TMA Journal Volume2
TMA Journal Volume2
From the Editor Pauline could come home for a who was paralyzed? What kind of hu-
Sandy Siegel weekend. On my way home from man being was I really?
work on Friday night, I picked up
Pauline from the hospital. I filled my I don’t remember what I did after I got
I have very little patience these days. I car with an assortment of adaptive home from returning Pauline to the
anger quickly, and as I tip my husband equipment and we headed home. I hospital. I have no doubt that it in-
Steven forward in his wheelchair to could easily fill up the entire Journal volved my head spinning in 360 de-
help him get into a more comfortable describing that weekend. I will, in- gree circles on my shoulders like the
position, I find myself shoving more stead, just tell you that it was the girl in the Exorcist.
than tipping. I resent the nighttime most emotionally and physically ex-
tasks of getting him undressed and into hausting experience of my entire life. I would love to report to you that I had
bed, and especially the middle-of-the- I took Pauline back to the hospital on absolutely no doubt in my mind from
night cathing. I cry easily. In short, I Sunday afternoon. As we were roll- the time Pauline became paralyzed that
am burned out. As I was helping Ste- ing past the nurse’s station on her I would remain by her side for the du-
ven with something (I can’t even re- floor, I almost said to the pleasantly ration. I cannot honestly make that re-
member what right now), I just lost it. smiling nurse, “Wow, you aren’t go- port. I had no idea what I was doing
I screamed at him, “I can’t do this ing to let her come home every or what I was going to do. I was
anymore.” He said something in re- weekend, are you?” frightened, I was very confused and I
sponse. I didn’t hear what, and at that was consumed with self-doubt. I was
time nothing he said would have Spending that weekend with Pauline in a place I had never been before. I
calmed me down anyway. “Don’t you totally shook me to the core. Pauline knew how I wanted to see myself, but
get it?” I shouted. “I just can’t do it was completely paralyzed from the I didn’t know if I was really the person
anymore! I don’t want to do it any- waist down. She had absolutely no I very much wanted to be.
more!” bowel or bladder control. She could
move nothing below her waist. Our It’s not easy to deal with change when
These words were written by Suzanne bedroom was on the second floor. you can see it coming – when you can
Mintz in an article entitled, We had steps into every entrance. prepare yourself or plan for it. Even
“Recognizing Burnout” (Take Care! There wasn’t a doorway in any room the most exciting and joyous events in
Volume 15, Number 1, Spring 2006, in the house that would accommo- our lives, such as marriage or becom-
3). Suzanne is the President and Co- date a wheelchair, including any of ing a parent cause us emotional and
Founder of the National Family Care- the bathrooms. Transverse Myelitis? psychological stress, because change is
givers Association; Steven is her hus- No clue. The TMA did not exist. stress. Getting TM or NMO or ADEM
band and he has MS. She wrote an ar- The TMA web site filled with infor- is another kind of stress. It is the
ticle about becoming burned out and mation did not exist. The Johns worst kind of stress. There is nothing
needing to find help to care for Steven. Hopkins TM Center did not exist. positive about getting sick and being
I was totally riveted to her words. My My simple, little brain was bom- left with permanent spinal cord dam-
mind wandered to the following barded with confusion, fear, anxiety age. It happens without warning so
thoughts as I pondered Suzanne’s and anger. What was Pauline’s life that no one is given any chance to pre-
situation. going to be like? What was my life pare themselves for it. And it happens
going to be like? Was I going to be with such immediacy that no one is
Pauline was in an acute care hospital able to handle this situation? Was given a chance to adapt. There’s noth-
for a week after her attack. Once she she going to get better? Was she go- ing great about breaking one’s neck in
received IV steroids and her doctors ing to get worse? Was our relation- a car accident, but there is an under-
were comfortable that her condition ship going to survive this challenge? standable cause and effect. One might
had stabilized, she was transferred to a Could I stay in a relationship with a be pretty resentful or angry or bitter
rehabilitation hospital. After a week in person who was paralyzed? Was it about a football injury, but they aren’t
this rehab hospital, we were told that possible for me to leave a person going to be particularly confused about
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how they became paralyzed. This is dren or their siblings or their parents. situation. “What kind of parent let’s
not the case with these disorders. I have devoted a lot of time and en- their children do that?” “How could
ergy into trying to understand how that guy treat his wife in that way?” I
Pauline was getting dressed and bent and why people think and emote and hear these sorts of judgments from
over; instantaneously she was totally behave as they do. It is the anthro- people all the time. I’m sure we all do.
paralyzed from the waist down. It was pologist in me. It is personally im- I have come to believe that none of us
beyond her ability to comprehend. It portant for me to come to some un- know how we will handle a situation
was definitely beyond my ability to derstanding about and to ascribe until it happens to us. I don’t presume
comprehend. The emergency medical some meaning to something that has how I will handle anything, so I work
technicians didn’t comprehend it, but so dramatically and permanently at not judging how someone else is do-
they did carry Pauline out of the house changed Pauline’s and my life. ing it.
on a board. And as it turns out, the
emergency physician took about nine In contemplating Suzanne’s article, I We are all human. We are all selfish.
hours to begin to comprehend it. We wasn’t focused on her becoming We all have wants and needs that we
were the entire congregation of the not burned out; I was fixed on her emo- think about and feel more directly and
comprehending. tional honesty and candor. It was ab- immediately than anyone else’s wants
solutely compelling, because it was and needs. I would love to spend all
No one is told by a doctor, “I’ve got so real and so incredibly human. I of my time being an altruist, but my
some bad news for you. We just got was overwhelmed by the risk she “me” so often gets in the way. The
back your test results and you are go- took personally to be so honest in the difficulties we experience in being
ing to be developing some pretty chal- sharing of her thoughts and feelings. selfless might be the reason we’ve in-
lenging symptoms.” No, with these vented shame and embarrassment.
disorders, all of the symptoms happen Human beings feel what Suzanne Shame helps us to keep our “me” on
– some time between right now and to- was describing in her experience the “right track” from within ourselves
morrow morning. After you are com- with Steven. Human beings experi- and embarrassment is society’s advo-
pletely paralyzed, unable to urinate, ence what I thought and felt about cate for controlling the “me”. Thank
unable to have a bowel movement, the weekend Pauline came home goodness I don’t have to do all of this
having horrible spasms and/or nerve from the hospital. Suzanne’s and my behaving myself on my own.
pain, some doctor tells you, “well, you disclosures are so important. By our
know the bad news, and it’s called sharing these experiences with you, How does one experience an intense
Transverse Myelitis or Devics or we are assuring you that you are not tragedy and life-changing event with-
ADEM.” the only person in the world who has out running headlong into some self-
these thoughts and feelings. In a doubt? I have had significant ques-
These disorders are the perfect storm way, this sharing offers you some tions about my character throughout
of emotional and psychological chaos “permission” to accept these this entire experience with Pauline’s
– without warning, inexplicable, im- thoughts and feelings in yourself. illness. I have experienced a signifi-
mediate, aggressive, severe, and for You aren’t crazy and you are not a cant inner struggle between who I am
many, permanent. Getting TM or horrible person. You are not alone; as a human being and the person I
ADEM or NMO is like the nuclear ex- this is what human beings do. would like to be.
plosion of human experience; no one
will ever have a more memorable When horrible things happen to peo- Sharing in what Pauline has been
event in their entire lives, regardless of ple, not everyone reacts with heroic through physically, psychologically,
what else happens to them. and virtuous thoughts and behaviors socially and emotionally has been so
24 hours a day, seven days a week complicated and challenging. I can
I’ve had a lot of time to think about all and 52 weeks out of the year. Most see how horrible her life can be when
of this emotional and psychological of us want to think of ourselves in she is frustrated by falling down or
chaos. First, I had a front row seat in only the most positive ways. When doesn’t have the strength to walk
watching this happen to the woman I bad things happen, we want to be- across the street or how miserable be-
love. Then I found myself in this in- lieve that we will handle these ex- yond words she is when she is de-
credible role of picking up my tele- periences consistent with our highest pressed or how beaten down she can
phone almost every evening of the ideals and values. I am often some- feel by fatigue, or how despondent and
week (after I get home from work) and what taken aback at how judgmental defeated she can be when the pain will
listening to people recount similar ex- people can be in reflecting on how not subside or how fearful she can be
periences for themselves or their chil- someone else handled a particular about accidents or how embarrassed
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by having one. I’ve made my way through the jour- and particularly when they are not
ney to this place and time, and you healthy thoughts and feelings, we can
I don’t have any of these symptoms, get today’s status report. reinforce a negative pattern without
but when you like, care for, love and finding a healthy way out or an alter-
respect someone who is going through Complete honesty and candor is dif- native. We all need other people to
all of this; it can be entirely mind, ficult. We often don’t share because help us think about ourselves – who
heart and soul numbing. I feel so we don’t want to be judged. We and what we are. This is one of the
badly for Pauline, but I also feel badly want to be accepted, liked and loved. important things we do in our interac-
for myself. I have had to mourn losses And we want to like and to love our- tions and relationships with people –
in my own life. Life would be so selves. We have some conception of they help us to think about and to test
much easier for her without all of these the kind of person we want to be. our own ideas about who we are. This
issues, and it would be so much easier That model is what we use to judge is one of the reasons why we don’t live
for me, as well. our personal successes and failures, in caves by ourselves.
