God’S Biography...Before the Beginning?
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WHY DID LUCIFER CHALLENGE GOD?
GODS POSITION ON ABORTION
DID GOD HAVE A BEGINNING? WHAT GROUP WORSHIPPED GOD BEST?
PROOF.A GOD!
WHAT/WHERE IS HEAVEN?
GODS REASON FOR MAN!
A SOUL..A SPIRIT?
WHAT IS LIFE IN HEAVEN LIKE?
WHAT IS HELL?
WHAT IS PURGATORY?
WHO IS THE HOLY GHOST? DID GOD MAKE A MISTAKE? WHO/WHAT/WHY GOD?
DID GOD KNOW WHO WOULD EARN HEAVEN?
WHY DID GOD NOT APPEAR TO MODERN MAN?
WHY DID GOD ALLOW RAPE, SIN, OR MURDER?
ARE LOVE ONES FROM EARTH REUNITED IN HEAVEN?
WHAT HAPPENS TO THE SOUL AT DEATH OF THE BODY?
DID WE BEGIN AT BIRTH OR WHERE WAS OUR SOUL/SPIRIT BEFORE?
BEFORE the BEGINNING?
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God’S Biography...Before the Beginning? - Richard Bourgeois
GOD’S BIOGRAPHY…
Before the Beginning?
Richard Bourgeois
Copyright © 2014 by Richard Bourgeois.
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Contents
Preface
Chapter 1 Before the Beginning?
God’s Biography!
Chapter 2 Vice God—Lucifer or Michael
Chapter 3 Lucifer’s Campaign
Chapter 4 Election for Vice God
Chapter 5 Revolution
Chapter 6 Human beings and The Physical Test— Why?
Chapter 7 A Jehovah’s True Test
Chapter 8 The Bible… God’s Words or only a History Book?
Chapter 9 Satan Selects the Antichrist
Chapter 10 Anti-Christ… . The Victory Begins
Chapter 11 Antichrist Strikes
Chapter 12 Sons of God vs. the Antichrist
Chapter 13 Satan’s Hell
Chapter 14 The Trial
Chapter 15 The Last 17 To Be Judged!
Chapter 16 More Questions and Answers
Chapter 17 Is There a Supreme Being?
Author’s Note
End Notes
DEDICATION
I dedicate this book to MS. Betsy Stone, a close friend from New Orleans. Without her assistance, and efforts you would not be reading GODS BIOGRAPHY" . . . Before the Beginning? today.
KEY IDEAS COVERED
GOD’S BIOGRAPHY . . . Before the Beginning???
(AN ESPISTOMOLOGY . . . STUDY OF THINKING)
15549.pngA GIFT
GOD gave me a gift! HE gave me the power to think, reason, and share ideas. America gives me the freedom to use GOD’S gifts and just think. That is all I have done is THINK
! What a blessing! All I have tried to do is answer questions that puzzled men for Centuries by thinking!
BEFORE?
Before the Beginning?
takes place BEFORE
, at, during, and after the true start of what we call GOD, Heaven and the Universe. Our FATHER gave us clues, writings and concepts to support our beliefs about at, during, and after the beginning. However, nothing is known about Before the Beginning
.
Religious leaders in error have, and will always attempt to explain GOD. The same concept is always used: ‘In the beginning GOD created the Heavens, the Earth and the firmaments! GOD always was and always will be!"
GOD always was? How far back do you compute? A trillion times a trillion times another trillion GOD years ago or as many times as needed, there must have been only a nothing. The beginning had to come from nothing. From this nothingness, something must have happened! You, the Earth, the Universe, and Nature are overwhelming facts that something had to have happened from nothing! Their must have been a beginning! Yes, there had to be a beginning! Now the question that has divided believers, and atheists throughout history is finally answered completely. Who, what, why, when, how and where is GOD.
Did a SUPREME BEING create everything or did all that we experience as life just begun spontaneously? For if there is not a GOD; if GOD does not exist, from this nothingness, the law of probability that everything we call nature to just have happened from nothing would be perplexing!
