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    Indelicacy: A Novel
    Indelicacy: A Novel
    Indelicacy: A Novel
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    Indelicacy: A Novel

    By Amina Cain

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    FINALIST FOR THE CENTER FOR FICTION'S FIRST NOVEL PRIZE

    "Cain’s small but mighty novel reads like a ghost story and packs the punch of a feminist classic." —The New York Times Book Review

    A haunted feminist fable, Amina Cain’s Indelicacy is the story of a woman navigating between gender and class roles to empower herself and fulfill her dreams.

    In "a strangely ageless world somewhere between Emily Dickinson and David Lynch" (Blake Butler), a cleaning woman at a museum of art nurtures aspirations to do more than simply dust the paintings around her. She dreams of having the liberty to explore them in writing, and so must find a way to win herself the time and security to use her mind. She escapes her lot by marrying a rich man, but having gained a husband, a house, high society, and a maid, she finds that her new life of privilege is no less constrained. Not only has she taken up different forms of time-consuming labor—social and erotic—but she is now, however passively, forcing other women to clean up after her. Perhaps another and more drastic solution is necessary?

    Reminiscent of a lost Victorian classic in miniature, yet taking equal inspiration from such modern authors as Jean Rhys, Octavia Butler, Clarice Lispector, and Jean Genet, Amina Cain's Indelicacy is at once a ghost story without a ghost, a fable without a moral, and a down-to-earth investigation of the barriers faced by women in both life and literature. It is a novel about seeing, class, desire, anxiety, pleasure, friendship, and the battle to find one’s true calling.

    LanguageEnglish
    PublisherMacmillan Publishers
    Release dateFeb 11, 2020
    ISBN9780374718732
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    Amina Cain

    Amina Cain is the author of the short fiction collections Creature and I Go to Some Hollow. Her essays and short stories have appeared in n+1, The Paris Review Daily, BOMB, Full Stop, Vice, the Believer Logger, and other places. She lives in Los Angeles and is a contributing editor at BOMB.

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    • 5/5
      I devoured this book in two days! This story touched my soul in a way no other story has. An introspective look at the life of a female writer and the expectations from society and others. A quest for freedom and a search for honesty. A tale destined to be part of the classic feminist literary canon.
    • 5/5
      amazing, unique, weird, delicious to read
    • 2/5
      Described by Amazon as a "feminist fable," this is the tale of Vittoria, a cleaning woman at a museum who wants to write about art, her reactions and thoughts on art. She marries a rich man, and has everything she wants, including time to explore and write about art, yet she is still unhappy.
      This was not the book for me. There is no sense of place (and I'm coming to realize a sense of place in a novel is a very important element for me). There's a lake, she walks everywhere, there are museums and theaters, but it's not a city. I thought maybe it was set in Europe or South America, but the author is American. Nothing happens that makes any difference to anyone. We know Vittoria is dissatisfied with the marriage, but we have no sense of her character, how or why she married this rich man, what their relationship was, or is. She leaves the marriage to "find herself," but in the end the whole novel seemed pointless to me.

      Not recommended.
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    • 3/5
      Weird” would be the way I would describe this short book, weird and introspective. The narrator is a cleaner at a museum. Although the city is never given nor whether the book is historical or contemporary, I pictured the city as being New York City. While cleaning, the narrator meets her wealthy husband and lives in a home where she spends her time as she wishes. As her love for her husband dims, she continues with her love of writing and in short pieces she describes paintings that have a relevance to her life. Amina Cain’s writing is flat and that mirrors the life of the narrator. She has two good friends, but even the friendships seem flat. But the introspection of the narrator brings to light emotions and thoughts many women might have.

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    Indelicacy - Amina Cain

    I THOUGHT THAT BEING in the country would help me write, with its fields and its horses, but I don’t think I was meant for that. For the country, or for help.

    Out in the street, candles light every window. When I can’t get my thoughts down, I look at them. The flames remind me of my future; I’m afraid I might burn everything up. People are walking in and out of the same four shops; I know they haven’t bought anything good. When I went inside those shops, I was bored. I’m bored by this one street.

    If something flows through me, I think it is mine. It is not mine. The carriages driving close to my windows.

    It’s strange being alone again. In the afternoons there’s a spaciousness larger than I’ve ever wanted. I had a husband and I left him; I wonder how he is. Now I have writing, but I also have too much of my own self. I am stalking my own soul.

    I wanted to write about paintings, but I wasn’t seen as someone who could say something interesting about art. I wasn’t seen as someone who could say anything at all and then publish it. When I went with my husband to the museum, I felt I should be cleaning that place. I was used to that work and maybe it is my destiny. Before meeting my husband, I had mopped the floors of those galleries, over and over. I had scrubbed the walls until my palms were rough and dry.

