Passion’s Poison

Passion’s Poison

Lexi Post

Passion’s Poison

Copyright © 2015, 2013 by Lexi Post

This book is a work of fiction. The names, characters, places, and incidents are products of the writer’s imagination or have been used fictitiously and are not to be construed as real. Any resemblance to persons, living or dead, actual events, locales or organizations is entirely coincidental.

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Editor: Grace Bradley

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eBook ISBN: 978-0-9967980-2-0

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Copyright © 2015 by Lexi Post.

Passion’s Poison

Lexi Post

Beatrice Rappaccini is tired of the one-night stands that keep her alive. Tired of the illness she causes when she releases her sexual poisons into her partners. But when she meets Zach Woodman, everything changes. Desperate for what she can’t have, she puts her heart and life on the line, ignoring the anonymous letters warning her to stay away.

Zach Woodman, logger turned chainsaw artist, has the perfect life, but no one to share it with after the deaths of the women he loved. Fascinated by the sexually experienced yet naïve Bea, he promises himself he will end their hot relationship before fate takes another beautiful woman from the world.

But he discovers Bea has no idea how to have a relationship, and he is perplexed by her strange behavior, hippie mother, six fathers and her request to give him every man’s sex fantasy. It is only when he might lose her that he realizes he must make a decision that will break his heart either way.

Acknowledgments

To Bob Fabich for showing me what happily ever after truly means. For my sister Paige Wood, whose endless creativity and help has been so amazing.

For my mom, Jo Brous. Thank you for all your love and support.

And thank you to my critique partner Marie Patrick, my agent Jill Marsal and my wonderful editor Grace Bradley. You are all the best.

Author’s Note

Passion’s Poison was inspired by Nathaniel Hawthorne’s short story Rappaccini’s Daughter, first published in 1844. In Hawthorne’s story, Giovanni Guasconti, who is going to the university in Padua, Italy, falls in love with Beatrice Rappaccini. The lovely Beatrice is the daughter of Dr. Giacomo Rappaccini, a scientist known for his work in producing beautiful but poisonous flowers that even he cannot touch, though Beatrice can. Giovanni realizes he has become poisonous as well by being with Beatrice and enlists the help of a friend, an enemy to Rappaccini, to find an antidote. Giovanni convinces Beatrice to drink the antidote, but because the poison is so prevalent in her body, when the antidote kills the poison, it kills her too.

But what if Beatrice had a daughter? How would the daughters of Rappaccini survive today?

What have you done? You’ve killed her, the most beautiful flower of all my creations! I will not allow your triumph. Nay, for from her poisonous body I will bring forth her child, and never again will you or your kind love a daughter of Rappaccini!

Signor Dr. Giacomo Rappaccini in the year of our Lord 1845

Chapter One

Present day

Zach Woodman was too local to be her lover.

Beatrice Rappaccini reminded herself of that fact as she drank in the sight of the shirtless man using a chainsaw in the forest clearing. The stark muscles in his arms and back danced with the movements of the machine as he angled it through a massive log standing on its end. His jeans stretched against straining thigh muscles braced in a slightly bent position, his construction boots encased in mud.

Bea tried to breathe, but the heat infusing her flesh overwhelmed her. What was happening? She had released her body poisons less than two nights ago down in the city, but this desire making her heart beat as fast as a hummingbird’s wings felt different. This couldn’t be good.

She gulped in air, desperate to control her breathing even as her high-heeled boots sank deep into the mud of the forest floor.

Zach moved to the side of the log and carved out a deep groove. Bea watched his pectorals tense under the layer of dirt covering his chest as he held the machine steady.

Mesmerized, she tried to take a deep breath but her lungs constricted, refusing to allow in the cool forest air. Her head spun as darkness encroached on her peripheral vision. Oh damn. She pulled her feet from the muck and sat down hard on a stump nearby. Dropping her head between her knees, she closed her eyes and focused her attention on inhaling.

As oxygen flowed into her lungs, the clearing grew quiet and unease replaced her near panic. She opened her eyes to find two boots standing in front of her. Silently, she wished she could crawl under the granite rock lying between those feet.

Since that wasn’t an option, she lifted her head. Zach’s sweat-streaked six-pack abs came into view above the edge of his blue jeans. Her stomach clenched. It tightened even more as his muscled chest, complete with wood shavings caught among the short, dark hairs, seized her attention. She took another calming breath, ignoring the growing warmth between her legs, thankful she remained seated.

Her gaze reached his angular face, where she found he had taken off his goggles. His green eyes, filled with curiosity, stared at her. His mouth quirked. Are you okay?

