Understanding Shadow Tarot
Understanding Shadow Tarot
Understanding Shadow Tarot
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from lightning, Flesh of the gods, which was a divinely given means of traveling with
Them, used since ancient times by witches, sorcerers, and shamans.
The element of Water appears in the guise of Bufo Marinus, whose toxic propertiesbufo
genin, bufotoxin, and bufoteninewhich are extracted by boiling in oil, are 150 times
more powerful a heart stimulant than curare. This sea toad extract, known to the
Chinese as "Ch'an su""toad venom"was used as an hallucinogenic snuff by the
Amazon Indians of the Upper Orinoco. Remains of this toxic substance were found at
Cozumel, where the Mayan priesthood used this hallucinogen's ingestion to worship their
fierce rain-god Tlaloc.
The element of Air is represented by the Crapaud de Mer, the "puffer fish" known for its
ability to puff its body up with air. The puffer fish, also known as the blow fish, sea
squab, or "fugu," yields tetrodotoxin, a deadly neurotoxin 160,000 times more potent
than cocaine. This chemical has been known to create a living death, imprisoning the
active and aware intelligence and consciousness in a physically unresponsive body.
Prepared as the Japanese culinary delicacy sushi , it imparts to the gourmet diner the
added intoxication of a (usually!) successful brush with death. The uses of the puffer fish
in ritual zombification can be easily understood, and is very ancient, remains having
been found in Egyptian tombs of the Ti (5th) Dynasty.
The element of Earth is imparted by a human skull and tibia shavings, both traditional
ingredients of dark preparations. The cauldron, which is the womb in which all these
elements combine into a hell-broth, is of a design of the ancient Anasazi people of the
American Southwest, who entered our dimensional world through the first kiva's sipapu,
climbing into Time, only to mysteriously disappearing once more into the
transdimensional Void.
The fifth element of Spirit is represented by Witches and Wizards, who appear as smoke
illusions born of this hellish brew. They are drawn upward by the transcosmic forces
sweeping from the pathways of the Great Inane, and are sucked at last into the Void,
the Ain, the Unwinking Eye that is the ultimate OBLIVION.
13 GARGOPHIAS Atu II The Priestess
Squatting on the sigil of Gargophias is the goddess Hekt, frog-glyph of extraterrestrial
invaders from the Waters of Space in the vicinity of the Pleiades. These may be
understood as representative of amphibious atavisms that enter our dimension from the
portal of the backbrain/ cerebellum. They are the Voltigeurs, the Leapers who traverse
strange states of consciousness obtaining in the inverted dimensions on the backside of
the Tree of Life.
This 13th Tunnel is that of Not, Naught, the Great Negative, LA, Lilith, Lady of Night. It
is the Tunnel of Sevekh, Kefekh, Khepsh of the Seven Stars. Here, She is depicted as
Egyptian Ur-Hekau, Mighty One of Enchantments, gesturing to Her attendant Stars that
mark the Stellar Gate into the Earth-web. Her power is of a particularly Feminine type of
creation parthenogenesis self-fertilization such as has been recorded in the
earliest divine myths.
By the image-generating power of the back-brain, webs of dreams are spun from the
miasma of the lunar flux which gushes from Her, spawning Lemurian horrors, spawning
teratomas arising from that stratum of pre-human consciousness that stretched long
ages before the epoch of Atlantis. Patiently, passively, apparitions build, as a pearl grows
bathed in successive layers of the nacre. Thus World is dreamed into existence by the
Ancient One who slumbers in the deeps of unknown Space.
Yet the Feminine knows that not all that lives has the right to continued life. This is the
cruelty, the horror of existence, its ultimate irrationality, that the prerogative of the
Goddess is culling. She reserves the right to kill Her offspring, to weed out the
undesirable, those She finds somehow unfit for life. She cares not for our complaints,
nor for solar concepts of "justice," but bids us to laugh with Her at the irrational joy of
mere existence, and to delight with Her in the Maya dance of dream illusions, that
together She, and we, have spun.
14 DAGDAGIEL Atu III The Empress
Dagdagiel is seen here as sensual, debauched Venus, depicted as abhorred Alphitothe
White Sow, Phagmo Dorjewallowing shamelessly, enmired, in sheer orgasmic delight.
