Dissertation PDF
Dissertation PDF
WITH HIV
by
SATHIABAMA SEWDUTH
MASTER OF ARTS
in the subject
at the
MARCH 2008
Acknowledgements
The writing of this thesis could not have been adequately and
completely finished without the help of my Supervisor, Mrs. Gretchen
du Plessis. The time, effort, guidance, and especially the true interest
in this topic that she showed in the research and writing is deeply
appreciated. I would like to acknowledge Mr. Leon Roets for accepting
this topic and encouraging me to “go where it leads me”. I wish to
thank my co-supervisor, Professor I. Moodley for his encouragement
and support, Mr. Van Niekerk from Isipingo Scrap Metals for providing
refreshments to participants during the Reiki training workshops,
Sarita Mathur for the free distribution of her audio tape “Hand in Hand
with Reiki”, RK Khans Hospital staff and management for their support
and all my research participants for their enthusiasm and willingness
to try something new. This research would have not been possible
without your support and dedication.
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DEDICATION
With Love, Gratitude and Respect to the world famous Reiki Masters.
We are deeply grateful to Dr. Mikao Usui for showing us the hidden
path of the Universal Life-force Energy – REIKI.
We pay our affectionate homage from the core of our hearts to this
great re-originator of the Divine power – REIKI.
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SUMMARY
This qualitative study explored the use of Reiki in improving the quality
of life of people living with HIV (PLWH). A purposive sample of seven
participants consented to the study. Reiki attunement, self healing and
data collection were done over a six-month period. An idiographic
approach was used. The participants were interviewed, then
underwent Reiki attunement, performed self healing for 21-30 days
and were interviewed again.
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TABLE OF CONTENTS
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Acknowledgements ii
Declaration iii
Summary iv
Table of Contents v
1.1 Introduction 1
1.2 Purpose of Study 2
1.3 Research Questions 3
1.4 Complementary and Alternative Medicine (CAM) 4
1.4.1 Whole Medical System 5
1.4.2 Mind - Body Medicine 5
1.4.3 Biologically-Based practices 5
1.4.4 Manipulative and Body-based practices 5
1.4.5 Energy Therapies 6
1.5 Rationale for the study 6
1.6 Research Approach 7
1.7 Significance of the study 7
1.8 Structure of the Dissertation 7
1.9 Concluding Remarks 8
2.1 Introduction 9
2.2 Reiki Therapy 16
2.2.1 Introduction to Reiki Therapy 19
2.2.2 Reiki as an Energy Medicine Therapy 20
2.2.3 Description of Reiki Therapy 20
2.2.4 About Ki 22
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TABLE OF CONTENTS (Continued)
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Chapter 3: Methodology 31
4.1 Introduction 41
4.2 Profiles of the research participants who
were HIV-positive 41
4.2.1 Jane 43
4.2.2 Alice 46
4.2.3 Sally 49
4.2.4 Carol 54
4.2.5 Ivy 58
4.2.6 Peter 63
4.2.7 Rose 65
4.3 Discussion of the research participants’ adjustment to
living with HIV prior to and after their introduction to
to Reiki therapy 72
4.4. Conclusion 75
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TABLE OF CONTENTS (Continued)
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Chapter 5: Conclusion 76
5.1 Introduction 76
5.2 Reiki as CAM 78
5.3 Reiki Research 78
5.3.1 Reiki Attunement 79
5.4 Effects of Reiki Therapy 80
5.4.1 Physical 80
5.4.2 Mental and Emotional 81
5.4.3 Energy levels 84
5.4.4 Spiritual Domain 84
5.5 CD4 Count 85
5.6 Perceived Barriers to using Reiki as a form of CAM 86
5.7 Limitations 86
5.8 Further research 87
5.9 Conclusion 88
LIST OF SOURCES 91
APPENDICES:
Appendix A: Consent form 100
Appendix B: Initial Interview 102
Appendix C: Final Interview 104
Table 1: Demographics 42
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List of Abbreviations
ARV: Antiretroviral
TB: Tuberculosis
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Chapter 1
1. 1 Introduction
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psychological and spiritual areas of one’s life. The researcher found
that patients, who were facing chronic illness, especially during long-
term and invasive courses of treatment such as chemotherapy or
radiation, have reported significant improvements in quality of life.
Other patients have reported a boost in their immune system, relief
from pain, reduction of stress and depressive episodes and balances in
their energy levels so that they feel more energized. Reiki therapy
was also reported to be very empowering and spiritually uplifting.
Reiki therapy treats the patient, not the condition or illness. It offers
rapid stress reduction and a sense of profound well-being, and can
benefit anyone who is suffering (Ray 2001). Reiki appears to combine
safely with any medical intervention needed and is used to soothe
dental and surgical anxiety and improve recovery; reduce side-effects
of pharmaceuticals, radiation and chemotherapy; improve sleep;
strengthen sobriety; relieve anxiety; lessen pain; and support
recovery from trauma (Miles 2003).
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values, worldviews, spiritual or religious philosophies or beliefs
regarding the nature and meaning of illness (Pugh 2005).
The purpose of this study is to explore and critically analyse the use of
Reiki therapy as a complementary treatment for PLWH from the point
of view of PLWH. On the basis of the analyses of data, the study
explored perceptions of complementary and alternative medicine
(CAM), in particular Reiki therapy, within the framework of the
sociological analysis of medicine.
(a) What are the perceptions and experiences of PLWH of Reiki therapy
as a complementary and alternative treatment?
(b) What are the perceived benefits of Reiki therapy for PLWH who
received Reiki therapy as a complementary and alternative treatment?
(c) What are the perceived obstacles to the general use of Reiki
therapy for PLWH?
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1.4 Complementary and Alternative Medicine (CAM)
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1.4.1 Whole Medical Systems
Whole medical systems are built upon complete systems of theory and
practice. Examples of whole medical systems that have developed in
Western cultures include Homeopathic naturopathic medicine,
Traditional Chinese medicine and Ayurveda (National Centre for
Complementary and Alternative Medicine [Sa]).
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1.4.5 Energy Therapies
Energy therapies involve the use of energy fields. There are two
types, namely biofield therapies and bio electromagnetic-based
therapies (National Centre for Complementary and Alternative
Medicine [Sa]).
Reiki treatment brings balance and harmony to the body, mind and
spirit, restoring a sense of wholeness and well-being. Reiki usually
relieves pain and acute problems quite rapidly. Chronic illnesses may
take a number of treatments depending on the extent and depth of the
problem (Rand 1998).
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The rationale for this study is based on an understanding of HIV and
AIDS as an illness that manifests physically as a symptom of a
disorder on physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual levels. Reiki
works on all these levels, and goes beyond the symptoms to treat the
whole person (Ray 2001).
This study demonstrates how the holistic practice of Reiki therapy can
improve the quality of life of PLWH. It offers supportive treatments to
available conventional treatments as more individuals are searching
for holistic therapies to alleviate stress and treat physical and mental
ailments (Pugh 2005).
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Chapter 2 concentrates on review of Literature, Chapter 3 discusses
the methodology of the research, Chapter 4 analysis in-depth the
findings of the research and Chapter 5 presents the concluding
remarks and recommendations. The list of resources and documents
used in the research are included at the end as appendices.
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Chapter 2
Review of Literature
2.1 Introduction
In 2005, South Africa had around 5 million people living with HIV or
11% out of the total population of 46 million (Mail and Guardian
2006). The disease has begun to impact on the life expectancy of the
South African citizenry, which is now about 50 years, but decreasing
rapidly (Noble 2005). There is considerable discussion on the role of
anti-retroviral (ARV) therapy to improve life expectancy in South Africa
(Mail and Guardian 2006).
