Notes on

Spiritual Discourses
of Shri Atmananda
(arranged by subject)

TAKEN BY NITYA TRIPTA

Proposed third of all editions

(first edition arranged by subject)
 Contents

Preface vii
Transliteration scheme viii
Why such open talk? ix
On devotion to a living Guru ix

Absence 1
Absolute and relative 1
Actions 3
Activity and rest 4
Advaita (Non-duality) 7
Aphorisms 10
Apparent ‘I’ (personal ego) 12
Appearance 17
Arguments 18
Art 19
Atma (Self) 21
Attachment and non-attachment 22
Aum (Om) 23
Background 24
Beauty 25
Being 28
Body 29
Bondage and liberation 30
Books 33
Causal ignorance 34
Causality 36
Change and changelessness 38
Child in knowledge 38
Connection 39
Consciousness 39
Consciousness and Peace 43
Creation 44
Death 45
Deep sleep 48
Deep sleep and ignorance 52
Definitions 52
Desire 55
Destruction 57
Devotion (bhakti) 58
Direct and indirect 60
Disciple 61
Dispassion 62
Doer, enjoyer and knower 63
Education 63
Enjoyment 63

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Examination 65
Existence 68
Experience 71
Expressions 77
Feeling 78
Flattery 81
Form and seeing 81
Generic 83
God and worship 83
Grace 86
Guru 87
Happiness and Peace 91
Harmony 93
Heart 94
‘I’-ness and ‘this’-ness 95
‘I’-principle 96
Ideas 102
Identification 103
Ignorance 104
Illusion 105
Illustration and analogy 106
Improving the world 107
Individuality 107
Instruments 109
Interval (between mentations) 110
‘It’ 111
Jivan-mukta (one free within
while living in the world) 111
Jnyana path 112
Karma and samskara 112
Karma-yoga 114
Knowledge 115
Knowledge and functioning 116
Knowledge and learning 117
Knowledge and love 117
Knowledge and witnessing 118
Knowledge in identity 119
Knowledge of objects 120
Known and unknown 121
Lakshana (pointer) 123
Language 123
Liberation 125
Life 126
Listening 128
Living and dying 129
Love 130
Mantra 134
Matter and life 135

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Meditation 136
Memory 138
Mentation 140
Mind and Truth 140
Mind’s functioning 142
Morality 144
Name and form 145
Negation and negatives 147
Nothingness 148
Object 149
Obstacles and means 154
Opposites 156
Paradoxes 156
Paths to Truth – the direct method
(vicara-marga) 157
Paths to Truth – traditional 159
Paths to Truth – traditional and direct 160
Peace 164
Perception and percept 164
Personal and impersonal 167
Perspective 167
Pleasure and pain 169
Practice 171
Prakriyas (methods of enquiry) 172
Problem 172
Proof 174
Puja (worship) 175
Purity 176
Qualities and the qualified 176
Questions and answers 176
Reality 179
Realization 182
Reason 185
Recognizing Truth 187
Religion 188
Renunciation 189
Sacrifice 191
Sadhana (exercise of discipline) 192
Sage (Jnyanin) 193
Sahaja or natural state 199
Samadhi (absorption) 202
Sat-cit-ananda 206
Sattva, rajas and tamas 208
Science 210
Self-luminosity 211
Shankara, Shri 213
Shastras (traditional texts) 214
Siddhis or powers 215

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Sleep knowingly 216
Social service 217
Space and time 218
Spiritual name 219
Spiritual progress 220
Spirituality 222
Subject-object relationship 224
Surrender 225
Talking about Truth 226
Theoretical and practical 229
Thing in itself 230
Thought 231
Thoughts and feelings 235
Time 236
Triputi (triad) 237
Truth 238
Understanding 239
Unity and diversity 241
Vidya-vritti – higher reason 242
Visualization and establishment 244
Voluntary and involuntary 250
Waking, dream and sleep 251
Who 256
Witness 257
Work 264
World 265
Yoga 269

Glossary 271
Index of note numbers 275

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 Preface

Shri Atmananda was a householder sage who lived in Kerala State, India, 1883-1959.
His worldly name was Krishna Menon, and he served as a respected police officer
under the Travancore Maharaja’s administration.
The notes in this book were taken in the last nine years of his life, by a close disci-
ple, Nitya Tripta (Balakrishna Pillai). These notes were first published at Trivandrum
in 1963. Subsequently (since about 2004) they have been freely available on the
Internet; and a second paper printed edition has been published in December 2009 by
Non-Duality Press and Stillness Speaks.
The second edition is in three volumes, with the notes arranged by date. To make
the notes more readily accessible, this third edition is now brought out as a single
volume abridgement, with the notes rearranged by subject. The subjects are in alpha-
betical order, as can be seen from the table of contents.
The abridgement has been accomplished mainly by making a selection of 938
notes, from the 1451 notes of the full version. The original note numbers have been
retained, so that the reader will easily be able to see where notes have been left out.
Some relatively minor abridgement has been effected within some of the notes; and a
further abridgement by omitting most of the introductory sections, the appendices and
the index of the second edition.
Some added notes, explanations and translations were given in square brackets.
Wherever square brackets occur, the contents have been added by the second and
third edition editor.
A glossary is added at the end, for readers unfamiliar with Sanskrit philosophical
terms.
For more information about Shri Atmananda and his teachings, an electronic edi-
tion of the complete book is available for free download in Acrobat pdf form at:
http://sites.google.com/site/advaitaenquiry/

Editor of second and third editions, February 2010

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 Transliteration scheme

For ordinary readers, a simplified transliteration has been used for Sanskrit and Ma-
layalam names and even for the titles of cited texts. But, for detailed quotations, a
more exact transliteration has been used, for the sake of textual accuracy.
For Sanskrit, the exact transliteration is the standard one, using the usual diacritical
marks, except that ‘e’ is written as ‘e’ and ‘o’ as ‘o’. This slight modification is
needed to have a common transliteration scheme which applies to both Sanskrit and
Malayalam.
For the simplified transliteration of Sanskrit characters, there are the following de-
partures from standard academic practice: ‘r’ is written as ‘ri’, ‘v’ as ‘ri’, ‘l’ as ‘li’, ‘k’
as ‘li’, ‘b’ as ‘n’ or ‘ng’, ‘ñ’ as ‘n’ or ‘ny’, ‘z’ as ‘sh’, ‘s’ as ‘sh’.
For Malayalam characters that don’t occur in Sanskrit, the following transliterations
are used:
‘q’ is written as ‘l’. Thus, ‘D¾¢v’ is written as ‘ullil’.
‘r’ is written as ‘f’. Thus, ‘F©¸¡r¤«’ is written as ‘eppofum’.
‘s’ is written as ‘c’. Thus, ‘As¢l¤®® ’ is written as ‘acivy’.
‘×’ is written as ‘gg’. Thus, ‘d×¢’ is written as ‘paggi’.
I apologize to Malayalam speakers for whom some of these usages will be unfamiliar.
But I think that they are needed for the sake of those who do not know Malayalam.
For the ordinary reader, this scheme of transliteration is meant to indicate an ap-
proximate pronunciation, even if the diacritical marks are ignored. However, it may
help to note that unmarked ‘c’, ‘t’ and ‘d’ are soft. In particular, ‘c’ is pronounced like
‘ch’ in ‘chat’; and ‘t’ and ‘d’ are pronounced as in the Italian ‘pasta’ and ‘dolce’. By
contrast, ‘t’ and ‘g’ are pronounced more like the hard ‘t’ in ‘table’, and ‘d’ like the
hard ‘d’ in ‘donkey’. Where ‘h’ occurs after a preceding consonant, it does not indi-
cate a softening of the consonant (as it may in English). Instead, it indicates an aspi-
rated sound that occurs immediately after the consonant.
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 Why such open talk?

50. W HY SUCH OPEN TALK ?

A disciple asked: Why was secrecy so strictly observed in expounding the Truth in the
old shastras [texts]?
Gurunathan: Evidently, for fear of jeopardizing established religion and society.
Religion had no place except in duality and social life. It was the prime moving force
of social life in ancient times. But the concept of religion could not stand the strict
logic of vedantic Truth.
The sages of old, who recognized the great need of religion in phenomenal life,
expounded the ultimate Truth under a strict cover of secrecy, thus enabling religion to
play its role in lower human society. But religion in the present day world has been
dethroned in many ways, and ungodly cults have come into existence in large num-
bers.
Therefore it is high time now to throw off the veil of secrecy, and broadcast the
whole Truth in the face of the world which has already advanced much, intellectually.

On devotion to a living Guru

acaryavan puruso veda

Chandogya Upanishad, 6.14.2
This means: ‘He who is blessed with a Karana-guru alone knows the Truth.’
The following Malayalam verse is the instruction of Shri Atmananda to the few
earnest aspirants of Truth, as to how and when they should direct and express their
sense of deep devotion.
bodham yatorupadhimulam udayam ceyto, bhajikkentatum
pujikkentatum ullaliññatineyam zridezikopadhiyay`,
ellam satguruvam upadhi macayunnerattatallate
kantanyopadhiyil avidham bhramam udiccidat irunnitanam .
Shri Atmananda, Atmaramam, 1.34
‘That particular person through whom one had the proud privilege of being enlight-
ened, that is the only form which one may adore and do puja to, to one’s heart’s
content, as the person of one’s Guru. It is true that all is the Sat-guru, but only when
the name and form disappear and not otherwise. Therefore, the true aspirant should
beware of being deluded into any similar devotional advances towards any other
form, be it of God or of man.’
Nitya Tripta

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 Absence

855. W HAT IS THE ABSENCE OF A THING ?

The absence of anything is not directly perceived. It is only the background that is
really perceived, and the absence of a thing is superimposed upon that background.

1042. W HERE IS C ONSCIOUSNESS IN GREATER EVIDENCE ?

Suppose an empty space is shown to you, for you to sit down. At once you recognize
the absence of a seat there and refuse to sit. But in the case of the actual chair pointed
out, no active thought is called for and you safely ignore the part played by Con-
sciousness. Relatively speaking, the play of Consciousness is more evident in the
former than in the latter.

929. W HAT OBSTRUCTS THE R EALITY ?

The presence as well as absence of the object. When you see the wall without the
usual picture hanging on it, you form a percept and a concept together – the concept
getting the better of the two. The percept is the absence of the picture and the concept
is the idea of the presence of the picture. It is clear that the wall, as it is, will never be
perceived if your attention is directed to either of the two. Similarly, the Reality
behind the world is obstructed both by the presence of the world in the waking and
dream states, and by its absence in the deep sleep state. You have to transcend both in
order to reach the background.

1264. W HAT IS LIMITATION ?

The presence of objects and absence of objects are respectively termed ‘limitedness’
and ‘unlimitedness’, or ‘conditionedness’ and ‘unconditionedness’, of consciousness.
The so called unconditionedness is also a limitation put upon Consciousness, and is
generally called ‘samadhi’ [‘meditative absorption’]. Truth is still beyond.

Absolute and relative

159. R ELATIVE ( SAPEKSHYA )

‘Relative’ means in relation to Me; and not in relation to other objects, as is ordinarily
understood. Everything is connected with Me first, and only through Me to something
else.

115. H OW TO BRIDGE THE GULF BETWEEN THE RELATIVE AND THE A BSOLUTE ?
There is absolutely no bridge which can take you from the relative to the Absolute.
The only bridge existing is Consciousness. But here, there is only the bridge and no
one to cross over. So a jump alone is possible, to take you across.

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 The Absolute ceases to be the Absolute if it stoops to give directions in worldly
matters. But the disciple is corrected by his Guru, even in the relative sphere. Thus
you are led on to the Absolute.

220. W HAT IS MEANT BY RELATIVE EXISTENCE ?

All questions relating to the Absolute can be explained only by illustrations from the
world, where both parts are objective. The example of the pot and the earth is taken
up here as an illustration, in order to answer this question.
The pot has no existence independent of the earth of which it is made; or in other
words, the pot’s existence is derived from the earth, which has a relatively more
permanent existence. Similarly, objects have no existence independent of the self or
the ‘I’-principle. That is, the existence of the world is only relative to the subject ‘I’.
Here, the ‘I’ is not gross like the earth in the illustration. Still, the ‘I’ is much better
known than anything objective or gross. The existence of this ‘I’, though not apparent
to the senses, is accepted by all persons alike.
Everything else has an existence only in relation to this ‘I’. Things depend upon
varying proofs to establish their existence. But the ‘I’ alone stands in need of no such
proof at all. It is self-evident (svayam-prakasha) – self-luminous.

248. H OW TO THINK ABOUT THE A BSOLUTE ?

Strictly speaking, it is impossible to do so. Spiritual sadhakas [aspirants] are often
asked to think of the Absolute. The Absolute is clearly beyond all thought, and there-
fore it is impossible to think of it directly. There is no need for that sort of thought
either, because you are always that. In order to think of the Absolute in any manner,
you have to objectify it.
You need only to eliminate yourself from all that is non-atma [not self]. When that
is done, your real nature shines all alone, in its own glory. That is Atma [true self],
which is self-luminous,
Therefore, what the sadhaka is actually asked to do is only this. In the guise of
thinking of the Atma, think of all that is non-atma – all that constitutes mind, senses
and body – and eliminate them from yourself. When left alone, you stand as Atma.
Inert instruments can never think of the self-luminous ‘I’-principle. So you should
never attempt to speak or think of this ‘I’. But if ever you happen to think of this ‘I’,
then just eliminate the thinking part alone, which is inert, and you remain as you are.
Shri Vidyaranya’s exposition of this Truth takes you only to the tether end of wit-
nesshood, and leaves you still as a witness. But you should go even a step beyond the
witness, to the ultimate Reality itself – proving that there is nothing else to be wit-
nessed and that you are all alone: the Absolute.

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 Actions

953. H OW TO EXAMINE AN ACTION ( DOING )?

It has to be done subjectively and not objectively. Then the doer and the deed both
vanish, not being present in the doing.

1233. ‘I KNOW I AM .’ H OW TO PROVE THAT THIS IS NO ACTION ?

I say I am the doer and I am the enjoyer. The doer is not the enjoyer. But I am both.
So I am the non-doer background of both. I know doing and enjoying. This knowing
is my nature, not an action: for it never parts from me.
Therefore, ‘I know I am’ means: ‘I shine in my own light.’

830. W HOSE IS THE RESPONSIBILITY FOR ACTION ?

The instrument is dead and inert. It can never be made to share responsibility for any
deed.
It is not the chopper that cuts the tree. It is the ‘living-ness’ you transmit to the
chopper that cuts it. Similarly, body, senses and mind are mere instruments under the
true living-ness or awareness, the ‘I’. That ‘I’ is alone responsible for all action.
Action is only triputi [triad of doer, doing and deed, or subject, activity and object].
Knowledge pertains only to the ‘I’. When you examine the triputi, it vanishes in its
due order, leaving you as knowledge.

694. H OW ARE ACTIONS AND IDEAS RELATED ?

Ideas, repeated often, express themselves as actions – we might call them ‘solidified
ideas’. Other ideas, which are not repeated, remain as ideas ‘not solidified’. These two
might look different on the surface, but in essence they are the same.

481. H OW TO PRODUCE THE BEST RESULTS OF ACTION ?

If you lose yourself in any action, that action will be most successful, in the sense that
it produces the best results. How to attain this self-forgetfulness?
Direct the mind to its source, the Absolute, leaving a simple samskara [silent incli-
nation] that certain actions are to be performed. When the actions are thus left to
themselves with the sense organs, and the lower reason is not available to guide them,
some principle from within – evidently the higher reason – automatically takes the
full responsibility of guiding the actions.
Thus, under the supreme guidance of the all knowing vidya-vritti, [higher reason]
the actions happen to be fulfilled to a wonderful degree of perfection. But if ever the
ego comes in, in any form anywhere in the course of the action, things go wrong
lamentably.
The apparent life of every Sage, if closely observed, will provide numerous in-
stances of the mysterious fulfilment of phenomenal activities in all perfection, without
an effort on his own part and without his claiming the least credit for it.

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976. H OW TO PERFORM AN ACTION UNATTACHED ?
Worldly actions can be performed in two ways:
1. By identifying yourself completely with body, senses and mind. Then the action is
spontaneous, as in the lay-man.
2. By standing behind and controlling body, senses and mind in order to achieve
certain results, as in the case of the yogin. You are still the apparent I, but more
detached from the body, senses and mind.
There is still a higher kind of action which is not strictly worldly.
3. Stand beyond the mind as the witness of all the activities of the mind. As witness
you are unaffected by objects or actions and so you are unattached in your action.

Activity and rest

261. W HAT IS MY RELATION WITH ACTION AND INACTION ?

Action depends upon inaction, and inaction upon action, for their very existence. This
is impossible; and so both are non-existent, as such. Therefore, I stand transcending
both.
Any particular feeling, pursued to its very source, suddenly disappears; and you
will be thrown unawares into your real nature of Peace.

329. H OW IS ACTIVITY AND INACTIVITY RELATED TO T RUTH ?

From inactivity, you cannot get to the beyond without something active coming to
your help. But from the active sphere, you can rise straight to the Ultimate, merely by
understanding it aright.

1316. P EACE AND ACTIVITIES OF BODY AND MIND

One can be said to be perfectly healthy in body and mind only if no part of the body
or mind makes itself felt. A part makes itself felt only when there is something wrong
with it. You know that you have a head only when it aches.
You know things in the waking and dream states by separating them from yourself.
That is when duality comes in. So, in the case of the healthy man, the body and mind
continue to function smoothly, without making any one of them specially felt. And in
this way, he remains in a state of external peace, short-lived though it may be.
But in deep sleep, you stand in your own glory, when neither the body nor the mind
comes in to disturb your real nature of Peace. Even with phenomenal knowledge, at
the moment of knowing, you stand in identity with the object, in perfect Non-duality.
It is only subsequently that you import thought and separate the thing known. When
there is identity, thought or recognition is impossible.
All this is concerning the involuntary experience of peace one has occasionally,
though this peace depends upon the incidental subsidence of activity. This is made
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jivan-mukta [see glossary], by his conscious experience of the nature of Peace, his
own real Self. The apparent activities of his body, senses and mind do not disturb the
tranquillity of his nature.

127. C ONSCIOUSNESS AND ACTIVITY

Consciousness is always your centre, in all your activities.
This fact is only to be understood, and not to be thought of, during the activity it-
self. It will hamper your activity, and sometimes even stop it, if you think of Con-
sciousness during the activity. So think about the Consciousness part therein, which is
your own nature, only after the activity is over and when you are free.
But, before the activity, you can take the vague thought, avoiding all details, that
Consciousness is the background of all activity.

358. H OW TO KEEP MY CENTRE DURING ACTIVITY ?

The different spheres of an ordinary man’s experience are: (1) doing, (2) perceiving,
(3) thinking, (4) feeling, and last of all (5) knowing. The first four kinds of activities
are always changing, and the last alone is changeless.
Whenever you have an experience of any of the first four types, ask yourself the
question: ‘To whom is it that the particular experience occurs?’ You will see without
any difficulty that it is not to the ultimate ‘I’-principle, but only to one of its four
mediums or instruments. Then why do you worry about them in the least?
Know that you are the knower, always at your centre, and be at Peace. What more
is needed?
The instrument and the background can be represented as shown below:
Doing, perceiving, Media or
thinking and feeling instruments
Pure ‘I’-principle Background

372. W HAT IS THE RELATIVE IMPORTANCE OF ACTIVITIES ?

Usually, man has three different kinds of activities – perceiving, thinking and know-
ing – the former two being false and the last alone real.
Invariably, the first two false activities alone are recognized in worldly transactions.
And the last, but real activity is sadly ignored, though the word ‘knowing’ is used
indiscriminately.
The vedantin proves and shows you that even the first two false activities owe their
very existence to the third one. You must always bear in mind that when knowledge
dawns, perception and thinking vanish.

570. A CT KNOWINGLY .
This is the practical instruction by which the ‘I’ is visualized.
In all human activities, there is a fundamental difference between the words ex-
pressed and the actual activity. The words ‘I see him’, ‘I hear it’ etc. are quite in
order. But in the activity proper, the first and the most important part ‘I’ is lamentably

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ignored and the activity or objectivity part alone emphasized. This is responsible for
all bondage. The only means to liberation is to fill the omission you have so igno-
rantly made.
In all your daily activities, try to bring the ‘I’ to the forefront. If you succeed in
doing this, you have gone a long way towards visualizing the ‘I’. When you do this
exercise for some time, you will find that you are that changeless principle in all
activity and that the activities themselves change every moment. This clearly proves
that action, perception, thought and feeling do not go into your nature at all.
The activities of the ignorant man (or the objective part of them) usually cloud the
‘I’-principle in him. But this exercise removes all possibility of such clouding of the
‘I’-principle, since the ‘I’ is emphasized every moment.
My role is to remain changeless in the midst of incessant change, or to be unaf-
fected by all opposites like happiness and misery. To make this possible, one has to
understand that one is beyond all opposites and that one is neither the doer nor the
enjoyer.
When you say every activity belongs to you, it means that nothing belongs to you in
fact, or that I am the ‘svarupa’ [‘true nature’] without their touching my svarupa.

1025. W HAT SHOULD I EMPHASIZE IN MY ACTIVITIES ?

Every man has three distinct and progressive perspectives of the world: through the
senses, the mind and Consciousness.
Through the senses, you perceive only gross objects. As you transcend the first and
reach the second stage, you perceive only subtle objects or ideas. In the last stage,
everything appears as Consciousness.
The Guru wants you only to recognize and emphasize sufficiently this last perspec-
tive of Consciousness. If you succeed in doing at least this much after listening to the
Truth from the Guru, you will without doubt get established in the Reality. Emphasis
on any or both of the first two perspectives ties you down as a jiva [personal ego].

1073. T HE ACTIVITIES OF THE IGNORANT MAN , THE SADHAKA AND THE JIVAN -
MUKTA

An activity has two parts, the material part and the knowledge part. No activity is
possible unless it is recorded in knowledge.
The ignorant man, in his perceptions, ignores the knowledge part and emphasizes
only the material object part.
The sadhaka [spiritual aspirant] tries in the beginning to emphasize at least equally
the knowledge part and the material part, and towards the end of his sadhana gives
more emphasis to the knowledge part than to the material.
The jivan-mukta [see glossary], at heart, ignores the material part completely and
recognizes or emphasizes only the knowledge part; but knowingly, he appears to
emphasize the material part as well.

1187. S UBJECT AND OBJECT IN ACTIVITY

In every activity, there is only object and no subject.

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 Examine any activity. There seem to be two ‘I’s, functioning simultaneously: the
ego or apparent ‘I’ as the doer, and the ‘I’-principle or real ‘I’ as the knower. The
former is ever-changing and the latter is never-changing. Therefore I am always the
knower and never the doer. Thus there is no doer or subject, and there is only action
without an actor.
The real ‘I’-principle is present in all action. You believe that an actor or subject is
indispensable for every action; therefore you conclude that the ‘I’-principle is acting.
Really, the ‘I’-principle is not concerned with the acting at all. Thus you are no doer,
enjoyer or perceiver, but only the knower.
At every step, the presence of Consciousness is absolutely necessary, in all
thoughts, feelings and sensations. This Consciousness is unconcerned with the object
or the activity.
For further corroboration, you may examine the deep sleep state. You had no
thinking, feeling, or sensation in deep sleep. Therefore the ‘I’-principle, as pure
Consciousness, alone was there.

Advaita (Non-duality)

233. H OW CAN WORLDLY EXPERIENCE LEAD ONE TO A DVAITA ?

When you see a thing, your seeing and the form seen become one and stand as
Knowledge. Then only is the experience complete, and then you cannot even say that
you saw.
You stand as seeing itself, or Knowledge. The object seen is also seeing. Thus the
seen and the seeing become one in you, the Knowledge. Therefore, the experience of
seeing a thing is pure Advaita.
The seeing appears to be split up into the seeing and the seen. But this is impossi-
ble, and therefore dvaita [duality] is never actually experienced.
You depend upon your knowledge alone, to establish that you see a thing. When
you know a thing, the thing is covered by Knowledge, or it is Knowledge expressing
itself in the form of the thing. Or, to be more accurate, Knowledge expresses itself.
This is pure Advaita, and is the experience of all.
When Knowledge dawns, the object disappears completely. You say you perceive a
thing only when the perception is complete. Then the object loses its objectivity and
becomes one with you. This is nothing but Advaita.
‘When you say you perceived an object, the object is not there and you are not
elsewhere.’

11. H OW TO ESTABLISH A DVAITA IN THE KNOWLEDGE OF AN OBJECT ?

When I say ‘I know an object’, the knower and the object known both disappear; and
the Knowledge alone remains. Thus separated from the knower and the known, the
knowledge can no longer be called limited. It is pure. It is absolute. So, during every
perception, I remain in my real centre, as pure Consciousness.
It has already been proved that just before and after every perception, I am in my
own real nature. The knower, knowledge and the known are themselves three distinct

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and separate perceptions, each appearing in a particular sequence corresponding to
that in the expression ‘I know it.’
Thus, it stands established that nobody is ever shaken from his own centre of con-
sciousness and peace.

1166. W HAT IS A DVAITA (N ON - DUALITY )?

Atma, the ultimate Truth established by Advaita, is the only thing that is. Everything
else is only an appearance on it.
Truth is imperceptible, and the ordinary man knows only his perceptions. Advaita is
a method of leading the ignorant man from the percept (object) to the ultimate Truth.
Advaita refers to duality (or two). This ‘two’ is very often misunderstood to be the
numerical two. But no, this ‘two’ stands for the basic ‘two’, viz. the subject and the
object, or the perceiver and the perceived – the father of the many.
Your recognition of this basic two is otherwise called the basic error. Removal of
this error and the re-establishment of the ultimate Truth is the purpose of Advaita
(Non-duality).
onnayaninneyiha rantennu kantalavil
untayorintal bata mintavatalla mama
pantekkanakkevaruvan nin krpavalikal
untakayebkal iha narayanaya namah
[When what has always stood as one
is seen as two, there comes to me
a sad frustration and regret,
which can’t be rightly spoken of.
To bring about the true, original
account, Lord may Your kindness
rain on me that worships You.]
Efuttacchan, Harinama-kirttanam, 2
The quotation points to you – as Happiness, in the retreat into deep sleep every day.
This process [of removing error] is easy enough. Infinite diversity can easily be
reduced to the basic duality of subject and object. Applying the tests of Truth –
namely changelessness and self-luminosity – to the subject and object, they are easily
disposed of as mere appearance and unreal. But when the appearance is so disposed
of, the common background which is pure Consciousness remains over and responds
to all the tests of Truth. Therefore it is that Truth itself which appears as the diverse
world.
The positive always has a taint of the mind in it. When the world is negated as un-
real, it does not mean that the Truth is positive. Positive is also a relative term, within
the realm of the mind. Truth is beyond both positive and negative, and is the back-
ground of both. But the term ‘positive’ is first utilized as a means to eliminate from
you all that is negative. When everything negative is thus disposed of, what remains
over as the supposed ‘positive’ no longer appears positive. Its relativity being lost, it
stands in its own glory as the ultimate Truth. Therefore, the Ultimate is pointed to in a
negative manner, as Non-duality.

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713. C AN A DVAITA BE APPLIED UNIVERSALLY ?
No. It is forbidden in one context alone. That is in the presence of the Guru. Every-
where else, you can boldly apply Advaita and rise to the Ultimate.
It is true that Advaita is the highest. But it was there all through time, and it did not
come to your notice or help you in the least. It needed only a single ray, through a
word, from the flood-light of the physical Guru, to enable you to see Advaita and to
visualize the Reality. The disciple, who has a throb in his heart, does not need a
thought to trample down the question pertaining to the Guru, the moment it is heard.
Therefore even the thought of oneness with the Guru is unimaginable to a true disci-
ple, even from an academic standpoint.
rajjv ajñanad bhati rajjau yatha ’hih
svatma-jñanad atmano jiva-bhavah .
dipenai ’tad bhranti-naze sa rajjur
jivo na ’ham deziko ’ktya zivo ’ham ..
[By misperception of a rope
a seeming snake gets to appear
upon the rope that’s wrongly seen.
So too, by wrongly seeing self,
a seeming person there appears –
created by imagining,
from what is self and self alone.
When the illusion is destroyed –
by light that shows what’s truly seen –
there is no snake, but just the rope.
So too, by what my teacher says,
I am no seeming person here.
I am just consciousness alone –
found absolute, all by itself.]
Shri Shankara, Advaita-pancaratnam, 1.2
The higher shastras [texts] endorse this view. So far as the disciple is concerned, the
Guru is the light that firsts lights up even the Reality.

1210. H OW DOES A DVAITA EXPRESS ITSELF EVEN IN OUR WORLDLY ACTIVITIES ?

You see a picture and enjoy its beauty. What does this mean? It means that, for the
time being, you change your stand from the gross externals to the subtle idea, and that
you forget your personal self or ego. It is only in such a state that you experience
Peace as beauty or Happiness.
At such moments you are standing in Advaita. The original painter had first within
himself an experience of advaitic beauty or Peace. This gradually condensed into an
idea, which still further condensed into the gross picture. The onlookers are also
taken, in the reverse order, to the same experience of advaitic beauty or Peace experi-
enced by the painter.
It is true you experience sublime beauty or Happiness on witnessing objects like a
mountain, the sea or a waterfall. This is because you forget your lower self for the
time being and stand as one with the object, in the advaitic sense.

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1165. H OW TO DISTINGUISH MONISM FROM A DVAITA ?
There is a fundamental difference between the two.
Monism, meaning ‘unity’, is only a concept, with a definite trace of the mind in it.
Its purpose is to destroy diversity, and not to find out the ultimate Truth.
Advaita or Non-duality negates even the mind as unreal, and remains over as its
background. This principle is therefore beyond the mind; and it is self-luminous, there
being nothing else to light it up.

1357. W HAT IS MONISM ?

It is only a mental position, being the opposite of dualism. It is often mistaken to be
non-dualism. Non-dualism is pure Advaita, which is a clear negation of both dualism
and monism and stands beyond both. Advaita is what remains over, after rejecting all
that stands as ‘this’ or ‘that’.

1227. S IGNIFICANCE OF THE TERM ‘A DVAITA ’

‘Advaita’ is the most significant term to denote the ultimate Truth. The ignorant man
knows only the world, and everything beyond it is unknown to him. In this sense,
Truth is unknown.
Still, he strives to attain that Truth. The world as known is the impediment to the
attainment of Truth. Therefore the prakriya [method] adopted for this purpose is the
scrupulous rejection (neti) of everything known.
At last, the principle which rejected everything else remains over as incapable of
being rejected, and without a second. Looking from the known world, that principle
can only be characterized as the ‘not-known’, in the negative. It is unknown, and not
unknowable. If it is considered positive, it becomes known and then the knower
comes in and duality is set up. Therefore, the most significant term to denote the
characteristic of Truth is Advaita (Non-duality). The ultimate knower can never be
known.

Aphorisms

560. T HE CHIEF ADVAITIC APHORISMS

The chief advaitic aphorisms, according to the traditional path, are four in number.
They are:
1. ‘Ayam atma brahma.’ [‘This self is all there is.’], being a statement of the ultimate
Truth.
2. ‘Tat tvam asi.’ [‘You are that.’] This is the instruction given by the Guru to the
disciple, regarding the identity of the backgrounds of the jiva [person] and the
world.
3. ‘Aham brahma ’smi.’ [‘I am all there is.’] This is the form in which the disciple
contemplates the essence of the instruction imparted through the second aphorism.
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 the littleness of the jiva and establishes his identity with the all-comprehensive
brahman, which is the background of the universe. This conception of brahman is
distinguished by its all-comprehensiveness or bigness. This is as much a limitation
as the smallness of the jiva, and it has to be transcended to reach the Ultimate. For
this purpose, another aphorism is given.
4. ‘Prajñanam brahma.’ [‘Consciousness is all there is.’] With the help of this last
aphorism, the disciple transcends also the sense of bigness and reaches pure Con-
sciousness, the Ultimate.
‘I am conscious of something’, and ‘I am consciousness’ are two significant state-
ments.
The first statement is mental, fitful and personal. But it does the invaluable service
of making you understand the nature of Consciousness.
The second statement is impersonal. There, Consciousness stands in its own right,
as the only self-luminous principle.
Having understood the nature of Consciousness from the first statement, it is possi-
ble to direct attention to the impersonal nature of pure Consciousness, and thus to
establish oneself in it.

548. T AT TVAM ASI [‘Y OU ARE THAT .’]

‘Tat tvam asi’ is established by those who followed the cosmological path, by proving
the identity between the changeless principles behind the apparent ‘I’ (tvam) and the
objective world (tat). But they still have to transcend the sense of bigness of tat (as
brahman), which is also relative, attached to that experience.
According to our method, the tvam is first examined dispassionately and reduced to
its ultimate source, Atma. Thus you immediately transcend the basic error. Looking
from the stand of Atma, which you have experienced to be the only Reality, you find
that no world exists at all. Therefore, the question of any serious examination of the
tat does not arise, so far as you are concerned.
According to Gurunathan, the significance of the aphorism ‘Tat tvam asi’ is also
different. The aspirant is seeking the Truth. So he is told: ‘You are that Truth.’ Here,
you are shown the Reality in the apparent ‘I’-principle itself, discarding all the ap-
pendages.

1207. A NEW APPROACH TO EXPLAIN THE APHORISM ‘T HOU ART THAT .’

‘Thou art that’ consists of two parts, ‘thou’ and ‘that’, the meanings of which have to
be clearly understood.
Explaining the meaning of ‘thou’, you are first told that you are not the body,
senses or the mind. Leaving it there, the ‘that’ is taken up. You know you are there in
deep sleep, without a body, senses or mind. That which you are in deep sleep is
shown to you to be the meaning and goal of ‘that’.
Thus you are quite naturally made to visualize – not merely to understand – what
you really are. This is how the aphorism ‘Thou art that’ is to be understood. The
following verses amply illustrate this Truth.
zraddhasva tata zraddhasva na ’tra moham kurusva bhoh .
jñana-svarupo bhagavan atma tvam prakrteh parah ..

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 [Be sure of it, be deeply sure
that you make no confusion here.
You are what knowledge truly is,
just that from which all guidance comes.
That is the self, just what you are,
beyond all nature’s functioning.]
Ashtavakra-samhita, 15.8

1003. H OW TO VIEW ‘I AM ALL ’?

The all should merge in the ‘I’ and disappear, leaving the ‘I’ absolute. But if you
begin to expand the ‘I’ into the ‘all’, you go wrong and still remain as the object. The
objectivity must disappear completely.
If you say that ‘Nothing is’, it does not mean that non-existence is the end of all;
but, rather, that existence is the end of all, because the ‘is’ at the end of the statement
stands for being or existence alone.

1092. ‘S HIVOHAM ’ [‘I AM S HIVA .’]

It is an aphorism usually utilized by jnyana sadhakas, after visualization of the Truth,
to be established in that background. Its purpose is only to turn your attention to the
inner Self. Its meaning should not be taken literally. If you do so, you objectify it, and
then it does not represent the Self, which is always the ultimate subject.
The goal of all spiritual exercise is to change your identification from the personal
(body, senses and mind) to the impersonal (Self). The impersonal Self or Atma is
ever-present and Self-luminous. Nothing has to be done to manifest it. All you have to
do is to turn your attention to it whole-heartedly, by withdrawing your attention from
the body, senses and mind. This withdrawal is possible only with the help of Con-
sciousness, which is your real nature. When the body, senses and mind are thus
completely eliminated, the consciousness – which is the background – remains over,
shining in all its glory.
The mantra ‘Shivoham’ does not represent anything objective. It just reminds you
of your real nature. Therefore, the mantra ‘Shivoham’ helps you considerably to get
away from everything objective, and you are thrown into that state when you had the
first visualization of the Truth in the presence of the Guru. This is only a means to
throw you into that state again and again, till at last you are established in it, the
‘Atma’, rising above all obstacles.

Apparent ‘I’ (personal ego)

512. E GO
Every object is a pointer to the Ultimate. Even the much despised ego is a great help
to the realization of the Truth. The presence of the ego in man, though in a distorted
form, is infinitely better than the absence of it, as for example in a tree.

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 Through the ego, you perceive only objects at first. But the objects ultimately point
to Consciousness. Therefore the, first perception – though wrong – subsequently leads
you on to the Reality; and the perception itself is made possible only by the presence
of the ego.
Hence the ego is, in one sense, primarily responsible for the realization of ultimate
Truth.

1268. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF THE EGO ?

The ego is a spurious entity which does not exist and can never exist. It does not stand
the slightest scrutiny. What is the difference between the ego and the other things
which you have accepted to be illusions? Such things have at least a momentary
appearance, in the mental level. But the ego has not even that. It is never experienced
by anybody at any time.
You stray away from knowledge, down to the object known; and that is the ego.

118. J IVA
A jiva [personal ego] comes into being as a result of the false identification of the
Atma [Self] with body, senses and mind; or as a result of the superimpositions of
doership or enjoyership upon the Atma (Atma + doership = jiva).
‘Who superimposes doership upon Atma?’ is the question usually asked at this
stage. Is not he who superimposes himself a doer? The question is absurd on the face
of it. The question arises upon the false presupposition that a doership exists even
before doership comes into being.

1004. W HAT IS AHANKARA AND HOW TO RISE ABOVE IT ?

Ahankara [ego or acting ‘I’] is the sense of one’s separateness from everything else.
You can rise above it only by reaching the background Truth, where all sense of
separateness vanishes. One of the tests of having annihilated the ego is a genuine
sense of humility, expressing itself by never trying to exploit or even recognize your
position of vantage and perfection.

1079. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ SELFISH ’?

It is selfish to do, think or feel anything in the interests of the apparent ‘I’.

79. H OW CAN THE APPARENT ‘I’ PROGRESS TO PURE C ONSCIOUSNESS ?

To the ordinary man, the apparent ‘I’ is a compound of Consciousness and body –
gross or subtle. Conceding for the time being the existence of the lower self, let us
proceed to examine its composition, to eliminate from the ‘I’-principle all the rest.
We see that the body acts, the senses perceive, and the mind thinks and feels. But
the ‘I’ is found to be present in all these activities, knowing every one of them. So the
first stage is that I am the knower of the body, senses and mind. I am standing sepa-
rate from them: as the functioning witness or functioning Consciousness, in all activi-
ties.

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 Examining this witness, we find that, occasionally, we experience a state where all
objects disappear. There, Consciousness alone remains. That is to say, the functioning
part has vanished and the second stage, functionless Consciousness, alone remains.
When the sun shines, the ordinary man takes it to be a function. But, so far as the
sun is concerned, that is never a function but its very nature. For it can never remain,
not even for a moment, without shining. A function should necessarily have a begin-
ning and an end.
Thus, taking our position in functionless Consciousness, the world as such disap-
pears altogether, being transformed into Consciousness itself. It’s proved thereby that
even the manifested is Consciousness alone. Thus, the third stage is that knowing is
not a function, but the nature of Consciousness.
Therefore, it is clear that the ‘I’-principle has never been the perceiving Conscious-
ness, but is pure Consciousness.
tanne macannoracivu tonnitilo
pinne macaviyoru kalavum vara .
Efuttacchan, Bhagavatam, Tirttha-yatra
Means: Knowledge that dawns on the subsidence of the ego can never cease to be.

126. ‘W HO TAKES THE THOUGHT THAT HE IS C ONSCIOUSNESS ?’

It is the ego that takes this thought. The ego is a crude mixture of Consciousness and
the material part. When this ego takes this particular thought that it is Consciousness,
the material part drops away and Consciousness shines alone, in its own glory.
Thus the ego itself gets transformed into pure Consciousness, in course of time.

157. H OW DO I GET ENTANGLED ?

When I rest in myself alone, in my own glory, there is no manifestation and no ques-
tion either. I am the only Reality, and this Reality is my own birthright.
Very often, I slip down to the mind and begin to perceive thoughts and feelings.
Immediately, I begin to attribute my own Reality to the mind; and even to its objects,
namely, thoughts and feelings.
Sometimes, I slip further down to the body and perceive gross objects. Here again I
attribute my own Reality to these, the body and objects. Thus I apparently entangle
myself in the web of this universe.
It may further be explained as follows.
In the waking and dream experiences, all perceptions are understood only in rela-
tion to their opposites. For example, talk is understood in relation to silence, running
in relation to stillness, and so on. This practice has created in man a very strong
tendency to superimpose the imaginary opposite of any perception whenever that
particular perception vanishes.
It is as a result of this tendency that he ordinarily superimposes ignorance in deep
sleep when all activities cease. This vicious practice must be given up.
You must understand that all perceptions arise in Consciousness, abide in Con-
sciousness and merge into consciousness. So, whenever a perception vanishes, it is
Consciousness or Myself alone that remains over, as the background of it all.

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 You must steadily cultivate this habit of perceiving the Reality as the background
of all activity.

264. W HAT IS THE COMPOSITION OF THE EGO ?

It is the ego, which is a crude mixture of body and Consciousness, that takes both the
thoughts:
1. I am the body (objectively), and
2. I am Consciousness (subjectively).
In the first thought, the Consciousness part of the ego is ignored, and the body part
alone emphasized. In the second thought, the body part is ignored, and the Conscious-
ness part alone is emphasized.

696. H OW TO ANNIHILATE THE EGO ?

If you work against the ego, the ego most skilfully shifts its place to a higher ground.
Therefore direct your thought to your real nature, Consciousness, where the ego
cannot reach. Then the limitations of thought disappear, and thought remains as
Consciousness, pure. So you see that even as thought, it was not thought, but Con-
sciousness in content.
This is the best way to annihilate the ego.

887. I S IT RIGHT TO HATE THE EGO ?

Yes. Because the ego is something which does not exist. So you hate the non-existent
because you want to be the existent Reality.
The best way to annihilate the ego is not to think frequently of annihilating it. This
will thereby only strengthen the ego. You need only to ignore the ego at every turn,
and the ego will die a natural death.

957. T HE EGO IS LIKE A GHOST . H OW ?

The ghost, having no form of its own, takes possession of somebody else’s form.
When exorcized from there, he takes possession of the form of still another.
Similarly, the ego has no form of its own. It claims the form of doer, perceiver or
enjoyer after the activity. The best way to kill the ego is to refuse to give it any of
these forms. The ego will then be starved to death.
Directing attention to your real nature is the only sure means of killing the ego.

1029. R ELATIONSHIP BETWEEN JIVA - HOOD AND THE REAL NATURE

The jiva [living person] has a nine-fold samsara [order of expression], namely:
The doer The doing The deed
The enjoyer The enjoyment The enjoyed
or perceiver or perception or perceived
The knower The knowing The known

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One’s jiva-hood and one’s real nature can never be perceived by each other. But
standing in the jiva itself, and accepting a small taint which is neither detrimental nor
instrumental to the Truth, you can visualize the Reality; and this method is the method
of the witness.

1038. W HAT DOES THE JIVA WANT ?

The jiva [ego] is experience which is limited, and it also wants limited experience.
But it wants this for all time. That is, it wants it to be limited and unlimited simulta-
neously. Or, in other words, it wants its mere limited experience to be unlimited. This
is self-contradictory and impossible, as long as you remain a jiva (a limited being).
Therefore, what the jiva really wants is to become experience itself, which is un-
limited and your real nature.

894. W HAT DOES THE EGO WANT ?

It is wrong to say the ego always wants enjoyment of objective pleasure alone. If so,
why does he desire deep sleep where there is no thought or feeling? So it proves that
he wants to be alone in his real nature.
The ego’s activities are:
You perceive it. All three take place in the
Then you know it. realm of the mind alone.
Then you enjoy it.
Then you become it. On the borderline
between mind and self.
Then you be it. In the Reality or Self.

1219. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN HAPPINESS AND THE EGO ?

Even that which is supposed to be the enjoyment of happiness in the waking state
occurs only when the ego or the lower self is forgotten or disappears. Whenever the
ego disappears, it is the background – Peace – that shines in its own glory.
This is later on usurped by the ego and interpreted as enjoyment of happiness expe-
rienced by him. But in fact, the ego was nowhere on the scene at the time referred to.

802. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE EGO AND LIBERATION ?

It is the whole ego that seeks liberation and strives for it. When it is directed towards
the ultimate Reality, the material part automatically drops away and the Conscious-
ness part alone remains over as the real ‘I’-principle. This is liberation.

945. H OW IS THE EGO TRANSFORMED ?

It is your thought, that every object is distinct and separate from you, that constitutes
the waking state with the ego full-blown. If you stand separate from any object, that
separateness will also exist between objects.

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 Gradually, you discover that your body is also an object like any other, and you
begin to look upon it as something separate from you. Then you become a mental
being. This is the first stage of progress when the ego loses its grossness.
The mental stand is next given up and then your stand is in the ‘I’-principle. Then
the whole of the objective world appears as a single mass and that whole mass stands
transformed into pure Consciousness. Grossness vanishes first and subtleness van-
ishes next.
Then you stand as pure Consciousness. This experience may happen either in the
dream state or in the waking state; but the result is the same. Sometimes in your
dream you feel it is a dream. Then, in a few seconds, without any further effort, the
whole thing dissolves into pure Consciousness.

1301. H OW IS THOUGHT EGOLESS ?

During the occurrence of a thought, you do not have the thought that you are thinking.
You stand identified with the thought itself, and so there is no duality or ego. It is
after the event that the ego comes in and claims that he thought. This is a lie. There-
fore, every mentation is egoless, at the moment it occurs.
You know every mentation just as you know Happiness in deep sleep. By being it.

Appearance

1439. W HAT IS APPEARANCE ?

The ordinary statements ‘I knew the object’, ‘I thought the idea’, ‘I felt the pleasure’
etc. are all redundant and wrong, in the strict sense of the terms.
Because an object is nothing but perception, idea is nothing but thought-form, and
pleasure is nothing but feeling. As such, one and the same thing cannot remain as
subject and object simultaneously.
Therefore, all appearance is nothing but an illusion.

304. A PPEARANCE IS ALWAYS DECEPTIVE .

It is our daily experience that we hear the thunder long after the lightning. But the fact
is that both occurred simultaneously. Therefore, just at the moment when we hear a
sound, there is no corresponding sound actually in existence. It has already undergone
change and disappeared.
So even in the gross world, we see that no perception is true, as and when it ap-
pears.

1258. W HAT IS APPEARANCE AND WHAT IS IT THAT APPEARS ?

Appearance certainly is not Truth. Because Truth can never appear or be subject to
time and space. What else then can it be that appears? Can it be appearance itself? No.
Because appearance is appearance only on appearance. Hence appearance can never
appear. Therefore appearance is not. It is only an illusion. Truth alone is.

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1225. W HAT IS THE END OF AN APPEARANCE ?
Appearance can never merge in anything else. The non-existent snake can never be
said to merge in the rope.
Shri Gaudapada

301. T HE ORDER AND EFFECT OF MANIFESTATION

The Reality is manifest as Consciousness first, and Consciousness manifests the
object next. If one thing is said to manifest another object, the first thing is really
manifesting itself, as the background of the second. The rock manifests itself as the
background of the image.
Thus, Consciousness manifesting perceptions means that Consciousness remains as
background and perceptions appear and disappear in it.
When you see a chair, it is admitted without saying that the space all round is
lighted up by the gross light. But this light, by itself, is not perceptible to the naked
eye except in relation to some object; and so it is not usually noted or emphasized.
Similarly, the presence of Consciousness is most essential to make any perception
possible. Therefore, the manifestation of any perception first proves the existence of
Consciousness, and only next proves the object lit up.
Unless you are self-conscious it is never possible for you to be conscious of objects.
But the self-consciousness part is usually ignored. It is that Consciousness which has
to be emphasized.
dehabhimane galite vijñate paramatmani
yatra yatra mano yati tatra tatra samadhayah
[When bodily conceit has passed
and truth of Self is realized,
whatever states the mind may reach,
all mind is there absorbed back in.]
Shri Shankara tradition, Drig-drishya-viveka, 30

1267. A PPEARANCE AND DISAPPEARANCE

It is appearance that goes into the make of disappearance. So there is only appearance
and no disappearance. Disappearance appears. That is all.
Appearance is ‘seeing’ itself, and ‘seeing’ is Consciousness itself. So all is Con-
sciousness, the real Self.

Arguments

1176. L IMITATION OF ARGUMENTS TO GET AT THE T RUTH

Of course the Guru makes use of certain arguments to extricate the attention of the
disciple from the obstacles, and to direct it to the Truth behind. Here, the arguments
do not work by themselves. They are supported by a mysterious something which
emanates from the Guru and thus accompanies them. That is love. That is light. In its

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presence, the arguments penetrate so deep that they do not leave a trace of the obsta-
cles behind.
Immediately, you visualize the Truth; and you are asked to cling on to that Truth
already visualized. You are expected to cling on to the Truth spontaneously, without
the help of any argument, if possible.
In that attempt, if you find the obstacles still getting the better of you, of course you
have to seek the help of arguments. In that case, it is always better to take recourse to
fresh arguments of your own, so that you may avoid the possibility of ever becoming
subservient to them. If fresh arguments do not come up, the only alternative is to
adduce the old arguments themselves, keeping in mind that the arguments are there
only for the purpose of removing stubborn obstacles which block the way to Truth.
When one is thus established in Truth, arguments are of no more service. Still you
may see a Sage, well-established in the Truth, sometimes expatiating upon such
arguments. It is a sweet recreation and a delight for him.
vidyayumayi vinodicciripporu vidyotamanamatmanam
Efuttacchan, Addhyatma-ramayanam

838. W HAT IS THE USE OF ARGUMENTS IN SPIRITUAL DISCOURSE ?

Only to expel the samskaras [habit-driven tendencies], which are the only impedi-
ments to understanding the Self aright. Otherwise the samskaras will stay lurking
behind and create havoc afterwards.

Art

1399. W HAT IS THE NATURE AND PURPOSE OF ART ?

Art is only that which tends to merge the other into yourself.
Mundane is that which separates the other from you.
Therefore real art takes you to the unity of the subject, and so it is really a preparation
of the ground for initiation into the ultimate Truth.

866. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN ART AND A GENIUS ?

Art is an attempt to express the inner harmony of the ultimate Reality, through the
outer harmony created by the senses and the mind. As for example in music, beauty,
poetry or painting. Everything can be made into an art, provided the ultimate goal is
the inner harmony of the Absolute.
Beauty in nature is the ultimate Reality. But it has to be understood that it is not
outside; but within you, as the real ‘I’-principle. What you call a genius is a personal-
ity in whom a limited expression of the Ultimate is evident. It may express itself
through one of the arts or in some other manner.

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396. A RT
Every kind of art is conceived and designed to take you, in regular stages, from the
phenomenal to the Absolute.
Take for example music. It is the art of taking you to the Absolute through sound.
Music, in its gross form, is composed of distinct sounds, harmoniously blended on an
apparently changeless background called ‘shruti’ [literally ‘heard’ – with the implica-
tion of a direct listening to authentic, unmediated experience].
This shruti again is audible and gross, but transcends the changes of rising and fal-
ling. Leaving the diverse sounds of the music, one has to get absorbed in the unity of
the shruti. The purpose of shruti is to show an audible background to represent the
inaudible.
Up to this state, the music functions in ahata, the audible. From the unity of the
shruti, you have to go further still, to the inaudible or anahata, which is the abode of
Atma [Self]. This is achieved by the mind following the shruti and continuing to do so
even after the shruti has ceased to be audible. Here, the mind, already divorced of its
objects, rids itself of all limitations and merges into the anahata or Atma. Thus you
experience the right Absolute through the medium of music.
Atma expresses itself first in anahata,
which again expresses itself in ahata.
Nada is the generic name for all sounds. It literally pervades all sounds. Through the
medium of any art, when you are taken from the ahata to the anahata, you enjoy
eternal bliss. Real art should achieve this without doing the slightest violence to the
inner harmony which is the absolute Reality itself. Of course there is diversity in
ahata. But in music, it is so skilfully set that it does not do any violence to the anahata
behind it. This is why music so readily appeals to you.
Through the form, direct your attention to the formless light – the Ultimate – called
‘oli’. And through audible sound, direct your attention to the soundless nada. These
oli and nada are the two terminating points, when you approach the Absolute through
the two distinct paths of form and sound.
arupamakumoliyum
zabdamillatta nadavum
hrdayakazamaddhyattil
onnay`nilkkunnitanvaham .
[Right at the centre of the heart,
there is an inmost background where
light shines unformed, always at one
with an unspoken resonance.]
Shri Atmananda, Atmaramam, 2.9
thayabbalgitamiva nadaprayogamutan-
ekazrutibkaloru minnalkkanakkeyumit-
ekaksarattilorumikkunnapoleyumit-
akazasuksmatanu narayanaya namah .
[This subtle background that pervades,
throughout all changing space and time,

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 is like a changeless harmony
where differences are joined in one.
And it is like a light that flashes
timelessly – in that one single
background drone, which is heard used
in song and music and such arts
that work through resonating sound.]
Efuttacchan, Harinama-kirttanam, 41

1001. C AN IT BE SAID THAT ART COMES OUT OF SUFFERING ?

Many artists suffer intensely. Still, profound works of art come out of them. Of course
art is the expression of Truth. So can it be said that art comes out of suffering?
Let us first examine the question itself. From what level does the question arise?
Certainly from the level of duality. Art is the expression of harmony. Where there is
harmony, there are no words or any other kind of duality. So through the harmony of
words, get to the harmony beyond, which is your real nature. Art is the expression of
that harmony.
Or in other words, look at the question subjectively, find out your relationship with
that question, and try to solve it from that level. Then you will find that at your own
level, the question does not arise at all. This alone is the ultimate solution of all such
questions. Approach every question in this manner.
Discord and harmony are both related only to you and not to each other. If you go
to either and remain there alone, it ceases to be what it is called and becomes the
Truth itself.

Atma (Self)

1448. W HY CAN ’ T THERE BE A SUBJECT BEYOND THE ‘I’ OR THE ‘A TMA ’?

The ‘I’ or Atma – as the ultimate subject – does not know that it knows, or that it is
the subject. This ‘I’ or’ Atma’ refuses to be objectified under all conditions, and
therefore there cannot be another subject knowing this.

921. W HY DO I NOT VISUALIZE A TMA ?

Who asks the question? If it is the ego, he can never visualize Atma. If it is the ‘I’ in
you that asks the question, that ‘I’ is Atma itself and shall neither want nor be able to
visualize Atma. Because you cannot be the subject and object simultaneously.

150. A TMA IS BEYOND BOTH THE PRESENCE AND THE ABSENCE OF OBJECTS .
Thoughts, feelings etc. are like pictures on the wall of Atma. Their presence and
absence must both vanish, if you want to see the background Atma in its Reality.

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 There is no container in you to hold a series of past thoughts or subtle objects, in
readiness for any future remembrance. Thought can have neither a gross object nor a
subtle object. So it is objectless, and hence pure Consciousness itself.

1352. A TMA IS ANYHOW UNAFFECTED . T HEN WHY CAN ’ T I LIVE AS I CHOOSE ?

What does it matter to you if Atma is unaffected? You are miserable only when you
are affected, and it is only then that you seek a remedy. Or in other words, it is only
then that you earnestly want to be unaffected. For this, there is absolutely no other
means except to be the Atma itself. Know that you are that, and be free.

Attachment and non-attachment

206. A T THE SAME LEVEL IN WHICH YOU GET ATTACHED , YOU CAN NEVER GET
DETACHED .

Detachment is to be gained not by being detached from a few of the objects perceived,
but from the whole world of objects which manifests itself in that level, as an integral
whole.
In other words, you are to become detached from that level itself. This can never be
achieved by confining yourself to that level alone. Nor is it possible to become de-
tached from all objects separately, one by one.
Therefore, the only means to gain complete detachment is for the subject to take his
stand in a higher plane or level, and from there view the world. Then you will see that
the former world – with all its questions arising in its own level – altogether disap-
pears.
This is how attachment in the dream world is transcended, by the subject changing
over to the waking state.

146. H OW TO GET OVER ATTACHMENT ?

Even when you say you are attached, you are really detached. From the height of
happiness or misery in one state, you pass into its opposite in another state in the
course of a few moments; and vice versa. And soon after, you pass into deep sleep,
divorced of all ideas of body, senses and mind.
This shows beyond doubt that you are really unattached to anything, in any state. If
you are really attached to anything, that attachment should continue with you, in all
the states in which you happen to be. But that is not the case. Therefore, that proves
that in your real nature, you are not attached.
Know it and take note of it. That is all that is needed. Take that line of thinking, and
you will find that this mistaken notion of attachment will leave you very soon.

678. W HAT IS DISINTERESTED ACTION ? H AS IT ANY TEST ?

Disinterested action is not possible to the ego. An action becomes disinterested only
when you stand as the witness beyond the doership and enjoyership. The renunciation

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of enjoyership (the fruits of action) takes you only half way to the Truth. The other
half, namely doership, has next to be renounced, if the action is to be made strictly
disinterested.
There is no definite standard or test by which the disinterestedness of an action can
be ascertained; because all standards and tests are mental, and disinterestedness
concerns only the witness which is beyond the mind. The activity of a jivan-mukta,
which is disinterested action, cannot on the surface be distinguished from that of an
ignorant man. Something vague can be said about disinterested action, but all that will
only be a mere caricature of the Truth. There are, however, several tests and charac-
teristics by which actions that are not disinterested can be distinguished.
Disinterested actions do not create a habit. At the same time they are performed
with the greatest care and attention to detail. If you cannot exploit a particular action
for subsequent pleasure or pain, that action may also be considered disinterested. The
mere memory of such actions does not awaken any spirit of interest in you.
Interested actions have exactly the opposite effect. They bring other thoughts or
feelings in their train, and they create all sorts of habits. If an action lacks in perfec-
tion in any way, or if its memory tends to create any kind of interest in you, you may
be sure that such actions are also interested. If the action was prompted by the ego in
the form of samskaras [habit-driven tendencies], or if the action was done to the
satisfaction of the ego, such action is also interested.

Aum (Om)

1321. S IGNIFICANCE OF ‘ AUM ’

‘Aum’ has three distinct parts – ‘a’, ‘u’ and ‘m’ – representing the waking, dream and
deep sleep state experiences. Examining each part separately, you find that each part
is a twisted manifestation of pure sound which represents Atma: the ultimate Reality.
It is the sound itself that appears twisted as ‘a’, ‘u’ and ‘m’. This sound is thus in the
manifestation, between the three parts and beyond them.
Knowing that this pure sound represents Atma, the real ‘I’-principle, if you repeat
or listen to the repetition of ‘aum’, you will get more and more firmly established in
the Reality.
‘I shine in my real nature between mentations, as mentations, and beyond men-
tations.’

1195. P RANAVA - YOGA

Of all paths of yoga, the Pranava-yoga exercises [of meditation on the mantra ‘aum’]
take one nearer to the ultimate Truth. But still one has to listen to the Truth, direct
from the lips of the Guru, in order to visualize it.

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 Background

993. B ACKGROUND
The apparent variety must prove the existence of something changeless as its back-
ground. Analysing the variety and reaching the so called background, its background-
ness also vanishes and you stand Absolute in your real nature, which was merely
called the background in relation to the appearance.

291. W HAT IS IT THAT MANIFESTS ?

Every perception, quality or attribute wants a permanent background for its existence.
This background is the Reality itself. To denote the Reality, we give it a name. But
still this background remains as that which transcends the senses and mind.
It cannot be called unknown. I say it is even more than known, not by the senses or
mind but by Consciousness or the ‘I’-principle. Thus the background of everything is
the one Reality itself.
When you say that the unknown exists, it means that you have known it.
When the mind says that there is something transcending the mind, the mind itself
transcends its realm and, standing as pure Consciousness, knows that something as
Real.

143. F ROM QUALITIES TO THE A BSOLUTE

Qualities cannot subsist independent of a permanent background. In the subjective
realm, there is such a changeless, deathless, permanent principle as the background;
and that is the ‘I’-principle.
It is the presence of this permanent subjective background that prompts you to
search for a corresponding permanent background behind the objects as well. Exam-
ining the objective world from the standpoint of this ‘I’-principle, you come to such a
permanent background behind objects also.
These two backgrounds meet, and are one in Reality.

604. B E UNQUALIFIED AND YOU ARE FREE .

What we call an object is the real background, which is unknown, and a heap of
qualities superimposed upon that background, those qualities alone being known. The
qualities themselves come and go, and do not go into the make of the object. So the
object is in fact only that unknown and unqualified background. Thus, every object is
only that unknown background.
There cannot be two unknowns either. Because, even in order to distinguish be-
tween the ‘two’, we must know them. So there is only one unknown, and that is
yourself, and it is the background of yourself as well.
That is the only Reality, the Atma, the ever free. Know that, and be free.

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1072. A NALOGY OF THE SELF TO THE CINEMA SCREEN
A changeless screen is needed for the manifestation of forms and their movements
upon it. Likewise, a changeless background is needed for the manifestation of the
changing universe upon it. This background is the real ‘I’-principle. If you attempt to
seize a person on the screen, it is really the screen alone that is seized and not the
person. Likewise when any part of the universe is seized (perceived), it is the back-
ground Reality that is seized (i.e. it is Reality that shines).
A thought-form (or a subtle object) can never be of a gross object, and knowledge
can never be of a thought-form; because they are all in three distinct and separate
planes, where one plane can never transgress into another without losing its identity.
Perception is always in terms of the instrument used and the object of perception is
always in the perception itself. Similarly the object of knowledge is always in knowl-
edge, and knowledge is not affected by the thing known. So there is knowledge and
knowledge alone, without reference to the thing known. This is the ultimate Truth or
Atma, your real nature.
Objects cannot exist independently of the senses, nor the sense perceptions inde-
pendently of the mind, nor mentations independently of Consciousness. Therefore all
is Consciousness or Atma. When a perception vanishes, the object perceived also
vanishes and ceases to exist in any form whatsoever: like the objects of the dream that
has passed. Therefore that object can never be connected with any subsequent
thought-form.
A gross object is limited by both space and time.
A subtle object is limited by time alone.
Whenever you take a thought, the corresponding gross object can never come in,
because of its space limitation. If it gives up its space limitation, it ceases to be a gross
object and vice-versa. Therefore a gross object can never be thought of, and a
thought-form can never become gross.
Strictly speaking, you cannot say that an object exists in space, nor can you say that
a thought-form exists in time. Because space is itself an object and time is itself a
thought-form. You can never perceive two objects or two thought-forms simultane-
ously; and unless two or more objects are simultaneously perceived, you can never
say one thing exists in another.

Beauty

471. B EAUTY
Beauty is Truth itself and that is yourself. Every object as object is uncouth and ugly,
being opposed to and separate from yourself, the Atma. But sometimes you project
your own self upon some particular object and call it beautiful, however uncouth it
otherwise is.

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959. W HAT IS BEAUTY AND ITS RELATION TO OBJECTS ?
Some see beauty in the mountain. A mountain is a concrete object of perception and
beauty is the experience. You cannot separate the two. So you make the mountain the
possessor of beauty and call it beautiful.
But the Truth is just the opposite. Beauty possesses the mountain – because beauty
exists beyond the body, senses and mind and so can exist even without the mountain
or any other object. That which transcends body, senses and mind is only the ‘I’-
principle or Truth. So beauty is yourself.

686. H OW TO DISTINGUISH BETWEEN BEAUTY AND THE BEAUTIFUL ?

Beauty is in you, always as yourself the source of all; and the beautiful is now and
here. Beauty is impersonal, and the beautiful is personal.
When you are attracted by the beauty in any object, you assume there is a back-
ground for that beauty. But, on examination, you find that no such support exists. So
you see that there is only beauty and not the beautiful, and that beauty is your own
Self. When you become unconscious of the beautiful, you come into contact with the
beauty which is your own nature, and you say you enjoy it.
Non-atma is never an object for your consideration. All your attention should be
directed to the Truth alone, and you will slowly get established there.

527. E XPERIENCE OF BEAUTY IN AND THROUGH A PAINTING

Beauty is something by which you are attracted without a cause. You are most at-
tracted to your own self. Or in other words, your own nature is the only thing that can
attract you.
So beauty is only an experience of one’s own nature, at the instance of an external
object. It is then that you find beauty in that object.
The painter has had an experience of his own nature, as beauty which he has at-
tempted to express in the painting. It is only such a work of art that usually arouses
the sense of beauty in you, by touching your own real nature; because the real nature
of the painter and yourself, both being beyond the mind, can only be the one Reality –
Atma. As soon as you see the picture, your attention is turned to your own real nature.
Then you experience your own nature, and call it ‘beauty’.
When you enjoy the beauty, you do not perceive the painting. The painting is per-
ceived only once and immediately discarded, yielding to beauty.

724. W HAT IS BEAUTY , AND ITS RELATION TO THE BEAUTIFUL ?

Beauty is inside, and is impersonal. But inside there is only the real Self, which is also
impersonal. There cannot be two impersonals inside, because the impersonal is be-
yond duality; and therefore Beauty is the real Self.
When an object is anointed with the gild of your own Self, you like it and call it
beautiful. Thus a child, however ugly by common consent, appears beautiful to its
mother. You consider something beautiful, and others consider other things beautiful.
But when the object is removed, the beauty stands alone and permanent. Therefore, if
the beauty and the beautiful are separated by some means, beauty is left alone and

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supreme. Everything beautiful is only a symbol directing you to the Self, as beauty in
you.

528. H OW TO FACE BEAUTY

Whenever you experience beauty, harmony, higher logic etc. beyond the realm of the
mind, try always to merge into it. Do not try to stand as its witness. It is absurd. The
witness stand is below the realm of experience.

960. H OW DO THE J NYANIN AND THE IGNORANT MAN PERCEIVE BEAUTY ?

1. The Jnyanin [Sage] sees the mountain as beauty, keeping beauty as beauty, sub-
lime to the core.
2. The ignorant man sees beauty in the mountain, keeping the mountain as the
mountain gross and inert.
The Sage sees the body as Atma and the ignorant man sees body as Atma, each em-
phasizing the part italicized, and ignoring the other part.
In the first case, beauty appears as the mountain, mountain-ness vanishes, and
beauty alone remains.
In the second case, the mountain appears beautiful, mountain-ness is emphasized,
and beauty comes and goes.

1103. B EAUTY , POETRY AND LOVE ARE THE SAME R EALITY .

They are all, strictly speaking, synonyms of the Ultimate. If you perceive any of these
without reference to the limited clothing in which they appear, you are perceiving the
Reality itself. Such expressions of the Absolute are all spontaneous. Let us examine
any one of them – e.g. beauty.
Beauty: It is often perceived in objects, such as the mountain, the sea, the sky, the
river, the child, etc. But it has to be examined whether beauty is inherent in them. If
so, everybody should perceive beauty in each of them, at all times. This is not so. I do
not see beauty exactly where another sees it. Therefore beauty does not rest in the
object perceived.
The only other party to the perception is one’s own Self – divested of body, senses
and mind which are also objects. So, beauty must necessarily be somewhere in the
Self – the real subject. The objects serve only as mere symbols of or pointers to the
subject.
The Self is the centre of beauty and changeless. The symbols are numerous, but the
centre is only one, the inmost core of one’s being. Beauty is the real nature of the Self
and is unlimited. Beauty anoints with its own gild everything with which it comes into
contact. When beauty is superimposed upon any object, it appears limited and unreal.
In the world, you see only the beautiful. The beautiful is an incongruous mixture of
dead, inert matter and living beauty by its very nature unlimited. On seeing the beauti-
ful, your effort should be to eliminate the material accretion from the beauty part. For
this purpose, you may first conceive beauty to be resting inside yourself, and matter
outside. Thus, when you discard gross matter along with the sense of the ‘outside’ and
reach the so called ‘inside’, you find that the inside – being relative and the opposite

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of outside – has also vanished with the outside. This leaves you alone as beauty – the
Ultimate – beyond both outside and inside.
Poetry: When you come to real poetry, it transcends imagination and all ideation.
That is the Reality.
Love: Love for a desired object is pleasure-giving. When you understand that it is not
the object itself that is loved, but the happiness you suppose you derived from it, the
love itself is the happiness, both being intrinsic in you. That is the Reality.
The ‘Reality’ is the ‘Absolute’, or what is ‘expressed’ and beyond all opposites.
Sat [existence], cit [consciousness] and ananda [happiness] are the characteristics
of the ultimate Reality. They are positive in form, but negative in sense. Life, thoughts
and feelings are the first expressions of sat, cit and ananda in the relative level. When
you expand life you come to sat, when you expand thoughts you come to cit, and
when you expand feelings you come to ananda.
After listening to the Truth from the Guru, if you get beyond the body, senses and
mind, you reach the background as sat, cit or ananda. But you do not rest there. You
are then taken on to the ultimate Truth still beyond, which is Atma, the real ‘I’.

Being
1277. W HAT IS BEING ?
‘Being’ is being and is independent of its opposite, non-being. Non-being can exist
only on being. But being can exist all alone.

299. B EING AND BECOMING

Being and becoming cannot go together. When you are striving to become the Truth,
you are admittedly away from Truth; and when you are in the being or Truth, there is
no need for any striving at all to become the Truth.

1069. W HAT IS KNOWING THE T RUTH WITH ONE ’ S WHOLE BEING ?

To forget oneself completely in knowing the Truth is to know it with one’s whole
being. Or in other words, it is knowing with the head and the heart combined in
complete unison. When the heart is full, the tongue refuses to speak.

700. I T IS SAID THAT I AM A LOVING AND CONSCIOUS BEING . W HAT DOES IT

MEAN ?

Being: It is the generic form of all one’s experience, divorced of all qualities and
distinctions. Then one comes to existence pure, which has no parts. This most ex-
panded form comprehends all narrower denominations.
You admit that you are a loving being. Then the love goes into the being. It means
that you are love itself, or that ‘being’ is love.

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627. A LL BODIES ARE MINE , OR NO BODY IS MINE .
When I am identifying myself with a body I call mine, all other bodies become alien
to me as objects, the two together – my body and all other bodies – comprising the
world. But when what I call ‘my body’ is seen as my object, distinct and separate
from me, naturally I have no other option left except to extend the same perspective to
the whole world and group my body also along with the world of objects.
Then all bodies become mine, or no body is mine at all. In either case, I stand as the
real background of the whole world.

980. T HE BODY
The body is the cell in which both the Sage and the ignorant man seem to sleep. The
one feels free and the other bound.
svayame tanne lakkappil sukhamay` vizramiccitum
inspektac ennapol deha-pañjare vafka saukhyamay`
[As in a cell in his own lock-up,
an inspector of police
may rest content and be refreshed;
so also in this cage of body,
one who is in charge of it
may live refreshed, at one with that
which is contentment in itself.]
Shri Atmananda [see also note 920]

34. I S THERE CONSCIOUSNESS IN DEAD MATTER ?

The question is absurd. Dead matter or body does not exist in its own right, but exists
only as the object of the perceiver. It is the perceiver who lights up the object with his
consciousness. In other words, his consciousness appears limited in the form of the
body, or the body is his consciousness itself. But Consciousness cannot be divided. So
it is the whole Consciousness itself. Therefore the question is absurd, on the face of it.
When you know any object, you stand as Consciousness; and the object also cannot
help appearing as Consciousness, since Consciousness cannot perceive anything but
Consciousness. Or, in other words, when you rise to the level of Consciousness to
examine the object, it is also transformed into Consciousness and its objectivity
disappears.
So objects cannot exist as such, when you stand as Consciousness. While every-
thing shines by the light of Consciousness, Consciousness does not require any other
light, because it is self-luminous.
But at a lower level, it can be said that bodies abide in mind and mind in Con-
sciousness. Nothing can limit Consciousness. A beginner in the spiritual path can, as a
preliminary course, conceive that Consciousness is in him first. But when he becomes
centred in Consciousness, the inside and outside vanish, so far as he is concerned; and
he is lifted up to Consciousness pure.

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 It is in me that thoughts arise, and in thoughts that bodies arise. So, compared to the
‘I’-principle, the gross world is evidently very, very small; and can never exist as
such, along with the ‘I’.
It is wrong to say that the world exists in thoughts, or that thoughts exist in the ‘I’;
because gross forms as such vanish when thoughts appear, and thoughts become
Consciousness when they touch it. Nothing is inert or jada; but all is Consciousness
appearing as limited, and even that apparent limitation is Consciousness itself.
Thus Reality is seen existing here and now – in you, in and beyond all states. It
only appears as if it is tagged on to something else like body, senses or mind. Elimi-
nate that ‘tagged-on’ part and you remain in your self, the real centre. But when you
try to eliminate the apparently unreal parts from Consciousness, you find that each of
them is mysteriously transformed into that Consciousness itself, leaving nothing to be
eliminated. This method takes you direct to the natural state [see page 199].

Bondage and liberation

1344. B ONDAGE AND LIBERATION

Bondage is identification with body, senses and mind.
Liberation is the giving up of that identification, by visualizing what you are, in
the regular order.

645. W HAT ARE BONDAGE AND LIBERATION ?

When personality comes into the impersonal, it is bondage.
When personality merges in the impersonal, it is liberation.
But when it is established – so far as you are concerned – that there can be nothing
other than the impersonal, it is immaterial whether you stand as the personal or as the
impersonal.

699. W HAT ARE SLAVERY AND FREEDOM ?

The ordinary man is a slave to the body, senses and mind. This slavery is dissolved
only in the alchemy of your love for the free (the Guru or freedom).
‘Freedom’ is the surrender of slavery at the feet of the Guru (the Absolute).
Usually it is slavery or bondage that craves for freedom, but often it is found un-
willing to shake off bondage itself when freedom comes.
Incessant thought of bondage is not the way to transcend it. So turn your attention
to real freedom or the Absolute and the bondage dies.

391. W HAT IS THE TEST OF THE ‘ FREE ’ AND THE ‘ BOUND ’?

If, when you think of Consciousness, the ‘I’-thought comes in spontaneously and vice
versa, then you are free.

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 And if, when you think of the body, the ‘I’-thought comes in spontaneously and
vice versa, then you are bound.

1032. W HAT BINDS ME ?

The world of forms is never the cause of bondage. It is the world of names alone that
binds you.
A perception, left to itself, dies out naturally; but if you give a name to it, the per-
ception becomes an idea. Then it becomes capable of being remembered, and only
then does it begin to bind you.

347. W HAT IS THE T RUTH ABOUT BONDAGE ?

It is not objects, but only your own thoughts and feelings that appear to bind you. But
thoughts and feelings can never bind you unless the ego is present to claim them as its
own.
At the moment when thoughts and feelings occur, the ego is not present. The ego
comes only after thoughts and feelings have disappeared. Then the ego alone is
present, and no thoughts or feelings.
Therefore, thoughts or feelings and the ego can never exist simultaneously; and so
you transcend bondage. Hence, there never has been any bondage, at any time.

395. H OW IS THE MIND THE CAUSE OF BOTH BONDAGE AND LIBERATION ?

mana eva manusyanam karanam bandha-moksayoh
bandhaya visayasaktam, muktyai nirvisayam smrtam
[It is just mind that is the cause
of bondage, and of liberation
also, in our human lives.
In bondage, mind is tied to objects.
But, in freedom, mind recalls
that it is truly objectless.]
Maitrayani (Maitri) Upanishad, 6.34.11
The mind has two kinds of activities. One, being extroverted, perceives objects. And
the other, being introverted, perceives the real Self or Atma.
When the mind is introverted, it comes into touch with the absolute Self, and be-
comes surcharged with the aroma of Atma. In that state, whatever comes out of that
apparent mind will be perfect in all its aspects. It comes spontaneously and without a
stop. There is no apparent ego to claim any right over any of those statements. Every
word or sentence written or spoken by a Sage is of this nature, each being a mantra in
itself. It helps to bring you nearer the Truth.
The rest is for you to experience.

742. T HE MYTH OF BONDAGE AND LIBERATION

I know myself (I know I am). This is the only fact that does not want a proof.

