The Hunted

MAN: …but I’m not lost like that no more. I got a purpose. My family. [Coughing.] When everything crumbled around me that night, and I was almost burned to death in that fire…I guess you could say it’s when I was born.

DJ DAN: It changed everyone. We’re talking about the worst disaster in our country’s history. [Pause.] My listeners are more interested in why you’re here today. The warning you have. Why don’t you start by giving us your name?

MAN: Already told you, mister. I’m not going there. Last thing I need is for this to finally come to an end and they turn around and throw me in jail. Just for spreading a message. Let’s leave it at this: I’m part of the Suzuki Gang. That’s what you all call us, right?

DJ DAN: You ride around on the same type of motorcycle acting like you have some type of authority.

MAN: Look, I know you don’t spend all your time sitting in this little box. You’ve been out in the world. You’ve seen it. Folks are bleeding out of their eyes. Little kids, even. They’re scratching off their own skin. Bodies are piled in the streets, rotting.

DJ DAN: Of course I’ve seen it. I started this radio program as a direct response to the things I’ve seen.

MAN: I remember hearing this one story a few weeks back, not long after the earthquakes. These two young parents were carrying their sick daughter through the streets of West Hollywood. She was in bad shape, I guess. A man guarding the entrance of an elementary school felt sorry for them and opened the gate, gave them food and water. Said he could only let them stay, though, if they kept to a shed off the soccer field, clear across the school from everyone else. But it didn’t matter. A week later every single person staying in that school was either dead or dying. Over six hundred, I was told. That’s how quickly this disease spreads. All of them wiped off the face of the earth because some dummy had a soft spot in his heart.

DJ DAN: But what does this have to do with—

MAN: I’m not done yet. [Coughing.] See, mister, that was back when things were mostly new. When none of us really understood shit, and everyone still had hope. But it’s different now. Just yesterday I witnessed a similar situation. [Coughing.] A mom was wheeling her sick kid in a grocery cart, and she stopped in front of a community center in Silver Lake. She turned to look at all the faces watching her through the windows and she crumpled to her knees, sobbing and pleading for help.

DJ DAN: Let me guess, no one came out this time.

MAN: Shit, they came out, all right. Two men in dry suits. Dragged the mom and kid out of view by their shirts and hair and shot ’em in the street. Two bullets each, in the back of the head. Like it wasn’t nothing. Another guy came out and torched the bodies. Left their charred remains as a warning to anyone else who wandered by.

DJ DAN: Jesus.

MAN: [Scoffing.] Call his name all you want, mister, but he ain’t answered not one of us yet. [Loud fit of coughing.] This cough, by the way. It’s not ’cause I got that disease. It’s all the smoke I inhaled. I burned my lungs, I think.

DJ DAN: That’s reassuring.

MAN: Point is, things are different now. We can agree on that much, I hope. And while most folks are still sitting around waiting on some savior from the other side to come riding in on a white pony…me and the guys, we’ve decided to get out there and do shit for ourselves, try and help our fellow man.

DJ DAN: Look, it’s true, none of us know how much we can trust the government at this point—

MAN: Can’t trust ’em at all.

DJ DAN:—but you’re going about this all wrong. Take this interview, for example. There’s absolutely no reason to be waving a gun in my face.

[Sound of a gun being cocked.]

MAN: Why, mister? Does it make you uncomfortable?

DJ DAN: What do you think?

MAN: In my experience, people are at their best when they’re uncomfortable. See this burn across the side of my face? [Pause.] Shit’s ugly. I know it is. But it’s also a symbol of my rebirth. I never felt so humbled in my life as when I woke up on fire that night.

DJ DAN: Do you honestly think I need a gun in my face to feel fear? [Sound of hand slapping desk.] Fear is finding your wife crushed underneath your living room ceiling. Fear is witnessing your six-year-old daughter getting run over by a truck. Right outside the Sony lots. We’re all scared, asshole. Every minute of every day.

MAN: Careful, mister. [Pause.] Here’s what you don’t get. I’m not just aiming this gun at you. I’m aiming it at everyone out there listening, too. Like I told you from the beginning, I’ve been sent here to issue a warning.

[Rustling sound of the mike being grabbed.]

Listen up. All of you. Doesn’t matter if you’re sick or healthy, man or woman, grown person or child…you need to stay where you are. No more traveling from zone to zone. For any reason. Or there will be consequences. Understand? [Coughing.] And I’m also looking for a kid—

DJ DAN: What consequences?

MAN: Hang on. [Rustling.] The kid’s name is Shy Espinoza. Seventeen, with short brown hair and brown skin. Sort of tall and thin. Anyone can give me information on this boy’s whereabouts, there’ll be a reward. Just get in touch with DJ Dan here, and I’ll keep checking back.

DJ DAN: What are the consequences for moving from zone to zone? And who will issue these consequences?

