All You Need Is Love: An emotional, uplifting story of love and friendship from Jessica Redland

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JEMMA

Three years ago – 21st May

‘Mum!’ I called up the stairs. ‘Mum! The hearse is here.’ I cocked my head to one side, listening for her reply. Nothing. What was she doing up there? She’d told me forty minutes ago that she was ‘almost ready’ and, as she isn’t one of those women who spends hours teasing one strand of hair into place, there was no reason to disbelieve her. Of all the mornings to take forever, why choose today? Shaking my head, I opened the front door to Mum’s cottage, Bear’s Pad, before Mr Golding, the funeral director, had a chance to lift the grizzly-bear knocker.

‘Good morning, Ms Browne.’ He gave a reverential bow of his head. ‘We’re ready when you are.’

‘Thank you. We’ll be out in five minutes.’ I glanced back towards the stairs. ‘Actually, it could be ten. Do we have time?’

‘Ten minutes is no problem.’

My throat tightened as I glanced past him to the black limousine parked on the sloped driveway and the hearse parked on the road. It was still hard to take in. This wasn’t a day I’d expected to experience for several decades.

I tried not to curl my lip up at the orange and yellow floral lettering arrangement resting against the side of the coffin. I hated it but Logan, my seven-year-old brother, had requested it because his best friend Billy Thomas had apparently told him that people who didn’t have one were mean and that the dead would come back to haunt them. I could have throttled Billy Thomas. Logan also wanted a floral teddy bear to thoroughly protect him against any risk of ghosts but Mum and I had managed to talk him out of that. The deceased would not have been impressed with a bear. He probably would have haunted us for that.

‘Mum!’ I called again after I’d closed the door. Still no answer. Just a lot of clattering and banging.

‘What’s Mum doing?’ Logan looked up from where he was playing with his Lego on the lounge rug. ‘She’s being very noisy.’

‘I’ve no idea, but I’m about to find out. Have you been to the toilet?’

‘Not yet.’

‘Can you do that while I check on Mum? And make sure you wash your hands.’

He put down his Lego and pouted. ‘I always do.’

‘Logan! What have we discussed about telling fibs?’

‘Okay. I promise I’ll wash them. You can smell them if you want.’

I smiled at him. ‘Tempting, but I might pass on that.’

Logan headed past me and through the kitchen, giggling as he made a big show of sniffing at his hands. Happy that he was doing as asked, I kicked off my stilettos and ran up the stairs. I paused for a moment outside Mum’s bedroom listening to the racket, punctuated with the occasional expletive, then pushed open the door and gasped.

‘Oh my God! What’s going on? Mum! Why aren’t you ready?’

Wrapped in a fluffy cream towel, Mum turned to face me and blew a wisp of dark hair out of her face.

‘I only bought them on Saturday,’ she said, as if that explained why half the contents of her drawers were strewn all over the floor.

‘Bought what on Saturday?’

‘Black knickers. An M&S three-pack. But I can’t find them, Jemma.’

‘Where did you last have them?’

She planted her hands on her hips and rolled her eyes at me. ‘Why do people always say that? If I knew the answer, then this wouldn’t have happened, would it?’ She waved her arm across the carnage.

‘The hearse is here,’ I said, equally unhelpfully.

Mum frowned. ‘I thought they weren’t due till 10.15.’

‘It is 10.15. Well, near enough.’

She twisted round to look at her bedside clock. ‘Crap! Why didn’t you call me sooner?’

‘Because you told me you were nearly ready forty minutes ago and because I was busy with Logan.’

‘Logan? Oh my goodness, I’m so sorry, Jemma. Is he ready?’

‘Yes. He’s downstairs waiting. We need to go in about seven minutes. Can you manage without the knickers?’

Her eyes widened. ‘Jemma-bear! Are you suggesting that I go commando to your father’s funeral? I’m not sure that’s appropriate.’

I laughed loudly – also not appropriate for a funeral. ‘I didn’t mean go without any knickers. I just meant without the new black ones.’

‘Oh! That makes more sense. I suppose I’d better. I can’t believe I lost track of time like that. Give me five minutes. Hair and make-up are done. It’s just clothes I need.’ She bent down and plucked a pair of scarlet lacy knickers from the pile on the floor. ‘Sod it. I’ll say goodbye in style.’ She paused as she stared at the knickers in her hands. ‘Do you know what? The last time I wore these was the night Logan was conceived. That was the end of our marriage and today’s the end of everything for him. How apt.’

