An Extract From Listen To The Moon by Michael Morpurgo

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Also by Michael Morpurgo:
A Medal for Leroy
Little Manfred
An Elephant in the Garden
Shadow
Kaspar Prince of Cats
Running Wild
The Amazing Story of Adolphus Tips
Private Peaceful
Alone on a Wide, Wide Sea
Born to Run
Sparrow
Outlaw
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First published in hardback in Great Britain by HarperCollins Childrens Books 2014
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Copyright Michael Morpurgo 2014
Michael Morpurgo asserts the moral right
to be identied as the author of this work
ISBN 978-0-00-733963-1
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For Philip and Jude
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TO BEGIN
W
E ALL COME FROM SOMEWHERE. But, in a way, I come
from nowhere. Let me explain. My grandma simply
came up out of the sea a long time ago, like a mermaid,
except that she had two legs instead of a fish tail. She seemed
to be about twelve years old at the time, but no one could
tell; and that was because there was no clue as to who she
was, nor where she came from. She was half starved, mad with
fever and could speak only one word: Lucy.
This is her story, as I later heard it told to me, by those
who knew her best, by my grandpa, by other relations and
friends, and, most importantly, by herself. Over the years I
have pieced it all together as well as I could, using only the
evidence of those who saw it with their own eyes, those who
were there.
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I want to thank the Museum of the Isles of Scilly for its
help, for access to school logbooks and other sources, and
especially the family of the late Dr Crow MD of St Marys, for
allowing me to quote from his journal. My family, and many
others also, too numerous to mention on the Scilly islands,
in New York and elsewhere have helped me greatly and
patiently in my research, in piecing everything together.
You could say this story has been a lifelong fascination for
me, an obsession almost. I have certainly been working on it,
on and off, for most of my life. I simply could not get it out of
my head, which in a way, I suppose, is not surprising. It is my
grandmas story much of it told, as you will discover, in her
own words, as she dictated it to me. So, in that sense, it is my
story too, my familys story.
Grandma made us who we are with a little help from
Grandpa, it should be said. I am who I am because of her,
because of him. I have done what Ive done, been who Ive
been, lived where Ive lived, written what Ive written, because
of them. So I have written it for them, and also because it
happens to be the most unlikely and unbelievable story I have
ever heard.
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CHAPTER ONE
SCILLY ISLES. MAY 1915
Be good fish, be nice fish
I
t was mackerel they were looking for that day,
because it was Friday. Mary always liked to cook
mackerel for their supper on Fridays, but Alfie and Jim, his
father, both knew she wouldnt do it, and they wouldnt
have it, unless they brought her back enough mackerel
to make a proper meal for all four of them. Alfie and his
father had prodigious appetites, which his mother loved
both to grumble about and to satisfy.
I swear the two of you got hollow legs, Mary would
say in open admiration, as she watched them wolfing
down their mackerel yet again three of them each she
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liked to put on their plates, if the catch had been good
enough.
There was Uncle Billy to feed too. He lived in the boat
shed on Green Bay on his own, because he liked it that
way. It was just across the field from Veronica Farmhouse,
where they lived, a stones throw away. Mary would bring
him his supper every evening, but, unlike Alfie, he would
as like as not complain if it was mackerel again. I like
crab, hed say. But then if Mary brought him crab it was,
Wheres my mackerel?
He could be contrary, could Uncle Billy. But then
Uncle Billy was contrary in many ways. He was different
from other people, different from anyone. As Mary often
said, that was what made him special.
The fish were hard to find that morning. It helped keep
spirits up in the boat to talk about supper, to think about
it, about how Mary would cook the mackerel for them
that evening: dipped in egg, rolled in oats, then seasoned
with salt and pepper. She fried it always in butter. The
smell of it would be wafting through the farmhouse and
theyd be sitting down at the kitchen table, ready and
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waiting, mouths watering, savouring the sound and smell
of the fish sizzling in the pan.
Course, after she finds out what you and me have
gone and done, Alfie, Jim said, straining hard at the oars,
we could be on bread and water for a week. She will not
be a happy woman, son, not happy at all. Shell have my
guts for garters, yours too.
We should go in closer to St Helens, Father,
Alfie said, his mind on the mackerel, not his mothers
retribution. Theres fish there almost always, just off the
beach. Caught half a dozen last time we were there, didnt
we?
Dont like going near the place, Jim said. Never
have. But maybe youre right, maybe we should give it a
go. Wish the wind would get up, and we could do a bit of
sailing. All this rowings half killing me. Here, Alfie. Your
turn. They changed places.
As Alfie took up the oars, he found himself thinking of
supper again, of the sound and the smell of frying mackerel,
and then of how hard it was to remember smells and
describe them, how sounds and sights were much easier
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to recall somehow. Once the mackerel was on the plate
in front of them, they always had to wait until grace was
said. Father and he were inclined to say grace rather too
hurriedly for his mothers liking. She took her time over
it. For her, grace was a meant prayer, and different each
mealtime, not simply a ritual to be rushed through. She
would have liked a proper and respectful pause after the
Amen, but Alfie and his father would be at their mackerel
at once, like gannets. There would be strong, sweet tea and
freshly baked bread to go with it, and bread-and-butter
pudding, if they were lucky. It was always the feast of
the week.
It was already late afternoon and Jim was very aware
that they had precious little to show for nearly an entire
days fishing. Now that he wasnt rowing, the wind was
already chilling him to the bone. He pulled his collar
up. It was cold for May, more like March, Jim thought.
He looked at his son bending rhythmically, easily, to
the oars, and envied him his strength and suppleness, but
at the same time took a fathers pride in it too. He had
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been that young once, that strong.