She is the profligate mother, who, not recognizing her own offspring eats them with
gluttonous desire. Her retromingent vulvathe secreting part, represents the Womb of
Time, the Eye of the Void, the Gate for the Aeon of Maat, and indicates that She is High
Priestess of the Mysteries within, Who bows before No Man.
This the 14th Tunnel's door is fashioned as an oyster-shell, which is a symbol of male
sexual prowess and staying poweryet it has the salt-sea scent and shape of the
feminine organ. Outside the shell we find the Chaos of the spider's web; within, the web
becomes a network of "infinitely corroding light" whose interstices are black holes in
interstellar space. These black holes are the midnight crossroads between dimensions,
they are transcosmic vortices through the Void that suck us unaware into the Twilight
Dreamtime; they are vortices that first spew out then suck the Universe back upon itself
into Non-being.
Crawling upon the sigil in a ring of fire are the Spider, Snake, and Scorpion, all symbols
of Serk, Weaver of the first web, Caster of the first Circle. On the right is Odudua, also
known as Erzulie Bon Rouge, the Goddess of Love, and the Goddess of Deathfor is not
Love called "the little death"? Refusing none, She gives herself to all without distinction.
Her consort, the Beast Shugal, beckons her within these dream dimensions, where
together they distill the ultimate love-wine, the blood essence, the milk of Life. The
Shakti answers with the sign of Koth, or, Kotha, the voluptuous Goddess of Desire,
"whom Satan, beholding, desireth!"
Between the streaming breasts glows the Medieval astrological symbol of the Dog Star,
Sirius/Sothis, Star of the Beast-child Set, the Sun behind the Sun, the Opener of the
Circle of the year at the heliacal rising, first marker of cycles, and Creator of Time.
Below, transcosmic orgone streams have formed into feathers of the peacock, sacred to
the ancient devil-worshipping Yezidi of the land of Sumer.
Thus, the Yezidi worshiped their Dark God: Standing in the South, they faced North,
abode of the glittering stars of the Body of Nu, of Ursa Major, constellation to which the
Pole now points in its precession through the Ages. Stellar energy spirals in at the North
Pole, manifesting Aurora Borealis. Heavenly meridians, kalas of the stars, are stepped
down to Earth frequencies, stepped down again to human organismic scale. Astrology is
thus the science of the transcendent stellar kalas of the body of Nu as they ray their
energies into our life-web.
Eight eyes within the feathers of the peacock reverence the child, Set, eighth-born of the
Goddess. Holo-ed within each feathered EYE is a seven-rayed star of Babalon, the
sevenfold seal upon the Yoni of the Goddess the Seal of Set, Star of Sothis,
Venus/Isis/Seven/Sevekhprimal goddess of the Seven Stars. It is the Seal of the Great
White Brotherhood, the transcosmic Illuminati, who direct evolution of earthconsciousness.
Below, the Dragon of the Deep, Beast of the Apocalypse raises high its serpent heads in
the form of streams of blood: the Soul, the Blood of Isis, blood of ancient gods from
which humanity was formed, blood of human sacrifice is monthly poured upon the
thirsty earth by way of blessing, of libation, of fertility. Infernal influences thus unite with
spiritual ideals, Niyama of Venus is performed, the highest reached by way of the low. As
above, so below. Microcosm and macrocosm exist as one. There is no difference. Mother
Goddess, Earth Goddess, Goddess of the Seven Stars, Genetic Template of the human
race, Bearer of Culture, Bringer-in of unknown Future selves.
The entrance to the tunnel of Characith is the Graal, the yoni, the soft pink flesh of the
Mother who herein distills her hell-broth of ecstasy and magickal immortality. Shadowed
within is a symbol of the God Set, evidence of the identity of the phallus with kteis, of
corpora cavernosa/clitoris with prostatic glands/prostate (cf. "Eve's Secrets: A New
Theory of Female Sexuality"). The Ophidian Serpent curls upon the sigil, extending
forked tongue to a shimmering drop of the elixir of immortality which has been distilled
into the Cup.
Vampires are created of those who linger here to drink, for they too easily become
addicted to the pleasures of the pursuance of their dark desires. Draining life to sustain
their energy and life beyond its ordinary span, they acquire the power of bewitchment,
casting strange enchantments to lure fresh victims to their astral touch. The vampire's
fangs have thus become dread dentata embedded in the luscious touch of pink.