when we are being honest with our-
When I got Pauline back to her room selves. These composite models are Am I thrilled with the thoughts and
at the hospital after the weekend at formed and continue to be formed feelings of self-doubt I have swirling
home, I didn’t share my feelings with from our experiences in life. There around between my ears on occasion?
her. I didn’t announce to Pauline that I are significant contributions made to No, not really. I’d prefer that my head
had all of these doubts about myself. these models by our parents, grand- be filled with the stuff that filled the
It would have been massively unkind parents and other family members, brains of Gandhi or Abraham or
of me to give her my issues to deal by our teachers, by friends, and by Moses. But then we really don’t know
with while she had so many of her the many cultural institutions that what those guys were thinking about
own. She had more than enough to fill help to shape our values and beliefs, before they decided to either act or
her brain with during her stay in the such as religious organizations, talk. So, I may feel weak, or confused,
hospital and for years afterward. To schools, social and community or- or be filled with self-doubt, but, fortu-
the best of my ability, I put on the ganizations. nately I only get judged for my behav-
brave face, took on my role as gladia- ior.
tor with the insurance company, tried My common sense leads me to be-
to do as much problem solving as pos- lieve that we create some serious I have come to appreciate the responsi-
sible and then waved my pom poms conflict for ourselves when we don’t bility I have in writing these columns
around wildly as I provided as much achieve some convergence between and their potential value for people
emotional support as I possibly could. how we would like to see ourselves who can relate to the experiences I
I knew that I needed to sort through and how we actually think, feel and write about. I know that by exposing
these issues on my own, and depend- act. The amount of difference be- my honest thoughts and feelings, no
ing on how I resolved all of this for tween our ideals and our actual feel- matter how uncomfortable or how hu-
myself, I may or may not have ever ings, thoughts and actions probably man, I am helping someone who is try-
shared any of this mental and emo- bears some relationship to the ing to come to terms with their own
tional gymnastics with Pauline. There amount of conflict we experience. humanness.
are some issues that we need to sort I’m not a trained professional, but
through for ourselves and find a reso- I’m guessing this is how it works. I owe an enormous debt of gratitude to
lution before we decide to share these Pauline for allowing me to do this
with the people we love. That’s cer- Some people seek help in reconciling writing. I don’t publish anything that I
tainly what happened between Pauline this conflict between how they want don’t have Pauline read first and ap-
and me. to be and how they are. People often prove. I do this because I love and re-
turn to their religious institutions to spect Pauline. I also do this because
I also didn’t come home and tell eve- find comfort in this personal conflict. I’d prefer for her not to put her pillow
ryone in my family that I was con- Some will rely on talking and getting over my face in the middle of the night
cerned about spending the rest of my feedback from family and friends. and sit on it.
life hiding under the couch. I would Some people go to counselors. All
have felt horrible guilt and shame of these approaches are good. Get- Pauline and I are close to being on dif-
about sharing my emotional and men- ting help is a very good thing. ferent sides of the planet when it
tal turmoil. And if I had taken up per- Sometimes when we use only our comes to exposing our feelings and
manent residence under my couch, I own brains to provide us with feed- how we talk about our experiences.
wouldn’t be writing this column. So, back on our thoughts and feelings, First, I have no trouble exposing al-
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most everything about how I think and with me?) There are the physical everyone in the world need to know
feel. Secondly, it is a natural part of problems which result from the spi- about my sexual issues?” I was hold-
my personality and world view to be nal cord damage; and given that the ing a copy of the article in my hand
able to laugh at just about anything. nerves that are involved in sexual and out of frustration, flipped it up in
There’s a good chance that I will cry function are so low on the cord, there the air. As the pages fell down around
about the same things, but finding a is the potential for significant num- me like large snowflakes, I considered
way to laugh about them is also going bers of people to be impacted. Many that I was experiencing the end of my
to happen. Pauline does not find a of the medications people take for stint as a newsletter editor. If I wasn’t
shred of humor in tragedy. Pauline depression, nerve pain, fatigue and going to have permission to talk about
finds overwhelming sadness in tragic other symptoms can have the side ef- sensitive or personal subjects, there
events. She is often times appalled at fect of diminished libido. And then was going to be little of real signifi-
my willingness or perhaps my need to there are all of the self concept and cance that I would be able to write
find humor in everything. There are body-image issues people may strug- about that would help people with
times when she draws a bright line and gle with in coming to terms with their very sensitive and personal is-
insists that I keep my brilliant wit and their sexuality. sues. The best I can do is to take these
charm all to myself. difficult subjects out of the shadows
I knew that the prevalence of sexual and to shine a big light on them. I
We are who we are. All of life experi- dysfunction with TM was significant. want to communicate that it is normal
ence is filtered through our personali- I also knew that people weren’t talk- and healthy to be thinking about these
ties, our value systems, our life experi- ing about it. Out of 815 respondents issues and to be talking about them.
ences, our belief systems. Some of our on the TMA survey, only a very
filters are shared, but we all have a small number identified sexual dys- By the time it had stopped snowing,
very unique combination of these fil- function as a symptom. It would be Pauline came around to accepting that
ters through which we understand and hard to imagine that there is anyone she and I had a responsibility; we had
incorporate all of our lives’ events. in the world who speaks with more to be able to expose our lives and our
No two people will perceive of the people with TM than me. If I don’t thoughts and our feelings. I got per-
same event in the same way. We are raise the issue with people, sexuality mission to print the article. Pauline is,
just all way too complicated for our does not get talked about. If I raise however, always relieved when my
own good. the issue, there is ordinarily a lot column is devoted to begging for
people want and need to talk about. money.
Pauline is a very private person. If Pauline has been cared for by some
Pauline were writing this column, she wonderful doctors over the years, I do all of my writing from the per-
would tell you everything you wanted and sexual dysfunction has been very spective of a caregiver. It is what I
to know about our house plants or our rarely discussed. I have assumed know. I can’t write as a person who is
plans to paint our garage her favorite that if Pauline’s doctors were not paralyzed; or a person who has TM,
shade of purple, or she would wax phi- raising the issue with her than many ADEM or NMO. The closest I have
losophic about the amazing healing doctors were also not initiating this come to knowing paralysis was when I
powers of chocolate. Her bowel or discussion with their patients. was 32 years old and got Bell’s Palsy.
bladder problems? Don’t think so. I woke up one morning, and the entire
It was perfectly clear to me that I left side of my face was paralyzed. I
I wrote a column in July 2000 about really needed to cover sexuality in was lucky; it only lasted for a few
sexual dysfunction. I didn’t write this my editor’s column. So, I wrote the months. My accommodations were
article for the purpose of torturing article that needed to be written. I not complicated. I deftly moved the
Pauline, although if one had observed knew that it would stimulate people cigarette from the left side to the right
her reaction to my article, you might to think about and talk about the is- side of my mouth. (Hey, when I fig-
have concluded that this was my goal. sue, and that is all good. ured out -- with great consternation
I wrote the article because I intimately and shock -- that the concept of mor-
understood that sexual dysfunction When I finished the article, I handed tality also applied to me, I quit smok-
was a symptom of these neuroimmu- it to Pauline and I asked her to read it ing). My facial expressions became
nologic disorders. The assault on and to give me permission to publish very confused, my speech became a bit
sexuality in TM, NMO and ADEM is it. She finished the article and then awkward and eating was messy. I
ferocious. (How else might one find a looked at me like I had just pur- don’t know paralysis; I know care-
rational explanation as to why a posely backed over Bambi in the giver.
woman wouldn’t be interested in sex driveway. She then asked, “Does
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I have understood the importance of cles give up some privacy by sharing difficult but it has also been exhilarat-
this sharing from the very first publi- their experiences, but what they give ing and wonderful. I do the best I can
cation of our newsletter. This is pre- in return is a remarkable act of kind- to manage my self-doubts and my
cisely the value of the In Their Own ness to people who are newly diag- fears. Do I fail my conception of my-
Words articles. In every publication, nosed and their loved ones. self? Yes. I am most definitely not
there are people who share their per- the person I want to be for Pauline all
sonal experiences with TM, ADEM I use the editor’s columns to intro- of the time. But I have a better sense
and NMO. The sharing is invariably duce new or important ideas or pro- of the divergence between who I want
about the onset experience – for the grams to our community. I also use to be and who I am and the work that I
reasons noted above, this is the experi- these columns to ask for your finan- need to do to close that gap. Will it
ence people need to talk about. We cial support, because it is imperative ever be totally closed? Well, probably
owe a tremendous debt of gratitude to that I remind you that we can do not. I just keep telling myself, the gap
the people who are willing to do this none of the important work that is is what makes me so irresistibly
reflecting and sharing. They, too, are being accomplished without this sup- charming. I have no doubt that
taking a risk by exposing their experi- port. But the most important goal I Pauline sees the gap as looking more
ences, and their thoughts and feelings. have in these columns is to help you like the Grand Canyon and which
to better help yourself. My editor’s makes me so incredibly annoying.
