Pray, Hope, and Don't Worry: An Interview With Mario Bruschi
Pray, Hope, and Don't Worry: An Interview With Mario Bruschi
Pray, Hope, and Don't Worry: An Interview With Mario Bruschi
Dont Worry
Padre Pio Newsletter Issue 40
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could find Padre Pio. Mario and his mother were surprised
to find that the people in the church were often noisy and
rude. The Capuchins would frequently stand at the front of
the church and order everyone to stop talking. Silencio!
they would repeat, but no one paid any attention to them.
However, when Padre Pio called for order in the church,
everyone stopped talking at once.
Mario and his mother attended Padre Pios early morning
Mass which began at 5:00 a.m. For the pilgrims, it was the
highlight of the entire day. For Mario, it was a test of patience.
It was the longest weekday Mass that Mario had ever attended
in his life. Padre Pio became deeply absorbed in prayer during
the Holy Sacrifice, hence the long and extended periods of
silence. Mario found himself becoming annoyed with the
time it took for Padre Pio to say the Mass. To him, it seemed
excessive.
prayers? Padre Pio asked. Once again Mario had to say no.
Do you tell lies? Yes, I have told lies, Mario replied. It went
on like that with more questions, more admissions. Padre Pio
seemed to know exactly the right questions to ask. They were
all related to Marios areas of weakness. Mario had the feeling
that Padre Pio knew the answers to the questions, even before
he asked them. Mario had no
need to tell his sins; Padre Pio
was naming them for him.
As Padre Pio continued with
his questions, Mario could not
help but stare at him. Padre
Pios face was beautiful. There
was a luminous quality about
it, something Mario had never
seen before. Mario felt like he
was looking at goodness itself.
Padre Pios cheeks were rosy.
He looked robust and healthy.
Most impressive of all were
his dark and penetrating eyes.
Padre Pio hearing a Confession
Mario stared at Padre Pio
in the Sacristy of Our Lady of Grace.
in awe. He was at a loss for
words. He felt himself lifted into a heavenly place. A deep and
profound feeling of spiritual joy coursed through his body and
his soul. Padre Pios eyes were piercing my spirit, Mario said.
I felt that Christ himself was there hearing my confession.
I do not know what to do with my life, Mario said. I dont
know what field of study or career to pursue. Could you give
me some advice? Preghiamo, figiu mi, (Pray, my son) Padre
Pio answered. Padre Pios voice was so sweet, so tender.
He spoke Italian in the Pugliese/Neopolitan dialect. Mario
felt fortunate that he could understand the dialect. Mario
then asked Padre Pio about a matter concerning one of his
brothers. Padre Pios response was, Preghiamo, figiu mi,
Lastly, Mario spoke to Padre Pio about his mother, Adele.
Once again, Padre Pio advised him, Preghiamo, figiu mi.
Padre Pio was so kind, so gentle. Go in peace, my son, Padre
Pio said as Mario kissed his hand. He gave Mario a blessing.
The confession was over but Mario did not want to leave the
confessional. He wanted to stay with Padre Pio forever.
The thought came to Mario that if Padre Pio had asked him
to stay on in San Giovanni Rotondo, he would have agreed to
it in an instant. He would gladly be willing to do any work, no
matter how small or menial, just to be able to be near Padre
Pio. But Mario knew that was just wishful thinking. He and his
mother would soon be going back to the northern part of Italy
and later they would return to their home in New York City.
Mario thought about the long line of men just a few feet
away, waiting patiently for the same opportunity, the same
blessing that he had just received. He forced himself to get up
and walk out of the confessional.
Later on in the afternoon, Mario saw Father Giovanni
Battista who asked him how his confession to Padre Pio went.
Mario shared that it had been a true gift, a truly heavenly
experience. He told Father Giovanni Battista some of the
details of his confession to Padre Pio. Did Padre Pio say the
words, Ego te absolvo? Father Giovanni Battista asked. No,
of letters was so great that not even the blankets on his bed
could be seen.
Mario, this is your chance, Father Giovanni Battista said.
Padre Pio is in his cell. Stand right by his door and wait for
him. You can ask him for the absolution that he did not give
you. But Mario knew that he did not have the courage to ask
Padre Pio for absolution. Just the thought of it was frightening
to him.
Padre Pio walked out of his cell and saw Mario standing
in the hall. For some reason, Father Giovanni Battista was
no place to be seen. As Padre Pio drew closer, Mario knelt
down. What is it you want? Padre Pio asked. I think that you
forgot to give me absolution when I made my confession to
you, Mario replied. If it is possible, I would like to receive it
at this time. Padre Pio placed his hands on Marios head in a
blessing, just as he had done before. Mario once again kissed
his hand and waited, but the words, Ego, te absolvo, were not
spoken. Padre Pio then started to walk down the corridor but
before he had gone even ten steps, he stopped and looked
back at Mario. With deep concentration, he stared at him in
silence. Then he raised his eyes heavenward and remained
motionless for some moments. He then turned and continued
to walk down the corridor until he disappeared from view.
The next day, Mario and his mother would be leaving San
Giovanni Rotondo to take the train back to Ponte Strambo.
Father Giovanni Battista knew that Mario wanted to say
goodbye to Padre Pio. He told Mario that Padre Pio would be
at the monastery stairway at 11:00 a.m. the next morning. If
Mario could be there at the same time, he could receive a final
blessing from him.
At the appointed time, Mario was standing at the stairs
where Father Giovanni Battista had indicated. He was able
to speak to Padre Pio briefly. Mario told him that he and
his mother were leaving that day and he wanted to bid him
goodbye. Padre Pio gave him a final blessing and said, May
the angel of God accompany you on your journey.
As Padre Pio started to walk down the stairs, Mario took
hold of his arm to assist him. One of the Capuchins held his
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