The two red suns represent "the two suns of the upper and lower horizon,@ even as
they appear to be the puncture wounds inflicted by the vampire's abominable nightly
habits. Symbolic of the reddened moon, Moon of Blood, Black Sun of Tiphareth drinking
the blood of the Goddess, they too are linked with the Magick of the XIo. Subliminal
reminders, they engender nostalgia for a long lost planet far beyond our world where
there are two moons.
In the south swims the turtle upon whose back rests the manifest Universe, flanked by
crab and whale, blissful denizens of the watery realm which is the foundation of all
astro-magickal workings. The wheeling bat, a creature vilely reputed to live on human
blood evokes repugnance, yet dark desire and delight, while leprous nocturnal hands
hold back the veil, proffer the cup, inviting us to drink.
"linodeousa." Cameira, "catamerizousa," is She who pays it out, while Ialysa, the wailing
woman, "ialemistria," is She whose solemn office it is to cut the thread of Life. But all we
may see are these, the hands of Fate, for She is The Faceless One, The Godless One,
existent before time, first former of the ancient inexorable genetic pattern of our DNA,
our primordial inheritance of blood which is the Spirit of our race.
Arrayed about the central sigil are the imprints of the Fixed Stars of the Persians. Within
these confines there is no illusion that one may induce Lady Luck to smile, that one can
ever be truly master of one's fate. For here is the web of blood and of inheritance, of
blind tradition, of instinctual reactions and needs. Here is neither hope nor help, but only
the inexorable workings of the Goddess Death in Life, seen through the unalterable
influence of Her Fated Stars.
The enlightened consciousness is kindled by the Arrow's path from Moon to Sun,
breaking through the Veil of Paroketh, Knot of Vishnu, manipura chakra, separation of
Heaven and Earth, flowering into the eight-petalled lotus, cross-of-four-quarters plus the
in-between-points through which "evil" enters dayside reality.
By Viparita karani, "remaining upside down," by retroversion of the senses, and use of
the Death Posture of Austin Osman Spare, s/he traverses the Great Void, entering the
Neither-Neither world of Universe B.
On the left we see the black globe of Nephthys, manifestation of non-manifestation, "the
black outer shell of the world sphere," in which weaves and glows a yin-yang electron
beam subjected to opposing magnetic fields. Below this is a standing stone upon a
crescent: both ancient symbols of Choronzon. Upon the standing stone is carved the
figure of Many-Breasted Diana, dark counterpart of Diana Virgin, Huntress of the Moon.
Her accompanying Hound is the Southern constellation Canis Major, Great Dog, of which
Sirius is the principal star. The other Southern stars depicted are six of the Pleiades, the
unseen seventh having already made transition to Universe B.
independent, equal.
At the lower left stands the tripod of the Oracle, made of human skulls and leg bones
and surmounted by the kali yantra, a symbol of the ultimate power of the feminine. The
Erinyes, the Furies"those who walk in darkness" avenging spirits born of the blood of
castrated Uranus who punish sins against the Mother fly furiously about, girt with lunar
serpents, weeping tears of blood, their wings and hair as lightning bolts fraught with
malignant electricity.
Wrath is the province of the Goddess. Woe to them who live in the time when Woman
recovers her rightful powers, and, too long suppressed erupts with violence at injustice
suffered. For as it has been said: "The Goddess is returning, and is She ever pissed!"
Above, the Hawk of solar consciousness casts the 30th Tunnel of Raflifu in deep shadow
with wings hooded to devour its prey in darkness. For here is the power of the Sun in
the depths of darkness, here is the Dark Sun, the Sun in Amenta; here, is egoconsciousness surrendered in the Shamanic passage to the Underworld of the
subconscious self. The Self, thus unobscured by maya-generating ego experiences
cellular ecstasy: "consciousness of the continuity of existence, the unfragmentary nonatomic fact of my universality" (Liber AL, I.26). Stars are thus illumined in the shadow of
the Sun.
Below, lurks the Dark Double Hoor-paar-kraat: The Hidden God, The Dark God, Adonai,
The Daimon, The Personal Genius, The Unknowable Self. Yet Lucifer, Shaitan-Aiwass, The
Lord of Hell and of the Underworld who by initiating HOMO into good and evil made him
fully human, tempts him now with the ultimate Initiation: "Know Thyself". His method,
Liber Samekh, the Sumerian ritual of Goetia howlings liberates consciousness into
wild intoxication with existence, releases the psyche into Dionysian madness, illumines
the subconscious Self with LVX, the Light of Gnosis, and yields the nature of one's Angel,
which is in essence the True Will, making humans as the very gods.
