It's About Time: The Art of Choosing the Meaningful Over the Urgent

© 2019 Valorie Burton

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To my husband, Jeff.

You jumped into this experiment with time without

hesitation. And the journey that has unfolded as a result is

beyond anything I had imagined. Thank you. I love you.

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CONTENTS

This Is Where I Started

This Is How You Start

Chapter 1:  The New Normal Is Not Normal

Chapter 2:  Is It Ever Enough?

Chapter 3:  Time Poor, Tech Bloated

Chapter 4:  The Big Boom

Chapter 5:  How Changing Times Have Changed Our Time

Chapter 6:  Making Peace with Lost Time

Chapter 7:  If You Had the Time . . .

Chapter 8:  The Power of a Positive Pessimist

Chapter 9:  Beauty Is the Beast

Chapter 10:  Press Pause

Chapter 11:  The Temperament to Experiment

Chapter 12:  Best Budget Ever

Conclusion

Acknowledgments

Notes

About the Author

THIS IS WHERE I STARTED

The subject of time is something I have wrestled with my entire life. I’ve always seemed to think I can get more done in a day than I can, leaving me with the feeling that I’ve never done enough. I’ve jokingly called myself a recovering procrastinator, and the modern pull of digital distractions has made it easier than ever to put off the things that matter. Not to mention, my struggle with perfectionism has meant it’s never quite the right time to get started anyway. Then I found myself racing against a biological clock in my thirties, afraid my life’s most meaningful dream might pass me by altogether. Because my struggle with time has often felt like a stronghold, a thorn in my side I could not pluck out, I have desperately wanted to untangle its grip on my life. The day it came to me that I should write this book was pretty frustrating. I will share more about that in a moment, but let me encourage you that sometimes it is your frustration that fuels your turnaround. Sometimes you become so exasperated by the thought of continuing on the path you have been traveling that you suddenly feel the conviction to finally do whatever it takes to change. That is the place where this journey started. For years, I coached others to get unstuck, and now I needed to get myself unstuck.

I invite you to step through this journey with me, as I share timeless truths and practical steps that will open your eyes to the insidious nature of our problem with time. It is a problem that has evolved, slowly taking us further and further from nature’s rhythm and moving us toward the unsustainable pace and load of a technology age. You, me, and millions of others struggle daily to keep up.

I knew deep down that the journey I embarked on was not just for me. It was meant to make its way onto the page to help you too. That thought was intimidating, but also motivating. The pressure and accountability of helping you ultimately helped me. My desire is for you to walk away from this book with an understanding of the eternal value of your finite time—and why and how you must intentionally choose the meaningful over the urgent every single day.

Our culture makes it so that even the most organized and efficient among us feels the pressure of the ticking clock and the possibility and regret of missing out. Modern life has evolved in a way that sets us up for stress, pressure, and overload. New norms and attitudes tap into deeply wired psychological impulses that make it harder than ever to take control of our time. Many of us also have one or more innate personality traits that make the struggle even worse. Perhaps you can relate to one or more of them:

•Optimism

•Perfectionism

•Overachieving

•Over-responsibility

•Approval addiction

•Misplaced guilt

No wonder time can become a tyrant that leaves you chronically stressed and discontented.

It would be enough if the ultimate consequences were only stress and discontentment. But those are just symptoms. Instead, it’s the prospect of living a life in which you spend your time doing the things that seem important, only to look back and realize you missed out on the things that actually are. Today, this ultimate consequence is becoming the fate of more and more people. The natural pace and rhythm of life has been disrupted and replaced by historical and cultural shifts I will describe in the coming chapters—shifts that have created new habits that have become so common they are the new normal. These shifts make it easy to choose the things that feel normal (because everyone else is doing them) over the things that are natural (because they grow out of how you were created to function).

My guess is you chose this book because something about the title, the cover, or the description resonated with you. Or perhaps someone gave it to you because they sensed you need it. Whatever led you here, you will discover the ways in which the world has redefined what is normal and gain an understanding of how that personally impacts you daily. My hope is that you broaden your perspective and see your life in the greater context of our increasingly demanding world. I will help you reimagine the possibilities for a life that is meaningful, at a pace that is natural, with a load that is doable. Then I will equip you with the tools to bring that meaningful life to fruition.