He looked down at his hands, scarred, calloused and
cracked as they were now, ingrained with years of fishing
and years of farming his potatoes and his flowers. He
baited the line again, his fingers working instinctively,
automatically. He was thankful he could not feel them.
They were numb to the cold and salt of seawater, numb
to the wind. Some of those old cracks in his finger joints
had opened up again and would otherwise be paining him
dreadfully by now. It was good to be numb, he thought,
and just as well. He was wondering why it was that his
ears hurt, why they too hadnt gone numb? He wished
they would.
Jim smiled inside himself as he remembered how the
day had begun, at breakfast. It had been Alfies idea in the
first place. He didnt want to go to school. He wanted to
come fishing instead. Hed tried this on before, often, and
rarely with any success. It didnt stop him trying again.
Tell Mother you need me, Alfie had said, that you cant
do without me. Shell listen to you. I wont be no trouble,
Father. Promise.
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Jim knew he wouldnt be any trouble. The boy sailed a
boat well, rowed strongly, knew the waters and fished with
a will, with that wholehearted enthusiasm and confidence
borne of youth, always so sure he would catch something.
The fish seemed to like him too. It was noticeable that
Jim often did better when Alfie was in the boat. With
the fishing as disappointing as it had been recently in the
waters around Scilly, Jim would go out fishing these days
more in hope than expectation. Catches had been poor
for all the fishermen in recent times, not just him. Anyway,
Alfie would be company out there, good company. So he
agreed to do what he could to persuade Mary to let Alfie
miss school for a day, and come fishing with him.
But all pleading, all reasoning, proved to be quite
useless, as Jim had warned Alfie it might be. Mary was
adamant that Alfie had to go to school, that hed missed
far too much already, that he was always trying to find
ways of not going. Any excuse would do: working out
on the farm, or going fishing with his father. Enough was
enough. When Mary insisted with that certain tone in
her voice, Jim knew there was very little point in arguing,
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that she was immovable. He persisted only because he
wanted Alfie to know he really wanted him out there
in the boat with him, and to demonstrate his solidarity.
When Alfie saw the argument wasnt going his way, he
joined in, trying anything he could think of that might
change her mind.
What does one day off school matter, Mother, one
day?
We always catch more fish when theres the two of us.
And anyway, out in an open boat its always safer with
two I heard you say so.
And I hate Beastly Beagley at school. Everyone knows
he cant teach for toffee. Hes a waste of space, and schools
nothing but a waste of time.
You let me stay home, Mother, and, after Ive been
fishing with Father, Ill come back and clean out the
henhouse for you, and fetch back a cartload of seaweed to
fertilise the lower field, whatever you want.
What I want, Alfie, is for you to go to school, Mary
said firmly. It was quite futile. She wasnt going to give
in. There was nothing more to be said, nothing more to
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be done. So Alfie had trudged off reluctantly to school
with Marys words ringing in his ears. Theres more
to life than boats and fishing, Alfie! Never heard of a
fish teaching anyone to read or write! And your writing
aint nothing to write home about neither, if you ask
me!
When hed gone, shed turned to Jim. Ill need nine
good mackerel for tea, Jimbo, dont forget, she said. And
wrap up warm. Spring it may be, but there was a keen
wind out there when I went to feed the hens. That boy of
yours forgot to do it again.
Hes always my boy when he forgets, said Jim,
shrugging on his coat, and stepping into his boots.
Where else do you think he gets it from? she replied,
buttoning up Jims coat. She gave him his peck on the
cheek and patted his shoulders as she always did, as he
always liked her to do. And by the way, Jimbo, I promised
Uncle Billy a crab for tomorrow you know how much
he loves his crab. Nice one, mind. Not too big. Not too
small. He dont like a crab all chewy and tough. Hes very
particular. Dont forget.
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I wont forget, Jim muttered under his breath as he
went out of the door. Nothings good enough for big
brother Billy, eh? You spoil that old pirate rotten, thats
the truth of it.
No moren I spoil you, Jim Wheatcroft, she retorted.
Anyway, Jim went on, Id have thought old and
tough and chewy would have suited an old pirate like
Long John Silver just perfect.
When it came to Uncle Billy, it was always this
kind of good-natured banter between them. They had
sometimes to share the humorous side of it. The truth of
what had happened to Uncle Billy in his life was often
too painful.
Jim Wheatcroft! she called after him. Thats my
brother youre talking about, and dont you forget it. He
aint neither old nor chewy, just in a world of his own.
Hes not like the rest of us, and thats fine by me.
Whatever you say, Marymoo, whatever you say, he
replied, and, with a cheery flourish of his cap, went off
down the field towards Green Bay, mimicking Uncle Billys
favourite ditty just loudly enough for her to hear: Yo-ho-ho
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and a bottle of rum! Yo-ho-ho and a bottle of rum!
Jim Wheatcroft, I heard that! In response, Jim gave
her another wave of his cap. And you take care out there,
Jimbo, you hear! she shouted after him.
As he went down to the boat, Jim was marvelling at
Marys endless patience and constant devotion to her
brother, but at the same time he felt more than a little
vexed, as he always did, at how oblivious Uncle Billy
seemed to be to all Mary had done for him, and was
doing for him every day of her life. He could hear him
now, singing away out on his boat in Green Bay, the
good ship Hispaniola, as Uncle Billy called it.
It hadnt been a good ship at all, not to start with, just
the remnants, the rotting hulk, of an old Cornish lugger,
abandoned long ago on the beach on Green Bay. It was
five years now since Mary had brought Uncle Billy home
from the hospital and installed him in the boat shed. She
had made a home for him up in the sail loft, and hed
been out there on Green Bay, just about every day since,
whatever the weather, restoring that old lugger. It was she
who had told him about the ship in the hospital, and, as
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soon as she got him home, encouraged him to get back to
boatbuilding, which hed loved so much as a young man.
