, certain newly discovered mind There before her, floating in the air as the young man
expanding drugs were being passed around. Will and his in the photograph, was her father, Will.
buddies naturally jumped at the chance of more adventure, Clarissa, please don't cry. I came into this world to
more adrenaline rushes. In those early days of learn, and learn I did through my life's experience. I love
experimentation, no one knew the long term results of you, my girl. Perhaps one day you may find me cradled in
taking such chemical compounds. Will and his mountain your arms as a newborn babe.
climbing gang were, by their own choice, the unknowing Clarissa wept uncontrollably, her nose was running
guinea pigs for a new frontier. and she fumbled in her backpack for a tissue. Trying to get
There were pills to keep them up so they could climb her emotions under control, she thought, Damn swamp
all day and drink all night, and there were pills to take when fires! I'm always putting out swamp fires.
they made love or reached the top of the mountain. Still She looked up, but her father was gone. His words
other pills took them to altered states of consciousness, hung in the air: "...find me cradled in your arms as a
mysterious dimensional worlds, and even allowed them to newborn babe."
feel, however temporarily, that they were one with the
entire Universe. 12- THE VISIT
Inevitably, this reckless game began to take its toll on
the climbers' nerves, courage, and health. One by one, Filled with Stars, Jehran, and Inanna looked up from
Will's friends began to die, some were buried in the seeing stones. The oval remained there before them,
avalanches, some fell off the mountain in freak accidents, opening up a view of the Land of the Ellipse on the planet
and others simply "burned out." As for Will, he lost his Earth, which was to all appearances far away. The idea of
nerve, one day, fear overcame his reason and he knew he visiting Gracie, Wolfie, Clarissa, and Michael in their desert
could never climb again. camp occurred simultaneously to all three of them.
Will had begun to drink in earnest by the time he met Inanna said excitedly, "Let's form a magnificent space-
Clarissa's mother some years later. She was much younger ship for them. Clarissa's Michael loves UFO mysteries, and
than Will and an innocent dreamer. Falling in love with I'm sure such a vehicle would amuse Herr Mozart. Also, I
Will's romantic past, she idealized his lost climbing days, think we should arrange to invite Anu." She turned to Filled
believing she could rescue him from the drink. with Stars. "What do you think?"
Clarissa had been a surprise to them both, but not
even the birth of a child could stop Will from his downward
 "I would be so pleased to be with Anu, and perhaps Id, around us appears real enough, but its forms float upon
in my ancient homeland." 1 The light of happy memories another world, which we dragons call the invisible or unreal
sparkled in Filled with Stars eyes. world.
Jehran thought, Perhaps I will create an etheric harpsi- 'The invisible world comprises the potential for infinite
chord for Wolfie to play upon in these desert cliffs. varieties of existence. An illimitable number of unrealized
"Oh, that's a good idea, Jehran," Inanna blurted out, tendencies interact with the consciousness of the watcher
reading her lover's thoughts. "I would love to hear Mozart observing it. The invisible world is the underlying matrix and
play in the desert canyons. And how I miss Anu, it will be source of all probabilities in the visible world.
wonderful to see him. I want you to meet him, I know you "The watcher creates a reality by fusing his or her con-
two will like each other." sciousness with that reality through focus, and thus fueling
"Well, of course, since we both love you, my darling." it. There is no separation between the watcher and its real-
Jehran gave Inanna a little kiss. ity, they are one and the same. As a watcher shifts focus
from one part of the invisible matrix world to another, real-
And so there was a gathering in the Land of the ities appear as multi layered films, each layer reflecting the
Ellipse, an implausible and fantastic meeting of friends unique consciousness of the watcher who observes it.
who, throughout non existent time, dearly loved each other. "Therefore, there are as many versions of a perceived
Clarissa had returned to the little group, she and her reality as there are levels of consciousness. Whoever has
companions sat around a small fire heating a can of organi- come to the Land of the Ellipse has simply seen whatever
cally grown baked beans. Wolfie was eating graham crack- was reflected from within their own vibrational frequency."
ers with Gracie's dog Bear, and Michael was cutting up Anu added, "When the tyrants' conquistadors came to
oranges and apples for a nice salad. overrun this land, they saw only the remains of a poor and
Suddenly a golden disk appeared high in the sky wretched civilization. Their hearts could not imagine men
above them. Shining brightly in the light of day, it hovered and women who valued something greater than gold."
for a few moments and then slowly lowered itself closer to Id continued, "Those who came here with pure hearts
them. They could see its splendid design, blue lights seeking hope for the human racç saw only what Anu had
encircled the bottom of the ship and emitted blue rays onto intended them to see. The rocks held the memory of the
the ground. tribe's consciousness. For those who could truly see and
Windows around the top of the disk appeared opaque listen, the shadows and sounds revealed an ancient people
one moment and transparent the next. The ship seemed to truly advanced in understanding. The Children of Anu did
be made of pure gold, and it was decorated with a very not measure their wealth in gold.
simple, elegant design, the patterns of which reflected the "Those who came here in fear saw their own fears
harmonic calculations of the ship's structural physics, that reflected back to them. In the shadows of the canyons, and
was Inanna's idea. in abandoned caves, they envisioned the ghosts of famine
As the ship landed, a soft mist surrounded it, a door and the flesh eating demons of death. Layers of realities
opened silently. Inanna, Jehran, Anu, Filled with Stars, and built up in this magical place to teach all who came.
Moonwaters descended onto a huge purple sandstone. "And all the while," Id concluded, "the Children of Anu
Gracie and Clarissa recognized Inanna at once, and were safe in a place of peace that resonated with their own
Wolfie knew Jehran. Michael was beside himself with being Jehran's home. At a certain point in evolution,
excitement. He imagined himsfelf boarding the ship with the location becomes a matter of consciousness. Where you
visitors and flying away, surely, Clarissa would want to are is a matter of what you think, and what you know."
come too. The fire burned softly in the circular stone kiva. Michael
Filled with Stars was delighted to be in his homeland. put his arm around Clarissa, perhaps he didn't need to
Taking Moonwaters' hand in his, he looked up at the caves jump into a spaceship and fly off just yet. Perhaps, he
in the cliffs and down to the stream running through his thought, there was more life to be lived right here, with the
canyon. Life had been good here. He remembered the woman he loved, on the good old planet Earth. He under-
sound of children's laughter, the soft murmurings of his stood that eventually he could go, in consciousness, any-
tribe as they went about their daily lives. A hawk flew where he liked, if only he allowed himself to do so. Opening
across the clear blue sky above him, and Filled with Stars up the rest of his brain was his God given right, the secret
felt a tear run down his cheek. was locked somewhere in his latent DNA, and Michael now
knew that he would be able to find the key.
Deep in the forever Void, Thel Dar and Tathata What was his hurry? In the meantime, why not just
delighted in observing the many aspects of themselves love his beautiful Clarissa? Maybe now would be a good
playing in the layers of potential realities in all the possible time to make babies together. He had never felt ready
worlds. From within the Mind of God, the two companions before today, but for some reason, the idea now filled him
whirled together in pulsating, thunderous joy and filled the with anticipation.
limitless darkness with supra luminal force, because they
could. After Wolfie gave a fine performance of his music on
In the Land of the Ellipse, everyone had gathered in the harpsichord Jehran had brought along, everyone retired
the ruins of an old kiva. Anu began to speak. to the kiva and was pleasantly napping in front of the cozy
"It was my wish to create a race of beings who would fire, except Inanna and Anu. The two talked quietly
serve to balance the mischief we had brought to this planet together. Anu wanted to assure himself that his great grand
and to the race of human beings living here. That wish was daughter was happy.
fulfilled beyond my dreams with the help of the wisdom of He spoke softly so the others would not hear. "And so,
the Dragon Princess, Id." my beloved girl, how does life find you?"
At this, Anu gestured toward the hallowed center of the "So much has happened since the meeting of the Inter
kiva, the sipapu, and from this sacred opening Id emerged. Galactic Council in the Great Hall," said Inanna. "I could
She had joined them from the ancient secret tunnel which never have predicted any of this. Now I see clearly that
led to Inner Earth. Id was dressed in a luminous golden tyranny is a limited and limiting form of expression. Why
gown, her favorite blood rubies covered her throat and would anyone want to control another, when it is so much
arms. more interesting to interact with those who can freely
The sun was setting, and Wolfie lit a small fire as Id express their own unique souls? I was bored before, Anu,
began to speak. really bored."