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 Everything has to be reduced to knowledge before I can know it, or absorb it into
me as knowledge. Because I am knowledge myself. Therefore, I can know nothing
other than myself.
Bondage comes in when I do not know myself. This position is absurd. Therefore
there is no bondage, and no liberation either. Knowing this, be free, and be at Peace.

920. W HAT IS IT THAT REALLY BINDS ME ?

It is not the outside that binds you, but it is something inside. It is only your ignorance
of what you are and your identification with the wrong thing (body, senses and mind)
that really binds you.
svayame tanne lakkappil sukhamay` vizramiccitum
inspektac ennapol deha-pañjare vafka saukhyamay`
Shri Atmananda [see also note 980]
The Inspector of police and the thief may be sleeping or resting in similar and adja-
cent cells in the police lockup. The Inspector does not feel bound, but the thief does.
Thus the liberated, though in apparent bondage, is free beyond doubt.

977. W HAT IS BONDAGE AND HOW TO BE LIBERATED ?

Diversity is bondage and Non-duality is liberation.
When you, yourself, stand as the many, you cannot help seeing many outside. But
when you stand as the only one, you can never see the many. The many in you are
body, senses and mind. Stand as the one subject in yourself, and the world will also
stand reduced to the one Reality. This is liberation.

1283. T HE COURSE OF LIBERATION IN SHORT

The course of liberation, or the solution of the world, consists of only three simple
steps.
1. Malady: The wrong identification with body, senses and mind, by which man
appears to be bound and becomes miserable.
2. Remedy: Separation. Body, senses and mind are shown to be distinct and sepa-
rate from the real Self, which stands as the perpetual knower or witness.
3. Recovery: Right identification. Standing as that witness, you stand identified with
the being, and the witnessed disappears. Then the witness ceases to be
witness, but stands as the ultimate Reality – Consciousness.

640. T HE REAL BONDAGE

Sense objects tie you down to the world. But when you come into contact with a Sage,
you get tied down to the Ultimate.
You can be relieved from the former bondage no doubt. But there is no escape from
the latter.

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 Books

1204. A UTHORSHIP AND ADVERTISEMENT

Ancient Indian works of merit, particularly spiritual ones, were all apaurusheya (of
undisclosed authorship), for example many of the Upanishads.
Paurusheya, the habit of advertizing the authorship in order to enhance the sale of
the book, is a degenerate modern tendency of the inflated ego.

1016. Dr. H. and his wife asked: ‘W HAT BOOKS ON PHILOSOPHY SHALL WE
READ ’?

Books will not help you much to understand the Truth. Sometimes they may even do
you much harm. Suppose you read the Bhagavad-gita, which is recognized as one of a
basic tripod of Hindu scriptures. Your only help is the existing commentaries. You do
not know whether a particular commentator was a man who had realized the Truth or
not. If he had not, he will misguide you. You can read only your own sense in a book,
be it the original or a commentary.
A Sage alone can show you the Truth. But after understanding the Truth from the
Sage, you may read only the few books he suggests, to keep you in the groove he has
chalked out. After some time, when you are established in the Truth yourself, you
may read any book, good or bad.
Every book has some nuggets of Truth in it. You will yourself be able to pick these
out and throw away the dross. If nothing in the book attracts you, accept it for its
existence value and thus find it an expression of the Ultimate.

982. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LISTENING TO THE WORDS OF THE S AGE
AND READING THE S AGE ’ S WRITINGS ?

When you read the works of a Sage you read your own sense into his words. You try
to illumine the writings of the Sage with the distorting light of your puny intellect, and
you fail miserably. But, on listening to the Sage, because the Sage himself gives the
full blaze of his light of pure Consciousness to the talk, his words are understood by
you in the correctest manner, in spite of all your resistance.

1293. H OW FAR CAN THE BOOK OF A S AGE HELP AN ASPIRANT ?

There is as much difference between a Sage and his book as between yourself and
your image in a mirror. The image is devoid of the life principle which is the very
substance of the original. The image is a reflection of the exterior alone and has no
interior.
Similarly, the book or language can convey only the mere exterior of Truth. But
Truth has no distinctions such as exterior and interior. Therefore nobody can get at the
essence of Truth through books or through language alone. A book, as such, is dead
and inert, and cannot answer a new question arising from the one dealt with in the
book. Whenever you read a book, you read something of your own sense in it. This,
however, you cannot do when you read the books of your Guru.

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 Language is limited, but the Guru is unlimited. If anybody considers the Guru to be
limited, by a particular body or mind, he is wrong and that conception is not the real
Guru. But if body and mind cease to have their character as such, they are also the
Guru.

1341. W HY CAN ’ T ONE OBTAIN T RUTH FROM THE BOOKS OF A S AGE ?

This can be answered in many ways:
1. Who asks the question? Of course the ego-mind. The mind can understand only in
terms of the mind. The Truth transcends the mind and so cannot be understood in
terms of the mind. You read books and understand them only at the mental level.
Therefore Truth cannot be understood from books.
2. Truth cannot be understood from anything other than the Truth. Because every-
thing other than the Truth is untruth. Thus book, as such, is also an untruth; and
anything understood from it, by the mind, is also untruth.
3. The question itself is the product of ignorance. The question presupposes that
Truth can be obtained from somewhere else, as an object of the mind. But the fact
about Truth is that it is the Self. You are that always, and the question of obtaining
it is wrong and does not legitimately arise. It is the activities of the body, senses
and mind that obstruct your visualizing the Truth, your real nature.
Then you might ask how does the Guru help you. Truth being your real nature, it has
not to be obtained from elsewhere, but the obstacles on the path have to be removed;
and then the Truth, being self-luminous, shines in its own glory. This is actually what
the Guru does.
If a child asks where its body is, no book can teach it where it is. The nurse has
only to remove the child’s clothes and nothing else has to be done to show the child
its own body. Similarly, the Guru creates the conditions wherein your real nature of
Truth shines in all its glory, and the mind with all its questions disappears for ever.

Causal ignorance

338. W HERE DID THIS MISUNDERSTANDING START ?

The principle involved in the question is causality. Causality is only a synonym for
diversity.
The fundamental misunderstanding – from which every other misunderstanding
originates – is the thought that ‘I am the body.’ This misunderstanding, which is
merely a thought form, can never exist in the physical plane. It exists only in the
mental plane. In that plane the body cannot exist. Therefore the cause and effect can
neither co-exist nor exist in different planes.
Beyond the mind there is no diversity at all. But you are searching for the cause of
the misunderstanding in the plane beyond. Or in other words you are trying to estab-
lish diversity in the plane beyond, where there is no diversity. Thus if you continue to
enquire into the cause of ‘avidya’ [false knowledge], you would still be entangled
within the boundaries of ‘avidya’ itself.

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923. W HY WAS THE ARTIFICIAL STATE OF NIRVIKALPA SAMADHI INVENTED ?
The pioneers of the traditional (cosmological) jnyana path understood and interpreted
the spontaneous state of deep sleep as the seat of causal ignorance. It was with a view
to avoid or remove this ignorance by human effort that the nirvikalpa samadhi was
invented. They succeeded in their goal only partially; because when they came out of
the samadhi state, the shroud of ignorance engrossed them once again. So a perma-
nent solution had to be sought again.
[See glossary at end, under ‘nirvikalpa’ and ‘samadhi’.]

564. T HE CAUSAL BODY OF IGNORANCE

The causal body of ignorance [the unmanifested potentiality of the ‘unconscious’]
cannot exist. Ignorance is the absence of everything.
When you say there is the absence of a cow here, it only means that it is not present
here to the fleshy organ, but is present only to the subtle organ of the mind. The
absence of anything is dependent directly upon the presence of that thing.
Thus the negative of anything cannot exist by itself, without at least an unconscious
reference to the positive. So the causal body of ignorance is a misnomer.
susupty-eka-siddhah … zivah kevalo ’ham
[I am that unmixed absolute,
just that one perfect happiness,
attained in depth of dreamless sleep.]
Shri Shankara, Dasha-shloki, 1

259. H OW TO PROVE THAT THERE IS NO IGNORANCE IN DEEP SLEEP ?

After waking from deep sleep, we make two spontaneous assertions:
1. ‘I was at peace’; and
2. ‘I did not know anything.’
These two statements refer to the very same experience, one positively and the other
negatively; and therefore they cannot be different. The second is, in fact, only a
paraphrase of the first. The second statement means only that ‘I did not know any-
thing other than the positive experience of deep peace in deep sleep.’ So, there was no
causal body present there at all. [There was no body of unconscious potentiality,
implying an unmanifest world.] This proves not the existence of ajnyana [uncon-
sciousness], but rather its non-existence, in deep sleep.
Another approach: That which precedes is said to be the cause, and that which suc-
ceeds the effect. Here, the time element is essential to make this distinction possible,
and to establish causality. But standards of time differ fundamentally in the waking
state and in the dream state; and in deep sleep, time does not exist at all. Where there
is no conception of time, neither causality nor a causal body can exist. For this reason
also, there is no ignorance in deep sleep but only deep peace, undisturbed by any
other experience.
Understanding deep sleep correctly in this way, you find the ‘I’-principle there, in
its real nature. This ‘I’-principle shines incessantly, through all states. So when you

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say you wake up from deep sleep, it is wrong; for your deep sleep, as your real nature,
continues without a break. That is to say, you never come out of the ‘I’-principle.
All the worlds created by you in the waking and dream states are withdrawn into
you in deep sleep. The world as such does not exist in deep sleep, but only as the pure
‘I’-principle.

153. W HAT IS IGNORANCE ?

It is said to be the source of the world. The usual example taken to illustrate this is the
illusion of the serpent in the rope. Here, the ignorance of the rope, coming just be-
tween the rope and the serpent, is said to be the cause of the serpent. So, when the
serpent disappears, it is the ignorance that should naturally remain over.
But when you bring in a light and examine the serpent, it disappears altogether; and
in its place, instead of the ignorance supposed to be its cause, you see only the rope in
its nakedness, beyond all doubt.
So this ignorance, which never had any existence independently of the serpent, is
also non-existent. Hence the ignorance is the object perceived itself, or ignorance
means only wrong notion. The world is only a distorted vision: ‘of the Self, by the
self’.
We should accept only that which agrees with our higher reason and reject all the
rest. In the illustration, we do not first see the rope in its entirety, but only its exis-
tence. That is to say the ‘this’ alone of the rope is seen. So in the two experiences –
‘This is a rope’ and ‘This is a serpent’ – it is upon the ‘this’ that the serpent is super-
imposed. So when the serpent disappears, naturally the ‘this’ alone, which is the real
part of the perception, remains over.
Assuming that the ‘this’ remains, you must not leave the ‘this’ vague, as it is likely
to give rise to other superimpositions. It should be made clear, beyond any possibility
of a mistake, and seen as Consciousness itself.
The serpent of superimposition is not likely to be removed until you get a clear per-
ception of the rope. When the serpent is removed, the rope alone shines.

Causality

777. W HAT IS THE CAUSE OF THE WORLD , IF ANY ?

A cause implies that without which the result cannot appear at all. For example, the
serpent cannot appear if the rope is not there already. But we know that the rope never
undergoes any change. Similarly, the world can never appear if Atma is not behind it,
without undergoing any change. Therefore, if any cause is to be posited for the world,
the most correct answer would be ‘Atma it s elf’.
Thus, in fact, there is no creation; and if creation is taken for granted, Atma is the
only cause of it. But causality can never exist in Atma.

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1149. C AUSALITY IS A MISNOMER .
The thief comes in surreptitiously, whenever you ask a question applying the principle
of causal relationship.
Causality is the product of the waking state. Nay, it is the waking state itself. It can
never be successfully answered from the waking state, where alone the law of causal-
ity obtains. To answer the question, one must get beyond the waking state, to the
dream or mental state. Then causality and the question both disappear, as mere illu-
sion. One who raises such a question is pinned to the waking state.
It may pertinently be asked, is there not causality in the dream state? No. Certainly
not. Because, what we call the dream state is a full-fledged waking state when it is
experienced, and it is called a dream state only when it is past. Then causality, which
appeared quite reasonable when the so called dream was in progress, becomes unreal.
This amounts to admitting that causality is not real in the dream state.
There is no connection between objects themselves in the waking state. Causality is
only an object, just like any other object; and the senses also are only objects, just like
others. Therefore you cannot establish causal relationship, between any two objects of
the waking state.

1416. C AN CAUSALITY FUNCTION UNDER ANY CONDITION ?

No. Not even in the same order of time, much less when the order of time also
changes. For example, the sun sets and darkness comes. Can the preceding sunshine
be said to be the cause of darkness, or vice versa? No. Both are absurd. Therefore,
causal relationship cannot be established between such changing states, which have
no connection whatsoever between them.

1433. H OW DOES CAUSALITY FUNCTION ?

Answer: Causality is a misnomer, and it never functions. This is said from the highest
level.
Viewing it from a lower plane: When one object is supposed to produce another, the
former is said to be the cause and the latter the effect. But the relationship between
cause and effect has to be examined more closely, though from the standpoint of the
waking state. There can be only two possible positions, if we adopt this approach.
1. That the cause and effect are entirely different one from the other.
2. That they are not different.
If we accept the first position, causality cannot function, because a cause cannot
produce an entirely different effect. And if they are not different, as in the second
position, then causality has no meaning. Therefore, in either case, causality is a mis-
nomer.

1215. C AUSALITY AND ITS ULTIMATE GOAL

The urge to search for a cause shows that you are dissatisfied with the effect and that
you consider the cause to be more real. Therefore everything that comes under the
category of effect is considered to be relatively unreal, and the ultimate cause or

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source is alone considered real. So you negate the effect and seek the real source, in
the name of causality. Therefore, the enquiry into cause is also an indirect search for
the ultimate Truth.

Change and changelessness

408. W HAT IS THE MOST CONCRETE OF ALL THINGS ?

Concrete literally means real or changeless. Name and form are constantly changing;
and their background Atma alone is real. Body, senses and mind are changing; and the
‘I’-principle alone is changeless or real, through all states and times.
In that sense, the ‘I’-principle is the only concrete thing, and all else is but illusion.

492. W HAT IS THE WITNESS ?

The witness is that which is changeless – the ‘I’ – amongst changes.
Changes cannot appear without the changeless. But the changeless exists independ-
ent of all changes.
Changes can take place only in the changeless. But changes when examined are
found to be nothing but the changeless.
All changes are in the changeless. But the changeless itself never changes.

692. I AM NOT CHANGELESS . W HY ?

I perceive changes. To make this possible, I must have been the changeless back-
ground perceiving the changes.
But changelessness only means the absence of change. They are opposites. A taint
of the change lingers in the very conception of changelessness. So I must transcend
changelessness also, in order to be in my real nature.
Therefore, the path to the Ultimate lies from the changing, through the changeless,
to the beyond.

Child in knowledge

277. W HAT IS SECOND CHILDHOOD ?

You are first born into this world as a child in ignorance. Subsequently, on reaching
maturity, you hear the Truth from your Guru and are liberated. Then you become a
child in knowledge, never to change.
So only a Sage can really be said to have a second childhood.

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434. W HO IS THE REAL CHILD ?
The worldly child, who is a child in ignorance, and the Sage, who is a child in knowl-
edge, are both unattached to objects. The child has not acquired the capacity to think,
and the Sage has gone beyond the capacity to think. But the child leaves a slight
samskara [habituation] behind after every activity, while the Sage leaves nothing
behind.
Therefore, the Sage alone is the real child.

Connection

1328. T HERE IS CONNECTION EVEN IN SEPARATENESS .

Even concerning the so called phenomenal knowledge, it is knowledge in identity. We
say A and B are there, without any apparent relationship between them, except the
recognition of the existence of each other. So there is this connection established
between consciousness and existence. Thus, knowledge bridges the gulf of separate-
ness.

1444. H OW IS LIFE A CONNECTED WHOLE ?

Life consists of independent and disconnected appearances: of actions, perceptions
and mentations upon Atma [Self], the changeless background. Thus, it is ‘Atma’ that
keeps the continuity of phenomenal life.

Consciousness

1164. W HAT IS THE PROOF OF C ONSCIOUSNESS ?

That very question is the proof. That question is lit up by Consciousness.
The outer light (lighting up objects outside) and the inner light of Consciousness
have something in common in their characteristics. Both are imperceptible to the
sense organ or the mind. The existence of the outer light is affirmed by the fact that
objects are manifested in its presence. Similarly, the light of Consciousness is proved
by the fact that objects are lit up (or known) in its presence.

849. W HAT ARE THE FUNCTIONS OF C ONSCIOUSNESS ?

Like fire, it has two functions:
1. It illumines objects at a distance.
2. It destroys them on contact.

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744. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU THINK OF C ONSCIOUSNESS ?
All thought of Consciousness annihilates thought, like a moth in the fire.

621. C ONSCIOUSNESS RECOMMENDED AS THE BEST OF THE THREE MEDIUMS FOR

VISUALIZING THE ULTIMATE .
W HY ?
Consciousness alone tells you that Existence and Happiness are both implied in
Consciousness; and so the Truth, visualized through Consciousness, comprehends the
Existence and Happiness aspects as well.
But it could be said that Existence and Happiness also might say the same about the
other two. In that case, Existence and Happiness are indenting upon the services of
Consciousness even to say so. They themselves are established only by the help of
Consciousness. Otherwise, Existence and Happiness would never have been noted at
all.

644. F ALLACY OF SUB - CONSCIOUS AND SUPER - CONSCIOUS STATES

The sub-conscious state: When the mind involuntarily and without any effort goes
into a state where the mind dies, it is called a sub-conscious state – e.g. deep sleep.
Super-conscious state: When, as a result of an active effort of the mind, the objects
gross as well as subtle vanish and you are thrown into a state where the mind be-
comes still, it is called the super-conscious state or samadhi.
But when you direct your attention to the Consciousness aspect of any activity, in any
state, you transcend the mind and reach the Ultimate.
The taint of the ‘sub-’ and ‘super-’ consciousnesses lies in the samskara [habituated
feeling] that they are the cause of some other results, as ignorance is supposed to be
the cause of the world.
Even when Consciousness appears limited to any object, know for certain that it is
not limited. This knowledge takes you to the natural state [see page 199].
Consciousness can never be ‘sub’ or ‘super’. It is always Absolute.

751. W HAT IS THE MEANING OF THE SUBDIVIDING OR GRADING OF

C ONSCIOUSNESS ?
Usually, Consciousness is divided into the sub-conscious, conscious and super-
conscious – all being based upon Consciousness. Pure Consciousness is equally
present in all these three states. It is from the standpoint of Consciousness itself, and
not from the standpoint of him who is conscious, that these different states are to be
considered.
The services of pure Consciousness have to be indented upon, to connect the three
states; and in that light there is no difference between these states. You can compare
the states only by standing outside them, as their perceiver. The perceiver can never
be the perceived. The perceiver is pure, impersonal Consciousness alone. It is Con-
sciousness and not ‘conscious’.
All the three are expressions of Consciousness, and all the three are ‘sub’ or inferior
from the position of Consciousness. What you call ‘super’ from the mental level in

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the waking state is ‘sub’ from the level of pure Consciousness. So they are only empty
words.

387. H OW TO PROVE ‘ ALL IS C ONSCIOUSNESS ’?

From ‘seeing a form’, if either seeing or form is separated, then both vanish simulta-
neously, because neither can exist independently of the other. Therefore both are one,
but not as either. Then what is it? When form and seeing disappear, Consciousness
alone remains over; and that is the only reality behind it.
Thus everything is permanent as the background, and not as the expression.

1008. A RE MIND AND SENSES PRESENT IN C ONSCIOUSNESS ?

‘Some people say that mind and senses are not present in Consciousness. That posi-
tion is wrong. They are present in Consciousness. Are you not aware of the existence
of mind and senses?’
‘Yes, of course.’
‘So are they not in your awareness which is pure Consciousness?’
‘Yes.’

1159. C ONSCIOUSNESS ALONE , PERCEIVED OBJECTIVELY AS WELL AS

SUBJECTIVELY

1. Light by itself is not perceptible to the naked eye. You perceive light only when it
is temporarily obstructed by an object. This perception of light you wrongly call
the object. This is a phenomenon usually misunderstood; and the fallacy is, on the
face of it, obvious.
Similarly, pure Consciousness is not perceivable, as is evident in deep sleep. But
when it is confined or limited to a particular object, it seems to become percepti-
ble. Even then, it is not the object but it is Consciousness alone that is perceived.
Therefore, nobody has ever seen or perceived an object, but only light or Con-
sciousness.
2. Take hold of an object. You find the object cannot appear without the help of
Consciousness. Take hold of Consciousness that is in the object. This is possible
only with the help of a Guru. Then you reach pure Consciousness objectively.
Take hold of Consciousness in the senses or mind in the same manner and you
reach pure Consciousness, your real nature, subjectively. Both being one, you
stand in Advaita [Non-duality].
If you achieve that degree of identification with the light of knowledge as you had
with body in the waking state, there is nothing more to be achieved. Then the imper-
sonal becomes stronger than the personal. The sadhaka [aspirant] who stands as the
personal does the sadhana [spiritual work] of acting the part of the impersonal.
‘I know I am.’ In this, the ‘am’-ness does not belong either to the senses or to the
mind. This is intrinsic. This is the nature of self-luminosity.

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1394. W HAT IS THE RESULT OF EMPHASIZING C ONSCIOUSNESS IN IDEAS OR
OBJECTS ?

Consciousness is absolute and is only one.

Consciousness + something = idea.
Emphasizing Consciousness means looking at the idea from the standpoint of Con-
sciousness.
When Consciousness begins to look at the idea, Consciousness being only one and
that being already in the idea as its essence, that Consciousness has to stand out of the
idea. Then, the idea being divested of its essence ‘Consciousness’, the idea becomes
extinct.
Consciousness is the essence of both the idea and the object. If Consciousness
stands as the idea, the object disappears. If Consciousness stands as Consciousness
itself, the idea also disappears. Consider the illustration of the figure in the rock.
It can well be said from one standpoint that Consciousness by itself never illumines
ideas or objects, but only kills them. Let us apply this process in our daily life. You
say in the waking state that you remember your past dream. But what exactly is it that
you remember? You remember only the ‘seeing’ of objects in the dream. What else
was there in the dream? Nothing. All that appeared as gross object in dream was
nothing other than the ‘seeing’ itself. This fact needs no further proof, when you wake
up. This is typical of every so called ‘waking’ experience also.
Therefore, it is only ‘seeing’ that appears as object; and similarly, it is Conscious-
ness that appears as ‘seeing’ in both the states.

1445. W E GENERALLY SAY ‘I AM HAPPY ’ AND ‘I AM CONSCIOUS .’ I S IT

ULTIMATELY TRUE ?

No. It is only at the moment when you are happy that you are aware of the fact that
you are happy. That knowledge is in identity, where ‘knowing it’ is ‘being it’.
But when you say that the happiness is past, the subject-object relationship sets in.
It is this kind of knowledge that people want. Because the ordinary man stands as the
empirical subject and is incapable of thinking of anything beyond. Thus, when you
say you are happy, you are really not happy.
Similarly, when you know Atma [Self], you stand as Atma or you are Atma. But
when you say so, your stand changes and you cease to identify yourself with Atma.
Still, Atma, as self-awareness, stands as the background of even the saying of this.
Thus, self-awareness is the ground of awareness of objects. Even when objects
vanish, Awareness continues. In all the three states, Awareness is the only principle
that does not change or die out. And Awareness is indivisible. Therefore, it is this
self-awareness itself that appears as – or is the ground of – awareness of objects.

840. W HY IS C ONSCIOUSNESS INVISIBLE ?

The nature of Consciousness is ‘experience’ itself. The ‘I’-principle is the only expe-
rience. The tests of experience are permanence and self-luminosity. Experience can
never be experienced. It is ‘anubhava-matra-’tma’ [‘that Self which is experience
alone’].

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 To become visible, it must stand as an object of perception, which Consciousness
can never do. To know, to enjoy, and to become it are all functions of the ego. But ‘to
be it’ is alone yours. You were and are that always.

Consciousness and Peace

1101. C ONSCIOUSNESS AND P EACE ARE ONE AND THE SAME .

You hope to achieve happiness by the attainment of a particular object. Suppose
somebody drops that object into your room when you are asleep. You do not get the
desired happiness. But you get it immediately you know that you have attained the
object desired. So it is the knowledge – though apparently limited by the object – that
gives you limited happiness.
In the knowledge, the object known is absent. Therefore, the known must disap-
pear, even before limited peace can be attained.
It is only the reference to the object that limits the experience of Peace. The same
result arrived at without a reference to any object (that is by rising above body, senses
and mind) is the ultimate Peace. The known, as known, must disappear for the ulti-
mate Peace to dawn. When the known – as known – disappears, it is knowledge pure
or Consciousness that remains over. Thus Consciousness and Peace are one and the
same, being intrinsic in you.

837. W HAT IS THE MINIMUM THAT AN ORDINARY MAN HAS TO DO TO ATTAIN

PEACE ?

Shri Ashtavakra answers this question in the verse:

yadi deham prthak-krtya citi vizramya tisthasi .
adhunai ’va sukhi zanto bandha-mukto bhavisyasi ..
Ashtavakra-samhita, 1.4
This means: ‘Throw away your body first in idea and take rest in pure Consciousness.
You shall at once be free and at Peace.’
When you stand as body, you are a jiva. When you stand as mind, you are God.
When you stand as Truth, beyond both body and mind, you are the Absolute.
How to throw away the body? By simply becoming aware of it.

1042. W HERE IS C ONSCIOUSNESS IN GREATER EVIDENCE ?

Consciousness is in greater evidence in the absence of the object than in the presence
of the same.
Suppose an empty space is shown to you for you to sit down. At once you recog-
nize the absence of a seat there and refuse to sit. But in the case of the actual chair
pointed out, no active thought is called for and you safely ignore the part played by
Consciousness. Relatively speaking, the play of Consciousness is more evident in the
former than in the latter.

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1335. W HAT DO I WANT AND HOW TO SECURE IT ?
You want to know only something which is existing. If you want satisfaction in the
mental level from something which leans towards virtue, you become religious-
minded and get momentary satisfaction. But if you want to know that which really
exists, by the knowing alone you get something called ‘Peace’, which is the source of
all happiness. It is of the nature of knowledge and existence. If you seek it, you limit it
and miss it. If you want to know without any purpose, you spontaneously get Peace.
If you lose yourself in any knowledge, be it apparently limited, you get to Peace.
Therefore, ‘Lose yourself, lose yourself’ in any kind of knowledge. That is all that
you have to accomplish, and you get to Peace instantaneously.
Satisfaction is personal or private, and creates the many.
Truth is impersonal or public, and destroys diversity.

178. C ONSCIOUSNESS INDISPENSABLE TO ANY FORM OF APPROACH TO THE

R EALITY
The Absolute can be attained through the happiness aspect of Reality – or love. But in
order to analyse love and to prove its identity with Peace, the service of consciousness
is indispensable. Thus, by following the path of Consciousness alone can you be
established in Peace.

Creation

160. C REATION
Creation is described in the shastras [texts] in two ways: (1) Creation in a regular
order (krama-srishti), and (2) Simultaneous creation (yugapat-srishti).
1. The creation happening in a regular order (krama-srishti) represents the cosmo-
logical view through ajnyana, maya, the five subtle elements (panca-mahabhutas)
etc., down to the gross world.
This is intended for all aspirants who are not uttamadhikaris (ripe souls).
2. By simultaneous creation (yugapat-srishti) is meant the creation of the perceiver,
perception and perceived at the same instant the perception takes place. And they
also cease simultaneously, all being transformed into pure Knowledge.
Therefore it is said that objects do not exist except when known (visayabbalkk`
ajñata sattayilla). This method is intended for higher adhikaris alone. Here, no faith
of any kind is called for, and you rely on your direct experiences alone.
The ‘form’ is disposed of as nothing different from ‘seeing’. Thus I transcend
the form as seen by me, and my ‘seeing’ immediately becomes pure seeing with-
out a personal see-er. Thus I become one with Consciousness or the Reality.

274. H OW DOES THE WORLD COME INTO EXISTENCE ?

In the creation of the world, it is ideas that get solidified into the gross world. Imme-
diately, it assumes independent reality and begins to react upon the mind itself.

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537. M IND AND CREATION
The creation of the world is not a fiat of the will, but is an unconscious creation. The
will is only a function of the generic mind, functioning in the created world. If it were
created by the fiat of the will, the many things which give you so much pain would
never have been created at all.

651. P LANES , CREATION AND THE T RUTH

The gross and subtle planes are distinct and separate, the one from the other. The
gross cannot be perceived from the plane of the subtle, nor the subtle from the plane
of the gross. We see both from beyond both. Both of them are the expressions of their
real background.
There is a lot of confusion about creation itself. The subject and objects of a state
are not created individually. They come to light simultaneously and also vanish
simultaneously. Look at the dreamer and the dream. When the dreamer disappears,
nothing of the dream remains over. Similarly, the mind and the world are also simul-
taneous creations, if creation is conceded in any sense.
The real solution lies in adopting the right perspective, by examining the content of
any one activity as representative of the whole universe. Such an examination proves
that the content of every activity and therefore of the world is nothing but pure Con-
sciousness.
But this is possible only when one has visualized one’s own real nature to be that
pure Consciousness and Peace (under instructions from a Karana-guru). When one’s
own centre is thus established in the ‘I’, the illusion of the world appears simply
frivolous. You continue to see the mirage, knowing that it is a mirage.
Consciousness appears limited only because we look through the mind, which is
itself limited.

859. C REATION AND DISSOLUTION OF THE WORLD

Creation: 1. Consciousness objectified is thought, and
2. Thought objectified is the gross world.
The reverse process is dissolution:
1. Gross world subjectified is thought, and
2. Thought subjectified is Consciousness.

Death

1427. D EATH – WHAT IS ITS SIGNIFICANCE ?

Death is a misnomer. Death may be examined from the standpoint of life. Life, as
such, knows no death. Therefore, from life’s own standpoint, death is a misnomer.
To know that there is no death, you have only to refer to the so called dream state,
in which you see your own death or that of a relative. But on waking up, you know

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that the dream persons and their death were both illusions. It is in the same way that
we should view death in the waking state.

340. W HO DIES ?
The body and the life principle are the only two fundamental entities involved in the
change called death.
Of these two, the ‘body’ has always been dead and inert matter, and as such cannot
die again. The life principle is always changeless, and so it can also never die.

793. H OW AM I DEATHLESS ?
Death takes place in time. Time is made up of the past, present and future. These do
not affect the ‘I’-principle in any way. Therefore, from one standpoint, it may be said
to be an eternal present for the ‘I’-principle.
Strictly speaking, even this is wrong. Because time exists only in connection with
the apparent ‘I’. The activities of the apparent ‘I’ may be divided into five classes:
actions, perceptions, thoughts, feelings and knowing. Which of these five functions do
you prefer to be?
If you choose any one of the first four, you will automatically die after every such
function. But, experience is that you do not so die. Therefore you must be the last one
– the knower – which alone continues through all activities and never dies.
You know even death. Therefore you transcend death as well.

659. H OW A BOY OF FIVE WAS ENLIGHTENED ABOUT DEATH . A ND ABOUT G OD .

Ananda, a boy of five, was incessantly tormented by thoughts and nightmares about
death, which is supposed to be inevitable.
Gurunathan: Were you not a small baby some years ago?
Boy: Yes. Yes.
G: Where is it now?
B: It is gone.
G: Where? Can you bring it back?
B: No. No. It is impossible.
G: So it is dead. Is it not?
B: No. But I am here.
G: I mean the baby you were once. It is gone for ever and will never be able to come
back. That is what I mean by death. Did you cry when the baby was gone?
B: No. But till now I did not know it.
G: Similarly this boy will also die and you will be a youth. Then the youth also will
die and you will become an old man. All these deaths one after the other you take
pleasantly, don’t you?
B: Yes, of course.

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G: Then why do you cry and make noise when the old man dies? Is it also not like the
many deaths you already had?
B: Yes. If this is the meaning of death, I shall not cry or be afraid of it any longer.
G: Why were you not sorry when the baby in you died? Because you knew that the
baby alone dies and that you do not die. Similarly, it is only the old man in you that
will die. You know that you will never die. You know your many deaths from your
babyhood onwards. Similarly, you are the knower of the death of your old age also.
B: Yes! Yes! (With a luminous face.) Now I understand. I shall never more be afraid
of death.
G: Now you are deathless, the Eternal. That is God. Do you follow me?
B: Yes, Gurunathan. And the boy prostrated with tears dripping down on Guruna-
than’s feet.

737. W HAT ARE BIRTH AND DEATH ?

‘Nothing’ can never be the source of ‘something’ – ‘I’. If ‘I’ am born out of ‘some-
thing’, that ‘something’ is still with me. So I was never born, and so there is no death
for me or for anybody.
You can cease to fear death only by the strength of your conviction of a solid and
permanent something within you.

530. D EATH
Death is separation of the gross body from the subtle body, or of the mind from the
body. Therefore ‘you’, as a jiva, are dying every moment.

820. I S DEATH LIBERATION ?

Not always. Death is liberation if it is ultimate death, that is the death of everything
objective including even samskaras [habit-driven inclinations]. But ordinary death is
only partial, being the death of the gross body alone. It is no more than a change and
does not deserve the name of death.
Real death is a shift of your centre from the ego to the witness.

753. C AN I DIE GLADLY ?

Of course you can! What is the object of your life? Happiness. If you can get it even
now and here, would you not die gladly? Not by ending this life, but by knowing
death. That is how all Jnyanins [Sages] die. Therefore, know yourself and transcend
death.

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 Deep sleep

1221. I AM MYSELF ALONE AS PURE C ONSCIOUSNESS , IN DEEP SLEEP .

I, by my mere presence, illuminate all objects. When the objects are removed, what
can I be but light itself?
When I am myself the sun, how can darkness approach me? I am myself alone, as
Consciousness and Peace, in deep sleep. As such, how can I address deep sleep except
as ‘I’?
Since there is no time in deep sleep, both questions, when did one go to sleep and
when did one come out of it, are irrelevant.

1428. C AN DEATH BE COMPARED TO DEEP SLEEP ?

No. It is fallacious to do so. The experiences of death and of deep sleep are both
unknown to the waking mind, and so they are wrongly supposed to be identical by the
ignorant man. But in fact, they are poles asunder.
Deep sleep is the unique and the independent experience of a whole state. It is the
experience of Non-duality in identity. But death is only an incident in the waking
state. Therefore they occur in two entirely different planes, and can never be com-
pared one with the other.

946. W HY DOES NOT THE EXPERIENCE OF DEEP SLEEP HELP ONE SPIRITUALLY ?
Because the ordinary man looks upon deep sleep objectively. If deep sleep loses its
sense of objectivity and becomes subjective, you are free.

721. W HAT IS THE CLUE TO ONE ’ S OWN REAL NATURE ?

The only clue given to us by the unseen, to understand one’s own real nature, is the
‘deep sleep state’. That alone is ours in fact.

9. H OW IS DEEP SLEEP THE TOUCHSTONE OF ONE ’ S REAL NATURE ?

The knowledge of one object implies the ignorance of all objects other than that
particular object. The ignorance of all objects in deep sleep means really the positive
knowledge of the self, which shines as happiness there. Consequently, the ignorance
of the ordinary man in deep sleep is really the knowledge of his own self, which is
happiness and Consciousness.
Our deep sleep experience, according to the lower shastras [texts], is ignorance
coupled with the sense of subjective happiness. We have already proved that the so
called ignorance of the world in deep sleep is nothing but the knowledge of the self,
which is happiness itself. Thus the experience in deep sleep, if properly understood, is
only one; and that is our own self, which is Happiness and Peace. The rest of the
statement is but a commentary upon this.
There is only one there; and hence the ignorance of the many is no experience at
all.

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296. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN DEEP SLEEP AND THE WAKING STATE ?
It is often stated that a man wakes up from deep sleep on hearing a sound, meaning
thereby that hearing the sound was the cause of his waking up.
No one makes use of senses or mind in deep sleep, because they are not there. So
the sound could not have been heard in deep sleep. And when it was heard, he must
certainly have been in the waking state. An experience definitely belonging to the
waking state can never be said to be the cause of the waking state. So the statement is
wrong, and it is not the sound that woke him up.
Usually you wake up from the deep sleep state and you cannot find a cause for it.
Why can you not assume that you likewise came to the waking state, and heard a
sound? Why do you want a cause for the waking up?

1196. H OW CAN DEEP SLEEP ALLEVIATE MY PAINS OF THE WAKING STATE ?

You get cured of your pain and disease immediately you get into deep sleep; and you
begin to suffer again when you come back to the waking state. But if you can bring
something from deep sleep to bear upon the waking state, certainly the pain will be
relieved in the waking state also.

1286. T HE DEEP SLEEP STATE IS ALWAYS IN THE PAST .

When you experience deep sleep, you stand identified with pure Consciousness or
Peace beyond time. It can never be called the present in deep sleep. But when you
refer to it from the waking state, you call the preceding state the ‘deep sleep state’ and
then it is only an idea.
Similarly, every thought or perception is nothing but the ultimate Reality or knowl-
edge, at the moment when you know it. But when you refer to it subsequently, you
make an idea of it, which is not the thing referred to at all. This is the truth of the
whole world, which – though a heap of thoughts, feelings and perceptions – is nothing
but pure Consciousness.

270. I S THERE TIME IN DEEP SLEEP ?

In deep sleep there is no conception of time.
But on waking, you take your concept of time from the waking state and try to ap-
ply it to the deep sleep state, and hope thereby to bind deep sleep. This is impossible.
So deep sleep is in fact not bound by time at all.

69. W HY IS NOT DEEP SLEEP A CAUSE OF THE OTHER TWO STATES ?

In the waking state, you can decide whether there is any connection between three
objects A, B and C, if they are things perceived in the waking state itself. In the same
state, these three objects are governed by the same order of time and the same law of
causality.
Take the deep sleep state, dream state and waking state as three objects between
which you want to know whether there is any connection or not. To do so, you have
to see whether these three states are governed by the same order of time and by the

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same law of causality. But we find that it is not so. The time which exists in the
waking state is different from the time which exists in the dream state. In deep sleep,
there is no time. Therefore, there is no common order of time governing the three
states. Time is the parent of the law of causality, and therefore there can never be a
causal relationship existing between the three states.
Therefore, the deep sleep state can never be a cause of the other two states.

1381. E XPERIENCES OF DEEP SLEEP AND OF SAMADHI BY THE IGNORANT MAN

Question: What is the difference between the experiences of deep sleep and of
samadhi [meditative absorption], by one who does not know the nature of the content
of either?
Answer: The experience in ‘deep sleep’, being spontaneous and uncaused, is purely
vastu-tantra (creation of Truth itself), and leaves no trace of samskara [driven condi-
tioning] behind it.
But ‘samadhi’ is the product of severe effort, and leaves a strong samskara behind
which binds one to the object, viz. samadhi. This is called kartri-tantra (caused by
effort).
Therefore, of the two experiences, the experience of deep sleep is infinitely superior
to that of samadhi.

1172. W HAT IS SLEEP ?

According to grammar, the verb ‘is’ and its variants are considered verbs of incom-
plete predication and so do not denote any particular action. All other verbs always
denote action. We usually say, ‘I sleep.’ What does it really mean? Sleep is used as a
verb and must denote some action. But do I sleep? Is there any action in sleeping? No.
Sleep is neither an action nor non-action. There is no ego in sleeping, and there can
never be a sleeper. Therefore nobody sleeps, and sleep is not.

382. E XPERIENCE OF H APPINESS IN DEEP SLEEP – AN ANALOGY

Suppose a bucket is lost in a deep well, and you dive down to the bottom to make a
search. You touch the bucket there at the bottom, and come up to the surface. Coming
out of the water, you say you found the bucket. But the bucket was really found while
you were under the water, where there was no medium to express that experience.
Similarly, Happiness was experienced in deep sleep, but you get hold of a medium
to express that experience only after coming to the waking state.
Experience is always beyond the mind. The personal ‘I’ knows it only when the ‘I’
comes to that realm of the mind. Still others come to know it when you give it a gross
form by putting it into words. But the experience was clearly beyond the mind.

1102. Y OU ARE ALWAYS IN DEEP SLEEP . H OW ?

Just think what you are in deep sleep. You will find that you are the ‘I’-principle
alone, divested of body, senses and mind. You see you can live quite well without any
of these.

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 Now just see if you ever get out of that ‘I’-principle in your dream or waking states.
No, never. Thus you see how you are always in deep sleep. That is the real Self.

334. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN DEEP SLEEP AND THE INTERVAL BETWEEN
TWO MENTAL ACTIVITIES ?

These are really one and the same. They appear different because deep sleep comes in
the disguise of a state during which emphasis is placed on its limitation, and its con-
tent is ignored. This prejudice or disguise is purely a product of the waking state. If it
is realized as such and thus given up to the waking state itself, what remains over is
identical with the interval between thoughts. That is your own real nature.

64. T HE CONTENT OF DEEP SLEEP

Are you not annoyed when you are suddenly woken up from deep sleep? That is
because you love deep sleep more than you love activity. Deep sleep is complete rest.
Egoism is the wrong identification of one’s self with the body, senses and mind. To
get to the Truth, one has to get the body, senses and mind separated from the ‘I’-
principle. This elimination, coupled with finding your real centre, and establishing
yourself there, is called ‘realization’.
Consciousness never parts with you, in any of the three states. In deep sleep, you
are conscious of deep rest or peace. Inference is possible only of those things which
have not been experienced. The fact that you had a deep sleep or profound rest is your
direct experience, and you only remember it when you come to the waking state. It
can never be an inference. Experience alone can be remembered. The fact that you
were present throughout the deep sleep can also never be denied.
The only three factors thus found present in deep sleep are Consciousness, peace
and yourself. All these are objectless, and can never be objectified. In other words
they are all subjective. But there can be only one subject; and that is the ‘I’-principle.
So none of these three can be the result of inference; since they are all experience
itself.

754. H OW TO MAKE THE BEST USE OF DEEP SLEEP ?

If you merely direct attention to the deep sleep state, you are thrown into that state.
But, under the instructions of a Karana-guru, if you direct your attention to the Happi-
ness aspect of the deep sleep state, you are thrown into the Happiness aspect, which is
your own real nature. Then all nescience drops away, as the material parts of the ego
do when you emphasize the consciousness aspect, and you remain in all your glory.

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1006. W HY DON ’ T ‘I’ KNOW MYSELF IN DEEP SLEEP ?

In deep sleep you are all alone. In that state, you can never split yourself into two –
one part knowing the other. You had no knowledge even of yourself there. Hence you
can never know that, when you are that.

806. H OW TO EXORCIZE THE PHANTOM OF IGNORANCE FROM DEEP SLEEP ?

See that either end of your sleep is saturated with the thought of your real nature, your
native home.

8. I S THERE AJNYANA [ IGNORANCE ] IN DEEP SLEEP ?

No. The absence of any objective perception, thought or feeling – which is wrongly
called ‘nothingness’ – is the svarupa [true nature] of real, unconditioned happiness.
Here, happiness alone is the positive experience in deep sleep, and the sense of noth-
ingness is a relative inference when out of it.
Thus, there is in fact no ajnyana in deep sleep. The ajnyana of Truth is the jnyana
[knowledge] of objects, gross or subtle. To know any object means not to know the
Truth. From the knowledge of an object, if the object part is discarded, what remains
is pure knowledge alone, which is the essence and the background of all objects as
well as of myself.
The jnyana of any one object may also be said to be the ajnyana of all other objects.
In that sense, the jnyana of Truth and Happiness in deep sleep can also be said to be
the ajnyana of all objects. Thus happiness alone is the experience in deep sleep.

Definitions

109. W ILL , EGO , SVARUPA ETC . DEFINED

A disciple asked: ‘What is will?’
Answer: ‘Will’ is that volition appearing just before every activity. It is in essence
desire itself. It is one of the manifested forms of the mind itself, forming the lowest
link between the subtle and the gross spheres. It is thinking in terms of the needs of
the lower self.
The different manifestations of mind, according to the western system, are called
mind, reason, will and egoism. But according to the eastern system, they are manas
[mind], buddhi [intellect], citta [will] and ahankara [ego]. [See page 142, note 152.]
Ego is a spurious entity apparently personating the ‘I’-principle, always after the
activity.
Svarupa [the true nature] of anything is the highest generalization of that thing and is
the Reality itself.

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Svarupa of a thing (looked at from a relatively high plane):
1. Svarupa is that which maintains or keeps the identity of the thing.
2. It is that upon which the identity of a thing essentially depends.
3. It is the essence of a thing or the thing in itself, which underlies all phenomenal
attributes.
That general background is one and indivisible, and so it cannot have parts. It is that
which remains, even after the removal of all the attributes heaped upon it by your
mind and senses. This is pure Consciousness.
Relatively, it can also be said that the svarupa of a thing is the same as its immedi-
ate material cause. For example, the svarupa of the table may be said to be wood, and
that of wood may be said to be panca-bhuta: the five elements. Thus tracing it to its
irreducible source, we reach the same ultimate svarupa of man, viz. Consciousness
pure.
So body does not go into the svarupa of a man, senses do not go into the svarupa of
man. Therefore, when all that do not go into his svarupa are taken away, what still
remains is the svarupa of man. Thus man is svarupa [true nature], tree is svarupa…;
and that is pure Consciousness.

168. R ELATIVITY
Relativity, according to science and in ordinary parlance as well, is only between
objects themselves.
But according to Vedanta, relativity is only between the subject and the object.
Without the subject’s perception, there can never be any object.
Happiness is something that transcends the mind. It expresses itself in pleasure. If
the mind part is taken away from pleasure, it becomes Happiness itself.
Pleasure is something that pertains to the realm of the mind.
Personality rests with body, senses and mind. If you think you are impersonal, if
you feel you are impersonal and if you act knowing that you are impersonal, you are
impersonal.

323. S OME DEFINITIONS :

Space is the generic form of objects; and
Time is the generic form of thoughts.
What is ‘beauty’? ‘Beauty’ is personalized when you perceive it. But in itself, ‘beauty’
is an expression of the Absolute. It is harmony itself and is not perceivable. Knowing
‘beauty’ as purely impersonal, it can never tempt you, even when personalized. Truth
and beauty are one.
When the ego tries to see beauty in the beautiful, both get transformed into the be-
yond and become beauty itself. By seeing that something is beautiful, you see really
that you are beauty itself. For example, you say: ‘The boat is beautiful.’ But do you
see anything other than wood? No. Then where is the beauty? Certainly in the seeing,
which is illumined by Consciousness. Consciousness is beauty itself.
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 Knowledge (in the relative sphere) is becoming one with another with one’s intel-
lect.
Love is becoming one with another with one’s whole being. So love is relatively
deeper. Deeper Knowledge is love.
Direct perception is silent knowing.

357. S OME [ MORE ] DEFINITIONS

Language is the art of concealing thought.
Thought is the art of concealing Truth.
Transcending or giving up language and thought together with their samskaras [habit-
driven inclinations], you reach the Truth direct.
Bondage is the conviction that the object remains over, after every experience of
knowledge or peace.
Liberation is the conviction that not even a trace of the object remains over, after
every such experience.

381. W HAT IS THE INFINITE AND HOW TO UNDERSTAND IT ?

The ‘infinite’ is a conception invented only for the purpose of lifting you from the
conception of the finite.
Thus reaching the infinite, you find yourself even beyond it. When one thing is ex-
plained and disposed of, the opposite also is automatically explained and disposed of.

453. W HAT IS RASA ?

Rasa is that something which descends into the heart and is experienced by the heart.
[‘Rasa’ means ‘sap’ or ‘juice’ and hence it indicates the essence or the essential
savour of a feeling or an experience.]

526. D EFINITIONS
Conviction comes in when what is said has been grasped.
Satisfaction comes in when what is desired has been gained.
Pleasure exists only in relation to its opposite, pain, and they are both enjoyed by the
mind. But Happiness is beyond the mind.
Intuition comes in when your mind is expanded in time and you consequently become
an expanded jiva [personality]. But you should remember that your misery also is
equally expanded. Intuition is the highest expansion of the lower reason – still re-
maining within the realm of the mind.
Higher reason is the essence of the lower reason. It is connected always with the
impersonal, and the lower reason is connected always with the personal alone.
Logic, beauty and harmony are all the ‘svarupa [true nature] of Atma’ [Self], viewed
from different angles of vision.

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Real renunciation is the employment of the Consciousness part in every perception
knowingly. By this practice, the material part gradually gives way and the Con-
sciousness part gains. This alone is real renunciation.
Causality comes in to establish relationship between objects. But it has been proved
that every object is related only to its background Consciousness. Therefore two
objects cannot exist simultaneously, and so causality is not.
The hold of time, space and causality upon the ordinary man is so strong that he is not
prepared to spare even the ultimate Reality from the dictates of time, space and
causality.
The phenomenal means that which is changing. All change is in time, space and
causality.
What do you perceive? You can perceive only the Reality. Unreality can never be
perceived. Reality is in the senses and beyond the senses as well.
Life: You have three kinds of life, each distinct and separate from the rest. A physical
life, confined to activities of body and perceptions of the senses. A mental life,
confined to thoughts and feelings. A self life (or a life of the Self), being experi-
ence alone.
The first two lives are known to all. But you do not often know or note that you
have a self life (or life of the Self).

Desire

166. D ESIRE
Desire always shows want, and this again shows your imperfection. So, until you
become perfect, desire is sure to torment you. Then examine more clearly what desire
points to.
It always points to Happiness; and it has been proved to you that when a desired
object is gained, there is desirelessness for the time being. The mind comes to rest and
Happiness dawns.
So, strictly speaking, desire is directed to desirelessness; because it is that desire-
lessness which brings in Happiness.

202. W HAT IS THE GOAL OF ALL DESIRES ? ‘D ESIRELESSNESS .’

Though desire is a prelude to worldly pleasure, yet you enjoy pleasure only when that
desire ceases – that is, when you reach the stage of desirelessness.
Your desire for the object causes your body and mind to be incessantly active in
order to get the object, and the activity continues until you achieve your object. But
when once the desired object is achieved, the activity – having no other object –
naturally ceases. The body and senses get relaxed, and the mind refuses to function.
At this stage, you are absolutely desireless. It is then that your real nature of Happi-
ness shines by itself. Soon after, when your mind begins to function again, you con-
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 Happiness dawned only when desire changed into desirelessness. The goal of all
desire is Happiness. Since Happiness is achieved only by desirelessness, desireless-
ness is the goal of all desires.

1091. F ALLACY OF THE DESIRE TO KNOW OR FEEL THE T RUTH

It is admitted that on listening to the Truth from the lips of the Guru, you realize your
real nature at once. But you will not know it or feel it.
The desire to know that you have so realized, or the desire to feel it, is the highest
imaginable illusion. Because, in order to know anything, the knower has to stand
higher than the known. Therefore, if you presume that you know or feel that you have
realized the ‘Truth’ you are still in duality, and what you presume to know is imper-
fect. As such, it can never be the Truth.
You are ever that Truth – before, during and after the realization claimed. As far as
the Truth – which is your real nature – is concerned, there had been no change what-
soever, in all time. It may be said that a Jnyanin knows that he has visualized the
Truth. Yes of course. But not in the sense of knowing at the mental level, as you
might desire. He knows that it is unknowable by the mind; but he knows it in an
intenser light where there is no subject-object relationship. To know in that light is to
be.
The ego in the mental realm is innocent and ignorant of all that has happened above
his head. But he too feels that something sublime has happened, and naturally he
wishes to have a taste of it in his own realm. Hence the ego’s desire to know that
experience; and his subsequent, unwarranted claim to have had that experience in his
own limited terms. That has to be guarded against.
In one sense, it may be said that a Jnyanin [Sage] alone knows a Jnyanin. This does
not mean any recognition on the mental level as understood by the ordinary man.
From another point of view, it is also true to say that even a Jnyanin can never know
another Jnyanin. Because Jnyanin is Jnyana [Knowledge] itself; and Jnyana, which is
indivisible, can never be divided into subject and object, as knower and the known.

1372. A REFLECTION OF OUR OWN STANDARD

Any desire or effort to know the Truth will certainly taint your visualization of Truth,
to that extent. An effort amounts to desire. Both of them posit their own standards.
The result will only be judged by such limited standards of satisfaction as are directed
by the preceding effort or desire.

1418. W HAT CAN I DESIRE ?

Nothing. Desire shows want and that shows your own imperfection. But you are
Consciousness which is by nature perfect; and you cannot desire to know anything
else, there being nothing else beside Consciousness.
Again, you are Peace or Happiness which is also perfect; and you cannot desire to
have any other happiness, there being nothing else beside Happiness – your own real
nature.

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774. W HAT IS A TMIC URGE ?
Unconditional freedom, deathlessness, Knowledge, Happiness etc. are your very
nature. These surge up as the desire in the embodied man to become free, to defy
death, to know everything, and above all to be happy etc. But no embodied being can
possess any of these qualities in full.

860. I S EVERY DESIRE AN OBSTACLE TO T RUTH ?

Every desire rises in duality and so is generally considered an obstacle to Truth. But
there are some exceptions.
Desire for freedom, desire for mukti [liberation] etc. are not obstacles. Freedom is
the characteristic of the real ‘I’-principle. So by desiring freedom, the desire together
with the ego merges into the ‘I’-principle and you rest in Peace.
Mukti is selflessness. So, to desire mukti is also to desire selflessness. That can
never be selfish either.

1450. H OW TO VIEW DESIRES , SO AS TO MAKE THEM A HELP TO SPIRITUAL

ADVANCEMENT ?

Desire is always for an object, and its goal is happiness. Thus an object is only the
means, and happiness is the goal. The ignorant man perceives and emphasizes only
the means, namely objects, and awaits happiness as a necessary corollary. One does
not get enriched by this sort of enjoyment of happiness.
But the spiritual aspirant takes an entirely different approach. First, he understands
from the Guru that Happiness – the goal of all desires – is one’s own real nature; and
he directs his attention to the goal, even in the case of happiness which appears lim-
ited by objects.
He notes with satisfaction that the limited happiness expresses itself not when the
desired object is gained, but only after it is lost (or forgotten). Therefore he is not
disappointed like a layman, even when the desired object is sometimes not obtained.
This practice – of emphasizing the disappearance of the object as the necessary prel-
ude to the expression of happiness – gradually helps him to cling to the goal which is
objectless Happiness, his own real nature.
Therefore desire, if viewed in the right perspective, is a great help to one’s spiritual
advancement. All the trouble creeps in only when the ultimate goal is forgotten and
the means itself considered as the goal.
‘Desire you may, but only don’t forget the goal.’

Destruction

569. C REATION AND DESTRUCTION OF THE WORLD

Self-forgetfulness is the cause of the creation of the world, and self-remembrance or
withdrawal to the Self is the destruction of the world.

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393. H OW IS S HIVA CALLED THE ‘ DESTROYER ’?
The function of the faculty called ‘higher reason’ is only to destroy all that the lower
reason or mind has created. Therefore this higher reason or vidya-vritti is verily the
destroyer, Shiva himself.

1274. W HAT IS REAL DESTRUCTION ?

The destruction of an object really means the disappearance of the object, without its
leaving any trace, even as an idea. This is never possible in the physical or mental
realms. But in the worldly sense, destruction only means disintegration in any man-
ner.
Yoga and devotion accept the latter interpretation of the term; and they strive to
destroy the mind by purifying or expanding it, keeping on the separateness once and
for all. You can never destroy a thing by anything like cleaning, correcting or mend-
ing it in the same level. This is why yoga and devotion fail to destroy the mind, and
lead one only to a state of peace limited by time and called ‘samadhi’.
Real destruction is achieved only by jnyana [knowledge] or Vedanta – not objec-
tively but subjectively – by eliminating the sense of duality once and for all, and thus
seeing the object as nothing but your own Self.

Devotion (bhakti)

312. B HAKTI AND JNYANA PATHS

Bhakti cripples your ego and makes you feel equal to the most insignificant blade of
grass; and you conceive your God as the conceivable Absolute. Thus, when your ego
is at last lost, you automatically reach the position of the Godhead.
But jnyana [knowledge] takes you up, step by step, by the use of discrimination or
higher reason; attenuating the ego little by little each time, until the ego is dead at last.
By this process, you transcend mind and duality, and reach the ultimate Reality.

966. W HAT IS REAL BHAKTI ?

It is not merely the adoration of the form of the personal god. It is the resulting mo-
bility or melting of the heart that is the real goal. You have to get that melting of the
heart even in tattva [truth] as it comes from the lips of the Guru. This melting should
happen, not in any of the lower levels, but in a higher level and by something per-
taining to the right Absolute.

995. W HY DO BHAKTAS NOT LIKE A DVAITA ?

Strictly speaking they are also seeking Advaita [Non-duality]. But they do not know
what they are doing. They want enjoyment and do not want to give it up. They are
afraid that they will loose their enjoyment in actual Advaita. But when they are made
to understand that the happiness, which they assume they enjoy, is but an expression
of the real ‘I’-principle (Advaita), the bhakta becomes an advaitin and realizes the

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Truth. So the real ‘I’-principle is the expressed, and the happiness aspect a mere
expression.

690. D EVOTION TO THE G URU

The disciple who takes the Guru to be the formless Ultimate, is taken to the right
Absolute.
However, the disciple whose sense of discrimination is less developed, but who has
a deep devotion to the person of the Guru, may well take the Guru to be the form. His
love and devotion compensate abundantly for the lack of discrimination; and he is
easily taken through the form to the formless, and thence to the Absolute even without
his knowing it. Revered Vativishvarattamma – an illiterate woman devotee near Cape
Commorin, who became a renowned Sage by her sincere and earnest devotion to her
Guru (Amma-svami, who was a great yogin Sage) – is a standing testimony to this
class of Sages. [See glossary entry ‘Vativishvarattamma’.]
Though the disciple directs his love to the person of the Guru, the reciprocation
comes from the impersonal which is the abode of love. When your limited love is
directed to the Guru, who is love unlimited, the limitation of your love vanishes
automatically.
The result can be perfect only if the Perfect is engaged in it.

1310. D EVOTION
Bhakti or devotion is a mental attitude directed to an object, generally an ishta-deva [a
chosen form of God]. This by itself does not give the ultimate result, moksha.
Moksha [liberation] is impersonal. To attain moksha, the goal of bhakti has to be
gradually changed to the impersonal, by understanding the nature of God. But the
truth about God is that it is the highest concept of the human mind. Therefore, a
subjective examination of the mind has to be gone through and its background, the
Self, visualized. This can never be done by the mind alone, unaided.
Hence the truth of one’s own real nature has to be heard from the lips of a Sage
(Guru). By that, one’s own svarupa [true nature] is immediately visualized. It is then
that incessant devotion has to be directed to that goal. That is real bhakti, and it
enables one to get established in Atma [Self]. That is mukti (liberation).

1410. W HAT IS BHAKTI ?

Answer: You cannot have bhakti [devotion] for something non-existent, nor can you
have it towards anything you do not know. Every object of bhakti has two aspects:
1. The impermanent or non-existent form, and
2. The permanent or the real consciousness.
Bhakti should be directed to the latter aspect, and the former can be blissfully ignored
when it has fulfilled its legitimate purpose. The purpose of the ‘form’ is only to arrest
your attention and to enable you to direct it to Consciousness, which is its back-
ground. The Consciousness can never be objectified. That is always the ultimate
subject (vishayin). It is in the devotee himself and indivisible.

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 Therefore, a real devotee can only and need only direct his attention to the Con-
sciousness in him. This is real bhakti; and it immediately yields Peace or Ananda
[Happiness], which is Consciousness itself. This is vastu-tantra, the outcome of Truth.
Shri Shankara defines real bhakti of the highest order as follows:
moksa-sadhana-samagryam bhaktir eva gariyasi
sva-svarupa-’nusandhanam bhaktir ity abhidhiyate
[Among all ways of seeking to be free,
it’s love that is the best, one must agree.
To question one’s own truth, to ask what’s there,
that is the love of those who ask with care.]
Shri Shankara, Viveka-cudamani, 31
‘Incessantly clinging onto one’s own real nature is verily termed bhakti.’
Bhakti for anything other than this is really unworthy of the name. It may, at the most,
be called a fascination as unreal as the object itself.

Direct and indirect

568. P RATYAKSHA AND PAROKSHA

Pratyaksha literally means ‘perceivable by the sense organs’. It is opposed to parok-
sha meaning ‘indirect’ or aupacarika meaning ‘formal’.
According to Gurunathan, there is only one pratyaksha. It can be experienced only
in the ‘I’, without being connected with anything else. All else is indirect or formal.
According to this, an object perceived is paroksha. When that is subsequently known,
it merges into the ‘I’ and becomes pratyaksha and the object vanishes.
Every one has a deep sense of the Self in him which stands clearly transcending the
body, senses and mind. Its form is ‘I know I am.’ This is direct knowledge that is
known without the help of any instrument.

1237. W HAT IS PRATYAKSHA ?

Pratyaksha (irrefutable perception) is of three kinds: sensual pratyaksha, mental
pratyaksha and conscious or bodha pratyaksha. You will lose your hold on the Truth
if you cling on to any of the former two pratyakshas, but if you cling on to the bodha
pratyaksha alone, you will never do so.
‘Sva-sthiti’ is a more significant term than the ‘sahaja state’ to denote the natural
state [see page 199]. The knowledge one happens to have about one’s own Self can
never be indirect. The knowledge that obtains as a result of adopting any of the prak-
riyas [methods], like examination of the three states, is decidedly direct Self-
experience itself. This is made possible only by listening to the Truth from the lips of
the Karana-guru, with a deep sense of earnestness and sincerity on the part of the
aspirant.
‘Shravana’, or listening to the Guru, is alone said to be the ‘sakshat-karana’: the
‘genuine cause’ of liberation (if any cause could be attributed to liberation).

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 Disciple

1177. G URU DISCIPLE RELATIONSHIP

The disciples, from their own standpoint, have a Guru. But the Guru, from his own
standpoint, has no disciples. He is beyond duality and unity.

1061. W HAT PRINCIPLE IN THE DISCIPLE IS THE G URU ADDRESSING ?

The Guru is addressing the Guru in the disciple. But you should never contemplate
oneness with your Guru, in any manner. The Guru teaches you to be one with every-
thing. Attain that first, by bringing it into your experience. Then the question will not
arise; because then you will see that the Guru still stands beyond even that knowledge
of oneness with everything.
Truth, feeling that it is not the Truth (the disciple), is taught by the Truth which
knows that it is the Truth (the Guru).

97. H OW CAN I BE WORTHY OF MY G URU ?

Immediately came the answer: ‘Only by your death’ – meaning thereby the death of
the ego.
As long as there is that sense of separateness of Guru and disciple in one’s mind,
one’s worthiness is not complete. It can only become complete when that sense of
separateness vanishes. Either by the annihilation of the ego completely, or by the
disciple merging in the Guru and becoming inseparably one for ever.
That is when the disciple is established in his natural state [see page 199].

697. H OW CAN I BECOME A TRUE DISCIPLE ?

You can become a disciple only in three regular stages.
1. You set apart some part of the day to pray to your Guru to learn to love him.
2. You feel without feeling that the Guru is the background of all your actions,
perceptions, thoughts and feelings.
3. You become a true disciple only at the highest level, when your personality van-
ishes and you stand as the impersonal Truth. Then there is no duality of any kind,
like the Guru or disciple or relationship.
When you say, see or think you are a disciple, you are a witness to the discipleship
and not a disciple.

749. W HEN CAN ONE SEE THAT ONE IS A TRUE DISCIPLE ?

Never. Because, in order to see that, one must stand separate from the disciple.
The crucial point is, what is it that one wants? Is it to see that worldly life proceeds
successfully, or get established in the Ultimate? If it is the former, it is impossible. If
it is the latter, the former question does not arise.

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1415. I KNOW I AM NOT AN IDEAL DISCIPLE . B UT SHOULD I NOT SEE THAT MY
ACTIONS DO NOT BRING DISCREDIT TO MY G URU ?

No. You may think that you are not yet an ideal disciple, and even pray to the Guru to
help you to reach that goal. But what exactly that goal is, you do not know. It has no
test, either mental or ethical. That goal shall always remain unknown, in the sense in
which knowledge is used ordinarily. Therefore it is futile to try to verify your progress
towards that goal. But what you can do and must do, is to continue to keep incessant
contact with the Guru, in whatever manner convenient to you – in the gross, in the
subtle or beyond.

Dispassion

32. H OW TO BECOME DISPASSIONATE ?

Dispassion is not only possible, but is present in all your states. You can see it, if you
direct your attention that way.
You say you are attached to objects in the waking state. But what happens to that
attachment, when you go into the dream state? Likewise, what happens to the objects
of the dream state, when you come back to the waking state? Leaving these two
states, you go into the deep sleep state, where there are no objects at all.
So there is dispassion throughout; and there is no necessity to cultivate it. Even in
the waking state, when you are thinking of one object, are you not dispassionate as far
as the rest of the world is concerned?

290. H OW CAN I BE DISPASSIONATE ?

You are dispassionate, even now.
1. When you are desiring any one particular object, you have practically renounced
everything else, except that one object.
Now, examining that particular desire more closely, we find that in the moment
of the desire, you renounce even that particular gross object, in favour of its
thought-form. Because the gross object has no access into the mind’s realm, where
alone the desire exists. Therefore, you desire only your own thought-form, which
is nothing other than your own Self.
So you desire only yourself, and are always in perfect dispassion. Know this,
and you shall be free.
2. It is a fact that [by dreaming] you gladly renounce everything you profess to own
or desire, with a whole world of [waking] objects including even your much loved
body. Thus, without even a moment’s notice, you go into another state, where you
readily accept a new body in a new world, to be later renounced likewise.
This shows beyond doubt that you are not attached in the least, to [either waking
or dream] objects. Therefore, you are always in complete dispassion. Know this,
and you shall be happy.

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 Doer, enjoyer and knower

140. W HY IS THE KNOWER NOT THE DOER OR THE ENJOYER ?

Because you never cease to be the knower. Doership and enjoyership come and go.
Knowing takes place in a different plane.
The doing, perceiving and thinking take place either in the realm of the body or of
the mind. When these activities are taking place, they are simultaneously perceived by
the ‘I’-principle, from a higher plane.
The doer and the enjoyer always change. The knower is beyond all changes. It is
evidently Knowledge or Consciousness itself. And it is no function, since it is
changeless.

Education

758. I S THE SPIRITUAL EDUCATION OF THE MASSES POSSIBLE ?

No. Not by extending amenities or adjusting external objects. Spirituality is directed
from diversity to Non-duality. But by your question, you want to keep on the diversity
– by calling it ‘masses’ – and turn your back on true spirituality.
It is a change of heart and a change of perspective that are sought by spirituality.
Education [through academic institutions] cannot provide these. It can only give
information to the mind and multiply diversity. There is no such thing as spiritual
education. What ordinarily passes for ‘spiritual’ is only ethical or religious education.
This has nothing to do with real spirituality, which pertains only to absolute Truth.
Absolute Peace is the goal of spirituality. This goal, at any rate, is not outside.
Spirituality helps you to find permanent peace and live in it. Your conduct and contact
thereafter will improve all those who come near you.

Enjoyment

125. W HO REALLY ENJOYS THE PICTURE EXHIBITED FOR SALE ?

The witness alone enjoys it. Neither the vendor, nor the vendee enjoys it really. The
shopkeeper always wants to exact the maximum price for it, and the purchaser wants
to get it for the minimum. So, both of them do not really enjoy the picture. But the
stray onlooker or witness – who does not want either to buy it or sell it – really enjoys
the picture, since he has no other motive.
So also, you would be able to enjoy the world disinterestedly, only if you stand as
the witness of it all.

423. W HAT IS THE SECRET OF ENJOYMENT ?

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 It is true you started by listening to music. At first, you forgot your personal iden-
tity and were absorbed in the harmony expressed in the music. But you did not stop
there. Through the expressed harmony, you were carried on to the unexpressed inner
harmony of the Self and experienced your own Self there.
Coming back, you passed through the very same stages, in the reverse order, and
reached the music again. Then you wantonly superimposed the bliss experienced upon
the music outside.
The mistake is not in enjoying the expressed harmony, but is only in superimposing
the happiness upon some external object – here music. When you say you enjoy any
sense object, like music, that object is not present at the time of enjoyment. Nor is the
personal ‘I’, the enjoyer, present. There is only your real Self, in its real nature of
Peace.
You utilize music only as an instrument, and abandon it just before enjoyment or
experience.

18. T HE ENJOYMENT OF PLEASURE BY AN ORDINARY MAN AND THE S AGE ?

To the ordinary man, pleasure is an end in itself and he attributes it all to objects. But
to the Sage, who apparently enjoys the same pleasure, it is all the expression of the
happiness aspect of the Absolute or the Self, purely uncaused.
During the sadhana period of a disciple, experiences of pleasure sometimes occur,
as a result of particular states of mind attained through discipline and practice. Be-
cause of their great similarity to the experiences of intense pleasure he may have had
in worldly life, the disciple is likely to desire a repetition of these, as an end in itself.
This worldly interpretation of spiritual experiences is likely to entangle him there,
impeding his spiritual progress.
But, under the guidance of a Karana-guru, the disciple understands such experi-
ences to be expressions of the Absolute in him; and he is enabled to proceed further in
order to reach ‘what is expressed’, regardless of the pleasure experienced on the way.
To the Sage, every experience of happiness is only an expression – in the realm of
the mind – of the happiness aspect of the absolute ‘Self’; and as such he never attrib-
utes it to external objects. To the Sage, all the activities of the mind and body are but
expressions of the Absolute, and as such purposeless in themselves.
But the worldly man takes to activities with a definite purpose, as a means of en-
joyment.

680. I S THERE ANY DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE ENJOYMENT OF HAPPINESS BY A

LAYMAN AND A S AGE ?

Yes, of course. The layman’s enjoyment is broken, because he takes it to be the

product of objects. But the Sage’s enjoyment is continuous; because he knows it to be
the expression of his own Self, which never disappears.

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1270. H OW TO EXAMINE AN OBJECT ?

The examination of an object must be conducted from all three states, with equal
completeness. You are doing this, though unknowingly, all the time. You have only to
note it and understand it correctly, as follows:
1. When the percept appears, the waking state sense organs function.
2. When the concepts (as ideas) are added on, the dream state is brought in.
3. At last, when knowledge dawns, the deep sleep state beyond the mind comes in.
Therefore, you confirm every object only after systematically examining it from all
the three states.

1147. E XAMINATION OF AN OBJECT BY THE SCIENTIST AND THE VEDANTIN

A scientist examines an object to find out its material composition alone, and that too
only in the waking state. His process is objective and involves a purely physical or
mental effort.
But the vedantin examines an object to find out its svarupa [true nature]: which
does not change throughout all the three states that constitute the totality of man’s
experience. Here, dream has to be conceived in a sense more comprehensive than
usual. Whatever is purely mental, or everything that is past, may be said to belong to
the dream state. Evidently, the states are created in order to enable man to examine a
thing subjectively or objectively, in the right perspective, and to discover the Truth
behind it. The states are thus the key to the Reality, as expounded by Vedanta.
A so called gross object is constituted of Consciousness, thought-form and gross-
ness. Of these, the grossness disappears when the enquirer gives up the waking state;
the thought-form disappears when he gives up the dream state (mental state); and in
the deep sleep state, Consciousness alone remains over.
But Consciousness was present in the other two states as well. Therefore, viewed
from that standpoint, Consciousness is the substance of every object.

1349. W HAT IS MEANT BY EXAMINING A PERCEPT ?

A percept, at the outset, is distinct and separate from you. The process of examination
is to bring it nearer and nearer the Self, and at last to merge it in the Self.
You examine the percept, identifying yourself with the perception; and then the
percept vanishes, getting merged in the perception. Then the perception is examined
in its turn, yourself standing as pure Consciousness. Then the perception also van-
ishes, as such, getting merged in Consciousness, ultimately leaving Consciousness
alone.
parag-artha prameyesu ya phalatvena sammata
samvit sai ’ve ’ha meyo ’rtho vedanto ’kti pramanatah
[Where any object is admitted
among others to be known,
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 and that alone. Just that needs to
be known. That’s what Vedanta
demonstrates, in everything it says.]
Pancadashi, Kutastha-dipa, 11

1152. (Miss T. asked) F ROM WHAT STANDPOINT AND HOW AM I TO EXAMINE AN

OBJECT ?

For the time being, take it that you do it from the waking state. But you have heard the
Truth from the Guru and know that you are not the body, senses or mind.
Examining gross objects from the waking state, you find, first of all, that objects are
nothing but percepts. You can only compare the qualities of one object with those of
another in the same state, or at the most refer to causality which is only another object
obtaining in the waking state. This sort of comparison does not give you any satis-
factory solution, about the Truth of percepts.
Thus puzzled by your vain efforts, you begin to think deeply about it. Immediately,
but unknowingly, you change your own stand and become a psychological being (in
the dream state). Sensual objects vanish; and so you find that gross objects, as such,
are unreal. But instead, you find that the thought-forms or ideas are the Truth of all
that you perceive.
This also does not satisfy you for long; because ideas also seem impermanent, as
they keep on appearing and disappearing. Therefore you begin to examine ideas, in
their turn. The moment you take to this, you again unknowingly change your stand;
but now to the deep sleep state, represented by awareness as the higher reason. Ex-
amining ideas accordingly, you find that they cannot exist without Consciousness and
so are Consciousness itself, which is your real nature. Therefore every object is
nothing but consciousness.
Causality as a law has the advantage of taking you from diversity to unity, but not
beyond. Even that unity still remains only as an expanded object, and so it does not
take you beyond the waking state. Causality depends upon precedence and succes-
sion, for its very existence. In other words, time is the parent of causality. But on
closer examination, we find that time depends upon thought for its existence and
thought depends upon time for its existence. Therefore they cancel out each other, and
so time is not. Therefore causality is also not.
An honest examination of the Truth of any object is possible only when you take
that object as representative of the state to which it belongs; and then you stand as the
witness of that state.
The mind is the witness of gross objects. Therefore, you have to examine every
gross object from the mental (dream) state. Then the grossness of the object (space-
element) vanishes; and it appears as nothing more than an idea (thought-form), having
existence only when the idea appears. It is a generalization of this experience that is
expressed as the law that ‘Objects do not exist when not known.’ This fact is the
beginning of the vedantic perspective (visayabbalkk` ajñata sattayilla).
This is only a partial Truth. The idea has again to be examined from the still higher
plane of Consciousness (deep sleep). Then you find that the object or the idea does
not exist as such, even when known; but it is only pure Consciousness, through all the
three states. This is the ultimate Truth, according to Advaita.

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1408. H OW CAN AN OBJECT BE EXAMINED , TO FIND OUT ITS T RUTH ?
It can be done in two distinct and separate ways, from two different standpoints. They
are:
1. The standpoint of the ego
2. The standpoint of the real ‘I’-principle

1. The ego, in trying to examine an object, first splits the object into its two compo-
nent parts, the permanent and the impermanent. Then it tries to separate the im-
permanent parts from the permanent. But in so doing, an unconscious transforma-
tion comes over the ego itself. Simultaneously with the shedding of the
impermanent parts from the object, the accretions or the impermanent parts of the
ego itself drop away.
Finally, the changeless in the object alone remains over, and that is the sat as-
pect of the Reality. Then the ego also stands as that Reality, divorced of all its ac-
cretions. Therefore the object is nothing but the Reality – the Self. This argument
applies equally to the body also, which can be reduced to the real ‘I’-principle.
Thus the world stands revealed as the ultimate Reality.
But this examination can never be conducted successfully and in its entirety un-
til you have listened to the Truth from the lips of a Karana-guru. Because, without
visualizing the truth of the Self and without being able to cling on to it, the ego can
never shed all its accretions. This is why, at the end of all their enquiries, the
yogins, scientists and philosophers all knock against a blank wall of ignorance.
2. The second examination, from the standpoint of the real ‘I’-principle, is easy.
Because, if you examine the object or the world, neither will appear as such, but
each stands as one with the Reality – the ‘I’-principle. Thus also, the object world
is not.