Currently, it is estimated that 500 000 people who are infected with
the HI-virus would benefit from ARV therapy. Unfortunately, only
around 40 000 are presently receiving them on a regular, controlled
basis (AIDS Foundation South Africa Sa). Moreover the relatively slow
roll-out of ARV drugs in the public sector, coupled with problems of
compliance to treatment by patients, tolerance of side-effects and the
cost of ARV drugs have encouraged the search for alternative and
additional ways of dealing with PLWH. In the absence of a vaccine
against the HI-virus, such alternative treatments should be able to
strengthen the immune system of the infected individual, thereby
delaying the onset of the final stages of HIV-infection, and for people
with high viral loads and severely suppressed immune systems, help
minimise the impact of HIV-disease and AIDS. It is well-accepted that
a holistic approach to HIV-infection and AIDS-management does work,
and can offer a valuable supportive or an alternative therapy to ARV
therapy (Lau & Muula 2004).
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At a psychosocial level, researchers have found that testing for HIV-
infection may lead to psychological distress and suicidal behaviour
(Beevor & Catalan 1993). Extensive research has shown that
receiving a positive HIV-antibody test result and living with HIV may
be associated with a wide range of experiences and responses,
including emotional distress (McCann 1992; Sherr et al 1993), anxiety
(Hays et al 1990), fear (Metcalfe et al 1998), helplessness (Viney et al
1989), loss of control (Crowther 1992), a diminished sense of
coherence, lowered self-esteem and internalised stigma resulting in
self-blame and guilt (Lawless et al 1996).
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Further evidence suggests that psychosocial states such as depression,
hostility and psychological stress can directly influence both
physiologic functions and health outcomes , loss of control (Crowther
1992), a diminished sense of coherence, lowered self-esteem and
internali (Astin et al 2003). Research in the fields of psychology,
oncology, immunology, and cardiology has shown that the reduction of
stress has immediate positive effects on the immune system and cell
changes as well as the avoidance of pathology and mental dysfunction
(Astin et al 2003; Stein 1995).
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• The trauma associated with being abandoned by friends and
sometimes even by family (In this respect is should be noted
that Bova (2001) regards social support and social integration as
important mitigating factors influencing the PLWHA’s adjustment
and well-being).
• Anxiety about having access to quality health care and
treatments and dealing with doctors and insurance companies
• The stress of having a clean, safe place to live, and clean water
to drink
• The stress of sticking to treatment regimes and taking
medications on time (Thompson, Nanni & Levine 1996).
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person experiencing the disease. Reiki will not interfere with medical
treatments, but will encourage the rebalancing of the patients’ entire
system, which may lighten side-effects and increase tolerance to
invasive procedures (Miles 2003).
Lazarus and Folkman (1984) suggest a cognitive model for stress and
coping which points out that personal appraisal of illness and social
support mediate the effect of personal and illness characteristics such
as age, sex or illness stage on sufferers’ abilities to cope with chronic
illness. This model (depicted in Figure 1 below) focuses on the way a
person interprets a stressor and regards the way in which a person
appraises an event as very important in coping. It proposes that the
interpretation of stressful events is more important than the events
themselves. According to the model, social support mediates the effect
of personal and illness characteristics on symptom experiences and
adjustment to chronic illness. It is neither the event nor the person’s
response that defines stress – rather it is the individual’s perception of
the situation that defines stress so that stress becomes a function of
the person’s feelings of threat, vulnerability and ability to cope.
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The second primary appraisal is where the person considers to what
extent the illness will result in harm or loss, represents a threat or a
challenge. Should the person perceive that the challenge or threat
posed by the illness as exceeding his or her abilities and resources to
overcome it and the difficulties it might pose, he or she is likely to
appraise it as highly stressful. This leads to the third type of appraisal
which Lazarus and Folkman (1984) refers to as the secondary
appraisal. Here the individual evaluates his or her situation by asking
what coping options are available, what the likelihood of adopting a
particular strategy will be and finally how successful that strategy is
likely to be. Importantly, Lazarus and Folkman (1984) emphasise that
when a person has to continually reappraise their situation, it can lead
to more and compounded stress. In this regard, HIV and AIDS as a
chronic illness represents such a case as the progression of the disease
from infection (or detection of an HIV-positive status) to the
development of symptoms or opportunistic infections and to the final
stages of HIV-infection is unpredictable.
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Figure 1: A depiction of Lazarus and Folkman’s (1984) cognitive
appraisal model of stress and coping
The cognitive appraisal model has been used to guide studies in HIV
and AIDS by Fleishman & Fogel (1994) and Folkman et al (1992). As
Reiki therapy can assist people living with HIV in their appraisal of
their illness and with their symptom experience, it is assumed that,
following the cognitive appraisal model of stress and coping, it can
play an important supportive role in the treatment therapies of people
living with HIV.
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2.2 Reiki Therapy
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1. Can be freely inspected and can be subjected to physical
examination and (after death) to anatomical dissection
2. Occupy space
3. Are public
4. Are machines that can objectively be “known” and are subject to
physical mechanics
5. Can be subjected to hospital treatment where it is the doctors’
task to repair the machine
6. Became subjected to higher order dualisms such as the
dichotomy between the female (nature/emotional/reproductive)
body and the male (culture/rational/productive) body.
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medicalisation of everyday life. He saw the consequences of biomedical
hegemony as weakening the ability of individuals to heal themselves
when ill, to change their environment, and to challenge the status quo.
He believed that modern medicine encouraged people to strive for and
attain unrealistic standards of health (‘‘a state of complete physical,
mental and social well-being’’ according to the World Health
Organisation). He attempted to highlight the passivity with which
individuals have relinquished control over their own bodies, became
consumers of modern health care, use preventive or enhancing drugs
and medication when these are not necessarily indicated (sedatives,
mood-altering drugs, appetite suppressants and Viagra are some
examples we might think of here to understand Illich’s point). Could
this passivity on the part of health consumers perhaps be the reasons
why biomedicine cannot claim success with chronic diseases or
infections such as HIV and AIDS?
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the foundation for everything that happens on the mental, emotional,
physical, and spiritual levels (Miles 2003).
It is not fully known whether Reiki influences health and how it might
do so. The existence of ‘ki’ (energy) has not been proven
scientifically. The National Centre for Complementary and Alternative
Medicine (NCCAM) is sponsoring studies to find out more about Reiki’s
effects; how it works; and diseases and conditions for which it may be
most helpful.
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eating, drinking and breathing supply our bodies with energy (Walker
1976).
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are ancient practices of which Reiki therapy is only one form. The use
of Reiki therapy as a relaxation and stress reducing technique is
becoming accepted and widespread because it can enhance other
healing practices (Horan 1979). It is furthermore claimed that Reiki
energy has an innate intelligence which directs it to go wherever it is
needed in the body (Stein 1995). Reiki practitioners also report that
over time Reiki therapy can enhance intuition, meditation and personal
spiritual evolution. Reiki therapy is believed to restore harmony by
removing the disturbances in the personal energy field which manifest
as emotional problems and disease (Jentoft 2003).
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Reiki therapy has no medical contradictions. It does not involve the
use of any substance and the touch is non-manipulative. Reiki therapy
can be used to support conventional medical interventions (Miles
2003; Sharma & Sharma 2004). Reiki therapy can enhance the effects
of medical treatment when used in conjunction with it. This is because
Reiki energy allegedly has an innate intelligence and goes wherever
needed in the body and aura (energy field around the body). Reiki
therapy has no side-effects to treatment. Reiki therapy benefits each
individual in a very personal way, the result being determined by the
needs of the person being treated (Harrison 2000).
2.2.4 About Ki
People who believe in the existence of ‘ki’ hold that ‘ki’ is spiritual in
origin; makes up and moves through all living things; is available in
infinite qualities; is positive in nature; is important to all aspects of
health; is present both inside the body and on its surface; has its flow
disturbed by negative thoughts or feelings and flows through the body
in specific channels (Barberis 1996; Bruce 2001).
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• It balances energy; increases creativity; helps release emotions;
releases stress; increases awareness; amplifies energy and heals
holistically (Baginsky 1989; Horan 1979; Ray 2001; Stein 1995);
• Is also known to work on the causal level of the disease and
delays the process of aging (Bruce 2001; Lakshmi 2005).