Through these pages we will explore three key pieces of information that will help you unlock an approach to life that I call living timelessly:

1.The history and gradual changes that have led us to a place where having too much to do and too little time to do it is the norm

2.The vision for what it could be like if you were free from the stress of time and understood the obstacles you must blast through to enjoy the life you long for

3.The practical steps to choosing the meaningful over the urgent so that your life is unhurried yet purposeful, and reflects the values and the impact you want to make that are unique to you

BREAKING FREE OF OLD HABITS IN A NEW SEASON

My professional journey has been a long road. I self-published my first book after discovering my life purpose in 1999. I was clear. I was inspired. And I was determined to follow the purpose I knew in my spirit I was made for:

To create and enjoy a fulfilling, prosperous, and charitable life—and to inspire others to do the same.

I remember so clearly the day I stood in the women’s interest book section of a Barnes & Noble bookstore during a trip to Seattle and had a flash of inspiration about that purpose. I remember writing that mission statement and staring at it as I sat in bed journaling in my little condo in Dallas, where I lived at the time. I remember the possibilities that danced through my imagination, filling me with hope and energy for my future. And I remember the quiet intensity of writing my first book in cursive on legal notepads, too intimidated by the blank computer screen to type it all out. I felt so connected to those words, as if they were coming to me and then through me. Sitting at the desk in my spare bedroom on weekends and weeknights, I wrote my career into existence and dreamed that it could one day become all that I hoped.

My life today is so much of what I had hoped for. Like you, I have fought to get where I am. And yet I believe there is so much more to come.

In order to pursue my purpose years ago, I learned to do a lot with very little. Because my previous career was in marketing and public relations, I was able to use those skills to build and manage my business while simultaneously producing the content—books, media, coaching, and speaking—that is the essence of the business. For the first seven years, I bootstrapped it. And once I got my footing, I never stopped bootstrapping it. An abiding fear of not having enough has often driven me to be really conservative about my financial commitments yet overzealous about my time commitments. The habit of being conservative has served me well, as has the willingness to work hard, but like any good thing, too much of it can become bondage.

OUR LIVES ARE FULL

Like yours, my life is full. I am sometimes stretched thin by my travel schedule, three kids, and a husband who is a commercial pilot and travels fourteen-plus days per month. You have your own set of demands: your work, your commute, your children’s needs, school, debt that compels you to earn as much money as possible, and striving to get to the next level, whatever that looks like. The fact that living with no breathing room has become the norm for a large segment of the population is a threat to our well-being and happiness. There is an undeniable connection between time and happiness.

Perhaps you have so much to be grateful for, yet little time to enjoy it fully. Maybe you find yourself reaching milestones, only to push the finish line out just a little farther—always another project, another goal, another level. And perhaps you have started to wonder, When have I done enough? It is an unfamiliar question in an achievement-driven world—but it is a question that intrigues the soul of anyone who wants to be truly happy and create breathing room to enjoy the life she has created.

The journey to a life in which I am happily married, have the privilege of being a mom and a bonus mom, do work I truly love, and have strong friendships to cherish took many years. As it finally came together, I awakened to the reality that time and happiness are intricately interconnected. Margin empowers happiness. It is breathing room—the soft cushion between your schedule and your limits. And in today’s world we have less of it than ever.

If you’ll allow me, I will share throughout these pages a little of my personal journey, the fun experiments that helped me—along with my husband, Jeff—change our lives, and my hope for how they could help you change yours.

OUR AHA MOMENT

While I was stuck in the Phoenix airport for ten hours on a trip I wished I had said no to, I had an epiphany that became the catalyst for this book. I was sitting at a tiny little Mexican restaurant in the terminal with my good friend Yvette, who had traveled with me for a business event. While we were waiting for our food, I poured out my frustration to her.

I’ve always crammed more into my schedule than is sane, I said, reflecting on my deeply ingrained habit. What I really wanted was some insight—an answer that could help me break the cycle. And Yvette, being the wise businesswoman and coach that she is, was just the person who might be able to deliver.

When I think about it, I was always praised for doing things fast, being the first, the youngest, I pondered aloud. I finished college at twenty, grad school at twenty-one, started a business at twenty-four, and wrote my first book by twenty-six. Getting to the finish line fast was my identity.

That’s when Yvette posed a simple but profound question.

And what has that gotten you? she asked.

I took a deep breath and exhaled. I briefly revisited each of those seasons of my life as I contemplated what might be different had I not rushed through them but had instead traveled a little slower, savored a little longer.

My mind drew a blank on the answer to her question.

