NOTES From Sri Atmananda

Notes on
Spiritual Discourses
of Shri Atmananda
TAKEN BY NITYA TRIPTA
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P REAMBLE
Changes in the third edition 3

Transliteration scheme 4
Preface 5
Foreword 7
My indebtedness 9
Introduction 10
Why such open talk? 14
On the life sketch of the Sage, Shri Atmananda 15
On devotion to a living Guru 16
2 Notes on discourses
Changes in the third edition
In this third edition of Nitya Tripta’s Notes on Spiritual Discourses
of Shri Atmananda, some rather minor editing has tried to make
the text more readable.
The notes are still numbered in a continuous sequence throughout
the book, instead of the year by year numbering in the first edition.
The original ‘subject war grouping’ before the main body of notes
remains replaced by an index at the end. And the reader needs still
to note that the index refers to note numbers, not page numbers.
Added notes, explanations and translations are given in square
brackets. Wherever square brackets occur, the contents are added as
before by the second and third edition editor.
Editor of second and third editions, March 2014
Notes on discourses 3
Transliteration scheme
For ordinary readers, a simplified transliteration has been used for
Sanskrit and Malayalam names and even for the titles of cited texts.
But, for detailed quotations, a more exact transliteration has been
used, for the sake of textual accuracy.
For Sanskrit, the exact transliteration is the standard one, using
the usual diacritical marks, except that ‘e’ is written as ‘e’ and ‘o’ as
‘o’. This slight modification is needed to have a common transliteration
scheme which applies to both Sanskrit and Malayalam.
For the simplified transliteration of Sanskrit characters, there are
the following departures from standard academic practice: ‘r’ is
written as ‘ri’, ‘v’ as ‘ri’, ‘l’ as ‘li’, ‘k’ as ‘li’, ‘b’ as ‘n’ or ‘ng’, ‘ñ’ as
‘n’ or ‘ny’, ‘z’ as ‘sh’, ‘s’ as ‘sh’.
For Malayalam characters that don’t occur in Sanskrit, the following
transliterations are used:
‘q’ is written as ‘l’. Thus, ‘D¾¢v’ is written as ‘ullil’.
‘r’ is written as ‘f’. Thus, ‘F©¸¡r¤«’ is written as ‘eppofum’.
‘s’ is written as ‘c’. Thus, ‘As¢l¤®® ’ is written as ‘acivy’.
‘×’ is written as ‘gg’. Thus, ‘d×¢’ is written as ‘paggi’.
I apologize to Malayalam speakers for whom some of these usages
will be unfamiliar. But I think that they are needed for the sake of
those who do not know Malayalam.
For the ordinary reader, this scheme of transliteration is meant to
indicate an approximate pronunciation, even if the diacritical marks
are ignored. However, it may help to note that unmarked ‘c’, ‘t’ and
‘d’ are soft. In particular, ‘c’ is pronounced like ‘ch’ in ‘chat’; and ‘t’
and ‘d’ are pronounced as in the Italian ‘pasta’ and ‘dolce’. By
contrast, ‘t’ is pronounced more like the hard ‘t’ in ‘table’, and ‘d’
like the hard ‘d’ in ‘donkey’. And if ‘h’ occurs after a preceding
consonant, it does not indicate a softening of the consonant (as it may
in English). Instead, it indicates an aspirated sound that occurs
immediately after the consonant.
Second edition editor
Preface
Though I have been closely attached to Shri Atmananda Guru ever
since 1927 (when I was accepted as his disciple and initiated), it was
only in November 1950 that I made bold one day – at the instance of
a distinguished friend of mine – to make an attempt to take some
notes on that day’s talk, which had been particularly compelling. The
friend left the same night. I wrote down the notes the next day and
most hesitatingly submitted them at Gurunathan’s feet, to see if they
could be sent to the friend.
He gladly ordered me to read them and I obeyed rather nervously.
He listened to them patiently, and suggested some small deletions to
avoid controversy. At the end, he asked me with a luminous smile on
his face: ‘How did you do this?’ I humbly replied, ‘I do not know’,
and told him the circumstances. He laughed, and said: ‘I am pleased
with them. You may send them to her and also continue the practice.’
I realized immediately how I was a simple tool at the merciful
hands of the Absolute, and prostrated at his feet. He blessed me with
both hands, and I stood up in tears. Thus encouraged and enriched, I
continued the practice till the middle of April 1959.
That was how these notes came to be. Subsequently, they were
twice read out to Gurunathan [Shri Atmananda] himself, and finally
approved by him – as true to his exposition, both in idea and in
rendering.
Though intended originally for the benefit of the disciples alone,
who already had received directly from him the fundamentals of his
exposition, they are now printed and published for the benefit of the
general public as well. They have been found to be helpful to all
those who have acquired at least a modest acquaintance with his
method of direct approach to the ultimate Truth.
A preliminary knowledge of his book Atmanandopanishad – in
two parts, separately called Atma-darshan and Atma-nirvriti – is
almost indispensable for understanding these notes, not only for
those who have had no direct contact with Shri Atmananda Guru, but
also for those who are already his disciples.
A word too has to be said about the English language used here.
Born in a different climate and designed to describe experiences
somewhat different from those obtaining in spiritual India, the
English language (now almost an international language) has perforce
to undergo certain local modifications of idiom and punctuation.
Sometimes, a bold departure from the accepted usage of a word or a
phrase could alone yield the right meaning of Vedanta. Such
departures are inevitable, and they give force to the ideas and enrich
the language.
He was insisting upon me ever since 1956 to print and publish
these notes. It required a lot of time to compile and edit them. I was
proudly privileged to utilize all my available time for direct services
to his person. I was reluctant to divert any part of my time to other
work which could well afford to wait. Therefore I could not take up
this work of publication till he passed away. If any mistakes of
expression or of any other kind have slipped into these notes without
his knowledge, I am solely responsible. All the rest belongs to my
Guru, the Truth. *
Nitya Tripta
*
A word of caution in this context has become necessary. There are other
persons and sannyasins of different orders known by the identical name
Atmananda. Let not the views or writings of any of them be mistaken for those
of Shri Atmananda of Trivandrum.
Foreword
A NOTE TO THE READERS
The subject matter of this book being notes of discourses, certain

conversational mannerisms, peculiar usages, repetitions etc. – though
not strictly literary – have necessarily been retained. Their force,
freshness and naturalness appeal particularly to those who have
listened to the discourses direct.
I had to fight against odds in this maiden enterprise of mine in
the field of publication, and I am conscious of the innumerable
imperfections and oversights that have crept into these pages. Therefore,
as an immediate remedy, I have added just a modest errata at the
close of every year, for such mistakes alone that affect the sense
directly. Minor imperfections can be rectified only in the next
impression.
A subject war grouping and tabulation of the titles by numbers
added after the contents would enable the reader to have an
exhaustive idea of any particular topic whenever necessary. [In this
second edition, the subject war grouping is replaced by an index, at
the end of the third volume.]
An alphabetic glossary is added towards the end of the third volume,
giving simple Advaitic explanations of the important technical and
philosophical terms and expressions occurring in the course of the
book.
A list of about five hundred of Shri Atmananda’s spiritual statements
(collected from these talks and from elsewhere, and added towards
the end of the volume) will be particularly useful to those who had any
direct contact with him, and will feed the spiritual inquisitiveness of
many a thinking person.
A list of the original Sanskrit quotations referred to in the course
of the talks is added in Sanskrit script at the end of the volume and
the particular number is given for reference at the places where it is
mentioned. [In this second edition, the list of quotations is omitted.
Instead, available references are given where the quotations occur.]
An astrological chart of the planetary position at the moment of
his birth is attached at the beginning of the life sketch. I believe the
few readers who have an astrological insight will have much to read
from it regarding the journey of his body and mind. The predictions
of Indian astrologers upon this chart had been more or less correct
regarding his life’s experiences. [The astrological chart is omitted, in
this 2nd edition.]
Nitya Tripta
My indebtedness
I may be permitted to avail of this opportunity to record my deep
indebtedness to Mrs. Kamal Wood, M.A. (Nagpur), B.Lit. (Oxon.),
Professor of English, Elphinstone College, Bombay, who had so
graciously scrutinized most of these pages, patiently correcting the
language mistakes, punctuation, syntax etc.
Mahopaddhyaya Shri Ravivarma Tampan, Professor of Sanskrit
College, Trivandrum (long retired) has kindly verified and approved
the Sanskrit quotations and the technical and shastraic portions of the
glossary.
Messrs. P.K. Sreedhar and M.P.B. Nair at Bombay have been of
invaluable help and service to me in this work, particularly in their
undertaking all responsibility regarding the photographs and photostats
in the volume and executing them beautifully and in time.
I wish to express my sincere gratefulness to the many other
co-disciples of mine who have helped me in editing and verifying the
texts at different stages, and also to the proof readers, the printing
staff of the Reddiar Press and many others for their heart-felt
co-operation in bringing out this volume within reasonable time and
so nicely. More than all, my heart goes to the handful of my
dear co-disciples – both foreign and Indian – whose unstinted
and voluntary financial help has enabled me to preserve in form
for posterity this invaluable spiritual heritage from our revered
Guru Shri Atmananda.
Nitya Tripta
Introduction
It will be helpful to define beforehand the subject, the approach, the
field of enquiry and the stand taken in these notes. The subject
discussed is the ultimate Truth or Peace. The approach is the direct
perception method of Advaita (the strict Vicara-marga). The field of
enquiry is the totality of human experience, comprised of the
experiences of the three states and the awareness still beyond. The
stand taken is strictly in the absolute Truth, and reference made only
to the being inside. All this is discussed in detail in the ensuing
pages. The readers also would do well to adopt the same standard and
perspective, at least hypothetically, for the time being. The large
majority of friends who cannot cease to think in relative terms, even
for a short while, are earnestly requested not to dabble with spiritual
pursuits. That will spoil even their enjoyment in the phenomenal
world.
Great advancement has been made in all human walks of life.
Methods of transport in space have progressed from walking to
flying. The achievements of science and technology have almost
annihilated space. Vedanta, which is a deep and relentless enquiry
into the nature of Truth, has also not lagged behind in improving its
methods. Thus, what real aspirants experienced after a whole life’s
intense effort in the vedic age, is made attainable in the present age
in a comparatively short period of time by a more direct application
of the higher reason in man. Such was the method adopted by Shri
Atmananda.
He had a two-fold mission in life. The first part of it – in his own
words – was to expound the highest Truth, the ultimate Reality, in a
manner and language understandable even to the kitchen maid. It is
the belief of most men and pundits that a high proficiency in Sanskrit
is the first prerequisite of knowing the Truth. They believe also that
Truth can be expounded only in high-sounding and abstruse
philosophical terms, technicalities and terminologies. The numerous
vedantic shastras of a cosmological type (of course with rare
exceptions) have contributed much to the growth of this pernicious
superstition.
Shri Atmananda, who was not a Sanskrit scholar himself, has
successfully dispelled this wrong notion, both by his writings and by his
discourses. His two books, Atma-darshan and Atma-nirvriti – written
originally in Malayalam verse and which expound the ultimate Truth
from various standpoints – are limpidly clear and simple. Most of the
verses are written in the briefest and the simplest rhythm. They are so
natural that they read like poetic prose. The English rendering of
the two books by the author himself, though not in verse form, is
equally simple and clear. Abstruse Sanskrit terminology has been
avoided. He expounded the ultimate Truth even to illiterate women
and children in simple Malayalam language, and to great lawyers,
scientists and philosophers from home and abroad in simple and
elegant English.
Some of the disciples who came from distant continents did not
possess even a working knowledge of the English language, and
even then they were able to grasp the Truth quite well. Therefore it is
evident that no language is the language of Truth. All language is the
language of untruth alone. Language is made use of to reach the very
brink of untruth, beyond which the Guru – representing the languageless
Truth – stands revealed in all his glory. The Truth is also revealed as
the real nature of the aspirant himself.
The second part of his mission was to re-establish the dignity of
the householder and his birthright to strive and to be liberated, while
still remaining a householder. Since the time of Shri Shankara, the
fold of sannyasa began to be looked upon with particular respect and
regard by the people. Inflated by this undeserved title for reverence,
some of these sannyasins began to assert and proclaim that liberation
is the monopoly of sannyasins alone and that the householder is not
even eligible for it. In their wild fury they even forgot the undeniable
fact that the founders of the spiritual heritage of India were most of
them householders (Shri Janaka, Shri Vasishtha, Shri Vyasa, Shri Rama,
Shri Krishna, and the authors of many of the Upanishads). The
aphorism ‘Tat tvam asi’, which is meditated upon by every sannyasin,
was first composed and expounded by the householder sage, Uddalaka,
to his son and disciple, Shvetaketu. There is no data for any argument
in favour of the sannyasin’s stand; but their capacity for mischief
cannot be gainsaid. Therefore a solitary yet glowing example in the
course of several centuries often becomes necessary to blot out such
superstitions. Such was the life of Shri Atmananda, the Sage. He was
an ideal householder, an ideal police officer (upright and fearless,
who ruled his subordinates as well as the criminals under his charge
by love and love alone) and an ideal Guru to his disciples in all the
continents of the world.
He used to meet a general gathering of the disciples and visitors
usually at 5.30 p.m. at his residence. After preliminary enquiries and
introductions, he would call for questions, to ‘set the ball rolling’ as
he would often say. Then somebody would ask a question – whether
pertinent or not was immaterial. That would be enough for the day.
He would immediately take up that question, analyse it exhaustively
and answer it from different standpoints one after the other, never
stopping half way but pursuing the problem relentlessly to its very
foundation, the ultimate background.
He would never approach a problem from a perspective short of
the ultimate Truth, and would always make the listening disciple
contact his own real nature many times in the course of each talk.
The visitor, besides, would experience an uncaused Peace and solace
several times in the course of the talk, and this naturally increased his
earnestness to know the Truth more intimately.
Shri Atmananda’s approach to every problem was direct and
logical. He did not quote texts to establish his position. After
establishing his own position by using deep discrimination and direct
reason alone, he would sometimes, for the mere pleasure of it, cite
parallels from texts of undisputed authority by great Sages. He never
discouraged or discredited any particular path or religion; so much so
that he had disciples from all castes and creeds: Christians, Muslims,
Jews, Parsis and Hindus – brahmin as well as non-brahmin. They all
continued quite smoothly in their superficial allegiance to their old
religion, society and customs, even after visualizing the Truth
through Vedanta.
Shri Atmananda held emphatically that the basic error in man was
his wrong identification with body, senses and mind. When this was
replaced by the right identification with Atma, the real ‘I’-principle,
everything would be found to be perfectly in order and no change or
correction in any walk of life whatsoever would be called for.
He asserted that one’s own perspective alone had to be set right.
He always stressed the point that the answer to any question of an
objective nature was never complete until it was ultimately applied
to the subject; and the question had to be disposed of in the light of
the ultimate Reality – the Self.
The evening discourse was a formal one, when all his disciples
and strangers who had obtained previous permission were welcome.
But he used to talk on spiritual problems for several more hours
every day to the few disciples around him, who always waited upon
him – eager to render any personal service needed. He expounded
the Truth more unreservedly and informally during these unprovoked
talks.
Questions were asked from different levels by different persons,
and answers were always given in tune with the level and standard of
the questioner himself. Therefore answers to the same question at
different times might often seem varied, even contradictory, but they
ultimately converge upon the same centre. Thus even repetitions
have been really enriching and also entertaining.
Nitya Tripta
Why such open talk?
Shri Atmananda expounded the ultimate Truth in the most direct and
uncompromising manner, and he gives his reasons here below for
adopting this drastic method.
13th January 1951

A disciple asked: Why was secrecy so strictly observed in expounding
the Truth in the old shastras?
Gurunathan: Evidently, for fear of jeopardizing established religion
and society. Religion had no place except in duality and social life. It
was the prime moving force of social life in ancient times. But the
concept of religion could not stand the strict logic of vedantic Truth.
The sages of old, who recognized the great need of religion in
phenomenal life, expounded the ultimate Truth under a strict cover of
secrecy, thus enabling religion to play its role in lower human society.
But religion in the present day world has been dethroned in many
ways, and ungodly cults have come into existence in large numbers.
Therefore it is high time now to throw off the veil of secrecy, and
broadcast the whole Truth in the face of the world which has already
advanced much, intellectually.
[This is the text of note 50, which may also be found in the
main body of notes below.]
On the life sketch of the Sage,
Shri Atmananda
Its meaning, purpose and scope:
The life story of a Sage is a paradox. This is because life is only an
appearance and therefore an untruth, while the Sage is the ultimate
Truth itself – the impersonal. Shri Krishna Menon (Shri Atmananda)
held that one should be known only for the principle one stands for.
Therefore he would not agree to the writing of his life story, while he
lived.
Nevertheless, modern practice obliges the author to write a brief
life sketch of the person who shines through this book. A record of
the phenomenal facts and aspects of his life is needed, in order to
avoid wrong and exaggerated versions of his life gaining currency
when genuine facts are no longer available. I make no attempt to
point out anything extraordinary or miraculous in his life. My object
is quite the contrary. Of course there was one thing quite extraordinary
in him. He visualized the ultimate Truth and stood established in it.
Therefore the so-called ‘life story’ of his, so far as he is concerned, is
a misrepresentation of himself.
It is the transcendental essence, which the Sage is and knows he
is, that makes him great in the spiritual realm. Therefore the so called
‘life story’ of a Sage cannot make anyone understand anything about
the Sage. The Sage is impersonal. He has outgrown the shell of his
own life, the shell called personality. The personality and the Sage
are in two distinct and separate planes. Therefore it is quite futile to
scan the life story of a Sage to measure his real worth.
This might seem quite an unusual warning. His life-sketch has
very little direct bearing upon the body and theme of this book.
Therefore I have incorporated at the end of this book [just before the
glossary and index] a short life sketch of Shri Krishna Menon, the
‘man’.
Nitya Tripta
On devotion to a living Guru
acaryavan puruso veda
Chandogya Upanishad, 6.14.2
This means: ‘He who is blessed with a Karana-guru alone knows the
Truth.’
The following Malayalam verse is the instruction of Shri Atmananda
to the few earnest aspirants of Truth, as to how and when they should
direct and express their sense of deep devotion.
bodham yatorupadhimulam udayam ceyto, bhajikkentatum
pujikkentatum ullaliññatineyam zridezikopadhiyay`,
ellam satguruvam upadhi macayunnerattatallate
kantanyopadhiyil avidham bhramam udiccidat irunnitanam .
Shri Atmananda, Atmaramam, 1.34
‘That particular person through whom one had the proud privilege of
being enlightened, that is the only form which one may adore and do
puja to, to one’s heart’s content, as the person of one’s Guru. It is true
that all is the Sat-guru, but only when the name and form disappear
and not otherwise. Therefore, the true aspirant should beware of
being deluded into any similar devotional advances towards any
other form, be it of God or of man.’
This is confirmed by Shri Atmananda’s letter on the subject, as
translated on pages 699-700.
And it is further confirmed by Shri Shankara’s bold proclamation,
often quoted in this volume.
jivo na ’ham deziko ’ktya zivo ’ham ..
Shri Shankara, Advaita-pancaratnam, 1.2
‘By the word of my Guru, I am not jiva (the personal life principle).
But I am Peace-ultimate.’ (God being comprehended as ‘samasti-jiva’
– the aggregate of all jivas – and as the highest concept of the human
mind.)
Nitya Tripta
Notes on discourses
20th November 1950

1. H OW IS DEEP SLEEP A KEY TO THE U LTIMATE ?
Deep mental activity generates heat, which keeps off deep sleep.
Cold in its intensity wakes you up. Deep sleep brings on a sense of
happiness and peace with it. This experience we get only in the
absence of all mental activity. When we direct our mind to this
happiness aspect of deep sleep, we feel a sensation of gentle coolness,
which wards off all sense of negation in sleep. So we get to our real
nature by relaxing our mind from all forms of activity, and at the
same time not losing sight of the happiness and peace experienced in
deep sleep.
This positive aspect saves us from the probable shroud of negation
and slumber. We should not allow the mind to be active and at the
same time we should see that it does not become inactive. In other
words: ‘Sleep knowingly.’
Thus, deep sleep can be utilized directly for establishing oneself
in the real centre.
2. H OW CAN REMEMBRANCE BE FORGETTING ?

Every thought merges into Consciousness and remains not as thought,
but as Consciousness, pure. So your searching in that Consciousness
for the resurrection of any thought, merged therein, is in vain. It can only
result in your first forgetting your real nature of pure Consciousness,
and in the subsequent creation of an entirely new thought, as though
experienced some time earlier.
3. W HERE , WHEN AND HOW DO I SEE ME ?

1. I see Me where the ‘where’ is not.
2. I see Me when the ‘when’ is not.
3. I see Me when ‘I see me not.’
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Explanation:
1. I shall see Me only when I transcend the gross body idea, which
is governed by space as well as by time.
2. I shall see Me only when I transcend the subtle body or the mind,
which is governed by time alone.
3. I shall see Me only on leaving both the gross and the subtle
bodies – when I stop my objective search and turn inward to find
myself as one with that which I was searching for; in other words
only when the subject-object relationship vanishes.
23rd November 1950

4. W HAT IS THE NATURE AND OBJECT OF PERCEPTION ?
A Jnyanin perceives the Absolute, diversified as objects. Ignorant
men, identifying themselves with the gross body, perceive gross
objects. Others, standing as mind, perceive only subtle objects.
Jnyanins, standing as Consciousness, perceive only Consciousness.
5. W HAT IS THE CONTENT OF THE INTERVAL BETWEEN

MENTATIONS ?
Let us examine our own casual statements regarding our daily

experiences. For example, we say: ‘He comes’, ‘He sits’, ‘He goes’,
and so on. In these statements, ‘coming’, ‘sitting’ and ‘going’ are
somehow extraneous to ‘him’. As such, they do not at all go into the
make of ‘him’.
‘He’ alone stands unqualified through all time, continuing without
a break. So it is this pure ‘he’ or ‘I’ (or Consciousness) which shines
through and in between all thoughts, feelings, perceptions and states.
During this interval [between mentations], one has no thought of the
state in which one happens to be. So here, one is Peace itself; and
that is the ‘I’, in its pure state.
Suppose you see a beautiful picture, painted on white paper. On
closely examining the picture, you will be able to discover some
parts of it where the original colour of the paper appears, unaffected
by the shades of the picture. This proves to you the existence of the
paper behind the picture, as its background. On further examination,
you will see that the picture is nothing but the paper.
So also, if you succeed in discovering yourself between two
mentations, you easily come to the conclusion that you are in the
mentations as well.
6. W HAT IS THE MEANING OF ‘I’?

The same word, used in similar contexts, cannot carry different
meanings with different persons. When I say ‘I’ meaning ‘my body’,
another understands it in the same sense, meaning ‘my body’. But
when the other person uses the same word ‘I’, he means ‘his body’,
which is entirely different from ‘my body’.
Thus, in the case of everyone, the bodies meant are different; but
the word used is the same ‘I’, always. So the ‘I’ must mean: either
the individual bodies of all men – which is ludicrous – or it must
evidently mean no body at all.
The latter being the only possible alternative, the ‘I’ must necessarily
mean that changeless principle in which every body appears and
disappears. This is the real meaning of ‘I’, even in our daily traffic
with the world.
7. W HAT IS IT THAT APPEARS AS WORLD ?

As soon as we wake up from deep sleep, the existence of a ready-made
world – including our own bodies – confronts us. To examine it closely,
we utilize our sense organs straightaway – one by one, relying on
their superficial evidence without a thought.
The organ of sight asserts that the world is only form and nothing
else; the organ of hearing that the world is only sound and nothing
else; and so on. Each organ thus asserts the world as its sole and
particular object. In effect, each sense organ contradicts the evidence
of the other four organs, with equal force. This hopeless mess of
contradictory evidence, and the stubborn denial by each of the sense
organs of the others’ evidence, form positive proof of the falsity of
this world – as it appears.
But all the while, the existence of a positive something is experi-
enced without a break, beyond the shadow of a doubt. This, on closer
analysis, is found to be that changeless, subjective ‘I’-principle or
Consciousness itself.
8. I S THERE AJNYANA [ IGNORANCE ] IN DEEP SLEEP ?

No. The absence of any objective perception, thought or feeling –
which is wrongly called ‘nothingness’ – is the svarupa [true nature]
of real, unconditioned happiness. Here, happiness alone is the positive
experience in deep sleep, and the sense of nothingness is a relative
inference when out of it.
Thus, there is in fact no ajnyana in deep sleep. The ajnyana of
Truth is the jnyana [knowledge] of objects, gross or subtle. To know
any object means not to know the Truth. From the knowledge of an
object, if the object part is discarded, what remains is pure knowledge
alone, which is the essence and the background of all objects as well
as of myself.
The jnyana of any one object may also be said to be the ajnyana
of all other objects. In that sense, the jnyana of Truth and Happiness
in deep sleep can also be said to be the ajnyana of all objects. Thus
happiness alone is the experience in deep sleep.
9th December 1950

9. H OW IS DEEP SLEEP THE TOUCHSTONE OF ONE ’ S REAL
NATURE ?
The knowledge of one object implies the ignorance of all objects other
than that particular object. The ignorance of all objects in deep sleep
means really the positive knowledge of the self, which shines as
happiness there. Consequently, the ignorance of the ordinary man in
deep sleep is really the knowledge of his own self, which is happiness
and Consciousness.
Our deep sleep experience, according to the lower shastras, is
ignorance coupled with the sense of subjective happiness. We have
already proved that the so called ignorance of the world in deep sleep
is nothing but the knowledge of the self, which is happiness itself.
Thus the experience in deep sleep, if properly understood, is only
one; and that is our own self, which is Happiness and Peace. The rest
of the statement is but a commentary upon this.
There is only one there; and hence the ignorance of the many is no
experience at all.
10. ‘M IND AS MIND KNOWS NO PEACE , AND MIND AT PEACE IS

NO MIND AT ALL .’
The most universal of all desires in man is unequivocally expressed

in the spontaneous statement made by all alike: ‘I want peace of mind’.
It means that the activity of the mind is never our ultimate goal.
Examining this statement closely and impartially, we find that Peace
is the real goal of man’s desire. But in his utter inability to extricate
himself from the clutches of the mind, he links the mind also to that
desire for absolute Peace, and claims himself to be the enjoyer. But
alas, when the mind, freed from all its activities, comes into contact
with the Peace it desired, it finds itself merged and lost in that peace,
thus returning to its real nature.
Therefore, it is one’s own real nature that everybody seeks, either
knowingly or unknowingly.
11. H OW TO ESTABLISH ADVAITA IN THE KNOWLEDGE OF AN

OBJECT ?
When I say ‘I know an object’, the knower and the object known
both disappear; and the knowledge alone remains. Thus separated
from the knower and the known, the knowledge can no longer be
called limited. It is pure. It is absolute. So, during every perception, I
remain in my real centre, as pure Consciousness.
It has already been proved that just before and after every perception,
I am in my own real nature. The knower, knowledge and the known
are themselves three distinct and separate perceptions, each appearing
in a particular sequence corresponding to that in the expression:
‘I know it.’
Thus, it stands established that nobody is ever shaken from his
own centre of consciousness and peace.
12. H OW CAN THE PHENOMENAL LEAD ONE TO THE
A BSOLUTE ?
Conceding that God created this universe, you have to admit that God
existed even before creation. Man, with his created sense organs and
mind, is capable of visualizing only the objects of creation, gross or
subtle. So, in order to visualize God as he existed all alone, even
before creation, we have to utilize some faculty which is present in
us all and which transcends creation. This can be nothing other than
the changeless ‘I’-principle or Consciousness.
Reaching that, one is divested of all sense of duality. Even the
conception of God does not arise there; and everything appears – if it
ever does – as Consciousness alone. It follows therefore that the God
that was there before creation was nothing other than the real
‘I’-principle.
24th December 1950

13. H OW AM I THE WITNESS ?
Every perception, thought or feeling is known by you. You are the
knower of the world through the sense organs; of the sense organs
through the generic mind; and of the mind – with its activity or
passivity – by your self alone.
In all these different activities, you stand out as the one knower.
Actions, perceptions, thoughts and feelings all come and go. But
knowingness does not part with you, even for a moment. You are
therefore always the knower. How then can you ever be the doer or
the enjoyer?
After understanding the ‘I’-principle as pure Consciousness and
happiness, always use the word ‘I’ or ‘knower’ to denote the goal of
your retreat. The ‘I’ always brings subjectivity with it. It is this
ultimate, subjective principle ‘I’ – divested of even that subjectivity –
that is the goal.
Consciousness and happiness may possibly have a taint of objectivity
in their conception, since they always express themselves in the
realm of the mind. When one is deeply convinced that one’s self is
consciousness and happiness, one finds it as the nameless. Whereupon,
even this namelessness seems a limitation. Giving up that as well,
one remains as the ‘I’-principle, the ‘Absolute’.
When you try to visualize the Absolute in you, nothing can possibly
disturb you, because every thought or perception points to yourself
and only helps you to stand established as the Absolute.
To become a Jnyanin [Sage] means to become aware of what you
are already. In this connection, it has to be proved that ‘knowing’ is
not a function. In all your life, you feel you have not changed; and of
all your manifold activities, from your birth onwards, the only
activity that has never changed is ‘knowing’. So both of these must
necessarily be one and the same; and therefore knowingness is your
real nature.
Thus, knowing is never an activity in the worldly sense, since this
knowing has neither a beginning nor an end. And because it is never
separated from you, it is your svarupa (real nature) – just as ‘shining’
is the svarupa of the sun and not its function. Understanding it in this
way, and realizing it as one’s svarupa, brings about liberation from
all bondage.
When you reach consciousness or happiness, you lose all sense
of objectivity or duality and stand identified with the ultimate,
subjective ‘I’-principle, or the Absolute. Then the subjectivity also
vanishes. When the word ‘pure’ is added on to consciousness,
happiness or ‘I’, even the least taint of relativity is removed. There,
all opposites are reconciled, all paradoxes stand self-explained; and
everything, or nothing, can be said about it.
14. H OW TO BE ALIVE AND AT HOME ALWAYS ?

While thus talking of the Absolute at a high level, Gurunathan
noticed a disciple withdrawing himself into samadhi and asked him
suddenly how many months his wife had advanced in her pregnancy.
It took the disciple a few minutes to come down even to understand
the question. The object of this question was just to show that one
should be equally alive in samadhi as well as in worldly activity. To
be thus ‘at home’ always, shows one’s stand in the natural state.
15. I S ANY EFFORT NEEDED AFTER REALIZATION ?
Yes. You realize the moment you hear the Truth direct from the Guru.
All subsequent effort is only to remove every obstacle that might
come in the way of establishing oneself in the Truth.
25th December 1950

16. W HAT IS THE ‘ THING IN ITSELF ’?
The fundamental worldly experience of man is that something which
was unknown subsequently becomes known. This statement clearly
shows that the ‘thing in itself’ was the background of both the unknown
and the known, and as such could not exactly be either the one or the
other. Looking at the background closely, you find that some sort of a
limitation was put upon the ‘thing in itself’ by the mind, to which it
therefore appeared as the ‘known’ or the ‘unknown’. Take away that
mental limitation from the experience, and immediately it becomes
the Reality itself; because it goes beyond the known and the unknown.
That which was called unknown is in the known as well, and is
still unknown. It is the Reality itself. Take for example the ‘I’ in I
think and I feel. The ‘I’-principle can never be the thinking or the
feeling principle, but is beyond both, and is present equally in the
thinking as well as in the feeling.
Examining this from another angle, the ‘unknown’ means that
which is not grasped by the sense organs or the mind. That which is
not comprehended by these two, but which transcends them both,
cannot be anything but the Reality. Therefore, what is called the
‘unknown’ is the Reality. And now coming to the ‘known’, when
correctly examined, a sense object merges into Consciousness.
Therefore, what is known is also nothing but Consciousness.
When an ordinary man – who believes himself to be the body –
sees an object, he sees and emphasizes the object part of it and ignores
completely the most important factor – consciousness. But when a
Jnyanin sees the same object, he sees it not as object but as
consciousness itself. He emphasizes only the consciousness part of it,
and feels that it is the Self. Thus to him, every perception doubly
reaffirms his knowledge that he is Consciousness. It is experience of
the Truth itself, repeated as often as there are thoughts or perceptions.
17. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF THE WORLDLY ACTIVITY OF A
S AGE ?
A subjective transformation alone is needed for ‘realization’. When
one who has realized the Truth looks at the world, conceding the
existence of the world, he finds that every object asserts one’s own
self or consciousness, without which the object could never appear.
Perceptions are liable to mistakes regarding the object perceived;
for example the stump of a tree is mistaken for a man. But regarding
yourself, the ‘I’, there can never be any mistaking whatsoever.
18. T HE ENJOYMENT OF PLEASURE BY AN ORDINARY MAN

AND THE S AGE ?
To the ordinary man, pleasure is an end in itself and he attributes it

all to objects. But to the Sage, who apparently enjoys the same pleasure,
it is all the expression of the happiness aspect of the Absolute or the
Self, purely uncaused.
During the sadhana period of a disciple, experiences of pleasure
sometimes occur, as a result of particular states of mind attained
through discipline and practice. Because of their great similarity to
the experiences of intense pleasure he may have had in worldly life,
the disciple is likely to desire a repetition of these, as an end in itself.
This worldly interpretation of spiritual experiences is likely to
entangle him there, impeding his spiritual progress.
But, under the guidance of a Karana-guru, the disciple understands
such experiences to be expressions of the Absolute in him; and he
is enabled to proceed further in order to reach ‘what is expressed’,
regardless of the pleasure experienced on the way.
To the Sage, every experience of happiness is only an expression
– in the realm of the mind – of the happiness aspect of the absolute
‘Self’; and as such he never attributes it to external objects. To the
Sage, all the activities of the mind and body are but expressions of
the Absolute, and as such purposeless in themselves.
But the worldly man takes to activities with a definite purpose, as
a means of enjoyment.
26th December 1950
19. W HAT CONSTITUTES A S AGE ? A ND HOW DOES HE
CONDUCT HIMSELF ?
Mere realization, as is usually understood, does not make one a Sage

in the full sense of the term.
A Sage should be a yogin to a yogin, a bhakta to a bhakta, and a
householder in every detail to his own family and to the other
householders. In all his relations – with society, state etc. – he
behaves exactly as any ordinary citizen. But, in reality, he is always a
Jnyanin [knower] and is none of these.
You cannot express the Truth by word of mouth, by thought, or by
feeling. But the Truth expresses itself, in all these varied activities.
20. H OW ARE OBJECTS RELATED TO ME ?

All this world is my object, and I am the changeless subject. Each
one of my objects serves only to point to me and to prove me. I need
only make my stand there firmer and establish myself at the real
centre, as the ultimate subject ‘I’.
27th December 1950

21. H OW TO RETREAT INTO THE REAL ‘I’- PRINCIPLE ?
What do you mean when you say ‘I’? It does not at all mean the
body, senses or mind. It is pure experience itself – in other words, the
end of all knowledge or feeling.
First of all, see that the body, senses and mind are your objects
and that you are always the changeless subject, distinct and separate
from the objects. The objects are present only when they are
perceived. But I exist, always changeless, whether perceptions occur
or not, extending through and beyond all states. Thus you see that
you are never the body, senses or mind. Make this thought as deep
and intense as possible, until you are doubly sure that the wrong
identification will never recur.
Next, examine if there is anything else that does not part with
the ‘I’-principle, even for a moment. Yes. There is Consciousness. It
never parts with the ‘I’-principle, and can never be an object either.
So both must mean one and the same thing. Or, in other words, ‘I’ is
Consciousness itself. Similarly, wherever there is the ‘I’-principle
left alone, there is also the idea of deep peace or happiness, existing
along with it.
It is universally admitted that one loves only that which gives one
happiness, or that a thing is loved only for its happiness value.
Evidently, happiness itself is loved more than that which is supposed
to give happiness. It is also admitted that one loves one’s self more
than anything else. So it is clear that you must be one with happiness
or that you are happiness itself. All your activities are only attempts
to experience that happiness or self in every experience.
The ordinary man fixes a certain standard for all his worldly
activities and tries to attain it to his satisfaction. Thereby, he is only
trying to experience the self in the form of happiness, as a result of
the satisfaction obtained on reaching the standard already accepted
by him.
For every perception, thought or feeling, you require the services
of an instrument suited to each activity. But to love your own self,
you require no instrument at all. Since you experience happiness by
retreating into that ‘I’-principle, that ‘I’ must be either an object to
give you happiness, which is impossible; or it must be happiness
itself. So the ‘I’-principle, Peace and Consciousness are all one and
the same. It is in Peace that thoughts and feelings rise and set. This
peace is very clearly expressed in deep sleep, when the mind is not
there and you are one with Consciousness and Peace.
Pure consciousness and deep peace are your real nature. Having
understood this in the right manner, you can well give up the use of
the words ‘Consciousness’ and ‘Happiness’ and invariably use ‘I’ to
denote the Reality.
Don’t be satisfied with only reducing objects into Consciousness.
Don’t stop there. Reduce them further into the ‘I’-principle. So also,
reduce all feelings into pure Happiness and then reduce them into
the ‘I’-principle. When you are sure that you will not return to
identification with the body any longer, you can very well leave off
the intermediaries of Consciousness and Happiness, and directly take
the thought ‘I, I, I’, subjectively.
Diversity is only in objects. Consciousness, which perceives them
all, is one and the same.
22. W HAT IS MY REAL GOAL ? T HE ‘I’- PRINCIPLE .
The word ‘I’ has the advantage of taking you direct to the core of
your self. But you must be doubly sure that you will no longer return
to identification with the body.
By reducing objects into Consciousness or happiness, you come
only to the brink of experience. Reduce them further into the
‘I’-principle; and then ‘it’, the object, and ‘you’, the subject, both
merge into experience itself. Thus, when you find that what you see
is only yourself, the ‘seeing’ and ‘objects’ become mere empty
words.
When you say the object cannot be the subject, you should take
your stand not in any of the lower planes, but in the ultimate subject
‘I’ itself.
In making the gross world mental, the advaitin is an idealist. But
he does not stop there. He goes further, examining the ‘idea’ also and
proves it to be nothing but Consciousness. Thus he goes beyond even
the idealist’s stand.
The realist holds that matter is real and mind is unreal, but the
idealist says that mind is real and matter is unreal. Of the two, the
idealist’s position is better; for when the mind is taken away from the
world, the world is not. Therefore, it can easily be seen that the world
is a thought form. It is difficult to prove the truth of the realist’s stand;
for dead matter cannot decide anything.
The advaitin goes even further. Though he takes up the stand of
the idealist when examining the world, he goes beyond the idealist’s
position and proves that the world and the mind, as such, are nothing
but appearances and the Reality is Consciousness.
Perception proves only the existence of knowledge and not the
existence of the object. Thus the gross object is proved to be non-
existent. Therefore, it is meaningless to explain subtle perceptions as
a reflection of gross perceptions. Thus all perceptions are reduced to
the ultimate ‘I’-principle, through knowledge.
When a Jnyanin takes to activities of life, he ‘comes out’ with
body, sense organs or mind whenever he needs them; and he acts, to
all appearances, like an ordinary man, but knowing full well, all the
while, that he is the Reality itself. This is not said from the level of
the Absolute.
23. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ NATURAL STATE ’?
Without a thought or a feeling, the ordinary man knows himself to be
the body and claims all its activities. In the same way, a Jnyanin,
without a thought or a feeling, knows that he is the Reality –
expressing itself in all perceptions, thoughts and feelings, without a
change.
What you call experience is the real ‘I’-principle, shining in its
own glory, beyond the realm of the mind. The use of the word
‘realization’ as an action is wrong, since it brings with it a sense of
limitation by time.
You can never become conscious of an object unless you are ‘self-
conscious’, beyond the realm of the mind. So even when you say
you are conscious of an object, you mean you are conscious of the
knowledge of the object, further reduced into knowledge alone, and
again reduced into the subjective ‘I’-principle or Experience itself.
This means that you are always in your real centre.
28th December 1950

24. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ SVABHAVA’?
‘Svabhava’ means one’s own real nature. All activities, like feeling,
thinking, perceiving, doing etc., are ‘asvabhava’ – the opposite of
one’s real nature.
Svabhava is knowledge without object, or happiness without object.
For you are knowledge itself, or happiness itself, and cannot know
anything else.
25. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN I SAY ‘I KNOW ’ A THING ?

You actually transform the thing into knowledge. At the moment of
knowing, you realize yourself in fact. Knowing a thing means you
absorb it into you.
Similarly, loving a thing also means you absorb it into yourself.
Hence, knowing and loving actually destroy all illusion, all sense of
separateness.
26. W HAT IS THE END OF AN IGNORANT MAN ’ S ACTIVITY OF
KNOWING ?
The end of all knowing is pure knowing itself, or ‘vedanta’ (the end
of knowledge), or the ‘I’-principle. Knowing proves only knowledge,
and not the object as is ordinarily understood.
In every perception, you are there as that and that alone. All the
mischief of wrong identification is done only after the event.
27. I CANNOT BE LIBERATED BY KNOWING MY EXISTENCE

ASPECT ALONE . W HY ?
Both the cit [consciousness] and ananda [happiness] aspects have

also to be known. You must also know that all these three are one
and the same, and that it is your real self. Thus transcending the three
aspects, you reach the Reality beyond.
According to Vedanta, the Reality can be expressed only by
negative imports; because it is nameless and attributeless. But it
expresses itself in all names and forms.
29th December 1950

28. H OW TO RECONCILE THE SPIRITUAL AND WORLDLY
ASPECTS OF ONE ’ S LIFE ?
The world is examined and proved to be non-existent, through your

own experiences:
1. By comparing impartially the dream and waking state experiences,
and finding them to be exactly similar.
2. By proving that the objective world has no existence, independently
of the subject ‘I’ or Consciousness.
You understand this fact, and accept it completely and unreservedly.
Think about it more intensely, until it descends into your heart,
becoming experience itself. Then you become what you mean by
‘jivan-mukta’, and all your problems automatically cease.
To an ordinary man, life constitutes actions, perceptions, thoughts
and feelings – one of these alone being experienced at any given
time. In other words, you stand detached from all activities,
excepting the one in which you seem engaged at the given time.
To this list of four categories [actions, perceptions, thoughts and
feelings], the spiritual man adds just one more, which indeed is the
most important one: ‘Consciousness’.
This last one is doubly important; because, over and above its
importance as a separate entity, it shines in and through the four
categories already mentioned. You are simply asked to direct to the
consciousness aspect the attention legitimately due to it. This is all.
When you are engaged in thought, you are not engaged in action,
perception or feeling. When engaged in action, you are not engaged
in thought, feeling or perception. So also, when you are engaged in
knowing, you cannot be engaged in any other kind of activity.
The presence and recognition of subjective Consciousness, your
real centre, is the one thing needed to make your life possible and
connected. Make it so, by knowing that knowing principle to be your
real centre. You never go outside it, and you can never leave it, even
if you will. This does not deny or negate your worldly life, as is
ordinarily supposed, but makes it richer, firmer, truer and more
successful.
To have deep peace and not to be disturbed from it, even for a
moment, is the ardent desire of everyone. For this, you have
necessarily to be at a centre which does not change. That is the real
‘I’-principle or Consciousness. To be it and to establish oneself there
is the end and aim of life. This alone makes real life possible.
30th December 1950

29. H OW CAN AN ORDINARY MAN ATTAIN RENUNCIATION ?
When you are engaged in any action, thought or other activity, all
the world except for that one activity is dead, so far as you are
concerned. This can truly be called vairagya or detachment. Thus,
you are always in perfect dispassion, and that again in the most
natural and effortless manner.
30. H OW TO ATTAIN A TMA - TATTVA ?
Atma-tattva [the truth of self] is not something to be imported or
acquired; but it already is, as the real ‘I’-principle. If you once
recognize it and turn to it earnestly, it begins to enlighten you and
does not stop till you are led on to the very core of your being and
are established there.
31. H OW IS THE SPIRITUAL LIFE OF A LIBERATED SOUL

RECONCILED WITH HIS PHENOMENAL LIFE ?
The spiritual life of a liberated soul is part and parcel of his life here,
and not something separate from it. That oneness alone makes his
life meaningful and an integral whole.
In the Ramayana epic, the monkey king Bali possessed a boon by
whose power he took over to himself half the strength of every
adversary he met. So also when Atma-tattva [the truth of self] is once
recognized and accepted, it begins to gain additional strength from
every experience, worldly or unworldly, viewed and analysed in the
light of the Truth. It comes into every thought and takes possession
of it unnoticed (without a thought).
32. H OW TO BECOME DISPASSIONATE ?

Dispassion is not only possible, but is present in all your states. You
can see it, if you direct your attention that way.
You say you are attached to objects in the waking state. But what
happens to that attachment, when you go into the dream state?
Likewise, what happens to the objects of the dream state, when you
come back to the waking state? Leaving these two states, you go into
the deep sleep state, where there are no objects at all.
So there is dispassion throughout; and there is no necessity to
cultivate it. Even in the waking state, when you are thinking of one
object, are you not dispassionate as far as the rest of the world is
concerned?
33. H OW CAN OUR EVERYDAY CONDUCT ITSELF BE OUR
TEACHER ?
We have only to get our everyday conduct properly examined and

explained, in the light of the Truth. For this we need a Guru. By
hearing our own daily experiences correctly, logically and clearly
explained by the Guru himself, we immediately visualize our real
centre, the ‘I’-principle.
This is found to be present in feelings, thoughts, perceptions and
actions. So the ‘I’ can certainly be none of these, ‘as they are’. Atma-
tattva is neither attached nor detached, because there can be nothing
beside it.
Any object, once known, remains only as Knowledge. It then gets
immediately transformed into pure Knowledge. If afterwards you
begin to think of it as an object again, with some kind of interest in
it, and come down and explain it in its own plane, you certainly go
out of your real centre and require immediate correction.
31st December 1950

34. I S THERE CONSCIOUSNESS IN DEAD MATTER ?
The question is absurd. Dead matter or body does not exist in its own
right, but exists only as the object of the perceiver. It is the perceiver
who lights up the object with his consciousness. In other words, his
consciousness appears limited in the form of the body, or the body is
his consciousness itself. But Consciousness cannot be divided. So it
is the whole Consciousness itself. Therefore the question is absurd,
on the face of it.
Yogins, while reading the thoughts of others, read only the gross
part of the mind concerned. They give their own interpretations of
what they perceive, since the knowledge part of the thoughts can
never be objectified or read.
When you know any object, you stand as Consciousness; and the
object also cannot help appearing as pure Consciousness, since
Consciousness cannot perceive anything but Consciousness. Or, in
other words, when you rise to the level of Consciousness to examine
the object, it gets thereby transformed into a Consciousness whose
objectivity completely disappears.
So objects cannot exist as such, when you stand as Consciousness.
While everything shines by the knowing light of Consciousness, that
shining does not require any other light, because it is self-luminous.
The term ‘ghatakasha’ [the limited space in a pot] is wrong; since
ghatakasha can never be separated from ‘mahakasha’ [the unlimited
totality of space and time], excepting by words. But at a lower level,
it can be said that bodies abide in mind and mind in Consciousness.
Nothing can limit Consciousness. A beginner in the spiritual path
can, as a preliminary course, conceive that Consciousness is in him
first. But when he becomes centred in Consciousness, the inside and
outside vanish, so far as he is concerned; and he is lifted up to
Consciousness pure.
Look at your image in a mirror. What is inside or outside your
image, and all through it? Nothing but the mirror. So also, there is
nothing but Consciousness in the object.
It is in me that thoughts arise, and in thoughts that bodies arise.
So, compared to the ‘I’-principle, the gross world is evidently very,
very small; and can never exist as such, along with the ‘I’.
It is wrong to say that the world exists in thoughts, or that
thoughts exist in the ‘I’; because gross forms as such vanish when
thoughts appear, and thoughts become Consciousness when they
touch it. Nothing is inert or jada; but all is Consciousness appearing
as limited, and even that apparent limitation is Consciousness itself.
Thus Reality is seen existing here and now – in you, in and
beyond all states. It only appears as if it is tagged on to something
else like body, senses or mind. Eliminate that ‘tagged-on’ part and
you remain in your self, the real centre. But when you try to
eliminate the apparently unreal parts from Consciousness, you find
that each of them is mysteriously transformed into that Consciousness
itself, leaving nothing to be eliminated. This method takes you direct
to the natural state.
35. O NE OF THE SHASTRAIC METHODS TO REACH THE

R EALITY
Certain shastras hold that everything – from intellect down to the
gross body – is dead, inert matter, as it is. They ask you to get away
from all that matter and get to Atma in its pure form, in a state called
the nirvikalpa state (samadhi).
In that state, there is no sense of bondage, it is true. But, coming
out of that state, you find the same world. To find a solution to this,
you have to examine the world again, in the light of the experiences
you had in samadhi. Then you find that the same Reality that was
discovered in samadhi is found expressed in the objects also, as
name and form. And that name and form, which the shastras also call
maya, are nothing but the Reality itself. Thus you find yourself to be
one with the world, and all doubts cease.
Before beginning to examine this world, you must necessarily
take your stand on some changeless ground which is best known to
you. The best known of all things to you is Consciousness, which is
also self-luminous. It is your real self, and never something possessed
by you. Things known by the mind are liable to be mistaken. But as
regards the fact of your being conscious, there can never be any
mistake.
What we ordinarily call the ‘consciousness of an object’ is only
mind-consciousness. This, when further examined, gives up that
limitation also and becomes pure Consciousness. The Consciousness
of an object is itself part of the object experienced. Try to reject all
but Consciousness from that experience. Then you find that whatever
you turn to is immediately transformed into Consciousness, leaving
nothing at all to be rejected.
36. R EALIZATION IS ONLY HERE AND NOW.

Only know it and hold on to it, till it becomes your natural state.
37. H OW CAN SOUND BE UTILIZED AS A MEDIUM OF ENQUIRY

TO REACH THE A BSOLUTE ?
It has four distinct stages:

1. Vaikhari or gross sound. Here consciousness appears limited by
the audible word. It is practised by repetition of a mantra by word
of mouth, audible to one’s own ears.
2. Madhyama: Here consciousness appears limited by the inaudible
word. It is practised by mental repetition of a mantra, inaudibly,
in contemplation of an idea.
3. Pashyanti represents that pure idea which is capable of being
expressed in different languages, but which remains languageless
all along. This limitation is binding only when viewed from the
mental plane; and it really takes one to the very brink of the
Absolute, or to the Absolute itself when correctly understood.
4. Para is pure Consciousness itself, or myself. Every sound or word,
when traced in the above sequence, leads to the Reality, or the
‘I’-principle.
An elephant is the best object for concentration for those who find it
difficult to fix their mind on the form of their ishta-deva. This is why
meditation on Ganapati (the elephant god) brings one to siddhi
easily.
5th January 1951

38. W HO EXISTS ? I ALONE .
Actions, perceptions, thoughts and feelings cannot be independent.
The ‘I’-principle alone stands independent of everything else; and
present in all these, unattached.
It is the mind that is said to be the knower or witness of gross
objects. But the mind cannot come down to the gross to bear witness
to it or to know it. The gross has to be transformed into the subtle, if
it has to be witnessed by the mind. Or in other words, the mind can
never witness the gross, but only the subtle. That is, the gross exists
only in mere words, because the mind’s knowledge is the only
evidence of its existence as gross. Therefore the gross, as gross, has
no existence at all.
Similarly, the ‘I’-principle is said to be the witness of thoughts.
The ‘I’ cannot come down to the mind’s plane to witness the
thoughts. But thoughts get transformed into pure Consciousness in
order to be witnessed by the ‘I’-principle; and Consciousness is the
real nature of the ‘I’-principle. Therefore it means: ‘I know myself.’
If one applies the same argument here also, it is evident that thought
is nothing but Consciousness or the ‘I’.
Therefore, all that appears – gross or subtle – is nothing but
myself alone. Or in other words, in all activity or inactivity, it is ‘I’
alone that shine.
6th January 1951

39. P OET T ENNYSON ON KNOWLEDGE
The poet Tennyson says: Pursue ‘knowledge, like a sinking star,
beyond the utmost bound of human thought’. It will take you a long
way if you think deeply about what Tennyson meant by this statement.
‘Sinking star’ may mean this. Sinking implies relaxation. You
have only to retreat and retreat into the ‘I’-principle, and rest there.
Allow yourself therefore to be led on. Sink, sink, sink… Sink from
the body, sink from the senses, and sink from the mind…
Ashtavakra says, in a similar context:
yadi deham prthak-krtya citi vizramya tisthasi .
adhunai ’va sukhi zanto bandha-mukto bhavisyasi ..
Ashtavakra-samhita, 1.4
It means: ‘Separating body from you, if you take rest in Consciousness,
you stand liberated here and now.’
7th January 1951

40. W HAT IS THE TEST OF EXPERIENCE ?
Examine your experience always, and ask yourself whether it
changes in time or space. If it is found to change, advance further till
you come to that experience from which you can never change, even
for a moment, even if you try. That is then no experience either, but
your real nature itself.
8th January 1951

41. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN G OD AND MYSELF ?
God, you say, is omnipresent, omnipotent, omniscient, and so on.
This clearly means he cannot be confined to a body. Because he has
these attributes, he has to possess a cosmic mind; and there must be a
cosmic world also, for the cosmic mind to function in.
But the real ‘I’-principle goes beyond body and mind, and therefore
beyond everything objective; and so beyond God also. Nothing else
exists beside it. It is therefore attributeless brahman.
For God to become brahman, he has to give up all the attributes
mentioned above; and then he stands as one with the ‘I’-principle.
9th January 1951

42. W HAT IS AN EXPERIENCE ?
An experience is composed of two parts:
1. the background, which is the Reality itself; and
2. the expression, which is only a superimposition of the mind and
senses upon the background Reality.
In examining any experience to see what it is, we must give up the
expression part of it as belonging entirely to the mind and senses,
and take only the background which alone is permanent and real.
Thus examined, every experience reduces itself to the ultimate
Reality.
In any experience, the expression is the objective part and the
background is the subjective part or the Reality behind it.
The test of every experience is to see whether it is strictly subjective
or objective. The subjective alone is real and the objective all
illusion.
Akasha, though not perceptible to the senses, is certainly conceivable
by the mind. So it is really objective in nature. If we take out of
akasha this last taint of objectivity, it ceases to be dead and inert,
becomes self-luminous, and it immediately shines as its background
– the Reality.
43. W HO LIVES REALLY ?

We generally say that every man lives. If the term ‘man’ refers to the
changeless ‘I’-principle (and it cannot refer to anything else), we are
guilty of a contradiction in terms. The changeless ‘I’-principle can
never undergo such changes as birth and death.
Don’t we speak of ‘my past life’ and ‘my future life’? It is clear
from these that the ‘I’-principle is beyond birth and death. For in
these statements, we imply that the ‘I’-principle is present before
birth and after death. How then can birth and death pertain to the
‘I’-principle?
Therefore, the real ‘I’-principle alone lives. The ignorant man
believes that either the body or the mind lives, while in fact each of
them keeps dying at the end of every perception or thought. But
the ‘I’-principle continues unchanged throughout all thoughts and
perceptions, lighting them up as well.
Therefore, the ignorant man who identifies himself with body and
mind is dying every moment, along with every perception or
thought. And the Jnyanin, who identifies himself with the changeless
‘I’-principle, alone really lives and knows no death.
The body idea or the ego has to die, in order that you may really
live. In this sense, it is the Jnyanin alone that really lives, and knows
he lives. His advice to every man is: ‘Die, in order to live.’ In other
words, annihilate the personal element, or ego, in order that the
impersonal element may not appear shrouded. This is realization –
establishing oneself in the Reality.
44. W HY DID THE SHASTRAS PREFER METRICAL FORM AS THE

MEDIUM FOR DISCUSSION OF THE T RUTH ?
Truth is not expressible in words; it can only be hinted at. Prose is

generally suited for precise and definite expositions within the realm
of the intellect.
In the shastras which deal with the Truth, the reader is only to be
helped to separate himself from all that is not the Reality; and his
attention is drawn to the inconceivable Reality by mere suggestions,
leaving much of the Truth unsaid.
In this process of drawing attention to the Reality, the Acarya is in
a plane beyond the reach of the intellect; and the expositions also
come as spontaneous inspiration from the Absolute, against a
background of simple harmony far beyond intellectual grasp.
Under these conditions, the verse form is naturally preferred for
exposition of the Truth in the shastras; because the metrical harmony
gradually leads the way to the divine harmony, to which attention is
being drawn. And that is the Reality itself.
10th January 1951
45. H OW IS THE SUBJECT AND THE OBJECT ONE AND THE
SAME R EALITY ?
I act, I perceive, I think, I feel; and I also remain all alone in my own
glory. It is this unattached ‘I’-principle itself that appears in the
acting, perceiving, thinking and feeling – while still remaining
unattached and unchanged.
But the ignorant man wrongly attributes all these activities to this
‘I’-principle‘, and at the same time admits without hesitation that the
‘I’ is never-changing.
I am unaffected by any of these apparent activities. So I appear in
my own glory, without a change, even in all apparent activities. This
shows that all these activities are unreal. And this unreality can be
seen if we look at these apparent activities from a subjective
standpoint.
Now looking at objects, we find that the ordinary man’s experience
is that the unknown subsequently becomes known. Examining this
statement more closely, we find that the ‘unknown as unknown’ is
certainly not the ‘known as known’. Because, in what we call the
‘known’, there is so much of our own superimposition – such as
name, form, dimensions and numerous other attributes – heaped
upon the ‘unknown’. But the ‘unknown’, on the other hand, has only
one general superimposition – namely the characteristic of being
unknown – made upon the ‘thing in itself’.
So the ‘thing in itself’, or the Reality, was called unknown when
viewed from the sphere of the known object. Or in other words, it
was the Reality itself that appeared as the unknown and as the
known, without undergoing any change in itself. That is, the Reality
is neither the unknown nor the known, but is the background of both.
Thus, the subjective ‘I’-principle and the ‘objective Reality’ are
one and the same. In other words, the ultimate subject devoid of its
sense of subjectivity and the object devoid of its objectivity are one
and the same Reality itself.
46. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ WATER DOES NOT FLOW ’?
Water as water, or as the element water, is both in the flowing water
as well as in the stagnant water. So the flowing-ness or the stagnancy
does not go into the make of water. Therefore, water does not flow,
nor does it stagnate.
Similarly, the ‘I’-principle is both in activity and in inactivity.
Therefore it is neither active nor inactive. The ‘I’-principle shines
unchanged: before, during and after every activity or inactivity.
This method, of understanding the objective world and the ‘I’, not
only establishes one’s self in the right centre, but also destroys the
samskaras relating to them.
11th January 1951

47. T HE ‘ THING IN ITSELF ’ IS BEYOND THE KNOWN AND THE
UNKNOWN .
When the unknown is sensed, something objective comes in. When

you try to objectify the Reality, you first superimpose form upon it;
and upon this most general form, innumerable other details are
superimposed, by one or more of the sense organs. This is how an
object is visualized.
The form never exists independently of the sense organ, and so it
can never exist outside the sense organ which perceives it. What we
know in a perception is only our own superimposition, including our
own samskaras; and it is not the Reality at all, which of course is not
perceivable. The thing in itself – the Reality – transcends both the
known and the unknown.
All objects, thoughts and feelings are known through the senses or
the mind. But I always know that ‘I am’. This knowledge is not
obtained through any sensory organ or agent, and so it is called direct
knowledge.
Looking more closely, we find that even in sensory perception, it
is only direct knowledge that is experienced. When I say I know an
object, the object is reduced in terms of knowledge to knowledge
itself, and can no longer be called an object. As knowledge, it can
have no limitation either, there being nothing other than knowledge
existing beside it.
So, what actually happens, even in sensory perceptions, is that the
self (Consciousness) knows the self (Consciousness). Every sensory
perception is in fact direct knowledge. Thus, when you come to
knowledge, no object can exist as such. The object is only an object
of the sense organs, and never the object of knowing. Knowledge can
know only knowledge.
When a disciple retreats consciously from his body, senses and
mind to his innermost self – pure Consciousness – knowledge
dawns; and he is said to have realized. When knowledge dawns,
objects and senses vanish. The same process also repeats itself
during every sensory perception; and you always know nothing but
the Reality.
visayabbalkk` aciyappetumpofum sattayilla .
[Objects have no existence, even when known.]
jñata sattayum illa .
[Even what is known does not as such exist.]
Objects have no existence even when known; since every perception
brings only direct knowledge of the self, proving only the Reality
behind all. So you stand self-realized.
48. B HAGAVAD - GITA , 2.16

na ’sato vidyate bhavo na ’bhavo vidyate satah …
The existent can never go out of existence, and the non-existent can
never come into existence. This is the meaning of the verse. The test
of the Reality is whether it disappears or not. According to this
test, the only thing that never disappears is the ‘I’-principle or
‘Consciousness’.
Perceptions can exist only if there are external objects. But it has
been proved already that objects as such have no existence. The
Reality can never be an object. So it follows that even perceptions
are not perceptions at all.
Similarly examining the subject, we find that the body, senses and
mind are also mere empty words, having no independent existence.
Each in turn gets reduced into the ultimate ‘I’-principle or
‘Consciousness’, which alone is real.
Therefore, I alone am shining in my own glory at all times,
without change.
13th January 1951

49. T HE R EALITY IS BEYOND THE KNOWN AND THE
UNKNOWN .
The unknown is nowhere in existence. At a higher level, it has to be

said that nothing is known either. So everything is beyond the known
and the unknown and therefore is the Reality.
50. W HY SUCH OPEN TALK ?

A disciple asked: Why was secrecy so strictly observed in expounding
the Truth in the old shastras?
Gurunathan: Evidently, for fear of jeopardizing established religion
and society. Religion had no place except in duality and social life. It
was the prime moving force of social life in ancient times. But the
concept of religion could not stand the strict logic of vedantic Truth.
The sages of old, who recognized the great need of religion in
phenomenal life, expounded the ultimate Truth under a strict cover of
secrecy, thus enabling religion to play its role in lower human
society. But religion in the present day world has been dethroned in
many ways, and ungodly cults have come into existence in large
numbers.
Therefore it is high time now to throw off the veil of secrecy, and
broadcast the whole Truth in the face of the world which has already
advanced much, intellectually.
51. W HAT IS THE OBJECT OF KNOWLEDGE ?

Nothing. Because, when the so called object comes into the plane of
knowledge, it loses its objectivity and becomes knowledge itself, or
one with the knower. Just as, in the plane of the senses, the form
which is supposed to have been perceived loses its form and
becomes seeing itself. Form is nothing but seeing.
Knowing is always directed to the Reality. The object of knowledge
is always the Reality – if the Reality can ever be an object. Therefore,
it is only the Reality that is known, in every case.
52. W HAT ARE NAME AND FORM ? A ND HOW TO TRANSCEND

THEM ?
Being attracted by the existence aspect of the Absolute everywhere,

we start to examine what it is and immediately utilize our senses to
do the job. The senses at once project their own respective objects,
and superimpose their own particular form upon the existence
‘sensed’, attributing the permanence of the Absolute to the forms
thus superimposed. In this way, we are deluded into the thought that
the forms thus created are permanent, and we lose sight of the
Absolute.
In order to get beyond this delusion, we must go beyond these
forms, as well as the mind. Then we will see the Reality as one with
our Consciousness.
On the subjective side, there is Consciousness; and on the objective
side, there is existence alone. Existence and Consciousness being
two aspects of the same Reality, the subject-object relationship
vanishes. Existence may be said to be objective, but really is not.
Because that which exists is really neither inside nor outside.
Names can be given only to objects. Objects have been proved to
be nothing but Consciousness. Therefore the name also vanishes
completely, or all names are the names of Consciousness.
53. W HAT IS THE RIGHT APPROACH TO THE SOLUTION OF ANY

SPIRITUAL QUESTION ?
The answer can never be found in the same plane as the question
itself. When you look from the next higher plane, the question as
such disappears altogether.
The mind is incapable of explaining itself in its own plane. So, in
order to explain it, you must rise to the background – the plane of
Consciousness. Looking from there, you see the mind with all its
doubts and difficulties transformed into Consciousness; and nothing
ever remains over which needs to be explained.
The mind is fitful or changing. Nothing but a permanent something
can venture to examine anything changing. The same rule applies to
the relative plane also. Relatively speaking, seeing is more permanent
than form, and knowledge is more permanent than the senses. So the
senses can well be utilized for a preliminary examination of the
variety in objects. Similarly, knowledge can be utilized to examine
the various perceptions, thoughts and feelings.
A Jnyanin’s apparent talking is no talking and his apparent silence
is no silence, from his own permanent stand. He is always at the
changeless, beyond all sense of relativity.
54. W HO IS A JIVAN - MUKTA ?

Every man is a jivan-mukta [free within, while living as a person in
the world]; but he has only to know it.
The spontaneous and unaffected conduct of every man proves
beyond the shadow of a doubt that he is always a jivan-mukta. He
has only to know it. And that is called realization. His conduct and
words show that the ‘I’-principle is not at all affected by actions,
perceptions, thoughts and feelings – all of which he is called upon to
witness and apparently participate in, from time to time.
Yoga does not destroy the false identification with the body. It takes
into account only the waking state experiences for its consideration.
So its conclusions can never be complete or unassailable.
15th January 1951

55. H OW SHALL ONE ACT AFTER REALIZATION ?
The correct answer to the question is that there is no action after
realization. Therefore the question does not arise.
But the question can be taken up at a lower level and answered
differently. The world and its activities – including that of the body
which you call yours – may continue in the usual manner, apparently
as though nothing has happened.
By being established in the Truth, you are not going to get any
definite advice about your future activities. But the light from the
centre will so react on your mind that eventually it will run only in
the proper groove. The world of your perceptions will henceforward
be illuminated by an entirely new light and significance. Your way of
life will definitely improve and will shine on a clear and new basis –
being absolutely purposeless and goalless – because you have become
impersonal, and your activities can be assigned to no criterion
whatsoever.
The world and Atma are only apparent contradictions. Whatever
you assume yourself to be, so you will see outside you.
If you stand as the body, you see only gross objects.
If you stand as the mind, you see only subtle objects.
If you stand as the self, you see only Consciousness.
A bhakta sees all as bhaktas, everywhere outside.
A yogin sees all as yogins, everywhere outside.
A jnyanin sees all as jnyanins, everywhere.
56. I S THERE ANY RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN WEALTH AND

LIBERATION ?
Shastras and teachers of old say, with one voice: ‘If anyone, at the
height of worldly happiness or at the depth of desperation, is able to
direct his mind with one pointed attention to the right Absolute, he
may very well be said to have gone a long way towards the
establishment of his own right centre.’
Wealth, unless one possesses discrimination, is often supposed to
be an obstacle to spiritual progress. But if a wealthy man has the
good fortune to take to the spiritual quest earnestly, he is blessed
indeed. He easily rises to the very top and becomes a beacon light of
spirituality. Such are the great seers like Shri Janaka, Shri Rama,
Shri Krishna etc., who were all jivan-muktas as well as virtual rulers
of great kingdoms. Innumerable sannyasins were instructed and
initiated by them into the Truth.
When a wealthy man gets to the Truth, he has transcended much
of what may possibly tie him down. Though still in possession of all
the worldly objects of pleasure, he has found them to be non-existent
and meaningless, in the light of the absolute Truth.
Thus, anything that inflates the ego can also be used to attenuate it
as well. When a wealthy man finds that what is sought by wealth,
namely happiness, is not to be gained by wealth, he turns his attention
away from wealth, though he may still continue to possess it. So, in
order to gain that happiness, he seeks other means; and having
gained it, he finds that it is not ‘wealth’ that is an obstacle to spiritual
progress but our sense of possession of it.
For a spiritual aspirant, there can never be an obstacle.
57. W HAT IS THE PLACE OF WOMEN IN SPIRITUALITY ?

It is said that women cannot rise to the Absolute as easily as men.
But we find that in ancient times many men reached the highest by
following the instructions given by women like Cudala [in the Yoga-
vasishtha] or Gargi [in the Upanishads]. And there are many other
such examples.
58. L ORD K RISHNA’ S WAYS OF RAISING HIS DEVOTEES TO

THE HIGHEST T RUTH WERE PECULIAR AND EXCEPTIONAL .
His method was aimed at capturing the hearts of his devotees by

intelligent and skilful means; and thus purifying their hearts, as a
result of the reaction from him as self-luminous Truth or prema
(objectless love). No other example of a teacher of Krishna’s type is
known in the past.
1. Lord Krishna’s stealing butter and curds from the houses of the
Gopis was not done for greed or self-enjoyment. He was the son
of the king of the cowherds and had plenty at home. His object
was evidently to keep the Gopis incessantly thinking of him in
some form or other.
The reaction to those thoughts – since it came from him, the
impersonal – was so pure and elevating that the Gopis were lifted
from level to level, gradually, without any effort on their own
part.
2. There is the story of Krishna’s pretended headache… the refusal
of the devoted wives of Krishna to give him some dust from
under their feet to be applied to Krishna’s forehead, as prescribed
by the disguised physician (Narada)… the subsequent transportation
of cartloads of earth trampled under the feet of the Gopis of
Vrindavana for their Lord Krishna, for the same purpose, without
a remorseful thought… Krishna’s recovery… the chiding of the
Gopis at first by the wives of Krishna… the subsequent humiliation
and enlightenment of the wives… and their acceptance of the
Gopis as the real devotees of their Lord.
The refusal of the wives of Krishna was dictated by their ego,
and the ready compliance of the Gopis was due to the absence of
the ego in them.
3. And then again there is the story of Arjuna… the story of
Arjuna’s Gandiva being snatched away by a small monkey when
Arjuna’s thoughts were inflated by the ego, which amounted to
an insult to Shri Rama and his army of monkeys… Arjuna’s
recovering the Gandiva when he was made to admit his egotistic
thoughts and to make amends for them, by bowing and praying
for pardon before the apparently insignificant monkey, who was
but a representative of the invincible army of monkeys that went
with Shri Rama to kill Ravana and conquer Lanka.
The appearance of the monkey, his snatching away the
Gandiva from the hands of Arjuna and the latter’s subsequent
humiliation were all the tricks of Krishna meant for killing the
egoism in Arjuna. Here also, Arjuna’s ego was annihilated in a
most ingenious manner.
Though the devotees’ thoughts and actions would appear to have
been tainted, the reaction from Krishna, the impersonal, was so pure
and forceful that it had the instantaneous and most mysterious effect
of lifting them from level to level to the right Absolute.
59. W HAT IS RENUNCIATION ?

‘Renunciation’ or ‘sannyasa’ is not likely to annihilate one’s
samskaras, even after the attainment of nirvikalpa samadhi in the
yogic fashion.
The tendency for renunciation shows a diffidence, or unwillingness,
or fear, to look straight at the apparent world and analyse it to its
very source. So the sannyasin sometimes chooses to get away from
the apparently more dangerous parts of the world, relying upon his
own mind and intellect which are themselves parts of the world and
which he must ultimately renounce.
Thus, as the field of his enquiry is incomplete, his renunciation is
also incomplete. The result of such an enquiry can never be satisfying.
The enquiry can be complete only when he is able to visualize the
Reality of his own self, even in the apparent variety.
To achieve this, the sannyasin, even after attaining the nirvikalpa
samadhi of the yogin, has to labour afresh on the path of direct
knowledge.
60. W HAT IS THE FITTEST OF ALL INSTRUMENTS ?

Consciousness is the fittest of all your instruments for examining the
world – if it may be called an ‘instrument’.
The sense organs sense the object and Consciousness knows it,
immediately transforming it into Consciousness itself.
You are the perpetual knower; and the known can never tempt the
knower, which is yourself. See yourself as such and the whole
trouble disappears.
61. W HAT HAPPENS TO OBJECTS WHEN KNOWN ?

In order to perceive anything, we must use any one of the five
senses. Each sense returns the verdict that the thing is its particular
object. That is to say that after the sense organ has sensed it as its
own object, Consciousness faces the object and knows it. At the end
of every function, knowledge dawns.
Just as each sense organ is capable of sensing only its own
particular object, Consciousness also can know only Consciousness.
Thus, knowing the object means that the object is transformed into
knowledge; and the object is no longer the object as before.
The objective counterpart of knowledge can only be knowledge.
After every activity, knowledge dawns. This means that knowledge
is the background of activity as well as of inactivity, just as it is in
the interval between two perceptions when you stand all alone in
your own glory.
When looked at through the eyes, the object appears as form (the
counterpart of that sense organ); and when looked at through
knowledge, the object appears as knowledge itself, since knowledge
can have no other counterpart.
I know it = I know myself = I know the Truth = I am the Truth.
The background of objects and sense organs is the same. Similarly,
the background of senses is also the same Consciousness or ‘I’.
Knowledge has nothing for its object except knowledge. With the
seeing, form appears. But when you know the seeing subsequently, it
becomes knowledge itself. So everything is transformed in terms of
the instrument used.
Thus using Consciousness, everything is reduced or transformed
into Consciousness. Even the statement ‘I know’ is wrong, because
‘I’ and knowledge are one. In experience or knowledge, both subject
and object merge.
62. P ROGRESS ON THE PATH OF DEVOTION TO A PERSONAL

G OD
You approach God to get your desires fulfilled, one after another.
This cuts at the root of your self-dependence and self-confidence,
and makes you weaker and weaker day by day; till at last you
become quite helpless and passive, without any power of initiative.
Seeing that most of your desires are not fulfilled, you are slowly
disillusioned and finally dare even to dethrone the personal God.
Then you begin to depend upon yourself and, looking back from that
standpoint, continue to rise slowly and steadily.
When your earnestness is deep enough, you get a real teacher and
you are gradually taken to the right Absolute.
20th January 1951

63. T HE LIMITATIONS OF THE ACCEPTED PATHS
In our search for Truth, beginning with an examination of the world
before us, we use as our instrument the faculty of reason. This reason
can well be divided into two. One is lower reason, which is exercised
by the mind in examining the mutual relationship of objects, from
intellect down to the gross world. The other is higher reason or
transcendental reason, which is exercised in examining the mind and
its objects – gross or subtle – with a view to discover their real
content.
There are usually three accepted paths to the Truth. They are the
paths of devotion, yoga and jnyana. Of these three, devotion and
yoga deal only with relative things falling within the sphere of the
mind and sense organs, taking into consideration only experiences in
the waking state. Their findings, therefore, can only be partial and
incomplete.
The jnyana path looks from a broader perspective and comprehends
within its scope both yoga and devotion. It takes into consideration
the whole of life’s experiences – comprised in the three states –
viewed impartially. It demands a high degree of real devotion, in the
sense that the aspirant has to have a high degree of earnestness and
sincerity to get to the Truth. This is real devotion, to Truth; and it is
infinitely superior to devotion to anything else, which can only be
less than the Truth.
The yogin controls, sharpens and expands the mind to its maximum
possibilities, attaining samadhi and powers (or siddhis) on the way.
But in the case of those who follow the jnyana path, the mind is
analysed impartially and minutely; and proved to be nothing other
than pure Consciousness itself, beyond which there is no further
power or possibility of development.
So it is through jnyana alone that Truth can be visualized, while
yoga and devotion only prepare the ground for it.
64. T HE CONTENT OF DEEP SLEEP

Are you not annoyed when you are suddenly woken up from deep
sleep? That is because you love deep sleep more than you love
activity. Deep sleep is complete rest.
Egoism is the wrong identification of one’s self with the body,
senses and mind. To get to the Truth, one has to get the body, senses
and mind separated from the ‘I’-principle. This elimination, coupled
with your finding your real centre, and establishing yourself there, is
called ‘realization’.
Consciousness never parts with you, in any of the three states. In
deep sleep, you are conscious of deep rest or peace. Inference is
possible only of those things which have not been experienced. The
fact that you had a deep sleep or profound rest is your direct
experience, and you only remember it when you come to the waking
state. It can never be an inference. Only true experience can rightly
be recalled. The fact that you were present throughout the deep sleep
can also never be denied.
The only three factors thus found present in deep sleep are
Consciousness, peace and yourself. All these are objectless and can
never be objectified. In other words they are all subjective. But there
can be only one subject; and that is the ‘I’-principle. So none of these
three can be the result of inference; since they are all experience
itself.
Prakriti in the guise of an old woman says to an earnest aspirant:
‘Poor fool, thou diest!’ Immediately, the spiritual aspirant retorts:
‘Hush hag. Thou liest!’ And in he walks to peace. A real aspirant
should be bold and firm as the aspirant mentioned above in facing
the ego at every step, to be assured of a steady progress to the right
Absolute.
65. T HE SPIRITUAL SIGNIFICANCE OF AN OIL LAMP BEING

LIGHTED AT SUNSET AND SUNRISE IN H INDU HOMES
It has been shown that the Reality shines by itself in between two
thoughts, two feelings, actions, perceptions, states, etc. So, symbolically
speaking, there is the Reality, shining between day and night. It is
that Reality that is symbolized by the light. The oil lamp is lighted to
symbolize that same Reality, shining between the two states. This
objective light is meant to put you in mind of the subjective light of
the Reality in you.
66. S IGNIFICANCE OF FAMILY POLLUTIONS

( PULAVALAYMAKAL )
The family pollutions of the Hindus have a similar significance.
After the birth or death of an individual in a Hindu home, the
inmates observe pollution rites for some days. This shows that these
two occurrences are unwelcome, since they obscure the Reality. The
‘I’, which is beyond both birth and death, is really degraded when
supposed to be born or dead. It is for the atonement of this sin, and in
order to remember the changeless Reality of the ‘I’-principle, that
one observes the pollution.
Going beyond the existence and non-existence of anatma [objects],
one reaches the Absolute. It is not enough if the world (both gross
and subtle) is found to be unreal. The unreality or non-existence of
the world, which remains as a samskara, must also vanish, leaving
you as absolute Truth alone.
But for a general shroud of ignorance, babies and children are
very much akin to the Absolute, in their conduct and expressions.
They speak of themselves in the third person; as if they are the
subject, distinct and separate from their body. This is an apparent
expression of the Absolute. To a child, everything is nameless as the
Reality. But parents begin to bind them, by thrusting into their minds
names, one after another, calling them knowledge.
The conduct of children is superficially almost similar to that of a
jivan-mukta; and is similar to wakefulness in deep sleep. For, though
the jivan-mukta appears to function just as an ignorant man does in
the waking state, he does not get away from his centre of Consciousness,
even for a moment, as in his deep sleep.
67. K ARMA - SANNYASA AND KARMA - YOGA

Karma-sannyasa is the perfection of the supposed passive principle
in man; and karma-yoga (the path of the house-holder) is the
perfection of the active principle in man.
But realization is beyond both passivity and activity.
68. T HE THREE STATES OF MAN EACH INDEPENDENT OF ONE

ANOTHER
Deep sleep is usually said to be the cause of the dream and waking
states. This is dependent on the law of causality, which is misapplied
here. A law obtains only in that particular state in which it operates,
and it operates only between objects existing in that particular
state. But if a law is to affect all three states, it must obtain in a
common state, of which these three states are but parts.
The only thing common to these three states is the ‘I’-principle,
which permeates all of them and lights them up. This is no state at all
and is beyond all laws and limitations. The ‘I’-principle cannot be
the cause of the three states; and much less can the deep sleep state
be the cause of the other two states. Therefore, among the three
states, there can never exist any causal relationship. Hence each state
is independent in itself, and bears no relation whatsoever with the
other two.
To examine the three states impartially, one has necessarily to take
up a position not in any one of the three states, but as a witness to all
the three, i.e. as the witnessing principle standing out of the three
states. When you take your stand in the ‘I’-principle and try to
examine the three states, the states will not remain as such, but will
be transformed into Consciousness. This proves all three states to be
only illusion.
24th January 1951

69. W HY IS NOT DEEP SLEEP A CAUSE OF THE OTHER TWO
STATES ?
In the waking state, you can decide whether there is any connection
between three objects A, B and C, if they are things perceived in the
waking state itself. In the same state, these three objects are governed
by the same order of time and the same law of causality.
Take the deep sleep state, dream state and waking state as three
objects between which you want to know if there is any connection
or not. To do so, you have to examine whether these three states
are governed by the same order of time and by the same law of
causality. But we find that it is not so. The time which exists in the
waking state is different from the time which exists in the dream
state. In deep sleep, there is no time. Therefore, there is no common
order of time governing the three states. Time is the parent of the law
of causality, and therefore there can never be a causal relationship
existing between the three states.
Therefore, the deep sleep state can never be a cause of the other
two states.
70. H OW DOES MEMORY FUNCTION ?

Memory is an undeniable experience to the ordinary man. Unless
there is a permanent principle equally connected with the past, the
present and the future, the functions of memory, recognition and
hope are impossible. So memory helps us to prove the existence of
such a permanent principle behind our mental activities. Therefore
let us discuss memory here, conceding the existence of the world,
gross as well as subtle.
Memory functions by way of remembering past thoughts, activities
and events. It is clearly a function of the mind. To justify its reality, it
must satisfy two conditions. It must first be proved to have been
present at the time of the thought referred to and must have known or
witnessed it. And secondly, it must also be present at the time of the
act of remembrance.
That memory is present when it appears is admitted. Memory,
which is itself a thought form, cannot exist along with another
thought; since you can never have two thoughts simultaneously.
Therefore, memory by itself cannot recall a past thought.
A thought can be recalled only by that principle which perceived
it at the time of its occurrence. Therefore, the ‘I’-principle alone can
recall a thought at any point of time. That principle – because it
always knows the mental activities – is the changeless witness. It can
never cease to be a witness at any time.
Recalling a past thought is a function different from the act of
witnessing. That activity can never be attributed to the ‘I’-principle.
Then the question arises: how is a past thought remembered?
Well, there is an usurper in the picture. Just as he usurps the
existence aspect, consciousness aspect and happiness aspect of the
real ‘I’-principle, and claims them to himself in his own activities in
the relative sphere, he also claims the witnessing function to be his.
Does he not say ‘I think’, ‘I feel’, ‘I perceive’, ‘I do’, and along with
these functions does he not also say ‘I know’? The usurper is the ego.
Because of the identification of the real ‘I’-principle with body,
senses and mind, this ego can very well play the role of an apparent
‘I’-principle in one’s daily activities. Further the ego itself is a
compound of Consciousness and body – gross or subtle. That makes
it possible for the ego to steal the characteristics of the authentic
‘I’-principle to some extent. Thus the ego remembers a past thought.
When he so remembers, the real ‘I’-principle stands behind,
witnessing that mentation of memory also.
One thing has to be particularly borne in mind in this context.
Memory helps us to see the witnessing principle. But we have no
right now to go into a discussion relating to memory, the thought
recollected and other things relevant to that thought, because we
concede the existence of all things in the relative world.
The point at issue is how is it possible for the memory to recall
past thoughts. Leave other things out of consideration for the present.
The point is only to prove that there is a certain permanent principle
standing behind every mental activity, witnessing it.
Because there is the possibility of confusion arising out of the
function of memory, its function was taken up and discussed at this
length; so that he who wishes to get established as the witness may
not have any difficulty.
71. T HE DIRECT METHOD EXPLAINED

1. By examination of the subjective element in man, from the body
backwards to the ‘I’-principle, it is proved to be pure Knowledge
or Consciousness itself.
2. Similarly examining the gross objective world, it is found that
since the gross object cannot exist even for a moment apart from
the perception concerned, the object is clearly the perception itself.
Similarly, taking one’s stand in the mind and thus examining
perceptions, it is found that perceptions are nothing but thoughts.
Lastly, examining thoughts and feelings, by the use of vidya-
vritti or the ‘functioning Consciousness’, it is found that they are
Consciousness itself, the ultimate subject.
Thus both subjective and objective worlds, when properly analysed,
are reduced into the Ultimate – which is neither subject nor object.
To know this beyond all doubt, and to establish oneself there, is the
direct method.
72. W HAT IS A S AGE ?

A Sage is one who has experienced that the true ‘I’-principle, or
Consciousness, is the only subjective and objective reality. In all
apparent activities, he is concerned with Consciousness alone.
When one’s attention is directed to Consciousness, the material
part of perception drops away as unreal. It is after every perception
that we are to emphasize the consciousness aspect of our activities. I
know my actions, perceptions, thoughts, feelings; and I know myself
also. So I am the ultimate knower always. But when I look from my
own level of the ‘I’-principle, the known disappears altogether and
the knowership also ceases.
When the Sage takes to any activity, that activity is seldom
preceded by a volition of the will, all his real interest being in
Consciousness alone, which is involved in it. His deep conviction
that Consciousness has not undergone any change by all these
apparent manifestations keeps him at his centre and never disturbs
him, as it does a sadhaka.
Just as the gold you purchase does not undergo any change in
itself by being worked into a ring, so also Consciousness does not
undergo any change by merely appearing as objects.
To a Sage, it might sometimes happen that from the first formless
manifestation of Consciousness, he might go back to the unmanif-
ested Consciousness itself, without coming to object perception at
all.
Manifestation (or being known) implies Consciousness. When you
say ‘Consciousness manifests itself’, immediately your attention is
drawn to the Consciousness part of it. So also in the manifestation of
objects. All manifestation proves the Consciousness aspect beyond
doubt.
73. H OW IS THE UNKNOWN BEHIND EVERYTHING PROVED TO

BE ONLY ONE ?
Whatever is perceived can be explained only in terms of the

instruments used for the purpose of that perception. So their findings
cannot be final. When, however, you withdraw to the ‘I’-principle, or
Consciousness, and examine the thing through it, the thing is found
to be Consciousness or the ‘I’-principle.
An instrument as such can never be the Absolute. The ‘I’-principle
is taken as an instrument only conventionally but it is really no
instrument at all. It can neither be a functioning principle.
To a Sage, the manifestation of Consciousness with or without
form has the same significance, and both are immaterial so far as he
is concerned, since he is always at his real centre.
26th January 1951
I perceive objects through the senses.
I perceive the senses through the mind
(taking mind and buddhi as one generic mind).
I perceive the mind by myself.
I am therefore the ultimate perceiver in all cases. When I stand as
that and look back, the perceived disappears and is transformed into
myself or Consciousness. When the perceived disappears, my perceiving
also ceases and I remain as pure Consciousness.
Witnesshood or knowership is only in the relative sphere. But when
the objective world is explained as Consciousness itself, I also get to
pure Consciousness and the witnesshood then vanishes.
74. W HAT IS ANUBHAVA OR EXPERIENCE ?

Experience is the Absolute. Everybody has anubhava every moment
of his daily life. At the end of every action, perception, thought or
feeling, there is experience. But as it is beyond even the mind, we do
not usually note it or understand it as it really is.
We wrongly attribute experience to the lower field of expression,
namely feeling, which is the highest standard of worldly experience
in our traffic with relative things. One has only to understand it
correctly, and see it as the only Reality in this world.
Experience is that state (which is no state at all) where even
feeling expires. In all experiences, there is nothing other than your
self, the real ‘I’-principle. The ignorant man takes his feeling alone
to be his anubhava or highest experience; since it is the highest in the
scale of his relative experiences, in which alone he moves.
75. W HAT IS J NYANIN ?

Jnyanin [the one who knows] is anubhava [experience], or Truth, or
the ‘I’-principle. Thought must have an object, but Consciousness
has none. Feeling must have an object, but anubhava has none.
The ‘I’-principle is experience itself, and is the end of all the
so-called worldly experiences. It is beyond subject-object relationship.
It can never be brought down to the level of the mind, where only
relative things can appear. So to experience Truth by feeling is
impossible.
If you want misery, be a worldly man; and if you want happiness,
be a spiritual man understanding that Happiness is in misery as well.
You are really helpless in Happiness, because there is none other than
Happiness at that moment either to give or to take. You are helped in
misery, because the objects help you to prolong the misery.
‘I am Happiness’ is my real nature, at the impersonal level. But
viewed from the relative sphere, the same thing appears as ‘I am
happy’.
31st January 1951

76. W HAT ARE UNITY AND DIVERSITY ?
Unity is the cause of diversity and not the other way about. The ‘thing
in itself’, the Reality, is beyond both diversity and unity:
1. Unity (of the subject) is the connecting link between everything
in diversity.
2. It is only by standing in this unity that diversity is perceived. This
means that it is the unity that lights up the diversity.
3. Unity is the deciding principle regarding the existence, qualities,
properties etc. of any object in the diversity.
4. From a higher level, it is the background of all.
In this sense, the unity stands as the Reality. But when the unity is
taken to be the opposite of diversity, as it is usually understood, the
Reality must be said to be beyond both diversity and unity.
77. W HAT IS THE ‘ THING ’ IN THE UNKNOWN AND IN THE

KNOWN ?
1. (a) Before seeing, the thing could not have had form, since seeing
was not there.
(b) When seeing is completed, knowledge dawns and the form
vanishes.
(c) It is admitted that the thing, which was without form both before
and after the seeing, could not have undergone any change during
the seeing. During the seeing, there was neither the see-er nor the
seen.
So it was unknown during the seeing also. Thus the thing
remains unknown in the past, present and future, when knowing
is understood to mean sensory knowledge. Therefore it can never
be the seen or known, as distinct from the unknown.
Thus the unknown alone existing always cannot be called the
unknown, without reference to the known, which is proved to
be non-existent as such. Therefore the thing is beyond even the
unknown and is the Reality itself.
2. The doer, the doing and the deed cannot exist simultaneously.
When you take up any one of these positions you become that at
once. So it is evident that you were really none of these, but only
the background of all and changeless.
3. The past and future are produced by and dependent upon the
present. When we examine more closely what we call the present,
it vanishes into the past or future, leaving only an imperceptible
point of time, which also flits into the past before you even
perceive it.
So it comes to mean that the present remains only as a mere
word: representing an agreement – so to say – between the past
and the future, to provide a common meeting ground for them.
So the ‘now’ is nowhere to be seen, nor is the past nor the future.
Without the past, present and future, time cannot exist. If time
is conceived as the background of the past, present and future, it
is the Absolute itself.
78. H OW AM I TO ORDER MY LIFE AFTER REALIZATION ?

Answer: After realization, you may live exactly as before. The answer
is only in terms of how another man sees your activities of life, in
both cases.
Subjectively, you have undergone a definite change, from your
identification with the unreal to the identification with Reality. So you
can no longer lose your equanimity and become desperate; because
you know you are perfect and changeless.
After establishing yourself at that centre firmly, you will be able
to engage in the usual activities of life even with interest, as an ordinary
man does; leaving all interest and activities to the mind, senses and
body, but never losing your centre in the least.
1st February 1951

79. H OW CAN THE APPARENT ‘I’ PROGRESS TO PURE
C ONSCIOUSNESS ?
To the ordinary man, the apparent ‘I’ is a compound of Consciousness
and body – gross or subtle. Conceding for the time being the existence
of the lower self, let us proceed to examine its composition, to eliminate
from the ‘I’-principle all the rest.
We see that the body acts, the senses perceive, and the mind thinks
and feels. But the ‘I’ is found to be present in all these activities,
knowing every one of them. So the first stage is that I am the knower
of the body, senses and mind. I am standing separate from them: as
the functioning witness or functioning Consciousness, in all activities.
Examining this witness, we find that occasionally we experience a
state where all objects disappear, and Consciousness alone remains.
That is to say, the functioning part vanishes and the second stage,
functionless Consciousness, alone remains.
(For example, the sun shines. The ordinary man takes it to be a
function. But so far as the sun is concerned, it is never a function
but its very nature; because it can never remain even for a moment
without shining. A function should necessarily have a beginning and
an end.)
Thus taking our position in functionless Consciousness, the world
as such disappears altogether, being transformed into Consciousness
itself; proving thereby that even the manifested is Consciousness alone.
Thus, the third stage is that knowing is not a function, but the nature
of Consciousness.
Therefore, it is clear that the ‘I’-principle has never been the
perceiving Consciousness, but is pure Consciousness.
Through the path of devotion alone, it is possible to rise to the highest
plane of objectless love, without having to adopt any separate jnyana
sadhana. But as far as the devotee is concerned, the object world and
problems relating to it still remain to be solved or explained, to make
his experience complete. He only forgets it completely in the flush of
his deep devotion. Formerly, he used to perceive the world with its
usual sense of reality. Until it is proved to be what it really is, there is
always the danger of the object world being an impediment to his
ultimate perception and establishment in his real centre.
Even after reaching the stage of objectless love through devotion,
corresponding to pure Consciousness through jnyana, one has yet to
understand that this objectless love is but the expression of that which
can never be expressed.
This light can be obtained only from the real Jnyanin, and so even
at this late stage the devotee has to take direct instruction from the
Karana-guru and go beyond. In this new light, all doubts about the
world stand automatically solved; and he sees the world as nothing
other than his subjective self.
In this connection, it is said that Shri Caitanya, after long years of
experience of so-called objectless love, had to take instruction about
the Truth from one of the sages of Shri Shankara’s order, in order to
get to the Absolute.
tanne macannoracivu tonnitilo
pinne macaviyoru kalavum vara .
Efuttacchan, Bhagavatam, Tirttha-yatra
Means: Knowledge that dawns on the subsidence of the ego can never
cease to be.
80. Y OU ARE KNOWLEDGE AND LOVE .

1. You do not know anything but yourself.
2. You do not love anything but yourself.
So both knowledge and love have yourself as their object. Therefore,
you are pure Knowledge and Love.
81. I AS EXPERIENCE CAN HAVE NO OBJECT.

You are the background of all your emotions and passions. Feeling is
the one word to denote all these. It means that feeling is their general
background; and so it must be the Absolute, called ‘rasa’. Likewise,
knowing is the background of all thoughts.
A man’s thirst to know and to be happy proceeds from his real
nature. He is happiness and knowledge. Knowing and feeling in their
secondary senses may have an object; but in their correct sense, they
can have no object at all.
That which goes into the make of all feelings, and always remains
as their background, is what we call ‘rasa’. We use the word
‘feeling’ to denote particular feelings such as anger, pride, etc. So
this word ‘feeling’ has come to denote all feelings. It refers to the
common background of all feelings. This pure feeling is called ‘rasa’.
It is the right Absolute.
Likewise, thoughts and perceptions are one when viewed as
knowing, because knowing has to be present in all thoughts and
perceptions. That again is the ‘I’-principle, and just that is pure
Consciousness.
Similarly, all objects are one when viewed as existence.
2nd February 1951

82. K NOWING IS KNOWLEDGE ITSELF.
Take knowing as a function for the time being; and examine it along
with the other four functions of doing, perceiving, thinking and feeling.
We find that of all these, knowing is comparatively the most natural
and effortless function. For the performance of the other four functions,
different conditions and degrees of effort are essential.
The natural effortlessness of knowing, and the fact that it is
always present, clearly prove it to be really the nature of the self. For
it is this knowingness which does not come and go like the other
functions. It never parts with the ‘I’-principle, not even for a single
moment. Thus it has always to be the knower. And since the same
principle cannot be engaged in more than one function simultaneously,
it stands as the Knower alone.
That thought which goes into the make of all thoughts is no
thought. It transcends time. That which transcends space or time can
be nothing other than the absolute Reality. Therefore all objects,
thoughts and feelings are the Reality itself.
To think deeply means to bring in the higher reason.
3rd February 1951
83. I S THERE ANY RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN BODY AND
C ONSCIOUSNESS ?
Actually there is no such relation to be established between them;
since the body, when examined in the right perspective, is found to
be Consciousness itself. Knowing a thing means transforming it into
knowledge. And then you will have to say you know knowledge.
That is absurd. Therefore it means that you are yourself alone.
84. R EALIZATION
Realization consists in becoming deeply aware of the fact that you
have never been in bondage. Because realization can never happen: it
can never occur in time. To the question: ‘When shall one realize?’,
the answer can only be: ‘When the “when” dies.’
In your perceptions, you only see form, hear sound, and so on.
Form, sound etc. by themselves do not prove or belong to any object.
Each only proves and belongs to the particular sense organ concerned.
You can never have more than one perception at a time. Therefore,
the projection of an object as a result of one perception – together
with the innumerable other concepts which are joined on to it – is
indeed a real impossibility.
So every perception, concept etc. proves and belongs to only that
thing in itself which is beyond the senses and mind. That is to say it
is the only Reality, behind all manifestation.
4th February 1951

85. D UALITY AND ADVAITIC EXPERIENCE
Question: Is it not in duality that the advaitic Truth is experienced?
When the teacher expounds the advaitic Truth to the disciple, and
when the disciple understands it, is there not duality? How then can
it be said that the advaitic Truth transcends all duality?
Answer: When the teacher is talking with the intention of conveying
an idea to you, if you direct attention to the language part – namely
the pronunciation, intonation, words used, their arrangement, grammar,
the structure of sentences etc. – the idea meant to be conveyed will
certainly be missed. Therefore, in order to understand the idea, you
have to direct attention to the idea and not to the language used.
Likewise with other ideas, also. If several ideas go conjointly to
prove a central idea, you have to direct attention to the central idea.
If you direct attention to the several ideas, the central idea is missed.
Whenever the central idea is understood, you stand as the central
idea.
When the Truth – which transcends the realm of ideas and mind –
is expounded, you have to direct attention to the Truth, leaving aside
also the central idea. When you understand the Truth, you stand as
the Truth.
Here, you have been following in the footsteps of the teacher, who
was rising from the language to ideas, from several ideas to the central
idea, and from the central idea to the Truth. The Truth, as is shown
above, transcends the realm of ideas and mind. The personal element
ceases here, and does not exist in the beyond. So when the teacher
was standing as the Truth and the disciple was also standing as the
Truth, only the impersonal was there, as Truth is impersonal. There is
no duality there.
But when you come out of it, you use the language of the ego and
say you understood it. It was not a case of understanding at all, but of
being one with it.
Here, possibly, you may raise a question. It was said that when the
idea was understood by the disciple, the disciple was standing as idea
and the teacher was also standing as idea. Then, is there not non-
duality there? Why should you go beyond, to find the Truth?
This question can never be there. Ideas are many, and there is
diversity in the conception of ideas. The word ‘idea’ brings in
personalities also. Two personalities can never become one. But beyond
the realm of ideas, there is only the impersonal. The impersonal
can never be many. Therefore, non-duality is only in the impersonal,
and it is wrong to assume that the advaitic Truth was expounded in
duality.
The ordinary man believes that he is the body, senses or mind. By
a careful examination of the three states, you can know beyond doubt
that the ‘I’ is a permanent, changeless principle. This is the sat or
existence aspect of the ‘I’.
But this knowledge by itself does not complete your liberation.
Take for example the illusion of a serpent in a rope. Here ‘This is a
serpent’ is illusion, and ‘This is a rope’ is the Reality. If nothing of
the rope is seen, no superimposition is possible. It is only on a partial
knowledge of the rope that the superimposition takes place. It is the
‘this’-ness or the existence aspect of the rope that is common to
both the Reality and the illusion. It is upon this that the serpent is
superimposed.
So, if by some process you understand that it is not a serpent, the
serpent illusion vanishes and the ‘this’-ness alone remains. But the
likelihood of your superimposing other things upon this – like a stick
or a crack or a shadow – still remains. If you want to avoid every
possibility of any further superimposition you must necessarily bring
in clear light and see the rope in its real nature.
Now, applying this analogy to your own subjective self, you see
that the ‘I’ stands for the ‘this’ and the body, senses and mind for the
serpent. Even if you understand that you are not the body, senses or
mind and that you are the changeless principle ‘I’, any other illusion
is liable to be superimposed again upon that same ‘I’, without
prejudice to its existence aspect.
To avoid this possibility, you must also understand the other positive
characteristics of the ‘I’, namely Consciousness and Happiness.
The knowledge ‘I am Consciousness and I am Happiness’ stands
parallel to the knowledge ‘This is a rope’ in the illustration.
12th February 1951

86. K NOWING THE SAT ASPECT ALONE DOES NOT MAKE
LIBERATION COMPLETE .
Going subjectively beyond the body and mind, you know you are the
unqualified ‘I’. But this knowledge of the sat aspect alone does not
make your experience complete. So long as you do not understand
the other two positive characteristics, viz. Consciousness and Peace,
there is every possibility of your superimposing something else upon
this unknown.
For example, if you only know that what you mistook to be a
serpent is not a serpent and you do not know what it is exactly, there
is every likelihood of your mistaking it the next moment for a stick,
or a shadow, or anything else. But if you definitely know – in clear
light – that it is only a rope, there is no possibility of your mistaking
it any further.
Therefore, to make your liberation complete and unmistakable,
you must understand the ‘I’ to be pure Consciousness, the object
being only its expression and both of them being absolute Peace.
13th February 1951

87. H OW CAN PRAYER TO A PERSONAL G OD LEAD TO
FULFILMENT ?
Man ordinarily takes himself to be very, very insignificant, compared

to the vast universe. He finds his mind, with all its limitations, is
unable to explain many things in this vast universe. It is also unable
to achieve many of its desires.
He conceives God as the Lord of all the universe, all-powerful.
So, naturally, he prays to God to get his desires fulfilled. Though
ignorant of the immense powers and potentialities of his own mind,
he unconsciously releases in this way all the powers that lie dormant
in him, towards the creation of the Godhead he has conceived. Thus
the very powers of the devotee himself, in the name and form of the
God he has conceived, come back and take effect, in the fulfilment of
his own prayers. But the devotee takes it all meekly, attributing it to
the grace of the God, taking God as something entirely different from
himself.
In getting his prayers thus fulfilled, he attaches more importance
to the fulfilment of his desires than to knowing the nature of the
Godhead called to his help. He relinquishes thereby all the spiritual
values involved in that communion with God.
He who wants to get to the Truth does not crave for the fulfilment
of individual desires, for he is concerned with spiritual values alone.
Proceeding that way, he ultimately comes back to his own self and
realizes God as his own Self.
14th February 1951
88. G OD IS ETERNAL .
Some of the shastras admit also of many eternals other than God. It
is absurd, because plurality is possible only under the limitations of
time, space and causality. Eternal means transcending time and space.
There can never be other eternals, because there is no agency to
distinguish them. Hence there can be only one eternal and that is God.
Conceding God as eternal, it has to be admitted that God created
this universe, including time and space. How and from what? Taking
God as the creator, there must be two causes for creation: (a) the
efficient cause and (b) the material cause, distinct and separate from
each other.
But there is nothing other than God to afford material for these
two causes. Still conceding that God created the world out of himself,
it has to be admitted that he has further to divide himself into two
distinct and separate parts to provide two causes for creation. Such a
division makes him finite and he at once loses his Godhood and
infinitude. Hence, God remaining as God, creation as ordinarily
conceived is impossible. So the world has never been created, in fact.
18th February 1951

89. R EPENTANCE IS NO ROAD TO PROGRESS .
An evil deed is very often committed not because one does not know
it to be evil, but because one is not able to resist the cravings of the
heart. One’s reason gives the right advice, but the heart is not able to
follow it. Repentance is usually suggested as an atonement and as a
means to prevent the repetition of the deed. But experience and logic
are against this.
When we begin to repent a past evil deed, we are bringing in the
past deed and that makes the heart crave for it again. So, whenever
you bring in the picture of the evil action, the heart welcomes it; because
it gives the heart some pleasure, even to think of it. Thus repentance
means the constant repetition of the evil.
So if you want to transcend the evil permanently, you have
scrupulously to forget it for ever, until you are able to realize that
you are neither the doer nor the enjoyer, but the eternal knower.
If it is a feeling-repentance and not a thinking-repentance, there is
no objection to it. But that is very rare. In the majority of cases, it is the
other way about; and it is that kind of repentance that is dangerous.
20th February 1951

90. O NLY HE REALIZES WHOM A TMA CHOOSES .
Na ’yam atma pravacanena labhyo
na medhaya na bahuna zrutena .
yam evai ’sa vrnute tena labhyas
tasyai ’sa atma vivrnute tanum svam ..
Katha Upanishad, 2.23
This is a statement in the Upanishads. It means: ‘He who is chosen
by the Atma itself is alone eligible for realization of the Truth.’
It is ordinarily said that a thing attracts one. It is not on account of
anything done by that particular thing that it is said to attract, but one
gets attracted to it of himself. It is in this way that Atma’s ‘choosing’
has to be understood. It means that he who is earnest about getting to
Atma – the ultimate Truth – gets attracted to it without anything being
done by Atma itself. That is the ‘choosing’.
Not only is the direct perception path the easiest and the shortest of
all the paths to Truth, but it also gives the most satisfactory explanation
of all the problems that arise for those who follow other paths.
21st February 1951

91. S TANDARD OF MORALITY
Current standards of morality are purely relative and differ vastly
with time, place and various other factors. But man being essentially
one all the world over, a common and absolute standard of morality
is necessary. But this, however, is rarely thought of. Such an absolute
standard becomes necessary only for those who are on the path to the
absolute Reality. These are incredibly few, and hence the absence
of any satisfactory definition of a single standard of morality in the
shastras.
The following can be such an absolute standard of morality.
• Vice is that particular act or thought or feeling that tends to inflate
the ego.
• Virtue is that act, thought or feeling that tends to attenuate the ego.
All acts, thoughts and feelings directed towards the ‘I’-principle or to
its nature are virtuous. Virtue and vice have a place only in the relative
sphere. In the relative sphere, that which tends towards selflessness
is virtue and that which tends towards selfishness is vice.
Love itself can be both selfish and selfless, according to its goal or
motive. Objectless love is virtue.
When you understand from your Guru ‘who you are’ and ‘what
you are’, you transcend both virtue and vice.
92. H OW AND WHY DO I LIVE ?

‘Do you live at all?’ is my question. It has been proved that the thing
that lives from birth till death is the same, changeless ‘I’-principle.
The ‘I’ is the centre of life. That alone lives.
The ‘how’ and the ‘why’ of life are sought in the manifestations
outside. When you turn to the manifestation, you lose sight of your
centre and cease to live really. So the best way, for the best living, is
to cling on to the living alone, forgetting the ‘how’ and the ‘why’ of
it completely.
93. W HAT IS AN OBJECT ?

One perception, as we generally call it, is really the resultant of ever
so many distinct and separate perceptions. We see only one point at a
time. It is only after this point has disappeared that the next point can
be seen. It is only thousands of such points that seem to make up a so
called object.
A point that has disappeared does not remain as such. It is foolish
to try to collect and join them together, to make up the object or
perception in question. Even the point itself, when examined, is
reduced to a geometrical point – a mere idea.
So, looked at in the right perspective, an object and its perception
are non-existent.
94. I AND OBJECT ARE ONE .
1. Objects are nothing but form, sound, touch, taste or smell. It is
evident that any one of these can never be separated from its
respective sense organ, even in thought. So objects and sense
perceptions are one.
Similarly, seeing, hearing etc. can never shine independently
of Consciousness. So, by the same logic, they are Consciousness
itself.
Thus objects are nothing else but Consciousness; and that is
the ‘I’-principle.
2. One directs attention to something. But is it that something which
we perceive by the senses? No. We perceive only what the senses
have superimposed upon that something. This vague something
remains as the substratum of form, sound etc.; and it stays always
unknown to the senses or the mind.
But it is that unknown something that we want to know, without
any superimposition. So, no agent like the senses or the generic
mind can be utilized, for they can only superimpose their own
objects. The mind always functions conjointly with the sense
organs. In the absence of these agents, neither forms nor thoughts
appear. But as we use Consciousness to know it, we see it as
Consciousness alone, that is to say as one with the ‘I’-principle.
There is a fundamental difference here, between the functionings
of the agents and of Consciousness. When the senses and mind
function, they have separate objects which get superimposed upon
that something. In the case of Consciousness strictly viewed, that
Consciousness has no object of its own. Therefore, when anything
is viewed from the standpoint of Consciousness, superimposition
is impossible.
25th February 1951

95. S EVERAL WAYS OF CONSOLING PEOPLE IN MISERY
Examine what misery is and rise above it. That is the advice from the
highest level.
But, from a lower level, one can say that real life is the result of
the harmonious functioning of the head and the heart. Excessive
misery or joy is caused by the intense working of the heart divorced
from the head; and callousness is the result of the head working
divorced from the heart. In both these cases, each should correct the
excesses of the other and bring it to normality. In the case of the man
groaning under misery, his faculty of reason should be aroused. He
should be made to feel that his misery is beyond the control of human
effort and that no amount of grief will mend matters; indeed it can
only make him more miserable.
96. I N EVERY QUESTION , YOU FORGET YOUR REAL SELF.

Every question arises only in the relative sphere and is concerned only
with the manifestation. When you turn to manifestation, you forget
or get away from the ‘I’-principle.
So the correct method of solving every question is to turn to the centre
and then look back at the question. Then the question will stand
revealed as absurd. Sometimes, you get the correct answer at once.
It may also be said that every question brings its own answer with
it.
97. H OW CAN I BE WORTHY OF MY G URU ?

Immediately came the answer: ‘Only by your death’ – meaning thereby
the death of the ego.
As long as there is that sense of separateness of Guru and disciple
in one’s mind, one’s worthiness is not complete. It can only become
complete when that sense of separateness vanishes – either by the
annihilation of the ego completely, or by the disciple merging in the
Guru and becoming inseparably one for ever – that is when he is
established in his natural state.
98. L OVE AND SACRIFICE

You love your Guru for your true death.
Even ordinary, mundane love involves a certain amount of sacrifice
of the lower self or the ego. When love becomes more and more
sublime, the degree of sacrifice involved also increases proportionately.
Ultimately, when you want to love the Truth, Guru or the Self – the
Absolute – the sacrifice required is also not partial. It demands the
whole of the lower self or the death of the ego itself. Thus, in all
cases of pure love, there is no trace of the lower self to be found. So
love is said to be only giving and never taking.
Love of objects is really love of the happiness supposed to be
derived from objects. Happiness is your real nature. Therefore, you
are loving your real nature. You cannot split yourself into two – the
subject ‘loving’ and the object ‘loved’. So it is yourself or Happiness
that is loved. Therefore love and self are one. It is the Ultimate.
But to reach it, you must begin to cultivate that love even here, by
sacrificing the interests of the lower self, little by little. Because the
love of objects is limited, the sacrifice of the ego involved is only
partial. But the love of Truth is unlimited and the sacrifice involved
is also complete. It is the death of the ego.
99. W HY IS S HIVA CALLED THE DESTROYER ?

Shiva is absolute love or the ‘I’-principle in man. Directing one’s
attention to him wholeheartedly brings about the total annihilation of
both the ego and the world of its creation. This is a necessary corollary
when Shiva is visualized as the Ultimate. This destructive aspect of
establishing oneself in the Absolute is attributed by the ignorant man
to the personal god Shiva; and thus he has come to be called the
destroyer.
100. W HAT DO YOU SEE ?

I see the ‘seeing’ – or ‘form’, which is only a synonym for seeing.
Likewise, sound is only a synonym for hearing. I hear the hearing or
sound. But these – seeing, hearing, touching, tasting and smelling –
can never become the objects of seeing, hearing etc. Therefore, you do
not see anything, you do not hear anything, you do not touch anything,
you do not taste anything, you do not smell anything.
Form can never exist independently of seeing – even in thought,
for thought is only subtle perception. Form is seeing itself and never
outside it. This means not only not outside the body, but also not
outside the seeing or not separate from seeing. When understood as
such, perception ceases to have any meaning whatsoever.
The realist philosophy built upon the reality of gross objects and
the idealist philosophy built upon the reality of mind (thoughts or ideas)
both crumble before this argument. So there is only perception, without
its corresponding object. But a perception, thought or feeling without
the taint of any object is pure knowledge or the Reality itself. Therefore,
even when you see an object, you really see only yourself.
Abstract thinking is impossible without bringing in some concrete
object or other, in order to support it. But this rule has two exceptions,
when abstract thinking is possible – i.e. when you take the thoughts:
1. ‘I am pure Consciousness.’
2. ‘I exist.’
If you try to concentrate upon either of these two, you will find that
before long your thought itself expires, leaving you at your real centre
in Consciousness pure. Even in the case of these two thoughts, you
should never allow the thought to become concretized in any form.
You should only transcend all limitations by allowing that thought-form
to expire. This leads you on to the ‘I’, which is always anubhava-
sphurana.
101. K NOWLEDGE AND HAPPINESS ARE ONE .

Where knowledge is complete, happiness is also complete.
With the object of driving this truth home in the Gopis, Lord Krishna
once asked them each to narrate truthfully the uppermost desire in
her heart at that moment, and asked them if their happiness was ever
complete or permanent.
They said ‘no’ and began to narrate their desires, each Gopi differing
in her desires from the other. This showed that their desires were so
vast and varied; and out of these each one could choose only one
object in fulfilment of her desire at a time; and again, this one object
could satisfy her only for a short while. As long as there was such a
vast number of desires always eluding their grasp, they could never
be completely and permanently happy.
It was evidently the knowledge of the limitation of their chosen
object of enjoyment that was the cause of the apparent limitation of
their happiness as well. Thus the only means to make their happiness
complete was to bring the whole field of their objects simultaneously
under enjoyment. This was impossible. Therefore the only alternative
was to make the knowledge of the object complete or infinite.
This proves that infinite Knowledge alone can give infinite
Happiness. But two infinites cannot exist simultaneously, since there
is nothing else to distinguish them. So knowledge and happiness must
be one and devoid of objects. This infinite Happiness can also be
attained by the reverse process, namely by knowing it to be objectless
and independent of objects. It is only when the knowledge of the object
gives up the limitation of the object, and becomes pure knowledge
that you enjoy happiness. Thus again we see that happiness and
knowledge are one, when devoid of objects.
By an examination of deep sleep, you see that there are
consciousness and happiness alone there. And they are not objective,
there being only the ‘I’-principle there. But the ‘I’-principle cannot
be split into two. So Consciousness and Happiness are one, and are
intrinsic in the ‘I’-principle.
26th March 1951

102. E VERY NAME POINTS TO THE A BSOLUTE .
Soon after your birth, your parents give you a particular name. You
continue to be known by that name alone till your death. So we see
that the name is changeless. Changeless means beyond time and space.
That which is changeless in you is the real ‘I’-principle. Therefore
the name can pertain only to that ‘I’-principle, and the ‘I’-principle is
the right Absolute. Therefore, every name is the name of the Absolute.
Now coming to such names as ‘man’, ‘chair’, ‘water’ etc., all
these are generic names and we have already proved that there are no
objects corresponding to these names. You may then think that they
are mere ideas. But there can never be ideas conceiving gross objects,
without the gross objects themselves being there. Therefore these names
transcend both the physical and mental realms.
That which transcends the mental and physical is the right Absolute.
Therefore, all these names denote the right Absolute.
103. H OW CAN ONENESS BE ESTABLISHED ?
Science wants to establish oneness outside, in objects perceived. But
Vedanta wants to establish oneness inside and outside and everywhere.
Science starts on the basic error that you are the body, senses and
mind and that the object-world is real.
But the vedantin starts from the Truth that the ‘I’-principle in each
of us transcends body, senses and mind. Just that is True and Real. It
is indeed the Absolute.
Beyond the mind, there is something present. It is evident only in
deep sleep, as Happiness and Consciousness.
104. W HAT ARE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS ?

In order to understand this, the mind must first be defined. The mind
is not a substance in itself. It is nothing but the name of a function.
So the mind is thought or feeling itself. When these are absent, the
mind cannot be said to exist. Beyond our mental functioning, there is
only Consciousness or the ‘I’-principle.
If a thought occurs, to whom does it occur? Is it to the body? No.
Because body is by itself dead and inert matter. Then is it to the mind?
No. Because the mind is itself a thought, and one thought cannot occur
to another thought. Therefore, it must certainly be to ‘Me’, who am
beyond the mind as Consciousness, that every thought occurs.
Each thought arises in Consciousness, exists in Consciousness and
vanishes into Consciousness. So, of what stuff can any thought be
made? Of pure Consciousness alone, just as waves are made of water.
When Consciousness is limited or objectified – so to say – it is called
thought. So the content of thought is only Consciousness.
Similarly, examining all feelings – like the feeling of anger, feeling
of fear, feeling of lust etc. – we find that they all manifest themselves
on a common background or factor called feeling, which is divested
of all difference. This feeling by itself is pure Peace or Happiness.
Thus all these so-called different forms of feeling rise in Peace, exist
in Peace and vanish into Peace – which is my real nature.
105. H OW DO YOU THINK ABOUT OR REMEMBER A PAST
ENJOYMENT ?
You can only try to recapitulate, beginning with the time and place,
the details of the setting and other attendant circumstances or things,
including your own personality there. Thinking over them or perceiving
them in the subtle, following the sequence of the incident, you come
to the very climax, to the point where you had the previous experience
of happiness. At that point your body becomes relaxed, mind refuses
to function, you forget the long cherished object you had just acquired,
and you forget even yourself. Here you are again thrown into that
state of happiness you enjoyed before.
Thus, in remembering a past enjoyment, you are actually enjoying
it afresh, once again. But some people stop short at the point where
the body begins to relax, and they miss the enjoyment proper.
Similarly, when you begin to think about your experience of
happiness in deep sleep, you begin with your bedroom, bed, cushions
… and pressing on to the very end you come to the Peace you enjoyed
there. You enjoy the peace of deep sleep; that is to say you find that
the peace of deep sleep is the background of the variety in wakefulness,
and that it is your real nature.
2nd April 1951

106. W HEN ARE YOU FREE ?
When the thought that you are Atma, the Reality, becomes as strong
as your present thought that you are the body, then alone are you
free.
107. W ORLDLY KNOWLEDGE

Worldly knowledge is nothing but giving the unknown a name and
dismissing it immediately from your mind.
3rd April 1951
108. S IGNIFICANCE OF YOGA AND SOCIAL SERVICE
All practices of hatha-yoga or any other yoga – based upon the body
idea in some form – were compared to the strivings of a man bitten
by a mad dog, and acting under the effect of the toxin which makes
him believe that he is a dog. He tries to straighten his tail which is
non-existent and which he feels curling behind him, like a dog’s.
This seems foolish to all sober men.
Similarly, the yogin is trying to perfect his body and mind by
yogic practices. This is laughed at by the Jnyanin, who sees clearly
that the body and mind are mere illusions, like the tail of the man
bitten by the mad dog.
It is just in this manner that persons try to improve the world,
without carefully examining what the world is.
4th April 1951

When time is proved to be non-existent, one third of the world
disappears. And the other two thirds also disappear when space and
causality are similarly proved to be non-existent.
6th April 1951

109. W ILL , EGO , SVARUPA ETC . DEFINED
A disciple asked: ‘What is will?’
Answer: ‘Will’ is that volition appearing just before every activity. It
is in essence desire itself. It is one of the manifested forms of the
mind itself, forming the lowest link between the subtle and the gross
spheres. It is thinking in terms of the needs of the lower self. The
different manifestations of mind, according to the western system,
are called mind, reason, will and egoism. But according to the eastern
system, they are manas, buddhi, citta and ahankara. [See note 152.]
Ego is a spurious entity apparently personating the ‘I’-principle,
always after the activity.
Svarupa of anything is the highest generalization of that thing and is
the Reality itself.
Svarupa of a thing (looked at from a relatively high plane):
1. Svarupa is that which maintains or keeps the identity of the thing.
2. It is that upon which the identity of a thing essentially depends.
3. It is the essence of a thing or the thing in itself, which underlies
all phenomenal attributes.
That general background is one and indivisible, and so it cannot have
parts. It is that which remains, even after the removal of all the attributes
heaped upon it by your mind and senses. This is pure Consciousness.
Relatively, it can also be said that the svarupa of a thing is the
same as its immediate material cause. For example, the svarupa of
the table may be said to be wood, and that of wood may be said to be
panca-bhuta: the five elements. Thus tracing it to its irreducible source,
we reach the same ultimate svarupa of man, viz. Consciousness pure.
So body does not go into the svarupa of a man, senses do not go
into the svarupa of man. Therefore, when all that do not go into his
svarupa are taken away, what still remains is the svarupa of man.
Thus man is svarupa, tree is svarupa…; and that is pure Consciousness.
110. T HE STAGES OF THE PROGRESS OF ONE ’ S LOVE

Lower stage Second stage Highest stage
Love for objects Love for self Love pure or
(kama). (sneha). objectless (prema).
Ego is Ego much attenuated No ego, but selfless
predominant. by equal consideration love alone.
for the object also.
Consideration Consideration both for No consideration for
only for yourself and for the yourself at all, but
yourself. object of your love. only for what is loved.
Activity of Activity of both Activity of
taking only. taking and giving. giving only.
All these are expressions of the impersonal ‘I’, ranging from the
gross to the Absolute.
Love has three distinct and separate stages in the course of its
progress from the mundane to the Ultimate. They may be classified
as follows:
1. In the lowest stage of love, you love another only for your own
sake. That is only for something that the other does to make you
happy and for nothing else. That other is discarded, if the desired
pleasure is not forthcoming. This sort of love is called kama, and
the ego is most predominant in this. The only activity here on
your part is taking and not giving.
2. The second stage is a little more elevated, less selfish, and
demanding mutual consideration. Here you expect something
from the other to make you happy, and at the same time you do
not like the other to suffer on that account. But in return you are
also prepared to do something to make the other happy. This sort
of love is called sneha. It is not directed to the lower self alone,
and therefore the ego by its operation gets much attenuated.
Here, the activity is both that of taking and giving.
3. The third stage is the highest, and the ideal of love. Here you do
not want any return from your partner in love and you do not
love your partner any the less for this. You are prepared to do
everything possible to make the other happy and your partner’s
happiness is your happiness. Here, the love is selfless. This is
called prema, and it is the Ultimate. Here, there is only giving
and no taking. The ego is virtually dead.
Thus, it can be seen that it is the same love – which is the right
Absolute – that expresses itself as these three and that it is your real
nature. If you take away the limitations from the first and the second,
the love stands as pure selfless love: as represented in the third stage
– prema.
111. T HE CONTROLLING PRINCIPLE

Every perception by itself is invariably governed and corrected by
the relatively higher faculty called buddhi (lower reason). This buddhi
is in its turn controlled and corrected by another faculty called higher
reason (or vidya-vritti), which is well beyond the mind. This is
Consciousness itself, appearing to be functioning.
We are usually slow to accept the existence of this faculty, as it is
usually confounded with the lower reason itself, their workings being
apparently similar.
112. S ELF - LUMINOSITY

Self-luminosity is the particular prerogative of Consciousness alone.
Consciousness is the light of lights, because it does not require any
other light for its manifestation. Therefore Consciousness is self-
luminous.
Examination of things nearest to you, like ‘memory’, can easily lead
you to the real ‘I’; since you have only to advance just a little from there.
If memory leaves you, you thus become an idiot in ignorance. But
become an idiot in the beyond, and you are blessed.
‘Sleep away the whole world, clinging on to Consciousness,’ said
the Sage.
The use of the word ‘sleep’ in the transitive form, though peculiar,
is specially meaningful. It means give up name and form, and rest in
the background.
To be more exact
Senses perceive objects. I perceive objects through the senses.
Mind perceives the senses. I perceive the senses through the mind.
I perceive the mind. I perceive the mind by myself.
113. Y OU ALONE LIGHT UP OBJECTS .

If objects are lit up, your real nature alone shines there. When the
emphasis is on the objects lit up, Consciousness appears limited. But
from the standpoint of Consciousness itself, it is never limited, there
being nothing else beside it to limit it.
114. T HE SAME WORLD VIEWED BY SCIENCE AND BY

V EDANTA
Scientists, depending upon the lower reason alone, examined the world
and came to the great objective generalization ‘matter’, and enunciated
the law of the indestructibility of matter. There they were stranded,
finding no means to transcend it; for the instrument utilized was itself
only part of the generic mind. Sometime later, science went a step further
and admitted that matter was composed of atoms. The nucleus of this
atom, scientists admit now, is energy which is the source of matter.
But here again they are stuck in the mind’s realm of relativity.
It is at this point that Vedanta comes to their rescue and takes them
higher still. Vedanta first proves to them that the world and its objects –
both gross and subtle, including the instrument they have so far been
using, viz. the ‘lower reason’, for examining the world – are all objective,
and that they have to be examined again exhaustively. For this they
are shown a new organon or faculty in themselves, called higher
reason or vidya-vritti, which though beyond the mind has sway over
the whole world of the mind and the senses.
From this new stand, they are shown that matter and energy
cannot be manifested or exist even for a moment without the help of
Consciousness, and that Consciousness is the background of both
matter and energy. These are only two different states, so far as objects
are concerned. They are each manifestations of the same reality:
‘Consciousness’. Thus Vedanta establishes the Truth that the whole
objective world is nothing but Consciousness.
115. H OW TO BRIDGE THE GULF BETWEEN THE RELATIVE AND

THE A BSOLUTE ?
There is absolutely no bridge which can take you from the relative to
the Absolute. The only bridge existing is Consciousness. But here, there
is only the bridge and no one to cross over. So a jump alone is possible,
to take you across.
The Absolute ceases to be the Absolute if it stoops to give directions
in worldly matters. But the disciple is corrected by his Guru, even in
the relative sphere. Thus you are led on to the Absolute.
116. D EEP SLEEP

There is proof to show that even the lower shastras admit that you are
in your real nature in deep sleep. The names given to the individual
soul in deep sleep, even by the lower shastras, are ‘paramarthika’ or
‘prajnya’ – meaning Truth or Consciousness. This proves that there was
no ego present and that you were there as Consciousness and Peace.
It is only when you consider things just as they appear that any
problem arises.
117. S ELF - CLARIFICATION

A disciple asked Gurunathan: ‘You have told me that I am not the
body, senses or mind, that thought is pure Consciousness alone, and I
am the witness always. How to reconcile all these?’
Answer: The difficulty arises out of your reluctance to accept that
thought is made up of Consciousness alone. But instead, you take
thought to refer directly to objects.
It has been proved to you that you are pure Consciousness, the
ultimate witness to all your activities. This thought you are not to take
during any activity, but only after it. A thought after the incident, that
you had been the knower all along, relieves you of even the least
taint of an attachment – as doer or enjoyer – that might have crept in
unawares during the incident. During the activity, if you take the
thought of the witness, the mind engaged in the activity gets diverted,
and the activity suffers to that extent. This is neither desired nor
advised.
By a subjective transformation alone can realization be complete.
Then you have only to make it natural. For that, you must outwardly
allow the body, senses and mind to continue their activities as before;
but inwardly, after every activity, emphasize the Consciousness or
witness aspect, so as not to allow those activities to form new
samskaras.
You must understand that these statements were made from
different levels. When I say that the ‘I’ in you is the witness, there
thoughts, feelings, perceptions and doings are conceded. But when I
say that thought is Consciousness, I do not stand out as the witness of
thought, but I go into the make of thought. Then the thought as such
vanishes. Body, senses and mind also vanish likewise.
When they are conceded, I am the witness. But when they are
severally examined and proved to be Consciousness, I cease to be the
witness.
It is he who has the ego present in him that does or does not do.
He who has destroyed the ego in him knows neither doing nor any
non-doing.
118. J IVA
A jiva [personal ego] comes into being as a result of the false
identification of the Atma [Self] with body, senses and mind; or as a
result of the superimpositions of doership or enjoyership upon the
Atma (Atma + doership = jiva).
‘Who superimposes doership upon Atma?’ is the question usually
asked at this stage. Is not he who superimposes himself a doer? The
question is absurd on the face of it. The question arises upon the false
presupposition that a doership exists even before doership comes into
being.
119. ‘W HO ?’
‘Who’ is the law obtaining only in the realm of the jiva or mind.
From there, usually, it is bodily lifted and applied in the realm of
Atma, where there is no duality or relativity. So that question, in the
present context, becomes meaningless.
In every activity, the ‘I’-principle is the witness. The activity is in
the mind’s plane, or lower still. But the witnessing, conceding that it
is a function, is taking place in the plane of Consciousness, without
an agent, instrument, or object.
You can never bring the Atma – as such – down to the realm of mind.
Nor take the mind – as such – up to the realm of Atma, to effect a
contact.
Though the ‘I’ is always present in thought to help it to function in
my light or presence, higher up I am witnessing it in my own plane,
where I am all alone and unattached.
120. ‘T O KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE WITNESS ’ AND ‘ TO BE A

WITNESS ’
These are entirely different things. But you should not try to know that
you are the knower. Both together are impossible. Your knowership
is objectless and can never be objectified.
You are always the witness. But you need not attempt deliberately
to take the role of a witness. Only take note of the fact that you are
always the witness.
You are asked to strengthen the conviction that you are the knower,
in order to counteract the old samskaras that you are the doer, enjoyer
etc. Though the substance of doership and enjoyership is effaced,
the samskaras might still remain as shadows.
You are only to argue in your mind how you are always the real
knower, and repeat the arguments over and over again. The time will
come when the arguments will become unnecessary, and a mere
thought will take you to the conclusion. Gradually, you will find that
even when you do not think about the Truth, and whether you are
engaged or not engaged in activities, you will feel without feeling
that you are always the witness and that you are not affected by any
activity or inactivity of the mind and senses in the relative sphere.
Witnessing is silent awareness. Do not try to make it active in any
way. Consciousness never takes any responsibility for proving the
existence or the non-existence of an object.
121. T IME AND SPACE

Space begets objects and objects beget space. Space must come in to
make objects and objects must come in to make space. Therefore,
they are both non-existent as such. But it has been proved in other
ways also that objects are non-existent. Thus space is an illusion.
Time is conceived as past, present and future. These, when closely
examined, cease to exist. The past and future have existence only in
relation to the present. The present, when analysed, splits up into the
past and future, leaving only an imperceptible point of time as the
‘present’. This is but a fancy. The present being a fancy, the past and
the future are equally fanciful. Therefore time does not really exist.
Here, it is proved objectively.
It can easily be proved subjectively also. Time is only a thought
form. Thought arises, abides and subsides in consciousness. Therefore,
time as such is non-existent and is in essence pure Consciousness.
122. S OME SAY V EDANTA IS NOT PRACTICAL . W HY ?

To them ‘practical’ means subject to the senses or mind. They forget
that even the senses and mind shine only in the presence of the ‘I’,
and the ‘I’ shines all alone as in deep sleep. So the ‘I’ is more
practical than senses or mind. Here, Vedanta whose subject matter is
this ‘I’-principle, is the most practical of all practical things. It is the
most concrete of all things.
123. S OME SAY THEY ARE ABLE TO GRASP THE T RUTH

INTELLECTUALLY, BUT ARE NOT ABLE TO FEEL IT.
This only means they have been attempting the impossible and have
naturally failed. Because Truth transcends the senses, mind and
intellect. It can never be brought down to the level of the mind, to be
thought, felt or grasped by the intellect. If it were grasped at all, it
would never be by the intellect, but by the higher reason alone.
124. A PPARENT ACTIVITIES THAT ARE REALLY EXPRESSIONS

OF THE A BSOLUTE
Sometimes when you see a sprightly baby, you feel an instantaneous

pleasure. Immediately you take it in your hands, throw it into the air,
catch it, embrace it, kiss it and fondle it, even to the extent of
irritating it and making it cry by the pricks of your sharp beard. All
this is not to enjoy pleasure. You had that pleasure even at the first
sight of the baby. Then what was all this for?
The lower reason can never explain it. Here, the higher reason
comes to your help and says that the gush of pleasure you first had was
your real nature of happiness itself, and that the rest of the activities
were only expressions of the same – sometimes not exactly in tune
with the lower logic and reason.
This is an instance of action without any incentive behind it.
These activities are activities of Happiness itself.
125. W HO REALLY ENJOYS THE PICTURE EXHIBITED FOR

SALE ?
The witness alone enjoys it. Neither the vendor, nor the vendee enjoys
it really. The shopkeeper always wants to exact the maximum price
for it, and the purchaser wants to get it for the minimum. So neither
of them really enjoy the picture. It’s only the stray onlooker or witness
who really enjoys the picture. He is the true enjoyer who wants neither
to buy it or sell it. For he has no other motive.
So also, you would be able to enjoy the world disinterestedly, only
if you stand as the witness of it all.
126. ‘W HO TAKES THE THOUGHT THAT HE IS

C ONSCIOUSNESS ?’
It is the ego that takes this thought. The ego is a crude mixture of
Consciousness and the material part. When this ego takes this particular
thought that it is Consciousness, the material part drops away and
Consciousness shines alone, in its own glory.
Thus the ego itself gets transformed into pure Consciousness, in
course of time.
9th April 1951

127. C ONSCIOUSNESS AND ACTIVITY
Consciousness is always your centre, in all your activities.
This fact is only to be understood, and not to be thought of, during
the activity itself. It will hamper your activity, and sometimes even
stop it, if you think of Consciousness during the activity. So think about
the Consciousness part therein, which is your own nature, only after
the activity is over and when you are free.
But before the activity, you can take the vague thought, avoiding
all details, that Consciousness is the general background of all activity.
128. ‘W ORK FOR WORK ’ S SAKE ’

This should be our real goal. Work will be more successful in the
absence of the ego than when one’s actions are guided by it. For
when the ego is absent, all your energy is available for the work alone.
When the ego is present, part of this energy is usurped by it, for
its own maintenance.
129. W HY DID S HRI S HANKARA EXPOUND THE MAYA
THEORY ?
The world was first being examined by him only from the level of
the generic mind, and brought into line with subtle experiences. He
was attempting to prove only the unreality of the gross world. How?
He first divided unreality into two classes:
1. Never existing at all, like the horns of a hare or the son of a
barren woman.
2. Appearing and disappearing, subject to conditions and depending
upon something else even for that apparent existence.
Shri Shankara classes the world in the second group, since it exists
not in its own right, but depending upon the mind and senses for its
manifestation, and appearing only in one state and disappearing in
the other states. Thus it is said to be not completely unreal like the
horns of a hare, but unreal in the sense that it appears sometimes and
then disappears. This is called maya, which is said to be neither fully
real nor fully unreal.
This view of Shri Shankara has not been rightly understood by
many. Except in this context, Shri Shankara does not speak of maya
at all. His way of approach here is peculiar, being concerned only
with the gross world which he tries to explain relatively in terms of
the subtle, or the mind. This is not intended for the uttamadhikaris,
who approach the Absolute directly. This was intended only for the
lower adhikaris, who could not – even in idea – transcend the mind’s
realm.
Examining the objective world from a purely subjective standpoint,
one finds that the objective world as such is non-existent, like the
horns of a hare. In that examination, no explanation of the world is
required in the dualistic plane.
But when one comes a step down from the subjective standpoint,
some sort of an explanation may be needed for the world that
appears there. It is in this way that the maya theory has come in.
In this approach through maya, the gross world alone is taken up
for examination. But it is never the gross that binds you down. It is
only your thoughts and feelings that actually bind you. So you must
examine the whole world exhaustively, or at least the vital part of it –
namely the subtle, which is comprised of thoughts and feelings – in
order to get to a satisfactory solution.
130. E XISTENCE AND NON - EXISTENCE

Existence can never be destroyed, nor non-existence ever made to
exist.
The usual way of expressing the relationship between pure existence,
– which is permanent, and the object which is fitful or changing –
is itself unnatural and misleading. This method of approach emphasizes
the fitful part of the object more than the permanent part of it.
For example, we say: ‘This chair exists’; as if existence comes in
and goes out of the chair. It would be more correct to say existence
objectifies itself or manifests itself – meaning thereby that existence
remains over, even when not objectified or manifested.
Existence is the possessor, ‘dharmi’; and objects are the possessed,
‘dharma’.
131. PAIN AND PLEASURE

Pain and pleasure are the obverse and the reverse of the same coin,
and they actually beget each other. The more you suffer, the more
you enjoy afterwards; and vice versa. If your hunger or thirst has
been very sharp, which is unmixed pain, your subsequent enjoyment
of pleasure at a sumptuous meal will also be proportionately intense.
You can never accept or reject any one phase of it alone.
But the moment you understand the source of it all to be your own
self or real nature, every pleasure or pain you feel becomes yourself,
losing the characteristic of pleasure or pain. And then eternal peace
prevails.
11th April 1951

132. V IDYA - VRITTI AND MIND
Vidya-vritti, functioning consciousness, higher reason, higher logic
and shuddha-sattva all denote the same faculty (if faculty it may be
called).
Even in worldly enjoyment, it is your own real nature of peace
that you experience as Happiness. For example, you enjoy Happiness
listening to sweet music. Here music helps you only to empty your
mind of all thoughts other than music, and finally it is emptied of the
thought of music also. Thus the mind ceases to be and you come to
Happiness, and that is your real nature.
It is wrong to believe that the happiness came from the hearing of
music, because music was not there when the happiness was enjoyed.
133. M IND
Some shastras hold that the mind functions in the waking and dreaming
states, and remains functionless in deep sleep. This position is quite
untenable. Should the mind remain functioning in one state and
functionless in another, then mind should be the background of both
function and functionlessness, having nothing to do with either. In
this sense, mind is Atma itself.
gunakamabbal nibbitil manasam tanneyatma …
[Where qualities and fancies are removed,
mind is Atma itself …]
Efuttacchan
Mind is not a substance in itself, nor a container of thoughts and
feelings.
You cannot simultaneously have a thought and a feeling. So it
shows that when you have a thought, no part of the mind remains over
to take a feeling. Therefore mind is thought itself or feeling itself. So
when there is no thought or feeling, one cannot say that mind as such
exists.
If mind is taken to be the container of thoughts and feelings, it has
to be changeless. If it is changeless, it transcends time. Then it must
be Truth itself.
The word ‘mind’ ought to be correctly understood as the name of
a function. Thought is a function – mind is thought. Feeling is a function
– mind is feeling. So when there is neither thought nor feeling, there
is no mind at all.
134. S PIRITUALITY REPLACES THE OBJECT BY THE SUBJECT.
The worldly way of life is to emphasize the object alone in every
activity, ignoring the subject altogether. Spirituality comes in when
you begin to bring in and emphasize the subject also, alongside of
the object. Ultimately, when spirituality leads you to realization, the
object as such vanishes and the real subject, the ‘I’-principle alone
shines. Then all activity points to you, or all activities vanish.
Mind has usually three stages of expression.
1. Instinct: With the body as its instrument.
2. Reason: With the particular mind and senses as instruments.
3. Intuition: The word ‘intuition’ is used in different senses in
different texts. What is taken up here is yogic intuition. With
intuition, time and space are curtailed to a very great extent. But
still, they are there, to enable the intuition to function. The mind
is much expanded in intuition. Still, it does not cease to be mind.
Complete annihilation of time and space can never be accomplished
by the mind. The background is in an entirely different plane.
135. S PIRITUALITY REVERSES THE IGNORANT MAN ’ S

OUTLOOK .
To an ignorant man, the objective world is an obstacle to spiritual

progress; because objects always draw him away from his real
centre, which has not yet been shown to him.
But to one who has heard the Truth from his Guru, the same world
serves as a help to his spiritual progress, since each one of its objects
points to his real centre.
136. W HAT IS THE MEANING OF ‘ GRACE ’?

Really it is a meaningless word. But shastras endorse it in a certain
way, explaining this with the words:
durlabham trayam evai ’tad devanugraha-hetukam .
manusyatvam mumuksutvam mahapurusa-samzrayah ..
Shri Shankara, Viveka-cudamani, 3
It means:
1. To be born as a human being,
2. To have a keen desire for liberation, and
3. To come into contact with a Sage
are the three rare possibilities attained by divine grace alone. Animals
exist, and man also exists. But man exists and knows he exists. This
differentiates man from animals, and it is this which is meant by the
‘man-ness’ (manushyatva) referred to above. (The word ‘manhood’ is
weak and does not convey the sense implied, so a new word ‘man-ness’
is coined for the purpose.)
137. H OW TO MAKE THE BEST USE OF ‘ MAN - NESS ’

( MANUSHYATVA )
Some men make good use of this higher quality they possess, even
from their birth. They begin to think what they are, and strive on. All
this being within the mind’s realm, they begin to look beyond, for the
ultimate Truth.
Finding this not attainable by self-effort alone, they search for long,
far and wide, for a real Guru. At last, the fortunate one gets a Guru,
under whose guidance he rises from level to level to the right Absolute.
Some others ignore this higher quality, and sink into samsara
(‘worldliness’) again.
12th April 1951

Consciousness alone is alive. Everything objective is dead and inert.
sakalam drzyam jadam
Upanishad
14th April 1951

138. P HILOSOPHY OF THE WEST AND THE EAST (Reply to
some American journalists and philosophers)
According to the West, philosophy is merely a string of assumptions,
speculations and inferences. But Vedanta philosophy is founded on
incontrovertible direct perceptions or experiences. Knowing the Truth
thereby, and establishing your real centre there, you can take to your
life’s activities with even more energy, ease and confidence.
139. W HAT AM I?
I can perceive and know my body, sense-organs and mind. Therefore
I am evidently the subject, distinct and separate from all of them.
140. W HY IS THE KNOWER NOT THE DOER OR THE ENJOYER ?

Because you never cease to be the knower. Doership and enjoyership
come and go. Knowing takes place in a different plane.
The doing, perceiving and thinking take place either in the realm
of the body or of the mind. When these activities are taking place,
they are simultaneously perceived by the ‘I’-principle, from a higher
plane.
The doer and the enjoyer always change. The knower is beyond
all changes. It is evidently Knowledge or Consciousness itself. And it
is no function, since it is changeless.
16th April 1951

141. M IND ’ S ROLE IN THE EXPERIENCE OF HAPPINESS
A disciple asked: ‘You say I get happiness when the mind comes to rest,
as soon as I get the object desired. But if the desire is for happiness
itself, how can the mind come to rest before happiness is attained?’
Answer: The mind may be said to desire happiness, but not directly.
The object of its desire is always that from which it supposes it can
derive happiness. Happiness can never be the object of desire. For
Happiness can never be objectified. Therefore it is only when the
desired object is gained that the mind comes to rest and Happiness is
experienced.
142. ‘H OW TO EXPERIENCE THE T RUTH ?’

This is the question usually asked from the relative plane. Truth is
uncaused, and can never be experienced by effort of any kind. All
efforts to that end amount only to thinking and feeling. This is
clearly within the mind’s realm, and Truth is well beyond it. So no
amount of effort can ever take you to the Truth.
Hence a Guru may probably bless you like this: ‘May you never
experience the Truth.’ Because Truth is experience itself. So be the
Truth and do not desire to experience it. The Guru is always
impersonal.
143. F ROM QUALITIES TO THE A BSOLUTE

Qualities cannot subsist independent of a permanent background. In
the subjective realm, there is such a changeless, deathless, permanent
principle as the background; and that is the ‘I’-principle.
It is the presence of this permanent subjective background that
prompts you to search for a corresponding permanent background
behind the objects as well. Examining the objective world from the
standpoint of this ‘I’-principle, you come to such a permanent
background behind objects also.
These two backgrounds meet, and are one in Reality.
144. T HE BASIC ERROR

The basic error is the false identification of the ‘I’-principle with the
body, senses or mind – each at a different time. This is the pivot round
which our worldly life revolves.
145. ‘K NOWING ’, AND FUNCTIONS OF SENSE ORGANS AND

MIND
The functions of the sense organs and mind take place only one at a
time, and have always a beginning and an end.
But there is always knowing, and it has neither a beginning nor an
end. So knowing is no function at all. You can attribute beginning and
end to it only when you look at it from the standpoint of the objects
of knowledge which have a beginning and an end.
But knowledge exists without objects. Therefore, it has neither a
beginning nor an end.
146. H OW TO GET OVER ATTACHMENT ?
Even when you say you are attached, you are really detached. From
the height of happiness or misery in one state, you pass into its
opposite in another state in the course of a few moments; and vice
versa. And soon after, you pass into deep sleep, divorced of all ideas
of body, senses and mind.
This shows beyond doubt that you are really unattached to anything,
in any state. If you are really attached to anything, that attachment
should continue with you, in all the states in which you happen to be.
But that is not the case. Therefore, that proves that in your real
nature, you are not attached.
Know it and take note of it. That is all that is needed. Take that
line of thinking, and you will find that this mistaken notion of
attachment will leave you very soon.
147. T RUTH IS ALWAYS NEW.