This is a good place for me to remind columns are meant to provoke your
people that when you publish an In thoughts and to encourage you to We are blessed. Mine and Pauline’s
Their Own Words article in the TMA share your thoughts and feelings with relationship is stronger and more posi-
newsletter and journal, your article is the people who care about and love tive than it was before she got TM.
printed and then posted on our web you. Or to share your thoughts and We respect each other more, we have a
site. It is important to keep in mind feelings with your physicians and stronger bond, and we have deeper
that should someone do a web search other medical professionals who are feelings for each other today than we
using your name, your In Their Own responsible for your care. did twelve years ago. We also have a
Words article is likely going to come more focused and shared set of priori-
up in the search. There is no way to So many of the symptoms of these ties in our lives, i.e., the hundreds of
convey the incredible value these arti- disorders are not just physically chal- my small behavioral quirks don’t irri-
cles have for people who read them lenging; they are also socially, emo- tate her so much; it is the four or five
when they are published, and the value tionally and psychologically chal- major character flaws that have be-
they have when people find these sto- lenging. By raising these issues, I come the focus of her unwavering at-
ries on the internet when they are hope to light a spark of motivation tention. Hey, I’m evolving as fast as I
searching for information about TM, for you to become more informed possibly can.
ADEM and NMO. Just think about it and to more aggressively advocate
… when you got TM, NMO or for better treatment of your symp- The emotional journey of our relation-
ADEM, what would it have meant for toms or to help you find a way to a ship has not been a straight path from
you if you had the opportunity to more positive place for yourself. I there to here. We’ve been every-
spend a few days reading about peo- know that there is some relief in where; from the dark and difficult to
ple’s onset experiences? Yeah, it knowing that someone else is con- peace and contentment and every-
would have been the same for Pauline fused or anxious or frightened or an- where in between. It has been and it
and me. We would have been totally gry. It helps to know that what you remains a very human journey.
freaked out, but we would have been are going through is a shared experi-
relieved to know that we weren’t ence. It is also my hope that by talk- Please take good care of yourselves
alone. And most of these articles pro- ing about subjects that I know some and each other.
vide contact information, so we could people have a difficult time with, we
have reached these people to talk to can help people to think about and
them. What an incredible blessing. talk about these issues. And it is my
And these people will serve as this most fervent hope that people will
wonderful resource for many years to use these discussions as motivation
come. I hear from people over and to seek help with issues that are be-
over again that they spend many hours yond their personal abilities to man-
on our web site reading the In Their age or resolve for themselves.
Own Words articles after they find our
web site. People who write these arti- Pauline’s and my journey has been
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Medical Advisory Board Chitra Krishnan, M.H.S Advances in the
Executive Director, Project Understanding and Diagnosis
Gregory N. Barnes, M.D., Ph.D. RESTORE of Neuromyelitis Optica and
Assistant Professor of Neurology and Sr. Research Program Coordinator Transverse Myelitis
Pediatrics, Divisions of Child Johns Hopkins Transverse Myelitis
Center Brian G. Weinshenker MD
Neurology and Epilepsy, Department
Department of Neurology Department of Neurology
of Neurology
Johns Hopkins University Mayo Clinic College of Medicine
Vanderbilt University School of
600 N. Wolfe Street Rochester MN
Medicine
Room 6114, MRBIII Building Pathology 627 C
465 21st Ave. South Baltimore MD 21287-6965
Nashville, TN 37232-8552 I am pleased that The Transverse Mye-
Charles E. Levy, M.D. litis Association is publishing the fol-
James D. Bowen, M.D. Assistant Professor, Orthopaedics lowing three articles, which are impor-
MS Center at Evergreen and Rehabilitation tant to patients with neuromyelitis op-
12333 NE 130th Lane Suite 225 Chief, Physical Medicine and tica (Devic’s disease) and also to pa-
Kirkland, WA 98034 Rehabilitation tients with transverse myelitis. Our
North Florida/South Georgia discovery of NMO-IgG, a biomarker
Benjamin M. Greenberg, MD, MHS Veterans Health Service for patients with neuromyelitis optica,
Assistant Professor, University of Florida and our subsequent discovery that ap-
Department of Neurology 1601 SW Archer Road proximately 40% of patients with
Co-Director, Johns Hopkins Gainesville, FL 32608 “idiopathic” long spinal cord lesion-
Transverse Myelitis Center type transverse myelitis are also posi-
Johns Hopkins Hospital D. Joanne Lynn, M.D. tive and at risk for recurrence has been
600 North Wolfe Street Associate Professor, Neurology a major step in the understanding of
Pathology 627C Multiple Sclerosis Center transverse myelitis. This discovery
Baltimore, MD 21287 The Ohio State University Medical has allowed us to identify patients who
Center are at risk for recurrence of transverse
Adam I. Kaplin, M.D. Ph.D. 2050 Kenny Rd Suite 2250 myelitis. Perhaps most importantly,
Consulting Psychiatrist, JHTMC Columbus, OH 43221 discovery of the molecular target of
Departments, Psychiatry and this antibody, a water-channel protein
Neuroscience Frank S. Pidcock, M.D. called aquaporin-4, may ultimately
Johns Hopkins Hospital Associate Director of Rehabilitation lead to the development of specific
Meyer 115 Assistant Professor of Physical treatments for these conditions.
600 North Wolfe Street Medicine and Rehabilitation and
Baltimore, MD 21287 Pediatrics The first article was published in the
Kennedy Krieger Institute Lancet in 2004. It describes the dis-
Douglas Kerr, M.D., Ph.D. Johns Hopkins University School of covery and characteristics of NMO-
Assistant Professor, Neurology Medicine IgG. This antibody, present in the se-
Director, Johns Hopkins Transverse 707 North Broadway rum of patients with neuromyelitis
Myelitis Center Baltimore MD 21205 optica, reacts with brain blood vessels
Johns Hopkins Hospital and the surface lining of the brain
600 North Wolfe Street called the pia. NMO-IgG is detected
Pathology 627C by a technique called immunofluores-
Baltimore, MD 21287 cence. This involves a search for the
pattern of staining of mouse tissue by a
© The Transverse Myelitis Association Journal and Newsletter are published human antibody in the serum of a pa-
by The Transverse Myelitis Association, Seattle, Washington and Powell, Ohio. tient after the antibody is detected by a
Copyright 2007 by The Transverse Myelitis Association. All rights reserved. second anti-human antibody with a
No part of this publication may be reproduced in any form or by any electronic fluorescent tag. The location of the
or mechanical means without permission in writing from the publisher. We ask antibody staining from patients with
that other publications contact us for permission to reprint any article from The NMO in mouse tissue suggested that it
Transverse Myelitis Association Journal and Newsletter. may target a protein that is at the inter-
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face between blood and the brain sub- when the antibody specifically recog- are at risk for relapse. On this basis,
stance called the blood brain barrier. nizes the antigen to which it directs, our group suggested that patients with
The localization both along the lining it forms an aggregate of antibodies a first event of transverse myelitis who
of the brain and on the outside of that “falls out of solution” and can be test positive for NMO-IgG should be
blood vessels further implicated a pro- captured and measured. Only aq- treated with immunosuppressive drugs
tein target in the “foot processes” of uaporin-4 and none of the other pro- to lessen the chance of a second or
astrocytes. Astrocytes are supporting teins in the complex of proteins that subsequent attack of transverse mye-
structural cells of the central nervous holds aquaporin-4 in the cell mem- litis even before clinical criteria for
system. They have long extensions brane were precipitated by NMO- neuromyelitis optica are satisfied.
some of which abut blood vessels and IgG.
the lining of the brain (glia limitans). Our group is continuing to work to
This pattern of staining later turned out This work provided definitive evi- prove the pathogenic significance of
to be a major clue as to the nature of dence that aquaporin-4 was the target this antibody. Specifically, we are
the target protein for this antibody. In of NMO-IgG. It suggested that aq- trying to determine whether this anti-
this article, our team studied a group uaporin-4 was the target of the im- body is merely a marker of the damage
of patients with neuromyelitis optica. mune attack in neuromyelitis optica. seen in transverse myelitis and neuro-
NMO-IgG was present in approxi- It also raised the intriguing possibil- myelitis optica, or whether it is actu-
mately 70 percent of those patients. It ity that by binding to these water ally the perpetrator of the damage. We
was present in a high proportion of channels, NMO-IgG might lead to are optimistic that it may be the actual
patients with either recurrent or first- problems with water transport in the perpetrator given the close proximity
event transverse myelitis. It was also brain which might explain some of of where aquaporin-4 is located and
present in a smaller percentage of pa- the unusual symptoms experienced the major pathological findings in spi-
tients who had recurrent attacks of op- by some patients with NMO. The nal cord tissue samples from patients
tic neuritis but had no evidence of aquaporin-4 paper is rather complex with neuromyelitis optica. Both aq-
myelitis. This suggested that the spec- and will be difficult for most lay peo- uaporin-4 and antibodies and inflam-
trum of neuromyelitis optica may be ple to understand in detail. Hope- matory proteins called complement are
broader than previously recognized fully, my summary comments will lined up on the outside of blood ves-
and may include patients who have assist you in focusing on the results sels. This suggests that the antibody
only optic neuritis or only long spinal of this study and the significance of may actually cause the damage that
cord lesion-type transverse myelitis. these findings. occurs in these conditions.