Many HIV and AIDS patients use CAM like Reiki therapy due to the
following:
• To promote a healthier functioning of the immune system
• To treat associated signs or conditions and
• To lesson the side-effects of conventional antiretroviral
medication (National Centre for Complementary and Alternative
Medicine [Sa]).
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as reducing pain, nausea and fatigue (National Centre for
Complementary and Alternative Medicine [Sa]).
Living with HIV and AIDS often requires more than just antiviral
medication. Biomedical convention holds that the best way to manage
HIV is to keep the body's natural immune system as healthy as
possible, and prolong the need for medications for as long as possible.
Once on antiretroviral medications, this strategy still continues to be
an integral part of HIV management, as well as managing the side-
effects that sometimes happen with ARV treatments (Alex 2004).
Usui Reiki Practitioners are trained in three degrees. During the Reiki
1 workshop the student receives the first level attunement and the
basic instructions for the laying-on-of-hands, the history of Reiki, the
lineage and the principles of Reiki. The first level also teaches a
student how to physically protect himself or herself and others.
Students are guided through a series of four sacred attunements or
initiations. Some Reiki masters initiate once only. Attunement is the
process of awakening in others the ability to channel specific healing
energy. It is possible for anyone to obtain these attunements and to
channel Reiki energy. This skill requires no special abilities and is a
reliable way of doing healing treatments for self and others (Jentoft
2003).
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as well as be able to change unwanted habits. The student also learns
to send Reiki energy to others over physical distances and learns how
to send Reiki energy back in time as well as into the future to achieve
goals ( Ray 2001; Stein 1995; Steward 1979 ).
Reiki therapy is not learned in the way many other techniques are
learned, through many years of study, practice and guidance. It is
transferred from the Reiki Master to the student during what is called
an attunement. The attunement is a process of empowerment that
opens the crown, throat, heart and palm chakras and connects one to
the unlimited source of Reiki energy (Gupta 2004).
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The Reiki Master spends a brief time with each student and performs a
sacred ceremony for each attunement based on the precise formula
Dr. Usui (founder of the present form of Reiki Healing) discovered.
This ritual fine-tunes, balances and aligns the student’s energy body,
empowering him/her to become a conduit of channelling universal life
energy just like a radio being tuned to a specific frequency (Gupta
2004).
There are many different beliefs about the origin of Reiki – one is that
it is based on Tibetan sutras (texts of Buddhism) written by the
monks. However, many sources agree that in the mid-19th century,
Dr. Mikao Usui, a Japanese physician and monk, developed this
healing approach and spiritual path, named it Reiki, trained others in it
and developed an organisation (National Centre for Complementary
and Alternative Medicine [Sa]).
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2.3 Scientific studies on the effectiveness of Reiki Therapy
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benefits of Reiki therapy. The subjects in this study were divided into
3 groups:
1. a group receiving Reiki-therapy
2. a group receiving no treatment and
3. a group receiving placebo treatment from someone with no
knowledge of Reiki therapy and who mimicked Reiki therapy.
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Reiki therapy has been associated with improved quality of life in
palliative situations (Ernst et al 1998). Some aspects of improved
quality of life seen with Reiki treatment included: periods of
stabilisation in which patients were able to find acceptance in their last
days; feelings of being peaceful and calm, loss of control (Crowther
1992), a diminished sense of coherence, lowered self-esteem and
internali; and relief from pain, anxiety, dyspnoea and oedema. A
study by Dressen & Singg (1997) found Reiki to be effective in
reducing pain, depression and anxiety. Dressen & Singg (1997)
concluded that patients who received Reiki therapy experienced a
highly significant reduction in pain. It was found that Reiki therapy not
only reduced perceived levels of pain, but improved some of the
correlated effects of chronic pain, especially the psychological impacts
of severe pain such as depression and anxiety.
Harrison (2000) reports that a man who had been living with HIV for
over 15 years, received Reiki treatment prior to surgery on his leg.
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The treatment helped him to experience a deep sense of relaxation
and peacefulness and resulted in a speedy recovery. The man’s
surgery required an overnight stay, but due to his relaxed state of
mind, he was able to walk home only hours after the surgery.
2.4 Conclusion
Living with HIV as a chronic illness takes work, and attention must be
paid to the body, mind, and spirit as well as focusing on HIV, and
preventing its spread. Being empowered, having hope, enjoying life
and something to live for are vital ingredients (Alex 2004).
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Chapter 3
Methodology
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building a complex and holistic picture of the phenomena of interest.”
Qualitative methods can be used to obtain the details about
phenomena such as feelings, thought processes, and emotions that
are difficult to extract or learn about through more conventional
methods.
In this chapter, the study design and the chosen idiographic approach
are discussed. Further, the role of the researcher and the volunteer
participants, the recruiting of participants, the interviews and the
problems experienced recruiting volunteer participants for the research
are discussed. The method of data collections, data analysis and ethics
follows thereafter.
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any) Reiki therapy was able to help the research participants cope with
the appraisal of their illness and with their symptom experiences to
help them adjust to living with HIV. Since very little research was
undertaken on the experiences of PLWH with Reiki treatments, the
researcher felt the need to research and document a complementary
medical support system for people living with HIV.
Initially PLWH were recruited via the voluntary counselling and testing
(VCT) Clinic at the RK Khans Hospital. This proved to be difficult for
various reasons. The reasons for non-participation are discussed
further on in this chapter. Recruiting, training and self-healing were
undertaken over a 6 month-period. Interviews were conducted before
and after Reiki attunement and Reiki self-healing. Semi-structured
interviews were employed.
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mentions that in such an approach human experiences are examined
through the detailed description of the people being studied – the goal
is to understand the “lived experience” of the individuals being
studied. This approach involves researching a small group of people
intensively over a long period of time. According to Creswell (1994),
investigating a particular phenomenon occurs over three major
phases. This is intuiting, analysing and describing. The first process is
to understand and know the phenomenon, which is Reiki therapy. In
this study the idiographic approach led to data collected from the
PLWH who described their experiences with Reiki therapy. In the
analysis, the different elements of the Reiki experience were
examined.
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The researchers’ role was to recruit participants for the study, to
attune and train research participants to the level of First Degree
Reiki. Participants were then requested to continue with self-healing
and record their experiences. Researcher conducted two in-depth
interviews, one before Reiki attunement and one after Reiki
attunement and self-healing. The researcher was also available to
participants for counselling and supportive services.
The researcher addressed the staff at the VCT clinic on Reiki therapy
and answered their queries about the research. The staff promised to
assist with recruiting participants for the study. The researcher
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thereafter attended support group sessions for PLWH at the hospital.
In the course of these sessions, the researcher explained the concept
of Reiki therapy and the goals of the research in an attempt to recruit
volunteers for the study. Flyers, explaining Reiki therapy, the research
and including the contact details of the researcher were distributed to
people living with HIV who attended the clinic and the researcher was
available on the premises should there be any queries. Many people
living with HIV came to the researcher for basic counselling and
queries about their social grant applications. As a social worker, the
researcher was able to assist with their queries and to act as a
resource person in the support group sessions.
1. That it was too far and too costly to travel to the hospital 3 times
(that is for the initial interview, the training and the final
interview)
2. That they had no bus fare
3. That they did not understand the concept of Reiki healing
because it was foreign and new to them
4. That their partners prevented them from coming back to the
hospital.
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Language turned out to be another problem. Although an interpreter
was available, it soon became apparent to the researcher that many
concepts in Reiki could not be translated with ease and explained
adequately via a translator. The participants who eventually
participated in the research spoke and understood English. There was
no need for an interpreter. The researcher does not speak or
understand isiZulu. The majority of the people living with HIV at the
clinic were from the lower socioeconomic group, were unemployed and
spoke very little or no English. The staff at the VCT Clinic at RK Khans
Hospital however, were very helpful and assisted wherever possible.
They allowed participation in the support groups, helped interpret in
isiZulu when necessary and also referred PLWH for the research. The
staff also allowed the researcher to use their premises for interviews
and Reiki training.