1407. H OW TO EXAMINE A THING ? A ND WHY ?

A thing is not independent in itself. It is inextricably connected with the rest of the
world. Therefore, in order to understand the entire truth about the thing, either the
whole world has to be examined, or the thing has to be examined independent of the
rest of the world.
The former is literally impossible. Therefore, the only possible course is to examine
the thing as representing the whole world. This cannot be done in terms of time, space
and causality, which are but the most generic standards accepted by the world. They
are but parts of the world itself, and go into the make of the thing. Such an examina-
tion could never yield true results.
The examination therefore has to be conducted, not from the level of the world, but
from a level beyond. Such a level can only be that of Consciousness. Taking your
stand there and looking at a thing, the thing along with the world no longer appears as
such, but stands transformed as Consciousness itself. Therefore, the thing and the
world are nothing but Consciousness.
A thing has to be examined, not to find out its composition or potentialities, but to
find out its truth value or the changeless in it. The absence of this perspective is the
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Another approach: The world is a world of perceptions alone. The unit of each per-
ception is composed of perceiving, the perceiver and the percept, all three constituting
the so called ‘triputi’ [triad].
This triputi is supposed to appear simultaneously and also to disappear likewise.
This viewpoint is rather vague, and not intended for the uttamadhikaris [higher aspi-
rants]. Examining the triputi more closely, we find that it is perceiving that produces
the perceiver and the perceived. So perceiving is more important than, and even the
source of, the other two.
But when perceiving itself is examined more closely, from the standpoint of Con-
sciousness, the perceiving disappears and stands transformed as pure Consciousness.
Thus perception is nothing but Consciousness, and so is the world.

Existence

567. E XISTENCE
‘The non-existence of the non-existent is existence itself.’
‘Existence of the non-existent disproves non-existence.’

1234. W HAT IS MEANT BY SAYING THAT A THING ‘ EXISTS ’?

An inert thing has to depend upon something else, in order even to exist.
That something is self-luminous Awareness. Therefore an object is Awareness it-
self. If a thing cannot exist in its own right, the existence part must come from else-
where, i.e. from Awareness.

403. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SAT AND LIFE ?

Sat [existence] is the greatest generalization of objects, gross as well as subtle; and is
the principle of Existence itself. It comprehends both animate and inanimate objects.
Life, which is but the first emanation from sat, comprehends only animate objects. In
this light, sat may very well be called a broader view of life.

130. E XISTENCE AND NON - EXISTENCE

Existence can never be destroyed; nor non-existence made to exist.
The usual way of expressing the relationship between pure existence, which is per-
manent, and the object, which is fitful or changing, is itself unnatural and misleading.
This method of approach emphasizes the fitful part of the object more than the per-
manent part of it.
For example, we say: ‘This chair exists’; as if existence comes in and goes out of
the chair. It would be more correct to say existence objectifies itself or manifests itself
– meaning thereby that existence remains over, even when not objectified or mani-
fested.
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38. W HO EXISTS ? I ALONE .
Actions, perceptions, thoughts and feelings cannot be independent. The ‘I’-principle
alone stands independent of everything else; and present in all these, unattached.
It is the mind that is said to be the knower or witness of gross objects. But the mind
cannot come down to the gross to bear witness to it or to know it. The gross has to be
transformed into the subtle, if it has to be witnessed by the mind. Or in other words,
the mind can never witness the gross, but only the subtle. That is, the gross exists only
in mere words, because the mind’s knowledge is the only evidence of its existence as
gross. Therefore the gross, as gross, has no existence at all.
Similarly, the ‘I’-principle is said to be the witness of thoughts. The ‘I’ cannot
come down to the mind’s plane to witness the thoughts. But thoughts get transformed
into pure Consciousness in order to be witnessed by the ‘I’-principle; and Conscious-
ness is the real nature of the ‘I’-principle. Therefore it means: ‘I know myself.’ If one
applies the same argument here also, it is evident that thought is nothing but Con-
sciousness or the ‘I’.
Therefore, all that appears – gross or subtle – is nothing but myself alone. Or in
other words, in all activity or inactivity, it is ‘I’ alone that shine.

48. B HAGAVAD - GITA , 2.16

na ’sato vidyate bhavo na ’bhavo vidyate satah …
The existent can never go out of existence, and the non-existent can never come into
existence. This is the meaning of the verse. The test of the Reality is whether it disap-
pears or not. According to this test, the only thing that never disappears is the ‘I’-
principle or ‘Consciousness’.
Perceptions can exist only if there are external objects. But it has been proved al-
ready that objects as such have no existence. The Reality can never be an object. So it
follows that even perceptions are not perceptions at all.
Similarly examining the subject, we find that the body, senses and mind are also
mere empty words, having no independent existence. Each in turn gets reduced into
the ultimate ‘I’-principle or ‘Consciousness’, which alone is real.
Therefore, I alone am shining in my own glory at all times, without change.

191. S AT AND CIT ESSENTIAL FOR PERCEPTION

Perception is possible only through sat [existence] and cit [consciousness]. Because
you can perceive only something existing. This brings in sat. Perception has neces-
sarily to be illumined by knowledge, to enable it to function. This brings in cit also.
Sat is no sat until it shines, and Consciousness has necessarily to be there for sat to
shine. Therefore, both aspects of sat and cit are essential for perception. The sat
aspect of the Self or the Reality is not generally taken by itself and elaborated upon,
because the elaboration of the Consciousness aspect brings in the sat aspect also.
Shri Vidyaranya defines the sat aspect thus in the Pancadashi:
palatil cernnu nilkunna sattu tan dharmmiyayvarum .
onnil tanneyirikkunna vyomamo dharmmamatramam .

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 [Existence in itself is ‘dharmi’
(the ‘support’), which stands united
in the many things of world.
On that same unity sits all
extended space, which is just ‘dharma’
(the ‘supported’ world of change).]
Bhasha Pancadashi, Mahabhuta-viveka, 79
(Malayalam translation)
The meaning is that sat – ‘dharmi’ or the ‘qualified’ – is the background of all ob-
jects. Dharmi exists in many ‘dharmas’ or ‘qualities’. It is that which is limited to
itself. Dharma can never exist in anything other than that dharma. Dharmi is subject
and dharma is object.
For example, man may be said to be dharmi in relation to body, senses and mind,
which are dharmas. Separated from the dharmas, the dharmi is only one – impersonal
and ultimate. Thus man, tree, animal etc. as dharmi are the same – Reality itself.
We generally say ‘its existence’. This is not correct. For, this would mean that the
‘it’ would remain over, even after existence has disappeared. This could never be.
Really, even after the disappearance of the ‘it’, existence pure would still continue.
Therefore, we should really say ‘existence’s it’. Here, existence would remain over,
even after the ‘it’ has disappeared.
Existence never comes and goes. When all objects vanish, sat alone remains over.
That which is incapable of being even thought of as non-existent can alone be exis-
tent. There is only one such thing that cannot be thought of as non-existent, and that is
the real ‘I’-principle.
If you make the attempt to think that you are non-existent, the principle that makes
the attempt jumps over from the category of objects, and becomes the subject (princi-
ple) who attempts to think.

219. A THING DOES NOT EXIST . H OW ?

Question: It is said the wall has no length, height or thickness. Similarly, body has no
weight, height, etc. How is this proved?
Answer: When you stand as wall, no thoughts regarding its height, length and thick-
ness occur to you. It occurs only to that one who objectifies or sees the wall. Or in
other words, these qualities come into existence only when one thinks of them. The
wall, standing as wall, can never objectify itself or think about itself. If it tries to do
so, it ceases to be the wall for that period of time.
Similarly, when you stand as body, you have no conception of any height or weight
of that body. They do not exist then, so far as you are concerned, and you do not feel
that they exist either. Therefore you are pure, unqualified Existence – both when you
stand as anything, and when you do not stand as anything.
The body has no right to speak of itself. It is only he who sees the body that can and
has a right to speak about it. So anything standing by itself can have no quality dis-
tinct and separate from it.
Without seeing length, you cannot know it or speak about it; and to see it you have
to stand separate from it. When you separate yourself from length, it ceases to exist.
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objects from the standpoint of yourself, the only subject. All qualities are but super-
impositions on the subject. You are the only subject or perceiver, and all else are but
objects.
No object can exist independently of the subject, and two objects cannot exist si-
multaneously. Life consists in your perceiving objects in quick succession, but you
perceive them only one at a time. This incessant change alone makes life possible.
And the change itself is made possible only by the illusion of memory, which makes
the non-existent appear as existent.
The body does not exist, either when you stand separate from the body, or when
you think about the body.

414. T O THE ULTIMATE THROUGH DHARMA AND DHARMI

Every perception has two aspects: the dharmi [the holder or supporting ground] and
dharma [the held or supported attributes]. The dharmi is the changeless background
or existence upon which the dharmas come and go. For example we say ‘the book is’.
‘The book’ is dharma and ‘is’ is the dharmi. Because the ‘is’ is everywhere; but ‘the
book’ is only in the book. But it is misunderstood by an ordinary man. He takes
‘book’ as dharmi and the ‘is’ as dharma (attribute).
The ‘is’ can never be an attribute, because it is everywhere. It alone can be dharmi.
If therefore you approach the Truth by way of the ‘dharmi’, understanding it in the
right manner, you get to the ultimate Truth without any difficulty. There the ‘is’ and
consciousness will be found to be one and the same.
Here also, the correct order is reversed, by putting the changeless after the chang-
ing. Immediately after every perception, the changeless part ‘is’ is conveniently
forgotten, and the changing part ‘book’ alone is emphasized. Correctly, it ought to be
said that existence (dravya) expresses itself as book (guna). Or in other words, ‘Exis-
tence books’, ‘book’ being used as a verb. Thus, every existing noun should be con-
sidered a verbal noun and its expression a regular verb or attribute. The Sanskrit
language emphasizes this usage literally.
Existence is the only dravya (noun). All else is verb or attribute. Sat is dharmi and
exists in all dharma. But one dharma cannot exist in another dharma. Get to the ‘is’ in
every perception or find the dharmi in you, and you are free.

Experience

42. W HAT IS AN EXPERIENCE ?

An experience is composed of two parts:
1. the background, which is the Reality itself; and
2. the expression, which is only a superimposition of the mind and senses upon the
background Reality.
In examining any experience to see what it is, we must give up the expression part of
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alone is permanent and real. Thus examined, every experience reduces itself to the
ultimate Reality.
In any experience, the expression is the objective part and the background is the
subjective part or the Reality behind it.
The test of every experience is to see whether it is strictly subjective or objective.
The subjective alone is real and the objective all illusion.
Akasha [the space-time continuum], though not perceptible to the senses, is cer-
tainly conceivable by the mind. So it is really objective in nature. If we take out of
akasha this last taint of objectivity, it ceases to be dead and inert, becomes self-
luminous, and it immediately shines as its background – the Reality.

40. W HAT IS THE TEST OF EXPERIENCE ?

Examine your experience always, and ask yourself whether it changes in time or
space. If it is found to change, advance further till you come to that experience from
which you can never change, even for a moment, even if you try. That is then no
experience either, but your real nature itself.

74. W HAT IS ANUBHAVA OR EXPERIENCE ?

Experience is the Absolute. Everybody has anubhava every moment of his daily life.
At the end of every action, perception, thought or feeling, there is experience. But as
it is beyond even the mind, we do not usually note it or understand it as it really is.
We wrongly attribute experience to the lower field of expression, namely feeling,
which is the highest standard of worldly experience in our traffic with relative things.
One has only to understand it correctly, and see it as the only Reality in this world.
Experience is that state (which is no state at all) where even feeling expires. In all
experiences, there is nothing other than yourself, the real ‘I’-principle. The ignorant
man takes his feeling alone to be his anubhava or highest experience; since it is the
highest in the scale of his relative experiences, in which alone he moves.

123. S OME SAY THEY ARE ABLE TO GRASP THE T RUTH INTELLECTUALLY , BUT ARE
NOT ABLE TO FEEL IT .

This only means they have been attempting the impossible and have naturally failed.
Because Truth transcends the senses, mind and intellect. It can never be brought down
to the level of the mind, to be thought, felt or grasped by the intellect. If it were
grasped at all, it would never be by the intellect, but by the higher reason alone.

218. M ENTAL KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE

Mental knowledge is of the surface. But the heart is deep. When knowledge goes
deep, it becomes one with the heart and is experience.

221. W HAT IS REAL EXPERIENCE ?

Consciousness stands as pure experience, without an experiencer. When I come to
know a chair, I realize the existence of a something called Consciousness, distinct and

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separate from the chair. The chair becomes only instrumental towards directing my
attention to the Consciousness.
That is the ‘I’-principle, pure Consciousness.

142. ‘H OW TO EXPERIENCE THE T RUTH ?’

This is the question usually asked from the relative plane. Truth is uncaused, and
can never be experienced by effort of any kind. All efforts to that end amount only to
thinking and feeling. This is clearly within the mind’s realm, and Truth is well beyond
it. So no amount of effort can ever take you to the Truth.

325. W HAT IS REAL EXPERIENCE ?

Every so-called experience ends or merges in the ultimate ‘I’-principle. Or in other
words, the ‘I’-principle is the only experience.
Feeling is nothing but intense thought. Some say that feeling is beyond knowledge.
Yes, beyond superficial knowledge it might be. But who is it that decides? Certainly
not feeling, but a knowledge which knows the feeling. Therefore, there is a deeper
knowledge beyond the feeling.
But the Truth is different still. You are, beyond head and heart, true Knowledge.
Your real nature is the background of both thoughts and feelings. The head and the
heart are only different functions of the mind. You know both. In the statement, ‘I
know I am’, it is absolute experience – beyond the head and the heart – that speaks.
So real experience may be said to be a harmonious blending of the head and the heart.

246. E XPERIENCE – WHAT IS ITS SIGNIFICANCE AND GOAL ?

The fact that you experience needs no proof. But the mistake is made only in specify-
ing the objects of experience. What is it that you experience?
The progress from the illusion of the world to pure objectless experience is usually
made in three distinct stages.
1. The first and the lowest is that you experience the world or objects. But this is
easily disproved since no object can be experienced as such.
2. The next stage is that you experience the knowledge of the object. This also be-
comes impossible, since there cannot be any knowledge of an object whose exis-
tence cannot be proved by experience.
3. The last and the real stage is that you experience only pure, objectless knowledge,
or Atma [true Self], or experience itself.
So in every experience, objective or otherwise, it is only this pure knowledge or the
‘I’-principle that is really experienced. This experience is my real nature. It expresses
itself in all the activities of the mind, senses and body.
But the word ‘experience’ is indiscriminately and wrongly used in connection with
all the activities of the non-atma [non-self], and called ‘experiences’ of the mind,
senses and body. This makes one forget the real nature of experience or Self. And out
of this forgetfulness of the Reality springs up the world of objects.
If you forget the real nature of experience and then view the realm of the mind and
body as such, everything there will appear independent and real. But if you look at

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everything without forgetting the real nature of your experience, everything will
appear to be nothing other than Experience itself.

468. K NOWLEDGE KNOWS ONLY KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE EXPERIENCES

ONLY EXPERIENCE . H OW ?

Your experience alone is accepted as a proof for the existence of anything.

Suppose you see an object. What is your immediate experience? You see and you
can see only form. But form and seeing can never be outside. They are in the mind
itself. Here, a subtle sense organ and a subtle form are created in the mind, and a
subtle perception takes place.
This again is not independent. It is established by the knowledge beyond the mind.
Beyond the mind, there being neither object nor activity, you can only say knowledge
knows knowledge. Similarly, experience experiences experience. Both these state-
ments mean that you are all alone, shining in your own glory, even during so-called
perceptions, thoughts and feelings.
I allow myself to be conditioned by time and space, and then perceive the object
with the gross instrument of some sense organ. The next moment, I give up the space
element, allow myself to be conditioned by time alone, and I perceive only subtle
forms with subtle sense organs in the mind. The next moment, I give up the time
limitation also and stand alone; and then I am experience or knowledge itself.
This experience or knowledge alone was present in the previous, apparently limited
perceptions as well.

482. W HERE IS THE WORLD FROM THE STANDPOINT OF EXPERIENCE ?

Experience alone is the proof of the existence of everything. Therefore, what is pres-
ent in experience alone can be real.
Experience, which is apparently inside, has nothing in it but knowledge and Happi-
ness. The world is nowhere in the experience and so the world is non-existent.
Therefore, the experience is neither of the world nor as the world, since the world is
non-existent.

812. H OW TO CLASSIFY EXPERIENCES ?

They are generally of two types – relative and in identity. Relative experiences are
again divided into:
1. Objective – physical and outward going
2. Subjective – psychic or mental and inward going
But, from the stand of Consciousness, all relative experiences are objective. The only
experience in identity is the experience of the Self, as in deep sleep.

1250. E XPERIENCE AND DISTORTION

The real experience of the Self is knowledge in identity. When the experience is
expressed in words (as ‘I enjoyed…’, ‘I perceived…’ etc.) in the form of subject-

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object relationship, it is a clear distortion of the experience itself. This distortion
distances the ego far from the centre.

912. W HAT IS REAL EXPERIENCE ?

You say that you have understood the Truth. It means you stood one with the Truth.
(The very word ‘understood’ is significant. It means you stood under. Under what?
Under the phenomenal. Under body, senses and mind: as their background. Whether
the godfathers of the language meant the word to mean this, is a different question. It
easily yields itself to this interpretation, and it is also the perfect truth. Then why not
accept it?)
That was real experience. It was not experienced by anybody. Experience is the
very nature of Reality. You stood as that Reality; but you do not often take note of it.
Sometimes that deep conviction of the Truth expresses itself in the realm of the mind.
Ignorantly, you call that expression an experience.
Real experience you first have on hearing the whole Truth direct from the Guru.
Immediately you endorse it with your whole being. To say that you experienced it, is
wrong. It is the language of duality, and experience is non-dual. Experience itself is
the ultimate Reality, Truth, Background, ‘I’-principle, Consciousness, Love, Peace,
Beauty, Harmony and whatever else you may call it.

1241. H OW TO UNDERSTAND EXPERIENCE ?

Experience is of two kinds: vastu-tantra and kartri-tantra.
1. Vastu-tantra is begotten of Atma [Self].
2. Kartri-tantra is begotten of doership.
All Experiences of duality, including even the yogin’s nirvikalpa samadhi, are kartri-
tantra. The experience which takes me straight to my real nature, of Peace and Con-
sciousness, is alone vastu-tantra.
vastutan vazamam jñanam; karttradhinam upasanam
[It’s only on reality
that knowledge rightfully depends.
But meditation must depend
upon a doer of some kind.]
Bhasha Pancadashi, Dhyana-dipam, 73
(Malayalam translation)
Vedanta alone adopts vastu-tantra; and that too, to destroy kartri-tantra and its crea-
tions that obscure the Reality. All other systems or practices or beliefs – karma, yoga,
devotion, mysticism, religions… – all adopt kartri-tantra. Satisfaction is the goal of all
these.
Vastu-tantra, being atmic, is beyond feeling. Kartri-tantra, being mental, is capable
of being felt, but is fleeting. Mental satisfaction can be derived both from Truth as
well as from untruth. Vastu-tantra is not the result of any activity or inactivity. But
kartri-tantra is always the result of activity, which takes the form of desire and effort
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 When the disciple – who is a waking subject – is told by the Guru that even his
phenomenal satisfaction is not derived from objects, but that it is his own real nature
shining in its own glory, his doership (which is the centre of kartri-tantra) crumbles
for ever. Desires torment him no more, and satisfaction is transformed into permanent
Peace.
When this sublime Peace, vastu-tantra, is sought to be brought down to respond to
kartri-tantra, guided by varying tastes and tendencies, a host of new concepts in the
form of religions, heavens, objects of pleasure and so on begin to appear. Therefore,
give up your tastes, tendencies and desires – not violently, but by knowing, and by
knowing more and more deeply, that all satisfaction is the expression of your own real
nature of Peace – and you shall be for ever free.
The state of Peace in deep sleep is the most familiar experience of vastu-tantra in
daily life. The annihilation of all kartri-tantra is the ultimate goal of Vedanta. This
establishes vastu-tantra without any positive effort whatever. Look at deep sleep. You
have only to give up your attachment to body, senses and mind, in the waking and
dream states. Immediately, Peace – vastu-tantra – dawns, permanent and self-
luminous.
Deep sleep comes involuntarily, and without the help of discrimination. Therefore
it disappears, after a while. Establish the same state voluntarily and with discrimina-
tion. When once you visualize it this way, it will never disappear.

1388. T HE HELPLESS FALLACY IN EXPRESSING IN WORDS A SPIRITUAL

EXPERIENCE

‘Spiritual experience’ is only one. It is visualizing or knowing the real Self. It is

knowing the self in identity, without the least trace of subject-object relationship.
Subsequently, the ego attempts to express that experience in words, without itself
ever having been present in the realm of experience at all. In this attempt, the ego
miserably caricatures the spiritual experience, in terms of the only standard available
to it – the subject-object relationship. Here, name and form must come in. The ego
poses itself as the subject, and tries to make the impersonal Self its object, by calling
it ‘happiness’. Thus the ego says it ‘enjoyed happiness’. This statement is nothing
short of a veritable lie, since the experience was unique and indivisible.
The ego is a spurious mixture of Reality (the Self) and unreality (body and mind).
The presence of Reality, in the ego itself, enables the ego to remember something of
the real experience. But the memory gets blurred; by the identification of the real with
the unreal, in the ego. It is further distorted in the attempt to express it through the
narrow media of mind and language.
Thus the experience, when expressed in words, appears to be what it was not.

1083. K NOWLEDGE IS ALWAYS APAROKSHA OR EXPERIENCE PURE .

I am not one who knows, but Knowledge itself.
I am not one who exists, but Existence itself.
I am not in peace, but Peace itself.
With my contact even the unknown becomes known.
With my contact even the non-existent appears existent.

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 Non-existent body + Existence = Existent body
Objects of knowledge may be paroksha (indirect) or aparoksha (direct), as the case
may be. But knowledge is always aparoksha or experience pure.

Expressions

994. W HAT IS EXPRESSION ?

The real ‘I’-principle is not the expression. It is the Reality itself (the expressed). But
when you consider it in terms of its characteristics as happiness or knowledge, with a
beginning and an end, that is what is called an ‘expression’.

413. T HROUGH SOUND TO THE ULTIMATE

The four stages of progression to the Ultimate explained in relation to the path of
sound can be applied to any sphere of life. For example:
1. Vaikhari [‘elaborated’] can very well be represented by every perceivable expres-
sion as body.
2. Madhyama [‘mediating’] can very well be represented by every expression as
mind (inaudible) still with language.
3. Pashyanti [‘seeing’] can very well be represented by the languageless, apparently
limited ‘I’ or witness.
4. Para [‘beyond’] can very well be represented by the real Self or Atma beyond
even the limitation of oneness or beyond even the apparently limited ‘I’.
Atma expresses itself in two realms, namely the mind and the body. The Sage rests at
the right end, Atma, and sees the other two as mere illusions upon the Atma itself.
But the ordinary man remains at the wrong end, the body, attributing complete re-
ality to its form and name, and considering the mind and Atma as relatively subtle
(less real).
Thus, the right perspective assumed by the Sage is reversed completely by the ordi-
nary man. To get to perfection the layman has therefore to reverse his perspective
likewise.
Sage’s perspective Atma alone real Mind and body unreal
Ordinary man’s Body and mind Atma unreal
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 Feeling

232. H OW CAN AN OBJECT BE THE CAUSE OF AN EMOTION ?

An object cannot become manifest by itself. How then can it stir up any emotion in
you? If an object is known to be non-existent, even the idea cannot reasonably occur
afterwards. Therefore no object can create an emotion in you. Understanding this in
that manner establishes you in your real nature.

314. H OW TO FACE EMOTIONS ?

You may face your emotions successfully in two ways:
1. By trying to see that you are the silent witness of the emotion, without doing any
violence to the system.
2. By trying to see that emotion rises in you, abides in you and vanishes into you; and
so is made of your real nature itself.
In either case, emotion fails to do you any harm.

581. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN I SAY ‘I AM ANGRY ’?

1. Since you perceive all the three states and all your activities from birth till death,
you are evidently a changeless being. But when you say you are angry, you actu-
ally become anger itself. This is, of course, a clear change from your centre and
that cannot be. Therefore anger, or any other feeling, is only an appearance.
2. You can remember your anger afterwards. So you must have perceived the anger
yourself. As perceiver, you can never be affected by the anger. So you were never
angry.

368. I S THERE DIVERSITY IN EMOTIONS ?

It is experience that must prove emotion. When you say you were angry some time
ago, you direct attention to that period of time in which you suppose you were angry.
Examine the experience you had then. Was anger present there then? No. There was
no anger. Because you cannot separate what you call anger from the ‘I’-principle. So
during that period you were all alone, and that is what your experience points to.
Anger becomes evident as a separate entity only when the function of memory begins
its mischievous operation.
Memory misrepresents real experience as something that is opposed to Truth.
Therefore, it is memory that misrepresents permanent Peace, as transient emotions.
If memory did not interfere, every experience now called ‘emotion’ would really
stand transformed into your real nature – the only experience. It is the wonder of
wonders to find that the real nature of even this memory is Consciousness or Peace.
Looking from this stand, we find no means to distinguish between ‘emotions’, as
we call them now. All of them stand reduced to that one Reality or Atma, the true
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 Thus there is no diversity in feelings and thoughts. It is only memory that posits all
difference.

693. W HERE IS FEELING ?

‘Feeling’ is the generic of all feelings. The generic feeling is the oneness in the diver-
sity. It is not in the heart. It is the right Absolute.

586. F EAR
… dvitiyad vai bhayam bhavati .
[It’s only from a second thing that fear arises.]
Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, 1.4.2
Fear arises out of the consciousness of the existence of one other than yourself.

613. E XPRESSIONS LIKE ANGER AND THE S AGE

Anger can exist only where there is love behind it, supporting even that anger. Or, in
other words, anger is only distorted love. Look through the expression and see the
background; or look through the anger and see the love behind it.
Love, as it is, is imperceptible. But anger has more visible symptoms. Therefore, if
ever a Sage appears angry, take it only as a blessing in disguise; and try to see the
love behind, through the visible anger.

614. H ATE AND HOW TO DESTROY IT

It is a usual occurrence in worldly life that you love someone when he loves you and
that you hate him when he hates you. Looking at it more closely, you see that your
response was dictated purely by the other’s feelings alone. Therefore, you should also
direct your feelings not to him, but only to his feelings. So you should hate the hate in
him; or hate hating, wherever it be.
Therefore, naturally, you should hate the hate in you first. When that is done you
will cease to hate anybody.

723. H OW TO FIGHT DISLIKE TOWARDS ANOTHER ?

There is no doubt that the man and dislike of him are entirely distinct and separate,
one from the other. It is the dislike alone and not the man that really troubles one.
That dislike is purely mental. To get over that dislike, you must necessarily transcend
the mental level. That is the only possible way.
Or, if you dislike another, you can rationally analyse the dislike and prove it to be
none other than yourself, and the dislike is immediately transformed into love.

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341. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN FEELING , DEEP SLEEP AND THE
EXPERIENCE OF ‘I AM ’?

Can I think of any feeling, for example hate? No. Hate as such can never be an object
of thought. Hate cannot stand divorced from the objects with which it is connected.
You cannot conceive of hatred. It can never appear by itself. Thoughts have to be
indented upon to lead you on to it; and they themselves suddenly expire, plunging you
into the experience called feeling, which is beyond all thought.
It is in the same manner that you think of deep sleep. You think of all things con-
nected with deep sleep, other than deep sleep itself. At last all thoughts expire, and
you are left alone in the state called deep sleep.
Similarly, in the thought about yourself, you think about your body, senses and
mind – all distinct and separate from you – and dismiss them. When all those thoughts
expire, you are left alone in yourself. You are that principle which remains over, even
after everything perceivable has been eliminated from you.

636. ‘F EELING WITHOUT FEELING ’

You say it was all Peace or Happiness in deep sleep. But neither the heart nor the
mind was there to enjoy it. That experience is a typical instance of ‘Feeling without
feeling’.
Happiness or Peace alone is the subject, and all feelings or emotions are objects.

776. W HAT ARE FEELINGS OR EMOTIONS ?

Every feeling is said to be a wave in the ocean of Peace. The analogy is not strictly
correct. Here, we must understand that there is wave only in the ocean and that there
is no wave in Peace. In Peace, there is neither ocean nor wave, as there is neither
ocean nor wave in water. Similarly, there are no thoughts or feelings in me, the real
‘I’-principle. Understanding feelings in this manner, we can enjoy even the feeling of
misery, by emphasizing the real content of that misery and dismissing the illusory
name and form.
Thus every emotion is a clear pointer to that permanent background Peace. So you
can very well lose your apparent self at the upsurge of any emotion; not in the emo-
tion itself, but in its permanent background.
We have all had the occasion of witnessing tragic dramas brimming over with pa-
thos and cold cruelty towards the righteous, at which we have wept from start to
finish. But the next day again we are prepared to pay in order to witness the same
drama, so that we may continue to weep. What is the secret of this? Is this not the
enjoyment of misery? This shows you that there is something inherent in the so-called
misery that tempts you to court it again. It is nothing but the background, Peace,
which is behind all emotions.
Therefore, see through every emotion and perceive that Peace alone is there. This is
what every Jnyanin does. So he enjoys every feeling which you so carefully separate
from Peace and thereby suffer.

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891. H OW TO USE FEELINGS AS A MEANS TO REACH THE ULTIMATE ?
Love for objects is a feeling. It consists of love and the object, which are distinct and
separate. In that feeling, if you turn your attention to the love part ignoring the object
part, you are free.
Every feeling is obstructed love. So, see every feeling as obstructed love and fix
your attention on the love part, and you are free.

1412. W HAT IS THE SOURCE AND REMEDY OF PASSIONS ?

Love is pure, and by nature objectless. It is one with Ananda or Peace.
But when mental desires are brought to bear upon love, that love becomes degener-
ate and objectified as raga [passion] or kama [desire]. Out of raga arise the manifold
passions of enmity, anger, avarice etc.; and you groan under their weight. The only
way of escape from this malady is to trace back the course to love, by relinquishing
desires and their objects. Then raga gets sublimated, passions disappear, pure love
shines in all its glory, and you stand as one with it in identity.

Flattery

1005. W HY ARE PEOPLE ( AND EVEN GODS ) FOND OF FLATTERY ?

All flattery is directed to the Reality behind the ego. Even though you do not know it,
you are that Reality. The false identification of the ego with the ‘I’-principle enables
you to be pleased, and the ego wrongly claims for himself all praise.

Form and seeing

755. W HAT IS THE SECRET OF FORM AND SEEING ?

Form exists alone (let us suppose).
Seeing = Form + Consciousness
So, when form merges in seeing, form disappears and Consciousness alone remains
over. That was the real part of seeing.
You do not actually see form. It is form forming form. The fleshy eye is nothing but
form. It is this fleshy eye that forms form, as if it was outside.

386. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN I SEE A FORM ?

We usually say: ‘I see a form.’ What does it really mean? It has been proved that form
can never exist independent of seeing, and that ‘form’ and ‘seeing’ are only syno-
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 Therefore, the expression ‘I see a form’ is meaningless. It would be more appropri-
ate to recast it as ‘I form a form’ (‘ñan oru rupam rupikkunnu’), thereby showing that
there is nothing other than myself in the form in question.

1351. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN ‘ FORM ’, ‘ SEEING ’ AND

‘C ONSCIOUSNESS ’?
‘Seeing’ is the verb-form of ‘form’, because seeing goes into the make of form.
‘Consciousness’ or Awareness is the noun-form of ‘seeing’; because, without Con-
sciousness, seeing cannot be seeing.

716. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN I SEE ?

When you see, the seeing alone is there and not knowledge. But of course, there is
knowledge in the seeing.
So far as seeing is concerned, that knowledge part is not taken into account at all.
When the seeing is completed, form vanishes and knowledge dawns. Not knowledge
of the form, but knowledge pure.
Thus every object ties you down not to unreality, but to the Reality itself. Therefore
every activity, in fact, destroys its object by making it vanish into the Reality.
When ‘I see’ is examined closely, seeing vanishes and you will be forced to say ‘I
do not see’. But ordinarily, you do not push far enough, in order to examine the latter
statement. When examined, the ‘I do not see’ vanishes likewise and there is only ‘I
am.’ Thus the Truth is beyond both ‘I see’ and ‘I do not see.’
So regarding any object, you come to the conclusion that there is ‘nothing’. Here,
‘nothing’ is the name of the Reality. Therefore in order to understand the significance
of any activity, one has to transcend the opposites.

842. H OW DO I SEE ?
Seeing is an expression of Consciousness. Consciousness first expresses itself in-
wardly. It is only afterwards that it expresses itself outwardly. Unless you see yourself
inwardly, you cannot see yourself outwardly either. The latter is only a corollary of
the former.

988. F ORM AND SEEING

You say that all forms you see are seeing alone, because form and seeing are one.
Why can’t you assert for the same reason that all is form?
The basic method employed in all examination is the verification of distant things
by instruments nearer and better known to you. Therefore you cannot take your stand
in form and examine seeing, since seeing is nearer to you than form. So form merges
in seeing, and not the other way round. In examining the world, the object first re-
duces itself into the known. In the next step the known is found to be nothing but
knowledge itself. So the world is nothing but knowledge.

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 Generic

295. W HAT IS THE APPARENT VARIETY IN FORMS ?

There is no variety in forms. You say there are many forms and you use the word
‘form’ to denote all forms – this form, that form, etc. What is that ‘form’ which is
common to all forms? It is changeless and therefore beyond the realm of the mind.
So you simply use the word ‘form’ and drag it down to the realm of the mind and
make it stand for what it is not. Things extraneous to form are brought in, to create
variety in forms. Form is one and the same. It is changeless, and hence beyond the
realm of the mind.
Therefore form, when rightly examined, is the ultimate Reality itself. Hence there is
no variety in forms. Likewise, there is no variety in other sense objects as well. Thus
man is the ultimate Reality, tree is the ultimate Reality, flower is the ultimate Reality.
The sound which is common to all sounds knows no variety, just as form which is
common to all forms knows no variety. So you can never speak of various forms or
various sounds. Without going into the generic sound, you cannot invent a name. The
generic in all cases is the ultimate Reality.
The generic in you naturally refuses to be limited in any way, and so you always
bring in generic names. The generic subject sees the generic object, and the particular
subject sees the particular object only. It is the generic that always manifests itself.
But the mind has a peculiar self-deception, and it somehow chooses only the particu-
lar. That is how the world appears.
The general rule by which the enquiry into the Truth of this world proceeds is ‘from
the particular to the general’. So, in order to explain the variety in objects and per-
ceptions, we have to get to the background and then look at the apparent variety. Then
we see that the variety vanishes altogether.
Viewed from another angle of vision, we see that objects first sensed by the senses
are immediately transformed into knowledge when known. Then all objectivity and
variety vanish and Consciousness alone remains.

God and worship

154. V ISION OF A PERSONAL G OD

Vision of a personal God is quite possible. It would seem even more real than any
experience in the waking state, because that vision takes place in an intenser light.

767. I S G OD THE SAME TO ALL ?

No. It changes according to what one identifies oneself with, in life. To the man who
identifies himself with his body, God is also embodied. To one who identifies himself
with the mind, God is also possessed of the best of all attributes.
To him who transcends even the mind, God is the right Absolute.

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964. W HAT IS IDOL WORSHIP ?
You cannot worship anything but a form. Concepts and percepts are all forms. Brah-
man [the all-comprehending] and the infinite are also forms. An idol is only some-
thing known particularly. It is the symbol of the Absolute. But in fact nobody wor-
ships the idol; because, in practice, after looking at the idol for a few moments, you
invariably close your eyes and contemplate that of which the idol is only a symbol.
Nobody worships the idol, and nobody can worship without an idol.

1386. I SHTA - MURTI – ITS SCOPE , LIMITATION AND PERFECTION ?

God is logically defined as the highest manifestation of the human mind. Similarly,
the ishta-murti [the form of God chosen for worship] is also the creation of one’s own
mind. You give to it the form and qualities you like most, and therefore it is called
‘ishta-murti’ [literally ‘embodiment of liking’]. It has exactly the same characteristics
as an ordinary object, but with this difference – that it is highly magnified.
Let us examine an object. It is not an intrinsic, indivisible whole. It is constituted of
three distinct and separate elements, namely:
1. Form (percept) which is the immediate creation of the sense organ concerned;
2. A fund of ideas (concepts) thrown out by the mind to supplement the former
percept; and
3. A sense of existence (Reality or permanency) which forms the background upon
which the former two can appear.
This last one – permanence or existence – can never be the contribution of either the
changing senses or of the changing mind. It is the contribution of Consciousness,
beyond even the mind. In order to get at the truth of any object, it has to be analysed
till its generic form is reached, eliminating the changing parts in the process. Then the
object gets reduced to its essence or substance.
Neither the individual nor the ‘ishta-murti’ is an exception to this rule. But the
‘ishta-murti’ has one particular advantage over all other objects, in that it has no
sensual or perceptual form to begin with. It has only a form of ideas or concepts –
with universal qualities like all-knowingness, all-pervasiveness, almightiness etc.
attributed to it. In order to understand the ishta-murti correctly, one has to eliminate
the form made up of ideas and qualities from the background ‘existence’.
But this existence which is left over is, for the time-being, recognized by the aspi-
rant only as nothingness or blankness. The meaning and the essence of this blank wall
of ignorance still remains a mystery to the mind. The mind can never unravel it, by its
own unaided efforts.
This same state [of mind-transcending mystery] is attained by following very many
other paths; and by exercises like meditation, devotion, chanting of mantras, and
yogas of different types. The aspirant is invariably stranded in this apparently pleasur-
able state, taking it for the highest or being unable to get beyond or being attracted by
the sense of pleasurableness in the state.
In all these instances, the enquiry is made purely objectively, ignoring the subject
altogether. It is true that the object is reduced to its most generic form. But the subject
still remains as a subject. As long as the least trace of subjectivity remains, objectivity
cannot disappear. And until objectivity disappears completely, the real nature of the

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object can never be visualized. This is the fundamental error committed by science as
well as philosophy, both in India and outside, in trying to approach the Truth through
the medium of the mind.
Remedy: It is only the Karana-guru, who is established in the ultimate Truth and
who is prepared to lead another to it, that can help one out of this darkness. The
aspirant has so far been examining things outside himself, from the self-assumed
stronghold of the mind. But the Karana-guru, if one is fortunate enough to secure one,
draws the attention of the aspirant away from the object, to the subject so far ignored.
The truth about the real nature of this ‘subject’ is then expounded to the aspirant in the
most unambiguous terms, in the light of the aspirant’s own personal experiences.
He is thus enabled to visualize his own real nature, beyond the shadow of a doubt.
He is then asked to review his former problems from his own real and permanent
stand, just visualized. But to his utter bewilderment and joy, he finds every problem
standing self-solved to perfection and himself free from all bondage. What appeared
first as an insurmountable blank wall of ignorance, now appears as the most concrete
and self-luminous Truth within.

768. H OW TO VISUALIZE THE REAL G OD ?

Conceding God as the creator of the universe, God must have existed even before
creation – all alone as the impersonal.
God, in his real nature, cannot be seen from or through any created thing. So body
and mind are incapable of understanding God. We are forced, therefore, to look out
for some principle in man which was not created.
The real ‘I’-principle, defying all the three states, is found not to have been created.
So, by taking to this ‘I’-principle, you may be able to visualize the real God. This is
what Vedanta tells you. Vedanta does not deny God at all.
Standing as that ‘I’-principle, you see that you are all alone in deep sleep. There is
no other God there. So, this ‘I’-principle is the God they mean.

87. H OW CAN PRAYER TO A PERSONAL G OD LEAD TO FULFILMENT ?

Man ordinarily takes himself to be very, very insignificant, compared to the vast
universe. He finds his mind, with all its limitations, is unable to explain many things
in this vast universe. It is also unable to achieve many of its desires.
He conceives God as the Lord of all the universe, all-powerful. So, naturally, he
prays to God to get his desires fulfilled. Though ignorant of the immense powers and
potentialities of his own mind, he unconsciously releases in this way all the powers
that lie dormant in him, towards the creation of the Godhead he has conceived. Thus
the very powers of the devotee himself, in the name and form of the God he has
conceived, come back and take effect, in the fulfilment of his own prayers. But the
devotee takes it all meekly, attributing it to the grace of the God, taking God as
something entirely different from himself.
In getting his prayers thus fulfilled, he attaches more importance to the fulfilment of
his desires than to knowing the nature of the Godhead called to his help. He relin-
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 He who wants to get to the Truth does not crave for the fulfilment of individual
desires, for he is concerned with spiritual values alone. Proceeding that way, he
ultimately comes back to his own self and realizes God as his own Self.

997. S OME SAY THAT IT IS ONLY AFTER DEATH THAT ONE CAN BECOME ONE WITH
G OD . I S IT TRUE ?
At the moment of every enjoyment of happiness you are really momentarily dead, and
have become one with God (whose real nature, svarupa, is objectless Happiness).
Then your body is relaxed, the sense organs refuse to function, the mind ceases to
think or feel, and you enjoy happiness as you call it. All the principles that claim to
live have, for that moment, died.
Therefore, you are actually dying every moment, to become God. So don’t wait for
the last death of the body, but know that you are doing it every moment and you
become God himself (real Advaita).

Grace

136. W HAT IS THE MEANING OF ‘ GRACE ’?

Really it is a meaningless word. But shastras [traditional texts] endorse it in a certain
way, explaining this with the words:
durlabham trayam evai ’tad devanugraha-hetukam .
manusyatvam mumuksutvam mahapurusa-samzrayah ..
Shri Shankara, Viveka-cudamani, 3
It means:
1. To be born as a human being,
2. To have a keen desire for liberation, and
3. To come into contact with a Sage
are the three rare possibilities attained by divine grace alone. Animals exist, and man
also exists. But man exists and knows he exists. This differentiates man from animals,
and it is this which is meant by the ‘man-ness’ (manushyatva) referred to above. (The
word ‘manhood’ is weak and does not convey the sense implied, so a new word ‘man-
ness’ is coined for the purpose.)

522. A BSORPTION AND GRACE

Absorption is the process by which the subject and the object become one in the ‘I’-
principle. Absorption of everything created by the mind back into the Self, the Abso-
lute – with the help of ‘vidya-vritti’ or the functioning consciousness – is the purpose
of our lives.
The real grace of the Absolute is in having endowed us with the two simple instru-
ments of Consciousness and Happiness, for the specific purpose of absorbing every-
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 But often we do not recognize it in our ordinary activities, and yet we go through
the whole process of such absorptions unknowingly.

Guru

279. W HO CAN REALIZE THE T RUTH ?

Only he who has heard the Truth from a Karana-guru, with earnestness and sincerity.
All the shastras [texts] say: ‘Thus far alone can we say. The Guru alone can give the
rest.’
Acaryavan puruso veda
Chandogya Upanishad, 6.14.2
It means: He who has a Guru alone knows.

420. W HAT IS THE NEED OF A G URU ?

Knowledge is of two kinds: objective and subjective. Objective knowledge of all
kinds, relating to objects gross as well as subtle, can be acquired only through objec-
tive instruments of the same nature, from the intellect down to the gross body. For
this, we readily seek the help of equally objective Gurus – like persons, books, in-
struments and other appliances.
But, for the acquisition of subjective knowledge (knowledge regarding the ‘I’-
principle), none of the above instruments nor anything objective shall be of any avail.
However, the objective instruments, if properly utilized, do the simple service of
proving to you that you are not the body, senses or the mind. They can do nothing
more, and your intellect also cannot grasp anything beyond the objective.
The subjective experience of the real ‘I’ is exclusively the subject of Vedanta. This
can be gained only by personal contact, in an attitude of complete surrender, with a
Jnyanin [Sage] who is established in that subjective Reality. This Jnyanin, though
appearing to the ordinary man as embodied, really stands beyond the body, senses and
mind – as Atma itself. But the disciple, as long as he feels himself embodied, sees the
Guru only as a personality. Slowly, the disciple realizes that he is that living principle
beyond the body, senses and mind. Then he finds the Guru also correspondingly
exalted.
At last, when the disciple, taken thus to the brink of the mind, listens to the words
of the Guru explaining the nature of the positive Self, he is suddenly thrown into that
supreme experience of the ultimate. It is only then that he realizes the state of the
Guru to be that always, whether in apparent activity or inactivity. Thus alone can
Truth be ever realized.

638. H OW TO KNOW THE G URU ?

You need not and cannot know the Guru. If you know the Guru or if you do not know
the Guru, in either case you cannot become a disciple. So you had better accept him
when you feel you must.

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639. D OES THE G URU ACCEPT ANYONE ?
It is not the Guru personally who accepts anyone. The Guru accepts everyone who is
sincere and earnest about knowing the Truth.
Therefore, if the aspirant has accepted the Ultimate Truth as his goal, certainly the
Guru’s acceptance of him is a foregone conclusion. It is the spontaneous corollary to
the decision of the aspirant. If the aspirant is only prepared to open the mouth of
spiritual earnestness, the nectar of Advaita will come in from the Guru, uninvited.

184. C AN A PERSONAL G OD BE A G URU ?

‘I say no.’ Because a personal God is nothing but a concept. Truth is beyond all
concepts. Truth by itself can never be your Guru; because, looked at from the stand-
point of Truth, there is nothing else existing by its side. Truth knows no duality.
Therefore, only one who has realized the Truth can be a Guru and take you from
the relative sphere to the Absolute. Hence the necessity of a living Guru.

315. C AN A S AGE WHO HAS LEFT HIS MORTAL COIL BE A G URU TO A NEW
ASPIRANT ?

No. Never. When a Sage leaves his mortal coil, nothing remains over except pure
Atma [Self]. But if the relationship has been directly established when the Sage was
alive, it is enough to lead the aspirant to the ultimate Truth.
The fact whether such a Guru-disciple relationship has been directly established is
known only to the Guru. Nor can any formal tattvopadesha [instruction into Truth] be
the criterion.
If the disciple has deep love and devotion for the person of the Guru who is a Sage,
it is enough. Nothing more is needed for the disciple, by way of sadhana [discipline]
or instruction from the Guru, to reach the Ultimate and stand established there. Shri
Vativishvarattamma [see glossary] was a living example of this fact.
Even if the disciple is incapable of such deep love and devotion for the Guru at the
outset, there is no cause for discouragement. Because the Guru is love incarnate. Even
if the aspirant is mentally prepared to make a surrender to the Guru on the body level,
and if he has the readiness to listen and act up to the instructions of the Guru at least
for the time being, he is provisionally accepted as a disciple. Later on, when the Truth
is imparted to him in the regular order, the whole of the Guru goes into the disciple
and takes his abode there. It is only then that the aspirant becomes a regular disciple
and the relationship is established for ever.

766. H OW TO FIND OUT A REAL G URU ?

One who follows the path of devotion to a personal God in a sattvic manner, his
ultimate goal being the absolute Truth, invariably places upon his deity the responsi-
bility of finding him a Karana-guru. The deity within gives the suggestion at the
proper time and it never fails; because the suggestion emanates from his own sattvic
nature, which is very close to the background Truth.
But if the aspirant is one who follows the path of discrimination alone, the condi-
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 It is never safe to accept a Guru merely on grounds of appearance and worldly
reputation. Both are equally deceptive.
To test another, to see if he is competent to guide you to the Truth, is also impossi-
ble; because you will have to be higher than the other, to apply such a test. Therefore
a regular test is out of the question.
The only reasonable recourse, left to you, is to put all your doubts and difficulties
before the proposed Guru; and to listen to his answers patiently, relying more upon
the response of your heart than upon the intellectual satisfaction that you receive from
his answers. If he is able to satisfy you both ways, you may without hesitation accept
him and follow his advice and instructions.

251. W HAT DOES A G URU DO FOR A DISCIPLE ?

It is something which a disciple need never bother herself about, and which the intel-
lect can never grasp.
You need only know that a Guru takes you from the phenomenal to the Absolute.
You will be able to get a glimpse of it only when you rise higher and higher. From the
level of the mind, you can never conceive how it takes place. Much less understand it.
Your question is purely from the mind’s level. So give it up. Do not try to solve it,
for the time being. Ultimately, you will come to the position that the question was not
necessary at all.

463. W HAT DOES THE G URU GIVE ME ?

‘The correct perspective.’ The world and its objects, when viewed through the per-
spective bestowed by the Guru, appear transformed into that ultimate Reality, just as
the brackish and poisonous waters of the ocean are transformed into pure water when
they pass through the heat of the sun above.

303. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN THE G URU TALKS TO THE DISCIPLE ?

‘It is the Truth that speaks the Truth to the Truth. That is the Truth about it.’ When
the Guru talks to the disciple, it creates a deep conviction in him regarding the point at
issue; and he becomes more and more attached to the Guru.

691. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF THE ‘G URU - DISCIPLE RELATIONSHIP ’?

From the standpoint of the Guru – who is impersonal – he has no disciple. But he
allows the disciple to take him as his Guru. That is all. The impersonal is not con-
nected with the personal; but the personal is connected with the impersonal. The Truth
is the world; but the world is not the Truth.
When once you have accepted a Karana-guru, you must unconditionally and unre-
servedly surrender your ego to the Guru: who represents the ultimate Truth. Remem-
ber the words of Shri Shankara.
… jivo na ’ham deziko ’ktya zivo ’ham ..
Shri Shankara, Advaita-pancaratnam, 1.2
I am not the jiva. But I am Peace, because my Guru has said so.

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799. T O BE NEAR OR AWAY FROM THE GURU – WHICH IS MORE ADVANTAGEOUS ?
Each has its own advantage and disadvantage. When one is near the Guru, the obsta-
cles that come up are transcended immediately, in spite of the retarding influences of
the ego. When you are at a distance from the Guru, the progress might be slower but
will certainly be steadier, being dependent on ‘yourself’ alone.

1135. W HY DOES THE G URU TEACH AND WHAT ?

Because the disciples earnestly and sincerely ask questions. But when the Truth is
being imparted, the Guru stands as Truth beyond the talk; and the disciple is also
pulled up, in spite of him. The disciple may begin by listening to the talk, but he is
soon taken beyond the talk. The talk is not itself the Reality, but the Reality is in the
talk and is the goal of the talk.
The personal is taken up by the impersonal for discussion, and the language of the
personal acts as the medium. But the personal – including the medium – is given up,
when the background is visualized.
The question presupposes that the disciple is imperfect and that the teacher is per-
fect. The teacher shows the disciple that he too is perfect, and there the teaching ends.

1295. T HE G URU THOUGHT

It is taken indiscriminately in more than one way.
One such way is the thought: ‘I am the Guru.’ This is forbidden; because, by that
thought, the ultimate is crushed and the apparent ‘I’ gains in strength.
But in the next thought, ‘The Guru is in me’, the ultimate will gradually devour the
‘me’ and leave one as the ultimate Truth.

877. W HEN DO I BEGIN TO LOVE MY G URU ?

When that which has been given by the Guru is accepted wholly, love for the Guru
springs up within you.

536. W HAT IS THE REAL G URU - DAKSHINA ( TO THE K ARANA - GURU )?

The disciple’s establishment in the ultimate Truth is the greatest and the only dak-
shina (offering) one can humbly place at the feet of the Guru for the invaluable serv-
ices rendered by him.

790. H OW TO THINK OF MY G URU ?

Think of your Guru only in the dualistic sphere. Don’t apply your intellect to it. It is
far beyond your intellect. Apply your heart to it and get lost in the Guru. Then the
Ultimate dances like a child before you.
But when you think of the real ‘I’-principle or ‘Consciousness’, think that they are
the absolute Reality itself, beyond name and form.
All these are but synonyms of the ultimate Reality. But the Guru alone has the re-
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when you go deep into pure Consciousness and get lost in it (nirvikalpa samadhi of
the Jnyanin), you see the person of your Guru there, and this vision throws you into an
ecstatic joy taking you even beyond sat-cit-ananda. Blessed indeed are you then.

Happiness and Peace

148. M AN ’ S HUNT AFTER HAPPINESS – AN ANALOGY

Man hunting for happiness is just like a beetle with a drop of butter on its head.
Getting scent of the butter, the beetle hovers around, knocking about everywhere for
the source of the scent, but is ignorant of the fact that the butter is on its own head.
Likewise, man hunts for happiness because it is in himself and he is not able to see
it there. But the urge which makes him hunt comes from that happiness itself.

322. H APPINESS IS PEACE .

Happiness exists only in relation to previous suffering. When that state of happiness
continues without being disturbed by unhappiness, it is called deep Peace.

333. P ROBLEMS AND P EACE

Some people say they have no problems in life. This is meaningless talk. It only
means that they are mere cowards, who stubbornly refuse to think in the light of
evident facts.
Happiness and unhappiness can be conceived of as opposites only when they are
considered as definitely limited expressions of Peace. They are usually compared to
the obverse and the reverse of the same coin, the coin itself being Peace. If either of
these expressions happens to continue indefinitely, its expressionship vanishes and it
stands transformed into Peace.

628. B LISS SEEMS TO APPEAR AND DISAPPEAR . W HY ?

It is not the bliss that comes and goes, but it is you, the ego, that often goes into the
bliss which is your very nature, and comes out into the mind. Your ego alone is
responsible for it.

1360. H OW ARE HAPPINESS AND C ONSCIOUSNESS ONE ?

From the experience in deep sleep, we see that Happiness is self-luminous, or that
Happiness lights itself up. This ‘lighting-ness’ of Happiness is what is called ‘Con-
sciousness’. Both are intrinsic in the Self. This is how one knows Peace in deep sleep.
This is knowledge in identity. Therefore, ‘Happiness can never be unintelligent.’

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465. N OBODY DESIRES PURE H APPINESS . W HY ?
Desire is a function of the mind, and pure Happiness is on a level far beyond the
mind. Therefore the mind can never conceive or desire pure Happiness. What the
mind desires is the one last manifestation just before extinction or merging itself into
Happiness.
Take for example the desire for the vision of your ‘ishta-deva’ [chosen deity],
which usually gives you immense pleasure. Exactly as the vision gives you pleasure,
the disappearance of the vision gives you pain; and this is inevitable, as the devotee
knows from experience only too well. Thus, the condition just after the vision is dark
and dismal, compared to the hopeful, exciting and pleasant condition just preceding it.
Therefore, mindful of these two opposite conditions before and after the vision, the
devotee naturally longs to prolong the pleasure as much as possible, knowing that the
gloom after the vision is inevitable, and that the duration of the vision itself, though
pleasant, is not under his control. So his desire for the pleasant feelings, experienced
before the culmination of the vision, is greater than his desire for the vision itself,
which he takes only as a logical corollary.
Moreover, the mind does not find any glamour in the ultimate Peace, from the
standpoint of the mind itself. When you are hungry, what the mind really wants is the
disappearance of the hunger, which can only be in Peace. The mind, being incapable
of conceiving this Peace, turns to the objective food which is capable of removing the
physical hunger. Thus the mind desires always only that preliminary pleasure.
Nobody except the Sage can desire that ultimate Happiness, since all the rest are in
the realm of the mind. But the Sage does not desire even that, since he knows he is
that already.

1396. W HAT IS THE GOOD OF KNOWING ‘I AM H APPINESS ’, IF I CANNOT ENJOY

IT ?

It has been proved already that one’s real nature is objectless happiness, and that one
can experience it. It is experienced not through subject-object relationship as in the
waking and dream states, but in identity as in deep sleep. In deep sleep, the mind is
dead.
The questioner evidently wants to know the happiness, herself standing separate as
the knower and to feel the joy of it as the enjoyer. This is possible only in duality, as
in the waking or dream states.
Even there, a deeper examination will show that the so called enjoyment of happi-
ness is being one with it. Happiness is never enjoyed. To know that ‘I am Happiness’
is a spiritual experience. Spiritual experience is only one. It is Non-duality. Its real
nature is pure Happiness itself, and you know it there in identity.
On coming to the waking state, you seem to know it objectively. Immediately, hap-
piness is separated from you as your object – a mere idea. You have actually lost the
happiness, by trying to know it or feel it. Therefore, never objectify happiness by
trying to separate it from you, in any manner.

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740. H OW TO DISTINGUISH BETWEEN HAPPINESS AND PEACE ?
Happiness is momentary.
Peace is happiness continued.
Happiness, as seen by the disciple, is apparent and time-limited.
Happiness, in the eyes of the Guru, is nothing other than absolute Peace itself
(Happiness unlimited). It transcends even happiness. It is sat-cit-ananda [existence-
consciousness-happiness]. Or better still, sat-cit-shanta [existence-consciousness-
peace].

Harmony
924. H OW DO YOU EXPERIENCE BEAUTY IN AN OBJECT ?
Beauty, as the world conceives it, is nothing but the harmony of discordant things.
The discordant notes in the object first attract you. Slowly, the notes die away and you
become aware of an external harmony; which in its turn leads you to the inner har-
mony in which you yourself are lost. This inner harmony is itself beauty – your real
nature.

925. D OES THIS NOT TAKE AWAY THE RELISH OF LIFE ?

No. Never. It only enhances the relish. At first you enjoy beauty. But then you desire
to be that enjoyment which is beyond joy, and thus you are taken to that harmony
itself. You put that question because you have not experienced beauty or harmony in
its fullness.

926. H OW DO THE S AGE AND THE IGNORANT MAN SEE BEAUTIFUL THINGS ?
The Sage sees first pure degreeless harmony and then he sees the object. So he may
be said to see the object in the beauty. But the ordinary man, who stands only at the
body level, sees the object first; and only then does he see something of the beauty or
harmony expressed in the object. This helps him to have a peep into the beyond and
nothing more.

584. W HERE IS HARMONY ?

We see harmony in this world only on rare occasions. But the Sage sees the same
harmony always and everywhere, nay even in apparent misery and discord.

986. W HAT IS THE GOAL OF MUSIC ?

Harmony outside takes you to harmony inside, and harmony inside is the ‘I’-principle
itself. Thus music takes you to the harmony behind it, and that takes you to the har-
mony inside which is Truth itself.

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900. H OW DO THE HEAD AND THE HEART FUNCTION ?

In spiritual matters alone, the head and the heart work harmoniously together. But in
the phenomenal sphere, they often work each divorced of the other.

282. W HAT MAKES ONE A TRUE ASPIRANT ?

It is one’s earnest desire to get to the Truth that prompts one to search for it. This
desire is nothing but the direct function of the heart. All your conscious efforts, even
though actuated by reason, follow only the course chalked out by this heart.
Therefore, every seeker of the Truth expresses his heart sufficiently well. At last,
when the seeker following the path of reason reaches the citadel of Truth, he finds the
heart also there in full and as one with reason and himself.
So Truth is visualized by the harmonious blending of the head and the heart, in
Peace.

374. W HAT IS THE REMEDY FOR EVIL TENDENCIES ?

If we take to evil unknowingly, an intellectual corrective might be of some avail in
dissuading us from it afterwards. Most often, we take to such evil activities knowing
full well the scope of their consequences, but being unable to resist the stronger
cravings of the heart. When the heart and the head are thus opposed to each other, the
head is helpless and meekly surrenders to the heart. In such cases no amount of
intellectual correction will be of any avail.
It is here that we really need a potent remedy. The heart itself being in trouble, the
remedy has naturally to come from the beyond. But beyond the heart, there is nothing
but the ‘I’-principle: the Truth. Adhering to this ‘I’-principle, either by analysis or by
elimination, your samskaras [habituated inclinations] drop away, for want of support.
If you have heard the Truth from a Sage, the problem is easy enough. Whenever
you find your heart straying away to anything undesirable, just think of the Guru, who
is the ultimate Truth, and the heart recoils with a shudder. It will think twice before
daring to launch into similar mischief once again.
This is the only law that relates the phenomenal to the Absolute. The heart is al-
ways at Happiness which is one’s own nature. The heart always takes you to the
source and controls even the intellect.

401. H EART AND PREMA [ LOVE ]

Heart + I am = I am the heart.
Love is the expression of the Self through the heart, and the heart is always wet. It
takes you straight to the Self or Atma and drowns you in it. Language is dry and is the
expression of the Self through the head or reason. It takes you only to the brink of
Atma; and leaves you there, till the heart rises up to wet reason and ultimately to
drown you in love.

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1179. T HE FUNCTIONS OF THE HEAD AND THE HEART
The head and the heart are not water-tight compartments. They complement each
other. It may be said that ‘It is a harmonious blending of the head and the heart in the
ultimate Truth that is called realization.’ It may generally be said that one gets en-
lightened through the head, and gets established in the Truth through the heart. A
thought, when it is deep, becomes feeling or in other words descends into the heart.
Deep knowledge or objectless knowledge is ‘Love’. Love always gives and never
takes.
Only if the giving is spontaneous and prompted by the heart alone, is it efficacious
and divine. The slightest taint of the ego in the giving pollutes it to that extent. If you
follow the path of love, until love is its own fulfilment, you reach the highest. But an
ignorant aspirant can never complete it unaided, without the help of a Karana-guru.

‘I’-ness and ‘this’-ness

350. H OW ARE THE ‘I’- NESS ( AHANTA ) AND THE ‘ THIS ’- NESS ( IDANTA ) RELATED ?
The ‘I’-ness is the ego, which develops into body, senses and mind.
The ‘this’-ness is the non-ego, which develops into the world. But the ‘this’-ness
can never stand by itself. Therefore, neither reason nor experience allows us to state
that objects appear in the ‘this’-ness alone.
Both of them appear and disappear on Atma [Self], the only Reality.

1045. W HAT IS ‘I’- NESS ?

It is used in two senses:
1. In the phenomenal plane, ‘I’-ness distinguishes you from others. It contains the
samskaras [habit-driven inclinations] of body, senses and mind and is intended
only for worldly purposes.
2. In the spiritual sense, it is the impersonal and changeless background of the
apparent ‘I’. It takes you to the ultimate Reality.

1373. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE ‘I’- NESS AND THE ‘ THIS ’- NESS ?
Life is a complex mixture of the ‘I’-ness and the ‘this’-ness. The ‘I’-ness being the
real subject is first explained by the Guru to the true aspirant, as the impersonal ‘I’ or
real ‘I’-principle or pure Consciousness or the ultimate Truth. Immediately he visual-
izes it.
The ‘this’ is something appearing distinct and separate from the ‘I’. While the ‘I’
can exist independently in its own right, the ‘this’ cannot have a separate existence
even for a moment. Therefore, in order to know the content of ‘this’, you have only to
separate the ‘this’-ness from the ‘this’. It can be done with effort and sometimes
without effort. Then the pure ‘I’ remains over, proving thereby that the ‘this’ is in
essence nothing other than the ‘I’. Therefore the world is nothing but the real ‘I’.

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139. W HAT AM I?
I can perceive and know my body, sense-organs and mind. Therefore I am evidently
the subject, distinct and separate from all of them.

20. H OW ARE OBJECTS RELATED TO ME ?

All this world is my object, and I am the changeless subject. Each one of my objects
serves only to point to me and to prove me. I need only make my stand there firmer
and establish myself at the real centre, as the ultimate subject ‘I’.

1128. W HAT AM I?
Am I the body, senses or mind? No. If I claim to be anything, that must be with me
wherever I go. Doing, perceiving, thinking and feeling do not go with me wherever I
go.
‘Knowing’ alone is always with me. So I am knowingness or Consciousness alone.
I am that always, and I am free. I can only be that which remains over, when the
object or active part is separated from the perceiver, perception or percept.

21. H OW TO RETREAT INTO THE REAL ‘I’- PRINCIPLE ?

What do you mean when you say ‘I’? It does not at all mean the body, senses or mind.
It is pure experience itself – in other words, the end of all knowledge or feeling.
First of all, see that the body, senses and mind are your objects and that you are
always the changeless subject, distinct and separate from the objects. The objects are
present only when they are perceived. But I exist, always changeless, whether per-
ceptions occur or not, extending through and beyond all states. Thus you see that you
are never the body, senses or mind. Make this thought as deep and intense as possible,
until you are doubly sure that the wrong identification will never recur.
Next, examine if there is anything else that does not part with the ‘I’-principle, even
for a moment. Yes. There is Consciousness. It never parts with the ‘I’-principle, and
can never be an object either. So both must mean one and the same thing. Or, in other
words, ‘I’ is Consciousness itself. Similarly, wherever there is the ‘I’-principle left
alone, there is also the idea of deep peace or happiness, existing along with it.
It is universally admitted that one loves only that which gives one happiness, or that
a thing is loved only for its happiness value. Evidently, happiness itself is loved more
than that which is supposed to give happiness. It is also admitted that one loves one’s
self more than anything else. So it is clear that you must be one with happiness or that
you are happiness itself. All your activities are only attempts to experience that happi-
ness or self in every experience.
The ordinary man fixes a certain standard for all his worldly activities and tries to
attain it to his satisfaction. Thereby, he is only trying to experience the self in the form
of happiness, as a result of the satisfaction obtained on reaching the standard already
accepted by him.

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suited to each activity. But, to love your own self, you require no instrument at all.
Since you experience happiness by retreating into that ‘I’-principle, that ‘I’ must be
either an object to give you happiness, which is impossible; or it must be happiness
itself. So the ‘I’-principle, Peace and Consciousness are all one and the same. It is in
Peace that thoughts and feelings rise and set. This peace is very clearly expressed in
deep sleep, when the mind is not there and you are one with Consciousness and
Peace.
Pure consciousness and deep peace are your real nature. Having understood this in
the right manner, you can well give up the use of the words ‘Consciousness’ and
‘Happiness’ and invariably use ‘I’ to denote the Reality.
Don’t be satisfied with only reducing objects into Consciousness. Don’t stop there.
Reduce them further into the ‘I’-principle. So also, reduce all feelings into pure
Happiness and then reduce them into the ‘I’-principle. When you are sure that you
will not return to identification with the body any longer, you can very well leave off
the intermediaries of Consciousness and Happiness, and directly take the thought ‘I, I,
I, ...’ subjectively.
Diversity is only in objects. Consciousness, which perceives them all, is one and the
same.

22. W HAT IS MY REAL GOAL ? T HE ‘I’- PRINCIPLE .

The word ‘I’ has the advantage of taking you direct to the core of your self. But you
must be doubly sure that you will no longer return to identification with the body.
By reducing objects into Consciousness or happiness, you come only to the brink of
experience. Reduce them further into the ‘I’-principle; and then ‘it’, the object, and
‘you’, the subject, both merge into experience itself. Thus, when you find that what
you see is only yourself, the ‘seeing’ and ‘objects’ become mere empty words.
When you say the object cannot be the subject, you should take your stand not in
any of the lower planes, but in the ultimate subject ‘I’ itself.
In making the gross world mental, the advaitin is an idealist. But he does not stop
there. He goes further, examining the ‘idea’ also and proves it to be nothing but
Consciousness. Thus he goes beyond even the idealist’s stand.
The realist holds that matter is real and mind is unreal, but the idealist says that
mind is real and matter is unreal. Of the two, the idealist’s position is better; for when
the mind is taken away from the world, the world is not. Therefore, it can easily be
seen that the world is a thought form. It is difficult to prove the truth of the realist’s
stand; for dead matter cannot decide anything.
The advaitin [non-dualist] goes even further. Though he takes up the stand of the
idealist when examining the world, he goes beyond the idealist’s position and proves
that the world and the mind, as such, are nothing but appearances and the Reality is
Consciousness.
Perception proves only the existence of knowledge and not the existence of the ob-
ject. Thus the gross object is proved to be non-existent. Therefore, it is meaningless to
explain subtle perceptions as a reflection of gross perceptions. Thus all perceptions
are reduced to the ultimate ‘I’-principle, through knowledge.

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6. W HAT IS THE MEANING OF ‘I’?
The same word, used in similar contexts, cannot carry different meanings with differ-
ent persons. When I say ‘I’ meaning ‘my body’, another understands it in the same
sense, meaning ‘my body’. But when the other person uses the same word ‘I’, he
means ‘his body’, which is entirely different from ‘my body’.
Thus, in the case of everyone, the bodies meant are different; but the word used is
the same ‘I’, always. So the ‘I’ must mean: either the individual bodies of all men –
which is ludicrous – or it must evidently mean no body at all.
The latter being the only possible alternative, the ‘I’ must necessarily mean that
changeless principle in which every body appears and disappears. This is the real
meaning of ‘I’, even in our daily traffic with the world.

1224. W HEN DOES MY REAL NATURE SHINE AS IT IS ?

Whenever the ego-mind subsides or disappears, the background Awareness shines as
Happiness. Whenever objects of Awareness disappear, pure Awareness shines by
itself, as pure Consciousness.

3. W HERE , WHEN AND HOW DO I SEE ME ?

1. I see Me where the ‘where’ is not.
2. I see Me when the ‘when’ is not.
3. I see Me when ‘I see me not.’
Explanation:
1. I shall see Me only when I transcend the gross body idea, which is governed by
space as well as by time.
2. I shall see Me only when I transcend the subtle body or the mind, which is gov-
erned by time alone.
3. I shall see Me only on leaving both the gross and the subtle bodies – when I stop
my objective search and turn inward to find myself as one with that which I was
searching for; in other words only when the subject-object relationship vanishes.

24. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ SVABHAVA ’?

‘Svabhava’ means one’s own real nature. All activities, like perceiving, doing etc., are
‘asvabhava’ – the opposite of one’s real nature.
Svabhava is knowledge without object, or happiness without object. For you are
knowledge itself, or happiness itself, and cannot know anything else.

81. I AS EXPERIENCE CAN HAVE NO OBJECT .

You are the background of all your emotions and passions. Feeling is the one word to
denote all these. It means that feeling is their general background; and so it must be
the Absolute, called ‘rasa’ [see page 54, note 453]. Likewise, knowing is the back-
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 A man’s thirst to know and to be happy proceeds from his real nature. He is happi-
ness and knowledge. Knowing and feeling in their secondary senses may have an
object; but in their correct sense, they can have no object at all.
Because that which goes into the make of all feelings, and always remains as their
background, is what is called ‘rasa’. We use the word ‘feeling’ to denote particular
feelings such as anger, pride, etc. We use the one word ‘feeling’ to denote all feelings.
So, feeling is the common background of all feelings. This pure feeling is called
‘rasa’. It is the right Absolute.
Likewise, thoughts and perceptions are one when viewed as knowing, because
knowing has to be present in all thoughts and perceptions. That again is the ‘I’-
principle, and that is pure Consciousness.
Similarly, all objects are one when viewed as existence.

149. ‘I AM ’ TO THE IGNORANT MAN AND THE S AGE

We all say ‘I am clever’, ‘I am happy’, and so on. In this, the layman ignores the vital
part ‘I am’, and emphasizes the rest. But the ‘I am’ alone is important for the Sage,
and he ignores the rest.

245. H OW TO SHOW THAT THE ‘I’- PRINCIPLE IN ME AND IN ALL IS ONE AND THE
SAME ?

You say the ‘I’-principle in ‘me’. What is this ‘me’? Is it the body, senses, or mind?
No. Because these are not there in deep sleep, and still the ‘I’-principle is there all
alone.
So the ‘me’ means the ‘I’-principle itself; and it comes to this. The ‘I’-principle is
indivisible and is only one. Duality is only in manifestation – namely body, senses or
mind. Beyond this, there cannot be any duality, since there is nothing there to be
distinguished from another.
Therefore, the ‘I’-principle is unique, and the objects alone are different.

255. W HY DO I FEEL THAT I DO NOT KNOW MY REAL NATURE ?

The ‘I’-principle does not ever feel and does not make a complaint either. It is always
the mind that feels. The mind is incapable of knowing my real nature. Even when the
mind turns its attention to my real nature, the mind loses its own form and gets
merged in Consciousness – my real nature.
Before you can say you feel, you must necessarily perceive that feeling. That per-
ceiver then must certainly be beyond that feeling function. You are that, the ‘I’-
principle.

250. H OW DO I KNOW THAT I HAVE STRAYED AWAY FROM MY REAL NATURE ?

Answer: You have not strayed away.
Question: Then who wants to know the Truth?
Answer: The mind or the ego.

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All illustrations used in the course of spiritual talks have to be immediately applied to
the subjective sphere and their significance realized.
The ‘I’-thought is not the real ‘I’.
Eliminate the thought aspect completely from the ‘I’-thought, and what remains
alone is the real ‘I’-principle.

260. H OW CAN I BE ONE WITH C ONSCIOUSNESS ?

1. They cannot be separated, even for a moment, even in idea.
2. Both stand as the ultimate perceiver or subject; and can never be objectified, not
even in idea.
The doer or enjoyer is consciousness, appearing limited by ‘buddhi’ or ‘generic
mind’.
In the presence of Consciousness, the mind, senses and body – which are really
dead matter – function as though they are not dead matter, just like iron filings getting
enlivened in the proximity of a magnet.
When the mind is proved to be Consciousness itself, samskaras [habituations] die
out, and the mind no longer continues as mind.

366. E FFICACY OF THE REAL ‘I’- THOUGHT

If you take to the deep thought, ‘I am pure Consciousness’, with the emphasis rightly
placed on ‘I’ and not upon Consciousness, it amounts to a regular process of relaxa-
tion, and the brain cells do not move in the least. On the contrary, even casual ail-
ments, like a head-ache caused by mental or physical strain, begin to disappear after
such relaxation.
It has already been proved that ‘I am knowledge or Consciousness.’ If the meaning
of this statement is rightly understood, your stand must have undergone a thorough
change. You should be able to apply boldly all the activities of the one with equal
emphasis to the other.
Taking ‘knowing or shining’ as the only expression of Consciousness, when you
say ‘I am shining’, you must be able to take it as equivalent to ‘I am I-ing’. And when
you say ‘I know the object’, it must mean ‘I am I-ing the object.’ It will also prove
that the object is nothing but yourself.

712. W HAT IS THE ACTIVITY OF THE ‘I’?

No. The ‘I’ has no activity whatsoever.
I am the Reality. To be active, ‘I’ must get out of the Reality, for the time being.
Because activity is only in duality. But can you ever get out of the Reality? No. Then
all search for Truth becomes meaningless. Has the rope ever become the snake? No.
Then where is the problem? Nothing you have understood in a drunken mood can
ever take you out of drunkenness. Such is the question ‘Why?’ Get rid of the poison,
and the question disappears.

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933. W HY HAS THE ‘I’- PRINCIPLE NO ACTIVITY ?
Because the ‘I’-principle has neither organs nor mind. But it is not dead. It is ever-
present and it is from it that everything else gets light.

499. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘I AM I- ING ’?

The ignorant man sees only changes in this world, and is ignorant of the changeless
background behind all changes.
So the Acarya [Guru] first tries to show the changeless ‘I’ as distinct and separate
from the changing body, senses and mind.
Then the disciple is asked to take his stand in that ‘I’-principle, and to look from
there at the changing world. Immediately, the changes appear an illusion; and he
understands that the changes are nothing but expressions of the changeless ‘I’. And
that is the changeless itself.
So, when I say the world is shining, it is nothing but myself expressing or shining.
Or in other words, ‘I am I-ing.’ Because shining is not a function, but my real nature.

390. B ODY , MIND AND THE ‘I’- PRINCIPLE . W HAT IS THEIR RELATIONSHIP AND
ESSENCE ?

During the period of preliminary investigations in the study of Vedanta, you are asked
to try to separate body and mind from the ‘I’-principle. It is only to make you under-
stand the relative values of the terms. Such a separation is not really possible; be-
cause, separated from the ‘I’-principle, the other two do not exist at all. Therefore
they are really nothing but the ‘I’-principle. Vedanta asks you only to recognize this
Truth.
From the position of Consciousness, one can say that everything else is not. But
from no position can you say that Consciousness is not. Because one has to be con-
scious of the Truth of that very statement before making it. Therefore Consciousness
stands as the background of even that statement. Hence, even the statement that
‘Consciousness is not’ only proves that Consciousness is. That Consciousness must be
self-luminous and permanent.

