Men on the Moon: Collected Short Stories

Preface

Story speaks for you. Story speaks for me. Simply put, story speaks for us. There is no other way to say it. That’s a basic and primary and essential concept. Story has its own power, and the language of story is of that power. We are within it, and we are empowered by it. We exist because of it. We don’t exist without that power. As human beings, we, as personal and social cultural entities, are conscious beings because of story, no other reason.

I’ve known story—or stories—all my life, just like everyone else. For me, there’s never been a conscious moment without story. That’s simply the case, that’s simply fact. Cultural consciousness, whether personal and individual or social and collective, is determined by our awareness of the self within circumstance, experience, and event. Place and time and motion: something happening.

Telling about a place: where you’re from, for example, or where you’ve been. And what happened there. When, how, why. Your consciousness of something going on, of something taking place: that’s story. What else could it be?

I don’t recall being born. But I do know my life to some degree and in some detail. I don’t completely know the explicit details of my Acoma cultural birth (conceptualization and existence; origin and continuance). But I do know the fact of my present reality as a person with an Acoma heritage, and I know the circumstances, experiences, events that I as a personal and social entity have gone through, including many changes.

Therefore, my identity as a Native American is based on the knowledge of myself as a person from Acoma Pueblo, a cultural and geographical place, and this knowledge has its source in story. To me, identity is dependent upon story. And to Native people whose aboriginal or indigenous identity is precolonial (that is, before white cultural civilization), oral narrative is story.

Oral tradition narrative was the way in which culture and cultural knowledge was conveyed from the past to the present, from the old days to the modern age, from older to younger generations. And contrary to those who say the old ways are dissipating and disappearing, oral tradition narrative is still the main way in which human cultural knowledge is conveyed today.

Although, obviously, written language is very prominent, and unfortunately predominant in some ways, oral language is still the major way we affect each other. I’m a great believer in the intimacy and immediacy of story when it has that quality and orientation of the oral tradition narrative, and this is what I hope the stories in this collection convey.

These are stories from the latter 1960s, and a number from the 1970s and the early 1980s. I’ve left most of them intact and relatively unchanged except for minor changes and corrections. Rereading previous writing—just like telling old stories—always involves change, which seems to have to do with how and what we’re feeling and thinking presently. And I’ve rewritten, revised, and changed some stories, although I’ve kept them in their original form as much as possible.

Working again on the stories or just rereading them is an enjoyable visit for me. I learn something from the visit—perhaps it feels like visiting myself back then. My enjoyment has been a motivation for this collection since a friend mentioned to me that there is a younger generation of readers and listeners who don’t know my early stories—who might learn something from the visit and enjoy the stories.

I am thankful—always and forever truly—to Raho, Rainy, and Sara (all precious ones) for their love and continuing belief in me as father and writer.

Thanks also to the Lila Wallace–Reader’s Digest Fund.

Simon J. Ortiz

Tucson, Arizona

Men on the Moon

I

Joselita brought her father, Faustin, the TV on Father’s Day. She brought it over after Sunday mass, and she had her son hook up the antenna. She plugged the TV cord into the wall socket.

Faustin sat on a worn couch. He was covered with an old coat. He had worn that coat for twenty years.

It’s ready. Turn it on and I’ll adjust the antenna, Amarosho told his mother. The TV warmed up and then the screen flickered into dull light. It was snowing. Amarosho tuned it a bit. It snowed less and then a picture formed.

Look, Naishtiya, Joselita said. She touched her father’s hand and pointed at the TV.

I’ll turn the antenna a bit and you tell me when the picture is clear, Amarosho said. He climbed on the roof again.

After a while the picture turned clearer. It’s better! his mother shouted. There was only the tiniest bit of snow falling.

That’s about the best it can get, I guess, Amarosho said. Maybe it’ll clear up on the other channels. He turned the selector. It was clearer on another channel.

There were two men struggling mightily with each other. Wrestling, Amarosho said.

Do you want to watch wrestling? Two men are fighting, Nana. One of them is Apache Red. Chisheh tsah, he told his grandfather.