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The initial arrangement to conduct two half-day workshops to train
and attune participants also had to be changed in the field to
accommodate the needs of the research participants. Instead, a full
day training session was conducted with the participants. This helped
overcome problems with travelling and time constraints for those in
employment. The researcher conducted the training alone, as the
number of attendees (seven in total) was small and manageable.
The seven research participants were trained in three separate groups:
one group of three participants at RK Khans Hospital and two groups
with two participants per session at the researcher’s clinic.
Prior to the Reiki attunement and training, all the research participants
were asked to sign an informed consent form (see copy in Appendix A)
and the first interview was conducted. Final interviews were conducted
after 21 – 30 days of self treatment, depending on the availability of
the participants.
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research participants to monitor their progress. Each participant was
exposed to two in-depth, face-to-face interviews with the researcher,
one after the initial agreement to participate and one interview after
21-30 days of self-healing.
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according to the original study objectives. The study objectives were
then transformed into categories based on how the participants
described their experiences with Reiki.
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Chapter 4
Analysis and findings
4.1 Introduction
Seven people living with HIV who have never before used CAM took
part in the study. In this chapter, the results of the interviews and
conversations are discussed according to the following sub-themes:
the profiles of the seven research participants who were HIV-positive;
a table with the demographic characteristics of the research
participants followed by detailed description of the research
participants and their responses before and after Reiki attunements
and self-healing. Verbatim transcripts from the interview are added
to support the researcher’s comments.
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All research participants except for Peter presented with some or all of
the following symptoms which are symptoms experienced by PLWH as
discussed in Chapter 2, namely depression and suicidal behaviour,
emotional distress, anxiety, fear, feelings of helplessness, feelings of
loss of control, a diminished sense of coherence, lowered self-esteem
and internalised stigma resulting in self-blame and guilt. The research
participants also reported depleted energy levels, sleeplessness and
self-imposed isolation. Further, all research participants except Peter
reported to be experiencing severe pain in different parts of their
bodies and to be self-medicating themselves with over-the-counter
pain killers to ease the pain.
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descriptions in order to protect the research participants’ identities.
Note that pseudonyms were used in all cases. The research
participants are discussed in the order in which they were recruited.
The first three participants for the research were patients who were
HIV-positive and attended the RK Khans Hospital. The last four
participants, who were also HIV-positive, were recruited via newspaper
articles. All research participants joined voluntarily and were
enthusiastic to try something new.
Jane, Sally and Rose were living with their boyfriends and Alice, Carol
and Ivy were single parents whilst Peter was the only research
participant who was married and in a stable relationship. Peter was
also the only research participant who was comfortable with his HIV
status and had the support of his family and friends. In the section
below, each participant is discussed in detail.
4.2.1 Jane
Jane was an attractive black African woman who looked much younger
than her chronological age. At the time of the first interview she was
unemployed and living with her boyfriend. She had three children
from a previous relationship, and none with her present boyfriend.
Jane was diagnosed as HIV-positive in February 2007, and started
attending the clinic in June 2007, when she developed painful lesions
on her body.
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energy during the day.” She felt that she needed to rest at least twice
a day. In general, Jane reported that she felt “happy and content with
her life.” However, she also reported that she experienced no inner
peace and harmony as she feared death and the unpredictable impact
of her illness on the future of her children. Jane also reported that she
often felt negative feelings like anxiety and depression. She reported
that the stress and anxiety she felt led to poor concentration and
insomnia. Her sleep was often interrupted due to physical pain. She
stated: “I wake up two or three times a night as the pain is sometimes
unbearable….I take pain killers to help relieve the pain.”
Jane learnt about Reiki therapy and the study at the support group at
the RK Khans hospital. She was excited and eager to participate from
the very beginning. Because of the protracted nature of the
recruitment process (described in Chapter 3), Jane had to wait a while
before being attuned to Reiki therapy.
Jane had little prior knowledge of CAM or natural healing. She was
familiar with the services rendered in the community by a local
Sangoma and reportedly had attended a healing session. She had not
heard of Reiki therapy but was familiar with hands-on healing and that
this was a non-intrusive and non-pharmacological supportive
treatment. Jane described her enthusiasm to participate in the study
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as stemming from a need to “try something new” and to help others
who are HIV-positive. Moreover, she expressed the wish that Reiki
therapy could assist her to develop spiritually and to lead as normal
and healthy a life as possible.
Jane was attuned to Reiki I at the RK Khans Hospital along with two
other participants. During the attunement, Jane reported that her
hands “were getting very hot.” She expressed a wish to stand up and
walk outside to cool herself. She also reported that she felt her “entire
body heating up.” After the session, Jane said that she had previously
felt “a calling to become a Sangoma,” but that she had avoided the
subject. She reported that she felt ready to enter a more spiritual
path in her life. Jane continued with self-treatment and she also used
Reiki therapy to assist her aunt who had suffered a stroke. She stated
Reiki energy is so powerful that:
“When my aunt experienced pain I would lay my hands on her and she
would immediately feel better. My aunt was very impressed with my
healing and wants me to become a Sangoma, as she feels I have great
healing abilities and can help many people.”
She also treated her brother’s child who is disabled, with Reiki healing.
“The Reiki energy helped to calm him and make him sleep.”
Jane was very ill for a week after the Reiki attunement. After the first
week however, she reported that her life had changed. Jane felt that
Reiki therapy had a positive effect on her well-being and on other
areas of her life. She stopped taking painkillers and was able to control
her pain with Reiki energy. She also reported to have had more
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energy and felt able to accomplish more during the day. Jane started
working as a waitress. This required her to stay on her feet for long
hours every day but she felt able to cope with it. In the days which
followed the first interview and the attunement, Jane’s self-esteem
improved greatly. She found the courage to break off her relationship
with her boyfriend who was not willing to commit to their relationship.
She reported that she felt more in control of her life, peaceful, happy
and content, despite the fact that her fears about the future and her
illness still bothered her.
Jane reported that Reiki therapy had a positive effect on her life:
Jane told the researcher that she wanted to continue training in Reiki
Therapy, but lacked the financial resources and transport to attend
classes. She recommended Reiki therapy to other people living with
HIV as she felt that Reiki therapy could assist with pain control and
improve their quality of life as it helped her.
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her children. She tested HIV-positive in April 2005 when she fell
pregnant with her second child. Her child had also tested HIV-positive.
Alice was attuned to Reiki 1 at the RK Khans hospital with two other
participants. After the attunement Alice became very emotional and
wept. She stated she had felt very depressed for some time and felt
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angry at herself for what has happened. She blamed herself for
ruining her life and that of her child. She was also upset with her
sister, who according to Alice tended to mistreat Alice’s HIV-positive
daughter. For example, the sister did not allow her own children to
play with Alice’s daughter for fear of infection. The researcher allowed
Alice to cry and talk about her problem. Alice later described this
session as cathartic.
Alice continued with self-healing and also performed Reiki on her child
and her grandmother. At the final interview Alice reported that her
pain had diminished and that her rashes and the discharge had cleared
up as well. She explained it as follows:
“When I get pain I place my hand on my head and the pain goes
away. My child as well has benefited, she does not cry as much as she
used to. I often go off to sleep whilst doing Reiki. My rash and
discharge has cleared as well.”
At the final interview Alice reported that she had found employment as
a full time domestic worker. She was able to cope with her duties and
did not find it necessary to rest during the day as she used to. Of
particular comfort to her was the fact that her employer allowed her to
keep her youngest child with her during the day. To better cope with
her insomnia, Alice performed self-healing and she found this greatly
beneficial. Although she reported less mood swings, Alice still reported
bouts of depression. To deal with this, she became increasingly
spiritual, for example:
“I go to church now, I pray a lot and I know that everything will be
fine.”
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Her final words about Reiki therapy was:
Alice’s CD4 count had increased from 243 to 573, an increase of 330.
