Kingdom
Kingdom
by Dux
Once upon a goddamn time lived a queen. Fairest to ever live. Beautiful as the hand
picked mornings and as graceful as the calm lake she gazed upon. The people of the
kingdom loved her. She died of syphilis. Across the lake lived another queen sitting in
the balcony of her castle. She had just as much grace and beauty. Though it was wasted,
for she would do nothing but sit on her throne in the balcony. She rarely got up to eat, let
alone set a foot outside the castle. She would sit there daydreaming of another life. One
filled with adventure and romance. The queen did not disturb anyone, nonetheless the
servants became cynical. Tales in the kitchen grew as they prepared her lunch.
“I wonder what she does there all day?” one of the maids said.
“Only things devils can imagine,” another said. “It's a shame we must slave away
for her.”
The maid was cutting up some pork when she saw a rat nibbling on a piece of
cheese. Both the servants screamed in terror as the rodent scurried off the table. It
dashed back into the hole in the wall and escaped from the castle. The rat ran across the
The night fell and shined when the rat found itself in a house that sold romances.
The wine on the floor provided a drink for the rodent. Soon enough it was off again,
scurrying through the town trying to find a meal. Till finally the rat met its fate. It died in
The bartender looked at the rodent in disgust before ordering his daughter to clean
up the bloodstains and feed the dead mouse to the dogs. The tender went back to serving
drinks.
“My wife tells me stories about demon rituals,” the bartender added. In the corner
booth of the pub a man rose up to his feet. The peak of his life came when he yelled out
“The queen is a witch. A witch. She is in that balcony mastering her spells and
making potions. The death of you all shall come when she perfects her craft and murders
The town quickly decided that the queen was indeed a witch. Stories surfaced of
queen and her witchcraft. Children and men alike swore that they sighted the queen
Within three days the town gathered up into a mob. They got through the castle
walls and snatched the queen from her daytime slumber. They took her to the town
square and tied her up for the people to decide her fate. The ill-stricken and hungry
townspeople thought of only horrendous punishments. Voices filled with rage vibrated
the air.
The queen was left in tears and confusion. She kept her head down as the entire
town of people yelled at her. The voices of the old men did nothing to her. Though the
curses from the children she could not bear. Silence only came when the town's priest
He looked at the queen and raised up her chin with his fingers. He smiled, which
gave her a sense of relief. He then went back to attention of the crowd.
“If I can just have you minds for a second. We must think about this. We have
been betrayed, that is true. Our queen for whom we held beloved has hid a great sin. For
that should be punished. But what should we do? Chop off her head? What about the
king? Chop his off too? Then what? Chaos I tell you. Murder for power. And for what?
The king has been good to us. Ruled us fairly. There is no need to replace him. All we
While the priest talked the king was pushed to the front of the crowd. The priest
“You have betrayed us by keeping a great secret. We must be able to trust you. To
proclaim your loyalty you must repent. To do so, you shall be the one killing your wife.
And you will do so with this here knife. If you should still choose to be king, you must
eat the wicked flesh of your wife. Only then will we forgive you.”
The people cheered, the witch was dead, and the king was still a king. A pleasant
time of peace and prosperity ensued thereafter. Harvest was good, the town thrived, and
the people were happy with the kingdom. Yet it all came at the cost of making a young
girl motherless.
Little did anyone know, the queen gave birth to a child a few nights before her
death. The evening of the queen's death, a maid heard the cry of a baby on the balcony.
The general assumption was that the baby was the princess. But the kingdom was at
peace. So the child was allowed to live and grow to become the princess.
Anna grew to be a person of great respect. The nurse took her around the kingdom
to expose her to all spectrum of lives. She became a lady of understanding and of kind
spirit. She knew of fear, but her mind was filled with only righteous thoughts. As
Anna read under the shade of a tree. She moved the book through the holes of
light to read each word more clearly. She had the local wise-man teach her how to read
when she first saw letters. Since then she's been on a journey to read all the books in the
kingdom.
“Are you read for your bath?” the nurse said. She walked up behind Anna who
laid on her tummy. “What is this nonsense you spend your time doing?”
“Getting me to eat those vegetables is nonsense. Yet you still spend time doing it.”
“Anna, you're getting to be a lady now. You must start changing ways.”
“You know, you have been saying that to me for most of my life. According to
you, I've been on the brink of womanhood for the past eight years.”
Anna floated gracefully. Laying as a cross, her arms on the edge of the pond,
“Nurse?”
“Yes dear?”