The old man stirred. He had been staring intently into the TV. He wondered why there was so much snow at first. Now there were two men fighting. One of them was a Chisheh—an Apache—and the other was a Mericano. There were people shouting excitedly and clapping hands within the TV.

The two men backed away from each other for a moment and then they clenched again. They wheeled mightily and suddenly one threw the other. The old man smiled. He wondered why they were fighting.

Something else showed on the TV screen. A bottle of wine was being poured. The old man liked the pouring sound and he moved his mouth and lips. Someone was selling wine.

The two fighting men came back on the TV. They struggled with each other, and after a while one of them didn’t get up. And then another man came and held up the hand of the Apache, who was dancing around in a feathered headdress.

It’s over, Amarosho announced. Apache Red won the fight, Nana.

The Chisheh won. Faustin stared at the other fighter, a light-haired man who looked totally exhausted and angry with himself. The old man didn’t like the Apache too much. He wanted them to fight again.

After a few minutes, something else appeared on the TV.

What is that? Faustin asked. In the TV picture was an object with smoke coming from it. It was standing upright.

Men are going to the moon, Nana, Amarosho said. That’s Apollo. It’s going to fly three men to the moon.

That thing is going to fly to the moon?

Yes, Nana, his grandson said.

What is it called again? Faustin asked.

Apollo, a spaceship rocket, Joselita told her father.

The Apollo spaceship stood on the ground, emitting clouds of something, something that looked like smoke.

A man was talking, telling about the plans for the flight, what would happen, that it was almost time. Faustin could not understand the man very well because he didn’t know many words in the language of the Mericano.

He must be talking about that thing flying in the air? he said.

Yes. It’s about ready to fly away to the moon.

Faustin remembered that the evening before he had looked at the sky and seen that the moon was almost in the middle phase. He wondered if it was important that the men get to the moon.

Are those men looking for something on the moon, Nana? he asked his grandson.

They’re trying to find out what’s on the moon, Nana. What kind of dirt and rocks there are and to see if there’s any water. Scientist men don’t believe there is any life on the moon. The men are looking for knowledge, Amarosho said to Faustin.

Faustin wondered if the men had run out of places to look for knowledge on the earth. Do they know if they’ll find knowledge? he asked.

They have some already. They’ve gone before and come back. They’re going again.

Did they bring any back?

They brought back some rocks, Amarosho said.

Rocks. Faustin laughed quietly. The American scientist men went to search for knowledge on the moon and they brought back rocks. He kind of thought that perhaps Amarosho was joking with him. His grandson had gone to Indian School for a number of years, and sometimes he would tell his grandfather some strange and funny things.

The old man was suspicious. Sometimes they joked around. Rocks. You sure that’s all they brought back? he said. Rocks!

That’s right, Nana, only rocks and some dirt and pictures they made of what it looks like on the moon.

The TV picture was filled with the rocket spaceship close-up now. Men were sitting and standing and moving around some machinery, and the TV voice had become more urgent. The old man watched the activity in the picture intently but with a slight smile on his face.

Suddenly it became very quiet, and the TV voice was firm and commanding and curiously pleading. Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one, liftoff. The white smoke became furious, and a muted rumble shook through the TV. The rocket was trembling and the voice was trembling.

It was really happening, the old man marveled. Somewhere inside of that cylinder with a point at its top and long slender wings were three men who were flying to the moon.

The rocket rose from the ground. There were enormous clouds of smoke and the picture shook. Even the old man became tense, and he grasped the edge of the couch. The rocket spaceship rose and rose.

There’s fire coming out of the rocket, Amarosho explained. That’s what makes it fly.

Fire. Faustin had wondered what made it fly. He had seen pictures of other flying machines. They had long wings, and someone had explained to him that there was machinery inside which spun metal blades that made the machines fly. He had wondered what made this thing fly. He hoped his grandson wasn’t joking him.

After a while there was nothing but the sky. The rocket Apollo had disappeared. It hadn’t taken very long, and the voice on the TV wasn’t excited anymore. In fact, the voice was very calm and almost bored.

I have to go now, Naishtiya, Joselita told her father. I have things to do.