She shivered as his baritone voice slid through her like an otter through water, leaving ripples of weakness suffusing her body. She swallowed a groan. Mentally, she reached for the hospitality professional she’d trained to be. Yes, I just need a moment. The breathy answer was anything but professional.

His scrutiny didn’t leave her face. Can I get you something? A bottle of water? A beer?

She nodded, not trusting her voice.

His grin pulled the corners of his dark lips, moving the stubble of his unshaven face to form black arcs around the sides of his mouth. He turned and strode toward the log cabin she’d come upon at the end of the dirt driveway, his confident swagger demanding her attention.

She wrenched her gaze from his tight ass to give her body a chance to cool. She was here on business and her libido had to behave. Her body’s attraction to this man didn’t make sense. She had released her debilitating sexual toxins in a one-night stand on Saturday and had reached orgasm three times. It was only Monday. She should have a whole week of relief. Somehow, she had to gain control of herself.

By the time Zach returned with water and a beer, she hoped she appeared normal. He silently held out both. She accepted the water bottle while he opened the Bud Light and took a couple gulps. She stared as his Adam’s apple bobbed along the corded muscles of his neck. Desperate to dampen the heat in her body, she raised her drink and sipped.

He gestured toward her with the half-empty beer. Feeling better?

She swallowed the cool water and cleared her throat. Yes, thank you. I’m not sure what happened. I probably should’ve had breakfast this morning.

He looked at the sky before returning his attention to her. Breakfast? It has to be about lunchtime.

She tried a slight smile but feared it came across more as a grimace, so she offered her hand. I’m Beatrice Rappaccini from the Lakeside Inn in Meriden.

He grasped her hand in a strong grip, causing fire to shoot through her arm, across her body and straight to the juncture of her thighs. She almost squeaked in surprise.

I’m Zach Woodman, but I imagine you already figured that out. What can I do for you, Ms. Rappaccini?

Oh, the possibilities were endless. She looked at the zipper of his jeans and wished it open. He could strip and push his hard cock into her hungry body and make her come until she screamed. She’d never screamed before, but she had a feeling she could with him.

Ms. Rappaccini?

She started and pulled her gaze from his crotch. Had she seen a bulge growing there or was it her imagination? What was happening to her? Please, call me Bea. Oh that sounded way too husky. She really needed to get a hold of herself.

She stood, wavering a bit in her heels. He grasped her arm and steadied her, getting wood shavings on the sleeve of her green dress, but she didn’t think he noticed. Did he notice anything about her, such as the fact her body reacted to him like wildfire to wind? With the constant smirk on his face, it was hard to know.

She tried to find a semblance of composure as she removed her arm from his grip. I’m here to commission a carving for one of the Larsens’ inns, specifically, the Lakeside. The Larsens would like something unique.

He took another swig of beer, but his gaze never left her. Hmm, something unique, as in abstract, or just different from my other carvings?

Bea shook her head. Definitely not abstract. The Larsens prefer rustic to fit in with the environment. I wandered through your shop, she pointed back toward the log cabin with the sign Zach’s burned into it, but nothing there is quite right.

He wiped his forehead with the beer bottle as he contemplated, staring at her with his brows drawn together in concentration.

Did he think about the carving or her? She blushed. Since when couldn’t she read a man? Her very survival depended on her ability to find men who were attracted to her. So why was he different? And why was she so affected?

He drained his beer and smirked. I think this will take some time and I need to wash up. Would you mind staying for lunch while we work on it? You could use some food and I need a break.

She shrugged. Sure, I’d be happy to. She’d be happy to do whatever he wished, take off her clothes, sit on that log, let him—ugh. She had to stop this.

He turned away from her. Great. This way.

As he headed for the opposite side of the wooded clearing, she hesitated. Isn’t this your shop over here?

He looked over his shoulder. Yeah, but you won’t find any food in there. The house is this way.

She swung her gaze back and forth from the cabin to where he said his house sat. Could she trust herself to go farther into the woods with him? Did she have a choice? She was being silly. This was business.

She picked her way along what appeared to be a continuation of the dirt driveway. There was a bit less mud and a lot more trees, which made for easier walking, if anything could be easy in four-inch heels in the middle of the backwoods of New Hampshire.

She was only ten feet behind him when they came to another clearing. Her gasp made him turn.

He grinned. You like it?

His home was a mansion, if an enormous log structure could be called that. The size of a hunting resort, it sat upon a cliff overlooking a serene valley. Its three-story windows came to a point above a massive deck that ran the full length of the house.