“None if there are clouds,” the nurse chuckled. Anna took it very seriously. “What
Anna paused and thought about it for a second. “I don't know. It seems important.
“What is it with you and your questions?” the nurse said. “You are a princess,
“Get you wed. You are becoming more of a lady each day,” the nurse kept talking
while Anna focused on something else. She looked up in a tree, covered by shadows,
two short little goblins. They were playing rock paper scissors and trying to slap the
other one off the branch. Eventually the spiky haired one fell off and splattered it's head.
Anna laughed as she watched the other goblin drag the dead corpse away.
Anna grabbed open her book and began reading as her skin started to prune. The
“I wonder whether or not your mother would ever be proud of you. Or whether
“I want you to imagine your daughter,” Edward Janson spoke. A man was tied up
at his feet, hanging upside down, and weeping while the tears fell down his forehead.
Edward had kept the man tied like that in his dark basement for the past three days. He
“I hope you know I put a lot of work into that tree,” Edward said. “I've seen it
grow.”
“Sir Edward, please have mercy,” Edward circled around the man sharpening his
Edward paused in front of the man. “Servant. Undress the man, then if you could
kindly leave the room. What kind of man would I be if I let you stand here and watch
this.”
The servant did as he was told and quickly left the basement chamber. He took the
candle with him. The tied up man was once again lost in darkness. But now, there was
“Now I always ask people how they would like to die,” Edward spoke. “Many say
they wouldn't. Many don't think about it. Which is odd because death is the only thing in
“Then some say they would love to have a painless one. Which again, seems
absurd. You are losing your life. Saying goodbye to everything of value. Everything and
anything you held dear. Now I understand they speak of psychical pain. But death is so
“Prayers never work. Or I still wouldn't be alive.” Edward took out his knife.
Edward the sharp knife and started to softly drag it around the man's body.
“So as I said. I want you to imagine your daughter. You have a daughter right?
Good. Now close your eyes. Imagine you're both on top of a grassy hill. It's morning so
everything is still very much yellow. The shining sun leaves a glowing outline of your
little girl. She's smiling. Laughing actually. Laughing because you're handing her a small
little squirrel for her to pet. The fur tickles her arms and she giggles even more. You start
to smile. Knowing she's safe with you. Nothing can harm her and no one else can make
her happy.”
“It's to bad you're going to die.” Edward began skinning the man from the waist.
The tears could be heard for only a few minutes. Edward's garden was amazing though.
“Why do we do this?” Edward spoke. He sat at head of the dining table talking to
his son who sat at the other end. His wife sat to the right of Edward while his two
younger twins, one boy and one girl, sat on the left.
The Jansons. A family of wealthy psychopaths. The most sadistic of all nobles.
The entire family sitting in one dining table. A painter once painted this scene. But in the
painting, a man on a pegasus flew in from the ceiling slaying all of them. But the ceiling
“Do what exactly?” Duke asked. Duke was the oldest son of the Jansons. Old
“These bloodthirsty murders,” Edward spoke. “When you were younger you
killed you nurse. You remember that? The women who fed you from her own body. And
you brothers and sisters. They have a collection of throughly dissected doves. Why do
we do this?”
Duke felt very uncomfortable. He looked down at his neatly separated food. “Has
it ever occurred to you that we are just sick and evil machines?”
“Pleasure I guess.”
“Pleasure indeed,” Edward spoke. “We seek pleasure in our madness. Is there
Duke was silent. His mother looked at him with a blank face. She always kept a
blank face. She always seemed calm, as if all the events around her were meaningless.
“Edward must we do this at supper? All the talking made your food cold. And I
“I'm sorry dear. It's just that Duke must think something is wrong. Rosa is still
alive.”
Rosa is a servant of the Jansons manor. She is a simple and naive girl. She always
dreamed about marrying a prince of a far off land. Her only job was to massage their
feet. But she would sing a terrible tune while doing it.
“And you hate it. You hate her damn songs. So why is she still alive? It would
make your life simpler and it would bring you great pleasure.”
“Everything anyone does affect other people. There is no use in thinking about
“Because it's like you said, we are a machine,” Edward spoke. “You have to make
sure they work. And basically I'm just making sure you are comfortable with yourself.
“And how exactly do you plan on making sure this machine works?” Duke asked.
Edward wiped his mouth with a serviette. He picked up his plate, moved it to his
right, and dropped it on the floor. The fine china broke into hundreds of pieces, along
with the food scattered everywhere. All the servants in the dining room stood still. Rosa
“Rosa, while you pick all those pieces up, and be careful not to cut yourself,
would you mind singing for us. Just a little. The room is awfully quiet.”