436. H OW ARE THE REAL FLOWER AND THE REAL ‘I’ ONE AND THE SAME ?
The ‘flower’ is that permanent something upon which all its adjuncts or qualities
appear and disappear. So also, I am that permanent something upon which the expres-
sions – like body, senses and mind – come and go.
Everything pertaining to the flower corresponds to the things pertaining to the ‘I’.
But, giving up all adjuncts from the subject as well as from the object, we find that
what remains over is neither known nor unknown, but real; and therefore is nothing
but the ultimate Reality.
Therefore, the real ‘flower’ and the real ‘I’ are in essence one and the same.

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1085. A S LONG AS I AM A HUMAN BEING , IS IT POSSIBLE FOR ME TO KNOW THE
T RUTH BEYOND ?
The question presupposes that you are a human being. I question that statement first.
Are you a human being? Define a human being. A human being is an incongruous
mixture of body, senses and mind with the ‘I’-principle. All except the ‘I’-principle
are changing every moment.
But you will admit that you are that ‘I’-principle. You, as that ‘I’-principle, stand as
the permanent background connecting all these changes that come and go. That ‘I’-
principle is distinct and separate from the changing body, senses and mind. Where is
the human being in your deep sleep, when you have no body, senses or mind? Cer-
tainly nowhere.
Still ‘you’ are there, as that ‘I’-principle. Therefore you are not a human being but a
changeless, permanent principle. As such, you can very well understand that Truth,
beyond.

Ideas

1223. O BJECT IS NOTHING BUT IDEA .

Even according to science, an object is only an idea.
Science says that the proof of the existence of an object can only be its perception
by the senses. The perception, when it is examined, is found to be this. Certain rays of
light passing through the eyeball fall on the retina, producing an inverted image there.
The optical nerves take this impression to the brain centre, from where it is transmit-
ted to the mind as a mere idea.
What you experience is only this idea. The idea does not prove the existence of the
object at all, but only the idea. Therefore an object is nothing but an idea.

1284. W HO KNOWS MY IDEAS ?

Certainly not another idea. Because two ideas cannot exist simultaneously.
It is the transcendental Consciousness alone that can know an idea and know it not
through the subject-object relationship, but by being identical with it. It is the non-
empirical Consciousness that knows the idea; just as you know happiness in deep
sleep, by being identical with it.
The moment an idea is known, the material part of the idea drops away and its es-
sence – pure Consciousness – alone remains over. What you call an idea now is not
really idea, as you presume, but only pure Consciousness. Because an idea is known
by pure Consciousness, and Consciousness cannot know anything other than Con-
sciousness.
Therefore, the ego’s knowledge is also non-empirical. When you emphasize the
Consciousness aspect, which is the essence of the ego, the ego gets immediately
transformed into non-empirical Consciousness.
The moment you know Happiness, it is non-empirical and one with you. Thus,
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286. H OW TO RISE FROM THE GROSS TO THE A BSOLUTE THROUGH ANY SENSE
ORGAN ? (e.g. the hearing organ)

An ‘idea’ is conveyed to us by one or more words in any language. The same ‘idea’ is
also capable of being conveyed to another in another language. Thus, the idea is the
same, though its upadhis [expressions] or languages are different.
Therefore, this ‘idea by itself’ has no language of its own, and the language does
not go into the make of the idea. It only expresses itself in the gross or the subtle,
through any language. Unexpressed as it is, it is languageless.
All ideas are similarly reducible to the languageless idea. As languageless ideas,
there is nothing to distinguish between each other, except the samskara [subtle condi-
tioning] that you started the enquiry each time from a particular idea. Therefore,
languageless ideas cannot be many but only one.
Transcending the samskara regarding the origin of this enquiry, the languageless
idea stands as the ultimate Reality. The following are the definite stages [from left to
right], in the progress from the gross to the Absolute.
Vaikhari Madhyama Pashyanti Para
Gross Subtle Witness Absolute
Gross idea Subtle idea Languageless idea Absolute
Gross mantra Subtle mantra Essence of mantra Absolute
Gross form Subtle form Form generic Absolute
… … … …
The third and the last stages are one and the same, but for the samskara [subtly felt
inclination] that the third has some distant relationship with the preceding two stages.

Identification

144. T HE BASIC ERROR

The basic error is the false identification of the ‘I’-principle with the body, senses or
mind – each at a different time. This is the pivot round which our worldly life re-
volves.

284. W HY DOES C ONSCIOUSNESS THINK IT IS SOMETHING OTHER THAN ITSELF ?

Consciousness and everything other than Consciousness exist in two different planes.
When we look from the plane of Consciousness, we find there is nothing other than
Consciousness, and there this question cannot arise.
When looked at from the mind’s plane and conceding the existence of both world
and Consciousness, it has been proved that Consciousness can be there only as wit-
ness. The witness witnesses only perceptions, and not objects. It has also been proved
that perception is nothing other than Consciousness itself. For this reason also, the
world is an illusion and the question cannot arise.
The question cannot arise in Consciousness, since the world is not there. Nor in the
mind’s plane, since you cannot drag down Consciousness to the mind’s level and
make it part of the apparent world.

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307. F ALSE IDENTIFICATION – HOW DOES IT WORK ?
The activities of body, senses and mind are not self-dependent. The ‘I’ alone knows
thoughts. But the ‘I’ does not express itself. Therefore, to correlate two thoughts, the
mind is utilized. The mind identifies itself with the ‘I’ and works in the name of
‘memory’.
It may be said, from the sphere of duality, that the individual jiva imbibes experi-
ences from the witness of the states. But it may be asked: ‘Is this possible?’ It is. If the
jiva can claim the sat-cit-ananda aspect of the Reality, why not this?
On listening to the Guru you realize the Truth, now and here. You have only to
cling on to it, in order to take it to then and there.

Ignorance
722. N ESCIENCE ( ALSO CALLED ‘ IGNORANCE ’ OR ‘ MAYA ’) IS A MISNOMER .
The only phenomenal experience we have is the knowledge of an object, gross or
subtle. If the object is removed from the knowledge of the object, what remains over
can only be pure Knowledge or Consciousness. Similarly, when all objects are re-
moved from the knowledge of objects in deep sleep, what remains over is nothing but
the same Consciousness, pure.

1183. W HAT IS AVARANA ?

That by which you consider deep sleep to be a state of unconsciousness, while Con-
sciousness reigns in all its purity there, is avarana [obscuring].

1447. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN KNOWLEDGE AND IGNORANCE ?

Both knowledge and ignorance are supposed to exist as indeterminate, and to manifest
themselves as determinate forms in the waking and dream states. The indeterminate
being the source of the determinate, the former alone need be considered.
The indeterminate can never be understood through the subject-object relationship,
but only in identity. Everything known in identity is the real ‘I’-principle, and there-
fore indeterminate knowledge and indeterminate ignorance are one and the same as
the real ‘I’.
Moreover, between knowledge and ignorance, knowledge has to be relied upon,
even to prove or disprove ignorance. But knowledge never needs the help of anything
else to establish itself. It is self-luminous. Thus, knowledge alone is real, and igno-
rance is unreal.
Ignorance of a thing appears only in retrospect and never in the present. It is posited
in the past, only after perception of the object concerned in the present. Therefore
ignorance is never experienced by anyone; and something which has never been
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247. H OW TO DESTROY THE ILLUSION OF OBJECTS ?
Two different approaches:
1. Destroying the immediate object alone, allowing the samskaras [subtly felt incli-
nations] to linger on. This is a partial solution prescribed only to the lower adhi-
karis [aspirants].
2. But the higher adhikaris are instructed to examine the objects now and here, and it
is shown that they are nothing but the ‘I’-principle. This leaves behind no sam-
skara whatsoever.

339. W HAT IS THE CAUSE OF ILLUSION OR UNREALITY ?

Reality can never be the cause of unreality. So unreality or illusion alone must be the
cause of illusion. This is meaningless, and hence there can be no cause for illusion or
unreality.
It has been proved already that all that is seen is form, all that is heard is sound, and
so on. All that is known is knowledge. Therefore ignorance also, when known, be-
comes knowledge itself. And when it is not known, there is no problem either.
Misunderstanding cannot know understanding. But, on the contrary, understanding
alone can know misunderstanding. When understanding begins to know misunder-
standing, misunderstanding becomes understanding itself.

816. H OW TO PROVE THAT NOTHING EXISTS EXCEPT WHEN KNOWN ?

ajñata sattayilla
[There is no existence that’s not known.]
An examination of the dream experience is the easiest way to prove this. The whole
dream world becomes an illusion when the state changes. This is clear when you look
at it from the waking state or from the Reality in the relative sphere.
Similarly, there is no evidence to prove that the waking state is not also an illusion.
You may ask where does the dream world come from? If there is something, it might
have come from something. But if it is nothing, where is it to come from? So, if it is
an illusion, how could it have come from anything?
Even in the waking state, can you connect two thoughts, perceptions or objects? No.
Because things appear and disappear one after the other and none of them can be
given permanence. No two things can exist simultaneously and nothing can be con-
nected. When this is the case even in the waking state, why do you go so far as the
dream state to prove the illusion? You are the One and so you can have connection
only with that One.
tiriyunnoravastha munnuma-
sthiramanyonyamavedyamebkilum
zariyayavayetuzaktiyal-
aciyamasthirasaksitanne ñan
[Of the three states, each comes and goes
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capability can they be rightly
known? The changeless witness that
remains. Just that is what I am.]
Shri Vidyananda-tirttha, Bhagavad-darshanam

1735. W HO IS IN ILLUSION ?
It is only the man in illusion who thinks that he is in illusion. I have never told you
that you will never be reborn. I have only said that you will be rid of the illusion that
you were ever born or will die.

185. W HY DOES A J NYANIN TALK ABOUT STATES THAT ARE UNREAL ?

A Jnyanin [Sage] often talks about the three states or the personality, knowing full
well that all of them are, as such, unreal. But it is not without a purpose. It is possible
to show the Reality only through the so called ‘unreal’. They are first examined in
order to show that they are the known and that you are the knower. Next it is shown
that the known is nothing but the knower itself – Pure Consciousness.

Illustration and analogy

592. H OW TO APPLY THE USUAL ILLUSTRATIONS FROM THE PHENOMENAL TO THE

A BSOLUTE ?
The usual illustrations are the snake in the rope, the water in the mirage, etc. Here the
snake or the water stands for the whole world – gross or subtle, including the individ-
ual perceiver – or in other words the world of objects, senses, thoughts and feelings.
Even the error of seeing the snake or the mirage forms part of the perceived world.
This includes the entire realm of body and mind. This could be seen only from some
position beyond them – that is, from the Truth or the ‘I’-principle. But then there is no
world to be seen.
Still you might say you see the world again. Will you please tell me who sees it?
Do You see it? No. Then why do you worry? Seeing, see-er and the seen all form part
of the unreality. Don’t forget that. Let objects of unreality play between them. What
does it matter to you – the Reality?
In an enquiry of the Truth, usually the activities of the sense organs and the mind
alone are taken into consideration. But the activities of the organs of action by them-
selves are almost mechanical or unconscious. There, awareness does not necessarily
come in. But, for the activities of the senses and mind, the presence of awareness is
essential.

1317. H OW TO MAKE USE OF ANALOGY IN A SPIRITUAL CONTEXT ?

Every analogy in a spiritual context should immediately be applied to the subject, and
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 Take for example the snake in the rope. The snake is symbolic – representing the
whole world, including all appearances. The rope is the changeless background ‘I’ or
Consciousness. Nothing other than the rope has ever been there. Therefore the snake
is not, and so also the world is not. You are alone the ultimate Truth.

Improving the world

897. T RYING TO IMPROVE THE WORLD IS A SACRILEGE . H OW ?

If there is a God who created this world, he knows and has powers to maintain it. For
a creature to try to improve the world is to usurp God’s own responsibilities and to
correct God himself. Is this anything short of sacrilege to God? It is like the stupid
railway passenger who carried his baggage on his own head all through the journey,
and alighting claimed that it was he who carried it through. The poor fool forgot that
it was the train that was actually carrying himself and his baggage.

770. C AN ANYONE IMPROVE THE WORLD ?

No. Who will undertake the work? The individual. He is but a part of the world which
has to be improved. From where does he get the ideal or the urge to improve the
world? Of course from the inner Self, which is perfect.
Before improving oneself and becoming perfect, any attempt to improve another is
meaningless. Therefore, rise to that Self and make yourself perfect first. Then, to your
surprise, you will find the world also perfect.
The individual worker being part of the world, he is not in a position to comprehend
the world as a whole. To do that, he must necessarily stand out of the world. Then
your perspective is changed, and the world also appears entirely different and perfect
in itself.

819. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF THE WORLD ?

The world is perfect. But it appears imperfect because you use fallacious instruments
of sense organs and mind and a wrong perspective of subject-object relationship. Get
rid of them first. Take hold of the changeless principle of awareness in you and then
examine the world. Then you will find the world perfect and entirely different from
what it appears now.

Individuality

814. W HAT IS INDIVIDUALITY ?

The word ‘individuality’ is ordinarily used in a very loose sense, to denote a person-
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 To understand the significance of individuality, your own stand in life must first be
defined. Where do you stand, in activity or in inactivity? When there is mental activ-
ity, you stand as the background, in relation to that activity. But between two such
activities and in deep sleep, when the mind is supposed to be inactive, you stand as
the absolute Reality – your real nature.
Now let us examine individuality. By this word, we mean the characteristic of the
individual. Here, the individual is not the small, insignificant embodied being you
may seem to be. This individual is the centre, which projects, through the five senses,
the five sense-worlds which we call the universe. Thus the individual is characteristic
of the universe as well. Now let us examine this individual. The characteristic of the
individual should be the same throughout his three states, throughout his whole life
and in both activity and inactivity. The only principle that stands unchanging in this
way is the ultimate Reality (one’s own real nature). Personality is always changing
and individuality is changeless.

1157. I NDIVIDUALITY
Individuality is the impersonal principle, standing as the background of the changing
body, senses and mind and also lighting them up.
But this word is grossly misunderstood and misapplied. It cannot be denied that
individuality is changeless. A changing personality can never be the changeless
individuality.
The urge for individuality comes from deep below. It comes from the changeless
Atma [Self] behind. Atma is the only changeless reality; and individuality, if you
want to use the term, is Atma itself.

1036. H OW IS THE INDIVIDUAL RELATED TO THE COSMOS AND TO THE R EALITY ?

Strictly speaking, the individual comprehends the cosmos. The cosmos depends upon
the individual, for its very existence. The conception of ourselves as embodied beings
expands until it reaches the broad generality of ourselves as living beings. This is the
highest concept of the human mind. Here, you comprehend the whole animate king-
dom.
But you can look even beyond, though the mind cannot conceive anything higher.
Besides the animate kingdom, there is the inanimate kingdom, which has also to be
comprehended in your further expansion. Thus, when you try to be one with the
inanimate kingdom as well, you can only say you exist. But this is not conceivable.
Life is the first expression of the sat [existence] aspect of the Reality;
Thought is the first expression of the cit [consciousness] aspect; and
Feeling is the first expression of the ananda [happiness] aspect of the same Reality.
A strict examination of any expression, through any of these aspects, takes you to the
Reality itself.

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438. W HAT IS INDIVIDUALITY ?
Individuality is not what the ordinary man takes it to be. He takes it to be adherence to
one’s own body, senses and mind; and at the same time he believes that the individu-
ality is changeless. Such an individuality is never possible.
The advaitin [non-dualist] seeks that individuality or principle in him which contin-
ues unchanged, even when the body and the mind change every moment.
That individuality, if it should be changeless, can only be the real ‘I’-principle
(Atma).

932. W HAT DO I SEEK BY LIBERATION ?

Your own individuality, which is that changeless principle in you.

Instruments

60. W HAT IS THE FITTEST OF ALL INSTRUMENTS ?

Consciousness is the fittest of all your instruments for examining the world – if it may
be called an ‘instrument’.
The sense organs sense the object and Consciousness knows it, immediately trans-
forming it into Consciousness itself.
You are the perpetual knower; and the known can never tempt the knower, which is
yourself. See yourself as such and the whole trouble disappears.

73. H OW IS THE UNKNOWN BEHIND EVERYTHING PROVED TO BE ONLY ONE ?

Whatever is perceived can be explained only in terms of the instruments used for the
purpose of that perception. So their findings cannot be final. When, however, you
withdraw to the ‘I’-principle, or Consciousness, and examine the thing through it, the
thing is found to be Consciousness or the ‘I’-principle.
An instrument as such can never be the Absolute. The ‘I’-principle is taken as an
instrument only conventionally but is really no instrument at all. It can neither be a
functioning principle.
To a Sage, the manifestation of Consciousness with or without form has the same
significance, and both are immaterial so far as he is concerned, since he is always at
his real centre.
I perceive objects through the senses.
I perceive the senses through the mind
(taking mind and buddhi as one generic mind).
I perceive the mind by myself.
I am therefore the ultimate perceiver in all cases. When I stand as that and look back,
the perceived disappears and is transformed into myself or Consciousness. When the
perceived disappears, my perceivership also ceases and I remain as pure Conscious-
ness.

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902. I T IS SAID , I AM ALONE , IN THE INTERVAL BETWEEN MENTATIONS . W HEN

THE INTERVAL IS MENTIONED , DOES NOT TIME COME IN ?

~The interval is visualized by that principle standing beyond. To him there is no time.
For he is beyond body, senses and mind. So from his stand, he was perceiving in
identity. But to make you conceive it in some manner, time is merely given as a
starting point. The interval being really timeless and objectless, when you make the
attempt, you are thrown into the beyond – where time disappears.
A means, which is an illusion, is first adopted from the relative sphere, which is all
illusion. But reaching the goal, when you look back, you find that the world-illusion
has disappeared, and the means-illusion along with it, leaving you all alone in your
own glory.

5. W HAT IS THE CONTENT OF THE INTERVAL BETWEEN MENTATIONS ?

It is this pure ‘I’ (or Consciousness) which shines through and in between all
thoughts, feelings, perceptions and states. During this interval [between mentations],
one has no thought of the state in which one happens to be. So here, one is Peace
itself; and that is the ‘I’, in its pure state.
Suppose you see a beautiful picture, painted on white paper. On closely examining
the picture, you will be able to discover some parts of it where the original colour of
the paper appears, unaffected by the shades of the picture. This proves to you the
existence of the paper behind the picture, as its background. On further examination,
you will see that the picture is nothing but the paper.
So also, if you succeed in discovering yourself between two mentations, you easily
come to the conclusion that you are in the mentations as well.

1086. P ROLONGING INTERVAL BETWEEN MENTATIONS

Question: Since I am myself alone between two mentations, and that only for an
infinitesimal part of a second, am I to try to prolong that period?
Answer: When you reach that interval, you find yourself divested of body, senses,
mind, space and time; and then the so called interval appears no longer an interval but
‘timeless’. The idea of prolonging the timeless is absurd. The mistake arises because
you stand as an embodied being and look at it from a distance, in the waking state.
All you have to do is to get into that so called interval, discarding all that you pos-
sess – namely, body, senses, mind, space and time. In that state, everything is perfect.

1013. I NTERVAL BETWEEN TWO MENTATIONS

It is only a Jnyanin [Sage] that can draw your attention to the interval between two
mentations. In so directing your attention to it, the purpose of the Jnyanin is not to
show you the limitations of the interval, but its content. The limitation is mere time,
and the content of the interval is beyond both time and mind. When you perceive that
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ceases to be an interval, but stands as the Absolute.

‘It’

981. W HAT IS THE ‘I T ’?

The ‘It’ in our transactions is the real part of the world. What is this ‘It’? That alone
can be permanent or real which answers equally to your perception, thought, feeling
and knowing. That which answers to all these four alike is only the ‘I’ or Conscious-
ness. That is itself the ‘It’.

Jivan-mukta (one free within

while living in the world)

679. S HAKESPEARE ’ S SPIRITUAL POSITION IN THE LIGHT OF V EDANTA

Shri Atmananda: In my opinion, Shakespeare was a realized soul (in the language of
the west) or a jivan-mukta (in the language of India). Shakespeare was one such. No
intellectual standards can ever test the spiritual greatness of a jivan-mukta. Shake-
speare, in his dramas, has created diverse characters of conflicting types, each with a
perfection possible to perfection alone. A writer, who has an individuality and char-
acter of his own, can successfully depict only characters of a nature akin to his own. It
is only one who stands beyond all characters, or in other words as witness, that can be
capable of such a wonderful performance as Shakespeare has done. Therefore I say
Shakespeare must have been a jivan-mukta.

1251. A JIVAN - MUKTA AND THE STATES

A jivan-mukta does not destroy the states. He only illumines the states and under-
stands them to be nothing other than the real Self.
But the onlooker might not perceive this internal change in the jivan-mukta’s per-
spective. He may still take him to be the old jiva [personality], a subject of the
changing states.

54. W HO IS A JIVAN - MUKTA ?

Every man is a jivan-mukta [free within, while living as a person in the world]; but he
has only to know it. The spontaneous and unaffected conduct of every man proves
beyond the shadow of a doubt that he is always a jivan-mukta. He has only to know it.
And that [knowing] is called realization. His conduct and words show that the ‘I’-
principle is not at all affected by actions, perceptions, thoughts and feelings – all of
which he is called upon to witness and apparently participate in, from time to time.

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1392. D EVELOPMENT OF JNYANA [ KNOWLEDGE ]

The path of jnyana has three distinct and separate stages:
1. Srishti-drishti-vada: Perception of objects already existing.
2. Drishti-srishti-vada holds that the object appears only when perceived, and that
the essence of perception is Consciousness alone (the Real). This is visualized only
on listening to the Truth from the lips of a Karana-guru.
3. Ajata-vada holds that nothing other than the real Self (Consciousness) was ever
born, ever is, or ever shall be. This is the highest stand of Advaita, in relation to
the apparent world.

1275. H OW DOES JNYANA HELP ME ?

The jnyana path does not claim to take you to the Truth or to illumine the Truth. You
are always the Truth, and the Truth is self-luminous. So the jnyana path claims only to
remove the obstacles in the way – viz. the sense of separateness and its objects – by
applying the correct tests of Reality, such as changelessness and self-luminosity.
When all obstacles are thus removed, the self-luminous ‘I’ remains ever shining in all
its glory. This is called visualization or realization.

161. J NYANA
Jnyana [knowledge] is attained as a result of relaxation of the mind and the giving up
of all that is foreign to the real Self, leaving you as the Absolute, in your own glory.
All sadhanas in the jnyana path have no purpose other than the elimination of the
anatma [non-self] elements from the Atma, and so they are liberating in themselves.
When the last trace of anatma is also eliminated, the effort ceases and you rise to the
Absolute.
But, to stand permanently established in the Absolute, the world gross as well as
subtle – from which you eliminated yourself – has to be examined again and seen to
be nothing but the Reality.

Karma and samskara

574. W HAT IS KARMA [ ACTION ]?

The direct answer to the question is that there is no karma. It is the responsibility of
the questioner to prove that karma exists. Let us examine ‘karma’ in detail. What is
that principle which makes every karma possible?
It is evident at the outset that karma cannot exist without a doer or an agent. The
proof of the existence of the doer is that you know it, or that you are the perceiver of
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 Now take note of the fact that such a witnessing agent is indispensable for the ex-
istence of karma. Then turn your attention more closely to that agent and see if he is
really an agent. Immediately you see that the so called agent is no agent, but only the
perceiver of karma. As perceiver one cannot be bound by the karma.
Thus karma is no karma in the ordinary sense of the word, and all samskaras
[habit-driven inclinations] die with it.
Karma consists of three parts, namely:
1. The incentive (being samskaras),
2. The activity (of body or mind), and
3. The results or fruits thereof.
When you reach the perceivership, both the incentive as well as the desire for the
fruits of action vanish. Thus divorced from the perceived and the perception, the
perceiver also ceases to be a perceiver and becomes the Ultimate.
Therefore, karma is nothing but the ultimate Reality itself, and as such can never
bind you.

498. W HAT IS SAMSKARA ?

It is the impress left in the mind by past thoughts, feelings, perceptions and doings,
which are supposed to influence one’s subsequent activities.

575. K ARMA AND SAMSKARAS

Samskara is the deep impression left behind by that which was done. Karma [action]
gives rise to samskaras [habituated inclinations], and samskaras induce karma. Thus
karma and samskaras depend upon each other for their very existence. This is impos-
sible. Therefore, karma and samskaras are both a misnomer, and the perceiver or ‘I’
alone is the Reality.
This is what Lord Krishna has said about karma in general.
… gahana karmano gatih
[Unfathomable is the way of karma. ]
Bhagavad-gita, 4.17

1110. H OW TO DESTROY SAMSKARAS ?

Shri Gaudapada in Mandukya-karika says: ‘Exercise of discrimination and reason
alone can destroy your samskaras and take you to the ultimate Truth. But the method
of using them has to be obtained from a Karana-guru.’
The exercise of the higher reason alone can destroy one’s innate tendencies and
lead one to the goal.

1124. H OW TO DISPOSE OF SAMSKARAS AFTER VISUALIZATION ?

The Truth has been visualized. But by that alone, you are not always cognizant of the
Reality. When you are swayed by the former samskaras [habituations] of your life,
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but consciousness or, conceding the existence of the world, you may know that you
are its witness and unaffected by the witnessed. A time will come when the inner eye
will be ever clear, showing you in your real nature even while engaged in activities.

Karma-yoga

292. K ARMA - YOGA ACCORDING TO THE B HAGAVAD - GITA

Action consists of doership and enjoyership. In karma-yoga, you are first asked to
renounce by thought the fruits of your actions. This helps you only to annihilate the
enjoyership. The more important aspect, namely doership, has next to be dealt with.
Both these could be transcended only by knowledge of the Truth.

541. D UTY AND INCENTIVE

For the ordinary man, every action needs an incentive, and the desire for the fruits of
the action is the usual incentive. This inflates the ego and binds him to the phenome-
nal. It was for this that Arjuna was asked not to desire for the fruits of his action.
But being suddenly deprived of his usual incentive to action, he found it difficult to
take to action without something to take its place. So Lord Krishna shrewdly substi-
tuted duty as the incentive and asked Arjuna to fight as in duty bound.
Slowly, this duty also began to react as an object of attachment for Arjuna. There-
fore later on, at a higher level, Arjuna was told in plain and unambiguous words not to
be a slave to duty either, and thus to be completely free from all bondage.
Thus duty is also only a stepping-stone to the Ultimate.
kartavyatai ’va samsaro na tam pazyanti surayah .
zunyakara nirakara nirvikara niramayah ..
[The world of change is always caught
in duty that is to be done.
Those who are wise don’t see that duty
as their own; for they have realized
themselves as that which shines
where objects don’t appear, as that
which has no form, which does not change,
untouched throughout by ill and harm.]
Ashtavakra samhita, 18.57

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26. W HAT IS THE END OF AN IGNORANT MAN ’ S ACTIVITY OF KNOWING ?

The end of all knowing is pure knowing itself, or ‘vedanta’ (the end of knowledge), or
the ‘I’-principle. Knowing proves only knowledge, and not the object as is ordinarily
understood.
In every perception, you are there as that and that alone. All the mischief of wrong
identification is done only after the event.

384. W HAT DO I KNOW ?

No perception ever stops half way, but always ends in knowledge. At the point of
knowing, there is neither perception nor the object perceived. Therefore, you know
only knowledge.
You say you know a thing because you have seen it many times. It is true, in one
sense. Because, every time, you have been brought into direct contact with knowledge
and not with the object. Therefore, it only proves that you know pure knowledge.
From that position, you can never be a witness. You witness only yourself. Know-
ing is not a verbal noun.

411. K NOWLEDGE HAS NOTHING TO KNOW , EXCEPT KNOWLEDGE .

Everything other than knowledge is name or form. The moment you know them they
become knowledge itself. So you do not really know anything other than knowledge.
Thus the world is not. Then where is bondage?

1082. H OW AM I P EACE AND C ONSCIOUSNESS ?

Gurunathan: Well, let me ask you another simple question in return. Have you the
faculty of sight?
Disciple: Yes.
G: How can you prove it? Is it as a result of looking at your fleshy eyes that you
assert that you have eyesight?
D: No.
G: Then what is your evidence?
D: I see objects and so I am convinced that I have eyesight, without which I know
objects would never be seen.
G: So you admit that objective perception of a faculty is not necessary in order to
prove its existence?
D: Yes.
G: Here you must remember that when you see objects you are not possessing eye-
sight, but that you are actually standing as the faculty of eyesight. Do you admit that?
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G: Now apply the same argument to your own self. Don’t you know your perceptions,
thoughts and feelings?
D: Yes, of course.
G: What is your position when you know them? Examine it carefully and tell me.
D: I stand as that faculty of knowledge, or objectless knowledge, when I know any-
thing.
G: Then, is there any moment in all the three states when you do not stand as that
pure Knowledge?
D: No, I am there always.
G: Well, what may be the relationship between that knowledge and yourself?
D: (After a pause.) That knowledge can only be myself or my real nature.
G: Now, do you see how you are Consciousness?
D: Yes. Perfectly.
G: Be there always.

Knowledge and functioning

82. K NOWING IS KNOWLEDGE ITSELF .

Take knowing as a function for the time being; and examine it along with the other
four functions of doing, perceiving, thinking and feeling. We find that of all these,
knowing is comparatively the most natural and effortless function. For the perform-
ance of the other four functions, different conditions and degrees of effort are essen-
tial.
The natural effortlessness of knowing, and the fact that it is always present, clearly
prove it to be really the nature of the self; because this knowingness does not come
and go like the other functions and does not part with the ‘I’-principle, even for a
moment. The ‘I’-principle has always to be the knower; and since the same principle
cannot be engaged in more than one function simultaneously, it stands as the Knower
alone.

175. K NOWLEDGE IS NOT A FUNCTION .

A function should necessarily have a beginning and an end. Knowledge has neither of
these, and so it cannot be a function. It serves as the background of all functions,
lighting and co-ordinating all of them and their experiences.

462. K NOWLEDGE CANNOT BE A FUNCTION . W HY ?

Because nothing can exist by its side to form its object. Therefore, to say that ‘I know’
or ‘I know it’ are both wrong. Functioning starts only with the inception of mind and
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them.

Knowledge and learning

834. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN LEARNING AND KNOWLEDGE ?

Learning is darkness, and knowledge is light. Learning pertains to objects of igno-
rance. Its result is sharpening the intellect and accumulating information. The mind
does not get a ray of light or knowledge by all this.
Knowledge takes up higher reason as its instrument, takes up the mind itself for
examination and discovers its real nature to be Consciousness, the ‘I’-principle. In the
light of knowledge, all learning disappears as illusion.

1020. P HENOMENAL KNOWLEDGE

Phenomenal knowledge is the inherent ‘knowingness’ within you, coming out occa-
sionally through the mind or senses.

756. W HAT IS WISDOM ?

It is not increase of knowledge, as some persons take it to be. Knowledge does not
increase or decrease, as you know more objects or less. Knowledge without object is
wisdom proper.

Knowledge and love

80. Y OU ARE KNOWLEDGE AND LOVE .

1. You do not know anything but yourself.
2. You do not love anything but yourself.
So both knowledge and love have yourself as their object. Therefore, you are pure
Knowledge and Love.

889. W HAT DIFFERENTIATES LOVE FROM KNOWLEDGE ?

Knowing with your whole being is Love itself. In thought (which is knowing with the
mind alone) you do not lose yourself. But in love you lose yourself. So love entails
the sacrifice of the ego.

25. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN I SAY ‘I KNOW ’ A THING ?

You actually transform the thing into knowledge. At the moment of knowing, you
realize yourself in fact. Knowing a thing means you absorb it into you.

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 Similarly, loving a thing also means you absorb it into yourself. Hence, knowing
and loving actually destroy all illusion, all separateness.

649. Y OUR REAL FACULTIES AND THEIR FUNCTIONS

Your real nature has two distinct aspects, namely Consciousness and Peace; and they
seem to function as though they are two distinct faculties of knowledge and love.
They absorb everything into you. When an object comes into direct contact with
knowledge or love, the object is spontaneously transformed into knowledge or love
and it loses its identity as an object.

892. E LIMINATED FROM OBJECTS , HAS KNOWLEDGE ANY ATTRACTION ?

Yes, certainly.
You love objects for enjoyment. So you love enjoyment more than objects. You
have more interest in self-love than in love for objects. And you love Love itself or
the Self more than self-love. So you love the Self most.
When objects are eliminated from knowledge of objects, what remains over is
knowledge, your real nature or Self, and you love that most. What else can have a
greater attraction for you?

Knowledge and witnessing

288. H OW TO KNOW CORRECTLY ?

Only if your knowledge of your own Self is correct, can you hope to know anything
else correctly.
It is our experience that our physical activities do not stand in the way of our
thoughts and feelings. Similarly, it is possible for me as witness to be always knowing
– even when the body, senses and mind are functioning. Merely note this fact and
become deeply convinced of it. Don’t attempt to objectify the witness by thought.

437. W HAT IS SILENT KNOWLEDGE ?

Ordinary knowledge is knowledge ‘of this’ (of any object gross or subtle), obtained
through a corresponding instrument.
But the silent knowledge or witness has neither a medium, nor is it obtained. There-
fore the witness is described as silent knowledge, viewed from the standpoint of the
mind or the ego.
The ignorant mind has certain false standards set by itself, and evaluates everything
according to those standards. But when the Truth is heard from the Guru, the mind
gives up all its previous standards.
Thenceforward the witness, which was so long qualified as silent, ceases to be si-
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1027. W HAT IS WITNESS KNOWLEDGE ?
Witness knowledge is pure Consciousness. But mentation knowledge always appears
in the form of subject-object relationship. When you stand as witness, you are in your
real nature.
Mentation appears in the light of the witness. The light in the mentation knowledge
is itself the witness. There is no mentation in the witness.
The state of the witness is the same as that of deep sleep and Consciousness pure.

Knowledge in identity

654. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘I KNOW I AM ’?

‘I know I am’ is a single experience, recognized by all persons. It consists of two
parts: ‘I know’ and ‘I am’. The ‘I am’ can never be an object of ‘I know’. Therefore
both mean the same thing, and together are an experience in identity. These are the
only two statements that require no proof.

1320. K NOWING THE ‘I’

When I say ‘I’, I know what I mean. So also when you say ‘I’, I also know what you
mean, because the ‘I’ is already familiar to me. This knowledge is obtained by iden-
tity alone. Therefore even if the sayer means only his body and mind, still one who
knows the Self, knows him also to be that Self.
Knowledge of Self is knowledge as Self.

947. W HAT DOES ‘I KNOW IT ’ MEAN ?

First the ‘it’ stands for form or object. Next, ‘it’ stands for seeing. At last, ‘it’ stands
for knowledge.
Thus the statement means ‘I know knowledge’, i.e. ‘I know I’, i.e. ‘I. I. I.’

1282. W HAT IS REAL KNOWING ?

‘To know’, in the real sense, is ‘to be’.
You were Peace or Happiness in deep sleep. It is a fact and a certainty. How do you
know it now? Whatever you think or say about it is wrong. Thought and statement
both take place in the sphere of duality and refer only to objects distinct and separate
from you. But at the point of knowing in deep sleep, you were in identity with Peace
or Happiness. It is not possible for the mind to know it or remember it. It was pure
being alone. Real knowing is always being, and answers only to the Truth.
But worldly knowing is always separate from you, and answers only to satisfaction
in the mental level. Your goal should always be the ‘Peace’ of deep sleep, which is
‘being’ itself and not anything expressed or expressible.
The witness’s knowing of a thing is ‘being it’. It is the consciousness in the thought
or perception of the thing itself that is the witness. The ego knows a thing only as
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with the real Self. The objects of the ego also suffer from the same false identification
with the Reality. The purpose of the witness is to reveal this false identification of the
object with the Reality.
The witness has been defined as the consciousness in the object itself. Conscious-
ness transcends both time and space. As such it can never see the object as separate
from it – either in time or space. So it sees the object as itself. Thus it is the ‘being’ in
the object itself that is called the witness, in order to eliminate the objectivity of the
object. Then the object ceases to be object, as such, and stands as Consciousness.

1363. H OW DOES KNOWLEDGE FUNCTION ?

Knowledge is of two kinds:
1. Of the nature of subject-object relationship.
2. Of the nature of identity.
The former comprehends all phenomenal knowledge, and the latter pertains to spiri-
tual experience alone. In the latter, ‘consciousness of self’ is to be understood as
‘Consciousness as Self’.
Peace in deep sleep can exist only if Consciousness is also there. That is, it must be
understood as consciousness of Peace. But this is also ‘knowledge in identity’. There-
fore the expression ‘consciousness of Peace’ has to be understood to mean ‘Con-
sciousness as Peace’. Thus, Consciousness and Peace are one and the same, intrinsic
in the Self.

Knowledge of objects

863. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE STATEMENT ‘I KNOW IT ’?

The statement only means ‘I know.’ The ‘it’ disappears even with the function of the
sense organ. When I actually know, there is only myself as knowledge.

1305. K NOWLEDGE OF OBJECTS , IF INTELLIGENTLY PURSUED , TAKES ONE TO

TRUE KNOWLEDGE .

You know that there is a knowledge which stands knowing this limited knowledge.
Immediately, you turn your attention to it. When you stand as that background knowl-
edge, all the rest disappears and you are left alone in that pure knowledge.
Just as light has to be present before an object is seen, knowledge is there as knowl-
edge or awareness, before it appears as the knowledge of an object. The knowledge of
an object is changing; but the knowledge before and after the knowledge of an object
is changeless, and therefore real.
Let the knowledge of objects turn your attention to that Reality behind, and you
shall soon be established in it.

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51. W HAT IS THE OBJECT OF KNOWLEDGE ?
Nothing. Because, when the so called object comes into the plane of knowledge, it
loses its objectivity and becomes knowledge itself, or one with the knower. Just as, in
the plane of the senses, the form which is supposed to have been perceived loses its
form and becomes seeing itself. Form is nothing but seeing.
Knowing is always directed to the Reality. The object of knowledge is always the
Reality – if the Reality can ever be an object. Therefore, it is only the Reality that is
known, in every case.

553. T RANSFORMATION OF A THING

A chair is a ‘chair’ by convention alone. It becomes an object when you perceive it.
But when you know it, its objectivity vanishes and it becomes knowledge. Thus your
role always is to destroy the world, whenever it appears.
The world consists only of perceptions, thoughts and feelings. As soon as any one
of these appears, it is absorbed into yourself as knowledge, thereby destroying com-
pletely the objectivity of the world.

741. I S IT IN ORDER TO SPEAK OF THE KNOWLEDGE OF AN OBJECT ?

No. It is wrong. The statement presupposes the existence of objects even before
knowledge. This is impossible. Knowledge of the object is the only proof by which
we can establish the existence of the object. Therefore, without establishing the
existence of an object by some other means, the statement cannot stand. So objects are
not, and knowledge is only pure Knowledge.

1098. P ROGRESSION OF KNOWLEDGE FROM OBJECT TO THE U LTIMATE .

1. Consciousness of object.
2. Consciousness of Self.
3. Consciousness as Self.
4. Self all alone.

Known and unknown

47. T HE ‘ THING IN ITSELF ’ IS BEYOND THE KNOWN AND THE UNKNOWN .

When the unknown is sensed, something objective comes in. When you try to objec-
tify the Reality, you first superimpose form upon it; and upon this most general form,
innumerable other details are superimposed, by one or more of the sense organs. This
is how an object is visualized.
The form never exists independently of the sense organ, and so it can never exist
outside the sense organ which perceives it. What we know in a perception is only our
own superimposition, including our own samskaras [habituations]; and it is not the

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Reality at all, which of course is not perceivable. The thing in itself – the Reality –
transcends both the known and the unknown.
All objects, thoughts and feelings are known through the senses or the mind. But I
always know that ‘I am’. This knowledge is not obtained through any sensory organ
or agent, and so it is called direct knowledge.
Looking more closely, we find that even in sensory perception, it is only direct
knowledge that is experienced. When I say I know an object, the object is reduced in
terms of knowledge to knowledge itself, and can no longer be called an object. As
knowledge, it can have no limitation either, there being nothing other than knowledge
existing beside it.
So, what actually happens, even in sensory perceptions, is that the self (Conscious-
ness) knows the self (Consciousness). Every sensory perception is in fact direct
knowledge. Thus, when you come to knowledge, no object can exist as such. The
object is only an object of the sense organs, and never the object of knowing. Knowl-
edge can know only knowledge.
When a disciple retreats consciously from his body, senses and mind to his inner-
most self – pure Consciousness – knowledge dawns; and he is said to have realized.
When knowledge dawns, objects and senses vanish. The same process also repeats
itself during every sensory perception; and you always know nothing but the Reality.
visayabbalkk` aciyappetumpofum sattayilla .
[Objects have no existence, even when known.]
jñata sattayum illa .
[Even what is known does not as such exist.]
Objects have no existence even when known; since every perception brings only
direct knowledge of the Self, proving only the Reality behind all. So you stand self-
realized.

49. T HE R EALITY IS BEYOND THE KNOWN AND THE UNKNOWN .

The unknown is nowhere in existence. At a higher level, it has to be said that nothing
is known either. So everything is beyond the known and the unknown and therefore is
the Reality.

501. W HAT ARE THE KNOWN AND THE UNKNOWN ?

By your merely knowing a thing, the thing does not undergo any change. You admit it
was first unknown and that it was known only subsequently. By saying it is known,
what you actually do is only this.
Your mind superimposes some attributes upon the original unknown. You know
only the attributes thus superimposed. The unknown still remains as the background
of the attributes, and remains still unknown. Thus looking objectively, we find that the
thing which was the Reality was beyond both the known and the unknown, standing
as the changeless background of both of them.
Now looking subjectively, you find that between two thoughts you remain alone in
your own glory, and it is that Reality alone that expresses itself in your thoughts,
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 So, subjectively as well as objectively, you know only the Reality. Or in other
words, you can never say you have known it or that you have not known it. The real
subject and object were both beyond the known and the unknown.
Thus the subjective and objective Reality is one.

Lakshana (pointer)

487. W HAT IS ARUNDHATI - NYAYA ( POINTER )?

Arundhati is a very dim and tiny star, not easily noticed, but important in the study of
astronomy. Therefore it is the usual practice of teachers in astronomy to show the
student first some visible object like a tree or a tower in the direction of that star, next
some bright cluster of stars close to the Arundhati and then the glimmering Arundhati
itself. Thus, the first two targets were only pointers to the actual goal.
Similarly, for those following the spiritual path, everything – from the witness
down to the gross body – are all but upadhis [expressions] or pointers to the Ultimate.

619. P OINTERS TO THE T RUTH

Everything is a pointer to the ‘I’-principle or Truth. But Consciousness and Happiness
are the ultimate pointers to the same.

1170. H OW TO UNDERSTAND THE T RUTH THROUGH LANGUAGE ?

Ultimate Truth is beyond the mind and is imperceptible. Therefore Truth can only be
pointed at from the phenomenal, with the help of certain words that have to be under-
stood as lakshanas or pointers to the Truth. These words, however subtle in their
concept, are still subject to certain limitations by time and space, imposed upon them
by the mind.
Therefore, in understanding the ultimate through lakshanas, you have to relinquish
with great care the material vesture imposed upon them by the mind, and then direct
your attention to that which still remains over as the background of the lakshanas.
That background is nothing but the ‘is’-ness standing as the common background of
all objects.
Sat, cit and ananda are such lakshanas and have to be understood to mean nothing
but this ultimate ‘is’.

Language

1041. W HAT IS THE PURPOSE OF LANGUAGE ?

It is to show the way to the Reality. This ideal, however, is miserably thwarted in its
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 1. The literal meaning (padartha); and
2. The ultimate meaning (paramartha).
The literal meaning of every word pertains to name and form alone, and the ultimate
meaning pertains to the Reality. If you cling to the former you get lost in the world of
illusion; and if you cling to the latter you are taken to the centre of your own being,
the Reality.

354. W HAT IS THE PROCESS AND THE LIMIT OF TRANSLATION ?

The art of translation is not so simple as it seems on the surface. An idea is first
conceived and then expressed in the same language. The structure has to be demol-
ished and reduced to the languageless idea before it is recast in any other language,
just like the types in a foundry.
There again, you have first to conceive it afresh, according to the fundamentals of
the new language; and then to express it in the words of the new language. Very often,
apparently important words and analogies in the original will have to be ignored, and
quite new analogies and words accepted to suit the vocabulary and trend of thought in
the new language.
But this should come spontaneously and not by effort or choice. So, translate only
the idea as an integral whole, and never try to adhere literally to the usages of the
original.

435. W HAT ARE THE DIFFERENT EXPRESSIONS OF HARMONY ?

The inner harmony of the Absolute is first expressed in:
1. The language of the soul or Reality – without in the least losing its essence.
2. Next, it is expressed in the languageless language of ideas.
3. Next, in the language of ideas.
4. Lower down, it expresses itself or it is expressed in the language of sounds, every
such integral expression being called a mantra.
5. Still further down, it is expressed in the language of words, being the grossest
form of expression.
In all these different kinds of expression, the ideal to be maintained is that no part of
that inner harmony of the language of the soul should be lost. This is possible only for
a Sage, well established in the sahaja [natural] state, never slipping out of that inner
harmony or real background.
Every thought and word of his is a mantra in its full sense, since the whole of his
indivisible Self is in that inner harmony all the time.

37. H OW CAN SOUND BE UTILIZED AS A MEDIUM OF ENQUIRY TO REACH THE

A BSOLUTE ?
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1. Vaikhari or gross sound. Here consciousness appears limited by the audible word.
It is practised by repetition of a mantra by word of mouth, audible to one’s own
ears.
2. Madhyama: Here consciousness appears limited by the inaudible word. It is
practised by mental repetition of a mantra, inaudibly, in contemplation of an idea.
3. Pashyanti represents that pure idea which is capable of being expressed in differ-
ent languages, but which remains languageless all along. This limitation is binding
only when viewed from the mental plane; and it really takes one to the very brink
of the Absolute, or to the Absolute itself when correctly understood.
4. Para is pure Consciousness itself, or myself. Every sound or word, when traced in
the above sequence, leads to the Reality, or the ‘I’-principle.

Liberation

86. K NOWING THE SAT ASPECT ALONE DOES NOT MAKE LIBERATION COMPLETE .
Going subjectively beyond the body and mind, you know you are the unqualified ‘I’.
But this knowledge of the sat [Existence] aspect alone does not make your experi-
ence complete. So long as you do not understand the other two positive characteris-
tics, viz. Consciousness and Peace, there is every possibility of your superimposing
something else upon this unknown.
For example, if you only know that what you mistook to be a serpent is not a ser-
pent and you do not know what it is exactly, there is every likelihood of your mistak-
ing it the next moment for a stick, or a shadow, or anything else. But if you definitely
know – in clear light – that it is only a rope, there is no possibility of your mistaking it
any further.
Therefore, to make your liberation complete and unmistakable, you must under-
stand the ‘I’ to be pure Consciousness, the object being only its expression and both
of them being absolute Peace.

234. W HEN AM I FREE ?

When the thought that you are ‘That’ becomes the flesh of your flesh, the blood of
your blood, and when that thought courses through your veins quite naturally and
effortlessly, you may be said to be free.

666. W HEN AM I REALLY AND COMPLETELY LIBERATED ?

On listening to the Truth expounded by the Guru, you visualize the Truth and you
know that you are the Truth always.
But if you claim you have become liberated, a taint clings to your claim. You have
to remove that taint also, by knowing that you have only become aware of the fact
that you were never bound, and so never liberated either. Then, liberation is beyond
time.

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426. W HAT IS LIBERATION ?
You always desire rest. Real rest comes only from your real nature – Peace. From this
background, there is always the trumpet call, resounding ‘Go to Peace!’ You respond
to it unknowingly, every time. Thus you go back to your real nature, Peace, after every
activity.
This Peace or rest is already in you. You have only to recognize it, and go to it
every time knowingly. This is liberation. Thus you see that you were never bound.

804. W HO CAN BE FREE ?

Neither the body nor the mind can ever be free. Because they are dependent upon the
real ‘I’, even for their very existence. The ‘I’ alone is always free, and real freedom is
its monopoly and its alone. The urge for freedom springs from that source and is
usurped in vain by the body and mind.

1169. Y OU MUST GIVE UP FREEDOM IN ORDER TO BE REALLY FREE .

Freedom is ignorantly attributed to body, senses and mind; though all the three are by
nature bound. Most human endeavours are calculated to perform this miracle of
freeing the ever-bound, and so they end in failure.
The urge for freedom is real, and comes from beyond the mind. It is wrong to apply
it to the mind, or to things lower still. What is needed is freedom from the traditional
limiting agencies, namely time and space. Such freedom is the characteristic of Atma
[Self], the ultimate Reality, alone. This is one’s own real nature, and it is from there
that the urge comes.
Body, senses and mind being never-free, and the real ‘I’-principle being ever-free,
the only way to attain freedom is to identify oneself with that real Self within. This
means surrender of attachment to body, senses and mind. In other words, you must
give up the desire for the freedom of body, senses and mind, if you want to attain
freedom of the Self.

Life

92. H OW AND WHY DO I LIVE ?

‘Do you live at all?’ is my question. It has been proved that the thing that lives from
birth till death is the same, changeless ‘I’-principle. The ‘I’ is the centre of life. That
alone lives.
The ‘how’ and the ‘why’ of life are sought in the manifestations outside. When you
turn to the manifestation, you lose sight of your centre and cease to live really. So the
best way, for the best living, is to cling on to the living alone, forgetting the ‘how’ and
the ‘why’ of it completely.

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346. T HE CONCEPT OF SAT - CIT - ANANDA
There are three fundamental human experiences – namely life, thought and feeling.
The most generic forms of these experiences are termed sat [existence], cit [con-
sciousness] and ananda [happiness].
These three names denote only three aspects of the one and the same thing; and that
thing is the ultimate Reality.

1414. W HAT IS LIFE ?

Life, thought and feeling are but the expressions of the ultimate Reality, through the
respective perspectives of existence, knowledge and peace. Life can never be cor-
rectly examined from the standpoint of any of the states, which are but parts of the
apparent life itself. It can be examined correctly only from the standpoint of that
which is permanent or changeless in life (pure Awareness). This may be done in many
ways.
1. Taking for granted that the three states are real, let us examine life. The totality of
life consists in the experiences of the three states, together with an Awareness
which records the appearance and disappearance of each state. The waking state as
such is only a fraction of the totality of life. Therefore no enquiry limited to the
waking state experiences alone can be fair; nor can it be expected to yield any rea-
sonable result. Of the totality of life’s experiences, the experiences of the three
states are each independent of the other two and change or disappear completely.
The only permanent or changeless part of life’s experiences is the Awareness
which stands as the background of the states and even beyond. This is the real ‘I’-
principle, the ultimate Truth. Therefore, the essence of life is the Reality itself.
2. Existence appearing limited is life. But the appearance is an illusion. So the es-
sence of life is pure existence or ‘being’ itself, or the real ‘I’-principle. The disap-
pearance of the limitation of existence may be called ‘death’. Life and death being
both appearances, they cannot exist without a real background. That background is
existence itself and that is the essence of both life and death.
3. Existence manifests itself in varying degrees of intensity, from the god-man
kingdom down to the mineral kingdom. Every kingdom ‘is’. The ‘is’-ness alone is
the changeless part or essence of each kingdom, and all the rest are mere appear-
ances and therefore unreal. This ‘is’-ness is the background of life, and that is the
Reality which has neither birth nor death. The term ‘life’ really comprehends both
birth and death, and stands transcending both.

1037. A DISCIPLE ASKED : H OW SHOULD ONE LEAD A PROPER LIFE ?

Before answering this, life has to be first defined. In order to perceive or define life
you have to transcend duality. Life is that unknown something which enables even the
prana to function. Therefore neither prana (the vital energy), nor any principle below
that, can perceive life. The only moment I live is when I direct my attention to my real
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 So, to visualize the Truth constantly is the only way really to live or to lead a proper
life. Hence understand the Truth and try to live it. Then life becomes a synonym of
Truth.

Listening

1056. W HAT IS IT THAT HAPPENS WHEN WE ARE LISTENING TO THE TALK OF THE
G URU ?
Gurunathan replied: ‘I am realizing myself in all of you, when I am talking to you
about the Truth; and you are realizing yourself in me, when you are understanding
what I say.’

529. ‘A STATEMENT MADE BY THE G URU HELPS YOU NOT WHEN YOU TAKE IT ,
BUT WHEN YOU LEAVE IT .’ H OW ?

The statement, as it comes, consists of the gross form of words or sounds and the
subtle form or idea meant to be conveyed by the words. If you cling to the gross form
alone, you do not profit by it. On the contrary you must leave the gross far behind,
and rise to its meaning or the idea behind the statement. Then alone will the statement
help to raise you up spiritually.

429. W HAT IS REAL LISTENING ?

The Upanishads boldly proclaim that listening to the ultimate Truth, over and over
again, is the only means to ultimate realization. What is this ‘listening’?
Hearing the Truth direct from the lips of the Guru is, of course, the first ‘listening’.
It is an extremely rare privilege to be in the physical presence of the Guru, repeatedly
listening to his words.
But those who are denied this proud privilege of being constantly in his presence
can also ‘listen’. Thinking deeply over the Truth expounded to you by the Guru, over
and over again adducing the arguments advanced by the Guru in detail and every time
touching the ultimate experience of the inner Self as you had it the first time, is also
virtually listening to the words of the Guru. This is the form of listening adopted by
the vast majority of disciples, of course after once having heard the Truth from the
Guru in person.
Truth is visualized even on the first listening. Further listening helps you to get es-
tablished in the Truth.

1015. E FFICACY OF THE SPOKEN WORD OF THE G URU AND THE WRITTEN WORD
When the Guru talks to you about the Truth there is no doubt that it is the words that
you hear. But the words disappear at once. Nothing remains for you to refer to or to
depend upon, except the Guru himself. So in case of any doubt you approach the Guru
again any number of times; and every time he explains it in a different set of words.
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evident that it is not from words or their meaning that you understand the sense,
because the words used each time are different. From this it is clear that something
else also follows the words, from the Guru. It is this something that penetrates into the
inmost core of the disciple and works the miraculous transformation called ‘experi-
ence’.
When you read the written word before listening to the Truth from the lips of the
Guru, that something, which follows the spoken word of the Guru, is entirely absent.
Thus, you have to depend upon the dead word which is still before you; and its
meaning as your ego is inclined to interpret it, in the dark light of its own phenomenal
experiences. Naturally, therefore, you miss that divine experience when you only read
the written word; though it is so easily and effortlessly obtained in the presence of the
Guru, or after even once listening to the Truth from him.
When you listen to the spoken word of the Guru, even on the first occasion your
ego takes leave of you and you visualize the Truth at once, being left alone in your
real nature. But when you read the same words by yourself, your ego lingers on in the
form of the word, its meaning etc. – and you fail to transcend them. To visualize the
Truth, the only condition needed is the elimination of the ego. This is never possible
by mere reading, before meeting the Guru.
Therefore listen, listen, listen; and never be satisfied with anything else.
After listening to the Truth from the Guru direct and after visualizing the Truth in
his presence, you may well take to thinking deeply over what the Guru has told you.
This is also another form of listening; and it takes you, without fail, to the same
experience you have already had in his presence.

Living and dying

808. W HAT ARE LIFE AND DEATH ?

Life is the real ‘I’-principle. When you are life itself, how can you die?

1193. W HAT IS THE SPIRITUAL SIGNIFICANCE OF THE LOGIC OF REINCARNATION

OF SOULS ?

People say they have had many lives, before the present one. But the truth is that you
die with every thought or feeling. So you live many lives even in a short period of
time. This is not noticed or perceived by the ordinary man. It is in order to draw his
attention to this Truth that the illustration of the broader, and to him more conceiv-
able, chain of life is brought in.

43. W HO LIVES REALLY ?

The real ‘I’-principle alone lives. The ignorant man believes that either the body or
the mind lives, while in fact each of them dies at the end of every perception or
thought. But the ‘I’-principle continues unchanged through all thoughts and percep-
tions, lighting them up as well.

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 Therefore, the ignorant man who identifies himself with body and mind is dying
every moment, along with every perception or thought. And the Jnyanin [Sage], who
identifies himself with the changeless ‘I’-principle, alone really lives and knows no
death.
The body idea or the ego has to die, in order that you may really live. In this sense,
it is the Jnyanin alone that really lives, and knows he lives. His advice to every man
is: ‘Die, in order to live.’ In other words, annihilate the personal element, or ego, in
order that the impersonal element may not appear shrouded. This is realization –
establishing oneself in the Reality.

Love

875. W HAT DO I LOVE ? A ND WHY ?

Your love is directed only to the real substratum or Self. You happen to love the
qualities in one, simply because they belong to the substratum you love. You love,
because love is the real nature of the real Self and you cannot help loving even for a
moment.

876. H OW TO LOVE ?
Love is the feeling or sense of oneness with another.
If you correctly understand yourself to be beyond body, senses and mind, your love
for another will also be for that Self in him. Because there are no two selves, and love
is its nature.
If your understanding is incorrect, you love the incorrect self in him; and as a result
of that incorrectness, you hate others.
Genuine love absorbs everything into you, and then duality dies. But in conditioned
love, or gratitude, duality persists in giving and taking. Even this gratitude, if directed
to the Guru, goes deep into you, takes you beyond duality and is transformed into
objectless love.

265. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF LOVE IN ITS APPLICATION ?

If you love another for his or her gross and external qualities alone, that love is of the
lowest type.
But if you love the other knowing that it is the life principle alone in the other that
you love, then that love becomes sublime.
And lastly, if you love the other knowing that it is that which transcends the attrib-
utes – body, senses and mind – that you love, there the otherness vanishes at once.
That love is the most sublime, and is the Absolute itself.

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110. T HE STAGES OF THE PROGRESS OF ONE ’ S LOVE
Lower stage Second stage Highest stage
Love for objects Love for self Love pure or objectless
(kama). (sneha). (prema).
Ego is pre- Ego much attenuated No ego, but selfless
dominant. by equal consideration love alone.
for the object also.
Consideration Consideration both for No consideration for
only for yourself and for the yourself at all, but only
yourself. object of your love. for what is loved.
Activity of Activity of both Activity of
taking only. taking and giving. giving only.
All these are expressions of the impersonal ‘I’, ranging from the gross to the Abso-
lute.
Love has three distinct and separate stages in the course of its progress from the
mundane to the Ultimate. They may be classified as follows:
1. In the lowest stage of love, you love another only for your own sake. That is only
for something that the other does to make you happy and for nothing else. That
other is discarded, if the desired pleasure is not forthcoming. This sort of love is
called kama, and the ego is most predominant in this. The only activity here on
your part is taking and not giving.
2. The second stage is a little more elevated, less selfish, and demanding mutual
consideration. Here you expect something from the other to make you happy, and
at the same time you do not like the other to suffer on that account. But in return
you are also prepared to do something to make the other happy. This sort of love is
called sneha. It is not directed to the lower self alone, and therefore the ego by its
operation gets much attenuated. Here, the activity is both that of taking and giving.
3. The third stage is the highest, and the ideal of love. Here you do not want any
return from your partner in love and you do not love your partner any the less for
this. You are prepared to do everything possible to make the other happy; and your
partner’s happiness is your happiness. Here, the love is selfless. This is called
prema, and it is the Ultimate. Here, there is only giving and no taking. The ego is
virtually dead.
Thus, it can be seen that it is the same love – which is the right Absolute – that ex-
presses itself as these three and that it is your real nature. If you take away the limita-
tions from the first and the second, the love stands as pure selfless love: as represented
in the third stage – prema.

300. W HAT DO I LOVE ?

The ‘life principle’ can easily be proved to be changeless consciousness, which knows
no birth or death. Your real nature is changeless Consciousness. Therefore, it is clear
that you love only yourself, even in the form of other objects or persons.

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 Hence the Upanishad says [Brihadaranyaka 4.5.6]: ‘A man does not love the wife
for her sake, but only for the Self in her; and the wife does not love the husband for
his sake, but only for the Self in him.’ When Happiness comes, the mind dies.
1. The Self is objectless love or Peace. Love for self is degraded, compared to pure
love or the Self.
2. It gets more degraded when it becomes self-love.
3. This gets further degraded when it becomes love for objects. But still, love is there.
Get back to it in its purity.
So, to reach your real centre, the ‘I’-principle, you have to retrace the whole course
from objects to the Self, in the reverse order. If, in your love of objects, you are able
to emphasize love, you will easily get to the love aspect or the peace aspect of Reality.
Just as, in your consciousness of objects, when you emphasize Consciousness, you get
to the consciousness aspect of the Reality.

784. W HAT DO YOU LOVE ?

‘You can love only the right Absolute, represented by the life principle in others. You
can love nothing else.’

360. L OVE AND HOW TO LOVE ?

All worldly love is mere bargaining and has always its opposite attached to it, ready to
express itself when the consideration anticipated is in any way obstructed.
But a vedantin’s love alone knows no bargain, and naturally knows no opposite. It
is perfect and unconditional; and always in the form of giving and not taking. There-
fore, even to love one’s own wife or child in the best manner, one has to become a
vedantin first. All talk of love in this world is nothing but unadulterated fraud.
So know yourself first. Then alone can you love anybody or anything truly and un-
reservedly.

416. W HAT IS THE TEST OF LOVE ?

In your relationship with another, if you can never even dream of any kind of ill-
feeling towards that other, that relationship can be said to be bordering on pure love.
What is that which you cannot help loving? Atma [true Self] alone.
atmavibkalatilpriti, prititan visayattilam,
pifaykkum visayapriti, yatmapritipificcita .
[In Self, what’s found is quite beyond
all mere affection which is felt
for outside objects in the world.
Affection felt for outside things
can be expelled, but not so liking
for the truth of what Self is.
That can’t be given up or changed.]
Bhasha Pancadashi, Atmananda-prakaranam, 26
(Malayalam translation)

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460. W HAT DO I LOVE ?
When love is directed to personal qualities, that love is worldly. When it is directed to
the life principle, it becomes sublime. When that life principle is examined, it will be
found to be nothing other than pure Consciousness (the Atma). Then love is trans-
formed into the absolute Reality.
Let us examine this a little more closely. You say you love a man. Who is the man
you suppose you love? Is it his body? No. Because when he dies, you fear even to go
near his dead body. Thus you see that your love was really directed to the life princi-
ple which was abiding in that body. When that life is examined, it is found to be
nothing other than pure Consciousness, which is only one.
Man is incapable of loving anything other than that Consciousness, the Atma.

710. I S THERE ANYTHING REDEEMING OR ENRICHING IN DOMESTIC LOVE ?

Yes, but not in all types.
The love of father and mother for the child is selfish, because instinct and relation-
ship of the flesh make it selfish to the core. Sentimentality is always connected with
objects. If what you call love produces a limited feeling, it is certainly no love.
But the love of husband and wife can be made selfless; because they have no such
things in common before marriage, and instinct does not come into play. If you
succeed in loving your partner as your Self, it clears the way for the love towards any
other individual likewise. Thus your love easily becomes universal, and therefore
objectless. This is the Reality. You will need the touch of the Guru at the last stage,
and you instantly become a jivan-mukta.
This was the path adopted by the pati-vratas (the celestials who are the ideals of
chastity and husband-worship) in ancient India, and they attained their goal smoothly
and effortlessly.

917. W HERE IS SUBJECT - OBJECT RELATIONSHIP IN LOVE ?

When you say you love yourself, you yourself and love stand as one. So also when
you love another, you become one with the other. The subject-object relationship
vanishes, and the experience is one of identity. In order to ‘love thy neighbour as
thyself’ you have to stand as Atma itself.
The disappearance of subject-object relationship is a natural corollary of the experi-
ence of love. So also of the experience of knowledge. This actually happens in all
experiences in the plane of the relative.
Instead of taking note of the sublime Truth, after the event the ego tries to limit,
misrepresent and possess it. Whenever any doubt arises, refer to the deep sleep expe-
rience. There is no subject-object relationship there.

1168. T HERE IS NEITHER GIVING NOR TAKING IN LOVE .

‘Love’ means becoming one with the object of your love. When both are one, there is
no one to give and no one to take. It is only in loose language or in degraded love that
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 Real love is Advaita [non-dual], and nothing else exists beside it. If love can be said
to give anything, it is love alone and that in fullness, leaving no trace of itself behind
to claim to have done so. In taking also, you surrender the whole of your personality
to the object of your love. In either case the doer dies, leaving behind Love supreme.

672. I S THERE ANY TYPE OF LOVE IN THIS WORLD WHICH MAY BE CONSIDERED
IDEAL AND ACCEPTED ?

Yes. The love of the Guru for the disciple is the solitary example.
Even the love of a mother for her child is not disinterested, as long as she does not
love any other child in the same way. No credit is really due to her on that score. She
loves only her own flesh indirectly.

1194. H OW TO LOVE MY MASTER BETTER ?

If one feels that he is not able to love his master as he desires, it really means that he
still loves his master deeply, but that he is not yet satisfied with the love he gives him.
That is all. This dissatisfaction with the depth of one’s own love for the master is the
nature of true love; and it will never disappear.

Mantra

379. H OW TO HANDLE A MANTRA ?

A mantra is a harmonious sound or group of sounds, with or without a superficially
intelligible meaning, but capable of creating and applying some definite and potential
energy if properly uttered.
When Truth flows out of a Sage spontaneously, whether in prose or in poetry, it is a
perfect mantra. All attempts to correct it in accordance with standards of rhyme or
reason are nothing short of sacrilege and mutilate the mantra, sometimes producing
even adverse results. Therefore, accept it as such or reject it.

1397. M ANTRAS AND THEIR EFFICACY

Mantras are designed by the great seers. They are composed of groups of sounds with
an active life principle, capable of producing specific forms and effects when pro-
nounced in the proper svara (tune).
Mantras have a double purpose. At the phenomenal level, emphasis is on the audi-
ble part of the mantra. The form created by each mantra (called its ‘mantra devata’) is
possessed of certain particular powers. The mantra devata, in exercise of some of its
powers, confers upon the devotee certain benefits prayed for. But in the course of this
process, one has to guard against innumerable possible slips, of commission and
omission.
Mantra, if properly utilized, helps one to approach the ultimate Truth. Just before
and after every mantra, there is a visible gap into which the sound merges. In this gap,
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before the Guru this nature of the Self, if you pronounce the mantra emphasizing not
the audible part but the content of the apparent gaps, you are easily taken to the centre
of your visualization – the real Self – and this helps you gradually to get established
there.
Though the mantras, in the great majority of cases, are utilized as instruments of
action (pravritti), they can also be utilized for the purpose of liberation (nivritti) if
handled with sufficient discrimination and insight. In the former, the centre of empha-
sis is the object; and in the latter, it is the background.

1094. P ROGRESS THROUGH MANTRA AND DHYANA [ MEDITATION ]

This path is divided into four distinct stages, namely vaikhari, madhyama, pashyanti
and para.
Instructions from a karya-guru (one whose instructions take you to anything below
the Ultimate) may suffice for the first two stages. But, for the last two, the help of a
Karana-guru is absolutely necessary.
Vaikhari [‘articulated’] is chanting of a mantra in audible tone and effecting concen-
tration of the mind there.
Madhyama [‘mediating’] is doing the same thing mentally and effecting concentra-
tion. This is still in the realm of the mind and concentration is on an idea.
Pashyanti [‘seeing’]: Here ideation is transcended. It may be said that here one gets to
the languageless idea. Unless one understands its nature from a Karana-guru, one will
be in an unconscious state. I may say something about this languageless idea.
I may convey an idea to you by means of one particular language. The same idea
may be conveyed to another by means of a different language. One is certainly not a
translation of the other. What is the language of that idea? It has no language, because
it has gone beyond expression. If that is correctly understood, it is itself the back-
ground of the expressed idea of the first two stages. He, who gets into that state,
touches the background and is not in an unconscious state. He understands, further,
that the languageless idea can only be one and cannot be many. This is the experience
in pashyanti.
Para: [‘beyond’] Even the notion of a background is transcended here, and self-
luminosity of the Reality takes possession of the sadhaka [spiritual aspirant]; and here
he is in deep Peace, which is changeless.

Matter and life

412. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN THE LIFE PRINCIPLE AND DEAD MATTER ?
Everything perceivable is dead matter. The life principle alone can never be per-
ceived. Therefore the life principle can never be dead matter. Nor can there be any
duality or diversity in the life principle. It can only be one. Life transcends perception
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 Looking from another standpoint, the life principle is the ‘is’-ness in everything.
From this point of view, there is no such thing as dead matter. Everything perceived is
lit up by the Self, and is alive.

417. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘S AKALAM DRZYAM JADAM ’ – ‘E VERYTHING PERCEIVED

IS INERT ’ (Upanishad)?

All that you perceive is dead and inert; because in fact you do not see anything. The
object, when you seem to perceive it, is dead as object; but is living in the higher
sense, as Consciousness.
That which exists can never be dead. Therefore, the material part, which is chang-
ing, alone is dead. The existence part of every object is life or Consciousness itself.
This is not perceptible and is never dead.

825. W HAT ARE THE ENDS OF LIFE ?

Life has two ends: (1) the body (matter) which is the wrong end, and (2) the real ‘I’
(Consciousness) which is the right end. Spiritual aspirants alone take hold of the right
end, and others take hold of the wrong end of life.
The Sage ignores matter and knows light. The ignorant man ignores light and
knows matter.
The Sage sees light and matter both as light. The ignorant man sees matter and light
both as matter.
There is ignorance on both sides. The Sage ignores ignorance (what is non-
existent), and the ignorant man ignores what is really existent.

Meditation

1309. M EDITATION
It is an activity of the mind and is purely yogic in character. Its process consists of
spatializing the object of its meditation, chiefly outside and in front of the one who
meditates. Even if one tries to meditate on the formless, this idea of space and of the
outside comes in.
If one who has heard the Truth from the Guru can transcend this tendency of spa-
tialization, meditation can well be used to establish oneself in Truth. For this, the first
thing one has to do is to give up the outside, and to draw the meditation within, into
one’s own inside or the Self. The inside is supposed to be the seat of the subject, and
there the subject-object differentiation is not possible. Then spatialization ceases, and
one stands as the real Self.

242. H OW TO MEDITATE ?
If you want positively to meditate upon something, without losing sight of your real
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both disappear; and the perceiver stands alone without being a perceiver, shining as
the Absolute.
This can be done in two ways:
1. Meditating as the witness of thoughts.
2. Meditating as the witness of feelings.

493. W HAT IS THE BEST TIME FOR MEDITATION ?

It is at waking, but before becoming fully awake, so that the meditation might be the
first activity on coming out of the Reality shining between the two states.

573. T HE BEST FORM OF MEDITATION ( IF YOU MUST HAVE ONE )

If you obstinately want to practice meditation, the best form for your purpose is ‘I
am.’ It will give the mind nothing objective to cling on to, and in the very effort the
mind will cease or die.
This contemplation drives away all intruding thoughts, and you are established in
the ‘I’. Slowly, it becomes deeper and deeper; and the nature of Consciousness and
Happiness begins to be experienced, since these are intrinsic in the ‘I’.
During chanting or contemplation, though we begin with the word or sound, we
never stop there. We begin to dive slowly into its meaning or goal of the idea; and
then the chanting gradually stops, leaving you at the very goal.
Thus when you contemplate ‘I am’, you stand established in the real ‘I’-principle.
But this ‘I am’ can never be replaced by the term ‘Guru’. Because the Guru is never
an experience to anybody, while ‘I am’ is a clear experience for all. Therefore, to lead
you to the ultimate experience, ‘I am’ is essential. It is true that after experience the ‘I
am’ also merges into the Guru, who is transcendental, beyond even the background of
all this world.
Truth is experienced in three distinct stages.
In the first stage, in which you just touch the ultimate background, you reach the
witness.
In the second, as you stand as the witness, the witnesshood disappears and you find
yourself the Ultimate, without a second to make you miserable.
Lastly, the sense of absoluteness also vanishes and you stand established in the ul-
timate ‘I’-principle, the only Reality.
The same idea is expressed in Atma-darshanam, 16.3.
drstavam bodhamatram ñan
ennayam drzyameppofum
kanippatennu sarvvatra
kantu ñan viharikkayam
I am pure Consciousness. Realizing that every object wherever placed is as-
serting Me, I enjoy Myself everywhere and in everything.
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 Memory

590. M EMORY
Memory merges the past into the present; and the present, when examined minutely,
disappears altogether. Thus, time is really destroyed and you are brought nearer the
Reality.
So memory helps you to a certain extent to approach the Reality, though memory
itself is part of the unreality.

263. W HAT IS MEMORY ? (At the mind’s level)

At the mind’s level, we have to take it that the witness silently witnesses the events
and subsequently transmits the information to the mind. The mind in its turn identifies
itself with the witness for the time being, and poses as if it were present during the
past act referred to. But when the mind is engaged in a thought, it is never possible for
it to witness this very thought simultaneously.

1403. C AN I REMEMBER ?
No. But speaking loosely, we say that we remember past incidents. To remember
something exactly as it was perceived, the time which has passed and the past sense
perceptions must occur once again in the present here. But they are past and gone. Of
all that was then and there, Consciousness alone is here and now.
Therefore memory, as ordinarily understood, is a misnomer.

1049. W HAT IS IT THAT YOU REMEMBER ?

If you remember anything, the thing remembered must be changeless, at least between
the two incidents. All changes occur in time and space. So the thing remembered,
being changeless, must be beyond time and space. This means it is eternal and infi-
nite. Only the Ultimate is such. So you remember only the Ultimate.
You can understand memory only if you withdraw into your own being.

70. H OW DOES MEMORY FUNCTION ?

Memory is an undeniable experience to the ordinary man. Unless there is a permanent
principle equally connected with the past, the present and the future, the functions of
memory, recognition and hope are impossible. So memory helps us to prove the
existence of such a permanent principle behind our mental activities. Therefore let us
discuss memory here, conceding the existence of the world, gross as well as subtle.
Memory functions by way of remembering past thoughts, activities and events. It is
clearly a function of the mind. To justify its reality, it must satisfy two conditions. It
must first be proved to have been present at the time of the thought referred to and
must have known or witnessed it. And secondly, it must also be present at the time of
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 That memory is present when it appears is admitted. Memory, which is itself a
thought form, cannot exist along with another thought; since you can never have two
thoughts simultaneously. Therefore, memory by itself cannot recall a past thought.
A thought can be recalled only by that principle which perceived it at the time of its
occurrence. Therefore, the ‘I’-principle alone can recall a thought at any point of time.
That principle – because it always knows the mental activities – is the changeless
witness. It can never cease to be a witness at any time.
Recalling a past thought is a function different from the act of witnessing. That ac-
tivity can never be attributed to the ‘I’-principle. Then the question arises: how is a
past thought remembered?
Well, there is an usurper in the picture. Just as he usurps the existence aspect, con-
sciousness aspect and happiness aspect of the real ‘I’-principle, and claims them to
himself in his own activities in the relative sphere, he also claims the witnessing
function to be his. Does he not say ‘I think’, ‘I feel’, ‘I perceive’, ‘I do’, and along
with these functions does he not also say ‘I know’? The usurper is the ego.
Because of the identification of the real ‘I’-principle with body, senses and mind,
he can very well play the role of the real ‘I’-principle in his daily activities. Further,
the ego itself is a compound of Consciousness and body – gross or subtle. That makes
it possible for the ego to steal the characteristics of the real ‘I’-principle to some
extent. Thus the ego remembers a past thought. When he so remembers, the real ‘I’-
principle stands behind, witnessing that mentation of memory also.