It’s beautiful, she breathed.

And so was he as the sun lit his hair, proving it a dark-chocolate brown as he pointed to the view. You should see it in the fall. The leaves in this valley look like a painting and in the winter, the snow gives you the feeling of being the only person in the world.

A strange emotion flitted across his rugged face. Was it wistfulness or loneliness?

He started walking again. Come on. We’ll enter through the basement so I can get out of these dirty clothes.

Hmm, she liked the sound of that. Giving her libido a mental slap, she followed him as he took a short path to a door under the long deck.

The basement was made for coming in dirty. A large mat for shoes lay at the entrance and the wall had hooks for coats. To the right she could see a bathroom. Log stairs beckoned to the left.

He gestured toward the steps. If you want, you can go on up into the kitchen. I have lunch meat in the fridge and bread on the counter. I’m going to shower down here first.

She wanted to ask if he needed help, but resisted. Should I take these boots off here?

He nodded and motioned to the bench at the edge of the shoe mat. He sat himself, pulled the rugged ties from his Timberlands and stepped out of them.

She tried to remove her own boots, but they wouldn’t budge.

He stood in front of her. Can I help?

She looked up to reply, but at the thought of him touching her, her voice stuck in her throat. She nodded instead.

His hands came around her foot and he tugged at the black leather knee-high boot. She wiggled her ankle and the boot glided off into his hands. He held it up for inspection. It’s a shame they’re so muddy, or you could wear them in the house.

An image of herself in a black leather teddy wearing her tall black boots and standing at the end of a bed with him tied to it flashed before her eyes. The erotic scene had her taking short breaths, and she glanced at his face to see if he noticed her heat.

He met her gaze, his eyes twinkling before he dropped the boot on the mat. He put his hands out, now covered in dry mud, and waited for her to place her other foot in them. She complied and her boot was off sooner than she wished. Thanks, she squeaked.

No problem. The huskiness of his voice sent a shiver gliding along her skin.

But he turned toward the bathroom and strode in, his back muscles rippling with his walk. He flicked on the light and started to undo his belt, leaving the door open.

Fascinated, she stared, her body drinking in the sight of his sexy, massive shoulders while her mind conjured what his ass would look like.

He pulled the belt from his jeans, his biceps flexing as he reached down to his zipper. He paused and glanced over his shoulder to catch her staring.

Bea froze. The intensity of his green eyes sent lightning through her veins that converged between her legs in a shocking burn. She snapped her gaze away before she made a fool of herself and jumped him. Grabbing her water bottle, she sprinted up the stairs, but paused at the top to look back. Did he chuckle? She listened, but the only sound was the water from the shower.

She turned around to find the living room the size of the Lakeside Inn’s lobby, except taller. The view calmed her, cooling her enough to appreciate the scene despite the barren trees and gray boulders that announced the end of winter. How could he afford this place? His carvings were expensive, but buried in the woods as he was, miles from civilization, he couldn’t have that many orders.

To her right stood a river stone fireplace with a six-foot mantle and a chimney that rose through the ceiling. She couldn’t help running her fingers over the smooth rocks. There were sheepskin throws on the floor in front of the hearth surrounded by warm, wood couches with soft, russet covers. The whole room spoke of casual comfort, manly.

To her left she found the kitchen with its black appliances and charcoal granite countertops. Shuffling over the smooth pinewood floor made her want to skid across it in a pair of socks as if she were eight years old again, but she refrained.

She opened the giant refrigerator and found sandwich makings, which she piled on the center island. The counter was the perfect height for making lunch, or perhaps making love. If she sat on the island, she’d bet it would put her at a nice height for Zach to lick her—

Did you find everything?

She whirled around to find him strolling toward her in nothing but a pair of jeans, his bare feet warming the wood floor. His wet hair appeared darker and very thick, but his shoulder and chest muscles had her throat closing with anticipation. Her fingers itched to run through the damp curls that covered his overdeveloped pectoral muscles and tease the nipples already hard from the cool air.

Bea?

Yes? She gulped.

Are you okay?

The look in his eyes wasn’t lust but concern. She gave herself a mental slap. I’m fine. I wasn’t sure where you kept the bread.

A loaf sat next to the toaster. He picked it up and placed it on the island. His body, no more than six inches away, caused hers to overheat again.

She smirked. I guess I didn’t look very hard.

He studied her, making her squirm.