I didn’t know what to say to that so I closed the door behind me and headed downstairs to check that Logan had washed his hands, hopefully without having to sniff them.

I’ll never forget the day I discovered I was going to have a new brother or sister because it was the day that Dad packed up his stuff and moved out. I’d recently turned eighteen, had finished my A Levels and was working in Mum’s shop, Bear With Me, before going away to university. It was a surprise to overhear her telling Dad that she was pregnant and a greater shock to hear that the baby was his because I’d been aware for a long time that my parents had a marriage in name only.

Growing up, I remembered them constantly arguing but then the arguments seemed to stop. Dad moved into the spare room and they somehow managed to co-exist in the same house while living completely separate lives. Dad acted more like a lodger than a husband or father. He spent all his time at work or the golf club, only venturing home to eat, shower, or sleep.

Dad had worked in a bank since leaving school – a steady, sensible career. Mum, on the other hand, had an amazingly exciting jet-setting career. When I was four, she’d set up a specialist teddy bear shop, Bear With Me, in the North Yorkshire seaside town of Whitsborough Bay where we lived. A genius with a sewing machine, she designed and made a range of jointed teddies called Ju-Sea Bears. Her talent was recognised with a stint as the guest bear artist for some of the leading collectible bear manufacturers. Her Ju-Sea Bears became highly sought-after which took her all over the world to exhibitions and shows. And as if that didn’t keep her busy enough, she valued teddy bears for both a local and a national auction house.

For years – even the ones before they’d moved into separate bedrooms – my parents had holidayed apart, Dad going away with his golfing buddies and Mum and I travelling round Europe visiting bear manufacturers and retailers. Dad hated bears, Mum hated golf, and I was pretty certain they hated each other. I’d therefore never understood why they didn’t just call it a day.

So how had she ended up expecting his baby? What’s that phrase? Grief does funny things to you? It certainly did funny things to my parents. My grandma – Mum’s mum – had sadly passed away during my exams. It turned out that the ‘dodgy tummy’ was actually terminal cancer. Grandma had known that her days were numbered yet she hadn’t breathed a word to anyone. Mum had been very close to her and was devastated that she’d not known how ill she was. A few weeks after the funeral, I was having a sleepover at my best friend, Karen’s, to celebrate the end of college. I’d registered the date too late: Grandma’s birthday. Mum refused to let me cancel and insisted she’d be fine. She’d have a glass of wine and toast Grandma, then maybe design a new bear in her honour. Only the glass of wine turned into a full bottle. She was an emotional mess when Dad arrived home from partaking in a few too many at the nineteenth hole. Surprisingly, he’d been a great comfort. A bit too much of a comfort. The consequences changed everything.

Mum had thought that I was in my room when she told him she was pregnant but I’d been thirsty and was on my way to the kitchen when I stopped dead on the stairs, my jaw dropping at what I’d just heard. I crouched down and peered through the bannister.

Mum was on the sofa but I could only see her legs, not her face. Dad was facing the fireplace, gripping onto the mantlepiece. Even from my hiding place, I could feel the tension emanating from him. He turned round to face Mum.

‘Are you planning on keeping the baby?’ It came across more like an accusation than a question.

‘Of course.’ She sounded surprised that he’d even ask.

His fists clenched in his hair. ‘Despite the fact that we barely have a relationship, let alone a marriage?’

‘It’s not the baby’s fault.’ Mum’s voice was gentle which I knew would rattle him even more.

‘And it’s not my fault either!’

I could imagine Mum raising her eyebrows at him.

‘Look, Jules, you can do what the hell you want, but I don’t want another baby. Ever.’ He pointed an accusing finger at her. ‘If I was to offer you an ultimatum of me or the baby, we both know what the answer would be, don’t we? Which begs the question: why the hell are we still married?’

I assume Mum had no answer to that – or perhaps she simply shrugged – because it went quiet. Then Dad folded his arms, shook his head and said in a much calmer voice, ‘I guess it’s goodbye, then.’

‘I guess it is.’

Scurrying back up the stairs, I sat on my bed and hugged my pillow to my chest while I listened to Dad moving around in the next bedroom, presumably packing the essentials.

When the front door slammed, Mum sought me out and told me her news. I feigned surprise, choosing not to add to her pain by telling her that I’d seen his reaction for myself. It must have taken a lot of restraint to speak with empathy as to why Dad had chosen to move on instead of painting him in his true colours.

He came back at the weekend and collected the rest of his belongings. He didn’t even say goodbye.