217. Y OU SAY RELATIVE KNOWLEDGE IS MEMORY ALONE , HOW IS IT ?

When do you really know? You say you know a thing only when you are able to
remember it. If not, you say you do not know.
Knowing has no connection with the object. It is pure knowledge alone.
So, memory plays a very important part in making you believe what you are not.

2. H OW CAN REMEMBRANCE BE FORGETTING ?

Every thought merges into Consciousness and remains not as thought, but as Con-
sciousness, pure. So your searching in that Consciousness for the resurrection of any
thought, merged therein, is in vain. It can only result in your first forgetting your real
nature of pure Consciousness, and in the subsequent creation of an entirely new
thought, as though experienced some time earlier.

707. H OW DOES REMEMBRANCE FUNCTION ?

How do you try to remember a pleasurable sensation that you have had? You think of
all the details, like the place and circumstances which you suppose were connected
with it, till the mind comes to a climax preceding the enjoyment sought. Just then, all
the antecedent thoughts vanish, and you are thrown into that pleasurable sensation
again.
Similarly, with regard to repeating the experience of Truth you have once had, you
have to begin likewise recounting the place, circumstances etc., till at last all your
thoughts vanish and you are thrown into that same experience again.

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 Don’t desire the expression, but direct your attention always to that which is ex-
pressed. Expressions ultimately die, in order that the expressed may be there as the
Absolute.

Mentation

355. H OW IS KNOWING DISTINCT FROM MENTATION ?

A gross object can only be a sense object. Without the senses, a sense object can
never be said to exist. Therefore, what is called an object is nothing but a sensation.
Likewise, it can be said that an object of thought is nothing but thought itself.
In knowledge, however, there is no such instrument as the senses or the mind.
Therefore, to say that I know anything is wrong. There can never be a subject-object
relationship in knowledge.
An ignorant man does not draw any distinction between knowing on the one hand
and perceiving, thinking and feeling on the other. Thus he superimposes an object on
knowledge also.

1424. M ENTATION ( COMPREHENDING INTELLECTION AS WELL ) IS AN ACTIVITY OF

THE MIND .

623. A LL MENTATIONS TAKE ONE TO THE T RUTH

You can reach the background, the Ultimate, through any feeling; provided you are
sincere and consistent to the last.
Take, for example, hate. Here, you must continue to hate the creator as well as the
created, including all the objects of your perceptions, thoughts and feelings – particu-
larly your own body and mind and everything you call yours. Ultimately, when
everything other than yourself is thus separated from you, you remain alone in your
own glory as pure Consciousness and Happiness.
Looking back from that position, you find that all that you hated once was nothing
but Consciousness and so you absorb it all into you as Consciousness. Thus hate is
ultimately transformed into Love.

Mind and Truth

211. C AN MIND LEAD ME TO REALIZATION ?

We speak of ‘instinct’, ‘reason’, ‘intuition’, ‘over-mind’, ‘super-mind’, etc. In all
these, mind persists and you have not gone beyond it.
For realization, you have to reach the general background of all these: which is pure
Consciousness or Peace. From any stage except the first, namely instinct, this back-
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 But evolution by itself, continued to any extent, will never take you to this back-
ground – your real nature.

1311. F UTILITY OF USING THE MIND TO KNOW THE T RUTH

The mind functions in a long series of activities in the nature of subject-object rela-
tionship. But the last action of the series is an exception to this order. It is an action of
perfect identification – as when knowing Happiness in deep sleep, by being it. This
last knowledge is non-empirical and so is transcendental.
This knowledge is not opposed to anything else, but is the ground of all empirical
knowledge. It is from this transcendental knowledge that the mind can rightly be
analysed. You get that stand only on listening to the Truth, from the lips of the Guru.
All mental exercises and yoga strengthen the mind and tighten the hold of the ego,
while what you need is to transcend the ego-mind.
With the inception of thought or memory, you make the transcendental appear lim-
ited and separate it from yourself. This is how the mind makes a mess of the Truth. To
use such a mind to understand the Truth is foolish.
When the mind dies a natural death in deep sleep, one stands free: as this transcen-
dental knowledge. Therefore, create the same condition knowingly, by ignoring the
mind and its vagaries altogether and going beyond it, in the light of the transcendental
Truth as heard from the Guru. There is no other path to true liberation.
All the so called paths only pave the way, and some even obscure and distance the
Truth. Therefore beware. Beware of promises, pleasures and powers achieved or
anticipated. All these seduce you from the Truth.

210. H OW DOES UNSELFISHNESS HELP YOU TO TRANSCEND THE MIND ?

Every time you do an act in strict conformity with ethical laws, you know on the
surface that it takes you to the unselfish part. But if you examine the same act care-
fully, you will find that every such act takes you even further – to the real back-
ground, beyond the mind’s plane.
This glimpse of your real nature expresses itself as pleasure, when you come back
to the mind’s level. But this you immediately attribute to the mind’s activity just
preceding it. Hence you miss the spiritual values of the communion with your real
nature.
In every act called good or virtuous, there is a grain of self-sacrifice, however
small.

132. V IDYA - VRITTI AND MIND

Vidya-vritti, functioning consciousness, higher reason, higher logic and shuddha-
sattva all denote the same faculty (if faculty it may be called).
Even in worldly enjoyment, it is your own real nature of peace that you experience
as Happiness. For example, you enjoy Happiness listening to sweet music. Here
music helps you only to empty your mind of all thoughts other than music, and finally
it is emptied of the thought of music also. Thus the mind ceases to be and you come to
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 It is wrong to believe that the happiness came from the hearing of music, because
music was not there when the happiness was enjoyed.

637. P URIFICATION OF THE MIND

The purification of the mind is sought only as a help to reach the Truth.
The best way to purify the mind is to think of the Truth which you are and which is
purity itself. When you know you are the purest of the pure, all thought of purifying
the mind drops away. Your earnestness and sincerity to reach the ultimate Truth is the
best means of purifying your mind before realizing the Truth.

881. H OW DOES THE MIND BECOME PURE ?

The mind becomes pure by its own death. The attempt to purify the mind by any
amount of other effort is futile.

1024. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF FRONT AND BACK IN SPIRITUAL CONTEXT ?

Question: In Atma-nirvriti, chapter 18 (verses 5-7), addressed ‘To the mind’, it is said:
‘You should first look behind and see me there, and then I will draw you into the
inmost core of your being.’ What does this mean, and what is the significance of
‘front’ and ‘back’, so far as the mind is concerned?
Answer: The mind moves only in the realm of the body-samskaras. [‘Samskaras’ are
‘habituated conditionings’.] So by ‘front’ the mind means objects, and by ‘back’ it
means absence of objects.
The mind is asked to look back, in its own language. Therefore it has to give up
objects as a whole, when it gives up the front. But then it does not realize that the
back – which is just the reverse of the front – has also simultaneously disappeared
with the front.
So when the mind has given up objects and tries to look back, it is really left within
itself – which is the inside of the mind, in the mind’s own language. This is how the
mind is drawn into the inmost core of one’s being.

Mind’s functioning

152. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MIND AND EGO ?

The inner organ loosely called ‘mind’ is divided into four categories, according to its
different functions. The ego is one such.
1. Mind (particular) is that which gathers impressions from the outside world.
2. Reason (intellect) discriminates and selects from the impressions thus gathered.
3. Will is that which precedes and directs action. It may be loosely called ‘desire’
(svartha-’nusandhana-vazena cittam).
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[This note and its quotation seem to have come from Shri Shankara’s Viveka-
cudamani, 93-4:
nigadyate ’ntah-karanam mano dhir
aham-krtiz cittam iti sva-vrttibhih .
manas tu samkalpa-vikalpanadibhir
buddhih padartha-’dhyavasaya-dharmatah ..
atra ’bhimanad aham ity ahamkrtih .
svartha-’nusandhana-vazena cittam ..
The inner faculty is spoken
of as ‘mind’ or ‘reason’ or
as doing ‘ego’ or as ‘will’.
It gets these names according to
its various modes of functioning.
Mind is the function that conceives
of things together and apart.
Next, reason is the function that
determines what is meant thereby.
The ego is an acting ‘I’
that claims to be this body here.
And will is that desire which seeks
out what it wishes for itself.]

702. I MPORTANCE OF INTELLECT

Question: Why is intellect considered all important in the world at large?
Answer: The vast majority of people in the world attribute reality to the apparent
sense-world, and they live practically out of themselves. All the philosophies, sci-
ences, arts etc. of the world are trying to explain phenomenal problems in terms of the
world itself, utilizing the faculty of intellect as the instrument.
Of course the intellect is the highest faculty endowed upon man for his enquiry and
traffic inside the world; and the decisions of intellect are accepted as final beyond
question. This is why intellect is considered all important in the phenomenal world.
But to the vedantin, intellect, though subtle, is only an object like any other object;
to be examined for its content (svarupa) from the standpoint of pure awareness, and
disposed of as mere appearance.

134. S PIRITUALITY REPLACES THE OBJECT BY THE SUBJECT .

The worldly way of life is to emphasize the object alone in every activity, ignoring the
subject altogether. Spirituality comes in when you begin to bring in and emphasize the
subject also, alongside of the object. Ultimately, when spirituality leads you to reali-
zation, the object as such vanishes and the real subject, the ‘I’-principle alone shines.
Then all activity points to you, or all activities vanish.
Mind has usually three stages of expression.
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2. Reason: With the particular mind and senses as instruments.
3. Intuition: The word ‘intuition’ is used in different senses in different texts. What is
taken up here is yogic intuition. With intuition, time and space are curtailed to a
very great extent. But still, they are there, to enable the intuition to function. The
mind is much expanded in intuition. Still, it does not cease to be mind.
Complete annihilation of time and space can never be accomplished by the mind. The
background is in an entirely different plane.

Morality

1145. E FFICACY OF MORAL LAWS

All codes of ethics and morality, if strictly followed, make you come nearer to the
Truth. All such laws demand, to some extent, the sacrifice of lower self. The ultimate
goal of all such laws is certainly selflessness. But unfortunately, ethics and morality –
being objective in the strict sense – cannot take one to absolute selflessness.
Absolute selflessness is Truth itself, the ultimate subject. It can be visualized only
with the help of a Karana-guru. All thoughts of striving for and recognizing selfless-
ness are in the mental realm. Pure selflessness dawns only when one transcends the
mind and stands as Atma, the real Self.

844. W HAT ARE GOOD AND BAD SPIRITUALLY ?

Association with objects makes one bad. Association with the ‘I’-principle makes one
good.

689. W HAT IS THE PURPOSE OF MORALITY ?

Morality, if followed intelligently and with earnestness, takes one to the egoless state,
just like any other path of devotion, yoga etc. The path of pati-vratya (service and
chastity, one-pointed love and devotion to the husband) adopted by the gems of the
womanhood of ancient India was nothing other than this path of morality. Ancient
history abounds in stories of arrogant yogins of great powers and reputation and even
the lords of the Trinity begging at the feet of such ladies for their thoughtless mis-
deeds.
Morality has the touch of the Absolute in it. The outer covering is immaterial. It is
the touch of the Absolute alone that matters. That attenuates the ego every time you
come into contact with it. So morality has to be observed, but without any eye on its
fruits.

335. W HAT IS THE TRUTH ABOUT DOING GOOD TO OTHERS ?

It is not the nature of the act alone that constitutes its goodness. The test of every act
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 For example, if after giving charity, the thought that you have done a good deed
sticks to you, it certainly binds you, though only with a golden chain. It clearly
amounts to an evil, so far as yourself and the Truth are concerned. Your ego gets
inflated thereby.
It is the mental attitude that counts, in all such matters. You can be really good only
on reaching the ultimate Truth, when even the ‘good’ loses its ‘goodness’ and be-
comes transformed into that ultimate Truth.

91. S TANDARD OF MORALITY

Current standards of morality are purely relative and differ vastly with time, place and
various other factors. But man being essentially one all the world over, a common and
absolute standard of morality is necessary. But this, however, is rarely thought of.
Such an absolute standard becomes necessary only for those who are on the path to
the absolute Reality. These are incredibly few, and hence the absence of any satisfac-
tory definition of a single standard of morality in the shastras [texts].
The following can be such an absolute standard of morality.
• Vice is that particular act or thought or feeling that tends to inflate the ego.
• Virtue is that act, thought or feeling that tends to attenuate the ego.
All acts, thoughts and feelings directed towards the ‘I’-principle or to its nature are
virtuous. Virtue and vice have a place only in the relative sphere. In the relative
sphere, that which tends towards selflessness is virtue and that which tends towards
selfishness is vice.
Love itself can be both selfish and selfless, according to its goal or motive. Object-
less love is virtue.
When you understand from your Guru ‘who you are’ and ‘what you are’, you tran-
scend both virtue and vice.

Name and form

631. N AME AND FORM

Name and form as such are not the Reality.
Name is non-existent without your being present. Form is also non-existent without
your being present.
Therefore it is your presence alone that makes name and form real. So name and
form are yourself, the Reality.

1043. W HY DO YOU GIVE A THING A NAME ?

Because you want the transient to be always associated with a permanent background;
since you are, yourself, that permanent changeless principle behind the body, senses
and mind.
So, that name denotes the unknown background, the Truth, which is in fact the best
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102. E VERY NAME POINTS TO THE A BSOLUTE .
Soon after your birth, your parents give you a particular name. You continue to be
known by that name alone till your death. So we see that the name is changeless.
Changeless means beyond time and space. That which is changeless in you is the real
‘I’-principle. Therefore the name can pertain only to that ‘I’-principle, and the ‘I’-
principle is the right Absolute. Therefore, every name is the name of the Absolute.
Now coming to such names as ‘man’, ‘chair’, ‘water’ etc., all these are generic
names and we have already proved that there are no objects corresponding to these
names. You may then think that they are mere ideas. But there can never be ideas
conceiving gross objects, without the gross objects themselves being there. Therefore
these names transcend both the physical and mental realms.
That which transcends the mental and physical is the right Absolute. Therefore, all
these names denote the right Absolute.

1368. W HAT DOES MY NAME DENOTE ?

Every name represents the Ultimate. The name given to me by my parents at my birth
is the only one changeless thing that still continues with me, in the midst of the ever-
changing body, senses and mind. Therefore, the name pertains to the real Self in me,
and not to the body, senses or mind.

996. W HAT IS GETTING BEYOND NAME AND FORM ?

Understanding name and form to be but an expression of the impersonal, and then
meditating even upon that name and form, takes you beyond name and form. Then,
the reaction that comes is from the impersonal, and that spontaneously raises you to
the impersonal.

52. W HAT ARE NAME AND FORM ? A ND HOW TO TRANSCEND THEM ?

Being attracted by the existence aspect of the Absolute everywhere, we start to ex-
amine what it is and immediately utilize our senses to do the job. The senses at once
project their own respective objects, and superimpose their own particular form upon
the existence ‘sensed’, attributing the permanence of the Absolute to the forms thus
superimposed. In this way, we are deluded into the thought that the forms thus created
are permanent, and we lose sight of the Absolute.
In order to get beyond this delusion, we must go beyond these forms, as well as the
mind. Then we will see the Reality as one with our Consciousness.
On the subjective side, there is Consciousness; and on the objective side, there is
existence alone. Existence and Consciousness being two aspects of the same Reality,
the subject-object relationship vanishes. Existence may be said to be objective, but
really is not. Because that which exists is really neither inside nor outside.
Names can be given only to objects. Objects have been proved to be nothing but
Consciousness. Therefore the name also vanishes completely; or all names are the
names of Consciousness.

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 Negation and negatives

1338. W HY THE PATH OF NEGATION ?

A positive knowledge of Atma [Self] is impossible. Therefore the path of negation is
adopted. Your position after negation of body, senses and mind is ‘being it’, though it
is generally called ‘knowing it’. There ‘to know’ is ‘to be’.

1425. W HAT IS THE PURPOSE OF THE PROCESS OF NEGATION ?

Negation of the objective world gives you a disinterested and tranquil stand from
which to start the enquiry. Otherwise, there is the danger of the mind coming in
uncalled for, in some form or other, to pollute the enquiry.

197. N EGATIVES
Negatives can never subsist independently, by themselves. They want a positive
something, as their background.
Some people consider the mind as a container of thoughts and feelings. If so, it
should be a permanent container. When permanency is attributed to mind, its material
part (which can never be permanent) drops away, and the Consciousness part (which
is permanent) continues as the Reality itself.

1089. R ESULT OF ELIMINATING FROM ME ALL THAT I AM NOT

Question: Would the process of eliminating from me all that I am not, take me to my
real nature and establish me there?
Answer: Certainly it will do both, provided you have heard the ultimate Truth about
your real nature from the lips of a Karana-guru. Otherwise you will get stranded in
nothingness, mistaking it for the Ultimate; because the experience of nothingness also
gives you a reflected and limited peace or happiness.
After listening to the Truth from the Guru, if you take to any thought – and more so
a spiritual thought – it expires not in nothingness but in Consciousness alone. There-
fore, when all that you are not – namely the body, senses and mind – have been
eliminated from you, you alone remain over as the background – Consciousness and
Peace. This is nothing short of Self-realization. Repeat the same vicara [enquiry] for
some time. This will help you to stand established in your Real nature.
Regarding one’s own real nature: ‘To know is to be.’
If you enquire into the ultimate goal or meaning (purport) of the term ‘I’ used by
everybody alike, and if you succeed in reaching that goal, there is nothing else to be
attained. I am that principle in man permeating all men alike; but at the same time
distinct and separate from the body, senses and mind of all. That am I. That is Atma.

1163. H OW TO NEGATE OBJECTS AND ARRIVE AT THE T RUTH ?

The world of body, senses and mind and their corresponding objects may be viewed
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1. As being constituted of the presence and the absence of objects, gross or subtle;
and
2. As being constituted of the ultimate subject and a variety of objects.
It has already been proved that one’s real nature is pure Consciousness and Peace.
Looking at the world from the first standpoint, the presence as well as the absence of
objects have to be proved to be non-existent. This has to be done successively from all
the three states, reducing the gross object first to a mentation and then the mentation
to pure Consciousness. This process does not establish that the world is not; but rather
that the world is nothing but your own real nature, Consciousness.
Viewing the world from the second standpoint, when everything objective (whether
gross or subtle) is disposed of as unreal, that principle – the real Self – which disposed
of everything else, remains over as the sole survivor. Even the mind being already
disposed of, this survivor stands above in all its glory as pure Consciousness, the real
Self.

Nothingness

965. W HAT IS NOTHINGNESS ?

Nothingness can never be perceived by the sense organs nor conceived by the mind.
bhavantaram abhavo ’nyo na kaz cid anirupanat
[Source of quotation uncertain]
Nothingness is only the change from one positive thing to another positive thing. You
become what you perceive. You are not nothing and therefore can never become
nothing. So you cannot perceive nothingness. Nothingness is never perceived but only
otherness.

1296. T HE VISION EXPERIENCED BY THE YOGIN

When the world is examined objectively, emptiness is the background of all appear-
ance, because it is there before and after appearance. Examining it subjectively, your
Self – Consciousness – is the background.
This emptiness is thus Consciousness itself. This is why the yogins see emptiness
when the world disappears; because they look at all things objectively.
If you ask why the world appears, you must ask the world and not me. The world
must explain itself to you.

187. H OW TO TRANSCEND THE VOID OR NOTHINGNESS ?

In your attempt to reach the Absolute, you transcend the realm of objects and senses,
and sometimes get stranded in a state of void or nothingness. This void or nothing-
ness, though highly subtle, is still objective in character; and you remain as that
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 The real nature of this ‘I’-principle is Consciousness, or knowledge itself. Looking
from this stand, as Consciousness, you see the void or nothingness transformed into
Consciousness; and it becomes one with the ‘I’-principle.
So, whenever the concept of nothingness confronts you, take the thought that noth-
ingness is also your object, and that you are its perceiver, the ultimate subject, whose
nature is Consciousness itself. Immediately, the shroud of nothingness disappears in
the light of Consciousness, and it becomes one with the ‘I’-principle.
This void is the last link in the chain which binds you to the objective world. Its
appearance in the course of your spiritual sadhana [discipline] is encouraging, since it
forebodes the death-knell of the world of objects, of course in the light of knowledge.
(Refer Atma-nirvriti, chapter 20, The Natural State – Svarupavasthiti, verse 5).
Even when you take this last ‘I’-thought, people ask you what you are thinking about.
They cannot understand that you are not thinking of any object at all, but that you are
only trying to stand as that principle which is the background of all thoughts. The
thought that you are Consciousness removes all sense of space limitation.
Shri Buddha first analysed the external objective world in the right yogic fashion,
utilizing mind and intellect as instruments, and at the end reached what may from the
phenomenal level be called void or nothingness.
A negative can never subsist by itself. Much less can it be the source of positive
things. That which was called void or nothingness has to be understood as Atma itself.
Buddha must have gone beyond and reached that atmic principle himself. But Shri
Buddha’s followers seem to have stopped short and interpreted the Ultimate to be that
void or nothingness.
The following verse, describing the last determination of Shri Buddha, proves this:
ihasane zusyatume zariram
tvagasthi mamsam pralayañ ca yatu .
aprapya bodham bahu-kalpa durlabham
nai ’vasanat kayamatazcalisyate ..
Lalita-vistara, 19.57
This means: ‘Unless I know the ultimate Truth, I am not going to stir from my seat,
even if it be for several kalpas (for many thousands and thousands of years).’ This
proves that Shri Buddha must have reached the atmic principle which is the absolute
Truth.

Object

93. W HAT IS AN OBJECT ?

One perception, as we generally call it, is really the resultant of ever so many distinct
and separate perceptions. We see only one point at a time. It is only after this point
has disappeared that the next point can be seen. It is only thousands of such points
that seem to make up a so called object.
A point that has disappeared does not remain as such. It is foolish to try to collect
and join them together, to make up the object or perception in question. Even the
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 So, looked at in the right perspective, an object and its perception are non-existent.

1039. H OW DOES AN OBJECT SERVE ME ?

An object is innocent in itself and serves you in accordance with the perspective
through which you view it.
1. If you view it as dead and inert and as distinct and separate from you, it takes you
from the centre of your being to the world outside.
2. But if you look upon it as something appearing in Consciousness and if you em-
phasize that Consciousness aspect of it, immediately it points to you – the source
of that appearance – Consciousness being your real nature.

113. Y OU ALONE LIGHT UP OBJECTS .

If objects are lit up, your real nature alone shines there. When the emphasis is on the
objects lit up, Consciousness appears limited. But from the standpoint of Conscious-
ness itself, it is never limited, there being nothing else beside it to limit it.
But the ego wants to continue the illusion; and so says ‘I know it’ – even when the
‘it’ (meaning the object) is nowhere in the knowledge to which every perception is
reduced.

617. A N OBJECT POINTS TO C ONSCIOUSNESS .

You generally say ‘The form appears.’ This statement has two parts: ‘form’ and
‘appears’.
‘Form’ is objective and ‘appears’ is something subjective. To whom does it appear?
Certainly to you. Therefore you light it up by your Consciousness. So every object
points to Consciousness.

603. O BJECTS , PERCEPTION AND R EALITY

The reality of every object perceived by you is only your own reality; and that object
has no independent existence other than yourself.
No perception ceases until the object has been reduced to knowledge or recorded in
knowledge. Then the object no longer exists as such.

1402. W HAT IS THE FUNCTION AND THE FATE OF AN OBJECT ?

An object is there always pointing to the Consciousness of the perceiver, as ‘You,
You, You, …’, meaning thereby: ‘I am here merely on account of you.’ But the
moment you stand as Consciousness and turn back to the object, the object vanishes;
in other words, the object commits suicide.

61. W HAT HAPPENS TO OBJECTS WHEN KNOWN ?

In order to perceive anything, we must use any one of the five senses. Each sense
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sense organ has sensed it as its own object, Consciousness faces the object and knows
it. At the end of every function, knowledge dawns.
Just as each sense organ is capable of sensing only its own particular object, Con-
sciousness also can know only Consciousness. Thus, knowing the object means that
the object is transformed into knowledge; and the object is no longer the object as
before.
The objective counterpart of knowledge can only be knowledge. After every activ-
ity, knowledge dawns. This means that knowledge is the background of activity as
well as of inactivity, just as it is in the interval between two perceptions when you
stand all alone in your own glory.
When looked at through the eyes, the object appears as form (the counterpart of that
sense organ); and when looked at through knowledge, the object appears as knowl-
edge itself, since knowledge can have no other counterpart.
I know it = I know myself = I know the Truth = I am the Truth.
The background of objects and sense organs is the same. Similarly, the background of
senses is also the same Consciousness or ‘I’. Knowledge has nothing for its object
except knowledge. With the seeing, form appears. But when you know the seeing
subsequently, it becomes knowledge itself. So everything is transformed in terms of
the instrument used.
Thus using Consciousness, everything is reduced or transformed into Conscious-
ness. Even the statement ‘I know’ is wrong, because ‘I’ and knowledge are one. In
experience or knowledge, both subject and object merge.

94. I AND OBJECT ARE ONE .

1. Objects are nothing but form, sound, touch, taste or smell. It is evident that any
one of these can never be separated from its respective sense organ, even in
thought. So objects and sense perceptions are one.
Similarly, seeing, hearing etc. can never shine independently of Consciousness.
So, by the same logic, they are Consciousness itself.
Thus objects are only Consciousness; and that is the ‘I’-principle.
2. One directs attention to something. But is it that something that we perceive by the
senses? No. We perceive only the superimpositions of the senses upon that some-
thing. This vague something remains as the substratum of form, sound etc.; and
always remains unknown to the senses or the mind.
But it is that unknown something that we want to know, without any superimpo-
sition. So, no agent like the senses or the generic mind can be utilized, for they can
only superimpose their own objects. The mind always functions conjointly with
the sense organs. In the absence of these agents, neither forms nor thoughts appear.
But using Consciousness to know it, we see it as Consciousness alone, that is to
say as one with the ‘I’-principle.

432. H OW IS C ONSCIOUSNESS RELATED TO OBJECTS ?

Consciousness has no separate object. So it comes to the realms of the mind and
senses, and claims the objects there as objects of consciousness. But when you look
deeper, to see how they become objects of consciousness, you have to leave the

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realms of senses and mind. Beyond the mind, the objects become Consciousness
itself, and there all objectivity vanishes.
Every sense organ has a corresponding sense object, and the object of any one
sense organ cannot be cognized by any other organ. Moreover, every sense object is
of the same nature as the corresponding sense organ itself. Therefore, if Conscious-
ness were likewise an organ and had an object of its own, it could only be of the
nature of Consciousness, quite distinct and separate from any other class of sense
objects.
The usual statement, ‘I am conscious of a thing’, is not correct; since a ‘thing’ can
never be the object of Consciousness. What you mean by that statement is only that
you are perceiving the thing through the mind in a subtle manner, or that you are
mentally conscious of it, or in other words that you can reproduce it in your mind.
When you search for that ‘thing’ in Consciousness, it is nowhere to be found. It has
merged in Consciousness; and the statement ultimately means ‘I am conscious of
myself’ or that ‘Consciousness knows Consciousness.’ Therefore, Consciousness
cannot have any object other than Consciousness.
atmanamatmana kantu telika ni
[It’s by the self that self is seen.
That’s what you need to clarify.]
Efuttacchan

1097. W HAT IS AN OBJECT AND WHAT IS ITS ESSENCE ?

That which could be said to exist or to shine is alone called an object. To what do the
existence and luminosity found in the object belong? Do they belong to the object
itself? Or are they derived from elsewhere? They do not belong to the so called object.
Because the object appears and disappears in Consciousness, and existence and
luminosity can never cease to exist or shine. So the object derives these qualities from
Consciousness.
‘I’ am the only Principle that never ceases to exist and that never ceases to shine.
Therefore, existence and luminosity belong to me. They are my real nature – one and
indivisible. Existence and knowledge are one – being intrinsic in oneself, and there
being no subject-object relationship with respect to knowledge and existence. My
presence as that knowledge – pure – is essential for the manifestation of any object,
and it cannot be assumed that an object exists when not known. Therefore the object
which appears and disappears is nothing but Consciousness.
But in our traffic with the world, we put the dead and inert cart (object) before the
living horse (Consciousness). In this way, we make of life a blind show. The object
has been brought into existence only by the grace of Consciousness, lending its liberal
presence. Immediately, this object, which is dead and inert, usurps all the living
qualities of Consciousness.
If only you succeed in seeing the world as the world of objects alone and yourself
as the only subject, you are free. In other words, you have only to reinstate the inde-
pendent horse of Consciousness in its rightful place in front and place the cart of
dependent objects in its legitimate place in the rear, ready to be discarded at any
moment without notice.

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1285. H OW IS AN OBJECT KNOWN ?
An object can remain as an object only if it remains distinct and separate from you,
and yet connected with you in subject-object relationship. The object has necessarily
to give up its objectivity in order to be one with you, or to be identical with you, when
known.
This happens both in the relative level of the ego and also in the absolute level, with
identity established in either case. In the level of the ego, the ego loses itself in the
object and becomes identical with it, for the time being. But in the absolute level, you
make the object lose itself in you, as Consciousness for ever.

1252. H OW IS A THING CONSTITUTED ?

A thing may be said to be real only if it continues to be real in all the three states, that
is at the sensual, mental and transcendental levels. In the subjective realm, the body is
a percept, the mind is an idea and the ‘I’-principle is Consciousness – the Reality. The
senses, mind and the ‘I’-principle each contribute their respective quotas to the make
of any object.
The sense organ concerned contributes the one fundamental percept, the mind
brings forth its store of former concepts and heaps them upon the first percept in the
form of supplementary percepts, making the object a perceptual whole. The ‘I’-
principle contributes its quota – the sense of reality – to the object, and makes it
appear real.

1306. T HE BANE OF OBJECTIVITY AND ITS REMEDY

The knowledge that every mentation is nothing but pure, impersonal experience takes
one to the height of Vedanta. Objectivity, in any form, is the only obstacle to Truth. If
you transcend it, the subjectivity also naturally disappears, and you stand as the
Reality yourself.
Objectivity does not pertain to the object. Consciousness objectified is the object.
The object is an object on account of you. The world of objects never affects one,
except through one’s own thoughts. Therefore the only thing needed, to be free, is to
transcend thoughts. This is possible only by examining thoughts and disposing of
them, without leaving even a trace behind. The trace is the objectivity attached to the
thought. This objectivity can be eliminated only by examining thought subjectively;
and finding that it is nothing but awareness, the Self, and that all appearance was
illusion.
If the least trace is left behind, it sprouts up in the form of memory, which is but a
fresh thought. Memory is the one thing that creates the whole world, and memory is
the last link that connects one with the phenomenal world. If memory is understood to
be nothing but a thought, which in turn is nothing but pure Consciousness – the Self –
then memory, and the whole world with it, is merged into the Self.

1417. I F I AM THE ULTIMATE T RUTH , HOW DOES AN OBJECT APPEAR ?

Gurunathan: Does the object appear at all? Who says so?
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G: What is the ego from your own standpoint as the real ‘I’-principle? Is it an object
or is it the subject?
D: Certainly the ego is only an object.
G: Therefore, including the ego also in the category of objects, does the question arise
at all?
D: No. It was a stupid question.

915. H OW DO OBJECTS HELP ME TO KNOW THE T RUTH ?

Adrzyo drzyate rahur grhitene ’nduna yatha,
tatha ’nubhava-matra ’tma drzyena ’tma vilokyate
[Source of quotation uncertain]
The invisible Rahu is perceived through the eclipsed moon. In the same way the
Atma who is mere experience is perceived through objects.
Translation by Shri Atmananda, Atma-darshan, Preface
Objects being known help you to understand first that there is an independent princi-
ple in you called ‘knowingness’; and then, when under instructions from a Guru you
eliminate objects from the knowledge of objects, you stand as pure knowingness or
Consciousness itself. This knowledge is the all-pervading Reality, yourself.
So don’t look down upon objects, but utilize them intelligently as a means to the
Ultimate.

Obstacles and means

56. I S THERE ANY RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN WEALTH AND LIBERATION ?

Wealth is often supposed to be an obstacle to spiritual progress. But if a wealthy man
has the good fortune to take to the spiritual quest earnestly, he is blessed indeed. He
easily rises to the very top and becomes a beacon light of spirituality.
When a wealthy man gets to the Truth, he has transcended much of what may pos-
sibly tie him down. Though still in possession of all the worldly objects of pleasure,
he has found them to be non-existent and meaningless, in the light of the absolute
Truth.
Thus, anything that inflates the ego can also be used to attenuate it as well. When a
wealthy man finds that what is sought by wealth, namely happiness, is not to be
gained by wealth, he turns his attention away from wealth, though he may still con-
tinue to possess it. To gain that happiness, he seeks other means; and finds that the
obstacle is not just ‘wealth’, but rather our sense of possessing it.
For a spiritual aspirant, there can never be an obstacle.

500. H OW CAN OBSTACLES BE CONVERTED INTO HELPS TO REACH THE U LTIMATE ?

Consciousness goes into the make of sense perceptions, and sense perception goes
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object is Consciousness alone. Consciousness is the essence of both perceptions and
objects. It has already been proved that thoughts and feelings are nothing but Con-
sciousness or Peace.
The only obstacles usually encountered on the spiritual path are thoughts, feelings,
perceptions and objects. They become obstacles only when the emphasis is placed on
the object side or material part of it and the subject ignored.
But when you begin to emphasize the subject part, which has been proved to be
pure Consciousness, the objects thenceforward become means or helps to direct your
attention to the Truth. If these so called obstacles were not there, how could you
conceive of the witness and rise to the Ultimate?
When there is an object, Consciousness is there to light it up. This most important
part played by Consciousness is very often not noticed at all. Emphasize also that vital
part of Consciousness in all your activities, and you will be surprised to find them all
turned into means or helps pointing to your real Self, the ‘I’-principle.
Thereafter, even the worst pain shows the real ‘I’. When you tell a doctor that you
have a particular pain anywhere in your body, it is not as the sufferer that you say so;
because the sufferer can only suffer and cannot say. It is the knower alone that can say
anything about the pain suffered. Thus the pain shows you that you are ultimately the
knower, who is the real subject.
Therefore the world only helps you to know yourself. Evidently, the world was cre-
ated in order to prove you.

918. W HAT ARE OBSTACLES TO SPIRITUALITY AND HOW TO REMOVE THEM ?

The thought that some things are obstacles is the first obstacle to you. The best way to
remove them is to look straight at them and examine them. What you consider an
obstacle consists of the material part and the Consciousness or Reality part. Direct
your attention to the Reality part alone and ignore the material part. Then the thing
ceases to be an obstacle and becomes a help instead.

1273. O BSTACLE MADE A MEANS

Body, senses and mind are supposed to be the clothing of the real Self within. The
clothing is here emphasized, thus losing sight of the Self. But, through a spiritual
outlook, the position is reversed; and the very same clothes are made a help to visual-
ize the Self within.
The way to achieve this is to make the clothings of the Self as thin as possible, so as
to see through them. Or, in other words, make the body, senses and mind function in
such a manner that you can see through them. Then your attention is caught by the
Self within; the mind and senses lose their significance as obstacles and become mere
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 Opposites

555. S IGNIFICANCE OF OPPOSITES

In the direct approach, understanding that each object is directly connected only to the
background, you easily reach the Absolute by transcending the objectivity of that one
thing alone. Here, no opposite comes in to trouble you. That opposite is only another
object through which also you can reach the same background.

559. T HE CONCEPTION OF OPPOSITES

It does not come in, even in our ordinary statements. We bring in the idea of the
opposite only subsequently, by way of interpretation or explanation to establish the
first statement.

1371. H OW DO THE OPPOSITES MEET AND WHERE ?

The opposites meet in the background. You must transcend both passivity and activ-
ity, in order to understand the Truth. Having first understood the Truth from the Guru,
you can again visualize it whenever you want, either by extreme passivity or by
extreme activity. But without first having that understanding, no kind of activity or
inactivity can be of any avail to you.

1131. I F C ONSCIOUSNESS IS BEYOND OPPOSITES , HOW CAN IT BE KNOWN ?

How do you know the opposites? Certainly not through the opposites themselves. Can
that principle which knows opposites have any opposite? No. That is Consciousness,
pure.
Consciousness or Happiness is that which never ceases to be. Opposites are always
limited by time, and so cease to be. Therefore Consciousness or Happiness is beyond
all opposites.
The teacher and the disciple both stand depersonalized when the Truth is ex-
pounded by the teacher and understood by the disciple.

Paradoxes

46. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ WATER DOES NOT FLOW ’?

Water as water, or as the element water, is both in the flowing water as well as in the
stagnant water. So the flowing-ness or the stagnancy does not go into the make of
water. Therefore, water does not flow, nor does it stagnate.
Similarly, the ‘I’-principle is both in activity and in inactivity. Therefore it is nei-
ther active nor inactive. The ‘I’-principle shines unchanged: before, during and after
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 This method, of understanding the objective world and the ‘I’, not only establishes
one’s self in the right centre, but also destroys the samskaras [driven conditionings]
relating to them.

572. W HEN I SAY I WALK , IT REALLY MEANS I AM NOT WALKING .

An activity is a deviation from the normal state. When I say I walk, I mean it as an
activity opposed to my normal state of non-walking. Walking is only something
which comes and goes, while I am by nature non-walking or changeless. You admit
you have not changed by merely walking. Walking refers to my nature which is non-
walking. Thus every activity shows I am not that.
Every activity appears and disappears in me. I am changeless, and activity is inces-
sant change. So I cannot be an activity as it is.
This ‘I’ has to be emphasized in the present tense just before every activity. The ‘I’
has to be in every activity but it is there only as the silent witness. If I am in every-
thing which is diversity, it can only be by my being that unity itself.

Paths to Truth – the direct method

(vicara-marga)

427. W HAT IS VICARA - MARGA ?

Vicara-marga is the method in which the disciple is directly shown the right Absolute,
and the only effort the disciple is called upon to make is to establish himself in that
Absolute.

1281. W HAT IS ‘ VICARA ’ – ‘ DISCRIMINATION ’?

It is a peculiar kind of activity, but not ‘thought’ as it might seem to be. Its purpose is
removal of untruth (body, senses and mind) by arguments. What is left over is the real
Self (absolute Truth) as the real background.

633. V ICARA - MARGA OR THE DIRECT PERCEPTION METHOD

This is the rationalistic exposition and establishment of Truth, put through the higher
reason alone.
Spiritual ‘vicara’ creates sattvic samskaras [purifying inclinations] which are dou-
bly strong. They destroy the worldly samskaras and at the same time themselves
become stronger and stronger. When the worldly samskaras are thus obliterated, the
spiritual samskaras also disappear and stand transformed as the background Con-
sciousness.
Examining deep sleep more closely, it is found to be no state at all. The dream and
waking states are only appearances on deep sleep.
It is in and through Me that all activities take place. But all the mischief is created
by the attempt to objectify that non-doer Self and its experiences, exactly as we do
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71. T HE DIRECT METHOD EXPLAINED
1. By examination of the subjective element in man, from the body backwards to the
‘I’-principle, it is proved to be pure Knowledge or Consciousness itself.
2. Similarly examining the gross objective world, it is found that since the gross
object cannot exist even for a moment apart from the perception concerned, the
object is clearly the perception itself.
Similarly, taking one’s stand in the mind and examining perceptions, it is found
that perceptions are nothing but thoughts.
Lastly, examining thoughts and feelings, by the use of vidya-vritti or the ‘func-
tioning Consciousness’, it is found that they are Consciousness itself, the ultimate
subject.
Thus both subjective and objective worlds, when properly analysed, are reduced into
the Ultimate – which is neither subject nor object. To know this beyond all doubt, and
to establish oneself there, is the direct method.

165. V ICARA - MARGA ( THE DIRECT PERCEPTION METHOD )

Of the different Upanishads, dealing with the different paths to attain the Absolute,
the Aitareya Upanishad deals with the vicara-marga or direct perception method in
particular.
This path takes you straight to the Truth. Looking from there, you see the world of
mind and senses to be non-existent as such. One who has taken to this path and
reached the goal does not stand in need of any independent explanation of ordinary
worldly problems like desire, feelings, etc. They are all solved.
But for those who take to other paths, like yoga or devotion, the world of thoughts,
feelings and perceptions – as also the gross world – have to be explained.

473. W HY DID S HANKARA NOT EXPOUND A DVAITA IN THE DIRECT METHOD ?

The shastras [traditional texts], in the days of Shankara, had such a strong hold upon
the people that no other method of approach, however direct, could attract or captivate
their imagination. Therefore Shri Shankara had, by force of circumstances, to adopt
the laborious method of expounding the advaitic Truth through the shastraic or tradi-
tional method.
But now, centuries after Shankara, people’s blind faith in the shastras has disap-
peared and they are obliged to rely upon their reason alone. The present conditions are
best suited for the adoption of the direct perception method, and the best use is made
of this opportunity here and now.

1081. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF VICARA ?

Vicara begins with a course of uncompromising arguments within yourself to prove
and affirm that you are not the body, senses or the mind, and that even when all these
are changing in the course of the three states, you alone stand changeless as the
background, knowing the apparent changes. When the argument goes home, the
objects drop away, one by one, until at last you stand alone in your own glory as the
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known and you stand as that knowledge, pure. This is, in short, the course of Atma-
vicara [Self-enquiry].

1361. I S ‘ VICARA ’ THINKING ABOUT THE T RUTH ?

No. It is entirely different. ‘Vicara’ is a relentless enquiry into the truth of the Self and
the world, utilizing only higher reason and right discrimination. It is not thinking at
all.
You come to ‘know’ the meaning and the goal of vicara only on listening to the
words of the Guru. But subsequently, you take to that very same knowing, over and
over again. That is no thinking at all. This additional effort is necessary in order to
destroy samskaras [residual inclinations]. When the possessive identification with
samskaras no longer occurs, you may be said to have transcended them.
You cannot think about anything you do not know. Therefore thinking about the
Truth is not possible till you visualize it for the first time. Then you understand that
Truth can never be made the object of thought, since it is in a different plane. Thus,
thinking about the Truth is never possible. The expression only means knowing, over
and over again, the Truth already known.

Paths to Truth – traditional

63. T HE LIMITATIONS OF THE ACCEPTED PATHS

In our search for Truth, beginning with an examination of the world before us, we use
as our instrument the faculty of reason. This reason can well be divided into two. One
is lower reason, which is exercised by the mind in examining the mutual relationship
of objects, from intellect down to the gross world. The other is higher reason or
transcendental reason, which is exercised in examining the mind and its objects –
gross or subtle – with a view to discover their real content.
There are usually three accepted paths to the Truth. They are the paths of devotion,
yoga and jnyana [knowledge]. Of these three, devotion and yoga deal only with
relative things falling within the sphere of the mind and sense organs, taking into
consideration only experiences in the waking state. Their findings, therefore, can only
be partial and incomplete.
The jnyana path looks from a broader perspective and comprehends within its scope
both yoga and devotion. It takes into consideration the whole of life’s experiences –
comprised in the three states – viewed impartially. It demands a high degree of real
devotion, in the sense that the aspirant has to have a high degree of earnestness and
sincerity to get to the Truth. This is real devotion, to Truth; and it is infinitely superior
to devotion to anything else, which can only be less than the Truth.
The yogin controls, sharpens and expands the mind to its maximum possibilities,
attaining samadhi and powers (or siddhis) on the way. But in the case of those who
follow the jnyana path, the mind is analysed impartially and minutely; and proved to
be nothing other than pure Consciousness itself, beyond which there is no further
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 So it is through jnyana alone that Truth can be visualized, while yoga and devotion
only prepare the ground for it.

474. W HAT ARE THE PATHS TO REALIZATION ?

According to the traditional method, they are mainly bhakti [devotion], yoga [medita-
tion] and jnyana [knowledge]. Each of these paths, though dominated by one particu-
lar aspect and approach, happily has something of the other two also in it.
Take for example, the raja-yoga path. Let us analyse its composition. Why does
one take to this laborious practice? Evidently for the pleasure and powers one expects
out of it. This desire for Happiness is the function of the heart, and is nothing but
bhakti for your real nature of Happiness. The discriminative faculty and the reasoning
aspect, much emphasized in the course of this path, is but the jnyana aspect. And the
active contemplation and other exercises form the preponderating yogic element. Thus
all the three paths have their proper place in raja-yoga.
It is the same with the other two paths also. Therefore none of these paths is exclu-
sive or watertight.

601. T HE PATH OF THE ‘I’- THOUGHT

The ordinary man has the deep samskara [inclination] ingrained in him that he is the
body and that it is very, very insignificant, compared to the vast universe. Therefore
the only possible mistake you are likely to be led into, while taking to the ‘I’-thought,
is the habitual samskara of the smallness attached to the ‘I’.
This mistake is transcended by the contemplation of the aphorism ‘Aham brah-
masmi.’ Brahman is the biggest imaginable conception of the human mind. The
conception of bigness no doubt removes the idea of smallness. But the idea of big-
ness, which is also a limitation, remains over.
Ultimately, this idea of bigness has also to be removed by contemplating another
aphorism: ‘Prajnyanam asmi.’ (‘I am Consciousness.’) Consciousness can never be
considered to be either big or small. So you are automatically lifted beyond all oppo-
sites.

Paths to Truth – traditional and direct

1136. W HAT IS THE JNYANA [ KNOWLEDGE ] PATH TO T RUTH ?

It consists of both the traditional path and the direct path. According to the traditional
path, a jnyana sadhaka [aspirant], directed by a Jnyanin (Karana-guru), has to pass
through four definite stages in regular order:
1. ‘To know it.’ From the lips of the Guru.
2. ‘To enjoy it’, By dint of
3. ‘To become it’, and personal
4. ‘To be it’. effort.

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This method is built upon the samskara [conditioning] of duality, so that the teaching
lasts even after ‘being it.’ This trace of duality has yet to be transcended, in order to
get to the ultimate Truth.
But according to the direct path to the Truth, Non-duality is emphasized at the very
start, proving that there is nothing other than knowledge. The samskara of duality
immediately disappears. Thus, ‘to know it’ is ‘to be it’; and so there is, practically,
only one step to the ultimate Truth.

478. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE APPROACHES TO THE T RUTH ,

U PANISHADIC AND DIRECT ?
All Upanishadic methods try to eliminate you from the anatma [non-self], and to
establish you in the Atma [Self].
But here, according to the direct method, you are shown that you can never get
away either from your own shadow or from your reality. You are only asked to look
deep into what you call anatma, and see beyond the shadow of a doubt that it is
nothing but Atma – the Reality.

266. H OW IS T RUTH EXPERIENCED ?

According to the traditional [or cosmological] path, it is believed that the Truth dawns
upon the sadhaka [spiritual aspirant] as a mark of divine grace, after a prolonged
practice of manana and nididhyasana, after first hearing the Truth from the Guru.
But under a Guru who has established himself in the natural state and adopts the
direct path to the Truth, it is quite different. He is Truth itself and knows the Truth. He
stands in need of no grace from elsewhere to lead his disciple to the Truth. He knows
well how to tell the disciple what the Truth is and can safely take him direct to it, here
and now.
But the disciple has of course to make some effort after that – to establish himself
in the Truth thus realized, and reach the natural state.
arthad arthantaram yati citte madhye tu yasthitih
nirastamanana casau svarupa-sthiti rucyate
Yoga-vasishtha [unverified]
Means: Between two thoughts I am in my real nature. To be deeply convinced of it is
alone needed to establish you in the Absolute.

1019. M ETHODS OF S ELF - REALIZATION – ( COSMOLOGICAL AND DIRECT )

The cosmological method consists of three distinct stages:
1. Shravana – listening to the Truth from the lips of the Guru.
2. Manana – thinking over it with concentrated attention over and over again.
3. Nididhyasana – thinking profoundly about that Truth with the aid of reason.
This last exercise leads you to a state called nirvikalpa samadhi, where the mind
remains in a state of stillness, and you stand as witness of everything. By getting
accustomed to this state, by dint of the prolonged practice of samadhi, one day the
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(I am Consciousness), bears fruit and you realize your real nature of Consciousness.
This is Self-realization.
Direct method: You listen to the Truth from the lips of the Guru, and you visualize
your real nature the ‘Truth’ then and there. Then you are asked to cling on to the
Truth so visualized, either by listening to the Guru as often as possible, or by repeat-
ing the same or other arguments to prove your real nature, over and over again. This
last course is also another form of listening to the Guru; and it takes you, without fail,
to that very same experience you had at first. Therefore listen, listen, listen to the
Guru. This is the direct method.

1030. M ETHODS FOR S ELF - REALIZATION

The methods usually adopted for Self-realization are of two kinds:
1. The absorption process (the traditional method).
2. The separation process (the direct method).
The yogically minded jnyanins usually adopt the first method – that of absorption.
Here you try to purify the mind and make it more and more sattvic, until at last you
make it fit to be absorbed into your own Self. There is still another application of the
process of absorption. The object is at a distance. You bring it nearer by seeing. You
bring it still nearer by loving. Lastly, by knowing, you absorb it into you.
The real jnyanins adopt the second method – that of separation. The ordinary man’s
self is a crude mixture of the real Self with a lot of accretions, viz., body, senses and
mind. By proving, with the aid of reason and your own experiences, that you are not
the body, senses or mind. Shown thus standing separate from all these, you remain in
your real Self. According to this process, everything – from the intellect down to the
body and the world – become objects to be separated from you.

1199. T HE TRADITIONAL COURSE OF REALIZATION , INTERPRETED IN THE LIGHT

OF THE DIRECT METHOD

The traditional course of realization is through shruti, yukti and anubhava. This may
cosmologically be termed shravana [listening], manana [thinking] and nididhyasana
[reflecting deeply]. But in the light of the direct method they may be interpreted to
mean:
1. Shruti: Listening to the words of the Guru, about Truth.
2. Yukti: Thinking, with the aid of intellect and reason, over the Truth so expounded.
3. Anubhava: Thinking profoundly, in the light of higher reason, about the Truth as
one’s own real nature – till the Truth descends deep into one’s own being, as expe-
rience.
According to this method, the ultimate test of realization is whether the higher reason
endorses your experience as true. If it does, realization is complete.

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1359. H OW IS THE COSMOLOGICAL OR TRADITIONAL PATH OF JNYANA DIFFERENT
FROM THE DIRECT PATH ?

In the direct path (also called vicara-marga), if the aspirant is found to be tolerably
sincere and earnest to get to the Truth, he is accepted as a disciple by the Karana-guru.
Then the whole Truth is expounded to him; and the aspirant, who listens to the talks
of the Guru with rapt attention, is made to visualize the Truth then and there.
Having secured the strongest certitude and affirmation from his own ‘Being’, re-
garding the correctness and intensity of his experience of Truth, he is asked to cling
on to it in his own way. This clinging on, in due course, makes his own real nature of
Truth more and more familiar to himself; and thus he gets gradually established in the
Reality. There is nothing that can be an obstacle to him, at any stage.
But the case of the aspirant following the traditional or cosmological path to the
Truth is quite different. After a long and arduous course of preliminary exercises, the
Guru one day explains the meaning of the aphorism ‘Tat tvam asi’, and proves that
the substance of the individual and of the cosmos is one and the same. But this
knowledge remains with the aspirant only as indirect (paroksha) or objective knowl-
edge. In order to make this knowledge direct and to experience the Truth, he has to
continue his efforts for very many years, by way of contemplating on three further
aphorisms, one after the other, each for a different purpose.
The main difficulties in the indirect experience of Truth (as ‘Tat tvam asi’, meaning
kutastha and brahman are one) are:
1. The distance and strangeness of brahman;
2. The smallness of kutastha or ‘I’ as usually understood; and
3. The bigness of brahman, which is also a limitation.
Remedies: By deeply contemplating on the aphorism ‘Aham brahmasmi’, brahman is
brought into immediate and intimate contact with the ‘I’.
Next, by contemplating on the aphorism ‘Brahmaivaham asmi’, the sense of small-
ness usually attributed to the ‘I’ is sought to be removed.
Lastly, by contemplating on the aphorism ‘Prajñanam brahma’ the sense of bigness
(the natural corollary of the concept of brahman) is also eliminated, leaving the Self
as Atma, the ultimate ‘I’-principle.
There is a contrast here with the direct method, where it is expounded at the very
outset that ‘I am Consciousness’ (corresponding to the meaning of the last aphorism
in the cosmological path). This does not leave any room for any subsidiary problem,
and the aspirant visualizes the real nature of the self instantaneously. He has only to
cling on to that experience, in order to get established in it.

1208. A LL INDIRECT PATHS TO THE T RUTH ULTIMATELY COME ROUND TO THE

DIRECT PATH .

Innumerable paths have been adopted, from time immemorial, for the attainment of
Truth; and Sages who came out that way had also been not few. The path adopted by
the majority was cosmological.
Whatever sadhana [discipline] one might adopt in the beginning, actual visualiza-
tion is possible only through the direct method represented in the aphorism ‘Prajny-
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 This aphorism is taken up by the cosmological approaches only at the very last
stage, after other aphorisms have been exhausted.
But the direct method is based upon the truth of this vital aphorism, and the aspirant
assimilates it even at the initial stage of his sadhana. Therefore, his visualization is
complete, the moment he listens to the Truth from the lips of the Guru.

Peace

850. W HY DOES MAN GO TO WAR ?

Because there is war already inside him. He has not found subjective Peace and so
cannot escape from either war within him or the war without, which is a corollary of
the former.
So, try to attenuate your ego and find permanent Peace within you. Then alone will
you be able to transcend all war outside.

852. H OW TO DECIDE MY CONDUCT UNDER PERPLEXING SITUATIONS ?

Examine first what reigns in you, in the situation. If it is Peace, yield. If it is coward-
ice, well, stand up and fight. Kill your enemy (subjectively, the desire first; and then
the objective enemy next, if needs be). The fight within you is between Peace on one
side, and the different feelings, thoughts and emotions on the other side.

10. ‘M IND AS MIND KNOWS NO PEACE , AND MIND AT PEACE IS NO MIND AT ALL .’
The most universal of all desires in man is unequivocally expressed in the spontane-
ous statement made by all alike: ‘I want peace of mind’. It means that the activity of
the mind is never our ultimate goal. Examining this statement closely and impartially,
we find that Peace is the real goal of man’s desire.
But in his utter inability to extricate himself from the clutches of the mind, he links
the mind also to that desire for absolute Peace, and claims himself to be the enjoyer.
But alas, when the mind, freed from all its activities, comes into contact with the
Peace it desired, it finds itself merged and lost in that peace, thus returning to its real
nature.
Therefore, it is one’s own real nature that everybody seeks, knowingly or unknow-
ingly.

Perception and percept

571. P ERCEPTION AND THE ‘I’

Perception is composed of the lighting up by the ‘I’-principle plus the objective part
of the perception. Take for example ‘seeing’. The seeing cannot exist in an unmani-
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 But the ‘I’-principle does exist as unmanifested both before and after the activity,
and the very same ‘I’ is manifested in the seeing as well. Therefore, the object is the
manifestation of the ‘I’ alone, and not of the senses.

4. W HAT IS THE NATURE AND OBJECT OF PERCEPTION ?

A Jnyanin [Sage] perceives the Absolute, diversified as objects.
Ignorant men, identifying themselves with gross body, perceive gross objects. Oth-
ers, standing as mind, perceive only subtle objects. Jnyanins, standing as Conscious-
ness, perceive only Consciousness.

1278. W HAT IS THE TRUTH OF PERCEPTION ?

I am Atma, the self-luminous Consciousness. It may be said that I first manifest
myself as objectless Consciousness, by my own nature or self-luminosity.
It is this objectless Consciousness that expresses itself as an idea or sensual object;
and you say you perceive it. But when the so called perception takes place, the appar-
ent object loses its limitations; and its content, Consciousness, stands as the objectless
Self.
Therefore, it is nothing but the Self that you perceive.

252. S ENSES COMPARED TO COLOURED SPECTACLES

The only thing needed is for you to remove the coloured spectacles of your senses and
mind. And then you will see the Reality, in all its nakedness and its full glory.

1269. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU SEE AN OBJECT ?

First, you see form. This belongs to the field of percepts, which is the outcome
of the senses.
Next, you join it on to innumerable concepts, which belong to the realm of the
mind.
Lastly, you attribute a permanence to it which belongs to your own Self and is
denoted by the ‘It’ in relation to all objects.
All these together go to make the so called object. But when you emphasize the ‘It’
which was always there – all through – the other two naturally disappear; and the ‘It’,
which was so long unknown, now becomes known in the real sense.

100. W HAT DO YOU SEE ?

I see the ‘seeing’ – or ‘form’, which is only a synonym for seeing. Likewise, sound is
only a synonym for hearing. I hear the hearing or sound. But these – seeing, hearing,
touching, tasting and smelling – can never become the objects of seeing, hearing etc.
Therefore, you do not see anything, you do not hear anything, you do not touch
anything, you do not taste anything, you do not smell anything.
Form can never exist independently of seeing – even in thought, for thought is only
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outside the body, but also not outside the seeing or not separate from seeing. When
understood as such, perception ceases to have any meaning whatsoever.
The realist philosophy built upon the reality of gross objects and the idealist phi-
losophy built upon the reality of mind (thoughts or ideas) both crumble before this
argument. So there is only perception, without its corresponding object. But a percep-
tion, thought or feeling without the taint of any object is pure knowledge or the Real-
ity itself. Therefore, even when you see an object, you really see only yourself.
Abstract thinking is impossible without bringing in some concrete object or other,
in order to support it. But this rule has two exceptions, when abstract thinking is
possible – i.e. when you take the thoughts:
1. ‘I am pure Consciousness.’
2. ‘I exist.’
If you try to concentrate upon either of these two, you will find that before long your
thought itself expires, leaving you at your real centre in Consciousness pure. Even in
the case of these two thoughts, you should never allow the thought to become concre-
tized in any form. You should only transcend all limitations by allowing that thought-
form to expire. This leads you on to the ‘I’, which is always anubhava-sphurana [self-
luminous experience].

1429. W HAT IS A PERCEPT ?

First answer: No percept really exists – either in the present, the past or the future. A
percept is the result of perception and it cannot exist independent of perception.
Therefore there cannot be a percept either before or after perception.
Perception goes into the make of the percept itself. Therefore, if you attempt to per-
ceive the percept, the perception part of the percept has to be withdrawn and placed
outside it, in order to perceive it. But when the perception part is thus withdrawn, the
percept crumbles and disappears. Thus there is no percept during the perception also.
It is the perception itself appearing as the percept, for the time being.
Therefore ‘percept’ is a misnomer. There is only perception. And perception being
dependent upon Consciousness for its very existence, it is nothing but consciousness.
Similarly, Consciousness itself appears as an idea; and when Consciousness tries to
perceive the idea, the idea disappears and Consciousness alone remains over. There-
fore, all is Consciousness.
A shorter approach: A percept is nothing but the object and is representative of the
whole world. Perception goes into the make of the percept, and therefore the percept
is perception itself.
Consciousness goes into the make of perception, and therefore perception is Con-
sciousness itself.
Similarly, Consciousness goes into the make of the idea, and therefore idea is Con-
sciousness itself.
Therefore the world, gross as well as subtle, is nothing but Consciousness.

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 Personal and impersonal

626. P ERSONAL AND IMPERSONAL

You are the personal, when you are conscious of anything.
You are the impersonal, when you are Consciousness itself.

671. S PIRITUAL LARCENY

The personal in man usurping what really belongs to the impersonal is called ‘ego’. It
is a kind of ‘spiritual larceny’.

823. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN PERCEIVING THE PERSONAL AND THE
IMPERSONAL ?

In principle, both are the same. You perceive both by becoming that for the time
being.
You direct your attention to the impersonal and you stand as that impersonal.
But for perceiving the personal or objects, you also use the instruments of the sense
organs and mind. You concentrate your mind (the apparent ‘I’) upon that object, and
as a result you stand as that object for the time being. So much so that when I am
there as the object, I am not here in the body.

1161. S EE THE IMPERSONAL IN AND BEHIND THE PERSONAL .

The personal can never know either the impersonal or even the personal. It is the
impersonal, standing behind the personal, that enables it to know anything, even in the
ordinary sense. Try to see that impersonal, even in the personal, and that will resolve
all phenomenal problems. If the ego dies and still the speech continues, what speaks?
Certainly the self-luminous Self, not the ego.
When you hear a sentence, what is it that connects the words which are already
past? Only the Self. Therefore, see that Self through words, speech, act, etc. This
exercise alone will in due course establish you in the ultimate Truth, the real Self.

Perspective

684. C RAZE TO IMPROVE THE WORLD

Question: Looking around, we see individuals, communities and governments making
herculean efforts to improve the world. Is this all in vain?
Answer: The question itself is spiritually ill-conceived and illogical. The question
admits that you look out through your senses and see a sense world which is imper-
fect. You want to make it perfect by work which is also outside yourself.
Your sense world is inseparably connected with you through your senses. The ap-
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ceived the world. Apply the remedy at the source and perfect your perspective first.
When you become perfect, your perspective also becomes perfect, and simultaneously
the world of your perception will also appear perfect.
When you look through the senses, gross objects alone appear; when you look
through your mind, thoughts or feelings alone appear; and when you look through
Consciousness which is perfect, Consciousness alone appears and that is perfect.

167. S UBJECTIVE TRANSFORMATION AND ADJUSTMENT OF PERSPECTIVE ALONE

NEEDED

The worlds appearing in different states are different from one another. As you
change, the worlds change also.
Standing limited by the body and mind, if you try to change the world so as to make
it beautiful or enjoyable to your mental satisfaction, it will be all in vain. The world
will remain only as it is.
But if you change your stand or perspective and identify yourself with the real ‘I’-
principle, the world also changes; not as beautiful or enjoyable, but as Beauty and
Happiness themselves being one with the ‘I’-principle.
So correct your inner perspective alone and you shall be free for ever and happy, in
whatever world you are. This is possible only by realizing the Truth, in all its aspects.

1198. T HE DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES TOWARDS THE WORLD

1. The scientist identifies himself with the physical body, and so deals with objects
and their relationship with each other.
2. The yogin and the mystic identify themselves with the mind, as ideas or ideals
which are only subtle objects, and visualize them accordingly.
3. The vedantin identifies himself with Consciousness, which is his own real nature,
and sees everything as Consciousness.

1206. P ERSPECTIVES CONTRADICTORY

Man moves indiscriminately between the sensuous, mental and conscious planes. An
ignorant man holds that he is the body supporting the mind within, and that the mind
supports the Atma still within. But the spiritual aspirant’s position is exactly the
opposite. He believes that Atma holds the mind and that the mind holds the body. A
spiritual aspirant must fix his stand firmly before starting on an enquiry, to make sure
that his findings are reasonable and correct.

1329. H OW TO SEE THINGS IN THE RIGHT PERSPECTIVE ?

Suppose you see this stool. The following activities take place there:
1. The sense organs supply the form.
2. The mind supplies concepts or ideas.
3. The Self supplies the sense of Reality.
Of these three, the first and second items are disconnected and get connection only
through the third, the Self. So, to see through the changeless Self is the right perspec-

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tive. If you see through either of the first two items, which are changing, you cannot
come to any definite conclusion.
The first is in space, the second is in time, and the third is beyond. So through the
first two items, you come progressively closer; and in the third, you become one with
your own Self – the Truth.

Pleasure and pain

174. P LEASURE AND PAIN , THOUGH MY EXPERIENCES , DO NOT AFFECT ME . H OW ?

I feel pleasure at one moment and pain at another. But I am changeless all along. Thus
my pleasure and pain do not go into my real nature. So how can they affect me?

1315. H OW TO ROOT OUT PAIN ?

Question: Though I have been told that I am not the body, senses or mind, I am not
able to escape from or forget suffering when it comes?
Answer: Evidently, you want to replace pain by pleasure. The truth is that both these
are illusions, and that you stand as that Truth even when pleasure and pain come and
go. It is not removal or forgetting the pain that is sought, but only the right knowledge
that pain and pleasure are nothing other than your real nature – Consciousness. There-
fore, you are not affected by whatever may come.

229. T HERE IS HAPPINESS EVEN IN MISERY , OR ANY OTHER FEELING . H OW CAN

THIS BE PROVED ?

You have necessarily to discard all objects before experiencing Happiness. The
objective world must disappear for Happiness to come into being, and it must appear
for misery to do so. When misery is divested of all objects, it gets transformed into
Happiness itself.
Similarly, when seeing is divested of form, it gets reduced to pure Knowledge or
Consciousness.

131. P AIN AND PLEASURE

Pain and pleasure are the obverse and the reverse of the same coin, and they actually
beget each other. The more you suffer, the more you enjoy afterwards; and vice versa.
If your hunger or thirst has been very sharp, which is unmixed pain, your subsequent
enjoyment of pleasure at a sumptuous meal will also be proportionately intense. You
can never accept or reject any one phase of it alone.
But the moment you understand the source of it all to be your own self or real na-
ture, every pleasure or pain you feel becomes yourself, losing the characteristic of
pleasure or pain. And then eternal peace prevails.

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593. H APPINESS , MISERY AND THE ‘I’- PRINCIPLE
Misery depends upon diversity or objects for its very existence, and very often it
bursts out into vociferous violence.
Happiness depends only upon the one Reality, the ‘I’-principle. When the jiva [per-
sonal ego] is in a state of Happiness (not pleasure) he is touching the background
unawares. And when he is in misery, he is in unmistakable duality.
When you say ‘I am miserable’, it means I am misery, or that misery has come
upon me or merged into me, or that I am the svarupa [true nature] of misery. But
misery cannot be my svarupa.
When you say ‘I am happy’, it means I am Happiness or that I am the svarupa of
Happiness. But in this case the opposite is also true, that is to say Happiness is my
svarupa.

1401. C AN THERE BE ANY RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN MISERY AND HAPPINESS ?

Misery as such is purely man-made. It is born and maintained in dvaita (duality)
alone.
Happiness is Advaita, and is natural to man.
Duality is never experienced by anyone, because no two things can be experienced
simultaneously. Misery is duality, and is therefore an illusion. But Non-duality is
brought in to enjoy misery.
Consciousness itself appears as ‘perception’. You think of it as separate from Con-
sciousness and give it the different name ‘perception’. But no, it is Consciousness
itself. Even this perception – considered independent of the perceiver and the percept
– is no perception at all, but Consciousness itself.
This process can be shortened further. The intermediary steps can be dispensed
with, and the knower and the object alone taken into consideration. The object can
never exist independent of the knower, consciousness; and it is therefore Conscious-
ness itself.

1419. I KNOW I AM HAPPINESS AND C ONSCIOUSNESS ; STILL I AM SOMETIMES

MISERABLE . W HY ?

Gurunathan: Which ‘I’ is Consciousness or Peace?

Disciple: The real ‘I’-principle, Atma.
G: Is that ‘I’ ever miserable?
D: No. Not at all.
G: If somebody else (for example the usurper ‘I’) is miserable, why should you, the
real ‘I’, be worried?
Now listen. I will explain your confusion. The ego is sometimes miserable, because
it desires to enjoy transitory sensual pleasures and at the same time to avoid their
opposite, misery, the inseparable counterpart of pleasure. That is impossible.
Pleasure and pain are the obverse and the reverse of the same coin. You cannot
choose one side alone. Either you accept both together or reject both together.

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190. H APPINESS AND MISERY COMPARED
Misery is caused and sustained only by the incessant remembrance of the objects
connected with it. Happiness also may appear to have a sense object, at the beginning.
But the sense object as well as the thought of it will both disappear entirely when
happiness dawns; while the continuance of both these are necessary for misery.
Thus, when happiness dawns, you are drawn into your real nature, where sense ob-
jects and thoughts have no place. So, if you want misery, you must go out of your
nature; and if you want happiness, come back to it.

Practice

1021. W HAT IS PRACTICAL ?

The term ‘practical’ literally means that which is concerned with practice. By practice
we mean habitual action. So ‘practical’, in the ordinary sense, involves body or mind.
But practical and impractical both depend for their very existence upon the funda-
mental Truth involved in the statement or experience: ‘I know I am.’ It is an assertion
of the fact that I exist. Is there any mind or sense involved in this? No. It is pure
experience or direct knowledge. It is more real and so more practical, if by ‘practical’
you mean real.

1323. T HEORY AND PRACTICE

Theory is speculative thought or mere supposition existing only in the realm of the
mind, so as to explain something in the phenomenal.
Practice is that which brings thoughts to the body level.
Truth is beyond practice and theory. To bring down the ‘I’-principle to the mental
level as theory, and still further to the body level is absurd. You learn swimming from
theory in books. It is only he to whom body is all important that wants practice and
depends upon theories. It is the ignorant man that does so.
If you begin to theorize or practice Truth, it ceases to be the Truth as such. Is ‘I am’
a theory? What is more immediate and intimate to you than ‘I am’? So it is beyond
theory and practice. ‘I am jiva [a living person]’ is theory. ‘I am body’ is practical to
the layman.
To apply theory and practice to ‘Truth’, upon which they themselves depend for
their very existence, is absurd. Don’t follow the line of error, by reversing the process
of the line of Truth. Body is comprehended by mind and mind is comprehended by
Self, in the Jnyanin. In the ignorant man, body holds mind and mind holds Self.
Even thinking or meditation distances the ‘I’ from you. So you are asked only to
repeat what you are, and not to think or meditate. The knowledge of the ‘I’-principle
is experiential knowledge, and even ‘Consciousness’ may be called theory.

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 Prakriyas (methods of enquiry)

1228. P RAKRIYAS ( PROCESSES OR METHODS ) AND THEIR USE

Innumerable prakriyas have been prescribed in the shastras [texts], to help aspirants to
the Truth. The indiscriminate use or comparison or mixing up of prakriyas is strictly
prohibited. Acaryas [authentic teachers] declare unequivocally that any one prakriya,
which suits the temperament and capacity of the person concerned, is enough to lift
him up to the ultimate Truth.

681. W HY IS NOT THE SAME PRAKRIYA APPLICABLE TO ALL ASPIRANTS ?

Different people attribute different meanings to the word ‘I’. This is because differ-
ences of temperament and perspective place them at different levels of understanding.
Some persons take ‘I’ to denote the ego, a psycho-physical organism. The ‘I’ of this
way of thinking must be removed in order to reach the Ultimate.
But in the case of some others, the ‘I’ is used only to denote the witness. In their
case, the ‘I’ need not be removed at all. For them, it is enough if the witnessed is
separated from the witness ‘I’. Then the ‘I’ stands alone as the witness, and the wit-
nessed is no longer in the witness. Therefore even the term ‘witness’ becomes mean-
ingless and the ‘I’ stands as the Ultimate in all its glory.
For these two different types of aspirants, different prakriyas are inevitable. There
are many other types also, who need still different prakriyas.

Problem

1348. W HAT ARE PROBLEMS , THEIR SOURCE AND REMEDY ?

It is you (the ego) who create your own problems, and you yourself in turn get entan-
gled in them. The teacher (the Guru) has only to draw your attention to that principle
which created the problems, and immediately the creator and the created both vanish.
Then you stand by yourself alone – free from all problems, and for ever.

467. W HAT IS THE BEST WAY OF APPROACHING A PROBLEM FOR AN ULTIMATE

SOLUTION ?

It is best to take your stand, at least in idea, in the deep sleep state and see if the
problem arises there. No, the problem does not appear there.
Therefore, all problems are the products of body, senses and mind, and disappear
with them. They do not concern you at all.

549. P ROBLEMS AND THE PRIORITY OF CONSIDERATION BETWEEN THEM

Problems are of two kinds, fundamental and auxiliary. The ignorant man never con-
cerns himself with the fundamental problem, but is engrossed only with the auxiliary
ones and gets lost amongst them.

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 The fundamental problem is the identity of the jiva [living person] with the body
and mind. All other problems hang upon this central problem. None but the advaitin
[non-dualist] dares to analyse this jiva principle directly. He successfully eliminates
the material part as unreal, from the crude mixture which is the jiva; and he stands
identified with the self-luminous life principle in it, which is Atma itself.
Others who follow various other paths also progress to some extent, but do not
reach the ultimate Truth. This is because their approach is purely objective.
Therefore, he who wants to solve his problems completely and for ever must face
this fundamental problem first. When that is solved, you will find that all other prob-
lems vanish, like mist before the sun.

665. I S THERE ANY SPIRITUAL VALUE IN FACING A PHENOMENAL PROBLEM ?

The world is a bundle of knotty problems and life is an incessant fight to overcome
them. The fight against each problem has two distinct aspects.
1. The effort to solve the problem, and
2. The solution itself.
It has to be understood that a sincere and consistent effort at solving the problem
helps one much more than the solution itself. This effort successfully develops in one
a genuine spirit of self-reliance, which alone helps one to reach the ultimate Truth.
For example, look at the famous ‘Carvaka’ who is honoured as a rishi [seer] in
Hindu shastras [texts]. He denied God and religion outright. He was sincere and
earnest all through his striving, though he erred in his conclusions for other reasons. It
was purely out of honest respect for his sincerity that he was honoured as a rishi.
It is rightly said: ‘A sincere atheist is much nearer the Truth than a superstitious
bhakta [devotee].’

706. H OW TO FACE ANY PROBLEM ?

The appearance of questions, after one has visualized the Truth, is only the futile
attempt of the ego to postpone the imminent date of its own extinction.
Your real nature has been proved to you beyond doubt. See if any problem disturbs
your centre, and then alone try to solve it.
When a problem arises, even on the phenomenal level, direct your attention to the
‘problem’ and lose yourself in the problem. Then you will find that the result will be
not the merging of yourself in the pain or problem as usual, but the merging of the
problem in the ‘I’. The ‘I’, as sufferer, becomes the suffering itself, and no pain is
experienced as such.
When a question arises in your mind, see if it has any intimate connection with – or
bearing upon – your real nature or the ‘I’-principle. If it has not, leave it to itself. If it
does bear any connection, answer it and rise by it. If a question serves to establish
duality, leave it alone.
If you feel that you would be spiritually enriched by answering a question, accept it,
answer it and be enriched by it. If not, leave it alone.

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974. A LL PROBLEMS RISE IN THE MENTAL PLANE AND THERE IS NO PROBLEM IN
THE PLANE BEYOND . T HEN HOW IS ANY SOLUTION POSSIBLE ?

Problems exist in the gross, sensual and mental planes. Each is solved not from its
own plane, but only from the plane above it. Thus problems in the mental plane can
be explained only from the plane beyond. For example, take the palace on the stage
curtain. The verdict of the eye is corrected by the intellect behind it. Similarly, the
experience of the mind and intellect are corrected by some principle from beyond the
intellect.

1254. W HAT IS THE RIGHT APPROACH TO A PROBLEM ?

Every problem has two standpoints. One is that of the ego; and the other is that of the
‘I’-principle.
Suppose you desire an object. A desire shows your imperfection, at least to that
extent. And the urge to become perfect comes from your own being deep below:
which is by nature perfect, or one without a second. Therefore, desire points to your
real nature, and you can realize it by viewing it in the right perspective. This is from
the ego’s standpoint.
Looking from the standpoint of the real ‘I’-principle, you find that desire shows the
pain of separation from the object desired, and a longing to end that separation by
obtaining it. It shows an eagerness to establish that oneness or perfection, your real
nature, whenever you seem to stray away from it by identification with body, senses
or mind.

Proof

521. I NFERENCE AND PROOF

Inference depends upon the validity of past experiences of a similar nature. Inference
is never finally correct.
Proof of anything. A thing can prove only itself. Seeing proves only seeing. Hearing
proves only hearing. And so on.
Similarly, I prove only myself.
Nothing can be proved except oneself; and that needs no proof, being self-
luminous.