She was convinced that what he needed above all, shed
told Jim, was to keep busy, use his hands, be the craftsman
he once was again.
Everyone, including Jim, had thought it was an
impossible task, that out there in all weathers the lugger
had deteriorated too much, was too far gone, and that
anyway Silly Billy, as they called him all over the island,
couldnt possibly do it. Only Mary insisted he could. And
soon enough everyone could see that she had been right.
When it came to boatbuilding, Silly Billy whatever you
thought of him knew well enough what he was doing.
Day by day over the years, the old lugger in Green Bay
was becoming young again, and sleek and beautiful.
She lay there at anchor as Jim walked to the fishing
boat that morning, resplendent in green paint, Hispaniola
painted black on her side. She may not yet be finished, but
the fine and elegant lines of her hull were evident now to
anyone walking along Green Bay. And now with the main
mast up, that Uncle Billy had raised only a few weeks
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before, she was looking almost complete. With no help
from anyone Uncle Billy liked to be on his own, work
on his own he had brought her back to life. Uncle Billy
may be odd that was the general view; a bit mazed in
the head, they usually called him but with the work he
had done on that old lugger over the years, plain now for
everyone to see, he had gained the respect of the whole
island. He was still Silly Billy though, because they all
knew where hed been, where hed come from, because
of how he was.
Walking across the sand on Green Bay, Jim could see
Uncle Billy up on deck. He was running the black and
white skull and crossbones flag up the mast, as he always
had done every morning since the mast had gone up. He
had on the Long John Silver hat that Mary had made
for him, and he was singing. Uncle Billy had his ups and
downs, his good days and his bad days. This morning he
had the hat on and he was singing, so this must be a good
day, which, Jim knew, would make life much easier for
Mary. Uncle Billy could be a cantankerous old goat when
he was in one of his black moods. And for some reason
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Jim had never understood, when he was like that, he was
always nastier to Mary than anyone. Yet she was the one
who had saved him, brought him home, and the person
he loved most in the world.
It was because Jim was so busy admiring the Hispaniola,
so preoccupied thinking about Uncle Billy, that he had
not noticed until now that Alfie was out there, clambering
about on Penguin, the familys fishing boat, making her
ready. He was untying her from the buoy, then rowing her
in towards him over the shallows.
What dyou think youre up to, Alfie? Jim protested,
looking over his shoulder nervously. If your mother sees
you
I know, Father, shell have my guts for garters
whatever that means, Alfie said, with a smile and a shrug.
I missed the school boat. Real shame. You were there,
you saw it go without me. Right, Father?
Jim was unable to conceal his delight. You are a very
wicked boy, Alfie Wheatcroft, he said, climbing into the
boat. Dont know where you get it from. Wed better
come back with plenty of good fish then, hadnt we? Or
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my life, and yours, wont be worth living.
Out at sea, an hour or so later, they were fishing off
Foremans Island. It had been a hard row for Alfie against
the current all the way along Pentle Bay, and Jim could see
he needed a rest. He took the oars from him and rowed
over to check his lobster pots. Between them, they hauled
up three good-sized crabs from the pots off Foremans
Island so, a crab for Uncle Billy, and two to sell and
there was a squid in one of the pots, which would do
nicely for bait. And Alfie managed to catch a couple of
pollock as well.
Good for fishcakes, Jim grumbled, and not much
else. Your mother dont like pollock. We cant come home
with nothing but pollock. We got to find some mackerel.
St Helens, Alfie said, reaching for the oars, and
starting to row again. Theyll be there, dozens of them,
Father, waiting for us, youll see.
It was a flat calm now, hardly a ripple on the sea, and
the tide took them quickly towards St Helens. Wary of
rocks, they came in with great care, Alfie rowing gently
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towards the shore, towards the only sandy beach on the
island. Jim dropped anchor. This was where they had
caught their mackerel, only a few weeks before, a dozen
or more, and big fish too, all of them inside a few minutes.
Maybe theyd get lucky again.
Both of them knew they would have to get lucky.
Mackerel were like that. You could be out fishing all day
right above them, and the line would come up empty
every time. Or theyd be down there, begging to be
caught, it seemed, and then theyd jump right on to your
hooks and come up shining and silver and wriggling on
the line. Jim remembered how delighted Mary had been
with them before, when they came home with their
great catch, and showed her, how shed given them both
the best of hugs, and told them there werent two other
fishermen in the world like them.
Jim dropped his line into the sea. Come on, fish,
he said. Have a little nibble, have a little bite. Be good
fish, be nice fish, and then Marymoo will give us more
hugs, and tonight well have the best supper of our lives.
Come on, fish. What are you waiting for? Im not going
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away till I get you, lots of you.
Theyre down there, said Alfie, peering into the
water on the other side of the boat. I can see them. Bet I
catch one before you do, Father.
It was a long while later that Alfie first heard it. Neither
had caught a fish, nor even felt a suggestion of a bite. Both
were silent, and deep in concentration. Alfie was sitting
there, hunched over the line, gazing intently down into
the clear blue-green of the sea below, the fronds of weed
waving mockingly up at him. That was when he heard
something calling. The sound seemed at once strange to
him, out of place somehow, not right. Alfie looked up
from his fishing. It came from the island, a hundred yards
or so away, from somewhere near the shore, a soft cry, a
whimpering. A seal pup perhaps. But it was more human
than that.
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CHAPTER TWO
A place of lost souls
Y
ou hear that, Father? Alfie said.