MAN: Us, man. We’re out patrolling the streets, like you said. There’s hundreds of us now, up and down the coast. And from this point on, if we catch your ass wandering around…we reserve the right to shoot you dead. No questions asked.

DJ DAN: Don’t you hear what you’re saying? You’re talking about killing innocent human beings.

MAN: No, mister, I’m talking about saving them. If we don’t do something to contain this disease, starting from right this second, it’s gonna infect every last one of us. And then what? Huh, Mr. DJ Dan? Who would listen to your radio show then?

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Day 44

1

The Judge

The four of them stood near the bow in silence as their battered sailboat inched through the Pacific Ocean, toward the ruined California shoreline.

Shy pulled his shirt off his head and stared in awe—they were close enough now that he could make out the devastation caused by the earthquakes. Buildings flattened. Abandoned cars half submerged in parking lots and drifting in the tide. Palm trees snapped in half, and sand caked through the streets. Everything charred black.

Makeshift tents had been erected on the rooftops of the few burned-out structures that still stood, but Shy didn’t see any people. Or any movement. Or any signs of electricity.

The place was a ghost town.

Still, his heart was racing. He thought he might never see land again. But here it was.

According to the staticky report they’d heard on Marcus’s radio when they first left the island, the earthquakes that leveled the West Coast were more massive than any ever recorded. Entire cities had been wiped out. Hundreds of thousands had lost their lives. But worst of all, the earthquakes had caused the deadly Romero Disease to spread like wildfire, infecting nearly a quarter of the population in California and Washington and Oregon. In parts of Mexico.

Shy swallowed, his throat dry and scratchy, and fingered the diamond ring in his pocket, thinking about his mom and sis. His nephew, Miguel. Throughout the month he’d spent on the sailboat, Shy held out hope that his family might still be alive. But now, seeing a portion of the destruction firsthand, the idea of hope seemed stupid. Like living in a little-kid fantasy world.

He turned to Carmen, who was trembling and covering her mouth with her hand. Hey, he said, touching her arm. "It’s okay…we made it."

She nodded but didn’t look at him.

He stared at the side of her face, recalling how fine she’d looked back when he met her on the cruise ship. The sun had just starting setting, like now, and his eyes cut right to her beautiful brown legs. The buttons on her white blouse straining to keep it from popping open. But what got him most of all was her face. It was way closer to perfect than some Photoshop shit you’d see in a magazine. He was so shook that first day, he could barely speak. The poor girl had to ask his roommate, Rodney, if he was a deaf-mute.

Now Carmen was weathered-looking and too thin.

Her entire body covered in a thick, salty film.

It was the same for all three of them, the result of spending thirty-six days at sea in a small sailboat—each day marked on the inside of the hull in black dye. They’d baked in the relentless summer sun, then rotated sleepless nights at the helm holding Shoeshine’s compass so they wouldn’t veer off course in the black of night. They’d survived on loaves of stale bread and the few fish they managed to catch. Shoeshine had allowed each of them only a few sips of water in the morning and a few more at night, and all Shy could think about now was bum-rushing somebody’s front lawn and sucking down tap water straight from the hose.

He turned back to the beach. Please tell me this shit’s not a mirage.

No mirage, Shoeshine answered.

I keep rubbing my eyes, Marcus said. Make sure my ass isn’t dreaming.

Shy watched Marcus’s long-lost smile come creeping back onto his face as he tried powering up his portable radio for the two thousandth time since it had stopped working.

Still nothing.

Not even static.

Back on the cruise ship, Marcus was a hip-hop dancer. Gave dance demonstrations twice a day and freestyled late night in the club. On the sailboat, though, Shy learned that Marcus ran deeper than the Compton cliché he played in front of rich passengers. He was halfway through an engineering degree at Cal State LA. Wrote video-game code in his free time. A few of the big tech firms were already dangling jobs for after he graduated.

But did those companies still exist?

Did Marcus’s college?

Breathe it into your lungs, Shoeshine told them. You all just made it back from the dead. Laughing, he kissed his homemade compass and slipped it into the duffel bag by his feet.

A helicopter was visible in the distance, flying low over the beach. An emergency crew, Shy hoped, his heart suddenly pounding. Maybe they could just hand over the vaccine they’d carried off the island, and the letter, and that would be it.

He was so relieved as their sailboat approached the shoreline that a lump climbed into his throat. He’d imagined this moment for thirty-six straight days. He’d dreamed it every night. Now here they were.

But he was nervous, too. The entire stretch of beach was gutted. They had no idea who was dead or alive, or what they were walking into.

Where you think we are, anyway? Marcus asked.

Shy coughed into a closed fist. Gotta be LA, right?

Venice Beach, Carmen said.