1106. S USPECT KNOWLEDGE AND PERMANENT KNOWLEDGE

The knowledge, ‘I know I am’, is the one indubitable Reality that requires no proof to
establish its existence.
The knowledge of a thing which stands in need of any proof for its existence is
called ‘suspect’. Such suspect knowledge is neither deep nor permanent. It may be
sometimes right and sometimes wrong. But the knowledge beyond the triad [of see-er,
seeing, seen] is deep and permanent. No proof is needed to establish it, and nothing
can refute it.

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 Even the knowledge obtained in the relative level, when it is eliminated from the
object known, is the Reality itself.

1441. H AS PROOF ANY BEARING UPON T RUTH ?

No. Proof can exist only in the relative realm.
Everything phenomenal is recognized as a result of proof offered by the senses or
mentations. But there is a unique exception to this general rule. There is an experience
of self-consciousness just preceding every perception or mentation, without which an
activity would never be possible. This self-consciousness never calls for a proof to
establish itself; and its existence in its own right can never be denied, even in thought.
Therefore, the need for a proof of an object is itself the proof of the unreality of the
object.

Puja (worship)

224. S IGNIFICANCE OF WAVING THE LIGHT AND BURNING CAMPHOR DURING PUJA
BEFORE THE IMAGE

Waving the light means: ‘Though I take Thee to be a form, Thou art really light and
so am I.’ It is this thought that is intended to be inspired by the waving of the light
during puja.
The camphor, with its sweet fragrance, quickly burns out; and leaves no trace be-
hind. This is intended to symbolize the burning of the ego before the Absolute; with-
out leaving any trace behind, even as a samskara [subtle inclination].

225. C AN PUJA HELP ONE TO THE U LTIMATE ?

No, not completely. But it can take you a long way towards the Ultimate. Puja to the
Absolute is done in four progressive stages.
1. Gross puja: This is the ordinary puja done by the organs of action to the Absolute.
2. Oral puja (japa) is puja done by word of mouth to the Absolute.
3. Mental puja (meditation) is puja done by mind to the Absolute.
4. Self puja (Atma-puja or samadhi) is puja done to the Absolute by one’s own self.
Here puja is done by the self to the self. You are still in mental realm and puja can
take you only so far.
Beyond even this, you are in your real nature, which you can visualize only with the
help of a Karana-guru in person.

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476. H OW DO THE ACTIVITIES OF OUR ORGANS CONSTITUTE PUJA TO THE REAL
SELF ?

Your organs in their functions seek Happiness alone. It has been clearly shown that
your real nature is Happiness. So each organ is really seeking you, the real Happiness;
and thus their activities become puja done to you.

Purity

660. W HAT IS PURITY ?

Only the Truth or Atma is pure. Everything else is anatma [non-self] or impure. The
body, senses and mind are all impure, each in its own way. Mind may be purified by
effort to the extent of even getting merged in nirvikalpa samadhi. Still, it is mind and
may be highly pure in the relative sense, but it is impure in the sense that it is anatma
still, and limited by time.
Doing good to others is no criterion of purity. It is the pleasure you derive from
doing good that prompts you to do it. Suppose you are prohibited by law from doing
good. Certainly you feel sad. So you have to transcend both pleasure and pain, evil
and good.
So you can become ultimately pure only by visualizing the Reality and establishing
yourself in it.

Qualities and the qualified

657. W HAT IS THE PRAKRIYA OF QUALITIES AND THE QUALIFIED ?

Qualities and the qualified are distinct and separate. Experience is the only proof of
the reality of a thing. The qualities alone are experienced everywhere and the quali-
fied is never experienced by anyone. Therefore the qualified as such is non-existent.
The qualities cannot exist by themselves without the presence of the qualified.
Therefore, the qualities are only mere appearances.
The qualities of the object alone being perceived and those qualities being proved
to be unreal, the object as such is also unreal. The background of the changeless
Reality (Consciousness) on which the changes, namely qualities, appear and disappear
is alone what is.
It is only the expressed in the expression that makes you covet the expression.

Questions and answers

1133. W HEN DOES ONE VISUALIZE THE T RUTH ?

When the when is not.

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719. I RRELEVANCY OF QUESTIONS ABOUT R EALITY
When you ask why, when, where etc., in relation to the Reality, you take it for granted
that why, when, where etc. are more real than Reality itself. This position is absurd.
Therefore no such question can be asked, relating to the Reality.

609. V ARIETY
‘When’, ‘where’ and ‘why’ are the expressions of time, space and causality in the
realm of the mind; or each of them constitutes the mind itself. These three questions
have created variety and have regular traffic with that variety, as though they have
nothing to do with it. They also proceed to measure that variety.

534. Q UESTIONS RELATING TO THE WORLD AS A WHOLE AND HOW TO DISPOSE OF

THEM ?

All such questions relate only to time, space and causality. These three form parts of
the world itself, the solution of which the question is seeking. The world as a whole
can never be explained in terms of its own parts. Therefore, every question concern-
ing the whole world is illogical.
Time, space and causality, being parts of the phenomenal, can never affect the Ul-
timate.

96. I N EVERY QUESTION , YOU FORGET YOUR REAL SELF .

Every question arises only in the relative sphere and is concerned only with the
manifestation. When you turn to manifestation, you forget or get away from the ‘I’-
principle.
So the correct method of solving every question is to turn to the centre and then
look back at the question. Then the question will stand revealed as absurd. Some-
times, you get the correct answer at once. It may also be said that every question
brings its own answer with it.

53. W HAT IS THE RIGHT APPROACH TO THE SOLUTION OF ANY SPIRITUAL

QUESTION ?

The answer can never be found in the same plane as the question itself. When you
look from the next higher plane, the question as such disappears altogether.
The mind is incapable of explaining itself in its own plane. So, in order to explain
it, you must rise to the background – the plane of Consciousness. Looking from there,
you see the mind with all its doubts and difficulties transformed into Consciousness;
and nothing ever remains over which needs to be explained.

402. W HAT IS AT THE ROOT OF QUESTION AND ANSWER ?

Every question proceeds from the answer – which always stands as experience, far
beyond the realm of the mind.

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 Therefore questions are many, but the ultimate and correct answer to all questions
is only one, and that is the changeless Atma, the Reality. Every question springs from
the striving of the mind to bring down that pure experience to the realm of the mind.

200. H OW TO TEST A QUESTION ?

After examining the question and the answer you expect to it, if you find that they are
in the objective plane, then reject them. Because that question and its answer cannot
take you beyond relativity.
But on the other hand, if the question and its answer lead you to the subject, the
Absolute, accept them; because they take you to the source, beyond the relative.

370. W HY DO QUESTIONS SEEM TO RISE EVEN AFTER VISUALIZING THE T RUTH ?

The mind has usually two distinct kinds of activities:
• One is outward-going and trafficking with the world of the senses, gross or subtle.
• And the other activity is inward-going, seeking the ‘I’-principle.
The latter activity is called the higher reason, vidya-vritti, higher logic etc. Listening
to and visualizing the Truth belong to the latter. In its course, objects are no obstacle;
and at the goal, there are no objects at all.
All objects belong to the outward-going function of the mind, and naturally all
questions also belong to the realm of the mind.
Questions do not belong to him who was listening to and visualizing the Truth.
Coming down from there to the world of the senses, you see the senses and other
objects all around. Immediately, the mind thoughtlessly thinks that they also are party
to the experience you had beyond the mind. This is the secret of all questions.
vismayaika zariraya mayayaz codya-rupatah .
anvesyah pariharo ’sya buddhimadbhih prayatnatah ..
[Only amazement can arise
from this embodied, seeming world
that is itself made up of questioning.
Thus, those who are intelligent
must look with care, to get beyond.]
Pancadashi, Citra-dipa, 139

1148. W HAT IS THE GOAL OF EVERY QUESTION ?

The usual question asked is: ‘What is the truth of this object?’ What is sought is the
‘Truth’, which can never be bound by any object. Truth being imperceptible to the
senses, the perceptible object is made use of, to find the ultimate Truth.
The process adopted [in the direct method] is an attempt to eliminate the material
parts from the particular object. When they are thus separated, the Truth – which was
the background of all that was separated – shines by itself, being self-luminous.
Therefore, whether you search for Truth through the individual subject or through a
particular object, it is the ultimate Truth that is experienced as the result. It is the right
perspective alone that has to be obtained from a Karana-guru.

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533. T HE PURPOSE AND RELEVANCY OF QUESTIONS
Questions often arise for those who have already heard the Truth from the Guru. The
questions have a definite purpose and they have to be disposed of in the manner they
deserve. Most of the questions are in the form of intrusion upon peace by uninvited
thoughts. They come in only for quick destruction in the fire of knowledge. It can be
done in three ways:
1. By yourself standing as the witness. Then the questions fail to reach you and return
unheeded.
2. By understanding that every question points to Me (Consciousness), and on that
account welcoming the questions as they come, only to be used as a help to reach
my real nature.
3. By analysing the question itself and by finding that it is nothing but Consciousness
– my own real nature.

1259. T HE UNANSWERABLE QUESTION

The question is often asked: ‘Who is a Guru?’ or ‘What is a Guru?’ But the answer is
not so easily understood.
To the intellectual, the Guru is always an enigma. The Guru represents the ultimate
Truth, and stands in Non-duality. The question is raised in duality, in the mental level,
about the Guru who is standing in Non-duality. There cannot be any answer in either
level. The question cannot be understood in the mental level since it pertains to the
Guru in Non-duality. And in Non-duality, the question does not ever arise.
The Guru is beyond all questions and all duality. A question is the expression or
synonym of duality.

Reality

605. R EALITY
What is not conceivable, not knowable and about which you are deeply convinced,
that is the Reality. That you are.

158. R EALITY INDIVISIBLE ?

Reality is only one and cannot be affected by quality or degree in any way. Reality is
purely subjective. I am the only subject, and all the rest are objects.
Diversity can be diversity only through me, the ‘One’.

1288. R EALITY CANNOT BE OBJECTIFIED .

It is thought and speech alone that obscure the reality. So cease these activities and the
Reality will shine in its own glory.

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1055. W HAT ARE THE TESTS OF R EALITY ?
1. Continuity of existence.
2. Existing in one’s own right (self-luminosity).

1238. R EALITY , HOW TO DEFINE IT ?

Reality is beyond existence and non-existence. This is true even in the case of a so
called object. How? Let us take an example. We say: ‘A chair exists’, and ‘A chair
does not exist.’ The ‘chair’ is present in both these opposites. Therefore the chair is
necessarily beyond the opposites. Beyond the opposites, there can be only one thing
which is real. That is the real Self. Therefore, an object is that Reality itself.
If you say you have life and death, it means you have neither. Because you are in
both. As such, you can only be something distinct and separate from life and death,
and so necessarily beyond both. That is the conscious principle – the real ‘I’.

962. W HAT IS THE ULTIMATE R EALITY ?

It is that principle which denies everything else. It cannot refuse existence to itself.
You cannot say it is Consciousness. Who says so? The mind cannot. You cannot say
it exists; because then it and existence must be different. You cannot say it is exis-
tence; because then you must have perceived it. Therefore, you cannot say anything
about the Reality.

794. H ABIT CHANNELS [ SAMSKARAS ] AND R EALITY

The habit channels of the mind distort the Reality, and therefore they have to be
destroyed. This can be done only by directing your attention to the ultimate Reality.
The Reality is in the thought itself, as its background. So thought need not go out-
side itself to realize the Reality.
When you direct your attention to something blank, your mind also becomes blank.
Similarly, when you direct your attention to the Reality, your mind becomes the
Reality at once.

1184. R EALITY IN THE WAKING STATE

Waking is reality to both the ignorant man and the Sage. But their concept of reality is
fundamentally different. To the ignorant man, waking means waking to the gross
world; but to the Sage, waking is waking to his own real nature.

199. R EALITY TO THE S AGE

To the Sage, Reality exists at all times (transcending time). In other words, it exists in
its own right.
na ’sato vidyate bhavo na ’bhavo vidyate satah .
ubhayor api drsto ’ntas tv anayos tattva-darzibhih ..

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 [That which is unreal cannot come to be.
That which is real cannot cease to be.
Those who know truth, see clearly between these.]
Bhagavad-gita, 2.16

683. W HY CAN ’ T THE R EALITY BE EXPRESSED ?

Can you express your feelings? No. If so, can you hope to express the Reality – your
real nature – which is far beyond even feelings?

448. H OW IS R EALITY IN THE OBJECTIVE WORLD ESTABLISHED ?

It is done in two ways:
1. By examining the objective world in an ascending order from the gross to the
Absolute. When the gross is examined, it is reduced to mere thought forms, and
thoughts in their turn are transformed into pure Consciousness. Thus the world is
nothing but the Absolute.
2. By tracing the expression of the Absolute down to the gross world, in the de-
scending order.
In this process, yourself, the one reality, seems to split itself into two – namely
generic thought and consciousness, the perceiver of the thought. At this stage there
is no bondage; because there is no other thing in existence except yourself and
thought, and your experience is only that you know.
You see yourself as thought. It cannot be called a thought either, because from
the standpoint of Consciousness, there cannot be anything other than Conscious-
ness, and hence there is no thought.
A thought to be a thought must have an object, and therefore thought can exist
only in the mind’s realm. In the plane where the generic thought is supposed to
exist, consciousness alone obtains to provide an object to thought. But it is called a
thought only when looked at from down below.
This generic thought, which is not thought by itself, next begets innumerable
other thoughts and thus the world comes into existence, out of this pure Con-
sciousness.
Therefore, looking from the top or from the bottom, the world is found to be nothing
but the Reality.

45. H OW IS THE SUBJECT AND THE OBJECT ONE AND THE SAME R EALITY ?
I act, I perceive, I think, I feel; and I also remain all alone in my own glory. It is this
unattached ‘I’-principle itself that appears in the acting, perceiving, thinking and
feeling – while still remaining unattached and unchanged.
But the ignorant man wrongly attributes all these activities to this ‘I’-principle‘, and
at the same time admits without hesitation that the ‘I’ is never-changing.
I am unaffected by any of these apparent activities. So I appear in my own glory,
without a change, even in all apparent activities. This shows that all these activities
are unreal. And this unreality can be seen if we look at these apparent activities from a
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 Now, looking at objects, we find that the ordinary man’s experience is that the un-
known subsequently becomes known. Examining this statement more closely, we find
that the ‘unknown as unknown’ is certainly not the ‘known as known’. Because, in
what we call the ‘known’, there is so much of our own superimposition – such as
name, form, dimensions and numerous other attributes – heaped upon the ‘unknown’.
But the ‘unknown’, on the other hand, has only one general superimposition – namely
the characteristic of being unknown – made upon the ‘thing in itself’.
So the ‘thing in itself’, or the Reality, was called unknown when viewed from the
sphere of the known object. Or in other words, it was the Reality itself that appeared
as the unknown and as the known, without undergoing any change in itself. That is,
the Reality is neither the unknown nor the known, but is the background of both.
Thus, the subjective ‘I’-principle and the ‘objective Reality’ are one and the same.
In other words, the ultimate subject devoid of its sense of subjectivity and the object
devoid of its objectivity are one and the same Reality itself.

Realization

1142. W HAT IS REALIZATION ?

Seeing things in the right perspective.
And how to achieve it?
Know yourself first.

1246. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF REALIZATION ?

The plainest and simplest way of putting it is this: ‘I had mistaken myself to be a
thinker, doer, perceiver and enjoyer. That misconception has disappeared.’
Here the question ‘how’ does not arise. But it has to be understood clearly that re-
alization is no action.

596. T HE PROCESS OF REALIZATION

1. You identify yourself with objects (body, senses and mind).
2. Next, you eliminate yourself from the object.
3. Lastly, the object is made to merge in you.

845. W HAT IS REALIZATION ?

The ordinary man is alive to the illusion that he is bound. Therefore he has only to
become alive to the fact that he is free. Realization is only this.

1117. T HE BEST MEANS TO REALIZATION

1. Allow Consciousness to come in at every stage of your perceptions. Recognize
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 perceptions. Gradually, you realize that the whole world – including your own
body, senses and mind – is nothing but Consciousness, and you are free.
2. Examine your statements regarding your own experience. A changeless ‘I’ is
found underlying every such statement. It is the ultimate Reality itself.

189. H OW DOES ONE REALIZE ?

One realizes neither as a direct result of renunciation, nor as a direct result of action;
but only through the deepest conviction that one is not a doer even when engaged in
incessant activity, and that one is not a renouncer or non-doer even when one takes
the role of a sannyasin or in deep sleep.
So realization depends upon the perspective alone, and not upon any external mani-
festation.

419. W HAT IS REALIZATION ?

Realization is nothing but shifting the centre of gravity or emphasis from the object to
the subject in every perception. For example, ‘I see the chair.’ Here ‘I’ comes first and
‘chair’ next. But the ordinary man ignores the ‘I’ and emphasizes only the ‘chair’.
Correctly speaking, he ought to be emphasizing the subject ‘I’ and ignoring the object
‘chair’.

612. T HE SHIFTING OF EMPHASIS

The shifting of emphasis, from the objective to the subjective part of your activities, is
alone necessary to establish you in the Reality.

655. W HAT IS THE GUARANTEE THAT REALIZATION WILL NOT LAPSE ?

If it is something you get at this moment you may very well lose it later. However,
your liberation is not an escape from bondage but an expression of real freedom
behind that apparent bondage, knowing that bondage also is but an expression of
freedom.
Bondage is ego, and the essence of ego is my real self – Consciousness.

212. S OME SAY THAT REALIZATION IS SELFISH . C AN IT BE SO ?

Some people, from their own relative plane, say that realization of Truth is selfish.
Here, ‘self’ evidently means the lower self or the ego. This statement is made without
understanding the true significance of realization.
Realization means the annihilation of the ego or the lower self. If any act is to be
called selfish, the lower self should remain over, to claim the fruits of the action. But
here, it is the death of the lower self that takes place. Nothing remains over to claim
the fruit, nor are there any fruits capable of being enjoyed.
To call this ‘selfish’ is a contradiction in terms. It should really be called ‘Real-ish’
or ‘Truth-ish’, not ‘selfish’.

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78. H OW AM I TO ORDER MY LIFE AFTER REALIZATION ?
After realization, you may live exactly as before. The answer is only in terms of how
another man sees your activities of life, in both cases.
Subjectively, you have undergone a definite change, from your identification with
the unreal to the identification with Reality. So you can no longer lose your equanim-
ity and become desperate; because you know you are perfect and changeless.
After establishing yourself at that centre firmly, you will be able to engage in the
usual activities of life even with interest, as an ordinary man does; leaving all interest
and activities to the mind, senses and body, but never losing your centre in the least.

55. H OW SHALL ONE ACT AFTER REALIZATION ?

The correct answer to the question is that there is no action after realization. Therefore
the question does not arise.
But the question can be taken up at a lower level and answered differently. The
world and its activities – including that of the body which you call ‘yours’ – may
continue in the usual manner, apparently as though nothing has happened.
By being established in the Truth, you are not going to get any definite advice about
your future activities. But the light from the centre will so react on your mind that
eventually it will run only in the proper groove. The world of your perceptions will
henceforward be illuminated by an entirely new light and significance. Your way of
life will definitely improve and will shine on a clear and new basis – being absolutely
purposeless and goalless – because you have become impersonal, and your activities
can be assigned to no criterion whatsoever.
The world and Atma are only apparent contradictions. Whatever you assume your-
self to be, so you will see outside you.
If you stand as the body, you see only gross objects.
If you stand as the mind, you see only subtle objects.
If you stand as the self, you see only Consciousness.
A bhakta sees all as bhaktas, everywhere outside.
A yogin sees all as yogins, everywhere outside.
A jnyanin sees all as jnyanins, everywhere.

90. O NLY HE REALIZES WHOM A TMA CHOOSES .

Na ’yam atma pravacanena labhyo
na medhaya na bahuna zrutena .
yam evai ’sa vrnute tena labhyas
tasyai ’sa atma vivrnute tanum svam ..
Katha Upanishad, 2.23
This is a statement in the Upanishads. It means: ‘He who is chosen by the Atma itself
is alone eligible for realization of the Truth.’
It is ordinarily said that a thing attracts one. It is not on account of anything done by
that particular thing that it is said to attract, but one gets attracted to it of himself. It is
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earnest about getting to Atma – the ultimate Truth – gets attracted to it without any-
thing being done by Atma itself. That is the ‘choosing’.
Not only is the direct perception path the easiest and the shortest of all the paths to
Truth, but it also gives the most satisfactory explanation of all the problems that arise
for those who follow other paths.

84. R EALIZATION
Realization consists in becoming deeply aware of the fact that you have never been in
bondage. Because realization can never happen: it can never occur in time. To the
question: ‘When shall one realize?’, the answer can only be: ‘When the “when” dies.’
In your perceptions, you only see form, hear sound, and so on. Form, sound etc. by
themselves do not prove or belong to any object. Each only proves and belongs to the
particular sense organ concerned.
You can never have more than one perception at a time. Therefore, the projection of
an object as a result of one perception – together with the innumerable other concepts
which are joined on to it – is indeed a real impossibility.
So every perception, concept etc. proves and belongs to only that thing in itself
which is beyond the senses and mind. That is to say it is the only Reality, behind all
manifestation.

1111. S AKSHAT - KARANA

The ultimate cause (if any) of Self-realization is the fact of your having been accepted
by a Sage as his disciple. This fact guarantees the disciple’s realizing the correspond-
ing fact that he had never been bound.
The moment the relationship between the Sage and the disciple is so established,
the attention of the disciple is irrevocably directed to Atma [Self], and the only thing
that remains to be done is the removal of the ‘mind’, the one obstacle in the scene. All
the attendant formalities of initiation, listening to spiritual discourses etc., are calcu-
lated only to give the mind a dignified and decent burial.
The life-story of Sages like Vativishvarattamma proves this beyond doubt. [See
glossary, under ‘Vativishvarattamma’.]

Reason

249. R EASON – LOWER AND HIGHER

Lower reason: Silently makes reference only to your own [personal] experiences.
Higher reason: Makes a silent reference only to the very being in you, and the en-
dorsement comes spontaneously from within.

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563. L OWER AND HIGHER REASONS
The lower reason differs in its interpretation and application according to individuals,
since it relies only upon the personal experiences of each, which vary according to
temperament and environment.
But the higher reason (vicaram = vizesena carikkuka [proceeding through discern-
ment]), moving along a special path directed inward, relies only upon the being in the
individual, which is unique. Therefore it can never be different in its application or
finding.

1369. W HAT IS THE SCOPE OF REASON ?

Reason is generally of two distinct kinds. One is vedantic, and the other intellectual.
Vedantic reason is tri-basic in character, having sway over the experiences of
all the three states.
Intellectual reason is only mono-basic in character, being applicable only to the
experiences of the waking state.

253. R EASON AND HEART – THEIR RELATIONSHIP

They are not watertight compartments at all. Both of them radiate from the common
centre, the ‘I’-principle, and you can reach that ‘I’-principle through either.
If you reach it through the heart, you will find the reason also present there; and
vice versa.
Reason includes the heart element also. The shastras [texts] bear testimony to this.
Reason or vidya is represented in the shastras as the spouse of the Absolute. This
feminine aspect, attributed to the personification of reason, amply proves the promi-
nence of the heart element present in it.

216. L OGIC HAS ITS OWN LIMITATIONS . W HAT ARE THEY ?

Lower logic is divided into inductive and deductive. Both of them concern themselves
only with objects assumed to be existing, and deal with evidence and facts distinct
and separate one from the other.
But when the very existence of the world – gross as well as subtle – is disputed and
has to be proved, neither of these approaches helps us. Because here, the ‘I’-principle
or subjective Awareness is the only thing admitted to be existing. Here, it is the higher
logic alone that can help us in the proper manner. Lower logic can never do it.
To the ordinary man, the only evidence available regarding the existence of the
world is the evidence offered by the five sense organs. It is ‘evidence’ that is taken up
here, and examined to show that it does not prove the world at all. But it proves only
sense perceptions, or the senses themselves. In other words, the evidence proves
nothing but the evidence. Therefore, it is no evidence at all, as far as the fact to be
proved is concerned.
If you assert that the world exists, it is your burden to prove that it does. The oppo-
nent has only to deny it, until the existence is proved beyond doubt. Ultimately, even
if you give up all argument and say ‘I know the world and so it must exist’, that also
cannot hold good, because you cannot know any object except through one of the

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sense organs. When this is so, it proves again that it is that sense perception or sense
alone that is known, and not the object nor the world.

Recognizing Truth

714. H OW DO I REALIZE ?
You realize not by renouncing the world, nor by allowing the world to be. But you
only take note of the fact that you are always standing as that Truth.

715. W HAT DOES ‘ TAKE NOTE OF ’ MEAN ? I S IT ACTIVE OR PASSIVE ?

It is neither active nor passive. It takes place on the borderline of mind and the Real-
ity. You may start it as a simple thought, and allow that thought to expire, leaving you
as you are. You have grasped it already. Just make that grasping stronger. Hitherto,
you did not recognize this fact. But now recognize it. By such a recognition, the ego is
immediately transformed into the Truth.
If it is the cure you need, information about the composition and qualities of the
medicine is not relevant.
‘Taking note’, at the mental level, may be taken to mean only remembering; though
even remembering immediately vanishes, giving place to the Reality.

872. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ TO TAKE NOTE OF ’?

‘To take note of’ = to recognize.
In trying to recognize the Truth deeply, you happen to be placed there (to stand as
that) and the recognition dies. So it takes you to a non-dual experience in identity.

904. W HAT IS RECOGNITION ?

Recognition is an acceptance of the fact of Truth. Repetition of it makes the recogni-
tion deeper and deeper.
Recognition, remembrance and hope are the three props that maintain the continuity
of individual life. Of these three, recognition stands nearer the ‘I’-principle than the
other two.

930. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ DIRECTING ATTENTION TO ’?

You have grown up from a baby to a man. It is a fact in itself. Can you say you re-
member it? No. You can only recognize it deeply. That is directing attention to it.
Direct attention to your real nature also in a like manner.

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903. W HAT IS A SPIRITUAL THOUGHT ?
Thought is an exercise of the mind, in relation to objects of the world. Thought about
the Truth is not a thought in the real sense. Because Truth can never be an object of
thought.
So, spiritual thought is a misnomer. What is actually called a spiritual thought is
only a deep recognition of an established fact regarding the real ‘I’, beyond all sub-
ject-object relationship.

1160. M ENTAL RECOGNITION OF T RUTH

The ordinary aspirant naturally desires to visualize and stand established in the ulti-
mate Truth, and also to know and feel that he does so. But when he visualizes the
Truth, he understands that it is never possible to know or feel it.
It will take time for the samskara [habituation] of that desire to leave him com-
pletely. Therefore, every time that samskara comes up, he has only to direct his
attention to the Truth visualized and the samskara will vanish for the time being.
When this is repeated, the samskara will die a natural death.
If you say that you stand established in the Truth, you are wrong. It is also wrong to
say that you have not established yourself in Truth. In either case it is mental recogni-
tion that is sought. Truth can never be recognized by the mind.
Speaking consists of two distinct parts or components in it: the material part com-
posed of sound, words and meaning; and the other part, Consciousness, which is
alive. The former depends upon the latter for its very existence; and so the latter,
Consciousness, is the svarupa [true nature] of speaking. You are therefore directed to
emphasize that self-luminous principle in speaking, which alone makes speaking
speaking.

Religion

661. R ELIGIONS AND THEIR MISSION

Religion = Re + Lega
Re = Background; Lega = Binds
That which binds you to the background. But unfortunately no religion interprets it in
this ultimate sense. All religions have the common goal to help man to lead a rela-
tively moral, happy and contented life.
Religion has been the greatest force and sanction in the world to keep man wedded
to relative morality and goodness in life. It caters only to the satisfaction value, in
response to the desires of man, varied as they are, according to countries, customs,
manners and temperaments of people. Religion helps its adherents to prepare the
ground, by considerably attenuating their ego. When the ego is thus sufficiently
attenuated so as to enable them to imbibe the ultimate Truth, the exceptional few get a
Karana-guru who initiates them into the ultimate Truth.
So far as every religion goes, it is quite good and helpful to the followers. But Ve-
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strictly speaking, the fulfilment of all religions. It has no quarrel with any religion. It
says to every religion: ‘Please do not stop where you do. Come up higher still.’
Religious teachers and their instructions as a rule do not help one to go beyond the
relative. Their goal itself is only the maximum of enjoyable happiness in duality.
Some of the ancient devotees of Hindu personal Gods had the good fortune to get at
the ultimate Truth, in spite of the retarding influences of religion. After establishing
themselves in the Truth, they looked back and analysed the stand they had formerly
taken in religion. Now they could easily discover the slip they had made in religion.
But they could not deny the immense purity of mind obtained through religion. This,
of course, gave the devotee a good chance of imbibing the ultimate Truth, if only his
attention was earnestly drawn towards Truth.
Therefore the ancient devotee-Sages codified and arranged the experiences they had
had along the path of ultimate Truth, and added it on to Hindu religion in the name of
‘darshana’ [‘seeing’], even though in fact the darshana was a complete negation of
religion.
Darshana is pure Advaita Vedanta. The mere fact that it is added on to certain
Hindu religious texts does not make it part of Hindu religion. It is the fulfilment of all
religions, including the Hindu religion.

1213. R ELIGION AND ITS SCOPE

Religion rests upon blind faith in so called revelations, scriptures, and a personal God.
Human tastes and tendencies differ, all over the world. Religions respond to the
diverse tastes and tendencies, and so inevitably multiply differences.
Religions propose only to help man to lead a good, just and moral life on earth. For
that purpose, each religion has invented its own temptations and threats, in the form of
heaven and hell. They also recommend a strict code of ethics to guide their followers.
Each religion insists upon the adoption of its ethics, just so far as it can serve its own
limited, phenomenal purpose.
If pressed beyond these arbitrary limits, the same ethics destroy even the founda-
tions of the religion and its personal God. This is what Vedanta does. The practice of
ethics involves a certain amount of self-sacrifice. When practised to the very end,
every ethical law takes one to selflessness. This means the certain death of the ego,
which no religion contemplates, but which Vedanta wishes to achieve.
Therefore a Karana-guru can even make use of the ethics of religion, to lead its
devotees to the ultimate Truth. Religion does not seem to recognize the scope and the
potentialities of its own ethics. Though unknowingly, even religion, through ethics,
advocates Vedanta. Vedanta is therefore the fulfilment of all religions.

Renunciation

955. W HAT IS RENUNCIATION ?

Your real nature is renunciation itself. Renunciation of doership and enjoyership from
all your activities is real renunciation. Renunciation can never be made. It is the
natural effect of directing your attention to your real nature.

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29. H OW CAN AN ORDINARY MAN ATTAIN RENUNCIATION ?
When you are engaged in any action, thought or other activity, all the world except
for that one activity is dead, so far as you are concerned. This can really be called
‘vairagya’ or ‘detachment’. Therefore, you are always in perfect dispassion, and that
again in the most natural and effortless manner.

59. W HAT IS RENUNCIATION [ AS ORDINARILY PRACTISED ] ?

‘Renunciation’ or ‘sannyasa’ is not likely to annihilate one’s samskaras [habit-driven
inclinations], even after the attainment of nirvikalpa samadhi in the yogic fashion.
The tendency for renunciation shows a diffidence, or unwillingness, or fear, to look
straight at the apparent world and analyse it to its very source. So the sannyasin
sometimes chooses to get away from the apparently more dangerous parts of the
world, relying upon his own mind and intellect which are themselves parts of the
world and which he must ultimately renounce.
Thus, as the field of his enquiry is incomplete, his renunciation is also incomplete.
The result of such an enquiry can never be satisfying. The enquiry can be complete
only when he is able to visualize the Reality of his own self, even in the apparent
variety.
To achieve this, the sannyasin, even after attaining the nirvikalpa [unconditioned]
samadhi of the yogin, has to labour afresh on the path of direct knowledge.

441. W HAT IS THE EFFECT OF RENUNCIATION ?

Renunciation is usually considered as a means to Self-realization, but its effect is just
the opposite. When you renounce an object, you actually attribute more concreteness
and reality to it than when you are indifferent to it.
Thus renunciation, instead of proving the unreality of the world, makes it more real
and frightful, though you are temporarily and conveniently kept away from parts of it.

668. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE OCHRE COLOUR OF THE SANNYASIN ’ S

ROBE ?

Ochre is the colour of fire; and it is supposed to represent the fire of pure knowledge,
which destroys the stains of the mind – namely tamas, rajas and sattva. The external
colour of the robe is expected to remind the sadhaka sannyasin about his ultimate
goal of Truth.
But to the householder on the direct path to the Truth, every object, thought, feeling
or perception is an ochre coloured robe in effect, all pointing to his real nature.

278. Y OU RENOUNCE ONLY FOR SUBSEQUENT ABSORPTION IN FULL . W HY ?

True renunciation is renunciation of ‘objects’ from your ‘Consciousness of objects’,
leaving you as ‘Consciousness pure’. Looking from there, you see ‘form’ to be noth-
ing other than yourself; and so you absorb all objects into yourself and rest in Peace,
as you do in deep sleep.

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 So also, physical renunciation is intended only to take you to the Reality, in the first
place. Looking back from there, you see the objects renounced as nothing other than
the same Reality. And so you readily absorb them all back into your self. Then alone
do you attain real Peace.

452. I S THERE RENUNCIATION IN VICARA - MARGA ?

Renunciation, like everything else, has two aspects: its form and its essence. Paths
like those of karma, devotion, sannyasa, yoga etc. emphasize both these aspects,
sometimes the form even more than the essence.
But for those who follow the path of jnyana [knowledge] or vicara-marga, the es-
sence of renunciation alone is emphasized and the form practically ignored. So much
so that an acquaintance of a modern Sage who adopted the direct path for instruction
once told him that he wished to accept the path chalked out by him, since it called for
no kind of renunciation at any stage of one’s life. Because to all appearance the Sage
was leading an ideal domestic life.
But to this the Sage replied: ‘Well my friend, you are sorely mistaken. It is not the
physical renunciation that really counts. If it did, every destitute beggar would be a
sannyasin. He can claim to have renounced much and to possess little.
‘But it is that preparedness to renounce everything you possess including your own
life – if it is necessary for the attainment of the Truth – that really matters. You can
never reach that Ultimate if there is any one little thing in the world which you are not
prepared to renounce, in order to reach the Ultimate. That preparedness to renounce
everything makes one a real sannyasin.
Any amount of physical renunciation, without that complete preparedness to re-
nounce everything, makes you only a prisoner in your own self-made mental fetters.
You are not much better than a prisoner behind iron bars.
Therefore the ideal of life for one who takes to vicara-marga should be inwardly to
be a perfect sannyasin and outwardly to live like a ‘man of the world’.
The Sage has renounced his life completely, but has kindly permitted life to cling to
Truth for the time being, to be dismissed without notice whenever he chooses. The
Sage is always in the world but not of it.

Sacrifice

890. W HAT IS COURAGE ?

If love of any kind prompts you to action and sacrifice of any degree, courage comes
in. If pure love (objectless love) prompts you to action and sacrifice, that is real
courage. But if love of any object prompts you to sacrifice, your courage is not genu-
ine – but secondary and worldly.

98. L OVE AND SACRIFICE

You love your Guru for your true death.

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 Even ordinary, mundane love involves a certain amount of sacrifice of the lower
self or the ego. When love becomes more and more sublime, the degree of sacrifice
involved also increases proportionately. Ultimately, when you want to love the Truth,
Guru or the Self – the Absolute – the sacrifice required is also not partial. It demands
the whole of the lower self or the death of the ego itself. Thus, in all cases of pure
love, there is no trace of the lower self to be found. So love is said to be only giving
and never taking.
Love of objects is really love of the happiness supposed to be derived from objects.
Happiness is your real nature. Therefore, you are loving your real nature. You cannot
split yourself into two – the subject ‘loving’ and the object ‘loved’. So it is yourself or
Happiness that is loved. Therefore love and self are one. It is the Ultimate.
But to reach it, you must begin to cultivate that love even here, by sacrificing the
interests of the lower self, little by little. Because the love of objects is limited, the
sacrifice of the ego involved is only partial. But the love of Truth is unlimited and the
sacrifice involved is also complete. It is the death of the ego.

Sadhana (exercise of discipline)

490. W HAT IS MY SADHANA AFTER TATTVOPADESHA ?

The only real sadhana for a jnyana sadhaka is to try not to forget his real nature,
whenever he is not occupied with activities which are necessary for his life in the
world.

331. W HAT IS THE TEST OF SPIRITUAL SADHANA ?

When you are engaged in any mental activity, if there is the least taint of objectivity,
then that activity is not spiritual. But if there is no such objectification at all, it is
purely spiritual or atmic in nature. This is one of the tests of spiritual sadhana.

494. H OW TO TUNE MY SADHANA ?

Nature works normally and regularly. Your sadhana should never be pitched against
or contrary to the current of nature, but should always be in harmony with its course,
and thus ultimately transcend nature. Otherwise, much energy will have to be wasted
in counteracting the forces of nature.

1059. W HAT IS THE REAL SADHANA ? [ THE THREE STATES ]

That which removes the ills of the waking state alone, is not the complete sadhana.
That alone is the real sadhana which removes the ills of all the three states.

1139. W HAT IS THE REAL SADHANA ? [ LISTENING ]

The only sadhana that the higher jnyana shastras [texts] ask the earnest aspirant to
undertake is: ‘Listen, listen, listen, to the words of the Guru; and contemplate noth-

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ing.’ This can also be: ‘Say to yourself over and over again what the Guru has told
you regarding the Truth, the arguments used, etc.’ It is as good as listening to the
Guru himself, over again.

1262. M IXING OF LEVELS

Indiscriminate mixing of levels is always to be discouraged. It leads to confusion of
ideas.
But in every sadhana, there is mixing of the two levels [of Truth and untruth], to a
certain extent. That mixing is helpful in establishing you in the Truth, since you
emphasize the goal of Truth through all right sadhana and strive to eliminate all that is
other than the Truth.
Thus even the mixing of levels, when done with discrimination, leads you to the
background.

1216. E XPERIENCE AND SPIRITUAL SADHANA

Really spiritual experience is only one. Its tests are changelessness and self-
luminosity. The only experience that stands these two tests is the real ‘I’-principle or
pure awareness. All the rest disappear in time, and so are unreal.
A spiritual aspirant guided by a Karana-guru is told, in unambiguous terms, always
to test his experiences in the light of the question: ‘Have you got the whole of what
you really want?’ If your experience – be it nirvikalpa samadhi – fails to answer this
question in the bold affirmative, reject it and try again.
At last, you come to that experience which never parts from you and which leaves
no part of your want unfulfilled. That is the real ‘I’-principle – pure Awareness.

1443. (A disciple asked) T RUTH IN ITS PURITY IS UNTHINKABLE . T HEN WHAT

CAN I DO TO GET ESTABLISHED IN IT ?

Gurunathan: After visualizing the Truth, it is true you are told that you need not think
about it. Because you cannot. But it only means that you should not forget it at any
time. Can’t you undertake that much?
Disciple: Yes, of course.
G: That is the last sadhana you have to do. Do it and be at Peace.

Sage (Jnyanin)

914. T HE IGNORANT MAN AND THE S AGE

The ignorant man does not experience anything other than the body, and is blissfully
ignorant of the ‘I’-principle.
The Sage does not experience anything other than the ‘I’-principle, and knows the
body to be only an illusion.

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898. W HO HAS ESTABLISHED HIMSELF ?
He who has deeply known Consciousness (though it is ridiculous to say so) has
established himself in Consciousness. He is a jivan-mukta (free within, while living in
the world).

899. I S THERE ANYTHING HIGHER STILL ?

Yes. Not in content, but in the naturalness of control. Though born, as a child in
ignorance, it is the highest goal to become a ‘child in knowledge’. All jivan-muktas do
not rise to that state and it is not necessary for their own purpose either.

516. T ALKING ABOUT A S AGE

Whenever anything is said about a Sage or a Jnyanin, it is the personal that is de-
scribed, but with the accent always on the impersonal.

598. T HE S AGE AND LOVE

The Sage is impersonal, and as such can never act, think or feel as a person. As he
really transcends the limits of love, he cannot limit it to an individual, society or
country. His love can never be mutilated in that manner.

922. W HAT ARE RULES TO A S AGE ?

The Sage does not follow any rules. I do not mean rules like those of the road or
society, but rules of spirituality. Rules are really meant to take one to the Sage or
Truth. Therefore rules humbly follow the Sage and do not dare to overtake him.
Because the Sage does not need their services and they are dissolved or become
meaningless in his presence.

227. H OW ARE ACTIVITIES RELATED TO THE S AGE ?

The Sage has both worldly and spiritual activities. To him, both are recreations, each
in relation to the other (on an equal footing).

771. W HAT WORK CAN A J NYANIN UNDERTAKE ?

A Jnyanin can take to any vocation in life he chooses, in accordance with his former
habits and samskaras [inclinations]; because he knows that the activities of life have
no bearing upon his real nature. He does not act for individual pleasure or happiness,
but purely out of a spontaneous urge coming from deep below.

269. T HE NATURE OF THE UNDERSTANDING OF THE S AGE AND OF THE ORDINARY

MAN

If you say that you do a thing, the Truth is that you do not do it. It really means that
you stand beyond both doing and not doing.

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 We first go beyond the three states to discover the ‘I’-principle; and then looking
from that stand, we see that the ‘I’-principle expresses itself in all the three states and
even beyond them. Thus the jivan-mukta expresses himself in all the activities of the
body, senses and mind.
But to the ordinary man, a jivan-mukta appears only as another ordinary man, ex-
actly as the Absolute appears to the layman as objects perceived by the senses.

457. W HY DOES A J NYANIN SOMETIMES TRY TO HELP OTHERS IN DISTRESS ?

The Jnyanin knows well that the source of all their distress is the fear of death, and he
knows that death is a misnomer. So he tries to help them to continue to live in the
illusion for a time, only long enough to make them understand that they can never die.

705. H OW TO MAKE ONE UNDERSTAND THE S AGE ?

It is so easy. Just direct your mind to your deep sleep. The Sage is there in deep sleep.
The Sage is exactly as you are in your deep sleep. If any question is put about the
Sage, just ask the questioner the same question regarding his role in the deep sleep
state.
Even when you are engaged in all your daily activities, does the man in you ever
get disturbed? No. Similarly, the Sage is undisturbed by any of his apparent activities.
When correctly examined, of course you will see there are no activities either.
Diversity can never stand scrutiny. Then why bother about activities? There is only
one activity. And if activity is only one, it cannot remain as activity. It is the Reality
itself.

970. H OW DOES THE S AGE TALK ?

The Sage always talks through your instruments. But there is something of the Sage
even in those statements. Take note of that part with advantage, and benefit yourself.
The statements by themselves leave no mark behind.

727. T HE S AGE SOMETIMES SEEMS TO COME DOWN TO A LOWER LEVEL IN

ANSWERING QUESTIONS . I S IT A COMPROMISE ?

No. Never. Though the level of the answer might appear lower when looked at from
lower down, it is not so; because the Sage is all along emphasizing that Reality which
the questioner has never noted. So the answer, unknowingly, takes the listener to the
goal; and therefore the result is not a compromise at all.

725. I S A S AGE ’ S LIFE BENEFICIAL TO ALL ?

By ‘life’ we mean the activities of life. They fall into three categories: physical,
mental, and conscious or Atmic.
Mental activities are accepted to be much more strong and effective than the physi-
cal.
But the last, though extremely rare, is the one pertaining to the Sage. They are self-
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unlike those of the preceding ones. They come from the Sage spontaneously, unasked.
It is such activities alone that keep the moral balance of the world, even in the midst
of all chaos.

746. H OW IS THE S AGE BENEFICENT TO SOCIETY ?

Is the Sage beneficent to himself? Yes. If so, he is beneficent to the world which is in
essence himself.
Is he beneficent to humanity? Yes. He is beneficent to man as man. He proves to
man that he is one with animals, vegetables and minerals. What higher form can love
take than feeling one with another? This is the highest service, and this the Sage does
in full.
You say one must love his neighbour as himself. When the Sage does it in full, you
find fault with him. When one loves his neighbour as himself, he cannot stand sepa-
rate to do service to him. So, to do service, from the standpoint of a Sage, is impossi-
ble.
You can never become one with another with the body or with the mind. Beyond
mind, there is no duality of any kind. One has only to rise to that level and all prob-
lems vanish. The Sage stands there in Peace.

835. W HY DOES A J NYANIN WEEP ?

Why should he not weep? Why should he laugh? What prohibits him from weeping
alone? He does everything else: acting, perceiving, thinking and feeling, apparently
like an ordinary man. But there is a world of difference between the activities of the
two. The ignorant man acts as a slave to his passions; the Jnyanin as a master, the
passions being his slaves. Therefore the Jnyanin can weep or not weep as he chooses.
But there is happiness even in weeping. The mere thought of the departed gives
happiness. But that thought cannot be ordinarily separated from the allied aspects. So
both together are helplessly accepted by the ordinary man. He begins to think of the
agreeable aspects of the departed and gradually gets lost in the less happy aspects and
weeps profusely.
But the Jnyanin knows perfectly well that his real nature Peace (objectless Happi-
ness) is the background of all emotions, and welcomes grief and weeps like anybody
else. But, not for a moment does he lose sight of the background Peace.

865. T HE LIGHT BEFORE THE EGO AND THE S AGE

The ego never sees the light, though he always uses light. The Sage sees that light
alone (the most vital part) in every perception. He is great who sees the light alone in
all perceptions.
The ‘I’ is the first part of every perception. This is the light which manifests the
object. But this part is usually ignored. You can speak of anything only as dead
matter. I alone possess Consciousness. Even God is to be taken only as dead matter.
No human being has ever reached the Ultimate, though sages may seem to live. The
human being is transformed into the Ultimate itself, just before reaching it.

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72. W HAT IS A S AGE ?
A Sage is one who has experienced that the ‘I’-principle, or Consciousness, is the
only subjective and objective reality. In all apparent activities, he is concerned with
Consciousness alone.
When one’s attention is directed to Consciousness, the material part of perception
drops away as unreal. It is after every perception that we are to emphasize the con-
sciousness aspect of our activities. I know my actions, perceptions, thoughts, feelings;
and I know myself also. So I am the ultimate knower always. But when I look from
my own level of the ‘I’-principle, the known disappears altogether and the knower-
ship also ceases.
When the Sage takes to any activity, that activity is seldom preceded by a volition
of the will; all his real interest being in Consciousness alone, which is involved in it.
His deep conviction that Consciousness has not undergone any change by all these
apparent manifestations keeps him at his centre and never disturbs him, as it does a
sadhaka.
To a Sage, it might sometimes happen that from the first formless manifestation of
Consciousness, he might go back to the unmanifested Consciousness itself, without
coming to object-perception at all.
Manifestation (or being known) implies Consciousness. When you say ‘Conscious-
ness manifests itself’, immediately your attention is drawn to the Consciousness part
of it. So also in the manifestation of objects. All manifestation proves the Conscious-
ness aspect beyond doubt.

271. W HY DOES A S AGE NOT SERVE HUMANITY ?

Why don’t you serve the humanity you found existing in your dream? The Sage gives
the waking world and its humanity only the same degree of reality as the dream world
itself.
The question arises out of utter ignorance of what liberation is. Service, as you say,
is motivated always by love (of course conditioned) for your brother. The Sage sees
his brother not as an object to be loved as you do, but as one with himself in essence;
because the Sage stands always as the absolute Reality which is also the background
of the whole world. Therefore, the Sage loves his brother as himself.
What greater service and sacrifice can you conceive of, than this one of becoming
one with the entire world?
The Sage is already established at the centre which you aspire to reach by all your
laborious service and sacrifice, but which you invariably fall short of, somewhere on
the way.

704. H AS THE WAY OF LIFE ANY BEARING UPON T RUTH ?

The ways of life of Shri Krishna, Shri Shuka, Shri Rama and Shri Vasishtha were all
different. But they were all equal as jivan-muktas.
krsno bhogi zukas tyagi nrpau janaka-raghavau
vasisthah karma-karta ca tesam mukti-sthitis sama
[Krishna enjoyed the fruits of life.
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 Rama and Janaka were kings.
Vasishtha practiced formal rites.
But in that freedom each attained,
they are the same. Each is that one.]
[Source of quotation uncertain]
As individuals, they were all different. They were not Sages as such. The Sage was
Krishna, the Sage was Shuka, the Sage was Janaka, the Sage was Rama, and the Sage
was Vasishtha. The Sage is only one, and that is the Truth. But, as living entities, they
were all different.

510. T HE S AGE OR A JIVAN - MUKTA

The Sage or a jivan-mukta is nothing but the ultimate Reality itself, and can never be
described by words.
Still, to enable the layman to get a glimpse of it, something could be said vaguely
pointing to it. To the ordinary man, the Sage appears to be a jiva [person] like himself.
But from the standpoint of the Sage (assuming that there is such an imaginary stand-
point), he is nothing but Atma, the Reality – and so a mukta [one who is free]. Thus
the term ‘jivan-mukta’ is a misnomer, being the imaginary product of two opposing
perspectives which can never be reconciled.
It can be further clarified. To the aspirant, who is a jiva, the world alone is real and
all else, including even Atma, is unreal. But to the Sage, Atma alone is real and the
world is unreal. Therefore, there is nothing in common between the two.
So, left to himself the aspirant is helpless, since it is impossible for him to contact
the Sage and thus rise to the Absolute. There is no bridge between the world and the
Reality. Therefore, out of divine grace – if you may say so – the Sage comes down as
the Guru, to bridge this gulf and to lift the disciple from the deep abyss.
Now let us examine the apparent activities of the ordinary man and the Sage. Both
have three different perspectives, according to which they function in their lives.
1. The first and the lowest is the perspective extroverted (bahya-drishti), attributing
reality to the world of objects. This is usually found in little children and in quite
ignorant people.
2. The inner perspective (antar-drishti), emphasizes the subtle activities of the mind.
Here information is gained without the help of the sense organs. Everything gross
becomes subtle here.
3. Perspective introverted (antar-mukha-drishti): Here all that is gross and subtle
cease to exist, ending in knowledge.
The Sage and the ignorant man have all these three perspectives. But the Sage has
them all knowingly, and knows that the last one alone is real. The worldly man knows
only the first two perspectives consciously. Occasionally, he is thrown unknowingly
into the third perspective, but he neither notes it nor emphasizes it. The Sage, from his
own standpoint, has only one perspective; and that is the third one.
In the case of the intelligent adult who has both the first and the second, he is able
to function when he wants through the first perspective also, without giving up his
emphasis in the second. For example, on meeting a stranger, though he first notes
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tions, purpose of visit etc., he can also on second thought (if he wants) note his form,
complexion and other physical details which form the object of the first perspective.
Similarly the Sage, though established in the third perspective, can (if he is so in-
clined) come down to any of the other two perspectives and function through them,
without losing his stand in the third.
This is how a Guru works, apparently coming down to the level of the disciple in
the gross plane; and lifting him slowly from there, through the subtle plane, to the
Ultimate. But the Guru himself always remains in the Absolute, allowing his body
and mind to come down and lift the disciple from the phenomenal.

Sahaja or natural state

882. T HE SAHAJA STATE

The sahaja state is the state where you maintain that certainty or deep-rooted convic-
tion that you never leave your real nature of Consciousness and Peace.

576. A TEST OF THE NATURAL STATE

When you are asked what you are, if the answer comes to your mind spontaneously ‘I
am pure Consciousness’, you may be said to have reached the natural state.

795. C AN THE SAHAJA STATE BE CALLED A CONTINUOUS SAMADHI ?

No. If you are so particular about using the word ‘samadhi’, you may say you are then
in a permanent samadhi.
But be where you are and know what you are.

23. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ NATURAL STATE ’?

Without a thought or a feeling, the ordinary man knows himself to be the body and
claims all its activities. In the same way, a Jnyanin, without a thought or a feeling,
knows that he is the Reality: expressing itself in all perceptions, thoughts and feelings,
without a change.
What you call experience is the real ‘I’-principle, shining in its own glory, beyond
the realm of the mind. The use of the word ‘realization’ as an action is wrong, since it
brings with it a sense of limitation by time.
You can never become conscious of an object unless you are ‘self-conscious’, be-
yond the realm of the mind. So even when you say you are conscious of an object,
you mean you are conscious of the knowledge of the object, further reduced into
knowledge alone, and again reduced into the subjective ‘I’-principle or Experience
itself.
This means that you are always in your real centre.

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243. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE SAHAJA STATE ?
You are established in what is really meant or what really happens when you say that
you know or that you love. By knowing or loving, an object is actually brought nearer
and nearer to your own self, until at last it merges in you as Consciousness or Peace.
Love and Consciousness pure always annihilate the ego.
In statements such as ‘He who sees…’, ‘He who hears…’, ‘He who thinks…’ etc.,
the unqualified ‘he’ is the absolute Reality itself. He who is able to realize this, is in
the sahaja state.
Even after realizing that what you have seen is a rope, it is quite possible to see the
snake in the rope with all its details. But you can never be frightened by that snake,
because you know full well that it is your own creation. This is how a Jnyanin in the
sahaja state sees the world in the Self, but is in no way affected by it.
Shri Cattampi-svami (a Sage contemporary of Shri Atmananda) often used to say:
‘All this is the manyness of the One’.
Shri Shankara: ‘Perception of an object is but oblation to the fire of knowledge.’
Gurunathan: ‘One is the Truth. What you call two is not two but ‘one-one’, and
three but ‘one-one-one’, and so on. The word ‘two’ makes you forget the one, which
is the real background and substance of all numbers. But when you say ‘one-one’ it
serves the same purpose as two, but does not make you forget the Reality. ‘Two’ does
not really exist at any time.
So also, look at all objects without forgetting their common background, the ‘I’-
principle or Consciousness. This is the sahaja state.

677. H OW TO DISTINGUISH BETWEEN THE DEEP SLEEP STATE AND THE SAHAJA
( NATURAL ) STATE ?
Atma is the real ‘I’-principle beyond mind, and so beyond time also.
Non-atma (also called anatma) comprehends everything objective, including
thoughts, feelings, perceptions and actions.
1. tanneyum tanallennukanunnavayeyum
macannirikkunnaty “nidra”
Forgetting oneself and forgetting the non-atma is sleep.
2. tanallennukanunnavayeyum tanneyum
macannirikkunnu ennullaty tanallatta
vayetannilakki, tanneyum macannirikkukay-
akunnu, ennaciyunnaty “vastusthiti”
He who knows that the forgetting of non-atma is merging the non-atma in the
Atma, is in the Reality.
3. tanneyum tanallennukanunnavayeyum
macannirikkunnaty tannilanennukanunn-
aty “vastusthiti”
He who sees that the forgetting of non-atma and the apparent ‘I’ takes place in the
Atma itself, is in the Reality.
4. tanallennu kanunnavaye tannilakki
tanneyum macannirikkunnaty “vastusthiti”

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 He who deliberately merges the non-atma in Atma and remains forgetting himself,
is in the Reality.

464. W HAT IS THE SAHAJA STATE ?

A Jnyanin [Sage], by experiencing the ultimate Happiness, knows that he experiences
nothing new and that the limitation he used to put upon Happiness before realization
was an illusion. Thus he knows that what one experiences as limited happiness,
apparently ensuing from objects, is in fact that unlimited ultimate Happiness itself.
So, even if a Sage appears to be leading a normal life as before, he does not see the
world as the onlookers see it. Even when the others think that he is hunting after
objects of pleasure, he from his own stand is always enjoying his svarupananda.
A Sage in the sahaja state does not bother himself – as far as he is concerned – with
explaining the objective world or its activities. Death for him has taken place long
ago, at the moment of his first realizing the Truth. The subsequent stoppage of prana
[vital energy] long after and the consequent paralysis of the body, which we usually
call death, does not denote the moment of the death of his ego.
The ultimate ideal is not ‘not to see’ when objects appear, but to be deeply con-
vinced that the Reality is far beyond both seeing and not-seeing by the senses. You
only witness these perceptions, and the perceptions in no way affect you.
Though the eye shows the palace on the backdrop (curtain) on the stage most real-
istically to you, the intellect from behind tells you it is not real, and you readily accept
that correction. So also, though sense organs show the objects to be real, the ‘I’-
principle – standing behind the sense organs – corrects them and tells you it is all
illusion. The Sage readily accepts this position and lets the body and mind continue to
function as before; just as he who sees the curtain continues to see the palace on the
curtain as before, but does not allow himself to be carried away by the eye’s verdict.
You cannot help seeing if you look through the eyes. The only means of avoiding
seeing is to cease looking through the eyes. But the Sage does not want to perform
that vain labour. He is content with resting in the ultimate Truth, whatever may be the
activity the mind and body are engaged in.
We talk ignorantly of the activities of the Sage. It is a clear contradiction in terms.
The Sage is that principle transcending both activity and inactivity. So the Sage
cannot take to any activity as the Sage; and that which is engaged in any activity is
not the Sage. In short, that which is visible to our sense organs or mind is not the
Sage. The Sage is invisible and the background of all perceptions – the ultimate
Reality. We can in no way reconcile the Sage and the activity we so ignorantly attrib-
ute to him.
You say you went to Shastamangalam in the bus. Except boarding and alighting
from the bus you did not perform any other activity. All motion belonged to the bus
and yet you say you went, attributing the motion of the bus to yourself who was only
a silent witness to the activity of the bus. Still, you claim to have gone to
Shastamangalam. This is the play of ignorance. The Sage does not claim the activity
of anything else for himself. He always gives the devil his due and never identifies
himself with the body, senses or mind.
Now applying the illustration of the bus subjectively, we find that the bus repre-
sents the objective group of the body, senses and generic mind, and ‘you’ in the bus
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has withdrawn all identification from the objective group, that group is left intact to
function as accurately and intelligently as before, under the guidance of the very same
‘ignorance’ which was guiding it before. What you call ‘intelligence’ is based upon
pure ignorance, which is as much dead matter as the body, from the standpoint of the
Reality.

Samadhi (absorption)

1337. T HE TURIYA STATE AND HOW TO KNOW IT ?

In the turiya state or nirvikalpa samadhi, which results from the yogin’s meditation,
the subjectivity merges in the objective ideal – a mere concept – set before him. Thus
the subjectivity vanishes for the time being, leaving objectivity all in all. But still you
are no nearer the Truth than before. You may even be said to be at a greater disad-
vantage in that state, because you have lost all power of initiative to help you to
transcend the state.
Truth is beyond subjectivity and objectivity. It can be visualized only by the deep
discrimination and reason one obtains on listening to the Truth from the lips of the
Guru, in the waking state.
The yogin’s artificial states are all great obstacles to the smooth visualization of
Truth.

1182. T HE ORIGIN OF SAMADHI

The ordinary man perceives only objects and attributes reality to them alone. Though
he would admit that there is also consciousness, he is incapable of believing that
Consciousness can exist by itself. In order to give such persons an opportunity to
perceive pure Consciousness without objects, samadhi was indented upon by Acaryas
[teachers] of old. Even that samadhi was coloured, inasmuch as it was considered to
be objectless.
But the same result, and much more, can easily be achieved by examining the deep
sleep state in the right manner.

927. D EEP SLEEP AND SAMADHI – CAN THEY BE COMPARED ?

The deep sleep experience, as it is understood by the ordinary man, is a mixture of a
positive and a negative experience. Samadhi of the yogin is a positive experience
alone and both take place in the realm of the mind.

1068. S UPPOSE I TAKE THE THOUGHT : ‘I AM PURE C ONSCIOUSNESS .’ W ILL IT

TAKE ME TO SAMADHI ?

No. Not always. If you take it only as a thought it will lead you to samadhi. But if you
know that Consciousness can never be made an object of thought, you will be thrown
into a state where the mind expires, and you will be left in your real nature as in deep
sleep. It is no samadhi at all, but far beyond.

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941. A S AGE IS IN REAL SAMADHI EVEN IN ACTIVITY . H OW ?
When you see a thing, actually you become it. The ‘it’ vanishes or merges in you.
This is nothing but samadhi [absorption]. This is equally true in respect of other sense
organs also. This is the truth regarding the activities of the ordinary man. Much more
so is it true of the Sage, who is every moment conscious of it.

14. H OW TO BE ALIVE AND AT HOME ALWAYS ?

While thus talking of the Absolute at a high level, Gurunathan noticed a disciple
withdrawing himself into samadhi and asked him suddenly how many months his
wife had advanced in her pregnancy. It took the disciple a few minutes to come down
even to understand the question. The object of this question was just to show that one
should be equally alive in samadhi as well as in worldly activity. To be thus ‘at home’
always, shows one’s stand in the natural state [see page 199].

833. H OW TO OBTAIN ‘ JNYANA SAMADHI ’?

It is possible only after listening to the Truth directly from the Guru. First, the mind is
taken away from sense objects and not allowed to go after the happiness of passivity
either in deep sleep or in samadhi. In this steadiness of the mind (madhyagatavastha),
you experience afresh that the happiness expressed is your real nature. Then the mind
is mildly persuaded to take to Atma, which alone is real and is your real nature.
Slowly the potential desires, which were not killed, all drop away and your real nature
shines in all its glory. This is jnyana samadhi. The mind itself is transformed into
Atma in course of time.
You desire the happiness of samadhi because you have given up sense objects, not
out of your own free will but by behest, without a substitute. Therefore objectless
pleasure is welcomed. This tendency for the pleasure of samadhi can be successfully
given up only by knowing your real nature from the Guru. Enjoying happiness in
samadhi often strengthens your desire for it over again. The enjoyership does not die
even in samadhi.
It is only the wrong notion, which prevents one from realizing one’s own real na-
ture as pure Happiness, that has to be corrected.

203. B EWARE OF HAPPINESS IN SAMADHI .

A jnyana-sadhaka who has heard the Truth from his Guru, in the course of his attempt
to establish himself in the Truth, may sometimes be casually thrown into a nirvikalpa
[unconditioned] state, with its sense of intense happiness. But he should be extremely
careful not to get caught or fascinated by the enjoyment part of the experience. Oth-
erwise it might enslave him, and thereby retard his progress.

928. H OW CAN SAMADHI EXPERIENCE BE MADE THE ULTIMATE EXPERIENCE ?

The samadhi experience is that ‘I was happy.’ But when you understand, from a
Karana-guru, that Happiness is your real nature, you come to realize that you are
yourself the goal of samadhi. With this understanding, all hankering after samadhi

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disappears; though samadhi might still come upon you sometimes merely as a matter
of course or samskara [residual inclination]. But you will never again be attracted by
the enjoyment of happiness in samadhi.
If there is a general agreement with regard to anything objective, it is only an ex-
pression of the higher reason. If there is any sense of permanence or changelessness
appearing anywhere, it can only be that of the ultimate background.

1109. V EDANTIC CONCEPTION OF SAMADHI

Samadhi, as a result of the process of absorption, does not by itself take you to the
Reality. Shri Gaudapada says: ‘Take away the mind from its tendency to go to
samadhi to enjoy happiness and also from its tendency to enjoy the so called happi-
ness supposed to be derived from sense objects, and it leads you to the goal.’
But how can this be done by the mind itself? It is never possible to reach the goal
by any amount of effort on the part of the mind itself. By effort, you can prolong the
duration of the samadhi to a certain extent and do nothing more. The complete elimi-
nation of the mind is what you have to obtain, somehow.
For this, some principle higher than the mind itself has to be depended upon,
namely the higher reason. Its function is discrimination. The higher reason proves to
you that it is not from the mind itself that happiness is experienced in samadhi, and
that there is no enjoyer there. It is your own real nature of Peace, standing in its own
glory, when the mind is temporarily stilled. It proves that the mind in any form only
obscures the Reality. When you understand this correctly, your dependence upon the
capacity of the mind to take you to that sublime Reality crumbles. This is how the
mind is to be eliminated from the scene.
Samadhi is all right if the mind understands that samadhi is complete identity with
non-dual Atma, where there is neither the enjoyer nor enjoyment. And when the mind
knows that, it is itself changed.

1364. H OW IS SAMADHI BROUGHT ABOUT AND WHAT IS ITS REACTION UPON THE
INDIVIDUAL ?

acintyam cintamano ’pi cinta-rupam bhajaty asau

tyaktva tad bhavanam tasmad evam eva ’ham asthitah

[In thinking of what can’t be thought

some form of thought must be involved.
So too that last-remaining mode
of thinking must be given up,
to stand in truth where I abide.]
Ashtavakra-samhita, 12.7
When you begin to think of the unthinkable, the mind is thrown into a state of noth-
ingness, accompanied by a sensation of peace as pleasurableness. This state is called
samadhi, which is nothing but a thought form.
Ashtavakra and all other Jnyanins advise you with one voice to ignore it altogether.
According to the Jnyanin, one can never get out of one’s own real nature, whether in
samadhi or in the waking activities. Therefore, the Jnyanin is indifferent about both.
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perspective. Therefore, the yogin is bound as much by samadhi as the ordinary man is
by the world.

1134. W HAT HAPPENS IN SAMADHI AND HOW TO DIRECT IT TO THE ULTIMATE

T RUTH ?
In seeking samadhi, you are trying to see the Truth through the absence of all activi-
ties, because you do not see the Truth during the activities. But Truth (your svarupa)
is not to be found in either the presence or the absence of activities which constitute
the mental realm. Therefore, you must go beyond both, to get at the Truth.
The world ties you down by its presence here. The world ties you down by its ab-
sence or non-existence in samadhi. You must transcend both, in order to reach the
Truth. It is beyond both activity and passivity. It is knowledge knowing everything
and knowledge not knowing anything, at the same time. It is simultaneously active
and passive; that is, you must transcend both to come to Truth.
You desire samadhi only for the happiness you suppose you derive from it, just as
you desire an object for the pleasure you hope to derive from it. Mandukya-karika
advises you to take away the desire from both and you will be in your own centre. But
it does not suggest how that desire can be taken away. It can only be done by knowing
that the happiness experienced in either case is not the outcome of either the samadhi
or the object, but that it is your own real nature and therefore intrinsic in you.
All effort to achieve one’s own real nature is meaningless; because it stands already
achieved. So the desire for the fruit vanishes, and you stand in the Reality.

1209. H OW TO GET ENLIGHTENMENT THROUGH SAMADHI OR THROUGH

PHENOMENAL HAPPINESS ?

The three states may well be termed sensuous, mental and conscious states.
Even in the waking state when you suppose you enjoy something, you are not
standing separate from Happiness, but as that Happiness itself. When you come out of
that state, you interpret that non-dual experience in subject-object terms.
So also in nirvikalpa samadhi, there is no duality and there is perfect bliss. But on
coming out of it, you express it in dual terms, in terms of subject-object relationship.
This is wrong. It is not the experience by itself that really enlightens you, but it is the
correct understanding of its significance. It is not possible to obtain the correct mean-
ing of it except from the Guru; and until you obtain it directly from him, nirvikalpa
samadhi will only be a source of transient happiness to you.
It is true you were in an egoless state, both during the experience of worldly happi-
ness and in the nirvikalpa samadhi. But your subsequent interpretation posits the ego
there retrospectively. That is because you rely more upon the mind’s function and its
satisfaction.
Therefore, coming out of samadhi, you must humbly and reverently wait upon the
Guru, and place before him at his sweet convenience all your experiences. Then the
Guru will explain the meaning of it, and you will understand that you were visualizing
your own real nature and that you have never been bound. This is how one who is
addicted to samadhi has to become liberated.
But he who follows the direct method of jnyana can come to the same state of lib-
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structed by the Guru, and by finding that it is one’s own real nature of Peace that
manifests itself as limited happiness in all the three states.

Sat-cit-ananda

1192. H OW DOES SAT - CIT - ANANDA EXPRESS ITSELF IN EVERYDAY LIFE ?

Every enquiry you make concerns some object that is believed to exist. In other words
the enquiry starts with the ‘is’-ness or the sat [existence] aspect of the Reality. But
you don’t stop there. Then you want to know it. Here the cit [consciousness] aspect
comes in. When you know it, you immediately experience a satisfaction or peace
which is the ananda [happiness] aspect of the Reality. Thus sat-cit-ananda is experi-
enced in every activity of life.

831. W HAT ARE SAT , CIT AND ANANDA , AND HOW ARE THEY THE SAME ?
Sat, cit and ananda are lakshanas or pointers to the ‘I’-principle. They are ignorantly
attributed to body, senses and mind; and you say ‘I exist’, ‘I know’ and ‘I am happy’
– just as the aspects of the rope are attributed to the snake you create in illusion.
Existence is permanent and cannot be attributed to the perishable body. Existence is
experienced or it shines; and in shining, Consciousness comes in. In the light of pure
Existence and Consciousness, no duality can appear. Non-duality is Peace or Happi-
ness. So sat, cit and ananda are the three aspects of the one and the same Reality.

27. I CANNOT BE LIBERATED BY KNOWING MY EXISTENCE ASPECT ALONE . W HY ?

Both the cit [consciousness] and ananda [happiness] aspects have also to be known.
You must also know that all these three are one and the same, and that it is your real
self. Thus transcending the three aspects, you reach the Reality beyond.
According to Vedanta, the Reality can be expressed only by negative imports; be-
cause it is nameless and attributeless. But it expresses itself in all names and forms.

1239. S AT , CIT AND ANANDA PROVED TO BE ONE AND THE SAME

Ananda is experienced by man in the name of ‘happiness’. It is the knowledge of the
existence aspect of the Reality in the form of an object that first attracts the ignorant
man. He then begins to desire it, and strives to possess it. The moment he knows that
he has obtained the thing he desired, the mind comes to a standstill and his real nature
of Peace shines as in deep sleep.
But immediately, when the mind appears again, the memory of the desire and the
effort that preceded its achievement colour the mind by contrast, and the pure Peace is
therefore called ‘happiness’ for the time being. If that happy state is allowed to con-
tinue indefinitely, the sense of happiness will soon give place to deep Peace, as in
deep sleep. Therefore, even the happiness supposed to be derived from objects is
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 The jivan-mukta knows this Truth beautifully well and is established in that Peace.
Therefore, he does not fall a victim either to desires or to objects. Whatever you
experience as a result of effort, prompted by desire, is not Peace in its true nature. It is
tainted to that extent. Whatever the heart enjoys is a limited and tainted Peace.
Real Peace is the experience of one’s own real nature (ananda-bhava-svarupa). An-
anda or peace is the experience one gets spontaneously on knowing, beyond the
mental realm, that one’s real nature is pure Consciousness.
Next, let us examine ‘cit’ in the same manner. We say that objects of consciousness
are diverse. But we are certain that the objects alone are diverse and that the Con-
sciousness which cognizes these objects is changeless. This Consciousness is also
uncaused; and it exists, all alone, even in the absence of all objects, e.g. in deep sleep.
Therefore, it is Self-luminous and is vastu-tantra.
Lastly, let us examine ‘sat’. We say several objects exist. Every object depends
upon pure existence for its own individual existence; but pure existence does not
depend upon anything else for its existence. Look at deep sleep. The real ‘I’ exists all
alone, without any other object, in deep sleep. And I know I exist. This pure existence
is called sat. The sat is vastu-tantra and Self-luminous.
Life’s activities are impossible without the help of sat, cit and ananda. But sat-cit-
ananda is in no way attached to the objects concerned, which are but appearances
upon sat-cit-ananda. It shines all alone in deep sleep, as my real nature. Objects
appear manifested in existence and in the light borrowed from my own Self. So they
are not other than myself.
Sat, cit and ananda are the one and the same. In order to say that sat is, sat must be
known. To do this, Consciousness must come in. Therefore Consciousness and sat are
one. When that Knowledge of sat dawns, a sublime peace filters down from that
Consciousness, as the Sage poet sings:
acive, acivan adaivame acivilucum ananda variye
Tayumanavar
Neither is this peace different from cit. Therefore sat, cit and ananda are the one and
the same Reality, viewed from the three different perspectives of life, thought and
feeling.

1434. W HAT IS THE BEARING OF THE WORLD UPON T RUTH ?

The world is a compromise between opposites; life is impossible without reference to
opposites. But Truth is beyond opposites and unlike the world in its characteristics.
The characteristics of the world, when strictly analysed and reduced to the generic
standards, are found to be: changeability or impermanence, inertness, and misery
(anrita-jada-duhkha). All these terms make unconscious reference to their opposites.
But the characteristics of Truth are utterly different; and so they are represented as the
opposite of these, viz. Permanence, Consciousness, and Peace or Happiness (sat-cit-
ananda).
These by themselves are only lakshanas (pointers) to the Truth, and so have to be
transcended, in order to get established in the Absolute. The purpose of the term ‘sat-
cit-ananda’ is only to divert your attention away from the phenomenal, to the sub-
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[existence], cit [consciousness ] and ananda [happiness] – also vanish; and you stand
in the ultimate Reality, originally pointed to by these terms.

Sattva, rajas and tamas

937. W HAT ARE TRIGUNAS [ THE THREE QUALITIES ]?

Tamas [passivity] and rajas [activity] are two distinct and separate qualities or attrib-
utes – each with a good proportion of the other mixed with it. But sattva [clarity,
resolution, peace] is not a positive quality like the other two. It is that principle which
keeps the balance between the other two.
Let us take an example. If a man walks and walks, without wanting to stop at all,
that amounts to sattva, though it may appear to be rajas. Similarly, if a sleeping man,
when he wakes up, is inclined to return to that sleep again despite all kinds of tempta-
tions for active life, that is also sattva, though seeming on the surface to be tamas.
So there is tamas in rajas and rajas in tamas – sattva balancing the two. If the ego
does not come in to interfere, indolence is the Reality itself. It may also be said that
there is only sattva. When it is divided into two, it appears as rajas and tamas. Sattva
is the ultimate Reality itself (shuddha-sattva).

170. W HY DID L ORD K RISHNA ADVISE A RJUNA TO FIGHT AND KILL , WHICH IS
CONSIDERED A SIN AND HIMSA [ VIOLENCE ]?

Seeing the invincible army of the Kauravas before him, Arjuna became diffident and
he was seized by cowardice. But to save his face and vanity, he fell back upon the two
common dicta of morality and justice, and thus tried to evade the battle. Lord Krishna
knew this quite well; and wanted to help Arjuna to transcend this momentary weak-
ness of cowardice, which seemed to have all the characteristics of shanti [peace]. This
had be achieved by persuading him to fight and win.
Tamas [reluctance] may often assume the form of sattva [resolution]. There is no
direct jump from tamas to sattva. You must go through rajas [action]. It was tamas
that was overpowering Arjuna in the form of cowardice, and he was speaking to
Krishna as though his problem arose in the plane of sattva. Krishna saw through it and
Arjuna was made to act (fight).
Rajas comes in here. Krishna’s idea was that he could then take Arjuna to sattva
through this rajas. This accounts for Krishna’s advice to Arjuna to fight. His advice
was that he should fight without caring for the results. So there is something put in to
take him to sattva also.