Just gulls, Alfie, Jim replied. And, sure
enough, there was a young seagull on the beach, scurrying
along after its mother, neck outstretched, mewing, begging
to be fed. But Alfie realised soon enough that wasnt at all
the sound that he had heard. He knew gulls better than
any other bird, but he had never before heard a young
gull cry like that. The crying he had heard was different,
not like a bird at all, not like a seal pup either. It was
true that gulls were known to be good mimics not as
good as crows, but good enough. Alfie was perplexed, and
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distracted now entirely from his fishing. The two gulls,
mother and fledgling, lifted off the beach and flew away,
the young bird still pestering to be fed, leaving the beach
deserted behind them, but not silent. There it was again,
the same sound.
Not gulls, Father. Cant be, he said. Something else.
Listen!
It came from somewhere beyond the shoreline
altogether, from the direction of the old Pest House, or
from the great rock in the middle of the island. Alfie was
quite sure by now that no gull, however clever a mimic,
could possibly cry like that. And then it came to him. A
child! A child cries like that! Gulls didnt cough, and Alfie
could hear quite clearly now the sound of coughing.
Theres someone there, Father! he whispered. On
the island.
I hear it, Jim said. I hear it all right, but it dont
seem hardly possible. Cant see no one there, nothing
but gulls. Theres hundreds of them, and all watching us.
Like I told you, Alfie, I dont like this place, never did.
He paused to listen again. Cant hear nothing now. Ears
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playing tricks on us, thats what it was. Got to be. Cant
be no one there anyway. I didnt see no boat anchored
off shore as we came in, and theres nowhere else you can
land on St Helens, except right here on this beach. This
is an uninhabited island, deserted. No ones lived here for
years, for centuries.
As Jim scanned the island for any sign of life
footprints on the sand, the telltale smoke of a fire perhaps
all the stories about St Helens came back to him. He
remembered landing there before, a few times. He had
walked the length and breadth of it. It was no more than
half a mile from end to end, a few hundred yards across
the middle, an island of bracken and brambles and heather,
a shoreline of great grey boulders and pebbles, with that
one spit of steep, shelving sand, and the great rock he
remembered so well rearing up behind the Pest House.
The Pest House itself had long since fallen into ruin, roof
and windows gaping, walls crumbling. But the chimney
was still standing.
Jim had gone there first as a small boy, with his father,
collecting driftwood for the fire, piling it up on the beach
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to bring home, or scouring the beach for cowrie shells,
guinea money as they called it. Hed climbed the rock
once with his father, dared himself then to climb it again
on his own, got to the top, but had been scolded for it by
his father, and told never to do it again without him.
Jim had never really liked the place even as a small
boy, had never felt at ease there. St Helens had seemed to
him even then an abandoned place, a place of lost souls,
of ghosts. There was something dark and sad about the
island, and hed thought that long before hed ever been
told the stories. Over the years he had learnt about its
grim history bit by bit, how once long ago it had been a
holy island, where monks, seeking solitary, contemplative
lives, had lived out their years. The ruins of their chapel
were still there. And there was, he knew, a holy well just
beyond the Pest House his mother had told him that
much. Hed gone looking for it once with her in among
the bracken and the brambles, but they had never found it.
But it was the story of the Pest House itself, why it
had been built, and how it had been used, that had always
troubled him most so much so that he had never told
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Alfie about it. There are some stories, he thought, too terrible
to pass on. In years gone by, in the days of the great sailing
ships, St Helens had once been a quarantine island. To
prevent the spread of disease, any sailor or passenger on
board, who had fallen sick, with yellow fever or typhoid,
or some other infectious illness, was put off on St Helens,
to recover if they could, but much more likely to live out
their last wretched days in the Pest House. The sick and
dying had simply been left there in isolation, abandoned,
and with little hope of survival. All his life Jim had been
horrified at the thought of it. Ever since hed been told
about that Pest House, he had thought of St Helens as
a shameful place, an island of suffering and death, to be
avoided if at all possible.
Quite definitely now, and there could no longer be
any doubt about it, Jim was hearing the sound of a child
crying. Alfie was sure of it too. Neither said a word. The
same unspoken thought occurred to both of them then.
They had heard tales of ghosts living on St Helens
everyone had. Scilly was full of ghost stories. There were
the ghosts on Samson Island, the ghost of King Arthur
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out on the Eastern Isles, and everywhere, all over the
islands, there were stories of the spirits of stranded sailors,
pirates, drowned sailors. Stories, they told themselves,
just stories.
Coughing interrupted the whimpering. This was no
ghost. There was someone on the island, a child, a child
wailing, whimpering, and still coughing too. It was a cry
for help they could not ignore. As they hauled in their
lines, in a great hurry now, Alfie found there were three
mackerel dangling on his hooks. He hadnt even felt they
were there. But the fish didnt matter any more. Jim pulled
up the anchor, and Alfie rowed hard for the shore. A few
strong pulls and they felt the boat beaching. They leapt
over the side into the shallows and hauled the boat up
higher on to the sand.
Standing on the beach, they listened once again for
the sound of the child. For some reason, they found
themselves talking in whispers. All they could hear was
the sea lapping softly behind them and the piping of a
pair of oystercatchers that were flying off low and fast,
their wingtips skimming the sea.
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Cant hear nothing, can you? Jim said. Cant see
nothing neither. He was beginning to wonder now if he
had imagined the whole thing, if his hearing had deceived
him. But the real truth, and Jim knew it, was that he did
not want to venture any further. At that moment he was
all for getting the boat back into the water, and rowing
home. But Alfie was already running up the beach
towards the dunes. Jim thought of calling him back,
but he didnt want to shout. He couldnt let his son go
on alone. He took off his jacket and laid it over his catch
in the bottom of the boat, to hide their fish from any
sharp-eyed, marauding gulls, and then, reluctantly,
followed where Alfie had gone, up over the dunes,
towards the Pest House.