"The clans of the Dragon and Snake," Id said, "have "As was I, my darling girl. No one can stay the same
always known that there is no deep reality, and thus no rea- forever and not become bored. Even Marduk must eventu-
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clones of himself to talk to, or those poor wretched beings loving memories of his people, the tribe, the Children of
who live in continual fear of his wrath. Marduk may control Anu, who had once thrived in this magical place. As he
and manipulate his world, but a life without love, ruled by expressed his love for Mother Earth, his etheric body
fear, must become barren and empty." became more solid as if the very force of loving this land
'Yes," Inanna laughed. "Sometimes I imagine my compelled him toward materialization.
cousin Marduk surrounded by all his lackeys and palaces, As he stood before them, the firelight reflected off his
bored by it all and irritable as he vainly attempts to amuse muscled golden brown body, and his sky blue eyes burned
himself." with starlight. Harmony with life, and his own integrity,
Anu grinned wryly at the thought. "Most of our family flowed from him as a gentle magnetic presence. As Filled
has evolved, and we will soon be moving on to higher with Stars spoke, Anu felt a deep affection for his first
dimensional worlds and fresh possibilities. I only want to multidimensional self.
know that you are happy with this Jehran fellow, and that "After we passed from this dimensional plane," Filled
he will be good to you. You know that I love you, my with Stars explained, "we became known as the Ancient
Inanna. Your well being is of the greatest concern to me." Ones. From the place beyond the rainbow, we came to
Out of the corner of her eye, Inanna could see that those who called out to us in times of need, and throughout
Jehran was not really asleep, but only politely pretending to these many years we have uplifted lost and lonely souls.
be, so that she and Anu could talk. Many tribes on this continent and beyond were given
'Yes, Anu, I am happy. Jehran is the kindest man I access to higher dimensional frequencies by those they
have ever known, his integrity and gentle intelligence are called the Ancient Ones.
an inspiration to me. I really do love him." "A shift is coming for planet Earth, and the veils that
Anu smiled. "Ah, that is good, little onel Perhaps have hidden the other dimensional worlds from human
someday you may come to me with children to bounce sight are about to lift. For those who have the courage to
upon my knee?" open their minds to the vision of the heart, those
Inanna blushed. "Anu, I don't know what to say." dimensions will once again be open to their sight, as they
"Ha! My Inanna, at a loss for words!" Anu was laughing were eons ago.
heartily now and waking everyone up. "Well, how things "Ignorance of all the possible worlds will disappear for
have changed!" those who desire such enlightenment. Seeing with the
heart will lift them through illusion, and allow them to know
On the top floor of a towering skyscraper in a dark and the infinite vastness of the Mind of God. It will be a time of
polluted city, Marduk sat hunched miserably in front of his homecoming, of rejoicing in remembrance, for all who
monitors. choose it.
Damn them, he thought. I know they're down there some- "For those who, through their own will, have the
where I can even hear them, feel them. They're talking courage to know, the veils will part and all the possible
about me. worlds will open to them."
Marduk pushed one of 10,000 buttons, and an android As Gracie listened to Filled with Stars talk about
clone entered the control room. courage, she remembered Thel Dar once saying that its
"Yes, great master. How may I serve you?" The clone name could be taken to mean "the courage to know." The
inquired. word thel referred to will, and only a focused will could gen-
"You jackass, is this all the power you can get me? erate the kind of courage required to know what lay beyond
Something's wrong with my satellite monitoring systems the veils of ignorance. A radiant light Being had no name, it
You idiots have miscalculated again! I won't stand for this! was solely a frequency, and thus beyond name. Thel Dar
Get me more power, or someone will be punished!" had provided Gracie with the name in order that she might
The android clone fell to his knees, as he had been have a connecting sound to help her be brave.
programmed to do, saying, "Oh, great master. How may I
serve you?" In the stillness of the desert night, Filled with Stars and
Marduk kicked the android violently. Its circuitry altered Moonwaters chanted a song of the Ancient Ones, and each
by the blow, it began to repeat, "Oh, may I great you, serve soul in the kiva began to resonate with the long pure tones
master? Great serve, may oh! You may serve, oh great, that flowed out in slow and haunting sequence. As the
may oh!" sound built force within them, the friends all felt an increas-
Marduk was appalled. He was already annoyed, and ing sense of love: love for each other, love for the Earth,
now this imbecile android was tormenting him with mean- and love for God.
ingless gibberish. How, he fumed, was it possible that his Even Wolfie, with all his guileless genius, found himself
technology was too weak to espy the members of his profoundly moved by the chant. Eventually everyone joined
family, who were obviously infesting the Land of the in, singing the ancient song as if it had always been familiar
Ellipse? Could it be that there were frequencies he could to them as the song of their soul.
not perceive, even with all of his power and wealth? Bloody The stones in the kiva, vibrating from the impact of
nuisance some of his exasperating relatives were down familiar sounds, began to glow mysteriously with a soft blue
there, he knew that. Damn! For the life of him, Marduk just light. As the sacred sounds entered the singers' physical
could not see them. bodies and acted upon their cells, the very DNA within
those cells was altered by the increasing vibrational
Safe in the kiva, the little party enjoyed a fine time. frequency.
Inanna had brought a picnic dinner with delicious foods and Anu felt a wrenching change. As he released the last
wonderful wines from all over the galaxy. She had even of his old habits of tyranny and control, a joyful bliss
remembered to bring some chocolates from Valthezon. consumed him and the momentum of that bliss created
Glasses in hand, the friends toasted to each other and the powerful waves which were felt on the orbiting satellite by
grandness of life. Antu, Anu's beloved sister/wife, and their son, Enlil.
"To Prime Creator!" Their voices rang out into the Because Anu's DNA had been altered, all of the members
desert night and up through the stars, far into the forever of his family along with the Anunnaki who were open to
Void. such a transformation experienced a shift in their very
being and became more conscious.
13- MUTATION AND COMPASSION Id was likewise mutating in response to the sounds in
the kiva. She directed her energies down into the Kingdoms
The gathering of friends in the Land of the Ellipse, after of the Dragons and Snakes, and a feeling of upliftment
an enjoyable meal, turned their attention to Filled with floated into the laboratories of Ninhursag and Enki. This
Stars, who began to speak. His heart overflowed with sister and brother, who had together altered the human
DNA to create a race of workers, felt themselves change. He thought, I must find a way to circumvent this cloak-
As they were lifted into a higher state of consciousness, the ing device and deal with this damnable Wave thing.
two siblings easily transcended their differences and Finishing off the last sip of an eighteenth century cognac,
remembered they both had been born of the same source, Marduk called in General Algol Benzene, leader of the
the Mind of God. They realized that there was no point in Venomars, a crack reptilian stealth squadron.
holding onto archaic wounds and grudges at such a level of That evening General Benzene, cloaked in black and
consciousness golden robes, entered Lord Marduk's chambers. Algol felt
Inanna and Jehran likewise were transformed by the no affection for his despot master, and being summoned to
sounds of the Ancient Ones. The couple united with their a personal audience riled him. As long as he could remem-
friends in the kiva to radiate rapture across all the possible ber, he had wanted to assassinate Lord Marduk and take
worlds, even beyond space and time. Wolfie and Gracie his place. Lately, observing that Marduk was losing his
found new strength to become, by their very presence, edge, Algol had begun to think that the time was right.
unshakable beacons for others. Marduk was accustomed to such rivalrous opposition,
Michael and Clarissa began to remember who they he did not mind what Benzene thought, as long as he
were, just as Gracie had on Lost Mountain. As the frequen- remained in abject obedience.
cies of their DNA heightened, their thoughts changed "Algol, it is good to see you," Marduk lied.
simultaneously, mutating their bodies. The two lovers "Master." Algol bowed appropriately.
looked into each other's eyes, but did not need to speak, a Marduk pointed to a large electronic map. "I command
new understanding had formed itself between them. you to take a squadron of our black Venomars to this
Clarissa had long dreamed of having a baby. Bringing desert in the southwestern sector of the North American
children into the world is the highest expression of faith in continent. Destroy every living thing in this area."
the future, even the fiery Inanna had begun to imagine a "It is done, Master." Algol, his head bowed, saluted
chubby baby with big brown eyes and turquoise blue skin with a fist upon his considerable chest and backed obse-
running across cool floors of lapis lazuli. quiously out of the control room.
Inanna had opened the possibility of extraordinary Pathetic! thought Marduk. Ah! And if he fails, I shall
experiences for Jehran, and now he too found himself easily replace him.
thinking of children. Marduk respected no one, not even General Algol
That night, all over the Earth, those who were lost and Benzene. Marduk alone would do all of the thinking for his
alone felt comforted somehow. Waves of love washed over new world order. As of late, he had executed his plans for a
countless hopeless souls and lifted their broken spirits. It worldwide merger of all of the media conglomerates on
was time to come home time to remember who they were. Earth. There would be only one source of information for
the entire population of the planet. He would continue to
Back in the kiva in the Land of the Ellipse, Anu broke numb what remained of the human brain into the shifting
the perfect silence of that night. "Someone is coming." repetitions of fear and resentment. Relieved of the burden
of thinking for themselves, the humans would again be con-
14- ENFOLDING SPACE fined to emitting abundant quantities of fear for the suste-
nance of Marduk's empire.