The second paper published in the In the third article, published in the I would like to thank Sandy Siegel and
Journal of Experimental Medicine in Annals of Neurology in 2006, the The Transverse Myelitis Association
2005, details definitive experiments Mayo Clinic neuromyelitis optica for allowing us to publish these papers
performed by Dr. Vanda Lennon and team studied patients with a first for your review. We hope that our
colleagues at Mayo Clinic that identi- event of long spinal cord lesion-type presentation of this information on the
fied aquaporin-4 as the target of transverse myelitis. These are pa- NMO-IgG antibody adds to your un-
NMO-IgG. They demonstrated that a tients who on MRI have a lesion ex- derstanding of these complex neuroim-
specific antibody directed to aq- tending over three or more vertebrae munologic disorders.
uaporin-4 gave exactly the same pat- in length. They found that approxi-
tern on mouse tissues as NMO-IgG. mately 40 percent of patients tested
Furthermore, Lennon and colleagues positive for NMO-IgG. Furthermore,
demonstrated that there was no NMO- in follow up, over 50 percent of pa- Reprinted from the Lancet, 364, Vanda
IgG staining of brain tissues of a tients with a single event of trans- A Lennon, Dean M Wingerchuk,
“knock out” mouse that was raised verse myelitis who were positive to Thomas J Kryzer, Sean J Pittock,
from an embryo from which the aq- NMO-IgG developed relapses of Claudia F Lucchinetti, Kazuo Fujihara,
uaporin gene had been deleted. Fi- transverse myelitis or developed op- Ichiro Nakashima, Brian G
nally, Lennon et al were able to show tic neuritis within one year. None of Weinshenker, A serum autoantibody
that the antibody was able to directly the patients who tested negative for marker of neuromyelitis optica:
bind to and precipitate aquaporin-4 NMO-IgG experienced relapses. distinction from multiple sclerosis,
protein while none of the other pro- This suggested that many patients 2106–12, Copyright (2004), with
teins which bind aquaporin-4 to the who present with the first event of permission from Elsevier.
cell membrane were precipitated by transverse myelitis may have a lim-
NMO-IgG. “Precipitation” means that ited form of neuromyelitis optica and
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and continent catheterizable stomas bacterial colonization, not infection. Fiber, fluid, laxatives, and supposito-
also may be considered, but in limited Often there is some overgrowth and ries may all help bowel evacuation.
situations. one might get some symptomatic But what happens when these don’t
infections in a given year, but it is work? I want to talk briefly about the
It is important for me to debunk some generally not any more of a problem ACE procedure. We would consider
of the myths about self-catheterization. than what is found in the general this for difficult cases. This is called
Self-catheterization was initiated in the population. A short course of antibi- an antegrade continence enema; it is
early seventies. Jack Lapides recom- otics is usually effective. It does not basically a way to give oneself an en-
mended this approach instead of drain- require a ten to fourteen day course ema without all the hassle or the need
age tubes. He was almost drummed of antibiotics. It is just a question of for assistance. It can be created with
out of the urology world for having beating down the numbers. You either the appendix or a special cathe-
made the suggestion, and now it is can’t eliminate those bacteria; you ter device. Up to 70% of patients with
considered the mainstay in therapy. It really just need to stabilize the situa- an ACE can establish fecal continence
grew out of the experience with spinal tion. It might not be desirable, but if on a reliable schedule. It is placed
cord injured Vietnam veterans. We we are trying to buy time, this is surgically (I do them laparoscopically)
began to realize that crede voiding, definitely the way to go. or it can be put in by a radiologist.
straining and dyssynergic situations The best thing about it is that it is re-
ultimately lead to renal failure, sepsis Finally, I would like to talk about versible. If it is not the full answer, it
and a very high death rate in this bowel dysfunction. Fecal inconti- can be undone with no harm.
group. With the advent of intermittent nence and constipation are often
catheterization, those problems essen- more problematic than voiding dys- This graphic depicts a temporary ACE;
tially disappeared. function. Remember, too, the more this is what it looks like if it is done by
empty the rectum, the better the blad- a radiologist. It does require a period
Self-intermittent catheterization is very der will behave. They are wired into of time for healing. It is located down
safe over the long term. It is safe to the same place, and distention of the in the right lower quadrant. The cathe-
use the same catheter until it disinte- colon, poor motility, and constipation ter device is a little coiled catheter,
grates. There are all sorts of miscon- really sends confusing messages to like a phone cord, with a little port at
ceptions about boiling and disinfecting the bladder and makes it difficult to the top that flips open. It doesn’t leak,
and sterilizing. It’s called “clean” in- sort out. It also has an anatomic ob- it doesn’t smell, it really doesn’t im-
termittent catheterization, not “sterile” structive function with big time con- pose any kind of impediment. It is self
intermittent catheterization, and there stipation. retaining and non-leaking, and it al-
is a reason for that. It requires no boil- lows one to put fluid in the start of the
ing, no sterilizing, no disinfection. Chait trapdoor catheter colon and wash the entire thing out.
There are more bacteria safely colo-
nized in the bladder of those who
catheterize than there are bacteria
coming out of the U.S. water systems
in most of our locations. It’s safe to
just rinse the catheter, pat it dry and
put it in a baggy. One does not in-
crease the risk of infection. So this
ought not to be a ritual that adds any
time to your day.
It is important that everyone have real- The Transverse Myelitis In addition to receiving the directory,
istic expectations of what the physi- Association Membership another important benefit of being
cians can provide you during the week Directory listed in the directory is having access
at camp. The doctors will not examine to local support groups. Over the past
your child at camp. The doctors will several years, our local support groups
In order to receive a TMA member-
be there to talk and they can certainly have been developing around the
ship directory, you must be willing to
offer some general advice. They country and around the world. If you
have your name and contact informa-
won’t be doing any testing or evalua- are not listed in the membership direc-
tion listed. Those who have desig-
tions; what you get from the doctors tory, we assume that you do not want
nated that they do not want to be
cannot be the kind of information that to be contacted. We do not provide
listed in the directory will no longer
derives from a thorough medical ex- your information to anyone, including
receive one. The purpose of the di-
amination. the support group leaders who are cur-
rectory is to assist our members in
rently operating in and around your
finding each other in their local com-
If your child with TM, NMO or area, or to those who will establish
munities, states and countries. As
ADEM is 19 years old or older, they groups in your area in the future.
our membership is small and widely
might be interested in applying to
scattered around the globe, the direc-
VJGC to come as a volunteer for our Due to the increasing size and cost of
tory serves as a way to facilitate the
family week. The many volunteer op- the TMA Membership Directory, we
local or regional sharing of informa-
portunities are identified on the Vic- will be printing and mailing new direc-
tion and support. The value of this
tory Junction Gang Camp web tories no more frequently than every
directory is commensurate with the
site. VJGC will make all of the deci- two years. If you are not currently
numbers of our members who are
sions about who is accepted as a vol- listed, please consider doing so. We
willing to participate in our support
unteer. The volunteer application appreciate the willingness of so many
network.
needs to be filled out and submitted to of you to make yourselves available to
Claire Rutan as quickly as possible. assist others in your communities,
It is the expressed policy of the TMA
There are many people who apply for states and countries.
not to share this information for any
these positions, and the camp cannot
commercial purposes. The vast ma-
accept everyone.
jority of our members are listed in
the directory. This designation was
The Volunteer application can be
made when you first completed the
found from the following link:
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Support Groups
horrible. I did regain some feeling and
motion in my arms and my left leg, but
I was unable to stand or even sit up. I
certainly could not walk. My bowels
and bladder shut down. And I was
Worldwide Devic’s / Canada amazed how much the muscles dete-
riorated in my right leg in that short
Neuromyelitis Optica Dan Kilborn
time. It still is noticeably smaller then
Support Group On March 24th 2005 I went to work
the left.