A chill came over Alfie as he stood on top of the dunes,
looking up at the Pest House, and he knew it wasnt
only the cold. Gulls, hundreds of them, the islands silent
sentinels, were watching him from rocks everywhere, from
the walls of the Pest House, from the chimney, from the
sky above. After a while, Jim was at his side, and breathless.
Alfie called out. Anyone here? There came no answer.
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Whos there?
Nothing.
A pair of gulls dived on them then, screeching and
wheeling away, first one then another. The rest glared at
them darkly. The message was unmistakable. You are not
welcome here. Get off our island.
Theres no one here, Alfie, Jim whispered. Lets go
home.
But we heard someone, Father, Alfie said. I know
we did.
Becoming more fearful now with every passing
moment, it was Jim who called out this time. His whole
instinct was to turn away, get to the boat fast and go from
this place at once. But at the same time he needed to
persuade himself that there was no child on the island,
that Alfie was wrong, that they must have been imagining
the whole thing. They both called out now, echoing one
another.
Closer, and quite unmistakable, came the same
whimpering as before, but more muffled, stifled. There
could be no doubt about it. It was the voice of a child,
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a child who was terrified, and it was coming from inside
the Pest House.
Jims first thought was that it had to be some local child
who had gone out fishing maybe and had some sort of
accident, lost an oar perhaps, or fallen overboard. It wasnt
so long ago, after all, that he had rescued a young lad from
the water after the boy had got into trouble out in a boat
in Tresco Channel. Hed tripped and gone overboard,
and was being swept out to sea by the current. This one
had been washed up on St Helens there was no other
explanation he could think of. But if any child had been
missing then surely hed have heard about it. The alarm
would have been raised all over the islands. Everyone
would have been out looking. He couldnt understand it.
Alfie had already gone on ahead of him up the track
towards the Pest House, calling out to whoever was in
there, softly, as reassuringly as he could. Hello. Sonly
me. Alfie, Alfie Wheatcroft. I got my father with me. You
all right, are you? There was no reply. Both of them
stopped outside the doorway, uncertain now as to what
to say or do.
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Were from Bryher, Jim went on. You know us,
dont you? Im Alfies father. What you doing over here?
Tipped yourself out of a boat, did you? Easily done. Easily
done. You must be half frozed. Well have you out of here
in a jiffy, get you back home, cup of nice warm tea, tatty
cake, and a hot bath. Thatll shiver the cold out of you,
wont it?
As Alfie stepped tentatively through the doorway into
the ruins of the Pest House, the whimpering stopped.
There was no sign of anyone inside, nothing but bracken
and brambles. At the far end of the building, in under the
chimney, there was a fireplace, covered in dried bracken, a
thick carpet of it, almost as if someone had been making
a bed.
A sudden bird flew up out of a niche in the wall, an
explosion of fluttering that set Alfies heart pounding. He
pushed his way through the thick undergrowth that had
long since made the ruins their own, brambles tearing at
his shirt and trousers as he passed. Jim held back at the
doorway. No one here, Alfie, he whispered. You can
see there isnt.
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But Alfie was pointing into the corner of the fireplace,
and waving his hand at his father to be quiet.
Dont you worry none, Alfie said, treading softly
as he went, and slowly. Well have you out of here and
home before you know it. We got our boat. Wont hurt
you none, promise. Sall right, honest. You can come out
now.
He had seen a face, a bone-white face, peering through
the bracken, a child, a girl, hollow-cheeked, and with dark
lank hair down to her shoulders. She was cowering there
in the corner of the building, her fist in her mouth, her
eyes staring up at him, wide with terror. She had a grey
blanket round her shoulders. Her face was tear-stained,
and she was shaking uncontrollably.
Alfie crouched down where he was, keeping his distance
he did not want to alarm her. He did not recognise her.
If she had been from the islands, he would have known her
for certain he knew all the children on Scilly, everyone
did, whichever island they came from. Hello? he said.
You got a name then, have you? She shrank from him,
breathing hard, coughing again now, and shivering under
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her blanket. Im Alfie. You neednt be afeared of me, girl.
She was staring at Jim now, breathing hard. Thats Father.
He wont hurt you any moren I will. You hungry, are
you? You been here long? You got a terrible cough on
you. Where dyou come from then? How dyou get here,
girl? She said nothing, simply crouched there, frozen in
her fear, her eyes darting wildly from Jim to Alfie, from
Alfie to Jim. Alfie reached out slowly, and touched her
blanket. Its wet through, he said.
Her bare feet were covered in sand and mud, and what
little he could see of her dress was nothing but tatters
and rags. There were empty limpet shells scattered all
about her feet, and a few broken eggshells, gulls eggs they
were. We got mackerel for tea back home, he went on.
Mother does it beautiful, rolled in egg and oats, and we
got bread-and-butter pudding for afters too. Youll like it.
We got our boat down on the beach. You want to come
with us? He inched his way towards her, holding out his
hand. Can you walk, girl?
She sprang up then like a frightened fawn, leapt past
him and was stumbling through the bracken towards the
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doorway. She must have tripped because she suddenly
disappeared into the undergrowth. Jim found her
moments later, lying face down, unconscious. He turned
her over. She was bleeding profusely from her forehead.
He leaned over her. There were scratches and cuts all over
her legs. One ankle was swollen and bruised. She wasnt
breathing. Alfie was there on his knees beside her.
