You Will Be Found: How Heavenly Father Knows You and Answers Your Prayers Individually

© 2023 Michelle Porcelli

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ISBN 13: 978-1-4621-4496-9

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To my family.

Eternity is not long enough.

Contents

Acknowledgments

Introduction

Chapter One: He Knows Us Individually

Facing Goliath

Chapter Two: He Is Mindful of Our Struggles

The Worst of the Best Day

Morning of Be the One

The Following Week

Alma Speaking about the Unspeakables

What You Already Have

Chapter Three: He Offers Redemption

Chasing the Wind

Touch of the Master’s Hand

What about the Sinners?

Then Came Noah

Building Your Ark

Chapter Four: He Gives Us Spiritual Gifts

The Thing about Abish

Using Your Spiritual Gifts

Acting on Faith

Don’t Knock Me Over

We Can Make a Difference

Chapter Five: He Is the Good News

The Good News

Enter Sariah

Sariah’s Good News

Celebrating the Gospel

What’s in It for You?

Chapter Six: He Helps Us Become Self-Reliant

Pop Goes the Weasel

Self-Reliance with a Little Bit of Help

Forgiveness in All the Right Places

What Is Expected from You?

But What about Self-Reliance?

Enter Joseph

Spiritual Self-Reliance

The Prayer Factor

Chapter Seven: He Is Merciful

Meet Popo

Nineveh

Do Our Enemies Deserve a Second Chance?

The Lord Is on Your Side

Chapter Eight: He Will Guide Us to Safety

You Will Be Found

Lost Keys

The Lost Sheep

Come unto the Fold

Chapter Nine: He Accepts Us as We Are

Marta the Mighty

The Widow’s Mite

The Bigger Picture

Your Mites

Chapter Ten: He Celebrates Diversity

Cookie Cutters

Uniqueness

Should You Seek to Fit in or Seek to Stand Out?

Who Is Your Neighbor?

Different and the Same

Rocking the Boat

The Discomfort Zone

Italians Can Marry Irish, They Make Beautiful Children

Chapter Eleven: You Will Be Found!

No More Missed Chances

Three Miracles So Far, and Counting

Enos and Self-Forgiveness

Different, Yet as One

What This Means to Us

The Living Waters

So, What Happened?

God Knows You and Answers Prayers Individually

About the Author

Acknowledgments

Thanks to my family who have supported all my crazy adventures and ideas. Some ideas have worked, some not, and some have been miraculous game changers in our lives. I stand by my philosophy: Fall 99 times, get up 100. 

Thanks to those who know my entrepreneurial mind and like me anyway. It seems I need to have thousands of brain windows open to just feel sane. I have found my tribe of those who understand my drive and encourage me along the path. When in doubt, step on the gas. We truly create our own limits.

Thanks to all those before me who have paved the way making it cool to talk about Jesus. He deserves to be celebrated with every breath we take.

Finally, thanks to my Father in Heaven who I have felt influence my thoughts and ideas. You have always been there, even when I felt forgotten. All I needed to do was reach out to find your calming spirit and Father’s blessing to help spread light and love to the world.

Introduction

With over seven billion people alive on earth today, it is normal to wonder if God actually knows us individually, and if that is even possible. I think of my parents who had six children. How could they love each one of us equally even though our needs were so different? Or, did they instead hold a higher love in order to match our current and individual needs? 

When I was very young, my father had a heart attack and I was left home alone, a lot. Did my mother love me less because she left me to fend for myself? No. She needed to attend to my father’s needs and trusted I would keep the door locked and behave appropriately. She still showed love to me in different ways. I remember her teaching me how to make my first batch of Kraft macaroni and cheese. I now consider myself an expert and this miracle invention was my dinner for many weeks. The point is, love can be shown in different ways and according to our current situations.

As an elementary school counselor, I serve over a thousand children each year, all with different struggles. When they enter my office, they think I remember every detail of our prior conversations, even if we hadn’t spoken in a very long time. They all feel like I know them individually. Although I do often forget details, I do the best I can to make them feel important and worthwhile when they are with me. When I think about all my students and their personal stories I try to keep sorted out in my head, I can only imagine all the details Heavenly Father has to keep straight. However, He does this perfectly.

God is our eternal Father and knew each of us before our individual earth life. I believe He was there to send us off on our journey, knowing the trial and triumphs we would experience and could choose to learn from. It is common for people to blame God when things go wrong and then celebrate Him when things go right. However, it is not God’s job to make sure our lives our smooth. It is His job to give us learning opportunities so that we may prove ourselves worthy to return to Him. It is our job to get to know Him, live by the commandments, and do our best to be good humans.

The purpose of this book is to give you insights on how God knows you individually and answers our prayers according to His desire for our lives. We may not always get the answers we want, but we will get the learning opportunities we can use to strengthen our eternal bonds. We will explore experiences of those living in different cultures and situations, along with exploring scriptural accounts of when people needed to turn and listen to God. His work is in the details.

