Elder Holland The Miracle of A Mission PDF
Elder Holland The Miracle of A Mission PDF
Elder Holland The Miracle of A Mission PDF
More importantly maybe than anything, at least more basic than anything
else that I would say to you, is my expression and my personal love for
you. Im authorized to represent President Hinckley, President Monson,
and President Faust, the Quorum of the Twelve and all the General
Authorities; and I think literally and truly Im authorized to represent the
Lord Himself. Im called to be His witness, His representative, and to
speak by His right and His power, not of our own. Nothing of our own
strength or privilege and preparation. We dont have anything else. The
only thing that matters, the only real preparation and spirit of authorization
happens from Heaven. The same with you. You get that from the same
source. But, I think in light of that authorization which sent you into the
mission field, I have the same authorization to come to this MTC and to
tell you that God loves you, is aware of you, and knows your name, knows
your call and your mission field, knows your companion, knows your
mission President. He knows the lessons youre going to have and the
challenges youre going to face. We do love you for serving.
Im grateful for the way you look. Its very important that the messenger
be worthy of the message. We ask you to look a certain way and act a
certain way because of the message. This is more important than anything
youve ever done in your life. However, we feel . . . and Im sure youve
been wondering . . . however significant your lives may have been . . . and
Im sure youve done very important things, . . . this is higher and holier
and more sacred and more eternal than anything youve ever done. It is by
definition the most important thing you can do in the world, in time or
eternity. For this reason you are engaged in the saving of the human soul.
And that is the highest and holiest work in the universe.
That is the thing that God Himself said was His work and glory. It is the
purpose for which the Savior came to the earth and gave His life and was
resurrected to open those possibilities and promises of Eternal Life. It is
the purpose for which every prophet has lived and every apostle has
spoken. It is the purpose for which every missionary since Adam and Eve
has gone forth to declare the truth. You join those ranks! You join that
brotherhood and sisterhood and it is as I said by definition, by theology, it
is the most important thing you can do.
There will be other ways you will do this. There will be other ways you will
do the most important thing in the world, not the least of which is to be a
parentthat will engage you in the saving of the human soul. More tender
because you get to raise that human soul and love it and take it on into
eternity, but it will still be the same work in Gods eyes and in the records
of Heaven and the economy of the Plan of Salvation. This work and
parental work and church service for the rest of your lives and temple
service will forever bring you into the eternal ranks of the work of angels,
the work of the Priesthood, the work of the prophets and apostles, for as
long as they have lived. And so forgive us if we are very serious with you
about this.
Its kind of grown-up time. This isnt the seminary council. This isnt
being president of the teachers quorum or the laurel class, important as
that is. We send you to the temple, we give you the most important
covenants a man or a woman can make on the face of this planet at 19 or
21, and we invite you to come and do the work that God Himself has
labored over and toiled over and wept over and pursued since before the
beginning of time, since before the foundation of the world. Its fairly
serious business and it doesnt mean depressing and it doesnt mean
discouraging. It doesnt mean that you cant be happy. But we are giving.
As General Authorities, were giving everything we know to this. For as
long as we live we will be bearing testimony of the divinity of the Church,
and of the salvation of the Lord and of the Restoration of the gospel and
of Gods love for His children. Until I cannot move my lips one more time,
that is what we will do.
Were asking you to join us in that for two years. Were asking you to carry
one leg of the race, one relay of the baton for two years time, or 18
months, as the case for the sisters, and to join President Hinckley and
President Faust and President Monson and President Packer and all the
brethren. And again I say, you only have to let your imagination move in
the way that Sister Holland has suggested, that you join all the other
prophets who have ever lived in doing this. It is a relatively short period of
time. It may not seem short to you, but it is short to us who are doing this
work for 40 or 45 years. We just thank you. We love you. We are honored
and grateful that you have come. If fifteen of us had to do it alone, it would
be a very, very hard work. If three members of the First Presidency and
Twelve Apostles of the Quorum had to do the work youre doing, it would
kill us off sooner than its going to kill us. So, it is a very personal
expression of gratitude that we make. Thank you for serving.
