I Am Home: Portraits of Immigrant Teenagers
By Ericka McConnell, Rachel Neumann and Thi Bui
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Sixty full-page portraits of students at Oakland International High School, photographed by award-winning photographer Ericka McConnell, are accompanied by their own unique, diverse, and surprising stories of what makes them feel at home. Each of these young people is inspiring in their own right and together their stories will help us consider the issue of immigration with new mindfulness and compassion. All profits from the publication of this book will be donated to Oakland International High School.
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I Am Home - Ericka McConnell
Parallax Press
P.O. Box 7355
Berkeley, California 94707
parallax.org
Parallax Press is the publishing division of Plum Village Community of Engaged Buddhism, Inc.
© 2018 photographs by Ericka McConnell
© 2018 illustration by Thi Bui
© 2018 text by Rachel Neumann
All rights reserved
Cover and text design by Debbie Berne
Ebook ISBN 9781946764126
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data is available upon request.
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I am from there. I am from here.
I am not there and I am not here.
I have two names, which meet and part,
and I have two languages.
I forget which of them I dream in.
—Mahmoud Darwish
dingbatContents
Cover
Title Page
Copyright
Epigraph
Foreword by Thi Bui
Introduction: Homecoming
Portraits
Afterword
About Oakland International High School
Immigration Resources
Acknowledgments
About the Authors
Foreword
When I was nineteen, I took my first art class with the teacher who taught me how to draw. For our final assignment, a self-portrait, I drew a larger than life version of me, posing behind a headless statue. I have lost track of the original drawing, so I drew a smaller version for you here.
The reason for centering my hands was to say, I am what I do, not what I appear to be. That part I still believe. The rest was put together to the best of my ability with what was available to me at the time. The statue was supposed to be Buddha, to represent a part of my heritage, but I think it was actually a copy of a Sumerian statue that sat in one of the art studios at my university.
The real value of the drawing was the time I spent looking at myself and coming to terms with my face. I had never come across a large drawing or painting in a museum that looked like me. I hadn’t even seen someone like me photographed and featured prominently in a magazine. Through drawing myself, I became familiar with the unique curves and slopes of my features, and with every stroke of charcoal over the paper, I felt as though I was stroking my own face and giving myself the love that I clearly craved. At nineteen, I was a long way from the country in which I was born, but still not quite at home in the country where I grew up. For me, home was a place to remake within myself, and part of that process was learning to love myself.
The young people in this book came to this country older than I did. They remember what their former homes looked like, how they felt, who lived there, or still lives there, and whom they miss. They have more of an original identity than I did at their age. At the same time, they are learning how to live in a new country, adopting its language, culture, and customs, changing the culture even as it changes them. Sometimes people treat them like they don’t belong here. They, too, must love themselves when others won’t. While their new country debates a border wall, a Muslim ban, and restricting immigration from poorer nations, they are growing home inside themselves.
Somewhere between a good photographer, a good listener, a simple backdrop, and the help of several co-conspirators, a space was created to represent this moment in their lives. And so they stand facing the camera, and this country, with grace, humor, sass, and gravitas. They expand how our imaginations visualize the words immigrant
and teenager
and help us see the world as it is—diverse, complicated, and much bigger than the sum of our own experiences. They challenge us to expand our notion of we
and us
beyond our own borders, to take in the greater experience of being a human alive on earth. They share their precious memories of a home that was and their yearning for a home to be, and in that intimacy create a space for all of us to grieve, to reflect, to hope, and to act.
Thi Bui
Berkeley, California
February 2018
Introduction
Homecoming
I am the granddaughter of Jewish immigrants from Germany, Russia, and Poland, and the daughter of New York–born parents who did not speak their own parents’ first language. I spent my first formative years in the Northern California mountains, away from television, electricity, and other media. Though I was U.S. born, pale-skinned, and a native English speaker, when