Mum put the house on the market and, four months later, with my university place deferred for a year, the two of us moved to the cottage in Little Sandby – a village ten minutes west of Whitsborough Bay – where we prepared for the arrival of my baby brother.

She tried to make excuses for my dad refusing to attend the scans. I hated keeping things from her so I confessed that I’d overheard the baby conversation and there was never any need to protect him – I knew exactly who he was and I wouldn’t think badly of her if she ever wanted to vent. Mum hugged me and admitted she should have left Dad years before. I agreed.

‘Why did you stay?’ I asked.

She shrugged. ‘Habit? Laziness? Too embarrassed to admit I’d made a mistake?’

‘Did you love him?’

‘I thought I did. I quickly realised I didn’t, but I was already pregnant with you. He was a good man. He was steady and reliable and he took charge. I needed those qualities in him back then but they stifled me as the years progressed. When you meet someone, Jemma, make sure he makes your heart sing and your tummy fizz. I never had that with your dad, or at least not after the first few dates.’

Life in Little Sandby without Dad was like a breath of fresh air. A new hairdo and a fresh style of clothes changed Mum’s physical appearance, but her whole personality seemed to change too. She was more relaxed, full of fun and laughter, and constantly singing.

Dad had always tried to control me: what I was wearing, who my friends were, when I did my homework, and how I should ‘get a proper job instead of playing with teddies all day like your mum’. I hadn’t realised how much he’d tried – and succeeded – to control Mum too. I don’t think she had either.

But now he was dead.

‘Are those hands washed?’ I asked Logan, who’d returned to his Lego by the time I got back downstairs.

‘You want to smell them?’

I shook my head. ‘I’m going to trust you. Let’s get your shoes on. Mum will be down in a few minutes, then we’ll be going.’

Logan picked up his black school shoes, plonked himself down on the sofa, and fumbled with the laces. ‘Jemma…’ he pleaded, exasperation in his voice. I knelt down and fastened them for him.

‘All done, Logan-paws.’

He usually smiled at his pet name, but his little face looked very serious when I stood up again.

‘Jemma?’

‘Yes.’

‘Is today a sad day?’

I sat down beside him. ‘Yes. It is.’

‘I don’t feel very sad. Billy Thomas said people cry when people die. Should I be crying?’

Tears pricked my eyes as I put my arm round him and cuddled him against me. I took a moment to compose myself so he didn’t hear any wobble in my voice. ‘Billy Thomas is right. When someone dies, people do often cry because they’re sad that they won’t see that person again and they’ll miss them.’

‘Oh! I didn’t see Daddy much and I never missed him when he wasn’t here. Not like I miss you when you go back to London. Is that why I’m not sad?’

‘Probably.’ I cuddled him even more tightly against me.

For all he’d tried to control my life and Mum’s, Dad had been completely the opposite with Logan. It hadn’t just been the baby years he wasn’t interested in. He hadn’t wanted any of the years with his son. He made a token effort to see him around his birthday or Christmas and gave him a gift that was usually age-inappropriate or something he already had. He’d maybe see him two or three other times during the year, but only if I was home for the weekend, and he’d spend all the time talking at me and still trying to control me. He’d only acknowledge Logan to tell him to: be quiet, stop talking with his mouth full, get his elbows off the table, stop playing with his food. For the first time, I realised that perhaps he had been trying to control Logan too.

Logan looked up at me, his eyes big and sad, his voice tentative. ‘Will Mum be sad if I don’t cry?’

‘Of course not!’

‘Will you cry?’

‘I don’t know.’

‘Are you sad that Daddy’s gone to heaven?’

I swallowed hard on the lump in my throat. Was I? I didn’t want to lie to Logan but the truth was that Dad and I weren’t close. We had been when I was little, but the minute I showed interest in Mum’s passion for bears rather than his passion for golf, he seemed to lose interest in me. You’d have thought he’d have been proud of his daughter for securing her first job aged fourteen but he’d always resented Mum for the success of Bear With Me so he just rolled his eyes when I told him I had a Saturday job as Assistant Bear Keeper.

Looking down at my brother, I chose my words carefully. ‘It’s always sad when someone dies, especially when it’s unexpected.’

‘Will the drunk man go to prison?’

‘I hope so, Logan.’

A creature of habit, Dad always took a flask of coffee and The Sunday Times to a bench on a quiet country lane just outside Cranton where he’d settled. He’d been killed instantly when, despite it being late-morning, a drunk driver misjudged a bend and ploughed straight into the bench… and Dad.