The method of direct approach to the Truth (vicara-marga or the path
of discrimination) is found only very rarely, even in the higher Indian
scriptures; and that again as mere assertions only, seldom elaborated
upon. Hence, it has always its virgin novelty.
148. M AN ’ S HUNT AFTER HAPPINESS – AN ANALOGY

Man hunting for happiness is just like a beetle with a drop of butter
on its head. Getting scent of the butter, the beetle hovers around
– knocking about everywhere for the source of the scent, but staying
ignorant of the fact that the butter is on its own head.
Likewise, man hunts for happiness because it is in himself and he
is not able to see it there. But the urge which makes him hunt comes
from that happiness itself.
18th April 1951
149. ‘I AM ’ TO THE IGNORANT MAN AND THE S AGE
We all say ‘I am clever’, ‘I am happy’, and so on. In this, the layman
ignores the vital part ‘I am’, and emphasizes the rest. But the ‘I am’
alone is important for the Sage, and he ignores the rest.
150. A TMA IS BEYOND BOTH THE PRESENCE AND THE

ABSENCE OF OBJECTS .
Thoughts, feelings etc. are like pictures on the wall of Atma. Their
presence and absence must both vanish, if you want to see the
background Atma in its Reality.
There is no container in you to hold a series of past thoughts or
subtle objects, in readiness for any future remembrance. Thought can
have neither a gross object nor a subtle object. So it is objectless, and
hence pure Consciousness itself.
Vedanta wants to go into the heart of everything, and is never
satisfied with mere names.
151. H OW YOU SHOULD EXAMINE YOURSELF

Exactly in the way that the ego would examine other persons or
activities outside you, standing separate from and unattached to the
person or thing examined. Here, you should stand separate from the
body, senses and mind; and dispassionately examine them.
Any attempt to adjust the object-world to suit your goal of enjoying
permanent Happiness is doomed to failure, like the attempt to spread
a sheet of leather all over the world to afford smooth walking. A pair
of leather shoes applied to the soles of your feet is an infinitely easier,
cheaper and more effective solution.
So also, in the quest after Truth, a subjective correction and
establishment in your real centre as the ultimate ‘I’-principle will
remove all your doubts, difficulties and troubles. The other way is
endless and impracticable.
20th April 1951
152. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN MIND AND EGO ?
The inner organ loosely called ‘mind’ is divided into four categories,
according to its different functions. The ego is one such.
1. Mind (particular) is that which gathers impressions from the
outside world.
2. Reason (intellect) discriminates and selects from the impressions
thus gathered.
3. Will is that which precedes and directs action. It may be loosely
called ‘desire’ (svartha-’nusandhana-vazena cittam).
4. Ego is that which claims all activities of the mind.
[This note and its quotation seem to have come from Shri Shankara’s
Viveka-cudamani, 93-4:
nigadyate ’ntah-karanam mano dhir
aham-krtiz cittam iti sva-vrttibhih .
manas tu samkalpa-vikalpanadibhir
buddhih padartha-’dhyavasaya-dharmatah ..
atra ’bhimanad aham ity ahamkrtih .
svartha-’nusandhana-vazena cittam ..
The inner faculty is spoken
of as ‘mind’ or ‘reason’ or
as doing ‘ego’ or as ‘will’.
It gets these names according to
its various modes of functioning.
Mind is the function that conceives
of things together and apart.
Next, reason is the function that
determines what is meant thereby.
The ego is an acting ‘I’
that claims to be this body here.
And will is that desire which seeks
out what it wishes for itself.]
153. W HAT IS IGNORANCE ?
It is said to be the source of the world. The usual example taken to
illustrate this is the illusion of the serpent in the rope. Here the
ignorance of the rope, coming just between the rope and the serpent,
is said to be the cause of the serpent. So when the serpent disappears,
it is the ignorance that should naturally remain over.
But when you bring in a light and examine the serpent, it disappears
altogether; and in its place, instead of the ignorance supposed to be
its cause, you see only the rope in its nakedness, beyond all doubt.
So this ignorance, which never had any existence independently of
the serpent, is also non-existent. Hence the ignorance is the object
perceived itself, or ignorance means only wrong notion. The world is
only a distorted vision: ‘of the Self, by the self’.
We should accept only that which agrees with our higher reason
and reject all the rest. In the illustration, we do not first see the rope
in its entirety, but only its existence. That is to say the ‘this’ alone of
the rope is seen. So in the two experiences – ‘This is a rope’ and
‘This is a serpent’ – it is upon the ‘this’ that the serpent is superimposed.
So when the serpent disappears, naturally the ‘this’ alone, which is
the real part of the perception, remains over.
Assuming that the ‘this’ remains, you must not leave the ‘this’
vague, as it is likely to give rise to other superimpositions. It should
be made clear, beyond any possibility of a mistake, and seen as
The serpent of superimposition is not likely to be removed until you
get a clear perception of the rope. When the serpent is removed,
the rope alone shines.
154. V ISION OF A PERSONAL G OD

Vision of a personal God is quite possible. It would seem even more
real than any experience in the waking state, because that vision
takes place in an intenser light.
155. P UJA DONE TO THE IDOL IS ALSO PUJA DONE TO THE
SELF. H OW ?
The first item of a shastraic puja is sitting erect before the idol, and
transferring by thought the atmic principle in you to the idol in front
of you. This is called ‘avahana’. Then, after going through all the
different items of the puja, again the final act is restoring it (or taking
it back) by thought to its original centre. This is called ‘udvahana’,
and this finishes the puja.
This shows most clearly that you had actually been doing puja
only to the Atma in you. Moreover, if you happen to forget often the
last part, namely the udvahana, you will find in course of time your
energy being slowly reduced and your mind getting weaker.
156. H RIDAYA - GRANTHI

Hridaya-granthi is the knot of the ego or false identification, which
apparently binds the Atma to the body.
29th April 1951

157. H OW DO I GET ENTANGLED ?
When I rest in myself alone, in my own glory, there is no manifestation
and no question either. I am the only Reality, and this Reality is my
own birthright.
Very often, I slip down to the mind and begin to perceive thoughts
and feelings. Immediately, I begin to attribute my own Reality to the
mind; and even to its objects, namely, thoughts and feelings.
Sometimes, I slip further down to the body and perceive gross
objects. Here again I attribute my own Reality to these, the body and
objects. Thus I apparently entangle myself in the web of this
universe.
It may further be explained as follows.
In the waking and dream experiences, all perceptions are understood
only in relation to their opposites. For example, talk is understood in
relation to silence, running in relation to stillness, and so on. This
practice has created in man a very strong tendency to superimpose
the imaginary opposite of any perception whenever that particular
perception vanishes.
It is as a result of this tendency that he ordinarily superimposes
ignorance in deep sleep when all activities cease. This vicious
practice must be given up.
You must understand that all perceptions arise in Consciousness,
abide in Consciousness and merge into consciousness. So, whenever
a perception vanishes, it is Consciousness or Myself alone that
remains over, as the background of it all.
You must steadily cultivate this habit of perceiving the Reality as
the background of all activity.
158. R EALITY INDIVISIBLE ?

Reality is only one and cannot be affected by quality or degree in any
way. Reality is purely subjective. I am the only subject, and all the
rest are objects.
Diversity can be diversity only through me, the ‘One’.
159. R ELATIVE ( SAPEKSHYA )

‘Relative’ means in relation to Me; and not in relation to other
objects, as is ordinarily understood. Everything is connected with Me
first, and only through Me to something else.
7th June 1951

160. C REATION
Creation is described in the shastras in two ways: (1) Creation in a
regular order (krama-srishti), and (2) Simultaneous creation (yugapat-
srishti).
1. The creation happening in a regular order (krama-srishti) represents
the cosmological view through ajnyana, maya, the five subtle
elements (panca-mahabhutas) etc., down to the gross world.
This is intended for all aspirants who are not uttamadhikaris
(ripe souls).

2. By simultaneous creation (yugapat-srishti) is meant the creation
of the perceiver, perception and perceived at the same instant the
perception takes place. And they also cease simultaneously, all being
transformed into pure Knowledge.
Therefore it is said that objects do not exist except when known
(visayabbalkk` ajñata sattayilla). This method is intended for
higher adhikaris alone. Here, no faith of any kind is called for, and
you rely on your direct experiences alone.
The ‘form’ is disposed of as nothing different from ‘seeing’.
Thus I transcend the form as seen by me, and my ‘seeing’ directly
becomes pure seeing: without a personal see-er. Thus I become
one with Consciousness or the Reality.
161. J NYANA
Jnyana [knowledge] is attained as a result of relaxation of the mind
and the giving up of all that is foreign to the real Self, leaving you as
the Absolute, in your own glory.
All sadhanas in the jnyana path have no purpose other than the
elimination of the anatma elements from the Atma, and so they are
nivrittis in themselves. When the last trace of anatma is also
eliminated, the effort ceases and you rise to the Absolute.
But, to stand permanently established in the Absolute, the world
gross as well as subtle – from which you eliminated yourself – has to
be examined again and seen to be nothing but the Reality.
162. Y OGA AND DEVOTION

These are both processes of intense activity, always upholding the
doer and enjoyer – even at the highest state, though in a highly
general form.
As long as this taint of duality lasts, you do not shine as the
Absolute.
163. F ORM AND SEEING – A CONTROVERSY

It has been proved that form has no existence independent of seeing,
and that form is therefore seeing itself. Then why can it not be said

that the seeing is form alone and that form is more permanent than
seeing itself?
Answer: In order to answer that question, you must understand the
whole process. I said that form is one with seeing and merges into
seeing. Next, I said that seeing is one with Consciousness and merges
in Consciousness, which is the ‘I’-principle.
So, in order to answer the question you put to me, you must direct
your attention to this whole process. It then comes to this: Consciousness
or the ‘I’-principle merges into seeing and seeing merges into form.
Therefore form alone exists, dead inert matter.
But who can say this? Form cannot say it. Who can think this?
Form cannot think it. Thus you have to go to knowledge, beyond
seeing, thoughts, feelings, perceptions and form.
You have to stand in knowledge to examine anything, and not the
other way round. Therefore, the form which is examined will merge
into seeing, and seeing into Consciousness. Then the questioner dies
and is no longer there to receive the answer. Who then is to judge
when the questioner is no more? I believe that the absurdity of the
question is now very clear to you.
Now coming back, who is to judge this controversy? ‘Form’, which
is inert, or ‘seeing’ which is illumined by Consciousness? Certainly
the latter. Seeing is more permanent and comprehends all forms.
Further, in the order of proximity to the ultimate ‘I’-principle, seeing
– which is much more subtle than form – stands much closer to the
‘I’-principle; and it is the ‘I’-principle that examines it.
So seeing is always much better known than form. This ‘I’-principle
is the knower of all.
164. ‘H ERE ’ AND ‘ THERE ’ ARE ALSO MENTAL .

Once a great pandit asked Gurunathan: ‘If you say everything
objective is mental, why does not the Shri Padmanabha Temple
gopura (steeple) there appear before you here now?
Gurunathan asked: ‘And what about the “here” and “there”, please!
Are they not also mental?’
This silenced the questioner, and he did obtain some light from
the answer.

17th June 1951
165. V ICARA - MARGA ( THE DIRECT PERCEPTION METHOD )
Of the different Upanishads, dealing with the different paths to attain
the Absolute, the Aitareya Upanishad deals with the vicara-marga or
direct perception method in detail.
This path takes you straight to the Truth. Looking from there, you see
the world of mind and senses to be non-existent as such. One who has
taken to this path and reached the goal does not stand in need of any
independent explanation of ordinary worldly problems like desire,
feelings, etc. They are all solved.
But for those who take to other paths, like yoga or devotion, the
world of thoughts, feelings and perceptions – as also the gross world
– have to be explained.
166. D ESIRE
Desire always shows want, and this again shows your imperfection.
So, until you become perfect, desire is sure to torment you. Then
examine more clearly what desire points to.
It always points to Happiness; and it has been proved to you that
when a desired object is gained, there is desirelessness for the time
being. The mind comes to rest and Happiness dawns.
So, strictly speaking, desire is directed to desirelessness; because
it is that desirelessness which brings in Happiness.
167. S UBJECTIVE TRANSFORMATION AND ADJUSTMENT OF

PERSPECTIVE ALONE NEEDED
The worlds appearing in different states are different from one another.
As you change, the worlds change also.
Standing limited by the body and mind, if you try to change the
world so as to make it beautiful or enjoyable to your mental satisfaction,
it will be all in vain. The world will remain only as it is.
But if you change your stand or perspective and identify yourself
with the real ‘I’-principle, the world also changes; not as beautiful or
enjoyable, but as Beauty and Happiness themselves being one with

So correct your inner perspective alone and you shall be free for
ever and happy, in whatever world you are. This is possible only by
realizing the Truth, in all its aspects.
168. R ELATIVITY
Relativity, according to science and in ordinary parlance as well, is
only between objects themselves.
But according to Vedanta, relativity is only between the subject
and the object. Without the subject’s perception, there can never be
any object.
Happiness is something that transcends the mind. It expresses itself
in pleasure. If the mind part is taken away from pleasure, it becomes
Happiness itself.
Pleasure is something that pertains to the realm of the mind.
Personality rests with body, senses and mind. If you think you are
impersonal, if you feel you are impersonal and if you act knowing that
you are impersonal, you are impersonal.
18th June 1951

169. L IFE COMPARED TO A GAME OF CHESS
You first make certain laws to guide your play, and then voluntarily
submit yourself to the laws you have made. You are however, always
confident that you can at any moment throw away the whole thing
overboard and rise above all those laws, and then there ceases to be a
game of chess. In the play, the pawns alone can be said to win or lose;
and you, the player, go away as you came.
Live likewise in the world, knowing that you are the Absolute –
the creator of all laws – and that you can transcend those laws whenever
you want. Then you transcend the world.
170. W HY DID L ORD K RISHNA ADVISE A RJUNA TO FIGHT AND

KILL , WHICH IS CONSIDERED A SIN AND HIMSA ?
Seeing the invincible army of the Kauravas before him, Arjuna became
diffident and he was seized by cowardice. But to save his face and
vanity, he fell back upon the two common dicta of morality and

justice, and thus tried to evade the battle. Lord Krishna knew this quite
well; and wanted to help Arjuna to transcend this momentary weakness
of cowardice, which appeared to have all the characteristics of shanti.
This could be achieved only by persuading him to fight and win.
Tamas [reluctance] may often assume the form of sattva [resolution].
There is no direct jump from tamas to sattva. You must go through
rajas [action]. It was tamas that was overpowering Arjuna in the
form of cowardice, and he was speaking to Krishna as though his
problem arose in the plane of sattva. Krishna saw through it and
Arjuna was made to act (fight).
Rajas comes in here. Krishna’s idea was that he could then take
Arjuna to sattva through this rajas. This accounts for Krishna’s advice
to Arjuna to fight. His advice was that he should fight without caring
for the results. So there is something put in to take him to sattva also.
171. S AMADHIS
According to some shastras, a samadhi-minded person is asked to be
incessantly in one or other of the following six kinds of samadhi
throughout his life till death.
1. antar-drishyanuviddha [with sight inside]
2. antar-shabdanuviddha [with sound inside]
3. antar-nirvikalpa [with no diversity inside]
4. bahir-drishyanuviddha [with sight outside]
5. bahir-shabdanuviddha [with sound outside]
6. bahir-nirvikalpa [with no diversity outside]
According to certain shastras, nirvikalpa samadhi is the ultimate goal.
But according to still other shastras there are three more other samadhis
as yet to be experienced even beyond nirvikalpa samadhi. They are:
nissankalpa samadhi [without intention]
nirvrittika samadhi [returned back]
nirvasana samadhi [without residual conditioning]
It must always be borne in mind that samadhi, of whatever nature it
may be, is only for the mind and not for the real ‘I’-principle. Even
when the mind gets absorbed as in the nirvikalpa state, the real
‘I’-principle stands out as its witness, showing thereby that it has no
connection with samadhi.

jagratyudbhutabahyendriyavisayasamudbhasasaksizivoham .
*svapnedrstaprapañcapratiphalanamanovrttisaksizivoham .
*svapnesabkalpajatendriyagatavizayabhasasaksizivoham .
suptaucitteviline prabalataramahamohasaksizivoham .
nityanandeturiye vigatamatigatissarvasaksizivoham .
Shri Shankara [unverified]
(*The second line of the foregoing verse has two alternative texts,
each marked with a preceding asterisk. The former speaks from the
phenomenal level – vyavahara-paksha – endorsing interdependence
of states. But the latter is from a higher standpoint, denying the
interdependence of states. The latter is preferable and more appropriate
to the context.)
Here, turiya is also witnessed by the ‘I’-principle. From this, it is
clear that samadhi by itself cannot take you to the Reality.
Again, samadhi is a state, and being a state is limited by time.
Reality is something transcending time. Therefore, until you come to
the sahaja state (natural state), you cannot claim to be established in
the ultimate Reality.
The samskara that one goes into and comes out of samadhi has also
to be clearly transcended, in order that you may reach the Absolute.
Therefore, samadhis of any kind only pave the way for your
establishing yourself in the ultimate Reality.
19th June 1951

172. H OW TO JUSTIFY THE MERGING OF I SHVARA IN
BRAHMAN ?
A mango, even if called by the name of ‘coconut’, does not change

its nature at all. Similarly brahman, even if called by the artificial name
‘Ishvara’, does not change its real nature in any way. Therefore Ishvara
can very well be merged in brahman.
(Ishvara is merged in brahman only when the cosmological path is
followed.)

173. W HAT IS DESTRUCTION ?
The word destruction can really have no meaning, because you cannot
destroy anything in this world.
An ignorant man thinks that causing the disappearance of any
particular thing is destruction. This is wrong. When you know things
in the right perspective, you find that an object – even when it is
perceived – is non-existent. Then what is the meaning of ‘destruction’,
in reference to that object?
23rd June 1951

174. P LEASURE AND PAIN , THOUGH MY EXPERIENCES , DO
NOT AFFECT ME . H OW ?
I feel pleasure at one moment and pain at another. But I am changeless

all along. Thus my pleasure and pain do not go into my real nature.
So how can they affect me?
24th June 1951

175. K NOWLEDGE IS NOT A FUNCTION .
A function should necessarily have a beginning and an end. Knowledge
has neither of these, and so it cannot be a function.
The mind works conjointly with the senses. So the workings of
the senses and knowledge alone need be examined, to prove our
position.
Taking the senses and their workings first, we find that each sense
has a distinct object of its own to deal with. The sense of hearing has
sound as its object, and so on. These objects are so exclusive that
they never transgress into the sphere of any other sense or faculty.
Now, considering knowing to be also a function likewise, it has no
separate and exclusive class of object to deal with. In place of the
strict exclusiveness of the field and form of activity of the senses,
knowledge penetrates into the spheres of all the sense perceptions,
without claiming any as its exclusive object.
Therefore knowledge is not a function in itself. It serves as the
background of all functions, lighting and co-ordinating all of them and
their experiences.

25th June 1951
176. T HE ‘ THING ’ AS SEEN BY AN IGNORANT MAN AND A
S AGE
The Sage sees the ‘thing in itself’. The ignorant man sees only the
sense objects superimposed upon the thing in itself.
177. G URU AND SHASTRAS

The Upanishads and higher shastras on Advaita have all without
exception made many bold assertions regarding Truth, based upon
their authors’ experiences alone. Gurunathan is only explaining and
proving these very assertions clearly, to the limit of our understanding,
in the light of the higher logic or higher reason, till they sink into our
experience.
178. C ONSCIOUSNESS INDISPENSABLE TO ANY FORM OF

APPROACH TO THE R EALITY
The Absolute can be attained through the happiness aspect of Reality

– or love. But in order to analyse love and to prove its identity with
Peace, the service of consciousness is quite indispensable. Thus, by
following the path of Consciousness alone can you be established in
Peace.
179. W HAT IS THE RELATION OF OBJECTS TO THOUGHTS AND

FEELINGS ?
The question arises on the assumption that objects exist independently

of thoughts. That is never the case. Without thought, there is no object;
and thought itself is nothing other than Consciousness.
180. V EDANTA AND THE COSMOS

Much talk is heard in the relative world about government, organizations,
human suffering and the like. Our ancestors faced exactly the same
problems; and in their search for a solution, they approached them
through the objective sphere at first. After hard and strenuous search,

they found that a complete and satisfactory solution of the problem
was impossible from the outside.
So they immediately beat a hasty retreat and directed their search
afresh, turning inwards. Thus transcending body, senses and mind, they
were able to reach their centre, the ‘I’-principle, and to realize it to
be nothing other than Consciousness and Happiness.
This subjective experience of the Ultimate Truth gave them immense
strength. Thus reinforced, they came back and began to examine the
world, which had puzzled and eluded them before. But now they
easily found it to be nothing other than Consciousness, their own
subjective self or ‘I’-principle; and all their problems were automatically
solved.
This is immortalized in the Upanishad in the verse:
parañci khani vyatrnat svayam-bhus
tasmat parab pazyati na ’ntaratman .
kazcid dhirah pratyag-atmanam aiksad
avrtta-caksur amrtatvam icchan ..
Our senses are created as outward-going. Therefore we see things
in the outside. But one dhira (a bold man, or one who withdrew his
senses from objects), longing for deathlessness, turned his perceptions
inward and perceived the real ‘I’-principle.
27th June 1951

181. I S A G URU NECESSARY ?
If, on birth, you are guided by tendencies to enjoy good or bad, you
are bound and cannot help yourself to rise beyond. If, on the other
hand, you had no such tendencies, you would never have been born.
If you are in the former group and have reached a sattvic level,
even then your ishta-deva remains only a thought form. As such, not
even your ishta-deva is likely to help you go beyond body and mind.
It is here that a living Guru becomes absolutely necessary to take
you to the Truth beyond body and mind. Such a Guru stands quite
independent of you; and is capable of moving freely between the
gross and the Absolute, or between the body and the ‘I’-principle.

You find that in your life in the present world, you have a guru for
every little thing. Why then do you raise this question in respect of
spirituality alone?
yasya saksadbhagavati jñanadipaprade gurau
martyasaddhih zrutam tasya sarvam kuñjarazaucavat
[The teacher who imparts true knowing
is that light of truth itself,
from which all help and guidance comes.
Where someone thinks of such a teacher
as a dying and unreal
personality, there all
that’s heard is like the bathing of
an elephant – which then goes on
to dust its skin with dirt again.]
Bhagavata Purana, 7.15.26
182. C HARACTERISTIC OF ADVAITIC PHILOSOPHY

Advaitic philosophy does not talk in terms of opposites. It always
means only what it says. When it says ‘It is not active’, that does not
mean ‘It is inactive.’
183. H OW CAN YOU SAY THAT ALL IS A TMA ?

All shastras of old have unanimously concluded that all is Atma.
They did not explain it in detail, but left it to experience. Here let us
prove it, without leaving it to experience alone.
The usual illustration of the wave and the ocean, to prove your
identity with the Absolute, is not strictly correct; since the wave can
never become the ocean by merging in the ocean and disappearing.
The wave, when it loses its name and form, becomes water and not
the ocean. The ocean is also similarly reduced to water. It is as this
water alone that wave and ocean realize their common identity. So in
Advaitic philosophy, the counterparts in the illustration should
properly be wave and water.

The illustration of the wave and the ocean, however, is best suited
to show the relationship between jiva and Ishvara, in the dualistic
sphere.
For further elucidation of the illustration ‘wave and water’, refer
to Atma-darshan, chapter 14.
Gold and ornament, earth and pot, etc. are other usual illustrations.
All these are apt illustrations to show the advaitin’s position that all
is Atma.
184. C AN A PERSONAL G OD BE A G URU ?

Answer: ‘I say no.’
Because a personal God is nothing but a concept. Truth is beyond
all concepts. Truth by itself can never be your Guru; because, looked
at from the standpoint of Truth, there is nothing else existing by its
side. Truth knows no duality.
Therefore, only one who has realized the Truth can be a Guru and
take you from the relative sphere to the Absolute. Hence the necessity
of a living Guru.
A personal God cannot help you in the matter.
10th July 1951

185. T HE S AGE , AS HE IS , IS NEVER UNDERSTOOD IN THE
PHENOMENAL LEVEL .
There is an erroneous tendency, found in some yogins who have not

reached the highest, to assess the greatness of a Sage only from the
extraordinary powers exhibited by him at some time before his death.
As a result of this vicious tendency, even Shri Shankara himself is
misrepresented as having bodily ascended to Kailasa and attained
sayujya [union] with Shiva. Any Sage would protest against such an
atrocious scandal. A Jnyanin is one who has transcended both the
body and mind. His stand is not merely that he is not the body, but that
he was never one, and that he is the absolute Truth itself. As such, it
is nothing short of sacrilege to think that a real Sage would choose to
demonstrate such physical wonders with a body which never was his
and which has never even existed. Much less would he choose to
take refuge in Shiva, who was after all nothing but a concept.

Such unbaked stories of mere fancy might tickle the ignorant
mind. But the learned will only shun them. The bold assertions of
Shri Shankara, Shri Vidyaranya, Shri Ashtavakra and innumerable
other Sages, in their higher works of experience, disprove all such
statements.
The illusion of the body in you is just like the illusion of the snake
in the rope. The Jnyanin has seen his reality to be the Truth, just as
the snake is discovered in clear light to be the rope alone. After that,
it would be foolish to expect him to kill that illusory snake and to tan
its skin to make a beautiful purse. Much less can you think of a Sage
stooping to do wonders with a body which he never possessed, which
he does not possess even now, and which has never existed.
It is the illusion alone that has to leave you, and not its objects –
the snake or the body. When that illusion is transcended, as in the case
of the Jnyanin, no problem of the disposal of those objects arises;
because, on your transcending the illusion, the objects are proved
never to have existed.
Therefore, the body of Shri Shankara was only the creation of the
onlookers’ fancy, and they alone were responsible for its final disposal.
They could very well plan to dispose of that body, which they called
Shri Shankara’s, in any manner they liked, to the height of their
ingenuity. But all these stories could never affect the sage Shankara,
since he was Truth itself and had no body at all.
Thus we see that any talk about the apparent activities of a Sage
– from a purely worldly or relative angle of vision, even though it
may command the greatest admiration – is often erroneous and even
suicidal. So it is always wise to leave the Jnyanin alone, beyond
comment, till one is able to know him as he is. And to know the
Jnyanin, one has to become a Jnyanin oneself; and thus both become
one. Then all comments cease, and Truth alone shines in its own glory.
In fact there are no two Jnyanins but only one; and, to be more precise,
only Jnyana or Truth itself.
From this level, we see that anyone who dares to view a Sage
rather objectively stands only in the mind’s realm, which is mere
illusion so far as the Sage is concerned. So never ask questions about
how a particular Sage lived or how he died. It is a matter for history
alone, and does not belong to Vedanta or to the Sage. A true life
history of a Sage is impossible. Historians record the history of only

the body they see. But the Sage is the changeless principle behind all
bodies, and as such the Sage transcends all history.
186. T HE MIND – ITS FIELD AND SCOPE

The mind has generally three distinct stages, in the course of its
development.
The first is instinct: which comes into existence at the very inception
of the mind, its main field of operation being the animal kingdom.
The second is reason (of course ‘lower reason’ as we call it):
functioning mainly in the man kingdom.
And lastly intuition: functioning in the God-man kingdom alone.
This shows the course of progress of the yogin’s mind.
One has to transcend even this yogin’s intuition, in order to reach
the Absolute. Though, generally, the faculty of reason predominates
in man, he has also occasional experiences of instinct as well as of
intuition.
12th July 1951

187. H OW TO TRANSCEND THE VOID OR NOTHINGNESS ?
In your attempt to reach the Absolute, you transcend the realm of
objects and senses, and sometimes get stranded in a state of void or
nothingness. This void or nothingness, though highly subtle, is still
objective in character; and you remain as that positive principle
which perceives that nothingness also.
The real nature of this ‘I’-principle is Consciousness, or knowledge
itself. Looking from this stand, as Consciousness, you see the void or
nothingness transformed into Consciousness; and it becomes one with
So, whenever the concept of nothingness confronts you, take the
thought that nothingness is also your object, and that you are its
perceiver, the ultimate subject, whose nature is Consciousness itself.
Immediately, the shroud of nothingness disappears in the light of
Consciousness, and it becomes one with the ‘I’-principle.
This void is the last link in the chain which binds you to the
objective world. Its appearance in the course of your spiritual

sadhana is encouraging, since it forebodes the death-knell of the
world of objects, of course in the light of knowledge.
(See Atma-nirvriti, chapter 20, The Natural State – Svarupavasthiti,
verse 5).
Even when you take this last ‘I’-thought, people ask you what you
are thinking about. They cannot understand that you are not thinking
of any object at all, but that you are only trying to stand as that
principle which is the background of all thoughts. The thought that
you are Consciousness removes all sense of space limitation.
Shri Buddha first analysed the external objective world in the
right yogic fashion, utilizing mind and intellect as instruments, and at
the end reached what may from the phenomenal level be called void
or nothingness. A negative can never subsist by itself. Much less can
it be the source of positive things. That which was called void or
nothingness has to be understood as Atma itself. Buddha must have
gone beyond and reached that atmic principle himself. But Shri
Buddha’s followers seem to have stopped short and interpreted the
Ultimate to be that void or nothingness.
The following verse, describing the last determination of Shri
Buddha, proves this:
ihasane zusyatume zariram
tvagasthi mamsam pralayañ ca yatu .
aprapya bodham bahu-kalpa durlabham
nai ’vasanat kayamatazcalisyate ..
Lalita-vistara, 19.57
This means: ‘Unless I know the ultimate Truth, I am not going to stir
from my seat, even if it be for several kalpas (for many thousands and
thousands of years).’ This proves that Shri Buddha must have reached
the atmic principle which is the absolute Truth.
188. C ONCEPTION OF G OD AS ISHTA - DEVA [ CHOSEN DEITY ]

To say that you conceive of God as infinite, all-powerful, all-
pervading and so on is all empty words. To conceive anything, your
mind must be capable, at least for the time being, of becoming that
particular thing in subtle form. So, if your conception of the attributes

of God is to be an actuality, you should be able to stand during that
period as those particular attributes.
Or in other words, you should become God himself for the time
being, if you are really to conceive him. Then there is no need of any
such conception, since you have already become what you set
out to conceive.
Thus, to conceive of God as all-knowing, you have to become
pure Knowledge. To know that he is all-pervading, you have to become
pure Existence. And to know that he is all-kindness or love, you have
to become feeling-absolute or Peace.
Before reaching such a state of yogic perfection, to say that you
conceive of God is meaningless; since your conception would be of
exactly the same standard as your own mind. A man cannot conceive
of God except as a man, and an animal cannot conceive of God
except as an animal (if it can conceive at all).
For example, a boy’s ishta-deva would be a skilful player, or a
musician’s ishta-deva would be a master musician, and a literary
man’s ishta-deva would be a high literary principle – all of them
being conceptions of their own ego. The mind is the architect of all
conceptions of ishta-devas.
But when you become the disciple of a Sage, you go beyond all
concepts, and the whole thing changes.
189. H OW DOES ONE REALIZE ?

One realizes neither as a direct result of renunciation, nor as a direct
result of action; but only through the deepest conviction that one is
not a doer even when engaged in incessant activity, and that one is
not a renouncer or non-doer even when one takes the role of a
sannyasin or in deep sleep.
So realization depends upon the perspective alone, and not upon
any external manifestation.
19th July 1951

190. H APPINESS AND MISERY COMPARED
Misery is caused and sustained only by the incessant remembrance
of the objects connected with it. Happiness also may appear to have a

sense object, at the beginning. But the sense object as well as the
thought of it will both disappear entirely when happiness dawns;
while the continuance of both these are necessary for misery.
Thus, when happiness dawns, you are drawn into your real nature,
where sense objects and thoughts have no place. So, if you want misery,
you must go out of your nature; and if you want happiness, come
back to it.
191. S AT AND CIT ESSENTIAL FOR PERCEPTION

Perception is possible only through sat [existence] and cit
[consciousness]. Because you can perceive only something existing.
This brings in sat. Perception has necessarily to be illumined by
knowledge, to enable it to function. This brings in cit also.
Sat is no sat until it shines, and Consciousness has necessarily to
be there for sat to shine. Therefore, both aspects of sat and cit are
essential for perception. The sat aspect of the Self or the Reality is
not generally taken by itself and elaborated upon, because the
elaboration of the Consciousness aspect brings in the sat aspect also.
Shri Vidyaranya defines the sat aspect thus in the Pancadashi:
palatil cernnu nilkunna sattu tan dharmmiyayvarum .
onnil tanneyirikkunna vyomamo dharmmamatramam .
[Existence in itself is ‘dharmi’
(the ‘support’), which stands united
in the many things of world.
On that same unity sits all
extended space, which is just ‘dharma’
(the ‘supported’ world of change).]
Bhasha Pancadashi, Mahabhuta-viveka, 79
(Malayalam translation)
The meaning is that sat – the ‘dharmi’ or the ‘qualified’ – is the
background of all objects. Dharmi exists in many ‘dharmas’ or
‘qualities’. It is that which is limited to itself. Dharma can never exist
in anything other than that dharma. Dharmi is subject and dharma is
object.
For example, man may be said to be dharmi in relation to body,
senses and mind, which are dharmas. Separated from the dharmas,

the dharmi is only one – impersonal and ultimate. Thus man, tree,
animal etc. as dharmi are the same – Reality itself.
We generally say ‘its existence’. This is not correct. For, this
would mean that the ‘it’ would remain over, even after existence has
disappeared. This could never be. Really, even after the disappearance
of the ‘it’, existence pure would still continue. Therefore, we should
really say ‘existence’s it’. Here, existence would remain over, even
after the ‘it’ has disappeared.
Existence never comes and goes. When all objects vanish, sat alone
remains over. That which is incapable of being even thought of as
non-existent can alone be existent. There is only one such thing that
cannot be thought of as non-existent, and that is the real ‘I’-principle.
If you make the attempt to think that you are non-existent, the
principle that makes the attempt jumps over from the category of
objects, and becomes the subject (principle) who attempts to think.
192. S AT- CIT- ANANDA – HOW TO EXPERIENCE IT ?

Sat is the greatest generalization of the objects of the world, that is to
say it is the existence aspect of it.
The individual ‘Rama’ sheds off his limitations one by one and
develops into sat or pure existence, in the following manner. He
first transcends his name and possessions, then his community, his
nationality, his manhood, his being a living being, then his being one
whose only attribute is that he exists; and finally he becomes one with
that very existence or sat, common to all objects of this world. All this
is admitted by Rama implicitly, at every stage. This is how your inmost
principle is traced out, beginning with your body.
To have this experience, you have to employ your own knowledge
or Consciousness. But the method of tracing the real Self through
the medium of Consciousness establishes simultaneously both your
nature of Consciousness and Existence (cit and sat). Hence, usually
the sat aspect of one’s self is not sought to be established separately.
Consciousness keeps company with existence till it is established.
Sat-cit-ananda, though positive in form, is negative in meaning.
Viewed objectively, the Reality beyond body and mind could be
described only as nothingness. But viewed subjectively, from the
position of the ‘I’-principle, it could never be termed as nothingness.

It is just Peace. Nothingness in deep sleep is the svarupa of Peace, or
yourself; because you are there beyond all doubt. Nothingness in the
objective world is Peace in the subjective world; and that is ananda.
In order to experience sat-cit-ananda, you must transcend body,
senses and mind and the objective world. He who experiences sat-
cit-ananda must himself be sat-cit-ananda. But this is not possible,
since the subject and the object can never be one.
So sat-cit-ananda is experience itself, or the ‘I’-principle. The stand
from which you called it nothingness was not itself nothingness, but
your svarupa of peace.
193. Q UALIFICATION AND DEGREE OF RENUNCIATION

REQUIRED FOR INITIATION INTO THE T RUTH
Earnestness and sincerity to know the ultimate Truth is the only

qualification required to receive initiation into the Truth. These bring
in all that is needed.
194. S INCERITY AND EARNESTNESS

Sincerity and earnestness in themselves represent an insatiable thirst
for Truth. They never belie your self. They come from the deepest level,
without any desire for conspicuousness or ostentation.
195. T RUTH ABOUT VISIONS

All visions are only projections of your own mind. But you do not
know or feel this to be so, during the vision itself. It is only when
you rise to the higher plane that you realize the previous visions to be
only projections of your mind.
196. U LTIMATE REALIZATION

Nirvikalpa samadhi is not the ultimate state of realization. You have
reached the highest only if you have established identity with the real
‘I’-principle. The sahaja state alone may be said to be the highest.

We are trained in a wrong groove of thinking, from our very birth.
We have only to give up this wrong groove and take to the right
groove of thinking.
25th July 1951

197. N EGATIVES
Negatives can never subsist independently, by themselves. They want
a positive something, as their background.
Some people consider the mind as a container of thoughts and
feelings. If so, it should be a permanent container. When permanency
is attributed to mind, its material part – which can never be permanent –
drops away, and the Consciousness part – which is permanent –
continues as the Reality itself.
Changelessness, Awareness and Peace are the true nature of the
‘I’-principle. This is found by examining the three states impartially.
By the examination of the waking-state experiences, we find that I
am in action, perception, thought and feeling. But I can never be any
of these as such, but only the background of all these – upon which all
these come and go.
Mind, as thought, can well be split up into its material and its
Consciousness parts. But the Consciousness part can never be further
split up into the doer and the observer.
198. A SAMPRAJNYATA - SAMADHI

Raja-yogins, after going through concentration of the mind in different
planes, come at last to mind itself and make the mind react upon the
mind itself. As a result thereof, the mind comes to a standstill. And
that state is called ‘asamprajnyata-samadhi’. Duality is still there.
26th July 1951

199. R EALITY TO THE S AGE AND THE IGNORANT MAN
To the Sage, Reality exists at all times (transcending time). In other
words, it exists in its own right.
If a thing does not exist in its own right, it is said to have only
‘derived existence’. Relatively, between the pot and the earth, the

existence of the pot can be said to be only derived from the earth,
and that of the earth to be more real.
na ’sato vidyate bhavo na ’bhavo vidyate satah .
ubhayor api drsto ’ntas tv anayos tattva-darzibhih ..
[That which is unreal cannot come to be.
That which is real cannot cease to be.
Those who know truth, see clearly between these.]
Bhagavad-gita, 2.16
200. H OW TO TEST A QUESTION ?

After examining the question and the answer you expect to it, if you
find that they are in the objective plane, then reject them. Because
that question and its answer cannot take you beyond relativity.
But on the other hand, if the question and its answer lead you to
the subject, the Absolute, accept them; because they take you to the
source, beyond the relative.
27th July 1951

201. L IFE , THOUGHT AND FEELING DEFINED
Existence conditioned is ‘life’.
Consciousness limited is ‘thought’.
Peace expressing itself is ‘feeling’.
Happiness is something beyond mental pleasure. It means tracing the
source of happiness you have enjoyed, to your real nature.
The incessant pursuit of objects of pleasure by man and the real
source of all that pleasure are clearly illustrated by the simple story
of a dog. The dog got a dry bone and began to munch it hard, for
blood. This munching bruised its gum, and a few drops of blood came
out. The dog immediately tasted this blood and thought it came from
the bone. So it began to munch the bone harder, and more blood came
out of its own mouth. This again the dog drank, until at last it was
exhausted and left the bone.
Exactly the same is the condition of man, who hunts after objects
of pleasure, encouraged by the glimpses of pleasure he occasionally
seems to enjoy immediately on contact with them. Like the dog, man

also takes the object to be the source of the pleasure enjoyed, and
pursues it with still greater avidity.
But the moment he comes to understand aright, that it was his own
real nature of Happiness that he was enjoying all along in the name
of pleasure, the pursuit of objects stops altogether; and he becomes
Self-centred and eternally happy.
The illustration of the beetle and butter also proves the same thing.
[See note 148.]
202. W HAT IS THE GOAL OF ALL DESIRES ?

‘D ESIRELESSNESS .’
Though desire is a prelude to worldly pleasure, yet you enjoy
pleasure only when that desire ceases – that is, when you reach the
stage of desirelessness.
Your desire for the object causes your body and mind to be
incessantly active in order to get the object, and the activity continues
until you achieve your object. But when once the desired object is
achieved, the activity – having no other object – naturally ceases.
The body and senses get relaxed, and the mind refuses to function.
At this stage, you are absolutely desireless. It is then that your real
nature of Happiness shines by itself. Soon after, when your mind
begins to function again, you connect the happiness experienced with
the preceding object.
Happiness dawned only when desire changed into desirelessness.
The goal of all desire is Happiness. Since Happiness is achieved only
by desirelessness, desirelessness is the goal of all desires.
203. B EWARE OF HAPPINESS IN SAMADHI .

A jnyana-sadhaka who has heard the Truth from his Guru, in the
course of his attempt to establish himself in the Truth, may some-
times be casually thrown into a nirvikalpa state, with its sense of
intense happiness. But he should be extremely careful not to get caught
or fascinated by the enjoyment part of the experience. Otherwise it
might enslave him, and thereby retard his progress.

204. H OW DOES V EDANTA INFLUENCE ONE ’ S LIFE AND
ACTIVITIES ?
The mind is responsible for all worldly activities. Therefore the

question comes to this: ‘How does Vedanta influence the mind?’
The mind cannot exist by itself, but only on some stronger support.
Formerly, the ego served to support and direct all the activities of the
mind. But when the ego is no more, the mind has only the absolute
‘I’-principle to depend upon, and on that background the mind can
never go astray.
The Vedantin always lives in strict conformity with the laws of
the state, society, community, etc. He finds nothing to be gained by
going against them. On the other hand, by obeying these laws he at
least sets an example to the ignorant people, to whom it would do
immense good; because these laws tend to bring about human justice,
and this in due course would lead one to divine justice, which is
Peace itself.
Looking from another angle of vision, you see that when you
stand as the witness in all your activities, you become disinterested
and free. This disinterestedness is clearly and naturally reflected and
expressed, in all your activities.
205. T HE GOAL OF ETHICS

Ethics has always unselfishness as its goal. But witnesshood takes
you even further, and makes you selfless or egoless. So when you
stand as the witness, you have actually transcended all ethics.
Ethics belongs to the realm of the mind alone, and the witness
stands beyond it. So one who has reached the witness does not stand
to gain anything by following the laws of ethics. He, however,
observes them mechanically, through habit, just to set an example to
the ignorant.

206. AT THE SAME LEVEL IN WHICH YOU GET ATTACHED , YOU
CAN NEVER GET DETACHED .
Detachment is to be gained not by being detached from a few of the

objects perceived, but rather from the whole world of objects which
manifests itself in that level, as an integral whole.
In other words, you are to become detached from that level itself.
This can never be achieved by confining yourself to that level alone.
Nor is it possible to become detached from all objects separately, one
by one.
Therefore, the only means to gain complete detachment is for the
subject to take his stand in a higher plane or level, and from there
view the world. Then you will see that the former world – with all its
questions arising in its own level – altogether disappears.
This is how attachment in the dream world is transcended, by the
subject changing over to the waking state.
207. T HE HEART IN DIFFERENT PLANES

The spiritual heart is of no gross material stuff and so cannot be
located in space. Still, to satisfy the lower adhikaris in the gross
plane, it is conventionally located in the right hand side of the chest.
But in the subtle plane, the heart is the integral ‘I’-thought, forming
the one centre of all thoughts. And beyond it, the heart is the right
Absolute.
208. V ISUALIZATION
Visualization is there when the effect that is produced in seeing is
produced by the depth of understanding.
30th July 1951

209. A STROLOGY – ITS FIELD AND EFFICACY
Asked about the relative efficacy of astrology, Gurunathan said:
It is a process of calculation and application of mathematics, in
establishing the relationship of cause and effect, reduced to the terms
of their source: ‘time’. In these calculations, many other things have

also to be taken into consideration. If all these are given due
consideration, the predictions will be mostly correct.
Still, facts relating to the body alone can be thus predicted
successfully – facts regarding the ‘sharira-yatra’ (the ‘journey of the
body’) as they technically call it. Even here, sometimes it goes wrong,
whenever Consciousness from beyond the realm of the mind brings
to bear its influence upon the activities of the body, either directly or
indirectly.
For example, when a Sage’s thoughts in any way intervene from
beyond the limitations of time, the predictions fail. Therefore, with
regard to the life of yogins or sadhakas progressing under a Sage,
good astrologers usually refuse to predict anything. Here, something
other than the body element, from beyond the body level, comes into
operation.
bali purusa-karo hi daivam apy ativartate
Yoga-vasishtha [unverified]
This means: If your free will becomes predominant in your activities,
you may gradually transcend your prarabdha-karmas [conditioning
influences from the past].
210. H OW DOES UNSELFISHNESS HELP YOU TO TRANSCEND

THE MIND ?
Every time you do an act in strict conformity with ethical laws, you
know on the surface that it takes you to the unselfish part. But if you
examine the same act carefully, you will find that every such act
takes you even further – to the real background, beyond the mind’s
plane.
This glimpse of your real nature expresses itself as pleasure, when
you come back to the mind’s level. But this you immediately attribute
to the mind’s activity just preceding it. Hence you miss the spiritual
values of the communion with your real nature.
In every act rightly called good or virtuous, there is a grain of
self-sacrifice, however small.

211. C AN MIND LEAD ME TO REALIZATION ?
We speak of ‘instinct’, ‘reason’, ‘intuition’, ‘over-mind’, ‘super-mind’,
etc. In all these, mind persists and you have not gone beyond it.
For realization, you have to reach the general background of all
these: which is pure Consciousness or Peace. From any stage except
the first, namely instinct, this background can be attained directly
and with the same result.
But evolution by itself, continued to any extent, will never take
you to this background – your real nature.
31st July 1951

212. S OME SAY THAT REALIZATION IS SELFISH . C AN IT BE SO ?
Some people, from their own relative plane, say that realization of
Truth is selfish. Here, ‘self’ evidently means the lower self or the ego.
This statement is made without understanding the true significance
of realization.
Realization means the annihilation of the ego or the lower self. If
any act is to be called selfish, the lower self should remain over, to
claim the fruits of the action. But here, it is the death of the lower
self that takes place. Nothing remains over to claim the fruit, nor are
there any fruits capable of being enjoyed.
To call this ‘selfish’ is a contradiction in terms. It should really be
called ‘Real-ish’ or ‘Truth-ish’, not ‘selfish’.
213. H OW CAN I PROVE THAT I EXPERIENCE PERFECT PEACE

IN DEEP SLEEP ?
Gurunathan: However, you will admit that you do not experience

anything of the opposite of peace by way of activity or unhappiness
in deep sleep. Well, that is the characteristic of Peace.
Now we will take another approach. Would you not get annoyed if
you are suddenly woken up from deep sleep?
Disciple: Not if anything pleasant is offered on waking up.
G: But, at the moment of being disturbed from sleep, would you not
be annoyed?

D: Yes.
G: Then, on being given something pleasant on waking, you are
really taken back to the essence of the deep sleep state again, though
you appear to be in the waking state.
Further, you love deep sleep so much that if it evades you for a
few days consecutively, you even take to drugs to induce deep sleep.
This also shows that you get Happiness in deep sleep.
After a hard day’s work, you feel quite exhausted (or unhappy). But
after a night’s deep sleep or deep rest, you feel much refreshed and
rejuvenated. All this you could certainly have gained from nowhere
else except the preceding deep sleep state. This also shows that deep
sleep is the source of happiness or refreshment.
214. W HAT IS THE MINIMUM EXPERIENCE NEEDED FOR S ELF -

REALIZATION ?
If you experience the Truth at least once in the waking state, as it is

experienced in the nirvikalpa state, that is enough to establish you in
the Absolute.
Your conviction should be such that even a thought is not needed
for you to stand in the Truth.
215. W HAT IS THE KIND OF EXPERIENCE THAT IS REALLY

HELPFUL FOR REALIZATION ?
It is not helpful at all taking you to a sphere of which you know

nothing.
But if, after you have been taken there, you feel that it was familiar
to you all along, that alone is really helpful. There, you must feel that
it was always your own sphere.
This is exactly what happens here. You are shown the thing best
known to you, the ‘I’-principle. Usually, it manifests itself in a medley
of impediments. So your familiarity with it is not in the least affected,
and your conviction always stands at the highest. It is exactly like
embracing a long lost child of your own.

3rd August 1951
216. L OGIC HAS ITS OWN LIMITATIONS . W HAT ARE THEY ?
Lower logic is divided into inductive and deductive. Both of them
concern themselves only with objects assumed to be existing, and deal
with evidence and facts distinct and separate one from the other.
But when the very existence of the world – gross as well as subtle
– is disputed and has to be proved, neither of these approaches helps
us. Because here, the ‘I’-principle or subjective Awareness is the only
thing admitted to be existing. Here, it is the higher logic alone that can
help us in the proper manner. Lower logic can never do it.
To the ordinary man, the only evidence available regarding the
existence of the world is the evidence offered by the five sense organs.
It is ‘evidence’ that is taken up here, and examined to show that it
does not prove the world at all. But it proves only sense perceptions,
or the senses themselves. In other words, the evidence proves nothing
but the evidence. Therefore, it is no evidence at all, as far as the fact
to be proved is concerned.
If you assert that the world exists, it is your burden to prove that it
does. The opponent has only to deny it, until the existence is proved
beyond doubt. Ultimately, even if you give up all argument and say
‘I know the world and so it must exist’, that also cannot hold good,
because you cannot know any object except through one of the sense
organs. When this is so, it proves again that it is that sense perception
or sense alone that is known, and not the object nor the world.
217. Y OU SAY RELATIVE KNOWLEDGE IS MEMORY ALONE ,

HOW IS IT ?
When do you really know? You say you know a thing only when you
are able to remember it. If not, you say you do not know.
Knowing has no connection with the object. It is pure knowledge
alone.
So memory plays a very important part in making you believe
what you are not.

218. M ENTAL KNOWLEDGE AND EXPERIENCE
Mental knowledge is of the surface. But the heart is deep. When
knowledge goes deep, it becomes one with the heart and is experience.
5th August 1951

219. A THING DOES NOT EXIST. H OW ?
Question: It is said the wall has no length or height or thickness.
Similarly, body has no weight, height, etc. How is this proved?
Answer: When you stand as wall, no thoughts regarding its height,
length and thickness occur to you. It occurs only to that one who
objectifies or sees the wall. Or in other words, these qualities come
into existence only when one thinks of them. The wall, standing as
wall, can never objectify itself or think about itself. If it tries to do
so, it ceases to be the wall for that period of time.
Similarly, when you stand as body, you have no conception of any
height or weight of that body. They do not exist then, so far as you
are concerned, and you do not feel that they exist either. Therefore
you are pure, unqualified Existence – both when you stand as anything,
and when you do not stand as anything.
The body has no right to speak of itself. It is only he who sees the
body that can and has a right to speak about it. So anything standing
by itself can have no quality distinct and separate from it.
Without seeing length, you cannot know it or speak about it; and
to see it you have to stand separate from it. When you separate yourself
from length, it ceases to exist. Therefore objects and their qualities
cannot exist together; since they are but separate objects from the
standpoint of yourself, the only subject. All qualities perceived are
but superimpositions upon the subject. You are the only subject or
perceiver, and all else are but objects.
No object can exist independently of the subject, and two objects
cannot exist simultaneously. Life consists in your perceiving objects
in quick succession, but you perceive them only one at a time. This
incessant change alone makes life possible. And the change itself is
made possible only by the illusion of memory, which makes the non-
existent appear as existent.

The body does not exist, either when you stand separate from the
body, or when you think about the body.
220. W HAT IS MEANT BY RELATIVE EXISTENCE ?

All questions relating to the Absolute can be explained only by
illustrations from the world, where both parts are objective. The
example of the pot and the earth is taken up here as an illustration, in
order to answer this question.
The pot has no existence independent of the earth of which it is
made; or in other words, the pot’s existence is derived from the earth,
which has a relatively more permanent existence. Similarly, objects
have no existence independent of the self or the ‘I’-principle. That is,
the existence of the world is only relative to the subject ‘I’.
Here, the ‘I’ is not gross like the earth in the illustration. Still, the
knowing ‘I’ is much better known than anything objective or gross.
The existence of this ‘I’, though not apparent to the senses, is accepted
by all persons alike.
Everything else has an existence only in relation to this ‘I’. Things
depend upon varying proofs to establish their existence. But the ‘I’
alone stands in need of no such proof at all. It’s just that knowing
which illuminates itself. That makes it self-evident (svayam-prakasha).
It’s unchanged being always shines: self-knowing and thus absolute.
221. W HAT IS REAL EXPERIENCE ?

Consciousness stands as pure experience, without an experiencer.
When I come to know a chair, I realize the existence of a something
called Consciousness, distinct and separate from the chair. The chair
thus gets to be found instrumental, in directing my attention to the
Consciousness.
That is the ‘I’-principle, pure Consciousness.
222. ‘W HEN I SAY ‘I AM THE BODY ’, IT MEANS ‘I AM NOT THE

BODY.’ H OW TO EXPLAIN THIS PARADOX ?
After hearing the Truth from my Guru, even if I constantly take the
thought that ‘I am the body’, it cannot harm me.

Because the thought ‘I am the body’ consists of two parts – ‘I’ and
‘the body’ – the one distinct and separate from the other, according to
the Truth already grasped. So, constant repetition of the thought would
only mean alternately taking the thoughts ‘I’ and ‘the body’, several
times. Every time you think of the body, you are objectifying it and
showing it as separate from the ‘I’; while the ‘I’-thought can never
be objectified.
So, every time you repeat this thought, ‘I am the body’, you are
actually only emphasizing the separateness of the body from the ‘I’.
This really means: ‘I am not the body.’
223. C AN INSTITUTIONS HELP THE SPREAD OF V EDANTA ?

A great philanthropist from America once came to Gurunathan and
had a talk with him. He told Gurunathan that he had come ready to
finance any institution Gurunathan would like to start, to propagate
Vedanta. He offered a fabulous amount to start work immediately.
To this Gurunathan replied at once: ‘I do not want to start any
institution; and if anybody were to ask my advice, I would only
discourage him. Such institutions very soon miss their goal, and get
involved only with the means. Thus they degenerate into mere
worldly institutions, with many of their attendant evils. Look at the
institutions supposed to have been started by Shri Shankara himself,
with great hopes and with his blessings. What was the position of
Shri Shankara himself, and where are those institutions now?
Institutions are generally stumbling blocks to the attainment of real
spirituality. They foster desire for leadership and unhealthy competition.
‘Vedanta or Truth can be communicated only through personal
contact with a Sage. This could be done only individually, and for this
no institution is needed at all. If anybody wants spiritual instruction,
I am here ready to give it. In that respect, you may take myself as an
institution, if you so wish.’

224. S IGNIFICANCE OF WAVING THE LIGHT AND BURNING
CAMPHOR DURING PUJA BEFORE THE IMAGE
Waving the light means: ‘Though I take Thee to be a form, Thou art
really light and so am I.’ It is this thought that is intended to be
inspired by the waving of the light during puja.
The camphor, with its sweet fragrance, quickly burns out; and
leaves no trace behind. This is intended to symbolize the burning of
the ego before the Absolute; without leaving any trace behind, even
as a samskara.
225. C AN PUJA HELP ONE TO THE U LTIMATE ?

No, not completely. But it can take you a long way towards the
Ultimate. Puja to the Absolute is done in four progressive stages.
1. Gross puja: This is the ordinary puja done by the organs of action
to the Absolute.
2. Oral puja (japa) is puja done by word of mouth to the Absolute.
3. Mental puja (meditation) is puja done by mind to the Absolute.
4. Self puja (Atma-puja or samadhi) is puja done to the Absolute by
one’s own self. Here puja is done by the self to the self. You are
still in mental realm and puja can take you only so far.
Beyond even this, you are in your real nature, which you can
visualize only with the help of a Karana-guru in person.
11th August 1951

226. W HAT IS THE FIELD OF SCIENCE ?
Science starts upon the basic error of giving independent existence to
the world of objects, leaving the subject and the thing nearest to it –
the mind – to themselves. Science examines only remoter things.
227. H OW ARE ACTIVITIES RELATED TO THE S AGE ?

The Sage has both worldly and spiritual activities. To him, both are
recreations, each in relation to the other (on an equal footing).

228. A CTIONS
According to the shastras, actions are of two kinds, sinful and virtuous.
You have to transcend both these before reaching liberation. The sins
have to be washed away by virtue, and finally virtue has to be
surrendered to the Absolute.
Then alone does one become eligible for liberation, according to
the shastras.
229. T HERE IS HAPPINESS EVEN IN MISERY, OR ANY OTHER

FEELING. H OW CAN THIS BE PROVED ?
We often pay our hard earned money to witness certain plays (like
Nalla-tangal), pathetic from start to finish. So one is actually courting
anguish. This clearly shows that there is something of real pleasure
even behind that anguish.
Similarly, there is a state called ‘viraha-madhuri’ (sweetness of
separation) which devotees usually long for. Radha-madhavam is a
typical instance of this. It is true that Radha was wailing at her
separation from Krishna and was expressing her longing to get back
to him. But really she did not want to get him back so soon, even if
he was prepared to come. She was really enjoying a greater degree of
happiness, in the longing itself, than she could expect from the fruition
of the longing.
It is a sort of love which never wants actual union, but only wants
to continue longing, without actual fruition. Fruition however ends
the enjoyment. But happiness felt in the longing is purer, intenser,
and of much longer duration than that felt in fruition. In such longing,
one is really enjoying oneself, but without knowing it. This is clear
from the fact that one does not like to be disturbed from or to forget
that longing.
This shows that Happiness is the background of apparent misery,
and similarly of all emotions and feelings.
You have necessarily to discard all objects before experiencing
Happiness. But in the case of misery, you have steadfastly to cling on
to the objects as long as the misery lasts. The objective world must
disappear for Happiness to come into being, and it must appear for

misery to do so. When misery is divested of all objects, it gets
transformed into Happiness itself.
Similarly, when seeing is divested of form, it gets reduced to pure
Knowledge or Consciousness.
230. W HY DO MOST BHAKTAS DISLIKE A DVAITA ?

A bhakta generally does not like to become one with his ishta-deva.
He is prompted only by the enjoyment aspect of his contact with the
ishta-deva, himself standing always separate. He fears that by
becoming one with the deity, the enjoyment would cease.
But he is mistaken. So far, he had been enjoying his ishta-deva
only as an object, or was only getting reflected enjoyment. But when
he becomes one with the ishta-deva, he ceases to be the enjoyer in
the ordinary sense of the term, and becomes Happiness itself.
14th August 1951

231. WATCHING AND EXAMINING THE MIND ( A YOGIC
EXERCISE ). H OW IS IT POSSIBLE ?
Shastras prescribe an exercise to watch and examine the mind. For

this purpose, the subject needs the help of an instrument, and the
only instrument available is the mind itself. It is not possible to
watch and examine the mind by the mind itself. The real subject also
cannot examine it, because then the mind ceases to be mind.
Therefore the exercise, as such, is spiritually futile.
232. H OW CAN AN OBJECT BE THE CAUSE OF AN EMOTION ?

An object cannot become manifest by itself. How then can it stir up
any emotion in you? If an object is known to be non-existent, even
the idea cannot reasonably occur afterwards. Therefore no object can
create an emotion in you. Understanding this in that manner
establishes you in your real nature.

233. H OW CAN WORLDLY EXPERIENCE LEAD ONE TO
ADVAITA ?
When you see a thing, your seeing and the form seen become one
and stand as knowledge. Then only is the experience complete, and
then you cannot even say that you saw.
You stand as seeing itself, or Knowledge. The object seen is also
seeing. Thus the seen and the seeing become one in you, the
Knowledge. Therefore, the experience of seeing a thing is pure advaita.
The seeing appears to be split up into the seeing and the seen. But
this is impossible, and therefore dvaita is never experienced.
You depend upon your knowledge alone, to establish that you see
a thing. When you know a thing, the thing is covered by Knowledge,
or it is Knowledge expressing itself in the form of the thing; or, to be
more accurate, Knowledge expresses itself. This is pure advaita, and
is the experience of all.
When Knowledge dawns, the object disappears completely. You
say you perceive a thing only when the perception is complete. Then
the object loses its objectivity and becomes one with you. This is
nothing but advaita.
‘When you say you perceived an object, the object is not there and
you are not elsewhere.’
234. W HEN AM I FREE ?

‘When the thought that you are “That” becomes the flesh of your
flesh, the blood of your blood, and when that thought courses through
your veins quite naturally and effortlessly, you may be said to be
free.’
16th August 1951

235. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF VISHVA - RUPA
DARSHANA ?
‘Vishva-rupa’, as seen by Arjuna, was not all-comprehensive as the

name signifies. The vishva-rupa was really composed of the sattvic,
rajasic and tamasic elements. The purpose of showing this to Arjuna
was to convince him of the supremacy of the sattvic over the two

other elements, and to help him to establish himself in the sattvic.
The running away of the rakshasas in fright showed the rout of the
rajasic element before the sattvic.
Vishva-rupa is the all-comprehensive world picture. It is the picture
of an eternal present; because the future is also seen there, as in the
present. The background of all that vishva-rupa is Lord Krishna
himself.
We see only an infinitesimal part of it as the visible world. In the
vishva-rupa, the subject and objects are both perceived. It needs divine
vision to see that as a whole.
236. S TATEMENTS IN THE SHASTRAS

These are of two kinds – absolute (nirapeksha) and relative (sapeksha).
The relative statements are to be interpreted only to the extent needed
in order to reveal their intention; and they are not to be taken as
absolute statements.
For example, the examination of gross objects from the relatively
higher plane of the sense organs reveals that they are but senses
themselves. This finding is true only in its own plane, and it has no
application in any other.
237. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF THE SHASTRAIC APPROACH TO

THE ABSOLUTE THROUGH THE G ODHEAD ?
For example, take Lord Narayana. The conception of Narayana,

according to the shastras, is developed in four stages.
1. Vishnu-narayana, the Lord of Vaikuntha, is the first in the order.
It corresponds to a man identifying himself with the gross body
in the gross world.
2. Pada-narayana is the one next above, with a subtle body in the
world of ideas. It corresponds to a man in the dream state or in
deep contemplation.
3. Vibhuti-narayana is the one higher still, in the deep maya upadhi,
giving infinite strength to both the Narayanas below for their work.
It corresponds to the man in the causal body in deep sleep or
avidya, ever refreshing and strengthening him for the other two

states of activity. All these three have their own separate names,
upadhis and functions.
4. Adi-narayana is the highest of all, devoid of all upadhis and
functions. It corresponds to the kutastha, in the turiya state of
man. It is called by a name only when we look at it from down
below. Reaching that state, it stands nameless, unmanifested, and
Absolute. Then alone does the jiva, who proceeds along this path,
reach the ultimate Truth.
Those who are satisfied by any of the first three Narayana realms get
stranded there, and perish along with those realms themselves;
because they are mere manifestations and as such perishable. But the
Adi-narayana, the last of the four, stands alone beyond all upadhis,
shining in his own glory.
It is in this light that any Godhead should be accepted as a means
to liberation; and the aspirant should proceed right through to the
unmanifested, where alone he reaches the Absolute and attains
liberation.
238. W HAT IS THE ORIGIN OF THE H INDU SCRIPTURES AND

HOW TO READ AND UNDERSTAND THEM ARIGHT ?
The Hindu scriptures are of four classes: Shrutis, Smritis, Puranas

and Itihasas.
Shrutis are the highest, consisting of the four Vedas and the
Upanishads. They are dominated by ten of the Upanishads, which are
called the Dashopanishads. The Upanishads expounded the ultimate
Truth, mostly in the form of bold assertions of direct experiences of
the authors themselves. The Vedas describe different kinds of rituals
for the attainment of varying degrees of worldly happiness. This is
also in the form of assertions, unsupported by any reason or argument.
When these were first expounded, people were so docile and
faithful that they took these assertions as gospel truths and lived
according to them. But as centuries passed, people became more
inquisitive and began to question these assertions in the Shrutis. This
perceptible change in the general outlook demanded a closer and
more reasonable interpretation of the Shrutis.

As demanded by the times, the new interpretations came forth in
the name of Smritis: rationally explaining the practices and their
aims, and establishing rigorous rules of conduct in the application of
the rituals enjoined in the Shrutis. The authors of these Smritis were
often great ruling kings and sages. These Smritis were in their turn
accepted and obeyed implicitly for several centuries by the people.
But when the general intelligence developed still further, the people
began to question the Smritis also.
Then came the Puranas with innumerable stories and anecdotes,
explaining how the fruits of actions were strictly awarded in conformity
with the Shrutis and Smritis, in the form of experiences in heaven,
hell or earth. This continued to appeal to the faith of the people and
keep them at their duty for several centuries more. But the Puranas
also in their turn began to be criticized.
Then the Itihasas were written, as further explanations of the very
same Truths discussed in the shastras just mentioned. These were
mostly in the form of attractive stories, telling of highly emotional
incidents and sublime morals, as in the Ramayana and Mahabharata.
In studying any of these works, it should never be forgotten that
the primary object of all of them is only to explain the statements of
absolute Truth expounded in the Shrutis. To attain this end, the lower
works employed many means of illustration: like stories and anecdotes.
These are not to be taken as true in themselves at all times, but to be
accepted only for the purpose of establishing the Truth expounded in
the Shrutis.
When that Truth is understood and assimilated, the means adopted
have necessarily to be discarded or forgotten. Nobody dares to carry
on his shoulders the canoe which helped him to cross the river. You
know how foolish and embarrassing that would be.
The doubts or difficulties or conflicts arising in any one of these
classes of writing are sought to be explained by resorting to the next
higher class of work.
But, after systematically studying these works, including the
Dashopanishads, an earnest disciple once quite legitimately asked
his master how two different processes of creation, described in two
of the important Upanishads – the Chandogya and the Taittiriya –
could be reconciled.

Answer: Strictly speaking there was no creation at all. But, at a
lower level, it may be answered in a different way. The key to
progress, in any form of spiritual enquiry, is to go from the particular
to the general. Every aspirant is confronted with a world of infinite
diversity. He has to reduce this diversity into some form of generality.
Then alone can he reduce the whole world further, into its ultimate
source.
The object of the order of creation described in the Upanishads
was only to help the aspirant to reduce or dissolve the world, in idea,
to its very source in the order of the particular system of creation he
was inclined to accept. The method was considered quite immaterial,
so long as it helped one to reach the source. The enunciation of the
order of creation was not intended to establish the reality of the
world or of creation at any stage; hence the enunciation of more than
one order of creation.
This method of dissolving the diversity of the world, by degrees
into the most general, was followed literally by the yogic sadhakas.
Some of the usual practical methods adopted by them were panca-
kosha-prakriya, panca-bhuta-prakriya, stula-sukshma-prakriya, etc.
When diversity is transcended in any manner, a spark of Truth
from the lips of the Guru is sufficient to take the aspirant to the right
Absolute. This shows that when any conflict arises at the highest level,
only the Guru remains there to solve it and lead you on.
239. I S THERE ANY SPIRITUAL VALUE IN A PRAYER TO A

PERSONAL G OD ?
Prayers are often made by devotees for the attainment of pleasure or

its objects. Here, God is taken only as a means for attaining the
object, which is considered much dearer than God himself. This
position is deplorable indeed. You do not get any spiritual benefit out
of such prayers or fulfilment of desires.
240. A PPARENT IRRECONCILABILITY OF P URANAS

Each Purana describes its own presiding deity to be supreme and all
the rest to be subservient to it. How is it possible to reconcile this
position?

‘Brahman’ or the ‘Absolute’ is considered to be the background of
all Godhead. Each God is conceived in the Puranas from two different
standpoints. One as the unmanifested (karana-brahman) and the other
as the manifested (karya-brahman), both being denoted by the same
name. Between these two, the unmanifested alone is real and acceptable,
while the manifested has only a relative existence.
In each Purana, its particular presiding Godhead, though called by
the same name as the manifested, is to be understood as the one
unmanifested Absolute. As such, all other manifested Godheads have
to pay obeisance to their background, the Absolute. This is what gets
described in all the Puranas.
Viewed in this perspective there is no difficulty in harmoniously
reconciling all the Puranas.
Unqualified brahman nirvishesha-brahman
Qualified brahman savishesha-brahman
Unmanifested brahman karana-brahman
Manifested brahman karya-brahman
Unconditioned brahman aparichinna-brahman
Conditioned brahman parichinna-brahman
241. H OW TO IMPART ENLIGHTENMENT ?

The ignorant man alone is to be enlightened through logic and
argument. The ripe aspirant is to be enlightened only through tattvas.
yuktya prabodhyate mudhah prajñas tattvena bodhyate
9th September 1951

242. H OW TO MEDITATE ?
If you want positively to meditate upon something, without losing
sight of your real centre, meditate upon the ultimate perceiver. Then
the perceived and the perception both disappear; and the perceiver
stands alone without being a perceiver, shining as the Absolute.
This can be done in two ways:

1. Meditating as the witness of thoughts.
2. Meditating as the witness of feelings.
16th September 1951

243. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE SAHAJA STATE ?
You are established in what is really meant or what really happens
when you say that you know or that you love. By knowing or loving,
an object is actually brought nearer and nearer to your own self, until
at last it has merged in you as Consciousness or Peace. Love and
Consciousness pure always annihilate the ego.
In statements such as ‘He who sees…’, ‘He who hears…’, ‘He
who thinks…’ etc., the unqualified ‘he’ is the absolute Reality itself.
He who is able to realize this, is in the sahaja state.
Even after realizing that what you have seen is a rope, it is quite
possible to see the snake in the rope with all its details. But you can
never be frightened by that snake, because you know full well that it
is your own creation. This is how a Jnyanin in the sahaja state sees
the world in the Self, but is in no way affected by it.
Shri Cattampi-svami (a Sage contemporary of Shri Atmananda)
often used to say: ‘All this is the manyness of the One’.
Shri Shankara: ‘Perception of an object is but oblation to the fire
of knowledge.’
Gurunathan: ‘One is the Truth. What you call two is not two but
‘one-one’, and three but ‘one-one-one’, and so on. The word ‘two’
makes you forget the one, which is the real background and substance
of all numbers. But when you say ‘one-one’ it serves the same purpose
as two, but does not make you forget the Reality. ‘Two’ does not
really exist at any time.
So also, look at all objects without forgetting their common
background, the ‘I’-principle or Consciousness. This is the sahaja
state.
244. W HAT IS THE ROYAL ROAD TO T RUTH ?

And what is the purpose of karma-yoga, karma-sannyasa, raja-yoga,
bhakti-yoga, etc.?

All these are usually supposed to be margas (means) to the
attainment of the Truth. But in fact, no marga or course of practice or
exercise by itself is capable of leading one to the Truth. Hearing the
Truth from the lips of the Guru alone is the means to realization or
jnyana. That is the royal road to Truth.
For one who has attained jnyana this way only recently, any of the
margas described in the shastras, if practised in the light of jnyana
already attained, will be helpful in establishing oneself firmly in the
sahaja state.
Without this preliminary attainment of jnyana, no amount of effort
by itself in any of the margas could be of any avail to establish one in
the Truth. Shri Kumali-svami is himself a living example of this.
(Shri Kumali-svami was a great yogin disciple of Shri Atmananda.
See pages 701-703).
So these margas acquire meaning and are of practical usefulness
only after one has gained jnyana from one’s Guru. But all of them
prepare the ground beautifully well even before hand.
Karma-sannyasa is concerned only with renouncing the actions of
the body, the senses and mind – purely in the dualistic plane and that
only as far as it is possible to do so. Raja-yoga strives to discover the
potentialities of the mind to the maximum – all from the dual plane
alone. Both these methods take no thought of the Absolute. Similarly,
the bhakta also moves only in the dualistic plane, and does not dare
to think of the Absolute.
Of all these margas, karma-yoga alone has an advaitic goal called
‘naishkarmya-siddhi’ – i.e. to be engaged in all the activities of body,
senses and mind, and at the same time to be convinced beyond all
doubt that you are neither the doer nor the enjoyer at any time, but
only the ultimate witness or Truth itself.
This really constitutes the life and activities of a Sage. This way of
living is natural and agreeable. It can well be said to be the highest,
and it is devoid of any effort or artificiality.
The karma-yogin is directed not even to entertain the thought that
he should achieve ‘naishkarmya-siddhi’. Because even that thought
makes him a doer and brings in so much of attachment.
To become established in the witness, the independent existence
of objects has to be denied in full. This stand alone is complete.

Looking from this stand, all attempts at doing good to humanity in
this ephemeral world become quite meaningless.
16th September 1951

245. H OW TO SHOW THAT THE ‘I’- PRINCIPLE IN ME AND IN
ALL IS ONE AND THE SAME ?
You say the ‘I’-principle in ‘me’. What is this ‘me’? Is it the body,
senses, or mind? No. Because these are not there in deep sleep, and still
the ‘I’-principle is there all alone.
So the ‘me’ means the ‘I’-principle itself; and it comes to this. The
‘I’-principle is indivisible and is only one. Duality is only in
manifestation – namely body, senses or mind. Beyond this, there
cannot be any duality, since there is nothing there to be distinguished
from another.
Therefore, the ‘I’-principle is unique, and objects alone are different.
23rd September 1951

246. E XPERIENCE – WHAT IS ITS SIGNIFICANCE AND GOAL ?
The fact that you experience needs no proof. But the mistake is made
only in specifying the objects of experience. What is it that you
experience?
The progress from the illusion of the world to pure objectless
experience is usually made in three distinct stages.
1. The first and the lowest is that you experience the world or objects.
But this is easily disproved since no object can be experienced as
such.
2. The next stage is that you experience the knowledge of the object.
This also becomes impossible, since there cannot be any knowledge
of an object whose existence cannot be proved by experience.
3. The last and the real stage is that you experience only pure,
objectless knowledge, or the Atma itself, or experience itself.
So in every experience, objective or otherwise, it is only this pure
knowledge or the ‘I’-principle that is really experienced. This is my

real nature. It expresses itself in all the activities of the mind, senses
and body.
But the word ‘experience’ is indiscriminately and wrongly used in
connection with all the activities of the non-atma, which get to be
called ‘experiences’ of the mind, senses and body. This makes one
forget the real nature of experience or Self. And out of this forgetfulness
of the Reality springs up the world of objects.
If you forget the real nature of experience and view the realm of
the mind and body as such, everything there will appear independent
and real. But if you look at everything without forgetting the real
nature of your experience, everything will appear to be nothing other
than Experience itself.
There is a saying that: ‘The damsel of maya never dares to appear
before anyone who knows her.’ Likewise, objects will never appear
as objects, to one who knows them to be real experience or Atma
alone.
247. H OW TO DESTROY THE ILLUSION OF OBJECTS ?

Two different approaches:
1. Destroying the immediate object alone, allowing the samskaras
to linger on. This is a partial solution prescribed only to the lower
adhikaris.
2. But the uttamadhikaris are instructed to examine the objects
now and here, and it is shown that they are nothing but the
‘I’-principle. This leaves behind no samskara whatsoever.
248. H OW TO THINK ABOUT THE A BSOLUTE ?

Answer: Strictly speaking, it is impossible to do so. Spiritual sadhakas
are often asked to think of the Absolute. The Absolute is clearly beyond
all thought, and therefore it is impossible to think of it directly. There
is no need for that sort of thought either, because you are always that.
In order to think of the Absolute in any manner, you have to objectify
it.

You need only to eliminate yourself from all that is non-atma.
When that is done, your real nature as Atma, which is self-luminous,
shines all alone in its own glory.
Therefore, what the sadhaka is actually asked to do is only this. In
the guise of thinking of the Atma, think of all that is non-atma, all
that constitutes mind, senses and body, and eliminate them from
yourself. When left alone, you stand as Atma.
Inert instruments can never think of the self-luminous ‘I’-principle.
So you should never attempt to speak or think of this ‘I’. But if ever
you happen to think of this ‘I’, then just eliminate the thinking part
alone, which is inert, and you remain as you are.
Shri Vidyaranya’s exposition of this Truth takes you only to the
tether end of witnesshood, and leaves you still as a witness. But you
should go even a step beyond the witness, to the ultimate Reality
itself – proving that there is nothing else to be witnessed and that you
are all alone: the Absolute.
26th September 1951

249. R EASON – LOWER AND HIGHER
Lower reason: Silently makes reference only to your own [personal]
experiences.
Higher reason: Makes a silent reference only to the very being in
you, and the endorsement comes spontaneously from within.
250. H OW DO I KNOW THAT I HAVE STRAYED AWAY FROM MY

REAL NATURE ?
Answer: You have not strayed away.

Question: Then who wants to know the Truth?
Answer: The mind or the ego.
All illustrations used in the course of spiritual talks have to be
immediately applied to the subjective sphere and their significance
realized.
The ‘I’-thought is not the real ‘I’.
Eliminate the thought aspect completely from the ‘I’-thought, and
what remains alone is the real ‘I’-principle.

29th September 1951
251. W HAT DOES A G URU DO FOR A DISCIPLE ?
It is something which a disciple need never bother herself about, and
which the intellect can never grasp.
You need only know that a Guru takes you from the phenomenal
to the Absolute. You will be able to get a glimpse of it only when you
rise higher and higher. From the level of the mind, you can never
conceive how it takes place. Much less understand it.
Your question is purely from the mind’s level. So give it up. Do
not try to solve it, for the time being. Ultimately, you will come to
the position that the question was not necessary at all.
How can a virgin understand the pangs of delivery until she becomes
a mother herself ? No amount of inference will be able to take you to
the Reality.
252. S ENSES COMPARED TO COLOURED SPECTACLES

Your senses are a sort of coloured spectacles, before your Consciousness.
They colour the vision completely and create a world.
So the only thing needed is for you to remove the coloured
spectacles of your senses and mind; and then you will see the
Reality, in its nakedness and full glory.
253. R EASON AND HEART – THEIR RELATIONSHIP

They are not watertight compartments at all. Both of them radiate
from the common centre, the ‘I’-principle, and you can reach that
‘I’-principle through either.
If you reach it through the heart, you will find the reason also
present there; and vice versa.
Reason includes the heart element also. The shastras bear testimony
to this. Reason or vidya is represented in the shastras as the spouse of
the Absolute. This feminine aspect, attributed to the personification
of reason, amply proves the prominence of the heart element present
in it.

254. W HY THE TRADITIONAL INJUNCTION OF SECRECY IN
TALKING ABOUT THE T RUTH ?
Spiritual sadhakas are strictly enjoined by the shastras not to speak

the naked Truth to purely worldly-minded persons. Truth suffers thereby.
Such listeners interpret it only in the customary, objective relativity in
which alone they live. They find it impossible to reconcile the Truth
this way. So they begin to ridicule Truth itself. This naturally drives them
to perdition. You must try to avoid such a catastrophe at all cost.
255. W HY DO I FEEL THAT I DO NOT KNOW MY REAL NATURE ?

Answer: The ‘I’-principle does not ever feel and does not make a
complaint either. It is always the mind that feels. The mind is
incapable of knowing my real nature. Even when the mind turns its
attention to my real nature, the mind loses its own form and gets
merged in Consciousness – my real nature.
Before you can say you feel, you must necessarily perceive that
feeling. That perceiver then must certainly be beyond that feeling
function. You are that, the ‘I’-principle.
Love becomes divine when personality is no longer emphasized
(Upanishad).
256. (A visitor asked) H OW TO GIVE UP WRONG

IDENTIFICATION DURING EATING ?
Answer: Though you think you are eating, when the body is eating,
still you also know or perceive the eating.
Identification is usually made only after the function. During the
function, you stand as the function.
So, after the eating, stand as the knower of the eating; and then
you are saved.
257. H OW DOES REMEMBRANCE PROVE ME ?

Remembrance of any past incident consists in recollecting all that is
connected with it, including also your own body and personality as
part of the incident.

You cannot remember anything but your actual perceptions. So
you must have definitely perceived your personality also, during the
incident. This perceiver could be nothing other than your impersonal
Self. So every act of remembrance proves you alone.
It was the mind that was in activity, and again it is the mind that
remembers later. The mind silently gets the information from the
witness, which alone was present during the incident.
Going deeper, you will find that memory itself is a misnomer.
Because the mind can never bear witness to the mind itself.
Here follows an incident (not a story) of a lunatic cured by the
witness thought.
258. A LUNATIC CURED BY THE WITNESS - THOUGHT

Once, in August 1950, when Shri Atmananda stayed in Bombay for a
couple of days on his way back from Europe, he gave audience to a
good number of spiritual enthusiasts who flocked for short interviews
with him. Among them was an educated young Parsi gentleman who
was a lunatic for the past twenty years. But he had occasional sober
moments, for an hour or two every day. Fortunately, it was during
one of those sober moments that he came for the interview. As soon
as he was led in and seated, Shri Atmananda asked him: ‘Well, what
is it that you want?’
Visitor: Well, Sir, I am not come for any spiritual instruction. They
say I am a lunatic, and I too believe it, more or less.
Shri Atmananda: Sorry, I am not a doctor myself. You must go to
some doctor and take advice.
Visitor: No Sir, I have tried all that in vain. I heard that you are a
great divine, and I am sure you can help me out of this malady.
Shri A: No, you are mistaken. I am not a saint and I have no powers
to help you in this. Please go and seek remedy elsewhere.
Visitor: No Sir, I am desperate. I shall not return without getting
something from you.
Shri Atmananda was in a fix. The gentleman’s face did not show any
signs of disorder and he felt compassion for the man. So Shri
Atmananda asked him, rather abruptly: ‘Well! What is your ailment?’

Visitor: They say I am a lunatic.
Shri A: Is it true?
Visitor: Yes, it is true, more or less.
Shri A: How can you say so?
Visitor: Because I know it. I cannot think about anything consistently
for some time.
Shri A: How do you know that?
Visitor: Well, I know that. I can see my mind running from object to
object, in quick succession.
Shri A: But are you that changing mind, or are you that knowing
principle which never changes?
Visitor: Of course, I am that knowing principle.
Shri Atmananda retorted with quite some force: ‘Be that knowing
principle always, and don’t worry about your mind.’
The gentleman opened his mouth wide and sat aghast for a minute,
and said with luminous satisfaction: ‘Yes! Yes! I have got it. I want
nothing more from you now. Allow me, Sir, to go, and I shall write to
you from home.’
Shri Atmananda: ‘Yes. You may go and be at peace.’
He went home straight and wrote to Shri Atmananda regularly, after
three days, one month, three months, six months, one year, and three
years (the last being in August 1953) – all equally assuring that he
was leading a steady, happy, contented and prosperous domestic life
with his dear wife and children, of course with hearty endorsements
from each of them regarding his normality.
This was indeed a miracle of the ultimate witness. Shri Atmananda
had only just helped him to direct his own attention to that talisman
in himself and he was saved.
29th September 1951

259. H OW TO PROVE THAT THERE IS NO IGNORANCE IN DEEP
SLEEP ?
After waking from deep sleep, we make two spontaneous assertions:

1. ‘I was at peace’; and
2. ‘I did not know anything.’
These two statements refer to the very same experience, one of them
positively and the other negatively; and therefore they cannot be
different. The second is, in fact, only a paraphrase of the first. The
second statement means only that ‘I did not know anything other
than the positive experience of deep peace in deep sleep.’ So, there
was no causal body present there at all. [There was no body of
unconscious potentiality, implying an unmanifest world.] This proves
not the existence of ajnyana [unconsciousness], but its non-existence,
in deep sleep.
Another approach: That which precedes is said to be the cause, and
that which succeeds the effect. Here, the time element is essential to
make this distinction possible, and to establish causality. But standards
of time differ fundamentally in the waking state and in the dream
state; and in deep sleep, time does not exist at all. Where there is no
conception of time, neither causality nor a causal body can exist. For
this reason also, there is no ignorance in deep sleep but only deep
peace, undisturbed by any other experience.
Understanding deep sleep correctly in this way, you must find the
‘I’-principle there, in its real nature. This ‘I’-principle shines incessantly,
through all states. So when you say you wake up from deep sleep, it
is wrong; for your deep sleep, as your real nature, continues without
a break. That is to say, you never come out of the ‘I’-principle.
All the worlds created by you in the waking and dream states are
withdrawn into you in deep sleep. The world as such does not exist
in deep sleep, but only as the pure ‘I’-principle.
260. H OW CAN I BE ONE WITH C ONSCIOUSNESS ?

1. They cannot be separated, even for a moment, even in idea.
2. Both stand as the ultimate perceiver or subject; and can never be
objectified, not even in idea.
The doer or enjoyer is consciousness, appearing limited by ‘buddhi’
or ‘generic mind’.
In the presence of Consciousness, the mind, senses and body –
which are really dead matter – function as though they are not dead

matter, just like iron filings getting enlivened in the proximity of a
magnet.
When the mind is proved to be Consciousness itself, samskaras
die out, and the mind no longer continues as mind.
261. W HAT IS MY RELATION WITH ACTION AND INACTION ?

Action depends upon inaction, and inaction upon action, for their
very existence. This is impossible; and so both are non-existent, as
such. Therefore, I stand transcending both.
Any particular feeling, pursued to its very source, suddenly
disappears; and you will be thrown unawares into your real nature of
Peace.
262. W HAT IS V EDANTA ?

Vedanta is not a system at all. ‘Vedanta’ means the ‘end of knowledge’.
It is Truth alone, pointing to Truth.
It has no quarrel with any religion. It only says to all religionists:
‘Dear friend, so far as you have gone, it is all right. But please come
higher still.’ Vedanta does not belong to any particular religion, but
transcends all; and is in fact the fulfilment of all religions. It is
Vedanta alone, remaining as the background, which gives life to all
religions.
Even after realizing Vedanta, one could very well continue his
worldly life as before, being to all appearance a member of the old
religion to which he formerly belonged. But to himself, he has
transcended all its boundaries and he can no longer be claimed by it.
So experience of Vedanta really makes one a better Hindu, or a
better Christian, or a better Muslim, as the case may be.
Thus the Sage is the fulfilment of all religions.
30th September 1951

263. W HAT IS MEMORY ? (At the mind’s level)
At the level of the mind, we have to take it that the witness silently
records events and then subsequently transmits the information to the
mind. The mind in its turn identifies itself with the witness for the

time being: thus posing as if it were present, during the past act to
which it has referred.
But when the mind is engaged in a thought, it is never possible for
it to witness this very thought simultaneously.
264. W HAT IS THE COMPOSITION OF THE EGO ?

It is the ego, which is a crude mixture of body and Consciousness,
that takes both the thoughts:
1. I am the body (objectively), and
2. I am Consciousness (subjectively).
In the first thought, the Consciousness part of the ego is ignored, and
the body part alone emphasized. In the second thought, the body part
is ignored, and the Consciousness part alone is emphasized.
1st October 1951

265. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF LOVE IN ITS APPLICATION ?
If you love another for his or her gross and external qualities alone,
that love is of the lowest type.
But if you love the other knowing that it is the life principle alone
in the other that you love, then that love becomes sublime.
And lastly, if you love the other knowing that what you love
transcends the attributes of body, senses and mind – there any sense
of otherness must vanish at once. That love is the most sublime, and
is the Absolute itself.
The ordinary man believes the object he desires to be real, and to
be the source of the pleasure he enjoys. But the Sage sees objects as
mere pointers to the Self.
266. H OW IS T RUTH EXPERIENCED ?

According to the traditional path, it is believed that the Truth dawns
upon the sadhaka as a mark of divine grace, after a prolonged
practice of manana and nididhyasana, after first hearing the Truth
from the Guru.

But under a Guru who has established himself in the natural state
and adopts the direct path to the Truth, it is quite different. He is
Truth itself and knows the Truth. He stands in need of no grace from
elsewhere to lead his disciple to the Truth. He knows well how to tell
the disciple what the Truth is and can safely take him direct to it,
here and now.
But the disciple has of course to make some effort after that – to
establish himself in the Truth thus realized, and reach the natural
state.
2nd October 1951

arthad arthantaram yati citte madhye tu yasthitih
nirastamanana casau svarupa-sthiti rucyate
Means: Between two thoughts I am in my real nature. To be deeply
convinced of it is alone needed to establish you in the Absolute.
In thoughts, you allow yourself to be limited by yourself.
… pranann eva prano nama bhavati, vadan vak, pazyamz
caksuh, zrnvan zrotram, manvano manah; tany asyaitani
karma-namany eva …
[Seen as living in itself, it gets to be called ‘life’;
as speaking, ‘speech’; as seeing, ‘sight’;
as hearing, ‘sound’; as thinking, ‘mind’.
These are only names of functions, attributed to it.]
Brihadaranyaka Upanishad, 1.4.7
This means: Mind and senses are but the names of functions. Sat, cit
and ananda – when manifested – become life, thought and feeling.
267. H OW IS THOUGHT NON - EXISTENT ?

Thought is non-existent whether looked at from the lower or the
higher plane.
When known from the ‘I’-principle, thought gets transformed into
Consciousness and ceases to exist as thought.

Looked at from the lower plane, the gross objects being proved to
be non-existent as such, thought – which is supposed to be their
subtle form – becomes a misnomer. And thus also thoughts are non-
existent.
268. U PON WHAT DOES THE WORLD DEPEND ?

The world depends upon the subject alone. The world appears
exactly in terms of the stand taken up by the subject.
When you are subjectively transformed, after hearing the Truth
from the Guru, the apparent world also undergoes a corresponding
transformation; until, at the last stage, the subject and the object both
stand as one in pure Consciousness, the ‘I’-principle.
3rd October 1951

269. T HE NATURE OF THE UNDERSTANDING OF THE S AGE AND
OF THE ORDINARY MAN
If you say that you do a thing, the Truth is that you do not do it. It
really means that you stand beyond both doing and not doing.
We first go beyond the three states to discover the ‘I’-principle.
And then – by looking from that stand – we see that the ‘I’-principle
expresses itself in all the three states and even beyond them. Thus the
jivan-mukta expresses himself in all the activities of the body, senses
and mind.
But to the ordinary man, a jivan-mukta appears only as another
ordinary man, in the same way that the Absolute appears to the
layman as objects perceived by the senses.
270. I S THERE TIME IN DEEP SLEEP ?

In deep sleep there is no conception of time.
But on waking, you take your concept of time from the waking
state and try to apply it to the deep sleep state, and hope thereby to
bind deep sleep. This is impossible.
So deep sleep is in fact not bound by time at all.

271. W HY DOES A S AGE NOT SERVE HUMANITY ?
Answer: Why don’t you serve the humanity you found existing in
your dream? The Sage gives the waking world and its humanity only
the same degree of reality as the dream world itself.
The question arises out of utter ignorance of what liberation is.
Service, as you say, is motivated always by love (of course conditioned)
for your brother. The Sage sees his brother not as an object to be loved
as you do, but as one with himself in essence; because the Sage
stands always as the absolute Reality which is also the background of
the whole world. Therefore, the Sage loves his brother as himself.
What greater service and sacrifice can you conceive of, than this
one of becoming one with the entire world?
The Sage is already established at the centre which you aspire to
reach by all your laborious service and sacrifice, but which you
invariably fall short of, somewhere on the way.
4th October 1951

272. B HAGAVAD - GITA , 4.18
karmany akarma yah pazyed akarmani ca karma yah .
sa buddhiman manusyesu sa yuktah krtsna-karma krt ..
[One who sees actionlessness in action,
and action only in actionlessness,
is wise among men. Throughout all actions,
he remains impartial and complete.]
In the verse, ‘karma’ should be understood as ‘action’; and ‘akarma’
as ‘actionlessness’, not as the negative ‘inaction’. He who sees, in
action as well as in actionlessness, a certain changeless principle –
the ‘I’-principle standing behind both but not connected with either –
is verily the wisest and the greatest of yogins.
Now taking each part separately:
1. He who sees actionlessness in action – or the changeless background,
the ‘I’-principle, behind every action – gets established in the
ultimate Reality.
2. But when the body, senses and mind are apparently actionless, if
you blindly superimpose that actionlessness on the ‘I’-principle,

that amounts to action and that binds you. So you have to guard
against that kind of superimposition. If you begin to claim action
or actionlessness for yourself, you bind yourself.
A new approach: Action proceeds from inaction, and inaction proceeds
from action. So both are non-existent as such.
‘All the world is relative. I am the only Absolute.’
273. W HAT IS THE ORIGIN OF MEMORY ?

Suppose on seeing a chair, the thought arises in me that this is ‘the-
chair-that-I-sat-on-yesterday’. This, as you see, is an integral thought.
It cannot be split up into parts.
But the illusion of splitting it up into parts alone brings in memory
to victimize you and make a fool of you. ‘That-I-sat-on…’ is only a
qualification of the chair, which can never be separated from the
chair in that integral thought. That qualification does not denote in
fact any previous function.
274. H OW DOES THE WORLD COME INTO EXISTENCE ?

In the creation of the world, it is ideas that get solidified into the
gross world. Immediately, it assumes independent reality and begins
to react upon the mind itself.
275. PAST IS PAST ONLY IN THE PRESENT.

Because the thought, ‘as though of the past’, occurs only in the
present.
276. L ONG PRACTICE MAKES EVEN WRONG APPEAR RIGHT. (A

story)
There was a palace cook who kept diluting the king’s milk, keeping a
portion of the milk for himself. Getting accustomed to this, the milk
was taken to be pure. But then, a new cook came and gave the king
pure milk instead, which upset the king’s stomach. At first, it was
the new cook who was suspected to be at fault. But, in the end, the
cheating was exposed and the pure milk was rightfully restored.

This is exactly the nature of our view of the Reality. We are so
accustomed to its perverted form that we take the form alone as real
and take no note of the substance. At last, when the Truth is revealed
by the Guru, we look back and recognize our long-standing mistake.
277. W HAT IS SECOND CHILDHOOD ?

You are at first born into this world as a child in ignorance. Then
subsequently, on reaching some maturity, you hear the Truth from
your Guru and are liberated. Then you become a child in knowledge,
never to change.
So only a Sage can really be said to have a second childhood.
5th October 1951

278. Y OU RENOUNCE ONLY FOR SUBSEQUENT ABSORPTION IN
FULL .W HY ?
True renunciation is renunciation of ‘objects’ from your ‘Consciousness
of objects’, leaving you as ‘Consciousness pure’. Looking from there,
you see ‘form’ to be nothing other than yourself; and so you absorb
all objects into yourself and rest in Peace, as you do in deep sleep.
So also, physical renunciation is intended only to take you to the
Reality, in the first place. Looking back from there, you see the objects
renounced as nothing other than the same Reality. And so you readily
absorb them all back into your self. Then alone do you attain real
Peace.
This shows that the renunciation begun in the manner of the
ordinary sannyasin has to be undone in the end. Then why begin this
anomaly at all, if it could be avoided without prejudice to your
realizing the Truth?
279. W HO CAN REALIZE THE T RUTH ?

Only he who has heard the Truth from a Karana-guru, with earnestness
and sincerity. All the shastras say: ‘Thus far alone can we say. The
Guru alone can give the rest.’

Acaryavan puruso veda
It means: He who has a Guru alone knows.
280. W HAT IS RHYTHM ?

Constant and continuous repetition of a word or a set of words
amounting to a mantra creates a harmony both inside and outside the
individual. The external harmony thus created expresses itself as
happiness, sometimes in the form of ‘rhythm’ used in poetry. This, to
be effective, should be spontaneous and untrained, and it is found
only in inspired poetry. It is the reflection of that perfect harmony
experienced inside by the poet himself. This alone attracts the
readers generally.
This is the mystery of the Sage’s writings as well. Because they
spring from the harmony of Truth, which is his natural element always.
In the Sage’s writings, very little is said and much is left unsaid. But
what is left unsaid by the Sage is often more alive and forceful in
creating the ultimate effect. What is left unsaid instructs the reader
more effectively than what is actually expressed in words.
7th October 1951

281. W HAT IS PAURUSHA ? (The quality of being a purusha,
the inmost core of oneself)
All conscious and deliberate activities of mind and body are subject
to paurusha. Paurusha has a tinge of independence about it. It is
opposed to destiny. A man who has not the capacity of thinking deeply
about his future meekly submits to destiny. Destiny governs only
the bodily and mental activities of man. All the rest is governed by
paurusha alone. Paurusha is the ‘being’ beyond the mind, inclined to
activity.
282. W HAT MAKES ONE A TRUE ASPIRANT ?

It is one’s earnest desire to get to the Truth that prompts one to
search for it. This desire is nothing but the direct function of the heart.

All your conscious efforts, even though actuated by reason, follow
only the course chalked out by this heart.
Therefore, every seeker of the Truth expresses his heart sufficiently
well. At last, when the seeker following the path of reason reaches
the citadel of Truth, he finds the heart also there in full and as one
with reason and himself.
So Truth is visualized by the harmonious blending of the head and
the heart, in Peace.
13th October 1951

283. W HAT IS REAL BONDAGE ?
When the mind is thinking or feeling, you always stand as the witness.
But when you talk about these very thoughts or feelings sometime
later, you apparently change your stand and pose as a doer. You do
not make any distinction between these two functions, and you
attribute both these activities to the ‘I’-principle. This is real bondage.
284. W HY DOES C ONSCIOUSNESS THINK IT IS SOMETHING

OTHER THAN ITSELF ?
This is a question very often asked. Now, examining the question

itself, we find that it is asked from the position that such an external
identity exists. And this question has also conceded the existence of
body, senses and mind, besides that of Consciousness transcending
all these.
Consciousness and everything other than Consciousness exist in
two different planes. When we look from the plane of Consciousness,
we find there is nothing other than Consciousness, and there this
question cannot arise.
When looked at from the mind’s plane and conceding the existence
of both world and Consciousness, it has been proved that Consciousness
can be there only as witness. The witness witnesses only perceptions,
and not objects. It has also been proved that perception is nothing
other than Consciousness itself. For this reason also, the world is an
illusion and the question cannot arise.
The question cannot arise in Consciousness, since the world is not
there. Nor can it arise in the mind’s plane, since you cannot drag down

Consciousness to the mind’s level and make it part of the apparent
world.
15th October 1951

285. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS ?
Thought rises in Consciousness, rests in Consciousness and sets in
Consciousness. Therefore, it is nothing other than Consciousness. It
consists of the content and the boundary.
Now, examining thought with the mind itself, the mind perceives
only the boundary, and calls it thought. Examining it closer, the mind
crosses the boundary and enters the content of thought. But, to its
amazement, the mind finds itself lost and merged in the content of
thought, which is nothing but pure Consciousness.
Thus, the thought endeavouring to examine the content of thought
is no thought at all, in the strict sense of the term. Because its object
is Consciousness itself, which can never be objectified; and in the
attempt the mind dies and gets transformed into Consciousness itself.
Similarly examining feelings, the mind gets merged in Peace itself.
Thus thoughts and feelings are nothing other than my own real nature
– Consciousness and Peace.
286. H OW TO RISE FROM THE GROSS TO THE A BSOLUTE

THROUGH ANY SENSE ORGAN ? (e.g. the hearing organ)
An ‘idea’ is conveyed to us by one or more words in any language.

The same ‘idea’ is also capable of being conveyed to another in
another language. Thus, the idea is the same, though its upadhis or
languages are different.
Therefore, this ‘idea by itself’ has no language of its own, and the
language does not go into the make of the idea. It only expresses itself
in the gross or the subtle, through any language. Unexpressed as it is,
it is languageless.
All ideas are similarly reducible to the languageless idea. As
languageless ideas, there is nothing to distinguish between each other,
except the samskara that you started the enquiry each time from a
particular idea. Therefore, languageless ideas cannot be many but only
one.

Transcending the samskara regarding the origin of this enquiry,
the languageless idea stands as the ultimate Reality. The following
are the definite stages [from left to right], in the progress from the
gross to the Absolute.
Vaikhari Madhyama Pashyanti Para
Gross Subtle Witness Absolute
Gross idea Subtle idea Languageless idea Absolute
Gross mantra Subtle mantra Essence of mantra Absolute
Gross form Subtle form Form generic Absolute
… … … …
The third and the last stages are one and the same, but for the
samskara that the third has some distant relationship with the
preceding two stages.
21st October 1951

287. W HAT IS INSTINCT ?
Long practice of any voluntary action naturally becomes mechanical;
and degenerates into instinct, which is involuntary.
22nd October 1951

288. H OW TO KNOW CORRECTLY ?
Only if your knowledge of your own Self is correct, can you hope to
know anything else correctly.
It is our experience that our physical activities do not stand in the
way of our thoughts and feelings. Similarly, it is possible for me as
witness to be always knowing – even when the body, senses and mind
are functioning. Merely note this fact and become deeply convinced
of it. Don’t attempt to objectify the witness by thought.
Sat is that which is incapable of being even thought of as
non-existent. I alone am the one such.
[asad brahme ’ti ced veda svayam eva bhaved asat .
ato ’sya bhud vedyatvam sva-sattvam tv abhyupeyatam ..
If it were found that all there is
does not exist, then one’s own self

could not exist to find this out.
The self cannot become what’s found.
Just what one is in truth oneself
must be acknowledged at the start.]
Shri Vidyaranya, Pancadashi, 3.25
289. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU LOVE AN OBJECT ?

When you love an object, the object is outside and the love is inside
you. They can never meet, as they are.
The contact is established inside, where the gross object is
represented by its subtle form or thought. So the real contact is only
between your own thought and your own feeling. Hence it comes to
mean that you love only yourself, always.
290. H OW CAN I BE DISPASSIONATE ?

You are dispassionate, even now.
1. When you are caught desiring any one particular object, you have
practically renounced everything else, except that one object.
Now, examining that particular desire more closely, we find
that in the moment of the desire, you renounce even that particular
gross object, in favour of its thought-form. Because the gross object
has no access into the mind’s realm, where alone the desire exists.
Therefore, you desire only your own thought-form, which is nothing
other than your own Self.
So you desire only yourself, and are always in perfect dispassion.
Know this, and you shall be free.
2. It is a fact that you gladly renounce everything you profess to
own or desire, with a whole world of objects including even your
much loved body. And that, without even a moment’s notice, you
go into another state. In that state, you readily accept a new body
in a new world, to be later renounced likewise.
This shows beyond doubt that you are not attached in the least
to the objects in both the states. Therefore, you are always in
complete dispassion. Know this, and you shall be happy.

20th November 1951
291. W HAT IS IT THAT MANIFESTS ?
Every perception, quality or attribute wants a permanent background
for its existence. This background is the Reality itself. To denote the
Reality, we give it a name. But still this background remains as that
which transcends senses and mind.
It cannot be called unknown. I say it is even more than known, not
by the senses or mind but by Consciousness or the ‘I’-principle. Thus
the background of everything is the one Reality itself.
When you say that the unknown exists, it means that you have
known it.
When the mind says that there is something transcending the
mind, the mind itself transcends its realm and, standing as pure
Consciousness, knows that something as Real.
292. K ARMA - YOGA ACCORDING TO THE B HAGAVAD - GITA

Action consists of doership and enjoyership. In karma-yoga, you are
first asked to renounce by thought the fruits of your actions. This
helps you only to annihilate the enjoyership. The more important
aspect, namely doership, has next to be dealt with.
Both these could be transcended only by knowledge of the Truth.
29th November 1951

293. D IFFERENT DEFINITIONS OF MIND
1. Yoga-vasishtha: The mind is that which oscillates between
consciousness and inert matter.
2. Upanishad: The mind is only the name of a function (vritti-nama).
3. Svami Vivekananda: The mind is not a substance in itself, but
only that standpoint viewed from which the Absolute appears
diversified, as the manifested world.
4. Gurunathan: Mind is Consciousness itself, appearing limited.

294. W HAT DOES SELF - LUMINOUS MEAN ?
Self-luminous means that which does not need the help of another
light to manifest itself or prove its existence.
You know you exist. So the ‘I’-principle alone is self-luminous.
The world is all dead matter. You cannot say it exists until you lend
the light of your own Self to manifest it. It can shine only by your
light. In other words, the world has only a borrowed existence.
The ‘I’-principle alone has an original or independent existence.
Whatever is not self-luminous can have only a borrowed existence.
295. W HAT IS THE APPARENT VARIETY IN FORMS ?

There is no variety in forms. You say there are many forms and you
use the word ‘form’ to denote all forms – this form, that form, etc.
What is that ‘form’ which is common to all forms? It is changeless
and therefore beyond the realm of the mind.
So you simply use the word ‘form’ and drag it down to the realm
of the mind and make it stand for what it is not. Things extraneous to
form are brought in, to create variety in forms. Form is one and the
same. It is changeless, and hence beyond the realm of the mind.
Therefore form, when rightly examined, is the ultimate Reality itself.
Hence there is no variety in forms. Likewise, there is no variety in
other sense objects as well. Thus man is the ultimate Reality, tree is
the ultimate Reality, flower is the ultimate Reality.
The sound which is common to all sounds knows no variety, just
as form which is common to all forms knows no variety. So you can
never speak of various forms or various sounds. Without going into
the generic sound, you cannot invent a name. The generic in all
cases is the ultimate Reality.
The generic in you naturally refuses to be limited in any way, and
so you always bring in generic names. The generic subject sees the
generic object, and the particular subject sees the particular object
only. It is the generic that always manifests itself. But the mind has a
peculiar self-deception, and it somehow chooses only the particular.
That is how the world appears.
Suppose there are several forms impressed on a surface of clay. In
order to perceive the different forms, the basic idea of clay has first

to be forgotten. But we invariably ignore the fact that without the
clay, none of the forms can exist. In other words, without a changeless
background, diversity cannot exist.
The general rule by which the enquiry into the Truth of this world
proceeds is ‘from the particular to the general’. So, in order to
explain the variety in objects and perceptions, we have to get to the
background and then look at the apparent variety. Then we see that
the variety vanishes altogether.
Viewed from another angle of vision, we see that objects first
sensed by the senses are immediately transformed into knowledge
when known. Then all objectivity and variety vanish and Consciousness
alone remains.
All our suffering is created by our being captivated by variety, and
our forgetting the background on which the variety appears.
296. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN DEEP SLEEP AND THE

WAKING STATE ?
It is often stated that a man wakes up from deep sleep on hearing a

sound, meaning thereby that hearing the sound was the cause of his
waking up.
No one makes use of senses or mind in deep sleep, because they
are not there. So the sound could not have been heard in deep sleep.
And when it was heard, he must certainly have been in the waking
state. An experience definitely belonging to the waking state can
never be said to be the cause of the waking state. So the statement is
wrong, and it is not the sound that woke him up.
Usually you wake up from the deep sleep state and you cannot find
a cause for it. Why can you not assume that you likewise came to
the waking state, and heard a sound? Why do you want a cause for
the waking up?
297. T HE KSHANIKA - VIJNYANIN ’ S AND THE ADVAITIN ’ S

POSITIONS
According to the kshanika-vijnyanin, the conception of jnyana is

a mere idea. It is not self-luminous. The kshanika-vijnyanin believes that

the conception of Atma is an illusion, like the ring of fire appearing
by the rapid movement of a lighted torch.
The torch by its movement appears at different points in rapid
succession. Evidently, in relation to the ring of fire, the torch is more
real.
But the kshanika-vijnyanin admits that there are many such ideas
(torches). Who can make a comparison between these several ideas?
The perceiver alone and not any one of the several ideas. Therefore,
the advaitin says that the holder or the perceiver of the several ideas
alone can compare them and come to a conclusion. That perceiver
must be self-luminous, in order to do so.
That is Atma. That is the real ‘I’-principle. Whose ideas are they?
My ideas. So I am the holder.
298. R EALIZATION AND ESTABLISHMENT.

You hear Truth from the lips of your Guru. Following the words,
their sense and their goal – which is the Ultimate – you rise from
level to level, from body to mind and from there to Consciousness.
On thus hearing the Truth from one’s Guru, the understanding of the
Truth is immediate, instantaneous and complete.
Soon after, you come back to the body-idea. The Truth that is
heard from the lips of the Guru takes the disciple from level to level
to the ultimate Reality. In order to get established there, the disciple
has to remove innumerable obstacles. The knowledge of the Truth
that he has acquired from the Guru helps him to overcome all
obstacles. When this is done, realization is complete.
299. B EING AND BECOMING

Being and becoming cannot go together. When you are striving to
become the Truth, you are admittedly away from Truth; and when
you are in the being or Truth, there is no need for any striving at all
to become the Truth.
When you are at the centre, manifestation is not perceived; and
when you are at the manifestation, you are outside your centre.
So the ‘I’-principle and the manifestation can never meet.

300. W HAT DO I LOVE ?
You say you love your wife. But suppose she passes away and you
are left alone near her dead body, at the dead of night. It creates in
you not the feeling of love as before, but a creeping sensation from
head to foot. This shows that before her death you were not
extending your love to that inert body part still lying before you, but
only to the life principle in it which has already left the body.
This ‘life principle’ can easily be proved to be unchanging
consciousness, which knows no birth or death. Your real nature is
changeless Consciousness. Therefore, it is clear that you love only
yourself, even in the form of other objects or persons.
Hence the Upanishad says [Brihadaranyaka 4.5.6]: ‘A man does
not love the wife for her sake, but only for the Self in her; and the
wife does not love the husband for his sake, but only for the Self in
him.’ When Happiness comes, the mind dies.
1. The Self is objectless love or Peace. Love for self is degraded,
compared to pure love or the Self.
2. It gets more degraded when it becomes self-love.
3. This gets further degraded when it becomes love for objects. But
still, love is there. Get back to it in its purity.
So, to reach your real centre, the ‘I’-principle, you have to retrace the
whole course from objects to the Self, in the reverse order. If, in your
love of objects, you are able to emphasize love, you will easily
get to the love aspect or the peace aspect of Reality. Just as, in
your Consciousness of objects, when you emphasize Consciousness,
you get to the Consciousness aspect of the Reality.
You love things for yourself. So you love the Self more than
anything else.
301. T HE ORDER AND EFFECT OF MANIFESTATION

The Reality is manifest as Consciousness first, and Consciousness
manifests the object next. If one thing is said to manifest another
object, the first thing is really manifesting itself, as the background
of the second. The rock manifests itself as the background of the
image. Thus, Consciousness manifesting perceptions means that

Consciousness remains as background and perceptions appear and
disappear in it.
When you see a chair, it is admitted without saying that the space
all round is lighted up by the gross light. But this light, by itself,
is not perceptible to the naked eye except in relation to some object;
and so it is not usually noted or emphasized.
Similarly, the presence of Consciousness is most essential to make
any perception possible. Therefore, the manifestation of any perception
first proves the existence of Consciousness, and only next proves the
object lit up.
Unless you are self-conscious it is never possible for you to be
conscious of objects. But the self-consciousness part is usually ignored.
It is that Consciousness which has to be emphasized.
dehabhimane galite vijñate paramatmani
yatra yatra mano yati tatra tatra samadhayah
[When bodily conceit has passed
and truth of Self is realized,
whatever states the mind may reach,
all mind is there absorbed back in.]
Shri Shankara tradition, Drig-drishya-viveka, 30
[If separating body out,
you stand at rest in consciousness,
then here and now you come to peace
and happiness, where you are free
from all restraining ties and bonds.]
Even after separating yourself from the body, the mind may still
continue, but it is always found functioning towards the Reality
(inward).
302. W HAT IS A DVAITA V EDANTA ?

Examining the three states, we find that the ‘I’-principle is changeless,
and that changelessness, happiness and knowledge are its characteristics.

This, in short, is the whole of Vedanta – which has not only to be
understood, but also lived in right earnest.
303. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN THE G URU TALKS TO THE

DISCIPLE ?
‘It is the Truth that speaks the Truth to the Truth. That is the Truth
about it.’
When the Guru talks to the disciple, it creates a deep conviction in
him regarding the point at issue; and he becomes more and more
attached to the Guru.
1st February 1952

304. A PPEARANCE IS ALWAYS DECEPTIVE .
It is our daily experience that we hear the thunder long after the
lightning. But the fact is that both occurred simultaneously. Therefore,
just at the moment when we hear a sound, there is no corresponding
sound actually in existence. It has already undergone change and
disappeared.
So even in the gross world, we see that no perception is true, as
and when it appears.
305. I T IS OFTEN SAID : ‘T HAT IS THIS .’ W HAT DOES IT MEAN ?

Concepts of time and space, ‘then’ and ‘there’, added to a thing =
‘that’.
Concepts of time and space, ‘now’ and ‘here’, added to a thing =
‘this’.
Take away space and time from both, and what remains over is
neither ‘that’ nor ‘this’. It is Atma, which transcends time and space.
2nd February 1952

306. C ONCENTRATION
Concentration is relevant only when it is assumed that the mind is by
nature distracted. But the fact is otherwise. The mind is always

concentrated. But, for argument’s sake, let us say that the mind
gets distracted. Two ways of approach can be adopted to achieve
concentration.
1. Applying the mind continuously to any particular object or ideal
and thereby trying to rise above distraction. The concentration
achieved by this means is only temporary.
2. Examining the mind itself and discovering that it is never
distracted, since it can never take two thoughts simultaneously.
To know this deeply takes you even beyond concentration, a long
way towards Reality.
307. FALSE IDENTIFICATION – HOW DOES IT WORK ?

The activities of body, senses and mind are not self-dependent.
The ‘I’ alone knows thoughts. But the ‘I’ does not express itself.
Therefore, to correlate two thoughts, the mind is utilized. The mind
identifies itself with the ‘I’ and works in the name of ‘memory’.
It may be said, from the sphere of duality, that the individual jiva
imbibes experiences from the witness of the states. But it may be
asked: ‘Is this possible?’ It is. If the jiva can claim the sat-cit-ananda
aspect of the Reality, why not this?
On listening to the Guru you realize the Truth, now and here. You
have only to cling on to it, in order to take it to then and there.
308. T HE WAKING SUBJECT CANNOT DISCUSS DREAMS .

All questions about dreams are easily disposed of. The waking subject
who audaciously puts forth the problem is most incompetent to do so,
as he himself is entirely absent in the dream state. Moreover, the
dream state is no dream state when actually experienced. It is then
a clear waking state to the dream subject.
The three states are considered by the shastras as upadhis to the
witness, and as qualities to the jiva.
sthulavum suksmavum karanam ennatum
mulamam cittinullorupadhi trayam

[The ‘gross’, the ‘subtle’ and the ‘causal’:
at root, all three of these are just
expressions of consciousness.]
Efuttacchan
5th February 1952

309. ‘W HO IDENTIFIES ?’
‘Who identifies?’ is a question sometimes asked. Identification is the
parent of doership. The question assumes a parent even to identification,
and puts a doer before it.
In the question, Atma and anatma are both considered to be real
and on a par with one another. That should not be. Anatma is only an
illusion, and all questions come out of that illusion alone.
8th February 1952

310. T HE CONTEMPLATION OF THE WITNESS ASPECT
When the mind’s attention is directed to the silent witness, the mind
has to get into tune with the nature of the witness and become silent
also, or be dissolved in the witness. (Mechanical acting is mind
becoming solidified, so to say.)
The advantage of the witness aspect is that it removes the basic
error. So that aspect of the Reality is the best suited for contemplation.
10th February 1952

311. W HAT IS THE TAINT OF THE NIRVIKALPA STATE ?
Something inevitably draws you out of that state. That must
evidently be the feeling that you went into it by your own effort.
Therefore it is transient.
Moreover when you come out of it, you again see a world that
is unexplained; because something of the world remains in you still.

312. B HAKTI AND JNYANA PATHS
Bhakti cripples your ego and makes you feel equal to the most
insignificant blade of grass; and you conceive of your God as the
conceivable Absolute. Thus, when your ego is at long last lost, you
automatically reach the position of the Godhead.
But jnyana takes you up, step by step, by the use of discrimination
or higher reason; attenuating the ego little by little each time, until the
ego is dead at last. By this process, you transcend mind and duality,
and reach the ultimate Reality.
11th February 1952

The ignorant bhakta always chooses to remain as the ego in the
dvaitic level; and to do homage to the personal God, as distinct and
separate from him.
But the bhakta whose devotion has received an advaitic touch from
a Karana-guru conceives his personal God as Atma-murti, establishing
thereby a direct and permanent relationship with Him. Thus Radha’s
Krishna was the witness, and Radha was the ego. This approach, by
itself, takes one right to the ultimate Truth.
313. T HOUGHTS
Thoughts may be viewed with equal advantage in three different ways,
in relation to yourself. You may choose any one or more of these ways.
1. As pure Consciousness, and so yourself in essence.
2. As shining in your own light, and so pointing to your real nature.
3. As the witnessed, yourself being the disinterested witness.
314. H OW TO FACE EMOTIONS ?

You may face your emotions successfully in two ways:
1. By trying to see that you are the silent witness of the emotion,
without doing any violence to the system.
2. By trying to see that emotion rises in you, abides in you and
vanishes into you; and so is made of your real nature itself.

In either case, emotion fails to do you any harm.
12th February 1952

315. C AN A S AGE WHO HAS LEFT HIS MORTAL COIL BE A
G URU TO A NEW ASPIRANT ?
No. Never. When a Sage leaves his mortal coil, nothing remains over
except pure Atma. But if the relationship has been directly established
when the Sage was alive, it is enough to lead the aspirant to the
ultimate Truth.
The fact whether such a Guru-disciple relationship has been
directly established is known only to the Guru. The fact of the
regular tattvopadesha having been imparted is also not the criterion.
If the disciple has deep love and devotion for the person of the
Guru who is a Sage, it is enough. Nothing more is needed for the
disciple, by way of sadhana or instruction from the Guru, to reach
the Ultimate and stand established there. Shri Vativishvarattamma was
a living example of this fact.
Even if the disciple is incapable of such deep love and devotion
for the Guru at the outset, there is no cause for discouragement.
Because the Guru is love incarnate. Even if the aspirant is mentally
prepared to make a surrender to the Guru on the body level, and if he
has the readiness to listen and act up to the instructions of the Guru
at least for the time being, he is provisionally accepted as a disciple.
Later on, when the Truth is imparted to him in the regular order, the
whole of the Guru goes into the disciple and takes his abode there. It
is only then that the aspirant becomes a regular disciple and the
relationship is established for ever.
316. W HAT IS SURRENDER ?

Surrender, so far as the ignorant man is concerned, is only of upadhi
to upadhi, on the body level. But spiritual surrender means surrender
of the ego to the Atma in one, Atma being represented by the Guru.
This is possible only at an advanced stage, when the disciple is
capable of cognizing the impersonal. Therefore, real surrender is
possible only after visualization of the Truth; and it can never be

insisted upon as a qualification for realization, much less for
initiation.
It is said: ‘The Guru is immanent in all, as pure Atma. But he is
immanent particularly in the disciple – to a much greater degree, on
account of the relationship.’
317. H OW DOES A THOUGHT ABOUT THE G URU , JUST BEFORE

EVERY ACTIVITY, HELP ONE ?
Question: We usually take just a thought of the Guru before taking to

any activity, spiritual or worldly. What is the significance of this?
Answer: It brings the living presence of the Guru to preside over all
our activities or to illuminate the whole experience.
318. H OW CAN I PREVENT ANYTHING FROM BEING

SUPERIMPOSED UPON ME ?
Thinking that you are sat-cit-ananda takes you beyond the mere
‘this’ aspect.
Sat [existence] comprehends all life. Therefore no particular
aspect of life can be superimposed upon you.
Cit [consciousness] comprehends all thought. Therefore no
thought can be superimposed upon you.
Ananda [happiness] comprehends all feeling. Therefore no
feeling can be superimposed upon you.
Therefore you stand beyond the possibility of any superimposition –
in the form of life, thought or feeling.
319. A CTIVITY AS A SADHANA TO GET ESTABLISHED IN

T RUTH
After visualizing the Truth beyond all doubt, throw yourself heart
and soul into any activity and lose yourself in it. It is a sadhana in
itself which takes you right to the Reality each time. Thus, when you
are engrossed in work, you have at the same time renounced the
work.

If you can see the entire world – including your own body – as
only drishya (the see-able), you are free; and you have accomplished
what has to be accomplished.
For the ignorant man, ‘ignorance of Consciousness’ covers up the
object; but, for the Sage, ‘Knowledge’ covers it up. When you know
the chair, you do not think of seeing. It is only when you are
questioned that you say ‘I saw’. But Consciousness stands behind the
perception of a Jnyanin, always Knowing without knowing.
It is said: ‘The world or the mind carries on its head the instrument
for its own destruction.’ So also, if properly examined, it can be found
that every question carries with it its own answer.
On listening to the Truth from the lips of the Guru for the first
time, you unknowingly rise to the highest level in understanding, and
visualize the Truth. All that you have to do after that is to go
knowingly to the same height and visualize the Truth, as often as
possible; until that Truth becomes your natural state.
15th February 1952

320. R EALITY OF STATES COMPARED
At the lowest level, there are the three states: waking, dream and
deep sleep states. Examining them closely, one finds that there are
only two states – the deep sleep and dream states. Examining them
still further, one finds that there is only the deep sleep state. Examining
deep sleep more closely, it is found to be no state at all. The dream
and waking states are only appearances on deep sleep.
It is in and through Me that all activities take place. But the
mistake is made in the attempt to objectify that non-doer self and its
experiences, exactly as in other activities.
16th February 1952

321. ‘W HY SHOULD I LIVE ?’ OR ‘W HY SHOULD I DIE ?’
These are questions very often asked. Each question itself clearly
implies the answer that I do not want to live, or that I do not want to
die. Reducing the question to its fundamentals, in the most general
form, it appears as: ‘Why should I?’ To this question, nobody is
willing to add the implied negative answer as above. Therefore, these

questions are irrelevant. Hence, in its particular form also, the
question cannot arise.
Mind in its functions moves either forwards to something-ness, or
backwards to apparent nothingness. When you are thinking of the
ultimate Reality, you can discover that your mind is functioning
backwards to a state where all thoughts vanish. It is a retreat into the
inmost core of your own being (Consciousness).
19th February 1952

322. H APPINESS IS PEACE .
Happiness exists only in relation to previous suffering. When that
state of happiness continues without being disturbed by unhappiness,
it is called deep Peace.
323. S OME DEFINITIONS :

Space is the generic form of objects; and
Time is the generic form of thoughts.
What is ‘beauty’? ‘Beauty’ is personalized when you perceive it. But
in itself, ‘beauty’ is an expression of the Absolute. It is harmony itself
and is not perceivable. Knowing ‘beauty’ as purely impersonal, it can
never tempt you, even when personalized. Truth and beauty are one.
When the ego tries to see beauty in the beautiful, both get
transformed into the beyond and become beauty itself. By seeing that
something is beautiful, you see really that you are beauty itself. For
example, you say: ‘The boat is beautiful.’ But do you see anything
other than wood? No. Then where is the beauty? Certainly in the
seeing, which is illumined by Consciousness. That Consciousness
is beauty itself.
You say that you know and that you love another.
Knowledge (in the relative sphere) is becoming one with another
with one’s intellect.
Love is becoming one with another with one’s whole being. So
love is relatively deeper. Deeper Knowledge is love.
Direct perception is silent knowing.

22nd February 1952
324. T HE DIFFERENT SAMADHIS
Yogins classify samadhis into five classes:
1. Savikalpa is visualizing a sense object (usually the form of the
ishta-deva or an ideal) in the dualistic sphere.
2. Nirvikalpa is beyond all doubts, name and form.
3. Nissankalpa: Here, desires in embryo cease coming up in the
form of sankalpa.
4. Nirvrittika: Here, even involuntary vrittis (mentations) cease
coming up from the source of thoughts, which have been stilled.
5. Nirvasana: Here, even the instinctive upsurge of vasanas in
embryo is stilled.
These are but states of the mind, in the course of the mind getting
more and more sattvic. A yogin who has just come out of nirvasana
samadhi continues like a dead body, with the mechanical functioning
of a gentle prana alone.
Realization of one’s own real nature is still beyond, and has to be
fulfilled by listening to the Truth from the lips of a Karana-guru. The
sahaja state has to be attained even after that, by being established in
the Truth so visualized.
23rd February 1952

Every so-called experience ends or merges in the ultimate ‘I’-principle.
Or in other words, the ‘I’-principle is the only experience.
Feeling is nothing but intense thought. Some say that feeling is
beyond knowledge. Yes, beyond superficial knowledge it might be.
But who is it that decides? Certainly not feeling, but a knowledge
which knows the feeling. Therefore, there is a deeper knowledge
beyond the feeling.
But the Truth is different still. You are, beyond head and heart,
true Knowledge. Your real nature is the background of both thoughts
and feelings. The head and the heart are only different functions of
the mind. You know both. In the statement, ‘I know I am’, it is

absolute experience – beyond the head and the heart – that speaks.
So real experience may be said to be a harmonious blending of the
head and the heart.
25th February 1952

326. W HY DOES ONE LOVE FLATTERY ?
Because it is the Self or Atma that is flattered, and it really deserves
all that and even more. But let not the ego claim it. That is all.
When a work written by a Sage is read by some one, while the
Sage is still living, it opens up a direct contact with him. But after the
Sage’s passing away, this cannot do so. If the desire is deep and
earnest, contact through reading will certainly facilitate meeting in
person either that Sage, if he is still living, or some other.
327. H OW TO TRANSCEND THE FEELING OF FEAR ?

Turn your attention from the fear to the subject ego. Immediately,
you see the ego to be nothing but the witness. Thus, you can easily
get over the fear and reach the background.
Existence can never be dead existence.
Existence and Consciousness are one and the same thing, viewed
from two different aspects.
28th February 1952

Man alone, of all living beings, exists and knows he exists. Animals
only know objects.
The dream state is as continuous as the waking state. The deeply
impressionable person alone has dreams.
1st April 1952

328. W HAT ARE EXPERIENCES DURING SADHANA AND HOW
TO INTERPRET THEM ?
The following is a typical instance of such an experience of an ideal

sadhaka who had accepted ‘Lord Krishna’ as his Atma-murti. He had
advanced to the extent of having deep and lively visions of Lord

Krishna, talking and walking with him even with a greater sense of
reality than the usual waking state experience.
In one particular vision, the sadhaka was led on by Lord Krishna
through a narrow path, with a thorny forest on one side and a steep
precipice on the other. At last they came to a narrow streamlet with
very little water in it. There was a culvert across it and a small
Krishna temple and tank on the opposite side. Lord Krishna stopped
and asked him, in all apparent seriousness, to bathe in the tank, to go
to the temple, to offer prayers and to come back. In the meanwhile,
Lord Krishna promised to wait there till he returned. Without a
thought, he went off and did everything as instructed by the Lord.
But when he came back, he found that the quiet little stream had
swollen into flood and torrents, and that the culvert had been washed
away. Lord Krishna was still waiting on the other side of the stream.
The sadhaka was bewildered at this sudden and dreadful change.
Seeing him dispirited and helpless, Lord Krishna immediately asked
him to take courage and jump across the flooded stream. Thus
encouraged by Lord Krishna, he felt strengthened and without any
further thought of consequences he jumped across the stream,
landing safely beside the Lord; and both returned home.
The incident appears to be insignificant, but the significance is
very deep. His readiness to leave the living Krishna behind, and to go
to the temple to worship the dead Krishna there, clearly showed that
he did not recognize Krishna for what he really was. To prove this to
him, he found on his return to the stream that the imitation Krishna
in the temple was helpless to take him across the rushing torrent,
while a word from the living Krishna could perform the miracle in
a moment. This incident opened his eyes to the real glory of Lord
Krishna, who was ultimately in him.
It is to avoid such pitfalls that sadhakas are usually prohibited,
during the days of their sadhana, from reading any spiritual books
other than those prescribed by their Guru, and from meeting any
apparent jnyanin or yogin for the purpose of spiritual conversation.
You cannot recognize a Jnyanin from his appearance or words.
But you can rest assured that a true Jnyanin will only send you back
to your own Guru for instruction.

329. H OW IS ACTIVITY AND INACTIVITY RELATED TO T RUTH ?
From inactivity, you cannot get to the beyond without something
active coming to your help. But from the active sphere, you can rise
straight to the Ultimate, merely by understanding it aright.
2nd April 1952

330. W HAT IS THE EVIDENCE OF THE HIGHER REASON ?
The mind is only an expanded form of the ego. Even in our daily life,
there is something in us which stubbornly refuses to accept blindly
all that the mind brings in. This is a clear expression of the higher
reason in us.
4th April 1952

331. W HAT IS THE TEST OF SPIRITUAL SADHANA ?
When you are engaged in any mental activity, if there is the least
taint of objectivity, then that activity is not spiritual. But if there is no
such objectification at all, it is purely spiritual or atmic in nature.
This is one of the tests of spiritual sadhana.
5th April 1952

332. T HE MORAL OF ‘B HUSHUNDOPAKHYANA ’
The story is of a mythological crow (Bhushunda) in Yoga-vasishtha.
The crow was the form assumed by a great yogin, who by his
wonderful powers managed to outlive the deluges of nature.
[‘Deluge’ here refers to the cosmic deluge in which the whole
universe is destroyed, at the end of each cosmic cycle. See notes 378
and 984.]
The moral is that he had to strain himself endlessly to maintain his
ego, with the result that he was never at peace.

333. P ROBLEMS AND P EACE
Some people say they have no problems in life. This is meaningless
talk. It only means that they are mere cowards, who stubbornly refuse
to think in the light of evident facts.
Happiness and unhappiness can be conceived of as opposites only
when they are considered as definitely limited expressions of Peace.
They are usually compared to the obverse and the reverse of the
same coin, the coin itself being Peace. If either of these expressions
happens to continue indefinitely, its expressionship vanishes and it
stands transformed into Peace.
334. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN DEEP SLEEP AND THE

INTERVAL BETWEEN TWO MENTAL ACTIVITIES ?
These are really one and the same. They appear different because
deep sleep comes in the disguise of a state during which emphasis is
placed on its limitation, and its content is ignored. If this prejudice or
disguise – which is purely a product of the waking state – is realized
as such and thus given up to the waking state itself, what remains
over is identical with the interval between thoughts. It is your own
real nature.
335. W HAT IS THE TRUTH ABOUT DOING GOOD TO OTHERS ?

It is not the nature of the act alone that constitutes its goodness. The
test of every act is to see whether it binds you or releases you.
For example, if after giving charity, the thought that you have
done a good deed sticks to you, it certainly binds you, though only
with a golden chain. It clearly amounts to an evil, so far as yourself
and the Truth are concerned. Your ego gets inflated thereby.
It is the mental attitude that counts, in all such matters. You can be
really good only on reaching the ultimate Truth, when even the ‘good’
loses its ‘goodness’ and becomes transformed into that ultimate
Truth.

336. H OW TO EDUCATE CHILDREN ?
They have necessarily to be educated at school on ‘avidya’ [‘false
learning’], relating to all subjects having a wide and varied range;
but more deeply at home on ‘vidya’ [‘true learning’] regarding the
real ‘I’-principle, the permanent background of all that is taught at
school.
337. M EMORY
Memory is double edged. It is a thought like any other thought, and it
is a cheat outright. Because it makes you believe that something that
never happened, happened.
338. W HERE DID THIS MISUNDERSTANDING START ?

The principle involved in the question is causality. Causality is only
a synonym for diversity.
The fundamental misunderstanding – from which every other
misunderstanding originates – is the thought that ‘I am the body.’
This misunderstanding, which is merely a thought form, can never
exist in the physical plane. It exists only in the mental plane. In that
plane the body cannot exist. Therefore the cause and effect can neither
co-exist nor exist in different planes.
Beyond the mind there is no diversity at all. But you are searching
for the cause of the misunderstanding in the plane beyond. Or, in
other words, you are trying to establish diversity in the plane beyond:
where there is no diversity. Thus if you continue to enquire into the
cause of ‘avidya’ [false knowledge], you would still be entangled
within the boundaries of ‘avidya’ itself.
339. W HAT IS THE CAUSE OF ILLUSION OR UNREALITY ?

Reality can never be the cause of unreality. So unreality or illusion
alone must be the cause of illusion. This is meaningless, and hence
there can be no cause for illusion or unreality.
It has been proved already that all that is seen is form, all that is
heard is sound, and so on. All that is known is knowledge. Therefore

ignorance also, when known, becomes knowledge itself. And when it
is not known, there is no problem either.
Misunderstanding cannot rightly know understanding. But, on
the contrary, understanding alone can know misunderstanding. When
understanding begins to know misunderstanding, misunderstanding
becomes understanding itself.
340. W HO DIES ?
The body and the life principle are the only two fundamental entities
involved in the change called death.
Of these two, the ‘body’ has always been dead and inert matter, and
as such cannot die again. The life principle is always changeless, and
so it can also never die.
The life principle does not go into the make of the body. You say
you die. How do you know that? Who knows it? You cannot take
note of anything without a witness. There can be a witness only
when something known is concerned. But you never know death.
Between two mentations, there is nothing known, and so the
witnesshood also cannot be present.
As far as death is concerned, you simply give a name to the
unknown and dismiss it for the time being. Therefore death is a
misnomer.
13th April 1952

341. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN FEELING, DEEP SLEEP
AND THE EXPERIENCE OF ‘I AM ’?
Can I think of any feeling, for example hate? No. Hate as such can
never be an object of thought. Hate cannot stand divorced from the
objects with which it is connected. You cannot conceive of hatred. It
can never appear by itself. Thoughts have to be indented upon to lead
you on to it; and they themselves suddenly expire, plunging you into
the experience called feeling, which is beyond all thought.
It is in the same manner that you think of deep sleep. You think of
all things connected with deep sleep, other than deep sleep itself. At
last all thoughts expire, and you are left alone in the state called deep
sleep.

Similarly, in the thought about yourself, you think about your
body, senses and mind – all distinct and separate from you – and
dismiss them. When all those thoughts expire, you are left alone in
yourself. You are that principle which remains over, even after
everything perceivable has been eliminated from you.
342. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN ACTIVITY AND ITS

OBJECT ?
Seeing perceives only seeing,

Hearing hears only hearing,
and so on …
Knowledge knows only knowledge, and love loves only love. In short,
the instrument utilized is itself perceived by the instrument. So also,
you see only yourself in others. The child cannot see a thief in anyone,
because there is no thief in the child.
343. W HY IS THERE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN OBJECTS ?

1. The answer is in the question itself. It is the word ‘why’ which
creates the question. ‘Why’ means what is the cause? But this
presupposes the existence of causality. And causality can exist only
if you admit the existence of difference between cause and effect.
Therefore, it is absurd to ask for the cause of difference. The
acceptance of the principle of causality in the question itself
already implies the existence of difference.
2. The question can be solved by defining difference. Difference
comes into existence only through time, space and causality. We
generally say that time, space and causality are the source of
diversity; but to be more precise, we should really say that time,
space and causality form diversity.
3. The question can also be solved by proving that there is no
diversity at any time.
4. It is caused by the mixing up of one percept with innumerable
other concepts which have no connection with that percept.
5. The question is finally solved by proving that all is Consciousness.

344. T HE CAUSE OF DIVERSITY
1. In seeking the cause of diversity in general, you posit the
existence of such a cause even beyond the world. This is absurd.
2. When the earth is made into a pot, the earth neither vanishes nor
undergoes any change. If a child who had no ‘pot idea’ in it
already were to see the pot, it would only see the earth in the
so-called pot. Here, earth – which was originally one and still
remains one – is split up into two by the mere name ‘pot’; and
you assume the earth and the pot to be quite separate. This
assumption alone constitutes diversity.
3. An object depends upon perception alone. But perception proves
only one thing at a time. So no two things can exist both at once.
Therefore comparison of things is impossible. Hence diversity is
an illusion.
345. H OW IS T RUTH THE BACKGROUND OF SAT- CIT- ANANDA ?

Existence is the only thing that does not go out of existence. This
proves that existence is the Truth itself.
Existence cannot be existence without Consciousness. Therefore
Truth is Consciousness.
Truth, being objectless, is incapable of being felt. So it is truly
peace that is the background of all feelings.
Therefore Truth is the background of ‘sat’, ‘cit’, and ‘ananda’ or
Peace.
346. T HE CONCEPT OF SAT- CIT- ANANDA

There are three fundamental human experiences – which get to be
called ‘life’, ‘thought’ and ‘feeling’. In their most generic forms, they
get to be spoken of as sat [existence], cit [consciousness] and
ananda [happiness].
These three names denote only three aspects of one and the same
thing; and that thing is the ultimate Reality.

15th April 1952
347. W HAT IS THE T RUTH ABOUT BONDAGE ?
It is not objects, but only your own thoughts and feelings that appear
to bind you. But thoughts and feelings can never bind you unless the
ego is present to claim them as its own.
At the moment when thoughts and feelings occur, the ego is not
present. This ego comes in only after thoughts and feelings have
disappeared. Then the ego alone is present, in the absence of any
thoughts or feelings.
Therefore, thoughts or feelings and the ego cannot ever be present
simultaneously; and so you transcend bondage. Hence, there never
has been any bondage, at any time.
17th April 1952

348. H OW TO ATTAIN LIBERATION THROUGH ‘ UPASANA’?
The form adopted or visualized in ‘upasana’ is called an ‘ishta-deva’
or ‘saguna-brahman’. Ishta-devas are of two kinds: sattvika-deva and
siddha-deva. Saguna-brahman is the expression of ‘nirguna-brahman’.
If it is approached with the sole object of attaining liberation, the
form you visualize is called a ‘sattvika-deva’; and if the object of
your ‘upasana’ is not liberation but only the attainment of powers,
your vision is called a ‘siddha-deva’.
Even after visualizing the siddha-deva, if you change your goal
and long for liberation, the siddha-deva himself becomes transformed
into ‘sattvika-deva’ and that leads you on. It is the intense desire for
liberation that makes even the path of ‘saguna-brahmopasana’ sweet
and endearing.
As long as you attach an attribute to God, He remains only as a
mental concept. And together with the attribute, it becomes a percept.
349. S ATTVIKA - DARSHANA

Sattvika-darshana is that in which the forms of the Guru and the
ishta-deva appear as synonyms of the same Reality. Through sattvika-
darshana, one is taken to the right Absolute; and the statements made

in that state will always point to the Ultimate. The following are some
such.
1. The world is a world of relativity.
2. The effect is the cause of the cause.
3. Don’t you want to see me in my real form?
Darshanas are of two kinds: ‘pratyaksha’ and ‘sattvika’. Pratyaksha
is the lower type, being the object of the senses alone, and the result
of being guided by a ‘karya-guru’ or limited guru. The ishta-deva in
pratyaksha-darshana dances only to your tune and to your samskaras.
Saints were mostly yogins or siddhas. But real Sages were few
among them, like Shri Tattvarayar, Shri Tayumanavar, etc.
350. H OW ARE THE ‘I’- NESS ( AHANTA ) AND THE ‘ THIS ’- NESS
( IDANTA ) RELATED ?
The ‘I’-ness is the ego, which develops into body, senses and mind.
The ‘this’-ness is the non-ego, which develops into the world.
But the ‘this’-ness can never stand by itself. Therefore, neither
reason nor experience allows us to state that objects appear in the
‘this’-ness alone.
Therefore both of them appear and disappear on Atma, the only
Reality.
20th April 1952

351. H OW IS CONTACT WITH THE G URU MADE POSSIBLE ?
The mind and its working: When you take a deep thought or feeling,
there is a phenomenal reaction – expressing itself simultaneously in
the form of attracting other cosmic forces of a similar nature,
to reinforce your own mind.
As a result, you actualize your own thoughts and feelings and
depend upon them all the more. It is in recognition of this principle
that you are advised to take only good thoughts at all times. If your
thoughts get adulterated with doubts of any kind, they invite the
opposite forces as well; and as a result you are often confused or
bewildered.

The same principle explains why devotees, artistes etc. attract to
themselves, without any effort, other people who think and act in the
same way.
It is the very same phenomenon which enables one who is thirsting
for the absolute Truth with all earnestness and sincerity to meet the
Guru, who is but the embodiment of the absolute Truth in the world.
352. I S THERE ANY RELATION BETWEEN THE BODY AND THE

‘I’- PRINCIPLE ?
Take for example the figure in the rock, or the serpent in the rope. Is
there any relation between the rock and the figure, or between the
rope and the serpent? When you reach the rock or the rope as it is,
even the idea of the figure or the serpent completely vanishes. There
is only the rock or the rope. From the plane of the rock the figure is
only an illusion.
Similarly, from the plane of the ‘I’-principle, the body does not
exist as such. In other words, the body is also the ‘I’-principle itself.
Therefore, the question of relationship does not arise at all.
353. W HAT IS LAKSHANA ?

It is a means to attain the Truth. In the aphorism, ‘That is this’, it is
this process of indication or lakshana that comes into play.
‘That’ means Truth, mixed with ‘that time’ and ‘that space’; and
‘this’ means Truth, mixed with ‘this time’ and ‘this space’. In the two
parts of the aphorism, ‘that time’ and ‘that space’ can never be ‘this
time’ and ‘this space’; and therefore ‘that’ can never be ‘this’ as such.
Take away the time and space qualifications from both, and pure
Truth alone remains in all its glory.
This process of eliminating the material parts and realizing the
Ultimate behind is called ‘jagadahat-lakshana’ or ‘bhaga-tyaga-
lakshana’.
Similarly, in the apparent ‘I’ – which is a crude mixture of body,
senses, mind and the ‘I’-principle – see the first three as objects
pointing to the last one, the real subject. Thus eliminating the non-real
part from the apparent ‘I’, you reach the ultimate ‘I’-principle, pure.

1st May 1952
354. W HAT IS THE PROCESS AND THE LIMIT OF
TRANSLATION ?
The art of translation is not so simple as it seems on the surface. An

idea is first conceived and then expressed in the same language. The
structure has to be demolished and reduced to the languageless idea
before it is recast in any other language, just like the types in a
foundry.
There again, you have first to conceive it afresh, according to the
fundamentals of the new language; and then to express it in the
words of the new language. Very often, apparently important words
and analogies in the original will have to be ignored, and quite new
analogies and words accepted to suit the vocabulary and trend of
thought in the new language.
But this should come spontaneously and not by effort or choice.
So translate only the idea as an integral whole, and never try to
adhere literally to the usages of the original.
355. H OW IS KNOWING DISTINCT FROM MENTATION ?

A gross object can only be a sense object. Without the senses, a sense
object can never be said to exist. Therefore, what is called an object
is nothing but a sensation. Likewise, it can be said that an object of
thought is nothing but thought itself.
In knowledge, however, there is no such instrument as the senses
or the mind. Therefore, to say that I know anything is wrong. There
can never be a subject-object relationship in knowledge.
An ignorant man does not draw any distinction between knowing
on the one hand and perceiving, thinking and feeling on the other.
Thus he superimposes an object on knowledge also.
356. T HE EXERCISE OF PUTTING THE MIND IN THE BLANK

STATE
A yogic sadhaka once attempted a particular yogic exercise which he

was not authorized to do by his Guru and got into trouble. His Guru
had already passed away, and so he came to Shri Atmananda for help.

In the course of explaining the position to him, the above question
was incidentally taken up and discussed as an example.
Every sadhaka is not permitted indiscriminately to do this exercise.
Being an exercise of the mind it has its own dangers, if one goes
wrong. It is dangerous to do it without sufficient precautions. Parallel
to the thought-force of the individual, there are corresponding cosmic
forces of the world; and both are governed by phenomenal laws. To
create a blank state of the mind without safeguards, in the middle of
the cosmos, is as dangerous as creating an unprotected vacuum in the
midst of a high-pressure region.
The only safeguard you have to take in this case is to train your
mind in a sufficiently strong course of sattvic thoughts, capable of
warding off other undesirable thoughts that might come in from the
cosmic world. Because, when your individual mind is suddenly
divorced of all its own thoughts, there is a natural tendency for the
thoughts in the cosmic world – particularly those in tune with your
other samskaras – to rush in and overpower your mind unawares.
The strong walls of your adherence to sattvic thoughts (thoughts
relating to the ultimate Truth) can alone protect you against this
catastrophe.
8th May 1952

357. S OME DEFINITIONS
Language is the art of concealing thought.
Thought is the art of concealing Truth.
Transcending or giving up language and thought together with their
samskaras, you reach the Truth direct.
Bondage is the conviction that the object remains over, after every
experience of knowledge or peace.
Liberation is the conviction that not even a trace of the object
remains over, after every such experience.