538. S IGNIFICANCE OF THE ADVICE OF L ORD K RISHNA TO A RJUNA , AND ITS

APPLICATION IN PRACTICAL LIFE

The real object of the advice was to show Arjuna the path to the ultimate Truth.
Human nature is composed of three distinct qualities: tamas, rajas and sattva, in
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the next, rajas, thence to sattva, and ultimately to the beyond. There is no short-cut
from the tamas to the sattva, except through rajas.
Tamas is dominated by sloth, dullness, despondency, inertia, etc. Rajas is domi-
nated by the activity of the body and the mind; and sattva by knowledge or peace.
Every virtue is supposed to lead one to the sattvic [clarifying, peaceful, resolute].
In the lower shastras [texts], tamas is represented by deep sleep, rajas by active
wakefulness and sattva by samadhi. Unfortunately, tamas and sattva appear alike on
the surface; but are diametrically opposite in nature, like darkness and light. The
highest state of sattva or samadhi is attainable only by well-disciplined activity of the
mind. This is possible only in the wakeful state and belongs purely to the realm of
rajas, but inclined more to the sattvic.
Rajas, being the middle quality, is connected both with the preceding and the suc-
ceeding qualities; and one’s progress to the sattvic is made possible only by taking to
activities which tend to the sattvic.
The first requisite for this is the crippling of the ego which drags you down. The
vital part of the ego is desire, usually for the fruits of action. For the ignorant man,
this is the only incentive for action.
This incentive was taken away from Arjuna, when Lord Krishna advised him to
give up all desire for the fruits of his actions. Thus Arjuna was first made a free agent,
by not being bound by the fruits of his actions. Then he was asked to engage himself
in battle from a sense of untainted duty, merely because he was placed in a situation
demanding it. Finally, he was told also to give up that sense of duty or doership and
thus he was shown the way to the right Absolute.
The three stages essential for progress, from the lowest to the highest [left to right]:
Passivity Activity Peace
Deep sleep or Wakeful state Transcendental state
ignorance or tamas or rajas or sattva
Cowardice Battle against forces Samadhi, pointing
of anatma to ultimate Peace

539. T HE SPIRITUAL VALUES OF THE ADVICES OF L ORD C HRIST AND S HRI

K RISHNA TO THE ORDINARY MAN
If you act according to Krishna, you are faced with two possibilities and two alone –
either to die in battle, or to win and not desire the fruits of the victory as already
advised. In either case, the ego or body idea is considerably crippled and you rise to
that extent in the spiritual ladder.
But Christ’s advice, as it stands, is ambiguous. It is more likely to be misunderstood
by an ordinary, ego-ridden man. He might easily pass into passivity either out of
strength or out of fear; and nothing is suggested by which the ego can be crippled,
without which spirituality is impossible.

540. I S THERE VIOLENCE IN K RISHNA ’ S ADVICE TO FIGHT ?

Krishna’s advice does not advocate raw violence, as the war maniacs of the present
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 An action can be condemned as violent only because of the motive behind it, and
the motive is the expression of the ego. But Krishna had already crippled the ego by
removing the desire for the fruits of the action, which alone can act as the incentive to
an ordinary man. Thus the spiritual ground was well prepared even before Arjuna was
called to action, if necessary even violent action.
Courage was the one essential requisite for the performance of such an action.
Courage is the offspring of the sattvic or the selfless or the egoless.

Science

226. W HAT IS THE FIELD OF SCIENCE ?

Science starts upon the basic error of giving independent existence to the world of
objects, leaving the subject and the thing nearest to it – the mind – to themselves.
Science examines only remoter things.

114. T HE SAME WORLD VIEWED BY SCIENCE AND BY V EDANTA

Scientists, depending upon the lower reason alone, examined the world and came to
the great objective generalization ‘matter’, and enunciated the law of the indestructi-
bility of matter. There they were stranded, finding no means to transcend it; for the
instrument utilized was itself only part of the generic mind. Sometime later, science
went a step further and admitted that matter was composed of atoms. The nucleus of
this atom, scientists admit now, is energy which is the source of matter. But here
again they are stuck in the mind’s realm of relativity.
It is at this point that Vedanta comes to their rescue and takes them higher still. Ve-
danta first proves to them that the world and its objects – both gross and subtle,
including the instrument they have so far been using, viz. the ‘lower reason’, for
examining the world – are all objective, and that they have to be examined again
exhaustively. For this they are shown a new organon or faculty in themselves, called
higher reason or vidya-vritti, which though beyond the mind has sway over the whole
world of the mind and the senses.
From this new stand, they are shown that matter and energy cannot be manifested
or exist even for a moment without the help of Consciousness, and that Consciousness
is the background of both matter and energy. These are only two different states, so
far as objects are concerned. They are the manifestations of the same reality: ‘Con-
sciousness’. Thus Vedanta establishes the Truth that the whole objective world is
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786. H OW ARE YOU THE BEST KNOWN AND SELF - LUMINOUS ?

It is in and through you that you know anything else. So the ‘I’ is clearly better known
than anything else known, and nothing else is required to make the ‘I’ known.
So the ‘I’ is the most concrete (real) of all things, and self-luminous.
The essence of a thing is ‘the thing in itself’ (self-luminous). It is the ultimate back-
ground.

294. W HAT DOES SELF - LUMINOUS MEAN ?

Self-luminous means that which does not need the help of another light to manifest
itself or prove its existence.
You know you exist. So the ‘I’-principle alone is self-luminous. The world is all
dead matter. You cannot say it exists until you lend the light of your own Self to
manifest it. It can shine only by your light. In other words, the world has only a
borrowed existence.
The ‘I’-principle alone has an original or independent existence. Whatever is not
self-luminous can have only a borrowed existence.

392. C AN THERE BE TWO SELF - LUMINOUS THINGS ?

No. The very definition of self-luminous is that which has luminosity as its own
nature. There cannot be two such things, because by definition they stand as one. If
there are two such things, that principle which knows these two is alone really self-
luminous.
Another definition is that self-luminous is that which illumines everything else,
including other things which might claim to be self-luminous. If you accept more than
one such thing, it would mean that none of them is self-luminous.
On that score also, there can be only one self-luminous thing.

112. S ELF - LUMINOSITY

Self-luminosity is the particular prerogative of Consciousness alone. Consciousness is
the light of lights, because it does not require any other light for its manifestation.
Therefore Consciousness is self-luminous.
Examination of things nearest to you, like ‘memory’, can easily lead you to the real
‘I’; since you have only to advance just a little from there. If memory leaves you, you
become an idiot in ignorance. But become an idiot in the beyond, and you are blessed.
‘Sleep away the whole world, clinging on to Consciousness,’ said the Sage.
The use of the word ‘sleep’ in the transitive form, though peculiar, is specially
meaningful. It means give up name and form, and rest in the background.
To be more exact
Senses perceive objects. I perceive objects through the senses.
Mind perceives the senses. I perceive the senses through the mind.
I perceive the mind. I perceive the mind by myself.

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1395. W HAT IS SPHURANA ?
Sphurana [sparkling, shining], in whatever level it manifests itself, is the Ultimate.
Sphurana in the mental level is understood and is interpreted in terms of subject and
object. But in the spiritual context it is viewed only in identity. Therefore all phe-
nomenal illustrations can only mislead one, regarding the significance of sphurana.
It may be said to be the objectless manifestation of the light of Consciousness.

410. W HAT IS ‘ SPHURANA ’ AND HOW DOES IT FUNCTION ?

The natural state of the ‘I’-principle in man is unmanifested. This becomes manifest,
in the case of human activities, in three distinct stages.
1. The unmanifested state of luminosity itself.
2. Becoming manifest as ‘I know I am’, or as self-luminosity.
3. Becoming manifested as objects.
The second of the above three stages is not recognized at all by the ordinary man. But
the Jnyanin [Sage] alone recognizes it and perceives it clearly sometimes, before a
perception. From the first stage to the second is only a subjective change to ‘I am’,
without losing its identity. This is called ‘sphurana’. It has no object, but it has be-
come self-luminous. That is all. When the ‘I’-principle comes to the third stage of
perception, it becomes manifested as a jiva.
The statement, ‘I am intelligent’, is made by the ordinary man and the Sage alike.
To the ordinary man, it is nothing short of an integral whole, indivisible and tight. But
the Sage splits it up into two distinct parts, the ‘I’ and ‘am intelligent’, identifying
himself with the ‘I’ and considering the second part an object or attribute.
The ‘I’-principle is pure and attributeless, and is added on to the attribute every
time. In other words, the unmanifested ‘I’-principle first prepares itself to manifest by
adopting the subjective and changeless ‘I know I am’, then takes on the attribute and
becomes clearly manifested.
In place of the three states of luminosity, self-luminosity and illumining the object,
love has also its exact parallels in the course of its manifestation.
Pure Consciousness Self-consciousness Consciousness of objects
bodha-matra sva-bodha vishaya-bodha
Pure love Self love Love of objects
prema-matra sva-prema vishaya-prema
In all the three aspects, you do not change from your centre. But if you emphasize the
seeing or hearing in the third aspect, you become a jiva [personal ego]. And if you
emphasize the knowing or witness aspect there, you stick to your centre.
If you identify yourself with feelings, you become a jiva; and if you stand knowing
the feelings, you stand in yourself.
Jiva is he who thinks or feels, and
Atma is he who knows both these activities (and is no ‘he’ in fact).

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129. W HY DID S HRI S HANKARA EXPOUND THE MAYA THEORY ?

The world was first being examined by him only from the level of the generic mind,
and brought into line with subtle experiences. He was attempting to prove only the
unreality of the gross world. How? He first divided unreality into two classes:
1. Never existing at all, like the horns of a hare or the son of a barren woman.
2. Appearing and disappearing, subject to conditions and depending upon something
else even for that apparent existence.
Shri Shankara classes the world in the second group, since it exists not in its own
right, but depending upon the mind and senses for its manifestation, and appearing
only in one state and disappearing in the other states. Thus it is said to be not com-
pletely unreal like the horns of a hare, but unreal in the sense that it appears some-
times and then disappears. This is called ‘maya’ [an artfully created show], which is
said to be neither fully real nor fully unreal.
This view of Shri Shankara has not been rightly understood by many. Except in this
context, Shri Shankara does not speak of maya at all. His way of approach here is
peculiar, being concerned only with the gross world which he tries to explain rela-
tively in terms of the subtle, or the mind. This is not intended for the uttamadhikaris
[higher aspirants], who approach the Absolute directly. This was intended only for the
lower adhikaris, who could not – even in idea – transcend the mind’s realm.
Examining the objective world from a purely subjective standpoint, one finds that
the objective world as such is non-existent, like the horns of a hare. In that examina-
tion, one does not require any explanation of the world in the dualistic plane.
But when one comes a step down from the subjective standpoint, some sort of an
explanation may be needed for the world that appears there. It is in this way that the
maya theory has come in.
In this approach through maya, the gross world alone is taken up for examination.
But it is never the gross that binds you down. It is only your thoughts and feelings that
actually bind you. So you must examine the whole world exhaustively, or at least the
vital part of it – namely the subtle, which is comprised of thoughts and feelings – in
order to get to a satisfactory solution.

1205. S HRI S HANKARA AS HE APPEARED

Shri Shankara has appeared in his life as a devotee, a yogin, a mystic, and lastly as a
vedantin. He appears in his true colours only in the commentary on the Mandukya-
karika and in his last and independent prakarana works.
The commentaries on the Brahma-sutra, Bhagavad-gita, Dashopanishads etc. were
all theological in approach, intended only to crush the intelligentsia of the land, who
were misguiding and polluting the spiritual life of the country. They could be fought
and made to surrender only on their own ground of theology and the shastras [tradi-
tional texts]. Therefore Shri Shankara, in the course of his work of destroying the wild
and pernicious growths in the religious and spiritual life of India, made capital use of
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 After removing the weeds and preparing the ground, he sowed the seed of Advaita
[Non-duality], in his own independent manner, and without relying on any external
aids.
Some of the philosophers of the West as well as of the East did not understand what
Shankara really stood for. Many of them took him to stand only for the waking state
and the waking world. But his last, independent works clearly show that he stood for
that permanent, self-luminous principle which is the background of the waking, dream
and deep sleep states and their worlds.

Shastras (traditional texts)

177. G URU AND SHASTRAS

The Upanishads and higher shastras on Advaita have all without exception made
many bold assertions regarding Truth, based upon their authors’ experiences alone.
Gurunathan is only explaining and proving these very assertions clearly, to the limit
of our understanding, in the light of the higher logic or higher reason, till they sink
into our experience.

629. I S READING OF THE SHASTRAS ESSENTIAL FOR REALIZING THE T RUTH ?

To this question Gurunathan asked a counter question. Did the shastras come from
jnyana [knowledge] or jnyana from shastras [texts]? Of course, the shastras came
from jnyana. Then certainly, jnyana can well be attained without the help of the
shastras, if one is guided by a Karana-guru.

972. W HO WANTS AND TAKES TO SHASTRAS [ TEXTS ]?

It is only the ignorant man, who had not had the good fortune to be blessed by a living
Sage (a Guru), that usually takes to shastra – somewhat helplessly. Knowledge (Con-
sciousness pure) is the parent of the shastras. As such, the shastras can never be the
father of knowledge, nor can they awaken knowledge in the aspirant. One who is
being guided by a Karana-guru will never need the service of any shastra. The ulti-
mate purpose and utility of all shastras is only to convince the aspirant about the
supreme need of a Karana-guru and to help him to seek one.
uttisthata jagrata prapya varan nibodhata .
[Arise! Awake! Find those who are
the best, and realize the Truth.]
Katha Upanishad, 3.14

1244. Q UOTING THE SCRIPTURES

The habit of quoting the scriptures and accepting their authority blindly is definitely a
slavish mentality. The scriptures are only views of some of the ancients, recorded in
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is nothing wrong in your accepting their views, provided you understand them in the
light of your own reason and make them your own.
You must yourself be able to establish those views, adducing arguments and illus-
trations – whether old or new it is immaterial. But you must not rely upon the names
of the scriptures, or of their authors, to create conviction.

1302. S PIRITUAL SPHERE AND SHASTRAS [ TEXTS ]

The spiritual realm is covered by three progressive stages, namely:
1. Ajata-vada [‘There is no creation’ – the final, subjective stage],
2. Drishti-srishti-vada [‘Perception begets creation’ – the intermediate, mental
stage], and
3. Vyavahara-paksha or srishti-drishti-vada [‘Creation is perceived’ – the worldly,
objective stage].
Most shastras abound in the third (the lowest) stage of vyavahara-paksha. Their
variety and volume confound the ordinary reader with their innumerable arguments
and counter-arguments – all purely academic. In all those arguments, the trace and
colour of the waking state is felt and emphasized.
The correct approach is to stand as the awareness that witnesses the states. That
alone is the Truth, and that alone has the right to speak of any state. When you know
the waking state, you stand separate from the waking state, and then the waking state
disappears as such.
‘If you but open your mouth, Advaita is gone.’

Siddhis or powers

943. H OW IS POWER AN OBSTACLE TO T RUTH ?

The yogin takes to Consciousness as power, and thus the way to Consciousness as
Truth is blocked. Power is objective and you become enamoured of that power, never
wanting to get beyond.

1146. W HY THE SIDDHIS OR POWERS ?

They are quite illusory, in relation to the ultimate Truth.
Truth is Truth, at all times and under all conditions and in all states. That which
leads you to the Truth should also have some of its characteristics, such as perma-
nence and self-luminosity.
Siddhis, acquired by dint of exercise, do not last for more than a limited number of
years (usually twelve years). Even when one professes to possess them, one does so
only in the waking state, which is only one third of one’s whole life. One does not
possess any of the siddhis in one’s dream and deep sleep states. Therefore siddhis are
impermanent, and depend upon the body and mind for their very existence – even
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 It is the exhibition of such siddhis (called miracles) that are often cited to prove the
spiritual greatness of even founders of religions. Such and much greater and deeper
siddhis are possessed, and sometimes exhibited, even by the commonplace yogins of
India. But such yogins and their siddhis are shunned and detested by all Sages and all
real aspirants to Truth. All men of real experience and all the higher shastras [texts],
directing attention to the ultimate Truth, have declared unequivocally that siddhis or
powers are the greatest obstacle to realization of Truth. Therefore avoid siddhis at all
cost, if you aspire to the Truth.
Sages also possess infinite siddhis even without their knowing it – not as a result of
exercise, but as a result of the knowledge of the ultimate Truth. But they use these
powers with the greatest restraint; nor do their powers ever fade away from them.

Sleep knowingly

669. R EAL SLEEP

Strict inactivity is sleep.
In relaxation one should have something to hold on to. If you hold on to the ‘I’ and
relax the senses and mind, you get to real sleep.
Let the mind be asleep to the whole world, and wakeful to the ‘I’.

599. H OW TO SLEEP KNOWINGLY ?

Know that you are going to sleep. Let that thought be as vague as possible. Then,
empty your mind of all intruding thoughts, taking care not to strain the mind in the
least. Having understood from the Guru that your real nature alone shines in its own
glory in deep sleep, if you relax into deep sleep as already suggested, the deep sleep
shall no longer be a state, but your real nature, even beyond ‘nirvikalpa samadhi’.

39. P OET T ENNYSON ON KNOWLEDGE

The poet Tennyson says: Pursue ‘knowledge, like a sinking star, beyond the utmost
bound of human thought’. It will take you a long way if you think deeply about what
Tennyson meant by this statement.
‘Sinking star’ may mean this. Sinking implies relaxation. You have only to retreat
and retreat into the ‘I’-principle, and rest there. Allow yourself therefore to be led on.
Sink, sink, sink… Sink from the body, sink from the senses, and sink from the
mind…

1. H OW IS DEEP SLEEP A KEY TO THE U LTIMATE ?

Deep mental activity generates heat, which keeps off deep sleep. Cold in its intensity
wakes you up. Deep sleep brings on a sense of happiness and peace with it. This
experience we get only in the absence of all mental activity. When we direct our mind
to this happiness aspect of deep sleep, we feel a sensation of gentle coolness, which
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mind from all forms of activity, and at the same time not losing sight of the happiness
and peace experienced in deep sleep.
This positive aspect saves us from the probable shroud of negation and slumber.
We should not allow the mind to be active and at the same time we should see that it
does not become inactive. In other words: ‘Sleep knowingly.’
Thus, deep sleep can be utilized directly for establishing oneself in the real centre.

597. R EAL SLEEP

yadi deham prthak-krtya citi vizramya tisthasi …
Ashtavakra-samhita, 1.4 [see page 43, note 837]
This means: ‘Sleep in Consciousness.’ This is the royal road to the natural state [see
page 199].
The thought, ‘I am Consciousness’, consists of two parts: the ‘I’ and ‘Consciousness’.
Of these two, Consciousness can apparently be objectified when attached to objects.
But the ‘I’ can never be so objectified. In this thought, Consciousness, being linked on
to the ‘I’, cannot also be objectified. Therefore, this particular thought can never draw
you outward, but will only allow itself to be drawn inward, ultimately merging in the
‘I’ or ‘Consciousness’.

879. H OW TO BE AWAKE IN DEEP SLEEP ?

Not seeing the Reality or forgetting the Self is sleep.
Seeing the Reality or visualizing the Self is waking.
In this sense, the present waking state is sleep or a dream.
To be really awake is not to be awake with sense organs or mind, but with Conscious-
ness. Give up the waking dream and be awake to the real Self.

Social service

1078. W HAT DOES ‘ LOKA - SANGRAHA ’ MEAN ?

Loka-sangraha [concern for universal welfare] produces subjective results as well as
objective.
The subjective course, according to Hindu tradition, is only a means of attenuating
the personal ego, by diverting the goal of your actions from your narrow, cabined and
cribbed personal self to the world at large. This practice slowly makes you a universal
being. To follow this sadhana [discipline], unaided, is a laborious task. Even if you
succeed there, you have not reached the goal, and then you seek a Karana-guru who
takes you beyond it and establishes you in the ultimate Truth. If on the other hand you
have the instructions of a Karana-guru, from the very beginning, you succeed in
establishing yourself in the ultimate Reality by the sadhana of service itself.
The objective side is manifest in this sadhana inasmuch as you engage in actions.
They produce the result of raising the humanity from level to level and making them
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Reality, you may continue to perform actions of this nature, knowing full well that
your real character is not affected, one way or the other, by such actions.
The course of loka-sangraha, when rightly understood and followed as a sadhana
[discipline] under instructions from a Karana-guru, is not intended to improve the
world (or parts of it), as is professed by some faiths. When service of the world
becomes your goal, you conceive the world not in the particular but in the generic
sense. The generic, in all cases, is nothing but the absolute background, since all
agencies of discrimination have been eliminated.
Therefore your service is directed to Atma, the real background. You are also told
that the background of your personal being is the same Atma [Self]. This means you
are serving yourself and you stand visualized as that Atma itself. Every action of
yours in the light of this ideal of service brings you into contact with that common
background Atma, and slowly you get established there. This is how loka-sangraha
takes you to the ultimate Truth.

Space and time

1355. W HAT IS SPACE ?

The ignorant man thinks of objects as existing in space. But space as ‘this’ or ‘that’
cannot remain over, independent of the objects themselves. Space and objects both
being mutually dependent for their very existence, they can both be disposed of as
unreal. Then Consciousness alone is left over, as real.
Therefore space is a misnomer, and what appears as space is nothing but Con-
sciousness.

1409. W HAT EXISTS BETWEEN THE ‘ HERE ’ AND THE ‘ THERE ’?

Only that which supports the two. That is sat [existence] alone. Similarly, pure Con-
sciousness exists between two mentations and supports the mentations as well.

121. T IME AND SPACE

Space begets objects and objects beget space. Space must come in to make objects,
and objects must come in to make space. Therefore, they are both non-existent as
such. But it has been proved in other ways also that objects are non-existent. Thus
space is an illusion.
Time is conceived as past, present and future. These, when closely examined, cease
to exist. The past and future have existence only in relation to the present. The pres-
ent, when analysed, splits up into the past and future; leaving only an imperceptible
point of time as the ‘present’. This is but a fancy. The present being a fancy, the past
and the future are equally fanciful. Therefore time does not really exist. Here, it is
proved objectively.
It can easily be proved subjectively also. Time is only a thought form. Thought
arises, abides and subsides in consciousness. Therefore, time as such is non-existent
and is in essence pure Consciousness.

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469. T IME AND SPACE ARE NOT AND SO THE WORLD IS NOT .
Time: Does it exist inside or outside you?
If it is outside, your thoughts and feelings – which are all inside – cannot be af-
fected or conditioned by time; and further, time must be perceptible to the sense
organs. This is not so. Therefore time must necessarily be inside the mind.
Next examining in the same manner if time exists in the mind, it is not perceived by
the mind either. So we find it is neither there, but further inside you.
Beyond the mind there is nothing but the ‘I’-principle, and time cannot be there.
Therefore time as time is not; and if it exists, it is Atma itself.
Space: Do you perceive space? If so, with what organ? If you say ‘with the eye
organ’, it can perceive only form. Space is not form.
So space is never perceived outside; but is inside, just like time. Therefore space is
also not; and if it exists, it is Atma itself.

1002. O RIGIN OF SPACE AND TIME

You yourself are the permanent substratum, and the urge naturally comes from deep
within you to give a similar substratum to all changes outside.
The substratum of changing objects is space; but space is as dead and inert as an
object itself. Just give Consciousness to space and it becomes the Absolute.
So also, time is the permanent substratum of thoughts and feelings and is dead and
inert as well. Give Consciousness to time and it also becomes the Absolute.
By ‘give Consciousness to it’, I mean either see it subjectively or see it as possess-
ing consciousness.
dvayor madhya-gatam nityam asti-na ’sti ’ti paksayoh
prakazanam prakazyanam atmanam samupasmahe
Yoga-vasishtha [unverified]
I stand between ‘is’ and ‘is not’, explaining or illuminating both. When you under-
stand that light as the being itself, the non-being disappears.

Spiritual name
787. S IGNIFICANCE OF GIVING A SPIRITUAL NAME
The spiritual aspirant, all along, considered himself to be a jiva, possessing a name
pertaining to his body. But when he is made to visualize that he is not the body, but
Atma itself, he is given a spiritual name, which denotes only Atma and nothing else.
This name, which is always a synonym of the ultimate Truth, helps him to counter-
act the old samskaras [inclinations] of the jiva [personality], which occasionally raise
their shadows to drag him into the basic error. But when he understands that all names
point to the Absolute, he gets established in the Atma [Self].

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909. W HY AM I GIVEN A SPIRITUAL NAME ?
This is done in response to an urge from deep below. When everything (body, senses
and mind) changes, you have to be shown that you are changeless by clinging on to
something at least relatively changeless. So a changeless name is given to you to
show that you are changeless.

Spiritual progress
726. W HAT IS THE TEST OF MY PROGRESS TOWARDS THE T RUTH ?
Your increased sincerity and earnestness for the Truth, which you alone can know, is
the best test possible.

485. W HAT IS SVADHARMA AND WHY ?

The life to which you have fitted yourself, by birth and inheritance, is the most natural
and effortless one, so far as you are concerned. To continue in the same way of life,
you require only a little extra energy. Therefore much energy is left to you which can
be utilized for spiritual search, and you reach the goal sooner.
But if you change your own way of life, you will consume a lot of energy in estab-
lishing yourself in the new sphere, and your spiritual progress naturally suffers to that
extent. Moreover, your activities in the phenomenal walk of life are of no avail in
your spiritual progress, since the former is outward-going and the latter inward-going.
Therefore the Acaryas of old have clearly warned you against any change of svad-
harma [one’s own upbringing], since it entails a huge waste of precious energy and
only increases the distance to your spiritual goal. Your station in life and way of life,
whatever they be, are best suited for you to rise in life, worldly as well as spiritual.
Hence we see in vedic lore occasional instances of great Sages continuing their
svadharma even as butchers, priests etc. (e.g. Shri Vyadha and Shri Vasishtha).

884. W HAT ARE THE STAGES OF PROGRESS TO THE ULTIMATE ?

First from bondage to liberation, and from liberation to pure Consciousness. You have
only to come to a deep recognition of the fact that you have always been, that you are,
and that you shall ever be the witness. That is all that is needed.
First you know that you are the Reality.
Then you become it.
Then you be it.
In the being it, both the knowing it and the becoming it expire. The first two were
misunderstandings of the ‘being it’, at different levels.
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1074. P ROGRESS FROM OBJECTS TO C ONSCIOUSNESS PURE
1. Objects: Not objects in the technical sense, but merely things. Here the Con-
sciousness part is not referred to at all. This is an ignorant man’s stand.
2. Consciousness of objects: This is also an ignorant man’s stand, but a little higher
than the first.
3. Objects of Consciousness: This is the sadhaka’s stand at the beginning.
Proceeding further, he sees –
4. Objects in Consciousness: This is also the sadhaka’s stand, a little later.
5. Objects as Consciousness: This is a jivan-mukta’s stand (which may be compared
with a detached knowing of the dream state).
Higher still –
6. Objects vanish and Consciousness reigns.
Gross forms appear when you perceive with gross sense-instruments. Thought-forms
appear when you think (i.e. when you perceive with subtle senses).
Knowledge-form alone shines when you know.
But knowledge cannot be limited by any form.
So the world is pure knowledge alone.
It is this one pure knowledge that appears as gross-form, thought-form and knowl-
edge-form. Thus objects appear in terms of the instrument used.

1162. W HAT IS THE TEST OF PROGRESS ?

1. If you feel pleasure in talking, discussing, singing or thinking about the ultimate
Truth as often as possible, you may rest assured that you are progressing in the
right direction.
2. If, when left alone or when retired to rest, the thought that spontaneously comes to
your mind is about the ultimate Reality or your Guru, again you are well on the
way of progress.
3. Usually, pleasure is enjoyed at the end of a thought. But if that pleasure begins to
appear uncaused, even during the thought about the ultimate Truth, you are indeed
fortunate and are in Truth already.
You go wrong when you bring in gender when speaking of the Truth. The words
‘jivan-mukta’, ‘Jnyanin’ etc. are masculine. But you have no gender, as is clear from
deep sleep. Not that you are neuter, but that you are beyond gender. Therefore, you
are pure Jnyana or Truth itself.

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 Spirituality

1420. H OW CAN WE DISTINGUISH THE SPIRITUAL FROM THE PHENOMENAL ?

The real ‘I’-principle (also called Atma, Truth, real Self, Consciousness, Peace, etc.)
is alone spiritual. Everything else, including even the much applauded nirvikalpa
samadhi, is phenomenal.
In other words, the ultimate subject alone is spiritual, and everything with the least
trace of objectivity is phenomenal.

135. S PIRITUALITY REVERSES THE IGNORANT MAN ’ S OUTLOOK .

To an ignorant man, the objective world is an obstacle to spiritual progress; because
objects always draw him away from his real centre, which has not yet been shown to
him.
But to one who has heard the Truth from his Guru, the same world serves as a help
to his spiritual progress, since each one of its objects points to his real centre.

57. W HAT IS THE PLACE OF WOMEN IN SPIRITUALITY ?

It is said that women cannot rise to the Absolute as easily as men. But we find that in
ancient times many men reached the highest by following the instructions given by
women like Cudala [in the Yoga-vasishtha] or Gargi [in the Upanishads]. And there
are many other such examples.

407. I S PRAKRITI [ NATURE ] REALLY AN OBSTACLE TO SPIRITUAL PROGRESS ?

In the early stages of sadhana [spiritual discipline], when the aspirant is relying upon
the lower reason alone, the world of objects appears as an obstacle to his progress.
Gradually, when he begins to awaken his higher reason (vidya-vritti) and begins to
rely upon it, everything that appeared as an obstacle before gets transformed into help
to lead him on to the Ultimate.
When he takes his stand in the Truth itself, prakriti [nature] also changes its char-
acteristics and appears as Truth.

361. H UMAN FASCINATIONS AND THEIR REACTION UPON SPIRITUAL PROGRESS

The ordinary man of the world is usually carried away by one or more of three fun-
damental fascinations: physical, psychological and intellectual.
Those who are victims of physical fascination live contented with their sensual en-
joyments alone, and do not seek anything higher.
The second class of people are enamoured of all sorts of imaginary mental pleas-
ures and psychic powers, and are lost that way.
The last group of people, who are the incorrigible pandits, profess to be searching
for the Truth, and labour hard to bring even the Ultimate within the realm of the
intellect. In this vain effort, they fail miserably; but stubbornly refuse to admit their
failure, and hoodwink the ignorant man by their superior intellectual powers and
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cious intellectual satisfaction and pleasure, which alienate them from the Truth as
long as they persist in this vicious traffic.
These last two types of people, though they start with a faint idea of getting at the
Truth, are slowly side-tracked; and deceive both themselves and the ignorant public
regarding the ultimate Truth.

363. S COPE OF EXERCISES CALLED SPIRITUAL

All exercises involving contemplation or meditation in any manner secure only rela-
tive purity of the heart.
If you use right discrimination and reason and examine all your experiences disin-
terestedly, you get to your centre, which is the inmost core of your being.
To set matters right, you are only asked to give equal emphasis to all the three as-
pects of your activities – namely perceiving, thinking and knowing – and to recognize
that knowing is the only aspect among these which really concerns your own self.
If you continue this practice for some time, you will find the first two material as-
pects slowly drop away as unreal; and you stand established in your real nature, the
Truth.
Therefore, don’t fail to see that every activity is recorded in knowledge, your real
nature, before another activity commences.

1076. S PIRITUAL STRIVING AND ENLIGHTENMENT

The ignorant man feels that he is a sufferer. He finds that suitable objects give him
momentary relief, and so he seeks to hoard such objects.
But the earnest man soon discovers that nothing on earth can give him permanent
relief, and so he turns to something beyond the world. This is the beginning of spiritu-
ality. Of such few, the fortunate one obtains a Karana-guru.
The Guru tells him first to analyse the ‘seeker’ in him. According to the aspirant,
the seeker is only a vicious group consisting of body, senses and mind. He is shown
that each of this triad is impermanent and that, as any one of them, the seeker can
never attain permanent happiness. But still the urge to obtain permanent happiness
does not leave him. Then he is shown that there is a permanent, changeless principle
behind this group (the seeker), and that the source of the desire for permanent happi-
ness is the presence and nature of that background.
Next he is shown that he is himself that permanent principle. He is then told its real
characteristics, and he ultimately visualizes it (Atma) beyond the shadow of a doubt.
This is enlightenment. The attempt is not to remove suffering from the sufferer, but
only to make the seeker visualize his real nature of permanent Peace, and thereby to
make him understand that he is not the sufferer even when the suffering seems to last.
When he realizes that he had all along been Peace, all questions disappear.
If you want to remove the suffering alone and retain the sufferer, it is never possi-
ble. Because the suffering and the sufferer always appear and disappear simultane-
ously.

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1093. S PIRITUAL GOAL AND ITS ATTAINMENT
The realization of one’s own real nature is undoubtedly the ultimate goal of all spiri-
tual quest. The only impediment to it is the illusion that you are body, senses or mind.
For Self-realization, it is the removal of this illusion that is sought.
The methods adopted to attain this end differ with the different paths. The paths of
yoga and devotion adopt the method of removing the infinite variety of illusions, by
accepting a generic form called ‘samadhi’ [absorption]. Here the diversity vanishes,
no doubt. But still you remain in the realm of illusion, and in the subject-object rela-
tionship. The Truth is still as remote as before, and the happiness experienced in
samadhi is not a permanent one.
The state of complete identity with non-dual Atma, as a result of discrimination and
negation of phenomena, is the vedantic concept of samadhi. This is distinct from the
so called samadhi of yogins. The Atma [Self] is denoted by the word ‘samadhi’. The
illusion should not reappear ever after, in any other form. This is possible only if you
realize the background on which all illusions appear and disappear. This is nothing
short of Self-realization.
Therefore, removing the illusion is not a means to attain Self-realization. It is only a
natural corollary to it. Taking for example the illusion of the ‘serpent in the rope’, we
find that the illusion can be completely and successfully removed only by seeing
clearly, by the help of a bright light, that it is rope and rope alone. Therefore, Self-
realization is both the means and the end in itself.
The only means to attain this end is to listen to the Truth (it may be about the truth
of illusion itself) from the lips of a Karana-guru. Then you may yourself examine any
illusion in the light of that instruction, and certainly it will take you to the real back-
ground. All possibility of illusion taking possession of you is removed by that means.

Subject-object relationship

1327. W HAT IS THE SUBJECT ?

The last of a series of acts, without itself being known, is the subject.

757. H OW IS OBJECT RELATED TO SUBJECT ?

The object exists only in relation to the subject. But the subject is self-evident. It is
wrong to bring in the object to prove the subject.
The subject is Consciousness – the Self – and self-luminous by nature. It is really
Knowledge, objectless.
Even from the standpoint of the ignorant man, no object can be known and no ob-
ject is ever known.

1294. R ELATION OF THE OBJECTIVE TO THE SUBJECTIVE

The objective world does not include the subject. But the subject includes the objec-
tive world. Therefore, you cannot find a correct explanation of the objective world
from the objective world itself, but only from and through the subject.

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1326. T HE SUBJECT IS CONSTITUTIVE OF THE OBJECT .
The object is made an object only by the presence of the subject as such. Therefore, to
say that an object exists, when there is no corresponding subject to objectify it, is
absurd.
Ignorance is an object only in retrospect, and there is never a subject to support it.
This position is anomalous. Therefore ignorance is not.

1367. H OW IS THE SUBJECT CONSTITUTIVE OF THE OBJECT ?

It means that the subject goes into the constitution of the object. When you examine
the object in the right manner, the subject is also unknowingly being examined. Then
both disappear, leaving Awareness alone. The same argument applies to the whole
world. Thus the whole world stands explained, as Awareness pure.
If the Awareness is directed to anything apparently different, that other thing be-
comes Awareness at once.

371. I S THERE A SUBJECT - OBJECT RELATIONSHIP AT ANY TIME ?

The ‘I’-principle is the only one thing whose existence is never questioned. This is
never an object of the senses or the mind.
Regarding this ‘I’-principle at the time of experience, no subject-object relationship
exists.
During the perception of objects also, the experience is exactly the same. The ap-
parent object gets transformed into the ‘I’-principle or knowledge, and stands as one
with it, beyond all subject-object relationship.
The activity of the Jnyanin [Sage] is also the same, but undertaken knowingly. He
realizes that no activity vanishes before being recorded or merged in knowledge or the
Self. It means that sound, form etc. are never perceived as such, but all of them merge
in knowledge.

Surrender

1090. ‘S URRENDER ’ AND HOW TO ACHIEVE IT ?

‘Surrender’ has something of a negative implication. You can never achieve surrender
by deliberation. What you want is to surrender your attachment to objects. In other
words, you want to forget objects (body, senses and mind).
If you start deliberately to forget them, they become more strongly manifest. There-
fore the only means to achieve surrender is to turn your attention to the support or the
background.
If the devotee gets more and more attached to his ishta-deva [chosen deity], surren-
der of all else will follow as a matter of course. You need not do anything special to
attain it. An open and empty heart is the first requisite.
Surrender is an end in itself, and never a means. Surrender is something that has to
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the strict sense of the term, if you happen even to remember the fact that you have
surrendered.
Surrender can never be accomplished objectively. It is only by establishing oneself
in one’s own Real nature, Atma, that real surrender obtains. Because you see that
there is nothing else to be surrendered; and then, even the word ‘surrender’ becomes
meaningless.

316. W HAT IS SURRENDER ?

Surrender, so far as the ignorant man is concerned, is only of upadhi to upadhi [one
personal expression to another], on the body level. But spiritual surrender means
surrender of the [personal] ego to the Atma [impersonal Self] in one, Atma being
represented by the Guru.
This is possible only at an advanced stage, when the disciple is capable of cogniz-
ing the impersonal. Therefore, real surrender is possible only after visualization of the
Truth; and it can never be insisted upon as a qualification for realization, much less
for initiation.
It is said: ‘The Guru is immanent in all, as pure Atma. But he is immanent particu-
larly in the disciple – to a much greater degree, on account of the relationship.’

798. W HAT IS THE MEANING AND PURPOSE OF SURRENDER ?

To ‘surrender’ means strictly to ‘disown’. When all untruth is surrendered, you stand
as the Truth itself.

Talking about Truth

745. H OW TO TALK ABOUT THE T RUTH ?

In talking about the Truth, you (the ego) must cease to talk, and allow it (Truth or the
real Self) to talk or express itself in its own language.

857. W HAT IS IT THAT TAKES PLACE HERE , DURING THESE TALKS ?

The Truth is that it is the Truth that talks to the Truth, all about the Truth. The Truth
goes into you undressed, not through language at all.

911. H OW IS T RUTH TRANSMITTED ?

When you are angry, you lose yourself in anger and so you transmit it to another who
gets angry with you in return.
Similarly, when the Guru talks about the Truth, the Guru gets lost in Truth and,
through the words that he uses, takes you to the Truth.
So it is anger that transmits anger, and Truth that transmits Truth or enlightens one.

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870. T HE S AGE TRANSCENDS ALL LIMITATIONS OF LANGUAGE .
Language, of course, has its own limitations everywhere. But the luminous presence
of the Guru compensates for all limitations of his language, and you are taken straight
to the Truth.
To be nearer the Truth, it may even be said that the Self knows the Self, or Atma
knows Atma.

85. D UALITY AND ADVAITIC EXPERIENCE

Question: Is it not in duality that the advaitic Truth is experienced? When the teacher
expounds the advaitic Truth to the disciple, and when the disciple understands it, is
there not duality? How then can it be said that the advaitic Truth transcends all dual-
ity?
Answer: When the teacher is talking with the intention of conveying an idea to you, if
you direct attention to the language part – namely the pronunciation, intonation,
words used, their arrangement, grammar, the structure of sentences etc. – then the
idea meant to be conveyed will certainly be missed. Therefore, in order to understand
the idea, you have to direct attention to the idea and not to the language used.
Likewise with other ideas, also. If several ideas go conjointly to prove a central
idea, you have to direct attention to the central idea. If you direct attention to the
several ideas, the central idea is missed. Whenever the central idea is understood, you
stand as the central idea.
When the Truth – which transcends the realm of ideas and mind – is expounded,
you have to direct attention to the Truth, leaving aside also the central idea. When you
understand the Truth, you stand as the Truth.
Here, you have been following in the footsteps of the teacher, who was rising from
the language to ideas, from several ideas to the central idea, and from the central idea
to the Truth. The Truth, as is shown above, transcends the realm of ideas and mind.
The personal element ceases here, and does not exist in the beyond. So when the
teacher was standing as the Truth and the disciple was also standing as the Truth, only
the impersonal was there, as Truth is impersonal. There is no duality there.
But when you come out of it, you use the language of the ego and say you under-
stood it. It was not a case of understanding at all, but of being one with it.
Here, possibly, you may raise a question. It was said that when the idea was under-
stood by the disciple, the disciple was standing as idea and the teacher was also
standing as idea. Then, is there not Non-duality there? Why should you go beyond, to
find the Truth?
This question can never be there. Ideas are many, and there is diversity in the con-
ception of ideas. The word ‘idea’ brings in personalities also. Two personalities can
never become one. But beyond the realm of ideas, there is only the impersonal. The
impersonal can never be many. Therefore, Non-duality is only in the impersonal, and
it is wrong to assume that the advaitic Truth was expounded in duality.
The ordinary man believes that he is the body, senses or mind. By a careful exami-
nation of the three states, you can know beyond doubt that the ‘I’ is a permanent,
changeless principle. This is the sat or existence aspect of the ‘I’.
But this knowledge by itself does not complete your liberation. Take for example
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rope’ is the Reality. If nothing of the rope is seen, no superimposition is possible. It is
only on a partial knowledge of the rope that the superimposition takes place. It is the
‘this’-ness or the existence aspect of the rope that is common to both the Reality and
the illusion. It is upon this that the serpent is superimposed.
So, if by some process you understand that it is not a serpent, the serpent illusion
vanishes and the ‘this’-ness alone remains. But the likelihood of your superimposing
other things upon this – like a stick or a crack or a shadow – still remains. If you want
to avoid every possibility of any further superimposition you must necessarily bring in
clear light and see the rope in its real nature.
Now, applying this analogy to your own subjective self, you see that the ‘I’ stands
for the ‘this’ and the body, senses and mind for the serpent. Even if you understand
that you are not the body, senses or mind and that you are the changeless principle ‘I’,
any other illusion is liable to be superimposed again upon that same ‘I’, without
prejudice to its existence aspect.
To avoid this possibility, you must also understand the other positive characteristics
of the ‘I’, namely Consciousness and Happiness. The knowledge ‘I am Consciousness
and I am Happiness’ stands parallel to the knowledge ‘This is a rope’ in the illustra-
tion.

254. W HY THE TRADITIONAL INJUNCTION OF SECRECY IN TALKING ABOUT THE

T RUTH ?
Spiritual sadhakas are strictly enjoined by the shastras [texts] not to speak the naked
Truth to purely worldly minded persons. Truth suffers thereby. Such listeners inter-
pret it only in the customary, objective relativity in which alone they live. They find it
impossible to reconcile the Truth this way. So they begin to ridicule Truth itself. This
naturally drives them to perdition. You must try to avoid such a catastrophe at all cost.

546. H OW IS T RUTH TRANSMITTED ( IF INDEED AT ALL )?

Some say it is through language, because the disciple understands the Truth only after
listening to it from the lips of the Guru.
But it has been proved already that the talking and listening are incidents on the
way; and that, when the disciple ultimately understands the Truth, there is neither
talking nor listening, but only Truth and Truth alone – as experience without the
experienced. Therefore language can, at the most, be said to have helped to point to
that ultimate goal and nothing more. Hence its relationship, if any, to the realization is
only indirect.
Others say that Truth is transmitted through silence or samadhi. Here, silence also
is only a medium like language and serves the same purpose as language itself, only
pointing to the Ultimate, and disappearing at the point of experience. Truth is far
beyond even nirvikalpa samadhi (extreme silence).

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 Theoretical and practical

122. S OME SAY V EDANTA IS NOT PRACTICAL . W HY ?

To them ‘practical’ means subject to the senses or mind. They forget that even the
senses and mind shine only in the presence of the ‘I’, and the ‘I’ shines all alone as in
deep sleep. So the ‘I’ is more practical than senses or mind. Here, Vedanta, whose
subject matter is this ‘I’-principle, is the most practical of all practical things. It is the
most concrete of all things.

491. I S THE ‘I’- THOUGHT THEORETICAL ?

The thought of ‘I’ some say is theoretical. In that case, it will have to be admitted that
you are yourself a theory, which I believe you can never admit. Therefore, the ‘I’-
thought is more practical than all apparently practical things.

1080. T HE ‘ THEORETICAL ’ AND THE ‘ PRACTICAL ’, COMPARED TO EXPERIENCE

The ignorant man considers the body as being more real than the mind. In ordinary
parlance, what is retained in the mental sphere is called ‘theoretical’, and what is
translated into action in the physical sphere is called ‘practical’. The advocates of the
‘practical’ assume that what they believe to be ‘practical’ has greater reality than the
‘theoretical’.
But a close and impartial enquiry proves that body, senses and mind are all chang-
ing in the three states, and that the only principle that remains changeless, all through,
is the ‘I’-principle. This ‘I’ is neither gross nor subtle, but beyond both. In other
words, the ‘I’ is neither ‘practical’ nor ‘theoretical’ in the ordinary sense, but beyond
both. It is the only one that does not need any proof of its existence. It is the only
absolute Truth or Reality.
If by ‘practical’ you mean ‘real’, the ‘I’ is more real than the changing body, senses
or mind. These can exist only in the presence of the ‘I’, while the ‘I’ can exist all
alone without anything else. Therefore the ‘I’ is more practical or real than the rest.
The ‘I’ is the innermost principle in man and is the ultimate Truth.
The degrees of reality of a thing, if any, can be measured only in proportion to the
proximity of the thing to the ‘I’-principle. According to this standard, gross objects
(including the body) are the farthest from the ‘I’ and are therefore the least practical
or real. The senses are nearer to the ‘I’, and so the sensations are more practical or
real. The mind is still nearer to the ‘I’, and so mentations are still more practical or
real than the rest.
Strictly speaking, Reality can have no degrees, there being only one Reality – the
Atma – and that alone can be called experience. Experiences of the body, senses and
mind are no experiences at all.

1438. W HAT IS REALLY PRACTICAL ?

The ‘practical’, in the ordinary sense, is opposed to the ‘theoretical’. Of the two, the
latter is considered to be less real than the former and more liable to change.

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 These terms are applicable only at the relative level. Applying the tests of relative
reality and permanency, the proximity to the Self may be said to be the test of practi-
cality. Thus the senses being nearer you than objects, the senses may be said to be
more practical than objects. In the same manner, mind (as thoughts and feelings) is
more practical than senses and objects.
But all these are only relative and changing. The ultimate test of practicality is per-
manency, or unchangeability. In this sense, the real ‘I’ is the only practical thing,
being the only changeless Reality.
Of course, this might be diametrically opposed to the concept of the ignorant man.
But truth is no respecter of personalities or majorities. It is the smallest of all minori-
ties, being the one without a second. What is ‘experiential’ is alone real or practical,
and whatever is intellectual is only theoretical.
The world consists of four component parts, viz. the three states and an Awareness
that gives light to the three states. Of these four parts, that light-giving principle alone
can be real or practical: being alone capable of shining in its own light. The other
three depend upon that light for their very existence, and are therefore theoretical.

Thing in itself

176. T HE ‘ THING ’ AS SEEN BY AN IGNORANT MAN AND A S AGE

The Sage sees the ‘thing in itself’. The ignorant man sees only the sense objects
superimposed upon the thing in itself.

1432. H OW TO KNOW A THING ?

In the phenomenal sense, we do not know the thing at all. But we know only some-
thing about the thing, or in other words we know the appearance alone.
To know the thing, we have to go deeper, even beyond the appearance, into the
background; and there all appearances disappear, leaving the background alone. That
is the real thing; and that is known by identity alone, there being nothing else beside
it.

978. H OW TO SEE THE FLOWER AS IT IS ?

You see the things possessed by the flower, through the senses and mind possessed by
you. But to see the flower as it is, you must stand by yourself, dispossessed of senses
and mind. Then you see the flower as yourself, pure Consciousness.

16. W HAT IS THE ‘ THING IN ITSELF ’?

The fundamental worldly experience of man is that something which was unknown
subsequently becomes known. This statement clearly shows that the ‘thing in itself’
was the background of both the unknown and the known, and as such could not
exactly be either the one or the other. Looking at the background closely, you find
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it therefore appeared as the ‘known’ or the ‘unknown’. Take away that mental limita-
tion from the experience, and immediately it becomes the Reality itself; because it
goes beyond the known and the unknown.
That which was called unknown is in the known as well, and is still unknown. It is
the Reality itself. Take for example the ‘I’ in I think and I feel. The ‘I’-principle can
never be the thinking or the feeling principle, but is beyond both, and is present
equally in the thinking as well as in the feeling.
Examining this from another angle, the ‘unknown’ means that which is not grasped
by the sense organs or the mind. That which is not comprehended by these two, but
which transcends them both, cannot be anything but the Reality. Therefore, what is
called the ‘unknown’ is the Reality. And now coming to the ‘known’, when correctly
examined, a sense object merges into Consciousness. Therefore, what is known is also
nothing but Consciousness.
When an ordinary man (who believes himself to be the body) sees an object, he
sees and emphasizes the object part of it and ignores completely the most important
factor – consciousness. But when a Jnyanin [Sage] sees the same object, he sees it not
as object but as consciousness itself. He emphasizes only the consciousness part of it,
and feels that it is the Self. Thus every perception doubly reaffirms his knowledge that
he is Consciousness. It is experience of the Truth itself, repeated as often as there are
thoughts or perceptions.

Thought

615. T HOUGHT A MISNOMER

Thought rises up in pure Consciousness beyond time; so thought cannot be anything
other than Consciousness. Therefore, the usual conception of thought is wrong, or
‘thought’ is a misnomer.

267. H OW IS THOUGHT NON - EXISTENT ?

Thought is non-existent whether looked at from the lower or the higher plane.
Looked at from the ‘I’-principle, thought gets transformed into Consciousness and
ceases to exist as thought.
Looked at from the lower plane, the gross objects being proved to be non-existent
as such, thought – which is supposed to be their subtle form – becomes a misnomer.
And thus also thoughts are non-existent.

610. I S NOT THAT ITSELF A THOUGHT WHICH ARGUES AND ESTABLISHES THAT
THOUGHT IS NON - EXISTENT ?

No. Thought is that which is concerned with the outside world alone. That faculty
which takes even that thought as an object of discussion can never be called a thought
in the same sense, though both might superficially appear alike.

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 The first, thought directed outwards, creates. And the second, called vidya-vritti
[higher reason], destroys all that the first has created. That is its only function. When
nothing is left to be destroyed, it vanishes and stands as the Reality itself.

313. T HOUGHTS
Thoughts may be viewed with equal advantage in three different ways, in relation to
yourself. You may choose any one or more of these ways.
1. As pure Consciousness, and so yourself in essence.
2. As shining in your own light, and so pointing to your real nature.
3. As the witnessed, yourself being the disinterested witness.

1173. W HAT IS THOUGHT ?

Thought is an attempt at connecting the past and the present, by bringing the past to
the present. But the past, being past, can never be brought to the present. Therefore
thought is impossible. The past and the future depend upon the present for their very
existence; and the present, on strict examination, disappears altogether. Therefore
time is not.
Whatever is present is only Consciousness. Past was present once and so the same
in content, viz. Consciousness. Every point of thinking is only Consciousness. What
then are you going to connect, and with what? Therefore thought is a misnomer.

389. I S THOUGHT OF C ONSCIOUSNESS AN ABSTRACTION ?

It might appear to be an abstraction at the outset, when your stand is in the mind’s
realm alone. But you cannot continue there for long. The object of your thought
eludes the mind’s grasp; and in the attempt to comprehend Consciousness, the mind
itself loses its limitations. Thus the mind ceases to be mind, and stands transformed
into that Consciousness itself.
Therefore, the thought of Consciousness, though starting as an abstraction, takes
you immediately to the clearest experience of the Absolute.

791. H OW TO APPROACH AN INTRUDING THOUGHT ?

When a thought arises in you, you invariably try to discriminate whether it is good or
bad. Thereby you attribute more reality to the thought and make it abide and bind you
more.
But instead, if you examine the content of the thought irrespective of the object
concerned, and see that it is nothing other than your own real nature, the thought
vanishes as such, leaving you in your real nature.
So adopt the latter course and be happy.
‘You have only to take the non-existent from the non-existent and be ever free.’

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913. W HAT IS THE TEST OF THE RIGHT LINE OF THINKING ?
It is to see whether it takes you to the witness. If so, you are on the right line. That
which expresses itself in the witnessed as well as in the witness is alone the Truth.

801. W HAT IS INTENSE THOUGHT ?

No thought which does not merge in the background, the Reality, can be intense. It is
only the one that has visualized the Reality behind all appearance who can take an
intense thought. Its process is to repeat the arguments to prove one’s real nature.

504. H OW TO TAKE A DEEP THOUGHT ?

We are often asked to take a deep thought about certain spiritual ideas. For this, a one-
pointed attention is the first requisite. To gain such attention, a deep craving of the
heart is necessary towards that end. This craving is created by incessantly taking that
very thought. When this craving thus created descends deep into the realm of the
heart, your thought is said to have gone deep.

1047. H OW ARE THOUGHTS , RECORDED IN THE MIND , REMEMBERED ?

First of all, the question does not arise. Because no question of why, where, when and
how can ever arise in relation to the Absolute. Between objects themselves the ques-
tion is quite relevant; but this question refers to some principle beyond the mind,
which is nothing but the Absolute. Any question which has the slightest reference to
the Absolute cannot be answered in the relative and the question does not arise in the
Absolute.
The mind or memory is nothing but a thought. One thought cannot record another
thought. Therefore it is wrong to assume that past thoughts are recorded in the mind.
smrti-rupah paratra-purva drstavabhasah
[Where memory appears, it forms a show of something
seen before – a distant something not now here.]
Shri Shankara, Adhyasa-bhashya (Intro to Sutra-bhashya), 3.1
Seeing an object for the first time and taking it to be something you perceived some
time ago is what is called memory. Look at your dream experience, if you feel any
doubt. Therefore memory does not prove anything in the past.
Thought is illuminated by a ray of light. It cannot be recorded by dead matter. It can
be recorded only by Consciousness. If you take the mind to be the container of all
thoughts, it must be infinite and eternal. But there cannot be two infinites or eternals.
Therefore that mind is Consciousness itself and changeless. As Consciousness, it can
never record anything else. Therefore memory is not.
Another approach: When you think that thought is recorded, you attribute an inde-
pendent reality to thought. Thinking is nothing but subtle perception. It has been
proved that there is no form without seeing. So, in the subtle perception called
thought, the same process goes on. When the sense organs – gross and subtle – are
shut, the mind can no longer function. (Can you think about Truth without indenting

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upon the services of sense objects? Thinking in an abstract manner is impossible.)
When seeing is withdrawn, the form is no longer present.
Therefore it is wrong to suppose that you are recalling the same thing, once again,
by memory. The same is true about recording and recollecting thoughts.
Still another approach: You stand out as the witness of your mental activities. What
is witnessed by the witness cannot be said to be past; because the witness is beyond
time. But, as a result of its closeness to the witness, the ego takes up the information
from the witness and claims it as a past experience of the ego. The ego twists every
information which it has usurped from the witness and gives it an objective expres-
sion.
Consciousness can never be witness to anything other than Consciousness. The
sense organs can never be witness to anything other than sense objects. Everything
recorded in knowledge becomes knowledge itself.

1334. T HOUGHT AND ITS APPLICATION

Thought is applied usually in two ways, with opposite results.
1. It is applied objectively, in order to know something that is not already known.
The mind’s natural tendency is to project the object of its thought into space, in
terms of its own stock of former concepts. Therefore, when thought is applied with
effort in this manner, to know any phenomenal object, gross or subtle, the object
you consequently arrive at is pre-eminently an object of your own mind’s creation.
It is changing and so an untruth.
2. Thought is applied for the purpose of recognizing the Self, which you have already
visualized on listening to the words of the Guru.
But when you direct your thought to the Self you have already visualized, it is a
sudden switch-over to the real subject, which can never be objectified. The mind,
in that attempt, loses its own sense of objectivity. Thus deprived of its own dross,
the mind stands revealed in identity with the real ‘I’-principle. Here, thought
ceases to be thought, and helps you to get established in the Truth you have al-
ready visualized.

1180. J NYANA SADHAKAS SOMETIMES THINK ALOUD . W HY ?

When you follow the path of Advaita, you may, at an advanced stage, experience a
spontaneous exuberance of knowledge or love overflowing from you freely. On such
occasions, you may be found talking, even unasked, to those around you about the
advaitic Truth. This may be said from your own standpoint to be simply ‘thinking
aloud’, because you are not doing it with any intention to convince others or to con-
vert them. Really, there is no doer or ego behind it. It is only your own real nature of
Advaita, not being able to contain itself within you, bubbling out through your mind
and the vocal organ. This only shows that you are getting established, more and more
firmly, in the advaitic Truth.

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1333. T HINKING AND KNOWLEDGE
Knowledge unites, in being or in identity. Thinking separates, in subject-object rela-
tionship.
Knowing has no place in the ordinary thought process. Thinking about something
which has to be known is wrong, since it moves in a vicious circle. You cannot think
of anything you have not known. Such thinking can never take you to the Truth.
But when you direct your thought to something (say yourself) which you have oth-
erwise visualized, the thought loses its own characteristics and limits, and stands
revealed as that Self (Consciousness) itself. Thought is thus reduced into its essence.

Thoughts and feelings

375. W HAT ARE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS ?

It is admitted that thoughts and feelings are in myself. It is also admitted that in me,
there cannot be anything other than myself.
I cannot go out of myself to know or feel anything, and things from outside cannot
come into me. The moment they touch me, they get transformed into myself; and thus
I know only myself, always.
Here, thoughts and feelings become objectless. So they are myself alone.

885. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN THOUGHT AND FEELING ? D OES THOUGHT
MERGE IN FEELING ?

No. Nor the other way round. Both merge directly in Consciousness. The question is
not of much spiritual significance. Both being sensations, they may be disposed of
together. But I answer it only out of academic interest.
From another perspective, it may be said that feeling is nothing but a deep thought.
Here ‘deep’ signifies the heart element. When you take a particular thought over and
over again, the heart begins to function and craves for that thought. Thus thought
begets feeling and descends into the heart.

285. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS ?

Thought rises in Consciousness, rests in Consciousness and sets in Consciousness.
Therefore, it is nothing other than Consciousness. It consists of the content and the
boundary.
Now, examining thought with the mind itself, the mind perceives only the bound-
ary, and calls it thought. Examining it closer, the mind crosses the boundary and
enters the content of thought. But, to its amazement, the mind finds itself lost and
merged in the content of thought, which is nothing but pure Consciousness.
Thus, the thought endeavouring to examine the content of thought is no thought at
all, in the strict sense of the term. Because its object is Consciousness itself, which
can never be objectified; and in the attempt the mind dies and gets transformed into
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 Similarly examining feelings, the mind gets merged in Peace itself. Thus thoughts
and feelings are nothing other than my own real nature – Consciousness and Peace.

1190. W HAT IS MY RELATION TO THOUGHT OR FEELING ?

1. You are thought or feeling, devoid of the characteristics of thought or feeling.
2. You are the knower of thought or feeling, when thought or feeling is there.
3. You are pure knowledge or Peace, when there is neither thought nor feeling.

104. W HAT ARE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS ?

In order to understand this, the mind must first be defined. The mind is not a sub-
stance in itself. It is nothing but the name of a function. So the mind is thought or
feeling itself. When these are absent, the mind cannot be said to exist. Beyond the
mind, there is only Consciousness or the ‘I’-principle.
If a thought occurs, to whom does it occur? Is it to the body? No. Because body is
by itself dead and inert matter. Then, is it to the mind? No. Because the mind is itself
a thought, and one thought cannot occur to another thought. Therefore, it must be to
‘Me’, who am beyond the mind as Consciousness, that every thought occurs.
Thought rises in Consciousness, exists in Consciousness and vanishes into Con-
sciousness. So, of what stuff can thought be made? Of pure Consciousness alone, just
as waves are made of water. When Consciousness is limited or objectified, it is called
thought.
So, the content of thought is only Consciousness.
Similarly, examining all feelings – like anger, fear, lust etc. – we find that they all
manifest themselves upon a common background or factor called feeling, which is
divested of all difference. This feeling by itself is pure Peace or Happiness. Thus, all
these so-called different forms of feeling rise in Peace, exist in Peace and vanish into
Peace – which is my real nature.

Time

556. T IME
oggattonnalanekamennu karutum vyamohame kalamam .
[Considering one thought as many:
that’s the delusion of time.]
Shri Atmananda
‘The one thought’ (‘oggattonnal’) which is the permanent background of all thoughts is
‘I am.’ Usually, this background thought is forgotten and immediately a plurality of
thoughts come up.
This illusion of plurality is what is called ‘time’.

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931. W HAT IS THE MISCHIEF OF TIME ?
Time is only an idea. World is built upon the plurality of ideas, depending upon time
which is but an idea. Therefore time is not. Idea is not. Both are nothing but the
ultimate Reality. This time is the arch-deceiver of all. You rely upon him to establish
the world and its religions.
What you recognize is here already. But what you remember has to be created by a
thought depending upon the illusion of time.
You are the changeless principle. So you need only recognize that fact.

362. W HAT IS TIME ?

Time consists of its three component parts – the past, present and future. The past and
future cannot manifest themselves without appearing first in the present. When they
appear in the present, they are also the present and nothing else. Thus, the past and
future depend upon the present for their very existence, and vice versa. So all are non-
existent, and time is not.
‘I am’ or ‘anubhava-matratma’ [‘I am experience alone’] is the source and the end
of all experiences, devoid of the experiencer and the experienced.

Triputi (triad)

425. W HO IS REALLY DOING A DEED ?

In the doing, there is only doing and no who (doer) nor deed. In the doer, there is only
doer and no doing or deed. And in the deed, there is only deed and no doer or doing.
So, the question does not arise.

446. F ROM TRIPUTI TO THE A BSOLUTE

1. Knower, knowing and known
– reduced to –
2. Knowing or witness and known
– reduced further to –
3. Witness alone, without the witnessed.

642. T HE DREAM STATE

If the percept is proved to be non-existent as percept, the perceiver and perception
both die at once. This is true equally of both the dream and waking states. Remove
any one of the triad, and the other two also disappear immediately.
From the apparent perceiver, remove all that is perceivable or see-able and what
remains is pure Consciousness.

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968. H OW TO EXAMINE THE TRIPUTI ( TRIAD )?
Triputi is constituted of the doer, doing and the deed. Of these three, the doing and the
deed alone are perceived. But the doer comes in only after the function, and the doer
is never perceived at all. So there is no separate doer. This so called ‘doer’ is the
witness itself, but apparently limited or misunderstood.
drastra-darzana-drzyesu pratyekam bodha-matrata …
[The see-er, seeing and the seen –
of these, each is pure consciousness.…]
Shri Shankara

Truth

1332. E XPERIENCES OF T RUTH

Truth is experienced in three ways:
1. Truth is before you, as objects of perception.
2. Truth is in you, as knowledge of objects.
3. Truth is yourself, as objectless knowledge, as Self.

975. T HE KEY TO THE ULTIMATE T RUTH

Can there be a key to the ultimate Truth? Yes, of course. The interval between two
mentations and deep sleep, if rightly understood, are keys to the absolute Truth.

345. H OW IS T RUTH THE BACKGROUND OF SAT - CIT - ANANDA ?

Existence [sat] is the only thing that does not go out of existence. So existence is the
Truth itself.
Existence cannot be existence without Consciousness [cit]. Therefore Truth is Con-
sciousness.
Truth, being objectless, is incapable of being felt. So it is peace that is the back-
ground of all feelings.
Therefore Truth is the background of ‘sat’, ‘cit’, and ‘ananda’ [happiness] or
Peace.

1331. W HY IS IT MORE DIFFICULT TO RECONCILE WITH T RUTH THAN WITH

UNTRUTH ?

Question: You reconcile yourself in a moment without any effort with the world
which is a lie. But you find it very hard and take long to reconcile yourself with the
Truth, even after visualizing it. Why is this?
Answer: Because you are yourself a lie and look upon Truth as something alien to
you. Hence the delay in reconciling yourself with Truth.

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1186. G. asked: C AN IT BE SAID THAT THE ULTIMATE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL
ERRORS ?

If there is error …
Error always has Truth as its background; and so error is strictly no error. Could
there be an opposite of error?

779. T RUTH AND MIND

Truth transcends both reality and unreality. But the mind can conceive only these two
opposites. So the real nature of Truth is not understandable to the mind. The real ‘I’
down to nature is covered by both the reality and the unreality. Your memory, intelli-
gence etc. are all in the plurality and never one.

1257. H AS T RUTH NO OPPOSITE ?

No. The only possible opposite to Truth is untruth. But when you strictly examine
untruth, you find it to be nothing but an appearance on Truth. Therefore Truth has no
opposite.

936. H OW TO SEARCH FOR THE T RUTH ?

It is usually undertaken in two ways. One way is by following an ascending order as
in the traditional method, and the other by a descending order as in the direct method.
The former process is adopted by scientists, slowly ascending from the world, al-
ways attributing reality to the objective. Proceeding this way, they knock against a
blank wall of ignorance, because they find no way to transcend duality.
The latter is a process of descent from the Atma down to the world of objects. Here
you retain your perspective of Non-duality, which is the characteristic of Atma, and
from that stand you find it easy to discover the Truth – even behind the diversity of
the world.
If you want to see the world in the correct perspective, you must first see yourself
correctly. And then the world will automatically shine, in its true nature.

Understanding

1217. R IGHT UNDERSTANDING

Ordinary understanding is supposed to be a function of the personality or the ego. But
even science has of late come to admit that depersonalization is necessary for right
understanding. In other words, science admits that understanding is the faculty or
nature of the transcendental Awareness.

450. W HAT IS THE EASIEST APPROACH TOWARDS UNDERSTANDING THE T RUTH ?

In order that the understanding may be natural and abiding, it has to be based upon
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nary experiences as a layman, gradually eliminating from them all extraneous ele-
ments, leaving only Truth behind.
This method alone takes you to the Truth, without any effort or doubt.
For example, examine what happens during your most ordinary perceptions,
thoughts or feelings; and prove that in every case it is your own Atma, the Self, that is
experienced as Consciousness or Peace.

847. C AN I UNDERSTAND ANYTHING TILL THE EGO DIES ?

No. In the question, you are putting the cart before the horse. You are emphasizing the
ego more than the understanding.
However much you may try to kill the ego, it will only become stronger. So you
have to approach it from the other end. Everybody understands in spite of the ego.
The truth is that the ego automatically dies when you understand anything.
You will never succeed in bringing in light, if you insist upon removing all the
darkness from your room before you do so. Therefore simply ignore the ego and try to
understand, and the understanding itself will remove the ego.

1188. Madam G: H OW TO GIVE UP BODY , SENSES AND MIND ?

It is called ‘renunciation’. Renunciation is of two kinds. The yogin’s and the jnya-
nin’s.
1. The yogin’s renunciation consists of taking the mind away from body and senses.
This takes one only to a blank state and not further.
2. The jnyanin’s renunciation is understanding that he is the light or Consciousness
on which the body, senses and mind appear, and that even that appearance does
not exist when that light is withdrawn. Knowing this Truth, the jnyanin [knower]
permits the innocent appearance to exist; and he literally stands under, in all his
glory, as its background.

607. D EEP CONVICTION

Deep conviction is direct knowing. Conviction is the last word of the worldly man or
the mind regarding any search. If you are convinced, you have attained the object of
your search; it is a signal to stop all further enquiries regarding it.
Gurunathan only uses the same word for want of a better one, to denote spiritual
understanding also. But he improves upon that word by qualifying it as deep convic-
tion. Your spiritual understanding becomes deep when you become established in it,
by experiencing it again and again. And then it becomes experience pure.

1391. S EEING AND UNDERSTANDING OF THE WORLD

Question: How do the ignorant man and the Sage see this world?
Answer: The ignorant man and the Sage both face the world, apparently in the same
manner, but with one fundamental and subtle difference.
The ignorant man understands everything – including knowledge – in terms of the
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1009. W HAT IS THE RIGHT WAY OF UNDERSTANDING ?

Through the expression to the expressed is the right way of understanding. When you
are listening to his teaching, you are accepting the teacher as your ‘self’. The ex-
pressed is always the teacher.
You are never asked to look out – through the senses or mind. Looking in, you are
yourself alone as the ‘I’-principle, which is another vision of the teacher. The teaching
is only a means to make you look in. The teaching takes you beyond body and mind
where you get a vision of the teacher himself. There you see the teacher in the whole.
No part of him is left behind.
telivay` olivay` nilkkum oliyam porul azramam
mama kanicca mal svami caranam zaranam mama .
Shri Atmananda, Atmaramam, 1.19
(It means: ‘My Lord has most graciously and effortlessly revealed to me the self-
effulgent Truth which though ever shining was unnoticed so long. His holy feet alone
are my eternal solace.’)
Here the teacher, the teaching and the taught are one. The understanding is also the
real ‘I’-principle. To teach anything, the teacher must stand above the teaching. So the
teacher, standing beyond the mind, is helping the disciple to come to that level,
through the medium of teaching which takes him beyond body and mind.
You can never remember what you do understand. You can remember only that
which the mind has understood. Here understanding the truth means becoming the
Truth. If you want to repeat the same experience, think of the teacher along with the
teaching and you will easily be led on to the same experience (the expressed). You
cannot express yourself as you wish. So never desire that. But if the expressed (the
Truth) ever chooses to express itself at any moment in any manner, enjoy it. That is
all.
In all phenomenal teaching it is only ‘his’ that is transmitted, often in parts, through
the teaching. But in spiritual teaching it is ‘he’ that is taught or transmitted and that
not in part but in full. The Guru’s form is the only object in the universe which, if
contemplated upon, takes you directly to the real subject – the Reality.

Unity and diversity

76. W HAT ARE UNITY AND DIVERSITY ?

Unity is the cause of diversity and not the other way about. The ‘thing in itself’, the
Reality, is beyond both diversity and unity:
1. Unity (of the subject) is the connecting link between everything in diversity.
2. It is only by standing in this unity that diversity is perceived. This means that it is
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3. Unity is the deciding principle regarding the existence, qualities, properties etc. of
any object in the diversity.
4. From a higher level, it is the background of all.
In this sense, the unity stands as the Reality. But when the unity is taken to be the
opposite of diversity, as it is usually understood, the Reality must be said to be be-
yond both diversity and unity.

1022. W HY IS THERE DIVERSITY ?

Really there is no diversity. This is the correct answer. But it can also be answered in
other ways.
1. Because the ‘why’ is there. The ‘why’ is diversity itself. One thing is divided into
two by mere words and kept separate. Here begins diversity. Take for example, the
earth and the pot. There is the earth in the pot, and there is earth and earth alone.
‘Pot’ is only another name for the particular form temporarily assumed by the
earth.
2. Because you stand as diversity yourself. See what you are in your phenomenal life.
You are the body, senses, mind or anything else you please. But please tell me,
which ‘you’ in this medley am I to address? Each of these has its corresponding
objects outside. So it is only when you stand as diversity yourself that you perceive
diversity outside. When you stand as the indivisible beyond the mind, as the real
‘I’-principle, there is no diversity at all, anywhere.

Vidya-vritti – higher reason

1017. W HEN DOES THE HIGHER REASON COME INTO PLAY ?

When you want to know something beyond the experiences of the body, senses or the
mind, then the higher reason comes into play.

330. W HAT IS THE EVIDENCE OF THE HIGHER REASON ?

The mind is only an expanded form of the ego. Even in our daily life, there is some-
thing in us which stubbornly refuses to accept blindly all that the mind brings in. This
is a clear expression of the higher reason in us.

856. H OW TO WAKE UP THE HIGHER REASON ?

If the outward going tendency of the intellect is curbed and the inward going tendency
is encouraged, the lower reason itself is transformed into the higher reason.

1120. H IGHER REASON

Higher reason is that supra-intellectual organon present in all human beings, which
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body, senses and mind. It may also be called functioning Consciousness. When the
function ceases, it is pure Consciousness itself.

111. T HE CONTROLLING PRINCIPLE

Every perception by itself is invariably governed and corrected by the relatively
higher faculty called ‘buddhi’ (‘lower reason’). This buddhi is in its turn controlled
and corrected by another faculty called higher reason (or vidya-vritti), which is well
beyond the mind. This is Consciousness itself, appearing to be functioning.
We are usually slow to accept the existence of this faculty, as it is usually con-
founded with the lower reason itself, their workings being apparently similar.

1125. W HAT IS REASON AND HOW DOES IT WORK ?

Reason is of two kinds: the lower and the higher.
Lower reason (mind) is a negative instrument. Its findings are sometimes negative
and sometimes positive. The negative findings may be helpful in disproving the
reality of the apparent world, and in bringing one nearer the Truth. But the positive
discoveries of the lower reason emphasize duality and have always been an impedi-
ment in the progress towards Truth. It is too objective and speculative.
Higher reason is a positive instrument and its positive discoveries, being based upon
the one real being within, are always true and changeless. When we say the higher
reason ‘destroys’, it only means that it clearly exposes the falsity of appearance. Our
samskaras [inclinations] themselves, when they become more sattvic [balanced, pure],
begin to notice and question the vagaries of the lower reason.
It is then that the presence of a higher faculty becomes necessary, in order to en-
quire and come to an ultimate decision. The higher reason comes in to answer this
urge. But at last, this higher reason turns out to be the Truth itself, which stands
established as the permanent background.

867. W HEN AND HOW DOES HIGHER REASON FUNCTION ?

Higher reason is always ready to help you, provided you want earnestly to know the
Truth. It is on hearing the Truth from the Guru that the higher reason is equipped and
set in motion, and it does not stop till the goal of Truth is reached. The function of the
higher reason is to dissolve the mind, and then the higher reason stands transformed
into Atma itself.
The higher reason is the fire (the Guru) that has gone into you, through the words of
the Guru. It consumes the creations of your mind and vanishes at last, becoming Atma
itself.

1201. T HE HIGHER REASON AND ITS FUNCTION

The principle that impartially examines all the three states is called ‘higher reason’ or
‘vedantic reason’, and during that period it appears to be dynamic. When the exami-
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 But the truth is that it is changeless. Even when it seemed to be dynamic, it was
also static. In other words, it is beyond ‘static’ and ‘dynamic’; although appearing as
either, even simultaneously. The function of this higher reason is either to annihilate
the three states as such or to prove them to be nothing but Consciousness.

1107. H IGHER REASON OR VIDYA - VRITTI

This is a supra-intellectual organon to be found in everyone. In the presence of the
Guru, this organon is aroused, and is made use of, in order to understand the Truth. It
corrects and supplements the findings of the lower reason. It destroys all that is ob-
jective and unreal, created by the mind; and when nothing else remains to be de-
stroyed, it stands revealed in its own glory as the Reality – just as the fire that con-
sumes the forest extinguishes itself when nothing else remains to be consumed, and
Peace prevails.

1449. H OW DOES DISCRIMINATION FUNCTION ?

Discrimination functions in two ways: through the head, where it is called ‘buddhi-
viveka’ [intellectual discernment]; and through the heart, where it is called ‘hridaya-
viveka’ [discernment of the heart].
Buddhi-viveka functions through the medium of the intellect, in the realm of the
phenomenal mind. As this function takes place in duality, it is liable to all kinds of
uncertainties and interpretations.
Hridaya-viveka functions through the medium of the heart. The heart being nearer
the inner being and duality in that realm being indistinguishable, it is capable of over-
riding buddhi-viveka. It points straight to the beyond; and if one had already had the
direct experience of non-duality before the Guru, he gets the same experience over
again by this. Frequent repetition of the same helps him to establish himself in the real
background.

Visualization and establishment

30. H OW TO ATTAIN A TMA - TATTVA ?

Atma-tattva [the truth of self] is not something to be imported or acquired; but it
already is, as the real ‘I’-principle. If you once recognize it and turn to it earnestly, it
begins to enlighten you and does not stop till you are led on to the very core of your
being and are established there.

1065. W HY SHOULD I TRY TO VISUALIZE MY REAL NATURE AGAIN AND AGAIN ?

In order to add momentum to the knowledge you have already obtained about your
real nature. It is not to obtain liberation. Liberation was obtained even at the first
listening to the Truth from the Guru. The light of knowledge dawned that day and
ever since it is at your disposal. You have only to sense the Absolute through that eye
of knowledge as often as possible until you are securely established in the Ultimate.

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208. V ISUALIZATION
Visualization is there when the effect that is produced in seeing is produced by the
depth of understanding.