Me too, Amarosho said.

Wait, the old man said, wait. What shall I do with this thing? What is it you call it?

TV, his daughter said. You watch it. You turn it on and you watch it.

I mean how do you stop it? Does it stop like the radio, like the mahkina? It stops?

This way, Nana, Amarosho said and showed his grandfather. He turned a round knob on the TV and the picture went away.

He turned the knob again, and the pictured flickered on again. Were you afraid this one-eye would be looking at you all the time? Amarosho laughed and gently patted the old man’s shoulder.

Faustin was relieved. Joselita and her son left. Faustin watched the TV picture for a while. A lot of activity was going on, a lot of men were moving among machinery, and a couple of men were talking. And then the spaceship rocket was shown again.

The old man watched it rise and fly away again. It disappeared again. There was nothing but the sky. He turned the knob and the picture died away. He turned it on and the picture came on again. He turned it off. He went outside and to a fence a short distance from his home. When he finished peeing, he zipped up his pants and studied the sky for a while.

II

That night, he dreamed.

Flintwing Boy was watching a Skquuyuh mahkina come down a hill. The mahkina made a humming noise. It was walking. It shone in the sunlight. Flintwing Boy moved to a better position to see. The mahkina kept on moving toward him.

The Skquuyuh mahkina drew closer. Its metal legs stepped upon trees and crushed growing flowers and grass. A deer bounded away frightened. Tsushki came running to Flintwing Boy.

Anahweh, Tsushki cried, trying to catch his breath.

What is it, Anahweh? You’ve been running, Flintwing Boy said.

The coyote was staring at the thing, which was coming toward them. There was wild fear in his eyes.

What is that, Anahweh? What is that thing? Tsushki gasped.

It looks like a mahkina, but I’ve never seen one quite like it before. It must be some kind of Skquuyuh mahkina, Anahweh, Flintwing Boy said. When he saw that Tsushki was trembling with fear, he said, Sit down, Anahweh. Rest yourself. We’ll find out soon enough.

The Skquuyuh mahkina was undeterred. It walked over and through everything. It splashed through a stream of clear water. The water boiled and streaks of oil flowed downstream. It split a juniper tree in half with a terrible crash. It crushed a boulder into dust with a sound of heavy metal. Nothing stopped the Skquuyuh mahkina. It hummed.

Anahweh, Tsushki cried, what can we do?

Flintwing Boy reached into the bag hanging at his side. He took out an object. It was a flint arrowhead. He took out some cornfood.

Come over here, Anahweh. Come over here. Be calm, he motioned to the frightened coyote. He touched the coyote in several places on his body with the arrowhead and put cornfood in the palm of his hand.

This way, Flintwing Boy said. He closed Tsushki’s fingers over the cornfood. They stood facing east. Flintwing Boy said, We humble ourselves again. We look in your direction for guidance. We ask for your protection. We humble our poor bodies and spirits because only you are the power and the source and the knowledge. Help us, then. That is all we ask.

Flintwing Boy and Tsushki breathed on the cornfood, then took in the breath of all the directions and gave the cornfood unto the ground.

Now the ground trembled with the awesome power of the Skquuyuh mahkina. Its humming vibrated against everything.

Flintwing Boy reached over his shoulder and took several arrows from his quiver. He inspected them carefully and without any rush he fit one to his bowstring.

And now, Anahweh, Flintwing Boy said, you must go and tell everyone. Describe what you have seen. The people must talk among themselves and learn what this is about, and decide what they will do. You must hurry, but you must not alarm the people. Tell them I am here to meet the Skquuyuh mahkina. Later I will give them my report.

Tsushki turned and began to run. He stopped several yards away. Hahtrudzaimeh! he called to Flintwing Boy. Like a man of courage, Anahweh, like our people.

The old man stirred in his sleep. A dog was barking. He awoke fully and got out of his bed and went outside. The moon was past the midpoint, and it would be daylight in a few hours.

III

Later, the spaceship reached the moon.

Amarosho was with his grandfather Faustin. They watched a TV replay of two men walking on the