18th May 1952
358. H OW TO KEEP MY CENTRE DURING ACTIVITY ?
The different spheres of an ordinary man’s experience are: (1) doing,
(2) perceiving, (3) thinking, (4) feeling, and last of all (5) knowing.
The first four kinds of activities are always changing, and the last
alone is changeless.
Whenever you have an experience of any of the first four types,
ask yourself the question: ‘To whom is it that the particular experience
occurs?’ You will see without any difficulty that it is not to the
ultimate ‘I’-principle, but only to one of its four mediums or instruments.
Then why do you worry about them in the least?
Know that you are the knower, always at your centre, and be at
Peace. What more is needed?
The instrument and the background can be represented as shown
below:
Doing, perceiving, Media or
thinking and feeling instruments
Pure ‘I’-principle Background
1st June 1952

359. T HE ILLUSION OF THE SNAKE IN THE ROPE AND ITS
APPLICATION IN V EDANTA
This illustration is usually applied in Vedanta to prove the falsity of

the objective universe and the changelessness or Reality of the
ultimate subject.
Here, the snake stands for the whole of the objective world –
gross as well as subtle, including all thoughts, feelings, and the ego
itself. The rope stands for the changeless background or Atma, the
real ‘I’-principle. Therefore, any thought or feeling of doubt regarding
the illusion has to be met not by seeking an answer for it in the same
plane of illusion, but by seeing the thought or feeling as part of the
illusion itself, and as such dismissing it summarily as unacceptable.
It has to be remembered that the apparent ‘I’ or the ego is decidedly
the most vicious part of the objective world; and when it is set aside

as such, all doubts and questions cease, leaving you in the Reality
itself.
The apparent ‘I’ and the objective world are both superimpositions
upon the ultimate ‘I’-principle. The rope stands for this unattached
‘I’-principle.
At the moment of the experience of pure Consciousness, one is
beyond all states. One only expresses it in words in the waking state.
5th June 1952

360. L OVE AND HOW TO LOVE ?
All worldly love is mere bargaining and has always its opposite
attached to it, only too ready to express itself when the consideration
anticipated is in any way obstructed.
But a Vedantin’s love alone knows no bargain, and thus naturally
knows no opposite. It is perfect and unconditional; and always in the
form of giving and not taking. Therefore, even to love one’s own
wife or child in the best manner, one has to become a Vedantin first.
All talk of love in this world is nothing but unadulterated fraud.
So, you must know yourself first. Then alone can you love anybody
or anything truly and unreservedly.
361. H UMAN FASCINATIONS AND THEIR REACTION UPON

SPIRITUAL PROGRESS
The ordinary man of the world is usually carried away by one or

more of three fundamental fascinations: physical, psychological and
intellectual.
Those who are victims of physical fascination live contented with
their sensual enjoyments alone, and do not seek anything higher.
The second class of people are enamoured of all sorts of imaginary
mental pleasures and psychic powers and are lost that way.
The last group of people, who are the incorrigible pandits, profess
to be searching for the Truth, and labour hard to bring even the
Ultimate within the realm of the intellect. In this vain effort, they fail
miserably; but stubbornly refuse to admit their failure, and hoodwink
the ignorant man by their superior intellectual powers and shrewd
but misapplied logic. From this nefarious practice, they derive a sort

of malicious intellectual satisfaction and pleasure, which alienate
them from the Truth as long as they persist in this vicious traffic.
These last two types of people, though they start with a faint idea
of getting at the Truth, are slowly side-tracked; and deceive both
themselves and the ignorant public regarding the ultimate Truth.
362. W HAT IS TIME ?

Time consists of its three component parts – the past, present and
future. The past and future cannot manifest themselves without
appearing first in the present. When they appear in the present, they
are also the present and nothing else. Thus the past and future depend
upon the present for their very existence, and vice versa. So all are
non-existent, and time is not.
‘I am’ or ‘anubhava-matratma’ is the source and the end of all
experiences, devoid of the experiencer and the experienced.
363. S COPE OF EXERCISES CALLED SPIRITUAL

All exercises involving contemplation or meditation in any manner
secure only relative purity of the heart.
If you use right discrimination and reason and examine all your
experiences disinterestedly, you get to your centre, which is the inmost
core of your being.
To set matters right, you are only asked to give equal emphasis to
all the three aspects of your activities – namely perceiving, thinking
and knowing – and to recognize that knowing is the only aspect
among these which really concerns your own self.
If you continue this practice for some time, you will find the first
two material aspects slowly drop away as unreal; so that you may
stand established in your real nature, the Truth.
Therefore, do not fail to see that every activity is recorded in
knowledge, your real nature, before another activity commences.

8th June 1952
364. H OW DOES THE MIND REACT ?
The ordinary man is a slave of the mind and follows implicitly its
dictates, as long as he is enamoured of sensual pleasures.
But when you begin to turn away from the mind and start looking
inward, the mind becomes bewildered and is ready to follow your
footsteps faithfully, like a slave.
Vital energy, seeing, hearing, touching, tasting, smelling, thinking
etc. are all verbal nouns.
… pranann eva prano nama bhavati, vadan vak, pazyamz
caksuh, zrnvan zrotram, manvano manah; tany asyaitani
karma-namany eva …
[Seen as living in itself, it gets to be called ‘life’;
as speaking, ‘speech’; as seeing, ‘sight’;
as hearing, ‘sound’; as thinking, ‘mind’.
These are only names of functions, attributed to it.]
12th June 1952

365. A CTIVITY AND INACTIVITY
Activity and inactivity are ordinarily conceived to be opposite terms.
But in fact there is no direct connection at all between them.
Activity and inactivity are directly related to me alone, as the
‘I’-principle, which is their common background. It is only through me
that activity and inactivity can even indirectly be connected.
366. E FFICACY OF THE REAL ‘I’- THOUGHT

If you take to the deep thought, ‘I am pure Consciousness’, with the
emphasis rightly placed on ‘I’ and not upon Consciousness, it amounts
to a regular process of relaxation, and the brain cells do not move in
the least. On the contrary, even casual ailments, like a head-ache caused
by mental or physical strain, begin to disappear after such relaxation.
It has already been proved that ‘I am knowledge or Consciousness.’
If the meaning of this statement is rightly understood, your stand

must have undergone a thorough change. You should be able to apply
boldly all the activities of the one with equal emphasis to the other.
Taking ‘knowing or shining’ as the only expression of Consciousness,
when you say ‘I am shining’, you must be able to take it as equivalent
to ‘I am I-ing’. And when you say ‘I know the object’, it must mean
‘I am I-ing the object.’ It will also prove that the object is nothing but
yourself.
If I am Rama, all my activities are spontaneously applied to and
endorsed by Rama. So too, I being Consciousness, I must be possessed
of the only quality of Consciousness – which is shining.
15th June 1952

367. C OMMUNISM
Communism is a noble ideal; and if properly understood, sincerely
followed and consistently applied, it leads you to the absolute Truth.
The essence of its goal is equality, but it is unfortunately misapplied
in practice by the modern political communists.
Equality or oneness is the attribute of the Ultimate. It comes to be
established only when you reach the Ultimate, transcending body,
senses and mind. But the political communist wants to establish
equality or oneness in the physical realm, forgetting the impossibility
of making bodies equal, or senses equal, or minds equal, or intellects
equal. They woefully reverse the order of importance by putting the
body first and the intellect last. This is the secret of the failure of their
present ideal.
Real equality is possible only beyond all these realms, and the
present day communists do not want to go beyond even the body. As
such they are at loggerheads with their own goal. Their goal, as they
conceive it, is short-sighted and barren.
The vedantin alone is the real communist, who clings to his ideal
steadfastly and establishes it unquestionably in the ultimate Reality –
368. I S THERE DIVERSITY IN EMOTIONS ?

It is experience that must prove emotion. When you say you were
angry some time ago, you direct attention to that period of time in

which you suppose you were angry. Examine the experience you had
then. Was anger present there then? No. There was no anger. Because
you cannot separate what you call anger from the ‘I’-principle. So
during that period you were all alone, and just that is what your
experience points to. Anger becomes evident as a separate entity only
when the function of memory begins its mischievous operation.
Shri Shankara represents this memory as the veritable maya.
smrti-rupah paratrapurvadrstavabhasah
[Where memory appears, it forms
a show of something seen before –
a distant something not now here.]
Shri Shankara, Adhyasa-bhashya
(Introduction to Sutra-bhashya), 3.1
Memory misrepresents real experience as something that is opposed
to Truth. Therefore, it is memory that misrepresents permanent Peace,
as transient emotions.
If memory did not interfere, every experience now called ‘emotion’
would really stand transformed into your real nature – the only
experience. It is the wonder of wonders to find that the real nature of
even this memory is Consciousness or Peace.
Looking from this stand, we find no means to distinguish between
‘emotions’, as we call them now. All of them stand reduced to that
one Reality or Atma, the true nature of them all.
Thus there is no diversity in feelings and thoughts. It is only
memory that posits all difference.
19th June 1952

369. T RAINING IN BHAKTI OR YOGA – HAS IT ANY BEARING
UPON ULTIMATE REALIZATION ?
Even the ishta-deva in vision is only an object of your senses. You

take to your sadhana with a fund of stored up samskaras. The conduct
of your ishta-deva towards you will be in tune with your previous
samskaras.
But you attach greater reality to the Lord in your vision than to the
objects of this gross world. The more you emphasize the Lord, you
are indirectly and unknowingly emphasizing your own personal self

as the perceiver. This can never be a help to the attainment of the
impersonal.
It is the experience of all Sages who have had dualistic bhakti or
yogic training in their early days that all that training had really been,
in one sense, an obstacle to their progress to the ultimate Truth.
370. W HY DO QUESTIONS SEEM TO RISE EVEN AFTER

VISUALIZING THE T RUTH ?
The mind has usually two distinct kinds of activities:

• One is outward-going and trafficking with the world of the senses,
gross or subtle.
• And the other activity is inward-going, seeking the ‘I’-principle.
The latter activity is called the higher reason, vidya-vritti, higher logic
etc. Listening to and visualizing the Truth belong to the latter. In its
course, objects are no obstacle; and at the goal, there are no objects
at all.
All objects belong to the outward-going function of the mind, and
naturally all questions also belong to the realm of the mind.
Questions do not belong to him who was listening to and visualizing
the Truth. Coming down from there to the world of the senses, you
see the senses and other objects all around. Immediately, the mind
thoughtlessly thinks that they also are party to the experience you
had beyond the mind. This is the secret of all questions.
vismayaika zariraya mayayaz codya-rupatah .
anvesyah pariharo ’sya buddhimadbhih prayatnatah ..
[Only amazement can arise
from this embodied, seeming world
that is itself made up of questioning.
Thus, those who are intelligent
must look with care, to get beyond.]
Pancadashi, Citra-dipa, 139
It is with the instrument of Consciousness that you visualize the Truth.
If you use the same instrument to examine the world also, the world
of the senses will not appear to you as such, but will stand transformed
into Consciousness.

Therefore, the activity of the senses and mind alone is the source
of this world. But these being part of the world itself, the world cannot
be said to have any independent source at all.
371. I S THERE A SUBJECT- OBJECT RELATIONSHIP AT ANY

TIME ?
The ‘I’-principle is the only one thing whose existence cannot be

questioned. This is never an object of the senses or the mind.
Regarding this ‘I’-principle at the time of experience, no subject-
object relationship exists.
During the perception of objects also, the experience is exactly the
same. The apparent object gets transformed into the ‘I’-principle or
knowledge, and stands as one with it, beyond all subject-object
relationship.
The activity of the Jnyanin is also the same, but undertaken
knowingly. He realizes that no activity vanishes before being
recorded or merged in knowledge or the Self. It means that sound,
form etc. are never perceived as such, but all of them merge in
knowledge.
372. W HAT IS THE RELATIVE IMPORTANCE OF OUR

ACTIVITIES ?
Usually, man has three different kinds of activities – perceiving,

thinking and knowing – the former two being false and the last alone
real.
Invariably, the first two false activities alone are recognized in
worldly transactions. And the last, but real activity is sadly ignored,
though the word ‘knowing’ is used indiscriminately.
The vedantin proves and shows you that even the first two false
activities owe their very existence to the third one. You must always
bear in mind that when knowledge dawns, perception and thinking
vanish.

373. H OW TO RECONCILE THE STATEMENTS : ‘I AM THE
WORLD ’ AND ‘T HE WORLD IS NOT ’?
na me bandho ’sti mokso va, bhrantih zanta nirazraya .

aho mayi sthitam vizvam, vastuto na mayi sthitam ..
[For me, there is no being bound
nor getting freed. Confusion fails
to find support, and comes to peace.
All of this world exists in me:
where it does not exist as world,
but as unchanged reality.]
Ashtavakra samhita, 2.18
There is no wave at all in water. In the verse above, Ashtavakra
asserts first that ‘the world shines in me’, but only to lift the layman
from the mire of illusion.
Immediately, he corrects himself and comes out with the whole
Truth. No, the moment the world touches me, it becomes transformed
into myself.
So I am alone, and the world is not.
374. W HAT IS THE REMEDY FOR EVIL TENDENCIES ?

It has already been proved that mere mental repentance over one’s
past evil deeds is no guarantee against their repetition. In fact it only
aggravates them. Then how are we to overcome such tendencies?
If we take to evil unknowingly, an intellectual corrective might be
of some avail in dissuading us from it afterwards. Most often, we
take to such evil activities knowing fully well the scope of their
consequences, but being unable to resist the stronger cravings of the
heart. When the heart and the head are thus opposed to each other,
the head is helpless and meekly surrenders to the heart. In such cases
no amount of intellectual correction will be of any avail.
It is here that we really need a potent remedy. The heart itself
being in trouble, the remedy has naturally to come from the beyond.
But beyond the heart, there is nothing but the ‘I’-principle – the
Truth. Adhering to this same ‘I’-principle, either by analysis or by
elimination, your samskaras drop away, for want of support.

If you have heard the Truth from a Sage, the problem is easy
enough. Whenever you find your heart straying away to anything
undesirable, just think of the Guru, who is the ultimate Truth, and the
heart recoils with a shudder. It will think twice before daring to
launch into similar mischief once again.
To one who has not had the privilege of surrendering to a Sage, it
is open to approach the goal through the medium of God. Let him
take the deep thought: ‘I am the son of God and therefore am
incapable of being a party to a wrong action.’ As a result of this
thought, he is unconsciously taken beyond the realm of activity and
is thrown into the witness, though he does not recognize it for the
time being. Frequent acquaintance with this state, which is so
peaceful and captivating, slowly deprives the heart of all its outward-
going propensities.
Thus, the heart becomes purified and fit to receive instructions
about the Truth from a Guru. Before long, he will come into contact
with a real Sage and will be illumined through him.
This is the only law that relates the phenomenal to the Absolute.
The heart is always at Happiness which is one’s own nature. The
heart always takes you to the source and controls even the intellect.
Usually, desire for independence expresses itself only when the
mind is active. But that desire itself is in no way independent, nor is
the personal ‘I’.
23rd June 1952

No thing can prove the existence of anything other than itself.
Sensations can prove the existence of the senses alone, and so on. So
you can also prove only yourself.
yat tvam pazyasi tatrai ’kas tvam eva pratibhasase .
kim prthak bhasate svarnat katak-abgada-nupuram ..
[In what you see, just you shine forth, alone.
What else but gold shines out in golden ornaments?]

375. W HAT ARE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS ?
It is admitted that thoughts and feelings are in myself. It is further
admitted that in me, there cannot be anything other than myself.
I cannot go out of myself to know or feel anything, and things
from outside cannot come into me. The moment they touch me, they
get transformed into myself; and thus I know only myself, always.
Here, thoughts and feelings become objectless. So they are myself
alone.
26th June 1952

376. I DEA AND LANGUAGE
For everyone, an idea takes its origin in the mind and it has a generic
language of its own. It is this idea, in its own generic language, that
everybody tries to express in the spoken or written language.
In this translation, speakers of some languages lay greater emphasis
on the idea part, and render it into the language as it comes, considering
language only as a vehicle of the thought. Malayalam is pre-eminently
such a language.
But the English language sometimes puts more emphasis upon the
language and the form of expression. In applying this artificial
restriction, a fraction of the idea gets naturally lost.
377. T HE STATEMENTS ‘ THAT IS THIS ’ AND ‘ THIS IS THAT ’

COMPARED
atanitennotukil ippadarttham-
macannatil paggukayanu cittam
itanatennakil, itil kucekkut-
ucaykkayam vrttimacakkayalla .
[If someone says ‘That is this’,
what’s meant by ‘this’ gets there forgotten.
It gets merged (into the ‘that’).
But if it’s said that ‘This is that’,
the act of thought does not dissolve.
It just gets further emphasized.]

When you say ‘That is this’, the ‘this’ as such is forgotten and is
merged into ‘that’. Or, in other words, ‘that’ explains ‘this’.
But when you say ‘This is that’, the ‘that’ is forgotten as such and
is merged into ‘this’. Or, in other words, ‘this’ explains ‘that’.
As between the general and the particular, the general can well be
said to be in the particular. But the particular can never be in the
general. Gold is in all ornaments and can stand independent of them
all. But no ornament can stand independent of gold. Thus, relatively
speaking, gold alone is real and ornaments are unreal.
Similarly, ‘that’ – which represents brahman – is real; and ‘this’ –
which represents the world of name and form – is unreal. But the
background of ‘this’, or the permanent part in ‘this’, is evidently
‘that’ itself.
378. W HAT IS MEANT BY THE ‘ DELUGE ’?

The ‘deluge’ is the last refuge after the misguided search, through the
cosmological path, for the cause of the objective world. [The
‘deluge’ here is ‘pralaya’ – the dissolution of the world into an
unmanifested seed form of undifferentiated causal potency, at the end
of each cosmic cycle. It is from this unmanifest potency that the next
cycle of cosmic manifestation is supposed to be caused. The concept
occurs for example in the story of Bhushunda in Yoga-vasishtha. See
notes 332 and 984.]
The root of this question, as well as of the search, is the acceptance
of the principle of interdependence of objects as true. This position is
not correct.
Take for example your seeing a cow and a calf in your dream. It is
admitted that the see-er, the seeing and the seen are all creations of
the mind. So you see the cow, and you see the calf separately. But
immediately, you create a new perception that the calf is the offspring
of the cow. Thus in fact, the cow, the calf and their mutual relationship
are three entirely different perceptions related only to the common
perceiver, ‘you’.
Similarly, the whole objective world and all things gross as well
as subtle – including even the ‘deluge’ and its accredited cause
‘mula-prakriti’ [‘root nature’] – are all objects, and you are the only
real subject.

Therefore, if you correctly understand the real significance of the
statement that objects have only one relationship and that with you
alone, your perspective which enabled you to visualize a ‘deluge’
disappears altogether.
29th June 1952

379. H OW TO HANDLE A MANTRA ?
A mantra is a harmonious sound or group of sounds, with or without
a superficially intelligible meaning, but capable of creating and
applying some definite and potential energy if properly uttered.
When Truth flows out of a Sage spontaneously, whether in prose
or in poetry, it is a perfect mantra. All attempts to correct it in
accordance with standards of rhyme or reason are nothing short of
sacrilege and mutilate the mantra, sometimes producing even adverse
results. Therefore, accept it as such or reject it.
380. W HAT IS THE BASIS OF IDEA AND LANGUAGE ?

An idea comes clothed in language. When the clothing is taken away,
the idea stands as the ultimate Truth. So much so that language may
be said to be the art of concealing ideas, and ideas in turn to be the
art of concealing Truth.
Ideas and language have no significance except in relation to
feeling in the phenomenal, or except in relation to the ultimate Truth
in Vedanta.
Tears are the expression of a subtler and deeper emotion behind
them, and they have no significance except in relation to this emotion.
One who sees these tears independent of the emotion that caused
them has seen nothing more than ‘warm salt water, like the notorious
alchemist’. The purpose of the tears is only to express that emotion.
He who is capable of seeing the nature of that emotion behind the
tears alone understands the real significance of the tears. He alone is
competent to comment upon the tears.
Similarly, in commenting upon a vedantic text, he alone is competent
to do the job properly who has clearly visualized the background or
the Reality behind the text and has made it his own.

381. W HAT IS THE INFINITE AND HOW TO UNDERSTAND IT ?
The ‘infinite’ is a conception invented only for the purpose of lifting
you from the conception of the finite.
Thus reaching the infinite, you find yourself even beyond it.
When one thing is explained and disposed of, the opposite also gets
automatically explained and disposed of.
382. E XPERIENCE OF H APPINESS IN DEEP SLEEP – AN

ANALOGY
Suppose a bucket is lost in a deep well, and you dive down to the
bottom to make a search. You touch the bucket there at the bottom,
and come up to the surface. Coming out of the water, you say you
found the bucket. But the bucket was really found while you were
under water, where there was no medium to express that experience.
Similarly, Happiness was experienced in deep sleep, but you get
hold of a medium to express that experience only after coming to the
waking state.
Experience is always beyond the mind. The personal ‘I’ knows it
only when the ‘I’ comes to that realm of the mind. Still others come
to know it when you give it a gross form by putting it into words.
But the experience was clearly beyond the mind.
1st July 1952

383. H OW IS S ANKHYA PHILOSOPHY RELATED TO A DVAITA ?
Advaita is a perfection of Sankhya philosophy. Kapila, the founder of
Sankhya philosophy, conceived purusha and prakriti as separate
entities but remaining identified; and he held that for liberation, the
elimination of purusha was necessary. So he tried to eliminate
purusha from prakriti. But in so doing, he allowed certain parts of
prakriti still to cling on to purusha. The plurality of prakriti was not
rightly examined by the sankhyas and therefore was wrongly
attributed to purusha. It thus brought in many liberated purushas.
Advaita philosophy, by right discrimination, finds that plurality
belongs only to prakriti, and that when purusha is reached, prakriti
ceases to be prakriti and is transformed into purusha itself.

384. W HAT DO I KNOW ?
No perception ever stops half way, but always ends in knowledge. At
the point of knowing, there is neither perception nor the object
perceived. Therefore, you know only knowledge.
You say you know a thing because you have seen it many times. It
is true, in one sense. Because, every time, you have been brought into
direct contact with knowledge and not with the object. Therefore, it
only proves that you know pure knowledge.
From that position, you can never be a witness. You witness only
yourself. Knowing is not a verbal noun.
385. W HAT ARE QUALITIES AND THE QUALIFIED ?

An object, as we conceive it, is supposed to be a mixture of qualities
and the qualified.
But on closer examination, we find that qualities alone are perceived,
and that the qualified is never experienced. Thus the qualified remains
a mere fancy, for want of proof.
Independent of the qualified, the qualities cannot exist. Therefore
qualities are also reduced to mere fancy.
Thus neither the perception nor the perceived are real.
386. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN I SEE A FORM ?

We usually say: ‘I see a form.’ What does it really mean? It has been
proved that form can never exist independent of seeing, and that
form and seeing are only synonyms.
Therefore, the expression ‘I see a form’ is meaningless. It would
be more appropriate to recast it as ‘I form a form’ (‘ñan oru rupam
rupikkunnu’), thereby showing that there is nothing other than
myself in the form in question.
387. H OW TO PROVE ‘ ALL IS C ONSCIOUSNESS ’?

Take for example this tobacco case. What is its content? Silver. If
you take away the silver from the tobacco case, the case vanishes
completely. But the silver remains over, in the guise of another form.

If all forms are removed from the silver, the silver also vanishes,
leaving Consciousness alone. Thus, we see that Consciousness was the
only reality in the tobacco case.
From ‘seeing a form’, if either seeing or form is separated, then
both vanish simultaneously: because neither can exist independently
of the other. Therefore both are one, but not as either. Then what is
it? When form and seeing disappear, Consciousness alone remains
over; and that is the only reality behind it.
Thus, everything is permanent as the background, and not as the
expression.
2nd July 1952

388. W HERE IS A MYSTIC AND WHERE IS A DEVOTEE , IN
RELATION TO T RUTH ?
A mystic’s position is a very complex and confused one. He has a lot

of self-made samskaras. He has to transcend all those samskaras
before visualizing the Truth. This involves much strain.
A devotee’s position is relatively much simpler and easier. He has
transcended most of his samskaras, by his surrender to the ishta-deva.
Thus he will be able to grasp the ultimate Truth much more easily
than the less fortunate mystic.
389. I S THOUGHT OF C ONSCIOUSNESS AN ABSTRACTION ?

It might appear to be an abstraction at the outset, when your stand is
in the mind’s realm alone. But you cannot continue there for long.
The object of your thought eludes the mind’s grasp; and in the attempt
to comprehend Consciousness, the mind itself loses its limitations.
Thus the mind ceases to be mind, and stands transformed into that
Therefore, the thought of Consciousness, though starting as an
abstraction, takes you immediately to the clearest experience of the
Absolute.

390. B ODY, MIND AND THE ‘I’- PRINCIPLE . W HAT IS THEIR
RELATIONSHIP AND ESSENCE ?
During the period of preliminary investigations in the study of Vedanta,

you are asked to try separating body and mind from the ‘I’-principle.
It is only to make you understand the relative values of the terms.
Such a separation is not really possible; because, separated from the
‘I’-principle, the other two do not exist at all. Therefore, they are really
nothing but the ‘I’-principle. Vedanta asks you only to recognize this
Truth.
From the position of Consciousness, one can say that everything
else is not. But from no position can you say that Consciousness is
not. Because one must be conscious of the Truth of that very statement,
before making it. Therefore Consciousness stands as the background
of even that statement.
Hence, even the statement that ‘Consciousness is not’ only proves
that Consciousness is. It’s thereby proved that Consciousness must
always stay self-luminous and permanent.
391. W HAT IS THE TEST OF THE ‘ FREE ’ AND THE ‘ BOUND ’?

If, when you think of Consciousness, the ‘I’-thought always enters in
spontaneously and vice versa, then you are free.
But if, when thinking of the body, the ‘I’-thought is habitual, just
you makes you feel bound.
392. C AN THERE BE TWO SELF - LUMINOUS THINGS ?

No. The very definition of self-luminous is that which has luminosity
as its very nature. There cannot be two such things, because that
definition makes them stand as one. If there were two such things,
that principle which knows them both must shine self-lit in each as
only one.
Another definition is that self-luminous is that which illumines
everything else, including other things which might claim to be self-
luminous. If you accept more than one such thing, it would mean that
none of them is self-luminous. On that score also, there can be only
one self-luminous thing.

393. H OW IS S HIVA CALLED THE ‘ DESTROYER ’?
The function of the faculty called ‘higher reason’ is only to destroy
all that the lower reason or mind has created. Therefore this higher
reason or vidya-vritti is verily the destroyer, Shiva himself.
394. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF CENTRE AND

CIRCUMFERENCE IN V EDANTA PHILOSOPHY ?
The centre is only a position without dimension or magnitude. But

the circumference has form, dimensions and magnitude; and is made
up of innumerable points or centres. In order to reach the centre from
the circumference, you must give up the limitations of form, dimension
and magnitude attached to the circumference. Thus the centre is in
the circumference and everywhere.
In the spiritual realm, the sense of body or mind stands for the
circumference, and the real ‘I’-principle for the centre. To visualize
the centre, the ‘I’-principle, you have only to transcend the ideas of
body or mind. Then the ‘I’-principle, being there already self-luminous,
stands visualized without any further effort.
Therefore, if you succeed in visualizing any one point anywhere
in the circumference, it is as good as reaching the centre everywhere.
The effort should not be to reach the centre; but to know the centre
first, and then to know that you are that.
Ferrier, the French philosopher, says: ‘Apprehension of the perception
of matter is the subject of metaphysics.’ But Gurunathan improves
upon it thus: ‘It is only the beginning of metaphysics. Apprehension
or knowing is always beyond the mind.’
5th July 1952

395. H OW IS THE MIND THE CAUSE OF BOTH BONDAGE AND
LIBERATION ?
mana eva manusyanam karanam bandha-moksayoh

bandhaya visayasaktam, muktyai nirvisayam smrtam
[It is just mind that is the cause
of bondage, and of liberation
also, in our human lives.

In bondage, mind is tied to objects.
But, in freedom, mind recalls
that it is truly objectless.]
Maitrayani (Maitri) Upanishad, 6.34.11
The mind has two kinds of activities. One of them, being extroverted,
perceives objects. And the other, being introverted, perceives the real
Self or Atma.
When the mind is introverted, it comes into touch with the absolute
Self, and becomes surcharged with the aroma of Atma. In that state,
whatever comes out of that apparent mind will be perfect in all its
aspects. It comes spontaneously and without a stop. There is no seeming
ego to claim any right over any of those statements. Every word or
sentence written or spoken by a Sage is of this nature, each being a
mantra in itself. It helps bring you nearer to the Truth.
The rest is for you to experience.
396. A RT
Every kind of art is conceived and designed to take you, in regular
stages, from the phenomenal to the Absolute.
Take for example music. It is the art of taking you to the Absolute
through sound. Music, in its gross form, is composed of distinct sounds,
harmoniously blended on an apparently changeless background called
‘shruti’ [heard]. This shruti again is audible and gross, but transcends
the changes of rising and falling. Leaving the diverse sounds of the
music, one has to get absorbed in the unity of the shruti. The purpose
of this shruti is to show an audible background that may represent
the inaudible.
Up to this state, the music functions in ahata, the audible. From
the unity of the shruti, you have to go further still, to the inaudible or
anahata, which is the abode of Atma. This is achieved by the mind
following the shruti and continuing to do so even after the shruti has
ceased to be audible. Here, the mind, already divorced of its objects,
rids itself of all limitations and merges into the anahata or Atma.
Thus you experience the right Absolute through the medium of music.
Atma expresses itself first in anahata,
which again expresses itself in ahata.

Nada is the generic name for all sounds. It literally pervades all sounds.
Through the medium of any art, when you are taken from the ahata
to the anahata, you enjoy eternal bliss. Real art should achieve this
without doing the slightest violence to the inner harmony which is
the absolute Reality itself. Of course there is diversity in ahata. But
in music, it is so skilfully set that it does not do any violence to the
anahata behind it. This is why music so readily appeals to you.
Through the form, direct your attention to the formless light – the
Ultimate – called ‘oli’. And through audible sound, direct your
attention to the soundless nada. These oli and nada are the two
terminating points, when you approach the Absolute through the two
distinct paths of form and sound.
arupamakumoliyum
zabdamillatta nadavum
hrdayakazamaddhyattil
onnay`nilkkunnitanvaham .
[Right at the centre of the heart,
there is an inmost background where
light shines unformed, always at one
with an unspoken resonance.]
thayabbalgitamiva nadaprayogamutan-
ekazrutibkaloru minnalkkanakkeyumit-
ekaksarattilorumikkunnapoleyumit-
akazasuksmatanu narayanaya namah .
[This subtle background that pervades,
throughout all changing space and time,
is like a changeless harmony
where differences are joined in one.
And it is like a light that flashes
timelessly – in that one single
background drone, which is heard used
in song and music and such arts
that work through resonating sound.]
Efuttacchan, Harinama-kirttanam, 41

6th July 1952
397. Y OU SEE THE R EALITY ALONE .
When an object is proved to be unreal now, its existence in the past
and the future is also proved to be unreal. So an object is unreal from
start to finish.
What is the proof of an object? You say you see an object. But you
actually see only form. Form is nothing but seeing. So you see only
seeing. But did you really see even seeing? No. Because seeing can
never exist distinct and separate from you. So you did not see at all.
Therefore no object exists.
The fact that you see can alone be admitted. But what did you
see? Nothing. Neither form nor anything else. Still, the fact that you
saw cannot be denied. Therefore, you are seeing the Reality itself
and nothing else.
398. W HAT IS THE T RUTH OF CREATION ?

Strictly speaking, there was no creation. Creation is described in the
shastras in two ways:
1. Krama-srishti (creation in regular order), and
2. Yugapat-srishti (simultaneous, as in dream).
Of these, the krama-srishti is disproved and disposed of as illusion
by the other, yugapat-srishti. And yugapat-srishti, in its turn, is
disposed of as illusion by understanding the ultimate Truth.
7th July 1952

399. W HAT DO IDEAS PROVE ?
Ideas can only be considered in two ways. One as real and the other
as unreal. If you take ideas to be real and consider the fact that you
are able to remember them afterwards, you have to admit that you
are the store-house or holder of ideas. As the holder, you must be
changeless and hence distinct and separate from the ideas. Gradually
you will come to realize that ideas only come and go upon the
changeless self, and that ideas as such are unreal.

When ideas are considered unreal, since I am aware of them, I
stand as the witness of those ideas. Since witnessing is not a function,
the witness is always silent awareness or Atma. If you take any one
activity of the mind, e.g. thinking, you find your role was only that of
being aware of the thinking. So you were really the witness of the
thinking. You are this with regard to all the activities of the mind.
But what the activity is about is unimportant, so far as the witness is
concerned.
You might say remembrance proves past thoughts or objects. But
remembrance itself is only an activity of the mind. It again proves
only your role as a witness. Otherwise remembrance itself would be
impossible. And you are the witness of the remembrance as well.
Things are of two kinds:
1. Extrinsic or extraneous to you, and
2. Intrinsic in you.
The second can only be one, and that is your own self or real nature.
To discover that, you must cease to be enamoured of everything
extraneous to you and thus emphasize your own intrinsic nature. For
example, is ‘seeing’ extraneous to you or intrinsic in you? Certainly
extraneous. Because you can very well continue even without seeing.
400. I S THOUGHT THE ENEMY OF ONE ’ S OWN PEACE ?

Yes, in one sense. If a stranger falls ill, you do not usually feel sad;
but if he is related to you in any way, you indeed do. Because you
relate yourself to him, at least in thought. Take away thought and you
are free, whatever be that thought regarding the world or your own
body or mind.
Therefore thought alone destroys your peace.
8th July 1952

401. H EART AND PREMA
Heart + I am = I am the heart.
Love is the expression of the Self through the heart, and the heart is
always wet. It takes you straight to the Self or Atma and drowns you
in it. Language is dry and is the expression of the Self through the

head or reason. It takes you only to the brink of Atma; and leaves
you there, till the heart rises up to wet reason and ultimately to
drown you in love.
So when you begin to discuss love, it is impossible to proceed
with the discussion when the heart wells up. Of the different styles in
literature, ‘shringara’ (based on human love) is the one style found
best suited to clothe the highest Truth through the message of love or
prema. This is why even the Upanishads have invariably utilized this
style to express Truth. The following verse shows the phenomenal
ideal of prema.
oruvanutanoralil snehamayalavannull-
orunirupamasaukhyadravyamayalutanne
arikilmaruviyonnum ceykayillebkilum tan
maruvumorusukhattaltanne duhkhattenikkum .
[When someone comes to be in love,
the one who’s loved is then a source
of happiness beyond compare.
Then, merely being near that person
brings contentment, even if
there’s nothing done. Just in itself
that company brings happiness
and banishes all discontent.]
Mannadiyar, Uttara Rama Caritam, 2.19
9th July 1952

402. W HAT IS AT THE ROOT OF QUESTION AND ANSWER ?
Every question proceeds from the answer – which always stands as
experience, far beyond the realm of the mind.
Therefore questions are many, but the ultimate and correct answer
to all questions is only one, and that is the changeless Atma, the
Reality. Every question springs from the striving of the mind to bring
down that pure experience to the realm of the mind.

403. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN SAT AND LIFE ?
Sat is the greatest generalization of objects, gross as well as subtle;
and is the principle of Existence itself. It comprehends both animate
and inanimate objects. Life, which is but the first emanation from sat,
comprehends only animate objects. In this light, sat may very well be
called a broader view of life.
404. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF ADDRESS ? (One end of

life)
One’s address and experience are the lowest and the highest extremes
of one’s apparent ‘I’.
When you say that someone’s address is perfect, it means that his
body identification is so complete. This is bondage of the severest
type. The goal of Vedanta is to release one from the grips of the
bondages of this address, and to enable him to identify himself with
that permanent principle in him which is beyond any limitation or
address.
Address is a synonym for particularization, and liberation is the
greatest generalization. Therefore, Vedanta dispossesses one entirely of
his address.
10th July 1952

405. M EDITATION
Meditation is yogic when the mind is concentrated on any one object,
or when the prana is controlled in the slightest manner. The latter must
be done only in the presence of an experienced Guru. Otherwise it is
liable to innumerable pitfalls, which may cause ailments, physical as
well as mental.
406. J NYANIN ’ S NIRVIKALPA SAMADHI

According to the Yoga-vasishtha, it is the pleasant coolness you
experience as a result of the firm conviction that you alone exist and
that you do not see anything or do not see at all.

yatha prakazayamy eko deham enam tatha jagat .
ato mama jagat sarvam athava na ca kiñcana ..
[This body here shines by my light.
It’s shown by me alone. But then,
the same is true of everything
in the entire universe.
Thus, either everything is mine,
or otherwise, nothing at all.]
If you accept the body, accept also the whole world with it. If not,
accept neither. What a bold assertion!
407. I S PRAKRITI REALLY AN OBSTACLE TO SPIRITUAL

PROGRESS ?
In the early stages of sadhana, when the aspirant is relying upon the
lower reason alone, the world of objects appears as an obstacle to his
progress.
Gradually, when he begins to awaken his higher reason and begins
to rely upon vidya-vritti, everything that appeared as an obstacle
before gets transformed into help to lead him on to the Ultimate.
When he takes his stand in the Truth itself, prakriti also changes
its characteristics and appears as Truth
408. W HAT IS THE MOST CONCRETE OF ALL THINGS ?

Concrete literally means real or changeless. Name and form are
constantly changing; and their background Atma alone is real. Body,
senses and mind are changing; and the ‘I’-principle alone is
changeless or real, through all states and times.
In that sense, the ‘I’-principle is the only concrete thing, and all
else is but illusion.
409. H OW DOES THE AVADHUTA PATH WORK ?

Most of the avadhutas take to the visible and are loath to accept
discrimination. So they are advised to cultivate an intense aversion to

their own body – by discarding it in many ways – and thus to get rid
of their attachment to the body. Most of them take to some yogic
practices also, and thereby acquire certain yogic powers. All this
extraordinary conduct makes them admired and venerated by the
general public.
But these powers (if not misused) and the practices only prepare
the ground for them to listen to the Truth. So they have ultimately to
surrender to a Karana-guru, and take initiation from him regarding
the ultimate Truth.
410. W HAT IS ‘ SPHURANA’ AND HOW DOES IT FUNCTION ?

The natural state of the ‘I’-principle in man is unmanifested. This
becomes manifest, in the case of human activities, in three distinct
stages.
1. The unmanifested state of luminosity itself.
2. Becoming manifest as ‘I know I am’ or as self-luminosity.
3. Becoming manifested as objects.
The second of the above three stages is not recognized at all by the
ordinary man. But the Jnyanin alone recognizes it and perceives it
clearly sometimes, before a perception. From the first stage to the
second is only a subjective change to ‘I am’, without losing its
identity. This is called ‘sphurana’. It has no object, but it has become
self-luminous. That is all. When the ‘I’-principle comes to the third
stage of perception, it becomes manifested as a jiva.
The statement, ‘I am intelligent’, is made by the ordinary man and
the Sage alike. To the ordinary man, it is nothing short of an integral
whole, indivisible and tight. But the Sage splits it up into two distinct
parts, the ‘I’ and ‘am intelligent’, identifying himself with the ‘I’ and
considering the second part an object or attribute.
The ‘I’-principle is pure and attributeless, and is added on to the
attribute every time. In other words, the unmanifested ‘I’-principle
first prepares itself to manifest by adopting the subjective and
changeless ‘I know I am’, then takes on the attribute and becomes
clearly manifested.

In place of the three states of luminosity, self-luminosity and
illumining the object, love has also its exact parallels in the course of
its manifestation.
Pure Consciousness Self-consciousness Consciousness of objects
bodha-matra sva-bodha vishaya-bodha
Pure love Self love Love of objects
prema-matra sva-prema vishaya-prema
In all the three aspects, you do not change from your centre. But if
you emphasize the seeing or hearing in the third aspect, you become
a jiva. And if you emphasize the knowing or witness aspect there,
you stick to your centre. If you identify yourself with feelings, you
become a jiva; and if you stand knowing the feelings, you stand in
yourself.
Jiva is he who thinks or feels, and
Atma is he who knows both these activities (and is no ‘he’ in fact).
411. K NOWLEDGE HAS NOTHING TO KNOW, EXCEPT

KNOWLEDGE .
Everything other than knowledge is name or form. The moment you

know them they become knowledge itself. So you do not really know
anything other than knowledge. Thus the world is not. Then where is
bondage?
412. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN THE LIFE PRINCIPLE

AND DEAD MATTER ?
Everything perceivable is dead matter. The life principle alone can

never be perceived. Therefore the life principle can never be dead
matter. Nor can there be any duality or diversity in the life principle.
It can only be one. Life transcends perception as well as conception.
Looking from another standpoint, the life principle is the ‘is’-ness
in everything. From this point of view, there is no such thing as dead
matter. Everything perceived is lit up by the Self, and is alive.

13th July 1952
413. T HROUGH SOUND TO THE ULTIMATE
The four stages of progression to the Ultimate explained in relation
to the path of sound can be applied to any sphere of life. For
example:
1. Vaikhari can very well be represented by every perceivable
expression as body.
2. Madhyama can very well be represented by every expression as
mind (inaudible) still with language.
3. Pashyanti can very well be represented by the languageless,
apparently limited ‘I’ or witness.
4. Para can very well be represented by the real Self or Atma
beyond even the limitation of oneness or beyond even the appar-
ently limited ‘I’.
Atma expresses itself in two realms, namely the mind and the body.
The Sage rests at the right end, Atma, and sees the other two as mere
illusions upon the Atma itself.
But the ordinary man remains at the wrong end, the body, attributing
complete reality to its form and name, and considering the mind and
Atma as relatively subtle (less real).
Thus the right perspective assumed by the Sage is reversed
completely by the ordinary man. To get to perfection the layman has
therefore to reverse his perspective likewise.
Sage’s perspective Atma alone real Mind and body unreal
Ordinary man’s Body and mind Atma unreal
perspective both real
414. T O THE ULTIMATE THROUGH DHARMA AND DHARMI

Every perception has two aspects: the dharmi and dharma. The
dharmi is the changeless background or existence upon which the
dharmas come and go. For example we say ‘the book is’. ‘The book’
is dharma and ‘is’ is the dharmi. Because the ‘is’ is everywhere; but
‘the book’ is only in the book. But it is misunderstood by an ordinary
man. He takes ‘book’ as dharmi and the ‘is’ as dharma (attribute).

The ‘is’ can never be an attribute, because it is everywhere. It
alone can be dharmi. If therefore you approach the Truth by way of
the ‘dharmi’, understanding it in the right manner, you get to the
ultimate Truth without any difficulty. There the ‘is’ and consciousness
will be found to be one and the same.
Here also, the correct order is reversed, by putting the changeless
after the changing. Immediately after every perception, the changeless
part ‘is’ is conveniently forgotten, and the changing part ‘book’ alone
is emphasized. Correctly, it ought to be said that existence (dravya)
expresses itself as book (guna). Or in other words, ‘Existence books’,
‘book’ being used as a verb. Thus, every existing noun should be
considered a verbal noun and its expression a regular verb or
attribute. The Sanskrit language emphasizes this usage literally.
Existence is the only dravya (noun). All else is verb or attribute.
Sat is dharmi and exists in all dharma. But one dharma cannot exist
in another dharma. Get to the ‘is’ in every perception or find the
dharmi in you, and you are free.
In this sense, it is said that Lord Krishna is to be considered the
only male and all other beings females. Looked at merely from the
phenomenal, the world appears as existence, expressing itself as the
world. But looked at from the standpoint of Existence, there has been
no expression at all.
14th July 1952

415. W HY DOES ONE SEEK T RUTH ELSEWHERE ?
Because he does not know that he is himself that Truth.
416. W HAT IS THE TEST OF LOVE ?

In your relationship with another, if you can never even dream of any
kind of ill-feeling towards that other, that relationship can be said to
be bordering on pure love. What is that which you cannot help loving?
Atma alone.
atmavibkalatilpriti, prititan visayattilam,
pifaykkum visayapriti, yatmapritipificcita .

[In self, what’s found is quite beyond
all mere affection which is felt
for outside objects in the world.
Affection felt for outside things
can be expelled, but not so liking
for the truth of what self is.
That can’t be given up or changed.]
Bhasha Pancadashi, Atmananda-prakaranam, 26
417. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘S AKALAM DRZYAM JADAM ’ –

‘E VERYTHING PERCEIVED IS INERT ’ (Upanishad)?
All that you perceive is dead and inert; because in fact you do not see
anything. The object, when you seem to perceive it, is dead as object;
but is living in the higher sense, as Consciousness.
That which exists can never be dead. Therefore, the material part,
which is changing, alone is dead. The existence part of every object
is life or Consciousness itself. This is not perceptible and is never
dead.
21st July 1952

418. W HO HAS ANY PROBLEM ?
You say that you have many problems. But I ask you, have ‘you’
really any? When you examine your problems more carefully, you
will find that every problem belongs to somebody other than yourself,
namely to the body or mind. You, as the real ‘I’-principle, have
absolutely no problem.
You cannot talk of any problem unless you perceive it. When you
are the perceiver, you cannot simultaneously be the sufferer or
enjoyer. Thus you cannot have any problem, but you are the witness
always. A patient can narrate the details of his disease to a doctor only
as the perceiver and not as the sufferer. So the patient is the witness
of the disease. Thus you are the eternal witness. This is what Vedanta
wants to impress upon you.

The Truth is now and here. So it is everywhere. If it is not first
found now and here, it will be found nowhere else and at no other
time.
The utterances of a Sage in the sahaja state are said to be bold
and uncompromising, since they directly reflect the ultimate Truth.
Thinking along the lines of these bold utterances will itself be a
pleasure even on the path, and will take you right to the transcendental.
419. W HAT IS REALIZATION ?

Realization is nothing but shifting the centre of gravity or emphasis
from the object to the subject in every perception. For example, ‘I
see the chair.’ Here ‘I’ comes first and ‘chair’ next. But the ordinary
man ignores the ‘I’ and emphasizes only the ‘chair’. Correctly
speaking, he ought to be emphasizing the subject ‘I’ and ignoring the
object ‘chair’.
The God-given universe is God itself, and can be nothing else.
Invisible means not visible to the ordinary sense organs, but
cognized by some higher faculty.
420. W HAT IS THE NEED OF A G URU ?

Knowledge is of two kinds: objective and subjective. Objective
knowledge of all kinds, relating to objects gross as well as subtle,
can be acquired only through objective instruments of the same nature,
from the intellect down to the gross body. For this, we readily seek
the help of equally objective Gurus – like persons, books, instruments
and other appliances.
But, for the acquisition of subjective knowledge (knowledge
regarding the ‘I’-principle), none of the above instruments nor
anything objective shall be of any avail. However, the objective
instruments, if properly utilized, do the simple service of proving to
you that you are not the body, senses or the mind. They can do
nothing more, and your intellect also cannot grasp anything beyond
the objective.
The subjective experience of the real ‘I’ is exclusively the subject
of Vedanta. This can be gained only by personal contact, in an attitude
of complete surrender, with a Jnyanin who is established in that

subjective Reality. This Jnyanin, though appearing to the ordinary man
as embodied, really stands beyond the body, senses and mind – as
Atma itself. But the disciple, as long as he feels himself embodied,
sees the Guru only as a personality. Slowly, the disciple realizes that
he is that living principle beyond the body, senses and mind. Then he
finds the Guru also correspondingly exalted.
At last, when the disciple, taken thus to the brink of the mind,
listens to the words of the Guru explaining the nature of the positive
Self, he is suddenly thrown into that supreme experience of the
ultimate. It is only then that he realizes the state of the Guru to be
that always, whether in apparent activity or inactivity. Thus alone can
Truth be ever realized.
Another aspect of the same: You have nothing of your own. Everything
you profess to possess is alien to you, acquired from different sources.
Your body, your language, your ideas and everything of yours likewise
are derived from very many others, each one being a Guru to that
extent. All your merit or originality consists in rearranging them in
a peculiar manner, calling it ‘discovery’.
Every activity of yours is the result of some things you have thus
acquired from different Gurus or sources. Therefore, a Guru is
essential in every walk of life; much more so in the search for the
Truth, since you have to give up all that you deem to possess, before
you are let into the ultimate Truth.
Adrzyo drzyate rahur grhitene ’nduna yatha,
tatha ’nubhava-matra ’tma drzyena ’tma vilokyate
[Source of quotation uncertain]
The invisible Rahu is perceived through the eclipsed moon. In
the same way the Atma who is mere experience is perceived
through objects.
Translation by Shri Atmananda, Atma-darshan, Preface
In the quotation, Rahu stands for Atma and the moon represents
everything perceived (drishya). Rahu or Atma is by nature not
perceived. But Rahu becomes perceptible only when it comes into
direct contact with the moon. Similarly, Atma is recognized only when
you cognize any object, and direct your attention to the knowing or the
witness aspect of the activity.

For example: ‘I know the chair.’ ‘I’ is by nature unexpressed. But,
in the perception of the chair, if you do take it emphasizing the ‘I’ or
Atma in it, the chair only serves to show the Atma. Thus utilize all
objects as helps to attain the Ultimate.
Every art, science or shastra starts upon the blind assumption
of the basic error that the world, as it is perceived, is real; and it
proceeds to examine objects from this stand. But the vedantin begs to
differ and boldly asks the artist or scientist what he is going to examine,
questioning the very reality of the object itself. The vedantin calls
upon you to prove the object first, before proceeding to examine it.
When you are engaged in examining the fundamentals of anything,
you should not allow your past samskaras to come in and taint your
judgement. The habit channels of the mind are of course difficult to
overcome. So you have to guard yourself strongly against them.
When you are forced to examine what you call an ‘object’, strictly
and impartially, you find that you rely upon knowledge and experience
alone for the proof of the object. But knowledge and experience are
always within you, and do not go out to meet the so called object. So
knowledge and experience can in no case prove the existence of the
objects, but only their existence as ideas quite within the mind’s realm.
Thus the objects admit themselves to be nothing but ideas.
These in their turn are again cognized by that self-luminous
‘I’-principle, still further within. By applying the same argument,
you see that thoughts and feelings admit themselves to be nothing
but that ‘I’-principle. Therefore, you see that what appears as an
object is nothing but your own luminous Self.
The experienced is always one with the experience. This is
applicable in all realms. Identifying yourself with the mind and
examining the gross, you find the gross to be nothing but thought
forms.
Next identifying yourself with the self-luminous ‘I’-principle, you
examine thoughts and feelings, and immediately thoughts and feelings
are found to be nothing other than that ‘I’-principle. Thus the whole
world, including your own body and mind, is nothing but your own
Self.

Perception, thought or feeling is not such at the time of activity. You
make it such only after the event. Neither does it exist before the
event. Therefore nothing objective ever exists.
421. W HAT ARE STATES ?

The states called dream and wakeful, when viewed from the standpoint
of the apparent subject, appear only as the wakeful state. A state or
experience is styled a dream when its corresponding objects are found
to be non-existent.
In that sense, every past experience is a dream; and you have only
one experience in the present – the wakeful.
422. H OW IS A DREAM A DREAM ?

You say you had a dream, relying upon memory alone. You admit in
the same breath that the objects of the dream, including even the
dream subject, were all unreal. This shows that memory is no proof
of the reality of the objects of the experience supposed to be
remembered. If the objects of perception and the organs of perception
were unreal, the perception also must be equally unreal.
The mind always works conjointly with the corresponding sense
organs. Therefore, when the dream sense-organs and the dream body
disappear, the dream mind also disappears. Then the dream perceptions
do not have a container to hold on to. Therefore, the dream perceptions
are not capable of being remembered in any circumstance. Hence
memory cannot prove a dream.
As you wake up from the dream state, you must wake up from the
waking dream also. To say that you can now think of your past dream
is also wrong. Even to think of a dream you must cast away all that is
connected with the waking state, and become a dream subject for the
time being.
Prakriti (avidya) carries on its head the weapon with which to kill
prakriti itself. That weapon is vidya-vritti (the higher reason).

423. W HAT IS THE SECRET OF ENJOYMENT ?
To say you enjoyed anything, for example music, is wrong.
It is true you started by listening to music. At first you forgot your
personal identity and were absorbed in the harmony expressed in the
music. But you did not stop there. Through the expressed harmony,
you were carried on to the unexpressed inner harmony of the Self
and experienced your own Self there.
Coming back, you passed through the very same stages, in the
reverse order, and reached the music again. Then you wantonly
superimposed the bliss experienced upon the music outside.
The mistake is not in enjoying the expressed harmony, but is only
in superimposing the happiness upon some external object – here
music. When you say you enjoy any sense object, like music, that
object is not present at the time of enjoyment. Nor is the personal ‘I’,
the enjoyer, present. There is only your real Self, in its real nature of
Peace.
You utilize music only as an instrument, and abandon it just
before enjoyment or experience.
424. H OW DO THE YOGIN AND THE S AGE REACT, WITH

REGARD TO PLEASURE AND PAIN ?
When the body suffers, the yogin, as a result of his incessant

practice, takes away the mind from that spot and arrests it elsewhere,
thus avoiding the pain. Even when thus separated from the body, the
mind has its own sufferings. This sort of evasion does not enrich him,
but on the contrary injures him much. Because, later on, he will find
it much more difficult than an ordinary man would, to leave off a mind
so highly developed and to rest in his real nature. The habit channels
of the mind are so difficult to be overcome.
But the Sage views pleasure or pain in quite a different manner.
He lets the body or mind enjoy or suffer as it comes; only seeing that
it is the body or mind alone that enjoys or suffers and that he – the
knower of them all – is not involved in them in the least.
The yogins, of their own choice, leave the body to itself and labour
hard to train the changing mind to expand and acquire powers.

But the one who takes to the jnyana path leaves both the body and
the mind to themselves, and chooses to retreat into his own real nature
of Peace within.
425. W HO IS REALLY DOING A DEED ?

In the doing, there is only doing and no who (doer) nor deed. In the
doer, there is only doer and no doing or deed. And in the deed, there
is only deed and no doer or doing.
Therefore the question does not arise.
426. W HAT IS LIBERATION ?

You have to gain liberation only from the appendages, viz. body,
senses and mind. The officer is an appendage of the man, who is
relatively the witness of the officer.
You always desire rest. Real rest comes only from your real nature
– Peace. From this background, there is always the trumpet call,
resounding ‘Go to Peace!’ You respond to it unknowingly, every time.
Thus you go back to your real nature, Peace, after every activity.
This Peace or rest is already in you. You have only to recognize it,
and go to it every time knowingly. This is liberation. Thus you see
that you were never bound.
27th July 1952

427. W HAT IS VICARA - MARGA ?
Vicara-marga is the method in which the disciple is directly shown
the right Absolute, and the only effort the disciple is called upon to
make is to establish himself in that Absolute.
428. T RUTH AND LIBERATION

You actually come into contact with the Truth, as the world, every
moment. But you are not enriched by that in the least, until you are
told by the Guru about the ultimate Truth in the most unambiguous
terms.

Truth can be seemingly transmitted to the ordinary man only by
word of mouth. He is taken from the lower to the higher Truth in
gradual stages, working up his conviction at every step. To create
this conviction, contact through some clear medium is essential.
Hearing and seeing are the most convenient and important of such
mediums.
429. W HAT IS REAL LISTENING ?

The Upanishads boldly proclaim that listening to the ultimate Truth,
over and over again, is the only means to ultimate realization. What
is this ‘listening’?
Hearing the Truth direct from the lips of the Guru is, of course,
the first ‘listening’. It is an extremely rare privilege to be in the
physical presence of the Guru, repeatedly listening to his words.
But those who are denied this proud privilege of being constantly
in his presence can also ‘listen’. Thinking deeply over the Truth
expounded to you by the Guru, over and over again adducing the
arguments advanced by the Guru in detail and every time touching
the ultimate experience of the inner Self as you had it the first time,
is also virtually listening to the words of the Guru. This is the form
of listening adopted by the vast majority of disciples, of course after
once having heard the Truth from the Guru in person.
Truth is visualized even on the first listening. Further listening
helps you to get established in the Truth.
28th July 1952

430. H OW IS MIND RELATED TO THE OBJECT ?
When the mind is taken away from any object, what remains over is
neither the known nor the unknown. That can only be the ultimate
Reality. Therefore the mind makes the Ultimate appear as the object.
431. W HAT WAS S HRI K RISHNA’ S ROLE ?

Lord Krishna is the Bhagavad-gita itself, and the Bhagavad-gita is
the absolute Truth. His life (as described in the Bhagavata Purana) is
a living commentary on the Gita.

In the whole of his life, we do not see a single instance of his
having ever done anything for his personal self. From stealing butter
and curds in his infancy to his expounding the ultimate Truth to the
Gopis in the ‘Samanta-pancaka’, he had been unique in selflessness.
He is one who has never wept in his life. This shows that its
opposite, namely pleasure, was also absent in him. He was beyond
both, always at the background.
At the last moment, he blesses even the hunter who shot the fatal
arrow at him.
432. H OW IS C ONSCIOUSNESS RELATED TO OBJECTS ?

Consciousness has no separate object. So it comes to the realms of
the mind and senses, and claims the objects there as objects of
consciousness. But when you look deeper, to see how they become
objects of consciousness, you have to leave the realms of senses and
mind. Beyond the mind, the objects become Consciousness itself,
and there all objectivity vanishes.
Every sense organ has a corresponding sense object, and the
object of any one sense organ cannot be cognized by any other organ.
Moreover, every sense object is of the same nature as the
corresponding sense organ itself. Therefore, if Consciousness were
likewise an organ and had an object of its own, it could only be of
the nature of Consciousness, quite distinct and separate from any
other class of sense objects.
The usual statement, ‘I am conscious of a thing’, is not correct;
since a ‘thing’ can never be the object of Consciousness. What you
mean by that statement is only that you are perceiving the thing
through the mind in a subtle manner, or that you are mentally
conscious of it, or in other words that you can reproduce it in your
mind.
When you search for that ‘thing’ in Consciousness, it is nowhere
to be found. It has merged in Consciousness; and the statement
ultimately means ‘I am conscious of myself’ or that ‘Consciousness
knows Consciousness.’ Therefore, Consciousness cannot have any
object other than Consciousness.
atmanamatmana kantu telika ni

[It’s by the self that self is seen.
That’s what you need to clarify.]
Efuttacchan
29th July 1952

433. W HAT IS PRACTICAL REST ?
The ideal rest, capable of relieving the exhaustion of days and nights
of intense strain, is obtained by putting the mind in what is called the
blank state (madhyagatavastha), for an hour on even less, as convenient.
In order to induce that state you have to refrain from all thoughts
– objective as well as subjective. But in the early stages, the mind
rebels against it and takes to other thoughts indiscriminately. Then
you have deliberately to dismiss those thoughts, one by one. After a
sufficient period of such training, you will find that the mind comes
to a blank state of absolute rest.
But this exercise should never be attempted, except under personal
instructions from a competent guru.
citram vatataror mule vrddhaz zisya gurur yuva
gurostu maunam vyakhyanam zisya ’stu chinna-samzayah
[see note 688]
Shri Shankara, Dakshinamurti-stotram, Dhyana-shloka 3,
at start of Sureshvaracarya’s Manasollasa
The quotation explains how you really understand anything said by
the Guru about the ultimate Truth. You understand only when you are
beyond the words, language, ideas, central idea, speaker or listener.
At the time of understanding, the teacher as teacher and the disciple
as disciple are both absent, both having risen to the ultimate background
in apparent silence.
Experience occurs only when the expression stops.
434. W HO IS THE REAL CHILD ?

The worldly child, who is a child in ignorance, and the Sage, who is
a child in knowledge, are both unattached to objects. The child has
not acquired the capacity to think, and the Sage has gone beyond the

capacity to think. But the child leaves a slight samskara behind after
every activity, while the Sage leaves nothing behind.
Therefore, the Sage alone is the real child.
435. W HAT ARE THE DIFFERENT EXPRESSIONS OF HARMONY ?

The inner harmony of the Absolute is first expressed in:
1. The language of the soul or Reality – without in the least losing
its essence.
2. Next, it is expressed in the languageless language of ideas.
3. Next, in the language of ideas.
4. Lower down, it expresses itself or it is expressed in the language
of sounds, every such integral expression being called a mantra.
5. Still further down, it is expressed in the language of words, being
the grossest form of expression.
In all these different kinds of expression, the ideal to be maintained
is that no part of that inner harmony of the language of the soul
should be lost. This is possible only for a Sage, well established in
the sahaja state, never slipping out of that inner harmony or real
background.
Every thought and word of his is a mantra in its full sense, since
the whole of his indivisible Self is in that inner harmony all the time.
30th July 1952

436. H OW ARE THE REAL FLOWER AND THE REAL ‘I’ ONE AND
THE SAME ?
The ‘flower’ is that permanent something upon which all its adjuncts
or qualities appear and disappear. So also, I am that permanent
something upon which the expressions – like body, senses and mind
– come and go.
Everything pertaining to the flower corresponds to the things
pertaining to the ‘I’. But, giving up all adjuncts from the subject as
well as from the object, we find that what remains over is neither
known nor unknown, but real; and therefore is nothing but the
ultimate Reality.

Therefore, the real ‘flower’ and the real ‘I’ are in essence one and
the same.
31st July 1952

437. W HAT IS SILENT KNOWLEDGE ?
Ordinary knowledge is knowledge ‘of this’ (of any object gross or
subtle), obtained through a corresponding instrument.
But the silent knowledge or witness has neither a medium, nor is
it obtained. Therefore the witness is described as silent knowledge,
viewed from the standpoint of the mind or the ego.
The ignorant mind has certain false standards set by itself, and
evaluates everything according to those standards. But when the Truth
is heard from the Guru, the mind gives up all its previous standards.
Thenceforward the witness, which was so long qualified as silent,
ceases to be silent – in the sense that it is the background of both
activity and inactivity.
438. W HAT IS INDIVIDUALITY ?

Individuality is not what the ordinary man takes it to be. He takes it
to be adherence to one’s own body, senses and mind; and at the same
time he believes that the individuality remains unchanged. Such an
individuality is never possible.
The advaitin seeks that individuality or principle in him which
continues unchanged, even when the body and the mind change every
moment.
That individuality, if it should be changeless, can only be the real
‘I’-principle (Atma).
439. H OW TO ASSUAGE HUMAN SUFFERING ?

The problem is an illusion. Nobody actually wants to assuage human
suffering as it is. Knowledge of human suffering creates a fellow
suffering in you. It is this suffering in you that directly calls for
a solution, and drives you to the habit channel of always seeking
causes and remedies in external objects. Thus you attribute the cause
of your suffering to the human suffering outside.

A solution could be suggested to this in two ways: objective and
subjective.
1. The objective solution seeks to correct the world and its
arrangements so as not to allow recurrence of the human suffering.
This is not always possible or practicable, because the external
objects in question are diverse and often not under our control. It
is like attempting to cover the surface of the whole world with
leather, in order to afford smooth walking. This is often the way
of the ignorant world.
2. The other alternative, adopted by the wise one, is to seek the
subjective remedy. Your knowledge of something else was surely
the cause of your pain. But that other something was never in the
knowledge or in you. So, examine your ‘knowledge of anything’
more closely, and you find that it was nothing but pure knowledge.
Even when you turn your attention inward, the suffering vanishes.
So return to your real nature and you are free.
Correct yourself alone, and do not attempt to correct the kingdom of
God – if ever there is one.
440. I S THE ‘ UNIVERSAL’ A SPIRITUAL GOAL , AND DOES IT

HELP AN ASPIRANT TOWARDS THE ULTIMATE T RUTH ?
No. From the individual to the universal is the cosmological path of

progress. But this by itself can never take you to the Absolute. Even
when you have expanded yourself to the extent of comprehending
the whole universe, you will stand only as the expanded individual
by force of samskaras, and therefore you do not transcend individuality.
The universal has also to be transcended in order to get to the
Truth. You get at the same Truth by transcending the individual. Then
why all this vain labour, to reach the universal?
441. W HAT IS THE EFFECT OF RENUNCIATION ?

Renunciation is usually considered as a means to Self-realization, but
its effect is just the opposite. When you renounce an object, you
actually attribute more concreteness and reality to it than when you
are indifferent to it.

Thus renunciation, instead of proving the unreality of the world,
makes it more real and frightful, though you are temporarily and
conveniently kept away from parts of it.
442. D IFFERENCES IN THE VIEWPOINTS OF EVEN THE

U PANISHADS EXPLAINED
The Upanishads are all brief records of the expounding of the Truth,
to disciples of different standards, by the Sages of old at different
times. The general instruction how to approach and understand those
Upanishads themselves is to take them all as only formal (aupacarika).
This means that it was primarily only for those to whom it was
particularly addressed, and secondly for such others who could not
understand anything higher. It was not meant for those who could not
understand it, nor for those who could see even beyond.
Svarupa is the thing in itself, and that changeless background to
which attributes are given.
3rd August 1952

443. W HY DID S HRI K UMARILA B HATTA REJECT THE OFFER
OF S HRI S HANKARA ?
Kumarila Bhatta was a karmattha and had a guru who followed the
vedic path. He followed the traditional path and had risen well beyond
opposites, beyond virtue and vice. The only sin he had consciously
committed was deceiving his Buddhist guru. Though it was done not
for any selfish purpose, but for establishing the Truth, he decided at
last to atone for it by burning his body alive in a flaming pile of
paddy husk.
The fire had consumed him almost up to the waist when Shri
Shankara reached him and offered him advaitic Truth. He was quite
calm and serene, even in the throes of death, having discarded without
a thought all his past virtues. Having transcended the opposites of
virtue and vice, pleasure and pain etc., and being able to stand as the
disinterested witness even during the pangs of death, he must indeed
have risen to the ultimate Truth.
Thus standing as Truth himself, he did not stand in need of it again
from Shri Shankara. Therefore Shri Shankara was respectfully sent to

his foremost disciple, Shri Mandana Mishra for a spiritual duel, as
desired by Shri Shankara himself.
Kumarila Bhatta was a staunch advocate of selfless karma. Any
path – if followed with sincerity and earnestness even beyond the
apparent opposites – must take one to the right Ultimate. Devotion,
Vishishtadvaita, Dvaita and all such paths in due course take you to
the same goal of Truth if followed with steadfastness, even beyond
opposites, with an eye on the sat-cit-ananda aspect of the Absolute.
Following the expression even beyond name and form, you reach
that which is really expressionless, but which gets to express itself
as apparent objects.
444. W HY IS A SMILE EMPHASIZED IN MEDITATION ?

Meditation upon the smile on the face of the ishta-deva helps you to
the Absolute.
Contemplation of the form of your ishta-deva does not help you to
rise above body and mind. But the moment you think of his smile,
you forget the name and form and are attracted to something higher
and more illuminating, namely the consciousness part of it. If you
hold fast to the consciousness expressing itself through the smile,
you are lead on to the experience of the real Self, in due course.
nirvizesam param brahma saksat kartumanizvarah
ye mandaste ’nukampyante savizesanirupanaih
vazikrte manasyesam sagunabrahmazilanat
tadevavirbhavet saksadapetopadhikalpanam
Dharmaraja Adhvarindra, Vedanta-paribhasha, Chapter 8
4th August 1952

445. H OW IS THE YOGIN ’ S APPROACH TO THE T RUTH
DIFFERENT FROM THE J NYANIN ’ S ?
Yoga is a development out of Nirishvara-sankhya or ‘Sankhya denying

God’, and is known by the term Seshvara-sankhya or ‘Sankhya
accepting God’. In Sankhya, prakriti is not ultimately disposed of,
but is only brought to an equilibrium and rendered harmless. Therefore
duality still persists, in the form of purusha and prakriti, even after

the supposed liberation of the individual purusha. Acceptance of the
position of the existence of several such liberated purushas also
retains duality in another form. Therefore the pure Sankhya never
transcends duality completely.
Yogins always strive to visualize, through the mind, an ideal set
by the mind itself. It cannot be denied that every object perceived is
lit up by consciousness. Therefore, if the yogin claims to visualize
the Truth in the same manner, he must certainly light up the Absolute
also likewise. But with what is it to be so lit up? No, it is never
possible. Therefore yoga by itself can never take you to the Absolute.
The means of meditation is also adopted in the jnyana path. But
the disciple has already been told, by his Guru, about the real nature
of the Absolute. Therefore, when he meditates upon the Absolute, the
mind dies or merges into the self-luminous Absolute.
Some Jnyanins, even after realization, take to meditation as a
habit. But, ultimately, they have to give up this habit also, since it
unconsciously tries to limit the Absolute to a state.
Advaita absorbs the witness of the yogin as well as the witnessed
(consisting of the 98 tattvas) into it. Further, prakriti is completely
destroyed, even before advaita is established.
446. F ROM TRIPUTI TO THE A BSOLUTE

1. Knower, knowing and known
– reduced to –
2. Knowing or witness and known
– reduced further to –
3. Witness alone, without the witnessed.
5th August 1952

447. ‘A HAM ’ ( SELF )
1. “na hanyate” … aham
Aham means I am the deathless Atma.
[“na hanyate” means “I am not killed.” – probably quoted from
the Bhagavad-gita, 2.20. And ‘aham’ is Sanskrit for ‘I’.]

2. aziraskam hakarantam
azesakarasamsthitam
448. H OW IS R EALITY IN THE OBJECTIVE WORLD

ESTABLISHED ?
It is done in two ways:

1. By examining the objective world in an ascending order from the
gross to the Absolute. When the gross is examined, it is reduced
to mere thought forms, and thoughts in their turn are transformed
into pure Consciousness. Thus the world cannot ever be anything
other than the right Absolute.
2. By tracing the expression of the Absolute down to the gross world,
in the descending order.
In this process, yourself, the one reality, seems to split itself
into two: namely generic thought and consciousness, the perceiver
of the thought. At this stage there is no bondage, because there is
no other thing in existence except yourself and thought, and your
experience is only that you know.
You see yourself as thought. It cannot be called a thought
either: because from the standpoint of Consciousness, there cannot
ever be anything other than Consciousness, and hence there is no
thought.
A thought to be a thought must have an object, and therefore
thought can exist only in the mind’s realm. In the plane where the
generic thought is supposed to exist, consciousness alone obtains
to provide an object to thought. But it is called a thought only
when looked at from down below.
This generic thought, which is not thought by itself, next begets
innumerable other thoughts: as the world comes into appearance,
from out of this pure Consciousness.
Therefore, looking from the top or from the bottom, the world is found
to be nothing but the Reality.
Atma: The unconditioned ‘I’.

First emanation: ‘I know I am.’ The most generic thought.
Here I am witness of the generic thought.
Second emanation: Then you come to the particular thoughts –
including time, space and causality – establishing the whole
realm of the mind. Immediately, you become the ‘thinker’ in
the triputi (of the thinker, thinking and thought).
Third emanation: Further down, you become the ‘perceiver’,
in a world of sense perceptions.
Fourth emanation: Finally, you come down to be a ‘doer’, in a
gross world of bodies and actions.
This is the order in which the unconditioned ‘I’ manifests itself in
different stages. And to return to the same unconditioned state, you
have to ascend in the same order, relinquishing the accretions one by
one.
449. ‘B EING ’ AND ‘V EDANTA’ – HOW ARE THEY RELATED ?

‘Being’, which is by nature unmanifested, seems to manifest itself as
a mental being in the mind’s realm and lower down as a physical
being in the gross realm.
This ‘being’ is Truth itself, but is not experienced as such by all. It
is also difficult to conceive of. The world can easily be reduced to
thoughts, but the further disposal of thoughts is not so easy.
It is for this that the help of ‘Vedanta’ is sought. Vedanta does its
task most wonderfully, by proving that there never was a thought in
existence, and so that all that ever existed was pure Consciousness,
Atma alone.
7th August 1952

450. W HAT IS THE EASIEST APPROACH TOWARDS
UNDERSTANDING THE T RUTH ?
In order that the understanding may be natural and abiding, it has to

be based upon your fundamental experiences. For this, you have to
begin by examining your ordinary experiences as a layman, gradually
eliminating from them all extraneous elements, leaving Truth itself
behind.

This method alone takes you to Truth, without any effort or doubt.
For example, examine what happens during all of your ordinary
perceptions, thoughts or feelings; and prove that in every case it is
your own Atma, the Self, that is experienced as Consciousness or
Peace.
451. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ‘I’ AND ‘ YOU ’?

In the ‘you’, the ‘I’ is always present. But in the ‘I’, the ‘you’ is not
present.
452. I S THERE RENUNCIATION IN VICARA - MARGA ?

Renunciation, like everything else, has two aspects: its form and its
essence. Paths like those of karma, devotion, sannyasa, yoga etc.
emphasize both these aspects, sometimes the form even more than
the essence.
But for those who follow the path of jnyana or vicara-marga, the
essence of renunciation alone is emphasized and the form practically
ignored. So much so that an acquaintance of a modern Sage who
adopted the direct path for instruction once told him that he wished
to accept the path chalked out by him, since it called for no kind of
renunciation at any stage of one’s life. Because to all appearance the
Sage was leading an ideal domestic life.
But to this the Sage replied: ‘Well my friend, you are somewhat
mistaken. It is not the physical renunciation that really counts. If it
did, every destitute beggar would be a sannyasin. He can claim to
have renounced much and to possess little.
‘But it is that preparedness to renounce everything you possess
including your own life – if it is necessary for the attainment of the
Truth – that really matters. You can never reach that Ultimate if there
is any one little thing in the world which you are not prepared to
renounce, in order to reach the Ultimate. It is that preparedness to
renounce everything which makes one a real sannyasin.
No amount of physical renunciation, without that full readiness to
renounce everything, makes you only a prisoner in your own self-
made mental fetters. You are not much better than a prisoner behind
iron bars.

Therefore the ideal of life for one who takes to vicara-marga should
be inwardly to be a perfect sannyasin and outwardly to live like a
‘man of the world’.
The Sage has renounced his life completely, but has kindly permitted
life to cling on to Truth for the time being, to be dismissed without
notice whenever he chooses. The Sage is always in the world but not
of it.
8th August 1952

453. W HAT IS RASA ?
Rasa is just that one something which descends into the heart and is
experienced by the heart.
[‘Rasa’ means ‘sap’ or ‘juice’ and hence it indicates the essence or
the essential savour of a feeling or an experience.]
454. W HY AM I ASKED TO SEE THE G URU BEHIND ME FIRST

(Atma-nirvriti, 18.5)?
You are asked first to try to visualize Me behind you, since that centre
is not surrounded by any obstacles.
In front of you, you have a forest of worldly objects with which
you are so familiar that you believe they have independent existence
and reality. In their midst, you will hardly be able to recognize Me,
the witness.
In the realm of thoughts and feelings also, it is equally difficult to
recognize Me.
But if you succeed in directing your attention to Me behind the
mind, you will meet with no obstacles there, and you will be forced
to see Me alone. Facing Me, you will transcend all thoughts of body
and mind and also the sense of inside and outside.
Then you will recognize that ‘I’ am in you as yourself, the Atma.
Water is always invisible. So is everything. But its existence is never
denied.

455. H OW TO VIEW THE EXPRESSION ?
Reality, as it is, is unexpressed and imperceptible. Where expressed,
it becomes perceptible to the senses or mind. But then the Reality is
obscured to that extent. Therefore, do not desire any particular kind
of expression, however sattvic.
Expression is always transient or time limited, and the expression
is all too often misunderstood to be the Reality itself. Your goal,
however, is always permanent peace or Happiness. And so you must
desire only the Reality itself, which is always in everything, as the
expressed.
456. H OW CAN THE WITNESS OF JIVA AND THE WITNESS OF

I SHVARA BE ONE ?
The shastras labour hard, to prove the identity of these two witnesses.
But according to our approach, it is comparatively easy to prove.
The only difference between jiva and Ishvara lies in the scope and
limitation of each. Each is said to be the witness of its own objects or
perceptions. Now, examining the objects of each, we find nothing which
is an object of Ishvara alone, and which cannot also be an object of
jiva. Thus, their objects being identical, the witnesses alone cannot
be different.
Moreover, according to the higher shastras, Ishvara is but the
highest manifestation of the human mind, and is not different from
jiva in essence. Or in other words, Ishvara is but an object of jiva.
Therefore, their witnesses also cannot be different.
9th August 1952

457. W HY DOES A J NYANIN SOMETIMES TRY TO HELP OTHERS
IN DISTRESS ?
The Jnyanin knows well that the source of all their distress is the fear
of death, and he knows that death is a misnomer. So he tries to help
them to continue to live in the illusion for a time, only long enough
to make them understand that they can never die.

458. W HAT IS THE IDEAL FORM OF CHARITY ?
It should be spontaneous, unconditional and prompted from beyond
the realm of the mind. It should be selfless.
If, after doing any charity, you continue to pride yourself over it
or even think about it, you are really degrading yourself to that
extent. If you continue to criticize the way in which the amount was
utilized, it means that you have not quite actually parted with the
ownership of the money.
A conditional charity means that you have engaged the recipient
as a servant, to do something for you in your absence according to
your instructions, expressed or implied.
Therefore, the best way to do charity would be to do it and forget
all about it immediately.
459. W HAT IS THE FRUIT OF WORSHIP ?

Worship of God ensures pleasures of heaven (drishta-phala-sadhya).
Worship of the Guru ensures permanent Happiness – including the
former, if desired (drishtadrishta-phala-sadhya).
11th August 1952

460. W HAT DO I LOVE ?
When love is directed to personal qualities, that love is thus worldly.
When it is directed to the life principle, it becomes sublime. When
that life principle is examined, it gets found to be nothing other than
pure Consciousness (the Atma). Then only can love be transformed
into the absolute Reality.
Let us examine this a little more closely. You say you love a man.
Who is the man you suppose you love? Is it his body? No. Because
when he dies, you fear even to go near his dead body. Thus you see that
your love was really directed to the life principle which was abiding
in that body. And when that life is examined, it is found to be nothing
other than pure Consciousness, which is only one.
Man is incapable of loving anything other than that Consciousness,
the Atma.

461. H OW IS THE WAKING STATE A DREAM ?
By a ‘dream’ we mean something which is not real. What is Reality?
That which does not disappear at any time.
Now, what is there in the waking state that does not disappear?
Nothing. Therefore, everything objective, connected with the waking
state, is unreal.
But what we have just called the unreal appears all the while. Yes.
When the unreal appears as real we call it a dream. Therefore, the
waking state is all a dream.
But there is one thing that does not disappear in any state – pure
Consciousness, the Atma.
462. K NOWLEDGE CANNOT BE A FUNCTION . W HY ?

Because nothing can exist by its side to form its object. Therefore, to
say that ‘I know’ or ‘I know it’ are both wrong. Functioning starts
only with the inception of mind and the consequent subject-object
relationship.
The sense organs and mind can function only by the consciousness
part existing in them.
13th August 1952

463. W HAT DOES THE G URU GIVE ME ?
Answer: ‘The correct perspective.’
The world and its objects, when viewed through the perspective
bestowed by the Guru, appear transformed into that ultimate Reality,
just as the brackish and poisonous waters of the ocean are transformed
into pure water when they pass through the heat of the sun above.
464. W HAT IS THE SAHAJA STATE ?

A Jnyanin, by experiencing the ultimate Happiness, knows that he
experiences nothing new and that the limitation he used to put upon
Happiness before realization was an illusion. Thus he knows that what
one experiences as limited happiness, apparently ensuing from objects,
is in fact that unlimited ultimate Happiness itself.

So even if a Sage appears to be leading a normal life as before, he
does not see the world as the onlookers see it. Even when the others
think that he is hunting after objects of pleasure, he from his own
stand is always enjoying his svarupananda.
A Sage in the sahaja state does not bother himself – as far as he is
concerned – with explaining the objective world or its activities.
Death for him has taken place long ago, at the moment of his first
realizing the Truth. The subsequent stoppage of prana long after and
the consequent paralysis of the body, which we usually call death,
does not denote the moment of the death of his ego.
The ultimate ideal is not ‘not to see’ when objects appear, but to
be deeply convinced that the Reality is far beyond both seeing and
not-seeing by the senses. You only witness these perceptions, and the
perceptions in no way affect you.
Though the eye shows the palace on the backdrop (curtain) on the
stage most realistically to you, the intellect from behind tells you it is
not real, and you readily accept that correction. So also, though sense
organs show the objects to be real, the ‘I’-principle – standing behind
the sense organs – corrects them and tells you it is all illusion. The
Sage readily accepts this position and lets the body and mind continue
to function as before, just as he who sees the curtain continues to see
the palace on the curtain as before, but does not allow himself to be
carried away by the eye’s verdict.
You cannot help seeing if you look through the eyes. The only
means of avoiding seeing is to cease looking through the eyes. But
the Sage does not want to perform that vain labour. He is content with
resting in the ultimate Truth, whatever may be the activity the mind
and body are engaged in.
We talk ignorantly of the activities of the Sage. This is clearly a
contradiction in terms. The Sage is that principle transcending both
activity and inactivity. So the Sage cannot take to any activity as the
Sage; and that which is engaged in any activity cannot be the Sage.
In short, that which is visible to our sense organs or mind is not the
Sage. The Sage is invisible and the background of all perceptions –
the ultimate Reality. We can in no way reconcile the Sage and the
activity we so ignorantly attribute to him.
You say you went to Shastamangalam in the bus. Except boarding
and alighting from the bus you did not perform any other activity. All

motion belonged to the bus and yet you say you went, attributing the
motion of the bus to yourself who was only a silent witness to the
activity of the bus. Still, you claim to have gone to Shastamangalam.
This is the play of ignorance. The Sage does not claim the activity of
anything else for himself. He always gives the devil his due: and thus
never identifies himself with the body, senses or mind.
Now applying the illustration of the bus subjectively, we find that
the bus represents the objective group of the body, senses and generic
mind, and ‘you’ in the bus stand for the real ‘I’-principle. Thus, even
when the Sage (the real ‘I’-principle) has withdrawn all identification
from the objective group, that group is left intact to function just as
accurately and intelligently as before, under the guidance of the very
same ‘ignorance’ that was guiding it before. What you have called
‘intelligence’ is based upon pure ignorance, which is as much dead
matter as the body, from the standpoint of the Reality.
14th August 1952

465. N OBODY DESIRES PURE H APPINESS . W HY ?
Desire is a function of the mind, and pure Happiness is on a level far
beyond the mind. Therefore the mind can never conceive or desire
pure Happiness. What the mind desires is the one last manifestation
just before extinction or merging itself into Happiness.
Take for example the desire for the vision of your ‘ishta-deva’,
which usually gives you immense pleasure. Exactly as the vision
gives you pleasure, the disappearance of the vision gives you pain;
and this is inevitable, as the devotee knows from experience only too
well. Thus, the condition just after the vision is dark and dismal,
in comparison with the hopeful, exciting and pleasant condition just
preceding it. Therefore, mindful of these two opposite conditions before
and after the vision, the devotee naturally longs to prolong the
pleasure as much as possible, knowing that the gloom after the vision
is inevitable, and that the duration of the vision itself, though pleasant,
is not under his control. So his desire for the pleasant feelings,
experienced before the culmination of the vision, is greater than his
desire for the vision itself, which he takes only as a logical corollary.
Moreover, the mind does not find any glamour in the ultimate
Peace, from the standpoint of the mind itself. When you are hungry,

what the mind really wants is the disappearance of the hunger, which
can only be in Peace. The mind, being incapable of conceiving this
Peace, turns to the objective food which is capable of removing the
physical hunger. Thus the mind desires always only that preliminary
pleasure.
Nobody except the Sage can desire that ultimate Happiness, since
all the rest are in the realm of the mind. But the Sage does not desire
even that, since he knows he is that already.
466. E VEN ADVAITA HAS ITS PLACE .

bhava ’dvaitam sada kuryat
kriya ’dvaitam na karhi cit .
advaitam trisu lokesu
*na ’dvaitam gurunasaha
*na ’dvaitam guru sannidhau ..
[* marks alternative versions of the fourth line.]
Shri Shankara, Tattvopadesha, 87
st
1 line: bhava ’dvaitam sada kuryat
You may contemplate deeply on the non-duality when you are not
engaged in any other activity.
2nd line: kriya ’dvaitam na karhi cit
But in your activities there can never be any advaita.
3rd line: advaitam trisu lokesu
The three worlds can easily be reduced to advaita.
4th line: na ’dvaitam gurunasaha
In the physical presence of one’s own Guru, even a Jnyanin feels
himself a child before the Absolute. That is the only altar before
which an advaitin always falls bowing unconditionally. Advaita is only
a pointer to the Guru. You do not reach advaita completely until you
reach the egoless state. Never even think that you are one with the
Guru. It will never take you to the Ultimate. On the contrary that
thought will only drown you.
Advaita points only to the Ultimate.

drastra-darzana-drzyesu pratyekam bodha-matrata
saras tena, tad anyatvam nasti kiñ cit kha-puspavat
[The see-er, seeing and the seen –
of these, each is pure consciousness.
With that, reality is found.
Whatever is not that alone
is like a flower in the sky;
it is not really there at all.]
Shri Shankara
It means: Try always to spot out the Reality in the world. Examine
the three parts of triputi separately, and see the Reality in each.
The moment you admit and accept advaita, all illustrations from
the world become inapplicable to it and all questions cease. Because,
viewed from the stand of advaita, nothing else exists.
15th August 1952

467. W HAT IS THE BEST WAY OF APPROACHING A PROBLEM
FOR AN ULTIMATE SOLUTION ?
It is best to take your stand, at least in idea, in the deep sleep state
and see if the problem arises there. No, the problem does not appear
there.
Therefore, all problems are the products of body, senses and mind,
and disappear with them. They do not concern you at all.
16th August 1952

468. K NOWLEDGE KNOWS ONLY KNOWLEDGE AND
EXPERIENCE EXPERIENCES ONLY EXPERIENCE . H OW ?
Your own experience alone is accepted as a proof for the existence of

anything.
Suppose you see an object. What is your immediate experience?
You see and you can see only form. But form and seeing can never
be outside. They are in the mind itself. Here, a subtle sense organ and
a subtle form are created in the mind, and a subtle perception takes
place.

This again is not independent. It is established by the knowledge
beyond the mind. Beyond the mind, there being neither object nor
activity, you can only say knowledge knows knowledge. Similarly,
experience experiences experience. Both these statements mean that
you are all alone, shining in your own glory, even during so-called
perceptions, thoughts and feelings.
I allow myself to be conditioned by time and space, and then
perceive the object with the gross instrument of some sense organ.
The next moment, I give up the space element, allow myself to be
conditioned by time alone, and I perceive only subtle forms with
subtle sense organs in the mind. The next moment, I give up the time
limitation also and stand alone; and then I am experience or knowledge
itself.
This experience or knowledge alone was present in the previous,
apparently limited perceptions as well.
469. T IME AND SPACE ARE NOT AND SO THE WORLD IS NOT.
(Another approach, assuming time to exist)
Time: Does it exist inside or outside you?
If it is outside, your thoughts and feelings – which are all inside –
cannot be affected or conditioned by time, and further, time must be
perceptible to the sense organs. This is not so. Therefore time must
necessarily be inside the mind.
Next examining in the same manner if time exists in the mind, it
is not perceived by the mind either. So we find it is neither there but
further inside you.
Beyond the mind there is nothing but the ‘I’-principle, and time
cannot be there. Therefore time as time is not; and if it exists, it is
Atma itself.
Space: Do you perceive space? If so, with what organ? If you say
‘with the eye organ’, it can perceive only form. Space is not form.
So space is never perceived outside; but is inside, just like time.
Therefore space is also not; and if it exists, it is Atma itself.

470. D O YOU SEE MAN ?
You will be tempted to say yes. If so, please define man, but without
referring to any of his attributes.
You find it is impossible to define man, or any other thing in its
generic sense. A thing, in its generic sense, is the sat or Atma itself.
It can never be perceived.
To make it perceivable, you superimpose name and form upon this
‘sat’ and say you see the thing. But you see only the superimpositions;
and never the thing, which is pure sat and not perceivable.
Therefore, nothing is ever seen, heard, touched, tasted or smelt.
The ‘it’ is the end of all senses, or that permanent background into
which all senses merge. In Sanskrit, it is called in reference to each
sense by different names, literally meaning the end of each sense
perception (namely nadanta, rupanta, gandhanta, sparshanta and
rasanta), each being significant of its source.
Thus, the generic is the only one that is the sat or dharmi. You do
not perceive the generic and do not perceive anything but the generic.
Dharmi is the Reality and dharmas all come and go. Thus, that which
is the predicate in all worldly transactions is proved to be the real and
only subject of everything.
This shows how Vedanta or a vedantin is really a spiritual atom
bomb; and it is no wonder that intellectuals tremble to approach it,
for fear of blundering into the Right. You are the only noumenon.
Everything else – from intellect down to body – turns out to be
the mere phenomenon.
471. B EAUTY
Beauty is Truth itself and that is yourself. Every object as object is
uncouth and ugly, being opposed to and separate from yourself, the
Atma. But sometimes you project your own self upon some particular
object and call it beautiful, however uncouth it otherwise is.
You can never superimpose anything upon nature, since that very
superimposition also forms part of that same nature in itself.

17th August 1952
472. H OW ARE DREAM AND WAKING STATES RELATED ?
The lower shastras attribute greater reality to the waking state, on the
ground that unlike the dream state, it repeats itself. This statement is
made in the waking state, from a stand clearly partial to that state.
Examining these two states impartially, we find that what we now
call the dream state was a pure waking state when experienced, as
imagined by the so-called dream subject who alone experienced that
state.
So there was no dream state in fact, but only another waking state,
with nothing objective in common with the former waking state.
18th August 1952

473. W HY DID S HANKARA NOT EXPOUND A DVAITA IN THE
DIRECT METHOD ?
The shastras, in the days of Shankara, had such a strong hold upon
the people that no other method of approach, however direct, could
attract or captivate their imagination. Therefore Shri Shankara had,
by force of circumstances, to adopt the laborious method of expounding
the advaitic Truth through the shastraic or traditional method.
But now, centuries after Shankara, people’s blind faith in the shastras
has disappeared and they are obliged to rely upon their reason alone.
The present conditions are best suited for the adoption of the direct
perception method, and the best use is made of this opportunity here
and now.
474. W HAT ARE THE PATHS TO REALIZATION ?

According to the traditional method, they are mainly bhakti, yoga
and jnyana. Each of these paths, though dominated by one particular
aspect and approach, happily has something of the other two also in
it.
Take for example, the raja-yoga path. Let us analyse its composition.
Why does one take to this laborious practice? Evidently for the
pleasure and powers one expects out of it. This desire for Happiness
is the function of the heart, and is nothing but bhakti for your real

nature of Happiness. The discriminative faculty and the reasoning
aspect, much emphasized in the course of this path, is but the jnyana
aspect. And the active contemplation and other exercises form the
preponderating yogic element. Thus all the three paths have their
proper place in raja-yoga.
It is the same with the other two paths also. Therefore none of
these paths is exclusive or watertight.
475. W HAT DOES ‘ FORMAL’ ( AUPACARIKA ) MEAN ?

Formal means not to be taken as literally correct. To be taken as a
matter of concession only. Intended to serve a particular purpose
alone, and that with the best of intentions.
For example, each path to the Truth is individually described as
the most important in the particular shastra which deals with it. This
fallacy is perceived only when looked at from the phenomenal. But,
on reaching the Ultimate, even the paths become illusions and the
apparent fallacies also disappear.
19th August 1952

Every act, perception, thought, feeling, conduct etc. of yours proclaims
to the world that you are the Reality itself.
476. H OW DO THE ACTIVITIES OF OUR ORGANS CONSTITUTE

PUJA TO THE REAL SELF ?
Your organs in their functions seek Happiness alone. It has been

clearly shown that your real nature is Happiness. So each organ is
really seeking you.
How do its functions constitute a puja? Each activity of the organs
is independent in itself and different from every other activity. So
also are the different actions in the puja to the idol. But they derive
their common relationship from the fact that they are all directed to
the common goal, the idol.
Similarly, the activities of the organs are also all directed to you,
the real Happiness; and thus their activities become puja done to you.

After realizing the Truth, each sense organ appears to function,
but really remains functionless. Thus each sense organ virtually
becomes a jivan-mukta.
477. A DISCIPLE ASKED : H OW TO ACQUIRE THE LOVE OF

PADMAPADA FOR THE G URU ?
Answer: ‘By emptying your mind.’
Then how to empty the mind? Mind by itself does not want any
thought. You can be said to have emptied the mind if you can so train
your mind that only such thoughts as you require or permit come to
you, or in other words when any thought or feeling comes to you only
at your bidding. This can only be achieved by real prema [love].
Reality alone has the right to come in unbidden; because that is
the subject and the Reality. Thoughts and feelings sometimes come in
unbidden, because you attribute reality to them. Know that they are
unreal, and from that moment they will never be able to intrude upon
you unbidden.
478. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE APPROACHES

TO THE T RUTH , U PANISHADIC AND DIRECT ?
All Upanishadic methods try to eliminate you from the anatma, and
to establish you in the Atma.
But here, according to the direct method, you are shown that you
can never get away either from your own shadow or from your
reality. You are only asked to look deep into what you call anatma,
and see beyond the shadow of a doubt that it is nothing but Atma –
the Reality.
479. C AN PHENOMENAL RELATIONSHIP BE AN OBSTACLE TO

SPIRITUAL ENLIGHTENMENT ?
Yes, sometimes. Shri Shuka was the son of Shri Veda-vyasa, the Sage,
and Shri Janaka was the disciple of Shri Vyasa and a Sage himself.
Shri Shuka heard the whole Truth from Shri Veda-vyasa, but did not
attain complete enlightenment. So Vyasa one day sent Shuka to Shri
Janaka, the Sage king, for ultimate enlightenment, without disclosing

the relationship between himself and Janaka. Shuka went to Janaka
and after some trials and discussions attained ultimate enlightenment
and satisfaction.
It was only then that he found that he had not yet known his father
as he ought to have, because the phenomenal relationship of father
and son prevented him from seeing Shri Vyasa as the Guru, the
Absolute.
‘The very same mistake is found repeated here, even now.’
480. A N ENLIGHTENING INCIDENT OF THE G OPIS AT THE

BATHING GHAT, AND ITS EXPLANATION
One day Shri Shuka happened to pass by the ladies’ bathing Ghat in
the Yamuna (a tributary of the Ganges) where the Gopis were bathing
naked. The ladies saw Shri Shuka, but ignored him completely –
considering him only as a child – and continued to enjoy their bath.
But another day, Shri Veda-vyasa himself happened to pass by the same
way. Now, on seeing him even from a distance, the ladies rushed
for their clothes and covered their bodies. How could this change
in their conduct be explained?
Answer: The Absolute has two aspects – the dynamic and the static.
All activities in life belong to the dynamic aspect, and all things passive
belong to the static aspect. For example renunciation, relaxation
etc. are passive.
Shri Shuka was an embodiment of the static aspect of life, and
there was nothing of life’s activities visible in him. He was virtually
dead to the world.
But Shri Veda-vyasa was a Sage who was the ultimate Reality itself,
transcending both the static and the dynamic aspects. And in him, both
these aspects were apparently alive.
The predominating aspects in the apparent life of these two great
souls had their respective impact upon the ladies in the river, and at
each different time they reacted accordingly. That is all.

481. H OW TO PRODUCE THE BEST RESULTS OF ACTION ?
If you lose yourself in any action, that action will be most successful,
in the sense that it produces the best results. How to attain this self-
forgetfulness?
Direct the mind to its source, the Absolute, leaving a simple
samskara that certain actions are to be performed. When the actions
are thus left to themselves with the sense organs, and the lower
reason is not available to guide them, some principle from within –
evidently the higher reason – automatically takes the full responsibility
of guiding the actions.
Thus under the supreme guidance of the all knowing vidya-vritti,
the actions happen to be fulfilled to a wonderful degree of perfection.
But if ever the ego comes in, in any form anywhere in the course of
the action, things go wrong lamentably.
The apparent life of every Sage, if closely observed, will provide
many instances of the mysterious fulfilment of phenomenal activities
in all perfection, without an effort on his own part and without his
claiming the least credit for it.
20th August 1952

482. W HERE IS THE WORLD FROM THE STANDPOINT OF
EXPERIENCE ?
Experience alone is the proof of the existence of everything. Thus,

what is present in experience alone can be real.
Experience, which is seems to be inside, has nothing in it but
knowledge and Happiness. The world is nowhere in the experience
and so the world is non-existent.
Therefore, the experience is neither of the world nor as the world,
since the world is non-existent.
483. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU SEE A THING ?

When you say you see an object, you see only the dead part of the
object. The Consciousness part, which is alone alive, cannot ever be
seen.

If you say that the sense organ goes out of its centre to the object
outside, in order to cognize it, the sense organ must necessarily get
hurt if any injury should occur to the object, when the sense organ is
contacting it. But it never happens. Therefore, seeing is all inside and
it proves nothing outside.
484. S OME DEFINITIONS

Yoga-kshema literally means the phenomenal as well as the spiritual
needs of the individual.
Yoga (from another perspective) means directing your energies to
acquire something which you are not already in possession of.
Kshema means maintaining in the right manner that which you thus
acquire.
Duty always depends upon your desires and upon what you want
objectively. For example, a student and a teacher have different
duties.
485. W HAT IS SVADHARMA AND WHY ?

The life to which you have fitted yourself, by birth and inheritance,
is the most natural and effortless one, so far as you are concerned. To
continue in the same way of life, you require only a little extra energy.
Therefore much energy is left to you which can be utilized for spiritual
search, and you reach the goal sooner.
But if you change your own way of life, you will consume a lot of
energy in establishing yourself in the new sphere, and your spiritual
progress naturally suffers to that extent. Moreover, your activities in
the phenomenal walk of life are of no avail in your spiritual progress,
since the former is outward-going and the latter inward-going.
Therefore the Acaryas of old have clearly warned you against any
change of svadharma, since it entails a huge waste of precious energy
and only increases the distance to your spiritual goal. Your station in
life and way of life, whatever they be, are best suited for you to rise
in life, worldly as well as spiritual.

Hence we see in vedic lore occasional instances of great Sages
continuing their svadharma even as butchers, priests etc. (e.g. Shri
Vyadha and Shri Vasishtha).
21st August 1952

486. ‘O NE IN THE ONE IS NOT ONE .’ H OW ?
The noumenon and the phenomenon, or the one and the many, are
the two entities found in the apparent universe. The ‘one’ is not
dependent upon the ‘many’, nor opposed to it. It is easy to prove that
the one is in the many; but the many can never be in the one.
Therefore, if you succeed in taking anybody to the unique or the
one, reaching there he finds that the oneness by itself does not exist
there, but that it immediately becomes transformed into the Ultimate.
An individual who has reached the Ultimate no longer remains an
individual.
487. W HAT IS ARUNDHATI - NYAYA ( POINTER )?

Arundhati is a very dim and tiny star, not easily noticed, but
important in the study of astronomy. Therefore it is the usual practice
of teachers in astronomy to show the student first some visible object
like a tree or a tower in the direction of that star, next some bright
cluster of stars close to the Arundhati and then the glimmering
Arundhati itself. Thus, the first two targets were only pointers to the
actual goal.
Similarly, for those following the spiritual path, everything – from
the witness down to the gross body – are all but upadhis or pointers
to the Ultimate.
488. W HAT IS EXPANSION THROUGH LOVE ?

This path usually starts with devotion to the personal God. In this
path, the practices as well as the limited enjoyments of happiness all
take place in the subtle sphere. But the life and activities of the
devotee himself take place in the physical sphere. The latter appears
more real and concrete from the point of view of the devotee at that

level. His identification with anything else in the mental sphere can
never be as strong as his identification with his gross body and senses.
But if the devotee persists strenuously, his love expands to the
universal, and he himself becomes Ishvara, in that sense. As Ishvara,
there is nothing outside him and thus he transcends bondage and pain.
Thus it is possible to teach the Ultimate through the path of expansion
of love.
But in practice, it is so full of pitfalls – and the chances of getting
stranded at every little turn are so great – that very few who take to
that path reach the right Ultimate. The devotee is very often carried
away by the glamour of the expression of love, and he loses sight of
the real background, the expressionless.
The exuberance of the expression of joy, in the course of this path,
is more a hindrance than a help to the devotee’s progress, unless he is
being guided by a Karana-guru. This difficulty, in rising beyond the
name and form, was clearly experienced at a stage in the spiritual
lives of Shri Caitanya, Shri Ramakrishna, etc.
God, as ordinarily conceived by man, is the highest manifestation
of the human mind.
489. G OD IN HIS ESSENCE IS THE RIGHT A BSOLUTE

God is the most generic aspect of everything in this universe. There
being nothing beside him, either gross or subtle, there is no duality in
God. Just as his body is generic, his thoughts, feelings etc. are also
generic. He is incapable of taking a particular thought or feeling. So
the grossness and subtlety vanish altogether.
Thus reaching the most generic in all aspects, he stands as the
right Absolute itself.
490. W HAT IS MY SADHANA AFTER TATTVOPADESHA ?

The only real sadhana for a jnyana sadhaka is to try not to forget his
real nature, whenever he is not occupied with activities which are
necessary for his life in the world.

491. I S THE ‘I’- THOUGHT THEORETICAL ?
The thought of ‘I’ some say is theoretical. In that case, it will have to
be admitted that you are yourself a theory, which I believe you can
never admit.
Therefore, the ‘I’-thought is more truly practical than all apparently
practical things.
23rd August 1952

492. W HAT IS THE WITNESS ?
The witness is that which is changeless – the ‘I’ – amongst changes.
Changes cannot appear without the changeless. But the changeless
exists independent of all changes.
Changes can take place only in the changeless. But changes when
examined are found to be nothing but the changeless.
All changes are in the changeless. But the changeless itself never
changes.
493. W HAT IS THE BEST TIME FOR MEDITATION ?

It is at waking, but before becoming fully awake, so that the meditation
might be the first activity on coming out of the Reality shining
between the two states.
494. H OW TO TUNE MY SADHANA ?

Nature works normally and regularly. Your sadhana should never be
pitched against or contrary to the current of nature, but should always
be in harmony with its course, and thus ultimately transcend nature.
Otherwise, much energy will have to be wasted in counteracting the
forces of nature.
495. W HAT IS LUNACY ?

It is different according to the ignorant man and the vedantin.
An ignorant man calls a vedantin a lunatic and a vedantin takes
the ignorant man to be the same. But the vedantin can see the position

of the ignorant man and also know his own. So he rightly sympathizes
with the plight of the ignorant man.
But the ignorant man knows only his own position and that with
the basic error of which he is a helpless victim. He is incapable of
even dreaming of the position of the vedantin, and therefore his
thoughts about the vedantin are quite meaningless.
The vedantin’s so called lunacy is the real Truth and the greatest
boon to this world.
496. H OW IS THERE ONLY ONE THING ?

One thing cannot prove anything other than that. This is an established
fact and is true in all spheres.
Therefore, looking objectively, there is one thing and that is the
Reality. Next, looking subjectively, we find that the ‘I’-principle is
the only thing that exists and that ‘I’ requires no proof either.
The objective cannot exist independent of this ‘I’, and therefore
the ‘I’-principle is the only ultimate Reality.
497. H OW WAS A DVAITA DISCOVERED ?

The following Upanishadic verse describes it:
Dhira means bold and he who dares to direct his mind inward to the
Self. The meaning of the verse is as follows:
Line 1: The created sense organs are outward going.
Line 2: So your mind and your senses become extroverted, and not
directed to the inner Atma.
Lines 3 and 4: But one great soul directed his mind inward, desiring
to reach immortality as a result thereof. Thus he visualized Atma,
the inmost principle.

498. W HAT IS SAMSKARA ?
It is the impress left in the mind by past thoughts, feelings, perceptions
and doings, which are supposed to influence one’s subsequent activities.
499. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘I AM I- ING ’?

The ignorant man sees only changes in this world, and is ignorant of
the changeless background behind all changes.
So the Acarya first tries to show the changeless ‘I’ as distinct and
separate from the changing body, senses and mind.
Then the disciple is asked to take his stand in that ‘I’-principle,
and to look from there at the changing world. Immediately, the
changes appear an illusion; and he understands that the changes are
nothing but expressions of the changeless ‘I’. And that alone is the
changeless itself.
So, when I say the world is shining, it is nothing else but myself
expressing or shining. Or in other words, ‘I am I-ing.’ Because shining
is not a function, but my real nature.
26th August 1952

500. H OW CAN OBSTACLES BE CONVERTED INTO HELPS TO
REACH THE U LTIMATE ?
Consciousness goes into the make of sense perceptions, and sense

perception goes into the make of objects. Of these, Consciousness
alone stands by itself. Therefore, an object is Consciousness alone.
Consciousness is the essence of both perceptions and objects. It has
thus already been proved that thoughts and feelings are nothing but
Consciousness or Peace.
The only obstacles usually encountered on the spiritual path are
thoughts, feelings, perceptions and objects. They become obstacles
only when the emphasis is placed on the object side or material part
of it and the subject ignored.
But when you begin to emphasize the subject part, which has been
proved to be pure Consciousness, the objects thenceforward become
means or helps to direct your attention to the Truth.

For example, if any of these so called obstacles were not there,
how could you conceive of the witness and rise to the Ultimate?
When there is an object, Consciousness is there to light it up. This
most important part played by Consciousness is very often not
noticed at all. Emphasize also that vital part of Consciousness in all
your activities, and you will be surprised to find them all turned into
means or helps pointing to your real Self, the ‘I’-principle.
Thereafter, even the worst pain shows the real ‘I’. When you tell a
doctor that you have a particular pain anywhere in your body, it is
not as the sufferer that you say so; because the sufferer can only
suffer and cannot say. It is the knower alone that can say anything
about the pain suffered. Thus the pain shows you that you are
ultimately the knower, who is the real subject.
Therefore the world only helps you to know yourself. Evidently,
the world was created in order to prove you.
30th August 1952

501. W HAT ARE THE KNOWN AND THE UNKNOWN ?
By your merely knowing a thing, the thing does not undergo any
change. You admit it was first unknown and that it was known only
subsequently. By saying it is known, what you actually do is only
this.
Your mind superimposes some attributes upon the original unknown.
You know only the attributes thus superimposed. The unknown still
remains as the background of the attributes, and remains still unknown.
Thus looking objectively, we find that the thing which was the
Reality was quite beyond the known and the unknown, standing as
the changeless background of them both.
Now looking subjectively, you find that between two thoughts you
remain alone in your own glory, and so it is that same Reality which
expresses itself in your thoughts, feelings and perceptions.
So, subjectively as well as objectively, you know only the Reality.
Or in other words, you can never say you have known it or that you
have not known it. The real subject and object were both beyond the
known and the unknown.
Thus the subjective and the objective Reality is one. Before the
object, there was only an indefinable ‘it’. It is from there that the

subject and object came into play. When it is seen that diversity
springs from the indefinable one, no diversity remains.
Diversity springs from Me, and therefore it cannot affect Me.
502. H OW DOES G OD RESPOND ?

From the level of the phenomenal, assuming that God is all powerful,
it may be asked why did he not retaliate against the deliberate
destruction by Tippu of the Hindu temples which were supposed to
be the citadels of God.
Answer: It was only the citadel and not God himself that was thus
destroyed. Moreover God was in the destroyer as well. So God must
have chosen to raise the destroyer by love and forbearance, intending
also that we should take that lesson from him, and not be carried
away by the lower passion of the ordinary man.
503. O FFERINGS TO A PERSONAL G OD AS DIRECTED BY A

KARYA - GURU
Every time you do it, you are really sacrificing a small part of your
ego also along with the offering. But you should take care not to
inflate the ego at the same time, by claiming that you have made
such an offering or deed or self-sacrifice. Gradually, the ego gets
much attenuated. At last your ego may disappear completely and you
may become one with God, leaving nothing to be desired or offered.
But towards the later stages, the ego becomes so subtle and
imperceptible that you will find it extremely difficult to deal with it.
Your position with regard to the ego becomes thus quite vague and
uncertain.
The strange lady who was attending upon the mother of Shri
Shankara was nothing but personified ‘vidya-vritti’ itself. Vidya-vritti
also vanishes or becomes transformed into the Truth when the Ultimate
shines. This was why the lady was in a desperate hurry to disappear
before Shri Shankara – the Sage, the ultimate Truth – appeared.
In the expression ‘you remember’, there is a certain amount of
effort involved. But when you say you are remembering, it means
that you are in a state of remembering, and there is no effort at all in
it.

31st August 1952
504. H OW TO TAKE A DEEP THOUGHT ?
We are often asked to take a deep thought about certain spiritual
ideas. For this, a one-pointed attention is the first requisite. To gain
such attention, a deep craving of the heart is necessary towards that
end. This craving is created by incessantly taking that very thought.
When this craving thus created descends deep into the realm of the
heart, your thought is said to have gone deep.
505. W HAT IS FUNCTION ? (Its meaning and usages)

Function, according to the dictionary, means action plus an obligation.
But in Vedanta, function means only action.
When a participle is added to a verb of incomplete predication, it
denotes a state as well as function. But so far as the verb in the
present tense is concerned, only function is denoted.
1st September 1952

506. D OES ANY PATH LEAD ONE TO THE ULTIMATE ?
Yes. Any path leads one to the Ultimate, provided the initiation is
given by a Karana-guru (a Sage).
According to the Sage, God is only another name given to the
Ultimate, and denotes only that Reality through all the attributes
heaped upon it. God is conceived as the Lord of all the universe and
as such transcending the universe itself.
Devotion to God creates a spirit of self-surrender in the devotee.
His ego is thus attenuated, little by little; until at last it is annihilated,
leaving him alone. Transcending the ego, he becomes one with God.
And being in God, he stands beyond the universe, as the ultimate
Reality itself.
507. S IGNIFICANCE OF MARRIAGE

The Brahmin system of marriage is the ideal Hindu marriage. It is
consummated with the marriage mantra being uttered by the couple.
It means: ‘You shall not part, even after death.’ That principle which

persists even after death can be nothing other than ‘Atma’, which is
only one. The man and wife are only symbols or aspirants, and the
marriage is conceived of as an initiation of the couple into that
ultimate Truth, the Atma, as suggested by that marriage mantra.
In married life they cultivate the art of selfless love, each sacrificing
the interest of the lower self for the sake of the partner. Ultimately,
they come to understand that each of them does not love the other for
the sake of the other, but for the sake of the self in the other – the self
which is indivisible and one.
Thus they are enabled to reach the ultimate Truth by following the
ideal married life, of course after initiation by a Karana-guru, without
the need of any other sadhana.
This is the secret of the invincible powers acquired and used with
restraint by the celebrated pati-vratas of the vedic age, like Anasuya,
Pancali and so on.
508. P ERCEPTION NEVER PROVES AN OBJECT.

All objects point to ‘you’, the pure Consciousness.
Consciousness never proves the existence of any object.
The serpent is perceived in the rope, and that serpent alone gets
perceived. But the serpent is not there. Therefore perception does not
prove an object.
509. S TAGES OF PROGRESS OF BHAKTAS , ACCORDING TO THE

B HAGAVAD - GITA
catur-vidha bhajante mam janah sukrtino ’rjuna .
arto jijñasur artha-’rthi jñani ca bharata-’rsabha ..
[Of those who rightly worship Me,
there are four kinds: first those who aim
for benefits to be obtained,
then those who further wish to know,
those who seek truth beyond all else,
and those who truly come to know.]
Bhagavad-gita, 7.16

Artha-’rthi is the lowest type, desiring worldly pleasures and benefits
alone.
Thus enjoying God’s grace in the form of worldly pleasures for a
considerable time, a bhakta begins to think of the almightiness, all-
kindness and other supreme qualities of the Lord; and naturally a
longing takes possession of him to come nearer to God and ultimately
to know Him. In this manner, the bhakta becomes a jijnyasu – an
earnest aspirant.
This desire in him gradually becomes deeper and he begins to ignore
and to sacrifice the interests of his lower self more and more, until at
last he becomes ready to sacrifice even his life for the attainment of
his goal. Thus he becomes an arta, crying from the depth of his heart
for the attainment of the Reality.
Certainly at this stage, if not earlier, he gets the privilege of coming
into contact with a Sage (Karana-guru) and is initiated into the ultimate
Truth. Gradually, he becomes established in the Truth and becomes a
jnyanin.
Thus each of the four stages are passed in regular order, in the
above manner.
2nd September 1952

510. T HE S AGE OR A JIVAN - MUKTA
The Sage or a jivan-mukta is nothing but the ultimate Reality itself,
and can never be described by words.
Still, to enable the layman to get a glimpse of it, something could
be said vaguely pointing to it. To the ordinary man, the Sage appears
to be another jiva like himself. But from the standpoint of the Sage
(assuming that there is such an imaginary standpoint), he is nothing
but Atma, the Reality – and so a mukta. Thus the term ‘jivan-mukta’
is a misnomer, as the imaginary product of two opposing perspectives
which can never be reconciled.
It can be further clarified. To the aspirant, who is a jiva, the world
alone is real and all else, including even Atma, is unreal. But to the
Sage, Atma alone is real and the world is unreal. Therefore, there is
nothing in common between the two.
So left to himself the aspirant is helpless, since it is impossible for
him to contact the Sage and thus rise to the Absolute. There is no

bridge between the world and the Reality. Therefore, out of divine
grace – if you may say so – the Sage comes down as the Guru, to
bridge this gulf and to lift the disciple from the deep abyss.
Now let us examine the apparent activities of the ordinary man
and the Sage. They both have three different perspectives, according
to which they function in their lives.
1. The first and the lowest is the perspective extroverted (bahya-
drishti), attributing reality to the world of objects. This is usually
found in little children and in quite ignorant people.
2. The inner perspective (antar-drishti), next emphasizes the subtle
activities of the mind. Here information is gained without the help
of the sense organs. Everything gross becomes subtle here.
3. Perspective introverted (antar-mukha-drishti): Here all that shows
gross and subtle ceases to exist, ending in knowledge.
The Sage and the ignorant man have all these three perspectives. But
the Sage has them all knowingly, and knows that the last one alone is
real. The worldly man here knows only the first of the two perspectives
consciously. Occasionally, he is thrown unknowingly into the third
perspective, but he neither notes it nor emphasizes it. The Sage, from
his own standpoint, has only the one perspective; and that is the third.
In the case of the intelligent adult who has both the first and the
second, he is able to function when he wants through the first perspective
also, without giving up his emphasis in the second. For example, on
meeting a stranger, though he first notes only the qualities and subtle
attributes of the man such as his profession, qualifications, purpose
of visit etc., he can also on second thought (if he wants) note his
form, complexion and other physical details which form the object of
the first perspective.
Similarly the Sage, though established in the third perspective, can
(if he is so inclined) come down to any of the other two perspectives
and function through them, without losing his stand in the third.
This is how a Guru works, apparently coming down to the level of
the disciple in the gross plane; and lifting him slowly up from there,
through the subtle plane, to the Ultimate. But the Guru himself must
always remain in the Absolute, allowing his body and mind to come
down and lift the disciple from the phenomenal.

511. T HE INCENTIVE TO WORK
To the ordinary man, the fruit of action provides the incentive to work.
The fruit of action is desired simply because it is supposed to give
you pleasure. And pleasure is liked for your own sake and not for the
sake of pleasure. Your real nature has already been proved to be Peace
and Happiness, which are the source of pleasure. Therefore, the ultimate
incentive for any work is to touch your own nature of Happiness.
The ordinary man does not know this truth, and considers pleasure
as something different from him. So he stands in need of some
incentive to make the effort to reach it.
But the Sage knows well that this Peace or Happiness is his own
nature and needs no incentive nor any effort to reach it, since it is
already reached and established, so far as he is concerned.
For example, there is a saying about the life of mountaineers in
Europe: ‘Frugal by habit, temperance was no virtue for them.’ It would
seem a necessary virtue achieved after long practice, to those who
were practising its opposite in their lives.
Similarly, an incentive for action is required only by those in the
realm of duality. The Sage, having transcended duality, does not take
actions to be real at all, much less the incentives for them. If ever he
appears to do anything, those actions come up spontaneously, and he
never takes a thought about it afterwards.
512. E GO
Every object is a pointer to the Ultimate. Even the much despised
ego is a great help to the realization of the Truth. The presence of the
ego in man, though in a distorted form, is infinitely better than the
absence of it, as for example in a tree.
Through the ego, you perceive only objects at first. But the objects
ultimately point to Consciousness. Therefore the initial perception,
though wrong, must subsequently lead you on to the Reality; and the
perception itself is made possible only by the presence of the ego.
Hence the show of ego is, in one sense, primarily responsible for
the realization of the ultimate Truth.

513. T HE GREAT WONDER
atma ’mbu-razau nikhilo ’pi loko
magno ’pi na ’camati ne ’ksate ca
azcaryam etan mrga-trsni-kame
bhavambu-razau ramate mrsai ’va
Adishesha, Paramartha-saram
This verse means: Even though you always remain immersed in the
sweet ocean of Atma, not only do you not taste a drop of it nor even
turn to have a look at it, but you wander about running after the waters
of the mirage to quench your ever-increasing thirst. No wonder you
fail so miserably in your endeavour. What greater wonder can you
expect in this world?
3rd September 1952

514. N OTHING CHANGES .
Change and changelessness both pertain to objects, and are perceived
by me from beyond both. The one can never be perceived from the
position of the other.
The most common mistake committed by an ordinary man is that,
on the disappearance of something, he immediately substitutes an
imaginary appearance of something else called its opposite or its
absence.
Now let us examine what we mean by ‘change’. An object is a
mixture of the background and some qualities. It is the qualities that
come and go. When some qualities disappear, others appear, but on
their common background which remains the same. Then we say the
object changes, and on the surface the statement appears to be true.
Let us look deeper. The qualities only change their place and are
not thus destroyed. Because some passengers have alighted from and
some others have boarded a train at a particular station, can you say
the train has been changed? No. And because some passengers have
alighted from the train and boarded a ship, can you say that they have
changed? No. Neither the train nor the passengers have changed.
Similarly, in the object composed of the background and qualities,
the qualities which change their place. That is the only activity that

takes place. Neither the background nor the qualities get changed
thereby. Therefore, in fact, nothing changes.
4th September 1952

515. P UJA , MEMORY AND URGE
Puja: In the illustration of the puja performed by the sense-organs,
‘Happiness’ is the image that receives the puja.
It is the mind or avidya that tells you to go into ‘samadhi’,
because that seems enjoyable. But don’t listen to her. If you do so,
you won’t reach the ultimate Truth.
Memory is a false witness, because it was not present at the time of
the activity reported as being remembered.
Urge: It is often said that a deeper urge is essential for realization of
the Truth. But if you follow the urge to the last and attain realization,
ultimately you find that the urge also was an illusion, and that you
were never for a moment out of your own Self.
516. TALKING ABOUT A S AGE

Whenever anything is said about a Sage or a Jnyanin, it is what’s
personal that gets to be described, but with the accent always on the
impersonal.
517. A M I STATIC OR DYNAMIC ?

The static and the dynamic cannot co-exist as such. But they co-exist
in the background, as the background. The static and the dynamic are
both manifestations of the same background. Therefore, I am both
simultaneously; or better still, I transcend the static as well as the
dynamic.
svakam vapuz ca tenai ’va buddham jagad iva ksanat
ksanantara ’nubuddham sad brahmai ’va ’ste niratmani

He began to think himself the world. Immediately afterwards, it is all
absorbed into him (in deep sleep). This is what you do every moment,
by recording everything in knowledge and disposing of it for ever.
518. C ONTROL OF THE MIND

Control of the mind is usually much talked of, and concentration of
the mind is supposed to be the means of achieving it.
Concentration and distraction are each of them activities of mind.
Control of the mind is never possible from within this realm of the
mind, but only from beyond both concentration and distraction. So one
who has attained concentration cannot be said to have attained control
over the mind.
Transcending the mind, there is only the ‘I’-principle; and when
you stand as that ‘I’-principle, the vagaries of the mind disappear, not
because the mind has been controlled, but rather because it has been
destroyed.
Therefore, control of the mind – either from within the mind or from
without – is a misnomer.
519. P ROGRESS
A sadhaka progresses from activity to passivity (the witness); and
reaching passivity, he transcends that also by other means.
520. H OW CONFUSION ARISES WITH REGARD TO THE WITNESS

Suppose you are the witness to a particular thought. A little later, you
remember that thought and you say you had that thought some time
ago – assuming thus that you were the thinker when the first thought
occurred, though you were then really the witness of that thought.
This unwarranted change in your relationship with a particular
thought – from when the thought occurs to when you remember it – is
alone responsible for the whole confusion with regard to the witness.
When you seem to remember a past thought, it is really a fresh
thought by itself and it has no direct relationship with the old one. Even
then, when you are remembering, you are the witness to that thought

of remembrance. So you never change the role of your witnesshood,
however much your activities may change.
521. I NFERENCE AND PROOF

Inference depends upon the validity of past experiences of a similar
nature. Inference is never finally correct.
Proof of anything. A thing can prove only itself. Seeing proves only
seeing. Hearing proves only hearing. And so on.
Similarly, I prove only myself.
Nothing can be proved except oneself. And just that needs no proof,
being self-luminous.
Therefore, the statement ‘I see a form’ should correctly be put as
‘I form a form.’
522. A BSORPTION AND GRACE

Absorption is the process by which the subject and the object become
one in the ‘I’-principle. Absorption of everything created by the mind
back into the Self, the Absolute – with the help of ‘vidya-vritti’ or the
functioning consciousness – is the purpose of our lives.
The real grace of the Absolute is in having endowed us with the
two simple instruments of Consciousness and Happiness, for the sole
purpose of absorbing everything into ourselves by knowledge and
love.
But often we do not recognize it in our ordinary activities, and yet
we go through the whole process of such absorptions unknowingly.
523. N OTHING IS AN OBSTACLE TO REALIZATION .

through objects.

1. The moon helps us to know Rahu during an eclipse.
2. The phenomenon is necessary in order to know the noumenon.
3. The world helps us to know Atma.
524. W ORLD A WITNESS

Since the world proves only you, the world may well be said to be a
witness.
525. W ORLDLY TRAFFIC

Worldly traffic is as if you were first to draw a picture. The picture
does no more than externalize the idea which was in you. But you
stand before the finished picture as a stranger and begin to enjoy it.
You are in fact enjoying yourself.
526. D EFINITIONS
Conviction comes in when what is said has been grasped.
Satisfaction comes in when what is desired has been gained.
Pleasure exists only in relation to its opposite, pain, and they are both
enjoyed by the mind. But Happiness is beyond the mind.
Intuition comes in when your mind is expanded in time, and you then
consequently become an expanded jiva. But you should remember
that your misery also is equally expanded. Intuition is the highest
expansion of the lower reason – still remaining within the realm
of the mind.
Higher reason is the essence of the lower reason. It is connected
forever with the impersonal, and the lower reason is connected
always with the personal alone.
Logic, beauty and harmony are all the ‘svarupa of Atma’, as viewed
from different angles of vision.
Real renunciation is the employment of the Consciousness part in
every perception knowingly. By this practice, the material part
gradually gives way and the Consciousness part gains. This alone
is real renunciation.

Causality comes in to establish relationship between objects. But it has
been proved that every object is related only to its background
Consciousness. Therefore two objects cannot exist simultaneously
and so causality is not.
The hold of time, space and causality upon the ordinary man is so
strong that he is not prepared to spare even the ultimate Reality
from the dictates of time, space and causality.
The phenomenal means that which is changing. All change is in time,
space and causality.
What do you perceive? You can perceive only the Reality. Unreality
can never be perceived. Reality is both in the senses and beyond
the senses as well.
Life: You have three kinds of life, each distinct and separate from the
rest. A physical life, confined to activities of body and perceptions
of the senses. A mental life, confined to thoughts and feelings. A
self life (or a life of the Self), being experience alone.
The first two lives are known to all. But you do not often know
or note that you have a self life (or life of the Self).
527. E XPERIENCE OF BEAUTY IN AND THROUGH A PAINTING

Beauty is something by which you are attracted without a cause. You
are the most attracted to your own self. Or in other words, your own
nature is the only thing that can attract you.
So beauty is only an experience of one’s own nature, at the instance
of an external object. It is then that you find beauty in that object.
The painter has had an experience of his own nature as beauty –
which he has attempted to express in the painting. It is only such a
work of art that arouses the sense of beauty in you, by touching your
own real nature. This is because the real nature of the painter and
yourself, both being beyond the mind, can only be the one Reality –
Atma. As soon as you see the picture, your attention is turned to your
own real nature. Then you experience your true nature, and you call
it beauty.
When you enjoy the beauty, you do not perceive the painting. The
painting is perceived only once and immediately discarded, yielding
to beauty.

528. H OW TO FACE BEAUTY
Whenever you experience beauty, harmony, higher logic etc. beyond
the realm of the mind, try always to merge into it. Do not try to stand
as its witness. It is absurd. The witness stand is below the realm of
experience.
529. ‘A STATEMENT MADE BY THE G URU HELPS YOU NOT

WHEN YOU TAKE IT, BUT WHEN YOU LEAVE IT.’ H OW ?
The statement, as it comes, consists of the gross form of words or

sounds and the subtle form or idea meant to be conveyed by the
words. If you cling to the gross form alone, you do not profit by it.
On the contrary you must leave the gross far behind, and rise to its
meaning or the idea behind the statement. It’s then alone that the
statement helps to raise you up spiritually.
What would happen if the food you swallow remains unchanged
in your stomach? Not only would it not help to keep your body fit,
but would soon make it sick. Similarly, spiritual statements if merely
learnt and not assimilated will only inflate your ego and retard your
spiritual progress.
12th September 1952

530. D EATH
Death is separation of the gross body from the subtle body, or of the
mind from the body. Therefore ‘you’, as a jiva, keep on dying always
– at every moment.
531. O RDERS OF THE G URU

Orders of the Guru are generally of two kinds.
1. As originating from the ultimate Reality itself. It is an imperative
command and has to be obeyed literally.
2. Originating from the Guru’s love for the disciple. Sometimes this
second kind of order might go against the spirit or tend to mitigate
a past order of the first type. In such cases, there are instances of

the disciple having respectfully chosen to go by the first order,
though a severe one, cheerfully evading the second one.
There is the example of the sannyasin who was lying on the
premises of Padma-tirtha. Here the disciple’s stand was that he
had every right to consider himself unworthy of the Guru’s love.
This happens in the case of a disciple who is governed chiefly by
the heart element.
But Shri Tattvarayar, in whose sadhana both the yoga and jnyana
elements predominated, chose under exactly similar circumstances,
to obey all the successive orders of the Guru to the very letter,
without daring to interpret them in any manner.
Indeed, both were correct at their own different levels.
532. ‘J IVAN - MUKTA’

This is a misnomer, because jiva [personality] is perceptible to the
external senses alone and mukta [that which is free] to the internal
eye alone. The two are on entirely different planes, and as such can
never meet. So if someone is a jiva [a person], he cannot at the same
time be a mukta [one who is free]; and vice versa. Accordingly, the
term ‘jivan-mukta’ [‘free person’] is a misnomer.
533. T HE PURPOSE AND RELEVANCY OF QUESTIONS

Questions often arise for those who have already heard the Truth
from the Guru. The questions have a definite purpose and they have
to be disposed of in the manner they deserve. Most of the questions
are in the form of intrusion upon peace by uninvited thoughts. They
come in only for quick destruction in the fire of knowledge. It can be
done in three ways:
1. By yourself standing as the witness. Then, such questions fail to
reach you and return unheeded.
2. By understanding that each question points to Me (Consciousness),
and on that account welcoming the questions as they come, only
to be used as a help to reach my real nature.
3. By analysing the question itself and by finding that it is nothing
but Consciousness – my own real nature.

534. Q UESTIONS RELATING TO THE WORLD AS A WHOLE AND
HOW TO DISPOSE OF THEM ?
All such questions relate only to time, space and causality. These
three form parts of the world itself, the solution of which the question
is seeking. The world as a whole can never be explained in terms of
its own parts. Therefore, every question concerning the whole world
is illogical.
Time, space and causality, being parts of the phenomenal, cannot
ever affect the Ultimate. Therefore, with regard to the Ultimate also,
the question does not stand.
535. Y OU AND YOURS

You want your possessions also to be possessed of your characteristics
as qualities. You are free, permanent, happiness, and so on. Therefore
you want what you possess also to have all those attributes in full.
This is the secret of the embodied man’s desire to be always free,
permanently deathless, and unconditionally happy.
536. W HAT IS THE REAL G URU - DAKSHINA ( TO THE K ARANA -

GURU )?
The disciple’s establishment in the ultimate Truth is the greatest and

the only dakshina (offering) one can humbly place at the feet of the
Guru for the invaluable services rendered by him.
537. M IND AND CREATION

The creation of the world is not a fiat of the will, but is an ill-thought
creation. The will is only a function of the generic mind, functioning
in the created world. If it were created by the fiat of the will, the
many things which give you so much pain would never have been
created at all.
The mind has that particular power of self-deception. Therefore,
try to avoid all controversy confined to the realm of the mind alone.
It is nothing but the ego’s jugglery.

15th September 1952
538. S IGNIFICANCE OF THE ADVICE OF L ORD K RISHNA TO
A RJUNA , AND ITS APPLICATION IN PRACTICAL LIFE
The real object of the advice was to show Arjuna the path to the
ultimate Truth. Human nature is composed of three distinct qualities:
tamas, rajas and sattva, in ascending order. And progress consists in
ascending from the lowest state of tamas to the next, rajas, thence to
sattva, and ultimately to the beyond. There is no short-cut from the
tamas to the sattva, except through rajas.
Tamas is dominated by sloth, dullness, despondency, inertia, etc.
Rajas is dominated by the activity of the body and the mind; and
sattva by knowledge or peace. Every virtue is supposed to lead one
to the sattvic.
In the lower shastras, tamas is represented by deep sleep, rajas by
active wakefulness and sattva by samadhi. Unfortunately, tamas and
sattva appear alike on the surface; but are diametrically opposite in
nature, like darkness and light. The highest state of sattva or samadhi
is attainable only by well-disciplined activity of the mind. This is
possible only in the wakeful state and belongs purely to the realm of
rajas, but inclined more to the sattvic.
Rajas, being the middle quality, is connected both together with
the preceding and the succeeding qualities; and one’s progress to the
sattvic is made possible only by taking to activities which tend to the
sattvic.
The first requisite for this is the crippling of the ego which drags
you down. The vital part of the ego is desire, usually for the fruits of
action. For the ignorant man, this is the only incentive for action.
This incentive was taken away from Arjuna, when Lord Krishna
advised him to give up all desire for the fruits of his actions. Thus
Arjuna was first made a free agent, by not being bound by the fruits
of his actions. Then he was asked to engage himself in battle from a
sense of untainted duty, merely because he was placed in a situation
demanding it. Finally he was told also to give up that sense of duty
or doership and thus he was shown the way to the right Absolute.
The three stages essential for progress, from the lowest to the
highest [left to right]:

Passivity Activity Peace
Deep sleep or Wakeful state Transcendental state
ignorance or tamas or rajas or sattva
Cowardice Battle against Samadhi, pointing
forces of anatma to ultimate Peace
Christ’s advice in a similar situation was to assume a completely
weak passivity, by showing the left cheek if you are slapped on the
right. This is not always an expression of the sattvic element in you.
If the aggressor is physically weaker and you know it and if you still
keep silent and cheerful in the face of aggression, it might be a true
expression of the sattvic in you.
But on the other hand, if you are physically weaker and the
aggressor stronger and if you meekly submit to his assault, you are
more likely to be thrown into that shameful passivity which is but the
outcome of cowardice and a desire to escape without further hurt.
This is not likely to lift you spiritually. Moreover, Christ did not
enforce the positive substitute of the detachment from desire for the
fruits of action, which alone could make the passivity at least lead to
the sattvic.
But to reach the sattvic, one must proceed through the rajas
or activity, as advised by Lord Krishna.
If, following Krishna’s advice, you fight and vanquish the adversary,
it helps him by bringing him to his senses and to virtue, and helps
you to transcend the doership by trying to forget the fight and help
the vanquished. But if you follow Christ’s advice and remain passive
in all circumstances, the adversary always goes away with his ego
highly inflated and sinks into ignorance, not having anything positive
to hold on to. The result is injury to both.
539. T HE SPIRITUAL VALUES OF THE ADVICES OF L ORD

C HRIST AND S HRI K RISHNA TO THE ORDINARY MAN
If you act according to Krishna, you are faced with two possibilities
and two alone – either to die in battle, or to win and not desire the
fruits of the victory as already advised. In either case, the ego or
body idea is considerably crippled and you rise to that extent in the
spiritual ladder.

But Christ’s advice, as it stands, is ambiguous. It is more likely to
be misunderstood by an ordinary, ego-ridden man. He might easily
pass into passivity either out of strength or out of fear; and nothing is
suggested by which the ego can be crippled, without which spirituality
is impossible.
540. I S THERE VIOLENCE IN K RISHNA’ S ADVICE TO FIGHT ?

Krishna’s advice does not advocate raw violence, as the war maniacs
of the present day do. He was advocating only activity or action.
An action can be condemned as violent only because of the motive
behind it, and the motive is the expression of the ego. But Krishna
had already crippled the ego by removing the desire for the fruits of
the action, which alone can act as the incentive to an ordinary man.
Thus the spiritual ground was well prepared even before Arjuna was
called to action, if necessary even violent action.
Courage was the one essential requisite for the performance of
such an action. Courage is the offspring of the sattvic or the selfless
or the egoless.
541. D UTY AND INCENTIVE

For the ordinary man, every action needs an incentive, and the desire
for the fruits of the action is the usual incentive. This inflates the ego
and binds him to the phenomenal. He who desires to transcend the
phenomenal must first transcend this incentive. It was for this that
Arjuna was asked not to desire for the fruits of his action.
But being suddenly deprived of his usual incentive to action, he
found it difficult to take to action without something to take its place.
So Lord Krishna shrewdly substituted duty as the incentive and
asked Arjuna to fight as in duty bound.
Slowly, this duty also began to react as an object of attachment for
Arjuna. Therefore later on, at a higher level, Arjuna was told in plain
and unambiguous words not to be a slave to duty either, and thus to
be completely free from all bondage.
Thus duty is also only a stepping-stone to the Ultimate.
kartavyatai ’va samsaro na tam pazyanti surayah .
zunyakara nirakara nirvikara niramayah ..

[The world of change is always caught
in duty that is to be done.
Those who are wise don’t see that duty
as their own; for they have realized
themselves as that which shines
where objects don’t appear, as that
which has no form, which does not change,
untouched throughout by ill and harm.]
542. W HY DID L-B [L ORD B UDDHA ] REFUSE TO ANSWER

DIRECTLY, WHEN HE WAS QUESTIONED ABOUT A TMA ?
Answer: Atma is the self-luminous principle that lights up the question.

The master and disciple are also the same Atma. Therefore, to answer
the question about Atma directly, Atma would have to be somehow
objectified. This is impossible. Hence the question was answered
only indirectly by him, and so the answer was unsatisfactory.
Thus, the teacher did not then choose to take that disciple to the
ultimate experience of Atma. We do not know why.
Atma is in the question and in the answer as well. Atma is not any
of the expressions perceived. It is that which makes all expressions
possible.
16th September 1952

543. H OW TO TACKLE QUESTIONS CORRECTLY ?
All questions arise because you wrongly stress the objective part of
your perceptions, instead of the subjective part which is Consciousness
or Atma itself.
When you see an object, see what goes into the make of that object,
and not merely its qualities which come and go.
The ‘I’, through the sense-organs, goes into the make of the object.
The ‘I’, through thoughts, goes into the make of the sense organs.
The ‘I’, through Consciousness, goes into the make of thoughts. And
Consciousness is nothing but yourself, the ‘I’.
In other words, the subject and the object are one.

544. W HEN YOU KNOW ANYTHING, YOU ARE IN THE R EALITY
ITSELF.
When you say you are beyond the central idea, who is it that says so?
Is it the central idea itself?
No. It is that principle existing even beyond the central idea that
enables you to say so. That is the ‘I’-principle or Atma.
The bare statement of the Truth, ‘I am the world’, is often made.
Is it true in every sense? No. I am the world not by my becoming the
world; but only by the world, dispassionately examined, becoming
myself.
545. H IMSA ( INJURY ) AND AHIMSA ( NON - INJURY )

An action becomes himsa only when there is the desire, however
small, to enjoy the sensual pleasure as a result of that deed. It becomes
ahimsa if nothing of that lower self comes in to prompt the action
and to claim the fruit.
Even the law establishes guilt only if there is Mens Rea (motive
or intention).
17th September 1952

546. H OW IS T RUTH TRANSMITTED ( IF IT IS TRANSMITTED AT
ALL )?
Some say it is through language, because the disciple understands the

Truth only after listening to it from the lips of the Guru.
But it has been proved already that the talking and listening are
incidents on the way; and that, when the disciple finally understands
the Truth, there is neither talking nor listening, but only Truth and just
that Truth alone – as experience without the experienced. Therefore
language can, at the most, be said to have helped to point to that
ultimate goal and nothing more. Hence its relationship, if any, to the
realization is only indirect.
Others say that Truth is transmitted through silence or samadhi.
Here, silence also is only a medium like language and serves the
same purpose as language itself, only pointing to the Ultimate, and

then disappearing at the point of experience. Truth is far beyond even
nirvikalpa samadhi (extreme silence).
547. H OW TO READ AND UNDERSTAND THE SHASTRAS

RELATING TO T RUTH ?
The mere cramming of the verses and their repetition as they are is
everywhere condemned. A better method is shown by an illustration.
A cow in its shed gets loose at night, steals into an adjoining field,
eats the green paddy there, and returns to its shed. There it chews,
masticates and digests the whole food in the course of the night.
Throwing out the refuse as dung and urine, it absorbs the essence of
the food as blood into its system, eventually delivering it the next
morning as ambrosial milk. The milk shows none of the superficial
characteristics of the food taken the previous night.
Similarly, whenever we happen to read a shastra, we should take in
its essence by intense thought, till it becomes the blood of our blood
and courses through our veins. The words of the shastra, which form
the material part, are forgotten or thrown out, as the cow threw out
its excreta; and the substance, when it comes out of you should be as
natural, sweet and refreshing as the delicious milk, with none of the
characteristics of the hard shastraic nuts.
Even the stealthy movement of the cow has its own significance
in the analogy. It means that during your pursuit after Truth, you must
first detach yourself in thought from the world, avoiding the notice of
the ignorant public as far as possible, and also avoiding unnecessary
contact with people. Controversies should be avoided at all cost. You
should show no external signs of your spiritual activities, until all the
food of learning is assimilated into the sweet milk of knowledge.
548. TAT TVAM ASI

‘Tat tvam asi’ is established by those who followed the cosmological
path, thereby proving the identity between the changeless principles
behind the apparent ‘I’ (tvam) and the objective world (tat). But they
still have to transcend the sense of bigness of tat (as brahman), which
is also relative, attached to that experience.

According to our method, the tvam is first examined dispassionately
and reduced to its ultimate source, Atma. Thus you directly transcend
the basic error. Looking from the stand of Atma, which you have
experienced to be the only Reality, you find that no world exists at
all. Therefore, the question of any serious examination of the tat does
not arise, so far as you are concerned.
According to Gurunathan, the significance of the aphorism ‘Tat
tvam asi’ is also different. The aspirant is seeking the Truth. So he is
told: ‘You are that Truth.’ Here, you are shown the Reality in the
apparent ‘I’-principle itself, discarding all the appendages.
18th September 1952

549. P ROBLEMS AND THE PRIORITY OF CONSIDERATION
BETWEEN THEM
Problems are of two kinds, fundamental and auxiliary. The ignorant

man never concerns himself with the fundamental problem, but stays
engrossed only with the auxiliary ones and gets lost amongst them.
The fundamental problem is the identity of the jiva with the body
and mind. All other problems hang upon this central problem. None
else but the advaitin dares to analyse this jiva principle directly. He
successfully eliminates the material part as unreal, from the crude
mixture which is called the jiva; and he thus stands identified with
the self-luminous life principle in it, which is Atma itself.
Others who follow various other paths also progress to some extent,
but do not reach the ultimate Truth. This is because their approach is
purely objective.
Therefore, he who wants to solve his problems completely and for
ever must face this fundamental problem first. When that is solved,
you will find that all other problems vanish, like mist before the sun.
550. A CTIVITY AND INACTIVITY

The ignorant man conceives activity only as the opposite of inactivity.
Therefore, when any activity ceases, he thinks that it has lapsed into
inactivity and that inactivity has taken its place.
This is absurd. What we call activity is only a manifestation of the
Absolute: and even when thus manifested it does not cease to be the

Absolute, there being nothing other than the Absolute in it. Therefore
when the activity ceases, it is the Absolute itself that remains over.
Similarly, what we call inactivity is also another manifestation of
the Absolute, felt here unconnected with any sense of activity. The
inactivity also, when it vanishes, is transformed into the Absolute.
But seen from the stand of the Absolute, there was no manifestation
at all, because the Absolute did not undergo any change, even when
supposed to be manifested or unmanifested.
20th September 1952

551. P ROBLEM
Some people say, without thinking, that they have no problem. Just
ask such a person if he has had any desires, and if so whether any of
them had to be abandoned. If there was any such occasion he must
then have been miserable. He might ignore it as being silly, or even
obstinately refuse to admit it. Still, that does amount to a problem,
however small, so far as he is concerned.
552. T O THE ULTIMATE THROUGH QUALITIES AND THE

QUALIFIED
The qualities and the qualified are each dependent on the other – for
their very existence. Therefore neither of them are real, but are only a
seeming or an appearance.
Analysing the world cosmologically, it gets to be reduced to the
five elements and their qualities. The qualities and the qualified being
mere appearances, the elementals and their qualities also disappear
as unreal. And that principle (Consciousness), which thus examined
the world, alone remains over as the Reality.
22nd September 1952

553. T RANSFORMATION OF A THING
A chair is a ‘chair’ by convention alone. It becomes an object when
you perceive it. But when you know it, its objectivity vanishes and it
becomes knowledge. Thus your role always is to destroy the world,
whenever it appears.

The world consists only of perceptions, thoughts and feelings. As
soon as any one of these appears, it gets absorbed into yourself as
knowledge, thereby destroying completely the objectivity of world.
554. F ORM AND FORMLESSNESS

Form is of two kinds. Subjective as well as objective. Without the
subjective form, the objective cannot exist. Both are one or of the
same nature.
Similarly, subjective formlessness and objective formlessness both
mean one and the same consciousness.
555. S IGNIFICANCE OF OPPOSITES

In ordinary life, one thing is supposed to depend upon its opposite or
to be inseparably connected with it. Viewed from that stand, if one
adopts the cosmological approach, one has to transcend both of the
opposites (existence and non-existence of object) in order to reach
the Truth.
But according to the direct approach, if you first understand that
every object is directly connected only to the background, you easily
reach the Absolute: by transcending the objectivity of that one thing
alone. Here, the opposite never can come in so as to trouble you.
That opposite is just another object through which also you can reach
the same background.
23rd September 1952

556. T IME
oggattonnalanekamennu karutum vyamohame kalamam .
[Considering one thought as many:
that’s the delusion of time.]
Shri Atmananda
‘The one thought’ (‘oggattonnal’) which is the permanent background
of all thoughts is ‘I am.’ Usually, this background thought gets to be
forgotten and then immediately a plurality of thoughts come up. This
illusion of plurality is what we call ‘time’.