1122. W HAT HAPPENS TO THE EGO AFTER VISUALIZATION ?

Even on the first visualizing of the Truth, one is liberated. But the ego seems to
function even after that. Yes, Truth was visualized in spite of all adverse samskaras
[inclinations]. Therefore, now, with the additional strength and light of the Truth, you
have to face the samskaras and subdue them.
This is done easily by clinging on to the Truth and repeating the experience of visu-
alization, as often as possible. The mind, having relinquished all adherence to the ego,
turns to Atma [Self] as its only support. The ego also, like a slave or a shadow, fol-
lows the foot-steps of the mind and continues to function as a mere pointer to the
Atma.

15. I S ANY EFFORT NEEDED AFTER REALIZATION ?

Yes. You realize the moment you hear the Truth direct from the Guru. All subsequent
effort is only to remove every obstacle that might come in the way of establishing
oneself in the Truth.

36. R EALIZATION IS ONLY HERE AND NOW .

Only know it and hold on to it, till it becomes your natural state.

298. R EALIZATION AND ESTABLISHMENT

You hear Truth from the lips of your Guru. Following the words, their sense and their
goal – which is the Ultimate – you rise from level to level, from body to mind and
from there to Consciousness. On thus hearing the Truth from one’s Guru, the under-
standing of the Truth is immediate, instantaneous and complete.
Soon after, you come back to the body-idea. The Truth that is heard from the lips of
the Guru takes the disciple from level to level to the ultimate Reality. In order to get
established there, the disciple has to remove innumerable obstacles. The knowledge of
the Truth that he has acquired from the Guru helps him to overcome all obstacles.
When this is done, realization is complete.

319. A CTIVITY AS A SADHANA [ DISCIPLINE ] TO GET ESTABLISHED IN T RUTH

After visualizing the Truth beyond all doubt, throw yourself heart and soul into any
activity and lose yourself in it. It is a sadhana in itself which takes you right to the
Reality each time. Thus, when you are engrossed in work, you have at the same time
renounced the work.
If you can see the entire world – including your own body – as only drishya (the
see-able), you are free; and you have accomplished what has to be accomplished.

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 For the ignorant man, ‘ignorance of Consciousness’ covers up the object; but, for
the Sage, ‘Knowledge’ covers it up. When you know the chair, you do not think of
seeing. It is only when you are questioned that you say ‘I saw’. But Consciousness
stands behind the perception of a Jnyanin, always Knowing without knowing.
It is said: ‘The world or the mind carries on its head the instrument for its own de-
struction.’ So also, if properly examined, it can be found that every question carries
with it its own answer.
On listening to the Truth from the lips of the Guru for the first time, you unknow-
ingly rise to the highest level in understanding, and visualize the Truth. All that you
have to do after that is to go knowingly to the same height and visualize the Truth, as
often as possible; until that Truth becomes your natural state.

562. T HOUGHT AND ITS WORKING

A thought, when it is taken over and over again with increasing interest, goes deeper
and deeper into one and becomes more and more intense, until at last its sense creates
in us what is called a ‘deep conviction’.
But if the thought is directed to the Reality which has already been visualized
through the words of the Guru, it has no limited knowledge as its goal. Then, it is not
a thought in the strict sense of the term, because it aspires to know nothing as a result
thereof. What has to be known has already been known. Every time you repeat that
thought you are brought into direct contact with the impersonal background, and once
again you visualize or experience the same Truth exactly as before.
Thought or remembrance are not what they are when directed to the Ultimate.
Thought, when it is directed outwards, usually results in knowing. Thought is always
taken with the object of coming to that knowledge.
Visualization by mere thought is possible only with regard to Atma, the Reality.
With regard to nothing else is it possible. It is experiencing the same Truth in the
same manner, again and again. Gradually, you get established in that Reality. There-
fore, that thought takes you beyond all thoughts.

618. H OW TO INTENSIFY THE THOUGHT OF THE ULTIMATE ?

Not like a yogin, by applying your mind intensely to that thought.
But like a Jnyanin [Sage], relaxing all activity of the mind and merging even that
last thought in the Truth itself. You have visualized the Truth in a particular state
transcending the three usual states.
To think of that Truth means to repeat that visualization once again, by going back
to that same transcendental state. By going into that state again and again, you gradu-
ally become convinced of the Truth that that transcendental state really extends
through all the usual states. Thus, you become established in the Reality.

934. H OW DOES A TATTVOPADESHA HELP ME AFTERWARDS ?

You first listen to the Truth direct from the lips of the Guru. Your mind, turned per-
fectly sattvic [pure] by the luminous presence of the Guru, has become so sensitive
and sharp that the whole thing is impressed upon it as if it were a sensitive film. You
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 But the moment you come out, the check of the presence of the Guru being re-
moved, other samskaras [inclinations] rush in and you are unable to recapitulate what
was said or heard.
But later on, whenever you think of that glorious incident, the whole picture comes
back to your mind – including the form, words and arguments of the Guru – and you
are thrown afresh into the same state of visualization you had experienced on the first
day. Thus you constantly hear the same Truth from within.
This is how a spiritual tattvopadesha [instruction] helps you all through life, till you
are established in your own real nature.

990. H OW TO CONDUCT ONESELF AFTER VISUALIZING THE T RUTH ?

You may conduct yourself in everyday life exactly as you have always done. But
there will be a world of difference between your activities before and after visualiza-
tion of Truth. Formerly you lost yourself in the objects, but now it is their turn to lose
themselves in you.

711. W HAT IS THE BENEFIT OF TACKLING QUESTIONS , EVEN AFTER

VISUALIZATION ?

If, after visualizing the Truth beyond all doubt, any question arises, you are asked to
look back to the source and level of the question. You are immediately referred back
to the background. Thus it takes you to the Ultimate, every time questions are an-
swered this way. It establishes you in the background more easily than in any other
way.

1175. R EALIZATION AND ESTABLISHMENT

When you listen to the Truth from the lips of the Guru you realize that very moment.
When you allow that conviction to go deep into your very being and when you make
it your own, you stand established in it.

1232. A FTER VISUALIZATION OF T RUTH , HOW CAN I MAKE THE EXPERIENCE

PERMANENT ?

Answer: Get acquainted with yourself, more and more.

Disciple: This is so simple, so intimate, so natural and so wonderful. But what shall I
do to accomplish it in practice?
Answer: Say to yourself what you are, as often as convenient, adducing arguments
and throwing yourself into that same state of visualization as you had on the first
occasion. This will establish you there, in course of time.

1050. W HY SHOULD ONE TRY TO ESTABLISH ONESELF IN T RUTH , AFTER

VISUALIZING IT ?

On listening to the Truth from the Guru, you were thrown into a particular state where
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proved through logic that you were there. Left to yourself, you slip down and find it
difficult to visualize the Truth once again.
By trying to get established in the Truth, you are only trying to create the same state
as the one in which you realized yourself in the presence of the Guru. You have to do
this till you are able to visualize the Truth without any effort. This is what is called the
sahaja state, where you feel without feeling that you are there always. The habit
channels of thought have to be counteracted by new channels in the direction of the
Absolute.
The first visualization was time limited. That time limitation must go. That means
avarana [the obscuring of Truth behind appearances] must go. Thus you get estab-
lished in the Truth.

1075. W HY IS IT THAT EVEN AFTER VISUALIZING THE T RUTH ABOUT MY REAL

NATURE I DO NOT FEEL FULL CONFIDENCE OR CERTITUDE ?

It can be answered in many ways:

1. Who asks the question? Certainly, the mind. Because Atma cannot complain. The
mind that is complaining never visualized the Truth. It died in that sacred attempt.
Then how can it raise any question regarding an experience which occurred when
the mind was dead? Both visualizing Truth and the certitude thereafter are in the
non-dual realm, beyond the mind. The mind is no part to it and not competent to
put forward any question relating to that matter.
2. The first part of the question asserts the visualization of Truth. By ‘visualization’
is meant knowing and being. Strictly speaking there is no object to knowing, be-
cause knowing and being are one in realization. If it had been visualized it cannot
leave room for any further question. If any question sprouts in the realm of the
mind, one has only to refer to one’s own stand during the visualization and the
question vanishes at once.
3. The answer is in the question itself. The mind has to cease to be mind for visuali-
zation (i.e. realization of Truth). It is the mind that wants ‘feelings’ (confidence
and certitude). The mind expects the Truth to shine in the realm of the mind. That
is impossible.

1153. W HAT IS LIBERATION AND BONDAGE ?

The certitude that you are that changeless, self-luminous principle is liberation; and
the conviction that you are bound is bondage. It comes in accordance with the general
saying that you become what you deeply think yourself to be.
bhaviccapole bhaviccitum nirnnayam
[It’s as one thinks that one becomes, essentially.]
Efuttacchan.
The moment you hear the Truth from the lips of the Guru, you transcend your body,
senses and mind, and visualize the ultimate Truth, your real nature. Nevertheless, you
find yourself again at the feet of the physical Guru, the embodiment of ultimate Truth.
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 Since you had been instructed in the direct perception method, your realization of
the Truth – on your first listening to the words of the Guru – was complete. Neither
asambhavana [incomprehension, sense of nothingness] nor viparita-bhavana [mis-
conception, sense of difference] can haunt you ever again. Whenever your old sam-
skaras of body, senses and mind seem to take possession of you, you have only to take
a deep thought of your real nature as already visualized by you, in the light of the
arguments then advanced or fresh arguments as they occur to you.
When you have done this over and over again, the old samskaras of the lower self
will become emaciated and die. It is then that you may be said to have established
yourself in your real nature; and the shadow of your old samskaras, if at all they
appear, will do so only in obedience to your sweet pleasure.

1154. W HAT IS THE BEST WAY TO GET ESTABLISHED ?

The best and the easiest method to attain that glorious goal of establishment in the
Truth is to listen to the Guru over and over again.
But if such frequent personal contact with the Guru is not possible, the next best
alternative is to take, as often as possible, a deep thought of the Truth as first visual-
ized in the presence of the Guru. This brings you into the climate of the Truth every
time, and you experience it afresh.
When the samskaras [inclinations] of your real nature become strong enough to
subdue the old ones by their very presence, you have no further sadhana to do. De-
sires can no more tempt you away from the Truth, and questions can no more disturb
you. Because you always rest all alone in your own glory; and even when your body,
senses and mind are functioning, you know (without knowing) in your heart of hearts
that your real centre is never shaken.
You can face the death of the body with as much ease and complacency as you used
to witness a pleasant ceremony in life. You may give vent to your feelings and emo-
tions as vehemently as any ignorant lady; but you will be able to stop your feelings
surprisingly suddenly and engage yourself equally naturally in any other activity of
life, like an adept actor on the stage. If ever your attention is drawn to your real nature
– by any word or hint from the outside – the activities of the body, senses and mind
all vanish like a dream, and you remain in Peace at the inmost core of your being.

1431. W HY DOES NOT THE PEACE EXPERIENCED AT THE MOMENT OF LISTENING

TO THE TALK OF THE G URU CONTINUE WITH ONE ? A ND HOW TO RESUME IT , IF
LOST FOR THE TIME BEING ?

At the moment of listening, the ego is crushed by the dazzling brilliance of the ulti-
mate Truth which is proved to be your real nature. But as soon as you get out of that
presence, the old samskaras [inclinations] of the ego (which were kept away for the
time being) make their appearance again, to establish their supremacy over life.
You have only to look straight at them and say, ‘You are only my objects and I am
the changeless witness’ or ‘You do not exist without me – pure Awareness – and so
you are nothing other than myself’, adducing arguments if necessary for either posi-
tion. This will at once take you to the same old experience of Consciousness and
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 Continue this as often as the ego springs up, to obstruct your perspective. You may
stop all such exercises when you feel your position in the ultimate Truth is secure.

Voluntary and involuntary

287. W HAT IS INSTINCT ?

Long practice of any voluntary action naturally becomes mechanical; and degenerates
into instinct, which is involuntary.

477. A DISCIPLE ASKED : H OW TO ACQUIRE THE LOVE OF P ADMAPADA FOR THE

G URU ?
‘By emptying your mind.’
Then how to empty the mind? Mind by itself does not want any thought. You can
be said to have emptied the mind if you can so train your mind that only such
thoughts as you require or permit come to you, or in other words when any thought or
feeling comes to you only at your bidding. This can only be achieved by real prema
[love].
Reality alone has the right to come in unbidden; because that is the subject and the
Reality. Thoughts and feelings sometimes come in unbidden, because you attribute
reality to them. Know that they are unreal, and from that moment they will never be
able to intrude upon you unbidden.

817. H OW IS A S AGE ALWAYS IN SAMADHI ?

Question: Is the Sage ever in samadhi [a state of mental absorption]?
Answer: Yes, always.
Because, in the case of the Sage, the activities of the mind do not leave a virile trace
behind, and that makes each one of them a samadhi. Of course, the trace is there, but
under complete control and it will come up only if he wants it to. If he does not want
it to, it will not. If he wants to think, feel etc., he can very well do it. If he does not
want to, no. This is the sahaja state.
When a Sage remembers, the memory is non-responsible and purely objective,
whether it concerns a thought or a feeling. But to an ordinary man, all this is subjec-
tive. Involuntary thoughts will never come in for a Sage.

1034. A CTIONS
Two distinct kinds of actions have been employed in order to visualize the Truth.
They are called voluntary and involuntary, with reference to the attitude of the mind:
1. The voluntary action makes the mind active and tries to comprehend Truth as its
object. This path is evidently doomed to failure, since it can never take you beyond
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 Nirvikalpa samadhi [a state of unconditioned absorption] is the highest experi-
ence that can result from such action. It is preceded by an intense effort. In the
relative level, this effort may well be considered to be the cause and nirvikalpa
samadhi its legitimate effect. So nirvikalpa samadhi is limited by causality. The
yogin admits that he goes into nirvikalpa samadhi and comes out of it. Therefore it
is also limited by time. In order to get into nirvikalpa samadhi, the body is neces-
sary for the yogin to start with. Thus nirvikalpa samadhi is also limited by space.
Therefore, nirvikalpa samadhi clearly forms part of the phenomenal.
2. The involuntary action is the other type. This is spontaneous and objectless. It
comes over you involuntarily; you yield to it and merge into it. In its progress, the
mind gets relaxed and ultimately disappears, leaving you to yourself all alone.
This experience denotes the real significance of the term ‘deep sleep’. The in-
terval between two mentations is another instance of involuntary action. You stand
as yourself alone in both these experiences; but you do not cease to be the same
Reality, yourself, in the so called dream and waking states. Therefore, you do not
ever go into or come out of deep sleep, and it is uncaused.
Hence deep sleep, if correctly understood, is evidently your real nature. It is,
strictly speaking, no state at all; and is far beyond any samadhi.

Waking, dream and sleep

796. W HAT IS A DREAM ?

Everything other than your real nature (the Self, the ultimate Reality) is a dream.

797. W E OFTEN SEE NO COHERENCE IN A DREAM .

No. The reason obtaining in the dream state is different from the reason of the waking
state. Hence the apparent incoherence.

1339. T HERE WAS NO DREAM ! H OW ?

The so called dreamer was never dreaming, from his own standpoint. The dream is
only a thought of the waking subject when he was not dreaming. So there was no
dreaming, at any point of time. Therefore, there was no dream.

421. W HAT ARE STATES ?

The states called dream and wakeful, when viewed from the standpoint of the appar-
ent subject, appear only as the wakeful state. A state or experience is styled a dream
when its corresponding objects are found to be non-existent.
In that sense, every past experience is a dream; and you have only one experience
in the present – the wakeful.

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1366. H OW TO VIEW OUR STATES ?
Our so called waking and dream states are in fact only a succession of waking states,
all equally real. In the same waking state, we subsequently correct some of our expe-
riences. E.g. the snake in the rope. Similarly, one waking state may be corrected from
another waking state; but we are never to take one state as waking and the other state
as a dream.

588. W HY DO WE ATTACH MORE R EALITY TO THE WAKING STATE ?

No, we do not do so. Both the active states [waking and dream] are waking states
when actually experienced. That state in which you remain at any particular moment
is then considered to be the waking state and more real than any other.

1156. W AKING AND DREAM STATES DISTINGUISHED

When you perceive an object outside, you are in the waking state. When you find that
your perception had been a dream, you have come out of that state. Thus when you
see that grossness is a dream, you get out of the waking state.

1189. K NOWLEDGE IN THE THREE STATES

Knowledge without quality is the content of deep sleep.
But in the other two states, quality is clearly perceived. And if the object is taken
away from it, the suffix ‘-er’ automatically drops away, leaving the ‘knower’ as pure
knowledge.

1290. H OW ARE STATES EXAMINED ?

In deep sleep, the concept of general ignorance is destroyed, in order to show your
real nature.
Ignorant knowledge gives reality to objects, forgetting its essence – knowledge.
Here, in the waking state, your ignorant knowledge is destroyed, in order to show that
you are the transcendental.

589. H OW DO I VISUALIZE A PAST INCIDENT IN THE WAKING STATE ?

Certainly, you cannot visualize it before the waking, fleshy sense organs. So you have
to create a set of suitable sense organs for the purpose, as you do in the dream state,
and visualize the incident before them. So everything in the past is equal to a dream.

308. T HE WAKING SUBJECT CANNOT DISCUSS DREAMS .

All questions about dreams are easily disposed of. The waking subject who auda-
ciously puts forth the problem is most incompetent to do so, as he himself is entirely
absent in the dream state. Moreover, the dream state is no dream state when actually
experienced. It is then a clear waking state to the dream subject.

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611. F EELING A DREAM A DREAM
If during the experience of a dream you ever feel that it is only a dream, many sec-
onds have not to elapse before you wake up from the dream.
Similarly, if you feel that this waking state is only like a dream, you are sure to
wake up to the Reality soon.

1347. W HAT IS THE T RUTH ABOUT THE STATES ?

A state as a whole can never happen to its own subject, which is comprehended in that
state itself. It cannot happen to Awareness either, since they are in two different
planes. And there is no third party concerned in the affair. Therefore the states are not.

68. T HE THREE STATES OF MAN EACH INDEPENDENT OF ONE ANOTHER

Deep sleep is usually said to be the cause of the dream and waking states. This is
dependent upon the law of causality, which is misapplied here. A law obtains only in
that particular state in which it operates, and it operates only between objects existing
in that particular state. But if a law is to affect all three states, it must obtain in a
common state, of which these three states are but parts.
The only thing common to these three states is the ‘I’-principle, which permeates
all of them and lights them up. This is no state at all, and is beyond all laws and
limitations. The ‘I’-principle cannot be the cause of the three states; and much less
can the deep sleep state be the cause of the other two states. Therefore, among the
three states, there can never exist any causal relationship. Hence each state is inde-
pendent in itself, and bears no relation whatsoever with the other two.
To examine the three states impartially, one has necessarily to take up a position
not in any one of the three states, but as a witness to all the three, i.e. as the witnessing
principle standing out of the three states. When you take your stand in the ‘I’-
principle and try to examine the three states, the states will not remain as such, but
will be transformed into Consciousness. This proves all three states to be only illu-
sion.

320. R EALITY OF STATES COMPARED

At the lowest level, there are the three states: waking, dream and deep sleep states.
Examining them closely, one finds that there are only two states – the deep sleep and
dream states. Examining them still further, one finds that there is only the deep sleep
state. Examining deep sleep more closely, it is found to be no state at all. The dream
and waking states are only appearances on deep sleep.
It is in and through Me that all activities take place. But the mistake is made in the
attempt to objectify that non-doer self and its experiences, exactly as in other activi-
ties.

422. H OW IS A DREAM A DREAM ?

You say you had a dream, relying upon memory alone. You admit in the same breath
that the objects of the dream, including even the dream subject, were all unreal. This

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shows that memory is no proof of the reality of the objects of the experience supposed
to be remembered. If the objects of perception and the organs of perception were
unreal, the perception also must be equally unreal.
The mind always works conjointly with the corresponding sense organs. Therefore,
when the dream sense-organs and the dream body disappear, the dream mind also
disappears. Then the dream perceptions do not have a container to hold on to. There-
fore, the dream perceptions are not capable of being remembered in any circumstance.
Hence, memory cannot prove a dream.
As you wake up from the dream state, you must wake up from the waking dream
also. To say that you can now think of your past dream is also wrong. Even to think of
a dream you must cast away all that is connected with the waking state, and become a
dream subject for the time being.

461. H OW IS THE WAKING STATE A DREAM ?

By a ‘dream’ we mean something which is not real. What is Reality? That which does
not disappear at any time.
Now, what is there in the waking state that does not disappear? Nothing. Therefore,
everything objective, connected with the waking state, is unreal.
But what we have just called the unreal appears all the while. Yes. When the unreal
appears as real we call it a dream. Therefore, the waking state is all a dream.
But there is one thing that does not disappear in any state – pure Consciousness, the
Atma.

1028. W HEN DID YOU WAKE UP ?

If in your answer you refer to the waking time, it would mean that the waking state
existed even before the so-called waking. In that sense waking has no meaning, and
waking becomes merely an incident in the waking state. So also deep sleep becomes
part of the waking state. Then the problem of waking does not arise, since deep sleep
cannot be established as a separate state.
But waking is our experience, and this definitely precedes the waking state. In that
condition which we call waking, which separates the two states, waking time has not
come into existence, and deep sleep has no time of its own. Therefore it is timeless,
and the experience is not of a subject-object nature. This is your real nature of pure
Consciousness.
Therefore every state appears in you and vanishes into you. Thus you do not wake
at all, since you have never gone out of your own Self.
But speaking from a lower level, you can say that you wake up from every state
into that so called interval which is your real nature, or you wake up into yourself,
where there is no time and so the question ‘when’ does not apply to it.
It has been proved that you are in your real nature in between two mentations. The
states are mere expanded mentations. Therefore, the interval between two states is
also your real nature; and therefore you wake up into that unqualified wakefulness
which is your real nature, and it is only subsequently that the next state appears.
Within the waking and dream states you are awake to the world. But between the
states you are awake to your own Self.

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1151. H OW IS THE DREAM STATE NEARER THE T RUTH THAN THE WAKING STATE ?
The waking subject holds that sense perception is the highest test of Truth. From this
position, it denounces dream objects as unreal, as they are not perceptible to the
waking physical senses.
In the waking state – dominated as it is by the triad or triputi – the perceiver, per-
ception and the percept are so clearly distinct and separate that it is very difficult to
find anything common between them.
But as far as the dream state is concerned, there is a great difference. As soon as the
dream is past, one can see clearly that the subject and the object series – appearing in
that state – are both creations of the same mind, and therefore one in essence. So there
is this much of Non-duality in dream. To that extent, the dream is nearer the Truth.
Therefore, the clear diversity of the waking state is first examined from the lesser
diversity of the dream state, and the waking state is found to be nothing other than an
idea.

1289. T HE STATES ARE NOTHING BUT C ONSCIOUSNESS .

The knowing act is the last act or link in the chain of any activity. There is nothing
else, anywhere, to know it. The last knowing act, without itself being known, is non-
empirical and is the ultimate Reality.
Every knowing in the relative level can be referred to a knowing beyond. The last
one is transcendental Consciousness. The transcendental Consciousness alone can
witness the states. Transcendental Consciousness cannot witness anything other than
itself. So the states are nothing but Consciousness.

1299. I DO MY SADHANA IN THE WAKING STATE . H OW CAN THE DREAMER BE

BENEFITED BY THAT ?

A question in the waking state should have reference only to a waking subject or a
waking object. A dream can never be either. So the question, as it is, cannot arise.
But the so called dream comes out as an idea in the waking state. An idea is nothing
but Consciousness. A thought in the waking state about a dream comprehends only
the dream state. But an answer to that on the spiritual level comprehends all the three
states, because it takes you beyond all states.
A dream really means all that which has passed away. Therefore, the answer to a
question about the so called waking state rightly includes the dream state as well.
Whatever is past is an idea. A dream never exists in the present. So it is only an idea.
A waking state experience may be said to have had a present, and it subsequently
becomes the past. But the so called dream state has never had a present. If you say
that during the dream you were in the present, I say it was at that point of time not a
dream but a waking state. So, on that score also, there never was a dream. Therefore,
there is only a waking state or only a dream state.
So there is no room for comparison. Reference can be made only to the past. By the
time you perceive anything, the thing said to be perceived is in the past.

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1330. W HO SEES THE STATES ?
The subject who sees objects is called the ‘object-self’, which is in turn perceived by
the real Self. The subject who sees objects is never seen by the subject himself.
If you say you are in the waking state, you are then not in the waking state, for cer-
tain. Because when you say so, you know the waking state as your object. The real
Self alone can know it. But there is nothing else for it to know. So what appears as the
waking state is the real Self. So are all states. The waking subject has no authority to
assert this.
When you say you know the waking state, the ego who asserts this either stands out
and ceases to be the ego, or what he sees is only part of the waking state.

1336. W HAT ARE THE STATES AND HOW TO KNOW THEM ?

The waking subject is the chief constituent element of the waking state. So he cannot
know it. The ‘I’-principle beyond cannot also know it, since there are no states in its
realm. Similarly, the dreaming subject cannot know the dream state. The deep sleep
state is also not known by the sleeper, if there is one. So the three states, as such, do
not exist.
In fact all the three states are only one and the same background principle – Con-
sciousness – and not states as they appear.
In the deep sleep state, you stand as that. But in the waking and dream states, you
stand on memory and miss the Truth. Therefore, dispense with memory, and you are
at once beyond all states and in Truth.

1343. H AVE THE STATES ANY LESSON FOR THE SPIRITUAL ASPIRANT ?
Of course. The three states give us lessons capable of establishing us in the ultimate
Truth. But it needs a Karana-guru to direct our attention to those lessons and to inter-
pret them correctly.
The lesson of deep sleep is that I get to my real nature of Peace and Consciousness,
when I transcend body, senses and mind.
The lesson of dream and waking states is that it is the one Consciousness – my real
nature – which divides itself into the subject series and object series, and that I am
witness to all mentations.

Who

309. ‘W HO IDENTIFIES ?’
‘Who identifies?’ is a question sometimes asked. Identification is the parent of doer-
ship. The question presupposes a parent even to identification, and puts a doer before
it.
In the question, Atma [Self] and anatma [non-self] are both considered to be real,
and on a par with one another. That should not be. Anatma is only an illusion, and all
questions come out of that illusion alone.

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418. W HO HAS ANY PROBLEM ?
You say that you have many problems. But I ask you, have ‘you’ really any? When
you examine your problems more carefully, you will find that every problem belongs
to somebody other than yourself, namely to the body or mind.
You, as the real ‘I’-principle, have absolutely no problem.

119. ‘W HO ?’
‘Who’ is the law obtaining only in the realm of the jiva or mind. From there, usually,
it is bodily lifted and applied in the realm of Atma, where there is no duality or rela-
tivity. So that question, in the present context, becomes meaningless.
In every activity, the ‘I’-principle is the witness. The activity is in the mind’s plane,
or lower still. But the witnessing, conceding that it is a function, is taking place in the
plane of Consciousness, without an agent, instrument, or object.
You can never bring the Atma – as such – down to the realm of the mind, nor take
the mind – as such – up to the realm of Atma, to effect a contact.
Though the ‘I’ is always present in thought – to help it function in my light or pres-
ence – higher up I am witnessing it in my own plane, where I am all alone and unat-
tached.

Witness

949. H OW DOES THE WITNESS STAND HELP ME ?

The witness stand helps you to renounce everything in effect, without renouncing
anything physically or mentally.

805. W HAT IS THE BENEFIT OF STANDING AS THE WITNESS ?

By standing as the witness, you establish yourself in the unity in diversity.

935. W HAT DOES THE WITNESS PERCEIVE ?

The witness perceives only the material part of the activity, and never the Conscious-
ness part of it.

1067. I S NOT THE WITNESS ONLY ONE ?

No. It is neither one nor many, but beyond both. When you say that it is only one, you
stand in the mental realm as an expanded ego and unconsciously refer to the many.

524. W ORLD A WITNESS

Since the world proves you, the world may well be said to be a witness.

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906. H OW IS THE WITNESS TRANSFORMED ?
The witness is the highest limit to which one can go, on the way to the Ultimate.
When you reach the witness, your understanding it as the witness disappears. But
what appeared as the witness continues still, as the Reality.

310. T HE CONTEMPLATION OF THE WITNESS ASPECT

When the mind’s attention is directed to the silent witness, the mind has to get into
tune with the nature of the witness and become silent also, or be dissolved in the
witness. (Mechanical acting is mind becoming solidified, so to say.)
The advantage of the witness aspect is that it removes the basic error. So, that as-
pect of the Reality is the best suited for contemplation.

809. H OW TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THE WITNESS ASPECT AND THE CONSCIOUSNESS

ASPECT IN PRACTICE ?

When your mind is active, you may take the witness thought with advantage, to
eliminate yourself from objects. But when your mind is free and passive, the thought
of your real nature is better.

646. W HAT ARE THE RELATIVE ADVANTAGES OF THE TWO APPROACHES , NAMELY
OF THE WITNESS AND OF PURE C ONSCIOUSNESS ?

The witness is intended only to help you to transcend or dispose of any objective
appearance as object, perception or thought, if such comes in from the outside.
But sometimes, the Consciousness aspect is considered better to contemplate the
Absolute, because no activity of body, senses or mind is possible without the help of
Consciousness. So the Consciousness aspect comes in without any strain on your part.
Consciousness is Happiness. We should always look upon it as conscious Happi-
ness or happy Consciousness.

743. W HAT IS WITNESSED ?

Only illusion. In the illustration of the figure in the rock, the ‘figure-illusion’ is wit-
nessed by the rock. Similarly, everything other than Consciousness is witnessed by
Consciousness. So actions, perceptions, thoughts, feelings etc. are all witnessed by
consciousness. But these do not really exist. Neither does the figure. The figure-
illusion alone is witnessed by the rock, and the object-illusion alone is witnessed by
consciousness.

1035. W HERE IS THE WITNESS ?

A thought can never be remembered; but you can think of the object of your thought
once again, or you can remember the fact that you had a thought. So you think only of
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 Thought by itself is object of the witness alone. The object of the witness can never
be remembered by the mind. Thought, divested of its objects, is the witness itself. So
the witness is in the thought itself and not outside.

13. H OW AM I THE WITNESS ?

Every perception, thought or feeling is known by you. You are the knower of the
world through the sense organs; of the sense organs through the generic mind; and of
the mind – with its activity or passivity – by your self alone.
In all these different activities, you stand out as the one knower. Actions, percep-
tions, thoughts and feelings all come and go. But knowingness does not part with you,
even for a moment. You are therefore always the knower. How then can you ever be
the doer or the enjoyer?
After understanding the ‘I’-principle as pure Consciousness and happiness, always
use the word ‘I’ or ‘knower’ to denote the goal of your retreat. The ‘I’ always brings
subjectivity with it. It is this ultimate, subjective principle ‘I’ – divested of even that
subjectivity – that is the goal.
Consciousness and happiness may possibly have a taint of objectivity in their con-
ception, since they always express themselves in the realm of the mind. When one is
deeply convinced that one’s self is consciousness and happiness, one finds it as the
nameless. Whereupon, even this namelessness seems a limitation. Giving up that as
well, one remains as the ‘I’-principle, the ‘Absolute’.
When you try to visualize the Absolute in you, nothing can possibly disturb you,
because every thought or perception points to yourself and only helps you to stand
established as the Absolute.
To become a Jnyanin [Sage] means to become aware of what you are already. In
this connection, it has to be proved that ‘knowing’ is not a function. In all your life,
you feel you have not changed; and of all your manifold activities, from your birth
onwards, the only activity that has never changed is ‘knowing’. So both these must
necessarily be one and the same; and therefore knowingness is your real nature.
Thus, knowing is never an activity in the worldly sense, since this knowing has
neither a beginning nor an end. And because it is never separated from you, it is your
svarupa (real nature) – just as ‘shining’ is the svarupa of the sun and not its function.
Understanding it in this way, and realizing it as one’s svarupa, brings about liberation
from all bondage.
When you reach consciousness or happiness, you lose all sense of objectivity or
duality and stand identified with the ultimate, subjective ‘I’-principle, or the Absolute.
Then the subjectivity also vanishes. When the word ‘pure’ is added on to conscious-
ness, happiness or ‘I’, even the least taint of relativity is removed. There, all opposites
are reconciled, all paradoxes stand self-explained; and everything, or nothing, can be
said about it.

117. S ELF - CLARIFICATION

A disciple asked Gurunathan: ‘You have told me that I am not the body, senses or
mind, that thought is pure Consciousness alone, and I am the witness always. How to
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Answer: The difficulty arises out of your reluctance to accept that thought is made up
of Consciousness alone. But instead, you take thought to refer directly to objects.
It has been proved to you that you are pure Consciousness, the ultimate witness to
all your activities. This thought you are not to take during any activity, but only after
it. A thought after the incident, that you had been the knower all along, relieves you of
even the least taint of an attachment – as doer or enjoyer – that might have crept in
unawares during the incident. During the activity, if you take the thought of the
witness, the mind engaged in the activity gets diverted, and the activity suffers to that
extent. This is neither desired nor advised.
By a subjective transformation alone can realization be complete. Then you have
only to make it natural. For that, you must outwardly allow the body, senses and mind
to continue their activities as before; but inwardly, after every activity, emphasize the
Consciousness or witness aspect, so as not to allow those activities to form new
samskaras [habit-driven inclinations].
You must understand that these statements were made from different levels. When I
say that the ‘I’ in you is the witness, there thoughts, feelings, perceptions and doings
are conceded. But when I say that thought is Consciousness, I do not stand out as the
witness of thought, but I go into the make of thought. Then the thought as such van-
ishes. Body, senses and mind also vanish likewise.
When they are conceded, I am the witness. But when they are severally examined
and proved to be Consciousness, I cease to be the witness.
It is he who has the ego present in him that does or does not do. He who has de-
stroyed the ego in him knows neither doing nor non-doing.

120. ‘T O KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE WITNESS ’ AND ‘ TO BE A WITNESS ’

These are entirely different things. But you should not try to know that you are the
knower. Both together are impossible. Your knowership is objectless and can never be
objectified.
You are always the witness. But you need not attempt deliberately to take the role
of a witness. Only take note of the fact that you are always the witness.
You are asked to strengthen the conviction that you are the knower, in order to
counteract the old samskaras [inclinations] that you are the doer, enjoyer etc. Though
the substance of doership and enjoyership is effaced, the samskaras might still remain
as shadows.
You are only to argue in your mind how you are always the real knower, and repeat
the arguments over and over again. The time will come when the arguments will
become unnecessary, and a mere thought will take you to the conclusion. Gradually,
you will find that even when you do not think about the Truth, and whether you are
engaged or not engaged in activities, you will feel without feeling that you are always
the witness and that you are not affected by any activity or inactivity of the mind and
senses in the relative sphere.
Witnessing is silent awareness. Do not try to make it active in any way. Conscious-
ness never takes any responsibility for proving the existence or the non-existence of
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257. H OW DOES REMEMBRANCE PROVE ME ?
Remembrance of any past incident consists in recollecting all that is connected with it,
including also your own body and personality as part of the incident.
You cannot remember anything but your actual perceptions. So you must have
definitely perceived your personality also, during the incident. This perceiver could be
nothing other than your impersonal Self. So every act of remembrance proves you
alone.
It was the mind that was in activity, and again it is the mind that remembers later.
The mind silently gets the information from the witness, which alone was present
during the incident.
Going deeper, you will find that memory itself is a misnomer. Because the mind
can never bear witness to the mind itself.
Here follows an incident (not a story) of a lunatic cured by the witness thought.

258. A LUNATIC CURED BY THE WITNESS - THOUGHT

Once, in August 1950, when Shri Atmananda stayed in Bombay for a couple of days
on his way back from Europe, he gave audience to a good number of spiritual enthu-
siasts who flocked for short interviews with him. Among them was an educated young
Parsi gentleman who was a lunatic for the past twenty years. But he had occasional
sober moments, for an hour or two every day. Fortunately, it was during one of those
sober moments that he came for the interview. As soon as he was led in and seated,
Shri Atmananda asked him: ‘Well, what is it that you want?’
Visitor: Well, Sir, I am not come for any spiritual instruction. They say I am a lunatic,
and I too believe it, more or less.
Shri Atmananda: Sorry, I am not a doctor myself. You must go to some doctor and
take advice.
Visitor: No Sir, I have tried all that in vain. I heard that you are a great divine, and I
am sure you can help me out of this malady.
Shri A: No, you are mistaken. I am not a saint and I have no powers to help you in
this. Please go and seek remedy elsewhere.
Visitor: No Sir, I am desperate. I shall not return without getting something from you.
Shri Atmananda was in a fix. The gentleman’s face did not show any signs of disorder
and he felt compassion for the man. So Shri Atmananda asked him, rather abruptly:
‘Well! What is your ailment?’
Visitor: They say I am a lunatic.
Shri A: Is it true?
Visitor: Yes, it is true, more or less.
Shri A: How can you say so?
Visitor: Because I know it. I cannot think about anything consistently for some time.
Shri A: How do you know that?
Visitor: Well, I know that. I can see my mind running from object to object, in quick
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Shri A: But are you that changing mind, or are you that knowing principle which
never changes?
Visitor: Of course, I am that knowing principle.
Shri Atmananda retorted with some force: ‘Be that knowing principle always, and
don’t worry about your mind.’
The gentleman opened his mouth wide and sat aghast for a minute, and said with
luminous satisfaction: ‘Yes! Yes! I have got it. I want nothing more from you now.
Allow me, Sir, to go, and I shall write to you from home.’
Shri Atmananda: ‘Yes. You may go and be at peace.’
He went home straight and wrote to Shri Atmananda regularly, after three days, one
month, three months, six months, one year, and three years (the last being in August
1953) – all equally assuring that he was leading a steady, happy, contented and pros-
perous domestic life with his dear wife and children, of course with hearty endorse-
ments from each of them regarding his normality.
This was indeed a miracle of the ultimate witness. Shri Atmananda had only just
helped him to direct his own attention to that talisman in himself and he was saved.

520. H OW CONFUSION ARISES WITH REGARD TO THE WITNESS

Suppose you are the witness to a particular thought. A little later, you remember that
thought and you say you had that thought some time ago – assuming thereby that you
were the thinker when the first thought occurred, though you were then really the
witness of that thought.
This unwarranted change in your relationship with a particular thought – from when
the thought occurs to when you remember it – is alone responsible for the whole
confusion with regard to the witness.
When you seem to remember a past thought, it is really a fresh thought by itself and
it has no direct relationship with the old one. Even when you are remembering, you
are the witness to that thought of remembrance. So you never change the role of your
witnesshood, however much your activities may change.

701. T HE NEED AND APPLICATION OF THE WITNESS ASPECT

You are asked to do deliberately what you are doing unknowingly now. Take note of
the fact that you are already and always the witness.
Remembrance is the faculty which makes life appear a connected whole. Remem-
brance means knowing first and recalling afterwards, without considering that the
agents are different. Knowing belongs to the witness and remembrance belongs to the
mind. The two activities take place in two different planes.
But knowing is strictly not an activity. Usually, all activities – of body, senses and
mind – are attributed to the ‘I’, the background. But really the ‘I’ can never be in-
volved in all this. This false identification is the root of all trouble and misery.
If you can, in any way, cease to continue this false identification, you are saved. To
do this, the witness aspect is brought forward. The witness is always silent and
changeless. Objects or activities are not emphasized at all in the witness aspect. The
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When you stand as the witness, you see that the things witnessed are not in the wit-
ness. So you transcend all duality.
Thus standing as the witness, being all alone, you stand as the right Absolute itself.
The witnessing is superimposed upon the Reality, but this does not injure you.

667. W HAT IS THE POSITION OF THE WITNESS , AND HOW AM I TO DO THE WITNESS
EXERCISE ?

The mind perceives objects – gross or subtle. The witness perceives the mind per-
ceiving objects. The witness is the intermediary between the real ‘I’-principle and the
apparent ‘I’-principle.
The witness has no body and so it has no outside. It has no mind and so it has no
inside either. So the witness is always subjective, and the witnessed are all inside
(meaning inside the mind) and not outside.
Everything past remains only as thought-forms, and thought-forms are cognized
only by the witness. Therefore whenever any statement is made relating to the past, it
means you were the witness; and if you say you had no mental activity, you were the
witness to that absence also.
In the exercise of the witness aspect, you are not examining the witnessed at all.
You are only eliminating – by the use of discriminatory logic – the known (witnessed)
including body, senses and mind from the knower or witness. The knower is further
proved to be nothing but knowingness or pure Consciousness, the real Self. Thus you
rise gradually from the ego to the witness, and then you find that you are the right
Absolute.
After visualization of Truth, conceding the existence of the world, the same exer-
cise can be done in an improved form for the purpose of getting established in the
Truth. You may begin by thinking that you are the witness as already known. But this
thought does not continue as a thought. Because the witnessed being absent, the
witness refuses to be objectified. Thus you stand as the disinterested witness, which
you know to be nothing other than the Absolute. This perspective enables one to
continue worldly activities effectively and disinterestedly.

616. W HO SEES ?
Not you, but the see-er or perceiver. The perceiver alone perceives. Each perceiver
that perceives is different from every other perceiver, as a perceiver.
But you say you saw the same form as you did yesterday. Both the perceiver of
yesterday and the perceiver of today saw only the particular form before each of them.
They were both ignorant of what the other perceived.
But there was some other principle that perceived the sameness of the two forms. It
was not either of the former perceivers of form. And that principle that perceived the
sameness did not perceive the form.
Question: How to transcend the wrong groove of thought?
Answer: When the ‘How’ disappears.
Question: Why am I not able to experience the Truth when I am away from Guruna-
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Answer: Because you give room to that unwarranted sense of away-ness. You mistake
the Guru to be the body and think him away or near. But he is never the body but
Atma itself, and as such knows no nearness or away-ness. Be convinced of this Truth
and your sense of away-ness will disappear, and your experience will become steady.

Work

738. W HAT IS HUMAN EFFORT ?

Human effort consists in creating bondage for oneself, clinging fast to it, and wanting
to become free without giving up bondage itself.

803. I S WORK A HINDRANCE TO SPIRITUALITY ?

Not always. It is a hindrance if the ego is present. It is a help if the ego is absent.

128. ‘W ORK FOR WORK ’ S SAKE ’

This should be our real goal. Work will be more successful in the absence of the ego
than when it is guided by it, because in the absence of the ego all your energy is
available for the work alone. When the ego is present, part of this energy is usurped
by it, for its own maintenance.

919. S INCE HAPPINESS IS MY REAL NATURE WILL NOT MY WORK SUFFER FOR
WANT OF AN INCENTIVE ?

No. The question touches the Absolute and therefore you should not expect an answer
from the intellectual level. The answer can only be from the level of experience. Your
work will become objectless and something other than happiness will take the place
of the incentive. The work will continue to be done perfectly even to the minutest
detail, unknown to the mind, and in all such work you will enjoy yourself.

511. T HE INCENTIVE TO WORK

To the ordinary man, the fruit of action provides the incentive to work.
The fruit of action is desired simply because it is supposed to give you pleasure.
And pleasure is liked for your own sake and not for the sake of pleasure. Your real
nature has already been proved to be Peace and Happiness, which are the source of
pleasure. Therefore, the ultimate incentive for any work is to touch your own nature
of Happiness.
The ordinary man does not know this truth, and considers pleasure as something
different from him. So he stands in need of some incentive to make the effort to reach
it.
But the Sage knows well that this Peace or Happiness is his own nature and needs
no incentive nor any effort to reach it, since it is already reached and established, so
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 Similarly, an incentive for action is required only by those in the realm of duality.
The Sage, having transcended duality, does not recognize actions to be real at all,
much less the incentives for them. If ever he appears to do anything, those actions
come up spontaneously, and he never takes a thought about it afterwards.

World

733. H OW IS THE WORLD ESTABLISHED ?

When one says that the world is, the Self does not come in to prove it. It is the senses
and mind, which form part of the world, that strive to establish the world.

873. H OW IS THE WORLD A THOUGHT FORM ?

Take the mind away from the world. What remains? You can neither say that it exists
or that it does not exist. So you alone remain.
Therefore, the world is only a thought.

268. U PON WHAT DOES THE WORLD DEPEND ?

The world depends upon the subject alone. The world appears exactly in terms of the
stand taken up by the subject.
When you are subjectively transformed, after hearing the Truth from the Guru, the
apparent world also undergoes a corresponding transformation; until, at the last stage,
the subject and the object both stand as one in pure Consciousness, the ‘I’-principle.

591. E VEN AFTER UNDERSTANDING THE T RUTH , I SEE THE WORLD AGAIN . W HY ?
It is not you who see the world again. It is the illusion of the apparent ‘I’ seeing the
illusion of the world. What does it matter to You?

525. W ORLDLY TRAFFIC

Worldly traffic is as if you were first to draw a picture. The picture does no more than
externalize the idea which was in you. But you stand before the finished picture as a
stranger and begin to enjoy it. You are in fact enjoying yourself.

695. W HY CAN I NOT SEE THE WORLD WHEN I AM IN C ONSCIOUSNESS ?

When you see the tree, you stand as the tree. When you think of the tree, you stand as
that idea. When you stand as Consciousness, both tree and idea of tree merge into
Consciousness, leaving you as you are.
You cannot see the world from Consciousness, because Truth can never see false-
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1174. W HAT IS THE WORLD ?
The Absolute, wrongly supposed to be time, space and causality, is the manifested
world.
The three states exist here, not for nothing. Take them all together, as an integral
whole and not separately. Between themselves, they explain each other. The waking
and dream states also explain each other. Deep sleep explains the other two. So the
three states are intended to enlighten you, about your real nature. A unanimous af-
firmation from all the three states, and particularly from the deep sleep state, is the
only criterion for the reality of a thing.

7. W HAT IS IT THAT APPEARS AS WORLD ?

As soon as we wake up from deep sleep, the existence of a ready-made world –
including our own bodies – confronts us. To examine it closely, we utilize our sense
organs straightaway – one by one, relying on their superficial evidence without a
thought.
The organ of sight asserts that the world is only form and nothing else; the organ of
hearing that the world is only sound and nothing else; and so on. Each organ thus
asserts the world as its sole and particular object. In effect, each sense organ contra-
dicts the evidence of the other four organs, with equal force. This hopeless mess of
contradictory evidence, and the stubborn denial by each of the sense organs of the
others’ evidence, form positive proof of the falsity of this world – as it appears.
But all the while, the existence of a positive something is experienced without a
break, beyond the shadow of a doubt. This, on closer analysis, is found to be that
changeless, subjective ‘I’-principle or Consciousness itself.

373. H OW TO RECONCILE THE STATEMENTS : ‘I AM THE WORLD ’ AND ‘T HE WORLD

IS NOT ’?

na me bandho ’sti mokso va, bhrantih zanta nirazraya .

aho mayi sthitam vizvam, vastuto na mayi sthitam ..
[For me, there is no being bound
nor getting freed. Confusion fails
to find support, and comes to peace.
All of this world exists in me:
where it does not exist as world,
but as unchanged reality.]
Ashtavakra samhita, 2.18
There is no wave at all in water. In the verse above, Ashtavakra asserts first that ‘the
world shines in me’, but only to lift the layman from the mire of illusion.
Immediately, he corrects himself and comes out with the whole Truth. No, the mo-
ment the world touches me, it becomes transformed into myself.
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558. C ORRECT EXAMINATION OF THE WORLD
The name ‘world’ denotes the gross as well as the subtle worlds. The subtle world is
nothing but the mind or thought. The mind goes into the very make of the gross
world, but is also quite independent of the world itself.
Even after the gross world has disappeared, the mind continues to exist, holding
within itself the whole world deprived of its gross characteristics. Thus far, an ordi-
nary man can well proceed, because life itself is composed distinctly of the physical
and the mental aspects. So, standing on the mental plane, the physical can well be
examined and reduced to the subtle.
This has again to be examined, taking your stand on a plane higher than the mind
itself, but in substance not essentially different from the mind. That plane is the plane
of knowledge, Consciousness or the ‘I’, which goes into the make of the mind. Taking
your stand, at least in idea, in that plane of Consciousness and examining the mind,
you will find that the subtle world loses its characteristics of being subtle and diverse;
and it shines as pure Consciousness and one with you.
If you leave it anywhere else before taking it to this ultimate Truth, the examination
is incomplete and the finding, to that extent, untrue.

595. A N ENQUIRY ABOUT THE T RUTH OF THE WORLD , GROSS AS WELL AS SUBTLE
The world has been taken up for examination from time immemorial by scientists and
philosophers. Both of them rely upon the generic mind, with its varied aspects, as the
only instrument for the purpose. The scientists have tried to solve the objective diver-
sity by reducing everything to atoms or electrons, but cannot find the way beyond.
Philosophers, ignoring the gross, have taken up the subtle world of thoughts and
feelings (the apparently subjective diversity) for analysis, and cannot go beyond
nothingness. Thus both of them are entangled in the same vicious circle.
In every perception, thought or feeling, two aspects come into operation. The view
part and the material part. The view part is the result of one’s own individual experi-
ence and samskaras [inclinations] and therefore differs with different individuals. This
part, the more important of the two, is lamentably ignored by scientists and philoso-
phers alike. They analyse only the material part of their so called experiences, taking
their stand in the changing mind alone.
Their fundamental mistake is their inability to take note of a changeless principle,
the ‘I’ standing behind, lighting up all their so called experiences. Without this stand
in the changeless ‘I’, the changes can never be correctly examined, whether in the
gross or in the subtle realm. This irrefutable stand is shown only by the vedantic or
advaitic approach.
For diversity to be, unity must stand behind, supporting it. You are merging diver-
sity into unity every time a perception, thought or feeling merges into Consciousness,
the ‘I’.

606. T HE WORLD AND WHAT IT SHOWS ( PROVES )

The world is nothing but perceptions, thoughts and feelings. Now let us examine what
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stitute a concept or a thought. Similarly, many spatial points made into one constitute
a percept.
Admitting that you cannot have more than one simultaneous experience, many
‘presents’ or many spatial points become impossible. So there are no percepts,
thoughts or perceptions.
As ordinarily accepted, a thought is made up of many time points or ‘presents’ at
one point of time. But there can never be more than one present at one point of time.
Therefore, thought is a misnomer. And so is the world.
But still you see the world. Yes, let us for the time being concede that seeing exists.
Yes, I see. But then what does this prove? It proves only ‘Me’ and not anything else.
You say: ‘The world appears.’ When you say it ‘appears’, you mean that it is lit up by
Consciousness, on your side. In the statement, the ‘world’ is objective and ‘appears’ is
subjective. To whom does it appear is the next relevant question. Of course to you.
You light it up by your Consciousness. So every object points to Consciousness and
proves nothing else.

1200. W HAT IS THE WORLD ?

We experience only consciousness of objects, gross or subtle. Can you draw a line of
demarcation between Consciousness and object, in that experience? No. Conscious-
ness can well exist, all alone, without objects. But, objects can never exist without
Consciousness. Therefore, all is Consciousness.
If one is deeply convinced of the unreasonableness of all questions, then it is
very easy to get established in the Truth.
A thing has never been born of itself and a thing has never been born of any-
thing else…
Shri Shankara [unverified]
If one has risen to the level of seeing that an object is nothing but Consciousness
appearing in the form of the object, then in that level: ‘To know is to be.’ But in the
waking state, one is in a much lower level, where triputi [triad of doer, doing and
deed] functions and knowing is not taken right up to ‘being’.

1280. H OW DOES THE WORLD APPEAR AND WHAT IS ITS SOLUTION ?

Pure Consciousness, which is the ultimate Reality, expresses itself first as self-
consciousness, without admitting any medium whatsoever. This is the most immedi-
ate of all knowledge and is identical with ‘being’, completely beyond subject-object
relationship.
This Consciousness seems to degenerate, by appearing to express itself through the
mind and senses, as thoughts and perceptions. By accepting the medium of the mind
and senses, the appearances – namely thoughts and perceptions – seem to be separate
from the Self. This is how the world appears, though in essence it is nothing but the
Self.
Therefore, the solution of the world does not lie in any objective search outside, by
way of the sciences or philosophy, but in withdrawing into the real Self within one.
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consciousness or objectless knowledge.

Yoga

162. Y OGA AND DEVOTION

These are both processes of intense activity, always upholding the doer and enjoyer –
even at the highest state, though in a highly general form.
As long as this taint of duality lasts, you do not shine as the Absolute.

1442. W HAT IS THE CONCEPT OF YOGIC MEDITATION ?

The yogin takes the waking world alone to be real and starts from the waking body,
trying to expand and exploit the potentialities of the mind. The method adopted is
meditation, and the goal is the merging of the meditator in the meditated. During the
meditation, as it is usually practised, the mind never ceases to objectify and duality is
never transcended.

108. S IGNIFICANCE OF YOGA AND SOCIAL SERVICE

All practices of hatha-yoga or any other yoga – based upon the body idea in some
form – were compared to the strivings of a man bitten by a mad dog, and acting under
the effect of the toxin which makes him believe that he is a dog. He tries to straighten
his tail which is non-existent and which he feels curling behind him, like a dog’s. This
seems foolish to all sober men.
Similarly, the yogin is trying to perfect his body and mind by yogic practices. This
is laughed at by the Jnyanin [Sage], who sees clearly that the body and mind are mere
illusions, like the tail of the man bitten by the mad dog.
It is just in this manner that persons try to improve the world, without carefully ex-
amining what the world is.
When time is proved to be non-existent, one third of the world disappears. And the
other two thirds also disappear when space and causality are similarly proved to be
non-existent.

1023. A PEEP INTO THE HEART OF YOGA

Yogins say vaguely that they are trying to control the mind by dint of vairagya (dis-
passion) and exercise. This is easily said. But who is it exactly that controls the prana
[vital energy] and the mind?
Certainly not the mind itself; because the purpose of the exercise itself is to still the
mind, and the same mind can never be simultaneously the subject and the object of
the same activity. So some independent principle beyond the mind must be guiding
the yogin to control the prana and the mind. Is it not better to be that free principle
itself and cease bothering about the mind or anything else?
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424. H OW DO THE YOGIN AND THE S AGE REACT , WITH REGARD TO PLEASURE AND
PAIN ?

When the body suffers, the yogin, as a result of his incessant practice, takes away the
mind from that spot and arrests it elsewhere, thus avoiding the pain. Even when thus
separated from the body, the mind has its own sufferings. This sort of evasion does
not enrich him, but on the contrary injures him much. Because, later on, he will find it
much more difficult than an ordinary man would, to leave off a mind so highly devel-
oped and to rest in his real nature. The habit channels of the mind are so difficult to be
overcome.
But the Sage views pleasure or pain in quite a different manner. He lets the body or
mind enjoy or suffer as it comes; only seeing that it is the body or mind alone that
enjoys or suffers and that he – the knower of them all – is not involved in them in the
least.
The yogins, of their own choice, leave the body to itself and labour hard to train the
changing mind to expand and acquire powers.
But the one who takes to the jnyana [knowledge] path leaves both the body and the
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 Glossary
Acarya: a Sage and founder of tradition, who teaches a variety of aspirants in the
different paths of jnyana (knowledge), bhakti (devotion), and yoga (meditation)
Advaita: Non-duality. In particular, a realization that the knower and the known are
identical. They are not two, but only one.
advaitin: non-dualist. A teacher or student of Advaita philosophy
adhikari: an aspirant to spiritual attainment
aham: Sanskrit pronoun meaning ‘I’
ahankara: ego. The apparent, acting ‘I’ – as opposed to the true knowing ‘I’. (‘Aham’
means ‘I’, and ‘-kara’ means ‘doing’.)
ahimsa: non-injury, non-violence
ajata-vada: the argument that Truth or Reality is ‘ajata’ or ‘unborn’
ajnyana: wrong knowing, ignorance (‘jnyana’ means ‘knowledge’, the prefix ‘a-’
means ‘not’)
ananda: happiness (see glossary entry ‘sat-cit-ananda’ below)
anatma: non-self, other than self (‘atma’ means ‘self’)
anubhava: experience, whose undergoing continuity extends throughout the course of
life (see page 72, note 74)
Arjuna: Lord Krishna’s friend, a great archer in the Mahabharata epic
Atma: the real Self
Atma-vicara: Self-enquiry (see page 158, notes 1081 and 1361; see also glossary
entry ‘vicara’ below)
bhakta: devotee
bhakti: devotion
brahman: the all-comprehending. Sometimes translated by the phrase ‘all there is’.
(See page 160, note 601)
buddhi: intellect
cit: existence (see glossary entry ‘sat-cit-ananda’ below)
darshana: seeing, vision; referring to philosophical systems as ways of seeing; and
referring in Advaita Vedanta to pure consciousness, as the unmixed seeing of true
self
dharma: quality (literally, that which is held or supported)
dharmi: the qualified (the holder or supporter of qualities, which is itself unaffected
by the qualities that depend on its support)
dhyana: meditation upon any model or ideal
drishya: literally, the ‘see-able’. In particular, it refers to an object (or objects) which
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dvaita: duality. In particular, an assumption that the knower and the known are two
different things. (See glossary entry ‘Advaita’ above.)
ishta-deva: chosen deity (from ‘ishta’ meaning ‘liked’ or ‘preferred’, and ‘deva’
meaning ‘god’ or ‘deity’)
ishta-murti: literally, ‘embodiment of liking’. Hence, form of God chosen for wor-
ship.
jiva: literally, ‘living’ or ‘alive’. In particular, it refers to a person or personality
considered as a living expression of consciousness. (See page 13, note 118.)
jivan-mukta: a person (jiva) who is free (mukta) from the bonds of personality. This is
of course logically impossible, and thus inevitably paradoxical. It implies a spon-
taneous standing back in pure self that stays completely undriven and unaffected,
beneath a show of bodily and sensual and mental acts which take part in a driven
and affected world. (See page 198, note 510.)
jnyana: knowledge
jnyana sadhaka: an aspirant on the path of knowledge (jnyana)
Jnyanin: literally, a ‘Knower’ and hence a ‘Sage’. In particular, one who has visual-
ized the ultimate Truth and is firmly established in it. (See page 193 and follow-
ing.)
Karana-guru: a Sage who is established in the ultimate Truth and undertakes to guide
spiritual aspirants to the same goal (see page 87, note 420)
karma: action of any kind by the body, senses or mind. Akarma is actionlessness (see
page 112, note 574)
karma-yoga: doing action disinterestedly. It is the perfection of the active principle in
man, and is the theme of the Bhagavad-gita.
kartri: doer or actor, made up of body or senses or mind
kartri-tantra: originated and governed by a personal doer (see page 75, note 1241)
kutastha: the witness of the individual jiva or life principle (see page 163, note 1359)
lakshana: pointer (see page 123)
mantra: a harmonious sound or group of sounds, capable of creating or applying some
definite and potential energy, if properly uttered. (See page 134.)
marga: path, way, method – in particular, a way to Truth
maya: illusory appearance – created by artistry
mentation: any activity of mind – including all turning of attention through perceiv-
ing, thinking and feeling
nirvikalpa: literally, ‘without conception’. In particular, it refers to a meditative state
of such deep absorption that all objects of conception have disappeared. (See glos-
sary entry ‘samadhi’ below.)
prakriya: process or method of enquiry towards Truth (see page 172)
prana: living energy that is inspired to express consciousness in purposeful and
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pratyaksha (aparoksha): literally, ‘perceivable by the sense organs’. Spiritually, it
means direct or subject to the ultimate experience, and that is the real ‘I’-principle.
(See page 60, note 568.)
prema: love (see page 131, note 110)
rajas: energizing inclination to excited activity (see glossary entry trigunas below)
rasa: literally ‘sap’ or ‘juice’, and hence it indicates the essence or the essential
savour of a feeling or an experience
sadhaka: a spiritual aspirant engaged in sadhana (see next glossary entry)
sadhana: striving to achieve, in the course of spiritual training and discipline (see
page 192)
Sage: One who has visualized the ultimate Truth and is firmly established in it. Also
called a ‘Jnyanin’. (See page 193 and following.)
Sahaja state: the natural state of spontaneous living, established unwaveringly in plain
Truth (see page 199)
samadhi: literally, ‘absorption’. In particular, it refers to a meditative state of absorp-
tion where the turning of attention has been stilled. The absorption may be ‘savi-
kalpa’ (‘with conception’) or ‘nirvikalpa’ (‘without conception’). Thus, a savikalpa
samadhi is a state of deep absorption, in some object of intense conception. And a
nirvikalpa samadhi is an unconditioned state of even deeper absorption, where no
object of conception appears.
samskara: conditioned tendency, left behind by the habituating effect of past actions
and experiences (see page 113, note 498)
sannyasin: renouncer
sat: existence (see next glossary entry ‘sat-cit-ananda’)
sat-cit-ananda: ‘sat’ meaning ‘existence’, ‘cit’ meaning ‘consciousness’ and ‘ananda’
meaning ‘happiness’ – as three aspects of one same reality (see page 206)
sattva: harmonious and peaceful balancing of lazy inaction by excited activity (see
glossary entry ‘trigunas’ below)
sattvic: peaceful, resolving, clarifying. This is the adjectival form of the noun ‘sattva’
(see the glossary entry immediately above).
shastra: science, intellectual discipline, text or book used for recording and teaching
such a science or discipline (see pages 214 and 33)
shuddha: pure
siddhis: powers acquired by the mind as a result of devotion, yoga or jnyana – the
former two being temporary and the last permanent (see page 215)
sphurana: literally, ‘bursting forth’, ‘sparkling’, ‘shining’. Hence used to describe the
subjective and self-luminous manifestation of ‘I am’, unlimited by any particular
object. (See page 212, notes 1395 and 410)
svarupa: one’s own true nature, as always present to oneself; the true nature of any-
thing, as always present to itself
svarupananda: one’s own true nature, realized as happiness itself

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tamas: retarding inclination to lazy inaction (see glossary entry trigunas below)
tattvopadesha: instruction into Truth
trigunas: three basic qualities of (1) tamas – inclination to sloth and sluggishness; (2)
rajas – inclination to activity and emotions; and (3) sattva – balancing the former
two, leading the way to peace and Truth. (See page 208, note 937 and following.)
triputi: triad of doer, doing and deed or perceiver, perception and perceived in every
activity (see page 237)
uttamadhikari: higher aspirant (‘uttama’ means ‘higher’, ‘adhikari’ means ‘aspirant’)
Vativishvarattamma: an illiterate lady from a village called Vativishvaram, on the
way to Cape Commorin. She became a renowned Sage of great esteem, by her
deep devotion alone to her Guru, without taking to any other kind of sadhana (dis-
cipline) whatsoever. She did not even care to listen to her Guru’s spiritual talks;
because she was engaged in cooking his food and doing other personal services to
her Guru, which she rightly considered by far superior to every other sadhana.
vastu: impersonal reality, thing-in-itself
vastu-tantra: originated and governed by impersonal reality (see page 75, note 1241)
Vedanta: literally, the ‘culmination’ (‘anta’) of ‘knowledge’ (‘veda’). The name
‘Vedanta’ is thus generally used for systems of philosophy that elaborate and ex-
plain the terse philosophical questions of the Upanishads, which are the culminat-
ing texts of the Vedic literature. In this book, the name ‘Vedanta’ is particularly
used for Advaita or Non-dual Vedanta.
vedantin: a teacher or student of Vedanta philosophy
vicara: searching thought, discerning reason, reflective questioning (see page 157,
note 1281)
vidya: right knowledge
vidya-vritti: higher reason, functioning consciousness (‘vritti’ means ‘functioning’,
‘vidya’ means ‘knowledge’)
viveka: discrimination, which may function either through the intellect (buddhi) or
through the heart (hridaya)
yoga: any process by which the mind is sought to be controlled or expanded
yogin: a practitioner of yoga

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 Index of note numbers
(Note numbers on left in bold, page numbers on right in plain text)

1. 216 45. 181 90. 184 135. 222

2. 139 46. 156 91. 145 136. 86
3. 98 47. 121 92. 126 139. 96
4. 165 48. 69 93. 149 140. 63
5. 110 49. 122 94. 151 142. 73
6. 98 50. ix 96. 177 143. 24
7. 266 51. 121 97. 61 144. 103
8. 52 52. 146 98. 191 146. 22
9. 48 53. 177 100. 165 148. 91
10. 164 54. 111 102. 146 149. 99
11. 7 55. 184 104. 236 150. 21
13. 259 56. 154 108. 269 152. 142
14. 203 57. 222 109. 52 153. 36
15. 245 59. 190 110. 131 154. 83
16. 230 60. 109 111. 243 157. 14
18. 64 61. 150 112. 211 158. 179
20. 96 63. 159 113. 150 159. 1
21. 96 64. 51 114. 210 160. 44
22. 97 68. 253 115. 1 161. 112
23. 199 69. 49 117. 259 162. 269
24. 98 70. 138 118. 13 165. 158
25. 117 71. 158 119. 257 166. 55
26. 115 72. 197 120. 260 167. 168
27. 206 73. 109 121. 218 168. 53
29. 190 74. 72 122. 229 170. 208
30. 244 76. 241 123. 72 174. 169
32. 62 78. 184 125. 63 175. 116
34. 29 79. 13 126. 14 176. 230
36. 245 80. 117 127. 5 177. 214
37. 124 81. 98 128. 264 178. 44
38. 69 82. 116 129. 213 184. 88
39. 216 84. 185 130. 68 185. 106
40. 72 85. 227 131. 169 187. 148
42. 71 86. 125 132. 141 189. 183
43. 129 87. 85 134. 143 190. 171

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191. 69 257. 261 309. 256 372. 5
197. 147 258. 261 310. 258 373. 266
199. 180 259. 35 312. 58 374. 94
200. 178 260. 100 313. 232 375. 235
202. 55 261. 4 314. 78 379. 134
203. 203 263. 138 315. 88 381. 54
206. 22 264. 15 316. 226 382. 50
208. 245 265. 130 319. 245 384. 115
210. 141 266. 161 320. 253 386. 81
211. 140 267. 231 322. 91 387. 41
212. 183 268. 265 323. 53 389. 232
216. 186 269. 194 325. 73 390. 101
217. 139 270. 49 329. 4 391. 30
218. 72 271. 197 330. 242 392. 211
219. 70 274. 44 331. 192 393. 58
220. 2 277. 38 333. 91 395. 31
221. 72 278. 190 334. 51 396. 20
224. 175 279. 87 335. 144 401. 94
225. 175 282. 94 338. 34 402. 177
226. 210 284. 103 339. 105 403. 68
227. 194 285. 235 340. 46 407. 222
229. 169 286. 103 341. 34 408. 38
232. 78 287. 250 345. 238 410. 212
233. 7 288. 118 346. 127 411. 115
234. 125 290. 62 347. 31 412. 135
242. 136 291. 24 350. 95 413. 77
243. 200 292. 114 354. 124 414. 71
245. 99 294. 211 355. 140 416. 132
246. 73 295. 83 357. 54 417. 136
247. 105 296. 49 358. 5 418. 257
248. 2 298. 245 360. 132 419. 183
249. 185 299. 28 361. 222 420. 87
250. 99 300. 131 362. 237 421. 251
251. 89 301. 18 363. 223 422. 253
252. 165 303. 89 366. 100 423. 63
253. 186 304. 17 368. 78 424. 270
254. 228 307. 104 370. 178 425. 237
255. 99 308. 252 371. 225 426. 126

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427. 157 494. 192 563. 186 615. 231
429. 128 498. 113 564. 35 616. 263
432. 151 499. 101 567. 68 617. 150
434. 39 500. 154 568. 60 618. 246
435. 124 501. 122 569. 57 619. 123
436. 101 504. 233 570. 5 621. 40
437. 118 510. 198 571. 164 623. 140
438. 109 511. 264 572. 157 626. 167
441. 190 512. 12 573. 137 627. 29
446. 237 516. 194 574. 112 628. 91
448. 181 520. 262 575. 113 629. 214
450. 239 521. 174 576. 199 631. 145
452. 191 522. 86 581. 78 633. 157
453. 54 524. 257 584. 93 636. 80
457. 195 525. 265 586. 79 637. 142
460. 133 526. 54 588. 252 638. 87
461. 254 527. 26 589. 252 639. 88
462. 116 528. 27 590. 138 640. 32
463. 89 529. 128 591. 265 642. 237
464. 201 530. 47 592. 106 644. 40
465. 92 533. 179 593. 170 645. 30
467. 172 534. 177 595. 267 646. 258
468. 74 536. 90 596. 182 649. 118
469. 219 537. 45 597. 217 651. 45
471. 25 538. 208 598. 194 654. 119
473. 158 539. 209 599. 216 655. 183
474. 160 540. 209 601. 160 657. 176
476. 176 541. 114 603. 150 659. 46
477. 250 546. 228 604. 24 660. 176
478. 161 548. 11 605. 179 661. 188
481. 3 549. 172 606. 267 665. 173
482. 74 553. 121 607. 240 666. 125
485. 220 555. 156 609. 177 667. 263
487. 123 556. 236 610. 231 668. 190
490. 192 558. 267 611. 253 669. 216
491. 229 559. 156 612. 183 671. 167
492. 38 560. 10 613. 79 672. 134
493. 137 562. 246 614. 79 677. 200

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678. 22 727. 195 797. 251 860. 57
679. 111 733. 265 798. 226 863. 120
680. 64 735. 106 799. 90 865. 196
681. 172 737. 47 801. 233 866. 19
683. 181 738. 264 802. 16 867. 243
684. 167 740. 93 803. 264 870. 227
686. 26 741. 121 804. 126 872. 187
689. 144 742. 31 805. 257 873. 265
690. 59 743. 258 806. 52 875. 130
691. 89 744. 40 808. 129 876. 130
692. 38 745. 226 809. 258 877. 90
693. 79 746. 196 812. 74 879. 217
694. 3 749. 61 814. 107 881. 142
695. 265 751. 40 816. 105 882. 199
696. 15 753. 47 817. 250 884. 220
697. 61 754. 51 819. 107 885. 235
699. 30 755. 81 820. 47 887. 15
700. 28 756. 117 823. 167 889. 117
701. 262 757. 224 825. 136 890. 191
702. 143 758. 63 830. 3 891. 81
704. 197 766. 88 831. 206 892. 118
705. 195 767. 83 833. 203 894. 16
706. 173 768. 85 834. 117 897. 107
707. 139 770. 107 835. 196 898. 194
710. 133 771. 194 837. 43 899. 194
711. 247 774. 57 838. 19 900. 94
712. 100 776. 80 840. 42 902. 110
713. 9 777. 36 842. 82 903. 188
714. 187 779. 239 844. 144 904. 187
715. 187 784. 132 845. 182 906. 258
716. 82 786. 211 847. 240 909. 220
719. 177 787. 219 849. 39 911. 226
721. 48 790. 90 850. 164 912. 75
722. 104 791. 232 852. 164 913. 233
723. 79 793. 46 855. 1 914. 193
724. 26 794. 180 856. 242 915. 154
725. 195 795. 199 857. 226 917. 133
726. 220 796. 251 859. 45 918. 155

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919. 264 975. 238 1032. 31 1091. 56
920. 32 976. 4 1034. 250 1092. 12
921. 21 977. 32 1035. 258 1093. 224
922. 194 978. 230 1036. 108 1094. 135
923. 35 980. 29 1037. 127 1097. 152
924. 93 981. 111 1038. 16 1098. 121
925. 93 982. 33 1039. 150 1101. 43
926. 93 986. 93 1041. 123 1102. 50
927. 202 988. 82 1042. 43 1103. 27
928. 203 990. 247 1042. 43 1106. 174
929. 1 993. 24 1043. 145 1107. 244
930. 187 994. 77 1045. 95 1109. 204
931. 237 995. 58 1047. 233 1110. 113
932. 109 996. 146 1049. 138 1111. 185
933. 101 997. 86 1050. 247 1117. 182
934. 246 1001. 21 1055. 180 1120. 242
935. 257 1002. 219 1056. 128 1122. 245
936. 239 1003. 12 1059. 192 1124. 113
937. 208 1004. 13 1061. 61 1125. 243
941. 203 1005. 81 1065. 244 1128. 96
943. 215 1006. 52 1067. 257 1131. 156
945. 16 1008. 41 1068. 202 1133. 176
946. 48 1009. 241 1069. 28 1134. 205
947. 119 1013. 110 1072. 25 1135. 90
949. 257 1015. 128 1073. 6 1136. 160
953. 3 1016. 33 1074. 221 1139. 192
955. 189 1017. 242 1075. 248 1142. 182
957. 15 1019. 161 1076. 223 1145. 144
959. 26 1020. 117 1078. 217 1146. 215
960. 27 1021. 171 1079. 13 1147. 65
962. 180 1022. 242 1080. 229 1148. 178
964. 84 1023. 269 1081. 158 1149. 37
965. 148 1024. 142 1082. 115 1151. 255
966. 58 1025. 6 1083. 76 1152. 66
968. 238 1027. 119 1085. 102 1153. 248
970. 195 1028. 254 1086. 110 1154. 249
972. 214 1029. 15 1089. 147 1156. 252
974. 174 1030. 162 1090. 225 1157. 108

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1159. 41 1206. 168 1273. 155 1331. 238
1160. 188 1207. 11 1274. 58 1332. 238
1161. 167 1208. 163 1275. 112 1333. 235
1162. 221 1209. 205 1277. 28 1334. 234
1163. 147 1210. 9 1278. 165 1335. 44
1164. 39 1213. 189 1280. 268 1336. 256
1165. 10 1215. 37 1281. 157 1337. 202
1166. 8 1216. 193 1282. 119 1338. 147
1168. 133 1217. 239 1283. 32 1339. 251
1169. 126 1219. 16 1284. 102 1341. 34
1170. 123 1221. 48 1285. 153 1343. 256
1172. 50 1223. 102 1286. 49 1344. 30
1173. 232 1224. 98 1288. 179 1347. 253
1174. 266 1225. 18 1289. 255 1348. 172
1175. 247 1227. 10 1290. 252 1349. 65
1176. 18 1228. 172 1293. 33 1351. 82
1177. 61 1232. 247 1294. 224 1352. 22
1179. 95 1233. 3 1295. 90 1355. 218
1180. 234 1234. 68 1296. 148 1357. 10
1182. 202 1237. 60 1299. 255 1359. 163
1183. 104 1238. 180 1301. 17 1360. 91
1184. 180 1239. 206 1302. 215 1361. 159
1186. 239 1241. 75 1305. 120 1363. 120
1187. 6 1244. 214 1306. 153 1364. 204
1188. 240 1246. 182 1309. 136 1366. 252
1189. 252 1250. 74 1310. 59 1367. 225
1190. 236 1251. 111 1311. 141 1368. 146
1192. 206 1252. 153 1315. 169 1369. 186
1193. 129 1254. 174 1316. 4 1371. 156
1194. 134 1257. 239 1317. 106 1372. 56
1195. 23 1258. 17 1320. 119 1373. 95
1196. 49 1259. 179 1321. 23 1381. 50
1198. 168 1262. 193 1323. 171 1386. 84
1199. 162 1264. 1 1326. 225 1388. 76
1200. 268 1267. 18 1327. 224 1391. 240
1201. 243 1268. 13 1328. 39 1392. 112
1204. 33 1269. 165 1329. 168 1394. 42
1205. 213 1270. 65 1330. 256 1395. 212

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1396. 92 1412. 81 1427. 45 1442. 269
1397. 134 1414. 127 1428. 48 1443. 193
1399. 19 1415. 62 1429. 166 1444. 39
1401. 170 1416. 37 1431. 249 1445. 42
1402. 150 1417. 153 1432. 230 1447. 104
1403. 138 1418. 56 1433. 37 1448. 21
1407. 67 1419. 170 1434. 207 1449. 244
1408. 140 1420. 222 1438. 229 1450. 57
1409. 218 1424. 140 1439. 17
1410. 59 1425. 147 1441. 175

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