The three of them turned to her. First words she’d spoken in three days, even to Shy. She pointed at the shore, to the right of their boat. See those graffiti walls? She glanced at Shy. That’s where Brett asked me to marry him.

Shy cut his gaze away from Carmen’s and focused on the untouched walls. The mere mention of Carmen’s fiancé brought reality crashing back down on his head. Throughout their time on the sailboat, Carmen had been his salvation. He’d battled hunger for her. Dehydration. The crazy-person thoughts that kept creeping into his brain: You should jump right now, culo. Feed your ass to the sharks and be done with it. Why couldn’t you have just died on the ship like everyone else?

But no matter how far Shy slipped into schizo territory, Carmen was always there to reel him back in. And he’d done the same for her.

Now that they’d made it back to California, though, it was time to face facts.

Carmen was engaged.

Carmen would be searching for her man.

"It was Venice Beach, Shoeshine said, steering the sailboat toward a clearing between two flagless poles. He glanced at the distant helicopter. We don’t know what it is now."

Shy scanned the stretch of beach again. His old man had taken him to Venice a handful of times during their year together in LA. But he didn’t recognize anything.

Whatever it is, Marcus said, I guarantee it’s better than floating our asses around for a damn month.

That’s the truth, Shy added.

Shoeshine shrugged, his wild gray hair blowing nappy in the wind. His braided chin beard still perfectly intact. Time will be the judge, he told them.

2

Pack of Masked Bicycle Riders

When they got closer to shore, Shoeshine hopped over the side of the boat and splashed into water up to his chest. We need to keep our eyes and ears open, he said, taking hold of the rope that hung from the bow. He began pulling them between the two flagpoles.

No shit, Marcus said. "Look at this place."

Shy saw the way the tide washed over what was left of the pier and several fallen buildings, then sucked back out, carrying with it unidentifiable chunks of debris. Up and down the coast, it was the same. Crumbled beachfront houses and scorched earth. No sign of life aside from the distant helicopter.

It’s not the disasters themselves we need to worry about, Shoeshine warned. It’s the way folks may have adapted.

As if on cue, Shy sensed movement to the right of the boat. He turned and saw a pack of bicyclists emerge from behind a charred storefront, pedaling in the direction of the sailboat. He counted five of them. Just kids. Oversized medical masks covering their noses and mouths.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, Marcus said, backing away from the edge of the boat. "What’s the story here?"

It’s fine, Carmen said. They’re young, look.

The bikers stopped about ten yards from shore and watched as Shoeshine tied the sailboat to a thick metal stake extending out of the water near what looked to have been a lifeguard tower.

Shy stared at the kids, trying to get a beat on things. They were dressed in ragged jeans and sweatshirts, even though it was warm out. Their heads were shaved. One of them made some type of hand signal and they all lined up in a neat formation with their bikes. The way they were just staring at the sailboat creeped Shy out.

Marcus returned to the edge of the boat, calling out to them: Hey!

No answer from the kids.

Yo, is this Venice Beach? Marcus tried again.

Nothing.

They weren’t even talking to each other.

Shy went from creeped out to pissed off. He was incredibly weak from spending over a month on a cramped sailboat, with barely any food or water. And these punk kids couldn’t answer a simple question?

Watch when I fire a damn flare at ’em, Shy mumbled. That’ll wake their asses up.

Easy, Shoeshine said, securing the knot he’d just tied. He looked up at Shy. Think of it from their side, young fella. Tattered boat like ours, coming in from the sea.

What’s up with the masks, though? Marcus asked.

And the shaved heads? Shy added.

Carmen smoothed a section of her thick, tangled hair behind her left ear. They’re probably scared of the disease, right?

That was it, Shy realized.

The disease.

He remembered watching his grandma die in the hospital back home. And he remembered Rodney’s motionless body on the island. Their eyes red. Skin cold and flaking. Hearts no longer beating. He’d been on the sailboat so long he’d almost forgotten how bad it was.

I’ll speak to them once we get to shore. Shoeshine held his hand out for Carmen, helped her step down from the boat, into the waist-high water. But not a word about what’s in the duffel bag, understand?

You told us like fifty times already, Marcus said.

And I’m telling you again.

Shy pointed to the sky. Why can’t we just hand it over to whoever’s in that emergency helicopter?

Shoeshine paused to stare at Shy. Who was operating the last one you saw?

Shy looked away. It had been Addie’s dad, Mr. Miller. The man who’d created Romero Disease in the first place. The man who’d planted it in Mexican villages along the border to try to scare Americans into coughing up money for his meds.

Shoeshine had a point.

Shy handed the waterproof duffel over the side of the boat, and Shoeshine pointed at him and Marcus. Wrong person finds out what we’re carrying and soon everyone knows. And then it’s gone.

Shy turned back to the masked kids.

Still just sitting on their bikes, staring.