Gayle and Johnny Ashby like every other day, although I felt
www.devic.org.uk I remember asking the neurologist
like I had slept wrong. My neck was
what were my chances of walking
feeling a little sore. As the day went
The Worldwide Devic’s / Neuromye- again. The best he could offer was that
on, I started to become weaker, my
litis Optica Support Goup has been I would improve from where I was
right arm was feeling numb and I
working on a Constitution with the now. But he couldn’t tell me how far
was experiencing some chest pain.
help of Lew Gray from the TMA here I would recover. He couldn’t guaran-
Being a 44 year old, slightly over-
in the UK in order to establish our tee that I would walk again. I didn’t
weight and male, I thought, “heart
charity status. We have also begun to take this too well. I went through a
attack.” I drove myself to our local
post the latest information by the lead- whole range of emotions, anger, de-
hospital here in High River. By the
ing specialists on NMO in the UK, Dr. pression, frustration. Some of this was
time I got there, 2-3 minutes later,
Jacob and Dr. Boggild, on our website: due to the prednisone. All I wanted to
my legs were starting to feel numb.
www.devic.org.uk. do was hide in my hospital room. I
The emergency room actually started
didn’t want to see anybody, talk to
treating me for a heart attack until I
We are continuing to collect informa- anybody, and I didn’t want to live if I
was asked to stand for an x-ray. My
tion with the Worldwide Devic’s Sur- couldn’t walk. Thankfully, I have an
legs gave out and I was no longer
vey. One purpose of this project is to incredibly strong wife, and as I found
able to stand. By 11am that morning,
promote and encourage research on out, some very great family and
I was paralyzed from the chest down.
NMO. We have thus far collected in- friends. They never gave up on me.
I was still experiencing severe chest
formation from 150 people with NMO. They came day after day and some-
pain. The emergency staff gave me
We are ensuring the anonymity of re- times just sat there even when I would-
morphine and shipped me off to a
spondents and the information is being n’t say a word to them. They were the
hospital in Calgary, Alberta. Even at
kept confidential. The survey has been driving force through my rehabilitation
that point, I wasn’t feeling too con-
translated into German and we are at the start.
cerned, thanks to the morphine and
looking for help to translate the survey the fact that people just don’t become
into other languages. If you can help I spent three months in the hospital in
paralyzed for no apparent reason. I
with this project, please contact Gayle rehab. The first two months were
fully expected to get some medica-
via the website. slow. I saw little or no improvement.
tion and be out of the hospital in a
The end of the second month gave bet-
couple days. Very shortly, that no-
Our chat room is now available and all ter results. I could walk a bit with a
tion would be crushed.
are welcome. It is so empowering to walker. By the end of the third month,
be able to have these worldwide dis- I could walk with two canes; not very
The first two MRIs showed nothing.
cussions between people who have far, but at least I could walk. This gave
I then went through a number of
NMO. The link to the Worldwide me renewed hope and determination. I
tests, doctors, specialists, trainees;
NMO / Devic’s Chat Room is: http:// continued rehab locally in High River,
but nobody could tell me what was
www.devic.org.uk/chat.php. at the pool, the gym, and physical ther-
going on. It was three days later and
apy.
the third MRI that found inflamma-
The Worldwide Devic’s Support tion on C4 and T1. At this point, I
Group provides information and sup- When I got home, I spent the first
was officially diagnosed with Trans-
port to people who have NMO and three months or so getting around on
verse Myelitis. What is Transverse
their family and caregivers. We are an electric scooter. My right leg was-
Myelitis!??!! Then came the predni-
working closely with the TMA to en- n’t good enough to drive. I have im-
sone; two rounds of it, 1250 mg a
sure that people have access to the in- proved to the point were I can walk
day for five days each time. Talk
formation and support they need to without canes, maybe 10-15 blocks;
about mess a guy up; that stuff is
enough that I can go to the store, shop-
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ping, movies, things like that. I walk a years to an incredibly strong lady, to all of the extra practice time, the
little like a drunken sailor. My right Connie. I have a great daughter, Kel- Provincial Competition I had just been
leg, as well as my core, is still weak, sey, 15 years old. We live in High to and the fact that I was still working
and I sometimes have trouble with bal- River, Alberta, Canada; that’s 30 and needed to make sure that my class
ance. I am able to drive now, although minutes south of Calgary Alberta, the was covered during my absence. That
I am a two footed driver. I can’t move home of the famous Calgary Stam- day, the 17th, after shopping, I came
my right leg fast enough between the pede. home and felt drained and had some
gas and brake. burning pain across my shoulder
I look forward to hearing from any- blades. I dismissed it, thinking it was
I did have to give up my career as a one who is interested in being part of either from a fall I took in skating, or
Heavy Duty Mechanic. I’m just not this support group, anyone that is having had to pick up a student of
strong enough and mobile enough to interested in helping out, anyone that mine a couple days before, or a combi-
do that anymore. I am currently in a just wants to talk about this thing nation of both. As the night wore on,
temporary position as a Fleet Supervi- TM. I guess if I have a dream or a the pain increased. The next morning,
sor, where I work, but it has not been vision or a goal (whatever you want the 18th, I woke up in such bad pain
finalized yet. I seem to be able to han- to call it), it would be to see a sup- that I wasn’t sure I should go to work.
dle that job well. It is a good mix be- port group in every province, an op- I thought to myself that if it was still
tween desk work and walking. I do portunity for people to connect with bad at the end of the day, I’d go to the
get stiff, if I sit too long. each other, to laugh, cry, complain, hospital. I made it to work and that’s
rejoice, care and support each other. where my body made the decision as
For the most part, I am doing pretty to what I would do. My boss brought
well. I continue to have a loss of sen- Dan Kilborn me to a clinic where, by the time a
sation from the chest down and it gets 415 6th Ave SE doctor saw me and examined me, I
worse the lower it gets. My feet are High River Alberta became paralyzed in my left leg. I was
the worst; very little feeling in them. I Canada then brought to the ER of the local
do feel blessed to have recovered to T1V 1H9 trauma hospital.
this point and any gains from here on I (403)652-4347
consider a bonus. [email protected] Over the course of the day, I had blood
drawn, X-rays taken and an MRI of
When I came home from the Hospital, Canada my brain and spine. I became para-
I searched locally for some kind of Marieke Dufresne lyzed from the chest down and lost the
support group with no luck. I was ac- ability to urinate. That night a neu-
tually surprised to find so little infor- I would like to introduce myself to rologist came and told me that I most
mation (around my area anyway) on the TMA community. In 2004, at the likely had TM. Over the next few
TM. I did finally find and join the age of 28, I was actively participat- weeks, I was tested for a variety of
TMA a while ago. After reading ing in figure skating. I was compet- other diseases/disorders, and all came
Sandy’s article in the last newsletter, I ing in Canada as well as in the back negative. I was treated with IV
decided to try and get a support group United States in the adult division steroids, oral steroids and IVG. I
started here in Canada. I am both and working hard towards the up- slowly regained the ability to move my
nervous and excited to get this going, coming Canadian Adult National right leg, and to be able to roll over
but I look forward to seeing this group Championships to be held in British and sit up. I spent ten weeks in the
start and grow. Columbia. When I wasn’t skating, I hospital and was then moved to a reha-
was working as a preschool teacher bilitation hospital where I spent an-
I believe there is a real need for sup- and figure skating coach. All this other eight weeks as an in-patient. I
port groups, for people that go through came to an end on March 18th. then spent another year and a half as
such life changing illnesses. Although an outpatient. I went back to work as
our family and friends are a huge sup- I had been at work the day before a preschool teacher almost six months
port, there is also great help, comfort and had gone shopping afterwards to the day after I got TM. I was in a
and healing from connecting with oth- for some last minute items I would wheelchair and glad to be back doing
ers that can relate to what we are going need for my trip to BC the following what I loved.
through. weekend. The previous ten days, I
had been feeling very tired and In the fall of 2005, I went back to
My name is Dan Kilborn. I am 45 stressed. I figured that this was due school to become a nurse. I made
years old and have been married for 18 many friends while in the hospital with
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nurses, doctors, PT/OT; and they in- to encourage and assist organizing group in my area. He said, “Great!
spired me to go for it. I have worked similar gatherings in Wisconsin and We’ve needed someone to get this
very hard in PT/OT to re-learn to walk Minnesota. If you are interested, started up there; we don’t have support
using a cane and wearing a long leg please contact us via the contact in- groups in either Minnesota or Wiscon-
brace on the left leg. Despite being on formation provided at the end of this sin. Why not do both?”
various medications for neuropathic article. Below, we have also pro-
pain, spasticity and low blood pres- vided a brief introduction of our- So, here I am after jumping in feet first
sure, I am now in my second year of selves. We look forward to hearing and eyes closed, hoping and praying
nursing school and love it. It has been from other TMA members in the for everyone’s patience as I’m learning
something I had wanted to do for Wisconsin and Minnesota area! on the run, so to speak. Mr. Miller
many years, but never had the courage asked for my goals, but I don’t know
to do. After spending so many months Lynn Seifert as I have any yet as such. I have
in the hospital, I have decided that it’s hopes. I hope to have open lines of
now or never. I am also an active My name is Lynn Seifert. I’m 47 communication amongst all of us al-
member of the TMA message boards, years old. My wife’s name is Jodie ready diagnosed and those yet to be
and have recently become a moderator and we have four children (Erin, diagnosed. I hope there are many of
at the request of Jim Lubin. I enjoy Ryan, Emily and Evan), one dog us willing to be contacted by those
helping newly diagnosed members and (Hannah) and one cat (Mittens). I recently diagnosed who need someone
invite all of you to come and join us, if live in Pepin, Wisconsin, which is a to talk to and tell them we are going to
you have questions, concerns, or just small town with a population of be ok. We have all learned to cope,
feel like reading what others are ask- around 900 on the Mississippi now let’s help others. I hope to, at the
ing. River. I am a barber three days per very least, meet all of you in Minne-
week and a carpenter three days per sota and Wisconsin. I hope to have the
I will be working with Dan Kilborn to week. I was diagnosed with TM knowledge, patience, communication
get a support group started in Canada. about nine years ago. I woke up one skills, and humor to do this job the
We hope to get many of you involved morning with both legs asleep from justice it deserves. Thank you for this
in helping us develop this important the knees down. Jodie said I was opportunity.