In doing that, I represent your Father, your Dad, your little brothers and
your little sisters, your aunts, and your uncles, and your bishop and
everybody who loves you and everybody who prays for you. Youre the
most prayed for people on the face of the earth. I really believe that. I do
not believe, collectively speaking, that there is any body of people thats
any collective circle of individuals are prayed for on the face of the earth
than the LDS missionaries. I dont think that other churches have the
organizations we have or the missionary force to pray about and to pray
for, and theyre not organized enough in their ecclesiastical organization
to do the praying if they had the missionaries. And I used to think that you
were the second, that the President of the Church was first, that he was
the most prayed for man on the earth and you were second. But Ive
repented of that because Ive never heard anybody pray for the President
of the Church, who did not in the same breath, pray for the missionaries.
So, its you and President Hinckley, neck and neck all the way down the
line. And take comfort in that, take great satisfaction in thatI do!
There are days when I really need to know that each and every member
prays for the Brethren. Hard days, long days, challenging days,
troublesome days when Lucifer is real, when evil is rampant and problems
abound and the Church is confronted, or the missionaries struggle, or the
mission has a problem, or the people in their homes are having difficulties,
or families are being torn apart. There are lots of reasons for us as General
Authorities to get heartaches and to shed tears, and we take great
consolation in the fact that the members of the Church pray for us.
And I really want to thank you for that, and I want you to know that we
return the favor. That every Thursday of our lives, this is beyond our
personal prayers, (Sister Holland and I pray for you personally.) That every
Thursday of your life and of mine we pray for you in the Temple, and I
want you to know that we have a little prayer experience in the temple, as
General Authorities, just the First Presidency and the Quorum of the
Twelve, until the Brethren come in at Conference time, and then its
everyone! Every week we have an experience. I dont need to detail all the
sanctity of it to you, but suffice it to say, it includes a prayer at a prayer
alter, and its led by the President of the Church. Its led by Gordon B.
Hinckley, and you are prayed for. And on days when its hard, on days
when its tough, and if youre particularly new, on days when youre
homesick, you just know that the most beloved man I know in all this
world prays for you because youre the teammates! Youre understanding
something of what we do, and for that reason we really understand what
you do, and were kind of in it together. Maybe the folks back home do or
dont know so much about it. Maybe your little brother or little sister dont
really comprehend what a mission is. Really, nobody who hasnt been on
a mission understands. But nevertheless, from the President of the
Church right down to the newest members anywhere who learns to pray
and learns what a missionary is, you have that tremendous support and
love and encouragement, and Im authorized, I think, to speak for all of
them, to speak for your family.
Some of you out here are new, and by definition, all of you are within nine
weeks in this experience. Dont be discouraged. Now that may be easy to
say and hard for you to understand. The culture is new, the language is
new, and you have every right and every reason, at least every
understandable reason, to be homesick. Everybodys been there, and if it
gives you any encouragement, just remember that I did this once too, and
that no young man in the history of the world could have been more
affected by a mission than I was.
My father was a convert and my mother had not served a mission, as
sisters usually didnt then. No one in my family had ever gone on a
mission. I didnt know the clothing to buy. I didnt know what to do. I
didnt know anything about it. I knew zero about a mission, but I knew
that I wanted to go, and I knew that I wanted to serve. As inadequate as I
was, as unprepared as I was . . . I didnt look right; I didnt act right; I
didnt know anything about it. We didnt have an MTC, and I dont
remember people or even remember a sheet telling us what clothing to
bring. I dont know, I had a suit my brother handed down to me. You
could shave by it! You could hang it up and it glistened, it was so worn
and so shiny. I had that suit and a green corduroy suit with matching vest
and okra lining. Boy, if you think my Mission Presidents eyes didnt pop
out! What did I know? Thats all I owned, and my Mom said that I would
probably be okay, and thats what I took.
In two years my life was changed forever and forever and forever.
Everything I hold dear, everything I cherish in one way or another, I owe to
the experience that converged from my childhood, my lovely parents, and
my good home. Converged and passed into my soul on a mission.
Everything my marriage to Sister Holland, my children, the fact that
they have been on missions and all married in the temple and now are
raising children to go on missions and be married in the temple, my
education, and my chance to have a profession in education, my church
assignmentseverything that has ever blessed me I owe to the gospel,
collectively, broadly, and to my mission specifically.
So dont worry about being homesick. Dont worry about being new.
Dont worry about the language. None of that matters. It will not matter.