Alone in his private control room, Marduk monitored Deep into the night, Marduk brooded. His red eyes
the southwestern high desert sector of the North American glowed in the dark control room as they stared vacantly into
continent on the planet Earth. the light of the monitoring screens. There must be
To his considerable annoyance, nothing appeared on something more I can do...
the monitors. The blank monitors reflected the profound
vacuity of his wearisome existence. Marduk was unspeak- Inanna, Anu, and the others watched a familiar sight in
ably bored. These days, everyone he came into contact the night sky. A spaceship, which Anu recognized at once
with bored him. He felt listless, lethargic. He found it easier as belonging to his son Enlil, gracefully drifted down to the
to spend his time alone than to be exasperated by rocky earth. The luminous ship pulsated with the purple and
tiresome, sniveling underlings or chattering android clones. green lights encircling its perimeter. Upon landing, an
In an effort to bypass the monitors, Marduk tried to opening appeared in the side of the ship and Enlil emerged
project all of his psychic powers into that puzzling canyon with his mother, Antu. Behind them were four Etherians and
But the Land of the Ellipse stayed invisible to him. Still, he the Lady of the Garnets with her gallant husband, the
knew they were down there somewhere. Damn them! he Commander.
fumed, cursing his family. Michael enthusiastically greeted his old friend.
Before his extensive detection surveillance had failed "Commander, it's great to see you again. I want you to
him, he had tracked one of Anu's ships to an area near the meet the woman I love, Clarissa."
desert sector he now foundtclosed to him. Worse, he had As greetings were exchanged, Antu at once embraced
sensed that yet another, more imposing craft had disap- Id in a gesture of genuine respect and friendship, and con-
peared into what could only be an Etherian cloaking fog. gratulated her on the work she had done in imparting vital
Realizing that he was powerless against the Etherians only wisdom to Anu's tribe. Their experiment in consciousness
served to further rile the Lord Marduk. Something unknown had brought honor to the entire family, and Antu was grate-
to him was deforming space itself around that desert area, ful to Id for her courage and her achievements. There was
as if the entire section had folded in on itself in order to no trace of jealousy in Antu's demeanor, and Id recognized
elude his attention. her sincerity at once.
His failure to grasp this enigma, coupled with the Anu keenly observed that Enlil was ill at ease.
gnawing suspicion that the solution might be beyond him, "My son, what vexes you?" he asked.
fueled his exasperation and made him bilious with acids; he "Father, on our way here, I was hard pressed to elude
could feel the beginnings of an ulcer in his reptilian gut. Day a squadron of Marduk's Venomars. I had not expected to
by day, the supplies of fear and despair were disappearing be stalked so boldly, but I am sure the Etherian cloaking
from the face of the Earth. What would he do if the source devices served us well."
of his power continued to diminish at this rate? How would "Here you need not be concerned, my son;" Anu said
he support his armies if the humans who under his calmly.
ingenious guidance generated more than adequate quan- "So it is, Lord Anu," one of the Etherians said apprecia-
tities of fear suddenly activated their latent DNA and tively. "We have been monitoring your encampment. The
remembered who they were? What would be left for frequencies of this place have been well masked. Excellent
Marduk as an insolvent tyrant? Such speculation was insuf- work."
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 Inanna laughed mischievously. "It seems we are com- activated much of the latent DNA. I have forced the
pletely invisible to our cousin Marduk. Yet the Etherians physical brain of Edward Paul Ross to open and adapt to
have no trouble finding us!" the higher frequencies of my etheric mind. Tonight his DNA
Anu privately reflected on the generosity of spirit with is sufficiently altered."
which Antu had greeted Id. As far as he could tell, the two "Sufficiently for what?" Gracie asked innocently.
women were quite comfortable being together, and really “To have a baby with you," Wolfie said bluntly.
seemed to be enjoying themselves. Anu never knew what "Oh, my!" Gracie gasped. "Wolfie, I'm too old, and,.."
to expect from Antu, a quality which had always made him "Never, my love, never..." Wolfie's reply was to take
love her even more. her in his arms and gently lay her down on the small blan-
Meanwhile, Id was confiding in Antu, explaining that it ket. Gracie looked up at the sky and saw seven shooting
was her love for her son, Enki, that had driven her to help stars fly quickly by, one after the other.
ease the human condition. Id understood that Enki endured "Did you see that?" she said. Wolfie tenderly kissed
the terrible burden of knowing that he and Ninhursag were her neck as he removed her sweater and jeans. The two
responsible for altering the human DNA. Id had wanted to lovers lay
take part in the healing for her son's sake, as well as for her naked under the fading stars, exposed to the first rays of
own. She still hoped that one day Marduk, that misguided dawn. *
grandson of hers, might come to the end of his madness. The consciousness of Thel Dar and Tathata was mag-
The night sky was resplendent with stars, and every- netically aligned to the Land of the Ellipse by their three
one was having a wonderful time. Inanna poured the wines. friends, Kevala, Karuna, and Kha.
The Lady of the Garnets wanted to hear all about how Kevala hovered near Wolfie and Gracie. "This one is
Inanna was getting along with Jehran, so the two friends designated for me, is it not?"
wandered up into the cliffs together. Thel Dar beamed like a proud mother. 'Yes, Kevala,
The Commander, noticing Michael's fascination with this one is for you. I know that your dream is to take the
Enlil's ship, offered to take Clarissa, Michael, Gracie, and music of the spheres to the city named for the angels."
Wolfie for a small tour. Kevala pondered the future. "Will I be a boy child, or a
Anu remained with Jehran, Enlil, and the Etherians for girl?"
a genial conversation. Gracie's dog, Bear, who had taken "It is your choice, my friend," Tathata replied. "I trust
an immediate liking to Anu, settled himself down at Anus you to guide Gracie and Wolfie. Of course, Thel Dar and I
feet, which greatly amused and pleased the noble old man. will be around. Their child will become the appropriate
It was a time of communion among friends in the Land enhanced data collecting vehicle for you to inhabit. We are
of the Ellipse. very pleased to bring you into our adventure."
"Ah, and such superb DNA to play in," Kevala said. "I
15- DESIRE am looking forward to this."
Gracie felt every cell in her body heating up, as had
Deep in the forever Void, The! Dar and Tathata looked happened before on Lost Mountain. But this was different,
into the heart of this intimate gathering of family and because Wolfie's energy was involved, and it was sweet
friends. Pleased by what they saw, the two radiant light because, at long last, they were lovers, and as everyone
Beings allowed a sweet thought to form between them. knows, Prime Creator loves lovers.
Soon a new Earth would make itself known, as more and The fire that hums hut Joes not consume spread over
more expressions of Prime Creator chose to transcend the Gracie. She felt pleasure in every cell. The two lovers tuned
polarities and evolve beyond the modes of survival and their individual rhythms together, uniting them in an undu-
fear. lating motion. Concentric circles of light and sound began
Thel Dar spoke. "The veils will lift." to emanate from the lovers, like music, as the purple rays
"Yes, the veils will lift and we will have some fun!" of dawn washed over them. Then the couple became
Tathata added, smiling. motionless, their hearts and souls suspended in the silence
The pleasing frequencies of this thought resonated and absolute stillness of that moment. Wolfie entered the
through the Mind of God and attracted three familiar fertile darkness of the woman he loved and tenderly spilled
entities. Beyond time and space, the three appeared before his seeds of life.
Thel Dar and Tathata. Gracie thought she glimpsed Thel Dar floating above,
"Welcome!" Thel Dar greeted them. with four other figures, in the mist of dawn. Or was there
"Are the enhanced data collectors now sufficiently only one mysterious presence spraying silver and golden
prepared?" one of them inquired. photons in ever widening arcs across the high desert.
"Soon, Kevala. Soon, old friend," Tathata replied. Gracie tried to speak, but could not. Only a faint murmur
"Excellent. You will keep us informed?" another asked. came from her lips as she fell into an ocean of bliss and all
"Of course. It will be done," Thel Dar answered. physical awareness disappeared.

In the Land of the Ellipse, the long, splendid night Gracie and Wolfie found themselves in the forever
waned. The approaching dawn made the night air feel cold Void, surrounded by three magnificent columns of light.
as the stars began to fade in the sky. "I am Kevala, dear lady," said a voice from within one
Wolfie turned to Gracie, and taking her hand, said, of the columns. "I am to have the honor of becoming the
"Let's walk out onto the plateau." child within your womb, with your consent and the
High above the campfire and the ships, Gracie spread cooperation of Herr Mozart. It is my dream to lift the veils
out a small blanket on the smooth sandstone. Wolfie looked from Earth in song."
up into the night sky and then into Gracie's eyes. Gracie and Wolfie looked at Thel Dar and Tathata, and
"Have you ever wondered why I have not tried to make understood. Kevala was to be their child. The winds of
love to you?" he asked. change were upon the land, and a new race of beings
Gracie replied, "I don't mind, Wolfie. Our friendship and would follow. Gracie and Wolfie, and all of the human
the closeness we share makes me happy." Gracie had beings who dared to alter their DNA, were to bring the new
chosen not to be with anyone for some years. children into being.
"I myself wondered, but now I understand," Wolfie Gracie opened her eyes to the new dawn. Her skin felt
continued. "And now I want you." the clean cold air and Wolfie reached for their clothes.
Gracie, startled, smiled. Pulling on her sweater, Gracie started to cry. Tears of joy
"When I first borrowed Ed's body, his DNA was ran down her flushed cheeks.
severely damaged from alcohol. As time has passed, my "I was always afraid to have a child, Wolfie," she
transmuting consciousness has healed the genome and sobbed.