Is she dead, Father? he breathed. Is she dead? Jim
felt her neck. He could feel no pulse. With panic rising in
his chest, he remembered then how Alfie had fallen once
down on to rocks when he was little, how hed run all
the way home with Alfie in his arms, quite sure he must
be dead. He remembered how calm Mary had been, how
she had taken charge at once, laid Alfie out on the kitchen
table, put her ear to his mouth and felt his breath on her
skin. He did the same now, put his ear to the girls mouth,
felt the warm breath, and knew there was life in her yet.
He had to get her home fast. Mary would know what to
do with her.
You get to the boat, Alfie, he said. Quick. Ill bring
her.
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He picked her up, and ran out of the Pest House, along
the path to the dunes. She was light and limp and damp
in his arms. He could feel she was little more than skin
and bones. By the time he got there, Alfie had the boat
in the water. He was standing in the shallows, holding it.
You get in, son, Jim said. You look after her. Ill row.
They wrapped her in Jims coat, and laid her down with
her head on Alfies lap. Hold her close, Jim told him.
We got to keep her warm as best we can. He pushed off
then, leaping into the boat, and gathering the oars almost
in one movement.
Jim rowed like a man possessed out into the swell of
the open ocean past the lighthouse on Round Island, and
at long last into the calm of Tresco Channel. Every few
moments as he rowed, hed glance down at the girl as
she lay there in Alfies arms, her head bleeding, her eyes
closed. Jim could see no life in her. She was sleeping as if
she would never wake.
Alfie talked to her all the time; he hardly stopped.
Holding her tight to him as the boat reared and rolled
through the waves, he kept calling to her, willing her to
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wake up and open her eyes, telling her it wouldnt be long
now, that shed be all right. And sometimes Jim would
join in too, whenever he could find the breath to do so,
begging her to live, pleading with her, yelling at her even.
Wake up, girl! For Chrissake, wake up! Dont you dare
go and die on us, you hear. Dont you dare!
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CHAPTER THREE
Just like a mermaid
A
ll the while, as Jim pulled for dear life, straining
his every sinew with each stroke, the girl lay there,
lifeless, in the boat, her head cradled on Alfies lap, as
pale as death. He didnt want to keep asking Alfie how
she was, if she was still alive, because he could tell how
anxious and upset his son already was. Jim longed to stop
rowing, just for a moment, to see for himself if she was
still breathing, but he knew he had to keep going, to get
the girl back to Bryher, and to Mary, as fast as he could.
Mary would know what to do, he told himself. Mary
would save her.
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Never had it taken so long to row up Tresco Channel,
Alfie thought. He was quite sure by now that the girl must
be dead, so much so that he could hardly bring himself
to look at her. Close to tears all the time, he did not trust
himself to speak. He kept catching his fathers eye, then
looking away fast. He could not tell him how cold she
was in his arms, how still, that she was gone.
Wind and current and exhaustion were slowing Jim
all the way. As he rowed into Green Bay, he was yelling
for help with what little breath he had left. Dozens of
islanders were hurrying along the beach, Mary among
them, along with a gaggle of excited children, back from
school by now, running along behind. Only Peg, the
islands workhorse, seemed unconcerned at their arrival,
intent as she was on browsing the dunes.
As Jim brought the boat in to the shore, everyone
came wading out through the shallows to meet them, to
haul the boat in. Before Jim had time even to ship his
oars, Mary had taken the girl from Alfies arms, and was
carrying her up the beach. Alfie stayed to help his father
out of the boat. He seemed unsteady on his feet, so Alfie
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held on to his arm for a few moments. Stumbling out of
the water, he fell on his hands and knees on the wet sand,
all his strength spent, his chest heaving to catch his breath.
His head was spinning, his shoulders on fire. There was no
part of him that was not aching.
Further up the beach Mary had laid the girl down on
dry sand, and was kneeling over her. She was calling to
them. Who is she, Jimbo? Mary was asking him. Who
is she? Where dyou find her?
All Jim could do was shake his head. He couldnt
speak a word. A crowd was gathering by now, pushing
and shoving to get a closer look, all of them full of
questions. Mary waved everyone back. Give her some
air, for goodness sake. Child needs to breathe. Shes half
dead, cant you see? Get back! And someone send to St
Marys for Dr Crow. Quick about it now! Well get her
home, warm her up in front of the stove. She touched
the girls face with the back of her hand, felt her neck.
Shes shivering somethin terrible. Shes got a fever on
her. Well use the cart. Someone fetch Peg, hitch her up
and hurry up about it.
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Jim and Alfie found a way through the crowd. Just at
that moment the girls eyes opened. She looked up in
bewilderment at all the faces staring down at her. She was
trying to sit up, trying to say something. Mary bent closer.
What is it, dear? What is it?
It was only a whisper, and very few heard it. But Mary
did, Alfie did. Lucy, said the girl. Then, as Mary laid her
down again, her eyes closed and she lost consciousness
once more.
They rushed her home to Veronica Farm in the cart,
with Alfie leading Peg, and Mary riding in the back,
holding the girl in her arms. Half the island was following
along behind, it seemed, in spite of Mary telling them
again and again that there was nothing they could do, and
they should all go home. No one did. Can you hurry
that horse on, Alfie? she said.
She wont go no faster, Mother, Alfie told her. You
know Peg.
And I know you too, Alfie Wheatcroft, she went
on, with a certain tone in her voice. Had a nice day at
school, did you? Alfie didnt know what to say, so he said
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nothing. For a while, neither of them spoke. Father tells
me it was you that found her, Mary began.
Spose, Alfie replied.
Well then, when alls said and done, I reckon it was
a good thing you were there. Say no more about it, shall
we? Now trot that horse on, whether she likes it or no.
Yes, Mother, Alfie replied, both relieved and contrite.