Alice CD4 count was 243 a month before the initial interview. She
tested at the RK Khans hospital. She went for her second test after
Reiki attunement and her self-healing Reiki treatment. “I was really
thrilled when I received my results and am convinced that Reiki
therapy had helped increase my CD4 count…. I will continue to use
Reiki therapy on myself and my family….this is a gift from God.” Like
Jane, Alice also expressed her desire to continue learning about Reiki
therapy, but was unable due to financial constraints, poor access to
transport and the lack of knowledge of Reiki in her community.
4.2.3 Sally
Sally was a 37-year old Asian woman with two children. She was
unmarried but living with her boyfriend who was the father of her two
children. She reported that she was in an abusive relationship and
that she suffered mental and physical abuse from her boyfriend. She
was very fearful of this man, as he would assault her and their children
when under the influence of alcohol. Sally believed that her boyfriend
was in his advanced stages of HIV but he failed to seek treatment or
attend the clinic. “ His body is full of rash, he scratches all the time
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and the bed is full of dry skin….he also has boils under his arms….I do
not sleep in the same room with him.” Although Sally and her
boyfriend live at Sally’s mother’s house she reported that she was
afraid to ask her boyfriend to move out. “He is a dangerous man….he
threatens to kill me and my children….my mum is also afraid of
him….we don’t know what to do.”
Sally tested HIV-positive when she fell pregnant with her second child
in 2006. This child also tested HIV-positive. Sally believed she
contacted the virus form her boyfriend who had multiple sexual
partners. Sally reported that her boyfriend “abuses alcohol and drugs
and spends most of his time with prostitutes at the night clubs.” Sally
depended on her state grant and the generosity of her mother who
was a pensioner to support herself and her family, as her boyfriend
failed to provide for her financially.
Sally reported that she was on medication supplied from the hospital,
which included multi-vitamins and tablets for pain (not ARVs). This
medication she reported produced side-effects in the form of a rash
and itchiness.
Like Jane and Alice, Sally reported to have little prior knowledge of
CAM or natural healing. She believed natural healing was “praying and
placing hands on people to heal them.” She reported that she had
never heard of Reiki therapy and she was very curious to try
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something new. She added that “ I was praying to God for some
assistance….I am sure that this is an answer to my prayers….I want to
try something new for myself and my child….I hope that this will help
me to sleep better and make my child better and we would be able to
live longer.”
At the initial interview Sally was very emotional, as she only found out
about the status of her baby’s HIV-positive status the previous day.
She needed supportive counselling services which the researcher
provided.
Sally seemed very despondent about her future and presented with
suicidal behaviour. She reported that: “ My life is a mess, I live in
constant fear of my boyfriend, added to that I have no money and I
have to live with knowing that me and my baby are going to die
soon….I should rather end it all now.”
Sally displayed a lot of anger towards her boyfriend. She stated: “He
destroyed my life….I wish I could kill him.” Sally also expressed great
concern for her older daughter who had just finished Grade 12 and
was presently seeking employment. She stated that “this was a huge
burden for a young child, my child deserved better.” She however
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added that her older daughter was a very bright and strong child and
helped her cope emotionally and with caring for her younger child.
Sally reported to have no social life due to her mental state and the
conditions at home. She stated: “I cannot afford to go out and if there
is no peace in my life I cannot enjoy myself….people also look at me
differently….they will not help, but they like to talk and gossip.” Sally
chose to isolate herself from the outside world due to her present
circumstances, and she seemed very apathetic.
Sally was attuned to Reiki 1 at the RK Khans hospital along with two
other participants. During the attunement she reported that, “she felt
very peaceful and calm.” The researcher noticed that Sally prayed
silently throughout the Reiki attunement.
She also reported that her energy levels fluctuated, as sometimes she
felt very energetic and at other times she tired easily. “I am able to
do more these days….I still have my bad days when I feel very
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miserable and just want to lie down….but not as often as before the
Reiki attunement.”
Sally also reported that the rash and itchiness she experienced before
Reiki attunement had healed. Sally seemed to be more at peace with
herself and less stressed and a little more empowered. She did not
talk about suicide and seemed more positive about her future. She
further reported that her home circumstances have improved and that
she was finally alone and at peace. She reported the following:
“After the Reiki attunement, I feel more powerful, I went to court, got
a restraining order and got rid of my boyfriend…. The home is so
peaceful now, I do not have to live in fear anymore, my children are
also very happy….Reiki definitely gave me more power, I feel very
brave now.”
Sally, like Jane and Alice, reported that she felt more in control of her
life, peaceful, happy and content, despite the fact that her fears about
the future and that of her children still bother her. She however
added: “I know I cannot change anything, this is the will of God, he
knows what is best for me and my children…. I do not worry so much
about my problem….I do worry about my child….I live each day as it
comes….I go to church and I find inner peace.”
Sally expressed that she would like her older child to learn Reiki
therapy, but due to financial constraints she was unable to send her
child for classes. “My daughter is a kind and compassionate person,
and she loves to help people….I would really like her to learn Reiki
therapy in the future.”
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Sally concluded the following about her Reiki attunement and
treatment:
“It was a gift from God; I know God has answered my prayers; I know
I cannot do anything about the past; I have to be strong for my child;
Reiki therapy has helped me a lot….I will continue using Reiki therapy
on myself and my baby.”
4.2.4 Carol
Carol, a black African woman, was a single female who had two
children. She was unemployed and was financially dependent on her
mother who worked overseas. Her mother was employed in Canada as
a nursing sister. The father of her two children had deserted her many
years ago. She was living with a boyfriend whom she believed had
infected her with the HI-virus. Carol responded to the newspaper
article. Carol was very enthusiastic to participate in the research as
she felt she was a healer and wanted to help those who were HIV-
positive. Carol came across as an intelligent woman, who gave up
her job and her will to live when she discovered she was HIV-positive.
She tested HIV-positive in 2000, and started attending a clinic from
2006. She reported that she was infected by her boyfriend whom she
believed have had multiple sex partners. She has since left him and
was living alone with her two sons. The children were from a previous
relationship, and were thus not infected. Carol seemed extremely
worried and afraid of the future. “I have sleepless nights worrying
about my children….who will take care of me or my children when I get
sick?....I wish I never met my boyfriend.”
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Carol’s understanding of Reiki therapy was “working with the inner
spirit, there is no medication involved and making someone sweat.”
She had very little prior knowledge of CAM but was familiar with the
services rendered in the community by a local Sangoma and
reportedly had attended a healing session and had experienced some
relief. Carol also reported to be using herbal medication for pain, but
had not heard of Reiki therapy.
“Nothing [is] going my way; I feel useless and helpless and I often
think about committing suicide.”
Carol reported that she felt no inner peace and was agitated all the
time. She stated: “I blame myself for what happened and feel guilty
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about what I have done to my children.…they do not deserve this.”
Carol, like Jane, reported to have no leisure activities which she
described as a consequence of self-imposed social isolation. She also
intimated that, prior to her diagnosis, she went to clubs with her
friends.
Carol was very emotional after the attunement, and she reported to
have seen her grandfather in a vision. The researcher allowed her
time to talk about her grandfather and to assess what this experience
ment for her. “My grandfather and I were always close, when he
passed on I was very lost and hurt….he came to me now to say that he
is still with me and I need to be strong.” After the session Carol
appeared to be more calm and relaxed and felt that her grandfather
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would be guiding her in the future. Carol expressed that this was the
beginning of her healing journey. “This is the start of my healing,
together with my grandfather we will make it….I feel stronger and am
looking forward to the future.”
Carol reported that her headaches grew worse during the first two
weeks after the attunement and then subsided and disappeared
completely. The first two weeks of pain was part of the detoxification
process: “It feels so strange…. I feel no pain now. Reiki is a miracle
cure. I will definitely promote Reiki in the Black community. People
do not know about this kind of healing.”
Carol, like Jane reported to have stopped self-medicating with pain
tablets. She said that she enjoyed increased levels of energy and that
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she was in full time employment. She worked in a restaurant which
required long hours on her feet everyday and Carol stated she
managed this with ease. “I feel full of energy sometimes….whilst
working I meet so many new people, I seem to forget about my
problem….I am tired by the evening and seem to sleep very well.”
