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Gabriel’s Light: Spiritual Poetic Musings
Gabriel’s Light: Spiritual Poetic Musings
Gabriel’s Light: Spiritual Poetic Musings
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Gabriel’s Light: Spiritual Poetic Musings

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I created this book to recognize and counteract all the stress and angst in the world today. We must be mindful of old, protective, subconscious habits that keep us blocked and stagnant. We have an inherent need to find our joy, give it life, and propel it back into the universe, giving a cadence to our purposes here on Earth. In order for mankind to evolve, we need to learn how to turn to our higher selves residing within. It is my intention that you will find yourselves between the lines written for your perusal – not only find your true selves, but act upon what you perceive, giving back to the universal consciousness. I ask of you, who would listen to yourselves, “How will you serve? How will you choose to transport your light into the world?”
LanguageEnglish
PublisherBalboa Press
Release dateDec 1, 2018
ISBN9781982212490
Gabriel’s Light: Spiritual Poetic Musings
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BJ Feeney

BJ Feeney currently resides in a western suburb of Boston, Massachusetts with her husband, Marty. A retired educator, she recalls years of working with her students and peers with a great deal of fondness. BJ’s BS in Education and MS in Education allowed her to serve as a reading/writing consultant in the public schools, giving her many opportunities to appreciate and respect multiple cultures and learning styles. BJ credits her parents, John and Margaret Karr, for creating a literary environment where she could grow and learn. Yearly birthday memoir letters composed for other family members, anniversary letters expressing deep sentiments and/or humor, diaries holding philosophies, essays regarding life, occasions for poetic musings, and many opportunities for oral discussions, storytelling, and so on are some enduring memories for BJ. “I’ve been writing as a means of expression since I was a child,” she reflects. “That’s what writers do. We write about what inspires us, always taking mental notes as we observe and categorize life into its myriad possibilities for others and ourselves. We inspire each other with our words, pictures, paintings and music – whatever artistic form gives voice to our emotional/spiritual selves – presenting them as a gift to the world.” BJ continues to grow and learn professionally by subscribing to Poets & Writers, attending workshops and courses affiliated with Grub Street in Boston and The Loft in Sherborn, and participating in writers’ roundtables. In addition, she holds a degree as a certified Master Reiki Shamballa Instructor, practicing other religious modalities as they introduce themselves along the way. In the future, BJ intends to write children’s literary picture books, thematic poetry anthologies, flash fiction collections, and snapshot memoirs. She recently co-wrote a fantasy picture book with her grandson, Austin, and is anxious to publish it as a second-third-grade guided reading book.

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    Gabriel’s Light - BJ Feeney

    Laments

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    Peace

    If only it could be

    for all time …

    I am sorry

    for all that

    has happened,

    for all that will happen

    in the name of justice.

    Will humankind ever learn

    to compromise, give in?

    Cannot God intercede?

    Or is it all part

    of the greater plan?

    The greater blueprint,

    with sinewy threads,

    binds us all

    in the end

    to Him.

    Some days

    I find it hard

    to give my soul

    up to Him.

    Still trying

    to control

    that which I

    cannot.

    Yearning for

    that ever-elusive

    peace.

    Lurking

    It comes as a pulse,

    lurking behind

    my eyes, pounding

    in a steady rhythm.

    I tire of it all.

    The expectations

    I put on myself.

    They are there

    when I slumber.

    Again when I rise,

    slowly emerging through

    a blurry dream state,

    trying to refocus,

    rethink my paths.

    I cannot shirk

    my duties but

    give voice otherwise

    to those who

    will listen

    to the steady

    complaining rhythms

    echoing

    through my soul.

    Light Switches

    Light switches go on and off

    in my ethereal brain.

    Dysfunction rules the nest.

    Discordant energies take over

    where feeble solace has resided.

    There is nothing left but pity.

    The more I search for a peaceful haven,

    the harder the journey’s climb,

    attracting negative field forces

    to fill the holes exposed between

    the shorted emotional circuitry

    of my unbridled mind/self.

    Where is the control panel?

    I lost it on some quest

    for undeceived redemption

    that knew long before I that

    the payment was overdue;

    a tardy assignment unrealized

    even though contracted,

    the time having run out.

    A disconnected exchange sways

    like a leery black cat’s tail,

    sweeping back and forth

    over the same blasted issue,

    wary avoidance disguised in

    its deceptive shadowy garb,

    a decisive slap in the face.

    These light switches will never

    function as long as I continue to

    eject the broken records left

    lying out in the open

    for all to unfavorably discern.

    My lineage is distrustful of

    another contract stifled by ineptness,

    and rightly so, I say, rightly so …

    Fly Away Home

    Sometimes I feel

    I need to fly away

    from all the worldly

    cares and woes.

    Spread my wings,

    leave it all behind.

    Here, underneath

    my blanket of rest,

    I can already sense

    the peace.

    But then my eyes open,

    and I am still here,

    some unfinished

    business my soul

    must need to do.

    But oh, how I wish

    I could just spread

    my wings and

    fly away home.

    Victimization

    Who has been traumatized

    more than the other?

    It is the universal question.

    Is the murderer’s heart,

    hardened by years

    of tortured silence,

    any less the victim

    than the one lying

    prone at his feet,

    an innocent participant

    in his demise,

    open and bare for

    all to see and judge,

    all of us who have

    been the abusers

    as well as the abused?

    Who is really to

    blame along these

    interwoven tales of woe?

    The universe weeps

    for timely relief,

    weary of repeated

    patterns of sorrow.

    Anger spent.

    Anger coiled

    for another strike

    in another time.

    Victimization.

    In or Out?

    Are you in or out?

    I ask myself this question

    whenever I feel the fear

    well up inside me,

    taking over my sense

    of uncertain self.

    It is a task

    I do not relish,

    answering that

    perennial question

    we all ask ourselves

    at one time or another.

    Are you in or out?

    I hear it reverberate

    down the misguided paths

    of my past adventures,

    left upon some hillside

    for immediate reflection.

    It is a task

    I readily avoid,

    shirking the work

    required to find

    that answer within

    my defensive self.

    Are you in or out?

    I’m tired of

    this gnawing interrogation

    presented by self to self.

    It may be time to take

    it on full force,

    a risk worth the

    soul’s complaints.

    Indigestion

    Shades of gaseous emissions

    lodged in my sore throat.

    Leftover lies I’ve secretly

    shared with my vulnerable

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