An hour or so after everyone reached the farmhouse,
Jim and Alfie with all the men and boys were still gathered
in the garden outside, waiting for news; while as many of
the women as could were crowded into the farmhouse
kitchen much to Marys irritation, which she did not
trouble to hide. They were full of loud advice, which
Mary was doing her best to ignore. She simply busied
herself getting the child into some dry clothes, rubbing
her down, and making her as warm and comfortable as
she could in front of the stove. Out in the garden, with
Alfie at his side, Jim had recovered enough by now and
was busy answering everyones questions about how he
and Alfie had discovered the girl on St Helens. They all
wanted to know more, but there was little to tell, and,
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once he had told it, there was nothing more to say. He
could only repeat it. But still the questions came.
Dr Crow finally arrived from St Marys, took one look
at the crowd of people gathered outside the house, and at
once took control. Standing at the farmhouse door, pipe
in hand as usual, he declared: This is not a circus, and
Im not a clown. Im the doctor and Ive come to see a
patient. Now be off with the lot of you, else Ill get ugly.
Unkempt and bedraggled as he always was, a vestige
of cabbage left lingering in his beard after his lunch he
wasnt nicknamed Dr Scarecrow for nothing Dr Crow
was much loved and respected throughout the islands.
There was hardly anyone who hadnt had good cause to
be grateful to Dr Crow at some time or another. For years,
he had been wise counsellor and kindly comforter to the
islanders. He only had to come into a house for everyone
to feel at once reassured. But he was also a little feared.
No one argued with Dr Crow. Most of the men walked
off with hardly a murmur, and the women in the kitchen
might have grumbled about it as they left, but they all
went in the end. Here, hold my pipe, lad, the doctor
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said to Alfie, as he came into the house, but dont you
go puffing on it, you hear me. Now wheres the patient?
Lucy was sitting in Jims chair by the stove, swathed in
blankets, wide-eyed with alarm and shivering violently.
Shes called Lucy, Doctor, Mary told him. Thats all
we know about her, all she said, just her name. I cant
seem to get her warm, Doctor. Tried everything. Cant
stop her shivering.
The doctor bent down at once, lifted the girls feet and
put them right up against the stove. In my experience,
Mrs Wheatcroft, we get warm from the feet up, he said.
Well soon have her right. Nasty ankle shes got. Sprained,
by the look of it.
I tried to give her some hot milk and honey, Mary
went on, but she wouldnt take none.
You did well to try, but its water she needs most I
think, lots of water, the doctor said, taking his stethoscope
out of his bag, and then folding the blankets down from
round her neck a little to examine her. The girl at once
pulled the blankets up to her chin again, and broke into
a sudden fit of coughing that wracked her whole body.
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Easy, girl, the doctor said. Lucy, isnt it? No ones
going to hurt you. He reached out, more slowly this time,
and felt her forehead. He took her wrist and felt her pulse.
Well, shes got a burning fever on her, thats for sure, he
said, and thats not good. I wouldnt be surprised if some
of these cuts on her legs are infected. Theyve been there
some time, by the look of them. He turned to Jim then.
It was you that found her, Mr Wheatcroft, so they tell
me. And on St Helens, wasnt it? Horrible place.
Alfie and me, Doctor, Jim replied.
What was she doing over there? the doctor went
on. All on her own, was she, when you found her? That
right?
Think so, Jim replied. We didnt see no one else.
But, to be honest, we didnt have much time to look.
Never gave it a thought, not then. I thought about it after
though, that she might not have been alone, I mean. So I
sent Cousin Dave off in his boat and told him to have a
good look around the island, just to be sure. Hell be back
soon. He shouldnt be long now, I reckon.
Out fishing were you, Mr Wheatcroft?
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Mackerel, said Jim.
Shes a good enough size for mackerel, the doctor
went on, smiling for just a moment, thats for sure. Catch
of the year, Id say. But its a very good thing you found her
when you did. This is a very poorly girl, Mrs Wheatcroft,
dehydrated, feverish. It doesnt look to me as if shes eaten
properly in days, weeks maybe. Half starved, she is.
He was feeling the girls neck with both hands, lifting
her chin and then peering into her throat. He leaned her
forward, tapped her on the back, then put the stethoscope
to her chest and listened for a while to her breathing. A
lot of congestion in her lungs, which is not what I like
to hear, he declared. Weak as a kitten. And that cough
of hers is down on her chest, where it shouldnt be. Its
pneumonia Im worried about most. You keep her warm,
just like you are, Mrs Wheatcroft. Keep those cuts and
scratches clean. Warm vegetable broth, hot Bovril, maybe
some bread. Not too much at first, mind. A little food and
often, thats the best way. Sweet tea is always good too, if
shell take it. And, as I said, plenty of water. Shes got to
drink. We have to get that fever down, and quickly. I dont
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like this shivering, not one bit. We get rid of the shivering,
the coughll go soon enough too.
He leaned closer to her. You be a good girl now, Lucy,
eat and drink all you can. Youve got a second name, have
you, girl? Lucy stared up at him, silently, vacantly. Not
much to say for yourself, eh? Whered you come from,
Lucy? Everyone comes from somewhere.
She dont seem to speak much, Doctor just her
name, said Mary.
Came up out of the sea, I heard, the doctor went
on, lifting her eyelids one by one, like a mermaid, eh?
Well I never. He reached out and lifted up the bottom
of the blanket, uncovering her knees. He crossed her legs,
then tapped her knees, one after the other. He seemed
satisfied. Dont you worry, Mrs Wheatcroft, once shes
better, shell speak soon enough, and well all know more.
Shes in deep shock, in my opinion. But Im here to tell
you that I am quite sure she cant be a mermaid because
shes got legs. Scratched they might be, but shes got two
of them. Look! They all smiled at that. Thats better. We
have to be cheerful around her, you know. Itll make her
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feel better; cheerfulness always does. But now comes the
question: whos going to look after her? And what about
when she gets better? So far as we can tell, its not as if she
belongs to anyone, does she?