557. T HE EFFECT IS THE CAUSE OF THE CAUSE .
Because it is the effect that suggests the existence of a cause and sets
us in motion to seek that cause. Therefore the effect truly serves as
the cause of the cause.
558. C ORRECT EXAMINATION OF THE WORLD

The name ‘world’ denotes the gross as well as the subtle worlds. The
subtle world is nothing but the mind or thought. The mind goes into
the very make of the gross world, but is also quite independent of the
world itself.
Even after the gross world has disappeared, the mind continues to
exist, holding within itself the whole world deprived of its gross
characteristics. Thus far, an ordinary man can well proceed, because
life itself is composed distinctly of physical and mental aspects. So,
standing on the mental plane, the physical can well be examined and
reduced to the subtle.
This has again to be examined – by taking your stand on a plane
higher than the mind itself, but in substance not essentially different
from the mind. That plane is the plane of knowledge, Consciousness
or the ‘I’, which goes into the make of the mind. Taking your stand,
at least in idea, in that plane of Consciousness and examining the
mind, you will find that the subtle world loses its characteristics of
being subtle and diverse; and it shines as pure Consciousness found
here at one with you.
If you leave it anywhere else before taking it to this ultimate
Truth, the examination is incomplete and the finding, to that extent,
untrue.
559. T HE CONCEPTION OF OPPOSITES

It does not come in, even in our ordinary statements. We bring in the
idea of the opposite only subsequently, by way of interpretation or
explanation to establish the first statement.

24th September 1952
560. T HE CHIEF ADVAITIC APHORISMS
The chief advaitic aphorisms, according to the traditional path, are
four in number. They are:
1. ‘Ayam atma brahma.’ [‘This self is all that there is.’], being a
statement of the ultimate Truth.
2. ‘Tat tvam asi.’ [‘You are that.’] This is the instruction given by
the Guru to the disciple, as it thus proclaims the identity of the
backgrounds of the jiva and the world.
3. ‘Aham brahma ’smi.’ [‘I am all there is.’] This is just that form in
which a disciple contemplates the essence of instruction imparted
through the second aphorism. By contemplating upon this for a
considerable period, the disciple transcends the littleness of the
jiva and establishes his true identity with the all-comprehensive
brahman, which is the background of the universe. This concept
of brahman is distinguished by its all-comprehending bigness or
scale of size. This is as much a limitation as the smallness of the
jiva, and it has to be transcended to reach the Ultimate. For this
purpose, another aphorism is given.
4. ‘Prajñanam brahma.’ [‘Consciousness is all there is.’] With the
help of this last aphorism, the disciple transcends also the sense
of bigness and reaches pure Consciousness, the Ultimate.
‘I am conscious of something’, and ‘I am consciousness’ are here two
significant statements.
The first statement is mental, fitful and personal. But it performs
the invaluable service of helping you to understand the true nature of
Consciousness.
The second statement is impersonal. It shows that Consciousness
which stands in its own right, as the only self-luminous principle.
Having understood the true nature of Consciousness from the first
statement, it is possible to direct attention to the impersonal nature of
pure Consciousness, and thus to establish oneself in it.

561. J IVA
When anything other than consciousness is added on to you, the real
‘I’-principle, you become the personal or jiva.
The world should rightly be called the ‘sense world’. See this
world only as a ‘percept’ or ‘object of perception’. This world is
nothing but sense perceptions. So when you say you enjoy an object,
it only means that you enjoy your own senses. Therefore, it is the
senses that are always enjoying themselves.
This gives the clue to the manifold lilas of Lord Krishna. Lord
Krishna, by his yogic powers, split himself into innumerable Krishnas;
and each of the Gopis enjoyed all kinds of lila with the Krishna she
took to be her own. How could anyone object to it, in a purely worldly
sense? It was far beyond all conceivable worldliness.
562. T HOUGHT AND ITS WORKING

A thought, when it is taken over and over again with increasing interest,
goes deeper and deeper into one and becomes more and more intense,
until at last its sense creates in us what is called a ‘deep conviction’.
But if the thought is directed to the Reality which has already
been visualized through the words of the Guru, it has no limited
knowledge as its goal. Then, it is not a thought in the strict sense of
the term, because it aspires to know nothing as a result thereof. What
has to be known has already been known. Every time you repeat that
one thought you are brought into direct contact with the impersonal
background and once again you visualize or experience that same
Truth exactly as before.
Thought or remembrance are not what they are when directed to
the Ultimate. Thought when it is directed outwards usually results in
knowing. Thought is always taken with the object of coming to that
knowledge.
Visualization by mere thought can be possible only with regard to
Atma, the Reality. With regard to nothing else can it be possible. It is
experiencing the same Truth in the same manner, again and again.
Gradually, you get established in that Reality. Therefore, that thought
takes you beyond all thoughts.

The so called thinking about the Ultimate is not quite a course of
remembering either. What is remembering? Remembering consists in
bringing before the mind’s eye what was directly perceived by the
sense organs. You admit that the correctness of the perception is lost
in remembering. The direct seeing of the ignorant man becomes a
mere thought form when remembered. Perception takes place in the
gross realm, and memory in the subtle realm.
But the visualization of the Ultimate is made in the realm beyond
the mind, after passing through several transformations on hearing
the Truth from the lips of the Guru. Every time you think about the
Truth afterwards, you actually keep passing through all the different
transformations as before, until at long last you actually visualize the
Truth even more intensely than before in the very same higher plane.
This is that direct perception or direct knowing or direct being or that
Memory is the gross giving place to the subtle.
25th September 1952

563. L OWER AND HIGHER REASONS
The lower reason keeps differing in its interpretation and application
according to individuals, because it keeps relying only upon the
personal experiences of each, which vary according to temperament
and environment.
But the higher reason (vicaram = vizesena carikkuka [proceeding
through discernment]), moving along a special path directed inward,
relies only upon the being in the individual, which is always unique.
Therefore it can never be different in its application or finding.
564. T HE CAUSAL BODY OF IGNORANCE

The causal body of ignorance [the unmanifested potentiality of the
‘unconscious’] cannot exist. Ignorance is the absence of everything.
When you say there is the absence of a cow here, it only means
that it is not present here to the fleshy organ, but is present only to
the subtle organ of the mind. The absence of anything is dependent
directly upon the presence of that thing.

Thus the negative of anything cannot exist by itself, without at
least an unconscious reference to the positive. So the causal body of
ignorance is a misnomer.
susupty-eka-siddhah … zivah kevalo ’ham
[I am that unmixed absolute,
just that one perfect happiness,
attained in depth of dreamless sleep.]
Shri Shankara, Dasha-shloki, 1
565. I S LOVE DUALISTIC ?

Some Jnyanins who had no experience of love or devotion say that
love is dualistic since it stands in need of an object, and that jnyana
alone can take you to the Ultimate.
The same objection can be raised at that level against jnyana also,
that jnyana always needs an object to express itself. But the Jnyanin
knows from experience that jnyana can stand independent of objects,
as pure Consciousness beyond the realm of the mind. At that level,
love also gets transformed into pure ananda or Peace.
The first statement went wrong simply because jnyana was taken
at the absolute level of experience and love only at the lower level of
expression.
It is no wonder that the Jnyanin accustomed to the path of jnyana
alone should be found so ignorant of the path of love. Because of his
having reached the Ultimate through jnyana, the world so far as he is
concerned has disappeared altogether, including even the expressions
of love. No necessity or occasion arises, in his case, to examine the
world through any other perspective. Nor is any effort necessary for
his establishment in the Ultimate. All such effort has already been
made. Many persons had thus reached the Ultimate through the path
of jnyana alone, and were all jivan-muktas.
But in order to take the role of a Guru or an Acarya, one has to
make oneself sufficiently acquainted with the experiences in each of
the different paths of jnyana, bhakti, and yoga. This is necessary in
order that the aspirants coming with partial and preliminary experiences,
helpful or perverted, in any of these paths might be safely directed
along the paths of their own taste and choice, and their difficulties in

their own paths explained to their satisfaction. Such Acaryas are of
course extremely rare, not to be found even in the course of several
centuries.
566. U PON WHAT CAN ONE SUPERIMPOSE SOMETHING ?

Only upon something changeless.
We usually say that the serpent is superimposed upon the rope or
that the thief is superimposed upon the stump of a tree. Neither of
these statements is quite literally true. If the statement that you have
superimposed something is to stand, it is essential that both the thing
superimposed and the thing on which the superimposition was made
should be present in the resultant. But neither the rope nor the stump
of a tree are to be found in the resultant.
Therefore it is clear that the superimposition was made not upon
the rope nor upon the stump of a tree, but on that conscious principle
upon which the rope and the stump of a tree themselves were both
similarly superimposed.
So you can never superimpose one object upon another object, nor
one thought on another object, nor yet one thought upon some other
such thought.
567. E XISTENCE
‘The non-existence of the non-existent is existence itself.’
‘Existence of the non-existent disproves non-existence.’
26th September 1952

568. P RATYAKSHA AND PAROKSHA
Pratyaksha literally means ‘perceivable by sense’. It is opposed to
paroksha meaning ‘indirect’ or aupacarika meaning ‘formal’.
According to Gurunathan, there is only one pratyaksha. It can be
experienced only in the ‘I’, without being connected with anything
else. All else is indirect or formal. According to this, each such object
shown by sense is paroksha. When that is subsequently known, it
merges into the ‘I’ and becomes pratyaksha and the object vanishes.

Every one has a deep sense of the Self in him which stands clearly
transcending the body, senses and mind. Its form is ‘I know I am.’
This is a direct knowledge that is always known – without the help of
any instrument.
569. C REATION AND DESTRUCTION OF THE WORLD

Self-forgetfulness is the cause of the creation of the world, and self-
remembrance or withdrawal to the Self is the destruction of the
world.
570. A CT KNOWINGLY.
This is the practical instruction by which the ‘I’ is visualized.
In all human activities, there is a fundamental difference between
the words expressed and the actual activity. The words ‘I see him’, ‘I
hear it’ etc. are quite in order. But in the activity proper, the first and
the most important part ‘I’ is lamentably ignored and the activity or
the objectivity part alone gets emphasized. This is responsible for all
bondage. The only means to liberation is to fill in the omission that
you have so ignorantly made.
In all your daily activities, try to bring in the ‘I’ to the forefront. If
you can succeed in doing this, you have gone a long way towards
visualizing the ‘I’. When you do this exercise for some time, you will
find that you are that changeless principle in all activity and that the
activities themselves change every moment. This clearly proves that
action, perception, thought and feeling do not go into your nature at
all.
The activities of the ignorant man or the objective part of them
usually cloud the ‘I’-principle in him. But this exercise removes all
possibility of such a clouding of the ‘I’-principle, since that ‘I’ gets
thereby emphasized at every moment.
My role is to remain changeless in the midst of incessant change,
or to be unaffected by all opposites, like happiness and misery. To
make this possible, one has to understand that one is beyond all
opposites and that one is neither the doer nor the enjoyer.

When you say every activity belongs to you, it means that nothing
belongs to you in fact, or else that I am the ‘svarupa’ without their
touching my svarupa.
571. P ERCEPTION AND THE ‘I’

Perception is composed of the lighting up by the ‘I’-principle plus
the objective part of the perception. Take for example ‘seeing’. The
seeing cannot exist in an unmanifested form, either before or after
the activity of seeing. But here the ‘I’-principle does always exist as
unmanifested before and after the activity, and the very same ‘I’ is
manifested in the seeing as well. Therefore, each object shown by
sense is a true manifestation of the ‘I’ alone, and not of the senses.
This shows that when the world appears, the world is ‘I-ing’; or in
other words, when anything appears I am the ‘shining’ in it.
All paradoxes are dissolved in the Sage.
572. W HEN I SAY I WALK , IT REALLY MEANS I AM NOT

WALKING.
An activity is a deviation from the normal state. When I say I walk, I

mean it as an activity opposed to my normal state of non-walking.
Walking is only a something which comes and goes, while I am by
nature non-walking or changeless. You admit you have not changed
by merely walking. Walking refers to my own true nature – which is
non-walking. Thus every activity shows I am not that.
Every activity appears and disappears in me. I am changeless, and
activity is incessant change. So I cannot be an activity as it is.
This ‘I’ has to be emphasized in the present tense just before every
activity. The ‘I’ has to be in every activity but it is there only as the
silent witness. If I am in everything which is diversity, it can only be
by my being that unity itself.

573. T HE BEST FORM OF MEDITATION ( IF YOU MUST HAVE
ONE )
If you obstinately want to practice meditation, the best form for your
purpose is ‘I am.’ It will give the mind nothing objective to cling on
to, and in the very effort the mind will cease or die.
This contemplation drives away all intruding thoughts, and you
are established in the ‘I’. Slowly, it becomes deeper and deeper and
the nature of Consciousness and Happiness begins to be experienced,
since these are intrinsic in the ‘I’.
During chanting or contemplation, though we begin with the word
or sound, we do not ever stop there. We begin to dive slowly into its
meaning or goal of the idea; and then the chanting gradually stops,
leaving you at the very goal.
Thus when you contemplate ‘I am’, you stand established in the
real ‘I’-principle. But this ‘I am’ can never be replaced by the term
‘Guru’. Because the Guru is never an experience to anybody, while
‘I am’ is a clear experience for all. Therefore, to lead you on to the
ultimate experience, ‘I am’ is essential. It is true that after experience
the ‘I am’ also merges into the Guru, who is transcendental, beyond
even the background of all this world.
Shri Shankara describes the state of nirvikalpa samadhi as the
witness of everything (sarva-sakshi) but the Absolute am I (shivo-
ham)
nityanandeturiyevigatamatigatissarvasaksizivoham
Shri Shankara
Truth is experienced in three distinct stages.
In the first stage, in which you just touch the ultimate background,
you reach the witness.
In the second, as you stand in the witness, the witnesshood there
disappears and you find yourself the Ultimate, without a second to
make you miserable.
Lastly, the sense of absoluteness also vanishes, so that you stand
established in the ultimate ‘I’-principle, the only Reality.
The same idea is expressed in Atma-darshanam, 16.3.
drstavam bodhamatram ñan
ennayam drzyameppofum

kanippatennu sarvvatra
kantu ñan viharikkayam
I am pure Consciousness. Realizing that every object wherever
placed is asserting Me, I enjoy Myself everywhere and in
everything.
Shri Atmananda
30th September 1952

574. W HAT IS KARMA ?
The direct answer to the question is that there is no karma. It is the
questioner who needs to establish that karma exists. So let us examine
‘karma’ in detail. What then is that principle which makes all of these
karmas possible?
It is evident at the outset that karma cannot exist without a doer or
an agent. The proof of the existence of some doer is that you know it,
or that you are the perceiver of the karma as the doer, the doing and
the deed.
Now take note of the fact that some such witnessing agent is quite
indispensable for the existence of karma. Then turn your attention
more closely to that agent – in order to determine if he is really an
agent. Immediately you see that the so called agent is no agent, but
only the perceiver of karma. As a perceiver, one cannot be bound by
the karma.
Thus karma is no karma in the ordinary sense of the word, and all
samskaras die with it.
Karma consists of three parts, namely:
1. The incentive (being samskaras),
2. The activity (of body or mind), and
3. The results or fruits thereof.
When you reach the perceivership, both the incentive and the desire
for the fruits of action vanish. Thus divorced from the perceived and
the perception, the perceiver also ceases to be a perceiver and turns
out to be the Ultimate.
Therefore, karma is nothing but the ultimate Reality itself, and as
such can never bind you.

575. K ARMA AND SAMSKARAS
Samskara is the deep impression left behind by that which was done.
Karma gives rise to samskaras and samskaras induce karma. Thus
karma and samskaras depend upon each other for their very existence.
This is impossible. Therefore, karma and samskaras are each of them
a misnomer, and the perceiver or ‘I’ alone is the Reality.
This is what Lord Krishna has said about karma in general.
… gahana karmano gatih
[Unfathomable is the way of karma. ]
Bhagavad-gita, 4.17
The significant story of the non-existent (kathayillatta katha) in the
Yoga-vasishtha also displays to us the unreality of all karma. It has a
sublime moral for every one of us. It is this: ‘We, the children of the
unborn barren woman, keep enjoying the unborn world – just as the
child in the story listened to and enjoyed the whole story of the non-
existent.’
1st October 1952

576. A TEST OF THE NATURAL STATE
When you are asked what you are, if the answer comes to your mind
spontaneously ‘I am pure Consciousness’, you may be said to have
reached the natural state.
577. L OVE AS VIEWED BY RELIGIONS AND BY V EDANTA

Religions teach you to love others at the physical and mental levels.
But Vedanta teaches you to become that love, pure and impersonal,
beyond the mind’s level.
578. B HARATA’ S RENUNCIATION

An act becomes true renunciation only if you renounce thereby
something nearest and dearest to your heart. The greatest desire of
Bharata, when he started off in search of Rama, was that he himself

should take the place of Shri Rama in the forest and send Rama back
to Ayodhya to rule the kingdom.
But somehow Bharata was persuaded by Shri Vasishtha their Guru
to go back to Ayodhya and rule the kingdom himself till Rama came
back. This was indeed an act of supreme sacrifice and renunciation
on the part of Bharata – since he was forced by circumstances to give
up his heart’s greatest desire to renounce the kingdom and take upon
himself Shri Rama’s exile in the forest.
579. S OME IMPORTANT STATEMENTS MADE BY J ESUS C HRIST

Their levels and relative significance:
1. ‘I am the son of God.’ (Often repeated in the New Testament.)
This is purely a preparation of the ground for spiritual progress
and is in the dvaitic [dualistic] plane.
2. ‘I am the vine and ye are the branches.’ (St. John, 15.5) This is in
the level of vishishtadvaita [qualified dualism].
3. ‘I and my Father are one.’ (St. John, 10.30) This is from the pure
advaitic level.
Evidently, these are different statements addressed to different persons,
at different levels of understanding.
2nd October 1952

580. I F THERE IS ANY COMPLAINT, WHO MAKES IT ?
Never the Atma. In that case, what have ‘you’ to worry about?
It is only that which has no form that can assume any or many
forms.
If you want to know anything subjective, you must never refer to
anything in the objective world.
581. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN I SAY ‘I AM ANGRY ’?

1. Since you perceive all the three states and all your activities from
birth till death, you are evidently a changeless being. But when
you say you are angry, you actually become anger itself. This is,

of course, a clear change from your centre and that cannot be.
Therefore anger, or any other feeling, is only an appearance.
2. You can remember your anger afterwards. So, you yourself must
have perceived the anger. As perceiver, you can never be affected
by the anger. So you were never angry.
3rd October 1952

582. T HE GIST OF THE G URU ’ S TEACHING
You had been enamoured of the pot. The Guru has been showing you
that it is nothing but earth, without doing the least violence to the
pot.
583. H EAD AND HEART – ARE THEY DIFFERENT ?

When you reach the Ultimate by following the path of pure jnyana,
you experience deep Peace or Happiness expressing itself sometimes
in the form of gushing tears and a choking voice. This cannot be an
expression of the head, but of the heart in you.
On the other hand, there are many instances of Sages like Shri
Padmapada and Vativishvarattamma who have reached the Ultimate
through the heart and heart alone, directed to their Guru – the Absolute
– with deep devotion. They have subsequently guided aspirants to
the Truth, even on the Jnyana path, most successfully.
Thus it is clear that what one experiences through either path is
the same Reality; and that jnyana and devotion are but expressions of
that one Reality, the one through the head and the other through the
heart.
A jivan-mukta who is established in the Absolute does not seek to
be conspicuous in any phase of his apparent life.
5th October 1952

584. W HERE IS HARMONY ?
We see harmony in this world only on rare occasions. But the Sage
sees the same harmony always and everywhere, nay even in apparent
misery and discord.

585. T HE MIND AND THE WORLD
The mind is the most essential part of the world and it goes into the
make of the world itself.
586. F EAR
… dvitiyad vai bhayam bhavati .
[It’s only from a second thing that fear arises.]
Fear arises out of the consciousness of the existence of one other
than yourself.
587. R EMEMBRANCE
When you say you remember a dream, you superimpose the dream
subject upon the witness. The same process repeats itself when you
remember a past incident in the waking state.
The seeming continuity of any state by itself is no proof of the
reality of that state. It appears so both in the waking and in the dream
states.
588. W HY DO WE ATTACH MORE R EALITY TO THE WAKING

STATE ?
No, we do not do so. Both the active states [waking and dream] are
waking states when actually experienced. That state in which you
remain at any particular moment is then considered to be the waking
state and more real than any other.
589. H OW DO I VISUALIZE A PAST INCIDENT IN THE WAKING

STATE ?
You certainly cannot visualize it before the fleshy and waking sense
organs. So you have to create a set of suitable sense organs for the
purpose, as you do in the dream state, so as to visualize the incident
before them. So everything that’s past must be equal to a dream.

590. M EMORY
Memory merges what is past into the present; and the present, when
examined minutely, disappears altogether. Thus, time gets destroyed
and you are brought nearer the Reality.
So memory helps you to a certain extent to approach the Reality,
though memory itself is part of the unreality.
591. E VEN AFTER UNDERSTANDING THE T RUTH , I SEE THE

WORLD AGAIN . W HY ?
It is not you who see the world again. It is the illusion of the apparent
‘I’ seeing the illusion of the world. What does it matter to You?
6th October 1952

592. H OW TO APPLY THE USUAL ILLUSTRATIONS FROM THE
PHENOMENAL TO THE A BSOLUTE ?
The usual illustrations are the snake in the rope, the water in the
mirage, etc. Here the snake or the water stands for the whole world –
gross or subtle, including the individual perceiver – or in other words
the world of objects, senses, thoughts and feelings. Even the error of
seeing the snake or the mirage forms part of the perceived world.
This includes the entire realm of body and mind. This could be seen
only from some position beyond them – that is, from the Truth or the
‘I’-principle. But then there is no world to be seen.
Still you might say you see the world again. Will you please tell
me who sees it? Do You see it? No. Then why do you worry? Seeing,
see-er and the seen all form part of the unreality. Don’t forget that.
Let objects of unreality play between them. What does it matter to
you – the Reality?
In an enquiry into the Truth, it’s usually the activities of the sense
organs and the mind alone that are taken into consideration. But the
activities of the organs of action by themselves are almost mechanical
or unconscious. There, awareness does not necessarily come in. But,
for the activities of the senses and mind, the presence of awareness is
essential.

7th October 1952
593. H APPINESS , MISERY AND THE ‘I’- PRINCIPLE
Misery depends upon diversity or objects for its very existence, and
very often it bursts out into vociferous violence.
Happiness depends only upon the one Reality, the ‘I’-principle.
When the jiva is in a state of Happiness (not pleasure) he is touching
the background unawares. And when he feels himself in misery, he is
in unmistakable duality.
When you say ‘I feel miserable’, it means I am misery, or that
misery has come upon me or has merged into me, or that I am the
svarupa of misery. But misery cannot be my svarupa.
When you say ‘I am happy’, it means I am Happiness or that I am
the svarupa of Happiness. But in this case the opposite is also true,
that is to say Happiness is my svarupa.
Since I am the svarupa of misery, it can very well merge into me.
But I can never merge into the misery. Thus I am the svarupa of all.
The pot is able to merge into the earth because even when it
appears as pot, it is earth and earth alone.
594. T HE REAL ‘I’, THROUGH DIFFERENT STATES AND

ACTIVITIES
It has been proved that the ‘I’-principle is persistently present in all

the three states and that no changing state can be superimposed upon
Similarly, the ‘I’-principle is present in all the activities of the
waking state and so none of these activities can be superimposed
upon that ‘I’. None of these go into the make of that ‘I’-principle.
Therefore, you as that ‘I’ is the one, untainted Reality.
595. A N ENQUIRY ABOUT THE T RUTH OF THE WORLD , GROSS

AS WELL AS SUBTLE
The world has been taken up for examination from time immemorial
by scientists and philosophers. Both of them rely upon the generic
mind, with its varied aspects, as the only instrument for the purpose.
The scientists have tried to solve the objective diversity by reducing

everything to atoms or electrons, but cannot find the way beyond.
Philosophers – ignoring the gross – have taken up the subtle world of
thoughts and feelings (the apparently subjective diversity) for analysis,
and cannot go beyond nothingness. Thus both of them are entangled
in the same vicious circle.
In every perception, thought or feeling, two aspects come into
operation. The view part and the material part. The view part is the
result of one’s own individual experience and samskaras and therefore
differs with different individuals. This part, the more important of the
two, is lamentably ignored by scientists and philosophers alike. They
analyse only the material part of their so called experiences, taking
their stand in the changing mind alone.
Their fundamental mistake is their inability to take note of a
changeless principle, the ‘I’ standing behind, lighting up all their so
called experiences. Without this very stand in the unchanging ‘I’, the
changes can never be correctly examined, whether in the gross or in
the subtle realm. This irrefutable stand is shown only by the vedantic
or advaitic approach.
For diversity to be, unity must stand behind, supporting it. You are
thus merging diversity into unity every time a perception, thought or
feeling merges into Consciousness, the ‘I’.
8th October 1952

596. T HE PROCESS OF REALIZATION
1. You identify yourself with objects (body, senses and mind).
2. Next, you eliminate yourself from the object.
3. Lastly, the object is made to merge in you.
9th October 1952

597. R EAL SLEEP
yadi deham prthak-krtya citi vizramya tisthasi …
This means: ‘Sleep in Consciousness.’ This is the royal road to the
natural state.

The thought, ‘I am Consciousness’, consists of two parts: the ‘I’ and
‘Consciousness’. Of these, it is Consciousness that can apparently be
objectified, when attached to objects. But the true ‘I’ can never be so
objectified. In this thought, Consciousness, being linked on to the ‘I’,
cannot also be objectified. Therefore, this particular thought cannot
ever draw you outward, but will only allow itself to be drawn inward,
ultimately merging in the ‘I’ or ‘Consciousness’.
598. T HE S AGE AND LOVE

The Sage is impersonal, and as such can never act, think or feel as a
person. As he really transcends the limits of love, he cannot limit it to
an individual, society or country. His love can never be mutilated in
that manner.
599. H OW TO SLEEP KNOWINGLY ?

Know that you are going to sleep. Let that thought be as vague as
possible. Then empty your mind of all intruding thoughts, taking care
not to strain the mind in the least. Having understood from the Guru
that your real nature alone shines in its own glory in deep sleep, if
you relax into deep sleep as already suggested, the deep sleep shall
no longer be a state, but your real nature, even beyond ‘nirvikalpa
samadhi’.
11th October 1952

600. T RANSMIGRATION OF SOULS
A paragraph in which transmigration of souls is discussed by
Socrates was brought to the notice of Gurunathan. He remarked: ‘So
you take it for granted that you have a soul and that you are its
possessor. The possessor is decidedly different from, and superior to,
the thing possessed. If so, how is it that the transmigration of your
soul affects you more than the transformation of your hairs? But I
question your fundamental assumption itself that you have a soul.
Your knowledge and your experience are the evidence that you put
forward to prove it. But I have already proved to you that no one can
know or experience anything other than one’s own Self. That is the

‘I’-principle. Thus the existence of the soul itself cannot be proved.
Therefore, the question of souls transmigrating does not arise at all.’
The only experience is ‘I’, and ‘I’ is the only word which denotes
experience. (‘Anubhava-matram atma.’)
601. T HE PATH OF THE ‘I’- THOUGHT

The ordinary man has the deep samskara ingrained in him that he is
the body and that it is very, very insignificant, compared to the vast
universe. Therefore the only possible mistake you are likely to be led
into, while taking to the ‘I’-thought, is the habitual samskara of the
smallness attached to the ‘I’.
This mistake is transcended by the contemplation of the aphorism
‘Aham brahmasmi.’ Brahman is the biggest imaginable conception of
the human mind. The conception of bigness no doubt removes the
idea of smallness. But the idea of bigness, which is also a limitation,
remains over.
Ultimately, this idea of bigness needs further on to be removed by
contemplating another aphorism: ‘Prajnyanam asmi.’ This means ‘I
am Consciousness.’
Consciousness can never be considered to be either big or small.
So you are automatically lifted beyond all opposites.
602. B ONDAGE AND LIBERATION

Bondage is the wrong groove of thinking.
Liberation is effected only by the right groove of thinking, as
directed by the Karana-guru.
603. O BJECTS , PERCEPTION AND R EALITY

The reality of every object perceived by you is only your own true
reality; and that object has no independent existence other than
yourself.
No perception ceases till the object has been reduced to knowledge
or recorded in knowledge. Then the object no longer exists as such.

But the ego wants to continue the illusion; and so says ‘I know it’:
even when the ‘it’ (meaning the object) is nowhere in the knowledge
to which every perception is reduced.
13th October 1952

604. B E UNQUALIFIED AND YOU ARE FREE .
What we call an object is the real background, which is unknown.
And a heap of qualities are superimposed upon that background, those
qualities alone being known. The qualities themselves come and go,
and do not go into the make of the object. So the object is in fact
only that unknown and unqualified background. Thus, every object is
only that unknown background.
There cannot be two unknowns either. Because, even in order to
distinguish between the ‘two’, we must know them. So there is only
one unknown, and that is yourself. Just that alone is the background
of yourself as well.
That is the only Reality, the Atma, the ever free. Know that and be
free.
605. R EALITY
What is not conceivable, nor knowable and about which you are
deeply convinced, that is the Reality. That you are.
606. T HE WORLD AND WHAT IT SHOWS ( PROVES )

The world is nothing but perceptions, thoughts and feelings. Now let
us examine just what these are. Many ‘presents’ (experiences of the
present) made into one ‘present’ constitute a concept or a thought.
Similarly, many spatial points made into one constitute a percept.
Admitting that you cannot have more than one simultaneous
experience, many ‘presents’ or many spatial points become impossible.
So there are no percepts, thoughts or perceptions.
As ordinarily accepted, a thought is made up of many time points
or ‘presents’ at one point of time. But there can never be more than
one present at one point of time. Therefore, thought is a misnomer.
And so is the world.

But still you see the world. Yes, let us for the time being concede
that seeing exists. Yes, I see. But then what does this prove? It proves
only ‘Me’ and never anything besides. You say: ‘The world appears.’
When you say it ‘appears’, you mean that it is lit by Consciousness,
on your side. In the statement, the ‘world’ is objective and ‘appears’
is subjective. To whom does it appear is the next relevant question.
Of course to you. You light it up by your Consciousness. So every
object points to Consciousness and proves nothing else.
607. D EEP CONVICTION

Deep conviction is direct knowing. Conviction is the last word of the
worldly man or the mind regarding any search. If you are convinced
you have attained the object of your search, it is a signal to stop all
further enquiries regarding it.
Gurunathan only uses the same word for want of a better one, to
denote spiritual understanding also. But he improves upon that word
by qualifying it as deep conviction. Your spiritual understanding
becomes deep when you become established in it, by experiencing it
again and again. And then it becomes experience pure.
608. T HE MEASURE OR INSTRUMENT AND THE MEASURED

Every measure or instrument is only a miniature of the measured.
You measure length with an artificial unit of length. You do the same
with weight, volume, etc. Thus, every instrument used to measure
variety is only variety in miniature; and everything measured with
that instrument will be expressed only in terms of variety which is
the nature of that instrument itself.
Therefore, if you use such an instrument to measure unity, it is no
wonder that the unity is also found expressed as variety. This is what
happens when our minds are utilized to examine the ‘I’-principle –
which is unity itself. Thus the attempt fails miserably.
609. VARIETY
‘When’, ‘where’ and ‘why’ are the expressions of time, space and
causality in the realm of the mind. They each of them thus constitute

the mind itself. These three questions have created variety and have
regular traffic with just that variety, as though they have nothing to
do with it. They also proceed to measure that variety.
The story of the pseudo-sannyasin explains this beautifully. Once
there lived in a village a strange sannyasin who knew nothing of the
Truth or of sannyasa, but had only the rough externals of a sannyasin
– the ochre coloured robes, tuft and beard. However he was shrewd
enough to deceive the simple villagers and command their love and
veneration.
Once a real sannyasin happened to pass through that village. The
simple villagers wanted to bring about a meeting between the two
sannyasins. But the village sannyasin was very reluctant, for fear that
he might be exposed. At last he discovered a way out. He told the
organizers of the meeting that he would first ask the visitor three
questions. If the visitor yielded to all the three questions and had
nothing to say about any of them, then it should be taken that the
new sannyasin is defeated and should be sent away immediately. The
villagers agreed. The new sannyasin, not suspecting any foul play at
the meeting, also agreed to come. At last they met and the village
pseudo-sannyasin asked his three questions, one after the other, in
great haste.
1. ‘Have you not had a father?’ ‘Yes.’
2. ‘Are you not a sannyasin?’ ‘Yes.’
3. ‘Are you not on your way to somewhere?’ ‘Yes.’
Alas! the three questions were answered all in the affirmative. The
innocent villagers now believed that the new sannyasin was really
defeated and, according to the agreement with their own sannyasin,
they drove the visitor away without a word.
This is exactly how the pseudo-sannyasin of the ego has invented
the three crucial questions of ‘when’, ‘where’ and ‘why’; and flings
them at every expression of the Reality.
The Reality stands illuminating even those questions and never
stoops to argue. The satellites of the ego interpret this silence in
favour of their own master, and altogether ignore the Reality.

610. I S NOT THAT ITSELF A THOUGHT WHICH ARGUES AND
ESTABLISHES THAT THOUGHT IS NON - EXISTENT ?
No. Thought is that which is concerned with the outside world alone.
That faculty which takes even that thought as an object of discussion
can never be called a thought in the same sense, though both might
superficially appear alike.
The first, thought directed outwards, creates; and then the second,
called vidya-vritti, destroys all that the first has created. That is its
only function. When nothing is left to be destroyed, it vanishes and
stands as the Reality itself.
611. F EELING A DREAM A DREAM

If during the experience of a dream you ever feel that it is only a
dream, many seconds have not to elapse before you wake up from
the dream.
Similarly, if you feel that this waking state is only like a dream,
you are sure to wake up to the Reality soon.
14th October 1952

612. T HE SHIFTING OF EMPHASIS
The shifting of emphasis, from the objective to the subjective part of
your activities, is alone necessary to establish you in the Reality.
613. E XPRESSIONS LIKE ANGER AND THE S AGE

Anger can exist only where there is love behind it, supporting even
that anger, or in other words anger is only distorted love. Look
through the expression and see the background, or look through the
anger and see the love behind it.
Love, as it is, can’t be perceived. But anger shows more visibly.
Therefore, if ever a Sage appears angry, take it only as a blessing in
disguise; and try to see the love behind, through the visible anger.

614. H ATE AND HOW TO DESTROY IT
It is a usual occurrence in worldly life that you love someone when
he loves you and that you hate him when he hates you.
Looking at it more closely, you can see that your response was
dictated purely by the other’s feelings alone. Therefore, you should
also direct your feelings not to him, but only to his feelings. So you
should hate the hate in him; or hate hating, wherever it be. Therefore,
naturally, you should hate the hate in you first. When that is done
you will cease to hate anybody.
You can deal effectively with all feelings in this way.
615. T HOUGHT A MISNOMER

Thought rises up in pure Consciousness beyond time. Thus thought
cannot be anything other than Consciousness. Therefore, the usual
conception of thought is wrong, or ‘thought’ is a misnomer.
616. W HO SEES ?
Not you, but the see-er or perceiver. The perceiver alone perceives.
Each perceiver that perceives is different from every other perceiver,
as a perceiver.
But you say you saw the same form as you did yesterday. Both the
old perceiver of yesterday and the new perceiver of today saw only
the particular form before each of them. They were both ignorant of
what the other perceived.
But there was some other principle that perceived the sameness of
the two forms. It was not either of the previous perceivers of form.
And that principle that perceived the sameness did not perceive the
form.
Question: How to transcend the wrong groove of thought?
Answer: When the ‘How’ disappears.
Question: Why am I unable to experience the Truth when away from
Gurunathan, as deeply as when I am in his presence?
Answer: Because you give room to that unwarranted sense of away-
ness. You mistake the Guru to be the body and think him away or

near. But he is never the body but Atma itself, and as such knows no
nearness or away-ness. Be convinced of this Truth and your sense of
away-ness will disappear, and your experience will become steady.
617. A N OBJECT POINTS TO C ONSCIOUSNESS .

You generally say ‘The form appears.’ This statement has two parts:
‘form’ and ‘appears’.
‘Form’ is objective and ‘appears’ is something subjective. To
whom does it appear? Certainly to you. Therefore you light it up by
your Consciousness. So every object points to Consciousness.
618. H OW TO INTENSIFY THE THOUGHT OF THE ULTIMATE ?

Not like a yogin, by applying your mind intensely to that thought.
But like a Jnyanin, relaxing all activity of the mind and merging
even that last thought in the Truth itself. You have visualized the
Truth in a particular state transcending the three usual states. To think
of that Truth means to repeat that visualization once again, by going
back to that same transcendental state. By going into that state again
and again, you may gradually become convinced of the Truth that
that transcendental state really extends through all the usual states.
Thus you may get to be established in the Reality.
15th October 1952

619. P OINTERS TO THE T RUTH
Everything is a pointer to the ‘I’-principle or Truth. But Consciousness
and Happiness are the ultimate pointers to the same.
620. K NOWING AND ITS ORGAN

If we consider knowing as a function, just like any of the senses, it
should also have a corresponding organ and that is the ‘I’-principle.
‘I am seeing form.’ Here ‘form’ is only another word for ‘seeing’.
Similarly, when I say, ‘I am knowing Consciousness’, thereby
‘Consciousness’ is used only as another word for ‘knowing’.

621. C ONSCIOUSNESS RECOMMENDED AS THE BEST OF THE
THREE MEDIUMS FOR VISUALIZING THE ULTIMATE . W HY ?
Consciousness alone tells you that Existence and Happiness are both
implied in Consciousness and so the Truth, thus visualized through
knowing, comprehends the Existence and Happiness aspects as well.
But it might be said that Existence and Happiness also might say
the same about the other two. In that case, Existence and Happiness
are here indenting upon the services of Consciousness even to say so.
They themselves are established only by the help of Consciousness.
Otherwise Existence and Happiness would never have been noted at
all.
622. T EARS OF SOFT DIVINE EMOTION ARE THE PANACEA FOR

ALL YOGIC ILLS .
623. A LL MENTATIONS TAKE ONE TO THE T RUTH

You can reach the background, the true Ultimate, through any feeling
provided you are sincere and consistent to the last.
Take, for example, hate. Here, you must continue to hate the
creator as well as the created, including each one of the objects of
your perceptions, thoughts and feelings – particularly your own body
and mind and everything you call yours. Ultimately, when everything
other than yourself is thus separated from you, you remain alone in
your own glory as pure Consciousness and Happiness.
Looking back from that position, you find that all that you hated
once was nothing but Consciousness and so you absorb it all into you
as Consciousness. Thus hate is ultimately transformed into Love.
624. Y OU DO NOT KNOW ANY SENSE OBJECT.

When you say you know a sense object, the word ‘know’ is grossly
misplaced.
Form can be perceived by seeing alone. To see a form, seeing is
essential, and to know a form seeing and Consciousness are both

essential. But seeing is not in Consciousness. On the other hand,
Consciousness is in seeing.
Therefore, it is wrong to say you know form.
16th October 1952

625. ‘I AM WALKING.’ W HAT DOES IT MEAN ?
1. The statement implies that I was not walking, before starting to
walk. Walking by itself was only something that temporarily
came over me for a short period. Therefore it was distinct and
separate from me, and so unreal.
2. From another standpoint, it may be said that I am ‘walking’ itself.
I stand as ‘walking’ for the time being and there is nothing other
than walking then.
drastra-darzana-drzyesu pratyekam bodha-matrata
saras tena, tad anyatvam nasti kiñ cit kha-puspavat
Shri Shankara
Each of the triad [of see-er, seeing and seen, or doer, doing and deed]
is nothing but Consciousness. That is the Truth about it. Everything
other than that is like a flower in the sky – mere illusion or created
imagining..
626. P ERSONAL AND IMPERSONAL

You are the personal, when you are conscious of anything.
You are the impersonal, when you are Consciousness itself.
627. A LL BODIES ARE MINE , OR NO BODY IS MINE .

When I am identifying myself with a body I call mine, all other
bodies become alien to me as objects, the two together – my body
and all other bodies – comprising the world.
But when what I call ‘my body’ is seen as my object, distinct and
separate from me, naturally I have no other option left except to
extend the same perspective to the whole world and group my body
also along with the world of objects.

Then all bodies become mine, or no body is mine at all. In either
case, I stand as the real background of the whole world.
628. B LISS SEEMS TO APPEAR AND DISAPPEAR . W HY ?

It is not the bliss that comes and goes, but it is you, the ego, that
often goes into the bliss which is your very nature, and comes out
into the mind. Your ego alone is responsible for it.
17th October 1952

629. I S READING OF THE SHASTRAS ESSENTIAL FOR
REALIZING THE T RUTH ?
To this question Gurunathan asked a counter question. Did the shastras

come from jnyana or jnyana from shastras? Of course, the shastras
have come from jnyana. Then certainly, jnyana can well be attained
without the help of the shastras, if one is guided by a Karana-guru.
(But before obtaining a Karana-guru, shastras may sometimes be
helpful to an aspirant and sometimes may even be harmful as well.
Because all shastras may or may not point to the spiritual, and the
aspirant may not have the right discrimination to choose or interpret.)
630. N IRVIKALPA STATE

Some yogins hold that you can experience the Absolute only by
going into the nirvikalpa state. If this is so, it is not the highest; since
it limits the Absolute to a state, however broad.
Therefore, in order to reach the natural state, which is the highest,
you have also to transcend this last taint, namely the misunderstanding
that the Absolute gets experienced only through nirvikalpa samadhi.
631. N AME AND FORM

Name and form as such are not the Reality.
Name is non-existent without your being present. And form is also
non-existent without your being present.
Therefore it is your presence alone that makes any name and form
real. So name and form are yourself, the Reality.

18th October 1952
632. S INCERITY AND EARNESTNESS
1. Suppose you were to be sentenced to jail if you fail to pay up a
huge debt before 11 a.m. tomorrow. How you would strain and
apply every nerve to make good that amount in the time given!
Similarly, you should also feel that life is not worth living until
you have visualized the ultimate Truth.
2. Complete dissatisfaction with your present state of life and a pure
longing for something better still may also show a true sincerity
and earnestness.
633. V ICARA - MARGA OR THE DIRECT PERCEPTION METHOD

This is the rationalistic exposition and establishment of Truth, put
through the higher reason alone.
Spiritual ‘vicara’ also creates sattvic samskaras which are doubly
strong. They destroy worldly samskaras and at the same time may
themselves become stronger and stronger. When worldly samskaras
get to be thus obliterated, the spiritual samskaras also disappear and
stand transformed as the background Consciousness.
Examining deep sleep more closely, it gets found to be no state at
all. The dream and waking states are only appearances on deep sleep.
It is in and through Me that all activities take place. But all the
mischief is created by the attempt to objectify that non-doer Self and
its experiences, exactly as we do with the activities of the ego.
634. S AMADHIS
The cosmological jnyana sadhaka’s samadhis are generally of six
types:
1. bahir-drishyanuviddha [with sight outside]
2. antar-drishyanuviddha [with sight inside]
3. bahir-shabdanuviddha [with sound outside]
4. antar-shabdanuviddha [with sound inside]
5. bahir-nirvikalpa [with no diversity outside]
6. antar-nirvikalpa [with no diversity inside]

[See note 171 for explanation.]
26th October 1952

635. W HAT IS THE R EALITY ?
Whatever you feel ‘is’ and ‘is not’, in the realm of the mind and the
sense organs, is the Reality. Existence, Consciousness and Happiness
when limited by the mind become life, thought and feeling. So it can
even be said that there is only one thing and only one name – thing
and name being only synonyms.
You suppose that the world exists there. But the ‘there’ exists in
Consciousness, i.e. in your Real nature. Thus the world appears and
disappears in Consciousness, in You.
You need only to live as a man in this world, and not as a man of
this world.
636. ‘F EELING WITHOUT FEELING ’

You say it was all Peace or Happiness in deep sleep. But neither the
heart nor the mind was there to enjoy it. That experience is a typical
instance of ‘Feeling without feeling’.
Happiness or Peace alone is the one subject, and all feelings or
emotions are expressed in the form of many different objects.
637. P URIFICATION OF THE MIND

The purification of the mind is sought only as a help to reach the
Truth.
The best way to purify the mind is to think of the Truth which you
are and which is purity itself. When you know you are the purest of
the pure, all thought of purifying mind must drop at last away. Your
earnestness and sincerity to reach what’s true must be the best means
of purifying your mind towards that ultimate goal.
638. H OW TO KNOW THE G URU ?

Answer: You need not and cannot know the Guru. If you know the
Guru or if you do not know the Guru, in either case you cannot

become a disciple. So you had better accept him when you feel you
must.
639. D OES THE G URU ACCEPT ANYONE ?

Answer: It is not the Guru personally who accepts anyone. The Guru
accepts everyone who is entirely sincere and earnest about knowing
the Truth.
Therefore, if the aspirant has accepted the Ultimate Truth as his
goal, certainly the Guru’s acceptance of him is a foregone conclusion.
It is the spontaneous corollary to the decision of the aspirant. If the
aspirant is only prepared to open the mouth of spiritual earnestness,
the nectar of advaita will come in from the Guru, uninvited.
640. T HE REAL BONDAGE

Sense objects tie you down to the world. But when you come into
contact with a Sage you get tied down to the Ultimate.
You can be relieved from the former bondage no doubt. But there
is no escape from the latter.
641. W HO LIVES AND WHO DIES ?

It is said that an ignorant man never dies, because he is immediately
born again; and the Sage alone is dead, since he is never born again.
But from another point of view, the opposite is also true, that the
ignorant man always dies and the Sage alone really lives.
Seeing the Guru’s body is like trying to catch the figure on a silver
screen.
27th October 1952

642. T HE DREAM STATE
If the percept is proved to be non-existent as percept, the perceiver
and the perception both die at once. This is true equally of both the
dream and waking states. Remove any one of the triad, and the other
two also disappear immediately.

From the apparent perceiver, remove all that is perceivable or
see-able and what remains is pure Consciousness.
643. M EMORY
Memory is the last link in the life of an individual, binding him to the
world. What has never been perceived before is supposed to have
been perceived by you in a dream, by a mere statement of memory.
But memory itself was not present in the dream. Therefore memory
is no proof of any former perception.
If you have seen, you cannot remember, because the rememberer
is different from the see-er. When memory – seen showing up some
mere appearance – is removed, the Reality alone remains over.
30th October 1952

644. FALLACY OF SUB - CONSCIOUS AND SUPER - CONSCIOUS
STATES
The sub-conscious state: When the mind involuntarily and without

any effort goes into a state where the mind dies, it is called a sub-
conscious state – e.g. deep sleep.
Super-conscious state: When, as a result of an active effort of the
mind, both objects gross as well as subtle vanish. Thus you are
thrown into a state where the mind becomes still. This is called
the super-conscious state or samadhi.
But when you direct your attention to the Consciousness aspect of
any activity, in any state, you thus transcend the mind and reach the
Ultimate.
The taint of these ‘sub-’ and ‘super-’ consciousnesses lies in the
samskara that they are the cause of some other results, as ignorance
is supposed to be the cause of the world.
Even when Consciousness appears limited to any object, know for
certain that it is not limited. This knowledge takes you to the natural
state.
Consciousness can never be ‘sub’ or ‘super’. It has always to be
Absolute.

645. W HAT ARE BONDAGE AND LIBERATION ?
When personality comes into the impersonal, it is bondage.
When personality merges in the impersonal, it is liberation.
But when it is established – so far as you are concerned – that there
can be nothing other than the impersonal, it is immaterial whether
you stand as the personal or as the impersonal.
646. W HAT ARE THE RELATIVE ADVANTAGES OF THE TWO

APPROACHES , NAMELY OF THE WITNESS AND OF PURE
C ONSCIOUSNESS ?
The witness is intended only to help you to transcend or dispose of
any objective appearance as object, perception or thought, if such
comes in from the outside.
But sometimes the Consciousness aspect is considered better to
contemplate the Absolute, because no activity of body or senses or
mind is possible without the help of Consciousness. It’s thus that the
Consciousness aspect comes in, without any strain on your part.
Consciousness is Happiness. We should always look upon it as
conscious Happiness or happy Consciousness.
647. H AS THE SENSE OF POSSESSORSHIP ANY ADVANTAGE ?

Yes it has. The personal God is first conceived as great on account of
his possessing qualities of greatness. Thus the possessor is really the
great one. But Atma, the ultimate background of all qualities, is the
ultimate possessor.
As you begin to contemplate the qualities of greatness, you first
begin to possess some of those qualities yourself and then gradually
to transcend them. At last, when you begin to conceive of your ishta-
deva – as the background of all qualities, you also rise to the same
background and you there stand at one with the Reality.
648. W HAT IS THE FOURTH DIMENSION ? ‘T IME .’

Length, breadth and thickness are the three usual standards adopted
to measure space. If this space is supposed to move in any direction

other than length, breadth and thickness, it gets called the ‘fourth
dimension’.
For the vedantin, this is ‘time’.
31st October 1952

649. Y OUR REAL FACULTIES AND THEIR FUNCTIONS
Your real nature has two distinct aspects, namely Consciousness and
Peace; and they seem to function as though they are two distinct
faculties of knowledge and love. They absorb everything into you.
When an object comes into direct contact with knowledge or love,
the object is spontaneously transformed into knowledge or love and
it loses its identity as an object.
So knowledge and love really destroy everything external. They
make the name ‘destroyer’ – given to Lord Shiva – significant and
meaningful.
650. T HE ORIGIN AND SOLUTION OF QUESTIONS

The ordinary man thinks that the objects of the world – gross as well
as subtle, including the body, senses and mind – are the legitimate
outcome of the ultimate Truth. It is this erroneous conviction that
gives rise to all manner of questions relating all these objects to the
Ultimate.
Whenever any question is asked touching the impersonal, what
we have to do immediately is to refer to our own experience in the
deep sleep state, which is purely impersonal. See if your question
arises in the deep sleep state. If not, dismiss it summarily from your
mind. In the world, each such question only multiplies diversity.
651. P LANES , CREATION AND THE T RUTH

The gross and subtle planes are distinct and separate, the one from
the other. The gross cannot be perceived from the plane of the subtle,
nor the subtle from the plane of the gross. We see both from beyond
both. Both of them are the expressions of their real background.
There is a lot of confusion about creation itself. The subject
and objects of a state are not created individually. They come to light

simultaneously and also vanish simultaneously. Look at the dreamer
and the dream. When the dreamer disappears, nothing of the dream
remains over. Similarly, the mind and the world are also simultaneous
creations, if creation is conceded in any sense.
There are some sets of people who try to cover their ignorance
and white-wash the confusion by saying that the whole is a play of
the Absolute. Play can have no other purpose than innocent pleasure
– or in other words – enjoyment. Thus, the Absolute must admitted
as imperfect. So they make a sorry figure of the Absolute itself.
The real solution lies ahead, in adopting the right perspective, by
examining the content of any one activity as representative of the
whole universe. Such an examination proves that the content of every
activity and therefore of the world is nothing but pure Consciousness.
But this is possible only when someone has visualized one’s own real
nature to be that pure Consciousness and Peace – under instructions
from a Karana-guru. When one’s own centre is thus established in
the ‘I’, the illusion of the world appears to be simply frivolous. You
continue to see the mirage, knowing that it is a mirage.
Consciousness appears limited only because we look through the
mind which is itself limited.
652. T HE EGO ’ S DUPLICITY

1. The ego is like a bastard born from the illicit connection between
the Absolute and the unreal. He does not appear anywhere during
an activity, perception, thought or feeling. He appears only after
the event, saying ‘I have done it.’
2. The ego is like a bachelor who dreamt that he married and had
brought forth children, but later woke up as a bachelor again. He
thus represents the Consciousness part of the ego, and marital life
in the dream represents the illusion or the ego proper.
1st November 1952

653. W HAT IS THE PURPOSE OF TIME ?
Time strives hard in this world not to connect events, but only to
disintegrate them and thus to establish diversity.

654. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘I KNOW I AM ’?
‘I know I am’ is a single experience, recognized by all persons. It
consists of two parts: ‘I know’ and ‘I am’. The ‘I am’ can never be an
object of ‘I know’. Therefore both mean the same thing, and together
are an experience in identity. When knowledge is objectless, it is not
the subject either. These are the only two statements that require no
proof.
Knowledge uninterrupted is Consciousness; happiness uninterrupted
is Peace. Happiness is the first ebullition or sensation of Peace.
655. W HAT IS THE GUARANTEE THAT REALIZATION WILL NOT

LAPSE ?
If it is something you get at this moment you may very well lose it
later. However, your liberation is not an escape from bondage but an
expression of real freedom behind that apparent bondage, knowing
that bondage also is but an expression of freedom.
Bondage is just ego, and the essence of this ego is my real self –
whose nature is pure Consciousness.
656. H OW A QUESTION OFTEN MISFIRES ?

If you ask a question regarding a particular state, you throw the
listener immediately into that state. But should such a question not
legitimately rise in that state, you cannot expect a fair answer to it.
If the questioner was not in the realm questioned, he has no right
to put that question; and even if answered, the questioner will never
be able to understand it.
657. W HAT IS THE PRAKRIYA OF QUALITIES AND THE

QUALIFIED ?
Qualities and the qualified are distinct and separate. Experience is

the only proof to show the reality of anything. The qualities alone are
experienced everywhere and the qualified is never experienced by
anyone. Therefore the qualified as such is non-existent.

The qualities cannot exist by themselves without the presence of
the qualified. Therefore the qualities are only mere appearances.
The qualities of the object alone being perceived and those qualities
being proved to be unreal, that object as such must also be unreal.
The background of the changeless Reality (Consciousness) on which
the changes, namely qualities, appear and disappear is alone what is.
It is only the expressed in the expression that makes you covet the
expression.
658. A SKING QUESTIONS ABOUT REALIZATION OR THE

U LTIMATE
In every question or comparison involving the Absolute, an attempt
gets made to objectify the Ultimate – in however pure and sattvic a
manner. Just think where you were just at the point of putting that
question. You were certainly beyond the phenomenal, and you were
also beyond the ideas of the Absolute or of the experience implied in
the question. That is certainly the stand of Truth. Be there and you
shall be free.
Neither the question nor the answer really enriches you. The level
at which you ask that question is beyond the relative. Be that and you
are free.
This is true only of those who have correctly heard the Truth from
the Guru. But a real Sage and a Guru may answer such questions in
manner that may take you immediately beyond the question and the
usual answer, to the right Absolute afresh: without allowing any such
question to arise a second time.
659. H OW A BOY OF FIVE WAS ENLIGHTENED ABOUT DEATH .

A ND ABOUT G OD .
Ananda, a boy of five, was incessantly tormented by thoughts and
nightmares about death, which is supposed to be inevitable.
Gurunathan: Were you not a small baby some years ago?
Boy: Yes. Yes.
G: Where is it now?
B: It is gone.

G: Where? Can you bring it back?
B: No. No. It is impossible.
G: So it is dead. Is it not?
B: No. But I am here.
G: I mean the baby you were once. It is gone for ever and will never
be able to come back. That is just what I mean by death. Did you cry
when the baby was gone?
B: No. But till now I did not know it.
G: Similarly this boy will also die and you will be a youth. Then the
youth also will die and you will become an old man. All these deaths
one after the other you take pleasantly, don’t you?
B: Yes, of course.
G: Then why do you cry and make noise when the old man dies? Is it
also not like the many deaths you already had?
B: Yes. If this is the meaning of death, I shall not cry or be afraid of
it any longer.
G: Why were you not sorry when the baby in you died? Because you
knew that the baby alone dies and that you do not die. Similarly, it is
only the old man in you that will die. You know that you will never
die. You know your many deaths from your babyhood onwards.
Similarly, you are the knower of the death of your old age also.
B: Yes! Yes! (With a luminous face.) Now I understand. I shall never
more be afraid of death.
G: Now you are deathless, the Eternal. That is God. Do you follow
me?
B: Yes, Gurunathan. And the boy prostrated with tears dripping down
on Gurunathan’s feet.
4th November 1952

660. W HAT IS PURITY ?
Only the Truth or Atma is pure. Everything else is anatma or impure.
The body, senses and mind are all impure, each in its own way. Mind
may be purified by effort to the extent of even getting merged in

nirvikalpa samadhi. Still, it is mind and may be highly pure in the
relative sense, but it is impure in the sense that it is anatma still, and
limited by time.
Doing good to others is no criterion of purity. It is the pleasure
you derive from doing good that prompts you to do it. Suppose you
are prohibited by law from doing good. Certainly you feel sad. So
you have to transcend both pleasure and pain, evil and good.
So you can become ultimately pure only by visualizing the Reality
and establishing yourself in it.
6th November 1952

661. R ELIGIONS AND THEIR MISSION
Religion = Re + Lega
Re = Background; Lega = Binds
That which binds you to the background. But unfortunately no religion
interprets it in this ultimate sense. All religions have the common
goal to help man to lead a relatively moral, happy and contented life.
Religion has been the greatest force and sanction in the world to
keep man wedded to relative morality and goodness in life. It caters
only to the satisfaction value, in response to the desires of man,
varied as they are, according to countries, customs, manners and
temperaments of people. Religion helps its adherents to prepare the
ground by considerably attenuating their ego. When the ego is thus
sufficiently attenuated so as to enable them to imbibe the ultimate
Truth, the exceptional few get a Karana-guru who initiates them into
the ultimate Truth.
So far as every religion goes, it is quite good and helpful to the
followers. But Vedanta comes in to supplement what religion had not
been able to do. Thus Vedanta is, strictly speaking, the fulfilment of
all religions. It has no quarrel with any religion. It says to every
religion: ‘Please do not stop where you do. Come up higher still.’
Religious teachers and their instructions as a rule do not help one
to go beyond the relative. Their goal itself is only the maximum of
enjoyable happiness in duality. Some of the ancient devotees of
Hindu personal Gods had the good fortune to get at the ultimate
Truth in spite of the retarding influences of religion. After establishing
themselves in the Truth, they looked back and analysed the stand

they had formerly taken in religion. Now they could easily discover
the slip they had made in religion. But they could not deny the
immense purity of mind obtained through religion. This, of course,
gave the devotee a good chance of imbibing the ultimate Truth, if
only his attention was earnestly drawn towards Truth.
Therefore the ancient devotee-Sages codified and arranged the
experiences they had had along the path of ultimate Truth, and added
it on to Hindu religion in the name of ‘darshana’, even though in
fact the darshana was a complete negation of religion. Darshana is
pure Advaita Vedanta. The mere fact that it was added on to certain
Hindu religious texts does not make it part of Hindu religion. It is the
fulfilment of all religions, including the Hindu religion.
662. W ITNESS
Question: Why am I asked not to contemplate the witness, nor
deliberately take the role of the witness?
Answer: Because both are impossible.
Witnessing is done by the real ‘I’-principle in the plane beyond
the mind; and activities like contemplation, remembrance etc. take
place in the mental realm. When you try to contemplate the witness,
you have to drag down the witness from the Atmic plane to the mental.
Then the witness ceases to be the silent witness, and what you
conceive of the witness is only a thought form.
Remembrance in the realm of the mind is made possible by the
presence of the witness alone. But the witness, as it is, is never
capable of being remembered. Just examine – to whom does an activity
appear? Certainly to Me. Or, in other words, I light it up. So I am the
witness of the whole triad (triputi). ‘The witness is an antidote to the
poison of illusion.’
663. H OW DOES THE SAMSKARA OF UNHAPPY EVENTS BIND

ONE ?
In the phenomenal world of duality, unhappiness has its counterpart

happiness, inseparably linked with it. It is this happiness aspect,
though latent, that binds one.

Looking at it from a slightly different standpoint, unhappiness is
unfulfilled desire or obstructed happiness. As such, the essence of
unhappiness is nothing but happiness itself, and it is this negated
happiness that binds one.
664. W HY IS SUICIDE UNIVERSALLY DECRIED ?

Suicide is prompted by misery and desperation, and your failure of
boldness to face and overcome them. Paurusha does not come into
play there.
665. I S THERE ANY SPIRITUAL VALUE IN FACING A

PHENOMENAL PROBLEM ?
The world is a bundle of knotty problems and life is an incessant fight

to overcome them. The fight against each problem has two different
aspects.
1. The effort to solve the problem, and
2. The solution itself.
It has to be understood that a sincere and consistent effort at solving
the problem helps one much more than the solution itself. This effort
successfully develops in one a genuine spirit of self-reliance, which
alone helps one to reach the ultimate Truth.
For example, look at the famous ‘Carvaka’ who is honoured as a
rishi in Hindu shastras. He denied God and religion outright. He was
sincere and earnest all through his striving, though he erred in his
conclusions for other reasons. It was purely out of honest respect for
his sincerity that he was honoured as a rishi.
It is rightly said: ‘A sincere atheist is much nearer the Truth than a
superstitious bhakta.’
7th November 1952

666. W HEN AM I REALLY AND COMPLETELY LIBERATED ?
On listening to the Truth expounded by the Guru, you visualize the
Truth and you know that you are the Truth always.

The ignorant one does not know it and cannot know it. But if you
claim you have become liberated, a taint clings to your claim. You
have to remove that taint also, by knowing that you have only become
aware of the fact that you were never bound, and so never liberated
either. Then liberation is beyond time.
667. W HAT IS THE POSITION OF THE WITNESS , AND HOW AM I

TO DO THE WITNESS EXERCISE ?
The mind perceives objects – gross or subtle. The witness perceives

the mind perceiving objects. The witness is the intermediary between
the real ‘I’-principle and the apparent ‘I’-principle.
The witness has no body and so it has no outside. It has no mind
and so it has no inside either. So the witness is always subjective, and
the witnessed are all inside (meaning by that inside the mind) and not
outside.
Everything past is continued only as thought-forms, and thought-
forms are cognized only by the witness. Therefore, whenever any
statement is made relating to the past, it means you were the witness.
And if you say you had no mental activity, you were the witness to
that absence also.
In the exercise of the witness aspect, you are not examining the
witnessed at all. You are only eliminating – by the use of discerning
logic – the known (witnessed) including body, senses and mind from
the knower or witness. The knower is further proved to be nothing
but knowingness or pure Consciousness, the real Self. Thus you rise
gradually from the ego to the witness, and then you find that you are
the right Absolute.
After visualization of Truth, conceding the existence of the world,
the same exercise can be done in an improved form for the purpose
of getting established in the Truth. You may begin by thinking that
you are the witness as already known. But this thought does not
continue as a thought. Because of the witnessed being absent, the
witness refuses to be objectified. Thus, you stand as the disinterested
witness, which you know to be nothing other than the Absolute. This
perspective enables one to continue worldly activities effectively and
disinterestedly.

668. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE OCHRE COLOUR OF
THE SANNYASIN ’ S ROBE ?
Ochre is the colour of fire; and it is supposed to represent the fire of

pure knowledge, which destroys the taints of the mind – namely
tamas, rajas and sattva. The external colour of the robe is expected
to remind the sadhaka sannyasin about his ultimate goal of Truth.
But, for the householder on the direct path to the Truth, every
object, thought, feeling or perception is in effect an ochre coloured
robe, always pointing to his real nature.
For the sannyasin who has reached the goal already, the robe is of
no more personal service. Still, it continues to proclaim to the world
the spiritual goal of his life and activities.
669. R EAL SLEEP

Strict inactivity is sleep.
In relaxation one should have something to hold on to. If you hold
on to the ‘I’ and relax the senses and mind, you get to real sleep.
Let the mind be asleep to the whole world, and wakeful to the ‘I’.
670. P SYCHIC RHEUMATISM AND ITS REMEDY

There is a vicious habit of locating in the world outside the cause of
one’s own experiences of misery, and naturally attempting to apply
some remedy also to the outside. This is rather like applying a local
remedy to that particular part of the body which suffers rheumatic
pains. Of course the ailment responds favourably for the moment and
disappears, but only to appear elsewhere soon after. This play of hide
and seek is no permanent remedy at all. The only true remedy is to
see that even such an evil is itself lit up by Truth, and is Truth in
essence.
You have only to correct yourself. Then your thoughts, feelings,
perceptions, body – in fact everything – will undergo a simultaneous
change. In this perspective, misery loses all its sting, because you see
Truth or Peace as the background even of the misery.

671. S PIRITUAL LARCENY
The personal in man usurping what really belongs to the impersonal
is called ‘spiritual larceny’.
672. I S THERE ANY TYPE OF LOVE IN THIS WORLD WHICH MAY

BE CONSIDERED IDEAL AND ACCEPTED ?
Yes. The love of the Guru for the disciple is the solitary example.
Even the love of a mother for her child is not disinterested, as
long as she does not love any other child in the same way. No credit
is rightly due to her on that score. She loves only her own flesh
indirectly.
673. D OES NOT VIRTUE HELP ONE SPIRITUALLY ?

Yes. But not always. Even virtue by habit is no virtue. Conscious
virtue alone becomes a virtue, and it is the motive or sympathy of
heart that really elevates one. Frugality for any purpose is no virtue.
But frugality for frugality’s sake alone is good, because it inculcates
selflessness which attenuates the ego.
674. W HAT SHALL WE DO WHEN YOU ARE NO LONGER WITH

US ?
Answer: That which spoke to you will always be there to help you,
and that which spoke to you should always be loved.
9th November 1952

675. P HYSICAL STRENGTH AND THE GOAL OF LIFE
Question: Some say India has been degenerated, by losing physical
strength as a result of her giving up meat eating. Is this statement
justifiable?
Answer: No. What do you mean by degeneration? Is sturdy health the
goal of life? No. It is only a means to one’s own perfection. And
perfection is not in the planes of body, senses or mind, but beyond.

Developing sturdy health at the sacrifice of the ultimate goal of life,
is nothing short of foolishness.
The thought waves of one who has attained such perfection (a
Sage), permeate the whole world and sustain it in Truth and justice.
Thus a spiritual aspirant is preparing to save the whole of humanity:
while the aspirant to physical health is preparing for a physical war
of defending or offending, in the name of self-preservation, without
caring even for a moment to know what the ‘Self’ is. The Sage who
knows the ‘Self’ finds nothing else to be preserved.
676. F OOD AND ITS REACTIONS

The gross part of the food goes to the body and the subtle part goes
to the mind. Foods like flesh and fish are purely tamasic. They make
the mind also tamasic: incapable of rising to sattvic heights and to
higher logic.
We are also responsible morally for the himsa (injury) we cause in
that connection. The butcher, the seller and the eater all partake of
the himsa caused by meat-eating.
You might ask if this is not also true of consuming vegetables. No,
the rudiments of mind and feeling begin particularly with animals.
Vegetables have no such active thought or feeling which can react
upon us and cause us misery.
11th November 1952

677. H OW TO DISTINGUISH BETWEEN THE DEEP SLEEP STATE
AND THE SAHAJA ( NATURAL ) STATE ?
Before explaining this, the terms Atma and non-atma (anatma) have
to be defined.
Atma is the real ‘I’-principle beyond the mind and so beyond time
also.
Non-atma (also called anatma) comprehends everything objective,
including thoughts, feelings, perceptions and actions.
1. tanneyum tanallennukanunnavayeyum
macannirikkunnaty “nidra”
Forgetting oneself and forgetting the non-atma is sleep.

2. tanallennukanunnavayeyum tanneyum
macannirikkunnu ennullaty tanallatta-
vayetannilakki, tanneyum macannirikkuka-
yakunnu, ennaciyunnaty “vastusthiti”
He who knows that the forgetting of non-atma is merging the
non-atma in the Atma, is in the reality.
3. tanneyum tanallennukanunnavayeyum
macannirikkunnaty tannilanennukanu-
nnaty “vastusthiti”
He who sees that the forgetting of non-atma and the apparent
‘I’ (wrongly called Atma) takes place in the Atma itself, is in
the Reality.
4. tanallennu kanunnavaye tannilakki
tanneyum macannirikkunnaty “vastusthiti”
He who deliberately merges the non-atma in Atma, and thus
remains forgetting himself, is in the Reality.
These four approaches are only slightly different from each other.
678. W HAT IS DISINTERESTED ACTION ? H AS IT ANY TEST ?

Disinterested action is not possible to the ego. An action becomes
disinterested only when you stand as the witness beyond the doership
and the enjoyment. The renunciation of enjoying the fruits of action)
can take you only half of the way to Truth. The other half, namely
doership, has next to be renounced, if the action is to become strictly
disinterested.
There is no definite standard or test by which the disinterestedness
of an action can be ascertained; because all standards and tests are
mental, and disinterestedness concerns only the witness which is
beyond the mind. A jivan-mukta’s disinterested action, cannot on the
surface be distinguished from that of an ignorant man. Something
vague can be said about such disinterested action, but all that will
only be a mere caricature of the Truth. There are, however, several
tests and characteristics by which actions that are not disinterested
can be distinguished.

Disinterested actions do not create a habit. At the same time they
are performed with the greatest care and attention to detail. If you
cannot exploit a particular action for subsequent pleasure or pain,
that action may also be considered disinterested. The mere memory
of such actions does not awaken any spirit of interest in you.
Interested actions have exactly the opposite effect. They bring in
other thoughts or feelings in their train, and they create all sorts of
habits. If an action lacks perfection in any manner, or if its memory
tends to create any kind of interest in you, you may be sure that such
actions are also interested. If the action was prompted by the ego in
the form of samskaras or the like, or if the action was done to the
satisfaction of the ego, such action is also interested.
679. S HAKESPEARE ’ S SPIRITUAL POSITION IN THE LIGHT OF

V EDANTA
Shri Atmananda: In my opinion, Shakespeare was a realized soul (in
the language of the west) or a jivan-mukta (in the language of India).
Spirituality is not the monopoly of any nation or country. Conditions
might be favourable or partially favourable to the development of
spirituality in one part of the world, and the means adopted might not
be perfect in all places. But that does not preclude the possibility of
rare individuals coming to perfection.
It is a law of nature, without exception, to provide an environment
necessary for the fulfilment of the spiritual thirst for perfection in an
individual anywhere in the world, should the aspirant be sincere and
earnest enough. Therefore the Sages have said: ‘If you really want to
know the Truth, you shall have it.’
Shakespeare was one such. No intellectual standards can ever test
the spiritual greatness of a jivan-mukta. Shakespeare, in his dramas,
has created such diverse characters of conflicting types, each with a
perfection possible to perfection alone. A writer with an individual
character of his own can successfully depict only characters of some
nature akin to him. It is only one who stands beyond all characters,
or in other words as witness, that can be capable of such a wonderful
performance as Shakespeare has done. Therefore I say Shakespeare
must have been a jivan-mukta.

14th November 1952
680. I S THERE ANY DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE ENJOYMENT
OF HAPPINESS BY A LAYMAN AND A S AGE ?
Yes, of course. The layman’s enjoyment is broken, because he takes

it to be the product of objects. But the Sage’s enjoyment is unbroken;
because he knows it to be the expression of his own Self, which
never disappears.
18th November 1952

681. W HY IS NOT THE SAME PRAKRIYA APPLICABLE TO ALL
ASPIRANTS ?
Different people attribute different meanings to the word ‘I’. This is

because differences of temperament and perspective place them at
different levels of understanding.
Some persons take ‘I’ to denote the ego, identified with body,
sense and mind. The ‘I’ in this way of thinking must be removed: in
order to attain the Ultimate.
But in the case of some others, the ‘I’ is used only to denote the
witness. In their case, the ‘I’ need not be removed at all. For them, it
is enough if the witnessed is separated from the witness ‘I’. Then the
‘I’ stands alone as the witness, and the witnessed is no longer in the
witness. Therefore even the term ‘witness’ becomes meaningless and
the ‘I’ stands as the Ultimate in all its glory.
For these two different types of aspirants, different prakriyas are
inevitable. There are many other types also, who need still different
prakriyas.
682. H OW TO ANSWER A QUESTION AND UNDERSTAND THE

ANSWER ARIGHT ?
If any question is examined properly, you will see the stamp of the
individual soul in it. Answering a question from the level of the
question itself does not enrich you. The answer must be given from a
higher plane, and the questioner must be prepared to understand such
an answer.

When you say you comprehend something, you thus stand clearly
beyond it. You can comprehend only that which is below you. The
knower is always beyond the known.
683. W HY CAN ’ T THE R EALITY BE EXPRESSED ?

Answer: Can you express your feelings? No. If so, can you hope to
express the Reality – your real nature – which is far beyond even
feelings?
tannatilla ’paranullu kattuvan
onnume naran upayam izvaran
[God has not given anyone
a means to show what’s in one’s heart
to someone other than oneself.]
Kumaran Azan, Nalini
21st November 1952

684. C RAZE TO IMPROVE THE WORLD
Question: Looking around, we see individuals, communities and
governments making herculean efforts to improve the world. Is this
all in vain?
Answer: The question itself is spiritually ill-conceived and illogical.
The question admits that you look out through your senses and see a
sense world which is imperfect. You want to make it perfect by work
which is also outside yourself.
Your sense world is inseparably connected with you through your
senses. The apparent imperfection of the world is all the imperfection
of the perspective that perceived the world. Apply the remedy at the
source and perfect your perspective first. When you become perfect,
your perspective also becomes perfect, and simultaneously the world
of your perception will also appear perfect.
When you look through the senses, gross objects are there seen.
When you look through your mind, thoughts or feelings thus appear.
And when you look through unaffected and clear Consciousness, just
that pure self appears perfected, shining always everywhere.

The appearance of the world changes in accordance with the stand
you take and the instrument you utilize. No amount of whitewashing
can make your wall white, as long as you look through your green
goggles. When one becomes perfect, one becomes impersonal; and
the impersonal cannot attach any reality to the personal, much less
come down to improve it.
685. W HEN DO BHAKTI AND JNYANA BEGIN TO APPEAR ?

We see in some children a peculiar sense of earnestness and sincerity,
even in their play. It is this same sense in some cases that develops
into earnestness and sincerity for God. In due course, this earnestness
and sincerity expresses itself as bhakti or jnyana, as the occasion
demands.
686. H OW TO DISTINGUISH BETWEEN BEAUTY AND THE

BEAUTIFUL ?
Beauty is within you always, as yourself the source of all; and the
beautiful is now and here. Beauty is impersonal, and the beautiful is
personal.
When you are attracted by the beauty in any object, you assume
there is a background for that beauty. But, on examination, you find
that no such support exists. So you see that there is only beauty and
not the beautiful, and just that beauty is your own true Self. When
you become unconscious of the beautiful, you come into contact with
the beauty which is your own nature, and you say you enjoy it.
Non-atma can never be an object for your consideration. All your
attention should be directed to the Truth alone, and you will slowly
get established there.
687. S AGES AS WELL AS SADHAKAS OF ALL TYPES RADIATE

AROUND THEM THE FLAVOUR OF THEIR EXPERIENCES .
In the presence of a profound devotee, you experience a trace of

happiness from the atmosphere which is charged with the happiness
enjoyed by the devotee. In the presence of a yogin, your mind,
unawares, becomes slightly concentrated.

In the presence of the Sage, you feel that sublime peace which
radiates from his real nature. It takes possession of you, and does not
leave you even for hours after leaving his presence.
A jivan-mukta is one who is neither bound nor free, but beyond
both.
688. I S THERE ANY MEANS TO THE A BSOLUTE ?

Answer: If samadhi could be used as a means to reach the Absolute,
your daily activity here and now can equally well be made a means
to reach the Absolute.
Samadhi becomes a means to the Absolute only when the content
of samadhi and your real nature are expounded by a Karana-guru to
be pure Consciousness and Peace. Possessing this perspective, if you
examine any particular activity of yours, you reach the Absolute that
way also with less effort.
citram vatataror mule vrddhaz zisya gurur yuva
gurostu maunam vyakhyanam zisya ’stu chinna-samzayah
Shri Shankara, Dakshinamurti-stotram, Dhyana-shloka 3
– at start of Sureshvaracarya’s Manasollasa
This ancient verse pictures, under the hospitable shade of a spreading
banyan tree, a happy group – a young Guru and some old disciples.
The Guru keeps absolute silence of body and mind, and expounds
thereby the ultimate Truth, and the disciples are at once enlightened.
But why is the Guru pictured as young and the disciples as old?
Truth is beyond time and ever-blossoming, and therefore eternally
young. The disciples, by long study of several shastras and diverse
exercises and experiences, all worldly, have become prematurely old
and grey. They were enlightened by this ever-blooming Truth one
fine day; and when the Truth was experienced, they found that it was
quite uncaused.
Truth can never be communicated by anybody. If so, Truth
becomes a commodity, capable of being handled by somebody; and
consequently Truth becomes inferior to him who handles it.
The enlightenment was spontaneous; and the Guru in apparent
silence was Truth itself, beyond body and mind.

23rd November 1952
689. W HAT IS THE PURPOSE OF MORALITY ?
Morality, if followed intelligently and with earnestness, takes one to
the egoless state, just like any other path of devotion, yoga etc. The
path of pati-vratya (through service and chastity, one-pointed love and
devotion to the husband) adopted by the gems of the womanhood of
ancient India was nothing other than this path of morality. Ancient
history abounds in stories of arrogant yogins of great powers and
reputation and even the lords of the Trinity begging at the feet of such
ladies for their thoughtless misdeeds.
Morality has the touch of the Absolute in it. The outer covering is
immaterial. It is the touch of the Absolute alone that matters. That
attenuates the ego every time that one comes into contact with it. So
morality has to be observed, but without any eye on its fruits.
690. D EVOTION TO THE G URU

The disciple who takes the Guru to be the formless Ultimate is taken
to the right Absolute.
However, for a disciple whose sense of discrimination is less
developed, but who has a deep devotion to the person of the Guru, he
may rightly take the Guru to be the form. His love and devotion
compensate abundantly for the lack of discrimination; and he is
easily taken through the form to the formless, and thence to the
Absolute even without his knowing it. Revered Vativishvarattamma
– an illiterate woman devotee near Cape Commorin, who became a
renowned Sage by her sincere and earnest devotion to her Guru
(Amma-svami, who was a great yogin Sage) – is a standing testimony
to this class of Sages.
Though the disciple directs his love to the person of the Guru, the
reciprocation comes from the impersonal which is the abode of love.
When your limited love is directed to the Guru, who is pure love
unlimited, the limitation of your love vanishes automatically.
The result can be perfect only if the Perfect is engaged in it.

691. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF THE ‘G URU - DISCIPLE
RELATIONSHIP ’?
From the standpoint of the Guru – who is impersonal – he has no

disciple. But he allows the disciple to take him as his Guru. That is
all. The impersonal may not be connected with the personal; but the
personal is connected with the impersonal. The Truth is the world;
but the world is not the Truth.
The snake is always connected with the rope. But the rope has no
connection with the snake at all.
692. I AM NOT CHANGELESS . W HY ?

I perceive changes. But, to make this possible, I must have been the
changeless background perceiving the changes.
But changelessness only means the absence of change. They are
opposites. A taint of the change thus lingers in the very conception of
changelessness. So I must transcend changelessness also, in order to
be in my real nature.
Therefore, the path to the Ultimate proceeds from the changing,
through the changeless, to the beyond.
693. W HERE IS FEELING ?

‘Feeling’ is the generic of all feelings. The generic feeling is the
oneness in the diversity. It is not in the heart. It is the right Absolute.
694. H OW ARE ACTIONS AND IDEAS RELATED ?

Ideas, repeated often, express themselves as actions – we might call
them ‘solidified ideas’. Other ideas, which are not repeated, remain
as ideas ‘not quite solidified’. These two might look different on the
surface, but in essence they are the same.

24th November 1952
695. W HY CAN I NOT SEE THE WORLD WHEN I AM IN
C ONSCIOUSNESS ?
When you see the tree, you stand as the tree. When you think of the
tree, you stand as that idea. When you stand as Consciousness, both
tree and idea of tree merge into Consciousness, leaving you as you
are.
You cannot see the world from Consciousness, because Truth can
never see falsehood. Look at the deep sleep state and everything will
become clear.
696. H OW TO ANNIHILATE THE EGO ?

If you work against the ego, the ego most skilfully shifts its place to
a higher ground.
Therefore direct your thought to your real nature, Consciousness.
It is just there that ego cannot reach. Then the limitations of thought
disappear, and thought remains as Consciousness, pure. So you may
see that even felt or thought about, it was no feeling nor a thought,
but Consciousness in content.
This is the best way to annihilate the ego.
697. H OW CAN I BECOME A TRUE DISCIPLE ?

You can become a disciple only in three regular stages.
1. You regularly set apart some part of the day to pray to your Guru
to learn to love him.
2. You feel without feeling that the Guru is the background of all
your actions, perceptions, thoughts and feelings.
3. You become a true disciple only at the highest level, when your
personality vanishes and you stand as the impersonal Truth. Then
there is no duality of any kind, joining Guru and disciple in some
such relationship.
When you say, see or think you are a disciple, you are a witness to
the discipleship and not a disciple.

698. W HAT IS CONSCIENCE ?
Answer: It is really a coward. Repeated acts creating habits get
condensed. And this produces habit channels found engrained in
character and spoken of as ‘conscience’. Those faults it has not
strength enough to prevent, it has no right to artfully accuse.
The appearance of a worse man makes a bad man appear a good
man. Following one’s artificial conscience is not the way to real
progress.
699. W HAT ARE SLAVERY AND FREEDOM ?

The ordinary man is a slave to the body, senses and mind. This
slavery is dissolved only in the alchemy of your love for the free (the
Guru or freedom).
‘Freedom’ is the surrender of slavery at the feet of the Guru (the
Absolute).
Usually it is slavery or bondage that craves for freedom. But it is
often found unwilling to shake off bondage in itself when freedom
comes.
Incessant thought of bondage is not the way to transcend it. So
turn your attention to real freedom or the Absolute and the bondage
dies.
700. I T IS SAID THAT I AM A LOVING AND CONSCIOUS BEING.

W HAT DOES IT MEAN ?
Being: It is the generic form of all one’s experience; it is divorced of
all qualities and distinctions. Then one comes to existence pure, which
has no parts. This most expanded form comprehends all narrower
denominations.
You admit that you are a loving being. Then the love goes into the
being. It means that you are love itself, or that ‘being’ is love.

1st December 1952
701. T HE NEED AND APPLICATION OF THE WITNESS ASPECT
You are asked to do deliberately what you are doing unknowingly
now. Take note of the fact that you are already and always the witness.
Remembrance is the faculty which makes life appear a connected
whole. Remembrance means knowing first and recalling afterwards,
without considering that the agents are different. Knowing belongs to
the witness and remembrance belongs to the mind. The two activities
take place in two different planes.
But knowing is strictly not an activity. Usually, all activities – of
body, senses and mind – are attributed to the ‘I’, the background. But
truly, the ‘I’ can never be involved in all this. This false identification
is the root of all trouble and misery.
If you can, in any way, cease to continue this false identification,
you are saved. To do this, the witness aspect is brought forward. The
witness is always silent and changeless. Objects or activities are not
emphasized at all in the witness aspect. The witness is unconcerned
and can never be brought out for evidence regarding facts. When you
stand as the witness, you see that the things witnessed are not really
in the witness. So you transcend all duality.
Thus standing as the witness, being all alone, you stand as the
right Absolute itself. The witnessing is superimposed upon the Reality,
but this does not injure you.
3rd December 1952

702. I MPORTANCE OF INTELLECT
Question: Why is intellect considered so all important in the world at
large?
Answer: The vast majority of people in the world attribute reality to
the apparent sense-world, and they live practically out of themselves.
All the philosophies, sciences, arts etc. of the world keep trying to
explain phenomenal problems in terms of the world itself, utilizing
the faculty of intellect as the instrument.
Of course the intellect is the highest faculty endowed upon us men
for our enquiry and traffic inside the world; and so the decisions of

intellect are accepted as final beyond question. This is why intellect
is considered all important, in the phenomenal world.
But to the vedantin, intellect, though subtle, is only an object like
any other; to be examined for its content (svarupa) from the standpoint
of pure awareness, and disposed of as mere appearance.
703. T HE HISTORY OF A DVAITA

The Upanishads are the oldest records of Advaitic Truth. It flourished
first in North India. But later on, perhaps, South India here may have
attained some ascendancy over the North.
But what is true of India is true of every country. And men must
have visualized the Truth, each of them in their own ways, in many
parts of the world. For example, the teachings of Taoism come very
near Advaita. Jnyanins may differ vastly in their ways of life and in
their manner of expounding the Truth; but they have much in common
with Advaita.
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704. H AS THE WAY OF LIFE ANY BEARING UPON T RUTH ?
The ways of life of Shri Krishna, Shri Shuka, Shri Rama and Shri
Vasishtha were all different. But they were all equal as jivan-muktas.
krsno bhogi zukas tyagi nrpau janaka-raghavau
vasisthah karma-karta ca tesam mukti-sthitis sama
[Krishna enjoyed the fruits of life.
Shuka renounced what others sought.
Rama and Janaka were kings.
Vasishtha practiced formal rites.
But in that freedom each attained,
they are the same. Each is that one.]
Answer: Yes. As individuals, they were all different. They were not
Sages as such. The Sage was Krishna, the Sage was Shuka, the Sage
was Janaka, the Sage was Rama, and the Sage was Vasishtha. The
Sage is only one, and that is Truth itself. But, as living entities, they
were all different.

705. H OW TO MAKE ONE UNDERSTAND THE S AGE ?
It is quite easy. Just direct your mind to your deep sleep. The Sage is
there in depth of sleep. The Sage is exactly as you are too: in the
depth of dreamless sleep. If any question is put about the Sage, just
ask the questioner the same question regarding his role in the deep
sleep state.
Even when you are engaged in all your daily activities, does the
man in you ever get disturbed? No. Similarly, the Sage stays always
undisturbed by any of his apparent activities. When rightly examined,
of course you will see there are no activities either.
Diversity can never stand scrutiny. Then why this bother about your
activities? There is, in truth. only one activity. And if activity is only
one, it cannot remain as activity. It is the Reality itself.
706. H OW TO FACE ANY PROBLEM ?

The appearance of questions, after one has visualized the Truth, is
only the futile attempt of the ego to postpone the imminent date of its
own extinction.
Your real nature has been proved to you beyond doubt. See if any
problem disturbs your centre, and then alone try to solve it.
When a problem arises, even on the phenomenal level, direct your
attention to the ‘problem’ and lose yourself in the problem. Then you
will find that the result will be not the merging of yourself in the pain
or problem as usual, but the merging of the problem in the ‘I’. The
‘I’, as sufferer, becomes the suffering itself, and no pain is thereby
experienced as such.
When a question arises in mind, see if it has any close connection
with – or bearing upon – your real nature or the ‘I’-principle. If it has
not, leave it to itself. If it does bear any connection, answer that and
rise by it. If a question serves to establish duality, leave it alone.
If you feel that you would be spiritually enriched by answering a
question, accept it, answer it and be enriched by it. If not so, leave it
alone.

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707. H OW DOES REMEMBRANCE FUNCTION ?
How do you try to remember a pleasurable sensation that you have
had? You think of all the details, like the place and circumstances
which you suppose were connected with it, till the mind comes to a
climax preceding the enjoyment sought. Just then, all the antecedent
thoughts vanish, and you are thrown into that pleasurable sensation
again.
Similarly, with regard to repeating the experience of Truth you
have once had, you have to begin likewise recounting the place,
circumstances etc., till at last all your thoughts vanish and you are
thrown into that same experience again. Don’t desire the expression,
but direct your attention always to that which is expressed. All such
expressions ultimately die, in order that the expressed may be there
as the Absolute.
708. W HEN I CONSIDER I AM IN SORROW, WHY IS THERE

PAIN ?
1. The reaction can take place in two ways: one emphasizing sorrow,
and the other emphasizing the ‘I’. In the former case, you get to
be sorry and you thus emphasize the ‘sorrow’ part. But if you can
emphasize the ‘I’ part, the sorrow becomes you; and then sorrow
vanishes, leaving you alone.
Sorrow has parts, and you have no parts. When sorrow becomes
you, it ceases to have parts and becomes one: which is Happiness
– the background – your Self.
2. Because at that moment you are not that, you are not sorrowful.
Sorrow brings in trains of objects. When the objects are removed,
sorrow is transformed into bliss, the background.
You want others to come in, in order to sorrow.
Sorrow must cease to be, in order to become you.
The heart that enjoys happiness is not this heart which suffers pain;
because this pain is something objective, and happiness is something
subjective.

The consciousness which perceives consciousness of objects can
never be pure Consciousness.
You have been taken to the Ultimate; and all questions have been
solved along the way. Now ask a question – if you can – only from
the level of the Ultimate.
709. W HAT IS THE SECRET OF SUICIDE ?

Suicide is not the result of hate, as it is ordinarily taken to be. But it
is only a crude method of dispensing with the body, when the body
happens to stand as an impediment to freedom or happiness. He who
commits suicide is not the one that dies. The killer can never be the
killed. So the killer remains over, even after the suicide (killing).
Therefore suicide – in the sense it is understood – is a myth.
710. I S THERE ANYTHING REDEEMING OR ENRICHING IN

DOMESTIC LOVE ?
Answer: Yes, but not in all types.

The love of father and mother for the child is selfish, because
instinct and relationship of the flesh make it selfish to the core.
Sentimentality is always connected with objects. If what gets to be
called ‘love’ produces a limited feeling, it is certainly no love.
But the love of husband and wife can be made selfless; because
they have no such things in common before marriage, and instinct
does not come into play. If you succeed in loving your partner as
your Self, it clears the way for the love towards any other individual
likewise. Thereby your love gets easily to be more universal and thus
objectless. This is the Reality. You will need a touch of the Guru at
the last stage, and you instantly become a jivan-mukta.
This was the path adopted by the pati-vratas (the celestials who
are the ideals of chastity and husband-worship) in ancient India, and
they attained their goal smoothly and effortlessly.

711. W HAT IS THE BENEFIT OF TACKLING QUESTIONS , EVEN
AFTER VISUALIZATION ?
If, after visualizing the Truth beyond all doubt, any question arises,
you are asked to look back to the source and level of the question.
You are immediately referred back to the background. Thus it takes
you to the Ultimate, every time questions are answered this way. It
establishes you in the background more easily than in any other way.
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712. W HAT IS THE ACTIVITY OF THE ‘I’?
No. The ‘I’ has no activity whatsoever.
I am the Reality. To be active, ‘I’ must get out of the Reality, for
the time being. Because activity is only in duality. But can you ever
get outside of the Reality? No. Thereby all search for Truth gets to be
meaningless. Has the rope ever become the snake? No. Then where
is the problem?
Nothing you have understood in a drunken mood can ever take
you out of drunkenness. Such is the question ‘Why?’ Get rid of the
poison, and the question disappears.
713. C AN ADVAITA BE APPLIED UNIVERSALLY ?

No. It is forbidden in one context alone. That is in the presence of the
Guru. Everywhere else, you can boldly apply advaita and rise to the
Ultimate.
It is true that advaita is the highest. But it was there all through
time, and it did not come to your notice or help you in the least. It
needed only a single ray, through a word, from the flood-light of the
physical Guru, to enable you to see advaita and to visualize the
Reality. The disciple, who has a throb in his heart, does not need a
thought to trample down the question pertaining to the Guru, the
moment it is heard. Therefore even the thought of oneness with the
Guru is unimaginable to a true disciple, not even when considered
from an academic standpoint.

nadvaitam guruna saha
[see note 466]
Shri Shankara, Tattvopadesha, 87
rajjv ajñanad bhati rajjau yatha ’hih
svatma-jñanad atmano jiva-bhavah .
dipenai ’tad bhranti-naze sa rajjur
[By misperception of a rope
a seeming snake gets to appear
upon the rope that’s wrongly seen.
So too, by wrongly seeing self,
a seeming person there appears –
created by imagining,
from what is self and self alone.
When the illusion is destroyed –
by light that shows what’s truly seen –
there is no snake, but just the rope.
So too, by what my teacher says,
I am no seeming person here.
I am just consciousness alone –
found absolute, all by itself.]
The higher shastras endorse this approach. So far as the disciple is
concerned, the Guru is that light which firsts lights even the Reality.
714. H OW DO I REALIZE ?
You realize not by renouncing the world, nor by allowing the world
to be. But you only take note of the fact that you are always standing
as that Truth.

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715. W HAT DOES ‘ TAKE NOTE OF ’ MEAN ? I S IT ACTIVE OR
PASSIVE ?
It is neither active nor passive. It takes place on the borderline of

mind and the Reality. You may start it as a simple thought, and allow
that thought to expire, leaving you as you are. You have grasped it
already. Just make that grasping stronger. Hitherto, you did not
recognize this fact. But now recognize it. By such a recognition, the
ego is immediately transformed into the Truth.
If it is the cure you need, information about the composition and
qualities of the medicine is not relevant.
‘Taking note’, at the mental level, may be taken to mean only
remembering; though even this remembering immediately vanishes
– thus giving place to the Reality.
716. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN I SEE ?

When you see, the seeing alone is there and not knowledge. But of
course, there is knowledge in the seeing.
So far as seeing is concerned, that knowledge part is not taken
into account at all. When the seeing is completed, form vanishes and
knowledge dawns. Not knowledge of the form, but knowledge pure.
Thus every object ties you down not to unreality, but to the Reality
itself. Therefore every activity, in fact, destroys its object by making
it vanish into the Reality.
When ‘I see’ is examined closely, seeing vanishes and you will be
forced to say ‘I do not see’. But ordinarily, you do not push far
enough, in order to examine the latter statement. When examined,
the ‘I do not see’ vanishes likewise and there is only ‘I am.’ Thus the
Truth is beyond both ‘I see’ and ‘I do not see.’
So regarding any object, you come to the conclusion that there is
‘nothing’. Here, ‘nothing’ is the name of the Reality. Therefore, in
order to understand the significance of any activity, one has to go
somehow beyond even the opposites.

717. W HEN IS LIBERATION COMPLETE ?
Only when you are liberated from liberation as well. Liberation is
only the end of bondage or its opposite. As such, liberation carries
the taint of bondage in itself and is relative. So you have to transcend
the opposites, bondage and liberation, in order to reach the Absolute.
Till then, liberation is not complete.
718. T HE FALLACY OF ‘ TIME ’

1. Time is believed to be composed of the past, present and future.
Of these three, the past is past only in reference to the present
and the present is present only in relation to the past, future is
future only in reference to the present. So, with all three being
thus interdependent, even for their very existence, it has to be
admitted by sheer force of logic that none of these can be quite
real. Therefore, time is not.
2. Experience is the only criterion by which the reality of anything
can be decided. Of the three categories of time, past and future
are not experienced by anyone, except when they appear in the
present. Then it can be considered only as present.
Even this present – when minutely examined – reduces itself
into a moment which slips into the past before you can begin to
perceive it, just like a geometrical point. It is nobody’s experience.
In fact, it’s nothing but a compromise between past and future: as
a convenient meeting point.
Thus present itself being only imaginary, past and future are
equally so. Therefore, time is not.
719. I RRELEVANCY OF QUESTIONS ABOUT R EALITY

When you ask why, when, where etc., in relation to the Reality, you
take it for granted that why, when, where etc. are more real than
Reality itself. This position is absurd. Therefore no such question can
be asked, relating to the Reality.

720. W HY IS NOT THE S AGE ALWAYS MERCIFUL ?
I may admit that the practice of mercy is one of many ways suggested
to enable someone to attain unity with all others. But if one has
attained that goal by other means, then what need is there for any
further practice of mercy in case of that one?
721. W HAT IS THE CLUE TO ONE ’ S OWN REAL NATURE ?

The only clue given to us by the unseen, to understand one’s own
true nature, is the ‘deep sleep state’. That alone is ours in fact.
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722. N ESCIENCE ( ALSO CALLED ‘ IGNORANCE ’ OR ‘ MAYA ’) IS
A MISNOMER .
The only phenomenal experience we have is the knowledge of an

object, gross or subtle. If the object is removed from the knowledge
of the object, what remains left over can be only Knowledge pure or
Consciousness. And similarly, when all objects are removed from the
knowledge of objects in deep sleep, what remains over is not some
blank ignorance. It is nothing else but the same Consciousness, pure.
Therefore, to say that there is ignorance in deep sleep is absurd.
For ignorance can never co-exist with Consciousness. If ignorance is
construed as an absence of things, this absence can only succeed and
never precede the perception itself. For this reason also, ignorance is
a misnomer. Many more arguments can be adduced, to prove exactly
the same thing.
11th December 1952

723. H OW TO FIGHT DISLIKE TOWARDS ANOTHER ?
There is no doubt that the man and dislike of him are entirely distinct
and separate, one from the other. It is the dislike alone and not the
man that really troubles one. That dislike is purely mental. To get
over that dislike, you must necessarily transcend the mental level.
That is the only possible way.

Or, if you dislike another, you can rationally analyse the dislike
and prove it to be none other than your own self, and the dislike is
immediately transformed into love.
724. W HAT IS BEAUTY, AND ITS RELATION TO THE

BEAUTIFUL ?
Beauty is inside, and is impersonal. But inside there is only the real
Self, which is also impersonal. There cannot be thus two impersonals
inside, because the impersonal is beyond duality and therefore Beauty
is the real Self.
When an object is anointed with the gild of your own Self, you
like it and call it beautiful. Thus a child, however ugly by common
consent, may appear beautiful to its mother. You consider something
beautiful, and others consider other things beautiful. But when the
object is removed, the beauty stands alone and permanent. Therefore,
if the beauty and the beautiful are separated by some means, beauty
is left alone and supreme. Everything beautiful is only a symbol
directing you to the Self, as beauty in you.
12th December 1952

725. I S A S AGE ’ S LIFE BENEFICIAL TO ALL ?
By ‘life’ we mean the activities of life. They fall into three categories:
physical, mental, and conscious or Atmic.
Mental activities are accepted to be much more strong and effective
than the physical.
But the last, though extremely rare, is the one pertaining to the
Sage. They are self-effulgent activities of light and love, and their
effect is imperceptible to the naked eye, unlike those of the preceding
ones. They come from the Sage spontaneously, unasked. It is such
activities alone that keep the moral balance of the world, even in the
midst of all chaos.

726. W HAT IS THE TEST OF MY PROGRESS TOWARDS THE
T RUTH ?
Your increased sincerity and earnestness for the Truth, which you
alone can know, is the best test possible.
727. T HE S AGE SOMETIMES SEEMS TO COME DOWN TO A

LOWER LEVEL IN ANSWERING QUESTIONS . I S IT A
COMPROMISE ?
No. Never. Though the level of the answer might appear lower when
looked at from lower down, it is not so; because the Sage is all along
emphasizing that Reality which the questioner has never noted. So
the answer, unknowingly, takes the listener to the goal; and therefore
the result is not a compromise at all.
728. H OW TO FACE PAIN

Avoiding pain, by directing the mind away from the pain, is yogic in
character.
But becoming the pain, or standing as witness to that pain, is
purely jnyanic.
729. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE DEATH OF A

LAYMAN AND A J NYANIN ?
If you concede that a Jnyanin has a body, no other concession likewise

can legitimately be denied to him. Speaking from the relative level,
in the case of the layman, only the gross body dies and the subtle body
along with its samskaras is supposed to take another body on rebirth.
But in the case of the Jnyanin, the mind also dies or dissolves in the
Absolute and nothing remains over for rebirth.
730. W HO ANSWERS ONE ’ S PRAYERS ?

It is admitted by all that prayer, to be effective, should be sincere and
deep. It means that one’s identification with the inner being should

be deep, although unknowingly. Therefore, evidently, it is that being,
the Self that awards the fruits and not anything else.
731. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE KINGDOMS ON

EARTH ?
The kingdoms are mineral, vegetable, animal, man and God-man: in

order of progression. They are all but layers of ignorance, viewed
from the spiritual standpoint.
732. W HAT WAS THE METHOD EMPLOYED BY S OCRATES ?

The method of Socrates was to follow the lines already laid down.
But he would say something more about the Truth, when he found
that his followers were landed in a dilemma and could not proceed.
His followers did not aspire for the ultimate Truth, in the vedantic
sense. They erred in so far as they failed to reckon their own part in
their questions. They did not ask themselves who was to decide in
solving the questions and who was to judge. They say: ‘One is.’ The
‘is’ is superfluous, since that ‘is’ – which represents the subjective
element – is already in the ‘One’.
Socrates did not attempt to expound the whole Truth to his followers
in a regular order (as is done by the vedantic teachers of India). We
do not know why. Even his followers, in their comments on and
interpretations of his teaching, do not seem to have done full justice
to the sublime stature of Socrates. This has been the experience all
over the world (particularly in India), wherever the words of a
Jnyanin have been explained or interpreted by persons of lesser
experience. The conflicting commentaries on the Upanishads are an
example of this evil.
733. H OW IS THE WORLD ESTABLISHED ?

When one says that the world is, the Self does not come in to prove
it. It is the senses and mind, which form part of the world, that strive
to establish the world.

734. W HAT EXACTLY IS THE HEART ?
Heart is not the seat of emotions and feelings alone, as is the usual
view. It is the whole being, viewed through the faculty of feeling.
Where the heart of the Gopis of Vrindavana turned to Krishna,
their heart was their whole being: including the head, intellect etc.
So, that heart could easily rise to the Ultimate.
735. W HO IS IN ILLUSION ?
It is only the man in illusion who thinks that he is in illusion. I have
not told you that you will never be reborn. I have only said that you
will be rid of the illusion that you were ever born or will die.
736. H OW TO PROCEED
It is but wise to prepare yourself, before starting on a bold venture.
Even before proceeding to cut down a tree, you must first examine
whether the axe is sharp, else the effort will be futile and a waste of
energy.
So also, when you proceed towards plain Truth, you must first
carefully examine the instrument and see thus that the real subject
is utilized.
Very often, it is not so. The real subject is ignored. Then failure is
inevitable.
737. W HAT ARE BIRTH AND DEATH ?

‘Nothing’ can never be the source of ‘something’ – ‘I’. If ‘I’ am born
out of ‘something’, that ‘something’ is still with me. So I was never
born, and so there is no death for me or for anybody.
You can cease to fear death only by the strength of your conviction
of a solid and permanent something within you.
738. W HAT IS HUMAN EFFORT ?

Human effort consists in creating bondage for oneself, clinging fast
to it, and wanting to become free without giving up bondage itself.

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739. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOGA AND VICARA ?
Yoga is one-pointed attention and concentration upon a set ideal.
Vicara is concentration without giving up variety. You should not
be carried away by the idea that there is anything to be attained by
such strenuous effort as demanded by yoga. Vicara makes you catch
the right perspective to see the Truth as it is. You are not asked to do
anything new. You are perfectly in order, even when engaged in
worldly activities. Only take note of this fact. See that everything is
perfect, and that you are there behind all. As Shri Ashtavakra, the
ancient Sage, sings:
sama-duhkha-sukhah purna aza-nairazyayoh samah .
sama-jivita-mrtyuh sann evam eva layam vraja ..
[You are that being which is perfect:
just the same in pain and joy,
the same in hope and in despair,
the same in living as in dying.
Only thus, as perfect being
may you come to be dissolved.]
You are not asked to be the same in both. But you are only shown
that you are the same in both.
740. H OW TO DISTINGUISH BETWEEN HAPPINESS AND PEACE ?

Happiness is momentary.
Peace is happiness continued.
Happiness, as seen by the disciple, is apparent and time-limited.
Happiness, in the eyes of the Guru, is nothing other than absolute
Peace itself (Happiness unlimited). It transcends even happiness. It is
sat-cit-ananda. Or better still, sat-cit-shanta.

741. I S IT IN ORDER TO SPEAK OF THE KNOWLEDGE OF AN
OBJECT ?
No. It is wrong. The statement presupposes the existence of objects

even before knowledge. This is impossible. Knowledge of the object
is the only proof by which we can establish the existence of the
object. Therefore, without establishing the existence of an object by
some other means, the statement cannot stand. So objects are not,
and knowledge is only pure Knowledge.
742. T HE MYTH OF BONDAGE AND LIBERATION

I know myself (I know I am). This is the only fact that does not want
a proof.
Everything has to be reduced to knowledge before I can know it,
or absorb it into me as knowledge; because I am knowledge myself.
Therefore I can know nothing other than myself.
Bondage comes in when I do not know myself. This position is
absurd. Therefore, there can be no bondage, nor any liberation either.
Knowing this, be free, and be at Peace.
743. W HAT IS WITNESSED ?

Only illusion. In the illustration of the figure in the rock, the ‘figure-
illusion’ gets witnessed by the rock. Similarly, everything other than
Consciousness is witnessed by Consciousness. Therefore, all actions,
perceptions, thoughts, feelings etc. must be recorded by consciousness.
But these do not really exist. Nor quite rightly does the figure in the
rock. This figure is only an tricky show that has been produced in the
rock by the creative ability of a skilled sculptor’s witnessing. It’s just
this artfully created illusion that gets witnessed by consciousness.
744. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU THINK OF C ONSCIOUSNESS ?

All thought of Consciousness annihilates thought, like a moth in the
fire.

745. H OW TO TALK ABOUT THE T RUTH ?
In talking about the Truth, you (the ego) must cease to talk, and
allow it (Truth or the real Self) to talk or to express itself in its own
language.
746. H OW IS THE S AGE BENEFICENT TO SOCIETY ?

Is the Sage beneficent to himself? Yes. If so, he is beneficent to the
world which is in essence himself.
Is he beneficent to humanity? Yes. He is beneficent to man as
man. He proves to man that he is one with animals, vegetables and
minerals. What higher form can love true take than feeling one with
another? This is the highest service, and this the Sage does in full.
You say that one must love his neighbour as oneself. When the
Sage does it in full, you find fault with him. When one thus loves his
neighbour as himself, he cannot stand separate to do service to him.
So to do service, from the standpoint of a Sage, is impossible.
You can never become one with another with the body or with the
mind. Beyond mind, there is no duality of any kind. One has only to
rise to that level and all problems vanish. The Sage stands there in
Peace.
747. H OW TO BECOME PERFECT ?

Some try to become one with God, in order to become perfect. But, I
say, become ‘man’ and that itself makes you perfect. By ‘man’ I
mean that which is common to all men, and that is impersonal and
Absolute.
748. H OW TO APPLY THE ILLUSTRATION OF THE THIRSTY ONE

IN QUEST OF WATER IN A MIRAGE ?
The thirsty man goes to the mirage for water and discovers that it is a
mirage. But then you may well ask why he still feels thirsty. This is
the usual incompetency of an objective illustration for a subjective
problem. Here, you must understand that everything other than himself
is a mirage. The thirst, the elsewhere etc. each of them take part in

the mirage. Therefore the water can no longer appear separate and
you then find yourself alone in your own glory. Stand in the Reality,
your nature, and examine the mirage of world.
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749. W HEN CAN ONE SEE THAT ONE IS A TRUE DISCIPLE ?
Never. Because, in order to see that, one must stand separate from
the disciple.
The crucial point is, what is it that one wants? Is it to see that
worldly life proceeds successfully, or get established in the Ultimate?
If it is the former, it cannot be possible. If it is the latter, the former
question does not arise.
750. W HAT IS I SHVARA ?

The aggregate of everything that prevents the accomplishment of
your desires is Ishvara. Suppose you want to fly. Everything other
than that desire is opposing the desire. The desire is also Ishvara. The
body is Ishvara.
He who destroys everything other than himself is Ishvara.
All-knowingness must be attributed to Ishvara; which means that
Ishvara knows all the past, the present and the future. And he must
also know the principle which knows each one of these. It can be
nothing other than pure Consciousness. The all-knowing cannot ever
be a part of the known world. It is pure knowledge. It is not just the
principle that knows. That principle must also be known.
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751. W HAT IS THE MEANING OF THE SUBDIVIDING OR
GRADING OF C ONSCIOUSNESS ?
Usually, Consciousness is divided into the sub-conscious, conscious

and super-conscious – all of them founded upon Consciousness. Pure
Consciousness is equally present in all the three states. It is from the
standpoint of Consciousness itself, and not from the standpoint of
him who is conscious, that these different states are to be considered.

The services of pure Consciousness have to be indented upon, to
connect the three states. And in that light there can be no difference
between these states. They can be compared only by standing outside
of them, as their perceiver. And that perceiver cannot ever get to be
perceived, as it stands by itself, found utterly impersonal. Just that is
Consciousness alone: persisting through each of its changing states..
All these three states are expressions of Consciousness – and each
of them are ‘sub’ or inferior from the position of Consciousness.
What you call ‘super’ from the mental level in the waking state is
‘sub’ from the level of pure Consciousness. So they are only empty
words.
752. W HAT IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PART OF MY LIFE ?

Deep sleep. It really saves you from going mad.
753. C AN I DIE GLADLY ?

Of course you can! What is the object of your life? Happiness. If you
can get it even now and here, why should you not die gladly? Not by
ending this life, but by knowing death. That is how all Jnyanins die.
Therefore, know yourself and transcend death.
754. H OW TO MAKE THE BEST USE OF DEEP SLEEP ?

If you merely direct attention to the deep sleep state, you are thrown
into the deep sleep state. But, under the instructions of a Karana-
guru, if you direct your attention to the Happiness aspect of the deep
sleep state, you are thrown into the Happiness aspect, i.e. your own
real nature. Then all nescience drops away – as the material parts of
the ego do when you emphasize the consciousness aspect – and you
remain in all your glory.
755. W HAT IS THE SECRET OF FORM AND SEEING ?

Form exists alone (let us suppose).
Seeing = Form + Consciousness

So, when form merges in seeing, form disappears and Consciousness
alone remains over. That was the real part of seeing.
You do not actually see form. It is form forming form. The fleshy
eye is nothing but form. It is this fleshy eye that forms form, as if it
was outside.
756. W HAT IS WISDOM ?

It is not increase of knowledge, as some persons may take it to be.
Knowledge does not increase or decrease, as you know more objects
or less. Knowledge without object is wisdom proper.
757. H OW IS OBJECT RELATED TO SUBJECT ?

The object exists only in relation to the subject. But the subject is
self-evident. It is wrong to bring in the object to prove the subject.
The subject is Consciousness – the Self – and self-luminous by
nature. It is really Knowledge, objectless.
Even from the standpoint of the ignorant man, no object can be
known and no object is ever known.
758. I S THE SPIRITUAL EDUCATION OF THE MASSES

POSSIBLE ?
No. Not by extending amenities, nor by adjusting external objects.

Spirituality must be directed inwards, from diversity to non-duality.
But by your question, you want to keep on the diversity – by calling
it ‘masses’ – and you thus turn your back on what’s truly spiritual.
It is a change of heart and a change of perspective that are sought
by spirituality. Education cannot provide for any of these. It can only
give information to the mind and multiply diversity. There is no such
thing as spiritual education. What ordinarily passes for ‘spiritual’ is
only ethical or religious education. This has not much to do with real
spirituality, which pertains only to absolute Truth.
Absolute Peace is the goal of spirituality. This goal, at any rate, is
not outside. Spirituality helps you to find permanent peace and live
in it. Your conduct and contact thereafter will improve all those who
come near you.

Platform lectures or classroom instructions cannot help you much.
When you are at the centre, your perspective is so completely changed
that the usual questions of the ordinary man never arise in you. The
ordinary man might find it difficult to understand this.
Can the dreamer ever be made to understand that all he perceives,
including himself, is a dream? No. Not until he wakes up from the
dream. And then no proof is needed, nor is the dreamer anywhere.
20th December 1952

759. W ILL SATISFACTION OF PHYSICAL NEEDS ENHANCE
SPIRITUALITY ?
No. It will only distance it (render it still more distant). It is rightly

said: ‘When a rude savage is converted to Christianity, really it is
Christianity that is getting converted into savagery.’
760. H OW COULD A PATRIOT TURN TO SPIRITUALITY ?

The question is itself a bundle of illusions and inconsistencies, which
puts the cart before the horse. To become a real patriot is the goal of
spirituality, and not the other way round. The patriot has nothing to
seek. You might take it to be a paradox. I will make it clear.
1. Who is a patriot? One who has dedicated his life to the service of
‘his’ kingdom. Which kingdom please? You owe allegiance to
different kingdoms in different states and you leave them without
a thought; because these kingdoms really do not belong to you
and you cannot cling on to any of them as you desire to.
Therefore, first find your real kingdom. Jesus calls it the kingdom
of heaven and says it is within you. But I say it is the ultimate
Truth – your own real nature. Discover that kingdom which alone
is yours, before calling yourself a patriot. Then you will find that
what is denoted by that ‘kingdom’, ‘yourself’ and ‘patriotism’ are
all one and the same Reality, perfect in itself.
Therefore you have nothing to be achieved and nothing to do.
Thus the real Jnyanin is the only patriot worth the name. And
therefore, become a true patriot and you are free. The path that
leads one to real patriotism is called spirituality.

2. What do you mean by ‘patriotism’? Love of the country of one’s
birth. Of course you presume to love the people more than all
else in the country. What is the basis of this love? A feeling of
oneness with others. Is it possible on the physical level to feel
one with another? No. Is it possible on the mental level? No.
So the goal is clearly beyond the mental level. Rise to that
level and then look at the problem. The question, the country and
your ego all disappear, giving place to perfect self-luminous
Peace. That is your country for ever. Be a patriot to it, if you still
want to be one, and be at Peace.
761. W HAT IS INSIDE AND OUTSIDE ?

To the individual soul (ego) everything is outside. But to God, all
that matters is inside.
To the Sage (Jnyanin), there is neither any inside nor outside. He
is beyond the both of them.
762. W HEN SHALL I BEGIN TO WORK FOR OTHERS ?

Working for oneself and working for others are distinct and separate,
one from the other. You will begin to work for others only when you
have finished all your work for yourself. You can help the sick only
by you yourself becoming a doctor first. Otherwise you will only
misguide others.
All the work you have to do for yourself is only to discover your
real nature or centre. Therefore establish your own centre first and
then only try to work for a world, if you can then find a real world
demanding service.
Selfless workers have eneavoured to uplift humanity from time
immemorial. But the world is not a jot the better for all of them. Of
course those workers themselves reaped the full benefit of their own
labours, by attenuating their own egos considerably by self-sacrifice,
however partial.
It’s only the Jnyanin who can help another to the ultimate Truth
and Happiness.

763. W HAT IS OUR OBLIGATION TO THE S AGES WHO HAVE
ATTAINED LIBERATION AND DEPARTED ?
Every Sage leaves a rich legacy behind, to help us reach the Truth. It
is as a result of that legacy that we have been able to meet here today.
We are ungrateful wretches if we do not recognize it.
We greedily grasp at the chaff and ignore the grain of Truth.
764. W HAT DOES DIVINE LILA MEAN ?

It is not the absolute Truth. Let us take an illustration. What is ice?
You may say it is water. Next you say it is vapour. All these are only
true in part. Similarly, lila [divine play] expresses only the partial
truth. It is a patchwork explanation which may convince you for a
short time.
But from the standpoint of plain Truth, partial truth is not enough.
Because Truth has no degrees.
765. W HAT IS THE PURPOSE OF THE INTELLECT ?

The intellect is given to man only to measure the variety in the
world.
766. H OW TO FIND OUT A REAL G URU ?

One who follows the path of devotion to a personal God in a sattvic
manner, his ultimate goal being the absolute Truth, invariably places
upon his deity the responsibility of finding him a Karana-guru. The
deity within gives the suggestion at the proper time and it never fails;
because the suggestion emanates from his own sattvic nature, which
is very close to the background Truth.
But if the aspirant is one who follows the path of discrimination
alone, the conditions are different.
It is never safe to accept a Guru merely on grounds of appearance
and worldly reputation. Both are equally deceptive.
To test another, to see if he is competent to guide you to the Truth,
is also impossible; because you will have to be higher than the other,
to apply such a test. Therefore a regular test is out of the question.

The only reasonable recourse, left to you, is to put all your doubts
and difficulties before the proposed Guru; and to listen to his answers
patiently, relying more upon the response of your heart than upon the
intellectual satisfaction that you receive from his answers. If he is
able to satisfy you both ways, you may without hesitation accept him
and follow his advice and instructions.
When once you have accepted a Karana-guru, you must give up
your ego and surrender unreservedly to the Guru: who represents the
ultimate Truth. Remember the words of Shri Shankara.
… jivo na ’ham deziko ’ktya zivo ’ham ..
I am not the jiva. But I am Peace, because my Guru has said so.
767. I S G OD THE SAME TO ALL ?

No. It changes according to what one identifies oneself with, in life.
To the man who identifies himself with his body, God is also
embodied. To one who identifies himself with the mind, God is also
possessed of the best of all attributes.
To him who transcends even the mind, God is the right Absolute.
768. H OW TO VISUALIZE THE REAL G OD ?

Conceding God as the creator of the universe, God must have existed
even before creation – all alone as the impersonal.
God in his real nature cannot be seen from or through any created
thing. So body and mind are incapable of understanding God. We are
forced, therefore, to look out for some principle in man which was
not created.
The real ‘I’-principle, defying all the three states, is found not to
have been created. So, by taking to this ‘I’-principle, you may be
able to attain the real truth of God. This is what Vedanta tells you.
Vedanta does not deny God at all.
Standing as that ‘I’-principle, you see that you are all alone in
deep sleep. There is no other God there. So this ‘I’-principle is the
God they mean.

769. H OW TO ENHANCE THE RESPECT AND REGARD FOR THE
ULTIMATE T RUTH AMONG THE PEOPLE ?
If an individual, already respected and revered by the general public,

is made to know the Truth, the public also will gradually begin to
look upon Truth with the same respect and regard. Gradually, many
of them will make themselves ready even to accept his guidance to
Truth. This will be a highly beneficial turn in their life and a great
service to humanity.
This was the reason why, in the vedic age, there was a somewhat
higher degree of respect and regard for ultimate Truth, its exponents
and followers than at present. Many of the ruling kings and queens of
that age were Jnyanins, and among them were sage authors of the
Upanishads and other vedantic texts. Such kings at times have proved
to be among the most ideal of kings in history.
Similarly, someone who has visualized the Truth and is established
in it, will be the ideal citizen in every way.
770. C AN ANYONE IMPROVE THE WORLD ?

No. Who will undertake the work? The individual. He is but a part of
the world which has to be improved. From where does he get the
ideal or the urge to improve the world? Of course from the inner
Self, which is perfect.
Before improving oneself and becoming perfect, any attempt to
improve another is meaningless. Therefore, rise to that Self and make
yourself perfect first. Then, to your surprise, you will find the world
also perfect.
The individual worker being part of the world, he may not be in a
position to comprehend the world as a whole. To do that, one must
necessarily stand out of the world. Then your perspective is changed,
and the world also appears entirely different and perfect in itself.
771. W HAT WORK CAN A J NYANIN UNDERTAKE ?

A Jnyanin can take to any vocation in life he chooses, in accordance
with his former habits and samskaras; because he knows that the
activities of life have no bearing upon his real nature. He does not act

for individual pleasure or happiness, but purely out of a spontaneous
urge coming up from deep below.
772. C AN DEMOCRACY FUNCTION ?

No. You may say the majority rules in the present day world. But, if
you examine the facts impartially, you will find that in practice, in
every country, it is the few that govern the many, and that some few
are guided by the one. So democracy, in practice, is a myth.
773. C AN I REMEMBER A DREAM ?

You can remember only your past experiences. You can think of your
dream experiences only by standing as the dreamer, for the time being.
But you, as the waking subject, were never the dreamer. Therefore
the waking subject can never remember the dream.
774. W HAT IS A TMIC URGE ?

Unconditional freedom, deathlessness, Knowledge, Happiness etc.
are your very nature. These surge up as the desire in the embodied
man to become free, to defy death, to know everything, and above all
to be happy etc. But no embodied being can possess any of these
qualities in full.
775. W HAT IS MORALITY AND WHY ?

Morality, as at present in vogue amidst us, is of a peculiar social
type, calculated only to enable man to live up to his own ideals and
lead a contented life. But you are not told why you should observe
morality.
Every law curtails your individual freedom to a certain extent.
That means so much of self-sacrifice is called for; and that attenuates
the ego, little by little. Therefore, the ultimate goal of every law,
including laws of morality, is the annihilation of the ego, resulting in
the realization of the Self.

Thus the ultimate Truth is the source and goal of morality, and
true morality can be observed only by understanding that source –
the Truth. In this sense, all talk of petty, relative morality is futile.
Therefore, morality is only that thought, feeling or action which
attenuates the ego and leads you on to Truth.
776. W HAT ARE FEELINGS OR EMOTIONS ?

Every feeling is said to be a wave in the ocean of Peace. The analogy
is not strictly correct. Here we must understand that there is wave
only in the ocean and that there is no wave in Peace. In Peace, there
is neither ocean nor wave, as there is neither ocean nor wave in
water. Similarly, there are no thoughts or feelings in me, as the real
‘I’-principle. Understanding feelings in this manner, we can enjoy
even the feeling of misery, by emphasizing the real content of that
misery and dismissing the illusory name and form.
Thus every emotion is a clear pointer to just that one permanent
background Peace. So you can very well lose your apparent self at
the upsurge of any emotion; not in the emotion itself, but in its
permanent background.
We have all had the occasion of witnessing tragic dramas thus
brimming over with pathos and cold cruelty towards the righteous, at
which we have wept from start to finish. But the next day again we
are prepared to pay in order to witness the same drama, so that we
may continue to weep. What is the secret of this? Is this not the
enjoyment of misery? This quietly shows us something inherent in
the so-called misery which tempts you to court it again. It is nothing
but the background, Peace, which is behind all emotions.
Therefore, see through every emotion and perceive that Peace
alone is there. This is what every Jnyanin does. So he enjoys every
feeling which you have so carefully separated from true Peace and
thereby suffer.
777. W HAT IS THE CAUSE OF THE WORLD , IF ANY ?

A cause implies that without which the result cannot appear at all.
For example, the serpent cannot appear if the rope is not there already.
But we know that the rope never undergoes any change. Similarly,

the world can never appear if Atma is not behind it, without itself
undergoing any change. Therefore, if any cause is to be posited for
the world, the most correct answer would be ‘Atma itself’.
Thus, in fact, there is no creation; and if creation is taken for
granted, Atma is the only cause of it. But causality can never exist in
Atma.
26th December 1952

778. T HE ‘ CHILD IN KNOWLEDGE ’
Some statements made in a transcendental mood as the ‘child in
knowledge’, with their explanations added later on.
The child asked:
1. ‘If Happiness assumes the form of riches, what does it give rise
to? Bondage or liberation. Of course bondage!’
2. ‘If riches assume the form of Happiness, what will be the result?
Liberation.’
Explanation: So, here you have only to reverse the existing order of
perception. Usually, you see yourself as things outside. But instead,
bring everything inside you and see them all as yourself.
1. In the former, the happiness aspect is forgotten and it appears
disguised as riches; hence it binds you.
2. If you understand that richness by itself is not Happiness, that
when you desire for Happiness the sense of riches vanishes and
that Happiness manifests in its own glory, it is liberation.
Now apply this principle subjectively to bodha or Consciousness.
Here also there are two perspectives.
1. Consciousness assuming the form of objects. This is bondage.
Here, Consciousness is forgotten and the object sense alone is
emphasized.
2. The object assuming the form of Consciousness or seen as
nothing other than Consciousness. This is liberation. Here the
object is forgotten and you get established as Consciousness,
your real nature.

Consciousness to object is bondage.
Object to Consciousness is liberation.
Look behind you and you will always see the Truth.
779. T RUTH AND MIND

Truth transcends both reality and also unreality. But the mind can
conceive only these two opposites. So the real nature of Truth is not
understandable to the mind. The real ‘I’ down to nature is covered by
both the reality and the unreality. Your memory, intelligence etc. are
all in the plurality and never one.
780. P ERCEPTION AND SENSE ORGANS

‘See with your ears.’ It may look a paradox. But it is exactly the way
that you see, with your eyes also. You do not ever see anything with
your eyes; and yet you believe you see with them. So, you can as
well say you see with your ears.
781. D ELIGHT AND SAYING

If you delightfully say anything, delight becomes the saying and
remains over still. If you have delight in you already and you begin
saying, the delight will cover up the saying and remain over.
But if you take delight in saying, the saying covers up the delight.
Or, in other words, if you have not got the delight in you already and
you simply begin to say and enjoy, the saying covers up the enjoyment
and the enjoyment disappears immediately.
782. T HE CHILD
The child asked: ‘What do you see in me?’ Finding us puzzled, he
himself answered.
‘You do not see the Reality in me. Nor do you see the unreality.
So you see the “child in knowledge” in me. I am not going to explain
these to you yesterday, today or tomorrow. Because I am the ever-
present. I am beyond time. At last I disappear in you.’ And thus he
disappeared.

783. ‘I S THE R EALITY STATIC OR DYNAMIC ?’
Answer: ‘It transcends both static and dynamic, expressing itself in
both and standing independent of both. But the static and dynamic
cannot exist without me. I am none of these, but am all these.’
784. W HAT DO YOU LOVE ?

Answer: ‘You can love only the right Absolute, represented by the
life principle in others. You can love nothing else.’
28th December 1952

785. S NAKE IN THE ROPE
In applying the illustration of ‘the snake in the rope’, in order to
establish yourself in the rope (the Self), you are taking the services of
the snake (the mind) which is not the rope.
786. H OW ARE YOU THE BEST KNOWN AND SELF - LUMINOUS ?

Answer: It is in and through you that you know anything else. So the
‘I’ is clearly better known than anything else known, and nothing
else is required to make the ‘I’ known.
So the ‘I’ is the most concrete (real) of all things and self-
luminous. The essence of a thing is ‘the thing in itself’ (self-
luminous). It is the ultimate background.
787. S IGNIFICANCE OF GIVING A SPIRITUAL NAME

The spiritual aspirant, all along, considered himself to be a jiva,
possessing a name pertaining to his body. But when he is made to
visualize that he is not the body, but Atma itself, he is given a
spiritual name, which denotes only Atma and nothing else.
This name, which is always a synonym of the ultimate Truth, helps
him to counteract the old samskaras of the jiva, which occasionally
raise their shadows to drag him into the basic error. But when he
understands that all names point to the Absolute, he gets established
in the Atma.

788. F RIEND AND FOE
Your revilers are your real friends, and your flatterers your enemies.
Phenomenally, the former are supposed to relieve you of half your
sins, and the latter to deprive you of half your virtues.
But a spiritual aspirant on the direct path of knowledge has nothing
to do with virtue or vice. Even he is helped more by his revilers than
by his flatterers, to turn his attention introspectively to his real nature.
789. T HE EGO , A TMA AND THE G URU

It is an invariable truth that Atma suffers recognition when the ego
enjoys, and the ego suffers when Atma shines (is recognized). But
this has a happy and lonely exception. When the ego thinks of the
Guru and enjoys even in the mental plane, Atma (Guru) also shines
simultaneously and delivers a pleasant death to the ego.
790. H OW TO THINK OF MY G URU ?

Think of your Guru only in the dualistic sphere. Don’t apply your
intellect to it. It is far beyond your intellect. Apply your heart to it
and get lost in the Guru. Then the Ultimate dances like a child before
you.
But when you think of the real ‘I’-principle or ‘Consciousness’,
think that they are the absolute Reality itself, beyond name and form.
All these are but synonyms of the ultimate Reality. But the Guru
alone has the revered place of honour and veneration in all planes. It
is an experience that sometimes when you go deep into the pure
Consciousness and get lost in it (nirvikalpa samadhi of the Jnyanin),
you see the person of your Guru there, and this vision throws you
into an ecstatic joy taking you even beyond sat-cit-ananda. Blessed
indeed are you then.

29th December 1952
791. H OW TO APPROACH AN INTRUDING THOUGHT ?
When a thought arises in you, you invariably try to discriminate
whether it is good or bad. Thereby you attribute more reality to the
thought and make it abide and bind you more.
But instead, if you examine the content of the thought irrespective
of the object concerned, and see that it is nothing other than your
own real nature, the thought vanishes as such, leaving you in your
real nature.
So adopt the latter course and be happy.
‘You have only to take the non-existent from the non-existent
and be ever free.’
792. W HO IS YOUR ENEMY ?

If you find anybody else your enemy, your lower instinct tells you to
destroy him first. But don’t heed to it. Instead, destroy first the ego
which discriminates you from him, and you will find that both of you
stand in essence as one and the same Reality, the ‘I’-principle. The
enmity also becomes equally objective and vanishes.
In fact, eliminate both the subject and the object from their false
appendages.
1st January 1953

793. H OW AM I DEATHLESS ?
Death takes place in time. Time is made up of the past, present and
future. These do not affect the ‘I’-principle in any way. Therefore,
from one standpoint, it may be said to be an eternal present for the
‘I’-principle.
Strictly speaking, even this is wrong. Because time exists only in
connection with the apparent ‘I’. The activities of the apparent ‘I’
may be divided into five classes: actions, perceptions, thoughts,
feelings and knowing. Which of these five functions do you prefer to
be?
If you choose any one of the first four, you will automatically die
after every such function. But your experience is that you do not so

die. Therefore you must be the last one – the knower – which alone
continues through all activities and never dies.
You know even death. Therefore, you transcend death as well.
794. H ABIT CHANNELS AND R EALITY

The habit channels of the mind distort the Reality, and therefore they
have to be destroyed. This can be done reflectively, by directing your
attention back to the ultimate Reality.
That Reality is in the thought itself, as its background. So thought
need not go outside itself to realize the Reality.
When you direct your attention to something blank, your mind
also becomes blank. Similarly, when you direct your attention to the
Reality, your mind becomes the Reality at once.
795. C AN THE SAHAJA STATE BE CALLED A CONTINUOUS

SAMADHI ?
No. If you are so particular about using the word ‘samadhi’, you may
say you are then in a permanent samadhi.
But be where you are and know what you are.
4th January 1953

796. W HAT IS A DREAM ?
Everything other than your real nature (the Self, the ultimate Reality)
is a dream.
797. W E OFTEN SEE NO COHERENCE IN A DREAM .

No. The reason obtaining in the dream state is different from the
reason of the waking state. Hence the apparent incoherence.
798. W HAT IS THE MEANING AND PURPOSE OF SURRENDER ?

To ‘surrender’ means quite strictly to ‘disown’. When all untruth is
surrendered, you stand as the Truth itself.

799. T O BE NEAR OR AWAY FROM THE GURU – WHICH IS MORE
ADVANTAGEOUS ?
Each has its own advantage and disadvantage. When one is near the
Guru, the obstacles that come up are transcended immediately, in
spite of all the retarding influences of the ego. When you are at a
distance from the Guru, the progress might be slower. But it will
certainly be steadier, being dependent on ‘yourself’ alone.
800. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF ‘ KARMA - SANNYASA ’

It is composed of two words: (1) ‘karma’ [action] and (2) ‘sannyasa’
[renunciation].
Karma has this meaning only when it is related to the ‘I’. The real
‘I’-principle is indivisible. You claim all activities to be yours. So no
activity can be part of your real nature. So ‘you’ can have no activity.
How can you renounce what does not belong to you? Then what is
your relationship with activity? You are the knowing principle or the
witness of the activity. The sense of permanence is given to the
individuality by that Consciousness which is your real nature alone.
Therefore ‘karma-sannyasa’ is strictly a meaningless term.
But sannyasa is meaningful in another sense. You surrender your
sense of separateness from the Reality, to that Reality itself (sattil
nyasikkuka). And this sannyasa is thus real.
801. W HAT IS INTENSE THOUGHT ?

No thought which does not merge in the background, the Reality, can
be intense. It is only the one that has visualized the Reality behind all
appearance who can take an intense thought. Its process is to repeat
the arguments to prove one’s real nature.
14th January 1953

802. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE EGO AND
LIBERATION ?
It is the whole ego that seeks liberation and strives for it. When it is
directed towards the ultimate Reality, the material part automatically

drops away and the Consciousness part alone remains over as the
real ‘I’-principle. This is liberation.
803. I S WORK A HINDRANCE TO SPIRITUALITY ?

Not always. It is a hindrance if the ego is present. It is a help if the
ego is absent.
804. W HO CAN BE FREE ?

Neither the body nor the mind can ever be free. Because they are
dependent upon the real ‘I’, even for their very existence. The ‘I’
alone is always free, and real freedom is its monopoly and its alone.
The urge for freedom springs from that source and is usurped in vain
by the body and mind.
805. W HAT IS THE BENEFIT OF STANDING AS THE WITNESS ?

By standing as the witness, you establish yourself in the unity from
all diversity is born.
806. H OW TO EXORCIZE THE PHANTOM OF IGNORANCE FROM

DEEP SLEEP ?
See that either end of your sleep is saturated with the thought of your
real nature, your native home.
15th January 1953

807. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN G OD AND
BRAHMAN ?
God is conceived with the attributes of omnipresence, omnipotence,

omniscience etc.; and therefore he has to possess a cosmic mind, and
there must be a cosmic world also for the mind to function in.
But the real ‘I’-principle in man goes beyond mind and therefore
beyond everything objective. In the sphere of the real ‘I’-principle,
there is absolutely nothing else existing beside it. It is therefore
attributeless.

Brahman is also supposed to be attributeless. Therefore, for God
to become brahman, he has to give up all the attributes attached to
him.
808. W HAT ARE LIFE AND DEATH ?

Life is the real ‘I’-principle. When you are life itself, how can you
die?
809. H OW TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THE WITNESS ASPECT AND

THE CONSCIOUSNESS ASPECT IN PRACTICE ?
When your mind is active, you may take the witness thought with
advantage, to eliminate yourself from objects. But when your mind is
free and passive, the thought of your real nature is better.
16th January 1953

810. H OW DOES CONTINUITY COME INTO PLAY ?
Continuity is the characteristic of the ‘I’-principle alone. Memory is
its expression in the realm of the mind. Thus, memory is the last and
mental link that seems to connect the phenomenal with the Ultimate.
811. A RE EXPERIENCES RECORDED ANYWHERE ?

A man under certain drugs speaks of his past experiences. How then
can we prove that experiences are not recorded anywhere?
Am I to accept half your story or the whole? Certainly, the whole.
You have many such experiences in your dream. Are each of those
experiences to be explained individually? No. The explanation of the
whole dream explains every part of it.
812. H OW TO CLASSIFY EXPERIENCES ?

They are generally of two types – relative and in identity. Relative
experiences are again divided into:
1. Objective – physical and outward going
2. Subjective – psychic or mental and inward going

But from the stand of Consciousness, all relative experiences turn out
to be objective. The only experience in identity is the experience of
the Self, as in deep sleep.
813. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF NORMAL AND

ABNORMAL ?
In ordinary parlance, the distinction between the normal and the

abnormal is an attempt at measuring the more changing in terms of
the less changing. This cannot have any fixity in itself. The ultimate
standard of normality is the really changeless ‘I’-principle itself. So
the Self is the only thing normal and everything else is abnormal, in
relation to the Self.
From this standard, the waking state is the most abnormal.
17th January 1953

814. W HAT IS INDIVIDUALITY ?
The word ‘individuality’ is ordinarily used in a very loose sense, to
denote a personality which is purely physical and mental, pertaining
to the waking state alone.
To understand the significance of individuality, your own stand in
life must first be defined. Where do you stand, in some activity or
inactivity? When there is mental activity, you stand in yourself as the
background, in relation to that activity. But, in between two such
activities and in the silent depth of sleep, where mind turns out to be
inactive, you stand as the absolute Reality. That is your real nature.
Now let us examine individuality. By this word, we mean the
characteristic of the individual. Here, the individual is not the small,
insignificant embodied being you may seem to be. This individual is
the centre, which projects (through our five senses) the five sense-
worlds which we call the universe. Thus the individual is characteristic
of the universe as well. Therefore, let us examine this individual. The
characteristic of this individual should be the same throughout his
three states, throughout his whole life in both activity and inactivity.
The only principle that stands unchanging in this way is the ultimate
Reality (one’s own real nature). Personality is always changing and
individuality is changeless.

18th January 1953
815. S TAGES OF PROGRESS OF THE DEVOTEE
… arto jijñasur artha-’rthi jñani ca bharata-’rsabha ..
Bhagavad-gita, 7.16
The regular order of a bhakta’s devotional progression is as follows:
(1) artha-’rthi, (2) jijnyasu, (3) arta, (4) jnyani.
Of these, the third stage (arta) is the forerunner of the jnyani, the
perfect state. It is felt characterized by a restless desire to attain the
Truth, or in other words, a thirst for knowledge. This is pure Love
itself. This thirst does not come from the heart. It comes from deeper
below and it takes you to the very source.
The mind and intellect only cleanse the road and pave the way for
the royal procession of the heart to the Ultimate.
816. H OW TO PROVE THAT NOTHING EXISTS EXCEPT WHEN

KNOWN ?
ajñata sattayilla
[There is no existence that remains unknown.]
An examination of the dream experience is the easiest way to prove
this. The whole dream world becomes an illusion when the state
changes. This is clear when you look at it from the waking state or
from the Reality in the relative sphere.
Similarly, there is no evidence to prove that the waking state is not
also an illusion. You may ask where does the dream world come
from? If there is something, it might have come from something. But
if it is nothing, where is it to come from? So, if it is an illusion, how
could it have come from anything?
Even in the waking state, can you connect two thoughts, two or
more perceptions or objects? No. Because these many things appear
and disappear, one after the other: And not one of them can be given
permanence. No two things can exist simultaneously and nothing can
be connected. When this is the case even in the waking state, why do
you go so far as the dream state to prove the illusion? You are the
One and so you can have connection only with that One. The mind is
the father of all illusion.

tiriyunnoravastha munnuma-
sthiramanyonyamavedyamebkilum
zariyayavayetuzaktiyal-
aciyamasthirasaksitanne ñan
[Of the three states, each comes and goes
unsteadily; and each can’t know
the other states. But by what
capability can they be rightly
known? The changeless witness that
remains. Just that is what I am.]
Shri Vidyananda-tirttha, Bhagavad-darshanam
19th January 1953

817. H OW IS A S AGE ALWAYS IN SAMADHI ?
Question: Is the Sage ever in samadhi?
Answer: Yes, always.
dehabhimane galite vijñate paramatmani
yatra yatra mano yati tatra tatra samadhayah
Shri Shankara
Because, in the case of the Sage, the activities of the mind do not
leave any virile trace behind – and that makes every one of them a
samadhi. Of course, the trace stays present there, but under complete
control and it will come up only if he wants it to. If he does not want
it to, it will not. If he wants to think, feel etc., he can very well do it.
If he does not want to, no. This is the sahaja state.
When a Sage remembers, the memory is non-responsible and
purely objective, whether it concerns a thought or a feeling. But to an
ordinary man, all this is subjective. Involuntary thoughts will never
come in for a Sage.
nanabhautika vastuyogajanitanandam nijanandam-
ennanyunam manatarafiññu vafipolbodhiccunernnitukil
drzyattinnu vidheyanenna nilapoy`, tal svamiyay`, zantanay`,
paggillate jalattil ambujadalam polatra jiviccitam

This means: If you properly realize from the depth of your heart that
the happiness you enjoy on your contact with objects is nothing but
your own real nature of Happiness, you become awakened. But after
that the tables are turned. You become the master of an objective
world of which you had been a slave so far; and your life becomes
unattached, like the lotus leaf in water.
To the Sage, all things of world – gross as well as subtle, including
time, space and causality – are objective in their own relative sphere.
818. W HAT IS THE PLACE OF LAW IN THE PATH TO THE

T RUTH ?
The law deals with logic. So one who takes to law has a good chance
of rising to higher logic leading to the Truth, which is but logic in a
higher form.
20th January 1953

819. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF THE WORLD ?
The world is perfect. But it appears imperfect: because you keep
using fallacious instruments of sense organs and mind and a wrong
perspective of subject-object relationship. Get rid of them first. Take
hold of that changeless principle of awareness which is in you, and
only then examine the world. Then you will find the world perfect –
and thus entirely different from what it now appears.
820. I S DEATH LIBERATION ?

Not always. Death is liberation if it is ultimate death, that is the death
of everything objective including even samskaras. But ordinary death
is only partial, being the death of the gross body alone. It is no more
than a change and does not deserve the name of death.
Real death is a shift of your centre from the ego to the witness.

821. W HAT SHOULD BE MY ATTITUDE TOWARDS SOCIAL
CUSTOMS AND CONVENTIONS , EVEN AFTER MY
VISUALIZATION OF T RUTH ?
The original customs and conventions in Hindu society were based

upon advaita in some way or other. But their real significance is not
known to all. You should not consider them meaningless merely on
that score. You must observe those customs strictly and faithfully.
From the spiritual standpoint, it might perhaps be quite immaterial
to you whether you observe them or not. But then you have also an
obligation to the less fortunate members of society, who are really in
need of every one of those customs and conventions to help them
through the moral and righteous way of life.
If a man respected in society – for whatsoever reason – were to
break such laws of society, many others would follow him regardless
of consequences; and society might then disintegrate. An enlightened
man would not violate any of the healthy conventions and customs
insisted upon by shastras and the great men of old.
Therefore, you must perform the rites for your departed ones as is
prescribed by your society. They might be meaningless from the
standpoint of absolute Truth. But it is wrong to apply the perspective
and the tests of absolute Truth to the objective world outside, leaving
the subjective untouched.
If you mean to examine society from that standpoint, you must
first examine the subject (the ego). Attributing reality to the body is
the most meaningless of all our acts, and the conception of society is
only an offshoot of this error. Therefore transcend that mistake if
possible, and then all other problems vanish.
822. W HAT IS LIBERATION ?

From one standpoint, it may be defined as going beyond birth and
death. But that is not the whole Truth. Strictly speaking, it must be
defined as going beyond the delusion of birth and death.

823. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN PERCEIVING THE
PERSONAL AND THE IMPERSONAL ?
In principle, both are the same. You perceive both by becoming that
for the time being.
You direct your attention to the impersonal and you stand as that
impersonal.
But for perceiving the personal or objects, you also use the
instruments of your sense organs and the mind. You concentrate your
mind (the apparent ‘I’) upon some object, and as a result you stand
as that object for the time being. So much so that when I am there as
the object, I am not here in the body.
824. W HAT DOES PRATYAKSHA ( DIRECT ) MEAN ?

Pratyaksha (direct) means that which does not demand a proof. The
real ‘I’-principle is alone direct.
825. W HAT ARE THE ENDS OF LIFE ?

Life has two ends: (1) the body (matter) which is the wrong end, and
(2) the real ‘I’ (pure Consciousness) which is the right end. Spiritual
aspirants alone take hold of the right end, and others take hold of the
wrong end of life.
The Sage ignores matter and knows light. The ignorant man seeks
to acquire desired objects, and thereby ignores that light of knowing
which enables what is sought to be attained.
The Sage sees light and matter: both revealed by consciousness
that shines as knowing light. The ignorant man seeks objects of the
mind’s desire fancied to achieve success.
There is ignorance on both sides. The Sage ignores ignorance:
which in itself is non-existent. And the ignorant man is all too ready
to ignore that happiness which in itself is really true and ultimately
valued.

21st February 1953
826. W HAT IS THE SECRET OF LANGUAGE ?
The language of the body, whether gross or subtle, is the only kind of
language ordinarily known. And it is governed by grammar, rhythm,
harmony of sound and by the superficial dictionary-meaning of mere
words (padartha).
But there is an infinitely higher language: called the language of
Truth. In relation to this language of Truth, the authors of its writings
are called akshara-jnyanins. These are jnyanins who have visualized
the absolute Truth. And it is they who have discovered the ultimate
goal and background of alphabets composing the language that we
use: through the infinite potentialities of alphabets or sounds.
This language is governed by the inner harmony of the Ultimate.
It’s known and experienced by the Sage alone and by the ultimate
meaning of spoken words (paramartha). No effort is here used to
observe the rules of grammar or rhythm. But as the grammar and
rhythm get to be used as gross expressions of the ultimate harmony,
they come in uninvited to support what comes from the Truth, direct,
through the lips or the pen of a Sage. If grammar fails to agree with
any usage of the Sage, it is the incompleteness of grammar alone;
and the learned grammarians immediately recognize it and readily
incorporate it into their science.
Every sentence or verse that comes from a Sage is a mantra,
perfect in itself. To attempt to measure, criticize or correct such lines
from the level of the superficial literary men of the world is nothing
short of sacrilege.
(The exceptional few among such Sages – who were also born as
poets – have thus contributed poetic works to literature expressing
the divine harmony in different stages. For example, look at the
works of Shri Atmananda.
1. His poetic work called Radha-madhavam abounds in the harmony
of words pointing to the divine harmony.
2. His other poetic work called Atmaramam abounds in the harmony
of ideas touching the divine harmony.
3. His purely vedantic works Atma-darshanam and Atma-nirvriti
directly express the harmony of Truth.)