network to provide information and walking like Frankenstein’s mon-
support. ster. I was checked at the Mayo Dean Peter
Clinic in Rochester, MN, and treated
Marieke Dufresne with an IV drip of Solumedrol for I am a banker by trade. I was diag-
82 Somerville Ave three days. It worked but I’ve been nosed in early 2004 and have 2 lesions
Westmount, Quebec left with decreased sensitivity in my that apparently occurred at the same
H3Z 1J5 legs from the knees down to my toes. time. Problems include pain in my left
(514) 489-0471 I have the most trouble feeling my leg, weakness, extreme fatigue, blad-
[email protected] toes. I don’t always know where my der does not function sometimes,
feet are unless I’m looking down spasms in legs and hands and perma-
while walking and I fatigue eas- nent numbness in both hands. Like
Minnesota and Wisconsin ily. My lower legs hurt worse as I others, I have good and bad days.
Lynn Seifert, Dean Peter and Darian tire out, but I am still working. Current treatment includes Rebif,
Vietzke weekly IV’s, Cellcept, amantadin and
Just a few months ago, Jodie said she physical therapy.
A Wisconsin and Minnesota TM sup-
found the TMA website on the inter-
port group is being organized by Lynn
net and requested their newslet- Darian Vietzke
Seifert, Dean Peter and Darian
ter. After reading Stephen Miller’s
Vietzke. We are all excited to begin I am married to Amy and we have
article on support groups, I looked
helping individuals with TM and their three children, Erin (age 11), Jason
for a support group around the Mayo
families in the Wisconsin and Minne- (age 6), and Michael (age 3). Our son
Clinic area in the directory. I could
sota areas. For example, a small group Jason was diagnosed with TM at the
not find one. After much considera-
has already begun to meet the last Fri- age of 10 months. During the initial
tion, and many discussions with
day of every month at a restaurant in onset, Jason spent five weeks in the
Jodie (for the first time as I’ve been
Inver Grove Heights, MN (near Min- Minneapolis Children’s Hospital. The
unwilling to discuss my situation
neapolis and St. Paul) to share infor- onset was between C2 and C7, which
with anyone until recently), I con-
mation and fellowship. We would like has left him with little movement in
tacted Mr. Miller to start a support
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his arms and no movement in his One Wednesday morning, just a little group is just getting started, so I would
hands or legs. While life has been a over two years ago, I woke up think- love to have your suggestions and in-
challenge for Jason and our family, we ing it would be a day like any other. put. Please feel free to contact me at
are very blessed for the support and A couple of hours later, I started feel- any time.
friendships we have gained in the ing poorly and by that afternoon, I
TMA and from many other individu- was in the emergency room with an Rhonda Loggia
als. We have learned a great deal from indescribable pain in my chest. The 303 Wildhorse Canyon Dr.
others and wish to provide the same doctors did all of the standard testing Wildwood, MO 63005
support to other families. We have for heart trouble. Then they sent me (636) 537-8471
been helped by many individual’s sup- home after the markers were nega- [email protected]
port and information on equipment, tive with an admonition to go and
therapies, and in how to adapt our visit my regular doctor the next day. Nevada
house, as well as just understanding By the time I saw my doctor, I had Mary Wolak
what we are going through. Jason is a no feeling from the chest down. She
happy and energetic bright young boy did the standard x-rays and then sent Greetings from Las Vegas, Nevada!
that likes to do many boy things. We me home. On Monday I went back My name is Mary Wolak. I have been
look forward to meeting more indi- to the emergency room and the ER married for 27 years to my terrific hus-
viduals and families as the support doctor said that he would not let me band, Walt, and I have two grown
groups begin to form in the Minnesota go until they finally figured out what daughters, Emily and Elizabeth, and a
and Wisconsin areas. the problem was. Many hours and 14-year-old pug named Lucky. I suf-
tests later, I heard the words MS and fered an acute onset of transverse mye-
Contact Information then finally TM. They started IV litis in the C6-7 area of my spinal cord
steroids and sent me home three days in May, 1986 at the age of 31. Yes, it
Mr. Lynn Seifert later with lots of pain and tons of
PO Box 268 was almost 21 years ago. It left me
questions. virtually a quadriplegic. I spent 2 ½
Pepin WI 54759
Home phone: (715) 442-5205 months at UMC, building strength and
No one could tell me what to expect learning to walk again. I never re-
Work phone on Thursdays and next and no one could tell me if I
Fridays: (715)442-5122 gained the use of my fingers, though,
would get any better. I read every- and have no feeling from the chest
E-mail: [email protected] thing I could on the internet and the down. This also means that I have no
Mr. Dean Peter TMA website. The TMA website pain. Most times that’s a good thing.
Home phone: (651) 492-0074 provided the most helpful informa- At least the weakness stopped short of
E-mail: tion. There I found others who had my diaphragm, so I can breathe on my
[email protected] been through what I was going own.
through, and I found insight into
Mr. Darian Vietzke what I could reasonably expect for TM wasn’t diagnosed until I’d been in
2345 132nd Ave. NE the future. I found others with the the hospital about eight weeks. I had
Blaine, MN 55449 same plight and same symptoms. the first spinal MRI at Valley Hospital
Home phone: (763) 755-3515 Most of these people had more diffi- and a doctor newly transferred from
E-mail: [email protected] cult symptoms than I did. The road Texas made the diagnosis. No one had
to recovery is hard and it’s uncertain. been able to tell me much about this
With the help of others and from an- condition. I always felt I was all alone
Missouri swers I found on the TMA website, I until I discovered the TMA a few short
was able to get my life back on track. years ago. When I received the first
Rhonda Loggia
There remain unanswered questions. newsletter, I cried while reading oth-
My name is Rhonda Loggia and I have ers’ stories. Here were people experi-
After two plus years, I am 95% re- encing what I’d experienced and what
TM. I am one of the lucky ones. I can
covered. I want to start a Missouri I am experiencing! I’ve always just
still walk and live an almost normal
Support Group. I have always plugged along through life doing the
life, that is, of course, except for the
looked to see if there were others best I can. I was involved in Girl
lingering pain and the fear that one day
from Missouri who had joined the Scouting for a dozen years, volun-
I will have a second occurrence.
TMA, and I would like to start the teered as much as I could at my daugh-
These have become for me a new nor-
group so that there is a contact point ters’ schools, and even worked part-
mal that I have learned to accept.
for those of us in this state. This
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time for seven years at a public library. be able to speak to someone knowl- Yet another two weeks later, both his
That was until three months ago. I’ve edgeable on the topic of Transverse legs were useless and Andre was a
been having a problem falling. My Myelitis (TM). He was delighted to very, very sick man. He could, liter-
legs just zap out. I just keep getting up hear that Alet, my daughter, fully ally, not muster enough energy to lift
and going on. My walker is my new recovered from TM at the age of 11 his head from his pillow. His family
best friend! in 2000. She recovered completely feared for his life as he couldn’t eat.
from the disease within three months. Within a month he lost a shocking 15
I am really interested in starting a sup- Andre also expressed his apprecia- kg. Once the high temperature and
port group in Nevada. What a differ- tion to me and Jenny Moss for man- pain was brought under control, he
ence that would’ve made in my life all aging the TM Association of South was admitted to the Life Pasteur Reha-
those years ago. There ARE people Africa, and that my daughter, for bilitation Centre and seven months
out there who understand and care!! one, had recovered from TM seven later he is still visiting the center daily.
Please feel free to contact me anytime. years before. Andre only sees his precious wife, Li-
zelle, and 5 year old son, Andre-Hugo,
Mary Wolak In his heyday, Andre played no less on Saturday evenings, when they can
10110 W Tropical Pkwy than 66 test matches for his famous spend quality time together in their
Las Vegas, NV 89149 national rugby team, the Springboks. family home. Lizelle is expecting their
(702) 234 – 9327 By just looking at him, one realises second child soon. They will call her
[email protected] that Andre is a very tall and well Anebel.
built man – he is a super sportsman
South Africa: famous former and physically active person. It is That visit took place just before
quite obvious why the South African Christmas. Andre phoned me last
Springbok Rugby player struck
media labelled him the “Iron Man.” week with some wonderful news. Vo-
down by Transverse Myelitis He could sprint 40 metres within dacom, one of the South African mo-
only 5,29 seconds. Once he broke a bile phone service providers, offered
On the 17th of December 2006, Andre rib in a rugby match against Austra- him an incredible sponsorship to go to
Venter sat in a wheelchair on the ve- lia, but continued to see the game any place in the world for rehabilita-
randa of a tiny restaurant right next to through. He also had no problem tion from TM. That sent me running.
the Life Pasteur Rehabilitation Centre with jogging 3km in 10 minutes and I immediately contacted our friend and
in Bloemfontein, South Africa. I had 18 seconds. very helpful Sandy Siegel, President of
to drive 500km to meet him. With The Transverse Myelitis Association,
family and friends surrounding Andre, Andre then told me his TM story in who suggested that Andre consider
I approached them and introduced my- extraordinary step-by-step detail; The Kennedy Krieger Institute. He
self. Andre was completely relaxed how TM turned his entire life upside also sent me the link to Dr. John
and conversation came easily. With down and the extent to which it McDonald III, who was Christopher
my cheap little camera, I took a few changed his life. He admitted that Reeve’s doctor. According to Sandy,
photos. His mother stood with her arm the last six months of his 36 year life Johns Hopkins and Kennedy Krieger
around my middle for one of the pho- was the toughest time, as he was now are affiliated and are next to each other
tos and his wife smiled brightly for the paralyzed from his chest downwards. in Baltimore, Maryland.
