THE HEART DESIRE Number or SOUL URGE

The Heart Desire Number is sometimes called The Soul Urge. This number is
made up from the vowels (a, e, i, o and u) in your full birth name.
The sum of all of these letter, converted to numbers, and reduced to a single
number or a master number is your Soul Urge. This number denotes what you
value most regardless of Life Path (what you are from birth) and expression
(what you will become in life).
Here is a chart reflecting the number value of the vowels and sometime vowels:
1
A
-

2
-

3
U

4
-

5
E
W

6
O
-

7
Y

8
-

9
I
-

NOTE: Use "Y " when there is no other vowel in a syllable (Marlyn) or is
sounded as one sound (May). Use "W" when with a vowel produces a single
sound(Owl).
Your Heart Desire Number:
Heart Desire Number 1
You want to lead and direct; to work independent of supervision. You take pride
in you abilities and want to be recognized for them.
The positive side: you are ambitious and determined, a leader seeking
opportunities and driven to success. You are a loyal and fair in your business
dealings.
The negative side: you are apt to dominate situations and people. You control
your emotions and you can be boastful and egotistic.

Heart Desire Number 2

You are centered on friends, partnerships and companionship. You want to work
in a cooperative team; leadership is not important to you.
You can be sympathetic, extremely concerned, devoted and the nature to be
sensitive to others.
You may be timid or fearful, too easygoing for your own good.

Heart Desire Number 3

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Your desire in life is personal expression, and generally enjoying life to its fullest.
You want to participate in an active social life and enjoy a large circle of friends;
you are very social.
The Heart Desire Number 3 gives intuitive insight and inspirational tendencies.
On the negative side, you may become too optimistic. Often, this kind of people
are non-stop talkers.
Heart Desire Number 4
You may seek for a stable life. You tend to follow a systematic approach in your
endeavors. You want to be in solid and conventional. You are responsible,
reliable and in the final analysis, practical. You are a very honest, sincere, and
conscientious individual.
The negative side is rigid and stubborn. There is a tendency to hide feelings. Try
to always see the big picture rather than becoming to involved with the detail.
Don't be afraid to take a chance once in a while.
Heart Desire Number 5
You like to follow a life of freedom, excitement, adventure and unexpected
happening. You are very much the adventurer inside. You can seem superficial
and unmotivated. In a positive sense, you are very adaptable and versatile. You
seem to have a natural inclination to be a pace-setter.
You may dislike the routine work that you are engaged in. You may have
difficulty with responsibility. You may not want a stable relationship.
Heart Desire Number 6
You like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Friendship,
love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a
lot of diplomatic tendencies. You like working in team.
The positive side: capacity for responsibility. You are known for your generosity
and understanding. You may have artistic and creative leanings.
You may express some of the negative traits common to this number. It is very
easy to become too emotional. You may find that people tend to take advantage
of you.
Heart Desire Number 7
You like retreating to periods of being alone. You like to dream and develop you
idealistic understandings, to study and analyze, to gain knowledge and wisdom.
You are very timid around people that you don't know very well and tend to
repress your emotions.
The negative traits: you may be introvert and isolated from others.
Heart Desire Number 8
You have a natural flare for business and the challenges imposed by the
commercial world. You have strong urges to supervise, organize and lead. You're
a good judge of material values and also human character. Self-controlled you
want to be known for your planning ability and solid judgment.
The negative aspects: you may try often to dominate. You may have a tendency
to be rigid.

Heart Desire Number 9

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You want to give to others, usually in a humanitarian or philanthropic manner.
Your concern for others makes you a very sympathetic and generous person with
a sensitive and compassionate nature.
You often express high ideals and an inspirational approach to life.
You may become too sensitive and tend to express emotions strongly at times.
There can be significant conflict between higher aims and personal ambitions
and you may often be disappointed in the lack of perfection in the world.
Heart Desire Number 11
Your thinking and interests relate to the abstract. You are motivated toward
idealistic concepts. You have a dream of the perfect world.
You may possess some the negative 11 traits. There is a tendency to produce
nervous tension. You may be too sensitive and very emotional.
There is usually a rather fixed idea of right and wrong from which results the
attitude of inflexibility.
Heart Desire Number 22
You are very much that of the master builder. You have an inner desire to
express the significant power you feel in a concrete manner, as a builder,
engineer, diplomat, etc. You have high intelligence with an unusual perception
and awareness. People respect you and recognize your superior foresight and
vision.
The negative side is a high degree of nervous energy and a tendency to be very
dominating.

Hidden Passion
Numbers that appear several times in your name represent a particular
strength or ability. The number that is most often repeated in your name
represents your concentrated talent. Its existence gives you a strong desire to
develop and to express that particular ability. Having the talent demands that
you express it, that you experience this part of you and that you live according
to its nature. In this way, the Hidden Passion shapes your personality, and
guides your life.