827. W HY CAN ’ T I ANSWER DIVERSITY FROM DIVERSITY
ITSELF ?
The question on diversity arises in the realm of causality itself, and

you stand in that realm seeking the answer.
Suppose I give an answer by way of a cause of the diversity. The
answer and the question must create a new diversity. This process of
multiplication of diversity will continue indefinitely. Such a solution
does not serve any purpose.
So, for a real solution of the problem you must go beyond the
realm of diversity, and then the question disappears as illusion.
22nd February 1953

828. S YMPATHETIC SAMADHI . H OW DOES IT HAPPEN ?
It is said in the Mahabharata that once lying over Shara-shayana
[his bed of arrows], Shri Bhishma went into a casual samadhi. Lord
Krishna who was just then talking to the Pandavas far away, was also
thrown into a sympathetic samadhi. But how then did this happen?
Shri Tuncat Efuttacchan describes the process thus:
karanabbalil visayabbale layippiccu
karanabbaleppunaratmani certtu nannay`
govindan samadhiyilucappiccilakate …
[With objects merged back into sense-
perceptions, and with sense-perceptions
then completely joined back into
self, Lord Krishna came to be
absorbed in a samadhi state.]
Mahabharatam – Shanti-parvvam, 374-6
Just before going into samadhi, Shri Bhishma took a deep thought
about Lord Krishna, whose Truth Shri Bhishma knew more or less.
This thought suddenly arrested the attention of Lord Krishna, who
knew it immediately. But Bhishma straightaway went into the regular
jnyanin’s samadhi, which is the real nature of Lord Krishna himself.
Therefore quite naturally, Lord Krishna whose attention was already
attracted by Shri Bhishma, found himself thus happily glided into a
sympathetic samadhi.

The process, adopted by Shri Bhishma for disposing of the body,
senses and mind before samadhi, was just the same as the one adopted
by Lord Krishna also for initiation. This prakriya is object-senses-
consciousness (vishayam-indriyam-prajnyanam) – interpreted as object,
senses, knowing self. This is exactly the method adopted by us here.
829. T HE SOLUTION OFFERED BY THE U PANISHADS ON

FINDING EVEN THE TRINITIES IMPERFECT
In the Puranas and other ancient texts, Brahma may be represented

as still studying something higher. Vishnu is represented as always in
incessant yoga-samadhi showing that there is some higher principle,
and Shiva in tapas and meditation on something higher. So none of
them can evidently take you to the beyond.
Understanding this imperfection of the trinities, the Upanishads
come forth as showing the way to what is true subjectively, through
direct vicara.
[The world that happens of itself
has excavated outward holes,
through which perception looks outside
and does not see the self within.
But someone brave, who longs for that
which does not die, turns sight back in
upon itself. And it is thus
that self is seen, returned to self,
to its own true reality.]
[See also notes 180 & 497]
830. W HOSE IS THE RESPONSIBILITY FOR ACTION ?

The instrument is dead and inert. It can never be made to share
responsibility for any deed. It is not the chopper that cuts the tree. It

is the ‘living-ness’ you transmit to the chopper that cuts it. Similarly,
body, senses and mind are mere instruments under the true living-ness
or awareness, the ‘I’. That ‘I’ is alone responsible for all action.
Action is only triputi [triad of doer, doing and deed, or subject,
activity and object]. Knowledge pertains only to the ‘I’. When you
examine the triputi, it vanishes in its due order, leaving you as
knowledge. Thus when the ‘I’-principle thinks, it is that that is called
the mind (manvano manayiti). I am called mind when that particular
function is there.
831. W HAT ARE SAT , CIT AND ANANDA , AND HOW ARE THEY
THE SAME ?
Sat, cit and ananda are lakshanas or pointers to the ‘I’-principle.

They are ignorantly attributed to body, senses and mind; and you say
‘I exist’, ‘I know’ and ‘I am happy’ – just as the aspects of the rope
are attributed to the snake you create in illusion.
Existence is permanent and cannot be attributed to the perishable
body. Existence is experienced or it shines; and by just that self-lit
shining, Consciousness comes in. In that light of pure Existence, no
duality appears. Non-duality is Peace or Happiness. Thus sat, cit and
ananda get manifested: as the three aspects of one same Reality.
832. W HAT IS THE CONTENT OF SPEECH ?

It is different at different stages:
1. In the case of a child, words speak.
2. In the case of an adult, ideas speak.
3. In the case of the Sage, Truth speaks.
You become so familiar with certain ideas that they form part of the
integral ‘I’-principle for all practical purposes. These same ideas thus
sometimes come out like a flash, surprising even you. Ideas come out
as though by instinct, as your hands come out to protect your head or
eyes in the face of sudden danger.
In the case of the Sage, when a question is put, there being no ego
present, the Truth comes out spontaneously and the talk that follows
is not really eloquent, but is eloquence itself.

833. H OW TO OBTAIN ‘ JNYANA SAMADHI ’?
It is possible only after listening to the Truth directly from the Guru.
First, the mind is taken away from sense objects and not allowed to
go after the happiness of passivity either in deep sleep or in samadhi.
In this steadiness of the mind (madhyagatavastha), you experience
afresh that the happiness expressed is your real nature. Then the
mind is mildly persuaded to take to Atma, which alone is real and is
your real nature. Slowly the potential desires, which were not killed,
all drop away and your real nature shines in all its glory. This is
jnyana samadhi. The mind itself is transformed into Atma in course
of time.
You desire the happiness of samadhi because you have given up
sense objects, not out of your own free will but by behest, without a
substitute. Therefore objectless pleasure is welcomed. This tendency
for the pleasure of samadhi can be given up only by knowing your
real nature from the Guru.
It is only these wrong notions, which prevent one from realizing
one’s own real nature as pure Happiness, that have to be corrected.
834. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN LEARNING AND

KNOWLEDGE ?
Learning is darkness, and knowledge is light. Learning pertains to

objects of ignorance. Its result is to sharpen the intellect and thus to
gather information. The mind does not get light or knowledge by all
this.
Knowledge takes up higher reason as its instrument, takes up the
mind itself for examination and thus discovers its real nature to be
Consciousness, the ‘I’-principle. It’s only where this seeming show
of put on learning disappears that truth of knowing is attained.
835. W HY DOES A J NYANIN WEEP ?

Why should he not weep? Why should he laugh? What prohibits him
from weeping alone? He does everything else: as he acts, perceives,
thinks and feels, just like an ordinary man. But there is a world of
difference between the activities of the two. The ignorant man acts as

a slave to his passions; the Jnyanin as a master, the passions being
his slaves. Therefore the Jnyanin can weep or not weep as he chooses.
But there is happiness even in weeping. The mere thought of the
departed gives happiness. But even that thought cannot be ordinarily
separated from the allied aspects. Thus, both together are helplessly
accepted by the ordinary man. He begins to think of the agreeable
aspects of the departed and thus gradually gets lost in the less happy
aspects and weeps profusely.
But the Jnyanin knows perfectly well that his real nature of Peace
(or objectless Happiness) is the background of all emotions, and he
thus welcomes grief and weeps like anyone else, although not for a
moment does he lose sight of the background Peace.
836. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE APPROACHES

OF THE YOGIN AND THE J NYANIN TOWARDS HAPPINESS ?
The yogin asks you to withdraw from objects, so that you may enjoy
happiness. He uses the mind as his instrument and enjoys only the
happiness reflected in his blankness of mind. This is only pleasure.
But the Jnyanin asks you to withdraw not only from objects of
mind but from the mind itself, in order to enjoy not reflected but pure
Happiness. It’s here that you may use awareness or higher reason as
the instrument.
The happiness of the yogin is experienced only in concentration
or oneness, and misery is experienced only in diversity.
20th March 1953

837. W HAT IS THE MINIMUM THAT AN ORDINARY MAN HAS TO
DO TO ATTAIN PEACE ?
Shri Ashtavakra answers this question in the verse:

This means: ‘Throw away your body first in idea and thus take rest
in pure Consciousness. You shall at once be free and at Peace.’

When you stand as body, you are a jiva. When you stand as mind,
you are God.
When you stand as Truth – beyond both body and mind – you are
the Absolute.
How to throw away the body? By simply becoming aware of it.
838. W HAT IS THE USE OF ARGUMENTS IN SPIRITUAL

DISCOURSE ?
Only to expel samskaras, which are the sole obstacles to understanding

the Self aright. Otherwise the samskaras will safely lurk behind and
create havoc afterwards.
839. W HAT IS THE ROOT CAUSE OF ALL MISUNDERSTANDING ?

Answer: Name and its misuse.
The generic name which denotes only the Absolute is mistakenly
used to denote the particular. Thus, sadly, the generic or Absolute is
forgotten and the particular or the appearance is emphasized. What
more is needed for misunderstanding?
22nd March 1953

840. W HY IS C ONSCIOUSNESS INVISIBLE ?
The nature of Consciousness is ‘experience’ itself. The ‘I’-principle
is the only experience. The tests of experience are permanence and
self-luminosity. Experience can never be objectively experienced. It
is ‘anubhava-matra-’tma’ (of the nature of pure experience alone).
To become visible, it must stand as an object of perception, which
Consciousness can never do. To know, to enjoy, and to become it are
all functions of the ego. But ‘to be it’ is alone yours. You were and
are that always.
841. W HAT IS PURITY ?

Purity is getting away from all that is extraneous to your real nature.

842. H OW DO I SEE ?
Seeing is an expression of subjective Consciousness: whose knowing
first expresses itself from within. It is only later on that it expresses
itself in the objective world. Unless you see yourself inwardly, you
cannot see yourself outwardly either. The latter is only a corollary of
the former.
23rd March 1953

843. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ GETTING ENRICHED ’?
It really means getting enlightened. It means you do not come out of
an inner experience just as you went into it. You have gained some
spiritual profit therefrom.
24th March 1953

844. W HAT ARE GOOD AND BAD SPIRITUALLY ?
Association with objects makes one bad. But association with the
subjective ‘I’-principle makes one good.
2nd April 1953

The ordinary man is alive to the illusion that he is bound. Therefore
he has only to become alive to the fact that he is free. Realization is
only this.
846. W HAT IS THE PURPOSE OF ILLUSTRATION IN A SPIRITUAL

CONTEXT ?
An illustration from the phenomenal is all too often indented upon,

to clarify a particular position beyond the sensuous. An illustration
should never be completely applied to the outside world in general,
but only to light up the particular aspect in question.
An illustration from the objective sphere should straightaway be
applied to the subjective in you.

847. C AN I UNDERSTAND ANYTHING TILL THE EGO DIES ?
No. In the question, you are putting the cart before the horse. You are
emphasizing the ego more than the understanding.
However much you may try to kill the ego, it will only become
stronger. So you have to approach it from the other end. Everybody
understands in spite of the ego. The truth is that the ego dies away
automatically, of its own accord, when you understand anything.
You will never succeed in bringing in light, if you keep insisting
upon removing all the darkness from your room before you do so.
Therefore simply ignore the ego and try to understand, so that the
understanding itself will remove the ego.
848. W HAT IS FREEDOM AND HOW TO ATTAIN IT ?

The first scent of freedom is obtained from the urge for freedom
coming up spontaneously, from deep within you. But you are unable
to locate it and so think it comes from the outside. The ego takes up
this urge and seeks for a solution in its own way. You try to be free
with body, senses, mind and objects. And you fail miserably.
At last, you discover that the urge comes from within and so look
within subjectively, along the line of the heart. Following the track
closely and earnestly, you reach the real ‘I’, behind the heart itself.
Then you discover that the sense of bondage was an illusion, and that
you were never bound at all. Thus coming out, you declare this to the
world outside.
849. W HAT ARE THE FUNCTIONS OF C ONSCIOUSNESS ?

Like fire, it has two functions:
1. It illumines objects at a distance.
2. It destroys them on contact.
3rd April 1953

850. W HY DOES MAN GO TO WAR ?
Because there is war already inside him. He has not found subjective
Peace and so cannot escape from either war within him or the war

without, which is a corollary of the former. So try to attenuate your
ego and find permanent Peace within you. Then alone will you be
able to transcend all war outside.
851. H OW DOES ONE ATTENUATE THE EGO WHEN ONE HAS TO

FIGHT AGAINST A STRONGER ADVERSARY ?
It is your selfish interest that tells you to keep away. But when you
choose to fight, you sacrifice the ego and prefer even death. What
greater attenuation of the ego can you have?
852. H OW TO DECIDE MY CONDUCT UNDER PERPLEXING

SITUATIONS ?
Examine first what reigns in you, in the situation. If it is Peace, yield.

If it is cowardice, stand up and fight. Kill your enemy (subjectively,
the desire first; and then the objective enemy next, if needs be). The
fight inside you must be between Peace on one side and the differing
feelings, thoughts and emotions on the other side.
853. H OW TO TRANSCEND FEAR ?

Bhitir nama dvitiyad bhavati
Narayanabhatta, Narayaniyam, 91.3
Duality must be the parent of fear. The moment you think that there
is another existing beside you, some fear sets in; and the only remedy
against such a fear is the understanding that you are that one without
a second – the ultimate Reality. Therefore, go visualize that Reality
and get back to fearlessness. To know that you are the silent witness
to all mentations is also an equally successful remedy to eradicate all
fear.
Witness thought is the surest panacea for all ills.

854. H OW TO DEAL WITH ANGER AGAINST AN ENEMY ?
Anger arises only because you imagine that the enemy stands against
the Peace you seek to achieve through the accomplishment of certain
desires. So the anger itself is the greater and nearer enemy to you.
Therefore, turn to that anger first, and examine it independently of
its objects. Then you find it to be nothing but the Peace you were
seeking for. The anger as such disappears, and all enemies are given
a hearty send off.
855. W HAT IS THE ABSENCE OF A THING ?

The absence of anything is not directly perceived. It is only the
background that is really perceived, and the absence of a thing is
superimposed upon that background.
4th April 1953

856. H OW TO WAKE UP THE HIGHER REASON ?
If the outward going tendency of the intellect is curbed and the
inward going tendency is encouraged, the lower reason itself is
transformed into the higher reason.
857. W HAT IS IT THAT TAKES PLACE HERE , DURING THESE

TALKS ?
The Truth is that it is the Truth that talks to the Truth, all about the
Truth. The Truth goes into you undressed, not through language at
all.
5th April 1953

858. H OW DOES A S AGE HELP ONE ?
It is one of the fundamental laws of nature that every action has a
reaction. If you love someone, your affection is usually reciprocated.
So if you love even the person of a Sage, the Sage reciprocates
from the right Absolute or the impersonal; because there is no trace
of the personal in the Sage. What seems to be personal in the Sage is

indeed the impersonal itself. (You may have heard the story of the
travellers dying with hunger and thirst. They saw some monkeys on
the tops of some coconut trees. They threw stones at the monkeys.
Immediately the monkeys kept pelting back with tender coconuts.
The travellers appeased their hunger and thirst with tender coconuts
and went on.) Similarly, you get knowledge if you approach even the
person of a Sage.
859. C REATION AND DISSOLUTION OF THE WORLD

Creation: 1. Consciousness objectified is thought, and
2. Thought objectified is the gross world.
The reverse process is dissolution:
1. Gross world subjectified is thought, and
2. Thought subjectified is Consciousness.
860. I S EVERY DESIRE AN OBSTACLE TO T RUTH ?

Every desire rises in duality and so is often considered an obstacle to
Truth. But there are some exceptions.
Desire for freedom, desire for mukti etc. are not obstacles. Freedom
is the characteristic of the real ‘I’-principle. So by desiring freedom,
the desire together with the ego merges into the ‘I’-principle and you
rest in Peace.
Mukti is selflessness. So, to desire mukti is also to desire selflessness.
That can never be selfish either.
6th April 1953

861. D IFFERENCE OF APPROACH BETWEEN V EDANTA AND
SCIENCE
Vedanta always takes the generic of all things for discussion, and
thus disposes of them with reference to the ultimate background. But
science takes the particular objects and their mutual relationship
alone into consideration, and does not at all consider the background.

862. R ANGES OF ACTIVITIES OF THE S AGE AND THE LAYMAN
To the Sage, all activities spring from the background, traverse the
mental realm and end in the background itself. But to the layman, all
activities start in the mental realm and end in the mental realm.
863. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE STATEMENT ‘I KNOW

IT ’?
The statement only means ‘I know.’ The ‘it’ disappears even with the
function of the sense organ. When I actually know, there is only my
self as knowledge.
7th April 1953

864. W HAT IS IMPROVING A THOUGHT ?
The question arises out of ignorance of the content of thought. You
can look at thought in two ways – from the inside and from the
outside. When you look at a thought-form from the outside, you call
it a thought-form: as you call water a wave when you look at it from
the outside. In whatever way you see it, and whatever you call it, its
content does not change.
You see only the material side or the boundary of thought. It is the
boundary alone that makes it a thought. The boundary of thought is
time. But time is itself a thought. It is impossible to limit one thought
by another thought. So thought is not limited by anything. Its content
is Consciousness.
One who is concerned with the content of thought, ignores the
boundaries. And thus knowing that the content is ever perfect never
attempts to improve it. ‘Improving thought’ thereby only means the
rearrangement of the boundaries. You are not thus enriched thereby.
Still, you should beware of thoughts. Voluntary thoughts you may
well take. But involuntary thoughts should never be allowed to come
in unawares, to overpower you and guide you or to devour you.

865. T HE LIGHT BEFORE THE EGO AND THE S AGE
The ego never sees the light, though he always uses light. The Sage
sees that light alone (the most vital part) in every perception. He is
great who sees the light alone in all perceptions.
The ‘I’ is the first part of every perception. This is the light which
manifests the object. But this part is usually ignored. You can speak
of anything only as dead matter. I alone possess Consciousness. Even
God is to be taken only as dead matter. No human being has ever
reached the Ultimate, though sages may seem to live. The human
being is transformed into the Ultimate itself, just before reaching it.
If you are able to stand as your real nature even for a second, and
know that you were beyond time during that experience, you were
really in the timeless. There is no need to lengthen the duration of
that experience. That tendency is a vicious yogic samskara.
866. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN ART AND A

GENIUS ?
Art is an attempt to express the inner harmony of the ultimate Reality

through the outer harmony created by the senses and the mind – as
for example music, beauty, poetry, painting and all such other arts.
Everything can be made into an art, provided the ultimate goal is the
inner harmony of the Absolute.
Beauty in nature is the ultimate Reality. However, it needs to be
understood that it is not outside but instead within you as the real
‘I’-principle. What you call a genius is a personality in whom a
limited expression of the Ultimate is evident. It may express itself
through one of the arts or in some other manner.
8th April 1953

867. W HEN AND HOW DOES HIGHER REASON FUNCTION ?
Higher reason is always ready to help you, provided that you want
earnestly to know the Truth. It is on hearing the Truth from the Guru
that the higher reason is equipped and set in motion, and it does not
stop till the goal of Truth is reached. The function of the higher

reason is only to dissolve the mind, and then the higher reason stands
transformed into Atma itself.
The higher reason is the fire (the Guru) that has gone into you,
through the words of the Guru. It consumes the creations of your
mind and vanishes at last, becoming Atma itself.
868. W HAT IS LONELINESS AND ITS REMEDY, IF IT CALLS FOR

ANY ?
You are the ultimate Reality, the one without a second. Therefore,
loneliness is inevitable and you welcome it; because every activity of
yours is meant to make you lonely. You want Happiness, which is but
yourself alone, and when you are in your true nature you cannot
share it with any other, because there is no other there.
When there is duality, there is always fear. Fearlessness obtains
only in non-duality or in loneliness. In fact, you are that always. Its
nature is Peace or pure Happiness and therefore you never want to
lose it. So, naturally, no remedy is called for.
869. W HAT IS THE BEST WAY TO T RUTH ?

Love prepares the way to Truth. Knowledge takes you straight to
Truth. It is made possible for you to accomplish both by listening to
the talks of the Sage. In love, the ego is lost and you get to Peace.
Sincerity is to be true to oneself.
9th April 1953

870. T HE S AGE TRANSCENDS ALL LIMITATIONS OF
LANGUAGE .
Language, of course, has its own limitations everywhere. But the

luminous presence of the Guru compensates for all limitations of his
language, and you are taken straight to the Truth.
To be nearer the Truth, it may even be said that the Self knows the
Self, or Atma knows Atma.

871. H OW TO LIVE ?
Live in this world knowing full well that all the limitations there are
self-imposed; and that you, as creator and imposer of the limitations,
stand above all the limitations in themselves. So the world can never
bind you.
872. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ TO TAKE NOTE OF ’?

‘To take note of’ = to recognize.
In trying to recognize the Truth deeply, you happen to be placed
there (to stand as that) and the recognition dies. So it takes you to a
non-dual experience in identity.
10th April 1953

873. H OW IS THE WORLD A THOUGHT FORM ?
Take the mind away from world. What remains? You can neither say
that it exists or that it does not exist. So you alone remain.
Therefore, the world is only a thought.
874. W HAT IS THE PERMANENT BACKGROUND ?

The permanent background of everything, whether of sense organs or
mind, is Atma itself.
Sense organs or mind, if they become permanent or changeless,
are the Atma in itself. That permanent principle which stands behind
perceptions, thoughts and feelings – beyond all perception and non-
perception, beyond thought and non-thought etc. – is the real ‘I’.
That which gives you light, or that which enables you to see, think
etc., is the ‘I’-principle. That is the permanent background.
Samskaras are habit-channels of thought, or dormant tendencies.
875. W HAT DO I LOVE ? A ND WHY ?

Your love is directed only to the real substratum or Self. You happen
to love the qualities in someone, simply because they belong to the

substratum you love. You love, because love is the real nature of the
real Self and you cannot help loving even for a moment.
876. H OW TO LOVE ?
Love is the feeling or sense of oneness with another.
If you correctly understand yourself to be beyond body, senses
and mind, your love for another must also be for that self in him.
Because there are no two selves, and love is its nature.
If your understanding is incorrect, you love the incorrect self in
him; and as a result of that incorrectness, you hate others.
Genuine love absorbs everything into you, and then duality dies.
But in conditioned love, or gratitude, duality persists in giving and
taking. Even this gratitude, if directed to the Guru, goes deep into
you, takes you beyond duality and is transformed into objectless
love.
11th April 1953

877. W HEN DO I BEGIN TO LOVE MY G URU ?
When that which has been given by the Guru is accepted wholly,
love for the Guru springs up within you.
878. T HERE IS NO MOVEMENT. W HY ?

A vacuum is necessary to make movement possible. Something can
move only into a vacuum. Nature abhors a vacuum. The real Self, as
existence, infills all. If there is no vacuum and if nature is already
full, how can anything move?
879. H OW TO BE AWAKE IN DEEP SLEEP ?

Not seeing the Reality or forgetting the Self is sleep.
Seeing the Reality or visualizing the Self is waking.
In this sense, the present waking state is sleep or a dream.
To be really awake is not to be awake with sense organs or mind, but
with Consciousness. Give up the waking dream and be awake to the
real Self.

880. W HAT DO I MEAN WHEN I SAY ‘I WALKED ’?
I mean I never walked.
I cannot say I walked without knowing I walked. Then ‘I walked’
was the object, and ‘I’ was the witness. Walking does not go into the
make of me. I was that principle which was witness to walking and
non-walking. Therefore I never walked.
881. H OW DOES THE MIND BECOME PURE ?

The mind becomes pure by its own death. The attempt to purify the
mind by any amount of other effort is futile.
882. T HE SAHAJA STATE

The sahaja state is the state where you maintain that certainty or
deep-rooted conviction that you never leave your real nature of pure
Consciousness and Peace.
16th April 1953

883. A LL THE WORLD IS RELATIVE . I AM THE ONLY
ABSOLUTE .
karmany akarma yah pazyed akarmani ca karma yah …

[One who sees actionlessness in action,
and action only in actionlessness,…]
Bhagavad-gita, 4.18
[see note 272]
To give a meaning to any activity, reference must be made at least
unconsciously to some opposite. These opposites depend upon each
other for their very existence. Strict laws of logic however enjoin
that, in such cases, both are non-existent. Two opposites cannot exist
side by side, at the same time. They say that it is exactly like saying,
‘A is the father of B and B is the father of A’, where the fallacy is
evident.

Thus birth is birth only in relation to death, and death is death
only in relation to birth. So both are non-existent, and you stand
beyond both.
884. W HAT ARE THE DISTINCT STAGES OF PROGRESS TO THE

ULTIMATE ?
First from bondage to liberation, and then from liberation to pure

Consciousness. You have only to come to a deep recognition of the
fact that you have always been, that you are, and that you shall ever
be the witness. That is all that is needed.
First you know that you are the Reality.
Then you become it.
Then you be it.
In the being it, both of the knowing it and the becoming it expire.
The first two were misunderstandings of the ‘being it’, at different
levels.
The first knowing had an object, and the last being is objectless
knowledge.
17th April 1953

885. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN THOUGHT AND
FEELING ? D OES THOUGHT MERGE IN FEELING ?
No. Nor the other way round. Both merge directly in Consciousness.
The question is not of much spiritual significance. Both of them
being sensations, they may be disposed of together. But I answer it
only out of academic interest.
From another perspective, it may be said that feeling is nothing
but a deep thought. Here ‘deep’ signifies the heart element. When
you take a particular thought over and over again, the heart begins to
function and craves for that thought. Thus thought begets feeling and
descends into the heart.

886. W HAT IS THE PURPOSE OF LIFE ?
It is only to know the Truth and to be it. You can never be happy; you
can only be Happiness.
All phenomenal workers try to make others happy.
But the vedantin tries to make them Happiness directly, or enables
them to see themselves as Happiness itself. The vedantin cares for
the inside of the ‘he’. Others cater for the outside of ‘him’. I ask such
advocates of work for humanity: where, in deep sleep, is the world
they wish to elevate?
To become universal is the goal of another set. It is well-nigh
impossible. Even if you succeed in that attempt and thus become
universal, the fact of becoming still remains and then the individuality
also remains. You find no means to transcend the universality and the
individuality (together called duality).
887. I S IT RIGHT TO HATE THE EGO ?

Yes. Because the ego is something which does not exist. So you hate
the non-existent because you want to be the existent Reality.
The best way to annihilate the ego is not to think frequently of
annihilating it. This will thereby only strengthen the ego. You need
only to ignore the ego at every turn, and it will die a natural death.
See what Lord Krishna contrived at the end of his career. He made
his kith and kin fight between themselves and completely extermin-
ate the sect, leaving Krishna alone. Similarly, allow the body, senses
and mind and objects to fight between themselves and die, leaving
You alone.
18th April 1953

888. W HAT DOES YOGA MEAN ?
Yoga is a word which is used in a very broad and comprehensive
sense. It is used with a different meaning in different contexts.
Generally, it means only a ‘path’.
‘Yoga’, in any context, must be understood in accordance with the
level of the person who uses it and the person who listens to it. When
a Sage uses the word ‘yogin’, he means a jnyana-yogin or a Sage.

When a raja-yogin or a bhakti-yogin uses the same word, he means
another yogin of his own type.
The Sage is that principle upon which all opposites and paradoxes
appear and disappear.
889. W HAT DIFFERENTIATES LOVE FROM KNOWLEDGE ?

Knowing with your whole being is Love itself. In thought (which is
knowing with the mind alone) you do not lose yourself. But in love
you lose yourself. So love entails the sacrifice of the ego.
890. W HAT IS COURAGE ?

If love of any kind prompts you to action and sacrifice of any degree,
courage comes in. If pure love (objectless love) prompts you to
action and sacrifice, that is real courage. But if love of any object
prompts you to sacrifice, your courage is not genuine – but secondary
and worldly.
891. H OW TO USE FEELINGS AS A MEANS TO REACH THE

ULTIMATE ?
Love for objects is a feeling. It consists of love and the object, which
are distinct and separate. In that feeling, if you turn your attention to
the love part ignoring the object part, you are free.
Every feeling is obstructed love. So then, see every feeling as
obstructed love and fix your attention on the love part, so that you
are set free.
892. E LIMINATED FROM OBJECTS , HAS KNOWLEDGE ANY

ATTRACTION ?
Yes, certainly.
You love objects for enjoyment. So you love enjoyment more than
objects. You have more interest in self-love than in love for objects.
And you love Love itself or the Self more than self-love. So you love
the Self most.

When objects are eliminated from knowledge of objects, what
remains over is knowledge, your real nature or Self, and you love
that most. What else can have a greater attraction for you?
893. W HY ARE TEXTS INTERPRETED DIFFERENTLY ?

Shri Shankara, Shri Ramanuja and Shri Madhva stand for Advaitic,
Vishishtadvaitic and Dvaitic sections of Indian philosophy respect-
ively. All of them unanimously accept the prasthanatraya tripod of
Hindu philosophy as their authority. This tripod of texts consists of
the Brahma-sutra, the Dashopanishads, and the Bhagavad-gita.
All these texts abound in statements and verses made from the
standpoint of all the three schools. Instead of being satisfied with
choosing and adopting the particular verses most favourable to each
school, they went out of their way and, by far-fetched argument and
much straining of the intellect, attempted to read the sense of their
own school into the verses more suited to the others. Shri Shankara
also has committed the same mistake, by trying to twist purely
dvaitic texts into the advaitic sense. The shastras were written to suit
all grades of people in society. This is how the sacred texts came to
be tortured.
20th April 1953

894. W HAT DOES THE EGO WANT ?
It is wrong to say the ego always wants enjoyment of objective
pleasure alone. If so, why does he desire deep sleep where there is no
thought or feeling? So it proves that he wants to be alone in his real
nature.
The ego’s activities are:
You perceive it. All three take place in the
Then you know it. realm of the mind alone.
Then you enjoy it.
Then you become it. On the borderline
between mind and self.
Then you be it. In the Reality or Self.

895. H OW ARE LIFE ’ S ACTIVITIES CONNECTED ?
It is through the witness alone that your varied thoughts, feelings and
perceptions are connected. The real you are not connecting them at
all.
Your life-eternal is ego’s death – eternal. True life begins when
the ego dies and consciousness dawns.
21st April 1953

896. H OW DOES A THING AFFECT ME ?
Things affect you both by their presence and by their absence. Both
of them hide you.
897. T RYING TO IMPROVE THE WORLD IS A SACRILEGE . H OW ?

If there is a God who created this world, he knows and has powers to
maintain it. For a creature to try to improve the world is to usurp
God’s own responsibilities and to correct that God himself. Is this
anything short of sacrilege to God? It’s rather like the stupid railway
passenger who carried his baggage on his own head all through the
journey, and alighting claimed that it was he who carried it through.
The poor fool forgot that it was the train that was actually carrying
himself and his baggage.
898. W HO HAS ESTABLISHED HIMSELF ?

He who has deeply known Consciousness (though it is ridiculous to
say so) has established himself in Consciousness. He is a jivan-
mukta.
899. I S THERE ANYTHING HIGHER STILL ?

Yes. Not in content, but in the naturalness of control. Though born, as
a child in ignorance, it is the highest goal to become a ‘child in
knowledge’. All jivan-muktas do not rise to that state and it is not
necessary for their own purpose either.

900. H OW DO THE HEAD AND THE HEART FUNCTION ?
In spiritual matters alone, the head and the heart work harmoniously
together. But in the phenomenal sphere, they all too often work each
one divorced of the other.
901. W HAT ARE THE ACTIVITIES OF LOVE AND KNOWLEDGE ?

Love creates an object for its enjoyment. Immediately, knowledge
destroys that object, leaving love objectless. Being objectless, it is
one with love Absolute. Love is enriched not by taking but by giving.
itatumifiparattunniprapañcam samastam
palatumifi vamikkum vahniyil bhasmamakkum
karumanapalatevam kattiyatmasvarupe
zizutavizadamakkum vastuve satyamavu
The verse means: The left eye representing love creates all this world
for enjoyment; but the next moment the right eye representing
knowledge destroys all that in its consuming fire. This is indeed one
of the manifold divine lilas of the ‘child in knowledge’ in the field of
the Ultimate, through which it explains the world and establishes the
Truth.
22nd April 1953

902. I T IS SAID , I AM ALONE , IN THE INTERVAL BETWEEN
MENTATIONS . W HEN THE INTERVAL IS MENTIONED , DOES NOT
TIME COME IN ?
The interval is visualized by that principle standing beyond. To him

there is no time. For he is beyond body, senses and mind. So from his
stand, he was perceiving in identity. But to make you conceive it in
some manner, time is merely given as a starting point. The interval
being really timeless and objectless, when you make the attempt, you
are thrown into the beyond – where time disappears.
A means, which is an illusion, is first adopted from the relative
sphere, which is all illusion. But reaching the goal, when you look

back, you find then that the world-illusion has disappeared, and the
means-illusion along with it, leaving you all alone in your own glory.
23rd April 1953

903. W HAT IS A SPIRITUAL THOUGHT ?
Thought is an exercise of mind, in relation to some objects of the
world. Thought about the Truth is not a thought in the real sense.
Because Truth can never be an object of thought. So spiritual thought
is a misnomer. What is actually called a spiritual thought is only a
deep recognition of an established fact regarding the real ‘I’, beyond
all subject-object relationship.
904. W HAT IS RECOGNITION ?

Recognition is an acceptance of the fact of Truth. Repetition of it
makes the recognition deeper and deeper.
Recognition, remembrance and hope are the three props that
maintain the continuity of individual life. Of these three, recognition
stands nearer the ‘I’-principle than the other two.
905. W HY SHOULD I AVOID SIDDHIS ( POWERS )?

Because they create a newer and subtler world which binds you even
more strongly than the waking world, and weans you away from the
path of the Reality. So the spiritual aspirant should scrupulously shun
siddhis of all kinds.
vita-samsargavat siddha-samsargam moha-varddhakam
mohaya bhayabkaram jñatva siddham styajati yo narah
tasya nirvighnam ekanta kalpaya nirvikalpaya
anayasami hai ’va ’tma-jñana-siddhir bhaved dhruvam
906. H OW IS THE WITNESS TRANSFORMED ?

The witness is the highest limit to which one can go, on the way to
the Ultimate. When you reach the witness, your understanding it as

the witness disappears. But what appeared as the witness continues
still, as the Reality.
10th May 1953

907. W HY DO I SEE DIVERSITY ?
Because you are diversity yourself. When you think you are body,
senses and mind, all constantly changing, you are diversity yourself
and you see nothing but diversity outside. When you see you are that
changeless principle, you are no longer in diversity and then you see
no diversity either.
14th May 1953

908. W HY WAS S ITA - DEVI MADE FIRST TO EXPOUND THE
T RUTH OF R AMA AND S ITA TO H ANUMAN ?
In spite of the extreme flight of devotion to the person of Rama and
Sita, and the profound but objective study of all the shastras, the
higher reason or vidya-vritti had not yet awakened in Hanuman. So
the word expounding the Truth, as it came from Shri Rama, was apt
to be misunderstood.
Therefore Sita was made to expound first the Truth of Rama,
explaining his impersonal and self-luminous aspects, extolling the
glory of the Guru. Next, she expounded the truth of herself and the
world, to be appearing and acting by his mere presence. Thus was
Hanuman transformed into an uttamadhikari (earnest aspirant) by
having his attention directed to the impersonal in Rama. Her part was
only a preparation of the ground.
The crowning conclusion of tattvopadesha was given by Shri
Rama himself in a few words and Hanuman became a jivan-mukta
then and there.
23rd May 1953

909. W HY AM I GIVEN A SPIRITUAL NAME ?
This is done in response to a fundamental urge from deep below.
When everything (body, senses and mind) changes, you have to be
shown that you are changeless by clinging on to something at least

relatively changeless. So a changeless name is given to you to show
that you are changeless.
14th June 1953

910. H OW DO I SEE BEAUTY IN THE MOUNTAINS ?
You see only the mountain and superimpose beauty from your own
nature upon the mountain. So beauty is your own projection. Now do
you really see the mountain? If so, a child also must see the mountain.
But it does not. It simply sees. Neither do you see the mountain. You
too simply see. Seeing is Consciousness, the Self. Therefore you see
only yourself.
911. H OW IS T RUTH TRANSMITTED ?

When you are angry, you lose yourself in anger and so you transmit
it to another who gets angry with you in return. Similarly, when the
Guru talks about the Truth, the Guru gets lost in Truth and, through
the words that he uses, takes you on to the Truth. So it is anger that
transmits anger and Truth that transmits Truth or enlightens one.
25th June 1953

You say that you have understood the Truth. It means that you stood
at one with the Truth.
(The very word ‘understood’ is significant. It means you stood
under. Under what? Under the phenomenal. Under body, senses and
mind, as their background. Whether the godfathers of the language
meant the word to mean this, is a different question. It easily yields
itself to this interpretation, and it is also the perfect truth. Then why
not accept it?)
Just that was real experience. It was not experienced by anybody.
Experience is the very nature of Reality. You stood as that Reality;
but you do not often take note of it. Sometimes that deep conviction
of the Truth expresses itself in the realm of the mind. Ignorantly, you
call that expression an experience.

Real experience you first have on hearing the whole Truth direct
from the Guru. Immediately you endorse it with your whole being.
To say that you experienced it, is wrong. It is the language of duality,
and experience is non-dual. Experience itself is the ultimate Reality,
Truth, Background, ‘I’-principle, Consciousness, Love, Peace, Beauty,
Harmony and whatever else you may call it.
29th June 1953

913. W HAT IS THE TEST OF THE RIGHT LINE OF THINKING ?
It is to see whether it takes you to the witness. If so, you are on the
right line. That which expresses itself in the witnessed as well as in
the witness is alone the Truth.
914. T HE IGNORANT MAN AND THE S AGE

The ignorant man does not experience anything other than the body,
and is blissfully ignorant of the ‘I’-principle.
A Sage does not experience anything other than the ‘I’-principle,
and knows the body to be only an illusion.
30th June 1953

915. H OW DO OBJECTS HELP ME TO KNOW THE T RUTH ?
through objects.
Objects being known help you to understand first that there is an
independent principle in you called ‘knowingness’; and then, when
under instructions from a Guru you eliminate objects from the
knowledge of objects, you stand as pure knowing or Consciousness
itself. This knowledge is the all-pervading Reality, yourself.

So don’t look down upon objects, but utilize them intelligently as
a means to the Ultimate.
2nd July 1953

916. H OW TO KNOW THE UNIVERSE ?
To talk of the universe, a cosmic ruler etc. is all gibberish. The mind
cannot conceive anything bigger than itself. The universe includes
the individual and his mind. So the individual mind, as such, can
never quite comprehend its own holder – the universe or the supreme
power. In order to be able to conceive them, the mind must first
transcend its own limits of time and outgrow the universe. Then the
mind ceases to be mind and stands as the ultimate Reality. Looked at
from that stand, the universe as such disappears and thereby stands
transformed as the Reality itself. Therefore, the attempt is in vain.
917. W HERE IS SUBJECT- OBJECT RELATIONSHIP IN LOVE ?

When you say you love yourself, you yourself and love stand as one.
So also when you love another, you become one with the other. The
subject-object relationship vanishes, and the experience must be one
of identity. In order to ‘love thy neighbour as thyself’ you have to
stand as Atma itself.
The disappearance of subject-object relationship is only a natural
corollary of the experience of love. So then also of the experience of
knowledge. This actually happens in all experiences in the plane of
the relative.
Instead of taking note of the sublime Truth, after the event the ego
tries to limit it, misrepresent it and possess it. Whenever any doubt
arises, refer to the deep sleep experience. There is no subject-object
relationship there.
In the experience of Happiness, the mind dies. There is neither
enjoyer nor enjoyed in it. There is only Happiness. It is an egoless
state; but this is usurped subsequently by the ego. You are not getting
Happiness by loving all, but loving all is itself true Happiness. The
humanitarian worker emphasizes the ‘all’ and misses Happiness; the
vedantin emphasizes Happiness, his own nature, and misses or loses
the ‘all’.

8th July 1953
918. W HAT ARE OBSTACLES TO SPIRITUALITY AND HOW TO
REMOVE THEM ?
The thought that some things are obstacles is the first obstacle to
you. The best way to remove them is to look straight at them and
examine them. What you consider to be an obstacle consists of the
material part and the Consciousness or the Reality part. Direct your
attention to the Reality part alone and ignore the material part. Then
the thing ceases to be an obstacle and becomes a help instead.
919. S INCE HAPPINESS IS MY REAL NATURE WILL NOT MY

WORK SUFFER FOR WANT OF AN INCENTIVE ?
No. The question touches the Absolute and therefore you should not
expect an answer from the intellectual level. The answer can only be
from the level of experience. Your work will become objectless and
something other than happiness will take the place of the incentive.
The work will continue to be done perfectly even to the minutest
detail, unknown to the mind, and in all such work you will enjoy
yourself.
25th July 1953

920. W HAT IS IT THAT REALLY BINDS ME ?
It is not the outside that binds you, but it is something inside. It is
only your ignorance of what you are and your identification with the
wrong thing (body, senses and mind) that really binds you.
svayame tanne lakkappil sukhamay` vizramiccitum
inspektac ennapol deha-pañjare vafka saukhyamay`
Shri Atmananda
The Inspector of police and the thief may be sleeping or resting in
similar and adjacent cells in the police lockup. The Inspector does
not feel bound although the thief does. Thus the liberated – seen in
apparent bondage – is free beyond all seeming doubt.

921. W HY DO I NOT VISUALIZE A TMA ?
Who asks the question? If it is the ego, he can never visualize Atma.
If it is the ‘I’ in you that asks the question, that ‘I’ is Atma itself and
shall neither want nor be able to visualize Atma. Because you cannot
be the subject and object simultaneously.
26th July 1953

922. W HAT ARE RULES TO A S AGE ?
The Sage does not follow any rules. I do not mean rules like those of
the road or society, but rules of spirituality. Rules are really meant to
take one to the Sage or Truth. Accordingly, rules humbly follow the
Sage and do not dare to overtake him. It is so because the Sage does
not need their services and they are dissolved or become meaningless
in his presence.
923. W HY WAS THE ARTIFICIAL STATE OF NIRVIKALPA

SAMADHI INVENTED ?
The pioneers of the traditional (or cosmological) jnyana path took

the spontaneous state of deep sleep to be the seat of causal ignorance.
It was with a view to avoid or remove this ignorance by human effort
that the state of nirvikalpa samadhi was invented. In this goal, they
succeeded only partially. Because, as they came out of this samadhi
state, the shroud of ignorance engrossed them once again. So, a more
permanent solution had to be attained.
924. H OW DO YOU EXPERIENCE BEAUTY IN AN OBJECT ?

Beauty, as the world conceives it, is nothing but the harmony of
discordant things. The discordant notes in the object first attract you.
But slowly, the notes die away and you become aware of an external
harmony; which in its turn leads you to the inner harmony in which
you yourself are lost. This inner harmony is itself beauty – your real
nature.

925. D OES THIS NOT TAKE AWAY THE RELISH OF LIFE ?
No. Never. It only enhances the relish. At first you enjoy beauty. But
then you desire to be that enjoyment which is beyond that joy, and
thus you are taken to that harmony itself. You put that question only
because you have not experienced beauty or harmony in its fullness.
926. H OW DO THE S AGE AND THE IGNORANT MAN SEE

BEAUTIFUL THINGS ?
The Sage sees first a pure, degreeless harmony. And then he sees the
object. Thus, he may be said to see the object in the beauty. But the
ordinary man, who stands only at the body level, sees the object first;
and only then does he see something of the beauty or the harmony
expressed in the object. This helps him have a peep into the beyond
and nothing more.
27th July 1953

927. D EEP SLEEP AND SAMADHI – CAN THEY BE COMPARED ?
The deep sleep experience, as it is understood by the ordinary man,
is a mixture of both positive and negative experience. Samadhi of the
yogin is a positive experience alone, and both take place in the realm
of the mind.
928. H OW CAN SAMADHI EXPERIENCE BE MADE THE

ULTIMATE EXPERIENCE ?
The samadhi experience is that ‘I was happy.’ However, when you

understand, from a Karana-guru, that Happiness is your real nature,
you come to realize that you are yourself the goal of samadhi. With
this understanding, all hankering after samadhi disappears; though
samadhi might still come upon you sometimes merely as a matter of
course or samskara. But you will never again be so attracted by the
enjoyment of happiness in samadhi.
If there is a general agreement with regard to anything objective,
it is only an expression of the higher reason. If there is any sense of

permanence or changelessness appearing anywhere, it must only be
that of the ultimate background.
28th July 1953

929. W HAT OBSTRUCTS THE R EALITY ?
The presence as well as absence of the object. When you see the wall
without the usual picture hanging on it, you form a percept and a
concept together – the concept getting somewhat better of the two.
The percept is the absence of the picture and the concept is the idea
of the presence of the picture. It is clear that the wall, as it is, will
never be perceived if your attention is directed to either of the two.
Similarly, the Reality behind the world is obstructed not only by the
presence of the world in the waking and dream states, but also by its
absence in deep sleep. Both of them need to be transcended, so as to
reach the background.
930. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ DIRECTING ATTENTION TO ’?

You have grown up from a baby to a man. It is a fact in itself. Can
you say you remember it? No. You can only recognize it deeply. That
is directing attention to it. Direct attention to your real nature also in
a like manner.
31st July 1953

931. W HAT IS THE MISCHIEF OF TIME ?
Time is only an idea. And world is built upon the plurality of ideas,
depending upon time which is but an idea. Therefore time is not. Idea
is not. Both of them are nothing but the ultimate Reality. This time is
the arch-deceiver of all. You rely upon him to establish the world and
its religions.
What you recognize is here already. But what you remember has
to be brought or created by a thought that depends upon the illusion
of time.
You are the changeless principle. So you need only recognize that
fact.

1st August 1953
932. W HAT DO I SEEK BY LIBERATION ?
Your own individuality, which is that changeless principle in you.
933. W HY HAS THE ‘I’- PRINCIPLE NO ACTIVITY ?

Because the ‘I’-principle has neither organs nor mind.
But it is not dead. It is ever-present and alive. It is just that from
which all else gets light.
934. H OW DOES A TATTVOPADESHA HELP ME AFTERWARDS ?

You first listen to the Truth direct from the lips of the Guru. Your
mind, turned perfectly sattvic by the luminous presence of the Guru,
has become so sensitive and sharp that the whole thing is impressed
upon it as if it were a sensitive film. You visualize your real nature
then and there.
But the moment you come out, the check of the presence of the
Guru being removed, other samskaras rush in and you are unable to
recapitulate what was said or heard. But later on, whenever you think
of that glorious incident, the whole picture comes back to your mind
– including the form, words and arguments of the Guru – and you are
there thrown afresh into the same state of visualization which you
had experienced on the first day. Thus you continually hear the same
Truth from within.
This is how a spiritual tattvopadesha helps you all through life,
till you are established in your own real nature.
935. W HAT DOES THE WITNESS PERCEIVE ?

The witness perceives only the material part of the activity, and never
the Consciousness part of it.

936. H OW TO SEARCH FOR THE T RUTH ?
It is undertaken in two ways. One way is by following an ascending
order as taken up in the traditional method, and the other through a
descending order as in the direct method.
The former process is adopted by scientists, gradually ascending
from a world that attributes reality to the objective. Proceeding thus,
they knock against a blank wall of ignorance, because they find no
way to transcend duality.
The latter way is a process of descent from the Atma down to the
world of objects. Here the perspective of non-duality is retained, as
that which is characteristic of Atma. And from that stand, you find it
easy to discover the Truth – even behind the diversity of the world.
If you want to see the world in the correct perspective, you must
first see yourself correctly and then the world will automatically
shine in its true nature.
937. W HAT ARE TRIGUNAS ?

Tamas [passivity] and rajas [activity] are two distinct and separate
qualities or attributes – each with a good proportion of the other
mixed with it. But sattva [peace] is not a positive quality like the
other two. It is just that principle which keeps the balance between
the other two.
Let us take an example. If a man walks and walks, not wanting to
stop at all, that amounts to sattva, though on the surface it may well
appear to be rajas. Similarly, a sleeping man, when he wakes up, may
be inclined to return to that sleep again rather than take to activities
of world. Despite all kinds of temptations for active life, that may
also be sattva, though it might appear on the surface as tamas itself.
So there is tamas in rajas and rajas in tamas – sattva balancing the
two. If the ego does not come in to interfere, indolence is the Reality
itself. It may also be said that there is only sattva. When it is divided
into two, it appears as rajas and tamas. Sattva is the ultimate Reality
itself (shuddha-sattva).

938. H OW DOES THE WORLD VANISH ?
You cannot accept the evidence of form, in order to establish form.
The evidence must be provided from a higher level.
Therefore, to examine the gross world, you have to rise to the next
higher plane – which is mental. Then the idea of space and with it
too the idea of outside vanish.
Next, when you begin to examine the mental plane, you have to
rise to the Consciousness plane, as the sense of inside also vanishes
and the world disappears completely, leaving you as the ‘I’-principle.
The mind can never conceive the ‘generic’.
3rd August 1953

939. H OW TO APPLY THE ILLUSTRATION OF THE SNAKE IN THE
ROPE ?
The ‘this’-ness of the rope stands for the ‘I’ in me, and the snake
stands for body, senses and mind. This ‘I’ is attached to the illusion
as well as to the Reality beyond.
10th August 1953

940. M EMORY AND OBJECTIFICATION OF TIME
Memory and objectification of time are the obverse and the reverse
of the same coin, and upon that springs up the world.
Desire for liberation or Truth is not the function of the ego, but is
the expression of the being in you. If one says sincerely that he takes
a delight in being bound, surely he is liberated. (Of course ‘bound’
being used not in any limited sense but in the most comprehensive
way.) He must be so deeply convinced of his real nature of Peace
being the background of the bondage (misery) of every kind.
941. A S AGE IS IN REAL SAMADHI EVEN IN ACTIVITY. H OW ?

When you see a thing, actually you become it. The ‘it’ vanishes or
merges in you. This is nothing but samadhi [absorption]. This is
equally true in respect of other sense organs also. This is the truth

regarding the activities of the ordinary man. Much more so is it true
of the Sage, who is every moment conscious of it.
942. W HAT DOES MAN DESIRE – COMPANY OR LONELINESS ?

Only loneliness.
There is no denying that you like only Happiness, and it is to
obtain Happiness that you may seek company. But when Happiness
dawns, you leave all company and stand all on your own. There. you
are in absolute loneliness. Even when deluded that your company
gives you Happiness, why not carefully examine this?
If you do so, you will find that the moment you begin to be happy
you give up all objects: including your own body, senses and mind.
Do you like or welcome company in deep sleep? Are you not there
all on your own and completely happy, without a care in the world?
943. H OW IS POWER AN OBSTACLE TO T RUTH ?

The yogin takes to Consciousness as power and thereby the way to
Consciousness as Truth gets to be blocked. Power is objective and
you thus get enamoured of that power, never wanting to get beyond.
944. H OW IS A S AGE EQUIPPED TO BE A K ARANA - GURU , AN

A CARYA ?
Every Sage cannot be an Acarya. Special qualifications are needed to
be correctly thus equipped. Experience is needed of all the different
paths, including those of those of devotion and yoga, so as to guide
the many aspirants that may well come to him (including those with
perverted experiences) without cutting away the ground from under
their feet. These qualifications he can acquire by dint of exercises in
the earlier stages of his spiritual life. And in the light of the ultimate
Truth, later on, he may thus come to see the correct significance of
such experiences.
There are Sages who, though they have had no such previous
training, cannot help taking the role of the Guru; because they have
been explicitly ordered by their own Gurus to do so. In such cases,
all the necessary qualifications of the Guru come to them, as and

when required. Whatever they are lacking will be supplied instantly
by the true word of their Guru. Look at the exalted certitude of Shri
Shankara when he declares:
… jivo na ’ham deziko ’ktya zivo ’ham ..
By the word of my Guru, I am not the jiva, I am Peace itself.
945. H OW IS THE EGO TRANSFORMED ?

It is your thought, that every object is distinct and separate from you,
which constitutes the waking state with ego full-blown. If you stand
separate from any object, that separateness will also exist between
objects.
Gradually, you discover that your body is also an object like any
other, and you begin to look upon it as something separate from you.
Then you become a mental being. This is the first stage of progress
when the ego loses its grossness.
The mental stand is next given up and then your stand is in the
‘I’-principle. Then the whole of the objective world appears as a single
mass and that whole mass stands transformed into pure knowledge.
Grossness vanishes first and subtleness vanishes next.
Then you must stand as pure Consciousness. This experience may
happen either in the dream state or in the waking state; but the result
is the same. Sometimes in your dream you feel it is a dream; in a few
seconds, and without further effort, this entire world dissolves into
pure Consciousness.
24th August 1953

946. W HY DOES NOT THE EXPERIENCE OF DEEP SLEEP HELP
ONE SPIRITUALLY ?
Because the ordinary man looks upon deep sleep objectively. If deep
sleep loses its sense of objectivity and becomes subjective, you are
free.

947. W HAT DOES ‘I KNOW IT ’ MEAN ?
First the ‘it’ stands for form or object. Next, ‘it’ stands for seeing. At
last, ‘it’ stands for knowledge.
Thus the statement means ‘I know knowledge’, i.e. ‘I know I’, i.e.
‘I. I. I.’
948. W HAT IS A PERCEPT ?

That which is perceived. If you emphasize the ‘that’ part of it, the
percept becomes ‘that’ and ceases to be a percept.
25th August 1953

949. H OW DOES THE WITNESS STAND HELP ME ?
The witness stand helps you to renounce everything in effect, but
without renouncing anything physically or mentally.
950. H OW TO SEE THE FORM OF THE L ORD ?

You see the Lord through his pranks or deeds or mischief in his story.
So also see the Lord in and through his form.
31st August 1953

951. W HAT ARE FREE CHOICE AND FREE WILL ?
They are both of them contradictions in terms. Freedom cannot have
anything beside it; so therefore choice is out of the question. The real
‘I’-principle alone is, always, free. If anything stoops to choose, it is
the ego that does it. In itself, the ego is not free, its choice cannot be
free and it cannot help another to be free. The same applies to free
will. They are both misnomers.

952. A RISTOTLE SAYS THAT MAN IS A SOCIAL ANIMAL AND
ABHORS SOLITUDE . I S IT JUSTIFIABLE ?
The remark is superficial and made from a purely social standpoint.

The truth on closer examination is just the opposite. I say: ‘Man is
always in solitude and can never be otherwise.’
Can you share with another any part of your pain or pleasure? No.
Even your company has to come at last to ‘you’ in loneliness in order
to be recognized. They are also a projection of yourself.
Really there is no enjoyment in company. In company the mind is
always dissipated. The mind must die in order to be happy.
Samskaras = Innate tendencies.
Witnessing = Disinterested perception.
1st September 1953

953. H OW TO EXAMINE AN ACTION ( DOING )?
It has to be done subjectively and not objectively. Then the doer and
the deed both vanish, not being present in the doing.
drastra-darzana-drzyesu pratyekam bodha-matrata …
of these, each is pure consciousness.…]
Shri Shankara
2nd September 1953

954. T RIPUTI IS A MISNOMER .
Even to say that two things exist simultaneously, you must admit that
two things can be conceived or be perceived simultaneously. This is
impossible. So the triputi [the triad of see-er, seeing and seen] cannot
exist simultaneously.
15th September 1953

955. W HAT IS RENUNCIATION ?
Your real nature is renunciation itself. Renunciation of doership and
enjoyership from all your activities is real renunciation. Renunciation

can never be made. It is the natural effect of directing your attention
to your real nature.
956. FALLACY OF OPPOSITES

You cannot attribute any activity or inactivity to another – from the
standpoint of the onlooker. If you can perceive an activity quite free
of any reference made to its opposite, which is only a concept at a
different point of time, you are safe.
At no single point of time can any opposites exist together. Nor
are they opposites as such. Each is thus independent and complete in
itself. So each is the ultimate Truth. Thus, reference to opposites is
impossible at the same point of time.
What you call doing is in fact only another form of non-doing.
Therefore, there is neither doing nor non-doing.
957. T HE EGO IS LIKE A GHOST. H OW ?

The ghost, having no form of its own, takes possession of somebody
else’s form. When exorcized from there, he takes possession of the
form of still another.
Similarly, the ego has no form of its own. It claims the form of
doer, perceiver or enjoyer after the activity. The best way to kill the
ego is to refuse to give it any of these forms. The ego will then be
starved to death.
Directing attention to your real nature is the only sure means of
killing the ego.
17th September 1953

958. W HY IS NOT BEAUTY SEEN IN THE SAME OBJECT BY
DIFFERENT PERSONS ?
Because different persons have such different perspectives and such

different stands, setting up different standards, and so they look at
things also differently. Thus, recognition and appreciation of beauty
must differ, from person to person.

959. W HAT IS BEAUTY AND ITS RELATION TO OBJECTS ?
Some see beauty in the mountain. A mountain is a concrete object of
perception and beauty is the experience. You cannot separate the two.
So you make a mountain the possessor of beauty, and call it beautiful.
But the Truth is just the opposite. Beauty possesses the mountain,
because that beauty exists beyond the body, senses and mind. Thus it
can exist even without the mountain or any other object. That which
transcends body, senses and mind is only the ‘I’-principle or Truth.
So beauty is yourself.
960. H OW DO THE J NYANIN AND THE IGNORANT MAN

PERCEIVE BEAUTY ?
1. The Jnyanin sees the mountain as beauty, keeping beauty as

beauty, sublime to the core.
2. The ignorant man sees beauty in the mountain, keeping the
mountain as the mountain gross and inert.
The Sage sees the body as Atma and the ignorant man sees body as
Atma, each emphasizing the part italicized, and ignoring the other
part.
In the first case, beauty appears as the mountain, mountain-ness
vanishes, and beauty alone remains.
In the second case the mountain appears beautiful; mountain-ness
is emphasized; and beauty comes and goes.
22nd September 1953

961. W HAT IS SUICIDE ?
You find it impossible to get what you want with this body. So you
hope to get it elsewhere. You consider this body to be an obstacle to
the attainment of that which you desire. So you try to remove that
obstacle (your body) hoping thereby to achieve your desire.

24th September 1953
962. W HAT IS THE ULTIMATE R EALITY ?
It is that principle which denies everything else. It cannot refuse
existence to itself. You cannot say it is Consciousness. Who says so?
The mind cannot. You cannot say that mind exists; because then it
and existence must be different. You cannot say it is existence;
because then you must have perceived it. Therefore you cannot say
anything about the Reality.
28th September 1953

963. H OW DOES ONE LIVE ?
We see two distinct ways of living. They are:
1. The ignorant man’s life, and
2. The jivan-mukta’s life.
Life consists of the relationship of objects and knowledge. Objects
and knowledge are distinct and separate. The ignorant man attributes
reality to objects alone and lives in them. His life begins with the
mind and ends there. Therefore, he is bound. His activities begin
from the ego and end in the ego.
But the jivan-mukta knows that objects can never be anything but
pure Consciousness. He therefore lives in Consciousness. He knows
that life begins in him, beyond the mind, in Consciousness itself.
And it ends there. Therefore, what ordinarily affects an ignorant man
does not affect the Sage.
Thus the Sage is not upset by apparently conflicting thoughts,
feelings, perceptions or actions. He sees them all as nothing else but
Consciousness, the Self. That is the reason why no activities can ever
leave any samskara in the Sage. The Sage knows well that even ego
rises from up from Consciousness and ends back there.
So the difference comes only with regard to the centre. To the
ignorant man, the centre is the ego; and to the Sage, the centre is
Consciousness.
Know that your relationship with an object is only ‘knowing’. The
jivan-mukta is a living commentary of the Truth you have visualized.

So knowing that life is Consciousness, live in Consciousness and be
free.
2nd October 1953

964. W HAT IS IDOL WORSHIP ?
You cannot worship anything but a form. Concepts and percepts are
all forms. Brahman and the infinite are also forms. An idol is only
something known particularly. It is the symbol of the Absolute. But
in fact nobody worships the idol. Because, in practice, after looking
at the idol for a few moments, you invariably close your eyes and
contemplate just that of which the idol is only a symbol. Nobody
worships the idol, and nobody can worship without an idol.
15th October 1953

965. W HAT IS NOTHINGNESS ?
Nothingness can nowhere be perceived by the sense organs. Nor ever
be conceived by mind.
bhavantaram abhavo ’nyo na kaz cid anirupanat
Nothingness is only the change from one positive thing to another
such thing. You become what you perceive. You are not nothing and
therefore cannot ever become that. So nothingness cannot in truth
appear. Nothingness is never actually perceived. But, through senses
of perception, a changing show of different forms appears.
18th October 1953

966. W HAT IS REAL BHAKTI ?
It is not merely the adoration of the form of the personal god. It is the
resulting mobility or melting of the heart that is the real goal. You
have to get that melting of the heart even in tattva as it comes from
the lips of the Guru. This melting should happen, not in any of the
lower levels, but in a higher level and by something pertaining to the
right Absolute.

21st October 1953
967. W HAT IS MADNESS ?
Variety is madness. See the unity (witness) behind the variety and
you transcend madness. Be the knower and you are sane and free.
968. H OW TO EXAMINE THE TRIPUTI ( TRIAD )?

Triputi is constituted of the doer, doing and the deed. Of these three,
the doing and the deed alone are perceived. But the doer comes in
only after the function, and the doer is never perceived at all. So
there is no separate doer. This so called ‘doer’ is the witness itself,
but apparently limited or misunderstood.
drastra-darzana-drzyesu pratyekam bodha-matrata …
of these, each is pure consciousness.…]
Shri Shankara
969. W HY CAN YOU NOT SEE THE DOER ?

Because the witness alone can see the doer. But the witness has no
eyes to see; and the doer is not in the witness. So you can never see
the doer.
25th October 1953

970. H OW DOES THE S AGE TALK ?
The Sage talks always through your instruments. But there must be
something of the Sage even in those statements. Take note of that to
your advantage and benefit yourself. By themselves, the statements
leave no mark behind.
8th November 1953

971. T EARS AND SAMADHI
A great man has said that a devotee goes into samadhi with tears in
his eyes and that a Jnyanin comes out of samadhi with tears in his

eyes. But I say that this is not yet the whole truth. One can very well
both go into and come out of samadhi with tears in his eyes. This is
definitely higher than the former experiences. The experience of the
devotee was the result of contemplation (bhavam) of his ishta-deva.
The second was the result of a short contact with the ultimate Truth.
The third is the characteristic of the sahaja state of the established
Jnyanin.
5th December 1953

972. W HO WANTS AND TAKES TO SHASTRAS ?
It is only the ignorant man, who had not had the good fortune to be
blessed by a living Sage (a Guru), that usually takes to some shastra
– if only somewhat helplessly. Knowledge (Consciousness pure) is
the parent of the shastras. As such, the shastras cannot ever father
knowledge, nor can they awaken knowing in the aspirant. One who
gets guided by a Karana-guru should never need the service of any
shastra. The true purpose and utility of all shastras can only serve to
convince the aspirant about the supreme need of a Karana-guru and
to help search for one.
uttisthata jagrata prapya varan nibodhata .
[Arise! Awake! Find those who are
the best, and realize the Truth.]
20th December 1953

973. P ROFESSOR E INSTEIN HAS SAID : ‘W E CANNOT SAY THAT
THERE IS AN “I” BEYOND THE REALM OF MIND AND
INTELLECT.’ W HAT DOES IT MEAN ?
That certitude itself is the nature of that ‘I’ or Truth. So Einstein’s

own statement actually proves that ‘I’ beyond. Further, can Einstein
prove that there is anything in or below the mental level? No. Then
he has to deny himself everywhere. That certitude, which declares
that I cannot say I exist beyond intellect, is itself the svarupa (nature)
of Truth.

21st December 1953
974. A LL PROBLEMS RISE IN THE MENTAL PLANE AND THERE
IS NO PROBLEM IN THE PLANE BEYOND . T HEN HOW IS ANY
SOLUTION POSSIBLE ?
Problems exist in the gross, the sensual and mental planes. Each is
solved not from its own plane, but only from the plane above it. Thus
problems in the mental plane can be explained only from the plane
beyond. For example take the palace on the stage curtain. The verdict
of the eye may be corrected by the intellect behind it. Similarly, the
experience of the mind and intellect are corrected by some principle
from beyond the intellect.
23rd December 1953

975. T HE KEY TO THE ULTIMATE T RUTH
Can there be a key to the ultimate Truth? Yes, of course. The interval
between two mentations and deep sleep – if rightly understood – may
be such keys to the absolute Truth.
25th December 1953

976. H OW TO PERFORM AN ACTION UNATTACHED ?
Worldly actions can be performed in two ways:
1. By identifying yourself completely with body, senses and mind.
Then the action is spontaneous as in the lay-man.
2. By standing behind and thus controlling body, senses and mind in
order to achieve certain results, as in the case of the yogin. You
are still the apparent I, but more detached from the body, senses
and mind.
There is still a higher kind of action which is not strictly worldly.
3. Stand beyond the mind as the witness of all the activities of the
mind. As witness you are unaffected by objects or actions and so
you are unattached in your action.

28th December 1953
977. W HAT IS BONDAGE AND HOW TO BE LIBERATED ?
Diversity is bondage and non-duality is liberation.
When you, yourself, stand as the many, you cannot help seeing
many outside. But when you stand as the only one, you can never see
the many. The many in you are body, senses and mind. Stand as the
one subject in yourself, and the world will also stand reduced to the
one Reality. This is liberation.
If anyone says he is in trouble, ask him, ‘Are you one or are you
many?’ He must certainly reply, ‘I am one.’ Then say, ‘Be that one
always’, and all trouble will vanish at once.
978. H OW TO SEE THE FLOWER AS IT IS ?

You see the things possessed by the flower through the senses and
mind possessed by you. But to see the flower as it is, you must stand
by yourself, dispossessed of senses and the mind. Then you see the
flower as yourself, pure Consciousness.
8th January 1954

979. P LEASURE
Pleasure (or a sigh of relief) is a prelude to the state of Peace and is
often mistaken for Peace itself.
980. T HE BODY
The body is the cell in which both the Sage and the ignorant man
seem to sleep. The one feels free and the other bound.
svayame tanne lakkappil sukhamay` vizramiccitum
inspektac ennapol deha-pañjare vafka saukhyamay`
[As in a cell in his own lock-up,
an inspector of police
may rest content and be refreshed;
so also in this cage of body,
one who is in charge of it

may live refreshed, at one with that
which is contentment in itself.]
Shri Atmananda
[see also note 920]
12th January 1954

981. W HAT IS THE ‘I T ’?
The ‘It’ in our transactions is the real part of the world. What is this
‘It’? That alone can be permanent or real which answers equally to
your perception, thought, feeling and knowing. That which answers
to all these four alike is only the ‘I’ or Consciousness. That is itself
the ‘It’.
982. W HAT IS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LISTENING TO THE

WORDS OF THE S AGE AND READING THE S AGE ’ S WRITINGS ?
When you read the works of a Sage you read your own sense into his
words. You attempt to illumine the writings of the Sage with the
distorting light of your puny intellect, and you fail miserably. But, on
listening to the Sage, because the Sage himself gives the full blaze of
his light of pure Consciousness to the talk, his words are understood
by you in the correctest manner, in spite of all your resistance.
Doing good to the world by itself is no criterion to prove that an
individual has realized the Truth.
983. G RADATION OF LOVE

Love is conditioned (kama) when it is limited to your physical
body.
Love is gratitude (sneha) when it is attached not so much to
the body as to your subtle being.
Love is prema, where there is no consideration of the lower
self at all. The ideal goal of Hindu marriage is to be wedded in
love as prema.
Why does a Sage take pains to talk in order to enlighten others? It is
for the self-satisfaction of the Sage himself, and not only for the sake

of some apparent ‘I’. The self-satisfaction of the Sage covers the
whole world including the listeners. Therefore it is pure love that
speaks to love. The love of the Sage is not conditioned and has no
purpose. It is that love alone which talks, and must at last be heard.
14th January 1954

984. S TATES OF G OD
As the individual soul has three states, so has God.
The gross universe is God’s waking state.
The cosmic mind is God’s subtle word (or dream state).
Pralaya (deluge) is God’s deep sleep state.
15th January 1954

985. W HAT IS YOUR PLACE IN AN ACTIVITY ?
An important statement is often made by you. You say, ‘I stand
here.’
Who says that? Certainly not a dead inert body which is standing,
but someone who has seen the standing. He, the witness, can only
see and cannot say. This sayer is the ego, who identifies himself with
the witness and claims the witnessing for himself.
Therefore in every statement which concerns your activities, there
are three different entities involved, namely the body, the ego and the
witness. Of these three, know that you are always the witness. Be
there, and you are free.
986. W HAT IS THE GOAL OF MUSIC ?

Harmony outside takes you to harmony inside, and harmony inside is
the ‘I’-principle itself. Thus music takes you to the harmony behind
it, and that takes you to the harmony inside which is Truth itself.

16th January 1954
987. W HY DOES NOT THE S AGE WORK FOR THE UPLIFT OF
HUMANITY ?
Answer: Where is the humanity please, for whom I am to work?

Questioner: This humanity we see.
Answer: Why don’t you then work for the suffering humanity you
perceived with an equal sense of reality in your dream state?
I am working for it in my own way, not by doling out material
comforts, but by examining the correctness of this apparent humanity
and its apparent suffering; and proving that the whole of humanity is
myself, the one true ‘I’-principle.
That ‘I’ alone correctly knows what’s true and real. It’s only by
returning there that an impartial knowing may truly found: beneath
all fabricated show of waking body, partial senses and our dreaming
minds.
But you are trying here to reach the one same goal through crude
organs of material action. These are only products of the waking and
dream states. As such, they cannot rightly lead to Truth itself. They
cannot attain, subjectively, that deathless Peace and Happiness which
must quite clearly reach beyond all states of waking and of dream.
22nd January 1954

988. F ORM AND SEEING
You say that all forms you see are seeing alone, because form and
seeing are one. Why can’t you assert for the same reason that all is
form?
The basic method employed in all examination is the verification
of distant things by instruments felt nearer and better known to you.
Therefore you cannot take your stand in form and examine seeing,
since seeing is nearer to you than form. So form merges in seeing
and not the other way round. In examining the world, the object first
reduces itself into the known. In the next step the known is found to
be nothing other than knowledge itself. So the world is nothing else
but true knowing.

23rd January 1954
989. F ORGETFULNESS BY FAR EXCELS GRATEFULNESS
mayy eva jirnatam yatu yatvayo ’pakrtam hare
narah pratyupakara ’rthi vipattim abhivañchati
Meaning: If you have done me any good, may all thought of it die in
me, and let me not long to help you in return. Because otherwise that
would actually be longing for misfortune to befall upon you, in order
to give me an opportunity to do you good in return.
31st January 1954

990. H OW TO CONDUCT ONESELF AFTER VISUALIZING THE
T RUTH ?
In your everyday life, you may conduct yourself exactly as you have
always done. But there will be a world of difference between your
activities before and after visualization of Truth. Formerly you lost
yourself in the objects, but now it is their turn to lose themselves in
you.
991. W HEN DO YOU KNOW YOURSELF ?

You know yourself when there is neither something nor nothing to be
known.
3rd February 1954

992. B RAIN IS INACTIVE BETWEEN MENTATIONS
The state between two thoughts is the same as the state when you
appear to think, ‘I am’ or ‘I know I am.’ Then the brain cells do not
function even though you appear to think. If you ask the doctor to
examine you at that time, he can only say that the brain is still, or not
perceptible.

993. B ACKGROUND
The show of variety must prove the existence of something changeless
as its background. Analysing the variety and reaching the so called
background, its background-ness also vanishes and there you stand
Absolute in your real nature. It is just that which was merely called
the background, in relation to the appearance.
4th February 1954

994. W HAT IS EXPRESSION ?
The real ‘I’-principle is not the expression. It is the Reality itself (the
expressed). But when you consider it in terms of its characteristics as
happiness or knowledge, with a beginning and an end, that is what is
called an ‘expression’.
995. W HY DO BHAKTAS NOT LIKE ADVAITA ?

Strictly speaking they are also seeking advaita. But they do not know
what they are doing. They want enjoyment and do not want to give it
up. They are afraid that they will loose their enjoyment in actual
advaita. But when they are made to understand that the happiness,
which they assume they enjoy, is merely an expression of the real
‘I’-principle (advaita), the bhakta becomes an advaitin and realizes
the Truth. So the real ‘I’-principle is the expressed and the happiness
aspect a mere expression.
Lord Krishna is the happiness in the vision of the Lord. If you
admit that you want that happiness in all the three states, without a
break, it is only that principle which is persistently present in all the
three states that can provide it. There is only one such principle, and
that is the real ‘I’-principle, with its real nature as pure Happiness.
Therefore get beyond the name and form of the Lord and you are in
advaita.
996. W HAT IS GETTING BEYOND NAME AND FORM ?

Understanding name and form to be expressions of the impersonal,
and then meditating upon that name and form, can take you beyond

the name and the form. Then, the reaction that comes is from the
impersonal, and that spontaneously raises you to there.
This is the way to get beyond name and form. Understand God to
be impersonal and then meditate upon any of his names and forms to
get beyond all appearance. Worldly knowledge expires in ‘enjoying;
then ‘enjoyment’ expires in ‘becoming’; and ‘becoming’ expires in
‘being’.
997. S OME SAY THAT IT IS ONLY AFTER DEATH THAT ONE CAN
BECOME ONE WITH G OD . I S IT TRUE ?
At each moment of enjoying happiness you are really momentarily

dead, and have become one with God – whose real nature, svarupa,
is objectless Happiness. Then your body is relaxed, the sense organs
refuse to function, the mind ceases to think or feel, and you enjoy
what you call happiness. All the principles that claim to live have, for
that moment, died.
Therefore, you are actually dying every moment, to become God.
So don’t wait for the last death of the body, but know that you are
doing it every moment. Thus you become God himself (real advaita).
6th February 1954

998. A PHORISMS AND THEIR INTERPRETATIONS
‘Thou art that.’ (Tat tvam asi)
None other than a Sage can understand the true significance of this
aphorism or discuss its meaning. In order to understand anything,
you must stand at least one step higher than the level of the object
concerned. Thus, in order to understand the true meaning of ‘thou’,
you have to stand beyond the ‘thou’. And to understand the meaning
of ‘that’, you have to stand beyond the ‘that’. Therefore, in books
whose authors are not Sages, all remarks about the meaning of such
aphorisms can only be short-sighted and wrong.
999. H OW TO REALIZE BRAHMAN ?

Brahman is conceived as remote and big by the relatively small,
apparent ‘I’. It has to be brought into the present and experienced by

the ‘I’. To this there are two obstacles: the smallness of the ‘I’ and
the farness or distance of brahman.
The idea of smallness of the ‘I’ is removed by contemplating the
aphorism ‘I am brahman’ (Aham brahma ’smi).
After experiencing identity with brahman, by deep contemplation,
you are asked to contemplate another such aphorism ‘Brahman am I’
(Brahmai ’va ’ham). This process thus brings brahman nearer, and
helps establish its identity with the ever-present ‘I’.
But the sense of bigness attached to brahman still continues. This
limitation also needs to be transcended, by contemplating yet another
aphorism ‘Consciousness is brahman’ (Prajñanam brahma).
Thus you reach the state of pure advaita. But this can be attained
directly, even at the very outset, by seeing the ‘I’ to be nothing but
Consciousness.
1000. W HAT DO YOU ACHIEVE BY PRACTISING YOGA ?

By yoga, one achieves only such things as can be achieved by other
means and that too after involving much more time and effort. It is
foolish to waste one’s life on such things.
Realization of Truth cannot be achieved by yoga. Realization is
enabled only by approaching a Sage and thus surrendering yourself
unconditionally to Him. Therefore, devote your life to the attainment
of that end and to nothing else.
8th February 1954

1001. C AN IT BE SAID THAT ART COMES OUT OF SUFFERING ?
Many artists suffer intensely. Still, profound works of art come out of
them. Of course art is the expression of Truth. So can it be said that
art comes out of suffering?
Let us first examine the question itself. From what level does the
question arise? Most likely from the level of duality. There art is the
expression of harmony. Where there is harmony, there are no words
or any other kind of duality. So through the harmony of words, get to
the harmony beyond, which is your real nature. Art is the expression
of that harmony.

Or in other words, look at the question subjectively, find out your
relationship with that question, and try to solve it from that level.
Then you will find that at your own level, the question does not arise
at all. And this itself is the ultimate solution of all such questions.
Approach every question in this manner.
Discord and harmony are both related only to you and not to each
other. If you go to either and remain there alone, it ceases to be what
it is called and becomes the Truth itself.
1002. O RIGIN OF SPACE AND TIME

You yourself are the permanent substratum, and the urge naturally
comes from deep within you: so as to find a similar substratum to all
changes outside.
The substratum of changing objects is space; but space is as dead
and inert as an object itself. Just give Consciousness to space and it
becomes the Absolute.
So also, time is the permanent substratum of thoughts and feelings
and is dead and inert as well. Give Consciousness to time and thus it
too becomes the Absolute.
By ‘give Consciousness to it’, I mean either see it subjectively or
see it as possessing consciousness.
dvayor madhya-gatam nityam asti-na ’sti ’ti paksayoh
prakazanam prakazyanam atmanam samupasmahe
I stand between ‘is’ and ‘is not’, explaining or illuminating both.
When you understand that light as the being itself, the non-being
disappears.
1003. H OW TO VIEW ‘I AM ALL’?

The all should merge in the ‘I’ and disappear, leaving the ‘I’ absolute.
But if you begin to expand the ‘I’ into the ‘all’, you go wrong and
still remain as the object. The objectivity must disappear completely.
If you say that ‘Nothing is’, it does not mean that non-existence is
the end of all, but that existence is the end of all. This is so because
the ‘is’ at the end of the statement stands for being or existence alone.

14th February 1954
1004. W HAT IS AHANKARA AND HOW TO RISE ABOVE IT ?
Ahankara [ego] is the sense of one’s separateness from everything
else. You can rise above it only by reaching the background Truth,
where all sense of separateness vanishes. One of the tests of having
annihilated the ego is a genuine sense of humility, expressing itself
by never trying to exploit or even recognize your position of vantage
and perfection.
1005. W HY ARE PEOPLE ( AND EVEN GODS ) FOND OF

FLATTERY ?
All flattery is directed to the Reality behind the ego. Even though
you do not know it, you are that Reality. The false identification of
the ego with the ‘I’-principle enables you to be pleased, and the ego
wrongly claims all praise thus for his little self.
1006. W HY DON ’ T ‘I’ KNOW MYSELF IN DEEP SLEEP ?

In deep sleep you are all alone. In that state, you can never split
yourself into two – one part knowing the other. There, you had no
knowledge: not even of yourself. Hence you can never know that,
when you are that.
1007. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN I SAY ‘I ENJOY HAPPINESS ’ OR

THAT ‘I KNOW OR PERCEIVE ANYTHING ’?
It is all a lie. It is a distortion created by the ego, by interpreting the

Truth in the ego’s own terms. So, whenever you say you perceive,
know or enjoy anything, you are really in your own background, the
Truth. When you say you see anything, you are seeing the mind
assuming that form. If you are seeing the mind in that manner what
is your position? You can only be the witness of the mentation.

15th February 1954
1008. A RE MIND AND SENSES PRESENT IN C ONSCIOUSNESS ?
‘Some people say that mind and senses are not found present in
Consciousness. That position is wrong. They must indeed be present
there. How could you then not be aware of their existence?’
‘Yes, of course.’
‘So are they not in your awareness which is pure Consciousness?’
‘Yes.’
3rd March 1954

1009. W HAT IS THE RIGHT WAY OF UNDERSTANDING ?
The right way of understanding must be through the expression to
the expressed. As you listen to his teaching, you thereby accept the
teacher as your ‘self’. The expressed is always the teacher.
You are never asked to look outwards – through the senses or the
mind. Looking in, you are yourself alone as the ‘I’-principle, which
is another vision of the teacher. The teaching is only a means to make
you look within. That takes you beyond body and mind – where you
get a vision of the teacher himself. There you see the teacher whole.
No part of him is left behind.
telivay` olivay` nilkkum oliyam porul azramam
mama kanicca mal svami caranam zaranam mama .
(It means: ‘My Lord has most graciously and effortlessly revealed to
me the self-effulgent Truth which though ever shining was unnoticed
so long. His holy feet alone are my eternal solace.’)
Here teacher, teaching and the taught are one. The understanding
is also the real ‘I’-principle. In order to teach anything, the teacher
must stand above the teaching. So the teacher, standing thus beyond
the mind is there helping the disciple to come to that level, through a
medium of teaching which takes him beyond body and the mind.
You can never remember what you understand. You can remember
only that which mind has understood. Here understanding the truth
means becoming Truth. If you aspire to repeat the same experience,

think of the teacher along with the teaching and you will easily be
led on to the same experience (the expressed). You cannot express
yourself as you wish. So never desire that. But should the Truth ever
choose to express itself, at any moment in any manner, enjoy it. That
is all.
In all phenomenal teaching it is only ‘his’ that is transmitted, often
in parts, through the teaching. But in spiritual teaching it is ‘he’ that
is taught or transmitted and that not in part but in full. The Guru’s
form is the only object in the universe which, if contemplated upon,
takes you directly to the real subject – the Reality.
12th March 1954

1010. W HERE DO YOU WAKE UP FROM A DREAM STATE ?
(In the dream itself or in the waking state?)
If the waking act is an act in the waking state, the waking state
must have existed even before the waking act. Then it is no waking
act. Nor can it take place in the dream state either. The waking act is
thus timeless. The timeless is the Ultimate, called the ‘I’-principle.
So you wake up into the interval between the states, where you are
timeless all alone.
7th April 1954

1011. S OLIPSISM
Solipsism is a cult developed in the west. They hold the ‘self’ as the
only knowable or existent thing. According to them the ego is the
‘self’. Solipsism may well be accepted by Vedanta if the word ‘self’
is interpreted to mean the real ‘I’-principle, which remains over even
after the annihilation of the ego.
8th April 1954

1012. W HAT DO YOU KNOW IN DEEP SLEEP ?
You do not know anything objective in deep sleep.
But you might say you know Happiness. No, not even that. You
do not know Happiness. It is unknowable.

But it may be said that you know the limitations placed on it by
time or the boundaries of Happiness. And these belong evidently, not
to deep sleep nor to Happiness, but rather to other states immediately
before and after deep sleep. These boundaries are perceived in only
the dream or waking states. And then you call the interval deep sleep
and its content Happiness, since the opposite of happiness was not
experienced.
Suppose the deep sleep continues. Would you be able to recognize
it? No. Still you would perceive only the very same boundaries when
not in deep sleep. Thus, in deep sleep, you do not know anything.
1013. I NTERVAL BETWEEN TWO MENTATIONS

Unable to refute the argument that Peace prevails in the interval
between two mentations, some imitation teachers – possessing mere
book lore – advise their unfortunate followers to endeavour to extend
the period of the interval, hoping thereby to extend the Peace in time.
Poor souls, they understand neither Peace nor the interval.
It is only a Jnyanin that can draw your attention to the interval
between two succeeding mentations. In so directing your attention to
it, the purpose of the Jnyanin is not to show you the limitations of the
interval, but its content. The limitation is mere time, and the content
of the interval is beyond both time and mind. When you perceive that
content which is your own Self, you go beyond mind and time, and
the limitations belonging only to the mental sphere disappear at once.
Thus what appeared as interval ceases to be an interval, but stands as
the Absolute.
So the advice to endeavour to extend the period of the interval is
absurd. It thereby advises you never to allow the mind, as such, to
disappear.
1014. S HIVOHAM
rajjv ajñanad bhati rajjau yatha ’hih
svatma-jñanad atmano jiva-bhavah .
dipenai ’tad bhranti-naze sa rajjur
[see note 713]

This verse is often quoted to establish that Peace or Happiness is
your real nature. The phrase ‘deziko ’ktya’, meaning ‘by the word of
my Guru’, is the heart and soul of the whole verse. That word starts
from the Guru, the background of the Atma; and it has certainly the
aroma of Atma in it. It is that word or sound carrying that aroma with
it that drills itself into the disciple and makes it impossible for him to
escape from visualizing Atma at once.
When once the Truth is thus visualized, you can repeat just that
experience as often as you want, by attempting to remember the past
circumstances antecedent to it. For these will throw you, once again,
into the same experience beyond all circumstances. This experience
you can never remember, since it is beyond the mind. But you can
remember only the antecedent circumstances which led you on to
that experience. Thus Happiness alone is again experienced. and only
the antecedents are remembered.
1015. E FFICACY OF THE SPOKEN WORD OF THE G URU AND

THE WRITTEN WORD
When the Guru talks to you about the Truth there is no doubting the
words that you no hear. But now it is at once the words themselves
that disappear. Nothing at all remains for you to refer to, nor upon
which to depend, except the Guru himself. So in case of any doubt
you approach the Guru again any number of times; and every time he
explains it in a different set of words. Each time you understand the
same sense, more and more deeply. Therefore it is evident that it is
not from words or their meaning that you understand the sense,
because the words used each time are different. From this it is clear
that something else also follows the words, from the Guru. It is this
something that penetrates into the inmost core of the disciple and
works the miraculous transformation called experience.
When you read the written word before listening to the Truth from
the lips of the Guru, that something, which follows the spoken word
of the Guru, is entirely absent, And you have to depend upon the
dead word which is still before you and its meaning as your ego is
now inclined to interpret it, in the dark light of its own phenomenal
experiences. Thus naturally, you miss that divine experience: as you

read only the written word; though it is so easily and effortlessly
obtained in the presence of the Guru, or after even once listening to
the Truth from him.
When you listen to the spoken word of the Guru, even on the first
occasion your ego takes leave of you and you visualize the Truth at
once, being left alone in your real nature. But when you read the
same words by yourself, your ego lingers on in the form of the word,
its meaning and so on, as you keep failing to transcend them. To
visualize the Truth, the only condition needed is the elimination of
the ego.
This is never possible by mere reading, before meeting the Guru.
Therefore listen, listen, listen and never be satisfied with anything
else. After thus listening to the Truth from the Guru direct and after
visualizing the Truth in his presence, you may well take to thinking
deeply over what the Guru has told you. This is also another form of
listening and it takes you, without fail, to the same experience you
have already had in his presence.
9th June 1954

1016. Dr. H. and his wife asked: ‘W HAT BOOKS ON
PHILOSOPHY SHALL WE READ ’?
Books will not help you much to understand the Truth. Sometimes
they may even do you much harm. Suppose you read the Bhagavad-
gita which is recognized as one of the tripods of Hindu religion. Your
only help is the existing commentaries. You do not know whether a
particular commentator was a man who had realized the Truth or not.
If he had not, he will misguide you. You can read only your own
sense in a book, be it the original or a commentary.
A Sage alone can show you the Truth. But after understanding the
Truth from the Sage, you may read only the few books he suggests,
to keep you in the groove he has chalked out. After some time, when
you are established in the Truth yourself, you may read any book,
good or bad.
Every book has some nuggets of Truth in it. You will yourself be
able to pick these out and throw away the dross. If nothing in the
book attracts you, accept it for its existence value and thus find it an
expression of the Ultimate.

1017. W HEN DOES THE HIGHER REASON COME INTO PLAY ?
When you want to know something beyond the experiences of the
body, senses or the mind, then the higher reason comes into play.
1018. P HILOSOPHY WESTERN AND EASTERN

Western philosophy is all speculation in the realm of the mind. But
Indian philosophy is ‘darshana’: meaning visualization or one’s own
direct experience.
1019. M ETHODS OF S ELF - REALIZATION – ( COSMOLOGICAL

AND DIRECT )
The cosmological method consists of three distinct stages:

1. Shravana – listening to the Truth from the lips of the Guru.
2. Manana – thinking over it with concentrated attention over and
over again.
3. Nididhyasana – thinking profoundly about that Truth with the aid
of reason.
This last exercise leads you to a state called nirvikalpa samadhi,
where the mind remains in a state of stillness, and you stand as
witness of everything. By getting accustomed to this state, by dint of
the prolonged practice of samadhi, one day at last the seed of Truth,
received from the Guru in the form of the aphorism ‘Prajñanam asmi’
(I am Consciousness), bears fruit and you realize your real nature of
Consciousness. This is Self-realization.
Direct method: You listen to the Truth from the lips of the Guru, and
you visualize your real nature the ‘Truth’ then and there. Then you
are asked to cling on to the Truth so visualized, either by listening to
the Guru as often as possible, or by repeating the same or other
arguments to prove your real nature, over and over again. This last
course is also another form of listening to the Guru and takes you,
without fail, to that very same experience you had at first. Therefore
listen, listen, listen to the Guru. This is the direct method.

11th June 1954
1020. P HENOMENAL KNOWLEDGE
Phenomenal knowledge is the inherent ‘knowingness’ within you,
coming out occasionally through the mind or senses.
18th June 1954

1021. W HAT IS PRACTICAL ?
The term ‘practical’ literally means that which is concerned with
practice. By practice we mean habitual action. So ‘practical’, in the
ordinary sense, involves body or mind.
But practical and impractical both depend for their very existence
upon the fundamental Truth involved in the statement or experience:
‘I know I am.’ It is an assertion of the fact that I exist. Is there any
mind or sense involved in this? No. It is pure experience or direct
knowledge. It is more real and so more practical, if by ‘practical’ you
mean real.
1022. W HY IS THERE DIVERSITY ?

Really there is no diversity. This is the correct answer. But it can also
be answered in other ways.
1. Because this ‘why’ seems there. The ‘why’ is diversity itself. One
thing is divided into two by mere words and kept separate. Here
begins diversity. Take for example, the earth and the pot. There is
the earth in the pot, and there is earth and earth alone. ‘Pot’ is
only another name for the particular form temporarily assumed
by the earth.
2. Because you stand as diversity yourself. See what you are in your
phenomenal life. You are the body, senses, mind or anything else
you please. But please tell me, which ‘you’ in this medley am I to
address? Each of these has its corresponding objects outside. So
it is only when you stand as diversity yourself that you perceive
diversity outside. When you stand as the indivisible beyond the
mind – as the real ‘I’-principle, there is no diversity at all – not
ever at anytime, nor anywhere.

1023. A PEEP INTO THE HEART OF YOGA
Yogins say vaguely that they are trying to control the mind by dint of
vairagya (dispassion) and exercise. This is easily said. But who is it
exactly that controls the prana and the mind?
Certainly not the mind itself; because the purpose of the exercise
itself is to still the mind, and the same mind can never be at once the
subject and the object of the same activity. So, some independent
principle beyond the mind must be guiding the yogin to control the
prana and the mind. Is it not better to be that free principle itself and
thus cease bothering about the mind or anything else?
Leave the mind to itself. This is how the mind is dealt with in the
direct method.
29th June 1954

1024. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF FRONT AND BACK IN
SPIRITUAL CONTEXT ?
Question: In Atma-nirvriti, chapter 18 (verses 5-7), addressed ‘To the

mind’, it is said: ‘You should first look behind and see me there, and
then I will draw you into the inmost core of your being.’ What does
this mean, and what is the significance of ‘front’ and ‘back’, so far as
the mind is concerned?
Answer: The mind moves only in the realm of the body-samskaras.
So by ‘front’ the mind means objects, and by ‘back’ it means absence
of objects.
The mind is asked to look back, in its own language. Therefore it
has to give up objects as a whole, when it gives up the front. But then
it does not realize that the back – which is just the reverse of the
front – has also simultaneously disappeared with the front.
So when the mind has given up objects and tries to look back, it is
really left within itself – which is the inside of the mind, in the
mind’s own language. This is how the mind is drawn into the inmost
core of one’s being.

1st July 1954
1025. W HAT SHOULD I EMPHASIZE IN MY ACTIVITIES ?
Every man has three distinct and progressive perspectives of the
world: through the senses, the mind and Consciousness.
Through the senses, you perceive only gross objects. Then as you
transcend the first and reach the second stage, you thereby perceive
only subtle objects or ideas. In the last stage, everything appears as
Consciousness.
The Guru wants you only to recognize and emphasize sufficiently
this last faculty (if faculty it may be called) or Consciousness. If you
succeed in doing at least this much after listening to the Truth from
the Guru, you will without any doubt get established in the Reality.
Emphasis on any one or both of the first two perspectives ties you
down as a jiva.
1026. W HAT IS THE MEANING OF THE INDISPENSABLE ‘ IT ’?

We usually say: ‘I saw it’, ‘I thought about it’, and ‘I know it.’
The first ‘it’ is form.
The second ‘it’ is thought-form or idea.
The third ‘it’ is pure Consciousness.
Here our attempt is to establish a changeless ‘It’ behind all the three
experiences. This shows that the thing is changeless (Consciousness).
drstim jñana-mayim krtva pazyan brahma-mayam jagat
[Converting sight of objects into
seeing that just knows, that very
seeing is none other than
the world’s complete reality.]
[see note 1056]
Shri Shankara, Aparokshanubhuti, 116

1027. W HAT IS WITNESS KNOWLEDGE ?
Witness knowledge is pure Consciousness. But mentation knowledge
always appears in the form of subject-object relationship. When you
stand as witness, you are in your real nature.
Mentation appears in the light of the witness. The light in the
mentation knowledge is itself the witness. There is thus no mentation
in the witness.
The state of the witness is the same as that of deep sleep and of
Consciousness pure.
4th July 1954

1028. W HEN DID YOU WAKE UP ?
If in your answer you refer to the waking time, it would mean that
the waking state existed even before the so-called waking. In that
sense, waking has no meaning, and waking thus becomes merely an
incident in the waking state. So also deep sleep becomes part of the
waking state. Then the problem of waking does not arise, since deep
sleep cannot be established as a separate state.
But waking is our experience, and this definitely must precede the
waking state. In that condition just before waking, no time has yet
come into its passing existence, and deep sleep can have no temporal
record of its own. Therefore it is timeless, and the experience is not
of a subject-object nature. That must be your own real nature of pure
Consciousness.
Therefore, every state appears in you and vanishes into you. Thus
you do not wake at all, since you have never gone out of your own
Self.
But speaking from a lower level, you can say that you wake up
from every state into that so called interval which is your real nature,
or you wake up into yourself, where there is no time and so the
question ‘when’ does not apply to it.
It has been proved that you are in your real nature in between two
mentations. The states are mere expanded mentations. Therefore, the
interval between two states is also your real nature; and therefore you
wake up into that unqualified wakefulness which is your real nature,
and it is only subsequently that the next state appears.

Within the waking and dream states you are awake to the world.
But between the states you are awake to your own Self.
13th July 1954

1029. R ELATIONSHIP BETWEEN JIVA - HOOD AND THE REAL
NATURE
The jiva has a nine-fold samsara, namely:

The doer The doing The deed
The enjoyer The enjoyment The enjoyed
or perceiver or perception or perceived
The knower The knowing The known
One’s jiva-hood and one’s real nature can never be perceived by each
other. But standing in the jiva itself, and thus accepting a small taint
which is neither detrimental nor instrumental to the Truth, you can
visualize the Reality; and this method is just that of the witness.
21st July 1954

1030. M ETHODS FOR S ELF - REALIZATION
The methods usually adopted for Self-realization are of two kinds:
1. The absorption process (the traditional method).
2. The separation process (the direct method).
The yogically minded jnyanins usually adopt the first method – that
of absorption. Here you try to purify the mind and make it more and
more sattvic, until at last you make it fit to be absorbed into your
own true Self. Now there is still another application of the process of
absorption. The object is at a distance. You bring it nearer by seeing.
You bring it still nearer by love. And lastly, by knowing, you absorb
it into you.
The real jnyanins adopt the second method – that of separation.
The ordinary man’s self is a crude mixture of the real Self with a lot
of accretions, viz., body, senses and mind. By proving, with the aid
of reason and your own experiences, that you are not the body,
senses or mind. Shown thus standing separate from all these, you
remain in your own real Self. According to this process, everything –

from the intellect down to the body and the world – become objects
to be separated from you.
1031. D ISTINCTION AND NON - DISTINCTION

Non-distinction is imperceptible and is one’s real nature. It expresses
itself as distinction, which alone is perceptible. Therefore, in the
attempt to visualize the non-distinction of Truth, distinction which is
perceptible is made a means. It merges in the non-distinction at the
last stage, and then the Truth shines in its own glory.
27th August 1954

1032. W HAT BINDS ME ?
The world of forms is never the cause of bondage. It is the world of
names alone that binds you.
A perception, left to itself, dies out naturally; but if you give a
name to it, the perception becomes an idea. Then it becomes capable
of being remembered, and only then does it begin to bind you.
1033. W HY DOES THE B HAGAVAD - GITA ENCOURAGE ALL

PATHS ?
It is proclaimed by all great men that one should not discourage an

aspirant from following any path, unless one has something higher
and easier to offer him. Therefore, no true shastra discourages the
pursuit of any path, even if it only serves as a preparation course.
The shastras have varying degrees of applicability. Some have a
very narrow field of scope, and others cover a very broad field. The
Bhagavad-gita is one with the broadest scope and so it is accepted as
one of the tripods of Vedanta. Its purpose is to point out the best and
the most useful aspects of all the paths leading to the ultimate Truth.
Every path has some nugget of Truth in it. The Bhagavad-gita only
picks them out and places them before you, for what they are worth.
This is why the Bhagavad-gita does not seem to decry any of the
legitimate paths to the Reality.

30th August 1954
1034. A CTIONS
Two distinct kinds of actions have been employed in order to
visualize the Truth. They are called voluntary and involuntary, with
reference to the attitude of the mind:
1. The voluntary action makes the mind active and thus tries to
comprehend Truth as its object. This path is evidently doomed to
failure, since it can never take you beyond objective truth.
Nirvikalpa samadhi is the highest experience that can result
from such action. It is preceded by an intense effort. And in the
relative level, this effort may well be considered to be the cause
and nirvikalpa samadhi its legitimate effect. Thereby nirvikalpa
samadhi seems limited by causality.
The yogin admits that he goes into nirvikalpa samadhi and
comes out of it. Therefore it is also limited by time. In order to
get into nirvikalpa samadhi, the body is necessary for the yogin
to start with. Therefore nirvikalpa samadhi is also limited by
space.
Thus nirvikalpa samadhi forms only a part of the phenomenal.
2. The involuntary action is the other type. This is spontaneous and
objectless. It comes over you involuntarily; you yield to it and
merge into it. In its progress, the mind gets relaxed and then
ultimately disappears, leaving you to yourself all alone.
This experience denotes the real significance of the term ‘deep
sleep’. The interval between two mentations is another instance
of involuntary action. You stand as yourself alone in both these
experiences, but you do not cease to be just your same Reality, in
the so-called dream and waking states. Therefore you do not ever
go into or come out of deep sleep, and it is uncaused.
Hence deep sleep, if correctly understood, is evidently your
real nature. It is, strictly speaking, no state at all; and is far
beyond any samadhi.

2nd September 1954
1035. W HERE IS THE WITNESS ?
A thought can never be remembered; but you can think of the object
of your thought once again, or you can remember the fact that you
had a thought. Thus you can think only of the objects of your former
thought.
Thought by itself is object of the witness alone. The object of the
witness can never be remembered by the mind. Thought, divested of
its objects, is the witness itself. So the witness is in the thought itself
and not outside.
1036. H OW IS THE INDIVIDUAL RELATED TO THE COSMOS AND

TO THE R EALITY ?
Strictly speaking, the individual comprehends the cosmos. And the

cosmos must depend upon the individual, for its very existence. The
conception of ourselves as embodied beings expands until it reaches
the broad generality of ourselves as living beings. This is the highest
concept of the human mind. Here, you comprehend the whole of the
animate kingdom.
But you can look even beyond, though the mind cannot conceive
anything higher. Besides the animate kingdom, there is the inanimate
kingdom, which has thus also to be comprehended in your continued
expansion. Thus, when you try to be one with the inanimate kingdom
as well, you can only say you exist. But this is not conceivable.
Life is the first expression of the sat aspect of the Reality;
Thought is the first expression of the cit aspect of the Reality; and
Feeling is the first expression of the ananda aspect of the Reality.
A strict examination of any expression through any of these aspects
takes you to the Reality itself.

3rd September 1954
1037. A DISCIPLE ASKED : H OW SHOULD ONE LEAD A PROPER
LIFE ?
Before answering this, organic life has to be first defined. In order to

perceive or define life you have to transcend duality. Life is that
unknown something which thus enables even the prana to function.
Therefore neither prana (the vital energy), nor any principle below
that, can perceive life. The only moment I live is when I direct my
attention to my real nature, the right Absolute.
So to visualize the Truth constantly is the only way really to live
or to lead a proper life. Hence understand the Truth and try to live it.
Then life becomes a synonym of Truth.
14th September 1954

1038. W HAT DOES THE JIVA WANT ?
The jiva is experience which is limited, and it also wants limited
experience; but wants it for all time. That is, it wants it to be limited
and unlimited simultaneously; in other words it wants limited
experience itself to be unlimited. This is self-contradictory and
impossible as long as you remain a jiva (a limited being).
Therefore what the jiva really wants is to become experience
itself, which is unlimited and your real nature.
19th September 1954

1039. H OW DOES AN OBJECT SERVE ME ?
An object is innocent in itself and serves you in accordance with the
perspective through which you view it.
1. If you view it as dead and inert and as distinct and separate from
you, it must take you from the centre of your being to the world
that seems outside.
2. But if you look upon it as something appearing in Consciousness
and if you emphasize that aspect of it, immediately it points to
you – the source of that appearance – Consciousness being your
real nature.

1040. H OW TO LOVE MY RELATIONS ?
You have been shown to be that one permanent unchanging principle
beyond your body, senses and your mind. Consider your relation also
as that principle.
You cannot love a changing thing, but you love only love or
Consciousness. So it is that permanent principle in you which loves
the same permanent principle in the other. Love is the real nature of
both.
For this you have only to recognize, deeply, that love is your own
real nature. No more effort is needed for its application. It follows
automatically and does not stop till the whole world is absorbed into
that love.
20th September 1954

1041. W HAT IS THE PURPOSE OF LANGUAGE ?
It is to show the way to the Reality. This ideal, however, is miserably
thwarted in its application. Language is made up of words. Each
word has two meanings.
1. The literal meaning (padartha); and
2. The ultimate meaning (paramartha).
The literal meaning of every word pertains to name and form alone
and the ultimate meaning pertains to the Reality. If you cling to the
former you get lost in the world of illusion, and if you cling to the
latter you are taken to the centre of your own being, the Reality.
1042. W HERE IS C ONSCIOUSNESS IN GREATER EVIDENCE ?

Consciousness is in greater evidence in the absence of the object than
in the presence of the same.
Suppose an empty space is shown to you for you to sit down. At
once you recognize the absence of a seat there and refuse to sit. But
in the case of the actual chair pointed out, no active thought is called
for and you thus safely ignore the part played by Consciousness.
Relatively speaking, the play of Consciousness is more evident in the
former than in the latter.

21st September 1954
1043. W HY DO YOU GIVE A THING A NAME ?
Because the transient has always to be associated with a changeless
background. And because you are – as your own true self – that same
unchanging principle behind the body, senses and the mind.
So, that name denotes the unknown background, the Truth, which
is in fact the best known.
25th September 1954

1044. W HEN I ANALYSE THE WORLD THE ‘I’- NESS IN THE
THINKER DISAPPEARS . T HEN HOW CAN THE ANALYSIS
CONTINUE ?
Differing prakriyas or processes must be kept carefully distinct. This

question arises from confusing the two processes of absorption and
separation.
The jiva is a part of the world. And, as such, it cannot analyse the
world as a whole. Nor even any part of it. It is only the higher reason
that can do this. Therefore, when the thinker drops away as you say,
it does not affect the analysis at all. It is Atma itself as the higher
reason that does the analysis and continues to exist.
It is always the higher reason that must analyse anything, gross or
subtle. It utilizes instruments, like the mind and senses, to analyse
other objects. But thoughts and feelings (mentations) are analysed by
the higher reason without an instrument.
1045. W HAT IS ‘I’- NESS ?

It is used in two senses:
1. In the phenomenal plane, ‘I’-ness distinguishes you from others.
It contains the samskaras of body, senses and mind and is
intended only for worldly purposes.
2. In a spiritual sense, it has to be the impersonal and unchanging
background of the apparent ‘I’. It’s that which takes you to the
ultimate Reality.

29th September 1954
1046. H OW IS INDIFFERENCE RELATED TO T RUTH ?
Indifference can be sattvic or tamasic, as the case may be. When
leading you to the ultimate Truth can be called sattvic, but when it
leads you to mere inaction and sleep it can be described as tamasic.
In either case, it must always have an object.
If your indifference encompasses the universe, in part or whole,
gross as well as subtle, it is sattvic and brings you nearer the Truth.
But if you become indifferent in the least to your real nature, that
indifference is tamasic and must be shunned.
2nd October 1954

1047. H OW ARE THOUGHTS , RECORDED IN THE MIND ,
REMEMBERED ?
First of all, the question does not arise. Because no question of why,
where, when and how can ever arise in relation to the Absolute. In
between objects themselves the question is quite relevant. But it also
refers to some principle beyond the mind, which is nothing but the
Absolute. But no question which has the slightest reference to the
Absolute can be answered in the relative. And no such question can
arise in the Absolute.
The mind or memory is nothing but a thought. No thought is ever
found to record another thought. Therefore it is wrong to assume that
past thoughts are recorded in the mind.
smrti-rupah paratra-purva drstavabhasah
Shri Shankara, Adhyasa-bhashya
(Introduction to Sutra-bhashya), 3.1
Seeing an object for the first time and taking it to be something you
perceived some time ago is what is called memory. Look at your
dream experience, if you feel any doubt. Therefore memory does not
prove anything in the past.
Thought is illuminated by a ray of light. It cannot be recorded by
dead matter. It can be recorded only by Consciousness. If you take
the mind to be the container of all thoughts, it must be infinite and
eternal. But there cannot be two infinites or eternals. Therefore that

mind is Consciousness itself and changeless. As Consciousness, it
can never record anything else. Therefore memory is not.
Another approach: When you think that thought is recorded, you
attribute an independent reality to thought. Thinking is nothing but
subtle perception. It has been proved that there is no form without
seeing. So in the subtle perception called thought, the same process
goes on. When the sense organs – gross and subtle – are shut, the
mind can no longer function. (Can anyone think about Truth without
indenting upon the services of sense objects? Thinking in an abstract
manner is impossible.) When seeing is withdrawn, the form is no
longer present.
Therefore it is wrong to suppose that you are recalling the same
thing, once again, by memory. The same is true about recording and
recollecting thoughts.
Still another approach: You stand out as the witness of your mental
activities. What is witnessed by the witness cannot be said to be past;
because the witness is beyond time. But, as a result of its closeness to
the witness, the ego takes up the information from the witness and
claims it as a past experience of the ego. The ego twists every piece
of information which it has usurped from the witness and gives it an
objective expression.
Consciousness can never be witness to anything other than itself.
The sense organs can never be witness to anything other than sense
objects. Everything recorded in knowledge becomes knowledge itself.
1048. C HANGELESSNESS AND CHANGE ARE BOTH

CONSISTENT.
A changeless thing can never be changing, even for a short time; and
a changing thing can never be changeless, for however short a time.
So if anything has been admitted to be changeless within a period of
time, it must be the ultimate Reality alone. Through memory, thought,
feeling etc., you only recognize your own real Self.

udicca bodham prabala pramanantaram enniye
nazikkayilla, vedantam pramanam sakalattinum
[Without some other means of knowing
that somehow predominates,
awakened knowledge cannot die.
It cannot suffer any loss.
Vedanta is that means of knowing
which applies to everything.]
1049. W HAT IS IT THAT YOU REMEMBER ?

If you remember anything, the thing remembered must be changeless,
at least between the two incidents. All changes occur in time and
space. So the thing remembered, being changeless, must be beyond
time and space. This means it is eternal and infinite. Only the Ultimate
is such. So you remember only the Ultimate.
You can understand memory only if you withdraw into your own
being.
6th October 1954

1050. W HY SHOULD ONE TRY TO ESTABLISH ONESELF IN
T RUTH , AFTER VISUALIZING IT ?
On listening to the Truth from the Guru, you were thrown into a
particular state where you visualized the Truth; even then you have
to be reassured by your Guru and proved through logic that you were
there. Left to yourself, you slip down and find it difficult to visualize
the Truth once again.
By trying to get established in the Truth, you are only trying to
create the same state as the one in which you realized yourself in the
presence of the Guru. You have to keep doing this till you are able to
visualize the Truth without any effort. This is what’s called the sahaja

state, where you feel without feeling that you are there always. The
habit channels of thought have to be counteracted by new channels in
the direction of the Absolute.
The first visualization was time limited. That time limitation must
go. That means avarana [the obscuring of Truth behind appearances]
must go. Thus you get established in the Truth.
1051. R ADHA - MADHAVAM ( LIKE THE DRAMA OF LIFE ) IS A

DRAMA IN THE PRESENCE OF C ONSCIOUSNESS ( RUPAKAM CIT-
SAMAKSHAM ). W HAT DOES IT SIGNIFY ?
All the world is a stage and all the men and women are only actors.
The audience is that cit alone. The purpose of acting is not to please
the actors, but to obtain the approval and recognition of the audience.
10th October 1954

1052. W HAT HAPPENS TO THOSE WHO ARE SAMADHI -
MINDED ?
When you remain samadhi-minded, you try to fit the unconditioned

into the compass of the mind, and you fail to reach the Ultimate.
1053. T HE HIGHER REASON

It is a supra-rational instrument of thought, and its function cannot
rightly be called thinking.
1054. T HE ABSENCE
The absence of anything can never be directly perceived. It is only
the background that is really perceived, and the absence of a thing is
superimposed on that background.
3rd January 1955

1055. W HAT ARE THE TESTS OF R EALITY ?
1. Continuity of existence.
2. Existing in one’s own right (self-luminosity).

na ’sato vidyate bhavo na ’bhavo vidyate satah …
Bhagavad-gita, 2.16
The quotation means that which is non-existent can never be and that
which is existent can never cease to be.
1056. W HAT IS IT THAT HAPPENS WHEN WE ARE LISTENING TO

THE TALK OF THE G URU ?
Gurunathan replied: ‘I am realizing myself in all of you, when I am

talking to you about the Truth; and you are realizing yourself in me,
when you are understanding what I say.’
drstim jñana-mayim krtva pazyan brahma-mayam jagat
Shri Shankara, Aparokshanubhuti, 116
The quotation means: Convert the ordinary vision into the vision of
knowledge, and then you will see that everything is in you and that
you are everything.
1057. P ERCEPTION OF AN OBJECT AND THE KNOWLEDGE OF

THE PERCEPTION – ARE THEY SIMULTANEOUS ?
From the standpoint of perception they must be called simultaneous.

But from the standpoint of the witness itself, they cannot rightly be
thus called. Because the witness transcends time.
5th January 1955

1058. I N AN EXPERIENCE OF TOTAL LOVE , I FEEL INCAPABLE
OF BEING GRATEFUL . W HY ?
Total love is objectless. In such love you (the ego) die, and so also in
knowledge you die. By dying I mean that no ego there remains.
Gratitude is only the prelude to love. When love is objectless, it
transcends all gratitude. It is said: ‘When the heart is full, the tongue
refuses to speak.’ Because, in speech, the fullness of the heart is
limited.
Beyond the subject-object relationship, to know is to be.

1059. W HAT IS THE REAL SADHANA ?
That which removes the ills of the waking state alone, cannot be the
complete sadhana. That alone is the real sadhana which removes the
ills of all the three states.
1060. W HAT IS THE EGO ?

The ego is the father of duality, he himself being one among the
many, and his experience is always the apparent combination of
himself with another object.
10th January 1955

1061. W HAT PRINCIPLE IN THE DISCIPLE IS THE G URU
ADDRESSING ?
The Guru is addressing the Guru in the disciple. But you should
never contemplate oneness with your Guru, in any manner. The Guru
teaches you to be one with everything. Attain that first, by bringing it
into your experience. Then the question will not arise; because then
you will see that the Guru still stands beyond even that knowledge of
oneness with everything.
Truth, feeling that it is not the Truth (the disciple), is taught by the
Truth which knows that it is the Truth (the Guru).
13th February 1955

1062. W HAT IS THE PLACE OF B HAGAVAD - GITA IN THE
P RASTHANATRAYA – THE TRIPOD OF I NDIAN PHILOSOPHY ?
The Bhagavad-gita expounds karma-yoga, which is nothing but the
exterior of a Jnyanin. Apparently it is just the opposite of karma-
sannyasa. Karma-sannyasa is all mental.
But karma-yoga is clearly beyond the mind. So it is not a means,
but the end in itself. The Truth appears in the guise of a means to the
end, just as the Sage (Truth) appears as a man to others and is so
addressed.

25th February 1955
1063. W HAT IS THE ‘ IT ’?
The ‘it’ that is thought of is not the ‘it’ that is perceived. The ‘it’ that
is thought of is not the ‘it’ which is truly known. The one vanishes,
the moment you change your stand. This last alone is permanent.
28th February 1955

1064. E VEN AFTER ONE IS ESTABLISHED IN THE A BSOLUTE ,
HE APPEARS TO CONTINUE HIS ACTIVITIES . W HY ?
For him, the personal has changed into the impersonal. But all the
activities of the personal, which you appear to see, depend upon his
way of life before liberation. His samskaras or tendencies which
have not been destroyed, continue to guide his subsequent actions.
But he stands separate from all that, as the impersonal. The mind
takes the place of the personal and directs his actions. If his samskaras
have been destroyed by his former sadhana (which happens only if
he is a yogin), he remains quite passive in life.
The Jnyanins may appear dominated by apparent activity of life,
or dispassion, or discrimination (vyavahara-pradhani, or vairagya-
pradhani, or viveka-pradhani) – all depending upon the approach
each had adopted to reach the Ultimate.
3rd March 1955

1065. W HY SHOULD I TRY TO VISUALIZE MY REAL NATURE
AGAIN AND AGAIN ?
In order to add momentum to the knowledge you have already

obtained about your real nature. It is not to obtain liberation. Liberation
was obtained even at the first listening to the Truth from the Guru.
The light of knowledge dawned that day and ever since it is at your
disposal. You have only to sense the Absolute through that eye of
knowledge as often as possible until you are securely established in
the Ultimate.

7th March 1955
1066. R ENUNCIATION AND SPIRITUAL LIFE OF I NDIA
How did renunciation begin to dominate the spiritual life of India,
where once there were so many Sages who were ruling kings and
house-holders, advocating true vicara-marga?
The change was brought about by the ingrained samskaras of the
disciples. If one is engrossed with the outside world and sense-
pleasures and incapable of directing attention to the Ultimate, the
only alternative is to divert the attention from the world and the
pleasures of the senses by advocating renunciation. This was meant
only as a preliminary step to prepare one to listen to the Truth. But
unfortunately, the means became an end in itself in course of time,
and the real goal came to be forgotten.
8th March 1955

1067. I S NOT THE WITNESS ONLY ONE ?
No. It is neither one nor many, but beyond both. When you say that it
is only one, you stand in the mental realm as an expanded ego and
unconsciously refer to the many.
1068. S UPPOSE I TAKE THE THOUGHT: ‘I AM PURE

C ONSCIOUSNESS .’ W ILL IT TAKE ME TO SAMADHI ?
No. Not always. If you take it only as a thought it will lead you to
samadhi. But if you know that Consciousness can never be made an
object of thought, you will be thrown into a state where the mind
expires, and you will be left in your real nature as in deep sleep. It is
no samadhi at all, but far beyond.
1069. W HAT IS KNOWING THE T RUTH WITH ONE ’ S WHOLE

BEING ?
To forget oneself completely in knowing the Truth is to know it with

one’s whole being. Or in other words, it is knowing with the head
and the heart combined in complete unison. When the heart is full,
the tongue refuses to speak.

5th April 1955
1070. H OW TO DISPOSE OF PHENOMENAL QUESTIONS ?
Dispose of questions relating to gross objects by referring to dream
experiences, and dispose of questions relating to the subtle world
(thoughts and feelings) by making reference to the deep sleep state.
This is the phenomenal way and is not final.
27th July 1955

1071. H OW AM I DEATHLESS ?
Sat is existence Absolute.
Life: You are ‘life’. Life knows no death. So you are deathless.
You can have death only if you have life. But when you are life itself,
how can you die, unless life dies; and life can never die.
Childhood, boyhood, youth etc., take birth and die, or come and
go in the changeless ‘I’-principle. That ‘I’ is birthless and deathless.
You talk of your past and future lives. Unless you are equally
present in the past, present and future, you can never connect these
three, which come and go in you. That ‘You’ is deathless.
Any knowledge apparently limited, if understood without reference
to the object, is knowledge Absolute (Truth itself).
1072. A NALOGY OF THE SELF TO THE CINEMA SCREEN

A changeless screen is needed for the manifestation of forms and
their movements upon it. Likewise, a changeless background is needed
for the manifestation of the changing universe upon it. This background
is the real ‘I’-principle. If you attempt to seize a person on the screen,
it is really the screen alone that is seized and not the shown person.
Likewise when any part of the universe is seized (perceived), it is the
background Reality that is seized (it is Reality that shines).
A thought-form (or a subtle object) can never be of a gross object,
and knowledge can never be of a thought-form; because they are all
in three distinct and separate planes, where none of these planes can
ever transgress into another without losing its identity. Perception is
always in terms of the instrument used and the object of perception is
always in the perception itself. Similarly the object of knowledge is

always in knowledge, and that knowledge is not affected by the thing
known. So there is knowledge and knowledge alone, without reference
to the thing known. This is that ultimate Truth or Atma, which is your
real nature.
Objects cannot exist independently of the senses, nor the sense
perceptions independently of the mind, nor mentations independently
of Consciousness. So all is that pure Consciousness or Atma. When a
perception vanishes, the object perceived also vanishes and ceases to
exist in any form whatsoever: like the objects of a dream that has
now passed. Therefore no such object cannot ever be connected with
any subsequent thought-form.
A gross object is limited by both space and time.
A subtle object is limited by time alone.
Whenever you take up a thought, the corresponding gross object can
never come in, because of its space limitation. If it gives up its space
limitation, it ceases to be a gross object and vice-versa. Therefore a
gross object can never be thought of, nor can a thought-form ever
become gross.
Strictly speaking, you cannot say that an object exists in space,
nor can you say that a thought-form exists in time. Because space is
itself an object and time is itself a thought-form. You can never
perceive two objects or two thought-forms simultaneously, and unless
two or more objects are simultaneously perceived, you can never say
one thing exists in another.
1073. T HE ACTIVITIES OF THE IGNORANT MAN , THE SADHAKA

AND THE JIVAN - MUKTA
An activity has two parts, the material part and the knowledge part.
No activity is possible unless it is recorded in knowledge.
The ignorant man, in his perceptions, ignores the knowledge part
and emphasizes only the material object part.
The sadhaka tries in the beginning to emphasize at least equally
the knowledge part and the material part, and towards the end of his
sadhana gives more emphasis to the knowledge part than to the
material.

The jivan-mukta, at heart, ignores the material part completely and
recognizes or emphasizes only the knowledge part; but knowingly he
appears to emphasize the material part as well.
1074. P ROGRESS FROM OBJECTS TO C ONSCIOUSNESS PURE

1. Objects: Not objects in the technical sense, but merely things.
Here the Consciousness part is not referred to at all. This is an
ignorant man’s stand.
2. Consciousness of objects: This is also an ignorant man’s stand,
but a little higher than the first.
3. Objects of Consciousness: This is the sadhaka’s stand at the start.
Proceeding further, he sees –
4. Objects in Consciousness: This is also the sadhaka’s stand, a little
later.
5. Objects As Consciousness: This is a jivan-mukta’s stand – to be
compared with the dream state.
Higher still –
6. Objects vanish and Consciousness reigns.
Gross forms appear when you perceive with gross sense-instruments.
Thought-forms appear when you think (i.e. when you perceive with
subtle senses).
Knowledge-form alone shines when you know.
But knowledge cannot be limited by any form.
So the world is pure knowledge alone.
It is this one pure knowledge that appears as gross-form, thought-
form and knowledge-form. Thus many objects may appear, in terms
of the instrument used.
30th July 1955

1075. W HY IS IT THAT EVEN AFTER VISUALIZING THE T RUTH
ABOUT MY REAL NATURE I DO NOT FEEL FULL CONFIDENCE
OR CERTITUDE ?
It can be answered in many ways:

1. Who asks the question? Certainly, the mind. Because here Atma
cannot complain. The mind that is complaining never visualized
the Truth. It died in that sacred attempt. Then how can it raise
any question regarding an experience which occurred when the
mind was dead? Both visualizing Truth and the certitude thereafter
are in the non-dual realm, beyond the mind. The mind is no party
to it and not thus competent to put forward any question relating
to that matter.
2. The first part of the question asserts the visualization of Truth.
By ‘visualization’ is meant knowing and being. Strictly speaking
there is really no object to knowing, because knowing and being
are one in realization. If it had been visualized it cannot leave
room for any further question. If any question sprouts in the
realm of the mind, one has only to refer to one’s own stand during
the visualization and the question vanishes at once.
3. The answer is in the question itself. The mind must cease to be
mind for visualization (i.e. realization of Truth). It is the mind
that thus wants ‘feelings’ (of confidence and certitude). The mind
expects the Truth to shine in the realm of the mind. but that is
impossible.
1076. S PIRITUAL STRIVING AND ENLIGHTENMENT

The ignorant man feels that he is a sufferer. He finds that suitable
objects give him momentary relief, and thus he seeks to hoard such
objects.
But the earnest man soon discovers that nothing on earth can give
him permanent relief, and he therefore turns to something beyond the
world. This is the beginning of spirituality. Of such few, the fortunate
one obtains a Karana-guru.
The Guru tells him first to analyse the ‘seeker’ in him. According
to the aspirant, the seeker is only a vicious group consisting of body,
senses and mind. He is shown that each of this triad is impermanent
and that, as any one of them, the seeker can never attain permanent
happiness. But still the urge to obtain permanent happiness does not
leave him. Then he is shown that there is a permanent, changeless
principle behind this group (the seeker), and that the source of the

desire for permanent happiness is the presence and nature of that
background.
Next he is shown that he is himself that permanent principle. He is
then told its real characteristics, and he thus ultimately visualizes it
(Atma) beyond the shadow of a doubt. This is enlightenment. The
attempt is not to remove suffering from the sufferer, but only to make
the seeker visualize his real nature of permanent Peace, and thereby
to make him understand that he is not the sufferer even when the
suffering seems to last. When he realizes that he had all along been
the Peace, all questions disappear.
If you want to remove the suffering alone and retain the sufferer,
it is never possible. Because the suffering and the sufferer always
appear and disappear simultaneously.
9th August 1955

1077. V ICARA AND DHYANA
Vicara is a term used exclusively in the jnyana path. It means the
removal of all obstacles that stand in the way of one’s realization of
Truth.
The term ‘vicara’ is used in entirely different senses by yogins and
by devotees. It is not used in their sense in the path of knowledge.
Dhyana [meditation], as it is understood by ‘upasakas’ [worshippers],
is of three kinds or stages:
1. The lowest is ‘pratika-dhyana’, exactly in the form of a gross
model set before him, which allows him no deviation from the
stiff model. The process here is more physical or sensuous than
anything else.
2. Dhyeyanusrita-dhyana, in accordance with an ideal, the basics of
which are set in a ‘dhyana-shloka’ or verse given to the aspirant.
Here he has the freedom to adorn the fundamental form accord-
ing to his taste and fancy. The process is mental. You attribute
sublime qualities to your ‘ishta-deva’ at this stage and conceive
him as the embodiment of all that is good. Thus the aspirant’s
mind becomes pure and sattvic.

3. Aham-griha-dhyana: Here the aspirant draws his ishta-deva still
further inward back into the inmost core of his heart, and soon he
recognizes his own identity with the ishta-deva.
But with all this, the aspirant has only become eligible, so as to feel
the necessity of approaching a Karana-guru to attain his goal. Thus
he seeks a Sage and fortunately meets one. Through his instructions,
the aspirant visualizes his own real nature and comes to get gradually
established in it.
1078. W HAT DOES ‘ LOKA - SANGRAHA’ MEAN ?

Loka-sangraha [concern for universal welfare] produces subjective
results as well as objective. The subjective course, according to Hindu
tradition, is only a means of attenuating the personal ego, through
diverting the goal of your actions from your narrow, cabined and
cribbed personal self to the world at large. This practice slowly
makes you a universal being. To follow this sadhana, unaided, is a
laborious task. Even if you succeed there, you have not reached the
goal, and then you seek a Karana-guru who takes you beyond it and
establishes you in the ultimate Truth. If on the other hand you are
guided by the instructions of a Karana-guru from the very beginning,
you succeed in establishing yourself in the ultimate Reality by the
sadhana of service itself.
The objective side is manifest in this sadhana inasmuch as you
engage in actions. They may produce the result of raising humanity
from level to level, thus making people more contented and happy by
degrees. Even after standing established in the ultimate Reality, you
may continue to perform actions of this nature, knowing full well
that your real character is not affected, one way or the other, by such
actions.
The course of loka-sangraha – as it becomes correctly understood
and followed as a sadhana under instructions from a Karana-guru – is
not intended to improve the world (or parts of it), as is professed by
some faiths. When such service of the world becomes your goal, you
conceive the world not in the particular but in the generic sense. The
generic, in all cases, is nothing but the absolute background, since all
agencies of discrimination have been eliminated.

Therefore your service is directed to Atma, the real background.
You are also told that the background of your personal being is just
that same Atma. This means you are serving yourself and you stand
visualized as that Atma itself. Every action of yours in the light of
this ideal of service brings you into contact with that one common
background Atma, and slowly you get established there. This is how
loka-sangraha takes you to the ultimate Truth.
1079. W HAT IS MEANT BY ‘ SELFISH ’?

It is selfish to do, think or feel anything in the interests of the
apparent ‘I’.
13th August 1955

1080. T HE ‘ THEORETICAL’ AND THE ‘ PRACTICAL’, COMPARED
TO EXPERIENCE
The ignorant man considers the body as being more real than the
mind. In ordinary parlance, what is retained in the mental sphere is
called ‘theoretical’, and what is translated into action in the physical
sphere is called ‘practical’. The advocates of the ‘practical’ assume
that what they believe to be ‘practical’ has some greater reality than
the ‘theoretical’.
But a close and impartial enquiry proves that body, senses and
mind are all changing in the three states and that the only principle
which remains changeless, all through, is the ‘I’-principle. This ‘I’ is
neither gross nor subtle, but beyond both. In other words, the ‘I’ is
neither ‘practical’ nor ‘theoretical’ in the ordinary sense, but beyond
both. It is the only one that does not need any proof of its existence.
It is the only absolute Truth or Reality.
If by ‘practical’ you mean ‘real’, the ‘I’ is more real than the
changing body, senses or mind. These can exist only in the presence
of the ‘I’, while the ‘I’ can exist all on its own without anything else.
Therefore the ‘I’ is more practical or real than the rest. The ‘I’ is the
innermost principle in man and is the ultimate Truth.
The degrees of reality of a thing, if any, can be measured only in
proportion to the proximity of the thing to the ‘I’-principle. According
to this standard, gross objects (including the body) are the farthest

from the ‘I’ and are therefore the least practical or real. The senses
are nearer to the ‘I’ and so their sensations are more practical or real.
The mind is still nearer to the ‘I’, and so mentations are still more
practical or real than the rest.
Strictly speaking, Reality can have no degrees, there being only
one Reality – the Atma – and that alone can be called experience.
Experiences of the body, senses and mind are no experiences at all.
14th August 1955

1081. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF VICARA ?
Vicara begins with a course of uncompromising arguments within
yourself to prove and affirm that you are not the body, senses or the
mind, and that even when all these are changing in the course of the
three states, you alone stand changeless as the background, knowing
the apparent changes. When the argument goes home, the objects drop
away, one by one, until at last you stand alone in your own glory as
the background. Then you cannot even say ‘I know’, because there is
nothing else to be known and you thus stand as that knowledge, pure.
This is, in short, the course of Atma-vicara.
madhuryyattal anya vastu madhuri krtam akayam,
vastvantarattal maduryyam madhuri krtamayita .
[It is from sweetness that some other
thing can get to be made sweet.
But sweetness in itself is not
made sweet, by any other thing.]
Bhasha Pancadashi, Pancakosha-viveka, 15
This is a significant verse to show the self-luminosity of Atma.
By association with sweetness, another thing becomes sweet. But
sweetness by itself does not need the association of anything else in
order to be sweet.
Similarly, all objects become known when they come into contact
with the ‘I’. But the ‘I’ does not need the help of anything else in
order to be known. It shines, by itself, even in deep sleep where no
object exists. Therefore the ‘I’ is self-luminous.

1082. H OW AM I P EACE AND C ONSCIOUSNESS ?
Gurunathan: Well, let me ask you another simple question in return.
Have you the faculty of sight?
Disciple: Yes.
G: How can you prove it? Is it as a result of looking at your fleshy
eyes that you assert that you have eyesight?
D: No.
G: Then what is your evidence?
D: I see objects and so I am convinced that I have eyesight, without
which I know objects would never be seen.
G: So you admit that objective perception of a faculty is not
necessary in order to prove its existence?
D: Yes.
G: Here you must remember that when you see objects you are not
possessing eyesight, but that you are actually standing as the faculty
of eyesight. Do you admit that?
D: Yes.
G: Now apply the same argument to your own self. Don’t you know
your perceptions, thoughts and feelings?
D: Yes, of course.
G: What is your position when you know them? Examine it carefully
and tell me.
D: I stand as that faculty of knowledge, or objectless knowledge,
when I know anything.
G: Then, is there any moment in all the three states when you do not
stand as that pure Knowledge?
D: No, I am there always.
G: Well, what may be the relationship between that knowledge and
yourself?
D: (After a pause.) That knowledge can only be myself or my real
nature.

G: Now, do you see how you are Consciousness?
D: Yes. Perfectly.
G: Be there always.
15th August 1955

1083. K NOWLEDGE IS ALWAYS APAROKSHA OR EXPERIENCE
PURE .
I am not one who knows, but Knowledge itself.

I am not one who exists, but Existence itself.
I am not in peace, but Peace itself.
With my contact even the unknown becomes known.
With my contact even the non-existent appears existent.
Non-existent body + Existence = Existent body
Objects of knowledge may well be paroksha (indirect) or aparoksha
(direct), as the case may be. But knowledge is always aparoksha or
experience pure.
16th August 1955

1084. W HY DO I SEE DIVERSITY ?
Because you stand as diversity yourself (you stand as body, senses
and mind).
1085. A S LONG AS I AM A HUMAN BEING, IS IT POSSIBLE FOR

ME TO KNOW THE T RUTH BEYOND ?
The question presupposes that you are a human being. I question that
statement first. Are you a human being? Define a human being. A
human being is an incongruous mixture of body, senses and mind
with the ‘I’-principle. All except the ‘I’-principle are changing every
moment.
But you will admit that you are that ‘I’-principle. You, as just that
‘I’-principle, stand as the permanent background connecting all these
changes that come and go. That ‘I’-principle is distinct and separate
from the changing body, senses and mind. Where is the human being

in your deep sleep, when you have no body, senses or mind? Certainly
nowhere.
Still ‘you’ are there, as that ‘I’-principle. Therefore you are not a
human being but a changeless, permanent principle. As such, you can
very well understand that Truth, beyond.
17th August 1955

1086. P ROLONGING INTERVAL BETWEEN MENTATIONS
Question: Since I am myself alone between two mentations, and that
only for an infinitesimal part of a second, am I to try to prolong that
period?
Answer: No. You are here mistaken about your position between two
mentations during the so called interval. It is true that it appears as an
interval to you, when you stand in time and look at it from there.
But when you reach that interval, you find yourself divested of
body, senses, mind, space and time; and then the so called interval
appears no longer an interval but ‘timeless’. The idea of prolonging
the timeless is absurd. The mistake arises because you stand as an
embodied being and look at it from a distance, in the waking state.
All you have to do is to get into that so called interval, discarding
all that you possess – namely, body, senses, mind, space and time. In
that state, everything is perfect.
The idea of prolongation is a ‘vicious samskara’ of time, which
arises only after the inception of the mind. If you dance to the tune of
this samskara, you will never reach the ultimate goal. Even great
yogins have often been stranded for years in nothingness, as a result
of this subtle miscalculation.
Another answer: You say you are all alone in that interval. You do
not take in the full significance of that statement; instead you give it
a limited interpretation. You take time along with you and think of
prolongation.
But really, you are absolutely alone and there is no sense of time
in it to disturb you. Hence the idea of prolongation is quite irrelevant
and contrary to the idea of your being all alone.

1087. T HE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE APPROACHES OF
MODERN SCIENCE AND V EDANTA
Science ignores the ultimate subject altogether; and thus its approach
is an objective one, taking for granted that the apparent universe is
real. It takes into consideration only the relationship between object
and object, utilizes the lower reason or intellect as its instrument, and
in coming to a decision it relies upon the stored-up experiences of
the mind, which are as varied as the universe itself. Therefore, we
cannot expect any finality in its conclusion. This is why science,
after all its somersaults, gets bewildered and thus knocks against a
blank wall of ignorance.
But Vedanta recognizes the ultimate subject alone. And so its
approach is subjective. Accordingly, it takes the universe as only an
appearance. It examines only the relationship of some object with the
subject ‘I’. This object is considered as a symbol. Its solution is
applied equally to all objects, and the conclusion thus arrived at must
apply to the whole universe.
Vedanta proves that every object depends upon the subject ‘I’, for
its very existence. It utilizes the higher reason (vidya vritti) and not
the intellect as its instrument. Thus, in order to come to a conclusion,
its refers to that real changeless being found within. Nothing else is
needed there. That ‘Being’ or the subject ‘I’ is one alone. And the
reference is always to that. So the conclusion can be only one and the
same. It always must be ultimate: as one plain and simple Truth.
18th August 1955

1088. R EALMS OF HUMAN EXISTENCE AND ACTIVITY
Man has three distinct and separate realms of existence and activity.
1. As a physical being possessed of senses, man has the world of
sense objects.
2. As a mental being, man has the world of ideas.
3. As a spiritual being, man has Consciousness alone.
Of these, the first two realms and their objects are changing and
ephemeral, while the third one alone is changeless and permanent,
supporting the other two realms as well. Man’s endeavour should be

to reach the third realm somehow, and to be a spiritual being. For
this, he must give up the other two realms, at least for the time being.
When he reaches the third realm of Peace and Consciousness and
looks back, he will find that it lights up the other two realms as well
and proves them to be nothing but Peace and Consciousness. When
he understands that to be his own real nature, he is free.
You cannot have a negative experience of any kind. If you should
ever experience the absence of any object, you cannot ever quite do
it deliberately. If you try to forget any such thing, it actually becomes
more strongly manifest.
But there is one way of accomplishing the desired end. You have
only to turn your attention to the background, or that which supports
the object. For example; if you want to experience the absence of the
chair, you need only turn your attention to the ground that supports
the chair. Immediately, the chair idea vanishes.
Man is swayed to and fro by the varied experiences of the world
in the waking state. He badly wants relief from this strain. In other
words, he wants to forget the world, for a short time at least. So his
attention is spontaneously drawn to the background. Immediately the
world disappears; so that pure Peace and Consciousness alone are
found experienced as in depth of dreamless sleep.
19th August 1955

1089. R ESULT OF ELIMINATING FROM ME ALL THAT I AM NOT
Question: Would the process of eliminating from me all that I am
not, take me to my real nature and establish me there?
Answer: Certainly it will do both, provided that you have heard the
ultimate Truth about your real nature from the lips of a Karana-guru.
Otherwise you will get stranded in nothingness, mistaking it for the
Ultimate; because the experience of nothingness also gives you a
reflected and limited peace or happiness.
After listening to the Truth from the Guru, if you take to any
thought – and even more so some spiritual thought – it expires not in
nothingness but in Consciousness alone. Therefore, when all that you
are not (namely the body, senses and mind) have been eliminated
from you, you alone remain over as the background – Consciousness
and Peace. This is nothing short of Self-realization. Repeat the same

vicara for some time. This will help you to stand established in your
Real nature.
Regarding one’s own real nature: ‘To know is to be.’
If you enquire into the ultimate goal or meaning (purport) of the
term ‘I’ used by everybody alike, and if you succeed in reaching that
goal, there is nothing else to be attained. I am that principle in man
permeating all men alike, but at the same time distinct and separate
from the body, senses and mind of all. That am I. That is Atma.
If you watch the activities of a Sage, an apparent indifference or
hesitancy might often be noticed. Because with him the ‘I’ is never
helplessly mixed up with objects and perceptions, as is the case with
the ignorant man.
20th August 1955

1090. ‘S URRENDER ’ AND HOW TO ACHIEVE IT ?
‘Surrender’ has something of a negative implication. You can never
achieve surrender by deliberation. What you want is to surrender your
attachment to objects. Or, in other words, you want to give up objects
(body, senses and mind).
If you start trying deliberately to forget them, they become more
strongly manifest. Therefore a better means to achieve surrender is to
turn your attention to the support or the background.
If the devotee gets to be more and more attached to his ishta-deva,
surrender of all else will follow, as a matter of course. You need not
do anything special to attain it. An open and empty heart is the first
requisite.
Surrender is an end in itself, and never quite a means. Surrender is
something that gets to come spontaneously, as a corollary to Self-
realization. Surrender is no surrender – in the strictest sense of the
term – should you happen even to remember the fact that you have
now surrendered.
Surrender cannot ever be accomplished objectively. It is only by
establishing oneself in one’s own Real nature, Atma, that any real
surrender may obtain. Because you see that there is nothing left to be
surrendered; and then, even the word ‘surrender’ becomes meaningless.

22nd August 1955
1091. FALLACY OF THE DESIRE TO KNOW OR FEEL THE T RUTH
It is admitted that on listening to the Truth from the lips of the Guru,
you realize your real nature at once. But you will not know it or feel
it.
The desire to know that you have so realized, or the desire to feel
it, is the highest imaginable illusion. Because, in order to know
anything, the knower has to stand higher than the known. Therefore,
if you presume that you know or feel that you have realized the
‘Truth’ you are still in duality, and what you presume to know is
imperfect. As such, it can never be the Truth.
You are ever that Truth – before, during and after the realization
claimed. In so far as the Truth that is your real nature is concerned,
there cannot have been any change whatsoever, in all time. It may be
said that a Jnyanin knows that he has visualized the Truth. Yes of
course. But not in the sense of knowing at the mental level, as you
might desire. He knows that it is unknowable by the mind; but he
knows it through a far intenser light, where there is no subject-object
relationship. To know in that light is to be.
The ego in the mental realm is innocent and ignorant of all that
has happened above his head. But he too can feel that something
sublime has happened, and naturally he wishes to have a taste of it in
his own realm. Hence the ego’s desire to know that experience, and
his subsequent, unwarranted claim to have had that experience in his
own limited terms. That has to be guarded against.
In one sense, it may be said that a Jnyanin alone knows a Jnyanin.
This does not mean any recognition on the mental level as felt to be
understood by the ordinary man. From another point of view, it is
also true to say that even a Jnyanin can never know another Jnyanin.
Because Jnyanin is Jnyana itself; and Jnyana – which is indivisible,
can never be divided into subject and object, as knower and what’s
known.

25th August 1955
1092. ‘S HIVOHAM ’
It is an aphorism used by jnyana sadhakas – after their visualization
of the Truth – to get established in that background. Its purpose is
only to turn your attention to the inner Self. But its meaning should
not be taken literally. Should you do so, you objectify it, and then it
does not represent the Self, which is always the ultimate subject.
The goal of all spiritual exercise is to change your identification
from the personal (body, senses and mind) to the impersonal (Self).
That impersonal Self or Atma being ever-present and Self-luminous,
nothing has to be done to manifest it. All you need do is to turn your
attention to it whole-heartedly, by withdrawing your attention from
the body, senses and mind. This withdrawal is possible only with the
help of Consciousness, which is your real nature. When body, senses
and mind are thus completely eliminated, that consciousness – which
is the background – remains over, shining in all its glory.
The word ‘Shivoham’ does not represent anything objective. It
just reminds you of your real nature. Therefore, the word ‘Shivoham’
helps you considerably to get away from everything objective, and
you are thrown into that state when you had the first visualization of
the Truth in the presence of the Guru. This is only a means to throw
you into that state over and over again, till at last you are established
there, in the ‘Atma’, rising above all obstacles.
1093. S PIRITUAL GOAL AND ITS ATTAINMENT

The realization of one’s own real nature is undoubtedly the ultimate
goal of all spiritual quest. The only impediment to it is the illusion
that you are body, senses or mind. For you to realize just what you
already are, it is the removal of this illusion that is sought.
The methods adopted to attain this end differ with the different
paths. The paths of yoga and devotion adopt the method of removing
the infinite variety of illusions, by accepting a generic form called
‘samadhi’. And here the diversity vanishes, no doubt. But still you
remain in the realm of illusion, and in the subject-object relationship.
The Truth is still as remote as before, and the happiness experienced
in samadhi is not a permanent one.

The state of complete identity with non-dual Atma – resulting
from the discrimination and negation of phenomena – is the vedantic
concept of samadhi. This is quite distinct from the so called samadhi
of yogins. The Atma is denoted by the word ‘samadhi’. The illusion
should never reappear, in any other form. This is possible only if you
realize the background on which all illusions appear and disappear.
This is nothing short of Self-realization.
Therefore, removing the illusion is not a means to attain Self-
realization. It is only a natural corollary to it. Taking for example the
illusion of the ‘serpent in the rope’, we find that the illusion can be
completely and successfully removed only by seeing clearly, by the
help of a bright light, that it is rope and rope alone. Therefore, Self-
realization is both the means and the end in itself.
The only means to attain this end is to listen to the Truth (it may
be about the truth of illusion itself) from the lips of a Karana-guru.
Then you may yourself examine any illusion in the light of that
teaching, and it must certainly take you to the real background. All
possibility of illusion taking charge of you is removed by that means.
28th August 1955

1094. P ROGRESS THROUGH MANTRA AND DHYANA
This path is divided into four distinct stages, which get to be called
vaikhari, madhyama, pashyanti and para.
Instructions from a karya-guru (one whose instructions take you
to anything below the Ultimate) may suffice for the first two stages.
But for the last two, help from a Karana-guru is absolutely necessary.
Vaikhari is the chanting of a mantra in audible tone and effecting
concentration of the mind there.
Madhyama is doing the same thing mentally through concentration
in the realm of the mind. Here concentration is still on an idea.
Pashyanti: Here ideation is transcended. It may be said that here one
gets to the languageless idea. Unless one understands its nature from
a Karana-guru, one will remain in an unconscious state. But it may to
say something about this languageless idea.
I may convey an idea to you by means of one particular language.
The same idea may be conveyed to another by means of a different

language. One is certainly not a translation of the other. What is the
language of that idea? It has no language, because it has gone beyond
expression. If that is correctly understood, it is itself the background
of the expressed idea in the first two stages. One who gets into that
state thus touches the background and is not in an unconscious state.
He understands, further, that the languageless idea cannot be many
but must only be one. This is the experience in pashyanti.
Para: Even the notion of a background is transcended here, as the
self-luminosity of the Reality takes possession of the sadhaka: who is
here in deep Peace, which is changeless.
1095. V IKSHEPA AND AVARANA

Vikshepa [distraction] and avarana [obscuring] are the obverse and
the reverse of the same coin (mind). Thus they appear and disappear
simultaneously. And therefore after hearing the Truth directly from
the Guru, whenever ‘vikshepa’ is transcended, so must ‘avarana’ too
disappear. And you are left standing as the Ultimate.
31st August 1955

1096. S PONTANEITY AND CONTEMPLATION
All experience is spontaneous. You should not colour it or disfigure
it.
By ‘spontaneous’ I mean something which cannot be related to
any cause or effect, or which does not make any reference to its
opposite. Every percept is spontaneous. So let us here concede that it
relates to its particular sense organ alone. As a percept, it makes no
reference to its opposite. If you dismiss it immediately at this stage,
it does not bind you.
But you do not quite dismiss it immediately. Instead, the very next
moment, you mix it up with innumerable other concepts and with
samskaras stored up in the mind. And then you may project them all
together as what you call the object. The object you so conceive does
not exist anywhere. It is only a bundle of sensations. The percept was
nearer the real, when it occurred. But when you mixed it up with
other concepts, the percept was transformed into a concept and so
became unreal.