“just-before-Christmas” photo. Andre
and I had spoken over the phone on a He related that on Saturday, the 1st of At this time we should now take hands
few occasions; no easy task as he is a July 2006, he felt excruciating pains and help this sportsman to receive a
famous sportsman in South Africa. in his back. TM was only diagnosed world class rehabilitation program.
after he visited the Bloemfontein Like all TM patients, Andre desper-
Earlier I tried to reach Andre. That Hospital for the third time in two ately wants to walk again…
was quite a difficult task in itself. At weeks. By the second day after his
last, I reached his personal assistant in admission, his left leg started to Ms. Mart Uys
Bloemfontein. She is a friendly lady weaken significantly and was com- Co-Chairperson (together with Jenny
and gave me his personal e-mail ad- pletely paralyzed and without feel- Moss) of the South African Transverse
dress. I e-mailed him to inform him of ing. Two days later, his right leg Myelitis Support Group
the South African Transverse Myelitis behaved in the same manner and he [email protected]
Support Group. A few days later, An- developed a dangerously high tem-
dre phoned me and we spoke for an perature.
hour or more. He felt very relieved to
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UK TM Society: Members anywhere in Europe can was. With my numbness, tingling,
donate to TMS using credit cards. gait, pain, and other sensory issues
News from Europe
These donations will help us with would come an AVM (arteriovenous
Lew Gray
costs of TMA Journal and Newsletter malformation) that would be inoper-
distribution, the costs of the 2007 able until 2000! This was followed by
2006 was a very good year for the UK
Conference, as well as other pro- a couple of brain hemorrhages, an in-
TM Society. The Support Groups in
grams and activities. The donation is operable brain aneurysm, and seizures.
Telford, Scotland, London and Poole
in UK pounds sterling, but your
continued to meet successfully with
credit card company will convert it to I had my 2nd and 3rd brain surgeries in
good turnouts, and new groups are
Euros automatically. If you want to 2005. The final surgery, after moni-
starting up in Berkshire, Southwest
help, please go to toring, was for the seizures. I had a
and Manchester. Still many members
www.myelitis.org.uk and click on stroke during the surgery. Yes, I
have never been able to attend a sup-
‘Make a Donation.’ would still have the surgery knowing
port group and there are more areas of
what I know today, because faith and
the country we want to cover.
Following the successful start-up of hope are a healthy force! I can live
the German TM Support Group, it is with TM and I can rehab from a stroke
In October the Poole Group held our
good to see Dan Bucataru is trying to and any lasting effects. Seizure-free is
first meeting with the local neurolo-
start a Romanian Group. We still a good, hopeful feeling! If we don’t
gist, Dr. Hillier, who spoke and an-
need local translators, especially in have hope, we can’t have growth! I
swered lots of questions from mem-
Italy, Spain and Portugal. have seen many miracles in my life. I
bers. The question and answer session
was a labor and delivery nurse. A
is available in the Poole Minutes. You
Any members with Devic’s Disease mere man has held my brain in his
can also view Dr. Hillier’s slides.
(Neuromyelitis Optica or NMO) hands; on more than one occasion!
Both are available on our web site:
should check out Gayle’s Place at There is always hope! For if G-d
www.myelitis.org.uk – go to the Sup-
www.devic.org.uk brought you to it, He will see you
port Group link and then to Poole Min-
through it!
utes.
At least three kids from UK and one
Dr. Douglas Kerr, the Director of the
from Denmark are attending the Vic- Washington and Oregon
tory Junction Gang Camp TMA Bud Feuerstein
Johns Hopkins TM Center has agreed
Family Week in August in North
to visit London. We have invited a
Carolina USA. We know that they The Washington and Oregon TM Sup-
couple of eminent British neurologists
will have an excellent time! port Group met for the first time in
to join him to speak to us at our first-
ever UK TM Conference. The event is 2006. There were 12 people who at-
Lew Gray
schedule for Saturday 13th October tended. It was great to be in a room
UK TM Society with other people who have TM. We
2007. We also hope to have funds
[email protected] shared our stories and Paula told us
available to assist members with travel
costs to London. More details will be about the Rare Neuroimmunologic
coming soon by email to all European Virginia Symposium that was held in Baltimore
members; so please keep your email Pamela New this past July. We are planning to
address up to date! have quarterly meetings and will try to
There is always hope! get guest speakers for some of our
In addition to a superb Committee and meetings. We are hoping to have a
a close-knit group of local leaders in Without hope, we have nothing. As good support network in Washington
UK, we also are lucky to have many doctors order lab tests, after perform- and Oregon. We need for you to get
enthusiastic members who have organ- ing numerous physical exams, still involved.
ised fundraising events, including providing us with no answers, we
must maintain some semblance of Hope is everything; don’t give up!
Sally’s Irish Night (over £1100!), cho-
ral concert in Westminster, sponsored hope; for without it we have nothing
Bud Feuerstein
runs in Gateshead, London and Brigh- left.
14241 112th Ave NE
ton, and corporate donations. Kirkland, WA 98034
I think back often to May 1997; life
(425)398-4365
Online donations are now working seemed so “normal” way back then.
[email protected]
thanks to Jim Lubin’s excellent work. I learned on June 2nd that there never
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Support Group Leaders James G. Jeffries Michigan
27 E. Benjamin St. Lynne Myers
All of the TMA Support Groups are for Hernando, FL 34442 22155 20 Mile Road
people who have any of the neuroimmu-
(352)249-1031 Olivet, MI 49076
nologic disorders. We encourage every-
one to get involved, including family [email protected] [email protected]
members, physicians and other medical Georgia (269)789-0452
professionals. Charlene B. Daise Minnesota
Devic’s Syndrome/NMO Support 3398 Columbia Crossing Drive Karen Nopola
Group DeCatur, GA 30034 5537 37th Ave. S.
Gaylia Ashby (404)289-7590 Minneapolis, MN 55417
43 Reservoir Road [email protected] (612)270-1122
Ruislip, Middlesex, HA4 7TT Idaho [email protected]
United Kingdom John Craven Dean H. Peter
[email protected] 889 N. Watson Way 10930 Eagle View Circle
Alaska Eagle, ID 83616 Woodbury, MN 55129
Patrick & Jennifer Lemay 208-939-7968 (651)492 0074
4272 Chelsea Way [email protected] [email protected]
Anchorage, AK 99504 Illinois Darian Vietzke
(907)274-4180 Nicolette Garrigan 2345 132nd Ave. NE
[email protected] Chicago Blaine, MN 55449
California (773)774-6554 (763)755-3515
Deborah Capen [email protected] [email protected]
P.O. Box 20840 Jeanne & Thomas Hamilton Missouri
Hemet, CA 92546 1509 No Hickory Ave. Rhonda Loggia
(951)658-2689 Arlington Heights, IL 60004 303 Wildhorse Canyon Dr.
[email protected] (847)670-9457 Wildwood, MO 63005
Cindy McLeroy [email protected] (636)537-8471
11602 Eudora Ln. Kentucky [email protected]
Garden Grove, CA 92840 Andy Johnson Nevada
(741)638-5493 424 Transylvania Park Apt. 3 Mary Wolak
[email protected] Lexington, KY 40508 10110 W Tropical Pkwy
Northern California (859)552-5480 Las Vegas, NV 89149 – 1243
Judy Melcher [email protected] (702)645-3657
(209)334-0771 Maine [email protected]
[email protected] Colleen Graff New England Tri-State Area
San Diego P.O. Box 7 Krissy Zodda
Christine Davis Greenville, ME 04441 8A Lindsay Street
[email protected] [email protected] Hudson, NH 03051
Maryland (603)595-8917
Colorado
Alan & Kelly Connor [email protected]
Lamar and Danise Burkes
12002 Singing Winds St. 117 Foxhound Dr. New York
Parker, CO 80138 Glen Burnie, MD 21061 Pamela Schechter
(720) 851-8520 (410)766-0446 Apartment 7M
[email protected] [email protected] 41-10 Bowne St.