1
A
J
S

2
B
K
T

3
C
L
U

Example:
I will use my name: M A R C
4193

4
D
M
V

5
E
N
W

6
F
O
X

7
G
P
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C O R N E L L I U S.
3695533931

8
H
Q
Z

9
I
R

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Or you may write the number in this way:

1 found 2 times
2 not found
3 found 4 times
4 found 1 time
5 found 1 time
6 found 1 time
7 not found
8 not found
9 found 2 times

You might noticed that 3 is found more often, so my hidden passion number is 3.
Find your Hidden Passion reading below:
Hidden Passion Number 1
You have a great ambition and desire to accomplish. You are highly competitive,
energetic, creative and want to be the best and the first in everything you do.
You are capable of influencing and even dominating others. You are a survivor
and a leader. Too many ones (6 or more in a name of average length), can make
a person aggressive, violent, even dictatorial.
Hidden Passion Number 2
You are highly considerate, sensitive and intuitive. You seek peaceful and
pleasant environments. You work well in groups, often serving as the
peacemaker, because you like harmony. You are often one of the pillars of any
organization and people rely upon you. You have a tendency to worry too much.
You may be too sensitive and easily hurt. You love beauty in your environment
and you have fine and delicate taste.
Hidden Passion Number 3
You are highly social and have a gift for self- expression. You love to
entertain and attend parties. You are highly talented in one or more of the arts
You are very inspiring and motivating to others. You are highly optimistic, but
you need discipline and focus to make the most of your talents.
You can fall victim to scattering your energies. You have to guard against being
selfish.
Hidden Passion Number 4

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You have determination, perseverance and self- discipline. You are perceived as
solid as a rock and just as reliable. Your family and friends have faith in you and
your ability to care for them. You identify with work and are can be very
unhappy if you are in a job you do not love. You do not like surprises. You are
practical and realistic. You love nature and the beauty. Your family and home are
very important to you. For those who have many 4s - four or more - in their
names must guard against becoming obsessed with details.

Hidden Passion Number 5

You love travel, change and new challenges. You are highly adaptable and
versatile. You have a talent for languages, and are generally good with words.
You are sensual and a bit impulsive. Passion in food, drink, sex and drugs are
common among people with too many 5s -- six or more. You have a good sense
of humor and a quick tongue. Your desire for freedom is extremely strong and it
will take effort and discipline to stick with whatever it is you started.
Commitment in relationships and your work is fundamental to your happiness.

Hidden Passion Number 6

You have a dream to be of service to those you love and your community. You
have the ability to be a healer, counselor, or teacher. You are a highly
responsible person, willing to sacrifice much. You must be careful of people who
seek to take advantage of you. You also have a tendency to become self
righteous. You are an excellent parent and marriage partner. You are helpful and
always willing to listen to peoples troubles, but must be careful not to interfere.
Hidden Passion Number 7
You have a highly developed mind and a fine intuition. You are intellectual
and deal well with abstract ideas. You like to be alone to contemplate, meditate
and study. You are a specialist and a perfectionist. You can be self-centered,
melancholic and depressed. Loneliness is quite common to people with many 7
and you have to learn to be alone without being lonely. You are generous with
your love, genuinely concerned with the happiness of those around you but not
demonstrative.

Hidden Passion Number 8

Success and material reward are important motivations for your actions. You
believe in effort and are very goal-oriented. You can dominate and impress
others with your vision and common business sense. You are a born manager
and organizer. It is wise not to be to forceful, demanding and dominant. You are

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a good judge of character with an uncanny ability to sense other peoples
strength and weaknesses. Many 8s, although being an advantage in the business
world and a help in the quest for success, may make life pretty hard too. Many
tests and frustrations have to be overcome and the proper balance and
perspective regarding spirit and matter has to be attained. You need a family to
be proud of, and status to feel rewarded.
Hidden Passion Number 9
You are warm, generous and compassionate. You are artistic, the 9 is
responsible for many of our creative geniuses, however these talents are often
suppressed. You have a strong desire for insight and universal knowledge. You
are emotional and you can get caught up in dreams. You are driven to do your
own thing and are quite independent.

Your Subconscious Number

The Subconscious Self reflects the confidence you have in your personal power
and competence, as well as in your ability to deal with sudden events and
situations. The Subconscious Self is derived from your Karmic Lesson chart.

1
A
J
S

2
B
K
T

3
C
L
U

Example:
I will use my name: M A R C
4193

4
D
M
V

5
E
N
W

6
F
O
X

7
G
P
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C O R N E L L I U S.
3695533931

Or you can write the numbers in this way:

8
H
Q
Z

9
I
R

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1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9

found 2 times
not found
found 4 times
found 1 time
found 1 time
found 1 time
not found
not found
found 2 times

Since their are six numbers found in his name (the 1, 3, 4, 5, 6, and 9), we can
conclude that I have a 6 Subconscious Self.
Calculate your Subconscious Self number and read below to learn of its meaning:

Subconscious Self number 3

You respond to emergencies by looking for support from friends and family.
However, life will force you to confront these occurrences until your learn to use
your own power. You will search early in life for a lover and partner to depend
on. You may marry an older person who can offer you some security and
protection. The key to your success lies in your finding a well-defined goal to
focus on. This has the effect of bundling and directing your energy.
Subconscious Self number 4
You may have a tendency to exaggerate with details, causing confusion and
indecisiveness. You have to learn to trust your instincts and to act quickly.
Hesitation and procrastination have to be avoided. You need a solid foundation
in your life. You need a family and work-environment in which you have
responsibility and the rewards that come with completing specific tasks.
Subconscious Self number 5
You tend to waste your energies far and wide, making it difficult for you to
complete projects and tasks. You need discipline and organization in your life.
You have a strong urge to escape difficulties by forcing change, instead of trying
to work out the problem. You learn quickly and adapt well to change. Your
success in life depends on your ability to ground yourself and accept
responsibilities.