Suppose you perceive a form. The perception is spontaneous and
makes no reference to anything else. It would be wrong even to say
‘a form’ because the ‘a’ makes an unconscious reference to other
forms. Form, as a generic concept, can leave no samskara or trace
behind. It rises in Atma and dissolves into Atma. The experience of
the Sage is always at this level. But he knowingly comes down and
moves among the ignorant as one of them, without ever forgetting
the sublime Truth about it all.
Suppose you see what you call a note book. Eliminate all related
concepts and samskaras from it, and note what remains over, without
reference to anything else. The note book, book, paper, form, colour,
all these vanish in succession: leaving the ‘seeing’ and so also the
‘Knowledge’ and the ‘it’ as the one indivisible Truth.
‘It occurred to me’ is the typical language of spontaneity. The
sense organ by itself can never create an object. Leave each sense
organ to itself and you will be free. Contemplation depends upon the
imaginary permanence of the object.
1097. W HAT IS AN OBJECT AND WHAT IS ITS ESSENCE ?

That which could be said to exist or to shine is alone called an object.
To what do the existence and luminosity found in the object belong?
Do they belong to the object itself? Or are they appearances derived
from somewhere else? They do not belong to the so called object.
Because the object appears and disappears in Consciousness, whose
existence and luminosity can never cease to exist and to shine. So the
object derives these qualities from Consciousness.
‘I’ am the only Principle that never ceases to exist and that never
ceases to shine. Therefore, existence and luminosity belong to me.
They are my real nature – found one and indivisible. Existence and
knowledge are one – being intrinsic in oneself, and there being no
subject-object relationship with respect to knowledge and existence.
My presence as that knowledge, pure, is essential for the manifesting
of any object. And it cannot be assumed that an object exists when it
is not known. Therefore the object which appears and disappears is
nothing but Consciousness.
But in our traffic with the world, we put the dead and inert cart
(object) before the living horse (Consciousness). And in this way, we

make of life a blind show. The object has been brought into existence
only by the grace of Consciousness, lending to us its liberal presence.
Immediately, this object, which is dead and inert, usurps all the living
qualities of Consciousness.
If only you succeed in seeing the world as the world of objects
alone and yourself as the only subject, you are free. In other words,
you have only to reinstate the independent horse of Consciousness in
its rightful place in front and place the cart of dependent objects in its
legitimate place in the rear, ready to be discarded at any moment
without notice.
The first phenomenal experience is the percept. The next moment
the percept disappears and a concept takes its place.
1st September 1955

1098. P ROGRESSION OF KNOWLEDGE FROM OBJECT TO THE
U LTIMATE .
1. Consciousness of object.
2. Consciousness of Self.
3. Consciousness as Self.
4. Self all alone.
1099. S HASTRAS AND THEIR SIGNIFICANCE

It is a common illusion that one can understand the ultimate Truth
from the shastras. But the shastras themselves proclaim from their
heights that they are helpless in this matter, and that a Karana-guru
alone can take you to the Truth. The Karana-guru depends entirely
upon himself, as the Truth, and not upon the shastras for the purpose;
though he might adopt any of the numerous methods of approach
described in the shastras. Even that is not essential. Sometimes he
might adopt an entirely new approach to suit the radical change in
the outlook of the world, and the peculiar aptitude and temperament
of the aspirant.
The shastras use only dead language as their medium. To ask for
light and meaning to come out of dead language is to expect the
impossible. Language functions only in the realm of thinking mind.
Beyond the mind it cannot even peep. Truth is decidedly beyond the

mind, and beyond the reach of all shastras. Even the Upanishads go
only so far, and take you only to the tether end of the mind. There
they proclaim unequivocally that a Karana-guru alone can take you
beyond, to the ultimate Truth.
This does not mean that the shastras are of no use. To the particular
aspirant who had the rare good fortune to attain a Karana-guru, the
shastras are no longer of any use. But till such a time, they can be of
great service to an aspirant. The purpose of the shastras, in general, is
to prove to you, in the light of lower reason or intellect, the fragilty
of the apparent world including body, senses and mind. And so also
the irrefutability of the existence of a permanent principle behind the
world. When the aspirant is convinced of this, the shastras din into
his mind the supreme need of a Karana-guru to show him the Truth
behind all these changes.
Therefore, the real service of the shastras is to impress upon one
the need of the Guru, and to put one thus on track. The moment the
aspirant begins to seek a Karana-guru, vidya-vritti (higher reason)
begins to flash its light in him and the rest is safe in the light of this
divine torch. He has only to cling on to it till it leads him to a
Karana-guru in flesh and blood. Vidya-vritti is the fire that burns the
forest of illusions. It is only from a Karana-guru that he can get it in
full. This is why all shastras enjoin that you should study them only
at the feet of the Guru.
tattvam atmastham ajñatva mudhaz zastresu pazyati
gopah kaksa gatam chagam yatha kupesu durmatih
[When someone foolish does not know
that truth which stands as one’s own self,
it’s only then that one may look
into the shastras – like a herdsman
looking hard, in some distress
through many caves, to find a goat
that has gone into one of them.]
Shri Shankara, Sarva-vedanta-siddhanta-sara-sangraha, 291

1100. S ACRIFICE
Sacrifice is essential for the attainment of happiness, no matter if it
be phenomenal or ultimate.
To attain phenomenal happiness you have to concentrate, for the
time being, upon the object you desire. This means that you have, for
some time, deliberately to sacrifice all except that object. But at the
moment of enjoying the desired happiness, the object attained after
so much effort thereby disappears. Therefore everything objective is
sacrificed before the enjoyment of even phenomenal happiness.
So also in the quest of that ultimate Peace or Happiness, all that’s
objective has to fall away, as you reach the goal.
In the one case it is temporary, and in the other it is permanent.
1101. C ONSCIOUSNESS AND P EACE ARE ONE AND THE SAME .

You hope to achieve happiness by the attainment of some particular
object. Suppose that somebody drops the object into your room when
you are asleep. You do not get the desired happiness. But you get it
immediately you know that you have attained the object desired. So
it is the knowledge – though apparently limited by the object – that
gives you limited happiness.
In true knowledge, the object known does not appear. Therefore,
the known must disappear, even before limited peace can be attained.
It is only the reference to the object that limits the experience of
Peace. The same result arrived at without a reference to any object
(that is by rising above body, senses and mind) is the ultimate Peace.
The known, as known, must disappear for the ultimate Peace to
dawn. When the known – as known – disappears, it is knowledge
pure or Consciousness that remains over. Thus Consciousness and
Peace are one and the same, being intrinsic in you.
1102. Y OU ARE ALWAYS IN DEEP SLEEP. H OW ?

Just think what you are in deep sleep. You will find that you are the
‘I’-principle alone, divested of body, senses and mind. You see you
can live quite well without any of these.

Now just see if you ever get out of that ‘I’-principle in your dream
or waking states. No, you never do. Thus, you see here how you are
always in deep sleep. That is the real Self.
5th September 1955

1103. B EAUTY, POETRY AND LOVE ARE THE SAME R EALITY.
They are all, strictly speaking, synonyms of the Ultimate. If you
perceive any of these without reference to the limited clothing in
which they appear, you perceive the Reality itself. Such expressions
of the Absolute are all spontaneous. Let us examine any one of them
– e.g. beauty.
Beauty: It is often perceived in objects, such as the mountain, the
sea, sky, river, child, etc. But it has to be examined whether beauty is
inherent in them. If so, everybody should perceive beauty in each of
them, at all times. This is not so. I do not see beauty exactly where
another sees it. Therefore beauty does not rest in the object that has
been perceived.
The only other party to the perception is one’s own Self: divested
of body, senses and mind which are also objects. So beauty must
necessarily be somewhere in the Self – the real subject. The objects
serve only as mere symbols of or pointers to the subject.
The Self is the centre of beauty, and it is changeless. The symbols
are numerous, but the centre is only one, the inmost core of one’s
being. Beauty is the real nature of the Self and is unlimited. Beauty
anoints with its own gild all that with which it comes into contact.
When beauty is superimposed upon any object, it appears limited and
unreal.
In the world, you see only the beautiful. This that seems beautiful
is an incongruous mixture of dead, inert matter and living beauty by
its very nature unlimited. On seeing the beautiful, your effort should
be to eliminate the material accretion from the beauty part. For this
purpose, you may first conceive beauty to be resting inside yourself,
with matter outside. Thus, when you discard gross matter along with
the sense of the ‘outside’ and reach the so called ‘inside’, you find
that the inside – being relative and the opposite of outside – has also

vanished with the outside, leaving you alone as beauty – the Ultimate
which is beyond both outside and inside.
Poetry: When you come to real poetry, it transcends imagination and
all ideation. That is the Reality.
Love: Love for a desired object is pleasure-giving. When it gets
understood that it is not the object itself that is loved, but rather the
happiness you suppose to be derived from it, then love itself shines
clear as happiness. For it is both of these that are intrinsic in you.
They each are the Reality.
The ‘Reality’ is the ‘Absolute’, or what is ‘expressed’ and beyond all
opposites.
Sat, cit and ananda are the characteristics of the ultimate Reality.
They are positive in form, but negative in sense. Life, thoughts and
feelings are the first expressions of sat, cit and ananda in the relative
level. When you expand life, you come to sat. When you expand
thoughts, you come to cit. And when you expand feelings you come
to ananda.
After listening to the Truth from the Guru, if you get beyond the
body, senses and mind, you reach the background as sat, cit or
ananda. But you do not rest there. You are then taken on to the
ultimate Truth still beyond, which is Atma, the real ‘I’.
6th September 1955

1104. D EVOTEES , MYSTICS AND JNYANINS
These are the three distinct types of spiritual personalities recognized
by the world. They have also three distinct kinds of exercises, which
are usually called spiritual exercises. They have so called experiences
particular to each path, which are supposed to lead them to their
respective goals.
The first two follow the paths of devotion and yoga. These paths
confine their practitioners to the phenomenal, and are governed by
the physical and mental elements in varying degrees.
The devotee, identifying himself with his physical body, conceives
his ishta-deva also as a physical being, of course with infinite powers
and attributes, and meditates upon him. The yogin tries to concentrate
his mind upon a set ideal, which is a thought-form, with the definite

object of attaining powers and enjoying happiness. In course of time,
both of these sadhakas get reasonably well concentrated upon their
goal, and this bears visible fruits.
The devotee enjoys sensuous visions of his ishta-deva, which give
him ecstatic joy and a limited peace. If such a devotee does not rest
satisfied with these and does not consider that he has gained his goal,
it may be said that the ground has been prepared to enable him to
receive the teachings of a Karana-guru.
The yogin’s mind is expanded by concentration alone, and he
attains wonderful powers in the phenomenal world. He is now called
a ‘mystic’. His experiences are of a complex nature. If he is not
influenced by the powers that he possesses and his ego is not inflated
by them, it may be said that the ground has been prepared to enable
him to receive instructions from a Karana-guru.
Those devotees and mystics who refuse to go beyond, sell their
birthright for a pittance.
The third type of sadhaka is the jnyana sadhaka. Such a jnyana
sadhaka questions the world including himself. He is not satisfied
with names and forms. He wants to get to the Truth of everything
and lives on until a Karana-guru takes him to the ultimate Truth.
11th September 1955

1105. A LISTENER ASKED , ‘W HEN I KNOW THAT I DO NOT
KNOW, IS NOT MY STAND THEN IN THE R EALITY ’?
First answer: No. In your statement you make a difference between

your knowing and not knowing. This is possible only in duality.
Thus your position is not in the Reality. But behind what you say,
there is also a luminous and changeless principle whose self-
shining presence has made it possible for you to say what you do.
That principle alone is the Reality. Accordingly, Reality can be
defined as ‘that Principle which by its mere presence makes it
possible for you to make any statement, irrespective of the merits
or the subject of the statement’.
Second answer:
‘I know that when I know, I do not know.’

In this statement, the second and third ‘knowledge’ are both of
them objective and time-limited. If the first ‘knowledge’ is taken
to represent that principle that knows the other two knowledges,
then it is the Reality. It is only from the self-shining presence of
pure knowledge that you are able to make any statement. But
should you not identify yourself as that pure knowledge which
illuminates itself, your stand is not in the Reality.
If you have listened to the Truth from a living Guru, any question
logically analysed and steadfastly followed must take you to the Real
background. The world is created out of the triad of time, space and
causality and rests upon it. Therefore, it is only human to view the
objects of its perception in terms of this triad. Causality prompts the
enquiry into the cause or the source of all you perceive. And thus
prompted, you must keep seeking for the source of your thoughts and
feelings. Following this search earnestly, you reach a state beyond,
where thoughts and feelings do not appear as such, nor does anything
else exist there except yourself as Consciousness.
This Consciousness cannot be taken to be the cause of a non-
existent effect. In the so called cause, the effect is not present; and
without the cause and the effect being simultaneously present, their
relationship cannot be established. Therefore, though you started to
seek the cause, and though you could not find any, yet the earnest
sincerity of your search lead you on to the background Consciousness,
destroying the shackles of causality once and for all.
15th September 1955

1106. S USPECT KNOWLEDGE AND PERMANENT KNOWLEDGE
The knowledge, ‘I know I am’, is the one indubitable Reality that
requires no proof to establish its existence.
The knowledge of a thing which stands in need of any proof for
its existence is called ‘suspect’. Such suspect knowledge is neither
deep nor permanent. It may be sometimes right or sometimes wrong.
All knowledge within the triad (of triputi) is suspect knowledge.
[Triputi is the triad of knower, knowing and known; or doer, doing
and deed.]
But the knowledge beyond the triad is deep and permanent. No
proof is needed to establish it, and nothing can refute it.

Even the knowledge obtained in the relative level – when stripped
from the object known – is the Reality itself.
17th September 1955

1107. H IGHER REASON OR VIDYA - VRITTI
This is a supra-intellectual organon which can be found in everyone.
In the presence of the Guru, this organon is aroused, and is made use
of, in order to understand the Truth. It corrects and supplements the
findings of the lower reason. Thus it destroys all that is objective and
unreal, created by the mind. And when nothing else remains to be
destroyed, it stands revealed in its own glory as the Reality – just as
the fire which consumes the forest extinguishes itself when nothing
else remains to be consumed, and Peace prevails.
20th September 1955

1108. P LEASURES AND SPIRITUALITY
A life of placid enjoyment is inimical to you if you are given to
serious thinking on any serious subject, and much more so when that
thinking is spiritual.
An ordinary man believes that if he can provide for a constant
stream of pleasures, then he can somehow be happy. But he does not
quite know that such pleasures can never be constant.
24th September 1955

1109. V EDANTIC CONCEPTION OF SAMADHI
Samadhi, as a result of the process of absorption, does not by itself
take you to the Reality. Shri Gaudapada says: ‘Take away the mind
from its tendency to go to samadhi to enjoy happiness and also from
its tendency to enjoy the so called happiness supposed to be derived
from sense objects. For just that it leads you on to the goal.’
But how can this be done by the mind itself? It is never possible
to reach the goal by any amount of effort on the part of the mind
itself. By effort, you can prolong the duration of the samadhi to a
certain extent and do nothing more. The complete elimination of the
mind is what you have to obtain, somehow.

For this, some principle higher than the mind has to be depended
on. That is the higher reason. And its true function is discrimination.
The higher reason proves to you that it is not from the mind itself
that happiness is experienced in samadhi, and that there is no enjoyer
there. It is your own real nature of Peace, standing in its own glory,
when the mind is temporarily stilled. It proves that the mind in any
form can only obscure the Reality. As you come to understand this
correctly, your dependence upon the capacity of the mind to take you
to that sublime Reality must crumble. This is how the mind is to be
eliminated from the scene.
Samadhi is all right if the mind understands that samadhi is
complete identity with the non-dual Atma, where there is neither any
enjoyer nor enjoyment. And when the mind knows that, it shines
within itself unchanged.
28th September 1955

1110. H OW TO DESTROY SAMSKARAS ?
Shri Gaudapada in Mandukya-karika says: ‘Exercise of discrimination
and reason alone can destroy your samskaras and take you to the
ultimate Truth. But the method of using them has to be obtained from
a Karana-guru.’
The exercise of the higher reason alone can destroy one’s innate
tendencies and lead one to the goal.
3rd October 1955

1111. S AKSHAT- KARANA
The ultimate cause (if any) of Self-realization is the fact of your
having been accepted by a Sage as his disciple. This fact guarantees
the disciple’s realizing the corresponding fact that he had never been
bound.
The moment the relationship between the Sage and the disciple is
so established, the attention of the disciple is irrevocably directed to
Atma, and the only thing that remains to be done is the removal of
the ‘mind’, the one obstacle in the scene. All the attendant formalities
of initiation, listening to spiritual discourses etc., are calculated only
to give the mind a dignified and decent burial.

The life-story of Sages like Vativishvarattamma have proves this
beyond all doubt.
1112. S OCIAL UPLIFT WORK AS A MEANS TO GET TO THE

T RUTH
The work of social uplift is often accepted by the world as a spiritual
path. But every worker should be qualified for the particular task he
undertakes, so that the work may be orderly and fruitful. The social
worker is no exception to this rule. The essential qualifications of a
social worker are a clear knowledge of his own self, of the world,
and of the one thing in common to the two. Next he should know the
purpose of his work, and lastly the method of its implementation.
The very idea of social work rests on a basic problem. This is a
misunderstanding that the world as it appears is real. The purpose of
the work is the permanent happiness of the worker and of the world
alike. When the worker happens to know the Truth that he himself
and the world are Atma, the ultimate Reality whose real nature is the
Happiness which he has been seeking so long, his search ceases and
he chooses to remain self-contented.
But the ordinary social worker continues in the field, and often
reaches the goal of his desire, though ephemeral. If he is sincere and
earnest, his ego may get attenuated and he may become ripe, as a
result of his preparation of the ground, to imbibe the teachings of a
Karana-guru, which will take him to the goal.
(Shri Atmananda was a strong social enthusiast and he contributed
liberally for the cause. But he only held that it was wrong to attribute
any spirituality to it.)
1113. F UTILITY OF SOCIAL SERVICE , BY ITSELF TO TAKE ONE

TO THE T RUTH
Work for the enjoyment of any worldly satisfaction is opposed to
jnyana. And that jnyana alone can take one to the goal of Truth.
Work emphasizing the world brings in diversity. Jnyana destroys
it. It is the destruction of variety that can take one to plain Truth –
which is one’s real nature. And work with right discrimination may
prepare the ground for spiritual enquiry. It cannot do anything more.

9th October 1955
1114. E VERYTHING IS BRAHMAN .
sarvam khalv idam brahma
The Truth about this world is that the Reality, which is imperceptible
to the senses, appears as this world when it gets sensually perceived.
The ordinary man sees only the appearance and attributes a complete
reality to it. At the same time, he sees also the changeability of the
appearance, but he shuts his eyes to it. All spiritual paths attempt first
to show the Reality behind the appearance. When looked at from the
Reality itself, there is no appearance either.
To take disciples to the Truth, phenomenal illustrations are often
used. For example take gold and its ornament. The ordinary man, at
the first glance, sees only the ornament. But on second thoughts, he
admits that it is made of gold. He still lays greater emphasis on the
form rather than the gold, because he relies on his sense perceptions.
After some more thought, he admits that between the form and the
gold of the ornament, the form frequently changes, while the gold
stays constant. Since gold itself is the essential constituent of all its
ornaments and since the form is only a temporary appearance leaving
nothing behind, he is forced to admit that the gold alone is permanent
and that the form is merely an illusion. Thus, having been shown gold
in its pure formless nature, he is asked to look at the ornaments from
the standpoint of gold. Then he sees nothing but gold in the ornaments
(just as a banker would). Even in the appearance, it is the gold that
appears and not the ornament. An ‘ornament’ is such only by worldly
convention, but actually it is only gold.
Now applying the illustration to the Self and the world, having
separated the world including your own body, senses and mind from
the Self, you are shown the Self in its pure nature. Taking your stand
in that pure Self, if you look at the world, you see the whole world as
nothing but your own real Self. Just this is how you are helped to
experience the Truth of the aphorism: ‘All is brahman’. The object of
Vedanta is not to help you misperceive the appearance; but rather to
help perceive the true essence, even when perceiving the appearance
through the senses.

There is no superimposition
at any time.
Even the thought that there is superimposition,
is a superimposition.
There is no serpent in the rope
at any time.
There is no world in the Reality
at any time.
The Earth is not pot.
But the pot is Earth.
Consciousness is not the object.
But the object is Consciousness.
The wave and the ocean are both objects as such.
But in essence both are water, one and the same.
If you try to take away your mind from the ornament (as yogins do),
the ornament disappears not by itself alone, but along with the gold;
and you are left helpless, in the dark. But if you succeed in seeing the
gold in the ornament and understand that the gold is the only part
which is permanent, then in every subsequent perception of the
ornament, you will emphasize only the gold in it.
Similarly, when you see you are not the body, senses or mind –
which are but ornaments of the real ‘I’ – you have only to emphasize
the ‘I’ in each. What’s needed is only a shifting of your interest, from
the outer appearance to the inmost essence, Then, everything appears
as gold or as the real ‘I’.
Pure gold comprehends all ornaments. It is formless, imperceptible
and is by itself no ornament. The ornament is gold in some form, and
is perceptible. When you put an ornament in a crucible and apply
heat to it, it melts. Then the ornament part disappears and the gold
alone remains over. Of course, this gold also appears in the form of
the crucible. You cannot help this as long as you look through your
eyes. Pure gold is formless and imperceptible. Having transcended
objectivity, it is the Reality itself.
But there is, in daily practice, a temporary and artificial reality
posited between the ornament and the gold. This is what we call the
bullion. It is supposed to be more permanent than the ornaments and

is therefore used as a standard to measure all ornaments. The bullion
has also a form and is an ornament when coined. This fact is sadly
and conveniently ignored when you consider commercial bullion, in
the form of a gold standard .
Similarly, the state of samadhi, considered by the yogins as the
Ultimate, is only a state, limited by time. The absolute Reality is quite
beyond all samadhi.
10th October 1955

1115. T HE INCOMPETENCE OF SAMADHI TO ENLIGHTEN ONE .
Yoga or mental effort is the cause, and samadhi is the natural effect.
But the Absolute is uncaused. Therefore, samadhi can never be the
Absolute, but only a state; and as such it can never enlighten you.
1116. A MUKTA AND AN A CARYA

Liberation consists in realizing one’s own real nature, and it makes
one a mukta. But an Acarya is one who has realized the Truth, is
established in it, and who lives the Truth himself in all his apparent
life.
1117. T HE BEST MEANS TO REALIZATION

1. Allow Consciousness to come in at each stage of your perceiving.
Recognize Consciousness in all your perceptions, and see that it
is the only real part of the perceptions. Gradually, you realize that
the whole world – including your own body, senses and mind – is
nothing but Consciousness, and you are free.
2. Examine your statements regarding your own direct experiences.
A changeless ‘I’ is found underlying every such statement. It is
the ultimate Reality itself.

13th October 1955
1118. I NDEPENDENCE
Man is born and brought up in a state and spirit of dependence. He
has to depend upon his mother in his babyhood and childhood; upon
his parents, teachers and friends in his boyhood; upon his wife, his
family and society when he becomes a householder; upon the whole
world when he becomes a man; and upon God and nature all along –
until he is temporarily relieved by death, or liberated for all time by
knowledge.
But the spirit of independence, which is an urge from each child’s
own real nature, sprouts up and rebels against this dependence at
every stage of a child’s life. All forces of nature, including parents,
try to restrain this spirit of independence in some form or other. Thus
parents, teachers and society do this in the name of culture and
education. What they mean by culture and education is only directing
the mind of a child from one set of objects, which they consider
injurious, to another set of objects, which they consider beneficial, to
the good of the child in the phenomenal world. But all the while, the
child keeps getting pinned to an enslaving body, senses and mind.
This curbing of the independence of a child cannot be justified,
unless there is a better substitute to be given in its place. A child’s
spirit of independence will never be satisfied until her or his attention
gets somehow directed to the permanent life principle in the child.
Just that is the true seat of independence, from where each child’s
own urge for freedom has spontaneously come.
Body, mind and senses are by their very nature dependent. Thus,
whenever you attempt to restrain a child from any of its physical or
mental tendencies, you would do well not to do it by any force, in the
name of empty slogans like virtue and progress. But you may rather
try to impress upon their tender minds the existence of a permanent
and luminous principle each of them. That is each child’s life principle.
Slowly, each child can be made to become aware of the real glory of
that life principle, to which each girl or boy may learn to be more
and more deeply attached.
This life principle is the first emanation of the ultimate Truth and,
as such, there can be nothing more sublime and ennobling than this.
Therefore the attachment of the child to her or his life principle will

transform their tendencies into a subjective sublimity and nobility
much more quickly and with greater stability than any object lesson
ever could.
Having obtained such a glorious start from their very childhood,
when they grow up with these samskaras, they should undoubtedly
come upon a Karana-guru, receive instruction from him and thus find
liberation. This is a law of nature that has no exception. It’s then that
a child may find that in that state, an urge for independence may get
fulfilled. Because, in liberation, each person is alone and there is no
place for dependence.
The parents are responsible for having given a girl or boy-child a
body, which by itself is the source of it’s bondage and misery. This is
no doubt a sin in the phenomenal sense. The parents, if they are
conscientious, must certainly atone for it, at least by bringing up their
children in such a manner as to make them conscious of this bondage,
and to instil in them a deep desire for liberation. There is no easier
method of fulfilling this goal than the one just chalked out.
1119. V EDANTA
Vedanta is the unfoldment of one’s own real nature (the Truth), from
the lowest level to the highest.
Reality is positive in form, but negative in meaning. When I say,
‘It is existence’, I mean only that it is not non-existence.
1120. H IGHER REASON

Higher reason is that supra-intellectual organon present in all human
beings, which gets to function when an aspirant tries to understand
something beyond the body, senses and mind. It may also be called
functioning Consciousness. And when the function ceases, it is pure
25th October 1955

1121. W ORSHIP AND ITS SIGNIFICANCE
Worship is a method adopted all over the world, so as to show one’s
respect and reverence to another, and to rise thereby to the level of

the worshipped. Phenomenal perfection is attained through devotion
to a personal God; and spiritual perfection through devotion to the
‘impersonal’, which is represented by the ‘Karana-guru’. The method
of worship adopted is generally the same, and the only difference is
with regard to the goal.
The fundamental characteristic of worship and devotion is the
resort to any process of incessant thinking about the object of worship.
But this becomes sometimes monotonous and mechanical. To avoid
this, and to give variety and ease to the exercise, certain deviations
are adopted. It is but natural that one is inclined to love and revere
everything related to the accepted objects of adoration. The sacred
material relics, preserved and worshipped in all religions, such as the
Bodhi Tree, the chip of the Cross etc., are examples. These relics are
revered not for their intrinsic worth, but only for the solemn fact of
their having once been intimately connected with the goal of our
adorations. Thus, in each case, these relics are mere pointers to the
goal of our devotion.
This is all the more true when the aspirant is on the path to the
ultimate Truth, and he has to be doubly guarded against probable
pitfalls.
The devotee of the Guru should never forget that objects or
persons of whatever relationship to the Guru should be utilized only
to draw his or her attention to the sacred person of the Guru.
Otherwise, they should be dismissed summarily.
3rd February 1956

1122. W HAT HAPPENS TO THE EGO AFTER VISUALIZATION ?
Even on the first visualizing of the Truth, one is liberated. But the
ego seems to function even after that. Yes, Truth was visualized in
spite of all adverse samskaras. Therefore, now, with the additional
strength and light of the Truth, you have to face the samskaras and
subdue them.
This is done easily by clinging on to the Truth and repeating the
experience of visualization, as often as possible. The mind, having
relinquished all adherence to the ego, turns to Atma as its only
support; the ego also, like a slave or a shadow, follows the foot-steps
of the mind and continues to function as a mere pointer to the Atma.

1123. W HY DOES THE S AGE COME DOWN FROM THE
ULTIMATE LEVEL TO THE LOWER ONE AND ACT ACCORDING
TO THE LAWS AND CONVENTIONS OF THIS WORLD ?
1. The question assumes that the Sage is a person. No. The Sage is
impersonal, and as such can never act.
2. The ego is the product of time, space and causality, and these
laws have been created solely for its traffic with the outside
world. Therefore, as far as phenomenal activities are concerned,
these laws are all quite in order. But concerning anything in the
beyond, or concerning the world as a whole, these laws cannot
apply. Therefore the question is illogical.
3. Swami Vivekananda answers this question this way: ‘Illusion
cannot arise except from illusion.’ But this answer is not convinc-
ing at all levels. So a clearer answer is given below. This very
same question was raised and answered also in the Upanishads.
jñanena ’jñana-karyasya samulasya layo yadi
katham tisthaty ayam deha iti zabkavato jadan
*samadhatum bahya-drstya prarabdham vadati zrutih
*ajñanijanakaryartham prarabdham vadati zrutih
na tu dehasya satyatva bodhanaya vipaz citam
[* marks alternative versions of the third line.]
Shri Shankara, Viveka-cudamani, 462-3
It means: If the fire of knowledge has destroyed everything, how
does the body of the Sage continue? The vast majority of people
cannot understand the Sage in the true light. The question has
arisen from the ignorant man’s standpoint, attributing reality to
objects perceived; and it boils down to time, space and causality.
To satisfy such dull intellects in the gross plane, the shastras put
forward the argument of ‘prarabdha’ [remaining samskaras cont-
inuing to unfold, at the level of personality]. But it was never
intended to establish the reality of the body. The apparent body of
the Sage forms part of the world which he has transcended long
ago.

1124. H OW TO DISPOSE OF SAMSKARAS AFTER
VISUALIZATION ?
The Truth has been visualized. But by that alone, you are not always
cognizant of the Reality. When you are swayed by the former
samskaras of your life, you forget the Truth. Then you can either
look deep and destroy the world as nothing but consciousness or,
conceding the existence of the world, you may know that you are its
witness and unaffected by the witnessed. A time will come when the
inner eye will be ever clear, showing you in your real nature even
while engaged in activities.
1125. W HAT IS REASON AND HOW DOES IT WORK ?

Reason is of two kinds: the lower and the higher.
Lower reason (mind) is a negative instrument. Its findings are
sometimes negative and sometimes positive. The negative findings
may be helpful in disproving the reality of the apparent world, and in
bringing one nearer the Truth. But the positive discoveries of lower
reason emphasize duality and have always been an impediment in
the progress towards Truth. It is too objective and speculative.
Higher reason is a positive instrument and its positive discoveries,
being based upon the one real being within, are always true and
changeless. When we say the higher reason ‘destroys’, it only means
that it clearly exposes the falsity of appearance. Our samskaras
themselves, as they become more sattvic, begin to notice and to
question the vagaries of the lower reason.
It is then that the presence of a higher faculty becomes necessary,
in order to enquire and come to an ultimate decision. The higher
reason comes in to answer this urge. But at last, this higher reason
turns out to be Truth itself, standing thus established as the changeless
background.

15th February 1956
1126. H OW DID LOGIC COME TO BE INCORPORATED INTO
V EDANTA ?
In very ancient days, the Upanishads were the spoken words of
universally accepted Sages. They were clear statements, most of them
bold assertions regarding the ultimate Truth, as experienced by each
of them.
In course of time, the blind and implicit faith of many people
disappeared. Thus a variety different schools sprang up, questioning
the assertions of Vedanta, in the light of reason. It was then that
Vedanta began to use that supra-intellectual organon, called ‘higher
reason’, to answer such questions and to establish the position of
Vedanta. This weapon is also logic, but of a purely sublime nature,
making reference only to one’s own real being.
24th February 1956

1127. H OW IS T RUTH RELATED TO THE WORLD ?
Truth is the text; and the world, senses and mind are the commentaries
thereof.
The commentaries always point to the Truth, which is only one,
crisp and pointed. But the commentaries are laborious and volumin-
ous, and they approach the Truth from different standpoints. Yet they
prove the Truth, each in its own way.
25th February 1956

1128. W HAT AM I?
Am I the body, senses or mind? No. If I claim to be anything, that
must be with me wherever I go. Doing, perceiving, thinking and
feeling do not go with me wherever I go.
‘Knowing’ alone is always with me. So I am knowingness or
Consciousness alone. I am that always, and I am free. I can only be
that which remains over, when the object or active part is separated
from the perceiver, perception or percept.

4th March 1956
1129. L IFE ’ S EXPERIENCES – AN ANALYSIS
Life’s experiences as a whole can be easily classified into two major
groups: (1) activity, and (2) absence of activity. The former compre-
hends the whole of waking and dream state experiences and the latter
comprehends deep sleep experience alone. The former is surcharged
with activity and the latter is one’s own real nature. The former is
activity and the latter is the Reality.
Then a legitimate question might naturally come up: ‘Why then
does this activity come in?’
Here, activity is used in the generic sense. But the question is
itself a particular activity and, as such, it is not competent to question
the inactivity, which is generic. An activity cannot exist divested of
consciousness. Therefore activity is nothing else but Consciousness.
Thus, when minutely examined, even the question – as an activity –
stands revealed as the Truth itself.
Therefore, activity as such has never been, and Consciousness
was always shining in its own glory.
6th March 1956

1130. W HAT IS MY POSITION IN RELATION TO KNOWLEDGE ?
I have two positions in relation to knowledge:
1. As pure knowledge, and
2. As the knowing knowledge or knower.
The knower is not affected by the known. The knower, divested of
the known, is knowledge pure.
prapañcam eva durbodham manye tasya ’nirupanat
subodham brahma satyatvad atmatvat svaprakazanat
Vishnu-purana [unverified]

28th March 1956
1131. I F C ONSCIOUSNESS IS BEYOND OPPOSITES HOW CAN IT
BE KNOWN ?
How do you know the opposites? Certainly not through the opposites
themselves. Can that principle which knows opposites have any
opposite? No. That is Consciousness, pure.
Consciousness or Happiness is that which never ceases to be.
Opposites are always limited by time, and so cease to be. Therefore
Consciousness or Happiness is beyond all opposites.
The teacher and the disciple both stand depersonalized when the
Truth is expounded by the teacher and understood by the disciple.
When you say ‘he talked’, you emphasize the talking and miss the
Truth. So also, when you say you understood, you emphasize the
understanding and it becomes mental.
1132. Mr. P.B. asked: W HEN AM I REALLY LIVING ?

Answer: I really live only during those moments when I identify
myself with the ultimate Truth. At other moments, I was simply
living dead.
1133. (P.B. again) W HEN DOES ONE VISUALIZE THE T RUTH ?

Answer: When the when is not.
29th March 1956

1134. W HAT HAPPENS IN SAMADHI AND HOW TO DIRECT IT TO
THE ULTIMATE T RUTH ?
In seeking samadhi, you are trying to see the Truth through the
absence of all activities, because you do not see the Truth during the
activities. But Truth (your svarupa) is not to be found in either the
presence or the absence of activities which constitute the mental
realm. Therefore, you must go beyond both, to get at the Truth.
The world ties you down by its presence here. The world ties you
down by its absence or non-existence in samadhi. You must transcend
both, in order to reach the Truth. It is beyond both activity and

passivity. It is knowledge knowing everything and knowledge not
knowing anything, at the same time. It is simultaneously active and
passive; that is, you must transcend both to come to Truth.
You desire samadhi only for the happiness you suppose you derive
from it, just as you desire an object for the pleasure you hope to
derive from it. Mandukya-karika advises you to take away the desire
from both and you will be in your own centre. But it does not suggest
how that desire can be taken away. It can only be done by knowing
that the happiness experienced in either case is not the outcome
of either the samadhi or the object, but that it is your own real nature
and therefore intrinsic in you.
All effort to achieve one’s own real nature is meaningless; because
it stands already achieved. So the desire for the fruit vanishes, and you
stand in the Reality.
1135. W HY DOES THE G URU TEACH AND WHAT ?

Because the disciples earnestly and sincerely ask questions. But
when the Truth is being imparted, the Guru stands as Truth beyond
the talk; and the disciple is also pulled up, in spite of him. The
disciple may begin by listening to the talk, but he is soon taken
beyond the talk. The talk is not itself the Reality, but the Reality is in
the talk and is the goal of the talk.
The personal is taken up by the impersonal for discussion, and the
language of the personal acts as the medium. But the personal –
including the medium – is given up, when the background is
visualized.
The question presupposes that the disciple is imperfect and that
the teacher is perfect. The teacher shows the disciple that he too is
perfect, and there the teaching ends.
1136. W HAT IS THE JNYANA PATH TO T RUTH ?

It consists of both the traditional path and the direct path. According
to the traditional path, a jnyana sadhaka, directed by a Jnyanin
(Karana-guru), has to pass through four definite stages in regular
order:

1. ‘To know it.’ From the lips of the Guru.
2. ‘To enjoy it’, By dint of
3. ‘To become it’, and personal
4. ‘To be it’. effort.
This method is built upon the samskara of duality, so that the
teaching lasts even after ‘being it.’ This trace of duality has yet to be
transcended, in order to get to the ultimate Truth.
But according to the direct path to Truth, non-duality is emphasized
at the very start, proving that there is nothing other than knowledge.
The samskara of duality immediately disappears. Thus, ‘to know it’
is ‘to be it’; and so there is, practically, only one step to the ultimate
Truth.
1137. W HAT IS LIBERATION TO A DEVOTEE ?

According to the path of devotion to a personal God, there are four
stages to liberation (mukti), in a regular order of progression.
1. Salokya (being in the same world as the deity),
2. Samipya (being in close proximity with the deity),
3. Sarupya (being of the same form and features as the deity),
4. Sayujya (getting merged in the deity itself).
From the standpoint of Truth, the personal God – as well as the state
of sayujya – are only concepts of the devotee’s mind. In sayujya, that
mind merges in its own concept. It is impossible for the individual
mind to come out of that state at will; because the mind, being
merged, is deprived of all initiative. Therefore, the state is more or
less a well earned and indefinite rest, without any specific experience
of misery. Even this state, in the relative realm, has its natural
termination; and the devotee is inevitably born again as a man.
1138. W HAT IS THE SIGNIFICANCE OF THE THREE STATES ?

1. The waking state represents diversity in all its nakedness.
‘Realistic’ (or materialistic) philosophy is based upon the apparent
reality of this state.
2. The dream state (mental state) shows that it is all the manyness
of the one. The idealistic philosophers base their philosophy upon

the relatively greater reality of the mind, as compared with sense
objects.
3. The deep sleep state: Truth alone is absolute non-duality.
Vedantins depend upon the experience of deep sleep to expound
ultimate Truth, the real nature of Man.
1139. W HAT IS THE REAL SADHANA ?

The only sadhana that the higher jnyana shastras ask the earnest
aspirant to undertake is: ‘Listen, listen, listen, to the words of the
Guru; and contemplate nothing.’ This can also be: ‘Say to yourself
over and over again what the Guru has told you regarding the Truth,
the arguments used, etc.’ It is as good as listening to the Guru
himself, over again.
1140. W HY DO ASPIRANTS ADOPT SUCH A VARIETY OF PATHS ,

ALL CALLED ‘ SPIRITUAL’?
It is only very few, among such practitioners, who earnestly desire

ultimate liberation. Those few never fail to obtain a Karana-guru, at
some stage of their spiritual search; and then they realize the Truth
without any further difficulty.
The great majority desire the enjoyment of pleasures, according to
their own tastes and temperaments. The most important among them
are the bhaktas, mystics, idealists, nihilists, etc. They emphasize only
certain aspects of the Reality and ignore the other aspects. Therefore,
they experience only limited happiness, in varying degrees.
Bhaktas emphasize the ananda aspect, subordinating existence and
reason. Mystics emphasize the sat and ananda aspects, subordinating
reason. Idealists emphasis only the lower reason or intelligence,
subordinating sat and ananda. The nihilists (kshanika-vijnyana-vadis)
– standing as idealists and using intellect alone – go a bit further, but
get stranded in nothingness or ‘shunya’.
But jnyanins – adopting cit as the higher reason, without subordi-
nating either sat or ananda – prove that sat and ananda in their true
nature are cit itself. The jnyanins thereby stand established in the
ultimate Truth.

1141. FALLACY OF THE DEFINITION OF ‘ TIME ’ AS THE
PLURALITY OF EXPERIENCES .
Question: Some Philosophers have tried to define time as the ‘plurality

of experiences, each complete in itself’. Can this be accepted?
Answer: No. There is a confusion of thought here. The word plurality
itself presupposes time. So the definition begs the question itself.
14th July 1956

Seeing things in the right perspective.
And how to achieve it?
Know yourself first.
15th July 1956

1143. W HAT IS THE SECRET OF RITES TO THE DEPARTED ?
From the ultimate standpoint, the problem does not arise. At that level,
there is neither the departed, nor any rites for them.
But on the phenomenal or dual level, there is relative significance
and relative truth in such rites. The dual plane is dominated by the
mind. The mind, by its very nature, cannot exist without a support,
gross or subtle. Therefore, it is believed that the mind, immediately it
leaves one body, takes possession of another.
Thus the yogin’s mind, by dint of exercise, takes possession of the
body set as his ideal in meditation. The jnyana-yogin’s mind does not
take possession of a body as the ordinary yogin does, but is merged
and lost in the atmic principle or the ultimate Truth.
The departed spirit or ‘pitri’, as it is called in Hindu religion,
is only a thought-form of the departed soul, possessed of all the
samskaras it had when it was alive. The purpose of all rites and
ceremonials directed to the pitris is only to destroy those samskaras
and set the pitri relatively free. This can be done in two ways.
The first and the highest is to know by the knowledge of the
ultimate Truth that the very concept of the ‘pitri’ is an illusion. Thus,
if the son of the departed one is a jivan-mukta, his very thought and

the strength of his conviction – that he is the ultimate Truth – relieves
the thought-form called ‘pitri’ of all the bondage of its samskaras.
The next process is the performance of elaborate ceremonials, like
Tila-havana, by which one convinces oneself that the pitris have
been amply propitiated, as enjoined by the shastras [scriptures]. An
intellectual satisfaction arises out of this conviction, which gives one
some peace of mind. This method is the one adopted by the very
great majority.
19th July 1956

1144. S OME STATEMENTS OF F ERRIER AND S OCRATES
EXAMINED
Ferrier, the French philosopher, has said: ‘Apprehension of the

perception of matter is the subject of metaphysics.’ But I say: ‘It is
not the subject, but only the beginning of metaphysics.’
Socrates says: ‘Don’t go after the “beautiful”, but go after “beauty”,
and you shall be free.’ Higher religion also says: ‘Don’t be satisfied
with being virtuous, but be virtue itself.’ The statements are right, but
how to achieve the goal is the problem. Both are silent on that point.
The statements demand a separation of the material parts or
appendages from the beautiful or virtuous. This is never possible
unless one has transcended the mental plane oneself. Therefore the
statements are not of much practical help to an aspirant and do not
enable him to visualize the Truth. But after visualizing it with the
help of the Guru, one may make use of these statements to get
established in the Ultimate.
Divested of their material parts or appendages, beauty and virtue
no longer stand separate, but stand as that which was the common
background of both the beautiful and the virtuous.
1145. E FFICACY OF MORAL LAWS

All codes of ethics and morality, if strictly followed, make you come
nearer to the Truth. All such laws demand, to some extent, the sacrifice
of lower self. The ultimate goal of all such laws is certainly selflessness.
But unfortunately, ethics and morality – being objective in the strict
sense – cannot take one to absolute selflessness.

Absolute selflessness is Truth itself, the ultimate subject. It can be
visualized only with the help of a Karana-guru. All thoughts of
striving for and recognizing selflessness are in the mental realm.
Pure selflessness dawns only when one transcends the mind and
stands as Atma, the real Self.
1146. W HY THE SIDDHIS OR POWERS ?

They are quite illusory, in relation to the ultimate Truth.
Truth is Truth, at all times and under all conditions and in all states.
That which leads you to the Truth should also have some of its
characteristics, such as permanence and self-luminosity.
Siddhis, acquired by dint of exercise, do not last for more than a
limited number of years (usually twelve years). Even when one
professes to possess them, one does so only in the waking state, which
is only one third of one’s whole life. One does not possess any of the
siddhis in one’s dream and deep sleep states. Therefore siddhis are
impermanent, and depend upon the body and mind for their very
existence – even during the limited time they seem to exist.
It is the exhibition of such siddhis (called miracles) that are often
cited to prove the spiritual greatness of even founders of religions.
Such and much greater and deeper siddhis are possessed, and
sometimes exhibited, even by the commonplace yogins of India. But
such yogins and their siddhis are shunned and detested by all Sages
and all real aspirants to Truth. All men of real experience and all the
higher shastras, directing attention to the ultimate Truth, have declared
unequivocally that siddhis or powers are the greatest obstacle to
realization of Truth. Therefore avoid siddhis at all cost, if you aspire
to the Truth.
vita-samsargavat siddha-samsargam moha-varddhakam …
Sages also possess infinite siddhis even without their knowing it; not
as a result of exercise, but as a result of the knowledge of the
ultimate Truth. But they use these powers with the greatest restraint;
nor do their powers ever fade away from them like the yogin’s
siddhis, by lapse of time or by constant use (even if they do so).

1147. E XAMINATION OF AN OBJECT BY THE SCIENTIST AND
THE VEDANTIN
A scientist examines an object to find out its material composition

alone, and that too only in the waking state. His process is objective
and involves the purely physical or mental effort.
But the vedantin examines an object to find out its svarupa – that
which does not change throughout all the three states which constitute
the totality of man’s experience. Here, dream has to be conceived in
a sense more comprehensive than usual. Whatever is purely mental,
or everything that is past, may be said to belong to the dream state.
Evidently, the states are created in order to enable man to examine a
thing subjectively or objectively, in the right perspective, and to discover
the Truth behind it. The states are thus the key to the Reality, as
expounded by Vedanta.
A so called gross object is constituted of Consciousness, thought-
form and grossness. Of these, the grossness disappears when the
enquirer gives up the waking state; the thought-form disappears
when he gives up the dream state (mental state); and in the deep
sleep state, Consciousness alone remains over. But Consciousness
was present in the other two states as well. Therefore, viewed from
that standpoint, Consciousness is the substance of every object.
1148. W HAT IS THE GOAL OF EVERY QUESTION ?

The usual question asked is: ‘What is the truth of this object?’ What is
sought is the ‘Truth’, which can never be bound by any object. Truth
being imperceptible to the senses, the perceptible object is made use
of, to find the ultimate Truth.
The process adopted [in the direct method] is an attempt to eliminate
the material parts from the particular object. When they are thus
separated, the Truth – which was the background of all that was
separated – shines by itself, being self-luminous.
Therefore, whether you search for Truth through the individual
subject or through a particular object, it is the ultimate Truth that is
experienced as the result. It is the right perspective alone that has to
be obtained from a Karana-guru.

1149. C AUSALITY IS A MISNOMER .
The thief comes in surreptitiously, whenever you ask a question
applying the principle of causal relationship.
Causality is the product of the waking state. Nay, it is the waking
state itself. It can never be successfully answered from the waking
state, where alone the law of causality obtains. To answer the question,
one must get beyond the waking state, to the dream or mental state.
Then causality and the question both disappear, as mere illusion. One
who raises such a question is pinned to the waking state.
It may pertinently be asked, is there not causality in the dream state?
No. Certainly not. Because, what we call the dream state is a full-
fledged waking state when it is experienced, and it is called a dream
state only when it is past. Then causality, which appeared quite
reasonable when the so called dream was in progress, becomes unreal.
This amounts to admitting that causality is not real in the dream state.
There is no connection between objects themselves in the waking
state. Causality is only an object, just like any other object; and the
senses also are only objects, just like others. Therefore you cannot
establish causal relationship, between any two objects of the waking
state.
27th July 1956

1150. L IFE AND DEATH
Man is afraid of death. Who says this? Is it life? Or is it death?
Certainly death cannot say this. Because it is lifeless. Then will
life say so? No. Because life can never be out of life, and so it can
never comprehend death. Then can it be the dead inert matter (body)
that says so? No. Because it is already dead, and it cannot speak.
There is none else present to say so. Therefore either it has never
been said, or it can never be seriously said, by anyone. Hence death
is not, or death is a myth.

1151. H OW IS THE DREAM STATE NEARER THE T RUTH THAN
THE WAKING STATE ?
The waking subject holds that sense perception is the highest test of
Truth. From this position, it denounces dream objects as unreal, as
they are not perceptible to the waking physical senses.
In the waking state – dominated as it is by the triad or triputi – the
perceiver, perception and the percept are so clearly distinct and
separate that it is very difficult to find anything common between
them.
But as far as the dream state is concerned, there is a great difference.
As soon as the dream is past, one can see clearly that the subject and
the object series – appearing in that state – are both creations of the
same mind, and therefore one in essence. So there is this much of
non-duality in dream. To that extent, the dream is nearer the Truth.
Therefore, the clear diversity of the waking state is first examined
from the lesser diversity of the dream state, and the waking state is
found to be nothing other than an idea.
28th July 1956

1152. (Miss T. asked) F ROM WHAT STANDPOINT AND HOW AM
I TO EXAMINE AN OBJECT ?
Answer: For the time being, take it that you do it from the waking
state. But you have heard the Truth from the Guru and know that you
are not the body, senses or mind.
Examining gross objects from the waking state, you find, first of
all, that objects are nothing but percepts. You can only compare the
qualities of one object with those of another in the same state, or at
the most refer to causality which is only another object obtaining in
the waking state. This sort of comparison does not give you any
satisfactory solution, about the Truth of percepts.
Thus puzzled by your vain efforts, you begin to think deeply
about it. Immediately, but unknowingly, you change your own stand
and become a psychological being (in the dream state). Sensual
objects vanish; and so you find that gross objects, as such, are unreal.
But instead, you find that the thought-forms or ideas are the Truth of
all that you perceive.

This also does not satisfy you for long; because ideas also seem
impermanent, as they keep on appearing and disappearing. Therefore
you begin to examine ideas, in their turn. The moment you take to
this, you again unknowingly change your stand to the deep sleep
state, represented by awareness as the higher reason. Examining ideas
accordingly, you find that they cannot exist without Consciousness
and so are Consciousness itself, which is your real nature. Therefore
every object is nothing but consciousness.
Causality as a law has the advantage of taking you from diversity
to unity, but not beyond. Even that unity still remains only as an
expanded object, and so it does not take you beyond the waking
state. Causality depends upon precedence and succession, for its very
existence. In other words, time is the parent of causality. But on
closer examination, we find that time depends upon thought for its
existence and thought depends upon time for its existence. Therefore
they cancel out each other, and so time is not. Therefore causality is
also not.
An honest examination of the Truth of any object is possible only
when you take that object as representative of the state to which it
belongs; and then you stand as the witness of that state.
The mind is the witness of gross objects. Therefore, you have to
examine every gross object from the mental (dream) state. Then the
grossness of the object (space-element) vanishes; and it appears as
nothing more than an idea (thought-form), having existence only
when the idea appears. It is a generalization of this experience that is
expressed as the law that ‘Objects do not exist when not known.’ This
fact is the beginning of the vedantic perspective (visayabbalkk`
ajñata sattayilla).
This is only a partial Truth. The idea has again to be examined
from the still higher plane of Consciousness (deep sleep). Then you
find that the object or the idea does not exist as such, even when
known; but it is only pure Consciousness, through all the three states.
This is the ultimate Truth, according to Advaita.

30th July 1956
1153. W HAT IS LIBERATION AND BONDAGE ?
The certitude that you are that changeless, self-luminous principle is
liberation; and the conviction that you are bound is bondage. It
comes in accordance with the general saying that you become what
you deeply think yourself to be.
bhaviccapole bhaviccitum nirnnayam
[It’s as one thinks that one becomes, essentially.]
Efuttacchan.
The moment you hear the Truth from the lips of the Guru, you
transcend your body, senses and mind, and visualize the ultimate
Truth, your real nature. Nevertheless, you find yourself again at the
feet of the physical Guru, the embodiment of ultimate Truth. But
your lower samskaras return, and seem to possess you.
Since you had been instructed in the direct perception method,
your realization of the Truth – on your first listening to the words of
the Guru – was complete. Neither asambhavana [incomprehension,
sense of nothingness] nor viparita-bhavana [misconception, sense of
difference] can haunt you ever again. Whenever your old samskaras
of body, senses and mind seem to take possession of you, you have
only to take a deep thought of your real nature as already visualized
by you, in the light of the arguments then advanced or fresh
arguments as they occur to you.
When you have done this over and over again, the old samskaras
of the lower self will become emaciated and die. It is then that you
may be said to have established yourself in your real nature; and the
shadow of your old samskaras, if at all they appear, will do so only in
obedience to your sweet pleasure.
1154. W HAT IS THE BEST WAY TO GET ESTABLISHED ?

The best and the easiest method to attain that glorious goal of
establishment in the Truth is to listen to the Guru over and over
again.
But if such frequent personal contact with the Guru is not possible,
the next best alternative is to take, as often as possible, a deep

thought of the Truth as first visualized in the presence of the Guru.
This brings you into the climate of the Truth every time, and you
experience it afresh.
When the samskaras of your real nature become strong enough to
subdue the old ones by their very presence, you have no further
sadhana to do. Desires can no more tempt you away from the Truth,
and questions can no more disturb you. Because you always rest all
alone in your own glory; and even when your body, senses and mind
are functioning, you know (without knowing) in your heart of hearts
that your real centre is never shaken.
You can face the death of the body with as much ease and
complacency as you used to witness a pleasant ceremony in life. You
may give vent to your feelings and emotions as vehemently as any
ignorant lady; but you will be able to stop your feelings surprisingly
suddenly and engage yourself equally naturally in any other activity
of life, like an adept actor on the stage. If ever your attention is
drawn to your real nature – by any word or hint from the outside –
the activities of the body, senses and mind all vanish like a dream,
and you remain in Peace at the inmost core of your being.
1st August 1956

1155. W HO ?
The question ‘who’ is the samskara of the waking state. When closely
examined, we find no ‘who’ even in the waking state perceptions.
Examine the triputi [the triad of doer, doing and deed, or knower,
knowing and known].
jñeya vastukkal verpettal jñanam onna vazistamam,
jñatr svarupam atu tan; zunyam allatorikkalum
[If objects that are to be known
are clearly separated out,
one knowing consciousness remains.
That is the knower, in its own
true nature, as it always is.
It never can be emptiness.]
Bhasha Pancadashi, Pancakosha-viveka, 23

There is no agent ‘who’, behind the triputi. The knower is knowledge
itself. So activities go on without an agent. The agent comes in after
the incident, as an impostor.
ninav ill onnu ceyyumbol
tan ceyyunn enn oruttanum
vyaktam an atinalum tan
karttav all enna vastavam
At the time a thing is being done, there is no thought or feeling
that one is doing it. This is further proof that one is not a doer.
Atma-darshan, 9.4
It is admitted that there is seeing and that there is an object, but not a
separate see-er. Nobody experiences a see-er, at any point of time. In
this prakriya, only duality is taken into account and not the triad. It is
the impersonal principle in the seeing (Consciousness) that examines
the object.
It is ................................... mind ................................. seeing.
It is .................... principle consciousness .................... mind.
Therefore it is the same impersonal principle that knows your body,
senses and mind. The personal principle is not present in any activity.
The ego is a child born of no mother. The ego is a bachelor who
dreams that he married the body and senses. You are always groaning
under his weight.
2nd August 1956

1156. WAKING AND DREAM STATES DISTINGUISHED
When you perceive an object outside, you are in the waking state.
When you find that your perception had been a dream, you have come
out of that state. Thus when you see that grossness is a dream, you get
out of the waking state.
1157. I NDIVIDUALITY
Individuality is the impersonal principle, standing as the background
of the changing body, senses and mind and also lighting them up.

But this word is grossly misunderstood and misapplied. It cannot
be denied that individuality is changeless. A changing personality can
never be the changeless individuality.
The urge for individuality comes from deep below. It comes from
the changeless Atma behind. Atma is the only changeless reality; and
individuality, if you want to use the term, is Atma itself.
3rd August 1956

1158. F ROM DARKNESS TO LIGHT
There is no perception either in deep ignorance nor in pure
Consciousness, either in darkness nor in dazzling light. In dim light
alone, objects seem to appear. But do you really perceive the object?
No.
1159. C ONSCIOUSNESS ALONE , PERCEIVED OBJECTIVELY AS

WELL AS SUBJECTIVELY
1. Light by itself is not perceptible to the naked eye. You perceive

light only when it is temporarily obstructed by an object. It’s this
perception of light which you wrongly call the object. This is a
phenomenon habitually misunderstood; and the fallacy is, on the
face of it, obvious.
Similarly, pure Consciousness is not perceivable, as is evident
in deep sleep. But when it is confined or limited to a particular
object, it seems to become perceptible. Even then, it is not the
object but it is Consciousness alone that is perceived. Therefore,
nobody has ever seen or perceived an object, but only light or
Consciousness.
2. Take hold of an object. You find the object cannot appear without
the help of Consciousness. Take hold of Consciousness that is in
the object. This is possible only with the help of a Guru. Then you
reach pure Consciousness objectively. Take hold of Consciousness
in the senses or mind in the same manner and you reach pure
Consciousness, your real nature, subjectively. Both being one,
you stand in advaita.

If you achieve that degree of identification with the light of knowledge
as you had with body in the waking state, there is nothing more to be
achieved. Then the impersonal becomes stronger than the personal.
The sadhaka [aspirant] who stands as the personal does the sadhana
[spiritual work] of acting the part of the impersonal.
‘I know I am.’ In this, the ‘am’-ness does not belong either to the
senses or to the mind. This is intrinsic. This is the nature of self-
luminosity.
7th August 1956

1160. M ENTAL RECOGNITION OF T RUTH
The ordinary aspirant naturally desires to visualize and stand established
in the ultimate Truth, and also to know and feel that he does so. But
when he visualizes the Truth, he understands that it is never possible
to know or feel it.
It will take time for the samskara of that desire to leave him
completely. Therefore, every time that samskara comes up, he has
only to direct his attention to the Truth visualized and the samskara
will vanish for the time being. When this is repeated, the samskara
will die a natural death.
If you say that you stand established in the Truth, you are wrong.
It is also wrong to say that you have not established yourself in Truth.
In either case it is mental recognition that is sought. Truth can never be
recognized by the mind.
In the course of a discourse with Pandit Pannizzeri Nanu Pilla,
Gurunathan is said to have established by argument that everything
that appears is mental and that advaita (Atma) is the ultimate Truth.
At this point, the pandit is reported to have interrupted: ‘Then who is
it that speaks?’ Straightaway came the answer from Gurunathan,
‘Brahman.’ The shrewd pandit knew he was cornered, and did not dare
to ask any more questions. But what was the significance of that reply?
Speaking consists of two distinct parts or components in it: the
material part composed of sound, words and meaning; and the other
part, Consciousness, which is alive. The former depends upon the latter
for its very existence; and so the latter, Consciousness or brahman, is
the svarupa [true nature] of speaking. Therefore, the reply directs you

to emphasize that self-luminous principle in speaking, which alone
makes speaking speaking.
1161. S EE THE IMPERSONAL IN AND BEHIND THE PERSONAL .

The personal can never know either the impersonal or even the
personal. It is the impersonal, standing behind the personal, that enables
it to know anything, even in the ordinary sense. Try to see that
impersonal, even in the personal, and that will resolve all phenomenal
problems. If the ego dies and still the speech continues, what speaks?
Certainly the self-luminous Self, not the ego.
When you hear a sentence, what is it that connects the words which
are already past? Only the Self. Therefore, see that Self through words,
speech, act, etc. This exercise alone will in due course establish you
in the ultimate Truth, the real Self.
1162. W HAT IS THE TEST OF PROGRESS ?

1. If you feel pleasure in talking, discussing, singing or thinking about
the ultimate Truth as often as possible, you may rest assured that
you are progressing in the right direction.
2. If, when you are left alone or when retired to rest, the thought that
spontaneously comes to your mind is about the ultimate Reality
or your Guru, again you are well on the way of progress.
3. Usually, pleasure is enjoyed at the end of a thought. But if that
pleasure begins to appear uncaused, even during the thought about
the ultimate Truth, you are indeed fortunate and are in Truth
already.
You go wrong when you bring in gender when speaking of the Truth.
The words ‘jivan-mukta’, ‘Jnyanin’ etc. are masculine. But you have
no gender, as is clear from deep sleep. Not that you are neuter, but
that you are beyond gender. Therefore, you are pure Jnyana or Truth
itself.

9th August 1956
1163. H OW TO NEGATE OBJECTS AND ARRIVE AT THE T RUTH ?
The world of body, senses and mind and their corresponding objects
may be viewed from two standpoints:
1. As being constituted of the presence and the absence of objects,
gross or subtle; and
2. As being constituted of the ultimate subject and a variety of
objects.
It has already been proved that one’s real nature is pure Consciousness
and Peace. Looking at the world from the first standpoint, the presence
as well as the absence of objects must be proved to be non-existent.
This has to be done successively from all the three states, reducing
the gross object first to a mentation and then the mentation to pure
Consciousness. This process does not establish that the world is not,
but rather that the world is nothing but your own real nature, which
is just Consciousness.
Viewing the world from the second standpoint, when everything
objective (whether gross or subtle) is disposed of as unreal, that
principle – the real Self – which disposed of everything else, remains
over as the sole survivor. Even the mind being already disposed of,
this survivor stands above in all its glory as pure Consciousness, the
real Self.
1164. W HAT IS THE PROOF OF C ONSCIOUSNESS ?

That very question is the proof. That question is lit up by Consciousness.
The outer light, lighting up objects outside, and the inner light of
Consciousness have something in common in their characteristics.
Both are imperceptible to the sense organ or the mind. The existence
of the outer light is affirmed by the fact that objects are manifested in
its presence. Similarly, the light of Consciousness is proved by the fact
that objects are lit up (or known) in its presence.
1165. H OW TO DISTINGUISH MONISM FROM A DVAITA ?

There is a fundamental difference between the two.

Monism, meaning ‘unity’, is only a concept, with a definite trace of
the mind in it. Its purpose is to destroy diversity, and not to find out
the ultimate Truth.
Advaita or non-duality negates even the mind as unreal, and remains
over as its background. This principle is therefore beyond the mind;
and it is self-luminous, there being nothing else to light it up.
1166. W HAT IS A DVAITA (N ON - DUALITY )?

Atma, the ultimate Truth established by Advaita, is the only thing
that is. Everything else is only an appearance on it.
Truth is imperceptible, and the ordinary man knows only his
perceptions. Advaita is a method of leading the ignorant man from
the percept (object) to the ultimate Truth. Advaita refers to duality
(or two). This ‘two’ is very often misunderstood to be the numerical
two. But no, this ‘two’ stands for the basic ‘two’, viz. the subject and
the object, or the perceiver and the perceived – the father of the
many.
Your recognition of this basic two is otherwise called the basic
error. Removal of this error and the re-establishment of the ultimate
Truth is the purpose of Advaita (Non-duality).
onnayaninneyiha rantennu kantalavil
untayorintal bata mintavatalla mama
pantekkanakkevaruvan nin krpavalikal
untakayebkal iha narayanaya namah
[When what has always stood as one
is seen as two, there comes to me
a sad frustration and regret,
which can’t be rightly spoken of.
To bring about the true, original
account, Lord may Your kindness
rain on me that worships You.]
The quotation points to you – as Happiness, in the retreat into deep
sleep every day. This process [of removing error] is easy enough.
Infinite diversity can easily be reduced to the basic duality of subject
and object. Applying the tests of Truth – namely changelessness and

self-luminosity – to the subject and object, they are easily disposed of as
mere appearance and unreal. But when the appearance is so disposed
of, the common background which is pure Consciousness remains
over and responds to all the tests of Truth. Therefore it is that Truth
itself which appears as the diverse world.
The positive always has a taint of the mind in it. When the world is
negated as unreal, it does not mean that the Truth is positive. Positive
is also a relative term, within the realm of the mind. Truth is beyond
both positive and negative, and is the background of both. But the
term ‘positive’ is first utilized as a means to eliminate from you all
that is negative. When everything negative is thus disposed of, what
remains over as the supposed ‘positive’ no longer appears positive.
Its relativity being lost, it stands in its own glory as the ultimate Truth.
Accordingly, the Ultimate is pointed to in a negative manner,
as non-duality.
1167. W HAT IS LIFE ?

In appearance, life is limited. But in reality, life is unlimited Truth.
How? I know I am, and I say everything is. This is no inference, but
the clearest of experience.
This ‘am’-ness or ‘is’-ness is the ultimate Truth, the source of all
life. Because we see that even dead matter is. We are sure there is no
life in dead matter. Therefore we see that ‘am’-ness or ‘is’-ness goes
even beyond life and death, and lights up both.
It is from this ‘is’-ness that all life flows.
1168. T HERE IS NEITHER GIVING NOR TAKING IN LOVE .

‘Love’ means becoming one with the object of your love. When both
are one, there is no one to give and no one to take. It is only in loose
language or in degraded love that such transactions take place, where
the personal identities are not lost.
Real love is advaita, and nothing else exists beside it. If love can
be said to give anything, it is love alone and that in fullness, leaving
no trace of itself behind to claim to have done so. In taking also, you
surrender the whole of your personality to the object of your love. In
either case the doer dies, leaving behind Love supreme.

1169. Y OU MUST GIVE UP FREEDOM IN ORDER TO BE REALLY
FREE .
Freedom is ignorantly attributed to body, senses and mind, though all

the three are by nature bound. Most human endeavours are calculated
to perform this miracle of freeing the ever-bound, and so they end in
failure.
The urge for freedom is real and comes from beyond the mind. It is
wrong to apply it to the mind, or to things lower still. What’s needed is
freedom from the traditional limiting agencies, namely time and space.
Such freedom is the characteristic of Atma, the ultimate Reality, alone.
This is one’s own real nature, and it is from there that the urge comes.
Body, senses and mind being never-free, and the real ‘I’-principle
being ever-free, the only way to attain freedom is to identify oneself
with that real Self within. This means surrender of attachment to
body, senses and mind. In other words, you must give up the desire for
the freedom of body, senses and mind, if you want to attain freedom
of the Self.
1170. H OW TO UNDERSTAND THE T RUTH THROUGH

LANGUAGE ?
Ultimate Truth is beyond the mind and is imperceptible. Therefore

Truth can only be pointed at from the phenomenal, with the help of
certain words that have to be understood as lakshanas or pointers to
the Truth. These words, however subtle in their concept, are still subject
to certain limitations by time and space, imposed upon them by the
mind.
Therefore, in understanding the ultimate through lakshanas, you
have to relinquish with great care the material vesture imposed upon
them by the mind, and then direct your attention to that which still
remains over as the background of the lakshanas. That background is
nothing but the ‘is’-ness standing as the common background of all
objects.
Sat, cit and ananda are such lakshanas and have to be understood
to mean nothing but this ultimate ‘is’. The ultimate ‘is’ takes one
much nearer the Truth than any other word, because the ‘is’ has
much less of the mind in it than the others, and it gives a much more

correct import of the Truth. ‘That which is’ comes from the ultimate
‘is’, and therefore the ‘is’ is nearer the Truth than that which is.
This is called bhaga-tyaga-lakshana or jagadahat-lakshana. [See
note 353.]
11th August 1956

1171. ‘WATER DOES NOT FLOW.’ W HAT DOES IT MEAN ?
No one can deny that one can make a statement only about some
thing which one has already known, and that the knower is distinct
and separate from the known.
While examining any statement, brief or elaborate, it has to be taken
as a single unit in itself and you are not entitled to split it into parts.
If you do so, each part becomes a fresh statement which has to be
considered independently and separately.
The question can be approached from different standpoints. Take
for example an ordinary statement: ‘I am walking.’ Let us view it
from different standpoints.
1. I must certainly have known the fact before the statement was made.
Therefore as knower, I was behind the statement and separate
from it (the known). Thus, in every statement of mine, I stand
behind the statement knowing it – the statement always being the
object and myself, though in it, not concerned with it in the least.
‘Water does not flow’ is only an illustration to prove this Truth.
When I say ‘I act’, I am behind that statement knowing it. Again,
when I say ‘I think’, or again when I say ‘I know the thought’,
I am behind each of those statements, quite unconnected with the
statements themselves.
2. When I say ‘I am walking’, I make you understand thereby that
I am the walker. But just think, am I really the walker? No. If
I am, I can be nothing else. But, the next moment, I seem to be
the thinker or feeler. Therefore, I can be none of these. But it
also cannot be denied that I was in the walking. Therefore it
has to be understood, that I was in the walking, not as the walker
but as myself, unconcerned with the activity, just as water is in
‘flowing-ness’ as well as in stagnancy.

1172. W HAT IS SLEEP ?
According to grammar, the verb ‘is’ and its variants are considered
verbs of incomplete predication and so do not denote any particular
action. All other verbs always denote action. We usually say, ‘I sleep.’
What does it really mean? Sleep is used as a verb and must denote
some action. But do I sleep? Is there any action in sleeping? No.
Sleep is neither an action nor non-action. There is no ego in sleeping,
and there can never be a sleeper. Therefore nobody sleeps, and sleep
is not.
1173. W HAT IS THOUGHT ?

Thought is an attempt at connecting the past and the present, by
bringing the past to the present. But the past, being past, can never be
brought to the present. Therefore thought is impossible. The past and
the future depend upon the present for their very existence; and the
present, on strict examination, disappears altogether. Therefore time
is not.
Whatever is present is only Consciousness. Past was present once
and so the same in content, viz. Consciousness. Every point of
thinking is only Consciousness. What then are you going to connect
and with what? Therefore thought is a misnomer.
1174. W HAT IS THE WORLD ?

The Absolute, wrongly supposed to be time, space and causality, is
the manifested world.
The three states exist here, not for nothing. Take them all together,
as an integral whole and not separately. Between themselves, they
explain each other. The waking and dream states also explain each
other. Deep sleep explains the other two. So the three states are intended
to enlighten you, about your real nature. A unanimous affirmation
from all the three states, and particularly from the deep sleep state, is
the only criterion for the reality of a thing.

1175. R EALIZATION AND ESTABLISHMENT
When you listen to the Truth from the lips of the Guru you realize
that very moment. When you allow that conviction to go deep into your
very being and when you make it your own, you stand established in it.
13th August 1956

1176. L IMITATION OF ARGUMENTS TO GET AT THE T RUTH
Of course the Guru makes use of certain arguments to extricate the
attention of the disciple from the obstacles, and to direct it to the Truth
behind. Here the arguments do not work by themselves. They are
supported by a mysterious something which emanates from the Guru
and thus accompanies them. That is love. That is light. In its presence,
the arguments penetrate so deep that they do not leave a trace of the
obstacles behind.
Immediately, you visualize the Truth; and you are asked to cling
on to that Truth already visualized. You are expected to cling on to the
Truth spontaneously, without the help of any argument, if possible.
In that attempt, if you find the obstacles still getting the better of you,
of course you have to seek the help of arguments. In that case, it is
always better to take recourse to fresh arguments of your own, so
that you may avoid the possibility of ever becoming subservient to
them. If fresh arguments do not come up, the only alternative is to
adduce the old arguments themselves, keeping in mind that they are
there only for the purpose of removing stubborn obstacles which block
the way to the Truth.
When one is thus established in the Truth, arguments are of no
more service. Still you may see a Sage, well-established in the Truth,
sometimes expatiating upon such arguments. It is a sweet recreation
and a delight for him.
vidyayumayi vinodicciripporu vidyotamanamatmanam
Efuttacchan, Addhyatma-ramayanam

1177. G URU DISCIPLE RELATIONSHIP
The disciples, from their own standpoint, have a Guru. But the Guru,
from his own standpoint, has no disciples. He is beyond duality and
unity.
14th August 1956

1178. C AN A SAINT, THROUGH LOVE ALONE , REACH THE
ULTIMATE T RUTH ?
No. The devotee or the saint knows only objective or limited love.
The saint might have risen to the state of universality. Still, it is only
a concept and objective in character. He is entangled in his own creed.
He begins to believe that his creed is the only means to ‘salvation’ –
a term which he does not himself clearly understand. Therefore he
tries to spread his creed as widely as possible.
An over-enthusiasm in this direction often makes fanatics of most
of them. It is true that they start with love for their personal deity or
their creed. But when fanaticism begins to set in, they begin to fall
from the ladder of progress. Their egos get hardened and perverted,
and they refuse to listen to reason. Their progress to the Truth is thus
lamentably blocked. But an exceptional few among them, in whom
an adherence to reason persists, succeed in getting a Karana-guru and
attain liberation.
1179. T HE FUNCTIONS OF THE HEAD AND THE HEART

The head and the heart are not water-tight compartments. They
complement each other. It may be said that ‘It is a harmonious
blending of the head and the heart in the ultimate Truth that is called
realization.’ It may generally be said that one gets enlightened
through the head, and gets established in the Truth through the heart.
A thought, when it is deep, becomes feeling or in other words descends
into the heart.
Deep knowledge or objectless knowledge is ‘Love’. Love always
gives and never takes.

If only the giving is spontaneous and prompted by the heart alone,
it is efficacious and divine. The slightest taint of the ego in the giving
pollutes it to that extent.
If you follow the path of love, until love is its own fulfilment, you
reach the highest. But an ignorant aspirant can never complete it
unaided. The help of a Karana-guru is absolutely necessary, at least
towards the end. The instance of Shri Caitanya is an example of this.
1180. J NYANA SADHAKAS SOMETIMES THINK ALOUD . W HY ?

When you follow the path of Advaita, you may, at an advanced stage,
experience a spontaneous exuberance of knowledge or love overflow-
ing from you freely. On such occasions, you may be found talking,
even unasked, to those around you about the advaitic Truth. This may
be said from your own standpoint to be simply ‘thinking aloud’,
because you are not doing it with any intention to convince others or
to convert them. Really, there is no doer or ego behind it. It is only
your own real nature of advaita, not being able to contain itself within
you, bubbling out through your mind and the vocal organ. This only
shows that you are getting established, more and more firmly, in the
advaitic Truth.
1181. S AGE , SAINT AND MYSTIC DISTINGUISHED

Sage, saint and mystic or yogin follow three different paths.
He is the Sage, who starting as the seeker after the ultimate Truth,
follows the jnyana path under the guidance of a Karana-guru, and
proceeds straight to his goal; examining his experiences in all the
three states in the light of changelessness and self-luminosity, and
disposing of all such as are found wanting. Thus transcending his
own body, senses and mind (the personal), he visualizes his own real
nature (the impersonal) and soon gets established in it.
The saint is one who follows the path of devotion to a personal
god and develops an intense love (though personal) towards him.
This love, in course of time, purifies the devotee’s heart immensely
and makes it sattvic, though he still cannot transcend the limits of his
own personality. His concept of God also develops, until it reaches
omnipotence, omnipresence and omniscience. Here he is stranded,

and has sometimes to wait for years to get help from a Karana-guru
to take him beyond (as Shri Caitanya did). If he is fortunate enough
to keep his sense of reason alive, and if he succeeds in keeping
himself away from the mire of fanaticism, he will be able to obtain a
Karana-guru and will be liberated.
The mystic is a yogin, who like the saint confines his examinations
and his experiences to the waking state alone. The yogin sets before
himself a mental ideal of his own creation (a mere thought-form) and
begins to concentrate his mind upon that ideal. During concentration,
he gets into a state of blissful ignorance of everything else. It is a
state almost akin to deep sleep, and he calls it ‘samadhi’. This state
is accompanied by a sense of happiness that captivates him; and
he thus becomes engrossed and entangled in it. The concentration
of mind releases the immense potentialities of the mind, in the form
of powers or siddhis. These also, in turn, seduce and entangle him.
Thus entangled in a vicious world of his own creation, the yogin
finds it extremely difficult even to aspire for a Karana-guru, and
liberation is lost sight of. But there is a class of mystics who follow
the path of raja-yoga mixed with a course of jnyana practices chalked
out by a Karana-guru, of course in the cosmological way. They will
certainly reach the ultimate Truth, though with some delay. All mystics
and siddhas, other than this class of raja-yogins, have to be scrupulously
avoided and detested as worse than lewd and licentious persons.
vita-samsargavat siddha-samsargam moha-varddhakam …
1182. T HE ORIGIN OF SAMADHI

The ordinary man perceives only objects and attributes reality to
them alone. Though he would admit that there is also consciousness,
he is incapable of believing that Consciousness can exist by itself.
In order to give such persons an opportunity to perceive pure
Consciousness without objects, samadhi was indented upon by the
Acaryas of old. Even that samadhi was coloured, inasmuch as it was
considered to be objectless.
But the same result, and much more, can easily be achieved by
examining the deep sleep state in the right manner.

1183. W HAT IS AVARANA ?
That by which you consider deep sleep to be a state of unconsciousness,
while Consciousness reigns in all its purity there, is called avarana
[obscuring].
1184. R EALITY IN THE WAKING STATE

Waking is reality to both the ignorant man and the Sage. But their
concept of reality is fundamentally different. To the ignorant man,
waking means waking to the gross world; but to the Sage, waking is
waking to his own real nature.
1185. W HY DOES A J NYANIN TALK ABOUT STATES THAT ARE

UNREAL ?
A Jnyanin often talks about the three states or the personality,

knowing full well that all of them are, as such, unreal. But it is not
without a purpose. It is possible to show the Reality only through the
so called ‘unreal’. They are first examined in order to show that they
are the known and that you are the knower. Next it is shown that the
known is nothing but the knower itself – Pure Consciousness.
1186. G. asked: C AN IT BE SAID THAT THE ULTIMATE IS

RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL ERRORS ?
Answer: If there is error…

Error always has Truth as its background; and so error is strictly
no error. Could there be an opposite of error?
15th August 1956

1187. S UBJECT AND OBJECT IN ACTIVITY
In every activity, there is only object and no subject.
Examine any activity. There seem to be two ‘I’s, functioning
simultaneously: the ego or the apparent ‘I’ as the doer, and the
‘I’-principle or real ‘I’ as the knower. The former is ever-changing
and the latter is never-changing. Therefore I am always the knower

and never the doer. Thus there is no doer or subject, and there is only
action without an actor.
The real ‘I’-principle is present in all action. You believe that an
actor or subject is indispensable for every action; and therefore you
conclude that the ‘I’-principle is acting. Really, the ‘I’-principle is
not concerned with the acting at all. Thus you are no doer, enjoyer or
perceiver, but only the knower.
At every step, the presence of Consciousness is absolutely necess-
ary, in all thoughts, feelings and sensations. This Consciousness is
unconcerned with the object or the activity.
For further corroboration, you may examine the deep sleep state.
You had no thinking, feeling, or sensation in the deep sleep state.
Therefore the ‘I’-principle, as pure Consciousness, alone was there.
So this is true of all the three states. Therefore the ‘knower
Consciousness’ should rightly be called ‘non-doer Consciousness’.
Hence, if you say you are sleeping, it means you are not sleeping;
and if you say you are doing, it means you are not doing.
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1188. Madam G: H OW TO GIVE UP BODY, SENSES AND MIND ?
It is called ‘renunciation’. Renunciation is of two kinds. The yogin’s
and the jnyanin’s.
1. The yogin’s renunciation consists of taking the mind away from
body and senses. This takes one only to a blank state and not
further.
2. The jnyanin’s renunciation is understanding that he is the light or
Consciousness on which the body, senses and mind appear, and
that even that appearance does not exist when that knowing light
is withdrawn. Knowing this Truth, the jnyanin permits the merely
innocent appearance to exist; and he literally stands under, in all
his glory, as its background.
1189. K NOWLEDGE IN THE THREE STATES

Knowledge without quality is the content of deep sleep.

But in the other two states, quality is clearly perceived. And if the
object is taken away from it, the suffix ‘-er’ automatically drops
away, leaving the knower as pure knowledge.
1190. W HAT IS MY RELATION TO THOUGHT OR FEELING ?

1. You are thought or feeling, devoid of the characteristics of
thought or feeling.
2. You are the knower of thought or feeling, when thought or
feeling is there.
3. You are pure knowledge or Peace, when there is neither thought
nor feeling.
17th August 1956

1191. H OW TO DISPOSE OF ANY OBJECT ?
Whenever I want to dispose of any object, my stand is always in the
background.
1192. H OW DOES SAT- CIT- ANANDA EXPRESS ITSELF IN

EVERYDAY LIFE ?
Every enquiry you make concerns some object that is believed to

exist. In other words the enquiry starts with the ‘is’-ness or the sat
aspect of the Reality. But you don’t stop there. Then you want to
know it. Here the cit aspect comes in. When you know it, you
immediately experience a satisfaction or peace which is the ananda
aspect of the Reality. Thus sat-cit-ananda is experienced in every
activity of life.
1193. W HAT IS THE SPIRITUAL SIGNIFICANCE OF THE LOGIC

OF REINCARNATION OF SOULS ?
People say they have had many lives, before the present one. But the
truth is that you die with every thought or feeling. So you live many
lives even in a short period of time. This is not noticed or perceived
by the ordinary man. It is in order to draw his attention to this Truth

that the illustration of the broader, and to him more conceivable,
chain of life is brought in.
1194. H OW TO LOVE MY MASTER BETTER ?

If one feels that he is not able to love his master as he desires, it
really means that he still loves his master deeply, but that he is not
yet satisfied with the love he gives him. That is all. This dissatisfaction
with the depth of one’s own love for the master is the nature of true
love; and it will never disappear.
1195. P RANAVA - YOGA

Of all paths of yoga, the Pranava-yoga exercises [of meditation on
the mantra ‘aum’] take one nearer to the ultimate Truth. But still one
has to listen to the Truth, direct from the lips of the Guru, in order to
visualize it.
1196. H OW CAN DEEP SLEEP ALLEVIATE MY PAINS OF THE

WAKING STATE ?
Answer: You get cured of your pain and disease immediately you get
into deep sleep; and you begin to suffer again when you come back
to the waking state. But if you can bring something from deep sleep
to bear upon the waking state, certainly the pain will be relieved in
the waking state also.
30th August 1956

1197. W HAT IS ‘ MAN ’?
In order to be a man, one has to indent upon Consciousness; in other
words one must know it. Therefore, ‘Man is Consciousness.’
Man has three distinct entities or spheres of life.
1. As a physical being,
2. As a mental being, and
3. As a knowing being.

1198. T HE DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES TOWARDS THE WORLD
1. The scientist identifies himself with the physical body, and so
deals with objects and their relationship with each other.
2. The yogin and the mystic identify themselves with the mind, as
ideas or ideals which are only subtle objects, and visualize them
accordingly.
3. The vedantin identifies himself with Consciousness, which is his
own real nature, and sees everything as Consciousness.
1199. T HE TRADITIONAL COURSE OF REALIZATION ,

INTERPRETED IN THE LIGHT OF THE DIRECT METHOD
The traditional course of realization is through shruti, yukti and

anubhava. This may cosmologically be termed shravana, manana
and nididhyasana. But in the light of the direct method they may be
interpreted to mean:
1. Shruti: Listening to the words of the Guru, about Truth.
2. Yukti: Thinking, with the aid of intellect and reason, over the
Truth so expounded.
3. Anubhava: Thinking profoundly, in the light of higher reason,
about the Truth as one’s own real nature – till the Truth descends
deep into one’s own being, as experience.
According to this method, the ultimate test of realization is whether
the higher reason endorses your experience as true. If it does,
realization is complete.
31st August 1956

1200. W HAT IS THE WORLD ?
We experience only consciousness of objects, gross or subtle. Can
you draw a line of demarcation between Consciousness and object,
in that experience? No. Consciousness can well exist, all alone,
without objects. But, objects can never exist without Consciousness.
Therefore, all is Consciousness.

1st September 1956
If one is deeply convinced of the unreasonableness of all
questions, then it is very easy to get established in the Truth.
A thing has never been born of itself and a thing has never
been born of anything else…
Shri Shankara [unverified]
If one has risen to the level of seeing that an object is nothing but
Consciousness appearing in the form of the object, then in that level:
‘To know is to be.’ But in the waking state, one is in a much lower
level, where triputi functions and knowing is not taken right up to
‘being’.
1201. T HE HIGHER REASON AND ITS FUNCTION

The principle that impartially examines all the three states is called
‘higher reason’ or ‘vedantic reason’, and during that period it appears
to be dynamic. When the examination is over, that principle seems to
remain static.
But the truth is that it is changeless. Even when it seemed to be
dynamic, it was also static. In other words, it is beyond ‘static’ and
‘dynamic’, though appearing as either even simultaneously. The
function of this higher reason is either to annihilate the three states as
such or to prove them to be nothing but Consciousness.
2nd September 1956

1202. T HE TYPES AND THE ORDER OF DEVOTEES
According to the Bhagavad-gita, there are four types of devotees or
aspirants.
… arto jijñasur artha-’rthi jñani ca bharata-’rsabha ..
Bhagavad-gita, 7.16
The lowest in the rung of the ladder is artha-’rthi – the one who
approaches the personal God for the attainment of worldly wealth
and pleasures. When his efforts are crowned with success on some
occasions, his attention is gradually attracted to the person of the

God who has been so kind to him, and he desires to know more and
more about that God.
During this period of transition, he begins to ignore with indifference
his own pleasures as well as objects of pleasure. The devotee at this
stage is called a jijnyasu – one who yearns to know more about the
Truth of God. He continues in this state for some time and his
earnestness to realize God and the Truth increases by leaps and
bounds.
The delay in the fulfilment of this desire makes him pine for it day
and night. This state makes him what is called arta – the ‘miserable’.
In this state, in most cases, the aspirant happens to meet a Karana-
guru. Under instructions from him, the aspirant progresses very
quickly.
At last he happens to listen to the ultimate Truth from the lips of
the Guru. Immediately, he visualizes the Truth and becomes what
is called a jnyanin in embryo. He continues his efforts for some time
more to get established in the Truth already visualized. Thus in due
course he becomes a Jnyanin at all levels. Such a Jnyanin, Lord
Krishna says, is His own Atma.
… jñani tv atmai ’va me matam .
Bhagavad-gita, 7.18
1203. H OW TO FACE THE EGO ’ S QUESTION ?

It is the ego that puts all sorts of naughty questions. But alas, the ego
dies immediately after every question, and does not remain even to
listen to the answer.
‘To whom, then, am I to address the answer?’ asked Gurunathan
once. The ego has shown, by its own conduct, that the question is as
frivolous and illusory as himself, and that no reasonable answer can
be expected for such unreasonable questions. If an answer can be
given, it is only to prove that the question itself is absurd.
If you want to understand anything said by another correctly, you
must first correct your own stand in accordance with the level at
which the topic is discussed. If the gross is discussed, you should
take your stand in the subtle; and if the subtle is discussed, you
should stand in knowledge to understand it.

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1204. A UTHORSHIP AND ADVERTISEMENT
Ancient Indian works of merit, particularly spiritual ones, were all
apaurusheya (of undisclosed authorship), for example many of the
Upanishads.
Paurusheya, the habit of advertizing the authorship in order to
enhance the sale of the book, is a degenerate modern tendency of the
inflated ego.
1205. S HRI S HANKARA AS HE APPEARED

Shri Shankara has appeared in his life as a devotee, a yogin, a
mystic, and lastly as a vedantin. He appears in his true colours only
in the commentary on the Mandukya-karika and in his last and
independent prakarana works.
The commentaries on the Brahma-sutra, Bhagavad-gita, Dash-
opanishads etc. were all theological in approach, intended only to
crush the intelligentsia of the land, who were misguiding and
polluting the spiritual life of the country. They could be fought and
made to surrender only on their own ground of theology and the
shastras. Therefore Shri Shankara, in the course of his work of
destroying the wild and pernicious growths in the religious and
spiritual life of India, made capital use of the existing systems of
theology and shastras.
After removing the weeds and preparing the ground, he sowed the
seed of Advaita, in his own independent manner, and without relying
on any external aids.
Some of the philosophers of the West as well as of the East did not
understand what Shankara really stood for. Many of them took him
to stand only for the waking state and the waking world. But his last,
independent works clearly show that he stood for that permanent,
self-luminous principle which is the background of the waking,
dream and deep sleep states and their worlds.

1206. P ERSPECTIVES CONTRADICTORY
Man moves indiscriminately between the sensuous, mental and
conscious planes. An ignorant man holds that he is the body
supporting the mind within, and that the mind supports the Atma still
within. But the spiritual aspirant’s position is exactly the opposite.
He believes that Atma holds the mind and that the mind holds the
body. A spiritual aspirant must fix his stand firmly before starting on
an enquiry, to make sure that his findings are reasonable and correct.
The following verse shows this stand quite clearly.
arkkanaladi velivokke grahikkum oru
kanninnu kannumanamakunna kannatinu
kannayirunna porul tanennucaykkumalav
anandamentuhari narayanaya namah
1207. A NEW APPROACH TO EXPLAIN THE APHORISM ‘T HOU

ART THAT.’
‘Thou art that’ consists of two parts, ‘thou’ and ‘that’, the meanings
of which have to be clearly understood.
Explaining the meaning of ‘thou’, you are first told that you are
not the body, senses or the mind. Leaving it there, the ‘that’ is taken
up. You know you are there in deep sleep, without a body, senses or
mind. That which you are in deep sleep is shown to you to be the
meaning and goal of ‘that’.
Thus you are quite naturally made to visualize – not merely to
understand – what you really are. This is how the aphorism ‘Thou art
that’ is to be understood. The following verses amply illustrate this
Truth.
zraddhasva tata zraddhasva na ’tra moham kurusva bhoh .
jñana-svarupo bhagavan atma tvam prakrteh parah ..
[Be sure of it, be deeply sure
that you make no confusion here.
You are what knowledge truly is,
just that from which all guidance comes.

That is the self, just what you are,
beyond all nature’s functioning.]
appane kelkka, mohikka venta prakrti-duragan
atmavam bhagavan bodha-rupan ni tanneyan eto
Malayalam translation of above, by Shri Atmananda
[If separating body out,
you stand at rest in consciousness,
then here and now you come to peace
and happiness, where you are free
from all restraining ties and bonds.]
1208. A LL INDIRECT PATHS TO THE T RUTH ULTIMATELY COME

ROUND TO THE DIRECT PATH .
Innumerable paths have been adopted, from time immemorial, for

the attainment of Truth; and Sages who came out that way had also
been not few. The path adopted by the majority was cosmological.
Whatever sadhana one might adopt in the beginning, actual
visualization is possible only through the direct method represented
in the aphorism ‘Prajnyanam asmi’ – ‘I am consciousness.’
This aphorism is taken up by the cosmological approaches only at
the very last stage, after other aphorisms have been exhausted.
But the direct method is based upon the truth of this vital aphor-
ism, and the aspirant assimilates it even at the initial stage of his
sadhana. Therefore, his visualization is complete, the moment he
listens to the Truth from the lips of the Guru.

13th September 1956
1209. H OW TO GET ENLIGHTENMENT THROUGH SAMADHI OR
THROUGH PHENOMENAL HAPPINESS ?
The three states may well be termed sensuous, mental and conscious
states.
Even in the waking state when you suppose you enjoy something,
you are not standing separate from Happiness, but as that Happiness
itself. When you come out of that state, you interpret that non-dual
experience in subject-object terms.
So also in nirvikalpa samadhi, there is no duality and there is
perfect bliss. But on coming out of it, you express it in dual terms, in
terms of subject-object relationship. This is wrong. It is not the
experience by itself that really enlightens you, but it is the correct
understanding of its significance. It is not possible to obtain the
correct meaning of it except from the Guru; and until you obtain it
directly from him, nirvikalpa samadhi will only be a source of
transient happiness to you.
It is true you were in an egoless state, both during the experience
of worldly happiness and in the nirvikalpa samadhi. But your
subsequent interpretation posits the ego there retrospectively. That is
because you rely more upon the mind’s function and its satisfaction.
Therefore, coming out of samadhi, you must humbly and reverently
wait upon the Guru, and place before him at his sweet convenience
all your experiences. Then the Guru will explain the meaning of it,
and you will understand that you were visualizing your own real
nature and that you have never been bound. This is how one who is
addicted to samadhi has to become liberated.
But he who follows the direct method of jnyana can come to the
same state of liberation by correctly examining any casual worldly
experience of happiness, as instructed by the Guru, and by finding
that it is one’s own real nature of Peace that manifests itself as limited
happiness in all the three states.

1210. H OW DOES ADVAITA EXPRESS ITSELF EVEN IN OUR
WORLDLY ACTIVITIES ?
You see a picture and enjoy its beauty. What does this mean? It
means that, for the time being, you change your stand from the gross
externals to the subtle idea, and that you forget your personal self or
ego. It is only in such a state that you experience peace as beauty or
Happiness.
At such moments you are standing in advaita. The original painter
had first within himself an experience of advaitic beauty or Peace.
This gradually condensed into an idea, which still further condensed
into the gross picture. The onlookers are also taken, in the reverse
order, to the same experience of advaitic beauty or peace experienced
by the painter.
It is true you experience sublime beauty or happiness on witness-
ing objects like a mountain, the sea or a waterfall. This is because
you forget your lower self for the time being and stand as one with
the object, in the advaitic sense.
15th September 1956

1211. A SPIRANTS THOUGH MANY, THE LIBERATED ARE FEW.
All aspirants do not go in quest of the ultimate Truth. The large
majority of them seek powers, mental satisfaction or mental
happiness. Such persons get entangled in a subtle world of their own
creation, or in the happiness experienced in the samadhi state. They
are so completely satisfied with such fleeting happiness, at the
mental level, that they do not even aspire for anything more real, in
the beyond.
But the exceptional few, who fortunately sense something beyond,
approach a Karana-guru, under whose instructions they easily attain
liberation and get established in their real nature of Peace.
1212. H OW TO VIEW THE WORLD ?

The awareness which is the witness of the three states is also the
witness of every activity or inactivity, in each state. At every step, the
witness asserts and proves that you are not the doer or enjoyer, but

that you are always the knower. Thus the world, including life, can
well be divided into two distinct entities: the one being the permanent
awareness, and the other being all else that appears and disappears.
Every statement of yours, if examined in the correct perspective,
leads you to the ultimate Truth. Take for example the statement: ‘I
am walking.’ What does it mean?
1. ‘Walking’ gets a meaning only from its source, ‘non-walking’. So
walking expresses only its source, ‘non-walking’. So both walk-
ing and non-walking disappear as such, and you stand as that
awareness beyond all opposites.
2. When one who has visualized the real ‘I’-principle says, ‘I am
walking’, ‘walking’ can only appear as an object of the ‘I’. If one
says ‘I am the walker’, the ‘walker’ is then the object. In any case,
it is the changeless ‘I’-principle that is emphasized and brought
to notice.
Whenever you proceed to examine an object, take it as an object first,
and yourself the subject. An object can be an object of Consciousness
alone. Therefore, when taking it as an object, Consciousness comes
automatically in, the object loses its objectiveity, and it shows you
your real nature, Consciousness. This explains the whole world of
objects, and it is not necessary to examine another object.
An object is a gross object when you are a physical being. But
that is not the whole truth. You are at times a mental being. Then the
object is only an idea. Even that is not the whole truth. You are at other
times a conscious being. Then too the object becomes Consciousness.
So a strict and complete examination, of any object, leads you to
the ultimate Truth.
1213. R ELIGION AND ITS SCOPE

Religion rests upon blind faith in so called revelations, scriptures,
and a personal God. Human tastes and tendencies differ, all over the
world. Religions respond to the diverse tastes and tendencies, and so
inevitably multiply differences.
Religions propose only to help man to lead a good, just and moral
life on earth. For that purpose, each religion has invented its own
temptations and threats, in the form of heaven and hell. They also

recommend a strict code of ethics to guide their followers. Each
religion insists upon the adoption of its ethics, just so far as it can
serve its own limited, phenomenal purpose.
If pressed beyond these arbitrary limits, the same ethics destroy
even the foundations of the religion and its personal God. This is
what Vedanta does. The practice of ethics involves a certain amount
of self-sacrifice. When practised to the very end, every ethical law
takes one to selflessness. This means the certain death of the ego,
which no religion contemplates, but which Vedanta wishes to
achieve.
Therefore a Karana-guru can even make use of the ethics of
religion, to lead its devotees to the ultimate Truth. Religion does not
seem to recognize the scope and the potentialities of its own ethics.
Though unknowingly, even religion, through ethics, advocates
Vedanta. Vedanta is therefore the fulfilment of all religions.
1214. C AN THERE BE A UNIVERSAL RELIGION ? Y ES , ONLY

V EDANTA .
The concept of a universal religion implies a personal God – being at
the same time universal and also being acceptable to multifarious
humanity. In fact a personal god is created by man in his own image,
and heaven in accordance with his varying tastes. Most religions
bank upon heaven and its glamours, peculiar to the country of its
birth. The God and the heaven of one religion have no fascination for
the follower of another religion. Therefore, no one religious
conception can ever captivate the imagination of all alike. So a
universal religion is impossible.
Vedanta is the only such religion – if religion it may be called –
appealing to the head and the heart alike, accepting the Guru
(ultimate Truth) in place of God, the innermost being as the Self, and
transcending all concepts and even the universe in its application. It
welcomes all religions into its embrace and extends a helping hand to
take them higher still, till all differences are reconciled and undying
Peace is established.
Vedanta alone is capable of explaining, strictly and rationally, the
real significance of the tenets and the ethics of a religion. Take for
example, Jesus Christ’s statement: ‘Love thy neighbour as thyself.’

Love is the expression of the state of oneness. So to love another
truly, you must become one with the other. How then is it possible to
achieve that oneness, either in the physical or in the mental realm?
Impossible! And religion does not go beyond these two realms.
Strict oneness is possible only in the realm beyond the mind.
Vedanta is the only gateway to it. Reaching its portals, you realize
that you had ever been one with your neighbour in essence, and that
love is your real nature. That love is already there and you have to do
nothing to create it. You have only to know the truth about yourself
and the so called neighbour. No religion can show you this truth. It is
the subject of Vedanta alone. So come to Vedanta and cure all your
ills.
16th September 1956

1215. C AUSALITY AND ITS ULTIMATE GOAL
The urge to search for a cause shows that you are dissatisfied with
the effect and that you consider the cause to be more real. Therefore
everything that comes under the category of effect is considered to
be relatively unreal, and the ultimate cause or source is alone
considered real. So you negate the effect and seek the real source, in
the name of causality. Therefore, the enquiry of cause is also an
indirect search for the ultimate Truth.
This may be pursued in different ways. Some of the important
approaches (angles of vision) among them are mentioned in the
following verse:
yasmin sarvam yasya sarvam yatas sarvam yasmayidam
yena sarvam yaddhi sarvam tat satyam samupasmahe
Upanishad(?)
Any one of the above six modes of approach, if pursued steadfastly
and sincerely, without deviating or stopping short on the way, will
take one to the ultimate Truth, provided one is instructed by a
Karana-guru. They may be defined as follows:
1. ‘yasmin sarvam’ – In what does all this appear or disappear.
2. ‘yasya sarvam’ – To what does all this belong.
3. ‘yatas sarvam’ – From what does all this arise.
4. ‘yasmayidam’ – For what purpose is all this.

5. ‘yena sarvam’ – Of what is all this made.
6. ‘yaddhi sarvam’ – What is all this?
‘tat satyam samupasmahe’ – That Truth I adore.
1216. E XPERIENCE AND SPIRITUAL SADHANA

It has been the bane of spiritual life, all over the world, to consider
and extol as spiritual experience every kind of unusual expression of
happiness, ecstasy or perception, external or internal. They are actually
the result of mental exercises ignorantly called ‘spiritual’. Every
devotee, mystic or yogin will naturally have any number of such
experiences to narrate. None of these so called experiences have
anything really spiritual about them. They are purely mental and may
serve to purify the mind to a great extent. Even nirvikalpa samadhi of
the yogin is no exception to this rule.
Really spiritual experience is only one. Its tests are changeless-
ness and self-luminosity. The only experience that stands these two
tests is the real ‘I’-principle or pure awareness. All the rest disappear
in time, and so are unreal.
A spiritual aspirant guided by a Karana-guru is told, in unambig-
uous terms, always to test his experiences in the light of the question:
‘Have you got all of what you really want?’ If your experience – be it
nirvikalpa samadhi – fails to answer this question plainly in the bold
affirmative, reject it and try again.
At last you come to that experience which never parts from you
and which leaves no part of your want unfulfilled. Just that is the real
‘I’-principle – pure Awareness.
17th September 1956

1217. R IGHT UNDERSTANDING
Ordinary understanding is taken to be a function of the personality or
the ego. But even science has of late come to admit that depersonal-
ization is necessary for right understanding. So science too admits of
understanding as the faculty or nature of transcendental Awareness.

1218. W HAT IS THE TOTALITY OF ONE ’ S EXPERIENCES ?
It consists of the experiences of the three states together with that
Awareness which, while standing distinct and separate from the
states, also lights up the states themselves. Therefore, the witness of
the states is also the witness of each mentation or perception.
1219. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN HAPPINESS AND

THE EGO ?
Even that which is supposed to be the enjoyment of happiness in the

waking state occurs only when the ego or the lower self is forgotten
or disappears. Whenever the ego disappears, it is the background –
Peace – that shines in its own glory.
This is later on usurped by the ego and interpreted as enjoyment
of happiness experienced by him. But in fact, the ego was nowhere
on the scene at the time referred to.
1220. M IND IN DREAM IS DIFFERENT FROM MIND IN THE

WAKING STATE . H OW ?
The point was clarified by reference to two relevant dream experi-

ences.
1. Mr. U.K. had a dream that his mother’s sister died suddenly, and
relatives and neighbours were gathered in the house to perform the
last rites. Just then Mr. U.K.’s grand uncle, who was the head of
the family, solemnly proposed that the cremation may well wait
till her sister (U.K.’s mother who was then apparently in perfect
health) also died, so that both could be cremated together. Mr.
U.K. and the assembled relatives listened calmly to the uncle’s
declaration, perceiving nothing unusual or unreasonable in the
proposal. It was accepted by all as being just the right thing. Even
Mr. U.K.’s mother did not raise a protest, but calmly awaited her
own death. The waking mind would never have accepted such a
monstrous proposal.
2. Smy. P.A.’s father had another strange dream. He watched, most
disinterestedly, the death of his own body in the dream. He saw
his body being decorated and carried to the cremation ground,

accompanied by several mourners. This is another instance of the
dream mind, the nature and experience of which could never be
reconciled with those of the waking mind. No more evidence is
needed to prove that the dream mind is different from the mind in
the waking state.
19th September 1956

1221. I AM MYSELF ALONE AS PURE C ONSCIOUSNESS , IN
DEEP SLEEP.
I, by my mere presence, illuminate all objects. When the objects are

removed, what can I be but light itself?
When I am myself the sun, how can darkness approach me? I am
myself alone, as Consciousness and Peace, in deep sleep. As such,
how can I address deep sleep except as ‘I’? Since there is no time in
deep sleep, both questions, when did one go to sleep and when did
one come out of it, are irrelevant.
1222. I MPORTANCE OF FULL AND CORRECT DATA

The data which is fractional cannot lead to anything but fractional
truth.
Truth is one and indivisible. Therefore, what appears as fractional
truth is nothing short of untruth.
Science, yoga, philosophy, devotion, mysticism and such other
paths, all take into consideration only the waking state experiences
and so work upon fractional data. Therefore their findings are not the
truth. No intelligent man can seriously consider a bare one third of
one’s life’s experiences alone, ignoring the remaining two thirds.
1223. O BJECT IS NOTHING BUT IDEA .

Even according to science, an object is only an idea.
Science says that the proof of the existence of an object can only
be its perception by the senses. The perception, when it is examined,
is found to be this. Certain rays of light passing through the eyeball
fall on the retina, producing an inverted image there. The optical

nerves take this impression to the brain centre, from where it is
transmitted to the mind as a mere idea.
What you experience is only this idea. The idea does not prove the
existence of the object at all, but only the idea. Therefore an object is
nothing but an idea.
1224. W HEN DOES MY REAL NATURE SHINE AS IT IS ?

When ego-mind subsides or disappears, the background Awareness
shines as Happiness. When objects disappear, that Awareness shines
by itself, as pure Consciousness.
1225. W HAT IS THE END OF AN APPEARANCE ?

Appearance can never merge in anything else. The non-existent snake
can never be said to merge in the rope.
Shri Gaudapada
24th September 1956

1226. W OULD IT NOT SERVE THE SAME PURPOSE IF I
CONTEMPLATE THAT EVERYTHING IS MYSELF ?
No. It will never be possible to transcend duality that way; because

contemplation is thought and you cannot transcend the samskara of
everythingness (duality) in that realm. Thought, which is your only
instrument if considered distinct and separate from you, will defy all
attempt at absorption by another thought. Therefore the suggestion,
though it may appear reasonable on the surface, is neither practicable
nor enriching. On the contrary, it will lead you to a state of nothing-
ness where you will find yourself helplessly stranded and deprived of
all power of initiative to go beyond.
1227. S IGNIFICANCE OF THE TERM ‘ ADVAITA’

‘Advaita’ is the most significant term to denote the ultimate Truth.
The ignorant man knows only the world, and everything beyond it is
unknown to him. In this sense, Truth is unknown.

Still, he strives to attain that Truth. The world as known is the
impediment to attaining Truth. Therefore the prakriya adopted for
this purpose is the scrupulous rejection (neti) of everything known.
At last, the principle which rejected everything else remains over
as incapable of being rejected, and without a second. Looking from
the known world, that principle can only be characterized as the ‘not-
known’, in the negative. It is unknown, and not unknowable. If it is
considered positive, it becomes known and then the knower comes in
and duality is set up. Therefore, the most significant term to denote
the characteristic of Truth is advaita (non-duality). The ultimate
knower can never be known.
26th September 1956

1228. P RAKRIYAS ( PROCESSES OR METHODS ) AND THEIR USE
Innumerable prakriyas have been prescribed in the shastras, to help
aspirants to the Truth. The indiscriminate use or comparison or
mixing up of prakriyas are strictly prohibited. Acaryas declare
unequivocally that any one prakriya, which suits the temperament
and capacity of the person concerned, is enough to lift him up to the
ultimate Truth.
1229. I NSISTENCE UPON QUALIFICATIONS AND MENTAL

STANDARDS FOR ASPIRANTS
Qualifications and mental standards, like dispassion and renunciat-

ion, are intended only for those aspirants who are temperamentally
incapable of using their reason or discrimination in the right manner,
and who do not pitch their goal as high as the ultimate Truth.
But in the case of one who has the earnestness and sincerity to
attain the Truth, no other qualification need be insisted upon. In spite
of all his apparent shortcomings, he visualizes the Truth, the moment
he listens to the Truth from the lips of the Guru.
Thereafter, everything necessary comes in spontaneously, when
needed, as a result of the light that has gone in already. This leads
him on till he is established in the Truth.

1230. T HE TRUMPET CALL OF V EDANTA
‘Awake, arise, and stop not, till the goal is reached’ is the trumpet
call of Vedanta.
All religions serve human tastes and ignorantly multiply differ-
ences. But Vedanta alone serves the changeless Truth and reconciles
all differences without exception. The wise saying goes:
Where no two religions, mystics, yogins, scientists or philos-
ophers agree, no two sages have ever disagreed about the
ultimate Truth.
1231. B ODY REACTS DIFFERENTLY UNDER SAMADHI AND

UNDER DEEP SLEEP. W HY ?
Awareness cognizes ideas and co-ordinates the three states.

Question: The body of a person in samadhi sits up erect and seems
controlled by the individual, while the body of one in deep sleep lies
completely relaxed without any symptom of extraneous control. Why
this difference?
Answer: Samadhi is artificial, being the product of preconception
and intense effort. A part of the world, in the form of the samskaras
of these two, go with you into samadhi.
But in deep sleep you leave everything as well as their samskaras
and carry with you nothing of the world except sat-cit-ananda. So
deep sleep, which is vastu-tantra, is superior to samadhi, which is
kartri-tantra.
All questions relating to the conduct of the body in samadhi are a
spurious mixture: of the experience of happiness known to oneself
alone, and of the body then known only to the non-self. They have
no common ground, and so the question is not relevant.
1232. A FTER VISUALIZATION OF T RUTH , HOW CAN I MAKE

THE EXPERIENCE PERMANENT ?
Answer: Get acquainted with yourself, more and more.

Disciple: This is so simple, so intimate, so natural and so wonderful.
But what shall I do to accomplish it in practice?

Answer: Say to yourself what you are, as often as convenient,
adducing arguments and throwing yourself into that same state of
visualization as you had on the first occasion. This will establish you
there, in course of time.
1233. ‘I KNOW I AM .’ H OW TO PROVE THAT THIS IS NO

ACTION ?
I say I am the doer and I am the enjoyer. The doer is not the enjoyer.
But I am both. So I am the non-doer background of both. I know
doing and enjoying. This knowing is my nature – not an action – for
it never parts from me.
Therefore, ‘I know I am’ means: ‘I shine in my own light.’
28th September 1956

1234. W HAT IS MEANT BY SAYING THAT A THING ‘ EXISTS ’?
An inert thing has to depend upon something else, in order even to
exist.
That something is self-luminous Awareness. Therefore an object is
Awareness itself. If a thing cannot exist in its own right, the existence
part must come from elsewhere, i.e. from Awareness.
2nd October 1956

1235. N O BRIDGE BETWEEN T RUTH AND UNTRUTH
The relative world and the Absolute are in two entirely different
levels, and there is no bridge or relationship between them. ‘Jivan-
mukta’ is a contradiction in terms. To correlate mind and its objects
with pure Awareness – the Sage – is wrong. Even the ‘he’ is wrong,
so far as the Sage is concerned. The ‘he’ is not. Therefore, his so
called objects are also not. The jivan-mukta himself is not. The
principle called ‘jivan-mukta’ has neither mind nor senses. It is
jnyana-svarupa itself. Shastras describe the jivan-mukta only from a
conceivable level.
(In spite of all this, the disciple of a Karana-guru can never deny
his own experience that the apparent person of the Guru serves as the
safest and the surest bridge to the Truth.)

1236. W HY DO SHASTRAS DILUTE THE T RUTH ?
Most of the existing and recognized shastras were not addressed to
uttamadhikaris, nor to persons at a high level of spiritual progress.
They were addressed to persons who did not aspire to ultimate Truth,
who did not follow the direct path of jnyana, and who did not see their
Guru as the embodiment of that Truth. But one who has listened to
the Truth from the lips of a Karana-guru, and has visualized the Truth
himself, is well on the way to get established in the Truth.
Therefore, no written book will be of any help to him, in the work
of getting firmly established in the Truth already visualized. The
purpose of a spiritual book, be it an Upanishad, is only to give the
aspirant who has not obtained a Karana-guru an indirect knowledge
(paroksha-jnyana) of the nature of the Self, and to emphasize the
supreme necessity of approaching a Karana-guru to help him to
realize it. To one who has gone beyond both these needs, books are
of no service whatsoever.
But this is not true of books written by your own Guru. They
discuss the Truth in the same manner as it has been expounded to
you; and that impersonal personality of your Guru as that ultimate
Truth is there, so far as you are concerned, in every syllable of it,
because the Guru is there in you already. Therefore, those books will
help you every time, as much as a personal contact with your Guru
would.
1237. W HAT IS PRATYAKSHA ?

Pratyaksha (irrefutable perception) is of three kinds. There is sensual
pratyaksha, mental pratyaksha and conscious or bodha pratyaksha.
You will lose your hold on the Truth if you cling on to any of the
former two pratyakshas. But if you cling on to the bodha pratyaksha
alone, you will never do so.
‘Sva-sthiti’ is a more significant term than the ‘sahaja state’ to
denote the natural state. The knowledge one happens to have about
one’s own Self can never be indirect. The knowledge that obtains as
a result of adopting any of the prakriyas, like examination of the
three states, is decidedly direct Self-experience itself. This is made
possible only by listening to the Truth from the lips of the Karana-

guru, with a deep sense of earnestness and sincerity on the part of the
aspirant.
‘Shravana’, or listening to the Guru, is alone said to be the true
‘sakshat-karana’: the ‘genuine cause’ of liberation (if any cause
could be attributed to liberation).
4th October 1956

1238. R EALITY, HOW TO DEFINE IT ?
Reality is beyond existence and non-existence. This is true even in
the case of a so called object. How? Let us take an example. We say:
‘A chair exists’, and ‘A chair does not exist.’ The ‘chair’ is present in
both these opposites. Therefore the chair is necessarily beyond the
opposites. Beyond the opposites, there can be only one thing which
is real. That is the real Self. Therefore, an object is that Reality itself.
If you say you have life and death, it means you have neither.
Because you are in both. As such, you can only be something distinct
and separate from life and death, and so necessarily beyond both.
That is the conscious principle – the real ‘I’.
5th October 1956

1239. S AT , CIT AND ANANDA PROVED TO BE ONE AND THE
SAME
Ananda is experienced by man in the name of ‘happiness’. It is the

knowledge of the existence aspect of the Reality in the form of an
object that first attracts the ignorant man. He then begins to desire it,
and strives to possess it. The moment he knows that he has obtained
the thing he desired, the mind comes to a standstill and his real
nature of Peace shines as in deep sleep.
But immediately, when the mind appears again, the memory of
the desire and the effort that preceded its achievement colour the
mind by contrast, and the pure Peace is therefore called ‘happiness’
for the time being. If that happy state is allowed to continue
indefinitely, the sense of happiness will soon give place to deep
Peace, as in deep sleep. Therefore, even the happiness supposed to be
derived from objects is nothing other than one’s own real nature of
Peace.

The jivan-mukta knows this Truth beautifully well and is estab-
lished in that Peace. Therefore, he does not fall a victim either to
desires or to objects. Whatever you experience as a result of effort,
prompted by desire, is not Peace in its true nature. It is tainted to that
extent. Whatever the heart enjoys is a limited and tainted Peace.
Real Peace is the experience of one’s own real nature (ananda-
bhava-svarupa). Ananda or peace is the experience which one gets
spontaneously on knowing, beyond the mental realm, that one’s real
nature is pure Consciousness.
Next, let us examine ‘cit’ in the same manner. We say that objects
of consciousness are diverse. But we are certain that the objects
alone are diverse and that the Consciousness which cognizes these
objects is changeless. This Consciousness is also uncaused; and it
exists, all alone, even in the absence of all objects, e.g. in deep sleep.
Therefore, it is Self-luminous and is vastu-tantra.
Lastly, let us examine ‘sat’. We say several objects exist. Every
object depends upon pure existence for its own individual existence;
but pure existence does not depend upon anything else for its
existence. Look at deep sleep. The real ‘I’ exists all alone, without
any other object, in deep sleep. And I know I exist. This pure
existence is called sat. The sat is vastu-tantra and Self-luminous.
Life’s activities are impossible without the help of sat, cit and
ananda. But sat-cit-ananda is in no way attached to the objects
concerned, which are but appearances upon sat-cit-ananda. It shines
all alone in deep sleep, as my real nature. Objects appear manifested
in existence and in the light borrowed from my own Self. So they are
not other than myself.
Sat, cit and ananda are the one and the same. In order to say that
sat is, sat must be known. To do this, Consciousness must come in.
Therefore Consciousness and sat are one. When that Knowledge of
sat dawns, a sublime peace filters down from that Consciousness, as
the Sage poet sings:
acive, acivan adaivame acivilucum ananda variye
Tayumanavar
Neither is this peace different from cit. Therefore sat, cit and ananda
are the one and the same Reality, viewed from the three different
perspectives of life, thought and feeling.

1240. M ENTAL SATISFACTION REGARDING A SPIRITUAL
EXPERIENCE
Question: I have perfect certitude that I have understood and

visualized the Truth. Still, I feel that there is something wanting. I do
not know what. What is the cause and the remedy for this trouble?
Answer: You mean you do not get full mental satisfaction. Is that not
so? Satisfaction is the outcome of the fulfilment of desire. It may
result both from that which is right and from that which is wrong. It
can, however, never be the identical experience in the two cases.
Diversity is its rule, as with everything else which is phenomenal.
Satisfaction is a measure only of phenomenal enjoyment. It can
never be a measure of the Absolute. Satisfaction always presupposes
an object, with all its limitations. There is nothing phenomenal which
can satisfy everyone, for all time. The many can never do this.
But there is only one thing – the Atma, the impersonal Self, by
nature changeless, self-luminous, and being Peace itself – that can
bring permanent Peace or satisfaction. Being changeless and
uncaused, it cannot strictly be called satisfaction. It may be called
‘objectless Happiness’. The knowledge that ‘I am that changeless
experience itself’ is the svarupa of satisfaction. This satisfaction is
therefore self-luminous. No other satisfaction can be self-luminous.
The experience of being impersonal cannot be the object of any
desire. It takes one beyond the mental level of satisfaction. But the
memory of the age-long samskaras of satisfaction prompts us still to
crave for satisfaction, even when we stand beyond it. Therefore, that
false craving has to be ignored as illusion or destroyed in the light of
the higher reason.
6th October 1956

1241. H OW TO UNDERSTAND EXPERIENCE ?
Experience is of two kinds: vastu-tantra and kartri-tantra.
1. Vastu-tantra is begotten of Atma.
2. Kartri-tantra is begotten of doership.

All Experiences of duality, including even the yogin’s nirvikalpa
samadhi, are kartri-tantra. The experience which takes me straight to
my real nature, of Peace and Consciousness, is alone vastu-tantra.
vastutan vazamam jñanam; karttradhinam upasanam
[It’s only on reality
that knowledge rightfully depends.
But meditation must depend
upon a doer of some kind.]
Bhasha Pancadashi, Dhyana-dipam, 73
Vedanta alone adopts vastu-tantra; and that too, to destroy kartri-
tantra and its creations that obscure the Reality. All other systems or
practices or beliefs – karma, yoga, devotion, mysticism, religions…
– all adopt kartri-tantra. Satisfaction is the goal of all these.
Vastu-tantra, being atmic, is beyond feeling. Kartri-tantra, being
mental, is capable of being felt, but is fleeting. Mental satisfaction
can be derived both from Truth as well as from untruth. Vastu-tantra
is not the result of any activity or inactivity. But kartri-tantra is
always the result of activity, which takes the form of desire and effort
for its fulfilment.
When the disciple – who is a waking subject – is told by the Guru
that even his phenomenal satisfaction is not derived from objects, but
that it is his own real nature shining in its own glory, his doership
(which is the centre of kartri-tantra) crumbles for ever. Desires
torment him no more, and satisfaction is transformed into permanent
Peace.
When this sublime Peace, vastu-tantra, is sought to be brought
down to respond to kartri-tantra, guided by varying tastes and
tendencies, a host of new concepts in the form of religions, heavens,
objects of pleasure and so on begin to appear. Therefore, give up
your tastes, tendencies and desires – not violently, but by knowing,
and by knowing more and more deeply, that all satisfaction is the
expression of your own real nature of Peace – and you shall be for
ever free.
The state of Peace in deep sleep is the most familiar experience of
vastu-tantra in daily life. The annihilation of all kartri-tantra is the
ultimate goal of Vedanta. This establishes vastu-tantra without any

positive effort whatever. Look at deep sleep. You have only to give
up your attachment to body, senses and mind, in the waking and
dream states. Immediately, Peace – vastu-tantra – dawns, permanent
and self-luminous.
Deep sleep comes involuntarily, and without the help of discrimi-
nation. Therefore it disappears, after a while. Establish the same state
voluntarily and with discrimination. When once you visualize it this
way, it will never disappear.
9th October 1956

1242. W HAT IS THE WORLD ( PRAPANCA )?
Answer: Drishyatva – perceivability. Drishyatva can never be in
drishya [the seen] or the object. It can only be in adrishya [the
unseen]. This adrishya (Atma) is alone the basis or background of
drishyatva.
Drishyatva implies knowledge. Therefore it is Knowledge itself.
The word ‘percept’ is the nearest English equivalent to drishyatva. A
percept implies perception, and perception implies Knowledge.
1243. E VERY WORD DENOTES THE R EALITY ALONE .

If I say ‘I am man’, I mean I am sat, cit, ananda. How?
The essential precaution one has to take in order to understand a
word correctly is to be prepared to understand just what is meant to
be conveyed by the word, and nothing more or less. This is not what
we generally do. We understand much more than what is conveyed
by a word.
Let us take the same illustration: ‘I am man.’ It is the meaning of
the word ‘man’ that we have to examine. ‘Man’ is unqualified, without
number or gender. There is no diversity in ‘man’. The word ‘man’
represents the whole man-kingdom. That which is ‘man’, in all men,
is changeless. In this sense, ‘man’ is not limited by time or space.
The only Reality, beyond time and space, is sat-cit-ananda. Therefore,
‘man’ in its real sense is sat-cit-ananda itself. So are all other words
– ‘animal’, ‘bird’, ‘table’, ‘pencil’, etc. Every word in its strict sense
means sat-cit-ananda, the real Self.

It is never possible to make the apparent many into one. You need
only understand that the manyness is an illusion, and that its
background alone is real. The simple word ‘man’ is understood by
everyone, no doubt; but nobody grasps its right meaning. It is not
understood by the senses or mind, but by Knowledge alone.
Knowledge cannot know anything other than Knowledge. Therefore
what is understood by the word ‘man’ is Knowledge itself.
Ignorant man considers himself a particular being. He has been
long trained in the habit of understanding even general statements in
a particular sense, in accordance with his own tastes and tendencies.
But in order to understand a general statement correctly – for
example ‘man’, ‘water’ etc. – one has to stand as a general being,
beyond senses and mind. From that stand, one can never perceive
anything other than one’s Self – ‘Consciousness’.
1244. Q UOTING THE SCRIPTURES

The habit of quoting the scriptures and accepting their authority
blindly is definitely a slavish mentality. The scriptures are only views
of some of the ancients, recorded in books. They had their own
particular ways of reasoning and modes of thinking. There is nothing
wrong in your accepting their views, provided you understand them
in the light of your own reason and make them your own.
You must yourself be able to establish those views, adducing
arguments and illustrations – whether old or new it is immaterial. But
you must not rely upon the names of the scriptures, or of their
authors, to create conviction.
10th October 1956

1245. I LLUSTRATIONS EMPLOYED BY V EDANTA
The illustration of ‘earth and the pot’ is usually adopted in Vedanta
to bring home the Truth that the world is nothing but Atma. But in
applying the illustration to the problem of the world, mistakes often
creep in. In this illustration, ‘earth’ should be taken to represent
Atma; and ‘pot’ to represent everything other than Atma, gross or
subtle, including name, form, utility etc., in other words ‘object’ in
the most comprehensive sense.

The proposition is that there is no pot independent of earth. To
disprove this, it is not relevant to bring in other objects, ignoring the
fact that they are already represented by the pot in the illustration.
Thus, all side issues like the potter’s labour, utility of the pot, and
contents of the pot are quite irrelevant, since they attribute independ-
ent existence to the pot. Therefore there is no pot as such at any point
of time, but only earth. Similarly, there is no object or world as such,
but only Atma.
It is best to see the pot to be nothing but earth, even when the pot
remains as pot. It can also be seen to be only earth by destroying the
pot as such. But the second method is rather crude and childish.
1246. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF REALIZATION ?

The plainest and simplest way of putting it is this: ‘I had mistaken
myself to be a thinker, doer, perceiver and enjoyer. That misconcept-
ion has disappeared.’
Here the question ‘how’ does not arise. But it has to be understood
clearly that realization is no action.
11th October 1956

1247. T HE STAND OF AN ADVAITIN
An earnest advaitin must studiously give up all contact with
theology, scholasticism and mysticism, and take to pure vicara alone,
if he wants to get established in the ultimate Truth in the shortest
time possible.
14th October 1956

1248. I SHTA - DEVA
‘Ishta-deva’ [‘chosen deity’] is the form given by you to your own
ishta (desire). Therefore, one who worships an ishta-deva is virtually
worshipping his own desire (liking).
So much so, a boy getting a vision of his ishta-deva will invariably
see him as playing with him in the sand or water. Because play is the
then element and desire of the boy himself, at that age. No actual

portrait of any ishta-deva exists anywhere. Your own desire or fancy
is your only guide in creating the form of your ishta-deva.
Sculptors and painters have of course given us some models. But
they are only forms of their own imagination. For example, M. Tampi
has produced many portraits of Shri Krishna, Devi, Shasta and other
deities. He had never seen them in the waking state, and naturally he
was at a loss to conceive their face and form. Therefore he thought of
his own Guru and prayed to him to bless him so that he could paint a
picture of the desired ishta-deva. Straightaway he imagined a form
and painted it. But it is strange that the prominent features in all his
pictures – whether of Krishna, Devi or Shasta – have generally the
stamp of the features of his own Guru.
This proves clearly that the ishta-deva is nothing but one’s desire
personified. The worship of such a being can never take one beyond
the mental realm of one’s own likes and dislikes.
But if the worship is directed to the ishta-deva as an ‘Atma-murti’
[‘embodiment of Self’], as explained and directed by a Karana-guru,
one can rise to the Ultimate gradually by that and that alone.
23rd October 1956

1249. D REAMS AND WAKING BODY
A pandit took up a question discussed in the higher shastras on
Advaita.
Question: If dreams are quite unreal, why is it that they sometimes
leave visible reactions on the waking body?
Answer: The shastras try to explain this by positing a second dream
in the interval between the dream and waking states. But this gives
no satisfactory solution to the spirit of the question, because the
answer is sought in terms of the waking state.
The question arises in the waking state, assuming causality to be
real and the dream alone to be unreal. A correct solution is possible
only by viewing the question from a higher level, beyond the dream
and waking states, from the stand of the disinterested witness.
1. Viewing from there, both the dream and waking states seem
equally unreal and therefore the question does not arise.

2. The dream was first examined and proved to be unreal, not in
order to show that the waking state was real, but to show that it
was equally unreal. Because it is impossible to find any differ-
ence between the two states at the moment of experiencing them.
3. Even in the waking state, it is never possible to connect two
incidents; because the past remains only as an idea or dream, and
the present alone appears as the gross in the waking state. As
each appears in different states and at different points of time, the
two can never be connected. So also in the dream state, the so
called cause and effect can never be connected.
4. The dream state is also a waking state, when experienced.
Therefore, the waking and dream states may well be considered
as successive waking states. Taking each waking state as one
experience, no relationship can be established between two
successive waking states, one being past and the other present.
3rd November 1956

1250. E XPERIENCE AND DISTORTION
The real experience of the Self is knowledge in identity. When the
experience is expressed in words, as ‘I enjoyed…’, ‘I perceived…’
etc., in the form of subject-object relationship, it is a clear distortion
of the experience itself. This distortion distances the ego far from the
centre.
1251. A JIVAN - MUKTA AND THE STATES

A jivan-mukta does not destroy the states. He only illumines the
states and understands them to be nothing other than the real Self.
But the onlooker might not perceive this internal change in the
jivan-mukta’s perspective. He may still take him to be the old jiva, a
subject of the changing states.

20th December 1956
1252. H OW IS A THING CONSTITUTED ?
A thing may be said to be real only if it continues to be real in all the
three states, that is at the sensual, mental and transcendental levels.
In the subjective realm, the body is a percept, the mind is an idea and
the ‘I’-principle is Consciousness – the Reality. The senses, mind and
the ‘I’-principle each contribute their respective quotas to the make
of any object.
The sense organ concerned contributes the one fundamental
percept, the mind brings forth its store of former concepts and heaps
them upon the first percept in the form of supplementary percepts,
making the object a perceptual whole. The ‘I’-principle contributes
its quota – the sense of reality – to the object, and makes it appear
real.
This last part is represented by the pronoun ‘It’, in the case of
every object. The ‘It’ continues changeless, through all apparent
changes.
26th December 1956

1253. T HE STAND OF C ARVAKA EXAMINED
Carvaka asserts that there is nothing beyond the world perceived.
Evidently, he takes into consideration only the waking, objective
world.
But when his attention is drawn to the dream and deep sleep
worlds, which are equally strong percepts when experienced, he is
forced to admit that there is something beyond this apparent world.
Then again, who is it that says that there is nothing beyond the
world? Is that principle comprehended by the world, or not? No. It
cannot be. It must certainly stand beyond the world. So Carvaka’s
statement itself proves that there is a principle beyond.
If you say it is the brain that decides, the brain has to rely upon
the body for its very existence. The dream body has also a brain. It
has to be decided which brain is one to rely upon. The waking and
dream brains disprove each other. Hence, that principle which stands
beyond is the ‘I’ or Consciousness. It is the only thing that does not

need any proof to establish its existence. This ‘I’ is not a percept, and
so stands clearly beyond the world.
Vedanta begins with that principle standing beyond body, senses,
mind, and even beyond the witness. Nobody can deny his existence
in the deep sleep state, when he is without a body, senses or mind.
That is the ‘I’-principle in one, beyond the body, senses and mind.
28th December 1956

1254. W HAT IS THE RIGHT APPROACH TO A PROBLEM ?
Every problem has two standpoints. One is that of the ego; and the
other is that of the ‘I’-principle.
Suppose you desire an object. A desire shows your imperfection,
at least to that extent. And the urge to become perfect comes from
your own being deep below, which is by nature perfect, or one
without a second. Therefore, desire points to your real nature, and
you can realize it by viewing it in the right perspective. This is from
the ego’s standpoint.
Looking from the standpoint of the real ‘I’-principle, you find that
desire shows the pain of separation from the object desired, and a
longing to end that separation by obtaining it. It shows an eagerness
to establish that oneness or perfection, your real nature, whenever
you seem to stray away from it by identification with body, senses or
mind.
29th December 1956

1255. T HE WORLD AND BRAHMAN SHOULD BOTH MERGE IN
THE ‘I’- PRINCIPLE .
The world, posited in space, is an appearance on the Reality. The

term ‘world’ rightly comprehends also the generic space and time in
which diversity is supposed to appear. The process of visualizing the
Reality in the world is by completely separating the appearance part
of it from the Reality.
But usually, in that endeavour, the world alone is eliminated,
leaving behind unnoticed both space and time tagged on to the
Reality. The consequent superimposition of the sense of time and
space, on the Reality behind, gives it the idea of bigness. This is

responsible for the fallacious concept and name, ‘brahman’. When
this sense of bigness is also eliminated, brahman itself stands revealed
as the ultimate Reality, the ‘I’-principle.
This is possible only by listening to the Truth from the lips of the
Karana-guru.
1256. W HAT ARE INSIDE AND OUTSIDE ?

The concept of inside and outside is born only with the inception of
the body idea or the idea of space. When you transcend the body,
even in idea, the space idea also vanishes, and with it the idea of
bigness and smallness as well. In other words, you transcend all
opposites.
1257. H AS T RUTH NO OPPOSITE ?

No. The only possible opposite to Truth is untruth. But when you
strictly examine untruth, you find it to be nothing but an appearance
on Truth. Therefore Truth has no opposite.
1258. W HAT IS APPEARANCE AND WHAT IS IT THAT APPEARS ?

Appearance certainly is not Truth. Because Truth can never appear or
be subject to time and space. What else then can it be that appears?
Can it be appearance itself? No. Because appearance is appearance
only on appearance. Hence appearance can never appear. Therefore
appearance is not. It is only an illusion. Truth alone is.
Memory proves that I am the witness. Suppose I make a statement,
now, about a thought I had yesterday. In relation to the past thought, I
am the witness. But in relation to the present statement, I am the
sayer. None but the witness has the authority to say. Thus I am the
witness, and as witness I stand identified with Consciousness.
5th January 1957

1259. T HE UNANSWERABLE QUESTION
The question is often asked: ‘Who is a Guru?’ or ‘What is a Guru?’
But the answer is not so easily understood.

To the intellectual, the Guru is always an enigma. The Guru
represents the ultimate Truth, and stands in non-duality. The question
is raised in duality, in the mental level, about the Guru who is
standing in non-duality. There cannot be any answer in either level.
The question cannot be understood in the mental level since it
pertains to the Guru in non-duality. And in non-duality, the question
does not ever arise.
The Guru is beyond all questions and all duality. A question is the
expression or synonym of duality.
1260. T HE PSYCHOLOGY OF SUICIDE AND ITS REMEDY

Suicide means the killing of the self. Suicide is usually contemplated
to avoid a dragging pain or dishonour. But instead, you are courting
another pain of an intenser type, though for a shorter period, and
with a most uncertain future. Therefore, if any other means can be
suggested to get away from the pain, it would certainly be acceptable
to one who contemplates suicide. Prove to him his identity with the
changeless principle behind body and mind; and prove to him that
the pain belongs to the mind alone, as a result of its identification
with body.
Thinking of committing suicide means trying to kill the self. Who
tries to do so? The self itself. Is it possible to split the self that way?
No. Therefore direct your attention to the thought of committing
suicide and kill it; in other words, ‘kill the killer’.
Seeing a golden time-piece placed just below a photograph of
Gurunathan in his room, a lady disciple enjoyed the sight and said:
‘It looks beautiful there.’ Immediately Gurunathan turned to her and
said: ‘But there is a deeper significance than you think. You see, the
time-piece represents time; and I stand above it, transcending time.
You must also stand likewise. Everything you see here will have a
similar significance, if only you look deep enough.’

15th January 1957
1261. W HY DO SO FEW PEOPLE TAKE TO THE ULTIMATE
T RUTH ?
Answer: In this question you want to tie down the causeless to
causality. It is impossible.
Question: Why does one go to a Guru?
Answer: To get beyond the why, and then the question disappears.
24th February 1957

1262. M IXING OF LEVELS
Indiscriminate mixing of levels is always to be discouraged. It leads
to confusion of ideas.
But in every sadhana, there is mixing of the two levels [of Truth
and untruth], to a certain extent. That mixing is helpful in establishing
you in the Truth, since you emphasize the goal of Truth through all
right sadhana and strive to eliminate all that is other than the Truth.
Thus even the mixing of levels, when done with discrimination,
leads you to the background.
26th February 1957

1263. T HE SPECTATOR AND THE ACTOR IN LIFE
Man is both spectator and actor in the drama of life. The spectator is
real, but the actor is unreal.
27th February 1957

1264. W HAT IS LIMITATION ?
The presence of objects and absence of objects are respectively
termed limitedness and unlimitedness, or conditionedness and
unconditionedness, of consciousness. The so called unconditioned-
ness is also a limitation put upon Consciousness, and is generally
called ‘samadhi’. Truth is still beyond.

2nd March 1957
1265. K NOWING AND LOVING
Knowing and loving come in as a result of your not wanting to be
separated from the thing. But there is a world of difference between
the knowing in the relative level and knowing in the absolute level.
In the absolute level, to know is to be. In the relative level, there is
the apparent distinction brought in between the existence and knowing
parts.
If you continue to know as in the absolute level, the ‘It’ cannot
stand as different from knowledge and non-duality is established.
1266. S HOULD NOT ONE WHO HAS KNOWN THE T RUTH BE

KIND TO OTHERS ?
The question rises out of a confusion of levels. The question tries to

connect truth and untruth. Truth is in the absolute level, and the rest
of the question is in the relative level.
You must see that it is not enough to be kind alone, but you
should stand as one with others as Truth. Then the question will not
arise. With change of state, the field of reference changes completely.
11th March 1957

1267. A PPEARANCE AND DISAPPEARANCE
It is appearance that goes into the make of disappearance. So there is
only appearance and no disappearance. Disappearance appears. That
is all.
Appearance is ‘seeing’ itself, and ‘seeing’ is Consciousness itself.
So all is Consciousness, the real Self.
14th March 1957

1268. W HAT IS THE NATURE OF THE EGO ?
The ego is a spurious entity which does not exist and can never exist.
It does not stand the slightest scrutiny. What is the difference
between the ego and the other things which you have accepted to be
illusions? Such things have at least a momentary appearance, in the

mental level. But the ego has not even that. It is never experienced
by anybody at any time.
You stray away from knowledge, down to the object known; and
that is the ego.
18th March 1957

1269. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU SEE AN OBJECT ?
1. First, you see form. This belongs to the field of percepts, which is
the outcome of the senses.
2. Next, you join it on to innumerable concepts, which belong to the
realm of the mind.
3. Lastly, you attribute a permanence to it which belongs to your
own Self and is denoted by the ‘It’ in relation to all objects.
All these together go to make the so called object. But when you
emphasize the ‘It’ which was always there – all through – the other
two naturally disappear; and the ‘It’, which was so long unknown,
now becomes known in the real sense.
1270. H OW TO EXAMINE AN OBJECT ?

The examination of an object must be conducted from all three
states, with equal completeness. You are doing this, though unknow-
ingly, all the time. You have only to note it and understand it
correctly, as follows:
1. When the percept appears, the waking state sense organs
function.
2. When the concepts (as ideas) are added on, the dream state is
brought in.
3. At last, when knowledge dawns, the deep sleep state beyond the
mind comes in.
Thus, you confirm every object only after systematically examining
it from all the three states.

23rd March 1957
1271. VALUE AND ITS APPLICATION
Values are of two kinds:
1. Truth value, and
2. Satisfaction value or happiness value.
They are essentially different.
Happiness depends on one’s tastes, which may differ in different
persons. Thus the happiness value, as gauged by different persons,
must also be different. Happiness is the criterion which guides the
life of the great majority of persons – dominated as they are by the
tastes and desires of the mind.
Truth, which is identical with the being in man, is of the nature of
differencelessness. This is only one and self-luminous. It is only the
one that has visualized the Truth that can adopt it. Therefore it is only
vedantins, who are few in number, that can understand and apply the
Truth value.
1272. H OW DOES SAT- CIT- ANANDA EXPRESS ITSELF IN

EVERYDAY LIFE ?
The first expression of the Reality in life is that ‘something is’. This
is the sat aspect. Beyond a vague ‘is’-ness, it yields nothing more.
You want to know it and begin to search for more information
about it. Then you know it, without the help of any light other than
your own Self. This is the expression of cit.
As soon as that knowledge is complete, a spontaneous satisfaction
oozes out of that knowledge. This is the expression of ananda.
Existence, Consciousness and Peace express themselves in all
experiences or activities of life. This happiness which flows from the
mere knowledge of an existent thing is self-luminous happiness,
which is ‘vastu-tantra’ [‘coming from Truth’].
But the happiness which is the outcome of varied tastes and
efforts is only worldly and a reflection of the ananda aspect of the
Reality. This is ‘kartri-tantra’ [‘coming from doership’].

1273. O BSTACLE MADE A MEANS
Body, senses and mind are supposed to be the clothing of the real
Self within. The ignorant man emphasizes the clothing alone and
loses sight of the Self. But with the attainment of a spiritual outlook
the position is reversed, and the very same clothes are made a help to
visualize the Self within.
The way to achieve this is to make the clothing of the Self as thin
as possible so as to see through them. Or, in other words, make the
body, senses and mind function in such a manner that you can see
through them. Then your attention is caught by the Self within; the
mind and senses lose their significance as obstacles and become
mere pointers to the Self.
1274. W HAT IS REAL DESTRUCTION ?

The destruction of an object really means the disappearance of the
object, without its leaving any trace, even as an idea. This is never
possible in the physical or mental realms. But in the worldly sense,
destruction only means disintegration in any manner.
Yoga and devotion accept the latter interpretation of the term; and
they strive to destroy the mind by purifying or expanding it, keeping
on the separateness once and for all. You can never destroy a thing
by anything like cleaning, correcting or mending it in the same level.
This is why yoga and devotion fail to destroy the mind, and lead one
only to a state of peace limited by time and called ‘samadhi’.
Real destruction is achieved only by jnyana or Vedanta – not
objectively but subjectively – by eliminating the sense of duality
once and for all, and thus seeing the object as nothing but your own
Self.
1275. H OW DOES JNYANA HELP ME ?

The jnyana path does not claim to take you to the Truth or to
illumine the Truth. You are always the Truth, and the Truth is self-
luminous. So the jnyana path claims only to remove the obstacles in
the way – viz. the sense of separateness and its objects – by applying
the right tests of Reality, such as changelessness and self-luminosity.

When all obstacles are thus removed, the self-luminous ‘I’ remains
ever shining in all its glory. This is called visualization or realization.
Jnyana alone is vastu-tantra [governed by Truth]. But devotion,
yoga, karma and all other paths are kartri-tantra [governed by
doership].
25th March 1957

1276. W HAT IS TRUE LOVE ?
Love is deeper knowledge, and is usually considered to be feminine.
The knowledge of the intellect, which is relatively superficial, is
usually considered to be masculine. If you know the Truth with your
own being, that knowledge itself is love, and is both feminine and
masculine or beyond both.
If the ego takes leave of you in the course of an activity, it takes
you straight to pure love. Love can be made permanent only if it is
made unconditional and spontaneous, and if it expects nothing in
return.
1277. W HAT IS BEING ?

‘Being’ is being and is independent of its opposite, non-being. Non-
being can exist only on being. But being can exist all alone.
30th March 1957

1278. W HAT IS THE TRUTH OF PERCEPTION ?
I am Atma, the self-luminous Consciousness. It may be said that I
first manifest myself as objectless Consciousness, by my own nature
or self-luminosity. It is this objectless Consciousness that expresses
itself as an idea or sensual object; and you say you perceive it.
But when the so called perception takes place, the apparent object
loses its limitations; and its content, Consciousness, stands as the
objectless Self. Therefore, it is nothing but the Self that you perceive.

1st April 1957
1279. B HAVA AND ABHAVA
Bhava [being] and abhava [non-being] as generic terms are just
Consciousness itself, indeterminate in nature and identical with the
Self. They can never be conceived by the mind. When you know
them or speak of them, they become determinate and distinct, and
separate from you and from Truth.
1280. H OW DOES THE WORLD APPEAR AND WHAT IS ITS

SOLUTION ?
Pure Consciousness, which is the ultimate Reality, expresses itself

first as self-consciousness, without admitting any medium whatso-
ever. This is the most immediate of all knowledge and is identical
with ‘being’, completely beyond subject-object relationship.
This Consciousness seems to degenerate, by appearing to express
itself through the mind and senses, as thoughts and perceptions. By
accepting the medium of the mind and senses, the appearances –
namely thoughts and perceptions – seem to be separate from the Self.
This is how the world appears, though in essence it is nothing but the
Self.
Therefore, the solution of the world does not lie in any objective
search outside, by way of the sciences or philosophy, but rather in
withdrawing into the real Self within one. This may successfully be
achieved by following the ordinary mental knowledge itself to its
very source, through the most immediate expression of knowledge,
namely self-consciousness or objectless knowledge.
3rd April 1957

1281. W HAT IS ‘ VICARA’ – ‘ DISCRIMINATION ’?
It is a peculiar kind of activity, but not ‘thought’ as it might seem to
be. Its purpose is removal of untruth (body, senses and mind) by
arguments. What is left over is the real Self (absolute Truth) as the
real background.