Carol’s response to her state of mind was: “I feel very happy and
content now, life is worth living for my children. Reiki has changed my
life. I want to be a healer and help other people. People who are HIV
positive should definitely learn Reiki. It changed my life and it will
definitely change others as well. I will definitely promote Reiki therapy
to whomever I meet.”
Carol also reported that due to her fulltime employment she is unable
to rest during the day. “ I am busy most of the day….I have no time
to rest….its strange, I actually do not feel the need to rest….I enjoy my
work.”
Carol referred other HIV positive people to the researcher for Reiki
attunement. These referrals were not included in the study as they
came in after the conclusion of this research. The researcher is
presently offering free Reiki training for people who are HIV-positive
because of the need and the positive effects it had on the research
participants.
4.2.5 Ivy
Ivy was a 52 year old single, female from the coloured community.
She was the oldest volunteer to participate in the research. Like all
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the other females in the research she was unemployed, but had a
small income in the form of a disability grant. She had one child who
was married and living independently. Ivy looked very frail and ill
when researcher met her the first time. Ivy reported that her CD4
count was 30, and she was not yet on ARVs as she was refused ARVs
due to her heavy smoking. Ivy’s reason for participating in the
research was “I want to try something different….I cannot go on ARVs
because of my smoking, the doctor asked me to stop smoking….I
cannot ….I hope you can help me to stop smoking.”
She tested HIV-positive in 2005, when she was diagnosed with TB.
She is presently on medication for TB only. Ivy reported that the side-
effects of the TB medication was nausea and “feeling miserable the
whole day….I have no energy and lie around the entire day.”
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sleep most of the day, the pain is unbearable most of the time…. I am
stressed and depressed and only find comfort in sleep, and life is just
not worth living.”
Ivy like the other female participants was despondent of the future
and like the other participants reported to having depleted energy, to
which she reported to be taking herbal medication to boost her energy
levels: “Sometimes I do not have the will to get up in the
morning….there is nothing to look forward to….I guess I just have to
wait around to die, when my time is up.” Ivy expressed hopelessness
and despair and like Sally and Carol had given up the fight to survive:
“I have no inner peace, I have no support from my daughter….no-one
in my family knows about my HIV status….They know I have TB. I
sometimes go to church, but most of the times I am too tired to get
out of bed.”
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future. “ Life is not worth living ….I have no friends, my daughter is
away, I hardly see her, my family and friends do not know what is
wrong with me….everyday seems the same….I wake up every morning
with pain….nothing exciting to look forward to, sometimes I have no
will to wake up or to live.”
The first week after Reiki attunement, Ivy reported that she
experienced severe pain and needed stronger medication. The pain
eased as she continued with her self-healing. She reported that the
pain she experienced had eased considerably. She stated that it
became manageable and that she therefore started relying less on
pain killers. Most of the time she performed self-healing which she
reported eased the pain: “My pain tablets are of a milder form
now….they are not the strong ones I used before….sometimes I go
without pain killers, I just do Reiki healing and the pain goes away…. I
can now walk up the stairs without resting.”
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Ivy also reported to have increased energy, and that she was able to
accomplish more during the day: “ I started gardening as there is
nothing else for me to do….once my housework is done and I do self-
healing there is nothing more I can do. I like watching TV and spend
most of my time watching TV and doing self-healing. I also listen to
the tape you gave me and this relaxes me.”
The researcher advised Ivy to join social clubs in the area and to go
out and socialise with others. She agreed that this was a good idea
and promised to enlarge her social interaction. Ivy seemed more
positive and reported to be attending church on a regular basis. She
also said that she felt as if she was becoming stronger and more
peaceful by turning to spirituality: “I have accepted Jesus into my
life….I feel peaceful and happy when I am in church, there is great
peace and comfort in the church, God will take care of me.” Ivy stated
that attending church helped her to accept her situation. Despite this,
Ivy reported that news of death or any mention of HIV as a deadly
condition greatly upset her.
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4.2.6 Peter
Peter was a 48 year old Asiatic male. He was the only male who
volunteered to participate in the study and the only research
participant who was employed at the start of the fieldwork. Peter was
different from the other participants in that he presented as being
emotionally, physically and mentally healthy. He did not present with
any physical problems, and was mentally and emotionally accepting of
his HIV status. He stated: “I see HIV as just another disease like
cancer or TB. I do not feel different about myself….I sometimes forget
I am HIV- positive….It does not bother me at all.”
Peter was married with two children. The two children were his
present wife’s children from her first marriage. Peter reported to have
contacted the HI-virus from an earlier relationship with his first wife.
Peter tested HIV-positive when he went for a medical examination for
insurance purposes. His present wife tested HIV-negative. Peter
reported to have the support of his family and friends. He also
reported that he was in a very happy and stable marriage and that this
helped him to cope with his HIV status. He however asserted that at
times he felt no inner peace or harmony when he thought about his
future and that of his family: “Sometimes I get sad and depressed
when I think about the stigma of suffering with HIV and this makes me
very unhappy….I also worry about my present wife and her children.”
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reported to have researched CAM and was enthusiastic to be part of a
study to test something new: “I want to try something different….I
read on the Internet all the different forms of healing for PLWH and
Reiki therapy was one of them….this research will give me an
opportunity to learn something new which I could use to help others.”
Peter also expressed his hope that using Reiki therapy will delay his
need to commence with ARVs: “I hope Reiki therapy will increase my
CD4 count, delay the use of ARVs and help me lead a normal life.”
Peter was attuned to First degree Reiki at the researcher’s clinic, with
one other research participant, Ivy. During the Reiki attunement, Peter
reported that: “I felt very peaceful and calm.”
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that: “when I did self-healing I became more relaxed and often went
off to sleep.”
4.2.7 Rose
Rose was a 45 year old, Asiatic female with two children from an
earlier relationship. She was living with her boyfriend of 8 years from
whom she believed she contacted the HI-virus. Her boyfriend was also
HIV-positive but was not prepared to go for further tests, counselling
or supportive treatments. Rose mentioned that she had asked her
boyfriend to participate in the study but that he had refused, stating
that he was healthy.
Rose like Peter, Carol and Ivy responded to a newspaper article. Rose
also researched CAM and was eager to try something new. She also
expressed a desire to lead a normal and healthy life and to delay the
use of ARVs.
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Rose like Sally expressed intense anger towards her boyfriend. “ I
hate him for what he did to me….he should have told me his status
when we met, he lied to me, he knew he was HIV-positive when we
started our relationship….he has ruined my life, I hate him.” Rose
however continued with this relationship due to family commitments,
financial support and an expressed fear of being alone. She was
unemployed with two children: “He provides a roof over my head and
he sees to my children….but life is horrible….we constantly fight and
my children can’t stand him….I have major arguments with my
children as well due to my boyfriend staying with us….I feel helpless, I
do not know who to please….I am also afraid of being alone.”
Rose tested HIV-positive in 2000 when she went for her routine
medical examination at King Edward Hospital. She had researched
CAM and had some basic knowledge on CAM and Reiki therapy. She
believed that: “if you strongly believe in something it will happen,
miracles do occur.” She also expressed her hope that Reiki therapy
will assist her to develop spiritually, delay the use of ARVs and help
her lead a healthy and productive life: “From the time I was
diagnosed, I have not been taking care of myself. I am a spiritual
person and I want to become spiritually strong again. I seem to have
given up on life. My greatest worry right now is the future of my
children.”
Rose presented with the following symptoms during the first interview:
pain in her lower back, arms and chest area and depleted energy
levels which often left her feeling unable to cope with her daily
activities. She reported that she was unable to rest due to the
demands of her household chores and family commitments. She found
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the task of taking her children to school and collecting them again in
the afternoons especially tiring. She appeared to be stressed and
agitated and during the interview the researcher noticed that she was
very fidgety and could not sit still. Rose also reported that she often
felt negative feelings like stress, anxiety and depression. She reported
that these feelings led to poor concentration and insomnia. Rose self-
medicated with pain killers and sleeping tablets: “I cannot survive
without painkillers and sleeping tablets….I can only sleep when I am
knocked out.…this worries me as I know I am destroying myself and I
need to do something about the situation.”