Atheists reason or believe that a SUPREME BEING is an impossible myth. GOD is a fairytale! Without a GOD they conclude that everything we know as nature must have resulted from that initial spark? Nature, the Universe, man and woman just happened? Their conclusions may not be logical! This book is a study of Before the Beginning
. Why and how it happened! "GODS beginning from nothing is finally answered completely.
GOD’S BEGINNING?
From nothing there is only the nothingness until there is a change! Regardless of how small a change, from nothing the happening would be gigantic. And change caused additional changes, growth and improvements. From this nothingness during a percentage of an eternity, a spark happened causing another. They multiplied and combined and grew, combined and grew, and combined and grew until a conscious BEING, we call GOD appeared. GOD after one half of an eternity created other sparks/spirits that would fill and enhance HIS paradise called Heaven. Many of these same spirits would become souls during our physical test! (This probability is still better than always was or a lazy person’s answer.)
Isn’t it more logical to think from nothing a spark of energy was created when this nothingness during an eternity tried to cover all? Something had to have happened from the nothingness! You, me, and the Universe are overwhelming facts that something had to have happened! This question is of paramount importance. Did this spark eventually become GOD who made the Physical World or did this energy generate and create the entire Universe? Only one possibility happened. Other than the Bible and faith, we finally have logic from Before the Beginning?
as positive or a maybe proof that GOD started from that initial spark. You decide! These concepts are the exact truth or maybe just a possibility from a thinking person.
If You Are Thirty Years Old Today?
If you are thirty years old today, where were you thirty-one years ago, hundred years ago or a million years ago? Did you become at birth or did you exist somewhere else before: maybe you were even in Heaven? After the death of your physical body prison will you return to this Heaven? If this is your belief of before, during and after, then just maybe this ‘Book" in non-fiction after all!
Creationist Or a GOD ?
The creationists trace Adam & Eve to be on Earth about five to six thousand years ago. Scientists question as they found wood carvings of women dated 35,000 years ago. Blood (DNA) tests from scientist prove humans were on earth over 100,000 years ago. Lucy, the oldest human remains found in Africa dates back three million years. Both groups are equally right and equally wrong! The scientist and/or creationist must accept this answer or they are logically pig headed or one sided! The only answer for a thinking person is human-animals were on Earth three million years ago. God must have placed a soul within humans five to six thousand years ago making a tremendous change, and started the beginning of His plan for us. There is no other logical answer! It makes both sides correct in their studies.
IS CHRISTIANITY BASED ON THE
RESURRECTION . . . PERIOD!
Without JESUS CHRIST coming back to life after death, the foundation of HIS teachings and Christian beliefs are as a puff of smoke. Did CHRIST rise as The Bible
states or do other views have foundation? Without the Resurrection, there is no need for Easter and, maybe, no need for the acceptance of CHRIST as THE SON of GOD.
Did the Easter ceremony begin with the Resurrection or was Easter already practiced in Galilee during JESUS’ lifetime? Did CHRIST die and leave the body? Re-enter and later cause the body to come back to life? Or, was HIS Resurrection in a ‘glorified body’ for many to see and witness? Is this a made-up story? If human beings had invented ‘CHRIST,’ then the teachings of
The Bible" and the history about *Mary Magdalene and other female human beings who were first to see the risen CHRIST may be an invention or just a made-up story. If this was for propaganda created for any cause, then males would have witnessed, not women. Males would have witnessed in a made-up story. Females had little or no respect at that date, and these leaders would never use women, unless, the story that CHRIST rose from the dead was true. However, since JESUS did rise, all other questions are answered. Logic is the only avenue left beyond faith!
SO MANY QUESTIONS . . . ANSWERED:
* Who and what is the purpose of THE Holy Spirit or Holy Ghost?
* Where is Heaven? What do Spirits do during an eternity?
* What was GOD’S purpose in creating man,woman and a physical World?
* What group on Earth worshiped GOD best?
* Why and how did Lucifer challenge GOD to be kicked out of Heaven?
* What happens to the soul/spirit after death of the body?
