Reminiscences of Swami Vivekananda*

Mrs Alice M Hansbrough

O
ne bright Sunday morning in March which would bring out all that she could remember
1941, Swami Ashokananda invited Mrs of her contacts with Swami Vivekananda; and that
Alice M Hansbrough to drive home with the swami would have someone (Mr A T Clifton)
him from his lecture at the Century Club in San with him to take down the conversations. These
Francisco. On the way, driving by a roundabout talks covered several meetings, the first of which
route over San Francisco’s many hills to enjoy a took place the day following Swami Ashokananda’s
sun made welcome by weeks of rain, the swami first proposal of the subject to Mrs Hansbrough.
asked Mrs Hansbrough if she could not give an
account of her contacts with Swami Vivekananda
during his visit to California in the winter of 1899
and 1900. Mrs Hansbrough had met Swamiji in
Los Angeles a few days after his arrival there, and
from the day of the meeting, had become a faith-
ful follower. She served him devotedly during his
stay in Los Angeles and San Francisco, and during
her intimate contacts with him had many glimpses
of Swamiji’s spiritual greatness and of his human
qualities as well.
Swami Ashokananda, 1938
Mrs Hansbrough readily agreed to give whatev-
er recollections Swami Ashokananda desired. The Monday Evening, March 3, 1941
swami evidently had already given considerable Swami Ashokananda arrived at Mrs Hansbrough’s
thought to the proposal, and ways and means were home a little after eight o’clock in the evening. She
discussed. It was arranged that he should go to Mrs was living with her daughter, Mrs Paul Cohn, at 451
Hansbrough’s home and that, through questions, Avila Street, near the broad Marina parkway on San
he would suggest to her a direction of conversation Francisco Bay. As the swami walked to the door of
the handsome Spanish-style residence, he caught a
* In 1941 Mrs Alice Hansbrough gave these valua- glimpse of Mrs Hansbrough reading beside the fire
ble reminiscences of Swami Vivekananda in a series in the living room. In a moment she had greeted
of informal interviews with Swami Ashokananda the swami at the door and escorted him to a seat
in San Francisco. They were recorded by Mr A T before the fire.
­Clifton (later Swami Chidrupananda), who was
present at the interviews. Marie Louise Burke used The door to the spacious, high-ceilinged living
portions of these reminiscences in her work Swami room was across one corner; and across the cor-
Vivekananda in the West: New Discoveries. Swami Che- ner to the right was the broad hearth of the fire-
tanananda and a group of Vedanta students have place, with a couch at right angles on the right, and
revised and reorganized the original manuscript
of reminiscences for publication. It has been made
comfortable chairs opposite. Another couch stood
available for publication by courtesy of the Vedanta against the wall beyond, and in the far corner was
Society of Northern California. a handsome old grand piano. The swami chose a
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chair, and Mrs Hansbrough sat on one couch in my finger, close the book and shut my eyes and
the light of a small table lamp. think, “What a wonderful man he must be who
Mrs Hansbrough was now well on in years [75 wrote these words!” And I would try to form a pic-
years old], but still was blessed with a keen intelli- ture in my mind of what he looked like.
gence and a ready humour, which must surely have ‘I met a man in Alaska who was interested in
endeared her to Swamiji. She was slight and below Theosophy. We used to talk about Swamiji’s books
medium height, dignified and unvaryingly good and he looked through them; but he did not find
natured in her manner, and possessed of a natural anything interesting in them because he felt they
peacefulness which communicated itself to others. were not Theosophy.’
Her memory was clear and her conversation there- ‘And after you returned from Alaska,’ Swami
fore filled with interesting details. Ashokananda asked, ‘did you go to Los Angeles?’
After inquiring about Mrs Hansbrough’s daugh- ‘Yes,’ Mrs Hansbrough replied. ‘I came through
ter, Swami Ashokananda said: ‘Let us begin with San Francisco on the way, and arrived in Los Ange-
your first acquaintance with Swamiji’s work. How les on November 23, 1899. Swamiji had been in Los
did you first hear about him?’ Angeles only a few days, I later learned.’ [Swamiji
‘I first learned of Swamiji in the spring of 1897 at arrived on December 3, 1899.]
a lecture in San Francisco about three years before ‘How did you first happen to meet him?’ Swami
he came to California,’ Mrs Hansbrough replied. Ashokananda asked.
‘Two friends and I went to hear a Mrs Annie Rix
Militz speak on some metaphysical subject, and in
the course of her talk she brought out some points
from Swamiji’s Raja Yoga and also quoted from the
book. I was leaving not long after for Alaska, and
my friends asked me what I would like for a steamer
present. Raja Yoga was my answer. At the Empo-
rium where they went to get it, the clerk inquired
if it was for someone interested in such subjects.
