You're doing it. You want to hear where you might need to grow. You want to see where you might not see yet. That was Meredith's heart and what led to their amazing transformation.    It is God's kindness to lead us to repentance.  He loves those He disciples.  What are Christians...? Who are Christ-followers...? What is a Disciple of Jesus? We're the ones who ask: "Jesus, what do you want to teach me? What can I learn to be more like you? How can I walk more in your will today? Show me. Teach me. Guide me."   We are all broken and blind to many things. (I am in that category for sure!)  We are all missing some things that others already know -- because God opened their eyes.   If you click this episode, I am proud of you. You are seeking how you might need to change. You are seeking what God might want to show you too, just as He opened Meredith's eyes.    This is a story of transformation from a woman who chose to see the world as God set it up.  Not because it's easy.  Not because it's "natural". Not because the non-Christians agree with this mindset.  But, because when the Lord spoke truth to her heart surrounding her marriage, she chose to have an open heart and be moved by His truth.  May God speak to you through her story.  She loves God. She wants to share her story not because it's easy to share. But because it's her duty to share what God has done in her and now how He can do it in others too.    What is her story:  Through many things, she started her young life away from God and was promiscuous. So, sex was tainted from the beginning. When she got into marriage, she associated negative things with sex and now she was a repentant Jesus follower. This sex-thing must not be important to God. But then, her eyes were opened and God has done incredible things in her, her husband, and their family.    Now she even has the desire for intimacy. True desire. She's enjoying it and desiring it for herself.  It wasn't immediate, it was a process. But you can get there too. I love you and I'm rooting for you.   Blessings, Belah   PS - We'd love to join you on this journey. A single podcast episode isn't enough.  I'd encourage you to take the leap of faith and decide it's time to address this head-on.  And like Meredith, we'd love to join you on a (proven) journey, where you can come to a place of healing, joy, and even desire for the gift God gave Adam and Eve.  Let's talk: delightyourmarriage.com/cc When you sign up for a time with a Clarity Advisor - a trained graduate of these very programs - where it's fully confidential and judgment-free, you'll have time to process things you may never have before. An opportunity for us to see how we can help you in your specific situation.  We love you. delightyourmarriage.com/cc