What has it gotten me? I repeated back to her. I’m not sure it has gotten me much. Well, except more stress. I often missed out on the journey while I was trying to get to some self-imposed finish line. But the finish line was usually lonely, less exciting and not as happy as I’d imagined it would be. Overachievement had been such a driver for me because it indeed gave me something: approval and acceptance. That vulnerability led me to overcommit, and at times, overwork.

Have you ever had a moment where a thought so deeply resonated with you that you just had to sit with it to process it? This was one of those moments.

The cashier interrupted my thoughts when she called out that my food was ready. I went to the counter to get my quesadilla and then sat back down at the table with Yvette.

I’m still that twentysomething young woman racing to a finish line that keeps getting pushed out. I have everything I thought I wanted in life—a loving, fun, supportive husband, children I feel uniquely called to raise, purposeful work, family within minutes from home. But I am doing too much. I want more time to savor it! I lamented.

Maybe your flight being delayed is a message, Yvette said with a chuckle. You know God will sometimes stop us in our tracks to get our attention.

As if on cue, my phone started ringing. It was my husband, Jeff, FaceTiming to tell me he’d had an epiphany about our jam-packed lifestyle.

You know how you’re always talking about margin? he asked, as though he’d been eavesdropping on the conversation.

Yes, I said.

I never really got what you were talking about, he admitted. But I was sitting here meditating, and it occurred to me that I don’t think I’ve had margin for at least ten years!

Stunned, I had to stop and wrap my head around the first part of that last sentence: I was sitting here meditating. Jeff’s faith is at his core; however, when I had suggested he spend time in quiet meditation, he’d brushed me off. But recently he’d decided to try it, and lo and behold, he got clarity about margin on the same day I was wrestling with the same issue!

Whenever a great speaking opportunity came along, I’d ask him, Do you think I should do this? I mean, do you think this is good for our schedules? And without hesitation, he’d always answer the same way: Do it. That sounds great. It’s in his nature to be supportive of my career, so his answer was always yes. But I was asking his opinion because I realized our schedules were already full and I needed help saying no. So this call was a big deal. On this day, in the middle of the airport, he called to say he finally got it.

I don’t know what we need to do differently, but we need to do something, he declared. It was our aha moment.

EXPERIMENTING WITH CHANGE

Within a few weeks, we embarked on some experiments to see if we could get control of our time. Our goals were to create more meaningful experiences, make more time for each other and for our children, and decrease our stress. We called them experiments because we didn’t want to make big declarations about what to change, only to discover we couldn’t live up to them permanently or that they weren’t having the impact we’d hoped for. Making these changes and activities into experiments felt doable, flexible, and, frankly, fun. If they worked, we’d keep them up. If they didn’t, we could drop them or tweak them without feeling like we’d failed.

We began by simply talking about what we were feeling and what we wanted to feel instead. Summarizing how I felt was simple: I felt as though I were eating my favorite dessert, homemade strawberry cake, but I was being forced to eat it in record time with a stopwatch hovering over me, rather than savoring one piece at a time. In other words, my schedule had become so overloaded I couldn’t enjoy the very things I love. Time with my husband and children always felt rushed or too short, and the work I am passionate about felt like an intrusion on my life. Jeff felt a lack of clarity about the impact of his schedule on our lives. For more than fourteen years, he’s been a dad who flies an average of two weeks every month. When he’s home, he’s all here. But when gone, he’s totally gone—sleeping in different cities nearly every night, wherever his last flight of the day happens to land.

So we each began with simple experiments. I reflected on my original life vision. I can still picture the day I pulled up to my apartment during my first semester of grad school in journalism. I had a flash of inspiration that day that I could have a family life and a professional life without climbing a corporate ladder if I used my writing gift to become an author. I didn’t know what kind of author at the time, but with my lifelong passion for books, the thought excited me.

I had tucked that dream away all of these years, and now, as I pondered the idea of getting control of my time and happiness, the inspiration that came to me two decades ago returned. It dawned on me that I was living my vision, but I wasn’t taking advantage of the purpose behind the vision: the flexibility to control my schedule. Instead, I was working as though I had to abide by a corporate work schedule—you know, the norm of an eight-to-five routine. But why? What was the point of being my own boss if my schedule didn’t meet my needs and those of my family? So my first experiment was to create a new normal for my work schedule—one that gave me the breathing room I needed.

As a coach, I believe I find the best answers by asking powerful questions—or PQs, as I like to call them when I