Rose acknowledged that her situation had reached a stage where she
needed help, and that this was one of the reasons why she was eager
to participate in the study. She felt that she had become dependent
on medication for pain control and to sleep. Rose, like Peter, was
comfortable with her HIV status being known to others and was
prepared to learn Reiki therapy in a group along with other HIV-
positive research participants. She further reported that her HIV
status was known to her family but that she received little support
because of her relationship with her present boyfriend. Rose also
expressed the need to meet with other PLWHs for support.
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my children….there is nothing to live for…. I fear for my children. Who
will take care of them when I get sick or die?”
Rose, like Carol, was very emotional after the Reiki attunement. She
vented her feelings of anger towards her boyfriend and her present
circumstances. The researcher allowed her the opportunity to release
her anger by giving her the opportunity to express herself and cry.
She also expressed sadness about her children: “My children do not
deserve this, they are innocent, they do not have to suffer the pain
that I am going through and they do not have to live with someone
that does not care for them.”
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Both Rose’s and Carol’s children were HIV-negative, but they were
greatly affected by HIV. These children were aware of the pain and
anxieties experienced by their mothers. In this respect Rose reported
that her children were very traumatised by her status and that they
were forced to stay with her boyfriend whom they disliked: “My
children hate my boyfriend. They know that he infected me. They
want me to leave him. My boyfriend constantly fights with my children
and ill-treats them. My children often threaten to run away from home
because of my boyfriend.”
Carol’s children on the other hand do not have the boyfriend living
with them, but still display great anger towards this man, whom they
believe ruined their lives and that of their mother.
Rose reported that she often had to choose between her boyfriend and
her children which caused stress in her life. Rose continued with self-
healing, but did not complete a daily schedule. She reported that she
would often perform self-healing whilst watching TV or when she went
to bed. Self-healing she reported helped her to relax and sleep.
A week after the Reiki Attunement, Rose reported that she was very
emotional and also very angry at her boyfriend. This led to many
heated arguments which eventually led to her leaving her boyfriend.
When she left her boyfriend, she reported to feeling: “very light and
peaceful, It felt like a huge burden had been lifted.…I feel more
peaceful.... I still feel some anger towards my boyfriend but I am
working on it. My children are at peace and that’s what matters.”
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Rose told the researcher that she received emotional and financial
support from her siblings after her break-up with her boyfriend. She
realised that it was her problematic relationship with her boyfriend
that caused the rift with her siblings and not her HIV status. Rose
revealed that she had experienced flu-like symptoms after the Reiki
attunement coupled with severe back pain for the first week. This the
researcher attributed to the detoxification process. Rose eventually
reported that the pain had eased considerably during the course of her
self-healing and had eventually stopped: “I have stopped taking
painkillers, doing self-healing on a regular basis seemed to have
lessened the pain on my body.… and I noticed the pain soon
disappeared. It feels strange no pain, no medication. I even stopped
taking sleeping tablets for the past week.”
Rose, like Sally, was able to leave a destructive situation. Both stayed
in an abusive and unhappy relationship for fear of their partners and
for individual personal reasons. Rose stated: “I feel free now, I and my
boys are at peace, there is no more tension, fighting or anger in the
home….the boys are happy and I can now concentrate on making by
children happy and healing myself.” Rose further reported that she
accepts what has happened and wanted to concentrate on leading a
more productive life with her family: “I fully accept what has
happened….I take full responsibility, I should have been more careful.
I however, cannot change the past, I need to now concentrate on my
two children, make the best of the days we have left.”
Rose like all the other research participants seemed more positive in
her orientation to the future. “ I now look forward to the future.…my
physical conditions seemed to have improved. I feel more positive
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towards my future.…my priority is to make my children’s life happy
and comfortable.”
Rose reported that her quality of life seemed to have improved. She
attributed this to the fact that she weaned herself of medication and
had moved away from an unhealthy and destructive situation: “There
are no more fights at home, my children are happy, we are at peace.
I have enough strength and energy to be brave for my children….I
don’t drug myself to sleep or numb my pain. The pain killers often
made me drowsy and felt uncomfortable during the day.”
Rose like Alice reported an increase in her CD4 count. Her CD4 count
before the Reiki attunement and self-healing was 236. She had tested
at Addington Hospital. After her Reiki attunement and self-healing she
tested again and reported that her CD4 count had increased to 455 -
an increase of 219. She attributed this increase to Reiki therapy and
her changed lifestyle: “I know my CD4 count has increased due to
Reiki therapy, I am more peaceful and happy now….I have accepted
my situation….I believe my CD4 count will continue to increase with
regular treatment. It has already increased by 219. I have faith that I
will lead a long and productive life.”
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need to take responsibility for my actions. Right now I want to make
the best of each and every day.”
Rose concluded the following about Reiki: “Reiki therapy is a gift from
God….It has helped me a lot. I hope other people will get to know
about Reiki therapy and its benefits….this therapy should be available
to all mankind.”
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Although all of the research participants were diagnosed with HIV and
attended a clinic or a private practitioner, none were accessing ARVs at
the time of the first interviews. The majority of the research
participants were self-medicating with pain killers, sleeping tablets and
energy boosters. Peter presented a different case, as he reported no
physical symptoms and did not use medication to deal with pain or
insomnia. He had the most positive health perception of all the
research participants at the initial interview and this remained
unchanged over the course of the study. Peter’s need for Reiki
attunement was to continue living as normal a life as possible and to
cope with the stresses of his daily job. In sharp contrast with the
women respondents, Peter enjoyed a calm, stable and happy domestic
life and his wife supported him emotionally. In addition, he was the
only research participant who obtained treatment from a private health
practitioner and did not rely on public health services to help him live
positively with HIV.
The six female research participants all relied on public health services
and all had poor social support systems at the start of the fieldwork.
This was evident in abusive relationships, abandonment and
discriminatory treatment by family members. The RK Khans Hospital
offered group work sessions for people living with HIV but six of the
research participants required additional counselling to help them
come to terms with feelings of despondency, fear, anger and suicidal
thoughts. Two of the women were in abusive relationships at the start
of the fieldwork and initially regarded themselves as trapped in these
deleterious domestic arrangements. It seems that their own appraisals
of their “guilt” in their infection and the shame they felt for exposing
their loved ones to HIV spilled over into inabilities to try and improve
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their personal lives. According to the cognitive appraisal model of
stress and coping, social support affects symptom experience and
adjustment. Of interest in this study is the finding that some of the
participants’ appraisals of their HIV-statuses (guilt, shame, anger and
fear of abandonment) influenced their social support in that they
became accepting of domestic arrangements that they knew were
unhealthy. It therefore seemed that for some people living with HIV,
social support can be secondary to illness appraisal. This is further
supported by the finding that following Reiki attunement and self-
healing, these women reappraised their illness statuses, dealt with
their guilt, shame, anger and fear and found the strength to address
their domestic problems. A possible explanation for this is that women
like Jane and Carol were content with abusive or destructive
relationships because of their own self-stigmatisation. In this respect it
should be noted that Norbeck and Anderson (1989) found that for
some women, social support tends to reinforce negative health
practices. Stigma surrounding HIV and AIDS forced some of the
research participants to practice self-imposed social isolation. They felt
guilty about their statuses and their inabilities to cope with ordinary
day-to-day tasks due to fatigue and a host of other symptoms. Their
poor social support reinforced their negative appraisals of themselves
and this, in turn, led to psychosocial problems and feelings of
powerlessness.
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frustration (at themselves or at whomever they believed were the
infective partners in their lives) and pain and to bring it out in the
open. This set them on the path of coping with their illness statuses.