Did he see how hot she was for him? How embarrassing. She retreated to a safer distance and stood before the three-story window, her body attuned to the man taking plates out of the cupboards behind her. She tried to focus. The view is even more breathtaking up here.

That’s why I built here. It’s secluded.

Bea turned to look at him. Where did you live before here?

Zach had the bread loaded with roast beef and sliced tomatoes and had turned to set the knife in the sink when he stopped. Maine.

She padded across the floor to the counter and sat on a stool. That’s more remote than Tamwick. I would imagine you could find a lot of isolated acreage there.

He picked up the condiments. Mustard or mayo?

Mayo, please.

He slathered on a good helping. Obviously his slim waist and hips weren’t affected by calories. But his dietary habits didn’t hide the fact he hadn’t answered her. Then again, it wasn’t any of her business.

She took the hint. After all, she was here for the Larsens, not herself. He was off-limits in so many ways. So, how many carvings do you do a month?

He turned to put the food back in the refrigerator, which gave her the opportunity to enjoy the scenery of his back. He had a scar that ran from his left shoulder blade to the right side of his waist. She wanted to know what had happened, but didn’t ask.

He closed the fridge, a beer under his arm, and balanced the plates as he walked. It depends. If I have orders, I fill them. If not, I make a few extras to have on hand. Sometimes people want one yesterday.

She followed him to a large rustic pine table. He placed her food to his left as he deposited his at the head. She sat facing the view, but found him more interesting.

He picked up his sandwich. When do you need the one for the inn?

By Ice-Out.

He chewed his food, but raised his eyebrows.

She shrugged, it was an unusual deadline, but Sharon Larsen had set the date. Her bosses could be a bit eccentric. "I know, I know. Who’s to say when Ice-Out will be? I did some research and the earliest the lake was clear of ice for the M.S. Wavemaster boat to make its five scheduled ports was March 24, but the latest was May 12."

He took a swig of beer. It’s March 26th and this warm spell is melting the ice pretty fast. All we need is a good rain and the lake will clear, as least enough for the boat.

She nodded, her mouth full of roast beef.

He sat back in his chair. Well, I have to admit it’s the strangest deadline I’ve ever had.

She swallowed and licked her lips before she spoke. I know it’s a bit unusual, but I’m sure the Larsens will pay top dollar if you can produce a carving in time.

I’m not worried about the money. It’s the time factor. However, I’ve never been one to shy away from a challenge and this one is definitely unique. He smiled with anticipation.

Bea’s heart did a little sidestep. Oh no, this wasn’t good at all. Lusting for this man was bad enough, but liking him would be dangerous for both of them. The sooner she left his house the better. So, what could you do for the inn? I have a brochure about it in my car.

He pushed back from the table and walked into the living room where he grabbed a pad of paper and a pencil that sat on an end table. I’ve actually seen the Lakeside Inn. Had drinks in the bar there once or twice.

How could she have missed that? Her body reacted like radar to him.

He strode back to the table, a secret smile on his face. Mostly during bike week, so I wasn’t there long, but I do remember it.

That explained why she hadn’t seen him. She always took that week off to help her dad Gerry at his bar.

Zach nudged his empty plate aside.

As he began to sketch, her curiosity piqued. She finished half her sandwich and pushed her plate away so she could lean forward for a better view. I saw a sketch of raccoons in your shop. Can you do something that nice?

He didn’t look at her, his attention fixed on his drawing.

Her gaze wandered from the paper to his face. His brows moved inward, revealing deep lines of concentration. His eyes were a dark green and heavy-lidded, which to her mind was a winning bedroom combination. He had a straight nose, strong and masculine, but his lips were to die for. They were dark with a lot of stubble around them and supported by a square jaw. Thankfully, he had no cleft in his chin. She despised that model look.

He turned the pad toward her. Here are a few options. If I stay with the lake theme, I could do fish jumping, or reeds, or a mermaid, though I admit to being less than stellar with female faces. The chainsaw doesn’t like them.

His quick grin had warmth spreading from her neck to her toes. His eyes shone with good humor and she wanted to revel in their merriment. But he broke eye contact and pointed to a few other rough sketches.

Or I could do beaver, black bear, or… He hesitated.

She leaned closer to get a better look at the pad. The faint scent of musk floated toward her.

He met her gaze, their faces mere inches apart, and all she wanted was for him to kiss her.

His eyes were full of excitement, but for her or the carving? She couldn’t read him, which drove her crazy. Her own attraction overrode all her normal senses.

He grinned. How about a birch tree? I could have a beaver at the bottom in the process of gnawing it down while a downy woodpecker yells at him from a branch above. I think it would blend well with the inn’s surroundings and yet stand out as a story in itself.