 "I understand," he offered. Jehran, skilled in the art of remote viewing, said, 'The
"And now it seems that I was only waiting for this cloaking device itself would eventually attract his attention.
moment, and my age doesn't mean a thing. AH that matters Marduk has traveled back in time and altered history. He
now is that this being, Kevala, wants to be born through us has allowed the alien outlaw smugglers to build their sub-
to help uplift the planet. And that's the most wonderful thing terranean bases beneath the surface of the Earth so they
in the world. I've never been so happy." may carry out experimental breeding with the human DNA
Wolfie laughed gently and held her close to him. they have stolen."
A baby was coming. "Jehran," Inanna said, "let us follow Anu and Id into
Inner Earth. I want to see my great aunt Ninhursag, and
16- THE COURAGE TO KNOW there must be something more we can do."
"If that is your wish," Jehran replied.
Lord Marduk sneered as the derisive sound that The party was breaking up. Clarissa and Michael were
passed for laughter croaked from his throat, he had an heading back to the Pacific Northwest. Wolfie wanted to
idea, a brainstorm. As usual, Marduk's innate genius had see California, he and Gracie were thinking of driving up
prevailed, and he now knew exactly what to do. the Pacific Coast highway. Jehran and Inanna would follow
Calling his lieutenants to the control room, he grilled Anu and Id into Inner Earth. The Lady of the Garnets, the
them about the renegade aliens who were dealing in smug- Commander, Antu, and Enlil were leaving for the Mother
gled DNA. Informed of the suspect aliens' identities and Ship with the Etherians. All said their farewells.
probable locations, Marduk ordered his gang of trained
assassins, the Asuran Special Forces, to bring in the Thel Dar transferred its focus from the third dimen-
leaders of the renegade smugglers. sional reality of the planet Earth. Moving beyond the small
"So be it!" they responded. blue green sphere orbiting in its familiar solar system,
Within twenty four hours a mangy bunch of cranky beyond the Milky Way and its galaxy of stars, Thel Dar
criminal aliens found themselves assembled in one of withdrew from the dimensions of time and space, and
Marduk's holographic prisons. Large projectors flung the rested in the indigo blue blackness of the forever Void.
usual scenes of violence, maiming, and overwhelming Temporarily satiated with polarities and floating
mayhem against the walls, floor, and ceiling a ghastly and peacefully in the dark silence, Thel Dar contemplated the
unnerving sight, really. new possibilities and asked the eternal question. What
"I, Lord Marduk, have long known of your amateur next?
covert activities," Marduk began. "Until now, I did not con- The Earth was certainly exciting, if a little exhausting
sider your feeble dealings worthy of my time, but I have for its inhabitants. In a free will Universe, one could never
found a use for you." know exactly what might happen, that was precisely what
Some of the alien thieves were beginning to tremble, made it so fascinating and attractive. Within the spectrum
the ominous images projected around them were making of third dimensional frequencies, a soul might undergo
them nervous. Most of them were addicted to one chemical anything.
substance or another, the effects of which were quickly Thel Dar contemplated all the lives ever lived, those
wearing off in this atmosphere. persons loved and lost, the tears shed, the joy and sorrow.
"Listen up!" Marduk's red eyes blazed as he noticed Earth provided a holographic stage on which human beings
his captives' attention drifting. 'You will insert yourselves could experience.
into the time period termed by the Earth humans the 1950s. The time had come for a further expansion of feeling.
With my permission and under my aegis, you will be Thel Dar and others had successfully developed a new
allowed to build genetic experimentation facilities at specific form through which to experience their created realities, an
underground locations, where you may carry on any enhanced data collecting vehicle. The human body was
nefarious activities you like." beginning its mutation, within the glittering spirals of
The raggedy gang perked up at this last deoxyribonucleic acid, the human genome was about to
pronouncement. unfold and amplify its realities. Gracie and many like her
"My protection will cost you eighty percent of your were ready to play.
profits. You will accept my terms, or not one of you will ever The new children were coming to the small blue green
leave this place. And don't imagine that I intend to relieve planet to disseminate the frequencies of joy throughout the
you of your corporal existence anytime soon. The displays Universe. A wonderful new adventure was beginning for
on the walls will give you a glimpse of your extended future, them all.
should you displease me." In the Twilight of the Kali Yuga, life on Earth was on
Disgruntled moaning spread through the line. "Eighty the precipice of change. Many people were close to realiz-
percent! Spiffengritz!" ing just how many layers of realties and dimensional worlds
“Take it or leave it," Marduk demanded, a smile cours- had existed around them all the while. At first this knowl-
ing his reptilian lips. edge often came as a shock, but some humans were well
And so the renegade aliens who were dealing in prepared for the greater awareness, they would help the
contraband DNA were allowed to build their others to adjust and to shift their perspective.
facilitiesunderneath the Land of the Ellipse, and in other The Living Waters would flow in the human body once
selected geographic locations where Marduk had more as individuals came to realize that through the con-
ascertained that too much energy was being generated for scious focus of will, they could merge their bodies' fiery pri-
the upliftment of mankind. mal energies with consciousness to activate the hormonal
For Marduk this was the perfect solution. Now he secretions of the endocrine system and unlock the rest of
would balance the scales. the brain.
New synapses would begin to connect and fire, and
When the aliens inserted themselves into the past, thus receive new frequencies of information. Previously
their presence was felt immediately by Anu and the others unnoticed existing realities would begin to open up new
in the Land of the Ellipse, and the balance of energies adventures for the human species. Boredom would vanish
clearly shifted. along with the fear of death, intolerance for others, and the
Anu announced the intrusion. "There has been an obsession with material wealth. With so many new
alteration in the frequencies of this area. Id, we must return probabilities available, who would want to dwell in the
to your people and find a way to counter this." known past?
"It is Marduk," the Commander added. "He must have Humankind was on the verge of knowing the wonderful
known we were here, even under the cloaking." truth that each one alone possessed the power to allow
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between themselves and God, no one needed to pay "I know, my darling," he whispered to her, "I know I am
money to anyone to remember that they had always been Jehran, and I am something beyond. Free of my apparent
one with Prime Creatorl being, I am as the morning light and the invisible ocean that
All that was required was an opening of the heart and holds us. I am you, my Inanna, even as you are me."
an invitation to the God within them. No one had ever pos- "You understand," Inanna said softly, happily.
sessed the power to prevent that Union. No one. Everyone "Of course. Isn't that the reason you love me?" he
and everything was God veiled. Each one, fueled by eternal asked.
and everlasting Love, controlled the veil and the process of "Yes, I see that now," she replied. "As Jehran and
remembering. Each was the dreamer and the dream, they Inanna, we love each other. Yet we are more, and we long
had only to want it, to remember they were it all along! for that more."
Thel Dar sighed in the deep darkness of the forever Jehran held her close for a moment. "In the same way
Void. The radiant light Being smiled, thinking once more of that we unite in love, the Beloved within you longs for union
the children, the new children who would be born with the with you. It is true for me as well, my soul calls to me. I too
courage to know and the capacity to expand their reality am remembering what I have always known."
without fear. They both felt a third presence. Inanna spoke.
"It is the child. It waits to be born, it waits for us to
Inanna slept peacefully beside Jehran in Inner Earth. remember, to know who we are."
The meeting with Enki and Ninhursag had been wonderful. 'The child is wonderful."
Inanna's great aunt and great uncle were both thoroughly "We will give it a new home."
impressed with Jehran. But the events of the past few days "The child waits for us."
had exhausted the arriving party, and they had been shown "I feel the soul near to us."
to cozy guest rooms to sleep. "Yes. There is great love."
In a softly lit room, under silken covers, Inanna slept "Are we ready?" she asked.
and dreamed. In the dream she spoke to Spirit. "Yes," he replied.
"My friend, I wander down a darkened corridor. I see a
door of glass and wood. My fingers press against the 17- A FAMILY BREAKFAST
smooth hardness, seemingly solid to my flesh. Knowing the
door is my dream within the Dream, I pass through it as a The following morning, Inanna and Jehran sat down to
vapor breakfast with Anu, Id, Ninhursag, and Enki. Anu noticed a
"Deep and cold dark waters stretch out before me subtle change in Inanna, but decided not to mention it.
Their stillness overwhelms me. In such serenity, moonlight Jehran looked around the table at his new family and
spills out over this ocean. I feel my life slip away, in said to Enki and Ninhursag, "So, you two are brother and
memory, in ecstasy, in pain. I take with me only the wisdom sister?"
from the Dream. Id answered for the siblings. "They have different
"Beyond the door are worlds of chaos, worlds of order. mothers. Interesting, isn't it, Jehran? These two bear
In the place of Love, beyond all shadows, my friends await almost no resemblance whatsoever, except in the eyes. I've
me. There I meet the Beloved, my soul, my Self. There always thought you both have Anu's eyes." She smiled at
beyond all Time, we embrace." them.