* Are there male and female spirits in Heaven?
* Is Heaven’s lifestyle similar to what we experience on Earth, except there are no negatives, needs, or body-prisons?
* Is Jesus truly the Son of GOD? What about Buddha and/or Mohammed, are they also Sons
* ?If GOD is a TRINITY, then is HE in sections or three separate Entities?
Where was my spirit before I was born? Did I just become at birth? Or, did I actually exist as a spirit in Heaven before I had a physical beginning? Will I return when separated from my body-prison? Why did GOD go to so much trouble creating a Physical World? Could HE not make Spirits that could not sin; and therefore, all could be saved? What did Lucifer do to be kicked out of Heaven? Why did GOD not appear to modern mankind? What is the main difference in beliefs between Hebrews/Christians and Muslims? So many questions answered within the covers. You are invited to try, but you will not be able to prove the Author is in error.
This Book will compel you to think! Compel is too soft a word; the novel will become an obsession. You will have no other option, but to compare the concepts of the story with your own or your church’s answers. You will get closer to your church, and your GOD or maybe pushed further away. Do you have enough confidence in your beliefs to continue? You will at least THINK
and that is my goal!
YOUR MAIN QUESTION
What if someone offered you $2 million to study the contents of this novel for one month, and come to your own conclusions, what would you do? Would you hesitate or accept the mental challenge? Or would the opportunity to make a lot of money be your motivation? Just maybe, your forever might be worth a little more than a few Earth-years with wealth? (Is your Antichrist actually cash? Be honest with yourself. What would you do? You do not have to tell . . . I think I have an idea!)
GOD SPEAKS
GOD said, as He found a need to assist His creations to come back into His fold, The doings on Earth, both positive and negative will be without my influence or control. Each soul will earn either My Kingdom or Satan’s Hell by their own free will. However, I will again, and I repeat, I will again clarify events or notions experienced during the Physical World, for man seems to have a further need to understand. The Bible, Book of Mormon, or Koran, have not been sufficient to convince all of man/woman, who I am, and what I expect of him/her. This book,
BEFORE the BEGINNING? born of the spirit or of man/woman’s quest for knowledge about ME will be My last contact with the physical until the time of Final Judgment.
HOW THE BOOK HAPPENNED?
The story originated when my religious leader tried to answer my questions about the beginning in this manner. He replied, My son this is beyond you to understand. Trust your church and me! We will lead you into Heaven.
At fourteen years of age, I was maybe disrespectful as I replied, Father, if I trust you and do not earn Heaven, who will I cuss, you or myself!
I then started thinking and the idea Before the Beginning?
had a start in its simplest form.
I later took a course in College called Epistemology . . . the Study of Thinking.
We studied methods to attain knowledge. Idealist (all knowledge comes from the brain or intellect), sense datum (information is attained as a result of our five senses), and a combination from both that also includes logic known as Thomism was the subject matter. At Finals (subjective test) the Professor wrote on the blackboard (used then), Before the Beginning?
and left. We had two hours to respond for a grade. Remember, this was a class about thinking!
I created these ideas thanks to a Priest’s answers, and bragging got an A+
. Thirty years later, throwing away junk, I found my old test papers. Instead of watching TV, I started to expand on the concepts until the book about 300 pages was finished. It took three months to write. It has puzzled me ever since. There is no way that I could have created this book alone. Something had to help me!
SOMETHING HAD TO HELP ME!
Preface
GOD’S Biography
Theme of Before the Beginning?
This will be a non-fiction novel for many readers. The ideas are logical! Even the book’s biggest opponents will not be able to prove me in error. Before the Beginning?
, answers questions that most clergy hide or ignore because they refuse to use God’s greatest gift to human beings, the freedom and power to think. Did you know?