1282. W HAT IS REAL KNOWING ?
‘To know’, in the real sense, is ‘to be’.
You were Peace or Happiness in deep sleep. It is a fact and a
certainty. How do you know it now? Whatever you think or say about
it is wrong. Thought and statement both take place in the sphere of
duality and refer only to objects distinct and separate from you. But
at the point of knowing in deep sleep, you were in identity with
Peace or Happiness. It is not possible for the mind to know it or
remember it. It was pure being alone. Real knowing is always being,
and answers only to the Truth.
But worldly knowing is always separate from you, and answers
only to satisfaction in the mental level. Your goal should always be
the ‘Peace’ of deep sleep, which is ‘being’ itself and not anything
expressed or expressible.
You say you are a man, because you know you are a man. But
when you know that you are a man, you can never stand as a man,
but only as a principle distinct and separate from man. Therefore you
are not man, but that principle which knows man, otherwise called
the witness or knowledge.
Don’t you say you ‘feel pain’? But is not pain itself a feeling? So
the statement is redundant. It is also wrong to say you ‘know the
pain’. Because here knowing and feeling are both mentations. They
are not possible simultaneously. But it is our experience that we
know the mentations simultaneously. This is not known by the mind
itself, but is known from a higher plane, by the witness.
The witness’s knowing of a thing is ‘being it’. It is the conscious-
ness in the thought or perception of the thing itself that is the
witness. The ego knows a thing only as subject and object. The ego
is the false identification of the body, senses and mind with the real
Self. The objects of the ego also suffer from the same false identific-
ation with the Reality. The purpose of the witness is to reveal this
false identification of the object with the reality.
The witness has been defined as the consciousness in the object
itself. Consciousness transcends both time and space. As such it can
never see the object as separate from it – either in time or space. So it
sees the object as itself. Thus it is the ‘being’ in the object itself that
is called the witness, in order to eliminate the objectivity of the

object. Then the object ceases to be an object, as such, and stands as
pure Consciousness.
1283. T HE COURSE OF LIBERATION IN SHORT

The course of liberation, or the solution of the world, consists of only
three simple steps.
1. Malady: The wrong identification with body, senses and mind,
by which man seems to be bound and gets miserable.
2. Remedy: Separation. Body, senses and mind are shown to be
distinct and separate from the real Self, which stands
as the perpetual knower or witness.
3. Recovery: Right identification. Standing as that witness, you stand
identified with the being, and the witnessed disapp-
ears. Then the witness ceases to be witness, but stands
as the ultimate Reality – Consciousness.
4th April 1957

1284. W HO KNOWS MY IDEAS ?
Certainly not another idea. Because two ideas cannot exist simultan-
eously.
It is the transcendental Consciousness alone that can know an idea
and know it not through the subject-object relationship, but by being
identical with it. It is the non-empirical Consciousness that knows
the idea; just as you know happiness in deep sleep, by being identical
with it.
The moment an idea is known, the material part of the idea drops
away and its essence – pure Consciousness – alone remains over.
What you call an idea now is not really idea, as you presume, but
only pure Consciousness. Because an idea is known only by pure
Consciousness, and Consciousness cannot know anything other than
Consciousness.
Therefore, the ego’s knowledge is also non-empirical. When you
emphasize the Consciousness aspect, which is the essence of ego, the
ego gets immediately transformed into non-empirical Consciousness.

The moment you know Happiness, it is non-empirical and one
with you.
Thus, whenever you know anything, you stand as one with the
thing, as Consciousness pure.
1285. H OW IS AN OBJECT KNOWN ?

An object can remain as an object only if it remains distinct and
separate from you, and yet connected with you in subject-object
relationship. The object has necessarily to give up its objectivity in
order to be one with you, or to be identical with you, when known.
This happens both in the relative level of the ego and also in the
absolute level, with identity established in either case. In the level of
the ego, the ego loses itself in the object and becomes identical with
it, for the time being. But in the absolute level, you make the object
lose itself in you, as Consciousness for ever.
1286. T HE DEEP SLEEP STATE IS ALWAYS IN THE PAST.

When you experience deep sleep, you stand identified with pure
Consciousness or Peace beyond time. It can never be called the
present in deep sleep. But when you refer to it from the waking state,
you call the preceding state the ‘deep sleep state’ and then it is only
an idea.
Similarly, every thought or perception is nothing but the ultimate
Reality or knowledge, at the moment when you know it. But when
you refer to it subsequently, you make an idea of it, which is not the
thing referred to at all. This is the truth of the whole world, which –
though a heap of thoughts, feelings and perceptions – is nothing but
pure Consciousness.
1287. I NDETERMINATE IGNORANCE IS ALSO THE R EALITY.

Because ignorance of everything is really the same as knowledge of
everything, which is pure knowledge. ‘Everything’ is an empty word,
incapable of limiting knowledge in any manner. The generic of bhava
[being] or abhava [non-being] is one and the same.

4th April 1957
1288. R EALITY CANNOT BE OBJECTIFIED .
It is thought and speech alone that obscure the reality. So cease these
activities and the Reality will shine in its own glory.
Do not try to objectify Reality. The yogin tries to objectify what
refuses to be objectified.
1289. T HE STATES ARE NOTHING BUT C ONSCIOUSNESS .

The knowing act is the last act or link in the chain of any activity.
There is nothing else, anywhere, to know it. The last knowing act,
without itself being known, is non-empirical. And that is the ultimate
Reality.
Every knowing in the relative level can be referred to a knowing
beyond. The last of these is transcendental Consciousness. Only the
transcendental Consciousness can witness the changing states. But it
cannot witness anything other than itself. So the states are nothing
but Consciousness.
1290. H OW ARE STATES EXAMINED ?

In deep sleep, the concept of general ignorance is destroyed, in order
to show your real nature.
Ignorant knowledge gives reality to objects, forgetting its essence
– knowledge. Here, in the waking state, your ignorant knowledge is
destroyed, in order to show that you are the transcendental.
1291. W HAT IS SARVA - JNYATVA – ALL - KNOWINGNESS ?

The ‘all’ here is only one object which has to be disposed of, like any
other object, and shown to be nothing but Consciousness, the real
Self. This is all-knowingness (sarva-jnyatva).

1st May 1957
1292. M.M.H. asked: I KNOW G URUNATHAN IS IN ME . S TILL
WHY DO I DESIRE TO GO TO T RIVANDRUM TO SEE MY G URU ?
Answer: Your Guru is in you as yourself – the ultimate Truth. That is

everywhere. But your Guru as he is in Trivandrum is something
more than that. There he also has a living body which has been
instrumental in liberating you, and towards which your love and
adoration flow spontaneously. Therefore you have to go to Trivand-
rum to fulfil that desire, not any more to understand Truth. But, of
course, your establishment in Truth gets firmer with every such visit.
Actually, whenever you think of your Gurunathan you are at
Trivandrum.
1293. H OW FAR CAN THE BOOK OF A S AGE HELP AN

ASPIRANT ?
There is as much difference between a Sage and his book as between

yourself and your image in a mirror. The image is devoid of the life
principle which is the very substance of the original. The image is a
reflection of the exterior alone and has no interior.
Similarly, the book or language can convey only the mere exterior
of Truth. But Truth has no distinctions such as exterior and interior.
Therefore nobody can get at the essence of Truth through books or
through language alone. A book, as such, is dead and inert, and
cannot answer a new question arising from the one dealt with in the
book. Whenever you read a book, you read something of your own
sense in it. This, however, you cannot do when you read the books of
your Guru.
Language is limited, but the Guru is unlimited. If anyone considers
the Guru to be limited, by a particular body or mind, he is wrong and
that conception is not the real Guru. But if body and mind cease to
have their character as such, they are also the Guru.

2nd May 1957
1294. R ELATION OF THE OBJECTIVE TO THE SUBJECTIVE
The objective world does not include the subject. But the subject
includes the objective world. Therefore, you cannot find a correct
explanation of the objective world from the objective world itself,
but only from and through the subject.
1295. T HE G URU THOUGHT

It is taken indiscriminately in more than one way.
One such way is the thought: ‘I am the Guru.’ This is forbidden;
because, by that thought, the ultimate is crushed and the apparent ‘I’
gains in strength.
But in the next thought, ‘The Guru is in me’, the ultimate will
gradually devour the ‘me’ and leave one as the ultimate Truth.
1296. T HE VISION EXPERIENCED BY THE YOGIN

When the world is examined objectively, emptiness appears as the
background of all appearance, because it is there before and after
appearance. Examining it subjectively, your Self – Consciousness –
is the background.
This emptiness is thus Consciousness itself. This is why the
yogins see emptiness when the world disappears; because they look
at all things objectively.
If you ask why the world appears, you must ask the world and not
me. The world must explain itself to you.
6th May 1957

A headache is a feeling. But we say: ‘I feel a headache.’ It is
impossible to feel a feeling. But in fact you stand as that feeling. You
are that. But then, the ‘that’ also disappears and you stand as yourself
alone.
So feeling or thinking is being the feeling or thinking itself. This
is the Truth. But you separate yourself from thought or feeling, and

that is life. Whenever the mind functions, you are spatializing the
absolute.
1298. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU REMEMBER ?

When you think of something you had perceived elsewhere, you are
really in thought, taking yourself over there and trying to have the
same direct experience of the thing as you had on the first occasion.
It is never possible to take the thing over to where you are, as one
ordinarily imagines one can.
20th May 1957

1299. I DO MY SADHANA IN THE WAKING STATE . H OW CAN
THE DREAMER BE BENEFITED BY THAT ?
A question in the waking state should have reference only to a

waking subject or a waking object. A dream can never be either. So
the question, as it is, cannot arise.
But the so called dream comes out as an idea in the waking state.
An idea is nothing but Consciousness. A thought in the waking state
about a dream comprehends only the dream state. But an answer to
that on the spiritual level comprehends all the three states, because it
takes you beyond all states.
A dream really means all that which has passed away. Therefore,
the answer to a question about the so called waking state rightly
includes the dream state as well. Whatever is past is an idea. A dream
never exists in the present. So it is only an idea. A waking state
experience may be said to have had a present, and it subsequently
becomes the past. But the so called dream state has never had a
present. If you say that during the dream you were in the present, I
say it was at that point of time not a dream but a waking state. So, on
that score also, there never was a dream. Therefore, there is only a
waking state or only a dream state.
So there is no room for comparison. Reference can be made only
to the past. By the time you perceive anything, the thing said to be
perceived is in the past.

25th May 1957
1300. I AM CHANGELESS .
The very mention of one’s age proves that one is changeless, at that
period of time. Therefore one is changeless through all time. Space is
derived from time. Therefore one is changeless as regards space as
well.
If I say I am 57 years old now, it means that I have been changeless
all through the apparent changes I have undergone – like childhood,
boyhood, etc.
That which appears on Me is life. That which gets separated from
Me is death. Looked at from a deeper level, even death forms part of
life.
26th May 1957

1301. H OW IS THOUGHT EGOLESS ?
During the occurrence of a thought, you do not have the thought that
you are thinking. You stand identified with the thought itself, and so
there is no duality or ego. It is after the event that the ego comes in
and claims that he thought. This is a lie. Therefore, every mentation
is egoless, at the moment it occurs.
You know every mentation just as you know Happiness in deep
sleep. By being it.
1302. S PIRITUAL SPHERE AND SHASTRAS

The spiritual realm is covered by three progressive stages, namely:
1. Ajata-vada [‘There is no creation’ – the final, subjective stage],
2. Drishti-srishti-vada [‘Perception begets creation’ – the intermed-
iate, mental stage], and
3. Vyavahara-paksha or srishti-drishti-vada [‘Creation is perceived’
– the worldly, objective stage].
Most shastras abound in the third (the lowest) stage of vyavahara-
paksha. Their variety and volume confound the ordinary reader with
their innumerable arguments and counter-arguments – all purely

academic. In all those arguments, the trace and colour of the waking
state is felt and emphasized.
The correct approach is to stand as the awareness that witnesses
the states. That alone is the Truth, and that alone has the right to speak
of any state. When you know the waking state, you stand separate
from the waking state, and then the waking state disappears as such.
‘If you but open your mouth, advaita is gone.’
28th May 1957

1303. W HAT IS MEMORY ?
Memory is past, and memory is about the past. Memory is something
which upholds non-experience as experience, as though it has taken
place in the past. The sense of experience is taken as the only proof.
But really there was no experience and memory can be no proof
of it. Memory and experience depend upon each other for their very
existence. So both are non-existent. Thus memory is a misnomer.
1304. H OW NOT TO FORGET THE T RUTH ?

Suppose you light a cigarette and continue to talk. If you forget the
cigarette, it will be extinguished. So you have to allow it frequently
to remind you of itself. Similarly, you need only to allow Truth to
come in uncalled, whenever you happen to forget Truth in the midst
of activities.
1305. K NOWLEDGE OF OBJECTS , IF INTELLIGENTLY PURSUED ,

TAKES ONE TO TRUE KNOWLEDGE .
You know that there is a knowledge which stands knowing this

limited knowledge. Immediately, you turn your attention to it. When
you stand as that background knowledge, all the rest disappears and
you are left alone in that pure knowledge.
Just as light has to be present before an object is seen, knowledge
is there as knowledge or awareness, before it appears as the knowledge
of an object. The knowledge of an object is changing; but the
knowledge before and after the knowledge of an object is changeless,
and therefore real.

Let the knowledge of objects turn your attention to that Reality
behind, and you shall soon be established in it.
1306. T HE BANE OF OBJECTIVITY AND ITS REMEDY

The knowledge that every mentation is nothing but pure, impersonal
experience takes one to the height of Vedanta. Objectivity, in any
form, is the only obstacle to Truth. If you transcend it, the subjectivity
also naturally disappears, and you stand as the Reality yourself.
Objectivity does not pertain to the object. Consciousness objectified
is the object. The object is an object on account of you. The world of
objects never affects one, except through one’s own thoughts.
Therefore the only thing needed, to be free, is to transcend thoughts.
This is possible only by examining thoughts and disposing of them,
without leaving even a trace behind. The trace is the objectivity
attached to the thought. This objectivity can be eliminated only by
examining thought subjectively; and finding that it is nothing but
awareness, the Self, and that all appearance was illusion.
If the least trace is left behind, it sprouts up in the form of memory,
which is but a fresh thought. Memory is the one thing that creates the
whole world, and memory is the last link that connects one with the
phenomenal world. If memory is understood to be nothing but a thought,
which in turn is nothing but pure Consciousness – the Self – then
memory, and the whole world with it, is merged into the Self.
29th May 1957

1307. T WO PERSONAL QUESTIONS AND THEIR ANSWERS
In the absence of our master, a stranger asked us: ‘What difference
can you mention between your master Shri Krishna Menon and other
great men of India?’ Of course our answer had to be polite but frank.
We said: ‘Literally, our master disowns everything, while the others
are found invariably to own some things, if not many things.’
Another day the same stranger asked our master himself: ‘Well
Sir! How is your philosophy different from the philosophy of Jesus
Christ or Gandhiji?’
To this Shri K.M. promptly replied, with great personal respect
towards the great men, but with greater regard for Truth itself: ‘The

answer depends upon the definition you give to the word philosophy.
If by philosophy, you mean something meant to take you to the
ultimate Truth, I have not known that either Jesus Christ or Gandhiji
had any philosophy.’
30th May 1957

1308. I GNORANCE A MISNOMER .
Ignorance is only in retrospect or in the past. You cannot say there is
ignorance now. It is only the positive knowledge of something that
can posit the precedent ignorance of that something. Therefore, to
say that there was ignorance before any finite knowledge is absurd.
Thus determinate ignorance is not. Indeterminate ignorance is
knowledge itself. Therefore ignorance in any form is a misnomer.
1st June 1957

1309. M EDITATION
It is an activity of the mind and is purely yogic in character. Its
process consists of spatializing the object of its meditation, chiefly
outside and in front of the one who meditates. Even if one tries to
meditate on the formless, this idea of space and of the outside comes
in.
If one who has heard the Truth from the Guru can transcend this
tendency of spatialization, meditation can well be used to establish
oneself in Truth. For this, the first thing one has to do is to give up
the outside, and to draw the meditation within, into one’s own inside
or the Self. The inside is supposed to be the seat of the subject, and
there the subject-object differentiation is not possible. Then spatialization
ceases, and one stands as the real Self.
1310. D EVOTION
So also bhakti or devotion is a mental attitude directed to an object,
generally an ishta-deva [a chosen form of God]. This by itself does
not give the ultimate result, moksha.
Moksha [liberation] is impersonal. To attain moksha, the goal of
bhakti has to be gradually changed to the impersonal, by understanding

the nature of God. But the truth about God is that it is the highest
concept of the human mind. Therefore, a subjective examination of the
mind has to be gone through and its background, the Self, visualized.
This can never be done by the mind alone, unaided.
Hence the truth of one’s own real nature has to be heard from the
lips of a Sage (Guru). By that, one’s own svarupa [true nature] is
immediately visualized. It is then that incessant devotion has to be
directed to that goal. That is real bhakti, and it enables one to get
established in Atma. That is mukti (liberation).
14th June 1957

1311. F UTILITY OF USING THE MIND TO KNOW THE T RUTH
The mind functions in a long series of activities in the nature of
subject-object relationship. But the last action of the series is an
exception to this order, and it is not known or remembered by any
other principle. This knowledge is not exclusive. It is an action of
perfect identification, by being it – as knowing Happiness in deep
sleep, by being it. This last knowledge is non-empirical and so is
transcendental.
This knowledge is not opposed to anything else, but is the ground
of all empirical knowledge. It is only from this stand – as this
transcendental knowledge – that the mind can rightly be analysed.
This stand cannot be acquired by any amount of mental exercises or
watching. You get that stand only on listening to the Truth, from the
lips of the Guru. All mental exercises and yoga only strengthen the
mind and tighten the hold of the ego, while what you need is to
transcend the ego-mind.
Even empirical knowledge is nothing other than this transcendental
knowledge. But, with the inception of thought or memory, you make
the transcendental appear limited and separate it from yourself. This
is how the mind makes a mess of the Truth. To use such a mind to
understand the Truth is foolish.
Even when the mind dies a natural death in deep sleep, one stands
free as this transcendental knowledge. Therefore, create the same
condition knowingly, by ignoring the mind and its vagaries altogether
and going beyond it, in the light of the transcendental Truth as heard
from the Guru. There is no other path to true liberation.

All the so called paths only pave the way, and some even obscure and
distance the Truth. Therefore beware. Beware of promises, pleasures
and powers achieved or anticipated. All these seduce you from the
Truth.
17th June 1957

1312. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN I SAY, ‘I KNOW HIM ’?
It is not the body, senses or mind that is known. It is the mutual
recognition of the impersonal ‘I’ in both, in sublime identity. It is
non-empirical knowledge itself. No subject can become an object.
Both are one and the same Absolute, beyond both individuality and
universality.
The indeterminate (nirvishesha) knowledge or ignorance is Truth
itself. Examine deep sleep. You are there, happiness is there and
knowledge is there, but in identity with you. God is only a concept,
while you are no concept but the Truth itself.
18th June 1957

1313. T RANSFORMATION
It is only the snake [illusion] that gets transformed into the rope
[reality]. But, on the other hand, the rope never gets transformed into
a snake.
1314. W HAT IS PRATYAKSHA ( DIRECT EXPERIENCE )?

Is it body, senses, mind, intellect or something still higher, which
sometimes corrects even the intellect? Certainly the last is the nearest,
and so relatively more direct (pratyaksha) than all the rest.
1315. H OW TO ROOT OUT PAIN ?

Question: Though I have been told that I am not the body, senses or
mind, I am not able to escape from or forget suffering when it comes?
Answer: Evidently, you want to replace pain by pleasure. The truth is
that both these are illusions, and that you stand as that Truth even when

pleasure and pain come and go. It is not removal or forgetting the
pain that is sought, but only the right knowledge that pain and pleasure
are nothing other than your real nature – Consciousness. Therefore,
you are not affected by whatever may come.
19th June 1957

1316. P EACE AND ACTIVITIES OF BODY AND MIND
One can be said to be perfectly healthy in body and mind only if no
part of the body or mind makes itself felt. A part makes itself felt
only when there is something wrong with it. You know that you have
a head only when it aches.
You know things in the waking and dream states by separating
them from yourself. That is when duality comes in. So in the case of
the healthy man, the body and mind continue to function smoothly,
without making any one of them specially felt; and in this way, he
remains in a state of external peace, short-lived though it may be.
But in deep sleep, you stand in your own glory, when neither the
body nor the mind comes in to disturb your real nature of Peace.
Even with phenomenal knowledge, at the moment of knowing, you
stand in identity with the object, in perfect non-duality. It is only
subsequently that you import thought and separate the thing known.
When there is identity, thought or recognition is impossible.
All this is concerning the involuntary experience of peace one has
occasionally, though this peace depends upon the incidental subsidence
of activity. This is made permanent and independent of the presence
or absence of activities in the case of the jivan-mukta, by his conscious
experience of the nature of Peace, his own real Self. The apparent
activities of his body, senses and mind do not disturb the tranquillity
of his nature.
When you really know a thing, you stand identified with that thing.
But, when you say you know, you do not know.
1317. H OW TO MAKE USE OF ANALOGY IN A SPIRITUAL

CONTEXT ?
Every analogy in a spiritual context should immediately be applied

to the subject, and the truth revealed thereby.

Take for example the snake in the rope. The snake is symbolic –
representing the whole world, including all appearances. The rope is
the changeless background ‘I’ or Consciousness. Nothing other than
the rope has ever been there. Therefore the snake is not, and so also
the world is not. You are alone the ultimate Truth.
22nd June 1957

1318. I NCOMPETENCE OF DUAL YOGA AND BHAKTI TO LEAD
TO THE ULTIMATE T RUTH
Both yogins and bhaktas utilize their mind as their only instrument of
sadhana. Their attempt is to concentrate upon a set ideal or the form
of an ishta-deva. Both these are nothing but concepts of the mind,
even though it may be as expansive as brahman.
Relatively speaking, a concept is only a fraction of the mind. The
goal of yogins and bhaktas is to merge the dhyatri, the one who
meditates (including his whole being of sat and cit), in the dhyeya,
the object of the meditation. This is impossible.
But what happens is only a long forgetfulness of oneself, as in
deep sleep. This state does not profit you any more than the usual
deep sleep. Coming out of it, you are exactly the same old individual.
Therefore yoga as such never takes you anywhere beyond the mental
realm. This inefficacy of meditation is exposed by Shri Ashtavakra in
the verse.
acintyam cintamano ’pi cinta-rupam bhajaty asau
tyaktva tad bhavanam tasmad evam eva ’ham asthitah
[In thinking of what can’t be thought
some form of thought must be involved.
So too that last-remaining mode
of thinking must be given up,
to stand in truth where I abide.]

1319. T HE APPROACH OF THE JNYANIN COMPARED TO THAT
OF THE YOGIN
The condition of the jnyanin is expressed in the luminous line of Shri

Ashtavakra.
sama-duhkha-sukhah purna aza-nairazyayoh samah .
[You are that being which is perfect:
just the same in pain and joy,
the same in hope and in despair…]
The yogin tries, by dint of exercise, to be callous to pain as well as
pleasure, or to forget both. This does not help him for long. Because
he comes back to his body and mind after some time, and then they
affect him adversely with redoubled force. But the jnyanin sees by
discrimination that he is the witness to both pain and pleasure even
when they appear; and so he remains ever unaffected by the opposites.
This was illustrated by the following incident which actually took
place recently.
A Sage who was also a great yogin had a cancer and was operated
upon by the doctor without anaesthetic. He stood the operation with
such composure as though nothing was happening. This strange
conduct surprised an eyewitness who was also a disciple, and who
was himself on the way to the Truth. This disciple later narrated this
incident with visible emotion to his Guru himself, when he had
recovered. The Guru wanted to correct the disciple without wounding
his feelings. So he asked the disciple in all apparent seriousness:
‘What part of the great man was performing the miracle of taking the
mind away from the centre of operation and escaping from the pain?
Was it the yogin in him? Or was it the jnyanin in him?’
Disciple: ‘Certainly the yogin in him.’
Guru: ‘How was it possible?’
Disciple: ‘As a result of his long yogic sadhana and the resulting
powers.’
The Guru continued: ‘But the jnyanin in him was absolutely
unconcerned about either pain or pleasure, since they do not affect
him as their background.’

Composure and consternation are both mental. The yogin sticks to
the former and remains in the mental realm. The Jnyanin stands
beyond, clearly transcending the opposites. The exhibition of miracles
by the yogin has no truth value at all, and the appearance of the
common place in the activities of the Jnyanin does not take away
even a grain from his absolute Truth value.
Shri Vidyaranya immortalizes this truth about a Jnyanin in the
words:
irunnitto, kitannitto, panippetto, petateyo,
smaricco, vismariccotan cakam bhramam udiccita
[Seen sitting up or lying down,
remembering or forgetting things,
in trouble or untroubled, no
confusion can arise at body’s
death, for one who has realized.]
‘The “I”-principle or awareness is the real revelation – the revelation
of the three states.’
‘The subject is constitutive of the object.’
‘The moment you perceive and know the object, the object abolishes
itself (disappears by self-sacrifice) and reveals the Awareness.’
‘The very word “appears” signifies Awareness, and that Awareness is
my real nature.’
‘Objects point to you – abolishing themselves.’
‘To become aware of the fact that I am birthless and deathless is real
liberation.’
‘To get established in that certitude is jivan-mukti.’
1320. K NOWING THE ‘I’

When I say ‘I’, I know what I mean. So also when you say ‘I’, I also
know what you mean, because the ‘I’ is already familiar to me. This
knowledge is obtained by identity alone. Therefore even if the sayer

means only his body and mind, still one who knows the Self, knows
him also to be that Self.
Knowledge of Self is knowledge as Self.
22nd September 1957

1321. S IGNIFICANCE OF ‘ AUM ’
‘Aum’ has three distinct parts: ‘a’, ‘u’ and ‘m’, representing the
waking, dream and deep sleep state experiences. Examining each part
separately, you find that each part is a twisted manifestation of pure
sound which represents Atma – the ultimate Reality. It is the sound
itself that appears twisted as ‘a’, ‘u’ and ‘m’. This sound is thus in
the manifestation, between the three parts and beyond them.
Knowing that this pure sound represents Atma, the real ‘I’-principle,
if you repeat or listen to the repetition of ‘aum’, you will get more
and more firmly established in the Reality.
‘I shine in my real nature between mentations, as mentations,
and beyond mentations.’
15th October 1957

1322. S OME ASSERTIONS
Religion, scholasticism, yoga, devotion etc. can never by themselves
take you to the ultimate Truth. But of course they help you in their
own way, to prepare the ground to receive the Truth at last from the
Guru.
The totality of one’s experiences consists of the three states, together
with the most important factor – awareness – standing out of the
states as the knower or witness thereof. But this factor is usually
ignored.
The name ‘deep sleep’ is only a synonym for the real ‘I’-principle.
The Awareness is the witness or knower of the appearance and
disappearance of the states, and also of the content of each state.

22nd October 1957
1323. T HEORY AND PRACTICE
Theory is speculative thought or mere supposition existing
only in the realm of the mind, in order to explain something in
the phenomenal.
Practice is that which brings thoughts to the body level.
Truth is beyond practice and theory. To bring down the ‘I’-principle
to the mental level as theory, and still further to the body level is
absurd. You learn swimming from theory in books. It is only he to
whom body is all important that wants practice and depends upon
theories. It is the ignorant man that does so.
If you begin to theorize or practice Truth, it ceases to be the Truth
as such. Is ‘I am’ a theory? What is more immediate and intimate to
you than ‘I am’? So it is beyond theory and practice. ‘I am jiva’ is
theory. ‘I am body’ is practical to the layman.
To apply theory and practice to ‘Truth’, upon which they them-
selves depend for their very existence, is absurd. Don’t follow the
line of error, by reversing the process of the line of Truth. Body is
comprehended by mind and mind is comprehended by Self, in the
Jnyanin. In the ignorant man, body holds mind and mind holds Self.
Even thinking or meditation distances the ‘I’ from you. So you are
asked only to repeat what you are, and not to think or meditate. The
knowledge of the ‘I’-principle is experiential knowledge, and even
‘Consciousness’ may be called theory.
29th October 1957

1324. W HAT IS THE KNOWN ?
When the variety is seen and reality is attributed to it, see that you
are an ego-ridden being.
Without the ‘I’ (aham) being there, there can never be the ‘this’
(idam). So the this is nothing other than the Truth (the svarupa of the
‘I’).
The ‘I’ is known only in identity. The generic of anything is
neither space limited nor time limited. The known, when it is known,
ceases to be known, abolishing itself as such.

23rd December 1957
1325. A RE YOU HAPPY ?
When you say you are happy, you are not happy. For then, you stand
away from your happiness and are objectifying it. When you are
happy, you are not happy in the literal sense, but you are happiness in
identity, and then you do not know it.
Similarly you do not know the states. Take for example the waking
state. You know the objects in the waking state. But do you know the
knowing of the object? No. Remaining as part of the waking state,
you can never know the waking state as a whole. So the waking
subject can never know the waking state. But the transcendental
principle beyond all states can alone know it. That principle cannot
know anything other than itself, and that only in identity. So nobody
knows the states. Therefore the states are not.
A Sage elevates his disciples not through tattvopadesha alone, but
by all varieties of activities and inactivity. Truth is differenceless. The
interpretation that deep sleep is the experience one had in the past is
purely a construction of the ego in the waking state.
1326. T HE SUBJECT IS CONSTITUTIVE OF THE OBJECT.

The object is made an object only by the presence of the subject as such.
Therefore, to say that an object exists, when there is no corresponding
subject to objectify it, is absurd.
Ignorance is an object only in retrospect, and there is never a subject
to support it. This position is anomalous. Therefore ignorance is not.
24th December 1957

1327. W HAT IS THE SUBJECT ?
The last of a series of acts, without itself being known, is the subject.
1328. T HERE IS CONNECTION EVEN IN SEPARATENESS .

Even concerning the so called phenomenal knowledge, it is knowledge
in identity. We say A and B are there, without any apparent relationship
between them, except the recognition of the existence of each other.

So there is this connection established between consciousness and
existence. Thus, knowledge bridges the gulf of separateness.
1329. H OW TO SEE THINGS IN THE RIGHT PERSPECTIVE ?

Suppose you see this stool. The following activities take place there:
1. The sense organs supply the form.
2. The mind supplies concepts or ideas.
3. The Self supplies the sense of Reality.
Of these three, the first and second items are disconnected and get
connection only through the third, the Self. So, to see through the
changeless Self is the right perspective. If you see through either of
the first two items, which are changing, you cannot come to any
definite conclusion.
The first is in space, the second is in time, and the third is beyond.
So through the first two items, you come progressively closer; and in
the third, you become one with your own Self – the Truth.
26th December 1957

1330. W HO SEES THE STATES ?
The subject who sees objects is called the ‘object-self’, which is in
turn perceived by the real Self. The subject who sees objects is never
seen by the subject himself.
If you say you are in the waking state, you are then not in the
waking state, for certain. Because when you say so, you know the
waking state as your object. The real Self alone can know it. But
there is nothing else for it to know. So what appears as the waking
state is the real Self. So are all states. The waking subject has no
authority to assert this.
When you say you know the waking state, the ego who asserts
this either stands out and ceases to be the ego, or what he sees is only
part of the waking state.

29th December 1957
1331. W HY IS IT MORE DIFFICULT TO RECONCILE WITH
T RUTH THAN WITH UNTRUTH ?
Question: You reconcile yourself in a moment without any effort with
the world which is a lie. But you find it very hard and take long to
reconcile yourself with the Truth, even after visualizing it. Why is
this?
Answer: Because you are yourself a lie and look upon Truth as
something alien to you. Hence the delay in reconciling yourself with
Truth.
30th December 1957

1332. E XPERIENCES OF T RUTH
Truth is experienced in three ways:
1. Truth is before you, as objects of perception.
2. Truth is in you, as knowledge of objects.
3. Truth is yourself, as objectless knowledge, as Self.
3rd January 1958

1333. T HINKING AND KNOWLEDGE
Knowledge unites, in being or in identity. Thinking separates, in
subject-object relationship.
Knowing has no place in the ordinary thought process. Thinking
about something which has to be known is wrong, since it moves in a
vicious circle. You cannot think of anything you have not known.
Such thinking can never take you to the Truth.
But when you direct your thought to something (say yourself) which
you have otherwise visualized, the thought loses its own characteristics
and limits, and stands revealed as that Self (Consciousness) itself.
Thought is thus reduced into its essence.

5th January 1958
1334. T HOUGHT AND ITS APPLICATION
Thought is applied usually in two ways, with opposite results.
1. It is applied objectively, in order to know something that is not
already known.
The mind’s natural tendency is to project the object of its
thought into space, in terms of its own stock of former concepts.
Therefore, when thought is applied with effort in this manner, to
know any phenomenal object, gross or subtle, the object you
consequently arrive at is pre-eminently an object of your own
mind’s creation. It is changing and so an untruth.
2. Thought is applied for the purpose of recognizing the Self, which
you have already visualized on listening to the words of the
Guru.
But when you direct your thought to the Self you have already
visualized, it is a sudden switch-over to the real subject, which
can never be objectified. The mind, in that attempt, loses its own
sense of objectivity. Thus deprived of its own dross, the mind
stands revealed in identity with the real ‘I’-principle. Here,
thought ceases to be thought, and helps you to get established in
the Truth you have already visualized.
Suppose you decide to visit the seat of your Guru you know
already. The moment you take that thought, you are there – at the
feet of your Guru. Even the picture of the house of the Guru and
all the long way to it vanish into insignificance. Your body treads
the road mechanically, but the heart is at the goal. The thought
directed to the Truth already visualized has the same effect.
7th January 1958

1335. W HAT DO I WANT AND HOW TO SECURE IT ?
You want to know only something which is existing. If you want
satisfaction in the mental level from something which leans towards
virtue, you become religious-minded and get momentary satisfaction.
But if you want to know that which really exists, by the knowing
alone you get something called ‘Peace’, which is the source of all

happiness. It is of the nature of knowledge and existence. If you seek
it, you limit it and miss it. If you want to know without any purpose,
you spontaneously get Peace.
If you lose yourself in any knowledge, be it apparently limited,
you get to Peace. Therefore, ‘Lose yourself, lose yourself’ in any
kind of knowledge. That is all that you have to accomplish, and you
get to Peace instantaneously.
Satisfaction is personal or private, and creates the many.
Truth is impersonal or public, and destroys diversity.
10th January 1958

1336. W HAT ARE THE STATES AND HOW TO KNOW THEM ?
The waking subject is the chief constituent element of the waking
state. So he cannot know it. The ‘I’-principle beyond cannot also
know it, since there are no states in its realm. Similarly, the dreaming
subject cannot know the dream state. The deep sleep state is also not
known by the sleeper, if there is one. So the three states, as such, do
not exist.
In fact all the three states are only one and the same background
principle – Consciousness – and not states as they appear.
In the deep sleep state, you stand as that. But in the waking and
dream states, you stand on memory and miss the Truth. Therefore,
dispense with memory, and you are at once beyond all states and in
Truth.
14th January 1958

1337. T HE TURIYA STATE AND HOW TO KNOW IT ?
In the turiya state or nirvikalpa samadhi, which results from the
yogin’s meditation, the subjectivity merges in the objective ideal – a
mere concept – set before him. Thus the subjectivity vanishes for the
time being, leaving objectivity all in all. But still you are no nearer
the Truth than before. You may even be said to be at a greater
disadvantage in that state, because you have lost all power of
initiative to help you to transcend the state.

Truth is beyond subjectivity and objectivity. It can be visualized
only by the deep discrimination and reason one obtains on listening
to the Truth from the lips of the Guru, in the waking state.
The yogin’s artificial states are all great obstacles to the smooth
visualization of Truth.
17th January 1958

1338. W HY THE PATH OF NEGATION ?
A positive knowledge of Atma is impossible. Therefore the path of
negation is adopted. Your position after negation of body, senses and
mind is ‘being it’, though it is generally called ‘knowing it’. There
‘to know’ is ‘to be’.
1339. T HERE WAS NO DREAM ! H OW ?

The so called dreamer was never dreaming, from his own standpoint.
The dream is only a thought of the waking subject when he was not
dreaming. So there was no dreaming, at any point of time. Therefore,
there was no dream.
1340. W HY DO DOUBTS SOMETIMES TEASE EVEN A JIVAN -

MUKTA ?
Question: Though I have clearly visualized the Truth, why is it that

doubts still seem to arise often?
Answer: It is only in certain weak moments of the mind or ego, when it
lays greater emphasis on its material aspect, that questions regarding
certain parts of the world arise.
1341. W HY CAN ’ T ONE OBTAIN T RUTH FROM THE BOOKS OF A

S AGE ?
This can be answered in many ways:
1. Who asks the question? Of course the ego-mind. The mind can
understand only in terms of the mind. The Truth transcends the
mind and so cannot be understood in terms of the mind. You read

books and understand them only at the mental level. Therefore
Truth cannot be understood from books.
2. Truth cannot be understood from anything other than the Truth.
Because everything other than the Truth is untruth. Thus book, as
such, is also an untruth; and anything understood from it, by the
mind, is also untruth.
3. The question itself is the product of ignorance. The question
presupposes that Truth can be obtained from somewhere else, as
an object of the mind. But the fact about Truth is that it is the
Self. You are that always, and the question of obtaining it is
wrong and does not legitimately arise. It is the activities of the
body, senses and mind that obstruct your visualizing the Truth,
your real nature.
Then you might ask how does the Guru help you. Truth being your
real nature, it has not to be obtained from elsewhere, but the
obstacles on the path have to be removed; and then the Truth, being
self-luminous, shines in its own glory. This is actually what the Guru
does.
If a child asks where its body is, no book can teach it where it is.
The nurse has only to remove the child’s clothes and nothing else has
to be done to show the child its own body. Similarly, the Guru
creates the conditions wherein your real nature of Truth shines in all
its glory, and the mind with all its questions disappears for ever.
15th February 1958

1342. L IFE
(A casual statement.) The ordinary man’s life is a swing between a
tear and a smile.
17th February 1958

1343. H AVE THE STATES ANY LESSON FOR THE SPIRITUAL
ASPIRANT ?
Answer: Of course. The three states give us lessons capable of

establishing us in the ultimate Truth. But it needs a Karana-guru to
direct our attention to those lessons and to interpret them correctly.

The lesson of deep sleep is that I get to my real nature of Peace
and Consciousness, when I transcend body, senses and mind.
The lesson of dream and waking states is that it is the one
Consciousness – my real nature – which divides itself into the subject
series and object series, and that I am witness to all mentations.
1344. B ONDAGE AND LIBERATION

Bondage is identification with body, senses and mind.
Liberation is the giving up of that identification, by visualizing
what you are, in the regular order.
1345. T HE KNOWN FROM DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES

The lowest: Whatever is known is the knower himself.
Higher still: Whatever is known is knowingness itself.
And ultimately: It is pure Consciousness, the Self.
1346. I S THE SILENCING OF THE MIND OUR GOAL ?

No. It is only a means. It is achieved in two ways:
1. By utilizing meditation or yoga as the means to silence the mind.
The mind gets into a state of nothingness or blankness where, it
wrongly presumes, it identifies itself with the Ultimate. But no,
the Truth is far beyond.
2. By utilizing right discrimination and reason to analyse the mind.
The mind as such disappears, and you stand in your real nature.
The activity of the mind is the only obstacle; and when it disappears,
for whatever reason, you imagine you have silenced it. But really,
the mind is dead.
1347. W HAT IS THE T RUTH ABOUT THE STATES ?

A state as a whole can never happen to its own subject, which is
comprehended in that state itself. It cannot happen to Awareness
either, since they are in two different planes. And there is no third
party concerned in the affair. Therefore the states are not.

A disciple: Is there any benefit in using good words and extending
blessings and help to others?
Answer: Yes. If they come from you spontaneously.
1st March 1958

1348. W HAT ARE PROBLEMS , THEIR SOURCE AND REMEDY ?
It is you (the ego) who create your own problems, and you yourself
in turn get entangled in them. The teacher (the Guru) has only to
draw your attention to that principle which created the problems, and
immediately the creator and the created both vanish. Then you stand
by yourself alone – free from all problems, and for ever.
2nd March 1958

1349. W HAT IS MEANT BY EXAMINING A PERCEPT ?
A percept, at the outset, is distinct and separate from you. The
process of examination is to bring it nearer and nearer the Self, and
at last to merge it in the Self.
You examine the percept, identifying yourself with the perception;
and then the percept vanishes, getting merged in the perception. Then
the perception is examined in its turn, yourself standing as pure
Consciousness. Then the perception also vanishes, as such, getting
merged in Consciousness, ultimately leaving Consciousness alone.
parag-artha prameyesu ya phalatvena sammata
samvit sai ’ve ’ha meyo ’rtho vedanto ’kti pramanatah
[Where any object is admitted
among others to be known,
what there results is consciousness
and that alone. Just that needs to
be known. That’s what Vedanta
demonstrates, in everything it says.]
Pancadashi, Kutastha-dipa, 11

1350. T HOUGHT IS IMPOSSIBLE . H OW ?
Answer: Thought is possible only in terms of language. Language is
possible only in terms of continued sound. But sound can exist only
at a single point of time. Thus language as such is impossible, and so
is thought.
1351. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN ‘ FORM ’,

‘ SEEING ’ AND ‘C ONSCIOUSNESS ’?
‘Seeing’ is the verb-form of ‘form’, because seeing goes into the
make of form.
‘Consciousness’ or Awareness is the noun-form of ‘seeing’; because,
without Consciousness, seeing cannot be seeing.
6th March 1958

1352. A TMA IS ANYHOW UNAFFECTED . T HEN WHY CAN ’ T I
LIVE AS I CHOOSE ?
What does it matter to you if Atma is unaffected? You are miserable
only when you are affected, and it is only then that you seek a remedy.
Or in other words, it is only then that you earnestly want to be
unaffected. For this, there is absolutely no other means except to be
the Atma itself. Know that you are that, and be free.
1353. ‘“I” AS A TMA AM UNAFFECTED .’ (PANCADASHI ) T HEN

WHY SHOULD THERE BE ANY BREAKING OF THE ‘ KNOT OF THE
HEART ’ (‘ HRIDAYA - GRANTHI ’)?
Answer: Don’t forget the former part of the statement. That itself is
the cutting asunder ‘the knot of the heart’.
The former part of the statement is: ‘“I” as Atma …’. It means ‘I’
identifying myself with Atma, which is by nature unaffected. Here
the knot already remains cut. Therefore, if that preamble is accepted,
there is no need for any further effort in that direction.

1354. W HAT IS THE SECRET OF ALL PROBLEMS , AND HOW TO
DO AWAY WITH THEM FOR EVER ?
Answer: The world is nothing but a bundle of problems raised in an

unbroken chain by the ego, while he himself always eludes recognition.
All sciences and yoga run after analysis and the examination of
individual objects, ignoring the arch-usurper – the ego – altogether.
Their methods can never exhaust the world problem, nor end in any
reasonable conclusion.
Therefore, the only right approach to solve problems is to direct
attention to the subject of all this trouble, the ego. The moment you
begin to do that, you unknowingly take your stand in the Awareness
beyond the ego or the mind. Then the ego sheds all its accretions and
stands revealed as that Awareness itself. Looking from that position,
the baffling world problem disappears like mist before the sun, never
to appear again.
1355. W HAT IS SPACE ?

The ignorant man thinks of objects as existing in space. But space as
‘this’ or ‘that’ cannot remain over, independent of the objects themselves.
Space and objects both being mutually dependent for their very
existence, they can both be disposed of as unreal. Then Consciousness
alone is left over, as real.
Therefore space is a misnomer, and what appears as space is
nothing but Consciousness.
1356. W HAT IS ‘ MAHA - BUDDHI ’?

When the mind ceases to objectify, it is maha-buddhi itself. The
other terms – higher reason, vidya-vritti and functioning Consciousness
– are only synonyms of maha-buddhi. This is the only instrument to
help one to visualize the Truth; and this, though the birth-right of all
human beings, can be awakened to active function only with the help
of a living Karana-guru.

1357. W HAT IS MONISM ?
It is only a mental position, being the opposite of dualism. It is often
mistaken to be non-dualism. Non-dualism is pure Advaita, which is a
clear negation of both dualism and monism and stands beyond both.
Advaita is what remains over, after rejecting all that stands as ‘this’
or ‘that’.
1358. W HAT IS THE SAFE ASYLUM FOR THE TROUBLED MAN ?

There can be only two asylums for anyone. They are the ‘I’ and the
‘this’.
The ‘I’, being impersonal and standing beyond the mind, cannot
hold anything else. But the ‘this’ holds all the diversity of this world.
Therefore, standing as the impersonal ‘I’, you have to examine the
‘this’ dispassionately. Then the ‘this’ gets reduced into the ‘I’ itself,
which is nothing but the ultimate Truth.
1359. H OW IS THE COSMOLOGICAL OR TRADITIONAL PATH OF

JNYANA DIFFERENT FROM THE DIRECT PATH ?
In the direct path (also called vicara-marga), if the aspirant is found

to be tolerably sincere and earnest to get to the Truth, he is accepted
as a disciple by the Karana-guru. Then the whole Truth is expounded
to him; and the aspirant, who listens to the talks of the Guru with rapt
attention, is made to visualize the Truth then and there.
Having secured the strongest certitude and affirmation from his own
‘Being’, regarding the correctness and intensity of his experience of
Truth, he is asked to cling on to it in his own way. This clinging on,
in due course, makes his own real nature of Truth more and more
familiar to himself; and thus he gets gradually established in the
Reality. There is nothing that can be an obstacle to him, at any stage.
But the case of the aspirant following the traditional or cosmological
path to the Truth is quite different. After a long and arduous course
of preliminary exercises, the Guru one day explains the meaning of the
aphorism ‘Tat tvam asi’, and proves that the substance of the individual
and of the cosmos is one and the same. But this knowledge remains
with the aspirant only as indirect (paroksha) or objective knowledge.

In order to make this knowledge direct and to experience the Truth, he
has to continue his efforts for very many years, by way of contemplating
on the three different aphorisms one after the other, each for a
different purpose.
The main difficulties in the indirect experience of Truth (as ‘Tat
tvam asi’, meaning kutastha and brahman are one) are:
1. The distance and strangeness of brahman;
2. The smallness of kutastha or ‘I’ as usually understood; and
3. The bigness of brahman, which is also a limitation.
Remedies: First, by deeply contemplating on the aphorism ‘Aham
brahmasmi’, brahman is brought into immediate and intimate contact
with the ‘I’.
Next, by contemplating on the aphorism ‘Brahmaivaham asmi’,
the sense of smallness usually attributed to the ‘I’ is sought to be
removed.
Lastly, by contemplating on the aphorism ‘Prajñanam brahma’
the sense of bigness (the natural corollary of the concept of brahman)
is also eliminated, thus leaving the Self as Atma, the ultimate
‘I’-principle.
But according to the direct method, it is expounded at the very outset
that ‘I am Consciousness’ (corresponding to the meaning of the last
aphorism in the cosmological path). This does not leave any room for
any subsidiary problem, and the aspirant visualizes the real nature of
the self instantaneously. He has only to cling on to that experience, in
order to get established in it.
8th March 1958

1360. H OW ARE HAPPINESS AND C ONSCIOUSNESS ONE ?
From the experience in deep sleep, we see that Happiness is self-
luminous, or that Happiness lights itself up. This ‘lighting-ness’ of
Happiness is what is called ‘Consciousness’. Both are intrinsic in the
Self. This is how one knows Peace in deep sleep. This is knowledge
in identity. Therefore, ‘Happiness can never be unintelligent.’

1361. I S ‘ VICARA’ THINKING ABOUT THE T RUTH ?
No. It is entirely different. ‘Vicara’ is a relentless enquiry into the
truth of the Self and the world, utilizing only higher reason and right
discrimination. It is not thinking at all.
You come to ‘know’ the meaning and the goal of vicara only on
listening to the words of the Guru. But subsequently, you take to that
very same knowing, over and over again. That is no thinking at all.
This additional effort is necessary in order to destroy samskaras.
When the possessive identification with samskaras no longer occurs,
you may be said to have transcended them.
You cannot think about anything you do not know. Therefore
thinking about the Truth is not possible till you visualize it for the
first time. Then you understand that Truth can never be made the
object of thought, since it is in a different plane. Thus, thinking about
the Truth is never possible. The expression only means knowing,
over and over again, the Truth already known.
1362. A disciple asked: W HEN CAN I BE SURE THAT I AM

SECURE ?
Gurunathan: Do you ever think that you are that tree?

Disciple: No.
Gurunathan: Similarly, knowing what you are, equally strongly, you
are quite secure in the real ‘I’.
10th March 1958

1363. H OW DOES KNOWLEDGE FUNCTION ?
Knowledge is of two kinds:
1. Of the nature of subject-object relationship.
2. Of the nature of identity.
The former comprehends all phenomenal knowledge, and the latter
pertains to spiritual experience alone. In the latter, ‘consciousness of
self’ is to be understood as ‘Consciousness as Self’.
Peace in deep sleep can exist only if Consciousness is also there.
That is, it must be understood as consciousness of Peace. But this is

also ‘knowledge in identity’. Therefore the expression ‘consciousness
of Peace’ has to be understood to mean ‘Consciousness as Peace’.
Thus, Consciousness and Peace are one and the same, intrinsic in the
Self.
1364. H OW IS SAMADHI BROUGHT ABOUT AND WHAT IS ITS

REACTION UPON THE INDIVIDUAL ?
acintyam cintamano ’pi cinta-rupam bhajaty asau

tyaktva tad bhavanam tasmad evam eva ’ham asthitah
[In thinking of what can’t be thought

some form of thought must be involved.
So too that last-remaining mode
of thinking must be given up,
to stand in truth where I abide.]
When you begin to think of the unthinkable, the mind is thrown
into a state of nothingness, accompanied by a sensation of peace as
pleasurableness. This state is called samadhi, which is nothing but a
thought form.
Ashtavakra and all other Jnyanins advise you with one voice to
ignore it altogether. According to the Jnyanin, one can never get out of
one’s own real nature, whether in samadhi or in the waking activities.
Therefore, the Jnyanin is indifferent about both. But the yogin can
never claim to be that Reality, since he has not known it in the right
perspective. Therefore, the yogin is bound as much by samadhi as
the ordinary man is by the world.
1365. W HAT IS THE PURPOSE AND SIGNIFICANCE OF THE

‘ OBJECT- SELF ’?
When you ask a question, you are the ‘object-self’ in the mental
realm. Even an answer to the question from that level does not take
you beyond, but keeps you in the same vicious circle. The object-self
is always entangled in the whirls of diversity.
In order to extricate you from the object-self, you are told that you
are the subject-self; and it is proved that you are, as such, a permanent

and conscious principle. Being enabled to stand as that principle, all
questions disappear and you find yourself free.
13th March 1958

1366. H OW TO VIEW OUR STATES ?
Our so called waking and dream states are in fact only a succession of
waking states, all equally real. In the same waking state, we subsequently
correct some of our experiences: e.g. the snake in the rope. Similarly,
one waking state may be corrected from another waking state; but we
are never to take one state as waking and the other state as a dream.
1367. H OW IS THE SUBJECT CONSTITUTIVE OF THE OBJECT ?

It means that the subject goes into the constitution of the object. When
you examine the object in the right manner, the subject is also
unknowingly being examined. Then both disappear, leaving Awareness
alone. The same argument applies to the whole world. Thus the whole
world stands explained, as Awareness pure.
If the Awareness is directed to anything apparently different, that
other thing becomes Awareness at once.
1368. W HAT DOES MY NAME DENOTE ?

Every name represents the Ultimate. The name given to me by my
parents at my birth is the only one changeless thing that still continues
with me, in the midst of the ever-changing body, senses and mind.
Therefore, the name pertains to the real Self in me, and not to the
body, senses or mind.
16th March 1958

1369. W HAT IS THE SCOPE OF REASON ?
Reason is generally of two distinct kinds. One is vedantic, and the
other intellectual.
Vedantic reason is tri-basic in character, having sway over the
experiences of all the three states.

Intellectual reason is only mono-basic in character, being
applicable only to the experiences of the waking state.
21st March 1958

(A casual statement)
1370. ‘W HAT YOU ARE , YOU SEE OUTSIDE .’
Think over this.
1371. H OW DO THE OPPOSITES MEET AND WHERE ?

Love and hate are supposed to be opposites, in the phenomenal sense
of the terms. Both need the presence of an object outside, in order to
be worth the name.
Love, if expanded encompassing the whole universe, ceases to
be love, having no external object for its application; and then
it stands as the ultimate Truth.
Hate, likewise, if expanded encompassing the whole universe
including one’s own body, senses and mind, ceases to be ‘hate’;
and stands again as the same ultimate Truth.
Thus the opposites meet in the background. You must transcend both
passivity and activity, in order to understand the Truth. Having first
understood the Truth from the Guru, you can again visualize it when-
ever you want, either by extreme passivity or by extreme activity.
But without first having that understanding, no kind of activity or
inactivity can be of any avail to you.
23rd March 1958

1372. A REFLECTION OF OUR OWN STANDARD
Any desire or effort to know the Truth will certainly taint your
visualization of Truth, to that extent. An effort amounts to desire.
Both of them posit their own standards. The result will only be judged
by such limited standards of satisfaction as are directed by the
preceding effort or desire.

1373. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN THE ‘I’- NESS
AND THE ‘ THIS ’- NESS ?
Life is a complex mixture of the ‘I’-ness and the ‘this’-ness. The

‘I’-ness being the real subject is first explained by the Guru to
the true aspirant, as the impersonal ‘I’ or real ‘I’-principle or pure
Consciousness or the ultimate Truth. Immediately he visualizes it.
The ‘this’ is something appearing distinct and separate from the
‘I’. While the ‘I’ can exist independently in its own right, the ‘this’
cannot have a separate existence even for a moment. Therefore, in
order to know the content of ‘this’, you have only to separate the
‘this’-ness from the ‘this’. It can be done with effort and sometimes
without effort. Then the pure ‘I’ remains over, proving thereby that
the ‘this’ is in essence nothing other than the ‘I’. Therefore the world
is nothing but the real ‘I’.
1374. W HAT IS REAL RENUNCIATION ?

Renunciation, as usually understood and practised, is only renouncing
or discarding distant objects in which you have a genuine interest, in
favour of some other objects nearer and dearer to you, namely your
own body, senses and mind. This is but a farce, not real renunciation;
and it does not help you to approach the Truth.
The goal of renunciation is certainly to get at the Truth. In order to
do that, you have to renounce the untruth in full. The apparent world
is a mixture of subject and object. Of these, the real subject alone is
the Truth; and all else is untruth appearing as objects, gross or subtle,
including one’s own body, senses and mind.
All worldly experiences can be reduced in terms of ‘consciousness
of objects’ – ‘Consciousness’ being the real subject and the rest
apparent objects. Therefore, in order to get at the Truth (Consciousness),
you have only to renounce the ‘object’ from ‘consciousness of an
object’. Then Consciousness, the ultimate Truth, remains over in all
its glory.
This is one of the accepted prakriyas (modes of approach) in the
path of knowledge. If it is adopted under instructions from a Karana-
guru (which rule has no exception), you will visualize the Truth then
and there.

You are warned in this context that Consciousness should never
be associated with the sense of outside or inside, as in the case of the
objects.
1375. W HAT IS THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN T RUTH AND

SACRIFICE ?
It is the way of the world to applaud anything that involves the least
sacrifice of the comforts of the body, senses or mind. Accordingly,
‘courage’ in the phenomenal world is applauded because the interests
of the body, senses or mind are partially sacrificed for the attainment
of a particular goal.
But in the spiritual quest, one’s stand is even beyond human
courage. The spiritual aspirant knows that he is deathless; and by the
mere thought of that fact, he transcends his own body, senses and
mind, and stands in Truth. It is well beyond the realm of mind and
sacrifice.
From the standpoint of Truth, all sacrifice is unreal. But in the
relative level, it helps much to attenuate the ego; and to that extent,
of course, sacrifice is welcome.
2nd April 1958

1376. I T IS OFTEN ASSERTED THAT NOBODY KNOWS
ANYTHING. B UT HOW TO ESTABLISH THIS ?
Gurunathan: Take any example you like.

Disciple: I know I am a man.
G: All right! But before answering the question, don’t you think it
essential that a clear definition of ‘man’ has to be agreed upon?
D: Of course.
G: Then please define ‘man’.
D: (After a pause) … I find it very difficult.
G: Then I shall help you. You admit you are a man, he is a man, I am
a man, don’t you?
D: Yes, I do.

G: But individually, each one of us have different attributes. Still, there
must be something in common to all men. That something is clearly
attributeless. That is the real ‘man’. That is the ultimate Reality. That
is the real ‘I’-principle. That can never be known and can never be
defined, don’t you admit?
D: Yes.
G: Then, don’t you see that your position is quite untenable?
D: Yes indeed.
G: Therefore nobody knows anything, and all names are only names
given to the absolute.
5th April 1958

1377. V ISIONS OF THE G URU AND OF THE ISHTA - DEVA
A disciple asked: The vision of the ishta-deva gives one ecstatic joy. I
know that the Guru is far beyond the ishta-deva and that he is the
only Reality. But why does it not give me the same ecstatic pleasure,
each time I see my Guru?
Answer: We are brought up from childhood on a fund of samskaras
which extol the personal God, and we have all along nourished an
intense desire to visualize him. It is on this background that we get a
vision of the ishta-deva, all in the mental realm. The depth of the
desire and the glory of the ishta-deva, as conceived by the former
samskaras, together create the excitement and joy in the mental plane.
But the darshana of the Guru is beyond the realm of the mind and
of samskaras. It is spontaneous, and not the result of any long
cherished desire or meditation. The darshana of the Guru at once
takes you beyond the mental realm; and you experience by identity
that ultimate Peace, one’s own real nature. Therefore no spectacular
joy is expressed there, as in the case of the vision of the ishta-deva.
3rd May 1958

1378. I NSIDE AND OUTSIDE
Question: What is the meaning of inside and outside (in the spiritual
context)?

Answer: Refer to Atma-nirvriti, chapter 15, verse 1: ‘Experience and
knowledge are inside. How can their objects be outside?’
What does ‘inside’ signify?
‘Inside’ correctly means not separate from the Self. Therefore,
‘Experience is the Self.’
1379. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN I PERCEIVE AN OBJECT ?

Answer: The ‘perception of an object’ brings the object nearer and
nearer to the Self, through the instrumentality of perception. But
perception itself, when examined from the standpoint of the Self or
Consciousness, is brought still nearer the Self, without the services
of any instrument whatsoever. Just as ‘perception’ lights up the
object, the ‘I’ in turn lights up ‘perception’ itself.
Both ‘perception of objects’ and ‘perception itself’ do not stop till
each has touched me and merged into me, as Consciousness. Just as
an object is reduced to perception, so also perception is reduced to
Consciousness.
The illustration of the dream state proves this abundantly. If you
begin to examine the dream objects disinterestedly – in the strict
sense of the term – you unknowingly transcend the dream state and
stand beyond.
Similarly, when you start to examine any object in the waking state,
you spontaneously and unknowingly stand beyond the waking state.
1380. D ISCARDING IDENTIFICATION WITH BODY

Question: What is the difference, in discarding identification with the
body, between an ignorant man and a jivan-mukta?
Answer: In order to discard one’s own body, one must first become
convinced of the unreality of the body. One cannot be deeply convinced
about the unreality of the body without being already conscious of
the reality of the Self.
If an ignorant man discards his identification with his present body,
he is sure to continue as another space-limited being, identifying
himself with a body, gross or subtle, or with the absence of all bodies
as in samadhi. The absence of a body, like the possession of a body,
leaves a samskara behind and is still illusion.

But when a jivan-mukta discards the body idea, he stands in all
his glory in his own real nature, without assuming any other body.
He is deeply convinced that it is his own Self – the ultimate Reality –
that appears as the body; and so he rests in Truth.
1381. E XPERIENCES OF DEEP SLEEP AND OF SAMADHI BY THE

IGNORANT MAN
Question: What is the difference between the experiences of deep

sleep and of samadhi, by one who does not know the nature of the
content of either?
Answer: The experience in ‘deep sleep’, being spontaneous and
uncaused, is purely vastu-tantra (creation of Truth itself), and leaves
no trace of samskara behind it.
But ‘samadhi’ is the product of severe effort, and leaves a strong
samskara behind which binds one to the object, viz. samadhi. This is
called kartri-tantra (caused by effort).
Therefore, of the two experiences, the experience of deep sleep is
infinitely superior to that of samadhi.
1382. T HE REACTION OF TECHNICAL TERMS AND

TERMINOLOGIES UPON THE IGNORANT
Question: What is the reaction of technical terms and terminologies

upon persons who have not studied the shastras directly under a
Karana-guru?
Answer: To such persons, they are invariably deceptive. For example,
take the phrase ‘anoraniyan mahato mahiyan’ [‘smaller than the smallest,
greater than the greatest’ – from the Katha Upanishad, 2.20]. Literally,
the description is mentally incomprehensible. The real significance
can be understood only from the experience of Truth. It really means
that the Ultimate is neither small (anu) nor big (mahat), but is clearly
beyond both concepts. This is Consciousness, the real ‘I’-principle.
This, being beyond all concepts, can never be explained by the shastras,
nor understood by the mind.

30th May 1958
1383. S OCIAL SERVICE AND THE S AGE
(Extract of a talk with Shri A.P. at Bombay in 1950)
Question (A.P.): Why does not the sage do anything to alleviate the
misery of the millions in society?
Gurunathan: You have to establish your data, before calling for an
answer to the question. Still, I shall take it up. So you take for granted
that there is a society of millions, there is much suffering in society,
and that each one should act to alleviate that suffering.
A: Yes.
G: Which society please? Don’t you sometimes experience an equally
real society in your dream, with even greater sufferings? Do you now
do anything to alleviate the suffering there?
A: No.
G: Why not, please?
A: Because it is not real.
G: And this?
A: This we see as real, here and now.
G: And didn’t you see that as equally real, then and there in the so
called dream?
A: Yes.
G: Is there any difference between the two at the moment when each
is experienced?
A: No.
G: Who is legitimately qualified to make any remark on the experiences
of each state?
A: Only one who has been consciously present in each state.
G: Can there be any difference between the opinions of the two
perceivers, regarding the reality of the realms each perceived?
A: No.

G: Then what is your evidence for saying that one state alone was
real?
A: None.
G: Now do you admit that both states are equally unreal?
A: Yes.
G: The Sage, knowing this, does not run after his own shadow, and
so appears to be indifferent.
Let us examine the problem from still another standpoint, confining
ourselves to the waking state alone. Now what is it that really prompts
you to do social service? Examine your heart dispassionately and tell
me. You should give me the nearest source of the prompting.
A: I want to see them all happy.
G: Why? What would happen to you if they are not happy?
A: If they are unhappy, I am also unhappy.
G: So that alone makes you happy. Is it not?
A: Yes.
G: Now tell me, is it the prospect of your being happy or of their
being happy that really prompts you? Or is it their happiness alone
irrespective of its reaction upon you?
A:. Both!
G: No, no, that cannot be. Suppose the government promulgates an
ordinance prohibiting all kinds of social service activities. What would
you feel?
A: Certainly, it would make me quite unhappy.
G: Now then tell me, is it your own happiness or the society’s
happiness that really prompts you?
A: Certainly my own happiness.
G: Now, have you known any instance of one who has attained perfect
and permanent happiness through such objective means?
A: No. It is only temporary.

G: Now then, if one (the sage) has attained perfect and permanent
happiness through other means, have you any other charge against him
from your own standpoint?
A: No. Excuse me for my impertinent question.
G: But I have not finished, and I do not propose to leave you there.
Let us look at it from still another standpoint. So you take society as
a means or a medium to make you happy. Is it not a fact?
A: Yes.
G: Certainly this medium will often fail you, for different reasons
beyond your control.
A: What else can we do to be happy?
G: Supposing you can rest in perfect happiness, without seeking the
help of any medium whatsoever. What do you say about the prospect
of it?
A: Wonderful! But how is it possible?
G: That exactly is what a Jnyanin does. He is dead not to society alone,
as you suppose, but is dead to his own body, senses and mind as
well. He is alive to his real nature alone, which is conscious Peace,
the abode of Happiness. What more does he need, and what more can
he aspire for?
A: Nothing. But a Jnyanin alone can be so.
G: No. Not so. You can also have it now and here, if only you really
want it. If your desire to know the Truth is deep and sincere, you have
only to take instructions from a Karana-guru (Sage) and listen to his
talks which expound the Truth of one’s own real nature. Immediately,
you visualize the Truth and become free. Thereafter, for some time
more, you have only to ward off the obstacles whenever they appear,
clinging on to the Truth you have already visualized. Is it so difficult,
if you really want it?
A: No, certainly not.
G: Now let us examine the problem from a still lower and human
level. Social service usually functions on two planes.
The first is in the body level, catering to the basic bodily needs of
society alone. This is the lowest and the most transitory form of service.

The second and slightly higher type of service is by extending
education to the poor, so as to make them self-dependent and capable
of acquiring better standards of life and comfort.
But this is also impermanent and uncertain, in the strict sense.
Quite a small minority of society will still be dissatisfied even with
this. To them remains always open the last and the best resort, the
never failing royal road to Peace. This is on a still higher plane, beyond
even the mind. There you stand beyond want, beyond pain and pleasure,
as absolute Peace or objectless Happiness.
You can also attain this, but only by listening in person to the
words from the lips of a Karana-guru. This is the realm where the
sage always rests. He is never satisfied with giving dreamy doles, as
social service workers do. He never encourages any propaganda inviting
aspirants. He shows nothing spectacular about himself, though he
can easily excel any yogin in the field of powers. Naturally therefore,
very few, who really want his help, alone come to him. He leads
them to the state of perfect Peace, even in this life, here and now. He
cannot give anything less; and when he gives, he gives only to those
who really want it.
Now what do you think about your question?
A: Excuse me. I withdraw the question in all humility.
G: A word of clarification may still be desirable. Standing in my real
nature, I stand as one with the whole world, and their suffering
becomes mine. Is this not infinitely superior to your keeping others
separate and trying to sympathize with them, much less to love them?
You preach to others to ‘love thy neighbour as thyself’ and never tell
them how to do it. Love is a sense of oneness with the object of your
love. Is it ever possible to be one with another at the body level or at
the mental level, where the sense of separateness persists? No. You
can, at the most, sympathize with them in their suffering. And what
is the result! You succeed in inviting some suffering to yourself also,
without alleviating the suffering of others.
All these remedies at the physical and mental levels are adopted
without enquiring about the Truth of the suffering, and therefore
serve only to hide or cover the so called suffering for the time being.
The ultimate remedy is to examine whether the suffering is real or
not. This is what the sage does. He examines it impartially, from the

standpoint of Truth, and finds it all a dream, being confined to one
state alone. Thus, for the sage, the suffering loses all its pangs. He
invites the so called sufferer to wake up from his dream, and to see
that the suffering is an illusion. This is the only permanent remedy
for all ills.
But I do not deny that your social service activities have one
redeeming feature about them. It helps the helper to attenuate his
own ego, by giving him an opportunity to sacrifice his own comforts.
But, it has to be said, the method is long and arduous, and the pitfalls
are innumerable. Of course it helps to prepare the ground, as any
other path does; and the aspirant has to take instructions from a
Karana-guru to reach the Ultimate, the earlier the better.
1384. T HE BLURTING OF AN INFLATED EGO

A young man X, under the pangs of some phenomenal desperation,
once said to his friend Y: ‘It is indeed terrible to live under the shade
of a great man.’
To this the friend retorted: ‘Of course, excepting the Guru, in whose
luminous presence it is simply marvellous to be living-dead.’
X: How do you say that?
Y: Please listen to me for a moment. If you meekly welcome slavery
of any one kind, you cannot help being harassed by innumerable
other slaveries from all around. According to your own statement, you
admit yourself to be a small and helpless ego, reluctantly subservient
to a greater ego. Indeed such a life cannot but be slavery of the first
order. But slavery to what? Not to the apparently aggressive great man.
But slavery to your own inflated ego (constituted of a bundle of
thoughts and feelings arising out of your wrong identification with
your own body and mind). Withdraw first from that servitude and
thenceforward slavery shall be a misnomer to you. Slavery is the
offspring of duality.
In the presence of the Guru, be it in thought, it is perfect non-
duality that obtains. Your ego in that presence is dead, for the time
being, and the shadow of your ego continues to serve the Ultimate
(the Guru) under all apparent conditions. Thus you are living and
dead simultaneously, and your condition is all Happiness and glory

of the Ultimate. So please look deep and revise your opinion, and cease
to be a slave to anything.
1385. B E A CHILD IN KNOWLEDGE .

What was Lord Krishna? He was a child in knowledge.
It is the absolute Atma and Atma alone that is the background; and
it is Atma that seems to express itself and function without functioning.
This may seem incomprehensible to the mind. But nobody can help
it. Still, it can well be experienced directly. The mind must die in order
to know it by identity alone.
Such a child was Lord Krishna, all through his life. An ideal
sketch of his apparently phenomenal life, without losing its spiritual
significance, is given in the following verse:
itatumifiparattunniprapañcam samastam
palatumifi vamikkum vahniyil bhasmamakkum
karumanapalatevam kattiyatmasvarupe
zizutavizadamakkum vastuve satyamavu
‘This entire universe, projected out of the left eye, is burnt to
ashes by the fire emitting from the right. That alone shall be
the ultimate Truth which stands established by such and many
other pranks of a like nature, shown in pure childish innocence,
never budging an inch from the real nature of Atma.’
Thus, he was the embodiment of Truth. But others saw him in diverse
ways – according to their own tastes, tendencies and standards. The
following verse by Shri Veda Vyasa pictures some of those:
mallanam azanir nrnam nara-varah strinam smaro murtiman
gopanam sva-jano ’satam ksiti-bhujam zasta sva-pitroh zizuh
mrtyur bhoja-pater virad avidusam tattvam param yoginam
vrsninam para-devateti vidito rabgam gatah sagrajah
Bhagavata Purana, 10.43.17
mallanmarkkitival, janattinaracan, minabkanenaksimarkk-
illattil sakhivallavarkkarikhalarkkannandanonandanan,

kalan kamsan`, dehikalkkihavirat`, jñanikkutatvamparam,
mulamvrsnikulattinennukaruti malokarakkannane
Malayalam translation of above, by Shri Atmananda
‘He was the sword of lightning to the ruffian wrestlers, King to the
subjects, cupid to the loving feminine folk, comrade to the Gopas
and Gopis in their own homes, enemy to the wicked, son to Nanda,
God of death to Kamsa, universal virat to yogins, ultimate Truth to
the Jnyanin, and the source of the Vrishni community. Such were the
manifold ways in which the world looked, simultaneously, upon the
boy Krishna.’ And they were all true – each at its own level. But to
Krishna himself, he was a child in knowledge, pure and simple.
The same idea is expressed in the statement: ‘Atma-bhave zizu-
svarupo ’ham.’ [‘In the play of Atma, I am the true nature of the
child.’] It was a statement made by Shri Atmananda from the majestic
heights of a spiritual mood called the ‘child’s mood’. The word ‘mood’
here should not be confused with anything like the complex modific-
ations of the human mind, be it even the highly applauded state of
mind ‘nirvikalpa samadhi’ itself. The word ‘mood’ is simply used for
want of a better English word and to draw your attention to something,
though not to make you understand anything about its condition.
Question: And what is the nature of that child’s play?
Answer: The child in knowledge himself said one day. ‘The child’s
play is heaven’s pride.’ It explained that immediately in its own
language, as follows:
Nearest and immediate expressions of the absolute
1. Light and joy, 2. Love and power,
3. Splendour and majesty, 4. Beauty and goodness,
5. Harmony and peace, 6. Rich and full,
7. Grand and noble, 8. Pure and innocent,
9. Calm and serene, 10. Sweet and soft,
11. Cheerful and happy.
Don’t mistake any of these for the Self. But you can certainly see me,
the Absolute, through any of these expressions of Myself.

2nd July 1958
1386. I SHTA - MURTI – ITS SCOPE , LIMITATION AND
PERFECTION ?
God is logically defined as the highest manifestation of the human

mind. Similarly, the ishta-murti [the form of God chosen for worship]
is also the creation of one’s own mind. You give to it the form and
qualities you like most, and therefore it is called ‘ishta-murti’ [literally
‘embodiment of liking’]. It has exactly the same characteristics as an
ordinary object, but with this difference – that it is highly magnified.
Let us examine an object. It is not an intrinsic, indivisible whole.
It is constituted of three distinct and separate elements, namely:
1. Form (percept) which is the immediate creation of the sense organ
concerned;
2. A fund of ideas (concepts) thrown out by the mind to supplement
the former percept; and
3. A sense of existence (Reality or permanency) which forms the
background upon which the former two can appear.
This last one – permanence or existence – can never be the contribution
of either the changing senses or of the changing mind. It is the
contribution of Consciousness, beyond even the mind. In order to get
at the truth of any object, it has to be analysed till its generic form is
reached, eliminating the changing parts in the process. Then the object
gets reduced to its essence or substance.
Neither the individual nor the ‘ishta-murti’ is an exception to this
rule. But the ‘ishta-murti’ has one particular advantage over all other
objects, in that it has no sensual or perceptual form to begin with. It
has only a form of ideas or concepts, with universal qualities like all-
knowingness, all-pervasiveness, almightiness etc. attributed to it. In
order to understand the ishta-murti correctly, one has to eliminate the
form made up of ideas and qualities from the background ‘existence’.
But this existence which is left over is, for the time-being, recog-
nized by the aspirant only as nothingness or blankness. The meaning
and the essence of this blank wall of ignorance still remains a mystery
to the mind. The mind can never unravel it, by its own unaided efforts.
This same state is attained by following very many other paths and
by exercises like meditation, devotion, chanting of mantras, and yogas

of different types. The aspirant is invariably stranded in this apparently
pleasurable state, taking it for the highest or being unable to get
beyond or being attracted by the sense of pleasurableness in the state.
In all these instances, the enquiry is made purely objectively,
ignoring the subject altogether. It is true that the object is reduced to
its most generic form. But the subject still remains as a subject. As
long as the least trace of subjectivity remains, objectivity cannot
disappear. And until objectivity disappears completely, the real
nature of the object can never be visualized. This is the fundamental
error committed by science as well as philosophy, both in India and
outside, in trying to approach the Truth through the medium of the
mind.
Remedy: It is only the ‘Karana-guru’, who is established in the
ultimate Truth and who is prepared to lead another to it, that can help
one out of this darkness. The aspirant has so far been examining
things outside himself, from the self-assumed stronghold of the
mind. But the ‘Karana-guru’, if one is fortunate enough to secure one,
draws the attention of the aspirant away from the object, to the subject
so far ignored. The truth about the real nature of this ‘subject’ is then
expounded to the aspirant in the most unambiguous terms, in the
light of the aspirant’s own personal experiences.
He is thus enabled to visualize his own real nature, beyond the
shadow of a doubt. He is then asked to review his former problems
from his own real and permanent stand, just visualized. But to his utter
bewilderment and joy, he finds every problem standing self-solved to
perfection and himself free from all bondage. What appeared first as
an insurmountable blank wall of ignorance, now appears as the most
concrete and self-luminous Truth within.
1387. S OME OF THE PATHS USUALLY ADOPTED
1. The path of meditation, as enjoined by the Acaryas of old, has

three distinct and progressive stages:
a) ‘Pratika-dhyana’ (dhyana or meditation in strict conformity with
the gross model before the disciple): Here, by mere concentration,
the aspirant tries to make a mental picture of the gross model in
front of him.

b) ‘Dhyeyanusrita-dhyana’ (allowing full freedom to the creative and
decorative faculties of imagination, without impairing the skeleton
of bare fundamentals): Here the gross model is completely
dispensed with. The attention is slowly diverted from the dead form
to its live features. All kinds of dualistic visions are experienced
at this stage. All aspirants guided by ‘karya-gurus’ (those dealing
only with any particular aspect, art or trade) get stranded here, not
knowing the way beyond, and satisfied with the limited experiences
of happiness accompanying the visions. But the fortunate few, who
happen to get a Karana-guru at least at this stage, slowly enter
into the third state.
c) ‘Aham-griha-dhyana’ (in consonance with one’s own experience):
There is neither gross form nor subtle quality in one’s experience.
Experience is knowledge or Peace alone. Therefore, one gives up
here the mental part of one’s meditation as well, and one is
directed to cling on to the substance (knowledge) behind all
appearance. This is possible only if one has already become
familiar with the same knowledge or Self behind the mind. The
aspirant, under positive instructions from the Guru, visualizes the
Self and, by clinging on to it, is gradually established there.
2. Devotion is the most popular method adopted all over the world;
but unfortunately, for the vast majority of aspirants, it is left incomplete.
It is usually inspired by phenomenal religion, ethics and blind
faith; and therefore is inevitably blind in its application. It takes into
consideration only the physical and mental aspects of the object of its
devotion. These two aspects are transitory and therefore yield only
transitory pleasures and transitory powers, though all this is in all
humility attributed to the Lord. Most devotees usually get enamoured
of this pleasurable state; and being afraid of losing the glamour of it,
they stubbornly refuse to examine the content of their experience in
the light of right discrimination. Thus they get stranded in that state of
empty and fleeting pleasurableness.
Even Shri Caitanya was no exception to this. His super-mystical
experiences were the result of blind devotion, which kept the world
spellbound for years, but at last they faded away. For a period of
about twelve years, he was immersed in virtual stagnation. He is then
reported to have approached a Sage (from a Shri Shankara order),

who initiated him into the ultimate Truth. The path being beautifully
prepared and his heart being sublime as a result of all his former
experiences of selfless devotion, he could imbibe the spirit of
vedantic instruction and instantly visualize the Ultimate.
This is the one path of liberation open to all devotees, if they
earnestly desire to visualize the Truth, which alone can be called real
salvation or liberation.
3. The path of sound is yet another common approach. Here, the
chanting of a ‘mantra’ is the exercise adopted. It is done in four
distinct stages.
a) ‘Vaikhari’: Here the mantra is pronounced repeatedly in clear
audible tones, and attention concentrated on the audible sound.
b) ‘Madhyama’: Here the gross, audible part of the exercise is given
up, and the mantra is chanted silently or mentally. Late in this
stage, one gets pleasurable experiences through the realm of sound,
by way of ecstatic music, agreeable sounds etc. If the aspirant
emphasizes the sound part of the mantra alone, he will be stranded
in this harmony of sound. But if he is fortunate enough to secure
a Karana-guru, the attention of the aspirant will immediately be
directed to that which manifests itself as sound. The meaning of
the mantra and the source of sound are explained to him, and thus
he is lifted up to the next stage.
c) ‘Pashyanti’: Here the objectivity completely vanishes, and he
visualizes the impersonal Truth which stands as the background
of the harmony of sound.
d) ‘Para’: Where the aspirant gets established in this Truth, by
clinging on to it.
4. Yogas (e.g. Kundalini yoga): Still another class of aspirants take to
the path of meditating on the various nerve centres or adhara-cakras
– gross as well as subtle – assumed to be situated along the course of
the spinal chord. This exercise is supposed to arouse the vital energy
called ‘kundalini’ – which lies dormant at the lower extremity of the
spinal chord – and to raise it in gradual stages to the crown of the
head. The aspirant obtains a variety of phenomenal experiences, as
the kundalini passes from centre to centre.

The whole process depends upon the concept of the centres; and
the centres in turn depend upon the body, even for their very concept.
Therefore, this exercise can never be expected to yield anything but
relative results in the dual plane. This exercise also falls short of the
ultimate goal.
On reaching the crown of the head (‘brahma-randhra’), the yogin
finds his progress blocked by a blank wall of ignorance or nothingness.
Accordingly, he seeks a Karana-guru, and under his instruction
visualizes the ultimate Truth and gets established in it.
Comparing all these so called paths and exercises, we come to the
conclusion that they only prepare the ground for the aspirant, by
purifying his mind and heart. He can then imbibe the ultimate Truth.
The real light can be imparted only by the Karana-guru, ‘in person’.
There is no exception to this.
6th July 1958

1388. T HE HELPLESS FALLACY IN EXPRESSING IN WORDS A
SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE
‘Spiritual experience’ is only one. It is visualizing or knowing the

real Self. It is knowing the self in identity, without the least trace of
subject-object relationship.
Subsequently, the ego attempts to express that experience in words,
without itself ever having been present in the realm of experience at all.
In this attempt, the ego miserably caricatures the spiritual experience,
in terms of the only standard available to it – the subject-object
relationship. Here, name and form must come in. The ego poses itself
as the subject, and tries to make the impersonal Self its object, by
calling it ‘happiness’. Thus the ego says it ‘enjoyed happiness’. This
statement is nothing short of a veritable lie, since the experience was
unique and indivisible.
The ego is a spurious mixture of Reality (the Self) and unreality
(body and mind). The presence of Reality, in the ego itself, enables
the ego to remember something of the real experience. But the
memory gets blurred, by the identification of the real with the unreal,
in the ego. It is further distorted in the attempt to express it through
the narrow media of mind and language.

Thus the experience, when expressed in words, appears to be what
it was not.
8th July 1958

1389. ‘S ARVA - JNYA’ ( THE ‘ ALL - KNOWING ’)
‘Sarva-jnya’ is a term often misunderstood and misapplied. Though
spiritual in concept, it is more often used in the limited yogic sense.
It has two clear and distinct implications, ‘yogic’ as well as ‘jnyanic’.
In the yogic sense, it is invariably used as a personal noun. It
presupposes a person as the knower and an ‘all’ (usually excluding
his own personal self) as the known. Here, the knowing is purely of
the nature of subject-object relationship. The first thing to be
considered is whether such a knowledge – regarding the supposed
‘all’ – is humanly possible. The ‘all’ must imply a multiplicity of
distinct and separate units or entities. The mind, by the very nature of
its constitution, can conceive only any one thing at a time. Then the
‘all’, thought composed of infinite separate units, can never be some
simultaneous object of the mind.
But they say it is objectified. How is this made possible? There is
only one solution to the problem. The multiplicity of the composition
of the ‘all’ is ignored completely; and the ‘all’, only in name, is
conceived as an integral unit. This unit, recognizing no other object
by its side, cannot have any of the distinct qualities of a sensual or
mental object. Thus the ‘all’ takes the form of generic space, or mere
absence of objects. For all practical purposes, this affords sufficient
objectivity for the mind to hold on to. Having transcended diversity,
there is the agreeable though reflected sense of pleasurableness
attached to it. The helpless yogin considers this as the Ultimate and
tenaciously clings on to it, giving the artificial state different names
and being blissfully ignorant of his own relationship with that state
or object.
The problem may also be examined from the standpoint of time.
Time appears in its three forms: as the past, present and future.
Mental knowledge functions only in the present. Experiences of all
kinds also take place in the present. In the same manner, ‘sarva-
jnyatva’ is also an experience in the present. It may allude to what
you may call the past or future, but your experience is only in the

present and of the present. Therefore, to say that you experienced the
past or future, as comprehended by the term ‘all’, is absurd.
If the knower’s identity and the separateness of objects are
preserved, the said experience of an ‘all’ is impossible. It may be
possible, by dint of exercise, to expand the limits of the mind; so as
to comprehend, within the limits of its ‘present’, many things which
might legitimately belong to the past or future, according to the
standards of others. But this offers no real solution to the problem. It
only makes it all the more complicated. You are not enriched by any
such experience of the ‘all’, in a yogic manner.
But a Jnyanin’s view of ‘sarva-jnyatva’ is entirely different. The
Jnyanin is one who has visualized his own real nature, as nothing but
pure Consciousness and Peace. He knows that an object, when known,
no longer remains separate, but gets merged in him as knowledge.
He knows also that the ego or personality called his own is only one
such object. Therefore, to him, the ‘all’ is only another such object;
undergoing the very same process of transformation as any other object
when known, and thus leaving only himself, not as knower, but as
knowledge pure.
Thus to him, sarva-jnya means sarva-jnyana or Consciousness
pure.
31st July 1958

1390. T HE PRESENCE OF A S AGE IS SURCHARGED WITH LOVE
AND KNOWLEDGE .
It may be said to be highly ‘love-active’ or ‘knowledge-active’.

Mr. Bose asked Gurunathan: I feel attraction and joy when I come
near you. But I feel the opposite when I go near some others. Why?
Answer: When you come near me, you are spontaneously taken
beyond body, senses and mind; because that is the gist of my teaching
to you, and that may be said to be the realm in which I rest. Thus,
you unknowingly dive deep into yourself when you see me, and you
thereby touch your own background – the ‘Self’.
I am also standing as that background – the ‘Self’. The Self is
only one. It is indivisible and is of the nature of Peace. This contact

with the background gives you peace, which you call joy from the
waking state.
But when you meet others, they are only the objects of your senses
and mind, and you yourself remain as the ego in the mental level.
Therefore you are always subject to the tribulations of the mind.
4th August 1958

1391. S EEING AND UNDERSTANDING OF THE WORLD
Question: How do the ignorant man and the Sage see this world?
Answer: The ignorant man and the Sage each of them face the world,
apparently in the same manner, but with one fundamental and subtle
difference.
The ignorant man understands everything – including knowledge
– in terms of the object, and experiences objects alone.
But the Sage understands everything in terms of knowledge, his
own real nature.
5th August 1958

1392. D EVELOPMENT OF JNYANA
Question: What are the progressive stages and their significance, in
the development to Jnyana?
Answer: The path of jnyana has three distinct and separate stages, in
their order of progression. They are:
1. Srishti-drishti-vada: Perception of objects already existing. This
is called ‘vyavahara-paksha’ – giving full credence to the world
of objects, including God, Maya etc. All experience in this realm
is only indirect (paroksha). This is intended only for the ignorant
man who is attached deeply to the body and senses. This path only
prepares the ground to receive the Truth in the next stage (drishti-
srishti-vada).
2. Drishti-srishti-vada holds that the object appears only when
perceived, and that the essence of perception is Consciousness
alone (the Real). This is visualized only on listening to the Truth
from the lips of a Karana-guru. Having thus visualized the Truth,

you are asked to look back upon the appearances below, from the
ultimate stand of the Self. Then you find that the apparent world
is all an illusion. This resolution is called ‘ajata-vada’.
3. Ajata-vada holds that nothing other than the real Self (pure
Consciousness) was ever born, ever is, or ever shall be. This is
the highest stand of Advaita, in relation to the apparent world.
1393. W HAT IS THE COMPOSITION OF THE WORLD , AND ITS

RELATION TO T RUTH ?
Answer: The world appears as a connected chain of Consciousness,

perceptions and objects.
When Consciousness functions through the sense organ ‘eye’, the
object of perception is usually called ‘form’. In the chain of form,
seeing and Consciousness, the ‘seeing’ is unknown to ‘form’, because
‘form’ has to give up its grossness in order to become ‘seeing’. Then
it ceases to be ‘form’. Again, Consciousness is unknown to ‘seeing’;
because ‘seeing’ has to give up its objectivity completely in order to
stand as Consciousness, and then it is no ‘seeing’. But ‘seeing’ is not
unknown to Consciousness and ‘form’ is not unknown to ‘seeing’.
The process of analysing form – and reducing it to seeing – is
much facilitated by substituting the word ‘sight’ in place of ‘form’,
because no explanation is needed to show that sight is not different
from ‘seeing’.
1394. W HAT IS THE RESULT OF EMPHASIZING

C ONSCIOUSNESS IN IDEAS OR OBJECTS ?
Answer: Consciousness is absolute and is only one.
Consciousness + something = idea.
Emphasizing Consciousness means looking at the idea from the
standpoint of Consciousness.
When Consciousness begins to look at the idea, Consciousness
being only one and that being already in the idea as its essence, that
Consciousness has to stand out of the idea. Then, the idea being
divested of its essence ‘Consciousness’, the idea becomes extinct.

Consciousness is the essence of both the idea and the object.
If Consciousness stands as the idea, the object then disappears.
If Consciousness stands as pure Consciousness itself, the idea also
disappears. Consider the illustration of the figure in the rock.
It can well be said from one standpoint that Consciousness by
itself never illumines ideas or objects, but only kills them. Let us
apply this process in our daily life. You say in the waking state that
you remember your past dream. But what exactly is it that you
remember? You remember only the ‘seeing’ of objects in the dream.
What else was there in the dream? Nothing. All that appeared as
gross object in dream was nothing other than the ‘seeing’ itself. This
fact needs no further proof, when you wake up. This is typical of
every so called ‘waking’ experience also.
Therefore, it is only ‘seeing’ that appears as object; and similarly,
it is Consciousness that appears as ‘seeing’ in both the states.
1395. W HAT IS SPHURANA ?

Answer: Sphurana [shining], in whatever level it manifests itself,
is the Ultimate. Sphurana in the mental level is understood and is
interpreted in terms of subject and object. But in the spiritual context
it is viewed only in identity. Therefore all phenomenal illustrations
can only mislead one, regarding the significance of sphurana.
It may be said to be the objectless manifestation of the light of
Consciousness.
1396. W HAT IS THE GOOD OF KNOWING ‘I AM H APPINESS ’, IF

I CANNOT ENJOY IT ?
Answer: It has been proved already that one’s real nature is objectless
happiness, and that one can experience it. It is experienced not through
subject-object relationship as in the waking and dream states, but in
identity as in deep sleep. In deep sleep, the mind is dead.
The questioner evidently wants to know the happiness, by herself
standing separate as the knower and to feel the joy of it as the
enjoyer. This is possible only in duality, as in the waking or dream
states.

Even there, a deeper examination will show that the so called
enjoyment of happiness is being one with it. Happiness is never
enjoyed. To know that ‘I am Happiness’ is a spiritual experience.
And spiritual experience is only one. It is non-duality. Its real nature
is pure Happiness itself, and you know it there in identity.
On coming to the waking state, you seem to know it objectively.
Immediately, happiness is separated from you as your object – a mere
idea. You have actually lost the happiness, by trying to know it or to
feel it. Therefore, never objectify happiness by trying to separate it
from you, in any manner.
31st August 1958

1397. M ANTRAS AND THEIR EFFICACY
Mantras are designed by the great seers. They are composed of groups
of sounds with an active life principle, capable of producing specific
forms and effects when pronounced in the proper svara (tune).
Mantras have a double purpose. At the phenomenal level, emphasis
is on the audible part of the mantra. The form created by each mantra
(called its ‘mantra devata’) is possessed of certain particular powers.
The mantra devata, in exercise of some of its powers, confers upon
the devotee certain benefits prayed for. But in the course of this
process, one has to guard against innumerable possible slips, of
commission and omission.
Mantra, if properly utilized, helps one to approach the ultimate
Truth. Just before and after every mantra, there is a visible gap into
which the sound merges. In this gap, there is nothing other than one’s
own Self or Consciousness. Having once visualized before the Guru
this nature of the Self, if you pronounce the mantra emphasizing not
the audible part but the content of the apparent gaps, you are easily
taken to the centre of your visualization – the real Self – and this
helps you gradually to get established there.
Though the mantras, in the great majority of cases, are utilized as
instruments of action (pravritti), they can as well be utilized for the
purpose of liberation (nivritti) if handled with sufficient discrimination
and insight. In the former, the centre of emphasis is the object; and in
the latter, it is the background.

1st September 1958
1398. R EPENTANCE
Repentance in the phenomenal level, though recommended by most
religions, is in practice a dangerous and colossal blunder.
In doing the wrong, you are prompted by the irresistible craving
of the heart. But in the usual expression of repentance, it is an empty
intellectual argumentation. The moment you start to repent, you recall
the past incidents in all their detail. This provides a fresh opportunity
for the heart to enjoy the cherished pleasure, at least in a subtle
manner. This amounts practically to a repetition of the wrong, in the
subtle form. At last, you express an empty verbal repentance and rest
contented with it.
This sort of repentance only aggravates the evil and inflates the
ego. Therefore it has to be avoided at all cost, and every attempt must
be made to forget the incident altogether. This is the golden rule of
progress.
2nd September 1958

1399. W HAT IS THE NATURE AND PURPOSE OF ART ?
Art is only that which tends to merge the other into yourself.
Mundane is that which separates the other from you.
Therefore real art takes you to the unity of the subject, and so it is
really a preparation of the ground for initiation into the ultimate Truth.
1400. W HAT IS THE ESSENTIAL DIFFERENCE BETWEEN JIVA ,

I SHVARA AND J NYANIN ?
The jiva remains a slave to avidya (ignorance) and helplessly
oscillates between pain and pleasure.
Ishvara – possessing a clear preponderance of sattva-guna –
holds maya always under his sway.
The Jnyanin – being pure sattva alone – remains master of the
mind which is of the nature of vidya (knowledge), and so he
sometimes allows that mind to function in its own way.

4th September 1958
1401. C AN THERE BE ANY RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN MISERY
AND HAPPINESS ?
Misery as such is purely man-made. It is born and maintained

in dvaita (duality) alone.
Happiness is advaita, and is natural to man.
Duality is never experienced by anyone, because no two things can
be experienced simultaneously. Misery is duality, and is therefore an
illusion. But non-duality is brought in to enjoy misery.
Consciousness itself appears as ‘perception’. You think of it as
other than Consciousness and give it the different name ‘perception’.
But no, it is Consciousness itself. Even this perception – considered
independent of the perceiver and the percept – is no perception at all,
but Consciousness itself.
This process can be shortened further. The intermediary steps can
be dispensed with, and the knower and the object alone taken into
consideration. The object can never exist independent of the knower,
consciousness; and it is therefore Consciousness itself.
5th September 1958

1402. W HAT IS THE FUNCTION AND THE FATE OF AN OBJECT ?
Answer:. An object is there always pointing to the Consciousness of
the perceiver, as ‘You, You, You…’, meaning thereby: ‘I am here
merely on account of you.’
But the moment you stand as Consciousness and turn back to the
object, the object vanishes; in other words, the object commits suicide.
1403. C AN I REMEMBER ?
Answer: No. But speaking loosely, we say that we remember past
incidents. To remember something exactly as it was perceived, the
time which has passed and the past sense perceptions must occur
once again in the present here. But they are past and gone. Of all that
was then and there, Consciousness alone is here and now. Therefore
memory, as ordinarily understood, is a misnomer.

23rd September 1958
1404. H OW IS MISERY RELATED TO LOVE ?
Answer: Misery is love itself. But how? Let us examine misery. Take
any experience of misery. You say the thought of your departed father
creates misery. But does it always do so? If your father, when living,
was cruel and inimical to you, the thought of his demise would
hardly make you miserable. Therefore it is clear that it was not the
thought of the father that was the cause of the misery, but it was the
thought of your father’s love that was the real cause.
But love is attributeless and indivisible. It is wrong even to call it
father’s love, and it has been proved that the thought of the father was
not the cause of misery. Therefore it was love and love alone that was
the cause of the misery, if it could ever have had a cause. But you
experience only one thing at a time – love or misery – and therefore
there can be no causal relationship between the two [as different
things].
Hence it is love that expresses itself as misery, and not your father
[that causes it, as something different from love]. The father is thus
forgotten in love. To find the source of misery, you must go beyond
body and mind. If you emphasize body and mind, you are fixed in
the expression of Truth. The substance is beyond.
Misery and happiness are both expressions. Love pure is the
background of both. When you cling on to love, objects vanish. But
when you cling on to objects, love is not perceived as such.
Where there is no love, there is no misery. So love goes into the
make of misery; misery is love itself. It is the illusory concept of
time that makes love appear as misery. If you separate love from
misery, misery is not.
25th September 1958

1405. D OES THE PATH OF PHENOMENAL LOVE TAKE ME
ANYWHERE ?
Answer: Yes. To the Ultimate, if followed diligently and intelligently.

Love is the feeling of oneness with the object of one’s love. And
following the path of phenomenal love means expanding the sphere
of your love. This course, logically, takes you to a stage where your

love becomes universal. In the concept of the universal, the last vestige
of the ego, your individuality, is included.
This fact can be perceived and duality transcended only when a
Karana-guru points out the Truth. Then the ego is merged into the
universal and universality vanishes, thus leaving love alone supreme.
Here, you may be said to stand in identity (as one) with that love.
This love, being all comprehending, is objectless and pure. It is the
Ultimate.
But it has to be said that the path is long and arduous, and the
pitfalls are many.
1406. H OW TO JUSTIFY S HRI R AMA IN ABANDONING S ITA ’?

Question: In the epic of Ramayana, Shri Rama is depicted as an ideal
of manhood. But he is found in the end to abandon his innocent wife
Sita alone in the deep forests, even while she was about to have a
child. To all existing cannons of human justice, this was an ignoble
act. But this can never be. How then can we justify Rama, without
sacrificing Truth and justice?
Answer: Rama the individual and Rama the King were two distinct
and separate entities; sometimes their interests clashed. Whenever
their interests clashed in this manner, the lower interest (that of the
individual) had to be sacrificed and the higher interest maintained.
The King has no human wife. His spouse is the country and the
people.
Therefore, in Sita’s abandonment, the interest of the individual
Rama was sacrificed; and the interest of Rama the King maintained,
thus upholding the cause of the country, of the people and of justice.
It was an incomparable act of self-sacrifice, on the part of Rama.
Divorce was ordered by Rama the King, and Rama the individual
suffered the dire consequences – the pangs of separation. Can this be
called selfish?
1407. H OW TO EXAMINE A THING ? A ND WHY ?

A thing is not independent in itself. It is inextricably connected with
the rest of the world. Thus, in order to understand the entire truth

about the thing, either the whole world has to be examined, or the
thing has to be examined independent of the rest of the world.
The former is literally impossible. So the only possible course is
to examine the thing as representing the whole world. This cannot be
done in terms of time, space and causality, which are but the most
generic standards accepted by the world. They are but parts of the
world itself, and go into the make of the thing. Such an examination
could never yield true results.
The examination therefore has to be conducted, not from the level
of the world, but from a level beyond. Such a level can only be that
of Consciousness. Taking your stand there and looking at a thing, the
thing along with the world no longer appears as such, but stands
transformed as Consciousness itself. Accordingly, the thing and the
world are nothing but Consciousness.
A thing has to be examined, not to find out its composition or
potentialities, but to find out its truth value or the changeless in it.
The absence of this perspective is the cause of the failure of science,
yoga, arts, philosophy etc. to reach the ultimate Truth.
Another approach: The world is a world of perceptions alone. The
unit of each perception is composed of perceiving, the perceiver and
the percept, all three constituting the so called ‘triputi’.
Triputi is supposed to appear simultaneously and also to disappear
likewise. This viewpoint is rather vague, and not intended for the
uttamadhikaris. Examining the triputi more closely, we find that it is
perceiving that produces the perceiver and the perceived. Thus the
perceiving is more important than, and even the source of, the other
two.
But when perceiving itself is examined more closely, from the
standpoint of Consciousness, the perceiving disappears and stands
transformed as pure Consciousness. Thus perception is nothing but
Consciousness, and so is the world.
12th October 1958

1408. H OW CAN AN OBJECT BE EXAMINED , TO FIND OUT ITS
T RUTH ?
It can be done in two distinct and separate ways, from two different
standpoints. They are:

1. The standpoint of the ego
2. The standpoint of the real ‘I’-principle
1. The ego, in trying to examine an object, first splits the object into
its two component parts, the permanent and the impermanent.
Then it tries to separate the impermanent parts from what is found
permanent. But in so doing, an unconscious transformation comes
over the ego itself. Along with the shedding of the impermanent
parts from the object, the accretions or the impermanent parts of
the ego itself drop away.
Finally, the changeless in the object alone remains over, and
that is the sat aspect of the Reality. Then the ego also stands as
that Reality, divorced of all its accretions. Therefore the object is
nothing but the Reality – the Self. This argument applies equally
to the body also, which can be reduced to the real ‘I’-principle.
Thus the world stands revealed as the ultimate Reality.
But this examination can never be conducted successfully and
in its entirety until you have listened to the Truth from the lips of
a Karana-guru. Because, without visualizing the truth of the Self
and without being able to cling on to it, the ego can never shed
all its accretions. This is why, at the end of all their enquiries, the
yogins, scientists and philosophers all knock against a blank wall
of ignorance.
2. The second examination, made from the standpoint of the real
‘I’-principle, is easy. Because, if you examine the object or the
world, neither will appear as such, but each stands as one with
the Reality – the ‘I’-principle. Thus also, the object world is not.
1409. W HAT EXISTS BETWEEN THE ‘ HERE ’ AND THE ‘ THERE ’?

Answer: Only that which supports the two. That is sat [existence]
alone. Similarly, pure Consciousness exists between two mentations
and supports the mentations as well.

1410. W HAT IS BHAKTI ?
Answer: You cannot have bhakti for something non-existent, nor can
you have it towards anything you do not know. Every object of bhakti
has two aspects:
1. The impermanent or non-existent form, and
2. The permanent or the real consciousness.
Bhakti should be directed to the latter aspect, and the former can be
blissfully ignored when it has fulfilled its legitimate purpose. The
purpose of the ‘form’ is only to arrest your attention and to enable
you to direct it to pure Consciousness, which is its background. That
Consciousness can never be objectified. That is always the ultimate
subject (vishayin). It is in the devotee himself and indivisible.
Therefore, a genuine devotee can only and need only direct his
attention to the Consciousness in him. This is real bhakti; and it
immediately yields Peace or ananda, which is Consciousness itself.
This is vastu-tantra, the outcome of Truth. Shri Shankara defines real
bhakti of the highest order as follows:
moksa-sadhana-samagryam bhaktir eva gariyasi
sva-svarupa-’nusandhanam bhaktir ity abhidhiyate
[Among all ways of seeking to be free,
it’s love that is the best, one must agree.
To question one’s own truth, to ask what’s there,
that is the love of those who ask with care.]
Shri Shankara, Viveka-cudamani, 31
‘Incessantly clinging onto one’s own real nature is verily
termed bhakti.’
Bhakti for anything other than this is really unworthy of the name. It
may, at the most, be called a fascination as unreal as the object itself.
1411. C AN DUALISM AND NON - DUALITY EVER REACH A

COMPROMISE ?
The centre of dualism is an assumption of the separate and independent

existence of subject and object. The world of diversity is built upon
this concept. Non-duality is the background and support of duality

itself. It is the seeing of objects in the right perspective and is never
an assumption. In Sanskrit, it is rightly called ‘darshana’ – which
means a visualization of Truth. Therefore, no compromise is possible
between the two.
The attitude of non-duality is sattvic and magnanimous, even
towards this hostile duality. Non-duality liberally lends its own light
to duality, in order that it may appear and thrive, even to oppose the
source of duality itself.
However, there have been of late certain attempts in social circles
to effect a compromise between dualists and non-dualists. Poor
friends! They have not gone deep into the workings of either party.
Society, which is dualist by nature, can only align itself with the
dualists, because it knows something about them only. But it is
ignorant of the stand of non-dualists.
The non-dualists, on the other hand, know the stand of the dualists
quite well; since they were themselves dualists earlier in life. Thus
the non-dualists might even be prepared for a compromise, to the
extent that duality is only an appearance.
This does not help the dualist in any way, and to go any further
the non-dualists will have to sacrifice the essence of their own stand.
The dualists cannot even conceive of non-dualism. Therefore a
compromise between the two parties is impossible.
ananyaz cintayanto mam ye janah paryupasate .
tesam nitya ’bhiyuktanam yoga-ksemam vahamy aham ..
Bhagavad-gita, 9.22
The verse in the Gita quoted above is a typical example of the non-
dual approach. It means: ‘Whoever thinks of Me as none other than
“himself”, his worldly and spiritual well-being will be safe-guarded
and looked after by Me (Atma, the Absolute).’
1412. W HAT IS THE SOURCE AND REMEDY OF PASSIONS ?

Love is pure, and by nature objectless. It is one with ananda or
Peace.
But when mental desires are brought to bear upon love, that love
becomes degenerate and objectified as raga [passion] or kama
[desire]. Out of raga arise the manifold passions of enmity, anger,

avarice etc.; and you groan under their weight. The only way of escape
from this malady is to trace back the course to love, by relinquishing
desires and their objects. It is then that raga gets sublimated, passions
disappear and pure love shines in all its glory. And you stand always
there alone: as one with it in identity.
12th November 1958

1413. V EDANTIC T RUTH IS NEVER A MEANS TO ANYTHING
ELSE .
Questions:
1. What is the meaning of achieving the unification and advancement
of mankind?
2. How can vedantic truth and teaching be applied to the good of
the community, the state and the word at large?
Answer:
1. Mankind always stands united and centred in ‘man’. Disunion
creeps in only where ‘man’ is misunderstood or misinterpreted.
Therefore, the only means of achieving the goal is to know the
real significance of ‘man’ and to let it be known.
‘Man’, when dispassionately examined, is found to mean the
most generic form of man and comprehends all mankind. Being
generic, it is the ultimate Truth itself – the real Self.
Vedanta alone helps you in this endeavour. Therefore follow
Vedanta, realize your own Self, and save your ‘mankind’ – if it
still remains. But you, for certain, will be saved as a result of such
effort.
2. Vedantic Truth is only one. It is Consciousness, the nature of the
real Self. It has no teachings, so to say. It must first be understood
that vedantic Truth – being ultimate, beyond all relativity – can
never be used as a means to any other end.
The vedantic approach is strictly individual and never social or
communal. By visualizing the ultimate Truth (the Self) through
Vedanta, the individual realizes his own perfection – and thereby
automatically transcends society and world. He finds the world a
mere illusion. But he allows this illusory world to continue to exist,

merely as a matter of concession. He can undo it by withdrawing
his own consciousness from it any moment.
Therefore, so far as the vedantin is concerned, the question of
improving the world does not arise.
15th November 1958

Answer: Life, thought and feeling are but the expressions of an
ultimate Reality, through the respective perspectives of existence,
knowledge and peace. Life can never be correctly examined from the
standpoint of any of the states, which are but parts of the apparent
life itself. It can be examined correctly only from the standpoint of
that which is permanent or changeless in life (pure Awareness). This
may be done in many ways.
1. Taking for granted that the three states are real, let us examine
life. The totality of life consists in the experiences of the three
states, together with an Awareness which records the appearance
and disappearance of each state. The waking state as such is only
a fraction of the totality of life. Therefore no enquiry limited to
the waking state experiences alone can be fair; nor can it be
expected to yield any reasonable result. Of the totality of life’s
experiences, the experiences of the three states are each of them
independent of the other two and change or disappear completely.
The only permanent or changeless part of life’s experiences is
the Awareness which stands as the background of the states and
even beyond. This is the real ‘I’-principle, the ultimate Truth.
Therefore, the essence of life is the Reality itself.
2. Existence appearing limited is life. But any such appearance
is an illusion. So the essence of life is pure existence or ‘being’
itself, or the real ‘I’-principle. And the disappearance of this
limited existence may be called ‘death’. Life and death being
both appearances, they cannot exist without a real background.
That background is existence itself and that is the essence of both
life and death.
3. Existence manifests itself in varying degrees of intensity, from the
god-man kingdom down to the mineral kingdom. Every kingdom

‘is’. The ‘is’-ness alone is the changeless part or essence of each
kingdom, and all the rest are mere appearances and therefore
unreal. This ‘is’-ness is the background of life, and that is the
Reality which has neither birth nor death. The term ‘life’ really
comprehends both birth and death, and stands transcending both.
26th November 1958

1415. I KNOW I AM NOT AN IDEAL DISCIPLE . B UT SHOULD I
NOT SEE THAT MY ACTIONS DO NOT BRING DISCREDIT TO MY
G URU ?
Answer: No. You may think that you are not yet an ideal disciple, and
even pray to the Guru to help you to reach that goal. But what exactly
that goal is, you do not know. It has no test, either mental or ethical.
That goal shall always remain unknown, in the sense in which
knowledge is used ordinarily. Therefore it is futile to try to verify
your progress towards that goal. But what you can do and must do, is
to continue to keep incessant contact with the Guru, in whatever
manner convenient to you – in the gross, in the subtle or beyond.
28th November 1958

1416. C AN CAUSALITY FUNCTION UNDER ANY CONDITION ?
Answer: No. Not even in the same order of time, much less when the
order of time also changes. For example, the sun sets and darkness
comes. Can the preceding sunshine be said to be the cause of darkness,
or vice versa? No. Both are absurd. Therefore, causal relationship
cannot be established between such changing states, which have no
connection whatsoever between them.
1417. I F I AM THE ULTIMATE T RUTH , HOW DOES AN OBJECT

APPEAR ?
Gurunathan: Does the object appear at all? Who says so?

Disciple: It is the ego that says so.
G: What is the ego from your own standpoint as the real ‘I’-principle?
Is it an object or is it the subject?

D: Certainly the ego is only an object.
G: Therefore, including the ego also in the category of objects, does
the question arise at all?
D: No. It was a stupid question.
30th November 1958

1418. W HAT CAN I DESIRE ?
Answer: Nothing.
Desire shows want and that shows your own imperfection. But
you are Consciousness which is by nature perfect; and you cannot
desire to know anything else, there being nothing else besides
Consciousness.
Again, you are Peace or Happiness which is also perfect; and you
cannot desire to have any other happiness, there being nothing else
beside Happiness – your own real nature.
1419. I KNOW I AM HAPPINESS AND C ONSCIOUSNESS ; STILL I

AM SOMETIMES MISERABLE . W HY ?
Gurunathan: Which ‘I’ is Consciousness or Peace?

Disciple: The real ‘I’-principle, Atma.
G: Is that ‘I’ ever miserable?
D: No. Not at all.
G: If somebody else (for example the usurper ‘I’) is miserable, why
should you, the real ‘I’, be worried?
Now listen. I will explain your confusion. The ego is sometimes
miserable, because it desires to enjoy transitory sensual pleasures
and at the same time to avoid their opposite, misery, the inseparable
counterpart of pleasure. That is impossible.
Pleasure and pain are the obverse and the reverse of the same coin.
You cannot choose one side alone. Either you accept both together or
reject both together.

1420. H OW CAN WE DISTINGUISH THE SPIRITUAL FROM THE
PHENOMENAL ?
Answer: The real ‘I’-principle (also called Atma, Truth, real Self,
Consciousness, Peace, etc.) is alone spiritual. All else, including even
the much applauded nirvikalpa samadhi, is phenomenal.
In other words, the ultimate subject alone is spiritual. And all else,
with the least trace of objectivity, is phenomenal.
1421. V ICARA - MARGA

Vicara-marga is an enquiry by the ‘being’ itself into the experiences
of the totality of life.
1st December 1958

1422. W HAT IS V EDANTA ?
Answer: Vedanta is a deep and relentless enquiry into the ultimate
Truth. The enquiry is made with the aid of pure discrimination and
reason alone. The reason employed for the purpose is tri-basic reason,
which is applicable to all the three states. But the reason employed in
science, yoga, arts, philosophy etc. is only mono-basic reason, which
applicable only in the waking state.
1423. T RUTH IS THE ONLY ANTIDOTE FOR ERROR .
1424. M ENTATION ( COMPREHENDING INTELLECTION AS

WELL ) IS AN ACTIVITY OF THE MIND .
2nd December 1958

1425. W HAT IS THE PURPOSE OF THE PROCESS OF NEGATION ?
Answer: Negation of the objective world gives you a disinterested
and tranquil stand from which to start the enquiry. Otherwise, there is
the danger of the mind coming in uncalled for, in some form or other,
to pollute the enquiry.

15th December 1958
1426. T HE QUALIFICATIONS ESSENTIAL FOR AN ASPIRANT TO
GET TO THE T RUTH
They may be roughly classified into four.

1. The aspirant should know for certain that there is ‘something’
beyond the appearance of the world of objects.
2. The aspirant should steadfastly keep away from all personal
predilections, notions and information about the object of his
enquiry.
3. The aspirant should be free from all kinds of religious hankering.
4. The aspirant should have a firm determination to overcome all
obstacles to the Truth.
1427. D EATH – WHAT IS ITS SIGNIFICANCE ?

Answer: Death is a misnomer. Death may be examined from the
standpoint of life. Life, as such, knows no death. Therefore, from
life’s own standpoint, death is a misnomer.
Nobody has ever experienced death, nor can anybody think of his
own death. On this account also, death is a misnomer.
To know that there is no death, you have only to refer to the so
called dream state, in which you see your own death or that of a
relative. But on waking up, you know that the dream persons and
their death were both illusions. It is in the same way that we should
view death in the waking state.
Therefore, death is a misnomer.
1428. C AN DEATH BE COMPARED TO DEEP SLEEP ?

Answer: No. It is fallacious to do so. The experiences of death and of
deep sleep are both unknown to the waking mind, and so they are
wrongly supposed to be identical by the ignorant man. But in fact,
they are poles asunder.
Deep sleep is the unique and the independent experience of a
whole state. It is the experience of non-duality in identity. But death
is only an incident in the waking state. Therefore they occur in two

entirely different planes, and can never be compared one with the
other.
2nd January 1959

1429. W HAT IS A PERCEPT ?
First answer: No percept really exists – either in the present, the past
or the future. A percept is the result of perception and it cannot exist
independent of perception. Therefore there cannot be a percept either
before or after perception.
Perception goes into the make of the percept itself. Therefore, if
you attempt to perceive the percept, the perception part of the percept
has to be withdrawn and placed outside it, in order to perceive it. But
when the perception part is thus withdrawn, the percept crumbles and
disappears. Thus there is no percept during the perception also. It is
the perception itself appearing as the percept, for the time being.
Therefore ‘percept’ is a misnomer. There is only perception. And
perception being dependent upon Consciousness for its very existence,
it is nothing but consciousness.
Similarly, Consciousness itself appears as an idea; and when that
Consciousness tries to perceive the idea, the idea disappears and
Consciousness alone remains over.
Therefore, all is Consciousness.
A shorter approach: A percept is nothing but the object and is thus
representative of the whole world. Perception goes into the make of
the percept, and therefore the percept is perception itself.
Consciousness goes into the make of perception, and therefore
perception is Consciousness itself.
Similarly, Consciousness goes into the make of the idea, and
therefore idea is Consciousness itself.
Therefore the world, gross as well as subtle, is nothing else but
Consciousness.

4th January 1959
1430. H OW IS AWARENESS DISPASSIONATE ?
Answer: Because it has nothing to gain by emphasizing any of the
three states.
1431. W HY DOES NOT THE PEACE EXPERIENCED AT THE

MOMENT OF LISTENING TO THE TALK OF THE G URU
CONTINUE WITH ONE ? A ND HOW TO RESUME IT, IF LOST FOR
THE TIME BEING ?
Answer: At the moment of listening, the ego is crushed by the

dazzling brilliance of the ultimate Truth which is proved to be your
real nature. But as soon as you get out of that presence, the old
samskaras of the ego – which were kept away for the time being –
make their appearance again, to establish their supremacy over life.
You have only to look straight at them and say, ‘You are only my
objects and I am the changeless witness’ or ‘You do not exist without
me – pure Awareness – and so you are nothing other than myself’,
adducing arguments if necessary for either position. This will at once
take you to the same old experience of Consciousness and Peace.
Continue this as often as the ego springs up, to obstruct your
perspective. You may stop all such exercises when you feel your
position in the ultimate Truth is secure.
23rd January 1959

1432. H OW TO KNOW A THING ?
Answer: In the phenomenal sense, we do not know the thing at all.
But we know only something about the thing, or in other words we
know the appearance alone.
To know the thing, we have to go deeper, even beyond the
show of appearance, into the background; and there all appearances
disappear, leaving the background alone. That is the real thing; and
that is known by identity alone, there being nothing else beside it.

1433. H OW DOES CAUSALITY FUNCTION ?
Answer: Causality is a misnomer, and it never functions. (This is said
from the highest level.)
Viewing it from a lower plane: When one object is supposed to
produce another, the former is said to be the cause and the latter the
effect. But the relationship between cause and effect has to be
examined more closely, though from the standpoint of the waking
state. There can be only two possible positions, if we adopt this
approach.
1. That the cause and effect are entirely different one from the other.
2. That they are not different.
If we accept the first position, causality cannot function, because a
cause cannot produce an entirely different effect. And if they are not
different, as in the second position, then causality has no meaning.
Therefore, in either case, causality is a misnomer.
1434. W HAT IS THE BEARING OF THE WORLD UPON T RUTH ?

Answer: The world is a compromise between opposites; life is
impossible without reference to opposites. But Truth is beyond
opposites and unlike the world in its characteristics.
The characteristics of the world, when strictly analysed and reduced
to the generic standards, are found to be: changeability or imperman-
ence, inertness, and misery (anrita-jada-duhkha). All these terms
make unconscious reference to their opposites. But the characteristics
of Truth are utterly different; and so they are represented as the
opposite of these, viz. Permanence, Consciousness, and Peace or
Happiness (sat-cit-ananda).
These by themselves are only lakshanas (pointers) to the Truth,
and so they have to be transcended, in order to get established in the
Absolute. The purpose of the term ‘sat-cit-ananda’ is only to divert
your attention away from the phenomenal, to the substance beyond.
When the world has disappeared, the characteristics of the Truth –
sat, cit and ananda – also vanish; and you stand in the ultimate
Reality, originally pointed to by these terms.

25th January 1959
1435. ‘T HE EGO ALWAYS RUNS AFTER THINGS ADVENTITIOUS
TO IT AND NEVER TURNS TO ITS NATIVE SOIL .’
3rd February 1959

1436. I KNOW THAT EVERY ACTIVITY IS MADE POSSIBLE ONLY
BY C ONSCIOUSNESS BEING THERE , BUT HOW DOES THAT
KNOWLEDGE PROFIT ME ?
Gurunathan: Profit whom, please?

Disciple: Profit the ego, of course.
Gurunathan: But that is not the goal of Vedanta. This is the answer
from the highest level. But it may be answered from a slightly lower
level also.
Of the three – the object, the activity and your own Awareness of
both – you see that the object and the activity are adventitious to you
or distinct and separate from you, and that they only come and go, so
far as you are concerned. But the Awareness alone never parts with
you and is intrinsic in you.
Therefore, you are that Awareness – pure. How can anything else
be more profitable to you than yourself? Therefore even from the
utilitarian point of view, Awareness is the most profitable of all.
The ego desires to be permanent, and to lord it over everything.
But, as the ego has only a fleeting existence, it can never do that.
Vedanta enables even the spurious ego to fulfil its desire, not by
satisfying it in its own terms, but by helping it in the light of
unassailable reason to shed all its accretions. Thus it stands in its
own essence, as Awareness, which is by nature permanent and above
everything else.
13th February 1959

1437. W HAT IS AN OBJECT ?
Answer: You are told that the object (body) is nothing other than
seeing, because the object cannot exist independently of seeing.

Then you are asked to go deeper, meaning thereby ‘deeper into
seeing’, because the body as object has been proved to be non-
existent.
Going deep down into seeing, you are shown that there is nothing
but Consciousness there, and therefore Consciousness may well be
said to be the object of seeing.
22nd February 1959

1438. W HAT IS REALLY PRACTICAL ?
Answer: The ‘practical’, in the ordinary sense, is opposed to the
‘theoretical’. Of the two, the latter is considered to be less real than
the former and more liable to change.
These terms are applicable only at the relative level. Applying the
tests of relative reality and permanency, the proximity to the Self
may be said to be the test of practicality. Thus the senses being nearer
you than objects, the senses may be said to be more practical than
objects. In the same manner, mind (as thoughts and feelings) is more
practical than senses and objects.
But all these are only relative and changing. The ultimate test of
practicality is permanency, or unchangeability. In this sense, the real
‘I’ is the only practical thing, being the only changeless Reality.
Of course, this might be diametrically opposed to the concept of
the ignorant man. But truth is no respecter of personalities or
majorities. It is the smallest of all minorities, being the one without a
second. What is ‘experiential’ is alone real or practical, and whatever
is intellectual is only theoretical.
The world consists of four component parts, viz. the three states
and an Awareness that gives light to the three states. Of these four
parts, that light-giving principle alone can be real or practical, being
alone capable of shining in its own light. The other three depend
upon that light for their very existence, and are therefore theoretical.

24th February 1959
1439. W HAT IS APPEARANCE ?
Answer: The ordinary statements ‘I knew the object’, ‘I thought the
idea’, ‘I felt the pleasure’ etc. are all redundant and wrong, in the
strict sense of the terms.
Because an object is nothing but perception, idea is nothing but
thought-form, and pleasure is nothing but feeling. As such, one and
the same thing cannot remain as subject and object simultaneously.
Therefore, all appearance is nothing but an illusion.
1440. W HY DOES THE ORDINARY MAN PREFER FEELING TO

KNOWLEDGE ?
Answer: The subject-object relationship is characteristic of perception.

This relationship is clearly evident in the case of all mental knowledge;
and it is indistinguishable in the case of feeling, though not dead.
One prefers feeling to knowledge because one really wants the
subsidence of the subject-object relationship without one’s knowing
it. It is the deep urge from one’s own being. This is partially satisfied
in the case of feeling, by the temporary subsidence of the subject-
object relationship. But this by itself does not help one. It is no better
than the ignorant man preferring deep sleep to the waking state.
But, on the other hand, when you go from knowledge of object to
feeling, the subject-object relationship alone should be allowed to
fade away, and the knowledge part should be kept alive, in the form
of right discrimination or higher reason. The content or significance
of feeling should be discovered with the aid of this reason; and the
absence of the subject-object relationship in apparent phenomenal
knowledge should also be visualized, in order to make one’s experience
complete.
For the ordinary man, knowledge is represented by the head (or
reason) and feeling is represented by the heart. But it is only a
harmonious blending of the head and the heart that may be called
realization. Therefore, an academic and one-sided development of
the head alone makes one a dry pandit, and a similar development of
the heart, divorced of the head, makes one an ecstatic devotee or
mystic; both being far away from the Truth.

But if one is already directed by a Karana-guru, the blending of
the head and the heart comes spontaneously, without any effort. As
regards reason and feeling, the former must always be there to guide
the latter.
27th February 1959

1441. H AS PROOF ANY BEARING UPON T RUTH ?
Answer: No. Proof can exist only in the relative realm.
Everything phenomenal is recognized as a result of proof offered
by the senses or mentations. But there is a unique exception to this
general rule. There is an experience of self-consciousness just before
every perception or mentation, without which an activity would
never be possible. This self-consciousness never calls for a proof to
establish itself; and its existence in its own right can never be denied,
even in thought. It is this that stands as the ground of all relationship,
and it is this that is called the silent witness.
Therefore, the need for a proof of an object is itself the proof of
the unreality of the object.
1442. W HAT IS THE CONCEPT OF YOGIC MEDITATION ?

Answer: The yogin takes the waking world alone to be real and starts
from the waking body, trying to expand and exploit the potentialities
of the mind. The method adopted is meditation, and the goal is the
merging of the meditator in the meditated. During the meditation, as
it is usually practised, the mind never ceases to objectify and duality
is never transcended.
1443. (A disciple asked) T RUTH IN ITS PURITY IS

UNTHINKABLE . T HEN WHAT CAN I DO TO GET ESTABLISHED
IN IT ?
Gurunathan: After visualizing the Truth, it is true you are told that
you need not think about it. Because you cannot. But it only means
that you should not forget it at any time. Can’t you undertake that
much?
Disciple: Yes, of course.

G: That is the last sadhana you have to do. Do it and be at Peace.
3rd March 1959

1444. H OW IS LIFE A CONNECTED WHOLE ?
Answer: Life consists of independent and disconnected appearances
– of actions, perceptions and mentations upon Atma, the changeless
background. Thus it is ‘Atma’ that keeps the continuity of phenomenal
life.
8th March 1959

1445. W E GENERALLY SAY ‘I AM HAPPY ’ AND ‘I AM
CONSCIOUS .’ I S IT ULTIMATELY TRUE ?
Answer: No. It is only at the moment when you are happy that you are
aware of the fact that you are happy. That knowledge is in identity,
where ‘knowing it’ is ‘being it’.
But when you say that the happiness is past, the subject-object
relationship sets in. It is this kind of knowledge that people want.
Because the ordinary man stands as the empirical subject and is
incapable of thinking of anything beyond. Thus, when you say you
are happy, you are really not happy.
Similarly, when you know Atma, you stand as Atma or you are
Atma. But when you say so, your stand changes and you cease to
identify yourself with Atma. Still, Atma, as self-awareness, stands as
the background of even the saying of this.
Thus, self-awareness is the ground of awareness of objects. Even
when objects vanish, Awareness continues. In all the three states,
Awareness is the only principle that does not change or die out; and
Awareness is indivisible. Therefore it is this self-awareness itself that
appears as, or is the ground of, awareness of objects.
11th March 1959

1446. W HAT IS IT THAT MAKES THE DIVERSE WORLD APPEAR
AS A HOMOGENEOUS AND MEANINGFUL WHOLE ?
Answer: The nature of every little object is the nature of the whole
world as well. Therefore, let us take any one object – let us say a

book – as representative of the whole world, and examine it. The
book consists of chapters, a chapter consists of paragraphs, and a
paragraph consists of sentences. What is it that gives meaning to a
sentence? The truth of the sentence is applicable to the book as a
whole and to the world as well.
Now let us examine a sentence in detail. It consists of several
words, each independent and disconnected as such, but connected by
something beyond the mind. The word, likewise, consists of several
sounds – each in itself being independent, disconnected and
meaningless. But these different sounds are also connected by that
same principle which connected the different words in the sentence.
The sounds themselves appear as sounds as a result of the existence
of the connecting and lighting-up principle, and therefore the connecting
principle goes into the make of the sound.
Thus, the substance of the sound, and therefore of the world as
well, is that connecting and lighting-up principle – the Atma, also
called self-consciousness. Therefore, whenever you do anything or
understand anything, you are standing in your real nature. And when
you do not do anything or do not understand anything, then also you
are in your real nature. When exactly, then, are you not in your real
nature? Never. How then can worries torment you?
This truth is beautifully manifested in the chanting of the pranava
[the mantra ‘aum’]. During the chanting, the senses and mind are
arrested by the sound, which slowly vanishes into the inaudible.
Along with the sound, the mind also vanishes into its background,
one’s own real nature; and you are left there as Peace. Knowing well
this prakriya (process of enquiry) of sound, even if you pronounce
any other sound, you will see that you are left in your real nature.
Thus, even in activity, you are in your real nature; and in inactivity
also, you cannot be elsewhere.
Atma connects and lights up disconnected sounds. But it is the
ego that attributes particular meanings and limitations to words and
sentences. Therefore, a word is Consciousness to Atma, and a mere
object to the ego. Thus when you know a thing, you know yourself.
In other words, self-awareness is the ground of all knowledge or
experience.

1447. W HAT IS THE RELATION BETWEEN KNOWLEDGE AND
IGNORANCE ?
Answer: Both knowledge and ignorance are supposed to exist as

indeterminate, and to manifest themselves as determinate forms in
the waking and dream states. The indeterminate being the source of
the determinate, the former alone need be considered.
The indeterminate can never be understood through the subject-
object relationship, but only in identity. Everything known in identity
is the real ‘I’-principle, and therefore indeterminate knowledge and
indeterminate ignorance are one and the same as the real ‘I’.
Moreover, between knowledge and ignorance, knowledge has to
be relied upon, even to prove or disprove ignorance. But knowledge
never needs the help of anything else to establish itself. It is self-
luminous. Therefore knowledge alone is real, and ignorance is unreal.
Taking ignorance to be unreal, it would be ununderstandable to say
that indeterminate ignorance is real. Therefore it would be better to
say that ‘indeterminateness’ is Reality and ‘determinateness’ unreality.
Ignorance of a thing appears only in retrospect and never in the
present. It is posited in the past, only after perception of the object
concerned in the present. Therefore ignorance is never experienced
by anyone; and something which has never been experienced can
never be considered real.
18th March 1959

1448. W HY CAN ’ T THERE BE A SUBJECT BEYOND THE ‘I’ OR
THE ‘A TMA ’?
Answer: The ‘I’ or Atma – as the ultimate subject – does not know
that it knows, or that it is the subject. This ‘I’ or’ Atma’ refuses to be
objectified under all conditions, and therefore there cannot be
another subject knowing this.

28th March 1959
1449. H OW DOES DISCRIMINATION FUNCTION ?
Discrimination functions in two ways – through the head, where it is
called ‘buddhi-viveka’; and through the heart, where it is called
‘hridaya-viveka’.
Buddhi-viveka functions through the medium of the intellect, in
the realm of the phenomenal mind. As this function takes place in
duality, it is liable to all kinds of uncertainties and interpretations.
Hridaya-viveka functions through the medium of the heart. The
heart being nearer the inner being and duality in that realm being
indistinguishable, it is capable of over-riding buddhi-viveka. It points
straight to the beyond. If one had already had the direct experience of
non-duality before the Guru, he gets the same experience over again by
this. Frequent repetition of the same helps him to establish himself in
the real background.
1450. H OW TO VIEW DESIRES , SO AS TO MAKE THEM A HELP

TO SPIRITUAL ADVANCEMENT ?
Desire is always for an object, and its goal is happiness. Thus an

object is only the means, and happiness is the goal. The ignorant man
perceives and emphasizes only the means, namely objects, and
awaits happiness as a necessary corollary. One does not get enriched
by this sort of enjoyment of happiness.
But the spiritual aspirant takes an entirely different approach.
First, he understands from the Guru that Happiness – the goal of all
desires – is one’s own real nature; and he directs his attention to the
goal, even in the case of happiness which appears limited by objects.
He notes with satisfaction that the limited happiness expresses
itself not when the desired object is gained, but only after it is lost (or
forgotten). Therefore he is not disappointed like a layman, even
when the desired object is sometimes not obtained. This practice – of
emphasizing the disappearance of the object as the necessary prelude
to the expression of happiness – gradually helps him to cling to the
goal which is objectless Happiness, his own real nature.

Therefore desire, if viewed in the right perspective, is a great help to
one’s spiritual advancement. All the trouble creeps in only when the
ultimate goal is forgotten and the means itself considered as the goal.
‘Desire you may, but only don’t forget the goal.’
29th March 1959

1451. H OW TO VIEW THE DESCRIPTIONS OF THE FORM ,
EMBELLISHMENTS AND FEATURES OF PERSONAL GODS TO THE
BEST ADVANTAGE ?
Each item of the above, taken by itself, is distinct and separate from
all the rest; and the only connecting link between all these is the
permanent living background which is the essence of the deity itself.
If any such verse or description is read, chanted or meditated
upon, emphasizing the appearances alone, as is done ordinarily, you
are not enriched by that. On the other hand, if you do the same
exercise, emphasizing the living background connecting all these,
you transcend the appearances and reach the background yourself.
But this is not possible until you have heard the Truth from the
Guru and visualized your own background, the real nature. Thus, to
the jivan-mukta, all personal Gods, mythology and even history and
sciences are but sparks of the glory of one’s own real nature.
Even a hypothetical assumption of the existence of such a back-
ground, and the direction of the attention to that background, would
take one a long way towards obtaining a Karana-guru.

Some spiritual statements
of Shri Atmananda
A statement of the Guru helps you not when you take it,
but when you leave it.
(from note 529)
Related
to
note
number:
1.
3 Deep sleep is the key to the ultimate Truth.
Sleep knowingly.
2. Remembrance is forgetting.
3. I see Me where the ‘where’ is not

I see Me when the ‘when’ is not
I see Me when ‘I see me not.’
8. The absence of any objective perception, thought or feeling –

which is wrongly called ‘nothingness’ – is the svarupa [true
nature] of real, unconditioned Happiness.
The ajnyana [ignorance] of Truth is the jnyana [knowledge]
of objects.
9. Deep sleep is the touchstone of one’s real nature.
10. Mind as mind knows no peace, and mind at peace is no mind

at all.
13. To become a Jnyanin [Sage] means to become aware of what

you are already.
14. One should be equally alive in samadhi as well as in worldly

activity.
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15. You realize the moment you hear the Truth from the Guru.
16. That which was called ‘unknown’ is in the known as well and
is still unknown. It is the Reality itself.
18. All activities of the mind and body of the Sage are but
expressions of the Absolute, and therefore purposeless in
themselves; while the activity of the worldly man is purposeful
as a means of enjoyment.
19. You cannot express the Truth by word of mouth, by thought

or feeling. But the Truth expresses itself, in all these varied
activities.
20. All the world is my object, and I am the changeless subject.
21. Diversity is only in objects. Consciousness, which perceives

them all, is one and the same.
22. You come to real experience only by reducing either the

subject or the object into the ‘I’-principle.
25. Knowing or loving an object really means absorbing the

object into your own Self, thereby destroying all illusion and
separateness.
27. You cannot be liberated by knowing your sat [existence]

aspect alone; but your cit [consciousness] and ananda
[happiness] aspects have also to be known.
Reality can be expressed only by negative import, because it
is nameless and attributeless. But it expresses itself in all
names and forms.
28. To have deep peace and not to be disturbed from it, even for a
moment, is the end and aim of life.
29. You are always in perfect dispassion, and that in the most
natural and effortless manner.
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30. Atma-tattva [truth of self] is not something to be imported or
acquired; but it already is, as the real ‘I’-principle.
36. Realization is only here and now. Only know it and hold on
to it, till it becomes your natural state.
40. That alone is the real experience which never changes in all
the three states – waking, dream and deep sleep states, or the
physical, mental and transcendental states.
42. In every experience, the expression is the objective part,

which is changing; and the background is the subjective part,
which is the changeless Reality.
The test of every experience is to see whether it is strictly
subjective or objective.
43. The ‘I’-principle alone really lives and knows no death.

The Jnyanin alone really lives and knows he lives. His advice
to every man is: ‘Die, in order to live.’
46. Water does not flow.
47. Knowledge can know only knowledge.
54. Every man is a jivan-mukta [free within, while living as a

person in the world]; but he has only to know it.
55. The world and Atma [Self] are only apparent contradictions.
Whatever you assume yourself to be, so you will see outside
you.
56. Wealth without right discrimination may be an obstacle to

spiritual progress; but not otherwise.
66. Going beyond the existence and the non-existence of anatma

[objects], one reaches the Absolute.
67. Karma-sannyasa [renunciation] is the perfection of the

supposed passive principle in man; and karma-yoga (the
usual path of the householder) is the perfection of the active
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principle in man. But realization is beyond both passivity and
activity.
75. If you want misery, be a worldly man. If you want happiness,

be a spiritual man, understanding that happiness is in misery
as well.
76. Unity is the cause of diversity and not the other way about.
The ‘thing in itself’, the Reality, is beyond both diversity and
unity.
77. The ‘present’ is only a mere word representing an agreement

– so to say – between the past and the future, to provide a
common meeting ground for them.
78. After realization you may live apparently exactly as before;

but you will never be able to resist the reaction of the subjective
transformation you have undergone.
79. Knowledge that dawns on the subsidence of the ego can

never cease to be.
84. Realization consists in becoming deeply aware of the fact that

you have never been in bondage. Because realization can
never happen: it can never occur in time. To the question:
‘When shall I realize?’, the answer can only be: ‘When the
“when” dies.’
85. Realization is not a case of understanding at all, but of being

one with the Truth.
87. He who wants to get to the Truth does not crave for the
fulfilment of individual desires.
88. God remaining as God, creation as ordinarily conceived is

impossible.
89. Repentance is no road to progress.
92. The best way for the best living is to cling on to the living
alone, forgetting the ‘how’ and the ‘why’ of it completely.

96. In every question, you forget your real Self.
Every question brings with it its own answer.
98. You love your Guru for your true death, allowing your body
and mind to continue.
99. When Shiva is visualized as the ultimate Truth, the world

is reduced to a mere appearance – making Shiva’s title of
destroyership literally significant.
102. All names denote the right Absolute.
103. Science wants to establish oneness outside in objects

perceived. But Vedanta wants to establish oneness inside,
outside and everywhere.
106. When the thought that you are Atma, the Reality, becomes as
strong as your present thought that you are the body, then
alone are you free.
107. Worldly knowledge is nothing other than giving a name to the

unknown and dismissing it immediately from your mind.
112. Self-luminosity is the particular prerogative of Consciousness

alone. Just that same Consciousness is the light of lights.
Therefore, Consciousness is self-luminous.
If memory leaves you, you become an idiot in ignorance. But
become an idiot in the beyond and you are blessed.
Sleep away the whole world, clinging on to consciousness.
116. It is only when you consider things just as they appear, that
any problem arises.
117. It is he who has the ego present in him that does or does not
do. He who has destroyed the ego in him knows neither doing
nor non-doing.
120. You should never try to know that you are the knower. Your
knowership is objectless and can never be objectified.

Witnessing is silent awareness. Do not try to make it active in
any way.
121. Space begets objects, and objects beget space.
125. The disinterested witness alone enjoys the picture exhibited

for sale. Neither the vendor nor the vendee enjoys it.
134. Spirituality replaces the object by the subject.
142. No amount of effort, taken on your own part, can ever take
you to the Absolute.
144. The basic error is the false identification of the ‘I’-principle

with the body, senses or mind – each at a different time. This
is the pivot round which our worldly life revolves.
158. Diversity can be diversity only through Me, the ‘One’.
168. Personality rests with body, senses and mind. If you think
you are impersonal, if you feel you are impersonal and if you
act knowing that you are impersonal, you are impersonal.
182. Advaitic philosophy does not talk in terms of opposites. It

always means only what it says. When it says ‘It is not active’,
that does not mean ‘It is inactive.’
197. Negatives can never subsist independently, by themselves.

They want a positive something, as their background.
202. Desirelessness is the goal of all desires.
203. Beware of happiness in samadhi. Enjoy it if it comes unsought.

But never desire that happiness or court samadhi for that.
205. Ethics has always unselfishness as its goal. But witnesshood

takes you even further, and makes you selfless or egoless.
208. Visualization is there when the effect that is produced in seeing

is produced by depth of understanding.

219. The body does not exist, either when you stand separate from
the body, or when you think about the body.
226. Science starts upon the basic error of giving independent

existence to the world of objects, leaving the subject and the
thing nearest to it – the mind – to themselves. Science examines
only remoter things.
227. The Sage has both worldly and spiritual activities. To him
both are recreations each in relation to the other (on an equal
footing).
233. When you know a thing, the thing is covered by knowledge.

When you say you perceived an object, the object is not there
and you are not elsewhere.
243. The world is the manyness of the one. [Cattampi-svami]
251. A disciple need never bother himself about what the Guru is
doing for him. A disciple can never conceive or understand it,
in its real significance. You need only know that the Guru
takes you from the phenomenal to the Absolute.
255. Love becomes divine when personality is not emphasized.
259. In deep sleep, ‘I am I’; and I can never come out of it.
266. Mind and senses are but names of functions. Sat, cit and
ananda – when manifested – become life, thought and
feeling.
272. Action proceeds from inaction and inaction proceeds from

action. So both are non-existent as such. ‘All the world is
relative. I am the only Absolute.’
275. The past is past only in the present.
277. In your childhood you were a child in ignorance; but on

listening to the Truth from the lips of the Guru, you become a

‘child in knowledge’. So only a Sage can really be said to
have a second childhood.
282. Realization is the harmonious blending of the head and the

heart, in Peace.
288. Only if your knowledge of your own Self is correct, can you
hope to know anything else correctly.
Sat [existence] is that which is incapable of being even
thought of as non-existent. ‘I’ alone am the one such.
307. On listening to the Guru you realize the Truth, now and here.
You have only to cling on to it, in order to take it to then and
there.
308. A dream is no dream to the dreamer.
315. A Sage who has left his mortal coil can never be a Guru to a
new aspirant.
317. A thought about the Guru, just before any activity, brings the
living presence of the Guru to preside over the activity or to
illuminate the experience that follows.
319. If you can see the entire world – including your own body –
as only drishya or the ‘see-able’, you are free; and you have
accomplished what has to be accomplished.
For the ignorant man ‘ignorance of consciousness’ covers up
the object. But, for the Sage, ‘Knowledge’ covers it up.
320. It is in and through Me that all activities take place. But the
mistake is made in the attempt to objectify that non-doer self
and its experiences.
323. Beauty is personalized when you perceive it. But, in itself,

‘beauty’ is an expression of the Absolute. It is harmony itself
and is not perceivable.
Knowledge (in the relative sphere) is becoming one with
another with one’s intellect.

Love is becoming one with another with one’s whole being.
So love is relatively deeper. Deeper knowledge is love.
Direct perception is silent knowing.
327. Man alone, of all living beings, exists and knows he exists.
329. From inactivity (even of nirvikalpa samadhi) you cannot get

to the beyond without something active coming to your help.
But from the active sphere (the waking state), you can rise
straight to the Ultimate, merely by understanding it aright.
335. You can be really good only on reaching the ultimate Truth,
when even the ‘good’ loses its ‘goodness’ and becomes
transformed into that ultimate Truth.
336. Children have to be educated at School on ‘avidya’ [‘false

learning’] relating to varied subjects, and at home on ‘vidya’
[‘true learning’] regarding the ‘I’-principle, the permanent
background of all that is taught at school.
337. Memory is double edged. It is a thought like any other thought,

and it is a cheat, outright.
339. Misunderstanding cannot know understanding. But, on the

contrary, understanding alone can know misunderstanding.
When understanding begins to know misunderstanding, that
misunderstanding becomes understanding itself.
342. Each sense organ perceives only itself. Knowledge can know
only knowledge. And love can love only love. In short, the
instrument utilized is itself perceived by the instrument. So
also, you see only yourself in others.
348. As long as you attach an attribute to God, He remains only as

a mental concept; and together with the attribute it becomes a
percept.
357. Language is the art of concealing thought, and thought is the

art of concealing Truth. Transcending or giving up language

and thought together with their samskaras, you reach the
Truth direct.
Bondage is the conviction that the object remains over, after
every experience of knowledge or Peace. Liberation is the
conviction that not even a trace of the object remains over,
after every such experience.
362. ‘I am’ is the source and the end of all experiences, devoid of
the experiencer and the experienced.
363. Every activity is recorded in knowledge, your real nature,

before another activity commences.
364. Vital energy (prana), seeing, hearing, touching, tasting,

smelling, thinking etc. are all verbal nouns.
367. The vedantin alone is the real communist. He clings to his

ideal steadfastly, and establishes it unquestionably in the
ultimate Reality, the ‘I’-principle.
374. A thing can prove the existence of nothing other than itself.
Sensations can prove the existence of sensations alone.
So you also can prove only yourself.
377. The general can well be said to be in the particular; but the
particular can never be in the general.
378. The deluge [pralaya – cosmic dissolution into unmanifested

causal potency] is the last refuge after the misguided search,
through the cosmological path; for the cause of the objective
world.
379. Mantra is a harmonious sound or group of sounds, with or

without an intelligible surface meaning, but capable of creating
and applying some definite and potential energy if properly
uttered.
391. If, when you think of consciousness, the ‘I’-thought comes in

spontaneously and vice versa, then you are free. And if, when

you think of the body, the ‘I’-thought comes in spontaneously
and vice versa, then you are bound.
396. Real art is that which sets its expression in perfect tune with
the external harmony in diversity, without doing the slightest
violence to the inner harmony which is the absolute Reality
itself.
404. Vedanta dispossesses one completely of his phenomenal

address.
408. The ‘I’-principle is the only concrete thing, and all else is but
illusion.
410. Jiva [the personal ego] is he who thinks or feels; and Atma
[the real self] is he who knows both these activities (and is no
‘he’ in fact).
413. To get to perfection, the ignorant man has completely to

reverse his perspective of the world.
419. Realization is nothing but shifting the centre of gravity or

emphasis from the object to the subject in every perception.
420. You have to give up all that you deem to possess, before you
are let into the ultimate Truth.
426. You have to gain liberation only from the appendages:

namely body, senses and mind. The officer is an appendage
of the man, who is relatively the witness of the officer.
441. Renunciation, instead of proving the unreality of the world of

objects, makes it more real and frightful; though you may
gain temporary relief by being kept away from parts of it.
444. A ‘smile’ has the aroma of consciousness in it, and therefore

it must naturally turn the attention of the aspirant towards the
impersonal.

450. If only you observe and recognize impartially and without
prejudice all that you may do as a layman, you shall stand
established in your centre by that and that alone.
451. In the ‘you’, the ‘I’ is always present. But in the ‘I’, the ‘you’
is not present.
452. A householder Sage is inwardly a perfect sannyasin [i.e. a

complete renouncer], and outwardly a man of the world.
The Sage has renounced his life completely, but has kindly
permitted ‘life’ to cling to Truth for the time being, to be
dismissed without notice whenever he chooses.
The Sage is always in the world, but not of it. You should also
learn to live in the same manner.
458. The best way to do charity is to do it and forget all about it

immediately.
459. Worship of God ensures the pleasures of heaven (drishta-

phala-sadhya). But worship of the Guru ensures permanent
happiness (including the former if desired, though in fact they
are never desired – drishtadrishta-phala-sadhya).
464. The ultimate ideal is not ‘not to see’ when objects appear, but
to be deeply convinced that the Reality is far beyond both
seeing and not-seeing by the senses.
470. Vedanta is verily a spiritual ‘atom bomb’; and it is no wonder

that the intellectuals cautiously avoid it, for fear of blunder-
ing into the Right.
You are the only noumenon, everything else – from the
intellect down to the body – being the phenomenon.
477. Reality alone has the right to come into your mind unbidden;
because that is the subject and the Reality.
481. If you lose yourself in any action, that action will be the most
successful.