The Beloved spoke. "Inanna, I have always loved you. Ninhursag flashed a threatening glance at her brother
I never judged you. You lost your Self in play, in laughter, Enki, warning him not to comment.
and in tears while I waited. "My mother," Ninhursag explained, "lived and worked
"I followed you down the corridors of Time, waiting for on a planet devoted to the arts of healing. She was consid-
you to turn to me, to remember. To remember the embrace, ered the most brilliant physician and surgeon of her time.
the sweetness, the purity of our Union. You, lost in the veils She understood the harm that is done to the body when the
of forgetfulness, thought we were separate and you longed spirit within it is not allowed to freely express itself."
for me. Inanna smiled to herself. Ninhursag was proud of her
"Our love has always been, for we are eternally One. I mother and rightly so.
am the Embrace, I am the Beloved, and I am you, my "Id is Enki's mother," Ninhursag continued. "Id's
sweet genetic origins are quite unlike those of my mother's
Inanna. I am the Dream and the dreamer veiled within it." * people, who came from Altair. The planet of healing was
Inanna woke beside Jehran. She opened her eyes and home to a wonderful mixture of races who came together
pondered her dream a dream within the Dream. Lately she from all across the Universe to work and learn. My
felt a recognition of her being a Self beyond Inanna. In one traditions and Id's have always been vastly different."
reality she was most definitely her familiar self, Inanna, a The two women looked at each other. It had taken
loving woman wrapped in a soft blue skin, who once had many years, and Marduk's reign of tyranny, to bring these
proclaimed herself the Queen of Heaven on a small blue two intensely self assured females together.
green planet. But in a larger reality, Inanna knew herself to Anu joined in the conversation concerning his three
be something more. children. "Enlil's mother is primarily of Pleiadian racial back-
She loved Jehran, nothing could change that. He was ground, as I am. She is my sister and wife, Antu."
everything she had ever wanted, But within her was Enki spoke to Jehran. "And therein lay the source of
another love one that drew her attention from this reality, our eternal quarrels. Enlil and I could never see eye to eye
as sweet as it was, to another. on anything. He was always so exacting, unbending, and
Inanna called this compelling force the Beloved, for systematic. He never learned to just relax and have fun."
that is how she experienced it. For Inanna, the Beloved "Now, Enki, don't get started," Ninhursag interrupted.
was a love she had always known, yet somehow forgotten, "You are more intuitive and expansive, if somewhat less
The Beloved was above her, within her, and beneath her. It discriminating in your passions, than Enlil."
was her strength, her Source, and the air that she "Are you going to start blaming me again for what
breathed. happened?" Enki asked, turning back to Jehran. "You see,
Jehran was waking, and Inanna turned to him to look it seems that my son, Marduk, inherited my frustration and
deeply into his eyes. For the first time, she understood that anger. Seeing Enlil and I quarrel all our lives, Marduk
the beauty she had loved in Jehran's brilliant eyes was not developed an obsessive determination to seize everything,
Jehran's alone. There, shining from within him, was also the entire Earth and beyond, for himself."
the Beloved. The breakfast party suddenly grew silent. Marduk was
Jehran smiled. He knew what she was feeling and a sore subject at such family gatherings. Inanna lifted a
thinking. He always knew. plate of warm sweet rolls dripping with honeyed raspberries
and now is to alter the future through our actions in the The sun was setting as the two pulled off the freeway.
present. There is nothing to be gained from blaming As far as their eyes could see, flashing neon lights covered
anyone. We all had a part in creating Marduk." the city. There seemed to be more electric signs than
"Quite correct, my girl!" Anu lifted his glass and made a buildings. This endless world of neon lights filled the air
toast. "Here's to the ever changing present!" with unsettling and bizarre electromagnetic frequencies.
All joined in the toast, relieved to temporarily set aside
the usual family tensions. Inanna changed the subject. Wolfie pulled into the valet line of the Pyramid Casino
"Ninhursag," she inquired, ' "tell us what news you Hotel, a young man came out admiring the car's awesome
have. Is there any further progress to report?" horsepower, and took the keys from them.
“There is great fear up on the surface," Ninhursag said "Ya'll enjoy your stay!" he said cheerfully.
sadly. "The children of Earth are anxious and confused, "Such a nice young man," Wolfie said to Gracie as
and growing more so as time passes. This date of 2011 they walked through the glittering glass entrance into the
that has been given to them only serves to increase their giant pyramid.
sense of foreboding and worry. "Oh, my goodness!" Gracie was amazed. A vague
"Marduk continues to pursue his insidious policies. memory crept into her consciousness. She felt herself to be
Now he has even allowed groups of renegade aliens to in another time and place, standing beside the real pyramid
experiment with the human genome in underground labora- at Giza in ancient Egypt.
tories. Stories of these activities have leaked out, greatly That can't be me, Gracie thought to herself. She was
exacerbating levels of fear among the earthlings. all decked out in a golden warrior's outfit and striking the
"Marduk's continued relentless electronic programming sides of the stone pyramid with a laser like sword. Her body
numbs the humans to the voice within them and to the was blue, and she was screaming in a strange language
possibilities of activating their own DNA." that she did not comprehend. Gracie suspected the
Enki interrupted his sister. "However, a growing num- language was not at all nice, in fact, she was sure it was
ber of humans are fully immersed in the process of remem- obscene.
bering. Because consciousness is contagious, there is an "This must be one of Inanna's memories," Gracie said
excellent possibility of more awakening to Spirit as each out loud.
day passes." "What? No, we're actually here. This is not a memory,
Inanna spoke with a gentle pride. "I myself am chang- is it?" Wolfie asked.
ing. I just recently have had many extraordinary "Never mind. Let's walk around." Gracie led Wolfie
realizations, and I feel a blessed transformation taking down into the casinos.
place within me." Wolfie was amazed. "I've never seen anything like this!
Ninhursag reached over and touched Inanna's hand I often gambled in Austria, but nothing even remotely like
"How very wonderful! Good for you!" Nin had always loved this existed then."
Inanna, she felt like a mother to her. At first Wolfie was really excited by all the lights and
“The change must come from within now," Enki noise. There were hundreds of games all lit up, and crowds
reflected. "We can do no more external work with the DNA, of people sitting and standing around tables, machines, and
we have interfered too much as it is. Now it is up to the bars. Wolfie wanted to play.
humans to individually reconnect the twelve strands of But then, "Gracie, look at that!" he said.
deoxyribonucleic acid, and open the unused portions of Above them were shadows hovering over the gam-
their brain to receive an awareness of the rest of the blers. Dark black vapors shape shifted over and around
Universe." every person on the casino floor.
"Yes," Id added. "And at last the great Beings, who "What is that?" Gracie asked.
have patiently waited in the forever Void, can enter these "Phantoms," Wolfie answered. "Look, they get larger
evolved data collecting vehicles and enjoy a new and smaller."
expression of creation." He pointed to a wild haired woman who was obviously
"You know about this?" Inanna asked. losing the last of her money. The woman became more and
"Oh yes, my dear," Id replied. "And I believe I know more distraught as she downed her drink and dropped the
something about you as well." last of her quarters into the greedy box with its flashing
Inanna blushed, the family's curiosity was aroused. But lights.
Ninhursag tactfully changed the subject and asked about Gracie and Wolfie glanced around them. Everywhere
the concert Herr Mozart had given in the Land of the they looked they saw emptiness. It was as if these people
Ellipse, she was very fond of his music. Surely there were hoped to fill up their lonely lives with noise and flashing
other more pressing matters to discuss as well. lights, with the hope that one day Lady Luck would smile on
Jehran sat quietly observing the family dynamics of them.
Anu and his children. Here was a group of beings whose "Come on, Wolfie. Let's get out of here. Let's go to the
characters were highly contrasting and intensely individual- club with the rock and roll museum, okay?"
istic. Jehran realized how necessary it had been for Inanna "Okay." Wolfie put his arm around Gracie and the two
to become very strong within herself just to survive in such headed for the exit.
a family. The child now growing within her, Jehran thought, Wolfie fantasized about what it would be like to be a rock
had certainly found some interesting DNA to play in. star with millions of adoring female fans and groupies, with
computerized laser light shows and the new electronic
18- THE LONELY instruments, like synthesizers. Music in his time had been
very different, and Wolfie happily imagined himself as a
Wolfie and Gracie raced down the highway in a rented twentieth century rock and roll phenomenon.
red sports car. Wolfie had insisted, it had been his dream to He and Gracie entered the casino/museum. Enormous
ride out into the West in a flashy red convertible. Clarissa glass cases displayed the fabulous sequined costumes
and Michael had taken Grade's truck and the dogs back to once worn by famous rock stars. Wolfie paused before
the Pacific Northwest. Gracie promised that she and Wolfie each glittering suit, picturing how he might have looked in
would be back home in a week. such attire.
First stop Las Vegasl "Music is big business these days, Wolfie," Gracie
'Wolfie, there it is," Gracie exclaimed. said.
Neither was prepared for the sight of a giant pyramid Wolfie understood. "In my time, the king was big
rising out of the desert amidst neon signs and power lines, business."
but there it was, as big as life. Gracie laughed, thinking that in a museum of rock and
"Wowl Let's go there first," Wolfie suggested. roll, the "king" could only be Elvis.

