Pain
Pain
Well I was once an honor student in our school a very diligent student. My parents are very proud of me. I had many friends. But, that was before. Now they are all gone and even accuse me of things that I never thought would happen to my life. Why are you staring at me like that? Do you admire my eyes? Do you enjoy my company? Or are you condemning me? Scorning me? Laughing at me? Pssst wait! Wait! Dont go! Dont leave me! I need somebody to talk to! Oh! ... Its beginning to attack again. My head! Its breaking. My hands I cannot control my hands. (2x) Pushing me to get the knife again. No No No! I dont want to kill anymore. I dont want to kill helpless children anymore. No! But my head is dictating me to do it! Do it! (3x) No! ... No! I dont want to see suffering mothers again. No! Yes I think Im going crazy insane lunatic! But why is this happening to me? I remember it all started when my most trusted friend invited me to join their stag party. It was the first time I skipped my class and attended a party. All the while I thought it was just a simple party but to my disappointment it was not! Hell! It was not! It was not the party I thought that many students enjoy. Do you know what kind of party it was? It was a Black Mass Ritual a sex Orgy Ritual! Yes! I remember their eyes were red, their lips are bluish because of the joints they were smoking! And they were wearing black long dress, their cross Yes! Their cross was black and inverted!! (2x) And I realized it was a group of Satanist! Satanist! And their religion was called Oh! Satanism! Satanism! Hu! Hu! My most trusted friend approached me He handed me a syringe No! No! I dont need that! I want to go home! My parents are looking for me No! No! Calm! Calm! My friend! You need this This will help you to become a new, a better, a brighter individual. Come! No! Let me get out of this please, youre my friend No! Help me! Help me! Why are you doing this to me! He shot the syringe in my arm and slowly I was beginning to feel, cold, shaking, but slowly I was floating! Yeah! Fresh air soothes my skin. Yeah! Black out! From then on, all my friends hated me! Ignored me! Scorned me! But, Hell! I was enjoying. I didnt give damn to all my friends, my honors, my studies. To hell with them! Now, Im starting to realize I should not be like this. No! Its beginning to attack again! Its more intense! Im feeling weird! Intense! I cant control myself I cant!
A child, a beautiful child, a healthy one! Where my knife!? My knife! Here it is! Hi baby! Do you want candy? Dont run Ill get mad Dont dare to run away from me! Tsk(3x) Ive take her heart, but! Oh, it looks delicious tasty What the hell have I done? Wrong? What did I do with this poor and ignorant child! Vain! My life is a hell! Theres no more cure Im worthless Pain Pain! ... In my head! Its aching so intensely! Oh! I cant bear the pain. Its hurting my head, my heart and soul. I cannot stand it anymore. Help me! Oh! Its hurting me too much. Lord, please forgive me! I have to end up everything! I cannot take it anymore! Forgive me, Lord!