* The creationists trace Adam & Eve to be on Earth about five to six thousand years ago. Scientists question as they found wood carvings of women dated 35,000 years ago. Blood (DNA) tests from scientist prove humans were on earth over 100,000 years ago. Lucy, the oldest human remains found in Africa dates back three million years. Both groups are equally right and equally wrong! The scientist and/or creationist must accept this answer or they are logically stupid! The only answer for a thinking person is human-animals were on earth three million years ago. God must have placed a soul within humans five to six thousand years ago making a tremendous change, and started the beginning of His plan for us. There is no other logical answer!
* Adam’s first wife was Lilith, not Eve? One of the many references to confirm this fact, and maybe the easiest is Webster’s dictionary. Lilith is well known. A decision made by men many years ago to delete any writings about her is why she is not mentioned in the Bible. Many Hebrew experts still study Lilith today.
* I understood that Buddha was a warrior when known as Gautama whose Father killed, stole and raped captives. His brutality allowed him to become a King, and he protected his son until Gautama followed his Mother’s vision, and left a world of riches, and became the Enlighten One. This is explained in detail in Chapter 8.
* Mohammed married an ugly
, rich older woman before he visited GOD in Heaven. He wanted to reduce the number of daily prayers from fifty to five for His members. He rode a Burlag, an animal part peacock, woman, and jackass when Moses greeted him, and then Christ before Abraham introduced him to GOD as recorded in the Koran. Also explained in detail in Chapter 8.
* As identified by Latter Day Saints, the tablets comprised by Mormon and his son Maroni were in the Egyptian language.
* Constantine had more direct influence in creating the Bible than any other person including Mark, Mathew, Luke and John. This fact is explained in detail in the book.
* According to history and recorded writings. sodomy was performed on Noah by his great grandson!
* The Catholic practice to not eat meat on Friday was mainly started to boost economics of the fish industry by fifteen percent in Italy. Religion taught no meat on Friday as explained during a Catholic Retreat Session. The idea was to strengthen our souls by doing without meat for one day; seafood, cheese, pizza, salads, etc, not a terrible inconvenience.
SO MANY QUESTIONS . . . ANSWERED:
* Who and what is the purpose of THE Holy Spirit or Holy Ghost?
* Where is Heaven? What do Spirits do during an eternity?
* What was GOD’S purpose in creating man and woman?
* What group on Earth worshiped GOD best?
* Why and how did Lucifer challenge GOD?
* What happens to the soul/spirit after death of the body?
* Are there male and female spirits in Heaven?
* Is Heaven’s lifestyle similar to what we experience on Earth, except there are no negatives, needs, or body-prisons?
• Is Jesus truly the Son of GOD? What about Buddha and/or
• Mohammed, are they also Sons?
• If GOD is a Trinity, then is He in sections or three separate and distinct Entities?
• Where was my spirit before I was born? Did I just become at birth? Or, did I actually exist as a spirit in Heaven before I had a physical beginning? Will I return when separated from my body-prison?
This Book will compel you to think! Compel is too soft a word, the novel will become an obsession. You will have no other option, but to compare the concepts of the story with your own or your church’s answers. You will get closer to your church and your GOD or maybe pushed further away. As the author I have tried to be a reporter and present logical conclusions with my/man/woman’s multiple viewpoints. Every statement or answer made is explained in detail within these pages. Force your spiritual leader to present the official church’s explanation, and do not just candidly accept, Always was and always will be.
Before we begin this story, would you play a game? Follow the rules exactly as stated, and with the same intensity as if the terms were real. Today—right at this moment—if I were to give you $86,400 on the following conditions: You can’t save any! You can’t invest any! You must either spend or blow every penny! You can never re-sell anything you have purchased! At midnight, I’ll take back any money not used. Here’s the money now, $86,400. What would you do? You can buy a house, car, furniture, but never re-sell anything. You probably would get a fantastic wardrobe, and travel around the world because, you see, I’ll give you another $86,400 tomorrow and everyday, for the next week and next year, and the years to come. You never know, however, when I’ll stop.
Let me make my point—everyday, you get 86,400 seconds. You can’t save or invest any. You must blow them, and it’s the using of your seconds that determine where and how you will be next year, ten years, 100 years, and one million years from now. You must understand that *Mother T., *John the Baptist, *Sadam, *Hitler, and *Capone each had the same number of seconds as you each day. The common factor is how your allocated seconds are used.
