Consumed by One Another: The Black Race to Self-Destruction

CONSUMED

BY ONE ANOTHER

The Black Race to Self-Destruction

DS

WALKER

CONSUMED BY ONE ANOTHER

THE BLACK RACE TO SELF-DESTRUCTION

Copyright © 2015 DSWalker.

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ISBN: 978-1-4917-5844-1 (sc)

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Contents

Preface

Introduction

Imagine That.

Turn Around!

Does White America Get It?

Expression One: No Boots

A) Identity: Tangible versus Intangible Slavery

B) The Unnatural Need to Be Needed

Expression Two Boots and No Straps

A) Freedom and the Weaker Brother’s Conscience

B) Earning Your Straps

Expression Three Boots and Straps

A) Don’t Walk

B) No Parking

Expression Four Bootstraps 101

A) Thou Shall Strike Thy Neighbor

B) Go to Hell!

C) Stop Kicking Your Own Ass

Expression Five Solutions

A) Our Strengths and Struggles

B) Our Faith

C) Simple Solutions

D) (I’m just sayin’.)

Concluding Notes

The Ultimate Solution: If It Were Mine …

A Thought

My Visit to Africa

The Faces of South Africa

Dem Boots

Poem: A Room with a View

Acknowledgments

Current and Upcoming Works by DSWalker

It is not who we were

But who we are now.

It is about being honest with ourselves.

It is about falling in love with us again.

It is about abandoning our first love, God.

A letter from us to us.

I miss you, black.

I want cha back.

Preface

But if you bite and devour one another, take care lest you be consumed by one another …

—Galatians 5:15 NAS

I suppose I should find some well-known celebrity to write me a foreword in order to add credibility to my book. But then who would believe me? I’m just another black man running off at the mouth about something that every talk-show host or radio celebrity call-in artist has said for years. I’m not famous, just another voice in the crowd.

But then I thought to myself, It really isn’t about who’s talking. It’s really about who’s listening. It really doesn’t matter who you are, if no one’s listening, or, better yet, acts on what is being said. That makes us even. So, I might as well write my own.

We all now have the capacity and access to gain knowledge. Whose fault is it if you choose not to take advantage of it? Whose fault is it if you refuse to encourage others to as well? We have a responsibility not only to ourselves but also to those who are willing to listen. Most of our lives are spent being pushed and pulled in many well-meaning directions. The church’s cry is that man’s greatest problem is self-sufficiency. The very nature and purpose of humanity is to grow and to be able to stand on your own two feet, yet the concern in the church is that this could be destructive, and I can understand the point conveyed. However, for the sake of clarity, the very essence of life is that a bird, horse, child, or any other creature created by God learns to stand on its own and be self-sufficient. The problem doesn’t seem to be self-sufficiency in and of itself. That is the goal for growth and maturity. The problem is that when we stand on our own in self-sufficiency, we refuse to allow our steps to be ordered by God, who gave us self-sufficiency, and we stand with our backs to the mirror.

Introduction

An introduction answers the question of why the author wrote the book and gives a glimpse into its contents. Well, here’s why I wrote this book:

Life is so difficult regardless of the color of one’s skin. Though I’m not so naive as to see that, for some, skin color does seem to allow advantages and the fantasy of superiority for one reason or another, but those delusions of superiority are, well, only skin deep. When that plane went into the buildings in New York, it didn’t care about skin color. Terrorists don’t shoot or blow up more black people than white people or any other color of people. Our biggest problems involve us as Americans more than what color we are, yet there is this infighting that distracts us from enemies that are nonprejudicial in their destruction of human life.

Now Rwanda disturbed me. These are Hutus and Tutsis who are the same color, yet there was genocide on a scale that boggles the mind. It was about superiority as well, differentiated by the size of one’s nose and one’s height. And what was to be gained in a country ravaged with poverty, unemployment, lack of education, and extreme health issues? But this is America. The melting pot of civilization. A land flowing with milk and honey. A land founded on religious convictions and whose founding fathers believed that God blessed this land and therefore its people, and God’s principles were good enough to put a stamp on America. So where do we stand in this as black people? Have we not yet earned our existence on this quilt of America? Yes, we have. But now that we are here, regardless of how we got here, what are we doing with this privilege? I’m referring to this privilege of being an American, not the privilege of living in white America. There is no white America, no more than there is a black Africa. It’s just America.

This land, this world, belongs to no human being, no color. It belongs to its Creator.

We are just renters behind on our rent to our land Lord.

So that brings us to us? What are we doing with this blessing? What must we do to get the most out of where we are? That is a question that only we can answer. Self-destruction is not the answer. Self-consumption out of frustration and fear is just fuel on the fire to a people who are so frustrated with our past and blaming white folks that we are destroying ourselves. We are our own Hutus and Tutsis.

Lastly, I want to make a comment on a very sensitive issue that has made headline news seemingly all over the world, especially in America. A subject that has brought on—or up again—the subject of race in America, that being the shooting and death of an unarmed seventeen-year-old black young man named Trayvon Martin at the hands of a thirty-year-old self-appointed neighborhood watch captain named George Zimmerman, who was later acquitted of all charges after a lengthy trial by an all (but one) white, female jury. Now, Mr. Zimmerman is identified as white and called in some articles—due to his father being white and his mother being Peruvian—a white Hispanic. Also, there was the unfortunate death of Michael Brown in Ferguson, Missouri, as well as all of the other Martins and Browns around the world. Without going through all of the specifics of these extremely sad and unfortunate losses of life, I want to focus on all of the interviews, comments, and statements that ooze out of wounds like these and express my disappointment on opportunities wasted but perhaps not yet missed.

While many are divided on racial lines about a situation that cannot be reversed at this point, I see this as a prime opportunity to discuss the issues we have within our own race. Of course all races could stand review, but let’s focus on the black race. While people are making assessments of the need for legal justice in order to make sure that this doesn’t happen to another black child, the focus should be on fighting for two parents, relationships, and marriages and teaching our children more about life and how to handle conflict, racism, sexism, genderism, and all of the other isms that cause us to react in a confrontational manner. No, I am not blaming Trayvon Martin or Michael Brown for the actions of another or considering their plights as unimportant, but every action does cause a reaction. If we truly want this to not happen again, we need to teach our children to walk away, without seeing that as a sign of weakness. To make them understand that there are more important things in life than something that could potentially take your life or split up your family or cause division in a relationship, and for them to have a focus on something that they feel is so important that it is not worth a confrontation.

I will also say this, knowing that it will cause controversy: if you engage in unlawful activities or challenge authority, you must know that a possible consequential outcome of such deeds is punishment, injury or death, regardless of how it may come to happen. We must take ownership of our actions or of our contributions to actions taken place. Instead of black leaders salivating over revenge, they should be using this situation to refocus on looking deeply within ourselves, our race, our actions, and our legacy and making ourselves better able to deal with our past as black people, embracing and valuing love and family and each other.

We now have the attention of the next generation. It is not for self-appointed leaders to overlook our own responsibilities for the sake of pointing out the injustices of others. Our youth are watching the reactions of the adults that are ahead of them and how they handle bad and sometimes unfair situations like this. There will always be situations that will come up in our lives that we had no hand in creating or that are out of our control, but the resolution to any problem will always be in what we can control, which is our reaction to that problem. What an opportunity missed. Conflict, whether in dangerous situations, marriage, friendship, or working relationship, involves knowing yourself, your propensities, your hot buttons, and your limits. Conflict always involves someone else, though sometimes there are conflicts within that are far greater than the conflicts outside of us.

I just want to draw attention to us. That’s