English SPM
English SPM
Okay,time to recap. I was in Form 4 and it was during the school recess. The
minute the bell rang for recess, I rushed to the toilet because I had been
controlling my urinary bladder since class started this morning. I didnt want
to miss class because the lesson taught was including useful tips for the final
examination.
Without realising, I had rushed to the girls toilet. The prolonged
control and an upset stomach made worse by two glasses of cold milk in the
morning made me grunt and groan in what I thought in what I thought was
the privacy of the cubicle. I thought I heard giggling outside and wondered
why the giggles sounded nearby. A few minutes later I came out the cubicle
and discovered my horror that I had entered the girls toilet. To make matters
worse, the few girls standing outside didnt even turn away when I came out.
Instead they looked down at me, then only they turned quickly away. Horror
of horrors, I had forgotten to zip up! No beetroot could have matched the
colour of my face at this point in time!
They news of my predicament spread like wild fire throughout school. I
was truly the talk of the town. I was just wishing that the earth would open
up and swallow me up. I felt like I could either walk around feeling
perpetually self-conscious and embarrassed or I could turn the situation
round, perhaps even to my advantage. I remembered my mothers words
that if you cant beat them, join them. So I decided to make fun of myself, to
laugh at myself too. It works. Everyone got bored after a while and nobody
teased me after that.
It was indeed an eye-opening experience for me. I have learnt that
when people laugh at you, you should laugh along. You must not take
yourself seriously. Learn to look at yourself through other peoples eyes and
you will realise that most of the time when they laugh at you, they just want
to have some fun. They mean no harm. If you can make people laugh, its like
bringing sunshine into their lives and as someone said, those who bring
sunshine to the lives of others cannot keep it from themselves. My name is
Edwin Adhock and this is my story!
Ailurophile
A cat-lover.
Assemblage
A gathering.
Becoming
Attractive.
Beleaguer
Brood
To think alone.
Bucolic
Bungalow
Chatoyant
Comely
Attractive.
Conflate
To blend together.
Cynosure
Dalliance
Demesne
Dominion, territory.
Demure
Denouement
Desuetude
Disuse.
Desultory
Slow, sluggish.
Diaphanous
Filmy.
Dissemble
Deceive.
Dulcet
Sweet, sugary.
Ebullience
Bubbling enthusiasm.
Effervescent
Bubbly.
Efflorescence
Flowering, blooming.
Elision
Elixir
A good potion.
Eloquence
Embrocation
Rubbing on a lotion.
Emollient
A softener.
Ephemeral
Short-lived.
Epiphany
A sudden revelation.
Erstwhile
Ethereal
Evanescent
Evocative
Suggestive.
Fetching
Pretty.
Felicity
Pleasantness.
Forbearance
Fugacious
Fleeting.
Furtive
Shifty, sneaky.
Gambol
Glamour
Beauty.
Gossamer
Halcyon
Harbinger
Imbrication
Imbroglio
Imbue
To infuse, instill.
Incipient
Ineffable
Unutterable, inexpressible.
Ingnue
Inglenook
Insouciance
Blithe nonchalance.
Inure
To become jaded.
Labyrinthine
Lagniappe
Lagoon
Languor
Listlessness, inactivity.
Lassitude
Weariness, listlessness.
Leisure
Free time.
Lilt
Lissome
Lithe
Love
Deep affection.
Mellifluous
Sweet sounding.
Moiety
Mondegreen
Murmurous
Murmuring.
Nemesis
An unconquerable archenemy.
Offing
Onomatopoeia
Opulent
Lush, luxuriant.
Palimpsest
Panacea
Panoply
A complete set.
Pastiche
Penumbra
A half-shadow.
Petrichor
Plethora
A large quantity.
Propinquity
An inclination.
Pyrrhic
Quintessential
Most essential.
Ratatouille
Ravel
To knit or unknit.
Redolent
Fragrant.
Riparian
Ripple
Scintilla
Sempiternal
Eternal.
Seraglio
Serendipity
Summery
Sumptuous
Lush, luxurious.
Surreptitious
Secretive, sneaky.
Susquehanna
A river in Pennsylvania.
Susurrous
Whispering, hissing.
This isn't about me. It is about my best friend. Her name was Karan. She ended up running
away from her brothers and father. See her father abused her and her brothers beat her
up. I remember her telling me once that her brothers raped her. I told her to tell someone,
but she brought up a very important point.... THERE IS NO ONE THERE TO LISTEN.
I did what I could. I gave her money, and shelter for the first couple of days. Then she told
me something else... she was pregnant. I didn't know what to do. I told her that she could
continue to hide out in my room... see my parents didn't think she was a "good influence"
on me. So she did, and surely enough, she stayed for a short time.
I got a call about a week after she ran away from my house. She said she was having the
baby, and she wanted me to come. I told her to call the ambulance or I will. She hung up,
so I called one. Well, she went to the hospital, and had the baby 2 months premature. If
that wasn't bad enough, the hospital found her dad and brother, and then called them
down. I felt so bad cause I knew what was going to happen. But, there was nothing to do
but wait.
Well, 2 weeks later she got to leave, with her dad. I remember her cell phone calling me,
and over it I could hear her crying, and screaming for help. The switch of the belt... or
something, and then it was silent... I freaked and didn't know what to do. Then her dad
picked up, and told me that if I said anything he'd give me the belt next, and I wouldn't be
so lucky.
I was scared and didn't know what to do. I never talked to Karan for around 2 weeks. Then
she showed up at the door. She was on the run. Her baby was still in the hospital, and like
cowards, we left it there. We ran away from Ontario, Canada, to B.C. Life was great. We
were okay, and we planned on returning for the baby once we were strong enough.
When that day came, she did return. We got the baby, and returned back home. Karen got
a boyfriend, who ended up being a total jerk. She felt hopeless, and the last thing she told
me, was to take care of her baby.
I didn't catch on at first. But then, when I did, it was to late. She shot herself. I took the
baby, and returned home, at the age of 17, one year later. But, to my unpleasant suprise,
my family had moved. I was homeless, with a child, and my best friend's dad, brothers and
boyfriend after me. To this day I am still on the run from them. I would hate to see what
would happen if I did accidentally run into them.
But, like Karan said, no one will help us, so we can't go home.