Subconscious Self number 6

You like to help others, sometimes to the extent that you do not pay enough
attention to your own needs. You are primarily concerned with your home and

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your family. You radiate love and genuine concern for others. During times of
distress you turn to your family and friends. You are responsible and willing to
sacrifice for others.
Subconscious Self number 7
You can appear indifferent to your surroundings. You are well-balanced and can
survive many a stormy time. In time of trial, you withdraw within yourself finding
answers in your creative and analytical mind. You may be a bit of a loner and do
not easily share your feelings with others.

Subconscious Self number 8

You handle unexpected situations in an efficient manner and often manage to
get the best out of it. You learn quickly and usually do not repeat the same
mistakes. You want to be rewarded for your efforts and relate your success to
the material aspects. You do not panic or scare easily. You have a good
understanding of money and matter. You are a survivor.
Subconscious Self number 9
You are somewhat impersonal and you are not demonstrative of your affections,
although you often have deep feelings and great compassion. You are competent
and controlled in any situation. You have no specific Karmic Lessons and are
therefore not as vulnerable to Life's ups and down's as others.

Karmic Lessons

Until now, I have talked about the strongest, and usually the obvious aspects of
a person's character. Its time that we become aware of ourselves in our deepest
recesses in order to take control of our lives.
Karmic Lessons are areas that we are currently weak in and that we must face
and work on in this life.
The Karmic Lessons are found by finding which numbers are missing among the
letters in the full name at birth. There can be more than one Karmic Lesson.
The Karmic Lessons are found by finding which numbers are missing among the
letters in your full name at birth.

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A
J
S

B
K
T

C
L
U

Example:
I will use my name: M A R C
4193

D
M
V

E
N
W

F
O
X

G
P
Y

H
Q
Z

I
R

C O R N E L L I U S.
3695533931

Or you can write the numbers in this way:

1
2
3
4
5
6
7
8
9

found 2 times
not found
found 4 times
found 1 time
found 1 time
found 1 time
not found
not found
found 2 times

We find all numbers represented except the 2, the 7 and 8. So, I have three
Karmic Lessons: 2, 7 and 9.
Find your Karmic Lessons reading below:
Karmic Lesson Number 1
You need to show more initiative in your life and you must learn to be more
determined and independent. You will need to make your own decisions.
In life you can learn to become more forceful and dynamic and face other strong
people. Learn not to concern yourself too much with what others think.
Karmic Lesson Number 2
You must learn to be more diplomatic and tactful; to accomplish something
without the need to be praised and rewarded. Learn to cooperate with other
people. You may find yourself in a situation that to succeed you need patience
and attention.

Karmic Lesson Number 3

You are highly self-critical and you have established a high standard of perfection
as the only measure of your actions. Realize that you have a critical nature that

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must be contained and controlled. Be more optimistic and cheerful, enjoy life as
it is. Youll be tested in situations that require imagination and communication.
You may have a soul of an artist, but your success requires much work and
perseverance.

Karmic Lesson Number 4

You will have to establish a methodical and disciplined approach of your life.
Otherwise, you will feel lost about any change. You tend to be somewhat
impractical and disorganized. You look for the answers to life's problems outside
yourself, rather than within. Concentration and application need to be
strengthened.
Karmic Lesson Number 5
You must learn to be more adventurous and to overcome your fear of living.
Take every opportunity to experience life: travel, see strange and exotic lands,
meet new people, and have many new experiences. You must learn to embrace
change. Your lesson is to learn to have faith. You will learn to flow with life, to
adapt with the changes, and grow.
Karmic Lesson Number 6
You have a major issue with commitment and responsibility to others.
You have a hard time committing to marriage and other important personal
relationships. You have to learn to show true emotion and to establish sincere
relationships. You will learn the importance of close friends and lasting
relationships. You will learn to give and, when necessary, sacrifice.
Karmic Lesson Number 7
You need to deepen your knowledge and talents in a specific discipline. You lack
the will or determination to perfect yourself or a specific talent you possess. You
must learn to be your own critic, without self condemnation, in order to bring
your abilities to their full development. A superficial understanding of important
matters will prevent you from experiencing the satisfaction of your true potential.

Karmic Lesson Number 8

You are highly independent and do not want to be told how to do things. You
have great problems with authority figures. This Karmic Lesson forces you to
learn your limitations, and the limitations of your resources. Learn to be efficient.
You may be a good business person.