According to Lazarus and Folkman (1984) coping is a learned response
and does not require mastery, but effort. In this regard, the study
demonstrated how relaxation techniques, focus on inner abilities to
reassess a situation and actively dealing with stress had some success
for people living with HIV. Moreover, as the participants incorporated a
newly learnt skill into their own illness coping strategies, they felt able
to extend this skill to other people in their social circles. This further
supported feelings of self-efficacy in their own coping.
The study itself, through bringing people living with HIV together to
learn about Reiki, helped some of the research participants like Carol
and Rose to cultivate a new support system. They found courage from
each other and were able to change situations which they previously
appraised as difficult but impossible to alter.
4.4 Conclusion
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Chapter 5
Conclusion
5.1 Introduction
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Opportunistic infections occur when the immune system is weakened.
PLWH have weakened immune systems and are thus unable to fight
certain infections. People with lower immune systems can even get
infections from organisms that do not usually cause diseases
(www.pdrhealth.com). Symptoms of opportunistic infections
associated with HIV include fever, fatigue, weight loss, cough,
difficulty breathing, night sweats, and altered mental states, severe
headaches, diarrhoea, abdominal cramping, nausea, vomiting, fatigue,
constipation and enlarged glands. Six of the seven research
participants presented with one or more of the above symptoms at the
initial interview.
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5.2 Reiki as CAM
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perform self-healing, record and report their experiences with the use
of Reiki therapy. Two separate interviews using semi-structured
interviews were used to interview research participants before and
after Reiki attunement and self-healing. All interviews were audio
taped and transcribed verbatim.
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subsided with self-healing. Jane became very ill and had to go to
hospital for treatment. Sally, Ivy and Carol reported intense
headaches which lasted for a week and then subsided with Reiki
treatment. The researcher explained to the participants the process of
detoxification. This was part of their healing process and participants
were aware and prepared for this process.
5.4.1. Physical
Rose and Carol reported that the pain they had experienced prior to
Reiki treatment had stopped completely. Ivy reported that her pain
had lessened considerably and that she had thus reduced the strength
of pain tablets to a milder form. Sally reported that the rash and
itchiness experienced before Reiki attunement had healed completely.
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Jane also reported the healing of glands on her head and armpits after
Reiki attunement. In this respect, Reiki therapy was able to assist
some of the research participants with problem-focused coping in that
they were able to deal with pain and pain experiences more
effectively. Dealing with debilitating pain and the disappearance or
alleviation of skin irritations and painful swellings helped these
research respondents to respond better to living with HIV. This, in turn
had positive emotion-focused coping responses and this is discussed in
the next section.
5.4.2 Mental/Emotional
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with their lives. They both also reported to be more in control of their
lives and decided to focus on their happiness and that of their children.
Jane also decided to leave her boyfriend, as she felt their relationship
was not progressing to a deeper level of commitment. These
participants felt that Reiki therapy had helped them to take different
choices for themselves. Because Reiki therapy allowed them to bring
their negative feelings to the fore and to relax and reassess their HIV-
positive status, they were able to reappraise their social situations.
Moreover Jane, Alice and Carol decided in the course of the fieldwork
to seek employment. Finding employment added to their quality of life
and gave them a sense of security and independence. A remarkable
change in their self-esteem was noticeable. The cognitive reframing of
what it means to live with HIV, as enabled by Reiki attunement and
self-healing, made it possible for some of the research participants to
stop avoidance behaviour and move out from social isolation to find
employment. These transformations in these research participants’
relationships to their social environments (leaving abusive or
unfulfilling relationships and finding work outside the home) lead to
feelings of self-efficacy, deeper reappraisals, reassessment of life
goals, positive emotions and more successful coping.
All of the research participants initially reported that they did not
participate in any leisure activities due to financial reasons, time
constraints or as a consequence of self-imposed social isolation. After
Reiki treatment none of the research participants changed their leisure
time activities, but the reasons they offered for this changed. Jane,
Alice and Carol reported that they secured employment and therefore
they had no time for recreational activities. Ivy was encouraged by
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the researcher to join a women’s group in her residential area, to
which she agreed. Rose also reported that she had limited time, due
to commuting her children to and from school. Peter reported to be
spending most of his leisure time with his family.
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5.4.3 Energy levels
Sally and Ivy have reported that after the Reiki attunement they
attended church on a regular basis. This helped them to cope with
their situation. In addition all of the research participants reported
feelings of inner peace and harmony after the Reiki treatment.
Miles (2003):, found that “not only is Reiki an effective modality for
reducing pain, depression and anxiety, but that it is also effective in
enhancing desirable changes in personality and strengthening the faith
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in God. Reiki has no religious affiliation, nor is an enhanced religiosity
per se an intended out come of Reiki. However, spiritual growth may
enhance the people living with HIV’s ability to cope with the life
changes resulting from their illness.”
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This study found that the negative emotions of participants have been
greatly reduced through Reiki therapy. Further research on Reiki
therapy and the perceived benefits need to be explored.
5.7 Limitations
This study had some limitations. The first limitation was the difficulty
in recruiting participants. The researcher spent almost three months
at the RK Khans hospital attending group sessions and explaining to
the people living with HIV the aims of the research. Only three
participants were successfully recruited via this method. The
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methodology to recruit volunteers at The RK Khans Hospital only, had
to be modified and adverts were placed in newspapers requesting for
participants for the research. This also proved to be difficult for
various reasons.
The third limitation was finance. There was no funding available for
the research. Most of the people living with HIV attending the RK
Khans Hospital were living in poverty and wanted some compensation
for their participation in the research.
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could contain protocols to monitor the immune system functions of
treated people living with HIV (as compared to those not receiving
Reiki treatments).”
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5.9 Conclusion
Reiki therapy provides persons with HIV tools to deal with body, mind
and spirit all of which are adversely affected by the illness, the
medication, and the long-term prognosis. Anyone can learn Reiki
therapy, and it is useful immediately upon learning.
Research has proved that Reiki can reduce pain, anxiety, depression,
mood swings and panic attacks. Relief from other symptoms such as
improved sleep, deeper relaxation, decrease in medication use and
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increased energy were also noted during the research. Other
participants reported to sleeping better and waking earlier and that
their self-healing sessions were relaxing, decreased tension, and eased
the mind.
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Appendix A – Consent Form
Dear ……………………………….
1. An initial interview.
You will not have to answer any question you do not wish to answer.
Your interview will be conducted at the hospital or any place
convenient to you, after I have received a copy of this signed consent
letter from you. With your permission, I would like to audiotape this
interview. Only I will have access to the tape recording which I will
personally transcribe, removing any identifiers during transcription.
The tape will then be erased. Your identity will be kept confidential to
the extent provided by law and your identity will not be revealed in the
final manuscript.
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If you have any questions about this research protocol, please contact
me at [031-2623199] or Cell: 0836822286 or [email protected].
Yours sincerely
VIJAY SEWDUTH
Please sign and return this copy of the letter in the enclosed envelope. A
[Name]
___________________________________________________
I have read the procedure described above for the proposed research
study. I voluntarily agree to participate in the research and I have
received a copy of this description.
____________________________ ___________
Signature of participant Date
YES NO
Name of Participant:……………………………………
Telephone number:……………………………………..
Address:……………………………………………………….
Email:…………………………………………………………..
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Appendix B
NAME……………………………………………..DATE:………………………………..
No. of Children:…………………………………...Occupation:………………………..…
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Do you experience any negative feelings such as mood swings, anxiety, depression, fear
etc? (Researcher will explain these concepts)……………………………………………...
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Do you have problems with concentration?...........................................................................
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Do you have problems sleeping at night?..............................................................................
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Do you have any leisure activities?.......................................................................................
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If yes, what are your leisure activities?………………...…………………………………..
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If No, why don’t you have leisure activities?........................................................................
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CD4 count at present – if known…………………………………………………………
Researcher……………………………………………..Date………………………………
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Appendix C
Name:…………………………………………………Date……………………………….
Other comments:
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Researcher:………………………………………..Date:…………………………………
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