When they said it was, he recommended that they
also get Swamiji’s Karma Yoga, as the two were, as
he said, “parts of a set”. So I left for Alaska armed Mrs Blodgett’s cottage, sketched by Miss MacLeod: ‘windmill
with the two books. … Eucalyptus … House overgrown with roses - geraniums -
heliotrope - chrysanthemum etc. etc. etc. … Cypress hedges’
‘Our ship was a steam schooner. The captain was
not familiar with the course and we went far out of ‘Well, perhaps you would like to hear first what
our way on the voyage. The result was four weeks circumstances brought him to the West Coast,’ Mrs
en route, during which time I read from my books. Hansbrough suggested. ‘The brother of Miss Jose-
I started with Karma Yoga, but found it a bit too phine MacLeod at whose home Swamiji had been
high in thought for me, so put it aside and read staying in New York, had been ill in Arizona with
Raja Yoga first. Then when I had finished it, I went tuberculosis for some time. By the time Novem-
back to Karma Yoga and read that. During the two ber came, Mr MacLeod was not expected to live;
years I was in Alaska I read both books over again and the wife of his business partner, a Mr Blodg-
many times. ett, wired Miss MacLeod to come west to see him,
‘I remember that I used to read for a while, and which she did. The brother died on November 2,
the thought would come to me, “What marvellous 1899, however, and Miss MacLeod stayed on in Los
thoughts these are!” I would hold the place with Angeles, at Mrs Blodgett’s house at 921 West 21st
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Street, where Swamiji later came.’ Helen came home that evening and said: “Who
‘Can you get a photograph of the house?’ Swami do you think is going to speak in Los Angeles to-
Ashokananda asked. night? Swami Vivekananda!” All during the two
‘I might be able to,’ Mrs Hansbrough said. ‘Well, years I had been reading his books in Alaska I had
when Miss MacLeod first entered her brother’s never expected to see him. Well, we rushed through
bedroom at Mrs Blodgett’s dinner, made up a party, and
house, the first thing she went in. The lecture was at
saw was a full-page news- eight o’clock. Blanchard
paper picture of Swamiji— Hall was on Broadway be-
you know that one that you tween Eighth and Hill
have in your office in the Streets. The audience was
Berkeley Temple, where he between six and eight hun-
stands partly turned to the dred people, and everyone
left—which Mrs Blodgett was enchanted with Swa-
had taken from a Chicago miji. This was his first lec-
paper and had framed. It ture in California and the
hung above her brother’s subject was “The Vedanta
bed. Philosophy”.
‘“Where did you get ‘He was introduced by a
that?” Miss MacLeod ex- Professor Baumgardt, who
claimed. Mrs Blodgett told had arranged for the hall
her she had heard Swami and the lecture. Professor
Vivekananda speak in Chi- Baumgardt was connected
cago and had cut the picture with one of the Los Ange-
out of one of the papers at les newspapers in some busi-
the time. “Well, Swami Vivekananda is our guest ness capacity. He was an astronomer. He had met
now in New York!” Miss MacLeod said.’ Swamiji through the Academy of Sciences, which
Swami Ashokananda then asked, ‘Mrs Blodgett was a group of prominent scientists and scholars
had some healing power, didn’t she?’ who had gathered together and called themselves
‘I never heard of it,’ Mrs Hansbrough answered. by that name. Mrs Blodgett, with whom Swamiji
‘Miss MacLeod said so some years ago at Maya- was staying at the time, had introduced both Swa-
vati,’ the swami remarked. ‘She said this was the miji and Miss MacLeod to these men, and it was
reason it was suggested that Swamiji come to Los through these introductions that this first lecture
Angeles, as he had been unwell for a long time.’ came about. She also introduced him to a wealthy
[Miss MacLeod took Swamiji to a healer named family called the Stimsons, with whom Swamiji
Mrs Melton.] later stayed for a week or so, but I don’t think he
Mrs Hansbrough said she remembered that Mrs enjoyed his visit with them.