God loves you and this is the truth and you can do it! Just reach down,
pull up your socks, and go to work. This is a time for you to go out. I plead
with you. I plead with you, in the case of the Elders, to have a 24-month
mission! Not 23, not 22, not 19, not 16, not 14to have a 24-month
mission! Sisters, have an 18-month missionnot 15, not 11, not 6. Start
fast. Run hard, and to the tape! You can rest later.
Most of you had a reasonably comfortable life up to the call, and you can
just have the most terrific, relaxed, wonderful life after, but right now we
want you to run all the way, every day, every step until this is over. To give
the Lord a full 24-month or 18-month mission, for your sake, for the
churchs sake, for integritys sake, for the prophets sake. I can tell you
hes doing it! Ninety-one years old, (he will be ninety-one in June), ninety-
one years old and going all day, every day, everywhere, all the time until
he drops!
His only council to us, and hes willing to do the same, he says, Look,
you know, you dont work hard enough, you dont go far enough, you
dont do enough, (here we all are dying), he says, Look, I dont have
sympathy for you. If you die, you die. And clearly thats his theory. I
mean, thats his position. He just said, Look, what use are we then, what
do we do at our level, at our time in life, with our callswhat else is there?
We will just give and give and give until we are taken. And we dont want
you taken. We dont want you to pass out. We dont want you to ruin your
health. We just want two years from you. We just want 18 months from
you. So start now. Just dont look back. Just put your face to the sun and
put your shoulder into this work, and give it everything youve got and
savor every day! Now if anyone wants to go home, talk to me. I will not let
you! I will throw my life before the barred door. I have chains in every
room. I have skyhooks and cables. I have things youve never seen
before. If you think President Palmers tough on you, you havent seen
anything yet! If you have any feeling about going home, you cannot. You
must not. Not for the Churchs sake, the Church wouldnt miss you that
fast! You cannot go for your sake!
Look at me and listen to me and see the fire in my eyes and the flame in
my soul! You cannot ever go home! Youve got to know what this means
to me, what it has meant to my life, what is has meant to my family. The
first missionary to goa 180 degree turn for our entire family and its
generationsto receive the gospel and go on a mission! I would do
anything to keep a missionary in the mission field. I would hang on, I
would grab your leg, I would twist your ankle, I would put a full nelson and
a judo chop, and whatever it takes. I would make an absolute fool out of
myself, which is about what Im describing, just to have you know how
much it matters. And someday, and someday soon, it wont be long; youll
laugh about the homesickness and smile about the necessitudes of the
MTC or the shock of the culture, or the strangeness of the language.
Every day and every way it will get better! That doesnt necessarily mean
that it will get easier, but it will get better.
This is hard work. It is the hardest work you will ever do. Thats why I say
this is the most important work you will ever do. I think those two go
together. Its hard work, but every day, in every way, it will get better, and
you will feel the Spirit of the Lord. Youll know He loves you, and the
language will come, and baptisms will come, and you will make new
friendships, both with your companions and with investigators and with
ward members and branch members and people with whom you serve.
And someday, sometime, you will come back, husbands and wives, you
will come back and preside over these missions, or you will send your
sons or your daughters to serve in the same missions. You will tell them
stories of those legends of your life in the mission field.
Plan right now! Plan right now for the stories you will tell your children
about your mission. Live right now in every way to look them in the eye
and put them on your knee and rock them on your lap and tell them as I
am telling you, that you loved every day of your mission. That you worked
your head off! That youve never worked so hard in your life. That you
were tired and sweaty and dirty and hungry and you knew how Paul felt
and you knew how Peter felt and you knew how Mormon felt and you
knew how Moroni felt. And I promise you that your children will remember
and never forget it, and they will cherish it and hold it dear for their
mission and so the generations go. So life is lived and this dispensation is
pursued, and the Kingdom comes and Christ does arrive, whenever that
is.
Live now for those generations. Live now for the deacons and beehive
girls who will one day have you return and sit up and watch you in
Sacrament Meeting, who dont have a blessed idea what a mission is, and
have no idea what it means to go to Manaus or Belem or Belo Horizonte
or Porto Alegre or wherever. And then you look them in the eye and say
that they too can serve, that theyve got to go take their turn in the relay
race of eternity. Theyve got to step up and pace out their two years or
eighteen months. You live right now in a way that you can pierce their
hearts and touch their lives.