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 Wolfie looked up, quadraphonic speakers blasted rock Truly, the Kali Yuga wasn't as much fun as it used to
and roll tunes out across the casino below them, be, and he had no idea why. For a moment he felt empty
saxophones and electric guitars hung from the ceiling. In and confused, why did owning everything in it make the
the center was a piano covered with rhinestones. world uninteresting? He still enjoyed controlling and
"Oh my, that is gaudy! This is fun," Wolfie said. "But dominating everything and everyone, but even that was
something is missing, don't you feel?" beginning to get old. Everything was so predictable.
"You mean it's not really a place for music?" He looked in the mirror. "Get a grip on yourself, old
"It's a place for gambling. Let's go," Wolfie said. "I had man. Are you losing your edge?" He set down the empty
enough of gambling in my last life." glass and checked his wickedly handsome face for skin
Back in the car, driving down the freeway in the night, tightness,- he despised sagging anything.
Gracie put on some old rock and roll and turned the volume Marduk blinked his red eyes,- in the mirror, he saw a
up high as the two headed for Beverly Hills and the Pacific light beside him. He turned quickly, but it was gone.
Ocean. Looking back in the mirror, he saw it again. The light grew,
and he heard a familiar, unwelcome voice.
Beyond the ionosphere, Marduk was sound asleep, "Marduk, are you done? Ready to come home? Have
orbiting planet Earth in his private ship. He was loudly you finished playing at this game?"
snoring a reptilian snore, but the harsh noises coming from Deep within Marduk's soul, he heard a loud cracking
his perfect nose had no effect on his deep repose. Marduk noise, and for a brief moment he remembered something,
was dreaming. an emotion, a place a memory was emerging, the feeling of
In his dream, he was a young man again, living in which he had not known in a very long time.
ancient Egypt before he had taken Earth from Enlil before Immediately this memory became so painful that he
Marduk had come into his own power. He was in a room shut it down at once. His body bent over in anguish as he
with his father, Enki, and his aunt, Ninhursag, as usual, screamed aloud.
they were beginning to really annoy him. It was not at all "No...no.'"
clear to Marduk exactly what he had done in the dream to He fell to the floor, overwhelmed in remembering, he
make them so bothersome, but by the nanosecond, Marduk fought back hot tears.
was becoming more and more angered. His servants rushed in to assist their master. But
If Enki had been the only one present, Marduk could Marduk only shrieked at them.
have easily overwhelmed him and put an end to the discus- "Get the hell out, you fools!"
sion. His father was a pushover, a weak and spineless And so they left him there on the floor in front of the
excuse for a man who was easily manipulated. There were mirror all alone.
times when Marduk was sure that Enki was actually afraid
of his own son.
But that willful female Ninhursag was hovering over 19- HUNGER
Enki, pressuring him to stand firm. Marduk knew that Enki
would oppose him simply to look good in his sister's eyes. Olnwynn had followed Gracie and Wolfie to Las Vegas
Enki would have to make a show of standing up to his son. to keep an eye on them. Talk of the pyramid had seduced
That shrew of a woman was going on and on about him, and he really wanted to see Las Vegas.
what was she saying? Brent and Diana also tagged along for the fun, they
"What's your point, Ninhursag?" Marduk interrupted and Olnwynn were practically inseparable these days. They
her rudely. had a lot to talk about. After all, Gracie was Brent and
Nin laughed at him derisively. "Listen to me, my little Diana's daughter.
spoiled self centered nephew. Don't you take that tone with Hovering near the ceiling in the great modem pyramid,
me. I've known you all your life, and I'm well acquainted the three friends were confused by the dazzling lights and
with your nature. Unlike your father here, I have no fear of ringing machines below them. Olnwynn was looking at the
you." Enki protested, "I am not afraid of him I" At that both strange synthetic rocks on the walls and trying to locate
Ninhursag and Marduk smirked. "Well, whatever," Nin Gracie when he realized that Diana and Brent were
continued. "But I can promise you this, young man..," fighting. The two were in the midst of a ridiculous and
At this point the dream began to shift and distort. heated argument about where one could get the best
Ninhursag's words became giant geometric clouds: Maxims chilies rellenos. Olnwynn was bewildered.
such as ".. .know you are a part of creation" and ".. .one "What's that?" he asked.
with your Source" floated toward Marduk's head. He "You never ate chilies rellenos?" Brent asked in
ducked. disbelief.
Enki and Ninhursag faded, enfolded by a vaporous "No, I didn't," said Olnwynn. He felt left out.
mist. Nin's last words hung in the air. "It was Brent's favorite Mexican dish. He just loved it,"
"Someday you'll be all alone, and you'll be very bored, Diana said. "That's probably what gave him his heart
and very weary." attack."
"Oh no, that was your fried chicken," Brent corrected
Marduk woke from his dream with a gasp, he was her. 'You made the best fried chicken in the state."
sweating heavily. He had always disliked that damnable Olnwynn was getting depressed. He had never tasted
female. She was so condescending, even worse than a chicken that had been fried, and he didn't have the least
Inanna in some ways. The fact that Ninhursag was Anu's idea what this rail yanos thing was. All this talk was making
only legitimate daughter made her a formidable and the three of them yearn to taste food once again. There
irksome opponent, a real thorn in his side. were definite advantages to being in a body that enjoyed
What the hell did she mean by that anyway alone and the sense of taste. They gazed down longingly at one of the
bored? Marduk thought how he now owned practically restaurants near the casino.
everything, and could amuse himself with almost anything "There's sure a lot of places to eat here," Brent said
he wanted. So how could he, of all people, be bored? He wistfully.
possessed hordes of clones to wait on him hand and foot, "Let's just go look," Diana suggested.
not to mention the sniveling human lackeys who slavishly The three were immediately magnetized to the dessert
followed his commands in the hope of gaining power for table. Floating above the double fudge chocolate cake, the
themselves. lemon meringue pie, and the strawberry tarts was
Marduk sighed and got up to get himself a glass of beginning to make them a little crazy.
water. Then they noticed they weren't alone. In addition to the
living humans still walking around in flesh and blood
bodies, there were plenty of other life forms some not so "In the flesh, Honey. My, my, who is this young
attractive. gentleman sittin' here with you?"
"Yikesl" Diana said. "What is that?" Gracie introduced Wolfie, and Charlotte Sue Ellen
A dark blob of a thing was somehow managing to suck quickly turned all of her considerable attentions to the man.
the life energy right out of a big coconut cream pie. "My, you should have a swim, Mr. Wolfie. Is that really
"Yuckl That's disgusting," Brent exclaimed. your name?"
"Hmmm, I think we have a lot to learn about the so Wolfie stood up, and, noticing her gold bracelets,
called after life." Olnwynn glanced around him and saw a perfectly lacquered red nails, and extravagantly large
variety of unusual energy forms. diamond ring, kissed her hand.
'They seem to be ignoring us," Brent said. Charlotte Sue Ellen Barrington had attended finishing
Olnwynn took that as a challenge and floated over to school with Gracie, she came from one of the oldest and
one particularly nasty looking phantom. wealthiest families in Gracie's hometown. Charlotte Sue
"Who are you?" he said bravely to the dark ooze. Ellen had a passion for the social hierarchy she had been
"Not that it's any of your business, but if you must born to rule, and very little interest in anything else.
know, I'm a collection of thought forms put off by humans. Gracie smiled gently at her old classmate and tried to
I'm a frequency known as anxiety, of the sub variety which remember. She thought about how different life had been
produces gluttony. Now go away and leave me alone, I'm then and how much she, Gracie, had changed over the
waiting for my dinner." years. She looked into Charlotte Sue Ellen's eyes and saw
"Zounds!" Olnwynn was temporarily spooked, and the her soul's light shining from somewhere in there under the
three hastily floated out of the dining area. false smiles and makeup. Gracie knew that happiness was
They wanted to see the main gambling area, but there an elusive commodity, even for the very rich. Charlotte Sue
the air was thick with dark shadowy phantoms darting Ellen's armor of perfection could not conceal her
above the crowds of unsuspecting people. desperation.
"Let's get out of here!" Diana urged. Charlotte Sue Ellen returned Gracie's smile as she
"Anyone for the Grand Canyon?" Brent genially recited the histories of all the people the two women had
inquired, forgetting all about Gracie and Wolfie. ever known in common. Gracie was amazed by how much
"Excellent idea," Olnwynn answered. "And then I'm information Charlotte Sue Ellen had managed to retain
headed north to check on Gracie's wolves." about so many people their marriages, their children, their
Diana laughed. 'They're dogs, Olnwynn, not wolves." divorces, sometimes their deaths.
With that, the three friends popped right out of the Charlotte Sue Ellen soon realized there wasn't any-
capstone of the great fake pyramid and headed for Arizona. thing more to say. After an awkward silence, Gracie stood
Gracie and Wolfie pulled into the hotel entrance in their up and hugged her old acquaintance.
red convertible. Wolfie was amazed by Los Angeles, he "Well, it was nice seeing you, Honey. I'll tell everyone
had never seen anything like it, and was eager to explore back home I ran into you."
the entire city. But Gracie had other ideas. "Good bye," Gracie said. "I wish you happiness."