‘Billy Thomas says that the drunk man wasn’t allowed to drive a car. He says he was dequal… decoll…’ He wriggled free of my hug. ‘I can’t remember the word.’

I stood up. ‘It’s disqualified. Billy Thomas says lots of things, doesn’t he?’

‘His daddy drives an ambulance. He tried to fix our daddy, but he couldn’t.’

Oh crikey! I hadn’t known that.

‘He said Daddy didn’t stand a chance. What does that mean?’

What had Billy’s dad been thinking, having so much to say about the situation in Billy’s presence? ‘It means that it was a horrible accident and Daddy could have done nothing to stop it. He probably didn’t even see the car coming and he won’t have felt anything.’ I hoped. An image sprung to mind of Dad seeing the car veering towards him, helpless to move, then… I shuddered. I couldn’t bear to think about it.

The sound of Mum running down the stairs brought me out of the dark place my mind was heading towards. She appeared in the lounge doorway, looking calm, relaxed, and stunning. She didn’t look like someone who, minutes earlier, had been wrapped in a towel surrounded by piles of knickers and bras. Her layered shoulder-length dark hair with streaks of red and copper in it was flicked out at the sides and back in her trademark style. She wore a simple black shift dress with capped sleeves and a thin red belt. Pulling on a black fitted jacket, she smiled at us both. ‘Ready?’

‘You look amazing, Mum.’

‘I couldn’t resist a splash of colour.’ Mum pointed to her belt then winked and pointed lower. ‘Make that two splashes of colour.’

The church was busier than I expected. ‘Who are all of these people?’ I whispered to Mum as we took our reserved pew at the front.

‘Work colleagues and golf club members,’ she whispered back. ‘Either that or they’re random strangers who are here for the free vol-au-vents and Pringles.’

Several of them stood up and gave emotional eulogies. Each one enveloped me with guilt as I realised that I hadn’t known my dad at all. It seemed that many of the traits I disliked in him were admired among others. His desire for control had turned the golf club’s finances from dire into healthy. His fondness for structure and processes made him a role model at work and meant his branch consistently topped league tables. His calm and quiet demeanour meant he was the person they all confided in during troubled times. Who knew? Certainly not me!

And I did cry. I tried to be strong for Logan, but something snapped inside me as I watched the coffin disappear behind the red velvet curtains before being lowered into the crematorium below. My dad was gone. We may not have been close, unlike Mum and I, but I still cared about him. In a funny way, I’d actually miss our awkward, stilted conversations. Over the past few years, he’d finally seemed to accept that he couldn’t control my career and, instead, feigned interest in my job as curator for the children’s section of the Past Lives Museum in London. In return, I feigned interest in the bank or golf, trying to stop my eyes from glazing over as he talked about ISAs, pensions, irons and handicaps. We always avoided talking about Bear With Me. And Mum. And Logan. It’s amazing how many conversations a person can have about the weather.

Logan fell asleep in the car on the way home from the wake. He was completely out of it so Mum carried him into Bear’s Pad.

‘Baileys?’ I whispered, removing Logan’s shoes as Mum kicked off her heels.

‘Gosh, yes! A huge one with lots of ice.’

She carried Logan upstairs while I poured two generous measures of Baileys then opened the freezer. As I pulled open the drawer that usually contained the ice cube trays, I frowned. What the hell was that? I lifted the packet out of the drawer, brushed a few flakes of ice off it, and stared at the item in my hand: a three-pack of M&S black knickers.

2

SAM

Three years ago – 21st May

I sat in my car on Sea View Drive, staring out the windscreen at the waves rolling onto North Bay at the bottom of the cliff. Surfers bobbed on the swell, occasionally catching a wave then wiping out – some in spectacular style – before they hit the beach. Dogs scampered across the sand chasing balls, tugging at pieces of seaweed or leaping into rock pools.

The evening was warm with a gentle breeze, perfect for a romantic stroll along the beach followed by a pint outside Blue Savannah, which I assume was Nicole’s plan given that she’d suggested meeting outside The Surf Shack on North Bay Corner.

Running my hand across my freshly-shaved chin, I shook my head. Shit! I couldn’t do it. I’d told Jack I wasn’t ready and the stupid twat hadn’t listened. I picked up my mobile and called him.

‘Don’t tell me she hasn’t turned up,’ he said, connecting the call after the first ring.

‘I don’t know. I’m not there.’

‘You can’t be stuck in traffic. There isn’t any at this time of night.’