486. ‘One in the one is not one.’ An individual who has reached
the Ultimate no longer remains an individual.
488. God, as he is ordinarily conceived, is the highest manifestation

of the human mind.
493. The best time for meditation (if necessary) is at waking from
deep sleep, but before becoming fully awake to the world.
494. Nature works normally and regularly. Your sadhana should

never be pitched against or contrary to the current of nature.
495. The ignorant man and the vedantin each consider the other a
lunatic. But the vedantin’s so called ‘lunacy’ is the real Truth
and the greatest boon to this world.
499. When the world is shining, ‘I am I-ing.’
501. When it is seen that diversity springs from Me [the one

undefinable], no diversity remains and therefore it cannot
affect Me.
517. I am static and dynamic simultaneously. Or better still, I

transcend them both.
522. Absorption is the process by which the subject and the object
become one in the ‘I’-principle.
The real grace of the Absolute is in having endowed us with
the two simple instruments of consciousness and happiness,
for the specific purpose of absorbing everything into our-
selves by knowledge and love.
524. Since the world proves you, the world may well be said to be
a witness.
526. You have a physical life and a mental life, but you rarely
know you have a Self life or an atmic life.
529. A statement of mine helps you not when you take it but when
you leave it.

531. Orders of the Guru, as originating from the ultimate Reality
itself, are imperative commands and have to be obeyed
literally.
536. The establishment of the disciple in the ultimate Truth is the

greatest, the fittest and the only dakshina (offering) one can
humbly place at the feet of one’s Guru for the invaluable
services rendered by him.
540. There was no violence in Lord Krishna’s advice to Arjuna to

fight; because Arjuna was already deprived of his sense of
enjoyership and doership, which alone make action binding.
544. I am the world not by my becoming the world, but by the

world becoming myself.
546. Truth is transmitted neither through language nor through

samadhi [meditative absorption]. Both of them only destroy
variety and point to the Truth. Between the two, language is
preferable by far, because it retains the power of initiative
and discrimination which are lost to the one in samadhi.
Discrimination alone can lead you beyond.
556. The one thought which is the permanent background of all

thoughts is: ‘I am.’ Usually this background thought gets to be
forgotten, and immediately a plurality of thoughts come in.
This plurality is what is called ‘time’.
557. The effect is the cause of the cause.
561. When anything other than consciousness is added on to the

real ‘I’-principle, you become the personal or jiva.
562. Visualization by mere thought is possible only with regard to

Atma, the Reality. With regard to nothing else is it possible.
567. The non-existence of the non-existent is existence itself. The

existence of the non-existent disproves non-existence.

569. Self-forgetfulness is the cause of the creation of the world,
and self-remembrance or withdrawal to the Self is the
destruction of the world.
571. All paradoxes are dissolved in the Sage.
576. When you are asked what you are, if the answer comes
spontaneously to your mind ‘I am pure Consciousness’, you
may be said to have reached the natural state.
577. Religions teach you to love others at the physical and mental
levels. But Vedanta teaches you to become that love, pure
and impersonal, beyond the mind’s level.
580. Let the one who has the complaint come forward. Why
should you voice forth others’ complaints and worry about it?
If you want to know anything subjective, you must never
refer to anything in the objective world.
582. You had been enamoured of the pot. The Guru has been
showing you that it is nothing but earth, without doing the
least violence to the pot.
583. A jivan-mukta who is established in the Absolute does not

seek to be conspicuous in any phase of his apparent life.
Jivan-muktas of the traditional path even dread such recogni-
tion.
584. We see harmony in this world only on rare occasions and that
too only superficially. But the Sage sees the same harmony
always and everywhere, nay even in apparent misery and dis-
cord.
590. Memory merges the past into the present; and the present,
when examined minutely, disappears altogether.
591. It is not you who see the world. It is the illusion of the
apparent ‘I’ seeing the illusion of the world. What does it
matter to you?

593. Misery depends upon diversity or objects for its very existence,
and very often it bursts out into vociferous violence.
599. Sleep involuntarily and you will be taken to the ignorant

man’s deep sleep. Sleep voluntarily and you will be taken to
nirvikalpa samadhi. Sleep knowingly and you will be taken
right to your real nature (your own natural state) beyond all
samadhi.
604. Be unqualified and you are free.
605. What is not conceivable, not knowable and about which you
are deeply convinced, that is the Reality. That you are.
612. The shifting of emphasis, from the objective to the subjective

part of your activities, is alone necessary to establish you in
the Reality.
622. Tears of soft divine emotion are the panacea for all yogic ills.
629. Admitting that shastras came from jnyana [knowledge] and

not the other way about, the shastras can well be dispensed
with, provided that a personification of jnyana as a Karana-
guru is available to lead you.
638. You need not and cannot know the Guru. If you know the
Guru or if you do not know the Guru, in either case you
cannot become a disciple. So you had better accept him when
you feel you must.
640. Sense objects tie you down to the world. But when you come
into ‘contact’ with a Sage, you get tied down to the Ultimate.
You can be relieved from the former bondage; but there is no
escape from the latter.
641. Looking at the Guru’s body is like trying to catch the figure
on a silver screen. All of your preconceived standards and
expectations regarding it fail.

643. Memory is the last link in the life of an individual, binding
him to the world.
If you have seen, you cannot rightly remember; because
the rememberer is different from the see-er.
645. When personality comes into the impersonal it is bondage.

When personality merges in the impersonal it is liberation.
648. Time is the fourth dimension, according to the vedantin.
650. In the world, every question only multiplies diversity.
653. Time strives hard in this world not to connect events, but to
disintegrate them and to establish diversity.
654. Knowledge uninterrupted is Consciousness, and Happiness

uninterrupted is Peace. Happiness is the first ebullition or
sensation of Peace.
655. Liberation is not an escape from bondage. Both are express-

ions of the real freedom, the former discovering and the
latter covering your real nature.
657. It is only the expressed in the expression that makes you

covet the expression.
658. Neither the question nor the answer really enriches you. But
the level at which both of them emerge is beyond the relative.
Be there and you are free.
661. True religion is that which binds you to the background, the
Reality. ‘Re’ = background, and ‘lega’ = binds.
664. Suicide is prompted by misery and desperation, along with

your want of boldness to face and overcome them.
665. ‘A sincere atheist is much nearer the Truth than a superstitious

and indifferent bhakta [devotee].’

669. Let the mind be asleep to the whole world and wakeful to the
real ‘I’.
671. The personal in man usurping what really belongs to the

impersonal is called ‘spiritual larceny’.
674. ‘That which spoke to you will always be there to help you,
and that which spoke to you should always be loved.’
679. Spirituality is not the monopoly of any nation or country. In

my opinion, Shakespeare was a ‘realized soul’ (in the language
of the West), or a ‘jivan-mukta’ (in the language of India).
687. Sages as well as sadhakas of all types radiate around them the
flavour of their experiences.
690. The result can be perfect only if the Perfect is engaged in it.
691. The impersonal is not connected with the personal; but the
personal is connected with the impersonal.
692. The path to the Ultimate lies from the changing, through the
changeless, to the beyond.
697. You become a true disciple only at the highest level, when
your personality vanishes and you stand as the impersonal
Truth. Then there is no duality of any kind, like the Guru or
disciple or relationship.
When you say, see or think that you are a disciple, you are a
witness to the discipleship and not a disciple.
699. Your slavery to the body, senses and mind is dissolved only
in the alchemy of your love for the free – the Guru.
Freedom is the surrender of slavery at the feet of the Guru –
the Absolute.
705. The easiest way to understand the Sage is to direct your mind
to your deep sleep. The Sage is there.
The Sage is deep sleep as it is rightly understood.

713. So far as the disciple is concerned the Guru is the light that
first lights up even the Reality.
714. You realize not by renouncing the world, nor by allowing the
world to be; but by taking note of the fact that you are always
standing as that Truth.
717. Liberation is complete only when you come to be liberated

from liberation as well.
721. The only clue given to us by the unseen, to understand one’s

own real nature, is the ‘deep sleep state’. That alone is ours in
fact.
738. Human effort consists in creating bondage for oneself, clinging

fast to it, and wanting to become free without giving up bondage
itself.
745. In talking about the Truth, you (the ego) must cease to talk,
and allow Truth (the real Self) to talk or express itself in its
own language.
752. Deep sleep is the most important part of your life; and it saves
you from going mad.
756. Knowledge without object is wisdom.
761. To the individual soul (the ego), everything is outside. To God,

everything is inside. To the Sage or Jnyanin, there is neither
inside nor outside. He is beyond both.
765. The intellect is given to man only to measure the variety in

the world.
766. ‘I am Peace; if only because my Guru has said so’, says

Shri Shankara.
778. If happiness assumes the form of riches, just that gives rise to
bondage.
If riches assume the form of happiness, it results in liberation.

781. You may delightfully say anything, but not take delight in
saying anything.
788. Your revilers are your real friends and your flatterers your
enemies.
796. Everything other than your real nature, the Self, is a dream,
800. Real sannyasa [renunciation] is the surrender of your sense of

separateness from the Reality, to that Reality itself.
803. Work is a hindrance to spirituality if the ego is present, and a

help if the ego is absent.
805. By standing as the witness, you establish yourself in the unity

in diversity.
806. See to it that both ends of your sleep are saturated with the
thought of your real nature, your native home.
815. The mind and intellect only cleanse the road and pave the
way for the royal procession of the heart to the Ultimate.
816. The mind is the father of all illusion.
817. When a Sage remembers, the memory is non-responsible and

purely objective, while in the case of the ordinary man it is all
subjective.
818. Law deals with logic. So someone who takes to law has a
good chance of rising to higher logic, leading to the Truth.
The Truth is sublime logic or higher reason itself.
820. Death is liberation, provided it is the ultimate death, even of

the samskaras [personal conditionings].
Real death is a shift of your centre from the ego to the witness.
821. Attributing reality to the body is the most meaningless of all

acts, and the conception of society is only an offshoot of this

error. Take your stand in the ultimate subject before examining
any object.
822. Liberation is not merely going beyond birth and death, but it
is going beyond the delusion of birth and death.
823. When I am there as the object, I am not here in the body.
830. It is the ‘living-ness’ you transmit to an instrument that really

makes it work.
832. Words speak in a child; ideas in a man; and Truth speaks in a

Sage.
833. It is not happiness from objects or happiness in passivity that

is to be shunned, but it is only the wrong notion about one’s
own real nature that is to be really shunned and destroyed.
The enjoyership does not die even in samadhi.
834. Learning is darkness, and knowledge is light. Learning that

pertains only to objects of ignorance, of course sharpens the
intellect and accumulates information; but you do not get a
ray of light from all that.
In the light of knowledge, all learning disappears as illusion.
837. When you stand as body, you are a jiva [a personal ego].
When you stand as mind, you are God. When you stand as
Truth, beyond both body and mind, you are a jivan-mukta
(the Absolute).
You throw away the body by simply becoming aware of it.
838. Samskaras [conditioned habits] are the only impediments to

spirituality. Arguments are used only to expel samskaras.
Otherwise the samskaras safely lurk at the back and create
havoc.
839. The root cause of all misunderstanding is the misuse of the

generic name for the particular.

841. Purity is getting away from all that is extraneous to your real
nature.
842. Unless you see inwardly, you cannot see outwardly either.
The one is a corollary of the other.
844. Association with objects makes one bad. Association with the
‘I’-principle makes one good.
845. Realization is becoming alive to the fact that one is free.
849. Consciousness illuminates objects at a distance. It destroys

objects on contact.
853. Duality is the parent of fear; and the witness thought is the
surest panacea for all ills.
865. The ego never sees the light, though he always uses light. But
the Sage sees that light alone (the most vital part) in every
perception.
No human being has ever reached the Ultimate.
866. Art is an attempt to express the inner harmony of the ultimate

Reality, through the outer harmony created by the senses and
the mind.
868. The goal of all activity is to make you lonely.

There is fear only when there is duality.
874. Samskaras are habit-channels of thought, or dormant tendencies.
877. You begin to love your Guru only when that which was given
by the Guru is accepted wholly by you.
879. Not seeing the Reality, or forgetting the Self, is sleep. Seeing
the Reality, or visualizing the Self, is real waking. And to be
really awake is not to wake with sense organs and mind, but
with Consciousness. The present waking state is only a sleep
or a dream.

881. The mind becomes pure only by its own death. The attempt
to purify the mind by any amount of other effort is futile.
882. The sahaja state is the state where you maintain that certainty
or deep-rooted conviction that you never leave your real
nature of Consciousness and Peace.
884. Knowing, becoming and being the Reality are the three distinct
stages in the course of progress to the Ultimate.
886. The purpose of life is to know the Truth and to be it. You can
never be happy; you can only be happiness.
888. The Sage is the principle upon which all opposites and
paradoxes appear and disappear.
889. If you really love another, you lose yourself in the other.
895. Your life-eternal is ego’s death – eternal. True life begins when
the ego dies and Consciousness dawns.
896. Things, both by their presence and by their absence, affect you
and hide the Truth from you.
902. A means, which is an illusion, is first adopted from the relative

sphere which is all illusion. But reaching the goal when you
look back you find that the ‘world illusion’ has disappeared
and the ‘means-illusion’ along with it, leaving you all alone
in your own glory.
904. Recognition is an acceptance of the fact of Truth. Repetition

of it makes recognition deeper and deeper.
Recognition, remembrance and hope are the three props that
maintain the continuity of individual life.
906. It is not the witness as such which matters, but it is only that
which appeared as the witness that really matters.
907. You see diversity, because you are diversity yourself.

909. You are given a name to show that you, in yourself, are a
changeless principle.
913. You are in the right line of thinking if it takes you to the
witness direct.
The real test of the right line of thinking is whether it takes
you to the witness.
914. The ignorant man does not experience anything other than the
body and is blissfully ignorant of the ‘I’-principle. The Sage
does not experience anything other than the ‘I’-principle and
knows the body to be only an illusion.
The ordinary man does not experience anything except as a
body, and the Sage does not experience anything except as
917. The vanishing of subject-object relationship is the experience

of love.
‘Love all’ is a glorious ideal accepted by the world and the
vedantin alike; but their implementations differ. The humani-
tarian worker emphasizes the ‘all’, and misses the happiness.
But the vedantin emphasizes love (happiness) – his own nature
– and misses the ‘all’, which is but an empty word and an
illusion.
918. The thought that certain things are obstacles to spirituality is

itself the first obstacle.
922. All rules of conduct on the spiritual path lead you to the Sage
(Truth), and automatically get dissolved in his presence. So
rules humbly follow the Sage and never dare to overtake him.
931. Time is the arch-deceiver of all. you rely It is on him that

you rely, to establish the world and its religions.
932. By ‘liberation’, you seek your own individuality, which is

that changeless principle in you.

933. The ‘I’-principle has no activity, because it has neither organs
nor mind. But it is not dead either. It is ever-present and it is
from it that everything else gets light.
935. The witness perceives only the material part of the activity,
and never its consciousness part.
936. Your search for the Truth should always be a descent from
Atma to the world.
937. If the ego does not come in to interfere, indolence is the

Reality itself.
940. Desire for liberation or Truth is not the function of the ego,
but is the expression of the ‘being’ in you.
If one says sincerely that he takes a delight in being bound,
surely he is liberated.
944. The word of the Guru is the highest proof to a disciple. ‘I am

not the jiva. By the word of my Guru, I am Peace ultimate.’
(Shri Shankara)
946. If deep sleep loses its sense of objectivity and becomes

subjective, you are free.
948. A percept is that which is perceived. If you emphasize the

‘that’ part of it, the percept becomes ‘that’ and ceases to be a
percept.
952. Aristotle says that man is a social animal and abhors solitude.
But I say: ‘Man is always in solitude and can never be
otherwise.’
Witnessing is disinterested perception.
955. Your real nature is renunciation itself.

Real renunciation is the giving up of doership and enjoyer-
ship from all your activities.

962. Reality is that principle which denies everything else, but
cannot deny existence to itself.
963. The jivan-mukta is a living commentary of the Truth you have

visualized.
964. Nobody worships the idol, and nobody worships without an

idol.
967. Variety is madness. See the unity (witness) behind the variety
and you transcend madness. Be the knower and you are sane
and free.
971. It is said that a devotee goes into samadhi with tears in his
eyes and that a Jnyanin comes out of samadhi with tears in
his eyes. But I say that this is not yet the whole truth. One can
very well both go into and come out of samadhi with tears in
his eyes. And this is definitely higher than the former experi-
ences.
972. It is only the ignorant man, who had not the good fortune to
be blessed by a living Sage (Guru), that usually takes to the
shastras somewhat helplessly.
The ultimate purpose of all shastras is only to give an indirect
idea about the Truth, and above all to impress upon the
aspirant the supreme necessity of the help of a Karana-guru
for the attainment of the Truth.
979. Pleasure is a sigh of relief after a course of pain, and it is a

prelude to the state of Peace. But it is often mistaken for Peace
itself.
980. The body is the cell in which both the Sage and the ignorant
man seem to rest – one feeling free, and the other bound.
991. You know yourself when there is neither something nor

nothing to be known.
996. Worldly knowledge expires in enjoyment; enjoyment expires

in becoming; and becoming expires in being.

1004. Ahankara [ego] is the sense of one’s separateness from all
else.
1009. In all phenomenal teaching, it is the ‘his’ that is transmitted

and that only in parts. But in spiritual teaching it is always the
‘he’ that is transmitted in full.
The Guru’s form is the only object in the world which, if
deeply contemplated upon, takes you directly to the real subject
– the Reality.
1017. The higher reason comes into play when you want to know
something beyond the experience of body, senses and mind.
1020. Phenomenal knowledge is the inherent ‘knowingness’ within

you, coming out occasionally through the mind or senses.
1027. The light in the mentation knowledge is itself the witness.
1029. Of course the witness, as such, has a small taint which is

neither detrimental nor instrumental to the visualization of
the Truth. But the Reality can easily be visualized through the
method of the witness.
1032. The world of forms is never the cause of bondage. It is the

world of names alone that binds you.
1037. The only moment I really live is when I direct my attention to

my real nature, the right Absolute.
1042. Consciousness is in greater evidence in the absence of the

object than in the presence of the same.
1053. The higher reason is a supra-rational instrument of thought,

and its function cannot rightly be called thinking.
1056. ‘I am realizing myself in all of you, when I am talking to you

about the Truth; and you are realizing yourself in me, when
you are understanding what I say.’
1058. When the heart is full, the tongue refuses to speak.

Beyond subject-object relationship, to know is to be.
1059. That alone is the real sadhana which removes the ills of all
the three states.
1061. The Guru is addressing the Guru in the disciple. But you
should never contemplate oneness with the Guru, in any
manner.
Truth, feeling that it is not the Truth (the disciple), is taught
by the Truth which knows that it is the Truth (the Guru).
1069. To forget oneself completely, in knowing the Truth, is to know

it with one’s whole being.
1071. Any knowledge apparently limited, if understood without

reference to the object, is knowledge absolute (Truth itself).
1076. If you want to remove the suffering alone and retain the
sufferer, it is never possible; because the suffering and the
sufferer always appear and disappear simultaneously.
1080. There cannot be degrees in Reality.
1090. Surrender is no surrender, in the strict sense of the term, if you

happen even to remember the fact that you have surrendered.
1093. The state of complete identity with non-dual Atma, as a result

of discrimination and negation of phenomena, is the vedantic
concept of samadhi.
1099. Vidya-vritti [higher reason] is the fire that burns the forest of
illusions (ignorance).
1103. When you come to real poetry, it transcends imagination and

all ideation. That is the Reality.
1108. A life of placid enjoyment is inimical to you, if you are given

to serious thinking on any serious subject, and much more so
when that thinking is spiritual.

1110. ‘The exercise of discrimination and reason alone can destroy
your samskaras [conditioned tendencies] and take you to the
Truth. But the method of using them is to be obtained from
the Guru.’ [Shri Gaudapada]
The exercise of the higher reason alone can destroy one’s
innate tendencies and lead one to the Goal.
1114. An ornament is an ornament only by convention; but actually

it is only gold.
The object of Vedanta is not to help you ‘not to perceive the
appearance’; but rather to help you to see the essence, even
when perceiving the appearance through the senses.
1119. Vedanta is the unfoldment of one’s own real nature (the

Truth), from the lowest level to the highest.
Reality is positive in form but negative in meaning. When I
say, ‘It is existence’, I mean only that it is not non-existence.
1120. Higher reason is that supra-intellectual organon present in all

human beings, which begins to function only when the aspir-
ant tries to understand something beyond the mind.
1121. The devotee of the Guru should never forget that objects or
persons of whatever relationship to the Guru should be utilized
only to draw his attention to the Guru. Otherwise, they should
be dismissed summarily.
1127. Truth is the text; and the world, senses and mind are the
commentaries thereof.
1128. If I claim to be anything, that must be with me wherever I go.
1131. The teacher and the disciple both stand depersonalized when
the Truth is expounded by the teacher and understood by the
disciple.
1134. The world ties you down by its presence here. The world ties
you down by its non-existence or absence in samadhi. You
must transcend both in order to reach the Truth.

1135. The teacher shows the disciple that he too is perfect, and
there the teaching ends.
1139. The only sadhana that the higher jnyana shastras ask the
earnest aspirant to undertake is: ‘Listen, listen, listen to the
words of the Guru, and contemplate nothing.’
1142. Realization is seeing things in the right perspective, knowing

yourself first.
1144. Ferrier, the French Philosopher, has said: ‘Apprehension of

the perception of matter is the subject of metaphysics.’ But I
say it is not the subject, but only the beginning of metaphysics.
1147. The states [of waking, dream and deep sleep] are the key to
the Reality, as expounded by Vedanta.
1152. Causality as a law has the advantage of taking you from

diversity to unity, but not beyond.
1153. The certitude that you are that changeless, self-luminous

principle is liberation; and that conviction that you are bound
is bondage.
1158. There is no perception either in deep ignorance or in pure

Consciousness, either in darkness or in dazzling light. In dim
light alone, objects seem to appear.
1159. If you achieve that degree of identification with the light of

knowledge as you had with body in the waking state, there is
nothing more to be achieved.
1167. The ‘is’-ness goes beyond life and death and lights up both. It
is from this ‘is’-ness that all life flows.
1169. You must give up freedom in order to be really free.
1170. The ‘is’ is nearer the Truth than that which is.
1172. Sleep is neither an action nor non-action. There is no ego in

sleeping, and there can never be a sleeper.

1176. It is often a sweet recreation and delight for an established
Sage to expatiate upon Truth with arguments and illustrations,
or to talk with tears about devotees and their personal gods.
1177. The disciples, from their own standpoint, have a Guru. But
the Guru, from his own standpoint, has no disciples. He is
beyond duality and unity.
1179. It may generally be said that one gets enlightened through the
head, and gets established in the Truth through the heart.
1183. That by which you consider deep sleep to be an unconscious

state, while Consciousness reigns in all its purity there, is
avarana [obscuring].
1184. Waking is reality to both the ignorant man and a Sage. To the
ignorant man, waking means waking to the gross world; and
to the Sage, waking is waking to his own real nature.
1190. You are thought or feeling, devoid of the characteristics of

thought or feeling.
1196. If you can bring something from deep sleep to bear upon the
waking state, certainly the pains of the waking state will be
relieved considerably here itself.
1209. It is not the vital experience itself that really enlightens one,
but it is the correct understanding of its significance.
A wrong and an objective interpretation, even of nirvikalpa
samadhi after the event, posits the ego there retrospectively.
1225. Appearance can never merge in anything else. The non-

existent snake can never be said to merge in the rope. [Shri
Gaudapada]
1230. All religions serve human tastes and ignorantly multiply

differences. But Vedanta alone serves changeless Truth and
reconciles all differences, without exception.

Where no two religions, mystics, yogins, scientists or philos-
ophers agree in their own spheres, no two Sages have ever
disagreed about the nature of the ultimate Truth.
1231. Awareness cognizes ideas and co-ordinates the states.
1235. There can be no bridge between the relative world and

the Absolute; because they are in two distinct and separate
planes or levels. (But still, the disciple of a Karana-guru can
never deny his own experience that the apparent person of the
Guru serves as the safest and the surest bridge to the Truth.)
1244. Rely upon your own higher reason (discrimination) in the

light of changelessness and self-luminosity to establish the
ultimate Truth. (Shri Gaudapada and Shri Shankara both
assert that it is a ‘slave mentality’ to rely upon any scripture
or other authority for the purpose.)
1245. It is best to see the pot to be nothing but earth, even when the
pot remains as pot. It can also be seen to be only earth by
destroying the pot as such. But the second method is rather
crude and childish.
1251. A jivan-mukta does not destroy the states, but only illumines
them and understands them to be nothing other than the real
Self.
1259. To the intellectual the Guru is always an ‘enigma’.
1261. One goes to a Guru to get beyond the ‘why’, and then the
question disappears.
1263. Man is both the spectator and the actor in the drama of life.
The spectator is real, but the actor is unreal.
1264. The so-called unconditionedness is also a limitation and this

is called ‘samadhi’. Truth is still beyond.
1265. Knowing and loving come in as a result of your not wanting

to be separated from the ‘thing’.

1266. With the change of state, the field of reference also changes
completely.
1267. It is appearance that goes into the make of disappearance. So

disappearance appears.
1268. Ordinary illusions have at least a momentary existence in the

mental level. But the ego has not even that.
You stray away from knowledge, to the object known; and
that is the ego.
1271. Truth is of the nature of differencelessness, and is only one

and self-luminous.
1276. If the ego takes leave of you in the course of an activity, it

takes you straight to pure love.
1277. ‘Being’ is being and is independent of its opposite, non-being.

Non-being can exist only on being. But being can exist all
alone.
1281. Vicara-marga (the direct path) is the removal of untruth by

arguments, leaving over the Truth absolute as the real Self.
1282. You are not a man, when you know that you are a man.
It is wrong to say that you know pain.
1285. In the relative level, the ego loses itself in the object; but in
the absolute level, you make the object lose itself in you.
1286. The deep sleep state is always in the past.
1287. Indeterminate ignorance is also the Reality.
1288. It is thought and speech alone that obscure the Reality.

Do not try to objectify Reality. The yogin tries to objectify
what refuses to be objectified.
1289. The knowing act is the last act or link in the chain of any
activity. There is nothing else to know it.

The last knowing act, without itself being known, is non-
empirical and is the ultimate Reality.
1290. In deep sleep, the concept of general ignorance is destroyed,

in order to show your real nature.
Ignorant knowledge is giving reality to objects, forgetting its
essence – knowledge.
Here, in the waking state, your ignorant knowledge is destroyed
by the Guru, to show that you are the transcendental.
1291. The ‘all’ (in all-knowingness) is only one object, just like any
other object.
1295. The right form of Guru-thought is that ‘The Guru is in me.’

By this thought, the Ultimate will gradually devour the ‘me’
and leave one as the ultimate Truth.
The wrong form is that ‘I am the Guru.’ This thought is
strictly forbidden; because, by that, the Ultimate is lost sight
of and the apparent ‘I’ (the ego) gains in strength.
1297. You separate yourself from thought or feeling, and that is life.
Whenever mind functions, you are spatializing the Absolute.
1300. The very mention of one’s age proves that one is changeless,
at that period of time. Therefore one is changeless through all
time.
That which appears on ‘Me’ is life.
That which gets separated from ‘Me’ is death.
Looked at from a deeper level, even death forms part of life.
1301. Every mentation is egoless, at the moment it occurs.
1302. ‘If you but open your mouth, advaita [non-duality] is gone.’
1303. Memory is past, and memory is about the past.
1304. You need only to allow Truth to come in uncalled, whenever

you happen to forget Truth in the midst of activities.

1306. Objectivity, in any form, is the only obstacle to Truth.
The object is an object on account of you.
1307. A real Sage disowns everything, while most great men own
some things if not many.
1310. God is only a concept, though the highest the human mind
can make. But you are not a concept.
1311. Beware of promises, pleasures and powers achieved or even

anticipated. All these seduce you from the Truth.
1313. It is only the snake [illusion] that gets transformed into the
rope [reality], and not the other way round.
1316. One can be said to be perfectly healthy in body and mind

only if no part of the body or mind makes itself felt. You know
that you have a head only when it aches.
When you really know a thing, you stand identified with that
thing. But when you say you know, actually you do not know.
1319. The ‘I’-principle or Awareness is the real revelation – the

revelation of the three states.
The subject is constitutive of the object.
The moment you perceive and know the object, the object
abolishes itself (disappears by self-sacrifice) and reveals the
Awareness.
The very word ‘appears’ signifies Awareness: and just that
Awareness is my real nature.
To become aware of the fact that I am birthless and deathless
is real liberation.
To get established in that certitude is jivan-mukti.
1322. Religion, scholasticism, yoga, devotion etc. can never by

themselves take you to the Truth.

The totality of one’s experiences consists in the three states,
together with the most important factor ‘Awareness’ standing
out of the states.
The Awareness is the witness or knower of the appearance
and disappearance of the states and also of the content of
each state.
1323. Theory is speculative thought or mere supposition existing

only in the realm of the mind, in order to explain something
in the phenomenal.
Practice is that which brings thoughts to the body level. Truth
is beyond theory and practice.
If you begin to theorize or practise Truth, it ceases to be the
Truth as such. Is ‘I am’ a theory?
Even thinking or meditation distances the ‘I’ from you. So
you are asked only to repeat what you are, and not to think or
meditate.
The knowledge of the ‘I’-principle is experiential knowledge,
and even ‘Consciousness’ may be called theory.
1324. Without the ‘I’ (aham) being there, there can never be the
‘this’ (idam).
So the ‘this’ is nothing other than the Truth (the svarupa of
the ‘I’).
The ‘I’ is known only in identity.
The generic of anything is neither space-limited nor time-
limited.
The known, when it is known, ceases to be known, abolishing
itself as known.
1325. The Sage does not elevate his disciples through tattvopadesha
alone, but by a variety of activities and inactivity.
1327. The last of a series of acts, without itself being known, is the
subject.

1328. Even in the so-called phenomenal knowledge, it is knowledge
in identity that obtains.
1333. Knowledge unites, in being or in identity.

Thinking separates, in subject-object relationship.
1335. Satisfaction is personal or private, and creates the many.

Truth is impersonal or public, and destroys diversity.
1336. Dispense with memory, and you are at once beyond all states
and in Truth.
1337. The yogin’s artificial states are all great obstacles to the smooth
visualization of Truth.
1341. Truth cannot be understood from anything other than Truth.

Everything other than the Truth is untruth. So also is a book
an untruth.
1342. The ordinary man’s life is a swing between a tear and a smile.
1343. The lesson of deep sleep is that I get to my real nature of

Peace and Consciousness when I transcend body, senses and
mind.
The lesson of dream and waking states is that it is the one
Consciousness – my real nature – which divides itself into the
subject series and object series, and that I am witness to all
mentations.
1344. Bondage is identification with body, senses and mind.

Liberation is the giving up of that identification, by visualiz-
ing what you are.
1351. ‘Seeing’ is the verb form of ‘form’, and ‘consciousness’ is the

noun form of ‘seeing’.
1358. The ‘I’ and the ‘this’ are the only two asylums for anyone.
1360. ‘Happiness can never be unintelligent.’

1361. Vicara is a relentless enquiry into the Truth of the Self and the
world, utilizing only higher reason and right discrimination.
1367. If Awareness is directed to anything apparently different, that

other thing becomes Awareness at once.
1369. Vedantic reason is tri-basic in character, having sway over the

experiences of all the three states [waking, dream and sleep].
Intellectual reason is only mono-basic in character, being
applicable only to the experiences of the waking state.
1383. The Sage cannot stoop to split himself into the helper and the
helped, in order to serve humanity with doles.
1391. The ignorant man and the Sage both face the world, apparently
in the same manner. The ignorant man understands every-
thing, including knowledge, in terms of object experiencing
object alone. But the Sage understands everything in terms of
knowledge, his own real nature.
1394. Consciousness by itself never illumines ideas or objects, but

only kills them.
1399. Art is that which tends to merge the other into yourself. The
mundane is that which separates the other from you.
1401. Misery, as such, is purely man-made. It is born and maintained

in duality alone. Happiness is advaita [non-duality]. And it is
natural to man.
1403. Of all that was then and there, Consciousness alone is now
and here. Therefore memory is not.
1435. The ego always runs after things adventitious to it, and never
turns to its native soil.
1447. Indeterminateness is Reality, and determinateness is unreality.
1450. Desire you may, but only don’t forget the goal.

Further statements (numbered with preceding asterisk)
*1. Possessorship is the only sentiment that binds man to the

world of objects.
*2. If the existent becomes non-existent, or if the non-existent

becomes existent, in either case bondage results.
If the non-existent becomes non-existent, or if the existent
becomes existent, in either case liberation results.
*3. In the word ‘impersonal’, the ‘personal’ lurks. So you are

beyond both.
*4. Vedanta deals with the movement of states, or in other words

the movement of life.
Science and philosophy deal with the movement of objects,
and the movement of the thoughts of objects.
*5. Truth is realized only when the Awareness is equated with the
‘I’-principle.
*6. The objective world is always changing. Changes can be

perceived only by something changeless and self-luminous.
That principle is the one indubitable Reality, the Self.
*7. You, as the ego, are the basic lie.
*8. There is ignorance only when you stand in ignorance.
*9. Lower reason is only the measure of variety.

Higher reason is the destroyer of variety, and it helps one to
visualize the ultimate Truth.
*10. Language is the language of duality alone. Non-duality has

no language of its own.
*11. The many can never be made into one, either in time or in
space.

*12. All lower shastras take advantage of and exploit the common
human weakness based on wrong knowledge and wrong
habits of the waking state.
*13. Higher reason destroys diversity and establishes unchanged

Reality, while lower reason multiplies diversity still more.
*14. The most effective of sanctions for the moral progress of man
all over the world has been religion. But the bloodiest of wars
and the cruellest of tortures and inhumanity have also been
perpetrated in the name of God and religion.
*15. In every perception of an object, the permanence, continuity

and reality belong to your own Self.
*16. Mind must work, and cease to work when Truth dawns.
*17. So long as one thinks that he enjoyed happiness in deep sleep

or in nirvikalpa samadhi, he is not enriched at all, and still
remains a jiva.
*18. The measure is always in the subject, and not in the object.
*19. We are space-ridden, time-ridden and ego-ridden beings. So

the best way to liberation is to retreat and retreat beyond all
these to the real ‘I’.
*20. ‘Brahman’ [the all-including] is the embracing self of God,

and ‘kutastha’ [the true individuality] is the self of jiva [the
seeming person], in the shastraic sense.
*21. Be a man and nothing more. Then you are free.
*22. I do not want to possess anything, and so am the possessor of

all. The ego possesses nothing, and so wants to possess all.
*23. There is absolutely nothing in the mind to help you, except

your own samskaras [conditioned tendencies].

*24. It is wrong to say that Consciousness limits itself and appears
as the world; but it is you who limit Consciousness to form
the world.
*25. If the ‘-ness’ is eliminated from all your mental experiences,

your stand is in your real nature.
*26. Remembering is the only ‘sin’; and it is that alone which needs
to be destroyed.
*27. Truth has no standpoint of its own.
*28. Whatever is upadhi (medium) to the jiva [personal ego]

becomes upadhi to the witness in the jivan-mukta.
*29. You have to reverse the order of language, if you want to

express Truth as it is.
*30. You may utilize objects to rise to the witness, but never utilize
the witness to establish objects.
*31. If at the end of a single activity you go to peace, where else

could you go at the end of all activity (death)?
*32. You must be living the Truth, and not merely thinking or
contemplating it.
*33. Fasting the body, senses and mind and directing your attention
to the Guru is a spiritual feast.
*34. After realization, see your parents as Atma itself.
*35. When consigned to the past and reduced to mere ideas, the
waking and dream experiences become one, and are cognized
by Awareness.
*36. ‘Be there in Consciousness without knowing that you are in

Consciousness.’ (This was the last of Shri Atmananda’s spirit-
ual messages to his disciples.)

Life sketch of Shri Krishna Menon
(Shri Atmananda)
Birth and parentage

Shri Atmananda came of an illustrious matriarchal Nair family by
name Cherukulam in the village of Peringara in Tiruvalla Taluk in
Central Travancore. He was born in the closing hours of Friday the
23rd of Karttika in the year 1059 M.E. (corresponding to Saturday the
8th December 1883 – the day is counted from sunrise in India, not
from midnight as abroad), his natal star being Pururuttati.
His father was Brahmashri Govindan Nambudiri, a vedic Brahmin
of the influential Muvidattu Matham and a descendant of the late
‘Pattillam’ Brahmin oligarchy of Tiruvalla. The father was engaged
in teaching the Vedas to the Brahmin children of the locality. Shri
Krishna Menon had several uncles, a brother and two sisters who
were all poets and scholars. His infancy and childhood were quiet
and happy.
He evinced however, even from his childhood, instinctive symp-
toms of deep religiousness and indrawingness. He had a peculiar
aversion for food, till he was about ten years of age. At the age of
ten, a great and reputed sannyasin who visited Tiruvalla happened to
meet him in his house, and gave him a mantropadesha by way of
preliminary initiation.
He was put to school at a very early age, and by the time he was
twelve he reached the high school. His parents, elders, neighbours
and teachers all noted the boy’s capacity for studies, his exemplary
honesty and fearlessness. He started writing poetry at the age of
fourteen and soon outshone his uncles and brother. He grew up to be
an athlete of unusual prowess and some of his physical feats have
surprised even the professional circus troupes of his time. Swimming
was a favourite recreation for him.
Once when he was in his teens, he was the only survivor in a
country boat disaster in a thunderstorm at midnight in the dangerous
backwaters of Quilon, just above their junction with the sea. The
other eleven passengers were drowned. Providence seems to have
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been very particular in sparing him for the mission he was to fulfil
later in life.
Education
His educational career was exemplary. He stood first in his class in
all subjects and was loved both by his teachers and his companions.
Very often he served as a tutor to many of his classmates, particularly
in Malayalam in which he was already a poet and litterateur. Clarity,
precision and conciseness were the qualities in which he excelled,
even from his boyhood. He finished answering his examination papers
long before the time set and still did very well.
The reader will be surprised to learn that such a brilliant student
was declared to have failed at the matriculation examination for which
he appeared at the age of 14. He was granted special permission to
appear for the examination, even though he was underaged, at the
instance of his teachers who loved him no less than his own parents.
Strangely enough, he had failed in Malayalam, in which he usually
excelled. He accepted his fate calmly.
But a month later, he received a telegram from the Registrar of
Madras University, informing him that he had really passed and that
he was placed in the first class. Simultaneous orders were also issued
to the college authorities to grant him all concessions in attendance
and the like, with retrospective effect from the date of reopening of
the college. The humour of the incident is in the fact that a simple
zero was unfortunately omitted in the university mark list, so instead
of 90 percent his marks were entered as 9 percent in the Malayalam
paper and no wonder he failed. The mistake was detected only a
month later. He made frequent references to this simple incident in
his spiritual talks, to prove the unreasonableness of causality.
Marriage and graduation

After passing the matriculation examination, he was anxious to
continue higher studies at the university. It was the bane of the
matriarchal system that the maternal uncles, who were the legitimate
guardians of the family, were not sufficiently interested in the education
of their nephews. So Shri Atmananda did not get from them the
financial help he needed to prosecute further studies. Therefore he
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worked as a school teacher in a private school, and saved some
money from his meagre income. With that money, he joined a college
and passed his first examination in Arts. Again he took up his work
as a teacher in schools; and with the money he could save, he appeared
for the B.A. as a private candidate and secured a creditable pass.
Before his graduation, he was married in the year 1910 to
Saubhagyavati Parukkutti Amma, who belonged to the distinguished
and aristocratic Nair family of Kollaka Bungalow at Karunagappalli.
Since the age of sixteen, his former religious enthusiasm had subsided
and a spirit of atheism had taken possession of him. At this stage, he
was responsible for shaking the blind religious faith of many of his
well-meaning neighbours and friends. But in spite of all this, he
continued to observe, at least nominally but regularly, the simple
instructions given to him by the sannyasin.
Government appointment and spiritual thirst

After graduation, he accepted an appointment in the High Court at
Trivandrum. At the same time, he joined the Law College. In the
meanwhile, in spite of the fact that he was physically smaller than
the police standard, something in him so favourably impressed the
Commissioner of Police that he was recruited to the department as a
Senior Inspector. He left the Law course and served as Inspector of
Police, in various places. Riding horses was a pleasant hobby for him
during this period. While thus in service, he took some months’ study
leave to complete the law course and took his degree in Law (B.L.)
with distinction. He was immediately appointed prosecuting Inspector.
The atheistic tendencies which began to appear at the age of
sixteen continued their sway over him till about the time he came as
prosecuting Inspector to Padmanabhapuram, the former capital of
Travancore. Then, spiritual questions began to engage his serious
attention once again. He sought answers through books. This was the
only avenue open to him, but nothing satisfied him. As a result of his
efforts, however, he was deeply convinced that a Karana-guru (a
Sage who is prepared to lead an aspirant to the goal ) could alone
take him to the Truth.
He also knew that he was incompetent to choose the right Guru.
Therefore he took the safe course of praying to the personal God to
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bless him with the right Guru. This prayer went deeper and deeper
day by day, and he spent several sleepless nights all drenched in tears.
His mental agony was intolerable. His official duties, however, were
carried on as before.
In that state, one day at Padmanabhapuram, he met a naked
avadhuta sannyasin by the road side. The sannyasin was bruised all
over with stones pelted by mischievous urchins on the street; yet he
only smiled. Immediately, Shri Krishna Menon recognized in the
avadhuta the old sannyasin whom he had met at the age of ten. The
svami embraced him and consoled him and told him that a great and
real Mahatma would shortly meet him, to guide him to his spiritual
goal. This consoled him, but only for a little while. The old mental
agony reappeared after some days, and he began to pray again with
redoubled earnestness for a real Guru.
Attainment of Sat-guru
Shri Krishna Menon had developed a natural aversion towards
sannyasins as a class, as he had found from his frequent discussions
with them that their grasp of the Truth was feeble. At last, one
evening in the year 1919, he happened to meet, by the roadside not
far from the Police Station at Takkalai, a sannyasin – visibly great –
wearing flowing ochre robes and a big Bengali turban. The sannyasin
looked at him with an enchanting smile. The svamiji, seated on a
culvert, beckoned him to his side and spoke to him in clear and
exquisite English, as though he had long known him. Indeed he had,
and the sannyasin alone knew it. He was attracted by the sannyasin
from the first sight of him, and was fascinated by his charming
manners, gait and talk. Being invited by him for a short walk, Shri
Krishna Menon could no longer resist the temptation to accompany
him. So they walked together silently, for about a mile, till they
reached an old, unoccupied house at the western gate of Padmana-
bhapuram Fort.
Vehement opposition and ultimate surrender

The sun had set, but darkness did not shroud the earth as usual, since
the bright moon had already risen. In that cool and gentle moonlight,
they entered the house and sat in the front room. A frank and lively
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conversation on spiritual topics was started. Shri Krishna Menon, as
every sincere aspirant is expected to do, asked many shrewd and
taxing questions, which under any other circumstances would have
seemed to offend against ordinary politeness. But the svamiji –
overflowing with love and inwardly enjoying the earnestness, sincerity
and shrewdness of the aspirant – answered the questions most
satisfactorily, gently and unostentatiously – covering even those in
the mind of the aspirant to which he had not yet given expression.
Much more than the unassailable logic and applicability of the
answers, it was the extreme humility of the great svamiji that captiv-
ated the heart of the aspirant and enslaved him at last. The ego being
thus paralysed, Shri Krishna Menon immediately prostrated at the
feet of the svamiji, literally washing his feet with his tears. After
some moments when he could barely speak, he got up and prayed for
instructions to enable him to reach the Ultimate, if he was considered
worthy. The svamiji, who was only waiting for that moment of genuine
surrender, replied with a smile of love and joy: ‘It is for that and that
alone that I have come all the way from Calcutta. I have no other
interest in Travancore. I knew of your yearnings even from that
distance.’
(Note: A word of caution may not be out of place here, about this
and other such incidents. Please do not stoop to examine, from a
purely mental plane, the possibility or reasonableness of this and
other instances that might follow in the course of this sketch. Suffice it
to say that they are quite possible, perfectly reasonable and definitely
more real than the mental experiences of the waking state. They
appear in a state or plane which virtually governs the waking state of
one who had the good fortune to reach such a state.)
Initiation, and departure of the Guru

They talked in that room the whole night through. Before daybreak,
all instruction needed for the whole of the disciple’s spiritual career
had been imparted by the svamiji and imbibed by the disciple. The
instructions covered the path of devotion to the personal God Krishna
(as Atma-murti and not as Bhagavata Krishna), and also different
paths of yoga like raja-yoga, Shiva-raja-yoga, pranava-yoga, etc.
They ended with the path of jnyana (following the direct perception
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method – strict vicara-marga – adopting the separation process, as
distinguished from the method of meditation adopting the absorption
process).
The svamiji shrewdly discovered a lack of enthusiasm on the part
of his disciple to take to the paths of devotion and yoga as directed.
So the svamiji said gently: ‘I appreciate your reluctance to take to the
preliminary courses of devotion and yoga, and I admit you are quite
right. For mere realization of the ultimate Truth, the last course –
namely the jnyana path – is alone necessary. But I want you to be
something more, which you will understand only later on. Therefore,
please undertake them first. It won’t take you long to finish them
both. Evidently, the svamiji had already decided to crown him as an
Acarya; and to be an ideal Acarya, one has to be familiar with all the
intricate experiences along all the different paths.
Before sunrise, the svamiji got up, satisfied with the fulfilment of
his mission. It was only then that Shri Krishna Menon thought of the
impending departure of his Guru. The day had not dawned, and his
home was somewhat far away. It was not possible for him to offer his
Guru the hospitality of his household or even a conventional
‘dakshina’. The svamiji at once discerned his thoughts and feelings
and said with a smile: ‘There is no obligation in spirituality, there
being no personality involved. Follow my instructions faithfully and
you shall attain perfection soon. That alone, and nothing else, is the
real dakshina to the Guru. Therefore don’t worry.’ So saying, the
svamiji took his leave and returned straight to Calcutta via Nagercoil.
This was the first and the last meeting, in flesh and blood,
between the Guru and the disciple.
A note about Guru-svami

The svamiji was no ordinary sannyasin. He was a great yogin and a
jnyanin, by name Yogananda, the like of whom the world has rarely
seen. He was a great scholar and had mastery over many languages
including English. He came of a princely family in Rajaputana. He
became a sannyasin at the age of twelve, and became a jnyanin well
established in the Absolute in his early teens. From Rajasthan
he came to Calcutta, where he lived in a small ashram with four
sannyasin disciples – all of whom lived with him.
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It was in the year 1919 that Shri Krishna Menon was pining in
Travancore for a real Guru. When his agony was deep, it touched a
tender chord in the svamiji, then resting in Calcutta. The Guru-
disciple relationship is believed to be predestined and not accidental.
No amount of intellectual reasoning can explain it. The Guru-disciple
relationship is outside the ken of human understanding. Otherwise,
how could we explain the experience of Shri Atmananda himself?
The spiritual pangs of an earnest aspirant in Travancore were
transmitted over a thousand miles straight to Calcutta. They were
received there by that great sannyasin alone, while they missed the
notice of all other sages and yogins then living all over India, both
far and near.
As soon as the svamiji heard the call, he said to his chief sann-
yasin disciple: ‘My child is crying for help in Travancore. I am going
there to console him.’ So saying, he started by the next train, at his
own expense, to Trivandrum and thence to Padmanabhapuram, where
he sat on the culvert. He knew full well that Shri Krishna Menon
would come that way, and so he did.
Shri Krishna Menon was the last disciple of Svami Yogananda.
He was also the only grihasta (householder) disciple of the svamiji.
Spiritual sadhana and realization

The very day the svamiji left him, Shri Krishna Menon started an
intense practice of his spiritual exercises, beginning with the path of
devotion, in strict conformity with the instructions given to him. He
rose steadily in the line of devotion till he took up Radha-hridaya-
bhavana (meditation on the heart of Radha), the highest exercise of
personal devotion to the ishta-deva. Thus he went through all the
thrilling and intoxicating experiences of selfless love, culminating in
its own samadhi. It did not take him more than six months to cover
all this. It was towards the end of this period that he composed his
classic work, Radha-madhavam, of 48 verses in Malayalam.
Next, he went through the hardest grind of yogic exercises,
following the paths of different yogas in order. In the course of his
yogic exercises once, his body was paralysed. This happens to all
yogins when they transcend a particular adhara-cakra (nerve centre).
It is only a simple yogic reaction on the strained human constitution,
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and it disappears in due course without leaving any adverse effects.
But the family of Shri Krishna Menon was terribly upset, and so they
turned to all kinds of medical treatments which were of no avail.
At last the news reached the ears of a great yogin and jnyanin
called Shri Cattampi Svamikal, who was then in his old age, living at
Trivandrum. He said that it was no disease, that it would have no
adverse results, and that no doctor’s medicine would have any effect
on his body which was then in a hyper-sensitive state. It was then
about a fortnight since the malady had become acute. Anyhow, Shri
Svamikal took compassion upon the anxious condition of the family
of Shri Krishna Menon and so prescribed a simple herbal preparation
to be applied to the soles of his feet. It was applied at about 5 p.m.
that day. In a few minutes, he fell into an unusually long and deep
sleep, till 8 a.m. next morning. When he awoke, he was normal. The
herbal application was continued for two more days, as directed by
the svamiji.
Some months later, Shri Krishna Menon paid Shri Cattampi
Svamikal a courtesy visit. It was then that the svamiji revealed to
him that it was not at his own instance that he had administered the
antidote for the yogic ailment, but because it was desired by the great
Yogananda himself, who had requested him through the subtle
sphere to do so. He declared that otherwise no spiritual man would
ever interfere in the sadhana of a Karana-guru’s disciple and nothing
untoward would ever happen to the sadhaka.
A few more months of intense yogic practices took Shri Krishna
Menon to the highest experiences in the line of yoga. Long and deep
nirvikalpa samadhi he enjoyed often and at will. But it failed to
satisfy him, because it was time limited and caused as a result of
intense effort. According to him, Truth is uncaused, permanent and
self-luminous.
Therefore, he had to seek for the ultimate Truth by other means.
Then he took to regular jnyana-sadhana with great ease and fortitude,
and visualized the ultimate Truth in a very short time.
The period of his spiritual practices, covering all the three paths,
did not last for more than four years (till about 1923). All necessary
instructions were clearly and regularly imparted to him by his Guru,
appearing before him in lively vision during his sadhana. He was
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given the spiritual name Atmananda by his own Guru, and he has
been known by that name ever since.
Inclination towards sannyasa and confirmation in

grihastashrama (householdership)
Towards the end of his spiritual sadhana, he felt a strong urge to take
to sannyasa and live with his Guru for the rest of his life. With this
idea, he made all arrangements to go to Calcutta towards the end of
May. A few months’ leave was also sanctioned by Government, and
he intended to resign his job towards the end of the leave. He chose
not to disclose his whole intention, even to his wife, but said only
that he desired to be with his Guru for some time. With all her
characteristic love and devotion to him she readily agreed to what he
so earnestly longed for.
But Guru-svami saw through all this plan and found that the new
move would thwart his own purpose. He had marked out his only
grihasta disciple for a great mission. Therefore, towards the end of
May, a day before Shri Atmananda was to leave for Calcutta, Guru-
svami appeared before him in a vision and told him that he should
not start as he had planned. He was to continue as a householder for
life, guarding the spiritual and phenomenal well-being of his own
wife and children and many others yet to come. Continuing, svamiji
said: ‘If you start, you shall miss me. I shall have entered into
mahasamadhi on the 1st of June.’
The last part of the information upset Shri Atmananda completely.
The slightest hint or suggestion from the Guru was a peremptory
order for him. Immediately, he cancelled his leave and waited,
hoping against Truth that the latter part of the revelation would not
be correct. This was how Shri Atmananda was confirmed in his
grihastashrama. Exactly as he had been told, the great svamiji left his
mortal coil and entered into mahasamadhi precisely at 9 a.m. on the
1st of June.
Services of his devoted wife

Shrimati Parukkutti Amma, the wife of Shri Menon, was extremely
loving and devoted to him. She was the ideal of Indian womanhood
in all respects. During the four long years of his spiritual sadhana,
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she devoted herself to her own rigorous sadhana, which was to serve
her husband in every way and make it possible for him to devote all
his time and energy for his spiritual pursuit.
His sadhana was intense, one pointed and continuous. Hers was
also intense, but multifarious and disconnected. She had taken upon
herself the responsibility of the entire household. They were blessed
already with three children, the youngest one being only an infant.
She looked after her husband’s physical needs with clock-like
regularity and devotion. That had the first priority over all her
domestic duties. He had rarely to ask her for anything he needed. She
successfully anticipated all his needs. Very often, she had to bathe
him and feed him with her own hands, as if he were a child, during
those periods when he was in the transcendental plane and had very
little body consciousness left. Even during the four short hours of
rest that Shri Atmananda took in the middle of the night, she could
not always sleep; because her domestic labours were not always
finished before his retirement at night. She had to start again before
he woke at 3 a.m. for the next day’s sadhana.
Her sleepless service and devotion to him for years remind us of
the mythological services of Shri Lakshmana to Shri Rama for
fourteen years in the forest without sleep or rest. It also reminds us
that the age old ideal of Indian womanhood is not yet extinct. The
marriage mantra of the Hindus enjoins: ‘Thou shalt not part even
after death’. This is no exaggeration, but the simple truth. It suggests
that both the husband and wife stand as that principle which survives
even death. It can never be the body, senses or mind which we see
disintegrating here in front of us. It can only be that permanent, self-
luminous, non-dual principle in man, transcending body, senses and
mind. That is Atma, the ultimate Truth which knows no death. The
married couple is asked to stand as that. What greater upadesha does
one need?
The practical implementation of this noble ideal was worked out
by the great women of ancient India, by their unrivalled observance
of the ideal of pati-vratya. Mythology abounds in instances of the
most wonderful powers resulting from the sweet practice of this
wonderful ‘devotional yoga’. The woman, though apparently
ignorant, considers her husband as her God incarnate and as such
gives him all her love and devotion. Phenomenal love is only an
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expression of the knowledge of oneness, and the goal of love is that
oneness itself.
That oneness was gradually experienced by such women as a
result of their simple but sincere tapasya. This experience bestowed
on them the mysterious powers of Ishvara-bhava, in varying degrees,
even without their knowing or desiring them. The powers danced
before them as their slaves. Even when the husbands had not reached
any high spiritual level, their wives by such sincere tapasya were
able to acquire many such powers. But when a woman gets the rare
privilege of doing such tapasya towards the husband who is well
established in the ultimate Truth, she is indeed enviable. That feeling
of oneness or identification with the husband at all levels makes her
a rightful partner in all his attainments.
So it was with Shri Atmananda’s devoted wife Shrimati Paruk-
kutti Amma – Swarupananda being her spiritual name.
First disciples
Of the five disciples of Swami Yogananda, Shri Atmananda (the only
householder disciple) was alone permitted to take the role of a
Karana-guru to accept disciples and guide them. Accordingly, he
accepted his first few disciples during the period 1923-24. He was
Prosecuting Inspector of Police at Padmanabhapuram throughout the
period of his spiritual sadhana and for some years more. Though he
could not spare much time for his official preparations at home, his
official work never suffered in any way on that account. Government
proceedings gave him glowing tributes for his masterly prosecution
of cases even during the period of his sadhana. This has proved to the
reasonable observer that legitimate phenomenal duties are never a
hindrance to an earnest spiritual aspirant.
Police department and spirituality

Many years later (in 1949), Sir S. Radhakrishnan interviewed Shri
Atmananda, at the latter’s residence, Parvati Vilasam, in Trivandrum.
During this interview, Sir Radhakrishnan asked out of curiosity:
‘Well Sir, is it a fact that you had all your spiritual sadhana while
serving in the Police Department?’
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Shri Atmananda replied firmly: ‘Yes, it is perfectly true. And I am
quite serious when I say that if anybody sought my advice regarding
the vocation or profession most helpful towards spiritual advance-
ment, I would always recommend either the police or the military.
Because they offer the maximum obstacles and temptations. Success
obtained under such conditions is final and irrevocable.’
His service and government appreciation

From Padmanabhapuram, he was transferred in succession to
Trivandrum, Kottayam, Nagercoil, Chengannur, Alwaye, and again
to Kottayam, Trivandrum and Quilon – as Prosecuting Inspector,
Station Inspector, Assistant Superintendent of Police and District
Superintendent of Police. For over a year, he was deputed on special
duty to codify and prepare the long neglected Police Manual of the
state. He retired from service in 1939, while serving as District
Superintendent of Police at Quilon.
He was the terror of advocates who opposed him, because of his
mastery over the law. Several heads of the Government under whom
he served have recorded their high appreciation of his integrity,
resourcefulness, intelligence, deep respect for the law and above all
his unquestionable efficiency. In service as well as in phenomenal
life, he always upheld established law, high moral standards and
humane justice. He fought stubbornly against his own superiors in
service and even against Government, for principle and justice. His
retirement a few months before superannuation was precipitated by
such a fight against Government for principle and justice. He neither
let down his erring subordinates, nor gave them up to the mercy of
his superiors. He always punished them himself leniently and they in
return loved him unreservedly and obeyed him, to the envy of even
his superiors. He never made use of the services of his official
subordinates except for strictly official purposes.
He had around him always a host of disciples waiting to do any
service of love, unasked. He loved to have them around him and he
enjoyed their services more than those of his official subordinates. A
constable was very rarely seen in his house, except when he brought
some urgent message from Government. He was in his element and
freedom when surrounded by his disciples. Even during long tours
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on foot over hills and forests for days together, he was followed by
dozens of his devoted disciples.
Of course when he went on any official business, he was formally
escorted by the police force.
Need of a Guru (and danger of more than one)

He asserted most emphatically that no aspirant, however great, could
ever attain liberation without the help of a Karana-guru in person.
Accepting more than one guru at a time is even more dangerous
than having none at all. It will keep the aspirant pinned to the
phenomenal and in bondage. This assertion is expressed by him in
the most unambiguous terms, in a letter in his own hand in Malayal-
am dated 11-10-1104 M.E. (May 1929 A.D.) from Kottayam, sent to
one of his earliest lady disciples, Nityananda (Ponnu, as he used to
call her). She was then but a girl of 13, and already doing sadhana
(devotion to her personal God Krishna as Atma-murti). A photostat
of the letter is given at the beginning of this book with an English
translation facing it. [The photostat is omitted in this third edition –
the translation is the same as below.] Since she was in the infancy of
her spiritual career, the letter is most skilfully clothed in language
designed to appeal to her sentiments at that age and yet not deviating
in the least from the path to the ultimate Truth. The letter may be of
help to some seekers as it has already been to many others. It runs
thus:
Kottayam, 11-10-1104
(24th May 1929)
To Ponnu
Peace thou be,
Letter received. The unconditioned love towards one’s own
Guru is the only ladder to the goal of Truth. That prema-bhakti
is not something which could be shared. No other kind of love
or devotion should be capable of bearing comparison to it. A
disciple should never bow allegiance to two Gurus at the same
time.
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May the Lord Bhagavan who is the embodiment of sat-cit-
ananda abide in Ponnu for ever.
With love and blessings
(signed)
P. Krishna Menon
He held that liberation is a change of perspective: from the basic

error of ‘knowledge by subject-object relationship’, to ‘the experiential
Truth or knowledge in identity’. The latter is neither a result nor an
evolution of the former. The former has to die, in order that the latter
might dawn. At the point of the death of the former perspective, there
must be some agency transcending the phenomenal, to direct the
aspirant’s attention to his own being or real nature. This agency is the
Guru. He is the ultimate Truth itself, though he appears as a person to
the naked eye. This Karana-guru in person is indispensable for Self-
realization, though in some very mature cases of uttamadhikaris the
contact might be only for a few seconds, by a word or a touch or
even a look.
Wider spiritual activities and the increase of Indian disciples

When he was transferred to Kottayam in the year 1927, he had only a
handful of Malayali disciples. At Kottayam, the clarity, simplicity
and directness of his approach to the Truth, sweetened by his temper-
ament of deep devotion to Truth without form or with form, attracted
the admiration of a large number of persons, many of whom gradually
sought and accepted his discipleship. Their numbers began to swell;
and in the course of about seven years there were about three
hundred, many of them being women. Among them were graduates,
lawyers, teachers, officers high and low, landlords, feudal chiefs and
men of diverse professions. The disciples in those days used to visit
him periodically and stay around him for days and weeks, listening
to his discourse.
Once in the year 1934, late at night, he was talking in chaste and
simple Malayalam about the significance of the concept of ‘Atma-
murti’. Some of us – then in the prime of our youth – felt drowsy and
began to yawn. He noted this and at the end of the talk said: ‘After a
few years, streams of foreign disciples from far off continents will
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flock to hear me, and then you will long to hear me talk in Malayalam.
Therefore beware. Don’t waste your opportunity now.’ Our experience
of later years proved this warning to be literally true.
He did not need more than three hours a day to dispose of his
official papers most satisfactorily. He needed less than five hours for
his night’s rest. The rest of his day was devoted to discoursing with
the disciples on spiritual matters in Malayalam, expatiating mostly
on real bhakti and jnyana.
Though he was himself a great yogin, he did not choose to guide
any of his disciples through the path of yoga. He had, however, two
disciples who came to him as yogins and who under his direction
through the jnyana path became perfect jnyanins. One of them, a
centenarian avadhuta sage [Kumali-svami, described in the next
section], was still living in the high ranges of Travancore. The other
was a schoolmaster at Eraniel called Narayana Pillai. After listening
for some months to Shri Atmananda during the year 1922(?), Mr.
Narayana Pillai one day succeeded in securing a mantropadesha from
him. Immediately, he resigned his job, took the sannyasin’s robe
which he got sanctified by placing it in front of Shri Atmananda’s
photograph, and went straight off to the Himalayas. There at the foot
of the Himalayas he began his sadhana with all earnestness and
sincerity, guided by the mantropadesha alone. Complete directions
from his Guru were available in the subtle sphere, whenever he needed
them. In the course of a few years, he became a great jnyanin, revered
and worshipped by the sannyasins of Haridvar and Hrishikesh. In
the year 1948, he appeared before his Guru Shri Atmananda at
Trivandrum in the subtle sphere, took his permission to leave his
mortal coil and immediately entered into mahasamadhi at Hrishikesh.
The enlightening of Kumali-svami

One morning in 1932 at Kottayam, where Shri Atmananda was then
the Assistant Superintendent of Police, he felt an unusual urge to go
to the eastern hills of Kumali in the High Ranges. Immediately, he
started on a surprise inspection tour of the police hill stations around
Kumali. He was already in a semi-transcendental mood. Alighting at
the Police Station, he found the Inspector was out on his usual round.
Sending word to him to come up soon, Shri Atmananda, without an
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escort of any kind, began to climb the hill on the left, in response to
the urge which was getting stronger within him as he proceeded.
There, at the top of the hill, he met an old avadhuta yogin, stark
naked. He was evidently waiting for him. On coming closer, he
recognized in the avadhuta the old sannyasin who had given him a
mantra in his tenth year in his own home and whom he had met later
on two occasions. The yogin had reached the highest state of yogic
development and was habitually immersed in long and deep
nirvikalpa samadhi for days together. There were very brief intervals
when he woke out of this state. Fortunately, that was a time when he
was awake.
In the waking state, this yogin had his own doubts that he had not
reached the ultimate Truth. Shri Atmananda, who was also of the same
opinion, wished to give him a lift. They talked frankly and openly
about the actual state of the yogin in his samadhi. His mind was so
pure and sattvic that Shri Atmananda had no difficulty in convincing
him of the basic error which he had not yet transcended. In the next
few minutes the ultimate Truth of his own real nature was clearly
expounded to him, in a very few words. The great yogin visualized
the ultimate Truth then and there, and fell down in a deep nirvikalpa
samadhi. This time it was not his usual nirvikalpa samadhi, where he
was accustomed to stand as the witness of the samadhi. But now he
transcended even the witnesshood, and stood as one with the ultimate
Reality itself. This is Self-realization, pure and simple.
He had to be brought back to body consciousness by some effort
on the part of Shri Atmananda himself, because he could not be left
in that state. If he were, he might continue indefinitely. And Shri
Atmananda’s official duty was waiting for him at the Police Station.
Thus forced back to the waking state after two hours, the great yogin
got up and prostrated before Shri Atmananda, as a regular disciple.
This was Shri Atmananda’s second yogin disciple. We call him from
that day the Kumali-svami, since no other name of his is known to
us.
He had known for several years that Shri Atmananda was to be
his Karana-guru and was still waiting anxiously for that long desired
opportunity. Ever since 1930, he used his yogic powers to go to Shri
Atmananda’s house at Kottayam in subtle form and kept in touch
with the activities there. Through this form of contact, the svami had
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studied by heart many of the verses and songs composed by Shri
Atmananda and which were frequently sung at his house. Some
of these verses were, incidentally, repeated by the svami to Shri
Atmananda, during their meeting at the hill top.
They parted soon after the svami woke up, and met only once
again in the gross plane. But the svami occasionally met his Guru
and paid his respects in the subtle sphere. This was more frequent
just before Shri Atmananda’s passing away. Of course the svami had
sensed the disaster as soon as Shri Atmananda had made his last
decision. Kumali-svami may now be over a hundred years old and
still living deep in the Kumali forests. His avadhuta samskaras were
so deep-rooted in him that it was impossible for him to gather
enough body consciousness to lead a restricted life in society.
Enlightening his own household

It has to be mentioned that Shri Atmananda imparted regular
tattvopadesha to his own wife and children, to his own mother, sister,
uncle and father-in-law, absorbing them into him the Ultimate, along
with his other disciples.
The advent of European disciples

The influx of his European disciples, though predicted by him as
early as 1934, began to take effect only about 1937. It was in 1937
that Mr. Thompson – a young English writer and poet from London,
with very strong spiritual samskaras – happened to meet him. He had
been for some time with Shri Ramana Maharshi. After a few day’s
lively discussion with Shri Atmananda, he begged to be accepted as
a regular disciple and to be initiated into the ultimate Truth. But Shri
Atmananda replied, with his usual courtesy, that he must first get the
formal permission of the Maharshi himself for that purpose. So Mr.
Thompson went straight to Ramanashramam, got the glad permission
and blessings of the Maharshi, and came back to Quilon. But Shri
Atmananda had already known of this in the subtle sphere; and so,
without even asking Mr. Thompson any more about it, accepted him
as a regular disciple and continued the discussions. It was only many
days later that Mr. Thompson himself gave an account of his last
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visit to the Maharshi. Mr. Thompson thus came to be the first of Shri
Atmananda’s European disciples.
He was followed in 1941 by Miss Ella Maillart, a well-known
journalist and explorer from Switzerland, and Mr. John Levy from
London, a wealthy aristocrat, composer, musician and architect,
deeply interested in the enquiry after Truth.
Though a Jew by birth, Mr. John Levy had pushed his enquiry
through different faiths. Being dissatisfied with all of them, he roamed
all over India, meeting various spiritual leaders of repute.
At last Miss Ella Maillart, followed by John Levy, came to Shri
Atmananda. Shri Atmananda’s rational and non-technical approach
to the ultimate Truth, and the simple logic which he pursued in his
discussions, appealed to them immensely.
They listened to the discourses for only a few days and then they
found that their questions were all exhausted and that they were
intellectually satisfied. They also begged Shri Atmananda to show
them the way to the ultimate Truth, and were thus accepted as his
disciples.
They were followed in course of time by many others. To mention
only a few: Messrs. M. Arnold Mayer and M. Robert Ceresole from
Switzerland, Dr. Roger Godel and Alice Godel from France, His
Excellency Moyine Al Arab from Cairo, Mr. Kamal D. Joumblatte the
leader of Lebanon, Mr. Max Yergan and Dr. Leena Yergan from USA,
and Mr. Freddy Guthmann and Mr. Leon Michel from Argentina.
As time passed, disciples and pilgrims, some of them notable
figures, came in larger and larger numbers from these and many
other countries as well. It is indeed pleasing to note that nearly half
of them were ladies. The biggest complement of foreign disciples
came from Argentina in South America and the rest from France,
United States of America, Switzerland and England, and a few also
came from Egypt, Lebanon, Italy, Greece, Germany, Netherlands,
Israel, Latin America, etc. Many came from different parts of
India, chiefly from Bombay and Hyderabad, and a small number
from Ceylon. Most of these disciples used to come from their
homes in distant continents to meet him periodically and to be near
him, listening to his discourses as long as their time and resources
would permit.
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Those of the disciples who were chosen by him were given the
final course of regular tattvopadesha, when the whole Truth was
expounded by him in a connected manner. Each time, it was
addressed to a few disciples in particular – who were thus enabled by
unassailable logic and argument to direct their attention wholly to the
real being in them, beyond body, senses and mind. At this point, in
spite of all their resistance, a mysterious force (the force of Truth)
emanated from the Guru and encompassed each of them in a sense of
oneness with the Guru. This enabled them to stand consciously as
that ultimate principle whose characteristics were already expounded
in unambiguous language.
This non-dual experience of one’s own real nature is called a
‘realization’ or a ‘visualization’ of the Truth, then and there. They
[the disciples] were then asked simply to cling on to that experience,
and to make themselves more and more familiar with it, by trying to
transcend body, senses and mind as often as possible, automatically
experiencing the ultimate Truth every time. This they did – so as to
get gradually established in the ultimate Truth – in response to their
own earnestness, sincerity and effort.
In March 1959, the number of his disciples, from India and
abroad, amounted to several hundreds. Many more had received
substantial spiritual help from him, though not in the form of direct
Guru-disciple relationship. He has often said: ‘Don’t think that all
those who move around me most of the time are my disciples. I
accept only those in whom I find the proper attitude of surrender or
true devotion to Truth.’ Of course, others also have certainly profited
by the contact, though not to the extent of ultimate liberation.
Other spiritual activities and aversion to publicity

Besides the usual discourse, he used to grant interviews to numerous
spiritual seekers from all parts of India and abroad. Dr. and Mrs.
Julian Huxley, Sir S. Radhakrishnan, Dr. Mukerjee, Raymond
Mortimer, the famous English critic, were a few amongst them. Mr.
Paul Brunton, who was with Shri Ramana Maharshi for a long time,
was allowed to listen to Shri Atmananda’s discourses as an observer
for a period of three months in the year 1952, on the understanding
that nothing direct or indirect about the topics (as discussed by Shri
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Atmananda) would be published by him, without the previous
approval of Shri Atmananda himself. This was only a precaution
against possible misrepresentation, since a mind – however pure and
well intentioned – is incapable of imbibing the ultimate Truth.
Shri Atmananda was by nature averse to publicity of any kind,
and he avoided publicists and journalists as far as possible; because
he asserted that even the rudiments of spirituality and Truth could be
imparted only by personal contact and never through any other
medium. In obedience to his desire, we have with great difficulty
refrained from publishing anything regarding his life and activities.
This was indeed unusual. Very often persons of international repute
stayed in Trivandrum for weeks and months, listening to his daily
discourses. Naturally, some press men came to us for information
regarding such persons and their activities. But we could reveal to
them no more than the personal identity of the visitors and the
general purpose of their stay.
Retirement from service and his sojourns abroad

After retirement from Government service in 1939, he began to
devote all his time to his disciples. He fixed his residence with his
family at his old country house, Anandawadi, at Malakkara, near
Chengannur, on the left bank of the sacred river Pampa. But from the
year 1943, his wife’s health began to deteriorate and therefore he
shifted his residence to Trivandrum, for convenience of medical aid.
In the year 1945, the then ruling Prince, Raja Rameswara Rao of
Vanaparti, who was one of his disciples, invited him with family and
retinue for a visit to his state. So he went with his family and some
disciples and stayed at the royal palace at Vanaparti and later at
Hyderabad for some weeks as his highness’s guest.
At the request of his European disciples, headed by Mr. John Levy
of London, he flew to Europe in June 1950, through Bombay and
Cairo. He spent a fortnight in Paris, another fortnight in Switzerland
and about ten days in Egypt, giving spiritual discourses almost every
day to groups of his disciples and select persons in each place.
He discussed the Truth with visitors following different paths, in
terms of the path followed by each. He did not discredit any particular
path, but only pointed out the wrong emphasis in the application of
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instructions, if there were any, and advised each to follow his own
chosen path with right discrimination and deep earnestness. Many
yogins and bhaktas from different parts of India, and some even from
abroad, who had been victims of various ailments and disorders as a
result of slip ups in their instructions or wrong emphasis in their
exercises, came often to seek his help. He listened to them with due
compassion and helped most of them by proper explanation, interpret-
ation or correction.
He always insisted that the ground should never be cut off from
under the feet of a spiritual sadhaka, without giving him something
better instead.
His view of social obligations

He was very particular about following strictly all healthy customs
and conventions, religious as well as social. He held that they played
a very important part in moulding character and in maintaining the
healthy life of an aspirant. Simply because we do not grasp the real
purpose and significance of social restrictions introduced by wiser
persons, it is foolish and sometimes even disastrous to ignore or
discard them, allowing ourselves at the same time to continue as
social beings.
In the course of Shri Atmananda’s more casual remarks recorded
herein, he has thrown light upon several such customs which are
unfortunately being discarded by the younger generation. It might be
interesting to note in this connection the manner in which he himself
acted.
In the year 1932, his own mother passed away in a most dynamic
manner without any ailment whatsoever, roaring out at the last breath:
‘I am sat-cit-ananda. Sat-cit-ananda am I.’ After her demise, Shri
Atmananda (although established in the ultimate Truth) burned
camphor before the dead body of the mother and prostrated before it
in tears, like a devoted son. Further, he performed all the rites, rituals
and ceremonials under the instructions of the village priest, in strict
conformity with existing social customs and conventions.
Again, when his own wife passed away in 1953, he advised his
own children to perform the rituals likewise, and he enjoined them to
follow the same course when he would leave his body some years
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hence. Of course they did everything as ordered. He asserted that all
this was phenomenal, and had therefore to be guided by phenomenal
laws and customs.
His own indisposition, the passing away of Mother and after

On the first of January 1952, we had startling news concerning faint
premonitions of some impending catastrophe to him. He suddenly
developed an occasional inner weakness and indrawingness. There
was no physical ailment whatsoever. This weakness grew so alarming,
before the 3rd of January 1952, that it puzzled the doctors and we
almost feared we had lost him. He then recovered suddenly and
completely on the evening of the 3rd of January, but with a clear
premonition that it would recur after two months. Thanks to the
premonition, much was done by the disciples, including his wife and
children, to ward off the impending calamity two months hence.
Exactly as was foreboded, the trouble reappeared on the 1st of March,
with more serious developments. But fortunately, on the 4th of
March, he was again kindly spared to us.
In the meanwhile, his wife’s health began to worsen. She was in
bed for a whole year, under his personal supervision and nursing. She
peacefully left her mortal coil on the 4th of March 1953, under the
soothing hand of Shri Atmananda, her Guru and husband, and in the
presence of most of her children and many of Shri Atmananda’s
devoted disciples. Her body was cremated in the characteristic Hindu
style, with plenty of sandalwood, camphor and incense, on the
grounds of his country house at Malakkara. The rites, rituals and
ceremonials were conducted in strict conformity with the local social
practice.
Immediately on the conclusion of all the ceremonial rites, which
lasted for 12 days, Shri Atmananda returned to his residence at
Trivandrum. After a stay of three weeks in Trivandrum, carrying out
a heavy spiritual programme, he returned to Malakkara in the second
week of April. On the 41st day after the passing away of Swarup-
anandamba, a beautiful samadhi monument in black granite was
installed in the heart of Anandawadi in the presence of Shri
Atmananda himself, and her mortal remains deposited with due
ceremonial rites in a vault inside it. After the ceremony, he told his
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children and disciples gathered around him to construct a similar
structure close to the south of it, to preserve his own mortal remains
when he passed away – probably six years hence.
How he faced her passing away

It might be interesting to record the way in which Shri Atmananda
faced the passing away of his own wife, and the manner in which he
assisted at the after rites. The depth of their mutual love and regard
when they lived was classical and proverbial. A minute scrutiny of
his conduct during the few days before and after her demise will
disclose both the man and the sage in him. He was sleeplessly awake
to her physical needs and calls, tending her day and night, ever since
the 4th of March 1952, and his own health suffered severely on that
account. He knew quite well that she was passing away, and had
hinted to those nearest him to be there positively on the 4th morning
[of March 1953]. But some of the unfortunate few still missed being
present at the last moment.
When she was about to pass away, he sat close by, and passing his
hand along with her ascending prana helped her to be tranquil and
conscious of her real nature – the Truth. At the last moment, when
the life principle was about to leave her body, in the right yogic
fashion, he pressed his forehead against hers and helped her life
principle to merge in Him – the Ultimate. Immediately he got up, and
in less than five seconds came out of the room, collected and
composed, and announced her passing away in one word to the
European and Indian disciples anxiously waiting: ‘Finished.’ How
sharp, short and significant this announcement was, need not be
commented upon.
Left alone as the head of the family, he had to make all the
arrangements for cremation and after rites. Of course, he had to follow
the body to Malakkara and stay there for about a fortnight. We were
surprised to see him personally making all the necessary arrangements.
He packed his own suitcase as though nothing had happened, and
without a tear or a gloom. Some of the European lady disciples, who
happened to be present on the occasion, remarked that it was because
he was a Sage he was so unconcerned about phenomenal incidents.
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The cremation was over at night and the rituals of the next morn-
ing were completed before 9 a.m. Then Shri Atmananda was resting
on his cot surrounded by his children and disciples, and talking about
our departed ‘Mother’ (as we used to call her). Then he talked to us
with visible emotion about her genuine nobility and recounted to us
innumerable incidents of love and self-sacrifice during her life. He
then wept and shed tears in torrents. The disciples and relatives also
wept profusely. Shri Atmananda’s weeping did not abate, and we
began to be frightened over the turn it might take next.
Restraint of and indulgence in emotions

At this moment Shri Kallor Narayana Pillai – an old friend and
classmate of Shri Atmananda – came to offer his condolences, and a
disciple took the message to him. In less than a minute, Shri
Atmananda stopped weeping, wiped his eyes, washed his face and
went into the drawing room. There the old friends met and exchanged
a few preliminary words about the disease and departure of the wife.
It is to be remembered that both of them were writers and poets from
their boyhood. In a few minutes the conversation drifted to literature
and poetry. A verse composed by the visitor more than forty years
ago happened to be quoted by the author himself, but he could not
remember the latter half. At once Shri Atmananda repeated it from his
own memory which was even then so crystal clear, and they laughed
and made themselves merry over it, as if they had forgotten that this
was a condolence visit.
After talking for about three quarters of an hour, the friend left;
and Shri Atmananda returned to the disciples and relatives inside,
who had with difficulty just composed themselves. He took up the
trend where he had left it and began to talk of our departed Mother
again. Then he began to weep and shed tears in profusion, as before.
This conduct surprised us all the more, but we did not dare to ask
him anything about it just then. After some days we asked him the
meaning of it all.
Then he calmly replied: ‘It is the yogin in one that restrains the
feelings and keeps oneself composed, by dint of effort. It is the
bhakta in one that indulges in soft emotions profusely, and that also
by dint of effort. Both these are only mental expressions, and therefore
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artificial. The one who restrains cannot indulge, and the one who
indulges cannot restrain feelings as he chooses. It is the real Sage
alone that can do both as he chooses.
‘He does so, not by effort, but spontaneously. Feelings never come
to him uninvited. If he thinks that it is the time to act with discretion,
feelings respectfully keep at a distance. But the moment he invites
them, they rush in like torrents. Again, the moment he puts on the
brake, by a mere thought, they disappear. This was what you were
witnessing in me in those days.
‘It is wrong to attribute either composure or indulgence to the
Sage. He is the conscious background of both. The human element as
man will be clear on the surface of all his activities; but the atmic
element will be even more clear to the discerning few, behind the
apparent activities of the Sage.’
Visits to health resorts in the hot months

After the conclusion of the ceremony on the 41st day, our first
concern was to see that he recouped his already shattered health.
With this object in view, we prevailed upon him to take a change of
air to some health resort. Therefore we took him to Cape Commorin,
escorted by some of the closest disciples and a few servants. In a
fortnight’s time his health had improved considerably, and encour-
aged by this we stayed on for another fortnight. He delighted in the
daily dip in the open sea and in the traditionally sattvic atmosphere
of Cape Commorin.
Thereafter, every year during the hot season, he went for a pleasant
change with chosen disciples and servants, sometimes accompanied
by some relatives, to health resorts like Bangalore, Varkalai and
Kodaikanal, besides Cape Commorin. Of all these places, he liked
Cape Commorin the most and chose to go there for three alternate
summers since 1953, the last being in April 1959.
His domestic life

This was indeed ideal, in all respects. From their marriage in 1910
till Mother’s passing away in 1953, there was not even a single instance
of their having done or said anything against the wish of either. The
wonderful secret of it all was the fact that he had no individual wish
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of his own in any phenomenal matter, and in spiritual matters she
knew her place and would never interfere. There was no necessity for
him to advise his disciples how they should conduct themselves in
their own homes; because his own domestic life was always a
glowing example before them.
How he utilized music

He loved music, and was a musician himself. According to him,
spiritual realization was a harmonious blending of the head and the
heart in Peace. He asserted that music was a ‘moksha-kala’ which, if
utilized with right discrimination, would take one smoothly to the
ultimate Truth.
One of his closest lady disciples, Nityananda, who came to him in
1927 at the age of twelve and who became a musician of repute in
her youth, was guided by Shri Atmananda through music in the latter
stages of her spiritual course. She began by singing songs extolling
Lord Krishna – her personal God. She grew along with her God and
her music to the ultimate Truth. She now spends her days completely
engrossed in singing the glories of the Guru – the ultimate Truth.
The singing of devotional songs which spoke of the ultimate Truth
aroused in him soft and sattvic emotions of a high order. This was the
one thing which he always enjoyed and appreciated. Nityananda,
who had dedicated her life to the Guru (the Ultimate), had the
envious privilege of singing in his presence for over thirty years; and
for the last fifteen years of his life, she did this every day. This was
the real sadhana she did for herself. He enjoyed these songs so much
that they often threw him into deep moods for hours together. He
used to say that it was only his own spiritual talks and the few hours
of listening to the spiritual songs that really sustained his life.
His own proficiency in music is evident from the fact that he had
himself taught her some rare ragas like Duhkha-khandara, Dvijavanti,
Gopikavasant etc. (which are not now much current in modern
Karnatic music). He had not made a formal study of music. But in
the days of his saguna sadhana, there was a period when for days and
weeks together he was drowned in divine music from within himself,
as though from the flute of Lord Krishna, throughout the waking
state. Many of his friends and eminent musicians during that period
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had the pleasure of enjoying it and forgetting themselves for the time
being, by putting their ears close to Shri Atmananda’s. This flood of
divine music had left in him such an indelible samskara as to enable
him to give lessons in music to Nityananda.
His hobbies (kathakali and chess)

The peculiar art of kathakali is a harmonious mixture of classical
poetry, exquisite rhythmic dancing with emphasis on the display of
emotions, and classical Indian music particularly adapted to Kerala
(and called the sopanam path of music). It was the one art he used to
enjoy throughout his life. So much so that he used to have some
kathakali dance dramas enacted in his own home very often. Of
course, he himself would select the stories, which would be of high
spiritual, devotional and literary excellence. He deplored the fact that
professional kathakali singers had, many of them, become prosaic and
unemotional in their usual performances. This was because of over-
exertion and under-payment. It may be mentioned that kathakali had
been accepted as a permanent feature of his birthday celebrations
from 1954 onwards.
In the year 1955, Shri Atmananda ordered Nityananda to make up
for the deficiency in music by herself singing to the dancers on the
kathakali stage during the important scenes. Though kathakali music
on the stage was considered an exclusively masculine job, she gladly
undertook the task. It must be remembered in this context that the
singer has always the first place of honour on the kathakali stage.
She was conscious of her own incompetency. It had been her
supreme experience, how a ‘mere word’ from her Guru had in a
moment dashed her across the invincible ocean of samsara ‘worldli-
ness’ and landed her safely in permanent Peace in which she was still
resting contented. But here it was much more. It was not a ‘mere
word’ as before It was his sacred wish and peremptory order. She had
only to start and stop not. She did so on the birthday, leading the best
dancers of Kerala on the kathakali stage, with her Guru reclining in
front of her, freeing her of all her diffidence. She did her job
wonderfully well, to the highest approbation of the dancers and the
audience, and her Guru blessed her profusely. Shri Atmananda
enjoyed the performance so much that he desired its continuance in
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succeeding years. She obeyed and led the kathakali with her songs
on the three succeeding years, with increasing success every year, till
the last birthday on the 20th November 1958.
One other recreation in which he evinced great interest throughout
life was the game of chess, in which he was the champion of his
days. He used to play chess very often with two of his disciples, till
his indisposition towards the end of April 1959. He has often stated
that he utilized even the game of chess to speed up the spiritual
progress of those who played with him.
His habits and daily life

Even though he had been an athlete in his youth, he took no physical
exercise during the last thirty years of his life. The purity of his
system (kaya-shuddhi) obtained by his intense yogic sadhana had
made him immune in many ways. His control over breath was so
perfect that by a mere thought he could use this control in such a
manner that it served the same purpose as physical exercise would.
He was brought up in pure sattvic brahmanic samskaras, and was
a strict vegetarian throughout his life. He would wake up regularly
before 4 a.m. and finish all his ablutions and bath before daybreak.
His food was the usual Kerala brahmin vegetarian food – composed
of rice, vegetables, milk and milk products. The quantity he consumed
every day was incredibly small. Considering that he talked incessantly
for anything from 6 to 12 hours a day and considering the deficiency
of calories in his usual food, it was a puzzle to the doctors how he
managed to live.
He chewed fresh Jaffna tobacco of the strongest variety available,
to the extent of about four to five pounds a month. He would stop
doing so completely, sometimes for days, perhaps to show that he
was not enslaved either by this or any other habit. He took to smoking
sweet and mildly flavoured cigarettes when he went to Europe in 1950
and gave up the habit completely in September 1958.
He insisted vehemently that no trace should ever be left behind
after any activity, and observed it to the very letter all through his life.
He held that any trace left behind by an activity was the pernicious
seed of its samskara. Procrastination was unknown to him. Whenever
he decided upon any specific programme he was obstinate like a child
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and did not rest until it was completed. He proved by practice and
precept alike his cherished ideal that everyone should live by the
sweat of his brow. He held that the slavery of the body was but a
prelude to the slavery of the soul.
His independence and his integrity

Ever since his wife passed away in 1953, though he continued to live
in the house, Parvati Vilasam, which was given in partition to his only
daughter, he was looked after exclusively by his devoted disciples –
of course at his own expense. He detested being under any obligation,
financial or otherwise, to anybody, including his children and relatives.
On different occasions, the disciples – and the children as disciples
– used to offer presents at his feet, of different kinds. Of course he
accepted them all with pleasure. But whenever anything was offered
to him in any capacity other than that of a genuine disciple, he
managed to reciprocate in kind with princely generosity and absolved
himself from all obligations. There was no question of any obligation
to disciples who did everything only to make themselves happy by
making him comfortable; they had already surrendered themselves to
him.
He was always the custodian of his privy purse. His wife always
looked after the financial side of the household, till she passed away.
After that, he took one of his devoted disciples into confidence, to help
him in keeping house. Nobody else had any insight into his financial
affairs, except from what was casually announced by Shri Atmananda
himself with regard to his occasional plans and suggestions.
His strict punctuality

Though he stood for the absolute Truth beyond time, he was strict
and punctual to the minute, in all his activities. One day, having
previously decided to go with his family at 8 a.m. to participate in a
domestic ceremony elsewhere, he got into the car precisely at 8 and
waited for five minutes for his wife. She had not completed her
domestic arrangements and wanted a few minutes more. This was
mercilessly denied and she had to start forthwith, leaving her
arrangements incomplete. Ever since then, she was always ready at
least some minutes before him.
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Once a guest of the ruling Maharaja of the State had fixed an
appointment to interview Shri Atmananda at 4.30 p.m. The guest,
because of some delay in the palace, could not turn up in time. Shri
Atmananda waited patiently till 5 p.m., then cancelled the engagement
and informed the palace office about it. In the meanwhile, the guest
had started and reached Parvati Vilasam only at 5.10 p.m. He was
politely informed that the engagement was cancelled after half an
hour’s waiting and that a fresh appointment had to be fixed for
another day, if the guest wanted to see him. The guest returned to the
palace sorely disappointed. Many little men around were frightened
that His Highness might get terribly cross with Shri Atmananda. When
the guest returned to the palace disappointed, his highness sympa-
thized with him in his misfortune, and applauded the manner in which
Shri Atmananda upheld the dignity of the ultimate Truth, of Vedanta
and of the state, by his simple conduct.
His love of beauty and his hospitality

Scenes of natural beauty, majesty and grandeur – like landscapes,
majestic rivers, grand waterfalls, great mountains and the raging sea
threw him into long and deep moods – often beyond the mental level.
His heart was tender out of all proportion, and in charity and
hospitality he was princely. Devotees and sannyasins were always
welcome to partake of his hospitality. His wife and he took pleasure
in standing and watching dozens of children below the age of twelve
being sumptuously fed at his home on frequent festive occasions.
His family
The matriarchal system of family and inheritance still prevails in
Kerala State. Shri Atmananda’s maternal family has become extinct
with his generation, as though nature has responded to a standing
tradition that the family of a sage shall terminate with him.
Shri Atmananda had three children, the eldest son being a graduate
and landlord. The second one, the only daughter, was married to a well
known doctor and a professor of the Trivandrum Medical College. She
passed away in her 48th year in March 1962, leaving an only daughter.
The last son was a business man. They have all been married, blessed
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with children and well provided for in life. They have also been given
regular instructions for spiritual progress.
His ban on institutionalization in spirituality

He enjoined his disciples, including his children, to continue to live
like a homogeneous family, never forgetting the fact that the spiritual
relationship of each one is directly with his or her Guru alone. He
forbade them in the clearest terms from converting their sacred
spiritual household into an institution in any manner and therefore he
openly declared his refusal to nominate any successor to himself, in
spite of requests from different quarters.
He was against institutions of any kind for Vedanta, and has
discussed his views at length in the course of his talks recorded in
this book.
His correspondence and personal activities

With the steady increase in the number of his foreign disciples, his
correspondence also swelled proportionately. From the year 1949,
the author [of this book] was personally ordered by Shri Atmananda
himself to officiate as his private secretary – so as to attend to
his correspondence, official as well as domestic, run errands and
make engagements. After the demise of his wife in 1953, the author
was entrusted with the additional responsibility of attending more
closely upon his person and personal affairs.
His last days and mahasamadhi

Shri Atmananda’s 75th birthday was celebrated by his disciples on an
unprecedented and magnificent scale at Parvati Vilasam on the 20th
November 1958. For the next three months, he was busy with frequent
spiritual talks and two regular courses of tattvopadesha. By the end
of February 1959, the city of Trivandrum grew sultry and a change to
some health resort became inevitable. Shri Atmananda preferred to
go to Cape Commorin.
Therefore we started on the 7th of April 1959, with a few of his
servants and the closest disciples who used to attend upon his person.
We reached the Cape the same evening, and he started his bath in the
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open sea immediately. Many of his devoted disciples, including his
eldest son, accompanied him and established themselves independ-
ently, in separate quarters very near where he stayed. He recouped
much of his lost health and vigour in the course of the week. It was a
regular spiritual feast for all the disciples, for more than twelve hours
every day, in the form of incessant discourses, spiritual songs and
interviews. This continued unabated till the end of the third week of
April.
On the 22nd of April 1959 (the star day of Mother’s demise), the
occasional fits of weakness he once had now reappeared, and he began
to lose appetite by slow degrees. Medical aid did not have the desired
effect. Therefore we took him back to Trivandrum on the 2nd of May.
At Trivandrum, he was given all available medical aid by expert
doctors. The weakness only grew deeper. Still, he did not give up his
daily bath or break his routine till the twelfth evening. We could see
that he was drawing more and more inward, and that his outward
activities were all mechanical. His physical condition seemed to get
still worse on the morning of the 13th of May. By the evening of that
day, we lost all hope in any further medical aid.
During the night of the 13th, Nityananda who kept attending by his
side sang in despair, with the utmost force of her voice and devotion,
some of the songs and verses he always used to enjoy. His immediate
response was clear and agreeable. His face, which was apparently
fading, began to blush and bloom. The whole body got ruddy, even the
few wrinkles disappeared, and his expression showed an emphatic and
loving response to the songs sung.
Precisely at ten minutes past seven o’clock in the morning of
Thursday the fourteenth May 1959, he peacefully left his mortal coil,
in the presence of his grieving family, disciples and relatives. But the
bloom and the radiance the body had assumed the night before never
left him.
Thus he left us physically and entered into mahasamadhi as he
had himself decided and arranged. He had given us innumerable hints
regarding the intended mahasamadhi; but we failed to take them with
the gravity and seriousness they demanded. He had given us all
instructions regarding the disposal of his mortal remains once he
entered into mahasamadhi. Some days before mother passed away in
March 1953, he had promised us, in her presence, that he would
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continue in his body for six years more. He kept the promise literally
and left us in 1959. Nature had skilfully. arranged all the environment
needed to make his leaving his own body appear natural. He made
use of the opportunity in time, and passed away normally.
As directed by himself when he was living, his body was taken to
his country house, Anandawadi, at Malakkara in Chengannur, on the
banks of the sacred river Pampa. After all the usual rites and rituals
prescribed by society, his body was lifted jointly by his children and
his disciples, and placed over the decorated funeral pyre. The sacred
body was thus cremated in piles of sandalwood, camphor and incense
sticks, together with the customary mango wood. All the after rites,
ceremonials and conventions of society were strictly observed. The
mortal remains, religiously and devoutly collected from the sacred
ashes, were carefully preserved for a year, with solemn rites and
austere observances.
On the first anniversary day (the 3rd of May 1960), the mortal
remains were devoutly deposited inside a vault, in a beautiful granite
monument, constructed beside that of his own wife, on the spot
pointed out by him in 1953. The two samadhi monuments are now
covered by a combined roof; and they are preserved, revered and
worshipped by his devoted disciples, both in India and abroad. Many
of them meet there on the anniversary day every year, and solemnly
observe the memory of their revered Guru. The local public also
co-operate with zeal in all these ceremonials, considering it as much
their own concern as of the sons and disciples of Shri Atmananda.
Perpetuation of the samadhi installations

The children and disciples of Gurunathan [Shri Atmananda] were
anxious to perpetuate the sacred samadhis in a manner fitting a Sage.
Therefore, with the unstinted help and co-operation of the devout
disciples, both far and near, his children were able to clear the
ground of all its encumbrances; so as to ensure, for the whole family
of disciples, full and free opportunity of worship at the samadhis, for
all time.
The eldest son, who is in possession of the whole estate, is
devoutly looking after the routine and maintenance of the samadhis,
on behalf of the family and all the disciples. Further, the foundation
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stone has also been laid most auspiciously, at 8:30 a.m. on the 26th
November 1963 (being the eightieth birthday of Shri Atmananda),
for a magnificent superstructure housing the two samadhis, beaming
their full sattvic radiance and bestowing spiritual consolation, for all
posterity.
Bibliography
Shri Atmananda was in the habit of writing books even from his
early youth. Of his earlier writings, the only book that happened to
be published was a novel in Malayalam, called Taravati (reprinted in
1958). The manuscripts of another long novel and a book in verse
form were lost. They were stolen by pretentious and deceitful friends.
The book in verse has appeared subsequently in print, in a mutilated
form.
His writings of a strictly spiritual nature begin with the book
Radha-madhavam. These are written in simple and elegant Malayalam
verse. They have all been published and preserved intact. His spiritual
books are an index of a clear, continuous and progressive development
of an ideal aspirant – from devotion, which appears only on the surface
to be in the plane of duality, to the realization of and establishment in
the ultimate Truth.
1. The first of the series was the classical and devotional treatise
called Radha-madhavam, already mentioned above. It was com-
posed in the year 1919, describing the personal experiences of
the author on the path of devotion to his personal God, Lord
Krishna, without losing sight of the real nature of God himself.
The text was circulated in manuscript form for many years and
consequently was much mutilated. It was finally corrected and
approved by the author himself, and published by me in 1958
through S.R. Press, Trivandrum. It is a small book, of only 48
verses, of very high poetic musical and literary excellence.
Each verse, without exception, was the spontaneous outcome
of an experience in samadhi. The divine harmony (gross as well
as subtle) overflowing from it has earned for the book a sacred
place in thousands of Hindu and even non-Hindu homes, as the
favourite text for bhajana and chanting in the mornings and
evenings. Having flowed out of samadhi, where the expression of
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the divine harmony was perfect, each verse has all the potentialit-
ies of a virtual mantra. (Several tantrics have already discovered
this secret and are successfully utilizing many of its verses for the
purpose of exorcizing ghosts and spirits.)
The depth of sublime emotion that it arouses takes the earnest
singer to the very brink of the phenomenal. This is a work of great
service to persons who have taken to devotional exercises, with
the ultimate Reality as their goal.
2. The next book called Atmaramam (‘The flower garden of Atma’,
published in 1935 by the author from Shri Rama Vilasom Press,
Quilon) is a continuation of Radha-madhavam in the ladder of
spiritual progress. It consists of only 69 verses, and though small
is more serious and concise. It does not have a continuous theme,
but is instead a collection of individual verses or groups of verses
composed at different times for different purposes, all pointing to
the ultimate Truth from varying standpoints. But some of these
compositions do not represent his chosen path of direct approach
to the ultimate Truth. Instead, they were composed for the benefit
of different persons following different paths in different orders
and yet pointing to the right Absolute.
3. The next and most important book is called Atma-darshanam.
It is the first half of Atmanandopanishad – published separately
in Malayalam by the author in 1945 through the Reddiar Press,
Trivandrum, and the second edition published in 1958 by Vedanta
Publishers, Trivandrum through the same press.
In this volume, he expounds the ultimate Truth in the simplest
language, using only direct discrimination and reason, and relying
upon nothing other than the Self, the inmost core of one’s being,
which is the only thing that can never be denied or even thought
of to be unreal. He expounds the Truth from various standpoints,
in the course of twenty distinct chapters of only 155 verses in all,
most of them being in the briefest metre in the language.
A close study of this book, even by an ordinary aspirant,
enables him to have an indirect knowledge of Atma, the Self.
This indirect knowledge of the Truth in turn intensifies his
earnestness and sincerity to know the Truth directly, and thus
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transforms him into a genuine jijnyasu or a true aspirant, thereby
guaranteeing the attainment of a Karana-guru and liberation.
An English rendering of the book by the author himself, in
prose, under the same name Atma-Darshan (translated as ‘At the
Ultimate’), was published in 1946 by the disciples through the
Shri Vidya Samiti, Tiruvannamalai. And it was duly offered to
Shri Atmananda at his birthday on the 2nd of December, 1946.
4. The next and the last of his books is the second half of Atmanand-
opanishad, separately called Atma-nirvriti. It was published in
Malayalam in 1951 by the author direct through the Reddiar Press,
Trivandrum. The English rendering by the author himself, in prose,
under the same name Atma-Nirvriti (translated as ‘Freedom and
felicity in the Self’) was published in 1952 by Vedanta Publishers,
through the Government Central Press, Trivandrum.
In the course of the twenty-three short chapters of this book,
comprising in all of only 122 simple verses, he expounds the
same Truth from different angles of vision. The author himself
says about the book: ‘In many places the book goes beyond
“Atma Darshan” and expounds the Truth from a higher level. A
study of this book will be of considerable help to those who have
gained Knowledge of the Truth from “Atma Darshan”, to make
that Knowledge steady and thereby obtain lasting peace.’
Besides these verses, there are three short articles added at the
end of this book, on the two vital problems of man and their
solution. These articles are by themselves of immense help to the
new aspirant; because in them his need, the goal and the means to
be adopted for his spiritual enquiry are properly analysed and
clarified. This is the first prerequisite for any successful enquiry.
A Sanskrit translation by Shri Ravi Varma Thampan, of the two books
Atma-darshanam and Atma-nirvriti, has also been published by the
Vedanta Publishers, Trivandrum, in the year 1955.
The true monument

A word about the future to my dear co-disciples seems indispensable,
merely as a presentation of my humble views to them, for what they
are worth. A craze for monuments and memorials has seized the
society. As soon as some great personality passes away, institutions
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and mute structures spring up, all over the world. In view of the
extraordinary services of self-sacrifice performed in the phenomenal
sphere by such heroes and the noble ideals and principles they stood
for, such monuments and memorials, being also phenomenal, have a
significance and attract the emulation of the younger generation to
similar fields of worldly activity. Nothing phenomenal is ever perfect,
and therefore progress is towards an ideal and effort is always a
necessity.
But in the case of a Sage like Shri Atmananda, who is the ultimate
Truth itself and ever perfect and not a personality which is never
perfect, the conditions and terms of reference are quite different. No
phenomenal monument or memorial can successfully represent the
Truth he was and the Truth he lived. But there is only one way out.
That is to create living monuments to perpetuate his memory.
He has often repeated to us: ‘I am Atma the indivisible. I am there
in the heart of everyone of you, in my fullness. You have only to
recognize it, and never to forget it.’ We do recognize it, no doubt. But
unfortunately, we often forget it, in moments of weakness. This has
to be overcome by strenuous effort on our part, to remember as often
as we can that Truth we already recognize, and thus get established
in the ultimate Reality, the Guru. Thus we ourselves become perfect.
The perfect alone can be a monument to the perfect. So let each of
the true disciples of Shri Atmananda become a living monument of
the Guru as Shri Atmananda was of Shri Yogananda and as Shri
Vivekananda was of Shri Ramakrishna.
By this I do not mean that everything else about him may be
forgotten. No, not in the least. He has left a sacred heritage to
humanity in the form of his books and his discourses enshrining the
Truth he stood for and advocated. Both these have to be preserved, in
all their pristine purity and grandeur. Ways and means may wisely be
designed to achieve this purpose.
Added to this, if at least one or more of his devout disciples succeed
in establishing themselves in the ultimate Truth, and are able to live
the Truth as shown by Shri Atmananda himself in his life, nothing else
can be a more fitting monument to the great Shri Atmananda Guru.
Nitya Tripta
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Glossary
PRELIMINARY
Atmika (spiritual). Whatever directs one’s attention to, or brings one

nearer to Atma, the impersonal Self within, is alone spiritual.
Atma, ‘I’-principle, consciousness, awareness, peace, Truth, Reality,
experience, advaita, svarupa, rasa, anubhava, the being, the
Absolute, the Ultimate, the changeless, the self-luminous, ultimate
subject, ultimate background, ultimate knowledge, ultimate love,
ultimate knower, ultimate perceiver, etc. are all synonyms.
Vidya-vritti, functioning consciousness, higher reason, higher logic,
maha-buddhi, shuddha sattva, etc. are another set of synonyms.
Truth, in its essence, is absolute and unconditioned, its essential
characteristics being changelessness, self-luminosity and peace.
It is in this sense that ‘Truth’ is discussed here. Truth can only be
experienced and can never be expressed in words, language
being designed for worldly traffic alone. At the most, language
can only direct one’s attention to the Truth and remove some of
the impediments.
Gradation of spiritual advancement:

A disciple is a person who longs with sincerity and earnestness to
know his own real nature, the ultimate Truth, and thus surrenders
his ego unconditionally to a Karana-guru and takes instructions
from him.
A jivan-mukta is the mature disciple who listens to the Truth from
the lips of the Guru and visualizes the ultimate Truth then and
there.
A Sage is a jivan-mukta who has by continued effort established
himself in the ultimate Truth.
A Guru is a Sage who, out of compassion for the ignorant, voluntarily
undertakes to guide earnest and sincere aspirants who come to him
for the ultimate Truth. He does it as easily and effortlessly as
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holding a stolen bull by the horn and showing it to the owner for
identification or recognition. It’s only one such who may rightly
be accepted as a Karana-guru.
An Acarya is a Karana-guru found to be proficient in all paths of
devotion, yoga and jnyana, and who has the highest experiences
in all the three paths. He is thus respectfully addressed as Guru-
natha, Guru-deva, Guru-svami and by many other such names
showing the highest veneration and endearment.
ALPHABETICAL LIST
Acarya is the highest class of Karana-gurus (ultimate teachers),

proficient in all the paths of devotion, yoga and jnyana. [See note
565.]
Adhara-cakras are the vital nerve-centres along the spinal chord,
chosen for the purpose of yogic concentration. [See note 1387.]
Adhikaris: Spiritual aspirants at various grades of understanding.
Aham is the ‘I’-principle.
Ahankara [ego] is the sense of one’s separateness from everything
else. It is also the identification with body, senses and mind. [See
note 1004.]
Ahimsa: In the worldly sense, it means ‘non-injury’. Spiritually, it
means not prompted by anything of the lower self. [See note
545.]
Ajata-vada is the vedantic perspective emphasizing that nothing other
than the real Self (Consciousness) was ever born, ever is, or ever
shall be. [See note 1392.]
Ajnyana: Wrong knowledge.
Anasuya was the wife of the renowned Sage Atri, and an established
pati-vrata herself. [See note 507.]
Anatma: Everything other than Atma.
Aphorism (mahavakya) is a short and pointed expression stating the
identity of jiva, the life principle, with the Reality. It is meant for
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the contemplation of spiritual aspirants under instructions from
their Guru. [See note 560.]
Arjuna was the third of the Pandavas and the greatest archer of the
Mahabharata.
Asambhavana is a firmly held belief that no ultimate principle called
‘Atma’ is exists.
Asvabhava is the opposite of one’s own real nature. [See note 24.]
Atma: The real Self.
Atma-murti is the form of any personal God conceived by the mind,
on the background of Atma itself.
Atma-tattva: The truth of the ‘I’-principle.
Avadhutas are a class of aspirants practicing self-mortification and
cultivate aversion to the body, thus acquiring some yogic powers
on the way. [See note 409.]
Avidya: Wrong knowledge.
Bhagavatam is the story of Lord Krishna’s life, graphically described
by Shri Veda-vyasa.
Bhagavad-gita is one leg of a tripod of Indian philosophical texts. It
expounds Karma-yoga in particular. It is a story of Lord Krishna
instructing his friend and disciple Arjuna on the battlefield.
Bhakta is the aspirant who follows the path of devotion to a personal
God.
Bhava is one’s own real nature.
Bhishma was a great prince, who in his boyhood renounced the
rights to his kingdom for the sake of his father, and took to the
spiritual quest. He became a great yogin, respected by all alike.
Buddhi: Intellect.
Buddhi-viveka: Discrimination functioning through the phenomenal
intellect. [See note 1449.]
Caitanya was a reputed devotional saint of North India.
Carvaka was a great intellectual genius of ancient India, holding that
there was nothing beyond the apparent world. He was honoured
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as a rishi (saint) for the stubborn earnestness and sincerity of his
enquiry. [See note 1253.]
Dakshina: An offering of respect and devotion towards the Guru,
usually at the completion of a course of study.
Darshana: (1) Ultimate experiences of the Truth recorded by Sages
and accepted as vedantic authority, like the Upanishads, both
ancient and modern. (2) Any objective vision of a personal God
(in the mental level).
‘Deshikoktya’: ‘By the word of my Guru.’
Dharma: Quality [literally, that which is held or supported].
Dharmi: The qualified [the holder or supporter of qualities, which is
itself unaffected by the qualities that depend on its support].
Dhyana: Meditation upon any model or ideal.
Disciple: A spiritual aspirant striving to visualize the ultimate Truth,
under instructions from a Karana-guru.
Drishya: That which is perceived.
Gandiva is the divine bow presented by the God of fire to Arjuna.
Gaudapada was a great Sage, who was Shri Shankara’s Guru’s Guru.
Jijnyasu: A true aspirant.
Himsa, in the phenomenal sense, means causing injury or pain to
another jiva [living creature]. According to Vedanta, it means any
action prompted by the interest of the lower self.
Hridaya-viveka: Discrimination functioning through the heart. [See
note 1449.]
Ignorance: Wrong notion.
Ishta-deva: A personal God adopted for the purpose of cultivating
devotion.
Ishvara [God], as it existed before creation, is the ultimate Truth
itself. But after creation, it is the supposed creator, preserver and
destroyer of the universe.
Ishvara-bhava: The powers of Ishvara, or God in parts.
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Jivan-mukta: A spiritual aspirant who gets liberated from bondage
while still living in the world, through a visualization the ultimate
Truth under instructions from a Karana-guru.
Kailasa is supposed to be the abode of Lord Shiva on the heights of
the Himalayas.
Karana-brahman: The ultimate Reality viewed as the ultimate cause
of the world.
Karana-guru: A Sage who is established in the ultimate Truth and
undertakes to guide spiritual aspirants to the same goal.
Karma: Action of any kind by the body, senses or mind. Akarma is
actionlessness. [See note 574.]
Karma-sannyasa is the perfecting of the passive principle in man,
usually through the path of renunciation and sannyasa.
Karma-yoga: Doing action disinterestedly. It is the perfection of the
active principle in man, and is the theme of the Bhagavad-gita.
Karmattha(?) is one who believes that liberation can be achieved
only by the performance of karmas (actions) strictly as ordained
in the scriptures.
Karya-brahman: The impersonal conceived with name and form for
any purpose (ishta-deva).
Karya-guru is a teacher who, having not reached the Ultimate,
guides students in the study of anything below the ultimate Truth.
Kutastha is the witness of the individual jiva or life principle.
Kshanika-vijnyani is one of a class who believe that knowledge is
momentary or time-limited.
Kundalini is the vital energy located at the lower end of the spinal
chord. [See note 1387.]
Lakshana: Pointer.
Lila: Play.
Mahabharata: One of the great epics of the Hindus, describing the
story of the rivalry between the Pandavas and the Kauravas – the
rival claimants to the same kingdom.
Mahakasha is the unconditioned space.
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Mandukya-karika is a commentary of the Mandukyopanishad by
Shri Gaudapada.
Mantra is a harmonious sound or group of sounds which may create
and apply some definite potential energy, if properly uttered. [See
note 379.]
Mantra-devata is the deity created by the energy generated by the
proper chanting of a mantra.
Margas (paths): (1) The cosmological path is an objective enquiry
into the source of the world and the individual, finally striking an
identity between the backgrounds of both. (2) The direct path is a
subjective enquiry into the changeless principle in the individual,
on reaching which you find the world only an appearance on that
principle.
Maya is that illusion which shows ultimate Reality as an apparently
manifested universe.
Moksha-kala: An art that is conducive to liberation.
Mula-prakriti is the cause and source of the apparent universe.
Nalla-tabbal is an old drama full of deep pathos from start to finish.
Narada is the famous mythological Sage supposed to be traversing
the world incessantly in his subtle body, rendering spiritual help
to the godly-minded devotees in distress.
Nirguna-brahman: The attributeless Reality, which is the background
of the individual as well as of the cosmos.
Nirvikalpa-samadhi is the state in which the mind becomes merged
in consciousness for a while and there is deep Peace, so long as
the state lasts.
Nivritti: Liberation.
Padmapada was one of the devoted disciples of Shri Shankara.
Pancali (Draupadi) was the wife of the Pandavas and the daughter of
the king of Pancala.
Pandavas were the five sons of King Pandu, who were sattvic
devotees of Lord Krishna. They came out victorious in the battle
of the Mahabharata.
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Paroksha is indirect or formal.
Pati-vratas were the celebrated ladies of ancient India who, by
the practice of simple pati-vratya (husband worship), acquired
wonderful yogic powers and purity of heart, to vie even with the
great Gods of the supreme trinity.
Pati-vratya was a process of sweet devotional yoga, through which
the ideal housewife of ancient India practised chastity and devot-
ion to her husband, considering him as her visible God.
Paurusha: The quality of being a purusha, the inmost core of one’s
own Self. [See note 281.]
Pitris are the subtle thought-forms of those departed souls who are
supposed to linger in their subtle bodies, while awaiting another
body on rebirth.
Prakarana: Original and independent expression of one’s own views
regarding the ultimate Truth and its visualization.
Prakriti is the active principle in man [as opposed to purusha, the
passive principle].
Prakriya is any regular process of analysing the individual or the
cosmos and eliminating the changing aspects from the change-
less.
Pranava is the harmonious group of sounds ‘a’, ‘u’ and ‘mm…’
merging into the inaudible, thus representing the ultimate Reality.
Pranava-yoga is a process of yogic concentration on the sound ‘aum’,
merging in the inaudible and thus representing its true goal, the
ultimate Reality.
Prarabdha-karmas are the mature karmas [chains of action] for the
fulfilment of which this body and life have been particularly
designed.
Prasthanatraya is the tripod of Indian philosophy, comprising of
three parts: (1) the Brahma-sutras, (2) the Dashopanishads, and
(3) the Bhagavad-gita.
Pratyaksha (aparoksha) literally means perceivable by the sense
organs. Spiritually, it means direct or subject to the ultimate
experience, and that is the real ‘I’-principle.
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Purusha is the passive principle in man [as opposed to prakriti, the
active principle].
Radha-madhavam is the story of the divine love of Radha for Lord
Krishna, and the progress of this love through different stages.
Raga is attraction that gets born of desire for phenomenal pleasure.
Rakshasa: A wicked-minded person of very great powers, harassing
the sattvic and the virtuous ones.
Rama is supposed to be an incarnation of Lord Vishnu. He was the
king of Ayodhya and was the hero of the Ramayana epic.
Ravana was the mythological demon king of Lanka, who was killed
by Rama in battle.
Rishi is an extremely holy person – in particular, the composer of a
sacred mantra, the one who first visualized its deity.
Sadhaka is one who is undergoing any course of regular training.
Sadhana is the process of such training.
Sage is one who has visualized the ultimate Truth and is firmly
established in it.
Saguna-brahman (the same as karya-brahman) is usually the form of
one’s Ishta-deva, visualized on the background of the impersonal
for the mere convenience of doing devotion to it.
Sahaja state: The natural state.
Sakshat-karana: The ultimate cause. [See note 1237.]
Samadhi is the pleasurable experience either on the vision of a
personal God or during the state of stillness of mind obtained by
effort after prolonged yogic exercises.
Samsara: The phenomenal experiences of the mind within the circle
of birth and death.
Samskaras are the tendencies of past experiences.
Sankalpa: A thought about the future, with or without using the will-
power.
Sankhya philosophy was first founded by Shri Kapilacarya. It was
later on perfected into the Advaita philosophy by other Sages.
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Sarasayana(?): The bed of arrows on which Shri Bhishma rested,
awaiting the auspicious day for leaving his mortal coil.
Sarva-jnyatva is knowing for certain that the essence of everything is
one’s own real self – the Atma. [See note 1389.]
Sattvika-deva is the ishta-deva visualized by an aspirant whose goal
is ultimate liberation. [See note 348.]
Sayujya is the state of temporary merger in and complete identificat-
ion with one’s ishta-deva. [See note 1137.]
Shravana: Listening to the Truth from the lips of the Guru. [See note
1237.]
Siddha-deva is the ishta-deva visualized by an aspirant whose goal is
any thing short of ultimate liberation. [See note 348.]
Siddhis are powers acquired by the mind as a result of devotion, yoga
or jnyana – the former two being temporary and the latter perm-
anent.
Sphurana is the subjective, self-luminous manifestation of ‘I am’,
without any specific object.
Svabhava: One’s own real nature.
Svadharma: A profession one is accustomed to, either hereditarily or
by long practice.
Svarupa: Real nature.
Svarupananda, is one who takes delight in one’s own true nature. (It
is also one of the many spiritual names given to a disciple on his
visualization of the Truth.)
Sva-sthiti: Natural state.
Shyamantapancaka is a sacred bathing ghat where Lord Krishna went
on a holy pilgrimage, together with the Gopis, Gopas, the Pandavas
and his own family. It was there that the Gopis, the chosen disciples
of Lord Krishna, were given the final tattvopadesha.
Taoism: A Chinese system of thought founded by the philosopher
Lao Tsu in the seventh century BC. It’s philosophy comes close to
Advaita.
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Tapas: Austere penance and practice of meditation and such other
exercises.
Tattvarayar was a jivan-mukta of Tamilnad who was deeply samadhi-
minded. Samadhi was an obstacle for him in getting established
in the ultimate Truth. So his Guru, Shri Svarupananda, had to
apply something of a spiritual shock treatment, to wean him
away from his samadhi mania to deep discrimination.
Tattvas: Different aspects of the Truth.
Tattvopadesha is the final expounding of the ultimate Truth in the
regular order, to the disciple, by the Guru in person.
Tila-havana: Offering of gingelly [sesame] seeds to the holy fire, in
propitiation of the pitris (thought-forms) of the departed souls.
Trigunas: The fundamental qualities of (1) tamas (inclination to
sloth, sleep and sluggishness), (2) rajas (inclination to activity
and emotions), and (3) sattva (balancing the former two, leading
the way to peace and Truth).
Trimurtis: The three broad concepts of Hinduism, namely Brahma as
the creator, Vishnu as the preserver, and Shiva as the destroyer of
the world.
Triputi: Perceiver, perception and the perceived in every activity.
Turiya is the state of pleasurable stillness of the mind attained by a
long course of yogic exercises and intense effort.
Upadhis: Mediums.
Upanishads, called shrutis, serve as true records of spiritual experience
on the part of great Sages in both ancient and modern India. They
are thus recognized as for their questioning of ultimate Truth.
Upasana: Practice of regular devotional exercises to a personal God
(ishta-deva).
Uttara Rama Caritam is the story of Shri Rama after his coronation
as king of Ayodhya.
Vaikuntha: The world and the seat of Lord Vishnu.
Vairagya is dispassion towards objects, primarily towards one’s own
body, senses and mind.
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Vasanas: Tendencies of past activities.
Vastu-tantra: Outcome of the ultimate Reality alone.
Vativishvarattamma was a lady from a village called Vativishvaram,
on the way to Cape Commorin. She became a renowned Sage of
great esteem, through her deep devotion to her Guru, without
taking to any other kind of sadhana whatsoever. She did not even
care to listen to her Guru’s spiritual talks. Instead she kept herself
engaged in cooking his food and doing other personal services to
her Guru, which she rightly considered by far superior to every
other sadhana.
Vendee: Buyer.
Vendor: Seller.
Vicara-marga is the path of subjective analysis of the Self –
eliminating the non-self, and getting established in the real Self.
Vidya: Right knowledge.
Vikshepa: Restlessness of the mind.
Viparita-bhavana is the thought that you are anything other than
Atma, the ultimate Reality.
Virat is an all-comprehending vision of the all-manifesting universe.
Vishishtadvaita: Qualified non-dualism.
Vishva-rupa: Same as ‘virat’ above.
Viveka is that discrimination which may function either through the
intellect (buddhi) or through the heart (hridaya).
Vrindavana is the grazing meadow where Lord Krishna spent his
childhood and boyhood, grazing the cows and playing his divine
lilas with the Gopas and Gopis of the village.
Yoga: Any process by which the mind is sought to be controlled or
expanded.
Yoga-samadhi is the samadhi (state of mental absorption) acquired
by dint of long yogic practices, or by deep samskaras inherited
from previous life.
Yoga-vasishtha is a text describing the discourses of Sage Vasishtha
(the Guru) to Shri Rama (his disciple) for eighteen days. It thus
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expounds the ultimate Truth from different standpoints. Here, yoga
means jnyana-yoga.
TERMS IN GROUPS OF THREE OR FOUR
Bhakta, yogin and jnyanin are the three important types of spiritual
personalities. The former two are only striving to purify or expand
their minds to qualify themselves to take to jnyana sadhana and
to become jnyanins.
Dvaita, Vishishtadvaita, and Advaita are three recognized approaches
to ultimate Truth. The former two are only preparatory courses,
to be crowned with Self-realization through Advaita alone.
Shruti, yukti and anubhava are the three regular stages through which
one rises to the visualization of the ultimate Truth. [See note
1199.]
Shravana, manana and nididhyasana: According to the traditional or
cosmological method, these are the three progressive stages of
understanding the Truth. [See note 1019.]
Srishti-drishti, drishti-srishti and ajata-vada: These are three distinct
methods used to explain the world from corresponding levels of
understanding. These are the three standpoints of variety, unity
and non-duality. [See note 1392.]
Shruti, Smriti, Purana and Itihasa: Shrutis (Upanishads) are taken as
accepted authorities on ultimate Truth and its realization. The
latter three classes are subsequent periodical commentaries and
explanations in different forms, justifying the assertions of the
shrutis.
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Index
(To all 3 volumes. References here are
to note numbers, not page numbers)
absence 564, 855, 929, 1042, 1088, 1122, 1203, 1219,

1054, 1134, 1264, see also 1268, 1301, 1365, 1384,
nothingness 1400, 1435, see also
Absolute and relative 37, 115, identification
124, 159, 220, 237, 248, 489, appearance or manifestation
688, 883 291, 301, 304, 448, 1225,
actions 228, 481, 525, 694, 1258, 1267, 1439
830, 953, 976, 1034, 1233 arguments 838, 1176
activity and rest 127, 261, 272, art 396, 527, 866, 1001, 1399
329, 342, 358, 365, 372, 425, astrology 209
476, 505, 550, 570, 572, 625,
atheist see Carvaka
862, 985, 1025, 1064, 1073,
1129, 1171, 1187, 1316, Atma (Self) 150, 183, 542,
1436, see also sattva… and 921, 1352, 1353, 1448, see
work also ‘I’-principle
advaita (non-duality) 11, 85, attachment and non-attachment
182, 230, 233, 466, 579, 713, 146, 206, 678, 976, see also
1165-1166, 1210, 1227, 1357, renunciation and dispassion
1411 aum 1195, 1321, 1446
Advaita Vedanta 103, 180, authorship 1204
204, 223, 262, 302, 383, 473, background 81, 143, 291, 301,
497, 703, 1087, 1119, 1230, 604, 874, 993, 1072
1247, 1413, 1422
beauty 471, 527-528, 686, 724,
all-knowingness (sarva-jnyatva) 910, 924-926, 958, 959, 960,
1291, 1389 1103
aphorisms 305, 417, 548, 560, being 299, 449, 700, 1069,
998, 1003, 1092, 1114, 1207 1277, see also existence
apparent ‘I’ (personal ego) 79, Bhagavad-gita 170, 538-541,
118, 126, 152, 157, 264, 350, 1033, 1062
451, 512, 535, 561, 628, 652,
bhava and abhava 1279
696, 802, 847, 851, 865, 887,
894, 945, 957, 1004, 1029, body 34, 83, 222, 406, 627,
1038, 1045, 1060, 1079, 675, 980
Index 749
bondage and liberation 283, creation 160, 274, 398, 537,
347, 391, 395, 602, 640, 645, 569, 651, 859
699, 742, 920, 940, 977, data 1222
1032, 1118, 1153, 1283,
death 66, 340, 530, 659, 729,
1344, see also liberation
737, 753, 793, 820, 1143,
books 982, 1016, 1204, 1293, 1150, 1427-1428
1341
decision 852
bridge 115, 1235
deep sleep 9, 64, 69, 116, 213,
Carvaka 665, 1253 270, 296, 334, 341, 382, 677,
causal ignorance 153, 259, 721, 752, 754, 927, 946,
338-339, 564, 923 1102, 1172, 1196, 1221,
causality 343, 378, 557, 777, 1231, 1286, 1381, 1428, see
1105, 1149, 1215, 1416, 1433 also sleep knowingly
centre and circumference 394 deep sleep and ignorance 8,
806, 1006, 1012, see also
change and changelessness 46,
causal ignorance
408, 492, 514, 692, 813, 878,
1048, 1300, 1313, see also definitions 109, 168, 201, 280,
unity… 281, 283, 287, 293, 316, 323,
353, 357, 381, 453, 484, 521,
charity 458
526, 756, 1327, 1421
child in knowledge 66, 277,
democracy 772
434, 778, 782, 898-899, 1385
desire 166, 202, 774, 860, 942,
communism 367
1091, 1240, 1372, 1418, 1450
connection 159, 810, 895,
destiny 281
1328, 1444, 1446, see also
unity… and change… destruction 99, 173, 393, 569,
1274
conscience 698
devotion (bhakti) 58, 62, 162,
Consciousness 34, 83, 126,
230, 312, 369, 388, 509, 685,
284, 387, 432, 617, 621, 644,
690, 815, 966, 995, 1104,
646, 744, 751, 809, 840, 849,
1137, 1178, 1202, 1310,
1008, 1042, 1051, 1131,
1318, 1387, 1410
1159, 1164, 1394, 1445
direct and indirect 568, 824,
Consciousness and Peace 178,
1237, 1314
837, 1101, 1335, 1360
direct method see paths to
continuity see connection
Truth – the direct method
conviction 607
disciple 97, 691, 697, 749,
courage 890, 1375 1061, 1177, 1415
750 Index
dispassion 32, 290, 1430, see feeling 232, 314, 327, 341,
also renunciation and 368, 581, 586, 613, 614, 636,
attachment… 693, 723, 776, 853, 854, 891,
distinction and non-distinction 1412, 1440, see also thoughts
1031 and…
diversity see unity and… fight 170, 538-540, 850-852
doer, enjoyer and knower 140, flattery 326, 1005
969, see also triputi flower 978
duty 541 food 676
education 336, 758, 1118 form and seeing 163, 295, 386,
effort 665, 738, 1372, see also 554, 624, 716, 755, 842, 988,
work 1351
ego see apparent ‘I’… and free will 209, 281, 951
identification freedom see liberation
emotion see feeling friend and foe 788, 792, 854
enjoyment 18, 105, 125, 423, generic 295, 470, 489, 693,
680, 781, 925, see also 839, 861, 1144, 1243, 1279,
Happiness and pleasure… 1376
enrichment 843 God and worship 12, 41, 87,
establishment in Truth see 88, 154, 172, 188, 237, 239,
visualization and… 240, 348, 459, 489, 502, 503,
and sahaja… 506, 647, 730, 750, 767, 768,
807, 964, 984, 997, 1121,
ethics see morality
1248, 1377, 1386, 1400,
examination 151, 558, 736, 1451, see also puja and
1147, 1152, 1270, 1349, devotion…
1407-1408
grace 136, 522
existence 38, 48, 130, 191,
gratitude 989
219, 220, 403, 414, 567, 1234
guilt see repentance
experience 40, 42, 74-75, 123,
142, 218, 221, 246, 325, 341, Guru 33, 181, 184, 251, 279,
468, 482, 600, 607, 687, 812, 303, 315, 317, 351, 420, 454,
912, 1083, 1096, 1216, 1218, 463, 477, 531, 536, 582, 638,
1241, 1250, 1388 639, 674, 691, 766, 789, 790,
799, 877, 944, 1009, 1015,
expressions 124, 413, 435,
1056, 1061, 1116, 1135, 1177,
455, 994
1292, 1295, 1415
Index 751
Happiness 101, 141, 148, 465, improving the world 108, 439,
628, 836, 1209, 1325, 1360, 770, 819, 897
1396, 1445, see also indifference 1046
pleasure… and enjoyment
individuality 192, 438, 814,
Happiness and Peace 178, 322, 932, 1036, 1157
333, 740, 979
infinite 381
harmony 280, 435, 584,
inside and outside 761, 1256,
924-926, 986
1378
heart 156, 207, 253, 282, 374,
institutions 223
401, 583, 734, 900, 1179,
1449 instruments 60, 73, 358, 608,
830
himsa and ahimsa 545
interval (between mentations,
‘I’-ness and ‘this’-ness 350,
perceptions or actions) 5, 65,
1045, 1373
334, 902, 992, 1010, 1013,
‘I’-principle 3, 6, 20-22, 24, 1086
81, 139, 149, 245, 250, 255,
‘It’ 291, 981, 1026, 1063
260, 352, 366, 390, 394, 436,
447, 499, 593, 594, 712, 754, jiva see apparent ‘I’…
810, 933, 973, 1007, 1045, jivan-mukta 54, 532, 679,
1085, 1128, 1224, 1255, 1116, 1211, 1235, 1251,
1358, see also Atma (Self) 1266, 1340, see also Sage…
ideas 286, 297, 399, 694, 1223, jnyana path 161, 685, 1275,
1284, 1394, see also 1392
thought… karma and samskara 498, 574,
identification 144, 156, 256, 575, 663, 1110, 1124
284, 307, 309, 404, 1380, see karma-yoga 67, 170, 244, 292,
also apparent ‘I’… 538-541, 678, 1062, see also
ignorance 722, 731, 1095, work
1183, 1287, 1308, 1447, knower see witness
see also causal…
knowledge 26, 101, 233, 384,
and deep sleep and…
411, 468, 1082, 1083, 1105-
illusion 247, 339, 359, 513, 1106, 1130, 1376, 1440
735, 785, 816, 1185
knowledge and functioning 82,
illustration and analogy 566, 145, 175, 462, 620
592, 748, 785, 846, 939,
knowledge and learning 107,
1072, 1245, 1317
756, 834, 1020, 1382
752 Index
knowledge and love 25, 80, living and dying 43, 321, 641,
565, 649, 700, 889, 892, 901, 808, 895, 1132, 1193
1058, 1265, 1276 logic see reason and
knowledge and witnessing vidya-vritti…
288, 437, 1027, see also loka-sangraha 1078, 1413
witness
loneliness 868, 942, 952
knowledge in identity 654,
love 98, 110, 265, 289, 300,
947, 991, 1282, 1312, 1320,
360, 416, 460, 477, 488, 507,
1333, 1363
577, 672, 710, 784, 875-876,
knowledge of objects 51, 217, 917, 983, 1040, 1168, 1194,
553, 741, 863, 1098, 1305 1404-1405, see also
known and unknown 16, 47, knowledge and…
49, 73, 77, 501, 1324, 1345 lunacy see madness
Krishna, Lord 58, 170, 431, madness 495, 967
538-541, 1385
man and ‘man-ness’ 137, 470,
lakshana (pointer) 353, 487, 747, 1197, 1376
619, 1170, 1434
manifestation see appearance
language 37, 286, 354, 376, or…
380, 435, 826, 832, 1041,
mantra 379, 1094, 1397
1170, 1446
marriage 507
liberation 27, 86, 106, 167,
234, 426, 428, 666, 717, 802, materialist 1138, 1253
804, 820, 822, 848, 932, matter and life 34, 260, 412,
1169, see also bondage… 417, 825, 830, 1167
life in the world 28, 92, 169, maya theory 129
403, 752, 871, 886, 963, meditation 242, 405, 444, 493,
1037, 1071, 1129, 1263, 573, 1077, 1094, 1309, 1318,
1297, 1342, 1414, 1444, see 1387, 1442, see also mind
also living… and matter control…
and…
memory 2, 70, 105, 217, 257,
life principle 340, 412, 460 263, 273, 337, 515, 587, 590,
life, thought and feeling 201, 643, 707, 773, 811, 940,
318, 346, 635, 1036 1049, 1298, 1303, 1403
lila 764 mentation 164, 355, 623, 1027,
limitation 1264 1301, 1424, see also
interval…
listening 429, 529, 982, 1014-
1015, 1019, 1056
Index 753
mind and Truth 10, 132, 141, obstacles and means 56, 407,
210, 395, 430, 779, 1024, 479, 500, 523, 918, 943, 1273
1311 ochre robe 668
mind control and cultivation om see aum
186, 211, 231, 306, 356, 364,
one see unity…
433, 518, 637, 881, 1346, see
also meditation and opposites 555, 559, 883, 956,
voluntary… 1131, 1238, 1257, 1371
mind’s functioning 109, 133, pain see pleasure and…
134, 152, 293, 537, 585, 702, paradoxes 46, 222, 373, 572,
765, 900, 1220 780, 880
misery see pleasure… paths to Truth 178, 475, 506,
monism 1165, 1357 869, 1033, 1140, see also
jnyana path
morality 91, 205, 210, 335,
673, 689, 698, 775, 821, 844, paths to Truth – the direct
1145, 1406 method (vicara-marga) 71,
147, 165, 427, 452, 473, 555,
movement 878
633, 739, 1081, 1281, 1361,
music 396, 986 1421
mystics see saints and… paths to Truth – traditional 35,
name and form 52, 102, 631, 63, 237, 244, 312, 409, 443,
909, 996, 1043, 1368 445, 474, 601, 999, 1387
natural state see sahaja… paths to Truth – traditional and
negation and negatives 197, direct 266, 478, 688, 936,
965, 1054, 1089, 1163, 1338, 1019, 1030, 1066, 1077,
1425 1136, 1199, 1208, 1359
normal and abnormal 813 patriot 760
nothingness 8, 187, 965, 1089, paurusha see free will
1296 Peace 10, 776, 850, 852, see
object 20, 25, 51, 61, 93, 94, also Consciousness and…
113, 176, 232, 247, 289, 430, and Happiness and…
432, 603, 617, 624, 896, 915, perception and percept 4, 100,
1039, 1097, 1098, 1191, 191, 252, 483, 508, 571, 603,
1252, 1270, 1285, 1306, 780, 823, 948, 1057, 1158,
1379, 1402, 1407-1408, 1417, 1242, 1269, 1278, 1349,
1437 1370, 1379, 1429, see also
object-self 1330, 1365 form and…
754 Index
personal and impersonal 516, rasa 453
626, 645, 671, 823, 1161 real nature see ‘I’-principle
personal ego see apparent ‘I’… Reality 45, 49, 158, 199, 377,
perspective 167, 189, 463, 510, 397, 448, 477, 603, 605, 635,
684, 1039, 1198, 1206, 1329 683, 783, 794, 929, 962,
philosophy 138, 1016, 1018, 1036, 1055, 1105, 1114, 1184,
1138, 1307 1238, 1243, 1252, 1287-1288,
see also thing…
pleasure and pain 95, 131, 174,
190, 201, 229, 424, 439, 593, realization 55, 78, 84, 90, 189,
708, 728, 979, 1315, 1401, 196, 212, 215, 419, 515, 591,
1404, 1419, see also 596, 612, 655, 714, 845,
enjoyment and Happiness 1064, 1089, 1111, 1117, 1142,
1246, see also visualization…
pointer see lakshana
reason 216, 241, 249, 253,
possessorship 647
563, 702, 765, 818, 1126,
powers see siddhis 1369, see also vidya-vritti…
practical see theoretical and… rebirth 600, 1193
practice 276, 287, 1021, 1323 recognizing Truth 714-715,
prakriyas (methods of enquiry) 872, 903-904, 930, 1160
681, 1044, 1228 relative see Absolute and…
problem 333, 418, 467, 549, religion 50, 661, 1213, 1214
551, 665, 706, 974, 1254,
religion see God and…
1348, 1354
remembrance see memory
proof 521, 1106, 1164, 1441
renunciation 29, 59, 193, 278,
puja 155, 224-225, 476, 515
441, 452, 578, 668, 800, 949,
purity 660, 841 955, 1066, 1188, 1374, see
qualifications for receiving also attachment…
Truth 193, 1229, 1426 and dispassion
qualities and the qualified 143, repentance 89, 374, 1398
385, 552, 604, 657 sacrifice 98, 890, 1100, 1375,
questions and answers 53, 96, 1406
200, 370, 402, 533, 534, 543, sadhana 328, 331, 490, 494,
609, 650, 656, 658, 682, 719, 1059, 1139, 1216, 1262,
1070, 1133, 1148, 1203, 1299, 1304, 1443
1259, 1340
Sage (Jnyanin) 17-19, 72, 185,
rajas see sattva… 227, 269, 271, 457, 510, 516,
Index 755
598, 613, 704, 705, 720, 725, Shakespeare 679
727, 746, 763, 771, 835, 858, Shankara, Shri 129, 443, 473,
865, 898-899, 914, 922, 944, 1205
970, 982, 987, 1123, 1181,
shastras (scriptures) 44, 177,
1319, 1390, 1400, see also
236, 238, 240, 254, 442, 547,
sahaja… and jivan-mukta
629, 829, 893, 972, 1099,
sahaja or natural state 23, 243, 1236, 1244, 1302
464, 576, 630, 677, 795, 817,
Shivoham 1092
882
siddhis or powers 332, 905,
saints and mystics 388, 1104,
943, 1146
1178, 1181
sincerity and earnestness 194,
samadhi 14, 171, 198, 203,
282, 632
311, 324, 406, 630, 634, 795,
817, 828, 833, 923, 927, 928, sleep knowingly 1, 39, 112,
941, 971, 1052, 1068, 1109, 597, 599, 669, 879, see also
1115, 1134, 1182, 1209, 1231, deep sleep
1337, 1364, 1381 social service 108, 271, 458,
samskaras see karma and… 684, 746, 760, 762, 897, 987,
1078, 1112, 1113, 1383, 1413
sat-cit-ananda 27, 192, 318,
345, 346, 831, 1036, 1192, Socrates 732
1239, 1272, 1434 solipsism 1011
satisfaction 759, 1240, 1271 sound see music and language
sattva, rajas and tamas 170, space and time 121, 164, 323,
538-540, 937 469, 648, 1002, 1355, 1409
science 103, 114, 226, 861, spiritual name 787, 909
1087, 1147, 1217, 1223 spiritual progress 485, 519,
scriptures see shastras… 726, 884, 1074, 1162
secrecy 50, 254 spirituality 28, 57, 134, 135,
security 1358, 1362 361, 363, 407, 760, 918,
1076, 1093, 1108, 1216,
seeing see perception… and
1302, 1420
form and…
spontaneity 1096
self see Atma… and
‘I’-principle and static and dynamic 480, 517,
apparent ‘I’… 783
self-luminosity 112, 294, 392, subjective correction 17, 151,
410, 786, 1395 167, 439, 670
756 Index
subject-object relationship 371, 1046, 1186, 1222, 1257,
757, 917, 1187, 1294, 1326, 1261, 1331-1332, 1374, 1423,
1327, 1367, 1448 1441, 1443, see also talking
suicide 664, 709, 961, 1260 about… and recognizing…
superimposition 318, 566 unconscious see ignorance and
causal ignorance and deep
surrender 316, 798, 1090
sleep
svadharma 485
understanding 338-339, 450,
talking about Truth 50, 85, 607, 682, 839, 847, 1009,
254, 546, 745, 857, 870, 908, 1188, 1217, 1391
911, 970, 1015, 1135, 1388
unity and diversity 76, 103,
tamas see sattva… 343, 344, 368, 486, 496, 608,
tears 622, 971 609, 827, 907, 1022, 1084,
Tennyson 39 see also connection and
change…
texts see shastras… and books
universal 440, 886, 916, 1078
theoretical and practical 122,
491, 1021, 1080, 1323, 1438 values 1271
thing in itself 16, 47, 176, 786, variety see unity…
978, 1432, see also Reality Vedanta see Advaita…
thought 267, 313, 389, 400, vicara-marga see paths to Truth
491, 504, 562, 610, 615, 618, – the direct method
791, 801, 864, 903, 913, vidya-vritti (higher reason)
1047, 1173, 1180, 1226, 111, 132, 330, 856, 867,
1333-1334, 1350, see also 1017, 1053, 1107, 1120, 1125,
ideas 1201, 1356, 1449, see also
thoughts and feelings 104, 179, reason
285, 375, 885, 1190 virtue 673, see also morality
time 275, 362, 556, 653, 718, visions 195, 235, 349, 950,
902, 931, 1141, see also 1296, 1377
space and…
visualization and establishment
translation 354 15, 30-31, 36, 208, 214, 298,
transmigration see rebirth 319, 370, 562, 618, 711, 934,
triputi 425, 446, 642, 954, 968, 990, 1018, 1050, 1065, 1075,
1029 1122, 1124, 1153-1154, 1160,
1175, 1232, 1431, 1443, see
Truth 345, 415, 428, 544, 764,
also realization
769, 779, 936, 975, 1031,
Index 757
voluntary and involuntary 287, 1035, 1067, 1441, see also
477, 817, 864, 1034, see also knowledge and witnessing
mind control… and doer…
waking, dream and sleep 68, work 128, 319, 511, 738, 803,
308, 320, 421-422, 461, 472, 919, see also karma-yoga and
588-589, 611, 796-797, 984, social service
1010, 1028, 1138, 1149, world 7, 268, 274, 373, 482,
1151, 1156, 1174, 1189, 1220, 525, 558, 585, 591, 595, 606,
1249, 1251, 1289-1290, 1299, 684, 695, 731, 733, 777, 873,
1322, 1330, 1336, 1339, 916, 938, 1044, 1127, 1174,
1343, 1347, 1366, see also 1198, 1200, 1212, 1242,
deep sleep 1253, 1280, 1391, 1393,
war 850, see also fight 1434, see also improving
who 38, 43, 119, 126, 309, the…
418, 425, 580, 1155 worship see God and…
witness 13, 117, 120, 125, 257- yoga 108, 162, 231, 369, 424,
258, 310, 456, 492, 520, 524, 445, 622, 739, 888, 1000,
616, 646, 662, 667, 701, 743, 1023, 1104, 1195, 1318,
805, 809, 880, 906, 935, 949, 1319, 1387, 1442
758 Index

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Changes in the third edition 3

The subject matter of this book being notes of discourses, certain

13th January 1951

20th November 1950

2. H OW CAN REMEMBRANCE BE FORGETTING ?

3. W HERE , WHEN AND HOW DO I SEE ME ?

23rd November 1950

5. W HAT IS THE CONTENT OF THE INTERVAL BETWEEN

Let us examine our own casual statements regarding our daily

6. W HAT IS THE MEANING OF ‘I’?

7. W HAT IS IT THAT APPEARS AS WORLD ?

8. I S THERE AJNYANA [ IGNORANCE ] IN DEEP SLEEP ?

9th December 1950

10. ‘M IND AS MIND KNOWS NO PEACE , AND MIND AT PEACE IS

The most universal of all desires in man is unequivocally expressed

11. H OW TO ESTABLISH ADVAITA IN THE KNOWLEDGE OF AN

24th December 1950

14. H OW TO BE ALIVE AND AT HOME ALWAYS ?

25th December 1950

18. T HE ENJOYMENT OF PLEASURE BY AN ORDINARY MAN

To the ordinary man, pleasure is an end in itself and he attributes it

Mere realization, as is usually understood, does not make one a Sage

20. H OW ARE OBJECTS RELATED TO ME ?

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25. W HAT HAPPENS WHEN I SAY ‘I KNOW ’ A THING ?

27. I CANNOT BE LIBERATED BY KNOWING MY EXISTENCE

Both the cit [consciousness] and ananda [happiness] aspects have

29th December 1950

The world is examined and proved to be non-existent, through your

30th December 1950

31. H OW IS THE SPIRITUAL LIFE OF A LIBERATED SOUL

32. H OW TO BECOME DISPASSIONATE ?

We have only to get our everyday conduct properly examined and

31st December 1950

35. O NE OF THE SHASTRAIC METHODS TO REACH THE

36. R EALIZATION IS ONLY HERE AND NOW.

37. H OW CAN SOUND BE UTILIZED AS A MEDIUM OF ENQUIRY

It has four distinct stages:

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43. W HO LIVES REALLY ?

44. W HY DID THE SHASTRAS PREFER METRICAL FORM AS THE

Truth is not expressible in words; it can only be hinted at. Prose is

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When the unknown is sensed, something objective comes in. When

48. B HAGAVAD - GITA , 2.16

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The unknown is nowhere in existence. At a higher level, it has to be

50. W HY SUCH OPEN TALK ?

51. W HAT IS THE OBJECT OF KNOWLEDGE ?

52. W HAT ARE NAME AND FORM ? A ND HOW TO TRANSCEND

Being attracted by the existence aspect of the Absolute everywhere,

53. W HAT IS THE RIGHT APPROACH TO THE SOLUTION OF ANY

54. W HO IS A JIVAN - MUKTA ?