Mary did not hesitate. We will, of course, she said.
Wont we, Jimbo? All right with you, Alfie?
Alfie didnt say anything. He was hardly listening. He
could not take his eyes off the girl. He was so relieved
she was alive. He was wondering now who this strange
little creature was, how she got herself on to St Helens in
the first place, and how she had managed to survive over
there all on her own.
Shes got to belong to someone, Mary, said Jim.
Every childs got a mother or father somewhere. Theyll
be missing her.
But who is she? Alfie asked.
Shes called Lucy, said Mary, and thats all we need
to know for the moment. As I see it, God has brought
her to us, up out of the ocean, sent you and Father over
to St Helens to find her. So we look after her for as long
as she needs us. Shell be one of us, for as long as she
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has to be, till her mother or father comes to fetch her
home. Meanwhile this is her home. Youll have a sister
for a while, Alfie, and your father and me, well have a
daughter. Always wanted one of them, didnt we, Jimbo?
Never quite managed it till now, did we? Well nurse her
back to health, Doctor, feed her up, put some colour in
her cheeks. She brushed away the hair from the girls
forehead. And then well see. Youll be all right with us,
dear. Never fear.
The doctor left soon afterwards, saying hed be back in
a week or so to see how Lucy was getting along, telling
Mary very firmly that if the fever got worse she was to
send for him at once. He took his pipe back off Alfie
before he left. Horrible habit, my lad, he said. Dont
you ever smoke, hear me? Bad for your health. Nasty
habit. Else youll have the doctor calling round all the
time, and you dont want that, do you?
He hadnt been gone more than an hour or two before
they had their next visitor. Big Dave Bishop, Cousin Dave,
was at the door, and knocking loudly. Uncle Jim! You in
there, Uncle Jim? He didnt wait for an answer. He burst
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in, filling the room with his bulk, his voice loud with
excitement. He was cradling an untidy-looking bundle in
both arms. I been over there, Uncle Jim, to St Helens,
just like you told me, he said. No one else there, not so
far as I could see. I went all over. Lots of oystercatchers,
and gulls, and a seal or two on the rocks. Didnt find
no one else. But I did find this. It was a blanket, a grey,
sodden-looking blanket. And then he unfolded it. There
was this too, Uncle Jim. Just lying there in the corner of
the Pest House, it was. Sone of they teddy bears, isnt it?
Hers, isnt it? Got to be.
Mary took it from him. Like the blanket, it too was
bedraggled and wet through, with a soiled pink ribbon
round its neck, and one eye was missing. It was smiling,
Alfie noticed.
Suddenly Lucy was sitting upright and reaching out for
it. Yours, is it, Lucy dear? Mary said. The girl grabbed it
from her, clutching it fiercely to herself, as if shed never
let it go.
Hers all right then, Jim said. No doubt about that.
And theres something else an all, Cousin Dave
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said. This here blanket, its got some funny foreign-like
writing on it, like its a name sewed on, or something. He
held it up to show them. I dont do reading, Uncle Jim.
Whats it say?
Jim spelt the name out loud, then tried to pronounce
it. Wil helm. Wilhelm. Thats the Kaisers name, int it?
Im sure it is. Sounds like William. Kaiser Bill hes called
that, isnt he?
The Kaiser! said Cousin Dave. Then its German,
isnt it? Got to be. And if its German then thats where
that girl comes from then, isnt it? Stands to reason, dont
it? Shes one of them. Shes a lousy Hun. Could be the
Kaisers ruddy daughter.
Dont talk soft, Cousin David, Mary said, pulling
the blanket away from him. And I dont care who she
is, whether she comes from Timbuktu. Were all Gods
children, wherever we come from, whatever were called,
whichever language we speak. And dont you never forget
it.
She walked right up to him then, and, looking him
right in the eye, she spoke very softly. You listen to me,
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Cousin David. I dont want you never saying anything
about the name on this blanket. You hear me? Not a word.
You know what its like these days, with all this tittle-tattle
about German spies, and all that. Nothing but poisonous
nonsense. This gets around, and people will start talking.
Not a word. We keep it in the family, right? You promise,
promise me faithfully now.
Cousin Dave looked away, first at Jim then at Alfie,
hoping for some help. He was clearly nervous. He didnt
seem to know quite where to look, nor what to say. Mary
reached up and took his face firmly in her hands, forcing
him to look at her. Promise me? Faithfully? she said
again.
It took Cousin Dave a while to reply. All right,
Aunty Mary, he said at last. I shant say nothing about it.
Promise. Cross my heart and hope to die.
But Jim didnt trust him. Everyone knew that after a
drink or two Big Dave Bishop would say almost anything.
We wont say a word, will we, Cousin David? said Jim,
and with just enough menace in his tone that Cousin
Dave would understand that he really meant it. You
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went over to St Helens and you found the teddy bear,
and you found the blanket, just an ordinary grey blanket.
Thats all you say, like your Aunty Mary told you. And you
dont want to upset your Aunty Mary, do you? Cos if shes
upset, then Im upset. And I get nasty when Im upset,
dont I? And you dont want that, right?
Spose, Cousin Dave replied, shamefaced.
All this time Alfie had been staring at Lucy. I never
saw anyone who was German before, he said. No
wonder she dont say nothing. She cant speak English.
And she cant understand a word we say, can she? Not if
shes German, she cant.
But, as he was speaking, Lucy looked up at him, and
held his eyes just for a moment. But it was long enough
for Alfie to know for certain that she had understood
something maybe not every word he had said, but
something.
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