‘No, I’m not. But I’m not going. I shouldn’t have let you talk me into this.’

‘Sam! You can’t just not turn up.’

‘I wasn’t going to. I’m not a total git. I want you to call her and tell her I’m not coming.’

‘No can do, bro. I don’t have her number.’

I shook my head. ‘That’s bullshit, Jack, and you know it. I was with you when she texted you with the time and place.’

He laughed. ‘Busted! Let me ask you one question. Are you backing out because of Kirsty?’

My stomach twisted at the mention of her name. ‘Yes,’ I muttered after a pause. ‘Because, like I said to you when you came up with this stupid blind date idea, it’s too soon.’

‘Too soon? Christ, Sam, it’s not like she’s dead. She’s very much alive and still shagging her way round all our colleagues.’

‘Thanks for the reminder.’

‘You’re welcome. Look, Sammy–’

‘Don’t call me that.’

‘Mum does.’

‘And you’re not Mum.’

Jack laughed again. ‘Okay, Sam, what harm is there in going on one little blind date? One date. One! I’m not asking you to marry Nicole. I’m not asking you to jump into bed with her. Actually, maybe that would be a good plan. If you shag her, you might get Kirsty out of your system. I want to hear all about it, though. Remember I’m not getting any so I need to live vicariously through you.’

I swear that, most of the time, my brother acted about ten years younger than me instead of four years older. His wife, Millie, was six months pregnant and had put a ban on sex a couple of months ago citing vomiting, exhaustion, and ‘a general feeling of ickiness’ as three pretty good reasons for abstinence. It was killing him.

‘And I’m not cancelling your date,’ he added.

‘You are.’

‘I’m not.’

‘You are!’

‘Bye, Sam.’

‘Don’t hang up on⁠—’

But he’d already disconnected. I tried to call him back but, predictably, it went straight to voicemail. Wanker. He knew that there was no way I’d stand anyone up, especially someone who worked at the same hospital as Jack and me. He also knew that I wouldn’t be able to meet her then tell her I wasn’t staying in case she thought it was because I’d taken one look at her and didn’t like what I saw.

Cursing, I started the car and drove down Hearnshaw Hill to park in one of the spaces on the seafront. I’d get him back for this.

I slammed the car door shut, crossed the road, and slowly made my way towards North Bay Corner. I was already late, but I couldn’t seem to make my legs move any faster.

Why the hell had Jack brought up Kirsty? He was right, though. It was because of her. I needed more time to get over what she’d done to me… to us. I should have known what to expect, though. She’d been seeing someone else when we met at the hospital’s Christmas do. Jack had warned me that the vivacious, beautiful Nurse Kirsty Griggs had already worked her way through several of the doctors and consultants in the two years she’d been working at Whitsborough Bay General. I didn’t listen. I thought I was different. I believed her when she told me she loved me and that the others had been casual flings until the right man came along. She told me she’d had to kiss a few frogs before she found her prince. Okay, so she’d kissed a whole swamp full of frogs but who was I to judge? It wasn’t like I hadn’t had other partners.

Just over two years we’d been together. Two exciting, passionate, amazing years. She was feisty and I was stubborn so we had some horrendous arguments where we shouted and screamed at each other but the make-up sex was worth the angst. Her many frogs had certainly taught her a thing or two!

But it turned out they were still teaching her and I hadn’t a clue. If my meeting hadn’t been cancelled that February evening, I might have still been with her, completely oblivious. I don’t think that image of opening the lounge door of our rented flat to the sight of my girlfriend on all fours on our new IKEA rug with one of the junior doctors will ever leave me.

Kirsty, all her crap, and the IKEA rug moved out that evening.

My stomach did a somersault as I got closer to The Surf Shack. Christ, I’d do anything to avoid doing this.

I looked at my watch. Bollocks. Fifteen minutes late. Nice first impression. I scanned left and right as I approached but I couldn’t see anyone waiting on their own. Several couples and groups were seated on the metal chairs outside Blue Savannah enjoying their tea or a few drinks but there was no ‘tall lass with dark hair and a nice arse’ to give Jack’s description of her.

A dark-haired woman came into view and paused outside The Surf Shack. She wasn’t short but she certainly wasn’t what I’d call tall. Could she be Nicole? A toddler with an ice-cream in his hand ran up to her followed by a man and the three of them disappeared down the steps to the beach. Not Nicole, then.

