DAY1 (19/10/2014)

Today is my first day in my teaching practice I am excited and happy to know who I will
be my MST and to meet my student. However, even I felt like that but I was somehow scare
and anxious because I want to be good student to her and good teacher for them. In this day
not too much happen just I meet my students were in grade 5 and they were the crazies
than grade 1 who I love them. they are so cute and even they ask me to read a story to them
and some want to her this story and other want to her other story but I try to read one to
them. I just remember the child who always come to me and say he wants his mother and I
felt sad for him because I cant do anything to him. At the rest of the day was peaceful that
is the important thing. In addition, I dont know why I remember to say that but I really like
the principle and other teachers in school they were welcome to us. I will try to learn from
the environment around me to be better and better.

DAY2 (20/10/2014)
Today is my second day in the school this day was different than yesterday. Honestly, I
like the both grade one and five but I will start to teach grade one to be prepare to teach
grade five. Right now I am prepare to create lesson plan for grade one to teach them
tomorrow. I want to say how I am lucky to get this teacher and I feel comfortable to be with
here she listen to me and try to give me from her experiment and I am very thankful to her
even it was just 15 minute to talk to her today I seem to love her. I hope these day walk
slowly its just my wish in this day maybe it will change who knows? Oh, I just remember
who students look to me like they want to talk to me and some of them do I cant forget who
they were looking to me.

DAY 3 (21/10/2014)
What I want to say about this day is everything is good there no problems. When my
teacher doesnt have class I set in her room the teachers there are so kind with me and that
make me feel comfortable. They talk to me and told me how I should my character be when
I teach boys and encourage me. Actually, in this day I start to teach grade one whole lesson
with MST help but he wind dont go as I want. I was afraid I dont know why and even my
teacher notice that and she was help me to not show how I was nervous to students. It was
perfect experiment to me and now I learn new thing and I hope in next lesson I will be
better.

DAY 4 (22/10/2014)
Setting in the back and watch teacher teach grade one aware me a lot about the way of
teach them. I dont think I am ready yet to teach them so I decide to wait until Sunday this
my plan. The funniest is when the child come to me every day when I wrote in booklet ask
me teacher what are you doing? I told him that is my homework and he starts laugh to me
and told me teacher you do this homework from Sunday and you dont finish it! Look to me I
finish this paper before you. How cute is he I love this class so mush I feel more comfortable
when I there. What also happen in this day?! Teachers room is my favorite place until now
they look to me as one of them not like teacher trainer and that one thing help me to
comfortable. I am very happy to be in this school.

DAY 5 (23/10/2014)
Today is Thursday finally my first week in school will finish without any problem. I think
the time of playing is finish and I should be ready to teach them. In addition, I feel in this
time that I more comfortable and aware how deal with students specially grade one as I
plan to teach them. Unfortunately, today my teacher is absent so I dont do anything special
but I went to IT teacher to ask her to join her class to observe but she want to come in
Sunday. Also, I want to math teacher and I know her before because she was teach in
secondary girls school when I was there and I know how she is creative but my luck was so
bad she will not give them new lesson because she will give exam in Sunday but she invite
me to her class in Monday. The rest of day I set in teacher room and listen to them as they
talking about misbehavior of student and other thing I see it important not all time talking
about student there is other thing. I honestly love this school and love all teachers but I hate
grade five sections 4. Last semester I was hate one class but now I really miss them and I
think that will happen to this class the most thing I hate will be my lovely thing I know that.
To end, I wish the second week will better and I will learn new thing.

DAY 6 (26/10/2014)
New week and new day in my teaching practice. In first class, I just set with my MST and
talk about my weakness and give advice to improve me self and told me I will teach
tomorrow for grade one. After that, the classes start and I have grade five and the most
thing that shocked me that students start to respect me as teacher not as the first time that I
see them and that encourage me to think again if I will teach them. In break time, I went to
IT room to see the schedule but she finish is in fourth class so I will enter in next day. I think
students start to feel comfortable with me and that what I want between us when I be
teaching them. Today, I connect with my MST in phone to organize the lesson tomorrow
what should I give them first and the activity that will help grade one to understand the
letter O and that make me happy when she call to me I believe she is great teacher and I will
not disappoint her and she shows to me how does she care about me.

DAY 7(27/10/2014)
I observe semester 3 when they teach an IT lesson about the painter. I want to observe
them because they are in same level as mine I mean they are student teacher. That make
feel relax to see how far they got in this semester and I know that after trainer in each
semester I can be like them. Also, I have to teach grade one in last class and that could be
first time as teach whole lesson and I found not easy and not difficult. The lesson was just to
train student to write the letter and sound. This day was my long day.