Many stories I have included are based on true accounts but have been fictionalized to protect those involved. I have received permission for each personal story shared. However, any likeness to someone you know is unintentional and likely a coincidence. If they want you to know the story is specifically about them, they will let you know.

Chapters 2–11 contain an In-Between section to help the reader relate current events to gospel principles, stories in the Book of Mormon, the Bible, and relate to words of the prophets. This is to help the reader understand how God is omnipresent and in the details of our everyday lives. He existed in the past, is in our present, and will be in our future.

Most important, my hope is that this book strengthens testimonies and stands as a witness that you are not forgotten. These stories testify of God and His son, Jesus Christ. They stand as a proclamation to the wandering; you will be found!

Chapter One

He Knows Us Individually

Facing Goliath

The crackling cement on the driveway marked the pathway leading into the dusty garage. The smell of gasoline leaking from our old convertible permeated the air, my heart rate continued to increase, and I didn’t know if I could do it. Would I be able to take on my own challenge? The jaunts and cheers from the onlookers didn’t help. They encouraged me to continue my quest and I could see their cell phones rising into the air in hopes of filming a good TikTok- or YouTube-worthy scene from our latest escapade. This event would likely get them many views. I rolled my eyes at them and made a face as I said, Watch this! 

Not long before this moment, my child had screamed in fear upon seeing the shiny widowed spider in our garage. Her chore was to clean out the convertible, remove all the trash and put it into the bin. Kids will generally find any excuse they can to get out of something they don’t want to do, and I knew this time was no exception. Emily, you’re not getting out of it. I don’t care if there are a million black widows crawling all over the seat, I sternly responded to her shriek. I always did have a Marie Barone way of making a bad situation worse.

Her tears trailed down her rosy cheeks and dripped onto the pavement. My heart softened and I calmed her heart as I responded, I’ll take care of it. Where is it? My other daughters, Taylor and Ashley, giggled as they pointed to the shelf just above the driver’s side of our cute vehicle, which was ironically branded a Mitsubishi Eclipse Spyder. I knew I couldn’t let Emily down this time. We named her Goliath, Taylor announced. So, does that make me David? I smirked. Their imaginations were running wild, and they couldn’t wait to see my reaction when I saw her oversized body and red hourglass belly.

I reached up to the high shelf while holding crinkly toilet paper in my hand. Quilted Northern 2-ply would be my only defense against the dark culprit. Hold on a minute, I announced as I quickly pulled my hand back down. Why don’t we all do something first? I suggested. What Mom, are you chickening out? Ashley taunted. Taylor was still filming and awaiting my next move.

I think we all need to say a prayer first, I requested with hopeful anticipation they would all agree. With grunts, groans, and a few eye rolls, the four of us rallied into a circle and Taylor turned off her phone. Ashley offered the prayer that we could find the spider, not kill it, and we would still all be okay. Not kill it? Really, Ashley? Emily questioned, obviously upset. I was definitely in a pickle. How was I going to get the black widow out of the garage without killing it?

Did I have faith in the previous prayer? This led to the girls discussing—no—more like arguing about how we needed to have faith in God. They each touted what faith looked like to each of them. Emily said that God would help us kill the spider. Ashley argued God would help us only if we did not kill the spider. So, who was right? Taylor didn’t even know if God would help us at all and the spider would likely get away and the car still wouldn’t be cleaned.

I went inside the house and grabbed a pickle jar. Taylor cried, Don’t dump out my pickles, as I put the contents into another container. I approached the shelf as I slowly walked over to the convertible, climbed in, and used the driver’s seat as a height booster. I saw some quick movements and then she appeared in all her glory. Just above me was a huge, smooth, black, red bellied, dominant spider. I reached up, ready to take quick and unwavering action. Her dark glistening eyes seemed to be staring right at me. She was saying, If you don’t kill me, I’m going to bite you. You know that, right? My emotions got the better of me and I quickly reached down and took off my shoe. Without uttering a word to my girls, I raised the shoe high above my head and made a swift smacking motion. Bam! I bravely knew I had smashed that wicked spider. 

I lifted up the shoe slightly above the shelf, expecting to see the spider remains on the bottom, but there was nothing there. I looked onto the shelf to see where the spider was, again nothing. The spider was gone. We panicked wondering if the spider was on one of us. We all screamed as I jumped down from the car and we ran out of the garage. Where had the spider scurried off to? Everyone began lifting up their feet and looking around while patting all over their bodies to make sure she wasn’t hiding anywhere close.

Ashley was mad I tried to kill it. Emily was mad I didn’t kill it. Taylor was mad she didn’t get a very good video out of the entire fiasco.

I felt