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Vanessa Morgan
Vanessa Morgan is known as the 'female version of Stephen King'. She's the author of two novels of supernatural suspense (Drowned Sorrow and The Strangers Outside) and two screenplays (A Good Man and GPS With Benefits). If she's not working on her latest supernatural thriller, you can find her reading, watching horror movies, blogging, digging through flea markets, or indulging in her unhealthy addiction to her cat. She writes in English, Dutch and French.
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Dazed - Vanessa Morgan
Contents
Preface
They are Just Words
Words
My Story
Don’t Say That
Louder than Words
Teachers
Teachers
Ill Equipped
She Said, He Said
Too Hard
Colors
Colors of Annie Ruth
Annie Ruth -
Singing My Colors
Annie Ruth’s- Colored Women
When my Grandmother Died
You Don’t Define Me
Belinda Blue
My Aunt
Born Black
Through the Years
DazeD
Destructive People
Jim & Mary - 2003
LC’s Juke Joint/Rib Shack –
1970
Addicted — 1986
Faking It - 2011
The Lottery - 2007
Eight Years - 2007
Growing Up Gay – 1973
My Best Friend Dying - 1992
The People he Hurt
Finding Tomorrow
Fire Starter
Reminiscing
Affair
SOS
Save Our Sons
Mad-Lyrick
My Mother’s Eyes
Stevie’s Story written in
six parts.
My Son
Drugs
Who’s in Charge?
One Bad Choice
It’s Just Me
How can we help them?
Mad-Lyrick
(Malik)
Niggas
Don’t Look Back
9 Times Out of 10
Warning Signs
Da Hard Youth
I am Me
Acknowledgements
About the Author
Preface
I had to start at the end in order to understand the beginning and somewhere in between I found clarity. The truth as it is and not what my deceiving eyes had been telling me. With clarity comes peace, love, happiness and most of all new beginnings.
They are Just Words
I know for sure that what we dwell on is who we become.
– Oprah Winfrey
Words
These words I love so well
Won’t let me recite the stories I tell
I have a disability -it’s the inability
To pronounce words correctly
In my mind I enunciate perfectly
But when I speak these words they betray me
I stutter and stumble
Become frustrated and mumble
So people think I am not smart
When I was young, that broke my heart
I love words and that’s a fact
It’s doesn’t matter if they don’t love me back
I will never stop reading them
I will never stop writing them
Because with words I can live my fantasies
Always have sunny days and sail the blue seas
With these words I can go back in time
Or describe all the images in my mind
With these words I can be who or what I want to be
And they can’t deny the love they have for me.
My Story
I had to tell my story but I didn’t know how because the words were too difficult to speak.
I wrote them down and decided I would make them a song.
Although the music was beautiful the words carried too much pain;
And the music would not attach itself to the words so the song did not take life.
I tried to tell my story through a dance and the dancers would move to the spoken words.
But when they heard the words their faces were grimaced and their bodies contorted.
They couldn’t listen to the words and move gracefully because the words carried too much pain;
And their movements would not attach to the words so the dance did not take life.
So, I wrote the words in a book and I put it in my chest and left them there…
Then the rain came and the levies broke;
All of my possessions got water soaked;
But someone found my words in the debris;
And started reading the words to me.
She read them clear and loud;
Until the words formed a crowd;
The words described so much pain and agony;
And no one knew the story was about me.
It was because our stories were basically