The hotel was surrounded by beautiful gardens with As she walked away, Charlotte Sue Ellen thought,
roses, bougainvillea, and hibiscus flowering everywhere. A What an odd thing to say. But then, Gracie had always
bellboy showed them to their room, and Gracie handed the been a little strange, she just never could fit in. She always
uniformed young man some money as he recited a list of had to be different. Getting her appointment book out of her
the hotel's amenities. handbag, Charlotte Sue Ellen Barrington decided not to
"Where is the pool?" Gracie asked. give it a second thought. Tonight she was invited to a big
Wolfie was scrutinizing the young man's uniform, gala affair.
wondering what army he belonged to. Gracie turned to Wolfie, who was busy assembling his
"I can show you the pool, if you like," the friendly fellow third plate of snacks.
replied. "Wolfie, have you ever wondered about your identity? I
Following him down a lovely winding stone path mean, who are you? For that matter, who are any of us?"
through lush gardens, Gracie and Wolfie passed through a Wolfie's mouth was full, so Gracie carried on alone.
large iron gate and came upon an oval turquoise swimming "We all think we are an identity, someone we recog-
pool surrounded by white lounge chairs. Beautiful women in nize when we look in the mirror or sign our name. But then
small bathing suits were lounging on the poolside chairs, we meet someone we knew a long time ago, they still see
accompanied by men of every description. us the way we were at the time they knew us, and they
Wolfie was beside himself with childlike curiosity. treat us as if we are exactly the same person they knew
"Gracie," he asked, "Why do these people knowingly then. We usually even try to accommodate them by
sit out in the sun and bake themselves? In my time the attempting to retrieve old memories and behavior patterns;
women went to great lengths to keep their skin as pale as but the strain is predictably too great, and we all move on."
ivory. I do like their costumes." Wolfie swallowed. "I think 1 understand. Sometimes I
Gracie just laughed and pointed Wolfie toward a table wonder who I am, especially being in Ed Ross's body. I can
laid out with fruits, breads, and cheeses. After Wolfie filled access the data stored in his cellular memory and I clearly
up his plate, the two sat down by the pool and Gracie know that those are his experiences, separate from mine.
ordered two glasses of cold white wine. But as time passes, I absorb the things he learned and so
"Let's just relax!" she said pleasantly. somehow I am him as well as myself, Wolfgang Amadeus
Wolfie decided to humor her for the moment, and lay Mozart."
down beside her to enjoy his plate of peaches, croissant, "Maybe," Gracie proposed, "we are never really any
and double cream Brie. The pool and the surrounding fixed identity. Maybe we are all unique sets of data, accu-
gardens were intoxicating; it was fun to observe the people. mulations of changing amounts of information, that we
The two lovers were halfway through their glasses of wine falsely perceive to be our identity."
when a woman walking by seemed suddenly to recognize "And," Wolfie added, "perhaps as we merge with other
Gracie and headed toward them. accumulations of data, we expand ourselves and thus our
"Gracie! Is that you? My gawd! I haven't seen you for perceived identity. Perhaps all we ever are is our capacity
years. We thought you fell off the face of the earth being up to receive data."
there in that New York City for so many years!" "Yes," Gracie agreed. "As information gatherers for
Gracie squinted. Was it really Charlotte Sue Ellen Prime Creator, who we are at any given moment depends
Barrington? on our capacity to receive input. If you never had an identity
"Charlotte Sue Ellen?" she asked timidly. to begin with, you could never lose it."

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 At that, the sun and the wine began to make them feel and proclivities based on the structural integrity of the
sleepy, and Gracie and Wolfie dozed off beside the genome. No one ever knows how things will turn out."
turquoise waters of a hotel pool in Beverly Hills. "Ah, yes," Karuna replied. "I have been warned. But is
that not what makes a free will Universe so exciting? Do
20- SNOWLIGHT not be concerned; I will remember."
"Yesl" Thel Dar added. "You be sure to remember!
Clarissa sat at her window at home, waiting for an Fare thee well, old friend."
unseasonable snowstorm. Weather reports had warned of At last Michael and Clarissa embraced within the
a possible six inches of the white stuff. spiral; the union of their physical bodies spilled out as
Clarissa had put out an assortment of wild seeds for powerful harmonies within all the possible worlds. In that
the juncos and finches to sustain them through the impend- moment, Karuna entered the vortex of spinning, spiraling,
ing storm. She was one of those women born with all of her phosphorescent photons that was Michael and Clarissa
nurturing instincts intact; babies, birds, and strays could and lost itself in Bliss.
count on her loving care. She kept a protective eye out for
the neighborhood cats, who might like to pounce upon the Back in their bed in the small house in the Pacific
unsuspecting birds. Northwest on planet Earth, Michael held Clarissa in his
Dreaming of Michael's baby, Clarissa put her hand on arms. He drifted into a deep sleep while Clarissa, snuggled
her womb to feel for signs. So far she felt no change, no into his warm body, listened intently to the white silence of
swelling, no nausea, and no craving for the proverbial the snow outside.
pickles and ice cream. There was nothing to think about, not a single worry
Michael walked into the room and sat beside her In only the warmth of Michael's skin next to hers, the rich dark
silence the lovers looked out at the winter sky, the ever- shadows that moved across their house, and the silence of
greens, and the chickadees. Big wet snowflakes began to a winter's night. Clarissa smiled the smile that mothers
fall. The temperature was just barely freezing, and the know as she felt the child taking form within her.
snowflakes looked like crystal fairy dancers. The pristine
beauty of the scene transfixed Clarissa and Michael, each 21- FRIENDS
unique snowflake was part of an intricate, elegant ballet.
"I love you," Michael said softly as he turned to It was late evening in Inner Earth. Inanna sat in
embrace Clarissa. Ninhursag's dressing rooms. The two women shared a
They looked into each others eyes, the light they saw closeness based on their family ties, Ninhursag had taken
there drew them into another world. A powerful energy care of Inanna as a small child on Nibiru.
began to flow between them, and they could no longer feel In the early days of Earth's colonization, there were
where one ended and the other began. The walls and frequent and unpredictable radiation storms. Inanna's
windows around them disappeared; the falling snow formed mother had shipped Inanna and her twin brother off to the
a spiraling vortex which encircled the couple with dancing home planet Nibiru to protect the children's invaluable DNA.
crystals. Inanna had been placed in Ninhursag's loving, if somewhat
Clarissa and Michael felt themselves becoming lighter rigorous, care. Such bonds last for life and require little
and lighter. As the snow which burned like starlight carried renewal.
them up into the spiral, they could hear the birds singing. Inanna and Ninhursag talked deep into the night, even
Somewhere in the heavens, a single cello played a haunt though it was late, neither felt tired. The room was bathed
ingly familiar melody. in a soft light and the two women spoke quietly.
Engulfed in this whirling spiral of light, Michael and There was much to share, they loved each other and their
Clarissa began to make love with their minds. Instinctively stories energized them.
they knew there was no need to touch. Their thoughts were "Nini, how you have changed." Ninhursag addressed
more powerful than any of the five senses. Inanna by the childhood nickname she had called her on
The Living Waters began to flow in and through the Nibiru. Nini meant "little girl," and when Ninhursag used the
couple. Primary energy moved up their bodies as fire and word, the word was uniquely imbued with love.
interchanged with their consciousness as water. Because No two women could have been more profoundly
the Living Waters flowed from one to the other and back different, in many ways, they were exact opposites. Yet an
again, energy was amplified. Concurrently, the lovers' enduring affection based on mutual respect flowed between
consciousness was vivified, endowed with Life, and them. During the course of their lives, they had frequently
tempered by Spirit. The experience of the Living Waters teased each other, occasionally quarreled, at times even
allowed the Spirit within Michael and Clarissa to expand stopped speaking. But their love had remained, the bond
itself in and through them. was unbroken.
The spiral of light which held the lovers, and the flow- Throughout the years on planet Earth no man had
ing exchange of fire, attracted Thel Dar, Tathata, and their been Ninhursag's equal. Except for her two brothers, Enlil
friends along with the Watchers, whose job it is to observe and Enki, who were themselves married, no one was
the progress of creation. ideally suited for the daughter of Anu. Consequently, she
As the beauty of the spiraling vortex increased in had retreated into herself and her work at the hospital. A
intensity, layers of simple melodies spread throughout the formidable intellect, combined with her skills as a physician
Universe, echoing the sweet songs of the small birds in and genetic scientist, had further isolated this elegant and
Clarissa's garden. beautiful woman.
Thel Dar turned to Karuna and spoke. Almost everyone was intimidated by Ninhursag, except
"Well, my friend, the time has come for you to enter the Inanna. Because of the bond between them, Inanna was
enhanced data collector we have labored so intently to invariably able to draw out her great aunt with a little humor
create for you. Are you ready?" and a lot of love.