DAY 8(28/10/2014)
Nervous, scare and I want this day to move faster. That was my feeling in this morning that
because my MCT will come to observe me. When I came to school my friends were as me
very nervous and that make mw get more nervous. However, I went to my teacher room to
escape this negative feeling and chat with teachers there. I speck to with math teacher and
she encourages me and gives advice. I am really thankful to her and I felt more comfortable
when I speck with her. Then, the time starts to teach my students and I really dont know
what happen after that. But I know that I should be more prepared next time and I will try
to learn from my mistakes in this day. The rest of the day was going well my friends told me
about what they do and are they feeling. Now we are waiting the feedback.

DAY 9 (29/10/2014)
I have to teach grade 5 today because my MST will leave to go to hospital today. But first I
give them an exam as my MST tell me it just 10 min. However, when I was teaching them I
was use my teacher strategy to make student listen to me. They say to me why are you like
our teacher that makes know I am in correct direction. However, I still need more time to
learn how to deal with grade five more because they are think they are older now and they
dont need to listen to teacher. After this class I feel tired super tired. When I went to other
class I wasnt have any energy to teach for that I give the exam. But they told me that
teacher dont talk about the exam. I told them to do the exam and I will talk to her to see
what she will tell me. When I was walking in school I see a math teacher who I want to
observe her from Sunday but she has an exam to her students. Her class was perfect and

that doesnt surprise me because I know her from secondary school but I dont have the
chance to be her student. I am so happy to see her class today and I learn thing from her.

DAY 10 (30/10/2014)
Nothing happens in this day today to say here but I will try to remember. In this day my
teacher brings her daughter I think she is between 4 or 5 years old. She was cute girl and
she surprises me when she counts from one to hundred in English.
The most things make me happy today that when I teach one child how to write the letter O
in correct way and he follow my direction. I just feel proud of myself in this time to teach
him how to write is hard job.
This day is last day in this week and I am happy to finish this week. Know I am waiting the
last week in teaching practice.

DAY 11 (2/11/2014)
Students in break time practice for tomorrow to Flag Day. I was there watch them when
they practice and I like how they exited and happy and listen to order not all there are few
try to escape. However, the weather was cloudy and that better than sunny because I hate to
stay in sun along time.
In grade one, we starts to give them the sound of at and we give them different activity
that could help them to understand. This lesson wasnt hard as I see students understand
and follow the direction.

DAY 12 (3/11/2014)
the worst day in my teaching practice my teacher will not come this week because she have
health problem so I dont know what should I do. This day was so boring I just enter the IT
class and help the teacher to prepare for Flag Day.
About Flag Day that was amazing the students when they sing the national song and the flag
got up. I was having different feeling that between proud and happy. Also every eye was
looking only to one point that the flag place.
In this time I start to think to take my teacher classes as thankful for her to help me in those
weeks.

DAY 13 (4/11/2014)
My MCT will come today and I feel scarier because I organize the whole lesson alone
without help my MST as she is in hospital. I take the whole responsibility and try my best to
make lesson that student like it. However, not my MCT only who observe me also the
principle come too actually I feel comfortable when she was there. At the end of class I feel
that I am free. When my MCT says the lesson is better than before I feel comfortable and
that enough for me. I also went to principle to ask her about my lesson she was kind and
told me what she thing of lesson and give advice. My MST was worrying about me and text
me to ask me about the lesson and she sorry she cant come.
About grade five today I just give them a game to review the past and present and they
participate but they still noisy and misbehave. However, I felt that they start to give
attention to me when I said game boys love this word more than learn.

DAY 14 (5/11/2014)
I start to cover my MST class in this day also and that show to mw how this job is hard
especially when I deal with grade one. I gave them the letter Q but I notice that they have
difficult to find the different between p and q. For that I will ask my MST if I can give them a
review of the letters. In grade five I totally cant control the class there was 6 boys not
respect me and they go at the back at the class and ignore me. In addition I wasnt alone at
the class I was have Fatima and two IT teacher trainers and no listen to us. So they bring the
social worker to class without knowing from students when she come all students scare and
sit in them place and she asks me who are the students and point to them and I feel happy
and victory when point to them. The other section from grade five was less noisy I can read
to them the story and do the activity with me but the time finish fast.

DAY 15 (6/11/2014)
My last day in the school and I dont know if I feel sad or happy because I dont want to
come back to college. I teach grade one in the morning without my MST because she sick.
Grade one wasnt problem to me I review to them the letter and that was fun. I am sorry to
leave them without say good bye. In other hands, I feel happy to leave grade five but I will
miss some of them. I am sad but I feel proud of myself I can do it that what make look in
forward and in the future I will be better than me now. Saying good bye is the hardest thing
to people who start to feel comfortable with but its the life.