Between them, in Amenta, hangs the eight-armed cuttlefish, known as "The Entangler",
a symbol of right-brain spontaneity, and of the uninhibited animal functioning of the
Huna concept of "the little self". She is the NETER Goddess, Thetis, "She Who Disposes",
"She Who Orders", Great Typhon, who in propelling phallically along produces the Red
Tincture which appears Below as gold. Blank eyes are mirrors of no-self, the antithesis of
solar consciousness.
Here in the 30th Tunnel of Raflifu are the Masks of God, here are the masks of personality
worn by the Self through successive incarnations. Here is the Dark King, anointed with
sepia cuttlefish ink, here is The Wicker Man, Cuchulain in the Cauldron of Caridwen
undergoing rebirth and illumination. Here is The Buddha beneath his Bo-tree, and Wotan
hanging on the world tree Ygdrasill, here is Inanna disrobed to enter Ereshkigal's dark
realm, there to hang upon a peg like rotting meat. Here is Ankh-af-na-Khonsu coming
forth from Amenta to take his pleasure among the living. Here, is ego-surrendered,
setting the eternal spirit free.
Gate for the Aeon of Maat, its appearance rises, fleeting, flickering in the waters of
nether space, Night, Nothingness.
The sigil glows lividly upon the appearance of a nuclear reactor's venting tower, the
ultimate symbol of Choronzon which appears as a "complete embedded minimal surface
of finite topology," defined through the powers of Chaos and Her servants: mathematics
and computer graphics. This convoluted surface, a twisting interface between the worlds
represents the boundary between Universe A and Universe B. It is the "crack in the
cosmic Egg,@ that flaw in consensus reality, that Gate through which forces outside the
human life wave seek to enter consciousness, whose alien radiations may heal or kill,
may stimulate regenerative evolution, or, may trigger morbid mutations leading to
extinction of the race.
At the bottom of the card are three heads of Cerberus, dog-headed ravenous beast of
the Abyss that guards the Gate, demanding courage in the descent to the Faceless One,
Great Lady of the Place Below, courage in following the Wordless Way, the Path of the
Shaman into the earth to have one's bones replaced by bones of gold, bones of silver,
bones of steel.
Feathers of the TzITzISH bird, an ultimate symbol of the Aeon of Maat float upon the
upper air, ephemeral as salamander gills. They remind us of the Hebrew letter Shin,
Spirit, triple-tongued flame, fire of desire, the dark-starred chaos at the heart of matter,
Shin, the letter of Set/Shaitan, of Chozzar, the god of Atlantean Maithuna Magicks.
Rising above all is the Fire Opal, the ultimate kala, the universal medicine which exudes
as a precious stone from the Muladhara chakra of the woman who embodies the Fire
Snake, and in whom is all power given, for, "The manifestation of Nuit is at an
End"(Liber Al vel Legis).
the crocodile Sebek/Set, expectantly curls, ready to devour ego into uroboric bliss. Thus
the Cosmic Serpent, spiraling tail in mouth, never returning to the same point in celestial
space, traces the 7-fold Star of Isis-Babalon in athetoid progression around the pole of
the ecliptic. This Great Year corresponds to 5 Mayan Great Cycles, and marks Nibiru's
inevitable returning.
Thus the stellar current earths in chthonian dream cells through Thantifaxaththe ego
boundary, arachnoid membrane, the linking point of inner/outer, of
microcosm/macrocosm, Bifrost, rainbow bridge between terrestrial and stellar currents.
Crystallized in matter, the current turns upon itself, shoots up Sushumna in the spinal
column, flowering into thousand-petalled Sahasrara, in the tellurian halo of Northern
Lights transmitting earth rays to the stars, and bringing the New Age upon Earth: "Raise
Chthulhu to the Stars!"
The sigil appears upon a diamond used to imprison souls in space, creating living
zombies. Here is crystallization that is living death, dying from the inside-out, body
armoring, ego-encrustation, crystallization at a too-early stage impeding further growth.
For whom are zombies, but those who identifying ego with Self have forsaken childhood
dreams, who have forever lost the key to Never-Never Land, that charmed inner
Paradise.