Karuna smiled at Thel Dar and Tathata. "Dear friends, Inanna was sure that Ninhursag needed only to be
what an adventure you have provided for me! I will dragged back into life. Inanna knew Ninhursag shared her
endeavor to bring a pure compassion to Earth. The joy of own passion for life and the living. Remembering the great
my ensuing experiences shall be shared by all. My heart is love and tenderness Ninhursag had shown her as a child,
with you. Farewell, and thanks be to you." Inanna had resolved to relentlessly pursue the awesome
Tathata spoke one last word of warning. task of dragging her beloved great aunt Nin out of her
"You are aware, Karuna, that none of us knows exactly protective shell.
what will happen. We can only set up certain probabilities
 For the most part, the only person with whom Antu were on the Mother Ship with their son Enlil, and with
Ninhursag could relax and be herself was Inanna. Tonight the Commander and the Lady of the Garnets.
Ninhursag was filled with praise for her little Nini. In their dreams came The Call. It came as a resonating
"Nini, I am proud of you. The disposition of your tone which drew them into an awareness. Each receiver
character has emerged all the better, my girl. Your love for knew and understood, for the call was elemental.
the people of Earth and your fearless entry into their body In the Eye of the Mind, the holographic image of an
vehicles have given you wisdom. You are now a woman ancient primordial valley presented itself. Monolithic stones
who possesses a grandly expanded consciousness, and filled the valley and cast purple shadows over the desolate
the depth of your feelings has contributed to the beauty of land. This place was a central point, a convergence of
your soul." consciousness, and a familiar home.
"Oh, Nin!" Inanna answered. "At last I have truly All of the dreamers focused their consciousness
pleased you. There appears to be progress on the Earth. intently into the valley of monolithic stones, and with a sin-
Many are waking up and remembering the Spirit within gle purpose of mind projected themselves, as thought, to
them. Many are traveling in their consciousness from one that place. Olnwynn, Diana, and Brent had also received
layer of dimensional reality to another. This is an exciting the call and had come there together.
time to be alive. In silence, the group formed a circle. They were
"When the humans realize that they can access other pleased to see one another, pleased to be together again.
dimensional realities, they will become accustomed to see- A light appeared above them and showered photons all
ing us and will not fear us. When that time comes, I want to around them. The photons metamorphosed into Thel Dar,
live once again on the planets surface. Jehran and I have a Tathata, and other radiant light Beings, who then sur-
plan to build a wonderful home in the Himalayan foothills. rounded the circle of friends with a dome of golden light.
We want to raise our children there, and we want you to As they all stood there bathing in radiance, the Lady of
come with us." the Garnets purposefully left the circle and walked over to
Inanna tried to stifle her excitement, but her eyes one of the massive rocks scattered across this primeval
twinkled, making Ninhursag simultaneously suspicious and valley. Turning back toward the others, smiling, she beck-
amused. oned to them to join her as she moved right through what
"All right, young lady, what scheme are you up to? You had appeared to be an impenetrable wall of granite. One by
have some wild idea in that non linear mind of yours, I can one, each of the others followed her.
clearly see." Inside the granite wall was an enormous oval room
"Oh, not really anything clearly in mind," Inanna made of solid rock with no visible entrances or exits. Once
protested. "There will be much healing work to do, and more the members of the small group formed a circle and
Jehran has this friend that he and I think you might enjoy began to focus their awareness. The granite walls glistened
meeting." with quartz crystal as the tone that had first called them
Ninhursag laughed out loud. Only Inanna would dare became a timeless ancient song, and together they began
to fix up the daughter of Anu with a date, only Inanna would to sing.
have the nerve even to suggest such a match. Sound waves imbued the stone walls with pulsating
"Inanna, you know very well that I have not even so harmonic vibrations. Thel Dar and the other radiant light
much as looked at a man in many years." Beings floated above the circle, emitting knowledge as
"I know," Inanna replied sweetly. "But you are still light.
beautiful, with so much love yet to give." Everyone in the oval emitted his or her individual
At that Ninhursag was silent. She reflected on all the energy as light and sound, each unique emanation blended
years she had spent in research and the practice of with every other to create a wonderful interplay of knowl-
healing. She thought of her frayed relationships with her edge and beauty. It was a divine marriage of sorts, among
two brothers, Enki and Enlil. Time had indeed passed. Her these who were bonded by blood and by soul.
life had been full and rich with experience, and yet, The energy generated by the fusing of these friends
conceivably, now was the time for change. Perhaps she raised the frequency of the granite stone oval. In the ceiling
was ready for a new adventure. The thought of living near above them appeared a geometric array of large multi-
the great Himalayan mountains captured her imagination. colored crystals.
Inanna was clever, after all. "This is a matrix for healing," Thel Dar said softly.
"Well, we shall see." Beneath the outcrop of crystals, a table of lapis lazuli
"At least you will consider my offer?" Inanna persisted, and gold appeared.
as stubborn as always. "Jehran wants you to come." 'Yes, I understand," Ninhursag said. "Here we may
"Yes, I will consider it." Ninhursag said. "But now I heal the DNA of those who make the choice to become
want to draw a sample of your blood to study what you multidimensional."
have done to your DNA with all this expanded Thel Dar smiled. "The love you bear, all of you, for life
consciousness you have achieved." on Earth has brought forth this dream of healing."
“Tonight?" Inanna was not interested. "Oh no, Nin. Twelve doors then appeared in the circle of rock sur-
Yuck! Tomorrow I will come to the laboratory. There you rounding them. Each door was splendidly unique, some
and Enki can stick needles into me to your hearts' content. were covered with golden carvings and jewels, while others
But tonight I'm going to my bed to dream of a new home in were simply carved of rough strong wood. Others were
the mountains where my children can play." transparent and led into endless tunnels of light.
Inanna kissed Nin goodnight. "These doors represent openings to possible dimen-
"I love you too." Ninhursag sighed. There was so much sional realities, nested one within the other," Thel Dar told
between them, so much these two opposites understood them. "As the human mind begins to open and expand
and knew about each other. itself, you may bring individuals to this place, in the dream
"Good night, my Nin." state or in meditation, so that they may become aware of all
"Good night, little Nini. Sweet dreams." the possible worlds. Once they learn to access new and
ever expanding realities for themselves, they will no longer
22- THE CALL need to come here. Until such time, this place will be here
to serve them."
Everyone was sound asleep. Ninhursag, Enki, and Id, "By the power of your love, you have created this place
along with Inanna and Jehran, slept peacefully deep within in your consciousness," Tathata explained. "In the spirit of
Inner Earth. Wolfie and Gracie were in Beverly Hills, adventure and fun, this opening is intended to further the
Clarissa and Michael in the Pacific Northwest. Anu and evolution of the human species. Use it wisely."

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 The radiant light Beings disappeared, and the little
group found itself alone within the granite walls. The
Commander, Olnwynn, and Michael immediately began to
explore the doors, just touching the doors gave them a
surge of a particular frequency.
"This is going to be fun!" Michael exclaimed.
Ninhursag was watching Michael and admiring his
courage when she noticed Inanna. The older woman
looked intently at Inanna and, in that moment, somehow
sensed a profoundly new change in her. The Lady of the
Carnets felt Ninhursag's astonishment, and, seeing the
transformation for herself, walked toward Inanna to
embrace her dear friend in happiness.
Inanna, suddenly distracted by what she saw in Gracie
and Clarissa, didn't notice Ninhursag or the Lady of the
Garnets and began walking toward the young women. As
they all came together near the lapis table, the women at
once realized that something wonderful had happened. The
women began to cry, and the men turned around to see
what was up.
Everyone was crying Id and Antu, Ninhursag and the
Lady of the Garnets. Instinctively they knew that a mar-
velous wonder had taken place within these three women.
Life was evolving. The playing field of Prime Creator had
been lifted to a new plateau.
Inanna's eyes sparkled as she offered her hands to
Gracie and Clarissa, and in unison, the three said
"You too?"
"Yes, yes."
"I'm having..."
"Yes!" "So am I." "Yes I
"...a child!"
Sleeping peacefully within the womb of each woman
lay the promise of hope and the future of this Earth.

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Close Extraterrestrial Encounters, Positive Experiences
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Mysterious Visitors, Richard J. Boylan and Lee K. Boylan,
Wild Flower Press, 1994.
The Mahabharata, translated and edited by
J.A.B. van Buitenen,- University of Chicago Press, 1973.
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The Gods of India: Hindu Polytheism/ Inner Traditions
International Ltd, 1985.
While the Gods Play.- Shaiva Oracles and Predictions on
the Cycles of History and the Destiny of Mankind; Inner
Traditions International Ltd, 1985. Virtue, Success,
Pleasure, & Liberation.- The Four Aim of Life in the
Tradition of Ancient India¡ Inner Traditions International Ltd,
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Revolt Against the Modern World; Inner Traditions
International Ltd, 1995.
The Yoga of Power: Tantra, Shakti, and the Secret
Way, Inner Traditions International Ltd, 1992. Testimony of
Light, by Helen Greaves,- Neville Spearman Publishers,
Essex England, 1993. Quantum Reality: Beyond the New
Physics, by Nick Herbert; Anchor Press/Doubleday, 1985.
Hua Hu Ching, The Later Teachings of Lao Tzu, translated
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