Rosa started singing. She stopped a while later. All the pieces of plate she picked
bright rays and all the flowers in the forest were dying rather quickly. The fairy flew
around to each flower to give a drop of sweet golden nectar. The fairy stopped to smell
one of the white roses when an arrow split her head in half.
“Beautiful,” Samuel said. “Perfect aim, Anna. You really have been practicing
haven't you?”
“Well it's hard now. Most fairies are in hiding, only the young and naive come out
to play,”Anna said.
Killfairy was a game reserved for the royals and the rich. It was played with a
crossbow and depended on a point system. Five points for a shot in the body. Ten on the
Anna and her uncle Samuel were walking through the forest with their eyes on the
ground, raising their feet looking out for branches. Samuel is the king's brother. Since
It's rumored the king spends his time in the woods with a boy servant. It is said
that the servant kidnaps people from the town for the king to feast. The king's taste for
humans could explain all the missing people signs around the kingdom.
Hence for years, Samuel has been the illegitimate ruler of the kingdom. And
“It has,” Anna said. “I've been well. Reading keeps me busy. But I have a fear that
I might be running out of books.”
“We'll be sure to get that fixed,” Samuel said. “But in the meanwhile, you might
want to put down reading those books and address other matters. One's involving
marriage.”
“Well, I don't think you understand. It's not just marrying you off. I love having
you around. It's just,” Samuel was interrupted. Anna paid no attention to her uncle and
“This deer is getting old,” Samuel walked over to her. “You can see by the antlers
“I think it's still has some life in him,” the deer licked Anna's face. She giggled.
“Good day sir,” a voice came from across the river. Samuel was washing his face
in the running river water. As soon as he looked up, the water of the river became a faint
red.
“You know far too well how to flatter me,” Edward spoke. He was holding a
shovel stabbed into the ground with his two youngest children standing next to him.
“A little too fancy for the forest I would say,” Samuel was speaking to his
“And the shovel?” Samuel noticed the clean end of the shovel.
“It's a fine walking stick,” Edward spoke. Anna kept playing with the deer.
“Would the children like to shoot some fairies with me?” Anna said.
“There's a bridge to our right,” the son said. “Race you there?”
The children and Anna were off their way toward the bridge leaving the adults
alone. Samuel grabbed an apple from his sack and fed the deer. The men began talking
“You're niece is wonderful. And coming of age. Just like my son,” Edward spoke.
“You're right. I believe they were born on the same night,” Samuel said.
“He is becoming a man,” Samuel said. “Sooner than you think. And every man
silly thing for our times. But it is how I feel. Now I know exactly where you want to go
with this conversation, so I'm going to stop you right here. Instead I shall propose to you
an agreement.”
“That deer on the side of you. Use a knife and poke one of it's eye. Then put a
marking on it's antler. Allow it to runaway. Then by the end of this week, whoever shall
find and hunt this deer will the the guest of honor at the other's castle. At the feast, we
may be better acquainted with each other. More importantly, the two children may have
Samuel thought for a moment and agreed. He did exactly as he was told, though it
was hard holding on the antler after poking an eye. The deer viciously fled from the
men.
“Then its settled. Whoever can find the deer will enjoy a feast.”
On the day of the feast the smell of smoked deer went throughout the castle. Anna sat
in the castle's library. The library was huge and was designed to be a maze. She was on
the floor reading a book she never read before. Anna got deep into her books. She would
get lost and wouldn't notice anything else going on around her. The nurse found ways to
take advantage of it. She would cut Anna's nails while she read. Stitch up her cuts.
Anna's last tooth was pulled by the nurse while she read Romeo and Juliet.
She finished a chapter and decided to close the book. She pressed the book up
“What are you doing?” Anna jumped. She saw a boy sitting across from her with
“Excuse me?”
“Let's not go through all that nonsense. We both know there is only one reason
this feast was held. I didn't even see your uncle in the woods trying to hunt for that deer.
I was in there for a week trying to find that wretched with my father. I was about to just
grab a random deer and blind his eye. And when I finally did find it, I had to tame
Anna was confused and angry. She had no idea what this rambling boy was
“I don't know who you are so get out of here. How'd you get in the castle, let
alone the library? And you coming here sitting next to me. I should have you killed right
now.”
The boy looked at her with a smirk. Anna was intimidated that he was not
intimidated. It was the first time she ever threatened someone, and she really hoped it
would work.