The main purpose or concept of this novel is to encourage you and everyone to use our seconds to employ our minds in thinking. Why do you believe GOD allows sin? Why did He create Satan and Hell? Why is there a necessity for Final Judgment? Why did He create the physical World? Could not GOD create all spirits/souls without the capacity to sin? We would then automatically re-earn Heaven! We have so many uncertainties. Faith or GOD has always been used as the only possible answer. It is still our answer today! Maybe we now have the true answer from this book. That decision is completely yours, and the most important one to make!
Atheists can offer logical justification answering these questions. It is extremely difficult to discount their augments, and hold true to a belief in a Supreme Being. You have to really be strong in your convictions, especially as our intellect continues to be developed. This Book answers these uncertainties.
What If: someone offered you $2 million to study the contents of this novel for one year and come to your own conclusions, what would you do? Would you hesitate or accept the mental challenge? Or would the opportunity to make a lot of money be your motivation? Just maybe, your forever might be worth a little more than a few Earth-years with wealth? (Is your Antichrist
actually cash? Be honest with yourself. What would you do? You don’t have to tell—I think I have an idea!)
This Book is structured with three (3) main themes. The first identifies the beginning and lifestyle
in Heaven before the revolution, why a revolution and ouster of Lucifer. The second part covers the need, creation, and employment of a physical world and the Antichrist. The final episode explores Final Judgment, additional questions, and a review of major uncertainties. Take inventory of the facts or ideas presented; combine them with your own beliefs and heart before deciding! As any instructions given to a jury, you must begin with an open and searching mind for the truth.
Main Questions Answered in This Story
Most of the questions asked within the story by spirits are answered either by GOD, Gabriel or Ander, a leader or teacher in Heaven. The names given to these spirits are used only to identify the type of soul who would be inclined to ask such a question (Table 1). With the use of a simple name, a personality identity is created. The names are immaterial anyway; only the concepts remain of any importance. The name used does not represent that actual person, only a spirit who had a similar personality and drive; and who just might be the one to ask the stated question.
Table 1—Questions Asked by Spirits.
MANY MORE QUESTIONS AND ANSWERS
Since little is known about before the beginning, just who can say these concepts are without foundation? Whether Before the Beginning?
is fact or fiction is the reader’s decision. GOD must have had a purpose when creating a physical World. What was His motive? Why did He go to so much trouble?
Could not GOD, with a fraction of the effort, make human beings who wouldn’t have the capacity to sin and; therefore, would automatically earn Heaven? He must have had a reason to allow us to sin, Final Judgment, and every thing we know about life. Before the Beginning?
answers most, if not all, questions that have puzzled human beings throughout history. The conclusion or notions are logical, and a probability for His actions. The only important decision now belongs to you. Do you continue to read or discard? Can you prove the concepts are wrong?
You will not be able to!
Many answers are in the end notes.
Table 2—List of Main Characters.
Before
The
Beginning?
GOD’s Biography
Fiction or Non-Fiction . . . this is your decision!
Can you prove I am in error?
Chapter 1
Before the Beginning?
God’s Biography!
Say you are thirty years old today, where were you thirty-one years ago, hundred years ago or a million years ago? Did you become at birth or did you exist somewhere else before? Maybe you were even in Heaven? Will you return to this Heaven after the death of your physical body prison? If this is your belief of before, during and after, then just maybe this BOOK
is non fiction after all!
Before the Beginning?
takes place BEFORE
, at, during, and after the true start of what we call God, Heaven and the Universe. Our Father gave us clues, writings and concepts to support our beliefs about at, during, and after the beginning. However, nothing is known about Before the Beginning
.
Religious leaders in error have, and will always attempt to explain God. The same concept is always used; ‘In the beginning God created the Heavens, the Earth and the firmaments! God always was and always will be!"
God always was? How far back do you compute? A trillion times a trillion times another trillion God years ago, there must have been only a nothing. The beginning had to come