Massachusetts Flushing, NY 11355
Florida
Leslie Cerio (718)762-8463
Brad Highwood
(781)740-8421 [email protected]
1961 S.E. Millbrook Terrace
Port St. Lucie, FL 34952 [email protected]
(772)398-3340
[email protected]
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Shannon O’Keefe Puerto Rico Wisconsin
75 Orchard Creek Cir. Yvonne Lugo Del Valle Lynn Seifert
Rochester, NY 14612 (787)312-9711 P.O. Box 268
(585)330-1125 [email protected] Pepin, WI 54759
[email protected] Tennessee (715) 442-5205 – home
North Carolina Mary Troup [email protected]
Paul Stewart 1734 McAdams International
12209 Danby Rd Memphis, TN 38108 Argentina
Pineville, NC 28134 (901)213-1698 Marina Lopez
(704)543-0263 [email protected] [email protected]
[email protected] Texas Australia
Ohio Robert W. Cook Ian Hawkins
Kathleen Karoly 211 Magic Oaks Dr. P.O. Box 5651 West End
750 Ninth Street Apt. H Spring, TX 77388 Queensland, 4101
Bowling Green, OH 43402 (281)528-8637 Australia
(419)354-7316 [email protected] 61 7 3206 4618
[email protected] Cossy Hough [email protected]
Stephen J. Miller 2502 Twin Oaks Dr. Errol White
1717 State Rte. 72 South Austin, TX 78757 6 James MacCourt
Jamestown, OH 45335 (512)420-0904 Narangba, QLD, 4504
(937)453-9832 [email protected] Australia
[email protected] Barbara Lamb 61 07 3886 6110
Margaret Miller 419 Circle Drive [email protected]
1336 First Ave. Arlington, TX 76010 Canada
Columbus, OH 43212 (817)460-2630 Marieke Dufresne
(614)486-2748 [email protected] 82 Somerville Ave,
[email protected] Virginia Westmount, Qc, H3Z 1J5
James E. Tolbert Agnes Killough Canada
2911 Old State Rte. 32 #7 PO Box 24 (514)489-0471
Cincinnati, OH 45103 Pungoteague, VA 23422 [email protected]
(513)724-1940 (757)422-4024 Dan Kilborn
[email protected] [email protected] 415 6th Avenue S.E.
Linda Garrett Pamela New High River, Alberta
3670 Millers Lane 106 Indiana Lane Canada, T1V 1H9
Duncan Falls, OH 43734 Williamsburg, VA 23188 (403) 652-4347
(740) 674-4100 (757)565-6461 [email protected]
[email protected] [email protected] Denmark
Pennsylvania Washington & Oregon Mette & Thomas Nybo Jensen
Morgan & Pamela Hoge Bud Feuerstein Kalhavevej 16
599 Justabout Road 14241 112th Ave N.E. 8763 Rask Molle
Venetia, PA 15367 Kirkland, WA 98034 45 76 90 50 75
(724)942-3874 (425)398-4365 [email protected]
[email protected] [email protected] Germany
Sue Mattis Mike Hammond Ursula Mauro
7078 Garfield Ave. 4924 66th Ave N.E, Neugasse 32
Harborcreek, PA 16421 Marysville, WA 98270 Neuried
(814)899-3539 [email protected] or Baden-Wurttemberg, 77743
[email protected] [email protected] Germany
Home: (360)658-5878 07807 3154
Cell: (425)922-6622 [email protected]
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Ireland Sweden are like our family, we have several
Ann Moran Ulrika Pettersson pieces of equipment that have been
Derry Gorman, Westport Bredmansgatan 4B 2 TR outgrown by our son Jason, who has
Co Mayo, 098-26469 Uppsala, 752 24 had TM since ten months of age. Ja-
Ireland Sweden son is currently five years old and is
098-26469 [email protected] doing well. We have donated some of
[email protected] United Kingdom his equipment in the past to other or-
New Zealand Lew Gray ganizations, but we are glad to now
Steve & Alison Alderton 35 Avenue Road, Brentford have another option to share this
64 3 3857274 Middlesex, TW8 9NS equipment with others affected with
[email protected] United Kingdom the neuroimmunologic disorders and
020 8568 0350 their families.
Dyllice Eastwood
152 Amreins Road [email protected]
Our family and others on the Board are
Taupaki RD3 Henderson Sally Rodohan in the process of posting equipment,
Aukland, New Zealand, 1230 #1 Crathorne House Oak Lane but we encourage all of you to begin to
649 8109807 East Finchley list your equipment as soon as possi-
[email protected] London, N2 8LY ble. The more equipment that is listed,
Jennifer Murray United Kingdom the more individuals in our community
76A Tiakata Road 020 8883 2721 will be helped. If you have any ques-
Te Atatu Peninsula [email protected] tions as you begin to use the program,
Aukland, New Zealand 1008 Margaret Shearer please use the help link on the equip-
09 834 5019 26 Lichtenfels Gardens ment exchange web site.
[email protected] Prestwick
Ayrshire, KA9 1EP Thank you for your support,
Romania
Scotland Darian Vietzke
Dan Bucataru
Mecet Nr. 39a, Sect.2 01292 476 758
Bucharest [email protected] TMA Equipment Exchange
Romania Geoff Treglown Instruction Sheet
(021)252-5936 Ambleside
[email protected] 01539 434 677 The TMA equipment exchange is ex-
[email protected] plicitly for exchanging free equipment
Alina Paraschiv
except for the cost of shipping only.
C-Tin Radulescu Motru
How the cost of shipping is divided is
NR3, BL. 37A, SC
agreed upon by the individual(s) do-
Bucharest, Romania 040361
722 398 993
The TMA Equipment nating the equipment and the receiver
[email protected] Exchange (s). Selling of an item is explicitly dis-
allowed.
South Africa
I am pleased to announce a new pro- To list an item(s) to exchange, first
Jenny Moss
gram that is being offered on the follow the on-line instructions to regis-
PO Box 3865
TMA Web site. It is called the ter as a new user and then use the on-
Tygervalley
Equipment Exchange. You will see line instructions on the Member Area
Cape Town, 7536
the link to the Equipment Exchange tab to list your item(s) to exchange.
South Africa
on the column of links on the main Note that several fields can be com-
082 928 3000
page of the TMA web site. I have pleted after an item is exchanged.
[email protected]
been assisting the TMA Board in de- This information is being requested in
Mart Uys veloping and offering this program to order to gather statistics to request
397 Central Park Ave. all individuals affected by TM, grant funds to assist in covering ship-
Lynnwood, 0081 ADEM, NMO and ON and their ping costs when exchanging items in
South Africa families. The program is intended to the future.
012-361-7671 assist our community in exchanging If you are looking for a particular item,
[email protected] surplus equipment with each other follow the on-line instructions to view
for the cost of shipping only. If you
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current ads. Once the item is found, seen the photograph of the person cations between our members.
contact the donor (lister) using the on- holding up the Tower of Pisa. Imag-
line instructions to discuss specifics of ine a blue TMA band on this per- The vast majority of the members
the item, discuss how to exchange the son’s wrist. It would be great if we listed in our directory have Transverse
item if it matches what you are looking had photographs of our members or Myelitis. It is so important that people
for, and how the cost of shipping is to their family members with the Great with the even rarer neuroimmunologic
be managed. Pyramid in Egypt, or the Eiffel disorders have an opportunity to find
Any item inappropriate for exchanging Tower or the White House in the each other; and they are unable to do
will be removed by the site administra- background. You get the “picture!” so just by using the directory. I began
tor. To report any item that is inappro- Any background will do; we would compiling lists of people with these
priate, please send an e-mail to: love to see you wearing the wrist- other disorders. When a person signs
[email protected] band in the photograph. We will be up for membership in the TMA using
Items exchanged via this site are not posting many of your submittals on the electronic form, and they identify
tax deductible. Any questions regard- our website. that they have a disorder other than
ing taxes should be directed to your TM, I have asked them to consider be-
tax accountant. TM touches lives all over the globe ing added to the list. I only share these
and this is a simple, tangible way to lists with people who are willing to be
If you have items you wish to sell and show we are all connected. added to the lists. I currently have lists
donate a percentage to the TMA, compiled for:
please click on the related link on the To submit a photo, e-mail it to wrist-
front page to use eBay Giving Works. [email protected] or send via post 1. Acute Disseminated Encephalomye-
If you have any comments or ques- to: litis (ADEM);
tions regarding the TMA Equipment 2. Neuromyelitis Optica (NMO) or
Exchange, please send an e-mail to: TM Wristband Photos Devics disease;
[email protected]. Thank you. 1717 State Route 72 South 3. Recurrent Transverse Myelitis;
Jamestown, OH 45335 4. Transverse Myelitis with SLE
USA (Lupus), Sarcoidosis or Sjogren’s
Disease;
Where in the world are the We can’t wait to see you! 5. Transverse Myelitis or NMO with
HIV; and
TMA Wristbands? 6. Optic Neuritis.
www.myelitis.org
The Transverse Myelitis Association Powell Ohio
43065
Sanford J. Siegel
1787 Sutter Parkway
Powell, Ohio 43065-8806