    I both liked and disliked going to work. When I was supposed to be cleaning, I would look out the windows of the museum, the paintings behind me reflected in the glass. It meant something to me to see myself with them. Never before had I thought paintings would be important.

    I was learning how to be another. I would stand in front of the window for a long time, a bucket of water by my side. I watched the rain falling on the grass; at first, standing there, I hadn’t even known it was raining.

    My husband felt he was rescuing me, and in many ways he was.

    I was told by my husband I was writing about my own mind. I was told this wasn’t becoming. But I saw myself in the paintings; I saw everything there.

    After my husband and I married, I had to open our house to guests—constantly. I had to entertain and I am not a good entertainer. At first I liked my new life. My husband bought me expensive dresses, and then more dresses. For the first time I wore gold. I had a writing room—that’s not what my husband called it—and someone to bring me hot tea and coffee.

    It’s not only that my husband believed women couldn’t write—it’s that he didn’t believe I could. My coming up in the world was in marrying him and in my new clothes and jewelry. It’s true I did want everything he gave me, but I will die if I can’t write and then I will have wasted my life.

    I see myself then, a figure in the street, walking to the museum. To look out from my window and see myself like that. Moving in and out of experience.

    But here is my own body, and my own chair. Here are my wrists. Sitting at my desk, I feel loving toward my wrists. I’ve made them do too much.

    THE CLICK-CLACK OF SHOES and Antoinette appeared, the hallway dark behind her. I was in the gallery with the armor, she said, and I thought I heard something, but I always think that.

    It’s awful in there. I usually hear things coming from the vents.

    I don’t like when it’s my turn to clean it.

    Help me here, and then we’ll do that room together.

    Antoinette dusted, barely, while I finished my mopping. My dress is ugly, she said, sighing, looking at herself in the large windows. I don’t think she ever looked at the art.

    No one’s here to see you.

    When I walk home, they’ll see it.

    Then you’ll be wearing your coat. You’ll be covered up.

    She started to dust again. Then stopped. We shouldn’t have to wear ugly things.

    The truth was that sometimes, if it wasn’t freezing, I didn’t even wear my coat in winter I was so ashamed of it, but I didn’t say this to Antoinette; I didn’t want to give her ideas, wrong ones. There were people who had no coat at all, who instead had to pile on shirts and sweaters.

    I want a husband, she said again out of nowhere.

    You’ll have one.

    Yes, but he’ll be poor and he’ll wear an ugly suit.

    You’ll love him anyway.

    No, I won’t.

    I don’t care if I marry, I said. I want to write.

    WHEN WE FINISHED OUR CLEANING, we went out into the evening and it was a relief, to be done with work and going wherever we chose. Antoinette didn’t have the same freedoms I did—she lived with her family still—but she walked with me for a while. Out on the street we were both different; I felt connected to something around us, something good, though I don’t know if I could say or even describe what that was. I could sense it all the same. I could sense an interaction. In the buildings and in Antoinette, her shoulder to her hand. Even in her face. The back of her head as she looked out at the city. The front and back of my own head too.

    At a corner we stopped to watch a puppet show. There were young mothers with their children, and the puppets were colorful animals, more colorful than real animals would be. A bright mouse. A golden cat coming after it.

    I like the mouse, I said, though I wasn’t a child.

    I wish my brother were here, Antoinette said. He’d like it too.

    How old is your brother?

    Six.

    To be six, I could hardly picture it now. I had tried to block out a good bit of my childhood.

    But this wasn’t about me, it was about Antoinette’s young brother, and I was always returning the subject to myself.

    AT HOME THERE WERE the doorways of the other apartments, my own doorway swept clean. A song was in my mind, one I had heard in a shop I had gone into. I didn’t know why it was accompanying me. A young woman had begun to play it right when I walked in, a cheerful harpsichord, or was it melancholy?

    Maybe it is unbelievable, but I liked where I lived; another person might find it wanting. My rooms were small with hardly any furniture, but what was there was nice enough, if simple, and I kept it neat as a pin. A bedroom with a bed and a blanket. In the kitchen, a table and two sturdy chairs. I tried to write at that table every night. I didn’t think it was good. Still, I enjoyed it. The house where I had grown up was crowded with babies and yelling. Imagine being on your own after that.

    After dinner I sat down to write and saw an image in my mind: three women in long white dresses playing catch with a skull. Dull afternoon there among the green firs. I don’t know why it appeared to me; I couldn’t remember ever seeing it in the

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