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Some of our hearts are patchwork, a frankenstein heart, pitiful but hopeful...visualize all the pieces slowly moving back to the center....your left ventricle, which holds the memories, the laughter, their voice, every other ligament follows, pushing yourself closer to freedom, closer to healing.
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Sanctuary - Shayla N Herrón
AUTHOR’S NOTE
Dear Readers,
If seventeen-year-old Shayla knew that all the pain she experienced would produce such a transcending work of art that would later heal people, she would have fought even harder to save her life. Nonetheless, she fought hard enough …
Initially I struggled with what I wanted this book to be about. I jumbled back and forth between a few creative ideas. But I lost enthusiasm for those ideas. I did not want this book to be about my skills as a poet. I did not want this to be an act of showboating and seeing how many images and words I could shove into a piece. I wanted to be as authentic as possible. I wanted the readers of this book to do more than read—I want you to experience every piece as if you are lying on a beach with only the sunset, the peace of roaring waters, and squawking gulls as a distraction. This book needed simplicity.
So, I decided to write about something personal. Sanctuary is filled with my tears, trauma, and the essence that helped me to evolve, heal, and see the world as it is and not as an obstruction. This is my first book—an introduction to who I am as a person and as a growing writer.
Some of the intersections and themes in this book include trauma and expression, religion and resentment, and loss and healing. There are various forms of pieces, including blank verse, rhymed, free verse, narrative, elegies, and many more. As a writer, some of my inspirations are Nikki Giovanni, Toni Morrison—may she rest in peace—bell hooks, Ms. Maya Angelou—may she rest in peace—Ntozake Shange, and Frances E. W. Harper—may she rest in peace. These writers emulate the freedom in writing I desire to have as a Black woman.
One of the major underlying themes I explored and taught myself in the writing of this book is the intersectionality between trauma and writing. I formed a timeline of when I began to write. The first time someone recognized I could make something out of what I write was my fifth-grade homeroom teacher, Ms. Wheeler. She felt a need to tell my parents how well written my work was. Little does Ms. Wheeler know—from that moment on—my parents instilled her observations in me, and I began to write every day. I was ten years old exploring all I could with words, writing about love and the beauty in the world around me.
At the age of eleven I began puberty. Life at home took a turn for the worst—which I touch on in this book—and I was sexually assaulted. After this moment, the healthy thirst I once had for writing began to dry out. I was eleven and I wanted to end my life. I had never seen or heard of suicide before this. My suicidal thoughts were organic and influenced every decision I would later make in life. It is safe to assume that was all I wrote about, which did not help. It fed the darkness.
I battled with suicidal ideation for almost ten years. I experienced more traumatic events outside of the home. After age eleven I was sexually assaulted three more times. My relationship with my body was connected through hatred. If I hated my body, I hated everything else about myself. Every poem I wrote—until my junior year of college—was about pain and trauma. My growth and skills as a writer were stagnated.
I later learned—from my professor at Bowie State University—that when you experience trauma one of