Leggett had come to Los Angeles for some such ‘Professor Baumgardt had asked Swamiji to give
reason, and Swami Ashokananda was surprised to the same lecture he had given at the Brooklyn Insti-
learn that Mrs Leggett had come west at all. After tute on the Vedanta Philosophy. When the lecture
some discussion on this point, the conversation was over, the professor complained that it was not
turned to Mrs Hansbrough’s first hearing a lecture the same lecture at all; and Swamiji told him that it
by Swami Vivekananda. was impossible for him ever to give the same lecture
‘It was on December 8, 1899,’ she said. ‘My sister twice: that he could talk on the same subject, but it
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would not be the same.’ two years, and he said, “Well, I will introduce you
‘How was Swamiji dressed?’ Swami Ashok- to the swami’s hostess.” He introduced me to Miss
ananda asked. Mac­Leod, who, when I told her I had been study-
‘He wore a yellow robe and turban.’ ing Swamiji’s works for so long, asked if I wouldn’t
‘Yellow?’ like to go to call on him. Of course I said I would
‘Well, a light orange, a little lighter than the robe be delighted, and so it was arranged. It was not
you use,’ Mrs Hansbrough replied. until after his second lecture, however, that we did
‘And how did he look?’ meet him.’
‘His complexion was lighter than all the swa- ‘And what and where was his second lecture?’
mis here today, except Swami Devatmananda,’ Mrs Swami Ashokananda asked.
Hansbrough said. ‘His hair was black—very black— ‘His second lecture [on December 12] was also
with not one grey hair. A lady once asked him later arranged by the Academy of Sciences,’ Mrs Hans-
on if Hindus’ hair ever turned grey!’ brough said. ‘But this one was held in the Congre-
‘How did he impress you?’ Swami Ashokananda gational Church and was free, whereas tickets had
then asked. been required for the first one. The subject was,
‘I got the same impression I had previously had “The Building of the Cosmos”, and it was equally as
of him; that is, he was a most impressive personality. enchanting as the first one. I still have a copy of it,
You know, you have told me that it is not possible and often read it.’
to get an impression of a personality from the indi- ‘You have a copy of that lecture!’ Swami Ashok­
vidual’s writings; but I felt that I had sensed Swami- ananda exclaimed. ‘Are you sure?’
ji’s personality from his books, and the impression Mrs Hansbrough assured the swami that she
was verified when I heard him speak. was. Here the talk turned for the moment to Mrs
‘His voice I should say was baritone—certainly Hansbrough’s collection of notes, early copies of
nearer to bass than tenor; and it was the most musi- the Brahmavadin and Prabuddha Bharata, and
cal voice I have ever heard. At the end of the lecture notes belonging to Dr M Logan on the founding
he closed with that chant, “I am Existence Absolute, of the San Francisco Vedanta Society. Then Mrs
Knowledge Absolute, Bliss Absolute.” Everyone Hansbrough spoke again of the work in Southern
was enchanted with his talk. California.
‘Whenever he quoted from Sanskrit he would ‘Did you know that a Vedanta Society was actu-
chant the quotation—’ ally established in Pasadena?’ she asked. ‘It was sug-
‘He would actually chant?’ Swami Ashokananda gested to Swamiji that he visit Pasadena, which he
interrupted to ask. did. There he met a Mrs Emeline Bowler, a wealthy
‘Yes,’ Mrs Hansbrough replied. ‘He would chant woman who was president of the Shakespeare Club,
in Sanskrit and then translate. Once later on he and with whom Swamiji later spent a few days. Dur-
apologized for quoting in Sanskrit, and explained ing this visit, however, he wrote me that he was not
that he still thought in that language and then had happy there, and asked me to go and get him.’
to translate his thoughts into English. Swami Ashokananda laughed at this.
‘When it was over, the rest of our party went up ‘Why do you laugh?’ Mrs Hansbrough asked
on the platform where a number of people had col- him.
lected to speak to Swamiji. I sought out Professor ‘Well, it is amusing that Swamiji had to ask you
Baumgardt, however, to find out when and where to go and get him,’ the swami replied.
Swamiji was going to lecture again. When I asked ‘He always did that,’ Mrs Hansbrough said. ‘In-
him he inquired, “Are you interested in the swami’s variably he either phoned or wrote me whenever he
teachings?” I told him I had been studying them for wanted to leave any place. For instance, later in San
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Francisco he was the guest of proposed by-laws, in which a proposal was in-
of some physician, and had cluded that each member pledge to contribute to
expected to stay for some the Society for a period of ten years. Mrs Bowler
time. But the very day he objected to this, on the grounds that a member
went to the doctor’s home might die during the ten years. I said that would
he either phoned or wrote be all right: the deceased member would then be
me—I forget now, which excused from further contributions. This amused
he did—to come for him. Swamiji greatly.