“Are you going to calmly sit back down? There are still preparations being made,
Anna glared at the boy as she sat back down. They scowled at each other for a
“I guess I am being rude,” the boy raised out his hand. “My name is Duke.”
Anna didn't take his hand, so he awkwardly waved it in the air before patting his
“I know. So that thing. With the book to your chest. Are you having pains?”
“No. No. It's just I like to take some time after I read. To allow the words to
resonate and properly say goodbye to the characters for until next time I see them.”
Anna ignored that statement and did not answer the question. “How did you find
me sitting here?”
Duke thought for a moment. “Well, like you, I have a thing for books too. So I
“I did say hello when I first saw you. But you didn't respond. So I sat here hoping
Duke laughed as he exhaled. “I know what you are thinking. And yes. I was
staring partly out of admiration. But mostly to figure out what was wrong with you. I
Anna blushed. She turned around and looked at the array of books. She picked
Duke's voice got a little nervous. “Oh. I would love too,” he grabbed the book.
“The thing is I lied. I don't read. I would love too, but I don't know how.”
Anna wrinkled her eyes. “I thought you were a noble. Yet you don't know how to
read?”
“It never interested me. I was more interested in numbers and stars. Which
actually led me to this room.” He pointed at the ceiling which was painted just as the
“Oh right, my mother had a painter to that just after I was born. She wanted me to
Anna yawned and slowly grabbed the book away from his hands.
“Well why don't you tell me about the story,” Duke regained confidence back into
his voice.
Anna looked at him. His faced look sincere enough. “It's not just one story
though. It's tales of a boy and a girl in a house floating around on a river. The have
adventures navigating the house through rushing river and calm lakes. They meet many
“Are they siblings? In love maybe? How'd they get on the house?” Duke asked.
“That's why it's my favorite. They aren't in love. They don't know what love is.
They just want adventure. Pure, untainted adventure. We don't know how they met or
how they got there. It probably doesn't matter. As long as they are there.”
Duke sat there contemplating. “I guess it's why reading never interested me. This
Anna frowned. “So you lied to me. About all this interest in art.”
A bell rang for dinner. The two hungry adolescents got up and headed out the
maze of books for the dining hall. They stood before the huge closed door of the hall.
“I'm sorry but I noticed you keep you mouth open a little. I assume you keep it
open for breathing. In my youth, boys would talk of how girls who did that were good at
kissing. Now all boys lie. But..”
And he did what all writers before me wrote about. He kissed the princess. He
then opened the door and entered the hall, leaving her in awe.
Anna and Duke sat at the large dinning table. Again they found themselves across
from each other. Samuel and Edward spoke about the state of the farmlands and talks of
the peasant uprising in other kingdoms. But the main conversation revolved around the
“The adventurers say the dragon is progressing toward us. It's hungry obviously,”
Edward spoke.
“Well, we should not worry. I'll have knight Carl take care of it.”
Regardless what the conversation was about, neither of the kids listened. Nor did
they speak. They just glanced at each other and smiled between bites. The heat from the
“I don't know what you are talking about,” Edward spoke. “They haven't said a
Mrs. Janson stopped her conversation with the nurse. “Excuse my husband. He
Anna and Duke still weren't listening. They just admired each other, both
knew very well that his father arranged for them to meet again.
He was right. After sending letters to each other for a week, his father had planned an
evening with Samuel and Anna in the forest. They started their hike a hour before sunset.
The adults ran off talking about plans for a new castle. Anna and Duke were left alone to
“Red roses. Our garden was full of them, and I remember being a child spending
They both walked and talked, resisting the urge to kiss. They talked about their
dreams. Their literal dreams. Not their goals or ambitions, but the strange visions of the
night.
“I ran through the town... chasing that toad... it turned around... grew before my
eyes...talked to me...”
The sun already was already engulfed by the horizon. Only the top rim remained
struggling to shine the land. That was when Anna asked to be excused. Duke sat on the
log waiting for her. He turned his looking for wood to start a fire. Except when he turned
his head he saw his little brother standing right in front of him.
“Excuse me?”
Duke looked down on his brother. His brother looked at him directly in the eyes
“Find out.”
“How do I do that?”
“Like father says,” his brother reached into his coat pocket. “Find them in their
darkest moments.”
“What is it?”
“A fear potion,” his brother said. “It makes them see things.”