They had no way of knowing that he, Carmen, Marcus and Shoeshine had already been vaccinated. That they had seven more shots tucked safely inside the duffel, shots that could save seven lives—or the lives of everyone, if they were able to get the syringes into the right hands.

Shy and Marcus hopped out next, and the four of them waded through the tide until they were safely on dry land, where they collapsed on a patch of sandy concrete.

Shy lay on his back, staring up at the helicopter, which was framed by a perfect sunset. He held the ground around him to try to stop the world from spinning, but it wasn’t working. His legs felt like Jell-O. His stomach was twisted with nausea and hunger and thirst. He’d lost his shoes before they set sail from the island, and his bare feet were blistered and raw.

But they’d made it.

They were back in California. On land.

He allowed a relieved euphoria to settle over him as he slowly closed his eyes and breathed in the crisp coastal air. Forty-four days ago he’d set off on what he believed to be his final voyage as a Paradise Cruise Lines employee. He was only supposed to be at sea for eight days. Eight! Then he’d be back home with some cash in his pocket and two full weeks of doing nothing before his senior year.

So much for that plan.

He pictured his mom and sis and nephew again. He’d give anything to know they were somewhere safe right now, waiting for him.

But what if they weren’t?

Yo! Shy heard Marcus shout. Where the hell you going?

Shy sat up quickly, his brain still floating on the water. When his eyes adjusted, he saw Marcus was standing. Then he turned toward the kids on bikes.

They were riding away.

3

Home Versus Arizona

I’m not asking for no welcoming party, Marcus said, but damn. He waved the kids off and sat back down.

Shy saw that they were sitting on a long patch of sandy cement, like a wide sidewalk or a basketball court. A fallen stretch of chain-link fence was visible in the tide to the right of them. Beyond the fence sat a wrecked Honda Civic, water rushing in and out of the busted windshield. Behind them, all the seller stalls were scorched and a bunch of chained-up food carts were tipped on their sides and already showing rust. The only thing Shy halfway recognized was the blackened remains of Muscle Beach to their left, where he’d once stopped with his old man to watch a group of ’roid heads tossing around free weights.

He turned to Carmen. So how we supposed to get down to San Diego from here?

She shrugged. There’s gotta be buses still running. Or trains.

Marcus frowned. You’re kidding, right?

What? Carmen said. There could be limited service or whatever. Like, just on freeways.

Look at this place, Marcus told her. "Ain’t limited nothin’."

Were there still buses? Shy wondered. What about food stores and hospitals and gas stations? And then another question occurred to him: was Addie out here somewhere?

She’d left the island on that helicopter with her dad, but where had they gone? And what would he do or say if their paths crossed again?

Shoeshine lifted their last jug of water out of the duffel. He uncapped it and held it out to Carmen. When she was done drinking, she passed the jug to Shy, who took a few desperate gulps of his own. He could feel the cool liquid settling in his stomach as he moved the jug along to Marcus.

Once they’d killed the water, Shoeshine capped the empty jug and looked around. I plan to track down a few supplies tonight and get my bearings, he said. First thing in the morning I’ll start east.

How? Marcus said.

The man unlocked his journal with the key around his neck, flipped through several pages and used his teeth to uncap his pen. Trust I’ll find a way, he said.

Shy watched Shoeshine start writing.

Their monthlong journey in the sailboat had been filled with a whole lot of nothing. The sun rose and fell. The ocean whispered. Their tattered boat crept through the water, leaving a subtle wake that Shy would stare at for hours. They took turns fishing and steering and manning the sail. They spoke in quiet voices, and often didn’t speak at all. But there was one topic they kept coming back to: what would they do if they actually made it back to California?

Shoeshine wanted to get the syringes into the hands of scientists as soon as possible. According to the report they’d heard, groups of them had gathered somewhere in Arizona to try and create a vaccine they had no idea already existed. Shy understood how important it was that the duffel get to Arizona—hundreds of thousands of lives were on the line—but he wanted to see about his family first. In case they needed him. It was the same for Carmen and Marcus.

After some back-and-forth, Shoeshine settled it by agreeing to take the duffel to Arizona himself. No one said we had to stay together forever, he’d told them, looking directly at Shy.

When Shoeshine was done writing, he slipped his journal back into the duffel and zipped up. Not much daylight left, he said, climbing to his feet.

Maybe we should go with him, Carmen said to Shy and Marcus. Just for the night.

We need supplies, too, Shy said, struggling to stand. He didn’t understand how he could feel more seasick on land than he’d ever felt on water.

We can split up in the morning, Marcus added.

This was what they were all saying, but Shy knew the truth: they wanted to stay with Shoeshine as long as possible. He was the only reason they were still alive.

—

The farther they moved into town, the more devastation Shy saw. He studied the battered fish restaurant they passed on a street named Windward Avenue. The roof was caved in, and all that was left of the windows were long,