When I arrived, his hostess ‘Mrs Bowler was perhaps overly interested in the
came in, introduced herself, financial affairs of Swamiji’s lectures. Later, when I
and then withdrew again. had begun to help Swamiji with arrangements for
Then Swamiji explained: hall rentals, placing the newspaper advertisements,
“The trouble is, she is not a and so on, she once asked me, “How much are you
lady: she doesn’t know what getting for this?” I told her the truth: “The privi-
Telephone from ca. 1900 to do with me!” lege of paying for the halls. And we are not wealthy
‘But to return to Pasadena,’ Mrs Hansbrough people, Mrs Bowler.”’
continued. ‘It was in the rooms of the Shakespeare
Club that the Pasadena Society was formed. I had * * *
suggested it, but Swamiji had no interest in organ- ‘I might mention here, speaking of the organization
izing. “It won’t last,” he said—and he said the same of the Pasadena centre, that it was I who suggested
about the San Francisco Society later. Nevertheless, the founding of the San Francisco centre also. We
we went ahead with the project. He was present at held two meetings for the purpose, as the details
the organization meeting, but as I say, he was not were not completed at the first meeting. At this first
interested in the proceedings. I had drawn up a set meeting, I suggested to Swamiji that he leave before
the meeting opened. He asked me why, and I told
him that it was because I wanted to say some things
about him that I would rather he did not hear. So
he agreed, and went home with X. It was not that
his staying would have made any difference to Swa-
miji; my reason for asking this was that I myself
would have been embarrassed to speak as I wanted
to about him in his presence. I then told the group
about the arrangements which had been made in
Los Angeles and Pasadena, and we proceeded with
the organization here [in San Francisco].’
Here Swami Ashokananda asked about Mrs
Hansbrough’s first meeting with Swamiji.
‘It was the day following his second lecture,’ she
told him. ‘As I mentioned, Miss MacLeod had ar-
ranged for us to call on him at Mrs Blodgett’s home,
and my sister Helen and I went in the morning. He
was dressed to receive us in the long, knee-length
coat we see in the picture where he stands with Sis-
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Wyckoff ]. He wore a kind of minister’s collar with ‘We had three rooms in the Blanchard Build-
what must have been a clerical vest; and his hair was ing, which opened into one another. The arrange-
covered by a black turban, which rolled back some- ment was not very satisfactory, especially since the
thing like those the women wear here now. This was attendance was running between 150 and 200. So
the dress he always wore on the street.’ when Mr J Ransome Bransby suggested moving to a
‘Was Miss MacLeod nice chapel, which he could
present at this first meet- arrange for at the Home of
ing?’ Swami Ashokananda Truth, it was decided to fol-
inquired. low his suggestion. Accord-
‘She was there at first,’ ingly, Swamiji moved there,
Mrs Hansbrough said, ‘but and gave two more series of
she went out after a few classes.’
minutes. Later she told me ‘Now, tell me,’ Swami
that she always did this Ashokananda asked, ‘what
when visitors first called on disposition was made of the
the swami, because she felt money taken in from these
the visitors liked it better.’ classes?’
‘And how did you feel ‘We gave it all to Swamiji,’
about Swamiji when you Mrs Hansbrough replied.
met him?’ ‘Was there no printing
‘I can only describe my- of leaflets or anything of
self as enchanted by him,’ the sort?’
Mrs Hansbrough answered. ‘I don’t think so, although
‘As I mentioned, this was my there may have been.’
feeling from his books be- ‘Did Swamiji keep any
fore I ever saw him, and the Swami Vivekananda in Pasadena; Sister Lalita is stand- account of the money?’
feeling has stayed with me ing on the porch behind ‘Never. He never knew
throughout my life.’ anything about the financial details connected
‘And what did he talk about with you at this with the work.’
first meeting?’ ‘And was this true of San Francisco, too?’
‘The conversation was only general. He was rath- ‘Yes.’
er shy and reserved in manner, as I remember. He ‘Now, there I have you,’ Swami Ashokananda
said he was very glad we were interested in his lec- said with a playful smile, ‘for I have documentary
tures. We asked how long he expected to stay in Los proof that he did. When I was in India in 1934 and
Angeles, and he replied that he did not know, but 1935, I was allowed to go through all the papers in
that if we cared to arrange a class, he would be glad his room, and among his things I found a notebook
to address the group. in which there were accounts, in Swamiji’s own
‘Naturally, with such an offer, we eagerly went handwriting, of income and expenditures in con-
about getting a class together, and the first meet- nection with his lectures and classes.’
ing was in the Blanchard Building, December 19. ‘Oh yes, afterward Swamiji may have made such
There were three meetings over a period of a week records,’ Mrs Hans­brough replied. ‘But if he did,
[December 19, 21, and 22] in this first series of class- they were made from statements I gave him, for he
es, for which each person paid a dollar for every never paid any attention to the money at the time.’
meeting. (To be continued)
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