When I was at BYU and had new converts come, and sometimes their
feelings were hurt, or sometimes something happened that wasnt
appropriate, and I would talk to them and this precious convert would say,
But she was a returned missionary, or He was a returned missionary,
as if to say, You know, gosh, I thought I was with Moroni. I thought I was
with Wilford Woodruff. They have a righteverybody has a rightthe
Church has a right to see us that way, collectively, even if that is a
tremendous burden to bear, and it is. Its an overwhelming burden to
bear. But the Church has a right, and these kids have a rightyour little
brothers and your little sisters have a rightto just think youre perfect
that youre out there doing something, and they dont know exactly what. I
know that all my life growing up, I heard tracting, which is knocking
doors, and I thought they were saying tracking, like Indians through the
woods, and I wondered, What are the missionaries doing tracking? But
it doesnt matter. It doesnt matter what misconceptions exist, you just
have an obligation to let people think youre perfect. And I do think youre
perfect. I think youre perfect because youve chosen to serve.
I know that some of you are struggling. I could see it in your eyes when I
shook your hands. Thats what we do when we shake your handswe
interview you. And thank heavens for this callingyou can do it that fast! I
can sit down with President Palmer now and identify the Elders and
Sisters that we probably need to talk with a little bit. Its okay, youre all
right, its no problem, but I can tell the ones that are struggling and just
know that even then, even with that, we think youre perfect because
everyone struggles.
When President Hinckley stands and talks about his mission, as he did
with me when I had a chance to write an article on him for the Ensign
when he was made the President of the Church. . . I had the wonderful
privilege to write the article on him for the Church magazine. I interviewed
him and all he wanted to talk about was his mission, as if nothing else had
ever happened! And in a way hes trying to say what Im sayingthat
nothing would have happened if it hadnt been for that.
He got on his mission and hated it! I dont know if he hated it, but he felt
troubled by it. He was a little older, hed finished college, it was the
Depression, he didnt have any money, his mother had just died, and hed
been through school because he didnt have any money to go on a
mission. So hed go one more year and one more year. So he was a little
olderhe was 23, 24 years old when he went on his mission, and he had
ambition, and he had things to do, and certainly wanted to save money,
and his Dad had sacrificed to send him. He said, If you go on a mission,
your brothers and I will keep you on your mission. And his mother, who
had died, had saved a little bit of her house money, just a little bit of
grocery money, and a little bit of her laundry money, and whatever, and
she saved it, only a few dollars, but she saved it and left it for him after
she died. And he was so touched by that that he went on his mission.
But he got out there and he found what you found. It was hard work, just
miserably hard work. And the days were long and sometimes it was cold
and sometimes it was hot and the people rejected him. In his day he
stood on a little soapbox, and he couldnt . . . and they made fun of him
and teased him and pointed and nullified the local Mormon missionaries.
It was a nightmare for his first six to eight weeks, about like you would be,
and he wrote his Dad and he said, Dad, Im coming home. Im wasting
my time and your money, and its just not paying off, and Im coming
home. His Dad blazed a letter back! And President Hinckley said he had
to read it wearing asbestos gloves. His father fired him a one-sentence
letter back! DEAR GORDON, FORGET YOURSELF AND GET TO WORK!
LOVE, FATHER. And he said the love was sort of figurative in that
letter; that is what fathers are supposed to say. He said he went upstairs
to his little apartment in Preston, England, and he knelt down and said, I
guess Im supposed to stay. I guess Im supposed to be on this mission.
So help me. Help me serve. Help me work. Help me learn what Im
supposed to learn. And then he said with tears rolling down his cheeks,
the President of the Church, That is the day when my life changed
forever!
Where would we be today without Gordon B. Hinckley? Well, I can tell you
one thingthat Gordon B. Hinckley wouldnt be the President of the
Church if he hadnt stayed on his mission. What for you and for me and
for the Church and for destiny, what was hanging in the balance that day,
that even somebody like President Hinckley, young Gordon Hinckley,
wondered whether a mission was worth it or not. Because his Dad and a
mission President and a companion and you and me and people who love
him, figuratively speaking said, Youd better stay there. This is a chance
of a lifetime. This is the work of eternity. Dont lose it now. Dont blow it
now. Give it all youve got. Because of that, we have the President of the
Church. We have the 103rd temple to dedicate in six more weeks. We
have 60,000 missionaries around the world. We have a destiny and a
dispensation in which he stands with Joseph and Brigham and John and
Wilford and Lorenzo and Heber and George Albert and David and on and
on to this fifteenth successor in an unbroken chair of prophets in this, the
greatest dispensation in the history of the world.