Bea swallowed. His face glowed with energy and vitality. She couldn’t resist.

She leaned forward and kissed him.

Zach’s brain took a second to realize the gorgeous woman across from him had her lips firmly planted on his. But as soon as he did, he took control and wrapped his hand behind her neck to pull her closer.

Her soft lips parted at his movement.

He slipped his tongue inside and explored the sweetness of her mouth. The blood rushed from his slow brain to his groin. The need to bring her body against him grew so strong, he groaned.

She pushed herself away.

He let her go, but he wanted more, a lot more. His cock straining against his jeans attested to that fact.

She wouldn’t meet his gaze. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to… I just thought your idea was so brilliant… I don’t usually… I mean—

He smiled at the blush reddening her high cheeks. If he could capture that look in wood, he’d be famous. No need to apologize. I didn’t mind a bit. In fact, anytime you feel the need, I’m at your disposal.

It was the wrong thing to say. He realized his mistake two seconds too late. Her face went from pretty in pink to white.

She stood, overturning her chair. I should go. Again, I’m very sorry.

She made it to the top of the stairs before he caught her, grabbing her hand. Hey, are you okay?

Bea took a deep breath before she turned to meet his gaze.

When her moist brown eyes stared up at him, he cursed himself for a heel.

She attempted a smile, but failed miserably. You’ve asked me that a lot since I got here, but yes, I’m fine. Just horrified at my behavior.

Though her lashes were wet as she blinked to hold back her tears, he couldn’t ignore the beauty of her face, the silkiness of her hair, or the barely controlled need to take her in his arms and comfort her. He didn’t know what to say, but he had to see her again. Listen, I’ll work on a few sketches. If you come by Wednesday, we can choose one so I can get started.

She hesitated before she shook her head. I’m sure whatever you decide will be fine. After all, you’re the artist.

She tried to remove her hand, but he held tight. No, actually, I’m a logger by trade. I started this whole carving thing for kicks. Really, I’ll need your help to decide what to carve.

Her shoulders slumped and his gut twisted in response, but his groin tightened the moment she nodded.

Very well. I’ll be back Wednesday after I go over the books with Mr. Larsen.

He smiled and let her go. Good. I’ll see you Wednesday.

She started down the stairs.

Unwilling to lose sight of her yet, he leaned over the railing, watching until she reached the basement. Crossing to the windows, he waited to catch sight of her as she left the house. He heard the door close and she came into view as she picked her way through the trees in her ridiculous high-heeled boots, her hips swaying with each cautious step. How he’d love to see her naked except for those boots, sprawled across his bed, wrists tied above her head. The thought of her boot-clad legs wrapping around him while he pumped inside her had his cock hardening again. He wanted this woman.

He spoke to the windowpane. Turn around and look up, Bea.

She kept walking, but when she reached the edge of the clearing, she stopped.

He held his breath.

She took another step, looked back, then continued out of sight.

Zach smiled and strode into the kitchen. She was as attracted to him as he was to her and he couldn’t have been more surprised. He cracked open another beer and leaned on the counter. Professional women like Bea usually didn’t go for him. He was too rugged. But if she was interested, he certainly wouldn’t put up a fight. He’d never had a gorgeous woman kiss him the day he met her, but a fast-and-furious relationship would be perfect. He’d learned all too well, long-term with him was a death sentence, literally. Three times together and he would end it.

He grabbed his pad of paper off the table and sat in the living room. He sketched long, black flowing hair, a slim body and legs that went on forever. Detailing the face, he added almond-shaped eyes that tilted up slightly, erotically. A soft stroke added a slender nose that was followed by full, sensuous lips. He paused, remembering the feel of them on his own. His cock stirred as he drew full, naked breasts, the smallest of navels and a hint of shadow between her legs. Then he added the boots, filling in the black leather. Holding the paper up, he looked his fill. She would be delicious.

He closed his eyes. Was it Wednesday yet?

Chapter Two

Bea, calm down. There has to be another way. Her mom’s voice came through her cell phone and ascended another octave on the pitch scale.

I am calm, Mom. I’ve thought this through. I’ve tried your way and it hasn’t worked. The only way I’m going to get pregnant is to have in vitro fertilization.

No, you haven’t tried ‘my way’. Did you ever think the reason you haven’t become pregnant is because you’re always with different men? I didn’t get pregnant with you until I was down to sleeping with the same six. That might be the answer.

Bea’s attention was drawn by a customer with suitcases trudging