The only other brunette I could see was holding a surfboard, wearing a wet suit, and standing outside The Surf Shack chatting to one of the beach lifeguards. Clearly not Nicole either. She’d obviously gone and I couldn’t blame her. I wished bloody Jack had called her when I asked so she hadn’t gone home believing she’d been stood up.

Sighing, I leaned against the wall at the top of the steps looking out towards the twinkling sea. I pulled out my phone to ring Jack.

‘You’re late,’ came a woman’s voice.

I spun round and came face to face with the brunette in the wetsuit. ‘Me?’

‘You are Sam, aren’t you?’

‘Yes. Are you Nicole?’

She smiled and her blue eyes twinkled like the sea behind me. Her shoulder-length hair was wet and slicked back, with streaks of sand in it. Her face was tanned with a spattering of freckles across the bridge of her nose and the tops of her cheeks. She was beautiful in a very natural way; such a contrast to Kirsty who was always caked in a mountain of make-up.

‘That’s right, although I prefer Nikki. Two Ks. No Y.’ She wrinkled her nose at me. ‘Do I have seaweed stuck to my face?’

I realised I was staring and quickly blinked. ‘No. Sorry. How did you know it was me?’

‘Jack said you were the exact opposite of him in build and colouring and that you look like Chris Hemsworth and I’d have to agree. Are you two really brothers?’

‘Unfortunately, yes. He takes after our mum and I look more like our dad, although I’m liking the comparison to Chris Hemsworth. You can call me Thor if you like.’

I inwardly cringed at such a crap line but she threw her head back and laughed a loud belly laugh. ‘Thor it is! Which means I’m going to have to call your brother Loki from now on.’

‘He’ll hate me for that.’

‘Tough. So, Thor, do you surf?’

‘No. Thor does not surf,’ I said in a caveman-type voice. No idea where that came from. In the films, he speaks with a posh English accent!

‘Ever tried it?’

‘No. Thor’s hammer gets in the way.’

She laughed loudly once more and I found myself laughing with her.

‘That’s the first time I’ve heard it referred to as that.’ Her eyes sparkled with mischief. ‘Seriously, though, have you ever wanted to try surfing?’

‘Erm…’

‘Well now’s your chance whether you want to or not. I know it’s not exactly a typical first-date activity but I figured that if your brother had lied about you and had set me up with a loser, at least I’d spend the evening doing something I love and it wouldn’t be completely wasted. No offence.’

‘Refreshingly honest. No offence taken.’

She crossed her arms and cocked her head to one side, staring at me for a moment. ‘I will say, though, that Dr Jack isn’t in my bad books… yet. First impressions are good… apart from the incredibly rude late show of course.’

‘Sorry about that. I just, erm…’

‘You were going to bottle it. I know. Jack did call me to warn me. He said he was sure that you were too much of a gent to stand me up but wanted to warn me just in case you went against type.’

‘I’m sorry. It wasn’t personal.’

‘I know. But if you ask me, you’re better off without her.’

‘He told you about Kirsty?’

‘He did, but before you get mad at him, I already knew. I’m afraid it’s common knowledge at the hospital. If it makes you feel better, I could tell you that the junior doctor you caught her with was my boyfriend.’

‘You’re kidding me?’

She stared at me for a moment, deadly serious. ‘I wish I was. We have a little boy and we were going to get married and…’ She stopped and belly laughed again. ‘Sorry. Yes, I am kidding you! Truth is, I don’t know the guy and I don’t want to. I do know Kirsty, though, and all I can say is it’s her loss. If I’d captured the heart of the Ruler of Asgard, I’m not sure I’d let him go.’

She grabbed my hand and pulled me towards The Surf Shack. ‘Come on, Thor. Let’s get you changed into something more practical for the North Sea. If you manage to stand on your board, the drinks are on me. Assuming you don’t still want to do a runner, that is.’

I looked down at our intertwined hands and, at the moment, I knew I’d never want to do a runner. It wasn’t just a physical thing. Yes, she was beautiful, but there was something else about her that was captivating. Her sense of humour? Her sense of adventure? Her sense of knowing who she was and not caring if she wore no make-up and had sand in her hair? Whatever it was, it had me completely hooked. Jack could get things spectacularly wrong but somehow the boy had done good. Turns out he wasn’t such a tosser after all.

3

JEMMA

Present Day – 24th June

‘Scott! Sorry I lost you,’ I said, as the train approached Whitsborough Bay Station. ‘Bad signal. Where are you?’

There was a pause before he said, ‘Still in Manchester.’

My