Noise came from the bushes and Duke's brother left quietly. Anna appeared fixing
“Should we make a fire,” Anna said. And they did. Anna kindled the fire while
“What are you drinking?” Anna said noticing her own dry mouth.
Anna finally decided to take the bottle and drink every last drop. She enjoyed the
refreshing liquid adding some moisture back into her mouth. Duke then looked up into
“I wonder what's between the stars,” Duke said. “What's the blackness
surrounding it? Is it some dark cream that nest the shining beauties.”
Duke looked at Anna. She had her hands press against your chest.
“Are you okay?” Duke said. Anna nodded. “You don't look fine.”
“Here I know,” Duke said. “We'll play a game. It'll help you get your mind off of
things. How about hide and seek? I shall count and do the seeking, you go hide.”
Anna unknowingly agreed. Duke started counting but the voice seemed to be
coming from the sky. Every number echoed. Anna turned but Duke wasn't there. The
voice still counted but now she was all alone. The smoke from the fire started circling
She stood up and the smoke was gone. Anna began running down the hill. After a
few step she bumped into something and fell to the floor. She looked up and saw a tall
“I told you to hide,” the witch said. Anna stumbled up and ran back on top of the
hill. The fire continued to burn. Around the fire toads began hopping out of the dirt.
Hundreds of them hopped their way toward Anna. They jumped onto her skin and she
began laughing. They felt ticklish on the skin. But as more and more got on her, the
She began running again trying to shake off the toads. But the toads wouldn't
budge. She ran down the hill again. Her heart beat faster and harder. She could feel
every beat drumming her whole body. She kneel down to the river take a drink. She
body couldn't stop shaking. On all floors, Anna looked down on her reflection, focusing
“You're not very good at hide and seek now are you,” Anna turned and saw the
witch sitting next to her, splashing her feet in the water. Anna didn't move. She couldn't.
Anna continued to look up stream. She saw a giant dark figure getting bigger as it
got closer. It was a cabin, going down the stream. As it passed, Anna looked into the
house. The door was opened showing a shadow of a boy and a girl with their necks tied
around a rope attached to the ceiling. As it moved passed, Anna saw the boy's foot jolt a
little.
“Want to see what kind of adventure they went on?” the witch said. The witch
A slight tap bothered her cheek. The tap became a slap. She woke to be in the
arms of Duke. She turned her head and looked around. She was back on top of the hill
“Witch, Witch,” Anna whispered. She looked at Duke's face. Her body started
freezing from the toes up. The sound of her breath began to dominate her hearing.
“There are no witches. There are no kids. There's none of that. You were here.
Running in circles around the fire. And I saw you. I sat on that log and watched you. The
fear in your face. The confusion. The amazement. And I didn't feel a thing.”
“I didn't feel anything. Not one thing. They saw when you love someone, or care
about them even in the slightest, you can't bear to see them in pain. You have the urge to
help.”
“You know what I love about hide and go seek? No one ever wins. They just keep
playing and playing,” Duke said. “How do you suppose the game ends? When someone
gets tired?”
“Sorry. I guess I did go off topic. But as I was saying. I didn't feel a thing. Not
one. Instead I had the urge to get rid of you. Rid of you because I didn't feel love.”
Then he put the tip of the knife on her chin. He slowly pressed down and heard it cut
Duke put head from his lap to the floor and sat beside her to admire his work. The
cut was in a perfect line down the middle. But then he noticed something.
“Oh how could you?” Duke yelled. He raised up a portion of his jacket. “Look
He got up and and dabbed the stain with a pocket napkin. He began walking away
mumbling.
Anna laid there feeling the the sting from the air grazing her blood. She closed her
eyes trying very hard not to swallow. Tears finally dripped down her face. But it made
A tall thin man emerged from the trees of the forest. walked through the forest. He
was led to the top of the hill when he saw the light of the fire. He was relieved to see a
figure on the floor. He moved closer and saw a bloody body of a girl. He kneel down
and put a finger on her nose. Then a noise came from behind a bush.
“Master, it is a miracle,” the man said to the bush. “I have found a body in the
A grunting man crawled from behind the tree. He crawled straight toward the
said. But as the thin man continued to stare at the the half bloody face. “I'm afraid I
“I do understand you are hungry. It's been far too long since you've had a proper
meal. But you must forgive me. It has been hard capturing people now. But this girl. She
looks too much like your wife, may she rest in peace.”
“But you daughter must be the age of marriage. She must be off safe in the castle
having a wedding.”
And so the king ate. He ate till he was full. And waited. For hunger to strike again.
The End
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