I shared with the missionaries in Sao Paulo yesterday the story of Moses
leading the children of Israel who had to ask that question saying, Lord,
Ill do this. Ill take on Pharaoh, Ill face the soothsayers, witches and
doctors and the serpents, and well get blood running in the river, and
well part the Red Sea, but I cant do it alone. I couldnt even try. Im the
least adequate man alive. I cant even talk. I need a companion to
translate for me. I cant do any of this, but well do it, parting the Red Sea
and crossing the River Jordan and claiming our inheritance, but I have to
know that you will go with us. I have to know that youll be the divine
comforter in this missionary service. Otherwise, we cant go. Were not
even going to leave Cairo. Were just going to stay here. Were just going
to stay here and stack bricks. We cant do it. There is no way that we can
fight Pharaoh or fate or sand dunes or water unless the very power of
heaven, unless the power of Almighty God is resting on our shoulders and
in our hearts.
Do not look tiredthis work can be done. That has been the work of all
the dispensations since the beginning of time, and thats the request
thats being madeaccomplish! I love you. I love looking at you. I love
seeing you. I know how you feel. I was once one of you and without this
understanding once. Somehow, someday, somewhere, some of you will
be asked to do this, and by that I dont necessarily just mean the
Apostleship, but preside over missions, preside over Stakes, preside over
Relief Societies, be parents and raise kids and do that later part to build
the kingdom that youre starting to build now.
Ive been your age and you havent been mine, but I do remember what it
was like to sit here and have dreams and fears and hopes and wonder,
wonder if you were about to do it, wonder if youd be happy, wonder if
you would work hard, wonder if you could succeed. Now, 38 years and
one month later I tell you that it was the most important thing that ever
happened to me in my life, that its brought so many blessings that have
now become important and now take their place in my life, but which
would not have happened, Im absolutely confident they would not have
happened, if it had not been for the privilege of a mission.
I love you. I testify of the Lord Jesus Christ, whose witness I am called to
bear. Ive born witness all my life, now I am a witness and so are you, for
these two years were alike. All day, every day, full-time, full-bore, all we
know and all we can do and all we can believe and all we can declare in
the name of Christ, salvation of the children of men and the true and living
Church. For these two years and these 18 months were alike. Were all
witnesses called. Mine goes a little longer, and I have some keys you
dont have. I belong to a quorum you dont belong to, but in spirit and in
effort, in the good were trying to do, and in the testimony were trying to
bear, were the same. Part of your life is part of mine. Maybe thats why I
love you so much.
You look like future leaders of the Church, to testify of the divinity of this
Church, of this work, and of Gods love, of His reality and His appearance
to the Prophet Joseph Smith. And if there is anyone in the room whos
struggling with a testimony, you have one mine! Im giving my life to
this. Youre giving two years. Im giving my life! Everything I own,
everything I possess is on the line. I would not come to Sao Paulo to tell
you a fairy tale. I wouldnt wear myself into the ground, nor would
President Hinckley do the same for something we did not know beyond a
shadow of a doubt was Gods almighty truth! Give me a little more credit
than that! Im not an absolutely stupid man. This is the truth! And Im
giving everything that I know to give for that declaration.
I had a missionary ask me once if I would give my life for the Church. I
said, Elder, I am giving my life for the Church. I know what he meant.
What he meant was, Would you die for it? Well, thats the easy part.
Thats a snap! On some days it looks really appealing. Thats the easy
part, to die for it. Well, what God needs is people who will live for it,
people who will go the distance, people who are in this race were talking
about that will go all the way to the tape. And some may die along the way
and thats wonderful, but He needs people who will finish the work. He
needs people who will wrap this up, and thats the pledge I make to you,
and thats the pledge He asked. Were in this together.
I wish we could give you all a hug. Sister Holland could hug the sisters,
and I could hug the elders, but we dont have time to do that either. But
figuratively know that we would. Know that we do. Know that we love you
and admire you and live for the day well all be together in some big
missionary reunion in heaven and well invite Paul over and Peter and
Isaiah and Alma and well just have a good time talking about missionary
service. Its a great Brotherhood and Sisterhood and I express my love to
you and declare the divinity of this work in the sacred, holy and redeeming
name of the Lord, Jesus Christ, Amen.